u\^ & £>eAA£cn ; C ■ ■ fr Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2012 with funding from Princeton Theological Seminary Library http://archive.org/details/tationsOOwari HYMNS MEDITATIONS. BY AXXA LETITIA TTARIXG. SSitb Selections from Srfreral Authors. PHILADELPHIA: BOOK ASSOCIATION OF FRIENDS, No. 1316 Filbert Street. 1884. HYMNS AND MEDITATIONS. " My times are in Thy hand." — Psalm xxxi. 15. Father, I know that all my life Is portioned out for me, And the changes that are sure to come, I do not fear to see ; . But I ask Thee for a present mind Intent on pleasing Thee. I ask Thee for a thoughtful love, Through constant watching wise, To meet the glad with joyful smiles, And to wipe the weeping eyes; And a heart at leisure from itself, To soothe and sympathize. I would not have the restless will, That hurries to and fro, HYMNS AND MEDITATIONS. Seeking for some great thing to do, Or secret thing to know : I would be treated as a child, And guided where I go. Wherever in the world I am, In whatsoe'er estate, I have a fellowship with hearts To keep and cultivate; And a work of lowly love to do For the Lord on whom I wait- So I ask Thee for the daily strength, To none that ask denied, | And a mind to blend with outward life While keeping at Thy side ; Content to till a little space, If Thou be glorified. And if some things I do not ask In my cup of blessing be, I would have my spirit filled the more With grateful love to Thee— More careful — than to serve Thee much, To please Thee perfectly. There arc briers besetting every path, That call lor patient care ; There is a cross in every lot, And an earnest need forprayerj HYMNS AND MEDITATIONS. 5 But a lonely heart that leans on Thee Is happy anywhere. In a service which Thy will appoints, There are no bonds for me; For my inmost heart is taught "the truth" That makes Thy children "free;" And a life of self-renouncing love Is a life of liberty. . II. " Thou maintainest my lot." — Psalm xvi. 5. Source of my life's refreshing springs, Whose presence in my heart sustains me, Thy love appoints me pleasant things, Thy mercy orders all that pains me. If loving hearts were never lonely, If all they wish might always be, Accepting what they look for only, They might be glad, bat not in Thee. Well may Thy own beloved, who see In all their lot their Father's pleasure, 1 HYMNS AND MEDITATIONS. Bear loss of all they love, save Thee, Their living, everlasting treasure. Well may Thy happy children cease From restless wishes prone to sin, And, in Thy own exceeding peace, Yield to Thy daily discipline. We need as much the cross we hear, As air we breathe — as light we see ; It draws us to Thy side in prayer, It binds us to our strength in Thee. III. / "If ye shall ask any thing in my name, I will do it." — John xiv. 11. My prayer to the promise shall cling — I will not give heed to a doubt; For I ask for the one needful thing, Which I cannot be happy without. A spirit of lowly repose In the love of the Lamb that was slain, A heart to be touched with His woes, And a care uot to grieve Him a grain : HYMNS AND MEDITATIONS. The peace that my Saviour has bought, The cheerfulness nothing can dim, The love that can bring every thought Into perfect obedience to Him: The wisdom His mercy to own In the way He directs me to take, — To glory in Jesus alone, And to love, and do good, for His sake, All this Thou hast offered to me In the promise whereon I will rest; For faith, O my Saviour, in Thee, Is the substance of all my request. Thy word has commanded my prayer, Thy Spirit has taught me to pray; And all my unholy despair Is ready to vanish away. Thou wilt not be weary of me, Thy promise my faith will sustain, And soon very soon I shall see That I have not been asking in vain. HYMNS AND MEDITATIONS. 1Y. " I, even I, am he that comforteth you." — Isaiah 1l 12. Sweet is the solace of Thy love, My Heavenly Friend, to me, While through the hidden way of faith I journey home with Thee, Learning by quiet thankfulness As a dear child to be. Though from the shadow of Thy peace My feet would often stray, Thy mercy follows all my steps, And will not turn away; Yea, Thou wilt comfort me at last, As none beneath Thee may. Oft in a dark and lonely place, I hush my hastened breath, To hear the comfortable words Thy loving Spirit saith.j And feel my safety in Thy hand From vvcry kind of death. O there is nothing in the world To weigh againsl Thy will; HYMNS AND MEDITATIONS. Even the dark times I dread the most Thy covenant fulfil j And when the pleasant morning dawns, I find Thee with me still. No other comforter I need, If Thou, O Lord, be mine : Thy rod will bring my spirit low, Thy fire my heart refine, And cause me pain that none can heal By other love than Thine. Then in the secret of my soul, Though hosts my peace invade, — Though through a waste and weary land My lonely way be made, — Thou, even Thou, wilt comfort me, I need not be afraid. Still in the solitary place I would a while abide, Till with the solace of Thy love My heart is satisfied And all my hopes of happiness Stay calmly at Thy side. 10 HYMNS AND MEDITATIONS. V. • "I will pour water on him that is thirsty, and floods upon the dry ground." — Isaiah xliv. 3. Source of my spirit's deep desire For living joys that shall not perish, The patient hope Thy words inspire Still let Thy tender mercy cherish. On Thee my humbled soul would wait, Her utmost weakness calmly learning, And see Thy grace its way create, Through thorns and briers which Thou art burning.* Gladly my inmost heart would know The love that now it faintly traces, And see the streams from Zion now O'er all its waste and desert places. And still I hope — O not in vain ! I know, this holy seed possessing, Thou wilt come down like gentle rain, And make the barren ground a blessing. . iah xxvii. 1. HTMNS AND MEDITATIONS. 1] VI. " The Lord blessed the Seventh dny and hallowed it." Exodus xx. 11. Beam on us brightly, blessed clay, Dawn softly for our Saviour's sake; And waft thy sweetness o'er our way, To draw us heavenward when we wake O holy life that shall not end, Light that will never cease to be : May every Sabbath-day we spend Add to our happiness in Thee. VII. 'In returning and rest shall ye be saved: in quietness and confidence shall be your strength." — Isaiah xxx. 15. AVitii a heart full of anxious request, Which my Father in Heaven bestowed, I wandered, alone and distressed, In search of a quiet abode. Astray and distracted, I cried — Lord, where wouldst Thou have me to be r 1- HYMNS AND MEDITATIONS. And the voice of the Lamb that had died, Said — Come, my beloved, to me. I went, — for He mightily wins Weary souls to His peaceful retreat, — And he gave me forgiveness of sins, And songs that I love to repeat; And oft as my enemies came, My views of His glory to dim, He taught me to trust in His name, And to triumph by leaning on Him. Made pure by the blood that He shed, l[y heart in His presence was free: I was hungry and thirsty — He fed — I was sick, and He comforted me; He gave me the blessing complete, The hope that is with me to-day, And a quiet abode at His feet, That shall not be taken away. HYMNS AND MEDITATIONS. 13 VIII. ''The Lord is the portion cf mine inheritance." — Psalm xvi. 5. Though some good things of lower worth My heart is called on to |esign, Of all the gifts in heaven and earth, The best, the very best, is mine : The love of God in Christ made known — The love that is enough alone, My Fathers love is all my own. My soul's Eestorer, let me learn In that deep love to live and rest; Let me the precious thing discern Of which I am indeed possess'd : My treasure let me feel and see, And let my moments, as they flee, Unfold my endless life in Thee. Let me not dwell so much within My bounded heart, with anxious heed, — AVhere all my searches meet with sin, And nothing satisfies my need : It shuts me from the sound and sight Of that pure world of life and light, Which has no breadth, or length, or height. 14 HYMNS AND MEDITATIONS. Let me Thy power, Thy beauty see- So shall my vain aspirings cease, And my free heart shall follow Thee Through paths of everlasting peace. My strength Thy gift— my life Thy car*, I shall forget to seek elsewhere The joy to which my soul is heir. I was not called to walk alone, To clothe myself with love and light j And for Thy glory, not my own, My soul is precious in Thy sight. My evil heart can never be A home, a heritage for me j But Thou canst make it fit for Thee. IX. " I will fear no evil, for thou art with me."- Psalm xxiii. 4. ' In Heavenly Love abiding, JSTo change my heart shall fear; And safe is such confiding, For nothing changes here. The storm may roar without me, My heart may low be laid; But I rod is round about me, And can I be dismayed? HYMNS AND MEDITATIONS. 15 "Wherever He may guide me, Xo want shall turn me back; 3iv shepherd is beside me, And nothing can I lack. His wisdom ever waketh, His sight is never dim, He knows the way He taketh, And I will walk with Him. Green pastures are before me Which yet I have not seen, Bright skies will soon be o'er me Where the dark clouds have been. My hope I cannot measure, My path to life is free, My Saviour has my treasure, And He will walk with me. " There is a Friend that sticketh closer than a brother." Prov xviii. 2±. "Would that I were more closely bound To my Beloved, Who ever lives : Would that my soul were always found Abiding in the peace He gives : Would that I might more clearly see His love an heritage for me; 16 HYMNS AND MEDITATIONS. More surely know, more meekly own His bounteous grace my strength alone. And much I wish — but I will pray For wisdom that the lowly find; And, my Saviour, every day, More of Thy meek and quiet mind; The comfort of a mind at rest From every care Thou hast not blest; A heart from all the world set free, To worship and to wait on Thee. Ah! my Beloved, Who wilt not die, Whose spirit does not change with mine, Put doubts of my affection by, And make me free to sing of Thine. The more Thy goodness I confess, I shall not surely love Thee less : The more myself alone I see, The farther off I feel from Thee. Thou art my life's restoring rest, In Thee for safety let me hide, And win me for Thy grateful guest, By love that will not be denied. Try me with Thy refining fire, Array me in Thy white attire, Be Wisdom, Eightcousness to me, The Biver of my pleasures be, And fill my life with love for Thee. HYMNS AND MEDITATIONS. 17 XI. u I will bless the Lord at all times." — Psalm: xxiv. 1. Tender mercies on my way Falling softly like the dew, Sent me freshly every day, I will bless the Lord for you. Though I have not all I would, Though to greater bliss I go, Every present gift of good To eternal love I owe. Source of all that comforts me, Well of joy for which I long, Let the song I sing to Thee Be an everlasting soni>\ 2* 18 HYMNS AND MEDITATIONS. XII. "Thou, Lord, art good, ana ready to forgive; i.nd plenteous i