THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES LIRA AND OTHER POEMS BY ALICE CAREY, AUTHOR OF 'CLOVERNOOK, OR RECOLLECTIONS OF OUR NEIGHBORHOOD IN THE WEST," AND ONE OF THE AUTHORS OF " POEMS BY ALICE AND PHCEBE CAREY." REDFIELD, CLINTON HALL, NEW YORK. 1852. ENTERED, according to Act of Congress, In the Year One Thousand Eight Hundred and Fifty-two, by J. S. EEDFIELD, In the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the United States, for the Southern District of New York. L98 CONTENTS, LYRA : A LAMENT . , WINTER . . . WRITTEN IN ILLNESS . HYMN TO THE NIGHT . THE POET . . , LILY LEE . . DEATH SONG . . WOOD NYMPHS . . THE DAUGHTER . < DESPAIR . . . YESTERNIGHT . . , To THE SPIRIT OF SONG . PROPHECY . . , PERVERSITY . . ANNUARIES . . , ANNIE CLAYYILLE . MILNA GREY . . ( THE MURDERESS . THE CONVICT . . , OF ONE ASLEEP . . JESSIE CARROLL . DISSATISFIED . . AGATHA TO HAROLD . < THE SPIRIT HAUNTED . WURTHA . . , MADELA . ," . THE SHEPHERDESS THE KECLAIMING OF THE ANGEL YOUNG LOVE . THE BETROTHED . GOING TO SLEEP PAGE 5 9 14 17 21 23 25 27 80 83 85 87 89 41 48 52 55 60 63 65 69 79 81 85 89 91 93 95 97 99 101 626043 IV CONTENTS. PAGE OF ONE DYING ..... 103 THE GOOD ANGEL ..... 105 OCTOBEB . . . . . 107 A KETROSPECT ..... 109 MY FRIEND AND I .... Ill A DREAM UNTOLD ..... 113 ULALIE . . v ; f ' ," y ? ' . . 116 PARTING SONG ' . - ; ! ' . . . 117 THE BROKEN HOUSEHOLD . . . . 119 FlRE-PlCTURES ... . . . 121 To THE WINDS ..... 123 To THE SPIRIT or GLADNESS . . . .125 A CHRISTMAS STOEY . . . -. 127 THISBE . . . . . .129 OUT BY THE WATERS . . . . 181 LOVE'S CHAPEL - . . . . . 138 THE TRYST ..... 135 THE BRIDAL OF Wo . . . . .137 FALLEN GENIUS ..... 139 DYING SONG ...... 141 DYING . . .. . . . 143 MAY VERSES ...... 145 PARTING WITH A POET . . . . 147 HARRIET . . . . . r _ . 149 To THE HOPEFUL ..... 151 RESPITE . . . . . . 153 THE DYING MOTHEK . . . . 155 THE LAST SON& . . . .j- : . 157 FALMOUTH HALL .... . 159 GLENLY MOOR ..... 161 KOSEMARY HILL . . . . . 163 ADELIED ...... 166 MULBERRY HILL . . . . . 167 SONG . ^ . . ... .169 LIVE AND HELP LIVE .... 171 DOOMED ...... 178 WEARINESS . . . . . 174 To ELMTNA . . . . . .175 HOMESICK ...... 176 KINDNESS . . . . , . .177 MY MOTHER . . . 178 POEMS BY ALICE CARET. LYEA: A LAMENT, I MAIDENS, whose tresses shine, Crowned with daffodil and eglantine, Or, from their stringed buds of brier roses, Bright as the vermeil closes Of April twilights after sobbing 'rains, Fall down in rippled skeins And golden tangles low About your bosoms, dainty as new snow ; While the warm shadows blow in softest gales Fair hawthorn flowers and cherry blossoms white Against your kirtles, like the froth from pails O'er brimmed with milk at night, When lowing heifers bury their sleek flanks In winrows of sweet hay or clover banks Come near and hear, I pray, My plained roundelay. 6 LYRA. Where creeping vines o'errun the sunny leas, Sadly, sweet souls, I watch your shining bands, Filling with stained hands Your leafy cups with lush red strawberries ; Or deep in murmurous glooms, In yellow mosses full of starry blooms, Sunken at ease each busied as she likes, Or stripping from the grass the beaded dews, Or picking jagged leaves from the slim spikes Of tender pinks with warbled interfuse Of poesy divine, That haply long ago Some wretched borderer of the realm of wo Wrought to a dulcet line ; If in your lovely years There be a sorrow that may touch with tears The eyelids piteously, they must be shed FOR LYRA, DEAD. The mantle of the May Was blown almost within the summer's reach, And all the orchard trees, Apple, and pear, and peach, Were full of yellow bees, Flown from their hives away. The callow dove upon the dusty beam Fluttered its little wings in streaks of light, And the gray swallow twittered full in sight ; Harmless the unyoked team Browsed from the budding elms, and thrilling lays Made musical prophecies of brighter days j LYRA. And all went jocundly. I could but say, Ah ! well-a-day ! What time spring thaws the wold, And in the dead leaves come up sprouts of gold, And green and ribby blue, that after hours Encrown with flowers ; Heavily lies my heart From all delights apart, Even as an echo hungry for the wind, When fail the silver-kissing waves to unbind The music bedded in the drowsy strings Of the sea's golden shells That, sometimes, with their honeyed murmurings Fill all its underswells ; For o'er the sunshine fell a shadow wide When Lyra died. When sober Autumn, with his mist-bound brows, Sits drearily beneath the fading boughs, And the rain, chilly cold, Wrings from his beard of gold, And as some comfort for his lonesome hours, Hides in his bosom stalks of withered flowers, I think about what leaves are drooping round A smoothly shapen mound; And if the wild wind cries Where Lyra lies, Sweet shepherds softly blow Ditties roost sad and low Piping on hollow reeds to your pent sheep Calm be my Lyra's sleep, 8 LYRA. Unvexed with dream of the rough briers that pull From his strayed lambs the wool ! Oh, star, that tremblest dim Upon the welkin's rim, Send with thy milky shadows from above Tidings about my love ; If that some envious wave Made his untimely grave, Or if, so softening half my wild regrets, Some coverlid of bluest violets Was softly put aside, What time he died ! Nay, come not, piteous maids, Out of the murmurous shades ; But keep your tresses crowned as you may With eglantine and daffodillies gay, And with the dews of myrtles wash your cheeks, When flamy streaks, Uprunning the gray orient, tell of morn While I, forlorn, Pour all my heart in tears and plaints, instead, FOR LYRA, DEAD. WINTER. Now sits the twilight palaced in the snow, Hugging away beneath a fleece of gold Her statue beauties, dumb and icy cold, And fixing her blue steadfast eyes below, Where, in a bed of chilly waves afar, With dismal shadows o'er her sweet face blown, Tended to death by eve's delicious star, Lies the lost Day alone. Where late, with red mists bound about his brows, Went the swart Autumn, wading to the knees Through drifts of dead leaves, shaken from the boughs Of the old forest trees, The gusts upon their baleful errands run O'er the bright ruin, fading from our eyes And over all, like clouds about the sun, A shadow lies. For, fallen asleep upon a dreary world, Slant to the light, one late October morn, From some rough cavern blew a tempest cold, And tearing off his garland of ripe corn, 10 WINTER. Twisted with blue grapes, sweet with luscious wine, And Ceres' drowsy flowers, so dully red, Deep in his cavern leafy and divine, Buried him with his dead. Then, with his black beard glistening in the frost, Under the icy arches of the north, And o'er the still graves of the seasons lost, Blustered the Winter forth Spring, with your crown of roses budding new, Thought-nursing and most melancholy Fall, Summer, with bloomy meadows wet with dew, Blighting your beauties all. Oh heart, your spring-time dream will idle prove, Your summer but forerun your autumn's death, The flowery arches in the home of love Fall, crumbling, at a breath ; And, sick at last with that great sorrow's shock, As some poor prisoner, pressing to the bars His forehead, calls on Mercy to unlock The chambers of the stars You, turning off from life's first mocking glow Leaning, it may be, still on broken faith, Will down the vale of Autumn gladly go To the chill winter, Death. Hark ! from the empty bosom of the grove I hear a sob, as one forlorn might pine The white-limbed beauty of a god is thine, WINTER. 11 King of the seasons ! and the night that hoods Thy brow majestic, brightest stars enweave Thou surely canst not grieve ; But only far away Makest stormy prophecies ; well, lift them higher, Till morning on the forehead of the day Presses a seal of fire. Dearer to me the scene Of nature shrinking from thy rough embrace, Than Summer, with her rustling robe of green, Cool blowing in my face. The moon is up how still the yellow beams That slantwise lie upon the stirless air, Sprinkled with frost, like pearl-entangled hair, O'er beauty's cheeks that streams! How the red light of Mars their pallor mocks, And the wild legend from the old time wins, Of sweet waves kissing all the drowning locks Pf Ilia's lovely twins ! Come, Poesy, and with thy shadowy hands Cover me softly, singing all the night In thy dear presence find I best delight ; Even the saint that stands Tending the gate of heaven, involved in beams Of rarest glory, to my mortal eyes Pales from the blest insanity of dreams That round thee lies. 12 WINTER. Unto the dusky borders of the grove Where gray-haired Saturn, silent as a stone, Sat in his grief alone, Or, where young Venus, searching for her love, Walked through the clouds, I pray, Bear me to-night away. Or wade with me through snows Drifted in loose fantastic curves aside, From humble doors where Love and Faith abide, And no rough winter blows, Chilling the beauty of affections fair, Cabined securely there, Where round their fingers winding the white slips That crown his forehead, on the grandsire's knees, Sit merry children, teasing about ships Lost in the perilous seas ; Or listening with a troublous joy, yet deep, To stories about battles, or of storms, Till weary grown, and drowsing into sleep, Slide they from out his arms. Where, by the log-heap fire, As the pane rattles and the cricket sings, I with the gray -haired sire May talk of vanished summer-times and springs, And harmlessly and cheerfully beguile The long, long hours The happier for the snows that drift the while About the flowers. WINTER. 13 Winter, wilt keep the love I offer thee? No mesh of flowers is bound about my brow ; From life's fair summer I am hastening now. And as I sink my knee, Dimpling the beauty of thy bed of snow Dowerless, I can but say Oh, cast me not away ! WRITTEN IN ILLNESS. Now in the field of sunset, Twilight gray, Sad for the dying day, With wisps of shadows binds the sheaves of gold, And Night comes shepherding his starry fold Along the fringed bottom of the sky. Alas, that I Sunken among life's faded ruins lie My senses from their natural uses bound ! What thing is likest to my wretched plight 1 ? A barley grain cast into stony ground, That may not quicken up into the light. Erewhile I dreamed about the hills of home Whereon I used to roam ; Of silver-leaved larch, And willow, hung with tassels, when like bells Tinkle the thawing runnel's brimming swells ; And softly filling in the front of March The new moon lies, Watching for harebells, and the buds that ease Hearts lovelorn, and the spotted adder's tongue, Dead heaped leaves among WRITTEN IN ILLNESS. 15 The verdurous season's cloud of witnesses ; Of how the daisy shines White, i' the knotty and close-nibbled grass ; Of thickets full of prickly eglantines, And the slim spice-wood and red sassafras, Stealing between whose boughs the twinkling heats Suck up the exhaled sweets From dew-embalmed beds of primroses, That all unpressed lie, Save of enamored airs, right daintily, And golden-ringed bees; Of atmospheres of hymns, When wings go beating up the blue sublime From hedgerows sweet with vermeil-sprouting limbs, In April's showery time, When lilacs come, and straggling flag-flowers, bright, As any summer light Ere yet the plowman's steers Browse through the meadows from the traces free, Or steel-blue swallows twitter merrily, With slant wings shaving close the level ground, Where with his new-washed ewes thick huddled round, The careful herdsman plies the busy shears. But this fond seeming now no longer seems Aching and drowsy pains keep down my dreams ; Even as a dreary wind Within some hollow, black with poison flowers, Swoons into silence, dies the hope that lined My lowly chamber with illumined wings, 16 WRITTEN IX ILLNESS. In life's enchanted hours, When, tender oxlips mixed through yellow strings Of mulleinstars, with myrtles interfused, Pulled out of pastures green, I gaily used To braid up with my hair. Ah, well-a-day ! Haply the blue eyes of another May Open from rosy lids ; I shall not see For the white shroud-folds. If it thus must be, O Father, Son, and Spirit ! Holy Three ! As death is closing round me into night, Comfort the darkness with religious light ! HYMN TO THE NIGHT. MIDNIGHT, beneath your sky, Where streaks of soft blue lie Between the starry ranks Like rivers with white lilies on their banks, Frown not that I am come, A little while to stay From the broad light of day. My passion shall be dumb, Nor vex with faintest moan For my life's summer flown The drowsy stillness hanging on the air. Therefore, with black despair Let me enfold my brow I come to gather the gray ashes now That in the long gone hours Were blushing flowers. Give me some gentle comfort, gentle Night, For their untimely blight, Feeding my soul with the delicious sounds Of waters washing over hollow grounds Through beds of hyacinths, and rushes green With yellow ferns and broad-leaved flags between; 18 HYMN TO THE NIGHT. Where the south winds do sleep, Forgetting their white cradles in the deep. No harsh complaint, nor rude unmannered wo Shall jar discordant in the dulcet flow Of music raining from the milky wings Of the wild, plaining dove, The while I touch my lyre's late shattered strings Singing about my love. The future is all dim, No more my locks I trim With myrtles or gay pansies as I used, Or with slim jesmines string with pretty flowers As in the blessed hours Ere yet I sadly mused, Or covered up from my lamenting eyes The too sweet skies, With withered holly or the bitter rue, As now, alas, I do. Since he for whose sweet sake the world was fair Heeds not my tearful prayer, Ah me ! my sweetest song Must do his beauty wrong To whose white hands I give my heavy heart, Saying, Lovely as thou art, Be kindly piteous of my hapless wo ! Full well I know How changed I am since all my young heart-beats Were full of joyance, as of pastoral sweets The long bright summer times When Love first taught me rhymes. HYMN TO THE NIGHT. 19 Yet, dear one, in thy smile The light they knew erewhile My eyes would gather back, and in my cheek, The flush of spring would break. Come thou, about whose visionary bier I strew in softest fear Pale flowers of mandrakes in my nightly dreams, That fly when morning streams Slant through my casement and fades off again, Soothing no jot my pain Come back and stay with me And we will lovers be ! In the brown shadows of the autumn trees, Lingering behind the lees Till the rough winds do blow And blustery clouds are full of chilly snow, We'll sing old songs, and with love ditties gay Beguile the hours away. And I with ivy buds thy locks will crown, And when in all their lovely lengths of gold Straightened with moisture cold Sorrowfully drop they down, My hands shall press them dry, the while I keep Soft watches for thy sleep, Weaving some roundelay, Of that pale huntress, haply, whose blue way Along the heavens was lost, Finding the low earth sweeter than the skies Kissing the love-lit eyes Of the fair boy Endymion, as he crossed 20 HYMN TO THE NIGHT. The leafy dimness of the woods alone, In the old myth-time flown ; Haply of Proteus, all his dripping flocks Along the wild sea-rocks Driving to pastures in fresh sprouting meads, His sad brows crowned with green murmurous reeds For love of Leonora she for whom The blank blanched sands were shapen to a tomb, Where, under the wild midnight's troubled frown, With his pale burden in his arms, went down Her mortal lover. Meaningly the waves Wash by two lonesome graves ; One holds the ashes of the beauteous boy Whose harmless joy Of playing the fifth season in the sun, Was all untimely done. Away, my dream, away ! Like young buds blackened in the front of May And wasted in the rude unpitying frost, My early hopes are lost. Night, send the angel of the dark to spread With daintiest sheets my bed In that low chamber where for evermore Love's cruel pain is o'er. THE POET. UPON a bed of flowery moss, With moonbeams falling all across Moonbeams chilly and faint and dim, (Sweet eyes I ween do watch for him) Lieth his starry dreams among, The gentlest poet ever sung. The wood is thick 't is late in night, Yet feareth he no evil sprite, Nor vexing ghost such things there be In many a poet's destiny. Haply some wretched fast or prayer, Pained and long, hath charmed the air. Softer than hymenial hymns The fountains, bubbling o'er their rims, Wash through the vernal reeds, and fill The hollows : all beside is still, Save the poet's breathing, low and light. Watch no more, lady no more to-night !- Heavy his gold locks are with dew, Yet by the pansies mixed with rue 22 THEPOET. Bitter and rough, but now that fell From his shut hand, he sleepeth well. He sleepeth well, and his dream is bright Under the moonbeams chilly and white. The night is dreary, the boy is fair Hath he been mated with Despair, Or crossed in love, that he lies alone With shadows and moonlight overblown Shadows and moonlight chilly and dim 7 And do no sweet eyes watch for him 1 Nay, rather is his soul instead With immortal thirst disquieted, That oft like an echo wild and faint He makes to the hills and the groves his plaint? That oft the light on his forehead gleams, So troubled under its crown of dreams ? Watch no more, lady, no more, I pray, He is wrapt in a lonely power away ! Sweet boy, so sleeping, might it be That any prayer I said for thee Could answer win from the spirit shore, This were it, " Let him wake no more !" LILY LEE. f I DID love thee, Lily Lee, As the petrel loves the sea, As the wild bee loves the thyme, As the poet loves his rhyme, As the blossom loves the dew But the angels loved thee, too ! Once when twilight's dying head Pressed her golden-sheeted bed, And the silent stars drew near, White and tremulous with fear, While the night's repellent frown Strangled the young zephyr down, Told I all my love to thee, Hoping, fearing, Lily Lee. Fluttered then her gentle breast With a troubled, sweet unrest, Like a bird too near the net Which the fowler's hand hath set ; But her mournful eyes the while, And her spirit-speaking smile, Told me love could not dispart Death's pale arrow from her heart. 24 LILY LEE. Hushing from that very day Passion pleading to have way " Folding close her little hand, Watched I with her, till the sand, Crumbling from beneath her tread, Lowered her softly to the dead, Where in peace she waits for me Sweetest, dearest Lily Lee. As the chased hart loves the wave, As blind silence loves the grave, As the penitent loves prayer, As pale passion loves despair, Loved I, and still love I thee, Angel-stolen Lily Lee. DEATH-SONG. FRIEND, if there be any near, Is the blessed summer here ? Is 't the full moon, are they flowers, Make so bright, so sweet the hours ? Is 't the wind from cowslip beds, That such fragrance o'er me sheds 1 Oh my kindred, do not weep ; Never fell so sweet a sleep Over mortal eyes. At night, All the hills with snow were white, And the tempest moaning drear But I wake with summer here. Haste, and take my parting hand ! We are pushing from the land, And adown a lovely stream Gently floating is't a dream ? For the oarsman near me sings, Keeping time with snowy wings. 26 DEATH SONG. b On the dim shore, within hail, I can see a reaper pale, With his bosom full of sheaves Many are the stocks he leaves, Fair and ripe enough to bind Pallid reaper, art thou blind ? Stranger, with the wings of snow, Singing by me as we row, Tell my dear ones on the shore, I have need of them no more ; Weeping will not let them see That an angel goes with me. WOOD NYMPHS. WOOD NYMPHS, that do hereabouts Dwell, and hold your pleasant routes, When beneath her cloak so white, Holding close the black-eyed Night, Twilight, sweetly voluble, Acquaints herself with shadows dull ; While above your rustic camp, Hesperus, his pallid lamp For the coming darkness trims, From the gnarled bark of limbs Rough and crabbed slide to view ! I have work for you to do. To this neighborhood of shade Came I, the most woful maid That did ever comfort glean From the songs of birds, I ween ; Or from rills through hollow meads, Washing over beds of reeds, When, to vex with more annoy, Found I here this sleeping boy. 28 WOOD NYMPHS. I must learn some harmless art, That will bind to mine his heart. Never creature of the air Saw I in a dream so fair. Wood nymphs, lend your charmed aid- Underneath the checkered shade Of each tangled bough that stirs To the wind, in shape of burs, Rough and prickly, or sharp thorn Whence the tame ewe, slimly shorn. Stained with crimson, hurries oft, Bleating toward the distant croft Dew of potency is found That would leave my forehead crowned With the very chrisms of joy The sweet kisses of this boy. These quaint uses you must know Poets wise have writ it so. When the charm so deftly planned, Shall be wrought, I have in hand, Work your nimble crew to please, Mixed alone of sweetnesses. This it is to bring to me Fairest of all flowers that be Oxlips red, and columbines, Ivies, with blue flowering twines, Flags that grow by shallow springs, Purple, prankt with yellow rings ; Slim ferns, bound in golden sheaves ; Mandrakes, with the notched leaves ; WOOD NVilPHS. 29 Pink and crowbind, nor o'erpass The white daisies in the grass. Of the daintiest that you pull, I will tie a garland full, And upon this oaken bough Dropping coolest shadows now, Hang it, 'gainst his face to swing, Till he wakes from slumbering ; Evermore to live and love In this dim consenting grove. Shaggy beasts with hungry eyes Ugly, spotted, dragonflies Limber snakes drawn up to rings, And the thousand hateful things That are bred in forests drear, Never shall disturb us here ; For my love and I will see Only the sweet company Of the nymphs that round me glide With the shades of eventide. Crow of cock, nor belfry chime, Shall we need to count the time Tuneful footfalls in the flowers Kinging out and in the hours. THE DAUGHTER. ALACK, it is a dismal night In gusts of thin and vapory light The moonshine overbloweth quite The fretful bosom of the storm, That beats against, but cannot harm The lady, whose chaste thoughts do charm Better than pious fast or prayer The evil spells and sprites of air In sooth, were she in saintly care Safer she could not be than now With truth's white crown upon her brow- So sovereign, innocence, art thou. Just in the green top of a hedge That runs along a valley's edge One star has thrust a golden wedge, And all the sky beside is drear It were no cowardice to fear If some belated traveller near, To visionary fancies born, Should see upon the moor, forlorn, With spiky thistle burs and thorn ; THE DAUGHTER. 31 The lovely lady silent go, Not on a " palfrey white as snow," But with sad eyes and footstep slow ; And softly leading by the hand An old man who has nearly spanned With his white hairs, life's latest sand. Hope in her faint heart newly thrills As down a barren reach of hills Before her fly two whippoorwills ; But the gray owl keeps up his wail His feathers ruffled in the gale, Drowning almost their dulcet tale. Often the harmless flock she sees Lying white along the grassy leas, Like lily-bells weighed down with bees. Sometimes the boatman's horn she hears Rousing from rest the plowman's steers, Lowing untimely to their peers. And now and then the moonlight snake Curls up its white folds, for her sake, Closer within the poison brake. But still she keeps her lonesome way, Or if she pauses, 'tis to say Some word of comfort, else to pray. For 'tis a blustery night withal, In spite of star or moonlight's fall, Or the two whippoorwills' sweet call. 32 THE DAUGHTER. What doth the gentle lady here Within a wood so dark and drear, Nor hermit's lodge nor castle near ? See in the distance robed and crowned A prince with all his chiefs around, And like sweet light o'er sombre ground A meek and lovely lady, there Proffering her earnest, piteous prayer For an old man with silver hair. But what of evil he hath done O'erclouding beauty's April sun I know not nor if lost or won. The lady's pleading, sweet and low About her pilgrimage of wo, Is all that I shall ever know. DESPAIR. COME, most melancholy maid, From thy tent of woful shade, And with hemlock, sere and brown, Keep the struggling daylight down. From thy pale unsmiling brow Wind the heavy tresses now, And in whispers sad and low I will tell thee all my wo. The path watched and guarded most, By an evil star is crossed, And a dear one lies to day Sick, in prison, far away Naked, famished, suffering wrong ; Dreamed I of him all night long, And each dreary wind o'erblown Seemed an echo of his moan. When he left me, long ago, Brown locks, touched of summer's glow, Beautified his boyish brow Thinned and faded are they now. 34 DESPAIR. Seeing clouds like oxen stray Through the azure fields all day, And the lengthening sunbeams lie Like bright furrows of the sky, Underneath an oaken roof We were sitting, sorrow-proof Cheating I with tales the hours, Heaping he my lap with flowers. As yon elm, the ivied one, Came between us and the sun, And the lambs went toward the fold, I remember that I told, How the robin and the wren, Friendless and unburied men Cover with the leaves of flowers From the twilight's chilly hours. Now along the level snow Glistening the frost specks glow, And the trees stand high and bare, Shivering in the bitter air. Come, oh melancholy maid, From thy tent of woful shade, That in whispers, sad and low, I may tell thee all my wo. YESTERNIGHT. YESTERNIGHT how long it seems ! Met I in the land of dreams, One that loved me long ago Better it had not been so. No, we met not as of old I was planting in the mould Of his grave, some flowers to be, When he came and talked with me. White his forehead was, and fair, With such crowns as angels wear, And his voice but I alone Ever heard so sweet a tone ! All I prized but yesterday In the distance lessening lay, Like some golden cloud afar, Fallen and faded from a star. Hushed the chamber is, he said, Hushed and dark where we must wed, But our bridal home is bright Wilt thou go with me to-night ? 36 YESTERNIGHT. Answering then, I sadly said, I am living, thou art dead ; Darkness rests between us twain, \Yho shall make the pathway plain? Ah ! thou lovest not, he cried, Else to thee I had not died ; Else all other hope would be As a rain-drop to the sea. Farther, dimmer, earth withdrew, Lower, softer bent the blue, And like bubbles in the wine Blent the whispers, I am thine. Angels saw I to their bowers Bearing home the sheaves of flowers, And could hear their anthem swells, Reaping in the asphodels. O'er my head a wlldbird flew, Shaking in my face the dew ; Underneath a woodland tree, I, my love, had dreamed of thee. TO THE SPIRIT OF SONG. COME, sweet spirit, come, I pray, Thou hast been too long away ; Come, and in the dreamland light, Keep with me a tryst to-night. "When the reapers once at morn Bound the golden stocks of corn, Shadowy hands, that none could see, Gleaned along the field with me. Come, and with thy wings so white Hide me from a wicked sprite, That has vexed me with a sign Which I tremble to divine. At a black loom sisters three Saw I weaving ; Can it be, Thought 1, as I saw them crowd The white shuttles, 'tis a shroud? Silently the loom they left, . Taking mingled warp and weft, And, as wild my bosom beat, Measured me from head to feet. 2* 38 TO THE SPIRIT OF SONG. Liest thou in the drowning brine, Sweetest, gentlest love of mine, Tangled softly from my prayer, By some Nereid's shining hair ? Or, when mortal hope withdrew, Didst thou, faithless, leave me too, Blowing on thy lovely reed, Careless how my heart should bleed 1 By this sudden chill I know That it is, it must be so Sprite of darkness, sisters three, Lo, I wait your ministry. PKOPHECY. I THINK thou lovest me yet a prophet said To-day, Elhadra, if thou laidest dead, From thy white forehead would he fold the shroud, And thereon lay his sorrow, like a crown. The drenching rain from out the chilly cloud, In the gray ashes beats the red flame down ! And when the crimson folds the kiss away No longer, and blank dulness fills the eyes, Lifting its beauty from the crumbling clay, Back to the light of earth life's angel flies. So, with my large faith unto gloom allied, Sprang up a shadow sunshine could not quell, And the voice said, Would'st haste to go outside This continent of being, it were well : Where finite, growing toward the Infinite, Gathers its robe of glory out of dust, And looking down the radiances white, Sees all God's purposes about us, just. Canst thou, Elhadra, reach out of the grave, And draw the golden waters of love's well ? His years are chrisms of brightness in time's wave Thine are as dewdrops in the nightshade's bell ! 40 PROPHECY.' Then straightening in my hands the rippled length Of all my tresses, slowly, one by one, I took the flowers out. Dear one, in thy strength Pray for my weakness. Thou hast seen the sun, Large in the setting, drive a column of light, Down through the darkness ; so, within death's night, Oh, my beloved ! when J shall have gone, If it might be so, would my love burn on. PERVERSITY. IF thy weak, puny hand might reach away And rend out lightnings from the clouds to-day, At little pains, as, with a candle flame Touching the, flax upon my distaff here Would fill the house with light, it were the same A little thing to do. It is the far Makes half the poet's passion for the star, The while he treads the shining dewdrop near. Of mortal weaknesses I have my share Pining and longing, and the madman's fit Of groundless hatreds, blindest loves, despair But in this rhymed musing I have writ Of an infirmity that is not mine : My heart's dear idol were not less divine That no grave gaped between us, black and steep ; Though, if it were so, I could oversweep Its gulf all gulfs though ne'er so widely riven; Or from hot desert sands dig out sweet springs j For I believe, and I have still believed, That Love may even fold its milk-white wings In the red bosom of hell, nor up to heaven Measure the distance with one thought aggrieved. 42 PERVERSITY. Why should I tear my flesh, and bruise my feet, Climbing for roses, when, from where I stand, Down the green meadow I may reach my hand, And pluck them off as well 1 sweet, very sweet This world which God has made about us lies, Shall we reproach him with unthankful eyes ? ANNUARIES. A TEAR has gone down silently To the dark bosom of the Past, Since I beneath this very tree Sat hoping, fearing, dreaming, last ; Its waning glories, like a flame, Are trembling to the wind's light touch All just a year ago the same, And I oh ! I am changed so much ! The beauty of a wildering dream Hung softly round declining day ; A star of all too sweet a beam In Eve's flushed bosom trembling lay ; Changed in its aspect, yet the same, Still climbs that star from sunset's glow, But its embraces of pale flame Clasp not the weary world from wo. Another year shall I return, And cross this solemn chapel floor, While round me memory's shrine-lamps burn Or shall this pilgrimage be o'er ? 44 ANNUARIES. One that I loved, grown faint with strife, When drooped and died the tenderer bloom, Folded the white tent of young life For the pale army of the tomb. The dry seeds dropping from their pods, The hawthorn apples bright as dawn, And the pale mullen's starless rods, Were just as now a year agone ; But changed is everything to me, From the small flower to sunset's glow, Since last I sat beneath this tree, A year a little year ago. I leaned against this broken bough, This faded turf my footstep pressed ; But glad hopes that are not there now, Lay softly trembling in my breast Trembling, for though the golden haze, Rose, as the dead leaves drifted by, As from the Vala of old days, The mournful voice of prophecy. Give woman's heart one triumph hour. Even on the borders of the grave, And thou hast given her strength and power The saddest ills of life to brave ; Crush that far hope down, thou dost bring To the poor bird the tempest's wrath, Without the petrel's stormy wing To beat the darkness from its path. ANNUARIE6. 45 Once knowing mortal hope and fear, Whate'er in heaven's sweet clime thou art, Bend, pitying mother, softly near, And save, O save me from ray heart ! Be still, pale-handed memory, My knee is trembling on the sod The heir of immortality, A child of the eternal God. n. When last year took her mournful flight, With all her train of wo and ill, As pale processions sweep at night Across some lonesome burial hill My soul with sorrow for its mate, And bowed with unrequited wrong, Stood knocking at the starry gate Of the wild wondrous realm of song. For hope from my poor heart was gone, With all the sheltering peace it gave, And a dim twilight stealing on, Foretold the night-time of the grave. Past is that time of wild unrest, Hope reillumes its faded track, And the soft hand of love has prest Death's deep and awful shadows back A year agone, when wildly shrill The wind sat singing on this bough, The churchyard on the neighboring hill Had not so many graves as now. 46 ANNUARIES. Yet still beneath the golden hours, That like a roof the woods o'erspread, Among the few and faded flowers, Musing this idle rhyme I tread. When the May-mom, with hand of light, The clouds about her bosom drew, And o'er the blue, cold steeps of night Went treading out the stars like dew One, whose dear joy it had been ours Two little summer times to keep, Folded his white hands from the flowers, And, softly smiling, fell asleep. And when the northern light streamed cold Across October's moaning blast, One whose brief tarrying was foretold All the sweet summer that was past, Meekly unlocked from her young arms The scarcely faded bridal crown, And in death's fearful night of storms The dim day of her life went down. Above yon reach of level mist Bright shines the cross-crowned spire afar, As in the sky's clear amethyst The splendor of some steadfast star ; And still beneath its steady light The waves of time heave to and fro, From night to day, from day to night, As the dim seasons come and go. ANNUARIES. 47 Some eager for ambition's strife, Some to love's banquet hurrying on, Like pilgrims on the hills of life We cross each other, and are gone ; But though our lives are little drops, Welled from the infinite fount above, Our deaths are but the mystic stops In the great melody of love. in. Vailing the basement of the skies October's mists hang dull and red, And with each wild gust's fall and rise, The yellow leaves are round me spread ; 'Tis the third autumn, aye, so long ! Since memory 'neath this very bough, Thrilled my sad lyre strings into song What shall unlock their music now ? Then sang I of a sweet hope changed, Of pale hands beckoning, glad health fled, Of hearts grown careless or estranged, Of friends, or living, lost, or dead. O living lost, forever lost, Your light still lingers, faint and far, As if an awful shadow crossed The bright disk of the morning star. Blow, autumn, in thy wildest wrath, Down from the northern woodlands, blow ! Drift the last wild-flowers from my path What care I for the summer now ! 48 ANNUARIES. Yet shrink I, trembling and afraid From searching glances inward thrown ; "What deep foundation have I laid, For any joyance not my own 1 "While with my poor, unskilful hands, Half hopeful, half in vague alarm, Building up walls of shining sands That fell and faded with the storm, E'en now my bosom shakes with fear, Like the last leaflets of this bough, For through the silence I can hear, " Unprofitable servant, thou !" Yet have there been, there are to-day In spite of health, or hope's decline, Fountains of beauty sealed away From every mortal eye but mine ; Even dreams have filled my soul with light, And on my way their beauty left, As if the darkness of the night Were by some planet's rising cleft. And peace hath in my heart been born, That shut from memory all life's ills, In walking with the blue-eyed morn Among the white mists of the hills. And joyous, I have heard the wails That heave the wild woods to and fro, When autumn's crown of crimson pales Beneath the winter's hand of snow. ANKUARIE8. 49 Once, leaving all its lovely mates, On yonder lightning-withered tree, That vainly for the springtime waits, A wild bird perched and sang for me ; And listening to the clear sweet strain That came like sunshine o'er the day, My forehead's hot and burning pain Fell like a crown of thorns away. But shadows from the western height Are stretching to the valley low, For through the cloudy gates of night The day is passing, solemn, slow, While o'er yon blue and rocky steep The moon, half hidden in the mist, Waits for the loving wind to keep The promise of the twilight tryst. Come thou, whose meek blue eyes divine, What thou, and only thou canst see, I wait to put my hand in thine What answer sendest thou to me 1 Ah ! thoughts of one whom helpless blight Had pushed from all fair hope apart, Making it thenceforth hers to fight The stormy battles of the heart. Well, I have no complaint of wrath, And no reproaches for my doom ; Spring cannot blossom in thy path So bright as I would have it bloom. 50 AKNUARIES. IV. Oh, sorrowful and faded years, Gathered away a time ago, How could your deaths the fount of tears Have troubled to an overflow ? I muse upon the songs I made Beneath the maple's yellow limbs, When down the aisles of thin cold shade Sounded the wild bird's farewell hymns. But no sad spell my spirit binds As when, in days on which it broods, October hunted with the winds Along the reddening sunset woods. Alas, the seasons come and go, Brightly or dimly rise and set The days, but stir no fount of wo, Nor kindle hope, nor wake regret. I sit with the complaining night, And underneath the waning moon, As when the lilies large and white Lay round the forehead of the June. What time within a snowy grave Closed the blue eyes so heavenly dear, Darkness swept o'er me like a wave, And time has nothing that I fear. The golden wings of summer's hours Make to my heart a dirge-like sound, The spring's sweet boughs of bridal flowers Lie bright across a smooth-heaped mound. A.NNUARIE8. 51 What care I that I sing to-day Where sound not the old plaintive hymns, And where the mountains hide away The sunset maple's yellow limbs'? ANNIE CLAYVILLE. IN the bright'ning wake of April Comes the lovely, lovely May, But the step of Annie Clay ville Falleth fainter day by day. In despite of sunshine, shadows Lie upon her heart and brow : Last year she was gay and happy Life is nothing to her now ! When she hears the wild bird singing, Or the sweetly humming bee, Only says she, faintly smiling, What have you to do with me ? Yet, sing out for pleasant weather, Wild birds in the woodland dells Fly out, little bees, and gather Honey for your waxen wells. Softly, silver rain of April, Come down singing from the clouds, Till the daffodils and daisies Shall be up in golden crowds ; ANNIE CLAYVILLK. 53 Till the wild pinks hedge the meadows, Blushing out of slender stems, And the dandelions, starry, Cover all the hills with gems. From your cool beds in the rivers, Blow, fresh winds, and gladness bring To the locks that wait to hide you What have I to do with spring ? May is past along the hollows Chime the rills in sleepy tune, While the harvests yellow chaplefc Swings against the face of June. Very pale lies Annie Clayville Still her forehead, shadow-crowned, And the watchers hear her saying, As they softly tread around : Go out, reapers, for the hill tops Twinkle with the summer's heat Lay from out your swinging cradles Golden furrows of ripe wheat ! While the little laughing children, Lightly mixing work with play, From between the long green winrows Glean the sweetly-scented hay. Let your sickles shine like sunbeams In the silver-flowing rye, Ears grow heavy in the cornfields That will claim you by and by. 54 ANNIE CLATVILLE. Go out, reapers, -with your sickles, Gather home the harvest store ! Little gleaners, laughing gleaners, I shall go with you no more. Round the red moon of October, White and cold the eve-stars climb, Birds are gone, and flowers are dying 'Tis a lonesome, lonesome time. Yellow leaves along the woodland Surge to drifts the elm-bough sways, Creaking at the homestead window All the weary nights and days. Dismally the rain is falling Very dismally and cold ; Close, within the village graveyard, By a heap of freshest mould, With a simple, nameless headstone, Lies a low and narrow mound, And the brow of Annie Clayville Is no longer shadow crowned. Rest thee, lost one, rest thee calmly, Glad to go where pain is o'er Where they say not, through the night-time, " I am weary," any more. MILNA GREY. BURNED the blushing cheek of morning Soft, beneath the locks of Day, As within his noble garden Stanley mused of Milna Grey. Heedless of the bright laburnums Raining on his path in showers ; Of the lilacs faint and tender, And the peach-wands full of flowers ; Of the red-winged thrush's singing ; Of the wind, whose separate trills Broke the mists to golden furrows Up and down the peaked hills Heedless of the huntsmen riding With their hawks and hounds away, If the lattice lights be darkened With the locks of Milna Grey. " Ere the sun, so brightly rising, Dimly down the west shall go, I will tell her all my story It can add not to my wo." 56 MILNAGREY. Warmer, broader, fell the sunshine, Birds and bees about him flew, And the flower-stocks on the borders Dript no longer with the dew. Suddenly his wan cheek flushes, And his step turns half away ; Slowly down the alder shadows Walks the lovely Milna Grey ; Sadly then his heart misgave him, And his lip an utterance found, Only said, " Why, gentlest Milna, - Is thy brow with sorrow crowned ?" Not as his, her bosom trembled Not as his, her glances fell, As she answered, sweetly, meekly, " Though the tale be sad to tell ; Something in the slips so silken Fallen uncurled adown thy cheek Something" in thy blue eyes, Stanley, Wins what else I would not speak. A bright path through years of darkness Is cleft open by thy smile, And I feel life's blossoms slipping Through my fingers as erewhile, As my thoughts in pensive gladness Over barren reaches flow To a shrine of wondrous beauty, Broken, ruined long ago. By the gray wall of the churchyard Where the red-stalked creeper clings, MILXA GREY. 57 And the wild-breeze in the larch-boughs Oft in summer stops and sings ; In the rains of seven dim autumns Has the throstle sadly cried, And the white grass fallen above him, Who to me has never died. Yet my love was not as mortals', In hope's sweetest passion nursed Dreams and prophecies forewarned me Of our dark doom from the first. Oft my lost one smiled, to soothe me, Saying, faith is strong to save, And though life, he knew, was turning The dark furrow of the grave, Seemed he scarce to heed the fading Of the day, or night hard by Folding down the golden shadows Of love's twilight in our sky But, more leaning on God's mercy, As the mortal fainter grew, Went he close to death's still water, And the angels took him through. Even as some young bough of blossorna Stricken into pallid stone, Was my heart transformed thenceforward, And my nature left alone." Sorrow fixed the brow of Stanley, And his cheek grew white with wo, A s he answered oh, how sadly ! " Miliia, this was long ago. 58 MILNA GRET. Life is charmed is there nothing For which thou would'st love recall Or, alas, too fondly faithful, Hast thou, Milna, buried all ? Wilt thou, when the star of twilight Breaks in beauty through the blue, Meet me here beneath the alders "? I would tell a story too." So, from out the pleasant garden Passed they, as the lingering mist From the eastern hill-tops lifted, Musing of the twilight tryst. Slowly to the sad, and gaily To the gay, sped on the hours, Till the bees went humming homeward From the softly closing flowers ; Till the daylight waned and faded, And the sun grew large and set, And the rooks in long rows gathered Gloomily on the parapet. In the blue wake of the twilight Brings the star the trysting hour On her knees her white hands folded, Milna waits within her bower. Scarcely heeding how the shadows Dark and darker round her fall Haply she but hears the throstle Singing by the churchyard wall ! MILNAGRKY. 59 With the dews the red laburnums, And the golden rods were bent, But no step disturbed the silence, And the midnight came and went. Stanley, blue-eyed, gentle Stanley, If he liveth, none may say, But within the pleasant garden Never walked he from that day. In his stall his black steed fasted, Drooping lowly from his pride, And his lithe hound stayed from trailing, Crouching, whining, till he died. And the mournful tears of Milna Often for lost Stanley fell, As in part she guessed the story That he never came to tell. THE MURDERESS. ALONG the still cold plain o'erhead, In pale embattled crowds, The stars their tents of glory spread, And camped among the clouds ; Cinctured with shadows, like a wraith, Night moaned along the lea ; Like the blue hungry eye of Death, Shone the perfidious sea ; The moon was waxen to the wane, The winds were wild and high, And a pale meteor's golden mane Streamed from the northern sky. Hush ! did a shiver of pale fear Along the gray air run ? Much I roisguess me, else anear Some murderous work is done. This way, I heard a smothered call, If that mine ear be true Mother of God, protect us all ! What vision meets my view ! THE MURDERESS. 61 Across the black and barren moor, Her dainty bosom bare, And white lips sobbing evermore, Rides Eleanor the fair. So hath the pining sea-maid plained For love of mortal lips, Riding the billows, silver-reined, Hard by disastrous ships. Why covers she her mournful eyes ? Why do her pulses cease, As if she saw before her rise The ghost of murdered Peace 1 Her sunken cheek still keeps the wave Of tresses long and bright, As the dim hollow of the grave Cradles the starry light. From out her path the ground-bird drifts With wildly startled calls, The moonlight snake its white fold lifts From where her shadow falls. Ah me ! that delicate hand of hers, Now trembling like a reed, Like to the ancient mariner's Hath done a hellish deed ; And full of mercy were the frown Which might the power impart To press the eternal darkness down Against her bleeding heart. 3* 62 THE MURDERESS. Oh, Innocence ! above thy fall Flow waves of agony From mortals, to the utmost wall Of dim infinity. Over thy dust the poet's fire Lies fadingly and wan, The goldenest chord of all his lyre Is dumb when thou art gone. THE CONVICT. THE first of the September eves Sunk its red basement in the sea, And like swart reapers, bearing sheaves, Dim shadows thronged immensity. Then from his ancient kingdom, Night Wooing the tender Twilight, came, And from her tent, of soft blue light, Bore her away, a bride of flame. Pushing aside her golden hair, And listening to the Autumn's tread, Along the hill-tops, bleak and bare, Went Summer, burying her dead ; The frolic winds, out-laughing loud, Played with the thistle's silver beard, And drifting seaward like a cloud, Slowly the wild-birds disappeared. Upon a hill with mosses brown, Beneath the blue roof of the sky, As the dim day went sadly down, Stood all the friend I had, and I 64 THE CONVICT. Watching the sea-mist of the strand Wave to and fro in Evening's breath, Like the pale gleaming of the hand That beckons from the shore of Death, Talking of days of gladness flown, Of Sorrow's great o'erwhelming waves, Of friends loved well as they were known, Now sleeping in their voiceless graves ; And as our thoughts o'erswept the past, Like stars that through the darkness move, Our hearts grew softer, and at last We talked of friendship, talked of love. Then, as the long and level reach Back to our homestead slow we trod, We gave our fond pure pledges each, Of truth unto ourselves and God. Forth to life's conflict and its care, Doomed wert thou, Oh my friend, to go, Leaving me only hope and prayer To shelter my poor heart from wo. "A little year, and we shall meet!" Still at my heart that whisper thrills The spring-shower is not half so sweet, Covering with violets all the hills. Dimly the days sped, one by one, Slowly the weeks and months went round, Until again September's sun Lighted the hill with moss embrowned. THECONVIOT. 65 That night we met my friend and I Not as the last year saw us part : He as a convict doomed to die, I with a bleeding, breaking heart Not in our homestead, low and old, Nor under Evening's roof of stars, But where the earth was damp and cold, And the light struggled through the bars. Others might mock him, or disown, With lying tongue : my place was there, And as I bore him to the throne Upon the pleading arms of prayer, He told me how Temptation's hand Pressed the red wine-cup to his lip, Leaving him powerless to withstand As the storm leaves the sinking ship ; And how, all blind to evil then, Down from the way of life he trod, Sinning against his fellow-men Reviling the dear name of God. OF ONE ASLEEP. THE woods beneath the western sky- Were reddening in the light, As long ago my friend and I Went down to meet the night. Like yellow violets springing bright From furrows newly turned, Among the nut-brown clouds the light Of sunset softly burned ; Then veiling up her pensive face In clouds of golden flame, The silent child of the embrace Of light and darkness came; And when from off the hills we missed The long and sloping bars, We saw the tents of amethyst Unfolded for the stars, That like a train of glory fill The reach of blue above, And with their barren beauty still Win from us half our love ; We heard the wind beneath the frown Displacing twilight's smile. OF ONE ASLEEP. C7 Laughingly running up and down The green hills all the while ; We saw the waves' embracing fold Like lovers when they meet ; But oh ! 'twas naught my rhyme has told Which made the time so sweet ; Love to our hearts had newly brought Sweeter than Eden gleams, And no dark underswejl of thought Troubled its sea of dreams. But now as memory sadly stops, And all our story tells, Pale Beauty from her forehead drops The shining asphodels. Low down beneath an oaken roof Of dim leaves by the sea, Where then we lingered, sorrow-proof- My gentle love and me While sunset softly lights the bower, And wave embraces wave, The shadow of the passion flower Lies darkly on his grave. And musing of his pillow low, His slumber deep and long, My heart keeps heaving to and fro Upon the waves of song. No more through sunset's sinking fire Are Eden-gleams descried, The sweetest chord of all life's lyre Was shattered when he died. OF ONE ASLEEP. Yet not one memory would I sell, However woful proved, For all the brightest joys that dwell In souls that never loved. JESSIE CARROL. AT her window, Jessie Carrol, As the twilight dew distils, Pushes back her heavy tresses, Listening toward the northern hills. " I am happy, very happy, None so much as I am blest None of all the many maidens In the valley of the West," Softly to herself she whispered ; Paused she then again to hear If the step of Allen Archer, That she waited for, were near. " Ah, he knows I k>ve him fondly ! I have never told him so ! Heart of mine, be not so heavy, He will come to night, I know." Brightly is the full moon filling All the withered woods with light, " He has not forgotten surely It was later yesternight !" 70 JESSIE CARROL. Shadows interlock with shadows Says the maiden, " Woe is me !" In the blue the eve-star trembles Like a lily in the sea. Yet a good hour later sounded, But the northern woodlands sway ! Quick a white hand from her casement Thrust the heavy vines away. Like the wings of restless swallows That a moment brush the dew, And again are up and upward, Till we lose them in the blue, Were the thoughts of Jessie Carrol For a moment dim with pain, Then with pleasant waves of sunshine, On the hills of hope again. " Selfish am I, weak and selfish," Said she, " thus to sit and sigh ; Other friends and other pleasures Claim his leisure well as I. Haply, care or bitter sorrow 'Tis that keeps him from my side, Else he surely would have hasted Hither at the twilight tide. Yet sometimes I can but marvel That his lips have never said, When we talked about the future, Then, or then, we shall be wed ! Much I fear me that my nature Cannot measure half his pride, JESSIE CARKOL. 71 And perchance he would not wed me Though I pined of love and died. To the aims of his ambition I would bring nor wealth nor fame. Well, there is a quiet valley Where we both shall sleep the same !" So, more eves than I can number, Now despairing, and now blest, Watched the gentle Jessie Carrol, From the Valley of the West. ii. Down along the dismal woodland Blew October's yellow leaves, And the day had waned and faded, To the saddest of all eves. \ Poison rods of scarlet berries Still were standing here and there, But the clover blooms were faded, And the orchard bows were bare. From the stubble-fields the cattle Winding homeward, playful, slow, With their slender horns of silver Pushed each other to and fro. Suddenly the hound up-springing From his sheltering kennel, whined, As the voice of Jessie Carrol Backward drifted on the wind Backward drifted from a pathway Sloping down the upland wild, 72 JESSIECARKOL. Where she walked with Allen Archer, Light of spirit as a child ! All her young heart wild with rapture And the bliss that made it beat Not the golden wells of Hybla Held a treasure half so sweet ! But as oft the shifting rose-cloud, In the sunset light that- lies, Mournful makes us, feeling only How much farther are the skies, So the mantling of her blushes, And the trembling of her heart, 'Neath his steadfast eyes but made her Feel how far they were apart. "Allan," said she, "I will tell you Of a vision that I had All the livelong night I dreamed it, And it made me very sad. We were walking slowly seaward, In the twilight you and I Through a break of clearest azure Shone the moon as now on high ; Though I nothing said to vex you, O'er your forehead came a frown, And I strove, but could not soothe you- Something kept my full heart down ; When, before us, stood a lady In the moonlight's pearly beam, Very tall and proud and stately (Allan, this was in my dream ! ) JESSIE CARROL. 73 Looking down, I thought, upon me, Half in pity, half in scorn, Till my soul grew sick with wishing That I never had been born. ' Cover me from wo and madness !' Cried I to the ocean flood, As she locked her milk-white fingers In between us where we stood, All her flood of midnight tresses Softly gathered from their flow, By her crown of bridal beauty, Paler than the winter snow. Striking then my hands together, O'er the tumult of my breast, All the beauty waned and faded From the Valley of the West 1" In the beard of Allan Archer Twisted then his fingers white, As he said, " My gentle Jessie, You must not be sad to-night ; You must not be sad, my Jessie, You are over kind and good, And I fain would make you happy, Very happy if I could !" Oft he kissed her cheek and forehead, Called her darling oft, but said, Never, that he loved her fondly, Or that ever they should wed ; But that he was grieved that shadows Should have chilled so dear a heart j 74 JESSIE CARROL. That the time, foretold so often, Then was come and they must part ! Shook her bosom then with passion, Hot her forehead burned with pain, But her lips said only, " Allan, Will you ever come again ?" And he answered, lightly dallying With her tresses all the while, Life had not a star to guide him Like the beauty of her smile ; And that when the corn was ripened And the vintage harvest prest, She would see him home returning To the Valley of the West. When the moon had veiled her splendor, And went lessening down the blue, And along the eastern hill-tops Burned the morning in the dew, They had parted each one feeling That their lives had separate ends ; They had parted neither happy Less than lovers more than friends. For as Jessie mused in silence, She remembered that he said, Never, that he loved her fondly, Or that ever they should wed. Twas full many a nameless meaning My poor words can never say, Felt without the need of utterance, That had won her heart away. JESSIECAKEOL. 75 O ! the days were weary ! weary ! And the eves were dull and long, With the cricket's chirp of sorrow, And the owlet's mournful song. Out of slumber oft she started In the still and lonesome nights, Hearing but the traveller's footstep Hurrying toward the village lights. So, moaned by the dreary winter All her household tasks fulfilled Till beneath the last year's rafters Came the swallows back to build. Meadow-pinks, in flakes of crimson, Through the pleasant valleys lay, And again were oxen ploughing Up and down the hills all day. Thus the dim days dawned and faded To the maid, forsaken, lorn, Till the freshening breeze of summer Shook the tassels of the corn. Ever now within her chamber All night long the lamp-light shines, But no white hand from her casement Pushes back the heavy vines. On her cheek a fire was feeding, And her hand transparent grew Ah, the faithless Allen Archer! More than she had dreamed was true. No complaint was ever uttered, Only to herself she sighed, 76 JESSIE CARROL. As she read of wretched poets Who had pined of love and died. Once she crushed the sudden crying From her trembling lips away, When they said the vintage harvest Had been gathered in that day. Often, when they kissed her, smiled she, Saying that it soothed her pain, And that they must not be saddened She would soon be well again ! Thus nor hoping nor yet fearing, Meekly bore she all her pain, Till the red leaves of the autumn Withered from the woods again ; Till the bird had hushed its singing In the silvery sycamore, And the nest was left unsheltered In the lilac by the door ; Saying, still, that she was happy None so much as she was blest None of all the many maidens In the valley of the West. ra. Down the heath and o'er the moorland Blows the wild gust high and higher, Suddenly the maiden pauses Spinning at the cabin fire, And out from her taper fingers Falls away the flaxen thread, JESSIE CARROL. 77 As some neighbor entering, whispers, " Jessie Carrol lieth dead." Then, as pressing close her forehead To the window-pane, she sees Two stout men together digging Underneath the church-yard trees ; And she asks in kindest accents, " Was she happy when she died ? n Sobbing all the while to see them Void the heavy eapth aside ; Or, upon their mattocks leaning, Through their fingers numb to blow, For the wintry air is chilly, And the grave-mounds white with snow. And the neighbor answers softly, " Do not, dear one, do not cry ; At the break of day she asked us If we thought that she must die ; And when I had told her, sadly, That I feared it would be so, Smiled she, saying, 'Twill be weary Digging in the churchyard snow !' * Earth,' I said, " was very dreary That its paths at best were rough ; And she whispered, she was ready, That her life was long enough. So she lay serene and silent, Till the wind, that wildly drove, Soothed her from her mortal sorrow, Like the lullaby of love." 4 Thus they talked, while one that loved her Smoothed her tresses dark and long, Wrapped her white shroud down, and simply Wove her sorrow to this song : IV. Sweetly sleeps she : pain and passion Burn no longer on her brow Weary watchers, ye may leave her She no more will need you now ! While the wild spring bloomed and faded, Till the autumn came and passed, Calmly, patiently, she waited Rest has come to her at last ! Never have the blessed angels, As they walked with her apart, Kept pale Sorrow's battling armies Half so softly from her heart. Therefore, think not, ye that loved her, Of the pallor hushed and dread, Where the winds, like heavy mourners, Cry about her lonesome bed, But of white hands softly reaching As the shadow o'er her fell, Downward from the golden bastion Of the eternal citadel. DISSATISFIED. FOR me, in all life's desert sands No well is made, no tent is spread ; Even the cool dews of Mercy's hands, Like fires have fallen upon my head; For I have been with Fate at war, And shall be so till life shall cease, Worshipping the unattained and far, And there, and only there, at peace. On every life, at times, save mine, Beauty has gathered like a crown Oh desolate, reft, it must be thine When all thy burdens are laid down ! Night, night ! make gentle the embrace, Which still the light of joyance bars, While through the cloudy realms I trace The eternal wanderings of the stars. Light, lightly, thou of murmurous lip, Twine round my neck thy breezy arm- Hope, like a frail dismasted ship, Drifts at the mercy of the storm. The radiance of my mortal star Is crossed with signs of wo to me ; And all my thoughts and wishes are Pale wanderers toward eternity. 80 DISSATISFIED. Stricken, riven helplessly apart From all that blest the path I trod ; Oh tempt me, tempt me not, my heart, To arraign the goodness of my God ; For suffering hath been made sublime, And souls that lived and died alone, Have left an echo for all time, As they went wailing to the throne. There have been moments when I dared Believe life's mystery a breath, And deem Faith's milky bosom bared To the betraying arms of Death j For the immortal life but mocks The soul that feels its ruin dire, And like a tortured demon rocks Upon the cradling waves of fire. But when, in half reluctant prayer, We raise our blindly selfish eyes, Peace, clasping close the cross, is there, And singing songs of Paradise. AGATHA TO HAROLD. COME there ever memories, Harold, Like a half remembered song From the time of gladness vanished Down the distance, oh, so long ! Come they to me not in sadness, For they strike into my soul, As the sharp axe of the woodsman Strikes the dead and sapless bole. Just across the orchard hill-top, Through the branches gray and bare, We can see the village church-yard I shall not be lonesome there. When the cold wet leaves are falling On the turfless mound below, You will sometimes think about me, You will love me then, I know. In the window of my chamber Is a plant with pale blooms crowned If the sun shines warm to-morrow, In that quiet church-yard ground I will set it ; and at noontimes, When the school-girls thither wend, 82 AGATHA TO HAROLD. They '11 see it blossom by my grave, And think I had a friend. I cannot bear the nameless spot Should be with weeds o'ergrown, To tell upon death's stormy wave I drifted out alone. Think'st thou ever, oh my Harold, Of that blessed eventide When our footsteps, thither straying, Turned the golden light aside ? When the skies of June above us Hung so lovingly and blue, And the white mists in the meadows Seemed like fleeces full of dew While the stars along the heavens In illumined furrows lay As if some descending angel Pushed them from his path away, And the west was faintly burning, Where the cloudy day was set, Like a blushing press of kisses Ah, thou never canst forget ! " Thou art young" thou saidst, " thy future All in sunlight seems to shine Art content to crown thy maytime Out of autumn love like mine 1 Couldst thou see my locks a lading With no sorrow and no fears ? For thou know'st I stand in shadows Deep to almost twice thy years." AaATHAfOHAROLB. 83 In that time my life-blood mounted From my bosom to my brow, And I answered simply, truly I was younger then than now-^ " Were it strange if that a daisy Sheltered from the tempest stroke, Bloomed contented in the shadow Of the overarching oak ?" When the sun had like a herdsman Clipt the misty waves of morn, By the breezes driven seaward Like a flock of lambs new-shorn ; Thou hadst left me, and oh, Harold, Half in gladness, half in tears, I was gazing down the future O'er the lapses of the years ; To what time the clouds about me All my night of sorrow done Should blow out their crimson linings O'er the rising of love's sun. And I said in exultation, " Not the bright ones in the sky, Then shall know a deeper pleasure Than, my Harold, thou and I." Thrice the scattered seed had sprouted As the spring thaw reappeared, And the winter frosts had grizzled Thrice the autumn's yellow beard ; When that lovely day of promise Darkened with a dread eclipse, 84 AGATHA TO HAROLD. And my heart's long clasped joyance Died in moans upon my lips. Silent, saw I other maidens To a thousand pleasures wed " Save me from the past, good angel,"- This was all the prayer I said. Sometimes they would smile upon me As their gay troops passed me by Saying softly to each other, How is she content to die ? Oh, they little guess the barren Wastes on which my visions go, And the conflicts fierce but silent That at last have made me so. Shall the bright-winged bird be netted Singing in the open fields, And not struggle with the fowler, Long and vainly ere it yields ? But the days of my life's pilgrimage Are wearing down to hours, My burning brow will cool no more In summer's lap of flowers. And from dying hands I send thee My forgiveness full and free, For the fount of grief struck open In my young glad heart by thee ; And may there be still some healing For all pains you ever know, In this latest chrism I send thee From the fountain of my wo. THE SPIRIT-HAUNTED. O'ER the dark woods, surging, solemn, Hung the new moon's silver ring ; And in white and naked beauty, Out from Twilight's luminous wing, Peered the first star of the eve ; 'Twas the time when poets weave Radiant songs of love's sweet passion, In the loom of thought sublime, And with throbbing, quick pulsations Beat the golden web of rhyme. On a hillside wide and lonely, Bending toward the fearful wave, Whose cold billows still are breaking Through the still door of the grave, Where the lip from love is bound, And the forehead napkin-crowned, On a hill-side, where like ruins Slanted columns of pale fire, And the mist from off life's river Quivered like a glittering wire, O'er the white arm of some maid Muffled in the folding shade, 4* 86 THE SPIRIT HAUNTED. Once, ah me ! I once beheld him Whom no mortal love could bind, From a path of desolate grandeur Beating back the chilling wind ; Sinking, as he onward prest, Death's sharp arrow in his breast. In the leash of an enchantment Followed his black spaniel ghoul, Cowering toward the rocky kennels With a wailing, wistful howl, While his hunger-glittering eyes Burned like fire that never dies. Into silence his pale fingers Crushed the sweet chords of his lyre, Like a phantom-hand caressing Some lost meteor's mane of fire ; While his heart made vocal Night, Knocking at the gates of Light. On a dream of awful splendor His abraded soul was stretched, And across the heart's pale ruins Winged imaginations reached O'er the glory and the gloom Of life's opening gate, the tomb. As the poor hind, hunted, panting, On the weary chase for hours, In some wilderness of beauty Winds its silver horns with flowers, Gathered he deep peace unsought In the glorious realms of thought. THE SPIRIT HAUNTED. 87 In a tower, shadow-laden, With a casement high and dim, Years agone there dwelt a maiden, Loving and beloved by him. But while rifling Hybla's bees A bold masker crossed the seas. Then her bosom softly trembling Like a star in morning's light Faithless to her mortal lover Fled she forth into the night, A great feast for her was spread In the Kingdom overhead. Wo, oh wo ! for the abandoned, Dim his mortal steps must be, Death's high priest his soul has wedded Unto immortality ! Twilight's golden fall, or morn, Finds him, leaves him, weary, lorn. Weary, lorn, I once beheld him, With his wild eyes full of light, Under midnight's roof of planets Feeding with his smile the night, As each vision, fancy -wooed, Faded back to solitude. Sometimes by the lonely sea side, Sometimes in the wilderness, Half his rapture-shaken bosom Feels a white arm gently press Vain, 'tis vain ! Round him darkness aches again. 88 THE SPIRIT HAUNTED. In her cave lay Silence, hungry For the beauty of his song ; Echoes, locked from mortal waking, Trembled as he passed along, And for love of him pale maids Leaned like lilies from the shades. But the locks of love unwinding From his bosom as he might, Buried he his soul of sorrow In the cloud-dissolving light Of the spirit peopled shore Ever, ever, evermore. WURTHA. THROUGH the autumn's mists so red Shot the slim and golden stocks Of the ripe corn ; Wurtha said, " Let us cut them for our flocks." Answered I, " When morning leaves Her bright footprints on the sea, As I cut and bind the sheaves, Wurtha, thou shalt glean for me." " Nay, the full moon shines so bright All along the vale below, I could count our flocks to-night ; Haco, let us rise and go. For when bright the risen morn Leaves her footprints on the sea, Thou may'st cut and bind the corn, But I cannot glean for thee." And as I my reed so light Blowing, sat, her fears to calm, Said she, " Haco, yesternight In my dream I missed a lamb ; 90 WURTHA. And as down the misty vale Went I pining for the lost, Something shadowy and pale, And phantom-like, my pathway crossed, Saying, " In a chilly bed, Low and dark, but full of peace, For your coming, softly spread, Is the dead lamb's snowy fleece." Passed the sweetest of all eves Morn was breaking, for our flocks : " Let us go and bind to sheaves, All the slim and golden stocks ; Wake, my Wurtha, wake" but still Were her lips as still could be, And her folded hands too chill Ever more to glean for me. MADELA. " OH, my dear one ! oh, my lover ! Comes no faintest sound to you, As Icall your sweet words over, All the weary night-time through ! Drearily the rain keeps falling I can hear it on the pane ; Oh, he cannot hear my calling He will never come again !" So a pale one, lowly lying On her sick bed, often cried " Come, my dear one, I am dying !" But no lover's voice replied. " When the morning-light is shining Over all the eastern hills, Thou, whose heart is still divining Every wish in mine that thrills If he come, and I am dying, If my hands be cold as clay, And my lips make no replying To the wild words he will say, As he fondly bends above me, Just as you are bending now, Saying how he used to love me, Pressing kisses on my brow 92 M A D E L A . Take this ringlet ere from twining Dampened in that dew so near ; He has often praised its shining Will he when I cannot hear ? Give it softly to his keeping, Saying, as 1 would have said, ' Go not through the world a-weeping For the dear one who is dead ;' And, as you the shroud upgather, That shall hide me from his eyes, Tell him of the pitying Father Of the love that never dies." Through the eastern clouds, the amber, Burning, tells the night-time o'er : Watchers, you may leave her chamber She hath need of you no more ! Is't the white hand of her lover Puts her curtain's fold away ? Is it he that bends above her, Saying, " Dear one, wake, 'tis day !" - No ; the wind, despite Death's warning, 'T is, that in her curtain stirs, And the blue eyes are the morning's, That are bending down to her's. Lay the hands, for love's sake lifted Oft in prayer, together bound, While the unheeded ringlet drifted Lightly, brightly, to the ground. THE SHEPHERDESS. SAT we on the mossy rocks In the twilight, long ago, I and Ulna keeping flocks Flocks with fleeces white as snow. Beauty smiled along the sky ; Beauty shone along the sea ; " Ulna, Ulna," whispered I, This is all for me and thee !" Brushing back my heavy locks, Said he, not, alas ! in glee, " Art content in keeping flocks With a shepherd boy like me ?" Shone the moon so softly white Down upon the mossy rocks, Covering sweetly with her light Me and Ulna, and our flocks. Running wild about our feet Were the blushing summer flowers " Ulna," said I, " what is sweet In this world that is not ours?" 94 THE SHEPHERDESS. Thrice he kissed my cheek, and sighed, These are dreary rocks and cold Oh, the world is very wide, And I weary of my fold ! Now a thousand oxen stray That are Ulna's, down the moor, % And great ships their anchors weigh, Freighted with his priceless ore. But my tears will sometimes flow, Thinking of the mossy rocks Where we sat, so long ago, I and Ulna, keeping flocks. THE RECLAIMING OF THE ANGEL. OH smiling land of the sunset, How my heart to thy beauty thrills Veiled dimly to-day with the shadow Of the greenest of all thy hills ! Where daisies lean to the sunshine, And the winds a plowing go, And break into shining furrows The mists in the vale below; Where the willows hang out their tassels, With the dews all white and cold, Strung over their wands so limber, Like pearls upon chords of gold ; Where in milky hedges of hawthorn The red-winged thrushes sing, And the wild vine, bright and flaunting, Twines many a scarlet ring ; Where, under the ripened billows Of the silver-flowing rye, We ran in and out with the zephyrs My sunny-haired brother and I. Oh, when the green kirtle of May time, Again over the hill-tops is blown, 96 THE RECLAIMING OF THE ANGEL. I shall walk the wild paths of the forest And climb the steep headlands alone Pausing not where the slopes of the meadows Are yellow with cowslip beds, Nor where, by the wall of the garden, The hollyhocks lift their bright heads. In hollows that dimple the hill-sides, Our feet till the sunset had been, Where pinks with their spikes of red blossoms, Hedged beds of blue violets in, While to the warm lip of the sunbeam The cheek of the blush rose inclined, And the pansy's white bosom was flushed with The murmurous love of the wind. But when 'neath the heavy tresses That swept o'er the dying day, The star of the eve like a lover Was hiding his blushes away, As we came to a mournful river That flowed to a lovely shore, " Oh, sister," he said, " I am weary I cannot go back any more !" And seeing that round about him The wings of the angels shone I parted the locks from his forehead And % kissed him and left him alone. But a shadow comes over my spirit Whenever I think of the hours I trusted his feet to the pathway That winds through eternity's flowers. YOUNG LOVE. LIFE hath its memories lovely, That over the heart are blown, As over the face of the Autumn The light of the summer flown ; Rising out of the mist so chilling, That oft life's sky enshrouds, Like a new moon sweetly filling Among the twilight clouds. And among them comes, how often, Young love's unresting wraith, To lift lost hope out of ruins To the gladness of perfect faith ; Drifting out of the past as lightly As winds of the May -time flow : And lifting the shadows brightly, As the daffodil lifts the snow. For even life's withered winter, With all its fearful power, Blights not from immortal beauty The heart's bright passion-flower. 98 YOUNG LOVE. I know I shall be benighted Full soon in a valley low, But beyond is the love that lighted The beautiful long ago. THE BETROTHED. I HAVE acted as they bid me, He said that he was bless'd, And the sweet seal of betrothal On my forehead has been press'd ; But my heart gave back no echo To the rapture of his bliss, And the hand he clasped so fondly Was less tremulous than his. They praise his lordly beauty, And I know that he is fair Oh, I always loved the color Of his sunny eyes and hair ; And though my bosom may have held A happier heart than now, I have told him that I love him, And I cannot break the vow. He called me the fair lady Of a castle o'er the seas, And I thought about a cottage Nestled down among the trees ; 100 THE BETROTHED. And when my cheek beneath his lip Blushed not nor turned aside, I thought how once a lighter kiss Had left it crimson-died. What care I for the breathing Of wind-harps among the vines ? I better love the swinging Of the sleepy mountain pines, And to track the timid rabbit In the snow shower as I list, Than to ride his coal-black hunter With the hawk upon my wrist. ' Fain would I leave the grandeur Of the oaken-shadowed lawns, And the dimly stretching forest, Where the red roe leads her fawns, To gather the blue thistle And the fennel's yellow bloom, Where frowning turrets cumber not The path with gorgeous gloom. Let them wreathe the bridal roses With my tresses as they may There are phantoms in my bosom. That I cannot keep away ; To my heart, as to a banquet, They are crowding pale and dread, But I told him that I loved him, And it cannot be unsaid. GOING TO SLEEP. Now put the waxen candle by, Or shade the light away, And tell me if you think she'll die Before another day. She asked me but an hour ago, What time the moon would rise, And when I told her, she replied, " How fair 'twill make the skies." Then came a smile across her face, And though her lips were dumb I think she only wished to live Until that hour were come. And folding her transparent hands Together on her breast, She fell in such a tranquil sleep As scarce seems breathing rest. Was that the third stroke of the clock ; The hour is almost told. Above yon bare and jagged rock Should shine the disk of gold. 5 102 GOING TO SLEEP. Tis coming up ! the glow I see Burn faint along the blue ; How soft her sleep is ! shall I call, That she may see it too ? Nay, friend, she would not see the light, Though called you ne'er so loud, So bring of linen, dainty white, The measure of the shroud. The drowsy sexton may not wake, He must be called betimes, Twill take him all the day to make Her grave beneath the limes ; For when our little Ellie died, The days were, oh, so long; And what with telling ghostly tales, And humming scraps of song, To school-boys gathered curiously About the bed so chill, I heard him digging till the sun Was down behind the hill. Oh, do not weep my friend, I pray, These beams that round her creep, Keep all the evil things away That troubled once her sleep. OF ONE DYING. IK the blue middle heavens of June The sun was burning bright, What time we parted now ! alas, Tis winter-time and night. The swart November long ago, With troops of gloomy hours, Went folding the October's tents Of misty gold, like flowers. The wind hangs moaning on the pane, The cricket tries to sing, And a voice tells me all the while, It never will be spring ; It never will be spring to her, For in the west wind's flow, I hear a sound that seems to me Like digging in the snow. She will not have to lay away The baby from her knees The wild birds sung his lullaby Last summer in the trees ; 101 OF ONE DYING. The cedars and the cypresses, That in the churchyard grow But little Alice will be left How shall we make her know, When she shall see the pallid brow, The shroud about the dead, That the beloved one is in / The azure overhead 1 For scarcely by the open grave, Have we of larger light And clearer faith, the strength to shape The spirit's upward flight. My friend, I know not as the sands Of life are almost run, If thou hast any power to say, Thy will, not mine, be done. But pray thee, Holy Comforter, To make her weary eyes To see from out the clouds of death The Star of promise rise. THE GOOD ANGEL. LIKE a prophetess of sorrow Dying day foretells the night, And adown the eastern hill-tops Floats and falls the deep'ning light; Floats and falls the light so golden From, the full, uprisen moon, And the little birds are nestled In the bosom of young June. I am sitting where so often I have sat in summers gone, Down the dim and solemn future, Fixedly, gazing, on and on. I can see sweet gleams of sunshine Drifting through a valley wide, Where a thousand hopes aforetime Ventures of the heart have died. Then a phantom hand of darkness Comes between the moon and I, And the stars, like pallid spirits, Wander, aimless, through the sky. 106 THE GOOD ANGEL. And the dreary winds about me,. Sigh and moan in under breath, As, sometimes, unwary watchers Hold their prophecies of death. Rise not like a far-off planet, Time of beauty vanished long, Come not back, lost voice, to haunt me Like a half-remembered song. And if down the long, long future, No sweet Eden smiles for me, Save one from the past, good angel, This is all I ask of thee ! OCTOBER, NOT the light of the long blue Summer, Nor the flowery huntress, Spring, Nor the chilly and moaning Winter, Doth peace to my bosom bring, Like the hazy and red October, When the woods stand bare and brown, And into the lap of the south land, The flowers are blowing down ; When all night long, in the moonlight, The boughs of the roof-tree chafe, And the wind, like a wandering poet, Is singing a mournful waif; And all day through the cloud-armies, The sunbeams coquettishly rove For then in my path first unfolded The sweet passion-flower of love. With bosom as pale as the sea-shell, And soft as the flax unspun, And locks like the nut-brown shadows In the light of the sunken sun, 108 OCTOBER. Came the maiden whose wonderful beauty Enchanted my soul from pain, And gladdened my heart, that can never, No, never be happy again. Far away from life's pain and passion, And our Eden of love, she went, Like a pale star fading softly From the morning's golden tent. But oft, when the bosom of Autumn Is warm with the summer beams, We meet in the pallid shadows That border the land of dreams. For seeing my woe through the splendor That hovers about her above, She puts from her forehead the glory, And listens again to my love. A RETROSPECT. DOWN in the west, the sunset gold Is fading from the sombre cloud, And a fixed sorrow, hushed and cold, Is closing round me like a shroud ; Closing with thoughts of twilight hours, When gaily, on the homestead hill, Two children played among the flowers I would that they were children still. For as I scan with tear-dimmed eyes The future, till life's sun hangs low, No white hand reaches from the skies, With chrisms of healing for our wo. And though it may be either mind Has grown with toil and years and strife, Experience, like a blightning wind, Has made a barren waste of life A barren waste, whose -reach of sands Lies glowing in the noontide heat, Where no bright tree of blossoms stands, Dropping cool shadows round our feet. 5* 110 A RETROSPECT. Only one good is ours, we feel The promise written in the Word, The might of the baptismal seal To make us children of the Lord. MY FRIEND AND I. MARCH is piping Springtime's praises, Night by night the new moon fills Soon the golden-hearted daisies "Will be over all the hills. Oh ! the winds are dreary, dreary ! "Pis a long and lonesome night : And her heart, she said, was weary Weary, waiting for the light. Soft the lovely Summer weather Bloweth up the southern heights, When the blue-bell in the heather Blooms beneath our lattice lights. Dismally the winds are crying ; I am reft, she said, and lorn, And my heart is sad with sighing, Sighing for the distant morn. Blithely will the birds keep singing, Till the Autumn, sad of mien, Comes his yellow chaplet swinging, 'Gainst the Summer's robe of green. MY FRIEND AND I. Drearily the wind is blowing Long and lonely is the night ; Keep me not, she said, from going Going where 'tis always light. Blisses, hope has not foretasted, Fill with sweetnesses the skies ; There young love is never blasted There the Summer never dies. Have the rough winds ceased their blowing- Doth the morning break ? she said ; The life-tide was outward flowing She was dying she was dead. A DREAM UNTOLD. BENEATH the yellow hair of May The blushing flowers together lay, The winds along the bending lea, Kept flowing, flowing, like a sea That could not rest, When first a maid with tresses brown And blue eyes softly drooping down, Sat in her chamber high and lone, Locking a sweet dream, all her own, Within her breast. The elms around the homestead low All night kept swaying to and fro, And the young summer's silver rain Kept beating^ on the window pane, So soft and low, It could not trouble the fair maid Who tremblingly and half afraid Lay gazing on the village lights, That glimmered o'er the neighboring heights, In sleepless wo. 114 A DREAM UNTOLD. The summer's tender glow is fled, The early budding flowers are dead, But others, with their leaves scarce paled, And their flushed bosoms all unveiled, In bloom remain ; The hills are white with ripened rye, The quails from out the meadows fly; The mower's whistling, blithely gay, Makes answer to the milkmaid's lay, In vain in vain ! 'Tis one of autumn's lonesome eves, And eddying drifts of withered leaves Are scattered in the woods behind, By the damp fingers of the wind ; But hope dies not, And happy maids and youths are seen Together straying on the green, While trembling hand and blushing cheek Tell better far than words can speak, Each other's thought. Winter is come the homestead low Is whitened by the falling snow ; In the warm hearth the cricket cries, And the storm-shaken bough replies ; The watch-dog's bay Is answered from the neighboring hill " 'Tis very dark, the night, and chill," Is by the pale lips faintly said, Of her beside whose dying bed They kneel to pray. A DKKAM UNTOLD. 115 Morning is up her wing of fire Is shivering o'er the village spire, And in the churchyard down below Shining along the mounds of snow Serenejy bright, The maiden with the hair so brown, And blue eyes softly drooping down, Her dream, whate'er it was, unknown, Shall lie beneath the cross of stone, Ere close of night. ULALIE. THE crimson of the maple trees Is lighted by the moon's soft glow ; Oh, nights like this, and things like these, Bring back a dream of long ago. For on an eve as sweet as this Upon this bank beneath this tree My lips, in love's impassioned kiss, Met those of Ulalie. Softly as now the dewdrops burned In the flushed bosoms of the flowers, Backward almost seems time to have turned The golden axis of the hours, Till, cold as ocean's beaten surf, Beneath these trailing boughs, I see The white cross and the faded turf Above lost Ulalie. PARTING SONG. BEHIND their cloudy curtains, Over sunset's crimson sea, Like fires along a battle field, Intensely, mournfully, The radiant stars are burning, That will burn no more for me. Ere on yon path of glory, Which still the daylight warms, Walks silently the midnight, With the pale moon in her arms, I shall be where longings trouble not, Nor haunting fear alarms. Nay, weep not, gentlest, dearest, When joy should most abound, That the dewy, tender clasping Of thy arms must be unwound ; We have journeyed long together In life's wilderness profound. 118 FARTING SONG. Like the shining threads of silver Which the showers of summer leave, When to webs of beauty woven By the golden loom of eve, Is the path that lies before me now Then, dear one, do not grieve. Mortality has been to me A wheel of pain, at best, And I sink, although thy gentle love Has soothed and almost blest, As a pilgrim in the shadow Of the sepulchre, to rest. Not when the morn is glowing, Like a banner o'er the brave, Nor when the world is bathing In the noontide's amber wave, Will I come, oh Love, to meet thee From the chamber of the grave. But through the silver columns Leaning earthward from the arch, When the pale and solemn army Of the night is on the march, I will glide, oh Love, to meet thee, From the shadow of the larch. As the poet's bosom trembles With some awful melody, Till he hears the dark procession Of the ages sweeping by, Lo ! my heart is trembling, beating, To the music of the sky. THE BROKEN HOUSEHOLD. VAINLY, vainly memory seeks, Round our father's knee, Laughing eyes and rosy cheeks Where they used to be : Of the circle once so wide, Three are wanderers, three have died. Golden-haired and dewy-eyed, Prattling all the day, Was the baby, first that died ; Oh, 'twas hard to lay Dimpled hand and cheek of snow In the grave so dark and low. Smiling back on all who smiled, Ne'er by sorrow thralled, Half a woman, half a child, Was the next one called : Then a grave more deep and wide Made they by the baby's side. 120 THB BROKEN HOUSEHOLD, When or where the other died Only Heaven can tell ; Treading manhood's path of pride Was he when he fell; Haply thistles, blue and red, Bloom about his lonely bed. I am for the living three Only left to pray ; Two are on the stormy sea ; Farther still than they, Wanders one, his young heart dim Oftenest, most I pray for him. Whatsoe'er they do or-dare, Wheresoe'er they roam, Have them, Father, in Thy care, Guide them safely home; Home, oh, Father, in the sky, Where none wander and none die. FIRE PICTURES. IN the embers all aglow, Fancy makes the pictures plain, As I listen to the snow Beating chill against the pane The wild December snow On the lamp-illumined pane. Bent downward from his prime, Like the ripe fruit from its bough, As I muse my simple rhyme, I can see my father now, With the warning flowers of time Blooming white about his brow. Sadly flows the willow tree On the hill so dear, yet dread, Where the resting-places be, Of our dear ones that are dead Where the mossy headstones be, Of my early playmates dead. 122 FIRE PICTURES. But despite the dismal snow, Blinding all the window o'er, And the wind, that, crouching low, Whines against my study door, In the embers' twilight glow I can see one picture more. Down the beechen-shaded hills, With the summer lambs at play, Run the violet-nursing rills Through the meadows sweet with hay, Where the gray-winged plover trills Of its joy the live-long day Seeming almost within call, 'Neath our ancient trysting tree, Art thou pictured, source of all That was ever dear to me ; But the wasted embers fall, And the night is all I see The night with gusts of snow Blowing wild against the pane, And the wind that crouches low, Crying mournfully in vain, And the dreams that come and go Through my memory-haunted brain. TO THE WINDS. TALK to my heart, oh winds Talk to my heart to-night ; My spirit always finds With you a new delight, Finds always new delight, In your silver talk at night. Give me your soft embrace As you used to long ago. In your shadowy trysting place, W T hen you seemed to love me so When you sweetly kissed me so, On the green hills long ago. Come up from your cool bed, In the stilly twilight sea, For the dearest hope lies dead, That was ever dear to me ; Come up from your cool bed, And we'll talk about the dead. 124 TO THE WINDS. Tell me, for oft you go, Winds, lovely winds of night, About the chambers low, With sheets so dainty white, If they sleep through all the night, In the beds so chill and white ? Talk to me, winds, and say, If in the grave be rest ; For, oh, life's little day Is a weary one at best ; Talk to my heart and say If death will give me rest. TO THE SPIRIT OF GLADNESS. UNDERNEATH a dreary sky, Spirit glad and free, Voyaging solemnly am I Toward an unknown sea. Falls the moonlight, sings the breeze, But thou speakest not in these. In the summers overflown What delights we had ! Now I sit all day alone, Weaving ditties sad ; But thou comest not for the sake Of the lonesome rhymes I make. Faithless spirit, spirit free, Where mayst thou be found ? Where the meadow fountains be Raining music round, And the thistle burs so blue Shine the livelong day with dew. Keep thee, in thy pleasant bowers, From my heart and brain ; Even the summer's lap of flowers 6 126 TO THE SPRIT OF GLADNESS. Could not cool the pain ; And for pallid cheek and brow What companionship hast thou ? Erewhile, when the rainy spring Filled the pastures full Of sweet daisies blossoming Out as white as wool ; We have gathered them, and made Beds of Beauty in the shade. Would that I had any friend Lovingly to go To the hollows where they blend With the grasses low, And a pillow soft and white Make for the approaching night. A CHRISTMAS STORY. Tis Christmas Eve, and by the fire-light dim, His blue eyes hidden by his fallen hair, My little brother mirth is not for him Whispers, how poor we are ! Come, dear one, rest upon my knee your head, And push away those curls of golden glow, And I will tell a Christmas tale I read A long, long time ago. 'Tis of a little orphan boy like you, Who had on earth no friend his feet to guide Into the path of virtue, straight and true, And so he turned aside. The parlor fires, with genial warmth aglow, Threw over him their waves of mocking light, Once as he idly wandered to and fro, In the unfriendly night. The while a thousand little girls and boys, With look of pride, or half-averted eye, Their hands and arms o'erbrimmed with Christmas toys, Passed and repassed him by. 128 A CHKISTMAS 6TORY. Chilled into half forgetfulness of wrong, And tempted by the splendors of the time, As roughly jostled by the hurrying throng, Trembling, he talked with crime. And when the Tempter once had found the way, And thought's still threshold, half-forbidden, crossed, His steps went darkly onward day by day, Till he at last was lost. So lost, that once from a delirious dream, As consciousness began his soul to stir, Around him fell the morning's checkered beam He was a prisoner. Then wailed he in the frenzy of wild pain, Then wept he till his eyes with tears were dim, But who would kindly answer back again A prisoner-boy like him ? And so his cheek grew thin and paled away, But not a loving hand was stretched to save j And the snow covered the next Christmas-day His lonesome little grave. Nay, gentle brother, do not weep, I pray, You have no sins like his to be forgiven, And kneeling down together, we can say, Father, who art in Heaven. So shall the blessed presence of content Brighten our home of toil and poverty, And the dear consciousness of time well spent, Our Christmas portion be. THISBE. SUNSET'S pale arrows shivering near and far ! A little gray bird on an oaken tree Pouring its tender plaint, and eve's lone star Resting its silver rim upon the sea ! In dismallest abandonment she lies The undone Thisbe, witless of the night, Locking the sweet time from her mournful eyes, With her thin fingers, a most piteous sight. Like violets white in hollow meadow-ground, Shut from the broad and garish eye of day, So 'neath her soft arms, clasped, interwound, The milky beauty of her bosom lay. O'er her sweet cheek the sprouting grasses lean, And the round moon's gray, melancholy light Creeps through the darkness, all unfelt, unseen, And folds her tender limbs from the chill night. Beside her on the hill the Twilight lies, Twisting her pallid hands with the bright hair That trembles in the light of her clear eyes, Like strings of daffodils in the blue air. 130 THIS BE. And the dim mate of silence, newly born, Stolen softly from the satyr-haunted grove, Stoops o'er expiring day, like maiden lorn Strewing pale blossoms o'er her murdered love. Pressing your cold hands over rushy springs, And making your chaste beds in beaded dew, About her, Nereides, draw your magic rings, And wreath her golden-budded hopes anew. For by the tumult of thick-coming sighs, The aspect wan that hath no mortal name, I know the wilful god of the blind eyes Hath sped a love-shaft with too true an aim. OUT BY THE WATERS. THE hedges of roses and islands of gold Have floated and faded away from the sky, And I long, as their vanishing glow I behold, For a home where the beautiful never shall die : For a home, where the children of sorrow shall cease To mourn over dreams that are broken and gone ; Where the wings of the soul may be folded in peace By the rivers that always flow shiningly on ! I'm sitting alone in a deep bosomed vale, On a bank of fresh moss that hangs over a rill ; And catching at times, from the wings of the gale The laughter of children at play on the hill. For the wandering spirit of beauty is back With fragrance and verdure for hill top and tree, Leaving sunshine and blossoms, and birds on her track, And filling the young heart with innocent glee. I forget the dark lessons of history's page In listening to footsteps so careless and light : I forget the deep plottings of manhood and age Their scorning of weakness, and trampling of right : 132 OUT BY THE WATERS. There's a cloud on the moon ! but the light is so sweet, ("Tis one of the Spring-time's most beautiful eves) I can tell every blossom that lies at my feet, And the birds that are up o'er my head in the leaves. Oh I love to be out by the waters at night As they trip to the sea on the bright-tinted sands : And deem their glad billows are children of light With songs on their lips and the stars in their hands. LOVE'S CHAPEL. As if soft odors from the vales of bliss Pressed open, dear one, the pearl gates above, Came in the Hybla sweetness of thy kiss, The gentle, gentle meaning of thy love. Then felt I as some mortal maid who lies Beneath a rose-roof bower that sunshine warms, Who, having charmed a god from the blue skies, First feels his gold locks trembling in her arms. Haste ! bring me river-lilies pale as snow, Meek wood-flowers faintly streaked with jet and blue, Blush-roses gathered where the west winds blow, And little moss-cups dripping wet with dew. And when the silver ring of the new moon Hangs o'er the dark woods sloping to the sea, When hope lies dallying in the lap of June, I'll twine a chapel for my love and me. A quiet chapel 'neath the quiet boughs, Whose dusky beauty makes the days like eves, Where kneeling softly we may make our vows In the pale light like broken lily leaves. 6* 134 LOVE'S CHAPEL. Feeding my heart with dreams of that dear hour, Nor pain, nor alien sorrow, nor dim fear Shall cross the threshold of our chapel bower, Till that sweet time, oh gentle love, be here ! As suddenly the brown leaf-buried root, When the spring thaw brings down the genial shower, Into the blue air lifts its tender shoot, Crowned with the beauty of its perfect flower : So is my hope, long buried under fears, And walled from sunshine by the helpless night, Crowned with the beauty of its primal years, Uplifted softly to the loving light. THE TRYST. THE moss is withered, the moss is brown Under the dreary cedarn bowers, And fleet winds running the valleys down Cover with dead leaves the sleeping flowers. White as a lily the moonlight lies Under the gray oak's ample boughs ; In the time of June 'twere a paradise For gentle lovers to make their vows. In the middle of night when the wolf is dumb, Like a sweet star rising out of the sea, They say that a damsel at times will come, And brighten the chilly light under the tree. And a blessed angel from out the sky Cometh her lonely watch to requite ; But not for my soul's sweet sake would I Pray under its shadow alone at night. A boy by the tarn on the mountain side Was cruelly murdered long ago, Where oft a shadow is seen to glide And wander wearily to and fro. 136 THE TRYST. The night was sweet like an April night, When misty softness the blue air fills, And the freckled adder's tongue makes bright The sleepy hollows among the hills. When, startled up from the hush that broods Beauteously o'er the midnight time, The gust ran wailing along the woods Like one who seeth an awful crime. The tree is withered, the tree is lost, Where he gathered the ashen berries red, As meekly the dismal woods he crossed The tree is withered, the boy is dead. Down the blue river waves slow and soft A damsel is rowing her boat with joy ; Put thy arms around her, good angel aloft, If she be the love of the murdered boy ; For still she comes, -as the daylight fades, Her tryst to keep near the cedarn bowers. Bear with her gently, tenderly maids, Whose hopes are open like summer flowers. THE BRIDAL OF WO. DIMLY the shadows stretch across the seas, With glistening frost the window pane is white ;' And the blind winds go moaning through the trees Oh ! 'tis a mournful night ! Under the rafters, where, in summer's heat, The twittering swallow hung her nest of clay, The new-milked heifer, sheltered from the sleet, Chews the sweet-scented hay. On southern slopes, hard by the leafy wold, Where the stray sunbeams all the day kept warm, Instinct is shepherding the harmless fold From the ice-bearded storm. The watch-dog, shivering couchant on the sill, Watches the moon, slow sailing up the sky, Nor answers, calling from the churchyard hill, The owlet's frequent cry. In the dim grass the little flowers are dead, No more his song the grasshopper awakes, And the pale silver of the spider's thread, No wanton wild-bird breaks. 138 THE BRIDAL OF WO. Meekly the cold lips of the dying day Pressed the pale forehead of the evening star, While brightly wildering constellations lay, Like village hills afar. Yet did my soul, whose flights have sometimes stirred The clouds that curtain back eternity, Lie wailing in my bosom, like a bird, Driven far out at sea. On such a night my heart was wed to pain, And joy along its surface can but gleam, Like the red threads of morning's fiery skein Along the frozen stream. FALLEN GENIUS. No tears for him ! he saw by faith sublime Through the wan shimmer of life's wasted flame, Across the green hills of the future time, The golden breaking of the morn of fame. Faded by the diviner life, and worn, The dust has fallen away, and ye but see The ruins of the house wherein were borne The birth-pangs of an immortality. His great life from the wondrous life to be, Clasped the bright splendors that no sorrow mars, As some pale, shifting column of the sea, Mirrors the awful beauty of the stars. What was Love's lily pressure, what the light Of its pleased smile, that a chance breath may chill ! His soul was mated with the winds of night, And wandered through the universe at will. Oft in his heart its stormy passion woke, Yet from its bent his soul no more was stirred, Than is the broad green bosom of the oak By the light flutter of the summer bird. 140 FALLEN GENIUS. His loves were of forbidden realms, unwrought In poet's rhyme, the music of his themes, Hovering about the watch-fires of his thought, On the dim borders of the land of dreams. For while his hand with daring energy Fed the slow fire that, burning, must consume, The ravishing joys of unheard harmony Beat like a living pulse within the tomb. Pillars of fire that wander through life's night, Children of genius ! ye are doomed to be, In the embrace of your far-reaching light, Locking the radiance of eternity. DYING SONG. LEAVE me, O leave me ! my o'erwearied feet, O my beloved ! may walk no more with thee ; For I am standing where the circles meet That mortals name, Time and Eternity. Tell me, O tell me not of summer flowers In vales where once our steps together trod ; Even though I now behold the shining towers That rise above the city of our God. I know that the wide fields of heaven are fair That on their borders grief is all forgot ; That the white tents of beauty, too, are there But how shall I be blessed where thou art not ? Over the green hills, that are only crossed By drifts of light, and choruses of glee, How shall I wander like a spirit lost, And fallen and ruined, missing, mourning thee ! If any wrong of mine, or thought, or said, Has given thee pain or sorrow, O forgive ! .As wilt thou not, my friend, when I am dead, And by my errors better learn to live. 142 DYING SONG. There is not found in all the pleasant past, One memory of thee that I deplore, Or wish not to be in my heart at last, When I shall fall asleep to wake no more. Then leave, oh leave me ! though I see the light Of heaven's sweet clime, and hear the angel's call, Where there is never any cloud nor night, Thy love is stronger, mightier than all ! DYING. LIGHT comes no more to thy weary eyes When moons are filling, or morn unfolds ; Thy feet have struck on the path that lies Bordering the Eden that faith beholds. Why dost thou linger and backward gaze To the hills now lying so faint and far, Where plowing a furrow through golden haze, Came up the beautiful morning star. That star that paled in the sky and fled, Ere yet the blossoms of spring were blown ; The stormy wings of the night o'erspread The mists of glory that round it shone. But though the light of the day is gone, The valley of shadows is bright with dew, And where the river of death moans on, The angels are waiting to take thee through. I think of the visions of bliss we wove In the faded beauty of years o'erflown, * That thou hast been crowned with a crown of love, And I am a dreamer of dreams alone. 144 DYING. I think of the children that climb thy knees, And how dim the light of the hearth will be, In the time that prophecy plainly sees When the circle is narrowed away from thee : And question the bodiless shapes of air That hover about when the soul is sad, To know why the angel of death should spare The worn and weary instead of the glad. But they answer not, and I only know, Seeing thee wasted and pale with pain, Where the rivers of Paradise sweetly flow, They never say I am sick again. MAY VERSES. Do you hear the wild birds calling Do you hear them, oh my heart ? Do you see the blue air falling From their rushing wings apart ? With young mosses they are flocking, For they hear the laughing breeze, With dewy fingers rocking Their light cradles in the trees ! Within nature's bosom holden, 'Till the wintry storms were done, Little violets, white and golden, Now are leaning to the sun. With its stars the box is florid, And the wind-flower, sweet to view, Hath uncovered its pale forehead To the kisses of the dew. While thousand blossoms tender, As coquettishly as they, Are sunning their wild splendor In the blue eyes of the May ! 146 MAY VERSES. In the water softly dimpled In the flower-enameled sod How beautifully exampled Is the providence of God ! From the insect's little story To the fartherest star above, All are waves of glory, glory, In the ocean of his love ! PARTING WITH A POET. ALL the sweet summer that is gone, Two paths I sighed to mark One brightly leading up and on, One downward to the dark. No prophecy enwrapt my heart, No Vala's gifts were mine ; Yet knew I that our paths must part The loftier one be thine. For not a soul inspiredly thrills, Whose wing shall not be free To sweep across the eternal hills, Like winds across the sea. And, wheresoe'er thy lot may be, As all the past has proved, Love shall abide and be with thee, For genius must be loved. While I, the heart's vain yearning stilled, The heart that vexed me long, Essay with my poor hands to build The silvery walls of song. 148 PARTING WITH A POET. Still, through the nights of wild unrest, That softer joyance bars, Winding about my vacant breast The tresses of the stars. While at the base of heights sublime, Dim thoughts forevermore Lie moaning, like the waves of time Along the immortal shore. HARRIET. DOWN the west the gust is rushing Through the twilight's cloudy bars, And the crescent moon is pushing Her slim horn between the stars. Now the winter night is falling O'er the hills of crisped snow, But she hears, she says, the calling Of an angel, and must go. She is pale and very weary, But her thin lips never moan, And though night is chill and dreary, Fears she not to go alone. Surely, when the shroud shall cover Her meek beauty, death subdued, From his eyes who was her lover, He will love her angelhood. He that, for the wine-cup's kisses Sold away her gentle love Not alas, for holy blisses, Earthly, or of heaven above. 7 150 HARRIET. Morning sadly, dimly presses Up the orient, and the few- Belated stars their yellow tresses Gather from her pathway blue. Broader now the light is falling, And the day comes on and on, As the angel skyward calling, Calls no longer she is gone. TO THE HOPEFUL. HARK ! for the multitude cry out, Oh, watchman, tell us of the night ; And hear the joyous answering shout, The hills are red with light ! Lo ! where the followers of the meek, Like Johns, are crying in the wild, The leopard lays its spotted cheek Close to the new-born child. The gallows-tree with tremor thrills The North to mercy's plea inclines ; And round about the Southern hills Maidens are planting vines. The star that trembled softly bright, Where Mary and the young child lay, Through ages of unbroken night Hath tracked his luminous way. From the dim shadow of the palm The tattooed islander has leant, Helping to swell the wondrous psalm Of love's great armament ! 152 TO THE HOPEFUL. And the wild Arab, swart and grave, Looks startled from his tent, and scans Advancing truth, with shining wave, Washing the desert sands. Forth from the slaver's deadly crypt The Ethiop like an Athlete springs, And from her long- worn fetters stript, The dark Liberiaa sings. But sorrow to and fro must keep Its.heavings until evil cease, Like the great cradle of the deep, Rocking a storm to peace. Oh, men and brethren, far and near, Believers in the better day, Who, learning love's deep wisdom here, Have better learned to pray By all the martyrs that have trod Before you, seeing not the dawn, And by the true and living God, I charge you, labor on ! EESPITE. LEAVE me, dear ones, to my slumber, Daylight's faded glow is gone ; In the red light of the morning I must rise and journey on. I am weary, oh, how weary ! And would rest a little while ; Let your kind looks be my blessing, And your last " Good-night" a smile. We have journeyed up together, Through the pleasant day-time flown ; Now my feet have pressed life's summit, And my pathway lies alone. And, my dear ones, do not call me, Should you haply be awake, When across the eastern hill-tops Presently the day shall break. For, while yet the stars are lying In the gray lap of the dawn, On my long and solemn journey I shall be awake and gone ; 154 RESPITE. Far from mortal pain and sorrow, And from passion's stormy swell, Knocking at the golden gateway Of the eternal citadel. Therefore, dear ones, let me slumber- Faded is the day and gone ; And with morning's early splendor, I must rise and journey on. THE DYING MOTHER. WE were weeping round her pillow, For we knew that she must die: It was night within our bosoms It was night within the sky. There were seven of us children I the oldest one of all ; So I tried to whisper comfort, But the blinding tears would fall. On my knee my little brother Leaned his aching brow and wept, And my sister's long black tresses O'er my heaving bosom swept. The shadow of an awful fear Came o'er me as I trod, To lay the burden of our grief Before the throne of God. Oh! be kind to one another, Was my mother's pleading prayer, As her hand lay like a snow-flake On the baby's golden hair. 156 THE DYING MOTHER. Then a glory bound her forehead, Like the glory of a crown, And in the silent sea of death The star of life went down. Her latest breath was borne away Upon that loving prayer, And the hand grew heavier, paler, In the baby's golden hair. LAST SONG. THE beetle from the furrow goes, The bird is on the sheltering limb, And in the twilight's pallid close Sits the gray evening, hushed and dim. In the blue west the sun is down, And soft the fountain washes o'er Green limes and hyacinths so brown As never fountain washed before. I scarce can hear the curlew call, I scarce can feel the night- wind's breath ; I only see the shadows fall, 1 only feel this chill is death. At morn the bird will leave the bough, The beetle o'er the furrow run, But with the darkness falling now, The morning for my eyes is done. Piping his ditty low and soft, If shepherd chance to cross the wold, Bound homeward from the flowery croft, And the white tendance of his fold, 7* 158 THE LAST BONG. And find me lying fast asleep, Be inspiration round him thrown, That he may dig down very deep, Where never any sunshine shone. My life has been unbroken gloom, No friend my dying hour will see Oh, wherefore should he ask for room In consecrated ground for me ? FALMOUTH HALL. 'TwAS just a year at the summer's tide, And now was the leaflet's fall, Since the lady Camilla, a blushing bride, In the graceful beauty of matron pride, First came to the Falmouth Hall. The air was chilly, the winds were high, Lifting and drifting the leaves ; The hills were bare, for the ripened rye In the golden gales of the warm July Were bound into silver sheaves. Sir Philip is mounting his courser fleet, Though dismally falls the' night, Nor heeds at all if his glances meet The locks of the lady, the pale and sweet, That darken the lattice-light. The lady was lovely her lord was true, As the maids of the mansion say, But cold as the sleet were his words, and few, As he struck through the fall of the night, and flew From the home of his sires away. 160 FAL MOUTH HALL. Hath he gone to the field of the holy war ? He hath nor helmet, nor sword, nor star. Doth he go as a jousting knight ? And when will he tighten his flowing rein At the gate of the Falmouth Hall again, And the heart ofCamilla be light ? 'Twas the middle watch by the castle clock, 'Twas the middle watch, and the plumed cock Crew shrilly as cock may crow, When a voice to my lady did sweetly call, Who lovingly leant from the castle wall, As if to her lord below. 'Twas the middle watch of the chilly night, In the time of the leaflet's fall, When my lady appeared in her robes of white, And the watch-dog woke as in sudden fright, And howled from the Falmouth Hall. But the tale may be of the lowly born, For the lip of the lady was curled in scorn At the breath of the lightest word, Though the picture that lay on her heart at morn Was not of her absent lord. The legends of Falmouth mansion say Sir Philip perished in some dark fray, For a bird, with a blood-red plume, Oft came in the mists of the morning gray Where the ancient lord of the mansion lay, And sang on the cross of the tomb. GLENLY MOOR. THE summer's golden glow was fled, In eve's dim arms the day lay dead, Over the dreary woodland wind, The first pale star looked out and smiled On Glenly Moor. Nor lonely call of lingering bird, Nor insect's cheerful hum was heard, Nor traveller in the closing day Humming along the grass-grown way Of Glenly Moor. No voice was in the sleepy rills, No light shone down the village hills, And withered on their blackening stalks Hung the last flowers along the walks Of Glenly Moor. Within a thin, cold drift of light The buds of the wild rose hung bright, Where broken turf and new-set stone Told of a pale one left alone In Glenly Moor. 162 GLENLT MOOR. All the clear splendor of the skies Was gathered from her meek blue eyes, And therefore shadows dark and cold Hang over valley, hill, and wold In Glenly Moor. And the winged morning from the blue Winnowing the crimson on the dew May ne'er unlock the hands so white That lie beneath that drift of light In Glenly Moor. ROSEMARY HILL. 'TWAS the night he had promised to meet me, To meet me on Rosemary Hill, - And I said, at the rise of the eve-star, The tryst he will haste to fulfil. Then I looked to the elm-bordered valley, Where the undulous mist whitely lay, But I saw not the steps of my lover Dividing its beauty away. The eve-star rose red o'er the tree-tops, The night-dews fell heavy and chill, And wings ceased to beat through the shadows The shadows of Rosemary Hill. I heard not, through hoping and fearing, The whip-poor-will's musical cry, Nor saw I the pale constellations That swept the blue reach of the sky. 164 ROSEMARY HILL. But fronting despair like a martyr, I pled with my heart to be still, As round me fell, deeper and darker, The shadows of Rosemary Hill. On a bough that was withered and dying, I leaned as the midnight grew dumb, And told my heart, over and over, How often he said he would come. He is hunting, I said, in dim Arnau He was there with his dogs all day long And is weary with winging the plover, Or stayed by the throstle's sweet song. Then heard I the whining of Eldrich, Of Eldrich so blind and so old, With sleek hide embrowned like the lion's, And brindled and freckled with gold. How the pulse of despair in my bosom Leapt back to a joyous thrill, As I went down to meet my dear lover, Down fleetly from Rosemary Hill. More near seemed the whining of Eldrich, More loudly my glad bosom beat ; When lo ! I beheld by the moonlight, A newly made grave at my feet. And silently, sorrowfully drifting, Away from love's sheltering ark, I tore from my forehead the lilies, -And trusted my hopes to the dark. ROSEMARY HILL. 165 For when with the passion-vine lovely, That grew by the stone at the head, The length of the grave I had measured, I knew that my lover was dead. Seven summers the sunshine has fallen Since that weary night-time of ill, But my heart still is veiled with a shadow The shadow of Kosemary Hill. ADELIED. UNPRAISED but of my simple rhymes She pined from life, and died, The softest of all April times That storm and shine divide. The swallow twittered within reach Impatient of the rain, And the red blossoms of the peach Blew down against the pane. When, feeling that life's wasting sands Were wearing into hours, She took her long locks in her hands And gathered out the flowers. The day was nearly on the close, And on the eave in sight, The doves were gathered in white rows With bosoms to the light ; When first my sorrow flowed to rhymes For gentle Adelied The light of thrice five April-times Had kissed her when she died. MULBERRY HILL. OH, sweet was the eve when I came from the mill, Adown the green windings of Mulberry hill : My heart like a bird with its throat all in tune, That sings in the beautiful bosom of June. For there, at her spinning, beneath a broad tree, By a rivulet shining and blue as the sea, First I saw my Mary her tiny feet Bare, And the buds of the sumach among her black hair. They called me a bold enough youth, and I would Have kept the name honestly earned, if I could ; But, somehow, the song I had whistled was hushed, And, spite of my manhood, I felt that I blushed. I would tell you, but words cannot paint my delight, When she gave the red buds for a garland of white, When her cheek with soft blushes but no, 'tis in vain ; Enough that I loved, and she loved me again. Three summers have come and gone by with their charms, And a cherub of purity smiles in my arms, With lips like the rosebud and locks softly light As the flax which my Mary was spinning that night. 1C8 MULBERRY HILL. And in the dark shadows of Mulberry Hill, By the grass-covered road where I came from the mill, And the rivulet shining and blue as the sea, My Mary lies sleeping beneath the broad tree. SONG. COME to my bosom, thou beautiful bird, My soul with thy seraph-like singing is stirred : Say'st thou we never more, never shall part Light of the wilderness, joy of my heart ? Are thy capricious wings never to fly 1 Sing me the blessed words sing till I die ! Oh, I have thought of thee, long weary years, Nursing thy memory only with tears ; My heart dreaming dreams of thee, sweeter than dew, Beating, where thousands were, only for you : Said'st thou thou lovest me in thy soft strain ? Tell me the blessed words, tell them again ! Spring in her robe of Light, Summer with flowers, Autumn with golden fruit, Winter's lone hours ; These on their fleeting wings came and went by, Finding their welcoming only a sigh. Say'st thou thou lovest me fondly and true ? Tell me the blessed words tell them anew. The earth, like an angel, sits mantled in light, The skies are grown bluer, the stars are more bright; 170 SONG. And leaves by the breezes are freshlier stirred, Because of thy singing, my beautiful bird : Surely such happiness soon will be o'er Tell me the blessed words, tell them once more ! Earth henceforth has nothing of sorrow for me ; My bosom, sweet minstrel, thy pillow shall be j The goldenest morning that ever has smiled, Were dim in thy presence, young fawn of the wild : Oh, if your heart for me beat as you say, Tell me the blessed words, tell them for aye ! LIVE AND HELP LIVE. MIGHTY in faith and hope, why art thou sad ! Sever the green withes, look up and be glad ! See all around thee, below and above, The beautiful, bountiful gifts of God's love ! What though our hearts beat with death's sullen waves? What though the green sod is broken with graves 1 The sweet hopes that never shall fade from their bloom, Make their dim birth-chamber down in the tomb ! Parsee or Christianman, bondman or free, Loves and humanities still are for thee ; Some little good every day to achieve, Some slighted spirit no longer to grieve. In the tents of the desert, alone on the sea, On the far-away hills with the starry Chaldee ; Condemned and in prison, dishonored, reviled, God's arm is around thee, and thou art his child. Mine be the lip ever truthful and bold ; Mine be the heart, never careless nor cold ; A faith humbly trustful, a life free from blame All else is unstable as flax in the flame. 172 LIVE AND HELP LIVE. And while the soft skies are so starry and blue ; And while the wide earth is so fresh with God's dew, Though all around me the sad sit and sigh, I will be glad that I live and must die. DOOMED. OH demon waiting o'er the grave, To plead against thy power were vain ; Turning from heaven, I blindly gave My soul to everlasting pain. Take me and torture me at will My hands I will not lift for aye, The flames that die not, nor can kill, To wind from my poor heart away ; For I have borne and still can bear The pain of sorrow's wretched storms, But, love, how shall 1 hush the prayer For the sweet shelter of thy arms ? Oh home ! no more your dimpling rills Would cool this forehead from its pain ; Flowers, blowing down the western hills, Ye may not fill my lap again ; Time, speed with wilder, stormier wings, The smile that lights my lip to-day, As like the ungenial fire that springs From the pale ashes of decay. O ! lost, like some fair planet-beam, In clouds that tempests over-brim, How could the splendor of a dream Make all the future life so dim ! 8 WEAEINESS. GENTLE, gentle sisters twain, I am sad with toil and pain, Hoping, struggling, all in vain, And would be with you again. Sick and weary, let me go To our homestead, old and low, Where the cool, fresh breezes blow There I shall be well, I know. Violets, gold, and white, and blue, Sprout up sweetly through the dew Lilacs now are budding, too Oh, I pine to be with you ! I am lonely and imblest I am weary, and would rest Where all things are brightest, best, In the lovely, lovely West. TO ELMINA. SOFT dweller in the sunset light, How pleads my heavy heart for thee, That some good angel's hand to-night Gather thy sweet love back from me. For down the lonesome way I tread, No summer flower will ever bloom All hope is lost, all faith is dead Thou must not, canst not, share my doom. Nay, let me send no shadow chill To the blue beauty of thy sky ; Fain would I shape my song to still Thy sad fears like a lullaby. Not in thy memory would I seem As one that wo and sorrow claim Think of me, dear one, as a dream That faded when the morning came. HOMESICK. THE lamps are all lighted how brightly they gleam ! The music is flowing, soft stream upon stream, While youths and fair maidens, untroubled with care, Half blush as they whisper, How happy we are ! Well, braid up your tresses with gems as you may, Fly light through the dances, and smile and be gay ; The glow of the roses, the flow of the wine, Are not for a bosom so weary as mine. O give me a cottage half-hid in the leaves, With vines on the windows, and birds on the eaves, And a heart there whose warm tide shall flow like the sea, But never, O never, for any but me ! KINDNESS. OF homely fern and yellow fennel flowers Weaving up fillets, dreamingly I lay In the dim arms of lonesome twilight hours When first dear kindness crossed my friendless way. Then felt I, hushed with wonder and sweet awe, As with his weary banners round him furled Felt ocean's wanderer, when first he saw The pale-lipt billows kissing a new world ! The joy, the rapture of the glad surprise, Haply some heart may know that inly grieves, Some sad Ruth bowing from love-speaking eyes Her trembling bosom over alien sheaves. MY MOTHER. 'TwAs in the autumn's dreary close, A long, long time ago ; The berries of the brier-rose Hung bright above the snow, And night had spread a shadow wild About the earth and sky, When calling me her orphan child, She said that she must die. She rests within the quiet tomb, The narrow and the chill The window of our cabin home Looks out upon the hill. Oh, when the world seems wild and wide, And friends to love me few, I think of how she lived and died, And gather strength anew. Climrnnnk; OR, RECOLLECTIONS OF OUR HOME IN THE WEST, BY ALICE CAREY. Illustrated 5y DAKLET. One vol., V2mo. " We do not hesitate to predict for these sketches a wide popularity. They bear the true stamp of genius simple, natural, truthful and evince a keen sense of the humor and pathos, of the comedy and tragedy, of life in the country. No one who has ever read it can forget the sad and beau tiful story of Mary Wildermings ; its weird fancy, tenderness, and beauty ; its touching description of the emotions of a sick and suffering human spirit, and its exquisite rural pictures. The moral tone of Alice Carey's writings is unobjectionable always." J. G. WHITTIEII. " Miss Carey's experience has been in the midst of rural occupations, m the interior of Ohio. Every word here reflects this experience, in the rar est shapes, and most exquisite hues. The opinion now appears to be com monly entertained, that Alice Carey is decidedly the first of our female au thors; an opinion which Fitz-Greene Halleck, J. G. Whittier, Dr. Griswold, Wm. D. Gallagher, Bayard Taylor, with many others, have on various occasions endorsed." Illustrated News. " If we look at the entire catalogue of female writers of prose fiction in this country, we shall find no one who approaches Alice Carey in the best characteristics of genius. Like all genuine authors she has peculiarities; her hand is detected as unerringly as that of Poe or Hawthorne ; as much as they she is apart from others and above others ; and her sketches of country life must, we think, be admitted to be superior even to those delight ful tales of Miss Mitford, which, in a similar line, are generally acknowledged