. PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE BY HORATIO BRIDGE PAYMASTER -GENERAL U. S. NAVY (RETIRED) What then ? shall -we sit idly d<rwn and say The night hath come, it is no longer day ? The night hath not yet come ; me are not quite Cut off from labor by the failing light Something remains for us to do or dare Even the oldest tree some fruit may bear "Morituri Salutamus NEW YORK HARPER & BROTHERS PUBLISHERS 1393 Ji y. *4 & /ft M Copyright, 1893, by HARPER & BROTHERS. All rights reserved. TO CHARLOTTE MARSHALL BRIDGE THE WIFE WHO, BY HER WISE COUNSELS AND CHEERFUL AID, HAS CONTRIBUTED LARGELY TO WHATEVER OF SUCCESS HAS COME TO ME SINCE OUR MARRIAGE; WHO HAS BRAVELY BORNE HER FULL SHARE OF LIFE S BURDENS, AND WHO FOR MANY YEARS, ENJOYED HAWTHORNE S FRIENDSHIP AND CONFIDENCE THIS VOLUME lix CKratefullg Xnscribctj b) THE AUTHOR 226791 PREFACE THREE papers of " Personal Recollections of Nathaniel Hawthorne," recently published in Harper s Magazine, were favorably received, and have brought many letters, from strangers as well as from friends, urging me to publish still more upon the same subject. I may therefore hope that a somewhat more extended account in book-form of Hawthorne will also be well received. Accordingly, while taking the papers just men tioned as the basis of a volume, I have added some new material including several letters from Hawthorne and General Pierce now first published. For many years I have resisted the persua sions of friends and publishers to write some thing of Hawthorne s life and character; to which end many recollections and not a little material, still in my possession, might, perchance, be profit- VI PREFACE ably applied. But, conscious of having neither the literary ability nor the critical skill essential to a biographical sketch of the great romance- writer or to an analysis of his writings, I shall refrain from attempting either, and here limit my narrative chiefly to matters connected with his college days, and to some incidents in his later career which, I think, have not yet been fully re counted by others. The rules of chronology will not be strictly ad hered to in the following pages, whatever may be the effect on the story. My main object is to give some facts new and old with little regard to structure or embellishment. A somewhat busy life on my part and fre quent separations, by sea and land, often broke the continuity of our personal association, but never that of our friendship. As an offset to those separations, however, I probably received more letters from Hawthorne, of a purely friend ly character, than did any other man. The earlier of those letters were all destroyed at his request. Some of the others the pub lishing of which I trust no friend of his would disapprove are herein given. H. B. "THE MOORINGS," ATHENS, Pa., 1892. CONTENTS CHAPTER I. Boyhood of Hawthorne. Leaving Home for College. Youthful Characteristics. His Personality Page i CHAPTER II. Preface to "The Snow Image." Pastimes. College Grounds and Surroundings. Favorite Strolls. "Songs for Sailors." The Old Fortune-Teller. Self-Distrust. 7 CHAPTER III. Class of 1825. Longfellow and Others. Duel of Cilley. Men of Mark in other Classes. Pierce, Fessenden, Stowe, I. P. Hale, and others. Franklin Pierce s Char acter and Rank in College 16 CHAPTER IV. Social Life in Brunswick. College Friendships. Favorite Studies. Rank at Graduation. Poetry Renounced. . 32 CHAPTER V. Salem Home. College Expenses. Inn near College. Social Gatherings. Card-Playing. Rooms and Board ing-Places. Incidental Expenses 38 Vlll CONTENTS CHAPTER VI. ftVager about Marriages-Early Letters Destroyed. Haw thorne s Pseudonyms. Unmusical Page 47 CHAPTER VII. The Faculty of Bowdoin. Close of College Life. Semi centennial Class Reunion 51 CHAPTER VIII. Life after Graduation already Chronicled by others. Franklin Pierce s Friendship for Hawthorne, and his De votion to the Union. Republicans Blind to the Danger of Secession. A Month s Visit to Writer. French Teacher Described. Purpose of Commercial Life Aban doned. " Seven Tales of my Native Land." Fanshawe. Despondency. Various Disappointments. Old Let ters of Writer Reproduced 59 CHAPTER IX. Peter Parley Books. " Twice -Told -Tales. " Exploring Expedition. Weigher and Ganger in Boston Custom- House. Brook Farm . . . 77 CHAPTER X. Vllawthorne s Marriage. 4-Life at the Old Manse. Failure to Obtain Postmastership at Salem. "Journal of an African Cruiser." Letters Relating thereto. Advice about Journalizing 86 CHAPTER XI. Return to Salem. Visit to Writer at Portsmouth Navy- Yard. Appointed Surveyor in Salem Custom-House. Removed from Office. Resentment towards Salem Peo- P le 105 CONTENTS IX CHAPTER XII. Several Visits to us after my Marriage. Hawthorne s Resi dence in Lenox. The Red House Burned. " The Life of Franklin Pierce " Pa g e IJ 7 CHAPTER XIII. The Liverpool Consulate. Letters relating to Changes of Consular Salaries. Letter of Sympathy. Offer of Por tuguese Mission Declined. Resignation of Consulate. Recollections of a Gifted Woman 135 CHAPTER XIV. Return to America. The Civil War. Hawthorne s Polit ical Principles. His Loyalty to the Union 164 CHAPTER XV. Visit to Washington in War Time. Letters showing De votion to Northern Cause. Failing Health. General Pierce s Account of Hawthorne s Last Journey and Death. General Tierce s own Death 167 CHAPTER XVI. Several Letters of Mrs. Hawthorne. Conclusion. ... 182 ILLUSTRATIONS NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE Frontispiece From a Photograph taken in 1860. HAWTHORNE S BIRTHPLACE Faces p. 38 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 68 After a Painting by C. G. Thomson, 1850. THE "OLD MANSE" 86 CUSTOM-HOUSE, SALEM H HORATIO BRIDGE T 46 " THE WAYSIDE," RESIDENCE OF HAW THORNE AT CONCORD 164 HAWTHORNE S GRAVE. " 180 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE CHAPTER I. THE boyhood of Nathaniel Hawthorne has been chronicled by his son Julian, in the biogra phy of "Nathaniel Hawthorne and His Wife"; by his son-in-law Lathrop, in the " Study of Haw thorne " ; and recently, in an article in the Wide- Awake, by his relative Elizabeth Manning. I shall therefore refer to that period only be cause Hawthorne s isolation and environment in boyhood seem to me to have had an important influence upon his character and conduct, even after he had come to manhood. He is described by his eldest sister (see " Biography," Vol. I., p. 99) as a " beautiful and bright boy ; indulged not only by his mother, but by all his uncles and aunts." Perhaps he might have been spoiled by this V l ^ : NATK>.NjL HAWTHORNE indulgence, had not an accident brought on a tedious lameness which though temporarily dis- abli ng doubtless proved a " blessing in disguise " by keeping him aloof from the active sports of boyhood, and compelling him to seek occupation and pleasure mainly in books. This enforced physical inaction, together with the seclusion of his mother s house and his long absences from Salem, combined to make him al most a stranger in his native town until he had left college ; and these conditions must neces sarily have had great influence in forming his peculiar character and shaping his later course. With these preliminary remarks I turn to the subject of his college life, the delineation of which was the original and principal motive for the present writing. A boy on going to college seventy years ago went under conditions so different from those of to-day that, to appreciate the situation, one must revert to the old stage-coach as, in the early morning, it passed from house to house, the driver blowing his horn to summon the passengers, and the family coming out to give their farewells and such cautions as would overwhelm with mortifica tion a young fellow of the present day. In such a case, if a pretty sister made one of the family group, it would add materially to the interest felt in the new-comer. There may be as much sus- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 3 ceptibility in the collegian of the present time, but we had a rather more naive way of show ing it. The stage-coach gave better opportunities for travellers to become acquainted with each other than are afforded by the modern railway-car. Some old men will recollect the mail-stage for merly plying between Boston and Brunswick (Maine), drawn by four strong, spirited horses, and bowling along at the average speed of ten miles an hour. The exhilarating pace, the smooth roads, and the juxtaposition of the in siders tended, in a high degree, to the promo tion of enjoyment and good-fellowship, which might ripen into lasting friendship. Among the passengers in one of these coaches in the summer of 1821 were Franklin Pierce, Jonathan Cilley, Alfred Mason, and Nathaniel Hawthorne the last-named from Salem, the oth ers from New Hampshire. Pierce had already spent his freshman year at Bowdoin College, which institution his companions were on their way to enter. This chance association was the beginning of a life-long friendship between Pierce, Cilley, and Hawthorne ; and it led to Mason and Hawthorne becoming chums. There was no great congeni ality between the two room-mates, owing partly to their joining rival societies, but more to the 4 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE dissimilarity in their tastes and habits. Both, however, were well-bred and amiable, and they lived together harmoniously for two years. A slight acquaintance with Mason led me to call at their rooms, and there I first met Haw thorne. He interested me greatly at once, and a friendship then began which, for the forty- three years of his subsequent life, was never for a moment chilled by indifference nor clouded by doubt. Though our paths in life, like our char-- acters, were widely different, our friendship never wavered till the sad end came. Hawthorne was a slender lad, having a massive head, with dark, brilliant, and most expressive eyes, heavy eyebrows, and a profusion of dark hair. For his appearance at that time the in quirer must rely wholly upon the testimony of friends ; for, I think, no portrait of him as a lad is extant. On one occasion, in our senior year, the class wished to have their profiles cut in sil houette by a wandering artist of the scissors, and interchanged by all the thirty-eight. Hawthorne disapproved the proposed plan, and steadily re fused to go into the Class Golgotha, as he styled the dismal collection. I joined him in this freak, and so our places were left vacant. I now re gret the whim, since even a moderately correct NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 5 outline of his features as a youth would, at this day, be interesting. Hawthorne s figure was somewhat singular, owing to his carrying his head a little on one side ; but his walk was square and firm, and his manner self-respecting and reserved. A fashiona ble boy of the present day might have seen some thing to amuse him in the new student s appear ance ; but had he indicated this he would have rued it, for Hawthorne s clear appreciation of the social proprieties and his great physical courage would have made it as unsafe to treat him with discourtesy then as at any later time. Though quiet and most amiable, he had great pluck and determination. I remember that in one of our convivial meetings we had the laugh upon him for some cause, an occurrence so rare that the bantering was carried too far. After bearing it awhile, Hawthorne singled out the one among us who had the reputation of being the best pugilist, and in a few words quietly told him that he would not permit the rallying to go far ther. His bearing was so resolute, and there was so much of danger in his eye, that no one after wards alluded to the offensive subject in his presence. This characteristic was notably dis played several years later, when a lady incited him to quarrel with one of his best friends on account of a groundless pique of hers. He went 6 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE to Washington for the purpose of challenging the gentleman, and it was only after ample explana tions had been made, showing that his friend had behaved with entire honor, that Pierce and Cilley, who were his advisers, could persuade him to be satisfied without a fight. The lady had appealed to him to redress her fancied wrongs, and he was too chivalrous to decline the service. Hawthorne, with rare strength of character, had yet a gentleness and an unselfishness which en deared him greatly to his friends. He was a gen tleman in the best sense of the word, and he was always manly, cool, self-poised, and brave. He was neither morose nor sentimental ; and, though taciturn, was invariably cheerful with his chosen friends; and there was much more of fun and frolic in his disposition than his published writ ings indicate. CHAPTER II. HAWTHORNE dedicated but two of his books to friends "Our Old Home" to ex-President Pierce, in 1863 ; and "The Snow Image" to my self, in 1850. In the preface to the last he gives some pleas ant glimpses of his college life, which present a better picture of his lighter occupations than can be found elsewhere; and it maybe interesting to the admirers of his writings to have some of the statements in the following extract from that preface amplified and explained by one who was familiar with the scenes and incidents to which he refers. In that dedication he says : " Be all that as it may, there can be no ques tion of the propriety of my inscribing this volume of earlier and later stories to you, and pausing here a few moments to speak of them as friend speaks to friend ; still being cautious, however, that the public and the critics shall overhear nothing which we care about concealing. On you, if on no other person, I am entitled to rely 8 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE to sustain the position of my dedicatee. If any body is responsible for my being at this day an author, it is yourself. I know not whence your faith came, but while we were lads together at a country college, gathering blueberries in study hours under those tall, academic pines, or watch ing the great logs as they tumbled along the cur rent of the Androscoggin, or shooting pigeons or gray squirrels in the woods, or bat-fowling in the summer twilight, or catching trout in that shad owy little stream which, I suppose, is still wander ing riverward through the forest, though you and I will never cast a line in it again ; two idle lads, in short (as we need not fear to acknowledge now), doing a hundred things that the Faculty never heard of, or else it would have been the worse for us still, it was your prognostic of your friend s destiny that he was to be a writer of fic tion. And a fiction-monger he became in due season. But was there ever such a weary delay in obtaining the slightest recognition from the public as in my case ? I sat down by the way side of life, like a man under enchantment, and a shrubbery sprang up around me, and the bushes grew to be saplings, and the saplings became trees, until no exit appeared possible through the entangling depths of my obscurity. And there, perhaps, I should be sitting at this moment, with the moss on the imprisoning tree-trunks, and the NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE yellow leaves of more than a score of autumns / piled above me, if it had not been for you. For it was through your interposition and that, more over, unknown to himself that your early friend was brought before the public somewhat more prominently than theretofore in the first volume of Twice-Told Tales. Not a publisher in Amer ica, I presume, would have thought well enough of my forgotten or never-noticed stories to risk the expense of print and paper ; nor do I say this with any purpose of casting odium on the respectable fraternity of booksellers for their blindness to my wonderful merit. To confess the truth, I doubted of the public recognition quite as much as they could do. So much the more generous was your confidence ; and know ing, as I do, that it was founded on old friend ship rather than cold criticism, I value it only the more for that. " So now, when I turn back upon my path, lighted by a transitory gleam of public favor, to pick up a few articles which were left out of my former collections, I take pleasure in making them the memorial of our very long and un broken connection." Formerly the college grounds and the land adjoining included a great area of pine forest, 10 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE with blueberry bushes and other shrubs for its undergrowth, and with foot-paths running de viously for miles under the shady trees, where, in their season, squirrels and wild pigeons might be found in sufficient numbers to afford good sport. The woodland gave a charmingly secluded retreat, and imparted a classic aspect to the other wise tame scenery of the Brunswick Plains. Un happily, in later years a public road was made between the campus and the/quiet old graveyard, and a street was opened on another side, so that the grove has been sadly circumscribed. I am sorry to add that many of those " tall academic pines " have been cut down, leaving only their stumps to tell of their former existence and their destruction. The beauty of these woods made such an impression upon Longfellow s poetical mind that fifty years later in addressing the few remaining members of our class, he thus apostrophized the woods he so well remembered: " Ye groves of pine, That once were mine, but are no longer mine." In our day one could wander for miles through this forest without meeting a person (except a stray student or two) or hearing a sound other than the occasional chatter of a squirrel, the song NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE II of a bird, or the sighing of the wind through the branches overhead. By crossing the road leading to Bath, a town nine miles away, one came into another division of the pine woods, where the sandy soil was not so level, and through which ran the " shadowy little stream " that, after traversing the main street of the village and skirting the small elevation near Professor Cleveland s house, made its way to the river, a mile or so below the falls of the Andros- cqggin. * In this brook we often fished for the small trout that were to be found there ; but the main charm of those outings was in the indolent loitering along the low banks of the little stream, listening to its murmur or to the whispering of the overhanging pines. There was one favorite spot in a little ravine, where a copious spring of clear cold water gushed out from the sandy bank and joined the larger stream. This was the Paradise Spring, which deserves much more than its present celebrity for the absolute purity of its waters. Of late years the brook has been better known as a favorite haunt of the great romance writer, and it is now often called the Hawthorne Brook. Another locality, above the bridge, afforded 12 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE an occasional stroll through the fields and by the river. There, in spring, we used to linger for hours to watch the giant pine-logs (for there were giants in those days) from the far-off forests, float ing by hundreds in the stream until they came to the falls; then, balancing for a moment on the brink, they plunged into the foamy pool below. Those who have seen such huge tree-trunks, each possessing a certain individuality, approach in groups or singly, and disappear, will understand why it was so fascinating to "watch the great logs as they tumbled along the current." The Androscoggin River, one of the largest in New England, bounds the village on the north, while on the opposite side, and two or three miles distant, lies Maquoit Bay (an inlet of the beauti ful Casco Bay), which afforded a genuine marine view, vulgarized though it was by the dilapidated wharf and the two or three melancholy sloops that plied between this point and Portland, laden with lumber and firewood. A trip in one of these coasters is said to have inspired a high officer of the college with the beneficent idea of writing a book of " Songs for Sailors." Though the little volume fell still-born from the press, a few cop ies escaped, and gave occasion for great fun to the irreverent youngsters, who parodied it with- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 13 out mercy. I can only rescue for a brief hour from oblivion the initial stanza of the first poem in the book, and here offer it as a " specimen brick" : All you who would be seamen Must bear a valiant heart, And when you come upon the sea You must not think to start ; Nor once to be faint-hearted In hail, rain, wind, or snow ; Nor to think for to shrink When the stormy winds do blow." In process of time it was my fortune to " come upon the sea," and I experienced the full force of "hail, rain, wind, or snow "on several occasions notably in the Portsmouth, beating round Cape Horn in a wild, wintry gale ; and again in the Sar atoga, in a blinding storm of snow and sleet, em bayed off the coast of New Hampshire, and only saved from total shipwreck by cutting away the masts and anchoring on a rocky lee-shore. I take shame upon myself for not recalling, then and there, those appropriate and inspiriting lines. To this little bay within a bay we occasionally resorted, but the tiresome walk over the sandy road deprived the excursions of half their pleas ure. The bay and the rapid river gave to the flat region adjacent to the college its only picturesque features. Of these Longfellow wrote : 14 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE " Thou river, widening through the meadows green To the vast sea, so near and yet unseen !" Another of our favorite strolls was in a sparse ly settled street by the riverside. There, after tea, Hawthorne and I often walked, silent or conversing, according to the humor of the hour. These rambles sometimes ended at the unpainted cottage of an old fortune-teller who, from the tea- leaves in a cracked cup or from a soiled pack of cards, evoked our respective destinies. She always gave us brilliant futures, in which the most attractive of the promised gifts were abun dance of gold and great wealth of wives. Lovely beings these wives of destiny were sure to be, some of whom the old crone prophesied would be " dark-complected " and others " light-com plected," but all surpassingly beautiful. These blessings, and more, she predicted for so small a silver coin that, though we were her best pa trons, our modest stock of pocket-money was not inconveniently diminished by her fees. We were fully repaid for the outlay by the fun of the hoffr ; but, to the discredit of the prophet ess, it must be said that the gold never came to us, but to each a very happy marriage without the dangerous procession of blondes and bru nettes. And it was an added tie between us NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 1 5 that each had the highest appreciation of the many excellent qualities of his friend s wife. A few years since I revisited the spot where the sibyl once had lived ; but, alas ! only to find that her house was gone, and that a railway-track had usurped its former site. In our long evening walks, especially when dis cussing the probable future of each, Hawthorne was less reserved than at other times. On such occasions I always foretold his success if he should choose literature as a profession. He lis tened without assenting, but, as he told me long afterwards, he was cheered and strengthened in his subsequent career by my enthusiastic faith in his literary powers. The professors and students all acknowledged his superiority in Latin and English composition, yet to me he insisted that he could never bring" himself into accord with the general reading pub lic, nor make himself sufficiently understood by it to gain anything more than a beggarly support as an author. It was this distrust of being right fully appreciated that, for so many years, prevent ed him from taking that rank among the foremost writers of America which scholars and critics now concede to him. CHAPTER III. THE class of 1825 became distinguished in the- annals of Bowdoin for those of its graduates of that year who ultimately attained high rank in literature, theology, and politics. Though the general reader may care little for any notice of the different individuals of this class, Bowdoin men will probably be interested in some account of its more noticeable members. One of the youngest was Henry W. Longfellow, who entered college when only fourteen. He had decided personal beauty and most attractive man ners. He was frank, courteous, and affable, while morally he was proof against the temptations that beset lads on first leaving the salutary restraints of home. He was diligent, conscientious, and most attentive to all his college duties, whether in the recitation-room, the lecture-hall, or the chapel. The word " student " best expresses his literary habit, and in his intercourse with all he was con spicuously the gentleman. His studious habits and attractive mien soon led the professors to receive him into their soci- THE PRIVATE LIFE 17 there could apparently be no anecdote that was not on the whole to his honor. If he had come into a room at any moment, peo ple might have said frankly, " Of course we were telling stones about you !" As con sciences go, in London, the general con science would have been good. Moreover, it would have been impossible to imagine his taking such a tribute otherwise than amiably, for he was always as unperturbed as an actor with the right cue. He had never in his life needed the prompter his very embarrassments had been rehearsed. For myself, when he was talked about I al ways had an odd impression that we were speaking of the dead it was with that pe culiar accumulation of relish. His reputa tion was a kind of gilded obelisk, as if he had been buried beneath it ; the body of legend and reminiscence, of which he was to be the subject, had crystallized in ad vance. This ambiguity sprang, I suppose, from the fact that the mere sound of his name and air of his person, the general expecta tion he created, were, somehow, too exalted 18 THE PRIVATE LIFE to be verified. The experience of his ur banity always came later ; the prefigiire- ment, the legend paled before the reality. I remember that on the evening I refer to the reality was particularly operative. The handsomest man of his period could never have looked better, and he sat among us like a bland conductor controlling by an harmonious play of arm an orchestra still a little rough. He directed the conversation by gestures as irresistible as they were vague ; one felt as if without him it wouldn t have had anything to call a tone. This was essentially what he contributed to any oc casion what he contributed above all to English public life. He pervaded it, he colored it, he embellished it, and without him it would scarcely have had a vocabu lary ; certainly it would not have had a style, for a style was what it had in having Lord Mellifont. He was a style. I was freshly struck with it as, in the salle a man ger of the little Swiss inn, we resigned our selves to inevitable veal. Confronted with his form (I must parenthesize that it was not confronted much), Clare Vawdrey s talk THE PRIVATE LIFE IQ suggested the reporter contrasted with the bard. It was interesting to watch the shock of characters from which, of an evening, so much would be expected. There was, how ever, no concussion it was all muffled and minimized in Lord Mellifont s tact. It was rudimentary with him to find the solution of such a problem in playing the host, as suming responsibilities which carried with them their sacrifice. He had, indeed, never been a guest in his life ; he was the host, the patron, the moderator at every board. If there was a defect in his manner (and I suggest it under my breath), it was that he had a little more art than any conjunction- even the most complicated could possibly require. At any rate, one made one s re flections in noticing how the accomplished peer handled the situation, and how the sturdy man of letters was unconscious that the situation (and least of all he himself as part of it) was handled. Lord Mellifont poured forth treasures of tact, and Clare Vawdrey never dreamed he was doing it. Vawdrey had no suspicion of any such precaution, even when Blanche Aclney asked 20 THE PRIVATE LIFE him if he saw yet their third act an inqui ry into which she introduced a subtlety of her own. She had a theory that he was to write her a play, and that the heroine, if he would only do his duty, would be the part for Which she had immemorially longed. She was forty years old (this could be no secret to those who had admired her from the first), and she could now reach out her hand and touch her uttermost goal. This gave a kind of tragic passion perfect actress of comedy as she was to her desire not to miss the great thing. The years had passed, and still she had missed it ; none of the things she had done was the thing she had dreamed of, so that at present there was no more time to lose. This was the canker in the rose, the ache beneath the smile. It made her touching made her sadness even sweeter than her laughter. She had done the old English and the new French, and had charmed her generation ; but she was haunted by the vision of a bigger chance, of something truer to the conditions that lay near her. She was tired of Sheridan and she hated Bowdler ; she called for a THE PRIVATE LIFE 21 canvas of a finer grain. The worst of it, to my sense, was that she would never extract her modern comedy from the great mature novelist, who was as incapable of producing it as he was of threading a needle. She coddled him, she talked to him, she made love to him, as she frankly proclaimed; but she dwelt in illusions she would have to live and die with Bowdler. It is difficult to be cursory over this charm ing woman, who was beautiful without beau ty and complete with a dozen deficiencies. The perspective of the stage made her over, and in society she was like the model off the pedestal. She was the picture walking about, which to the artless social mind was a perpetual surprise a miracle. People thought she told them the secrets of the pictorial nature, in return for which they gave her relaxation and tea. She told them nothing and she drank the tea ; but they had, all the same, the best of the bargain. Vawdrey was really at work on a play ; but if he had begun it because he liked her, I think he let it drag for the same reason. He secretly felt the atrocious difficulty 22 THE PRIVATE LIFE knew that from his hand the finished piece would have received no active life. At the same time, nothing could be more agreeable than to have such a question open with Blanche Adney, and from time to time he put something very good into the play. If he deceived Mrs. Adney, it was only because in her despair she was determined to be de ceived. To her question about their third act he replied that before dinner he had written a magnificent passage. "Before dinner?" I said. "Why, cher maitre, before dinner you were holding us all spellbound on the terrace. 1 My words were a joke, because I thought his had been ; but for the first time that I could remember I perceived a certain con fusion in his face. He looked at me hard, throwing back his head quickly, the least bit like a horse who has been pulled up short. " Oh, it was before that," he replied, nat urally enough. "Before that you were playing billiards with me," Lord Mellifont intimated. "Then it must have been yesterday," said Vawdrey. THE PRIVATE LIFE 23 But he was in a tight place. " You told me this morning you did nothing yesterday," the actress objected. " I don t think I really know when I do things." Vawdrey looked vaguely, without helping himself, at a dish that was offered him. "It s enough if we know," smiled Lord Mellifont. " I don t believe you ve written a line," said Blanche Adney. " I think I could repeat you the scene." Vawdrey helped himself to haricots verts. " Oh, do ! oh, do !" two or three of us cried. " After dinner, in the salon ; it will be an immense regal" Lord Mellifont declared. " I m not sure, but I ll try," Vawdrey went on. " Oh, you lovely man !" exclaimed the actress, who was practising Americanisms, being resigned even to an American com edy. " But there must be this condition," said Vawdrey: "you must make your husband play." " 24 THE PRIVATE LIFE " Play while you re reading ? Never ! " I ve too much vanity," said Adney. Lord Mellifont distinguished him. "You must give us the overture before the curtain rises. That s a peculiarly delightful mo ment." " I sha n t read I shall just speak," said Vawdrey. " Better still ; let me go and get your manuscript," the actress suggested. Vawdrey replied that the manuscript didn t matter ; but an hour later, in the sa lon, we wished he might have had it. We sat expectant, still under the spell of Ad- ney s violin. His wife, in the foreground on an ottoman, was all impatience and pro file, and Lord Mellifont, in the chair it was always the chair, Lord Mellifont s made our grateful little group feel like a social science congress or a distribution of prizes. Suddenly, instead of beginning, our tame lion began to roar out of tune he had clean forgotten every word. He was very sorry, but the lines absolutely wouldn t come to him ; he was utterly ashamed, but his memory was a blank. He didn t look in THE PRIVATE LIFE 25 the least ashamed Vawdrey had never looked ashamed in his life ; he was only imperturbably and merrily natural. He protested that he had never expected to make such a fool of himself, but we felt that this wouldn t prevent the incident from taking its place among his jolliest reminis cences. It was only we who were humili ated, as if he had played us a premeditated trick. This was an occasion, if ever, for Lord Mellifont s tact, which descended on us all like balm. He told us, in his charm ing, artistic way, his way of bridging over arid intervals (he had a debit there was nothing to approach it in England like the actors of the Comedie Franchise), of his own collapse on a momentous occasion, the delivery of an address to a mighty multi tude, when, rinding he had forgotten his memoranda, he fumbled on the terrible plat form, the cynosure of every eye, fumbled vainly in irreproachable pockets for indis pensable notes. But the point of his story was finer than that of Vawdrey s pleasantry; for he sketched with a few light gestures the brilliancy of a performance which had risen 26 THE PRIVATE LIFE superior to embarrassment had resolved itself, we were left to divine, into an effort recognized at the moment as not absolutely a blot on what the public was so good as to call his reputation. " Play up play up !" cried Blanche Ad- ney, tapping her husband, and remembering how, on the stage, a contretemps is always drowned in music. Adney threw himself upon his fiddle, and I said to Clare Vaw- drey that his mistake could easily be cor rected by his sending for the manuscript. If he would tell me where it was I would im mediately fetch it from his room. To this he replied, " My dear fellow, I m afraid there is no manuscript." " Then you ve not written anything ?" " I ll write it to-morrow." " Ah, you trifle with us !" I said, in much mystification. Vawdrey hesitated an instant. " If there is anything, you ll find it on my table." At this moment one of the others spoke to him, and Lady Mellifont remarked audi bly, as if to correct gently our want of con sideration, that Mr. Adney was playing some- THE PRIVATE LIFE 27 thing very beautiful. I had noticed before that she appeared extremely fond of music ; she always listened to it in a hushed trans port. Vawdrey s attention was drawn away, but it didn t seem to me that the words he had just dropped constituted a definite per mission to go to his room. Moreover, I wanted to speak to Blanche Adney ; I had something to ask her. I had to await my chance, however, as we remained silent awhile for her husband, after which the conversation became general. It was our habit to go to bed early, but there was still a little of the evening left. Before it quite waned I found an opportunity to tell the actress that Vawdrey had given me leave to put my hand on his manuscript. She ad jured me, by all I held sacred, to bring it immediately, to give it to her , and her in sistence was proof against my suggestion that it would now be too late for him to be gin to read ; besides which, the charm was broken the others wouldn t care. It was not too late for her to begin ; therefore I was to possess myself, without more delay, of the precious pages. I told her she should 28 THE PRIVATE LIFE be obeyed in a moment, but I wanted her first to satisfy my just curiosity. What had happened before dinner, while she was on the hills with Lord Mellifont ? " How do you know anything happened ?" " I saw it in your face when you came back." " And they call me an actress !" cried Mrs. Adney. "What do they call me ?" I inquired. "You re a searcher of hearts that frivo lous thing, an observer." " I wish you d let an observer write you a play !" I broke out. " People don t care for what you write ; you d break any run of luck." " Well, I see plays all around me," I de clared ; " the air is full of them to-night." " The air ? Thank you for nothing ! I only wish my table-drawers were." " Did he make love to you on the glacier?" I went on. She stared ; then broke into the gradu ated ecstasy of her laugh. " Lord Mellifont, poor dear? What a funny place ! It would indeed be the place for our love !" THE PRIVATE LIFE 29 " Did he fall into a crevasse ?" I con tinued. Blanche Adney looked at me again as she had done for an instant when she came up, before dinner, with her hands full of flowers. "I don t know into what he fell. I ll tell you to-morrow." " He did come down, then ?" " Perhaps he went up," she laughed. " It s really strange !" " All the more reason you should tell me to-night." " I must think it over ; I must puzzle it out." " Oh, if you want conundrums, I ll throw in another," I said. "What s the matter with the master ?" " The master of what ?" " Of every form of dissimulation. Vaw- drey hasn t written a line." " Go and get his papers, and we ll see." " I don t like to expose him," I said. " Why not, if I expose Lord Mellifont ?" " Oh, I d do anything for that," I con ceded. " But why should Vawdrey have made a false statement ? It s very curious." 30 THE PRIVATE LIFE " It s very curious," Blanche Adney re peated, with a musing air and her eyes on Lord Mellifont. Then, rousing herself, she added : " Go and look in his room." " In Lord Mellifont s ?" She turned to me quickly. "T/iat would be a way !" " A way to what ?" "To find out to find out !" She spoke gayly and excitedly, but suddenly checked herself. " We re talking nonsense," she said. " We re mixing things up, but I m struck with your idea. Get Lady Mellifont to let you." " Oh, she has looked !" Mrs. Adney mur mured, with the oddest dramatic expression. Then, after a movement of her beautiful up lifted hand, as if to brush away a fantastic vision, she exclaimed, imperiously : " Bring me the scene bring me the scene !" " I go for it," I answered; " but don t tell me I can t write a play." She left me, but my errand was arrested by the approach of a lady who had produced a birthday-book we had been threatened THE PRIVATE LIFE 3 I with it for several evenings and who did me the honor to solicit my autograph. She had been asking the others, and she couldn t decently leave me out. I could usually re member my name, but it always took me some time to recall my date, and even when I had done so I was never very sure. I hesitated between two days, and I remarked to my petitioner that I would sign on both if it would give her any satisfaction. She said that surely I had been born only once ; and I replied of course that on the day I made her acquaintance I had been born again. I mention the feeble joke only to show that, with the obligatory inspection of the other autographs, we gave some minutes to this transaction. The lady departed with her book, and then I became aware that the company had dispersed. I was alone in the little salon that had been appropriated to our use. My first impression was one of disappointment : if Vawdrey had gone to bed I didn t wish to disturb him. While I hesitated, however, I recognized that Vaw drey had not gone to bed. A window was open, and the sound of voices outside came 32 THE PRIVATE LIFE in to me ; Blanche was on the terrace with her dramatist, and they were talking about the stars. I went to the window for a glimpse the Alpine night was splendid. My friends had stepped out together ; the actress had picked up a cloak ; she looked as I had seen her look in the wing of the theatre. They were silent awhile, and I heard the roar of a neighboring torrent. I turned back into the room, and its quiet lamplight gave me an idea. Our compan ions had dispersed it was late for a pas toral country and we three should have the place to ourselves. Clare Vawdrey had written his scene it was magnificent ; and his reading it to us there, at such an hour, would be an episode intensely memorable. I would bring down his manuscript and meet the two with it as they came in. I quitted the salon for this purpose ; I had been in Vawdrey s room and knew it was on the second floor, the last in a long corridor. A minute later my hand was on the knob of his door, which I naturally pushed open without knocking. It was equally natural that in the absence of its NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 33 than with Henry, but the college relations of the poet and the romance writer were always kindly, and led to a strong friendship in later life. Hawthorne was not studious in the general ac ceptation of the term, but he devoted much time to miscellaneous reading. His facility for ac quiring knowledge would, with little labor, have placed him in the front rank of his class. As it was, he took much greater interest in the humani ties than in the more abstruse branches of the prescribed course. Mathematics and metaphys ics, as studies, he disliked and neglected, to his frequent discredit in the recitation-room ; but the languages were attractive and pleasant. Espe cially did he like the Latin, which he wrote with great ease and purity. In the other studies of the curriculum he stood hardly above medioc rity, and in declamation he was literally nowhere. He never declaimed in the old chapel, as the students were required to do on Wednesdays. Fines and admonitions were alike powerless. He would not declaim. To this peculiarity is to be attributed his failure to have a part assigned him in the Commencement exercises on graduation, though his rank, No. 18 in a class of thirty-eight, would otherwise have entitled him to one. He told me that when twelve or thirteen years 3 34 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE old, on some occasion in play-hours, he went upon a stage in the school-room to declaim. Some larger boys ridiculed him and pulled him down, which so mortified and enraged him that he was inspired with a lasting aversion to any future effort in that direction. Nor did he attempt to speak in public until many years afterwards, when, as United States Consul at Liverpool, he made a speech at a civic dinner, of which he wrote me an amusing account. He was more exultant at his success on that occasion than he ever seemed to be for the authorship of " The Scarlet Letter." In the literary aspirations of his collegiate life poetry had apparently no place. Yet some small poems of his written before entering college, and still resting in my memory showed, as I thought, considerable merit. Since, however, he refrained from writing verses afterwards, one can only conjecture what his success would have been had he made poetry instead of prose the vehicle for his fancies. In the " Biography," and in Mr. Lathrop s " Study,* it appears that, while a young boy, he was much addicted to rhyming. At sixteen, how ever, he wrote his sister, "I have almost given up writing poetry. No man can be a poet and a book-keeper at the same time." This was writ ten when he expected to become a merchant. For, in the same letter, he wrote, " I do not think NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 35 I shall ever go to college. I cannot bear the thought of living upon Uncle Robert for four years longer. How happy I should be to be able to say, I am lord of myself. " The world may well bless the memory of " Un cle Robert," that his liberality was unfaltering, and that his estimate of the judicious course for his nephew s education was so correct. Little, though, did he dream of the inestimable benefit he was bestowing upon all English-speaking peo ples by his wise expenditure for the future au thor s training. Reverting to the subject of poetry, I believe there is no evidence of Hawthorne s writing any poetry after he entered college, though he fre quently quoted it. Apropos to his ante-college versifying, I remember that, on a moonlight even ing, Hawthorne and I were leaning over the rail ing of the bridge just below the falls, listening to the falling water, and enjoying the beauties of the scene, when I recited some passages from the colloquy between Lorenzo and Jessica in the " Merchant of Venice." Then Hawthorne, in his deep, musical tones, responded with the following verses, which he said he had written before com ing to college : We are beneath the dark blue sky, And the moon is shining bright. Oh, what can lift the soul so high As the glow of a summer night, 36 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE When all the gay are hushed to sleep, And they who mourn forget to weep Beneath that gentle light ? " Is there no holier, happier land - Among those distant spheres, Where we may meet that shadow band, The dead of other years, Where all the day the moonbeams rest, And where at length the souls are blest Of those who dwell in tears ? "Oh, if the happy ever leave The bowers of bliss on high, To cheer the hearts of those who grieve, And wipe the tear-drop dry, It is when moonlight sheds its ray, More pure and beautiful than day, And earth is like the sky." I preserved the lines, and a few years since gave a copy to Mr. Lathrop, who published them in his interesting " Study of Hawthorne." I remember also another little poem of Haw thorne s, which I wrote down soon after hearing it, but the manuscript was lost. It ran thus : " The ocean hath its silent caves, Dark, quiet, and alone; Though there be fury on the waves, Beneath them there is none. The awful spirits of the deep Hold their communion there, And there are those for whom we weep The young, the brave, the fair. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 37 " The earth hath guilt, the earth hath care, Unquiet are its graves, But peaceful sleep is ever there Beneath the dark blue waves. " Calmly the wearied seamen rest Beneath their own blue sea ; The ocean s solitudes are blest, For there is purity." This little poem was afterwards set to music by E. L. White. CHAPTER V. HAWTHORNE, previous to entering college, lived in great seclusion with his mother and two sisters at their home in Salem. In two or three flying visits, made him by invitation after our graduation, I saw no evidence of narrow circum stances in their environment. I was charmed with the quiet and refined manners of Mrs. Hawthorne and with the pleasant and lady-like bearing of her younger daughter. The elder daughter who Hawthorne often said had more genius than himself I never saw until after his death. The family occupied the old home of Mrs. Hawthorne s father, their moderate income being sufficient for their comfortable support, but not for the son s college expenses. These had been defrayed by his maternal uncle, Robert Manning, who supplied him with means to spend as liber ally as any of his companions. In these days of more costly education it may interest some readers to know the simpler col lege expenses of sixty or seventy years ago. A NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 39 term bill of my own, yellow with age, dated May 23, 1823, is before me, and contains these items : For tuition $8 oo Chamber rent 3 34 Damages 45 Average damages 15 Sweeping and bed-making I n Library 50 Monitor 05 Catalogues 08 v Bell ii. Reciting-room 25 Chemical lectures 25 Fines 20 Total $14 49 The fines were probably for absence from rec itations ; but a later term bill shows a fine of twenty-five cents for " unnecessary walking on the Sabbath," a charge that would astonish the father of any collegian of the present day. Could Hawthorne s term bill of corresponding date be found, it would doubtless show that he, too, was convicted of the misdemeanor of taking a stroll after our compulsory attendance at morning and afternoon services. In a corner of the present campus stood " Ward s tavern " when I first went to Bruns- 40 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE wick. Its owner had recently died, and was succeeded in his vocation by his daughter, a maiden of perhaps thirty years affable, good- looking, and always ready to give moderate credit for the little suppers and other comforts that students might desire. Her house was the scene of many social gatherings; but at some later period it disappeared, and the grass of the college grounds now conceals the site of that once most convenient inn. There, oftener than elsewhere, Hawthorne indulged in the usual con vivialities of the period ; but his sedate aspect and quiet manners prevented the appearance of any excess, even within the limited circle of his intimate associates. The customary pastimes included card - playing and wine - drinking, in which he joined his friends through good fellow ship ; but he rarely exceeded the bounds of mod eration never losing more money than he could readily pay, and never imbibing enough to ex pose himself to remark. He could drink a great deal of wine without, apparently, being affected by it. Neither in his college days nor afterwards did I ever know him to be perceptibly under the influence of stimulants, though we were associ ated in many convivial scenes. I will add that, from the first moment of our acquaintance, I never knew him to utter an unmanly sentiment or to do a mean or unkind act. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 41 In our last term, after the parts for the Com mencement exercises had been assigned, it ap peared that fourteen of the thirty-eight graduates of the year were not to have the privilege of " speaking in public on the stage," though their degree of A.B. was nevertheless to be conferred. This rear-guard rallied and formed " The Navy Club," so called for some occult reason. It com prised among its members a future Congress man, another who in the course of time became a reverend D.D., Hawthorne, and, of course, the writer. Of the officers elected, the D.D. was made Commodore, Hawthorne was Commander, myself Boatswain, and the most fun-loving of the party was designated Chaplain. Every one had a title, from Commodore to Cook. The weekly suppers at Miss Ward s were very jolly ; and some of the class, who, by reason of superior standing as scholars, were not entitled to membership would fain have joined in the merry sessions of the club, but they were not admitted. The nightly meetings of Commencement week ended this drama, as well as many others of more grave import. The river near by gave its name to a loo club of five members. One died early, but not until he had achieved political fame of a high order; 42 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE another was afterwards a wealthy and respected merchant ; a third became a physician and settled in the West, where he was held in high regard until he died, thirty years ago. Hawthorne and the writer were the other members of the An- droscoggin Club, which existed about two years. The stakes played for were, of course, small, but the golden hours then lost were not included in the account. That Hawthorne was somewhat addicted to card-playing quite early in his college life ap pears from a letter of President Allen to Mrs. Hawthorne, May 29, 1822 (see " Study," p. 117), announcing the fact that her son had that day been " fined fifty cents for playing cards for money last term." That dignitary adds, " Perhaps he might not have gamed, were it not for the influence of a student whom we have dismissed from col lege." The next day Hawthorne himself writes his mother, "All the card-players in college have been found out my unfortunate self among the number. One has been dismissed from college, two suspended, and the rest, with myself, fined fifty cents each." By good fortune I was not caught in that grand raid, but several men who afterwards at tained eminence e. g. a U. S. Senator, a grave NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 43 judge, and a leading physician were included, with Hawthorne, in the " catch." It may be interesting to Bowdoin men to know where Hawthorne lived while in college. At first he and Mason boarded at Professor Newman s, and had their room in Maine Hall, where they remained until the building was burned in March, 1822. Fortunately they were upon the lower floor, so they easily saved their furniture and other effects. Soon afterwards Hawthorne wrote his sister, " I sustained no damage by the fire except hav ing my coat torn. Luckily it happened to be my old one." After this enforced removal the two room-mates took up their quarters in the large house of Mrs. Adams, opposite the president s house. This most estimable lady the widow of a leading phy sician had been left with two charming daugh ters and only moderate means of support. Hence it was convenient, as it was in accordance with the custom of the place, to utilize three or four rooms in her large house by renting them to students. A year or two later I occupied a room in the same house, and we incidentally noticed, with mild interest, the attentions a young medical stu- 44 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE dent was paying to the elder daughter of the house. Soon afterwards they married and went West. The sequel to the story came fifty-five years later, when I found myself at table, in a Wash ington hotel, with a dignified Western Represent ative and his lady-like wife and pretty daughter. Their name had a familiar sound, and soon the fact dawned upon me that I was talking with the son of my old Brunswick friends, in the person of the prominent and able Colonel Hatch, of Missouri. The college youth (now a gray-haired veteran) and the young maiden (now a venerable widow) who had bidden good-by in 1825 were able, in 1880, to exchange messages of regard across half a continent. Returning from this digression, it remains only to be added that, after Maine Hall had been re built Hawthorne and Mason returned to it, and occupied room No. 19 in the sophomore year. For the last two years in college, Hawthorne roomed alone at Mrs. Dunning s, directly opposite Professor Cleveland s house, where also we both boarded. The cost of board was moderate, and we fared satisfactorily for a sum that would now seem inadequate, and even mean. Two dollars a week was the highest charge for table-board, and most of the students paid but a dollar and a half. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 45 Hawthorne and the writer usually lived at the same boarding-house and were quite contented with the fare. The incidental expenses of col lege were small, but even such of the rooms as were uncarpeted and uncurtained were not cheer less, for wood was abundant at a dollar a cord. The one comparatively large item of expense (excepting books and stationery) was that of the "midnight oil," which was brought from a village "store" and burned in brass or japanned lamps. After so long an interval especially as gas and electric light have come into use no harm can follow from divulging the secret that certain students had extra lamp-fillers that had never known oil. And these were carried in broad daylight across the campus, full of some other liquid more quickly and pleasantly con sumed. Maine had not then enacted the laws which have given her such creditable prominence as the pioneer in the cause of temperance. At that time, too, it was the universal custom for coun try stores to sell " wines and liquors " as well as " dry-goods and groceries." Hawthorne engaged in the usual college sports, but with no great zest. Base-ball and foot-ball interested him little, though he occasionally joined 46 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE in the rough-and-tumble games. He did not like running or jumping, but walking was his favorite exercise ; in that he was untiring. Sometimes he went out shooting, though he did not claim to be a crack shot. I never saw him on horseback, but frequently of a Saturday we drove in the "chaise" or in the wagon of that day, he never wishing to hold the reins. CHAPTER VI. ALTHOUGH Hawthorne, while a collegian, rare ly sought or accepted the acquaintance of the young ladies of the village, he had a high appre ciation of the sex. An early marriage, however, did not enter into his plans of life. The evi dence of this fact is among my papers and runs thus: " BOWDOIN COLLEGE, Nov. 14, 1824. "If Nathaniel Hathorne is neither a married man nor a widower on the fourteenth day of No vember, One Thousand Eight Hundred and Thir ty-six, I bind myself upon my honor to pay the said Hathorne a barrel of the best old Madeira wine. " Witness my hand and seal. "JONATHAN CILLEY." [J. c.] " BOWDOIN COLLEGE, Nov. 14, 1824. " If I am a married man or a widower on the fourteenth day of November, One Thousand Eight Hundred and Thirty-six, I bind myself, upon my 48 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE honor, to pay Jonathan Cilley a barrel of the best old Madeira wine. " Witness my hand and seal. " NATHANIEL HATHORNE." [N. H.] " This instrument shall be delivered to Horatio Bridge, and if Hathorne is married within the time specified, he shall transmit the intelligence to him immediately, and the bet, whoever shall lose it, shall be paid within a month after the ex piration of the time. "JONATHAN CILLEY, " NATHANIEL HATHORNE." This very formal agreement was enclosed in a closely sealed package, endorsed in Hawthorne s writing, thus : "Mr. Horatio Bridge is requested to take charge of this paper, and not to open it until the fifteenth day of November, 1836, unless by the joint request of Cilley and Hathorne." On the designated day I broke the seals, and notified Cilley that he had lost the wager. He admitted the loss and, after the delay of a year or more, was making arrangements for its pay ment and a meeting to taste the wine, when his tragic death, in the duel with Graves, settled the account. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 49 Many years ago Hawthorne requested me to burn the letters he had written me in his youth and early manhood. On reading them over, I found them full of passages of beauty and of de tails of his own plans and purposes, hopes and disappointments. They were, however, too free in their expressions about persons and things to be safely trusted to the chances of life ; and all his early letters were destroyed. Many of these were signed " Oberon," and others the familiar " Hathorne " or " Hath." In a letter of Miss Peabody, quoted by Mr. Conway, it is stated that " his classmates called Hawthorne Oberon the Fairy on account of his beauty, and because he improvised tales." It seems a pity to spoil so poetic a fancy ; but, if truthful narrative is required, the cold facts are these : In reality the pseudonym of " Oberon " was not given to him by his classmates or by any one else while in college, but was assumed by him at a later date and in this wise. Soon after graduation we agreed to correspond regularly at stated periods, and we selected new signatures for our letters. Hawthorne chose that of " Ob eron " (which he afterwards used for some of his magazine articles), while I took the more prosaic one of " Edward." Neither his beauty nor his improvised tales 4 50 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE had anything to do with his sobriquet of " Ob- eron." While in college and for some years after wards he spelled his name without the w. On first seeing the improved signature I wrote him that it was suggestive of a fat legacy, to which he replied that he had been blessed with no such luck, though he would gladly take every letter in the alphabet for a thousand dollars each. He added that, in tracing the genealogy of his fam ily, he had found that some of his ancestors used the w, and he had merely resumed it. Later, he sometimes took the signature of " L Aubepine," which name he adopted tempora rily, in accordance with the whim of a queer Frenchman who spent a month with us in my bachelor home in Maine, as described in the "American Note-Books," Vol. I., p. 49. There Hawthorne says : " He has Frenchified all our names, calling B , Monsieur Du Pont; my self, M. de L Aubepine ; and himself, M. de Ber- ger ; and all Knights of the Round Table." There was a musical society at Bowdoin, though not many of the students were instrumental per formers. Longfellow played the flute, but Haw thorne was notably deficient in musical talent. Like Charles Lamb, he might have said, " The gods have made me most unmusical." CHAPTER VII. THE faculty of Bowdoin College was respect able, ranking probably as high as that of any other young college the time here- spoken of being within the first quarter of a century of its existence. The president had been a Congregational minister, and was a man of piety, doubtless. He was precise in dress, and his gait whether in summer s heat or winter s cold was always methodical, measured, and slow. He was vigilant in securing the legal rights of the college and in promoting its material inter ests. He was industrious and conscientious ; but his manner was precise and formal, instead of being dignified ; and he inspired the average student with little respect or esteem. Professor Cleveland, the oldest and, by far, the most distinguished member of the faculty, had few if any superiors in the country as geolo gist or chemist. He was as kind and genial as he was learned. He took a fatherly interest in the students who applied themselves in earnest 52 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE to the branches of study in his department, and he regarded " more in sorrow than in anger " those who failed to show a proper appreciation of their advantages in this respect. Outside his own lecture-room he had little to do with colle giate discipline, unless it were to give his voice in favor of leniency to some luckless culprit. Never was professor held in higher regard, nor could any one have inspired more kindly re spect. Professor Newman first filled the chair of Ancient Languages and afterwards that of Rhet oric and Oratory. He was courteous, refined, and scholarly ; yet he was swift - footed and prompt to detect and bring to grief innocent lads enjoying their little amusements, such as lighting bonfires, smashing tutors windows, burning pow der in various ways, etc. " Haud inexpertus loquor." Professor Smythe, the mathematical professor, had few friends in our set. Whether from want of tact in the teacher or from inaptitude in the scholar, we usually associated the professor with the abhorred conic sections and algebraic solu tions which he strove to inject into our unre- ceptive brains. Although recognizing his ability, we too often failed to meet his requirements. For the rest, he was learned in his specialty and NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 53 exact in the performance of his duties, and he possessed great zeal and energy withal. Professor Upham, in our senior year, was Pro fessor of Moral and Mental Philosophy. He -was young, scholarly, gentle, and kind to the students, by all of whom he was much beloved. Professor Packard was tutor and, afterwards, Professor of Latin. He was studious, sympa thetic, and very handsome. He only of the faculty survived at the time of our class semi centennial, and he died in 1884. Longfellow, in delivering his poem of " Morituri Salutamus " at that celebration, turned and addressed the re vered professor thus : " They are no longer here, they all are gone Into the land of shadows all save one. Honor and reverence and the good repute That follows faithful service as its fruit Be unto him whom, living, we salute." Thirteen of the thirty-eight graduates of the class at the time of that reunion were living, eleven of whom were present. Rev. Dr. George B. Cheever was the class orator and Longfellow the class poet. Seated together upon the stage, the eleven gray-haired men presented a striking contrast to the young graduates before them, who, " with the sublime audacity of faith," were just starting out upon the race of life that we had so nearly run. The 54 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE veterans who had separated fifty years before, full of vigor and confidence, had returned to the once familiar scenes, and, after half a century of vicissitudes, had come to take their final leave of Bowdoin. On the next day Rev. Dr. J. S. C. Abbott gave a history of the class in detail, correct in the main, but quite too flattering to the majority. The class had several meetings during the Commencement season. The last was held on the campus, quietly and without publicity. Be neath the " Liberty Tree," with the sun shining down from a cloudless sky, the little band stood around the tree and listened reverently to a solemn benediction from Rev. Dr. Shepley, and then, with mutual wishes of " God bless you " and " Farewell," parted to meet no more on earth. But three of the thirteen graduates survive at the present writing, in 1892. "The fatal asterisk of Death " is set against the names of the others. Before separating we all agreed to interchange our photographs. In making the exchange, Longfellow wrote to me thus : " CAMB., Dec r 12, 1875. " MY DEAR BRIDGE, I have just had the pleasure of receiving your photograph. It is so good, it could hardly be better. I wish the one NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 55 I send you in return were as good. But that is wishing that I were a handsome man, six feet high, and we all know the vanity of human wishes. " I was very glad that you and Mrs. Bridge were not disappointed in Songo River and its neigh borhood. If "Long Pond" were called Loch Long, it would be a beautiful lake. This and Sebago are country cousins to the Westmoreland lakes in England, quite as lovely, but wanting a little more culture and good society. " I often think with great pleasure of our meet ing at Brunswick. There was less sadness about it than I had thought there would be. The present always contrives to crowd out the past and the future. " With kindest remembrances to Mrs. Bridge, " Always yours, " HENRY W. LONGFELLOW." The whole letter is copied because while speaking of the class reunion the poet incident ally gives his estimate of Sebago Lake, on the borders of which Hawthorne spent a year of his lonely boyhood, and to which locality he refers when he says, "It was there I first got my cursed habit of solitude." Hawthorne visited Brunswick but once to meet his old associates. It was in 1852 fifty years 56 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE after the founding of the college. In that year, while cruising in the Pacific, I received a letter from him, in which he says : " I meant to have told you all about my visit to Brunswick at the recent semi-ce.ntennial cele bration, but the letter has already grown to too great length. It was rather a dreary affair. Only eight of our classmates were present, and they were a set of dismal old fellows, whose heads looked as if they had been out in a pretty copious shower of snow. The whole intermedi ate quarter of a century vanished, and it seemed to me as if they had undergone a miserable transformation in the course of a single night, especially as I myself felt just about as young as when I graduated. They flattered me with the assurance that time had touched me tenderly, but alas ! they were each a mirror in which I be held the reflection of my own age. I did not ar rive there until the public exercises were nearly over, and very luckily too, for my praises had been sounded by orator and poet, and, of course, my blushes would have been quite oppressive." In a desultory and inartistic way I have thus endeavored to throw some additional light upon Hawthorne s college life and his surroundings at NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 57 that period. At the risk of repetition, I will add that his most marked characteristics were inde pendence of thought and action ; absolute truth fulness ; loyalty to friends ; abhorrence of debt ; great physical as well as moral courage ; and a high and delicate sense of honor. He shrank habitually from the exhibition of his own secret opinions, and was careful to avoid infringement upon the rights of others, while thoroughly conscious of his own. On closing our college association, we mutual ly pledged our friendship and exchanged parting gifts. Hawthorne s to me was a watch-seal of his father s, gold with a carnelian stone, of the shape and fashion of ninety years ago. I have treasured it carefully, and have provided that it shall go to his son at my decease. A brass hand lies upon my desk, holding the several sheets of paper as I write. It was pre sented by me to Hawthorne at some time before I first went to sea in 1838 ; and after his death in 1864 it was given back to me by Mrs. Haw thorne, with the information that it had been habitually used by Hawthorne to hold the loose papers on his table. It will soon go back (like the watch-seal) to one of his children. Of my own intimacy with Hawthorne I have 58 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE hitherto said little, having been content with the mention made of it by my friend in his published writings ; and I trust it will not be thought pre sumptuous that I have jotted down here some reminiscences that incidentally show our strong friendship, while rounding out the story of his college life. CHAPTER VIII. THE narrative of Hawthorne s life after leav ing college has been published in his own " Note- Books," edited by Mrs. Hawthorne ; in the able biography of " Nathaniel Hawthorne and his Wife," by their son ; and in the interesting "Study of Hawthorne," by his son-in-law; to say nothing of the sketches of the romance writer by Fields, Curtis, Stoddard, James, and others. But though the principal facts essen tial to a biography have been given in those publications, and however much may have been written upon this subject, there remain unre corded many incidents, the recital of some of which may be acceptable to those readers who prize every fresh fact concerning this author of superlative power and fame. I may therefore hope that my ample knowledge of his personal, political, and literary character will enable me to add something worthy of record to the mass of facts that go to make up the story of his life. My contribution will at least have the value of personal recollections. To these I am able to 60 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE add many interesting letters of Hawthorne and his wife. If, at any time, I should repeat what has al ready been published by others, except for the purpose of commenting upon or of giving some additional facts pertinent thereto, the repetition will be unintentional. I am not a critic, and therefore shall not vent ure upon an analysis of Hawthorne s writings a task which many pens abler than mine have al ready essayed, and which critics yet unborn will doubtless contribute to the literature of the future. Nor shall I attempt to write a biography of the romance writer a work already accom plished in the publications just mentioned. These were admirable, each in its way ; and recently they have been supplemented by the " Life of Nathaniel Hawthorne," by Moncure D. Conway, a volume I have read with much in terest, though he seems to me to have been quite too severe and unjust in his criticism of Haw- Ithorne for having written the " Life of Franklin Pierce " and for his own opinions on the subject of slavery. Had Mr. Conway known the charm of Pierce s warm-heartedness and his devoted friendship for Hawthorne he could have better understood that it would have been hard for the latter to withhold the use of his voice and pen in promoting the interests of his early friend. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 6 1 If Mr. Conway had regarded the problem of disunion as did all parties, except the pro nounced abolitionists, previous to the civil war, he might have been more charitable in his judg ment of both Pierce and Hawthorne. It should be remembered that before the war broke out the Northern Democrats and a large portion of the Republicans considered the pres ervation of the Union in its entirety as of para mount importance, and were not willing to jeop ardize it by plunging the country into war, though they looked upon slavery as a deplorable evil. They had been educated to believe that the Constitution was sacred and binding upon all the States North and South and that no State had the right to repudiate the contract into which all had entered. No Northern man had better means of know ing the dangers impending, previous to the out break of the war, than had General Pierce. In timately associated as he was with the strong men of the South, in his Cabinet. and in Con gress, he saw that the Southerners were deter- mined, at all hazards, to defend their peculiar in stitution of slavery, which was imperilled by the abolitionists. While the Northejjj, Republicans in general scouted the idea that tftet Slave States would go to war with such odds in men, money, and war-material against them, Pierce knew that the South was in dead earnest. 62 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE Northern men, in position to see the signs of the times, were strangely obtuse to them. Short ly before. South Carolina seceded I was at table in Washington with a Republican Congressman from Central New York, when a Northern lady, who had exceptional means of knowing the true state of Southern feeling, earnestly assured him that the South would certainly secede unless the prevailing excitement could be allayed. The Congressman smiled and said, "Mrs. - , I will give you a hundred dollars for each State that secedes, and a hundred for every day it stays out." It goes without saying that had the pledge been kept, the lady would have been in much more prosperous circumstances than she is in to-day. In the Senate, when the Southern Senators, one after another, made their impassioned pro tests against the course of the Republicans, most of the Northern Senators listened in un concealed incredulity, not believing that the warnings could be serious ; but Pierce saw the dangers of the crisis, and would have gone far and suffered much to avert them. He did not love slavery, but he tolerated it rather than see the Union destroyed. For weal or for woe, he was always true to the Constitution and the Union. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 63 Probably the first visit of more than a day or two that Hawthorne ever made (outside his own family circle) was one to me in my bachelor quar ters in Augusta, Maine, in 1837. My paternal home a spacious house of twen ty rooms had come into my possession by in heritance ; and, as my brothers and sisters had all gone to new homes after our father s decease, I was left sole occupant of the mansion, with the exceptions of my factotum Tom and a family who lived in a wing of the building and attend ed to the housekeeping. I had given a room to my French teacher (an odd Franco-German from Alsace) that I might utilize my spare hours by improving my knowl edge of French. To this irregular household Hawthorne came to spend a month with me ; and doubtless it was a pleasure to him as it certainly was a great one to me that we could thus enjoy a few weeks re union, without ceremony and without restraint. The Frenchman s vocation took him away for the daytime, but he returned at night to amuse and enliven us by his gayety, his philosophy, and his eccentricities. This queer foreigner was, to Hawthorne, an object-lesson which he did not fail to improve, as his journal shows. Some of the entries in that journal bring out, in strong relief, one prominent 64 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE trait in his character. I mean that of noticing, critically, all scenes and incidents worthy to be remembered, and of jotting down some of his observations for future use. His mental sight was both panoramic and microscopic ; and he looked at persons and things with a discerning and discriminating eye, whether the object of his attention were a friend or a stranger a tree or a flower a hill or a peb ble. Thus he dissected the character and de scribed the personality of the French teacher with a lenient, yet impartial hand, while he por trays him in this manner : " Mons. S - does not appear to be more than twenty-one years old a diminutive figure, with eyes askew, and otherwise of an ungainly physiognomy ; he is ill-dressed also, in a coarse blue coat, thin cotton pantaloons, and unbrushed boots ; altogether with as little French coxcomb ry as can well be imagined, though with some thing of the monkey aspect inseparable from a little Frenchman. He is, nevertheless, an intel ligent and well-informed man, apparently of ex tensive reading in his own language a philoso pher and an infidel. % * # * * " The little Frenchman impresses me very strong ly too so lonely as he is here, struggling against the world, with bitter feelings in his breast and NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 65 yet talking with the vivacity and gayety of his na tion making this his home from darkness to day light, and enjoying here what little domestic com fort and confidence there is for him ; and then going about all the livelong day, teaching French to blockheads who sneer at him, and returning at about ten o clock in the evening to his solitary room and bed. Before retiring, he goes to B s bedside, and if he finds him awake stands talking French and expressing his dislike of the Ameri cans Je hais, je hais les Yankees! thus giving vent to the stifled bitterness of the whole day. In the morning I hear him getting up early at sunrise or before humming to himself, scuffling about his chamber with his thick boots, and at last taking his departure for a solitary ramble till breakfast. Then he comes in, cheerful and vivacious enough, eats pretty heartily, and is off again, singing French chansons as he goes down the gravel-walk. The poor fellow has no one to sympathize with him but B , and thus a sin gular connection is established between two ut terly different characters. " Then there is myself, who am likewise a queer character in my way, and have come to spend a week or two with my friend of half a lifetime the longest space probably that we are destined to spend together ; for Fate seems preparing changes for both of us. My circumstances, at 5 66 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE least, cannot long continue as they are and have been ; and Bridge, too, stands between high pros- i perity and utter ruin." The "Twice-Told-Tales," had just been pub lished, but Hawthorne had not then gained full confidence in the favorable effect of the publica tion upon his future prospects ; and, to myself, the " utter ruin " came, a few months later, in the destruction of the expensive dam and mills, on the successful outcome of which I had staked all that I possessed. My own time was engrossed by affairs, and I saw little of my French guest except in the early morning and at night, when he came back to us as to friends in whom he could find the sympa thy and appreciation which so rarely came into his isolated life. Without influence and without means of obscure parentage and grotesque per sonality, yet with a good education he had come to America, seeking the fortune and distinction which he could not hope for in his native home. Hawthorne s visit (all too soon for me) came to an end ; and shortly afterwards the Frenchman having finished his teaching in the village went away to " seek pastures new," and I saw him no more. Hawthorne had returned to the seclu sion of his home, and the French waif went, by in vitation, to spend a few days in Salem, where a lu dicrous incident occurred to the two companions. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 67 They were strolling one day through the fields near Salem, when not noticing the yellow flag of warning they passed within the precincts ap propriated to a small-pox hospital and were at once made prisoners by the custodians of this place for the infected, and were not liberated until they had been fumigated by burned leather and subjected to other disinfectants.- This tyr annous treatment doubtless and with good reason brought out the little Frenchman s em phatic cry of "Je hais, je hais les Yankees"; but Hawthorne enjoyed the contretemps im mensely. In the first decade after Hawthorne left col lege he formed several plans of life, one of which was that of entering his Uncle Manning s count ing-house. In one of his letters to me he spoke of this as a settled purpose, but his repugnance to commercial life was such that the plan was ultimately abandoned, and he relapsed into the state of partial inaction which so often results from unsettled plans. It is well known that, soon after graduating, he prepared for the press a little volume of tales, entitled " Seven Tales of my Native Land." The publisher who engaged to bring out the book was so dilatory that at last Hawthorne, becoming im patient and dissatisfied with the excuses given, 68 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE peremptorily demanded the return of the manu script. The publisher, aroused to a sense of his duty and ashamed of his broken promises, apol ogized and offered to proceed with the work at once ; but Hawthorne was inexorable ; and though, as he wrote me at the time, he was con scious of having been too harsh in his censures, he would not recede, and he burned the manu script, in a mood half savage, half despairing. As I expressed to him perhaps too strongly my regret for this proceeding, he did not, when " Fanshawe " was published, confide to me the fact. Hearing, though, of the publication, I pro cured a copy, and subsequently mentioned it to Hawthorne. He had meantime become dissatis fied with the book, and he called in and destroyed all the copies he could reach. At his request I burned my copy, and we never alluded to " Fan shawe " afterwards. It was at this time, I think, that he became utterly disheartened, and, though conscious of possessing more than ordinary liter ary talent, he almost abandoned all expectation of success as an author. In one of his letters to me, after relating some of his disappointments, he compared himself to one drifting helplessly toward a cataract, and closed with these despairing words, "I m a doomed man, and over I must go." Happily the despondent mood was not per- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE After a Painting by C. G Thomson, 1850 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 69 manent, and he continued to write, though sub jected to frequent disappointments. He was a contributor for a little while to a magazine pub lished, I believe, in New York. The compen sation was small, and even that the publisher professed his inability to pay. So Hawthorne stopped his contributions and withdrew. At the parting a characteristic incident oc curred. The editor begged for a mass of manu script in his possession, as yet unp- jlished, and it was scornfully bestowed. " Thus," wrote Haw thorne, " has this man, who would be considered a Maecenas, taken from a penniless writer mate rial incomparably better than any his own brain can supply." And he closed with a bitter male diction upon the grasping editor. He had the experience of being more than once deceived by those who professed to have the power and wish to befriend him. A young man, with some means and greater aspirations, commenced the publication of a literary newspa per in Boston, and offered him the position of co- editor. Another person, backed by a rich father,., supplanted Hawthorne, who was civilly bowed out, and the newspaper, after a brief and sickly life, expired. In the Hawthorne Biography there appeared several old and carelessly written letters of my own answers to t some of Hawthorne s that were, long since, destroyed at his request. 70 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE These letters I should hardly have reproduced except for the purpose of showing that Haw thorne was at times quite despairing and in need of all the encouragement his friends could give. The following extracts from my answers, just mentioned, will indicate sufficiently the tenor of his letters therein referred to : "AUGUSTA, Oct. 16, 1836. " DEAR HATH, I have a thousand things to say to you, but can t say more than a hundredth part of them. . . . " You have the blues again. Don t give up to them for God s sake and your own, and mine, and everybody s. Brighter days will come, and that within six months. . . . " See what I have written for the Boston Post, and tell me is it best to send it ? " * It is a singular fact that, of the few American writers by profession, one of the very best is a gentleman whose name has never yet been made public, though his writings are extensively and favorably known. " We refer to Nathaniel Hawthorne, Esq., of Salem, the author of the " Gentle Boy," the " Gray Champion," etc., etc., all productions of high mer it, which have appeared in the annuals and mag azines of the last three or four years. " * Liberally educated, but bred to no profes- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 71 sion, he has devoted himself exclusively to lit erary pursuits, with an ardor and success which will, ere long, give him a high place among the scholars of this country. " His style is classical and pure ; his imagina tion exceedingly delicate and fanciful, and through all his writings there runs a vein of sweetest po etry. " Perhaps we have no writer so deeply imbued with the early literature of America ; or who can so well portray the times and manners of the Puritans. " Hitherto Mr. Hawthorne has published no work of magnitude ; but it is to be hoped that one who has shown such unequivocal evidence of talent will soon give to the world some pro duction which shall place him in a higher rank than can be obtained by one whose efforts are confined to the sphere of magazines and an nuals. " This is not satisfactory by any means ; and yet it may answer the purpose of attracting at tention to your book when it comes out. It is not what I wish it were, nor can I make it so. " Yours ever, " H. BRIDGE." * * This letter was written at the time when I had just in tervened to procure the publication of " Twice-Told-Tales," 72 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE "AUGUSTA, Oct. 22, 1836. " DEAR HATH, I have just received your last, and do not like its tone at all. There is a kind of desperate coolness about it that seems dan gerous. I fear that you are too good a subject for suicide, and that some day you will end your mortal woes on your own responsibility. " However, I wish you to refrain till next Thursday, when I shall be in Boston, Deo volente. " I am not in a very good mood myself, just now, and am certainly unfit to write or think. " Be sure you come and meet me in Boston. " Yours truly, H. BRIDGE." "AUGUSTA, Dec. 25, 1836. " DEAR HAWTHORNE, On this Christmas day I am writing up my letters. Yours comes first. " I am sorry that you did not get the maga zine, because you wanted it. Not that I think it very important to you. You will have more time for your book. . . . "Whether your book will sell extensively may be doubtful ; but that is of small importance in without Hawthorne s knowledge of my agency in the mat ter. Within the six months limit the book came out, and brighter days did come ; but I could not then tell him the grounds of my confident prediction. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 73 the first one you publish. At all events, keep up your spirits till the result is ascertained ; and, my word for it, there is more honor and emolu ment in store for you, from your writings, than you imagine. The bane of your life has been self-distrust. This has kept you back for many years ; which, if you had improved by publish ing, would long ago have given you what you must now wait a short time for. It may be for the best, but I doubt it. " I have been trying to think what you are so miserable for. Although you have not much prop erty, you have good health and powers of writ ing, which have made, and can still make, you independent. " Suppose you get but $300 per annum for your writings. You can, with economy, live upon that, though it would be a tight squeeze. You have no family dependent upon you, and why should you borrow trouble ? "This is taking the worst view of your case that it can possibly bear. It seems to me that you never look at the bright side with any hope or confidence. It is not the philosophy to make one happy. " I expect, next summer, to be full of money, a part of which shall be heartily at your service, if it comes. . . . " And so Frank Pierce is elected Senator. 74 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE There is an instance of what a man can do by trying. With no very remarkable talents, he at the age of thirty-four fills one of the highest sta tions in the nation. He is a good fellow, and I rejoice at his success. He can do something for you perhaps. The inclination he certainly has. Have you heard from him lately ? "Yours ever, H. BRIDGE." "AUGUSTA, Feb. i, 1837. " DEAR HAWTHORNE, So your book is in press, and will soon be out. Thank God the plunge will be made at last. I am sure it will be for good. . . . "I coincide perfectly with you touching the disparity between a writer s profits and a pub lisher s. It is hard that you should do so much and receive so little from The Token. You say an editorship would save you. I tell you that within six months you may have an editorship in any magazine in the country if you desire %C I wish to God that I could impart to you a little of my own brass. You would then dash into the contest of literary men, and do honor to yourself and to your country in a short time. But you never will have confidence enough in yourself, though you will have fame. . . . " Yours truly, " HORACE." NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 75 " AUGUSTA, May 24, 1837. " DEAR HAWTHORNE, I am rejoiced that your last gives me reason to expect that you will pay me a visit soon. When you come, make your ar rangements so that you can stay two or three months here. I have a great house to myself, and you shall have the run of it. " I received a letter two days ago from Pierce, dated May 2d, requesting me to ascertain exact ly how matters were relating to the exploring expedition. I have written Pierce, advising him to inquire of the Secretary of the Navy if there is any vacancy, and recommending you for it. " It might be well to put your papers on file in his office, in case you should be a candidate for one of the editorships of the magazine. " It is of no use for you to feel blue. I tell you that you will be in a good situation next winter instead of under a sod. Pierce is interested for you, and can make some arrangement I know. An editorship or a clerkship at Washington he can and will obtain. So courage, and au diable with your- sods ! " I have something to say to you upon marriage and about Goodrich, and a thousand other things. I shall be inclined to quarrel with you if you do not come, and that will be- a serious business for you, for my wrath is* dreadful. Good-by till I see you here. Yours truly, H. BRIDGE." 76 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE These letters in some measure indicate the de spondency to which Hawthorne was subjected at this, the turning-point in his literary career. In his secluded life he neither had nor sought new friends who could have aided and encouraged him, and his life wore away with little apparent promise. Still he continued to write for the small sums he received in cash or promises as well as for the pleasurable excitement of composition and with the growing hope of future success. CHAPTER IX. BESIDES writing tales for different reviews and magazines, Hawthorne contributed many articles to The Token, an annual published by Mr. S. G. Goodrich. A few years later he was employed by that publisher to write some of the " Peter Parley" books. He received but small compen sation for any of this literary work, for he lacked the knowledge of business and the self-assertion necessary to obtain even the moderate remuner ation vouchsafed to writers fifty years ago. It would be amusing, if it were not exasperating, to observe the patronizing tone of Mr. Goodrich, when, as late as September, 1836, he wrote to Hawthorne, " Your letter and the two folios of * Universal History were received some days ago. I like the history pretty well. I shall make it do." See " Biography of Hawthorne," Vol. I., p. 138. The book certainly did, for its sale went above a million long ago, though it is my impression that the author received only $100 for the work. A letter of S. G. Goodrich to Hawthorne, 78 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE dated January 19, 1830 see "Hawthorne Biog raphy," Vol. I., p. 131 shows that Mr. Good rich had then in his hands the manuscript of a proposed book of Hawthorne s. He says in re lation to it, " On my return to Boston in April, I will use my influence to induce a publisher to take hold of the work, who will give it a fair chance of success." In a letter of Hawthorne s to Goodrich, dated May 6, 1830, given in Derby s " Fifty Years among Authors and Publishers," p. 113, the for mer speaks of the " Provincial Tales," adding, " Such being the title I propose to give to my volume." Whatever may have been the causes for delay, the fact remains that the volume, under the al tered title of " Twice-Told-Tales," did not appear until 1837 seven years after the manuscript in part was first in Mr. Goodrich s possession. From time to time I heard of this intended publication, and constantly encouraged Haw thorne to bring out the volume. But I hesitated to intervene without his sanction, and that would not have been given to any course involv ing possible loss to me. At last, however, hav ing become convinced that my friend was being deluded by false hopes, I wrote to Mr. Goodrich and asked if there was any pecuniary obstacle in the way of the publication ; adding, if that were NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 79 the cause of the delay, I would obviate it by guaranteeing the publisher against loss. As I was a stranger to him, I proffered Boston refer ences. The following was his answer : "BOSTON, Oct. 20, 1836. " DEAR SIR, I received your letter in regard to our friend Hawthorne. It will cost about $450 to print 1000 volumes in good style. I have seen a publisher, and he agrees to publish it if he can be guaranteed $250 as an ultimate resort against loss. If you will find that guaranty, the thing shall be put immediately in hand. " I am not now a publisher, but I shall take great interest in this work ; and I do not think there is any probability that you will ever be called upon for a farthing. The generous spirit of your letter is a reference. I only wish to know if you will take the above risk. The publication will be solely for the benefit of Hawthorne ; he receiving ten per cent, on the retail price the usual terms. I am, yours respectfully, " S. G. GOODRICH. " HORATIO BRIDGE, Esq., Augusta, Me." I gave the requisite guaranty at once, stipulat ing only that the affair should be concealed from Hawthorne ; for I was sure he would object to the publication if he were informed of my action 8o NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE in the premises. Mr. Goodrich assented to this stipulation, and in due time the book came out. There is reason to suppose that he magnified his own part in the matter, for, while the volume was going through the press, Hawthorne told me that he intended to dedicate it to Mr. Goodrich, in recognition of his services in that regard. Knowing that this would bring the parties into a false attitude towards each other, I cautioned Hawthorne against this proposed dedication, as appears in a forgotten letter of mine, published in the "Hawthorne Biography," Vol. I., p. 143. Having learned from Mr. Goodrich some months after " Twice-Told-Tales " appeared that its sales had satisfied the guaranty, I told Hawthorne of my unauthorized intervention, as it was clearly right that he should know the ex tent of his obligation to the publisher. The letter of Mr. Goodrich, just quoted, will interest some readers, as showing the cost of printing books, and the comparative avails to au thor and publisher, in 1836. The retail price of "Twice-Told-Tales" was, I believe, one dollar. From the $1000 first obtained, after deducting the cost of printing ($450) and the author s share ($100), there would remain to the publisher and the retail bookseller $450. For any copies print ed in excess of the first thousand, the cost to the publisher would be much less, while the author s NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 8 1 percentage would remain the same. This in a case where the publisher was assured against loss. How different would have been Hawthorne s en couragement had he commenced his literary work in this decade ! The success of "Twice-Told-Tales" was not pecuniarily great at first, but in this country and still more in England, where Hawthorne was promptly and highly appreciated, the book estab lished his right to a place among living authors of recognized power. The cloud had lifted at last, and he never after wards wholly despaired of achieving success as a writer. There were times, however, when he felt unequal to the effort of writing even a letter, say ing that he " detested a pen." Fortunately his habits were inexpensive, and his abhorrence of debt nerved him to retain his independence in the darkest seasons. Several letters of my own (hereinbefore given, and quite forgotten until they appeared in the " Hawthorne Biography ") show that I was con stantly advising him to cease publishing in mag azines and annuals, and to bring out his writings in the form of volumes only. By this method he could free himself from the necessity of offering his productions piecemeal to editors a process repulsive to his sensitive spirit. 82 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE Early in 1837 General Pierce, believing that Hawthorne would be benefited by an entire change of his surroundings, suggested to him the plan of joining the contemplated Exploring Ex pedition to the -South Sea as its historian. The project pleased him, and for three or four months an active correspondence relating to this subject was maintained by Hawthorne, Pierce, and the present writer. Several letters of General Pierce and myself addressed to Hawthorne and pub lished in the " Hawthorne Biography," pp. 152 to 162 refer to the efforts made to bring about the desired arrangement. This expedition was primarily organized under the plan of J. N. Reynolds, Esq. a man of some scientific reputation and great energy of character who was to be the ruling spirit of the enter prise. A squadron under the command of Commo dore Ap Catesby Jones, composed of the frigate Macedonian, three brigs, and a store-ship, was put in commission for this exploring duty; and a large scientific corps, with Reynolds at its head, was provided for. . At that time I was spending the winter in Washington, and I did what I could to secure for Hawthorne the office he desired. My friend and townsman, Hon. R. Williams, was Chairman of the Senate Naval Committee, and, of course, was NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 83 influential at the Navy Department. He cor dially co-operated with Pierce and Cilley, backed by the rest of the Maine and New Hampshire delegations, in the effort to secure Hawthorne s appointment. With the influences at work there was a good prospect of success, when naval and scientific jealousy interrupted the programme. The cry of economy was raised, the vessels were ordered to other duty, and Reynolds s ambi tious project suddenly collapsed so far as he was concerned. The expedition was reorganized the next year, and Lieutenant afterwards Rear - Admiral Wilkes was ordered to its command. Meantime Hawthorne s prospects had brightened with the success of "Twice-Told -Tales," and he ceased to care for duty in the expedition. Had his aspirations in that direction been suc cessful the current of his life would have been strangely disturbed, and his later writings would, I think, have taken on an entirely different color ing whether for the better, who shall say ? In 1839 Hawthorne was appointed weigher and gauger in the Boston Custom-house, which office he held until 1841. Thus two years of his life were devoted to the routine duties of an office requiring only the practical qualities possessed by 84 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE men of ordinary intelligence and reliability ; and he brought his good sense to bear upon his pro saic duties, which he performed faithfully and well. On leaving the custom-house he joined the colony at Brook Farm, where he lived for several months as co-laborer, and especially as an inter ested inquirer into the social experiment then and there in progress. He had previously be come engaged to Miss Sophia A. Peabody, and this episode was tentative as to the expediency of making the Farm a temporary home for his in tended wife and himself. But his pecuniary in terest in the scheme was that of creditor, not partner. He loaned Mr. Ripley $1000 or $1500, which money, when closing his connection with the association, he was unable to recover without resorting to legal measures, which he did through the agency of G. S. Hillard, Esq., with what ulti mate result I do not know. I drove out from Boston two or three times to see Hawthorne at Brook Farm. He had a small room, simply furnished, and with very few books visible. He .was apparently enjoying himself, curiously observing the odd phase of life around him, and, while having little faith in the success of the social experiment, doing his full share to secure it. At the same time, he was disposed to get such amusement as he might from his sur roundings. I remember that he boasted of hav- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 85 ing driven into ^Boston with the farmer in the farm-wagon, wearing a linsey-woolsey frock, and carrying a calf to market. I remember also his glee in telling of his strict ly enforcing the rules for early rising by blowing the horn long and loud at five o clock in the morning, much to the discomfort of the drowsy members of the family. But enough of Brook Farm. It has been fully chronicled in many publications. V CHAPTER X. IMMEDIATELY after his marriage, in 1842, Haw thorne went to reside in the " Old Manse " at Concord, where his life for three years was rest ful and happy. Full of enjoyment in his home and family, he was only troubled by narrow means, which was all the more annoying because those who owed him money enough to make life comfortable would not (doubtless some of them could not) pay their debts. In this quiet retreat he occupied himself in writing tales, gardening, boating, and occasionally in receiving friends. Several times Mr. and Mrs. Hawthorne kindly urged me to visit them at the " Old Manse," and I was always received with the most cordial hos pitality. Their life at Concord has been so fully and so beautifully described by Mr. Julian Haw thorne in the biography of his father and mother not only in his own narration, but in their charming letters therein given that it is perhaps needless for me to add anything to that recital. Let me say, however, that I was early impressed with the conviction that their marriage was a con- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 87 genial and most happy one. By the delicate health of Mrs. Hawthorne she was all the more endeared to her manly husband, and in return she gave him a wealth of confidence, admiration, and love. The union was most fortunate for both, and the only drawback to their happiness came in the sharp economy requisite for living within their income. The small and uncertain receipts from his lit erary work, as well as his " disappointments in money expected from three or four sources," made Hawthorne "sigh for the regular monthly payments at the custom-house," and led him to wish for the Salem post-office, the appointment to which his friends in that town and elsewhere zealously, though in vain, sought to procure for him. In 1845 Hawthorne, besides preparing for the press the second series of " Twice -Told -Tales," edited the "Journal of an African Cruiser." The origin of that little volume was this : Early in 1843 I was attached to a ship-of-war under orders to the West Coast of Africa. Hawthorne suggested the plan of my taking such notes as would give me material for a few articles in the Democratic Review. This plan was afterwards, by his advice, changed to that of publishing the 88 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE notes in a book. I assented to the change on the condition that he should take the trouble of editing and bringing out the volume, and with the further condition that he should have the copy right and the sole profit of the publication. The letters next following evince the great interest he took in this project more on my ac count than on his own. They also set forth his views as to the best mode for successful journal izing, and they show conclusively that his life was a very happy one in the " Old Manse." "CONCORD, March 24, 1843. " DEAR BRIDGE, I see by the newspapers that you have had the good fortune to undergo a tremendous storm.* Good fortune I call it, for I should be very glad to go through the same scene myself if I were sure of getting safe to dry land at last. I did not know of your having sailed, else I might have been under great ap prehensions on your account ; but, as it hap pened, I have only to offer my congratulations. I hope you were in a condition to look at matters * The storm here spoken of refers to a violent gale and blinding snow-storm off the coast of New Hampshire (as mentioned on an earlier page), in which the Saratoga (on her way from Portsmouth to New York, previous to the African cruise) was in imminent peril, and only escaped total shipwreck by our cutting away the masts and anchor ing on a rocky lee-shore. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 89 with a philosophic eye not sea-sick nor too much frightened. A staff-officer, methinks, must be more uncomfortable in a storm than the sea- officers. Taking no part in the struggle against the winds and the waves, he feels himself more entirely at their mercy. Perhaps a description of the tempest may form a good introduction to your series of articles in the Democratic. " I returned from my visit to Salem on Wed nesday last. My wife went with me as far as Boston. I did not come to see you because I was very short of cash, having been disappoint ed in money that I expected from three or four sources. My difficulties of this sort sometimes make me sigh for the regular monthly payments at the custom-house. The system of slack pay ments in this country is most abominable, and ought, of itself, to bring upon us the destruction foretold by Father Miller. It is impossible for any individual to be just and honest and true to his engagements when it is a settled principle of the community to be always behindhand. I find no difference in anybody in this respect. All do wrong alike. - - is just as certain to disappoint me in money matters as any pitiful little scoun drel among the book-sellers. On my part I am compelled to disappoint those who put faith in my engagements, and so it goes round. The devil take such a system ! 90 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE " I suppose it will be some time before you get to sea again, and perhaps you might find leisure to pay us another visit, but I cannot find it in my conscience to ask you to do so in this dreary season of the year. It is more than three months since we had a glimpse -of the earth, and two months more must intervene before we can hope to see the reviving verdure. I don t see how a bachelor can survive such a winter. . . . We are very happy, and have nothing to wish for except a better filled purse and not improbably gold would bring trouble with it, at least my wife says so, and therefore exhorts me to be content with little. " I have heard nothing about the office since I saw you. They tell me in Salem that will not probably gain his election, but that after a few more trials a coalition will be formed between the moderate Whigs and the candidate of a frac tion of the Democratic party. In that case will not get the post-office, and possibly it will yet be the reward of my patriotism and public services, but of this there is little prospect. " The wine came safe, and my wife sends her best acknowledgments for it. As in duty bound, however, she has made it over to me, and I shall feel myself at liberty to uncork a bottle on any occasion of suitable magnitude. Longfellow is coming to see me, and as he has a cultivated NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 9 1 taste in wines, some of this article shall be sub mitted to his judgment. If possible there shall be a bottle in reserve whenever you favor us with another visit. " Do not forget^ your letters from Liberia. What would you think of having them published in a volume ? But it will be time enough for this after their appearance in the magazine. I should like well to launch you fairly on the sea of liter ature. " I have a horrible cold, and am scarcely clear headed enough to write. God bless you, " NATH HAWTHORNE. " HORATIO BRIDGE, Esq., U. S. N., Ports mouth, N. H." "CONCORD, May 3, 1843. " DEAR BRIDGE, I am almost afraid that you will have departed for Africa before this letter reaches New York; but I have been so much taken up with writing for a living, and likewise with physical labor out-of-doors, that I have hitherto had no time to answer yours. It was perhaps as well that you did not visit Concord again, for by comparison of dates I am led to be lieve that my wife and yourself were in Boston at the same time. She had gone thither to take leave of her sister Mary, who is now married, and has sailed in the May steamer for Europe. 92 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE " I formed quite a different opinion from that which you express about your description of the storm. It seemed to me very graphic and ef- fective, and my wife coincides in this judgment. Her criticism on such a point is better worth having than mine, for she knows all about storms, having encountered a tremendous one on a voyage to Cuba. You must learn to think better of your powers. They will increase by exercise. I would advise you not to stick too accurately to the bare fact, either in your descrip tions or your narrative ; else your hand will be cramped, and the result will be a want of free dom that will deprive you of a higher truth than that which you strive to attain. Allow your fancy pretty free license, and omit no heighten ing touches because they did not chance to hap pen before your eyes. If they did not happen, they at least ought, which is all that concerns you. This is the secret of all entertaining trav ellers. If you meet with any distinguished char acters, give personal sketches of them. Begin to write always before the impression of novelty has worn off from your mind, else you will be apt to think that the peculiarities which at first attracted you are not worth recording ; yet those slight peculiarities are the very things that make the most vivid impression upon the reader. Think nothing too trifling to write down, so it be NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 93 in the smallest degree characteristic. You will be surprised to find on re-perusing your journal what an importance and graphic power these little particulars assume. After you have had due time for observation, you may then give grave reflections on national character, custom, morals, religion, the influence of peculiar modes of government, etc., and I will take care to put them in their proper places and make them come in with due effect. I by no means despair of putting you in the way to acquire a very pretty amount of literary reputation, should you ever think it worth your while to assume the author ship of these proposed sketches. All the merit will be your own, for I shall merely arrange them, correct the style, and perform other little offices as to which only a practised scribbler is an fait. " In relation to your complaint that life has lost its charm, that your enthusiasm is dead, and that there is nothing worth living for, my wife bids me advise you to fall in love. It is a woman s prescription, but a man videlicet, myself gives his sanction to its efficacy. You would find all the fresh coloring restored to the , faded pictures of life ; it would renew your youth ; you would be a boy again, with the deeper feel- /- ing and purposes of a man. Try it, try it first, however, taking care that the object is in every way unexceptionable, for this will be your last 94 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE chance in life. If you fail you will never make another attempt. " I suppose you will see O Sullivan in New York. I know nothing about the prospects of office, if any remain. It is rather singular that I should need an office, for nobody s scribblings seem to be more acceptable to the public than mine ; and yet I shall find it a tough scratch to gain a respectable support by my pen. Per haps matters may mend ; at all events, I am not very eager to ensconce myself in an office, though a good one would certainly be desirable. By the bye, I received a request the other day from a Philadelphia magazine to send them a daguerreotype of my phiz for the purpose of being engraved. O Sullivan likewise besought my wife for a sketch of my head, so you see that the world is likely to be made acquainted with my personal beauties. It will be very convenient for a retired and bashful man to be able to send these pictorial representations abroad instead of his real person. I know not but O Sullivan s proposal was meant to be a secret from me, so say nothing about it to him. " It would gladden us much to have you here for a week, now that the country is growing beautiful, and the fishing season is coming on. But this is not to be hoped for until your return. Take care of your health, and do not forget the NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 95 sketches. It is not the profit to myself that I think about, but I hope that they may contribute to give your life somewhat of an adequate pur pose, which at present it lacks. " God bless you. N. H. " HORATIO BRIDGE, Esq., U.S. Ship Saratoga, New York City." " CONCORD, April i, 1844. " DEAR BRIDGE, Your letter to my wife was received by her in a situation which I am sure you will consider sufficient excuse for her not answering it at present, a daughter having been born on the 3d of last month. So, you see, I am at last the regular head of a family, while you are blown about the world by every wind. I com miserate you most heartily. If you want a new feeling in this weary life, get married. It renews the world from the surface to the centre. " I am happy to tell you that our little girl is remarkably healthy and vigorous, and promises, in the opinion of those better experienced in babies than myself, to be very pretty. For my own part, I perceive her beauty at present rather through the medium of faith than with my actual eyesight. However, she is gradually getting into shape and comeliness, and by the time when you shall have an opportunity to see her, I flatter myself she will be the prettiest young lady in 96 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE the world. I think I prefer a daughter to a son. " We have read your letter with very great interest. You have had great luck certainly in having actually fought through a whole war ; but I hope that you will now be content to rest on your laurels.* The devil take those copper-slugs ! As your station, I believe, does not call you to the front of the battle, do pray be advised to stay on board ship the next time, and think how much preferable is a sluggish life to such a s/ug-gish death as you might chance to meet on shore. A civilized and educated man must feel somewhat like a fool, methinks, when he has staked his own life against that of a black savage and lost the game. In the sight of God one life may be as valuable as another, but in our view the stakes are very unequal. Besides, I really do consider * The "war" referred to in this letter hardly rose to the dignity of a skirmish, consisting, as it did, in the land ing of a detachment of sailors and marines, with their offi cers, from the ships of the squadron, and the burning of five native villages. This destruction was effected for the purpose of punishing the natives for plundering and burn ing an American vessel and murdering the captain and the crew. King Krako, the leader of these five tribes, showed fight, his men firing upon us from the woods, but doing no dam age except the wounding of a marine with a copper slug, presumably made of a spike from the luckless Mary Cai~ver. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 97 the shooting of these negroes a matter of very questionable propriety, and am glad, upon the whple, that you bagged no game upon either of those days. " In one point of view, these warlike occurrences are very fortunate that is, in supplying matter for the journal. I should not wonder if that were your object in thrusting yourself into these perils. Make the most of them. " If I mistake not, it will be our best plan, both as regards your glory and my profit, to publish the journal by itself, rather than in a magazine, and thus make an independent author of you at once. A little of my professional experience will easily put it into shape, and I doubt not that the Harpers, or somebody else, will be glad to pub lish it, either in the book or pamphlet form, or perhaps in both, so as to suit the different classes of readers. My name shall appear as editor, in order to give it what little vogue may be derived from thence, and its own merits will do the rest. " You must have as much as possible to say about the African trade, its nature, the mode of carrying it on, the character of the persons en gaged in it, etc., in order to fit the book for practical men. Look at things, at least some things, in a matter-of-fact way, though without prejudice to as much romantic incident and ad- 7 98 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE venture as you can conveniently lay hold of. Oh, it will be an excellent book. " I have no news to tell you except the great event with which I began my letter. I continue to scribble tales, with good success so far as re gards empty praise, some notes of which, pleas ant enough to my ears, have come from across the Atlantic. But the pamphlet and piratical system has so broken up all regular literature that I am forced to write hard for small gains. If we have a Democratic President next year I shall probably get an office. Otherwise, it is to be hoped, God will provide for me and mine in some other way. " I have not written to you before, not from cold ness nor forgetfulness, but partly because the sight of a pen makes me sick, and partly because I never feel as if a letter would reach you in your wanderings on the trackless ocean. If you had any certain abiding-place it would be different ; but now it is like trying to shoot a bird in the air. Take care of yourself, and keep clear of night dews and copper slugs. " Your friend, N. H. " HORATIO BRIDGE, Esq., U. S. Ship Saratoga, African Squadron." "SALEM, Nov. 29, 1844. " DEAR BRIDGE, I have just received your let- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 99 ter at this place, where we have been spending Thanksgiving. " It heartily rejoices me to know that you are again on your native soil. I do not think I shall- return to Concord for ten days or a fortnight ; so that it is very possible we may meet in Boston. "As to the post-office, s kinsman is now out of the question. A new appointment was made two or three months ago, but it has not been confirmed by the Senate. As the removal was entirely on political grounds, there seems to be considerable doubt whether they will sanction it. Very probably your influence might cause the rejection of the new incumbent; in which case I think I might have a good chance for the office from Polk. The late appointment is not particularly satisfactory to the Democrats here, as the man belongs to the clique, which has never lost its influence in Essex County. If I am not misinformed, Tyler had actually appointed me, but was afterwards induced to change it. He will probably leave it to the next adminis tration to make a new appointment. " God bless you. If you come to Boston within a fortnight, let us know. Inquire at 13 West Street. Yours ever, " N. HAWTHORNE. " HORATIO BRIDGE, Esq., Washington." 100 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE The three letters next following relate princi pally to the "Journal of an African Cruiser," which was published in 1845. "CONCORD, April 17, 1845. " DEAR BRIDGE, I am happy to announce that your book is accepted, and will make its ap pearance as one of the volumes of " Choice Read ing." Few new authors make their bows to the public under such favorable auspices ; but you always were a lucky devil, except in the specula tion of the Kennebec mill-dam, which, likewise, may turn out to have been good luck in the long run. I have christened the book the " Journal of an African Cruiser." I don t know when it is to come out probably soon ; although I suppose they will wish the American series to be led by some already popular names. Your last letter arrived when the manuscript was on the point of being sent off, but I contrived to squeeze in whatever was essential of the new matter. " I have heard nothing good or bad as to the result of the P. O. application. Duyckinck, in his letter about the book, mentions that O Sul- livan was in Washington, where doubtless he will do all that can be done in my behalf. Your in terview with Bancroft gave me better auspices than I before had on the subject. " Mrs. Hawthorne wishes me to tell you that NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE IOI she will not be able to make you the talked-of visit the approaching summer. Her sister, Mrs. Mann, is coming to board in Concord, principally with a view to being near Sophia, and even if I should obtain an office, I shall leave her here at the Old Manse for the summer and resume a bachelor-life in Salem. It shall go hard, but I will drop in upon you at least for a day or two, or for a dinner, if better may not be. " Una continues to flourish. Her mother lulls her to sleep every night by stories about your visit, so that you were not only pleasant while here, but are very profitable now that you have departed. Your friend, " NATH HAWTHORNE. " HORATIO BRIDGE, Esq., Navy Yard, Ports mouth, N. H." "CONCORD, May 2, 1845. " DEAR BRIDGE, Duyckinck writes me that your book is stereotyped and about to go to press. The first edition will be of two thousand copies, five hundred of which will be sent to London. It seems they have put in my name as editor, contrary to my purpose, and much to my annoy ance ; not that I am troubled with any such re luctance about introducing you as you felt about introducing your friend to fashionable so ciety ; but I wished you to have all the credit of 102 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE the work yourself. Well, you shall still engross all the merit, and may charge me with all the faults. " I have bespoken fifty copies for you, and di rected them to be sent to my address in Boston, whence I will take care to have them forwarded to you immediately, with the exception of perhaps half a dozen, which I shall reserve for distribu tion myself. You had better send me the names of the persons whom you wish to have copies in Boston and vicinity. The fifty copies will be paid for out of my avails for the book, for it would be rather too severe a joke to make your work an actual expense to you. " I have heard nothing from O Sullivan, nor from any other source, in reference to the post- office. " Write forthwith and tell me how the books should be sent from Boston to Portsmouth. " Your friend, " NATH HAWTHORNE. " HORATIO BRIDGE, Esq., Navy Yard, Ports mouth, N. H." "CONCORD, May 7, 1845. " DEAR BRIDGE, I send the Journals as re quested, and heartily wish that I could afford to come myself. Have you told Charles Greene of the forthcoming book ? If not, it will be best to NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 103 do so immediately, that he may be in readiness to add his voice to the general acclamation of praise. I requested Duyckinck to send your copies to Dr. Peabody s, directed to me. They probably will not arrive so soon as this, but it will do no harm for you to call there before leav ing Boston, and if you find them, you can dispose of them according to your pleasure, leaving out six, or, if you can spare them, ten copies, which I will endeavor to dispose of so as to promote the interests of the book. If you find that you have not copies enough, we can procure more from New York. " In a hurry, your friend, " NATH HAWTHORNE." "CONCORD, August 19, 1845. " DEAR BRIDGE, I have this moment received your letter, and answer it in the post-office. I know not whether you can do anything for us in New York, but should be glad to have you call on O Sullivan. He has written me a letter which my wife mailed for me at Salem after reading it, but which has not yet reached me. It referred to an offer by Bancroft of an office (a clerkship, I suspect) connected with the Charlestown Navy Yard the salary $900. This offer I shall not accept; and I wish you to tell O Sullivan so, and request him to inform Bancroft. Perhaps it 104 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE would be well to let O Sullivan into the whole business of our late canvass, so that he may be aware of the strength with which we shall take the field at the next session of Congress. " Do come and see us on your return. " In great haste " Your friend, " NATH HAWTHORNE. " HORATIO BRIDGE, Esq., Astor House, N. Y." CHAPTER XL IN the autumn of 1845 the family left Concord and returned to Salem, in reference to which Hawthorne wrote : "SALEM, Oct. 7, 1845. " DEAR BRIDGE, Here I am, again established in the old chambers where I wasted so many years of my life. I find it rather favorable to my literary duties, for I have already begun to sketch out the story for Wiley & Putnam. I received a letter from Duyckink to-day, which I mean to enclose as giving authentic intelligence of the welfare of your book. " Your check arrived seasonably, and did me as much good as the same amount ever did any body. " Sophia has remained in Boston in order to see her friends in and about the city, before withdrawing into my den. I shall bring her 106 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE home the latter part of this week or the first of next. Your friend, " NATH HAWTHORNE. " HORATIO BRIDGE, Esq., U. S. Navy Yard, Portsmouth, N. H." " 20 CLINTON PLACE, Oct. 2, 1845. "DEAR SIR, I hope you will not think me a troublesome fellow if I drop you another line with the vociferous cry, MSS.! MSS.! Mr. Wi ley s American series is athirst for the volume of Tales, and how stands the prospect for the His tory of Witchcraft I whilom spoke of? " The Journal of the Cruiser has just gone to a second edition of a thousand copies, the first, I believe, having been two thousand. W. & P. pro ject cheap series of these books for the school district libraries, in the first of which the Jour nal will be included. " The English notices are bounteous in praise. No American book in a long time has been so well noticed. " Pray, MSS. or no MSS., let me hear from you, that you are well and your family. " Yours truly, EVERT A. DUYCKINCK. "NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE, Esq." "SALEM, F^b. 21, " DEAR BRIDGE, A day or two afteY NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 1 07 your letter communicating the arrangement about the Surveyorship and Naval office, I had one from O Sullivan who had been in Washington, but had just returned to New York. He appeared to know nothing about the above arrangement, but said that the President had promised to give me eith er the Surveyorship or Naval office. It appears therefore that I may consider myself pretty cer tain of getting one or the other, and I trust it will be the Surveyorship, which is the most eligible, both on account of the emolument and the posi tion which it confers. Whichever it is, it is to you I shall owe it among so many other solid kindnesses. I have as true friends as any man ; but you have been the friend in need and the friend indeed. " In other respects, too, my affairs look prom ising enough. Wiley & Putnam are going to pub lish two volumes of my Tales instead of one, and I shall send off the copy, I hope, on Monday. My mind will now settle itself after the long in quietude of expectation ; and I mean to make this a profitable year in the literary way. " I regret that you are so soon thinking of go ing to sea again. You must not go without giv ing me the chance of another visit, though of the briefest duration. " I hope, moreover, that you will remain ashore until I am again established in a home of my 108 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE own, when it will be easy for you to be my guest often, at bed and board. We are neighbors now. " Your friend, "NATH HAWTHORNE." I have found the following scrap of a letter which must have been written soon after my re turn from the coast of Africa, in 1845, since it refers to some furs known as African lynx, which I had brought home and presented to Mrs. Haw thorne. The deep satisfaction he expressed in his wife and his then only child makes this fragment worth preserving. " The skins came safe yesterday morning, and Sophia, I believe, contemplates having them made into a muff. She and Una are very well, and Una continues to talk about Misser Bidge. After all, having a wife who thoroughly satisfies me, and a child whom I would not exchange for a fortune, I am not quite so unlucky a devil as you set me down for. Your friend, " NATH HAWTHORNE." When Mr. Polk became President, the plan of campaign for Hawthorne s* appointment to the Salem Post-office was pursued with vigor for a while ; but there were strong political obstacles NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 109 in the way, and consequently his efforts and those of his friends were turned towards the Surveyor- ship of the Salem Custom-house, an office of less labor and responsibility, though of smaller emolument than the post-office afforded. Referring to a visit made me in the summer of 1845, at tne navy-yard near Portsmouth, New Hampshire, it so happened that I was then sta tioned at that yard. Living in spacious quarters as a bachelor, and not unwilling to share my summer comforts with my friends, it occurred to me that Hawthorne s interests could best be pro moted by bringing him and Mrs. Hawthorne into social relations with some of my influential friends and their wives. To carry out this project, and for my personal pleasure as well, I invited Senator and Mrs. Pierce and Senator and Mrs. Atherton, of New Hamp shire, and Senator Fairfield, of Maine, together with Mr. and Mrs. Hawthorne and little Una, to spend two or three weeks with me. To make the reunion less formal, two of my own sisters and some Washington friends were included. The indulgent party enjoyed the novelty of a visit to a bachelor at a navy-yard, and when any shortcomings in his housekeeping occurred the guests only grew the merrier therefor. What with boating, fishing, and driving, and in the entire absence of formality, the visit went off 110 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE smoothly, and its main object that of interest ing men of influence in Hawthorne s behalf was attained. Though Pierce was an old friend, Atherton and Fairfield first made the acquaintance of Hawthorne at that time, and they became his strong advocates and friends. In June of the next year he was appointed Surveyor. Hawthorne s life flowed tranquilly for the next three years, at the end of which period he was removed by the Whig administration, under (in that case, at least) the pernicious doctrine of ro tation in office. With other friends I strove zealously to save him, because he wished to retain the office. But when the dismissal came I wrote my congratula tions, telling him that he would now be obliged to devote himself to his appropriate work in life. Eight months after his official decapitation he finished " The Scarlet Letter," and increased fame, as well as freedom from pressing anxiety about pecuniary matters, followed quickly upon the publication of the great romance. " SALEM, Feb. 4, 1850. " DEAR BRIDGE, I finished my book only yes terday, one end being in press in Boston, while the NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE III other was in my head here in Salem ; so that, as you see, the story is at least fourteen miles long. " I should make you a thousand apologies for being so negligent a correspondent if you did not know me of old, and, as you have tolerated me so many years, I do not fear that you will give me up now. The fact is, I have a natural abhorrence of pen and ink, and nothing short of absolute necessity ever drives me to them. " My book, the publisher tells me, will not be out before April. He speaks of it in tremendous terms of approbation. So does Mrs. Hawthorne, to whom I read the conclusion last night. It broke her heart, and sent her to bed with a griev ous headache, which I look upon as a triumphant success. "Judging from its effect on her and the pub lisher, I may calculate on what bowlers call a ten-strike. Yet I do not make any such calcu lation. Some portions of the book are power fully written ; but my writings do not, nor ever will, appeal to the broadest class of sympathies, and therefore will not obtain a very wide popu larity. Some like them very much, others care nothing for them, and see nothing in them. There is an introduction to this book giving a sketch of my custom-house life, with an imagina tive touch here and there, which may, perhaps, be more widely attractive than the main narra- 112 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE tive. The latter lacks sunshine, etc. To tell you the truth, it is (I hope Mrs. Bridge is not pres ent) it is positively a h 1-f d story, into which I found it almost impossible to throw any cheer ing light. " This house on Goose Creek, which you tell me of, looks really attractive ; but I am afraid there must be a flaw somewhere. I like the rent amazingly. I wish you would look at it and form your own judgment and report accordingly ; and, should you decide favorably, I will come myself and see it ; but if it appears ineligible to you I shall let the matter rest there, it being inconve nient for me to leave home, partly because funds are to be husbanded at this juncture of my af fairs, and partly because I can ill spare the time, as winter is the season when my brain-work is chiefly accomplished. " I should like to give up the house which I now occupy at the beginning of April, and must soon make a decision as to where I shall go. I long to get into the country, for my health latterly is not quite what it has been for many years past. I should not long stand such a life of bodily in activity and mental exertion as I have lived for the last few months. An hour or two of daily labor in a garden, and a daily ramble in country- air, or on the sea-shore, would keep all right. Here, I hardly go out once a week. Do not al- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 113 lude to this matter in your letters to me, as my wife already sermonizes me quite sufficiently on my habits ; and I never own up to not feeling perfectly well. Neither do I feel anywise ill ; but only a lack of physical vigor and energy, which reacts upon the mind. "With our best regards to Mrs. Bridge, I re main, Truly your friend, "NATH HAWTHORNE. " HORATIO BRIDGE, Esq., U. S. Navy Yard, Portsmouth, N. H." " SALEM, April 13, 1850. " DEAR BRIDGE, I am glad you like The Scarlet Letter. It would have been a sad matter indeed if I had missed the favorable award of my oldest and friendliest critic. The other day I met with your notice of Twice-Told-Tales for the Augusta Age; and I really think nothing bet ter has been said about them since. This book has been highly successful : the first edition hav ing been exhausted in ten days, and the second (five thousand copies in all) promising to go off rapidly. " As to the Salem people, I really thought that I had been exceedingly good-natured in my treat ment of them. They certainly do not deserve good usage at my hands after permitting me to be deliberately lied down not merely once, but 8 114 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE at two several attacks on two false indictments without hardly a voice being raised on my be half ; and then sending one of the false witnesses to Congress, others to the Legislature, and choos ing another as the mayor. I feel an infinite contempt for them and prob ably have expressed more of it than I intended for my preliminary chapter has caused the great est uproar that has happened here since witch- times. If I escape from town without being tarred and feathered, I shall consider it good- luck. I wish they would tar and feather me ; it would be such an entirely novel kind of distinc tion for a literary man. And, from such judges as my fellow-citizens, I should look upon it as a higher honor than a laurel crown. " I have taken a cottage in Lenox, and mean to take up my residence there about the first of May. In the interim my wife and children are going to stay in Boston ; and nothing could be more agreeable to myself than to spend a week or so with you ; so that your invitation comes ex ceedingly apropos. In fact, I was on the point of writing to propose a visit. We shall move our household gods from this locality to-morrow or next day. I will leave my family at Dr. Pea- body s, and come to Portsmouth on Friday of this week, unless prevented from coming at all. I shall take the train that leaves Boston at eleven NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 115 o clock ; so, if you happen to be in Portsmouth that afternoon, please to look after me. I am glad of this opportunity of seeing you, for I am assured you will never find your way to Lenox. I thank Mrs. Bridge for her good-wishes as re spects my future removal from office, but I should be sorry to anticipate such bad-fortune as being ever again appointed to one. "Truly your friend, " NATH HAWTHORNE." Hawthorne s feelings towards Salem and its inhabitants, as shown in the above letter, may be accounted for somewhat by the circumstances and surroundings of his boyhood. The isolation of his family, his three years lameness, and his long absences at Raymond and in college prevented him from forming friendships with other Salem boys that might have essentially modified his later sentiments towards his native town. As it was, he grew up almost as a stranger in his birthplace until he had reached manhood. But I have seen no evi dence of unfriendliness towards his fellow-citi zens previous to his being brought into closer relations with them as an officer of the Salem Custom-house, from which office he was removed through the strenuous exertions of leading men of the opposite political party. As Hawthorne Il6 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE had never been an active partisan, and as no fault could justly have been found with his offi cial or personal character, it was not strange that he became embittered against many of the men of influence in Salem and against the town itself. And he did not attempt to conceal his senti ments, or to mollify the anger resulting from his cutting statements in that regard ! CHAPTER XII. MY own marriage in 1846 brought to Haw thorne another appreciative friend, to whom he at once gave his confidence and esteem. Our house was always open to him, and he came to us at will, as to friends from whom he was sure of a welcome and in whose society he felt no restraint. On one occasion, after my return from an Afri can and European cruise, I was ordered to the Portsmouth station, where we were hardly settled at house-keeping when Hawthorne came to see us. The hall was encumbered by boxes, at sight of which he feared that his visit was inopportune ; and he quickly said, " I have just come for an hour or two to see you, and must return this evening." Mrs. Bridge perceiving that the fear of in commoding us was influencing him said, " Must you desert us when I need your aid in unpacking these boxes ?" " Will you really let me help you ?" he replied. Her joking answer assuring him of her pleas- Il8 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE ure in gaining so strong a helper, both in muscle and intelligence put him entirely at ease, and for a week he made himself useful on all possi ble occasions. As I was convalescing, after a malarial fever, it was a great relief to me to have his efficient aid. A pleasant feature of the work consisted in unpacking and selecting places for the many things that Mrs. Bridge had been able to collect in France and Italy during the troublous times of 1848-49. Hawthorne was much interested in her account of the persons she had met and the places she had visited, but more especially of her journey in Spain. Mrs. Bridge had come to join me in Europe ; but, as I was attached to a cruising ship, we could only meet occasionally, and she was obliged to make her journeys without me. At another time, on one of his visits, he was talking with Mrs. Bridge at twilight, while I was dozing on the sofa. With the ease of manner that precluded all embarrassment on his part, she said to him, " Now tell me a story." Look ing at me without a moment s hesitation he said, " I will tell you one which I could write, making that gentleman one of the principal characters. I should begin with the description NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 1 19 of his father a dignified and conservative man who, for many years, had lived in a great mansion, by the side of a noble river, and had daily enjoyed the sight of the beautiful stream flowing placidly by, without a thought of disturb ing its natural course. " His children had played upon its banks, and the boys swam in the quiet stream or rowed their boats thereon. "But, after their father s decease, his sons, grown to manhood progressive in unison with the spirit of the age conceived the project of utilizing the great body of water flowing idly by. So, calling in the aid of a famous engineer, they built a high and costly dam across the river, thus creating a great water-power sufficient for the use of many prospective mills and factories. " The river biding its time quietly allowed the obstructions to be finished ; and then it rose in its wrath and swept away the expensive struct ure and the buildings connected with it, and took its course majestically to the sea. " Nor did this satisfy the offended river-gods ; for they cut a new channel for the stream, and swallowed up the paternal mansion of the young men, and desolated its beautiful grounds, thus showing the superior power of Nature whenever \ it chooses to assert itself." 120 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE The year after the visit just described being still languid and debilitated I accepted Haw thorne s invitation to come and see him and his family at Lenox in the Berkshire hills, a region famed for the healthfulness of its climate, and as the home of the Sedgwicks, Fanny Kemble But ler, etc. Fashion had not then invaded these lovely hills, and the comparatively small society was noted for its simple mode of living, for its intel ligence, and its culture. The Hawthornes occupied an old-fashioned cottage, painted deep red, and overlooking a charming lake. There were a great many deficiencies in the ar rangements of the quaint old house and grounds, for which I had a quick eye, and to the imme diate remedying of which Hawthorne and I de voted our efforts. Mrs. Hawthorne looked on with amused approval (even when our perform ances were rather revolutionary), as she saw us engaging, with great glee, in improving matters generally. Boxes were turned into closets and bookshelves, and the cellar and hen-house were not neglected. A letter I wrote my wife from Lenox gives my own impressions of the surroundings of the Haw thornes, and of our occupations during my very pleasant visit : NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 121 " LA MAISON ROUGE, July 18, 1850. " CARA MIA, I must explain the meaning of the caption. Be it known, then, that Hawthorne occupies a house painted red, like some old-fash ioned farm-houses you have seen. It is owned by Mr. Tappan, who lived in it awhile ; but he is now at High-Wood, the beautiful place of Mr. Ward. The old farm-house is quite comfortable, having sufficient room, and being furnished sim ply and in good taste. All the surroundings give proof of the easy circumstances of the present occupants. " The view of the lake is lovely ; I have seldom seen one so beautiful. "Mr. and Mrs. Hawthorne are most friendly, and my visit seems to give them much satisfac tion. " Nor am I quite useless. I have planned va rious improvements in the house and grounds, including some in the hennery, where the nests and roosts are now arranged according to the directions of the best authors upon that useful subject. To-morrow we are going to make some closets and book-shelves of the boxes in which the furniture came. As I am not so strong as before my fever, Hawthorne does the hard work, such as lifting, sawing, etc., while I plan and ham mer. Oh, we are a model pair of working-men the Man of Genius and the Naval Officer ! 122 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE " The children behave very well, and, certainly, are charming youngsters. Una acts like a little lady, and exhibits good temper and obedience ; while Julian is a good-natured, laughing young giant. "We intend to visit High -Wood at an early day, and thence shall drive to the village, if we can get Mr. Tappan s vehicle. " igth. It has rained all the forenoon. Con sequently we have been at work in cellar, hennery, and shed. In the reorganized hennery our labor has already been justified, for no less than three hens have shown their approval of it by each lay ing an egg in a new and scientific nest. " I have selected two boxes for the children s closets, besides a large one for a wardrobe, and another for a general closet ; and, having laid out several days 1 work for somebody in papering, etc., I am satisfied. " We have cleared up the wood-house and cel lar, mended some chairs, and have done a great deal towards making the establishment * ship shape and comfortable. " You must not think that I am exerting my self too much. Hawthorne has taken the hard est part of the work, and I really feel all the bet ter for the exercise. ... " Hawthorne and his wife both send kindest regards. Ever yours, H." NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 12$ As the " House of the Seven Gables " was at that time in course of preparation, it is fair to presume that the fowls, flowers, and vegetables of the Red-house establishment were studies for the pictures of Phoebe s garden favorites. Hawthorne s residence at Lenox was marked not only by the production of the " House of the Seven Gables," but by that of the " Wonder-Book for Girls and Boys," a volume of three hundred pages, which he wrote in seven weeks, his facil ity for labor increasing with the public demand for his writings. He also prepared, at that place, a second volume of " Twice-Told-Tales " and be gan the " Blithedale Romance." A few days after leaving Lenox I received the following letter, which has in it an amusing touch about the effect my active reforms had produced upon the children. " LENOX, Aug. 7, 1850. "... Duyckink, of the Literary World, and Herman Melville are in- Berkshire, and I expect them to call here this morning. I met Melville the other day, and liked him so much that I have asked him to spend a few days with me before leaving these parts. " We all have very pleasant recollections of your visit. Julian broke a china cup a few days ago, and very coolly remarked that " Mr. Bridge could mend it." 124 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE " We have got some maple-paper, and shall soon begin the transmutation of your boxes. " We are getting along very well. Una and Julian grow apace, and so do our chickens, of which we have two broods. There is one diffi culty about these chickens, as well as about the old fowls. We have become so intimately ac quainted with every individual of them, that it really seems like cannibalism to think of eating them. What is to be done ? " With our best regards to Mrs. Bridge, " Yours truly, " NATH HAWTHORNE." "LENOX, March 15, 1851. "DEAR BRIDGE, I am glad to hear from you at last, although I am sorry you have sunk into the depths of official idleness, and have ef fected nothing towards the new edition of the " Cruiser." " You know not what fame you may be fling ing away. However, all that shall be made up in a journal or history of your next voy age. But I do most heartily wish that you would cut the Navy, and trust to God and your own exertions for a good life at home. Even such a poor house and poor fare as mine, for instance, are better than sea-biscuit and a state room. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 125 " The * House of the Seven Gables, in my opinion, is better than The Scarlet Letter ; but I should riot wonder if I had refined upon the principal character a little too much for popular appreciation ; nor if the romance of the book should be found somewhat at odds with the humble and familiar scenery in which I invest it. But I feel that portions of it are as good as anything I can hope to write, and the publisher speaks encouragingly of its success. " How slowly I have made my way in life ! How much is still to be done ! How little worth outwardly speaking is all that I have achieved ! The bubble reputation is as much a bubble in literature as in war, and I should not be one whit the happier if mine were world-wide and time-long than I was when nobody but your self had faith in me. " The only sensible ends of literature are, first, the pleasurable toil of writing ; second, the grati fication of one s family and friends ; and, lastly, the solid cash. " Remember me to Mrs. Bridge, and give her, likewise, my wife s remembrances. I shall take advantage of a visit to Dr. Peabody in June next to go to Boston, and hope to have a meeting with you before my return. "The boxes, I must confess, are not all paper ed, but neither are they all unpapered ; and my 126 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE wife was talking of doing the remainder only the day before your letter arrived. "Your friend, N. H." " LENOX, July 22, 1851. 1 " DEAR BRIDGE, What a long, long while since I have heard from you ! I don t know when it was, or which of us wrote last, though I am, most probably, in your debt for a letter ; but a weary scribbler, like myself, must be allowed a great deal of license as regards debts of that nature. Why did you not write and tell me how you liked, or how you did not like, the * House of the Seven Gables ? Did you feel shy of ex pressing an unfavorable opinion ? It would not have hurt me in the least, though I am always glad to please you ; but I rather think I have reached that stage when I do not care, very es sentially one way or the other, for anybody s opinion on any one production. On this last romance, for instance, I have heard and seen such diversity of judgment that I should be al together bewildered if I attempted to strike a balance. So I take nobody s estimate unless it happens to agree with my ownNl think it a work more characteristic of my mind, and more proper and natural for me to write, than * The Scarlet Letter" ; but for that very reason, less likely to interest the public. Nevertheless it appears to NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 127 have sold better than the former, and, I think, is more sure of retaining the ground it acquires. Mrs. Kemble writes that both works are popular in England, and advises me to take out my copy right there. " Since the first of June I have written a book of two or three hundred pages for children ; and I think it stands a chance of a wide circulation. The title, at all events, is an ad captandum one The Wonder-Book for Girls and Boys. I don t know what I shall write next. Should it be a romance, I mean to put an extra touch of the devil into it, for I doubt whether the public will stand two quiet books in succession without my losing ground. As long as people will buy, I shall keep at work, and I find that my facility for labor increases with the demand for it. " Mrs. Hawthorne published a little work two months ago, which still lies in sheets, but I assure you it makes some noise in the world, both by day and night. In plain English, we have an other little daughter ; a very bright, strong, and healthy miss ; but at present with no pretensions to beauty. Sophia intends, in the course of two or three weeks, to take the baby to Mr. Mann s in West Newton, on a short visit. Una will ac company her, and I shall remain here with Ju lian. After her return I shall go to Boston, and, if you should be still at Portsmouth, I will run 128 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE down thither to see you, if for no more than a day. It is now above a year since I have been ten miles from this place, and I begin to need a lit tle change of scene. " We intend to take Mrs. Kemble s house in Oc tober or the beginning of November. She offered it last year for nothing; but I declined the terms. She offers it now for the same rent that I pay here ; and, though this is inadequate, yet as she cannot let the house on any other terms, or to any other person, I see no impropriety in my ac cepting the offer. If she could do better, I would not take it. We shall lose a beautiful prospect, and gain a much more convenient and comforta ble house than our present one. If I continue to prosper in my literary vocation, I mean to buy a house before a great while, but it shall not be in Berkshire. I prefer the sea-coast, both as a matter of taste and because I think it suits both Sophia s constitution and my own better than this hill country. " Do write and tell me of your welfare and pros pects. I am afraid you will not be able to read this scrawl, but I have contracted a bad habit of careless penmanship. " With our best regards to Mrs. Bridge, "Your friend, NATH HAWTHORNE." After receiving this letter, I wrote Hawthorne NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 129 of the old family home of the Sparhawks, at Kit- tery Point, which was then for sale, and was not far from the cottage near the sea which I had just bought. "LENOX, Oct. n, 1852. " DEAR BRIDGE, The Sparhawk house cer tainly offers some temptations, among which, however, I do not reckon that hideous story of the howling dead man, but I shall resist them.. It is too much out of the way. I have learned pretty well the desirableness of an easy access to the world ; and you will learn it, too, if you should ever actually occupy your island purchase. You will never be able to make that your perma nent home. I am sure of it. It will do well enough to play Robinson Crusoe for a summer or so, but when a man is making his settled dispo sitions for life, he had better be on the mainland, and as near a railroad station as possible. "My Wonder-Book, I suppose, will be out soon. I do not know your direction in Boston, so cannot send you one unless first advised there of; but will tell the publishers to hand you one when called for. I have also a new volume of Twice-Told-Tales in press and a new romance in futurity. " We shall leave here, with much joy, on the first day of December. " With our best regards to Mrs. Bridge, whom 9 130 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE I would not have missed seeing, only it involved the not seeing my wife the next day. " Truly yours, NATH HAWTHORNE." In the year of grace 1890 the historic "Red House " was burned, and now only the blackened ruins near the lovely lake remain to mark the spot where it had stood so long. In that " little red shanty," as Mrs. Hawthorne called it, Hawthorne wrote the " House of the Seven Gables" and the " Wonder-Book for Girls and Boys," and there he began the " Blithedale Romance." In that house, too, Rose (now Mrs. Lathrop) was born. To that little, low-studded, yet cheerful dwelling, for near ly forty years after the departure of the man who made it famous, visitors, in yearly increasing numbers, resorted as to a shrine of genius purely American. Mr. Tappan, owner of the place, had the good taste as well as the kindly remembrances which led him to keep the study in the same state that Hawthorne left it in. "CONCORD, Mass., Oct. 18, 1852. " DEAR BRIDGE, I received your letter some time ago, and ought to have answered it long since, but you know my habits of epistolary de linquency, so I make no apology. Besides, I have been busy with literary labor of more kinds than one. Perhaps you have seen Blithedale NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 131 before this time. I doubt whether you will like it very well ; but it has met with good success, and has brought me besides its American cir culation a thousand dollars from England ; whence, likewise, have come many favorable notices. Just at this time I rather think your friend stands foremost there as an American fic tion-monger. " In a day or two I intend to commence a new romance, which, if possible, I mean to make more genial than the last. "I did not send you the Life of Pierce, not considering it fairly one of my literary produc tions. " I was terribly reluctant to undertake this work, and tried to persuade Pierce both by let ter and viva voce that I could not perform it so well as many others ; but he thought differently ; and, of course, after a friendship of thirty years, it was impossible to refuse my best efforts in his behalf at this the great pinch of his life. 11 Other writers might have made larger claims for him, and have eulogized him more highly; but I doubt whether any other could have be stowed a better aspect of sincerity and reality on the narrative, and have secured all the credit possible for him without spoiling all by asserting too much. " Before undertaking it, I made an inward res- 132 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE olution that I would accept no office from him ; but, to say the truth, I doubt whether it would not be rather folly than heroism to adhere to this purpose in case he should offer me anything par ticularly good. We shall see. A foreign mission I could not afford to take. The consulship at Liverpool I might. I have several invitations from English celebrities to come over there, and this office would make all straight. What luck that fellow has ! I have wanted you here while writing up his memoirs for the sake of talking over his character with you, as I cannot with any other person. I have come seriously to the conclusion that he has in him many of the chief elements of a great ruler. His talents are ad ministrative ; he has a subtle faculty of making affairs roll onward according to his will, and of influencing their course without showing any trace of his action. There are scores of men in the country that seem brighter than he is; but Frank has the directing mind, and will move them about like pawns on a chess-board, and turn all their abilities to better purpose than they themselves could do. Such is my idea of him after many an hour of reflection on his character while making the best of his biography. He is deep, deep, deep. But what luck withal ! Noth ing can ruin him. " Nevertheless I do not feel very sanguine NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 133 about the result of this election. There is hardly a spark of enthusiasm in either party; but what there is, so far as I can judge, is on the side of Scott. The prospect is none of the bright est, either in New York, Ohio, or Pennsylvania ; and unless Frank gets one of them, he goes to the wall. He himself does not appear to admit the possibility of failure ; but I doubt whether, in a position like his, a man can ever form a reli able judgment of the prospect before him. " Should he fail, what an extinction it will be ! He is in the intensest blaze of celebrity. His por trait is everywhere in all the shop-windows, and in all sorts of styles on wood, steel, and copper ; on horseback, on foot, in uniform, in citizen s dress, in iron medallions, in little brass medals, and on handkerchiefs ; and it seems as if the world were full of his not very striking physiog nomy. " If he loses the election, in one little month he will fall utterly out of sight and never come . up again. He is playing a terrible game, and for a tremendous stake. On one side power, the broadest popularity, and a place in history; on the other (for I doubt whether it would not prove a knock-down blow) oblivion, or death and a for gotten grave. He says, however, that he should bear defeat with equanimity. Perhaps he might, but I think he is not aware of the intense excite- 134 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE ment in which he lives. He seems calm, but his hair is whitening, I assure you. Well, three weeks more will tell the story. " By the by, he speaks most kindly of you, and his heart seems to warm towards all his old friends under the influence of his splendid pros- .pects. If he wins he will undoubtedly seek for some method of making you the better for his success. I love him, and, oddly enough, there is a kind of pitying sentiment mixed up with my affection for him just now. " Yours truly, " NATH HAWTHORNE." CHAPTER XIII. IMMEDIATELY after General Pierce s election to the Presidency, in 1852, he offered Hawthorne the Liverpool consulate, an office then considered the most lucrative of all the foreign appointments in the Presidential gift, and soon after his inau guration he gave him that place. With his family, Hawthorne sailed for England in July, 1853. His European life has been fully described by other writers ; yet it may be well to give here a few of his letters from abroad, which speak of his annoyances at the prospect, and subsequent realization, of the decrease of his official emolu ments by legislation, of his solicitude for the welfare of our country, and of some other mat ters of public or private concern. "LIVERPOOL, March 30, 1854. " MY DEAR BRIDGE, You are welcome home, and I heartily wish I could see Mrs. Bridge and yourself and little Marian by our English fireside. " I like my office well enough, but any official 136 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE duties and obligations are irksome to me beyond expression. Nevertheless, the emoluments will be a sufficient inducement to keep me here, though they are not above a quarter part what some peo ple suppose them. " It sickens me to look back to America. I am sick to death of the continual fuss and tumult and excitement and bad blood which we keep up about political topics. If it were not for my chil dren I should probably never return^but after quitting office should go to Italy, and live and die there. If Mrs. Bridge and you would go, too, we might form a little colony amongst ourselves, and see our children grow up together. But it will never do to deprive them of their native land, which I hope will be a more comfortable and happy residence in their day than it has been in ours. In my opinion, we are the most miserable people on earth. " I wish you would send me the most minute particulars about Pierce how he looks and be haves when you meet him, how his health and spirits are and above all, what the public really thinks of him a point which I am utterly unable to get at through the newspapers. Give him my best regards, and ask him whether he finds his post any more comfortable than I prophesied it would be. " I have a great deal more to say, but defer it NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 137 to future letters. Mrs. Hawthorne sends her love to Mrs. Bridge. She is not very well, being un favorably affected by this wretched climate. The children flourish, and will, I think, be permanent ly benefited by their residence here. " Write me often, for I have now learned to know how valuable a friend s letters are in a for eign land. " Most truly yours, " NATH HAWTHORNE." U. S. CONSULATE, LIVERPOOL, April 17, 1854. " DEAR BRIDGE, I trust you received my let ter, written a fortnight or thereabouts ago. " As you are now in Washington, and, of course, in frequent communication with Pierce, I want you to have a talk with him on my affairs. O Sul- livan, who arrived here a day or two ago, tells me that a bill is to be brought forward in relation to diplomatic and consular offices, and that, by some of its provisions, a salary is to be given to certain of the consulates. I trust, in Heaven s mercy, that no change will be made as regards the emoluments of the Liverpool consulate unless indeed a salary is to be given in addition to the fees ; in which case I should receive it very thank fully. This, however, is not to be expected; and if Liverpool is touched at all, it will be to limit its emoluments by a fixed salary which will ren- 138 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE der the office not worth any man s holding. It is impossible (especially for a man with a family and keeping any kind of an establishment) not to spend a vast deal of money here. The office, unfortunately, is regarded as one of great digni ty, and puts the holder on a level with the high est society, and compels him to associate on equal terms with men who spend more than my whole income on the mere entertainments and other trimmings and embroidery of their lives. Then I feel bound to exercise some hospitality towards my own countrymen. I keep out of so ciety as much as I decently can, and really prac tise as stern an economy as ever I did in my life; but, nevertheless, I have spent many thousands of dollars in the few months of my residence here, and cannot reasonably hope to spend less than six thousand per annum, even after all the expenditure of setting up an establishment is de frayed. All this is for the mere indispensable part of my living, and unless I make a hermit of myself, and deprive my wife and children of all the pleasures and advantages of our English res idence, I must inevitably exceed the sum named above. Every article of living has nearly doubled in cost within a year. It would be the easiest thing in the world for me to run in debt, even taking my income at $15,000 (out of which all the clerks, etc., are to be paid), the largest sum NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 139 that it ever reached in Crittenden s time. He had no family but a wife, and lived constantly at a boarding-house, and nevertheless went home, as he assured me, with an aggregate of only $25,000, derived from his official savings. " Now the American public can never be made to understand such a statement as the above, and they would grumble awfully if more than six thousand per annum were allowed for a consul s salary ; yet it would not be worth my keeping at ten thousand dollars. I beg and pray, therefore, that Pierce will look at the reason and common sense of this business, and not let Mr. Dudley Mann shave off so much as a half-penny from my official emoluments. Neither do I believe that we have a single consulship in any part of the world, the net emoluments of which overpay the trouble and responsibility of the office. If these are lessened, the incumbent must be com pelled to turn his official position to account by engaging in commerce a course which ought not to be permitted, and which no Liverpool consul has ever adopted. " After all, it is very possible that no change is contemplated as regards the large consulships. If so, I beg Mr. Dudley Mann s pardon. "Tell the President that I was a guest at a public entertainment the other day, where his health was drunk standing, immediately after 140 NATHANIEL. HAWTHORNE those of the Queen and the Royal family. When the rest of the party sat down, I remained on my legs and returned thanks in a very pretty speech, which was received with more cheering and ap plause than any other during the dinner. I think it was altogether the most successful of my ora torical efforts of which I have made several since arriving here. " I wish you would get some of your Congres sional friends to send me whatever statistical documents are published by Congress, and also any others calculated to be of use. I am daily called upon for information respecting America, which I do not always possess the materials to give in a reliable shape. " Your friend in haste, HAWTHORNE." April 18, 1854. " DEAR BRIDGE, * * =* =* * "To drop the subject of my official emolu ments and take up your own affairs, I must say, after due thought, I feel somewhat desirous that you should remain at Washington, not on your own account, but on Pierce s. I feel a sorrowful sym pathy for the poor fellow (for God s sake don t show him this), and hate to have him left with out one true friend, or one man who will speak NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 141 a single word of truth to him. There is no truer man in the world than yourself, and unless you have let him see a coolness on your part, he will feel the utmost satisfaction in having you near him. You will soon find, if I mistake not, that you can exercise a pretty important influence over his mind ; and such is my confidence in your good judgment, and perfect faith in your honesty, that I doubt not your influence would be for his good. Of course it requires a good deal of tact to fill such an office as I suggest, but upon my honor, so far as actual power goes, I would as lief have it as that of Secretary of State. At all events, if you did nothing else, you might do his heart good. . . . Regards to Mrs. Bridge. " Truly yours, " NATH HAWTHORNE." U. S. CONSULATE, LIVERPOOL, Dec. 8, 1854. " DEAR BRIDGE, I send the leaves from an almanac showing the British consular salaries, as mentioned in my last. Of course these are in addition to the official fees, which are mainly similar to our own. " Do you know Captain G , the claimant on the Dutch Government ? I endorsed a draft of ^30 for him in order to enable him to take passage by one of the Cunard steamers ; and he writes me that he has been unable to provide for 142 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE its payment. I have directed Ticknor to pay the draft, and have requested G - to hand the amount to you as soon as he may be able which, I fear, will not be in a hurry. He is a good fellow and of honorable intentions, but seems to be in volved in great difficulties. He is at present in or about Washington. I do not wish you to suggest to him the payment of the ^30 ; but only to stand ready to receive the money should he offer it. I do not doubt his honorable purposes, but very much doubt his ability. " I should really be ashamed to tell you how much my income is taxed by the assistance which I find it absolutely necessary to render to Amer ican citizens who come to me in difficulty or dis tress. Every day there is some new claimant for whom the Government makes no provision, and whom the consul must assist, if at all, out of his own pocket. " It is impossible (or at any rate very disagree able) to leave a countryman to starve in the streets, or to hand him over to the chanties of an English work-house ; so I do my best for these poor devils. But I doubt whether they will meet with quite so good treatment after the passage of the Consular bill. If the Government chooses to starve the consul, a good many will starve with him. Your friend, N. H." NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 143 " U. S. CONSULATE, LIVERPOOL, Dec. 14, 1854. " DEAR BRIDGE, The real and substantial ar gument against the passage of the Consular bill is, that it is an ill-considered and badly contrived one. It was .drawn up, I presume, by Mr. Dud ley Mann, whom from what little I know of his doings I do not greatly respect as a public offi cer. Just think of a man sitting in his office at Washington and arranging salaries all over the world, of his own mere motion ; without a single inquiry into the peculiar circumstances, the ex penses, the labor, etc., attending the different positions ! At many consulates to which he as signs a less sum than to mine, there would be a much greater balance accruing to the consul on account of his smaller expenditure in clerk-hire and office-rent. A thorough preliminary investi gation should be made, and, after ascertaining the necessities of each office, the whole might be arranged in a manner similar to the custom houses and to every other department of public business. This would have the effect of making the consular clerks the servants and subordinates of the State Department instead of hangers-on of the consul, as they now are. Should the pro posed bill pass, it cannot possibly stand for any length of time, because it is really not on a right principle ; but it would be very little comfort to me to see it altered a year or two after I go out 144 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE of office. I apprehend that the necessity of mak ing some addition to the emoluments of diplo matic officers may carry through these consular measures both being included in one bill. If they could be separated there would be little hazard of the passage of a consular bill, during this session at least. " Finally, if the bill must pass, I trust, in Heav en s mercy, that it will not take effect from the signature of the act, but from the beginning of the next fiscal year. " I admire the English practice in these mat ters. When an office is suppressed, they pay a liberal compensation to the incumbent, or pension him off ; and they never diminish the income of an office except prospectively to take effect on the appointment of a new man. " My best regards to your wife. I wish our children could know one another; but this does not seem very probable at present. Whether I resign the consulship or not, I am likely to spend a long time abroad ; for I can live economically in Italy, and can pursue my literary avocations as well there as elsewhere. " Your friend, " NATH HAWTHORNE." "P.S. Write me about Pierce, and how his health and spirits are. I ought to write to him, but it is a devilish sight harder to write to the NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 145 President of the United States (especially when he has been an intimate friend) than to a private man. It is my instinct to turn the cold shoulder on persons in his position." "U. S. CONSULATE, LIVERPOOL, March 23, 1855. " DEAR BRIDGE, I thank you for all your ef forts against this bill, but Providence is wiser than we are, and, doubtless, it will all turn out for the best. " All through my life I have had occasion to observe that what seemed to be misfortunes have proved in the end to be the best things that could possibly have happened to me ; and so it will be with this even though the mode in which it benefits me should never be made clear to my apprehension. It would seem to be a desirable thing enough that I should have had a sufficient income to live comfortably upon for the rest of my life, without the necessity of labor ; but, on the other hand, I might have sunk prematurely into intellectual sluggishness which now there will be no danger of my doing ; though, with a house and land of my own, and a good little sum at interest beside, I need not be under very great anxiety for the future. When I contrast my pres ent situation with what it was five years ago, I see a vast deal to be thankful for ; and I still hope to thrive by my legitimate instrument the pen. 10 146 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE " One consideration, which goes very far tow ards reconciling me to quitting the office, is my wife s health, with which the English climate does not agree, and which I hope will be greatly ben efited by a winter in Italy. In short, we have wholly ceased to regret the action of Congress (which nevertheless was most unjust and absurd), and are looking at matters on the bright side. ***** " I don t see how the next consul is to get along here, unless he be either a rich man or a rogue. God knows he will find temptations enough to be the latter. " Give our best regards to Mrs. Bridge. How I wish you could spend the next two years with us in Italy. Truly your friend, " NATH HAWTHORNE." " LIVERPOOL, April 13, 1855. ***** "We are in good spirits my wife and I about official emoluments. I shall have about as much money as will be good for me. Enough to educate Julian, and portion off the girls in a moderate way, that is, reckoning my pen as good for something. And, if I die, or am brain-stricken, my family will not be beggars, the dread of which has often troubled me in times past. " I pray Heaven that your little girl is doing HORATIO BRIDGE NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 147 well. We have been rather alarmed about her ever since you wrote that she had a congestion of the lungs, at least my wife has, and she alarmed me. But we hope and pray for the best. " With our kindest regards to Mrs. Bridge, " Your friend, N. H." " LIVERPOOL, April 26, 1855. " MY DEAR BRIDGE, May God support you and your wife in this great affliction. I hardly feel as if so old a friend as myself could venture a word of consolation ; but, some time or other, I trust you will be able to feel that, though it is good to have a dear child on earth, it is likewise good to have one safe in Heaven. She will await you there, and it will seem like home to you now. My wife joins with me in the deepest sympathy for you and yours. " Most affectionately, "NATH HAWTHORNE." The health of Mrs. Hawthorne, always delicate, being unfavorably affected by the English climate, the President, in 1855, considerately thought it might be beneficial to her, as well as gratifying to her husband, if he were transferred to a post where the climate was milder, and where Haw thorne himself would hold a diplomatic instead of a consular position. 148 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE As I was then stationed in Washington, the President authorized me to offer, in a private let ter to Hawthorne, the appointment of Charge- d Affaires at Lisbon. The subjoined letters show the considerations that governed the decision arrived at. " U. S. CONSULATE, LIVERPOOL, August 24, 1855. " MY DEAR BRIDGE, I do not find it easy to come to any conclusion as respects the matter broached in your last. Many objections occur to me; for instance, my unacquaintance with diplomacy, and my dislike of the forms and cere monies amid which diplomatists spend their time; also that I do not understand the Portuguese lin go, and have not any practice in French as a spoken language. Furthermore, it is a question whether Pierce can show me any further favors without exciting the remark that he is doing too much for a private friend. It is also a question with me whether I can afford to take the office, it being still, according to Cushing s opinion, a mere charge-ship with only $4500 salary; and such it must remain for some months to come. I am inclined to think, therefore, that I had bet ter hold on for another year to my consulship, and suffer the forfeiture of salary during my ab sence on the Continent, since it cannot be helped. I should not wish to keep the Portuguese mission NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 149 more than a year, and I think it would not pay its expenses for that time. But it was a most kind and generous thing in the President to en tertain the idea of transferring me thither, and you must express to him my sense of his kind ness. My stay on the Continent will not proba bly be very long. I shall merely establish Mrs. Hawthorne there, and return. " On the other hand, it will be so delightful to carry her to a delicious climate, and to remain there with her, that I feel no small hesitation in absolutely deciding to refuse the Portuguese place, should it be offered me. I hope Pierce will not offer it, for I cannot answer for myself that I shall do what really seems to me the wisest thing that is, refuse it. " You will observe that the higher rank and position of a minister, as compared with a con sul, have no weight with me. This is not the kind of honor of which I am ambitious. " With best regards to Mrs. Bridge, "Your friend, " NATH HAWTHORNE." " U. S. CONSULATE, LIVERPOOL, August 31, 1855. " DEAR BRIDGE, I wrote you per last steamer, in reference to what you suggested about the Lis bon mission. My ideas have not changed as re spects the inexpediency of my taking that post, 150 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE should it be offered me. I shall act more wisely to remain here, where I have gained some facility in transacting the business ; and (unless Congress interferes unfavorably with the present arrange ment) I think this consulate will be as good as the Lisbon mission, in a pecuniary way. " But, though I conclude not to go thither my self, I am going to send Mrs. Hawthorne to Lisbon in my stead. The O Sullivans have earnestly invited her to come ; and as they spent a con siderable time with us in England, she is on the most affectionate terms with them, and has con sented to go. This relieves me of a very great care and anxiety. It is not improbable that I shall wish to pay her a short visit before spring, but I might go and come in a fortnight or three weeks. Julian remains with me in England. Mrs. Hawthorne and the other two children will prob ably sail in the course of a month. If O Sullivan goes to Vienna he can convoy my wife to Malta, or to any part of Italy. Her health is better than it was, but I think it best to be on the safe side by sending her out of England. " I made a blunder in my last letter to you. A new appointment to Lisbon would, at once, enable me to receive the increased salary of $7500. I don t want it, however. " Truly yours, " NATH HAWTHORNE." NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 151 " LIVERPOOL, June 6, 1856. " DEAR BRIDGE, ***** "You will see by the newspapers that John Bull is in a pretty high state of excitement in relation to American affairs ; but, in my opinion, Frank Pierce has taken the right course to bring mat ters to an amicable settlement. The recognition of Walker was a prudent measure as well as a decided one. It has angered the British, and has mortified them to the heart s core ; but it has satisfied them that we are in earnest, and that their further action will be in peril of a war, which they would be very loath to encounter. They show unmistakable tokens of backing out. I should have been glad if intelligence of Graf- ton s dismissal had accompanied that of the rec ognition, for it seems impossible that our Gov ernment can mean to retain him there, and any delay only serves to keep the sore open. " I am expecting Mrs. Hawthorne back from Madeira in about ten days. The last accounts of her health have been encouraging, but I see little reason to think that she will be able to encounter another English winter. Unless she proves to be perfectly cured of her cough, I shall make arrangements to give up the consulate in the latter part of autumn, and we will be off for Italy. I wish I were a little richer ; but when I 152 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE compare my situation with what it was before the publication of the Scarlet Letter, I have reason to be satisfied with my run of luck. And, to say the truth, I had rather not be too prosper ous. It may be superstition, but it seems to me that the bitter is very apt to come with the sweet ; and bright sunshine casts a dark shadow. So I content myself with a moderate portion of sugar, and about as much sunshine as that of an English summer s day. In this view of the matter I am disposed to thank God for the gloom and chill of my early life, in the hope that my share of adversity came then, when I bore it alone, and therefore it need not come now, when the cloud would involve those whom I love. " I make my plans to return to America in about two years from this timeX For my own part, I should be willing to stay abroad much longer, and perhaps even to settle permanently in Italy ><>but the children must not be kept away so long as to lose their American characteris tics, otherwise they would be exiles and outcasts through life. " Give my most sincere regards to Mrs. Bridge. I shall have few pleasanter anticipations when I return to America than that of seeing you both. " Your friend, "NATH HAWTHORNE." NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 153 " LIVERPOOL, June 20, 1856. ***** " You pain me by your gloomy view of politi cal affairs, but I have great hope and faith that all will turn out well. As regards our relations with England, the course of our Government de serves all praise, and the result is a triumph that will be felt and recognized long hereafter. Frank has brought us safely and honorably through a great crisis ; and England begins now to under stand her own position and ours, and will never again assume the tone which hitherto she has always held towards us. " Mrs. Hawthorne arrived at Southampton about a fortnight since, in much better health than I expected to see her, with little or no cough, or other disorder of any kind. She thinks, with great certainty, that she can safely spend another winter in England, and, if so, I shall not resign until the next Administration comes in. She is now staying at a country-house near Southampton, but I shall establish her in the neighborhood of London in the beginning of July. " I am sorry Frank has not the nomination if he wished it. Otherwise I am glad he is out of the scrape. " With best regards to Mrs. Bridge, " Your friend, " NATH HAWTHORNE." 154 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE " LIVERPOOL, Dec. 19, 1856. " DEAR BRIDGE, Your being located at Wash ington may, perhaps, enable you to assist me in a matter which I wish to have suitably arranged. I do not wish to retain the consulate for any long period under the next Administration ; and I intend to leave England for the Continent early in the ensuing autumn, unless Mr. Buchan an should take it into his head to remove me (which I do not see why he should, as we are personally friends, and there are no official grounds against me). I shall resign, to take effect on the thirty-first of August, at furthest; and I wish the fact to be communicated to him at the proper time, as he will doubtless be glad to have the office at his disposal. If he wishes for it sooner than the time above mentioned, he will have to make the vacancy; and in view of the possibility that he may choose to do so, I do not like to do what, in effect, would be asking for a few months of official tenure ; but I author ize you to let my purpose be known in the prop er quarter, and I shall consider myself bound in honor to resign at the time stated. God knows I am weary of the office, and would not have kept it a great while longer under any circumstances. " Mrs. Hawthorne and the children are now residing in Southport, a little watering-place in this vicinity, and I am happy to say that her NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 155 health is essentially improved. A year or two in Italy will, with God s blessing, entirely set her up. " Remember me kindly to Frank when you see him. With my best regards to Mrs. Bridge, " Truly yours, NATH HAWTHORNE." " LIVERPOOL, Jan. 15, 1857. " DEAR BRIDGE, Yours of the 23d ult. is re ceived, and I have read it with much interest. I regret that you think so doubtfully (or, rather, despairingly) of the prospects of the Union ; for I should like well enough to hold on to the old thing. And yet I must confess that I sympathize to a large extent with the Northern feeling, and think it is about time for us to make a stand. If compelled to choose, I go for the North. At present we have no country at least, none in the sense an Englishman has a country. I never conceived, in reality, what a true and warm love of country is till I witnessed it in the breasts of Englishmen. The States are too various and too extended to form really one country. New England is quite as large a lump of earth as my heart can really take in. " Don t let Frank Pierce see the above, or he would turn me out of office, late in the day as it is. However, I have no kindred with, nor lean ing towards, the Abolitionists. 156 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE " To return to Frank Pierce, is it true that he thinks of returning into the Senate ? I see noth ing better to be done. He must have an occu pation, and this would give him one, as well as dignified and useful position. And it would afford him an opportunity to explain himself to the country, and to win a better fame than he now retires with. But could he be elected ? " I wrote to you a short time since, communi cating my purpose to resign at an early date, under Buchanan s Administration, and authoriz ing you to communicate the purpose to the Presi dent-elect. I think by next steamer (or very soon, at any rate) I had better write a formal let ter of resignation, and send it to your care, to be delivered as soon as the new Administration comes in. My successor could then be nomi nated before the Senate adjourns, and, on many accounts, I should like to know who it will be. He will have a difficult post, and not a lucrative one, for my English clerks will retire with me, and he cannot supply their places with Ameri cans at twice the expense. The new consul should be a hard-working man of business, for the emoluments of the office will no longer admit of his devolving its duties on subordinates. It is really a pity that such a comfortable berth should have been spoiled, but it has served my turn pretty well. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 157 " Mrs. Hawthorne is tolerably well, and the children perfectly so. With kindest regards to Mrs. Bridge, " Most truly yours, "NATH HAWTHORNE." " LIVERPOOL, Feb. 13, 1857. "DEAR BRIDGE, I enclose a letter to the President (viz. Buchanan, but I cannot address him as such by name until after the fourth of March) resigning my office, to take effect on and after the 3ist of August next. This I wish you to deliver as soon as you think proper after the Inauguration. If he wants the office sooner, he is welcome to remove me ; but I should suppose, as it could not be done without some slight odium, that he would prefer my offered resigna tion. " Mrs. Hawthorne and the children are all pretty well, and still continue at Southport. Mrs. H. and myself intend to travel about Eng land and Scotland quite extensively between now and August, and we shall leave the children at Southport under the care of the governess until we all go to the Continent together. " It will be a great relief to me to find myself a private citizen again; and I think the old liter ary instincts and habits will begin to revive in due season. I doubt, however, whether I pub- 158 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE lish a book until after my return to the United States, which probably will not be in less than two years. I expect to live beyond my income while on the Continent, but hope to bring myself up again after my return with my literary labor, and the economy of living on my own homestead. # # =* * * " I wish you would see Pierce, and beg him, from me, to say one word to Buchanan in ref erence to O Sullivan. He has spent more than his income during all the time that he has been at Lisbon, until since the commencement of the present year. If turned out now he is irremedi ably ruined. He is (as Pierce well knows) a most excellent Minister; and I do entreat him, by all the love I feel for him (Pierce, I mean), to do O Sullivan this kindness. " My best regards to Mrs. Bridge. " Your friend, " NATH HAWTHORNE." Early in the third year of Hawthorne s resi dence at Liverpool he became weary of his posi tion, and contemplated resigning it. He had realized enough to live upon " with comfortable economy" ; his income from his literary work was considerable and increasing; and he wished to travel about England and Scotland, and to spend some years upon the Continent before returning NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 159 to America. The consulate had become less profitable, and, more than all, the climate of England had proved injurious to Mrs. Haw thorne s health. This last and weightiest con sideration was obviated for a time by an invita tion from Mr. and Mrs. O Sullivan to spend the winter with them in Lisbon and Madeira. So great benefit to Mrs. Hawthorne s health resulted from the visit that the contemplated resignation was deferred until after the election of President Buchanan. At length Hawthorne determined to resign, and he authorized me to inform the President of his purpose, at the same time en closing to me his resignation, which was duly delivered. In the September next ensuing, a new consul was sent to relieve Hawthorne, and he gladly re turned to the condition of a private citizen. He had, at different times, held three offices under the United States Government, viz., those of Weigher and Ganger in the Boston Custom house, of Surveyor in the Salem Custom-house, and, finally, of Consul at Liverpool. In all these places he for the time subordinated his finer and higher faculties to his matter-of-fact duties, and applied his common-sense to the prosaic tasks that those commercial offices imposed. In all of them he performed his obligations faithfully, and to the entire satisfaction of the Government 160 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE and of those persons with whom he had official intercourse. I received the following letter from Hawthorne after his successor had been ap pointed : "LIVERPOOL, Sept. 17, 1857. " DEAR BRIDGE, I have received your letter and the not unwelcome intelligence that there is another Liverpool consul now in existence. It is a pity you did not tell me how soon he will be here, for that is a point which must have a good deal of influence on my ow r n movements. I am going to set out for Paris in a day or two with my wife and children, and shall leave them there while I return to await my successor. Poor fel low ! being such as you describe him, he will soon find the resources of the consulate too nar row for him. ***** " I expect great pleasure and improvement during my stay on the Continent, and shall come home at last somewhat reluctantly. Your pledge in my behalf of a book shall be honored in due time if God pleases ; but I doubt much whether I do anything more than observe and journalize while I remain abroad. It would be a crowning pleasure to Mrs. Hawthorne and me if Mrs. Bridge and you could join us in Italy. It is within the bounds of possibility that we may yet meet there. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE l6l " Mrs. H. and the children are now a hundred miles off, at Leamington, in the centre of Eng land, or she would cordially join me in regards and remembrances to yourself and wife. " Your friend, " NATH HAWTHORNE." In the story of Hawthorne s life in England, there is nothing more characteristic, nothing more noble, than his care for those Americans who came to him for advice or aid. Besides numerous instances of generosity never heard of by the public, there was a notable one in the case of Miss Delia Bacon, casually mentioned in " Our Old Home," under the head of " Recollec tions of a Gifted Woman." Without assuming any credit for his action in the case, or even mentioning his disinterested aid to one who had no other claim upon him than that she was a lonely and friendless country woman, he describes her patient labor in pursuit of what she devoutly believed to be the true secret of Shakespeare s identity. Whether her theories were wholly visionary or not, she had the courage of her convictions, op posed as they were to the settled belief of the rest of the world, and she lived and died a martyr to the truth of history, as she regarded it. ii 1 62 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE When this singular woman had exhausted all her financial means, when her family and friends declined to assist her unless she would give up her chimerical pursuit and return to America, she almost despairingly appealed to Haw thorne ; and he responded in a manner that dis played his nobleness of heart, by the way in which he aided the forlorn enthusiast in her direst need. It gives one a higher estimate of human nature to hear of such unselfishness, such unwearied patience, and such rare delicacy as were exhibited by Hawthorne in extending the moral and material aid which she was too proud to solicit. The interesting " Life of Delia Bacon," by Theodore Bacon, published in 1888, contains some twenty letters of Hawthorne therein for the first time made public which charmingly display, in the words of Mr. Bacon, " the noble generosity, the unwearying patience, the exqui site considerateness with which for two years he (Hawthorne) gave unstinted help, even of that material sort which she would not ask for, to this lonely countrywoman." In a postscript to one of these letters to Miss Bacon, Hawthorne writes, in almost apologetic terms : " You say nothing about the state of your funds. Pardon me for alluding to the sub ject, but you promised to apply to me in case of NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 163 need. I am ready." Could an offer of assist ance be more delicately expressed ? If there were no other proof of Hawthorne s appreciative regard for the friendless, it shines forth brightly in these private letters. CHAPTER XIV. IN 1860, Hawthorne and his family returned to America after a seven years absence, and went at once to " The Wayside," his Concord home, where he resided until his decease. The following letter shows his deep thank fulness for the preservation of the lives of Mrs. Hawthorne and the children during their long absence abroad : "CONCORD, MASS., July 3, 1860. " DEAR BRIDGE, Your letter has just reached me ; not unexpectedly, for I felt quite sure that I should soon hear from you. " We came hither directly on landing from the steamer. I have not left Mrs. Hawthorne be hind, nor any one else that belongs to me, for which I heartily thank God. It is a blessing which, at one time, I scarcely hoped for. "My friends tell me that I am very little changed, but, of course, seven years have done their work. The most perceptible alteration is a moustache of Italian growth. " If you will give me timely notice I shall come to NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 165 Boston to meet you. Give all our kindest regards to Mrs. Bridge, and believe me your friend as thirty-five years ago. " NATH HAWTHORNE." Hawthorne, on his return from Europe, found the nation embroiled in an angry controversy be tween the two great political parties of the day, and he viewed with the utmost solicitude the pre monitory symptoms of civil war, apparent in the press and in Congress. Early in the year next following the war-cloud burst, and the struggle continued for four years of tremendous effort and sacrifice on the part of those who strove to destroy the Union, as well as of their opponents, who, happily, were able to pre serve it. It is well known that Hawthorne was a Demo crat in principle. He was, however, neither ex treme nor narrow in his views, nor did he ever take an active part in political controversies. His " Life of Pierce " was written from personal friendship and the true spirit of comradeship. Political preference had little controlling force in the matter. In regard to Hawthorne s politics, let me here revert to our college days and to the Presidential election of 1824, which was preceded by the usual 1 66 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE political excitements, into which boys, as well as men, entered zealously. The students showed their individual preferences as strongly as, and much more disinterestedly than, the average voter at the outside polls. At that time Pierce, Cilley, Hawthorne, and the writer were enthusiastic sup porters of General Jackson. In later years, when the doctrine of abolition was prominently brought forward, Hawthorne, like conservative men of all parties, was out spoken against it. He held that the Constitution was valid and binding upon all the States, and that no one who did not recognize a higher law could honestly interfere with the institutions of the Southern States, as guaranteed to them by the Constitution. But when the South declared for disunion, and fired on the old flag at Fort Sumter, Hawthorne, as did most Northern Democrats, unhesitatingly took his stand with the North, and strongly es poused the cause of the Union. Like many other loyal men, he almost despaired of success ; but he wished to " fight to the death for the Northern slave States, and let the rest go." He had no sympathy with the South during the rebellion, but he rejoiced in every Union victory, and approved and applauded the granting of lib eral military supplies, and the vigorous prosecution of the war. In short, he was a Democrat before the rebellion, a War Democrat after it broke out. CHAPTER XV. MY own duties as Paymaster-General in charge of a naval bureau at Washington were too ardu ous and engrossing to allow much time to be given to private matters either of interest or friendship, yet I was glad to have a month s visit from Hawthorne in March and April of 1862. He went occasionally to Congress, to the White House, and to other places of interest in Washington. He visited some of the neighbor ing battle-fields in company with Mrs. Bridge and Dicey, the English writer, and he made an excursion to McClellan s headquarters, another to Harper s Ferry, and a steamer trip with me to Norfolk. During his visit he met many distinguished men, and gained a much clearer view of the war than he had before. His clever article in the Atlantic Monthly in 1862, entitled "Chiefly About War Matters," embodied the results of his ob servations. The letter next following speaks of the Way side, which was just finished, and gives some of l68 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE Hawthorne s views in relation to the war, as do the two letters immediately following it. "CONCORD, May 26, 1861. ***** " I am about making the final disbursements on account of my house, which, of course, has cost me three times the sum calculated upon. I suppose every man, in summing up the cost of a house, feels considerably like a fool ; but it is the first time, and will be the last, that I make a fool of myself in this particular way. At any rate, the result is a pretty and convenient house enough, no larger than was necessary for my family and an occasional friend, and no finer than a modest position in life demands. The worst of it is, I must give up all thoughts of drifting about the world any more, and try to make myself at home in one dull spot. " It is rather odd, with all my tendency to stick in one place, I yet find great delight in frequent change ; so that, in this point of view, I had better not have burdened myself with taking a house upon my back. Such change of quarters as makes up the life of you naval men might have suited me. " The war, strange to say, has had a beneficial effect upon my spirits, which were flagging wo- fully before it broke out. But it was delightful NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 169 to share in the heroic sentiment of the time, and to feel that I had a country a consciousness which seemed to make me young again. One thing, as regards this matter, I regret, and one I am glad of. The regrettable thing is that I am too old to shoulder a musket myself, and the joy ful thing is that Julian is too young. He drills constantly with a company of lads, and he means to enlist as soon as he reaches the minimum age ; but I trust that we shall either be victorious or vanquished before that time. Meantime (though I approve of the war as much as any man), I don t quite understand what we are fighting for, or what definite result can be expected. If we pummel the South ever so hard, they will love us none the better for it ; and even if we subjugate them, our next step should be to cut them adrift. If we are fighting for the annihilation of slavery, to be sure, it may be a wise object, and offers a tangible result, and the only one which is con sistent with a future reunion between North and South. A continuance of the war would soon make this plain to us, and we should see the ex pediency of preparing our black brethren for fut ure citizenship by allowing them to fight for their own liberties and educating them through heroic influences. " Whatever happens next, I must say that I re- | joice that the old Union is smashed, f We never \ 1 70 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE were one people, and never really had a country since the Constitution was formed. " I trust you mean to come and bring Mrs. Bridge to see us this summer. I shall like my house twice as well when you have looked at it. We are all well. Write again. " Your friend, u NATH HAWTHORNE." "CONCORD, Oct. 12, 1861. " DEAR BRIDGE, % * * * =& * I am glad you take such a hopeful view of our national prospects so far as regards the war ; but my own opinion is that no nation ever came safe and sound through such a confounded diffi culty as this of ours. For my part I don t hope, nor indeed wish, to see the Union restored as it was. Amputation seems to me much the better plan, and all we ought to fight for is the liberty of selecting the point where our diseased mem bers shall be lop t off. I would fight to the death for the Northern Slave States and let the rest go. " I fully expected that you would pay me at least a flying visit while at the North this sum mer, but I suppose your time was brief and filled up with more essential matters. " I have not found it possible to occupy my mind with its usual trash and nonsense during NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 17 1 these anxious times, but, as the autumn advances, I find myself sitting down to my desk and blot ting successive sheets of paper, as of yore. Very likely I may have something ready for the pub lic long before the public is ready to receive it. " We are all very well, and, in spite of public troubles, have spent a quiet and happy summer. I am glad Mrs. Bridge has had a little respite from Washington life, and heartily wish you had been with her. But honest men are of too much value and too rare to be spared from their posts in these times. " Do write again, and enlighten me so far as you may as to what is going on. " Your friend, NATH HAWTHORNE." " CONCORD, Feb. 14, 1862. " DEAR BRIDGE, Your proposition that I should pay a visit to Washington is very tempt ing, and I should accept it if it were not for sev eral *ifs neither of them, perhaps, a sufficient obstacle in itself, but, united, pretty difficult to overcome. For instance, I am not very well, being mentally and physically languid ; but I suppose there is about an even chance that the trip and change of scene might supply the energy which I lack. Also, I am pretending to write a book; and though I am no wise diligent about it, still, each week finds me a little more ad- 172 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE vanced, and I am now at a point where I do not like to leave it entirely. Moreover, I ought not to spend money needlessly in these hard times, for it is my opinion that the book-trade, and everybody connected with it, is bound to fall to zero before the war and the subsequent embar rassments come to an end. " I might go on multiplying ifs, but the above are enough. Nevertheless, as I said, I am greatly tempted by your invitation, and it is not impossible that, in the course of a few weeks, I may write to ask you if it still holds good. Meanwhile I send you enclosed a respectable old gentleman, who my friends say is very like me, and may serve as my representative. If you will send me a similar one of yourself, I shall be truly obliged. " Frank Pierce came here and spent a night, a week or two since, and we mingled our tears and condolences for the state of the country. Pierce is truly patriotic, and thinks there is noth ing left for us but to fight it out, but I should be sorry to take his opinion implicitly as regards our chances in the future. He is bigoted to the Union, and sees nothing but ruin without it ; whereas I (if we can only put the boundary far enough south) should not much regret an ulti mate separation. A few weeks will decide how this is to be, for, unless a powerful Union feeling NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 173 shall be developed by the military successes that seem to be setting in, we ought to turn our atten tion to the best mode of resolving ourselves into two nations. It would be too great an absurdity to spend all our Northern strength for the next generation in holding on to a people who insist on being let loose. If we do hold them, I should think Sumner s territorial plan the best way. " I trust your health has not suffered by the immense occupation which the war must have brought upon you. The country was fortunate in having a man like yourself in so responsible a situation faithful found among the faithless. " I wish I could hear from you oftener. Shall you come to New England next summer ? If so do try (with Mrs. Bridge) to pay us a visit the longer the better. " My wife and family are quite well, and send their kindest regards to Mrs. Bridge and your self. Your friend, "NATH HAWTHORNE. " P.S. I ought to thank you for a shaded map of negrodom,* which you sent me a little while ago. What a terrible amount of trouble and ex pense in washing that sheet white, and after all * This refers to a map, showing the proportion of ne groes to whites in the different slave States, as indicated by darker or lighter shades. 174 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE I am afraid we shall only variegate it with blood and dirt." After his month s visit to the capital, Haw thorne returned home much improved in health and spirits. The change of climate and scene, the relief from literary work, and the excitement of the war- spirit, effervescing all around him, seemed to have a beneficial effect upon him, and he went back to Concord with apparently renewed strength. "CONCORD, April 13, 1862. "DEAR BRIDGE, Yours enclosing two photo graphs of Prof. Henry is received. " I reached home safe and sound on Thursday after a very disagreeable journey. " It was a pity I did not wait one day longer, so as to have shared in the joyful excitement about the Petersburg victory and the taking of Island No. 10. " I found the family in good health, except that Una has a cold, and Rosebud is blossoming out with the mumps, which the other two children will probably take in due course. " They all think me greatly improved by the journey and absence, and are grateful to Mrs. Bridge and yourself for your kind attentions. " Your friend ever, "NATH HAWTHORNE." NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 175 The letters just given show that though Haw thorne came to Washington "feeling not very well," he returned greatly improved by the jour ney and the social life at the capital. In that year and the one next following, he published " Our Old Home," and did some other literary work ; but the springs of life were run ning low, and the great brain was growing tired. His lassitude increased, and he failed gradu ally till, on that last journey with Pierce towards the White Mountains, the volume of his life was closed. The sad news reached me in Washington at a time when I was confined to my room by an ac cident, and I could not join the little band of devoted friends who mournfully bore his body to its resting-place upon the hill-top, and under his favorite pines. Pierce s regard for Hawthorne was warm and tender to the last, and it became even more af fectionate as the end drew nigh. The health of Hawthorne had been gradually failing for two or three years until May, 1864, when his brain power and physical strength both grew languid, and he could work no more. The ex-President (" Frank " of our college days) then came and took him away towards the hill-country, with the faint hope that the mountain air would reinvig- orate him. 176 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE Travelling by easy stages in Pierce s private carriage, they passed through the region so fa miliar to Pierce until, on the i8th of May, 1864, they reached Plymouth, N. H., and stopped at the Pemigewasset House to rest and sleep. On retiring that last, sad night, they occupied connecting rooms, with the door between them open. Hawthorne slept quietly at first, and Pierce went in two or three times to see to the invalid s comfort. The last time about four o clock he found him lying in what seemed to be a quiet sleep ; but the heart had ceased to beat. Hawthorne had died apparently without a struggle. The following letter of General Pierce gives an interesting and affecting account of Haw thorne s last journey and his death : "ANDOVER, MASS., May 21, 1864. "Mv DEAR BRIDGE, You will have seen, with profound sorrow, the announcement of the death of the dearest and most cherished among our early friends. "You will wish to know something more of Hawthorne s last days than the articles in the newspapers furnish. " He had been more or less infirm for more than a year. I had observed, particularly within the last three or four months, evidences of di- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 177 minished strength whenever we met. The jour ney, which was terminated by Mr. Ticknor s sud den death at Philadelphia, was commenced at the urgent solicitation of friends, who thought change essential for him. Mr. Ticknor s death would have been a great loss and serious shock to H. at any time, but the effect was undoubt edly aggravated by the suddenness of the event and H. s enfeebled condition. " About three weeks since I went to Concord (Mass.), and made arrangements to take a journey to the lakes, and thence up the Pemigewasset with my carriage, leaving time and details of the trip to be settled by circumstances en route. " I met H. at Boston, Wednesday (nth), came to this place by rail Thursday morning, and went to Concord, N. H., by evening train. The weather was unfavorable, and H. feeble ; and we remained at C. until the following Monday. We then went slowly on our journey; stopping at Franklin, Laconia, and Centre Harbor, and reaching Plymouth Wednesday evening (i8th). We talked of you, Tuesday, between Franklin and Laconia, when H. said among other things * We have, neither of us, met a more reliable friend. The conviction was impressed upon me, the day we left Boston, that the seat of the disease from which H. was suffering was in the brain or spine, or both. H. walked with diffi- 12 178 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE culty, and the use of his hands was impaired. In fact, on the i;th I saw that he was becoming quite helpless, although he was able to ride, and, I thought, more comfortable in the carriage with gentle motion than anywhere else ; for, whether in bed or up, he was very restless. I had de cided, however, not to pursue our journey be yond Plymouth, which is a beautiful place, and thought, during our ride Wednesday, that I would the next day send for Mrs. Hawthorne and Una to join us there. Alas ! there was no next day for our friend. " We arrived at Plymouth about six o clock. After taking a little tea and toast in his room, and sleeping for nearly an hour upon the sofa, he retired. A door opened from my room to his, and our beds were not more than five or six feet apart. I remained up an hour or two after he fell asleep. He was apparently less restless than the night before. The light was left burning in my room the door open and I could see him without moving from my bed. I went, how ever, between one and two o clock to his bedside, and supposed him to be in a profound slumber. His eyes were closed, his position and face per fectly natural. His face was towards my bed. I awoke again between three and four o clock, and was surprised as he had generally been restless to notice that his position was unchanged NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 179 exactly the same that it was two hours before. I went to his bedside, placed my hand upon his forehead and temple, and found that he was dead. He evidently had passed from natural sleep to that sleep from which there is no wak ing, without suffering, and without the slightest movement. " I came from Plymouth yesterday and met Julian in Boston. He said that his mother and sisters were wonderfully sustained and com posed. " The funeral is to take place at Concord, Monday, at one o clock. I wish you could be there. I go to Lowell this afternoon, and shall drive across the country to C. to-morrow evening. I need not tell you how lonely I am, and how full of sorrow. " Give my love to Mrs. Bridge. " Your friend, " FRANKLIN PIERCE. " H. BRIDGE, ESQ., Washington, D. C." Five years after Hawthorne s death Pierce him self died. I trust that it will not be considered out of place for me to give General Pierce s description of his own ill-health, and his recollections of his old friends and compeers, as in his last year he realized that his end drew nigh. l8o NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE In a letter, dated a year before his death, he wrote as follows : "CONCORD, N. H., Oct. II, 1868. "Mv DEAR BRIDGE, It was refreshing to glance at your note of the 3ist ult. But I can only acknowledge ; I cannot reply to it. " I do not spring up readily from my serious illness. My friends, who are around me, seem to think that I am regaining strength as fast as I ought to expect, at my period of life ; while it seems to me that about all that can be said is that, within the last few days, I am holding my own. " Oct. 1 5th. I was obliged to drop this on the day of its date, and have not much strength now. When the physicians said I was convalescent, two weeks ago, I supposed I might be quite on my feet again by this time. Does it ever occur to you, Bridge, that we are rightly classed among the old men now ? It is quite certain that those who were not old, but prominent, during my day, and those who were in the early struggle with me among the first class Mr. Sullivan, Mr. Bart- lett, Mr. Jos. Bell, Mr. Atherton, Sr., and Mr. Farley ; and among the second Judge Gilchrist, Mr. Choate, Atherton, Jun., and at last Mr. Norris, Mr. Wells and most of their more hum ble compeers, have gone before. HAWTHORNE S GRAVE NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE l8l " I do not, my dear friend, look upon it gloom ily, but sometimes, when I seem to be gathering up vigor so slowly, I doubt if I take into the ac count, fully enough, my protracted and severe illness, or the fact that nearly sixty-four years of pretty strenuous life have passed over my head. I am driving out, more or less, daily, and can re peat, with more or less comfort, Thou art my God, my time is in thy hand. " Give my love to dear Mrs. Bridge. " Always, early and late, y r Friend, "FRANKLIN PIERCE." A few weeks before his death Mrs. Bridge and I went to see General Pierce, who was then lying ill at his sea-shore cottage. He was too weak to leave his bed, and he was sadly emaciated ; but his old, bright look came back as he welcomed us. When we took our leave all being conscious that it was for the last time he raised himself from his pillow and embraced me like a brother. And thus we parted. CHAPTER XVI. LETTERS OF MRS. SOPHIA A. HAWTHORNE. UNQUESTIONABLY Nathaniel Hawthorne owed much of the success in his career to the cheerful aid and encouragement of his wife. She held up his hands when he was listless or despairing, she made his home a happy one, and she brought out the sunshine of his nature even when the clouds of life were darkest. It goes without saying that Mrs. Hawthorne was a woman of high intellectual gifts. Capa ble of thoroughly appreciating her husband s rare qualities, and always ready and earnest to cheer and brighten his path, their union was most for tunate, and the world owes much to the wife s felicitous influence over her gifted husband for the results of his literary labors. I have thought that, as a corollary to the fore going sketches of Hawthorne, some of his wife s letters to me might fittingly be contributed, in order to show his manliness and loving devotion to his wife and family, as well as in displaying more fully some of his finer characteristics. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 183 "CONCORD, July 4, 1845. "Mv DEAR SIR, I wrote you a long letter some days since, which, not meeting entire ap proval from my lord, I laid aside. It was only a freak of fancy that was condemned, however, and so I will write the same letter over again, with that omission, for in all matters of taste and fitness he is absolutely correct. I must say to you again that I like your book very much for various reasons. Its truth and sincerity and un prejudiced observation make it valuable, inde pendent of its excellent sense. It has the grace of simplicity and ease, and is, at the same time, sufficiently strong. It is also very entertaining. I am extremely fastidious in books, and am sel dom held fast by one, but this I could not bear to lay down whenever I had a moment to read it. For your sake I am glad your cruise ended so soon ; yet, for the sake of the public, I could wish it had been longer, that we might have had two volumes instead of one. There cannot be too much of such true and living history of coun tries and peoples. " How impossible to find the limit to the con sequences of a good action ! Through your mag nanimous desire to benefit my husband you have given the public a pleasant glimpse of Africa. Now my husband has returned your favor of the past with regard to his Twice-Told-Tales. You 184 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE first procured his appearance in a book, and now he introduces you in a fair volume to the pres ent age. " With regard to our visit to you, I fear you know not what you undertake. Unless I have a servant with me I cannot go, and a servant would make our party too large. I know that your hospitality is as magnificent as that of the Grecian hero who slew an hundred beeves to en tertain his guests ; but this is no reason why it should be abused. There would still be an ad vantage in my taking my woman, because she would take the whole care of us, and we should be no additional trouble to your domestics. But are not four of us too many ? I wish, too, you would tell me about the military arrangement of your citadel. Is there a great deal of martial music and parade, so that Una s sleep would be murthered every noon ? Her little life is round ed with a sleep every day, and if these naps are prevented, I will not answer for her serenity and agreeableness of behavior ; and you might wish her in Jericho instead of in your house. I must be perfectly frank with you, dear sir, in another regard. The length of our visit to you will make a great difference about our household arrange ments here, and therefore I wish you would not think me wholly wanting in etiquette and propri ety if I request you to tell me whether you desire NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 185 us to stay one, two, or three weeks. I sincerely wish to know which. I believe you appointed the 25th of July for the appearance of our con stellation in your heavens. Is it not so ? We certainly could not appear before that time. Your beautiful engraving of the Transfiguration shines down upon us superbly all day long. I too should like to command gold, so as to perform such splen did acts for my friends. I have often thought it would be enchanting to be an Aladdin s Lamp, and astonish people with unexpected pearls and diamond houses. " Una says she wishes very much to see Mr. Bridge, and to go to Portsmouth and breathe sea-air. When I question her upon the subject, the enthusiasm of her assent far surpasses our insignificant yes. In her eloquent speeches she always points with the forefinger of her right hand, which proves the legitimacy of that gesture in oratory. Her language continues in that un intelligible, divine idiom to which we have no grammar nor lexicon. " My husband is spending this great day upon the river. He has not yet said he shall go to Portsmouth. He thinks he is too poor, I believe; but I shall persuade him to the contrary, I sus pect. Una wishes to be remembered to you, with the gracious permission to kiss her lily- white hand. I am very sorry I have had to write 1 86 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE with a spoiled steel pen, but perhaps you can make out my name. With cordial congratula tions upon your new dignities, I am yours with much regard. " S. A. HAWTHORNE." " SALEM, Dec. 20, 1846. "DEAR MR. BRIDGE, My husband enjoins upon me to answer your very welcome letters of August 2oth and October 2oth, which he received yesterday. As he has a high regard for you and an utter detestation of pen, ink, and paper, I am glad to relieve him of assuring you, by means of these appliances, how cordially we remember you, and how rejoiced we always are to hear of your safety and well-being. I find my husband calls you * the truest and warmest friend he has in the world. From him such an assurance is, in my opinion, equal to a crown of glory. Besides most kindly thinking of you from an inward impulse as a friend in need and deed, we are perpetually re minded by the African idol upon the mantelpiece of Mr. Horatio Bridge. " Una often inquires after you, and now un derstands perfectly that you are upon the great sea in a great ship. She is still a charming little person, though, like the moon, she holds her course sometimes behind clouds and slender storms, but they can only for a short time conceal her shin- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 187 ing smiles and gracious countenance. I have never discovered any ugliness in her heart and behavior, for wrong has hardly power to cast a shadow upon her before she breaks forth all con trition and sweetness. She is in perfect health and bloom, and just now enchanted with the snow, which, for the first time, she is big enough to play with. " Her little brother is an entire contrast to her ladyship. His father called him the Black Prince during the first weeks of his life, because he was so dark in comparison with her. He is decidedly, I think, a brim ; but his complexion is brilliant and his eyes dark gray, with long black lashes, like Mr. Hawthorne s. We thought he looked very much like you at first, but he does not now. He is a Titan in strength and size, and though but six months old, is as large as some children of two years. His father declares he does not care anything about him because he is a boy, and so I am obliged to love him twice as much as I otherwise should. He is as pleasant and smiling as a summer s day, and his temperament is very sturdy and comfortable, quite unlike Una s, in not being at all sensitive ; nor is he as delicately organized. She enjoys him very much, and he admires her beyond all things. " We are residing in the most stately street in Salem, but our house is much too small for our 1 88 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE necessities. My husband has no study, and his life is actually wasted this winter for want of one. He has not touched his desk since we came to Salem, nor will not, until we can remove to a more convenient dwelling, I fear. " I am very glad to have such good news of your book. The old and new world seem to agree in its favor. It certainly has had a won derful success, and I am quite content that you are writing more. I believe that you will write better than ever, now that you are a husband and a happy man, for marriage, with true sentiment and comprehension, is, I think, a great apoca- iMypse, and opens a new world. I rejoice that you have ceased to be a stray comet, and have come into a regular orbit, for I should imagine you to be a person who might particularly enjoy a harmonious domestic life. " I only saw Mrs. Bridge once, and then in the street in Boston, after your departure, for I found it impossible to call upon her before the birth of my little boy. She was with her mother, and I greeted her and shook hands with her very cor dially. She looked very lovely in blue, but pale. I hope I shall know her some day, for her face and manner promise a noble and lovely woman. It seems to me that human beings are wretched >./! Arabs until they find central points in other hu- I man beings around which all their brightest and NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 189 richest sentiments shall revolve. Every true and happy family is a solar system that outshines all the solar systems in space and time. " Mr. Hawthorne will write a postscript and tell you about the war, of which I know nothing ex cept the gratifying fact that Lieutenant was shot. Sincerely yours, " S. A. HAWTHORNE." "CONCORD, April 5, 1864. " MY DEAR MR. BRIDGE, Mr. Hawthorne has gone upon a journey, and I opened your letter this morning. When you write anything .1 must not see you must put private at the top of the page, and then I will reverently fold up the letter and put it aside. "Alas ! it was no author s excuse which was published in the Atlantic, but a most sad and se rious truth. Mr. Hawthorne has really been very ill all winter, and not well, by any means, for a much longer time ; not ill in bed, but miserable on a lounge or sofa, and quite unable to write a word, even a letter, and lately unable to read. I have felt the wildest anxiety about him, because he is a person who has been immaculately well all his life, and this illness has seemed to me an awful dream which could not be true. But he has wasted away very much, and the suns in his eyes are collapsed, and he has had no spirits, no 1 90 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE appetite, and very little sleep. Richard was not himself, and his absolute repugnance to see a physician, or to have any scientific investigation of his indisposition, has weighed me down like a millstone. I have felt such a terrible oppression in thinking that all was not doing for his relief that might be done, that sometimes I have scarce ly been able to endure it at moments hardly able to fetch my breath in apprehension of the possible danger. But, thank Heaven, Mr. Tick- nor has taken him out of this groove of existence, and intends to keep him away until he is better. He has been in New York at the Astor House since last Tuesday night, a week from to-day. I have had six letters, five from Mr. Ticknor, and one at last from my husband, written with a very tremulous hand, but with a cheerful spirit. " My dear Mr. Bridge, you, with your deep, warm, tender heart, can easily imagine how I have suffered in all this. My faith has been tried in its central life. I bless God it has not failed me ; but yet I cannot conceive of myself as sur viving any peril to my husband. Though I would not complain, because I know that God must do right, and that he is also love itself. " I should not be surprised if you should see Mr. Hawthorne in Washington. I wish he could be persuaded to stay southward until these pierc ing east winds of spring abate here. But he NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 19 1 intends to go a little later to the Isle of Shoals, to stay until the advent of visitors in the fashion able season. I see that Concord is not the place for him. He needs the damp sea-air for health, comfort, and enjoyment. I wish, with all my heart, that our dear little Wayside domain could be sold advantageously for his sake, and that he could wander on sea-beaches all the rest of his days. " The state of our country has, doubtless, ex cessively depressed him. His busy imagination has woven all sorts of sad tissues. You know his indomitable, untamable spirit of independence and self-help. This makes the condition of an invalid peculiarly irksome to him. He is not a very manageable baby, because he has so long been a self-reliant man ; but his innate sweetness serves him here, as in all things, and he is very patient and good. "Julian has just entered upon his last half of freshman year. He comes home every Saturday and spends Sunday with us, so that we hardly have lost him. He stoutly hates the Mathemat ics, but is very fond of Latin, and friendly to Greek, and is the greatest gymnast in his class. He is very strong and very gentle, and you will forgive a mother for saying this he is entirely of the aesthetic order, and his absence and unob- servance of worldly considerations will probably IQ2 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE not advance him in the dusty arena of life ; but he will be unspoiled for the next world, I think, and I hope he will be able to make at least a liv ing in this. "Rosebud is blooming out vastly. She is nearly a head above Mama, and will be very tall. She is now discoursing music on the piano, for which she has a good faculty ; and she goes to school, and has a talent for drawing figures. Una is very well, and feels excessively aged since her twentieth birthday, though Julian assures her she looks only sixteen. She has no tutor now, but studies by herself in the morning, and paints in the afternoon, and sews for the soldiers a great deal. I have written you too much, dear Mr. Bridge ; but you ask me after all these folk, and so I tell you. With my kindest regards to Mrs. Bridge, I am Very truly yours, " S. A. HAWTHORNE." " THE WAYSIDE, CONCORD, MASS., Nov. 7, 1865. " MY DEAR MR. BRIDGE, Can you send me any memories or incidents of Mr. Hawthorne s college life, when you were with him so much ? " I am now very much occupied in copying his journals, or portions of them, for papers for the Atlantic ; and something is demanded of his life, and these records in his own words are the best of all autobiography I mean are the best biog- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 193 raphy, being auto. They are very rich as studies of nature and man, and now and then a glimpse of his personal character gleams through in a ra diant way, though he puts himself aside as much as possible, as always. The Augusta Journal is all copied, in which I have ventured to put Mr. B. for your name. You figure there in a com manding way, being lord of the Manor in posi tion and character. " The reason I wish to have you write down your reminiscences is because, by and by, these papers will all be collected into a volume, and these connecting links will be wanted. The ear liest remaining journal begins in 1835. " I have requested his sister to write her recol lections of his childhood and early youth, for she alone can now do that. " It is a vast pleasure to pore over his books in this way. I seem to be with him in all his walks and observations. Such faithful, loving notes of all he saw never were put on paper be fore. Nothing human is considered by him too mean to ponder over. No bird, nor leaf, nor tint of earth or sky is left unnoticed. He is a crys tal medium of all the sounds and shows of things, and he reverently lets everything be as it is, and never intermeddles, nor embellishes, nor detracts. It is truth itself, and has all the immortal charm of truth, even in the smallest details. For do we 13 194 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE not like to see even a common object of still life truthfully represented by the great masters of Dutchland ? It is only the great masters in any art who trust to truth. " I hoped to see you again, summer before the last, with Mrs. Bridge. My constant expectation of seeing her prevented me from replying to her very kind letter. Will you tell her so with my love ? Perhaps she will come this next summer, if she can bear to come now my king has gone, and so the cottage is no longer a palace. " I shall be glad of any occasion to hear from you, dear Mr. Bridge. " Very sincerely yours, " SOPHIA A. HAWTHORNE." "CONCORD, MASS., Nov. 25, 1865. "Mv DEAR MR. BRIDGE, I have both your letters, for which I am deeply obliged. I feel great compunction in asking you to take your time to recollect the past in regard to my hus band, for it seems as if you ought to rest when you leave the Bureau. But I beg you not to weary yourself in doing it, for there is no press ing hurry, though, as you truly say, we should do without delay what is to be done. I mean that this is not to be done if it tax you too much. " Gen l Pierce has indeed been alarmingly ill, NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE IQ5 but is now recovering. Julian happened to come home to forage for books, and I sent him to Concord, N. H., immediately, to see exactly how he was. Julian found Gen l Pierce very weak, and unable to sit up, and fearfully wasted, but not blue, as Julian expressed it, and very glad to see him, and Julian read aloud to him. It was a bilious affection that prostrated him. The day after Julian s return, Thursday, 23d, he was well enough to think of sending me a newspaper containing a paragraph about his improvement in health. "As gratitude is the keen sense of favors to come, according to the witty Frenchman, I wish to know whether you can help me to any auto graphs of persons notorious and illustrious in the war times. 1 have a dear friend in England (dear to Mr. Hawthorne, too), who is always writ ing eloquent implorings for autographs of great Americans great in treason, great in patriotism, great in council, great in prowess. This English friend has done so much for me, in sending me the finest picture in the world of my husband, that I would beg for him anything that is respect able. If you cannot attain to these autographs, and will tell me to whom I might properly apply, I will take any trouble whatever for the end in view. "Your last letter is very interesting to me. 196 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE Mr. Hawthorne always scorned the idea that he had ever written any poetry. And I never saw any he wrote except a single poem which is in his own handwriting, given to me, I believe, by his sister. But I never dared let him know I possessed it, for he would have forbidden me to keep it, probably. His ideal was so high, and his modesty so excessive, that he was never sat isfied with anything he accomplished, even to the last. But his first efforts he utterly despised. " I hope you will recall characteristics of his early youth. Do you remember the scene with the gypsy in Brunswick ? Of a woman who told fortunes ? " I hope you are very well, dear Mr. Bridge. Those friends of my husband s whom he loved so faithfully are very precious to me. There were but few you and Gen l Pierce the chief. But I feel a vital interest in your and in his health and well-being. I hope you are better than when I saw you here. " With our love to you and Mrs. Bridge, " Very sincerely yours, "S. A. HAWTHORNE." <: January 19, 1866. "Mv DEAR MR. BRIDGE, To-day I received your kind note and the paper of reminiscences, for which I thank you exceedingly. Once be- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 197 fore (Nov. 24) I received a paper from you, which I acknowledged at once, and at the same time asked you if you could procure me some auto graphs of our famous men of the war, statesmen and generals, for an English friend, to whom my husband had promised some. It is a mat ter of great moment with this gentleman, and every time I have a letter from him he mentions his hopes and expectations. I cannot bear to trouble you, but I do not know to whom else to apply ; and I feel bound to fulfil Mr. Haw thorne s intentions, especially in regard to Mr. Bright, who loved him so truly. " I have a very lame right hand, and so I can not write but a few words, or I should enlarge upon these very interesting particulars about Mr. Hawthorne. " Gratefully and cordially yours, " SOPHIA A. HAWTHORNE." "1866. " MY DEAR MR. BRIDGE, To-day I received your letters enclosing the autographs. I cannot express how much obliged I am to you for them, for Mr. Bright writes from time to time a pathetic appeal for the fulfilment of the promise made him. He has lately met with a severe bereave ment in the death of a brother, who was the pride and hope of the family, and it is the first time in 198 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE a large circle that one has been taken ; but I shall send him the autographs. * * * * # # " You must excuse me for not thinking Mr- Hawthorne over-valued you. I never heard from him but one opinion on this subject. He had the utmost reliance upon you, and reposed upon it with infinite satisfaction. It seems to me not a small merit to have inspired in him such respect, love, and trust as he invariably expressed for you. That you do not recognize yourself in his portrait only makes it the truer. I always felt that he had no more thorough friend than you in the world, and I know he thought so. " How very kind of you to find me these auto graphs. I thank you over and over for them. We all send our love to you and Mrs. Bridge. " Very cordially yours, " S. A. HAWTHORNE. " P.S. For your last reminiscences I am deep ly obliged. Every word you record is to me like apples of gold in pictures of silver, because I can so absolutely trust your truth and sincerity. You see I am smitten with my husband s great preju dice in your favor. S. H." "Jan. 2d, 1867. " MY DEAR MR. BRIDGE, I take the liberty to NATHANIEL ^AWTHORNE 199 enclose this letter to you, because I do not know whether General Hitchcock be in Washington or not, and I did not wish my letter to go to the Dead-letter Office. He used to live on Penn sylvania Avenue. If you will put the address on for me I shall thank you very much. " I send to you and Mrs. Bridge all Christmas and New Year good wishes. I have been con fined to my room for three weeks, but am now better. The children are all well and satisfac tory. Rose has just left me, having been at home through the Christmas holidays. She is now at Dr. Lewis s famous gymnastic school in Lexington. Julian is reading his logic and meta physics. Una reads history to me and the litera ture suggested as she goes on. She also is keep ing up her music and Latin, and has a class in gymnastics. They are all so bright and good that my life is a thanksgiving for them. I live for them. When they are settled in life I should like to sleep as he did, if God please. Affairs perplex and tire me very much, yet I am in great peace. " I hope you and Mrs. Bridge are well. I fear you are too busy to tell me how you do. With my love to Mrs. Bridge, I am, " Very sincerely yours, " SOPHIA A. HAWTHORNE." 200 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE In conclusion let me hope that, while gleaning a few grains in the field of Hawthorne s history, I shall have contributed something which will, at least, have the value of personal testimony, and which may, perhaps, be used with advantage by some biographer in the future. I may also hope that the disclosures herein made will give a modicum of pleasure, unalloyed by adverse criticism, to those who are near and dear to me. To them I commend this little volume. THE END t) RETURN TO DESK FROM WHICH BORROWED CIRCULATION DEPARTMENT This book is due on the last date stamped below, or on the date to which renewed. 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