THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES FAERYLANDS FORLORN FAERYLANDS FORLORN AFRICAN TALES BY ARTHUR SHEARLY CRIPPS Author of ' Lyra Evangelistica ' and ' Magic Casements ' Joint Author of ' Primavera ' Oxford B. H. BLACKWELL, BROAD STREET London S1MPK1N, MARSHALL & CO., LIMITED 1910 TO THE RADIANT MEMORY OF LIEUT.-COL. SIR MARSHAL CLARKE, K.C.M.G. SOMETIME RESIDENT COMMISSIONER IN MASHONALAND ' He that overcometh, and keepeth My works unto the end, to him will I give power over the nations : . . And I will give him the morning star.' 1216814 CONTENTS PAGE FAERYLANDS FORLORN I I. THE OPEN WAY .... 3 II. ISRAEL IN OPHIR 2O III. THE LAST FENCE .... 31 IV. CHARNWOOD FOREST 47 V. THE HORNED HORSE ... 65 vi. A TRAVELLER'S TALE : A TRADER'S STORY 81 VII. THE OLD BOY ... 96 VIII. THE MIRACLE OF THE NATIVITY - 106 IX. A CHANGE OF COLOUR - - - Il6 X. LOCUSTS AND WILD HONEY - - 130 XI. FORT STUBBS: A TROOPER'S STORY 148 XII. TRIAL BY JURY: A FARMER'S STORY 157 XIII. ART THOU FOR US, OR FOR OUR ADVERSARIES? - - - - 171 XIV. THE VELD FIRES: A MINER'S STORY 179 XV. THE SCALES OF PASSION I A FRIEND'S STORY .... 189 XVI. THE OPEN HOUSE ... 200 XVII. THE EVE OF ST. AGNES - - 213 TO OUR MOTHER-COUNTRY - - 233 vii NOTE I AM indebted to The Spectator, The Commonwealth, The Treasury, The Nation, and two magazines connected with the Mashonaland Mission for leave to reproduce certain matter that has appeared in their pages. A. S. C. FAERYLANDS FORLORN ' Perilous seas in faery lands forlorn? KEA TS. Dreamers by Usk and A valon, Dwellers by Uricon or Dee, The way your forebears might have gone May ye not wend at liberty ? If briars about the palace be, Where Quests allured and armour shone- If locked the postern, lost the key More fiefs hath Faeryland than one ! West from the crown-lands of the sun Sailed Paul, that prince of heraldry No purple drops he poured upon Troy's pomp of graves aside the sea, Lulled by no epic euphony His rapt eyes stared as eyes of stone On carven Zeus or Cybele. More fiefs hath Faeryland than one ! 2 FAERYLANDS FORLORN Clear on Troy's beach from Macedon ' Come ! Help !' he heard Europa's plea, He sped by forest tracks o'er grown The red sun-way of chivalry ; White honour, wild knight-errantry, Altar and fane and anchorage lone He willed our sires such birthright free. More fiefs hath Faery land than one ! Seers norland-born, sail south with me ! Now ! For our sands are fleet to run ! Come, ride our moors in knightly glee ! More fiefs hath Faery land than one ! I THE OPEN WAY I RECOGNISED his name at once when they told it me' Dick Ward.' I had known him at Oxford years ago. His world a fairly earnest and vociferous one acclaimed him as the illustrator of the ' Morte d' Arthur ' and the ' Legenda Aurea.' His designs had even reached at least one illiterate exile in Rhodesia. Only last month someone had sent them on to me in the covers of a new Art series. What could have possessed Dick that he should elect to make holiday among artless pioneers ? Here he was stranded in our tiny township, ninety miles or more from the railway. His borrowed mules were sick 3 B 2 4 THE OPEN WAY of one of the cryptic sicknesses of our cryptic country. His inexorable boat was due to steam away from Beira in less than a week's time, so he told me. I had come into town that day in Christmas week to make ready for a cross-country journey of my own. In the lurid heat of a summer lunch Dick told me his troubles, piquantly enough, considering the ennui of his theme. Our country had not impressed him, I gathered. How he had ever been fool enough to conjecture that it would, was now a favourite subject for his inquiry. In the cool of the stoep, when the solace of tobacco had been vouchsafed him, he found strength to let be the past and to face the future. How was he to catch his boat without ruining himself ? The second time that he asked me the question a flash of real illumination dazzled me. He should not have such a bad holiday, after all, if he would only heed what I had in mind to say to him. He was sallow and rather listless to look at as he lolled there in a deck- chair, but he was by no means in such shocking training as some wealthier and less artistic African explorers I have known. I remembered what pilgrim- ages we two would go to Dorchester or Witney on old Oxford Sundays, also with what a raking stride he set the pace on a certain historic night. He still looked much as he did then, only he had grown grey over the temples. So I asked him if he would bear me company. ' You may catch the boat if you'll come with me,' I said. ' We should strike the rail on the fourth day.' He did not seem over keen about coming, but he said he would. ' I make no promises,' I said, ' but 6 THE OPEN WAY you may see something by the way quite worth your coming out from home for.' ' And what is that ?' he asked. ' Why, the Way itself,' I said. Then I told him a Mashona riddle: What is that which has no end?' Whereof the answer is ' The Way ' ; and I expatiated on its significance as to the magic of the open road. ' All right,' he said ; ' you seem quite keen. I suppose it's this sort of thing, isn't it ? And this shall be for music when no one else is near, The fine song for singing, the rare song to hear ; That only I remember, that only you admire, Of the broad road that stretches and the road- side fire.' ' Yes, that's the sort of thing,' I said ; ' but don't expect too much ; you know for yourself what our waggon roads are, and the narrow Kaffir paths will worry THE OPEN WAY 7 you ; yet it's that sort of thing really and oh, it's worth it!' ' It's worth trying, after all I've gone through,' he said. ' I'm out here, and I've had a bad poor time, and dropped a lot of money.' He fell to talking of the glories of European civilisation as they glared so raw and unbaked in this seventeen-year- old state of ours. Some of his mots were delicious in themselves, others were platitudinous ; yet I was uncharitable enough to revel in the irony of all alike. Irony so rarely came my way nowadays; we noble pioneers took ourselves so seriously. Under a clear and windless heaven we made our way as far as my house that evening. He told me on the road of company promoters and of officials who had beset his journey, of grossly gorgeous meals, of artless pomp and ineffective luxury. 8 THE OPEN WAY The corrugated iron of the country, so terribly symbolical, had entered even into his soul. Yet censorious though he was as to the banalities of the Chosen British People in this Land of Promise, he was not without sympathy for his many hosts, nor without gratitude for the kindnesses they had shown him. ' A mission !' he muttered, as we came down the last hill. His tone was rather melancholy. ' I was driven out to see a mission by the head of a department only last week,' he said. I asked for particulars. He said he had not thought the build- ings very edifying. ' Oblong brick and iron. I dare say they find them very useful. The church had as much style as the others. A plethora of Bavarian chromos inside it ! It must have been a little hard to learn to pray there ! There was a praise- worthy general atmosphere of blue- mottled soap and staring and glaring THE OPEN WAY 9 prints and chintzes. It all seemed very American and efficient in its own way. There was no sort of attempt to con- fuse beauty and truth. Perhaps it was all for the best.' His remarks nettled me. I fired up and fought the battles of my fellow- Philistines against this languid onlooker. At last we were home. I need not describe at length his sojourn there. It was a blessed surprise for me to find him so uncritical. Haply he was conscious of having smitten to right and left rather relentlessly those last few hours. He certainly took a kindly view of his surroundings, both by night and in the morning. He spared their futilities, he praised their rusticities. I ventured even to invite him to the Liturgy at dawn. ' How can we live the primitive life without the primitive love of sacrifice ?' I pleaded. He demurred, but came. He approved io THE OPEN WAY the dome of our church. The use of a stringed instrument as a sacring bell pleased his fancy. The coloured metal- work by native artificers won his real regard. On the whole he was contented with the rendering of the Rite. There were large reservations in his content- ment, but he was disposed towards toleration, if nothing more, and that you would say, if you knew the man, was much to gain from him. It was Childermas Day, and he was pleased to approve our anthem of the guileless and undefiled, and of the Following of the Lamb. He told me so afterwards, as we walked up to the house between the banana palms. Thus it came about that we went on our way after breakfast fairly hopefully, and at amity one with another. He was resigned to wander in the wilderness among Kaffir Amalekites and Philistines. He had had a bitter bad time among THE OPEN WAY n the little country towns of the Chosen British People. He had some small hope that the wilderness might use him much better. The rain came on that morning, but we trudged on by deeply furrowed paths in our dank clothes, hardily. The bright weather of the afternoon came like a dream as we left the stump-sown millet and maize gardens, and climbed up into a rolling country of rocks and foaming streams and woodlands. Our carriers travelled fast, and we made but one halt for the boiling of a kettle the clear weather was too precious in our eyes. So it came about that at red sundown we fell to at a huge Homeric meal out- side a Mashona hill village. 'This is hunger,' Ward said. The black pot bubbled and sputtered, the kettle hissed and steamed. We said grace and drank the sweet and ate the strong, and smoked and talked on under the stars. 12 THE OPEN WAY We watched one of the carriers feeding their steaming pot with meal while another stirred ; then he who stirred served out the dark red millet dough. We watched the frizzling of a fowl on the embers. The feasters had brown locusts, too, enough and to spare, given them by the people of the village, so they knew no lack of meat for that supper. Dick laid his pipe down afterwards, and listened while we used our voices. How much more fluent than English is the patois of this country for singing and praying ; since, whatever the word you use, a vowel should end it ! They made Dick a bed of leaves, and he lay in his blankets smoking and say- ing little. At last he sighed, and said ' Good-night.' His head went under his grey blanket, just as a mosquito began to wind ' its small but sullen horn ' without. No rain came in the night, so we had no recourse to the huts. Indeed, THE OPEN WAY 13 the weather kept a charming truce with us all the days that were left of our journey. We saw no lions or big game, and the few small buck and guinea-fowl that we saw we left unmolested ; not even a snake splashed our peaceful path with blood. I would rather not try to chronicle those days. Should I set down fully what befel in them you would be likely enough depressed by the dulness of our steady going forward. But with us who went the way it was far other- wise. I would only hint at the awe of the towering ironstone range of Che Wasi- kana and Che Wakomana, and of the three swollen rivers that we forded. My friend was carried through two of them ; at the second crossing his bearer slipped on a sunken rock, and half plunged him under. At the third cross- ing he would go his own way barefoot, and, hand-in-hand with two Mashonas, 14 THE OPEN WAY he strove with the rush of the tide. He came dripping and glowing to the sands where the fire was already lit, and the water simmering refreshfully. That was on the last afternoon when we were nearing our goal. It was a happy old-year night, that last night of our journey. Yet we were running short of food then, for all my care. Dick had been too lavish with his gifts, alike to friends by the road and to lithe and comely fellow-travellers. In the panegyric that he pronounced on that night of nights, he remembered all alike, and taxed my powers of inter- pretation exorbitantly. He remembered the carriers all not forgetting that one, the one with the terra-cotta skin and Punic features, whose treadings had slipped in the drift ; he remembered the trader who made us coffee and scones when we reached him in the midday heat ; he remembered the dark Wesleyan neophytes, whose kindness had con- -THE OPEN WAY 15 doned their dingy tweeds and burning print dresses; he remembered, too, the white sundowner who proffered us his last drink. ' The new sun rose, bringing the new year.' We were camping on a height, with a stream racing down the granite beneath us. Hills rose up behind us and before. Our morning altar was a grey rock-slab, with the dawn-coloured east for altar-piece. We broke fast, then we followed a track downwards. Soon we were in the valley of the railway. The train was due at sunset to-night ; his boat was to sail in two days from to-morrow. I had but a few miles more to go of my own journey. We called a long halt in the bush a mile from the town. We were all but out of bread now, yet rice and monkey- nuts made amends at this, our last meal together. 16 THE OPEN WAY ' It was worth coming out for,' he said. ' What was worth ?' ' The Way,' he said. ' It's a parable of your whole country,' he went on. ' The Way is far more than aught it leads to. I'd like to come again to this new-old world. But, another time, I'd rather not waste five-sixths of my days seeking what our own old-new world could give me far better.' Soon, after we had smoked much and talked little, I begged a picture of him. ' Paint us a picture of the Way,' I said. ' I want to hang it somewhere by the wayside, if you will send it me.' He said he was willing to try. He has not come back yet, but I do not doubt his will to come next year. His picture has come on before him. We have hung it in a new chapel under that ironstone range we built this chapel on a site he praised himself ; as we came by, on the Way, he said it THE OPEN WAY 17 reminded him of one of the Franciscan holy places. In the picture there is set forth a hugely wide Mashonaland hillside, with a white Way running up it. The heavens are full of gold, and the grass of silver ; everywhere is the clear shining after night-dews or rain. As you look and look, you see a Figure that at first, perhaps, was hidden from you. The white Way becomes to your eyes a white Body. Just where the Feet show white they are studded by rocks. The Arms are white tracks converging on the middle way. The Hands again are rock-studded. The Face smiles out of a beard of tangled bushes. On the Brow is set a circle of peaked huts a Kaffir village that It wears as a Crown. The legend under the picture is only four short words long : ' I am the Way.' The picture grows upon me each month as I stand at the altar i8 THE OPEN WAY before it, and I have seen a swart wor- shipper or two looking and looking at it longer than I have ever done. One of the Chosen British People saw it last week, when he came riding through our missionary Bohemia. He looked at it for quite a long time, and then he looked at me kindly, as if he did not want to wound my feelings. He said : ' Do you mean to tell me that such a famous artist as Mr. Ward found nothing better to paint in all Rhodesia ? Why didn't he paint our bridge over Victoria Falls, or our Founder's Tomb, or Government House at Salisbury or something with some human interest in it ?' I laughed a little. ' It is an unsatisfactory sort of picture,' he went on. ' Don't you think so your- self?' I shrugged my shoulders. I risked a question : ' Is not the mea- sure of that picture's failure to satisfy, THE OPEN WAY 19 the measure of its power to suggest?' He did not follow me ; but then, he did not know what Ward and I knew about the secrets of the Way. C 2 II ISRAEL IN OPHIR WHEN I first saw him he was at break- fast in the hotel. I think the breakfast was a four-shilling one ; the courses were mostly out of tins, and the surroundings were not luxurious. The alabastine that tinted the walls, though, was a joyous and brave rose-colour, and the atmo- sphere it gave was cheering. I remember I didn't like his ostentatious way of eat- ing sausages, and calling for a second helping of them. I was new then to the ways of his compatriots in South Africa. I shuddered for his murdered scrupu- losity, but he seemed quite callous. Afterwards, as we walked out together he to his trading-station, I to my Mis- sion I began to understand. His nation- 20 ISRAEL IN OPHIR 21 ality held him fast, his national faith very lightly. He regarded the Law's prescriptions as eminently sanitary, and salutary for his ancestors. As a modern, he felt neither the need nor the obliga- tion to observe them. He was very close, I thought, from observing his dealings with his carriers. His altruistic sense seemed rather torpid. Curiously enough, he quoted Omar Khayyam with more zest and correctness than he did the Old Testament. Four to one, I thought, and the one a very hashy and hazy reminiscence ! On the other hand, the four were very correct repetitions, with an unpleasant twang of heterodoxy about them all four. His name was Samuel Roseway, and he was trading near me at least, only six miles or so off, which is near for our country. When I passed his way a fortnight later, we had some coffee together. He seemed to have Old Testament feelings 22 ISRAEL IN OPHIR about the spoiling of the Mashonas as a sort of Egyptians. Afterwards I gathered that he had Old Testament feelings about myself as a somewhat provocative type of Gentile a species of Edomite. I was disposed, I confess, to toy with certain Satanic feelings of my mediaeval ancestors. He looked rather sleek that day, and not positively decisive as to shaving or neglect of shaving ; he was very swarthy, and his jewellery was florid. He showed me before I went something worth seeing. It was in a sort of grove about a mile from his store, a tiny conical tower rising among great rocks, of the Zimbabwe pattern a modest and sincere trophy, as it seemed, of Art. ' A tower of Ash- taroth,' I said. I quoted Scripture to him, then I told him some shreds of Zimbabwe theory. ' How grim it must look by moonlight !' I said. ' We shall have you falling away, as did your fore- fathers.' He resented the idea ; he had ISRAEL IN OPHIR 23 not much turn for Gentile humour. ' A Jew has too much sense for heathen monkey-tricks,' he said. I ventured to hint that any faith with a spark in it was better than one in ashes. I quoted his own Omar instinctively, and declared One glimpse of It within the Tavern caught Better than in the Temple lost outright. He grunted. When I went away, the vision of that forlorn tower of Astarte went with me. My thoughts went back to it again and again. I must see how the stones looked, with a sickle of moon above them. So I willingly arranged to take a night tramp that way when I should be travelling in the east country. I would try to press on three miles farther towards the river before en- camping. When I got to his station the sun had just set, and the five-day moon was beginning to look about her. Roseway wasn't at his station. It was locked and 24 ISRAEL IN OPHIR silent. I sat down on a grain-bag, wait- ing for my boys to come up. Soon I heard someone lurching through the trees, coughing and spitting. It was Roseway coming home from the kraal on the tower road, not very steadily. It was beer-time then, the time when they were beginning to thresh out the millet corn. I could see by his rolling what he had been after. His language wasn't very choice, and I won't put it down. He wanted his pick and crow- bar, he said. He found them, and went off by himself. He kept cursing and threatening some place or other. I thought it must be a kraal, and I tried to get him to give me tea, and stop at home, and keep the peace. But he wouldn't; he was in too much of a hurry. He would cook me something when he came back, he said. ~ He'd be quick, if I'd stop and boil the kettle. He said he wasn't going to do anybody any harm. So I started cooking with my boys. We ISRAEL IN OPHIR 25 had all eaten, and waited, when I thought it was about time to go and look after him. I left one boy to watch our things, and took another. We went up the track that he had gone by, and found him, sure enough, by the poor little tower that used to be. He was sweating and panting. ' I've made a job of it,' he said ; ' I used to be a housebreaker down Whitechapel way.' He had indeed made a job of it. There were not many stones left upon other stones. I called him Philistine and Goth, but he did not seem to mind. Then we came home to tea. He told me on the way how the place had bothered him. He'd got round there one night, and got some of his clothes off, and made a fool of himself before the Kaffirs. ' I suppose it's a bit in my blood/ he said. ' I thought about what you told me, and I got scared of the place. There was something else, too, I can't tell you. I didn't get much beer this afternoon. I didn't really. 26 ISRAEL IN OPHIR I've worked it all off now, and I'm not a bit sorry I've broke this idol-shop.' I did not stop long with him that night. I was rather sore as to the tower. If I'd chosen to report him, the Government might have made a row. I had half a mind to. That night, as I went by the ruined place, the moon was framed in the great grove of trees. ' He'll cut down the grove next,' I thought. But he didn't, and, after all, there was an abundance of rocks and groves in that land of rocks and groves for the night visitations of the moon- goddess. The place wasn't well known, like the Great Zimbabwe, and I didn't tell many tales, so I don't think he ever got into trouble over it. But it was wonderful, when I came the same way again four months afterwards, to see the change in the man. I stopped with him a night that time. Was there ever a stricter Jew than he had become? It was good to see it, he was so evidently ISRAEL IN OPHIR 27 in earnest about righteousness and mercy and the light of the Countenance of God. He only had meat once while I was with him. He showed me that it came from a sealed tin with a London Rabbi's signature upon it, to attest its cleanliness. He told me that he had been down to Bulawayo, and had his cattle-marriage with a Mashona girl legitimatized with full rites. ' She believes,' he said. She came in at his call. She had almost Jewish features herself. A very tender face it was, tender-eyed, as was said of Leah's. I said something about the similarity of features. ' Wait till to-night ; I will show you something,' he said. We all went to the broken tower that sunset. The ruins lay full in the full moon's blaze. ' This is the watch-tower of Ashtaroth, the seducer of our people,' he said, and finished with a curse. How eagerly the woman's voice assented to it ! Then she spat fiercely upon the stones. 28 ISRAEL IN OPHIR ' I will tell you a story,' he said. ' It was in the kraal hard by, four months ago. She was possessed in spirit. She cried out that she and her people came long ago seeking gold, that the moon- goddess had deceived them, and they had forsaken the Rock of their might. And she cursed the tower of the moon, that evil goddess who will come night after night to laugh over God's people that have married with the heathen, and learned their ways.' 'Your blood was up against the beguiler of her fathers,' I suggested. ' Yes,' he answered, ' and the place seems more wholesome since I broke the tower.' When we got back to the house, the girl came and repeated to me certain words that he had taught her in the Mashona. My knowledge of the tongue was good enough to guide me to their meaning. ' Intreat me not to leave thee, neither to refrain from following after thee, for whither thou goest, I will go ; ISRAEL IN OPHIR 29 and where thou lodgest, I will lodge ; thy people shall be my people, and thy God my God.' She stood by the wood-fire, the sacred hearth of her husband's home ; the door was open, and Astarte looked through after her rather regretfully. Away in the groves about the house a certain dove crooned and crooned again in the moonlight. I thanked her for her recitative. Then I burst forth into the rhetoric of her husband's prophet. I had been rendering him only that last week into the Mashona, ' Who are these that fly as a cloud, and as the doves to their windows ? Surely the isles shall wait for me, and the ships of Tarshish first, to bring thy sons from far, their silver and their gold with them, unto the name of the Lord thy God, and to the Holy One of Israel, because He hath glorified thee.' Her eyes glowed certainly; his, too, unless I am mistaken. Those who have come so far may come farther in Israel. 30 ISRAEL IN OPHIR The words that he had taught her were the words of Ruth the Moabitess on the road that brought her even unto Bethlehem. NOTES BY EXPERTS R. N. H. The woman's statement is de- cidedly interesting as corroborating the theory of a Semitic settlement in Rhodesia. D. MAC!. The woman's statement was obviously fictitious. Vide my book. Ill THE LAST FENCE I WENT to the New Year sports in Zit- plaaten more than a year ago. It is a drunken little dorp among the hills. I had heard that Gwynne was to be there for the races, and I found him there. I had known him at school, but we had met very seldom since we came out to this country. After we left school he had been at Cambridge while I was at Oxford, and I had heard his fame from time to time. Then he had gone to Africa long before I did. I want to tell you more about him by-and-by. Now, as to the day of the sports last year. Gwynne's mare was Rhodesian- born. He had bred her in the days of his prosperity ; she had been foaled just 32 THE LAST FENCE five years before. She was a bright chestnut, with a star under her forelock. She had won a race or two. Now she came winning all the way, her owner riding in the most important steeple- chase of the day the Zitplaaten Plate. There was a sudden lull in the shout- ing. She had fallen at the last fence, and she did not get up. Gywnne stood over her, biting his lip. Many tendered advice. But she never got up again : she was shot that evening. Gwynne fought shy of me in his desperation. He told me afterwards he thought he should have done for himself, but some- one came and knocked him up just before he was ready. So they got drunk together, and he forgot what he had meant to do till he had slept upon it. A day or two after he came to my place and talked over things with me. He was very pale, but then he was always curiously pale. He had fallen on very bad times lately. At Cambridge he had THE LAST FENCE 33 been quite brilliant, people have told me. Yet, even there, he had had one or two shady seasons. He wrote light verse rather well, he played billiards rather extra well. But his chief mark was made at the Union. He should have been President in due course, but for something that he did in his last term that put him right out of the running. Then he should have got a First Class, but only got a Third. He came out here rather in a hurry, learnt two native languages very soon and very efficiently, and was not long in rising to be a full- fledged Native Commissioner. Neither the country nor the position was suited to a man of his type. God knows, the position is made hard enough under the country's conditions. A man is set up as a Superparamount Chief of Natives, and is beset by a swarm of not very scrupulous colonists, who are allowed to apply to him for such native labour as they require. He is certainly D 34 THE LAST FENCE cautioned not to force labour, but in out-of-the-way places there are big temptations to do things that should not be done. At his back is the effective engine of a British police- system, and it is lamentable when that high-power engine is used to enforce a rough-and- ready tyranny. How many in the position have come to grief ! Gwynne came to grief. How he could have done what I know he did, I do not find it easy to understand. A sensitive man should surely have more sense than to amass, month after month and year after year, bad debts of remorse. He sold natives, I am told, by the hundred to a particularly unhealthy mine, and made his pile fast. Then somebody (urged by spite, I fear, rather than philanthropy) did an exceedingly useful work in denouncing him. Afterwards he drank freely while his pile lasted, and did very little else. THE LAST FENCE 35 Then, when his funds ran out, he sought a rather slouching employment as a buyer of natives' cattle on commission. He did rather well at that so long as he kept sober. It was curious how he had kept his beautiful mare so long, when so much had gone from him. Now she was gone. He came and talked to me about her when the wrench was over. He was astonishingly full of hopes and plans as well as regrets. Yet at the time I did not believe much in what he was saying. He was going to keep straight now, and make money and start for home before a year was out ; then he would get married, and live on a farm in Wiltshire that had just been left him. He had no doubt at all what he would do, so help him God ! And he did much of it. Next year, or rather the end of that same year, when he came to my place on his way to the dorp for the New Year D 2 36 THE LAST FENCE coach, he told me he had come to say good-bye. He had kept straight. He was quite well off. His eyes were clear and steady, and could meet mine. He had knocked about in as burning suns and charing winds, I suppose, as most of us, but his face looked, as always, very pale. I thought this time the pallor was more marked than ever. ' Have you had much fever?' I asked. * Yes, off and on,' he said. ' I can't sleep sometimes for three or four nights at a time, but I'm used to it now.' As we sat in the stoep and smoked and watched the stars (it was one of those nights when falling stars seemed in season), he sketched out for me some- thing of what he hoped to do at home. ' I'm going to try and speak, and write quite a lot,' he said. * I've no end of ideas ready to put into shape.' ' For instance ?' ' Oh, for one thing, I'll try and pay some of the debt I owe this country. THE LAST FENCE 37 I'll try and show some of the rotten- ness of the present system so as to get it reformed. I'll try and do something to undo certain things in the past.' I tried to get him to go more into details. But he sidled off uneasily. He shrank from the veriest mention of mines or natives, or abuse of executive power. As it was, I expect I said too much. For, before the night was over, I heard him shriek. He was sitting up in bed ; when I lighted a candle I could see he was sweating, as if he were in high fever. ' Don't mind my shouting,' he said. ' It's only something that comes when the cocks crow the first time, as regular as clockwork. I'm getting rather sick of it. I'm glad I've got my seat in the post-cart this week, and my passage taken by the mail from Cape Town. At any rate, it may get less, if it won't go away, but here on the Veld it seems to grow.' 38 THE LAST FENCE ' What ?' I said, but he didn't answer. Just before he went away he told me. He went away in the afternoon just after our dinner. He was bound for the dorp ten miles or more distant, so as to catch the coach there. ' It's a boy with a waistcoat and a yellow tie with blue stripes,' he said ; 'he comes always at the same time, the very moment that the cock crows. I don't know quite what he's after. I don't remember any boy like him at all at all.' ' Yellow and blue stripes. I seem to have heard a yarn about the very colours,' I muttered. ' Let me try and remember!' But I didn't remember, I couldn't even be at all sure that there was any- thing for me to remember, though the words seemed old friends. Then the time for him to be starting came. We went into the church together before he left. I suggested that we THE LAST FENCE 39 should say Te Deum. He rather de- murred. ' But,' I said, ' you have a deal to be thankful for, getting the new start you have. And, remember, the hymn's not all Gloria, it is Miserere near the end.' So I had my way, and we said it together before we said good-bye. I took stock of him as he went from me. We had parted at the drift, and he went up the hill-track, turning more than once to wave from the green ascent, with the sun shining strongly upon him, and a tiny shower spattering him feebly. He was a tall, fair, intellectual, even spiritual-looking man. He seemed full of the fire and zest of life, despite that terribly pale face of his. ' Unstable as water ' the words seemed to come with the spitting of the shower. But there came other and sunnier words hard behind them, 'springing out of the earth by clear shining after rain.' 40 THE LAST FENCE This man had been very far into a country that lacks well-informed histo- rians. He was the sort of man who had the wit to make his experiences useful to others. It was astonishing that he should have come so straight on his home journey. Now, there seemed to be no fence in his way to stop him, so far as I could discover. Next morning there came news from town, and I went in in a hurry. It was a grim tale that had come out to me, but confused. By the time I had been in town a few minutes, and listened to story after story, I began to form a fairly clear picture of what had happened the evening before. Gwynne had come into town at five o'clock from the north-east. About half an hour before a party had also come into town from the south. They were traders and miners coming to the New Year sports. Wilgress the trader, who had had a row with Gwynne just a year ago, THE LAST FENCE 41 was one of them. He had with him his cousin, and they went to the store and annexed a bottle a-piece. They went to the room they had engaged, opposite to the hotel stables, and there made merry. They were very fresh for a fight at six o'clock. To them entered, punctually on the stroke of six, Alfred Gwynne. They both rushed for him. Gwynne tried to get away. He was weak as water. His white face really meant something. He did not want to fight. If he had wanted, the two would scarcely have given him much of a field, in their glow of Cape- brandy courage. They made at him as rat-catchers make at their vermin. They were not scrupulous as to where hands or feet struck home. Only one man tried to help Gwynne. Others looked on interested, till the decisive moment was gone by. He was knocked down two or three times over, he was pummelled and kicked on the ground. It was not a 42 THE LAST FENCE struggle with much art or many graces to adorn it. When they were at last dragged off him, he was done for. In ten minutes he was dead. As to the rest of the history, it did not interest me much what particular dregs of language Wilgress and his partner had used on this occasion ; how soon they were in a liquorish sleep after they were got to gaol; what an ab- normal state Gwynne's spleen was in at the time of death, so the doctor said. I listened, but I was not so very much interested. How he had picked himself up after a very bad fall I remembered. How hard and straight he had ridden for home I had seen for myself. And now he was down at the last fence, and his racing was over. He would never win the Reform Stakes for the country he had wronged. I roused myself to ask a question or two. ' Was he sober ?' 'No doubt about that. He hadn't touched a drop for nearly a year.' THE LAST FENCE 43 ' But how was it he got into the brawl ?' ' Because he went into the room where the two were drinking.' ' But why in the world did he go ?' There was no satisfactory answer. Yet perhaps there was no particular mystery in the matter, after all. We went to his burial. The rain slopped over us on the way, and the cemetery looked peculiarly ragged. Some mules had been Christmasing rather riotously among its mulberry hedges. After the public prayers, I said the last bit of the Te Deum to myself, wondering if he could hear me. It was only a few hours then, since we had said it together. Late that afternoon I heard something that interested me. I was talking to a twelve-year-old English boy of my acquaintance. He told me he had liked Mr. Gwynne very much. He said some- thing about Wilgress under his breath 44 THE LAST FENCE that I fear was unprintable ; the language of pioneers' children is apt to be Eliza- bethan, but not in the best sense. 1 Mr. Gwynne gave me a bottle of mixed sweets yesterday, and we walked up from the store together. Then he went into the room at the hotel, and I do wish he hadn't gone.' ' Why did he go into the room, Bob ?' I asked. Bob looked scared. ' He said he saw the boy with the yellow tie and the blue stripes go in there. He asked me if I didn't see him. But I didn't see any boy!' ' Are you quite sure he said that ?' I asked. * Do you think I'd forget, and him dead and all ?' Who was the boy with the yellow tie and the blue stripes ? I seemed to have heard of him, yet I could not remember where. Of course I remembered what Gwynne had said THE LAST FENCE 45 about his night-terror, but there was something before that to be remem- bered. Should I ever remember it ? I did remember it after three weeks. It came like lightning. Someone men- tioned the name of the Scotsman who had told me the boy's story. Then the story rushed back to me. I had been told it two or three years back, just after Gwynne's loss of his billet. Now that I was once put on to it, I could re- member it almost word for word. ' We were stuck for boys some years ago, and the rains were coming on. I had heard Gwynne wasn't very particular, but I did not know him very well. So I got a letter from his headquarters to him, to ask him to give me any assistance in his power. He construed it in his own way, and sent his black police to turn some out for me. The draft came to me next night. There was one boy who was in it with a waistcoat and a yellow tie with blue stripes that I took particular 46 THE LAST FENCE note of. He looked too much dressed up for a working nigger. Next morn- ing, to my horror, I heard this particular boy was dead. It gave me a turn. I don't think I'll ever have anything to do again with forced labour; at least, it will be long before next time comes. The poor wretch had been sick, and the police-boy had rapped him with a knob- kerrie to make him come out. Then he had been marched eighteen miles or so. It gave me a turn.' So I understood something of the mystery of that last fence. I understood why Gwynne went out of his course, exploring those drunkards' quarters. Someone had been sent to lead him by that way of destiny the way to follow his mare. IV CHARNWOOD FOREST THIS is, in a way, a dull story, as being such a very stale one ; yet sometimes it is worth while to retell that which has a knack of recurring again and yet again. He was a friend of Ward's, who came out to South- East Africa, and Ward had told him of me. But Ward had not written to tell me of this, so I was surprised when he came to see me. I will not mention his name for suffi- cient reasons ; I will call him Celestine, as it is a pleasant name. Possibly those who know their Dante will understand how I came to pitch upon it. I had seen in a local paper that Mr. 47 48 CHARNWOOD FOREST Celestine, the distinguished sculptor, was visiting the country with a view to the fulfilment of a commission he had in hand. He was commissioned to execute a very notable statue that of a magnate in our capital, who had been chosen for apotheosis in his prosperous life- time. I was not enthusiastic about the mag- nate, and I did not read the paragraph with any particular interest. It was about a month after its appear- ance that Celestine came. He arrived one sunset with three carriers. I thought he was a Government official of some sort when I saw him. He was yellow- haired and sunburnt, he was dressed in fairly fresh white, and sprucely shaven, and he looked jolly, even though he had come thirty miles that day. He sat down to bread and cheese, and seemed to have a good appetite. We talked about the crops, the present CHARNWOOD FOREST 49 drought (the time was the end of January), and the road he had come. Then at last, when we were smoking after supper, he to|d me who he was. I was staggered when he said that he had come to stay for a month, if I did not mind. * What will you do with yourself in a place like this ?' I asked, aghast. He smiled. ' Ward hinted to me that I might find plenty to do,' he said. ' I don't want to play all the time. I want to make studies and models of relief designs for my pedestal in Rosebery. Mayn't I stay T Of course I could not refuse. I said I would try and make him comfortable in the way of our countryside, but that I had not much of things in general, especially of time, to spare. He told me his view of our section of Anglo-Africa. His criticism resembled that of Ward. He admitted that he had bowed in the House of Rimmon 50 CHARNWOOD FOREST these last two months. But he had no serious illusions as to its claims to respect. ' What I have endured is all in the way of business,' he said. ' These people will have the statue that they want. They won't get a pearl, if I know it. Therefore they won't want to rend me.' In the morning he surprised me by his punctuality at church, and by his bonhomie at breakfast. Afterwards he drew me a little sketch of the Rose- bery statue, over which he smiled. It was clever ; the cruelty of the con- ception was decently subdued, but it was not to be mistaken. There stood the father of his people very puffy, almost breathless, in his evident desire to demonstrate his goodwill to the crowds beneath. The crafty little eyes asked : ' How far can I go ?' The out- stretched hand pleaded : ' How much will you give ?' The paunchiness of the CHARNWOOD FOREST 51 figure and the folds of the chin reinforced the effect. I laughed. ' It is really like that,' he said. 'It is ; ust a shade more reticent. But it is a truly Rhodesian work of art, I can assure you. Aspirations are restrained, ani- mality is indulged. They will know their man, and rejoice in him; they will not grudge their cheque; they may even give me a further commission.' He sighed. I made over to him a huge shed that had been planned for a tobacco-barn. It was only thatched at one end, so far. He would find light as well as shelter there for his work. Then he questioned me about pot-clays and coloured earths, and went away to make experiments. When we strolled out together just before sunset, we took the road by the river. The sun was shining brightly, but there were many white clouds, and the wind blew cool. We met a train of women crowned with gourd-pitchers E 2 52 CHARNWOOD FOREST coming from a spring, and he began to sketch them greedily. He showed me the sketch afterwards ; he had entitled it ' Choephorse.' ' Listen/ he said, as the sun set just where a poort divided the hills to west ; ' I will tell you something.' Then he told me that the idea had come to him of redeeming that banal piece of work in Rosebery. He was designing four elaborate panels in high relief for the pedestal. ' I have come here to go into a sort of retreat,' he said. He took out his sketch-book just as the gong clanged out the Angelus. He bowed his head, and waited reverently. Then he showed me that sketch-book. He had really worked these few days, since he had left the town. Therein were children dancing rhythmically; therein were men swinging and swaying at their hoe-work and their wood-cut- ting ; therein were small boys riding CHARNWOOD FOREST 53 cattle home at night ; therein was a heifer or horned beast of some sort, ' lowing at the skies ' ; therein were wondrous studies of the straight backs of his carriers as they brought him across the Veld. ' The valleys here are valleys of vision,' he said. ' I understand now what one used to be taught about Athens. There, in a continual pageant of knotty backs and square shoulders and draperies that flowed, one could aspire to carve gods and goddesses. That is to say, if the wind blew.' ' It blows where it lists,' I said ; ' and I doubt whether It would blow here. It's a great temptation to get slack in these lonely places. It comes hard to most people to work for work's sake.' When we got home that night we found a police-trooper established in the house. He had been sent out to search for Celestine. The magnate had been 54 CHARNWOOD FOREST puzzled and concerned at his mysterious disappearance. The policeman seemed pleased at finding him safe and sober. 'The last case I had to hunt up I found very bad in the rats at a Kaffir kraal,' he explained. He rode off next morning with the news that Celestine was in fair hands, and had come out into the Veld on a tour of exploration. Celestine seemed very quiet and con- tent as the weeks went by. He asked me to let him leave me for almost all the mornings, and not to come to watch him at work just yet. The magnate wrote him a letter, rallying him on his predilection for Mashona beauty and Mashona brewing, but he did not suc- ceed in getting him back to Rosebery. Celestine thanked Heaven emphatically that he didn't feel obliged to see the magnate again in solid flesh, at any rate until another commission had been offered him. He sent Mrs. Magnate a CHARNWOOD FOREST 55 beautiful dwarf model of a Mashona woman suckling her baby. I expressed a doubt as to her appreciation of it. ' If it doesn't edify her, she has only to let it fall,' he said. He worked harder and harder, as it seemed to me, at his studying and modelling. He came to the Sacrifice every day. He made our altars his special care. Shall I ever forget the beauty of the High Altar on February 6 the Feast of St. Dorothy ? He knew strange bits of old lore, and he said that this saint was a patroness good to invoke in thunderstorms. He owed her special thanks for her care in a storm this last Christmas. Roses and lilies, peaches and apricots and red apples he ran- sacked the country for them to recall her story on her festival. In the last week of our stay together he seemed to grow very thoughtful. He would excuse himself time and time again from afternoon excursions. All 56 GHARNWOOD FOREST the while he never asked me to come to his workshop, and I never went. The day before his start for home was a Monday. Then, at last, in the afternoon, he asked me to come and see what there was to see. The panels for the Rosebery pedestal were of fired clay, the figures were in high relief. On one side there was to be shown a hunting-scene. On another there was to be shown a beer-party, whereat neighbours forgathered to cut down bush and hoe a new garden. For another side was planned a procession of women, carrying pitchers on their heads from a rocky river-bed up a hill to a village. For the remaining panel he had modelled a delightful design of small herd-boys in forest country, among the goats and sheep and cattle. ' I am so glad you like these children and these goats,' he said. ' I put much work into them. But they are worth it.' CHARNWOOD FOREST 57 ' These panels,' I said. ' Think who's going to surmount them !' He laughed, and brought out the sketch of the statue. ' As I told you,' he said, ' the statue itself is slightly more reticent. Even if it does amuse us two, there are not so many Roseberyites likely to see the joke.' ' It's too bitter a jest,' I said. ' Do you really think so ? He's made an average beast of himself on occa- sions, they tell me. What if I avenge certain offences of his against a weaker race ? What if I contrast their sym- metry with his obesity, native eugenics with European degeneracy? Lo, and behold The victor victim bleeds ! Why not ? I don't feel disposed to let him off. I expressly stipulated that if I submitted for the committee's approval my figure's design, they should leave 58 CHARNWOOD FOREST me a free hand as to the panel work of the pedestal. They did not understand what I was up to. I have given them a work of art, possibly at the expense of a work of adulation. So be it !' Then he showed me a real wonder an earthen reredos, with figures in fairly high relief, that he had wrought me. ' It is very rough,' he said, ' but I worked at speed. The idea only came to me ten days ago in church one morn- ing. I worked almost anyhow to get it done.' It is rough, but enormously effective. The central design is of the wounded Lamb. Group after group husband- men, water-carrying women, herd-boys with their cattle all converge on the centre. Around the throne of the Victim a dance of girls and boys sweeps in a whirl of joy: they are dancing before the Lord. I took in detail after detail as the sunlight streamed in through the CHARNWOOD FOREST 59 roof-timbers to west, and caught the faces. Suddenly I saw a tall figure of a man in a working smock. His face was averted from the Vision, in curious con- trast to those of his comrades. He seemed to be moving away. The sad face was meant for a portrait, I felt sure, as I compared it with a face beside me. ' Do you understand ?' asked Celes- tine. 'No,' I said. * Tell me what you mean.' ' Forgive me for introducing myself,' he said. ' Donors used to introduce themselves into pictures sometimes, didn't they? I'll tell you very briefly what I mean. I am clearing out of Rhodesia. If I stayed, I suppose I should live at Rosebery or some other small town, with roofs of corrugated iron. I should gamble on mines pos- sibly, philander with Kaffir models pos- 60 CHARNWOOD FOREST sibly, ride in rickshaws with natives to tug me possibly, drink hard very prob- ably. No, Rhodesia might be bad for my art if I stayed. I am not a big man, but I have some sense, so I choose to go home. On the other hand, if I were a big man, a very big man indeed, I think I might choose to stay with you, to eat bread and cheese, and be a sort of Fra Angelico. I might do some work on your cathedrals or churches on the Veld that might help people.' ' Why don't you try ?' I said. ' Quite frankly,' he said, ' I want to get married. I want to have my father's house to live in. I want to dine properly, and ride in my car, and read paragraphs about myself or my work in the papers every other day. And yet I know all the time what a fool I am. So don't demolish my figure, if you don't mind. Pray for me sometimes when, as you stand at your altar, your eyes happen upon my face.' CHARNWOOD FOREST 61 ' It sounds sad,' I said. ' Isn't it any good my saying anything?' ' No, I don't think so,' he said. He was very quiet that evening, but we talked with some enthusiasm about a favourite book or two. In the morning Celestine started. I had begged him to hurry on and join some waggons going down the road, for the weather looked like break- ing. So we had our Service very early, before sunrise. His reredos was there in position. ' Does it want some gold and colours used on the Vision ?' he said ; ' or do you like the earth-colours through- out?' We decided in the end to leave it as it was. I was sorry in a way at our decision, as I think he might have stayed to enrich his work if we had decided otherwise. He gave me a book that he had written my name in. It was the 62 CHARNWOOD FOREST biography of an English painter whose work I loved. ' When you have read it,' he said, ' write and tell me what you think of it. The bit about his young working days, when the London skies seemed always blue, and the London air full of bells, appealed to me. Yet I have been haunted even more by the bit about his going to Charnwood Forest, and hanker- ing to live in a cell there. Doesn't the book say that he would look back to that old desire of his long afterwards ? Tell me if the book doesn't sadden you as it draws towards its end? The hero is so plainly wishful for the wings of a dove. Yet Society draws its meshes about him tightly, and yet more tightly. If only he had gone to Charnwood Forest !' ' This place is your Charnwood Forest,' I said. He gave a sort of gulp. He was not long starting. Thus he made his great CHARNWOOD FOREST 63 refusal. He went, I suppose, to be a considerable success, yet not to attain as he might have attained. I see his face every time I minister at our High Altar. He may have had great possessions at home. But what were they to the possessions he displays in his portrayal of that surrounded Figure, and of those groups ' coming to the Sacrifice ' tenderness, reverence, rapture ? What were they to the gifts he shows in those panels (too little valued) that are wrought in bronze about the pedestal at Rosebery sympathy, grace, humour? There the monument stands in the market-place. The blatant face is set on high, the groups in their arrested exuberance are set low. But these latter seem to be exalted in their way, ' all breathing human passion far above.' What is he doing now who offered us exiles so much, and yet denied us so much more ? 64 CHARNWOOD FOREST It makes me rather wretched some- times to think of him. He never writes. He went away with a laughing face enough, yet I know that he went away sorrowful. THE HORNED HORSE IT was Christmas Eve, and I was hard put to it to make home in time for Christmas Day. I had been riding my tired horse on a waggon track with break-your-leg wash-outs that afternoon. At last I saw a clump of gum-trees in front of me ; the sun was very low then. Soon I was in sight of the white thatched house and of the garden so full of roses and sunflowers. Davenant was standing leaning against his fence. He shaded his eyes and watched me intently as I came up the road. Suddenly, from a Kaffir track that came into it almost in front of the first post of the fence, there rushed a small red bull, with a Mashona boy whooping and yelling astride of him. 65 F 66 THE HORNED HORSE The old horse had broken into a canter at near view of a habitation, and we raced home. But the bull had much the better of it. My mount was hope- lessly outpaced, and the bull swung round into the yard in triumph. In due time we followed a rather sorry pair the rider in splashed and green-worn black, the horse, always a dingy and livid colour, now bemired, and with the tale of his years writ large on his heaving flanks. Davenant looked at us as we came into the yard like a man in a dream, not a very happy dream, as it seemed to me. Then he roused himself and came and shook hands of welcome. He had been living there ever so long. The green oasis of his garden was there when I first came that desert road, the trees already tall, and the roses already profuse in blossom. He was an interesting sort of pioneer, this Davenant, an ultramontane devotee of Tolstoi, a before-his-time reactionary, THE HORNED HORSE 67 refreshingly unlike most of his fellow- settlers. It is quaint in Mashonaland how you find extremes jostling electric light and camp fires, the steam-plough and Kaffir hoes, positivists and pagans, new-world hustlers and quietists, whether primaeval or ultra-modern. On that Christmas Eve I followed Davenant into his one great room. The furniture was very rude, yet not without some beauty of design. In the two shelves of the long book-case there were books of many poets, old and new. There were four pictures in the room, all spacious ones, one on each of the walls. There was an engraving of Millais' ' Christ in the Carpenter's Shop.' There was an engraving of Tolstoi in a peasant's smock. There was a cartoon called ' Love rules His Kingdom without a Sword ' an idyl of beasts and birds and the sway of gentle- ness. There was also a rather noble F 2 68 THE HORNED HORSE copy in oils of Watts's picture 'The Rider on the White Horse.' I stood looking at this last awhile, when he was making ready for supper. He did not keep me waiting long. Then we sat down to a jug of milk and a loaf of bread with apricots, peaches, and figs in abundance. It was after supper, when I had lighted my pipe, that the moon rose and shone in at the window. I was thinking of saddling up for the last twenty miles home when he said something that led towards a story. The prefaces to that story were a remark of his and the con- versation that followed it. He said suddenly, ' I haven't seen that horse of yours before.' ' No,' I said, ' I only bought him this last September.' I told him how much I had given, and he congratulated me on my bargain. 'The only thing I see against him beside his age is his colour,' he said. THE HORNED HORSE 69 ' I have a reason against it. But he may suit you well enough.' ' What name would you give his colour?' I asked. * He's what I should call a pale horse,' he answered. Then we talked of something else. But just as I got up to go, he said, ' You've got a Bible with you, I expect. The last leaves of mine were loose when I had the fever this month, and they got burnt by accident. I wonder if you'd read me a few verses I want to recall in Revelation. Just begin the sixth chapter, if you don't mind.' Wondering, I pulled out my Bible and read. When I came to the second verse, I remembered the passage well. I was going to read about the pale horse. I was curious, indeed, to know why. ' And I saw and behold a white horse . . . and He that sat on him . . . went forth conquering and to conquer. . . And there went out another horse that was 70 THE HORNED HORSE red ; and power was given to him .... that they should kill one another. . . . And I beheld, and lo a black horse. . . . And I heard a voice . . . say, " A measure of wheat for a penny." . . . And I looked and behold a pale horse, and his name that sat on him was Death, and Hell followed with him.' 'That will do,' he said. 'You see what it means ; you may believe it or not, but I think that it is true.' Then he told me his story, and I knew that it was true, at least to him. There was truth in the well of each eye, calm eyes that looked into mine and deprecated my unbelief. It was not a bad scene or time for such a story. Christmas Eve ! From the little Mashona School in the field behind came an old English carol tune; jolly and beefy, it lumbered on, drawing the well-vowelled African words lightly along with it. From a kraal far away came the thud THE HORNED HORSE 71 of drums. Through the window you could see the moon lighting up the road that led either way into a wilderness. ' It was on the Christmas Eve of 1894, the year of my coming here, that I noted the first sign. There are not many that come this road now, and there were fewer then. I had risen before the sun did, and gone down to the river to bathe. As I came glowing out of the water, I saw the sun just showing to east. And as I looked, I saw someone riding down the east road, a mile away, in the dazzle of his beams. It was a white figure that came. As he rode up, I saw that the horse was white, and the rider wore white as well. I could not conceive who this could be, and strangely enough I thought of that picture you were praising. ' I had bundled on my clothes, and had just time to meet him at the gate, as I met you. It was Father Allis from the Mission that there used to be, seven 72 THE HORNED HORSE miles to the east in the Karuma hills. He died two or three years after they shifted the station away. He gave me a sign as he came up to me, and I bent my knee. He was carrying the Viaticum to a prospector some ten miles beyond my place. I was glad to see him indeed, it being Christmas-time, and all. But I need not tell you about that. Suffice it, that Christ Who goes forth from His Tabernacle, conquering and to conquer, came riding by my homestead that day. I need not tell you what victory He won here. Suffice it that the Rider on the White Horse came. It was the year after that, not Christ- mas Eve, but a day in the beginning of December, that the Rider on the Red Horse followed Him here. Hewas a police-trooper riding a pretty enough chestnut. He off-saddled just as it was growing dark, and stopped the night with me. He told me something of what was in THE HORNED HORSE 73 the wind. He was going with the Raiders. ' How they fared in the Trans- vaal you will remember, also how the Matabele rose in March and these Mashona people in June. There was much killing one another close here. They left me safe enough. But you will have heard of what happened at Smith's Drift, and of the reprisal that our people made. You will have heard how they wiped out that kraal on the round hill you pass to-night.' I nodded. His story was fantastic, but he told it truthfully. He had looked at me in doubt once or twice to see how I took it. Was I laughing at him or disbelieving his sanity ? He seemed reassured now. He went to the fire, and fetched me a live ember for my pipe. When it had done its kindling work, he began once more. ' You were here yourself when the Black Horse passed, weren't you?' 74 THE HORNED HORSE I started. ' When was it ?' I said, trying to remember. ' The day before Old Christmas Day, January 5, 1902,' he said. ' Don't you recall it ? - ' I was certainly here early in January that year,' I said. ' Yes, and I do re- member a black horse.' I had got to his place just as the rain came on on that 5th of January the rain we had been waiting for so long to save the crops. I remembered well now the big drops pelting and the cattle frisking ; then, just as I was hastily off- saddling, another rider had come the other way of the road, riding fiercely. He looked to be a full-bearded Dutch- man riding a black horse. Davenant and I had wondered a deal about him, and why he went on in the rain. ' Did you ever hear who he was ?' I asked. ' No,' said Davenant, ' but he brought THE HORNED HORSE 75 a true sign enough. I did not tell you, but I guessed it that very evening. We were not going to be saved by the rain, after all ; it was to give out only the next day, and the crops were to be terribly short. The famine came next season. It was God's own mercy that it was an early season, and that the mealies made haste. Did people want food out your way ?' ' Yes,' I said. ' It was ghastly.' ' I remember making up my mind,' he said, ' that Christmas Day, to touch no food till the sun went down. It seemed no time for feasting. People foraged for wild fruit, and leaves, and mushrooms people who were too weak to work much in their gardens when the weeding work was wanted. White men bought up goats and sheep fearfully cheap, and sold grain or meal fearfully dear. Yes, it came true all right, the sign of that Black Horse.' He hesitated. ' And now you come riding ' 76 THE HORNED HORSE ' Riding on my pale horse,' I said. ' And what's going to happen now ?' ' Oh, it's a sign,' he answered. ' I've had such bouts of fever this last year. The next will be the last, I suppose.' I told him that the red horse had not meant his own murder, nor the black horse his own starvation, so why need he suppose he was the one to die ? ' Because I've had other signs. I guessed this sign of the horse was coming some day, and I guessed it would have the one meaning. It's curious how one looks up and down a road, expecting people and things. And now it's come.' I didn't like the faith in his tone ; faith is apt to be so very influential in cases like his. I smoked my pipe thoughtfully, but I could find nothing that it seemed of much use to say. Then I remembered where I was, and how far I had to ride, and how much I had to do ere dawn of to-morrow's THE HORNED HORSE 77 Christmas, and I sped off in the broad moonshine. I had ridden just about a mile when I swung my ominous horse's head round, and clattered back to the homestead. I had thought of something that it might be of some use to say. I threw the reins over a post, and rushed in. He was sitting as in a dream by the fire, looking rather down, I thought. It took him a second or two to remember who I was. ' I came back to say just this,' stut- tered I : ' the pale horse did not win the race to your house this evening. Re- member the child on the red bull. He rode the race, and he came in winner.' ' I don't quite understand,' he said dreamily, with a slow smile. ' Who's the child, and why does he ride the red bull ?' 'Ask your own Christian sense,' I said. ' The boy was your herd-boy, and the bull was yours, I imagine. But these 78 THE HORNED HORSE things are an allegory. This is a little peasant with a mount from a Christmas cattle-byre, that comes racing to your homestead. He comes just in time to race me (as you will have it I'm Death) and my pale horse. And he leads us home by lengths. Surely it's a clear sign enough.' ' Rather fanciful, isn't it ? ' What about the sign of the pale horse then ? If you are going in for fancies, why draw the line ? Good-bye, and a happy Christmas, and may you see many more ! Now, do cheer up ! If you've lost interest in life for yourself, be con- tent to live on for the sake of the Peasant Christ. What would your Mashonas do poor beggars, little and big without you here ? Fancy, if they got a brute who didn't admire Tolstoi or adore Christ on this very farm ! No ; Christ wins, and the pale horse loses. Good- night, old man.' It was a bad fever season that came THE HORNED HORSE 79 on in the next March and April. But when I went back that way at Whitsun- tide, Davenant was alive, and looked well. We smiled a little as we talked of the portents. ' You were right,' he said. ' I am glad you rode back and put me right about the sign.' ' Well,' said I, ' it came to me like a flash that it was the right thing to do. You wanted the thing put figuratively just in the way that you were looking at it. I didn't want to come this way and find Tolstoi Garth gone the way of so many homesteads a few gum-trees towering up out of the Veld that has got its own again. Question : " Which does he lie under ?" ' He smiled. ' Yes, I know that sort of thing too well at Lead-Mine Vale and the other places down east. I admit you did reassure me wonderfully. Who'd have thought of your interpreta- tion of the race between the pale horse 8o THE HORNED HORSE with you up, and my herd-boy's mount, the horned horse of Bethlehem ?' ' I am glad I came back ; I am glad I told you not to forget the Peasant Christ,' I said. " Answer a fool accord- ing to his folly." I answered a seer according to his sight.' VI A TRAVELLER'S TALE: A TRADER'S STORY THIS is the story of Nikopulos, who died and was buried at my station the second year that I went trading far away in the Karuma hills. I wrote it down on scraps of paper in Greek and French and English, as he lay that morning in the heat of the fever. He told a vague tale, as it seemed to me, with gaps of lost meaning. But as I came through a certain South African town on my way home, I sought out first one Greek and then another (there are many of them in that town) ; and I hired first one, and then another by the day, whilst I sought interpreta- tion and elucidations. 81 G 82 A TRAVELLER'S TALE: The first Greek was dull indeed ; the second helped me a great deal. I think now that I have gathered the sense of much that was told me in those two hours of that autumn morning, when Nikopulos lay on my old stretcher and talked against time. You know the lines : Ah, sad and strange as in dark summer dawns The earliest pipe of half-awaken'd birds To dying ears, when unto dying eyes The casement slowly grows a glimmering square. Those lines came back to me, I re- member, on that morning as I heard the pigeons cooing in my verandah, and saw the light growing through the rose- bushes beyond the uncurtained window. It came to my mind that the end was surely near. I was sad indeed that I had been so tardy in sending in search of aid. For he had come in two nights ago now, and I had sent to the doctor only last night. A TRADER'S STORY 83 But I had scarcely known what to make of him when he came in that evening. We had been carrying poles from the wood four miles away, four Mashonas and I. I was deliciously tired, and I drank my coffee, and ate my bread and monkey-nuts. Then I lit my pipe, and took the north-w T estern path in a blaze of sheen from the low sun, while the evening grew cool and happy. The north-western path was the path of mys- tery and wonder, as it seemed to me, there in my Bohemia of the Bush- Veld and hills. From the south and east came Europe and America pressing up the railways, with their Age of (corrugated) Iron. To the north and west there were surely voids that might hold Ages of more dainty metals. He came down the north-western road, a forlorn figure ; he had one carrier behind him, a tall Yao, bearing his tiny G 2 84 A TRAVELLER'S TALE : pack. His boots showed his naked feet, his trousers showed his torn shanks terribly festered. He had a very beauti- ful Indian scarf wound about his head, otherwise all about him was pitifully worn and poor. He had come through a very lonely country, he said, this broken-down Greek with a face that had been beautiful after the fashion of his countrymen. He had been ferried across the Zambesi far above the Falls. We did not understand one another very well : I was ashamed of my Greek, and he of his English. He could speak French well, but I failed in my reminis- cences in spite of several hardy attempts. That night I fed him well, gave him a fairly easy bed, and lent him some salve for his sores. Grass-seeds had been his traveller's bane on the way down; he had been very ill-clad and short of food, and desirous of going quickly. He did not seem so very ill that night. He A TRADER'S STORY 85 talked long and feverishly of Greece and especially of a farm under Mount Par- nassos, a farm whose tobacco had miracu- lously refused to recede with Heaven in an age of unfaith. The next day he was much worse in the morning. I went and talked with his boy about him. How far had he come these last days ? Was he a good traveller, and had he had much sick- ness ? The boy said he had engaged with him beyond the Zambesi. He was nearly dead of fever then, he said, and 'he had lain seven days. But after that he had travelled fast some days. He said I had better send for a doctor ; he had thought this last week that his master was in extremity. So I sent that evening. I sat up for some time that night ; then I slept, when he had been sleep- ing awhile. At cock-crow I awoke, and it was soon afterwards that he began to tell me what he told me. 86 A TRAVELLER'S TALE: The sun had not been up an hour before he slept again, and this time he did not wake. This is his story : ' I went far, very far, to the north-west, and I came where white men had been that were lost many years gone by.' He repeated the words when I could not understand them at first. Then he said : ' You had better write the words as I say them. There is little time. I will say them slowly, but be fast. Write the words, and Demetrios, who keeps the store in Kimberley, or George, who was my banker in Cape Town, they can tell you what they mean.' I nodded, and wrote as fast and as clearly as I could. Greek, and French, and English, and African I set the words down as well as I could spell them. I did not tease him with questions more than twice or thrice. I made sure that we were cut short for time. ' It is a land that it is good to live in,' A TRADER'S STORY 87 he said, ' but it is far to go from either coast, and hard to come at indeed. On three sides there is a wide river, and on the other side there are deep marshes with much sickness all the year. I should say the land itself is as great as Crete, but much of it is forest-ground still. It was as it were by chance that I came thither. ' I had started from the West Coast on my last trading journey. I had gone far to east-north-east from the Old Slave Coast. I was seeking a secret ware, and I bought much of it on my way. Then I bestowed all I had bought safely in a village that I knew. I went on with my carriers farther than ever I have gone before and I have gone farther than most and then it was that I lost my way. ' I had gone out hunting with a little food, so that I might stay out a day or two if I found no game, for I was meat- hungry. I lost myself altogether one 88 A TRAVELLER'S TALE : night, and found myself at morning in a forest where one saw little of sun or stars, and I could never find my way out for four long days. I wandered much in that time, stinting my food and shooting on my way. I had no lack at all of meat. Then, when those days were done, I came into the dreary marsh- land, and wandered on and on. I was nearly dead with fever when, on the sixth day, (or was it the seventh ?), just before sunset, I neared the distant up- lands I had seen for days, at last. A water-course flowed beneath the ridge, and a tower crowned it. Beneath I found a ferryman's house and a ferry- boat ; but after that I nearly died, and knew naught for certain. You know the fever; the ague-fits and the qualms and faintness when one hates Africa. But one knows one must stand one's ground and fight on hers, for one is too weak to slip away. When I saw clearly again, I seemed to be in an old Prankish town A TRADER'S STORY 89 such as pictures show. But the people that tended me were black enough, with but a tinge of Northern blood. They fed me well, and nursed me well, and so it was I came back to life, yet I was never the same since. Three months I went in and out of their town and vil- lages, and I found them in very fair order for this unruly world. I had never thought to find such a state in misbe- gotten Africa. 'And I heard the story of how their Prankish sires came thither. I found some that could speak Latin a little; and if I could not speak it, I could read it when they wrote it clearly. ' It was a pilgrimage that brought them thither long ago. There were many that came, out of Brittany and England for the most part some say a hundred, some say twelve - score. A Bishop led them from Brittany, and there were seven Breton knights and 90 A TRAVELLER'S TALE : seven English knights, and there were archers and men-at-arms in numbers. ' When the English made truce with the French (about a year or two before Byzantium fell, was it not ?), these all moved on towards Byzantium, meaning to fight with the Prophet's people. They were a great company indeed then some five hundred but they left many by the way. And Byzantium fell before ever they came near it. ' And so that Bishop vowed a vow to seek the honour of Christ elsewhere. He would win one of the Holy Places or die in the adventure. And many vowed with him. But one said that it was madness and idle death to go with him, for the Reign of Anti-Christ had begun, and all the Holy Land in Asia was kept by strong men armed. Then came a Greek pilgrim to the Bishop, and told him of a Holy Place in Africa far south by the sources of the Nile. Thither it was reputed that Our Lady brought A TRADER'S STORY 91 Our Lord long ago, when she fled from Herod a beautiful place and a solemn, by the fountain-head of Pharaoh's river ; a cave of majesty and great wonder, amid trees that never shed their leaves and flowers that never lacked blossom. ' When they heard of this noble place, all of those adventurers with one accord vowed to seek it, and departed into Egypt, and took the way of the Nile. They came to a lake following up the river, but found no cave, and were in doubt what to do. Then was it revealed to the Bishop in a dream that they should go to the south-west into a forest place, and follow a stream that they should find therein. Therefore they followed that stream, and on the seventh day they came to a river, and having crossed that river, they found a pleasant land high- set above the waters. And they grew sure that it was the very land they sought. For even as they forded the river, a wood-dove came flying, and led 92 A TRAVELLER'S TALE: them into a path among the hills a path worn, as it seemed, by the feet of many pilgrims that came through Egypt of old. ' Then they marvelled how they had missed so long the straight way, but thanked God that they had found it at last, and, going on, beheld the Cave, and adored and built a Sanctuary. After that they found no strife, for the folk that were girdled by the river were goat- herds and husbandmen who had hidden themselves safely among the woods and waters, and never needed to learn war. ' Then those pilgrims built houses, and knight after knight carved himself out a manor and cleared the woodland. And they ploughed and hunted and feasted as of old in the North, and adored God in His Sanctuary. Then, after a year, fully half of them started to go home, and to take their kindred word of that worshipful pilgrimage. A TRADER'S STORY 93 ' But the rest, who stayed with the Bishop, promised to abide where they were, till those should come again or send. So they waited year by year, but none ever came. What had befallen to those that went homeward I do not know, nor could ever find out. Those others waited, and found death one by one; and those that remained for awhile were few and old, and there grew to be little thought of returning among them. There were no Northern women that had come all that great way, and many of them had taken wives of the wood- dwellers. Now, the people are blacker than Egyptians are, but you can see the old blood very plainly sometimes in lips and nostrils and in eyes of grey or blue. They have built seven churches, I think, and ten or twelve manor-houses with red-tiled roofs, but of the round African mould. Their law is the old feudal law, that is alike sterner and milder than ours. They have no wish to slip the 94 A TRAVELLER'S TALE : yoke that has grown to their necks, and frets them no longer. ' But oh, the blessed Faith there ! It is, I think, as it was in the days of Louis the King. Trust me, sir, that think to die within this hour ! I saw miracles, and wondered not overmuch, for I had seen the faith of them that worked them. 'The Host is to man, woman, and child, even to the perverse and wicked there, the daily miracle of their Lord and God. ' O my God, I have got my death in this journey of mine, but I think, too, that I have got me life eternal ! When I came into that land, I believed little or nought, but now I believe all.' With that he fell to his prayers, and asked me to keep still and pray for him. And so he told me no more, but slept and passed in the Faith of the Resur- rection just before the priest came afoot from the Mission, and the doctor on horseback from the town. A TRADER'S STORY 95 My boy, and his, and I, buried him, under a great cactus-tree among the rocks. I cut a Greek cross to put over him, and a Greek text upon it. And often I would look towards the north - west (towards the blue range of hills that could purple so gloriously), and I would wonder over the tale that he told me, and sometimes I would dream about it of nights. VII THE OLD BOY HE was a hard-headed man to my thinking when I first saw him Bradlaw. The time of that first seeing was only last summer. Perhaps he was too hard-headed, per- haps there is danger in all extremes robustious as well as sentimental per- haps that is the moral of his tale. Anyhow, here it is. He came to our little township- of Elgin, in Zambesia, last summer as Civil Commissioner, and he set to work to reform us. He put the township on a business footing, its court, its gaol, its library, its hospital, its tennis-club, its Volunteers, its tree-planting, and public works generally. He really did a fair 96 THE OLD BOY 97 amount of useful business in a very short time. It was on the native question only that I dissented seriously from him, and that question has a way of mixing itself up with things in general in Zambesia. He insisted that our barbed-wire Pass Law must be enforced to the last jot and tittle. The gaol was full in his time, in great part with black offenders, who were condemned on highly technical charges. He pressed upon the newly- constituted Municipal Council by-laws, minutely specifying the clothing re- quirements of natives who should pre- sume to enter our township. They crossed the side-walks at their peril. An admiring European populace applauded his spirited policy. Yet storekeepers soon began to swear into their beards. Afterwards, when the Kaffir trade that had kept them going dwindled away to vanishing point, they were not so guarded. H 98 THE OLD BOY Bradlaw was not so very popular ere that summer ended. People hinted that he was a crank. He had some sound ideas certainly, but he rode them to hell. It was right at the end of the summer that I gave him my candid opinion about some of his doings. We were sitting on his stoep at the time, and he had done me the honour to invite my criticism. 'Just picture to yourself,' I said, ' the two worlds side by side the white and the black. We are in the freedom of modern England, or rather more than that. They are in the helotage of old Sparta, or something not so very far in front of it. Pass Law and By- laws enforced by a man like you mean a continuous tyranny. Fancy living under it day and night ! I'm glad my skin's the right colour.' He was pleased to chuckle good- humouredly. ' Go on. I like to get Exeter Hall THE OLD BOY 99 on the telephone. It's a poor weird little voice out here, and not up to much harm.' ' Never mind. You'll know all about it some day,' I said hotly. 'You deserve to suffer a little of what you inflict. If you could only eat something that would turn your skin black, or do some- thing yourself that would get you into trunk without any option, or go dotty and be boxed up in a lunatic asylum, you'd know all about it !' He started in his chair, and said something nasty. I had succeeded in drawing blood somehow. He growled two or three words I couldn't properly hear, and then changed the subject. It was two or three months after that he came riding over to our Mission to say good-bye. He had been gazetted to a good appointment. He had risen on the stepping-stone of Elgin to higher things. But I did not come down the road to meet him, or line up our boys to H 2 loo THE OLD BOY salute him in decorous lines. I was otherwise employed. I was in the churchyard, busy at a funeral. The sun was very low; the days were growing short then, and there was much left to do. The side-chamber of the dead must be screened off care- fully, so that no earth might fall therein, then the main grave must be filled, and the night was coming fast. I was read- ing that tremendous apostrophe to the * most worthy Judge Eternal,' and my eyes were filling. One of our Christians had slipped away in the night : such a handsome and friendly one so young, a widow's child, and her only living boy. What should I do when the mother came from the other side of that blue hill-range fifty miles away, and cried to careless me for her son ? I looked up, and saw Bradlaw's sarcastic eyes watching me. He had hitched his horse to the fence, and stood looking over the stile. THE OLD BOY 101 A new train of thought absorbed me. My tears dried, I read the phrase about the delivering of the departed out of our miseries with sudden ardour and zest of triumph. No more Pass Law, no bluffing, no doing-down, no stretching of elastic regulations against him and for his rulers ! I read exultantly with a challenge in my voice. Soon I left the grave in all the glory of sundown, and went over to the house to give my guest some tea. I was inclined to be defiant. He, however, was not contentious that night, to my sur- prise. It is pleasant to recollect how he seemed at his best in saying his good- bye, that was not to be good-bye after all. When he rode away in the broad moonlight, my dislike of him was tem- pered with another feeling or two at the very least. Not many days after he sent me a note, asking me to come to him, if I 102 THE OLD BOY could manage it anyhow, without delay. I started almost at once. I called at a house in the town on my way up to the Residency. 'Very strange in his manner these last three days,' I was told. ' Some people said it was drink, others that it was worse than that.' He came and sat out on the stoep with me. He took me to task very severely. 'There's a boy of yours, a boy who wears the red cross of your Mission, who has been annoying me,' he said. ' I can't think that a nigger would do what he has done without being coached by his master. You're at the bottom of it all, I firmly believe.' His face grew livid. His utterance grew thick and hard to follow. He was much excited. ' I go out for a walk at sunrise, you know, every morning. These last three mornings, he's been walking up the side-walk, up and down. But I can't THE OLD BOY 103 catch him, and the police can't catch him. I'm coming over to your Mission to identify him this afternoon. It's no good your trying to screen him.' ' Wait a bit,' I said. ' I don't believe it's one of our boys ; you've got boys on the brain.' He looked at me wildly. ' I don't know what you mean,' he said. I had come into town with a photo- graph of all the boys at the Mission, that I was posting home to England. ' Look here,' I said, cutting the string. ' Here's a group of all the boys on the place taken only a fortnight ago, as clear as life. Is it one of these ?' He caught at the picture eagerly. ' Here he is,' he said. ' Isn't this one of your boys ?' He pointed to the face next to my own. I started. ' It's an old boy,' I said. 104 THE OLD BOY I was going on to explain, but he interrupted me. 'Oh, I'm so glad,' he said. 'Then it's no blessed delusion !' ' It's an old boy,' I repeated. ' It's the boy I was burying that afternoon you came. He passed away the night before, after two days' illness. He's dead.' He stared blankly at me. ' Excuse me,' he said. ' Light up, won't you ? I shan't be long gone.' He stepped inside into the study. He was gone full ten minutes, then he came out with a letter written. The envelope was addressed to myself. He went back into the study, and I began to read : ' What I saw was no dream, nor was it a delusion. It is a dreadful thought that your Christian niggers are emanci- pated after death from all wholesome restrictions. I cannot see my way to enforce the regulations properly under such circumstances. What am I to THE OLD BOY 105 do ? On the other hand, people will think I imagined what I saw. I shall be put under restraint. It was you who compared the state of white men in asylums to that of natives under my police orders. I can't face it. My brother used to be under restraint. God forgive me ! But I don't think He is likely to. Good-bye !' I rushed to the door when I had read so far, but I was much too late. The door was bolted, and he would not open for all my knocking. It was after a horridly drawn - out pause that the sound of the shot came. VIII THE MIRACLE OF THE NATIVITY THE priest from the north-west had been telling Madambi and others of the Mashonas about the Christmas at Bethlehem, and he told the legend of how Jewish ox and ass knelt and adored there in the stable. He went on .to tell how the cattle in his own West Country overseas were reported to maintain the observance, and to lout on English straw every year at stroke of midnight. The priest was not of the faithful sort that watches day and night for miracles. If he had been, I think he might have healed many in that country-side, f for the sick might have readily given themselves to believe had he called upon them with 106 THE MIRACLE OF THE NATIVITY 107 authority. Yet he told the legend very well, despite his defects. And Madambi, who had drunk the Faith in thirstily as Wessex men of old, believed the legend. In Madambi's home of nights there were both goats and sheep tethered, while the cattle of the village would be close at hand within their fences of great poles. When Christmastide came round again, and the great Day itself was now but a few days in front, Madambi began to think about all of these. His heart was very full just then a great side of it was given to expectation of feasting, and a snug corner kept for Jesus and Mary but he found room for goats and sheep and cattle. The Mass was to be after midnight, not much before the first cock-crow. (Cocks have not learnt yet to crow the whole Christmas night long in pagan Mashonaland.) So there would be time and opportunity, he thought, to see io8 THE MIRACLE OF THE NATIVITY what might be seen as to goats and cattle. It would be easy to tell the time of the midnight that year, as the priest had told him that the moon would rise then. So, in the evening, Madambi told his pagan father and mother and his two step-mothers, and his little brother and two half-brothers and three half- sisters, that he would wake them that night, and they should see what they should see, so that they might believe and be saved. But he did not tell Muzira, his half-brother, or promise to wake him, for he was not there at the time. Muzira was the chief of all the young boys of the village that minded the herd and the flocks, and he had little time to go to school now. Muzira believed already, or wanted to believe, and he had heard for himself in the church the story about the Stable. Madambi lay down soon after his THE MIRACLE OF THE NATIVITY 109 supper, which he took before sundown, for he meant to be houselled before cock-crow. He heard his father and his mother talking long after they had finished their meal; he heard the hen and her brood crying out when they were covered for the night with a basket. He felt the white he-goat nosing at him, and he heard now a sheep and now a goat stamping. The fire was very bright in his eyes, and the sing-song of a carol dinned his ears for a while: then the fire grew dim and the sing- song far away, and he slept. He woke with a start. There was the moon shining on the threshold. He grappled with the creaking door, then gaped and stared wearily in the door- way to eastward. The moon was up quite high now, and a great ruddy star glowed over the rocks ; the cocks would be crowing soon. As he looked, the gong of the church clanged, and he could see a light or two no THE MIRACLE OF THE NATIVITY and hear feet hurrying. He gathered his blanket about him and made haste to the mission-house. He must find his white chrisom robe to wear at the Feast. Even as he tucked the folds about him, he remembered the goats. Had they observed midnight duly? He could not tell, and there was no one to tell him, for the folk around him were sleeping sound. But where had the goats and sheep gone to ? He could not stay to wonder. Strange, as he went by the cattle- fence, he could see no huddled beasts, nor hear any snuffling. He felt a little awed and scared as he slipped on his white dress with the red cross over the heart. He stole into the church, where the first hymn was finished, and the service beginning. The Crib was glowing with candles and flowers, the incense smelt THE MIRACLE OF THE NATIVITY ill very freshly. After the hymn before the Credo, the unbaptized would be dismissed. But even as they knelt for the Bless- ing, many new worshippers pressed in. These were Muzira and his fellow-herd- boys; he came up to the priest very shamefacedly and besought him to do somewhat for him. The priest listened and nodded. He came to the west door after he had blessed the boys and girls, and he blessed the lowing cattle and baaing flocks that were gathered outside. After that, some of the boys went off to bed, but Muzira and the other herd- boys stayed without the church with their charges. A great crowd of people began to grow around them, for these had heard there was a sign coming. One of the boys had waked many in the village, so that most of those folk whom Madambi had thought to illu- minate at midnight were gathered ere 112 THE MIRACLE OF THE NATIVITY cock-crow. The sign of the herd and flocks came just ere the first crowing. Before the High Altar knelt Munemo, with his red-and-black earthen censer steaming. The priest had taken it from him and given it back to him but just now. Of a sudden the sacring hands covered the First Mystery Atiwagoni beat thrice on the string with its sound- ing-gourd as the priest louted. Then the hands went up with the Burden, and the string cried seven times. There followed the second sacring and uplifting, and the string's welcome threefold and sevenfold. Next came the Nativity Hymn. It was while they were singing it that a hum and stir began without. Muzira came whisper, ing at the south door. Atiwagoni whis- pered on to Munemo, who touched the priest, and he turned and listened patiently. Then he gave two candle- sticks to Atiwagoni, who went in front, carrying them. THE MIRACLE OF THE NATIVITY 113 Munemo stirred with his wooden spoon in haste, and followed in a cloud. Then came the priest with the Host, dividing the ranks of the prostrate. He passed out through the west door. The great flocks and the general herd were now gathered some fifty yards away, but the boys told afterwards how they bellowed and bleated welcome, and how some of them stumbled and fell down. The boys' tales are pleasant and cloudy as incense. What is sure is that Muzira and his own little drove three young bulls and a sheep and three goats did obeisance at the church door most becomingly. Thus it was that although unchristened they received the greater Benediction, that with the Corpus Domini. As for the crowd of heathen hard by, some of them stared, and some fell on their faces, but all were awed and wondering. Then the priest went back, and Muzira and his fellows marshalled goats and sheep and kine with hushed 114 THE MIRACLE OF THE NATIVITY voices, and began to move homewards under the stars, the way of the pale east. After the service was done, there was questioning as to the marvel. Madambi seemed as if he wanted to jangle with Muzira for not taking him into his counsel. Why had he not awaked him and watched the cattle at the holy midnight when Our Lord was born ? But Muzira said, ' Christ was born for us to-night on the altar. So I did well to watch them at the new time He chose, did I not ?' And the priest approved the saying. Afterwards Madambi indicted Muzira for overmuch craft. The other herd- boys confessed that he had taught those three bulls they were wont to ride home for these two months past. He had schooled them to bow when bidden, and had pledged all the little boys not to tell what he was doing. He had, moreover, taught that sheep and those three goats every evening ere folding time. ' But I THE MIRACLE OF THE NATIVITY 115 taught them as gently as you taught me,' said Muzira. ' I did not beat them. Was it not good to teach them that which you taught me ?' The sign, then, of the kneeling cattle was compassed by the forethought and patience of one not yet baptized. Said Muzira again when the morning light came, * Why not teach pagan cattle here the ways of Christian cattle ?' And the priest said, ' The love of Muzira for his cattle and goats and sheep is a marvel of the love of God, and God turned it at cock-crow to His own worship. But beware, children, of seeking to compass like wonders by blows and stripes. For to drive dull beasts thus to worship were sin. And remember, we are not all Muziras!' Muzira was baptized on the Day of the Three Kings ere that Christmas was over, and he took the name Francesco, remembering him who taught the birds, and saved the lambs from the butcher, and tamed the wolf. I 2 IX A CHANGE OF COLOUR THIS is the story of George Blunt, who was wanted by the police in Mashona- land a year ago, on the charge of selling liquor to natives. Whatever the faults of the Chartered Company may have been and it has surely had difficulties as well as faults it has established one claim to magnanimity beyond question. For it has enforced at least one noble law. At any assize, here or otherwhere, this alone should furnish a fair brief for its defence. But George broke this law, being down on his luck, dissipated and dis- inclined to be magnanimous. He was not in a good place for getting away. He was near a township and 116 A CHANGE OF COLOUR 117 not far from a Native Commissioner's camp. Moreover, the rivers were very full just then, and speedy and extended flight was difficult. George had been at Oxford before he took to the Police, and he had held a commission in the Police before he was chased out of it, and took to trading. He had no mind to enlarge his experience by a year's hard labour in Salisbury. So he covered his tracks as far as he could. He was not without native friends, for he was good to his boys on the whole, and popular with his customers. He had one powerful ally in the new Commissioner's head native messenger. He could not hope to deceive his native neighbours by the disguise he had planned, but he trusted in this ally to impose silence upon them. As to white men, he had a good hope of deceiving any he was likely to come across. He could sling the Mashona rather glibly, he could stain his skin and arrange his n8 A CHANGE OF COLOUR toilet with unforgotten theatrical craft. He had a good knowledge of local colour. So behold him a rather civilised- looking Mashona, in old khaki coat and breeches, with a gleaming shell charm at his throat, a head-band of red and white beads, shod with hide sandals, travelling into the wild east country ! He had to make money, that was evident, if he was to clear out of Rhodesia presently. Should he go to work, then, or trade fowls? He decided in favour of the fowls for the time being. When it should be time to travel up the road to sell them, he would have to try and get a pass somehow. Now, in the Wanjanja's country, with his police friend in power to burke inquiries, he felt safe. One of the mission boys at the station near Ticharewa's kraal had bought the salt for him. He had sent his pound and got his pound's worth back by the aid of the missionary. It wasn't so bad of this functionary to obtain good value, and to A CHANGE OF COLOUR 119 help with the transport for his retainer's unknown friend. Just at present, al- though sorely tempted, George Blunt did not try his new face upon the missionary. That trial might come later on. He had fixed on the missionary as the softest white man to try his dress rehearsal on. After all, if the missionary wasn't as blind as he looked, it wasn't certain that he would report him if he detected him. To practise a fraud on him would be as it were to take a trial-flight from a trapeze, with a possible net to break his fall, even should the worst come to the worst. He had a fair time in the Wanjanja's country ; the boys who helped him carry were hospitable and took him to their own homes for food. There was some awkwardness in his explanations, and it was unpleasant hearing the laughter of one to another when his story was told. He was not versed enough in the lan- guage to gather all that was said. Where one cannot interpret sense, one 120 A CHANGE OF COLOUR is apt to imagine insolence. But I think, on the whole, he managed more easily than many white men I know could have done. He had used natives as men and boys, and not as dogs and jackasses. Supposing that Fortune knocked away the pedestal of race from under the feet of some employers, and knocked their sjamboks out of their hands, how many close allies would they find among their old servants, I wonder ? Well, George in his somewhat helpless condition found allies, and close ones. His money was very short now. How could he pay his retainers at the end of another month ? He was glad to live cheaply on native food for the most part. He had coquetted with it often in the past. Now needs must. It is little hardship to walk when you lead a horse that you can mount if you tire. Millet meal is all very well for a change, yet that and mealies and rice and even monkey-nuts are apt to pall A CHANGE OF COLOUR 121 on an English palate, when it has no bread or cheese to fall back on. But he traded fifty fowls for his pound's worth of salt in the wild woodland country; then he and his two companions set off for the mission station. He would fain try his black face before seeking his passes. He attended church, evening and morning ; then, before morning school, with his friend to introduce him, he sought the missionary. This last was apt to be testy when he had a crowd of postulants, but George won his services discreetly by a most modest application after most patient waiting. His Mashona was in many respects better than the missionary's own, he showed his teeth in winning Mashona style, and his hand went up again and again in a decorous salute. So the good man wrote, for him and his retainers, a note to the Commis- sioner to secure them attention, and save them delay. George had expressed a sweeping view 122 A CHANGE OF COLOUR at times as to the use of missionaries. Now he was in a black man's sandals, he saw a very practical use in an intelli- gent and not too inquisitorial go-between set betwixt black and white, who was willing to help the former without a fee. So they went to the Native Commis- sioner's, seeking passes to trade fowls in Salisbury. O the ramifications of that new, raw, unlicked Pass-law with its many coloured passes, and the wanton journeyings of scores of miles that it entailed for many bare feet ! 'If only one could sue the Company for com- pensation for wasting time,' thought George. ' But its all heads it wins, tails I lose, now I've got a black face,' he reflected. The crux of a registration certificate had bothered him a great deal, but he had dealt with it in his own unscrupulous fashion. He had heard of a boy whose character had been reck- lessly endorsed on his certificate by an ill-tempered master. The boy had been A CHANGE OF COLOUR 123 told to clear once or twice now, when he asked employers for work. His alleged character was sufficiently damning : ' Cheeky and quite useless.' So the owner was anxious to destroy this fatal possession, to allege that he had lost it, and to pay a shilling for a new and clean sheet. George struck a bargain with him. He gave him the shilling, and another shilling for himself. So he secured the parchment with the precious identification thumb-mark upon it. He left the name on it. He trusted that the Native Commissioner would not pursue his researches too deeply. He carefully erased the bad character. Then he wrote in a character signed by himself, and dated two months back, in his old capacity as a white employer. He was modest. He only applauded his Mashona self judicially. ' Fair, a decent cook.' So he faced the wary world of Pass Officials with a stout heart. He got his pass quickly, and so did his 124 A CHANGE OF COLOUR companions. How many natives were squatting around, waiting and waiting, as he came out of the office ! After all, the work is heavy and delays not un- reasonable. But George cursed the Company very roundly, as he thought of all the time they had wasted, just be- cause they must tie up everybody's hands, black and white, in knots of red tape. Then he went up the road to Salisbury. He sold most of his fowls to Govern- ment servants at two shillings, and did exceedingly well. If he had only stuck to fowl-selling ! But when he came back, he was seized by a native police- man who did not know him, and made to go with a Government gang that were fetching a tank across country. He thought of bolting on the way back ; he was tired of walking and sweating, tired even of Kaffir beer. But he managed to stick it to the end. It was rough being treated like a dog by the white man he had been sent to. The amount of his A CHANGE OF COLOUR 125 pay made him laugh when he went to the office to receive it. His messenger friend was ill, and another messenger tried to blackmail him, threatening to tell his secret. George grew frightened ; he felt rather helpless : he wanted a white protector. He heard of a decent em- ployer that wanted boys, but he was out of luck, and was refused ; the man told him he had too many already. He told him of another farmer that was hard up for them. George engaged himself very rashly ; the man was new in the district, and he knew neither good nor ill of him. He got kicked or cuffed a good deal, and nearly knocked his master down. He went and lodged a complaint at the office, but he found how delightfully one-sidedly Law and Executive can be made to work. His complaint was pooh-poohed, and he was sent back to his master, and found his temper not at all improved. George had no very Christian standard. But I 126 A CHANGE OF COLOUR think he acted unconsciously as a Divine instrument of wrath for that occasion. He gave his master an extremely scien- tific and merciless hiding. It came about this way. His master knocked him down. George sued him, for private battery is against the law of the land, would you believe it ? His master was fined a shilling, and George was sent back to him to finish his time. In the evening George ad- ministered the hiding, thus supplement- ing the law very considerably. He broke away that night across the wild country. He had confidence in his disguise : in both kitchen Kaffir and Mashona he was now something of an expert. He struck an east track. He would try and slip over the Portuguese border near Rusape, some 140 miles away. I don't know if he would have succeeded ; the Pass Law is a very wide net, and small of mesh. But he would make a brave bid for freedom. He would take some A CHANGE OF COLOUR 127 risks, he would travel much of nights, lions or no lions. It was a lonely way that he went, but a very beautiful one. The autumn weather was very clear and windless. It was a delight to be up so early and to rest so late, if only his conscience had been a little quieter. He had a few shillings and a few mealies, he had a little coarse flour and salt, and some tea to cook in his kettle. He had also a good blanket and some good tobacco, and a store of mealie-cob pipes, so that this was quite a luxurious journey. On the third night he asked to sleep in a trader's outhouse. Thake the trader was quaint, as Europeans are apt to grow quaint to their fellows, when they have lived long in the wilds among Africans. He was a good friend to many wayfarers. It was the fever time, and in the morning George felt a little shaky. He asked the trader for some quinine with politeness. The old man rummaged in 128 A CHANGE OF COLOUR his boxes and found a paper of white powder. George was glad enough to carry some of it with him. He walked on and on. At last in a lonely gorge he grew dread- fully dizzy. He filled his cup at the spruit, and took a dose of the white grains. His eyes were dim, and he did not notice much what he was doing. Soon came a sultry thirst and a griping anguish. These lasted an awful while, but at last they were over. A week or two afterwards some relics of his clothes were found. The trader heard the news, and was curious as to what had become of him. He came up to search the ground. The general surmise was that a lion had met him, but it was unsupported by proof. Long afterwards the trader tried doctoring his sick fowls with the white powder. Fatalities came fast. A mounted traveller happened to come by that A CHANGE OF COLOUR 129 week, and heard of his losses. ' Bury the stuff,' he said, ' shouldn't wonder if it was arsenic.' Then the trader remem- bered the strange Mashona who had asked him for quinine, and he was sorry indeed. But the disappearance of that Mashona, however it came about, was not connected in official minds with the disappearance of George Blunt, who is still wanted at Salisbury. If only he could have written the book that he planned, of pithy and intelligent comment upon the conduct of employers and Government officials in Southern Rhodesia ! He had been for a couple of months through something of the same mill that the unfortunate Mashonas go through to-day, and he was no fool at putting a story together. May his dust maintain, with dishonoured jackals and vultures, an honourable freedom ! May his soul find a date set to that penal durance, which it doubtless needed sorely to undergo ! X LOCUSTS AND WILD HONEY THE month was April in South Central Africa, and the rains were over. Just as in England after the winter's foul w r eather, so here after the summer's rains country-folk are wont to feel the zest of a new freedom and the itch to travel. In the part of Africa I am tell- ing of bridges are rare indeed, and roads are apt to recall the roads of long-ago days in our own country. Our rustic folk here are far closer prisoners in the bad weather than outlandish dwellers in England of to-day, and so they are far more apt to thrill at the setting-fair of the season. The Rev. John Wyld felt a very pleasurable tingle indeed when the dry 130 LOCUSTS AND WILD HONEY 131 season of this year set in, and the day drew near for him to start for the tiny cathedral town, there to re-unite himself with his brother clergy. His main work lay far away in the Veld among the native villages. He was weighted, too, with the charge of a microscopic Euro- pean flock ten miles or more distant. It was hard sometimes to keep going to and fro in the summer heat and rain- storms. Moreover, there was not much to spare for up-to-date comforts in his home. Life would seem sometimes to him a little bracing, with many battles to fight, and the lack of anyone to fight back-to-back with him. But his was, indeed, a jolly life on the whole, to his way of thinking, very full ; and full, too, of the delight of constant changes of work and the comings of the unexpected. Nevertheless, it was good when the expected morning broke and found him with his packing almost done, and his K 2 132 LOCUSTS AND WILD HONEY last business letter almost written. He went into church with a glad heart, and the round quaint walls seemed to rock with the sacrificial prayers and the Gloria of thanksgiving. Then he came out of church, snatched his breakfast between whiles, and minis- tered to many clients. He gave parting admonition as to the feeding of live- stock and the watering of trees, and the harvesting of crops ; secured a temper- ance pledge or two, saw to the rolling up of his blankets, remembered in the nick of time that he needed a cooking- pot, then after one prayer he was off. His carriers were already stepping on in front, and a whole bevy of well- wishers were about them. Some carried their burdens a stage of the way, some gave parting messages for friends at the station that they went to; it was a crowded scene on the narrow path. Then the crowd thinned, the stragglers grew few. At last they were all gone, LOCUSTS AND WILD HONEY 133 and the stern loneliness of the rocky path succeeded. It was good to feel the power of one's feet after the first languid hour or two. Now the ridges and the streams came in due course one after the other, to be easily scaled or forded. There was little effort for those masterful feet once they had fairly found their stride. John rejoiced alike in his own prowess and in that of his carriers; straight-backed, long-limbed, cheery they were fellow- Christians to be thankful for. That night they slept within the screen of a hedge about an old village. There was a shrewd south-easter blowing at night- fall, so they turned into an old ruinous hut whose floor had been scoured, and slept fairly warm. The next night they just reached the head-waters of a great river, having missed their way twice, and scrambled through in the dusk. In the chill of the next dawn came a steep ascent into the hill-country. The cold 134 gave out at last as the sun climbed, and the dew no longer drenched the grass. They camped by a hill-village, and after the daily Sacrifice they broke their fast heartily. They knew that the hardest of the struggle was over. As he smoked his pipe and pulled up his socks, John was rejoicing in Arcadia. Yet his joy was a little disloyal ; he was thinking happily of his coming desertion of her, of the comforts of the town ahead, and the pleasure of meeting friends who were not Arcadians. Such disloyal thoughts went with him that day, they were with him in the splendid tussles with two great streams, one ere sun- down, the other not so very long after sunrise. They followed him along the duller stage of the way that came after, across the railway, through the hamlet with its two or three stores, and to the mission station beyond, a station so much more comfortable and urban than his own, LOCUSTS AND WILD HONEY 135 where he found an old friend waiting. After a day of friendship and rest (how good it was to be irresponsible amid responsible work !) he took the north- ward night train. His circle now grew ampler ; not only had he gathered one comrade on the road, but he found others on the train making for the meeting-point. How lightly they were carried on now along the iron way after those hard- won victories of old, snatched so jealously by late marches and early marches among the steep, rock-studded hills ! With morning light they came into the Cathedral town. Then, with modest pomp, they met in the Cathe- dral. John found himself exchanging the eclectic symbolism of the Veld for a more steadfast type of ritual. He felt none too easy, I regret to say, as he ministered at the altar and read the Epistle. The building seemed dizzily big, the congregation excessively genteel, and 136 LOCUSTS AND WILD HONEY the eyes of his fellow-clergy inclined to be censorious. One cannot have all things at once as one will : he was to blame, of course, for not forgetting himself better. But how many consolations there were when one left the Cathedral behind ! The old and new interests to be discussed with interesting people, the assurance of sufficient and pleasantly varied meals, the abundance of shops around ! It was all very intense and vivid. Alas! that now this great time had begun in earnest, one seemed very close to its ending. Only three more days at most, and the day of parting would have dawned the day of resolute striding, the lonely hill-country before, the friends once more behind. It was trying for John to find silence prescribed that very afternoon a silence that was to last with brief respites till the very morning of farewell. He began his Retreat not without rebellion, he LOCUSTS AND WILD HONEY 137 sympathized with his nearest neighbour in the Community tent. This neighbour had a long tongue, and was by no means convinced that he ought to bridle it either for his own edification or that of others. He gave John opportunities of conversation, which, unhappily, he did not always neglect. Moreover, the galaxy of surrounding shops led him astray. He must find excuses for going shopping and spending more money than he could afford between whiles. Rare vistas of acquisition and extrava- gance allured him ; he had been so used to dealing at a single general store some ten miles distant from his home. Thus, with certain distractions, the would-be healing time of Retreat slipped away : John was glad enough of its silence before it was all over. He was wont to be constrained by conscience to undergo feverish obsessions of busi- ness. Too often impatiently, he would heap 138 LOCUSTS AND WILD HONEY advice upon advice as ecclesiastic, lawyer, doctor, almoner, or agriculturist, beset as he was by a swarm of humming and buzzing postulants. Now, he found the coincidence of quietism with duty refreshing, however tantalising it might be to look at old friends, remember how long it was since they had met, and how long it was likely to be ere they would meet again. The time went by, and the morning of the babel of released tongues broke at last. On that morning John came to grief privately if not publicly. After two or three good hours, the northward or southward trains took most of his friends away. But he heard of a possible chance of driving home in a few days' time, and he ruthlessly crushed his scruples. He said he would stay a little while longer. He sent off his faithful would-be fellow-travellers. They had come to meet him and take LOCUSTS AND WILD HONEY 139 him home the shortest way a way that was innocent of railroads a shorter way than he had come. It is true he cared tenderly for their supplies of meal and meat, and saw to it himself that their loads were not too heavy. But that his desertion was a base one he knew in his own heart. He thought that night, in his well-blanketed bed, of the camp-fire supper and the bed of grass and the night-prayers together. He thought next morning, on the Sunday, as he ministered rather self- consciously in rich vestments and knelt on a soft pile carpet, of the woodland Sacrifice that he might have offered full two hours earlier with the sun just risen in front, the grass to kneel on, and the blue of Heaven to pray into. Yet, if he repented a little, I fear he congratu- lated himself much on the excellent opportunities he had gained for the study of light literature, for the eating of excellent meals, and the smoking of 140 LOCUSTS AND WILD HONEY endless pipes in the shades of stoeps and summer-houses. Here was a change after grilling journeys on Sunday noons and after- noons. It was fine to think that there was no long ten miles to struggle home to-night after preaching the evening sermon. Thus the man John fell, from no great height, but from his own ideals, very narrow ones maybe, yet his own. After the Sunday he stayed on, wait- ing for the friendly conveyance that had the friendliness to delay its starting till Thursday. Meanwhile a deeper sort of treason was beginning to move him. He had had a good many years of loneliness. Might not a change be for the best ? Of course, not for his sake only. There was no lack of able and altruistic arguments when once he applied to his imagination to supply them. Yes, he would apply to his Diocesan before he started on Thursday, LOCUSTS AND WILD HONEY 141 and he would not be long in coming back again. Then good - bye to a number of things, and welcome to others of a different sort. After all, it was no good getting into a rut, and there were other experts of the Christian life to learn from besides poor old literal, blunderheaded Tolstoi. It was on the Monday morning that John Wyld turned on the Veld that had been so good to him these many years, and discarded his flock of wild, coloured sheep, that once he had loved hardly less than his own soul. He smoked his pipe in bed luxuriously that night, and read the Courier for the day; he re- flected on the advantage of seeing a daily paper and receiving frequent mails. Then he went to sleep. His dreams were troubled. He saw his patron saint, John Baptist, stand- ing on a rock as it seemed, and howling at him. He could not hear what he said, the south-east wind was blowing 142 LOCUSTS AND WILD HONEY over the Veld furiously, as it will often do on a winter's day. But the prophet in his shaggy fleece was very angry, and Wyld could guess well enough the sort of bitter words he said. So it went on, hour after hour, dream after dream the resentful face, the ragged form, the roar of the wind, the husky fury of the voice. When John awoke he had rather a dizzy head. He rose, and had just time to slip into the cathedral before the pro- clamation of the Gospel. Afterwards, in the vestry, the two resident clergy began to rebuke him. It seemed they had good cause to say a chastening word or two. Into the Clergy House had burst at some unearthly time before the light when the cocks were crowing, a wild and ragged native in a skin, with a brown -and-white lamb tucked under his arm. These details they were sure of, for the apparition had carried with him LOCUSTS AND WILD HONEY 143 a huge torch of Veld grass, at terrible risk to their bedclothes and all they con- tained. Having made some remarks in an uncouth language which neither of them understood, he had set certain unsavoury objects on the sideboard, and gone out with a furious slam of the door. How Wyld could have slept through it all they could not imagine. Justly incensed, they had sent the highly respectable native Christian who waited upon them to search for the intruder, but he had not been traced. Probably he was in the lock-up by now, if the police had caught sight of him. ' Doubtless he was one of your con- gregation, Wyld,' said Marks. ' I have heard that you encourage sheepskins and goatskins. Why on earth don't you introduce woad ?' 'A little more discipline would not be amiss on your station,' said Brown. ' You'll have the natives rising before 144 LOCUSTS AND WILD HONEY long, the way you neglect to boss them up !' Wyld nodded his puzzled head. He was contrite indeed for certain offences, but they were not the alleged ones of his uncouth client or Patron. 'Come and see the things he left,' said Brown. 'That is to say, if our boy hasn't thrown them away. I was ashamed for him to see them. Perhaps you can enlighten us as to what these abominable messes are.' Two small calabashes were produced by Aloysius with a deprecating look. He was a nice Mashona boy, very nicely dressed, but his disdain of ancestral dainties seemed a little hypocritical. He held them out to Wyld very deli- cately. Wyld took the plug from the one calabash, and dipped his finger in and sucked it. Then he took up the other, and drew out one of the brown, date-like morsels within it, and began to crunch it pensively. LOCUSTS AND WILD HONEY 145 Brown looked rather disgusted. So did Aloysius. Marks laughed. ' Tell us the menu,' he said. Wyld looked very grave. ' Locusts and wild honey,' he an- swered. 'And so I must be off for home directly after breakfast.' The logic of his argument did not seem very obvious, and Marks laughed again. 'I see,' he said; 'if you aren't quick, locusts will be getting out of season.' John explained to both of them at breakfast that he really had a great deal to do at home, and never ought to have stayed in the hope of a drive ; he would write to his charioteer, and excuse him- self. Afterwards he went out, and sought a dark friend or two to travel with. As they rolled up his blankets, he asked for the two calabashes as keep- sakes. ' Have you found the messenger that brought them ?' asked Marks. L 146 LOCUSTS AND WILD HONEY ' No, I don't expect to just yet,' he said. ' Oh, do tell us if it is a mystery,' Brown exclaimed. ' I gloat on mysteries: they make the place seem like Africa.' But John only smiled. He went off to finish his packing. 'What a pity he's been left on the Veld so long,' Brown said. ' It is curious how every white man that lives on the Veld long, goes cranky in one way or another. Fancy his eating locusts !' John caught the last words as he came back to say good-bye. ' They're all right if they are cooked properly, not slowly fried to death,' said he. ' I knew these particular ones were all right.' 'How did you know?' said Brown suspiciously. ' Tell us who it was brought them.' But John would not tell him, sure enough though he felt. Soon he was stepping out along the LOCUSTS AND WILD HONEY 147 waggon -road, the town behind, the wilderness before. The old wistful joy came back to him again. Those few (were they so few?) sheep or goats in the wilderness meant once more a great deal to him ; the luxuries and fashion and talk of the town meant very little. The rock-altar by the wayside, or the altars under the thatched roofs of his church at home, were more goodly in his eyes than that rich cathedral altar. Brown husbandmen and herdsmen bulked big in his thoughts, even bigger than his fellow-clergy. He raised his heart in thankfulness to his patron Saint, John Baptist, for that token. Was it chance, or miracle, or illusion ? What did it matter which it was ? The thing was of God, that he was quite sure of. He had been sent the token, he had understood it, and had accepted it. Thanks to it, he had been saved from himself. L 2 XI FORT STUBBS: A TROOPER'S STORY THERE had been a kraal there in days past, but we did not think of that. It was only burnt in the last year. It was none of our burning, and we had enough of our own to reckon up, if we gave a thought to that sort of thing. On the hill's crown we began to build an open fort, and the name of it was already chosen by the Government. They would have it called Fort Stubbs after a servant of theirs who had died ad- jacently. There were eight of us, six B.S.A.P. troopers with Gordon and me, who were corporal and sergeant. That was six too many for Gordon's liking and mine. 148 A TROOPER'S STORY 149 We could have done much better with the Cape Boys and the Mashonas from the kraals, for all six were rotters and wasters staunch and true. If it wasn't whisky, it was dop, and if it wasn't dop, it was Kaffir beer. Peace be with them, for at least four of them are gone now, to, my knowledge ! Rhodesia's not exactly the country to send white men to, when they want reforming. We came when the rains were just giving out, and for the first month or two we got little fever. We had the horse sick- ness in our camp, though, and I lost the best horse I ever had on the black Friday we got to building. They forced labour for us from the kraals close by, and we worked hard, or at least set the Mashonas hard at it, which is what a white man calls hard work in Rhodesia. Waggon- load after waggon-load of stones came groaning through the sludge with whips cracking and teamsters' Dutch, then up the stiff and greasy rise, with the ISO FORT STUBBS: Mashonas yelling and the Britishers cursing and hitting both mules and them. So it began to grow up at last Fort Stubbs a huge roofless ring of yellow stones dragged into their places with no stint of African sweat and European blows and blasphemy. About May, many of the rotters were sick, or said they were: we were glad enough to get them out of the way, as they had been in it for weeks past. So they lay down one after another, in the huts most days, with a few women to look after them and cook their beer. But with June the news came that the country was unsafe around us, and I chased away the women, and called in my men to live in the fort. How the sun grilled there ! How the walls held the heat of nights ! How black the place was with flies ! Was Egypt ever blacker ? Then it was that Gordon went down with the fever every third day, and I A TROOPER'S STORY 151 had a head on every second evening. I nursed him, rather roughly at times, I fear ; I did not guess he was so much the worse of us two. I was frantic to get Fort Stubbs coped and embrasured, and pierced and finished. It was a night still early in the month. He had been talking with a light head once or twice already. When I was saying good-night, he said to me, in the same sort of rambling way, ' I know why it's all come now. The trouble with the wasters, and the horse-sickness, and the fever sticking to me. There was a kraal here on this very plot of sand. There's some yarn like ours in the Bible.' When he said stupid things, I felt like looking the other way, for I was very fond of him. That time I said ' good-night ' and no more. By the twenty fifth of the month he was very bad, and I had begun to get frightened. We had had a week of furnace weather, the furnace alight soon 152 FORT STUBBS: after sunrise till long after sundown, and hardly cool before another sunrise. It was bad, day after day. We seemed held up so close to it on that cursed hill, with walls so tight about us, and no roof. One night at sunset I came in to tell him good news before I had washed or made the tea. ' Only one more day and we're finished. We'll stop the noise and put a proper double thatch for you to lie under. So keep your pluck.' But when he heard my news, he said he wanted to tell me something. I hurried up and came back after skoff. He said, ' You know what a drought they had last year on that farm Stubbs farmed for the Company. It was rain- ing all around, but the people whose kraal we burnt on his farm buried a tortoise when they saw us coming, and we never found where it was, so it kept off the rain. All his crops died. You believe that's true, don't you ?' ' It was A TROOPER'S STORY 153 quaint, his not getting the rain when he wanted it,' I said. ' Well ' said Gordon, ' You can laugh if you like. But I believe that boy of yours. He's all right, isn't he ? Like most of 'em 'd be if one gave 'em a chance ?' I allowed that my boy was up to standard. ' Well, he told me there was a kraal here ; Stubbs and the town garrison burnt it. There are none of the people themselves left. The garrison wiped the lot out, little and big, after the manner of Dutch fighting.' ' Stubbs ought to have known better,' I said. ' But he didn't,' said Gordon ; ' they got round this hill in the night and finished them like rats in a rick.' ' The people that are their relations don't talk much about it then,' I said. ' No,' he answered; 'they say very little now, but I'll tell you what they did in March. They got a wise man to come all the way from Wedza and curse this ground. It's like 154 FORT STUBBS: that thing in the Bible. He said, Who- ever began must pay with life when he started and when he finished. We're on the beastly plot of sand this minute.* I didn't say anything, I only whistled. I didn't disbelieve him. I was sick of the whole Rhodesian job, and I'd have given all my pay to make him better. He didn't say any more. He saw he had said enough, and didn't want to bother me. We were neither of us blind, and we knew pretty well what was coming, so we must try and make the best of it. We talked of other things, for he seemed ever so much better that next hour or so. When I said good-night, I told him, ' We'll finish the fort to-morrow.' ' No,' said he, 'not to-morrow; give us one day to see to things a bit. Give the boys a holiday.' So I gave it them. And as there had been no more word for weeks now of any attempt at rising, I let the rotters have their heart's con- A TROOPER'S STORY 155 tent, and go off to the kraal. I and Gordon and two Mashonas who seemed to care for him stayed upon the hill together. And we rigged up an awning of double thick thatch over him. It wasn't so much wanted, after all, as the day was cloudy and cool. It was a real holiday after those hot days. At whiles he lay quiet. At whiles we spoke of how our time would be up soon. We would try and start again, once we had got quit of the Chartered Company and native wars and the business that makes those wars nasty. So we talked, and we meant some of it. He was quite himself again, but towards sunset he grew very sleepy. He was sleeping heavily when I blew out my light, and lay a long while think- ing, watching the free stars that watched him and me trapped in the gin of the fort. He was sleeping in the morning when I fixed up his thatch. I was going to try and finish the fort before breakfast. 156 FORT STUBBS Then I went down the hill to see the last load up, and we worked as quietly as I could get the waggoner and the boys to work. But we worked very hard. I forgot all about kraals and prophecies and the crack of fate in the hard work over those last widths of coping. Just as a Cape boy said ' Pelite",' and a Mashona said ' Zwapera,' and I said 'Thank God,' I remembered Gordon again, having finished Fort Stubbs. For was not that his boy coming, run- ning and howling ? I guessed what his news must be. It could not well be anything else when I came to think about it. Just as I had laid the foundation of Fort Stubbs in my horse, I had set up its coping in my friend. XII TRIAL BY JURY: A FARMER'S STORY ' IF only they'd have given me a year or two.' It was a sultry October evening, and we were hoping for rain. He was laid by with fever fifty miles or so from the railway in a wild woodland country, the man who was reserved for judgment. I do not want to repeat his name; probably you may have heard it, and know part of his story. He had got married just over a year ago, and was trading cattle on my farm within two miles of the homestead. His wife and he should never have come out here to make themselves miserable. She had been used to a carriage and electric light and all the comforts of 158 TRIAL BY JURY: Streatham. He was a true scholar, a public-school man, who had kept up his Greek, very kind-hearted, and sensitively Christian. But he was not very steady. He had come to grief badly some six- teen or eighteen months ago. He was now trying to make his wife happy and comfortable, with an uneasy certainty at heart that calamity was his due. 'Oh, don't talk like that,' I said. ' Isn't there a place for repentance ? Most people would think themselves lucky getting off as you did. Don't say you haven't done any good with the chance they gave you ?' He said nothing, and shut his eyes, as if to sleep. I told his cook-boy he had better lie on the floor in his room that night. Then I started off homewards. His wife was staying at our place now. She had borne twins only yesterday, and my wife was looking after her. He had not seen his children, for he was so bad with fever at this, his own trading A FARMER'S STORY 159 station, that I begged him not to come across yet. His head was affected, I thought ; his temperature seemed to me far too high, and steady at that. It was a good thing his wife was right away from him. She was desperately ill her- self, poor little thing ! The life these last months had come hard to her, and she was all too plucky. She, that had been waited on by servants who had servants to wait on them, had been long acting as baker to her husband's butcher. She really baked well, con- sidering all things. But the struggles with sickness and hardships that one sees in old-country slums and villages as well as in colonial outposts were strangely new to her. She had lived in such a comfortable suburb, and had had such a comfortable time heretofore. I was very sorry for her. What had her husband done ? Well, he was on the whole wonder- fully good to natives, as white people 160 TRIAL BY JURY: go out here. But he got drunk one day, five months before she came out to him to be married, and he knocked a boy about. Death resulted. He pulled him- self together, and faced the music like a man. He was committed for trial, let out on heavy bail, then tried by the High Court, when he ought to have been awarded a stern sentence on his own admissions. But the jury would not convict a fairly popular white man. They were not without precedents, I fancy, in the illustrious records of our colony. He was acquitted. But he was by no means overjoyed at that jury's shameless verdict, rather, he was plunged into a deep melancholy. He came and saw me about what he called the jury's refinement of torture. ' I know fairly well what it amounts to,' he said. ' I am reserved for judg- ment. If only I had made some sort of show of purging what I did in prison. But it's no good now.' A FARMER'S STORY 161 He seemed dreadfully moody. Then, just when his wife was coming out, he seemed to brighten up. But he was back again in gloom, I found, one night not long afterwards. That was the night when he came to my farm with his waggon, bringing up furniture to get their home ready. ' He was to go back and fetch her by that day week,' he said. He did not say anything stupid before my wife or before her brother. He only seemed very quiet and thoughtful at supper and afterwards. But he asked me to come into the hut where he was sleeping when the others went to bed, and there he told me a story. 'That jury gave me away,' he said. ' I'm reserved for judgment. I'll tell you what I did the night before I started up here. I wanted spiritual consola- tion. I wouldn't go to our own parson in Rosebery, rightly or wrongly. He had as good as told me he didn't think M 162 TRIAL BY JURY: much harm of what I had done. He was on the committee of the club, and they said he spoke against my being turned out. He seemed to me to be rather hard on natives himself, a thing I don't care to notice in a parson. Any- how, I didn't go to him. You remember the story of how Lorenzo de Medici would not have a Court confessor on his death-bed, but sent for a Dominican friar who, he had reason to know, was not likely to flatter him much ? Do you remember how he got true counsel even if he missed pardon ?' ' I remember the story,' I said. ' I shouldn't much like to have been so hard on a dying man as Savonarola was.' ' He did what he thought was his duty,' said my friend. ' He was a straight man. Well, I wanted a straight man, not a mealy mug. You know Eve the missionary, the man who often gets into hot water the red-headed Bor- derer. I could see by the way he cut A FARMER'S STORY 163 me in the street he was a good man to go to.' I smiled, rather amused at his test. ' I know I was acting on right lines in going to him,' he went on. ' He dealt with me faithfully. He's got the courage of his opinions, and I admire him. He received me quite kindly, and listened to what I had got to say. Then he asked me to kneel with him and to pray for guidance. Next he asked me to tell him the whole story of the case from the beginning, and I told him. Then he talked to me about the Love of God. Then he read me the passage about what St. Paul proposed doing with the man who did that deed at Corinth, and asked me, " Would I like him to act on that suggestion ?" ' " By all means," I said ; " I would like to pay somehow." '"Think what you are doing," he said. " The price may be very hard to pay. Remember the great Ransom M 2 164 TRIAL BY JURY : that has been paid already! Cannot you rest on the assurance of that alone?" 'I thought a bit. Then I said, "I am not disparaging the great Ransom, I think. But I feel called to pay some- what myself. I agree to St. Paul's way." So he called his wife> and the native teacher and his wife, for witnesses, and explained to them very briefly what I had asked. He took my hand. ' " In the name of our Lord Jesus Christ," he said, " now that we two or three are gathered together with the power of our Lord Jesus Christ, I deliver you unto Satan for the destruction of the flesh, that the spirit may be saved in the Day of the Lord Jesus." So I had received what I had wanted, and I came away.' 'Oh, why didn't you confess to a decent priest ?' I said. What weird haggard rites you Protestants do fashion !' He sighed. A FARMER'S STORY 165 ' Last night,' he went on, ' I was camping out at the Maduna Drift. The moon was to rise late. The evening star went down, and our night-trek was finished. I fell asleep long before she came up. When I woke, or seemed to wake, she had just risen. She was crest- ing a rock to the east, and on that crested rock a lion was standing. He was only about forty paces away. He roared, and some voices answered. They were lamentable voices. There came out into the moonlit Veld be- tween my camp fire and the moon twelve hyenas, and stood hearkening. Then the lion began to roar and roar again. He tossed his head towards me and towards the moon. I noted that distinctly. Then he tossed his head towards me and growled on, and on, and on. At first I was afraid, then I was interested, then I fell into deep thought. I seemed to recall the judge with his gruff voice charging the jury you wot of. i66 TRIAL BY JURY: More and more I grew sure of the resemblance. I looked closer, and I noted something in the lion's eyes. I remembered to whom it was that I had been delivered up. I realised somewhat of Eve's warning. 'Then all the hyenas faced me and howled together, howl on howl. I looked in their eyes, and guessed who and what they were. They were mashawe, those witch-beasts ; outlandish spirits seeking rest, and ill guests in their restlessness ! At length my vision faded, and I slept a heavy restful sleep till sunrise. But I woke sadly oppressed with the remembrance of all that I had dreamt.' I made but one comment on his story. ' Old man, you ought never to have come out to this country,' I said. I thought about the tale now and again ; then I almost forgot it till that sultry evening when October was with us once more. He had never spoken A FARMER'S STORY 167 to me of it since, though a few times he had hinted at it, or seemed to do so. I remembered the story with a start when I was walking home from his sick-bed on that sultry October evening. ' It's just about a year ago,' I thought. 'Yes, I remember the date. The moon rises at twelve to-night. I wonder if this is the anniversary.' It wasn't. The next night was, as I have figured it out since. He was much better next day, and insisted on riding his donkey over to my place. How pleased and proud he was at the sight of his two babies ! How much better his wife seemed ! I went to bed with a strangely happy heart. After all, this wasn't such a penitential and purgatorial land, per- haps, as I had been used to think it. I woke with a start. Had I, or had I not, heard a lion's roar ? A noise like it was in my ears. I rose and looked out of the window. The moon had risen above the rocks in front of that window. 168 TRIAL BY JURY: What were yonder spot of fire and yonder white-shirted figure doing on the rock where I had threshed some wheat only yesterday ? I went to the door. As I passed my friend's bed (he had chosen to sleep under the verandah), I saw that he was gone. I went out to the rocks and found him. There he stood in the moonlight a sacrificial figure, his hands uplifted. A fire was beneath, on the stone. Even as I watched, he turned and heaped gleam- ing wood-ashes in an earthen vase before him. He seemed not to feel their fiery heat. Then he stood with hands up- lifted again. I didn't know what it meant at the time. God forgive me! I waited blindly and blankly. Soon he had finished. He came back to me with his eyes glowing. I stared at him, and our eyes met. Then horrible visions came into his, and troubled them. He pressed his hands to his A FARMER'S STORY 169 temples. ' Sentence is executed,' he said. Without another word he was gone in the night. At last I went to the fire. You know what the native custom as to twins used to be.* Well, I saw what I saw in the vase under the glowing wood -ashes. The Power to whom he had been delivered had passed his case on to a jury of outcast spirits, and these had dealt with him and sentenced him after their kind. What wonder if he had been tempted to act unaccountably from our point of view ? I buried what was left that night in secret, with such honour as I might. Next day the mother was laid by her children. The father has never come back to append any moral to this family story. It seems to me that there are more morals than one. One moral is that if you minister to * This custom, happily, is becoming obsolete. I7o TRIAL BY JURY a mind diseased, you should use Pauline discrimination in your application of a Pauline anathema. Another is, that where justice tends to lose its savour, acquittal tends to lose its exhilarating properties. Another is, that the genii of the earth of Africa, though not invincible, are strong. XIII ART THOU FOR US, OR FOR OUR ADVERSARIES? AN experienced and up-to-date mis- sionary was making his way across the wild country to the railway. He was going home for rest. The missionary who walked with him had come to relieve him : he had little African experi- ence, and had scarcely proved his man- hood as yet in African adventure. So he listened with some respect as his companion lectured him on the policy to be pursued with regard to his charges. Soon it was time to part company. A pleasant warmth of fare-well wishing redeemed all differences and came from the hearts of both of them. The home-going traveller passed on 171 i;2 ART THOU FOR US, with four well-loaded carriers, his gun under one arm, his Prayer-Book held in hand, as he began his Evening Office. The younger man rilled his pipe and lit it. Then he turned back with his one boy ; he took part of his load from him, when his companion was safely out of sight. He was going only five miles of the way to his station that night ; he had left two boys at the ford to make his camp ready. When he reached it, just as the sun was half-dipped behind rocks, a fire was burning and a kettle singing. He crossed himself and said his Angelus, then he went to his supper. When it was done, he lit his pipe and made a pilgrimage up the cliff-side. It was one of a range of cliffs that rises very sheerly from the valley of the Sawi. On their sides is iron shale in plenty : thence it is that much iron for hoe-heads and spear- heads is carried to be smelted. It was at the foot of one of the hills that both missionaries had halted at noon-day. OR FOR OUR ADVERSARIES? 173 The sun had been burning then, as the younger one climbed up to gain the view from the ridge. To his delight he had come upon a cleft in the face of the ascent, green with grass and foliage, and a clear spring of water. As he had drunk he had seemed to taste the iron water of his own town in Kent. He felt somewhat of what David felt about that well by Bethlehem's gate, as he thought of those Kentish springs. He was glad, indeed, to revive his memories of them, there in that far country. Now at evening, when he came back to drink of the water, a strong sense of happiness was with him. He had felt puzzled by his companion, whose out- look on the life of the hills seemed so different from his own. Now his com- panion was gone, and had taken his twentieth-century atmosphere away with him. The lasting hills remained, and the rustic life seemed in very little peril. Far away down by the river, the 174 ART THOU FOR US, drums were beating in a kraal. A plover that he had startled was crying down the spruit, a jackal was yelping now and then in the long grass close by. The frogs were holding a concert of their own; there was promise of rain before many days were over. He drank, kneeling down, and the sense of imminent magic thrilled him. It was no surprise when a bronze figure came softly down the hollow above the spring, brushing the charcoal scrub lightly away before him. He was a beautiful figure of a youth, naked but for the leopard-skin about his loins and the bead-fillet that bound his head. He had a spear in his right hand, the handle garnished with the work of the country in three several colours of wire. His face was of the type you sometimes see in Mashonaland, the eyes soft and wist- ful, the nose archly cut, an Egyptian face, or Punic, or Jewish if you must have a comparison with some other OR FOR OUR ADVERSARIES? 175 type, the Mashona type being so des- pised. He spoke in English, I suppose, as the missionary understood him so clearly, but at the time this did not seem at all wonderful. After he had finished, his hearer had no clear recollection of the words, whether they had been Greek, or Latin, or Mashona, or English. He only knew that he understood very perfectly, and been charmed with the sound of what was said. His hearing had not dwelt upon the words at all. So I had better not try to set down the similitude of them, but rather to give their aim and argument. He spoke of the goats and sheep, the cattle and the crops, he spoke of the droughts and the murrain, and of the sickness that follows the east wind now and again, or haunts the steaming land when the rains are over. And he spoke of the famines and the terror of Europe, and the gun and game laws, and the 176 ART THOU FOR US, curse of the great taxing every year when many of the people are caught and cannot come home. He said how many of the white masters are harsh and a few gentle, and how many of the folk draw to the few. And he revealed and manifested the folk as sometimes wild, shy, prone to trickery and deceit, and violence unto those weaker than themselves, selfish and indolent if you call them to help others, but working like giants if they spy their own vantage close before them. Yet he told how so many of them love their fathers and mothers and wives and children nobly, and how they are awed by death, and reverence spirits, and remember the dead. And he said, wisely and truly, that these were to be likened to the iron on the hills about them, that needs to be worked in the prevailing love of the fire, hour after hour, and hours after that, day and night, and night and day. He spoke fiercely of two missionaries OR FOR OUR ADVERSARIES? 17? that had great farms and ruled as kings not many miles away. They were not kings in their own land, he said. And he spoke well of two others that lived poorly. He declared, not once nor twice, that if the poor God that was born in a stable and healed poor men freely, and shares to-day with black folk as though He were born in the same house with them, were only to be declared, many might yet believe. ' And are you for our God ?' asked the missionary curiously. ' I am for Love,' he said, 'who lives among the flocks and the herd-boys, and the gardens and the husbandmen, and the huts and the wives and mothers. Some of your teachers know little of Him, while others know more than the Mashona folk a great deal, since they are His, and He is theirs, Body and Soul.' ' And will you help me ?' said the missionary. ' I will help Him,' he answered, ' whether He makes war N i;8 ART THOU FOR US? with you or against you. Am I not of His Host ?' And with that he was gone. The missionary looked and wondered. Is there any number of His Armies? Can it be that there is a South-land regiment in the Sabaoth of the Lord, and that His angels do not all wear albs and stoles of the Western Church, or dress like kings in Jewry ? There was a flapping in the trees right over him. He rubbed his dazed eyes, and the charm of the water was spent. He could see, as it were, a huge hawk or owl with wide- spread wings, mounting and brooding and soaring over the crests of the cliffs. XIV THE VELD FIRES: A MINER'S STORY THERE were three men going east when the Fanny Mine closed down. There was Jenkins, and there were Moore and I. We had not spent so very ^much before starting, so there was a chance we might get home when once we got to the railway. But there were also many chances against our getting home, the customs of the country being dead against us. It was June, and the fires were in full swing. We had not been in the way of seeing them much, the last season or two at the mine. Now the country we were travelling through towards the post- 179 N 2 i8o THE VELD FIRES: town was a fine country to see them in. I shall never forget that last stage to Zitplaaten. We had had dinner about noon, when we were at the store twenty miles or so away. Then we had sat an hour or two over a bottle of whisky. We had barely three hours of light before us when we started away through the Kaffir gardens. The boys were singing here, there, and everywhere along our road: their time of threshing was now fully come, and their sticks were drumming fiercely. A fresh breeze came from the south- east, and it was good as we came by a rock-floor to see the women winnowing. How briskly the grain was tossed and fell in the trays, with the greenish spindrift speeding away on the gusts ! We stopped for a drink once or twice, and lit our pipes a dozen times, but there was not much comfort in them, the draught being so snatchy and greedy. A MINER'S STORY 181 When we came to the gorge among the rocks, the sun was setting without much fuss in a cloudless sky. When we had climbed over the crest and louped down to the ford, the darkness was almost gathering. Afterwards, when it fell, we saw things. The grass fires were burning queerly and patchily that night in that country-side, and one man might make one thing of them, another another. I know what I made of them, and I will tell you, though I never said a word at the time of what I saw. We were walking single file on the Kaffir path, Jenkins behind and Moore in front of me. We had not said any- thing since we passed the ford. Now the weather was quieter, and we puffed luxuriously as the stars came out, clear and many, above. It was the moon's black quarter, and the dark threw up the glory of the fires. Suddenly I looked and saw Charter- 182 THE VELD FIRES: house, just as it used to look up the hill of nights. The lights lay along the other hill above me, looking just as they used to look in that last Long Quarter, the one before I left. I would be coming back late after school from a master, with whom I read Hecuba and Medea for Oxford. There was just a scatter of lights that told of the houses on the hill I was tramping over. Yes, and behind me was the water-tower. Up there was the main show ! Not so many lights, but enough to show the bulks of tower-tops and class-rooms and cloisters. I thought about it all, and wanted lots of things that might have been, but now couldn't be, and made up my mind as to one or two things so far as I could. Another mile, and the school was out of sight. Jenkins shouted at his boy, who was lagging far back in the valley, and the youngster yelled in answer. I was again in Rhodesia. I had been A MINER'S STORY 183 going so smoothly, knowing nothing of broken path or blisters ; surely Fate takes a safe and tender grasp of all remorseful dreamers. Now I put my foot out of the straight way, and explored a grip to the right that gave me a brutal shaking. I cried out, and the others sympathised. Then we pitched a sort of a camp to take stock of my injuries, and fettle ourselves for our last lap. At length we got on again, and the fires began to pose anew, or rather I had new eyes for new fires. Now I was in Oxford right enough. First I thought I saw the very line of the High : there was the bit with Queen's and Magdalen School, and that famous curve of beauty. But then, after that, I was ever so much more surely by Trinity in the Broad. I wasn't looking on to it like I was on to the High just before. I was walking down it. I saw a book-shop, and some Csesars on the other side. Then 184 THE VELD FIRES: I saw the Lodge and the Iron Gates coming. There, close by me, were the Cottages, with the room I had my first year in, lighted through a striped blind ! I don't think I saw anything more at all distinctly, except Trinity Chapel and the Archway. I know I missed the Lime Walk. I began to think over what I had seen, and went dizzy with a qualm of sickness that would not go, but clung. When I woke up, it was black dark. We were long out of the fires and almost into the coach road : Jenkins and Moore were cursing me with one consent for not answering. When we got into town, I went into the bar and had one drink with them. I wouldn't have any supper after that : * I'm to catch the post-cart at 6.30,' I said ; ' I'm going to turn in now.' I thought the other two would make a horrid row about it, but they didn't. A MINER'S STORY 185 Moore said he was coming too. He came to his own doss in the same dirty little shed of floor-boards and iron. Jenkins said he was going to make a night of it, but he didn't badger us to stay. When I was called by the fat barman at five, I did not seem to have been asleep very long. Jenkins had come in making a ghastly row just before some cocks crowed. I wasn't rightly awake when he came hauling and howling at me. Soon someone had pulled him off and out of the room ; there had been a great banging and cursing. Then I had dozed off. When I got up, the dawn was just coming. I was dressed before Moore turned out. Jenkins had shown fight, I was told, and I had better not go near him: it was touch and go whether he would be in the rats before the day was out. It didn't seem the game leaving him 186 THE VELD FIRES: so, but I knew what I'd vowed to do last night, and this seemed about the only chance. I paid the barman to send me a wire at Bulawayo, and another if needed at Cape Town. He would get our mate into hospital, supposing it wanted doing, and he would tell me how he fared. Then, in the first fresh ardour of the sun on the metal roofs, with the white frost spangling the unburnt grass at the roadside, we started. As our mules jingled along, I was dreaming another sort of dream great part of that day. The blue heavens smiled over the dead black of the plains, and somehow I seemed back in Essex snows on a fine Christmas morning. The black winter brought back the white winter somehow, and I was home thus early in my trek. At Bulawayo there was a wire with bad news of Jenkins, in the rats un- doubtedly. A MINER'S STORY 187 At Cape Town there was news of the end. We were both of us cut up a good deal, but we kept steady. Moore puzzled me; he seemed to have made up his mind, just as I had, to take no risks, but to try and get home for certain this time, if only the way were not barred. When we had been on the boat about fourteen days, we talked a little of what had happened. It was twelve o'clock ; the bells had just gone for midnight, and the watch been changed. It was sultry indeed. The sea glowed in lava about the keel as we looked over. The stars above looked feverish. I talked about what I had seen in the fires, and how I had made up my mind not to lose my chance to get home. To my surprise, Moore told me that he had seen things himself that other night. ' I saw the old railway junction where I used to work, almost as plain as I see you,' he said. i88 THE VELD FIRES ' I wish Jenkins had seen something to fetch him home,' said I. ' He did see something,' Moore said. ' He told me that last night when you were out of the room. He told me he saw hell fires, and they'd got on his nerves. I do believe they helped to make him play the goat so.' Those are wonderful mirages that the fires contrive in the wilderness. If there is anyone who scoffs at this story, let him go in June thither, to see such sights, remorseful or complacent, as the night may show him ! XV THE SCALES OF PASSION : A FRIEND'S STORY ' All breathing human passion far above, That leaves a heart high-sorrowful and cloyed, A burning forehead and a parching tongue.' KEATS. HE was sitting in a boat far up the Upper River it was near Cassington, I think when he propounded to me the theory of the Scales of Passion. Hay was being made in a meadow close by, and the breeze was in the right quarter. What with the scent and the shade and the sunlight and the running water, we were well off indeed that June afternoon. I was so well contented that I was in no mood to criticise fiercely. The theory was a pleasant enough one, and it mean- 189 igo THE SCALES OF PASSION: dered on and on, while I lay and smoked and wondered not a little. It was to this effect : Passion in pure and fervent souls is active, not quiescent ; but it is balanced. Read the Passion of St. Agnes in the Acts of the Martyrs. Her desire here on earth, both pure and fervent, is for Christ in Glory. Therefore she lives in the Church of her Beloved here on earth, as not content with possessing Him therein. Follow that same martyr to the other side of death. Assuredly you will find that her desire is now to Christ, who is in poverty on the earth that she has left. Until consummation come, and the transcending change of our natures, it will always be so. St. Michael, or whoever is the weigher and appraiser of human souls, contrives this balance of the Scales of Passion the everlasting dissatisfaction of some souls with their own satisfaction, the ebb and flow of fervent tides of self- A FRIEND'S STORY 191 sacrifice between two worlds that have need of one another. My friend spoke with a real conviction, and he had a dainty trick of style in presentment. So I heard his theory out with patience, though it seemed to me perverse and fanciful. 'What practical good or sense is coming after all this demonstration ?' I asked him. He hesitated. ' Well, it's true,' he said ; ' and it's always good to hear any truth nowadays that anyone's quite sure about. I'm quite sure about this theory.' ' How can you be ?' I said. ' You haven't been to and fro, and sampled these two worlds you are theorising about.' He looked puzzled. His grey eyes had that quaint look I have often seen in them, the harking-back sign, the shrinking of the pupils all of a sudden in a forced march of memory. 192 THE SCALES OF PASSION: ' No, I can't be quite sure,' he ad- mitted after a pause. ' I am arguing from my own experience, which isn't very pure or very fervent, and I am arguing from feelings about two ends of this one and the same world. Yet I'm sure I'm about right.' I laughed. ' You have made a man's retractation, but covered and gone behind it like a girl,' I said. So we argued on, drawing away as it turned out from the real subject we were both interested in. I never drew from him on that day any real personal experiences as to the Scales of Passion. I would rather not tell you the name of this friend of mine. He was reading in libraries and writing books (that were not destined to be very popular) in Oxford. He had won a prize fellowship. He was in his right place, I felt, just where he was. He would be wise, as I thought, in settling down in Oxford and marrying. Yet for selfish reasons I was A FRIEND'S STORY 193 glad enough that he delayed. I managed to see much of him meanwhile, with a fear often in the background as to our time together beginning at last to grow short. I went back to my work in the country the very day after that river scene. We were not to take up the same subject for a very long time. I am not given to letter-writing on abstract sub- jects, nor in those days was he. As it turned out, I was not to see him again till I went up in the first week of the New Year. It was snowy then, and night fires were very comfortable. It was after dinner on the third night that we found ourselves with nothing much to do and no intrusive friends. He stirred up the logs and lit his pipe. He settled me in his best arm-chair. Then at last he told me much that was in his mind, without using many words to tell it. ' It's this way,' he said. ' I was born o 194 THE SCALES OF PASSION : in Africa a wild part in the Transkei. My father worked for the natives, and I want to take up his work in another part of Africa. I can't explain to you well the whole host of attractions. Of course there is the main reason that one ought to go and do what one may. Then there are many spells and charms. The thatched villages, the country people, who might have stepped out of Theo- critus if their skins were fairer. Spring, summer, autumn, winter! Hoeing, weeding, harvesting, threshing, and garnering. The cattle and the goats herded under the spread of sky with its great winds and storms and stars ! Here in Oxford I think much of that waste country, where I don't think my life would be wasted.' ' And are you wasting it here ?' I asked him gloomily. ' You have taken root rather deeply, I should say.' ' Yes,' he said, ' I know that. I know when I get out there my desire will be A FRIEND'S STORY 195 towards this paradise. But that will do me good, as I conceive.' ' I don't see why,' I answered. ' I should find it very distracting out there to be always craving to be back again.' ' You don't understand my theory of life,' he said. ' Don't you remember what I said about the Scales of Passion ? You didn't understand then what I meant about my own experience. I will try and tell you now. I was arguing about the desires of earnest people (here and in the world hereafter) stretching from world to world. I was really arguing from my own experience of the craving I feel in Oxford for Africa, and that I used to feel long ago in Africa for Oxford.' He told me of his night rides and trampings over the Veld of old. Strange it seemed to me that he had told me so little of these in all our years of friend- ship. He told me how he would know Arnold's Oxford poems by heart. How O 2 196 THE SCALES OF PASSION : he, a true gipsy scholar, would wander among those native gipsies, sleep in their huts, or by their camp fires, with the desire of Oxford in his heart. He wasn't sure then whether he had known Oxford in some pre-natal state or not. He sometimes felt really sure that he had. He was glad of his desire and his dream in those far-back African years of waiting. He told me that he thought they had helped him to true sympathy with the Theocritean life of pagan Africans, and with the mediaeval glamour of African Christianity. Then at last he had come to Oxford in the flesh. Consequently, in due course the higher desire of his heart went back in its homing journey to scenes and peoples he had left in Africa. He had walked Trinity Lime Walk and planned arcades of the crimson-budded Kaffir-tree in some future Oxford of the Africans. He had watched English country life in those Upper River villages, and planned A FRIEND'S STORY 197 to deliver his own rustics from European violence, fraud, and contempt. He had worshipped before the All Souls' reredos and seen the vision of the souls of Africa. He had watched that inscrutable Christ of all times and all races in the Keble picture, and yearned towards the rejected Black Christ with new glows of devotion. Now this New Year the turn of time had come in its due course, as it seemed to him. ' I am sailing after Easter, I hope. Times go by turns, and the time for my journey has come.' I was very sorry for myself when I heard him. But I saw that he was right, and I had the grace to say so, rather grudgingly. I marvelled that I had not grasped his theory of life better all this time, having known him so well and so long. He went ten years ago now, and I 198 THE SCALES OF PASSION : have only seen him for a week or two in one year of those ten. But he has grown into a steadfast letter-writer, and his desire is to England and Oxford still. Will a new turn of the times come to him ? I do not think it will in our life-time now, for his work seems to twist itself tightly about him as the years go by. Yet he means coming for awhile this very year, and I hope he may come again and again, once at least for every lustre that we shall live to see. His last letter was a rhapsody, the greater part of it, on the old lines. He was speaking of Oxford and Africa, of earth and purgatory. He gave thanks that among all the noble orderings of God none seemed nobler than that of the balance of the Scales of Passion. He said he was very thankful for his divided heart. It had kept him from ever so many perils or dubieties he instanced matrimony, con- A FRIEND'S STORY 199 servatism, the new criticism, the new imperialism, the new drama, charity organisation. I am sure that I have got to know him to more real purpose in these ten years of his absence than in those ten years of friendship that went before them, when we lived so often side by side. His treasure seems fated to be in the other of his two worlds. If he is in Africa you should look for it in England. ' Where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.' I had better stay where I am, probably, if I want to read and rejoice in the heart of my friend. XVI THE OPEN HOUSE IT was a cold winter season when John Service began to build. He was on a lonely trading station in the Karuma range lonely, that is to say, as being remote from people of his own race: there were people enough of the race who dealt with him settled around. That year was not a good trading year, and John Service's returns to his em- ployers were scanty. But he was not particularly depressed, he did not indeed take any particular note of his failing custom. He had traded in this same place year after year, now doing well, now indifferently. He had grown to regard himself as a fixture. Therefore with but few misgivings 200 THE OPEN HOUSE 201 and much happy confidence, he began to build. He was engaged to the second daughter of the house on a farm twenty miles away. She was very young, and very dainty, and the thought of her made him fastidious in his architecture and in his execution of detail. He designed a very long body to his house, with a round tower at each end that gave to the whole face of the building an African expression. He was very neat in his finish, or he would have been, I think, had he seen the work through. He was saving as he might for his marriage, so he did not spend much on hiring labour, he worked very hard himself. The walls were of solid earth worked in a timber frame with a promise of splendid durability if only they should be well covered, and he meant that they should be. He amassed a mighty stack of cleaned grass by trading salt for it. Slowly it grew to grand proportions. By 202 THE OPEN HOUSE the time it did, the doors of stout floor- boards that had come by waggon from the township were ready. There had also come some very ample windows that were the admiration of his customers. These were laid by to wait for the day when the roofs should be finished. He had hired a coloured driver an old bricklayer's labourer to build the great chimney of fired bricks for him. It was cunningly built out, that there might be no fear of fire about it. When it was finished, Marofu, who had chosen fine hard-wood poles, began to fix the roof-timbers. Marofu was Service's Mashona factotum and a carpenter of considerable parts. Service did not stint him in nails, and the cross-timber was lavishly done. Then just as the first rains were threatening, the architect and master-builder began to thatch. He took pride in his thatching : he had taken lessons long ago in Essex, where they use good wheaten straw, from a thatcher THE OPEN HOUSE 203 of the old school. Now with picked grass of the Veld he worked almost pauselessly from dawn to dark, while Marofu took charge of his trading. He finished the long ridge of the main roof with its deep eaves, he finished the eaved dome to east, he had almost finished the eaved dome to west, well enough to cover the earthen walls from a deluge, when the news came. The news ! It came so suddenly by the mail it seemed, somehow, part of the first storm of the year that burst in the afternoon of that mail-day. The news came from Rosebery, a hundred miles off, and was as bad in one way as it could well be. The store was to be closed down at the end of the trading season in a month's time, and John Service was free to seek another sphere. He had been foolish with the folly of youth to count so recklessly on the next year, and on the next after that. Now his very days were numbered. 204 THE OPEN HOUSE He sent me over a line to tell me, and I came those eight miles, and beheld the glory of his house. I had seen the walls but beginning to rise the last time I came. Now I saw the glory of the work a glory condemned to desola- tion. ' Can't you knock out a living on your own here ?' I said. He sighed. ' Don't you think I'd stay if I had the least little hope of it ? But I'm going.' He took me into the big undivided room and showed me a wonderful frieze a native (he was good friends with natives) had designed for him. It looked like white crayon work, but it was executed with tsengo roots, roots that natives grow in swampy places. The designs of beasts and birds and hunters were much as in the so- called ' Bushmen ' paintings you find here and there throughout the country ; the dappling of the leopards was espe- cially well conceived, and a study of a THE OPEN HOUSE 205 baboon in simple white was strangely lifelike. Then he showed me the carving of the lintels, and the coloured wire-work that had been begun on the verandah pillars. He did not say much, but he said enough to show me something of what he felt. ' I'm going to send back the windows,' he said; 'they'll take them back all right, I know. How long will the house be falling to pieces, I wonder, with no one here ? You might have thought that Marofu would be glad of this house, but he isn't. He's a be- nighted heathen, and he doesn't like this place. Says that people lived here long ago and found much sickness ; that there are many graves.' ' Why,' I said, ' there are kraals all round.' ' But not just here,' Service said reflectively. It was true. The house stood on a high rocky platform with a stream on either side: the streams mingled a mile beneath. 2o6 THE OPEN HOUSE Across either stream there were villages. There were two villages not far from the trading store on the south side. There were two villages, one on the brow and one in the valley beneath, to the north. But the platform itself was a desolate place save for the new house that stood so proudly forlorn. ' Doubtless it's all for the best,' I said. ' You'd have been sorrier had you buried a wife and a child here.' Then after he had given me some tea, and talked about his plans, or want of plans, rather despairingly, I said good- bye, and started for my home. He came my way when he went for good. ' I'll give you the house so far as a man may,' he said. ' The place is our Native Reserve. I should apply for a ten-acre grant if I were you. The house itself is built on what was a glorious little patch of mealie ground. There must have been graves or something about, things grew with such a will there. I paid the THE OPEN HOUSE 207 owner two pounds last tax time when he was hard up, and he was pleased enough to sell me the rights of the ground, so far as he was concerned. But don't say another word about the place now, I do beseech you. I'm rather sore.' I thought over what he had said, but I did not act upon it that year. I had my own work at hand. Why should I want to live eight miles away ? But I passed that way twice before the year went out. The first time I went, dusk was deepening a grey November dusk. I had come from the south past a hill's shoulder when suddenly the great bulk of the house loomed before me. Cheerless and fireless it stood up there, and I thought what might have been the light just being lit for eventide, the fire crackling up the chimney, John smoking his pipe beside it, my hostess hurrying to make me a cup of tea. I ao8 THE OPEN HOUSE filled my pipe and lit it, and I went away sorrowful. The next time I passed that way I went on the morning after Christmas. I was making for a farm ten miles beyond it. I had finished my duties in church very early, and I hurried over my break- fast. I had brought one native com- panion with me, and we had a kettle with us and some food. Now as I came on that would-be castle of delight something inspired me to go in and make a further breakfast there. It was a little lonely within. A toad hopped to and fro, and a lizard darted up and down one wall. As the fire shone on the hearth, I looked into one or two dark corners watchfully. But there were no ghosts there, or I did not see them. The place seemed pleased to see me, a shell of a place, a poor dead body. The kindling THE OPEN HOUSE 209 of that fire seemed to put a spark of life into it. Early in the new year a thought came. If I could not live there myself, some- one better might. So we made a church of the place at Candlemas, ere Christ- mastide was gone by. ' The Church of the Holy Family,' we called it. It made a good church. In the eastern dome the Family Board was set, and in the western dome the Bowl of Adoption, and in the long body of the house boys and girls met together and were taught the Family Tradition and the obligation of the Family Honour, and the Arcana and Mysteria of the Household. I would come there every week as a rule, and after awhile another came and lived where the old store had stood. Then the candles would burn every morning and every evening, and the place looked cheerful and friendly all the year round. As to John Service, things seem to p 2io THE OPEN HOUSE have gone well with him since his old dark days, and not a little because of them. For he wandered about awhile seek- ing work, and finding none he went home to take up a share in a fruit farm. There he did well, and came out for his Jacomina, who had been disappointed of that first home. The home he offered her in Worcestershire, though not so romantically lonely as that first home would have been, was by no means urban, and they could both indulge their rural tastes therein. Service told her about it when he came out for her, and she agreed to go back with him. Thus it came about that they crossed the threshold of their first home that was to be very joyously. They were married in the Mission Church of the Holy Family ere they took train and boat for England. Many of the villagers were in the church or THE OPEN HOUSE 211 outside. The day was a Christmas Day. ' But the chimney ?' he asked, as we went over to the site of his old store. The Mission house there provided the guest-chamber of their wedding break- fast. ' The south tower,' I said. ' I admit we don't use it very often just for a few family festivals. This is one.' In the evening bride and bridegroom came back to the church again. The Christmas-tree was planted in the church German-fashion. We sang carols; then the presents were given away from the glowing branches. They were both pleased, bride and bridegroom. They sat by the lighted hearth holding one another's hands, and watching the children, Marofu's and the rest. When we came back to the Mission house we found a trader and his carriers had dropped in to share our hospitality. ' It gave me quite a start,' he said, P 2 212 THE OPEN HOUSE ' coming round the corner of the kopje to see a big homestead with all the lights flaring for Christmas. It put me back in the old country. You don't see many such sights out here.' The other day John Service wrote to me from Worcestershire. He said, ' I think I have got bigger views of things than I used to have. Once it made me a trifle bitter to think of my luck, losing my job just as I was getting the poor little house into shape. Now I have seen your happy family at Christmas, and it's bigger than mine would ever have been. " The greater good of the greater number " there's something in that. Also Jacomina and the child seem very healthy in the west country. There, at the home I planned, they might by now be dead of fever. Whereas your Mother and your Child are alive for ever- more. Plenty and peace and length of days then be to your Open House !' XVII THE EVE OF ST. AGNES IT was the Eve itself, and the year was the current year. I keep it carefully all years, this Eve, not only in memory of the Saint herself, and her illuminators, Keats and Tennyson, but in memory of a bygone romance of my own that is not so remote as theirs. This year the anniversary fell upon the day when I had planned to leave my mission station for a four months' homeward journey. The still and soft light that comes before a fine sunrise following days of rain was in our church, as I stood at our High Altar ministering. Some of the peace and hope and yearning of the day's legend came to 213 214 THE EVE OF ST. AGNES me in gleams as the sun rose and the mystery of Sacrifice culminated. When I had left the church, I called at the Sisters' house to say farewell. Sister Irene received me with an air of resignation. I had tried her much these last days which had been days of holiday-making for the boys and girls of our mission. ' You had better come and see Agnese. Tell her to cheer up, and make herself contented. She must not make an upset, even if Stefano should come back to-morrow. Now you are gone, she cannot well be married until the Archdeacon comes for Easter.' I went and saw Agnese. She had put on a clean white toga, or whatever the right name for that sort of long robe is, and looked quite dazzling. But her big eyes were very sad. She was sitting by the wood-fire in the girls' round kitchen, while a diligent younger sister swept around. THE EVE OF ST. AGNES 215 ' O Agnese, how can you be so idle ?' said Sister Irene. But she went away and left us, without edifying us further. * O Agnese !' I said, ' so Stefano has never come. I suppose he won't come in time for me to marry you two. I must be off to town now ; I am leaving there in the morning. You will have to wait for your marriage now a weary while.' She began to cry. I said a word or two of Christ's own. Then I told her the wisdom of her own St. Agnese. Of course she knew about the Angel and the white robe, and the suitor's blinded eyes. I had been telling of these in church only that morning. Now I went on to tell her about the legendary wisdom of the season about 'Agnes 1 dreams, the sweetest of the year.' I told her about the going supperless to rest, the couching supine, the not daring to look behind * lest all the charm be fled.' 216 THE EVE OF ST. AGNES I was not dogmatic, but I spoke sanguinely, I wanted to cheer her. The rapt way she hung upon my lips made me careful to assure her I was not speaking with the authority of the Gospel. But I think I really brightened her, and persuaded her to try hard to please Sister Irene, and to wait with patience ; I would intercede for her, I promised, and try hard to help her to a speedy wedding. I said good-bye and left her it might be to sleep that night ' in lap of legends old.' I kept my own counsel, and did not enlighten Sister Irene as to the romantic turn my parting counsels had taken. Soon I was off. I had an English wedding to solemnise at the town some twelve miles away. Agnese came with others of Sister Irene's girls to open her lips, and rap her cheeks, and shrill a wild farewell to me. Long after I failed to distinguish her companions, I could see her THE EVE OF ST. AGNES 217 perched on a rock and waving ecstati- cally. On the road, remorse came to me, and I reproached myself. I ought to be more careful, I thought. These young Mashona people take things so simply. Agnese may have no vision to-night, or not the right vision, then how sad she will be. She may think she has done something out of the way wrong, and be more unhappy. ' Do use a little more forethought in dealing with my children !' The words were Sister Irene's. I need not dwell long on the English wedding. Suffice it that the couple drove off in bright sunlight early that afternoon. They were to spend their honeymoon at the bridegroom's own homestead. The bridegroom was rather Byronic in appearance, but he was respectable and good-tempered ; the bride was a little fair-haired Dutch girl. 2i8 THE EVE OF ST. AGNES The wedding-party talked and laughed with the uproarious gaiety of middling colonial society. Art, poetry, religious idealism those imperious winds these vex its shallow waters seldom. The hard work that, I imagine, sweetens and seasons English society in Canada, is but a Kaffir concern too often in South Africa. The scandals simmered, the factions of the two or three castes in our tiny white community were adjusted, picnics, frocks, the delinquencies of native servants, the good things of the table, were discussed with touching serious- ness. At last we had recourse to a gramo- phone. After preliminary scrapings the strong voice of Mr. Willie Carver of the Cambridge Theatre of Varieties was heard in recitative and refrain. His wit did not equal his reputation, or was it that it had eluded the skill of its recorder? Or was it, again, that the THE EVE OF ST. AGNES 219 climate was unsuited to its keeping qualities ? At last, I got away into the garden. I had a ten minutes' discussion of * The Martyrdom of Christabel ' with Mrs. Champain. I was plied with tea and cake by my hostess, Mrs. Clinker, a woman who really looks after her children and her home. (' O si sic omnes!') I listened to Mr. Durward's views on how to corner the grain of the district, while Mrs. Norham and Miss Castle close by interspersed anecdotes of Miss Surrey's hauteur and impropriety. It was time to be going ; the sun was low indeed. Then it was that Annie Severn, the sister of the bridegroom (she was as fair as he was dark), came and spoke to me. She had had rather a dull day, I gathered. She wanted me to come up again after dinner, to Mrs. Clinker's, and talk over her plans with her. She was an English girl who had only come 220 THE EVE OF ST. AGNES out six months ago to keep house for her brother before he was engaged. She had been assigned in betrothal by Mrs. Norham to at least three of our six fairly eligible bachelors. But that was not her fault. ' How I hate it !' she said, as we sat on the stoep after dinner. ' They think I came all the way from England to keep house for Leonard with the usual intention. They say Mrs. had a wedding - dress in her trunk, and Miss was contracted for, by her sister, before ever she arrived. So they won't believe in any sort of dis- claimer. ' I don't want to be really uncharit- able. But I don't think I was brought up judiciously enough to admire colonial society. I like to be sure my brother's friends will be sober when they come to call.' I smiled sadly. ' You had better get home/ I said, ' now Leonard's married. THE EVE OF ST. AGNES 221 Write to Cape Town to-morrow and arrange which Line. I don't think you'd be very happy out here. We don't seem to get the right sort some- how, though we do fly the English She looked at me. It is curious how particular black faces resemble particular white faces; her face was finely cut, she had bright hair and grey eyes, but the expression and cast of her features was almost Agnese's own. ' You seem fairly happy,' she said. ' Yes, but I have my call and my work. I don't live in a little country town (you remember what Tennyson said about the little country town) or depend much on its society. I depend on the Veld a great deal.' 'Why shouldn't I live on the Veld, and have my call and my work ?' she said. ' I have arranged it all with your Bishop. I am to help Sister Irene and 222 THE EVE OF ST. AGNES Sister Maud that is, if they or you don't demur.' I was astonished. The grim material clouds of Africa seemed to lift. I looked out from the stoep at the stars. The gramophone in the parlour was making some amends for the afternoon's debauch of Willy Carver. It was play- ing a setting of the fifteenth century an A ve Maria an air with a throb in it. 'Do you know?' Annie went on, 'this is St. Agnes' Eve. I learnt about it at school. Not that they used to take much account of Saints' days there. But Keats and Tennyson both happen to have written about it, and we had a nineteenth century Poetry prize. I used to know Keats' Eve by heart, and dream about it. And, as for Tennyson's, I painted a picture of it that was not so bad as other things I've painted. I used to think a lot about Keats' version. That didn't come true, as once I thought it might. Tennyson's version is going THE EVE OF ST. AGNES 223 to come true, so help me God ! Now you must be off, as you start so early. Good-bye.' I strolled back towards my corrugated iron-roofed lodging. As I went, I said the lines over to myself about the convent and the convent-towers, and the robes, and the snow, and the taper, and the moon, and the stars, and the Lamb. How often had I come to this little town expecting nothing, or worse than nothing, in the way of heavenly aspira- tion. Doubtless my want of expecta- tion, and reverence, and hope, had blinded my eyes to many glories. Now, after a rather cynical afternoon, I had come face to face with a splendour I had seen the glory of one in love with Love Himself. When I was back in the front bed- room at the hotel a rather blank place I lighted my pipe and lay on the bed wondering. 224 THE EVE OF ST. AGNES A knock at the door came. It was Stefano, a very lithe and very tall Mashona Stefano who had been working at Bulawayo ; Stefano for whom Agnese waited. 'You should have been here yester- day, Stefano,' I said. 'Yesterday I wanted to marry you and Agnese before I went away. Now I must be off early to-morrow. Therefore Agnese weeps.' Then Stefano told me how it was not his fault that he was late. He did not know of the haste of my setting-out for my home. ' What shall I do ?' he said; ' my heart is very sad, Father.' I considered. Then I said ; ' Are you very tired, Stefano ?' ' No,' he said, ' for I have come but a little way to-day. I did not hurry. I stayed with my kindred outside the town, not knowing your tidings. How should I know that you were going forth so soon ?' THE EVE OF ST. AGNES 225 I said, ' Go, if you will, Stefano, and wake Agnese, and, if she is fain, bring her hither. So I may wed you in the Location Church at the sunrise, before my setting forth.' Stefano was overjoyed. * I will go,' he said. ' Listen,' said I, ' Agnese sleeps in the kitchen now, by the ordering of Sister Irene, and she sleeps alone. To-night is a blessed night. To-morrow is the day of the girl Agnese who refused the heathen man, and chose our Lord. Our people have a story that girls who fast and pray and order themselves rightly to-night may see good dreams of the boys that shall marry them. Agnese, I think, will go to sleep to-night with the hope that she may see you in her dream.' Stefano smiled. ' I will not frighten her or harm her,' he said; ' I will take care of her, Father. I will play a little song on the marimba that she loves, 226 THE EVE OF ST. AGNES that I may awake her just a few harp- ings.' ' A very few,' I said. ' Remember Sister Irene.' Even Stefano looked a little awed. ' I will be very careful,' he explained. 'The great dog of the Sister is my friend. Do you think that he will bark much when he sees that it is I ? It is good that Agnese sleeps in the kitchen. The Sister will not hear. For it is far from her house.' ' Mind she does not. She will think you are a thief, and set Raphael the teacher to bring his gun to you. She will loose her small and hungry dog.' I remembered that dog's teeth in my own shin. Stefano laughed. ' She will not know,' he said. ' If God be pleased, I will make Agnese a feast in the kitchen, and then we will come by the light of the great moon. Look for us before the sun rises.' THE EVE OF ST. AGNES 227 ' It is well, Stefano,' I said. ' Now, do not disturb the good Sisters. More- over, I pray you, take great care of Agnese.' He went, and I was not long in turn- ing into bed. I drew up the blind so that the first of the light might reach me. What a grand moon there was to-night ! I thought of that high and triple-arched casement, and that splendid scutcheon, and of Madeline. Then I thought of a round dome of a hut (with perhaps a crevice in one wall for the moon to shine through) where Agnese knelt, her small silver cross suffused with glory : soon she stretched herself on her reed- mat, and gathering up her blanket, covered her face. Meanwhile, her fire burnt up again, the sticks crackled and the firelight danced in the moonshine. With that pleasant dance before my eyes, I fell asleep. I started and looked at the time. It G 2 228 THE EVE OF ST. AGNES was a quarter to four. I turned again. At half-past four I woke with a start, and began to dress. There came a knock at the door. ' The girl is here,' said Stefano. Agnese looked happy. I questioned her as to the story of the night. She said she woke with the moon shining through a hole in the wall, and Stefano was playing the marimba softly, and she was very glad. ' Then I began to cry,' she said, ' for I knew that our priest was gone away, and I did not mean to be married like the heathen. Therefore I bade Stefano to go away.' ' But I told her of the wedding at sunrise,' said Stefano, ' and forthwith made her a feast. Was it not good to make her a feast, Father?' 'A feast!' I sighed. 'Was it a heap Of candied apple, quince and plum, and gourd; With jellies soother than the creamy curd, And lucent syrops tinct with cinnamon ?' THE EVE OF ST. AGNES 229 Stefano looked doubtful. ' Father, we had bread, and a tin of beef, and coffee and sugar,' he said. ' We were hungry.' I reflected that the little-known has a savour of romance. To me locusts and wild honey suggested faerylands forlorn, to Stefano they were commonplace ; to me bread and bully-beef and coffee and sugar seemed humdrum, to Stefano they were as grapes of Eshcol, perilous spoil from the white man's Canaan. ' And Sister Irene ?' Agnese shook with laughter. ' I for- got her,' said she. ' I laughed so loud at the time when the coffee burnt me that I think I woke her. I heard her ask, " Who is it ?" as we crept by the Sisters' gate, and the great dog growled. Then her little dog began to bark much.' 'The Sister is very good,' I said. ' She keeps watch that she may help you.' Agnese went OD ' We feared that she 230 THE EVE OF ST. AGNES would come after us, so we ran a great way. Then on the hill we heard a noise as of people waking. Then it rained a little as we hurried on the path, and there was some lightning and thunder Then the cocks crowed the first time and the moon shone bright above us. Now we are come.' ' But the ring, my Father ?' said Stefano. I found a dull old ring wherewith I ministered to them in the brown Loca- tion Church of St. Francis. The sun came in and gilded it, as I linked their hands in the bond. A faint sound of hoofs and of voices drew near, just as we were signing our names. There was a surprised bustle among the few women and children who were gathered outside. ' It is the Sister,' said Johannes, my first witness. ' It is the great Sister,' said Francesco, my second witness. It was Sister Irene riding up to the door on her white donkey ! I was a little scared ; THE EVE OF ST. AGNES 231 yet I much admired her pluck and watchfulness. It was somewhat hard to explain matters to her. Why hadn't I told her what I was going to do ? Why did I tell my pupils they might do such strange things ? She thought what I had done was perilous. No, she had not read the poem, at least she thought not. Any- how, what rules could there be in it for the conduct of a mission station ? Yet, after a good breakfast at Mrs. Clinker's, she proclaimed her forgiveness towards Agnese and Stefano and myself, and grew quite cordial. She remembered 'The Eve of St. Agnes.' Why, of course she did ! Then I told her the news about Annie Severn Sister Annie that was to be. She was glad indeed. ' Don't tell me there are no magic case- ments now,' I said, as I shouldered my knapsack, ' or that St. Agnes' Eve is mere pious fiction ! Remember Sister 232 THE EVE OF ST. AGNES Annie giving herself, a glittering star, to the Divine Head of our Mission ! Re- member how Agnese and Stefano fled away into the storm this very year, this year of years!' POSTSCRIPT I SAW Africa little Town as well as Veld in her true light that morning. I had repented of my years of blindness. The graceless scales of yesterday had fallen from my eyes. How could I ever have been so blind, as I was those few hours ago, to the good-will about me ? Now I was healed and I saw- saw the pity and love of all faces, how- soever blanched or coloured, in that hour of farewell. I beheld each face as it was meant to be beheld ' Apparell'd in celestial light, The glory and the freshness of a dream.' TO OUR MOTHER-COUNTRY In God's cathedral, huge as earth, I stand, A child before an empire's A liar high O mother, mould and school our childish land, Thy cords of love in love yet faster tie : Our age is school-age, neither more nor less; Leave us not free to suffer or oppress ! Lady of realms, an exile son I kneel Within thy Lady -Chapel arched and strait. Guide exile sows thine own steep way to weal ; Teach them what made thy little England great : Bring us to know, we know not righteous- ness, Leave us not free to suffer or oppress ! 233 PRINTED BY BILLING AND SONS, LTD. GUILDFORD Ik;, u i. :. ni it? .u~ u. University of California SOUTHERN REGIONAL LIBRARY FACILITY 405 Hilgard Avenue, Los Angeles, CA 90024-1388 Return this material to the library from which it was borrowed. JAN 3 1158 00849 5870 000505065