C?R ^* *-* d -♦-' J t* a3 Hi o 1 s c cd -t— < ^. o 'iZ * £ n © 8 M- fe o S k' o <2> n SeB lO'lbt 'THE "Virgins Pattern: IN THE Exemplary Life, and lamented Death O F Mrs. SUSJKNJ PEVIWICH, Daughter of Mr. 1^0 BE J^T PELVIC H> Who departed this Life > every way a rarely accomplifhed Virgin, in the flower of her Age, at her Fathers Houie in Hackney, near London, in the Coun- ty oi Middle/ex, July 3 . 1661. Publifhed at the earned requeft of divers that knew her vvell,for the ufe and benefit of o:hers. By John BatchiUrjL neer Relation, that occ^tional- ly hath had an intimate convene in the Fami- ly with her, more or lefs, the greiteit part of her Life. __ _ _ London Printed by Simon Dover •, and are to be fold | at his Houfe, in Martins , near Ai&erfgzte 7 and at Book-fellers (hops, 1 661, «J? sis s; s ^ s?£« a&e & J^ sr^ z$& &? <%& To all the young Ladies and Gentle- women, of the ieveral Schools , in and about the City of London, or elfe where 5 more particu- larly to thofe of Mrs. P ts the PlPpF^CN equity and congruity thereof ; together with that particular right, by which yow^of all others, feem to lay claim to it. The Perfon here fpokenof,vpas bredup ititbe fame Fa- mily with you, and among you, a daily otyzCt before you, and a lively cxam- A z pie. The Epiftle pie to (is many of you as had wifdom to take notice and make ufe of it. The manifold Excellencies that fhined in her, whether natural, acquired, or in- fivfed ,are not unknown to you What ever was ornamental to body or mind, from nature, breeding, or grace it [elf, Jhe had as much of it, yea, more [all cirA cumfiances confidered) than any that I have heard or read of. Indeed fome there were of thofe eight hundred that\ have been educated in her Fathers houfe within the compafs of her time , that did out-do the reji in their rcipe-l flive feafons , funic in one quality , fime in another, according to their dif- ferent capacities , and the pains they\ tool^, or the time thcy'fpent, more or\ lefs, m the School : but not any one than came aecr to her in one half of thofe en- dowwents.and rare abilities (xithouA offence be ufpokefi ) tl at She had attainA cd unto, as ivi 11 appear abundantly itA theenjuing Narration thereof. For if\ ikath true which Mr. Rogers, Mr A Ling, Dedicatory. Bing, Mr. Coleman,Mr. Brian, Mr. Hazard, and the reft of the Matters of the School, have often fat dm refpeU of the feveral qualities fhe learned of them - , that [to ufe their own words) they knew not where fie hath left her fellow in the world: when all her other excellencies are confdered alfo, in con- junUion with them, it muft needs be then much more 'true. That is a rich Jewel rvhich is made up of all manner of pre- cious Jiones ; and that a fweet N oft-gay that hath all forts of fragrant flowers in it> even fuch luftres Wpleafant mixtures were confpicuous in Her,*o every unprejudiced and impartial eye. Indeed it was her hap to be lefs known to,andlefs loved by fome, than others; whether it were out of a fecret envy at for eminent worth, by rvhich fie out- lined them, or from too fevere a cen- fure of that in her, which even in them- felves {becaufe of higher rank in the world) they did eafily allow, I know net. But this I can and do affirm, with A 5 truth The Epiffle truth concerning her, that when Jhe was told above a year before her death) that certain perfons [not here to be named) who wjhed her well , were jealous of her, left Jhe were puffed up with pride, | and the love of vanity ; the only anfwer I fhe made , was 9 That whatever they thought of her, Jhe honoured them for the grace of Chrift Jhe believed was in them, and that Jhe hoped God would en- able her to ma\e a good ufe of this their fear of 'her, for the better obferving of her own heart , and the keeping it the more humble. Among thoje inducements that oc- cajioned the publijhing of this, Jomeof the chief are theje which follow. Firfi, to refute the opinion ofjuch as greatly blame the education of publick Schools, as if they were places of all other, mofi dangerous to corrupt the manners of youth : Beholdhere a great mPiancz to the contrary, be fides many others that might be named of the very fame School , there having been al- wayes j Dedicatory. way es feme ei- as ther Virgins , Wives, or Matrons. Secondly , to give a proot of the reftlefsneli of a Soul once touched with Divine Lovi ; for let it he where it willy though cuiiioc. :e 1 « ith never fo much bufincfs, and czded oft with ne- ver fe many divemfements , yet early or\dX£yat onetime or another, it will have its opportunities ofcoivwrfe with God, and will not be hindered, but ra- ther lofe both meat and ileep, than fuch opportunities as ihefe. Thirdly y to let 2±\menjee that there is fomething in that which we call Grace, which in the mid ft of all the moft enticing vanities, and blandifli- ments of the world \ can and doth ravifh A 4 the The Epiftle the heart more then all thefe ever did or conlddo. Here was a young Gentle- woman in the flower of her 4ge, com- pared about with all manner 0/delights and entertainments >that a earnal mind could defire, and yet what dead things were they to her > and flic to them ! how were they mutually crucified each to ether, when once her nature was renew- ed, and fie felt the fweetnefs of the change! how was an entire Commu- nion with God, even an Heaven upon Earth unto her ! Holinefs (Jet prophane fcofTers and wretched Atheifts fay what they will of it) hath fomething in it more lovely than all the Beauties in the world ', fomething more fweet than all the Muficks in the worldh fomething more delicious than all ^Pleafures in the world. Fourthly andlafily, to fit a rare Pat- tern and Example to all that (Joall hap- pen to hear or read of this Relation; and indeed this is none of the leaft it& dtuementS) becaufe it pleafed the Lord that Dedicatory. that divers, who are now living, are able and ready to witnefs and acknow- ledge >that her Example while they were in ^Family rrith her did not only con- vince them of their own negledi of the duties which Jhe conftantly prailifed betwixt God and her own foul) and [mote their confciences for it s but did {o far work upon them^as to caufe them to do the like ever f nee. It may there- fore be reafonably hoped, that God may blefs the fame Example unto others, though fhe be deads and were it not for fuch an end#x this, how vain would the publication hereof be ? Can it any way avajle her now fhe is gone }furely no- thing lefs j let none therefore be fo un- charitable as to thinks that ^Author hereof can propound any other end therein, but fuch as is already mention- ed. He hopes he hath better learned Chrifl ; nor yet that what is here related is more out of favour or affe&ion than otherwife. Thofe that pleafe to enquire, will find witneffes enough to ajfert the whole The Epiftle Dedicatory, whole truth of the premifes > and there- fore nolwithfianding the unkind cen- fures of any, out of a defire of ferving Chrift, and the good of precious fouls, he can appeal to God, he hath done this, and accordingly maizes it his earneft Prayer/ar a bleffmg on it: who to flew his refolution to own & make good what- ever is here J aid, fubfcribes his Name, John Batchiler. TO TotheREADER, Courteous Reader, IF it be asked why any part of the above-mentioned Relation is re- peated in Verfe, it is for the fake of fuch as affecl Poetry , rather than Profe s but in cafe thofe that read the Pro/e avoid the Verfes, as containing part of xhzfame matter, let them alfo pleafe to take notice, that divers things are interfper/ed in Verfe , that they find not in the Profe, and that at leaft one balfo{ the Verfes, vi%. from the jo. Sedlion to the end, is all new matter ', and I hope fuch as will not be altogether unprofitable to the inge- nuous honejl-hearted Reader. J. B. The f The exemplary Life , and lamented Death of Miflris Sufanna Per- wich, Daughter of Robert Per- wich, of Hackney, in the County of Middlefex, Gent, who dyedavzrdy accomplifh'd Virgin, at me of the clocl^ in the afternoon* on Wednes- day, the 3. 0/ July, 166 1. in the 2$. year of her Age. fH E was bom upon the 23 . day of Sept. in the year of our Lord, 163d. in the Parifh of Alderman- bury, London*, where, having by the care and cofl of her Pa- rents been fent to School to learn to read as foon as capable thereof; this was remarks Her early able in her at that tender age, that (hz pregnancy ^ would needs learn by hearing and obfer- while a child, Ving 2 The exemplary Lift, and lamented ^//zjrothers rather than by the teaching of her Miftris , taking a delight it feems to get her learning altogether by her own in- duftry ; yea, fo impatient the was of being infirudted by any, that ihe would altoge- ther refufe their help, and yet refled not till lhe had attained to an ability of read- ing Scripture, full as well and as diftinttly f as any of her elder Sitters ; an argument of fuch Pregnancy and Ingenuity , as is not ordinary in young children. When fhe was (even years and a half old, her Father removing his dwelling to \ his School at Hackney , where now he live?; j. n She among the reft of his Children, had Ji mjt rare ^ ac | vanca g C f a c b ; ce breeding there, M"J tc ' a 'hf' zndm Jhort time made no fmall Vrogreis flays 'at fight in ^ efpecially in tne grounds of Muiick ; on the Tre- for at f 0Jirteen years and a half olc } ? S h e to r t ol at yvas abk t0 p/^7„ Cohort, at the ^ fight *!" aT*/j u P on thztreble Viol^ and this with io *0#?^ Mhalfold. ^ ^ zn if weetKe j Sy that Shegaveno ' ordinary hopes of proving a 7^77 -^r^ Mu- iician. Indeed fuch an harmonious foul She had, and a genious ib exceeding tradable To^ ^ t to all forts of Mufick, that one of her Ma- Mtffick^ as it ft ers ^r. j ves hy name) was wont to tay Y ~ he could play no new LeiTon before her, but She would have it prefently: infomuch that net himfelf only, but divers others he? Death of Mrs. Sufanna PerwicfV 3 her Inftruefers in that Art , were not a little proud of her. Theory? that grounded her in the notes of Mufick, and enabled her to play fo ex- cellently on the treble Viol, was Mr. Tho- mas f7er Mufick 5 an ^ Y tl (which was the more comparably admirable) She fate (ofteady,znd free from andv t fits an y t ^ ie l ea ^- u *kawtfom motion in her bo- gs iffhemin- d y> fo modeftlj carelefs, and as it were del 't not thought lefs of what She was about, as if She had not been concerned at all ; and all this She did, though She never fpent the tenth ^m of that time in private prattife, which Death of Mrs, Sufanna Perwich. g which others are wont to do; for indeed She made better ute of her time, at other forts of higher Mufick, which was much {meter to her, as we (hall hear anon. As her accomplishments at the Viol were Superlatively great, fo at the Lute alfo, in which Mr. Aftoberry having done his part towards her, in teaching of her till he dy- ed ; Mr. John Rogers the rare Luteniftof And at th$ our Nation, for the laft three years, came Lute. after him, and added much more to her; profefling that her skill at this lnftrument was fo very exquifite, and her hand fo fweet> that he never taught any like her. When She played on the Viol, She feemed to tranfcend at that lnftrument above all the reft, and when She played on the Lute^ She feemed to tranfcend as much there ; fuch a c ontentlon , and fo pleafant, fcarce was ever known from one and thzfameVir* gins hand before. Had leiftire given leave, that She could have fpared time from her othpr Inftru- ments and employments, Mr. Albertus Brian, that famoufly velvet fingered Orga* nift, would gladly have done the fame for her, which he hath done for one of her Sifters yet living, in making her as rare at the Harpfecord, as She was at any of jier other forts of Mufick ; and fo have paired B the £ 7 he exemplary Life, and lament el the two Sifters together ; one fet of the Atf , choifeft Leffons at this Inftrumm y at the H T ord reqH rf ^ the fai . d Mn Brian > Sh£ learned Harpjecor . ^ ^^ ^ ^ hlmfelfaftams, not only at- tained them in a very fhon time , but played them as well as he himfelf could. To this her Inftrumental MuftchjNZ may adde \\zi Vocal, no lefs delicious and ad- mirable, if not more excellent ;as if her Lungs had been made on purpofe, (as no She fings doubt they were) by their natural melodies moftfvectlj. to out-do the artificial; and here Mr. Edward Coleman^ her Mafter, and one of greateft renown, for his rare abilities in fitg&j&i defe rves no lefs thanks and com- mendations for the care and delight he took in perfecting her in this Art alfo, than any of her other Matters. She was an Incomparable 'Dancer, as at Country, fo in French dances, wherein ilie was fo excellently curious, in her Po- ftures, footings, and moil graceful coun- Amojtcu- tenance5 that" Mr. Hazard, her laftand noH6Vancsr. c h' ie f i n ft ru a er therein, and one of the rareft Matters of that Art in England, ac- counted her a prime E lower ai the Age in that refpe&, and faid She was as knowing therein, as any Dancing- Mafter whatever. The Eame of all which at laft grew fo ptblick^zni univerfaly that there are/ places Death of Mrs. Sufanna Perwich . f places in England, but have heard thereof , yea, and many parts beyond the Seas too. For not onely perfons of high rank and quality, of all forts, came from London , trie Inns of Court, and out of fever al Coun- jj 7^£ H c c t ties, to hear and judge of her abilities, r^ ^ r/p^//;thechiefdl Mufick-Mafters thatV \^ mers are now living : but many foreigners alfo, Z om i jfL gft9 as French, Spanifh, Italian, Dutch, as well J m , < n Agents and Embaptdors, as other Travel- r£ n aj a / n d lers into thefe parts,de(ired a tafle of thefe y H f' in fj^ her rare qualities , alwayes going away f j^J with high admiration, faying that they had f ^ s now feen one of the choifeB rarities diEng- land, and profelfing they never heard or knew of the like in any of their own Coun- treys. All other parts of excellent breeding (lie likewife had ; whatever curious Works at the needle, or otherwife can be named, she had all which Females are wont to be converfant ot fy er p arts in, whether by ftlver, filkj, ftraxs, glafs, f breeding, wax, gums, or any other of the like kinde, whether in fhe was perfectly skilled in.To fay nothing curious of her ability at the yen, where, being an works or accountant, her skill Was more than ordina- -whatever rj women have;and in Arts of good houfe- e if e ^ ipifry, and Cookery, wherein fhe had a good B 2 {hare g The e xemflary Life, and lamented fhare likewiie; I halten rather to the more noble perfections of her mind , which in- deed were very aimable and lovely. For (lie had a delicate and nimble wit, a ^/c^apprehenfion, a clear underftanding, Her natural ^ found judgement, a fine invention, a te- partSo melons memory, which (as we fhall hear anon) fhe was not wont to ftuffe with va- nity, but with what was mofl worthy to be learned and kept. And as thefe natural parts and reafonable faculties of her foul, ib her moral virtues alfo were eminent. She ^r | was very difcrett- wife, and prudent in her tier moral ^ } ■ rr r • r actions; not yaffionate, nor retentive of an- ger, never over merry, but modeftly grave and compoied; of a very comely and hand- fom carriage, infomuch thn fir angers were wont to fay, when fhe came into their p rr- [ence^ they had not feen a morefweet com- portment, or a more taking perfon. For difpoiition, fo affable, kind, and court eonsy that fhe foon gained the love of all, where ever fhe came. Her difcourfe was alwayes -pertinent and ufeful, not at all loquacious, her fpeech being rather fententlom, than garrulous. Thefe and many fuch 1'ikt grace- ful ornaments, added unto the comelinefs pihziferfon, rendred her very winningly virtues. Death of Mrs. Sufanna Perwich. ? acceptable to all that knew her. But that which moji of all commends her, and juft- ly leaves her a very imitable example to all that iliail hear of her, and for which principally this prefent Relation is penned, is much more coniiderable than what hath been yet faid : Namely, that choice and precious work^ of Grace upon her heart , which God was pleafed to work in her, and by which all her other excellencies were fweetly fanctified ; the ecca/ion whereof was as folio we th. About four years fince, being difappoin- ted in thz enjoyment of her defires in a HerConver- Match then propounded to her,by thzfud-j; on An & t h e den death of the party that had gained her OC ca(ion of it. affection, ftie wifely considered with her felf, what the meaning of this io fad a pro- vidence (hould be; and at laft, after many Prayers and tears to God, that he would blefs this unexpected ftroke to her , and fome way make her a gainer by it , her heart began to be much broken and melted Her broken- towards God, not fo much for this tern- nefs of heart. poral lofs (which fhe often faid might have proved zfnare to her) as at tht fight and fenfe of jfo, and her eftate by nature (which (though well educated all her time B 3 be- jo The exemplary Life, and lamented before)yet till now (he had not taken much notice of. The good work of God thus happily be- gun, ceafed not, but went forward in her heart daily, to the;o^ of fuch near Rela- tions as knew of it; nor could ihe be quiet, till ihe had uttered all her mini herein to them, earnestly defiring the ariiftance of Counsel and Trayer, that (he might fully underftand her condition, and not be de- ceived therein. Of all things, lhe was ex- ceedingly urgent with God, that he would not fuffer her to be mifiaken herein. Indeed hzi fears thereof at firft were many and great ; the queftions lhe put about ic, not a few, but never came to be fat Is fed there- t in, till God was pleafed to give her a fight Her deep ^ of that poyfenom fountain of original cor- fenfe ofOri- ruption, with which ilie found her felf al- gmalfin. \vzytspeftered y and to hindered in her defi- firedpxogids towards Heaven, that this fin above all others ihe much bewailed. And farther became fo deeply fenfible of the danger thereof, and the necejfuy of an She makes e ffe^:ual remedy againft it, that ihe made [ t6 'f° ^ a ft e t0 run unt0 ^ ejCm ^ r ' 1 ^ tor h e *P> anc * C hnjt. t ^ a t not on jy f or t ^ s ^ arc { m f thisyz^, but for power againft it, arid that continually. Here- Death of Mrs. Sufanna Pervvich. xi Hereupon finding her heart alvvayes burdened with fin, £u\\ of corrupt motions and affections, and yet ftill relieved by ap- plying Chrift, with what he had dom and fuffered, unto her felt', and alfo feeling her defires stirred up by the good Spirit of Grace,more eagerly to long after God, and the knowledge and enjoyment of him ; and farther perceiving , that though the fame good Spirit fometime s would melt her heart, yet at other times was pleafed to leave her without thofe inward warmths , which in the ufe of the heft means i~he laboured af- ter, but by her own ftrength could not at- tain unto : (he from thence concluded that thefe changes which (he thus felt within her , were the effeBs of fome real and true work of God upon her ; for thm the ar- gued, how comes it to pafs, that I feel thefe alterations in my felf, -now and never before? How is it, thztfometimes I am delighted with the inward zn&fweet work- ings of the Spirit of God upon my heart ? and that at other times I am troubled for the want of it ? I lived under the fame Mi- niltry before ; xhzfame publick Ordinan- • ces; in joyed the fame helps in the Family, and from faithful friends that fought my B 4 fouls IS Tht exemplary Llfe^ find lamented fouls belt good, and prayed much for it;yet »«/*r till now could I find any of all this experience , from the different workings both of Sin and G'r^c^ in my own heart. Sure this is of God , faid fhe, and can be from nothing elfe. Thus at laft fhe came to be fomewhat perfwaded and confirmed con- ctmvs\°\hz goodnefs of herfpiritual ftate, as one that was now got over the pangs of the new Birth, though not without many zfaft tear, and broken heart. Anfwerable to this firfi work, was the reft that followed to her dying A*/,efpecial- Jfer JtilU ly within the laft two years of her life, and giom course fomewhat more ; for when it pleafed God of Life.' fo to order it by his permljfive providence, that one which fhe moft clearly loved, be- came guilty of a great offence through a fudden temptation that feized on her ; it went neer to her, and was a great occafion of making her fearch into her own heart and wayes, more narrowly than ever, and hooks more not only t0 #,yj God that had ^ her narrowly '«- f r0 m the //^, butalfo to mourn £ot thofc to her own f ra ;i t ; es of her youth , which formerly fhe peart. minded not , though no other than what ufually befal the very bed that are. Thence forward me betakes her felf to a more Death of Mrs. Sufanna Perwich. 13 a more careful and flritt watchfulttefs ©- ver her own heart; and to clofe and conflant j s duty, not only in the Family, but moft of watc fff H i all in/ h et heart hath been as much warmed q^ and refreshed in converfe with God, as when fhe hath been mofl afetted upon her knees elfewhere. • Mornings and Evenings fiie never fail- ed, by her good will, to read fome portion of Scripture (\{ not called away by extra- ordinary bufinefs on a fudden) and to pour out her heart to God in private A dthgent P ra j e r ; for which , becaufe no place in the Reader of the houfe was fo convenient , and fo far from Scriptures. m \f c an d fyfa f others, as one certain re- mote Death of Mrs. Sufanna Perwich. X^ mote room, where none ufually came at thofe hour: , Therefore that place of all others 7-/^ c y te f (lie made choice of, in the iaj^ Winter place of hsr Evenings , ind the Mornings before the retirement Family was up • many a time hath {he ^1- for holy du- fited one comer of that Room, which was ^ moft retired^ with eyes and hands lift up to Heaven, kneeling at a chair with great ajfeclion^which though ihe never knew that any took the leaft notice of (for that would have been a trouble to her) yet a certain neer relation that often looked in at a cran- ny of the door, which fhe had faftened in- wardly, and did not a little 707 to fee her fo employed^ is yet furviving as an eye-wit- nefs of it. Sometimes her red eyes and blubbered face, discovered her, before fhe could get conveniencies to wajh them , notwithfhnding that her hood was pulled over them. Nothing did m®re abajh or trouble her, than when any fufpeSed what fhe had been about ;not out of any fhame of Religion (for that fhe owned upon all oc- Much trou~ cafions very freely , as well among the j/y w [j eK Gentlewomen in the Family, as elfewhere) difcoveredln but out of an honeft affectation of being them. more in this fenfe, than ihe would feem to be. » So 1 6 The exemplary Life, and lament ed So fvveet and pleafant was her Commu- nion with God in fuch retirements as the'fe, that ilie faid, if ever (he fhould change her condition, it fhould be more for this rea- fon than any other, tkat (lie might have the full and jra ufe of her time, and other helps for her foul. It was obferved, that (lie was alwayes out of the way ztfive a clock^mi appeared not till the Bell rang to Supper, at fix a clock* or thereabout, which time {he fpent in the aforefaid Duties. If at any time (lie had omitted duty,'twas Is much one of her greatefi troubles afterward, and troubled for when {he fequeftred her felf unto duty, fins of omif- whether of Meditation or Prayer, {lie ufu- fion. ally read fome part of Ttavid's Pfalms (a Book which (hz greatly delighted in) be- caufe fne alwayes found matter there,very proper^ preparative and helpful to her in the faid Duties. Among other profitable and fruitful Me- ditations, (lie was not a ftranger to thoughts of Death, even in her beft health; infomuch that when {he heard a pajfmg c Bell or knel for any, her custom was to re- tire into a folitude for a good fpace , fometimes an hour or more , there to af- fett Death of Mrs. Sufanna Perwich. $7 fett her heart with fuch conf derations as were) iit able to theoccaiion. She never was better pleafed then when {he met with any in holy Conference (a pra- ^he loves &ife which flic ufed (as often as ihe could ™< c ?*"»"- get opportunity) that communicated * x- ™f a f" n °f periencesoi the fame corruptions and izm-.ft 1 ** ex ' m ptations, that ihe found in her own heart; T ene,ic * s » and withal , xhtfame wayes of help and relief againftthem. When ihe found a deadnefs and coldnefs upon her heart, as fome times ihe did, and % t ^ g $}£ could not get it into a good frame towards ne r s c fa God, by any means ihe could ufe, this in- mn £ p ference ihe made from it ; that ihe hereby c n £ €S C0Ht ;~ perceived her dependence muft be wholly up- ma i mc ^ Q c on Free-grace i as for the acceptation of^/fi#* what ihe did, fo foi afpfiance and ability Grace. to do what ihe ought : And feveral times upon this oc capon would let fall expreflions of wonderment^ how any that pretended to w on ders At a real acquaintance with God, and carry t /j r e t ^ at ' corrupt hearts about them, alwayes dogged p / ea( i f or ' H and fet upon by temptations from Satan JL^^ in nor and an evil world, could plead for a power tfire inthcmfelves unto any thing that is good. Her care for the spiritual welfare of her Keer Relations,and tome others whom ihe dearly hved y was very great , and thereup- on i3 She is care- ful for the fonts of o- thers. Her char a- tier of true Grace, Aepitckilf- cemer of o- thers that made prof ef- Jion of Eel! £ l0n * The exemplar y Life, and lament ei on took occafion often to admonifh y exhort y and perforate them, about the things that concerned their eternal flate ; fometimes with tears lamenting their danger, when they walked loofely; and then again rejoy- clng as much, when {lie perceived any ground othope for them. One time when (he was asked what {he thought of the condition of one that lhe was trufted with the fpecial care of,and was wont to take iomz pains with,in the mat- ters of her foul ; fhe anfwered, tht greateft thing {lie doubted her for, was, left the neglected private duties, which {he could never perceive {lie fpent any time in; fup- pofing(as there was goodreafon ihe ihould) that the driving of that fecret Trade for Heaven, is one infeparable property ottrue Grace, and that the want thereof, together with the ordinary negleft of Family-duties and publlckJDrdlnances (whatever theoar- ward Profejfion might be) Were arguments of a very ungracious and profane heart, A notable fpirit of dlfcernlng {he had, for when {he heard any make femblance of love to God, and were very confident of their own good eft ate, but withal fpake very . woodenly (as her expreffion vYas) about mat* Death of Mrs. Sufanna Perwich. \ 9 matters of Religion, and the experiences thereof, flie much fittyed their cafe, and /*v*7*iearneftly,that God would of en their eyes ; convince them of theirjfo and hyp- crlfie; (hew them the evil and danger of it, and effectually bring them home unto him- felf ; often faying, what fltty it was, that any who are otherwife qualified with ma- ny defirable good things of nature, fliould mlfs of ththlgheft and heft improvement of them for God, and at lad ferljb themfelves for want of Grace. When any vain language, or finful ex- preffions (fuch as the abnfive nfe of, O j w ;r ere - Lord / or O God !) came from any of the pro J r c Cll Gentlewomen in the Houfe, or any others; ^ J or any evil action was done by them, (lie Would refrove it fo wifely, with fo mllde and meekji fpirit,that they were afhamed of it , and fome times were reformed for the future,at leaft in her fight and hear wo-. Two frlnclfal helps' which (lie coveted mod, and made the greateji ufe of, were good Books and good Comfany. Of good Books {he had fome /?#*, but thofe that (lie took chlefeft delight in, were T£* dbW Mt.Shefards true Convert md his found Books fhe Believer. Mr. Baxter's Call to the uncon- r*W . verted. Dr. Cjoodwin his trlumfh of Faith , and heart of Chrlfi In Heaven, towaid Tin- ners 20 The exemplary Life, And lamented nersupon earth. Dr. Spurftow upon the Promifes. Mr. Wat [on his Chriftian Char- ter. Mi. Brooks his riches of Grace. Mr. Love's works. Mr. Craddocl£s Book of Knowledge and Prattife. Ml. Francis Ro- berts his Key of the Bible. Befides fome Ca- techetical Books, as Mr. Baal, Mr. Eufe- tt p bins Paget his queftions and anfvvers upon ST every ""$ of the Books of the 0U * nl NeW T '~ ni ht before ft ament ;fonieone of which (he alwayes a^ w y tt tt^d every night in her bed, immediately (U p^ ° before ileep, and then fed upon them at ' e ?' her firft waking, by which means (lie en- creafed much in knowledge, and kept her heart warm whilft it was thus pre-occHpiel from all things elfein the morning. Since January laft, Hie and two or three more, in three months time, read over the Reades over whole New Teftament^nd all along as they the whole went, (ftill reading an whole Book at a New Tefta* time) dlfcourfed of the Contents of what ment in 3 . they had read • when any doubt arofe in msnths time, her readings either from Scripture or other Books,fhe fought for fatisfaUion by putting •cur qwftions- and a 1 waves (hewed a good un- r . V demanding, in the very my ft me sol Di- J / i vine Truth, and experimental Grace, in 79 J that no anfvvers ever relljbed with her, but rfa ' what mofl agreed, both with the Analogy of Faith, and the common fenfe of the Deft Chriftians. Het Death of Mrs. Sufanna Perwich. z 1 Her noxt great help (zs was before hin- ted) the found to be good Company, which fj er deliaht fhe alwayes dc fired and fought for , a id ; n q00 a r£^ when (he had if, improved it. Fruitful '.',.- van y ani [ courfeilie would either fet on foot , or en- £00( [ jyfe deavour to keep #/>,and drunk it in as plea- courCe.. fantly, as thlrjiy men do that which beftfa- tlsfieth their thirft. Among all other fub- jecfes, none pleafed her better than to talk of Heaven, fometimes faying , Oh how fweet would it be to know what is doing there; and then in a kind of 'rapture would break out with fuch affection and language, as argued a very great inward Joy at the hopes of her coming thither one day. Such zfull content and inward refreshment fhe Her Mufick^ felt in conferences of this Nature, that a burden to fhe would often fay, her Mufichjxzs a her in com- burden to her , in companion; and that parifon. were it not in confcience to her duty of be- ing ufeful by it in lb public^ a Family, fhe would fpend much lefs time in that, and more in this 5 yet fhe confeffed fometimes The Spirl- (through ■ '-Grace) it helped to raife her own tual ufe (he rfcart towards the highefl Mu(ick of all, makes of her and for that reafon pradtifed it more than CMufick^ other wife fhe would have done. Upon occafion when fome had been greatly taken with the melody fhe made, both by her voice and infirument , yet how C jkorp 22 The exemplary Life, and lamented A warm fhort (faith the) doth this come of a warm Prayer , or heavenly Conference} and in- Irayeror deed line found it fo many a time, when heaven y her heart which hath been heavy md fad conference firft huh by ^ Pf and Confe- (weetefr or ' J , J , , 2 J .. J , J rences r;one away greatly cheered and n*- all to her. ^^ ^ never c ^ [d find ^ /; ^ ^^ from her Muficl^only. No day of the Week unto her fo wel- T u j come and defirable as the Lord's Day ; a , ' dancing dayes were alwayes weanfom , w ^ w 7^butthele^/^toher,and therefore u- t0 'tn da eT fually & mMch -*$ hindered not) flie r f eAn I°^ are an y other, and fyvnt lefs time in putting f f ^ ^ on what fhe wore; her /W on thefe dayes W*'- of late years {he never dr eft, and for that reafon alwayes went c/o/e covered with her hood. She was very diligent and*?f- tentive at the publick Ordinance, careful- ly writing the Sermon, and examining her A diligent no tes when fhe came home, which fhe Writer of vvould not fail to mend by fuch help as ilie Sermons. cou ld get, either at the repetition in the Family, or other wife, and as conftantly Lofeth her re-enforced all by Prayer for a bleflTing upon meals rather it) when fhe could get opportunity an4- ' than oppor- place convenient, either in her own clo- tunityfor fet, or elfewhere, and would rather lofe her prayer. Supper or come late to it y then mifs of her aim herein. Yet at Death of Mrs. Sufanna Perwkh. 2 z Yethereitmuftbe remembred that it was not alwayes thus with her upon thefe dayes, nor at other times ; for fhe fome- times complained of her own heart, and how wearijom thefe holy duties were to the/fc/fc - how apt flie was to be taken of , bydivertifements in the Family occafions>/ 5mtich that many times when (he came down in tr f Me . d a morning with a resolution to keep her dtvmi 'f l mind and intent upon God all the day,flie mnts * was frequently difappointed therein, and mil taken off by one bufmefs or other, or by fome temptation unto vanity, that was ready to 'fmpriz.e her. The confideration whereof at other times much troubled her, Is much kept her under a fenfe of own her weaknes, comforted at and caufed her fometimes to break forth the thoughts in thefe or the like words. O \ how freet of Heaven, will Heaven be! where there will be no in- where no in* terrupnons by fin, or wearifomnefs of the terruptions xlcOi ! What a perpetual reft will that be, will be. when we once come to enjoy it 1 x By her good will flie would not be ab- By her rood /'* at any time when the Lord's Sapper will never was admimttred, of which having WzykmifTcththe a weeks warning, (lie failed nor with great Lord's Sup. care to examine her own heart, and pu t up per ffror^ cryes toGod for zfitnefs to io great a Duty, and To high zPriviledp- and in- «eed fometimes had more fear than ordi- C a 24 The exemplary Life, and lamented nary of her unworthlnefs to partake of it,as appeared by her dlfcourfe, which ufually was much upon this fubjett all that Week. So defiroiis was fhe not to be found at that Fealt, without her wedding garment ; it was no fmall trouble to her lometimes to think what general mixtures there are in that fellowjl.ip, in all places throughout the Land; yet being perfwaded that to fuch a fmcere receiver, as could not have it otherwife, God would come in with his prefence and bleiTing ; fhe attended upon it in the place where God by his Providence had cm her lot. Sinful alterations in publlckjlwfolp flic She much ver y much-feared, an<1 ^ at f ^ e . mi S ht * e e . SV H H better under ft and the pure Infiitutions of Uonlnthe' Ciiri ^> anci what is contrary thereunto, {he ivVlin'nf took ^reat care to /^rw her felf therein^ Gi b Y rea/r- ferina- fer- *>'*^ t ^ ein muc ^; ^P a ^ e °f cen °f them,ibme- v ants of tunes with tears in her eyes ; znd prayed rhrift. ^ or t ^ e:n conftantly with great affe- ction. ViCvts fome Some of her acquaintances , and very ehoife friends ^ eAr ^' 1 ™&S , fuch as the Lady Willow by in the To- ' anc * ^ o:n2 otners > not ncre t0 be named vver and (™^° highly valued her, and de fired her comforts Company(as ofc as might bz)lhz frequent - them with l y Vli " 1 ^ toi feveral years together, while Mufieh and un ^ r thzix reftraint in the Tower of Lon- dlfcotirfe. 4**;to whom after a/Wtf & moie fpiritxal con- Death of Mrx. Sufanna Perwich. 27 convrrfe otherwife, fhe wo\\\d fing and play with all alacrity imaginable , to comfort them in their fadnefs ; accounting it an high honour to her, that fhe was any way able to be a refreshment to thofe that Hie thought were dear to God. To fuch per- fons attd tofuch places as they were in, though the clofeft prifons, fhe went readily and joyfully; but when invited to any Mu- Jick^meetlng in London^ where thz choifefi ears, and moft j£*7//*/ Maflers of Mufick coveted to £*vzr and admire her, though never fo earneftly defired , Hie was ft.il! Would not be backyard to it. One time above the reft, prevailed with very great Importunity fhe sy&sftrong- w ; t h to go ts //fetupon by fome Gentlemen of fpecial Revel's or acquaintance, to be prefent at the Revels danclngBals. or dancing Balls, but being left free to her own choice , whether {he would go 0: not (at which ihe was very glad) The abfolutely & Irrefregably refufed it, as thinking it no way fultable^ either to her Pfr/tw or Tn?- / fa Y in g > th ^ ^ ^ e vv ere if called t'o ca ^ e d to [offering, ihe doubted lhe iliould fofor. not ^^ Wjonly the confederation of goo^ Company, a jW *<«(/*, and efpecially of a g*W 6W (ihe faid) would encourage one much. Among her other graciom qualifications, this was not the leaft, f efpecially of latter times) a very tender confcienee, as might be inftanced in many particulars, wherein ihe rejied not till ihe received fatis faction to all doubts, from /#<:/> arguments as were cleared by Scripture, and approved of by pe Y fons able to judge in the cafe. let rather To which alio muft be added, that when thanwoull fhe perceived any , efpecially fuch as (he offend cthe ' ? had a reverence to, remained unfatisfied in any Death of Mrs. Sufanna Perwich. 2p any of her a&ions, fat was alwaycs xtzdyufihes t* upon knowledge of it , from their own deny her mouths, to f 01 bear it, out of a tendernefs felf in that of grieving any of the generation of the f articular, juft, or any way Jcandaliz,ing her PiofeiTi- on , though as" to her own particular, fhe at the fame time did think what (lie was fo defired to forbear warrantable in it felf. As for bhckffots or patches, as they are , called , fat abhorred them with her very #/?' , /