;2./2..o5: Srom f ^e ^i^tati^ of (profe56or ^cimuef (ttttffet in ^emoti? of 3ubge ^amuef (ttliffer QSrecfttntibge (preeenfeb 6i? ^atnuef (Jtltffer QSrecftinribge feong to f ^ fei6rari? of (princefon C^eofogicaf ^eminarg Sec REV. HENRY MARTYN, B. D. LATE FELLOW OP ST. .TOHn's COLLEGE, CAMBRIDGE, AND CHAPLAIX TO THE HONORABLE BAST INDIA COMPANY. V^ BY JOHN SARGENT, Jun. And hast borne, and hast patience, and for ray name's sake hast labored, and hast not fainted. ...Rev. ii, 3. First American Editio7i, BOSTON: PUBHSQED BT SAMUEL T. ARMSTRONG^ AND CROCKER & BREWSTER, Ko. 50, Cornhill. 1820. PREFACE Before the reader proceeds fo the perusal of the following Memoir, it may be proper to inform him — that the first and second parts of it have been chiefly selected from various Journals, which Mr. Martyn was in the habit of keeping, for his own private use, and which, beginning with the year 1803, com- prehend a period of eight years. The third part is extracted from an account which he drew up of his visit to Shiraz in Persia; in which some occa- sional observations on the state of his own mind and feelings are interspersed. It is termed a Narrative by Mr. Martyn; and had his life been spared, it -ivas probably his intention to have enlarged it, for- the use of the public, or perhaps to have commu- nicated it, nearly in its original shape, to his inti- mate friends. From the style and manner of it, at least, it may be presumed not to have been exclu' sively intended (as the Journals above-mentioned evidently were,) for his own recollection and bene- fit.—The greater part of these papers were upon IV PREFACE. the point of being destroyed by the writer, upon his uridertaking the voyage to Persia; but, happily, he was prevailed upon, by the Rev. D. Corrie, to confide them under a seal to his care, and by him they were transmitted from India, to the Rev. C. Simeon, and J. Thornton, Esq. Mr. Martyn's exec- utors, in the year 1814. The Narrative, which was sent, by Mr. Morier, from Constantinople, came into their hands in the following year. Such are the materials from which I have compiled the present Memoir, — throughout the whole of which I have endeavored, as much as possible, to let Mr. Martyn speak for himself, and thus exhibit a genuine pic- ture of his own mind. In making a selection from a mass of such valu- able matter, it has been my anxious wish and sin- cere prayer, that it might prove subservient to the interests of true religion. A principal object with me has been to render it beneficial to those disin- terested Ministers of the Gospel, who, "with the Bible in their hand, and their Savior in their hearts," devote themselves to the "great cause" in which Mr. Martyn lived and died; and, truly, if the example here delineated should excite any of those servants of Christ to similar exertion, or if it should animate and encourage them, amidst the multiplied difficulties of their arduous course, my labor will receive an eminent and abundant recompence. JOHN SARGENT, Jvn. Grafhaniy July 7, 1819. CONTENTS. PART I. PAGE. Early life of Mr. Martyn . 12—19 His successful Academical course and first serious im- pressions 20 — 30 He visits Cornwall and returns to Cambridge, when he becomes entirely devoted to the service of Christ . . 31 — 36 Is admitted to a fellowship, and gains some prizes in the University 37 His tour through Wales to Cornwall 37— -40 Returns to Cambridge, and resolves to preach the Gospel to the Heathen as a Missionary 40 — 43 The state of his mind between the period of deter- mining to become a Missionary and his ordination 43 — 66 Is appointed to the curacies of Trinity Church in Cam- bridge and Lol worth 67 — 69 His difficulties and discouragements on first exercising his ministry 69 Executes the office of Public Examiner in St. John's . 70 Reviews his life 71,72 Visits London respecting a Chaplainship to the East India Company, in consequence of pecuniary losses 73,74 IV CONTENTS. Returns to Cambridge— His diligence in the ministry — His supreme regard to personal religion — His feelings when calumniated and ridiculed and dehorted from his Missionary designs — His distress of mind after metaphysical inquiries 7S — 84 Visits Cornwall as it appeared for the last time . . . 85 — 88 His grief on leaving Cornwall 89,90 His journey from Cornwall to Cambridge 91—93 His letter to his youngest sister 94--9S His great happiness and holy sensibility in the work of the ministry 96 — 99 His joy on the Sabbath 100 Chosen again examiner at St. John's 101 His prospects and retrospect 102 Ordained Priest 103 His sorrow and support at leaving Cambridge . . . 104 — 106 Arrives in London — His occupations — trials— consola- tions 107—109 A record of his feelings at this season 110—115 Leaves London for Portsmouth — sails from thence — arrives at Falmouth 115—120 His mixed emotions at unexpectedly visiting Cornwall —his departure from Falmouth 120—124 His acu^ mental misery— His arrival at Cork, and joy- ful state of mind there- His ministry on board the ship . 125—128 He leaves Cork— A storm— Mr. Martyn's sensations 129—131 Journal of his voyage after the subsiding of the storm till his arrival at Madeira 132—140 Extracts of letters from Funchal 141 Sailed from Funchal for the Cape of Good Hope, after hearing tliat the army on board the fleet was destined to capture it— Mr. Martyn's anxiety for the spiritual welfare of the soldiers— His provi- dential escape in sailing to St. Salvador .... 142—145 A description of St. Salvador and of the events which ' happened there 145-.15r He leaves St. Salvador for the Cape— The army lands— Mr. Martyn visits the field of battle— The enemy surrenders—Mr. Martyn's reflections . . 157—166 CONTENTS. Vll His journal from the time of the capture of the Cape till that of his leaving it 166—171 He is opposed in his ministry 172 The death of a devout soldier 173 Mr. Martyn*s sentiments on approaching India . . 174,175 Ceylon discovered 176 Farewell sermon to the ship's company—India first seen i 176,177 Mr. Martyn's journal during his stay at Madras . . 177 — 179 Sails from Madras — Passes Juggernaut—Incurs danger from a hurricane — And another still greater from a sand-bank^He reaches Calcutta— His reflections 180—133 PART If. Prayer of Christians in Calcutta answered in the ar- rival of Mr. Martyn— Having passed Dr. Buchanan in the Hoogley, he is affectionately received by Mr. Brown at Aldeen— -His illness there 184—186 Mr. Martyn's vigilance as a Missionary — He will not be detained at Calcutta 187 The scenes he witnessed near Aldeen 188 He reads Hindoostanee incessantly —Preaches at Cal- cutta— The treatment he receives from some of his intemperate brother- chaplains— The wise con- duct pursued by another chaplain 189—191 He chides himself for over-zealous, and (as it prov- ed) mistaken censures of the government . . . 192 Receives his appointment at Dinapore— Leaves Cal- cutta for his station 192— ^195 The journal of his voyage up the Hoogley and Ganges 196—219 Reaches Dinapore— His plans— discouragements— labors 220,321 V)U CONTENTS. A trying conversation with a European, and tri- umphant reflections after it 222 Discomfort in the society at Dinapore — Joy at hearing from Christian friends 223 Jealousy of natives — ignorance of Moonshee and Pundit 224 Commencement of ministry—Interference of his flock at Dinapore — Expectation of an attack from the press at Calcutta 225,226 Meditation at the beginning of the year 1807 . . 227 Translation of parables into Hindoostanee in pro- gress—That of part of the Church service into the same language commenced 228 Jealousy and fears of the Europeans respecting Mi-. Martyn 229 Disputes with Moonshee and Pundit 230 — 232 Arrival of Mr. Corrie at Dinapore 232 The efltfCts of Mr. Martyn's ministry — His opinion respecting the conversion of the Hindoos, and feel- ings as to their condition — Resolves to interfere to prevent acts of oppression 233—235 His journey to Buxar to marry a couple, with a pre- vious account of the state of his mind 236 — 239 Returns to Dinapore — Embarrassment respecting the schools 239,240 Translation of Prayer-Books and Parables complet- ed—Public service in Hindoostanee ...... 241 Mr. Martyn*s ministerial exertions 242 — 244 His success with some of the officers at Dinapore . 244 Mr. Martyn is restrained by prudence from preach- ing in Patna — Corresponds with Mr. Corrie— Pain- ed on account of Mr. Corrie's illness — Writes him a letter of advice respecting his health — His own health declines — ^but he does not desist from his work 245—248 Ignorance of a Brahmin and a Ranee . . . . . . 249 Further disputes with Moonshee and Pundit . . .' 250 — 254 Mr. Martyn summoned to Monghir — The state of his mind at this time — His voyage down the Gan- ges, and return to Dmapore 255—261 Applications from a Ranee to Mr. Martyn .... 262 CONTENTS, IX Difficulties respecting the introduction of books into the schools — Other causes of disquietude — His faith and patience and prudence 262,263 Mr. Martyn draws up arguments against the Koran, and is called to decide a question of great impor- tance respecting Baptism 264,265 Mr. Martyn engaged by Mr. Brown in translating the New Testament into Hindoostanee— His happiness and perseverance in the work of translation . . 2 66,2 67 Afflictive dispensation in the death of his eldest sister — His exquisite suffering and entire resignation and undeviating diligence in his work 268 — 271 Sermon on the Mount introduced into the schools . 272 Mr. Martyn's wise and waiting spirit — His love for the Heathen— His joy in retirement 273,274. Mr. Martyn is tried by a severe disappointment . . 275 Mirza and Sabat arrive at Dinapore to assist in the work of translation — Mr. Martyn*s hopes and fears and grief respecting Sabat 276—279 Reflection on the commencement of the year 1808 930 Mr. Martyn's pain at losing the society of Christian friends at Dinapore c,g^ His anxiety and ineffectual endeavor to benefit the native Christians ^g,. Public worship in Mr. Martyn's house 283 The version of the New Testament into Hindoostanee completed c,g^ Correspondence between Mr. Martyn and Messrs. Corrie and Brown until Mr. Martyn's removal to ^^^"P°^'^ 286-310 The danger Mr. Martyn incurred in travelling to Cawnpore— A description of it, and of his arrival at his new station 3jq n^y Mr.Martyn's labor at Cawnpore— His love of philology 313,3 14 He is summoned to Pretabjush '315 Mr. Martyn's deep afHiction at the loss of his young- est sister . o-.^ n-,y He preaches to the mendicants 318 319 Reflections on entering the year 1809— Mr. Martyn continues to preach to the mendicants .... 52O "'^i 2 X CONTENTS. Is attacked by a severe pain in the chest — He is oblis^ed to remit his ministerial duty 322,323 Mr. C -rrie arrives at Cawnpnre — Mr. Brown's alarm respecting Mr. Martyn's health— His affectionate expression of his apprehensions 324 Mr. Martyn's health sinks so much, that he resolves to remove from Cawnpore — He determines to visit Arabia and Pi:rsia 325,326 Mr. Brown's letter on this determination being com- municated to him 327 Mr. Martyn leaves Cawnpore, and arrives at Aldeen and Calcutta, from whence in three months he departs 329—333 PART III, The occurrences which transpired between Mr. Mar- tyn's leaving India and his ariival at Shiraz . . 334 — 355 He commences a translation of the New Testament into Persian, and has many private discussions with the Mahometans 356 — 370 A public controversy between Mr. Martyn and the professor of Mahometan law 371 — 376 Mirza Ibraheem, the preceptor of all the Moollahs, writes a treatise in defence of Mahometanism — Mr. Martyn replies to it 376—379 Mr. Martyn exposed to some personal danger and much contempt 380 — 382 An interview with a Soofie sage • . 382 — 384 Mr. Martyn attends the levee of the Prime Minister, when he is attacked by a MooUah 385,386 Candor of Mirza Ibraheem 386 Mr. Martyn visits Pcrsepolis . 387—390 CONTENTS. XI His account of the fast of Ramazan ...;;., 391—398 Mr. Martyn commences a version of the Psalms into Persian 399 The events of the last month of the year 1811 . . . 399—404 Mr. Martyn's reflection on the commencement of the last year of his life 404 The principal events of the early part of the year 1812 405 — 419 Mr. Martyn's bold confession of faith before numerous Moollahs 420 — 422 The Journal of the remainder of his abode at Shiraz 423,424 Mr. Martyn leaves Shiraz for Tebriz, and arrives at the King's camp 425 — 434 Mr. Martyn's intrepid conduct before the Prime Min- ister of Persia — His consolations under contemptuous treatment ' 435—437 He proceeds to Tebriz 438—447 After an illness of nearly two months, Mr. Martyn leaves Tebriz for Constantinople — He is hospitably received at an Armenian monastery, and after much suffering, under which he possesses his soul in peace and patience, he expires at Tocat ...... 448 — 479 Mr. Martyn's character . . 479 et seq. MEMOIR. PART I. It has been well observed, bj one'* who took a profound view of human nature, that there are three very different orbits in which great men move and shine, and that each sphere of greatness has its respective admirers. There are those who as heroes, fill the world with their exploits; they are greeted by the acclamations of the multitude; they are ennobled whilst living, and their names descend with lustre to posterity. Others there are who, by the brilliancy of their imagination, or the vigor of their intellect, attain to honor of a purer and a higher kind; the fame of these is confined to a more select number; all have not a discriminating sense of their merit. A third de- ^ Pascal. 14 MEMOIR OF scription there is, distinct from both the former, and far more exalted than either; whose excel- lence consists in a renunciation of themselves, and a compassionate love for mankind. In this order the Savior of the world was pleased to appear, and those persons obtain the highest rank in it, who, by his grace, are enabled most closely to imitate his example. Henry Martyn, the subject of this Memoir, was born at Truro, in the county of Cornwall, on the 18th of February, 1781, and appears, with his family in general, to have inherited a weak constitution; as of many children, four only, two sons and two daughters, survived their father, Mr. John Martyn, and all of them, within a short period, followed him to the grave. Of these Henry was the third. His father was originally in a very humble situation of life, having been a laborer in the mines near Gwenap, the place of his nativity. With no education but such as a country reading school afforded, he was compelled, for his daily support, to engage in an employment, which, dreary and unhealthy as it was, offered some advantages, of w^hich he most meritoriously availed himself The miners, it seems, are in the habit of working and resting alternately every four hours; and the periods of relaxation from manual labor, they frequently devote to mental improvement. In these intervals of cessation from toil, John Martyn acquired a complete knowledge REV. HENRY MARTYN. 15 of arithmetic, and some acquaintance also with mathematics; and no sooner had he gathered these valua?3le and substantial fruits of persevering diligence, in a soil most unfriendly to their growth, than he was raised from a state of poverty and depression, to one of comparative ease and com- fort: admitted into the office of Mr. Daniel, a merchant at Truro, he lived there as chief clerk, piously and respectably enjoying considera- bly more than a competency. At the grammar school in this town, the master of which was the Rev. Cornelius Cardew, D. D. a gentleman of learning and talents, Henry was placed by hi? father in Midsummer 1788, being then between seven and eight years of age. Of his childhood previous to this period, little or nothing can be ascertained; but those who knew him, considered him a boy of promising abilities. Upon his first entering the school. Dr. Cardew observes "he did not fail to answer the expectations that had been formed of him; his proficiency in the classics exceeded that of most of his school-fellows; yet there Avere boys who made a more rapid pro- gress, not perhaps that their abilities were superior, but their application greater, for he was of a lively cheerful temper, and as I have been told by those who sat near him, appeared to be the idlest amongst them, and was frequently known to go up to his lesson with little or no preparation, as if he had learned it merely by intuition, l6 MEMOIR OP In all schools there are boys, it is well known, who, from natural softness of spirit, inferiority in point of bodily strength, or an unusual thirst for literary acquirements, become much secluded from the rest, and such boys are generally exposed to the ridicule and oppression of their associates. Henry Martyn, though not at that time eminently stu- dious, was one of this class; he seldom joined the other boys in their pastimes, in which he was not an adept, and he often suffered from the tyranny of those older or stronger than himself. "Little Harry Martyn," for by that name he usually went, says one of his earliest friends and companions, "was in a manner proverbial among his school-fellows for a peculiar tenderness and inoffensiveness of spirit, which exposed him to the ill offices of many overbearing boys; and as there was at times some peevishness in his manner when attacked, he was often unkindly treated. That he might receive assistance in his lessons he was placed near one of the upper boys, with whom he contracted a friendship which lasted through life, and whose imagination readily recals the position in which he used to sit, the thankful expression of his affectionate countenance, when he happened to be helped out of some difficulty, and a thousand little incidents of his boyish days." — Besides assisting him in his exercises, his friend, it is added, "had often the happiness of rescuing him from the grasp of oppressors, and has never REV. HENRY MARTYN. 17 seen more feeling gratitude than was shewn by him on those occasions." At this school, under the same excellent tuition, Henry remained till he was between fourteen and fifteen years of age; at which period he was induced to offer himself as a candidate for a vacant scholarship at Corpus Christi College, Ox- ford. Young as he was, he Avent there alone, without any interest in the University, and with only a single letter to one of the tutors: and, there, he acquitted himself so well, though strongly and ably opposed, that in the opinion of some of the examiners, he ought to have been elected. How often is the hand of God seen in frustrating our fondest designs! Had success attended him, the Avhoie circumstances of his after-life would have been varied; and however his temporal in- terests might have been promoted, his spiritual interests would probably have sustained a propor- tionate loss. It was with sensations of this kind that he himself many years afterwards reverted to this disappointment. "In the autumn of 1795," he says, in an account prefixed to his private Journal of the year 1803, "my father, at the persuasion of many of his friends, sent me to Oxford, to be a candidate for the vacant scholarship at Corpus Christi; I entered at no college, but had rooms at Exeter College, by the interest of Mr. Cc le the Sub-Rector. I passed the examination, I believe, 18 -MEMOIR OF tolerably well; but was unsuccessful, having every reason to think the decision was impartial. Had I remained, and become a member of the Univer- sity at that time, as I should have done in case of success, the profligate acquaintance I had there, would have introduced me to a scene of debau- chery, in which I must in all probability, from my extreme youth, have sunk forever." After this repulse, Henry returned home, and continued to attend Dr. Cardew's school till June 1797. That he had made no inconsiderable pro- gress, there, was evident from the very creditable examination he passed at Oxford; and, in the two years subsequent to this, he must have greatly augmented his fund of classical knowledge: but it seems not to have been till after he had com- menced his academical career, that his superiority of talent was fully discovered. The signal success of that friend who had been his guide and pro- tector at school, led him in the spring of this year to direct his views towards the University of Cambridge, which he probably preferred to that of Oxford, because he there hoped to profit by the advice and assistance to which he w^as already so much indebted. Whatever might be the cause of this preference, it certainly did not arise from any predilection for mathematics; for in the autumn before he went to Cambridge, instead of the study of Euclid and Algebra, he confesses that one part of the day was dedicated to his favorite employ- REV. HENRY BIARTlN. 19 ment of shooting, and the other to reading, for the most part, Travels, and Lord Chesterfield's Let- ters,— ''attributing to a want of taste for mathe- matics, what ought to have been ascribed to idle- ness, and having his mind in a roving, dissatisfied, restless condition, seeking his chief pleasure in reading, and human praise." His residence at St. John's College, Avhere his name had been previously entered in the summer, commenced in the month of October 1797; and, it may tend to shew how little can be determined from fi^st attempts, to relate that Henry Martyn began his mathematical pursuits by attempting to commit the propositions of Euclid to memory. The endeavor may be considered as a proof of the confidence he himself entertained of the reten- tive powers of his mind; but it did not supply an auspicious omen of future excellence. On his introduction to the University, happily for him, the friend of his "boyish days" became the counsellor of his riper years: nor was this most important act of friendship either lost upon him at the time, or obliterated from his memory in after life. "During the first term," he has recorded in his Journal, "I was kept a good deal in idleness by some of my new acquaintances, but the kind attention of * * ^ was a principal means of my preservation from excess." That his time was far from being wholly misemployed, between October and Christmas, is evident from the place 20 MEaiOlR OF he obtained in the lirst class, at the public exam- ination of his college in December; a circumstance which, joined to the extreme desire he had to gratify his Father, encouraged and excited him to study Avith increased alacrity; and as the fruit of this application, at the next public examination in the summer he reached the second station in the first class; a point of elevation, which "flattered his pride not a little." The tenor of Henry Martyn's life during this and the succeeding year he passed at college, was to the eye of the world in the highest degree amiable and commendable. He was outwardly moral, with little exception Avas unwearied in application, and exhibited marks of no ordinary talent. But whatever may have been his external conduct, and whatever his capacity in literary pursuits, he seems to have been totally ignorant of spiritual things, and to have lived "without God in the world." The consideration, that God chiefly regards the motives of our actions, — a considera- tion so momentous, and so essential to the char- acter of a real christian, appears as yet never to have entered his mind: and even when it did, as was the case at this time, it rested there as a theoretic notion never to be reduced to practice. His own account of himself is very striking. Speaking of June 1799, he says, * * * (the friend alluded to before) attempted to persuade me that I ought to attend to reading, not for the praise of REV. HENRY MARTYN. 21 men, but for the glory of God. This seemed strange to me, but reasonable, I resolved, there- fore, to maintain this opinion thenceforth; but never designed, that I remember, that it should affect my conduct^ What a decisive mark this of an unrenewed mind! — What an affecting proof that light may break in on the understanding, whilst there is not so much as the dawn of it on the heart! Providentially for Henry Martyn, he had not only the great blessing of possessing a religious friend at college, but the singular felicity likewise of having a sister in Cornwall, who was a chris- tian of a meek, heavenly, and affectionate spirit; to whom, as well as to the rest of his relations there, he paid a visit in the summer of the year 1799, carrying with him no small degree of aca- demical honor, though not all that he had fondly and ambitiously expected — for he had lost the prize for themes in his college, and was only second again in the first class at the public exami- nation, when he had hoped to have been first; — a "double disappointment," which, to use his own words, "nettled him to the quick." It may bs' well supposed, that to a sister, such as his, her brother's spiritual welfare would be a most serious mid anxious concern;: and that she often con- versed with him on the subject of religion, we have his own declaration. "I went home this aummer.. and was frequently addressed by my I 22 MEMOIR OF dear sister on the subject of religion; but the sound of the Gospel, conveyed in the admonition of a sister, was grating to my ears." The first result of her tender exhortations and earnest en- deavors was very discouraging: a violent con- flict took place in her brother's mind, between his convictions of the truth of what she urged and his love of the world; and, for the present, the latter prevailed: yet sisters, similarly circumstanced, may learn from this case not merely their duty, but from the Jiiial result, the success they may antici- pate from the faithful discharge of it. — "I think,'^ he observes, when afterwards reviewing this period with a apirit truly broken and contrite, "I do not remember a time, in which the wickedness of my heart rose to a greater height, than during my stay at home. The consummate selfishness and exquisite irritability of my mind were displayed in rage, malice, and envy, in pride and vain glory and contempt of all; in the harshest language to my sister, and even my father, if he happened to differ from my mind and will: O what an example of patience and mildness was he! I love to think of his excellent qualities, and it is frequently the anguish of my heart, that I ever could be base and wicked enough to pain him by the slightest neglect. O my God and Father, why is not my heart doubly agonized, at the remembrance of all my great transgressions against thee ever since I have known thee as such! I left iny sister and father in REV. HENRY RIARTYN. 23 October, and him I saw no more. I promised my sister that I would read the Bible for myself, but on being settled in college, Newton engaged all my thoughts." At length however it pleased God to convince Henry by a most affecting visitation of his prov- idence, that there was a knowledge far more important to him than any human science; and that, whilst contemplating the heavens by the light of astronomy, he should devote himself to His service, who having made those heavens, did in his nature pass through them as his Mediator and Advocate. The sudden and heart-rending intelligence of the death of his father was the proximate, though doubtless not the efficient cause of his receiving these convictions. How poignant were his sufferings under this affliction, may be seen in the account he himself has left of it: — from whence it is evident, that it was not only a season of severe but of sanctified sorrow; a seed time of tears, promising that harvest of holiness, peace, and joy which succeeded it. "At the examination at Christmas 1799," he writes, "I was first, and the account of it pleased my father prodigiously, who I was told was lu great health and spirits. What was then my con- sternation, when, in January, I received from my brother an account of his death! But while I mourned the loss of an earthly parent, the angek in heaven were rejoicing at my being so soon to 24 IVIEMOIR OP find an Iicavenly one. As I had no taste at this time for my usual studies, I took up my Bible, thinking that the consideration of religion was rather suitable to this solemn time; nevertheless I often took up other books to engage my attention, and should have continued to do so, had not * ^ * advised me to make this time an occasion of serious reflection. I began with the Acts, as being the most amusing; and, whilst I was enter- tained with the narrative, I found myself insen- sibly led to inquire more attentively into the doctrine of the Apostles. It corresponded nearly enough, with the few notions I had received in my early youth. I believe on the first night after, I began to pray from a precomposed form, in which I thanked God, in general, for having sent Christ into the world. But though I prayed for pardon, I had little sense of my own sinfulness: neverthe- less I began to consider myself as a religious man. The first time I went to chapel, I saw, with some degree of surprise at my former inattention, that, in the Magnificat, there was a great degree of joy expressed at the coming of Christ, which I thought but reasonable. * * * had lent me Doddridge's Rise and Progress. The first part of which I could not bear to read, because it appeared to mako religion consist too much in humiliation; and my proud and wicked heart would not bear to be brought down into the dust. And ^ ^ *, to whom I mentioned the gloom which I felt, after REV. HENRY MARTYN. 25 reading the first part of Doddridge, reprobated it strongly. — Alas! did he think that we can go along the way that leadeth unto hfe, without entering in at ^the straight gate!' " It was not long after Henry had been called to endure this gracious though grievous chasten- ing from above, that the public exercises com- menced in the University; and although the great stimulus to exertion was removed by the loss of his father, whom it was his most anxious desire to please, he again devoted himself to his mathe- matical studies with unwearied diligence. That spiritual danger exists in an intense application of the mind to these studies, he was so deeply sensi- ble at a latter period of his life, as on a review of this particular time, most gratefully to acknowl- edge, that "the mercy of God prevented the ex- tinction of that spark of grace which his spirit had kindled." At the moment of his exposure to this peril he was less conscious of it; but we may per- ceive, from the following letter to his youngest sister, that he was not wholly devoid of circum- spection on this head. Having shortly, and with much simplicity, announced that his name stood first upon the list at the college examination, in the summer of the year 1800, he thus expresses himself: — "What a blessing it is for me, that I have such a sister as you, my dear * * *, who have been so instrumental in keeping me in the right way. When I consider how little humap assist- 26 MEMOIR OF ance you have had, and the great knowledge to which you have attained in the subject of rehgion, — especially observing the extreme ignorance of the most wise and learned of this world, I think this is itself a mark of the wonderful influence of the Holy Ghost, in the mind of well-disposed persons. It is certainly by the spirit alone that we can have the will, or power, or knowledge, or confidence to pray; and by Him alone we come unto the Father through Jesus Christ. 'Through Him we both have access by one Spirit unto the Father.' How I rejoiced to find that we disagreed only about words! I did not doubt, as you sup- pose, at all about that joy, which true believers feeL Can there be any one subject, any one source of cheerfulness and joy, at all to be com- pared with the heavenly serenity and comfort, which such a person must find, in holding com- munion with his God and Savior in prayer — in addressing God as his Father, and, more than ali, in the transporting hope, of being preserved unto everlasting life, and of singing praises to his Re- deemer when time shall be no more. O I do indeed feel this state of mind at times; but, at other times, I fcei quite humbled at finding myself so cold and hard-hearted. That reluctance to prayer, that unwillingness to come unto God, who is the fountain of all good, w^hen reason and experience tell us, that with him only true pleasure is to be found, seem to be owing to Satanic influence. REV. HENRY MAKTYI^. 27 Though I think my employment in hfe gives me pecuHar advantages, in some respects, with regard to rehgious knowledge, yet with regard to having a practical sense of things on the mind, it is by far the worst of any. For the laborer, as he drives on his plough, and the w^eaver who works at his loom^ may have their thoughts entirely disengaged from their w^ork, and may think w^Ith advantage upon any religious subject. But the nature of our stud- ies requires such a deep abstraction of the mind from all things, as completely to render it incapable of any thing else during many hours of the day. — With respect to the dealings of the Almighty with me, you have heard in general the chief of my ac- count; as I am brought to a sense of things grad- ually, there is nothing peculiarly striking in it to particularize. After the death of our father you know I was extremely low spirited; and like, most other people, began to consider seriously, without any particular determination, that invisible world to which he was gone, and to which I must one day go. Yet still I read the Bible unenlightened; and said a prayer or two, rather through terror of a superior power, than from any other cause. Soon however I began to attend more diligently to the words of our Savior in the New Testament, and to devour them with delight: when the offers of mercy and forgiveness were made so freely, I sup- plicated to be made partaker of the covenant of ^Tace, with eagerness and hopej and thanks be to 28, MEMOIR OF the ever-blessed Trinity, for not leaving me with- out comfort. Throughout the whole, however, even when the light of divine truth was beginning to dawn on my mind, I was not under that great ter- ror of future punishment, which I now see plainly I had every reason to feel: I look back now upon that course of wickedness, which, like a gulph of destruction, yawned to swallow me up, with a trembling delight, mixed with shame at having lived so long in ignorance, and error, and blindness. I could say much more, my dear ^ * ^, but I have no more room. I have only to express my acqui- escence in f7i,ost of your opinions, and to join with you in gratitude to God, for his mercies to us. May he preserve you and me, and all of us to the day of the Lord!" How cheering to his sister must it have been at a moment of deep sorrow, to receive such a communication as this, wliich indicated a state of mind not thoroughly instructed indeed in the mys- tery of faith, but fully alive to the supreme im- portance of religion. How salutary to his own mind to have possessed so near a relation, to whom he could thus freely open the workings of his heart! But the chief cause under God, of his stability at this season in those religious principles which, by divine grace he had adopted, was evi- dently that constant attendance which he now commenced on the ministry of the Rev. Mr. Simeon, at Tiinity Churcli in Cambridge; under REV. HEXHY MARTYN. 29 whose truly pastoral instructions, he himself de- clares that he "gradually acquired more knowledge in divine things." In the retrospect indeed which Henry took of this part of his life, he seems sometimes ready to suspect a want of growth, and almost a want of vitality in his religion: but though there may have been some ground for the former cf these suspicions, there certainly was none, whatever his humility may have suggested, for the latter. — "1 can only account," he says, "for my being stationa- ry so long, by the intenseness with which I pursued my studies, in which I was so absorbed, that the time I gave to them seemed not to be a portion of my existence. That in which I now see I was lamentably deficient, was a humble and contrite spirit, in which I should have perceived more clearly the excellency of Christ. The eagerness too with which I looked forward to the approach- ing examination for degrees, too clearly betrayed a heart not yet dead to the world." That a public examination for a degree in the Univei'sity must be a time of painful solicitude to those about to pass through it, is obvious — espe- cially when great expectations have been raised, and worldly prospects are likely to be seriously affected by the event. From Henry Marty n much was expected; and, had he failed altogether, his tempo- ral interests would have materially suffered. Nor was he naturally insensible to those perturba- 5 30 MEMOIR OF tions which are apt to arise in a youthful and ambitious breast. It happened however (as he was frequently known to assert,) that upon enter- ing the Senate House, in which there was a larger than the usual proportion of able young men as his competitors, his mind was singularly composed and tranquillized, in the recollection of a sermon which he had heard not long before on the text — "Seek- est thou great things for thyself — seek them not/' He thus became divested of that extreme anxiety about success, which by harassing his spirit, must have impeded the free exercise of his powers. His decided superiority in Mathematics therefore soon appeared — and the highest academical honor was adjudged him in January 1801, a period when he had not completed the twentieth year of his age. Nor is it any disparagement to that honor, or to those who conferred it on him, to record, that it was attended, in this instance, with that disappoint- ment and dissatisfaction to Avhich all earthly bless- ings are subject. His description of his own feelings on this occasion is remarkable: — "I ob- tained my highest wishes, but was surprised to find I had grasped a shadow." So impossible is it for distinctions, though awarded for successful exer- tions of the intellect, to fill and satisfy the mind, especially after it has "tasted the gocid word of God, and the powers of the world to come." So certain is it, that he who drinks of the water of the well of this life must thirst again, and that it is the REV. HENRY MARTYN. 31 water which springs up to everlasting life, which alone affords never-failing refreshment. Having thus attained that station of remarkable merit and eminence, upon which his eye from the first had been fixed, and for which he had toiled with such astonishing diligence, as to be designated in his college as "the man who had not lost an hour," and having received likewise the first of two prizes given annually to the best proficients in Mathematics, amongst those bachelors who have just taken their degree, — in the month of March, Henry again visited Cornwall, where, amidst the joyful greetings of all his friends, on account of his honorary rewards, his youngest sister v/as alone dejected, not Avitncssing in him that progress in Christian knowledge which she had been fondly led to anticipate. Nor ought we to attribute this wholly to that ardency of affection, which might dispose her to indulge in sanguine and somewhat unreasonable expectations. Those who know what human nature is^ even after it may have been renewed by the Spirit of God, will not deny that it is more than possible that his zeal may have somewhat relaxed in the bright sunshine of academical honor; and certain it is that his standard of duty, though superior to that of the world, was at this time far from reaching that degree of elevation which it afterwards attained. Who can wonder, then, that a person tremblingly alive to his best interests, should be not 32 IVfEMOIR OF wholly free from apprehension, and should be con- tinually urging on his conscience the solemn sanc- tions of the Gospel, entreating him to aim at noth- ing less than Christian perfection. Returning to Cambridge in the summer of this year, he past the season of vacation most profit- ably: constrained happily to be much alone, he employed his solitary hours in frequent commu- nion with his own heart, and with that gracious Lord who once blessed Isaac and Nathanael in their secret devotions, and who did not withhold a blessing from his: ''God was pleased to bless the solitude and retirement I enjoyed this summer," he observes, "to my improvement; and not till then, had I ever experienced any real pleasure in religion. I was more convinced of sin than ever, more earnest in fleeing to Jesus for refuge, and more desirous of the renewal of my nature. It was during this vacation also that an intimate acquaintance commenced, as much distinguished for a truly parental regard on the one hand, as it was for a grateful, reverential, and filial affection on the other. Having Ions: listened with no small degree cf pleasure and profit to Mr. Simeon as a preacher, Henry now began to enjoy the happi- ness of an admission to the most friendly and unreserved intercourse with him, and was in the habit of soliciting and receiving on all important oc- casions his counsel and encouragement. By Mr. Simeon's kindness it was, that he was now made REV. HEXRY MARTYN. 3S known to several vounsr men, with some of whom he formed that most enduring of all attachments, — a Christian friendship: and it was from his conversa- tion and example also, that he imbibed his first con- ceptions of the transcendent excellence of the Christian ministry: from wdiich it was but a short step, to resolve upon devoting himself to that sacred calling — for till now he had an intention of applying to the law, "chiefly," he confesses, "because he could not consent to be poor for Christ's sake." The great advancement which he had made in genuine piety at this period, from intercourse with real Christians, and above cdl from secret commu- nion with his God, is discoverable in the following- extracts from two letters — the first dated Septem- ber 15, 1801, and addressed to his earliest friend; — the second, written a few days afterwards, to his youngest sister. "That you may be enabled to do the will of your heavenly Father shall be, you may be assured, my constant prayer at the throne of grace; and this, as well from the desire of promoting the edification of Christ's body upon earth, as from motives of private gratitude. You have been the instrument in the hands of Providence of brinainof me to a serious sense of thinrrs: for, at the time of my father's death, I was using such methods of alleviating my sorrow, as I almost shudder to recol- lect. But, blessed be God, I have now experien- ced that 'Christ is the power of God, and the wis- dom of God.' What a blessing is the Gospel! No 34 MEMOIR or heart can conceive its excellency, but that which has been renewed by divine grace." ^ "I have lateljV' he writes in the second letter, "been witness to a scene of distress. =* * =^ in this town, with whom I have been little acquainted, and who had lived to the full extent of his income, is now dying, and his family will be left perfectly destitute. I called yesterday to know whether he was still alive, and found his wife in a greater agony than you can conceive. She was wringing her hands, and crying out to me, 'O pray for his soul' — and then again recollecting her own helpless- condi- tion, and telling me of her wretchedness in being turned out upon the wide world without house or home. It was in vain to point to heaven; the heart, distracted and overwhelmed with worldly sorrow, finds it hard to look to God. — Since writing this, I have been to call on the daughters of * * *, who had removed to another house because, from the violence of their grief, they incommoded the sick man. Thither I went to visit them, with my head and heart full of the subject f was come upon; and was surprised to find tliem cheerful, and thun- derstruck to see a Gownsman reading a play to them. A play — when their father was lying in the agonies of death. What a species of consolation! I rebuked him so sharply, and, I ani afraid, so intemperately, that a quarrel will perhaps ensue. But it is time that I should take some notice of your letter: When we consider the misery and darkness REV. HENRt MaRTYNv 35 of the unregenerate world, O with how much reason should we burst out into thanksgiving to God, who has called us in his mercj througl^ Christ Jesus! What are we, that we should be thus made objects of distinguishing grace! Who then that reflects upon the rock from which he was hewn, but must rejoice to give himself entirely and without reserve to God, to be sanctified bj his Spirit. The soul that has truly experienced the love of God, will not stay meanly inquiring how much he shall do, and thus limit his service; but will be earnestly seeking more and more to know the will of his heavenly Father, that he may be enabled to do it. O may we be both thus minded! May we experience Christ to be our all in all, not only as our Redeemer, but as the fountain of grace. The parts of the word of God you have quoted on this head, are indeed awakening — may they teach us to breathe after holiness, to be more and more dead to the world, but alive unto God through Jesus Christ. We are lights in the world; how needful then that our tempers and lives should manifest our high and heavenly calling. Let us, as we do, provoke one another to good works, not doubting but that God will bless our feeble endeav- ors to his glory. — I have to bless Him for another mercy I have received, in addition to the multitude of which I am so unworthy, in his having given me a friend indeed, one who has made much about the same advances in religion as myself. We took our 36 MEMOIR OF degrees together, but Mr. Simeon introduced us to each other. — I do not wonder much at the back- wardness jou complain of before * * % having never been in much company. But the Christian heart is ever overflowing Avith good-will to the rest of mankind; and this temper will produce the truest politeness, of which the affected grimace of ungodly men is but the shadow. Besides, the con- fusion felt m company arises in general from vanity: therefore, when this is removed, why should we fear to speak before the whole world? The Gownsman I mentioned, so far from being offended, has been thanking me for what I said, and is so seriously impressed with the awful circumstances of death; that I am in hopes it may be the foundation of a lasting change." It will be highly pleasing to the reader to know, that the anticipation with which the above letter concludes was verified. Mr. Martyn had after- wards the happiness of laboring in India together with that very person who had been reproved by him, and who, from the divine blessing accompany- ing that reproof, was then first 'led to appreciate the value of the Gospel. From this time to that of proposing himself for admission to a fellowship in his college, Mr. Mar- tyn's engagements consisted chiefly in' instructing seme pupils, and preparing himself for the exami- nation, which was to take place previous to the election in the month of March 1802, when he was REV. HENRY MARTYN. '87 chosen fellow of St. John's. Soon after obtaining which situation, as honorable to the society in the appointment, as it was gratifying to himself, he employed some of his leisure hours, as he expresses it, in writing for one of those prizes, two of which are given to those who have been last admitted Bachelors of Arts: and althouijh there were men of great classical celebrity, as it was v/ell known, who contested the palm with him, the first prize was assigned to him for the best Latin prose com- position; a distinction the more remarkable, as from his entrance at the University he had directed an unceasing and almost undivided attention to Mathe- matics. Having thus added another honor to those for which he had before been so signally distinguished, Mr. Martyn departed from Cam- bridge, on a visit to his relations in Cornwall — making a circuit on foot through Wenlock, Liver- pool, and the vale of LangoUen. Of this tour, (on which he was at first attended by one of his friends,) he has left a Journal, briefly and hastily written, from with a few extracts, as illustrative of his character, may not prove uninteresting. . "July 9, 1802. We walked into Wenlock along a most romantic road. My mind, during these three days, has been less distracted than I expected; and I have had, at times, a very cheering sense of the presence of my God." "July 10. I went on board a little sloop, and began to beat down the Mersey. The Mersey is 6 3a MEIMOIR OF here more than four miles broad, and the wind now increasing almost to a storm, the ship was a scene of confusion. One wave broke over us, and wetted me completely through. I think there was some danger, though the composure I felt did not arise, I fear, so much from a sense of my acceptance with God, as from thinking the danger not to be great. I had still sufficiently near views of death, to be uneasy at considering how slothful I had been in doing the Lord's work, and what little meetness I possessed for the kingdom of glory. Learn then, 0 my soul, to be always ready for the coming of thy Lord; that no disquieting fear may arise to perplex thee in that awful hour," "July 23 — -Holywell. Found myself very low and melancholy. If this arises from solitude, I have little pleasure to expect from my future tour. 1 deserve to be miserable, and I wish to be so if ever I seek my pleasure in any thing but God." "July 25 — Carewys. I did not go to Church fhis morning as the service was in Welch, but went through the Church service at home — in the evening read Isaiah." "July 29 — Aber. Walked two miles into the country to see a waterfall. I followed the course of the stream, which soon brought me to it. The water falls three times from the top — the last fall appeared to be about seventy feet. While linger- ing about here, I was put into great terror by some huge stones rolling down the hill behind me. REV. HENRY MARTYN. 3^ They were thrown down by some persons above, who could not approach near enough to the preci- pice, to see me below. The slipperiness of the rocks, on which the spring is continually falling, put me in danger." **The beautiful and retired situation of the inn at Aber, which commands an extensive view of the sea, made me unvvilliitg to leave the house. How- ever I set off at eleven, and paced leisurely to Bangor. It was a remarkably clear day. The sun shone on every object around me, and the sea breeze tempered the air. I felt happy af the sight, and could not help being struck with the beauty of the creation and the goodness of the God of nature." "August 6 — Bethgelert. The descent, after ■ascending Snowdon, was easy enough, but I cannot describe the horror of the ascent. The deep dark- ness of the night, the howling of the wind in the chasms of the rocks, the violence of the rain, and the sullen silence of the guide, who was sometimes so far back that I could hardly see him, all con- spired to make the whole appear a dream." "July 31 — Pont Aberglasslen. I met a poor Welch pedlar, with a bundle of hats on his back, who, on my inquiring the distance to Tan-y-Bwlch, told me he was going thither. He went by the old road, which is two miles nearer. It passes over the most dreary uncultivated hills I ever saw, where there is scarce any mark of human industry. 40 MEMOIR OF The road in most places overgrown with grass. — The poor man had walked from Carnarvon that day, with an enormous bundle; and pointed with a sorrowful look to his head; and indeed he did look very ill: he was however very cheerful: what difference in this man's temper and my own! The diiference was humbling to myself: when shall I learn in whatever state I am therewith to be content! "August 5. My walk for ten miles was similar to that of the preceding evening, only still more beautiful, for the Dovey widened continually, and the opposite hills were covered with woods: At last the river fell into the sea, and the view was then fine indeed. The w^eather was serene, and the sea unruffled. I felt little fatigue; and so my thoughts were turned to God. But if I cannot be thankful to Him, and be sensible of his presence in seasons of fatigue, how can I distinguish the work- ings of the Spirit from the ebullitions of animal jo}-^" It is in scenes and seasons of solitude and relaxa- tion, such as those here described, that the true bias of the mind is apt to discover itself: in which point of view the above account is important; for short as it is, it evinces an habitual devotedness to the fear of God; and great spirituality in the affec- tions. This tour terminated in bringing Mr. Martyn into the bosom of his family; and days more de- REV. HENRY MARTYN. 41 ilghtful than those which he then spent he never saw in this world. The affectionate reception he met with from his friends; the pious conversation he held with his sister on the things dearest to his heart; his sacred retirements; and the happy ne- cessity imposed upon him of almost exclusively studying the word of God — all conspired to pro- mote his felicity. These hours left for a long time "a fragrancy upon his mind, and the remembrance of them v/as sweet." "As my sister and myself," he remarks, "were improved in our attainments, we tasted much agree- able intercourse- I did not stay much at Truro, on account of my brother's family of children; but at Woodberry, with my brother-in-law, I passed some of the sweetest moments of my life. The deep solitude of the place favored m.editation; and the romantic scenery around supplied great external source of pleasure. For want of other books, I was obliged to read my Bible almost exclusively; and from this I derived great spirituality of mind compared with what I had felt before." In the beginning of October 1802, all these tran- quil and domestic joys were exchanged for the se- verer engagements of the University; and the con- clusion of this year constituted a memorable era in Mr. Martyn's life. We have already seen him her coming the servant of Christ, dedicating himself to the ministry of the Gospel, experiencing the conso- lations of real religion, exhibiting its genuine fruits: 42 .MEMOIR OF now we are to behold him in a yet higher character, and giving the most exalted proofs of faith and love. God, who has appointed different orders and de- grees in his Church, and who assigns to all the members of it their respective stations, was at this time pleased, by the almighty and gracious influ- ence of his Spirit, to call the subject of this Memoir to a work demanding the most painful sacrifices and the most arduous exertions, — that of a Chris* tian Missionary. The immediate cause of his deter- mination to undertake this office, was hearing the Rev. Mr. Sinjeon remark on the benefit which had resulted from the services of a Missionary* in India; his attention was thus arrested, and his thoughts occupied with the vast importance of the subject. Soon after which, perusing the life of David Brainerd, who preached with apostolical zeal and success to the North American Indians, and who finished a course of self-denying labors for his Re- deemer, v/ith unspeakable joy, at the early age of thirty-two, his soul was filled with a holy emulation of that extraordinary man; and, after deep consid- eration and fervent prayer, he was at length fixed in a resolution to imitate his example. Nor let it be conceived that he could adopt this resolution without the severest conflict in his mind: for he was endued with the truest sensibility of heart, and was susceptible of the warmest and tenderest at- * Dr. Carey. REV. HENRY MARTYN. 43 tachments. No one could exceed him in love for his country, or in affection for his friends; and few- could surpass him in an exquisite relish for the various and refined enjoyments of a social and literary life. How then could it fail of being a moment of extreme anguish, when he came to the deliberate resolution of leaving for ever all he held dear upon earth. But he was fully satisfied that the glory of that Savior, who loved him, and gave himself for him, would be promoted by his going forth to preach to the Heathen: he considered their pitiable and perilous condition: he thought on the value of their immortal souls: he remem- bered the last solemn injunction of his Lord, "Go and teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of th% Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost" — an injunction never revoked, and com- mensurate with that most encouraging promise, **Lo, I am with you alway, even unto the end of the world." Actuated by these motives, he offered himself in the capacity of a Missionary"* to the Society for Missions to Africa and the East; and from that time stood prepared, Avith a child-like simplicity of spirit, and an unshaken constancy of soul, to go to any part of the world, whither it might be deemed expedierit to send him. The following letter, to his youngest sister, writ- ten not long after he had taken this resolution to de- * It 19 now called "The Church Missionary Society for Africa and the East," and eminently deserves the cordial support of every member of thf t hnrch of En e;! and. 44 MEMOIR OF vote himself to the h'fe of a 'Missionary, and more particularlj some passages copiously extracted from his private Journal, will strikingly exhibit the varied exercises of his mind at this interesting and most trying juncture. — From thence it will be seen, that he steadily contemplated the sacrifices he must make, and the difficulties he might encounter — that though sometimes cast down, he was yet upheld in the prospect of his great work, by him who had called him to it — that his notions of the character of a Missionary were elevated — his supplications for grace and mercy incessant — his examination of his own heart, deep and sober and searching — in one word that he was a man of God, eminently endued with the spirit of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. ^ "I received your letter yesterday, and thank God for the concern you manifest for my spiritual wel- fare. O that we may love each other more and more in the Lord. The passages you bring from the word of God, w^ere appropriate to my case, particularly those from the first Epistle of St» Peter and that to the Ephesians, though I do not seem to have given you a right view of my state. The dejection I sometimes labor under, seems not to arise from doubts of my acceptance with God, though it tends to produce them; nor from de- sponding views of my own backwardness in the divine life, for I am more prone to self-dependence and conceit; but from the prospect of the difJ- REV. HENRY MARTY N. 4^ cultics I have to encounter in the whole of my fu^ lure life. The thought that I must be unceas- ingly employed in the same kind of work amongst poor ignorant people, is what my proud spirit re- volts at. To be obliged to submit to a thousand uncomfortable things that must happen to me, whether as a minister or a missionary, is Avhat the flesh cannot endure. At these times I feel neither love to God or man, and in proportion as these graces of the Spirit languish, my besetting sins — pride and discontent and unwillingness for every duty, make me miserable. You will best enter into my views by considering those texts, which serve to recal me to a right aspect of things. I have not that coldness in prayer you would expect, but generally find myself strengthened in faith and humility and love after it: but the impression is so short. I am at this time enabled to give my- self, body, soul, and spirit, to God, and perceive it to be my most reasonable service. How it may be when the trial comes I know not, yet I will trust and not be afraid. In order to do his will cheer- fully, I want love for the souls of men to suffer it: I want humility: let these be the subjects of your supplications for me. I am thankful to God that you are so free from anxiety and care: we cannot but with praise acknowledge his goodness. What does it signify whether w^e be rich or poor, if we are sons of God? How unconscious are they of their real greatness, and will be so till they find them- 46 MJExAIOIR OF selves in glory! When we contemplate our ever- lasting inheritance, it seenas too good to be true; yet it is no more than is due to the blood of God manifest in the flesh. "A journey I took last week into Norfolk, seems to have contributed greatly to my health. The at- tention and admiration shewn me are great and very dangerous. The praises of men do not now indeed flatter my vanity as they formerly did; I rather feel pain through anticipation of their con- sequences; but they tend to produce imperceptibly a self-esteem and hardness of heart. How awful and awakening a consideration is it, that God judgeth not as man judgeth! Our character before him is precisely as it was before or after any change of external circumstances. Men may applaud or revile, and make a man think diflerently of himself; but he judgeth of a man according to his secret walk. How diflicult is the work of self-examinationl Even to state to you imperfectly my own mind, I found to be no easy matter. Nay, St. Paul says, 'I judge not mine own self, for he that judgeth me is the Lord.' That is, though he was not conscious of any allowed sin, yet he was not hereby justified, for God might perceive something of Avhich he was not aware. How needful then the prayer of the Psalmist, 'Search me, O God, and try my heart, and see if there be any evil way in me.' May God be with you and bless you, and uphold you with the right hand of his righteousness: and let us seek to REV. HENRY MARTYN. 4^ iore, for he that dwelleth in love dwelleth in God, for God is love." In a Journal replete with sentiments of most ardent piety, we meet Avith the following reflections, recorded in the interval, between the latter end of the year 1802, the time when he first resolved to serve Christ as a Missionary, and the autumn of the year 1803, when he was admitted into Holy Orders. But let us hear his reasons for keeping such a record of the state of his mind: — "I am convinced that Christian experience is not a delusion — whether mine is so or not will be seen at the Jast day — my object in making this Journal, is to accustom myself to self-examination, and to give my experience a visible form, so as to leave a stronger impression on the memory, and thus to improve my soul in holi- ness— for the review of such a lasting testimony will serve the double purpose of conviction and con* solation." Divided as Christians are in judgment respecting the general utility of a religious diary, there can be but one opinion amongst them respecting the un- common excellence of the following observations. <'Since I have endeavored to divest myself of every consideration independent of religion, I see the difficulty of maintaining a liveliness in devotion for any considerable time together; nevertheless as I shall have to pass the greater part of my future life, after leaving England, with no other source of 48 MEMOIR OF happiness than reading, meditation, and prayer, I think it right to be gradually mortifying myself to every species of worldly pleasure." — "In all my life I have fixed on some desirable ends, at different distances, the attainment of which was to furnish me with happiness. But now in seasons of unbelief, nothing seems to lie before me but one vast unin- teresting wilderness, and heaven appearing but dimly at the end. Oh! how does this shew the necessity of living by faith! What a shame that I cannot make the doing of God's will my ever de- lightful object, and the prize of my high calling, the mark after which I press!" "I was under disquiet at the prospect of my future work, encompassed with difficulties; but I trusted I was under the guidance of infinite wisdom, and on that I could rest." "=^ ^ *, who had re- turned from a mission, observed that the crosses to be endured were far greater than can be conceived: but 'none of these things move me, neither count I my life dear unto me, so that I might fmish my course with joy.' " — "Had some disheartening thoughts at night, at the prospect of being stripped of every earthly comfort; but who is it that maketh my comforts to be a source of enjoyment? Cannot the same make cold and hunger and nakedness and peril to be a train of ministering angels, conducting me to glory?" — "O my soul, compare thyself with St. Paul, and with the example and precepts of the Lord Jesus Christ. Was it not his meat and drink to do the will of his heavenly Father?" REV. ^ENRY BIARTYN. 49 "Finished the account of Dr. Vanderkemp, and longed to be sent to China. But I may reasonably doubt the reahty of every gracious affection, they are so Hke the morning cloud, and transient as the early dew. If I had the true love of souls, I should long and labor for those around me, and afterwards for the conversion of the Heathen." "I had distressing thoughts about the little prospect of happiness in my future life. Though God has not designed man to be a solitary being, yet surely the child of God would delight to pour out his soul for whole days together before God. Stir up my soul to lay hold on thee, and remove from me the cloud of ignorance and sin that hides from me the glory of Jehovah, the excellency of my God." — "I found Butler's Analogy useful in encouraging me to self-denial, by the representa- tion he gives of this life, as a state of discipline for a better." — "Since adopting the Gospel as the ground of my hope and rule of my life, I feel the force of the argument drawn from its exalted mo- rality. In so large a work as the Bible, by so many writers, in such different ages, never to meet with any thing puerile or inconsistent with their own views of the Deity, is a circumstance un- paralleled in any other book." — Respecting what is called the experience of Christians, it is certain we have no reason from the mere contemplation of the operations of our own minds, to ascribe them to an extrinsic agent, because they arise from theif 50 MEIMOIR (^ proper causes, and are directed to their proper ends. The truth or falsehood of pretences to the experience of divine agency, must depend on the truth or falsehood of Scripture: that warrants us sufficiently — for it informs us, that it is 'God that worketh in us both to will and to do, of his good pleasure;' which passage, while it asserts the re- ality of God's influence, points out also the manner of his acting, for he works in us to will before he works in us to da This effectually guards against Jmiaticism, for no one will pretend he ever put his finger on those myst-erious springs that move the will, or knows what they be; and therefore he cannot say, noiv God is exerting his influence. He may reasonably indeed and ought to ascribe every good thought to God, but still every good thing in him is but the effect of something preced- ing his fii'st perception, therefore is posterior to the moving cause, which must hence be forever con- cealed from the immediate knowledge of man." " * ^ * came, and Ave resumed our exercises of reading and prayer: though it be true that the more strict our obedience is, the more evidently does the imperfection of it appear, yet I think it reasonable to be thankful that I have received grace, fo stir one single step this day towards the kingdom of heaven." — ^"After my prayers, my mind seems touched with humility and love, but the impression decays so soon! Resolved for the future to use more watchfulness in reading and prayer." — ''My REV. HENRY MARTYN. 51 prayers have been frequent of late, but I cannot realize the presence of the Almighty God. I have not enjoyed communion with him, or else there would not be such strangeness in my heart towards the world to come." — "In my walk out, and during the remainder of the day, the sense of my own weakness and worthlessness called me to watchful- ness and dependence on the grace, of Christ." — - "My soul rather benumbed than humble and con- trite, tired with watchfulness, though so short and so feeble." — "Sudden flashes of faint affection to-day, which raised self-satisfaction, but no abiding humiliation."— "Talked with much contemptuous severity about conformity to the world; alas! all that is done in this way, had better be left undone," — "This was a day w^lien I could only by transient glimpses perceive that all things Avere 'loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord.' "I am not conscious of any particular back- sliding from God; I think my prayers have been more earnest; yet the views of my own heart have produced, not humiHty, but discontent, because I suppose they are grating to pride." — "What is the state of my own soul before God? I believe that it is right in principle: I desire no other portion but God: but I pass so many hours as if there were no God at all. I live far below tlie hope, comfort, and holiness of the Gospel: but be not slothful, O my aoul, look unto Jesus the author and finisher of thy ^2 3iejMoir or faith. For whom was grace intended if not for me? Are not the promises made to me? Is not my Maker in earnest, when he declareth he willeth my sanctification, and hath laid help on one that is mighty? I will therefore have no confidence in the flesh, but rejoice in the Lord, and the joy of the Lord shall be my strength. May I receive from above a pure, a humble, a benevolent, a heavenly mind!" "Rose at half-past five, and walked a little before chapel, in a happy frame of mind. Endeavored to maintain affectionate thoughts of God as my Father, on awaking in the morning. Setting a watch over my first thoughts, and endeavoring to make them humble and devout, I find to be an excellent prep- aration for prayer, and a right spirit during the day. I was in a happy frame most of the day; towards the evening, from seeking to maintain this right state by my own strength, instead of giving it per- manency by faith in Jesus, I grew tired and very insensible to most things. At chapel the sacred melody wafted my soul to heaven: the blessedness of heaven appeared so sweet, that the very possi- bility of losing it appeared terrible, and raised a little disquiet with my joy. After all, I had rather live in an humble, and dependent . spirit, for then perceiving underneath me the everlasting arms, I can enjoy my security." — "Amid the joyous affec- tions of this day, I quickly forgot my own worth- lessness and helplessness, and thus looking off from REV. HENRY MARTYJf. 5^3 Jesus, found myself standing on slippery ground. But oh! the happiness of that state, Avhere pride shall never intrude to make our joys an occasion of sorrow." "Rose at six, and passed the morning in great tranquillity. Learnt by heart some of the three first chapters of Revelation. This is to me the most searching and alarming part of the Bible.; yet now with humbling hope I trusted, that the censures of my Lord did not belong to me; except that those Avords, Rev. ii, 3, — *For my name's sake thou hast labored and hast not fainted^' were far too high a testimony for me to think of appropriating to myself; nevertheless I besought the Lord, that whatever I had been, I might now be perfect and complete in all the will of God." — "Men frequently admire me, and I am pleased, but I abhor the pleasure I feel; oh! did they but know that my root is rottenness!" — "Heard Pro- fessor Farish preach at Trinity Church on Luke xii, 4, 5, and was deeply impressed with the rea- sonableness and necessity of the fear of God. Felt it to be a light matter to be judged of man's judg- ment; why have I not awful apprehensions of th^ glorious Being at all times? The particular promise — 'him that overcometh will I make a pillar in the temple of my God, and he shall go no more out,' &;c. dwelt a long time on my mind, and diffused an affectionate reverence of God." — "I see a great work before me now, namely the sub- 8 54 MEMOIR OF duJiig and mortifying of my perverted will. What am I that I should dare to do my own will, even if I were not a sinner; — but now how plain, how reasonable to have the love of Christ constraining me to be his faithful willing servant, cheerfully taking up the cross he shall appoint me." — "Read some of Amos with Lowth. The reading of the Scriptures is to me one of the most delightful em- ployments. One cannot but be charmed with the beauty of the imageiy, while they never fail to inspire me with aw^ful thoughts of God and his hatred of sin." — "The reading of Baxter's Saint's Rest determined me to live more in heavenly med- itation."— "Walked by moonlight, and found it a sweet relief to my mind to think of God, and consider my ways before him. I was strongly impressed with the vanity of the world, and could not help wondering at the imperceptible operation of grace, which had enabled me to resign expec- tations of happiness from it." — "How frequently has my heart been refreshed, by the description in the Scriptures of the future glory of the Church, and the happiness of man hereafter." — "I felt the force of Baxter's observation, that if an angel had appointed to meet me, I should be full of awe — how much more when I am about to meet God." — "In my usual prayer at noon, besought God to give me a heart to do his will." — "For poor * * * I interceded most earnestly, even with tears," REV. HENRY MARTYN. 9^ That one thus eminently watchful and holy, who, "counted all things but loss for the excel- lency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus his Lord," should speak of himself in the strongest terms of self-condemnation^ will appear incongruous to those only who forget that the prophet, who uttered in the presence of Jehovah the words of submissive devotion, "Here am I, send me," exclaimi&d at the same time, in the lowly language of contrition, *'Woe is me, for I am undone, I am a man of pol- luted lips;" and that it was when the Laodiceans ceased to know that they were "wretched and miserable and poor and blind and naked," that they became defective in zeal for the glory of their Savior. Whoever considers that tenderness of conscience is found always in an exact proportion to fervent desires after an entire conformity to the divine image, will be prepared to expect, and pleased to peruse, such humble confessions and sacred aspirations as Mr. Martyn's, which seem to bring us back to the days of Ephraim the Syrian and St. Augustine. — "The essence of Evangelical humiliation," observes the celebrated writer^ on the Religious Affections, "consists in such humility as becomes a creature under a dispensation of grace, consisting in a mean esteem of himself as nothing, and altogether contemptible and odious, attended with a mortification of a disposition to Jonathan Edwards. 56 i\IE3I0IR OF exalt liimself, and a free renunciation of his own glory. — He that lias much grace, apprehends much more than others that great height to which his love ought to ascend, and he sees better than others how little a way he has risen towards that height, and, therefore, estimating his love by the whole height of his duty, it appears astonishingly little and lowlfe his eyes. — It most demonstrably appears that true grace is of tliat nature, that the more a person has of it with remaining corruption, the less does his goodness and holiness appear in proportion, not only to his past deformity, but to his present deformity, in the sin that now appears in his heart, and in the abominable effects of his highest affec- tions and brightest experience.'' — What better com- ment can be found on these profoundly scriptural remarks of a divine, who stood singularly high in Mr. Martyn's estimation, than the self-abasing ac- knowledgments of his which follow.'* "What a sink of corruption is the heart! and yet I can go from day to day in self-seeking and self-pleasing. Lord, shew me myself, nothing but wounds and bruises and putrifying sores, and teach me to live by faith on Christ my all." — "I fear the exemption from assaults, either external or internal, is either in itself a bad symptom of self- ignorance, or leads to pride and self-seeking. Re- veal to me the evil of my heart, O thou heart- searching God." REV. HENRY MARTYN. 57 "I feel a sad strangeness between God and my soul from careless unbelieving prayer. I am afraid the work of grace is but shallow. I pray, but look not for an answer from above: but while I consider at the times of prayer every grace as coming from God, yet in the general tenor of my course, I seem to lay the greater stress on ray endeavors, heedless of the strength of Cffrist'' — "How much better is it to have a peaceful sense of my own wretchedness, and a humble waiting upon God for sanctifying grace, than to talk much and appear to be somebody in religion!" "O my God, who seest me write, and recordest in the book of thy remembrance more faithfully my sins and backslidings; bring down my soul to repent in dust and ashes for my waste of time, carnal complacency and self-sufficiency. I would desire to devote myself anew to thee in Christj though I fear I hardly know^ what it means, so great is really my ignorance of myself." "Short and superficial in prayer this morning, and there undoubtedly is the evil. Read Lowth — Learnt l/)th John; and endeavored faintly to be drawing nigh unto God. Read D. Brainerd's Journal in the afternoon. At Mr. Simeon's church this evening, my mind w^as wandering and stupid. His sermon was very impressive, on Rev. iii, 2. Thanks to God that though my graces are declin- ing, and my corruptions increasing, I am not unwilling to be reclaimed. For with all this evil S8 MEMOIR OF in my heart, I would not, could not choose any other than God for my portion." — "At dear Mn Simeon's rooms, I perceived that I had given hini pain by inattention to his kind instructions. Base wretch that I am, that by carelessness and unmor- tified pride, I should thus ungratefully repay his unexampled kindness. But if the sense of ingrati- tude to man be thus painful, what ought I not to feei in reference to God, that good and holy Being, whose sparing mercy keeps me out of hell, though I daily dishonor Christ, and grieve his holy Spirit! But O my soul! it is awful to trifle in religion. Con- fession is not repentance, neither is the knowledge of sin contrition." — "Hearing I was to meet two men who were not serious, I felt pride, contempt, and discontent, to be the torment of my heart." — "Condemn myself for not exerting myself in doing good to man, by visiting the sick, &:c. Certainly every grace must be in exercise, if we would enjoy the communion of the perfect God. 'I am the Almighty God, walk before me, and be thoM perfect.' Every wheel of the chariot must be in motion to gain the race." "Was in a composed state, but security led to pride. On my looking up to God, for pardon of it, and for deliverance from it, I feel overwhelmed with guilt. How fast does pride ripen the soul for hell!" — "Retained the manna of past experience till it putrified in my hands." — "How utterly forget- ful have I been this day of the need of Christ's REY. HENRY MARTYR. 59 grace, of my own poverty and vileness! Let me then remember, that all apparent joy in God with- out humility, is a mere delusion of Satan." — "This is my birth-day, and I am ashamed to review it. Lord Jesus, watch over me in the deceitful calm! Let me beware of the lethargy, lest it terminate in death. 1 desire on this day to renew my vows to the Lord, and O that every succeeding year of my life may be more devoted to His glory than the last."— "I thought that my fretfulness and other mark^ of an unsubdued spirit arose from a sense of my corruption, and a secret dependence on my own powers for a cure. Were I to bring the maladies of my soul to the great Physician, in simple re- liance on his grace, I should, with many other benefits, receive a cure cf that bane of my peace, disappointed arrogance, which proudly seeks for good, where it never can be found. In every dis- ease of the soul, let me charge myself with the blame, and Christ with the -cure of it, so shall I be humbled and Christ glorified," — "I do not doubt but that I belong to God, yet I am afraid to rejoice in that relation. I do not live in the sense of my own helplessness, and therefore do not perceive that my security is not in myself, but in Jesus Christ, the same yesterday, to-day, and forever." — "I found that the omission of my Journal had been attended with bad effects. O wretched man that I am! If God'a word did not unequivocally 60 MEMOIR OF declare tlie desperate wickedness of the heart, I should sink down in despair. Nothing but infinite grace can save me. But that which most grieves me, is, that I am not humbled at the contemplation of myself." — "When I look back on every day, I may say I have lost it. So much time mispent, so many opportunities lost of doing good, by spreading the knowledge of the truth by conversation, by ex- ample: so little zeal for God, or love to man; so much vanity and levity and pride and selfishness, that I may well tremble at the world of iniquity within. If ever I am saved, it must be by gi-ace. Mav God give me a humble, contrite, childlike, affectionate spirit, and a willingness to forego my ease continually for his service." — "What is my Journal, but a transcript of my follies.^ what else is the usual state of my mind, but weakness, vanity, and sin? O that I could meditate constantly upon divine things; that the world and its poor concerns did no more distract my heart from God, But how little I know or experience of the power of Christ! Truly I find my proneness to sin, and that generally prevailing ignorance of my mind by which all motives to diligence and love are made to disappear, to be my misery. Now therefore I desire to bec5me a fool, that I may be wi.-e: 'the meek will ha guide in judgment.' — REV. HENRY MARTYN. 61 "I felt humbled at the remembrance of mispent hours, and while this frame of mind continued, all the powers of my soul were perceptibly refreshed. The last three chapters of St. John were peculiarly sweet and I longed to love. — Mr. Simeon preached on John xv, 12; 'This is my commandment, that ye love one another as I have loVed you.' I saw my utter want of such a love as he described it: so disinterested, sympathizing, beneficent, and self- denying. Resolved to make the acquisition of it the daily subject of my future endeavors." — -"I cared not what was the state of pleasure or pain in my heart, so I knew its depth of iniquity, and could be poor and contrite in spirit; but it is hard and stubborn and ignorant."— "Pride shews itself every hour of every day; what long and undisturb- ed possession does self-complacency hold of my heart! what plans and dreams and visions of futurity till my imagination, in which self is the prominent object." — "In my intercourse with some of my dear friends, the workings of pride were but too plainly marked in my outward demeanor — on looking up to God for pardon for it, and deliverance from it, I felt overwhelmed with guilt." — "I was unwilling to resume my studies, while so much seemed to re- main to be done in my own heart. Read Hop- kins' Sermon on true happiness, and analyzed it. The obedience required in it terrified me at first, but afterwards I could adore God, that he had re- quired me to be perfectlv holy. I thought I could 9 G2 IMExMOIR OF eheeriullj do his ^vill though the -world, the flesh, and the devil should rise up against me; desired to be filled with the fruits of righteousness, j^ar- ticularlj with humility and love for the poor of Christ's flock." "Drew near to the Lord in prayer, but was rath- er elevated than humbled afterwards. At Mr, Simeon's, was deeply impressed with his sermon on Eccles. viii, 11. It was a complete picture of the human heart; and when he came to say, that they sinned habitually, deliberately, and without re- morse, I could scarcely believe I was so vile a wretch as I then saw myself to be. It was a most solemn discourse." — "The less we do the more we value it: how poor and mean and pitiful would many even of present Christians esteem my life! Dear Savior, I desire to be no more lukewarm, but to walk nigh to God, to be dead to the world and Longing for the coming of Christ." "I read Hebrew and the Greek of the Epistle to the Hebrews. This Epistle is not only not most uninteresting as it formerly was, but now the sweet- est portion of Holy Scripture I know, partly, I sup- pose, because I can look up to Jesus as my Higli Priest, though I may very often doubt whether I am interested in him: Yet O how free is his love to the chief of sinners!" — "How many of my days are lost, if their worth is to be measured by the stand- ard of prevailing heavenly mindedness! I want, above all things, a Avillingness to be despised. What REV. HENRY RIARTYN. 63 but tlie humbling influence of the Spirit, shewing me mj vileness and desperate wickedness, can ever produce such an habitual temper!" "Mr. Simeon's sermon this evening on 2 Chron. xxxii, 31, discovered to me my corruption and vile- ness more than any sermon I ever had heard." — " O! that I had a more piercing sense of the divine presence! How much sin in the purest services! If I were sitting in heavenly places with Christ, or rath- er with my thoughts habitually there, how would every duty, but especially this of social prayer, be- come easy: — 'Memoria tua sancta, et dulcedo tua beatissima, possideat animam meam, atque in invisi- bilium amorem rapiat illam.' " "This day was set apart for a public fast. I prayed rather more than two hours, chiefly with confession of my own sins, those of my family, and the Church; alas! so much was required to be said on the first head, that I should have been at no loss to have dwelt upon it the whole day." — "Suf- fered sleepiness to prevent my reading to my ser- vant— it is hurtful to my conscience to let slight excuses for an omission of duty to prevail." — "O what cause for shame and self-abhorrence arises from the review of every day — in morning prayer, as usual of late, my soul longed to leave its corrup- tions, to think of Christ and live by him, I labored to represent to myself powerful considerations to stir up my slothful heart to activity, particularly that which respects giving instruction to, and pray- $4 MEMOIR OF ing with people. I set before myself the infinite mercy of being out of hell — of being pennitttd to do the will of God — of the love of Christ, which was so disinterested — how he passed his life in going about doing good — how those men who are truly great, the blessed Apostles, did the same — how the Jioly angels would delight to be employed on er- rands of mercy. A ray of light seems to break upon my mind for a moment, and discovers the folly and ignorance of this sinful heart: but it quickly re- turns to its former hardness. My will is to sit in all day reading, not making any effort to think, but letting the book fill the mind with a succession of notions: when the time comes for reading the Scripture and prayer, then it recoils. When an opportunity offers of speaking for the good of others, or assisting a poor person, then it makes a thousand foolish excuses. It would rather go on wrapt in self, and leave the world to perish. Ah! what a heart is mine! The indistinctness of my view of its desperate wickedness is terrible to me, that is, when I am capable of feeling any terror. But now, my soul, rise from earth and hell — shall Satan lead me captive at his will, when Christ ever jiveth to make intercession for the vilest worm? O Thou, whose I am by creation, preservation, re- demption, no longer my own, but his 'who lived and died and rose again, once more would I resign this body and soul, mean and worthless as they are, to the blessed disposal of thy holy will! — May I REV. HBNRY MARTYPf. 05 have a heart to love God and his people, the flesh being crucified!" "I found a wapt of the presence of God from the fear of having acted against the suggestion of con- science, in indulging myself with reading the amus- ing account of Dr. Vanderkemp, instead of apply- ing to the severer studies of the morning. God ])e merciful to me a sinner! May grace abound, where sin has abounded much! May I cheerfully and joyfully resign my ease and life in the service of Jesus, to whom I owe so much! May it be sweet to me to proclaim to s-inners like myself the blessed efficacy of my Savior's blood! May he make me faithful unto death! The greatest enemy I dread is the pride of my own heart. Through pride reigning, I should forget to know a broken spirit: then would come on unbelief — weakness — apos- tasy.-'— "If it is a mercy tjiat I am out of hell, what account should I make of the glorious work of the ministry to which I am to be called, who am not worthy to be trodden under foot of men." Thus having attained to degree of self-knowl- edge and of spirituality equally rare, and being thoroughly instructed how, "he ought to behave himself in the Church of God — the Church of the living God-^the pillar and ground of the truth," Mr. Martyn prepared for the solemn rite of his ordination, which was administered at Ely on Sun- day, Oct. 22, 1803: "Blessed is the man whom Thou choosest and causest to approach unto Thee, 66 MEMOIR OF that he may dwell in tlij courts;" Psal. Ixv, 4. This blessing surely rested in an eminent degree on Mr. Martyn: for what a contrast does his approach to the altar on this occasion exhibit to that of those, who presumptuously intrude into the sacred office, "seeking their own things and not the things of Jesus Christ." — Truly might he affirm, that he was *'inwardly moved by the Holy Ghost, to take upon- him that office and ministration to serve God, by promoting his glory, and edifying his people;" and truly did he resolve to "give himself continually to prayer and to the ministry of the word." Yet his self-abasement w^as as usual conspicuous, and he bewailed having presented himself for admission into the ministry of the Lord Jesus, "in so much ignorance and unholiness," and at the same time poured out his prayer, that he might have "grace to fulfil those promises which he had made before God and the people." — The awful weight of ordination vows was impressed on no one's mind more deeply than on his — the thought of his responsibility would have overwhelmed him, had he not been supported in remembering that the treasure of the Gospel was placed in earthen vessels, that "the excellency of the power might be of God and not of man." That which was the comfort of Polycarp as a Bishop, was his conso- lation as a Deacon — that he who was constituted an overseer of the Church, was himself overlooked by Jesus Christ — that in the discharge of his office as REV. HENRY MARTYN. 07 pastor of the flock, he was ever under the gracious superintendence of that great and good Shepherd who laid down his Hfe for the sheep. A circumstance which occurred at this time shews how seriously his mind was affected. From a constitutional delicacy and reserve, no one had naturally a greater reluctance than Mr. Martyn to obtrude himself on the notice of others in a way of admonitioji; it w^as a task from which his feel- ings recoiled. Observing, however, with pain and sorrow, one of the candidates for ordination in an apparently careless and unconcerned state, he took an opportunity, though the party was not person- ally known to him, of admonishing him privately on the subject: and in what a strain such a man would speak at such a moment^ may more easily be cori- ceived than expressed. — A deep conviction of the necessity of reproving others, and not suffering sin to remain in them, often induced Mr. Martyo to do violence to the retiring tenderness of his disposition. He felt reproof to be "a duty of unlimited extent and almost insuperable difficulty" — but, said he, "the way to know when to address men, and when to- abstain, is to love^^ and he resolved "not to reprove others, except he experienced at the time a peculiar contrition of spirit, where he could con- scientiously be silent." The exercise of his pastoral function Mr. Martyn commenced, as curate to the Rev. C. Simeon, in the Church of the Holv Trinity ia Cambridge, 68 Memoih or undertaking likewise the charge of the parish ol' Lolworth, a small village at no great distance from the University. There it was, on the Sunday after his ordination, that he preached his first sermon, on the following words: "If a man die shall he live again — all the days of my appointed time will I wait, till my change come;" Job xiv, 14. At which place after delivering his second sermon on the succeeding Sunday, an incident occurred on his way home, which is recorded in his Journal, and which could not well be effaced from his remembrance. An old man, who had been one of his auditors, walked by the side of his horse for a considerable time, warning him to reflect, that if any souls per- ished through his neglect, their blood would be required at his hand. He exhorted him to shew his hearers, that they were perishing sinners; to be much engaged in secret prayer; and to labor after an entire departure from himself to Christ. "From what he said on the last head (observes Mr. Mar- tyn,) it was clear that I had but little experience; but I lifted up my heart afterwards to the Lord, that I might be fully instructed in righteousness." — So meekly and thankfully did this young minister listen to the affectionate counsel of an old disciple. On Thursday, Nov. 10, he preached for the first time at Trinity Church to a numerous and ear- nestly attentive congregation, upon part of that address of Jesus to the Woman of Samaria: — "If thou knewest the gift of God, and who it is that REV. HENRY MARTYN. 69 saith unto thee, give me to drink, thou wouldest have asked of him, and he would have given thee living water," John iv, 10; when it was his fer- vent desire and prayer to enter fully into the solemn spirit of those Avell known lines, "I'd preach as though I ne'er should preach again: I'd preach as dying unto dj ing men." Nor could words characterise more justly the usual strain of his preaching: for whether the congregation he addressed were great or small, learned and refined, or poor and ignorant, he spake as one who had a message to tliem from God, and who was impressed with the consideration, that both he and they must shortly stand before the Judge of quick and dead. The burthens and difficulties of his sacred em- ployments lay heavily at first on Mr. Martyn's mind, and considerably depressed his spirits: but he endeavored, he writes, in a letter to his earliest friend, to keep in view "the unreasonableness of his discontent (who w^as a brand plucked out of the fire) and the glorious blessedness of the minis- terial work." At times, he confesses, he w^as tried with a "sinful dislike of his parochial duty" — and seemed frequently "as a stone speaking to stones" — and he laments that "want of private devotional reading and shortness of prayer through incessant sermon-making, had produced much strangeness between God and his soul."— "Every time," he re^ marked, "that I open the Scriptures, my thoughts 10 70 MEMOIR or are about a sermon or exposition, so that even tn private I seem to be reading in public." Young ministers, those especially who are placed in ex- tensive spheres of action, are not ignorant of the temptations of which Mr. Martyn here complains —and to them it must be a consolation to be assured, that the same afflictions w^ere accom- plished in one of the most devoted and most faith- ful of their brethren. Added to those duties which had now become his peculiar care, and in which, notwithstanding some momentary depressions, he continued stedfast and immoveable, always abounding in his work, an office of another kind devolved on him towards the close of the year 1803 — that of one of the public examiners in his college: and if it were too much to say, that an examination in the classics at St. John's has rarely been conducted more to the credit of the society — or to the advantage of the students — or to the honor of the examiner — certainly it w^ould not be declaring too much to aver, that never since the foundation of the college has one been held in a more Christian spirit, and in a more strict accordance with that extensive apostolical injunction — -"Whatsoever ye do in word or deed, do all in the name of the Lord Jesus/' The vigilance with which Mr. Martyn prepared for this duty, and the humility in which he speaks of himself when engaged in the execution of it, shew that his Cin'istianity was of the highest proof. REV. HENRY MARTYN. 71 "I read MItford's History of Greece, as I am to be classical examiner. To keep my thoughts from wandering away to take pleasure in those studies, re- quired more watchfulness and earnestness in prayer than I can account for. But earnest ejaculation was effectual to make me return to the word of God with some delight. 'The carnal mind is enmity against God,' — and so I find it. ' I was forced to reason with myself, and force open my eyes, that I might see the excellency of divine things. Did I delight in reading the retreat of the ten thousand Greeks, and shall not my soul glory in the knowledge of God, who created the Greeks, and the vast countries over which they passed. — I examined in Butler, and in Xenophon; how much pride and ostentatious dis- play of learning was visible in my conduct! hov/ that detestable spirit follows me whatever I do." It was customary with Mr. Martyn, at the com- mencement of a new year, to take a solemn review of the time past, and to contemplate his future prospects. In the review of his Journal of the year 1803, he judged that he had dedicated too much time to public ministrations, and too little to private communion with God. Yet he trusted that he had grown in grace, inasmuch as the bent of his desires was towards God more than when he first thought of becoming a Missionary. "In heavenly contemplation and abstraction of mind," he adds, "my attainments have fallen far short of my expectation; but in a sense of my own wortl> 72 MEMOIR OF lessness and guilt, and in a consequent subjugation of the will, and In a disposition for labor and active exertion, I am inclined to think myself gaining ground. My soul approves thoroughly the life of God, and my one only desire is to be en- tirely devoted to him; and O may I live very near to him in the ensuing year, and follow the steps of Christ and his holy saints. I have resigned in pro- fession the riches, the honors, and the comforts of this world; and I think also it is a resignation of the heart."' Then, after having set apart a day for fasting and prayer, he besought God "for under- standing and strength, to fit him for a long life of warfare and constant sell-denial; and that he might see clearly Avhy he was placed here, how short the time was, and how excellent to labor for souls, and, above all, to feel liis desert of hell." — He pray- ed also for grace, "to enlighten him in the dark seasons of trouble and desponding faith; that he might not shrink from cold, and hunger, and painful labor, but follow the Lamb Avhithersoever he went." His soul longed for perfection, but he "feared that he had not yet learned the secret of happiness — a poor and contrite spirit." In the early part of the year 1804, Mr. Martyn's expectations of becoming a Missionary were con- siderably damped by the very trying event of his losing all his slender patrimony; a loss rendered more severe to him by the circumstance of his youngest sister being involved in the same calamity. REV. HENRY IMARTYN. 73 His designs of leaving England were, in consequence of this disaster, likely to be frustrated: for his pe- cuniary resources were cut off, and it appeared to him scarcely justifiable to leave his sister in actual distress, when his presence in England might al- leviate or remove it. In order, therefore, that he might consult some of his friends in this emer- gency, at the end of June he left Cambridge for London. The situation of a Chaplain to the East India Company had long appeared to many of those who took a lively interest in him and his work, to be peculiarly eligible, as offering singular facilities foj* Missionary exertions amongst millions of Idolaters. The pecuniary advantages of the appointment were at first wholly out of their contemplation; and for himself, when it was intimated to him that there was some expectation of his leaving England in the capacity of Chaplain to the East India Company — his private Journal contains this remarkable reflec- tion.— ''The prospect of this world'' s happiness gave me rather pain than pleasure, which convinced me that I had been running away from the world rather than overcoming it." — That unexpected change which had now taken place in Mr. Martyn's circumstances caused an increased anxiety amongst his friends to procure, if possible, the appointment which before they had deemed so desirable; and they were not without hopes of seeing the Mission Church at Calcutta placed under his pastoral super- 74 JWEMOIR OF intendence. Insuperable obstacles however inter- fered witli this arrangement, and "a veil was thus cast over his future proceedings." The patience which Mr. Martyn manifested under this disappointment was as edifying and extra- ordinary, as the watchfulness which he exercised over his mind during his visit to London, lest scenes so different from those of Cambridge should prove to him a source of distraction and dissipation. He speaks at this time of returning on one occasion to his room, after having been much abroad and making many visits, "unable to remain in an unholy dissipated state: and seeking God earnestly iii prayer." Whilst w^aiting at the India House, he employed that time, for which he says he would have given any thing at Cambridge, in private ejac- ulatory prayer, and in repeating passages from the word of God; — and yet, though he ever aimed at an entire abstraction from the vanities of the world, he hesitated not to allow himself the full enjoyment of rational and refined gratifications: — his observa- tions on this head are well worth recording: "Since I have known God in a saving manner," he remarks, "painting, poetry, and music, have had charms unknown to me before — I have received V-hat I suppose is a taste for them;. for religion has refined my mind, and made it susceptible of impressions from the sublime and beautiful. O how religion secures the heightened enjoyment of those pleasures which keep so many from GoiJ, by their becoming a source of pride." REV. HENRf MARTT-x. Til- Unable at present to discern the cloud Avhich should conduct him on his. way, Mr. Martjn resumed his ministerial functions at Cambridge with ardor, but with a heayy heart. — The affairs of his family, affecting as thej did his own destination as well as his sister's happiness, were no light pressure upon his spirits; in any other point of view they would scarcely have raised a sigh, and certainly would not greatly have disturbed his composure. But when "most oppressed," he was enabled to find comfort in reflecting, that "even such a condi- tion was infinitely preferable to that of those, whose minds were discontented in the pursuit of dangerous trifles." The words of the wise man, that "the day of death is better than the day of one's birth," can apply only to those who practically discern in the* light of the Scriptures the great end of their exist- ence. This subject was ever in Mr. Martyn's con? templation; and that he might more closely consider the object for which he was created, he never failed of making a particular commemoration of the anni- versary of his birth. "Twenty-three years have elapsed," (he wrote on the 18th of February^ 1804,) "since I saw the light— only four of which have been professedly given to God — much has been left undone — much remains to be done as a Christian and Minister: yet my past experience of the long suffering of God leaves me no doubt of being carried on all the way. I feel that my heart 74 JVljEJMOIK OF is wholly for heaven, and the world mainlj behind my back. Praised be the Lord for his mercy and patience! The number of my days is fixed in his purpose: — O may I 'glorify him on earth, and finish the work he has given me to do!' " In the interval which passed between the months of February and June, he was found actively labor- ing in the service of his divine Master. He preached animating and awakening discourses; he excited societies of private Christians to "watch, quit them- selves like men, and be strong:" he visited many of the poor, the afflicted and the dying: he warned numbers of the careless and profligate — in a w^ord, he did the work of an Evangelist. Often did he redeem time from study, from recreation, and from the intercourse of friends, that, like his Redeemer, he might enter the abodes of misery, either to arouse the unthinking slumberer, or to administer consolation to the dejected penitent. Many an hour did he pass in an hospital or an alms-house — and often, after a day of labor and fatigue, w^hen wearied almost to an extremity of endurance, he would read and pr^^iy with the servant who had the care of his rooms, thus making it his meat and drink, his rest as well as his labor, to do the will of his heavenly Father, in conformity to the example of Christ: — -"His care was fixed To fill his odorons lamp with deeds of lighU And hope that re^^ps not sharae." REV. HENRY MARTYN. 77 The delight he experienced on hearing that benefit had resulted from his exertions, proved to him an ample recompense for every sacrifice of time, comfort, or convenience; and it was equalled onlj by the humility with which he received such cheering intelligence. "I was encouraged" (he ob- serves on receiving a communication of this nature) "and refreshed beyond description, and I could only cheerfully and gratefully offer up myself to God's service: but it was at the same time a check to my pride to reflect, that though God might in his Sove- reignty bless his word by my mouth, I was nbt on that account less sinful in my ministrations." The incalculable value of habits of self-denial never seems to have been more deeply impressed upon the mind of Mr. Martyn than at this time. — "A despicable indulgence in lying in bed," he says, "gave me such a view of the softness of my charac- ter, that I resolved, on my knees, to live a life of more self-denial: the tone and vigor of my mind rose rapidly: all those duties from which I usually shrink, seemed recreations. — I collected all the pas- sages from the four Gospels that had any reference to this subject, it is one on which I need to preach to myself, and mean to preach to others. — When- ever I can say 'thy will be done,' teach me to do thy will, O God, for thou art my God; it is like throwing ballast out of an air-balloon, my soul ascends immediately, and light and happiness shine 11 76 MEMOIR or around me.*' — Such was his thirst after this Chris- tian temper! such his enjoyment of its blessedness! At the beginning of the present year, Mr. Mar- tyn was apprehensive, we have seen, of having bestowed too much time on pubhc duties — too Httle on those which arc private and personal. He was fully persuaded that in order to take heed effectually to his ministry, he must, in obedience to the apostolical injunction, take heed primarily to ^'himself:-' and this in fact was his settled course and practice. He would sometimes set apart sea- sons for humiliation and prayer, and would fre- quently spend whole evenings in devotion. — Of the Bible he could ever affiimi, "thy word is very pure, therefore thy servant loveth it." "The word of Christ dwelt richly in him in all wisdom." Large portions of it did he commit to memory, repeating them during his solitary walks, at those times Avhen he was not expressly meditating on some Scriptural subject, w^iich was his general custom: and so deep was his veneration for the word of God, that when a suspicion arose in his mind, that any other book he might be studying Avas about to gain an undue influ- ence over his affections, he instantly laid it aside, nor would he resume it till he had felt and realized the paramount excellence of the divine oracles: he could not rest satisfied till all those lesser lights which were beginning to dazzle him, had disap- peared before the effulgence of the Scriptures. REV. HENRY MARTYN, 79 How much he loved secret prayer, and how vigilantly he engaged in the exercise of it, may be seen in the subjoined remarks of his on that sub- ject:— "I felt the need of setting apart a day for the restoration of my soul by solemn prayer: my views of eternity are become dim and transient. — I could live for ever in prayer if I could always speak to God. — I sought to pause and consider what I want- ed, and to look up with fear and faith, and I found the benefit, for my soul was soon composed to that devout sobriety, which I knew by its sweetness, to be its proper frame. — I was engaged in prayer in the manner I like, deep seriousness; at the end of it, I felt great fear of forgetting the presence of God, and of leaving him as soon as I should leave the posture of devotion. — I was led through the mists of unbelief, and spake to God as one that was true, and rejoiced exceedingly that he was holy and faithful: I endeavored to consider myself as being alone on the earth with him, and that greatly pro- moted my approach to his presence. — My prayer for a meek and holy sobriety was granted: O how sweet the dawn of Heaven!" Nor was Mr. Martyn less diligent and fervent in the yet higher branch of Christian worship — thanksgiving. — "Let me praise God," he would say, "for having turned me from a life of woe to the enjoyment of peace and hope. — The work is real. — I can no more doubt it than I can doubt my existence: the whole current of my desires is 80 MEMOIR OP altered — I am walking quite another way, though I am incessantly stumbling in that way — I had a most blessed view of God and divine things — O how great is his excellency! I find my heart pained for want of words to praise him according to his excel- lent greatness. I looked forward to complete con- formity to him, as the great end of my existence, and my assurance was full — I said almost with tears, 'who shall separate us from the love of Christ.' "— It has been well observed,* that "we may judge by our regard for the Sabbath, w^hether eternity will be forced upon us." The application of this rule, as it respects Mr. Martyn, will discover a singular meetness in him for the inheritance of the saints in light. His Sabbaths were Sabbaths in- deed,— the antepast often of that rest which is everlasting. Let us hear his own description of his happiness at some of those sacred times: — "Before setting out to go to Lolworth, I endeavored to cast away all those contemptible prejudices and dislikes I often have, and on the road experienced a sweet sense of the divine presence, and happy meditation on God and his truths. I was thinking of the love of Christ and his unparalleled humility, and that to him belonged all glory, as having truly merited it. I felt quite devoted to God and assured of his love: * Adaras's Private Thougbts. REV. HENRY MARTYN. 81 I did not doubt of having been apprehended by Christ, (for the purpose, I hope, of preaching his Gospel) and during the service my heart was full of love and joy." — ."At church, this morning, my heart was overflowing with love and joy: during the ser- mon, which was an exhortation to diligence, a sense of my unprofitableness depressed me. — But in my ride to Lol worth, I enjoyed sweet delight — every breeze seemed to breathe love into my heart; and while. I surveyed the landscape, I looked forward to the days when all nations should come to the mountain of the Lord's house." By those who forget the history of our Lord's life, it might be conceived, that one so blameless and harmless as Mr. Martyn, so poor in spirit and pure in heart, would pass on his way unassailed by calumny or unkindness. But those who draw their anticipations from the Scripture, w'ill not "marvel" that he should be called to endure unjust insinua- tions and aspersions, when his whole life was devoted to the welfare of his fellow-creatures; yet "when reviled he reviled not again, but committed himself to him that judgeth right- eously." "Is it not sweet, O my soul," he exclaimed under a trial of this kind, "to have a holy God to appeal to and converse with, though the world should turn their backs?" And it should be re- marked here, that his patience under the severe and unmerited censures of others w^as not; that which is sometimes mistaken for it, the indifference of 8!i MEiMOIR OF apathy, or superciliousness of contempt: the one was as abhorrent to his nature, as the other was to the principles of his religion. Censorious tongues were to him as they were to David, "spears and arrows and sharp swords:" so far from being callous to any attempts to wound his character and his peace, he acknowledges that obloquy was a trying exercise of his Christian temper, and he considered the dispensation as "wholesome," because "to be despised by men affected him very deeply," "But the name of the Lord is a strono^ tower — the righteous runneth into it, and is safe." "Conscious," said he, "that I did not deserve the censures that were cast upon me, I committed myself to God, and in him may I abide, till the indignation be over- past!" Those however who maligned and traduced Mr. Martyn's character, wounded his spirit far less than those, who either scoffed at his high and self-deny- ing designs of usefulness, or from worldly motives discouraged him from attempting their accomplish- ment. No one could be more ready than he to con- sider the fittest means for compassing the ends he had in view, and to weigh beforehand the difficulties attending the life of a Missionary, however favored by external circumstances. But objections of a contemptuous kind, or those arguments which found- ed themselves on an ignorance of the very spirit of the Gospel, painfully affected his mind. His re- flections, after concluding a long discourse with a REV. HENRY MARTYN. 8 3 person who had addressed him with the kindest in- tentions, but with a judgment unenhghtened by that wisdom which is from above, are worth preserv- ing:— ''All our conversation on the subject of reli- gion ended in nothing. He was convinced he was right, and all the texts I produced were, according to him, applicable onhj to the times of the Apostles, — How am I constrained to adore God's sovereign mercy! My soul, dost thou not esteem all things but dung and dross for the excellency of the knoAvledge of Christ Jesus my Lord? Yea, did not gratitude constrain me — did not duty and fear of destruction — ^yet surely the excellency of the service of Christ would constrain me to lay down a thousand lives in the prosecution of it." When called to encounter the ridicule of those who, not knowing the hope of Christ's calling — nor the riches of the glory of his inheritance in the saints — nor the exceeding great- ness of his power towards those who believe — des- pised all labors of love amongst the Heathen as wild and visionary; the Lord helped him to keep his ground, and to bear his testimony. "With my Bible in my hand, and Christ at my right hand," said he, "I can do all things—what though the whole world believe not, God abide th true, and my hope in him shall be stedfast," In the latter part of the spring of this year, he had the sin^jular satisfaction of being: introduced to a personal acquaintance with one of a kindred spirit with himself, — the late Henry Kirke White. — Rare 84 MEMOIP. OF genius, and above all, sterling piety, could not iail of being greatly admired and highly prized by Mr. Martyn; he took consequently the liveliest interest in behalf of that extraordinary young man, and used his utmost endeavors to facilitate his entrance upon that course at college, which afterwards proved so brilliant and so transient. The duties of a public examiner in St. John's w^ere now, in the month of June, for the second time con- signed to Mr. Martyn; — the subjects for examina- tion being one of them from the classics, — the other, Locke's Treatise on the Understandins:. To those who embark in metaphysical disquisitions it will serve as a matter of caution; — and to those who are harassed with distressing thoughts it may adminis- ter consolation^ to recite in Mr. Martyn's own words the exquisite mental sufferings he endured after al- lowing his mind a range of too unlimited a nature in these abstract questions: — "My soul," he writes "was filled wdth greater misery and horror than I ever yet experienced. — I knew not how to describe my feelings, or how I got into them — hut it was after metaphysical inquiries into the nature and end of my Beings and in what consists the happiness of the souL I was afraid to leave off praying, and went to bed earnestly commending my soul to Christ." "I trem- ble," said he, on the succeeding day, "fo enter on' these inquiries, lest my beclouded reason should lead riie to the brink of hell. But I know by experience that the spirit of submission and sense of the au- REV. HENRY MARTYK. 05 thority of God is the only state in which I can ever be happy: and precisely in proportion as I depart from that state of things, I am unhappy. And so strong is this sentiment, that were it not my hope that I should one day ivholly stihmit to God and de- scend to my right place, I would not wish to exist another moment. My trust is that God will ac- cording to the riches of his grace in Christ Jesus enable a poor worm, who groans under pride, to advance steadily and humbly to his end, and pre- serve him from those dreadful thoughts that almost overwhelm the soul." — Thus when in danger of t>eing "spoiled by philosophy," was his soul "upheld by the free spirit" of a faithful God. It appeared now to be past a doubt, that Mr. Martyn would succeed in obtaining a Chaplainship in the service of the East India Company, and that in the ensuing spring he would be summoned to leave the shores of his native country for ever. In July, therefore, he visited those scenes which were endeared to him by numberless early associations^ and enlivened by the presence of many whom he admired and loved. And here it is due to the full illustration of his Christian character to mention, that it was not merely the ties of family or friend- ship which bound him to Cornwall; others there were of a tenderer, if not stronger kind: for he had conceived a deeply fixed attachment for one, of wdiom less ought not, and more cannot be said, than that she was worthy of him: an attachmjsnt which, 12 8^ MEMOIR OF whether he thought as he afterwards did, that it should be encouraged, or as he now did, from peculiar circumstances, that it ought to be repress- ed, equally exhibits him as a man of God, whose affections were set upon things above and not on things on the earth. As this was the first time he had been in Corn- wall since his ordination, and the last time he ever expected to visit it, he was extremely anxious to tes- tify the grace of God in his public ministry, when- ever he had an opportunity. Such, however, was the prejudice excited against his religious principles, that his labors were almost entirely confined to two churches under the care of his brother-in-law. There he frequently preached, and there both his sisters heard him, the youngest with much delight, the eldest with a most gratifying appearance of hav- ing been seriously impressed by what fell from his lips. "I found," said he, "that she had been deeply affected, and from her conversation I received great satisfaction — in the evening I walked by the water side till late, having my heart full of praise to God for having given me such hopes of my sister." To the churches where he preached, the com- mon people crowded in numbers. At Kenwyn, where he addressed them from 2 Cor. v, 20, 21, "Now then we are ambassadors for Christ, as though God did beseech you by us, we pray you in Christ's stead, be ye reconciled to God. For he hath made him to be sin for us who knew no sin; REV. HENRY MARTYN. 8? that we might be made the righteousness of God in him;" — the church was so full, that many were compelled to stand on the outside, and many obliged to go away. How acceptable he was to those who loved and valued the Gospel, may be easily con- ceived: yet such was his vigilance of mind and tenderness of conscience, that "their commenda- tions occasioned him some jpain^^ inasmuch as "they tended to fan the flame of vanity." The Christian, especially the Christian minister, has to pass through good report and evil report — and praise is a severer test of the strength of his princi- ples than dispraise. Mr. Martyn ever found it so, and he experienced himself, as well as exemplified to others, the truth of those words of wisdom — "as the fining pot for silver and the furnace for gold, so is man to his praise;" Pro v. xxvii, 21. In the private and more retired duties of his calling, he was now as usual most unremitting in his attention: these in fact were to him the most de- lightful parts of his vocation. Happier would he have esteemed it, as far as his personal feelings were concerned, to kneel, as he did frequently with his youngest sister, beside the beds of the sick and dying, than to have had the largest churches in his native country, thronged with multitudes attentive to hear him: he was of the spirit of that Redeemer, who sought to be hid whilst he went about doing good. His habits of reading and prayer, and particu- larly those of divine meditation, were in no degree 88 IVIEMOIR. OF relaxed during this visit, and the less so, because lie acknowledges that "he felt an increased difficulty of living in communion with God, where so many remembered him a different character." The soli- tude of the spot where he resided was happily fitted for contemplation: — ^"The scene," he wrote in a letter to a friend from Lamorran, "is such as is frequently to be met with in this part of Corn- wall. Below the house is an arm of the sea flowing between the hills, which are covered with wood. By the side of this water I walk in general in the evening, out of the reach of all sound, but the rip- pling of the water and the whistling of the curlew." In these pensive and solitary walks, the great sacri- fices he was shortly about to make, could not but force themselves frequently upon his mind, and raise the silent and involuntary sigh: but we may be well assured, that "in the multitude of the thoughts which he had in his heart, God's comforts refresh- ed his soul." At length, after having withstood in Cornwall, as well as at Cambridge, the arguments of those who "at all events would have detained him in England," arguments of which he confesses that "some were not v^'ithout weight" — he prepared to leave that part of his native country which was peculiarly dear to his feeling and affectionate heart. The separations of Christians from each other in this world of mutability, afflictive as they ever must kPy have their peculiar alleviations: they know that REV. HENRY MARTYN. 89 Christ ^'fills all things"— and they have the blissfiil expectation of an endless reunion in that world of glory, whither they are hastening. Mr. Martyn, with respect to several from whom he was now to part, could fully indulge in these animating anticipations: but he could not as it respected all The following is a mournful record of a final interview overclouded by the gloom of an almost hopeless sorrow. " * * * rode with me part of the way, but kept the conversation on general subjects. If 1 brought him by force to religion, he spoke with the most astonishing apathy on the sub- ject. His cold deliberate superiority to every thing but argument, convinced me not merely that he was not fully convinced as he said, but was rooted in in- fidelity. Nothing remained for me but to pray for him. Though he parted from me, to see me pro- bably no more, he said nothing that could betray the existence of any passions in him. O cursed in- fidelity, that freezes the heart blood here as well as destroys the soul hereafter. I could only adore the sovereign grace of God, who distinguished me from him, though every thing was alike in us. We have been intimate from our infancy, and have had the same plans and pursuits, and nearly the same con- dition; but one is taken, and the other is left. I, through mercy, find my only joy and delight in the knowledge of Christ; and he is denying the truth of religion altogether." By another farewell^ which he also has depicted, he could not be otherwise than very deeply aiFected: 90 MEMOIR OP but the sorrow was of a character very dissimilar to the last. "Rode before * ^ * with * "^ * to an old man five miles off. Our conversation was such a& becometh saints, but it was too pleasant for me. I 'sighed at the thought of losing their company. When we arrived, the old man was out, but his sister, a blind woman of seventy, was confined to her bed, without any comfortable hope. * =* * and myself said every thing w^e could to cheer her, and then I prayed. When the old man arrived, we formed a little circle before the door, under the trees and he conversed with his young hearers con- cerning the things of God. I then read P&alm Ixxxiv. Our ride home was delightful, our hearts being all devoutly disposed, only mine was unhappy. Parted with * * =* forever in this life, with a sort of uncertain pain which I knew would increase to greater violence." These forebodings w^ere but too soon realized. On the evening of that day, and for many succeed- ing days, his mental agony was extreme — yet he could speak to God, as to one who knew the great conflict within him: he was convinced, that as God willed his happiness, he was providing for it eventu- ally by that bitter separation: he resolved through grace to be his, though it should be through much tribulation: he experienced sweetly and solemnly the excellence of serving him faithfully, and of fol- lowing Christ and his Apostles; he meditated with great joy on the end of this world, and enjoyed the REV. HENRY MARTYN. 91 thought of walking hereafter with her, from whom he was removed, in the realms of glory. But Mr. Martyn had not filled up the measure of his sufferings, having not yet bid adieu to his sisters. With the eldest he spent one melancholy evening, in exhorting her for the last time and en- deavoring to comfort her; and on the succeeding day he took leave of the youngest: "They parted as if to meet no more," and overwhelmed with in- expressible grief, could find no consolation but in mutually commending each other to the grace of God in prayer. Thus turning his back, like Abraham of old, on his kindred and his country, and looking for that city which hath foundations, whose builder and maker is God — Mr. Martyn departed from Corn- wall. At Plymouth, whither he proceeded, he passed a Sabbath in a heavenly serenity of spirit, and in the full exercise of that faith which is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen. There he preached twice; on Dan. v, 22, 23: — "And thou his son, O Belshazzar, hast not humbled thine heart, though thou knewest all this; but hast lifted up thyself against the Lord of heaven; and they have brought the vessels of his house before thee, and thou, and thy lords, thy wives, and thy concu- bines, have drunk wine in them; and thou hast praised the gods of silver and gold, of brass, iron* wood, and stone, which see not* nor hear, nor knowr 92 MEMOIR OF and the God in whose hand thy breath is, and whose are all thy ways, hast thou not glorified;" and on Rev. xxii, 17; "And the spirit and the bride say, Come. And let him that heareth say, Come: And let him that is athirst come: and whosoever will, let him take the water of life freely." — "His soul longed," he said, "for the eternal Avorld, and he could see nothing on earth for which he would wish to live another hour." At this place an incident occurred indicative as w^ell of his extraordinary humility, as of that extreme temerity of judgment, in which those, who make a loud, though in the main, genuine profession of religion, are too apt to indulge. Having expounded the Scriptures, and prayed with many who assembled to listen to his parting words, he discovered that there were some present who ventured to express a doubt of the i^eality of Ms religioru One person in particular openly avowed his apprehensions concerning him — so that his heart was wounded: yet, observed that meek and lowly man of God, "I was thankful to God for admonishing me, and my gratitude to the man was, I think, unfeigned." — Such was his recorded com- ment at the time — and it is noted afterwards in his Journal, that this very person was especially remem- bered by him in his prayers. From Plymouth, where his sorrow was painfully renewed, by being separated from a family nearly related and greatly endeared to him, he proceeded to London; during which journey he sought, accord- REV. HENRY MARTYIi, 93 ing to his settled custom, to render his conversation profitable to his fellow-travellers: and In one Instance on this occasion, his attempts were not, it may be hoped, unattended with success. He had for his companion a young French ofricer, on his parole — - a Protestant, who had been accustomed, he found, to attend to morning and evening prayer, and to read his Bible, which he had unfortunately lost when he was taken prisoner. But his views of the Gospel appearing to Mr. Martyn very defective, he ex- plained to him "his state by nature, his condemna- tion by the law, the necessity of regeneration, and of free salvation by Christ, and the promise of the Spirit." The young man paid much attention to these admonitions, and expressed great affection for his adviser; who afterwards presented him with a French Testament, and corresponded with him on those important topics which he had set before him. Change of place and circumstances did not keep Mr. Martyn from communing with that Lord and Savior, who is every where, and who was with him whithersoever he went. On this journey, when leaving Bath early in the mornii^, "He found his soul ascending to God with divine sweetness. Noth- ing seemed desirable but to glorify him: all crea- tures were as nothing." — Towards the evening, as they drew near London, he Avas delightfully engaged in meditation on the latter part of the s£Cond chapter of the Epistle to the Ephesians, "contem- plating the building as it was rising, and as it would 13 ^4 MEMOIR OV be when finished. O the transcendent glorj/' said he, "of this temple of souls, lively stones, perfect in ^11 its parts, the purchase and the work of God." On the 18th of September, we find Mr. Martyn again quietly settled at Cambridge — from whence his youngest sister received a letter from him, of which the following is an extract; and so excellent surely is the spirit which pervades it, that tears of thankfulness for possessing such a brother must have mingled themselves with those, which she could not but shed abundantly on account of his departure. "We should consider it as a sign for good, my dearest * * ^^ when the Lord reveals to us the almost desperate corruption of our hearts. For, if he causes us to groan under it as an insup- portable burden; he will, we may hope, in his own time, give us deliverance. The pride which I see dwelling in my own heart, producing there the most obstinate hardness, I can truly say, my soul abhors. I see it to be unreasonable, I feel it to be torment- ing. When I sometimes offer up supplications, with strong crying to God, to bring down my spirit into the dust, I endeavor calmly to contemplate the infi- nite majesty of the most high God, and my own meanness and wickedness. Or else I quietly tell the Lord, who knows the lieart, that I would give him all the glory of every thing if I could. But the most effectual way I have ever found, is to lead away my thoughts from myself and my own con- cerns, by praying for all my friends, for the Church. REV. HENRY MARTYJf. 93 the world, the nation; and, especially, by beseech- ing that God would glorify his own great name, by converting all nations to the obedience of faith — also by praying that he would put more abundant honor on those Christians whom he seems to havGi honored especially, and whom we see to be mani- festly our superiors. This is at least a positive act of humility; and it is certain, that not only will a good principle produce a good act, but the act will increase the principle. But even after doing all this, there will often arise a certain self-compla- cence which has need to be checked; and, in con- versation with Christian friends, we should be care- ful, I think, how self is introduced. Unless we think that good will be done, self should be kept in the back ground and mortified. We are bound to bo servants of all, ministering to their pleasure as far as will be to their profit. We are to 'look, not at our own things, but at the things of others.' B« assured, my dear * * ^, that, night and day, making- mention of you in my prayers, I desire of God to give you to see the depth of pride and iniquity in your heart, yet not to be discouraged at the sight of it; that you may perceive yourself deserving to be cast out with abhorrence from God's presence, and then may walk in continual poverty of spirit and the simplicity of a little child. Pray, too, that I may know something of humility. Blessed grace! how it smoothes the furrows of care, and gilds the dark paths of life! It will make ns kind, tender-hearted. 96- MiBMOIR OP affable; and enable us to do more for God and the Gospel than the most fervent zeal without it. "I am here without a companion — at first the change from agreeable society in Cornwall, as also from that I enjoyed at Plymouth, was very irksome, but it is good for me." His Journal at this period contains many obser- %^ations accordant with the last sentence in this letter: his mind naturally recurred often Avith fond and mournful recollections to Cornwall. But he endeavored to check such thoughts as savoring too much "of earthliness and discontent" — "knowing that he ought to be happy wherever God had placed him;" and "being sure that the exchange he was soon to make of college for a stormy ocean, and the burning plains of India, would not be very pleasant to the flesh." — The happiness Mr. Martyn enjoyed in prosecuting his ministerial vocation, received at this time a won- derful increase: whilst sviffering the will of God Avith the meek resignation of faith, he was enabled to do it with all the delightful fervency of love. "Blessed be God," he found reason to say, with exceeding joy and gratitude, '''I feel myself to he his ^minister. This thouglit, which I can hardly describe, came in the morning after reading Brainerd. I wish for no service but the service of God, in laboring for s^ouls on earth, and to do his will in heaven." — As far as the external duties of his office were con- cerned, only this variation occurred: he became REV. HENRY MARTYN. 97 extremely diligent in the humble but most impor- tant work of catechising children; giving sometimes a great part of his evenings to the task, and leaving the society he most valued for the sake of it. He determined iikev/rse upon preaching more frequently extempore — (for he had already at times adopted the practice,) partly from thinking it upon the Vi^hole more profitable to himself, as well as to the congregation; and partly from the desire of devot- ing the time spent in writing sermons to other pur- poses. He by no means, however, renounced these compositions. On the contrary, he enjoined it upon himself as a rule, never to pass a week without writing a sermon. In visiting his flock, and thus preaching from house to house, Mr. Martyn's perseverance kept pace with the heightened pleasure and satisfaction he experienced in his divine calling: happy how- ever as he was in this work and labor of love, the sympathies of his heart were painfully and power- fully called forth at many a scene of extreme mis- cry, and his holy sensibilities were yet more acutely excited by the vice and profligacy he perpetually witnessed. — The following are some of several scenes of wretchedness with which he was conver- sant:— "In prayer I found my soul composed to a blessed and serious view of eternity — visited the hospital, and read the 11th chapter of John there, with a poor man, in whose room at the work-house I was struck w'\th the misery that presented itself. 98 i^EMoiR or He was 4ying with his clothes and hat on upon th^ bed dying. His wife was cleaning the room as if nothing was the matter; and on the threshold was the daughter, about thirty years old, who had been delirious thirteen years. Her mother said, that the poor creature sometimes talked of religion: so I asked her several times before I could arrest her attention, who came into the world to save sinners. After several wild looks, she hastily answered ^Christ;' and then talked on as before. The dying man was almost insensible to any thing I could say. He had formerly been a respectable innkeeper in the town; but the extravagance of a son brought him to poverty, and his daughter w^ho foresaw it, to insanity/'' — "In the afternoon, I enjoyed solemn thoughts in prayer, and visited several people; amongst them one poor penitent, with whom I had prayed the day before. The desires she expressed amidst her tears were, that God would change her heart, and forgive her, and take her to his mercy. If it was his will she wished to leave this Avorld. But, what, if she should live, I asked her: she said, she could not say she should not sin, as she was con^ stantly liable; but rather than turn to her former ways, she would be cut in pieces. I was much af- fected with pity, and preached the Gospel of peace with great delight to her." At another time when a friend had given him a lamentable account of the gross misconduct of a woman who had made a pro- fession of religion, "the consideration," he said, quite REV. HENRY MARTTN. 99 swallowed up my other thoughts, and brought me to a tender grief and godly sorrow. I went to Church, ruminating on it, and could almost say, 'rivers of waters run down mine eyes, because men keep not thy law.' O that I could feel more sensi- bly the dishonor done to God, and to his Christ, and to his Gospel; and the ruin she is bringing on her soul." And, on hearing the same day of the death of one whom he had remembered in innocence, and in the bloom of health and beauty; and who died after a very short career of vice, the account was too much for him; "my heart," said he, Avas ready to burst. When I thought of the man who had seduced her, and then of many in the University, who had behaved with extraordinary effrontery at church, my soul groaned within me. O my God, it is enough — hasten, O hasten the day when I shall leave the world, and come to Thee; when I shall no more be vexed, and astonished, and pained at the universal wickedness of this lost earth. But here would I abide thy time, and spend and be spent for the salvation of any poor soul, and lie doAvn at the feet of sinners, and beseech them not to plunge into an eternity of torment." How honorable and what a delight the Sabbath was to Mr. Martyn we have already seen; it might be called with him "a kind of transfiguration* day, when his garments shone with pecuhar lustre." — * Gilpin's Monument of Parental Affection, 100 IVIERIOIR OF Can it be deemed irrelevant tlien to advert again to the state of his mind, as delineated by himself during some of those sacred seasons at this time? Sept. 30. — "My mind, this morning, easily ascend- ed to God in peaceful solemnity. I succeeded in finding access to God and being alone w^ith bim. — Could I but enjoy this life of faith more steadilv, how much should I 'grow in grace,' and be rencAved in the spirit of my mind. At such seasons of fel- lowship with the Father and his Son Jesus Christ, when the world, and self, and eternity are nearly in their right places, not only are my views of duty clear and comprehensive, but the proper motives have a more constraining influence." — Oct. 28. "This has been in general a happy day. In the morning, through grace, I was enabled by prayer to maintain a calm recollection of myself — and what was better the presence of my dear Redeemer. From church I walked to our garden, where I was above an hour, I trust with Christ, speaking to him chiefly of my future life in his service. I deter- mined on entire devotedness, though 'with tremb- ling;' for the flesh dreads crucifixion. But should I fear pain, when Christ was so agonized for me? No — come what will, I am determined, through God, to be a fellow worker with. Christ. I recol- lected, with comfort, that I was speaking to the great Creator, who can make such a poor weak w^orm as myself more than conqueror. At church I found, by the attention of (he people, that the REV. HENRY MARTYN. 101 fervor of my spirit yesterday had been conveyed into my sermon. I came to my rooms, rejoicing to be alone again, and to hold communion with God." — Dec. 9. "This has been in general a sweet and blessed day — a foretaste of my eternal Sabbath. Preached on the third commandment; in the af- ternoon on the tenth. Rode back to Cambridge, feeling quite willing to go any Avhere, or suffer any thing for God. Preached in Trinity Church, on Ezek. xxxiii, 11. 'Say unto them, as I live, saith the Lord God, I have no pleasure in the death of the v/icked; but that the wicked turn from his way and live; turn ye, turn ye from your evil ways; for why will ye die, O house of Israel.'^' It was pleasant to me to think of being alone again with God." The year 1804 closed with Mr. Martyn's being a third time selected as one of the examiners in St. John's. On fulfilling which oflice, he speaks of his "soul drawing near to God, whilst in the hall; and of a sacred impression being upon his mind during the examination." — "Several of the poetical images in Virgil," in which he had been examining, "especially those taken from nature, together with the sight of the moon rising over the venerable walls, and sending its light through the painted glass, turned away his thoughts from present things, and raised them to God. His sowl was stirred up to renewed resolutions to live a hfe of entire independence of earthly comforts, though he felt that the flesh was very w eak.'^ 14 102r MEIVIOIR OF The last day of the year found him "rejoicing at the lapse of time, but sorrowing at his unprofit- ableness.'' "So closes," he remarks, "the easy part of my life; encircled by every earthly com- fort, and caressed by friends, I may scarcely be said to have experienced trouble; but now fare- well ease, if I might presume to conjecture. O Lord, into thy hands I commit my spirit! Thou hast redeemed me, thou God of truth; may I be saved by thy grace, and be sanctified to do thy will, now, and to all eternity, through Jesus Christ." His reflections on the following day, the first of that year which was his last in England, carry with them a peculiar interest, as well from their intrinsic excellence, as from the circumstances under which they were indited. — Jan. 1, 1805. — - "Hitherto hath the Lord helped me. It is now about five years since God stopped me in the career of w^orldliness, and turned me from the paths of sin: three years and a half since I turned to the Lord with all my heart; and a httle more than two years since he enabled me to devote myself to his service as a Missionary. My progress of late has become slower than it had been; yet I can truly say, that in the course of this time, every successive year, every successive week, has been happier than the former. From many dangerous snares hath the Lord pre- served me: in spite of all my inward rebellion, he hath carried on his work in my heart; and in spite of all my unbelieving fears, he hath given me a hope REV. HENRY MARTYN. 10^3 full of immortality — 'he hath set my foot on a rock, and established my goings, and hath put a new song into my mouth, even praises to my God.' It is the beginning of a critical year to me; yet I feel little apprehension. The same grace and long suffering, the same wisdom and power, that have brought me so far, will bring me on, though it be through fire and water to a goodly heritage. I see no business before me in life but the work of Christ, neither do I desire any employment to all eternity but his service. I am a sinner saved by grace. Every day's experience convinces me of this truth. My daily sins, and constant corruption, leave me no hope but that which is founded on God's mercy in Christ. His Spirit, I trust, is imparted, and is re- newing my nature — as I desire much, though I have attained but little. Now to God, the Father, Son, and Holy Ghost, w^ould I solemnly renew my self- dedication to be his servant forever." Towards the end of January, a sudden summons to leave England in ten days caused some perturba- tion in Mr. Martyn's spirits. Short, hoAvever, as the notice was, he would instantly have complied with it had he been in Priest's orders, which legally he could not be till the 18th February, when he completed his twenty-fourth year. That solemn and most impressive rite of admis- sion to the function and privileges of a Presbyter of the Church of England, w^as administered to him, who had well "performed the office of a Deacon," at 104 MERIom OF St. James's Chapel, London, in the month of March: after which, he received the deo^rce of Bachelor of Divinity, conferred upon him by mandate from the University, when nothing remained to detain him any longer at Cambridge. At the thoughts of his departure, he confesses that the flesh betrayed its weakness, but he did not regret having resigned the world; life he knew was but a short journey — a little day, and then, if faithful unto death, his gracious reward would begin. Happily for him, such was the divine goodness and mercy, he was, at this moment, more than ever persuaded of his being truly called of God to preach the Gospel to the Heathen. "I rejoice to say, (he wrote to his youngest sister) that I never had so clear a conviction of my call as at present — as far as respects the inward impression. Never did I see so much the exceeding excellency and glory and sweetness of the work, nor had so much the favorable testimony of my own conscience, nor perceived so plainly the smile of God. I am con- strained to say — what am I, or what is my father's house, that I should be made willing — what am I that I should be so happy, so honored?'' In his Journal likewise, he expresses himself to the same effect: "I felt more persuaded of my call than ever; there was scarcely the shadow of a doubt left — *rejoice, O my soul' — thou shalt be the servant of God in this life, and in the next for all the boundless ages of eternity." REV. HENRY MARTYN. 105 A remarkable spirit of supplication likewise was in this hour of need poured out upon him, and the sure word of prophecy predicting the glory of the latter times, was as the dawning of the day and the rising of the day-star in his heart. "I could not," he remarks, "help reflecting on the almost supernat- ural fervor and deep devotion which came upon me, whilst I declared I had rightfully no other business each day but to do God's Avork as a servant, con- stantly regarding his pleasure." "My thoughts were full of what God would do for his own glory, in the conversion of multitudes to himself in the latter day. I did not wish to think about myself in any respect, but found it a precious privilege to stand by a silent admirer of God's doings." To be removed for ever from many dear friends, and from a congregation who "esteemed him very highly in love for his Avork's sake," would have greatly afflicted one of far less affection than that which animated the breast of Mr. Martyn. As for him, his sufferings on this occasion were most severe. Those of his flock likewise were no less so: they could willingly have renewed the touch- ing scene once beheld at Miletus, "sorrowing as they did for the words that he spake, that they should see his face no more." One old man, to adduce no other instance of their undissembled regard and poignant regret, could not refrain from coming to him, that he might commend him sol- emnly to God in prayer: and when he delivered 106 TVffiMOm OF his farewell discourse in Trinity Church, on these words, (2 Sam. vii, 27—29,) "For thou, O Lord of Hosts, God of Israel, hast revealed to thy ser- vant, saying, I will build thee an house; therefore hath thy servant found in his heart to pray this prayer unto thee. And now, O Lord God, thou art that God, and thy words be true, and thou hast promised this goodness unto thy servant: there- fore now let it please thee to bless the house of thy servant, that it may contbue forever before thee: for thou, O Lord God, hast spoken it: and with thy blessing let the house of thy servant be blessed for ever;" the whole assembly was dissolved in grief — thus testifying by their tears, that their attachment to him was equalled only by their admiration of his character. On the 3rd of April, the day after he had preached his valedictory sermon, Mr. Martyn quit- ted for ever the place which had been "the dear abode of his youth" — in which he had obtained no moderate portion of honor and reputation — and in which, had he deemed it right to remain, he might have acquired that ample share of emolument, which talents such as his never fail to secure. At such a moment he would have been glad to have been left to uninterrupted meditation; but many young students happened to accompany him on his journey, and he thought it his duty to enter into religious conversation Avith them for their benefit. — "At intervals however," said he, "I meditated and REY. HENRY MARTYN. 107 prayed — the coldness and ingratitude of my wicked heart made me feel loathsome to myself, and I longed but for one thing, which was, to be delivered from all my iniquity." The day after his arrival in London, other nat- ural feelings were called into exercise; feelings which it is the design of the Gospel to moderate, but not suppress. Some hymns sung in the evening, at the worship of that family Avhere he was most hospitably received, recalhng Cambridge to his re- membrance, affected him to tears, and as he dwelt with melancholy pleasure on its past delights, all his dear Christian friends in it seemed doubly inter- esting. During the two months Mr. Martyn was resident in London, he considered that he could not better employ his time, than by devoting it to the attain- ment of the Hindoostanee language, and having the advantage of being assisted by a gentleman* emi- nently competent to direct him, he was incessant in his endeavors to obtain that necessary qualification for an Indian Missionary. In order also that he might correct some defects in his speech, he at the same time deemed it incumbent on him to attend several lectures on pronunciation: for nothing did he disdain which, tending to render his ministry more acceptable, might conduce to the glory of God. In the delivery of the great message committed to * Mr. Gilchrist. 108 -JVIEMOIR OF him as an ambassador of Christ, he was at this time by no means remiss. — During the short period ot his abode in London, lie often preached; occupying the pulpit principally at St. John's Chapel, Bedford Row, then under the care of the late Rev. Richard Cecil, from whose holy example and faithful advice Mr. Marty n conceived himself to have derived the most substantial and lasting benefit. Nor was he without another high gratification and privilege — that of being introduced to the aged and venerable Mr. Newton, who, expecting soon "to be gathered to his people," rejoiced to give this young minister, about to proceed on his sublime embassy of love, his paternal counsel and benediction. An intercourse with such men as Mr. Newton and Mr. Cecil was more than a compensation to Mr. Martyn for his detention in London, and for the un- easiness of that period of uncertainty and delay, which is almost as oppressive to the spirits as the moment of actual departure. — But if he received unmingled satisfaction and abiding profit from the conversation he enjoyed with those eminent Chris- tians, there were others with whom he conferred, who, "seeming to be somewhat, in conference added nothing to him," but, on the contrary were the occasion to him of some disquietude. Once, indeed, these very persons were in the habit of manifesting great cordiality towards him: but now they began to slight him, and in his presence were continually raising disparaging comparisons between him and REV. HENRY MARTYR. 109 certain preachers, whose theological sentiments, if not erroneous, were at least far too exclusive, and whose strain of doctrine, in Mr. Martjn's judgment, was more calculated to produce iil-grounded confi- dence, than righteousness and true holiness. Inter- views of this kind he endured rather than enjoyed: they are to be ranked amongst his trials, and not placed on the side of his coinforts. The subject of his union, likewise, with that excellent person, on whom his affections were so unalterably fixed, became now a matter of consid- eration and discussion amongst some of his more intimate friends: and their difference of opinion respecting the propriety of the measure, should it ever be attainable, caused no small tumult and an- guish in his heart. On the other hand, there were two events, the prospect of which was of the most cheering com- plexion,— one, the satisfactory marriage of his young- est sister — the other, a hope of being soon followed to India by two of his friends, who strengthened, if not excited, by his example, declared their willing- ness to go forth and labor with him in that distant vineyard. But as it may administer much profitable, as well as encouraging matter to those who may hereafter tread in the footsteps of Mr. Martyn, his Journal shall speak for him at some length during the inter- val between his quitting Cambridge and preparing to sail from England. 15 110 MEMOIR OF April 10. — "Walked out to buy books, and strove to be diligent in thinking of my subject* When I got into the spirit of it, Christ appeared at times inexpressibly precious to me. April 14. — Sunday. "I felt very unconcerned about men's opinions, before and after my sermon. Before it, I could solemnly appeal to God, and found comfort and pleasure in doing so, that I desired his glory alone — that I detested the thought of seeking my own praise, or taking pleasure in hearing it. The rest of the evening I continued in a very ardent frame; but, in private, I was taught by former experience to labor after a calm and sober devotedness to God, and that my fervor might shew itself in a steady course of action. My soul felt grovv^ing in holiness nigh unto the blessed God, with my understanding, will, and affections turned towards him. Surely many of the children of God have been praying for me to-day. May the Lord return their prayers tenfold into their own bosom." — April 15. — "O may God confirm my feeble reso- lutions! O what have I to do but labor, and pray, and fast, and watch for the salvation of my soul, and those of the heathen world. Ten thousand times more than ever do I feel devoted to that precious work. O gladly shall this base blood be shed, every drop of it, if India can be benefited in one of her children — if but one of these creatures of God Almighty might be brought home to his duty." — • The subject he chose in the morning for meditation. REV. HENRY MARTYN. HI April 16. — "How careful should I and all be, io our ministry, not to break the bruised reed! Alas, do I think that a schoolboy, a raw academic, should be likely to lead the hearts of men? what a knowledge of man, and acquaintance with the Scriptures, what communion with God, and study of my own heart, ought to prepare me for the awful work of a mes- senger from God on the business of the soul" — April 22. — "I do not wish for any heaven upon earth besides that of preaching the precious Gospel of Jesus Christ to immortal souls. May these weak desires increase and strengthen with every diffi- culty."— April 27. — "My constant unprofitableness seemed to bar my approach to God. But I considered for all that was past, the blood of Christ would atone; and that, for the future, God would that moment give me grace to perform my duty."— May 7.— "Went in the evening to hear =* =^ *. He was on the same subject as always, but without va- riety. I confess 1 was dissatisfied, not only because I could fix on nothing that could edify me, but be- cause I could not but think that there was nothing: to offend or detect carnal professors." — May 9.-^"0 my soul, when wilt thou live con- sistently? When shall I walk steadily with God? When shall I hold heaven constantly in view? How time glides away — how is death approaching — how soon must I give up my account — how are souls perishing — how does their blood call out to 112 MEMOm OF us to labor, and watch, and pray for them that remain." May IG. — "I went down with Captain M. to Deptford. Passing through an inn which was close to the waters side, I* came at once, to my great surprise, close to the Indiaman before I was aware of it. The sudden sight of the water and of the ship affected me almost to tears. My emo- tions were mixed, — partly of joy, and partly of trembling apprehension at my now being so soon to go away." May 18. — "Happening to look over some of my farewell sermons at Cambridge, I was affected to tears." May 22. — "Heard Mr. Crowther preach. At first I could not enter into those humiliating views which I knew I ought to have; but, by stirring up myself to attend, and to mix faith with what he said, and by turning every sentence into a petition, I got great good to my soul." May 24. — "I felt more than I ever did in my life the shame attending poverty; nothing but the re- membrance that I was not to blame, supported me: whatever comes to me in the way of Providence is and must be for my good. Dined at * * *, where I could plainly see I was scarcely a welcome guest: the neglect of me was too plain to be unnoticed. The weakness of my human nature would have ex- pressed itself had I not looked up to God, and prayed for a sight of my desert of the scorn of men. KEY. HENRY MARTYN. Il3 Th€ conversation amongst these high professors \vas of course about * * ^\ One said to me, his sermons are not fne and eloquent, but spiritual — alluding to the first of mine which he had heard." May 30. — "Read Brainerd. I feel my heart knit to this dear man, and really rejoice to think of meetino: him in heaven." June 1. — "Memory has been at work to unnerve my soul; but reason, and honor, and love to Christ anB souls shall prevail — Amen. God help me." June 2. — Whitsunday. "My dear Redeemer is a fountain of life to my soul. With resignation, and peace, can I look forward to a life of labor and entire seclusion from earthly comforts, while Jesus thus stands near me, changing me into his own holy image." June 6. — "God's interference in supporting me continually, appears to me like a miracle." June 7. — "I have not felt such heart-rending pain since I parted with * * * in Cornwall. But the Lord brought me to consider the folly and wicked- ness of all this. I could not help saying — Go, Hin- doos— go on in your misery — ^let Satan still rule over you; for he that was appointed to labor among you, is consulting his ease. — No, thought I — hell and earth shall never keep me back from my work. I am cast down, but not destroyed. I began to con- sider why I was so uneasy — *Cast thy care upon him, for he careth for you.' 'In every thing by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your 114 ftlEMOIR OF requests be made known to God;' — these promises were sweetly fulfilled before long to me." June 8. — "My heart was sometimes ready to break with agony. At other times, I was visited by a few moments of sublime and enraptured joy. Such is the conflict. Why have my friends mention- ed this subject? It has torn open old wounds, and I am again bleeding." June 13. — "Had I a more tender sense of mercy, I should have delighted to write on the subjec? I had chosen. Yet it is very sweet to be desiring such a state. I would wish, like Mary, to be weep- ing at the feet of Jesus." June 15. — '*Shed tears to-night at the thoughts of my departure. I thought of the roaring seas which would soon be rolling between me and all that is dear to me upon earth." June 23.— "The grief of the Misses * * % at the departure of their brother for India, called forth some of my natural feelings. Had I been going from necessity^ it would almost break my heart. But I go, from choice, into a part of the vineyard where my dearest friend will be present. On the subject of the mission, I seemed assisted to unfold my heart unto the Lord, and to pray for his mighty protec- tion in the fiery trial which is about to try me." June 26, — "I heard something about Swartz to day, which struck me much — his simple mode of living." REV- HENRY MARTYN. 115 June 28. — "Was much struck and affected with the words of a Hottentot woman, quoted in Mr. Biddulph's sermon. How happy and honored am f, in being suffered to be a Missionary." July 4th. — "Mr. Cecil shewed me a letter in Swartz's own hand-writing. Its contents were of a very experimental nature — applicable to my case. The life of faith in Jesus is what I want. My soul may almost burst with astonishment at its own wickedness; but, at the same time, trusting to mercy, rise and go, and try to make men happy. The Lord go with me! Let my right hand forget her cunning, if I remember not Jerusalem above my chief joy." After delivering a sermon to the congregation at St. John's, upon Acts xx, 32; "And now, brethren, I commend you to God, and to the word of his grace, which is able to build you up, and to give you an inheritance among all them that are sanctified," on the 8th of July, Mr. Martyn left London for Ports- mouth; and such was i\\e acuteness of his feelings during this journey, that he fainted, and fell into a convulsion fit, at the inn where he slept on the road: a painful intimation to those friends who were with him, of the poignancy of that grief which he endeavored as much as possible to repress and conceal. The next morning, however, he was sufti- * It were much to be wished, that very large extracts from Mr. Swartz's Correspondence with the Society for Promoting Christian Knowledge were published. Much would doubtless be found there **applicable to the case" of Christiana in j-erjera/, and of Ministers and Missionaries. in particular. 116 MEMOIR OF ciently recovered to proceed, and was much re- freshed in his spirits at the sight of many of his brethren at Portsmouth, who had coaie (several from a considerable distance) that they might affec- tionately accompany him to the ship. Among these, was one whose presence afforded him an unex- pected happiness. "To be obliged to give up all hopes of your accompanying me to Portsmouth," (he had written a short time before to Mr. Sim- eon,) "is a greater disappointment than I can well describe. Having been led to expect it, I seemed to experience a painful privation. However, you will not now have the pain of observing in your broth- er a conversation and spirit unsuitable to the impor- tant work on which he is going. Yet this I believe, that though I have little affection towards heavenly things, I have less towards every thing earthly." From Mr. Simeon he learnt, to his exceeding com- fort, that his flock at Cambridge intended on the day of his departure, as far as it could be ascertain- ed, to give themselves up to fasting and prayer — and at his hands he received, with peculiar gratifica- tion, a silver compass, sent by them, as a memorial of their unfeigned affection: for which the following letter is expressive of his acknowledgments: — Portsmouth, July 11, ISOJ. "my dearest brethrex, "I WRITE in great haste to thank you most affection- ately for the token of your love, which our dear REY. HENRY MARTYN. 117 brother and minister has given me from you. O may my God richly recompense you for your great affection! May he reward your prayers for me, by pouring tenfold blessings into your own bosoms! May he bless you with all spiritual blessings in Christ Jesus! At the command of God, as I believe, I shall, in a few hours, embark for those regions where your little present may be of use to me, in guiding my way through the trackless desert. I pray that the word of God, which is your compass, may, through the Spirit, direct your path through the wilderness of this world, and bring you in safety to the better country above. I beg your prayers, and assure you of mine. Remember me some- times at your social meetings, and particularly at that which you hold on the Sabbath morning. Pray not only for my sinful soul, that I may be kept faith- ful unto death; but, especially, for the souls of the poor Heathen. Whether I live, or die, let Christ be magnified by the ingathering of multitudes to himself. I have many trials awaiting me, and so have you; but that covenant of grace, in which we are interested, provides for the weakest, and secures our everlasting welfare. Farewell, dear brethren! May God long continue to you the invaluable labors of your beloved minister: and may you, with the blessing of God on his ministry, grow day by day in all spirituality and humility of mind, till God, in his mercy, shall call you each in his own time, to the eternal enjoyment of bis glory." 118 IVIOIOIR OF The few days Mr. Martyn remained at Ports- mouth were spent in conversing with his brethren on the things pertaining to the kingdom of God. in social supphcation and thanksgiving. His prayer, on the day he expected finally to quit the shores of England, will not easily be forgotten by those who bowed their knees too^ether with him to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ: it ascended to the "lofty One," from the lowest depths of humiliation, and it breathed the most entire de- votedness of body, soul, and spirit to his service. His whole demeanor, indeed, could not fail of tenderly affecting, as well as indelibly impressing their hearts and minds. One of those then pre- sent, who little thought that the task he now so inadequately attempts to execute would ever be assigned him, well remembers his own sensations on that most trying but triumphant occasion; and how completely every thought within him was ab- sorbed in admiration of the astonishing grace bestowed on his friend, and in bitter regret at being for ever to be deprived of his society. — Nor let it be here surmised, that Mr. Martyn's sacrifices and sufferings have been magnified, from being contemplated through a medium, raised by the fond and ill-judging partiality of friendship. His situation as a chaplain to the East India Company, it is readily admitted, was an eligible, or, as it might be deemed, an enviable station. But this, so far as worldly prospects are concerned^ would REV. HENRY MARTVN. 119 have been contemptible in his eyes when placed in competition with the poorest curacy in Cornwall And it ought not to be forgotten, in our estimate of his privations, that, although he was not the only one of the many sailing with him from the happy land of their nativity, who clung to it with ardency of affection, and parted from it with the most lively sorrow, without disparaging their mo- tives, those by which he w^as actuated were solely of a spiritual kind: they too, it must be remembered, were cheered with the hope of one day shedding the tears of joy, where then they were pouring forth those of sadness — but no such distant gleam streaked Mr. Martyn's horizon. He went forth to preach the Gospel to the Heathen, and it was his fixed resolution to live and die amongst them* When he left England, he left it wholly for Chrisfs sake, and he I ft it for ever. On the 17th day of July, the Union East India- man, which was to convey Mr. Martyn to Calcutta, sailed from Portsmouth, in company with a large fleet under command of Captain Byng, and two days afterwards came to an anchor in the port of Fal- mouth. An extract of a letter Avritten from this place to Mr. vSimeon, feelingly depicts Mr. Martyn's sensations, when rising on the morning of the 17th he found that his voyage was really commenced: — "It was a very painful moment to me when I awoke on the morning after you left us, and found the fleet actually sailing down the channel. Though it was 120 MEMOIR OF what I had anxiously been looking forward to so long, yet the consideration of being parted for ever from mj friends, almost overcame me. My feelings were those of a man who should suddenly be told, that every friend he had in the world was dead. It was only by prayer for them that I could be comforted; and this was indeed a refreshment to my soul, because by meeting them at the throne of grace, I seemed again to be in their society." The arrival of the fleet at Falmouth was an event Avholly unforeseen by Mr. Martyn, who was some- w^hat agitated "at the singularity of the providence of God, in leading him once more into the bosom of all his friends." "May the Lord," said he, "glorify himself in this and in every other dispensation!" — How trying this dispensation was to him, it will not require many quotations from his Journal to de- monstrate. From these it will be evident, that de- lightful as it was to him once more to land upon the shores, where he had sported gaily in his infancy, and meditated divinely in maturer age, it would have been far happier for him had a storm in the night hurried him past his beloved Cornwall. But God, who doeth all things well, manifestly intended to strengthen his faith, by putting it to a severe exercise. July 29* — "I was much engaged at intervals in learning the hymn, 'The God of Abraham praise;' as often as I could use the language of it with any truth, my heart was a little at eas^. REV. HENRY MARTYN. 12!| *The God of Abraham praise. At whose supreme command From earth I rise and seek the joys At his right hand; I all on earth forsake. Its wisdom, fame, and power; And him my only portion make, My shield and tower.* *'There was something peculiarly solemn and affect- ing to me in this hymn, and particularly at this time. The truth of the sentiments I knew well enough. But, alas! I felt that the state of mind expressed in it Avas above mine at the time, and I felt loth to forsake all on earth. "Not being able to reach the ship, I slept at a little public-house on the road, where I lay doAvn in the most acute mental misery; and rose, the next morning, disturbed and unrefreshed. The morning was beautifully serene, but on account of the tem- pest within, that very circumstance was disgusting to me. A dark and stormy day would have been more in unison with my feelings." "I went on board in extreme anguish, and found an opportunity in the sloop by which I passed to the ship, to cry, with brokenness of spirit, to the Lord. The words 'Why sayest thou, O Jacob, and speak- est, O Israel, my way is hid from the Lord, and my judgment is passed over from my God?' were brought to my mind with such force, that I burst into a flood of tears: and felt much relieved in my soul, that God was thus compassionate, and the blessed Lord Jesus a merciful and compassionate 122f MEMom. OP High Priest, who condescended to sympathise with me. In the afternoon, it pleased God to give me a holy and blessed season in prayer, in which my soul recovered much of its wonted peace." — Thus did God, in answer to prayer, in some measure refresh his soul. An attempt, also, which he made to com- fort another person in the ship with him, served to invigorate his own drooping spirit. "They stood together," as he represents it, "looking anxiously at the raging sea, and sighed to think of the happy societies of God's people, who (as it was the Sab- bath day) were then joining in sweet communion in public worship." But the topics of consolation which Mr. Martyn endeavored to bring before his disconsolate companion, had a happy reaction on his own mind — whilst cheering him he was cheered himself, and "the blessed Spirit of God applied the blood of Jesus to cleanse away his sin, and restore him to comfort;" and at night he could commit him- self to rest, "tossed," as he expresses it, "by the roar- ing surge, but composed and peaceful Avith the everlasting: arms underneath him." During his detention for about three weeks at Falmouth, he preached several times in the ship, as well as on shore: and, amongst other texts, he ad- dressed his hearers from that most appropriate one, "Jesus came and spake unto them, saying. All power is given unto me in heaven and on earth. Go ye therefore, and teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of KEY. HENRY MARTIN. 123 the Holy Ghost. Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you: and lo! I am with you alway, even unto the end of the world. Amen." Matt, xxviii, 18 — 20. A sermon from Mr. Martyn on those words of Scripture, was well calculated to produce a powerful effect on the minds of his audience; for the very circumstance of his coming amongst them, shewed that "the kingdom of God was not in word, but in power." On the 10th of August, the signal Avas made for the ships to sail, at which time having been de- ceived in the information communicated to him con- cerning the continuance of the fleet in port, Mr. Martyn was absent at the distance of twenty miles in the country. The express announcing this mis- take was like a thunder-stroke to him: but by making all possible dispatch, he contrived to reach the Union just in time. That ship, as if by the appointment of Providence, had met with an acci- dent on clearing out of the harbor, which impeded her progress, whilst almost all the others were under weigh. The commander, as he passed, ex- pressed his displeasure at her delay: but Mr. Mar- tyn discovered the high and gracious hand of God in this event, and "blessed him for having thus saved his poor creature from shame and trouble." "So delusive," to adopt his own reflections, "are schemes of pleasure! At nine in the morning, I was sitting at ease with the person dearest to me upon earth, intending to go out with her afterwards to see 124 IMEMOIR OF different views, to visit some persons with her, and preach on the morrow; four hours only elapsed, and I was under sail from England." The anxiety Mr. Martyn had felt to reach his ship, and the joy he experienced at having effected his object, for a time absorbed other sorrowful con- siderations: but Avhen left a little at leisure, his spirits, as he acknowledges, began to sink. ''He seemed backward, also, to draw near to God, and though when he did so, he found relief, he was still slow to flee to the refuge of his weary soul." — Unhappily for him, during the w^hole of the 10th, and for the greater part of the succeeding day, Cornwall was in sio^ht; and who is there endued with the sensibilities of our common nature, but must have been subjected to the most painful emo- tions, whilst slowly passing for the last time along a coast, where every object which caught the eye — every headland — every building — every wood, serv- ed to remind him of endearments that were past, and of pleasures never to be renewed.'* That Apostle, who professed that he was "ready not to be bound only, but to die at Jerusalem, for the name of the Lord Jesus," exclaimed also — "what mean ye to weep and break my heart?" x4nd he, too, when sailing to Rome, along the "sea of Cilicia," may well be supposed to have looked mournfully towards the region of his nativity, and to have thought with pain on Tarsus. REV. HENRY MAHTYN. 125 But Mr. Martyn's own hand sliall portray his feel- ings.— Sunday, August 11. "I rose dejected, and extremely weak in body. After simply crying to God for mercy and assistance, I preached on Heb. xi, 16: — 'But, now, they desire a better country, that is, an heavenly: wherefore God is not ashamed to be called their God, for he hath prepared for them a city.' On repeating the text a second time, I could scarcely refrain from bursting into tears. For the Mount and St. Hilary spire, and trees were just discernible by the naked eye at the time I be- gan my sermon, by saying that now the shores of England were receding fast from our view, and that we had taken a long, many of us, an everlasting fare- well, (fee. We had made little way during the night, and so in the morning I was pleased to find we were in Mount's Bay, midway between the Lands-End and the Lizard, and I was often with my glass recalling those beloved scenes — till after tea, when ascending the poop, I found they had dis- appeared: but this did not prevent my praying for all on shore. Amidst the extreme gloom of my mind this day I found great pleasure, at seasons of prayer, in interceding earnestly for my beloved friends all over England." The dejection of mind of which Mr. Martyn here speaks, and which returned the next day with an overpowering influence, waS evidently combined with, and augmented by much bodily infirmity, and no doubt would have been alleviated by the sympa- 17 12b" MEMOIR OF thizing intercourse of a companion in tribulation, and in the kingdom and patience of Jesus Christ. The original injunction given to the seventy, was given by him who knew what was in man, and who there- fore sent them ''two and two before his face into every city" — for "two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their labor: for if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow; but woe to him that is alone when he falleth, for he hath not an,- other to help him up." — Eccles. iv, 9, 10. "England had disappeared, and with it, all my peace." — "The pains of memory were all I felt." — "Would I go back? O no — but how can I be sup- ported? my faith fails. I find, by experience, I am weak as water. O my dear friends in England^ when we spoke with exultation of the mission to the Heathen, whilst in the midst of health, and joy, and liope; what an imperfect idea did we form of the sufferings by which it must be accomplished." Such were the complainings of his spirit, over- whelmed within him. Yet there were moments when he could "realize the realms of glory," and when "all earthly things died away in insignificance.'- On the 14th of August the fleet came to an an- chor in the Cove of Cork: and there, in a spiritual sense, Mr. Martyn found that haven wher,e he would be: — there he discovered that "heaviness may en- dure for a night, but that joy cometh in the morn" ing;" and he who before had felt "poor and needy, with his heart woimded within him," could then say REV. rtENRt IMARTYN. 12*^ "thanks be to God, which causeth us always to triumph in Christ;" 2 Cor, ii, 14. — "After a long and blessed season in prayer, I felt, he says, the spirit of adoption drawing me very near to God, and giving me the full assurance of his love. My fervent pray- er was, that I might be more deeply and habitually convinced of his unchanging everlasting love, and that my whole soul might be altogether in Christ. I scarcely knew how to express the desires of my heart. I wanted to be all in Christ, and to have Christ for my 'all in all' — to be encircled in his ever- lasting arms, and to be swallowed up altogether iii his fulness. I wish for no created good, or for men to know my experience; but to be one with thee,- and live for thee, O God, my Savior and Lord. O may it be my constant care to live free from the spirit of bondage, at all times, having access to the Father. This I feel should be the state of the Christian: perfect reconciliation with God, and a perfect appropriation of him in all his endearing at- tributes, according to all that he has promised: it is this that shall bear me safely through the storm." - — What is this but the happiness intended by the Psalmist, when he breaks forth in those w^ords of sublimity and rapture: 'Blessed are the people which know the joyful sound — they shall walk, O Lord, in the light of thy countenance: in thy name shall they rejoice all the day, and in thy righteous- ness shall they be exalted.' — Psalm ixxxix, 15, 16. 128 IViEMOIR OF At Cork, Mr. Martjn endeavored to procure an admission to a pulpit in the city, as well as to preach to the convicts going out with the fleet to Botany Bay, but was unsuccessful in both these attempts. — On board his own ship he regularly read prayers, and preached once every Sabbath, lamenting that the Captain would not permit the performance of more than one service. This being the case, his usefulness in the ship depended much, he conceived, upon his private ministration. Scarcely a day therefore passed, without his going between the decks; where, after assembling all who were willing to attend, he read to them some religious book, upon which he commented as he went on. "Some attend fixedly — others are looking another way — some women are employed about their children, attending for a little while, and then heedless: some rising up and going away — others taking their place; and numbers, especially of those who have been upon watch, strewed all along upon the deck fast asleep- — one or two from the upper decks looking down and listening:" such is the picture he draws of his congregation below. — The situation of things above, when he perform- ed his weekly duty on the Sabbath, was not, ac- cording to his own statement, more ensouraging. There, the opposition of some, and the inattention of others, put his meekness and pa.ience very strongly to the test. "The passengers," as he de- scribes it, "were inattentive — the officers, many of REV. HENRY MARTY^T. 129 them, sat drinking; so that he could overhear their noise, and the Captain was with them. His own soul was serious, and undisturbed by the irrever- ence of the hearers, and he thought he could have poured it out in prayer, without restraint, in defi- ance of their scornful gaze." "How melancholy and humiliating," he could not help adding, "is this mode of public ordinances on ship-board, compared with the respect and joy with which the multitudes come up to hear my brethren ashore; but this pre- pares me for preaching amongst the heedless Gen- tiles." On the 31st of August, after having been de- tained above a fortnight in the Cove of Cork, the fleet, consisting of fifty transports, ^ve men of war, and the Indiaman, put to sea; and now again Mr. Martyn suftered much both in body and mind: he became languid and feverish, and his nights were sleepless — and his mental conflict was extremely severe. "My anguish at times," he says, "was inex- pressible, when I awoke from my disturbed dreams, to find myself actually on my way, with a long sea rolling between me and all I held dear in this life." "To describe the variety of perplexing, heart- rending, agonizing thoughts which passed through, my mind, and which, united with the weakness and languor of my body, served to depress me into the depths of misery, would be impossible. The bodily suffering would be nothing, did not Satan improve his advantage, in representing the happiness and 130 MEMOIR OP case of the life I had left. However, God did riot leave me qiiite alone, poor and miserable as I wag, I was helped to recollect several things in Script ure^ which encouraged me to hold on. Such as 'If we suffer with him, we shall also reign with him;' the examples likewise of Moses, Abraham, and St. Paul, of our blessed Lord himself, and of his saints at the present moment. I repeated the farewell discourse of St. Paul, and endeavored to think how he would act in my situation. I thought of all God's people looking out after me with expectation; following me with their wishes and prayers. I thought of the holy angels, some of whom perhaps were guarding me on my way; and of God, and of Christ, approv- ing my course and mission. 'Who will go for me? — here am I — send me.' I thought of the millions of precious souls that now and in future ages might be benefited." — By such considerations as these, by prayer— by reciting Scripture — by praying over it — by casting himself simply upon Christ — and by looking upon pain and suffering as his daily portioft (which thought wonderfully served to tranquillize his mind,) Mr. Marty n was carried through a season of great tribulation, when he might almost have adopted the words of the Psalmist, "Thou hast laid me in the lowest pit, in darkness, in the deeps. Thine indignation lieth hard upon me, and thou hast afflicted me with all thy waves;" Psalm Ixxxviii, 6, 7. But it is an inspired declaration^ that "they that wait on the Lord shall rencio their strength: they REV. HENRY MAIlTY?r. 131 shall mount up with wings as eagles, they shall run and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint:" nor was it long before he could affix his seal to the truth of this testimony. "In prayer," he says, soon after this, "I soon launched sweetly into eternity, and found joy unspeakable in thinking of my future rest, and of the boundless love and joy I should ever taste in Christ's beloved presence hereafter. I found no difficulty to stir myself up to the contem- plation of heaven— my soul through grace, realized it, and I delighted to dwell by faith in those blissful scenes." Shortly after the fleet had sailed from Ireland, a tremendous storm arose — the first that Mr. Martyn had ever witnessed. During a night of general anxiety and consternation, his mind was kept in per- fect peace. "He lay, endeavoring to realize his speedy appearance before God in judgment — not indeed Avithout sorrowful convictions of his sinful- ness, and supplications for mercy in the name of Jesus, but with a full confidence in the willingness of God to receive him, and a desire to depart." But he was chiefly led, "to think of the many poor souls in the ship, and to pray that they might have a longer time. for repentance, and that the terrors of that night might be of lasting benefit." In the morning when the vessel was going under bare poles, the sea covered with so thick a mist from the spray and rain, that nothing could be seen but the tops of the nearest waves, which seemed to be runninoj ove?^ 132 MEMOIR OF the windward side of the ship, he seized the oppor- tunity of pointing out the way of salvation to one of the passengers, who appeared much terrified; and most willingly, had circumstances permitted, would he have preached to the whole ship's company, warning them to "flee from the wrath to come, and to lay hold on eternal life." The Sunday following, he read the thanksgiving prayer after a storm. Mr. Martyn's voyage before this alarming tem- pest, had been far from expeditious. Seven weari- some weeks had he passed, without having proceed- ed farther than the latitude of the Lizard. The wind now began to carry him forward, and about the end of the month of September, he reached Madeira. His Journal during the interval between the sub- siding of the storm and his arrival at Porto Santo, contains these admirable reflections. Sept. 9. — "My chief concern was, that this season of peace might be improved: Avhen the Lord gave David rest from all his enemies round about, then he be- gan to think of building a temple to the Lord. Passed the evening, many sweet hours, in reading. — Found a rich feast in readinof Hooker's Sermons: the doctrines of grace are a cordial to me. We are now inlat. 46^. long. 12^. The sea which I am looking on from the port-hole is comparatively smooth, yet it exhibits the moonbeams only in broken reflections. It is thus an emblem of my heart — no longer tossed with tempestuous passions. REV, HENRY MARTYX. 133 it has subsided a little; but still the mild beams of the Spirit fall on an undulating surface: but the time of perfect rest approaches." Sept. 10.— "Endeavored to consider what should be mj study and preparation for the mission; but could devise no particular plan, but to search from the Scriptures what are God's promises respecting the spread of the Gospel, and of the means by which it shall be accomphshed. Long seasons o£ prayer in behalf of the Heathen, I am sure are necessary;— Isa. Ixii. I began Isaiah, and learnt by heart the promises scattered through the twelve first chapters, hoping it may prove profitable matter for meditation as well as prayer. Read Pilgrim's Progress below, amidst the greatest noise and inter- ruption. Notwithstanding the clamor, I felt as if I could preach to a million of noisy persons with un- conquerable boldness— We have been becalmed the whole day. I fear my soul has been much in the same state; but I would not that it should be so any longer.'' Sept. 13.— "In my walk, my attention was engag- ed by the appearance of mutiny amongst the men. Last night the ship's crew and the soldiers refused their allowance, and this morning, when they piped to dinner, they gave three cheeis. After some time, a seaman was fixed on as the ringleader; and from his behavior, I w^is not sorry to hear the Cap- tain order him to be put into irons. As it was a sorrowful and humiliating thing to me, I retired to 18 134 MEMOIR OF praj for them and mjself. In the afternoon I read as usual, and found two occasions of speaking in ref- erence to their mutinous murmurs." Sept. 14. — "Found great pleasure and profit in Milners Church History. I love to converse as it were with those holy Bishops and Martyrs, with whom I hope, through grace, to spend a happy eternity." Sept. 1.5. — Sunday. "He that testifieth these things saith, behold — I come quickly — Amen — even so — come quickly, Lord Jesus!" Happy John! though shut out from society and the ordinances of grace: happy wast thou in thy solitude, when by it thou wast induced thus gladly to welcome the Lord's words, and repeat them with a prayer. Read and preached on Acts xiii, 38, 39. In the latter part, w^here I w as led to speak, without prep- aration, on the all-sufficiency of Christ to save sin- ners, who came to him with all their sins without delay, I was carried away with a divine aid to speak Avith freedom and energy: my soul was refreshed, and I retired, seeing reason to be thankful. — The weather was fair and calm, inviting the mind to tranquillity and praise: the ship just moved upon the face of the untroubled ocean. I went below in hopes of reading Baxter's Call to the Unconverted: but there was no getting down, as they were taking out water: so I sat with the seamen on the gun deck. — As I walked in the evening at sun-set, I thought with pleasure, but a few more suns, and ! REV. HENRY MARTYN. 130 shall be where my sun shall no more go down. Read Isaiah the rest of the evening, sometimes happj, but at other times tired, and desiring to take up some other religious book — but I saiv it an im- portant duty to check this slighting of the word of God:' Sept. 16. — "Two things were much in my mind this morning in prayer, the necessity of entering more deeply into my heart, and laboring after hu- miliation, and, for that reason, setting apart times for fasting; as also to devote times for solemn prayer for fitness in the ministry; especially love for souls, and for the effusion of the Spirit on the Heath- en lands, according to God's command. * * * coming in, said many had become more hostile than ever; they should come up to prayers, because they be- lieved I was sincere; but not to the Sermon, as I did nothing but preach about hell: I hope this por- tends good. Prevented reading below from the same cause as on Saturday." Sept. 17. — '^It began to blow hard again. ...the calmness and pleasure with which I contemplate death, rather made me fear I did not fear it enough. Read below with the soldiers." Sept. 18. — "Rose ill, and continued so all the day. Tried to encourage myself in the Lord. Looking at the sea, my soul was enabled to rejoice in the great Maker of it as my God." Sept. 19. — "Was assisted this morning to pray for two hours, principally in regard to God's prom- 136 Memoir of ises respecting the spread of the Gospel. Read Hlndoostanee and Mihier — found the men forbidden to go below, so I kiioAV not how they are to be in- structed; may the Lord open a way. — The weather IS calm and sultry — my frame relaxed to a painful degree — 1 am led to seek a quiet meek submission to every thing that shall befal me. O, this right blessed frame, would that it may continue! I feel it to be the disposition of a creature approving of every thing, because it is God's doing. Sept. 20. — "My soul was blessed with a sacred and holy reverence in the work of God this morning: it was the sentiment of serious love, such as I should wish always to maintain. To behold God in his glory, and worship him for what he is in himself, I should believe, is the bliss of heaven. Exercised myself in Hlndoostanee — read Pilgrim's Progress to a few below deck — continued to delight in the prospect of preaching in India. The example of the Christian Saints, in the early ages, has been a source of sweet reflection to me frequently to-day; the holy love and devout meditations ci x^ugustine and Ambrose I delight to think of." Sept. 21. — "/ seemed uneasy at the tho7fghts of calling forth the hatred of people to-morrow^ by preaching to them unpleasant truths^ Sept. 22. — Sunday. "Was more tried by the fear of man, than I ever have been since God has called me to the ministry. The threats and oppo- sition of these men made me unwilling to set before REV. henrt martyn. 137 them the truths which they hated: yet 1 had no species of hesitation about doing it. They had let me know that if I would preach a sermon like one of. Blair's they should be glad to liear it, but they would not attend if so much of hell was preached. This morning again Captain "^"^^ said, 'Mr. Martyn must not damn us to-day, or none will come again.' I was a little disturbed; but Luke x, and, above all, our Lord's last address to his disciples, (John xiv, 16,) strengthened me. I took for my text Psal. ix, 17. 'The wicked shall be turned into hell, and all the nations that forget God.' The officers were all behind my back, in order to have an opportunity of retiring in case of dislike, g =i^ * * attended the whole time. H * "* % as soon as he heard the text, went back, and said he would hear no more about hell; so he employed himself in feeding the geese. ^ ^ ^ said I had shut him up in hell, and the univer- sal cry w^as 'we are all to be damned.' However, God^ I trusty blessed the sermon to the good of many. Some of the cadets, and many of the soldiers were in tears. I felt an ardor and vehemence in some parts which are unusual with me. After service, walked the deck with Mrs. * * ^: she spoke with so much simplicity and amiable humility, that I was full of joy and adoration to God for a sheep brought home to his fold. In the afternoon went below, in- tending to read to them at the hatchway, but there was not one of them; so I could get nothing to do among the poor soldiers." 138 MEMOIR or Sept. 23.— <'We are just to the south of all Eu- rope, and I bid adieu to it forever, without a wish of ever revisiting it, and still less with any desire of taking up my rest in the strange land to which I am going. Ah! no, — farewell perishing world! 'To me to live' shall be 'Christ.' I have nothing to do here, but to labor as a stranger, and by secret prayer and outward exertion, do as much as possible for the church of Christ and my own soul, till my eyes close in death, and my soul Avings its way to a brighter world. Strengthen me, O God my Savior; that, whether living or dying, I may be thine." Sept. 24. — "The determination with which I went to bed last night of devoting this day to prayer and fasting, I was enabled to put in execution." Sept. 25. — *'Most of the morning employed in Hindoostanee — read Pilgrim's Progress and Baxter below. Had a long conversation with one of the Lascars." Sept. 27. — "The oaths I heard on deck moved my indignation; but I recollected the words of the Macedonian in the dream, 'come over, and help us.' Probably there was no one that felt his need of help, but the holy Spirit put it in this engaging way, because they did request as much by their silent misery. So I thought that every oath they swore, was a call on me to help them. In the afternoon, I was told I could not go below, as there had been fires lighted to air the deck. Went, by way of changing the scene, in a boat to the Sarah Ciiris- REV. HENRY MARTYN. 139 tiana, about three miles off. It was a novel'^hing to be in a little boat in the midst of a great ocean. The nearest main land, Africa, was three hundred and fifty miles distant. I reflected without pain that England was eleven hundred miles off." Sept. 28. — "My thoughts were much engaged, as well as those about me, with the prospect of going on shore. They were doing nothing else for hours but looking out with their glasses for land. After dinner, on coming out, I saw the majestic heights of Porto Santo, distant about five or six leagues. Again I was disappointed in going below from the same cause. Was diverted from my proper v/ork by looking at a Portuguese grammar. So astonishing is the weakness of my heart, every trifle has power to draw me from that communion with God which my better will chooses, as ray best and beloved por- tion. O for the steady abiding under the shadow of the Almighty; and as the days pass on, and bring me nearer to the end of the things which are seen, so let me be more and more quickened, to be ready for the unseen Avorld." "By faith, I see the land With peace and plenty blest; A land of sacred liberty And endless rest." Mr. Martyn's diligence in his humble and despis- ed ministrations amongst the soldiers in the ship with him, will not have escaped the attention of those who have read the above extracts. It will i40 MEMOIR OF have been remarked, that there were not many days in which he remitted this work. Nor was his labor confined to the soldiers: their officers were addressed by him with equal earnestness, on every fair and favorable opportunity. With some he had fiequent religious conversations. The cadets, also, he endeavored to "allure to brighter worlds;" and to shew that he had also their welfare in this world at heart, he offered gratuitously to instruct in mathe- matics as many as chose to come to him; an offer which several accepted: and, as if this were not enough to occupy his time, he undertook also to read French with another passenger, who was desirous of improvement in that language. He was willing to become all things to all men, that he might win some. How far it were wise in him to preach im- mediately upon the awful subject of eternal misery, after an injunction to abstain from such a topic, is a question Avhich may admit of a diversity of senti- ment. Certain, however, it is, that men may be told "even weeping, that their end is destruction," and the temper by which Mr. Martyn was invaria- bly characterized, leaves no room to doubt, but that his conduct in this instance was influenced by an im- perious sense of duty, and by the tender overflow- ings of love. The sight of a foreign land, where superstition held her dark and undisputed sway, naturally ex- cited a new train of sensations in Mr. Martyn's mind, which he thus communicated from Funchal to 9. REV. HENRY MARTYN. 14"^ near relation at Falmouth. "Yesterday morning we came to an anchor at this place. The craggy mountains, at the foot of which Funchal is situate, make a most grand and picturesque appearance. On entering the town, 1 was struck with the con- viction of being in a foreign country. Every thing was different, — the houses, even the poorest, all regular and stately — every where groves of orange and lemon trees — the countenances, and dress, and manners of the people different to those I had been used to — black-skirted Catholic priests, and nun- like women, with beads and a crucifix, passing in all directions. How would St. Paul have sighed in passing through this town, wholly given up to idola- try. I went to the great church, where they were performing high mass, and was perfectly dazzled with the golden splendor of the place. But all the external aids of devotion lost their usual effect upon me, while I contemplated the endless multitude of mountebank tricks the priests were exhibiting. Is it possible, thought I, this should be a Christian Church! There was no appearance of attention, except in one poor African woman, who was cross- ing herself repeatedly, with the utmost expression of contrition in her countenance. Perhaps, said I to her, in my mind, we shall meet in heaven." After remaining four days at Funchal, the fleet put to sea, information having been previously im- parted to the army, that their object was the cap- ture of the Cape of Good Hope, and that accordingly 19 M2 BJEMOIR OF they might, ere long, expect to meet an enemj on the field of battle. Intelligence of this nature served to quicken that activity and zeal, which in Mr. Martyn had not hitherto been either sluggish or supine. He was, therefore perpetually visiting, or attempting to visit, that part of his flock which was so soon to be ex- posed to the perils of warfare. "I entreated them even with tears," said he, "out of fervent love for their souls, and I could have poured away my life to have persuaded them, to return to God." — By a sentence in Milner's Church History, 'Ho believe, to suffer, and to love, was the primitive taste," he states that his mind, at this time, was very deeply impressed; observing, that "no uninspired sentence ever affected him so much." It was, in fact, an epitome of his own life, conversation, and spirit: a lively exemplification of which is to be found in the manner in which, during this part of the voyage, he strove against an extreme and oppressive languor of body, which tended to impede his present labors,, and threatened to impair his future efficiency. — ■ "The extreme weakness and languor of my body made me fear 1 should never be used as a preacher in India: But w hat," said he, "means this anxiety? Is it not of God that I am led into outward difficul- ties, that my faith may be tried? Suppose you are obliged to return, or that you never see India, but wither and die here, what is that to you? Do the will of God where you are, and leave the rest to REV. HENRY MARTYN. 14!3 liim." — "I found great satisfaction in reflecting, that my hourly wisdom was not to repine, and to look for a change, but to consider what is my duty in ex- isting circumstances, and then to do it, in de pen- dance upon grace." So deeply was his soul imbued with the "primitive taste," and so entirely did it ac- cord with that wise maxim, of such universal but difficult application — - **Tu tua fac cures — catera mitte Deo."* From Porto Santo to St. Salvador, the voyage was accomplished in little more than five weeks, during which the special Providence of God mani- festly watched over Mr. Martyn. Soon after cross- ing the line, on the 30th of October, the Union, in ^vhich he sailed, passed in the night within a very short distance of a dangerous reef of rocks, which proved destructive to two other vessels. The reef lay exactly across the track of the Union, and had not the second mate, who was on watch, called up the captain and the first mate as soon as danger was discovered, they would inevitably have been wrecked: their escape was considered as almost miraculous. Pieces of the ships that were dashed against the breakers floated by them, and many of those who had been cast on the rocks were seen making signals for assistance. Anxiety on board the Union respecting these unhappy persons waf? * Take care that you do your duty —leave the rest to God. 144 MEMOIR OF intense: happilj, however, they were all saved, with the exception of three officers, one of whom lost his life by endeavoring to secure a large sum of money: leaving the vessel too soon, he sunk to rise no more; and, as it was supposed, was devoured by the sharks which surrounded the ships in great numbers. Nor was this the only peril which the Union escaped: on the coast of South America, she incurred a similar risk: — "O how sweet," remarked Mr. Martyn, "to perceive such repeated instances of God's guardian care!" — During this part of the voyage, the novel sight of the flying-fish beginning to attract attention, Mr. Martyn's mind, ever fertile in topics of humiliation, could discover a "resemblance to his own soul in those poor little creatures, which rose to a little height, and then in a minute or two, when their fins were dry, dropped into the waves." Others, doubtless, would have chosen for him a far different similitude, and would have sought it rather in the eagle soaring into the fields of light, or in the dove of the poet, **When at length she springs To S!0o6ther flight, and shoots upon lier wiqgs." — Drydeit, "I find, (Mr. Martyn wrote on his arrival at St. Sal- vador to two of his friends in England,) that neither distance nor time can separate the hearts which are united in the fellowship of the Gospel, as well as by mutual esteem. Mere earthly affections are weak- ened by time and absence; but Christian love grows REV. HENRY MARTYN. 145 stronger, as the day of salvation approaches. Al- ready, a vratery waste of four thousand miles lies between me and England: but because I have you in my heart, and make mention of you without ceasing in my prayers, you seem scarcely yet out of sight." "Though a long sea is rolling already betwixt us, yet I scarcely seem to have lost sight of you, or of my dear friends at Cambridge. The hymns we sing, being chiefly taken from your collection, daily bring to my remembrance the happy days when I went with the multitude to the house of God, with the voice of joy and praise. Those seasons are gone by: but I comfort myself with thinking, they will quickly be renewed in a better country, when we come to dwell together in the mansions of our father's house." The description of St. Salvador, and the events connected with Mr. Martyn's stay there, we have thus recorded by him at some length. Nov. 12. — "The coast was beautiful, with much romantic scenery. The town exactly resembled Funchal, but was rather more cheerful. The ob- jects in the streets were strong negro-men slaves, carrying very heavy casks on a pole, with a sort of unpleasant note — negro-women, carrying fish, fruit, &:c. — a few palanquins, which are drawn by two mules. The things exposed to sale were turtles, bananas, oranges, limes, papaws, watermelons, tama- rinds, fustlch wood. I walked up the hill, in order 146 MEMOIR OF to get into the country, and observed a man standing by the way side, holding out for the people's saluta- tion a silver embossed piece of plate of a small oval size, and repeating some words about St. Antonio. Some kissed it; others took off their hats; but the man himself seemed to ridicule their folly. They w^ere performing mass in one church: it was not so splendid as that of Madeira: many of the priests were negroes. I soon reached the suburbs, on the outside of which was a battery, which commanded a view of the whole bay, and repeated the hymn. *0'er the gloomy hills of darkness.' What happy Missionary shall be sent to bear the name of Christ to these Western regions! When shall this beautiful country be delivered from idolatry and spurious Christianity! Crosses there are in abundance; but when shall the doctrine of the cross be held up! I continued my walk in quest of a wood, or some trees, where I might sit down; but all was appro- priated: no tree was to be approached, except through an enclosure. At last I came to a magnifi^ cent porch, before a garden gate, which was open. I walked in, but finding the vista led straight to the house, I turned to the right, and found myself in a grove of cocoa-nut trees, orange trees, and several strange fruit trees: under them was nothing but rose trees; but no verdure on the ground: oranges were strewed as apples in an orchard. Perceiving that I was observed by the slaves, I came up to the house, and was directed by them to an old man sit- REV* HENRY MARTYN. 147 iing under a tree, apparently insensible from illness, I spoke to him in French, and in English; but he took no notice. Presently a young man and a young lady appeared, to whom I spoke in French, and Was very politely desired to sit down at a little table, which was standing under a large space before the house, like a verandah. They then brought me oranges, and a small red acid fruit, the name of which I asked, but cannot recollect. The young man sat opposite, conversing about Cambridge: He had been educated in a Portuguese University. Almost immediately, on finding I was of Cambridge, he invited me to come, when I liked, to his house* A slave, after bringing the fruit, was sent to gather three roses for me: the master then walked with me round the garden, and shewed me among the rest, the coifee plant: when I left him he repeated his invitation. Thus did the Lord give his servant favor in the eyes of Antonio Joseph Corre." Nov. J 3. — "This morning there was a great storm of thunder, lightning, and rain, which awoke me. — I got up, and prayed. — O when the last great thunder echoes from pole to pole, I shall be in earn- est, if not before." Nov. 14.- — "Sennor Antonio received me with the same cordiality: he begged me to dine with him, I was curious and attentive to observe the difference between the Portuguese manners and ours: there were but two plates laid on the table, and the dinner vith a sigh. Poor Corporal B "^^ * * and the others gave me a last affecting look after they were in the boats. I retired to pray; and found delightful ac- cess to God, and freedom in prayer for the poor soldiers.*' — The Indiamen being then ordered to get under weigh, and the men of war drawn up close to the shore, a landing was effected, and soon after seven the next day, as Mr. Martyn describes it, "a most tremendous fire of artillery began behind a mountain abreast of the ships. It seemed as if the mountam itself was torn by intestine convulsions. The smoke rose from a lesser eminence on the right of the hill; and, on the top of it, troops were seen marching down the farther declivity. Then came such a long drawn fire of musketry, that I could not conceive any thing like it. We all shuddered at considering what a multitude of souls must be pass- ing into eternity. The poor ladies were in a dread- ful condition; every peal seemed to go through their hearts. I have just been endeavoring to do what 1 can to keep up their spirits. The sound is now retiring; and the enemy are seen retreating along the low ground on the right towards the town." With the hope of being useful to the wounded and dyihg in the field of battle, Mr. Martyn after this period of torturing suspense went on shore; and in the following letter to Mr. Simeon, he states what he endured whilst enpafjed in that disinterested errand of love and mercv. REy. HE>JRY MARTYX; 163 Unio7i, Table Bay, Jan. 7, 1806. "I embraced the opportunity of getting to the Avounded men, soon after my landing. A party of the Company's troops were ordered to repair to the field of battle, to bring away the wounded, under the command of Major ^ * *, whom I knew. By his permission, I attached myself to them, and marched six miles over a soft burning sand, till we reached the fatal spot. We found several but slightly hurt; and these we left for a while, after seeing their wounds dressed by a surgeon. A little onward Avere three mortally wounded. One of them, on being asked, 'where he was struck,- opened his shirt, and shewed a wound in his left breast* The blood which he was spitting, shewed that he had been shot through the lungs. As I spread a great coat over him, by the siirgeon's desire, who passed on without attempting to save him, I spoke of the blessed Gospel, and besought him to look to Jesus Christ for salvation. He was surprised, but could not speak; and 1 was obliged to leave him, in order to reach the troops, from whom the officers, oiit of regard to my safety, would not allow me to be separated. Amongst several others, some wound- ed, and some dead, was Captain ^ ^ ^^ who vvas shot by a rifleman. We all stopped to gaze for a while, in pensive silence, over his pale body; and then pass- ed on to witness more proofs of the sin and misery of fallen man. Descending into the plain, .where 164- MEMOIR OF the main body oi" each army had met, I saw some of the 59 th, one of whom, a corporal, who some- times had sung with us, told me that none of the 59th were killed, and none of the officers wounded. Some farm houses, which had been in the rear of the enemy's army, had been converted into an hospital for the wounded, whom they were bring- ing from all quarters. The surgeon told me, that there were already in the houses two hundred, some of whom were Dutch. A more ghastly spectacle than that which presented itself here I could not have conceived. They were ranged without and within the houses in rows, covered with gore. Indeed it was the blood which they had not had time to wash off, that made their ap- pearance more dreadful than the reality; for few of their wounds were mortal. The confusion was very great; and sentries and officers were so strict in their duty, that I had no fit opportunity of speak- ing to any of them, but a Dutch captain, with whom I conversed in French. After this, I walked out again with the surgeon to the field, and saAV several of the enemy's wounded. A Hottentot, who had his thigh broken by a ball, was lying in extreme agony, biting the dust, calling down horrid impreca- tions in English upon the Dutch. I told him he ought to pray for his enemies; and after telling the poor wretched man of the Gospel, I begged him to pray to Jesus Christ. But our conversation was soon interrupted; for, in the absence of the surgeon, REV. HENRY MARTYN, 165 who was gone back for his instruments, a Highland soldier, came up, and challenged me with the words, ^Who are you?' 'An Englishman.' 'Nd,' said he, 'you are French,' and began to present his piece. As I saw that he was rather intoxicated, and did not know but that he might actually fire out of mere wantonness, I sprang up towards him, and told him, if he doubted my word, he might take me as his prisoner to the English camp, — but that I certainly was an English clergyman. This pacified him, and he behaved with great respect. The surgeon, on examining the wound, said the man must die, and so left him. At length, I found an opportunity of re- turning, as I much wished, in order to recover from distraction of mind, and give free scope to reflection. I lay down on the border of a clump of shrubs or bushes, with the field of battle in my view; and there lifted up my soul to God. Mournful as the scene was, I yet thanked God that he had brought me to see a specimen, though a terrible one, of what men by nature are. May the remembrance of this day ever excite me to pray and labor more for the propagation of the Gospel of peace. Then, shall men love one another. Nation shall not lift up sword against nation, neither shall they learn war any more. The Blue Mountains, at a distance to the eastward, which formed the boundary of the prospect, were a cheering counterpart to what was immediately before me; for there I conceived my beloved and honored fellow-servants, companions in 22 366 ME5M0IR OF the kingdom and patience of Jesus Christ*, to be passing the days of their pilgrimage far from the world, imjfirting the truths of the precious Gospel to benighted souls. May I receive grace to be a follower of their faith and patience; and do you pray, my brother, as I know that you do, that I may have a heart more warm, and a zeal more ardent in the glorious cause. I marched back, the same evening, with the troops. The surf on the shore w as very high, but, through mercy, we escaped that danger. But when we came to our ship's station, we found she was gone: having got under weigh some hours before. The sea ran high. Our men were almost spent, and I was very faint from hunger; but, after a long struggle, we reached an Indiaman about midnight." For the detail of the events which succeeded that most distressing day, and the incidents which transpired during his continuance at the Cape, we refer to the Journal. January 10th. — "About five, the commodore fired a gun, which was instantly answered by all the men-of-war. On looking out for the cause, we saw the British flag flying on the Dutch fort. Pleasing as the cessation of Avarfare was, I felt con- siderable pain at the enemy's being obliged to give up their fort and town, and every thing else, as a conquered people, to the will of their victors. I * The ■Missionaries of the United Brethren at Grunekloof and tinadental, and those belonging to the London Missionary Society at Bethelsdorp. KEV. HENRY MARTYN. 167 hate the cruel pride and arrogance that makes men boast over a conquered foe. And every ob- servation of this sort which I hear cuts me to the very heart; whether from nature or from grace, I do not know; but I had rather be trampled upon than be the trampler. I could find it more agreea- ble to my own feelings to go and weep with the relatives of the men whom the English have killed, than to rejoice at the laurels they have won." January 12. — Sunday. "Very unlike a Sabbath day: the whole morning, till dinner time, was taken up in working the ship from her place to a station nearer the shore. There were so few hands on board, that I was obliged to take my place at the capstan. The wind now blows a hurricane over Table Mountain. I feel myself a guilty creature. Hide not thy face from me, O God." January 13. — "Went on shore to Cape Town, and took lodgings. Walked about the Company's gardens, ahd General Jansen's, whose family I saw. I felt much for the unfortunate females. — From the first moment I arrived, 1 had been anxiously inquiring about Dr. Vanderkemp. I heard at last, to my no small delight, that he was now in Cape Town. But it was long before I could find him. At length I did. He was standing outside of the house, silently looking up at the stars. A great number of black people were sitting around. On my introducing myself, he led me in, and called for Mr. Read, I was beyond measure delighted 168 MEMOIR OF at the happiness of seeing him too. The circum- stance of meeting with these beloved and highly honored brethren, so filled me with joy and grat- itude for the goodness of God's providence, that I hardly knew what to do." January 14. — ''Continued w^alking with Mr. Read till late. He gave me a variety of curious information respecting the mission. He told me of his marvellous success amongst the Heathen — how he had heard them amongst the bushes pour- ing out their hearts to God. At all this, my 'soul did magnify the Lord, and my spirit rejoiced in God my Savior.' " "Walked with brother Read, and was so charm- ed with his spiritual behavior, that I fancied myself in company with David Brainerd. Sat at night in the open air, with Table Mountain before me, and endeavored to meditate on Isaiah xi, 2." January 19. — "I went to a church lately built for the instruction of slaves. There were about one hundred sent from fifty different families. A black, who was employed in lighting the candles, was point- ed out to me as one who was to go as a Missionary to Madagascar." January 20. — "Walking home, I asked Dr. Van- derkemp if he had ever repented of his undertaking. No, said the old man, smiling; and I would not ex- change my work for a kingdom." January 26. — "Dear Dr. Vanderkemp gave me a Syriac Testament, as a remembrance of him." REV. HENRY BIARTYN. 169 January 27. — "Preached at the hospital. Many were in tears." January 29. — "Walked with brother Read in the gardens, and continued to have much conver- sation on the mission, on our conversion, and on the work of grace in the heart. How profitable and heart-enlivening is conversation on experimental re- ligion, when carried on without pride or display of great experience! Preached at the hospital. In my ■walk home, by the sea-side, I sighed at thinking of * # # with whom I had stood on the shore before coming aw^ay, and of the long seas that were rolling betwixt us; but felt cheerful and strong in spirit to fulfil the word of God." January 30. — "Rose at five and began to ascend Table Mountain at six, with S ^ =^ * and M ^ ^ * I went on chiefly alone. I thought on the Christian life — wdiat uphill work it is — and yet there are streams flowing down from the top, just as there was water coming dow^i by the Kloof, by which we ascended. Towards the top it was very steep, but the hope of being soon at the summit, encour- aged me to ascend very lightly. As the Kloof open- ed, a beautiful flame-colored flower appeared in a lit- tle green hollow, waving in the breeze. It seemed to me an emblem of the beauty and pcacefulness of heaven, as it shall open upon the weary soul when its journey is finished, and the struggles of the death- bed are over. We walked up and dow^n the whole length, which might be between two and three 170 IVffiMOIR OF miles, and one might be said to look romid the world iiom this promontory. I felt a solemn awe at the grand prospect — from which there was nei- ther noise nor small objects to draw off my atten- tion. I reflected, especially when looking at the immense expanse of sea on the East, which was to carry me to India, on the certainty that the name of Christ should at some period resomid from shore to shore. I felt commanded to wait in silence, and see how God would bring his promises to pass. We began to descend at half-past two. Whilst sitting to rest myself towards night, I began to reflect with death-like despondency on my friendless condition. Not that I wanted any of the comforts of life, but I wanted those kind friends who loved me, and in whose company I used to fmd such delight after my fatigues. And then, remembering that I should never see them more, I felt one of those keen pangs of misery that occasionally shoot across ray breast. It seemed like a dream, that I had actually undergone banishment from them for life; or rather like a dream, that I had ever hoped to share the enjoyments of social life. But, at this time, I solemnly renewed my self-dedication to God, pray- ing that for his service I might receive grace, to spend my days in continued suffering, and separation from all I held most dear in this life — forever. — Amen. How vain and transitory are those pleas- ures which the worldliness of my heart will ever be magnifying into real good! The rest of the even- REV. HENRY MARTYN. 171 ing, I felt weaned from the world, and all its con- cerns, with somewhat of a melancholy tranquillity." January 30. — "From great fatigue of body, was in doubt about going to the hospital, and very unwilHng to go. However, 1 went, and preached with more freedom than ever I had done there. Having some conversation with Colonel * * *, I asked him 'whether, if the wound he had received in the late engagement had been mortal, his pro- faneness would have recurred with any pleasure to his mind on a death-bed.' He made some attempts at palliation — though in great confusion; but bore the admonition very patiently." — February 4. — "Dr. Vanderkemp called to take leave. I accompanied him and brother Smith out of the town, with their two waggons. The dear old man shewed much affection, and gave me advice, and a blessing at parting. While we were standing to take leave, Koster, a Dutch Missionary, was just entering the town with his bundle, having been driven from his place of residence. Brother Read, also, appeared from another quarter, though we thought he had gone to sea. These, with Yons*, and myself, made up six Missionaries, Avho, in a few minutes, all parted again." In the commencement of the voyage from the Cape, which took place not many days after this short but most interesting meeting, Mr. Martyn's patience was exercised, as before, by the tedious- * The Missionaiyj probably, destined for Madagascar. 172 MEMOIR OP ness of ihe passage — by sickness— and by languor. But whether tossed on that stormy sea which roars round the Cape — or becalmed in the .midst of the Indian ocean — or enfeebled by the recurrence of illness and extreme relaxation — he received all with the meekest resignation, as the special appointment of his God. The violent and increasing opposition he experi- enced from many of the more intelligent part of the passengers, and the discouraging inattention he too often perceived amongst the other class of his hearers, caused him to "grieve on their account, and to humble himself before God." "I go down," he says, "and stand in the midst of a few, without their taking the slightest notice of me: Lord, it is for thy sake I suffer such slights — let me persevere not- withstanding." But though he mourned on their account, he was "contented to be left without fruit, if such were the will of God." Conscious of hav- ing delivered the message faithfully, and trusting that, Avith respect to both descriptions of his audit- ors, he had commended himself to their conscien- ces, if he had not reached their hearts, his own peace of mind was not affected: and he affirms, that he was "as happy as he could be without more grace;" — representing himself as enjoying "peaceful thoughts — tender recollections — and happy pros- pects."— How could he fail of pleasantness and peace, when this was the genuine expression of the sentiments of his soul? "I am born for God onlv. JtEV. HENRY MARTYIi. 173 Christ is nearer to me than father, or mother, or sister — a nearer relation — a more affectionate friend: and I rejoice to follow him and to love him. Bless- ed Jesus! thou art all I want — a forerunner to me in all I ever shall go through, as a Christian — Minis- ter— or Missionary." The sickness with which the ship's company had been affected before reaching the Cape, prevailed now more extensively than ever. — Many fell a sacri- fice to the disorder, and amongst others a devout soldier, with whom Mr. Martvn had often united in prayer and praises, and often conversed on the things of eternity. A mournful satisfaction it was to him to attend his Christian brother in his last illness, and afterwards to commit his body to the deep, in cer- tain expectation that the 'sea should give up her dead,' and he with him should enter into the joy of their Lord. "Thus," hie says, "is my brother gone- he, with whom I had conversed on divine things, and sung, and prayed, is entered luio that glory of which we used to discourse. To his multiplied sorrows upon earth, he has bid an everlasting adieu. May I follow his faith and patience, till, with him, I inherit the promises." Falling in with the trade winds, the fleet made quick progress towards India; and whilst the breezes wafted Mr. Martyn towards the destined scene of his labors, many a sigh did he continue to breathe under a sense of his ow^n sinfulness and weakness; and many a petition did he pour forth for the nation 23 174 34LMOIR OF to whom he was sent. He felt it "good and suitable to walk through this world overwhelmed with con- trition and love— receiving with grateful content- ment every painful dispensation, because not worthy to enjoy the light of this world*' — praying that "God would glorify himself with the gifts and gra- ces of all his creatures, and make him take his place at the bottom of them unnoticed, unknown, and forgotten." — "O when the spirit is pleased," said he, "to shew his creature but a few scattered specimens of his ungodly days, yea of his godly ones — how universally and desperately wicked dotlv he appear. O that I knew how to be duly abased. What shall I think of myself in comparison of oth- ers? How ouglit I to kiss the very dust beneath their feet, from a consciousness of my inferiority; and in my thoughts of God, and his dealings with me, how ought I to be wrapped up in constant aston- ishment."— Then after setting apart a day for fast- ing and humiliation, he began to pray for the setting \\p of God's kingdom in the world, especially in India, and had such energy and delight in prayer as he never had before experienced. "My whole soul," he said, "wrestled with God. I knew not how to leave off crying to him to fulfil his promises, chiefly pleading his own glorious power. I do- not know^ that any thing would be a heaven to me but the service of Christ, and the enjoyment of his presence. O how sweet is life when spent in his service! I am going upon a work immediately according to the REV. HENRY MARTYN. 175 mind of Christ, and my glorious Lord, whose power is uncontrollable, can easily open a way for his feeble follower through the thickest of the ranks of his enemies. And now, on let me go, smiling at my foes — how small are human obstacles before this mighty Lord! How easy is it for God to effect his purposes in a moment. What arc inveterate preju. Jices when once the Lord shall set to his hand! In prayer, I had a most precious view of Christ, as a friend that sticketh closer than a brother. O how sweet was it to pray to him. I hardly knew how to contemplate with praise enough his adorable excel- lencies. Who can shew forth all his praise? I can conceive it to be a theme long enough for eternity. I want no other happiness — no other sort of heav- en."— With such holy, humble, and heavenly senti- ments as these did Mr. Martyn approach the shores of Indostan; and going as he was into the vineyard of S. Bartholomew and Pantenus, of Ziegenbalg and Swartz, it was in their spirit that he prepared to enter upon his labors. On the good Friday shortly preceding his arrival in India, and which he passed in prayer and fasting, he represents himself as enjoying throughout a most blessed and serene view of Christ. The word of God was very sweet to him, whilst reading the ac- count of the suffering and death of Jesus. He was entirely withdrawn from all other concerns, and felt his soul cleaving to Christ, his Savior, in tender seriousness — thankful that such days have been set 176 MEMOIR OP apart by the Church. "In praying that God would no longer delay exerting his power in the conversion of the Eastern nations, I felt emboldened," he ob- serves, "to employ the most familiar petitions, by Isa. Ixii, 6, 7. Blessed be God for those words^ They are like a cordial to my spirits; because if the Lord is not pleased by me, or during my life-time, to call the Gentiles, yet he is not offended at my being urgent with him, that the kingdom of God may come." On the 19th April, Ceylon was discovered, which Mr. Martyn describes as presenting a long range of hills, running North and South, broken in a pictur- esque manner, though not lofty, with low lands be- tween the hills and sea, covered with trees: and whilst the breezes from the Island regaled his senses with their soothing and refreshing fragrancy, his mind was filled with a train of delightful antici- pations— he was thinking of the time when the name of Jesus should be as ointment poured forth, in tem- ples raised by Cingalese, amidst their cinnamon groves — and when supplications should there as- cend, like clouds of incense, through the merits of the Redeemer. The Sunday after this, presuming it would be the last, Mr. Martyn addressed the ship's conlpany in a farewell discourse. The occasion, it might have been conceived, was such as to preclude any dispo- sition to ridicule, even with men pre-eminently dis- posed to scoffing and contempt. But those who REV. HENRY MARTYN. 177 had reviled him at first, continued to revile him to the very last. "It pained me," he remarked, "that thej should give a ridiculous turn to any tiling on so affecting an occasion as parting for ever in this life. But such is the untliankful office of a minister. Yet I desire to take the ridicule of men with all meek- ness and charity, looking forward to another world for approbation and reward." And now, after a wearisome interval of above nine months, from the time of his leavins: Ports- mouth, the land appeared which Mr. Martyn had so ardently longed to behold: on the 21st of April "his eyes were gratified with the sight of India." April 22. — "At sun-rise, we anchored," he says "in Madras roads. Several doobashees, or inter- preters, came on board, dressed in white muslin. I went ashore in one of the country boats, made very high, in order to weather the surf; with the boards throughout sewed together very coarsely with straw, and the interstices filled with it. On shore I was surrounded by an immense crowd of coolies, I suppose two hundred, who caught up one box after another, and v»^cre going off in different directions, so that I was obliged to run instantly, and stop them; and having with some difficulty got my things together, I went to the Custom-House, att^inded by four coolies, a doobashee, an umbrella carrier, and a boy or waiting man; all of whom at- tached themselves to me, without at all consulting me on the occasion. Nothino; as vet struck me as re- 178 MEMOm OF markable in the country, for the novelty of it had been anticipated in what I had seen at St. Salvador. The number of black people was immense, and the crowd of servants so great, that one would suppose they thought themselves made for the service of the English. The elegance of their manners I was much taken w^ith; but, in general, one thought naturally occurred, the conversion of their poor souls. I felt a solemn sort of melancholy at the sight of such multitudes of idolaters. While the turbaned Asiatics waited upon us at dinner, aboui a dozen of them, I could not help feeling as if we had got into their places. But now, that I am actually treading Indian ground, let me bless and adore my own God for doing so much for me; and Oh! if I live, let me have come hither for some purpose." April 26. — "Towards night, I walked out with Samees, my servant, in a pensive mood; and went through his native village Chindaput. — Here all was Indian. — -No vestige of any thing European. — ^ It consisted of about two hundred houses — those in the main street connected — and those on either side of the street separated from one another by \itt\e winding paths. Every thing presented the appearance of wretchedness. I thought of my future labors among them with some despondency; yet I am willing, I trust, through grace, to pass my days among them, if by any means these poor people may be brought to God. The sight of men, women, REV. HENRY MARTYN. 179 and children — all idolaters, makes me shudder, as in the dominions of the Prince of darkness. I fancy the frown of God is visible. There is something peculiarly awful in the stillness that prevails. — » Whether it is the relaxing influence of the climate, or what, I do not know; but there is every thing here to depress the spirits; all nature droops." April 27 — Sunday. "Enjoyed some solemn mo- ments this morning. This is my first Sabbath in India. May all the time I pass in it be a Sabbath of heavenly rest and blessedness to my soul. — Preached on Luke x, 41, 42; there was attention. After dinner went to Black Town to Mr. Love- lace's Chapel. I sat in the air at the door, enjoy- ing the blessed sound of the Gospel on an Indian shore, and joining with much comfort in the song of divine praise." April 28, — "Had much conversation with Dr. Kerr. At night the Portuguese children sung 'Be- fore Jehovah's awful throne' very sweetly: it ex- cited a train of affecting thoughts in my mind. 'Wide as the world is thy command' — and therefore it is easy for thee to spread abroad thy holy name. But oh, how gross the darkness here! The vail of the covering cast over all nations seems thicker here; the fiends of darkness seem to sit in sullen repose in this land." April 30. — "Walked by moonlight, reflecting on the Mission. Mv soul was at first sore tried with desponding thoughts: but God wonderfully assisted i80 MEMOIR OP me to trust him for the wisdom of his dispensations. Truly therefore, I will say again, 'Who art thou, O great mountain; before Zerubbabel thou shalt be- come a plain.' How easy for God to do it; and it shall be done in due time: and even if I never should see a 7iative converted^ God may design^ by my patience and continuance in the work, to encourage future Mis- sionaries. But what surprises me is the change of views I have here from what I had in England. There my heart expanded with hope and joy at the prospect of the speedy conversion of the Heathens; but, here, the sight of the apparent impossibility requires a strong faith to support the spirits." After being detained a short time at Madras, the fleet sailed for the Hoogley; during which voyage Mr. Martyn again suffered, indescribably, from the relaxati'vi of his frame. He rose in the morning with the deepest melancholy, and seemed, as he expresses it, hft without a motive, "He looked forward to an idle worthless life spent in India to no purpose. Exertion seemed to him like death — indeed absolutely impossible. But it pleased God "at length to give him deliverance, by enabling him to exercise faith, and to remember that, as a sinner saved, he was bound to evince the most fervent gratitude to God. The great Pagoda of Juggernaut, now becoming distinctly visible, was a sight sufficient to rouse Mr. Martyn from almost any depths of depression, either of body or mind. Contemplating that horrid altar REV. HENRY MAPTYN. 181 of blood and Impurity, his soul was excited to sen- timents of the tenderest commiseration for the child- ren of wretched India, '*who had erected such a monument of her shame on the coast, and whose Heathenism stared the stranger in his face." Leaving Juggernaut behind, a tremendous hurri- cane, such as is often experienced in those latitudes, descended on the fleet, and, in an instant, every sail of the Union was rent in pieces. All was uproar in the ship: nor was there resource but to run be- fore the gale; which, had they been farther on their way, must have driven them upon some sand-banks at the mouth of the Hoogley. Incessant lightning rendered the scene more dreadful. When nature began to shrink at dissolution, Mr. Martyn was much reconciled, he says, to it, by such thoughts as these. "What have I here? Is it not better to go, and to be with Jesus, and to be free from my body of sin and death?" But, for the sake of the poor unconverted souls in the ship, he adds, "I pray- ed earnestly for her preservation." To this danger, from which Mr. Martyn was mercifully delivered, another of a yet more formid- able nature succeeded, Avhen he was entered the mouth of the Hoogley, and was rejoicing in the happy termination of an eventful voyage. On the 13th of May, the Union struck on a sand-bank near the Diamond Harbor; where her situation was awfully dangerous: for night came on, and the wind increased. The vessel was con- 24 J 82 IVIEx>I011l OF sidered bj the Captain as lost, and all the passengers were in the utmost terror. Mr. Martyn "retired lor prayer, and found his soul in peace;" nor was the fervent prayer of this righteous man ineffectual. After continuing in extreme peril for two hours, the ship very unexpectedly floated into deep water; thus being yet more deeply convinced that in God and in his hand were all his ways, and having his heart humbled in thankfulness to him as the author of all his mercies, Mr. Martyn arrived at Calcutta, from whence he thus disclosed the sentiments of his heart to a beloved Christian friend: — "My long and wearisome voyage is concluded, and I am at last arrived in the country, where I am to spend my days in the work of the Lord. Scarcely can I believe myself to be so happy as to be actually in India; yet this hath God wrought- Through changing climates, and tempestuous seas* he hath brought on his feeble worm to the field of action; and will, I trust, speedily equip me for my work. I am now very far from you all, and as often as I look round and view the Indian scenery, I sigh to think of the distance that separates us. Time, indeed, and reflection have, under God, contributed to make the separation less painful; yet still my thoughts recur with unceasing fond- ness to former friendships, and make the duty of intercession for you a happy privilege. Day and night, I do not cease to pray for you, and I am willing to hope that you too remember me daily at REV. HENRY MARTYN. 183 the throne of grace. Let us not, by any means, forget one another; nor lose sight of the day of our next meeting. We have little to do with the business of this world. Place and time have not that importance in our views that they have^in those of others; and, therefore, neither change of situation nor lapse of years should weaken our Christian attachments. I see it to be my busine^ to fulfil as a hireling, my day; and, then, to leave the world. Amen. We shall meet in happier regions. I believe that those connexions, and com- forts, and friendships, I have heretofore so desired, though they are the sweetest earthly blessings, are earthly still*' MEMOIR- PART II. For many years supplications had incessantly as- cended up to heaven from Christians in India, for the spiritual prosperity of that benighted land; and for a considerable time a stated weekly meeting had been held at Calcutta, on the recommendation of Dr. Buchanan and Mr. Brown, for the express pur- pose of beseeching the Lord to send forth laborers into those fields which were white unto the harvest. What a manifest answer to these petitions was the appearance of Mr. Martyn amongst those, who, to this effect, had been offering up their prayers. — One* of these, a name dear to all who admire zeal, * Dr. Buchanan. REV. HENRY MARTYN. 185 integrity, liberality, and an entire consecration of bright talents in the cause of Christian philanthropy, was now about to commence his researches into the state of religion amongst the Syrian Christians: and the ship which conveyed him on that interesting errand left the mouth of the Hoogley as the Union entered it. To him, doubtless, the sight of Mr. Martyn would have seemed an answer to prayer, demanding the warmest thanksgiving: the voice of a Christian Missionary would have been sweeter in his ears than those sounds which he afterward?^ heard in Travancore, from the bells amongst the hills, and which reminded him of another country. At Aldeen, near Calcutta, the residence of the Rev^ David Brown, Mr. Martyn was received and w^elcomed with all that cordiality of affection which characterises the genuine servants of the Lord Jesus. Finding in him a spirit eminently congenial with his own, he gladly became one of his dear fam- ily, as he expresses it, and his days passed delight- fully.— In order that he might enjoy as much retire- ment as he deemed necessary, Mr. Brown prepared a pagoda for his habitation: it was situate on the edge of the river, at no great distance from the house, and there the vaulted roof was so changed from its original destination as often to re-echo the voice of prayer and the songs of praise: and Mr. Martyn triumphed and rejoiced, that the "place where once devils were Avorshipped, was now be- come a Christian oratory."-^ 186 MEMOIR OF Soon after his being fixed at Aldeen, his aflfec- tionate friends there became seriously alarmed at an attack of fever which he experienced. His ilhiess was of some continuance, and in it he was assaulted by a temptation more dangerous than uncommon — a temptation to look to himself for some qualification with which to approach the Sa- vior— for something to warrant his confidence in him, and hope of acceptance from him. — Search- ing for evidences for the purpose of ascertaining whether we are in Christy widely differs from searching for them to warrant abold^iess of access to Christ: for this we reqmre no evidence; but need only the passport of faith, and the plea of our own wretchedness: and as it is the design of our great adversary (such is his subtilty) to lead us to deny the evidences of faith altogether — so it is his pur- pose to betray us into a legal and mistaken use of them. We find Mr. Martyn at this time expressing himself thus: — "I could derive no comfort from re- flecting on my past life. Indeed exactly in propor- tion as I looked for evidences of grace, I lost that brokenness of spirit I wished to retain, and could not lie with simplicity at the foot of the cross. I really thought that I was departing this life. I began to pray as on the verge of eternity: and the Lord was pleased to break my hard heart. I lay in tears interceding for the unfortunate natives of this coun- try; thinking with myself that the most despicable REV. HENRY MARTVN. 187 Soodar of India was of as much value in the sight of God as the King of Great Britain." So pleasantly and sweetly, after his recovery, did the current of Mr. Martyn's days pass on at Aldeen and Calcutta, that he began to fear, lest the agree- able society he met with there should induce a softness of mind, and an indisposition to solitude and bold exertion. Of this society he remarks, "I felt sometimes melancholy at the thought that I should soon be deprived of it. But alas! why do I regret ^it? Sweet is human friendship — sweet is the com- munion of saints — but sweeter far is fellowship with God on earth, and the enjoyment of the soci- ety of his saints in heave n." The city of Calcutta was a place so evidently suited to that order of talent with which Mr. Mar- tyn was endowed, that it is not to be wondered that the solicitations of his Christian friends there should pour in upon him at this time, with the view of per- suading him to continue amongst them in a sphere which they considered so well adapted for the exer- cise of his ministry. But it was truly said of him by one* now before the throne with him in the world of light — that "he had a spirit to follow the steps of Brainerd and Swartz;" and "to be prevented going to the Heathen," he himself re» marked on this occasion, "would almost have brokeu his heart." * Di\ Buchanan— Christian Researches. 188 MEMOIR OF In the vicinity of Aldeen, indeed, he witnessed, with horror, the cruel rites and debasing idolatries of Heathenism. The blaze of a funeral pile caused him one day to hasten and endeavor, if possible, to rescue an unfortunate female, who was consumed before he could reach the spot. In a dark wood, at no great distance from Serampore, he heard the sounds of the cymbals and dnnns, summoning the poor natives to the worship of devils^ — sounds which pierced his heart; and before a black image, placed in a pagoda, with lights burning around it, he be- held his fellow-creatures prostrating themselves, Avith their foreheads to the earth — a sight which he contemplated with an overwhelming compassion, whilst ''he shivered," he says, ''as standing as it were in the neighborhood of hell." Scenes so affecting as these might have pleaded with him effectually in favor of the proposition of his friends, had he not remembered, that all these things happened at no great distance from Aldeen, Serampore, and Calcutta — from whence many a holy man of God had already come forth, and would again come forth, crying out to the wretched idola- ters, "why do ye such things" — "behold the Lamb of God which taketh away the sins of the w^orld."' Detained as Mr. Martyn unavoidably was at this time, from what he considered his especial employ- ment, he applied himself more ardently than ever to the acquisition of Hindoostanee, availing himself of the assistance of a Cashmirian Brahmin, whom REV. HEXRY MARTYN. 189 he wearied Avith his unbending assiduity. He was also instant in preaching the Gospel to his country- men, both in the Mission Church and New Church in Calcutta. His first discourse at the New Church, on 1 Cor. i, 23, 24, occasioned a great sensation, of a kind very different indeed from that which he heartily de- sired, but Avhich, from the treatment to which he had been accustomed on board the ship, he was prepared to expect. The plain exhibition of the doctrines of the Gospel was exceedingly offensive to many of his hearers. Nor did the ferment thus ex- cited subside quickly, as it often does, into pity or con- tempt. He had the pain very shortly after, of being personally attacked from the pulpit by some of his brethren, whose zeal hurried them into the violation, not only of an express canon of the Church, but of the yet higher law of Christian charity, and led them to make an intemperate attack upon him and upon many of the truths of the Gospel. Even when he was himself present at Church, Mr. =^ * * spoke with sufficient plainness of him and of his doctrines, calling them inconsistent, extravagant and absurd; drawing a vast variety of false inferences from them, and thence arguing against them — declaring, for instance, that to affirm repentance to be the gift of God— and to teach that nature is wholly corrupt, was to drive men to despair — that to suppose the righteousness of Christ sufficient to justify, is to make it unnecessary to have any of our own. — .25 190 MEMOIR OF Though compelled to listen to this downright heresy; to hear himself described as knowing neither what he said, nor whereof he affirmed — and as speakmg only to gratify self-sufficiency, pride, and uncharita- bleness, — "I rejoiced," said this meek and holy man thus unjustly aspersed, "to receive the Sacrament of the Lord's Supper afterwards — as the solemnities of that blessed ordinance sweetly tended to soothe any asperity of mind; and I think that I administer- ed the cup to * * * and ^ * *, with sincere good- will." When exposed to a similar invective from another preacher, who commenced a public opposi- tion to him, by denouncing his last sermon in partic- ular as a rhapsoda — as unintelligible jargon — as an enigma; declaring that the epistles of St. Paul were addressed to Heathens alone, and that if St. Paul could look down from heaven, and see what use was made of his words to distress and agitate the minds of men, he would grieve at such perversions; and who, in addition to this, pointedly addressed Mr. Martyn, and charged him with the guilt of distress- ing and destroying those for whom Christ died, Avith taking aAvay their only hope, and driving them to mopishness, melancholy, and despair — and finally, with depriving them of the only consolation they could have on a death-bed, — he again ob&erves, "we received the Sacrament of the Lord's Supper, and I was glad of the blessed ordinance, as it tended much to compose my mind, and soften it to compas- siion and love towards all mankind." REV. HENRY MARTYN. 191 But, if Mr. Martyn had abundant reason to be grieved and pained at the conduct of some of his brethren at Calcutta, he had no small satisfaction in the wise and temperate line pursued by another Chaplain in this season of doubtful and distressing disputation; who, perceiving that the doctrines of the Church of England were becoming a matter of warm and general controversy, adopted the admirable plan of simply reading the Homilies to ihe congregation— thus leaving the Church author- itatively to speak for herself and affording to all classes, an opportunity of deciding which of the parties was in accordance with her incomparable formularies — Mr. Martyn or his opposers. Mr. * ^ % he says, to the great satisfaction of all serious people, began to read a Homily by way of sermon; after stating the diversity of opinion which had lately prevailed in the pulpit, and again "at the New Church, I read, and Mr. ^ ^ ^ preached the second and third parts of the 'Homily on Salvation.' The very clear exhibition of divine truth w^hich was thus presented was very rejoicing to our hearts." Attached as Mr. Martyn was to the Church of England, he was far from either the apathy or the jealousy in which too many are apt to indulge, re- specting the interests of other Christian communi- ties. Very decidedly did he differ in some impor- tant points from the Baptists. But it was with the sincerest grief that he heard, during his abode at Aldeen, of an order issued by the Government 392 MEMOIR OF (though it proved afterwards that he was misinform- ed) to prevent their preaching and distributing tracts. So perplexed and excited was he by the intelhgence, that it even deprived him of sleep; and he spoke afterwards with so much vehemence against the measures of Government, as, upon reflection, to afford him matter for self-condemnation. — "I know not," he said, "what manner of spirit I am of; I fancy, it is all zeal for God; but what a falsehood is this? I am severe against a Governor, not making allowances for what he knows. O does it become me to be judging others? Did Jesus canvass the pro- ceeding of Government with the spirit of one of this v» orld? I pray to be preserved from ever fall- ing into this snare again. May I, with poverty of spirit, go on my way; and never again trouble my- self with what does not belong to me! I trust I shall be able to distinguish between zeal and self- will. Ld me never fancy 1 have zeal till my heart overflows ivitk love to every man living,^^ On the 13th of September Mr. Martyn received his appointment to Dinapore; by which time, not- withstanding all his vigilance, the comforts of the life he had been leading, had so far won upon him, that he suffered much at the thoughts of his removal. ^^It is an awful and arduous thing," said he^ "to root out every affection to earthly things, so as to live for another world. I was astonished at the attachment I felt for earthly things. The happiness of invisi- ble and eternal things seemed something like a REV. HENRY MARTYN. 193 dream; the faint remains of what I had formerly known. In great melanchoiy, I determined, before God, to leave this wretched world once more; but my soul w^as greatly cast down. The affections were entwined around something or other here; so that it appeared like death to be torn from it." So far, however, was he from yielding to selfishness or sloth, that, as the day of his departure drew near, he stirred himself up to the consideration of the greatness of his calling, and panted to begin his work. At the beginning of October, Mr. Martyn pre- pared to leave that Christian family, in whose bosom he had received such unremitted kindness; but not before he had welcomed the joyful arrival of two more fellow laborers from England, who, following his bright track and imitating his self-denying exam- ple, had turned their backs on the beloved land of their nativity. This was an inexpressible joy to his heart. "I went down," (says he in his Journal) Ho Calcutta, where we had the happiness of meeting our dear brethren. I rode out with them in the evening, and passed most of the time in conversing about European friends." And when afterwards he heard one of them (Mr. Corrie) preach, he thus expresses himself: — "God be praised for another witness to his truths. O may abundant grace and gifts rest on my beloved brother, that the works of God may shew themselves forth in him." — By these various circumstances, together with the letters 1914 MEMOIR OF which at the same time he received from those to whom he was so attached in England, his affections of love and joj were excited to such a degree, that it was almost too much for his frame. A few days before he left Aldeen, several of Mr. Martyn's friends came together to his pagoda, in order that they might unite with him in imploring a blessing on his intended labors. Such a meeting could not fail of being highly interesting, and it was not the less so from a recollection of the place in which they were assembled — a Christian congrega- tion in a building which once had been an idol tem- ple, seemed to supply a consolatory pledge as well as a significant emblem of what all earnestly prayed for, and confidently anticipated, in poor idolatrous India. "My soul,-' said Mr. Martyn, "never yet had such divine enjoyment. I felt a desire to break from the body, and join the high praises of the saints above. May I go 'in the strength of this, many days' — Amen. 'My soul doth magnify the Lord, and my spirit hath rejoiced in God my Savior.' How sweet to walk with Jesus — to love him — and to die for him. 'Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life; and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever.' " And again, the next day, he says — "The blessed God has again visited my soul in his power, and all that was within me blessed his holy name. I found my heaven begun on earth. No work so sweet as that of praying, and living Avholly to the service of God." RET. HENRY MART^yV. 19§ On the 15th October, after taking leave of the Church at Calcutta in a farewell discourse, and of the family at Aldeen in an exposition at morning worship, Mr. Martyn entered his budgerow% which was to convey him to Dinapore; and sailed up the Ganges, accompanied hj his brethren, Mr. Brown, Mr. Corrie, and Mr. Parsons. Mr. Marsh- man,t seeing them pass by the Mission House, couid not resist joining the party; and, after going a little way, left them with prayer. At night, Mr. Martyn prayed with his brethren in the vessel; and the next day they devoted the whole morning to re- ligious exercises. "How sweet is prayer," said he, Ho my soul at this time. I seem as if I could never be tired, not only of spiritual joys, but of spiritual employments, since these are now the same." The day after, the weather becoming tempestu- ous, his brethren sorrowfully and reluctantly left him to prosecute his voyage alone. Before they parted, however, they spent the whole morning (to use his own words) in a divine ordinance, in w^hich each of them read a portion of Scripture, and all of them sung and prayed. ''Mr. Brown's passage, • chosen from the 1st Joshua, was very suitable, said Mr. Martyn — 'Have I not sent thee?' Let this be * A. buflgerow is "a travelling boat constructed like a pleasure -barge. Some have cabins fourteen feet wide, and proportionably long and draw from four to five feet water. From seventeen to twenty miles a day is the greatest distance a large budgerow can be towed against the stre am durinj the fair season." Rennel. fOne of the Baptist Missionaries. 196 MEMOIR OF an answer to my fears, O my Lord, that I am in thy work; and that therefore I shall not go forth at my own charges, or fight any enemies but thine. It was a very affecting season to me — but in prayer I was far from a state of seriousness and affection." '^I was left alone (he writes, October 17, in his Journal) for the first time with none but natives. The wind and rain became so violent,^ that the men let the budgerow stay upon the shore the whole day, which, in consequence of beating on the ground, leaked so much that the men were obliged to be in my cabin to bale her. Read with Moonshee one of the tracts which he had himself translated from the Bengalee into verse. Perceiving him to be alarmed at the violence of the waves beating against the boat, I began to talk to him about religion. He be- gan by saying, 'May God be our Protector,' — this ■was a favorable beginning. The hurricane abated before midnight, through mercy." Oct. 18. — ''Reading hard all day — wrote out a list of the errata in one of the tracts, and read Sanscrit Grammar. In the evening, walked along the bank with my gun, and fired at some wild fowl, which the servants ate. At night, read part of a Nagree tract with Moonshee. Learnt some Ara- bic roots. Felt an occasional depression of spirits; but prayer instantly removed it: so that, in general, I was near to God and happy." * "Tfie Xorlh-westers are the most formidable enemies that are met wiUi in this inland navigation — whole fleets of trading boats have been sunk by them almost instantaneously. But it is in the great rivers alone, when iu- crcased in width, that they are the most formidable." — Kennel. REV. HENRY MARTYN. 197 Oct. 19— Sunday.— '^The first solitary Sabbath spent amongst the Heathen: but my soul not for- saken of God. The prayers of my dear friends were instant for me this day I well perceiYe: and a great part of my prayer was occupied in delightful intercession for' them. The account of the fall of man in the first chapter in Genesis, and of his resto- ration by Christ, was unspeakably affecting to my soul. Indeed every thing I read seemed to be car- ried home with inefiiible sweetness and power by the Spirit to my soul; and all that was within me blessed his holy name. In the afternoon, sent to the Moonshee that he might hear the Gcspel read, or read it himself. Began Mark — but our conver- sation turning from Christianity to Mahomedanisra, became deadening to my spirit. — Our course to-day was still along the Eastern bank; which seems to have been lately the bed of the river, and bare of trees for a considerable distance from the water. The Western bank covered with wood. In my evening walk saw three skeletons." Oct. 20. — "Employed ail day in trai^slating the first chapter of the Acts into Hindoostanee. I did it with some care; and wrote it all out in the Per- sian character; yet still I am surprised I do so little. In my morning walk shot a bird, with a beautiful plumage, called a Culean; and, in the evening, a large bird, called a Minca. — Putting my gun into the boat, I Vt'alked into the village where the boat stop- ped for the night; and found the worshippers of 26 198^ Memoir of Cali by the sound of their drums and cjmbals. I did not think of speaking to them, on account of their being Bengalees. But, being invited to walk in by the Brahmins, I walked in within the railing, and asked a few questions about the Idol. The Brahmin, who spoke bad Hindoostanee, disputed with great heat, and his tongue ran faster than I could follow; and the people, Avho were about one hundred, shouted applause. But I continued to ask my questions, without making any remarks upon the answers. I asked, among other things, whether what I had heard of Vishnu and Brahma was true; which he confessed. I forebore to press him with the consequences, which he seemed to feel, and so I told him what was my belief. The man grew quit^ mild, and said it was chula bat (good words;) and asked me seriously at last what I thought — "waS idol worship true or false?" I felt it a matter of thankfulness, that I could make known the truth of God, though but a stammerer; and that I had de- clared it in the presence of the devil. And this also I learnt, that the power of gentleness is irresistible. I never was more astonished than at the chan£:e of deportment in the hot-headed Brahmin. Read the Sanscrit grammar till bed-time." Oct. 21. — "Morning at Sanscrit, without gaining any ground. Afternoon, with Moonshee, correct- ing Acts i; and felt a little discouraged at finding I still wrote so incorrectly, though much pleased at his great apparent desire of having it perfectly ac- REV. HENRY MARTYN, 199 curate. Though not joyful in my spirit as when my friends left me, I feel my God an all-satisfying portion; and find no want of friends. Read Genesis and Luke, at night in the Septuagint and Hindoos- tanee. Came to a desert place on the Western bank." Oct. 22. — "Shot a bird somewhat larger than a woodcock, and like it in taste, and a snipe. The Musalchee, who attended me, seeing an old man who had caught some fish, made a requisition of them. The old man understood the Musalchee's meaning better than I did; for he began to entreat me, saying, 'he was a poor man;' and was quite overjoyed to fmd that I had not given an order to plunder him, but meant to pay. I then recollected what Mr. Brown told me 'of the custom the ser^ vants have of making requisitions from the natives in the name of their English masters. Alas, poor natives — how accustomed are they to injustice. They cannot believe their English masters to be better than their Mahometan." — "A Brahmin, of my own age, was performing his devotions to Gunga early this morning, when I was going to prayer. My soul was struck with the sovereignty of God, who, out of pure grace, had made such a difference in all the external circum- stances of our lives. O let not that man's earnest- ness rise up in judgment against me at the last day. — In the afternoon, they were performing the ceremony of throwing the effigies of Cali, collected 200 MtMOIR OP from several villages, into the river. In addition to the usual music, there Avere trumpets. The objects of worship, which were figures in relief on the sector of a circle of about one hundred and twenty degrees, most gorgeously bedecked with tinsel, were kept under a little awning in their respective boats. As the budgerow passed through the boats, they turned so as to present the front of their goddess to me; and, at the same time, blew a blast with their trumpet, evidently intending to gratify me with a sight of what appeared to them so fine. Had their employment been less impious, I should have returned the compliment by look- ing, but I turned away. Yet I felt no tenderness of grief; nor in the morning did I feel any thing like due thankfulness to God's electing mercy, in making me thus to differ from the Brahmins. I have daily and hourly proofs of my corruption; for when does my heart come up to what my half-en- lightencd understanding approves? Yet I intend, through grace, to continue praying to the end for their poor precious souls, that the kingdom of God may be set up here." "Came-to on the Eastern bank below a village called Ahgadeep. Wherever I walked, the women fled at the sight of me. Some men were sitting under the shed dedicated to their goddess; and a lamp was burning in her place. A conversation soon began; but there was no one who could speak Hindoostanee; so all I could say was by the medium REV. HENRY MARTYN. 201 of my mussulman Musalchee. They said, that they only did as others did; and, if they were wrong, (hen all Bengal was wrong. I felt love for their souls, and longed for utterance to declare unto those poor simple people the holy Gospel. I think that when my mouth is opened, 1 shall preach to them day and night. I feel that they are my brethren in the flesh precisely on a level with myself." "In the morning about Sanscrit though still quite in the dark. Afternoon with Moonshee." October 22. — "The tow-rope broke, and we were hurried down the stream with great rapidity; the stream running seven miles an hour. We ran foul of several large boats; and I expected we should go to pieces. The people of the other boats would not afford the least help; so the Mangee and his assistant jumped over-board with a rope, and suc- ceeded in getting ashore, but were unable to stop her till she ran foul of another, which was made fast. Came-to at night on the Eastern bank. A delightful season to me, on account of the serenity of my mind, and of my happy and solemn reflections on the grace of my God towards his poor creature." "I thought at night more than usual of my dear * * ^. But the more I exaggerate these ideal joys, the more I treasure up subjects of woe. O w hat vanity has God written upon all things under the sun." — "As I returned late, I passed between the river and a party of jackalls: they kept at a little distance till we were passed." 2te MEMOIR or October 25. — -^'Passed the morning in writing out the rules of Sundhi. Had a very solemn season of prayer, by the favor of God, over some of the chap- ters of Genesis, but especially the conclusion of the 119th Psalm. — O that these holy resolutions and pious breathings were entirely my own! Adored be the never failing mercy of God! He has made my happiness to depend, not on the uncertain connexions of this life, but upon his own most blessed self — a portion that never faileth. — Came-to on the Eastern bank. The opposite side was very romantic — adorned with a stately range of very high forest trees, whose deep dark shade seemed impenetrable to the light. — In my evening walk enjoyed great solemnity of feeling, in the view of the world as a mere wilderness, through which the children of God are passing to a better country. It was a comfort- ing and a solemn thought, and was unspeakably interesting to me at the time — that God knew whereabouts his people were in the wilderness, and was supplying them with just what they wanted." '*0n my return towards the boat, I saw a wild boar of very large size, gallopping parallel to the river. I had not a gun with me, or I might have killed him, as he was within reach of a fusee ball. — In my budgerow found great dehght in Hart's Hymns at night." October 26. — Sunday. "Passed this Lord's day with great comfort, and precious solemnity of soul. Glory to God for this grace! Reading the Scriptures BEy. HENRY MARTY^^ 203 and prayer took up the first part of the day. Al- most every chapter I read was blest to my soul — particularly the last chapter of Isaiah: *It shall come that I will gather all nations and tongues, and they shall come, and see my glory,' &ic^ Rejoice, my soul, in the sure promises of Jehovah. How happy am I when, in preparing for the work of declaring his glory among the Gentiles, I think many of the Lord's saints have been this day remembering their unworthy friend. I felt as if I could never be tired with prayer. In the after- noon, read one of Gibert's French Sermons — Bates on Death — and some Nagree Gospel. In the even- ing, we came-to on the Eastern bank. I walked into a neighboring village, with some tracts. The children ran away in great terror; and though there were some men, here and there, I found no opportunity or encouragement to try if there were any that could speak Hindoostanee: however, I felt vexed with myself for not taking more pains to do them good. Alas! while Satan is destroying their souls, does it become the servants of God to be lukewarm? — At night, read the third and fourth chapters of the Acts; and lost much time and spir- ituality by indulging ideas of schemes about the Gospel, which had more of romance and pride in them than of vt^isdom and humiliation." October 27. — "Arrived at Berhampore. In the evening, walked to see the cantonments at the hos- pital, in which there were one hundred and fifty 204 MEMOIR OF European soldiers sick. I was talking to a man, said to be dying, when a surgeon entered. I went up, and made some apology for entering the hospital. It was my old schoolfellow and towns- man ^ * =^. The remainder of the evenino: he spent with me in my budgerow. He pressed me much to stay longer with him, w^hich I refused, but, afterwards, on reflection, I thought it my duty to stay a little longer; thinking I might have an oppor- tunity of preaching to the soldiers." October 28. — "Rose very early, and was at the hospital at daylight. Waited there a long time, wandering up and down the wards, in hopes of in- ducing the men to get up and assemble: but it was in vain. I left three books with them; and went away, amidst the sneers and titters of the common soldiers. Certainly it is one of the greatest crosses I am called to bear, to take pains to make people hear me. It is such a struggle between a sense of propriety and modesty, on the one hand; and a sense of duty, on the other; that I find nothing equal to it. I could force my way any where, in order to introduce a brother minister; but, for myself, I act with hesitation and pain. Mr. * * * promised to ask the head surgeon's permission for me to preach; and appointed the hour at which I should come. I went there; but, after waiting two hours, wa-s told that the surgeon was gone without being spoken to — and many other excuses were made. So, as it was now the heat of the day, I saw it was of no use to make REY, HENRY MARTYN. 205 any more attempts; and, therefore, I went on my way. At night, from mere thoughtlessness, went on shore without tracts, and lost a better opportunity than I have yet had of distributing them among the people. My soul was dreadfully wounded at the recollection of it; and, O may the conviction of my wickedness rest upon my soul all my days! How many souls will rise up in judgment against me at the last day, God only knows. The Lord forgive my guilty soul — deliver me from blood guiltiness — and make me to remember for what purpose I came hither." October 29. — "Passed Cossim Buzar and Moor- shedabad, in the middle of the day; and so my reso- lutions of repairing my past negligence were de- feated, for we stopped at night where there was not a house. A party of boatmen I talked with; and begged them to take a tract; but I could not prevail upon them. Though they were Rajemahl people, I could not understand them, nor they me scarcely at all. I am grieved, and disappointed, and ashamed at this extraordinary backwardness in the language; but I hope not to be discouraged. Employed the whole dny in translating Acts, chap, ii, and correcting it with Moonshee." Oct. 30.^ — ''Employed the whole day, as yester- day, about the same chapter. Read also the Ram- ayuna, and Sale's Introduction to the Koran. My views enlarge rapidly respecting the state of things among the Hindoos and Mahometans. — Mv soul was 27 20(:? MEMOIR OF in a most awful state of impression: Saian was at work, and my soul found safety only in holding by God as a child clings to the neck of its mother. Thanks be to God that I have the witness in myself. 'The anointing, which ye have received of him, abideth in you, and ye need not that any man teach you, but as the same anointing teacheth you of all things,' (fee. O how refreshing and supporting to my soul was the holiness of the word of God — sweeter than the sweetest promise at this time was the con- stant and manifest tendency of the word, to lead men to holiness and the deepest seriousness. What a contrast to it is the mock majesty of the Koran, and the trifling indecent stuff of the Ramayuna. My whole soul seems, at present, engrossed in the work of being the messenger of truth; and, at every sea- son of prayer, I found a peculiar tenderness in pray- ing for these unenlightened people.*' October 31. — "Passed a very populous village, called Jungipore." — "Stopped at night again in a desert place. Em- ployed as yesterday. Moonshee said, 'How can you prove this book (putting his hand on the Gos- pel) to be the word of God?' I took him to walk with me on the shore, that we might discuss the matter; and the result of our conversation Avas, that I discovered that the Mussulmen- allow the Gospel to be, in general, the command of God, though the words of it are not His as the words of the Koran are; and contend that the actual words REV. HENRY MARTYN. 207 of God given to Jesus were burnt by the Jews — that they also admit the New Testament to have been in force till the coming of Mahomet. When I quoted some passages which proved this to be the final dispensation, he allowed it to be of course inconsistent with the divinity of the Koran, but said, 'then those words of the Gospel must be false.' The man argued, and asked his questions seemingly in earnest; and another new impression was left upon my mind, that those men are not fools, and that all ingenuity and clearness of rea- soning are not confined to England and Europe. I seem to feel that these descendants of Ham are as dear to God as the haughty sons of Japheth: I feel, too, more at home with the Scriptures than ever: every thing I see gives light to, and receives it from, the Scriptures. I seem transported back to the ancient times of the Israelites and the Apostles." "My spirit felt composed, after the dispute, by simply looking to God as one who had engaged to support his own cause: and I saw it to be my part to pursue my way through the wilderness of this world, looking only to that redemption which daily draweth nigh. The same thoughts continued through the evening. I reflected, while looking at the stream gliding by, the smooth current of which shewed its motion only by the moon shining upon it, that all alike are carried down the stream of time — that in a few years, there will be another 208 Mi:MOiR OF generation of Hindoos, Miissulmen, and English in this country: we are now bi>t just speaking to one another as we are passing along. How should this consideration quell the tumult of anger and impa- tience, when I cannot convince men. O how feeble an instrument must a creature so short-sighted be. How necessary is it that God should be con- tinually raising up new instruments; and how easily can he do it — 'the government is on his shoulders.' Jesus is able to bear the weight of it; therefore, we need not be oppressed with care or fear: but a Mis- sionary is apt to fancy himself an Atlas." November 1. — "Employed all day in translating the third chapter of the Acts. Came-to at a place where there was no house. For the first time since arriving in Bengal, saw some hills appearing in the N. W." November 2. — Sunday. "My mind was greatly oppressed, that I had done and was doing nothing in the way of distributing tracts. To free my con- science from the charge of unprofitableness and neg- lect, I wished to go ashore in the middle of the day, wherever I thought I might meet people; but did not land till we came-to on the bank of the Ganges, which we entered just before sun-set. Hills ap- peared from S. W. to N. W. Some of these were the Rajemabl hills. Walking on shore, I met with a very large party; and entering into conversa- tion, I asked if any of them could read. One young REV. HENRY MARTYN. 209 man who seemed superior in rank to the rest, said *he could' — and accordingly read some of the only Nagree tract that I had. I then addressed myself boldly to them; and told them of the Gospel. — ■ When speaking of the inefhcacy of the religious practices of the Hmdoos, I mentioned, as an exam- ple, the repetition of the name of Ram. The young man assented to this; and said, of what use is it? As he seemed to be of a pensive turn, and said this with marks of disgust, I gave him a Nagree Tes- tament— the first I have given. May God's bless- ing go along with it; and cause the eyes of multi- tudes to be opened! The men said they should be glad to receive tracts; so I sent them back a con- siderable number by the young man. The idea of printing the Parables, in proper order, with a short explanation subjoined to each, for the purpose of distribution, and as school-books, suggested itself to me to-night, and delighted me prodigiously." November 3. — "Crossed the river, in order to get to Chandry. But, the wind growing very strong, we were obliged to come-to by the sand- bank. Began my work of writing a few remarks on one of the Parables. Finished 'Sale's Preliminary Discourse to the Koran,' and read the Ramavuna. Arrived at Chandry, and found * =^ * and * * *. Walked with them over some of the ruins of Gour; a mosque, Avhich was still standing entire, was in- deed worth seeing. We observed several monkies, and the print of a tiger's foot. 210 MEMOIR OF November 4. — "After officiating at morning wor- ship, I went up with my friends in a boat to GomaUy — stopping bj the way to visit one of their schools at Miidypore,"* w4iich much dehghted me. The little boys seated cross-legged on the ground all round the room, read some of the New Testament to us. While they displayed their powers of read- ing, their fathers and mothers crowded in great numbers round the doors." November 5. — "Received letters from Mr. Brown, Corrie, and Parsons, which much revived me. At evening worship, discoursed from Isa. Ixiii, 1. My soul continued sweetly engaged with God; though the praises of the people of Calcutta were in some degree an interruption of that sweet peace, which is only to be found in being nothing before God." November 7. — "This morning, after speaking on Acts XX, 32, I took my leave; and with Mr. * * * went in palanquins to Massamgung. Frequently cast down to-day. From want of diligent employ- ment, my thoughts had time to wander in search of some earthly good; but I found that recollection of what I deserved at the hands of God restored me to greater peace." November 8. — "Early this morning reached Ra- jemahl, and walked to view the remains of its an- cient splendor. Gave a tract or two to a Brahmin: • Here are tliirteen or fo'irteen village schools, and in consequence a marked progress in civilizaLiou. REV. HENRY MARTYN. 21 1 but the Dak Moonshee, a Mussulman, when he re- ceived one of the Hlncloostanee tracts, and found what it was, was greatly alarmed; and, after many awkward apologies, returned it, saying, that 'a man who had his legs in two different boats was in dan- ger of sinking between them.' Went on, much dis- couraged at the suspicion and rebulTs I meet with — or rather 'pained; for I feel not the less determined to use every effort to give the people the Gospel. 0 that the Lord would pour out upon them a spirit of deep concern for their souls! — In a w^alk, at Raje- mahl, met some of the Hill people. Wrote down from their mouth some of the names of thing-s. — From their appearance, they seem connected with the Hottentots and Chinese. Passed the day in correcting Acts, chap, iii, with Moonshee. At nighty walked with Mr. G. into a village, where Ave met with some more of the Hill people. With one of them, who was a Manghee, or chief of one of the hills, I had some conversation in Hindoostanee; and told him that wicked men, after death, go to a place of fire; and good men, above to God. The former struck him exceedingly. He asked again, 'what? do they go to a place of great pain and fire?' These people, he said, sacrifice oxen, goats, pigeons, &;c. 1 asked him, if he knew what this was for, and then explained the design of sacrifices; and told him of the Great Sacrifice — but he did not seem to under- stand me, and continued pensive after hearing that wicked men go to hell. He asked us, with great 212 aiEMOlR OF kindness to have some of his wild honey; which was the only thing he had to offer. How surprising is the universal prevalence of sacrifices! This cir- cumstance will, perhaps, be made use of for the universal conversion of the nations. How desirable that some Missionary should go among these people! No prejudices — none of the detestable pride and Felf-righteousness of their neighbors in the plains." November 9. — "Pa:^sed this Sabbath rather un- comfortably. With Mr. ^ * *, I read several por- tions of the sacred Scriptures, and prayed in the afternoon. We reached Siclj gully, a point where the Rajemahl hills jut out into the Ganges. It was a romantic spot. We went ashore, and ascended an eminence to look at the ruins of a mosque. The grave and room over it of a Mussulman warrior, killed in battle, were in perfect preservation; and lamps are lighted there still every night. We saw a few more of the Hill people; one of whom had a bow and arrows; they were in a hurry to be gone; and w^ent off, men, women, and children, into their native woods. As I was entering the boat, I hap- pened to touch with my stick the brass pot of one of the Hindoos, in w^hich rice was boiling. So de- filed are we in their sight, that the pollution passed from my hand, through the stick and the brass, to the meat. He rose and threw it all away. — We read together at night an excellent sermon on 2 Cor. V, 1." REV. HENRY MARTYR'. 213 November 10. — "Employed most all the day in finishing the correction of the third of the Acts. with Moonshee, and in writing: on some of the Par- ables.— Went on the North side of the river, and set Mr. G. ashore, and walked with him to a nulla, expecting to find his boat; but it not being there, we were obliged to walk back by night. Happily we procured a torch in a village near, and were thus preserved from the wild buifaloes, whose re- cent footsteps in the path gave us no small alarm. I am constantly preserved through the good provi- dence of the Lord. Employed in lessons of Per- sian, writing and reading Ramavuna." November 11. — "This morning, after prayer, Mr. G. took his leave. I returned to my work without interruption, with no small delight. The thought occurred to my mind very strongly — how much have I to learn of divine things, if the Lord will be pleased to teach me. I want, above all, a meek, serious, resigned, Christ-like spirit. May I have grace to live above every human motive; simply with God, and to God; and not swayed, especially in the Mission work, by the opinions of people not acquainted with the state of things, whose judg- ment may be contrary to my own. But it is a mat- ter of no small difficulty to keep one's eye from wandering to the Church in Calcutta and England." November 12. — "Employed all the day in trans- lating, in which work the time passes away pleas- antly and rapidlv- — The cold mornings and even- 2^ 214 MEMOIR OF ings begin to be very severe. Though the ther- mometer was only down to 61^, I should have been glad of a fire. It was 81^ in the middle of the day. We passed this day out of Bengal into Bahar." November 13. — "This morning we passed Col- gong. I went ashore, and had a long conversation with two men. As I approached more and more to religion, they were the more astonished; and when I mentioned the day of judgment, they looked at each other in the utmost wonder, with a look that expressed, 'how should he know any thing about that.' I felt some satisfaction in finding my- self pretty well understood in what I said; but they could not read; and no people came near us, and so I had the grief of leaving this place without sup- plying it with one ray of light. I was much bur- dened with a consciousness of blood-guiltiness; and though I cannot doubt of my pardon by the blood of Christ, yet how dreadful the reflection, that any should perish who might have been saved by my exertions. Looking round this country, and reflect- ing upon its state, is enough to overwhelm the mind of a Minister or Missionary. When once my mouth is opened, how shall I ever dare to be silent? — Em- ployed as yesterday. At night met some boatmen on the bank, and a Fakir with them. I talked a good deal, and some things they understood. The Fakir's words I could scarcely understand. As he said he could read, and promised to read a Testa- ment, I gave him one, and several tracts." REV. HENRY MARTYN. 219 November 14. — "Employed In writing out the Parables. Walked through a poor village in the evening, where there were nothing but women and children, Avho all ran away when they saw me, except one poor old woman who was ill, and begged. Though she spoke clearly enough, I could scarcely understand one of her words; so that I have quite a new language to learn. When she received half a rupee, she was mute v/ith astonishment for a time, and at last said Chula (good.) — The name of the place was Nuckanpour." November 15. — "Morning spent on the Parables. Afterwards with Moonshee, correcting Acts iv. The boat stopping in the afternoon a short time, I went into a vilk^ge; and finding a genteel looking Hindoo, smoking his hooker, I sat down with him; and a few people gathered round. But the old man, who had been a soldier, talked so incessantly about his campaigns, that I found no good would come if I did not interrupt him, and introduce religion. From having been much with the English, he had more enlarged views than most of the Hindoos, and talked like a Mussulman — that all were of one cast before God — that there would be a day of judg- ment— and that there was only one God. While I endeavored to make him comprehend the nature of the death of Christ, he said, 'ah, that is your Shas- ter' — so, never was any effort more ineffectual. In the bazar, I stood and asked if any one could read Nagree. There was only one who could, and he 2!6 MEMOIR OF took a tract; about ten others were taken also. I suffered greatly from dejection most of the evening* But the Lord graciously came in the time of need, and supported my sinking faith. 'The Lord reign- eth, and the people shall remember and turn to the Lord.' "— Nov. 16.~Sunday. — "Generally in a solemn ten- der spirit. Spent the first half of the day in read- ing the Scripture and prayer. Many a word was brought home with abundance of consolation to my soul. 'Though 1 walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for thou art with me — thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.' When do the sheep find the happiness of having a shepherd so much as when they are walking through a dark shadow. While Jesus lets me see his 'rod and staff,' I am comforted. — In the afternoon, read some French sermons. Walked in the evening to a poor village, where I only produced terror. One man whom I at last met, told me that none could read in the village, but a Brahmin; and he was gone to another town. I left two tracts for him, and told the man to be sure and give them to him when he came back. The man was in no small alarm at this, but asked only where I got them. — Distressed at times — I fear that I am not acting faithfully in warning those around me. - But the shortest way to peace, Is to pray for a broken heart, and submissive spirit: by this means, my mind brightened up.— At night, was deeply affected about REY. MENRY BIARTYN. 217 my two dear sisters: and felt the bowels of affec- tion yearn over them: who knows what they have been suffering all this while. For my poor elder sister, I interceded that she might be saved." Nov. 17. — "Early this morning they set me ashore, to see a hot spring. A great number of Brahmins and Fakirs were there. Not being able to under- stand them, I gave away tracts. Many followed me to the budgerow, where I gave away more tracts, and some Testaments, Arrived at Monghir about noon. In the evening some came to me for books; and, among them, those who had travelled from the spring, having heard the report that I was giving away copies of the Ramayuna. They would not believe me when I told them that it was not the Ramayuna; I gave them six or eight more. In the morning, tried to translate with Moonshee one of the Nagree papers." Nov. 18. — "A man followed the budgerow along the walls of the fort; and, finding an opportunity, got on board with another, begging for a book — not believing but that it was the Ramayuna. As I hesitated, having given as many as I could spare for one place, he prostrated himself to the earth, and placed his for-ehead in the dust; at which I felt an indescribable horror. I gave them each a Testa- ment. Employed in writing on the Parables, and translating. In the evening met with two villagers, and finding they could read, I brought them to the 218 MEMOIR OF boat, and gave them each a Testament and some tracts." Nov. 19. — "Employed in the translating of Para- bles, all the day. Finished the first book of the Ramayuna. Came-to at a desert place on the North side; where, in my walk I met with a man with whom I conversed; but we could understand each other but very little. To a boy with him, who could read, I gave some tracts. Felt extraordinarily •wearied Avith my labor these two or three last days; and should have been glad of some refreshing con- versation." Nov. 20 — 22.-"Employments — the same, through- out, these three days — finished the sixth of Acts. Stopped each night at sand-banks." Nov. 23. — Sunday. "Spent the day comfortably and solemnly, in reading and prayer. But my con- science was grievously wounded in the evening, at the recollection of having omitted opportunities of leaving the word of God at a place. Yet will I adore the blessed Spirit that he departs not, nor suffers my conscience to be benumbed. What a wretched life shall I lead, if I do not exert myself from morning till night in a place, where through whole territories, I seem to be the only light." Nov. 24. — ''Employed in writing on a Parable all day. In my evening walk, finding an old. Brahmin at w^ork in the fields, I began to ask him how he, 'a Brahmin, was obliged to work.' He concluded his answer, by saying, that we English had robbed REV. HtNRY BIARTYN. 219 them of their country. He was, for a considerable time, very violent; but another Brahmin, in some fright, coming up, made all up as he thought by speaking of the brave English, &c. When I began to talk to them of the day of judgment, heaven, and hell, they seemed surprised and pleased, and gave great attention. But I have never had reason to believe, that the attention of the people to any thing I have to say, is more than respect for a 'Sahib.' They never ask a question about it, and probably do not understand one-half, when my sentences are correct. The disaffection of the people gave rise afterwards to many reflections in my mind on what may be my future sufferings in this country: but, in proportion to the apparent causes of depression, did my faith and triumph in the Lord seem to rise. Come what will — let me only be found in the path of duty, and nothing shall be wrong. Be my suf- ferings what they may, they cannot equal those of my Lord, nor probably even those of his Apostles and early Martyrs. They, 'through faith subdued kingdoms, wrought righteousness, out of weakness i/ were made strong,' &c.; and why shall I not hopo^ that I, who am indeed like one born out of due time, ' shall receive strength too according to my day." Nov. 25.— "Reached Patna this afternoon — walk- ed about this future scene of my ministry with a spirit almost overwhelmed at the sight of the im- mense multitudes. There w^as a Rajah sitting at th6> door of his tent by the water side. Came to 220 MEMOIR OF the budgerow at night ill with a head-ache, and still more weak and feeble in faith. Pain in the head continued acute all night." NoY. 26. — '-The multitudes on the water side prodigious. Arrived, in the afternoon, at Dinapore; but did not go ashore. Employed in translating and writing on Parables. My spirit this evening was sweetly elevated beyond the people and the concerns of this world, — while meditating on the Avords 'I am the Almighty God; walk before me, and be thou perfect.' " On reaching Dinapore, which for a considerable time was to be his permanent residence, Mr. Mar- tyn's immediate objects were three-fold: to establish native schools — to attain such readiness in speaking Hindoostanee, as might enable him to preach in that language the Gospel of the grace of God — and to prepare translations of the Scriptures and religious tracts for dispersion. We have already seen that the idea of translating the Parables, accompanied by some remarks upon them, had occupied his mind during his voyage on the Ganges. At Dinapore he continued to engage with the same earnestness, in this employment. Of Hindoostanee he already knew enough to translate with grammatical accu- racy; and his Moonshee was at hand to suggest the proper idiom; and what in that language is so diffi- cult— the just and exact collocation of the words in the sentences. The obstacles which he had to overcome respecting the languages of the country. REV. HENRY MARTYN. 221 he represents as formidable. Passing out of Bengal into Bahar, he found that he had to acquaint himself with the Baharree, as well as the Hlndoostanee; and the Baharree had its various dialects "I am low spirited," he said soon after reaching Dinapore,j "about my work; I seem to be at a stand, not knowing what course to take." From the Pundit whom he employed, he learned, though the state- ment was probably exaggerated, that every four kos (miles) the language changes; and by the specimens he gave of a sentence in the dialects across the water at Gyah, and some other places, they appear- ed to differ so much, that a book in the dialect of one district, would be unintelligible to the people of another. As the best mode of acquiring a knowl- edge of the various Oriental tongues, the study of Sanscrit was recommended to him by his Pundit — and with what spirit he labored in this and other pursuits, may be seen in his account of the work of a single day. "Morning with Pundit, in Sanscrit. In the afternoon, hearing a Parable in the Bahar dialect- Continued till late at mVht in wrltlnfr on the Parables. My soul much impressed with the un- measurable importance of my work, and the wick- edness and cruelty of wasting a moment, when so many nations are, as it were, waiting till I do my work. Felt eager for the morning to come again* that I might resume my work." 29 222 MEMOIR OF The diiiiculties of various kinds which presented themselves to Mr. Martjn, could not fail of being a source of pain to him, in proportion to his fervent anxiety to benefit all around him. But it was his privilege and consolation to remember that he was in his hands, in whom are "hid all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge; and with whom all things are possible." Had he not sought and found a refuge in the omnipotence of Christ, soon would be have sunk in despondency. To those who have not elevated their views above the feeble efforts of human agency, the conversion of the Heathen cannot but appear to exceed the limits of possibility. Mr. Martyn, who in England had met with many such disputers of this world, found that India was by no means destitute of them. — A con- versation into which he was led with one of these characters, was painfully trying to him, — -"but in the multitude of my troubled thoughts," he said, "I still saw there is 'strong consolation in the hope set be- fore us.' Let me labor for fifty years, amidst scorn> and without seeing one soul converted, still it shall not be worse for my soul in eternity,, nor even worse for it in time — ^'though the heathen rage,' and the English people 'imagine a vain thing,' the Lord Jesus, who controls all events, is my Friend — my Master — my God — my All. On this rock of ages* on which I feel my foot to rest, my head is lifted up above all mine enemies round about me, and 1 sing* yea, I will sing praises unto the Lord." REV. HENRY MARTYN. 223 From much of the society Mr. Martjn found at Dinapore, he received more discomfort than disappointment — some there were indeed, who treated him from the first with the utmost kind- ness— who afterwards became his joy, and who one day will assuredly be his crown of rejoicing. But before that happy change in them was efTected by the power of divine grace, he found none to whom he could fully and freely unbosom him- self. With what gladness and thankfulness, there- fore, did he welcome the arrival of letters from his beloved Christian friends at Calcutta and in England. He speaks of bei-ig exceedingly comforted at re- turning home after a melancholy walk, and finding letters from Mr. Brown and Corrie, and on hearing from two of his friends in England, who were as dear to him as he was to them: "How sweet," he said, after perusing these memorials of affection, '*are the delights of Christian friendship; and what must heaven be, where there are none but humble, kindj and holy children of God: such a society would of itself be a heaven to me, after what I feel at the ways of worldly people here." Nor was it only from the neglect, levity, and profaneness of many of his countrymen, where he v/as stationed, that Mr. Martyn was pained and grieved: his meek and ten- der spirit was hurt likewise at the manner in which he conceived himself to be regarded by the natives: by the anger and contempt with which multitudes of them eyed him in his palanquin at Patna, he was 224 MEMOIR OF particular! J affected, observing "Here every native I meet is an enemy to me, because I am an English- man. England appears almost a heaven upon earth, because there one is not viewed as an unjust in- truder. But O the heaven of my God — the 'general asseml:)ly of the first born, the spirits of just men made perfect,' and Jesus! O let me for a little mo- ment labor and suffer reproach!" The observations he was compelled to hear from his Moonshee and Pundit, often present a curious and affecting display of Pagan and Mahometan ignorance. "Upon shewing," he writes, "the Moonshee the first part of John iii, he instantly caught at those words of our Lord, in which he first describes himself as having come down from heaven, and then calls him- self the Son of Man which is in heaven. He said this was what the philosophers called 'nickal,' or impossible— even for God to make a thing to be in tw^o different places at the same time. I explained to him, as soon as his heat was a little subsided, that the difficulty was not so much in conceiving how the Son of Man could be, at the same time, in two dif- ferent places, as in comprehending that union of the two natures in him, which made this possible. I told him, that I could not explain this union; but shewed him the design and wisdom of God in effecting our redemption by this method. I was much at a loss for words, but I believe he collected my meaning, and received some information which he possessed not before." In another place he says, "in reading REV. HENRY MARTYN. 225 some parts of the Epistles of St. John to my Moon- shee, he seemed to view them with great contempt: so far above the wisdom of the world is their divine simplicity! The Moonshee told me, at night, that when the Pundit came to the part about the angels •separating the evil from the good;' he said, with some surprise, that there was no such thing in his Shaster; but that, at the end of the world, the sun would come so near as, first, to burn all the men, then the mountains, then the debtas (inferior gods,) then the waters: then God reducing himself to the size of a thumb nail, would swim on the leaf of the peepul tree." The commencement of Mr. Martyn's ministry, amongst the Europeans at Dinapore, was not of such a kind as either to gratify or encourage him. At first he read prayers to the soldiers at the bar- racks on tl]e long-drum, and as there was no place for them to sit, was desired to omit his sermon. Preparations being afterwards made for the per- formance of divine service, with somewhat of that order and decency which becomes its celebration, the resident families at Dinapore assembled on the Sabbath, and attended Mr. Martyn's ministry. By many of these, offence was taken at his not reading to them a written sermon, and it was by letter inti- mated to him, that it was their wish that he should desist from extempore preaching. At such an inter- ference on the part of his flock, he confesses that he was at first roused into anger and displeasure — '226 ZVIE3I0IR cr he could not but think that the people committed to his charge, had forgotten the relation which sub- sisted between him and them, in dictating to him the mode in which they thought proper to be ad- dressed: on mature reflection, however, he resolved upon compliance, for the sake of conciliation: — say- ing, "that he would give them a folio sermon book, if they would receive the word of God on that ao- count." Whilst the flock at Dinapore were thus overstep- ping the limits of respect and" propriety, Mr. Mar- tyn was informed, that one of his brethren at Cal- cutta, was about to transgress the rules of Chris- tian charity very grievously, in JDublishing one of those pulpit invectives which had been fulminated against him on his arrival at Calcutta. Such an act in a brother chaplain would, in some minds, have excited vindictive feelings. In his, the chief excite- ment was a discomposure, arising from an appre- hension, that he might be compelled to undertake a public refutation of this attack on his doctrines — an undertakinof which would consume much of that o precious time which he wished wholly to devote to his Missionary work. Thus terminated the year 1806 — on the last day of which, Mr. Martyn appears to have been much engaged in praj^er and profitable meditation on the lapse of time: feeling communion with the saints of God in the world, whose minds were turned to the consideration of those awful things, which cannot REV. HENRY MARTYN. 227 but be suggested to a reflecting mind bj a year irre- coverably past. On the first day of the year 1807, Mr. Martyn was led to the folloAving reflection, from whence we perceive, that it is the work of the self-same spirit to convince the soul of sin, to constrain it to unre- served obedience, and to fill it with unutterable con- solation. "Seven years have passed away since I was first called of God. Before the conclusion of another seven years, how probable that these hands will have mouldered into dust! But be it so: my soul through grace hath received the assurance of eter- nal life, and I see the days of my pilgrimage short- eaing, without a wish to add to their number. But O may I be stirred up to a farther discharge of my high and awful work, and laying aside, as much as may be, all carnal cares and studies, may I give my- self to this 'one thing.' The last has been a year to be remembered by me, because the Lord has^ brought me safely to India, and permitted me to be- gin, ia one sense, my Missionary work. My trials in it have been very few; every thing has turned out better than I expected; loving kindnesses and tender mercies have attended me every step: there- fore, here, will I sing his praise. I have been an unprofitable servant, but the Lord hath not cut me oiT: I have been wayward and perverse, yet he hath brought me further on the way to Zion: here then, with sevenfold gratitude and affection, would 228 MEMOIR OP I stop, and devote myself to the blissCul service ol my adorable Lord. May he continue his patience, his grace, his directions, his spiritual influences, and I shall at last surely come off conqueror! May he speedily open my mouth, to make known the mys- teries of the Gospel, and in great mercy grant, that the Heathen may receive it in great mercy and live!" The commencement of the new year was devot- ed, by Mr. Martyn, to the work which v\^as still be- fore him, translating and commenting on the Para- blies, as well as to the attainment of the Sanscrit. Sustained by the hope of future usefulness, he ex- perienced much pleasure, not only in urging his toilsome way through the rudiments of that lan- guage, but even when he appeared, notwithstanding every exertion, to be making no sensible progress in it. ''Employed," he says, one day, in the month of January, 1807, — "Morning and evening in Sanscrit Grammar, and in the afternoon, in translating the Parables. Though I scarcely stirred in Sanscrit, yet by keeping myself steady to the work, I had much comfort in my soul, and this day, like all others, fled swiftly away." To these employments he added another also, the translation into Hindoostanee of those parts of the Book of Common Prayer which are most fre- quently used. This project, when it first occurred to him, so arrested his mind, that he instantly began to translate, and proceeded as far as the end of the RET. HENRY MARTYJ?. 229 Te Deum: fearing, however, as it was the Sabbath, that such an employment might not be in perfect harmony with the sacred solemnity of that day, in- asmuch as it was not strictly of a devotional kind, he desisted from making further progress — so deep was his reverence for a divine appointment — so jealous his fear of offending his God! After passing, therefore, the remainder of the day in reading the holy Scriptures, and singing praises to the Lord, he closed it with these reflections: — "O how shall I sufficiently praise my God, that here in this solitude, with people enough indeed, but without a saint, I yet feel fellowship with all those, who, in every place, call on the name of our Lord Jesus Christ. I see myself travelling on with them, and I hope I shall worship with them in his courts above!" These peculiar studies, as well as the conversa- tion which Mr. Martyn held frequently with the natives, (for w^hich purpose he went about without his palanquin,) were regarded by many with a mixture of jealousy, fear, and contempt. Did he so much as speak to a native, it was enough to ex- cite wonder and alarm: nor is this a matter of sur- prise, when we consider, that all love for the soul, and all fear of God, are as certainly absent and inoperative in worldly characters, as the love of pleasure and fear of man are present and predomi- nant. And if, in ordinary circumstances, such a line of conduct as Mr. Martyn adopted in India, was calculated to awaken the apprehensions of those 30 230 MEMOIR OF who lived chiefly for this world; — at this particular juncture it was more likely to be attended with these eiTects. For just at this time, the settlement Avas brought into some consternation by hearing of the sudden arrival of twelve thousand Mahrattas in the neighborhood: — of which event, the alarmists at Dinapore might be ready to take advantage, and endeavor, in some way or other, to connect it with Mr. Martyn's plans respecting the conversion of the natives to Christianity. These troops, however, had other objects than what the wakeful fear of some persons might have assigned them; their .destina- tion being simply to attend one of their chiefs on a pilgrimage to Benares. Religious discussions between Mr. Martyn, his Moonshee, and Pundit, were almost of daily occur- rence, and as they serve to throAV light on his char- acter, as well as on that of those with whom a Missionary must be conversant in India, it may be useful to refer again to what his Journals contain on this head. "Long disputes with the Moonshee on the enjoy- ments of heaven: I felt some mortification at not having a command of language. There are a va- riety of lesser arguments, the force of which consists in their being brought together in rapid succession in conversation; which nothing but a command of words can enable one to effect. However, I was enabled to tell the Moonshee one thing, that my chief enjoyment, even now on earth, was the enjoy- REV. HENRY MARTYN. 231 ment of God's presence, and a growing conformity to him; and 'therefore, I asked, what motives could the promise of Houris, Ghilmas, green meadows, and eating and drinking in paradise, afford me. My soul sweetly blessed the Lord in secret, that this testimony was true, and O what a change must have been wrought in me!" Jan. 16. — "Employed at the Sanscrit — in the af- ternoon, collecting idiomatic phrases for the Para- bles. Finished the first Epistle of St. John with the Moonshee. I asked him what he thought of those passages which so strongly express the truth of the Trinity, and of the Divinity of Christ; he said he never would believe it, because the Koran had de- clared it sinful to say that God had any son. I told him that he ought to pray, that God would teach liim what the truth really is. He said he had no occasion to pray on this subject, as the word of God was express. I asked him whether some doubt ought not to arise in his mind, whether the Koran was the word of God. He grew angry; and I felt hurt and vexed. I should have done better to have left the words of the chapter with him, without saying any thing. I went also too far with the Pundit, m arguing against his superstitions; for he also grew^ angry. Ifcinif qualijication seems necessary to a Mis- sionary in India^ it is wisdom operating in the rcgida- iion of the temper, and improvement of opportunitieg,"^^ "Dictating to day the ^explanation of a parable to the Moonshee, I had occasion to give the proofs of 23^ MEMOIR OF the corruption of human nature, and drew the con- clusion that, hence, till our hearts are changed, we are abominable in the sight of God, and our own works, however useful to men, are worthless in his sight. I think I never saw such a striking instance of the truth grappling with human nature: he seem- ed like a fish when he first finds the hook has hold of him: he was in a dreadful rage, and endeavored to escape from the conviction those truths pro- duced, but seemingly in vain. At last, recovering himself, he said, he had a question to ask — which was — what would become of children, if the dispo- sition thej were born with, rendered them odious in the sight of God? I gave him the best answer I could, but he considered it as nothing, because founded on Scripture; and said, with great contempt, that this was mere matter of faith, the same sort of thing as when the Hindoos believed the nonsense of their Shasters." How delightful must it have been to Mr. Marty n to turn, as he did at this time, from controversies with these unbelievers, to the enjoyment of Chris- tian converse and communion with his beloved friend and brother Mr. Corrie, who, towards the end of January, visited him, on his way to his sta- tion at Chunar. Many a happy hour did these ser- vants of Jesus Christ then pass in fellowship one with another, for truly their fellowship was with the Father, and with his Son Jesus Christ: — with one accord they often fell at the feet of their Re- REV. HENRY MARTYN. 233* deemer in supplication and thanksgiving — they read his holy word — they rejoiced together in its prom- ises— they spake to one another of the glory of Christ's kingdom, and talked of his power, and they parted sorrowfully indeed, yet earnestly desiring, each to be employed in his proper work. "Our com- munion," said Mr. Martyn, respecting this interview, "has been refreshing, at least to me, and the Lord has sanctified our meeting by his presence and gra- cious influences." With respect to the Europeans, amongst whom Mr. Martyn ministered, he had much reason to be gratified by the reception he met with from those whom he attended in the hospital: but he had equal cause to be dissatisfied and grieved with the behavior which he witnessed too generally, in the houses of the wealthy: — can we be surprised, there- fore, that he should prefer, as he did, the house of mourning, to that of feasting? In vain did he en- deavor, amongst the upper ranks, to introduce reli- gious topics into conversation. "I spoke," said he, after visiting some of these, "several times about religion to them, but the manner in which it was received, damped all farther attempt. 'Who hath believed our report, and to whom is the arm of the Lord revealed?' How awful does the thought some- times appear to me, that almost the whole world are united against God and his Christ. O thou in- jured Sovereign! O Lord, how long will it be ere thou plead thine own cause, and make bare thine 234 MEMOIR OF arm in the sight of the nations? Let me in patience possess my sonl; and though iniquity abound, may I never wax cold, but be brought safely through all this darkness and danger to a happier world! To thousands my word will, perhaps, prove 'a savor of death unto death.' Let me nevertheless go on steadily in the path which the Lord has marked out: perhaps some poor soul may be converted by what he shall hear from me; or, if not, I shall have done my work." In such society, as might be expected, he found his desires and endeavors for the conver- sion of the Heathen invariably discountenanced and opposed: having, on one occasion, referred to the Company's Charter, as not only permitting, but enjoining the communication of religious instruction •to the natives, coldness and distance, on the part of those he was visiting, were the immediate conse- quence of his observations. But "his soul could rejoice in God, that if men were unkind, it was for Christ's sake, and he felt determined to go on with vigor, though the whole world of wretched men should oppose." With respect to the conversion of the natives to the nominal profession of Christianity, in Mr. Mar- tyn's opinion, the difficulty was by no means great. He was surprised at the laxity of principle which seemed to prevail among i\\e natives, and -could per- ceive that the idea of embracing the religion of the English, was very pleasant to the Pundit, and other natives. But he did not fail to explain to them, REV. HENRY MARTYN. 235 "that it was no object of his to make them 'Ferin- gees,' in the sense in which they understood it, and assured them, that if all the Brahmins and Rajahs of the country would come to him for baptism, he would not baptize them, except he believed that they repented, and would renounce the world." With the condition of the natives, in a moral point of view, Mr. Martyn had but too much reason to be shocked and affected: and he was sometimes called upon to interfere, and that with some personal haz- ard, to prevent acts of the greatest turpitude and injustice among them* "My Surdar," he says, "was imprisoned by an unjust Cotwal. I sent word to him to give nothing for his release, and not to fear: the Cotwal was afraid and let the man go, and ceased his claim upon his relations. This has been a long and iniquitous business. I felt quite thankful that the Lord had thus shewn himself the Father of the fatherless. I could hardly believe such barefaced oppression. How much has the Gospel done in producing sentiments of justice and equity in all ranks of people in Christendom! The poor people here seem unable to comprehend it." "* * *," he adds; "developed a system of villainy carried on in the country, by the supineness of * * % which aston- ished and grieved me beyond measure. I determin- ed to go to * * * myself, and tell him what I had heard: but thought it prudent to defer it till after my distant journey to Buxar, in which the Cotwal, who is the head ol* a gang of robbers, with which 236 MEMOIR OF the whole country is swarming, might easily procure my assassination, if by getting him turned out, I should provoke him. I thought it, however, a duty I owe to God, to him, to the poor oppressed natives, and to my country, to exert myself in this business; and I felt authorized to risk my life." This journey to Buxar, during which Mr. Mar- tyn feared that, without prudence, he might pos- sibly become a victim to the sudden revenge of one, whose daily oppressions caused many to weep without a comforter, was taken on the 16th of February: and it may surprise those, who are not aware of the very slender proportion of chaplains allotted to our empire in India, to be informed, that he travelled seventy miles for the purpose of per- forming part of his pastoral duty in the celebration of a marriage. But before we attend him on this journey, let us notice his abstraction from the world, his sacred peace, his holy aspirations, his deep con- trition, at this period: — "I felt more entirely with- drawn from the world, than for a long time past: what a dark atheistical state do I generally live in! Alas! that this creation should so engross my mind, and the Author of it be so slightly and coldly re- garded.— I found myself, at this time, truly a stran- ger and a pilgrim in the ^vorld; and I did suppose that not a wish remained for any thing here. The experience of my heart was delightful. I enjoyed a 'peace that passeth all understanding;' no desire remained, but that this peace be confirmed and in- REV. HENRY MARTYN. 237 creased. O whj slioukl any thing draw away my attention, whilst Thou art ever near and ever accessible through the Son of thy love? O why do I not always walk with God, forgetful of a vain and perishable world? — Amazing patience! He bears with this faithless foolish heart, and suilbrs me to come laden with sins, to receive new pardon, new grace,, every day. Why does not such love make me hate those sins which grieve him, and hide him from my sight? I sometimes make vain rcsoiutions in my own strength, that I will think of God. Rea- son, and Scripture, and experience teach me that such a life is happiness, and holiness; that by 'be- holding his glory,' I should be 'changed into his im- age from glory to glory," and be freed from those anxieties that make me unhappy: and that e\ery motive to duty being strong, obedience would be easy." Of his journey to Buxar, Mr. Martyn has left the following account. February 16. — "Rose very early, and accumulated work for my Moonshee in my ab- sence. Made my will, and left it with * ^ ^, At half-past three set off in a palanquin, and in four hours reached the Soane. From thence travelled all night, and at nine next morning reached Buxar. Being unable to sleep, I arrived so sick and unwell, as to be convinced of the unprofitableness of trav- elling by night in this country. By reading some of the Epistle to the Ephesians before it grev/ dark, and mcditatino^ upon it afterward, my time 31 v >..' 238 IMEMOIR OF passed agreeably; and I thought with dehght of the time when I should be able to adopt the Apos- tle's words with respect to the Heathen around me. After breakfast I lay down, and endeavored in vain to get sleep. I was much assisted in conversation with the family after dinner, when we conversed much on religious subjects, and I had as good an op- portunity, as I could have wished, for explaining the nature of the Gospel, and offering considera- tions for embracing it. I retired to rest with my heart full of joy, at being thus assisted to pass the time profitably." Feb. 18.— "My birth-day — twenty-six. — With all the numerous occasions for deep humiliation, I have cause for praise, at recollecting the promising opei)- ings, and important changes, which liave occurred since my last birth-day. The Lord, in love, made me wax stronger and stronger! Walked after break- fast to a pagoda, within the fort of Buxar, where a Brahmin read and expounded. It was a scene, I suppose, descriptive of the ancient times of Hindoo glory. The Brahmin sat under the shade of a large banyan near the pagoda: his hair and beard were white, and his head most gracefully crowned with a garland of flowers. A servant of the Rajah sat on his right-hand, at right angles; and the yenerable man then sung the Sanscrit verses of the Huribuns, and explained them to him, without turning his head, but only his eyes, which had a very dignified effect. I waited for the first pause to ask some questions. REV. HENRY MARTYN. 239 which led to a long conversation. And this ended by my attempting to give thera a history of Redemp- tion. The Rajah's servant was a very modest, pen- sive man, but did not seem to understand what I said so well as the old Brahmin, who expressed his sur- prise and pleasure, as well as the other, at finding a Sahib cared any thing about religion. I afterward sent a copy of the Nagree Gospels to the servant, desiring that it might be given to the Rajah, if he would accept it. In the evening I married and ad- ministered the sacrament to * ^ ^ and * * % at their own desire." Feb. 19. — "Rose at four and left Buxar, and at nine in the evening reached Dinapore in safety — blessed be God — may my life thus preserved, by unceasing Providence, be his willing sacrifice." The scene Mr. Martyn witnessed in the pagoda at Buxar, was succeeded, soon after his return to Dina- pore, by another, he describes, still more interesting. "A poor Jew from Babylon came to me begging: he was tali, but stooping from weakness, and his countenance strongly marked with grief. When at his first arrival, I asked him if he was a Mussulman, he said in a low and pensive tone of voice — No! an Isralee. Alas! poor people, still full of the fury of the Lord, the rebuke of thy God! I felt all the ten- derness of a kinsman towards him, and found myself, vinced, that the exercise of fasting was so injurious to his health, as to be improper iti the de- gree and frequency in which he had been accus- tonied to perform it. REV. HENRY MARTYN. 249 In this sickness, however, though an extreme lan- guor accompanied it, he was not only patient but active. On the Sabbath he would by no means de- sist from his work; — "I was assisted," he says, "to go through the usual ministrations without pain. In the morning I preached on Psalm xvi, 8—10, and administered the Lord's Supper with rather more solemnity and feeling than I usually have. The rest of the morning I could do little but lie down. In the afternoon I found, I suppose, two hundred women, and I expounded again at considerable length. Read Piigrim's Progress at the hospital. In exposition with the soldiers I found great en- largement." As a proof of that wTetchedness and ignorance in the natives, which so excited Mr. Martyn's com- passion for them, we may adduce two instances with which he himself has furnished us, in a Brah- min and a Ranee (a native princess;) though per- haps the Brahmin may be considered as only avow- ing sentiments too common amongst many who are called Christians, and have the Book of God in their hands. "A Brahmin," he says, "visiting my Pundit, copied out the Parable in which the Ten Command- ments were written, with a determination to put them all accurately into practice^ in order to he united with God. — He had, hoAvever, an observation to make, and a question to ask. 'There was nothing,' he sajd, 'commanded to be done, only things to be abstained from; and if he should be taken ill in the bazar, 250 TdEMOIR OF or while laughing, and die; and through fear of transgressing the third commandment, should not mention the name of God, should he go to heav- en?— The Ranee of Daoudnagur, to whom I had sent a copy of the Gospels by the Pundit, returned her compliments, and desired to know what must be done for obtaining benefit from the book; wheth- er prayer, or making a salam (a bow) to it? I sent her word she must seek diyine instruction in secret prayer, and I also added some other advice." Little as there was that was promising in either of these characters, there was jet more appearance of what might be thought hopeful in them, than in Mr. Martyn's Moonshee and Pundit, whom he still continued to labor, incessantly, though unsuc- cessfully, to convince of their awful errors. "My faith," he complains again, "tried by many things; especially by disputes with the Moonshee and the Pundit. The Moonshee shews remarka- ble contempt for the doctrine of the Trinity. 'It shews God to be weak (he says,) if he is obliged to have a fellow. God was not obliged to become man, for, if we had all perished, he would have suffered no loss. And as to pardon, and the difficulty of it, I pardon my servant very easily, and there is an end. As to the Jewish Scriptures, how do I know but they were altered by themselves? They were wicked enough to do it, just as they made a calf.' — Tn all these things I answered so fully that he had nothing to reply." "In the afternoon I had a long REV. HENRY MARTYN. 251 argument again with the Pundit. He too wanted to degrade the person of Jesus, and said, neither Brahma, Vishnu, nor Seib were so low as to be born of a woman; and that every sect wished to exalt its teacher, and so the Christians did Jesus." March 14. — "The quotations which I collected from Scripture this day, in treating on the Parable of the inconsiderate King, in order to illustrate the idea of the sufferings to which Christians are expos- ed, seemed to offend both the Moonshee and Pundit very much. In considering the text — 'the time Cometh when he that killeth you shall think he doth God service,' he defended the practice of put- ting infidels to death, and the certainty of salvation to Mooslems dying in battle with the infidels, and said, it was no more strange than for a magistrate to have power to put an offender to death. He took occasion also to say, that the New Testament, as we gave it, and the church service also, was stuffed with blasphemies.— With the benighted Pundit 1 had a long conversation, as he seemed to be more in earnest than I had yet seen him. He asked, whether by receiving the Gospel he should see God in a visible shape, because, he said, that he had seen Sargoon, jthe deity, made visible: this he affirmed with great gravity and earnestness. At night I lost time and temper in disputing, with the Moonshee, respecting the lawfulness of putting men to death for blas- phemy. He began by cavilling at the Lord's Prayer and ridiculing it, particularly the expression 'hallow- 252 MEMOIR OF ed be thy name* — as if the name of the Deity was not already holy. He said, 'that prayer was not a duty amongst the Mahometans, that reading the Numaz was merely the praise of God, and that as when a servant, after doing his master's duty well, thought it a favorable opportunity for asking a favor, so the Mooslem, after doing his duty, might ask of God riches, or a son, or, if he pleased, patience in affliction.' This then is Mahometanism, to murder as infidels the children of God, and to live without prayer." "The conversation with the Pundit more serious than it has yet been: and I find that seriousness in the declaration of the truths of the Gospel, is likely to have more power, than the clearest argumeyits conveyed in a trifling spirit. — I told him, that now he had heard the word of Christ, he would not be tried at the last day by the same law as the other Brah- mins and Hindoos who had never heard it, but in the same manner as myself, and other Christians, and that I feared, therefore, he was in great danger. He said, as usual, that there were many Avays to God, but I replied, there was no other Savior but Christ, because no other Lord bought men with bis blood, and suffered their punishment for them. This effectually silenced him on that head: he then said, 'he had a house and children, and that to preserve them he must retain the favor of the world, that he and his friends despised idol worship, but that the REV. HENRY MARTYN^. 2^3 world would call him wicked if he forsook the ser- vice of the gods.' " "Pundit grieved me, by shewing that he knew no more of the way of salvation than before. Alas! how poor and contemptible are all my efforts far God, if efforts they can be called. He observed, that 'there was nothing express in the book about the way of salvation, as to what one must do to be saved' — the legalist's question in every land." "Pundit observed, that I had said, forgiveness would not be given for repentance only; whereas in the third Parable, in chap, xv, of St. Luke, the re- pentant sinner was received at once. How could this be? — for his part, he would rest his hopes on the Parables, in preference to the other statements. How strange is the reluctance which men have to depend on the righteousness of another! The Pun- dit affirmed, that he was keeping all the command-' ments of God. But when I charged him with wor- shipping the sun at his morning devotions, he con= fessed it; and said it was not forbidden in the Ten Commandments. I then read him the passages, relating to the worship of the host of heaven, but he could see no harm in this species of \vorship, more than making his salam to any other superior With respect to the Sabbath, he said, he had always kept that day by fasting, and that all Hindoos did the same: but he said no reason was given in the Shaster why it was holy. 254 MEMOIR OF "Talking with Moonshee on the old subjects — the Divinity of Christ, Mahomet's challenge, &:c. he did not know of the method of Mahometan doctors teaching, that one passage abrogates another: but said, if I could produce two commandments undeni- ably opposite, he would throw away the book, and seek a new religion. Respecting the promise of Mahomet, that they who die fighting for Islam, should certainly go to heaven, I said, my objection was that the person thus dying might be full of envy, &c. and could such a person go to God? In answer to this, he denied that the sins of the heart were sihs at all: and I could say nothing to convince him they were. — To refute what he had said at some former times, about Mussulmen not remaining in hell for ever, I applied our Savior's Parable about the servant beaten with many stripes; and asked him, if I had two servants, one of v.hom knew my will, and the other not, and both committed the same fault, which was the more culpable? He an- swered— 'I suppose he who knew his master's w^ill.' — I replied, yet according to you, the enlighten- ed Mussulmen are to come out of hell, and Jews and Christians, for the same sin, are to remain there for ever. He had not a word to reply: but said he could give no answer 'uglee,' but only 'nuglee,' — con- tradicting it on the authority 6f the Kqran. He spoke of the ineffectual endeavor of men to root out Islamism, as a proof of its being from God; and objected to Christianity, because there were no dif- REV. HENRY MARTYN. 255 ficulties in it — devotion only once a week — prayer or no prayer, just when or where we pleased — elat- ing with or without washing — and that, in general, it w^as a life of carelessness with us." Toward the middle of the month of April, an- other summons, similar to that which had carried Mr. Martyn to Buxar, called him from his studies and labors at Dinapore, to Monghir. It was not long before he undertook this expedition, that w^e find him thus expressing himself, after an examina- tion into the state of his heart before God. '-My mind much as usual, not tried by any violent as- sault of sin or Satan, but the daily cause of grief and shame, and indeed the root of all sin is forget- fulness of God. I perceive not in what state 1 have been in, till I come to pray." "Enjoyed a greater stability of faith in the divine Redeemer^ May he make his servant steady, brave and vigi- lant in his service." — "Satan assaults me in various ways: some of his darts, respecting the person of my Lord, were dreadfully severe: but he triumph- ed not a moment; I am taught to see what w^ould become of me, if God should withdraw his strong hand. Is there any depth into which Satan would not plunge me?" "My soul is sometimes tried with the abounding of iniquity, and wounded by infidel thoughts. But my Redeemer is risen triumphant, and will not suf- fer his feeble servant to be tempted above that I am able to bear.". — "If there is one thing that re^ 25(5 ftlEMOlR OF freshes my soul above all other things, it is that I shall behold the Redeemer gloriously triumphant at the winding up of all things. O thou injured Sove- reign, how long dost thou bear this ingratitude from wicked mankind!" "Still permitted to find sweet refuge in the pres- ence of my Lord, from infidelity, and the proud world, and the vanities of time." "In prayer had an affecting sense of my shameful ingratitude. Had I behaved thus to an earthly ben- efactor, shewing so little regard for his company, and his approbation, how should I abhor myself, and be abhorred by alh O what a God is our God! How astonishingly rich in grace, bearing all with un- ceasing patience, and doing nothing but crown his sinful creature with loving kindness and tender mer- ries." "This is the day 1 left Cambridge. My thoughts frequently recurred with many tender recollections to that seat of my beloved brethren, and I again wandered in spirit amongst the trees on the banks of the Cam." "Employed in writing a sermon and translating; but heavenly things become less familiar to my mind, whilst I am so employed without intermission. Yet the whole desire of my heart is towards spir- itual enjoyment. O when shall body, soul, and spirit, be all duly employed for God!" "Dull and poor as my miserable soul is, and think- ing very little about heaven, yet for aught else that REV. HENRY MARTYNi "l[i1l 13 in the world, existence is scarcely worth having. The world seems as empty as air." On the 18th of April, Mr. Martyn commenced his voyage of nearly a hundred miles to Monghir: — the following is an extract from his Journal during the eight days which were consumed^ in leaving his station to marry a couple, and returning afterwards to Dinapore. "After finishing the correction of the Parables, I left Dinapore to go to Monghir — spent the evening at Patna with Mr. * * =*, talking on literary subjects: but my soul was overwhelmed with a sense of my guilt, in not striving to lead the conversation to some- thing that might be for his spiritual good. My general backwardness to speak on spiritual subjects, before the unconverted, made me groan in spirit at such unfeelingness and unbelief. May the remem- brance of what I am made to suffer for these neg- lects, be one reason for greater zeal and love in the time to come." April 19th. — "A melancholy Lord's Day! in the morning, at the appointed hour, I found some solem- nity and tenderness: the whole desire of my soul seemed to be, that all the ministers in India might be eminently holy, and that there might be no re- mains of that levity, or indolence in any of us, which I found in myself. The rest of the day passed heavily; for a hurricane of hot wind fastened us on a sand-bank, for twelve hours; when the dust was suf- focating, and the heat increased the sickness, which 258 . IVIEMOIR Ot" was produced by the tossing of the boat, though she was aground, and I frequently fell asleep over my work. However, the more I felt tempted to im- patience and unhappiness, the more the Lord help- ed me to strive against it, and to look at the fulness of Jesus Christ. Several hymns, particularly *There is a fountain filled w^th blood/ were very sweet to me. After all the acquisitions of human science, what is there to be compared to the knowledge of Christ, and him crucified! — Read much of the Scripture history of Saul, and the pre^ dictions in the latter end of the Revelations. Read also Marshall on Sanctification, Gibert's Sermons, and Thomas a Kempis." April 20. — "A day very little better. I could scarcely keep myself alive, and was much tried by evil temper. Employed in writing to ^ ^ % and Mr. "^^^but all I did was without energy; the long- wished for night came at last, and my feeble body found rest and restoration in sleep." April 21. — "Again the love and mercy of the Lord restored me to health and spirits. Began to write a sermon on walking in Christ, and found my soul benefited by meditation on the subject. In the afternoon went on with translations. Arrived at sun-set at Mon^hlr." April 22. — "Spent the day at *=^^'s, found two or three opportunities to speak to him about his soul. *** threw out some infidel sentiments, which gave REV. HENRY MARTYN. 259 me an opportunity of speaking. But to none of the rest was I able to say any thing. Alas! in what a state are mankind every where — hving without God in the world. Married * ^ * to * * *. April 23. — "After baptizing a child of * * =*, I left Monghir, and got on twenty-three miles to Dina- pore, very sorrowful in mind, both from the recol- lection of having done nothing for the perishing souls I had been amongst, and from finding myself so un- qualified to write on a spiritual subject, which I had undertaken. Alas! the ignorance and carnality of mj miserable soul! how contemptible must it be in the sight of God!" April 24. — "Still cast down at my utter inability to write any thing profitable on this subject, and at my execrable pride and ease of heart. O that I could weep with shame and sorrow in the dust, for my wickedness and folly! Yet thanks are due to the Lord for shewing me, in this way, how much my heart has been neglected of late. I see by this, how great are the temptations of a Missionary to neglect his own soul. Apparently outwardly em- ployed for God, my heart has been growing more hard and proud. Let me be taught, that the first great business on earth, is the sanctification of my own soul; so shall I be rendered more capable also •of peiforming the duties of the ministry, whether amongst the Europeans or Heathen, in a holy and solemn manner. O how I detest that levity to which I am so subject! — How cruel and unfeelin^it iklO MEMOIR Ot' is! — God is witness, that I would rather, from this day forward, weep day and night for the danger of immortal souls. But my wickedness seems to take such hold of me, that I cannot escape, and my only refuge, is to commit^my soul, wdth all its corruption, into the hands of Christ, to be sanctified and saved by the Almighty power of grace. For what can I do with myself? my heart is so thoroughly corrupt that I cannot keep myself one moment from sin. — Finished the Koran to-day, and considered with my- self, why I rejected it as an imposition, and the rea- sons appeared clear and convincing." "The budgerow struck with such violence against a sand-bank, that a poor Mahometan boy falling, with all the rest, broke his arm. We did all we could, but the cries of the poor boy went through my heart. At night a tremendous North-wester came on, but the Lord kept us in safety." April 25. — ^'Morning employed with little success on the same subject. 1 still find it too spiritual for my carnal heart. My mind distressed with doubts, whether I should make the people observe the Sab- bath, by causing them to lie by: but considering, that they would not think it a favor, but, on the con- trary, a vexation — that they eould not sanctify it, and that I had not given the Manghee previous no- tice before setting out, I resolved to go on; though I felt by no means easy, and before setting out again, I hope to make up my mind satisfactorily on the subject." REV. HENRY MARTYN. 26*1 April 26. — "In prayer, at the appointed hour, I felt solemnity of mind, and an earnest desire, that the Lord would pour out a double portion of his Spirit upon us his Ministers in India; that every one of us may be eminent in holiness and ministerial gifts. If I were to judge from myself, I should fear God had forsaken his Church; for I am most awfully deficient in the knowledge and experience requisite for a Minister: — -but, my d^ar brother Corrie, bless- ed be God, is a man of a fetter spirit: — may he grow more and more in grac6, and continue to be an example to us! Passed the day in reading and prayer, such as my prayers are. My soul struggled with corruption, yet I found the merit and grace of Jesus all sufficient, and all supporting. — Though my guilt seemed like mountains, I considered it as no reason for departing from Christ, but rather of clinging to him more closely. Thus I got through the day, cast down, but not destroyed. The account of David's fall affected me more tenderly than ever it did, and I could not help weeping over the fall of that man of God. Began Scott's Essays, and was surprised indeed at the originality and vigor of the senti n:ienis and lano^uaore. At niofht arrived at Patna." April 27. — "Left Patna and arrived at Dinaporco The concourse of people in that great city, was a solemn admonition to me to be diligent in study and prayer. Thousands of intelligent people togeth- er;— no Sabbath — no word of God — no one to give them advice — how inscrutable the ways of God!" 34 202 5IEM0IR OF Mr. Martjn had no sooner returned to Dinapore, than he heard, to his sorrow and surprise, that the Ranee, to whom he had sent a Testament, together with some advice upon the subject of rehgion, was about to dispatch a messenger to him, to request a letter of recommendation to one of the judges, be- fore whom she had a cause pending, in which her dominions were at stake. "I felt hurt," he says, "at considering how low a sovereign Princess must be fallen to make such a request; but lost no time in apprising her, that our laws were perfectly distinct from the divine laws, and that therefore this was no affair of mine as she seemed to suppose." In Mr. Martyn's schools so much progress had now been made, that it became necessary to deter- mine what books should be placed in the hands of the children who could read. To give them at first the book of the Parables, which he had prepared for their use, would, it was feared, awaken suspi- cions in the breasts of their parents, who had al- ready shewn much jealousy respecting his designs. Thought it the wisest measure to permit them to use one of the Hindoo books; after having had it previously read to him. It was a book which, if it did no good, could (he thought) do no harm, as it was an old Hindu wee poem, on an Avatar of Vishnu, which it was impossible for the children to under- stand. His judgment on this question, one of some diffi- culty and embarrassment, is thus given in a letter to hev. henry martyn. 263 Mr. Corrie. "Your schools flourish — blessed be Oodi The Dinapore school is resorted to from all quarters, even from the other side of the river. The Bankipore school is also going on well. I do not institute more till I see the Christian books in- troduced. The more schools the more noise, and more inquiry; and more suspicion of its being of a po- litical nature. Besides, if all the schools were to come to a demur together, I fear their deciding against us; but if one or two schools, with much thought about it, comply with our wishes, it will be a pre- cedent and example to others. / think you should not dictate which of their books should he given, but cnly reserve the 'power of^^ejecting amongst those which they propose. I bless God that you are brought to act with me in a broad and cautious plan: but I trust our motto shall be, 'constant though cautious' — nev- er ceasing to keep our attention fixed steadily on the state of things; and being swift to embrace every opportunity." Amidst many causes of discouragement — from the inattention of the women who attended his exposi- tions on the Sabbath — the general profanation of that holy day by Europeans, notwithstanding his solemn and repeated remonstrances — and the vacil- lating conduct of some of his flock, whom he had hoped to have seen stronger and bolder in their Master's cause — a letter from a young officer desir- ing, at this time, an acquaintance with Mr. Martyn, on a religious account, was to him a source of the 264 -MEBIOIR OF most cheering delight: and yet, before the receipt of it, he could bless God, that he "felt impregnable to any discouragement— -it was not," said he, "that I was indifferent^ or that I saw some encouraging cir- cumstances— but I was made to reflect, that I was the servant of God, in these things, and that he would bring his purposes to pass, some way or other." In addition to Mr. Martyn's studies in Sanscrit, Persian, and Hindoostanee, we find him now sedu- lously employed in reading Leland against the Deis- tical Writers; and thence drawing out arguments against the Koran.— But being fearful lest, in the midst of these pursuits, his spirit should decline as to far more important points, he thus speaks — "May my soul, in prayer, never rest satisfied, v/ith- out the enjoyment of God! May all my thoughts be fixed on him! May I sit so loose to every em- ployment here, that I may able, at a moment's warn- ing, to take my departure for another world! May I be taught to remember, that all other studies are merely subservient to the great work of minis- tering holy things to immortal souls! May the most holy works of the ministry, and those which re- quire most devotedness of soul, be the most dear to my heart!" Mr. Martyn, whilst thus occupied, wa^ called to \\\c decision of a practical question of greater mo- ment and difliculty, than that respecting the intro- duction of books into the schools; — application REV. HENRY MARTYN, 2G5 having been made to him for baptism, by one of the native women. This request, as the candidate manifested no signs of penitence or faith, and could by no means be made to comprehend what farther was necessary to be a Christian, than to say the Lord's Prayer — he found himself compelled to re- fuse.— "The party," said he, "went away in great distress, and I felt much for them, but the Lord, I trust, will not suffer me to listen to my own feel- ings, and profane his holy ordinances." That this point had been a matter of anxious consideration v^^ith him, we learn from a letter to Mr. Corrie.^ — "Your account of a native woman, whom you bap- tized, came in season for me; I have been subjected to similar perplexities; but I think no one could re- fuse baptism in the case you mention. The woman w^ho is now making the same petition here, promises to marry, and comes frequently for instruction, but her heart is not touched with any tender sense of sin, and of her need of mercy. Yet if there be no scandal in her life, and she profess her belief in those points, in which they are interrogated, in the baptismal service, may I lawfully refuse? I cannot tell what to do; I seem almost resolved not to administer the ordinance, till convinced, in my own mind, of the true repentance of the person. The eventual benefit will be great, if we both steadily adhere to this purpose; they will see that our Chris- tians and those of the Papists are different, and will be led to investigate what it is in our opinion 266 V MEMOIR OF that is wanted." The determination to reject those candidates for admission into the Church of Eng- land, who were manifestly ignorant of the spirit of Christianity, though convinced of the truth of it, was fully adopted by Mr. Martyn, after mature con- sideration, and the decision doubtless was agreeable to the Word of God and to the practice of the primitive times. Much time, we have already seen, had been devoted by Mr. Martyn to the translation of the Scriptures into Hindoostanee, both before and since he quitted Calcutta. To these exertions, for the honor and glory of God, a new stimulus was added, by a proposal, in the month of June in this year, from the Rev. David Brown, that he would engage more directly in that important work, in which he had already proceeded to the end of the Acts of the Apostles: as also that he would super- intend the translation of the Scriptures into Persian. This proposal he eagerly, yet diffidently accepted — and animated by the expectation of beholding his labors brought to a successful termination, he prose- cuted them with a delight, commensurate with his ardent diligence. "The time fled imperceptibly," he observes, "so delightfully engaged in the translations; the days seemed to have passed like a moment. - Blessed be God for some improvement in the languages! May every thing be for edification in the church! What do I not owe the Lord, for permitting me to take REV. HENRY MARTY N^. 267 part in a translation of his word — never did I see such wonder and wisdom and love in the blessed book, as since I have been obliged to study every expression; and it is a delightful reflection, that death cannot deprive us of the pleasure of studying its mysteries." "All day at translations — employed a good while at night in considering a difficult passage, and being much enlightened respecting it, I went to bed full of astonishment, at the wonder of God's word: never did I see any thing of the beauty of the language and importance of the thoughts as I do now. I felt happy, that I should never be finally separated from the contemplation of them, or of the things about which they are written. Knowledge shall vanish away, but it shall be because perfection shall come. Then shall I see as I am seen, and know as I am known." "What a source of perpetual delight have I in the precious book of God! O that my heart were more spiritual to keep pace with my understanding, and that I could feel as I know! May my root and foun- dation be deep in loVfe, and may I be able to compre- hend, with all saints, Vhat is the breadth, length, and depth, and height and to know the love of Christ which passeth knowledge, and may I be filled with all the fulness of God!" adding in his accustomed spirit of incessant watchfulness — "May the Lord, in mercy to my soul, save me from setting up an idol of any sort in his place, as I do by preferring even a 268 ^ .niiiAioiR. OF work, professedly for him, to a communion witli him. How obstinate the reluctance of the natural heart to love God! But O mj soul, be not deceived, thy chief work upon earth is to obtain sanctification, and to walk with God. 'To obey is better than sacrifice, and to hearken than the fat of rams.' Let rae learn from this, that to follow the direct injunctions of God, about my own soul, is more my duty, than to be engaged in other works, under pretence of doing him service." Scarcely had Mr. Martyn girded up his loins, with the great and heavenly design of completing a version of the Scriptures in Hindoostanee, and super- intending one in the Persian tongue, when the sove- reign, wise, and infinite love of his God, summoned him to endure an affliction, more grievous than anv that had befallen him, since those first bitter tears which he shed at the death of his father. — Appre- hensions for the loss of his eldest sister had been ex- cited in his mind, by some expressions she herself had dropped, in a letter which reached him a few weeks before he received the fatal intelligjence that she w^as no more. A period df- torturing suspense, terminated in one of inexpressible sorrow. "But blessed is the man whom thou chastenest, O Lord." Gleams of this blessedness shone fortli from the clouds of that dark dispensation with, which Mr. Martyn was now visited. "O my heart, my heart,'' he exclaimed, "is it, can it be, true, that she has been lying so many months in the cold grave! would REV, HENRY MARTYN. 269 that I could always remember it, or always forget it, but to think for a moment of other things, and then to feel the remembrance of it come, as if for the jfirst time, rends my heart asunder. When I look round upon the creation, and think that her eyes see it not, but have closed upon it for ever; that I lie down in my bed, but that she has lain down in her grave, O! is it possible! I wonder to find myself still in life — that the same tie that united us in life, had not brought death at the same moment to both. O great and gracious God! what should I do without Thee! But now thou art manifesting thyself as the God of all consolation to my soul — never was I so near thee: I stand on the brink, and I long to take my flight. There is not a thing in the world for which I could wish to live, except because it may please God to appoint me some work. And how shall my soul be ever thankful enough to thee, O thou most incomprehensibly glorious Savior Jesus! O what hast thou done to alleviate the sorrows of life! and how great has been the mercy of God to- wards my family, in saving us all! How dreadful would be the separation of relations in death, were it not for Jesus." Mr. Martyn's mind, under this painful deprivation, was comforted exceedingly, by a sure and certain hope, as it respected her for whom he mourned. That delightful expectation of meeting her in glory, which he has now realized, was one powerful sup- port to his heart, then overwhelmed within him: 35 270 MEMOIR OF % for the letter which contained the account of his loss, left him happily no room to doubt of his sister's eter- nal gain; and that, through the grave and gate of death, she had passed into the consummation of bliss, in the eternal and everlasting kingdom of Christ. "The European letter," he wrote to Mr. Brown, "contained the intelligence of the death of my eldest sister. A few lines received from herself, about three weeks ago, gave me some melancholy forebodings of her danger. But though the Lord thus compassionately prepared me for this affliction, I hardly knew how to bear it. We were more united in affection to one another, than to any of our relations; and now she is gone, I am left to fulfil, as a hireling, my day, and then I shall follow her. She had been many years under some conviction of her sins, but not till her last illness sought in earnest for salvation. Some weeks before her death she felt the burthen of sin, and cried earnestly for pardon and deliverance, and continued in the diligent use of the appointed means of grace. Two days before her death, when no immediate danger was appre- hended, my youngest sister visited her, and was sur- prised and delighted at the change which had taken place. Her convictions of sin were deep, and her views clear, her only fear was on account of her own unworthiness. She asked, with many tears, whether there was mercy for one who had been so great a sinner; though in the eyes of the world she REV. HENRY MARTYN. 271 had been an exemplary wife and mother: and said, $he believed the Lord would have mercy upon her, because she knew he had wrought on her mind by his Spirit. Two days after this conversation, she suddenly and unexpectedly left this world of woe, while her sister was visiting a dying friend at a dis- tance. This you will tell me, my dear Mr. Brown, is precious consolation, indeed I am constrained to acknowledge, that I could hardly ask for greater, for I had already parted with her for ever, in this life, and after that, all I wished for was, to hear of her being converted to God, and if it was his will, taken away in due time, from the evil to come, and brought to glory before me — yet human nature bleeds — her departure has left this world a frightful blank to me, and I feel not the smallest wish to live, except there be some work assigned for me to do in the church of God." Acutely as Mr. Martyn suffered, such importance did he attach to those studies, which had in view the manifestation of the Gospel to regions >'sitting in darkness and the shadow of death," that he omitted the prosecution of them, at this period, only for a single day. It was a duty, he thought, in- cumbent on him to return to his work, as soon as possible, however heavily his mind might be bur- thened; for his expressions, many days afterward, declare into what depths of grief he was sunk. "My heart," said he, "is still oppressed, but it is not a ^sorrow that worketh death.' Though nature 272 MEMOIR OF weeps at being deprived of all hopes of ever see- ing this dear companion on earth, faith is hereby brought more into exercise. How sweet to feel dead to all below, to live only for eternity; to for- get the short interval that lies between us and the spiritual world; and to live always seriously. The seriousness which this sorrow produces is indescrib- ably precious; O that I could always retain it, when these impressions shall be worn away! My studies have been the Arabic Grammar and Persian — writing Luke for the women, and dictating 1 Pet. i, to Moonshee. Finished the Gulistan of Sadi, and began it again to mark all the phrases which may be of use in the translation of the Scriptures." One fruit of Mr. Martyn's prayers and result of his prudence, was the successful introduction, shortly after this, of the Sermon on the Mount, into his schools; and on the 21st of September he had the exquisite joy of hearing the poor Heathen boys reading the words of the Lord Jesus. ''A wise man's heart," saith Solomon, "discerneth both time and judgment." It was in this spirit of patient and dependant wisd m, that Mr. Martyn had acted* re- specting the schools, and it was the same rare tem- per of mind which prevailed on him still to abstain from preaching publicly to the natives: again and again did he burn to begin his ministry in Patna — but again and again did he feel deeply the impor- tance of not being precipitate: it was not, however, without much difficulty, that he checked the ardor of REV. HENRY MARTYJ;. 273 his zeal. He was determined to see what the insti- tution of schools, and the quiet distribution of the Scriptures would effect; and was convinced, that public preaching at first, wdiS incompatible with this plan of procedure, whereas it was clear that a way would thus be opened for preaching, of which ob- ject he never lost sight. It was this which made him resist the solicitations of those friends, who would have detained him at Calcutta; and this it was which now occasioned him to decline a very pressing invitation from Mr. Brown, urging him to take the Missionary Church at the Presidency. But Dinapore was in the midst of the Heathen; and Di- napore, further, was a scene of tranquil retirement. These two considerations, caused Mr. Martyn to refuse to comply with the very earnest desire of one whom he entirely esteemed and loved. "If ever I am fixed at Calcutta," he wrote in reply, "I have done Avith the natives, for notwithstanding previous determinations, the churches and people at Calcutta are enough to employ twenty Ministers. This is one reason for my apparently unconquerable aver- sion to being fixed there. The happiness of being near and with you, and your dear family, would not be a compensation for the disappointment; and hav- ing said this, I know of no stronger method of my expressing my dislike to the measure. If God com- mands it, I trust I shall have grace to obey: but let me beseech you all, to take no step towards it, for I shall resist it as long as I can with a safe con- 274 MEMOIR OF "I am happier here in this remote land," he wrote in his Journal, "where I hear so seldom of what happens in the world, than in England, where there are so many calls to look at the things that are seen. How sweet the retirement in which I live here. The precious word, now my only study, by means of translations. Though in a manner buried from the world, neither seeing nor seen by Europeans, here the time flows on with great rapidity: it seems as if life would be gone, before any thing is done, or even before any thing is begun. I sometimes rejoice that I am not twenty-seven years of age, and that, unless God should order it otherwise, I may double the number in constant and successful labor. If not, God has many, many more instruments at command^ and I shall not cease from my happiness, and scarcely from my work, by departing into another world. O what shall separate us from the love of Christ! nei- ther death nor life, I am persuaded. O let me feel my security, that I may be, as it were, already in heav- en; that I may do all my work, as the angels do theirs; and O let me be ready for every work! be ready to leave this delightful solitude, or remain in it; to go out, or go in; to stay, or depart, just as the Lord shall appoint. Lord, let me have no will of my own; or consider my true happiness as depend- ing, in the smallest degree, on any thing that can befal the outward man, but as consisting altogether in conformity to God's will. May I have Christ here with me in this world, not substituting imagin- REV. HENRY MARTl'Ni 275 ation in the place of faith; but seeing outward things as they really are, and thus obtaining a radical conviction of their vanity." Mr. Martyn's spirits being much depressed by his recent affliction, an invitation or rather entreaty, strongly pressed upon him by one, who had a great share in his affection and esteem, which called, as he conceived, for a direct and firm rejection, could not but be a matter of some trial to him. He had not, however, the additional pain of witnessing the slight- est variation in his friend's attachment: a circum- stance, which does not always occur on similar occa- sions: for the fondness even of Christian friendship, "will sometimes suffer an interruption, upon a disa- greement, respecting favorite projects and designs. To this perturbation of mind, comparatively light, a very severe disappointment from another quarter succeeded — a disappointment intended, doubtless, like his other troubles, for the augmentation of his faith. Such strong representations had been made, by those whose judgment he valued not a little, re- specting the dreariness of a distant station in India, and the evils of solitude, that he had deemed it agreeable to the will of God, to make an overture of marriage to her, for whom time had increased, rather than diminished, his affection. This over- ture, for reasons which afterwards commended themselves to Mr. Martyn's own judgment, was now declined; on which occasion, suffermg sharply as a man, but most meekly as a Christian, he said, "the 276 MEMOIR OF Lord sanctiiy this; and since this last desire of my heart is also Avithheld, may I turn away for ever from the world, and henceforth Hve forgetful of all but God. With thee, O my God, is no disappoint- ment. I shall never have to regret, that I have loved thee too well. Thou hast said, 'delight thy- self in the Lord, and he shall give thee the desires of thy heart.' " "At first I was more grieved," he wrote sometime afterwards, "at the loss of my gourd, than of the perishing Ninevehs all around me: but now my earthly woes, and earthly attachments, seem to be absorbing in the vast concern of communicating the Gospel to these nations. After this last lesson from God, on the vanity of the creature, I feel de- sirous to be nothing — to have nothing — to ask for nothing but what he gives." Providentially for Mr. Martyn's comfort, his thoughts were much occupied, just after the receipt of this letter, by the arrival of his co-adjutors in the work of translation; one of them, Mirza of Benares, well known in India as an eminent scholar in the Hindoostanee; the other, Sabat the Arabian, but too well known both in India and England for his rejection of that faith, which he then appeared to possess in sincerity and truth. In the latter of these, Mr. Martyn confidently trusted that he had found a Christian brother. Nor were these hopes, respect- ing Sabat's religious character, more sanguine than both in reason and charity, he might fairly have en- REV. HENRY MARTYN. 277 tertained. Of his abilities a most favorable report had been made by Dr. Ker of Madras, who repre- sented him, as a man of good family in Arabia, as having been employed as an expounder of Mahome- tan law at Masulipatam, and as being well skilled in the literature of his country. With respect to the reality of his belief in Christianity, although Mr. Martyn immediately discovered in him an unsubdued Arab spirit, and witnessed, with pain, many deflec- tions from that temper and conduct which he him- self so eminently exemplified; yet he could not but believe all things, and hope all things, even while he continued to suffer much from him, and for a length of time with unparalleled forbearance and kindness. How could he allow himself to cherish any doubt, when he beheld the tears he shed in prayer, and listened to the confessions he made of his sinfulness, and to the professions he uttered of his willingness to correct whatever was reprehensible in his be- havior. No sooner had he arrived at Dinapore, than he opened to Mr. Martyn the state of his mind; declaring, with seeming contrition, that the constant sin he found in his heart filled him with fear. "If the Spirit of Christ is given to believers, why, said he, am I thus, after three years believing? I determine every day to keep Christ crucified in sight; but I forget to think of him! I can rejoice when I think of God's love in Christ; but then I am like a sheep that feeds happily, whilst he looks only at the pasturage before him, but when he looks 36 278 JVIEMOIR OF behind and sees the Hon, he cannot eat." "His Hfe (he avowed) was of no value to him; the experience he had had of the instabihty of the world had Aveaned him from it; his heart was like a looking- glass, fit for nothing except to be given the glass- maker, to be moulded anew." Can we wonder, concerning one who uttered, with apparent sincerity and much earnestness, such sentiments as these, that Mr. Martyn should observe to Mr. Brown, who had sent him from Calcutta to Dinapore, "not to esteem him a monument of grace, and love him, is impossible." And truly, notwithstanding all that time has since developed, who will not hesitate in attributing to Sabat, the guilt of a systematic and well-concerted tissue of hypocrisy; and not rather conclude that his judgment was at that time en- lightened, and his heart in some measure impressed, with a sense of what he believed? Very soon, in- deed, was Mr. Martyn called to rejoice over this Mahometan convert with great fear and trembling; for scarcely had he reached Dinapore, w^hen the violence of his temper began to manifest itself. The first Sunday after he came to church, conceiving that all due respect was not shewn him, he would not wait till service began, but abruptly left the church and returned home; yet, on Mr. Martyn's expostulations at his turning his back upon the house of God, on account of an insult which was unintend- ed, he instantly confessed, with seeming humiliation. REV. HENRY MARTYN. 279 that he had two dispositions, one his old one, which was a soldier's, and the other a Christian's. Many other signs of an unhumbled spirit in Sabat gave rise to many differences, which were singu- larly distressing to a man of such meekness as Mr. Martyn. Even before the conclusion of that year, which when Sabat entered under Mr. Martyn's roof, was drawing to its close, he was so grieved at his spirit, that he could find relief only in prayers for him. — Yet however disquieted he might and could not but be, at what he was called hourly to witness in one brought into such near contact with him, and bearing the name of a Christian brother, his own mind nevertheless enjoyed a large measure of "that perfect peace" in which those are kept whose minds are stayed on God. He was continually "rejoicing in the solid ground of Jesus'" imputed righteousness;" the greatness, the magnifi- cence, the wisdom of which, filled his mind, and he was continually thinking, "O how is every hour lost that is not spent in the love and contemplation of God, my God. O send out thy light and thy truth, that I may live always sincerely, always aflfection- ately, towards God!" "To live without sin I cannot expect in this world, but to desire to live without it may be the experience of every moment;" and he closed the year like him who, at the end of a psalm of holy and joyful aspirations, exclaims, "I have gone astray like a lost sheep," in the following strain of brokenness of spirit and abasement of soul: "I 280 MEMOIR OF seem to myself permitted to exist only through the inconceivable compassion of God. When I think of my shameful incapacity for the ministry, arising from my neglect, I see reason to tremble, though I cannot weep. I feel willing to be a neglected out- cast, unfit to be made useful to others, provided my dear brethren are prosperous in their ministry." In the midst of various Aveighty employments, and in the midst of much tribulation, Mr. Martyn passed into the year 1808, on the first day of which he thus reverted to his past life! — "Few or no chan- ges have occurred in the course of the last year. I have been more settled than for many years past. The events which have taken place, most nearly- interesting to myself, are, my sister's death, and my disappointment about * * *; on both these afflictions I have seen love inscribed, and that is enough. What I think I want, it is still better to want: but I am often wearied with this world of woe. I set my affections on the creature, and am then torn from it; and from various other causes, particularly the prevalence of sin in my heart, I am often so full of melancholy, that I hardly know what to do for relief. Sometimes I say, *0 that I had wings like a dove, then would I flee away and be at rest;' at other times, in my sorrow about the creature, I have no wish left for my heavenly rest. It is the grace and favor of God that have saved me hithertoi^my igno- rance, waywardness, and wickedness would long since have plunged me into misery; but there seems REV. HENRY MARTYN. 281 to be a mighty exertion of mercy and grace upon my sinful nature every day, to keep me from perishing at last. My attainments in the Divine Life, in this last year, seem to be none at all; I appear, on the contrary, to be more self-willed and perverse, and more like many of my countrymen, in arrogance and a domineering spirit over the natives. The Lord save me from my wickedness! Henceforth let my soul, humbly depending on the grace of Christ, per- fect holiness in the fear of God, and shew towards all Europeans and Natives, the mind that was in Christ Jesus!" In the beginning of this year, Mr. Martyn's situ- ation at Dinapore was rendered far less agreeable, much as he loved retirement, by the removal of the only family with whom he lived upon terms of Chris- tian intimacy; a family for whom he had no common affection; to whom he had been the means of first imparting serious impressions; whom he had exhort- ed, watched over, and prayed for, and whom he un- ceasingly followed with his intercessions, when he could no longer reach them with his exhortations. "The departure of '^ * * (he writes,) seemed to leave me without human comfort; my regard for them has increased very much of late; I have seen marks of grace more evidently. It is painful to be deprived of them just at this time; yet the Lord knoweth them that are his, and will keep them, through faith, unto eternal salvation." 282 MEMOIR OF This separation affected him the more sensibly, because it was not with every family, at that station, that he met with a kind, much less a cordial, recep- tion. "1 called," says he, "on the 15th of January, on one of the Dinapore families, and felt my pride rise at the uncivil manner in which I was received. I was disposed, at first, to determine never to visit the house again, but I remembered the words, 'over- come evil with good.' " So much as Mr. Martyn was concerned for the salvation of the Heathen, it will readily be surmised, that the state of the JVative Christians^ sunk as they were into a condition of equal ignorance and wickedness with the Heathen, would excite his pe- culiar sympathy and anxiety. Their lamentable case was never forgotten by him. At the com- mencement of the present year, especially, it lay so near his heart, that he resolved to ascertain what might be effected in behalf of those wretched peo- ple at Patna, w^ho had a name to live, but were dead. Without loss of time, therefore, he made an offer to the Roman Catholics there, of preaching to them on Sundays — but the proposal was rejected: had it been accepted, he purposed to have made it the ground-work of a more extensive publication of the Gospel to the inhabitants at large. "Millions perishing (he said, much affected at the reflection,) in the neighborhood of one who can preach the Gospel to them! how wonderful! I trust the Lord will open a great and effectual door. O for faith, zeal, courage, love!" REV. HENRY INIARTYN. 283 In consequence of the state of the weather at this season of the year, the pubHc celebration of Divine Service on the Sabbath, was suspended for a considerable time at Dinapore; a circumstance as painful to Mr. Martjn, as it was pleasing to the careless and worldly part of his congregation. Upon^ the serious inconvenience, and yet more serious det- riment, to the spiritual interest of his flock, in being destitute of a church, he had already presented a memorial to the Governor-General, and orders to provide a proper place for Public Worship had been issued; nothing effectual, however, was yet done^ and Mr. Martyn's love of the souls entrusted to him, not allowing him to bear the thought of their being scattered for a length of time, as sheep without a shepherd, he came to the resolution of opening his own house, as a place in which the people might as- semble in this emergency. About the middle of February, he writes, "As many of the European regiment as were effective, were accommodated un- der my roof; and, praise be to God, we had the public ordinances once more. My text was from Isaiah iv, 5. 'The Lord will create upon every dwelling-place of Mount Zion, and upon her assem- blies, a cloud and smoke by day, and the shining of a flaming fire by night: for upon all the glory shall be a defence.' In the afternoon, I waited for the women, but not one came: perhaps notice had not been given them, by some mistake. At the hospi- tal, and with the men at night, I was engaged, as 284 V JMEiMOlR OF usual, in prayer: my soul panted alter the living God, but it remained tied and bound with corrup- tion. I felt as if I would have given the world to be brought to be alone with God, and the promise that this is the will of God, even our sanctification, was the right hand that upheld me while I followed after him. When low in spirits, through an unwil- lingness to take up the cross, I found myself more resigned, by endeavoring to realize the thought that had often composed me in my trials on board the ship — that 1 was born to suffer: suffering is my daily appointed portion: let this reconcile me to every thing! To have a will of my own, not agreeable to God's, is a most tremendous wickedness. I own it is so for a few moments: but. Lord, write it on my heart! In perfect meekness and resignation let me take what befals me in the path of duty, and never dare to think of being dissatisfied." As far as it respected Mr. Martyn's health, a temporary inter- ruption of his ministerial duty would have proved a favorable occurrence: he was begiiming again to suf- fer from some severe pains in the chest, which first attacked him in the autumn of the preceding year: "desirins: to be as a flame of fire in the service of his God, and panting for the full employment of every day, the early morning, as well as the closing evening, found him engaged in his delightful labors. But he perceived that the body could not keep pace with his soul, in this career of unceasing ac- tivity: "the earthly tabernacle weighed down the REV. HENRY MARTYN. 285 spirit whilst musing upon many things," and com- pelled him, for a while at least, to moderate the ve- hemence of these exertions. By the month of March, however, that great work, for which myri- ads in the ages yet to come will gratefully remember and revere the name of Martyn — the version of the JVeiv Testament into Hindoo stanet^ was brought to a completion; nor, if we consider how much time he had spent upon it, ever since he arrived at Calcutta, and how laboriously he prosecuted it, after Mr. Brown had summoned him to direct all his eiiorts to that end, can it be affirmed that it was hurried to a conclusion with a heedless and blameable pre- cipitancy. **'Twas not the hasty product of a day; But the well-ripeued fruit of Avise delay.'* "It is a real refreshment to my spirit, (Mr. Mar- tyn remarks to Mr. Corrie, just at the moment of sending off the first page of the Testament to Cal- cutta, in the beginning of x^ipril,) to take up my pen to write to you. — Such a vreek for labor I believe I never passed, not excepting even the last week before going into the Senate-House. I have read and corrected the manuscript copies of my Hindoos- tanee Testament so often, that my eyes ache. The heat is terrible, often at 98*^; the nights insupport- able." Such was his energy in a climate tending to beguile him into ease and indolence; so entirely "whatever he had to do. did he do it with all his might." 286 MEMOIR OP Througlioiit the remainder of the year 1808. Mr. Martjn's Hfe flowed on in the same course of use- fulness and uniformity. He continued to minister to the Europeans and the Natives at the hospital, and daily received the more religious part of his flock at his own house, whilst his health permitted: to this was added the revisal of the sheets of the Hindoos- tanee version of the Testament, which he had com- pleted; the superintendance of the Persian transla- tion, confided to Sabat; and the study of Arabic, that he might be fully competent to superintend another version of the Testament into that tongue. From the even tenor of a life like this, it cannot be expected that incidents of a very striking nature should arise: yet the description which he himself has given of it, in the following extracts from a free and frequent correspondence with his endeared friends and brethren, the Rev. David Brown and the Rev. Daniel Corrie, will not be wholly devoid of interest to those who have hitherto watched him, with love and admiration, in his way towards Heaven. TO THE REV. D. BROWN "April U, 180S. **This day I have received yours of the 8th: like the rest of your letters, it set my thoughts on full gallop, from which I can hardly recover my breath. Sabat's letter I hesitate to give him, lest it should «iake him unhappy again. He is at this moment REV. HENRY MARTYN. 287 more quiet and Christian in his deportment, than I have jet seen him. Arabic now employs my few moments of leisure. In consequence of reading the Koran with Sabat audibly, and drinking no wine, the slander is gone forth amongst the Christians at Patna, that the Dinapore Padre is turned MussuK TO THE SAME. ^pril2&, 1808. "This day I sent off a chapter of Hindoostanee of St. Matthew; the name I design for my work is — Benoni, the son of my affliction: for through great tribulation will it come out. Sabat has kept me much upon the fret this week: when we had reach- ed the ninth chapter, the idea seized him, that Mirza might receive some honor from his inspect- ing the work. He stopped immediately, and say what I Avill, he determines not to give me the smallest help in correcting the Hindoostanee." TO THE REV. P. CORRIE. May 9y 1808. "Sabat having one of his head-aches, leaves me at liberty to take a complete sheet. This week has passed, as usual, in comparing the Persian and Greek; yet we are advanced no further than the 238 vMEMOIR OF end of the 15tb of Matthew. Notwithstanding the vexation and disappointment Sabat has occasioned me, I have enjoyed a more peaceable week than ever since his arrival. I do not know how you find the heat, but here it is drer.dful; in one person's quarters yesterday it was at 102^: perhaps on that account scarcely any women came. Another rea* son I assign is, that I rebuked one of them last Sun- day, yet very gentl}-, for talking and laughing in the church before I came; so yesterday they shew- ed their displeasure by not coming at all. I spoke to them on the Parable of the Great Supper: the old woman, who is always so exemplary in her attention, shed many tears; I have endeavored to speak to her sometimes, but she declines conversa- tion: I feel interested about her, there is so much sorrow and meekness depictured in her counte- nance, but she always crosses herself after the service is over. Yesterday, for the first tim.e, I baptized a child in Hindoostanec.— My Europeans, this v.'cek, have not attended very well — fifteen in-. stead of twenty-five; some of tliem, indeed, are in the hospital: the hospital is a town of itself — how shall I ever be faithful to them all!" to tHE REV. D. BR0W>. ' May 3\, 1808. "Yours of the 24th instant arrived to>day, and relieved me from much anxiety respecting your REV. HENRY MARTYN. 289 own health. Still you do not say whether the Hindoostanee sheets are arrived. 1 do not wonder at your inquiring about the Persian. — To-day we finished comparing St. Matthew with the Greek, if it may be called a comparison; for, partly owing to the errors of the scribe, rendering whole verses unintelligible, and partly on account of Sabat's anx- iety to preserve the rhythm, which often required the change of a whole sentence for a single word, it is a new translation; we have labored hard at it to-day, from six in the morning till four in the after- TO THE REV. D. BROWN, June 7, 1808. "This day Ave have sent the Persian of St. Mat-^ thew. Sabat is not a little proud of it. Your de- sign of announcing the translation, as printed at the expense of the British and Foreign Bible Society, I highly approve; 1 wish to see honor put upon so god- iike an Institution, Mirza returned yesterday, and again there are symptoms of disquiet in Sabat. — - Pray for us." TO THE REV. D. CORRIE. *'June IG, 1808. "To-day we have completed the Persian of St. Matthew^ and to-morrow it is to be sent off to be 290 AfEMOIR OF printed. Sabat desired me to kneel down to bless God for the happy event, and we joined in praise to the Father of Lights. It is a superb perform- ance in every respect. Sabat is prodigiously proud of it: I wish some mistakes may not he found in it to put him to shame. Among the events of the late week is the earthquake; we were just reading the passage of the 26th of Matthew, on earthquakes in divers places, when I felt my chair shake under me, then some pieces of the plaister fell, on which I sprang up and ran out — the doors had still a tremulous motion. The edition of the Gospel must be announced as printed at the expense of the British and Foreign Bible Society.''^ TO THE REV. D. CORRIE. * 'Bankipore, June 2 3, 1 808. "I GROAN at the wickedness and infidelity of men, and seem to stretch my neck every way to espy a righteous man. All at Dinapore treat the Gospel with contempt: here there is nothing but infidelity. I am but just arrived, and am grieved to find in my old friend * * * less proofs of real acquaintance with the Gospel than I used to hope. On my way here I called on Col. * =^ =*, and advised him to marry or separate — the constant alternative 1 am ever in- sistinsf on. As soon as I arrived, Mr. '* ** in- formed me that the reason whv no one came to hear me was, that I preached faith ivithout works.^ REV. HENRY MARTYN. 29 1 and that little sins are as had as great ones, and that thus I tempted them to become great sinners. A young civilian, who some time ago came to me, desiring satisfaction on the evidences of Christianity, and to whom I sp.oke very freely, and with some regard, as I could not doubt his sincerity, now holds me up to ridicule. Thus, through evil report, we go on. O, my brother! how happy I feel, that all have not forsaken Christ; that I am not left alone, even in India. 'Cast thy burden on the Lord, and he shall sustain thee,' is the text I carry about with me, and I can recommend it to any body as an infalli- ble preservative from the fever of anxiety. TO THS: SAME, «Jww 20, 180S. "The day after I wrote to you from Bankipore, I called on the Nawaub, Babir Ali Khan, celebrated for his sense and liberality. I staid two hours with him, conversing in Persian, but badly. He began the theological discussion, with requesting me to ex- plain necessity and free will: I instantly pleaded ignorance. He gave his own opinion; on which I asked him his proofs of the religion of Mahomet. pis first argument was the eloquence of the Koran, but he at last acknowledged it was insufficient. I then brouglit forward a passage or two in the Ko- ran, containing sentiments manifestly false and fool- 292 MEMOIR OF ish: he flourished a good deal, but concluded by say- ing, that I must wait till I could speak Persian bet- ter, and had read their logic. His whole manner, look, authority, and copiousness, reminded me con- stantly of Dr. * '* ^. This was the first visit, and I returned highly delighted with his sense, candor, and politeness. Two days after, I went to breakfast with him, and conversed Avith him in Hindoostanee. He inquired what were the principles of the Chris- tian Religion: I began with the Atonement, the Di- vinity of Christ, the corruption of human nature, the necessity of regeneration, and a holy life. He seems to wish to acquire information, but discovers no spiritual desire after the truth. So much for the Mussulman Lord: now^ for Antichrist in another shape, the Popish Padre, Julius Caesar. I asked him, whether the doctrine I had heard from his Franciscan brethren in America was his — Extra Ecclesiam Romanam saliis non esse potest:"^ he said it "was a question on which disputations were held con- stantly at Rome. By some means we got upon the additions made to the Commandments by the Church of Rome: he said, Christianity without Councils, \vas a city without walls, and that Luther, Calvin, &:c. had made additions; all which I denied, and shewed him the last verses in the Revelation. Upon the whole, our conversation seemed to be without benefit." * There can be no salvutiou without the limits of the Romish Church. REV, HENRY MARTYN^ 293 TO THE REV. D. BROWN. "Juhj 2, 1808. "'My work is very delightful in itself,but it is doubly so by securing me so much of your corresjDondence. My eyes seize your beloved hand writing with more eagerness than if the letter were from Eu- rope. I rejoice with you, and praise God for one Gospel in Persian. With elegance enough to attract the careless and please the fastidious, it contains enough of eternal life to save the reader's soul; therefore, if we do no more, we may be happy that something is done. We are safe with the Hindoos- tanee: it wants but little correction, and, in case of my death, could be easily prepared by any one. I am anxious to hear of the new plans you are about to propose to me: let them not be in the way of recreation: my only exertion, and that through indo- lence is small, is to keep my heart rightly disposed to minister to my congregation at night. I shrink from the idea of Sanscrit; the two or three months I spent in striving to penetrate its unwieldy gram- mar were more painful to me than any since the sorrowful days when I first began to learn Greek." TO THE REV. D. CORRIE. <*July 4, 1S08. "I HAVE received no letter from you this week. When Sunday came, and no letter arrived from yoa, 38 294 ME.^ioiR or I began to entertain the romantic notion that per- haps my brother himself would come and preach lor me at night. I am now on my way to Patna by water. The Itah'an Padre came to Dinapore again on Saturday, but did not call upon me: the men sent him a letter, to which he replied in French, that he lamented he could not speak their language, but should remember them in his prayers, and spoke oi" them as brethren in Christ. When he came into the barracks, the Catholics crowded about him by hundreds, and in a tone of triumph pointed out his dress (that of a Franciscan friar) to the Protes- tants, contrasting it with that of a Clergyman of the Church of England, booted and spirred, and ready for a hunt. The Catholics in this regiment amount to a full thousand — the Protestants are scarcely discernible. Who would think that we should have to combat Antichrist again at this day? I feel ray spirit roused to preach against Popery with all the zeal of Luther. How small and unim- portant the hair-splitting disputes of the blessed people at home, compared with the formidable agents of the Devil which we have to combat here! There are four casts of people in India: the first, Heathen; the second, Mahometans; the third, Pa- pists; the fourth. Infidels. Now I trust that you and I are sent to fight this four-faced Devil, and by the help of the Lord Jesus, whom we serve, we will. I was rather apprehensive that yesterday my female hearers would have forsaken me, but they came a? REV. HENRY MARTYN- 2^ usual, and the words, 'Search the Scriptures,' occur- ring in the chapter of the day, I took occasion to point oat to them the wickedness of the Church of Rome, in forbidding the use of the Scriptures." TO THE SAME. "July 11, 1808. "A LOQUACIOUS Brahmin having interrupted us in our work, I leave him to Sabat, and turn my thoughts with more pleasure Chunar-ward. My last letter left me at Patna. The Catholic Padre, Julius Cassar, had gone to Dinapore that very day, to say mass; but at Babir Ali's I met with a very agreeable Armenian Padre, named Martin, Avho kept my tongue employed nearly the whole of the day. I tried him once or twice in spiritual things, but there he had nothing to say. His dress was a black little cassock, exactly such as we wear, or ought to wear: the top of his head was shaved, like the Franciscans. I am almost ashamed of my secular appearance before these very venerable and appropriate figures. — The Catholics in the regiment are a thousand strong, and disposed to be malicious; they respect me, however, and can- not help thinking that I have been taught by Roman Catholics, or have been in some way con- nected with them: at the hospital the greater number keep themselves aloof. My Society this week has occasioned me great trouble; one man 296 MEMOIR OF was the occasion of it: still his professions, and earnestness not to be excluded, make it difficult to know how to deal with him. Certainly there is in- finitely better discipline in the Romish Church than in ours, and if ever I be the pastor of native Chris- tians, I should endeavor to govern with equal strict- ness. My female hearers do not give me half such encouragement as yours, probably because I do not take such pains with them; yet there is no trouble I would spare, if I knew how to reach their minds.^ They were only fourteen yesterday. I spoke to them on the text, 'Lord, to whom shall we go? thou hast the words of Eternal Life.' To whom shall we go.^ — To the Padre — to the Virgin Mary — to the Saints — to the world — to works — to re- pentance.'^ No: to Christ." TO THE SAME. "July 18, 1808. "I MENTIONED to you, that I had spoken very plainly to the women last Sunday, on the delusions of the Papists: yesterday none but seven came. I had ascribed it to what I had said; but to-day Sabat tells me they pour contempt upon it all. Sabat, in- stead of comforting and encouraging me in my dis- appointments and trials, aggravates my pain by contemptuous expressions of the perfect Inutility of continuing to teach them. He may spare his sar- castic remarks, as I suppose that after another Sun- REV. HENRY MARTYN. 297 day none at all will come. I find no relief but in prayer: to God I can tell all my griefs, and find comfort. Last Tuesday, the Padre, Julius Caesar, came and staid with me four hours. We argued with great vehemence: when I found he had noth- ing to say in defence of the adoration of the Virgin Mary and Saints, I solemnly charged him and his Church with the sin of idolatry; he started, and said, if I had uttired such a sentiment in Italy, I should have been burned. He certainly seems sincere, and at one time he lifted up his eyes and prayed that this man might not convert him, and that God would never suffer the Protestant religion to enter into Italy. His main argument against me was, th.e disorder and impiety prevalent amongst the Protestants whom he had an opportunity of observing in Geneva and Leghorn. This disputa- tion has brought us to be quite familiar in our ac- quaintance; he looked over all my books, and Tound a French one, called, 'The Crimes of the Popes,' which he desired to have, but recollected after- wards that his coadjutor might see it. I feel a regard for him: he is a serious, unassuming young man." TO THE SAME. *f August 1, 1808. "One day this week, on getting up in the morn- ing, I was attacked with a very serious illness. I 298 MEMOIR OF thought I was leaving this world of sorrow, and, praised be the God of Grace, felt no fear. The rest of the day I was filled with sweet peace of mind, and had near access to God in prayer. What a debt of love and praise do we owe! Yesterday I attempted to examine the women Avho attended (in number about thirty) in Christian knowledge: they ivere very shy, and said they could say no prayers but in Portuguese. It appears they were highly incensed, and went away, saying to Joseph, «We know a great deal more than your Padre himself.' The services much weakened me after my late attack.'' TO THE SAME. "^u^usf 8, 1808« •'r CALLED on the Commander-in-Chief here on Saturday morning, and was received very graciously. I told him that it was a duty we owed to God, as a nation, to erect Churches, and asked whether Lord Minto was disposed to go on with it; to which he replied in the affirmative. I enlarged on the shame I felt in disputes with the Popish Padre, as often as they threw out reflections on the utter dis- regard of the Protestants to religion. Julius, the Padre, has been here twice this week, but staid only a very short time. He began with very great vehemence to assert the necessity of an infalhble REV. HENRY MARTYN. 299 judge, in order to settle all disputes on religion, and mentioned how much he had been agitated bj his last disjDute with me: he could do nothing but walk about that night — yet locked up to God and became tranquil. The men are dying in the hospital fast, yet they would rather be sent to Patna for some holy oil, than hear the word of eternal life. — Two or three of my evening hearers are in the hospital; one is prepared to die: blessed sight! The Persian of St. Mark is to be sent to-morrow, and five chap- ters of Luke corrected. There is no news from down the stream; but always glad tidings for us from the world above." TO THE SAME. ^'August 15, ia08. ^'Glad am I that we are likely to meet so soon: may it be in the fulness of the blessing of the Gospel of Peace. Last week Mahomed Babir, the Mahom- ed an Lord, and Padre Martino, spent three days here. Little, I am sorry to say, has been done. Sabat did not appear to advantage: instead of speak- ing about the Gospel to Babir, he was reciting poetry, particularly his own, and seemed more anx- ious to gain admirers than converts. We did, how- ever, at last converse about religion; but Mahomed confessed himself an infidel, and required proof for the truth of any religion. Sabat was not prepared 300 MExMOlR OF for this, so I attempted to speak with Babir upon the nature of probable evidence, but he did not un- derstand me: so this came to nothing. One day we sat down to dinner before Sabat came, and to our great astonishment he rebuked us with much wrath and pride. With all Babir's gentleness, he rebuked him in his turn, and told him that the Persians and English knew how to behave, but the Arabs did not. Babir was so lavish in his compliments to us all, that it is difficult to get at the truth of his real sentiments; but he praised Sabat's Persian translation to the stars, which I was glad to hear. As for the poor Padre, with an exterior so imposing, that you would think St. Peter was present, he knows nothing at all. I tried him on spiritual things again and again — but he could say nothing. Alas! how fallen from what their fathers were! When shall the Churches of Asia recover their ancient glory? You will see the Nabob and Padre soon I hope. Last Tuesday we sent off the Persian of St. Mark." TO THE REV. D. BROWN. September % 180$. "CoRRiE is here, and likely to remain, to my joy: you will have some happy hours togetl^'er, I doubt not. With all your cares and trials, you claim all the consolations we can give, and you shall have more than that, if we can obtain any thing for you by our REV. HENRY MARTYN., 30 1 prayers. Corrie will bring you but a poor account of my congregation: I am much neglected on all sides, and without the work of translation I should fear my presence in India wxre useless." TO HIS SISTER. ^'October, 1S08. "1 DESERVE your reproof for not having written to you oftener, and am pained at the anxiety I have thoughtlessly occasioned you. I console myself, however, with reflecting that a letter must have reached you a few weeks after you sent your last. I am sorry that I have not good accounts to give of my health; yet no danger is to be apprehended. My services on the Lord's Day leave me always with a pain in the breast, and such a great degree of general relaxation, that I seldom recover it till Tuesday. A few days ago I was attacked with a fever, which, by the mercy of God, lasted but two days. I am now well, but must be more careful for the future. In this debilitating climate the mortal tabernacle is frail indeed: my mind seems as vigor- ous as ever, but my delicate frame calls soon for re- laxation, and I must give it, though unwillingly; for such glorious fields for exertion open all around, that I could with pleasure be employed from morning to night. It seems a providential circumstance, that the work assigned me for the present is that of 39 302 MfcMOlR OF translation; for had I gone through the villages preaching, as my inclination led rne to do, I fear by this time I should have been in a deep decline. In my last I gave you a general idea of my employ- ments. The Society still meet every night at mv quarters, and though we have lost many by death, others are raised up in their room; one officer, a Lieutenant, is also given to me, and he is not only a brother beloved, but a constant companion and nurse; so you must feel no apprehension that I should be left alone in sickness; neither on any other account should you be uneasy. You know that we must meet no more in this life: therefore since, as I trust, wc are both the children of God, by faith in Christ Jesus, it becomes a matter of less consequence when we leave this earth. Of the spread of the Gospel in India I can say little, because I hear nothing. Adieu, my dearest sister: let us live in constant prayer for ourselves and the Church." TO THE REV. D. CORRIE. October 19, 180». "I HAVE just come out of my Chapel, where, with my little flock, I have once more resumed my duties. The infrequency of my appearance among them of late has thinned them considerably, and this eifect, whicli I foresaw, is one of the most painful and la- mentable consequences of my withdrawing from REV. HENRY MART FN. 303 them; but it is unavoidable, if I wish to prolong mj life. Mj danger is from the lungs; though none of you seem to apprehend it. One complete service at church does more to consume my strength and spirits than six days of the hardest study or bodily labor. Pray for me, my dear brother, that I may neither be rash nor indolent." TO THE REV. D. CORRIE. ''October 24, 1808. "You mention a letter inclosed, but none came. The intelligence, however, intended to be conveyed by it, met my delighted eyes. Thomason too coming! This is good. Praise be to the Lord of the harvest for sending out laborers! Behold how the prayers of the Society at Calcutta have been heard. I hope they will continue their supplications, for w^e want more yet, and it may please God yet further to bless us. You cannot leave Calcutta by the middle of November, and must therefore apply for one month's extension of leave. But you are unwilling to leave your flock, and I do not wonder, as I see ray sheep dispersed grievously during my absence. Uncertain when I may come amongst them, they seldom come at all, except ten or twelve who meet one another. My morning congregation increases as the cold weather advances, and yesterday there seemed to be a considerable impression. I spoke m 304: IVIEMOIR OF a low tone of voice, and therefore did iiot feel miicFi fatigue; but after the Hindoostanee service I was very weak, but at night tolerably strong again. On the whole, my expectations of life return. May the days thus prolonged be entirely His who continues them! and may my work not only move on delight- fully, but with a more devout and serious spirit! You are too many happy brethren together for me to mention all; suffice it to say, that my heart is with you, and daily prays for blessings upon you all." The early part of the year 1809 produced no vari- ation in the life of Mr. Martyn, until the month of April, when he was removed from his station at Dinapore to Cawnpore. The following extracts are selected from the continuation of his correspondence with Mr. Corrie, in the interval that passed be- tween the end of the year 1808 and the termination of his ministry at Dinapore. TO THE REV. D. CORRIE. *'Jaimarii 10, 1S09. "Your letter from Buxar found me in much the same spiritual state as you describe yourself to be in; though your description, no doubt, belongs more properly to me. I no longer hesitate to ascribe my stupor and formality to its right cause — un- watchfulness in worldly company. I thought that REV. HENRY IMARTYN. 305 «iny temptation arising from the society of the peo- ple of the world, at least of such as we have had, not worthy of notice: but I find myself mistaken. The late frequent occasions of being among them have proved a snare to my corrupt heart. Instead of returning with a more elastic spring to severe duties, as I expected, my heart wants more idleness, more dissipation. David Brainerd in the wilder- ness— what a contrast to Henry Martyn? But God be thanked that a start now and then Interrupts the slumber. I hope to be up and about my Masters business; to cast off the works of darkness, and to be spiritually minded, which alone is life and peace. But what a dangerous country it is we are in; hot weather or cold, all is softness and luxury; all a con- spiracy to lull us to sleep in the lap of pleasure. While we pass over this enchanted ground, call, brother, ever and anon, and ask, 'is all well?' We are shepherds keeping watch over our flocks by- night: if ive fall asleep, what is to become of the ml" ^January 30, 1809. — "I have been seized with a sudden desire for reading Hebrev/, chiefly from a wish of seeing language in its simplest and purest state. It is my belief that language is from God; and therefore, as in his other works, so in this, the principles must be extremely simple. My present labor is to find a reason for there beine: but two> 306 MEMOIR OF tenses in Hebrew. I have read, or rather devour- ed, the four first chapters in the Hebrew Bible, in order to account for the apparently strange use of these two tenses, and am making hypotheses every moment, when I walk, and when I wake in the night. One thing I have found, that there are but two tenses in English and Persian. I will go: — in that sentence the principal verb is / loill, which is the present tense. / would have gone: — the princi- pal verb, is, / would^ or / willed. Should, also, is a preterite, namely, shalled from to shall Another thing I observe is, that both in Persian and English the preterite is formed in the same way, viz. by the addition of ed; porsiim, porsedum — ask, asked. I should not wonder if in the Saxon, or some other ancient northern language from which the English comes, it is askedum. Thus you have a letter of philology. If I make any other great discoveries, and have nothing better to write about, I shall take the liberty of communicating them. Scire ilium nihil est, nisi te scire hoc sciat alter:^ — but this, I trust, is not my maxim; 'Whatsoever ye do, do all to the glory of God,^ is much better." ''February 13, 1809. — Last Friday w,e had the happiness and honor of finishing the four Gospels in Persian. The same evening I made some discovery * To possess knowledge yourself is nothing, unless some other persou be made acquainted Avith your knowledge. REV. HENRY MARTIN. 307 respecting the Hebrew verb, but was unfortunately so much dehghted, that I could not sleep; in conse- quence of which I have had a head-ache ever since. Thus even intellectual jojs are followed by sorrow: not so spiritual. I pray continually that order may be preserved in my heart; that I may esteem and delight most in that work, which is really most esti- mable and delightful — the work of Christ and the Apostles. When this is in any measure the case, it is surprising how clear and orderly the thoughts are on other subjects. I am still a good deal in the dark, respecting the object of my pursuit, but have so much in sight, that I read both Hebrew and Arabic with increasing pleasure and satisfaction." '^ February 20, 1809. — Your attack proves the necessity of diminishing your Sabbath services. I scarcely know how this week has passed, nor can I call to mind the circumstances of one single day — so absorbed have I been in my new pursuit. I remem- ber, however, that one night I did not sleep a wink. Knowing what would be the consequences the next day, I struggled hard, and turned every way, that my mind might be diverted from what was before it — but all in vain. One discovery succeeded another, in Hebrew, Arabic, and Greek, so rapidly, that I was sometimes almost in an ecstacy. But after all, I have moved but a step: you may scold me, if you please— but I am helpless. I do not turn to this 308 MEMOIR OP study of myself, but it turns to me, and draws mc away, almost irresistibly. Still I perceive it to be a mark of a fallen nature to be so carried away by a pleasure merely intellectual; and, therefore, while I pray for the gifts of his Spirit, I feel the necessity of beino' earnest for his Grace. 'Whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowl- edge it shall vanish away;' — but 'Charity never fail- cth.' Yesterday my mind was mercifully kept free the whole day, and I ministered without distraction, and moreover, without fatigue. I do not know when I have found myself so strong. — The state of the air affects me more than any thing else. Satur- day I completed my twenty-eighth year. Shall I live to see another birth-day: — it will be better to suppose not. I have not read Faber yet; but it seems evident to me, that the 1 1th of Daniel, almost the wdiole of it, refers to future time. But as the time of accomplishing the Scriptures draws on, knowledge shall increase. In solemn expectation v/a must wait to see how our God will come. How deeply interesting are his doings! We feel already some of that rapture wherewith they sing above, *Great and wonderful are thy works, O Lord God Almighty; just and true are thy ways, thou King of Saints." "March 3, 1809. I did not write to you last week, because I was employed night and day, on Mon- REV. HENRY MARTVN. 309 day and Tuesday, with Sabat, in correcting some sheets for the press. I begin my letter now, im- mediately on receiving yours of last week. The account of your complaint, as you may suppose, grieves me exceedingly; not because I think I shall outHve you, but because your useful labors must be reduced to one quarter, and that you may be obliged, perhaps, to take a voyage to Europe, which is loss of time and money. But, O brother beloved, what is life or death? Nothing to the believer in Jesus. 'He that belie vet h, though he were dead, yet shall he live; and he that liveth, and believeth in me, shall never die.' The first and natural ef- fect of sickness, as I have often found, is to cloud, and terrify the mind. The attention of the soul is arrested by the idea of soon appearing in a new world; and a sense of guilt is felt, before faith is exercised in a Redeemer; and, for a time, it will predominate; for the same faith that w^ould over- come iear in health, must be considerably strength- ened to have the same effect in sickness. I trust you will long live to do the work of your Lord Jesus. My discoveries are all at an end. I am just where I was — in perfect darkness, and tired of the pursuit. It is, however, hkely that I shall be con- stantly speculating on the subject. My thirst after knowledge is very strong, but I pray continually that the Spirit of God may hold the reins, that I may mind the work of God above all things, and consider all things else as merely occasionaL'' 40 310 MEMOIR OF "March 13, 1809. How delightful is it tome, at this moment, to commune with a dear brother, who 'is not of the world, as the Lord was not of the world.' I am just come from the mess of the * ^ '*. This morning the regiment was reviewed, and I,"* among the Staff, was invited to a public dejeune and dinner. As I had no pretence for not going, I went. Yesterday our new place of worship was opened. It is a room eighty-one feet long, with a veranda very large. It will be a very noble church; but, I fear, will diminish somewhat of my strength. My text was, 'In all places where I record my name, I will come unto thee and bless thee.' O may the promise be fulfilled to us!" At Cawnpore, the hand of friendship and hospi- tality was stretched out, to welcome Mr. Marty n, and to afford him those attentions, after a wearisome and perilous journey, which were not only most gratifying to his feelings, but almost indispensible to the preservation of his life. From the pen of the ladyt of that friend who then received him — a pen which has been often and happily employed in the sacred cause for which Mr. Martyn lived and labor- ed— we have the following account of his arrival at the new station to which he was appointed. "The month of April, in the upper provinces of Hindoos- " Mr. Martya uas Military Chaplain. t Mrs. SherwootI, REV. HENRY MARTYN^ 311 tan, is one of the most dreadful months for travelling throughout the year; indeed, no European, at that time, can remove from place to place, but at the hazard of his life. But Mr. Martjn had that anx- iety to be at the work which his heavenly Father had given him to do, that, notwithstanding the vio- lent heat, he travelled from Chunar to Cawnpore, the space of about four hundred miles. At that time, I well remember, the air was as hot and dry as that which I have sometimes felt near the mouth of a large oven — no friendly cloud or verdant carpet of grass, to relieve the eye from the strong glare of the rays of the sun, pouring on the sandy plains of the Ganges. Thus Mr. Martyn travelled, journey- ing night and day, and arrived at Cawnpore, in such a state, that he fainted away as soon as he entered the house. When we charged him with the rash- ness of hazarding in this manner his life, he always pleaded his anxiety to get to the great work. He remained with us ten days, suffering at times con^ siderably from fever and pain in his chest." Mr. Martyn's own account of this dreadful and tnost distressing journey, is thus briefly detailed to Mr. Corrie. ^'Cawnpore, May 1, 1809. The entrance to this place is through plains of unmeasurable extent, cov- ered with burning sand. The place itself I have 312 MEMOIR OF not vet been able to see, nor shall, I suppose, till the rains: at present it is involved in a thick cloud of dust. So much for exordium. — Let me take up my narrative from Mirzapore, where I wrote you a note. I reached Tarra about noon. Next dav, at noon, reached Allahabad, and was hospitably re- ceiv^ed by Mr. G.; at night dined with him at the Judge's, and met tAventy-six people. From Allaha- bad to Cawnpore how- shall I describe what I suf- fered! Two days and two nights was I travelling Avithout intermission. Expecting to arrive early on Saturday morning, I took no provision for that day. Thus I lay in my palanquin faint, with a head-ache, neither awake nor asleep, between dead and alive— the wind blowing flames. The bearers were so unable to bear up, that we w^ere six hours coming the last six kos (tw^elve miles.) However, vfith all this frightful description, I was brought in mercy through. It was too late on Saturday to think of giving notice of my arrival, that Ave might have ser- vice; indeed I was myself too weak. Even now the motion of the palanquin is not out of my brain, nor the heat out of my blood." Mr. Martyn's removal from Dinaporc to Cawn- pore, was to him, in many respects, a very unpleas- ant arrangement. He Avas several hundred miles fartlier distant from Calcutta, and Avas far more widely separated, than before, from his friend Mr. REV. HENRY MARTYX. 313 Corrie: he had new acquaintances to form at his new abode; and, after having with much difficuhy procured the erection of a Church at Dinapore, he was transported to a spot where none of the con- veniences, much less the decencies and solemnities of public worship, were visible. We find him, soon after he arrived there, preaching to a thousand sol- diers, drawn up in a hollow square, Vv hen the heat was so great, although the sun had not risen, that many actually dropped down, unable to support it. What must such services as these have been to a minister, too faithful and zealous to seek refuge in indolent formality, and already vv^eakened in health by former ministrations. He complained, if indeed he may be ever said to complain, of an attack of fever soon after the commencement of these servi- ces; and there can be little doubt but that they con- tributed very materially to undermine his constitu- tion. No time, indeed, was lost by him on this oc- casion, as before, in remonstrating upon this subject, and his remonstrance procured a promise that a Church should be built. This expectation, however, was not fulfilled until his health was too much shak- en to profit by its accomplishment. At Cawnpore, Mr. Martyn's ministerial duties va- ried little from those which had occupied him at Dinapore. Prayers and a sermon with the regiment at the dawn of the morning; the same service at the house of the General of the station, at eleven o'clock; attendance at the hospital; and in the evening, that 314 MEMOIR OF part of his work which was the most gfateful and refreshing to his spirit, though performed under the pressure of much bodily fatigue — an exposition to the more devout part of his flock, with prayer and thanksgiving, made up the ordinary portion of his labors. That love of philology, in which he fondly hoped to effect discoveries, conducive to the elucidation of difficulties in the Scriptures, followed him from Di- napore to his new residence, and so haunted his mind, that, whether at home or abroad, whether hy day or by night, he could not divest himself of it. For many successive days did he intensely pursue this study, and for many sleepless nights did the study pursue him. At length he thought he had ascer- tained the meaning of almost ail the Hebrew let- ters; by degrees, however, he became less ardent in these inquiries, either from questioning the truth of those axioms which he had laid down, or from finding their inutihty after he had established thenf*. These abstruse speculations, together with duties of a more important character, (one of the chief of which was the superintendance of an Arabic trans- lation of the New Testament, now begun and carri- ed on conjointly with a 72ew Persian version,) were soon interrupted, and for a time suspended, by a summons he received to Lucknow, for the purpose of celebrating a marriage, and by a similar call to Pretabjush. Concerning the latter he thus wTites to Mr. Simeon, lamenting the inconvenience to which REV. HJENRY MARTYN. 315 i: he was exposed by such dislant demands upon his services. "Just after the last ship from Europe ar- rived, and I was hourly expecting my letters, I was summoned to a distant station, to marry a couple, and did not return till three weeks after. It was a great disappointment to be thus suddenly sent to roam amongst jungles and jackalls, when I was feasting my fancy with delightful letters from my friends at home — though Europe is no longer my home. How- *ever, my mind was soon reconciled to it, and I was often able to recite, with some sense of their sweet- ness, Mr. Newton's beautiful lines, *In desert tracts, with Thee, my GoJ, How happy could I be.' ^^The place to which I was called is Pretabjush^ in the territory of Oude, which is still under the government of the Nabob. Oppression and inse- curity of property seem to have stripped the coun- try of its inhabitants. From Manicpore, where I left the river, to Pretabjush, a distance of fifty miles, I saw but two or three liiiserable villages, and no agriculture. The road was nothing more than a winding footpath, through a continued wood, and that, in consequence of the rains, was often lost. Indeed, all the low lands were under water, which, added to the circumstance of travelling by night, made the journey by no means a pleas- ant one. Being detained one Lord's day at the place, I assembled all the officers and company, at the commanding officer's bi^ngalow, and preach- SMi ivi£r»ioiR OF ed the Gospel to thera. There were five and thirty ofFicers, besides ladies, and other Europeans. You will have an idea of the Nabob's country, when you are informed that, last September, a young officer, going from his station to Lucknow, was stopped by robbers, and literally cut to pieces in his palanquin. Since that time, the Nabob has requested that every English gentleman, wishing to visit his capital, may give notice of his intention to the Resident, in order that a guard may be sent. Accordingly, a few months ago, when I had occa- sion to go to Lucknow, I had a guard of four troop- ers, armed with matchlocks and spears. I thought of Nehemiah, but was far too inferior to him in cour- age and faith, not to contemplate the fierce counte- nances of my satellites with great satisfaction." Not long after Mr. Marty n's return from this ex- pedition, letters from Europe reached Cawnpore, fraught w^ith intelligence of a similar nature with that which had overwhelmed him in the preceding year. They contained intimations of the dangerous illness of that sister who had been so instrumental in his conversion to the Lord; and they w^ere but too quickly followed by an account of her death. "O my dearest * * % (he began to write to his sister, with zi faint hope, at first, of the possibility of her receiv- ing his letter,) that disease which preyed upon our mother and dear sister, and has often shewn itself in me, has, I fear, attacked you. Although 1 parted from you in the expectation of never seeing you ii} REV. HENRY MARTY.V. 317 this life, and though I know that you are, and have long been prepared to go, yet to lose my last near relation, rny only sister, in nature and grace, is a dreadful stroke." '^Dearest brother" (he continued to her husband, from whom he had, in the mean time, received a more alarming account,) '•! can ♦ write no more to my sister. Even now something tells me I have been addressing one in the world of spirits. But yet it is possible that I may be mistaken. No — I dare not hope. Your loss is greater than mine, and therefore it would become me to offer consolation — but i cannot. I must wait till your next; and, in the mean time, I will continue to pray for you, that the God of all consolation may comfort you, and make us both, from this time, live more as pilgrims and strangers upon the earth. In the first three years after leaving my native land, I have lost the three persons whom I most loved in it. — What is there now I should wish to live for? O what a barren desert, what a hovrling wilderness, does this w^orld appear. But for the service of God in his Church, and the preparation of my own soul, I do not know that I would Vv'ish to live another day." Willi a grateful tenderness, also, in the midst of this afiliction, he thus addressed Mr. Simeon: — "My ever dear friend and brother — I address you by your true title, for you are a friend and brother, and more than a brother to me. Your letter, though it contains much afflictive intelligence, contains in it also much that demands my gratitude. In the midst of judg- 41 318 ' MEMOIR OF mcut, he remembers mercj. He has been pleased to take avvaj mj last remaining sister; (for I have no hopes of my poor * * *'s recov ery;) he has reduced the rest of my family, but he has raised up a friend for me and mine. Tears of gratitude mingle with those of sorrow, whilst I think of the mercy of God^ and the goodness of you, his instrument." The close of the year 1809 w^as distinguished by the commencement of Mr. Martyn's first public min- istration among the Heathen. A crowed of mendi- cants, whom, to prevent perpetual interruptions, he had appointed to meet on a stated day, for the dis- tribution of alms, frequently assembled before his house in immense numbers, presenting an affecting spectacle of extreme wretchedness. To this congre- gation he determined to preach the word of the Savior of all men, who is no respecter of persons. Of his first attempt at this new species of min- istration, he thus speaks: — "1 told them (after re- questing their attention) that I gave with pleasure the alms I could afford, but wished to give them something better, namely, eternal riches, or the knowledge of God, which was to be had from God's word; and then, producing a Hindoostanee transla- tion of Genesis, read the first verse, and explained it word by word. In the beginning, when there was nothing, no heaven, no earth, but only God, he cre- ated without help, for his own pleasure. — But who is God? One so great, so good, so wise, so mighty, that none can know him as he ought to know: but REV, HENRY MARTYN. 319 yet we must know that he knows us. When we rise up, or sit down, or go out, he is always with us. — He created heaven and earth; therefore ev- ery thing in heaven, sun, moon, and stars. There- fore how should the sun be God, or moon be God? Every thing on earth, therefore Ganges also — there- fore how should Ganges be God? Neither are they like God. — If a shoemaker make a pair of shoes, are the shoes like him? If a man make an image, the image is not like man his maker. Infer secondly: if God made the heaven and earth for you, and made the meat also for you, Avill he not also feed you? Know also, that he that made heaven and earth, can destroy them — and will do it; ther6fore fear God who is so great, and love God who .is so good.'* Such was the substance of his first dis- course, the whole of which was preached sentence by sentence, for at the end of each clause there were applauses and explanatory remarks from the wiser among them. "I bless my God," said Mr. Martyn, "for helping me beyond my expectations. Yet still my corrupt heart looks forward to the next attempt with some dread." The following Sunday he preached again to the beggars; in number about five hundred, on the work of the first and second day, when all he said was received with great applause. And on the last day of the year, he again addressed them, their numbers amounting to about five hundred and fifty; taking for his subject — the works of the third and fourth dav. 320 MEMOIR Of "I did not,'' he remarks, "succeed so well as be^ fore: I suppose because I had more confidence in myself, and less in the Lord. I fear they did not understand me well; but the foAV sentences that were clear, they applauded. Speaking to them of the sea and riv^ers, I spoke to them again of the Ganges, that it was no more than other rivers. God loved the Hindoos — but he loved other peo- ple too; and whatever river, or water, or other good thing, he gave Hindoos, he gave other peo- ple also: for all are alike before God. Ganges, therefore, is not to be worshipped; because, so far from being a God, it is not better than other rivers. In speaking of the earth and moon, as a candle in the house, so is the sun," I said, "in the heavens. But would I worship a candle in my hand? These were nice points: I felt as if treading on tender ground, and was almost disposed to blame myself for imprudence. I thought that, amidst the silence these remarks produced, I heard hisses and groans — but a few Mahometans applauded." With these new labors of love the year 1809 terminated. "Ten years have elapsed," observed Mr. Martyn on the last day of it, "since I was first called of God to the fellowship of the Gospel, and ten times greater than ever ought to he my grati- tude to the tender mercy of my God, for all that he has done for me. The ways of wisdom appear more sweet and reasonable than ever, and the world more insipid and vexatious. The chief thing I have REV. HENRY MARTYX. 321 io mourn over, is my want of more pov/er and fervor in secret prayer, especially when attempting to plead for the Heathen. Warmth does not increase* Avith me in proportion to my light." To the temporal and spiritual necessities of those wretched beings, who statedly assembled before his house, Mr. Martyn continued to minister assiduously in the early part of the year 1810, nor did he cease to do so, whilst his health permitted, during the re- mainder of his residence at Cawnpore. The satis- faction of seeing their numbers increase, (sometimes they amounted to as many as eight hundred persons,) was exceeded by the more solid gratification of witnessing in them a growing attention to the in- structions he delivered. By degrees tumultuous applauses were succeeded by pertinent remarks, or Avere lost in a serious and pensive silence. On one occasion, particularly, the apparent effect produced by his discourse was highly encouraging. An extra- ordinary impression was made on his Mahometan and Pagan auditory, whom he had been addressing on the awful subject of the destruction of Sodom and Gomorrah, with equal simplicity and solemnity. "After finishing," he observes, "the narrative of the fall of Sodom, I said, without further preparation, 'Do you too repent of your sins, and turn to God?* It was this simple sentence that seemed to come Avith great powder, and prevented my proceeding for a time. 'For though you are not like the men of Sodom — God forbid! you are nevertheless sinners,?- 322 MEMOIR OF Are there no thieves, fornicators, railers, extortion- ers, among you? Be you sure that God is angry. I say not that He will burn your town; but He will burn you. Haste, therefore, out of Sodom. Sodom is the world, Avhich is full of sinners and sin. Come out, therefore, from amongst them: forsake not your worldly business, but your sinful companions. Do not be like the world, lest you perish with them. Do not, like Lot, linger; say not, to-morrow Ave will repent, lest you never see to-morrow — repent to-day. Then, as Lot, seated on the hill, beheld the flames in safety, you also, sitting on the hills of heaven, shall behold the ruins of the world without fear.'" In the midst of these exertions, an attack of pairi in the chest, of a severer kind than he had experi- enced before, forced upon Mr. Martyn's mind the unwelcome conviction of the necessity of some quiet and remission. Upon the subject of his health, (a subject Avhich was becoming but too interesting and alarming to his friends in general,) he thus wTote to Mr. Simeon, who long before had warmly urged him to the most watchful care and prudence. "I read your letter of 6th July, 1809, cautioning me against over exertion, with the confidence of one who had nothing to fear. This was only three weeks ago. Since the last Lord's day your kind advice was brought home to my mind, accompanied with painful regret that I had not paid more attention to it. My work last REV. HENRY MARTYN. 323 Sunday was not more than usual, but far too mucli for me, I can perceive. First, service to his Majes- ty's 53rd foot, in the open air; then at head-quarters; in the afternoon, preached to eight hundred natives; at night, to my httle flock of Europeans. Which of these can I forego? The ministration to the natives might be in the week, but I wish to attach the idea of hohness to the Sunday. My evening congrega- tion, on Sunday, is attended by twice as many as in the week day: so how can I let this go?" With what extreme reluctance Mr. Martyn "spared himself," we see from the above letter. The progress of his complaint, however, compelled him to overcome this reluctance; and to the In- dian congregation, when they next assembled, he was obliged to declare, that his ill health prevented him from addressing them; upon which hundreds of voices were heard invoking for him long life and health; and when he dispensed his alm^ among them, their thankfulness seemed to know no bounds. Shortly after, however, he ventured to finish with these mendicants, the history of Joseph, upon which he had entered, and to resume also the whole of his duty on the Sabbath, with the exception of one service; and, notwithstanding his extreme caution on that point, he administered the rite of baptism to an old Hindoo woman, "who, though she knew but little, was (he said) lowliness itself." Whilst Mr. Martyn was thus laboring in the very fire, sometimes yielding to the pressure of his com* 324 MEMOIR OF plaint, and affording himself a little ease and relaxa- tion; at others renewing it, either bj private conver- sation or public services; providentially for the pres- ervation of the remnant of his liealth, in the begin- ning of June, his friend and brother, Mr. Corrie, arrived at Cawnpore, on his journey to his new sta- tion at Acrra. This Droved a most seasonable re- freshment and relief to Mr. Martyn, both in body and mind; for his friend, though himself in a Aveak state of health, by permission of the Commander- in-Chief, who shewed a kind consideration for Mr. Martyn In his drooping condition, undertook part of the duty, leaving to Mr. Martyn only the services of preaching to the Natives at noon, and to the soldiers in the evening, in the performance of which he per-" suaded himself that he ought to persevere. How greatly his friends became alarmed at this juncture, will appear from the following animated and anxious letter from Mr. Brown: — "You will know, from our inestimable brother Corrie, my soli- citude about your health. If it could make you live longer, I would give up any child I have, and myself into the bargain. — May it please the adora- ble unsearchable Being with whom we have to do, to lengthen your span! — Amidst the dead and the dying, nothing can be more apparently prosperous for the Church of God, than the overwhelm ings now taking place in the earth. Christ will find his way to the hearts of men, and there will be a great com- pany to praise Him. 1 know not why we should REV. HENRY MARTYN. 325 wish to be saved, but for this, purpose; or why, but for this purpose, we should desire the conversion of Heathens, Turks, and Infidels. To find them at the feet of Jesus will be a lovely sight. Our feeble voi- ces cannot praise him much. We shall be glad to see them clapping their hands and casting their crowns before him: for all in heaven and earth can- not sufficiently praise liim. I see no cause to wish for any thing but the advancement of that kingdom, by which there is some accession of praise to his holy and blessed name. We grasp and would wish to gather all to Christ, but without him we can do nothing: he will gather to himself those that are his." From this time till the month of September, Mr. Martyn persisted in his ministration to the Natives, taking for the subject of several successive dis- courses, the Ten Commandments. On one of these occasions, he describes himself as speaking with great ease in his body and joy in his heart. "Bless- ed be God, (he says,) my strength is returning. O may I live to proclaim salvation through a Savior's blood.*' But this sunshine w^as soon overclouded; and shortly after he again relapsed. Such was the sinking state of his health, notwith- standing die seasonable and important assistance derived from the presence of Mr. Corrie, that a removal from Cawnpore, either to make trial of the effect of a sea voyage, or to return for a short time to England, became now a matter of urgent 42 326' MEMOIR or necessity. The adoption of tlie latter expedient he had once determined upon, conceiving that his complaint might arise from relaxation, and that a bracing air would, in that case, be beneficial. Nor was this resolution formed without a reluctant struggle in his mind; for strongly as his affections were drawn towards his native country, India had attractions for him of a more powerful, because of a more exalted kind. The precise period of his departure from Cawn- pore, as well as the place of his ultimate destination, were fixed by information received from Calcutta, concerning the Persian version of the New Testa- ment. The version which had been first made in that lan- guage, two Gospels of which had been printed, was considered, on further inspection and more mature consideration, to require too many amendments to admit of its immediate publication. It was accord- ingly returned to the translator, who, under the su- perintendance of Mr. Martyn, bestowed so much pains and attention upon it, as to render it a new, and, it was hoped, a sound and accurate work. By those, however, who were considered competent judges at Calcutta, it was still deemed unfit (or gen- eral circulation, inasmuch at it was thought to abound with Arabic idioms, and to be written in a style, pleasing indeed to the learned, but not sufliciently level to the capacities of the mass of common read- ers. REV. HENRY MARTYN.** -327 At this decision, Mr. Martyn was as keenly dis- appointed, as he was delighted at the complete suc- cess of the Hindoostanee version, which, on the minutest and most rigorous revision, was pronounced to be idiomatic and plain. But meeting the disap- pointment with that spring and elasticity of mind, which is the result of lively faith, he instantly re- solved, after committing his way to God in prayer, and consulting his friends, Mr. Corrie and Mr. Brown, on the subject, to go into Arabia and Persia, for the purpose of collecting the opinions of learned Natives, with respect to the Persian translation, which had been rejected, as well as the Arabic version, which was yet incomplete, though nearly finished. Mr. Brown's reply, on this purpose, being commu- nicated to him, is too characteristic, both of him- self and Mr. Martyn, to be omitted. "But can I then (said he) bring myself to cut the string and let you go? I confess I could not, if your bodily frame was strong, and promised to last for half a century. But as you bum with the intenseness and rapid blaze of heated phosphorus, why should we not make the most of you? Your flame may last as long, and perhaps longer, in Arabia, than in India. Where should the phcenix build her odoriferous nest, but in the land prophetically called 'the bless- ed;' and where shall we ever expect, but from that country, the true comforter to come to the nations of the East. I contemplate your New Testament 328 MEMOIR OF springing up, as it were, from dust and ashes, but beautiful as the wings of a dove covered with sil- ver, and her feathers like yellow gold." Towards the end of September, therefore, Mr. Martjn put himself in readiness to leave Cawnpore; and on his preaching, for the last time, to the na- tives, and giving them an account of the life, the miracles, the death, and the resurrection of Jesus, as well as a summary of his heavenly doctrine — ex- horting them to believe in him, and taking them to record that he had declared to them the glad tidings of the Gospel — it was but too apparent that they would never again hear those sounds of wisdom and mercy from his lips. On the open- ing of the new church, also, where he preach- ed to his own countrymen, amidst the happi- ness and thankfulness which abounded at seeing "a temple of God erected, and a door opened for the service of the Almighty, in a place where, from the foundation of the world, the tabernacle of the true God had never stood," a mournful foreboding could not be suppressed, that he, who had been the cause of its erection, and who now ministered in it for the first time, in the beauty of holiness, would minister there no more. They beheld him standing on the verge of the eternal world, and ready to take a splendid flight. "My father, my father, the chariot of Israel and the horsemen thereof," were the sentiments with which many gazed on him. One REV. HENRY MARTYN. 329 of his auditors* on this solemn occasion, describes, in the following words, the feelings of many others, in depicting her own: — "He began in a weak and faint voice, being at that time in a very bad state of health: but gathering strength as he proceeded, he seemed as one inspired from on high. Never was an audience more affected. The next day, this holy and heavenly man left Cawnpore, and the so- ciety of many who sincerely loved and admired him. He left us with little hope of seeing him again, until, by the mercy of our Savior, we meet with him in our Father's house." On the first day of October, the day following the delivery of this affecting discourse, after fer- vently uniting in prayer with his beloved friend and brother, Mr. Corrie, not again to meet him and worship with him, until separations shall cease for ever, and prayer shall be changed into endless hal- lelujahs, Mr. Martyn departed from Cawnpore, for Mr. Brown's residence, at Aldeen, which he safely reached on the evening of the last day of the month. In his voyage down the Ganges, nothing of particular moment occurred, except that he visit- ed the remains of his flock of the 67th, at Gazee- pore, "where, (said he,) sad was the sight — many of the most hopeful were ashamed to look me in the face, and sorrow remained in the faces of those who had remained faithful. — About nine of * Mrs. Sherwood. 330 MEMOIR OF these came to me in my boat, when we sung the hjmn which begins, 'Come ye that love the Lord;' after w^hich, I spoke to and prayed with them, earn- estly and affectionately, if ever I did in my life." This painful interview was succeeded by another, not uninteresting, with Antonio, a monk, at Bogli- pore. "We sat in the evening, (Mr. Martyn writes,) under a shed on the banks of the river, and began to dispute in Latin about the Church. He grew a little angry, and I do not know what might have been the end of it, but the church bell rang for vespers, and terminated the controversy. The church is in his garden; a very neat building, hung round with some little mean engravings. A light was burning in the chancel, and an image of the Virgin behind a curtain, as usual, over the table. Antonio did not fail to bow to the image; but he did it in a w^ay that shewed he was ashamed of him- self; at least so I thought. He read some passages from the Hindoostanee Gospels, which I was sur- prised to find so well done. I begged him to go on with the Epistles. He had translated also the Missal, equally well done. He shewed me the four Gospels in Persian, very poorly done. I rejoiced unfeignedly at seeing so much done, though he fol- loweth not with us. The Lord bless his labors; and whiK» he watereth others, may he be watered him- self!" Restored, after an absence of four years, to an intercourse with his friends, who, on beholding his RET. HENRY MARTYN. '331 pallid countenance and enfeebled frame, knew not whether to mourn most or to rejoice, Mr. Martyn partook largely of that pure and refined happiness, which is peculiar to one of his vivid feelings and heavenly affections, in that society where they that "fear the Lord speak often one to another, and the Lord hearkens and hears, and a book of remem- brance is written before him for them that fear the Lord, and think upon his name." Malachi iii, 16. The following letter to Mr. Simeon expresses the heart-felt sentiments of one* of these friends, to whom India in general, and Calcutta in particular, stand so greatly indebted, after an interview che- quered alternately by the varying lights and shades of joy and distress. "This bright and lovely jewel first gratified our eyes on Saturday last. He is on his way to Arabia, where he is going in pursuit of health and knowledge. You know his genius: and what gigantic strides he takes in every thing. He has some great plan in his mind — of which I am no competent judge, but as far as I do understand it, the object is far too grand for one short life, and much beyond his feeble, exhausted frame. Feeble it is indeed! how fallen and changed! His complaint lies in his lungs: and appears to be a beginning con- sumption. But let us hope the sea air may revive him, and that change of place and pursuit may do him essential service, and continue his life many years. In all other respects he is exactly the same * Tbe Rev. Mr. Thotoason. 332 MEMOIR OJt as he was; he shines in all the dignity of love, and seems to carry about him, such a heavenly majesty, as impresses the mind beyond description. But if he talks much, though in a low voice, he sinks, and you are reminded of his being dust and ashes." "So infirm was the state of Mr. Martyn's health, that conversation with his friends, soon produced a recurrence of those symptoms which had occasioned alarm at Cawnpore; and yet, notwithstanding this, Avith one exception only, he preached every Sabbath at Calcutta, until he tinally left it. Animated with the zeal of that Apostle, who at Troas continued his discourse till midnight, he could not refrain from lifting up his voice, weak as it was, in divine warnings and invitations, in a place where something seemed to intimate that he never again should declare God's judgment on the impenitent, nor invite the weary and heavy laden to Jesus Christ for rest." "1 now pass," said Mr. Martyn on the first day of the year 1811, "from India to Arabia, not knowing the things which shall befal me there, but assured that an ever faithful God and Savior will be with me, in all places whithersoever I go. May he guide me and protect me, and after prospering me in the thing \\ hereunto I go, bring me back again to my delightful work in India. I am perhaps leaving it to see it no more — but the will of God be done; my times are in his hand, and he will cut them short as shall be most for my good; Avith this assurance, I feci that nothing need interrupt my work or my REV. HENRY MARTYN. 333 On the 7th day of January, after having preached a sermon on the Anniversary of the Calcutta Bible Society, which was afterwards printed, and entitled, "Christian India; or, an Appeal on behalf of nine hundred thousand Christians in India ivho want the Bible;^^ and after having, for the last time, addressed the inhabitants of Calcutta, from that text of Scrip ture — "But one thing is needful," Mr. Martyn de- parted for ever from those shores, where he had fondly and fully purposed to spend all his days. 43 MEMOIR. PART III. In the two former periods of Mr. Martyn's life, we have seen in him — the successful candidate for aca- demical distinctions — the faithful and laborious Pas- tor— the self-denying and devoted Missionary — the indefatigable Translator of the Scriptures — the Preacher of the Gospel to the Heathen. In thisj the last and shortest portion of the contracted term of his earthly existence, we are called to contem- plate his character in a new and yet more striking light, and shall have occasion to admire in him the erect and courageous spirit of the Christian con- fessor. The occurrences, which transpired between his departure from the mouth of the Hoogley and his arrival at Sbiraz, occupy an interval of five months* REV. HENRY MARTYN. 335 They are partly recorded in the following extracts from his private Journal, and partly related in a letter to Mr. Corrie, from Shiraz. ''Bay of Bengal^ January^ 1811. — "I took a pas- sage in the ship Ahmoody, Capt. Kinsay, bound to Bombay. One of my fellow passengers was the Honorable Mr. Elphinstone, who was proceeding to take the Residency of Poonah. His agreeable manners and classical acquirements, made me think myself fortunate, indeed,in having such a companion, and I found his company the most agreeable part of my voyage. "Our Captain was a pupil of Swartz's, of whom he communicated many interesting particulars. Swartz, with Kolhoff and Joenicke, kept a school for half-cast children, about a mile and a half from Tan- jore, but went every night to the Tanjore Church, to meet about sixty or seventy of the King's regi- ment, who assembled for devotional purposes: af- terwards he officiated to their wives and children in Portuguese. At the school, Swartz used to read in the morning, out of the 'German Meditation for every Day in the Year;' at night he had family prayer. Joenicke taught them geography; KolhoiiJ writing and arithmetic. They had also masters in Persian and Malabar. "At the time, when the present Rajah was in dan- ger of his life from the usurper of his uncle's throne, Swartz used to sleep in the same room with him. 33.6 fllEJMC^R OF This was efficient protection, *for (said the Cap tain,) Swartz was considered by the natives as some^ thing more than mortal' The old Rajah, at his death, committed his nephew to Swartz. "All down the Bay of Bengal, I could do nothing but sit listless on the poop, viewing the wide waste of waters — a sight that would have been beautiful, had I been well. "On the ] 8th we came in sight of the island of Ceylon. "In my Hebrew researches I scarcely ever felt so discouraged. All the knowledge I thought I had acquired, became uncertain, and consequently I was unhappy. It was in vain that I reflected, that thous- ands live and die happy, without such knowledge as I am in search of. *^20th — Sunday. — Had Divine Service in the cabin, in the morning, but waited in vain for what I call a proper opportunity of introducing family prayer. When shall I have done with this pernic- ious delicacy, that would rather yield up souls than suffer a wound itself? ''22nd» — Came to an anchor off Columbo. In the afternoon, went on shore with Mr. Elphinstone, and walked to a cinnamon garden. The road all along was beautiful: tall groves of cocoanut trees on each side, with the Natives' tents amongst them, opened here and there, and gave a view of the sea. The Cingalese, who accompanied us, told the Natives who saw us, we were Protestant Christians. On our way REV. HENRY MARTYN. 337 back, we saw a party of Cingalese Christians return- mg home from a church-yard, where they had been burying a corpse. I crossed over to them, and found their Catechist, who, however, spoke too little En- glish to give me any information. '^23. — Sailed from Ceylon, across the Gulf of Ma- naar, where there is generally a swell, but which we found smooth. ■* Having passed Cape Cotnorin, and come into smooth water, I proposed family prayer every night in the cabin — when no objection was made. Spoke a ship to-day, conveying pilgrims from Manilla to Jidda. The first object, discernible under the high mountains at Cape Comorin, was a church. As we passed along the shore, churches appeared every two or three miles, with a row of huts on each side. The churches are like the meet- ing-houses in England, with a porch at the West end. Perhaps many of these poor people, with all the in- cumbrances of Popery, are moving towards the king- dom of heaven. '^20.— Anchored ofFAIapee. Learned that there were here about three hundred Christians, Portu- guese, besides the fishermen cast. The church was a temporary erection, but a stone edifice is to be raised on the spot. The Portuguese Padre resides at another church about three miles off. "24th to 31st.— Generally unwell. In prayer, my views of my Savior have been inexpressibly consol- atory. How glorious the privilege that we exist but in him J without him I lose the principle of life, 338 MEMom OF and am left to the power of native corruption, a rotten branch, a dead thing, that none can make use of. This mass of corruption, when it meets the Lord, changes its nature, and lives throughout, and is regarded bj God, as a member of Christ's body. This is mj bliss, that Christ is all. Upheld by him, I smile at death. It is no longer a question about my own worthiness: I glory in God, through our Lord Jesus Christ. **Feb. 7. — Arrived at Goa. Spent the evening at Mr. ^ * *'s, to whom I had letters of recommend- ation. The next day I went up, with Mr. Elphin- stone and others, to Old Goa, where we were shewn the convents and churches. At the convent of the Nuns, observing one reading, I asked to see the book. It v/as handed through the grate, and as it was a Latin prayer-book, I wrote in it something about having the world in the heart, though flying from it to a convent. With two or three half- native monks I tried to converse, but they knew so little Latin, that I could not gain much from them: the Portuguese Padres seemed to know still less. After visiting the tomb of Francis Xavier, we went to the Inquisition: we Avere not admitted beyond the antichamber. The priest we found there (a secular) conversed a little on the subject, and said, it was the ancient practice, that if any spoke against religion, they were conducted thither and chastised; that there were some prisoners there under exam- ination at that time. No one dares resist the offi« reV. henry martyn. 339 cer9 of the Inquisition: the moment they touch him, he surre:^ders himself. Colonel ** ^ % who is writing an account of the Portuguese in this settlement, told me, that the population of the Portuguese ter- ritory was two hundred and sixty thousand, of whom two hundred thousand, he did not doubt, were Christians. — At midnight we sailed. "I7th. — (Sunday.)— A tempestuous sea throwing us all into disorder, we had no service. "18th. — Anchored at Bombay. — This day I finish the thirtieth year of my unprofitable life: an age at which David Brainerd finished his course. I am now at the age when the Savior of men began his ministry — when John the Baptist called a nation to repentance. Let me think now for myself, and act with energy. Hitherto, I have made my youth and insignificance, an excuse for sloth and imbecility: now let me have a character, and act boldly for God. "19th. — Went on shore. Waited on the Gover- nor, and was kindly accommodated with a room at the Government-House. "21st. — Talked to the Governor about what we had been doing at Bengal, and begged that he would interest himself, and procure us all the infor- mation he could about the Native Christians: this he promised to do. At Bombay, there are twenty thousand Christians; at Salsette, twenty-one thou- sand; and at this place, there are forty-one ^thou- sand, using the Mahratta language. 24Q MEMOIR OF "22ncl.— At the Courier press^ saw the Malay- ahm New Testament in print, as far as the 11th of John. "24th. — Preached at the Bombay Church. "March 5. — Feeroz, a Parse e, who is consideretl as the most learned man here, called to converse about religion. He spoke Persian^ and seemed fa- miliar with Arabic. He began with saying, that no one religion had more evidences of its truth than another, for that all the miracles of the respective founders depended upon tradition. — This I denied. He acknowledged that the writer of the Zendavesta was not contemporary with Zoroaster. After dis- puting and raising objections, he was left without an answer, but continued to cavil. *Why (said he) did the Magi see the star in the East, and none else? from what part of the East did they come.^^ and how was it possible that their King should come to Jerusalem in seven days?' The last piece of in- formation, he had from the Armenians. I asked him, 'Whether he had any thoughts of changing his religion.'^' He replied, with a contemptuous smile, 'No: every man is safe in his own religion.' I asked^ him, 'What sinners must do to obtain pardon.^' 'Re- pent,' said he. I asked, 'Would repentance satisfy a creditor or a judge?' 'Why, is it not said in the Gospel,' rejoined he, 'that we must repent?' I re- plied, 'It cannot be proved from the Gospel, that repentance alone is sufficient, or good works, or both.' 'Where then is the glory of salvation?' he said. I re- REV. HENRY MARTYN. 341 plied, 'The Atonement of Christ.' 'All this (said he) I know: but so the Mahometans say, that Ho^ sjn was an atonement for the sins of men.' He then began to criticise the translations which he saw on the table, and wondered why they were not made in such Persian as Avas now in use. He look- ed at the beginning of the 8th of Romans, in the Bartlett Buildings' Arabic Testament, but could gather no meaning at all from it. "6th. — He called again, and he gave me some ac- count of his own people. He said that they consid- ered the terms Magi and Guebr as terms of re- proach, and that their proper name was Musdy- asni; that no books were written in their most an- cient language, namely, the Pahlavee, but Zoro- aster's twenty-one; of these twenty-one, only two remain. He shewed me some of a poem which he is writing; the subject, is the conquest of India by the English; the title, Georglad. He is cer- tainly an ingenious man, and possesses one of the most agreeable qualities a disputant can possess, which is — patience; he never interrupted me, and if I rudely interrupted him, he was silent in a mo- ment. "7th. — Mahomed Jan, a very young man, son of Mehdee Ali Khan, Lord Wellesley's Envoy to Per- sia, called. I should not have thought him worth arguing with, he seemed such a boy; but his fluency in Persian pleased me so much, that I was glad to hear him speak: he was, besides, familiar with all 44 342 MEMOIR OF the arguments the MouluAvees usually bring forward; moreover, I thought that perhaps his youthful mind might be more open to conviction than that of the hoary Moollahs. "9. — Visited the Elephanta Island. "10. — (Sunday.) — This morning Feeroz called be- fore church. He said that their order of priest- hood consisted of the descendants of Zoroaster, and were called Mobid; that four times a month they assembled, viz. the 6th, ] 3th, 20th, and 27th: stran- gers not allowed to see the sacred fire, 'though,' said the old man, significantly, 'I think there is noth- ing unlawful in it, but the common people do.' He began to profess himself a Deist. 'In our religion, (said he,) they believe, as Zoroaster taught, that the heavens and earth were made; but I believe no such thing.' "16. — Walked at night with a respectable Jew of Bussorah, whose name was Ezra: he knew next to nothing. "35. — Embarked on board the Benares, Captain Sealy, who, in company with the Prince of Wales, Captain Hepbourne, was ordered to cruise in the Persian Gulf, against the Arab pirates. We got under weigh immediately, and were outside the land before night. "30. — The European part of the ship's crew, consisting of forty-five sailors and twelve artillery- men, were assembled on the quarter-deck for divine service. I wondered to see so many of the seamen ^^» REV. HENRY MARTYN. . 343 inattentive: I afterwards found that most of them were foreigners, French, Spanish, Portuguese, &c. We had prayers in the cabin every night. In the afternoon I used to read to a sick man below, and two or three others would come to hear. "April 14. (Easter Sunday.) — Came in sight of the Persian coast, near Tiz, in Meehran. "21. — Anchored at Muscat, in Arabia. "23. — Went on shore with the captain, to the Indian broker's, at whose house we met the Vizier, by appointment. There was an unimportant con- ference, at which I assisted as interpreter. The Sultan was a few miles off, fighting with the We- chabites. "24. — Went with our English party, two Ar- menians, and an Arab soldier, to see a garden; there was nothing very wonderful in the garden; but a lit- tle green in this frightful wilderness was, no doubt, to the Arab a great curiosity. His African slave argued with me for Mahommed, and did not know how to let me go, he was so interested in the busi- ness. "25. — The Arab soldier and his slave came on board to take leave. They asked to see the Gos- pel. The instant I gave them a copy in Arabic, the poor boy began to read, and carried it off as a great prize, which I trust he will find it to be. This night warped out of the Cove, and got under weigh. I had not a night's rest from the day we entered it. 344 MEMOIR OF "26 — Came in sight of the Persian shore again. '•28. — (Sunday.) — At anchor in Jasques Bay, which the artillery officer surveyed. Captain Hep- bourne brought his crew to church. Went on board his ship to see two Armenian young men, who informed me of the conversion of Mirza Ishmael, son of the Siiehooi Islam, of Isfahan, who was gone to Bombay for baptism. "May 7. — Finished a work in which 1 have been engaged a fortnight, a new arrangement of all the Hebrew roots, classing them according to the last letter, the last but one, &c. "20. — After a troublesome North-wester, we have now a fair wind, carrying us gently to Bushire. "22.— Landed at Bushire." "A few days after my letter to you from Muscat, (Mr. Martyn wrote to Mr. Corrie, after a journey to Shiraz, in which his life was endangered,) we sailed for the Gulf, and continued cruising a month, gener- ally in sight of Persia or Arabia, sometimes of both. On the 22nd of May we landed at Bushire, and took up our lodging with Mr. * * *. We were now in a new situation. — Mrs. * * * and her sister, both Ar- menians, spoke nothing but Persian at table; the servants and children the same. One day a party of Armenian ladies came to kiss my hand — the usual mark of respect shewn to their own priests; I was engaged at the time, but they begged to have it explained, that they had not been deficient in ^Ihelr duly. The Armenian priest was as dull as REV. HENRY MARTYN. 345 they usually are. He sent for me, one Sunday even- ing, to come to church; though he was ministering when I entered, he came out, and brought me within the rails of the altar; and at the time of incense, CENSED me four times, while the others were hon- ored with only one fling of the censer: this the old man begged me afterwards to notice. But though his civility was^well meant, 1 could hardly prevail upon myself to thank him for it. It was due, he said, to a Padre: thus we provide for the honor of our own order, not contented w ith that degree of respect which really belongs to us. Walking after- wards with him by the sea-shore, I tried to engage him in a conversation respecting the awful impor- tance of our office, but nothing could be more vapid and inane than his remarks. "One day w^e called on the Governor, a Persian Khan: he was very particular in his attentions, seated me in his own seat, and then sat by my side. After the usual salutations and inquiries, the calean (hooka) was introduced, then coffee in china cups placed within silver ones, then calean, then some rose-water syrup, then calean. As there were long intervals often, in which nought was heard but the gurgling of the calean, I looked around, with some anxiety, for something to discourse upon, and observing the windows to be of stained glass, I began to question him about the art of coloring glass, observing, that the modern Europeans were inferior to the ancient in the manufacture of that 346 MEMOIR OF article. He expre:Lsed his surprise that Europeans, who were so skilful in making watches, should fail in any handicraft work. I could not help recollect- ing the Emperor of China's sarcastic remark on the Europeans and their arts, and so I dropped the sub- ject. On his calean, (I said hooka at first, but he did not understand me,) I noticed several little paint- ings of the Virgin and Child, and asked him wheth- er such things were not unlawful among the Ma- hometans? He answered, very cooly, 'Yes;' as much as to say, 'What then?' I lamented that the Eastern Christians should use such things in their churches. He repeated the words of a good man, who was found fault with for having an image before him while at prayer: 'God is nearer to me than that image, so that I do not see it.' We then talked of the ancient Caliphs of Bagdad, their magnificence, regard for learning, &;c. This man, I afterwards found, is, like most of the other Grandees of the East, a murderer. He was appointed to the Gov- ernment of Bushire, in the place of an Arab Shekh, in whose family it had been many years. The Persian, dreading the resentment of the other Arab families, invited the heads of them to a feast. After they had regaled themselves a little, he proposed to them to take off their swords, as they were all friends together: they did so, a signal was given, and a band of ruffians murdered them all immediately. The Governor rode off, with a body of troops, to their villages, and murdered or secured their wives REV, HENRY MARTYN. 347 and children. This was about two years and a half ago. "Abdalla Aga, a Turk, who expects to be Pacha of Bagdad, called to examine us in Arabic; he is a great Arabic scholar himself, and came to see how much we knew, or rather, if the truth were known, to shew how much he himself knew. There was lately a conspiracy at Bagdad, to murder the Pacha. He was desired to add his name, which he did by compulsion, but secured himself from putting his seal to it, pretending he had lost it: this saved him. All the conspirators were discovered and put to death; he escaped with his life, but was obliged to fly to Bushire. "On 30th May our Persian dresses were ready, and we set out for Shiraz. The Persian dress con- sists of stockings and shoes in one, next a pair of large blue trowsers, or else a pair of huge red boots; then the shirt, then the tunic, and above it the coat, both of chintz, and a great coat. I have, here de- scribed my own dress, most of which I have on this moment. On the head is worn an enormous cone, made of the skin of the black Tartar sheep, with the wool on. If to this description of my dress I add, that my beard and mustachios have been suffered to vegetate undisturbed ever since I left India — that I am sitting on a Persian carpet, in a room without tables or chairs — that I bury my hand in the pilaw, without waiting for spoon or plate, you will give me credit for being already an accomplished Oriental 348 MEMOIR OF "At ten o'clock on the 30th, our cafila began to move. It consisted chiefly of mules, with a few horses. I wished to have a mule, but the muleteer favored me with his own ponej; this animal had a bell fastened to its neck. To add solemnity to the scene, a Bombay trumpeter, who was going up to join the Embassy, was directed to blow a blast as we moved off the ground; but whether it was, that the trumpeter was not adept in the science, or that his instrument was out of order, the crazy sounds that saluted our ears had a ludicrous effect. At last, after some justling, mutual recriminations, and recal- citrating of the steeds, we each found our places, and moved out of the gate of the city in good order. The Resident accompanied us a little way, and then left us to pursue our journey over the plain. It was in a fine moonlight night, the scene new, and per- fectly oriental, and nothing prevented me from in- dulging my own reflections. I felt a little melan- choly, but commended myself anew to God, and felt assured of his blessing, protection, and presence. As the night advanced, the cafila grew quiet; on a sudden one of the muleteers began to sing, and sang in a voice so plaintive, that it was impossible not to have one's attention arrested. Every voice was hushed. As you are a Persian scholar, I. write down the whole, with a translation: — * Think not that e'er my heart can dwell Contealctl far from thee: How can the fresh-caught nightingale i,, Enjoy tranquillity? REV. HENRY MARTYN. 349 O then forsake thy friend for nought That slanderous tongues can say; The heart that fixeth where it ought, ^o power can rend away.* ''Thus far my journey was agreeable: now for miseries. At sunrise we came to our ground at Ahmedee, six parasangs, and pitched our little tent under a tree: it was the only shelter we could get. At first the heat was not greater than we had felt in India, but it soon became so great, as to be quite alarming. — When the thermometer was above 112*^, fever heat, I began to lose my strength fast; at last it became quite intolerable. I wrapped myself up in a blanket and all the warm covering I could get^ to defend myself from the external air, by which means, the moisture was kept a little longer upon the body, and not so speedily evaporated as when the skin was exposed: one of my companions followed my example, and found the benefit of it. But the thermometer still rising, and the moisture of the body quite exhausted, I grev/ restless, and though! I should have lost my senses. The thermometer at last stood at 126^: in this state I composed my- self, and concluded, that though I might hold out a day or two, death was inevitable. Capt. ''^ * % who sat it out, continued to tell the hour, and height of the thermometer: with what pleasure did we hear of its sinking to 120^, 118^, &c. At last the fierce sun retired, and I crept out, more dead than alive. It was then a difficulty how I could proceed on my journey; for besides the immediate eifects of the 45 350 MEMOIR OF heat, I had no opportunity of making up for the last night's want of sleep, and had eaten nothing. How- ever, while they were lading the mules I got an hour's sleep, and sat out, the muleteer leading my horse, and Zachary, my servant, an Armenian, of Isfahan, doing all in his power to encourage me. The cool air of the night restored me wonderfully, so that I arrived at our next munzel w^ith no other derangement than that occasioned by want of sleep. Expecting another such day as the former, we began to make preparations the instant we arrived at the ground. I got a tattie, made of the branches of the date tree, and a Persian peasant to water it; by this means the thermometer did not rise higher than 114^. But what completely secured me from the heat, was a large wet towel, which I wrapped round my head and body, muffling up the lower part in clothes. How could I but be grateful to a gracious Providence, for giving me so simple a defence against what, I am persuaded, would have destroyed my life that day. We took care not to go without nourishment, as we had done; the neighboring vil- lage supplied us with curds and milk. At sun-set, rising up to go out, a scorpion fell upon my clothes; not seeing where it fell, I did not know what it was; but Capt. * * * pointing it out, gave the alarm, and I struck it oif, and he killed it. — The night before, we found a black scorpion in our tent; this made us rather uneasy, so that though the cafila did not start till midnight, we got no sleep, fearing we might be visited by another scorpion. REV. HENRY MARTY N. 351 "The next morning we arrived at the foot of the mountains, at a place where we seemed to have discovered one of nature's ulcers. A strong suffo- cating smell of naphtha announced something more than ordinarily foul in the neighborhood. We saw a river: what flowed in it, it seemed difficult to say, whether it were water or green oil; it scarcely moved, and the stones which it laved, it left of a greyish color, as if its foul touch had given them the leprosy. Our place of encampment this day was a grove of date trees, where the atmosphere, at sun-rise, was ten times hotter than the ambient air. I threw myself down on the burning ground and slept: w^hen the tent came up, I awoke, as usual, in a burning fever. All this day I had recourse to the wet towel, which kept me alive, but would allow of no sleep. It was a sorrowful Sabbath; but Capt *## read a few hymns, in which I found great con- solation. At nine in the evening we decamped. The ground and air were so insufferably hot, that I could not travel without a wet towel round my face and neck. This night, for the first time, we began to ascend the mountains. The road often passed so close to the edge of the tremendous precipice, that one false step of the horse would have plunged his rider into inevitable destruction. In such cir- cumstances, I found it useless to attempt guiding the animal, and therefore gave him the rein. These poor animals are so used to journies of this sort, that they generally stept sure. There was nothing 3i>2 l^lOIOIK OF to mark the road, but the rocks being a httle more Avorn in one place than in another. Sometimes, ray horse, which led the way, as being the muleteer's, stopped, as if to consider about the Avay: for my- seh, I could not guess, at such times, where the road lay, but he always found it. The sublime scenery would have impressed me much, in other circumstances; but my sleepiness and fatigue ren- dered me insensible to every thing around me. At last we emerged, super as ad auras,^ not to the top of a mountain to go down again, but to a plain or upper Avorid. At the pass, where a cleft in the mountain admitted us into the plain, was a station of Rahdars. While they were examining the muleteer's pass- ports, (fee. time was given for the rest of the cafila to come up, and I got a little sleep for a few min- utes. Wc rode briskly over the plain, breathing a purer air, and soon came in sight of a fair edifice, built by the king of the country, for the refresh- ment of pilgrims. In this caravansara we took up our abode for the day. It was more calculated for Eastern than European travellers, having no means of keeping out the air and light. We found the thermometer at 110^. At the passes we met a man travelling down to Bushire with a load of ice, which he willingly disposed of to us. The next night we ascended another range of mountains, and passed over a plain, where the cold was so piercing, that, with all the clothes we could 'muster, we were • To the upper regions. REV. HENRY MARTYj^f. 353 shivering. At the end of this plain, we entered a dark valley, contained by two ranges of hills con- verging to one another. The muleteer gave no- tice he saw robbers. It proved to be a false alarm: but the place Avas fitted to be a retreat for robbers; there were on each side caves, and fast- nesses, from which they might have killed, at leisure, every man of us. After ascending another moun- tain, we descended by a very long and circuitous route, into an extensive valley, where we were ex- posed to the sun till eight o'clock. Whether from the sun, or continued want of sleep, I could not, on my arrival at Carzeroon, compose myself to sleep; there seemed to be a fire within my head, my skin like a cinder, and the pulse violent. Through the day it was again too hot to sleep, though the place we occupied was a sort of summer house, in a gar- den of cypress trees, exceedingly well fitted up with mats and colored glass. Had the cafila gone on that night. I could not have accompanied it; but it halted here a day, by which means I got a sort of night's rest, though 1 awoke twenty times to dip my burn- ing hands in water. Though Carzeroon is the sec- ond greatest town in Fars, we could get nothing but bread, milk, and eggs, and that with difficulty. The governor, who is under great obligations to the English, heard of our arrival, but sent us no message. "June 5. — At ten we left Carzeroon, and ascend- ed a mountain; we then descended it, on the other side, into a beautiful valley, where the opening dawn 354 MEMOIR OF discovered to us ripe fields of wheat and barley, with the green oak, here and there, in the midst of it. We were reminded of an autumnal morning in England. Thermometer, 62**. "6. — Half way up the Peergan mountain we found a caravansara. There being no village in the neigh- borhood, Ave had brought supplies from Carzeroon. My servant Zachary got a fall from his mule this morning, which much bruised him; he looked very sorrowful, and had lost much of his garrulity. Zach- ary became remarkable, throughout the cafila, for making speeches; he had something to say, to all people, on all occasions. "7. — Left the caravansara at one this morning; continued to ascend. The hours we were permit- ted to rest, the musquitoes had effectually prevent- ed me from using, so I never felt more miserable and disordered; the cold was very severe; for fear of falling off, from sleep and numbness, I walked a good part of the way. We pitched our tent in the Vale of Dustarjan, near a crystal stream, on the banks of which we observed the clover and golden cup: the whole valley was one green field, on which large herds of cattle were browsing. The temper- ature was about that of the spring in England. There a few hours sleep recovered me, in some de- gree, from the stupidity in which I had been for some days. I awoke with a light heart, and said, 'He knoweth our frame, and remembereth we are dust. He redecmeth our life from destruction, and REV. HENRY MARTYN. 355 crowneth us with loving kindness and tender mer- cies. He maketh us to He down in the green pas- tures, and leadeth us beside the still Avaters. And when we have left this vale of tears, there is no more sorrow, nor sighing, nor any more pain. The sun shall not light upon thee, nor any heat: but the lamb shall lead thee to living fountains of waters.' '*8. — Went on to a caravansara, three parasangs, where we passed the day. At night set out upon our last march for Shiraz. Sleepiness, my old com- panion and enemy, again overtook me. I was in perpetual danger of falling off my horse, till at last I pushed my horse on to a considerable distance be- yond the cafila, planted my back against a wall, and slept I know not how long; till the good muleteer came up and gently waked me. "In the morning of the 9th we found ourselves in the plain of Shiraz. We put up at first in a garden, but are now at Jaffier Ali Khan's." Arrived at the celebrated seat of Persian litera- ture, Mr. Martyn, having ascertained the general correctness of the opinion delivered at Calcutta, re- specting the translation of the New Testament, by Sabat, commenced immediately another version in the Persian language. An able and willing assist- ant, in this arduous and important work, presented himself in the person of Mirza Seid Ali Khan, the brother-in-law of his host, Jaffier Ali Khan. His coadjutor, he soon discovered, was one of a numer- 356 MEMOIR OF ous and increasing religious community, whose ten- ets, (if that term be not inappHcable to any thing of so fluctuating and indefinite a nature as their senti- ments,) appear to consist of refined mysticism of the most Latitudinarian complexion; a quahty, be it re- membered, entirely opposite to the exclusive char- acter and inflexible spirit of Christianity, and which pervading, as it does so completely, the system of Soofeism, sufficiently accounts for its toleration under a Mahometan despotism, of a purer and more abso- lute kind than exists even in the Turkish dominions. In Jaffier Ali Khan, a Mahometan of rank and con- sequence, to whom Mr. Martyn had letters of rec- ommendation, he found a singular urbanity of man- ners, united to a temper of a more solid and substan- tial excellence — a kindness of disposition, ever fertile in expedients conducive to the comfort and conveni- ence of his guest. There was in him also, as well as in his brother-in-law, what was still more gratify- ing, an entire absence of bigotry and prejudice; and on all occasions he was ready to invite, rather than decline, the freest interchange of opinion on relig- ious topics. The work, for which Mr. Martyn had come to Shiraz, was commenced on the 17th of June, little more than a week after his reaching that city. It was preceded by a very pleasing interview with two priests of the Mahometan faith, of which we have this account. — "In the evening, Seid Ali came, with two Moollahs, disciples of his uncle Mirza Ibraheem, REV. HENRY MARTYN. 357 and with them I had a very long and temperate dis- cussion. One of them read the beginning of St. John, in the Arabic, and inquired very particularly into our opinions respecting the person of Christ; and when he was informed that we did not consider his human nature eternal, nor his mother divine, seemed quite satisfied, and remarked to the others, 'how much misapprehension is removed when people come to an explanation.' As Mr. Martyn was himself an object of atten- tion and curiosity in Shiraz, and the Testament was whally new to his coadjutor, he was not suffered to proceed in his w^ork without many interruptions. "Seid Ali," he Avrites, June 17, "began translating the Gospel of John with me. We were interrupted by the entrance of two yevj majestic personages, one of whom was the great-grandson of Nadir Shah. The uncle of the present King used to wait behind his father's table. He is now a prisoner here, sub- sisting on a pension. "18. — At the request of our host, who is always planning something for our amusement, we passed the day at a house built half way up otie of the hills that surround the town. A little rivulet, issuing from the rock, fertilizes a few yards of ground, which bear, in consequence, a cypress or two, sweet briar, jessamine, and pinks. Here, instead of a quiet re- treat, we found a number of noisy, idle fellows, who were gambling all day, and as loquacious as the men who occupy an alehouse bench. The Persians hav<^ 4r7 358 MEMOIR OF certainly a most passionate regard for water: I sup- pose, because they have so little of it. There was nothing at all in this place worth climbing so high for, but the little rivulet. "22. — The Prince's Secretary, who is considered as the best prose writer in Shiraz, called upon us. One of his friends wanted to talk about Soofe- ism. They believe, they know not what. It is mere vanity that makes them profess this mysticism. He thought to excite my wonder by telling me, that r, and every created thing, was God. I asked, how this was consistent with his religion? He then men- tioned the words from the Koran, 'God can be with another thing only by pervading it.' Either from curiosity, or to amuse themselves at an Indian's ex- pense, they called in an Indian Moonshee, who had come with us from Bengal, and requested him to re- cite some of his poetry. Thus I had an opportunity of witnessing this exhibition of Eastern folly. After a few modest apologies, the Indian grew bold, and struck off a few stanzas. The Persians affected to admire them, though it was easy to see that they were laughing at his pronunciation and foreign idiom. However, they condescended to recite, in their turn, a line or two of their own composition: and before they went away, wrote down a stanza or two of the Indian's, to signify that they were worth preserving. "26. — Two young men from the college, full of zeal and logic, came this morning, to try me with hard questions, such as, whether Being be one or REV. HENRY MARTYN. * 350 two? what is the state and form of disembodied spirits? and other foohsh and unlearned questions ministering strife, on all which I declined wasting my breath. At last, one of them, who was about twenty years of age, discovered the true cause of his coming, and asked me bluntly, to bring a proof for the religion of Christ. 'You allow the divine mission of Christ,' said I, 'why need I prove it?' Not being able to draw me into an argument, they said what they wished to say, namely, 'that I had no other proof for the miracles of Christ, than they had for those of Mahomet; which is tradition.' 'Softly,' said I. 'You will be pleased to observe a difference between your books and ours. When, by tradition, we have reached our several books, our narrators were eye-witnesses; yours are not, nor nearly so." In consequence of the interruption these lads gave me, for they talked away a long time with great intemperance, I did little to-day. "In the evening, Seid Ali asked me, 'the cause of evili^' I said, 'I knew nothing about it.' He thought he could tell me; so I let him reason on, till he soon found he knew as little about the matter as myself. He wanted to prove that there was no real differ- ence between good and evil— it was only apparent. I observed, 'that this difference, though apparent, was the cause of a great deal of real misery.' 'While correcting the fifth of John, he was not a little surprised at finding such an account as that of an angel coming down and troubling the water?. 360 Memoir of When he found that I had no way of explaining it, but was obhged to understand it Hterallj, he laugh- ed, as if saying, 'there are other fools in the world besides Mahometans.' I tried to lessen his con- tempt and incredulity by saying, 'that the first in- quiry was. Is the book from God?' 'O, to be sure,' said he; 'it is written in the Bible; we must believe it.' I asked him, 'whether there was any thing contrary to reason in the narrative? whether it was not even possible that the salubrious powers of other springs were owing to the descent of an angel?' Lastly I observed, 'that all natural agents might be called the angels of God.' 'This,' said he, 'was consonant to their opinions, and that when they spoke of the angel of the wands, the angel of death, &:c. nothing more w^as meant than the cause of the winds.' "27. — Before I had taken my breakfast, the younger of the youths came, and forced me into a conversation. As soon as he heard the w^ord, 'Fa- ther,' in the translation^ used for 'God,' he laughed, and went away. Soon after, two men came and spoke violently for hours. Seid Ali, and a respect- able Mouluwee, whom he brought to introduce to me, took up the cudgels against them, and said, 'that the omis prohandi* rested with them, not with me.' Zachary told me, this morning, that I was the town talk; that it was asserted, I was come to * The burden of proof. EEV. HENRY MARTYN. 361 Shiraz to be a Mussulman, and should then bring five thousand men to Shiraz, under pretence of making them Mussulmen, but in reality to take the city. ''28. — The poor boy, while writing how one of the servants of the High Priest struck the Lord on the face, stopped, and said, 'Sir, did not his hand dry up?' "30. (Sunday.) — Preached to the Ambassador's suite on the faithful saying; in the evening baptized his child. "July 1. — A party of Armenians came, and said, among other things, that the Mahometans would be glad to be under our English government. For- merly they despised and hated the Feringees, but now they begin to say, 'What harm do they do; they take no man's wife, no man's property.' "Abdoolghunee, the Jew Mahometan, came to prove that he had found Mohammed in the Penta- teuch. Among other strange things, he said, that the Edomites meant the Europeans, and Mount Sion was in Europe. Afterwards Seid Ah asked me to tell him in confidence, why I believed no prophet could come after Christ. I chose to begin Avith the Atonen:ient, and wished to shew, that it was of such a nature, that salvation by another was impossible. 'You talk,' said he, 'of the Atonement, but I do not see it any where in the Gospel.' Af- ter citing two passages from the Gospels, I read the third chapter of Romans, and the fifty-third of 362 MfiMOIR OF Isaiah. With the latter he was much struck. He asked many more questions, the scope of which was, that though Islam might not be true, he might still remain in it, and be saved by the Gospel. I said, 'You deny the Divinity of Christ.' — 'I see no diffi- culty in that,' said he. 'You do not observe the institutions of Christ — Baptism and the Lord's Suppen'- — 'These,' said he, 'are mere emblems, and if a man have the reality, what need of emblems.' 'Christ,' said I, 'foresaw that the reality would not be so constantly perceived without them, and there- fore he enjoined them.' He said, 'that in his child- hood he used to cry, while hearing about the suffer- erings of Christ,' and he wept while mentioning it. The 3rd of July, was distinguished by a conver- sation kept up between Mr. Martyn and two Mool- lahs principally, one of whom displayed a very dif- ferent spirit from that which had actuated those ministers of the Mahometan religion, who first visit- ed him. "The Jewish Moollah Abdoolghunee, with Moollah Abulhasan," he Avrites, "came prepared for a stiff disputation, and accordingly the altercation was most violent. Jaffier Ali Khan and Mirza-Seid Ali were present, with many others. The Jew began with asking, whether we believed that Jesus suffered? I referred him to the 9th of Daniel, 'Messiah shall be cut off, but not for himself.' I begged him to shew who was the Messiah of whom Daniel spoke, if it was not Jesus. REV. HENRY MARTYN. 36S^ "At Abulhasan's request, he began to give his rea- sons for believing that Mahomet was foretold in the Old Testament. The Jew wanted to shew, that when it is said, 'Moses went out, and the twelve PRINCES with him,' Moses had twelve religious Kha- leefs, just like Mahomet. I explained to the Mus- sulman, that they were not for religious affairs, but worldly, deciding causes, &lc. and that religious ser- vices were confined to one tribe. "He proceeded to Deut. xviii, 18, 'The Lord will raise from among their brethren,' &:c. 'Brethren,' he said, 'must mean some other than Jews. That Moses and Jesus were not alike. Moses gave a law before he went: Jesus did not; his disciples made one for him; whereas Mahomet left a book himself. That Moses was a warrior; that Christ was not; but that Mahomet was.' I replied, 'that the words of God, 'from among their brethren,'' Moses explain- ed by those, 'from among thee;'' and that this ex- cludes the possibility of Mahomet being meant.' After they were gone, I found Lev. xxv, 46, which supplies a complete answer. In reply to the objec- tion, that Moses and Christ were not alike, I said, 'that in respect of the projjhetic office, there was such a likeness, as did not exist between any other two prophets — that each brought a new law, and each Avas a Mediator.'' '^The Jew next read the sixty-first of Isaiah, and commented. I then read the same chapter, and observed, that Cl^rist had cited one of the passages 364 MEr.ioiR OF for himself, 'The spirit of the Lord God is upon me,' &;c. This they attended to, because Christ had said so; but as for Peter's appropriating the pas- sage in Deuteronomy to Christ, (Acts iii,) they made no account of it. So ignorant are they of the na- ture of a Revelation. "When we were separating, the Moollah Abul- hasan gravely asked me, 'whether, if I saw proof of Mahomet's miracles, I would believe, and act as one who sought the truth?' I told him, 'I wished for nothing but the truth.' He then said, 'we must have an umpire.' 'But where,' said I, 'shall we and an impartial one?' 'He must be a Jew,' said one. 'Well then,' added another, 'lei Abdool-* ghunee be the man.' The apostate Jew swore, by the four sacred books, that he would give 'just judg- ment.' I could not conceal my indignation at such a: ridiculous proposal, and said to the Jew, 'You impar-' tial! As a Mahometan, you ought to speak well of Christ: but it is easy to see, that, like your brethren, you hate Jesus as bitterly as ever.' He was quite alarmed at this charge before the Mahometans, by whom he has long been considered as no true Mahometan; and, in the most gentle manner possi- ble, he assured me, 'none could have a greater respect for Jesus than he had; and that, possibly^ in the text in Deuteronomy, Jesus might be meant, as well as Mahomet.' "At the end of this vehement controversy, when they were most of them gone, I said to Seid Ali. REV. HENRY MARTYN. 36 f} 'that I thought, whatever others did, he would not have denied me common justice.' He took me aside, and said to me very earnestly, 'You did not understand me. Abulhasan is my enemy: nothing does he want so much as to bring me into danger; / Quust, therefore, shew some little regard for the relig- ion,^ He told me that i\ilrza Ibraheem, the precep- tor of all the Moollahs, was now writing a book in defence of Mahometanism, and that it was to this that Abulhasan alluded, as that vv^hich was to silence me for ever. "4. — Seid AH having informed the Jew that I had found an answer to his argument from Genesis xvii, he came to know what it was, and staid the whole morning, asking an infinity of questions. He shewed himself extremely well read in the Plebrew Bible and Koran, quoting both with the utmost readiness. He argued a little for the Koran, but very coldly. He concluded by saying, 'he must come to me every day; and either make me a Mussulman, or become himself a Christian.' " The progress of the translation gave rise to the followmg aifecting discoui'se between Seid Ali and Mr. Martyn. "Seid Ali, while perusing the twelfth of John, observed, 'How he loved these twelve per- .^ons!' 'Yes,' said I; 'and all those who believe in him, through their word.' After our work was done, he began to say, 'From my childhood I have been in search of a religion, and am still undecided. Till now, I never had an opportunity of conversing 47 36t> MEMOIR OP witli those of another religion: the English I have met in Persia have generally been soldiers, or men occupied witli the world.' To some remarks I made about the necessity of having the mind made up upon such a subject, considering the shortness of our stay here, he seemed cordially to assent, and shed tears. I recommended prayer, and the consid- eration of that text, 'If any man will do his will, he shall know of the doctrine,' and spoke as having found it verified in my own experience, that when I could once say before God, 'What wilt thou have me to do?' I found peace. — I then went through all the different states of my mind, at the time I was called to the knowledge of the Gospel. He listen- ed with great interest and said, 'You must not regret the loss of so much time as you give me, because it does me ofood.' " The situation of those, whose forefathers crucified the Lord of Glory, is ever pitiable to a Christian mind: but how much more are the Jews entitled to compassion, when groaning under the iron rod of op- pression on the one hand, and tempted on the other, to exchange their own religion for a base imposture upon the basest considerations. Who can read the following account of their condition at Shiraz, with- out sighing over the depth of their temporal and spiritual degradation! "5. — The Jew came again, with another Jew,, both Mussulmen. The Prince gives every Jew, on conversion, an honorary dress; so they are turning REV. HENRY MARTYN. 3G7 Mahometans every day. A young man, son of the. old Jew, asked, 'how it could be supposed that God would leave so many nations so long in darkness, if Islam be an error?' The father sat, with great complacency, to see how I could get over this. I asked, 'why God, for four thousand years, made him- self known to their nation only, and left all the rest in darkness?' — They were silent. "The old man, forgetting he was a Mussulman, asked again, 'if Jesus was the Messiah, why did not the fiery wrath of God break out against them, as it did formerly for every small offence?' 'But first,' said he, 'what do you think of God's severity to the Jews at other times?' I said, 'If my son do any thing wrong, I punish him: but with the thieves and murderers out of doors, I have nothing to do.' This affected the old man; and his son recollected many passages in the Bible appropriate to this sentimentc and said, 'Yes, they were indeed a chosen genera- tion.' I proceeded — 'But did not the wrath of God break out against you at the death of Christ, in a more dreadful manner than ever it did?' They men- tioned the Captivity. But what, (said I,) was the Captivity? it lasted but seventy years. But now sevent-een hundred years have passed away; and have you a king, or a temple? Are you not mean and despised every where.^' They seemed to feel this, and nodded assent. "During this conversation, I said, 'God has raised up a great Prophet from the midst of you, and now Sij6 MEMOIR OF you are gone after a stranger of a nation who were always your enemies. You acknowledge Jesus, in- deed; but it is only for fear of the sword of the Ismaelite. They wondered why Christians should love them more than they do the Mahometans, as I told them we did, and pretended to argue against it, as unreasonable, evidently from a wish to hear me repeat a truth which Avas so agreeable to them. On the morning of the 6th, Mr. Martyn, ever anxious to pay all due reverence to "the powers that be," ])resented himself, with the Ambassador and suite, before Prince Abbas Mu'za: — he thus describes the ceremony. "Early this morning I went with the Ambassador and suite, to Court, wear- ing, agreeable to costume, a pair of red cloth stock- ings, with green high-heeled shoes. When we en- tered the great court of the palace, a hundred foun- tains began to play. The Prince appeared at the opposite side, in his talar, or hall of audience, seat- ed on the ground. Here our first bow was made. When we came in sight of him, we bowed a second time, and entered the room. He did not rise, nor take notice of any but the Ambassador, with whom he conversed at the distance of the breadth of the room. Two of his Ministers stood in front ©f the hall, outside; the Ambassador's MIchmandar, and the Master of the Ceremonies, within, at the door. We sat down in order, in a line with the Ambassa- dor, with our hats on. . I never saw a more sweet and engaging countenance than the Prince's; there REV. HENRY ^^lARTYN. 369 was such an appearance of good nature aiid humili- ty in all his demeanor, that I could scarcely bring myself to believe that he would be guilty of any thing cruel or tyrannical." The Jewish MooUah, who a few days before, had attempted to support a heresy which he himself did not believe, revisited Mr. Martyn, accompanied by one of his brethren, who had apostatized — these were followed on the same day, by two other visi- tors, one of whom was a man of great consequence and of equal courtesy. — "The Jew came again, (he says, June 1 1,) w^ith one of his apostate brethren from Bagdad. As he was boasting to Seid Ali, that he had gained one hundred Jews to Islam, I could not help saying, 'I will tell you how Jews are made Mahometans. First, the Prince gives them a dress; secondly' — here the old man colored, and interrupt- ing me, began to urge, that it was not with the hope of any worldly advantage. "His object to-day was, to prove that the pas- sages in the Old Testament, which we applied to Jesus, did not belong to him. I referred him to the 16th Psalm. He said, 'that none of the prophets saw corruption.' He did not recollect the miracle wrought by the bones of Elisha, nor did I either at the time. "Mahommed Shareef Khan, one of the most re- nowned of the Persian generals, having served the present Royal Family for four generations, called to see me, out of respect to General Malcolm. An 370 MEMOIR OP Armenian priest also, on his way from Bussorali to Isfahan: he was as ignorant as the rest of his breth- ren. To my surprise 1 found he was of the Latin Church, and read the service in Latin; though he confessed he knew nothing about the language." Mr. Martyn unwilling to lose any opportunity (if it were the will of God,) of benefiting the inhabit- ants of Shiraz, was never inaccessible to them. Strict as he was in the observance of the Sabbath, he ad- mitted them, even on that day, to speak with him, for he had learnt the import of those words, "I will have mercy and not sacrifice." — In consequence, however, of his removal in the middle of the month of July, to a garden in the suburbs of the city^ where his kind host had pitched a tent for him, to relieve the tedium of confinement within the walls of Shiraz — he prosecuted the work before him un- interruptedly. 'Living amidst clusters of grapes by the side of a clear stream,' as he describes it, and frequently sitting under the shade of an oratige tree, which Jaffier Ali Khan delighted to point out to visitors, until the day of his own departure, he pass- ed many a tranquil hour, and enjoyed many a Sab- bath of holy rest, and divine refreshment. Of one of these Sabbaths, he thus writes, July 14. — "The first Sabbath morning I have had to myself this long time, and I spent it with comfort and profit. Read Isaiah chiefly, and hymns, which, as usual, brought to my remembrance the children of God in all parts REV. HENRY MARTYN. 371 cf the earth; remembered, especially, dear =***, as he desh'ed me, on this his birth-daj." The day following this happy, though solitary, Sabbath, formed a contrast to its peaceful and sacred serenity — being the day of Mr. Martyn's first 'public controversy with the Mahometans. After some hesitation and demur, the Moojtuhid, or Professor of Mahometan Law, consented to a discussion upon religious topics. He was a man of great consequence in Shiraz, being the last authority in the decision of all matters connected with his profession; so that a contest with him, as \t re- spected rank, prejudice, popularity, and reputation for learning, was manifestly an unequal one. Mr. Martyn, however, fearlessly engaged in it, knowing^ in whom he had believed. The subjoined is the account he has left of this disputation — if such indeed it can be called — for the Professor, it seems, could not so far forget his official dignity, as to dispute fairly and temperately — he preferred the easier task of dogmatising magisterially. "He first ascertained from Seid Ali, (said Mr. Martyn,) that I did not want demonstration, but ad- mitted that the prophets had been sent. So being a little easy at this assurance, he invited us to dinner. About eight o'clock at night we went, and after passing along many an avenue, we entered a fine court, where was a pond, and by the side of it a plat- form, eight feet high, covered with carpets. Here 372 MEMOIR Oh sat the Moojtuhid in state, with a coiisiderabie num- ber of his learned friends; among the rest, I per- ceived the Jew. One was at Itis prayers. 1 was never more disgusted at the mockery of this kind of prayer. He went through the evolutions with great exactness, and pretended to be unmoved at the ncise and chit-chat of persons on each side of him. The Professor seated Seid Ah on his right hand, and me on his leff. Every thing around bore the appearance of opulence and ease; and the swar- thy obesity of the little personage himself, led me to suppose that he had paid more attention to cook- ing than to science. But when he began to speak, I saw reason enough for his being so much admired. The substance of his speech was flimsy enough; but he spoke with uncommon fluency and clearness, and w^ith a manner confident and imposing. He talked for a full hour about the soul, its being distinct from the body, superior to the brutes, k,^.; about God, his unity, invisibility, and other obvious and acknowledg- ed truths. After this followed another discourse. So, after clearing his way for miles around, he said.. 'that philosophers had proved, that a single being could produce but a single being. That the first thing God had created was Wisdom — a being per- fectly one with him; after that, the souls of men and the seventh heaven; and so on, till he produced mat- ter, which is merely passive.' He illustrated the theory, by com[)aring all being to a circle: at one ex- tremity of the diameter is God; at the opposite ex- REV. HENRY MARTIN. 373 iremity of the diameter is matter, than which noth- ing in the world is meaner. Rising from thence, the highest stage of matter is connected with the low- est stage of vegetation; the highest of the vegeta- ble world, with the lowest of the animal; and so on, till we approach the point from which all pro- ceeded* 'But, (said he,) you will observe, that next to God, something ought to be, which is equal to God; for since it is equally near, it possesses equal dignity. What this is, philosophers are not agreed upon. You,' said he, 'say it is Christ; but we, that it is the Spirit of the Prophets. All this is what the philosophers have proved, independently of any particular religion.' I rather imagined that it was the invention of some ancient Oriental Chris- tian, to make the doctrine of the Trinity appear more reasonable. There were a hundred things in the Professor's harangue that might have been excepted against, as mere dreams supported by no evidence, but I had no inclination to call in question dogmas, on the truth or falsehood of which, nothing in religion depended. "He was speaking, at one time, about the angels, arid asserted that man was superior to them, and that no being greater than man could be created. Here the Jew reminded me of a passage in the Bible, quoting something in Hebrew. Lwas a little surprised, and was just about to ask, where he found any thing in the Bible, to support such a doctrine? when the Moojtuhid, not thinking it worth while to 48 374 MEiMoiR or pay any attention to what the Jew said, continued his discourse. At last the Jew grew impatient, and finding an opportunity of speaking, said to me, 'Why do not you speak? — Why do not you bring forward your objections?' The Professor, at the close of some of his long speeches, said to me, 'You see how much there is to be said on these subjects: several visits will be necessary; we must come to the point by degrees?' Perceiving how much he dreaded a close discussion, I did not mean to hurry him, but let him talk on, not expecting we should have any thing about Mahometanism the first night. But at the instigation of the Jew, I said, 'Sir, you see that Al> doolghunee, is anxious that you should say something about Islam.' He was much displeased at being brought so prematurely to the weak point, but could not decline accepting so direct a challenge. 'Well,* said he to me, 'I must ask you a few questions. — Why do you believe in Christ?' I replied, 'That i& not the question. I am at liberty to say, that I do not believe in any religion; that I am a plain man, seeking the way of salvation; that it was, moreover,^ quite unnecessary to prove the truth of Christ to Mahometans, because they allowed it.' 'No such, thing,' said he. 'The Jesus w-e acknowledge is he who was a prophet, a mere servant of God, and one who bore testimony to Mahomet; not your Jesus, whom you call God,' said he, with a contemp- tuous smile. He then enumerated the persons who had spoken of the miracles of Mahomet, and told a REV. HENRY MARTYN. 37 i> long story about Salmon, the Persian, who had come to Mahomet. I asked, 'whether this Salmon had written an account of the miracles he had seen?' He confessed that he had not. 'Nor,' said I, 'have you a single witness to the miracles of Mahomet.' He then tried to shew, that though they had not, there was still sufficient evidence. 'For,' said he, ^suppose five hundred persons should say that they heard some particular thing of a hundred persons who were with Mahomet: would that be sufficient evidence, or not?' 'Whether it be or not,' said I. 'you have no such evidence as that, nor any thing- like it; but if you have, as they are something like witnesses, we must proceed to examine them, and dee whether their testimony deserves credit.' "After this, the Koran was mentioned; but as the company began to thin, and the great man had not a sufficient audience, before whom to display his el- oquence, the dispute was not so brisk. He did not, indeed, seem to think it worth while to notice my objections. He mentioned a well-known sentence from the Koran, as being inimitable. I produced another sentence, and beggei to know why it was inferior to the Koranic one. He declined saying why, under pretence that it required such a knowl- edge of rhetoric, in order to understand his proofs, as probably I did not possess. A scholar afterwards came to Seid Ali, with twenty reasons for preferring Mahomet's sentence to mine. 376 MExMOIR OF "It was midnight when dinner, or rather supper, was brought in: it was a sullen meal. The great man was silent; and I was sleepj. Seid Ali, how- ever, had not had enough. While burying his hand in the dish with the Professor, he softly mentioned some more of my objections. He was so vexed, that he scarcely answered any thing, but, after sup- per, told a very long story, all reflecting upon me. He described a grand assembly of Christians, Jews, Guebres, and Sabians, (for they generally do us the honor of stringing us with the other three,) before Iman Ruza. The Christians were of course defeat- ed and silenced. It was a remark of the Iman's, in which the Professor acquiesced, 'that it was quite useless for Mahometans and Christians to argue to- gether, as they had different languages and different histories.' To the last I said nothing; but to the former replied by relating the fable of the Lion and the Man, which amused Seid Ali so much, ^hat he laughed out before the great man, and all the way home." So universal a spirit of inquiry had been excited in the city of Shiraz, by Mr. Martyn's frequent dis- putations, as well as by the notoriety of his being en- gaged in a translation of the New Testament into Persian, that the Preceptor of all the Moollahs began greatly to "fear whereunto this would grow." On the 26th of July, therefore, an Arabic defence of Mahometanism made its appearance from his pen. A considerable time had been spent in its pre para- REV. IlENRY MARTYN. 37*/ tion,and on its seeing the light, it obtained the credit of surpassing all former treatises upon Islam. This work, as far as a judgment of it can be formed from a translation, discovered amongst Mr. Martyn's papers, is written with much temper and moderation, and with as much candor as is con- sistent with that degree of subtilty, which is indis- pensable in an apology for so glaring an imposture as Mahometanisra. The Chief Moollah begins by declaring his desire to avoid all altercation and wrangling, and ex- presses his hopes that God would guide into the right way those whom he chose. He then en- deavors, in the body of the work, to shew the superiority of the single perpetual miracle of the Koran, addressed to the understanding, above the variety of miracles Avrought by Moses and by- Christ, which were originally addressed only to the senses, and that these, from lapse of time, be- come every day less and less powerful in their influence. And he concludes with the following address to Mr. Martyn: — "Thus behold, then, O thou that art wise, and consider Avith the eye of justice, since thou hast no excuse to offer to God. Thou hast wished to see the truth of miracles. We desire you to look at the great Koran: that is an everlasting miracle." "This was finished by Ibraheem ben al Hosyn, after the evening of the second day of the week, the 23rd of the month lemadi, the second in the 378 WEMom OF year 1223 of the Hegira of the Prophet. On him who fled be a thousand salutations!" This work Mr. Martjn immediately set himself to refute, in dependence on his Savior to "give him a wisdom which his adversaries should not be able to gainsay." His answer was divided into two parts: the first was devoted principally to an attack upon Mahometanism: the second was intended to display the evidences and establish the authority of the Christian faith. It was written in Persian, and from a translation of the first part, which has been found, we perceive that Mr. Martyn, "having such hope, used great plainness of speech," whilst, at the same time, he treated his opponent with meekness ^and courtesy. After replying to the various arguments of Mirza Ibraheem, Mr. Martyn shews why men are bound to reject Mahometanism — that Mahomet was fore- told by no Prophet — that he worked no miracle — that he spread his religion by means merely human, and framed his precepts and promises to gratify men's sensuality, both here and hereafter — that he was most ambitious both for himself and his family — that his Koran is full of gross absurdities and palpable contradictions — that it contains a method of salvation wholly inefficacious, which Mr. Martyn contrasted Avith the glorious and efficacious way of salvation held out in the Gospel, through the Divine Atone- ment of Jesus Christ. He concludes by addressing Mirza Ibraheem in these words: — RET. HENRY MARTYN. 379 "I beg you to view these things with the eye of impartiahty. If the evidence be indeed convincing, mind not the contempt of the ignorant, nor even death itself — for the vain world is passing away, hke the wind of the desert. "If you do not see the evidence to be sufficient, my prayer is, that God may guide you; so that you, who have been a guide to men in the way you thought right, may now both see the truth, and call men to God, through Jesus Christ, 'who hath loved us, and washed us from our sins in his blood.' His Glory and Dominion be everlasting." Reverting to the Journal, we meet with the fol- lowing statements illustrative of the Persian charac- ter, and descriptive of the genius of Soofeism. From these, also, we discover that, notwithstanding indi- viduals were to be found in Shiraz, who professed Mahometanism without having imbibed the spirit of cruelty and extermination which belongs to it, that Mr. Martyn was nevertheless exposed there to per- sonal danger, and subjected to much contempt and many insults. — "July 29. — Mirza Ibraheem declared publicly, before all his disciples, 'that if I really con- futed his arguments, he should be bound in con- science to become a Christian. Alas! from such a declaration, I have little hope. His general good character for uprightness, and unbounded kind- ness to the poor, would be a much stronger reason with me, for believing that he may be, perhaps, a Cornelius, 380 MEMOIR OF "Aug. 2. — Much against his will, Mirza Ibraheem was obliged to go to his brother, who is Governor of some town, thirty-eight parasangs off. To the last moment he continued talking with his nephew, on the subject of his book, and begged, that in case of his detention, my reply might be sent to him. "Aug. 7. — My friends talked, as usual, much about what they call Divine Love; but I do not very well comprehend what they mean. They love not the Holy God, but the God of their own imagination — a God who will let them do as they please. "I often remind Seid Ali of one defect in his sys- tem, which is, that there is no one to stand between his sins and God. Knowing what I allude to, he says, 'Well, if the death of Christ intervene, no harm; Soofeism can admit this too.' "14. — Returned to the city in a fever, which con- tinued all the next day, until the evening. "15.- — Jani Khan, in rank corresponding to one of our Scotch Dukes, as he is the head of all the mili- tary tribes of Persia, and Chief of his own tribe, which consists of twenty thousand families, called on Jaffier Ali Khan, with a message from the King. He asked me a great number of questions, and disputed a little. 'I suppose,' said he, 'you consider us all as Infidels.'^' 'Yes,' replied I, 'the whole of you.' He was mightily pleased with my frankness, and men- tioned it when he was going away. 15 — 22. The copyist having shewn my answer to a Moodurris, called MooUah Acber, he wrote on REV. HENRY MARTYN. 381 the margin, with great acrioiony, but little sense. Seid Ali having shewn his remarks ia some compa- nies, they begged him not to shew them to me, for fear I should disgrace them ail, through the folly of one man. "23. — Ruza Cooli Mirza, the great grandson of Nadir Shah, and Aga Mahommed Hasan, called. The Prince's nephew, hearing of my attack on Ma- homet, observed, that the proper answer to it ivas — the sword; but the Prince confessed that he began to have his doubts. On his inquiring what Avere the laws of Christianity, meaning the number of times of prayer, the diiTerent washings, &c. I said, we had two commandments, *Thou shalt love the Lord thy God, with all thy heart, and all thy soul, and all thy strength; and thy neighbor as thyself.' He asked, 'what could be better?' and continued prais- ing them. "The Moollah, Aga Mahomed Hassan, himself a Moodurris, and a very sensible candid man, asked a good deal about the European philosophy, particu- larly what we did in metaphysics, for instance, 'how, or in what sense, the body of Christ ascended into heaven?' He talked of free will and fate, and rea- soned high, and at last reconciled them, according to the doctrines, of the Sooiies, by saying, 'that as all being is an emanation of the Deity, the will of ed it in a towel before them; while they looked at it and me with supreme contempt. "Thus I walked away alone to my tent., to pass the rest of the day in heat and dirt. What have I done, thought I, to merit all this scorn? Nothing, I trust, but bearing testimony to Jesus. I thought over these things in prayer, and my troubled heart found that peace which Christ hath promised to his disciples: — *Ifon my face, for thy dear name,' &c. "To complete the trials of the day, a message came from the Vizier, in the evening, to say, that it was the custom of the King not to see any English- man, unless presented by the Ambassador, or ac- ''nredited by a letter from him; and that I must wait, therefore, till the King reached Sultania, where the Ambassador would be." After this day "of rebuke and blasphemy," when that divine promise was eminently fulfilled towards Mr. Martyn, "thou shalt hide them in the secret of thy presence, from the pride of man, thou shalt keep them secretly in a pavilion from the strife of tongues," when having heard the "slander of many," and being made a "reproach amongst all his eue- f)6 438 ' BIEMOIR OF mies,'- he could nevertheless exclaim with the Psahnist, "O how great is thy goodness which thou hast laid up for them that fear thee, which thou hast wrought for them that trust in thee before the sons of men" — being joined by his companion from Tehran, he turned his back upon the King's camp, and prosecuted his journey towards Tebriz. "June 13. — Disappointed of my object," he writes, "in coming to the camp, I lost no time in leaving it, but proceeded, in company with Mr. C. who had just joined me from Tehran, towards Casbin, intend- ing to wait there the result of an application to the Ambassador. Started at eleven, and travelled till eleven next morning, having gone ten parasangs, or forty miles, to Quishlag. The country all along was well watered and cultivated. The mules being too much tired to proceed, we passed the day at the village; indeed, we all w^anted rest. As I sat down in the dust, on a shady side of a walled village we passed, and surveyed the plains over which our road lay, I sighed at the thought of my dear friends if India and England; what vast regions I must traverse before I can get to either, and what various and un- expected hindrances present themselves to my going forward! I comfort myself with the hope that my God has something for me to do, by thus delaying my exit. "16. — Continued at the village, in consequence of an illness with which Mr. C. was attacked; but at REV. HENRY MARTYN. 439 night we moved forward, and after travelling seven jDarasangs, in the same fine plain, reached Casbin. "17. — In the caravansara there, thej were collect- ing straw, &LC. for the King, whom they expected in ten days. On this plea, they refused to allow us to unload there. "18. — Endeavored to get a muleteer to go to the Ambassador, but could agree with none, so I deter- mined to stay at Casbin. I had at first intended to go on to Sultania, there to wait for the King. "20. — Left this place, not a little disgusted at the reception we had met with there. One parasang off, we stopped at a village to get something for breakfast. One of the people there asked a good many questions about our religion. It \vas such an unusual thing, travelling coolly, in the middle of the day, in the East, that it produced a new train of ideas: indeed, I thought of nothing but of my dear friends in England, and the days when, in Aveather like this, I walked with them, 'taking sweet coun- sel.' While passing over the plain, mostly on foot, I had them all in my mind, and bore them upon my heart in prayer. The North wind, from the Caspi- auj I suppose, blowing through some clouds that rested on the mountains on our right, made the air excessively cold. Arrived, between twelve and one o'clock, at Scah Dulir, where a villager gave us his house; though the room we were in was so constructed as scarcely 440 ^ MEMOIR OF to admit the lighi, we had need of all our skins to keep us warm. ''21. — On account of the coldness of the weath- er, we did not think it necessary to start till seven o'clock, after breakfast. Arrived at the village of Aber at four in the afternoon, having taken the shortest route. Till we reached the hio;h and fre- quented road, all was barrenness; but from thence, a good deal of cultivation, as also all the way from Casbin, near which city the vineyards were all open to the road: there was not so much as a fence. "22. — Left Sangla, at a quarter past five in the morning, and at a quarter past ten reached Sultania. The weather was perfectly cool and agreeable, and lall round were the pastures of the wilderness. We met with the usual insulting treatment at the caravansara, where the King's servants had got pos- session of a good room, built for the reception of better sort of guests — they seemed to delight in the opportunity of humbling an European. Sultania is still but a village; yet the Zengan Prince quarter- ed himself, and all his attendants, with their horses, on this poor little village. All along the road where the King is expected, the people are patiently waiting, as for some dreadful disaster. Plague, pestilence, famine, are nothing to the misery of being subject to the violence and extortion of this rabble soldiery. One of our servants, who had himself been formerly a soldier in the King's camp, said, that the troops were raised from the wander- REV. HENRY MARTYN. 441 ing tribes and the cities. — Those from the tribes were paid by the King, the others bj the cities. Sons of the Chiefs of tlie tribes, and, indeed, of all in important governments, are detained at Court as hostages. "24. — Left Sultania, at half-past three. Saw some water tortoises on the edge of the little stream that watered the vale. Continued our course to Zengan, distant from Sultania six parasangs, a walled city. Here we found, in the caravansara, large bales of cotton, brought by merchants from Tehran, intended for Turkey. There were also two Tar- tar merchants, natives of Astrachan, who had brought iron and tea for sale. They wished to know whether we wanted tea of Csthay. I was curious to know something about the countries they had visited; but they spoke nothing but Turkish, without which language, a person may travel to very little purpose in these parts: Persian is quite a for- eign language. "25. — After a restless night, rose so ill with a fever that I could not go on. My companion Mr. C. was nearly in the same state. We touched nothing ail the day. "26. — After such another night, I had determined to go on, but Mr. C. declared himself unable to stir; so here we dragged through another miserable day. What added to our distress was, that we were in danger, if detained here another day or two, of be- ing absolutely in want of the necessaries of life, 442 i^IEMOlR OF before reaching Tebrlz. We made repeated appli- cations to the monied people, but none would advance a piastre. Where are the people who flew forth to meet General Malcolm Avitli their purses and their lives? Another generation has risen up, who know not Joseph. Providentially, a poor muleteer arriving from Tebriz, becoming security for us, obtained five tomans for us. This was a Heaven-send; and we lay down quietly, free from apprehensions of being obliged to go a fatiguing journey of eight or ten hours, without a house or village in the way, in our present weak and reduced state. We had now eaten nothing for two days. My mind was much disordered from head-ache and giddiness, from which I was seldom free; but my heart, I trust, was with Christ, and his saints. To live much longer in this world of sickness and pain, seemed no way desirable; the most favorite pros- pects of my heart seemed very poor and childish, and cheerfully would I have exchanged them for the unfading inheritance. "27. — My Armenian servant was attacked in tho same way. The rest did not get me the things that I wanted, so that I passed the third day in the same exhausted state; my head, too, tortured. with shocking pains, such as, together with the horror I felt at being exposed to the sun, shewed rne plainly to what to ascribe my sickness. Towards evening, two more of our servants were attacked in the same way, and lay groaning from pains in the head* REV. HENRY MARTYN. 443 "28. — All were much recovered, but in tiie-afler- noon I again relapsed. During a high fever, Mr. * # * read to me, in bed, the Epistle to the Ephe- sians, and I never felt the consolations of that divine revelation of mysteries more sensibly and solemnly. Rain in the night prevented our setting off. "29. — My ague and fever returned, with such a head-ache, that I was almost frantic* Again and again I said to myself, let patience have its perfect work, and kept pleading the promises, 'When thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee,' &€.; and the Lord did not withhold his presence. I endeavored to repel all the disordered thoughts that the fever occasioned, and to keep in mind that all w as friendly: a friendly Lord presiding, and nothing (exercising me but what would shew itself at last friendly. A vio- lent perspiration at last relieved the acute pain in my head, and my heart rejoiced; but as soon as that was over, the exhaustion it occasioned, added to the fatigue from the pain, left me in as low a state of depression as ever I was in. I seemed about to sink into a long fainting fit, and I almost wished it; but at this moment, a little after midnight, I was sum- moned to mount my horse, and I set out, rather dead than alive. We moved on six parasangs. We had a thunder-storm, with hail. "July 1. — A long and tiresome march to Sare- bund; for seven parasangs there was no village^ They had nothing to sell, but buttermilk and bread; but a servant of Abbas Mirza happening to be at the 444 kEMOIR OF same caravansara, sent us some flesh of a mountain^ cow, which he had shot the day before. All day I had scarcely the right recollection of myself, from the violence of the ague. We have now reached the end of the level ground, which we have had all the way from Tehran, and are approaching the boundaries of Parthia and Media; a most natural boundary it is, as the two ridges of mountains we have had on the left and right, come round and form a barrier. "2. — At two in the morning we set out. I hardly know when I have been so disordered. I had little or no recollection of things, and what I did remem- ber, at times, of happy scenes in India or England, served only to embitter my present situation. Soon after moving into the air, I was seized with a violent ague, and in this state I went on till sunrise. At three parasangs and a half, we found a fine caravan- sara, very little used apparently, as the grass was growing in the court. There was nothing all round but the barren rocks, which generally roughen the country before the mountain rears its height. Such an edifice, in such a situation, was cheering. Soon after, we came to a river, over which was a high bridge: I sat down in the shade under it, with two camel drivers. The cafila, as it happened, forded the river, and passed on, Avithout my perceiving it. Ml'. * * =^ seeing no signs of me, returned, and after some time looking about, espied my horse grazing; he concluded, inmiediately, that the horse had flung REV. HENRY MARTYX. 445 ine from the bridge into the river, and was almost about to give me up for lost. My speedy appear- ance from under the bridge, reheved his terror and anxiety. The pass was a mere nothing to those at Bushire; in fact, it was no part of the mountain we chmbed, but a few hills. At a natural opening in the mountains, on the other side, was a river, most of its bed dry, and over it a bridge of many arches, which led us to an unwalled village, surrounded by corn fields, which we reached at ten o'clock. Half the people still continue il!; for myself, I am, through God's infinite mercy, recovering. "3. — Started at three, full three hours after we ought, and, as was to be expected, we all got ill again, from beicg exposed to the sun six hours; for we did not get to our ground, Turcoman, till eleven o'clock. It was a poor village, among the hills, over which our whole way lay, from Mianu. Ascending one, and descending another, was the whole of the variety, so that I do not know when we have had a more tiresome day. "4. — I so far prevailed, as to gat the cafila in mo- tion at midnight. Lost our way in the night, but arriving at a village, were set right again. At eight, came to Kilk caravansara, but not stopping there, went on to a village where we arrived at half-past nine. The baggage not coming up till long after, we got no breakfast till one o'clock. In conse- quence of all these things — want of sleep, want of refreshment, and exposure to the sun, I was presently 57 '14f> MEMOm OF in a high fever, which raged so furiously all the (lay, that I was nearly delirious, and it was a long (ime before I could get the right recollection of my- self, I almost despaired, and do now^, of getting alive through this unfortunate journey. Last night I felt remarkably well, calm, and composed, and sat reflecting on my heavenly rest, with more sweet- ness of soul, abstraction from the world, and solemn views of God, than I have had a long time. O! for such sacred hours! This short and painful life would scarcely be felt, could I but live thus at Heaven's gate. It being impossible to continue my journey m my present state, one of the servants also being so ill that he could not move with safety, we determin- ed to halt at the village one day, and sent on a mes- senger to Sir Gore, at Tebriz, informing him of our approach. "5.— Sleeping all day, and at sunset prepared to proceed all the way to Tebriz, or at least to Seid Abad; but we did not set out till one in the morning. I was again dreadfully disordered with head-ache and fever. We got into a wretched hovel, where the rafrinof fever almost deprived me of reason. In 'to'"^ pri' the cool of the evening, we set out to go to Seid Abad, distant about three parasangs. When the cafila arrived near Seid Abad, it was a dark night, about eleven o'clock, and not one of the party knew where it was, nor could we discover it by the bark- ing of the dogs, the usual sign. Once we heard the bark, and made sure of having attained our object: RET. HENRY MARTYN. 447 but it was only shepherds keeping watch over their flocks by night. These boors shewed us what road to take, which we soon found ended in nothing; so returning, we tried to induce one of them to serve as a guide, with the promise of any sum of money he required — but all in vain. The only thing that remained to be done, was to lie down on the spot, and wait patiently for the day; which I did, and caught such a cold as, with all our other exposures, consummated my disorders. As soon as it was day, we found our v/ay to the village, where Dr. * '* ^ was waiting for us. Not being able to stay for us, he went on to Tebriz, and we as far as Wasmuch, where he promised to prepare for us a fine upper room furnished; but when we arrived, they denied that there was any such place; at last, after an hour's threatening, w^e got admittance to it. An Iiour before break of day I left it, in hopes of reach- ing Tebriz before sunrise. Some of the people seemed to feel compassion for me, and asked me if I was not very ill. At last I reached the gate, and feebly asked for a man to shew me the way to the Ambassador's. By a fever of nearly two months continuance, which, during a greater portion of that period, raged with unremitted severity, Mr. Martyn was defeated in his intention of presenting in person his translation of the New Testament to the King of Persia, and to the Prince his son. His disappointment, however, on this occasion, was greatly diminished by the kind- 448 MEMOIR OF ness of Sir Gore Ouselej, who, together with his Lady, was tenderly and assiduously attentive to Mr. Martyn, throughout the whole of his illness, and who, in order that nothing night be wanting conducive to the favorable acceptance of the New Testament Avith the King, promised himself to present it at Court.* The idea of returning to England, which first oc- curred to Mr. Martyn at Cawnpore, was, as we have seen, instantly abandoned by him, on its appearing to be the Divine will that he should visit Persia. — After accomplishmg his great object in that country, the general state of his health seeming to him to render the measure requisite, he reverted to his original intention, in the prosecution of which, he was confirmed by his long illness at Tebriz, for it had been induced by exposure to a heated atmos- phere. Happy would it have been, as to human eyes it appears, had he been less precipitate in putting this design in execution; but, on the tenth day after his recovery, he commenced his journey. What he felt when deprived of health, — what were his sen- sations when in a considerable degree restored to it, may be seen in extracts from two letters, the one addressed to Mr. Simeon, from the bed of suffering; * Sir Gore Ouseley, according to his promise, laid the New Testament before the King, who publicly expressed his apjirobation of the work. He also carried the MS. to St. Petersburgh, where, under his superintendance, it was printed and put into circulation. REV. HENRY MARTYN. 449 the other sent to a frlerrd exceedingly beloved by him in Cornwall. "1 would not pain your heart," he said, in the first, "but we who are in Jesus, have the privilege of viewing hfe and death as nearly the same, since both are ours; and I thank a gracious Lord, that sickness never came at a time when I was m.ore free from apparent reasons for living. Nothing seeming- ly remains for me to do, but to follow the rest of my family to the tornb." — "It has pleased God," he wrote in the second, "to restore me to life and health a^ain: not that I have recovered my former strength yet, but consider myself sufficiently restor- ed to prosecute my journey. My daily prayer is, that my late chastisement may have its intended effect, and make me, all the rest of my days, more humble and less self-coniident. Self-confidence has often let me down fearful lengths, and would, with- out God's gracious interference, prove my endless perdition. I seem to be made to feel this evil of my heart, more than any other, at this time. In prayer, or when I write or converse on the subject, Christ appears to me my life and strength; but, at other times, I am thoughUess and bold, as if I had all life and strength in myself. Such neglects,. on our part, are a diminution of our joys; but the Cov- enant! the Covenant stands fast with Him for his people evermore. I mentioned my conversing some- times on divine subjects. In these I am sometmies led on by the Soofi Persians, and tell them ail I 450 '3IEM0IR OF know of the very recesses of the Sanctuary. But to give an account of all my discussions with these mystic philosophers, must be reserved to the time of our meeting. Do I dream, that I venture to think and write of such an event as that? Is it possible that we shall ever meet again below? Though it is possible, I dare not indulge such a pleasing hope. "In three days I intend setting my horse's head towards Constantinople, distant about one thousand three hundred miles. Nothing, I think, will occa- sion any further detention here, if I can procure servants who know both Persian and Turkish. Ig- norant as I am of Turkish, should I be taken ill on the road, my case would be pitiable indeed. The Ambassador and his suite are still here; his and Lady Ouseley's attentions to me, during my illness, have been unremitted. The Prince Abbas Mirza, the wisest of the King's sons, and heir to the Throne, was here some time after my arrival. I much wished to present a copy of the Persian New Testament to him, but I could not rise from my bed. The book, however, will be given to him by the Ambassador. Public curiosity about the Gospel, now for the first time, in the memory of the modern Persians, introduced into the country, is a good deal excited here and at Shiraz, and at other places; so, that upon the whole, I am thankful at having been led hither and detained, though my residence in this country has been attended with many unpleasant circumstances. The way of the Kings of the East REV. HENRY MARTYN. 451 is preparing: tlius much may be said with safety, but Httle more. The Persians also will probably take the lead in the march to Sion." With such feeble hopes of reaching England, Mr. Martyn set his face towards it. His journey was the most painful, and at the same time most joyful one he ever undertook. The miseries he endured in it were intense — but it ended in his entrance into Heaven. "Sept. 2. — All things being ready," he says, "I set out on my long journey of one thousand three hundred miles, carrying letters from Sir Gore Ouse- ley, for the Governors of Erivan, Cars, and Erzerum, and the Ambassador at Constantinople. My party consisted of two Armenian servants, Antoine, the groom, and Serglus, who was to accompany me all the way to Constantinople, as professing to speak Persian and Turkish, and so qualified to act as my interpreter; but his knowledge of the former I soon found to be rather scanty. These were mounted, and two other horses carried my luggage; my Mihmander had also Chappar* horses, and I rode my own; there was also a man on foot, to bring back the cattle. As we passed through the bazars of Tebriz, I saw quantities of the finest fruit displayed on every stand. At sunset, we left the w^estern gate of Tebriz behind us. The horses • Mr. INlartyn, through the friendly interference of the Ambassadoi*, travelled with what are termed Chappar horses; for an account of which see Bxtrder^s Oriental Customs, p. 260. 452 MEMOIR OF proved to be sorry animals; one sunk so oiteu under his load, that we were six hours going what tlie Mihmander called two parasangs, but wdiich was undoubtedly three or four. It was midnight before we arrived at Sangla, a village in the middle of the plain of Tebriz. There they procured me a place in the Zabit's house. I slept till after sun- rise of the 3rd, and did not choose to proceed at such an hour, so I passed most of the day in my room. At three in the afternoon proceeded to- w^ards Sofian. My health again restored, through infinite and unbounded mercy, allowed me to look round the creation with calm deh'ght. The plain of Tebriz, towards the west and south-west, stretch- es away to an immense distance, and is bounded in these directions by mountains so remote, as appear, from their soft blue, to blend with the skies. The baggage having been sent on before, I ambled on with my Mihmander, looking all around me, and es- pecially towards the distant hills, with gratitude and joy. Oh! it is necessary to have been confined to a bed of sickness, to know the delight of moving freely through the works of God, w^ith the senses left at liberty to enjoy their proper objects. My atten- dant not being very conversant with Persian, we rode silently along; for my part I could not have enjoyed any companion so much as I did my own feelings. At sunset we reached Sofian, a village with gardens, at the north-west end of the plain, usu- ally the first stage from Tebriz. The Zabit was in 'BiEV. HENRY MARTYN. 453 his corn-field, under a little tent, inspecting his labor- ers, who were cutting the straw fine, so as to be eaten by cattle: this was done by drawing over it a cylinder, armed with blades of a triangular form, placed in different planes, so that their vertices should coincide in the cylinder. "The Zabit paid me no attention, but sent a man to shew me a place to sleep in, with only three walls. I demanded another, with four, and was accordingly conducted to a weaver's, where, notv>^ithstanding the musquitoes and other vermin, I passed the night com- fortably enough. On my offering money, the Mih- mander interfered, and said, if it were known that I had given money he should be ruined, and added, 'they indeed dare not take it:' but this I did not fmd to be the case. "4. — At sunrise, mounted my horse, and proceed- ed north-v^est, through a pass in the mountains, to- wards Murun. By the way, I sat down by a brook, and there ate my bread and raisins, and drank of the crystal stream; but either the coldness of this un- usual breakfast, or the riding after it, did not at all agree with me. The heat oppressed me much, and the road seemed intolerably tedious; at last we got out from among the mountains, and saw the village of Murun, in a fine valley on the right. It w as about eleven o'clock when we reached it. As the Mih- mander could not immediately find a place to put me in, we had a complete view of this village. They stared at my European dress, but no disrespect was 58 454 MEMOIR OF shewn. I was deposited, at last with Khan^ who was seated in a place with three walls. Not at all disposed to pass the day in company, as well as exposed, I claimed another room; on which I was shewn to the stable, where there was a little place partitioned oif, but so as to admit a view of the horses. The smell of the stable, though not in gen- eral disagreeable to me, was so strong, that I was quite unwell, and strangely dispirited and melancholy. Immediately after dinner, I fell fast asleep, and slept four hours, when I rose, and ordered them to prepare for the next journey. The horses being changed here, it was some time before they were brought, but by exerting myself, we moved off by midnight. It was a most mild and delightful night, and tiie pure air, after the smell of the stable, was reviving. For once, also, I travelled all the way without being sleepy, and beguiled the hours of the night by thinking of the 14th Psalm, especially the connexion of the last three verses with the preceding. "5. — In five hours we were just on the hills that face the pass out of the valley of Murun, and in four hours and a half more emerged from between the two ridges of mountains, into the valley of Gurjur. Gurjur is eight parasangs from Murun, and our course to it was nearly due north. This long march was far from being a fatiguing one. The air, the road, and my spirits were good. Here I was well accommodated, but had to mourn over my impatient REV. HENRY MARTYN. 455 temper towards my servants — there is nothing that disturbs my peace so much. How much more noble and godlike, to bear with calmness, and observe with pit}', rather than anger, the failings and offen- ces of others. O that I may, through grace, be enabled to recollect myself at the time of tempt- ation! O that the Spirit of God may check my folly, and bring the lowly Savior to my view at such times! "6. — Soon after twelve we started with fresh horses, and came to the Arar, or Araxes, distant two parasangs, and about as broad as the Isis, with a current as strong as that of the Ganges. The ferry-boat being on the other side, I lay down to sleep till it came, but observing my servants do the same, I was obliged to get up and exert myself. It dawned, however, before we got over. The boat was a huge fabric in the form of a rhombus. The ferry-man had only a stick to push with; an oar, I dare say, he had never seen or heard of, and many of my train had also, probably, never floated before; so alien is a Persian from every thing that belongs to shipping. We landed safely on the other side in about two minutes. We were four hours in reach- ing Nackshan, and for half an hour more I was led from street to street, till at last I was lodged in a wash-house belonging to a great man, a corner of which was cleaned out for me. It was near noon, and my baggage had not arrived, so that I was oblig- ed to go without my breakfast, which was hard, after a ride for four hours in the sun. The baggage 456 ^MEMOIR Ot was delayed so long, that I began to fear; however, it arrived. All the afternoon I slept, and at sunset rose, and continued wakeful till midnight, when I roused my people, and with fresh horses set out again. We travelled till sunrise. I scarcely per- ceived we had been moving, a Hebrew word in the 16th Psalm, having led me gradually to speculations on the eighth conjugation of the Arabic verb. I am glad my philological curiosity is revived, as my mind will be less liable to idleness, "7. — Arrived at Khoock, a poor village, dis- tant five and a half parasangs from Nackshan, nearly west. I should have mentioned, that on descending into the plain of Nackshan, my atten- tion was seized by the appearance of a hoary moun- tain, in front, at the other end, rising so high above the rest, that they sunk into nothing. It was truly sublime, and the interest it excited was not less, when, on inquiring its name, I was told it was Agri, or Ararat. Thus I saw two remarkable objects in one day — the Araxes and Ararat. At four in the afternoon we set out for Shurror. The evening was pleasant; the ground over which we passed was all full of rich cultivation and verdure, Avatered by many a stream, and containing forty villages, most of them with the usual appendage of gardens. To add to the scene, the great Ararat was on our left. On the peak of that hill the whole church was con- tained: it has now spread far and wide, to the ends of the earth, but the ancient vicinity of it knows it RET. HENRY MARTYN. 457 no more. I fancied many a spot where Noah per- haps offered his sacrifices; and the promise of God, 'that seed time and harvest should not cease,' ap- peared, to me, more anxiously fulfilled in the agree- able plain where it was spoken, than elsewhere, as I had not seen such fertility in any part of the Shah's dominions. Here the blessed Saint landed in a new world: so may I safe in Christ outride the storms of life, and land at last on one of the everlasting hills! "Night coming on, we lost our w^ay, and got in- tercepted by some deep ravines, in one of which the horse that carried my trunk sunk so deep, that the water got into one of them, wetted the linen, and spoiled some books. Finding it in vah to attempt gaining our munzil, we w^ent to another village, where, after a long delay, tAVo aged men, with silver beards, opened their house to us. Though near midnight, I had a fire lighted to dry my books, took some coffee, and sunk into a deep sleep, frora which waking at the earliest dawn of the "8. — I roused the people, and had a delightful ride of one parasang to Shurror, distant four para- sangs from Khoock. Here I was accommodated by the great man, with a stable, or winter room; for they build it in such a strange vicinity, in order to have it warm in winter. At present, while the weather is still hot, the smell is overpowering at times. At eleven at night moved off, with fresh horses, for Diiwala, and though w^e had guides in 458 BfEvioiR OP abundance, we were not able to extricate ourselves from the ravines with which this village is surround- ed. Procuring another man from a village we ha(>- pened to wander to, we at last made our way, through grass and mire, to the pass, which led us to a country as dry, as the one we had left was wet. — Ararat was now quite near: at the foot of it is Duwala, six parasangs from Nackshan, where we arrived at seven in the morning of the '•9. — As I had been thinking all night of a He- brew letter, I perceived little of the tediousness of the way. 1 tried also some difficulties in the I6th Psalm, without being able to master them. All day at the 15th and 16th Psalms and gained some light into the difficulties. The villagers not bringing the horses in time, we were not able to go on at night, but I was not much concerned, as I thereby gained some rest. "10. — All day at the village, writing down notes on the 15th and 16th Psalms. Moved at midnight, and arrived early in the morning at Erivan. **11. — I alighted at Hosyn Khan, the Governor's Palace, as it may be called, for he seems to live in a style equal to that of a Prince. Indeed, command- ing a fortress on the frontier, within six hours of the Russians, he is entrusted with a considerable force, and is nearly independent of the Shah. After sleeping two hours, I was summoned to his presence. He at first took no notice of me, but continued reading his Koran, it being the Mohurum. — After a RET. HExXRV MARTYIf. 439 compliment or two, he resumed his devotions. The next ceremony, was to exchange a rich shawl dress for a still richer pelisse, on pretence of its being cold. The next display, was to call a physician, who, after respectfully feeling his pulse, stood on one side: this was to shew that he had a domestic phy- sician. His servants were most richly clad. My letter from the Ambassador, which till now had lain neglected on the ground, was opened and read by a Moonshee. He heard with great interest what Sir Gore had written about the translation of the Gospel. After this he was very kind and attentive, and sent for Lieut. M. of the Engineers, who was stationed, w^ith two Serjeants, at this fort. In the afternoon, the Governor sent for me again, in private. A fountain, in a basin of white marble, was playing before him, and in the water, grapes and melons were cooling; two time-pieces were before him, to shew how near the time of lawful repast was; below the window, at a great depth, ran a broad and rapid stream, over rocks and stones, un- der a bridge of two arches, producing an agreeable murmur; on the other side of the river were gar- dens, and a rich plain; and directly in front, Ararat. He was now entirely free from ceremony, but too much fatigued to converse. I tried to begin a religious discussion, by observing, Hhat he was in one Paradise now, and was in quest of another hereafter,' but this remark produced no effect. He ordered for me, a Mihmander, a guard, and four 460 ^MEMOIR OF horses, with which a Turk had just come from Cars. Lieut. M. dined and passed the rest of the evening with us. ^'12. — The horses not being ready for me accord- ing to my order, I rode alone, and found my way to Ech-Miazin, (or, Three Churches.) two and a half parasangs distant. Directing my course to the largest Church, I found it enclosed with some other buildings and a Vv^all. Within the entrance, I found a large court, with naonks, cowled and gowned, moving about it. On seeing my Armenian letters, they brought me to the Patriarch's lodge, w^here I found two Bishops, one of whom was Nestus, at breakfast on pilaws, kubabs, wine, arrack, «fec. and Serafino with them. As he spoke English, French, and Italian, I had no difficultv in coramunicatins: with my hosts. After breakfast, Serafino shewed me the room appointed for me, and sat down and told me his story. His proper name, in x\rmenian, is Serope; he was born at Erzerum, of Armenian Catholic parents. His father dying when he was young, his mother entrusted him to the care of the Missionaries, to be carried to Rome to be educated. There he studied eight years, and became perfectly Europeanised. At eighteen or twenty he left Rome, and repaired to Mount Libanus, where he wa9 ordained, and where also his eyes were opened to the falsehood of the Pope's pretensions. After this, he served the Armenian Church at Erzerum, and then at Car?., after which he went to Bagdad. REY. HENRY MARTYN. 46) ReceiYing at this time an inYitation from the Patri- arch at Ech-Miazin, to join their body, he consented, on condition that he should not be considered a common monk; and accordingly he is regarded with that deference which his superior talent and inform- ation demand. He is exerting himself to extend his influence in the Monastery, for the purpose of exe- cuting some plans he has formed for the improve- ment of the Armenians. The Monastery, and con- sequently the whole of the Armenians, are under the direction of Nestus, one of the Bishops, for the Patriarch Ephraim is a mere cypher, and most of his time is in bed. About three years ago, Nestus succeeded in forming a Synod for the management of the business of the Church, consisting of eight Bishops, in which, of course, he is all powerful. The Patriarch is elected by twelve Bishops. One member alone of the Synod is si man of any ability, and he sometimes ventures to differ from Nestus. The object which Serope has at heart, is a College, to teach the Armenian youth logic, rhetoric, and the other sciences. The expediency of this is acknowl- edged, but they cannot agree about the place where the College should be. Serope, considering the danger to which the Cathedral seat is exposed, from its situation between Russia, Persia, and Turkey, is for building it at Teflis. Nestus, on the contrary, conceiving that Ech-Miazin is the spot appointed by Heaven, according to a vision of Gregory, for the Cathedral seat, and so sanctified, is for having it rj9 462 MEMOIR OF here. The errors and superstitions of his people^ were the subject of Serope's conversation the whole morning, and seemed to be the occasion of real grief to him. He intended, he said, after a few more months trial of what he could do here, to retire to India, and then write and print some works in Ar- menian, tending to enlighten the people with regard to religion, in order to introduce a reform. I said all I could think of to encourage him in such a bless- ed work, promising him every aid from the English, and proving to him, from the example of Luther and the European reformers, that, however ardu- ous the work might seem, God would surely be with him to help him on. I mentioned the awful neglect of the Armenian Clergy, in never preaching, as thereby the glad tidings of a Savior were never proclaimed. He made no reply to this, but 'that it was to be lamented, as the people were never called away from vice.' When the bell rang for vespers, we went together to the great Church. The Ec- clesiastics, consisting of ten Bishops, and other monks, with the choristers, were drawn up in a semi-circle fronting the altar, for a view of which the Church door was left open. Serope fell into his place, and went through a few of the ceremonies; he then took me into the Church, never ceasing to remark upon the ignorance and superstition of his people. Some of his Catholic prejudices against Luther seemed to remain. The monks dined all together in the hall at eleven; at night each sups in his own room. Se- REV. HENRY MARTYN. 463 rope, Nestus, and two or three others, form a party of themselves, and seldom dine in the hall, where coarseness, both of meals and men, too much pre- vails. "13. — I asked Serope about the 16th Psalm in the Armenian version; he translated it into correct Latin. In the afternoon I waited on the Patriarch: it was a visit of great ceremonv- He was reclining on a sort of throne, placed in the middle of the room. All stood but the two senior Bishops; a chair was set for me on the other side, close to the Patriarch; at my right hand stood Serope, to inter- pret. The Patriarch wore a dignified, rather than a venerable appearance. His conversation consist- ed in protestations of sincere attachment, in expres- sions of his hopes of deliverance from the Mahome- tan yoke, and inquiries about my translation of the Scriptures; and he begged me to consider myself as at home in the Monastery. Indeed, their attention and kindness are unbounded: Nestus and vSerope an- ticipate my every wish. I told the Patriarch, that I was so happy in being here, that, did duty permit, I could be almost willing to become a monk with them. He smiled, and fearing perhaps that I w^as in earnest, said, that they had quite enough. Their number is a hundred, I think. The Church was immensely rich, till about ten years ago, when, by quarrels between two contending Patriarchs, one of whom is still in the Monastery in disgrace, most of the money was expended by referring their dis- 464 MEMOIR OF putes to the Mahometans as arbitrators. There is no dilliculty, however, in replenishing their coffers: their merchants in India are entirely at their com- mand. "15. — Spent the day in preparing, with Serope, for the mode of travelling in Turkey. All my heavy and expensive preparations at Tebriz prove to be incumbrances, which must be left behind; so my trunks were exchanged for bags; my portable table and chair, several books, large supplies of sugar, Sic, were condemned to be left behind. My humble equipments were considered as too mean for an English gentleman, so Serope gave me an Eng- lish bridle and saddle. The roads in Turkey being much more infested by robbers than Persia, a sword was brought for me. My Armenian servant, Ser- gius, was to be armed with a gun and sword, but it was determined that he was unfit for the journey; so a brave and trusty man of the Monastery, named MeJGora, was appointed in his stead, and he had arms of his own — he speaks nothing but Turkish. "16. — I conversed again with Serope on his pro- jected reformation. As he was invited to Ech- Miazin for the purpose of educating the Armenian youtli for the ministry, he has a riijht to dictate in all that concerns that matter. His objection to Ech-Miazin is, that from midnight to sunrise all the members of the Monastery must attend prayers; this requires all to be in bed immediately after sun- set. The monks are chiefly from the neighbor- REV. HENRY MARTYN. 465 hood of Erivan, and were originally singing boys: into such hands is this rich and powerful founda- tion fallen. They have no vows upon them but those of celibacy." The hospitable and benevolent conduct of the interesting* Society at Ech-Miazin, made a deep impression upon the feeling mind of their guest: — received by them as a brother, he left them with sentiments of fraternal regard, and no doubt his heart swelled with grateful recollections of peculiar strength, when the kindness he had experienced in the bosom of an Armenian Monastery, was brought into contrast with that Mahometan inhospitality and cruelty, to which in a short time he was subjected. — "At six in the morning of the 17th of September, (Mr. Martyn writes,) accompanied by Serope, one Bishop, the Secretary, and several servants of the Monastery, I left Ech-Miazin. My party now con- sisted of two men from the Governor of Erivan, a Mihmander, and a guard; my servant Sergius, for whom the monks interceded, as he had some busi- ness at Constantinople; one trusty servant from the Monastery, Melcom, who carried my money; and two baggage horses, with their owners. The monks soon returned, and we pursued our way in the plain of Ararat. At twelve o'clock, reached Quila-Gazki, about six parasangs from Ech-Miazin. * For the interest the Armenians excite, (in a Missionary point of view,) see Dr. Buchanan's Christian Researches. 466 MEMOIR OF The Mihmander rode on, and got a good place ready for me. "18. — Rose with the dawn, in hopes of going this stage before breakfast, but the horses were not ready. I set off at eight, fearing no sun, though I found it at times very oppressive when there was no w^ind. At the end of three hours, we left the plain of Ararat, the last of the plains of modern Persia in this quarter. Meeting here with the Araxes again, I undressed and plunged into the stream; while hastening forward, w^ith the trusty Melcom, to rejoin my party, we were overtaken by a spearman, with a lance of formidable length. I did not think it likely that one man would venture to attack two, both armed; but the spot w^as a noted one for robbers, and very well calculated, by its solitariness, for deeds of privacy: however, he was friendly enough. He had, however, nearly done me a mischief On the bank of the river we sprung a covey of partridges: instantly he laid his long lance under him, across the horse's back, and fired a horse pistol at them. His horse starting at the report, came upon mine, with the point of the spear directly towards me, so that I thought a wound for myself or horse was inevitable; but the spear passed under my horse. We were to have gone to Hagi-Buhiren, but finding the head man of it at a village a few furlongs nearer, we stopped there. We found him in a shed outside the walls, reading his Koran, with his sword, gun, and pistol REV. HENRY MARTYN. 467 at his side. He was a good-natured farmer-like looking man, and spoke in Persian. He chanted the Arabic Avith great readiness, and asked me, whether I knew what that book was? 'Nothing less than the great Koran.' "19. — Left the village at seven in the morning, and as the stage was reputed very dangerous, owing to the vicinity of the famous Cara Beg, my Mihman- der took three armed men from the village in addi- tion to the one we brought from Erivan. We contin- ued going along through the pass two or three par- asangs, and crossed the Araxes three times. We then ascended the mountains on the north, by a road, if not so steep, jet as long and difficult as any of the cotuls of Bushire. On the top, we found table land, along which we moved many a tedious mile, expect- ing every minute that we should have a view of a fine campaign country below; but dale followed dale, apparently in endless succession, and though at such a height, there was very little air to relieve the heat, and nothing to be seen but barren rocks. One part, however, must be excepted, where the prospect opened to the north, and we had a view of the Rus- sian territory; so that at once we saw Persia, Russia, and Turkey. At length we came to an Armenian village, situated in a hollow of these mountains, on a declivity. The village presented a singular appear- ance, being filled with conical piles of peat, for they have no fire wood. Around, there was a great deal of cultivation, chiefly corn. Most of the low land 468 MEMOIR OF from Tebriz to this place is planted with cotton, palma Christu^ and rice. This is the first village in Turkey; not a Persian cap was to be seen; the re- spectable people wore a red Turkish cap. The great man of the village paid me a visit; he was a young Mussulman, and took care of all my Mussul- men attendants, but he left me and mv Armenians where he found us, at the house of an Armenian, without offering his services. 1 was rather uncom- fortably lodged, my room being a thoroughfare for horses, cows, buffaloes, and sheep. Almost all the villao:e came to look at me. The name of this village is Fiwick, and is distant six parasangs from the last; but we were eight hours accomplishing it, and a ca- fila would be twelve. We arrived at three o'clock — horses and men much fatigued. "20.^7-From day-break to sunrise walked, then breakfasted, and set out. Our course lay north,. over a mountain, and here danger was apprehended; it was, indeed, dismally solitary all around. The appearance of an old castle on the top of a crag, was the first occasion on which our guard got their pieces ready, and one rode forward to reconnoitre: but all there was as silent as the grave. At last, after travelling five hours, we saw some men: our guard again took their places in front. Our fears were soon removed, by seeing carts and oxen. Not so the opposite ^arty; for my bags^age was so small, as not easily to be perceived. They halted, there- * A plant from which Castor Oil is extracted. REV. HEimV MARTY If. 469 lore, at the bottom towards which we were both descending, and those of them who had guns advanc- ed in front, and hailed us. We answered peacefully; but still distrusting us as we advanced nearer, they cocked their pieces: at this time we came to a par- ley. They were Armenians, bringing wood from Cars to their village in the mountain: they were hardy, fine young men, and some old men with them were particularly venerable. The dangerous spots being passed through, my party began to sport with their horses, by gallopping across the path, brandish- ing their spears or sticks; they darted them just at the moment of wheeling round their horses, as if that motion gave them an advantage. It struck me, that this was the mode of fighting of the ancient Par- thians, which made them terrible in flight. Pres- ently after these gambols, the appearance of some poor countrymen vAih their carts put it into their heads to have another sport; for knowing, from the ill fame of the spot, that we should easily be taken for robbers, four of them gallopped forward, and by the tiaie we reached them, one of the carters was opening a bag to give them something. I was, of course, very much displeased, and made signs to him not to do it. — ;I then told them all,^s we soberly pursued our course, that such kind of sport was punished with death in England: they said, it was the Persian custom. We arrived, at length, at Ghanikew, having rode six hours and a half without intermission. The Mihmander was for changing his 60 470 MEMOIR OF route continually, either from real or pretended fear. One of Cara Beg's men saw me at the village last night, and as he would probably get intelligence of mj intended route, it was desirable to elude him. But, after all, we went the shortest way, through the midst of danger, if there was any, and a gracious Providence kept all mischief at a distance. Ghani- kew is only two parasangs from Cars, but I stopped there, as I saw it was more agreeable to the people, and besides, I wished to have a ride before breakfast. I was lodged in a stable-room, but very much at my ease, as none of the people of the village could come at me without passing through the house. "21. — Rode into Cars. Its appearance is quite European, not only at a distance, but within. The houses all of stone; streets with carts passing; some of the houses open to the street; the fort on an un- commonly high rock; such a burying ground I never saw, there must be thousands of grave stones. The Mihmander carried me dii'ectly to the Governor, who, having just finished his breakfast, w^as, of course, asleep, and could not be disturbed; but his head man carried me to an Armenian's house, with orders to live at free quarters there. The room at the Armenian's was an excellent one, up stairs, facing the street, fort, and river, with a bow containing five windows, under which were cushions. As soon as the Pacha was visible, the chief Armenian of Cars, to whom I had a letter from Bishop Nestus, his re- lation, waited upon him on my business. — On looking REV. HENRY MARTYN. 47 1 over my letters of recommendation from Sir Gore Ouselev, I found there was none for Abdp-lla, the Pacha of Cars; however, the letter to the Governor of Erivan secured all I wanted. He sent to say 1 was welcome; that if I liked to stay a few days, he should be happy; but if I was determined to go to- morrow, the necessary horses, and ten men for a guard, Avere all ready. As no wish was expressed of seeing me, I was of course silent on that subject "22. — Promises were made that every thing should be ready at sunrise, but it was half-past nine before we started, and no guard present but the Tartar. He presently began to shew his nature, by flogging the baggage-horse with his long whip, as one who was not disposed to allow loitering; but one of the poor beasts presently fell with his load at full length, over a piece of timber lying in the road. While this was setting to rights, the people gathered about me, and seemed more engaged with my Russian boots than with any other part of my dress. We moved south-west, and after five hours and a half reached Joula. The Tartar rode, and got the coffee-room, at the post- house, ready. This coffee-room has one side raised and covered with cushions, and on the opposite side cushions on the ground; the rest of the room was left with bare stones and timbers. As the wind blew very cold yesterday, and I caught cold, the Tartar ordered a great fire to be made. In this room I should have been very much to my satis- '47^ MEMOIR OF faction, had not the Tartar taken part of the same bench; and many other people made use of it as a pubh'c room. They were continually consulting my watch, to know how near the hour of eating ap- proached. It was evident that the Tartar was the great man here: the best place he took for himself; a dinner of four or fiye dishes was laid before him. When I asked for eggs, they brought me rotten ones; for butter they brought me ghee. The idle people of the village came all night, and smoked till morning. It was very cold, there being a hoar frost. "23. — ^Our way, to-day, lay through a forest of firs; and the variety of prospect it afforded, of hill and dale, wood and lawn, was beautiful and romantic. No mark of human workmanship was any where visible for miles, except where some trees had fallen by the stroke of* the Avoodman. We saw, at last, a few huts in the thickest clumps, and that was all we saw of the Curd's, for fear of whom I was attended by ten armed horsemen. We frightened a com- pany of villagers again to-day. They were bringing wood and grass from the forest, and on seeing us, drew up. One of our party advanced and fired; such a rash piece of sport I thought must have been followed by serious mischief, but all passed off very well. With the forest I w^as delighted; the clear streams in the valleys, the lofty trees crowning the summit of the hills, the smooth paths winding away and losing themselves in the dark woods, and, REV. HENRY MARTYN. 47^ above all, the solitude that reigned, composed a scene that tended to harmonize and solemnize the mind. What displays of taste and magnificence are there occasionally on this ruined earth! Nothing was wanting to-day but the absence of the Turks, to avoid tlie si^ht and sound of whom I rode on. — After a ride of nine hours and a half, we reached Mijingud, in the territory of Erzerum; and resolved not to be annoyed in the same way as last night, I left the Tartar in the undisturbed possession of the post-house, and took up my quarters at an Arme- nian's, where, in the stable-room, I expected to be left alone; but a Georgian young man, on his way from Ech-Miazin, going on a pilgrimage to Moosk, where John the Baptist is supposed to be buried, presuming on his assiduous attentions to me, con- trived to get a place for himself in the same room. "24. — A long and sultry march, over many a hill and vale. In the way, two hours from the last stage, is a hot spring: the water fills a pool, having four porches. The porches instantly reminded me of Bethesda's pool: they were semicircular arches, about six feet deep, intended seemingly for shelter from the sun. In them all my party undressed and bathed. The Tartar, to enjoy himself more per- fectly, had his calean to smoke while up to his chin in water. We saw nothing else on the road to-day, but a large and opulent family of Armenians, men, w^omen, and children, in carts and carriages, return- ing from a pilgrimage to Moosk. After eleven 474 MEMOIR OF hours and a half, including the hour spent at the warm spring, we were overtaken by the dusk; so the Tartar brought us to Oghoomra, where I was placed in an Armenian's stable-room. "25. — Went round to Husur-Quila, where we changed horses. I was surprised to see so strong a fort and large a town. From thence we were five hours and a half to the entrance of Erzerum. All was busy and moving in the streets, shops, artifi- cers, &c. crowds passing along. Those who caught a sight of us, were at a loss to define me. My Per- sian attendants, and the lower part of my dress, made me Persian; but the rest of the dress Avas new, for those only who had travelled, knew it to be European. They were not disposed, 1 thought, to be civil; but the two persons who preceded us kept all in order. I felt myself in a Turkish town: the red cap, and stateliness, and rich dress, and variety of turbans, was realized as I had seen it in pictures. There are here four thousand Armenian families, and but one Church; there are scarcely any Catholics, and they have no Church. "29. — Left Erzerum, with a Tartar and his son, at two in the afternoon. We moved to a village, where I was attacked with fever and ague: the Tartar's son was also taken ill, and obliged to re- turn. "30. — Travelled first to Ashgula where we changed horses, and from thence to Purnugaban, where we halted for the night. I took nothing all REV. HENRY MARTYN. 475 day but tea, and was rather better, but headache and loss of appetite depressed my spirits; yet my soul rests in him who is an anchor of the soul^sure and stedfast^ ivhich, though not seen^ keeps me fast. "October 1. — Marched over a mountainous tract: we were out from seven in the morning till eight at night. After sitting a little by the fire, I was near fainting from sickness. My depression of spirits led me to the throne of grace, as a sinful, abject worm. When I thought of myself and my transgressions, I could find no text so cheering as, 'My ways are not as your ways.' By the men who accompanied Sir William Ouseiey to Constantinople, I learned that the plague was raging at Constanti- nople, and thousands dying every day. One of the Persians had died of it. They added, that the inhabitants of Tocat were flying from their town from the same cause. Thus I am passing inevitably into imminent danger. O Lord, thy will be done! Living or dying, remember me! "2. — Some hours before day, sent to tell the Tartar I was ready; but Hasan Aga was for once rivetted to his bed. However, at eight, having got strong horses, he set off at a great rate, and over the level ground he made us gallop as fast as the horses would go, to Chiflick, wnere we arrived at sunset. I was lodged, at my request, in the stable of the post-house, not liking the scrutinizing impu- dence of the fellows who frequent the coffee-room. As soon as it began to grow a little cold, the ague 47G ^MEMOIR OF came on, and then the fever; after which I had a sleep, that let me know too plainly the disorder of my frame. In the night, Hasan sent to summon me avv^ay, but I was quite unable to move. Finding me still in bed at the dawn, he began to storm furiously at my detaining him so long; but I quietly let him spend his ire, ate my breakfast composedly, and set out at eight. He seemed determined to make up for the delay, for we flew over hill and vale to Sherean, where he changed horses. From thence we travelled all the rest of the day and all night; it rained most of the time. Soon after sunset the ague came on again, which, in my wet state, was very trying; I hardly knew how to keep my life in me. About that time there w^as a village at hand — but Hasan had no mercy. x\t one in the morning, "we found two men under a wain, with a good fire; they could not keep the rain out, but their fire was acceptable. I dried my lower extremities, allayed the fever by drinking a good deal of water, and went on. We had little rain, but the night was pitchy dark, so that I could not see where the road was under my horse's i'eet However, God being mercifully pleased to alleviate my bodily sufferings, I went on contentedly to the munzil, where we ar- rived at break of day. — After sleeping three or four hours, I was visited by an Armenian merchant, for whom I had a letter. Hasan was in great fear of being arrested here: the Governor of the city had vowed to make an example of him, for riding to REV. HENRY MARTYN. 477 death a horse belonging to a man of this place. He begged that I would shelter him, in case of danger; his being claimed by an Englishman, he said, would be a sufficient security. I found, however, that I had no occasion to interfere. He hurried me away from this place without delay, and galloppcd furi- ously towards a village, which, he said, was four hours distance, which was all I could undertake in my present weak state; but village after village did he pass, till night coming on, and no signs of anoth- er, I suspected that he was carrying me on to the munzil; so I got off my horse, and sat upon the ground, and told him, 'I neither could nor would go any further.' He stormed, but I was immoveable, till a light appearing at a distance, I mounted my horse, and made towards it, leaving him to follow, or not, as he pleased. He brought in the party, but would not exert himself to get a place for me. They brought me to an open verandah, but Sergius told them I wanted a place in which to be alone. This seemed very offensive to them; 'And why- must he be alone?' they asked; ascribing this desire of mine to pride, I suppose. Tempted at last, by money, they brought me to a stable-room, and Hasan and a number of othei's planted themselves there v/ith me. My fever here increased to a violent degree; the heat in my eyes and forehead was so great, that the fire almost made me frantic. I en- treated that it might be put out, or that I might be carried out of doors. Neither was attended to: my Gl 478 ^ MExAIOIR OF servant, who, from my sitting in that strange way on tiie ground, beHeved me dehrious, was deaf to all I said. At last I pushed my head in among the luggage, and lodged it on the damp ground, and slept. "5. — Preserving mercy made me see the light of another morning. The sleep had refreshed me, but I was feeble and shaken; yet the merciless Hasan hurried me off. The munzil, however, being not distant, I reached it without much difficulty. I expected to have found it another strong fort at the end of the pass, but it is a poor little village, within the jaws of the mountains. I was pretty well lodged, and tolerably well till a little after sunset^ when the ague came on with a violence I never be- fore experienced. I felt as if in a palsy, my teeth chattering, and my whole frame violently shaken. Aga Hosyn and another Persian, on their way here from Constantinople, going to Abbas Mirza, whom I had just before been visiting, came hastily to render me assistance if they could. These Persians appear quite brotherly, after the Turks. While they pitied, Hasan sat with perfect indifference ruminating on the further delay this was likely to occasion. The cold fit, after continuing two or three hours, was followed by a fever, which lasted the whole night, and prevented sleep. "6. — No horses being to be had, I had an unex- pected repose. I sat in the orchard, and thought, with sweet comfort and peace, of my God; in soli- REV. HENRY MARTYN. 479 tude — my company, my friend, and comforter. 0! when sliail time give place to Eternity! When shall appear that new heaven and new earth wherein dwelleth rigKteousness! There — there shall in no w^ise enter in any thing that defileth: none of that wickedness that has made men worse than wild beasts— none of those corruptions that add still more to the miseries of mortality, shall be seen or heard of any more." Scarcely had Mr. Martyn breathed these aspira- tions after that state of blissful purity, for which he had attained such a measure of meetness, when h© was called to exchange a condition of pain, weakness, and suftering, for that everlasting "rest which re- maineth for the people of God." At Tocat, on the 16th of October, 1812, either falling a sacrifice to the plague, which then raged there, or sinking under that disorder, which, when he penned his last words had so greatly reduced him, he surrendered his soul into the hands of his Redeemer. The peculiar circumstances, as well as the par- ticular period, of his death, could not fail of greatly aggravating the affliction of those friends who, amidst anxious hopes and fears, were expecting his arrival, either in India or England. He had not completed the thirty-second year of a life of emi- nent activity and usefulness, and he died whilst hastening towards his native country, that having there repaired his shattered health, he might again devote it to the glory of Christ, amongst the nations 480 MEMOIR OF of the East. There was something, also, deeply affecting in the consideration, that where he sunk into his grave, men were strangers to him and to his God. No friendly hand was stretched out — no sym- pathising voice heard at that time, when the tender offices of Christian affection are so soothing and so delightful — no human bosom was there, on which Mr. Martyn could recline his head in the hour of languishing. Paucioribus lacrymis compositus es^-^-^ was a sentiment to which the feelings of nature and friendship responded; yet the painful reflection could not be admitted — In novissima luce desideravcre ali- quid oculi tui:\ The Savior, doubtless, was Avith his servant in his last conflict, and he with him the instant it terminated. So richly was the mind of Mr. Martyn endowed by the God of Nature and of Grace, that at no period could his death be a subject of common lamentation to those who valued the interests of the Church of Christ. '^He was in our hearts," observed onej of his friends in India, "we honored him^ — we loved him — we thanked God for him — we prayed for his longer continuance amongst us — we rejoiced in the good 'he was doing: — we are sadly bereaved! Where such fervent piety, and extensive knowledge, and vigorous * Thoii art composed to rest ivithfevt tears: i. e. a very few chosen friends afford the expressions of their sympathy in the agonies of dissolution. t In the hour of death, thine eyes lonred for some object on -which they ' Might rest. \ The' Rev. Mr. Thomason. REV. HENRY MARTYN. 481 understanding, and classical taste, and unwearied ap- plication, were all united, what might not have been expected? I cannot dwell upon the subject without feeling verj sad. I stand upon the walls of Jerusa- lem, and see the lamentable breach that has been made in them — but it is the Lord — he gave, and he hath taken away." "Mr. Marty n," (remarks another* of his friends, in describing, more particularly his intellectual en- dowments,) "combined in himself certain valuable, but distinct qualities, seldom found together in the same individual. The easy triumphs of a rapid genius over first difficulties never left him satisfied with present attainments. His mind, which nat- urally ranged on a wide field of human knowledge lost nothing of depth in its expansiveness. He was one of those few persons, whose reasoning faculty does not suffer from their imagination, nor their imagination from their reasoning faculty; both, in him, were fully exercised, and of a very high order. His mathematical acquisitions, clearly left him with- out a rival of his own age; and yet, to have known only the employments of his more free and unfet- tered moments, would have led to the conclusion, that the Classics and poetry were his predominant passion." But these talents, excellent as they were, are lost in the brightness of those Christian graces, by which he "shone as a light in the world, holding *TheRcv.C. J. Hoare. 482 MEMOIR OF forth the word of life," In his faith there was a singular, a childlike simplicity; great, consequently, was its energy, both in obeying Christ, and suffer- ing for his name's sake! By this, he could behold blossoms upon the rod, when it was apparently dead; and in those events which, like the captain of the Lord's host seen by Joshua, presented at first a hostile aspect — he could discern a favorable and a friendly countenance. Having listened to that ten- der and overwhelming interrogation of his Savior, "Lovest thou Me?" his love was fervently exercised towards God and man, at all times, and in all places! For it was not like the land-spring, which runs vio- lently for a season, and then ceases; it resembled the fountain which flows with a perennial stream from the recesses of the rock. His fear of God, and tenderness of conscience, and watchfulness over his own heart, could scarcely be surpassed in this state of sinful infirmity. But it was his humility that was most remarkable: it might be considered as the warp of which the entire texture of his piety was composed; and with this his other Christian graces were so intimately blended, as to beautify and adorn his whole demeanor. It was, in truth, the accordance and consent of various Christian at- tainments in Mr. Martyn, which were so striking. The symmetry of his stature in Christ was as sur- prising as its height That communion which he held with his God, and which caused his face to shine, was ever tempered, like the Patriarch's of REV. HENRY MARTYN. 483 old, with the most awful reverence. The nearer the access with which he was favored, the more deeply did he feel that he was but "sinful dust and ashes." No discordance could be discovered be- tween peace and penitence: no opposition between joy in God, and utter abasement before him: and, truly, in this, as in every other respect, he had thoroughly imbibed the spirit of his own Church, which, in the midst of one of her sublimest hymns of praise, would have her members prostrate them- selves before their Redeemer in these words of humiliation, "Thou that takest away the sins of the world, have mercy upon us." To be zealous without love, or to have that which is miscalled Charity, without decision of char- acter, is neither difficult nor uncommon. Mr. Mar- ty n's zeal was tempered with love, and his love in- vigorated by zeal. He combined, also, ardor with prudence — gravity with cheerfulness — abstraction from the world with an enjoyment of its lawful gratifications. His extreme tenderness of con- science was devoid of scrupulosity; his activity in good works, was joined to habits of serious contem- plation; his religious affections, which were highly spiritualized, exceeded not the limits of the most cautious sobriety, and were so far from impairing his natural affections, that they raised and purified them. Many sincere servants of Christ labor to attain heaven, but possess not any joyful hope of reaching 484 MEMOIR OF it; many vain hypocrites are confident of tlieir sal- vation, without striving to enter in at the strait gate. With the Apostle, Mr. Martyn could say, "We are always confident, wherefore we labor." Together with an assurance of his final and ever- lasting felicity, he had a dread of declension, and a fear of "losing the things he had wrought." He knew that the way to heaven was narrow, from the entrance to the end of it; but he was persuaded that Christ was with him, walking in the way, and that he would never leave him nor forsake him. As these extraordinary, and seemingly contra- dictory qualities, were not imparted to him but by the Spirit of God, so they were not strengthened and matured but in the diligent use of the ordinary means of grace. Prayer and the holy Scriptures were those wells of salvation, out of which he drew daily the living water. Truly did he "pray always, with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watch thereunto with all perseverance:" being "transformed by the renewing of his mind," he was also ever "proving what was that good and accept- able and perfect will of God." The Sabbath, that sacred portion of time, set apart for holy purposes in Paradise itself, was so employed by him, as to prove frequently a Paradise to his soul on earth, and as certainly prepared him for an endless state of spiritual enjoyment hereafter. By "daily w^eighing the Scriptures," with prayer, he "waxed riper and riper in his Ministry," in the REV. HENRY MARTYN. 485 execution of which divine office there was in him an astonishing determination of soul for the gloiy of his Savior, who, "allowed him to be put in trust with the Gospel. Of the exceeding privileges of his holy function, and of its awful responsibility, he had the most vivid impressions; and such was his jealousy of omitting any duty connected with it, that he deemed the work of translating the Scriptures themselves, no justifiable plea for inattention to any of its more immediate and direct engagements. — Reviewing frequently his Ordination vows, in that affecting service in which they were originally made, he became more and more anxious to promote the honor of his Redeemer by preaching his Gospel. This, indeed, was the great end for which existence seemed desirable in his eyes; to effect which much time did he spend in preparing his discourses for the pulpit, investigating the subject before him with profound meditation, and perpetual supplication to the Father of Lights. Utilis lectio^' — utllis cruditio — sed magis unctio necessaria, guippe qiim docct de omnihus'\ — were the sentiments of his heart. — When, therefore, he stood up and addressed men ©n the entire depravity of man — on the justification of the soul by faith only, in Jesus Christ — on i\ie regenerating and progressively sanctifying influences of the Spirit — when, "knowing the terrors of the *St. Bernard. ^Reading is useful — learni7ig valuable — but unction, for divine teach- ingf ) is more 7iecessary^ because it gives instruction on all points. 62 ^1^6 IMEMOIR OF Lord," he persuaded them to accept the offers of salvation — or when he besought them, by the mercies of God, to present their bodies to him as a living sacrifice — he spake "with uncorruptness — gravity — sincerity — with sound words that could not be condemned;" and none who knew their souls to be guilty, helpless, accountable, immortal, could listen to his preaching unmoved. In the delivery of his discourses, his natural manner was not good, from a defect in his enunciation; this, however, was more than compensated by the solemnity, affection, and earnestness of his address. It should be added, also, that as practical subjects were discussed by him, with constant reference to the peculiar doc- trines of the Gospel; so likewise all doctrinal points "were declared practically, with a view to self-appli- cation, rather than disquisition. No one, as it re- garded all doctrine, could enter more completely into the spirit of those words, both for himself and others — Malo sentire compimctionem quam scire ejus definition em,^ With an intense anxiety to save souls, Mr. Mar- tyn had also an implicit reliance on that grace which alone can make men wise unto salvation. He Avas deeply conscious that "God giveth the increase;" and when he did not see, or thought he did not see, that increase, he meekly submitted to the Divine will, and patiently continued in well doing. At such '* 1 had rather feel cantritian than be able to define it. REV. HENRY MARTYN. 4H1 times, also, more particularly would he turn, with joyful thankfulness, to the contemplation of the suc- cessful labors of his Ministerial brethren; for he had no mean and unholy envy respecting them; nor had he, what is so often alhed to it, an arrogant, domi- neering temper towards his flock. His ambition was, to be a helper of their joy — he had no desire to have dominion over their faith. Too much had he of that beautiful part of a Minister's character — a spirit which could sympathize with the poor and afflicted amongst his people — to court the appella- tion of Rabbi, and dogmatize with the air of a Mas- ter in Israel. He was one of those little ones, of whom Christ affirms, that whosoever receiveth them, receiveth him. To no one, indeed, would he give occasion to despise him; but all the dignity to which he aspired was to be their servant, among whom he labored for Jesus' sake. "A more perfect character," says one who bore the burthen and heat of the day with him in India,* "I never met with, nor expect to see again on earth. During the four years we were fellow-laborers in this country, I had no less than six opportunities of enjoying his company, and every opportunity only increased my love and veneration for him." With respect to his labors: — his own "works praise him in the gates," far above human commen- dation* * Tlie Rev. D. Corrie. 488 MEMOIR OF By Ijim, and by his means, part of the Liturgj of the Church of England, the Parables, and the ■whole of the New Testament, were translated into Hindoostanee — a language spoken from Delhi to Cape Comorin, and intelligible to many millions of immortal souls. By him, and by his means, also, the Psalms of David and the New Testament were rendered into Persian — the vernacular lano^uao^e of t\Yo hundred thousand who bear the Christian name, and known over one-fourth of the habitable globe. By him, also, the imposture of the Prophet of Mecca was daringly exposed, and the truths of Christianity openly vindicated, in the very heart and centre of a Mahometan Empire. If success be demanded, it is replied — that this is not the inquiry with him "of whom are all things," either in this world, or in that which is to come. — With him the question is this: "What has been aimed at: what has been intended in singleness of heart?" God, however, has not left Mr. Martyn without Witness in the hearts of those who heard him in Europe and in Asia. Above forty adults and twenty children, from the Hindoos, have received Christian Baptism, all of whom, with the exception of a sin- gle individual, were converted by the instrumen- tality of one man,* himself the fruit of Mr. Martyn's ministry at Cawnpore. At Shiraz, a sensation has * Abdool Messee. / REV. RENRY MARTYN. 489 been excited, which, it is trusted, will not readily subside; and some Mahometans of consequence there, have declared their conviction of the truth of Christianity — a conviction which Mr. Martyn was the means of imparting to their minds. But when it is considered, that the Persian and Hindoostanee Scriptures are in wide and extensive circulation, who can ascertain the consequences which may have already followed, or foresee what may here- after accrue, from their dispersion? In this respect it is not perhaps too much to apply to Mr. Martyn those words, which once had an impious applica- tion:— "Ex quo nunc etiara per magnos didita gentes, Diilcia permulcent aniraos solatia vitse."* LUCRET. Nor is the pattern which he has left behind him, to be laid out of our account, in estimating the effects of his holy and devoted life. He doubtless forsook all for Christ; he loved not his life unto the death. He followed the steps of Zeigenbalgt in the eld world, and of Brainerd in the new; and whilst he walks with them in white, for he is worthy, he speaks, by his example, to us who are still on our warfare and pilgrimage upon earth. 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