-A *> r RECOLLECTIONS AND REFLECTIONS RECOLLECTIONS AND REFLECTIONS BY THE RIGHT REV. J. E. C. WELLDON, D.D. Dean of Manchester CASSELL AND COMPANY, LTD London, New York, Toronto and Melbourne 1915 First published October 1915 Reprinted December 1915 PREFACE IT is never worth while to publish writings which need not have been given to the world, and then to offer an apology for their publication. I do not seek, there- fore, to excuse myself for writing this book. I will only say that nearly at the same time two firms of publishers applied to me for my memoirs, and soon afterwards the head of a third firm expressed his willingness to issue them. It has been a pleasure, not wholly free from sadness, to revive so many old associations. The experience of most people who have lived some time in the world is, I suppose, that they form, more or less unwittingly, certain conclusions which they themselves hold strongly, perhaps too strongly, and which they think may be of some use to others. If among my own conclusions there are any which may be felt to suggest or emphasise the true course of public duty or wisdom, I cannot be sorry that I have made them known. But when I had finished the book, it was found to be a good deal longer than I had promised or the publishers had expected, and a part of the " Reflections " has, therefore, to my regret, been omitted. It will perhaps appear some day in another form. I know how difficult it is to use frank language without giving pain, especially in reference to con- 2067867 VI Preface trasted and, in some sense, opposite, institutions ; and I have been officially connected not only with the Far Eastern as well as with the Western world, but with the South and the North of England, and with Eton and Harrow. Should the book, as it now stands, do any injustice to any persons whom I have met in my various offices at home and abroad, nobody, I hope, could more deeply regret it than I. It is meant to be a candid record, not unsympathetically expressed, of such incidents and such inferences from them as have been natural to a life not particularly distinguished, but, owing to circumstances, a little more varied, perhaps, than most educational or clerical lives can easily be. J. E. C. WELLDON. September, 1915. CONTENTS CHAPTER PAGE 1. FORMATIVE INFLUENCES i 2. FORMATIVE INFLUENCES (continued) . . 26 3. FORMATIVE INFLUENCES (continued) . . 47 4. ETON V. HARROW 72 5. ETON v. HARROW (continued) . . . . 100 6. EDUCATION 136 7. EDUCATION (continued) ..... 152 8. EDUCATION (continued) ..... 175 9. INDIA 200 10. INDIA (continued) 223 11. INDIA (continued) ...... 258 12. WESTMINSTER ABBEY 294 13. WESTMINSTER ABBEY (continued) . . . 317 14. MANCHESTER 337 15. MANCHESTER (continued) .... 365 16. MANCHESTER (continued) .... 394 INDEX , . . 409 RECOLLECTIONS AND REFLECTIONS CHAPTER I FORMATIVE INFLUENCES IT has always been a pleasure to me that I was born on St. Mark's Day, April 25th. For the story of St. Mark, as it is told in the New Testament and in eccle- siastical legend, has strongly appealed to me. The mystery, the vicissitude, the mingled light and shadow which surround it, are pleasing to the imagination. I cherish the thought that St. Mark was, as Irenaeus 1 says, the pupil and interpreter (^aO^r^ teat ep/^i/eimfc) of St. Peter, and that his is, if not the original, at all events the earliest extant Gospel. Nor do I honour his memory the less because of the cloud which fell at one time upon his relation to St. Paul. How it seems to vanish that passing cloud as at sunrise, before those touching words of the aged Apostle, " Take Mark, and bring him with thee ; for he is profitable to me for the ministry " : words which may not unfairly be said to consecrate the friendship of St. Paul's two young fellow- disciples, St. Timothy and St. Mark ! 2 Never, I think, have I passed through Alexandria, often as I have been there, without recalling how St. Mark, according to a tradition recorded by Eusebius, 3 founded churches there, 1 Contr. Haeres, iii., i. i. * 2 Timothy iv. n. 8 Hist. Eccles. ii. c. 16. B 2 Recollections and Reflections and how, if Jerome's 1 authority is worthy of credence, he died and was buried there. When I visited Venice for the first time many years ago, I could not help looking upon the lions of St. Mark as though I had a right to claim a sort of proprietary interest in them. But there are other associations than these attaching to St. Mark's Day. April 25th is the birthday of Oliver Cromwell and John Keble, and they have both been, although in different ways, objects of admiration to me all through my life. It has sometimes seemed to me that a combination of their qualities would be the ideal of Christian manhood. I am fond of observing the association of special names, not only in history but in literature, with special days. I have made what I may perhaps call a hagiology, or at least an historical calendar, of my own. Every morning I try to recall the memory of some beloved and honoured person whose birthday or whose death-day it is. It is natural for me, then, to remember that April 25th was Amelia Sedley's first wedding day ; for she is one of my favourite characters. It has been my habit to ask people, and especially very old people, what were the earliest events of which they retain any clear, positive recollection. In the year 1898, I think, I paid a visit at Norwich to a distant kinswoman, who, if her life had been spared two years longer, would have been able to say that she had lived in three centuries. She could remember, or she fancied she could remember, something of the sensation caused by the deaths of Pitt and Fox in 1806. Sir William Drinkwater, when I had the pleasure of talking to him in his old age at his beautiful residence in the Isle of Man, told me he could recall the illuminations of London after the battle of Waterloo. To have seen a man who had seen the great Napoleon on the deck of the Bellero- 1 De Vir Illustr. Ch. 8. Formative Influences 3 phon, as was once my experience, may almost be said to lift for a moment the veil of ancient history. But I have never felt the attraction of Napoleon, as so many writers, and among them Lord Rosebery, have felt it ; I have not been able to overcome a genuine moral detestation of his career ; and more than once, when I have noticed his portrait upon the wall of some classroom in a Public or Elementary School, I have turned it to the wall, as it was difficult to understand why English boys and girls should be taught to venerate a man who was, perhaps, in view of the late age in which he lived, the worst of all human beings, as having been the author of more widespread and lasting misery than any other person, and who was certainly, at least until the out- break of the war now raging, the most bitter and the most dangerous of all the enemies of England. A dear old friend of mine, Mrs. Rotch, who died at Harrow, soon after I left it, at the age of 100 years and six months, in the house to which she had come as a bride 82 years before, could describe the anxious state of English opinion during the Napoleonic wars. But her favourite reminiscence, although it belonged to a later date, was that she had been a passenger at the opening of the Liverpool and Manchester Railway in 1830 by the train in which Mr. Huskisson was killed. Mr. Huskisson' s death was, I think, singularly tragic ; for it was in order to speak to the Duke of Wellington, with whom he had not been on good terms, that he got out of his carriage on to the permanent way, and, while he was standing there, an engine, the " Rocket," ran over him. It was to the vicarage at Eccles that he was carried, and there he died. Fanny Kemble, in her " Record of a Girlhood," * tells the story of his death. I could not help doubting, however, whether Mrs. Rotch 1 Frances Ann Kemble's " Record of a Girlhood," vol. ii., pp. 188-191. 4 Recollections and Reflections did actually travel by that train. Old people are apt to imagine that they have seen or done more than really happened to them. Memory, as the Greeks so wisely fabled, is the mother of the Muses. When I was a headmaster, I used to say that all old Public School men, after a certain time of life, thought they had been, or might have been, in the cricket eleven of their schools, as maiden ladies think they have refused offers of marriage in their youth. Anyhow, it is an interesting fact that Tennyson was a passenger by the first train on the Liverpool and Manchester line. I have heard him tell the story, almost in the words quoted in the annotated edition of his poems by his son, the present Lord Tenny- son, 1 how it was a black night when he travelled by the railway ; the crowd around the train at the stations was so dense that he could not see the wheels of the railway carriages ; he thought they ran in grooves ; and that was the origin of the metaphor which used to puzzle me as a boy when I first read " Locksley Hall" : " Let the great world spin for ever down the ringing grooves of change." My own earliest vivid recollection is that I was taken out of doors late at night, and set on the garden steps outside my father's house at Tonbridge School, to see the great comet of 1861. The death of the Prince Consort at the end of that same year made a deep im- pression upon my mind ; but of the assassination of President Lincoln, although it occurred four years later, and was a far more tragic event, I retain no memory. I dare say it did not produce a marked effect in the some- what narrow, humdrum social life of Tonbridge. It will not, perhaps, be inappropriate to add, as an instance 1 "The Works of Tennyson, with Notes by the Author." Edited, with Memoir, by Hallam Lord Tennyson, 1907. Formative Influences 5 of the feeling which has always prompted me to value early experiences, that, when I was a Canon of West- minster Abbey, at the Coronation of King Edward VII., I gave one of my few seats in the gallery over the Muni- ment Room to a little girl, who was, I thought, just old enough to remember the stately ceremonial if she saw it, and who, if she lived, as I trust she may, to a good old age, would, I hoped, relate to her children and grandchildren her unfading impression of that historical event. The truth is that I have all my life through been deeply solemnised by the thought of the unchanged and unchangeable past. It has seemed to me that men and women are as travellers journeying to an invisible goal beneath an overshadowing precipice of granite rock. Few lines of poetry have been, or are, more constantly present to my mind than Dry den's : " Not Heaven itself upon the past has power, But what has been has been, and I have had my hour." l Although my memory of my home is still as fresh as it is pleasant, yet, except during the first few years of my life, I did not, in fact, spend much time there. I was sent away to school at an early age ; and as my holidays generally coincided with my father's, we used often to go away from Tonbridge to places of interest in England or abroad. I well remember how he took me as quite a young boy to Boulogne. It was my first experience of the foreign travel which has played so large a part in the story of my life. One expedition of lasting interest was made through various towns and villages of Kent to Rochester. My father had himself once been at school in Rochester ; he was familiar with 1 The Twenty- Ninth Ode of the First Book of Horace Paraphrased in Pindaric Verse. 6 Recollections and Reflections its winding streets and ancient buildings ; he gave me there my first insight into the quiet dignity of a Cathe- dral Close. It was, I think, after a visit to Gadshill that I began to read Shakespeare ; and from the same journey I date in my own mind my interest, which has never failed or faded, in the writings of Charles Dickens. He is, in my eyes, the greatest, because he is the purest, of English humorists. Moliere alone, I think, deserves to stand beside him. It has been said that every- one is born a Platonist or an Aristotelian. Not less true is it, I think, that every Englishman is born a Thackerayan or a Dickensite. If so, I must claim to be an Aristotelian and a Dickensite ; for nobody has cast such a girdle of innocent laughter around the world as Dickens. At Ipswich, the White Horse Hotel has long possessed a charm for me because of the adven- tures which befell Mr. Pickwick there. When I was at Dulwich College, I often pointed out to my visitors that the picture-gallery of the College, that treasure-house of art which is still so little known, in spite of its romantic history for was it not in its original intention the National Gallery of Poland? was the last place where Mr. Pickwick was ever seen on earth. At Harrow, I used to tell boys half seriously, when they were ill, that, if they were not familiar with " The Old Curiosity Shop," they could not be allowed to leave the sick-room until they had read it. I offered a prize to any boy who could discover in the writings of Dickens a character educated at Harrow ; and the prize was won by a boy who read all Dickens through in the weeks when he was suffering and recovering from scarlet fever. Since I have lived in Manchester it has been a pleasure to me to reflect that I could in a sense claim fellow-citizenship with the brothers Grant, who were the prototypes of the Cheeryble brothers; Formative Influences 7 but I have not been so successful as I could wish to be in tracing the charities by which the two brothers during their lifetime attracted the admiration of Dickens. But to come back to the holidays of my school life : I remember spending some time with Edward Fitz- Gerald, the translator of Omar Khayyam, on his yacht in the waters of Aldeburgh. I am afraid I was not so good a sailor as he was then, or as I hope I may claim to be now. The Eastern Counties of England, and especially parts of Suffolk, were my frequent resorts. For my mother's family, the Cowells of Ipswich, lived there. The late Professor Cowell of Cambridge, my mother's first cousin, introduced me to the old book-shops of Ipswich. He was always my kind and generous friend, and for a short time my teacher, when I learnt a little Sanscrit after taking my degree ; and to know him was, I think, to know the beau ideal of a scholar so true was his love of learning for its own sake, so free from all desire or thought of public recognition. I was greatly struck by the historical connection of Cardinal Wolsey with the town of Ipswich, in which his father is said to have been a butcher ; and as I wandered among the relics of antiquity, which are still pretty numerous there, it was difficult to help regretting that of those " twins of learning/' as Shakespeare calls them, which Wolsey raised, Ipswich and Oxford, the latter has become so much more famous than the., former. The world which reads the newspapers, laughed a short time ago, when a militant suffragette, who was arrested for attempting an outrage in London, gave, at the outset of her voluble and noisy defence, her home address as " Silent Street, Ipswich." But it was on the site of Silent Street, according to local tradition, that Cardinal Wolsey's father lived, and there he got into trouble for 8 Recollections and Reflections letting his pigs run wild to the detriment of his neigh- bour's estate. For the Eastern Counties of England I still cherish a tender and grateful feeling. Many happy days and weeks have I spent in them. During my head- mastership at Harrow I went often to Southwold, where the name of Agnes Strickland is still held in honour. Places such as Walberswick and still more Dunwich are rich in interesting memories ; and I am still so loyal to old associations as to doubt whether the ocean-air is any- where so invigorating as upon the coast-line of Suffolk and Norfolk. It was no little satisfaction to me, when I was headmaster of Harrow, that the late Sir Cuth- bert Quilter, M.P., who brought his eldest son to school there, told me laughingly he wished him to be educated by a headmaster who was an Eastern Counties man. Still, my home, if I did not see much of it, did not fail to exercise an influence upon my whole life. It may be permitted me to recall two or three of its characteristic features. I was brought up in an educational atmosphere. If I can claim any special faculty or capacity as a school- master, it must be the result of inheritance. For my father was a schoolmaster. My uncle, with whom he was so closely associated in his life-work, was a school- master too. Looking back through the vista of long years upon the early days of life, I seem always to hear, as if in the far distance, the echo of familiar voices dis- cussing educational topics, or at least such topics as related to the great Public Schools and the ancient Uni- versities. Elementary education had not then assumed the national importance which has admittedly belonged to it since the Education Act of 1870 ; nor had the modern Universities in the large provincial cities of England yet come into being. At the passing of Mr. Formative Influences 9 Forster's famous Act I was already an Etonian. It was only three years before my birth that Owens College, Manchester, which may be regarded as the pioneer of the modern Universities, was established ; and the charter by which it was expanded and exalted into the Victoria University of Manchester was not granted until I had already taken my degree at Cambridge. The educationists, if I must use that word, or the schoolmasters among whom my boyhood was chiefly spent, could they have imagined the idea of a modern University, would, I think, have tacitly scouted it, as a mere simulacrum of the reality. But Oxford and Cam- bridge were the objects of their reverent admiration. It was my fortune in after- days to hear the Master of Trinity College, Cambridge, Dr. Thompson, utter his caustic gibe at " our habitual instructors, the head- masters of the Public Schools." I hope I did not do much, when I was a headmaster, although I can hardly hope that I did nothing, to deserve it. For I was taught as a boy to look upon anybody who had won a first-class in the Schools at Oxford or in the Mathematical or Classical Tripos at Cambridge as a superior being. In those old days he seemed to me to command the same homage as a judge or a cabinet minister commands now. The Cambridge University Calendar was a sort of second Bible in my home. I can recall how a certain poor relation of my family a brewer without any tincture of academical learning, and without any special social charm whose annual visits were felt to be in- evitable but disagreeable trials, because of the expense of entertaining him, and often of defraying after his visit a good many small debts which it was his fashion to incur, was thought to be invested with a certain in- expressible respectability, inasmuch as he had schooled himself by assiduous effort to repeat a number of the io Recollections and Reflections Tripos lists by heart. Even when he failed in the brewery business and went bankrupt, still his know- ledge of the Cambridge University Calendar gave him the cachet of society at Tonbridge. There was a gentle pity felt for him, as for one who would probably have done more credit to the Trade if he had been for- tunate enough to possess an academical degree of his own, besides being able to tell the degrees of so many other people. My father lost no opportunity of impressing upon my youthful imagination the value of degrees. He was, I think, a little chagrined, or at least he was surprised, whenever a man, who had not distinguished himself by his degree at Oxford or Cambridge, won his way to a high position in the world. He loved to recall and record the success of Senior Wranglers and Senior Classics in after-life. He urged me, when I was a boy at Eton, to give up playing cricket and in the end I did give it up at his desire as he was afraid that the demand which it made upon a schoolboy's time would ultimately spoil my degree. As life has advanced, I have come to think less of academical degrees. I have seen so many re- versals of the judgments passed upon young men at college as well as upon boys at school. So often the first have been last, and the last first. It is not, perhaps, so much what a man was in his youth, but what he is, that is the important question about him. It is a little difficult for me now to understand the value attaching to degrees, and, indeed, even to honorary degrees, which are too often, I think, conferred, not when they would be chiefly valuable, upon students in the early days of their con- tributions to learning, but upon such men as have already gained all possible honours. Degrees, in fact, are in reality most highly valued by the persons who have been least successful in gaining them. It has sometimes Formative Influences n amused me to read in the preface to " Crockford's Clerical Directory " how curious and even tortuous are the devices to which some of the clergy have resorted in their pretensions to an academical status which is not, and could not properly be, theirs ; and I can scarcely resist a feeling of sympathy with the clergyman who, after being driven from pillar to post by the editor's pertinacious inquiries as to the origin of an alleged degree, was at last reduced, however unwillingly, to admitting that he had conferred the degree upon him- self. Anyhow, my father set much store by academical degrees. I am not sure that the influence of his judg- ment does not occasionally affect me even now. At least, it is a happiness to reflect that my own degree, when I took it at Cambridge, gave him some pleasure. He lived long enough to be present at my graduation in the Senate House ; he died only two years after- wards. Another element in my early life, not less potent than education, was religion. My father was not only a schoolmaster but a clergyman. I was brought up in an English clerical home. Such a home has been rather cheaply criticised by some people who seem to find pleasure in striking a blow at religion through its ministers ; but Coleridge was, I believe, justified in calling it " the one idyll of modern life," although he was thinking rather of a clergyman's home in a rural parish than of such a home as mine. But whether in town or country, and whether under the conditions of parochial or scholastic life, the main features of a clerical home its simplicity, its regularity, its industry, its benevolence, its unity of interest, and its habitual piety are every- where the same. It is possible to regret that the clergy of the Church of England since the Reformation have practically with one consent abandoned not only the law, i2 Recollections and Reflections but as it seems even the thought, of clerical celibacy. Yet if the celibacy of the clergy is one ideal, their domestic life is another, not less sacred. I have always resented the ignorant attacks made upon the families of the clergy. There is no warrant for the common assumption that clergymen's sons come to grief oftener than other youths. If failures occur from time to time in clerical homes, they are acutely realised, not as being more frequent than elsewhere, but as being more tragic. It is the contrast between the past and the present, between the expecta- tion and the reality, which strikes the mind. Some years ago I wrote an article in The Nineteenth Cen- tury and After, 1 showing by incontrovertible evidence that, according to the facts given in " The Dictionary of National Biography," the sons of the clergy who have rendered distinguished service, and often service of the highest moment and value to their country, have been more numerous than the men who have been born in the families of any other profession. One sentence of that article may be quoted here : " It is a remarkable result of the statistics . . . that while the eminent or prominent children of the clergy since the Reforma- tion have been 1,270, the children of lawyers and of doctors who have attained eminence or prominence in all English history have, by a calculation as accurate as it has proved possible to make, been respectively 510 and 350." It is indeed among the homes of the middle class in society, and of the clergy and ministers of religion pre-eminently, that a great part of the strong- est, purest, and noblest British manhood has sprung up. Nor is this a surprising fact ; it is simply natural. For a clergyman is almost always a man of good character ; he is generally a man of good education ; he is not only personally but professionally disposed to guide the in- 1 February, 1906. Formative Influences 13 tellectual and moral development of his children ; he enjoys, at least if he is not the incumbent of a great parish in a great city, on six days out of the seven in every week such leisure as is necessary for teaching his children, and for drawing out their tastes and talents upon right lines. His office of exercising a quiet, con- tinuous, elevating influence upon them is not made difficult, as a layman's so often is, by the necessity of regular absence from home during a good many working hours of every day. He becomes then the friend and companion of his children, especially of the elder among them ; and they tend insensibly, but inevitably, to reflect the characteristic features of his disposition. The home of my boyhood was not only religious, but Evangelically religious. It was hedged round, so to say, by the beliefs and sentiments of the Low Church Party in the Church of England. No other theology than the Evangelical would have been tolerated at Tonbridge in those days. The black gown was the only vestment worn in the pulpit of the Parish Church and its depen- dent churches. My father would have resented the suspicion of ritualism as much as of latitudinarianism. He possessed a complete copy of " Tracts for the Times," which has descended to me as a legacy from him ; but he did not think well of Dr. Pusey or his party, and the legend of the M.B. (Mark of the Beast) waistcoat, which the Puseyites were reported to wear, was in his eyes a sinister reality. Yet I cannot forget how gravely he was perturbed by the rumour of Dean Stanley's pro- motion to a bishopric. Dr. Vaughan, who, when he resigned the headmastership of Harrow School, built or hired a small house, which he named " Harrow Cottage," at Southborough, near Tonbridge, was among the clergy the hero of my father's, and, therefore, of my own, admiration. I was present as a little boy in the drawing- 14 Recollections and Reflections room of the Schoolhouse, when an inquisitive lady asked Dr. Vaughan point-blank why it was that he had declined, after accepting, the bishopric of Rochester, and his diplomatic skill in parrying the question lives still in my memory. How little I thought then that I should one day occupy the position which had so recently been his ! Fifty years ago it was a law of Evangelical homes to read the Bible day by day, to keep Sunday, or the Sabbath, as it was usually called, with inviolable strict- ness, and to abstain from all such amusements as dancing, cards and billiards. Public opinion has not been wholly logical or consistent in its attitude towards the recrea- tions of the clergy. There are people who think less highly of a clergyman to-day, if he rides to hounds or goes shooting or fishing ; but it may be the cruelty rather than the worldliness of these sports that excites their censure. Cards and billiards, too, may easily end in gambling. But the prejudice in religious circles against dancing is, in the light of ecclesiastical history, a sheer paradox ; for dancing was originally a religious ceremony, as it is seen to be in the literature of the Old Testament, and as it still is in the Cathedral of Seville at Eastertide. It is probably the dancing of the two sexes together which constituted the offence in Puritan eyes. Mr. Spurgeon once said in my hearing, with his customary pungent wit, that he thought a ball would be harmless if the men were to dance by themselves in one room, and the ladies by themselves in another. Yet even then it would be possible, I suppose, to criticise dancing on historical grounds ; for a Baptist minister, who was asked why his Church took such an unfavourable view of an apparently innocent diversion, replied with some asperity that the first Baptist, i.e. John the Bap- tist, had owed the sacrifice of his life to the dancing of a young lady called Salome, the daughter of the wicked Formative Influences 15 Herodias a retort to which Miss Maud Allen's pic- turesque representation of Salome's dancing has of late possibly given a fresh point. However, I do not regret the Evangelical impress of my early training. It did not create in me, as it is often believed to create, a strong reaction in after-life. So far as I can recollect, there was never a time when I felt aggrieved at the discipline imposed upon me. Of late years I have come to regret that the old, stern, Evangelical way of looking upon life has given place in Great Britain to so much laxity. Seriousness is, I think, the great need of the modern world. Neither as a boy nor afterwards have I felt the observance of Sunday to be a painful rule. The distinction, which it was cus- tomary to make at Tonbridge, between Sunday books and other books may, no doubt, have been a little arbitrary, as was the distinction, at which I chafed a great deal more, between those who were said to be " good people," and those who were said not to be "good people," although I thought the latter sometimes far better than the others; for "good people," if they do not show in their lives " the beauty of holiness," are apt to commit the unpardonable sin of making virtue itself unattractive. But upon the whole I liked the Sundays of my boyhood, if only because they were so different from other days ; nor have I ever lost my appreciative feeling for Sunday : I am convinced that a due regard for the one universal day of rest is a prin- cipal need of modern democracy, and at Manchester, as elsewhere, I have frequently pleaded that it is an object for which the Church and the toiling mass of the people may unite with absolute sympathy in contending. Evangelicalism, it is true, or Puritanism is, I am afraid, a less vigorous element in the life of the nation than it was fifty years ago. If it is so, the change is a 16 Recollections and Reflections national loss. For Evangelicalism, or Puritanism, if it was sometime narrow, was always strenuous and always serious. It took a sane, strong view of human life ; it did not play with or around hard realities. In the age of the Commonwealth and of the Revolution, as in the Methodist Revival of the eighteenth century, it invigorated the national life. So impartial a historian as the late Mr. Lecky ascribes to the influence of Method- ism the moral strength by which Great Britain won the final victory in the Napoleonic wars ; nor can Evangelical religion ever lose the credit of originating in the early days of the nineteenth century those great philan- thropic and missionary societies which are still, as they have so long been, the commanding and inspiring features of British Christianity all the world over. It is with a grateful memory, then, that I look back on my father's example. In some matters I have travelled far from his point of view ; in others, after travelling far, I have more or less come back to it. But I have never forgotten the deep impressiveness of his serious character ; his contentment, his responsibility, his personal piety, his habit of referring all duties and difficulties to the will of the Highest. He was not an ambitious man ; he was well satisfied with his office, his income, and his family. " The lines," as he was fond of saying to me, had " fallen to him in pleasant places." He did not seek great things for himself ; but he played his part manfully and honestly as a Christian citizen. If his circle of friends was not wide, he was, I think, greatly loved by all who knew him, as the sorrow evinced at his funeral eloquently told. His health had been shaken when he was a young man by rheumatic fever ; he was always suffering ; he knew that he could not live to old age. But I think of him as doing his life-work with silent dignity, even when his Formative Influences 17 strength was visibly and painfully failing. I see him reading prayers at the head of his household, when he was gasping for breath between the sentences ; or preach- ing in the School Chapel, when his voice was so weak that he would ask me before the service to lift my hand, if necessary, where I sat in the pew below him, as a sign that his words were inaudible to the congregation. His deathbed was a scene of much physical anguish ; the remembrance of it has haunted me ever since ; but dying as living he did not fail to show what the faith of Jesus Christ can be to a Christian. As I write this tribute to his memory, there comes back to my mind a strange coincidence. Many years after his death, when I was headmaster of Harrow School, Miss Mary Anderson, who was then at the height of her fame and beauty, invited me one evening to the Lyceum Theatre. She was then, I think, playing Viola in " Twelfth Night." During the performance of the play she kindly sent a messenger to the box where I was sitting, with a request that I would go to see her behind the scenes when the play was over. I went on to the stage. I found her standing in her white scenic attire amidst the strange darkness and dinginess which comes over a theatre when the lights are being put out. After a short conversation she turned to a gentleman at her side. She said she was anxious to introduce me to her doctor who had been a good friend to her, and had taken care of her health during the season when she had been playing in London. The gentleman stepped forward, and we shook hands. I then saw that he was the specialist who had been summoned from London to attend my father on his deathbed. If I say little of my dear mother, it is all that I can bring myself to say in public ; yet sympathetic spirits will perhaps feel it to be much. At my father's death in 1879 I became responsible for all the interests of her i8 Recollections and Reflections daily life. It was my constant object to save her from pain and trouble, and at the last to keep her alive. For thirty-three years there was not, I think, a week, unless 1 was upon the high seas or in some remote part of the world, when she did not write to me and I to her. No gentler or whiter soul, none more innocent of the world's alloy, ever passed to Heaven. She was laid to rest three years ago at my father's side in the beautiful cemetery of Tonbridge. The day of her funeral, October 2 ist, was a bright autumnal day ; but I felt, as I turned away from her grave, that the light had gone out of my life. In the touching words of the poet Gray, " I had discovered a thing very little known, which is, that in one's whole life one can never have any more than a single mother." l It is necessary to mention one more influence, per- haps one only, of my early boyhood. My maternal grandfather, Mr. Samuel Harrison Cowell, was a leading citizen of Ipswich. Few boroughs of the same size as Ipswich have shown a greater commercial and political activity. In the politics as well as in the commerce of Ipswich my grandfather played a considerable part. By his industry and capacity he built up a business which is widely known throughout the Eastern Counties. More than once he was elected Mayor of Ipswich, and his election was, I think, welcomed by the goodwill of all parties and all creeds. He had spent all his life in Ipswich ; he dwelt with the pride of local patriotism upon its development ; he was fond of contrasting its present with its past ; and knowing my love of Dickens, he would often tell me how well he remembered walking out of Ipswich, when he was a boy, as far as possible into the country at the beginning of every month for the sake of meeting the coaches which brought down 1 Letter Ixxiii. to Mr. Nicholls. Formative Influences 19 from London into Suffolk the monthly green-backed numbers of the " Pickwick Papers." He was a Liberal and a Nonconformist ; but a Liberal and a Noncon- formist of a type which is, unhappily, tending to die out. In the dark days of the Church of England, before the preaching of the Wesleys and Whitefield heralded the dawn of the Evangelical Movement, his father had left the Church, because he felt it was impossible for him as a Churchman to gratify his strong desire of labouring freely for the conversion of souls. Not long ago the minister of a little Baptist chapel somewhere between Ipswich and Felixstowe wrote to me, asking me to subscribe to the repairs of his chapel, on the ground that my grandfather had been wont to gather in it long years ago a small congregation of country folk for worship on Sundays. When I was master of Dul- wich College, I paid a good many visits to Mr. Spur- geon, who was then living at Beulah House in Upper Norwood. I remember how I once went to see him with Mr. J. M. Cook, the manager of Messrs. Thomas Cook and Son's famous tourist agency, and the second bearer of a name which is now, I suppose, better known than the name of any English statesman or author all the world over, and how Mr. Spurgeon poked fun at Mr. Cook, by insisting that all old English words, such as " vagrant " or " vagabond," which denoted a restless habit of life or a love of moving from place to place, were invested with a sinister meaning. During one of my visits I told Mr. Spurgeon that my grandmother, who was then a very old lady, was a Baptist, and he wrote her at once a kindly letter which I gave her at our next meeting, and which she carefully treasured. My grandfather was no political Nonconformist. He neither expressed nor entertained any ill-will to the Church of England. In the later years of his life he 20 Recollections and Reflections valued the ministry of the Rev. Samuel Garratt, after- wards Honorary Canon of Norwich Cathedral, at St. Margaret's Church in Ipswich. He often went to his own chapel on Sunday morning, and to St. Margaret's Church in the evening. He incurred, and I think he did not mind incurring, some amount of censure from his political associates for his growing sympathy with the Church. But he remained a Nonconformist, as he remained a Liberal, to the end. He would, I believe, have said that Nonconformity in its origin and history had made a splendid protest for the rights of the in- dividual conscience, that the victory of conscience had been won, and that, as Nonconformity had now lost what might be fairly called its proper spring or motive, he was afraid it might, in default of religious principle, drift more and more into political partisanship. But the principles of Gladstonian Liberalism were stamped upon his intelligence and conscience. It was, I think, the appreciation of his example which first inclined me to the Liberal side in politics. He was, in truth, an honest, patriotic, God-fearing citizen. I have always felt that I learnt from him the two-fold lesson of deep respect for the religious character of Nonconformity, and of keen dislike for the Nonconformity which is evidently more political than religious. The following curious incident naturally associates itself with my grandfather's Nonconformity. Among the ministers under whom he sat, as the current phrase was or is, at one period of his life, was a gentleman, whom, as I do not want to give pain to anybody, I will simply call the Rev. A. B. The minister was much given to matrimony. He married, I think, three wives in quick succession, the third wife being the sister of the second, although at a date long before the legalisation of a man's marriage with his deceased wife's sister. But Formative Influences 21 when he showed signs of contracting a fourth marriage, the members of his congregation, in fear of a scandal, declined to accept his ministrations any longer, and paid the expenses of his emigration to the antipodes. Some little time after the death of the minister's second wife, my grandfather, who was then Mayor of Ipswich, remarked one day on the Cornhill to my grandmother that he had felt some twinges of conscience, because they had not yet called upon the Rev. A. B. to condole with him in the circumstances of his late bereavement. So they drove to his house ; they rang the bell ; the door was opened by a maidservant ; but scarcely had they set foot in the house when the Rev. A. B. himself came hurriedly down the staircase, wringing his hands and crying, " I shall lose her, I know I shall lose her ; she is going fast." It was his third wife who then lay dying. My grandfather and grandmother were a whole wife behind the time. It happened many years afterwards that I was travelling through the colony in which the Rev. A. B. had finally settled. His son had then risen to high distinction as a politician in the colony. One day a train on which I was a passenger drew up at a suburban station, and, as I lifted my eyes, I saw the politician entering my carriage. He did not, of course, recognise me, but I recognised him, for I had seen him a few days before in the Parliament House ; and, as I sat at his side, I could not help reflecting what his feelings might have been, if I had told him, or if he had known that I could have told him, the story which my grand- mother was fond of relating about his father. Apart from the personal influences of which I have spoken, there was little to inspire my boyhood in the local conditions of my home-life. Tonbridge was then a small country town, not without a good many personal features which might have suited the literary art of 22 Recollections and Reflections Miss Austen or Mrs. Gaskell. It has greatly changed since those days. Yet even then it prided itself, like a poor relation, upon its affinity to London. A resident in Tonbridge, if he was thought to move, or to have moved at all, in London society, enjoyed a certain measure of distinction. I can think of two old maiden ladies who succeeded in passing themselves off as scions of aris- tocracy : they lived in considerable poverty ; but once a year they generally paid a fortnight's visit to London ; it was understood that they spent the fortnight in exalted circles ; and, when they came back, they never failed to bring with them a store of gossip which some- times reached beyond the peerage to the steps of the Throne itself. Tonbridge is an interesting historic town, as its ruined Norman castle attests ; but it has for some generations been a little overshadowed by the popu- larity of Tunbridge Wells. It has revenged itself of late by spelling its name differently. It derives its chief celebrity from its famous Public School. The annual visit of the Master and the Court of the Skinners' Com- pany to the School, of which they are Governors, under the will of its founder, Sir Andrew Judd, was in my boyhood a memorable event. It was the significant custom to mark their visit by planting branches of birch-trees about the streets. The head of the School addressed the Governors in a Latin speech, which must, I think, have been unintelligible to most of them ; and the Master of the Company made a reply, not in Latin, dwelling upon the value of a classical education and sometimes leaving upon my youthful mind the impres- sion that, if a boy worked hard for many years at the classical languages, he might hope to become the Master of a City Company. It is owing to my ancestral con- nection with Tonbridge School that I was made a freeman Formative Influences 23 of the Worshipful Company of Skinners and Tanners ; and I used sometimes to say, or to think, during the period of my headmasterships, that the discipline of the schools over which I presided would be an easy matter, if it were brought to the knowledge of the boys that I was sup- posed to have learnt the trade of skinning and tanning. My interest in the great City Company has been a pleasure to me through life ; and I recall with satisfaction that the attack made a good many years ago upon the ancient Guilds of the City of London has signally failed, in view of their noble beneficence to educational and philanthropic causes. I can recall many pleasant walks and rides through the country lying round Tonbridge. Kent still seems to me, except for its want of rivers and lakes in many parts, to be the most beautiful of English counties. It is a happy circumstance that foreigners, after landing in Eng- land, should travel from Dover or Folkestone to London through the meadows and hopfields of Kent. May the newly opened coalfields of Dover never convert Kent into a second Lancashire or Durham ! The difference between men of Kent and Kentish men is not easily understood by residents in other counties ; but the newly-formed Association of Men of Kent and Kentish Men unites them all in the bonds of local sympathy, and it was a pleasure to me that by virtue of my birthplace I was specially invited a short time ago to become a member of the Association. The Medway is but a narrow winding stream at Tonbridge ; it is hardly suitable even for a four-oared boat. But I was fond of sculling myself upon it ; and it was my good fortune, when I was little more than a boy, to gain an unexpected honour from the Royal Humane Society for rescuing a lad who fell into the water not far from the bridge over the river in the High Street, 24 Recollections and Reflections and who would have been drowned, as he had not learnt to swim, although his only occupation in life was to row boats to and from the landing-stage. The Parish Church of Tonbridge has been restored and practically rebuilt since I used to worship there in a high pew of the gallery close to the organ-loft. But even now I cannot look at it even from the train without reviving my memories of the strange scenes which hap- pened there forty or fifty years ago. The vicar in my early days was the Rev. Sir Charles Hardinge, who lived at Bounds Park, between Tonbridge and Southborough. He was an old man, and, although I have heard him occa- sionally read a Lesson, I do not think he took any other part in Divine Service. It was to me a pleasing cir- cumstance that his grandson, who bore the same name, entered my house years afterwards as a pupil at Harrow School. In the absence of the vicar the curates, or some of them, played strange pranks. One of them, I re- member, was temporarily suspended from clerical duty ; but as he was a musician, when he could no longer occupy the pulpit he took his seat at the organ, saying that, if he was not permitted to serve God in one capacity, he would serve Him in another. The organ itself was locked up for a considerable time owing to a dispute between the curate-in- charge and one of the church- wardens, whose daughter had been organist. There was then no instrumental music in the church ; but a prominent layman, who was more of an Evangelical preacher than a musical conductor, arrogated to him- self the function of starting, or trying to start, the hymns from his pew by the use of a tuning-fork. More than once I have been present at service when one of the officiating clergy was so deaf that his wife, who sat below the reading-desk, felt constrained, in accordance with a prearranged telegraphic code, to let him know, by Formative Influences 25 blowing her nose or waving her pocket-handkerchief, that he ought to elevate or to subdue his voice. But of the dull services in Tonbridge Parish Church the Sunday afternoon service was unquestionably the dullest. To it the children of my uncle's family and my father's were regularly sent under convoy of a trio of old ladies, two housekeepers and a nurse, who had long been attached to the several households. The whole party used to take a walk through the fields on the way to church ; and it happened once, as I recollect, that one of these ladies, being very stout, got stuck in a stile through which she was trying to make her way, and, as she was unable to move either backwards or forwards until relief came, the party did not reach the church at all. The three old ladies an/1 the children occupied a pew surrounding the font at the foot of the pulpit, in full view of the congregation, or of such members of it as sat in the south gallery. The old ladies invariably fell asleep during the sermon. While they slept and snored, the children amused themselves in the pew. One after- noon, when the slumbers of the old ladies were deeper or longer than usual, my cousin, a little girl of eight or ten years, set about slowly undressing my sister, who was only a little younger than herself. The feelings of the congregation, as one article of clothing after another was dexterously removed, it is easier to surmise than to describe. Fortunately, the process of denudation had not gone to an extreme length, when one of the old ladies wakening up suddenly brought it to a close by seizing my cousin and giving her a severe shaking in the pew. CHAPTER II FORMATIVE INFLUENCES (continued) IT may have been at Tonbridge that the foundation of my character, as of my experience was laid ; but I date my first penetrating insight into life from the year 1866, when I went to Eton. It was by accident or, as I should rather say, by Providence that I became an Etonian. My father would naturally have educated me at Tonbridge School, where his own life-work had been so largely done. He was, I have been told, a good deal censured by his friends and neighbours for sending me elsewhere, as they thought his action would be taken to indicate a want of faith in his own school. But somehow I had myself conceived the ambition of going to Eton. My father hesitated, and my mother, I think, resisted ; but in the end they agreed that, if I won a scholarship at Eton, I should be permitted to accept it. There may have been in my father's mind a lurking fear that the relations of a parent to his son and of a schoolmaster to his pupil would, or might, prove to be incompatible. Several of my colleagues when I was at Harrow educated their sons in the school in which they themselves were masters, not seldom with conspicuous success ; but, upon the whole, the strain laid upon a boy, if he is both his father's son and pupil, especially when his father is headmaster of a school, is, I think, greater than it is easy for him to sustain. For he hears, or he is apt to hear, what the 26 Formative Influences 27 boys say about his father, as well as what his father says about the boys. Still more, he cannot help feeling that he is honourably precluded from disclosing facts which he knows, and which it would be well in the in- terest of the school that his father should know. The result is often a certain constraint or reserve, an in- evitable hypocrisy, which is bad for the character. Anyhow, I entered " the College of Our Lady of Eton beside Windsor " as a Colleger or King's Scholar in September, 1866. It has been my fortune to study secondary education in schools of many and various kinds at home, on the Continent of Europe, in the United States of America and in the Colonies ; but I still hold that the best education, or at least the best educa- tional opportunity, is offered to a boy who is a Colleger at Eton. He may be the son of poor and humble parents ; but since the prejudice against the gens togata or " tugs " has largely, if not wholly, died away, he finds himself at once as an Etonian enfranchised in the greatest and noblest of youthful communities. He can make his best friends as I made mine, not less freely among the Oppidans than among the Collegers ; but in College he is, or was, shielded against many temptations to extrava- gance and luxury, and he moves from day to day in a society where the ability, the originality, the mental activity, the variety of character, the habit of industry, the keen rivalry of wit and culture, cannot but exercise a stimulating and elevating influence upon his life. It is with an almost reverential gratitude that I look back upon College at Eton. Would that I ever could repay the debt which I owe it ! Knowledge, friendship, opportunity, the awakening of the mind and of the soul, all that has been best in my life, or highest, began for me there. I feel no shame in professing that in my view of College at Eton I am an unbending Tory. 28 Recollections and Reflections Perhaps there is a certain element of Conservatism, as of Radicalism, in everybody, and if it does not take one form, it takes another. So I have noticed that some of the strongest political Radicals are apt in domestic or social or academical or civic affairs to be the most determined enemies of change. Two or three years after I became headmaster of Harrow I went over to Eton, and as I was sitting at luncheon in the Lodge with my old headmaster, Dr. Hornby, he suddenly asked me what had been my greatest difficulty at Harrow. The question took me by surprise, and I hesitated before replying to it. But the answer which I gave at last was, I think, pretty near the truth. "Well, Mr. Provost," I said, " if you ask for my candid opinion, I think my chief difficulty has been the Conservatism of my Radical colleagues." Whatever, then, may be my attitude towards public life, it is my prayer that College at Eton will do for many generations of boys as much good as it did for me. It has been said in my hearing, I hope not truly, that a certain change has in late years passed over its character. When I entered Long Chamber, or what remained of Long Chamber for a great part of it had already been divided into cubicles nearly half the Collegers were the sons of clergymen ; they had been educated partially, if not wholly, by their fathers in their own homes, and but for their success in winning scholarships it would have been impossible that they should ever go to Eton. How numerous were then the boys who came from clerical homes was proved by the annual match at cricket or football between Christians and Heathens, as they were popularly called, the Chris- tians being the sons of clergymen, and the Heathens of laymen, although the difference, as will be believed, depended upon ancestry and not upon faith or virtue. But the College of to-day is not what it was half a century Formative Influences 29 or more ago. It was then a place of severe discipline ; it was harder and rougher than the boarding-houses in which the Oppidans lived. One of the great changes in Public School life is that the bullying, which was so common and so flagrant in " Tom Brown's School Days," has almost died away ; I do not think that during the thirteen years of my headmastership at Harrow I was ever called to deal with a serious case of physical cruelty. But I may claim to have come in for the tail- end of bullying in College at Eton ; not such as was dan- gerous, or even serious, but it was disagreeable, as when boys were compelled to drink a nauseous mixture of beer with salt, mustard and pepper, or to submit to the process of "hanging," as it was termed, between the ceiling and the floor of one of the passages on the eve of the annual football match " at the Wall " between Collegers and Oppidans on St. Andrew's Day. But life was easier then than it had been, and no doubt it is easier now than it was then. The transformation dates from the time when Bishop Abraham gave up his boarding-house to become Master in College. For College then became another place ; it gradually lost its reputation for severity ; and not a few parents who could well have sent their sons to Eton as Oppidans, began to prefer, on in- tellectual grounds, the life of College. These parents could afford to pay for an expensive preparatory educa- tion ; they could not, and did not, educate their own sons ; but they sent them at an early age to the schools of masters who specially devoted themselves to the care of young boys. Thus the standard of attainment among candidates for scholarships in the Public Schools was greatly raised. A boy, unless he were a genius, stood little chance of winning a scholarship at Eton, if he had not already passed two or three years at an expensive Preparatory School. But parents who are poor cannot 30 Recollections and Reflections send their boys to such a school. My own father used to speak of his experiment in sending me, although only for a short time, to the well-known Preparatory School of the Rev. W. T. Browning at Thorpe Mandeville, near Banbury, as a speculation. It is possible, then, that the scholarships designed for the beneficent purpose of helping poor boys to receive an education which would otherwise have lain beyond their reach may become in a sense the perquisites of the rich ; for rich boys will have a better chance than poor boys of winning them. This is an evil which, as far as it exists, cries for an immediate remedy. There is no more urgently needed educational reform than the restoration of scholarships, not only in the Public Schools, but in the Universities of Oxford and Cambridge, to their true eleemosy- nary character. Something has been done, I am aware, especially in the Universities, by the creation of honorary scholarships ; something, too, but not so much, in the Public Schools. It is difficult to bring the Public Schools into line ; and so far as an assimilation has been possible, it has unhappily shown itself in the attempt of schools, which are not richly endowed, to enter into competition with their wealthier rivals upon terms not less favourable to rich boys ; but it is the simple duty of educational reformers to see that no privilege of wealth or rank shall be allowed to set clever poor boys at any disad- vantage in climbing from the lowest to the highest rung of the educational ladder. In the retrospect of my life at Eton it is interesting, yet not a little saddening, to observe how frequently the anticipations of school-days have seemed to be falsi- fied in after-life. As I recall the names of my con- temporaries at Eton, I think, not without a regretful feeling, how many among the specially brilliant boys who were at school with me have made no names Formative Influences 31 for themselves in the world of men ; and of not a few among them it must be confessed that I do not know whether they are living or dead to-day. Other boys there were, of no exceptional talent or prominence at school, who have played, and are still playing, high and honourable parts in life. Something, no doubt, has been due to rank or wealth ; something to opportunity ; most of all, perhaps, to character. But it is impossible to escape the sense of contrast between the anticipations of boyhood and the results. Schoolboys are disposed, perhaps not unnaturally, to estimate each other by a rude, Procrustean standard. Certain qualities, physical and moral, are held in honour, and if a boy possesses, or is thought to possess, them, he achieves popularity ; but other qualities of higher real value are often depreciated or ignored. The besetting peril of a Public School is the honour paid to conformity ; the distrust and dislike of all that departs from the regular groove of custom. So it is that the lives of men who have shed lustre upon their schools have too often been embittered in their youth. It may be that some boys are too sensitive or peculiar for a Public School. Yet the injury done them by ill-treatment may be life- long. Few more moving words have been spoken to the boys of a Public School than those of Dr. Hawtrey in his sermon upon Shelley's death, when he entreated his young congregation to beware lest by thoughtlessness or cruelty they should do to one of their schoolfellows the harm which the Etonians of an earlier day had done to Shelley, and ended his appeal with an exquisitely pathetic application of the Virgilian lines " Turno tempus erit magno cum optaverit emptum Intactum Pallanta." * 1 " There will come a time when Turnus would have given everything not to have laid his hands upon Pallas." JEneid, x. 503-4. 32 Recollections and Reflections It must, I am afraid, be admitted that the masters in Public Schools have at times evinced scarcely greater insight into character or capacity than the boys. They have, perhaps unconsciously, shown favour to the pleasant, clever, sociable boys whose praise was on everybody's lips ; but the lonely, sensitive boys of poetical temper or romantic aspiration have too often been left in the cold. I know no higher duty of a school- master than to be the friend of the unpopular boys, whose gifts and graces are hidden from common eyes. He should ever feel it a reproach to him that he has failed to appreciate the promise of future distinction in any boy. It may not unreasonably be supposed that parents, and mothers especially, are seldom blind to the virtues of their sons. How familiar I was in old days with the sentence beginning, " I think I may say mine is an unusually clever boy " ! Harrow, I used to say, must be exceptionally rich in the number of brilliant boys who steadily declined to make the best use of their natural abilities. Yet parents, as well as schoolmasters, may sometimes be unintelligent critics of the young. Did not Petrarch's father fling his earliest literary compositions into the fire ? Perhaps the clever- est boy who ever entered an English Public School was named Richard Brinsley Sheridan. Byron, his school- fellow, said of him, " Whatever Sheridan has done, or chosen to do, has been par excellence always the best of its kind. He has written the best Comedy (' School for Scandal '), the best Drama (in my eyes far beyond that St. Giles' lampoon, 'The Beggar's Opera'), the best Farce ('The Critic' it is only too good for a farce), and the best Address (Monologue on Garrick), and to crown all, the very best Oration (the famous Begum Speech) ever conceived or heard in this country." * 1 Diary, December 17, 1813. Formative Influences 33 Dr. Sumner, who was Sheridan's headmaster, and Dr. Parr, who was one of his formmasters, at Harrow, seem to have caught a glimpse, if only a glimpse, of his unique intellectual brilliancy ; and there is a tradition, which is, it may be hoped, incredible, that, when he entered the school, his mother wrote to his tutor, saying she was ashamed of " sending such a dunce to Harrow." But after all, it may be pleaded on behalf of parents as well as of schoolmasters that some boys are late in developing the best which is in them ; and they whose capacity is not exhausted in school-life, but augments and expands with succeeding years, are, it may be, the best products of education. If I was happy in my school-life at Eton, still happier was I in the masters by whom I was chiefly influenced while I was there. Of my seven years at Eton the first two were spent under Dr. Balston, and the last five under Dr. Hornby, as headmaster. It may be doubted whether Dr. Balston or Dr. Hornby was in his personal appearance the worthier representative of the famous school which he ruled. Dr. Balston was comparatively a stranger to me, for I was only a young boy when he retired from the headmastership. He did not, I believe, desire it, and he was glad to be relieved of it. He was an out-and-out Conservative in education. If I am not wrong, he stated in his evidence before the Public Schools Com- mission that Eton did not, in his opinion, need to be reformed. But I cannot forget his impressive per- sonality. He was never seen, even at cricket matches, except in cap and gown. Many years afterwards, when I was Master of Dulwich College, he kindly called upon me ; and I think I pleased him by showing him the prizes which he had given me in Chambers at Eton. But to small boys the headmaster of a school, especially of a school so large as Eton, is an august and D 34 Recollections and Reflections awful figure, a veiled prophet who utters sentences of doom, a minister of wrath who inflicts punishment at his will, a man whose being makes a demand of solemn and distant reverence upon young spirits. Dr. Hornby's name, however, awakens feelings of intimate personal association in my mind. He was not only my master, but my friend for many years. He kindly interested himself in my life while I was still a boy. I was for nearly three years a member of the Sixth Form under him, and should have been a member for an even longer time, had he not bidden me to forgo the privilege, tra- ditionally belonging to every boy who won a place among the Select in the examination for the Newcastle Scholar- ship, of immediate promotion to the headmaster's division. When I was captain of the school, he treated me with generous confidence. I recall the interest of the boys in his marriage. I was one among the deputation of boys who waited upon him to ask for a holiday at the birth of his son and heir. When I took leave of him at the end of my school-life, he expressed the hope that I should some day return to Eton as a master. He did, in fact, bring me back to Eton after I had taken my degree, although only for a short time. His unvarying kindness was a constant pleasure of my life. If ever it was tried, it must have been on Lord's Cricket Ground during the Eton and Harrow match. We generally sat together, for some part of the match at least, in the grand stand, or on the topmost storey of the pavilion. If the Harrow Eleven was exceptionally strong, as in the years 1888 and 1889, when the Hon. F. S. Jackson and Mr. A. C. Maclaren were both playing for Harrow, his feelings overcame him, or he pretended that they overcame him, as the hour of Harrovian victory drew near, and I have known him retire with his family to the Zoological Gardens. Once, as I remember, he sought to take a Formative Influences 35 mild revenge upon me by saying with a veiled sarcasm, as he pointed to the Harrow Eleven, " I suppose these boys are all very low down in the school." It was im- possible to suppress the not quite truthful answer that they were all, or nearly all, Sixth Form boys. He was fond of describing Harrow in language borrowed, I think, from an accomplished Eton Master, Mr. H. E. Luxmoore, as " that quiet, Elizabethan, Protestant village." It was chiefly owing to him that all through my headmastership at Harrow I stood in a most friendly relation to Eton. There were times, indeed, when, as I was walking through the playing fields at Eton, and the boys, mistaking me for one of the masters, saluted me by touching their hats, I used to think, if they knew who and what I was, they would possibly have been more inclined to stone me. I was frequently Dr. Hornby's guest in the Provost's Lodge at Eton ; for he invited me every year to preach a sermon in the School Chapel. I was his guest, too, many times in his beautiful home under Skiddaw at Keswick. It was my privilege to share in some degrees the joys, and the yet deeper sorrows, of his domestic life. Nobody outside his own family knew perhaps better than I how, in spite of his ever serene and equable demeanour, " the iron had entered into his soul." The letter which he wrote me after his wife's death was a revelation of his tender affection, his profound modesty, and his Christian submission. His family wished me to officiate at his funeral. It was with a sense of unspeakable loss that I followed his coffin in the long procession from the chapel to the cemetery at Eton, and spoke the words of " sure and certain hope " over his grave. Dr. Hornby was not perhaps what the world would call a great headmaster. He lacked the boldness, the insistency, the self-assertion, the love of publicity which 36 Recollections and Reflections win applause. He did not figure, or desire to figure, before men's eyes. He was content to do his duty, and to claim little credit for doing it. If he had thought more highly of himself, the world would have thought more highly of him. Were the Church of England only wiser in her generation, she would have been eager to utilise his gifts of intellect and character in her public service. But to know him well was to learn once for all the finest characteristics of an English gentleman. It was not what he taught or what he said, but what he was, that gave him influence over his pupils. Perhaps he will be remembered at Eton as Provost rather than as Headmaster. But his singular union of athletic and intellectual qualities, his noble presence, his dignified courtesy, his sense of justice, his love of mercy, his natural sympathy with all that is highest and noblest in life, made him the ideal of many eyes and many hearts. He was distinguished as a cricketer, an oars- man, a mountaineer, a theologian, a classical scholar of the exact type which is more frequently associated with Cambridge than with Oxford, an after-dinner speaker scarcely equalled, I think, in grace or facility, or in the art which conceals the art itself, and above all, as a perfect Christian Englishman. At his death in November, 1909, when a rather unkindly notice of his headmastership appeared in the Times, my old school- fellow, Mr. Reginald J. Smith, K.C., who, like myself, is one of his admiring pupils, asked me to write a brief memoir of him for the Cornhill Magazine. It was published in February, 1910, and from it I may quote here a passage which expresses as nearly as possible my affectionate feeling for his memory. " He set before his pupils in his own person the ideal of an English Christian gentleman. The Dean of Wells, who is himself an old headmaster, spoke in a letter Formative Influences 37 to the Times of Dr. Hornby as a man whom every father would wish his son to resemble. One of his pupils wrote to me after his death saying that there had been no such perfect gentleman since Colonel Newcome. It was not by compulsion, but by attraction, that Dr. Hornby exercised his influence. In his relation to his boys he seldom used strong or bitter language ; he never used sarcasm that poisoned weapon of the school- master's armoury. Now and again the pallor of his face or the setting of his lips would reveal his indignation at dishonourable conduct ; but in general he would show by a quiet word or by a gesture or look more expressive than words, and in this way would stamp upon the offender's mind, the feeling, that a particular action was not worthy of an Eton boy, and that it was, if I may use a colloquialism, not 'good form.' It is difficult to over- estimate the elevating power of an example such as his reinforced by such means. Many Etonians of Dr. Hornby's time, and those especially who came under his immediate personal influence, were moved to seek the things which are pure and honest, lovely, and of good report, because they knew that in seeking them they would fulfil his wish, and because in their hearts they longed to be like him." Nearly every Etonian, if he were asked who had done most for him in his school-life, would answer " My tutor." The ordinary boy sees little in a school so vast as Eton he may see practically nothing of his headmaster. There was a story told in my day at Eton that the headmaster, on the way from his house to the calling of " absence " in the school-yard, passed a small boy, now the bearer of an illustrious name ; the boy took no notice of him ; the headmaster, staying his steps for a moment, rebuked the boy for not touch- ing his hat ; and the small boy apologised for his apparent 38 Recollections and Reflections rudeness, but added that he had no idea who the head- master was. It is possible that some boys see less of the headmaster than ever since corporal punishment became a rare feature of Public School life. Anthony Trollope in his Autobiography tells how, when he happened to meet the headmaster of Harrow in the holidays, it was at first a surprise to him that the headmaster did not recognise him ; but he consoled himself by reflecting that his face was probably not the part of him which would be most familiarly known to the headmaster. A boy in his school-life passes from one form-master to another, or from his form-master to some other master ; he does not remain long enough with any one of them to gain much from him except a little teaching. He may not be all through his school-life an inmate of the same boarding-house. But his tutor is the permanent guide of his life from the day when he enters the school to the day when he leaves it. Such a relation may assume various forms or degrees, but in itself it seems to be worth preserving at almost any cost. At Eton the relation has come in the process of centuries to be fraught with an intimate and even sacred value. No Etonian can ever wholly shake off the memory or the influence of his tutor. It was my happy fortune in the seven years of my life at Eton to live in almost daily contact with the fine scholarship, the kindly discipline, the high culture, the exquisite good taste, and the elevating character of the tutor to whom this slight tribute of my gratitude is but a poor return for many kindnesses George Eden Marindin. It will be understood that I can speak only of the masters who in some way directly affected my own life. A boy in a Public School, and at Eton especially, does not come across all the masters. Thus it happens that I knew less than most Etonians of Dr. Warre. I Formative Influences 39 was never, in the language of Eton, "up to " him. It was from a distance only that I admired his strong personality, his administrative energy, and his whole- hearted devotion to the school. But in view of the generous rivalry between Eton and Harrow, it often occurred to me during my Harrovian life that the task of achieving success at Harrow would have been easier, or less difficult, than it was, had not Eton been governed during all that time by so powerful and popular a head- master as Dr. Warre. There are two other names which I must mention, if only in passing. Mr. Oscar Browning was a master at Eton all the time that I was there ; he left it soon afterwards. If Mr. Browning has not always been his own best friend, he has been the friend of many persons who needed friendship. I think sometimes that the most valuable part of his life-work was done at Eton. At Cambridge, where he spent most of his later years, the worship of accuracy told a little against him ; for at Cambridge the unpardonable sin is to make mistakes ; and Mr. Browning was always a little impatient of the drudgery, the strict exactitude, and the regular, diligent performance of humdrum duties which are not perhaps unjustly treated as essential to the highest educational work. It is, I suppose, the supremacy of the mathematical spirit at Cambridge which makes the academical world there so critical of mistakes ; but people who are unduly afraid of ever going wrong are shut out from a good many chances of doing right, and Mr. Browning has per- haps rendered greater services to education than many men whose knowledge was more accurate, but less extensive, than his own. It is, no doubt, the worship of accuracy, or its correlative, the dread of mistakes, which has made Cambridge, as compared with Oxford, 40 Recollections and Reflections so ineffectual in relation to the public Press. A distin- guished editor once told me, not, I think, quite seriously, that a Cambridge man, if he were asked to write an article of a particular kind, would often say to him, " I am afraid that is not my subj ect ; ' ' but the editor added with a laugh, " That is not an excuse which an Oxford man ever gives." Anyhow, there were many Liberals at Cambridge as well as Mr. Browning ; but at Eton he stood almost alone. It is to his credit that he fought the educational battle of Liberalism against heavy odds with an unflinching courage, if not, indeed, with an unfailing discretion. But there is no doubt that he sometimes discerned with peculiar insight the merit and the promise of boys who were neglected or de- preciated at school. It would be easy to cite the names of boys who gained from him a sympathy, such as but for his advice would never have been theirs, with intellectual studies and pursuits. He was always kind to me, especially in the later years of my school- life, when I was associated with him in the foundation of the Literary and Scientific Society. I have never for- gotten a visit which I paid with him to Ober-Ammergau ; he opened to me the gates of French and German litera- ture; and it is with a grateful feeling that I avow my appreciation of his stimulating influence upon my life. One more name, honoured and beloved, it is the office of sorrowing friendship to record. Nearly at the end of my school-life the late Mr. Samuel Henry Butcher came for a short time as a master to Eton. He was not, perhaps, well fitted for an office of educational drudgery. It was a pity, I think, that he should have been called upon to control and instruct a form of very small boys, in accordance with the paradoxical law, which so long prevailed in most Public Schools, that a Formative Influences 41 scholar fresh from the University, with his classical learning at its finest point, should take one of the lowest forms, and as he advanced in years, and his scholarship became rusty, should gradually rise to a form in which the highest scholarship was necessary. For boys, and most of all, young boys, are generally merciless in their attitude towards a master who finds a difficulty in main- taining order. There is a touching story told at Eton, that the small boys in Mr. Butcher's form were the plagues of his life during the first part of his first " half " at Eton ; but that, as the weeks passed, even they came to be a little impressed by his learning, his patience, and his gentle character ; they felt as if they had been doing wrong to a superior being ; they thought that they would like in some way or other to make amends for their misbehaviour ; and on the last day of the " half " the members of his form, before leaving Eton for the holidays, lingered for a few moments in the classroom, and then the head of the form stepped forward with an awkward, shuffling manner, as if he did not know what he was doing, or whether he ought to do it, and held up a present for which the form had subscribed out of the scanty funds still remaining at the end of the " half," and uttered sotto voce the memorable sentiment, " Please, Sir, we've been such brutes." But although Mr. Butcher was mainly occupied with the Fourth Form, he did give lessons once or twice a week upon Homer to the headmaster's division. I shall never forget the first of those lessons. In the passage which the form happened to be studying oc- curred the well-known Homeric line TKVOV IfjLOV TTO'lOV (T CTTO? (f>VyV CpKOS dBoVTWV, 1 and when several boys had translated the line by some 1 " My child, what word is this that hath escaped the door of thy lips 1 " (Odyssey i. 64). 42 Recollections and Reflections such rough and ready literal phrase as " the ring of the teeth " or " the fence of the teeth," Mr. Butcher looked up with his winning smile : " Don't you think," he said," 'the door of the lips' would be a better equiva- lent ? ; " and without another word he began himself to translate the passage in the style, and I daresay in the very language, of the translation afterwards pub- lished by Mr. Andrew Lang and himself, perhaps the finest translation of any ancient poetry into modern English prose, although for my part I find a difficulty in reconciling myself to English prose as an adequate representative of any poetry, whether ancient or modern. The incident was to me, and I believe to other boys, a revelation ; it lifted us, as though by the touch of a magician's wand, into a new world of scholarship ; it gave a fresh meaning and delight to the study of Homer, if not of classical literature generally. It would be easy to mention the names of other Eton masters. Most of the masters there during my school- life were men of singular individuality. They may not all have been good teachers, or good disciplin- arians ; but there is hardly one of them who does not stand out in my memory as a distinct character. It is sometimes thought that at Eton, as at other schools, the pressure of routine has in recent days tended to create a monotonous type of schoolmaster. But it is with pleasant thoughts that I recall the names of my successive form-masters at Eton : Mr. F. Warre Cornish, now Vice-Provost at Eton, the refined and cultivated historian of the Church of England ; the Rev. H. Snow, afterwards Dr. Kynaston, a Senior Classic, whose severity of manner did injustice to the play of his humour and the kindness of his heart ; the Rev. W. Wayte, who was such an encyclopaedia of learning that, when a fact of any kind was in dispute, his colleagues would speak of Formative Influences 43 " looking it out in Wayte " ; the Rev. C. C. James, an accurate and admirable teacher, who, if he did not make boys love learning, yet made them learn, and who certainly did not deserve the imminent peril of being thrown over Barnes Pool bridge, as I myself saw, by an excited youthful mob on Election Saturday ; the Rev. Russell Day, Parva Dies, as he was popularly called owing to his diminutive stature, who was not only the author of witticisms, as when he asked a boy who pre- sented himself at the door of his classroom what his name was, and being told that it was Cole, rejoined, " Then, friend, I think you may scuttle," but the subject of witticisms too ; for when his matrimonial engage- ment was temporarily broken off, the Provost of King's, Dr. Okes, caustically observed that the marriage was postponed sine Die ; the Rev. C. Wolley-Dod, who was as tall as Mr. Day was short it was always difficult to understand why these two masters were so fond of walking to their classrooms side by side an accomplished naturalist in the days when Natural Science was scarcely heard or dreamed of at Eton ; the Rev. E. D. Stone, who still happily survives to represent the fine flower of Etonian classical scholarship ; Mr. William Johnson, afterwards Cory, an eccentric man of genius, who might have been thought to show that men of genius should not become schoolmasters, but for his enduring influence upon so many distinguished men who were his pupils at Eton ; and the Rev. J . E. Yonge, who has won from his association with the game of Fives as played at Eton an immortality which would scarcely have belonged to him, in spite of his excellent Latin scholarship, as master of the second division in the school. Nor can I omit to mention among other masters the pioneer of mathematics at Eton, the Rev. Stephen Hawtrey, whose originality was so familiar to generations of Etonians, 44 Recollections and Reflections that, when Fanny Kemble gave a Shakespearean reading to the boys, she could not think why every allusion to the habits of Stefano in " The Tempest " was received by an outburst of merriment, until she learnt that Stefano was the soubriquet for Mr. Stephen Hawtrey. Old Etonians of my time will not be at a loss to guess the name of one master about whom there gathered a host of illustrative anecdotes true or untrue, as e.g., that in making the application for a clerical office, when he had ceased to be a master at Eton, he described himself as having " devoted more than thirty years to the service of Eton," and now " desiring to spend the residue of his life in the service of God"; or that, in soliciting subscriptions for his church from all Etonians who had ever passed through his form, he ended his letters with the formula, " Kind regards to wife and family," until it was pointed out to him that the recipient of one of these letters, a highly distinguished old Etonian, had just lost his wife and his only child by death, and he sought to safeguard himself in his future appeals by so modifying the formula that it ran, " Kind regards to wife and family (if any)." If I do not name other Eton masters, it will not, I hope, be thought that I do not remember many of them with gratitude. But it is not the masters or the boys who make Eton what she is. She is herself the inspiration of her sons. How far greater is she than the greatest of them all ; how far nobler than the noblest ; how far better than the best ! Not the dullest of them or the rudest can wholly escape the spell of her beauty or the appeal of her history. Silently she bids them in their lives, private or public, to be noble as the Castle of Windsor, beneath whose shadow she lies, and pure as the lilies upon her shield. To have lived within her walls, to have wandered through her playing fields, to Formative Influences 45 have spent quiet, meditative hours by the river which whispers to her peace, to have knelt amidst the com- pany of young souls in her chapel, would itself be a liberal education, if nothing else were ever taught or learnt at Eton. To her the thoughts of her sons all the world over turn at all times, but on the fourth of June especially, with a gratitude and reverence beyond words. Abroad as at home, in the hours of peril and isolation, it is with the watchword " Floreat Etona " upon their lips that they have ridden gaily, like young Elwes at Laing's Nek, in Lady Butler's famous picture, into the jaws of death. There is no higher or purer ambition of their lives than to win some fresh honour for her ; and when it is won, and they bring it to her feet, they find that it is hers already, for it is she that has made them all that they are. Through the vista of more than forty years I look back to the summer evening when I strolled for the last time, as an Eton boy, with him who was, perhaps, the dearest of my school friends, through the playing fields of Eton. It had been my happiness to make many friends there, and some of them have been my friends through life, such as Edward Carus Selwyn, for many years the head- master of Uppingham School ; Alfred Hands Cooke, the headmaster of Aldenham School ; Herbert Edward Ryle, Bishop of Exeter and Winchester, and now Dean of Westminster ; George Curzon, now Earl Curzon of Kedleston ; St. John Brodrick, now Viscount Midleton ; Alfred Clayton Cole, lately Governor of the Bank of Eng- land ; and Edward and Alfred Lyttelton. In the seven years of my school-life I had risen to be captain of the school, and now my school-life was over. The sunset seemed to light up the past with golden radiance ; but what would the future be ? It was difficult to help the feeling that they who were leaving Eton were launching 46 Recollections and Reflections out as from sheltered waters upon a wide, unknown, and dangerous sea. Alfred Lyttelton, who was with me then, my younger schoolfellow, the companion of my last walk at Eton, has passed before me into the spiritual world behind the veil, and to him tributes have been paid in Parliament and elsewhere by worthier voices than mine ; but he was the hero of my boyish days, the ideal figure of the years which I spent at Eton, and the memory of him, as I think now of that old friendship, recalls the exquisite tribute of Shenstone to the friend whom he had loved and lost : Heu ! quam multo minus est cum aliis uersari quam tui meminisse. 1 '_ x "Alas! how far less a boon is the society of others than the memory of thee! " CHAPTER III FORMATIVE INFLUENCES (continued) A COLLEGER at Eton naturally passes from the school to King's College, Cambridge, as a scholar from Winchester to New College, Oxford. At the time when I left Eton, some of the leading boys were anxious to compete for scholarships at Trinity rather than at King's, partly, I think, as feeling that a scholarship which was not a close prize would, if it were won, be a more honourable distinction, and partly as seeking admission to a larger circle of new associates in the University. For although King's College had been thrown open to the world for some years before I went there, and had ceased to merit the reproach which Lord Macaulay once levelled against it, as against the corresponding college at Oxford, the Etonian element was still predominant in the college, nor had the Etonian and the non-Etonian elements been as yet successfully fused. But it was my father's wish that I should go to King's, and I have never been sorry that I went there. I have always felt a certain pride in praying, or in hearing others pray, "as in private duty bound," in the University Church at Cambridge, for " the two royal and religious founda- tions of King Henry VI. here and at Eton." But the most pleasant and the most potent influences upon my life at Cambridge were not all found in King's. Most of my intimate personal friends were Trinity men. The Provost of King's, Dr. Okes, was drawing 47 48 Recollections and Reflections near to his ninetieth year ; he could not, therefore, be much more than a figure-head of the college. He had not, I think, kept up his classical scholarship in the same degree as his contemporary, the Provost of Eton, Dr. Goodford ; but he was in my opinion a humorist of a high order. Some of his bons mots have been collected and published by the late Sir William Fraser. One specimen of his wit I may not inappropriately cull from an after-dinner speech, which seems to me, as an extemporaneous utterance, to be almost perfect. Everybody who has visited Eton on June 4th knows that an invitation to the dinner or luncheon given by the Provost in the College Hall, if it is an honour, is also, when the day is fine and warm, something of a terror, or it was so years ago ; for the guests, who would gladly have been strolling about the playing fields, or making their way to the riverside for the procession of boats to Surley, used to find themselves imprisoned in a rather stuffy building, with only the privilege of eating a rather heavy meal. In a certain year, when the future of the Public Schools had been a good deal debated both in and out of Parliament, a well-known banker in replying to one of the toasts, delivered a lengthy harangue upon educational reform at Eton. It was a hot afternoon, and the company was pining for fresh air. When the banker at last sat down, the Provost was called upon to respond for King's College. The guests shuddered at the prospect of another long educational harangue. But the Provost simply thanked the company for drinking the toast with so much kind- ness ; then he went on to say, in reference to the speech which had just been delivered, that he thought they had perhaps heard from the famous banker enough of " Notes on 'Change," and added with a twinkle in his eye, as knowing that everybody was eager to see the pro- Formative Influences 49 cession of boats, " We are all, I think, now ready for a run upon the bank;" and with these few words he sat down. The Rev. Augustus Austen Leigh was tutor of King's when I went there. He became afterwards Vice- Provost and Provost. The story of his life has been written with a pious affection by his brother ; and if it is possible that his part in shaping the destiny of King's has been a little overstated, no words of praise can be too strong for his unselfishness, his generosity, his courtesy, his frank and noble character and his self-sacrificing interest in the welfare of the college. Not long after I took my degree, he resigned the tutorship without saying a word to me or to any- body else ; but, as I never doubted, simply in order that I might succeed to it. It is a gratifying thought that, although I gave up my fellowship soon after I became headmaster of Harrow, I retained it just long enough to record my vote, as my last official act in the college, for him in the election to the Provost- ship. My life in the University was studious, but not, I hope, recluse. It was my custom to work six or seven hours a day. I was never able to work long hours, but I tried to make up by intensity of application for the comparative paucity of my working hours. I got my exercise generally in football, tennis, rowing and riding. I must confess that I never cared much about rowing ; it was too monotonous for my taste. I am afraid I even resented the prohibition against looking out of the boat. Football had not then attained its present inordinate popularity. It has, I am afraid, been a good deal injured by professionalism. When I played for the Old Etonians against the Blackburn Rovers at Kennington Oval, there was little more than a E 50 Recollections and Reflections thin ring of spectators on the ground, and a few years ago the visitors to the Crystal Palace at the final match for the Football Association Cup were as many as 120,000. But if cricket is the king of games, as being the game which combines the utmost skill with the utmost uncertainty, I have always felt, and felt most strongly when I was a schoolmaster, that there is no game which can rival football, for the exercise which it affords with little trouble and at little cost to the largest number of people with the least expenditure of time. For sedentary games, as, indeed, for indoor games generally, I have never felt much inclination. It has been a surprise to me that intelligent men and women, even on shipboard, should spend pretty well the whole day in a more or less vitiated atmosphere at whist or bridge. I much prefer reading books or talking to friends and strangers. The general incapacity of mankind for sus- taining conversation without drinking or smoking is in my eyes something of a reproach to human nature. I sympathise with Dr. Johnson's love of talk, without any desire to imitate his style of talking ; but as I have hardly ever visited a place which I have been sorry to visit, or read a book which I have been sorry to read, so it has hardly ever been my fortune to meet people whom I have been sorry to meet, as from them all, or nearly all, it has been possible to derive knowledge or pleasure in conversation. It is only right that I should mention two very different Societies to which I belonged in my academical life. At the Debating Society of the Union I was not a frequent speaker ; but I was much interested in its discussions and proceedings, and I passed by regular degrees through membership of the Commit- Formative Influences 51 tee to the Secretaryship, and at last to the Presi- dency. The late Professor Maitland had been a shining light of the Union just before I entered it; so was my friend, the late Mr. J. K. Stephen, just after I left it. Professor Maitland' s protest against " the liberty of the subject," as he said, " to make himself an object," was, I think, an admirable example of combined wit and wisdom. Dr. C. S. Kenny, now Downing Professor of the Laws of England at Cam- bridge, made what I thought was a brilliant retort to a Conservative orator who had designated all Noncon- formists as uncircumcised Philistines, when he followed him in a speech beginning with the words, " My honour- able and circumcised friend." But although the speeches made in the Union during my connection with it were not particularly striking, yet I have always thought of the Union as an excellent training-ground for public life. It is, or it was, indeed, sometimes too easily swayed by claptrap, invective, or rodomontade ; but it hated bores, it appreciated modesty and industry ; and I think I may say of the Union, as of the House of Commons, that I never knew a speaker permanently fail there without feeling that I could understand the reason of his failure. One of my most pleasant recollections of the Union is that I took the Chair at a special meeting held there in behalf of the memorial which was raised to Mr. Francis Maitland Balfour, whose premature death upon the Alps was hardly a greater loss to science than to friendship. My introduction to the select Society known as the " Apostles " was the highest privilege of my intellectual life at Cambridge. The " Apostles " used to be regarded as a secret body like the Freemasons ; but the veil has lately been in some degree withdrawn from their history. They are a Society dating back 52 Recollections and Reflections to the undergraduate days of Alfred Tennyson and Arthur Hallam. The Society consists of men who are elected by their fellow-undergraduates on the score of intellectuality alone. I am afraid I was hardly worthy of membership of the Society ; but its weekly meetings, with the keenness, the cleverness, the originality, the audacity, the uncompromising love of truth in all its members, has affected my judgment of men and things all through life. It was a supreme privilege to listen to the outspoken thoughts of such men as Professor (afterwards Sir Richard) Jebb, Professor Jackson, Pro- fessor Henry Sidgwick, Professor Maitland, Professor Ward and others among the generation senior to my own, as well as to the most brilliant among my own contemporaries. Perhaps I differed chiefly from most of my colleagues among the " Apostles " in my strong adherence to religion and to Christianity. It has sometimes been said that Cambridge has not given to the world so many men of great eminence as Oxford, but has given some men of eminence superior to any who have been educated at the sister University. I can hardly think that Cam- bridge falls behind Oxford in the number of its dis- tinguished sons, except perhaps in the field of action, for it has been the home of the poets, Ben Jonson to Tennyson ; and I hope it is not an unreasoning prejudice to doubt if Oxford can boast any names quite so great as those of Newton, Bacon, Cromwell, Milton, Words- worth and Darwin. Similarly, Oxford possesses more features of historical or artistic interest than Cambridge ; but none of its features, I think, surpasses, or perhaps rivals, the three especial glories of Cambridge, viz. the Backs of the colleges, the Great Court of Trinity, and the Chapel of King's. The Chapel is the very heart of King's ; it is that which invests the College with its Formative Influences 53 unique character and distinction. Wordsworth's famous sonnet does no more than justice to its sanctifying beauty, its elevating dignity. Critics such as Ruskin have found fault, not unjustly, with its exterior ; but to one who worships in it habitually it may well seem to be among the few entirely religious buildings of the world. As an undergraduate, and afterwards as a Fellow, I used to worship daily in the Chapel, and I hope, and think, the spell of its services sank into my heart. One particular association of my life at King's I have always valued. I was taught as a boy to reverence the name of Charles Simeon. His name is less familiar in Cambridge to-day than it used to be ; but my old friend, John Willis Clark, the Registrary of the Univer- sity, who knew more of the past of Cambridge than any other person among my acquaintance there, spoke to me often about the effect of Simeon's example and influence. He was not only a religious leader, but a social reformer. From him more than from any other man sprang the moral amelioration of the University. At one time of his life he was so unpopular as to be prac- tically isolated in the University and in his own college. He records in his diary that he felt the tide to be just turning in his favour, when his own personal servant, or " gyp," who used to wait on him in his rooms, actually touched his hat on meeting him in the street. But he lived to exercise a wide-spreading influence over the Church as well as over the University ; Lord Macaulay speaks of him as a greater ecclesiastical power in his day than any bishop ; and his funeral procession, at which my father, as he often told me, happened to be present, extended in an unbroken mass of mourners along the whole quadrangle of his college. It happened that all my time at King's was spent on Simeon's staircase. The handrail which was put there to assist his steps as 54 Recollections and Reflections he climbed, in his old age, to his rooms on the topmost storey still remains, and it is still sometimes called in his memory " The Saint's Rest." It was in those rooms that he frequently gathered for prayer and study the Evangelical parties of which Henry Martyn was once a member ; and afterwards, when Henry Martyn was labouring in India, he used to point the eyes of un- dergraduates to his portrait, as though to them it must needs preach with silent eloquence the lesson of seriousness in thought and conduct. I have always set myself against compulsion in religious matters ; I voted regularly as a Fellow against compulsory chapels ; but it is impossible to forget that enforced attendance at Chapel, and even at Holy Communion, was the occasion, if it cannot be said to have been the cause, of the spiritual change which transformed Charles Simeon's life. I became an undergraduate at Cambridge just after the days of Whewell and Sedgwick ; but there were giants even in my days ; and as I often attended the University Sermon, I could not help being deeply im- pressed by seeing the long line of professors, some of them men of European fame in their own studies, filing out of the Vestry Sunday by Sunday into St. Mary's Church. They were not only heads of colleges like Dr. Thompson, the Master of Trinity, and Dr. Bateson, the Master of St. John's, or professors of theology, although Dr. West- cott, Dr. Lightfoot and Dr. Hort were men who would have shed lustre upon any faculty ; but professors such as Adams, Stokes, Cayley, Humphry, Paget, Clerk Maxwell, Kennedy, J. E. B. Mayor, Liveing, Cowell, and others scarcely less eminent, in whom I saw, what has ever since been in my eyes the most attractive of human characters, the combination of high intellectuality with profound and reverent spirituality. Formative Influences 55 Among them all a pre-eminent place belongs in the history of my own life to the two great masters, at whose feet I sat for many years, Westcott and Lightfoot. To know them was to learn many lessons of unfailing value. They taught me the duty of meeting criticism in religion, whatever it might be, not by abuse or authority, but by a wider learning and a deeper in- sight on the side of orthodoxy. They taught me how essential is the balance of judgment which, where certainty is unattainable as it is in most human affairs, is willing, after due consideration of evidences, to be guided by probability. It is, I think, too, the result of their teaching which has made me distrustful of all such so- called Higher Biblical Criticism as sets, or appears to set, the taste or opinion or predilection of an individual scholar above the objective testimony of historical documents. Dr. Lightfoot was perhaps the ideal pro- fessor of theology in a difficult age. He was more easily intelligible than Dr. Westcott. He adapted him- self more readily to a great variety of spiritual and intellectual tempers. He was honoured and trusted by the men who were most widely removed from him in religious belief. I was present in the University Church when he preached his farewell sermon before leaving his simple rooms at Trinity for Auckland Castle. As I made my way to the church I saw him coming with quick steps, bearing his robe-case in his hand, down Trinity Street. The church was crowded to the doors ; and I think there were others as well as I whose tears could scarcely be restrained at the passing of one who had done so much for the higher interests of so many students in the sphere of academical life at Cambridge. I stayed with him afterwards at Auckland Castle, and gave him such little help as a young man could in his White Cross Crusade. 56 Recollections and Reflections To Dr. Westcott my relation was more intimate. I used often to go on Sunday evenings to his house in St. Peter's Terrace. When supper was over, he would pour out " things new and old " from his rich treasury of knowledge. There was in him, if not genius, yet something as near as possible to genius. He was my friend and counsellor at many points of my life then and afterwards. It was he who sent me to Harrow. As an old Etonian, I had no wish to become headmaster of the school which is Eton's most formidable rival ; but in the Easter holidays of 1885, while I was absent from England on a visit to Constantinople, he laid before the Governors of Harrow School the testimonials which had been given me as a candidate for the Master- ship of Dulwich College, and my election to the head- mastership of Harrow was practically settled before I came home. Well do I remember the day on which the Governors of Harrow School called me before them. The election seemed to be almost a formality. After a brief interview the Chairman of the Governors, the late Lord Verulam, told me it was their unanimous wish that I should succeed Dr. Butler. I spoke a few words of thanks, then I went out of the room. Dr. Westcott followed me, and as he clasped my hand he said almost in a whisper: "Let your motto be 7rt