THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES " (She's found it, granny! " said Phoebe triumphantly. Page at. OUT IN THE STORM; OR. Olittle Messengers. BY CATHARINE SHAW, AUTHOR OK NELLIK ARUNDB!.," " ONLY A COUSIN," " 1H1 GABLED FARM." fcTC. NEW YORK: ROBERT CARTER & BROTHERS, 530 BROADWAY. TZ7 5n /Ifcemorp A LITTLE BOY HAS GONE HOlfE. 622678 CONTENTS. PAOK 9 CHAPTER I. PHCEBE'S PLAYTIME CHAPTER IL A PUZZLE I7 CHAPTER III. MAGGIE'S QUEST * 3 CHAPTER IV. A PROMISE 33 CHAPTER V. 40 COME CHAPTER VI. THE LIGHTHOUSE 47 CHAPTER VII. PHCEBE'S HOME 59 CHAPTER VIII. AN INVITATION . 7I viii Contents. CHAPTER IX. p AOE SAFE IN THE HARBOUB 79 CHAPTER X. " 'APPY NOW " 84 CHAPTER XI. ALONE 95 CHAPTER XII. THE KING'S MESSENGER IO3 CHAPTER XIII. TWO GRAVES 109 CHAPTER XIV. HARD HEARTS 115 CHAPTER XV. THE STORM 121 OUT IN THE STORM. CHAPTER I. PH (EBB'S PLAYTIME. ETCH the chair, child," gasped a man, stretching out his thin hand and pointing towards the other side of the room. The child addressed hastened to obey, dragging the heavy seat clumsily forward, while her eyes watched her father's face uneasily, with a- con- sciousness of how much noise she was making, and .of how her very effort to be quiet resulted in fresh misfortunes. The man noted it all with passionate impa- tience, uttering groan after groan as each bump and scrape racked his nerves. i o Out in the Storm. At last the chair was placed by his side, and the frightened little girl stood waiting for further orders. " Surely father was getting worse instead of better," she thought ; " for he never used to be quite like this." She had to wait some time, for even when he had all things ready, there was no strength to make the journey across that small room. Twice he sank back on his bed, too weak to make the necessary effort. " You must call your mother if there ain't any customers there," he said at last, and the child ran off to the shop below. But there were customers. Her mother stood talking with a woman who often fre- quented the little shop, more to have half an hour's gossip than to spend much money there. Though Maggie had a shrewd suspicion of this, she did not dare to speak, and went slowly up- stairs again, wondering dimly how long the neighbour had been standing there, and how long consequently she would still remain. " There's some one in there," said Maggie. " Who is it ? " asked the invalid. " Mrs. Wilkes." " Then, there goes !" he exclaimed impatiently. " Come, Maggie, haul at me, and do the best you can. That woman will stay till evening." Phoebe's Playtime. 1 1 He grasped the chair, and Maggie grasped him, and by and by the groaning, panting man reached the fireplace. After he was seated in the arm-chair he was too exhausted to do more than stare about the room with his large eyes, while Maggie stood in silence by his side. By and by he seemed to recover himself somewhat, and ordered her to place the materials for his work by his side. She opened a press and took out some neatly folded pieces of cloth, with some bright yellow lining, and the man spread them out on a small deal table in front of him, and proceeded to plan the lining of a waistcoat. But the weak fingers trembled too much to hold the needle, and at last the man pushed it all away, saying hoarsely, " No more work for me, Maggie ; I've seen it a- coming for a long time, and now it's come ; this is the third time as I've sat up to try, and it's no use." Maggie was silent. Her father had been too ill of late to bear any remarks of hers, and she had nothing cheering to say. He went on talking to himself in a low broken tone. " No more work, no more work no more rest neither ; coming, coming ; I've seen it long, and now it's come." "Father," said the child in a frightened " 1 2 Out in the Storm. whisper, " what is it ? What is coming ? what is ? " He shook his head. " Shall I go and fetch mother ? Mrs. Wilkes '11 be sure to ha' done by now." " No, no ; what good could she do ? She likes her gossip far better, and it don't matter. It won't be long." Oh the weary plaintive moan that accompanied the sad words ! He sat on, silently regarding the fire with an ab- stracted gaze, till his wife came up from below. " Maggie, go and mind the shop," she said, bust- ling to the fire, which she hastened to make up, filling the kettle and setting out the tea. Her quick eyes took in her husband's dejected atti- tude, but she attributed it to want of food, and her heart misgave her that she had let her neighbour talk too long. He was very taciturn, only grunting out an answer when she addressed him ; so, seeing he was not inclined to talk, she prepared the meal in silence. Maggie meanwhile sat behind the dull little counter downstairs, looking out on the fast darkening street, thinking the saddest thoughts she had ever thought in her little life. Her father's words rang in her ears, " Coming, coming." Phoebe s Playtime. 13 What was coming ? Vague fears filled her heart, apprehensions of she knew not what. Presently a girl of about her own age entered the shop and looked round. " Holloa ! Maggie," she said, as Maggie rose, " so you're here all alone. I want a pound of sugar, and a quarter of tea ; mother said your mother knew the sort she always has." Maggie nodded. " Are you all alone ? " said the child, " ain't you dull ? It's a'naost dark, and I hardly see you when I come in." " I must light the gas, but I was a-thinking, Phcebe." " You seem dull. I always thought you was a merry girl, Maggie." " Not when you've got a sick father," she answered dolefully. " Is he sicker than ordinary ? " " I'm afraid so ; he was awful weak this afternoon, and he did talk so funny." " How, funny ? " asked Phcebe, drawing nearer and laying her money down on the counter. " I don't know 'zackly ; but I wish I could say something to cheer him." " Don't yer mother cheer him, as you call it ? " "Not she," answered Maggie, "she's too busy." Out in the Storm. ' Can't you sing to him some of our school things ? those is cheerful." " I don't think as he'd let me." " Not read nothink to him, neither ? " " I never thought of that." " But what ails him, Maggie ? " " He says Phoebe ! it sounded so horrid he says, c it is coming.' I can't think what he means : but his eyes looked afeard-like when he said so." " My granny is the one to ask about them sort of things," said Phoebe with sympathising eyes, " and if you can run in after tea, I shall be going over there, and you can ask her." " Would she be able to tell me .what is coming ? " " I daresay she would." " Do ye think she'd mind my troubling her ? " " My granny's never troubled with nothing." " I'll come then. But, Phoebe, here's your tea and things ; will your mother think ye've been a long time ? " " Not she ; I'll run like lightning." As she left the shop, Maggie's mother called to her from the top of the stairs to come up, telling her to fasten the bell to the door before she came. Her father lay back in his chair propped up Phoebe's Playtime. 1 5 with a pillow, looking paler than she had ever seen him, and her mother bustled about more noisily than usual. After tea, finding that her presence was not required at home, Maggie slipped out to run round to Phoebe's grandmother's. Her light little feet soon brought her to the wide court, where, in the last house, the plea- santest and the cleanest, lived old Benson the carpenter and his aged wife. Maggie knocked with her little knuckles at the green door, and was immediately let in by no other than Phoebe herself, holding a pail in her hand. " Why ? " said Maggie, opening her eyes wide. Phcebe laughed. " This is my playtime," she said. Maggie looked puzzled. " Do you do scrub- bing in your playtime ? " " Sometimes ; at least, I run round every even- ing when the children are in bed to clean my granny's steps ! My father says he can't bear to see his dear old mother doing it, and so " " You do it, I 'spose." " Yes, that's just it ; and it's the whitest step in the town ; grandfather often says so." " I b'lieve it is ; for I've noticed it afore." f: Well, come in, for we shall make the room 1 6 Out in the Storm. cold. I'll be in, in a minute ; you go and speak to granny." She shut herself outside into the cold darkness, where only the street lamp gave its uncertain light, and Maggie advanced to old Mrs. Benson, who sat in her arm-chair knitting. CHAPTEE II. A PUZZLE. 'ELL, my dear, so you are the little girl who wants to see me ? Come and stand by this bright blaze and warm those cold little fingers : put one foot on the fender so and when that is hot, change over to the other ! That is what I say to my grand- children ; and see if you don't find out I'm right." Maggie looked in the gentle face and began to feel a little bit at home, especially when the warmth began to creep through her chilled little frame. Mrs. Benson rose, and busied herself about the room for a few minutes, so Maggie had time to look about her. At the other end was a bench, with chips and shavings lying about, though the carpenter him- self was not there. A jet of gas, turned very 1 8 Out in the Storm. low, made Maggie guess that he was expected back again. Across the window, behind some pretty plants, a short red curtain was drawn, shutting out the cold and seeming to keep in the warmth, while the whole room was cleaner and more comfort- able than anything she had ever seen. As her eyes came back to the fire, so did the old woman, taking her seat by it, and laying her thin hand on the child's shoulder with an in- quiring look. Just then Phoebe entered and went across to a green door at the other side of the room with her pail, coming back in a moment to say with a pretty gentle little look, " Shall I be in the way of yer talking, Maggie ? because, if so, I'll run home now." " Oh no ! " answered Maggie. " And what is it, my dear ? " asked Mrs. Ben- son, " is your father so ill, dear ? " " Yes," answered Maggie, her lip trembling. "And you hardly know what to do for him, or how to make his pain better ? " " I don't know as it's his pain. It's because he seems so down-like, and will not be comforted by nothing we can do." " How, dear ? " " He says ' it's coming, and he knew it would,' A Puzzle. 19 and you know, ma'am, I can't make out what he means ; Phoebe said you'd know." Mrs. Benson was silent for a few moments, then she said " Do you think he would like me to come and see him ? " But Maggie hastily interrupted. " Oh no, ma'am, I'm sure as he wouldn't, for he told mother never to let none of them visiting ladies come upstairs messing round him." " But they're very kind," remarked Phcebe. " So they may be," answered Maggie decidedly, " but that's no difference to my father, he never will see no one." "Ah, well, never mind, Maggie," said the old woman, " you will do as well, I daresay." " / ? Why, whatever could I do ? Father never talks to me, you know, if you mean talking sort of comfort." " There's a better sort of comfort than ' talk- ing-comfort,' and perhaps you know it ? " Maggie shook her head. " Can you read, dear ? " " Yes at least, pretty well ; I'm twelve, you know, but I'm very slow at learning." "And I daresay you have got a Bible at home ; haven't you ? " "I don't think so. Oh yes, we have; the 2O Out in the Storm. best big one that's not meant to be read, you know." "Do you think you might have that one out for a treat ? " " What for ? " asked Maggie, opening her dark eyes very wide again. " To read to poor father in." Oh ! " " He'd enjoy that," put in Phoebe, " 'cause my father does." "I don't know," she answered sorrowfully; " it ain't likely he will, for he can't bear a word sometimes." " You try it, dear. Get the big Bible up very quietly, and when you see a good opportunity, ask him if you might read a verse to him; and then if he seems quiet and comfortable, you go on till he tells you to stop." " But where should I read ? Should I begin at the other end and go straight on ? " Mrs. Benson looked puzzled. " Don't you ever read at school ? " she asked presently, " so as to find the places ? " " Sometimes we do, but I ain't no hand at it. " Could you find Luke, do you think ? " " I might if I was to look very hard." Phcebe turned to the table, and sprang up. A Puzzle. 21 There lay her grandmother's Bible as usual, its pages open now with the silver spectacles lying across them. " Try to find Luke here, Maggie, and then you would know at home ! " The child timidly advanced to the table and turned over the leaves nervously. At last her eyes filled with tears. " I don't know, and I can't do it ; it ain't no use to think such as me could comfort father." " Don't despair, dear," said Mrs. Benson kindly. " I'll tell you how to do it. Look here. Luke is somewhere near the end. Turn over all those pages, and leave about a quarter of them. Yes, that will do. Now what is the word up at the top ? " " John," answered Maggie. "That is capital. Why, Luke is the next before it. Try again." Maggie turned back a few leaves, but she turned too many, for she spelt out " M-A-T-T-H-E-W." " It is next but one to that," whispered Phoebe encouragingly ; " turn over leaf by leaf." " Here it is ! " exclaimed Maggie. " She's found it, granny f " said Phoebe trium- phantly. "Now turn over a page at a time, till you come to the I5th chapter. Do you know 22 Out in the Storm. the look of 15 in the Bible ? " asked Mrs. Benson. " ]STo, I'm afeared not." " It is like a 10 on the clock, and a 5 X and V close together. Now try again." The little girls bent their heads over the book, Phoebe watching with intense interest for the finding of the figures which she knew so well. "Here it is," again said Maggie, and then Phoebe kissed her for delight, though she was surprised at herself for doing it. " You read that to him, dear, and depend upon it that will comfort him. There's no comfort in the world like the love of Jesus." Maggie rose and began to put on her jacket in silence, her little heart full of new thoughts. " I'll come part of the way home with you," said Phoebe. " But 'spose I might never find that er-e place again ? " " I should turn over every page till I did," answered Phoebe, "and put a bit of paper in when I found it. Eemember it's near about three quarters through the book ! " CHAPTEE III. MAGGIE'S QUEST. HERE have you been, child, all this time ? " asked Maggie's mother the moment she entered the little shop. " I've been round along with Phoebe Benson, mother." " What did you want with her ? " " She said as her granny knew something to do father good." " It's not likely she does, for there's nothing now as 'ull do him any good." " mother ! " " No more there isn't. Wasn't the doctor here only five minutes ago, and didn't he say, as plain as plain, ' I can't do nothing more for your husband, Mrs. Moder; medicine don't take no effect on him, whatever.' " Maggie was silent. She had a feeling that old Mrs. Benson's prescription was something of quite 24 Out in the Storm. another kind; but she had not been used to express her thoughts to her mother, and knew that, if she were to mention the big Bible, it would only be to get a hasty command not to touch it. So she was silent, wondering with a sort of sicken- ing fear what it all meant. " Go up to bed," said her mother, " you look more like a ghost than anything else. What's the use of shivering like that? any one with a pair of eyes could ha' seen it coming this long time!" Maggie turned to the door of the narrow pas- sage leading upstairs, her knees shaking together in her fear. She slowly mounted the dark stairs, till she came to her father's room, then she hesi- tated, and was finally deciding to pass on to her own little attic, when she caught the sound of his voice uttering that mournful groan of mingled pain, weariness, and despair. Maggie was not a particularly observant little girl, and many things that she might have noticed in the months that were gone, had passed by her as if they were not ; but once roused from the sort of apathetic dream she had been living in, she was beginning to see the meaning of what she had before taken as a matter of course, and in finding it out she woke up to know that something was the matter, something very dread- ful and sad. Maggie s Quest. 25 So, unable to bear the sound that came from her sick father, she entered to see if she might do anything for him. He was sitting in bed now, propped up by pil- lows, his breath coming in painful gasps, and his whole frame shaken by his cough. As the door opened his eyes turned in that direction, and he beckoned Maggie to his side. But when she got there he could not speak, and she stood waiting. " Maggie," he said at last in a hoarse whisper, " where have you been ? I've been wanting you for ever so long." Maggie's heart leapt with a sudden new happi- ness. She had never been wanted before. " I didn't know, father," she said, looking up at him, with some of her feeling in her eyes. " It's so lonely," he said, shaking his head drearily, " so lonely and so dark." " What is dark, father ? " asked Maggie, trem- bling. " Where I'm going so dark, oh so lonely ! " " Could I go with you, father ? " said the child, with a certain suspicion of what the answer would be. " No, no, no ; nobody can't do that, Maggie." He put his hand on her shoulder, and looked with his large yearning eyes into her eyes. 26 Out in the Storm. "It's no use," he said at last, "it's no use; lay me back, Maggie; I'll try to get some sleep." Maggie did as she was bid, for the sick man to take the only kind of rest he had done for many a weary month ; she dragged him a little lower in the bed, and then with hands which had a new confidence in them, a confidence of love, she straightened the bedclothes, watching the haggard face closely for any sign that her ministrations distressed the invalid. He bore it with unusual patience, but at last he said " Leave that alone now, child, I don't care for any more moving." " May I stay along with you, father ? " asked Maggie wistfully. " Ay, ay, I'd rather have you than not. It comforts me to see you there." Maggie did not know what to answer, but she ventured to put her hand into his for the first time in her life. After she had stood for a few minutes thus, with her father's restless eyes roving about the room, when he moved his hand hastily away, she ventured to say " Might I fetch something from downstairs ? " He nodded, and Maggie hastened to the dark little parlour behind the shop. Maggies Quest. 27 Her mother heard her step on the stairs, and looked out of the door leading into the passage. " What ails you, Maggie ? " she asked in a vexed tone ; " how you did startle me ! " " Father said as I might sit with him a bit," said Maggie, trembling lest she should get a refusal. " What's he a-doing ? " asked his wife. "He's trying to get some sleep." " Oh, he is, is he ? Then, Maggie, if you're not agoing to bed jest yet, you listen to the shop while I run round to a neighbour's for something. I shan't be long." " All right, mother." "What are you awanting in there?" called Mrs. Moder from the shop, where she was locking up the little till. There was a glass door between the parlour and the shop, and the light shining over the green blind helped Maggie to see well enough for her purpose ; she grasped the big book in both hands before she answered, " I'm finding something, mother." " What is it ? " asked Mrs. Moder. " I've got it now," gasped Maggie, springing out of the side door and up the stairs. Maggie was not a very dutiful little daughter, and did not trouble to explain to her mother; 28 Out in the Storm, only glad to get out of the way of her hasty words ; she had never been taught better. She left the bedroom door ajar, and went over and sat down by the fire, laying the great book on the small table as noiselessly as she could. Her father's eyes were closed, and she had time therefore to try to remember her lesson before he should awake. She had passed through so many experiences during the last hour that it felt quite a long time ago since Phoebe had flung her arms round her neck when she had found that place, and she began to doubt if she could recall anything at all about it. She sat with her head resting on her hand, trying to think. At last Phoebe's parting words flashed over her, " Three quarters through the book," and she slowly stooped her head to have a look at the leaves. She fixed on a suitable spot and put her finger in, and then with trembling heart she opened the heavy pages. The great leaves nearly flapped back with a bang, but she caught them just in time, and laid the book open before her that wonderful book in which is written the message to us of the King of kings. Maggie had had a school Bible in her hand many and many a time as a task book, which Maggie's Quest. 29 no one had explained to her, and it' she had spoken her thoughts truly, she would probably have said that of all her tasks it was the least interesting. But now, this opening of the great Bible was quite a different thing. It did not even occur to her that it was the same book at all, as that school task. Here was something which she was told would do her father good something that would comfort him, above all other comforts and Maggie gazed upon the open page with awe. Fortunately for her, the very name she wanted was printed at the top. There was Luke as plain as possible. If it had not been, Maggie very much doubted if she could ever have found it, for she remembered nothing but that one sentence, "three quarters through the book," which she had said over and over to herself all the way home. She turned over the leaves in an uncertain kind of way, dimly remembering something about the clock, but sure that it was not any figure on the face of theirs. She turned round and scanned the little American clock which ticked on the mantel-shelf, but she scanned it in vain, for no clue did it give. At last she decided to read the figures carefully all round, and wh.en she came to the X she Out in the Storm, started with a new thought. That was it! and and half ten didn't they say ? five ! yes to be sure, 15 X and V close together. She turned over the pages breathlessly, hoping and fearing alternately. Then a light broke over her little face and at the same moment her father's voice startled her by his weak hoarse whisper "What is it, child?" Maggie had hoped to have time to look it over and get familiar with it before she should be asked to read it ; but the time had come before she expected, and instead of 'answering with any explanations, something prompted her to begin reading at once " Then drew near unto Him all the publicans and sinners for to hear Him. And the Pharisees and Scribes murmured, saying, This man re- ceiveth sinners and eateth with them." Slowly Maggie read out the words, struggling through the long ones bravely; and while she spelt to herself and hesitated, her father had time to take in the meaning, as he would perhaps not have done had they been read more fluently. " This man receiveth sinners, and eateth with them," he said to himself, with a wondering, thirsting yearning that he could see that Man and understand all about Him. Maggie s Quest. Maggie read a few more verses, and then her father stopped her. " That 'ull do, child," he said, more softly than she had ever heard him speak before ; " to-morrow you shall read some more." " Yes, father." " Eeceiveth sinners," he murmured low to himself. " What d'ye say, father ? " " I was a-thinking of them words you read, 'receiveth sinners.' Does it say who does, Mag- gie ? " Maggie looked on the book again " No, it don't say who, father ; but I can look about for it, if ye like." " I expect who it is, as I've heard on. But, anyway, you can see." There was a pause; Maggie's eyes went up and down the big open page, but she could not light on any name to satisfy her. " I don't see none," she said at last ; " it is all about Him, whoever it is, father ; for it keeps on 'He,' all the time. There's no one but Him spoke of hardly." " I daresay we'll come across it to-morrow," whispered the invalid with a sigh. But Maggie's own words had started a train of thought in her mind. Mrs. Benson's had Out in the Storm. matched them. "ISTo one but Him," Maggie had said, and Mrs. Benson had assured her " there was no one like Jesus ! " " I 'spect it's Jesus it means, father." " I shouldn't wonder," he answered, closing his eyes wearily. CHAPTER IV. A PROMISE. HE next morning Maggie asked her mother if she might remain at home from school. " What for ? " asked Mrs. Moder. " To stay along with father." " Stay long with father ! Whatever for ? " " I thought I thought perhaps he'd want me." " Want you ? Nonsense. Bundle on yer clothes and be off this minute." Maggie knew better than to object. She would have liked just to have said goodbye to her father, but Mrs. Moder held the shop-door in her hand, and she had no choice but to go out. Her heart was heavy, for while they had sat at breakfast in the invalid's room, where they generally had 34 Out in the Storm. their meals since he had been too weak to come down stairs, she had noticed his eyes looking to- wards the corner where she had put the book away, as if he fain would hear more of it. But Maggie went to school, and, like the rest, took her place and began the morning's work. She was not a bright child, or an industrious child, and she was no favourite with her teachers. She did not behave very badly, nor very well ; but she just rubbed along day after day, hoping to get as few punishments as possible, her object in life being to escape notice altogether. To-day, as she sat in class, a thought struck her, a thought so sweet that it lighted up her face. What if she could learn to find those places in the Book that were to comfort her father ! So when the Scripture task came and her companions stood up, one after another, and said, in sing-song voices, " The eleventh chapter of Matthew and the 28th verse, ' Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest/ " the words took a new meaning, and she listened with all her heart. " I will give you rest." Ah ! that was what her poor weak father wanted rest rest. She de- termined to look out for those new words, and see if they might prove just what she wanted. A Promise. 35 She stored up in her mind the place, only hoping she might remember it when she got home. After school, Phoebe Benson came up to her and said softly, " Did you find it ? " Maggie nodded. " Did he like it ? " " I don't quite know." Phoebe's countenance fell. " I think he did, though," said Maggie. " Is he better ? " " I don't think so," Maggie sighed ; " I must run home now, Phoebe." Phoebe looked after her for a minute thought- fully, and then turned towards her own street. Meanwhile, Mrs. Moder had been tidying up her husband's room during the intervals of being wanted in the shop. As she was dusting, her quick eyes fell upon the large Bible which Maggie had so cautiously hidden away in the corner under a new dress her mother was making for her. " What's this ? " asked Mrs. Moder sharply. " Don't you see, wife ? " answered the invalid. " What's brought it up here ? " Her husband was silent. " Who had it ? " she demanded. " Maggie and me." Out in the Storm. " You ? It's likely you have been down to fetch it." " I never said that, wife." " You said but how dare Maggie touch it?" " There's no harm in her having it." " No harm ! " exclaimed Mrs. Moder ; " I should like to see her touch it again, that's all." " Then you will," answered her husband quietly ; " for I mean her to have it whenever she likes." " If she wants reading, she must have it in something different from our best big Bible ! " answered Mrs. Moder decidedly, taking the book up and walking downstairs with it. Her husband's eyes followed her with an angry light in them, but a violent fit of cough- ing stopped the words he was attempting to utter, and continued so long that when she came up again he had no strength or will left to speak. She walked swiftly into the room, placed his water near him, and then, as if his attack had no connection with her in any way, she quietly went on with her dusting in silence. " Will you get up ? " she presently asked him. A Promise. 37 A slight shake of the head was his only reply. Just then the shop bell rang, and she was called away, and did not return till it was nearly time for Maggie to come in from school. Her husband looked worse than ever, she thought, when she put her head in at the door, but after a hasty inquiry to know if he wanted her, she went down again. Maggie came bounding into the shop, and was running through, when she was arrested by her mother's words. "Maggie, take along that soap and those matches and things to Mrs. Craggs over the hill at the other end of the town. Tell her I knew she must be getting out of them, and so I sent 'em along. Tell her it don't matter about paying to-day, if she ain't ready." " But, mother ? " " Be off as quick as you can ; you'll be back in plenty of time for dinner, if you make haste." " But oh, mother, I wanted to see how father was." " He's all right ; don't worry yourself and look here, Maggie, I'll not have that best Bible carried about the house and messed up with your nonsense." 38 'Out in the Storm. The child stood confounded. All her plans were dashed to the ground hopelessly, and comforting her father went down, down, down with them. She turned to the door without another word, taking up the basket and proceeding slowly on her way. It was a long walk, and old Mrs. Craggs would perhaps keep her a long time. She could hardly see her way through blinding tears. It was ever so much past one before she again entered her home. The shop was empty, and she mounted the stairs feeling strangely weary and forlorn. A nice smell greeted her, and when she came into the room her father had his plate with a savoury morsel before him, while her mother was eating her dinner at the table. " Here, child," said Mrs. Moder, " come and take yours." Maggie glanced in her father's face. It was very pale, and he seemed to be only picking at the food before him. She went timidly to his side, and was just going to ask him if she might help him, when a hasty call from her mother stopped her. She turned to the table then, and began her own meal. A Promise. 39 The moment it was swallowed she had to hasten off to school again, and so the day passed on. The light had faded out of her face as she sat doing her sewing that afternoon, and Phoebe wondered how it was she looked so woe-begone. Poor little Maggie did not know that there was a loving Father watching over her, and planning after all, the best way for her to comfort her father. She thought it was all over, when really it was only just begun. When the evening came, Mrs. Moder told Maggie to mind the shop and see after her father, as she wanted to go out for an hour. Maggie joyfully assented, and went down to sit behind the counter till her mother should go. It seemed a long time to her impatience before she came down, but at length she appeared, and after giving Maggie some parting instructions, she banged the shop-door and was gone. CHAPTEE V. COMB. AGGIE quickly hung the bell on its place, and after giving a glance round, she ran upstairs. " Father," she said, " here I am." He looked up with a pleased look, while Maggie came over and stood by his side. His wife had helped him across to the fire just before tea, and he sat now grasping the arms of his chair, supporting his weak frame as best he might. Maggie's eyes sought the corner where she knew she had hidden the Bible, and she soon be- came aware that her dress, under which she had placed it, looked far too flat. "Father," she said beseechingly, "what has mother done with it ? " " Maybe she has put it away." " She told me I was not to touch it again ; Come. 4 1 but I may, mayn't I ? 'cause you know we did count on reading it to-day ! " The poor sick man sighed heavily. " I'll not be the one to tell you to disobey your mother, child," he said, "so we'll just have to do without it." " Never have it, father ? " " I'll settle that." Maggie was partly reassured, but her little heart was full of disappointment ; for the present was much more important than the future, and her father's face made her long that she might give him all the solace possible. For what, if that should come which was coming, and he should never be comforted after all ? So her eyes were full of tears, as she gazed into the haggard face. What could she do for him ? Then her school lesson came back to her mind, and she suddenly recalled the words she had tried with such pains to remember, and which she that morning thought she would never more forget. " Don't you learn some of that at school ? " asked her father. " Yes," she answered, " but I am no hand at it ; I wish I was now, father." " Can't you call to mind any of it ? " sighed the sick man. 42 Out in the Storm. " Well, this morning, father, there was some- thing which would just have suited you, but I can't remember one word of it ! " " Was it about like that you read last night about sinners ? " Maggie shook her head. " No, it didn't say nothing about sinners. It was about tired people." "I'm sure I'm tired enough. What did it say about them, Maggie ? " Maggie looked into the fire in deep thought, but she could not get hold of the idea. "Then it was not about receiving sinners," said the poor man longingly. Maggie looked up, a sudden light in her eyes, " Why, yes, father, it was that sort of thing ; I've got it now ' Come unto Me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.' " The sick man was silent, pondering on the words, while Maggie stroked his hand with her little fingers lovingly. " Does it feel comfortable, father ? " " Eh ? " he said. " Is that the sort of medicine as '11 do you good ? " " I shouldn't wonder. But now, Maggie, who do you think said them words ? " Come. 4 3 " It didn't tell that in my lesson ; but I 'spect it's the same as says all them sort of things. There's more of it, only I don't know it." " I wish you did." " Shall I say it over again, father ? " " Very well. Say it slow and plain, Maggie." Maggie said it very distinctly, and her father gazed into the fire. " As you've read all of it," he said presently, " what d'ye suppose it means ? " " I should think as it's like promising me a penny if" Maggie paused "if I did as you tolled me." " Does He tell us to do anything ? " " Why, yes, father, He says, ' Come to Me.' " " So He does, Maggie. And so, if we come, how does it go on ? " Maggie said it again, ending up with those words, " I will give you rest." " How can we come ? " said the sick man. " Why I just get up and go to people ! " said Maggie. " But that ain't the way people go to Jesus," answered her father; " and besides, if it were ever so, I can't move." " Then it must mean some other way," said Maggie confidently, "for I know I've said it 44 Out in the Storm. right. Perhaps it's the way as they do when I go to chapel, father." The sick man sighed. It was years, years, since he had gone to any place of worship, and he could not recall anything to give him the clue. " They speak to some one in heaven, don't they, father ? " " It's what they call praying ; and I have never prayed since I was a little boy ! " Maggie came close to him, and knelt down by his side, laying her face on his trembling hand. After a long silence her father's other hand was placed on her head, and his broken voice whis- pered " Lord Jesus, we don't know anything as we ought about you, nor how to come to you. We don't even know the way to come. But oh, we are so tired, so heavy laden, please give us rest ! And if it's you as receives sinners, please do re- ceive us ; for it's very dark on before, and we'd like to know as you were there." Maggie was sobbing long before her poor father got to the end of that simple prayer, and her whole heart went up with a great longing that it might be answered. She raised her head and laid it on his breast, while his arms closed round her little form. By Come. 45 and by she ventured to look up in his face, and to her surprise there was a quiet peace in it such as she had never seen before. He looked down on her with an answering glance and whispered "We've done what He's told us, Maggie, and now we'll expect Him to keep His promise." " Yes, father." "I feel it, Maggie, as I never did 'afore rest, rest, ' I will give you rest' " He looked round the room, " Maggie, help me to the bed, child, I'll lie down a bit; and you make up the fire and put all things straight for your mother." Maggie longed to ask if he would settle about the Bible to-night, but she had a feeling that she must not disturb that " rest " of which he had spoken. So she tenderly helped him across the room, and had hardly done so when the shop bell gave a peal, and she had to hasten down- stairs. It was not her mother, as she had expected, but to her surprise old Mrs. Benson stood there. " May I come in, dear ? " she asked. " Oh yes," answered Maggie, wondering. " I've not come to buy anything to-night, my dear ; I've only come to ask how father is, and to brins him this little mould of corn flour." 46 Out in the Storm. " Oh, thank you, ma'am," said Maggie grate- fully. " How is he ? " asked Mrs. Benson. " I'm afraid as he's very bad, ma'am," said the child sorrowfully. " Do you read to him, dear, and tell him about Jesus ? " Maggie's eyes filled. " I don't rightly know myself, ma'am, but I do try to, and he does like it." " That's right, dear ; you go on reading to him, and you pray yourself to the Lord Jesus, to teach you what to do. Good night. If I can ever do anything, I'm ready, remember." As she went out, Maggie's mother came in. " What did she buy ? " she asked. " Nothing." " Came to gossip ? " said Mrs. Moder sharply. " She brought this stuff for father." " Umph, well, I daresay he'll like it. Now, off you go to bed, Maggie." CHAPTER VI. THE LIGHTHOUSE. HEY went upstairs together, Maggie going on tip-toe into the room, her mother following. The sick man was asleep, and Mrs. Moder motioned to the child to pass on at once to bed. She herself went and sat down by the fire, busying herself over Maggie's dress for some time. She was a thrifty woman, who made the best of her money, keeping her home and one child the pink of neatness. Her shop of odds and ends, groceries, thimbles, and firewood, added to her husband's trade of a tailor and her own help in that trade, had placed the family in circumstances of comfort. But joined to that industry and cleanliness, had been a love of ruling and a disregard of the happiness of those round her. 48 Out in the Storm. To have her child clean was a first necessity in her opinion, but whether that child was happy never entered her head. So she sat working, inwardly pleased that Maggie should have had to do without the Bible. By and by the invalid's cough roused him from his slumber, and he asked her if she would help him to bed for the night. She rose at once, and came to his side. " Wife," he said kindly, " will you bring me up the Bible presently ? '* " Oh, I can't have that used, Jim," she an- swered abruptly ; " it wasn't bought for use." " But I must have one, wife, and I'd rather have that one as has got our marriage written in, and all." Mrs. Moder glanced at him in surprise. It was a long time since a soft word had passed his lips ; was he going to die ? "Two hours ago, wife," he said, looking up into her face, " I should have bade you, with what little remaining strength I had, to bring me that Bible without any more ado; but now I feel different from that." " How different ? " she asked, her heart sink- ing strangely. " I have come to Him as receives sinners, and 7 he Lighthouse. 49 somehow I can't be cross with you to- night." Her hard face softened for an instant, but then she thought of Maggie and the Bible, and it hardened again. " It's very sudden," she said bitterly. " Yes," he answered quietly ; " but you know there's all the difference between tossing about on the rough waves out at sea and being safe in the quiet harbour. I don't rightly know much about it, but I've had that before my eyes all these hours when you thought I was asleep. ' This man receiveth sinners ; ' and I am a sinner, and He's received me. I shall learn more about it when you bring me that Bible, but I've learnt enough to find rest." His wife shook her head, but vouchsafed no answer. Was he wandering in his mind ? " Here's some stuff Mrs. Benson's brought you to eat," she said. The sick man held out his hand for it. " I feel tired and faint," he said; "it was kind of her." " I could have made you some if you'd have mentioned it." " I never thought of it. It is cool and nice." Still Mrs. Moder looked dissatisfied. 50 Out in the Storm. " Can you get me the Bible now, wife ? " he asked, as she put down the plate. "It ain't in the house." " Not ? " he asked, looking up astonished. " No ; I wasn't going to have you ordering the child to bring it up to you." "Well, well, wife, we'll not talk more about it ; I know as you'll bring it to me 'afore long. It won't be long as I shall want that or any- thing else." " Don't say that," she answered. " It won't alter it one way or t'other, what- ever I say ; and it don't make much difference now." " How do you mean ? " she asked, looking at him. " I mean ' He receives sinners,' so it's not all dark and lonely like it was." Mrs. Moder was silent ; she could not under- stand what had come over her husband, and sup- posed his illness must have affected his head. Yet when she looked at his face, she could not but acknowledge that it had never looked happier. The next morning the sick man was very weak and suffering, and Maggie went to school with a sad heart. Again she tried to learn off perfectly the The Lighthouse. 5 1 Scripture lesson, but the class had passed on to another part, and before she had caught many words, the lesson was over, and the slates were being got out for arithmetic. Maggie felt despairing of ever doing any good, she was so slow and so far behind the others. Now, if she could but say off two verses like Phoebe Benson, it might be of some use. Thinking thus sorrowfully, old Mrs. Benson's advice came back to her : " Ask the Lord Jesus to teach you how to do it," and she remembered how her poor father had spoken to the Lord Jesus, and how he had seemed comforted, and so she made up her mind she would do the same. She did not know that she could raise her heart to Him at any moment, so she determined to speak to Him when the children were let out for their run in the play- ground. It seemed a long time before it came, but when at last the clattering little feet raced out, Maggie ran away to a spot behind one of the elms where she could be unobserved for an in- stant, and there she looked up and asked to be shown what to do. Confident that He would send her an answer, she ran back among her companions with a heart relieved of its great load. 5 2 Out in the Storm. When she was leaving the school at twelve o'clock, Phoebe Benson touched her on the shoulder. " I'm coming home along with you to get granny's basin; do you think as it's empty yet ? " " Yes ; mother turned it out last night, and I meant to bring it round to your granny after school." "All right, 111 save you the trouble, and per- haps you'll want to be with your father." " Yes, so I do ; but do you know, Phoebe, I can't read the big Bible any more, because mother won't let me use it." " Oh ! " said Phcebe, " what a dreadful pity. What shall you -do?" "I don't know, but"- Maggie did not like to say she had told the Lord Jesus about it, so they walked in silence till they reached her home. " Come in and wait a moment while I run up and get the basin," said she. But the shop was rather full, and Maggie drew Phcebe through it to the passage, and left her at the foot of the stairs. " Father," she said, peeping in, " may I bring up Phoebe Benson, she's been so kind to me, and I think she would like to see you." " All right, my child." The Lighthouse. 53 " Phoebe ! " whispered Maggie over the ban- nisters, "come up." Phoebe's smiling little face was soon close beside the sick man, as she took his hand and asked him how he did. Before he could answer her, an exclamation from Maggie made her turn round quickly. There was the little girl gazing spell-bound at the table, as if her eyes must deceive her, for on it lay the big Bible as large as life. She heaved a great sigh, and then she remem- bered that this was the answer come to her re- quest, and she felt a strange awe to think she had received something from the skies. " Sit down, Phoebe," said the invalid, " and cheer me up a bit with your chatter. I know you can chatter, because I've heard you." Phoebe blushed, but felt it impossible to talk just when she was asked to do so ; all her thoughts went running away like a flock of sheep when the dog is after them. "Maggie," said her father, turning his head towards her, " have you ever seen in the picture shop in High Street a picture of a ship in a storm ? " "I don't know but what I have," answered Maggie. " Is there one there now, do you think ? " 54 Out in the Storm. Phcebe said she thought not, as she had looked in only that morning. " Because I was always fond of making pic- tures in my mind, and I've had one running in my head all night ; but my head is so queer, and I'm afraid I shall, may-be, forget it ; and I thought if I had a view of it to remind me, then it would all come back to me." His voice died away with weakness and ex- haustion, and the little girls looked on full of alarm. But presently he roused himself again, and looked earnestly out of the window by his bed- side. " Could you tell me what it were like, father, and then if you forgot I could tell you ? " " There it is before my eyes," said the sick man musingly, his voice coming in slow gasps, but his face full of intense earnestness. " It is an awful dark night oh, an awful dark night, out at sea. The clouds hang low, black with rain and storm, and no moon nor stars can come through them to give light around. And there's a ship on that sea, agoing a long, long voyage, and hoping to come home by and by ; but somehow the storm has took her unawares, and the great high waves have washed over her deck, and they've washed her compass right away. Mrs. Muder was serving some one in the shop and was very busy.'-fage 72 The L i /it house. 5 7 " She's been beating about on them restless waves for many a long day, thinking she must be getting near land, but with nothing to guide her to it, nor to keep her off the rocks as will sink her for ever, if she runs agin them. " I see her now, for all it's so dark, I can see her tossing, tossing with no hope at all. " And then, when the winds is blowing their fiercest, and the waves dashing their hardest, and she has almost given up all hope, far out in the dense darkness there comes just one tiny spark of light ! " And lo, as the mariner on that poor ship watches with straining longing eyes to see if it shall fade away and go out in the darkness, he finds the light still shining steady, always in one place, and always steady. " ' That's like our Lighthouse at home,' says the mariner to himself, ' and what if it should be the one as I've been wearying for all this time!' " So, though the wind and waves beat the vessel worse and worse, and the mariner fears she will be driven agin the rocks ere ever she can get to that Light, still putting all his sail up, and guiding her as best he may, the vessel comes nearer and nearer that blessed beam. " It seems to me as the storm and the waves 58 Out in the Storm. tries harder than ever, the nearer the poor ship gets ; but as I watch her, she comes closer and closer; and the closer she gets, the more sure the mariner is that it is the Lighthouse at home. " At last he is certain on it, and guidin' the vessel by that ever-brightening Light, in spite of waves and tempest, them very waves bears him onwards safely into the Harbour! " And so I see the ship now, no more tossed about and buffeted, no more in danger of being shipwrecked, but riding calm and free in the safe Haven : the Light ever burns with its cheering ray, saying, as it seems to me, while I think on it " ' Come unto Me, and I will give you rest.' " CHAPTER VII. PHOSBE'S HOME. HILE Maggie and her father were learn- ing the great lesson of finding life and safety in Jesus, Phcebe had been find- ing out how much help she needed even in the little things. One morning, a few days before the events of the last chapter, young Mrs. Benson was passing with a basket of clothes through her passage, and saw Phcebe standing in the parlour window read- ing a book. " Phcebe," she said, " before you go to school, you must sweep up this room better than that." " Why, mother, I did it before breakfast." " Your doing ain't my ideas of doing," said her mother ; " so you must do it again." She went out, leaving Phoebe in the midst of the floor. " I don't see as it's not right," she said to her- 60 Out in the Storm. - self, with a frown; "mother's dreadfully par- ticular." She glanced at the little clock over the mantel- shelf. It wanted just a quarter of an hour to school-time, and she had counted on finishing a story-book which had been lent her. In fact, this had been the cause of her having neglected to do the room properly; she had been peeping in it, and then going on with her sweeping between whiles. Phosbe had hardly ever been late at school in her life, and as she now saw the time, she made up her mind it was impossible to get it done before she should have to leave the house. Instead of deciding to do the best she could, she walked over to the fire to examine the clock more closely. " I can never do it in the time," she said to herself. " I'm sure mother could not have known how late it was." So after standing discontentedly for a minute or two, she went to find her. " Mother ! " she called out in the passage in rather a vexed little voice. No answer. " Mother ! " called Phoebe again. Then when no reply came, she remembered that . her mother did not allow them to call about the Phoebe's Home. 61 house to her. So she ran upstairs to see if she were there. She searched in the four little rooms and came down again, running into the kitchen and scullery in turn, to find no one there. " I say," exclaimed her brother Dick, who was putting on his hat and preparing to start, " ain't you a'most ready, Phoebe ; you'll be late ! " " I know I shall ; where's mother.? " By this time Phoebe was nearly crying. " I saw her go up the garden ever so long ago. Yes, there she is, standing behind that big sheet ; don't you see her skirts ? I'm off now ; I can't wait for you. What's kep' you so long ? " But Phoebe was half up the garden. "Mother!" she called, " did you know it was so late ? I shan't have time to do the room before school ; can't I do it when I come home ? " " No," answered the mother. " But why ? " asked Phoebe ; " I shall have plenty of time then, and " "You can't neglect things, my dear, one time, and then make up by doing 'em another time!" " But I've nothing to do at twelve, mother, except to take Tommy out, and he can stay along with me." " I know," answered Mrs. Benson, coming round the sheet and putting the pegs in her 62 Out in the Storm. apron-pocket; "but all the same for that, I mustn't let you do so." " But I've never been late at school this long time not once this year, I do believe." Her mother did not answer, but put her hand quietly on Phoebe's shoulder and looked into her face in silence. The little girl turned away hastily and rushed back into the house. She seized the broom from its nail and hastened into the front room. She threw herself on her knees and proceeded to sweep desperately, while blinding tears of anger and vexation prevented her seeing where she was, or what she was about. A sudden blow on her forehead arrested her, and brought her to herself. A projecting corner of her mother's little chiffonier, which in her im- patience she had been too angry to see, had struck her, and before she had time to realise what it was, she found herself sobbing and crying as if her heart would break. The broom fell out of her hand, and she sat disconsolately on the middle of the floor, her hurt head the most distinct grief in her mind, but with a feeling that she was the most un- happy little girl in the world. By and by her mother came in, and exclaimed on seeing her Phoebe s Home. 63 " Why, Phoebe, not gone yet ? " then advanc- ing further into the room, " What ails you, my dear ? " " I've hurt my head," said Phoebe piti- fully. " How did you manage that ? " said her mother, wondering at the unusual sight of Phoebe crying over a knock. But Phoebe took up her broom and went on sweeping, gulping down her tears as best she might. Her mother left the room, and came back with a wet rag which smelled sweetly of Calendula. In silence she placed it on the bump on Phoebe's forehead, and then, thinking that solitude would be best for her little girl, she went back into her kitchen. At last, the room was done, and Phoebe came through to put the brush away. She took a duster in her hand, and as she was turning away she said " Need I go to school, as it's so late, mother ? " " Oh yes, Phoebe." Poor little Phoebe's hard angry feelings were not gone yet, and she hastily dusted the room and ran off, forgetting all about her ugly fore- head in her anxiety to get to school as soon as possible. Her mistress's first word of concern brought 64 Out in the Storm. back the remembrance, and she quickly put up her hand. "Yes, I knocked it just before I came out." " Was that what made you so late ? " asked the mistress kindly. Phoebe hesitated, blushed, and then answered, raising her eyes to her teacher's face, "No, ma'am." Her mistress was troubled at Phoebe's hesita- tion, for the bright little girl was a great favourite, and she could not bear to think she should have been playing truant. " I will speak to you after school," she said at last, looking earnestly in the child's face. Phoebe went to her seat, and the day's work proceeded as usual. After school the mistress called her into her room. " Why were you late, Phoebe Benson ? " she said kindly ; " don't mind speaking out, my dear." But Phoebe did not feel as if she could speak out. " Were you doing wrong, my dear, or how did that knock come ? " " I was sweeping the parlour," said Phoebe. " And was that what kept you ? " " Yes, ma'am." " Did your mother know ? " Phoebe s Home. " Yes, ma'am." The mistress looked puzzled, and said hesi- tating, " I wish you'd speak out, Phoebe Benson ; I do not understand you. Is that all the reason you have for being late ? " "Yes, ma'am." The mistress dismissed her, though she was not perfectly satisfied, and Phoebe turned homewards. She felt out of tune altogether, and she suddenly thought she would walk home by the meadows. They were allowed to do this, as it only took a few minutes longer than going through the town. So she hastened up the solitary lane, and turned into the green field, glad at last to be alone. Just as she was thinking this, she almost ran against her brother Dick and another boy, who were standing together under a hedge. " Holloa ! " exclaimed Dick, as surprised as she was, and looking rather taken aback. " Why, Dick," she said, too astonished to know what to say. Her brother turned round to come home with her, saying in a would-be careless tone to his companion, "All right, I understand." The boy walked off, not too well pleased at the interruption, and 'Dick and Phoebe proceeded the length of the field in silence. " Dick," she said at last severely, " I thought E 66 Out in the Storm. father had distinctly said as you wasn't to go with that boy." " A fellow must have some chaps to be friends with," answered Dick sullenly. " Father forgets as he was young once." " I don't believe he does," said Phoebe, feel- ing her face get hot at the remembrance of some words of hers that morning ; for while she had been kneeling in the middle of the parlour floor, sweeping desperately, angry with herself and with her mother, she had muttered "Mother forgets as she was young once, or she wouldn't make me late for school like this." "Yes," pursued the boy, "you can be sharp enough to come down on me, Phcebe, but you're not always good yerself. I know you was as cross as two pins this very morning." " That has nothing to do with this, Dick," said Phcebe. But she said it in an altered tone, and Dick knew that in a moment. " Now, wasn't you ? " he persisted. Phcebe paused. It was a hard struggle to confess herself in the wrong to this young brother; but a sudden thought of Whose she was, enabled her to do it, and she answered, , " Yes, I was, Dick." Phoebe s Home. 67 She sat down on a bank which was close to them, and there was a minute or two's silence, while Phoebe came back to her soul's resting- place. She had meant to be alone and have time to think it all over, and she wanted to be able to go to that precious Saviour and confess the sin- ful thoughts and actions of that sorrowful morn- ing, but instead of that it was all the work of a moment. Her Lord had said to her, "Why beholdest thou the mote that is in thy brother's eye, and considerest not the beam that is in thine own eye ? " and here she was humbled, penitent, and forgiven. For she had gone to Him to be washed, and He had said, " Go in peace." So at last she said softly, " Dick, I'll tell you something." " Well ? " he answered ungraciously. " I was cross very cross. First, I was idle, and did not half do my work ; and then I was ever so angry with mother for making me do it ; and then I got this knock, and I said it was mother's fault, and I've been that nasty and horrid all the morning, as I cannot bear to think of it." " And yet you can come down on me fast enough." 68 Out in the " Not now; Dick ; I'm only awfully sorry as you can do as father bid you not." Phcebe's eyes were brimming over at the thought of her own wrong-doing, and Dick felt there was real humility in her voice, and so he said more softly " Well, Phoebe, I weren't doing no harm." " Don't you think as you were, Dick ? " " Not much, at any rate. I didn't mean to do no harm." '' But the harm is in not obeying." " But you don't always obey ! " " No ; I don't say a word about that ; but because I've been wrong to-day, and am very, very often wrong, too, it don't make it a bit more right for you to go against what father said." " I thought it 'ud make you feel for me," said Dick. " And so it does," answered Phcebe ; " oh, you can't think how much ! But all the same I never wished so much in my life as I was good, so as I might encourage you to be good, Dick." " Why do you want me to be good ? " he asked ; " it don't make any difference to you as I can see." Phcebe was silent for a moment, looking into the clouds. Phoebe s Home. 69 " I don't know as I can say what I mean, Dick ; but for ever so long I've wished more than anything else to please the Lord Jesus, and so I want you to love Him too." " Why particularly ? " " Because Dick ! if we don't begin to love Him now, we might leave it till too late." " Too late for what ? " v " To be saved," said Phoebe, turning pale. Dick was rather startled, but he rose now, saying, " Well, we'll be late for dinner if we stay any longer." Phoebe walked home slowly, her mind not made up as to what she ought to do about Dick's forbidden friend. Just as she was thinking that if she told the Lord Jesus about it, He would see to it, Dick burst out "There, Phoebe! I'll do this for yer. I'll not go with him again. There ! " "Dear Dick," she exclaimed, infinitely relieved, " I am so glad as you've decided so." " All right," he answered a little gruffly ; " but look here, I didn't do it because I was afeared as you'd tell." " Oh no, Dick." He said no more, and in a moment .they found themselves at home. Their mother was getting the dinner ready, yo Out in the Storm. and Phoebe saw with a pang that the cloth was spread on the table, and that her mother had had to do her usual duties as she was not home. She hastened in, and before her mother could say a word, she ran up to her and threw her arms round her neck. u Mother, I am so sorry," she whispered, and no more was needed. Her mother returned her embrace warmly, and then said gently " Now, Phoebe, my dear, hasten to get father's dinner ; I'm afraid we shall be late." CHAPTEE VIII. AN INVITATION. the afternoon of the day on which her father had told them about the lighthouse, when Maggie returned from school she found that Phoebe had forgotten to take back her granny's basin. So she wrapped it up in a piece of paper, and ran round to Mrs. Benson's with it. She knocked at the green door, and was admitted by Phoebe herself, who held by the hand her little brother Tommy. " I didn't know you was here," said Maggie. " We've just come to have tea with granny." " Have you ? And I've come to bring back the basin." " Why, I left it after all this morning ! Whatever is my head worth I'm so sorry." " It don't matter one bit ; but I thought as your granny might be wanting it." 7 2 Out in the Storm. Phoebe left her standing on the step while she went into the room with the parcel. Maggie could see through the open door that she ran to her grandmother's side and whispered something very earnestly. Then Mrs. Benson looked to- wards the door and nodded her head, and Phcebe came running back. '' Granny says you may stay to tea too, if you like ! " she exclaimed. " I ? Oh, thank you ; but " " Of course you'll have to ask your mother, I 'spose, but that won't take long ; we'll couie with you, Tommy and me, and ask her." Maggie's heart beat. She had never been asked out to tea that she could remember. Her mother had "kept themselves to them- selves," as she called it, and had not allowed her child to make any friends. Phcebe Benson had been the only little girl who had entered their doors. Maggie knew this, and her expectations were not very high, but she tried to hope as they went quickly along. Mrs. Moder was serving some one in the shop and was very busy. "Go to Mrs. Benson's to tea!" she echoed; " eh ? mind you're home by seven o'clock, that's all, Maggie." An Invitation, 73 " Then I may, mother ? " " I'm busy, child, do run off as fast as you can ; caii't you see I have mislaid that piece of flannel " ' But Maggie was gone before the sentence was finished ; she slipped through the shop and ran upstairs. " Father, I'm asked out to tea, but if you want me one bit I'll stay ever so." " No, no," he answered ; " you won't be late, I daresay ? " " Oh, no, but " " You need not hurry, child. I shall be all right. I feel better to-night." This was such good news, that Maggie's feet danced along the pavement, while Phoebe's feet had to dance to match them. Little Tommy, between them, nearly flew, his light toes hardly touched the ground. They soon reached Mrs. Benson's door, and Phoebe turned the handle and entered. The carpenter stood before the fire talking to his wife, and tea was spread out on the table, while a smell of hot muffins greeted their senses pleasantly. " Put your things on this peg in the scullery," said Phoebe, going on before and taking off Tommy's hat and hanging it up with her own. 74 Out in the Storm. " Granny's very particular about her room ; ain't you, granny ? " Mrs. Benson answered her smile with a rarely sweet one, while she said, " You be saucy to- night, Phoebe ! " " That's 'cause I love being here, granny," she answered. " Tommy 'oves being here," echoed the little boy. " And I love having you," answered his kind granny, taking his soft little hand to lead him to a high chair which was kept on purpose for him. Tommy knew just where he was to sit and what he was to do. He rested his two little hands before him on the table, and leant against them, while he waited for his grandfather to ask a blessing. He and Phoebe would as soon have thought of going without their meal as to sit down to eat without thanking Him who gave it. Phcebe drew her chair up close to her little brother, and after a glance at her grandmother, she placed one for Maggie on the other side of him. Tommy had taken a fancy to Maggie, and put out his hand invitingly. " This is for zoo," he said ; which little sentence made Maggie feel at An Invitation. 75 home, and she advanced to her place with less shyness. " Come along, grandfa'ver I " said the little fellow, " 'cause we can't begin without a b'essing ! " The carpenter came forward to comply with the child's request, and then seated himself by his wife. " Here we are, a happy party, to be sure," he said, stretching his hand out for hers which rested on the tray. " Why, grandmother, muffins, have you got for us ! " "Didn't you smell them and see them long ago, grandfather ? " asked Phcebe, laughing. " No, I can't say as I did." " Grandfa'ver was thinkin'," said Tommy. " Well, I was, my little man," answered Mr. Benson. " I wish I had a little brother like that," Maggie ventured to say, very softly, across the little curly head to Phcebe. Phcebe glanced down lovingly. " Yes, I can't tell you how we all love him." " What do you do at home of evenings ? " asked Maggie. "After tea I help mother put Tommy and baby to bed, and then I wash up the tea-things, and then I learn my lessons." " When do you get done those ? " Out in the Storm. " Oh, about seven o'clock, and when I have done, I run round to granny's." " Yes," answered Mrs. Benson, " and after she has helped me in a few little things, she sits down with me and learns to knit." " Do you ? " said Maggie ; " I wish / could knit ; it seems so difficult to me." " Why, it's easy, now I know it ; then while I knit I sing to grandmother." " Sing ? " echoed Maggie again. " Yes, all the hymns and tunes I know ; ' it lightens her up,' she says." " So it does," answered Mrs. Benson ; " it seems to bring the thought of heaven nearer." " I know what you're talkin' about," said the child, with a loving little nod, and pointing up to heaven, " it's about Jesus." " Yes, Tommy knows, " added his grandfather ; " and, children, I'll tell you one thing, if we know about Jesus, it's above all other knowing in the world ! Why, if I only knew how to carpenter, would that be any good when I come to die ? " " And it ain't only dying," added Mrs. Benson, "it's living too. If He loved us and died for us, ought we not to love Him and live for His glory?" Maggie was very silent, taking it all in with astonishment. She had never heard anything An Invitation. 77 like this before, and new and strange thoughts were running through her mind. Then it was Jesus who must have said that "come," which had so comforted her father; for even this darling little ehild said it was Jesus the) 7 were talking about. AVhen tea was over, the children helped Mrs. Benson to clear the table and wash the cups, and after that the carpenter said he sup- posed they wanted a game of " blind man ? " The children joyfully assented, and Phoebe pushed back the table and placed the chairs against the wall. Mr. Benson took off his coat and stood wait- ing in the middle of the room, and when he saw the children ready, he closed his eyes up very tight, and made a rush, at them. Of course they retreated into the corners and ran in every direction, while grandfather managed to catch the little skipping Tommy far oftener than was his share, at which his eyes sparkled gleefully. When the girls had been caught at last, Mr. Benson said he must go to his work, and their grandmother sat down to her knitting. " Phoebe," she said, " will you and Maggie sing me a hymn, and then it will be time to go home, I think ? " 78 Out in the Storm. Tommy seated himself at his granny's knee, and looked on soberly while the two little girls settled what they both knew, and then they began to sing. " There's a Friend for little children Above the bright blue sky." When they had sung to the end, Phoebe kissed her grandmother and grandfather, and fetching their hats from the peg, the three children were ready to go. "It was very kind of you to have me," said Maggie, as she stood by the old woman, raising her eyes full of the thanks she did not know how to express. " I have been very glad, dear," answered Mrs. Benson, stooping to kiss her too. " Good- bye, dear." CHAPTER IX. SAFE IN THE HARBOUR. HEN" Maggie got home she found her mother sitting upstairs, putting the finishing stitches to her dress, and her father propped up in his chair by the fire, with his eyes resting on the open Bible. He looked exceeding weary, and his face was drawn with pain, while the perspiration stood on his forehead with the effort he was making. "Is that you, Maggie?" he said wearily; "come along, child, and sit down and read to me. I'm no hand at finding the place, more's the pity, and it's too much for me too much for me altogether." He closed his eyes, but Maggie noticed that his face was troubled. She looked down on the book to see if anything there might do him good, but she did not recognise the place ; it appeared to be. nothing but hard names, and words she could not understand. 8o Out in tJie Storm. "Shall I turn to where we was last night, father ? " she asked. " If you can light upon it," he whispered. " Oh, I think I can, father ; it's Luke, three- quarters through the book." Maggie turned the leaves as near as she could guess, and after some little searching, and a de- cided flutter at her heart, the fifteenth chapter of Luke really lay open before her. " Shall I begin it, father ? " "Yes, go straight on and read right through. I'd like to hear once more what He says to sinners." So Maggie read all about the woman losing the piece of silver and sweeping until she found it ; and about the lost sheep, which the shepherd searched for until he found it. Her father listened with profound attention, uttering a broken " Ay, ay," as she slowly read out the words. Mrs. Moder's needle flew in and out of her work with a hasty click, which Maggie knew meant that she was dissatisfied with what was going on, but she said not a word. Then Maggie came upon the story of the prodigal son, who wandered so long and hopelessly, who was so hungry and forlorn, who had spent all and was so very, very far off. As she read the words, "I will Safe in the HarBour. 8 1 arise, and go to my Father," and of that Father's yearning tenderness in receiving his lost son, the sick man's tears rolled down his cheeks one by one. Maggie read on to the end, and then looked up. " Father," she said, " if it makes you sad, shall Heave off?" " It don't make me sad, child ; it makes me more glad than ever I've been in my life. That's just like what He's said to me, ' found.' I could never have believed He'd have taken so much trouble ; but He has, and it's like my picture as I was telling you about : ' Out in the storm,' ' safe in the harbour ' ' lost and found.' " Maggie rose and stood before the fire with her little hands crossed in front of her, gazing into the bright flame thoughtfully. "It's time for bed now," said her mother sharply. " Kiss me first, my child ; it won't be long not long now." " Father, don't say so," exclaimed Maggie tear- fully. "Why, child," he answered, "I don't mind how soon it is ; I'm safe in the harbour ! " Maggie dimly understood. Her little, igno- rant heart, too, had gone out to that mighty Saviour. He had been searching for her, and F 82 Out in the Storm. had found her ; and though as yet she knew but little of His love, for all that He was to her a living Person who had helped her in her dire need. v So she kissed her father with a comforting sense that he was loved and cared for by One who was far wiser and stronger than she was ; and she went up to bed with a heart at rest. Mrs. Moder got up directly Maggie was gone, and prepared for her husband to go to bed, for she saw he was greatly exhausted. "You'd better have yer beef- tea before you get into bed," she said, placing it by his side-. His trembling hand could hardly hold the cup, and when he had taken a few sips, he pushed it from him with a smile. "Wife, it's little more of that sort I shall want." " You'll be better to-morrow." " Yes, I hope so," he answered. There was something she did not like in that reply, something which made her heart sink down and down; so she answered a little hastily " What do you mean by being safe in the harbour ? " " I mean Jesus" he said. Safe in the Harbour. 83 " It's a strange change," she answered, " from what you was a week ago ! " " It's all the difference in the world, between being lost and found" She was stooping down to help him to rise from his chair, and as he placed his hand on her shoulder, she found a kiss imprinted on her fore- head. But to her surprise, the hand upon her shoulder loosened its grasp, and the form she was supporting fell back heavily. Without a struggle, without a sigh, his spirit had passed to that Saviour who had sought and found him. CHAPTER X. " 'APPY NOW." ARLY the next morning, a little step came down the stairs, and a little face peeped cautiously into the bedroom. But something strange struck Maggie's eyes. The fire was laid, but not lighted ; the room was perfectly neat, not a shred lay on the carpet, not a chair was out of its place ; no breakfast was prepared on the table, but a green cloth, only used for very best, was spread there instead. Maggie could hear her mother stirring about in her usual morning occupation of sweeping the shop and making all things ready for customers, so there Was no doubt about her being up; but the curtains drawn along that side of the four- post bedstead hid her father from view. " How quietly he must be sleeping," thought Maggie, as she noiselessly crept across the room, " 'Appy Now" 85 and she began to -wonder how it was his breath- ing seemed so very much better. When she stood by the table she could see her father's form in the bed, but she felt startled that he should be so very still, and advanced quickly to his side. She uncovered his face with tender fingers, and wondering who could have covered him up like that when he was asleep, she sat down by his side to wait. Maggie had never seen death, and, though her father looked much worse than she had ever known him, she imagined if she waited long enough he would wake up and speak to her. But she waited very long, and still he did not move ; at last, frightened at herself, but feeling she must do something, she bent and kissed his cheek. Never had his face felt like that before ; she started back terribly alarmed. Was that come, which had been coming ? And he left all alone ! Oh, that was a dreadful thought ; what if he had missed her, had wanted her ! She could not bear the thought, and fled down- stairs to her mother. " Mother, mother," she gasped, " there's some- thing the matter with father ; I'm sure there is. Do come up." Her beseeching eyes were raised to her mother's 86 Oiit in the Storm. pale face, and, when she saw the stony look there, she began to tremble all over. " I know," answered her mother, going on with her work. " But can't anything be done ? won't you go to him ? " " It's no use," answered Mrs. Moder. Maggie turned away, and went slowly upstairs again. Why would not her mother tell her what was the matter with father ? A new thought struck her. She would run for the doctor, if her mother would but let her. So she ran down quickly, hope once more entering her heart. She found her mother set- ting the breakfast in the little parlour. " May I go for the doctor ? " asked Maggie, " it might do him good." "What nonsense, child, nothing can do him good now ; he's dead." " Dead ! " said Maggie, turning away hope- lessly. She had a little canary onqe which had been found one winter's morning lying in the bottom of its cage. She remembered taking it out and holding it in her hand ; she remembered how cold and stiff it had been ; she remembered how it' had never moved any more. Her mother had said then, "You can't do him any good now, he's dead." "'Appy Now" 87 All this came back to her as she stood by the table. At last she turned silently and went up once more to her father's room. She climbed up on the bed and laid her head on his pillow, resting her warm little cheek against the icy cold one. " father, father ! " she murmured, " I wish you could speak to me ; can't you speak to me ? " But no answer could come from those closed lips, and Maggie put her arm about his neck in vain ; the only sounds in that still room were her passionate sobs and entreaties. Her mother's voice roused her at last. " Come, child," she said, "you must have something to eat ; it's no good fretting so." Maggie found herself lifted off the bed and carried downstairs in her mother's strong arms. Mrs. Moder placed her in a chair by the parlour fire, and put a cup of hot tea in her hand. The child drank some mechanically, and was revived by the warmth. The fire, too, began to take effect on her chilled little frame, and though she still shivered, she raised her head and looked at her mother. " Won't you have some breakfast, mother ? " she said. " I can't eat, child," said her mother, sitting 88 Out in the Storm. as Maggie had never seen her sitting before with her hands folded dejectedly in her lap. " Mother," said Maggie, coming to her side timidly, and placing her hand on her shoulder, " I have just thought of something." Mrs. Moder did not answer or take any notice of the trembling touch. " He said," pursued Maggie, " as he was safe in the harbour ; and he seemed very glad, so perhaps he don't want us as much now as I've been thinking." " I don't know," answered her mother. " But he said so, didn't he ? " "Yes, 'he said so." The cold calm face continued to be turned away from the little comforter. " Mother," Maggie went on softly, " I've often been tiresome to you, but I'm awful sorry now ; will you let me try to be good ? " " Maggie, Maggie ! " exclaimed the poor woman, bursting into tears and holding out her arms at last, " if only he could come back ! " They wept together for a long, long time, the child folded in arms that had never embraced her since she had been a baby. Perhaps the mother was realising how much she had missed ; " 'Appy Now" 89 the child was thinking that there was joy even in such sorrow. " Mother," she whispered presently, " Jesus our Saviour really does hear us when we speak to Him." " How do you know ? " " Because each time He's sent me an answer." " How can He ? " asked Mrs. Moder, raising her head and wiping her eyes. " That I don't know ; only somehow He does, mother. Father asked Him, and I've asked Him, and I know" Mrs. Moder shook her head, though she did not seem to mind Maggie's saying it. By and by she rose to clear away the break- fast. " I'll think about it, child," she said ; " but it's all dark to me." Maggie stood before the fire feeling very for- lorn and miserable ; she knew it must be getting near school-time, but she supposed she need not go to school. " Can I help ? " she said, turning round and noticing her mother's pale set face. "Yes, you must answer the shop while I go out," answered Mrs. Moder ; " you'll not mind being left alone ? " " Oh no, mother." " I shall be back as soon as I can." go Out in the Storm. " But ain't you going to take down the shutters, mother ? " " No, let them bide ; if any one wants anything they can have it, but I shan't have the shutters took down." So Maggie was left alone. Her tears had all been shed, and she set about seeing what there was to do. She brushed up the hearth, dusted the room, and then went into the shop. How miserable it all looked in the dim light which made its way through the little glass door. She sat down behind the counter, because she had nothing alse to do, and waited wearily. How she longed for the sound of that cough once more, or the heavy breathing which had been its accompaniment night and day for so long! And then the thought came over her, that perhaps her dear father was well of that cough and had no more suffering where he was. She had heard about people going to heaven, and she supposed that must be where her father was. These thoughts made her cry once more, but they were peaceful tears too ; for how could she be sorry when he was glad ? At least she thought she oudit not to be. In the grass, which was only just beginning to get green, a tiny buttercup jieeped out." Page 114. Now" 93 Just then the glass door opened, and Phoebe and her little brother came in. " Maggie ! " she exclaimed, coming round the counter and throwing her arms round her neck, " I am so dreadfully sorry." Maggie cried still more at the loving sym- pathy, and then she sat down again and took Tommy on her knee, feeling as if to press him in her arms was the greatest solace she could have. Tommy understood that there was grief, and twined his arms lovingly round her neck. " You said he did love Jesus, didn't you ? " said Phoebe gently. "Yes oh yes. He said he was safe in the harbour that Jesus received sinners. I'm sure he loved Him ! " "Then he's happy now," said Phoebe conn- dently. " He's 'appy now," echoed Tommy, raising his little eyes to Maggie's, " 'cause he loves Jesus." Maggie knew but little yet about Jesus, but these assurances gave her infinite comfort. Many little children who have been to Sunday-school all their lives know all about being sinners and Jesus dying to save them from their sins, and all about going to heaven if their sins have been washed away in His precious blood. But 94 Out in the Storm. Maggie had never been taught these things; beyond the bare name, she Had never heard about Him till the last few days. Yet, in those few days she had learned what some children better taught have never learned, that Jesus loved her, and gave Himself for her. This knowledge, imperfect as it was as yet, was enough to carry her through all the storms of life, safe home to glory at last. CHAPTER XI. ALONE. OULD that long weary day never pass away ! Maggie sat in the cold shop, or went and stood by the little parlour fire in forlorn solitude. Her mother came back after a time, and by and by a man called, and Mrs. Moder went up with him to the chamber of death. After that, when he was gone, things went on much as usual, except that they sat down in the darkened little parlour, instead of up in her father's room. A few customers came in, more than usual, Maggie thought, but her mother did not stay to gossip with any of them to-day. Her face stopped the inquiries that would otherwise have been plentiful. She served them with the trifles they required, and if any one asked in an awed whisper " if he was gone ? " she merely bowed her head in answer. Out in the Storm. " Were it very sudden at the end ? " one of her neighbours ventured to ask, and she re- plied coldly, " He died at eight o'clock last night." So the day wore away, and early in the even- ing Mrs. Moder told Maggie she was coming up to sleep in her room, and that they would shut the shop and go to bed at once. "Mother," said Maggie, "may I read to you them words he liked so, what gave him comfort ? " " I can't bear no reading, child." " Could you let me say that one to you, that I don't know where it is, only I can say it. I did say it to him, and it was then he asked Jesus to give us rest." " Well, say it if you like, child ; I don't 'spose it'll do me good." " ' Come unto Me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest,'" said Maggie. " Well, now, child, if you're satisfied, we'll go to bed." Maggie felt far from satisfied, for it grieved her little heart to see her mother's face of silent grief; but she did not know what more to do for her, so she hastened upstairs. As she came to her father's door she paused : then stepped softly in and put down the candle Alone. 97 on the table. Suddenly she thought of some- thing. She had been cherishing a geranium for months, and it had just sent out one lovely flower. She hastened to the window where it stood, and plucked it ; then she crept softly to the bed and placed it on her father's breast. When she had given one kiss on the cold cheek, she hurried away lest her mother should mind her being there. She had never been taught to pray to God every morning and evening, but she had a vague idea that some people did ; she thought she had seen pictures of it. So, feeling a great need of comfort, and having found that there was deepest peace in coming to Jesus, she knelt down and told Him just how sad she was and how sad her mother was. Then she got into bed and, wearied with much sorrow, fell asleep. It was some hours after that she was wakened by a stifled sound of weeping, and then Maggie recognised her mother's voice close to her side. "Poor mother," said she pityingly, raising herself to put her arms round her, as she had clasped little Tommy, " Jesus is sorry for you. I've told Him all about us, and He knows now." " Ah, child, child ! " was all Mrs. Moder could answer. " He says, ' Come to Him,' " persisted Maggie, G 98 Oitt in the Storm. " and father came, and I came, and now, mother, do you come. He does give rest." The poor woman's sobs subsided while she listened to the soothing little voice, and Maggie finding this, went softly on, repeating that one text over and over, till she heard her mother's breath come and go quietly, and then she knew that she was asleep. The next few days passed on with but little variation, her mother being very silent, but al- lowing Maggie to do many little trifles for her which before she would have refused. They were days of peace to Maggie. When her mother did not want her, she crept up to that still room, sat down at the little table, and opened the big Bible. Slowly she would read to herself in a low whisper the words of the sacred book, beginning at the loved chapter which had been her father's solace, and continuing page after page till she got to the end. When she came to the 43rd verse of the 23rd chapter, and read the words " To-day shalt thou be -with Me in paradise," her eyes shone with joy, and she went over and gazed upon her father's face with new happiness. " Then he is safe and happy," she murmured. " Oh, I'm so glad, so glad ; I wish I'd read that Alone. 99 to him before, but he knows now ; oh, I'm so glad ! " " What are you so glad about ? " asked her mother, who had come in and was standing by the coffin on the other side. She spoke low, and looked with wonder at the little girl. " See here, mother," whispered Maggie, pulling her forward to the book, and pointing with her little finger ; " I thought as he was safe and happy, but now I know it ! I've read all on to here, and every word of it is that same sort of thing about receiving sinners. I wish as you'd let me read it to you." " Well, there's no call for you to sit up here in the cold, child ; bring the book downstairs and we'll see.'"' "Oh, I don't mind the cold, mother; but I'd like to bring it down, if you'd let me." Mrs. Moder said no more, but Maggie knew no second permission was needed. So that evening, when her mother sat down to her work, she placed the Bible on a chair close to the fire, and fetching a low stool from the shop, on which her mother used to stand to reach anything, she seated herself and opened the leaves. Mrs. Moder stitched away at the black work, while Maggie stumbled along over the blessed ioo Out in the Storm. words. She could' read it better than she had been able to do that first day, but still it was very poor reading. Mrs. Moder made no remark, but listened in silence, and tear after tear rolled into her lap. Maggie began at the I 5th chapter of Luke, feeling more at home there than in any other place, and consequently, as it was not new to her, she read it with more appreciation of its beauty. When at last she grew weary, her mother spoke. " It's very nice, child," she said, " and I like it better than I thought I should ; but it ain't meant for me." " Ain't it ? " asked Maggie, wondering. " No," answered Mrs. Moder decidedly. " I thought it was meant for everybody, mother," said Maggie, hesitating j " but perhaps it's only, as father said, meant for sinners." Mrs. Moder gave a quick glance at the child's face, but the unconscious puzzled look there made her turn away without speaking. " I wish I knew," said Maggie after a pause. " Knew what ? " " Whether anybody but sinners may come to Him." Mrs. Moder was silent. The next day was arranged for the funeral. At twelve o'clock Maggie was dressed in her Alone. 101 black frock, and Mrs. Moder told her with an averted face, that if she wanted to go into that room again, she had better do so now. The child gave a startled look at her mother and hastened away. By and by Mrs. Moder's footsteps were heard on the stairs, and Maggie hastily pressed one last kiss on the marble brow and hurried from the room, without daring to look back. Just as they were ready to start for the ceme- tery, Mr. and Mrs. Benson came to the house. Maggie opened the door to them, and raised her heavy eyes in surprise. " Will you ask your mother, my dear," said Mrs. Benson, " if we may walk with you ? I hear she is going alone, and we should like to do it if it would be any comfort." The last words were spoken to Mrs. Moder herself, who had followed Maggie to the door. " You're very kind," she said stiffly, not knowing how to refuse, and yet wishing they had not asked. " I am sure you will feel less lonely," said the old woman kindly, though she perfectly under- stood she was not wanted. " Just as you please," said Mrs. Moder ; " will you walk in ? " Maggie's little hand was slipped into Mrs. Benson's, and gave hers a grateful squeeze. She IO2 Out in the Storm. noticed that her old friend was dressed in her best, and had a black bonnet and shawl. The cemetery was some distance from the town. Maggie walked beside her mother, and old Mr. and Mrs. Benson followed. Everything seemed very strange to the child, and she was very glad when it was .all over. Mrs. Moder did not invite Mr. and Mrs. Ben- son to enter the house on their return. " I thank you kindly," she said, holding out her hand to them at her door. " You were quite right ; it was better than being alone, but I can't say any more to-day." So she and Maggie were shut into the deso- late house. After tea, when the child took out the big Bible to read as usual, her mother said, " Child, do you remember what you said yes- terday about the book not being meant for me ? " " I remember as you said you did not think it was," said Maggie, her old misgivings and per- plexities on the subject rising up again. " Well, I've no wish to make myself out better than I am, though I'm not so bad as some of my neighbours. I couldn't say as I'm anything but a sinner." " Then that's all right, mother," said Maggie joyfully ; " because father's text was, ' This man receiveth sinners,' so you see it is meant for you." CHAPTEE XII. THE KING'S MESSENGER. WEEK or two after her father's death, Maggie was running home from school, when she was arrested by knocking against some one who was walking briskly in an opposite direction. " Why, my child, gently," said the old woman patiently, " little folks should look where they're agoing ! " Then Maggie recognised a kind voice, and looked up in old Mrs. Benson's face. " It's you, is it, Maggie ? " she said ; " why, I was just thinking about you ! " " Thinking about me, ma'am ? " asked Maggie surprised. " Yes ; about you and your mother ; how is she, dear ? " " I don't know, ma'am ; but I think she's all ridit." 1 04 Out in the Storm. "I wanted to ask her something. Is she at home ? " " Oh yes, she's always at home now." Maggie's lip trembled ; somehow talking to dear old Mrs. Benson touched her heart and brought up old thoughts, and made her realise afresh all she had lost. Yes, her mother was always at home now, as she had said. Poor Mrs. Moder had no heart to go out, and sat behind her counter in silence from morning till night. " Then I'll come home with you, my dear. I'm sure you try to comfort your poor mother all you can ? " " She don't like me to talk to her," said Maggie. " Talking ain't everything, as we often say at home," answered Mrs. Benson ; " but there's other ways of comfort, my child." Maggie hung her head; she felt that she could do very little for her mother. " You try, don't you, dear ? " " Oh yes, ma'am, only I don't know as I do any good." " To be sure you do. If you are always look- ing to see what you can please her in, there'll come a time when she'll find out as it's good of the dear Lord to give her a little girl." The King's Messenger. 105 Maggie looked up. " Did He give me to mother ? " she asked wondering. " Why, to be sure He did ! " They turned at this moment into the little shop, and Mrs. Benson greeted Mrs. Moder kindly, asking her if she might come in and sit down for a few minutes. Mrs. Moder, though she answered less harshly than she had done on the day when her husband was buried, still replied so coldly, that most people would have been offended and have ceased to care to make friends. But Mrs. Benson felt differently from most people. She made very few acquaintances, and never found time for visiting her neighbours for the sake of a little gossip. But she could find time to do many a little kindness, to pay many a visit where her loving face and cheerful words would relieve sorrow and bring hope. For she knew her Master's voice, and when He spoke to her and bid her carry a message for Him, straightway she went and did it. So to-day she took no notice of Mrs. Moder's stern face and want of welcome, but went forward into the little sitting-room, saying, as she sat down " I do not go to strangers very much, Mrs. io6 Out m the Storm. Moder, but I do not feel you a stranger, knowing your dear little daughter." Mrs. Moder was silent, hardly assenting with a glance. "And I do not feel you to be a stranger, seeing that we stood with you at the graveside so lately." " That was none of my seeking, ma'am, as you know," she answered coldly, " though, as I said, I was obliged to you afterwards." "When I was told to come and see you, I was sure the Friend that sent me knew what He was doing." Mrs. Moder looked a little surprised, but also a little angry. " I have no friends here," she said, " so I don't see as any one had any right to meddle in my affairs." " It was a Friend better than any earthly friend. It was ' the Friend of sinners.' " Mrs. Moder started, and then recovering her- self said, as she rose from her chair " I'm a person who has been used to be to myself all my life, ma'am, and though I don't wish to be rude to those who mean it kindly, yet I'd a great deal rather you'd let me alone." Mrs. Benson rose too, without a shade of The King's Messenger. 107 vexation in her sweet gentle face ; she put her hand on Mrs. Moder's arm and said gravely " My dear, I'm an old woman, and I'm not going to be vexed with you ; I know too well what a sore wounded heart you've got, and that alone would be enough reason. But there's just one thing I've got to say " She paused, and Mrs. Moder felt constrained to look into her face and listen. " There's a great King somewhere a great mighty King. " And He has servants of all sorts ; poor and rich, old and young ; and He said to one of His old servants the other day, ' Go and take this message to that poor woman who's lost her husband.' " Mrs. Moder turned away hastily, and dropped into her chair. " And this was the message," pursued Mrs. Ben- son tenderly, " ' I know the thoughts that I think towards you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil,' ' I have loved thee with an ever- lasting love, therefore with loving-kindness have I drawn thee.' " " Drawn me ? " said Mrs. Moder in spite of her- self. " He drew your husband, didn't He ? " " / don't know ! " she answered bitterly. io8 Out in the Storm. "And He^ drawing you. He's saying to yon at this very moment, ' I have loved thee with an everlasting love ; ' ' God so loved the world, that He gave His Son.' " When Mrs. Moder looked up, she found herself alone ; the King's messenger had gone. CHAPTER XIII. back, TWO GRAVES. WO or three months passed away. In- stead of the biting winter days and leafless trees, warm sunshine had come and all the earth looked bright and green. Phcebe and Maggie were sitting in the ceme- tery together, picking daisies and tying them in wreaths while they talked. They had come there that spring afternoon to bring some flowers for two graves. Phcebe was dressed in mourning, and her bright little face looked rather more sober than usual, while Maggie's seemed brighter and happier than it had ever been before. " I like being here," said Phcebe softly, laying her hand on a little mound whose turf was hardly yet grown green ; " it seems to bring me nearer to him, it is so quiet and peaceful." 1 10 Oiit in the Storm. " Yes," answered Maggie thoughtfully, " it is quiet, and in that way it seems to make heaven nearer; but I am glad I don't have to think they're here." " So am I," answered Phoebe tearfully ; " but I'm not so good as you, Maggie ; I don't think of heaven as often as you do." "Why, I'm not good," exclaimed Maggie; " I'm all sorts of things that are bad ! I'm idle, and I am naughty to mother sometimes, and when she's sharp with me I get cross, and " "I daresay you do, but I don't mean that way," answered Phoebe; "but you can't deny it, you do love the Lord Jesus far more than I do." "I don't know how to measure love," an- swered Maggie simply ; " but I ought to love Him, for oh, Phoebe, if you could guess how sad and desolate I was afore He found me out ! " "Yes, that's" what I mean; you knew how bad it was to be without Him, and so, now He's your best friend." " But so He is yours, Phoebe ? " " Yes oh, so He is but I don't talk to Him and tell Him everything as you do." " But you could if you liked," said Maggie. " Does He answer all your prayers ? " asked Phoebe softly. Two Graves. 1 1 1 Maggie's countenance fell for an instant as she answered slowly, "Not yet, Phoebe." " And you think He will ? " "Yes." "What do you do when He don't answer you ? " "I go on asking Him to do it if He don't mind." Maggie looked up into the blue sky, and Phoebe's eyes followed hers. " / asked Him not to let little Tommy die," said Phoebe sorrowfully. "But then, Phoebe," said Maggie gently, "perhaps He thought it was best so." " Yes only I loved him better than anything in the world, and I am all miserable now he's gone." Maggie knew something of what that loneli- ness of Phoebe's meant ; she could guess at it by what she felt in looking at her father's empty chair; so she did not answer, but her heart ached at the sad tone of the poor little sister's voice. "He always loved Jesus, I think," said Phoebe thoughtfully ; " and after he was taken ill he would ask me over and over to say his hymn to him about ' that 'appy place,' as he used to call it. Oh, I wish you could have 1 12 Out in the Storm. seen how it comforted him to hear about Jesus ! " " Then don't it comfort you too, Phoebe ? " "Yes and you mustn't think, Maggie, as I don't love Jesus because I do but " " You can't just be happy that He wanted the little darling ! " Phoebe's arms rested on her knees, and she laid her head upon them with a sob, as she shook her head. " I should like to have seen him and kissed him. once more ; I never knew or heard he was ill; and then you came and told me he was gone." " Yes, it was very sudden ; just a violent cold such as he had often had before/' " Who taught him . about Jesus ? " asked Maggie gently, longing to hear all particulars, and yet hardly knowing if Phoebe liked to tell. " It was granny most, and father. Once Tommy and I had to spend three months with granny, for mother was very ill and could not see after him ; so we went there, and I remember every day granny would take him on her knee, though he was only a bit of a boy, and would tell him ' Jesus loved him.' It was then he learnt to point to Heaven, like you've seen him Two Graves. 1 1 3 do ; and I can't tell you how happy he used to be. It was then I first began to love the Lord Jesus." " Did your mother teach him too ? " asked Maggie. " Sometimes lately. Mother says her long illness made a great difference to her, and she knows now what she never did 'afore." Maggie's eyes glistened. " I'm so glad ! " she said. But Phosbe laid her head upon her knees again quite dejectedly. " What is it makes you so sad ? " asked Maggie ; " is it that you're afraid he ain't happy." " No ; oh no ! " " Then it's because you're lunely ? " asked the child softly. "No it's just this, Maggie. I want him dreadfully sometimes, and I can't be satisfied as my prayer wasn't answered." Phoebe spoke low, as if half ashamed to say it ; and yet it was a relief, and her tears fell more quietly. " If we ask Jesus," whispered Maggie, bending over her and stroking her hair with loving hand, " He will make you understand, and be glad He's done it." " Will He ? asked Phoebe, looking up. " I am sure He will, He loves us so." H 1 1 4 Out in the Storm. The children took up their daisies again and twined them in silence, till two pretty wreaths lay on the two graves beside the spring flowers from their gardens which they had brought with them. "Look," exclaimed Phoebe softly, pointing down on the grave. In the grass, which was only just beginning to get green, a tiny buttercup peeped out. " Oh, don't pick it," said Maggie. " It's for father's Bible," answered Phcebe tenderly ; " our little darling loved buttercups so. He always came home with his pockets full of them." Then they turned away in silence, and walked home hand in hand ; the knowledge that their two loved ones, whose bodies lay there, were re- joicing in the Paradise of God, took away the sting of death. CHAPTER XIV. HARD HEARTS. UT poor little Maggie had her own troubles and an unanswered prayer resting on her heart too. Her mother, after the first few days of their sorrow, had re- lapsed into the same cold woman she had been before, and desolate indeed would the child have been, but for the ever-present Saviour on whom she learned to depend the more that she had no one else. Sorely as she wished her mother would take her to her heart, yet when she did not, she crept up to her room and knelt down by her bed and told Jesus about it. They were poor little prayers, for Maggie had never learned to pray ; but they were just words straight from her little sorrowful heart, up to that great heart of love which was longing to give her peace and rest. 1 1 6 Out in the Storm. So the little prayer that began by telling Him how lonely she was, ended in thanking Him for His comfort ; and then came that earnest entreaty " that He would comfort mother too." One day, when she came down from tell- ing Jesus everything, her mother called her into the little parlour, where she was sitting at work. " Where have you been, child ? " she asked. " Upstairs, mother." " What have you been doing there ? ' The tone was severe, and Maggie trembled and answered hastily "Nothing, mother." "Nothing?" said Mrs. Moder, noticing the burning blush that overspread the child's face. "At least" " There ! " exclaimed her mother, " say not a word more ! I thought, after all your loving Jesus and all that, you'd have been above telling a lie!" " mother ! " said Maggie, turning away, cut to the heart at her words. " Loving Jesus and all." She went into the shop, hardly knowing what she was doing, and stood at the glass door looking out. " Had she told a lie ? " She Imrdly knew ; she felt she had Hard Hearts. 1 1 7 been very wrong not to have spoken out at once ; Tout fear of her mother's anger, and perhaps deri- sion, had made her hesitate, and now she. was actually accused of a lie. As she stood and thought it all over, every moment it seemed harder to go and explain it to her mother. No, she could not. So having made up her mind so far, she tried to shake off her miserable feelings, and set about her lessons. She walked back into the other room with a hard look on her face, such as it had never worn since that glad day when she had heard the voice of Jesus saying " Come." Her mother took no notice of her, and Maggie went over her tasks as industriously as she could. But though her eyes were on the words, her thoughts were far away. She was debating with herself as to what she would do. Pride said, " Go on with your lessons as if nothing had happened: you had been doing no harm, and she ought not to have blamed you ; " and Conscience said, " Difficult as it was, the plain straight path would have been to say at once what you had really been doing, no matter if mother had not understood it." The battle raged fiercely in her heart, and 1 1 8 Out in the Storm. again and again the poor little girl said hope- lessly, " I can't do it, and it's no use." " " It's bedtime," said her mother presently, " go at once, Maggie." Not a line had she learned, not a sentence had entered her mind. She closed her book and raised her eyes to her mother's. But they were fixed on her work, and Maggie slowly came round to bid her good-night. " Good-night," said her mother gravely, and Maggie kissed the cool cheek which was half turned away. Then she took her caudle and went to her room. It was many months now since she had begun the habit of praying night and morning, so she knelt down before she undressed, in her usual way, and then she paused. The battle raged in her heart still, and she could not speak to the holy God while it did, and yet how could she conquer herself ? At last the words came over her, " Come unto Me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden," and she knew the voice, and as she heard it, her hard little heart melted, and all at once she realised all the siufulness of the last hour's thoughts. She buried her face in her hands, and looked to that tender, pitying Saviour, whose love had Hard Hearts. 119 not grown cold because she had been so rebellious ; and as she once more responded to His call, she found the " Eest " He had promised. Though Maggie understood very little about the victories He will give if He is trusted, yet she had trusted, and now rose up strong in His strength. She ran down to the little parlour again. " Mother," she said, coining in and standing before her, " I am so sorry I didn't answer you as I ought to ha' done. Will you forgive me, mother ? " Still the grave face looked down at her, and her mother only said " Well, what were you doing, then ? " " I was praying to the Lord Jesus." " And so," said her mother scornfully, " when you've been praying to Him, you come straight away and behave like that. I've seen how cross and angry you've been all the evening ! " " I know I have ; I'm awful sorry, mother," said Maggie, choking down the tears which OO ' CJ would rise up in her eyes, and overflow in spite of her utmost efforts. "Well, we'll say no more, then," said Mrs. Moder less harshly, " go to bed now." " Won't you kiss me, mother ? " " I never did like deceiving," said her mother, 1 20 Out in the Storm. stooping to kiss her. " There, don't cry any more." But it was a long time before Maggie's tears stopped, though she went up to bed at once, and laid her head on her pillow. If her cross angry face had so offended her mother, must it not have grieved her Saviour ? and to have hurt Him who > had loved her and died for her, and given her rest, broke her little heart. So it was not till her father's chapter once more came into her mind that she could be at peace. " Bring forth the best robe and put it on him," it said ; and with this comforting thought, that all her sins were covered by that " best robe," she slept. CHAPTEE XV. THE STORM. EDSUMMEE came, and with it changes O in ]\ [aggie's home. Mrs. Moder's shop had never been a very successful one, and when the help was gone which her husband's tailoring had been, she began to see that she must do something different if she intended to pay her rent. Then arose the question in her mind what she should do. She had no friends in the little town in which they lived, and except that grave there was no tie to the place. She had relations in Canada, who were often writing, telling her of their success, and now her thoughts turned towards them. She was too proud to live among her neighbours in altered circumstances, and unable to devise any means of increasing her little trade, she thought emigration would offer a sphere for her energies. 122 Out in the Storm. To 3^rs. Moder to decide on a thing was to do it, and before many weeks were over she had sold her business, disposed of her furniture, and she and Maggie were ready to start on their long journey. " Mother," Maggie said on the morning of the last day, " may I take * a walk with Phoebe Benson this afternoon ? " " A walk ? how ridiculous ! I'm sure we're tired enough without walks." " But I did want to go with her once more, mother," said Maggie beseechingly. "You can do as you like," answered Mrs. Moder, turning away. So Maggie ran round to ask Phoebe if she would come, and to her joy Phoebe's mother gave permission for a walk after tea. The days were long, and there was no pleas- anter time ; so by and by the little girls set forth for the last time together. They were very silent ; the solemnity of a long parting was upon both their hearts, and when they stood at the graves neither felt in- clined to talk. Maggie sat down close to the mound which covered her father's resting-place, and laid her head on the soft grass, while Phoebe stood by hardly knowing if she should speak or be quiet. 77ic Storm. 123 At last Maggie raised her head and proposed to go home, and Phoebe assented, feeling that she had not been as sympathising as she had meant to be. They turned homewards in the still light of the summer evening, Maggie straining her eyes as long as a single peep of the cemetery was to be seen. " It's no use saying a lot," said Phoebe at last ; "but it seems to bring back all about little Tommy as fresh as ever. I feel as if it had happened only yesterday." " I know," answered Maggie. " Somehow, every little child I see, or if I hear of any grief in other people, I live it all again; and yet" Her companion took her hand silently, squeez- ing it in both of hers. After a few minutes, Phoebe continued " But though I'm losing you, Maggie, I've got Jesus. I've come quite round to see as He knew best. He's comforted me more than even little Tommy did, though a while ago I could not have believed He could ! " Maggie's eyes glistened, and she looked peace- fully up to the darkening sky, where one or two stars began faintly to glimmer. " It's wonderful what He can do," she said. " Yes," answered Phoebe. 124 Out in the Storm. And so they parted, each having ^with her always that best of Friends. Late that night, as Maggie turned over in her sleep, she saw her mother entering in her bonnet and shawl. Her eyes were red with weeping, and Maggie wondered for ever so long where she could have been. But by and by she guessed, and when the cold form lay down by her side she flung her arms round her neck and whispered " Mother, mother, it's a good thing he ain't left behind here!" "Maggie," said Mrs. Moder in a frightened voice, " wake up, child, there's something dreadful hap- pening. I never heard such thunder." It was the middle of the night on the middle of the Atlantic. Maggie started up with a dim sense of fear and horror. The other occupants of the cabin were already hurrying on their clothes. Such a storm as this had indeed never happened to them before. As soon as they were dressed they began to try to get on deck. What was their dismay, however, to find that the captain had ordered the hatchways to be fastened down, and a sailor who kept guard on the steps told them, " It were no use hollering, for however loud they hollered, the storm would be louder, and no one could hear." T/ie Storm. 1 2 5 So the frightened passengers retreated to their several cabins, and Maggie and her mother pre- pared to follow them. " Is it danger ? " asked Mrs. Moder of an old sailor as she passed him. He had said lightly, " Keep up heart, my dears," to all the rest, but when he looked into the stern anxious face he paused and answered, " There's always danger in such a storm as this and there's danger in all the storms of life, if we've not got a sure Harbour to run into ! " " What do you mean ? " she asked impatiently. " Why, ye know, we are out on the open sea, and the thunders roar round us, and the waves roll high as mountains, and, if we were to spring a leak, down we should go for it's a long way off from port. But that's not like Jesus ! We're not a long way off from Him. He's our Har- bour, He's our port ; and, whenever we like, this very moment, no matter how high the waves is, no matter how leaky the ship is, fly to Him we may, and as sure as we fly, safe we are ! " Maggie was pressing her mother's icy trem- bling hand all the while the old sailor was speak- ing, and, as he turned to address some one else, she drew her mother into a little corner by the stairs., where a locker stood which afforded a seat. Mrs. Moder mechanically sat down, and 126 Out in the Storm. Maggie climbed into her lap. The old sailor's words had broken down all the child's reserve, and the thought that some one else loved and served her Lord gave her courage. Mother," she said, clinging round her neck, " mother, can't you do as the old sailor says, fly into the Harbour ? That's what father did just like he said he told me so can't you do it too, mother, and then we'd all be there ? " "I'm too wicked," groaned the poor woman, "too full of sins to go to such as Him." " Why, mother, He receives sinners," said Maggie, clinging tighter yet, and kissing the stony face over and over ; " and it don't matter how high the waves is, nor how big the leak is, if only you'll fly into the Harbour." " Child," said Mrs. Moder solemnly, " it ain't that I'm frightened of the storm no, not one bit but I'm frightened of the storm in my own heart, and the awful leak in my life, and it's that makes me fly to the Harbour !" " Then you do fly, mother ? " asked Maggie, weeping joyful tears, as she felt two strong arms enfolding her closely, closely. " Yes, I do fly to Jesus, and what's more, Maggie, I'm safe in at last safe in the Harbour/' And thus, Maggie's mother was brought home rejoicing after all. The Storm. i 2 7 When that great storm at sea was over, and once more the passengers were allowed to go on deck, Mrs. Moder sought out the old sailor who had spoken to her so kindly and faithfully. She had some trouble to find him, for he was not on duty at the moment ; but presently Maggie's eyes spied him seated behind a great coil of rope, and she ran to her mother with the news. " He's reading his Bible in a comer," she whis- pered. Mrs. Moder made her way along the rather crowded deck, for every one who was well enough, was anxious to get as much air and sunshine as possible, and soon she found the old man, and seated herself by his side. " Fair mornin', ma'am," he said cheerily; "we've got plenty to be thankful for this blessed day." "Yes, we have," answered Mrs. Moder seriously. The old man looked at her earnestly from under his shaggy eyebrows. "Be'ant you the woman as asked me if there was danger in that there storm ? " he said. " Yes ; and it was a bad one, wasn't it ? " she answered. " A very bad one." The old man was looking in both faces before him, and his own brightened. " I believe as it wouldn't matter to you how bad 128 Oiti in the Storm. the storm were. For when we've got the Lord Al- mighty as our Refuge, nothing can't harm us eh?" " You're right enough," answered Mrs. Moder ; " but it wasn't so always. I've fought against it, and wouldn't have none' of it for months and months ; and God's been that kind and patient, as I can't tell you, sending me message after message, and I've been that ungrateful" " But you ain't now ? " said the old sailor, when he saw the expression of Maggie's face as it looked up into her mother's. "No; and that's why I come to tell you myself this morning, and to thank you as you helped me by your words that night. What you said, and what Maggie here said, made me go straight to Him, and I'm saved ! " " Praise the Lord," answered the old man reve- rently, taking off his hat. " Then, if you know all the danger of the storm, you'll be likely to prize the safety and happiness of the Harbour ? " And Mrs. Moder answered an earnest "Yes." THE END. 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