THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES The Raft. See pajs 196 E A C H E L ; THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. He that hath no rule over his own spirit is like a city that is broken down, and without walls. PROV. xxv, 28. FOUR ILLUSTRATIONS. fork: PUBLISHED BY CARLTON & PORTER, SUNDAY-SCHOOL UNION, 200 MULBERRY- STREET. Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1861, by CARLTON & PORTER, in the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the United States for the Southern District of New York. CONTENTS. I. How RACHEL LEARNS TO PRAY 7 II. EACHEL GOES HOME 30 III. RACHEL'S CAST ARIES, AND WHAT THEY BEING 55 IV. THE EMPTY NAIL 79 V. THE CITY WITHODT WALLS 109 VI. THE CHILDBEDS MYSTERY. 137 VII. HOW THE STRENGTH OF RACHEL'S WALLS is TRIED 163 VIIL S^M'S PUNISHMENT. 190 IX. RACHEL'S REPENTANCE < 210 X. CAPTAIN LEE'S RETURN. 240 THE RAFT 2 RACHEL AND HER KITTEN 99 LOADING THE RAFT 160 THE PICNIC ON THE ISLAND 182 622641 RACHEL; OB, THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. CHAPTER I. HOW RACHEL LEARNS TO PRAY. RACHEL stood at the window and watched Ernest on the morning when he left the Asylum with his new fa- ther, until he could no longer be seen. Then she stole away into the dark- est, stillest corner of the school-room, and hid her face. She did not shed a tear ; she only put her hands close- ly together and shut her eyes very tight. For some reason the sun-light was not pleasant, and the happy 8 RACHEL \ OE, voices of the children sounded noisily. No one noticed her. She heard Miss Camp calling the classes to order, and the tramp of little feet crossing the uncarpeted floor. Ernest's class in spelling was the first to recite. Ra- chel waited, almost hoping to hear the qnick response of his voice ; but no, it was only Teddy Scott, and he missed, which Ernest never did. " I hope," said Miss Camp, " my little scholars will take a great deal of pains to get their lessons well, that I may not wish Ernest back for his good example. Which of you boys is going to take his place as leader of the class ?" " I am going to try," said Christie. Rachel shook her head very impa- tiently, and felt as if she wanted to shake Christie too. THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 9 " I hope you will. If you try Christie, you can do almost anything ; but you must remember how faith- fully Ernest studied. He did not look on his book one moment, and all around the school-room the next." " No, but he drawed ships. I saw him lots of times," said Christie, archly. u He never did !" said Rachel sharply. " Rachel," said Miss Camp, " that is not a polite or pleasant way of speaking. I am sorry you should do so." Now Rachel was not in a mood to bear reproof. She was feeling very unhappy without quite know- ing the reason why, and so she said more rudely still, " I don't care ; I hate him. He 10 RACHEL ; OR, always thinks he can do everything, and he aint half so good as Ernest." " Go to your room, and stay there until you feel willing to behave like a good girl," said Miss Camp. Kachel put her head down on the desk again and did not move. Miss Camp waited a few minutes. She knew Rachel's bad temper so well that she almost dreaded to come into contact with it, and she knew too that this freak of ill-humor had come only from grief at parting with Ernest; still, the outbreak had been so rude and uncalled-for that it would not do to pass it over un- noticed. The eyes of all the other children were upon her, and among such an assembly it was very neces- sary to preserve discipline. She knew too that Rachel's temper THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 11 though hasty, was not lasting. A few minutes of quiet would often entirely subdue her. So she waited patiently, but did not go on with her class. The school-room was very still; you could have heard a pin drop. They did hear Rachel breath- ing heavily, as if she were all ready to burst into a loud fit of weeping. Miss Camp hoped for that result. Rachel would then be tender and more easily reached. But no, the very hush in the room only goaded her on, made her more angry and more uncomfortable. " Rachel !" There was something in Miss Camp's voice which made the other children start, but Rachel did not move ; so the teacher walked across the room and laid her hand very gently on the dark curls. 12 RACHEL; OK, "Poor little Rachel," she said, and the authority in her voice had changed to great tenderness, " I am veiy sorry you feel so badly. We shall all of us miss Ernest, but it wont bring him back to be naughty, and say unkind things. You would not like to have him know you were disobeying and grieving me, would you ?" The teacher's hand soothed the throbbing nerves of the child even more than the kind words. " Now I will let you sit here a few minutes longer, if you think you can come like a good child, and tell Christie you are sorry for what you have said; then you would like to go to your room and ask God to forgive you, and give you better control over your quick temper, wouldn't you ?" There was no answer, but the THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 13 quick breathing grew calmer. Miss Camp hoped she had gained an easy victory this time, but she did not like to leave Rachel, and she was wondering what she could do when she saw Faith making her way quiet- ly toward her seat. How pale she was ! any little excitement -told so quickly on the delicate child. She came noiselessly in to the desk, and sat down by Rachel's side. Then she put up her little hand, so little and wan, beside Miss Camp's. Ra- chel started; she knew the touch at once, but she had not heard Faith come. Pretty soon Faith put her cheek down, and Miss Camp drew her hand away and went back to her class. There was something in Faith's earnest face which told her that she could be spared. The chil 14 RACHEL; OB, dren all seemed to understand that the matter was settled, and that it was only now a question of time ; it would be right in the end. The spell- ing was resumed, and by the time the lesson was finished, Rachel had put her arm around Faith, and the part of j^he desk upon which she laid her head was wet with tears. "Now, Rachel," whispered Faith softly as the children were going to their seats, " there is Christie coming right by. He is such a darling, you wouldn't make him feel bad for the world. Tell him so when he comes. That is what Christie May would call being generous." Rachel sat up very straight and looked Christie steadily in the face as he came toward her. Such a happy, hearty face, no one could look THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 15 long into it without catching some of the sunny temper that made it so pleasant. U A nierry heart doeth. good like a medicine." If Faith's loving ways had helped Rachel to try to do right at first, Christie's smile finished the work; and when he was near enough to speak to him, she said, "I am sorry, Christie, I spoke so cross to you." "O I don't mind, Eachie, I am cross as two sticks myself sometimes, and then I would bite a board nail in two, I dare say, if I had one be- tween my teeth ;" and Christie snap- ped two rows of very white little teeth, as if he were anxious to make the experiment, though he was laugh- ing all the time. Rachel laughed too, so did Faith, 16 RACHEL; OK, and Miss Camp saw that the troubled waters were once more at rest. Now would Eachel go to her room and ask God to forgive her? Faith .was anxious that she should, and so she whispered, with that peculiarly beautiful expression in her large eyes which God had given to her, to com- pensate in part for the many things of which he had deprived her, " Now Jesus is just as ready as Christie was. Come, Rachel, then you can be all happy," and she slid off from her seat and held out her hand. Rachel almost mechanically put hers in it, and suffered herself to be led away. Miss Camp smiled as they passed her, and said, "For thou, Lord, art good and ready to forgive, and plen- teous in mercy unto all them that call upon thee." THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 17 Now when Rachel had reached her room and Faith had shut the door and left her alone, my young readers must not suppose that she knelt down and repeated a little prayer. Rachel was not a praying child. She had been taught to say the Lord's prayer before she came to the Asy- lum, and since then she had learned several other appropriate child's prayers; but Rachel never thought much about God or Jesus, never felt that she was at times a sinful little child, and needed forgiveness and a blessing. She was so strong and well and full of life that she only minded what was passing before her ; what she could see and hear and feel. Her conscience was not tender. She never thought whether a thing was right or wrong, only whether 18 RACHEL; OR, she wished or did not wish to do it, and she indulged her high temper at all times with as little attempt at self-control as if she were not capable of it. It was in vain that good Aunty May time after time pointed out to her how wrong this was. Not a day passed but in some way it was roused and made trouble for herself and all around her. After trying various modes of punishment, the matron had decided that there was none so effectual as to leave her alone. She also faithfully tried to impress upon her the need of asking the forgive- ness of that Friend, so much greater than any earthly friend, whom she had grieved. But if Rachel had wished to pray, she would not have known how, and this was a point THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 19 which had never occurred to the ma- tron. If she could have looked at Rachel now, as she stood in the mid- dle of the room, with her eyes fixed upon the floor and a sad expression on her face, she would, notwithstand- ing all her experience with children, have learned a new lesson. Rachel did not know, if she knelt down and only said, " Now I lay me," or " Jesus, gentle shepherd, hear me," that it would be asking the great God to forgive her for being cross and quick tempered, just as much as if she had said, U O, God, please to forgive me for being angry and having spoken cross to Christie, for Christ's sake." God could look right into her heart and would know just what she meant even better than she knew herself, and he would see that she 2 20 KACHEL; OR, was sorry and wanted to be forgiven No one had ever explained to her the nature of prayer, and that God had made her mind for it as much as he had made her eyes to see the light, and her ears to hear the birds sing, and her mouth to taste nice fruit. So here she stood to-day looking down on the floor in a very troubled, bewildered kind of a way. Perhaps there were some thoughts down at the bottom of her heart which God could read, and which he accepted for a prayer. No one can tell. Cer- tain it is that Rachel wished to be good, and hoped never, never to be angry again so long as she lived. If she had been older she could have reasoned more ; but we must not for- get how young she was, and then we do not know that she had religious THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 21 parents. It does not seem that she had ever heard her mother pray. I am sure that every one of my little readers who has a praying mother will know how to pray better than Ra- chel did ; for you will remember what words she used when she brought you to the throne of grace and pleaded for you, that some sin might be blotted out from the great book forever. Let me say to those chil- dren who have not been so blessed, "When you want to pray, do not think of God, with his angels around him, as a being a long way off in heaven, and too busy and too great to mind what a little child says. To-day he is in the room with Rachel. He is listening to hear the least word she shall utter. He cares as much for her, poor orphan and 22 RACHEL; OR, pauper child as she is, as he would if she were the single one in all his wide world, and he had nothing else to do but save and bless her. So you must remember, when you wish to pray, that God is there with you, not away off in some dim, distant place that you cannot even imagine. And then there is one other thing; when you pray tell him the truth. Do not think that you can deceive him. It is not prayer if your lips use words .which your heart does not feel. It is not important that you should have a set form of speech, it is only needful that you should be in earnest to have God to love you, and Jesus take you in his arms and bless you. There was once a little boy who had done wrong. He was a gentle. THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 23 loving child, and lie was grieved over his sin, so at night, just before he went to bed, he knelt down by his crib, and folding his hands, he said, "O, Jesus, please lub me, and I will try to be dood morrow-day." Then feeling that that was not quite enough, he knelt again, and said, " And please lub my little gray kitty, the one with white ears, for Christ's sake. Amen." Those were true prayers, for the boy's heart was in them. He loved his kitten best of anything in the world, and he felt that in some way he gave it to Jesus, and that to give it was to show him how much he wished to love him, and to be good. Now the point of this first chapter is this, I want you to notice it par- ticularly, for a great deal of the in- 24 KACHEL ; OR, terest and value of this book will depend upon it : Rachel's chief fault was an ungoverned, high temper. She was handsome, as you will re- member, with very large dark eyes, and long, glossy black curls. She was bright and quick at her lessons, and had many smart and pleasant ways about her, so that no one could be long with her without loving her. Her manners, too, were generally winning. She was thoughtful for others, and thoughtless about her- self; that is, she was not strongly selfish, never wanted the best, and she was as contented in seeing others happy as in being happy herself. But with all these charming things everybody had some fear of her. No one in the Asylum was long with her without watching her moods, THE CITY WITHOUT "WALLS. 25 and being very careful not to do anything to offend her. This was because she became so quickly and so fearfully angry. Sometimes it was one thing which annoyed her, some- times it was another, but scarcely a day passed during which she did not give way to her temper. This was a very bad and troublesome trait, one which caused Aunty May much an- noyance, and over which, so far, she had been able to exercise very little control. The only one in the Asy- lum, now that Ernest was gone, who would be likely to help her was Faith, and she was never present at one of Rachel's outbreaks without suffering from it afterward in nerv- ous debility or renewed attacks of pain. When Aunty May found that weeks 26 RACHEL ; OK, and months passed on without any obvious change for the better in Rachel in this respect, she began to fall back upon what was always her last as well as her first resort : prayer. She prayed, and used every means her experience and observation could suggest; and when she found the means only seemed to make matters worse, she trusted only to prayer. How great and sufficient an aid it is even in our direst needs. The strug- gle which Rachel had, both before and after she learned how to pray, will be shown in a few words in the following pages. God will help those who ask him in a simple, childlike, earnest, truthful way. Every one of these words are import- ant in their meaning. Ponder them well, young reader, and at the same THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 27 time ask God to explain and impress them upon your hearts. Rachel remained where she was until she had prayed and had been heard, as we will hope. When Aunty May came to bring her down to the school-room, she found there a gentle child, with a softened look in her eyes, and she felt sorry for her as she saw the almost discouraged expression with which she received the few words of tender reproof that she felt it her duty to give. "Dear Rachel," she said, "it is very hard, I know it is, but God will help you." Faith was waiting for her near the door. Miss Camp had just called out the geography class, a study of which Rachel was very fond, and in study- ing which she often helped both 28 RACHEL ; OR, Faith and Christie. This lesson had been very interesting ; so many odd places to find, and all on the bright- colored maps. These three children learned it well, and Miss Camp praised them warmly, so warmly, that Rachel's heart, which had felt so heavy and sad, began to be lighter and happier; and when she went back to her seat, no one would have recognized her as the same child who had so recently wet the lid of the desk with her angry tears. Christie had unconsciously taken Ernest's va- cant seat ; he even had his slate and pencil in his hand, and now he was marking over a half-rubbed-out ship which Ernest had drawn the day before. Rachel watched him eager- ly. How many ships Ernest had drawn for her, how many times he THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 29 had given her his slate and pencil, and laughed at her awkward at- tempts to imitate him. Where was he now? Would he never come back again ? Would that great man with the black hat be kind to him ? Would he miss her, and want to see her as much as she did him ? Who was Ally ? A little new sister ? Ra- chel sat and silently thought over these things, while Christie drew his ship. Faith played with her great rag doll, and the other children, freed from the restraints of school, frolick- ed around the room, as happy and full of life and joy, as if they were in their own homes, and not members of only a charity Orphan Asylum ; but they were Christ's dear lambs even here. 30 RACHEL ; OE, CHAPTER II. RACHEL GOES HOME. MRS. TLLTON'S interest in the Or phan Asylum had been very much freshened since she had placed Ra- chel there. She now went to visit it every week, and the child became constantly nearer and dearer to her. She was pleased with her progress in almost every particular. Her lessons were always well reported, she had learned to sew neatly, and her little habits, many of which had become careless from neglect, were fast be- coming ladylike. The matron made no secret to Mrs. Tilton of the tem- per which gave her so much trouble. She frequently went to her for ad- THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 31 vice, and Mrs. Tilton was both sur- prised and grieved at the frequency and violence of its appearance. So far, however, in her intercourse with Rachel she had not attempted to use any direct influence over her for the purpose of preventing it. She knew that with so young a child it would do very little good to reason or to exact from her a promise of care- fulness for the future. Rachel's tem- per was born in her. It was as nat- ural as her propensity to eat or drink, to laugh or cry, to be pleased or sorry, and she was scarcely able to check it ; but it was necessary that she should be taught to over- come it She must learn the way to ask help from God, as well as to read, to sew, to study, or any other of the many things children have to learn. 32 KACHEL ; OK, Mrs. Tilton thought it would be use- less to rebuke Rachel in her happy moments for a fault committed in the past, and it strangely happened that often as she saw Rachel, and fre- quent as the bursts of childish tem- per were, she had never witnessed one of them. It was singular how, from the very first moment of her being released from the police officer, Rachel had clung to Mrs. Tilton. She always came down into the parlor (no longer, thanks to her benefactress, so desolate as it was on the morning when she was first brought there,) with such a happy face, that its memory staid with the kind lady long afterward. To sit close by her side, with both of her little hands clasping tight the gloved one that THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 33 was always ready for her ; to fix her eyes on Mrs. Tilton's face with such a longing, loving look ; seemed to make her perfectly happy. Mrs. Tilton almost always brought her a little present, but while she remained that was of small value to Rachel. It would drop upon the floor, be thrown carelessly upon a chair, in- deed, be quite forgotten until the giver was gone. Then she rarely parted with it for a moment, until at night sleep had made both the gift and the visit seem like things of the past. This was unusual in such a child. Aunty May wondered over it, and Mrs. Tilton could not forget it, even after leaving the asylum. It did not occur to any of them then that this was one way in which God was keep- 34 KACHEL; OR, ing his promise of remembering the fatherless ; but it certainly was. Soon after Ernest left for his home on Nelson's Island, Aunty May began to find the care of Rachel, without his controlling influence, too much for her, and she felt that it would be necessary to find a home for her also as soon as possible. Not a day passed now but there was trouble somewhere. One day Rachel pushed a boy down stairs, hurting him quite severely, because he had knocked carelessly against Faith as she was coming slowly and painfully up. At an- other time she struck Janet Dodge in her mouth, causing swollen lips and bleeding teeth. Teddy Jones was hurled against the hot stove for taking Ernest's slate away from Christie. In short, if either Miss THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 35 Camp or Aunty May heard a sud- den cry of pain or fear, they never doubted that it was caused by Ra- chel. One of the most trying things of all was, that Rachel was seldom made angry by any indignity or in- jury offered to herself; it was al- ways for something done to some one she loved, so it was very difficult to know just how to blame her. But the constant care and anxiety which she occasioned were very severe upon those who had the charge of her; besides, the discipline of the whole Asylum was injured. Children who were hasty, but much better able to control themselves than poor Rachel, made less attempt to do so. They took advantage of the leniency which Aunty May was in a measure obliged to show to her ; and so, before Rachel 36 RACHEL; OR, had been in the Asylum three months, it became a different place from what it was when she entered. Lest my readers may not observe the truth which this fact so clearly shows I will stop here and point it out. Don't you see how that fault of yours, for which your parents have reproved you so often, does not affect you alone ? Every one of your fam- ily suffers with you, and not only your own family, but the school of which you are a member, and through the school, the whole neighborhood in which you live. O, child, you are small and young, but you are of great importance, and can do for good or for ill as much as many a grown person. Remember this when you carelessly do not take any pains to correct a fault. You must not THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 37 only suffer and be punished for it yourself, but you make others suffer also. Does that seem generous or kind-hearted in you ? During one of Mrs. Tilton's visits, before Rachel was called in, Aunty May discussed the subject of a new home with her. She felt that in a very eminent degree the influence under which Rachel might fall would form her character, and that there- fore it would be necessary to exercise extreme caution in its selection. The uncommon beauty of the child had already attracted much attention from the visitors of the Asylum, and several had wished to adopt her; but Aunty May had always answered, " that she was not ready to part with the child." Indeed, while she felt that the good of all required that 38 RACHEL; OR, she should leave, her future seemed very hopeless; so she could only commend her to her kind Father in heaven, and trust her to him. Aunty May often said that she never prayed so much for any other of the hund- reds of children who had been under her care as she did for Rachel, and she never felt more sure that God had heard and answered. Mrs. Tilton also had been feeling for some time that the Asylum was no place for such a child as Rachel. She needed more care, a stronger and more immediate personal discipline than she could find as one among so many ; but what could be done with her ? Mrs. Tilton had numerous persons dependent upon her charity, but there was not one among them all who seemed so peculiarly her THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 39 charge as Rachel had from the mo- ment she stopped her carriage oppo- site the frightened, screaming child on the sidewalk until the present; and this new home, therefore, she determined to find ; but where ? There was no one among the circle of her friends who would be likely to adopt the child of unknown par- ents, picked up in the street, and carried to an Orphan Asylum, and it would be equally difficult to find any one fitted for the trust. It was weeks before it ever occurred to her that perhaps God was calling her to that task, and even then it did not immediately assume the form of im- perative duty. It need hardly now be told the reader that Mrs. Tilton belonged to that large class of wealthy people to 40 RACHEL ; OR, whom God has not only given the means, but also the will and the power to do a great deal of good. She had generally found enough to occupy her outside of her own home ; this she had held sacred to its own en- joyments and memories. She was a lady of much cultivation, moving in the midst of a large and influential literary circle, with her time and thoughts so fully occupied that it seemed to those looking on impossi- ble to find room for anything more. But Mrs. Tilton was more than wealthy and benevolent. She was a warm-hearted, sincere, active Chris- tian, feeling that her time, her money, and her health were given to her to use, first of all, in her Master's service. The world knew her for a large-hearted, benevo- THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 41 lent lady; God knew her for an humble, faithful worker in his vine- yard. Some years previous to the period of which we are speaking she had lost, within a few months of each other, her two children ; but she had not for this reason allowed herself to feel that the only duty which re- mained to her in life was to suffer passively. She knew they were safe " in the garden of her Lord," and if she meekly bore her cross, she should one day find them waiting for her there. But their memories were very precious to her, and she had never felt inclined to take others in their stead. The first thought of adopting Rachel was, therefore, one of great pain. She could not hear the dear word "mother" spoken by other 42 RACHEL ; O*R, lips than those now so still and cold, and yet she would not wrong one of Jesus's little ones by taking it to a home from which she withheld the heart. But with every sight of Ra- chel, since it was determined that she must leave the Asylum, came the thought, pressing closer and closer upon her conscience, of her own ability and duty to do what there seemed no one else so well qualified to attempt. Her husband at first met the prop- osition with a decided refusal. She had already as much care as her health would allow; the child could be sent to some pleasant country home, and, if necessary, he would put aside every year a certain sum for her support ; but he had no fancy for such a new element in his family ; THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 43 indeed, it was not to be thought of for a moment. But Mrs. Tilton knew that this was out of consideration for herself more than from any other motive, as he was very fond of children, and had not struggled back into life from the graves of his own lost ones with half her quiet resignation. And as she every day became more and more convinced that she ought to take Rachel, she at last won from him a reluctant consent to make the trial. He had never seen her, but had al- ways been interested in what Mrs. Tilton had told him of her. It must be acknowledged now, however, that he shrank very much from the under- taking, and would gladly have paid a large sum to any one to relieve them from the seeming duty. 44 EACHEL ; OR, The struggle through which Mrs. Tilton had passed had not been made known to any one but her husband. It was, therefore, no wonder that Aunty May thought God had direct- ly answered her prayer when she said to her that she, herself, had resolved to adopt Rachel. No one could see the tears that would rush into Aunty May's eyes and roll down her cheeks, and hear how fervently she said, "May the orphan's God bless you, dear lady," without being convinced that this good matron was well adapted to her place, and that she truly loved those who were . intrusted to her care. There was not a day to be lost. If Rachel was to come, the sooner the better ; so that very morning she THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 45 bade good-by to the children and to the matron, and with great, wonder- ing eyes took her seat as the rich la- dy's child in her elegant carriage. Faith threw both her puny arms around her neck, and sobbed aloud. How could she part with her ! She had always been good and kind to her ; never angry with her, never forgetful of her. Must everybody whom she loved go away ? Had God no little sick Faith in his world ; only the well, handsome children that he could care for? Was she always, always to be left, and always to have such a dull, aching heart and body ? Faith did not ask herself all these questions as she hung around Rachel's neck ; but she sobbed, and wished it was night and dark, so that she could be alone and still, and then somehow go away 46 RACHEL ; OR, out of life, and not be here any more. But that night, when it grew dark and cold, and there was no Rachel to pull the small wadded sack up over her aching shoulders, or make Janet give up the easy chair, which Mrs. Tilton had bought to rest her spine, then she thought all these other things ; and she could not answer them, neither could^ she tell them to Aunty May. She could have told them to her mother, but, alas ! to no one else. Christie was half glad and half sorry to have Rachel go. He loved her when she was quiet and pleasant, but he had too many memories of knocks and pinches from her when she was angry to really care for her. He thought several of the other girls were much better, and they made him THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 4 happier ; so lie said good-by quite in- differently, and climbed up on the window-sill to watch the handsome horses, as he always did when he knew Mrs. Tilton's carriage was at the door. John, the coachman, had learn- ed to know his chubby, pleasant face, and always looked for it ; indeed, here began an acquaintance which ripened into a warm affection in after life. Rachel was silent as they drove through the noisy streets; perhaps she remembered her other ride there, and was thinking of the life from which she had then been rescued ; per- haps she was wondering about the new home to which she was going. Mrs. Tilton thought, as she watched her, that she would like to know of what she was thinking, but she did not speak to her until the carriage 48 EACIIEL ; OR, stopped before her own door. So far she had not said to Rachel that she intended to take her for her own. She felt that her husband must be the one, in the end, to decide the question, and if he should dislike the child, it would be wrong for her to insist on her remaining, so she had told her she was to go home with her, without entering into particulars, nor is it to be supposed that Rachel attached any special meaning to the plan. There was still another important member of Mrs. Tilton's family whom, for many reasons, it was very desira- ble to please in the matter of adopt- ing Rachel. This was an old serv- ant, Nancy Pratt. Nancy had been in the family of Mrs. Tilton's mother for many years before coming into THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 49 hers, and had been a kind of mother to her all her life. She was a woman of very decided character, and not always easy to please. She was neat to a fault, careful'and painstaking, and very easily put out of humor by any- thing which interfered with order and propriety. She had a cross way of speaking, too, which irritated those who did not know her ; in short, with a great many good and noble traits, Nancy was not one of those persons who would be chosen to live with if it could be helped. She was fond of children and, in her way, indulgent to them ; but it was only when they did not by deed or look cross or an- noy her. If they succeeded in get- ting on her right side and very dis- tinct the sides were they might be comfortable and happy, but if 50 RACHEL; OR, they were on the wrong side, there would be no rest for them in her presence. Mrs. Til ton had no trouble with her, and she found her extremely use- ful. She had so much good sense and shrewdness, that she could be trusted almost anywhere to do what was to be done, though it was not al- ways accomplished to the satisfaction or happiness of all concerned. She had always been interested in Rachel; she had made many of the clothes which Mrs. Tilton had pre- pared for her, and had, perhaps, been consulted more than any one else, be- sides Mr. Tilton, as to receiving her into the family. Much to Mrs. Til- ton's surprise she said that she con- sidered it her " bounden duty ;" and when a thing was a bounden duty, THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 51 why, the Lord meant that it should take place, and that was just the reason why he had laid it on her. If he saw fit to take their own precious lambs from them, that was not any reason why the good fold should be deso- late. For her part, she would rather hear a child's voice around the house and little pattering feet going up and down, than any of your grand pian- nies, she did not care who played them. And this was the way Nancy Pratt felt in the morning when Ra- chel was brought home. She was peeping through the win- dow-blind of the room which used to be the nursery when the carriage stopped. Many tears and heart-aches it cost both Mrs. Tilton and Nancy to open this desolated room again, but, firm in her resolve not to shrink 52 RACHEL ; OB, from anything which promised the good of the child, Mrs. Til ton had not hesitated. She knew that one of the first things requisite for the hap- piness of children, is a place peculiar- ly their own, where they can be free to move and act as they please, and in a house as handsomely furnished and nicely kept as her own this was specially desirable. Nancy had taken out some of May's toys; they had been put away so sacredly since the dear child last played with them, that they looked almost new to her now. New, and yet how many old, old thoughts clustered around them. May had been an angel five long years, it almost seemed to Nancy as if she had gone when she, too, was a child, and that somehow when she saw her once more she should be a THE CITY. WITHOUT WALLS. 53 child again, and they should play to- gether. John lifted Rachel out in his arms, and put her tenderly down upon the steps. Rachel raised her eyes to look at the house and met those of Nancy looking down upon her. " Brown as a chestnut," said Nan- cy aloud to herself ; " no more like our May than nothing, but it's all the better for that. The poor, dear, motherless little thing that she is, and such a beauty too !" Rachel had never been within such a house before, but her hand was now in Mrs. Tilton's, and she would have followed her anywhere. Now she goes through the long entry, up, up, the soft, flower-carpeted stairs, see- ing everything and trembling a little, just a little, at so much new beauty ; 54 EACHEL ; OR, and then Mrs. Tilton opens the door, and says to Nancy, who had been list- ening as they came, "Nancy, this is our little Rachel." THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 55 CHAPTER III. RACHEL'S CANARIES, AND WHAT THEY BRING. RACHEL had never heard of fairy palaces, as I presume most of my readers have ; but if she had, she would certainly have thought she was dropped down into one now. Such a contrast as this nursery was to the bare, though cheerful school- room at the Asylum ! Mrs. Tilton had taken a great deal of pains to make it tasteful and cheerful for her own children, and it was none the less so for the new-found child of to- day. A pretty paper, gay with bright flowers, covered the walls, and other flowers smiled up to her from the carpet under her feet. It seemed 56 EACHEL; OK, to the dazzled and bewildered child that it was flowers everywhere, for on the mantle-piece Nancy had arranged pretty vases filled from the conserva- tory, and in the window two pots held large blossoming shrubs. Nancy her- self, so neat and prim, so homely, and yet looking so kindly, came to meet her with outstretched arms, and the first thing Rachel heard her say was : "God be thanked for giving this lonely old heart a young child to love again !" Rachel did not understand her; she only knew that she kissed her sev- eral times, and that for some reason she put her own arms round Nancy's neck as she never had dared to do around Mrs. Tilton's, and laid her lit- tle round cheek down on the withered, tear-stained one of the old woman, THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 57 and could not look away from the love that shone out of her eyes, even to the beautiful flowers which were all around her. Mrs. Tilton drew a long breath of relief. So far all was well: Nancy had certainly taken a fancy to the child. Now if Rachel, like May, was only one of the gentle ones : but she was not, and Nancy's own temper had not improved from age. Still, as it would do no good to borrow trouble, Mrs. Tilton determined to be satisfied with what was hopeful in to- day, and to leave to-morrow in the hands of Him who careth for us. One would have thought, to see Ra- chel and Nancy together now, that Rachel was a long absent /one re- turned, rather than an orphan child brought to a new home. 58 RACHEL; OR, Clothes which were suitable for the change in the circumstances of her life had been prepared for Rachel, and Nancy's first act of care was to dress her neatly in them. If she had thought her pretty before, her admi- ration now was but ill disguised, and it was difficult for even Mrs. Tilton to restrain showing how pleased and surprised she was at the change which the dress wrought. If Mr. Tilton also would be pleased with the ap- pearance and manners of the child, she felt as if the most difficult part of the adoption was passed. Rachel was to dine to-day in the nursery with Nancy. Mrs. Tilton was very particular about the table manners of a child, and she very well knew Rachel would need much in- struction. THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 59 Mr. Tilton's first inquiry on his return was if Rachel had been brought, and when he was told that she was in the nursery, he went di- rectly there to see her. Mrs. Tilton heard him ascending the stairs, and knew the anxiety which prompted him. Nancy, too, heard him coming, and all the nice lesson which she had intended to give Rachel in order to prepare her for the meeting were lost; but she said, " There is Mr. Tilton ; now, Ra- chel, you must behave like a little lady;" and like a little lady surely Rachel did behave. She went to him the moment he called her, and though she looked very searchingly in his face, as she had in that of the others, still she answered his questions promptly and so modestly that Mr. 60 RACHEL; OR, Tilton was well pleased. He talked with her a few minutes, then stopped at his wife's door as he went down. " Well ?" she said, looking up anx- iously. " I like the child ; she has mind and beauty. The latter is of no value without the other, but both together are rare." "I am very glad that she pleases you." " So am I. We will do our best to give the orphan a good home." And so Rachel was adopted. The change in the child's life for a time acted very favorably, so far as any exhibition of her temper was concerned. Away from all other children, she had now no occasion for being angry; there was nothing to try or annoy her. Mrs. Tilton was THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 61 decided, but so gentle in what she required that it was pleasant to obey her, and as for Nancy, the only danger so far was from her unlim- ited indulgence of all the child's wishes. Feeling desirous that Each el should be well grounded in all the rudiments of learning, Mrs. Tilton spent an hour every morning in her instruction, and Nancy taught her the use of her needle in the very nice, old-time way of sewing. Rachel was quick, and willing to learn, and by the time she had been a month in the house Mrs. Tilton wondered she ever could have hesitated to adopt so good and so un- common a child. Mrs. Tilton brought her home a great many presents, and among them were two canaries. One of them was 62 EACHEL; OK, called Dick. He had golden wings, with just a tiny white spot on his breast. The other was Nellie. She had some pretty brown feathers on the tips of her wings, and a brown tail. They were in a white and blue cage, and when Nancy hung it in the win- dow, and Dick began to sing, Rachel was a very happy child. She could not learn her spelling, she could not even sew, though Nancy, seeing how full she was of her treasures, thought- fully changed the hour's occupation. Rachel could do nothing but stand up in a chair, close to the cage, and watch the little things while they jumped from their perch to the floor of the cage, picking a seed out from the well-filled glass, eating it so daintily, and then dipping their round heads into the clear water and lifting them THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 63 up again with such a happy, satisfied look in their brown eyes. If Nancy had realized that Rachel had never before seen a canary or any other kind of a bird nearer than upon the limbs of the trees on the common, she would have been even more considerate than she was, and would have taken away all tasks for this morning ; but this never occurred to her. May had owned birds; they had swung from that very nail in the window all her short life, and Nancy thought they were as much a part of a little girl's happiness as her doll. So now, after having spoken kindly several times to Rachel to induce her to go back to her sewing, she said at last sharply, "Let them birds alone, Rachel 64 EACHEL ; OR, Tilton, and go back to your patch- work." Not an inch did Eachel move She never even took her eyes from the cage ; and Nancy, after watching her for a moment, with an ominous frown gathering between her eye- brows, said again, " Don't you hear me ? Let them alone ; you wont have a walk with me on the common one step till that whole square is done." If Rachel had been stone deaf she could not have shown less attention. Nancy caught her arm quickly, and, without thinking much of dislo- cated shoulders, landed her on the floor. Rachel flew at her, struck, scratched, pinched, and bit her, much more like an enraged animal than like a child. -At first Nancy was too THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 65 much surprised to make any resist- ance, and it was not until she felt Rachel's teeth in the fleshy part of her thumb that she tried to defend herself, and even then it required all the exercise of her strength to hold and control her. Mrs. Til ton heard from her room the screams with which Rachel vent- ed her fury, and Nancy's loud and angry rebukes, and, hastening in, found Rachel struggling in Nancy's firm grasp, with her face purple with anger, and Nancy with an expression of mingled terror and vexation. To separate the two was no easy task. Words of command and en- treaty proved at first in vain ; and it was not until Mrs. Tilton had her hand fairly over Rachel's mouth that she could stop either her screams or 66 EACHEL ; OB, her attempts to bite. But at last Ra- chel's eyes, so wild and unnatural in their staring expression, began to droop a little, and the rigid muscles to yield. Mrs. Tilton took the tight- clenched hands in hers, and held them gently; and Nancy, with a great effort, yielded the child to her mistress. " O, ma'am," she said, catching her breath as she spoke, "if she be'ent a tiger, a real lion, then I never saw nor heard any one who was; why she is a wild-cat. See here how she clawed me;" and Nancy held out her scratched and bleeding hands. "What does this all mean, Nan- cy?" "Just nothing at all, ma'am. She wanted to look at them birds long past her lesson time, and I thought THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 67 as they were new it was natural like, and so I told her to take her sewing instead you know she could hear them sing and sew too ; but when I spoke to her she didn't take no more notice of me than just nothing at all, and I spoke again, and she was as deaf as a post ; so I took hold of her and put her down here, and she flew at me." Nancy, as she told the story, cast many angry and revengeful looks at Rachel, who stood close by Mrs. Til- ton's side, looking from one to the other, as if she had just waked from a dream, a bad, ugly dream. Mrs. Tilton saw the expression, the same that she had seen on the day of the street affray. She remembered then that she had been able to soothe her only by the most tender treatment, 5 68 KACHEL; OB, and that, of course, was the best way now ; so she said to Nancy, " You may go, Nancy, I will talk with you more by and by when she is quieter." Nancy looked as if she wanted to question the order, and have the trouble settled then and there ; but a look from Mrs. Tilton told her that there was no use in disputing it, and she very reluctantly moved away. Mrs. Tilton sat down in the rock- ing chair, the very one in which she had so often rocked her own children to sleep, and laying Rachel's head upon her breast, without saying one word, she began to rock her. As she did so, God sent into her heart so many sweet, motherly thoughts, so many memories, gentle and ten- der, that the wild throbbing pulses that were beating against hers could THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 69 not but be stilled. After a few min- utes' silence, she began to sing a soft, low lullaby, one which she had sung so many, many times before ; and as she sung, Rachel's quick breathing became more quiet, her mouth partly opened, and soon her head, which had only staid where Mrs. Tilton had placed it, because she felt that it must, drooped heavily. The storm was past. The child remained quiet so long that Mrs. Tilton thought she must have fallen asleep; and when she looked de>wn into her face, she was surprised to see her wide awake, and with a loving look in her eyes. "Dear little Rachel," she said; "you are very sorry that you have done so wrong." Rachel nestled closer to her, but did not speak. 70 RACHEL; OR, " Do you know whom you have made sorry besides mamma," (Rachel called Mrs. Tilton mamma now,) "and papa, and good, kind Nancy, and little Rachel?" " No, mamma," said Rachel in a whisper. "You have grieved your dear Saviour." Rachel looked up wonderingly. "Listen to me, Rachel. You re- member last night I told you about Jesus taking the little children in his arms and blessing them,*and how he was waiting to love and bless you?" " And did he come and stay in my room all night after you went away ?" asked Rachel quickly. " Yes, when papa and mamma and Nancy were asleep too, and there was no one to take care of you, THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 1 Jesus was there, and he kept all harm away, and when you were rested he sent the morning light and the bright sun to wake you and make you happy and good all day." " When did he go away ?" " He has never gone away ; he was here when papa brought home the pretty birds, and he loved to see them and to have you happy with them." " Where is he now j" a He is here, and he was here when you were so very wicked. He saw it all; he saw how you struck and pinched and bit ; he saw every print which your teeth made in Nancy's hands, and every drop of blood which your nails drew. How do you think he felt?" Rachel sat up and looked search- 72 RACHEL ; OR, mgly round in the room, then turned her eyes with a doubting expression toward her new mother. Mrs. Tilton understood it, and said, "You think, perhaps, because you cannot see him that he is not here. You know I have always told you no one could see God, or Christ, until they die and go to heaven. When I came into your room last night after dark and spoke to you behind the curtains of your bed, and you an- swered me, could you see me ?" "No, mamma." " And yet you knew I was there and was speaking to you ?" " Yes, mamma." "It is just so with Jesus. He is here, but you cannot see him any more than you could see me, because he is a spirit, and that shuts him out THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 73 from your sight just as much as the dark shuts me out. Now, as he loves you better than any one else can, so he feels more grieved and sorry when you do wrong than even I do." " I don't believe it," said Rachel. "Rachel, that is a very improper way of speaking." " But I don't want him to be sor- ry, and to love me better than you do. I love you best." Mrs. Tilton saw this was a point it would be in vain to argue with her now, so she said, " I hope I love Je- sus a great deal better than I do any one else, and there is no one I am so sorry to grieve. When I have done wrong the first thing I do is to kneel down and ask him to forgive me ; so now we will kneel down and I will ask him to forgive my child and 74 EACHEL; OK, make her better. I am going to tell him just what a naughty, wicked temper she has, and ask him to help her to govern it." Without saying any more Mrs. Tilton knelt by the rocking chair, and folding Rachel's hands in hers, prayed for her. It was probably the first time in her life that Rachel really knew what prayer meant, and now she did not know clearly; she had only a vague idea that some one who was there, and she could not see any more than if it was dark, was sorry, and she was to be forgiven. There stole into her heart a new feel- ing of regret, she did not know that it was repentance, for as yet she had not begun to realize how wrong a thing an indulged temper is, though she had often been told of it at the THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 5 Asylum. A bad temper is different from almost any other bad trait. It comes so suddenly, and is so overmas- tering, that those who have it are often made its victims, it would almost seem, without any choice on their part. If Rachel had known, when she felt herself swinging from the chair to the floor in Nancy's hands, that she was going to be angry, she probably would have tried to control it ; but poor child, as I have said, she knew very little either what temper was or what control meant. While Mrs. Tilton was praying with her, for the first time an indistinct impression of having done wrong, or rather a heavy feeling about her heart, made her wish she could see Jesus, and go up to him and say, as Mrs. Tilton had, " Forgive me, I am very, very sorry," Y6 EACHEL; OR, She thought of him as she had seen him on the great pictured cards which her papa had brought her from which to learn her Sabbath les- son, sitting under a tree surrounded by a group of children, with his hands on the heads of two. Her mamma had told her he was blessing them, and if he were only here, and would put his hand on her, perhaps he would bless her, and then that would be the same as being forgiven, for the children that were around him looked so happy, as if none of them felt sad and troubled as she did. This was an important step for Rachel. My readers will remember what I said to them in the first chap- ter about the necessity of asking Christ to forgive us and help us, if we wish to conquer a fault, and that THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. TT we must be sincere and earnest if we expect him to do so. Rachel had at this time a feeling that there was somebody who must forgive her, and a desire to be forgiven. This was one step in the right way : repent- ance, and a desire to have the sin blotted out. So, when Mrs. Tilton asked her if she would not like to ask Jesus to pardon her, instead of standing, as she had at the Asylum, with only a dim, struggling wish, she fell again on her knees, and said, " O, Jesus, if you se'ed me be very angry, and do all those naughty things mamma says I did, wont you make me never do so any more. Amen." That was Rachel's first prayer; I mean the first one she ever prayed from her own heart in her own words. 8 RACHEL J OR, Mrs. Tilton was reassured by its simple fervor ; and the hope that she had taken the right method in this first exhibition of Rachel's temper since she had adopted her, gave her courage for the future. THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 79 CHAPTER IV. THE EMPTY NAIL. WHEN Mrs. Tilton saw how melted and tender Rachel was she felt quite unwilling to inflict any punishment for the temper which she had shown, but she was too wise and good not to believe in Solomon's theory, that sparing the rod spoils the child. She knew that it need not be, literally, the rod, but some kind of suffering, a penalty for a broken law; some- thing which should touch and influ- ence the heart. So far, since she had been with her, Rachel had never required this kind of discipline, and Mrs. Tilton knew that the better and more care- 80 EACHEL; OR, Fully a child is trained the less neces- sity there is for it ; but she knew too that if such an emergency should come, to shrink from meeting it would be to do Rachel a great injury. " Dear Rachel," she said now, " mamma is very sorry, but she must take away your pretty birds until she feels quite sure you are penitent, and will try never to do so again." Rachel sprang eagerly toward the cage and held both hands up to it, but did not speak. "I shall carry the cage into my room, and Nancy will take good care of Dick and Nellie; but God made the birds for those children only who know how to govern their naughty tempers. As soon as you have learned to do so they may come home again." THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 81 Mrs. Tilton took the cage down from the nail. Dick flew to the bars, put his cunning head against them, as if he was trying to get out, and began to sing one of his sweetest songs. He had never sang so loud and clear before, and Rachel put both arms around the cage and tried to kiss him as he sang. Very strange- ly, Dick did not seem at all fright- ened. He had taken an extraordi- nary fancy to his little new mistress, and as soon as the song was ended he put his bill through the cage as if to return her caresses. Now if any one but Mrs. Tilton had held the cage, Rachel would have been angry again, for this appeal of birdie to her affection was quite too much. As it was, the color came and went; she drew long, deep breaths, and then, 82 RACHEL; OR, by the greatest effort at self-control which she had ever made, threw her- self upon the floor, and covered her face with her hands. Mrs. Tilton carried the birds out quickly, and, stopping for a moment to listen at the door, heard no sound. Calling Nancy, she told her what had happened, and directed her, after a few minutes, to go in, and if she found Rachel quiet, to give her the square of patchwork which she had told her to do ; after it was fin- ished, she must take her out for a cheerful walk around the common; but before she went, she hoped, of her own accord, she would tell Nancy that she was sorry for what she had done, and ask her forgiveness. Should she not, Nancy was to bring her to Mrs. Tilton. THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 83 It was in vain that Nancy, whose good heart always very soon got the better of her impatience, now tried to blame herself more than Rachel, insisting that if she had had any sense, she might have seen as easy as not that little folks who never owned birds before wanted some time to love them in, without being plagued with sewing; that God made birds specially for them, and not squares of bed-quilts ; and and in short, that dear little Rachel was about right, and she, old nurse Nancy, was growing too old, as this showed, to be trusted with the darlings any more. It was in vain that Mrs. Tilton pointed to the wounds on her hands. She said they were u no more than pin-scratches, and not worth mind- ing." So Mrs. Tilton was obliged, at 84 RACHEL; OR, last, to insist that none of this too- ready forgiveness should be shown to the child, but that she should be made to feel to the fullest extent the wrong she had done. When Nancy left Mrs. Tilton's room, it was with a more imploring look toward the cage than even Ra- chel's face had worn ; but it was just as unavailing. Mrs. Tilton only felt that she had two children, an old and a young one, to deal with, and must be just so much the more firm. She knew Nancy would gladly have car- ried it back, covered the child with kisses, given her every pretty thing she could find for her, and so make friends again in the speediest manner possible. Nor was she far from right, as Nancy's behavior the mo- ment she left her showed. Now it THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 85 must be known that Nancy, like a great many other good old women, had a fancy for marvelous cures, and was all the time concocting some as- tonishing kind of medicine. To do her justice she had been an uncom- monly good nurse, and with her nat- ural shrewdness had learned much of the proper treatment for sickness and suffering. Her sick friends often sent for her instead of a physician, and she no doubly helped the patient to be well quite as soon. Among her discoveries was a wonderful salve, which healed bruises, cured burns, closed cuts, took down inflammations, rubbed away swellings, removed sprains ; indeed, it was equal, in its re- medial effects, to the best quack med- icine ever puffed in a newspaper. A box of this always stood on the table 86 KACHEL; OR, by the head of Nancy's bed, and if Mrs. Tilton had seen her, after she left her room, she would have found her rub the salve most energetic- ally into every little mark which Kachel had made, and then slide the box into her pocket, to have it handy for use any moment when she should be alone. A stranger would have thought Nancy the guilty one to see the troubled look on her face as she went toward the nursery; and really the timid way in which she turned the latch was very like that of a naughty child, who does not know what kind of a reception is waiting within. Kachel had got up from the floor very soon after her mother had left her, and had gone to the chair by the window in which she had stood to THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 8 look at her birds. When Nancy came in she found her there gazing at the empty nail with such a sad, troubled face, that in spite of her de- termination to be very grave, and do just as she knew Mrs. Til ton would wish, Nancy could hardly refrain from catching the child in her arms and crying with and for her. As it was, she tried to look straight forward, as if she did not see her, and walked up to the basket of patchwork, with a fervent wish in her heart that it was anywhere else, and made for anything but Rachel's fingers. " My dear," she said, and there was a gentle tremor in her voice which Rachel's ear immediately caught; u My dear, it's a beautiful morning, and mamma says when you have done this pretty square you and I may go 88 RACHEL ; OR, and have a nice, pleasant walk on the common. Come, darling, we will have the red one you like so well, and Nancy will thread your needle and begin it for you all nice." Rachel jumped down from the chair and came to Nancy's side with- out any reply. The nurse ventured a look at her. What a sad face it was ! so unlike her Rachel's. " Now for the new thimble, the real silver thimble, just like Nancy's, that mam- ma bought for you, and then the lit- tle finger ; no, not the thumb, mamma don't wear a thinible on her thumb ; old Susan Price, whose fingers are all stiff with rheumatism, does, but Ra- chel has eight fingers all made for thimbles." Rachel spread the whole eight fingers before her. " Yes, I told you THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 89 so, dear little bits of fingers they are too. Nancy loves every one of them," and she put them to her mouth and gave them a kiss. "There, that will do. Now, here is the thim- ble finger; we will put the thimble on and then give it two more kisses to make it nimble, and sew little stitches." Rachel held her hands still through all this, looking very steadily in Nan- cy's face. The reader need hardly be told that the square selected was the pret- tiest in the basket, and that, when Nancy had threaded the needle and began it, she made it necessary to sew a long place before she handed it to Rachel, and then, when seated in her little chair at her feet the child had fairly commenced the task, she 90 RACHEL ; OR, sat watching the progress of every stitch with a nervous impatience which it was very well for Rachel not to see. After every few stitches Rachel raised her eyes to- ward the empty nail, and Nancy saw her lip quiver as she did so. " O dear me !" she said to herself, "she'll burst out crying, and that will be the last of me ; for certain as I live I shall catch her up and com- fort her in spite of myself. I don't see how I can help it." But she was mistaken ; Rachel did not cry ; she sat still and sewed, with her face growing every moment longer and sadder, so that, when she made a knot in her thread and broke it, Nancy was very grateful for the excuse for taking the work into her own hands and nearly completing THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 91 what she had so kindly begun. Ra- chel's face did not brighten now as it generally did for any such help; it may be questioned whether she even felt as grateful for it as she should. There seemed to be but one thing of any interest to her, that was the empty nail from which the bird cage had swung. Of course, the sewing was finished in a much shorter time than usual, and Nancy, delighted to have it over, hurried to dress Rachel and herself for their walk. Rachel was generally a very pleas- ant companion; she saw and heard everything out of doors so quickly. It was, as Nancy often said to Mrs. Tilton, as good as a story in a child's story book to be with her ; but to-day she did not seem to care for anything. RACHEL; OR, She went to her mother's room to say " good-by " before she went t and came back with teal's in her eyes. Dick had seen her, and sung to her. Nancy wiped the tears away, and as she did so (O joy of joys !) Rachel took her wounded hand, covered with salve as it was, in her own, and kiss- ing it, whispered, " I am so sorry, O so very, very, very sorry ; poor, dear hand, I wont ever do so again ; never, never, never, never." "Why, you blessed darling," said old Nancy, bending down to kiss her and dropping some big tears on the hands, " you didn't hurt me half so bad as it looks. There, now, we never'll do so any more, and then God will forgive us, and Nancy, she don't care nothing at all about it, only she THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 93 wants her darling to be a dear little lady that Jesus can love. He don't love any of your wicked, angry chil dren. Didn't you know, when you are angry, you are a city without walls ?" " What ?" asked Rachel, whose ear was always caught by anything new and strange. " A city without walls ; haven't you ever heard of it ?" Rachel shook her head, and when her hat was tied on, and they were going down the stairs hand in hand, asked again, " What is a city without walls ?" Now Nancy was a good Bible scholar, and knew more of the holy book by heart than very many who are younger and more intelligent. She almost always had a verse ready to quote on any important occasion, and could generally explain its meaning 94 EACHEL; OK, in her homely, quaint way; but for a moment, to-day, she was puzzled, so she said, " Wait until we have had our walk, and then I will tell you a little story about it. This is the whole verse, I will show it to you in my big Bible when we come home : 4 He that hath no rule over his own spirit is like a city that is broken down and without walls.' " Rachel had already heard many stories from that big Bible, and the happiest hours of her day were when Nancy had it in her lap, and was talking to her ; so she said, " When we come home to-night, then we will sit down and have a long story all nice and good, wont we ?" " Yes, lamb, yes ; so we will ; and now when we go out you can look all THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 95 around and see what a real city is, so you will know the better." Nancy was glad, if the truth must be told, to have this time in which to think up the story. Rachel asked so many questions that it was difficult at any time to answer her, and about this city without walls, she did not feel so sure herself. How could this lit- tle girl, who had no idea of cities, or walls, or robbers, or enemies, or any such things, be made to understand. Well, the walk was to come now, and the story by and by, so they went out. It was a clear, bright December day, such a day as hardly ever comes to any city but Boston, where the air is sharp, as if it was full of lit- tle icicles, and your hands and feet, that you think you have hidden away so nicely under warm coverings, are 96 KACHEL; OB, found out and pinched and numbed, until you really begin to wonder whether you have not forgotten them, and left them at home. Nancy's old blood did not move with quite so warmth-giving a flow as Rachel's, and before the walk was half over she was beginning to plan where she could stop to get warm, and find something that would be pretty and pleasing for Rachel. They had generally dropped into the bird fanciers in Court-street, but that would not do to-day. Never had the windows of the confectioners', shops looked so tempting before ; but Mrs. Tilton, knowing how apt Nancy would be to make frequent visits to them if she found it pleasing to Ra- chel, had expressly forbidden it. The pictures in the windows were mostly THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 97 of a kind not interesting to children, and there was no such thing as look- ing over children's books simply to gratify a child. While Nancy, with her ears and nose, her fingers and feet tingling with the frost, was in much trouble, wondering what she should do, the question was answered by a beautiful little white kitten's jumping into the window of a grocery which they were passing, and Rachel's noisy delight as she saw it. To open the door and inquire if she could buy it was Nancy's first movement. "Yes," the man replied. " It troub- les me ; it is so tame it is not afraid of any one, and is always under the customers' feet." While they were talking, Rachel had caught the kitten, and sitting on 98 RACHEL; OR, a box was hugging and kissing it, as only little girls can, and looking so radiantly happy, that, without a sec- ond thought, Nancy paid the man what he asked for it, and told Rachel it was hers, and she might carry it home. Even the shopkeeper and the clerks stopped to watch her as she danced around the store, fairly be- side herself with delight ; and kitty, quite as happy to be loved as she to love, purred and nestled down close to her, and put her little vel- vet paw all over Each el's cheeks without so much as showing that she owned a claw, and turned her white ears up and down, until she was sure she had shown off their pretty pink lining. Then she rubbed her whiskers on Rachel's tiny muff to see Rachel and her Kitten. THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 101 if it was not a mouse, and having sat- isfied herself with regard to all these points, shut her green eyes and went to sleep. Not a thought besides the child's enjoyment came into Nancy's mind, until she saw that Miss Kitty was likely to have a profound nap, and she herself was thoroughly warmed ; then for the first time she remembered Mrs. Tilton, and what she would think of her purchase. It must be ac- knowledged that with the thought many doubts occurred to Nancy, and that the question of taking the kitten home began to look not quite pleas- ant. She could carry it through the streets under her cloak well enough, if Rachel would let her take it. That was not the point ; but was not this rewarding when Mrs. Tilton had pun- 7 102 KACHEL ; OR, ished ? If she had a new pet, what was the use of the empty nail ? Ah, Nancy, good, kind old Nancy, you are not the only one whose wise judgment with children comes too late. Rachel would not suffer the kitten to leave her arms ; she prom- ised to hold her tightly, to cover her up warm, to protect her from any dog or boy they might meet. Nan- cy saw by the quick flash of her eye that it would not do then and there to press the matter, so leaving the rest of her walk unfinished, very re- luctantly it must be confessed, she turned her face toward home. All the way she heard Rachel kissing the kitten, and the little thing at one time gave a most emphatic cry, as if the love had been a little too ardent for its comfort. " Now what will come ?" THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 103 said Nancy to herself as they reached home at last. " Mrs. Tilton never makes half-way work with anything, and I am almost certain she wont thank me for this; perhaps I had better go right up first and settle it with her before Rachel has a chance to show it to her. 17 This wise resolu- tion she was prevented from carrying out by Rachel's pushing her away, and running up much faster than she could to her mother's door. Pushing it open, she rushed in with, " O mamma ! see, see what a dear, darling beauty she is !" "What a cunning little thing!" said Mrs. Tilton, looking up from the book she was reading. " Whose is it?" " My ounty tonty. Nancy said the man must give it to me, and he did." 104 EACHEL; OR, Nancy by this time had come in at the door, and as Mrs. Tilton looked at her she saw in a moment that she was conscious of all the mischief she had done, so she only said, " Nancy is very kind and good to you, Rachel ; do you remember how you hurt her this morning ?" Rachel's face changed instantly, and, dropping the kitten, she ran to Nancy, caught her hand, and looking at it carefully, said, " Must the kitty stay here too with the birdies? I will not cry. I will not be angry. I will try to be good." " O, Mrs. Tilton, ma'am, if you had only seen and heard her," broke in Nancy; "before we went out you would have felt that she was repent- ant and never would do so again. It almost broke her heart to see how THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 105 she had hurt her poor, dear old Nancy; and as for the kitten, why it will always be a teaching her, a kind of saying to her, i now be gentle like, and don't you get angry.' You may see by its very face, ma'am, that it's all ready to say so to her." And Nancy followed what she had said with a series of expressive gestures made behind Rachel's back. Mrs. Tilton shook her head at her ; indeed, she was far from pleased, and would gladly have sent the kitten away, could she have done so without further trouble. As it was she said, " Rachel, you may have her, and take her to the nursery just so long as you are well behaved; but the first time you are angry I shall take her away and shall not give her back 106 EACHEL ; OR, to you again, as I promised I would the birdies." " When I am a city without walls will you take her?" asked Rachel. " Nancy says I was to-day, and to- night she is going to tell me what it means." "Yes," said her mother, smiling, " when your walls are broken down, and whole armies of naughty, wicked feelings come rushing in, then kitty will be afraid to stay with such a child, she will want to run away somewhere else. No little pet loves a child that is not gentle, kind, and tender with it. Look in kitty's face ; do you suppose she would shut her eyes and go to sleep so quietly if she thought you would be likely to strike or pinch her the next moment ?" Rachel held her kitten up and THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 10 7 kissed her, and as she did so, she looked so mild and loving that it was almost impossible to believe that she could be angry again. "You may be right," said Mrs. Tilton to Nancy, " kitty may teach her what you and I cannot. Let us now hope for the best. She may play until time for her afternoon les- sons, and then, Rachel, you must not object to kitty's being carried away until they are learned." Dick sang very loud from his perch, and Nellie hopped down at this moment to dip its little bill into the water. Rachel forgot her new pet while she stood looking at them. O if she could only take them too, there would not be a happier child, she felt sure, in all the wide world. Nancy waited patiently for her until 108 KACHEL; OB, the song was ended, then they went to the nursery, where the first thing Rachel's eyes sought was the empty nail. She saw it for a moment only, then the tears shut it out ; nor could the sight of kitty, now busily explor- ing the room, divert her from it. That empty nail, how much it said to Rachel ! She sat down before it, and fancied she saw the cage swing- ing from it; fancied she saw Dick and Nellie ; and then she listened for the song ; but she heard only her conscience saying, "Little girl, be careful, be very careful to govern that bad temper of yours. Ask God to help you. 71 THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 109 CHAPTER V. THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. IT was difficult for Nancy to re- strain her admiration of the manner in which Rachel performed her after- noon tasks. Kitty was carried away without a word of objection, the long spelling lesson faultlessly learned, the wounded hands kissed so many times that no more salve was needed for their healing; and when the hour came, after tea, in which Rachel was accustomed to get the great Bible and read her evening portion over to Nancy, reciting her verse, and hav- ing, as a reward, a long story, it may be questioned which was the hap- pier, the little girl or the old nurse. 110 EACHEL; OR, Rachel would always draw Nancy's chair up before the bright grate, put her own close beside it, and then lay her head on the spotless white apron, which Nancy kept for " tending chil- dren in," and then the story was begun. To-night Rachel was not slow to claim the promise of the story about the city without walls ; and as Nancy had profited by the hint conveyed in Mrs. Til ton's re- mark to Rachel, she was now all ready to begin, after reading with her the twenty-fifth chapter of Prov- erbs, which contained the verse. "There was once a great, good King, who lived in a beautiful coun- try far off from here. You don't know how beautiful the country was. Its rivers were waters of life, its seas were of glass, and its stones were THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. Ill precious stones ; its houses were built of pure gold; its gates were pearls, and its gardens were full of flowers that never die/' "I should like to see those," said Rachel. " Yes, darling, you don't know how pretty they are, and how happy all the children are who live there." " Do they have birds and kitties ?" " They have everything they want to make them happy. Well, this great King has only those children live there with him who are good, and who have been tried. It is trial that helps people become good. Did you know it, Rachel ?" Now Rachel had a half-idea that a trial was something that everybody disliked, but must have, so she said "Yes," and Nancy went on. "But 112 EACHEL; OR, as there is nothing in His country to try them, He causes a child to live first in another land, where she will meet with a great many strange and hard things. He lets her live there, sometimes long years, until she becomes old, and then, if all these trials that she has met have not conquered her, but she has con- quered them, He takes her to His . land and makes her a child again, and lets her stay there forever. When He places her in this strange land He builds a wall up around her soul, which is the part that lives with Him. It is just as if this soul was a city, because there are so many different things living in it. There is what makes her smile and what makes her cry, what makes her love and what makes her THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 113 hate, what makes her happy and what makes her sorry, what makes her remember and what makes her forget, what makes her like pretty things and dislike ugly ones, what makes her want to do right and be afraid to do what is wrong, and what makes her very sad and troubled when she has done wrong ; there is, too, the feeling that makes her want to pray and to read her Bible, and to like to hear about God and her Saviour. Now suppose every one of these things, and a great many more which I can't stop to tell you of now, were houses, don't you see what a little city full there would be ?" " A whole lot," said Rachel, "but what funny houses they are. Are they of gold too ?" "O no; it is only the houses 'in 114 RACHEL ; OR, that beautiful land where the King lives that are of gold." " Is the child the soul ?" " Yes, they are the very same, only the child we see has a body that God has given to clothe the soul.'' Rachel looked very much puzzled, but Nancy knew she could not make this clear, so she went on without observing it. " Well, around all these houses God builds a wall when he makes the child. It is a strange wall ; outside it is very thin, and ev- erything that comes against it could break it down easily if God hadn't put inside of it some curious kinds of gates, so that when the soul sees any- thing that will break the walls com- ing, if it is on the watch, all it has to do is to shut down the gates and everything within the city is safe; THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 115 nothing can then break the walls in, or tumble them down, or even get one single stone out from them. What is more curious still, no matter how little or how weak any little child is, it has the strength to shut these gates, even if it can't do any- thing else. Sometimes the king makes them so that if the child just wishes them shut they will close tight ; and sometimes, when he thinks the child will be the better for it, he makes it very hard to close them, so that the owner has to tug and pull with all his might. Even then it oc- casionally happens that if he does his very best he can't move the gates, and the enemies from the outside break down the walls, and even the houses. Then he has to cry for help to the great King, who is always list- 116 KACHEL; OR, ening and ready, and comes right to the rescue, and with his own great hand closes the gates. " This child that I was telling you about when I began iny story came away from the beautiful home with its walls all strong and whole, and most of its houses filled with good people; but, and here is another strange thing, when the king makes this city he lets people who are not good get into some of the houses, evil ones, who are ready to help those who come from without, and destroy the child, so that it cannot go to the king's country." "What does he do that for?" asked Rachel eagerly. " Because he wants the child thor- oughly tried, and it would be only half as hard to keep the enemies out THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 11 from the outside if there were none within to help it. This child of whom I tell you we will call Zaidee." "What a funny name!" said Ka- chel, much amused, and Nancy her- self could not help laughing ; but she had read it somewhere that day, and it was the first one she thought of. " Zaidee's city had two bad enemies in it. but it was a long time before she found out anything about them. One enemy, who dwelt in a beautiful house, with everything as pretty and nice as could be, was Mr. Selfishness. Now Zaidee thought him a very pleasant gentleman, he had such winning ways, and he always had around him everything that anybody could want. Zaidee saw that he al- ways had the best apples and pears and peaches and grapes, the prettiest 118 RACHEL ; OR, flowers, the prettiest pictures, and so many story books; but it took a great while to find out that what he had he kept, and that he also took away whatever he could lay his hands on that belonged to any one else. This was the way he kept constantly breaking down her walls. Zaidee had been placed in the care of a very good lady in the trial-land, and this lady had three other little children, all given to her by the same being. Now I will tell you just one instance of how Mr. Selfishness frequently served her : "The lady had a fine garden, as good a one as often was seen in the trial-land, and she told the children she would give them each a little patch in it for a flower-garden, and who- ever should bring her the first and THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 119 handsomest bunch of flowers from his own bed should have an elegant large picture book, which they all wanted. Well, most of the time the children were very happy together, and they laid out their grounds, and hoed and raked and planted their seeds, and enjoyed themselves. By and by the seeds came up, and then they weeded among them, and watered and watched them with a great deal of interest. Mr. Selfishness was very well satis- fied, for Zaidee's garden looked just as well or a little better than any of the others for a long time ; but Zai- dee was indolent. After the new- ness of the thing had worn off, she began to be lazy about picking out every little weed, and if the sun had been hot, and they needed more than the pailful of water she had brought, 120 EACHEL ; OR, she would throw herself down under the shadow of some tree and say to the others who were busy bringing their second pailful, 'How foolish you are ! I dare say there will be a heavy dew to-night, and they will be as wet as sop. Come, sit down here with me, and hear that gold robin sing ; there he is, on the pear-tree.' I rather think Mrs. In- dolence, a fat widow, had oue of the houses in Zaidee's city, don't you ?" "Yes," said Rachel; "I would not let her stay ; would you ?" " No ; I should turn her out. She is almost as bad a tenant as Mr. Self- ishness; and I can tell you, darling, you have no idea how often they live side by side. When you have had a flower-garden you will know that THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 121 nothing very nice ever grows with- out care." "When shall I have one?" "One of these days when we go to our home on Nelson's Island, and then you will see why the other's flowers grew taller and had larger buds on than any which Zaidee owned. Now Mr. Selfishness peeped out of his windows every day, and he began to grow more and more uneasy to see how fast the other flowers were outgrowing Zaidee's. " ' This will never do,' he said ; * we shall lose that book. We must contrive some way to make ours bet- ter, or theirs not so good,' and so he went to planning. " He was the enemy within the city. Now the temptations were all to come from outside the walls. KACHEL; OK, There was the book, that was one; there was the flower-gardens all ex- posed, so Zaidee could injure them at any time she wished ; there too was the love the other children had for Zaidee, never letting them sus- pect that she would or could do what would make them unhappy. These were the trials for her, or, as they proved, the enemies waiting to storm the gates ; in other words, the opportunities given her for choosing what would make her fit to go and be happy with her King in the beau- tiful country, or what would shut her away from Him forever. "So many plans as Mr. Selfishness made. But what do you think was the one which Zaidee chose? I am almost afraid to tell you, for fear you will think her such a naughty little THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 123 child you wont want to hear any more about her. 1 ' " No, I shall not," said Rachel en- couragingly. "She got up early one morning, very early, before the others were awake, and went out into the garden and picked off all the buds that were larger than hers. There was a great handful, so she did not at first know what to do with them ; and at last, very much frightened for fear they would be found, and she pun- ished, what do you think she did ?" " I don't know," said Rachel. " No more you don't, but I can tell you. She went away off to another part of the garden, dug a hole in the ground, and buried them all there. When the other children came out to see how far their buds had opened 124 EACHEL; OR, in the night, they found only the broken stems; nothing was left but the smallest and meanest flowers. Zaidee came with them, and tried to look innocent, and as if she felt very sorry ; but she had to turn away and hide her face, it was so covered with blushes; she did not dare to have them look at her, for fear they would suspect her. " Crying very hard, they all ran in to the kind lady under whose care they were, and she went with them to examine the garden. She noticed at once that none of Zaidee's flowers were touched, and although she had never known her to do such a thing before, she could not but think it very strange. So she called her, and asked her what it meant; and one wrong thing always leads to another. THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 125 Zaidee said what was not true. She said she had not been near them, and did not know anything about them. " ' O, Zaidee, Zaidee, what a naugh- ty little girl you are growing to be ; how far you are wandering away from your beautiful home !' "The kind lady looked at her very sorrowfully; she hardly knew what to say ; and all the time Zaidee stood vexed and troubled, almost wishing she had let the flowers alone, but not quite, for she wanted the handsome book, which, she felt sure, must now he hers. Ponto, a great dog, with whom the children loved to play, came running into the garden, and, as if he knew there had something wrong been done, and they were unhappy, sniffed with his 126 EACHEL OR, cold, yellow nose all around them ; and perhaps he found out Zaidee was not good, for he pushed himself hard against her, as if he did not wish her to come too, then darted off before the others, calling them, as plain as a dog can speak, to come and have a play with him. They did not wait for a second invitation, but scamper- ed with him, and away he dashed, down to the very part of the garden where Zaidee had hid the buds. Pretty soon he came upon her foot- steps, and beginning to scent them, as dogs will, he followed them till he came to the little mound of fresh earth which she had piled up over the buds. This he soon turned over with his nose and paws; and there, not more than an hour after Zaidee thought they were gone forever, they THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 127 were all found, and the children came back, bringing them in their hands. "Zaidee was so frightened that she could not deny she had picked them when the lady asked her. But instead of being sorry, she flew into a great rage, and struck the children, then ran into their gardens and began tearing up ev- erything she could lay her hands on. " When the lady could stop her she took her into the house, and shut her up in a dark closet ; and while she was there, with nothing to do and nobody to speak to, she began to think about her city, and in what con- dition its walls were. O dear, what a place it was ! It seemed to her as she sat there, all alone in the dark, and 128 KACHEL ; OR, thought it over, that there was not a single stone left one upon another, but that the houses were all open and exposed to whoever wanted to come in. She found it very noisy and busy there, and as she listened she found how many wicked visitors had stolen in through the gaps in the wall, and the noise she heard was their trying to take possession of some of the good people's houses. There was Miss Falsehood what a dreadful looking creature she was it made Zaidee frightened to look at her. She strode in as soon as Zaidee said she did not know who picked the flowers, and was trying, with her great bony hands, to pull Truth out of her white marble house. But Truth was asking the great King to let her stay, and not give this wicked woman THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 129 room while there was any hope of Zaidee's wishing to repair the walls again and keep her out. There was Cunning, a very ugly boy, who picked his way pretty quickly through a crack in the walls, while Zaidee was stealing softly out of her bed in the morning, and looking all around, to be sure no one should see what she was going to do. He wanted to live in the house into which the great King had put Honesty ; but the doors were tight locked yet, though the wall opposite the house was down. But Temper ! Temper !" said Nancy, look- ing very significantly into Rachel's face as she said so, " Temper was the ugliest and the worst of all the wick- ed people that came in." "How did he look?" asked Ra- chel. 130 RACHEL; OR, " Look !" and Nancy was tempted to describe the way in which Rachel had looked and acted that morning, but she wisely forbore. " He looked monstrous ugly ! His face was all covered with black and blue spots ; he had one eye knocked in, his lips were as big as two great beets, and as for his nose, why, he had had it knocked so many times fighting, it seemed as if he hadn't any at all. I never saw such a sight in my life. Everybody got out of the way when he was coming ; nobody ever likes to meet him for fear of being hurt." " Did he have marks on his hands ?" asked Rachel meekly. " I rather think he did," answered Nancy with a smile ; " there are always marks all over him, and it isn't likely his hands would escape. He went THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 131 right to Sweet Temper's house, and he thundered away at the door as if he would knock it down ; but the great king was there before him, and he dropped another bar over it; so thump and bang, loud as he might, he would never get in while the King staid there, and he would stay until Zaidee wore his patience out by hav- ing her walls tumble down too often. As for Mr. Selfishness, he began to be a little alarmed at what he had done ; he only wanted the book ; he did pot want all these ugly people in the city, with the broken walls, and the angry King. No, indeed, these consequences had never entered into his thoughts. "And that is always the way, Ra- chel. The wicked part of us that does wrong, in the end suffers more than 132 RACHEL; OR, the good part which it tries to injure, unless, indeed, we become all wicked, then all is lost together." " Did the good King make new walls ?" "No; when the walls which he has built are broken down he leaves the city as it is, until by prayer and repentance, and trust in his Son, the child begins to lay one stone after an- other; then, when he finds she is in earnest, and really wishes to be safe within the gates, he helps her, but he only works just so far, and just so fast, as she is able and willing to work with him. You don't know, Rachel, how long it takes, and what hard work it is to build up again.". Rachel sat looking into the fire, evi- idently thinking intently over what she had heard. At last she asked : THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 133 " Where is Zaidee now ? Has she gone home?" " Zaidee ? O, Zaidee," said Nancy, puzzled ; " why, Zaidee, she is only Rachel Tilton." " Me !" said Rachel, " I never saw any great king, or any of those things you have been telling me about." " Haven't you, my darling ? Well, heaven is the beautiful land, and God is the great king; he it was that made you and all the other little children that you see, and placed you here to be tried, so that you may grow to be good and pious, and when you die go to be like his blessed angels, and live in golden houses, and 'never have any need of the sun, for the Lamb is the light thereof.' " Nancy said this very solemnly. 134 RACHEL; OR, Rachel only half understood her, but she felt that it was true, and that there was something about her ot which she had never thought before. After a few minutes' silence she asked: "Are my city walls all broken down because I was angry this morn- ing ? Who lives there now ?" "Yes, Rachel, when you struck and pinched me, every blow went right against the walls, and you did not stop to shut the gates. O, I don't know what dreadful work th6y made, nor who has crept in to push the good people out of the houses. You will have to pray very often to God to help you, for his Son's sake, and work very diligently with your own hands to build them up again soon, and when they are whole and strong, THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 135 the wicked feelings do not stay. God shuts them out." "And bars the gates?" " Yes, but not so tight as to keep them out, unless you are on the watch. When you find you are go- ing to be angry be quick and shut the gates." " How ?" " Pray ; say, c Grod help me not to be angry, for Christ's sake. Amen.' " " Will he help me ?" u Yes, always." It was now Rachel's bed-time. Nancy had told her of but one of the wicked inclinations which within her heart were ready to help the temptations from without ; but the hands of the clock pointed to the hour for bed, and Nancy well knew how particular Mrs. Tilton was about 136 RACHEL; OR, punctuality. So she put away her Bible, and Rachel, kneeling by her bed, prayed again. This time she asked God to make the walls of her city strong, to make the gates shut easily, to take away her naughty tem- per, and make her good. My young readers, how is it with the walls of your city ? Are they firm and whole ? Is there no open- ing through which your "easily be- setting sin " enters ? When your great King comes down to visit you, will he find the streets all swept and garnished, the houses inhabited only by those whom he can approve ? THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 137 CHAPTER VI. THE CHILDREN'S MYSTERY. OUR book would be too long should we follow Rachel through all the time which remains now between the night when Nancy told her the story of " Zaidee," and the place where we left her in our story about Ernest, when she had just come to Nelson's Island. We trust we have told our readers enough to make them acquainted with her, so they will feel interested in following her through the remaining volumes. The winter passed very quickly and happily to her. When her new mother thought she had learned fully the lesson from the empty nail, she 138 RACHEL; OB, brought back the canaries, and it was many weeks before Rachel could look at them without being reminded of what had occurred on the morning of their removal. Kitty, too, whom she had christened Zaidee, for the little child who was going to the beautiful land, but always called "Zaid," was a well-mannered kitten, who ran for the ball or the string after the most approved kitten style, purred as loud as a happy kit need, slept long, long naps on the softest seat in the nursery, and never was known to attempt to kill the birds. Perhaps this was because they were entirely out of her reach ; but whatever the true reason was, Rachel and Nancy thought it was because she was so very good, and gave her credit ac cordingly. THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 139 Zaid always wore some kind of a ribbon or bead necklace around her neck, and was hardly allowed the usual privileges of kittenhood for fear some harm might come to her. During the winter she proved of much use to Rachel in the practical lessons her sweet temper taught, for she was never known to scratch, or bite, or even to insist on doing any- thing which her little mistress did not wish done. Rachel used to tell Nancy laughingly that " Zaid " had a city with walls all up, strong and even, and not so much as a loop-hole through which to peep out. When the spring had passed, and the warm weather began to come, Mrs. Tilton was ready to make her usual removal to her cottage on Nel- son's Island, and the reader already 140 RACHEL ; OK, knows of the surprise of Ernest and Rachel upon meeting there. We shall now take up our story from a week after Rachel's arrival at her sea-island home, by which time she had become acquainted with Alice, Tom, Sam, and Eddie, to say nothing of the old wreck, the raft, and with every other object of interest and amusement. No one can tell how delighted Alice was to have a little girl-com- panion. There was only one thing which really troubled her: Rachel seemed to prefer Ernest's company to hers ; and even Ernest himself, though he was her brother and not Rachel's, loved to talk and play with Rachel quite as well as with herself. The walls about Rachel's city had become much stronger than when Ernest last THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 141 saw her ; or perhaps it would be bet- ter to say she had, through God's help, learned to shut the gates more quick- ly. She was, at last, really beginning to control her temper; but all this we shall find out as our story goes on. One pleasant morning Sam knocked very early at Mrs. Tilton's door. Nancy had been up and out of doors a long time. Zaid was there too ; she was always the last in the house to go to bed, and the first to get up. Nancy was weeding Rachel's garden ; she did not think it was quite proper to do so when the child was around, for fear it might teach her to depend upon others ; but if she had a chance, when she thought she would not find it out, you may be sure she was very diligent about it. 142 EACHEL; OR, Sam had come to tell Rachel that they were to go over, right after breakfast, to a small island, one mile from theirs, upon which they were going to do something great. Now Sam was not a favorite with Nancy. He was too much of " a humbug" for that. So she got up, and, looking at him over her specta- cles, said, " So I suppose you think Mrs. Til- ton is a going to let Rachel go off with you wherever you want to take her, without anything more, do you? I can tell you, you are very much mistaken." " Tom is going too, and he sent me round to ask Rachel. He says we shall have prime fun." "Don't feel sure," said Nancy, shaking her head. " Tom is a differ- THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 143 ent boy from Sam ; but there aint no telling. Anyhow, 1 shall run over and see your mother about it before I say a word to Rachel." " Ernest is going, and Alice too." " Who says so ?" " I say so," and Sam tried to look very carelessly into Nancy's face ; but it would not do. Sam very well knew his " say so " was not worth a thought to any one, so he blushed after all, and hung his head. That was bad for Sam; but he was so used to being distrusted, that more than half the time he did not feel quite sure whether he meant what he thought he did himself. "I mistrust you," said Nancy. " Come, if your mother is up, I will go home with you before Rachel has any guess what is going on ;" and 144 EACHEL ; OK, Nancy, without waiting for any re- ply, walked off toward Mrs. Cady's house. She met Tom on the way with his arms full of pieces of old sail, rope, ends of home-spun carpet, and one old bed comforter. He tried to avoid her. but Nancy was not the kind so easily got rid of. She took a short path toward the spot where she saw that Tom would come out, and when he thought she must be almost to his mother's, where she frequently made an early call when there was any plan for the children going on, she came suddenly upon him just round the pine-tree, and confronted him with, "So you meant to get rid of rne. Softly, my boy. The best way is to take old Nancy into your confidence, THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 145 and tell her all about it to start with, 'cause, you see, Rachel can't go no other way in the world. Where are you going, and what are you going to do with all them old traps ? La me, now, I wouldn't have them brought into our house on no account. There is no telling what an army of moths they have about them." For a moment Tom hesitated. What splendid help Nancy would be, and how many things he should want that she could procure for him. He liked her too right well. To be sure, she scolded him roundly if she thought he was doing anything im- proper ; but when she approved, what a host she was." So now Tom looked very doubtfully up in her face. 146 RACHEL ; OR, "You'll tell," he said. "I never saw a woman who could keep a se- cret yet." Nancy laughed a very good-natur- ed laugh. There was something very droll to her in being spoken so to by a half-grown boy ; but she said at the same time, " You are saucy, but that wont help you any. If you want Rachel Tilton, all you have got to do is to own up. She wont go a step a caracoling off with you boys on this mighty ocean, nobody knows where." "You are not her mother," said Tom, trying to gain time for decid- ing what he had better do about the matter. " No more I aint ; but Mrs. Tilton never would let her go, no more than nothing, if I told her it wasn't THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 147 safe. Try it, and see, if you don't believe it." " I have half a mind to tell you ; you could help us first-rate, and you would, I know you would." "Try it, and see." "Will you swear not to tell?" These words had slipped from Tom unawares. He did not mean to say what was wrong, and he was sorry the moment he had uttered them. "' Swear not at all,' " was Nancy's instant reply, tu neither by heaven; for it is God's throne : nor by the earth ; for it is his footstool ; neither by Jerusalem ; for it is the city of the great king. Neither shalt thou swear by thy head, because thou canst not make one hair white or black.' " u Poh, nonsense, Nancy ; you know I didn't mean any such swearing. I 148 RACHEL ; OR, should as soon think of asking a par- son to do it. I only meant, say you wont tell, certain true, black and blue." "Well. Thomas Cady, you are making a great fuss about a very little thing ; but if it's perfectly cor- rect, and there ain't a jot of harm in it any way, I'll use my judgment about keeping it to myself." " Can't go um," said Tom, swing- ing up the bundles, which he had thrown down when first caught; " you must keep the girl at home if you have a mind to spoil a lot of good fun for her, but I am too old a salt to be caught sailing on that sea." Now, this alternative had not oc- curred to Nancy. E-achel had taken so important a part in all the sports THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 149 of the children on the island that it had not seemed possible to her that ever Tom would think he could do without her, so she watched him go whistling away, expecting every mo- ment to see him turn round and come back, until he was almost out of hear- ing ; then she called after him, " Tom ! Tom ! I say." Tom had been expecting this, but he pretended not to hear, and walked steadily on, so Nancy took a few quick steps after him, and called again. "That's it," said Tom to himself, " I shall have her on my own terms soon." So he was deafer than ever, but it all would not do. Nancy never began what she did not mean to car- ry out, and not to hear her now would have been quite impossible, so 10 150 EACHEL ; OK, at last he stopped, and turned slowly around. " You calling me ?" " I should think you ears had grown up. Where are you going, I say, and what are you after ?" " Will you promise 2" " No, I wont ; I shall use my discre- tion about it." "All one ; good morning," and Tom lifted his cap with much politeness, and was going on again. " Can't you stop a moment ?" " No use. I am very busy ; got a lot to do. I am sorry Rachel can't come ; I quite counted on her, she is so spry and full of fun." " Who says she can't ?" " I thought you did." " I only said I wouldn't promise to keep all your nonsense to myself." THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 151 " One and the same thing." Nancy was beginning to feel warm ; this was a kind of bantering to which she was not used. Tom could read faces pretty well for a boy, and he saw, as he looked back at her, that he had gone far enough, so he threw down his bundle again, and running to her said good-naturedly, " Come, Nancy, now you wont tell, will you ? 'cause if you do you will spoil all our fun ; and I should like to have you know, above all things, you could help us in so many ways. I am going to trust you, and if you are trusted, you know, it is i honor true, 7 and you can't break over it any more than you can over a bounden promise any day." "Trust me, then." " Yes, I will, and if you peach, Nancy, I will never tell you a secret 152 RACHEL ; OR, again as long as my name is Thomas Cady, nor will I take Rachel off on a frolic this whole summer ; so there, I have you." Yes, he had, more firmly than he knew. He drew Nancy behind a rock, so that no one could see them from the road, and sitting down, he seemed to go very fully into these plans what- ever they were, and to convince her that nothing must be revealed to any of the grown people on the island. That Nancy did not think there was anything very wrong in what he told her we may judge from the hearty laughs which came from her every now and then, and the promise which, after all, she did give in part- ing, that she would not tell any one but Rachel, and that she would help them all she could. THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 153 Sam waited for her a long time be- hind the corner of the woodshed. He had not walked to his mother's with her ; she found so much fault with him that he was really afraid of her, so he had run home another way. Now he could not imagine what could have become of her. He was there still, watching and won- dering, when Tom came back from depositing his " traps " upon the raft. When Nancy reached home she found Eachel looking out of the win- dow for her very impatiently. It was Nancy's business to dress her and read her verses in her Bible with her before she left her room, and now the sun and the birds had been calling Rachel, and she had been answering them for what seemed to her a very 154 EACHEL ; OB, long time. Rachel had to shut the gates behind the city walls many times while she waited. Impatient Temper was knocking very loudly to come in, but she kept all safe, and though it was a flushed, eager face that rushed to meet Nancy as she opened the door, there was no more striking or scratching. Rachel now had these violent indications of her temper quite under her control ; and though she sometimes felt as if it was impos- sible to stand or sit still when she was boiling with anger, still she found, in some mysterious way, that it was never so hard to-day as it was yesterday. One by one the upward step now waiting to be taken is all the more quickly and surely reached because we have planted our feet firmly on the round just below. Nancy THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 155 saw at a glance that Rachel's city was safe. Before Kachel left her room Nancy had told her the secret; not, we would not have our readers think for a moment, in violation of her prom- ise. No, indeed ; Nancy was far too noble and true for that ; but Tom had given her liberty not only to tell Ra- chel, but also to make some plans with her for carrying out his arrange- ments. Rachel was wild with de- light ; she danced and sang, whispered it to Dick, who came and put his head down to the wires of the cage to hear ; caught up Zaid, and told it first into one ear and then into the other, and finally ended by looking very mysteri- ous and happy all the morning when she was with her father and mother. Nancy had asked leave for her to 156 EACHEL; OR, be absent on a secret expedition all day, and Mrs. Tilton had readily granted it, as she knew if Nancy ap- proved all was safe and right. She had a hint given to her, too, that if she would neither seem to see or hear, it would add a great deal to the children's happiness ; so she was very kindly deaf and blind to every- thing that went on around, and when Ernest and Alice came running up to the door for Rachel she was all ready, with a great covered bask- et, half as large as herself. The children walked very demurely so long as they were in sight of the windows of the house, only talking with those looks and signs so intelli- gible among themselves ; but the very moment they were hidden down went the basket, and they danced round THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 157 it more like a set of Indian warriors than anything else. Alice wanted to lift the cover and peep in, but this Rachel shook her head over, saying with much authority;.: "Wait! wait! it will be soon enough when we get there." "But my mother didn't give me half so much. I will show you. Er- nest hid it in the ship, so no one need suspect. It is only a tiny tin pailful, so large," and Alice's hands measured a supposed pail of all sizes, from three inches up to a foot. " O Alice ! you know it has lots of nice things in. I saw them myself," said Ernest. "Hush! don't tell," and Alice raised her finger at him. " Let's run for it first ;" so Ernest, taking hold of one side of Rachel's basket, the three 158 EACHEL; OK, children were soon on the old wreck. Rachel could run up the ladder at the sides quite as nimbly as the boys, and by this time she had begun to feel as if it was her ^property as much as theirs. She had carried some of her prettiest playthings there, and very often, on a warm summer morning, the canaries were brought down, and added a great deal to its pleasantness with their sweet songs. This morning the boys from Uncle Seth's were there before them. Tom had been making his plans for a long time, and, good general that he was, did not mean, when the occasion came, to be found wanting in any of the necessary supplies. So ever since breakfast Sam and Eddy had been busy transporting hidden stores from their places to the wreck. Here Loading the Raft. THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 161 came an old three-legged chair, almost as good as new since the wanting leg was supplied with a round billet of wood; then a small table, with only one original support left, but fixed upon a curiously shaped block, which had been washed up, and stood quite firmly if well propped ; but we must not anticipate. Busy children are always happy, and almost always good. It is only for idle hands that Satan finds the " mischief still ;" so you may be sure that these very busy children were also both happy and good. Every- body was so willing and obliging, that long before they had thought it pos- sible to be ready they were formed into a procession, and were marching down with their odd property toward the raft, which lay hauled up high 162 RACHEL; OR, and dry on the shore. This raft was now a very nice bit of sea-craft. The sailors who saw it pronounced it a much safer thing for the children to venture out upon the water in than any "boat, and they had been so in the habit of going and returning safely, that their parents had lost all fear of accident if Tom were there to act as helmsman. It was carefully stored with as many of their commodities as it could well carry, and then came the question, which of the children should go over with Tom first? Of course, every one was eager to go ; and here, at the very beginning, trouble would have come, if Tom had not in- sisted on his rights as captain to make his choice. He chose Ernest and Rachel, and, deaf to all complaints from the others, rowed away. THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 163 CHAPTER VII. HOW THE STRENGTH OF RACHEL'S WALLS IS TRIED. THE sea upon which the raft was sailing was delightfully smooth, and so blue and deep that it made Rachel think at once of that beautiful land to which Nancy had told her Zaidee was going. She looked down, and it seemed to her that it was a sea of glass, and that beneath it were the precious stones and the houses of .gold and the gates of pearl. She re- membered, too, what was better than this, that Nancy had said that she was one of the children the King had placed in the trial-land, and she re- solved that all the time they were 164 RACHEL; OK, about this pleasant play she would try and keep her city walls whole, and have her gates ready to move quickly on their hinges and shut her in. These thoughts did not stay long in Rachel's mind ; but I need not say God sent them ; we all know that. They went direct, wind and waves aiding, to a very little island one short mile from the point where they had started. This island, from being so pretty and so small, had always been called the " Children's Island," and they felt as if it belonged to them as much as the old wreck of the old ship. It was nothing more than a large rock, upon which the \dnds and the waves had dropped soil and seeds, until trees and shrubs had come up and made it quite a THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 165 shaded spot. The children knew every inch of it, and could tell which was the largest pine-tree, where the scrub-oaks grew nearest the ground, and where, by some odd freak, the wintergreen berries ripened quickest and sweetest. They had their port here and their wharf, and now they had come to take legal possession and make formal settlement. The secret it will out, so we may as well take our readers into our confidence at once was to build a sort of Robinson Crusoe house, have their church, their school-house, their stores ; in short, be all ready when Captain Lee returned (he was expected back at the end of August) to give a party for him, and entertain him, as Tom said, "like a prince." No one of the older mem- bers of the families were to be admitted 166 EACHEL; OR, into the secret; it was to be a sur- prise to all. Now any one can see that so extensive a plan as this among six young children would put them all into positions and circumstances that would greatly test their charac- ter ; and so the events proved. Ernest had learned to pull an oar very well for so small a boy, and he was so much help to Tom that in a short time they touched the wharf, and with many formalities Tom sprang on shore, ran up to the top of the rock, and swung out the stars and stripes from a pole put up for the occasion. The children on Nelson's Island saw it and shouted impatient- ly. There wasn't one of them but would have walked over the water to it if they could. Eager children work quickly, and THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 167 very soon the raft was cleared, and Tom was once more crossing the wa- ter. He wanted to bring over a load before he took what he called his "live stock," but the children would not hear of it, and with his usual good-nature he carried them first. Ernest and Rachel had been busy in the mean time selecting a spot for their house. They played that they were an emigrant ship, wrecked, and all on board lost but one man (Tom) and five children. While the man had gone to the wreck to bring off the rest of the saved, it was their business, with all haste, to provide the home. Now about this home there had been a variety of opinions expressed before they started, some wanting one spot chosen, and some another ; 11 168 RACHEL ; OR, but the last thing Tom had said was that Rachel might choose, and the others should abide by her decision. So, now, Ernest and Rachel were busy exploring, and feeling very wise and important. After a thorough search, they de- cided upon two places. One, where the main rock upon which the island was founded ran up to a point, and just below this point, upon which the flag was flying, another rock met it, forming a snug sort of a room. It was nothing like a cave ; it was rather a large hollow, quite large enough to hold the six children at once, besides a table, and perhaps a chair. This, then, for the beginning, and for one side of the real house they were in- tending to build. The other place had in it this morning what children THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 169 all love so well, bright sunshine. It was a spot between four pine-trees, all nearly the same shape and size, with their broad arms meeting above and making a roof. All over the ground, so smooth and slippery from the dead leaves of the trees, the sunlight lay in patches ; beautifully checkered it was, almost as if some fairy had begun to pave it with gold. And then they could see Nelson's Island from the front .door, a very desirable thing to poor shipwrecked, homesick marin- ers. So Rachel decided that this should be the spot, and Ernest, very well pleased, began to drag thither the articles from the wharf. By the time the raft had returned almost everything had disappeared from the landing-place, and when Alice came she found Kachel quite taking 170 EACHEL; OR, upon herself airs as mistress of the house. Alice had been, as we know, with- out any one to share her pleasures until Ernest came, and we must not blame her too much if she often thought her own way the best, and that everybody else should follow it. She was not naturally more selfish than most other children, but she had never been obliged to give up to the wishes of others, excepting when she played with her boy cousins, and then if she was displeased she always took refuge in running home to her mother. Since Ernest had been with her she loved him so much, and he was so gentle and yielding, that she was not really, in these particulars, gaining so much from her little new brother as her parents had hoped. THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 171 But her mother was very watchful, never allowing this fault of hers to pass under her notice unreproved. Since Rachel had been on the island she had been obliged to see a rival coming in to do many things which had been her sole right before. Sometimes she bore it pleasantly, and sometimes she sulked, and they could not make her join in the play again without a great deal of teasing. Now two things displeased her. One, that Rachel should have been brought over first, when she wanted to go; and another, that she should have been allowed, without her voice, to choose. the home. We must say we do not think this was quite fair in Tom. It would have been better, and more in American style, if they had all come together and chosen their 172 several shares in the performances by acclamation or by vote, or in some such impartial way. Still Alice's mother had always taught her that it was very mean for one child to spoil the fun of all the others because she was not satisfied, and Alice had begun to think of it as almost a sin to be cross and sulky for such a cause. But how many of us there are who determine not to do this, that, and the other wrong thing, but when we are tempted cannot resist, and fall very easy victims. So it was with Alice to-day. That very morning, when she said her prayers, she had asked God to make her a good, pleas- ant little girl all day long, to keep her from being selfish, or cross, or sulky. There was one thing her father had often told both Ernest and THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 1Y3 herself for which they should never forget to pray, and this Alice remem- bered particularly ; it was, that God would make them generous and noble in their plays, would make them kind and unselfish with their young friends, and give them the love of other chil- dren. . There are many children who are taught to pray properly who still remember only their relations to God in their prayers. They think that they are to pray for the salvation of their soul so that they may go to heaven. That is right ; but they should also pray that they may be happy, and have a good influence here that may make others happy, and love and be loved. This is an important part of our preparations for that beautiful land. Alice was 174 earnest in her intention to remember all this when she left her room that morning ; but how soon we forget. When Tom landed the second time, he applauded the young workers very heartily for what they had done. He said the " house lot couldn't be beat," and the shelving rocks were meant for a store-house and nothing more ; and even the little cloud, which was settling down over Alice, was lifted up by a sight of the cunning place which was to hold the " ten- ement." Two loads more of old boards and material needed for build- ing were to be brought, and Tom, tak- ing first Ernest and then Sam, went over to bring them. While they were gone Alice and Rachel began to plan out the interior of the house, dividing it into parlor, kitchen, and THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 1^5 dining-room, and one sleeping-room. Now Rachel wanted the parlor ar- ranged first, and Alice the kitchen ; so they had a little dispute about it, not a very bad one, but enough to throw a slight shadow over the bright spots of sunshine on the tes- selated ground, and it ended in Alice's beginning the kitchen with Eddie to help her, while Rachel had Sam or Ernest, whichever was not on the raft. This would have done very well, for in case of dispute separation is always the wisest course ; but they were both so often wishing the same thing that they came into constant collision. Once Rachel grew so angry, to see Alice snatch away a bit of old carpet from Sam, saying that it must answer for a mat before the kitchen door, while she wanted it before the 176 RACHEL J OR, parlor fireplace, that she flew at her, pulled the carpet away, and shook her roughly. So when Tom came up from the raft with the last load he found Alice sitting at quite a distance from the house crying, and Rachel, with a flushed and downcast looking face, moping about the house as if she had lost every friend on earth. "Hey dey!" he said, stopping abruptly ; " what is to pay now ? There is always trouble in the camp when there are women around. Al- ly, what's the matter ?" " She shook me," said Ally, lifting her face, all covered with tears, and pointing to Rachel. u I don't like her one bit; I wish she had never come here." "That's not polite, Miss Lee. We emigrants can't quarrel among our- THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 177 selves; if we do there will be mis- chief to pay. There may be savages here, who knows ?" Kachel thought at once of her city walls, and how badly they were broken down, all ready for the sav- ages to enter ; but she was not peni- tent enough to care now. " Come," said Tom good-naturedly, " own up, Eachel, what did you shake Alice for ? We are not shaking Quakers here." " She took it, and would keep snatching it away from Sam. It's for the parlor, and not for the kitchen mat, and she sha'n't snatch it." " What ! is it that old bit of carpet you are quarreling over? Well, here goes," and taking it up, Tom threw it as far as he could over the water. It spread itself out and floated for a 178 RACHEL; OR, moment on the top of a wave, and then slowly sank away from their sight. Both children forgot every- thing else in watching it, and Tom always afterward called this his " masterstroke of discipline." " So I shall end all disputes," said he, when it was fairly gone. " Whatever any- body quarrels about both shall lose, and we shall all lose it too, so I think the better tempers we can keep, all hands of us, the better for our new settlement. Halloo, now, no more playing; all hands to work in earnest. The first thing to be done is to build the house, and then we will furnish it as best we can. Here, Alice, hold this box of nails ready for me the minute I want it. Now, Rachel, go with Ernest, and drag round that pole ; it must be nailed across from THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 1*79 tree to tree to form the ridge-pole of the house. Sam, find the next long- est, and don't be two minutes having it here ; and, Ed, you pick up bits of dry wood ready for the fire, by which we are going to cook our din- ner. We must get a house built first for fear of intruders, and then we will be ready for a bite." Sam had already helped himself out of Rachel's basket in a private way; he never saw the time when he would not "eat on the sly," as Tom said, if he could get a chance. Alice's tears were dry. / She felt a great deal happier than Rachel, when she went to work, for Rachel was more conscious of having done wrong. Before dinner-time came quite a house was built. To be sure, they had not plank enough to make the 180 KACHEL ; OB, walls very close, but that was not necessary; and as for shutting the sun out with a roof, who would think of it for a moment ? Old sails and the comforter made the inside partition ; and when the fire was kindled in the rude fireplace, (which was mostly com- posed of oyster-shells,) and a fish, caught late the night before, was laid upon an old gridiron to broil, there was not a happier set of children in the world. Wonderfully happy they were, considering the loneliness of their position, and the disputes with which they had begun the day. Now came Nancy's share in the enterprise. When Rachel's large basket was unpacked, what a treasure of good things it contained! The fish was " done to a turn," Tom said ; and though an experienced cook The Picnic on the Island. THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 183 might, perhaps, have thought one part a little too much blackened, and the other not quite done, still never was feast so delicious as this. The dining-room, with the sun shimmer- ing in between the long needle-like leaves of the pine-tree, and laying it- self like a service of gold all over the odd table ; the soft summer breeze, filled with life and vigor as it came to them over the sparkling water ; the low song, which the waves sang for them, and in whose chorus every child's heart joined ; the birds alight- ing on the old limbs above their heads, and peeping in with their round brown eyes to see what the lit- tle folks were doing, and their own good-natured prattle ; certainly fewer things than these have made children happy. For a time nothing could 184 KACHEL; OR, exceed their enjoyment. If there had been any moments during the morn- ing when they were questioned wheth- er their hard work " would pay," they were answered now. But, somehow, it seems to be always when we are happiest, and least on our guard, that our temptation comes. Among Nan- cy's stores was a nice supply of raisins. These, with the greatest impartiality, Rachel had counted out, laying an equal share by each plate, or rather by every bit of china which served for a plate. Sam and Ernest sat side by side, and it was not very long before Sam's sly ways began to show themselves in his taking one raisin after another from Ernest's heap, while all the time he would have his head turned another way, and be talking very busily about something THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 185 in which Ernest was interested. This had not been going on long before Rachel spied him, and the first knowl- edge he had of the detection was so smart a blow upon his cheek, that for a moment he hardly knew where he was. Sam's temper was very quick too, and in another instant he had sprung upon Rachel, and she would have received such a speedy and severe punishment for her offense as had never been hers before if Tom had not seized the children and held them apart. "Hands off!" he said promptly, " what is all this row about ? Ra- chel, what did you strike him for 2" And the big boy's grasp was very tight on Rachel's arm. " He was stealing Ernest's raisins," said Rachel, struggling to get away. 12 186 EACHEL OK, " Well, what if he was ? That was my business, not yours. The next time you lift your hand to strike a blow you shall be put on board that raft and taken home before you can say Jack Robinson. Do you hear me?" "Yes," said Rachel, yielding at once to the " powers that be." " Well, then look out ; we don't al- low fighting in any shape, getting mad, lying, stealing, or breaking any other of the ten commandments in our colony. The punishment in any case is instant exile." Before he had finished this long speech there was a good deal of drollery in Tom's face, which rather took away from his au- thority. So Sam began to rub his cheek and act as if he meant to make fun of the whole thing ; but he had THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 187 " mistaken his man," as Tom said, this time. " For you," he said, dropping Ra- chel's arm gently and taking Sam by both arms, in the manner of an ar- resting officer, " I arrest you for steal- ing and fighting, and condemn you to banishment from our house and work for th% remainder of the afternoon. In case of any resistance or trouble on your part I shall increase your punishment as it may seem best to me, the governor, in whom is vested all legal authority. Now go, sir ; I confiscate the rest of your dinner, and drum you out of camp." So say- ing, Tom took up an old tin pail, which had come over to act the part of a bell, and pushing Sam out to quite a distance beyond the pine- trees, stood beating with a stick upon 188 EACHEL; OR, the pail in a very noisy, provoking way. Sarn was by no means content to go without a struggle. He tried to kick and snatch the pail away, and failing in that, he kicked and struck Tom, behaving as only a very naughty, angry child can. But Tom was so much the stronger that it was 0f no use. Sam had to take to flight, and content himself with firing back stones from such a distance as made this occupation safe. The children returned to their din- ner after he had gone, but the pleas- ure of the whole thing was gone too. They ate what remained in silence, or in discussing what a very naughty boy Sam was. It was in vain that the sun and the ocean, the summer air and the birds tried to make them THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 189 happy. If Rachel had only shut the gates of her city soon enough, such a host of unhappy feelings would not now have been marching in over her broken walls, and Sana would not have been sitting, silent, sullen, and angry, out on the rock behind the house, wishing a great many things which would not have entered into his heart if his city walls had not been so rudely assaulted. Not that we mean to defend Sam's meanness and selfishness ; far from it ; but we want to impress it upon our young readers how often a gap in their own city walls leads to large rents and fissures in the walls of neighboring cities. 190 CHAPTER VIII. SAM'S PUNISHMENT. IT was in vain, after these events, that the children tried to get back the fun and interest which had made their morning so happy. Sam hov- ered, like a discontented spirit, with- in sight of them, but never came near enough to need to be sent away again. Occasionally he would dart down and take away an article which he saw them about to need in their work, giving Tom a chase, and mak- ing him say some quick, harsh words, for which he felt immediately sorry ; and sometimes Sam threw a stick of wood, or a stone with good aim, knocking down some part of the THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 191 building which they had erected. But this was by no means the worst part of his behavior. He looked so sullen that all the sunshine in the world could not make the others hap- py with that face near them. Ra- chel, too, had lost the merry good- nature which added so much to their enjoyment. She knew she had done wrong, and she was sorry. Now, if being sorry would only do away the past, how well it would be for us ; or, perhaps, not so well after all, for God has ordered these things just as they shall work out for us our pres- ent and eternal good ; and he knows that if feeling regret could do away a sin, we should none of us be half so careful to abstain from evil. It is the dread of consequences not to be remedied, that he has given 192 EACHEL; OR, as a warning to keep us from doing wrong. Rachel would have done anything in her power to have Sam back with them, to hear his happy laugh, and see his handy, helpful ways ; but nothing that she could do would avail, and she missed him so much. If it had been a case where she had not been the first offender, she would have begged Tom to let him return ; but now she did not dare to; and Tom answered so savagely when Er- nest asked for him, that it took away what little courage she had. In truth Sam, by his continued at- tacks upon the camp, was preventing any leniency which Tom might have been inclined to show. The after- noon, under such circumstances, would, of course, be long and rather dull ; THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 193 the life and spirit of the whole/thing had died out, and if we must confess what we think to be the real reason, we should be obliged to say that it was because Rachel had not kept her city walls. Twice, to-day, they had been invaded and had fallen. By the time the sun began to go down toward the western sea the children were thinking often of home, and wishing they were there. Yet they looked with a great deal of pride and pleasure upon their day's work. It was a very pretty spot ; any one would have known that children's hands had built it. It looked like a big baby-house, much more than like the home of shipwrecked manners, but that was just as well ; it was right pleasant and taking, what more could they ask. 194 RACHEL J OR, Alice was the first one to express a wish to go home. She had not been quite comfortable since her shaking in the morning, though she had tried many times during the day to be gen- erous, unselfish, and to make the oth- ers happy, as she had asked God to help her to do in the morning. Al- ice, you see, knew that prayer, true prayer, is not only asking sincerely, but trying to carry out what you have asked for. She was made still more uneasy by Rachel's quarrel with Sam, and now, tired and homesick, she be- gan to long for her home and her mother, with a desire far greater than that of finishing the school-house up- on which they were busy. " Yes," said Tom, when Eddy join- ed with her ; " yes, yes, I am as tired as a whipped dog. I tell you what, THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 195 Ernest, if this is play I don't know what work is. I have heard Uncle William say, when I have been build- ing some of what he calls my air-castles, about being captain one day of the handsomest ship of the line that ever sailed from Boston harbor, ' Uneasy lies the head that wears a crown,' and if every governor has such a tug as I have had to-day, here is one fel- low who wont run for 'the chief honor in his state ' for some years yet, I can tell you. Come, we will make snug, and be off in fifteen min- utes. All hands, ahoy! Man the ship. Spread the sails. Hoist the anchor. Three cheers for port." With scarcely less enthusiasm than they had shown in the " dew of the morning," the children were now busy putting up things in such a 196 RACHEL ; OK, way that no intruders should them harm during their night's ab- sence, for they were to return early in the morning. They had many a day's work before them yet to make the necessary preparations for the grand party. While they were thus occupied, Sam, who had become very restless, from being so long shut out by him- self, came near where they were, to put in execution his final piece of mischief. He had determined to creep in at the kitchen-door and tear down the partitions, throwing them in a heap in the middle of the parlor, where they should astonish the others on their return to-morrow, and make them think some persons with evil intent had been on the island. This he succeeded in accom- THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 197 plishing unseen. The partitions were not firmly fixed, and they yielded eas- ily. Laughing with much revenge- ful enjoyment over what he had done, he came down boldly to the wharf, to sail with the others for home. But, unfortunately, Torn had return- ed for a moment to the house, and seeing the mischief which had been done, knew at once who was its au- thor ; so, without saying a word, he went back to the raft, saw one child after another seated upon it, and whenever Sam tried to go he held him back. When all were on board he sprang quickly on himself, and as he pushed off, leaving Sam stand- ing surprised on the wharf, he called out, "We shall leave you here, sir, until to-morrow; you will have the 198 RACHEL; OE, whole night to put those partitions back ; and I advise you to go to work and do as much as you can be- fore dark." Everybody thought Torn was in fun, and the children laughed at the joke of being left, to which in one way and another they were all accus- tomed ; but Sam had a slight feeling of fear mingling with his sense of the fun. How quick Tom had found him out, and how determined he looked at him from under his cap. Still, Sam made his mind up not to take the thing seriously ; so he waved his cap back to them, and wished them good-night, with as great an appear- ance of unconcern as he could.* There he stood, the raft leaving *See Frontispiece. THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 199 more and more blue water between them every moment ; how blue amd deep it was. Sam looked down into it, earnestly wishing he could run over it and catch the raft before it was any further away. On it went, until it seemed like a speck on the waters. Once in a while he could Ernest would stand up and wave his cap, and Sam always waved his in return, but he saw no sign of their turning around. The white sail curved charmingly in the evening breeze ; but it was filled toward home, and thither, too, the rudder unswerv- ingly steered. " When are you going back ?" said Ernest at last, thinking the joke had been carried far enough. " To-morrow morning," replied Tom. 200 KACHEL; OR, The children all laughed, and the raft danced on. " I say, Tom, don't keep Sam wait- ing there any longer ; you will get us all late home, and mother will be anx- ious about Ally," said Ernest again. "Have you there in ten minutes, or less." " Why, no, you can't, it will take that time to tack her round, and bring her along side Sam." " Sam will stay some time before the raft comes along side of him." "You don't mean, Tom," said Al- ice eagerly, " that you are going to leave Sam there alone on that island all night ?" " I mean that I shall not take this raft across again to-night, and that, if Sam has all night to learn to mend in, he probably will have his lesson THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 201 well committed by to-morrow morn- ing." "That aint fair," said Alice. " Who says it isn't fair ?" said Tom, lowering down upon her. "I say so; don't you too, Ra- chel 8" " I do," said Ernest, without wait- ing for Rachel to answer ; " and if I was only a little bigger I would go over to the island myself and bring him home." "If is a great word," said Tom scornfully. " Little Hop-o'-my-thumb needn't brag." "You are mean," said Rachel, breaking in. " You don't say so. Well, now, do tell !" and Tom's voice was very pro- voking. "You are, too," shouted Eddy 13 202 RACHEL; OR, " and I will tell mother the very mo ment I get home." " Go it, young one ; do you want a ducking? 1 ' and Tom held his hands toward Eddy, as if he meant to throw him in, so Eddy shrank close to Er- nest's side. " Let him alone," said Ernest in a manly way. " Look here, Mr. Tom, you think, because you are big, you can do as you have a mind to ; but I think it is very mean in you, as Ra- chel says, to be bullying little fellows so, and when I grow larger I will settle with you for it, you see if I don't." Torn laughed again ; but in hi? heart he was too good-natured to like to have the others all against him. He was vexed with Sam, and doubtful as to the brotherly character of the act THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 203 of leaving him alone. There is never a time when we can bear so little from others as when we are not sure of ourselves. They were now half way between the island and home, and Tom had for a moment some idea of taking the whole party off to Egg Island or the Light-house as a punishment. But we must do him the justice to say that this thought was but momentary, and that his better nature triumphed quickly, so he set his teeth tight together, (a way of doing that he had when he wanted to control himself,) and with a few strong strokes of the oars sent the raft rapidly toward home. Eddy began to cry, so did Alice ; but it was of no use, the raft touched the shore. Tom sprang off, fastened it, and without speaking a word to 204 EACHEL; OR, any one went away by himself, but not toward home. " I say it's a shame ; I'll go right home to mother." "And so will I," sobbed Eddy; "she will make him go back quick, you see if she don't, double meter, I can tell you? And little Eddy, un- der the wing of his mother's authori- ty, seemed to himself to have sud- denly grown quite large. " And my mother will say it's aw- ful cruel in him; and there is poor Sam all alone, frightened most to death, I know he is;" and Alice cried harder than ever. Ernest had not left the raft; he stood by it wondering if he would not be able to loosen and take it over himself for Sam ; but his mother had expressly forbidden his venturing up- THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 205 on the water alone until he became older, and when he remembered this he knew it was useless for him to ask permission. Rachel would have seemed, to any one who did not know her, almost unconcerned about what had taken place ; but those who did know her could have seen, from the flash of her eyes, and her tight suppressed lips, that she was trying to keep down her temper, to shut the gates while there was time. Perhaps she was helped in all this by the feeling which there was at the bottom of her heart that she had been the occasion of all the trouble. Poor Rachel has many hard lessons to learn, but in after life she looked back to this, in which she had made so many persons unhappy, as one of the very hardest of them all, 206 RACHEL; OB, She did not like to go home. To tell her mother that Sam was left would be to confess all that she had done. She would get no pity from Nancy ; indeed, she dreaded the shake of her head, and the blame she would re- ceive from her, more than anything she expected from her mother. What could be done ? who would help her ? The other children, thinking more of Sam than of her trouble, left her standing, looking out over the sea with a very sad face. So she found her- self alone, with only that dismal, dis- mal moaning that the ocean made as it broke upon the shore. Rachel here, and Sam on the island, were at the same moment listening to it, and with feelings not dissimilar. Sam had not believed that they would really leave him until the raft was THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 207 fairly out of sight ; then he began to call, louder and louder, as there was less probability of his receiving an answer, until, frightened by the sound of his own voice, he stopped, looked around him timidly, and at last began to cry. With the first burst of tears all his angry, sullen feelings left him, and fear and loneliness gradually took entire possession of him. By the time the raft had reached home, and the children had landed, Sam would have been willing to say anything in the way of promise for the future, or amendment for the past, if it had been possible ; but, alas ! it was now too late. It was yet broad daylight, or the rays of the sun were only begin- ning to fade, still Sam was very con- scious of every change in the light. The dark pines looked darker ; they 208 RACHEL; OR, sang from under their boughs a loud- er, sadder song, and the ocean, how it did moan, moan, moan ! It is never pleasant to hear of a frightened child, so we will leave Sam standing there, screaming and crying by turns, calling in vain, "Tom! Tom! Tom! if you will only come back for me I never will do so again. 5> While Rachel at last goes sorrow- fully home, Eddy finds his mother and tells her ; but she only regards it as one of Tom's tricks, and thinks he is already on his way to bring Sam back, so she does not trouble herself about it. Alice and Ernest meet their mother coming for them, and though she thinks Tom too arbitrary, still she blames Rachel, and hopes a hard lesson will do Sam good. She, THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 209 too, thinks Tom has gone back, and expects every moment to hear the boys' voices as they come walking past her house together. So Alice and Ernest are comforted, and after a hearty supper, and a pleasant even- ing talk with their dear mother, they go to bed and forget poor desolate Sam. Not so Eachel, though of her experience we must tell in another chapter. 210 RACHEL ; OR, CHAPTER IX. RACHEL'S REPENTANCE. IT was so late when Rachel opened the front gate that she found Nancy standing on the door steps waiting for her, and her mother called as soon as she heard her, to know if anything had happened. Rachel hardly knew what answer to make ; she knew her mother meant to inquire if there had been any ac- cident. There certainly had not, but still there was so much wrong that Nancy noticed the hesitation in her "No, mamma,' 1 and determ- ined "to go to the bottom of the matter" before she allowed Rachel to go to sleep. Now, therefore, she THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 211 petted the child in her usual way, gave her the delicacies which she had been keeping for her supper, and was so kind and gentle with her that Ra- chel could hardly keep from bursting into tears several times. Nancy no- ticed all these marks of emotion, and felt the more confirmed in her opinion. As it grew dusk, a child came running in from one of the fisher- men's huts to say that his mother was very sick and wanted Nancy, whose knowledge of medicine made her in great request among the poor people on the island. Nancy forgot every- thing else in her kind desire to take with her all that might be needed, and hurried away, entirely forgetting her doubts of Rachel. Rachel watched her until she was 212 RACHEL ; OR, out of sight, and then very quickly resolved to do what she had wished, but had hitherto no idea of being able to perform. There was no rest for her at home. At the full table her supper, hungry as she was, had been taken with difficulty. Sam constantly hovered near her, not visibly, my young reader ; it would have been a great comfort to her if he had done so ; but still he was there, almost as real- ly, for he was never out of her mind. She seemed to see him as he stood on the wharf waving his cap to them. What was he doing now ? Where was his supper ? Was he afraid there all alone ? Would Tom go for him ? These are only a few of the many questions which she kept constantly asking herself, or rather which her conscience asked her. Rachel's con- THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 213 science was beginning to be the mayor of her city, and took her to task for everything that disturbed or destroy- ed its peace. Now it told her that she was the real cause of all Sam's trouble; not that Sam himself had not been to blame, but she should have taken another and a gentler method of reproving him. If she could only persuade Tom to go back for him what would she not do, what would she not give him ! Rachel was very much puzzled ; she thought over every treasure she possessed in the world. There were her dolls ; there was Ella, the darling, with eyes that would open and shut, he should have her; or Sue, made of rubber, able to cry almost like a real child. Yes, she would take them both and give him his choice, if he would only 214 . RACHEL; OF, go back and bring Sam home. She ran to her play-room, and had both dolls hidden under her cape, when she remembered hearing Tom laugh at Eddy for playing with Alice's dolls, and call him "girl-boy;" what should he want of them himself? She put them gladly by, for she loved them dearly, and it was very hard to think of parting with them ; but conscience told her that, next to being sorry, try- ing to make amends was the quickest and surest way of repairing broken walls. The reparation, or sacrifice on her part for the sake of making amendment, was giving up her dolls ; but if Tom did not want them, and would only laugh at her if she offer- ed them to him, why, then, they were safe, and they might really be hers still. THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 215 Books? She had already quite a library, which her parents had given her ; but these Tom called u girl's trash." He had said that very day, when she was telling the other chil- dren a story she had just read, that he didn't see any fun in such young stuff. When he heard stories he wanted them to be something with a snapper to them; something about shipwrecks, pirates, going to sea, or seeing new countries. He wouldn't give a fig for your home stories about good and bad children ; he had quite enough of them every day of his life. All this had made quite an impression upon Rachel as he said it, and now it made the handsome rows of blue, crimson, and gilt books look quite insignificant to her anxious eyes. While she was in this dilemma her 216 RACHEL; OR, canaries began to sing. O dear, if she only could ! The thought left her eyes full of tears. Could she give him Nellie ? She didn't sing so much as Dick, and would not be quite so sadly missed. But then there were the cunning eggs, and by and by, Nancy said, Nell would have some little tiny birds to take care of. Dear me ! no ; Tom would like them. He came almost every day to see them, and hear them sing ; but she could not, could not ; and Rachel's tears streamed down so fast that they quite hid the cage from her view. "The dearer you love them the more reparation you will make," said her conscience. " Dear ! dear ! dear I" said Rachel, wringing her hands, " I can't, I can't, O dear, I can't !" THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 21 *T "Then you are not truly sorry," Baid that troublesome conscience again. " If you were, you would be willing to give anything to get Sam safely home." " I am sorry, I am ;" and I am afraid if conscience had been a child standing by Rachel's side, not- withstanding her sorrow, she felt so troubled at the thought of parting with her birds she might have easily repented of the offense of growing angry and striking the child. " There," said conscience promptly, " don't you see you are only sorry for Sam's suffering and not because you did wrong ? You feel as if it was mean in you to be so comfortable here while he is there all alone. You re- gret this more than you do your sin." " O I don't, I don't," groaned Ra- 14 218 RACHEL ; OR, chel, soothing herself down; "what shall I do ? I can't do right any way, and I can't part with ray birds, and 1 can't have poor Sam there alone all the long, long night. O I am so un- happy !" " You must give up your birds, then, that will make you happier at once. Try it and see." " Will it ?" and Kachel lifted up her head and looked again toward the cage. Nell was putting her head far out between the wires, chirping in her pretty way, as if she wanted to ask what made her young mistress so sad,- and Dick, standing on one foot, was singing his evening song. She re- membered how often Nancy had told her this was a way God had given the birds of saying their prayers ; and she wished Dick only knew how THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 219 wrong she had acted, and would ask God to forgive her, and bring Sam home without any more trouble to her, or without making her think she ought to give up her birds. While Rachel was going through all this discipline, which was a part of what God had assigned to her in this trial- world, it was fast growing dark out of doors. Her mamma had friends from Boston staying with her, and she was busy with them in the par- lor. On such occasions Rachel had generally gone with Nancy to see the sick person, and Mrs. Tilton, knowing that Nancy was away, and not seeing Rachel, supposed she had gone too, so the child was left to do as she pleased. It was against her mother's express command that she should leave the yard after dark. Never 220 EACHEL ; OR, having been near the sea before, Ra- chel had found it almost impossible to go home and be shut up in the house while it was calling her from* the beach within sight of her bed- room window. So when they first came to the island she had left home at a late hour without leave, and after some anxious search she had been found on the shore, sitting to watch the stare come up out of the sea. At that time her mother forbade her going out again after tea unless she was with Nancy. We must do Rachel the justice to say that in the hurry and trouble of her feelings she forgot this, and it is always so. One sin makes way for so many others. The saying is that " misery loves company," and I think it is so with sins. You give one ad- THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 221 tnittance and another is sure to fol- low. This is an important thing, which I very much wish to make im- pressive. You may think that this one little thing which you are about to do is so very little that it is quite, unimportant. Far from it ; this little thing is hand in hand with another, perhaps a greater, and you cannot tell where or how the harm will end. Rachel saw now that it was fast growing dark. Whatever she did must be done quickly. At this mo- ment Zaid came in at the door, and seeing her began to purr very loudly, in order to say how glad she was to see her after her long absence. She came to her, rubbed her soft white sides against her, lifted her tail, as if asking her to use it for a handle and take her into her arms, and stared up 222 RACHEL ; OR, into her face with her green cat's eyes with as intelligent a look as a kitten can well have. " O Zaid ! Zaid ! you will do, I know you will, you darling, precious, precious kit;" and Rachel caught her up, covered her with kisses, and hugged her so close that, in spite of her unwillingness to hurt her little mistress, she had to put out a pretty sharp claw in self-defense ; but Rachel did not feel it. She would not give herself a minute in which to think; Tom should have Zaid all his own, she never would ask him to give it back ; he might take it home and keep it forever if he only would go for poor Sam. Going out at the garden gate, she ran off with all speed, carrying Zaid toward the spot where the raft was moored. She had not thought THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 223 but that Tom would be waiting for her ; but when she found only the lonely shore, and the raft dancing up and down on the water, she felt dis- appointed. Where was he? how could she waste the time to hunt him up ? and the light in the western sky was fading out fast, she saw that plainly. No child stops to think long when it has anything to do ; cer- tainly Rachel did not now. Zaid mewed most emphatically several times to tell her that she was hurting her ; but it did not matter, she hard- ly heard her ; it was only of finding Tom that she thought. She was go- ing to his house, running very fast, and out of breath, when he called her. He had not dared to go home, for he very well knew if he did that his mother would send him back at once 224 RACHEL; OR, for Sam ; and though, in truth, he meant to return, yet he did not wish to do so until he had given Sam a good fright, which would make him more manageable for the future. So he had staid around in the woods, where he thought he should not be very likely to be found. And in order to make good his words that the raft should not go back to the island to-night he intended to take the boat, which, though old, (his father had taken the new one,) was sound and sea- worthy, if well-managed. His mother never liked to have him use this ; Tom knew it, and as he loved his mother, he almost always did, in this respect, as she wished. But Tom had been hasty, and acted unkindly to-night, and, as we have already said, it is the way things always go ; after THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 225 sin some other wrong act follows. When he saw Rachel he wondered where she could be going at such an unusual hour, and what for, and it was his curiosity that made him stop her. " O Tom," she said, u are you here ? I am so very, very glad. Here is Zaid, and you may have her for your own if you will go right over and bring Sam home." So great had been Rachel's sacri- fice ; so fast had her heart beaten, as she had pressed Kitty against it as she came ; so many tears were waiting all ready to flow, that she spoke very indistinctly, and Tom could not tell what she was saying, until he peeped into the bundle, which was wrapped up in the corner of her cape, and saw the white kitten. 226 RACHEL ; OR, " What are you going to do with that ?" he asked. " Give her to you, if you will only bring Sam home." What a loud, hearty laugh Tom laughed ; it really frightened Rachel, so that, excited as she was, she began to tremble. " I wouldn't give a copper for all the kittens there are on Nelson's Island," he said bluntly. " Now, if it was a pup you might hire me; but a cat, what on earth do you sup- pose I could do with a cat ? Why, they are for girls ; who ever knew a boy care a pin for one ?" Now Rachel did cry, not aloud, boisterously, as Alice did when Tom troubled her, but with great tears rolling one after another down her cheeks as fast as they could. She THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 227 made no sound, and Tom watched her for a moment in silence. " What are you crying for ?" he said at last ; " do you want to get rid of the kitten ? I can drown her for you if you do." Drown Zaid ! The very enormity of the proposition seemed to give Ra- chel courage, and she sobbed out : "O Tom! Tom! if you would let me keep her I should be so hap- py" " Keep her ! of course you may ; what on earth do you suppose a fel- low like me wants to do with a cat ?" Rachel felt as if a great weight had been taken off her, for it must be confessed just now she had forgotten Sam in her grief at parting with Zaid. She made kitty scratch and mew many times before she stopped 228 RACHEL; OR, caressing her, and then she suddenly recollected. " But will you go for Sam ?" "Sam! O that is a different thing. He must learn to mind the governor, or, you see, we shall have nothing but law-breaking on the Island, and that wont do. But, say, did you come way over here and bring your cat to give me, all for Sam 2" " Yes," said Rachel. " Jolly ! you are a girl what is a girl ! I like that now. It shows real grit in you." "What is that?" " O, don't you know ? Well, never you mind, you will find out soon enough or I lose my guess ;" and Tom looked admiringly at the child as she stood there in the deepening twi- light. THE CITY WITHOUT WALL3. 229 " Come, now, I will tell you what I will do, because it's cute in you, and shows if you have temper you can be sony for it. Aunt Lee tells us often that it is the noblest thing in the w r orld to say you are sorry if you have injured any one, and I think she is right, because it's the hardest. Now you have been and gone and done it. You haven't said it, but you have acted it, and that is a heap better." Each el did not understand all that Tom meant. She only felt that he was good-natured, and that perhaps she might accomplish her object if she would persist. " You will go for Sam, then," she said hopefully. " I don't know. Will you go with me?" "Yes." 230 EACHEL; OR, " Come on, then." The two children went together down to a cove at some distance from that in which the -raft was moored, and found the old boat partly drawn up on shore. She was half full of water. " We shall have to bail," said the tired boy, as he looked down into it. For the first time since he had left the island he wished he had brought Sam with them. " Is that much work ?" " Yes, when a fellow is as tired as a dog, and has only a pint dipper to bail with ; but I don't see any help." So Tom picked up a tin dish, which had been previously used for that purpose, and began the task. Rachel watched him a moment in silence, then she said, "There is an THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 231 old tin pan in the wreck. I will run for it, it will hold more than that." "That's cute; don't let the grass grow under your feet." Rachel had no need to be told to be quick in this odd way. She was tired too, but she did not think of it, and it seemed, even to impatient Tom, but a very short time before she came running back with two tin pans in her hand. "That is the kind of girl I like," he said to himself; "she is worth half a dozen like Alice. I declare she is better than Ernest, and I thought he was pretty well up." Together the boy and girl soon cleared the water from the boat, and though the late summer twilight had entirely gone before they were ready to start, still the stars came out so bright, and the water looked so white 232 KACHEL; OR, and pretty, with its little night-caps of foam, that Rachel felt no fear as she jumped into the boat and Tom pushed off. She had never before been on the water in the evening, and now, hav- ing her heart relieved by the knowl- edge that Sam would soon be with her, and her conscience by the expia- tion which she felt she had made in being willing to give away her pre- cious cat, she felt really happy, and quite enjoyed the scene. The low evening song of the mighty ocean might indeed have been pleasant to other and older children. Then there was the clear, starlit sky, the soft rock- ing motion of the waves, and the freshness, the almost fragrance with which the air was filled. How sweetly the billows came and went, never still. THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 233 never still. There was something in the ceaseless motion which alone would have been charming to a child. Tom usually sang as he rowed. He knew several pretty boat songs ; but to-night he was silent. In truth, he was too weary to care for anything but accomplishing the object of the trip and then going to bed, so he sat silent. Zaid went to sleep in Rachel's arms, the best compliment she could pay to the evening's sail. When they reached the island, Tom called Sam several times in a very loud voice, hoping the child would hear him and would come down and save him the trouble of going on shore ; but no Sam answered. Ra- chel called too. No reply. A little alarmed, Tom left the boat in 15 234 RACHEL; OR, Rachel's care and sprang on the wharf. What if something had hap- pened ? Tom felt his heart stop beat- ing as he asked himself this question. All at once the fondness which he really felt for his brother rushed over him. He did not think of his faults, of the many times in which he had been annoyed by him. All that he remembered was he heard no answer to his call, and perhaps but that perhaps was too hard to be en- dured, and Tom thrust it away from him with a great effort. So it will be with you, my readers. If you are ever unkind to your brothers or sisters there will come a time wher you will not wish to remember it, but will try to put it away. Tom was a very short time going to the house. Here he thought most prob- THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 235 ably Sam would take refuge, and here he found him asleep, curled up on the pile of cloths which had served for the partitions, and which he had so mischievously torn down. At first Tom had a horrible fear that he was dead, he slept so soundly, and gave so little heed to any of his attempts to rouse him. But at last he started with a scream which alarmed Tom almost as much as his silence. It was some time before Tom could waken him to a full sense of where he was, and that he had come to take him home. Rachel sat in the boat trying to look through the darkness and see if they were not coming. She heard the scream, and seizing the oars, pushed the boat a little way from 236 RACHEL; OR, shore, dropping Zaid on the bottom as she did so ; but in a moment she heard Tom's voice. " Wake up old fellow, can't you ? Why you reel about here like a drunken man. There, that is it. Want to take hold of my hand ? So you may. Why, you shake as if you were cold. You aint frightened now, with me along, are you? and here is Rachel and her kitten. Come, wake up ; we'll have you home in a jiffy, see if we don't." Tom's voice was very gentle, al- most tender. Rachel had never heard it sound so before, and she wondered as she listened. "Here we are; row up, Rachel; what in nature are you out there for ! I say, if that isn't gay, to think Sam and I could step down into the water THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 237 to you ; why it's five miles deep, I dare say." Rachel brought the boat quickly back, the boys jumped on board, and much more quickly than they came over, for the wind was in their favor, they made their way to Nelson's Island. Tom told Sam, who had been silent ever since he was wakened, to go di- rectly home, while he went round with Rachel, and without waiting to be spoken to a second time, Sam disappeared. His mother received him as if his corning was a matter of course. He was often out as late with Tom, and always had come back safe- ly,, so she never gave herself any trouble about him. She little knew what a tempest of feeling the little fellow had passed through since she 238 EACHEL; OK, saw him last, and it was not until a long time after that he summoned courage to tell any one. As Rachel came near home she remembered, for the first time, how disobedient she had been. She had been gone from home nearly two hours, but as Nancy had not yet re- turned, she had not been missed. Mrs. Tilton was, therefore, very much sur- prised when she opened the door of her room, and coming straight to her said: "Mamma, I have disobeyed you, and I am very sorry; I forgot all about it, I was so busy thinking of Sain." "What have you done, my dar- ling?" said her mother, putting her arm affectionately around her. THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 239 "I have been with Torn over to the island since dark." Here followed a long conversation, which, as it would be only a repeti- tion of what we have already said, it is not necessary to detail to the reader. Suffice it to say, Mrs. Tilton felt that she never loved Rachel better than when, after a full confession on her part, she knelt down with her, and begged God to strengthen the walls of her city, and set sharp watchmen around upon it, that none of these harmful, unbidden guests might en- ter. 240 RACHEL; OB, CHAPTER X. CAPTAIN LEE'S RETURN. THE early summer sun waited a long time the next morning for the " shipwrecked mariners " to make their appearance. The unusual fa- tigue and excitement of the day be- fore had made them sound and late sleepers, and when, at last, one after the other made their appearance down by the shore, they were tired, sleepy looking children, seeming not to care very much whether the raft left her moorings for all the live-long day. Tom, too, had lost much of his in- terest in the new home ; it is so true that the spirit of happiness to the THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 241 young is in doing right. The cloud, not bigger than a man's hand, that can cover their whole heaven, is what may seem at the time the smallest sin. Tom was tired of the authority which brought him so much trouble and some repentance. He began to think the children too young to play with, and to wish John was back from sea, or that some bigger children would drop down on the island. The consequence was that when the lag- ging mariners were all ready for em- barkation, Rachel with a larger bask- et than she had brought before, and every one with hands full of articles which were to supply some discover- ed necessity, Tom told them he had changed his mind, and instead of go- ing to the island he was going down to the cove to fish. 242 RACHEL; OR, There was no denying his right to do as he pleased ; so, after some con- sultation among themselves, they de- termined to spend the day upon the wreck, picnicing there, instead of do- ing so at their new home. The day was not more than half through, a very quiet, happy day it was, in which they all agreed, told stories, played at housekeeping, and each one took pains to- be obliging and kind to the others, when the shell sounded from Mrs. Lee's house, and Ernest ran to see what their mother wanted. A letter had just been brought from their father, in which he wrote, that having determined not to go to the port which made the extreme length of his journey, he had already set sail for home, and might be expected THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 243 in a very few days after the arrival of the steamer which would bring this letter. What a time of rejoicing it was, how quickly the children flew from one house to another, telling the good news, and how little else was talked of or thought of that day, those of my readers who have learned to love Captain Lee may imagine. In their delight they even forgot the party which they had intended to get up on the little island for his reception, and it was not until grave- ly reminded of it by Tom after his return at night from his fishing ex- cursion, that they began to feel how much remained to be done. For sev- eral successive days they went regular- ly to the island, worked with much concord and earnestness, and when at last the white sails of the ship rose 244 RACHEL; OR, above that distant horizon beneath which they last disappeared, every- thing was in readiness. Tom's raft had been lying at the island, on the side toward the harbor, waiting for this signal, and now, amid a universal rejoicing which made it rather unsafe for such young voyagers, it was crowded with the children and headed toward the ship. It had not gone far when they saw the ship drop anchor, a boat lowered, and two per- sons run down the side. "There's father! there's uncle! there's John ! Hurrah ! Now for it, three times three cheers;" and the raft tipped quite into the water as the boys stamped and clapped and cheered at the same time. Back from the boat came an answering call, and very soon the two crafts were along- THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 245 side, and Alice, without much regard to the deep water which rolled be- tween them, sprang into her father's arms. The children must all come on board the boat ; the practiced eye of the sea-captain saw at once that joy and rafts were not very safe compan- ions under children's guidance ; so Tom and John were left to row the raft in, while the homeward bound boat, under the long, steady pulls of the captain, soon outstripped it, and came into port. Our readers must imagine all the details of the return, how happy Mrs. Lee's home was that night, and how much pleasure it gave their fa- ther to see the growth and improve- ment of Ernest and Alice during his absence. Nor can we find room in 246 EACHEL; OR, this volume, which is already too long, to relate the particulars of the party which took place in due time upon the little island: we will only say everything passed off to the de- light of all concerned. The great secret of the' children was revealed to those at home, from whom it had been faithfully and care- fully kept, and Nancy won from Tom the praise of being able to keep a secret right smart if she was a wo- man. Mrs. Tilton and Captain Lee were old friends, and the addition of the little orphan Rachel to her family met with his warmest approbation and praise. "To think of it," said the good captain, with tears dimming his kind blue eyes, "that God should have THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 247 sent us both to the same place, and we should have taken these dear children to bring them up as it were together on this island ;" and then, as he ran his eye over the group of chil- dren, a sudden thought seemed to strike him. " I'll tell you what it is," he said, " this shall be a kind of branch Or- phan Asylum. That nice Scotch boy, what do you call him, Rachel? the light-haired, blue-eyed fellow, with a whole summer of sunshine hidden away somewhere within his laughing face; the one that put on my hat, you know ?" " Christie," said both Rachel and Ernest together. "Yes, that's the one; well now, children, I guess we must manage some way to get him down here too ; 248 KACHEL; OR, pretty nice that would be, wouldn't it?" " Yes, sir," said both children ea- gerly. u So it would ; we will think it over and let you know when we decide," and the captain's face had at once the look which it always wore when he was thinking it over. He held a long consultation that night with his wife and Mrs. Tilton, the result of which we shall make known in our next volume, called " Christie ; or, Where the Tree Fell." We must now leave our party of children. Tom was very much pleased to have done with the little folks, and to be able to join in the more manly sports of his elder brother John. Sam was still plotting, and still not THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 249 to be trusted, getting himself and other people into trouble, and never learn- ing the great life-lesson that honesty, even in trifles, is by far the best pol- icy, to say nothing of its being the only life pleasing to a spirit-searching God. Ernest, with no marked faults, and a strong desire to do right, was quick- tempered and impulsive, and still went wrong sometimes because he would not stop to think. Alice, selfish and sullen by fits, suc- ceeded at last in remembering the prayer that she might be generous, loving, and loved. Little Eddy took the coloring of whatever atmosphere he was in, hap- py when the others were happy, sor- ry when they were sorry, good when they were good, and naughty when 16 250 RACHEL; OR, they were naughty; but we must not forget that Eddy was only a very little boy, and he would have more character as he grew older. As for Rachel, what shall we say of the walls of her city? Certainly, they were not yet safe from all assaults of the enemy. Almost every day of her life there were times when they shook to their foundations, times when she forgot to shut her gates, times when the good mayor within warned and invited and plead with her to do so ; but she turned a deaf ear to all that was said. The most difficult enemy still to deal with was the vio- lent temper ; but Rachel was learning the value of prayer, was learning that the only way to show her earnestness in what she asked was to live up to the light that she had. Poor little Rachel ! THE CITY WITHOUT WALLS. 251 there is a lesson in her life for each one of you, my young readers. Have you not discovered it? Are there none of you that will be more watchful to rule over your own spirit, so that your city may not be broken down and without walls ? THE END. This book is DUE on the last date stamped below 10m-ll,'50(2555)470 UC SOUTHERN REGI0 ^^ AA 000475626 8 PZ6 A3R15