UC-NRLF B 3 355 MbM '^^■^^^"J '<^ y^^^ i^:-^\ '- mM^^'^ . ^^ ^ -0^^-si.- mfs '^^^f^- /./a/ A ''i^l^ ^^^^^,4 ';,: Ci^.l^^Y.'- 53 Bulwer Lsrtton. The Pilgrims of the Rhine. By the author of " rdhani," " f!ugene Aram," etc. IVifh 27 illnstra- sonie Jitll piv^'c — hcaitii fully oii^rni-ed on steel from origi- r .)4- Rc(Tiicf(l~ln)in ^To.oo t authc tions ■ 1 this bcimiful work— "now iiiiiti m .i THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. TIHIE SASiriU^S ®3F E-HEBlESf SSEEKT & STEJSMWIFIEJr.S. S i^.rnty,J\tr.t^ FOR TUB PROPRI.KTOK E.I. ROBBRTS^ THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE BV THE AUTHOR OF PELHAM, " " EUGENE ARAM," &c. '* Wilt thou forget the happy hour5 Which we buried in love's sweet bowers. Heaping over their corpses cold Blossoms and leaves, instead of mould ?'' Shelley. ' Thou passest in review before me the whole series of animated things; and teachest me to p my brothers in the still wood, in the air, and in the water.** Haywabd's Faust. LONDON SAUNDERS AND OTLEY CONDUIT STREET MDCCCXXXIV LONDON: BaAPHURV AND EVANS, PRINTERS, W IIITEKRI A RS . (late T. DAVISOV.) LOAN STACK GIFT 756" ARGUMENT. OPENING ADDRESS TOTHEIDEAf. — THE ESCAPE WHICH THE (MAGIVARV WORJ.n PROFFERS FROM THE REAt, — OUR DISAPPOINTMENT IN LOVE — THE OBJECT WK DREAM OF IS NEVER FOUND, BUT EVEN IN THIS WE POSSESS A CONSOLATION — GENIUS IS OFTEN MADE ELOQUENT BY THAT VERY DISAPPOINTMENT, AND ROUS- SEAU, THE VICTIM, IS ALSO THE PRIEST, OF THE IDEAL — CHARACTER OF BYRON — BUT THE COMFORT AND THE REWARDS OP THE IDEAL ARE NOT CONFINED TO POETS, THEV BELONG EQUALLY TO THE ENTHUSIASTS OF FREEDOM — PORTRAIT OF ALGERNON SIDNEY, THE NIGHT BEFORE HIS HEATH— THE TITLE OF THE IDEAL IS CONSOLER, BUT SHE IS ALSO THE EXALTER; OUR NOBLEST ASPIRATIONS ARE FROM HER — THE DREAMS ARE HER SUBJECTS — THEIR POWER OVER THE PAST — YOUNG NAPOLEON, AND WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN HIS VISIONS OF THE FUTURE — THE IDEAL IS THE DEFIER OF KINGS — THE TRUE LEVELLER OF RANKS, HER SERVICE IS THE WORSHIP OF THE BEAUTIFUL — THE INVOCATION OF THE AUTHOR AND HIS PRAYER — ADDRESS TO GERMANY — OUTLINE OF THE TALK WHICH THE POEM PREFACES, AND OF THE AID WHICH IT HAS BORROWED FROM THE IDEAL. 08B ADVERTISEMENT. CouLU I jirescribe to the critic and to the public, 1 would wish that this work might be tried by the rules rather of poetry thaii prose, for according to those rules have been both its conception and its execution ; — and I feel that something of sympathy with the author's design is requisite to win indul- gence for the superstitions he has incorporated with his tale ; for the floridity of his style and the redun- dance of his descriptions. Perhaps, indeed, it would be impossible, in attempting to paint the scenery and embody some of the Legends of the Rhine, not to give (it may be too loosely) the reins to the imagination, or to escape the imbuing influence of that wild German spirit which I have sought to tiansicr to a colder tongue. vi ADVERTISEMENT. I have made the experiment of selecting for the main interest of my work the simplest materials, and weaving upon them the ornaments given chiefly to subjects of a more fanciful and ideal nature. I know not how far I have succeeded, but various reasons have conspired to make this the work, above all others that I have written, which has given me the most delight (though not unmixed with melan- choly) in producing, and in which my mind, for the time, has been the most completely absorbed. But the ardour of composition is often disproportioned to the merit of the work ; and the public sometimes, nor unjustly, avenges itself for that forgetfulness of its existence, which makes the chief charm of an author's solitude — and the happiest, if not the wisest, inspiration of its dreams. CONTENTS. CHAPTER I. IN "HICM THE READER IS INTRODUCED TO QUEEN NYMPHALIN THE LOVERS CHAPTER II. CHAPTER III. 16 THE MAID OF MALINErS CHAPTER IV. 2] CHAPTER V. ROTTERDAM THE CH.4RACTER OF THE DUTCH. THEIR RESEMBLANCE TO THE GERMANS A DISPUTE BETWEEN VANE AND TREVYLYAN, AFTER THE MANNER OF THE ANCIENT NOVELISTS, AS TO WHICH IS PREFERABLE, THE LIFE OF ACTION OR THE LIFE OF REPOSE TREVYLYAn's CONTRAST BETWEEN LITERARY AMBITION AND THE AMBITION OF PUBLIC LIFE. A CHAPTER TO BE FORGIVEN ONLY BY THOSE WHO FIND RAS.SELAS AMUSING . . . . 62 CHAPTER VI. GORCUM. THE TOUR OF THE VIRTUES : A PHILOSOPHER'S TALE 73 CHAPTER VII. COLOGNE THE TRACES OK THE ROMAN YOKE. THE CHURCH OF ST. MARJA, TREVYLYAN's REFLECTIONS ON THE MONASTIC LIFE. THE TOMB OF THE THREE KINGS. AN EVENING EXCURSION ON THE RHINE «!) Vm CONTENTS. CHAPTER Vlll. THE SOVL IN PUKGATORY ; OR LOVE STRONGER THAN DEATH CHAPTER IX. THE SCENERY OF THE RHINE ANALOGOUS TO THE GERMAN LITERARY GENIUS. THE DRACHENFELS . . . . • 94 100 CHAPTER X. THK LEGEND OK ROLAND. THE ADVENTURES OK NYiMPHALIN ON THE ISLAND OK NONNEWORTIl. HER SONG. THE DECAY OF THE FAIRY FAITH IN ENGLAND 104 CHAPTER XI. WHEREIN THK READER IS iMADE SPECTATOR WITH THE ENGLISH FAIRIES OF THE SCENES AND BEINGS THAT ARE BENEATH THE EARTH 113 CHAPTER XU. THE WOOING OF .MASTER FOX . . • . . 118 CHAPTER XHl. THK TO.MB OF A FATHER OF MANY CHILDREN . . . .151 CHAPTER XIV, THE fairy's cave, AND THE FAIHy's WISH . . . . 1-53 CHAPTER XV. THE BANKS OF THE RHINE, FROM THE DRACHENFELS TO BROHL : AN INCIDENT THAT SUFFICES I!< THIS TALE FOR AN EPOCH 15^ CHAPTER XVI. GERTRUDE— THE EXCURSION TO HAMMERSTEIN THOUGHTS . 162 r,Fl TER FROM TUEVYLYAN TO CHAPTER XVH. . . . .166 CONTKNTS. CHAPTER XVIll. COBLENTZ. EXCURSION TO THE MOUNTAINS OK TAUNUS ; ROMAN TOWER IN THE VALLEY OF EHRENBREITSTEIN.- — TRAVEL, ITS PLEASURES ESTIMATED DIFFER- ENTLY BY THE YOUNG AND THK OLD. THE STUDENT OK HEIDELBERG ; HIS CRITICISMS ON GERMAN LITERATURE . . . . . 170 CHAPTER XIX. THE FALLEN STAR; OR THE HISTORY OF A FALSE RELIGION CHAPTER XX. GELNHAUSEN THE POWER OK LOVE IN SANCTIFIED PLACES A PORTRAIT OF FREDERIC BARBAROSSA. THE AMBITION OF MEN KINDS NO ADEQUATE SYM- PATHY IN WOMEN . . . • • • THE LIFE OF DREAMS THE BROTHERS CHAPTER XXHI. CHAPTER XXIV. CHAPTER XXV. THE IMMORTALITY OF THE SOUL. A COMMON INCIDENT NOT BEFORE DESCRIBED. TREVYLYAN AND GERTRUDE . . . • • CHAPTER XXVI. IN WHICH THE READER WILL LEARN HOW THE FAIRIES WERE RECEIVED BY THE SOVEREIGNS OK THK MINES. THE COMPLAINT OK THE LAST OF THE FAUNS. THE RED HUNTSMAN. THE STORM DEATH . . • • 176 223 CHAPTER XXI. VIEW OF EHRENBREITSTEIN. A NEW ALARM IN GERTRUDF.'s HEALTH TRARBACH 2'2() CHAPTER XXU. TIJE DOUBLE LIKE. TREVYLYAN's FATE SORROW THE PARENT OF FAME NIEDERLAHNSTEIN. DREAMS . . . • • 229 234 24i 27!) 284 CONTENTS. CHAPTER XXVll. IHUKMBL-HU. A STOKM Ul'ON THE RHINE. THE RUINS OF UHEINFELS. PERIL UNFELT BY LOVE. THE ECHO OF THE LL'RLEI-BERG. ST. GOAR, KAUB, GUTENFELS, AND PFALZGHAFENSTEIN. A CERTAIN VASTNESS OF MIND IN THE FIRST HERMITS. THE SCENERY OF THE RHINE TO BACHARACH . 2!)6 CHAPTER XXVni. THE VOYAGE TO BINGEN. THE SIMPLE INCIDENTS IN THIS TALE EXCUSED. THE SITUATION AND CHARACTER OF GERTRUDE. THE CONVERSATION OF THE LOVERS IN THE TEMPLE. A FACT CONTRADICTED. THOUGHTS OCCASIONED BY A HUDHOUSE AMONGST THE MOST BEAUTIFUL LANDSCAPES OF THE RHINE. 301^ CHAPTER XXIX. ELLFELD. MAYENCE. HEIDELBERG. A CONVERSATION BETWEEN VANE AND THE GERMAN STUDENT". THE RUINS OF THE CASTLE OF HEIDELBERG AND IT.S SOLITARY HABITANT . . . . . . 3 1 "2 CHAPTER XXX. NO PART OF THE EARTH REALLY SOLITARY THE SONG OF THE FAIRIES. THE SACRED SPOT THE WITCH OF THE EVIL WINDS. THE SPELL AND THE DUTY OF THE FAIRIES . . . , . 3"21 CHAPTER XXXI. •IKRTRUDE AND TREVYLYAN, WHEN THE FORMER IS AWAKENED TO THE APPROACH OF DEATH ...... 326 CHAPTER XXXII. A SPOT TO BE BURIED IN . . ... 330 CHAPTER THE LAST. THE CONCLUSION OF THIS TALE . . . _ 333 THE ILLUSTRATIONS ENGRAVED BY, OR UNDER THE SUPERINTENDENCE OF MR. E. I. ROBERTS. I FRONTISPIECE; THURMBERG. Engraved by J. T. Willmore, from a Drawing by D. Roberta. II ILLUSTRATED TITLE; CASTLES OF LIEBENSTEIN AND STERNFELS. Engraved by E- I. Roherts, from a Drawing by D. Roberts. Ill BUST OF THE AUTHOR Engraved by F. C. Lewis, from a Bust by H. B. Burlowe. IV.— THE DANCE BY MOONLIGHT . . . . . Engraved by F, Bacon, from a Painting by E. T. Parris. V THE MILL AT BRUGES . • 8 Engraved by R. Brandard, from a Drawing by D. Robeits. VI.-^THE CHURCH OF ST. REMBAULD, MECHLIN . . .21 Engraved by J. Le Keux, from a Drawing by D. Roberts. VII.-HOTEL DE VILLE, LOUVAIN 41 Enf^ravfld by ^V. Wallis, from a Drawing by D. Roberts. xii ILLISTRATIONS. Pa..s Vlll THE CHURCH UF .ST. LAWRENCE, kUTTERDAM . . GJ Engraved by J. Carter, from a Drawing by D. Roberts. IX GORCl Al 73 Eugraved by R. \ViiUis, liom a Drawing by U. Kubtrls. X THE CHURCH OF ST. MARIA, COLOGNE .... 39 Engraved by J. Redaway, from a Drawing^ by D. Roberts. XL— TOMB OF THE THREE KINGS, COLOGNE ... 92 Engraved by W. Deeble, from a Drawing by D. Roberts. XIL — THE DRACHENFELS . 100 Engraved by E. Goodall, from a Drawing by D. Roberts. XIH THE RUINS OF ROLANDSECK 104 Engraved by J- T. Willraore, from a Drawing by D. Roberts. XIV THE CASTLE OF HAMMERSTEIN 162 Engraved by W. Floyd, from a Drawing by D. Roberta. XV — THE ROMAN TOWER, THAL, EHRENBREITSTEIN . .170 Engraved by R. AV'allis, from a Drawing by D. Roberts. XVI THE FALLEN STAR 176 Engraved by R. Staines, from a Painting by T. Von Hoist. XVII EHRENBREITSTEIN 226 Engraved by J. H. Kernot, from a Drawing by D. Roberts. XV HI TRAKBACH . 228 Engraved by E. 1. Robert?, liom a Drawing by D. Robcits. ILLUSTRATIONS. xiii Page XIX.— TOWER OF XTEDERLAHNSTEIN -23) Engraved by E. Gnodall, trom a Drawing by D. Roberts. XX.— THE BROTHERS '244 Engraved by R. Hatfield, from a Painting by D. Mae Clise. XXI THE FAUN AND THE FAIRIES ■2«4 Engraved by F. Bacon, from a Painting by D. Mac Clise. XXIT._THE RUINS OF RHEINFELS 297 Engraved by W. Radclyffe, from a Drawing by D. Roberts. XXIII.— KAUB, GUTENFELS, AND PFALZGRAFENSTEIN . . 301 Engraved by W. Floyd, from a Drawing by D. Roberts. XXIV._THE GOTHIC TOWERS OF ELLFELD . . . .312 Eneravpd by E. I. Roberts, from a Drawine by D- Roberts. XXV.— HEIDELBERG .317 Engraved by J. T. Willmore, from a Drawing by D. Roberts. XXVI.— THE GREAT COURT OF HEIDELBERG . . • . 321 Engraved by H. Winkles, from a Drawing by D- Roberti. XXVII THE VISIT AT MOONLIGHT 341 En^ived by J. Mitchell, from a Painting by E. T, Parris. ck o^l^'^ir—^?—^^ pefatorn pern: TO THE IDEAL. Like the sweet Naiad of the Grecian's dreams, A Spirit born of Song — unseen, all-seeing — Lives deep within our dark Life's wandering streams — Nymph of our soul, and brightener of our being : She makes the common waters musical — Binds the rude nightwinds in a silver thrall — Bids Hybla's thyme, and Tempe's violet, dwell Round the green marge of her moon-haunted cell : She— The Ideal, in the Wells of Truth- Moves, gladdening all things with a Godhead's youth ! b j-^iJi PREFATORY POEM n. Angel, that o'er this dark and bhnded earth Walk'st, Uke a dream, dim-shewing worlds above ; — Arch- Vanquisher of Time and Care, thy birth Is of the morning! — And the Incarnate Love, Yea, the same Power that erst, in Galilee, When the bark travailed on the adverse sea. O'er the grim dark the meekening silence cast. And bade the Deep's broad bosom hush the blast — Still in thy presence moves with looks of light. Smiles in the storm, and comforts through the night. III. There is a world beyond the visual scope. Where Memory, brightening, wears the hues of Hope; A life as this to youth's first gaze may seem Vague, but intense — a passion and a dream. There, when the earth glooms dark, we glide away, Soft breathes the air, and golden glows the day ; — Flowers bloom and forests wave, — the wild-bird calls,- The noon laughs loud along the waterfalls : TO THE IDEAL. xix Man is not there ; yet ever mayst thou mark The River-Maid her amber tresses sleeking ; Or, when the day is done, and through the dark That bathes the sky, the twihght stars are breaking, Oft mayst thou view, afar and faintly seen, The glancing fairies on the silvered green ; Or there, what time the roseate Urns of Dawn Scatter fresh dews, and the first sky-lark weaves Wild meshes of glad song, the bearded Faun Comes piping cheerly through the odorous leaves, Dim shapes sink, mist-like, down the crystal fountain. And fades the Oread through the green caves of the mountain. These are thy work and world, bright Habitant Of our own hearts ; all beings of all creeds. So they be fair or wondrous, all are thine, Born of thee, but undying ! and each want Of our soul's deep desire — the eternal seeds Planted by Heaven within the ungenial earth — Hopes all august, and wishes all divine — Tears, not of sadness — smiles, but not of mirth — Seeds — wert thou not — all buried, till our tomb. Spring at thy breath, and at thy bidding bloom ! h2 XX PREFATORY POEM : IV. We love, and loving, aye ourselves deceive. For Custom chills what Fate may not bereave, And still, as Passion sobers in its vow, The Angel darkens from the mortal's brow. In vain we yearn, we pine, on earth to win The Being of the Heart, our boyhood's Dream ; Thou, the Egeria of the world within. The creature of the West-wind and the Beam — The embodied music of most sweet emotion ; Thou seem'st, but art not in each human love ; Thou shinest starlike o'er this nether ocean. And, starlike, hold'st thy unreach'd home above. Still from thy light we turn the gaze away. To feel the more the cumber of our clay. For dimly guessed and vague desires to sigh. And ask from earth the Eureka of the sky ! Thus round thy joys the soft regret adheres. As tones that charm, but, charming, melt to tears ; Yet if the pain, the recompense is thine. And To Imagine conquers To Repine ! TO THE IDEAL. Xxi And still, as Persia's tender minstrel told, The Rose's breath inspires the common mould *, If not for us the eternal flow'ret springs, Still round our dust the aerial odour clings ; By the loved scent the exalted earth is known, And grows of worth from fragrance not its own. Thus gave thy power the imperishable name To souls whose veriest frailties cradled Fame ; Struck the bright fount of hallowing tears from wee, And lit with prophet fires the wild Rousseau. And He, the erring great, and dimly wise, O'er whom stern Judgment, while it censures, sighs ; '' The young, the beautiful " — whose music cast A haunting echo where his shadow past. And with a deep, yet half disdainful, art. Chained to his wandering home the world's mute heart ; Was he not thine — all thine ? — his faihngs, powers. Faults, fame, and all that make his memory ours ? * " One day I was delighted by the odour of a piece of earth. Art thou musk ? said I. Art thou amber ? It replied, I am but common earth ; but the rose grew from me ; its beneficent virtue penetrated my nature. Were it not for the rose I should be but common earth." — Saadi. ^^jj PREFATORY POEM : Not in this world his life : he breathed an air, Its light thy hope — its vapour thy despair. If earthlier passion, snake-like, crept within — If stung suspicion nursed ungenial sin — If his soul shrunk within one sickly dream Till self became his idol as his theme ; Yet while we blame, his mournful Image chides, As if we wronged the memory of a friend. As moonlight sways the trouble of the tides, Wild Minstrel, didst thou sway the soul, and blend Thyself with us as in a common cause ; And when thy wayward heart its rest had won, The eternal course of Nature seemed to pause : We stood stunn'd — shock'd : thy very life had grown A part — a power — a being of our own ! Oh who shall tell what comforts yet were thine, In the lone darkness of the unwatched mind ; What time thou stood'st beside the rushing Rhine, Or heard, through Nero's towers, the moaning wind ; Or watch'd the white moon, in thy younger day, O'er shrunk Ilyssus shed the dreaming ray ? Victim and Votary of the Ideal, none Shall sound thy joys, or measure thy despair ! — TO THE IDEAL. xxiii The harp is shattered, and the spirit gone, And half of Heaven seems vanish'd from the air ! Yet still the murmurs of the Adrian sea Shall blend with Tasso's song wild thoughts of thee ; Thy shade shall gloom through old Ravenna's lair " Till ev'n the forest leaves seem stirred with prayer ;" And when the Future, envious of the Past, Shall break the Argive's iron sleep at last. Thy reverent name the Albanian youth shall keep ; — Thy shape shall haunt the Ionian maiden's sleep; — Thy song shall linger by the Oread's hill. By liove's own Isle, and Music's ancient rill ; — And one grey halo, all unknown before. Crest the drear wastes by Missolonghi's shore! But not to them, the Lyre-God's sons, is given Alone the light of the Ideal Heaven : Alike thy power o'er souls more arm'd and stern. And Earth's great Truths drink freshness from thy urn ! In the dim cell where lofty Sidney told The hours before the Morn on which his soul Xxiv PREFATORY POEM : Trod, with unfaltering steps and firm, the old But unworn bridge to our eternal goal. Arching the Drear Invisible, — the vast Abyss that wombs The Secret of the Past : — In that lone cell what thoughts, what white-robed dreams, Kept watch, like vestals o'er the holy fire, Round the bright altar of his high desire ! Thou, his Unfound Ideal ! thou, whose beams Broke through earth's bars upon his upward eye, Thou, his beloved — his cherished — his adored — His creature — yet creator — Liberty ! Thou that didst twine around the Athenian's sword. The wreaths made sacred when Hipparchus fell, Wert Thou not with him in that glorious cell ? Didst thou not fill the darkness with bright things. And mighty prophecies of times to be ? Thy love had wrought those fetters, but the wings, No chains could curb, were Eagle-plumed by thee ! Thou gav'st the dungeon, — but the key to Heaven : Thou gav'st the death-blow, — but the deathless fame : The thunder roll'd around, but through the riven And stormy clouds, the Future's Angel came, And in the chamber where the doom'd man sate, Foretold the brishtening march of Human Fate ! TO THE IDEAL. XXV Yes ! it is thou, — when hfe's last hope is o'er, And the soul sails affrighted from the shore, — While the eternal deep spreads wide and dark, Light'st the lone star and guid'st the helmless bark. On the grim scaffold, with the axe on high, To thee the patriot lifts his dauntless eye. Recks not the crowd below, the headsman near — The gaze — the pause — the pity and the fear. Bright through the waste the burning column beams, Liffhts the blest land — the Canaan of his dreams. By Freedom's blood Futurity is freed, And from each drop springs forth the Dragon Seed ! VI. Is not thy name Consoler? Do we ask A gift, thou calm'st us with its gilded seeming ! Life is a wayward child — thy mother-task Is still to rock its cradle to sweet dreaming ! — Exalter as Consoler! Dost thou not Build altars in our hearts to the Sublime ? What were our thoughts without thy worship ? What Were this dark islet in the seas of Time, xxvi PREFATORY POEM: Hedged round by petty wants and low desires, But for thy lore — the commune of the skies, — Great Magian of the Stars? — Thy creed inspires All that we ween of Noble ! Poesy, — Religion, — and the Soul's Archangel, Fame, — Unconquered Liberty — the wish to be Better and brighter than we are — our claim To make men great and blest, and consummate Our likeness to the glorious shapes of heaven — The yearnings to outleap our mortal state, And climb Olympus — are they not all given By thee — all thine; — but longings to obey The haunting oracles that stir our clay. To make the Unseen with actual glories rife. And call the starred Ideal into life? The Dreams — the ivory-palaced Dreams — are thine, The countless brood of Earth's great mother. Sleep; — The gentle despots whose soft courts combine Against life's cares ; — and with a wondrous power. Mightier than all men's grinding laws, controul E'en tears themselves ! — They cover hearts that weep With a wild web of smiles — they bid the tomb TO THE IDEAL. XXvii Give back the Lov'd ; and colour forth the hour With our heart's early hues and vanished bloom : As a nurse leads or lulls her restless child, They guide at will, or fondling hush, the soul : Our lords — thy slaves ; — what wonder that their wild Voices, with prophet tales, the elder age beguiled ? VII. Lo ! on yon couch pale Austria's crownless Boy, The sad Scamandrius of a fallen Troy; His birth the date of what august desicrns ! Visions of thrones made stable to all time ; Laugh'd France's violet vales and nodding vines ; High swell'd the harp ; exulting glowed the rhyme. Women, and warriors with a thousand scars, The veteran race of Austerlitz, the bands That, o'er the rent Alps, poured the avenging wars Into the heart of the ancestral lands Of Conquest's dark-winged Eagle, throng'd around ; — " Hail to our mother France, a son is found!" Hark, at that shout from north to south, grey Power Quailed on her weak hereditary thrones, xviii PREFATORY POEM : And widow'd mothers prophesied the hour Of future carnage to their cradled sons. " What, shall our race to blood be thus consigned, " And Ate claim an heirloom in mankind? " Are these proud lots unshaken in the urn ?" — Years pass — approach, pale questioner, and learn ! Lo ! on yon rock the Eagle Lord expires ! Lo ! the Son's life the moral of the Sire's! — What know we of thy real self, poor boy, — If thou wert brave or recreant ; if thy soul Aspired, or drank content from vulgar joy? If wisdom lurked beneath that fair young brow, Or the dull sense lay lock'd in the controul Of a court's gaoler customs? — If the blood Leapt through the proud veins kindling ; — or its flow Oozed from the torpid heart with lagging flood? If, as thy features in their softer mould Betokened, thou hadst something of thy sire Writ in thy nature, which perchance foretold, Had the Fates spared thy thread, that on the pyre Lit above lone St. Helen's, there should rise A phoenix from the ashes ? — or if all The guards of slavish tongues and watchful eyes. The eunuch Luxury, that doth build a wall TO THE IDEAL. xxix Between a court and such thoughts as inspired Thy Father in the vigorous airs of Hfe, — Whether these quenched the spark that might have fired Napoleon's last, unsceptred son, to strife, And urged again the ravening Eagle's wings Against the towers of King-descended Kings, Who now shall tell or guess ? Fate's darkest gloom Shuts out ev'n dreams fi'om thine unlaurelled tomb ; — And the small web of royal flatteries, The chamber's gossip, and the lackey's lies, The prodigal tongues of courtly charity, Benign alike to Bourdeaux or to thee. Are all thy record ! — So the race is run Of the Great Corsican's world-welcomed son! Yet this, at least, 'tis our's of thee to deem, In Thought's wide realms not throneless, that at night, When the world slept, the wing'd Ideal's dream Came to thine unwatched pillow, and a light Streamed o'er that Future never to be thine. For merciful is youth to all ; — and thou. Son of the sword that first made Kings divine, Wouldst nurse at least the vision and the vow, XXX PREFATORY POEM : The fancy panting for a glorious truth, Which are the eternal guerdon of that youth. Then didst thou flame before the paling world — Fame kept the lurid promise of thy birth ; Then was the Eagle flag again unfurl'd, — A monarch's voice cried " Havoc," to the Earth ; A new Philippi gained a second Rome, And the Son's sword avenged the greater Caesar's doom ! VIII. Yes ! Thou, the wild Armida of the Soul, Laughest to scorn the arts and arms of Kings ; They share the visible Empires, and controul The surface of Earth's tides ; — its deeper springs, Its higher ether, yea, unto the stars, And all the bright world of th' Unbounded Hope, The Heaven of heavens are thine ! nor bolts, nor bars, Nor courts, nor laws, can circumscribe the scope. The Fates themselves can v/ither not one leaf In thy unwinter'd gardens ; the dread Three Knock at thy gates in vain ! Heart-gnawing Grief TO THE IDEAL. XXxi And false-eyed Love, and Fortune with her wheel, Sore Shame that dogs poor Pride, and Jealousy (The shadow of hot Passion,) cannot steal Into thy bowers ! — When from the forfeit space Of Eden, God sent forth man's fallen race, One sacred spot, within the spirit plac'd, (Thee — the adored Ideal of Life's waste — ) He left unguarded by the sworded host — A type — a shadow of the Eden lost ! IX. Seraph that art within me ! Comforter ! Apostle, preaching holy thoughts and heaven ! Scorner of all things base, — albeit to err Is our life's lot, yet it may be forgiven If we err nobly, and one mean desire Me thinks would scare the angel from its ward. Thus do I feed thine altars with a fire, Which Thought must wear a priestly robe to guard. And with a solemn conscience and serene, Watch the flame chase the mists from every scene ; xxxii PREFATORY POEM : Making a worship of tiik Beautiful, Whether on earth, or in the human lieart, And seeking, from this shadowy vale, to cull The flowers wherein I learn the gentle art, To waft an incense of sweet thoughts above ; Thus have I imaged Virtue as a seen And felt divinity, and filled with love — As I believe God wills us — all the springs In which life stirs the universe of things ! Lo ! as I write, before my lattice waves The wild wood where the midnight winds rejoice, And the lone stars are on the stream, that laves The green banks, wailing with a spirit's voice ; x\nd these thy presence consecrates to me ; — 'Tis not the common turf, or wave, or sky, — In every herb thy holiness I see. And in each breeze thy low voice murmurs by. — My heart is wed to sadness, and my frame Bows from the vigour of my earlier youth. And much it roused my rapture once to name, Won now too late, hath lost the power to soothe ; But Thou, unscath'd by Time's destroying blast, Coverest the wintry earth with verdure to the last !- TO THE IDEAL. XXxiii Still be thou mine, and in the paths of strife, The public toil, perchance the public wrong, Through which I labour out the ends of life, Raise my dark spirit with thy sacred song ; Point to ambition its more noble aim, To raise the lowly, nor to fear the strong ; — Bid me yet hope to leave a freeman's name With my Land's loftier hopes, not loosely' twined, So that my grave this epitaph may claim, Peace to his errors — he hath served mankind." Enough ! my song is closing ; and to Thee, Land of the North, I dedicate its lay, As I have done the simple tale, to be The Drama of this prelude. — Far away Rolls the swift Rhine beneath the mooned ray ; But to my listening ear and dreaming eye Murmur the pines, the blue wave ripples by ; Through the deep Rheingau"'s vine-enamour'd vale, I see dark shapes careering down the gale : — c xxxiv PREFATORY POEM : Or hear the Lurlci's moaning Syren call, — Or walk with Song by Roland's shattered Hall ! — Slight is the tale, and simply sad, my soul Hath woven from some memories deeply stor'd, Which should not voiceless die ! — Die ! — nay, the scroll On which Thought's cavern streams to-day are poured, Might it endure earth's date, could not outwear Those mournful memories ; if our souls, in truth. Are deathless, through eternity I bear "Within the tomb that closes o'er my youth, Thoughts that are o/'the soul, whose natures brave Decay, — and with the soul shall triumph o'er the grave ! XI. Simple the tale, nor would it lure the ear From earth's hack sounds one instant, if the glory Of Fancy, from the Real, did not rear Its rainbow images and deck the story With hues the kind Ideal lends to all, Who, though with voice untun'd, upon her duly call I TO THE IDEAL. Of one fair girl my tale, athwart whose bloom, In the young May of life, the harsh wind sped, And, all Hope's blossoms in that soft flower shed, Left one lone heart to find the world a tomb ! This all I take from Truth, but Thou, more kind, Still as our Pilgrims sail, shalt balm the wind ; With many a tale the various way beguile. And charm ev'n death with love's untiring smile. Still as the sufferer droops, thy witchery calls Wild handmaid shapes from Oberon's grassy halls ; Bids Faeries watch the soft life glide away ; And with fond dreams make beautiful decay: — Brighten the path ; keep M-ard above the heart, And steal at least the venom from the dart ; Let Love receive the last untortured breath. And Sleep lend all its loveliest hues to Death ! And when the heart lies dumb, around the tomb, Still shall the Faeries bid the wild flowers bloom. Woo gentlest moonbeams to the odorous grass, And smooth the waves to music as they pass ; And still shall Fancy deem, in him who wreatlies These fading flowers, thy power not vainly breathes. Xxxvi PREFATOKV P(.)KM: TO THH IDEAL. If o'er his task thy angel presence shone, Hath his soul quaffVl no magic not its own ? No spell to lure the anxious world awhile From truths that vex, to visions that beguile, Chequering the darkness of surrounding strife With the brief moonlight of a lovelier life ? THK ^^tlQVtmjS of ti)t Mfjiue. CHAPTER I. IN WHICH THE READER IS INTRODUCKU TO QUEEN NYMPHALIN. In one of those green woods which belong so peculiarly to our island (for the continent has its forests, but England its woods), tliere lived, a short time ago, a charming little Fairy called Nymphalin ; 1 believe she is descended from a 2 THE PILGRIMS OF THE lUITNE. younger brancli of the house of Mab, but perhaps that may- be only a genealogical fable, for your fairies are very sus- ceptible to the pride of ancestry, and it is. impossible to deny tbat tliey fall somewhat reluctantly into the liberal opinions so much d'la-mode at the present day. However that may be, it is quite certain that all the cour- tiers in Nymphalin's domain, (for she was a Queen Fairy,) made a point of asserting her right to this illustrious descent ; and accordingly she quartered the Mab arms with her own, — three acorns vert, with a grasshopper rampant. It was as merry a little court as could possibly be conceived, and on a fine midsimimer niglit it would have been worth while attending the Queen's balls, — that is to say, if you could have got a ticket; a favour not obtained without great interest. But, mihappily, until both men and fairies adopt the excellent Mr. Owen's proposition, and live in parallelo- grams, they will always be the victims of ennui. And Nymphalin, who had been disappointed in love, and was still unmarried, had for the last five or six months been exceedingly tired even of giving balls. She yawned very frequently, and consequently yawning became the fashion. " But why don't we have some new dances, my Pipalee?" said Nymphalin to her favourite maid of honour; " these waltzes are very old fashioned." " Very old fashioned," said Pipalee. The Queen gaped — and Pipalee did tlie same. It was a gala night; — the court was held in a lone and beautiful hollow, with the wild brake closing round it on THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. 3 every side, so that no human step could easily gain the spot. Wherever the shadows fell upon the brake, a glow- worm made a point of exhibiting himself, and the bright August moon sailed slowly above, pleased to look down upon so charming a scene of merriment ; for they wrong the Moon who assert that she has an objection to mirth; — with the mirth of fairies she has all possible sympathy. Here and there in the thicket the scarce honeysuckles — in August, honeysuckles are getting out of season — hung their rich festoons, and at that moment they were crowded with the elderly fairies, who had given up dancing and taken to scandal. Besides the honeysuckle you might see the hawk- weed and the white convolvulus, varying the soft verdure of the thicket ; and mushrooms in abundance had sprung up in the circles glittering in the silver moonlight, and acceptable beyond measure to the dancers ; every one knows how agreeable a thing tents are in difete cliampetre ! I was mis- taken in saying that the brake closed the circle entirehj round ; for there was one gap, scarcely apparent to mortals, through which a fairy at least might catch a view of a brook that was close at hand, rippling in the stars, and chequered at intervals by the rich weeds floating on the surface, inter- spersed with the delicate arrowhead and the silver water lily. Then the trees themselves, dight in their prodigal variety of hues ; — the blue — the purple — the yellowing tint — the tender and silvery verdure, and the deep mass of shade frowning into black ; the willow — the elm — the ash — the fir — the lime—" and, best of all, Old England's haunted B 4 THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. Oak : " these lines broke again into a thousand minor and subtler shades, as the twinkling stars pierced the foliage, or the moon slept with a richer light upon some favoured glade. It was a gala night; the elderly fairies, as I said before, were chatting among the honeysuckles; the young were flirt- ing, and dancing, and making love ; the middle-aged talked politics under the mushrooms ; and the Queen herself, and half a dozen of her favourites, were yawning their pleasure from a little mound, covered with the thickest moss. " It has been very dull. Madam, ever since Prince Fay- zenheim left us," said the Fairy Nip. The Queen sighed. " How handsome the Prince was ! " said Pipalee. The Queen blushed. " He wore the prettiest dress in the world — and what a moustache ! " cried Pipalee, fanning herself with her left wing. " He was a coxcomb," said the Lord Treasurer, sourly. The Lord Treasurer was the honestest and most disagree- able Fairy at court ; he was an admirable husband, brother, son, cousin, uncle, and godfather ; it was these virtues that had made him a Lord Treasurer. Unfortunately they had not made him a sensible man. He was like Charles the Second in one respect ; for he never did a wise thing ; but he was not like him in another — for he very often said a foolish one. The Queen frowned. THR PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. 5 " A young- Prince is not the worse for that," retorted Pipalee. "Heigho ! does your majesty think his Highness likely to return ? " " Don't tease me," said Nymphalin, pettishly. The Lord Treasurer, by way of giving- the conversation an agreeable turn, reminded her majesty that there was a prodigious accumulation of business to see to, especially that difficult affair about the emmet- wasp loan. Her majesty rose, and leaning on Pipalee's arm, walked down to the supper tent. " Pray," said the Fairy Trip to the Fairy Nip, " what is all this talk about Prince Fayzenheim? Excuse my ignorance, I am only just out, you know." " Why," answered Nip, a young courtier, not a marrying fairy, but very seductive, " the story runs thus. Last sum- mer a foreigner visited us, calling himself Prince Fayzen- heim, one of your German fairies, I fancy; — no great things, but an excellent waltzer. He wore long spurs, made out of the stings of the horse-flies in the Black Forest ; his cap sate on one side, and his moustachios curled like the lip of the dragon flower. He was on his travels, and amused himself by making love to the Queen. You can't fancy, dear Trip, how fond she was of hearing him tell stories about the strange creatures of Germany — about wild huntsmen — water sprites — and a pack of such stuff," added Nip, contemptuously, for Nip was a freethinker. "In short?'' said Trip. *' Li short, she loved," cried Nip, with a theatrical air. B 2 Q THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. "And the Prince?" " Packed up his clothes, and sent on his travelling carriage, in order that he might go at his ease, on the top of a stage pigeon — in short, — as you say, — in short, he deserted the Queen, and ever since she has set the fashion of yawning." "It was very naughty in him," said the gentle Trip. "Ah, my dear creature," cried Nip, "if it had been t/ou he had paid his addresses to !" Trip simpered, and the old fairies from their seats in the honeysuckles observed she was " sadly conducted," but the Trips had never been too respectable. Meanwhile the Queen, leaning on Pipalee, said, after a short pause, " Do you know I have formed a plan ! " " How delightful," cried Pipalee. " Another gala ! " " Pooh, surely even you must be tired with these levities; the spirit of the age is no longer frivolous ; and I dare say as the march of gravity proceeds, we shall get rid of these galas altogether." The Queen said this with an air of inconceivable wisdom, for the " Society for the Diffusion of General Stupefaction " had been recently established among the fairies, and its tracts had driven all the light reading out of the market. The " Penny Proser " had contributed greatly to the increase of knowledge and yawning, so visibly progressive among the courtiers. " No," continued Nymphalin; " I have thought of some- thing better than galas — Let us travel! " Pipalee clasped her hands in extasy. " Where shall we travel ? " THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. 7 " Let US go up the Rhine," said the Queen, turning away her head. " We shall be amazingly welcomed ; there are fairies without number, all the way by its banks; and various distant connections of ours, whose nature and pro- perties will afford interest and instruction to a philosophical mind." *' Number Nip, for instance," cried the gay Pipalee. " The Red Man ! " said the graver Nymphalin. "O my Queen, what an excellent scheme!" and Pipalee was so lively during the rest of the night, that the old fairies in the honeysuckle insinuated that the lady of honour had drunk a buttercup too much of tlie May dew. CHAPTER II. THE LOVERS. I WISH only for such readers as give themselves heart and soul up to me — if they begin to cavil I have done with them; their fancy should put itself entirely under my management; and, after all, ought they not to be too glad to get out of this hackneyed and melancholy world, to be run away with by an author who promises them something new ? THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. 9 From the heights of Bruges, a moi'tal and his betrothed gazed upon the scene below. They saw the sun set slowly amongst purple masses of cloud, and the lover turned to his mistress and sighed deeply ; for her cheek was delicate in its blended roses, beyond the beauty that belongs to the hues of health ; and when he saw the sun sinking from the world, the thought came upon him, that she was his sun, and the glory that she shed over his life might soon pass away into the bosom of the " everduring Dark." But against the clouds rose one of the many spires that charac- terise the town of Bruges ; and on that spire, melting into heaven, rested the eyes of Gertrude Vane. The different objects that caught the gaze of each was emblematic both of the different channel of their thoughts, and the different elements of their nature : he thought of the sorrow, she of the consolation ; his heart prophesied of the passing away from earth, — hers of the ascension into heaven. The lower part of the landscape was wrapt in shade; but, just where the bank curved round in a mimic bay, the waters caught the sun's parting smile, and rippled against the herbage that clothed the shore, with a scarcely noticeable wave. There were two of the numerous mills which are so picturesque a feature of that country, standing at a distance from each other on the rising banks, their sails perfectly still in the cool silence of the evening, and adding to the rustic tranquillity which breathed around. For to me there is somethins: in the stilled sails of one of those inven- a tions of man's industry peculiarly eloquent of repose ; the 10 THE PILGRIMS OK THE RHINE. rest seems typical of the repose of our own passions — short and uncertain, contrary to their natural ordination; and doubly impressive from the feeling which admonishes us how precarious is the stillness — how utterly dependent on every wind rising at any moment and from any quarter of the heavens ! They saw before them no living forms, save of one or two peasants yet lingering by the water side. Trevylyan drew closer to his Gertrude ; for his love was inexpressively tender, and his vigilant anxiety for her made his stern frame feel the first coolness of the evening, even before she felt it herself. " Dearest, let me draw your mantle closer round you." Gertrude smiled her thanks. " I feel better than I have done for weeks," said she ; "and when once we get into the Rhine you will see me grow so strong as to shock all your interest for me." " Ah, would to heaven my interest for you may be put to such an ordeal !"" said Trevylyan ; and they turned slowly to the inn, where Gertrude's father already awaited them. Trevylyan was of a wild, a resolute, and an active nature. Thrown on the world at the age of sixteen, he had passed his youth in alternate pleasure, travel, and solitary study. At the age in which manhood is least susceptible to caprice, and most perhaps to passion, he fell in love with the loveliest person that ever dawned upon a poet's vision. I say this without exaggeration, for Gertrude Vane's was indeed the beauty, but the perishable beauty, of a dream. It happened most singularly to Trevylyan (but he was a singular man), THE PILGRIMS OP THE RHINE. ]1 that being naturally one whose affections it was very difficult to excite, he should have fallen in love at first sight with a person whose disease, already declared, would have deterred any other heart from risking its treasures on a bark so utterly unfitted for the voyage of life. Consumption, but consumption in its most beautiful shape, had set its seal upon Gertrude Vane, when Trevylyan first saw her, and at once loved. He knew the danger of the disease ; he did not, except at intervals, deceive himself; he wrestled against the new passion ; but, stern as his nature was, he could not conquer it. He loved, he confessed his love, and Gertrude returned it. In a love like this, there is something ineffably beautiful — it is essentially the poetry of passion. Desire grows hallowed by fear, and, scarce permitted to indulge its vent in the common channel of the senses, breaks forth into those vague yearnings — those lofty aspirations, which pine for the Bright — the Far — the Unattained. It is " the desire of the moth for the star " — it is the love of the soul ! Gertrude was advised by the faculty to try a southern climate ; but Gertrude was the daughter of a German mo- ther, and her young fancy had been nursed in all the wild legends, and the alluring visions that belong to the children of the Rhine. Her imagination, more romantic than classic, yearned for the vine-clad hills and haunted forests, which are so fertile of their spells to those who have once drunk, even sparingly, of the literature of the north. Her desire strongly expressed, her declared conviction that if any 12 TIIH I'lI.GRIMS or THE RHINE. cliaiigc of scone could yet arrest the progress of her malady, it would be the shores of the river she had so longed to visit, prevailed with her physicians and her father, and they consented to that pilgrimage along the Rhine, on which Gertrude, her father, and her lover, were now bound. It was by the green curve of the banks which the lovers saw from the heights of Bruges, that our fairy travellers met. They were reclining on the water side, playing at dominos with eye-bright, and the black specks of the trefoil; viz., Pipalee, Nip, Trip, and the Lord Treasurer, (for that was all the party selected by the Queen for her travelling cortige), and waiting for her majesty, who, being a curious little elf, had gone round the town to reconnoitre. " Bless me ! " said the Lord Treasurer, " what a mad freak is this ! Crossing that immense pond of water — and was there ever such bad grass as this ? — one may see that the fairies thrive ill here." " You are always discontented, my lord," said Pipalee ; " but then you are somewhat too old to travel — at least unless you go in your nutshell and four." The Lord Treasurer did not like this remark, so he muttered a peevish pshaw, and took a pinch of honeysuckle dust to console himself for being forced to put up with so much frivolity. At this moment, ere the moon was yet at her middest height, Nymphalin joined her subjects. " I have just returned," said she, with a melancholy expression on her countenance, " from a scene, that has THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. I3 almost renewed in me that sympathy with human beings, which of late years our race has well nigh relinquished. " I hurried through the town without noticing much food for adventure. I paused for a moment on a fat citizen's pillow, and bade him dream of love. He woke in a fright, and ran down to see that his cheeses were safe. I swept with a light wing over a politician's eyes, and straightway he dreamt of theatres and music. I caught an undertaker in his first nap, and I have left him whirled into a waltz. For what would be sleep if it did not contrast life ? Then I came to a solitary chamber, in which a girl, in her tenderest youth, knelt by the bedside in prayer, and I saw that the death-spirit had passed over her, and the blight was on the leaves of the rose. The room was still and hushed — the angel of Purity kept watch there. Her heart was full of love, and yet of holy thoughts, and I bade her dream of the long life denied to her — of a happy home — of the kisses of her young lover — of eternal faith, and unwaning tenderness. Let her at least enjoy in dreams what Fate has refused to Truth ! — and, passing from the room, I found her lover stretched in his cloak beside the door ; for he reads with a feverish and desperate prophecy the doom that waits her ; and so loves he the very air she breathes, the very ground she treads, that when she has left his sight, he creeps silently and unknown to her, to the nearest spot hallowed by her presence, anxious that while yet she is on earth, not an hour, not a moment should be wasted upon other thoughts than those that belong to her ■; and feeling a security, a fearful 14 THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. joy, in lessenin<^ the distance tliat now only momentarily divides them. And that love seemed to me not as the love of the common world, and I stayed my wings and looked upon it, as a thing that centuries might pass, and bring no parallel to, in its beauty and its melancholy truth. But I kept away the sleep from the lover's eyes, for well I knew that sleep was a tyrant, that shortened the brief time of waking tender- ness for the living, yet spared him ; and one sad, anxious thought of her was sweeter, in spite of its sorrow, than the brightest of fairy dreams. So I left him awake, and watch- ing there through the long night, and felt that the children of earth have still something that unites them to the spirits of a finer race, so long as they retain amongst them the presence of real love ! " And oh ! Is there not a truth also in our fictions of the Unseen World ? Are there not yet bright lingerers by the forest and the stream ? Do the moon and the soft stars look out on no delicate and winged forms bathing in their light? Are the fairies, and the invisible hosts, but the children of our dreams ; and not their inspiration ? Is that all a delu- sion which speaks from the golden page ? And is the world only given to harsh and anxious travailers, that walk to and fro in pursuit of no gentle shadoM'S? Are the chi- meras of the passions the sole spirits of the universe ? No ! while my remembrance treasures in its deepest cell, the image of one no more — one who was " not of the earth earthy" — one in whom love was the essence of thoughts divine — one whose shape and mould, whose heart and genius, THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. I5 would, had Poesy never before have dreamt it, have called forth the first notion of spirits resembling mortals, but not of them ; no, Gertrude, while I remember you, the faith, — the trust in brighter shapes and fairer natures than the world knows of, comes clinging to my heart ; and still will I think that Fairies might have watched over your sleep, and Spirits have ministered to your dreams ! CHAPTER 111. Gertrude and her companions proceeded by slow, and, to her, delightful stages, to Rotterdam. Trevylyan sate by her side, and her hand was ever in his, and when her deli- cate frame became sensible of fatigue, her head drooped on his shoulder as its natural resting-place. Her father was a man who had lived long enough to have encountered many reverses of fortune, and they had left him, as I am apt to believe long adversity usually does leave its prey, some- what chilled and somewhat hardened to affection ; passive and quiet of hope, resigned to the worst as to the common order of events, and expecting little from the best, as an unlooked-for incident in the regularity of human afflictions. He was insensible of his daughter's danger, for he was not one whom the fear of love endows with prophetic vision ; and he lived tranquilly in the present, without asking what new misfortune awaited him in the future. Yet he loved his child, his only child, with all the warmth of attachment left him by the many shocks his heart had received ; and in her approaching connection with one rich and noble as THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. 17 Trevylyan, lie felt even something bordering upon plea- sure. Lapped in the apathetic indifference of his nature, he leant forth from the carriage, enjoying the bright weather that attended their journey, and sensible — for he was one of fine and cultivated taste — to whatever beauties of nature or remains of art, varied their course. A companion of this sort was the most agreeable that two persons never need- ing a third could desire ; he left them undisturbed to the intoxication of their mutual presence ; he marked not the interchange of glances ; he listened not to the whisper, the low delicious whisper, with which the heart speaks its sym- pathy to heart. He broke not that charmed silence which falls over us when the thoughts are full, and words leave nothing to explain ; that repose of feeling ; that certainty that we are understood without the effort of words, which makes the real luxury of intercourse and the true enchant- ment of travel. What a memory hours like these bequeath, after we have settled down into the calm occupations of com- mon life ! — how beautiful, through the vista of years, seems that brief moonlight track upon the waters of our youth ! And Trevylyan*'s nature, which, as I have said before, was naturally hard and stern, which was hot, irritable, ambitious, and early tinctured with the policy and lesson of the world, seemed utterly changed by the peculiarities of his love ; every hour, every moment was full of incident to him; every look of Gertrude's was entered on the tablets of his heart, so that his love knew no languor, it required no change ; he was absorbed in it ; it was himself/ And he was soft and watchful as the step of a mother by the 18 TIIK PILGRIMS OF THE HHINK. couch of her sick chikl ; the lion within him was tamed by indomitable love; the sadness, the presentiment that was mixed with all his passion for Gertrude filled him too with that poetry of feeling, which is the result of thoughts weighing upon us, and not to be expressed by ordinary language. In this part of their journey, as I find by the date, were the following lines written ; they are to be judged as the lines of one in whom emotion and truth were the only inspiration. I. " As leaves left darkling in the flush of day, When glints the glad sun chequering o'er the tree, I see the green earth brightening in the ray. Which only casts a shadow upon me ! II. " W^hat are the beams, the flowers, the glory, all Life's glow and gloss — the music and the bloom, W^Iien every sun but speeds the Eternal Pall, And Time is Death that dallies with the Tomb ? III. " And yet — oh yet, so young, so pure ! — the while Fresh laugh the rose-hues round youth"'s morning sky. That voice, — those eyes, — the deep love of that smile, Are they not soul — all soul — and caii they die ? IV. "Are there the words 'No More' for thoughts like ours? Must the bark sink upon so soft a wave? Hath the short summer of thy life no flowers, But those which bloom above tliinc early grave ? THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. 19 V. " O God ! and what is life, that I should live, (Hath not the world enow of common clay?) And she — the Rose — whose life a soul could give To the void desert, sigh its sweets away ! VI. " And I that love thee thus, to whom the air, Blest by thy breath, makes heaven where'er it be, Watch thy cheek wane, and smile away despair — Lest it should dim one hour yet left to Thee. VII. " Still let me conquer self, — oh, still conceal By the smooth brow, the snake that coils below ; Break, break my heart, it comforts yet to feel That she dreams on, unwakened by my woe ! VIII. " Hush'd, where the Star's soft Angel loves to keep Watch o'er their tide, the mourning waters roll ; So glides my spirit — darkness in the deep, But o'er the wave the presence of thy soul ! " Gertrude herself had not as yet the presentiments that filled the soul of Trevylyan. She thought too little of her- self to know her danger, and those hours to her were hours of unmingled sweetness. Sometimes, indeed, the exhaus- tion of her disease tinged her spirits with a vague sadness, an abstraction came over her, and a languor she vainly struggled against. These fits of dejection and gloom touched Trevylyan to the quick ; his eye never ceased to watch them, nor his heart to soothe. Often when he marked 20 iHF. rn.oRiMS of the rtitne. tliem, he sought to attract her attention from what he fan- cied, tliough erringly, a sympathy with his own forebodings, and to lead her young and romantic imagination through the temporary beguilements of fiction ; for Gertrude was yet in the first bloom of youth, and all the dews of beautiful childhood sparkled freshly from the virgin blossoms of her mind. And Trevylyan, wlio had passed some of his early years among the students of Leipsic, and was deeply versed in the various world of legendary lore, ransacked his me- mory for such tales as seemed to him most likely to win her interest; and often with false smiles entered into the playful tale, or oftener, with more faithful interest, into the graver legend of trials that warned yet beguiled them from their own. Of such talcs I have selected but a few ; I know not that they are the least unworthy of repetition ; they are those which many recollections induce me to repeat the most willingly. Gertrude loved these stories, for she had not yet lost, by the coldness of the world, one leaf from that soft and wild romance which belonged to her beautiful mind. And, more than all, she loved the sounds of a voice which every day became more and more musical to her ear. " Shall I tell you," said he, one morning, as he observed her gloomier mood stealing over the face of Gertrude, " shall I tell you, ere yet we pass into the dull land of Hol- land, a story of Malines, whose spires M'e shall shortly see?" Gertrude's face brightened at once, and as she leant back in the carriage as it whirled rapidly along, and fixed her deep blue eyes on Trevylyan, he began the following tale. CHAPTER IV. THE MAID OF MALINES. It was noonday in the town of Mallnes, or Mechlin, as the English usually term it ; the sabbath bell had summoned the inhabitants to divine worship ; and the crowd that had loitered roimd the Church of St. Rembauld had gradually emptied itself within the spacious aisles of the sacred edifice. A young man was standing in the street, with his eyes bent on the ground, and apparently listening for some sound; for, without raising his looks from the rude pave- ment, he turned to every corner of it with an intent and anxious expression of countenance ; he held in one hand a staff, in the other a long slender cord, the end of v.'hich trailed on the ground; every now and then he called, with a plaintive voice, " Fido, Fido, come back ! Why hast thou deserted me!" — Fido returned not; the dog, wearied of confinement, had slipped from the string, and was at play with his kind in a distant quarter of the town, leaving the blind man to seek his way as he might to his solitary inn. c J?0 TIIH IMT.fiKTMS OF TfTR RHINE. By and by a Hglit step passed through the street, and tlio young stranger's face brightened — "Pardon me," said he, turning to the spot wliere his quick ear had caught the sound, "and direct me, if you are not by chance much pressed for a few moments' time, to the hotel Moj'tic?- d'or."" It was a young woman, whose dress betokened that she belonged to the middling class of life, whom he thus addressed. — " It is some distance hence, sir," said she ; " but if you continue your way straight on for about a hundred yards, and then take the second turn to your right hand" " Alas !" interrupted the stranger, with a melancholy smile, " your direction will avail me little ; my dog has deserted me, — and I am blind ! " There was something in these words, and in the stranger's voice, which went irresistibly to the heart of the young woman, — " Pray forgive me," she said, almost with tears in her eyes, " I did not perceive your " — misfortune, she was about to say, but she checked herself with an instinc- tive delicacy. — "Lean upon me, I will conduct you to the door; nay, sir," observing that he hesitated, "I have time enough to spare, I assure you." The stranger placed his hand on the young woman's arm, and though Lucille was naturally so bashful that even her mother would laughingly reproach her for the excess of a maiden virtue, she felt not the least pang of shame, as she found herself thus suddenly walking through the THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. 03 streets of Malines, alone with a young stranger, whose dress and air betokened him of rank superior to her own. "Your voice is very gentle," said he, after a pause, "and that," he added, with a slight sigh, "is the criterion by which I only know the young and the beautiful!" Lucille now blushed, and wich a slight mixture of pain in the blush, for she knew well that to beauty she had no pretension. " Are you a native of this town," continued he. " Yes, sir, my father holds a small office in the customs, and my mother and I eke out his salary by making lace. We are called poor, but we do not feel it, sir." " You are fortunate ; there is no wealth like the heart's wealth, content," answered the blind man mournfully. " And Monsieur," said Lucille, feeling angry with her- self, that she had awakened a natural envy in the stranger's mind, and anxious to change the subject — "and Monsieur, has he been long at Malines ? " " But yesterday. I am passing through the Low Countries on a tour; perhaps you smile at the tour of a blind man — but it is wearisome even to the blind to rest always in the same place. I thought during church time, when the streets were empty, that I might, by the help of my dog, enjoy safely at least the air, if not the sight of the town ; but there are some persons, methinks, who cannot even have a dog for a friend ! " The blind man spoke bitterly — the desertion of his dog had touched him to the core. Lucille wiped her eyes. "And does Monsieur travel then alone ?" said she; and looking at c2 OJ. THK I'llXiUlMS OF THE RHINE. his face more attentively than she had yet ventured to do, she saw that he was scarcely above two-and-twenty. " His father, his mother" she added, with an emphasis on the last word, "are they not witli him?" " I am an orphan ! " answered the stranger; "and I have neither brother nor sister." Tlie desolate condition of the blind man quite melted Lucille; never had she been so strongly affected She felt a strange flutter at the heart — a secret and earnest sympathy, that attracted her at once towards him. She wished that heaven had suffered her to be his sister. The contrast between the youth and the form of the stranger, and the affliction which took hope from the one, and activity from the other, increased the compassion he excited. His features were remarkably regular, and had a certain nobleness in their outline ; and his frame was grace- fully and firmly knit, though he moved cautiously and with no cheerful step. They had now passed into a narrow street leading towards the hotel, when they heard behind them the clatter of hoofs ; and Lucille, looking hastily back, saw that a troop of the Belgian horse was passing through the town. She drew her charge close by the wall, and trembling with fear for him, she stationed herself by his side. The troop passed at a full trot through the street; and at the sound of their clanging arms, and the ringing hoofs of their heavy chargers, Lucille might have seen, had she looked at the blind man's face, that its sad features kindled with enthusiasm. THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. 25 and his head was raised proudly from its wonted and melan- choly bend. " Thank heaven ! " she said, as the troop had nearly passed them, " the danger is over ! " Not so. One of the last two soldiers who rode abreast, was unfortunately mounted on a young and unmanageable horse. The rider's oaths and digging spur only increased the fire and impatience of the charger ; he plunged from side to side of the narrow street. '' Gardez voiis," cried the horseman, as he was borne on to the place where Lucille and the stranger stood against the wall ; " are ye mad — why do you not run ? " "For heaven's sake, for mercy's sake, he is blind," cried Lucille, clinging to the stranger's side. " Save yourself, my kind guide ! " said the stranger. But Lucille dreamt not of such desertion. The trooper wrested the horse's head from the spot where they stood ; vvith a snort, as he felt the spur, the enraged animal lashed out with its hind-legs ; and Lucille, unable to save both, threw herself before the blind man, and received the shock directed against him ; her slight and delicate arm fell shattered by her side — the horseman was borne onward. " Thank God, ^ou are saved ! " was poor Lucille's exclamation; and she fell, over- come with pain and terror, into the arms which the stranger mechanically opened to receive her. " My guide, my friend !" cried he, "you are hurt, you — " " No, Sir," interrupted Lucille, faintly, "I am better — I am well. T7iis arm, if you please — we are not far from your hotel now." 2() TIIK PILCUIMS OF TIIK KIIINE. Ijiit the Stranger's ear, tutored to every inflection of voice, told him at once of the pain she suffered; he drew from her l)y degrees the confession of the injury she had sustained; but the generous girl did not tell him it had been incurred solely in liis protection. He now insisted on reversing their duties, and accompanying he?- to lier home ; and Lucille, almost fainting with pain, and hardly able to move, was forced to consent. But a few steps down the next turning stood the humble mansion of her father — they reached it — and Lucille scarcely crossed the threshold, before she sank down, and for some minutes was insensible to pain. It was left to the stranger to explain, and to beseech them im- mediately to send for a surgeon, " the most skilful — the most practised in the town," said he. " See, I am rich, and this is the least I can do to atone to your generous daughter, for not forsaking even a stranger in peril." He held out his purse as he spoke, but the father refused the offer ; and it saved the blind man some shame, that he could not see the blush of honest resentment, with which so poor a species of remuneration was put aside. The young man stayed till the surgeon arrived, till the arm was set ; nor did he depart until he had obtained a promise from the mother, that he should learn the next morning how the sufferer had passed the night. The next morning, indeed, lie had intended to quit a town that offers but little temptation to the traveller ; but he tarried day after day, until Lucille herself accompanied her mother, to assure him of her recov cry. THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. 27 You know, or at least I do, clearest Gertrude, that there is such a thing as love at the first meeting — a secret, an unaccountable affinity between persons (strangers before), which draws them irresistibly together. If there were truth in Plato's beautiful phantasy, that our souls were a portion of the stars, it might be that spirits, thus attracted to each other, have drawn their original light from the same orb ; and they thus but yearn for a renewal of their former union. Yet without recurring to such ideal solutions of a daily mystery, it was but natural that one in the forlorn and desolate con- dition of Eugene St. Amand, should have felt a certain tenderness for a person who had so generously suffered for his sake. The darkness to which he was condemned did not shut from his mind's eye the haunting images of ideal beauty ; rather, on the contrary, in his perpetual and unoccupied solitude, he fed the reveries of an imagination naturally warm, and a heart eager for sympathy and commune. He had said rightly that his only test of beauty was in the melody of voice; and never had a softer or a more thril- ling tone than that of the young maiden touched upon his ear. Her exclamation, so beautifully denying self, so de- voted in its charity, " Thank God ^mc are saved," uttered too in the moment of her own suffering, rang constantly upon his soul, and he yielded, without precisely defining their nature, to vague and delicious sentiments, that his youth had never awakened to till then. And Lucille, — the very accident that had happened to her on his behalf^ oidy 28 THE T'lLCRTMR OF THE RHINE. deepened the interest she had already conceived for one who, in the first flush of youth, was thus cut off from the glad objects of life, and left to a night of years, desolate and alone. There is, to your beautiful and kindly sex, a per- petual and gushing lovlngness to protect. This makes them tlie angels of sickness, the comforters of age, the fosterers of childhood ; and this feeling, in Lucille peculiarly developed, had already inexpressibly linked her compassionate nature to the lot of the unfortunate traveller. With ardent affec- tions, and with thoughts beyond her station and her years, she was not without that modest vanity which made her painfully susceptible to her own deficiencies in beauty. Instinctively conscious of how deeply she herself could love, she believed it impossible that she could ever be so loved in retm"n. This stranger, so superior in her eyes to all she had yet seen, was the first out of her own household who had ever addressed her in that voice which by tones, not words, speaks that admiration most dear to a woman's heart. To him she was beautiful, and her lovely mind spoke out undimmed by the imperfections of her face. Not, indeed, that Lucille was wholly without personal attraction; her light step and graceful form were elastic with the freshness of youth, and her mouth and smile had so gentle and tender an expression, that there were moments when it would not have been the blind only who would have mistaken her to be beautiful. Her early childhood had indeed given the promise of attractions, which the small-pox, that then fearful malady, had inexorably marred. It had not only seared the THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. 29 smooth skin and the brilliant hues, but utterly changed even the character of the features. It so happened that Lucille 's family were celebrated for beauty, and vain of that celebrity ; and so bitterly had her parents deplored the effects of the cruel malady, that poor Lucille had been early taught to consider them far more grievous than they really were, and to exaggerate the advantages of that beauty, the loss of which was considered by her parents so heavy a misfortune. Lucille too had a cousin named Julie, who was the wonder of all Malines for her personal perfections ; and as the cousins were much together, the contrast was too striking not to occasion frequent mortification to Lucille. But every mis- fortune has something of a counterpoise; and the conscious- ness of personal inferiority had meekened, without souring, her temper, had given gentleness to a spirit that otherwise might have been too high, and humility to a mind that was naturally strong, impassioned, and energetic. And yet Lucille had long conquered the one disadvantage she most dreaded in the want of beauty. Lucille was never known but to be loved. Wherever came her presence, her bright and soft mind diffused a certain inexpressible charm; and where she was not, a something was missing from the scene which not even Julie's beauty could replace. " I propose," said St. Amand to Madame Le Tisseur, Lucille's mother, as he sate in her little salon, — for he had already contracted that acquaintance with the family which permitted him to be led to their house, to return the visits Madame Le Tisseur had made him, and Ids dog, once more 30 THE riLORIMS OF THE RHINE. returned a penitent to his master, always conducted his steps to the humble abode, and stopped instinctively at the door, — " 1 propose," said St. Amand after a pause, and with some embarrassment, " to stay a little while longer at Malines ; tlie air agrees with me, and I like the quiet of the place; but you arc aware, Madame, that at a hotel among strangers, J feel my situation somewhat cheerless. I have been think- ing" — St. Amand paused again — "I have been thinking that if I could persuade some agreeable family to receive me as a lodger, I would fix myself here for some weeks. I am easily pleased." " Doubtless there are many in Malines who would be too happy to receive such a lodger." " Will you receive me ? " said St. Amand abruptly. " It was of your family 1 thought." " Of us? Monsieur is too flattering, but we have scarcely a room good enough for you." " What difference between one room and another can there be to me ? That is the best apartment to my choice in which the human voice sounds most kindly." The arrangement was made, and St. Amand came now to reside beneath the same roof as Lucille. And was she not happy that he wanted so constant an attendance? was she not happy that she was ever of use ? St. Amand was passionately fond of music; he played himself with a skill that was only surpassed by the exquisite melody of his voice ; and was not Lucille happy when she sate mute and listening to such sounds as at Malines were never heard before ? Was THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. 31 she not happy in gazing on a face to whose melancholy aspect her voice instantly summoned the smile? Was she not happy when the music ceased, and St. Amand called " Lucille ? " Did not her own name uttered by that voice seem to her even sweeter than the music ? Was she not happy when they walked out in the still evenings of summer, and her arm thrilled beneath the light touch of one to whom she was so necessary ? Was she not proud in her happiness, and was there not something like worship in the gratitude she felt to him, for raising her Immble spirit to the luxury of feeling herself loved ? St. Amand's parents were French; they had resided in the neighbourhood of Amiens, where they had inherited a com- petent property, to which he had succeeded about two years previous to the date of my story. He had been blind from the age of three years. " I know not," said he, as he related these particulars to Lucille one evening when they were alone ; " I know not what the earth may be like, or the heaven, or the rivers whose voice at least I can hear, for I have no recollection beyond that of a confused, but delicious blending of a thousand glorious colours — a bright and quick sense of joy — a visible music. But it is only since my childhood closed, that I have mourned, as I now unceasingly mourn, for the light of day. My boyhood passed in a quiet cheerfulness; the least trifle then could please and occupy the vacancies of my mind; hut it was as I took delight in being read to, — as I listened to the vivid descriptions of Poetry, as 1 glowed at the recital 32 THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. of great deeds, as I was made acquainted by books, with the energy, the action, the heat, the fervour, the pomp, the enthusiasm of life, that I gradually opened to the sense of all 1 was for ever denied. I felt that I existed, not lived ; and that, in the midst of the Universal Liberty, I was sen- tenced to a prison, from whose blank walls there was no escape. Still, however, while my parents lived, I had some- thing of consolation ; at least I was not alone. They died, and a sudden and dread solitude, a vast and empty dreari- ness, settled upon my dungeon. One old servant only, who had nursed me from my childhood, who had known me in my short privilege of light, by whose recollections my mind could grope back its way through the dark and narrow passages of memory to faint glimpses of the sun, was all that remained to me of human sympathies. It did not suf- fice, however, to content me with a home where my father and my mother's kind voice were not. A restless impa- tience, an anxiety to move possessed me, and I set out from my home, journeying whither I cared not, so that at least I could change an air that weighed upon me like a palpable burthen. I took only this old attendant as my comj)aHion ; he too died three months since at Bruxelles, worn out with years. Alas ! I had forgotten that he was old, for I saw not his progress to decay ; and now, save my faithless dog, I was utterly alone, till I came hither and found tlicer Lucille stooped down to caress the dog ; she blest the desertion that had led to a friend who never could desert. But however much, and however gratefully, St. Amand THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. 33 loved Lucille, her power availed not to chase the melancholy from his brow, and to reconcile him to his forlorn condition . " Ah, would that I could see thee ! Would that I could look upon a face that my heart vainly endeavours to delineate ! " " If thou couldst," sighed Lucille, " thou wouldst cease to love me." " Impossible ! " cried St. Amand, passionately ; " how- ever the world may find thee, thou wouldst become my standard of beauty, and I should judge not of thee by others, but of others by thee." He loved to hear Lucille read to him, and mostly he loved the descriptions of war, of travel, of wild adventure, and yet they occasioned him the most pain. Often she paused from the page as she heard him sigh, and felt that she would even have renounced the bliss of being loved by him, if she could have restored to him that blessing, the desire for which haunted him as a spectre. Lucille's family were Catholic, and, like most in their station, they possessed the superstitions, as well as the devotion of the faith. Sometimes they amused themselves of an evening by the various legends and imaginary miracles of their calendar : and once, as they were thus conversing with two or three of their neighbours, " The Tomb of the Three Kings of Cologne " became the main topic of their wandering recitals. However strong was the sense of Lucille, she was, as you will readily conceive, naturally influenced by the belief of those with whom she had been 34 TITF, PILORIMS OF TIIK lUTTNE. brouirlit up from her cradle, and she listened to tale after tale of the miracles wrought at the consecrated tomb, as earnestly and undoubtingly as the rest. And the Kings of the East were no ordinary saints ; to the relics of the Three Magi, who followed the Star of Bethlehem, and were the first potentates of the earth who adored its Saviour, well might the pious Catholic suppose that a peculiar power, and a healing sanctity, would belong. Each of the circle ( St. Amand, who had been more than usually silent, and even gloomy during the day, had retired to his own apartment, for there were some moments when, in the sadness of his thoughts, he sought that solitude which he so impatiently fled from at others) — each of the circle had some story to relate equally veracious and indisputable, of an infirmity cured, or a prayer accorded, or a sin atoned for at the foot of the holy tomb. One story peculiarly aifected Lucille ; the narrator, a venerable old man with grey locks, solemnly declared himself a witness of its truth. A woman at Anvers had given birth to a son, the offspring of an illicit connection, who came into the world deaf and dumb. The unfortunate mother believed the calamity a punishment for her own sin. " Ah ! would," said she, " that the affliction had fallen only upon me ! Wretch that I am, my innocent child is punished for my offence ! " This idea haunted her night and day : she pined and could not be com- forted. As the child grew up, and wound himself more and more round her heart, its caresses added new pangs to her remorse ; and at length (continued the narrator) hearing THK PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. 35 perpetually of the holy fame of the Tomb of Cologne, she resolved upon a pilgrimage barefoot to the shrine. " God is merciful," said she, " and he who called Magdalene his sister, may take the mother's curse from the child." She then went to Cologne ; she poured her tears, her penitence, and her prayers, at the sacred tomb. When she returned to her native town, what was her dismay as she approached her cottage to behold it a heap of ruins ! — its blackened rafters and yawning casements betokened the ravages of fire. The poor woman sunk upon the ground utterly over- powered. Had her son perished? At that moment she heard the cry of a child's voice, and, lo ! her child rushed to her arms, and called her " mother ! " He had been saved from the fire which had broken out seven days before; but in the terror he had suffered, the string that tied his tongue had been loosened ; he had uttered articulate sounds of distress ; the curse was removed, and one word at least the kind neighbours had already taught him, to welcome his mother's return. What cared she now that her substance was gone, that her roof was ashes ; she bowed in grateful submission to so mild a stroke ; her prayer had been heard, and the sin of the mother was visited no longer on the child. I have said, dear Gertrude, that this story made a deep impression upon Lucille. A misfortune so nearly akin to that of St. Amand, removed by the prayer of another, filled her with devoted thoughts, and a beautiful hope. " Is not the tomb still standing ? " thought she ; " is not God still in ',](') THE PTLCRlMSi OF TITE RHINE. heaven? — lie who heard the guilty, may he not hear tlie guiltless? Is he not the God of love? Are not the affections the offerings that please him best? and what though the child's mediator was his mother, can even a mother love her child more tenderly than I love Eugene ? But if, Lucille, thy prayer be granted, if he recover his sight, th^ charm is gone, he will love thee no longer. No matter ! be it so — I shall at least have made him happy ! " Such were the thoughts that filled the mind of Lucille ; she cherished them till they settled into resolution, and she secretly vowed to perform her pilgrimage of love. She told neither St. Amand nor her parents of her intention; she knew the obstacles such an annunciation would create. Fortunately she had an aunt settled at Bruxelles, to whom she had been accustomed, once in every year, to pay a month's visit, and at that time she generally took Math her the work of a twelvemonth's industry, which found a readier sale at Bruxelles than Malines. Lucille and St. Amand were already betrothed ; their wedding was shortly to take place; and the custom of the country leading parents, however poor, to nourish the honourable ambition of giving some dowry with their daughters, Lucille found it easy to hide the object of her departure, under the pre- tence of taking the lace to Bruxelles, which had been the year's labour of her mother and herself— it would sell for sufficient, at least, to defray the preparations for the weddinof. " Thou art ever right, child," said Madame Le Tisseur; THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. 37 the richer St. Amand is, why the less oughtest tliou to go a beggar to his house." In fact, the honest ambition of the good people was excited ; their pride had been hurt by the envy of the town and the current congfratulations on so advantag^eous a marriage; and they employed themselves in counting up the fortune they should be able to give to their only child, and flattering their pardonable vanity with the notion that there would be no such great disproportion in the connection after all. They were right, but not in their own view of the estimate; the wealth that Lucille brought was what fate could not lessen, — reverse could not reach, — the ungracious seasons could not blight its sweet harvest, — imprudence could not dissipate, — fraud could not steal one grain from its abundant coffers ! Like the purse in the Fairy Tale, its use was hourly, its treasure inexhaustible. St. Amand alone was not to be won to her departure ; he chafed at the notion of a dowry ; he was not appeased even by Lucille's representation, that it was only to gratify and not to impoverish her parents. " And thou, too, canst leave me," he said, in that plaintive voice which had made his first charm to Lucille's heart. " It is a second blindness." " But for a few days ; a fortnight at most, dearest Eugene." " A fortnight ! you do not reckon time as the blind do," said St. Amand, bitterly. " But listen, listen, dear Eugene," said Lucille, weeping. The sound of her sobs restored him to a sense of his D 38 THE PIT.r.RlMS OF THE RHINE. ingratitude. Alas, he knew not how much he had to be grateful for. He held out his arms to her; " Forgive me," said he. " Those who can see nature know not how terrible it is to be alone." " But my mother will not leave you." " She is not you ! " " And Julie," said Lucille, hesitatingly. " What is Julie to me ? " " Ah, you are the only one, save my parents, who could think of me in her presence." "And why, Lucille?" " Why ! She is more beautiful than a dream. " " Say not so. Would I could see, that I might prove to the world how much more beautiful thou art. There is no music in her voice." The evening before Lucille departed, she sat up late with St. Amand and her mother. They conversed on the future ; they made plans ; in the wide sterility of the world they laid out the garden of household love, and filled it with flowers, forgetful of the wind that scatters, and the frost that kills. And when, leaning on Lucille's arm, St. Amand sought his chamber, and they parted at his door, which closed upon her, she fell down on her knees at the threshold, and poured out the fulness of her heart in a prayer for his safety, and the fulfilment of her timid hope. At day-break she was consigned to the conveyance that performed the short journey from Malines to Bruxelles. When she entered the town, instead of seeking her aunt, THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. 39 she rested at an auberge in the suburbs, and confiding her little basket of lace to the care of its hostess, she set out alone, and on foot, upon the errand of her heart's lovely superstition. And erring though it was, her faith redeemed its weakness — her affection made it even sacred. And well may we believe, that the eye which reads all secrets, scarce looked reprovingly on that fanaticism, whose only infirmity was love. So fearful was she, lest, by rendering the task too easy, she might impair the effect, that she scarcely allowed herself rest or food. Sometimes, in the heat of noon, she wandered a little from the road side, and under the spreading lime- tree surrendered her mind to its sweet and bitter thoughts ; but ever the restlessness of her enterprise urged her on, and faint, — weary, — and with bleeding feet, she started up and continued her way. At length she reached the ancient city, where a holier age has scarce worn from the habits and aspects of men the Roman trace. She prostrated herself at the tomb of the Magi; she proffered her ardent but humble prayer to Him before Mdiose son those fleshless heads (yet to faith at least preserved) had, nearly eighteen centuries ago, bowed in adoration. Twice every day, for a whole week, she sought the same spot, and poured forth the same prayer. The last day an old priest, who, hovering in the church, had observed her constantly at devotion, with that fatherly interest which the better ministers of the Ca- tholic sect (that sect which has covered the earth with the mansions of charity) feel for the unhappy, approached her as she was retiring with moist and downcast eyes, and saluting D 2 40 THE PILGRIMS OF TIIK RHINE. her, assumed the privilege of his order, to inquire if there was aught in which his advice or aid could serve. There was somethins: iu the venerable air of the old man which encouraged Lucille ; she opened her heart to him ; she told him all. The good priest was much moved by her simpli- city and earnestness. He questioned her minutely as to the peculiar species of blindness with which St. Amand was afflicted; and after musing a little while, he said, " Daughter, God is great and merciful ; we must trust in his power, but we must not forget that he mostly works by mortal agents. As you pass through Louvain in your way home, fail not to see there a certain physician, named Le Kain. He is celebrated through Flanders for the cures he has wrought among the blind, and his advice is sought by all classes from far and near. He lives hard by the Hotel de Ville, but any one will inform you of his residence. Stay, my child, you shall take him a note from me ; he is a benevolent and kindly man, and you shall tell him exactly the same story (and with the same voice) you have told to me." So saying the priest made Lucille accompany him to his home, and forcing her to refresh herself less sparingly than she had yet done since she had left Malines, he gave her his blessing, and a letter to Le Kain, which he rightly j udged would ensure her a patient hearing from the physi- cian. Well known among all men of science was the name of the priest, and a word of recommendation from him M'ent farther, where virtue and wisdom were honoured, than the longest letter from the haughtiest Sieur in Flanders. THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. 41 With a patient and hopeful spirit, the young pilgrim turned her back on the Roman Cologne, and now about to rejoin St. Amand, she felt neither the heat of the sun nor the weariness of the road. It w^as one day at noon that she again passed through Lou vain, and she soon found herself by the noble edifice of the Hotel de Ville. Proud rose its Gothic spires against the sky, and the sun shone bright on its rich tracery and Gothic casements ; the broad open street was crowded with persons of all classes, and it was with some modest alarm, that Lucille lowered her veil and mingled with the throng. It was easy, as the priest had said, to find the house of Le Kain ; she bade the servant take the priest's letter to his master, and she was not long kept waiting before she was admitted to the physician's presence. He was a spare, tall man, with a bald front, and a calm and friendly countenance. He was not less touched than the priest had been, by the manner in which she narrated her story, described the affliction of her betrothed, and the hope that had inspired the pilgrimage she had just made. " Well," said he, encouragingly, " we must see our patient. You can bring him hither to me." " Ah, Sir, I had hoped " Lucille stopped suddenly. " What, my young friend ? " " That I might have had the triumph of bringing you to Malines. I know, Sir, what you are about to say ; and I know. Sir, your time must be very valuable ; but 1 am not so poor as I seem, and Eugene, that is Monsieur St. 4J> TIIK I'll/; RIMS OF TlIK RHINE. Amand, is very rich, and — and 1 have at Bruxelles, what I am sure is a lart^e sum ; it was to have provided for the wedding, but it is most heartily at your service, Sir."" Le Kain smiled ; he was one of those men who love to read the human heart when its leaves are fair and undefiled ; and, in the benevolence of science, he would have gone a longer journey than from Louvain to Malines to give sight to the blind, even had St. Amand been a beggar. " Well, well," said he, " but you forget that Monsieur St. Amand is not the only one in the world who wants me. 1 must look at my note book, and see if I can be spared for a day or two." So saying he glanced at his memoranda; everything smiled on Lucille ; he had no engagements that his partner could not fulfil, for some days ; he consented to accompany Lucille to Malines, Meanwhile cheerless and dull had passed the time to St. Amand ; he was perpetually asking Madame Le Tisseur what hour it was; it was almost his only question. There seemed to him no sun in the heavens, no freshness in the air, and he even forbore his favourite music; the instrument had lost its sweetness since Lucille was not by to listen. It was natural that the gossips of Malines should feel some envy at the marriage Lucille was about to make with one, whose competence report had exaggerated into prodigal wealth, whose birth had been elevated from the respectable to the noble, and whose handsome person was clothed, by the interest excited by his misfortune, with the beauty of THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. 43 Antinous. Even that misfortune, which ought to have levelled all distinctions, was not sufficient to check the general envy ; — perhaps to some of the dames of Malines blindness in a husband was indeed not the least agreeable of all qualifications ! But there was one in whom this envy rankled with a peculiar sting; it was the beautiful, the all- conquering Julie. That the humble, the neglected Lucille should be preferred to her ; that Lucille, whose existence was well nigh forgot beside Julie's, should become thus suddenly of importance ; that there should be one person in the world, and that person young, rich, handsome, to whom she was less than nothing, when weighed in the balance with Lucille, mortified to the quick a vanity that had never till then received a wound. " It is well," she would say with a bitter jest, " that Lucille's lover is blind. To be the one it is necessary to be the other ! " During Lucille's absence she had been constantly in Madame Le Tisseur's house — indeed Lucille had prayed her to be so. She had sought, with an industry that astonished herself, to supply Lucille's place, and among the strange contradictions of human nature, she had learnt, during her efforts to please, to love the object of those efforts, — as much at least as she was capable of loving. She conceived a positive hatred to Lucille ; she persisted in imagining that nothing but the accident of first acquaint- ance had deprived her of a conquest with which she per- suaded herself her happiness had become connected. Had St. Amend never loved Lucille and proposed to Julie, his misfortune would have made her reject him, despite his 44 •'"i- iMr,{;i{ii\is OK the khine. wealth and liis youtli ; but to be Lucille's lover, and a con- quest to be won from Lucille, raised liim instantly to an importance not his own. Safe, however, in his affliction, the arts and beauty of Julie fell harmless on the fidelity of St. Amand. Nay, he liked her less than ever, for it seemed an impertinence in any one to counterfeit the anxiety and watchfulness of Lucille. " It is time, surely it is time, Madame Le Tisseur, that Lucille should return. She might have sold all the lace in Malines by this time," said St. Amand one day peevishly. " Patience, my dear friend, patience, perhaps she may return to-morrow." '' To-morrow ! let me see, it is only six o'clock, only six, you are sure? " "Just five, dear Eugene, shall I read to you; this is a new book from Paris, it has made a great noise ? "" said Julie. " You are very kind, but I will not trouble you." " It is any thing but trouble." " In a M'ord, then, I would rather not." " Oh ! that he could see," thought Julie ; " would I not punish him for this ! " " I hear carriage wheels, who can be passing this way ? surely it is the voiturier from Bruxelles," said St. Amand starting up, " it is his day, his hour, too. No, no, it is a lighter vehicle," and he sank down listlessly on his seat. Nearer and nearer rolled the wheels; they turned the corner; they stopped at the lowly door; and — overcome, — overjoyed, Lucille was clasped to the bosom of St. Amand. " Stay," said she blushing, as she recovered her self- THE PILCRIMS OF THE RHINE. 4,5 possession, and turned to Le Kain, " pray pardon me, Sir. Dear Eugene, I have brought with me one who, by God's blessing, may yet restore you to sight." " We must not be sanguine, my child," said Le Kain, " any thing is better than disappointment." To close this part of my story, dear Gertrude, Le Kain examined St. Amand, and the result of the examination was a confident belief in the probability of a cure. St. Amand gladly consented to the experiment of an operation ; it suc- ceeded — the blind man saw ! Oh ! what were Lucille's feel- ings, what her emotion, what her joy. when she found the object of her pilgrimage, — of her prayers — fulfilled ! That joy was so intense, that in the eternal alternations of human life she might have foretold from its excess how bitter the sorrows fated to ensue. As soon as by degrees the patient's new sense became reconciled to the light, his first, his only demand, was for Lucille. " No, let me not see her alone, let me see her in the midst of you all, that I may convince you that the heart never is mistaken in its instincts." With a fearful, a sinking presentiment, Lucille yielded to the request to which the impetuous St. Amand would hear indeed no denial. The father, the mother, Julie, Lucille, Julie's younger sisters assembled in the little parlour ; the door opened, and St. Amand stood hesitating on the threshold. One look around sufficed to him ; his face brightened, he uttered a cry of joy. " Lucille ! Lucille ! " he exclaimed, " it is you, I know it, you only !" He sprang forward and fell at the feet of Julie! 46 '''UK PILGRIMS OK THE RHINE. Flushed, elated, triumphant, Julie bent upon him her sparkling eyes ; she did not undeceive him. " You are wrong, you mistake," said Madame Le Tisseur, in confusion, "that is her cousin Julie, this is your Lucille." St. Amand rose, turned, saw Lucille, and at that moment she wished herself in her grave. Surprise, mortification, disappointment, almost dismay, were depicted in his gaze. He had been haunting his prison-house with dreams, and, now set free, he felt how unlike they were to the truth. Too new to observation to read the woe, the despair, the lapse and shrinking of the whole frame, that his look occasioned Lucille, he yet felt, when the first shock of his surprise was over, that it was not thus he should thank her who had restored him to sight. He hastened to redeem his error ; — ah ! how could it be redeemed ? From that hour all Lucille's happiness was at an end; her fairy palace was shattered in the dust; the magician's wand was broken up ; the Ariel was given to the winds ; and the bright enchantment no longer distinguished the land she lived in from the rest of the barren world. It was true that St. Amand's words were kind ; it is true that he remembered with the deepest gratitude all she had done in his behalf; it is true that he forced himself again and again to say, " she is my betrothed — my benefactor ! " and he cursed himself to think that the feelings he had enter- tained for her were fled. Where was the passion of his words ? where the ardour of his tone ? where that play and light of countenance which her step, Iter voice could formerly call forth ? When they were alone he was em- THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. 47 barrassed and constrained, and almost cold; his hand no longer sought hers ; his soul no longer missed her if she was absent a moment from his side. When in their house- hold circle, he seemed visibly more at ease; but did his eyes fasten upon her who had opened them to the day ? did they not wander at every interval with a too eloquent admiration to the blushing and radiant face of the exulting Julie ? This was not, you will believe, suddenly percep- tible in one day or one week, but every day it was per- ceptible more and more. Yet still — bewitched, ensnared as St. Amand was — he never perhaps would have been guilty of an infidelity that he strove with the keenest remorse to wrestle against, had it not been for the fatal contrast, at the first moment of his gushing enthusiasm, which Julie had presented to Lucille; but for that he would have formed no previous idea of real and living beauty to aid the disappointment of his imaginings and his dreams. He would have seen Lucille young and graceful, and with eyes beaming affection, contrasted only by the wrinkled countenance and bended frame of her parents, and she would have completed her conquest over him before he had discovered that she was less beautiful than others; nay, more — that infidelity never could have lasted above the first few days, if the vain and heartless object of it had not exerted every art, all the power and witchery of her beauty, to cement and continue it. The unfortunate Lucille — so susceptible to the slightest change in those she loved, so diffident of herself, so proud too in 45 THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. that diffidence — no longer necessary, no longer missed, no longer loved— could not bear to endure the galling com- parison of the past and present. She fled uncomplainingly to her chamber to indulge her tears, and thus, unhappily, absent as her father generally was during the day, and busied as her mother was either at work or in household matters, she left Julie a thousand opportunities to complete the power she had begun to wield over — no, not the heart! — the senses of St. Amand ! Yet, still not suspecting, in the open generosity of her mind, the whole extent of her affliction, poor Lucille buoyed herself at times with the hope that when once married, when once in that intimacy of friendship, the unspeakable love she felt for him could disclose itself with less restraint than at present, — she should perhaps regain a heart which had been so devotedly hers, that she could not think that without a fault it was irrevocably gone : on that hope she anchored all the little happiness that remained to her. And still St. Amand pressed their marriage, but in what different tones ! In fact, he wished to preclude from himself the possibility of a deeper ingratitude than that which he had incurred already. He vainly thought that the broken reed of love might be bound up and strengthened by the ties of duty ; and at least he was anxious that his hand, his fortune, his esteem, his gratitude, should give to Lucille the only recompense it was now in his power to bestow. Meanwhile left alone so often with Julie, and Julie bent on achieving the last triumph over his heart, St. Amand was gradually preparing THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. 49 a far different reward, a far different return for her to whom he owed so incalculable a debt. There was a garden behind the house in which there was a small arbour, where often in the summer evenings Eugene and Lucille had sat together — hours never to return ! One day she heard from her own chamber, where she sate mourning, the sound of St. Amand's flute swelling gently from that beloved and consecrated bower. She wept as she heard it, and the memories that the music bore, softening and endearing his image, she began to reproach herself that she had yielded so often to the impulse of her wounded feelings ; that, chilled by his coldness, she had left him so often to himself, and had not sufficiently dared to tell him of that affection M^iich, in her modest self-depreciation, constituted her only pretension to his love. " Perhaps he is alone now," she thought ; "the tune too is one which he knew that I loved:" and with her heart on her step, she stole from the house and sought the arbour. She had scarce turned from her chamber when the flute ceased ; as she n eared the arbour she heard voices — Julie's voice in grief, St. Amand's in consolation. A dread foreboding seized her ; her feet clung rooted to the earth. " Yes, marry her — forget me," said Julie ; "in a few days you will be another's, and I, I — forgive me, Eugene, forgive me that I have disturbed your happiness. I am punished sufficiently — my heart will break, but it will break loving you." — sobs choked Julie's voice. "Oh, speak not thus," said St. Amand. "I, /only am to 50 THE PTI.ORIMS or TflK RHlNr-:. bhune ; I, false to botli, to both ungrateful. Oli, from the hour that these eyes opened upon you I drank in a new life ; the sun itself to me was less wonderful than your beauty. But — but — let me forget that hour. What do I not owe to Lucille ? I shall be wretched — I shall deserve to be so ; for shall I not think, Julie, that I have embit- tered your life with our ill-fated love? But all that I can give — my hand — my home — my plighted faith — must be hers. Nay, Julie, nay — why that look ? could I act other- wise ? can I dream otherwise ? Whatever the sacrifice, must I not render it ? Ah, what do I owe to Lucille, were it only for the thought that but for her I might never have seen thee." Lucille stayed to hear no more ; with the same soft step as that which had borne her within hearing of these fatal words, she turned back once more to her desolate chamber. That evening, as St. Amand was sitting alone in his apartment, he heard a gentle knock at the door. " Come in," he said, and Lucille entered. He started in some confusion, and would have taken her hand, but she gently repulsed him. She took a seat opposite to him, and looking down, thus addressed him : — " My dear Eugene, that is, Monsieur St. Amand, I have something on my mind that I think it better to sjieak at once ; and if I do not exactly express what I would wish to say, you must not be offended at Lucille ; it is not an easy matter to put into M'ords what one feels deeply." Colouring, and suspecting something of the truth, St. THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. 51 Amand would have broken in upon her here; but she, with a gentle impatience, waved him to be silent, and continued: — " You know that when you once loved me, I used to tell you, that you would cease to do so, could you see how undeserving I was of your attachment? I did not deceive myself, Eugene ; I always felt assured that such would be the case, that your love for me necessarily rested on your affliction : but, for all that, I never at least had a dream, or a desire, but for your happiness; and God knows, that if again, by walking bare-footed, not to Cologne, but to Rome — to the end of the world, I could save you from a much less misfortune than that of blindness, I would cheer- fully do it; yes, even though I might foretell all the while that, on my return, you would speak to me coldly, think of me lightly, and that the penalty to me would — would be — what it has been ! " Here Lucille wiped a few natural tears from her eyes; St. Amand, struck to the heart, covered his face with his hands without the courage to interrupt her. Lucille continued : — "That which I foresaw, has come to pass; I am no longer to you what I once was, when you could clothe this poor form and this homely face, with a beauty they did not possess ; you would wed me still, it is true ; but I am proud, Eugene, and cannot stoop to gratitude where I once had love. I am not so unjust as to blame you; the change was natural, was inevitable. I should have steeled myself more against it; but I am now resigned; we must part; you love 5^ THK I'lr.OHlMS OF TIIK UITINK. .Iiilie — that too is natural — and she loves you; ah ! what also more in the probable course of events ? Julie loves you, not yet, perhaps, so much as I did, but then she has not knoMMi you as I have, and she whose whole life has been triumph, cannot feel the gratitude I felt at fancying myself loved; but this will come; — God grant It ! Farewell, then, for ever, dear Eugene ; I leave you when you no longer want me ; you are now independent of Lucille ; wherever you go, a thousand hereafter can supply my place ; — farewell ! " She rose, as she said this, to leave the room; but St. Amand seizing her hand, which she in vain endeavoured to withdraw from his clasp, poured forth incoherently, passionately, his reproaches on himself, his eloquent per- suasions against her resolution. " I confess," said he, " that I have been allured for a moment; I confess that Julie's beanty made me less sen- sible to your stronger, your holier, oh ! far, far holier . title to my love ! But forgive me, dearest Lucille ; already I return to you, to all I once felt for you ; make me not curse the blessing of sight that I owe to you. You must not leave me ; never can we two part ; try me, only try me, and if ever, hereafter, my heart wander from you, then, Lucille, leave me to my remorse ! " Even at that moment Lucille did not yield; she felt that his prayer was but the enthusiasm of the hour ; she felt that there was a virtue in her pride ; that to leave him was a duty to herself. In vain he pleaded ; in vain M^ere his THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. 53 embraces, his prayers ; in vain he reminded her of their plighted troth, of her aged parents, whose happiness had become wrapt in her union with him ; " How, even were it as you wrongly believe, how in honour to them can I desert you, can I wed another ? " " Trust that, trust all, to me," answered Lucille; "your honour shall be my care, none shall blame you ; only do not let your marriage with Julie be celebrated here before their eyes; that is all I ask, all they can expect. God bless you ! do not fancy I shall be unhappy, for whatever happiness the world gives you, shall I not have con- tributed to bestow it? — and with that thought, I am above compassion." She glided from his arms, and left him to a solitude more bitter even than that of blindness; that very night Lucille sought her mother; to her she confided all. I pass over the reasons she urged, the arguments she over- came ; she conquered rather than convinced, and leaving to Madame le Tisseur the painful task of breaking to her father her unalterable resolution, she quitted Malines the next morning, and with a heart too honest to be utterly without comfort, paid that visit to her aunt which had been so long deferred. The pride of Lucille's parents prevented them from reproaching St. Amand. He did not bear, however, their cold and altered looks; he left their house ; and though for several days he would not even see Julie, yet her beauty and her art gradually resumed their empire over him. 54 T^'TE PTT.ORIMS OF THE RHINE. They were married at Courlroi, and, to the joy of tlie vain Jnlic, departed to the gay metropolis of France. But, before their departure, before his marriage, St. Amand endeavoured to appease his conscience by purchasing for Monsieur Le Tisseur, a much more lucrative and honour- able office than that he now held. Rightly judging that Malines could no longer be a pleasant residence for them, and much less for Lucille, the duties of the post were to be fulfilled in another town ; and knowing that Monsieur le Tisseur's delicacy would revolt at receiving such a favour from his hands, he kept the nature of his negociation a close secret, and suffered the honest citizen to believe that his own merits alone had entitled him to so unex- pected a promotion. Time went on. This quiet and simple history of humble affections took its date in a stormy epoch of the world — the dawning Revolution of France. The family of Lucille had been little more than a year settled in their new residence, when Dumouriez led his army into the Nether- lands. But how meanwhile had tliat year passed for Lucille ? I have said that her spirit was naturally high ; that, though so tender, she was not weak ; her very pilgrim- age to Cologne alone, and at the timid age of seventeen, proved that there was a strength in her nature no less than a devotion in her love. The sacrifice she had made brought its own reward. She believed St. Amand was happy, and she would not give way to the selfishness of grief; she had still duties to perform ; she could still com~ THE PTLGRTMS OF THE RHINE. 55 fort her parents, and cheer their age ; she coukl still be all the world to them ; she felt this, and was consoled. Only once during the year had she heard of Julie : she had been seen by a mutual friend at Paris, gay, brilliant, courted and admired ; of St. Amand she heard nothing. My tale, dear Gertrude, does not lead me through the harsh scenes of war. I do not tell you of the slaughter and the siege, and the blood that inundated those fair lands, the great battle-field of Europe. The people of the Netherlands in general were with the cause of Dumouriez, but the town in which Le Tisseur dwelt, offered some faint resistance to his arms. Le Tisseur himself, despite his age, girded on his sword ; the town was carried, and the fierce and licentious troops of the conqueror poured, flushed with their easy victory, through its streets. Le Tisseur's house was filled with drunken and rude troopers ; Lucille herself trembled in the fierce gripe of one of those dissolute soldiers, more bandit than soldier, whom the subtle Dumouriez had united to his army, and by whose blood he so often saved that of his nobler band ; her shrieks, her cries were vain, when suddenly the reeking troopers gave way ; " the Captain ! brave Captain ! " was shouted forth; the insolent soldier, felled by a powerful arm, sunk senseless at the feet of Lucille ; and a glorious form, towering above its fellows, even through its glitter- ing garb, even in that dreadful hour remembered at a glance by Lucille, stood at her side ; her protector — her guardian ! — thus once more she beheld St. Amand ! E 2 56 THE pit/;riais of the riitxe. The house was cleared in an instant — the door barred. Shouts, groans, wild snatches of exulting song, the clang of arms, the tramp of horses, the hurrying footsteps, the deep music, sounded loud, and blended terribly without ; Lucille heard them not, — she was on that breast which never should have deserted her. Effectiially to protect his friends, St. Amand took up his quarters at their house; and for two days he was once more under the same roof as Lucille. He never recurred voluntarily to Julie ; he answered Lucille's timid inquiry after her health, briefly, and with coldness, but he spoke with all the enthusiasm of a long pent and ardent spirit, of the new profession he had embraced^ Glory seemed now to be his only mistress, and the vivid delusion of the first bri2:ht dreams of the Revolution filled his mind, broke from his tongue, and lighted up those dark eyes which Lucille had redeemed to day. She saw him depart at the head of his troop ; she saw his proud crest glancing in the sun ; she saw his steed winding through the narrow street ; she saw that his last glance reverted to her, where she stood at the door; and as he waved his adieu, she fancied that there was on his face, that look of deep and grateful tenderness, which reminded her of the one bright epoch of her life. She was right ; St. Amand had long since in bitterness repented of a transient infatuation, had long since dis- covered the true Florimel from the false, and felt that, in Julie, Lucille"'s wrongs were avenged. But in the hurry THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. 57 and heat of war he plunged that regret — the keenest of all — which embodies the bitter words, " too late ! " Years passed away, and in the resumed tranquillity of Lucille's life the brilliant apparition of St. Amand appeared as something dreamt of, not seen. The star of Napoleon had risen above the horizon ; the romance of his early career had commenced; and the campaign of Egypt had been the herald of those brilliant and meteoric successes which flashed forth from the gloom of the Revo- lution of France. You are aware, dear Gertrude, how many in the French as well as the English troops, returned home from Egypt, blinded with the ophthalmia of that arid soil. Some of the young men in Lucille's town, who had joined Napoleon's army, came back, darkened by that fearful affliction, and Lucille's alms, and Lucille's aid, and Lucille's sweet voice were ever at hand for those poor sufferers, whose common misfortune touched so thrilling a chord of her heart. Her father was now dead, and she had only her mother to cheer amidst the ills of age. As one evening they sat at work together, Madame Le Tisseur said, after a pause — " I wish, dear Lucille, thou couldst be persuaded to marry Justin ; he loves thee well, and now that thou art yet young, and hast many years before thee, thou shouldst remember that when I die, thou wilt be alone." " Ah cease, dearest mother, I never can marry now, and as for love — once taught in the bitter school in which 58 T'lE PILGRIMS OK THE RHINE. 1 Itave learnt the knowledge of myself — I cannot be deceived again." *' My Lucille, you do not know yourself; never was woman loved, if Justin does not love you ; and never did lover feel with more real warmth how worthily he loved." And this was true ; and not of Justin alone, for Lucille's modest virtues, her kindly temper, and a certain undu- lating and feminine grace, which accompanied all her movements, had secured her as many conquests as if she had been beautiful. She had rejected all offers of marriage with a shudder ; without even the throb of a flattered vanity. One memory, sadder, was also dearer to her than all things ; and something sacred in its recollections made her deem it even a crime to think of effacing the past by a new affection. " I believe," continued Madame Le Tisseur, angrily, " that thou still thinkest fondly of him, from whom only in the world thou couldst have experienced ingratitude." *' Nay, mother," said Lucille, with a blush and a slight sigh, " Eugene is married to another." While thus conversing, they heard a gentle and timid knock at the door — the latch was lifted. " This," said the rough voice of a commissaire of the town — " this, Monsieur, is the house of Madame Le Tisseur, and — voila Madcinoi- selle! " A tall figure, with a shade over his eyes, and wrapped in a long military cloak, stood in the room. A thrill shot across Lucille's heart. He stretched out his arms; "Lucille," THE PILGRIMS OF THE RfflNE. 59 said that melancholy voice, which had made the music of her first youth — " where art thou, Lucille ; alas ! she does not recognise St. Amand." Thus was it, indeed. By a singular fatality, the burning suns and the sharp dust of the plains of Egypt had smitten the young soldier in the flush of his career, with a second — and this time, with an irremediable — blindness ! He had returned to France to find his hearth lonely : Julie was no more — a sudden fever had cut her off in the midst of youth ; and he had sought his way to Lucille's house, to see if one hope yet remained to him in the world ! And when, days afterwards, humbly and sadly he re-urged a former suit, did Lucille shut her heart to its prayer? Did her pride rememember its wound — did she revert to his desertion — did she say to the whisper of her yearning love — " thou hast been before forsaken ? " That voice, and those darkened eyes, pled to her with a pathos not to be resisted ; " I am once more necessary to him," was all her thought — "if I reject him, who will tend him?"" In that thought was the motive of her conduct; in that thought gushed back upon her soul, all the springs of checked, but un- conquered, unconquerable love ! In that thought, she stood beside him at the altar, and pledged, with a yet holier devotion than she might have felt of yore, the vow of her imperishable truth. And Lucille found, in the future, a reward which the common world could never comprehend. With his blind- ness returned all the feelings she had first awakened in (JO i'Hi: I'lLORI.MS OK TIIK KHINK. St. Amand's solitary heart ; again he yearned for her step — again he missed even a moment's absence from his side — again her voice chased the shadow from his brow — and in her presence was a sense of shelter and of sunshine. He no longer sighed for the blessing he had lost ; he reconciled himself to fate, and entered into that serenity of mood which mostly characterises the blind. Perhaps after we have seen the actual world, and experienced its hollow pleasures, we can resign ourselves the better to its exclusion ; and as the cloister which repels the ardour of our hope is sweet to our remem- brance, so the darkness loses its terror, when experience has wearied us with the glare and travail of the day. It was something, too, as they advanced in life, to feel the chains that bound him to Lucille strengthening daily, and to che- rish in his overflowing heart, the sweetness of increasing gratitude ; — it was something that he could not see years wrinkle that open brow, or dim the tenderness of that touching smile; — it was something that to him she was beyond the reach of time, and preserved to the verge of a grave, (which received them both within a few days of each other,) in all the bloom of her un withering aff'ection in all the freshness of a heart that never could grow old ! Gertrude, who had broken in upon Trevylyan's story by a thousand anxious interruptions, and a thousand pretty apologies for interrupting, was charmed with a tale in which THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. 61 true love was made happy at last, although she did not forgive St. Amand his ingratitude, and although she de- clared, with a critical shake of the head, that " it was very- unnatural that the mere beauty of Julie, or the mere want of it in Lucille, should have produced such an effect upon him, if he had ever really loved Lucille in his blindness." As they passed through Malines, the town assumed an interest in Gertrude's eyes, to which it scarcely of itself was entitled. She looked wistfully at the broad market- place ; at a corner of which was one of those out-of-door- groups of quiet and noiseless revellers, which Dutch art has raised from the familiar to the picturesque ; and then glancing to the tower of St. Rembauld, she fancied, amidst the silence of noon, that she yet heard the plaintive cry of the blind orphan — " Fido, Fido, why hast thou deserted me?" CHAPTER V. IIOTTERDAM. THF, CHARACTER OF THT DUTCH THEIR RESEMBLANCE TO THE GERMANS A DISPUTE BETWEEN VANE AND TREVYLYAN, AFTER THE MANNER OF THE ANCIENT NOVELISTS, AS TO WHICH IS PREFERABLE, THE LIFE OF ACTION OR THE LIFE OF REPOSE" TREVYLYAN's CONTRAST BETWEEN LITERARY AMBITION AND THE AMBITION OF PUBLIC LIFE. A CHAPTER TO BE FORGIVEN ONLY BY THOSE WHO FIND RASPELAS AMUSING. Our travellers arrived at Rotterdam on a bright and sunny day. There is a cheerfulness about the operations of commerce — a life — a bustle — an action M^hich always exhilarates the spirits at the first glance. Afterwards they fatigue us; we get too soon behind the scenes, and find the base and troublous passions which move the puppets and conduct the drama. But Gertrude, in whom ill health had not destroyed the vividness of impression that belongs to the inexperienced, was delighted at the cheeriness of all around her. As she leant lightly on Trevylyan's arm, he listened mth a forget- ful joy to her questions and exclamations at the stir and liveliness of a city, from which was to commence their pilgrimage along the Rhine. And indeed the scene was rife with the spirit of that people at once so active and so patient — so daring on the sea— so cautious on the land. THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. 63 Industry was visible everywhere ; the vessels in the harbour — the crowded boat, putting off to land — the throng on the quay, all looked bustling and spoke of commerce. The city itself, on which the skies shone fairly through light and fleecy clouds, wore a cheerful aspect. The Church of St. Lawrence rising above the clean, neat houses, and on one side, trees thickly grouped, gaily contrasted at once the waters and the city. " I like this place," said Gertrude's father, quietly, " it has an air of comfort." " And an absence of grandeur," said Trevylyan. " A commercial people are one great middle class in their habits and train of mind," replied Vane ; " and gran- deur belongs to the extremes, — an impoverished people, and a wealthy despot." They went to see the statue of Erasmus, and the house in which he was born. Vane had a certain admiration for Erasmus which his companions did not share ; he liked the quiet irony of the sage, and his knowledge of the world ; and, besides. Vane was of that time of life when philoso- phers become objects of interest. At first they are teachers, secondly, friends ; and it is only a few who arrive at the third stage, and find them deceivers. The Dutch are a singular people; their literature is neglected, but it has some of the German vein in its strata, — the patience, the learning, the homely delineation, and even some traces of the mixture of the humorous and the terrible, which form that genius for the grotesque so markedly German, — you 64 THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. find this in their legends, and ghost stories. But in Hol- land activity destroys, in Germany indolence nourishes, romance. They stayed a day or two at Rotterdam, and then pro- ceeded up the Rhine to Gorcum. The banks were flat and tame, and nothing could be less impressive of its native majesty than this part of the course of the great river. " I never felt before," whispered Gertrude, tenderly, " how much there was of consolation in your presence, for here I am at last on the Rhine — the blue Rhine, and how disappointed I should be if you were not by my side." " But, my Gertrude, you must wait till we have passed Cologne, before the glories of the Rhine burst upon you." *' It reverses life, my child," said the moralising Y^-ae, " and the stream flows through dulness at first, reserving its poetry for our perseverance." " I will not allow your doctrine," said Trevylyan, as the ambitious ardour of his native disposition stirred within him. " Life has always action; it is our own fault if it ever be dull; youth has its enterprise, manhood its schemes; and even if infirmity creep upon age, the mind, the mind still triumphs over the mortal clay, and in the quiet hermitage, among books, and from thoughts, keeps the great wheel within everlastingly in motion. No, the better class of spirits have always an antidote to the insipidity of a common career, they have ever energy at will " " And never happiness ! " answered Vane, after a pause, as he gazed on the proud countenance of Trevylyan, with THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. 65 that kind of calm, half-pitying interest which belonged to a character deeply imbued with the philosophy of a sad expe- rience, acting upon an unimpassioned heart : " and in truth, Trevylyan, it would please me if I could but teach you the folly of preferring the exercise of that energy, of which you speak, to the golden luxuries of rest. What ambition can ever bring an adequate reward ? Not surely the ambition of letters — the desire of intellectual renown." " True," said Trevylyan, quietly; " that dream I have long renounced ; there is nothing palpable in literary fame — it scarcely soothes the vain, perhaps — it assuredly chafes the proud. In my earlier years I attempted some works which gained what the world, perhaps rightly, deemed a sufticient meed of reputation ; yet was it not sufficient to recompense myself for the fresh hours I had consumed, for the sacrifices of pleasure I had made. The subtle aims that had inspired me were not perceived; the thoughts that had seemed new and beautiful to me, fell flat and lustreless on the soul of others ; if I was approved, it was often for what I condemned myself; and I found that the trite common- place and the false wit charmed, while the truth fatigued and the enthusiasm revolted. For men of that genius to which I make no pretension, who have dwelt apart in the obscurity of their own thoughts, gazing upon stars that shine not for the dull sleepers of the world, it must be a keen sting to find the product of their labour confounded with a class, and to be mingled up in men's judgment with the faults or merits of a tribe. Every great genius must 66 THE PITX;RIMS OF THE RHTNE. deem liimself original and alone in his conceptions ; it is not enough for him that these conceptions should be approved as good, unless they are admitted as inventive, if they mix him with the herd he has shunned, not separate him in fame as he has been separated in soul. Some Frenchman, the oracle of his circle, said of the poet of the Phedre, ' Racint> and the other imitators of Corneille ; ' and Racine, in his wrath, nearly forswore tragedy for ever. It is in vain to tell the author that the public is the judge of his works. The author believes himself above the public, or he would never have written, and," continued Trevylyan, with enthu- siasm, " he is above them ; their fiat may crush his glory, but never his self-esteem. He stands alone and haughty amidst the wrecks of the temple he imagined he had raised ' TO THE FUTURE,' and retaliates neglect with scorn. But is this, the life of scorn, a pleasurable state of existence ? Is it one to be cherished? Does even the moment of fame counterbalance the years of mortification ? And what is there in literary fame itself present and palpable to its heir? His work is a pebble thrown into the deep ; the stir lasts for a moment, and the wave closes up, to be susceptible no more to the same impression ? The circle may widen to other lands and other ages, but around him it is weak and faint. The trifles of the day, the low politics, the base intrigues, occupy the tongue, and fill the thought of his cotemporaries ; he is less rarely conversed of than a mountebank, or a new dancer ; his glory comes not home to him ; it brings no present, no perpetual reward, like the applauses that wait THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. 67 the actor, or the actor-like mummer of the senate ; and this which vexes, also lowers him ; his noble nature begins to nourish the base vices of jealousy, and the unwillingness to admire. Goldsmith is forgotten in the presence of a puppet ; he feels it, and is mean ; he expresses it, and is ludicrous. It is well to say that great minds will not stoop to jealousy; in the greatest minds it is most frequent*. Few authors are ever so aware of the admiration they excite, as to afford to be generous; and this melancholy truth revolts us with our own ambition. Shall we be demi- gods in our closet, at the price of sinking below mortality in the world? No! it was from tiiis deep sentiment of the unrealness of literary fame, of dissatisfaction at the fruits it produced, of fear for the meanness it engendered, that I resigned betimes all love for its career ; and if by the restless desire that haunts men who think much, to write ever, I should be urged hereafter to literature, I will sternly teach myself to persevere in the indifference to its fame." " You say as I would say," answered Vane, with his tranquil smile; " and your experience corroborates my theory. Ambition then is not the root of happiness. Why more in action than in letters?" " Because," said Trevylyan, " in action we commonly * Sec the long list of names furnished by D'Israeli, in that most exquisite work, " The Literary Character," vol. ii. p. 75. Plato, Xenophon, Chaucer, Corneille, Voltaire, Dryden, the Caracci, Domenico Venetiano, murdered by liis envious friend, and the gentle Castillo fliinting away at the genius of Murillo. Let us add Wordsworth, cold to the lyre of Byron ; and Byron at once stealing from Words- worth, and ridiculing while he stole. 68 THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE, gain in our life all the honour we deserve : the public judge of men better and more rapidly than of books. And he who takes to himself in action a high and pure ambition, associates it with so many objects, that, unlike literature, the failure of one is balanced by the success of the other. He, the creator of deeds, not resembling the creator of boolvs, stands not alone; he is eminently social; he has many comrades, and without their aid he could not accom- plish his design. This divides and mitigates the impatient jealousy against others. He works for a cause, and knows early that he cannot monopolise its whole glory; he shares what he is aware it is impossible to engross. Besides, action leaves him no time for brooding over disappointment. The author has consumed his youth in a work, — it fails in glory. Can he write another work ? Bid him call back another youth ! But in action the labour of the mind is from day to day. A week replaces what a week has lost, and all the aspirant's fame is of the present. It is lipped by the Babel of the living world ; he is ever on the stage, and the spectators are ever ready to applaud. Thus per- petually in the service of others, self ceases to be his world ; he has no leisure to brood over real or imaginary wrongs, the excitement whirls on the machine till it is worn out " " And kicked aside," said Vane, " with the broken lumber of men's other tools, in the chamber of their sons' forgetfulness. Your man of action lasts but for an hour ; the man of letters lasts for ages." THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. 69 " We live not for ages," answered Trevylyan ; " our life is on earth, and not in the grave." " But even grant," continued Vane ; " and I for one will concede the point — that posthumous fame is not worth the living agonies that obtain it, how are you better off in your poor and vulgar career of action ? Would you serve the rulers ? — servility ! The people ? — folly ! If you take the great philosophical view which the worshippers of the past rarely take, but which, unknown to them, is their sole excuse, viz. that the changes which may benefit the future unsettle the present ; and that it is not the wisdom of practical legislation to risk the peace of our cotem- poraries in the hope of obtaining happiness for their poste- rity — to what suspicions, to what charges are you exposed ! You are deemed the foe of all liberal opinion, and you read your curses in the eyes of a nation. But take the side of the people ! What caprice — what ingratitude ! You have professed so much in theory, that you can never accomplish sufficient in practice. Moderation becomes a crime ; to be prudent is to be perfidious. New dema- gogues, without temperance, because without principle, outstrip you in the moment of your greatest services. The public is the grave of a great man's deeds ; it is never sated ; its maw is eternally open ; it perpetually craves for more. Where in the history of the world do you find the gratitude of a people ? You find fervour, it is true, but not gratitude ; the fervour that exaggerates a benefit at one moment, but not the gratitude that remem- F 70 l'"'; I'll.CKlMS OK IMIK RIIIXK. bers it the next year. Once disappoint them, and all your actions, all your sacrifices, are swept from their remembrance for ever; they break the windows of the very house they have given you, and melt down their medals into bullets. Who serves man, ruler or peasant, serves tlie inio-rateful ; and all the ambitious are but types of a Wolsey or a De Witt." " And what," said Trevylyan, " consoles a man in the ills that flesh is heir to, in that state of obscure repose, that serene inactivity to which you would confine him ? Is it not his conscience ? Is it not his self acquittal, or his self approval?" " Doubtless," replied Vane. " Be it so," answered the high-souled Trevylyan ; " the same consolation awaits us in action as in repose. We sedulously pursue what we deem to be true glory. We are maligned ; but our soul acquits us. Could it do more in the scandal and the prejudice that assail us in private life ? You are silent: but note how much deeper should be the comfort, how much loftier the self-esteem ; for if calumny attack us in a wilful obscurity, what have we done to refute the calumny ? How have we served our species ? Have we ' scorned delight and loved laborious days ? ' Have we made the utmost of the ' talent ' confided to our care ? Have we done those good deeds to our race upon which we can retire, — an ' Estate of Beneficence,' — from the malice of the world, and feel that our deeds are our defenders? This is the consolation of virtuous actions ; is it so of — even virtuous — indolence ? " THE PI[,r;R[MS OF THE RHINE J [ " You speak as a preacher," said Vane ; " I merely as a calculator. You of virtue in affliction, I of a life in ease." " Well then, if the consciousness of perpetual endeavour to advance our race be not alone happier than the life of ease, let us see what this vaunted ease really is. Tell me, is it not another name for enn^d ? This state of quiescence, this objectless, dreamless torpor, this transition du lit a la table, de la table an lit ; what more dreary and monotonous existence can you devise ? Is it pleasure in this inglorious existence to think that you are serving pleasure ? Is it freedom to be the slave to self? For I hold," continued Trevylyan, " that this jargon of ' consulting happiness,' this cant of living for ourselves, is but a mean as well as a false philosophy. Why this eternal reference to self? Is self alone to be consulted ? Is even our happiness, did it truly consist in repose, really the great end of life ? I doubt if we cannot ascend higher. I doubt if we cannot say with a great moralist, ' if virtue be not estimable in itself, we can see nothing estimable in following it for the sake of a bar- gain.' But in fact repose is the poorest of all delusions ; the very act of recurring to self, briiigs about us all those ills of self from which in the turmoil of the world we can escape. We become hypochondriacs. Our very health grows an object of painful possession. We are so desirous to be well (for what is retirement without health) that we are ever fancying ourselves ill ; and, like the man in the Spectator, we weigh ourselves daily, and live but by grains and scruples. Retirement is happy only for the poet, for to him it is not r 2 72 TIIK PIIXJRIMS OF THE RIIIXE. retirement. He secedes from one world but to gain another, and he finds not ennui in seclusion — why ? — not because seclusion hath repose, but because it hath occupation. In one word, then, I say of action and of indolence, grant the same ills to both, and to action there is the readier escape or the nobler consolation." Vane shrugged his shoulders. " Ah, my dear friend," said he, tapping his snuff-box with benevolent superiority, " you are much younger than I am ! " But these conversations which Trevylyan and Vane often held together, dull as I fear this specimen must seem to the reader, had an inexpressible charm for Gertrude. She loved the lofty and generous vein of philosophy which Trevylyan embraced, and which, while it suited his ardent nature, contrasted a demeanour commonly hard and cold to all but herself. And young and tender as she was, his ambition infused its spirit into her fine imagination, and that passion for enterprise which belongs inseparably to romance. She loved to muse over his future lot, and in fancy to share its toils and to exult in its triumphs. And if sometimes she asked herself whether a career of action might not estrange him from her, she had but to turn her gaze upon his watchful eye, — and lo, he was by her side or at her feet ! CHAPTER VI. -THE TOUR OF THE VIRTUES : * PHILOSOPHER S TALE. It was a bright and cheery morning as they glided by GoRCUM. The boats pulling to the shore full of fishermen and peasants in their national costume ; the breeze, just curling the waters, and no more ; the lightness of the blue sky ; the loud and laughing A^oices from the boats, — all con- tributed to raise the spirit and fill it with that indescribable gladness which is the physical sense of life. 74 THE I'lLGUTMS OF TITF. KIITNE. The tower of the cliurcli, with its long windows and its round dial, rose against the liglit clear sky, and on a bench, under a green bush facing the water, sate a jolly Hollander, refreshing the breezes with the fumes of his national weed. " How little it requires to make a journey pleasant, when the companions are our friends," said Gertrude as they sailed along. " Nothing can be duller than these banks ; nothing more delightful than this voyage." •' Yet what tries the affections of people for each other severely as a journey together," said Vane. "That per- petual companionship from which there is no escaping, that confinement, in all our moments of ill-humour and listless- ness, with persons who want us to look amused — ah, it is a severe ordeal for friendship to pass through ! A post chaise must have jolted many an intimacy to death." ^ You speak feelingly, dear father," said Gertrude laughing ; " and 1 suspect with a slight desire to be sar- castic upon us. Yet, seriously, I should think that travel must be like life, and that good persons must be always agreeable companions to each other." " Good persons ! my Gertrude," answered Vane with a smile. " Alas, 1 fear the good weary each other quite as much as the bad. What say you, Trevylyan, would Virtue be a pleasant companion from Paris to Petersburg Ah, I see you intend to be on Gertrude's side of the ques- tion. Well now if I tell you a story, since stories are so much the fashion with you, in which you shall find that THE PILGRIMS OF THE RHINE. 75 the Virtues themselves actually made the experiment of a tour, will you promise to attend to the moral." " Oh, dear father, any thing for a story," cried Gertrude ; " especially from you who have not told us one all the way. Come, listen, Albert; nay, listen to your new rival." And, pleased to see the vivacity of the invalid, Vane began as follows : — THE TOUR OF THE VIRTUES. A philosopher's tale. Once upon a time, several of the Virtues, weary of living for ever with the bishop of Norwich, resolved to make a little excursion ; accordingly, though they knew every thing on earth was very ill prepared to receive them, they thought they might safely venture on a tour, from West- minster bridge to Richmond : the day was fine, the wind in their favour, and as to entertainment, — why there seemed, according to Gertrude, to be no possibility of any disagree- ment among the Virtues. They took a boat at Westminster stairs, and just as they were about to push off, a poor woman, all in rags, with a child in her arms, implored their compassion. Charity put her hand into her reticule, and took out a shilling. Justice, turning round to look after the baggage, saw the folly Charity was about to commit. " Heavens ! " cried Justice, seizing poor Charity by the arm, "what are you 7(1 TlIK l'll,