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Les diagr^mmes suivants iliustrent la m6thode. 1 2 3 4 5 6 '>^Si'^W^ »*'JSr'''Bf^^w Oliphant, Anderson, d; Ferrier^s Publications. New Edition, crown 8vo, cloth, 45 cents. Across Her Path. By Annie S. Swan, Author of 'Alder- syde,' * Carlo wrie,' etc. ' The deservedly popular shilling novel still holds its own, and bids fair to exercise a yot wider sway in time to come. Amongst the most successful of tlieso ventures in cheap literature may be ranked a new novel by Miss Swan, a story almost as powerful as it is bewitching. It possesses, amongst other virtues, the rather unusual one of being entirely free from padding, present- ing no temptations for skipping, even to the most frivolous reader. A little moiiilizing would nevertheless have been pardoned readily in so excellent a tale, and would have imparted to it a solidity it does not now possess ; yet let it not be supposed that an alteration in this respect would have been advan- tageous — we do but marvel that Miss Swan could have had the strength and good taste to suppress herself for the sake of her art' — lAterary World. * As to skilful construction of the plot, is one of the most successful efforts of its authoress, a young lady who has, in a remarkably brief space of time, gained a national reputation by her story of " Aldersyde." The interest is sustained in her new story with remarkable skill ; and few readers, when they have taken up the book, will be able to lay it down again until they have reached thu denouement. The scene is laid for the most part in London, and it must be owned that Miss Swan shows herself about as much at home in that Modern Babylon as in her native Lothians.' — Kilimamock Standard. * Written in a clear, terse, crisp style, it is at the same time a full and lively portraiture of the phases of English society with which it deals.' — Brechin Advertiser. * Has a good plot^ and the characters are well sketched.* — Scotsnum. * A story that no one should miss reading. Although published in the now popular shilling edition, it has nothing of the "shilling horror" about it — indeed, the name of the authoress is a sufficient guarantee for that. The plot, although interesting, is far from being sensational, and it is not worked out at any cost to t>>e character painting or to the descriptive writing. Miss Swan s literary s' yle is graceful, and she can write really good dialogue. The authoress of '* Aldersyde" is certainly at her best in " Across Her Path."' — Fifeshire Journal. * The story is well and forcibly told.*^C%mtian World. * Much originality is seen in the conception and in the development of the {>lot. Miss Swan, in her narrative, also shows a marked improvement. It is ree from restraint, and it is not encumbered with the verbose commonplaces which too frequently are made to take the place of dialogue, and which are generally irrelevant besides. The gifted authoress of " Across Her Path " has successfully avoided such blemishes, and has turned out c story which, for its interest and for its style, ranks with the most famous of her works, and in some respects exceeds the best of the rapidly lengthening list.' — Daily Review. * The interest is cleverly sustained throughout, the plot being constructed with the skill of the practised story-teller; it is indeed a tale difficult to lay down until it has been tiuished,'— Christian Leafier. -f^f^Si'V^^^ Oliphant, Anderson, of Denis urseof the ' the little h deep in- Advert'ser. g Scottish itatiou the I from its II of good oress alike r touch.' — we have A DIVIDED HOUSE. -^^eem^ « '4 r A DIVIDED HOUSE. A STUDY FROM LIFE. BY ANNIE S. SWAN, AUTHOR OF "ALDERSYDE," " CARLOWRIE," ETC. CHEAP EDITION. TORONTO, CANADA WIIvIvIANl BRIGQS EDINBURGH and LONDON OLIPHANT, ANDERSON & FERRIER 1889 -^^itir^^^ 2010iS Entered according to Act of the Parliament of Canada, In the year one thousand eight hundred and eighty-nine, by William Briogs, Book Steward of the Methodist Boole and Publishing House, Toronto, at the Department of Agriculture. |^> C ONTENTS. ^^^-g^ CHAPTEH TAOK 1. A UNITED HOUSEHOLl^ 9 II. AFTERNOON TEA, 17 III. THE DAWN OF LOVE, 24 IV. ON THE THRESHOLD, 3 1 V. ACROSS THE RUBICON, 39 VL BREAKING IT, 47 VII. TAKING UP THE CROSS, 55 VIII. TRYING MOMENTS, 64 IX. AN UNCOMFORTABLE MEETING, . . . . 74 X. THE FIRST STING, 83 XI. AT BRAMPTON SQUARE, 92 XIL A LOVELESS HEARTH, I03 XIII. THE DARKEST HOUR, Ill XIV. UNPALATABLE TRUTHS, II 9 XV. THE FINAL CRASH .127 XVI. FAREWELL, 1 37 Vlll Contents. ^jiT^m^ It CHAPTRR XVII. REACTION, XVIII. UNUTTERABLE YEARNINGS, XIX. ABIDING PEACE, XX. IN A FAR COUNTRY, XXI. THE BITTER PAST, . XXII. BRINGING IT HOME, XXIII. MOTHER AND CHILD, XXIV. THE EXILE'S RETURN, XXV. RE-UNION, XXVI. BLESSED HOURS, . XXVII. AUNT MARY'S SPHERE, , XXVIII. IT IS WELLl • PARS 147 156 162 170 fl 178 187 196 * 206 1 215 1 223 1 233 241 f -■',■¥ 1 1 JKi^^'BBP^'wl PAGB . 147 . 156 . 162 . 170 . 178 . 187 . 196 . 206 . 215 . 223 . 233 . 241 M^^WM TvSs^fe. mmM. A DIVIDED HOUSE ^ Stums from ILife. * > < - CHAPTER I. A UNITED HOUSEHOLD. Sometimes when a sorrow is coming To fill up the chalice of tears, It casts a long shadow before it — To whisper of mistrust and fears. i^ICHARD is late to-night, Aunt Sara." > ^ "Is he, dear? I did not notice; but you are such a precipe timekeeper. Well, I have finished the story I have been so interested in for months. George MacDonald always leaves his readers with ample food for reflection. He suggests things which the mind must dwell upon till it works them out to a satis- factory conclusion." " You are growing quite critical. Aunt Sara," said the younger woman, a somewhat amused smile playing about her mouth. "1 am not sure that ■.air*«' fs^'^fofm 5 venture s. Blake ; to town y tell her my son, this time. you go, d Harry, lys has a dismayed, ; to get a I that with r figure at "I could the room. d Richard r nothing ; ^ary, and unusually IS to come, rry's most d scarcely CHAPTER II. AFTERNOON TEA. " Give me girls for silly talk. They think the world made for 'em to make love and wear fine clothes in. There's no- thon' else in their heads." — " Tut, tut, Abel ; don't be so hard on the wenches. In spite o' the silly talk, there 's a good wife and mother comes out among them once in a while."— Old MS. T was a pirture of ease and affluence, and it may be added beauty. The room was large pnd lofty and exqui- sitely panelled in the latest style of c't. The furnishings A^ere luxurious but quaint, for the craze for the fashion of a bygone day in upholstery had just come into vogue, and Miss Kendal of Kendal Hall dipped into every fashionable folly o% the day. A glorious fire leaped and crackled in the curiously wrought brass grate, casting its ruddy glow upon richly cushioned lounge and tempting easy chair, and lighting up with many a sparkle the dainty tea equipage upon Miss Kendal's pet Queer? Anne table. B ^v-»w*.-^"WWm-^ i8 A Divided House, This luxurious and beautiful apartment was Miss Kendal's dressing-room, and it held four occupants that winter afternoon — all girls in the first blush of womanhood. At the side of her table, presiding over the dainty refreshment spread thereon, sat Miss Kendal herself. She must be of interest to you, reader, if you are to follow with me the wind- ings of this history. She was without doubt a beautiful woman, with a tall and graceful figure, which she carried with queenly dignity. Her magnificent hair, which in the privacy of her own chamber among her bosom friends was but negli- gently coiled behind her shapely head, was of a bright golden sheen, neither fair nor yellow, but golden ; which in the sunlight was wonderful to see. Her features were not quite perfect perhaps, yet the contour of her face seemed faultless. Her mouth was wide, but you forgave that ; because when the lips parted in a smile it was all sweetness. Her eyes were dark, magnificent orbs, full of passion, and powerful, dangerous weapons which she knew well how to use. I need not describe her attire to you. Tea-gowns had just come into fashion, and Miss Kendal had not been slow to add these costly and elegant articles of a.tire to her wardrobe. She knew how to dress, how to enhance her beauty in all ways, for it was at the present time her idol. The other occupants of the room were a select trio whom Miss Kendal had picked out from among the guests then at the hall, and to whom she talked as freely as it was in her nature to do. She lacked her brother's frankness and openness of manner, and unlike him made but few friends. She was not T Afternoon Tea, »9 universally nor even generally beloved, especially among her own sex, for her eyes were keen and her tongue sarcastic, and she did not even spare the mystic three who were with her now. " I say, Fanny," said little Amy Clitheroe, the daughter of a country rector, who was a distant connection of Mrs. Kendal ; "you do look just too lovely in that gown — doesn't she Eleanor ? " The individual ad "ressed, a tall swarthy young lady of aristocratic but not very prepossessing appearance, glanced critically at Miss Kendal, and gave a languid assent " It should look nice. I talked to madame well about it. I put it on to-night to get it to sit nicely, you know. This is our last cosy five o'clock alone. To-morrow we must honour mamma's table in the drawing-room," said Miss Kendal, somewhat lan- guidly. " Amy, child, if you call me Fanny again I shall scold you. It sounds so like a little poodle. Please to remember my name is Frances." " It is the force of habit, dear," said Amy, a trifle humbled. " It always used to be Fanny when we were little." " Yes ; but now we are women, and must act as such," said Miss Kendal, absently toying with her teaspoon. " Come, Eleanor, let me replenish your cup." "When does Harry come?" asked Amy, the irrepressible. "Isn't he bringing hij great friend with him this time ? " " We expect so ; and they will be here," said Miss Kendal, glancing at the timepiece, " in about an hour from now." I ■^fS'^^yM 20 A Divided House. " I wonder what like he will be ? " chattered Amy. " Who is this friend of your brother, P' ^ \vhat is he?" asked Eleanor Tremaine in he ol, swet tones. "Harry's friend, Mr. Richard Blake, is a merchant, I believe," said Miss Kendal. " A man who has risen from an errand boy or something akin to it to be the head of an extensive and eminently profitable mercantile house." There was the slightest possible curve of Miss Tremainc's aristocratic upper lip and a perceptible shrug of her shoulders — indications sufficient of the effect of Miss Kendal's words. " The question is, girls, how are we to comport ourselves towards this Jonathan of Harry's ; my brother regards him as a perfect Bayard, and expects me, I believe, to fall down and worship him at once." " You scarcely need to ask how to comport your- self, Frances," said Eleanor Tremaine. " Your repose of manner, the instinct of the Vere de Vere, will do all that is necessary when a plebeian approaches you." " Thank's, Eleanor ; your sarcasm is very fine," said Frances, smiling and showing two rows of ivory which were the envy of many of her friends. " What if Mr. Richard Blake falls in love with you, Frances ? " said Amy musingly. "Would that be something so very unusual?" asked Miss Kendal with a conscious laugh. " No, but what would you do ? " Afternoon Ten. 21 Miss Kendal yawned, and folded her fair arms above her stately head. •' Ineligibles are not so very difficult to repress," said she serenely. " Only I would be sorry to be unk'ind to Harry's friend." Little Amy sighed. She was pretty in her way, but penniless, and at Allingham very few suitors came riding by. " When do you mean to marry, Frances ? " asked Miss Trcmaine ; "do tell us who could tempt yo* " Miss Kendal waited a little before she spoke. Her eyes were fixed upon the glowing fire, as if trying to read her fortune theie. Her face was serious, but lovely in its repose. " When I marry, girls, it will be one quite unlike any I have ever met here or elsewhere." " Tell us what he will be like, do ! " cried Amy, clapping her hands. " Well — of course he must be handsome." " Of course, to mate with you," said Amy with emphasis. " He must be noble and true, unselfish and kind, and as stainless as good king Arthur himself," said Frances dreamily. " Of noble birth, and proud as he is noble; if he has a coronet, so much the better." " Oh ! " cried Amy breathlessly. " You are ambitious, Frances," remarked Miss Tremaine. "That is my ideal, girls; all women have an ideal at some time or other, you know," said Miss Kendal. " Now for the probable reality with which I shall be satisfied. I shall marry a rich man without iii 'ywt>%^'ffBff'T0 23 A Divided House. ! 11 doubt, and his birth must at least match with mine. I should prefer him to be considerably older than me, because I could then more easily do as I like with him. He must be good-natured and think everything I do perfection ; of course I would be very fond of him, and we would slide along comfort- ably as many do, and our house would be a pleasant one for people to come to, and I would like it to be said that we could dispense hospitalities right royally." " Would that content you in your married life, Frances," siid a sweet voice which had not yet been heard since the conversation began. They looked round almost in surprise themselves, for while the others had grouped about the tea- table, Gertrude Annesley had stolen away to the wide window to watch the red rising of the winter moon above the lonely pines. She came forward as she s^oke, and looked with clear wondering eyes into the face of Frances Kendal. Gertrude Annesley was not a woman to attract notice in a crowd ; she was not one of the many, nay, she was one by herself. Her pale earnest face was lit by shining dark eyes which had a pathetic shadow in their depths telling of trouble past and sorrow to come. She was the orphan daughter of a brave English officer, who had left his only child to the care of a heartless sister who had not faith- fully fulfilled his dying charge. She was one of Frances Kendal's school companions, and it must be told had a deeper hold on that selfish heart than any of the others. Somehow under that calm questioning gaze, Frances Kendal felt ashamed ,'iiiii- fi'^BIJ^'^ \ Afternoon Tea. 23 th mine, der than as I like id think ATOuld be comfort- pleasant 2 it to be es right rried life, not yet em selves, the tea- y to the (le winter 2 forward ring eyes to attract he many, rnest face pathetic past and ughter of )nly child not faith- is one of d it must leart than hat calm ashamed I of her words. For the moment she did not speak. "It was only a jest, dear," said Gertrude. " I prefer to believe that your ideal is the true instinct of your heart ; the latter would noi satisfy you." "There is no such thing as satisfaction or content- ment this side the grave," cried Frances, lightly springing to her feet. " There, I hear a commotion in the hall, caused by the arrival of the inseparable twain, so. girls, run and make yourselves fair, and we will try which of us can best fascinate Harry'i parvenu.'* ' 1 1 iif f''^)w**ft 'i^ttwail III I ill CHAPTER IIL THE DAWN OF LOVE. "'Tis a strange and wonderful thing, this dawn of love! How it creeps unawares into quiet unsuspecting hearts, changing the tenor of life, and even the very current of being itself!" HEN the waggonette which had been sent to the station for the late comers swept round the curve of the long and stately avenue of lime trees, and drew up at the imposing entrance to Ken- dal Hall, Richard Blake turned to his companion in questioning surprise. "Why, Harry, I had no idea your home was like this, or I wouldn't- " Say you wouldn't have come now in the face of the smile on my father's face yonder?" said Harry, laughingly, although Richard was quick enough to note and to admire the genuine tenderness and feeling in the young man's eyes when he looked upon his home. There was no time for further talk, for Harry sprang from the old cc.iveyance 24 si'^^Bttwiii I li:; n of love ! ing hearts, ;nt of being had been te comers long and and drew to Ken- ned to his irprise. idea your he face of lid Harry, enough to rness and he looked or further ,:iveyance The Dawn of Love. 25 and up the steps to greet with boyish heartiness the fine-looking old gentleman standing upon the threshold of the wide doorway. Richard Blake fol- lowed more leisurely, and Squire Kendal came down the steps to meet him. There was no mistaking the true and pleasant smile on his ruddy face, nor the fervent grip of the hand. Richard felt himself welcomed to Kendal Hall even before the Squire's warm and courteous words fell on his ear. Harry had disappeared to look for his mother, the Squire said, and assured Richard that llarry had always been his mother's son. '• I like to see it, Mr. Blake ; it is the fashion among young men now-a-days to despise the old folks ; but my lad, I 'm glad to say, is old-fashioned in that respect yet. Well, I am sure you are fatigued and hungry ; you have just time to dress. Dulton, show Mr. Blake to his room." A pompous-looking individual in chocolate livery came forward, and, taking Richard's portmanteau, ushered him upstairs. The room set apart for Mr. Blake's use during his visit was a spacious and luxurious apartment provided with every comfort and convenience for the guest. Nevertheless shy reserved Richard Blake did not feel at home, but wished himself back in London, and inwardly [blamed Harry for playing him such a trick. Poor Harry had not been at fault. He had spoken [often and enthusiastically about his home and kindred, but never in a vain or boasting style. Richard could not but wonder now what attraction his plain abode could have for his friend, not dream- ing, O blind Richard ! that the sweet face of his I' I .T"''*r»W^ir^WW»>TSW I < In i ll M !: 'il '11 26 ^ Divided House. cousin Mary had anything to do with it. He was in the middle of his toilet when Harry joined him. " Getting into war paint, eh ? Well, 'i 've seen them all. Fan looks prettier than ever, and there are such jolly girls here this time. We *11 have a rare time of it, Dick. Well, I must go and dress, I suppose. Heigh ho ! it is jolly to be at home ! " Richard smiled. " What a boy you are, Harry, in spite of your five-and-twenty years ! " he said ; " I wish I felt so uplifted at the thought of the jolly girls as you." Harry laughed, and retired whistling to his dressing-room. In fifteen minutes he was back ready to go to the drawing-room. So together they went downstairs. To Richard Blake Mrs. Kendal's drawing-room seemed a blaze of light and biilliance and beauty, and he felt rather embarrassed at sight of so many strange faces. But that passed in a moment, and he was enabled to return the kind but somewhat stately greeting of Harry's aristo- cratic-looking mother with manly grace and dignity. Mrs. Kendal was somewhat surprised to see such a handsome, distinguished-looking man. She had fancied her son's friend a youth like himself, and was prepared to be very motherly and patronising to him. But it was utterly impossible to patronise Richard Blake. He stood a few minutes by his hostess's chair chatting easily, but all the while his eyes were roaming round the room in search of Harry's sister. There were many fair attractive maidens in the room, but none who came up to his idea of Frances Kendal. Will it surprise you that that young lady had been much i Was it I what glimpse tions fc I prove Pres( 5 and the '■ attentic i was H \ unli-^e ; dressed her ex I creamy \ her ne< \ same fi I of her \ had see f moved ^ room t( I " Ha i whom i dinner,' f Blake 1 I shy up j Kendal % turned Uhat fir meeting them, 1 future \ crownir ^ they w( :l! l:'i!» The Dawn of Love, 2? He was in ;d him. l 've seen and there '11 have a and dress, t home ! " te of your h I felt so IS you." ig to his was back ^ether they >. Kendal's I billliance 2d at sight issed in a the kind y's aristo- race and rprised to et 'i ! 1 i it . i f 1 1 \ 1 1 ii ! 1 lili i! U Across tJie Rubicon. 41 their very unselfishness has in it an alloy of self ; their love is a jealous love, which would fain have measure for measure, pressed down and running over ; you see it around you every day. Just then they heard the shrill whistle and sharp tread of the postman outside, and presently the bell rang. The servant brought the letters — two for the master, and one for Mrs. Blake from him. It was brief enough, ''"hus it ran : — "Kendal Hall, " SUTTON-THE-WiLLOWS, \st January. "My Dear Mother, — I am exceedingly sorry that I was unable to fulfil my promise to come home yester- day; but Mrs. Kendal had a dinner party and would not let me off. I expected to leave to-morrow ; but they ire urgent that I should remain till the end of the week. I have reluctantly consented ; but I am enjoying myself very well. I had no idea country life at Christmas time was so pleasant as this. You may expect me, without fail, on Saturday evening in time for tea. I hope Mary and you are quite well, and that you have had a happy Christmas. With love to you both, and wishing you the happiest of New Years, a greeting in which Harry heartily joinS; — I am, your affectionate son, Richard Blake." Mrs. Blake's lips quivered, and she tossed the letter into Mary's lap. Mary read it, folded it up, laid it on the mantel, and resumed her work. For a time neither spoke. " I can come to but one conclusion now, Mary," said Mrs. Blake at length. Ill iii iM i: 42 A Divided House. " What is that Aunt Sara ? " "That Harry's flirting sister h?.s captivated Richard, and is keeping him at her side ; not rv very pleasant thought for a mother." Mary smiled slightly, but her eyes were troubled. " You take little things too much to heart. Aunt Sara. Richard will marry some day," she said, quietly. " I suppose so. A woman's life is made up of little things, Mary, with a big sorrow now and again to test her powers of endurance. Hitherto I have had no sorrow with my son. Perhaps it was too much to expect that I should never be so tried. My heart is very heavy to-night." Mary Osborne looked at her aunt in surprise. She appeared deeply moved, and the lines on her brow seemed more distinctly marked. There was no tangible reason why she should be distressed. Yet how often are we borne down by indefinable fears, imaginings of trouble which may never come. Face to face with trial, moat of us can bear with at least a semblance of dignity and patience ; but how few can bravely overcome vague uncertainty, uneasy previsions for which we can hnd no explanation or excuse ! " There is one thing I have observed during my life, Mary," said Mrs. Blake, rising and walking nervously up and down the floor. " It is that it is the undeserving who are called upon to bear the most in this life. The drones of existence sip the honey provided for them by the toiling, self- denying bees. It is a great mystery." " Yes ; but the active bee has the completed, I ■■•M captivated not a very e troubled, leart, Aunt ' she said, lade up of now and Hitherto Perhaps it sver be so n surprise, les on her rhere was distressed, ndefinable ever come, ar with at ! ; but how ty, uneasy mation or luring my d walking that it is > bear the ce sip the ling, self- :ompleted, Across the Rubicon. 43 more satisfying life, auntie, if I may continue your form of spjech," said Mary. "A fully-occupied life is the happiest, I am sure." " It may be so. I am not in a good mood to-night, Mary. It is well Richard is not here. I should say very bitter things to him. The remnants of the old passionate nature are in me still. It is easy to be good and amiable when one is not tried." It was well, perhaps, that Richard Blake's mother could not see him at that very moment, else her heart had been sorer still. There was a skating party from Kendal Hall upon the lake on Sutton Common. It was a lovely nic;ht; tiie frost was hard and keen, the sky clear as crystal, the moonlight marvellous to see. It was a gay inspiriting scene. The ice was in splendid condition ; and there was plenty of l;iUL;hing and talking and coquetting among the skaters. But some were too intent upon their recreation to take part in anything else, while others were like to find more serious pastime than skating on Sutton lake. The beautiful sheet of water was fully a mile in length and took manv a winding curve among tall chestnuts and gloomy pines, through which the moonbeams played weirdly and uncertainly, mak- ing strange fantastic shadows on the ice. There was one pair who had reached the farthest limit of the lake, and who were standing there in the bright weird light, apparently oblivious of everything but each v.ther. They were Richard Blake and Frances Kendal. He was standing looking down upon the slight graceful figure in its It. \ I I IM hi ■nil ■Ml" I' :i \w > I i !: II M i lii.1 44 A Divided House. costly sealskin wraps, watching with passionate eyes every play of the lovely downcast face. " Why do we stand here ? it is idiotic ! " exclaimed Frances petulantly at last. " Let us go back ; you have no right to keep me here, Mr. Blake." "You are right,*'* he said quietly, unable to understand the wilful nature of this woman who, not two minutes ago, had been gentle, tender, conscious, as if but waiting to hear him tell his love. " Well, shall we turn ? " Miss Kendal tossed the end of her bright silken scarf across her shoulders, stopped for a moment to examine the fastening of her skates, and then darted off, leaving her companion to follow. He did so leisurely, biting his lip in chagrin. He despised himself for having succumbed to the coquette's power ; and yet one glance from her eye was sufficient to make him forget everything but her beauty and his love for her. Before turning the final curve which would reveal them to the others, Frances Kendal turned suddenly and glided back to Richard Blake's side. Involuntarily he stood still waiting for what she had to say. " I — I hate myself ; won't you forgive me ? I am so rude to you," she said, ai.d the uplifted eyes were suspiciously dim. " I cannot help it I want to be better, but it is very hard." A scrange light sprang into Richard Blake's eyes, and he took one of the slender hands in a grip which hurt, but she stood it bravely. " If you are playing with me, tell me so and let me go," Across the Rubicon. 45 em to the he said hoarsely. '* You know I love you ; I am a plain man, not wor^h the winning for the win- ning's sake. Tell me what you mean before I let you go." She stood absolutely still, not resisting nor responding to his passionate words. Her head was bent so low that he could not see her face. Yet her whole attitude whispered of hope to him, and his heart beat almost to suffocation. There was a brief interval of intense silence. " May I go now ? " she said at length almost in a whisper. " Our long absence will be commented upon." "What do I care?" he said quietly but resolutely. " You may not go till you answer me truly. Have you been playing with me, only doing your best to bring me to your feet, as I have heard it is the way of some women to do ? " Again there was a brief silence, and slowly the dawn of a lovely smile broke over Frances Kendal's face. " I was ; but " "But what?" "Jest has turned to earnejt. Trying to win, I — I — O Richard, cannot you guess?" Wliy should I linger here ? Love scenes are not of absorbing interest to outsiders ; nay, in their very depicting they become only amusing. Richard Blake could not, dared not try to realise what had come to him. Yet there he stood that winter night beside the first and only woman he had ever loved, and whom he had wooed and won in the space of a few days — a strange position, surely, for sober, staid, reserved, matter-of-fact Richard Blake i But M U\ V. m •fill I i I 'I!! 1 : ; 1 ■ ] ' 1 ^ ;': i J:; 1 m r! i ! ; ) i ' 1 , I! I ill *fO A Diviflcd Ilou^e. Love, the mighty conqueror and leveller, had him fast, and the whole current of his life would hence- forth be wonderfully changed. To him, in his new manliness and deep devotion, and to Frances Kendal in her womanly tenderness and shy exquisite yieldings to the first love which had ever touched her selfish heart, the chain which bound them seemed to be of purest gold. CHAPTER VI. BREAKING IT. ^ Ah ! well for us all some sweet hope lies Deeply buried from human eyes ; And in the hereafter angels may Roll the stone from its grave away." — Whittier. GAIN Richard Blake failed to keep his promise to his mother. Instead of being home in time for tea on the Saturday evening, as he had said, he travelled from Sutton - the - Willows by the late express, which arrived in London at eleven o'clock. He thought that they would have retired to rest at 10 Bingham Street, but there was a light in the dining-room window which told that he was expected within. His knock was answered by his ccusin, for the servants had gone to bed. "Well, Mary, how are you? Am I to be for- given — eh ? " he said lightly ; and stooping, as was his wont, touched the fair cheek with his lips. For the first time in his life he fancied she shrank from 47 D It in i\. m 111: ,;! i| 4» A Divided House. his caress, but then he was just in the mood to magnify trifles, and imagine things which had no existence. "I am well, thank you, Richard," she reph'ed quietly, and he did not know how sore a heart underlay the gentle words. "You are very late; Aunt Sara is very anxious." " I am very sorry, but I could not get away. Country hospitality is very pressing. Well, mother, how are you ? " They had now entered the dining-room, and Richard Blake took his mother in his arms and kissed her affectionately. Somehow at sight of him Mrs. Blake felt all her resentment ebbing away ; for love is ever the strongest attribute of a mother's heart. " I am glad you have come home, my son, at last," she said. Surely there was some great attraction at Kendal Hall, or were they kinder to you than Mary and I have ever been ? " " Oh, no," said Richard, and there ensued an awkward silence. It was broken speedily by Mary making some inquiries about his journey, and then the talk flowed on till presently Mary with her usual thoughtfulness went away to prepare a cup of coffee for the traveller. Mrs. Blake's sharp eyes noted that her son seemed nervous and ill at ease ; therefore she was not quite unprepared for what followed. After he had partaken of his refreshment, she rose, saying it was almost midnight, and they must all retire to rest. " Wait one moment, mother ; I have something Breaking it 49 particular to tell you," he said rather hurriedly. " No, don't go, Mary ; I have no secrets from you." As he spoke he rose and, leaning against the mantel, looked down for a moment into the clear embers of the dying fire. For the moment he had forgotten those beside him, and they knew it. •• I could not in a letter explain to you the cause of my protracted stay, mother," he began at last. "Being a woman, I thought perhaps you might surmise it." " I am not given to surmising, Richard ; I like plain facts stated in plain language," was his mother's reply given somewhat coldly. Mary Osborne turned away a little and busied herself about her ferns in one of the windows where they could not see her face. And she waited there almost, I fancy, as one wait for a sentence of death. " I went to Kendal Hall simply to please Harry and you, mother ; for, remember, you urged me to go," said Richard Blake, and it seemed as if he mentioned that to extenuate what followed. "I went expecting very little enjoyment, and I have found what I expected least of all, a — wife ! " For a time there was nothing said, and no sound broke the strange stillness but the tick of the clock and the wailing of the wind outside. Mrs. Blake covered her face with her hands ; Mary stood very still by her ferns, and Richard kept his eyes on the fire, seeing there the beautiful piquant face of his betrothed. "Is it Harry's sister?** Mrs. Blake asked at length, and her voice was hard and cold, her whole manner indicative of displeasure. h 50 A Divided House. "Yes, it is Harry's sister, mother. I do not ask you to congratulate me until you have seen her. She is the most peerless women I have ever seen. My wo^^der is that she should have stooped to a plain unattractive being like mo." Mrs. Blake shook her head impatiently and looked curiously at her son. Strange words these to fall from his reticent lips, especially on such a subject. Surely this visit to Kendal Hall, with its momentous issues, had changed the very current of his being. " I cannot say I am " she began, but was interrupted by Mary's voice, which sounded clear and sweet as a bell through the quiet room. " If you will let me I shall go upstairs, Aunt Sara," it said. " I am sure you and Richard would talk better if I were gone ; good-night ! " She glided from the room as she spoke, and neither of them had seen her face. Just then it was better so. " What were you about to say, mother ? " asked Richard when the door closed. " I was only saying, Richard, that you can hardly expect me to be rapturously pleased," she said, slowly. " I suppose I am selfish ; all mothers are : but it seems to me that you have been miserably blind to your own best interests." " My best interests, n.other !" repeated Richard, " Have I not won one of the loveliest and best of women ? What is that but one of my best, nay, my chief interest in life ? " Mrs. Blake held her peace. Her heart was very sore. She was set aside, and henceforth must occupy a second position in the heart and estimation '■'l |!il I'll ill Breaking it. 51 of her son. There was another thing which hurt. She had built up many fair castles — had pictured to herself Richard and Mary husband and wife, with little ones growing up about them, who would call her grandma, and be unspeakably dear to her heart because of the love she bore to their father and mother. But her sweet dream was dispelled, and she saw herself and Mary supplanted by a stranger. She was a proud woman, therefore she hid her pain. " You have not been a laggard in love, Richard," she said, with a slight smile which had in it a touch of scorn. " When I was a girl good wives were not so easily won." "You do not understand, mother," said Richard impatiently. " To see my Frances was to love her; therefore how could I, seeing her every day, living under the same roof, fail to recognise her worth? It is not love which can stand aside and wait, calculating every turn of fortune's wheel, which can think, and plan, and weigh, and measure before it speaks. True love is a divine inspiration which sweeps over the soul in a flow which there is no resisting." "O Richard, do not talk so foolishly!" cried his mother. " It may seem true and beautiful to you, but to me it is wholly absurd. I -would have love make a man of you. My son, the truest and most enduring love says least of all ; perhaps you will live to prove it." Richard Blake was effectually silenced, but of course not convinced. said. For a time there was nothing 52 A Divided House. Presently Mrs. Blake rose, and involuntarily a sigh escaped her lips. " It is the Sabbath morning, Richard," she said, and looking at her son she felt her heart soften. After all he was not wholly to blame, and though she had ridiculed his words they contained a Tneasure of truth ; for love is not a thing which can be taken up or cast aside at will. "My boy, fc;_*ve me if I seem hard and unsympathetic. This is naturally a shock to me, but by-and-by when I get this rebellious heart subdued I will be able to talk to yo\' as I should, and as I wish to do," she said, and her eyes were full of tears. " Only tell me one thing ; still one misgiving in my heart. I do not doubt that Miss Kendal is beautiful and fascinating and lovable; but, Richard, is she a woman who will be to you what a wife should, a helpmeet and companion in the upward way ? Will she make for you a home which will be an altar for the Lord ? " Richard Blake winced and slightly turned away. " I have no doubt that Frances will be all even you could desire, mother. Well, I will not keep you longer ; good-night ! " " Good-night, my son I May God bless you and her!'' said Mrs. Blake, with deep emotion, and went away upstairs. Richard tried to rid himself of these words, but they would not go ; and some- how in the solemn stillness of that midnight hour the first shadow fell upon his happiness. In his innermost heart he knew that the wife he had chosen would not be a help to him in the strait and narrow way, but rather a hindrance ; for she 1 I m Breaking it. 53 was of the world, worldly ; ay, to the very heart's core. Biit she loved him ; that was his hope, the beacon light which pointed to a perfect union. Richard Blake was an earnest God-fearing Christian man ; who did good . openly and by stealth ; who was known in the abodes of sin and misery as one of those who out of their own fulness yearn to fill the empty chalices of other lives less blessed than theirs. In his Christian work would Frances Kendal aid him with all a woman's gentleness and loving-kindness and infinite power? Ah no! it was more likely that she would smile and shrug her dainty shoulders, and say, " Dear me, how odd; how can you be so interested in such things ? " But he had hope, and it is hope, that blessed star of heaven, which helps us over rough places, and spurs us on to great efforts, and makes the agonies of earth easier to bear. Mrs. Blake, on her way to her own room paused for a moment at Mary's door, but it was dark within and all was still, so she did not seek to enter. We may, and yet heart and pen fail me. People are apt to smile at the mention of unre- quited love ; it is not a subject which excites much sympathy or compassion. Perhaps it was foolish of Mary Osborne to give her heart without being sought, to allow her life to be bound up in that of another without first ascertaining what was to be the result. But the thing was done ; it is done all the world over every day. Often it is never known, and then it is deepest and hurts most keenly. So it would be henceforth with Mary Osborne. She must turn that page which had been the sweetest I r i h ■,|i!i II 'i: 54 A Divided House. ,\\i\ in her life history and seal it down for ever. She must take up the life she would most wi "igly lay down, and so live it that the world mi'^ nt never guess what lay beneath. No easy task. God help her. Yet it is to such sorrows we owe many lives of loveliest consecration to the service of God. The ministry of pain is one of the most potent and most blessed in its results. It can be borne nobly, for it is, after all, but for a day, and the shadows of earth's darkest night point toward the morning. • I! 1 '■i t i! ■ik v4 CHAPTER VII. TAKING UP THE CROSS. " Is it so, O Christ, in heaven that the hic^hest sufiTer most, That the mark of rank in nature is capacity for pain ? " Sadie. HE Blakes attended the Presbyterian Church. Mrs. Blaise had been reared in the Church of England, but in her later years had found a plainer form of worship more to her taste. They were eminently church-going people. The minister of St. Mark's knew that as certainly as he entered the pulpit he should see them in their pew. But the Sabbath following Richard's return from the country, Mrs. Blake was absent for the first time for many months. She professed to be well enough, and said simply that she preferred to stay at home that morning. She was a conscientious woman, and she knew that she could not fix her attention on things Divine that day when things human so absorbingly occupied her mind. So it came to ! I "I iM 1 1 II l! I i\! I !'i \ ' $6 A Divided House. pass that Richard and Mary walked alone through the clear and frosty air of that New Year's Sabbath morning. When Mary came down ready dressed Richard Blake glanced at her admiringly, as he had done many a time before. She was faultlessly neat in her attire — a brown velvjt dress, made with simplicity and taste, a close fitting sealskin jacket, and a brown bonnet, with velvet strings tied de- murely beneath her chin, composed her toilet. She was neat, but she lacked a certain careless, nameless grace with which Frances Kendal invested every- thing she wore. In his own mind Richard contrasted the two ; needless to say large!}^ to the advantage of the absentee. "If you are ready, Richard we will go ? " she said, " It is nearly the half-hour." " Come and kiss me, Mary," said Mrs, Blake. "My dear, you look very nice, but pale. Late hours do not agree with you. The air will do you good." "Yes, Aunt Sara," replied Mary, gently; and turning her head slightly away left the room, her cousin following, buttoning his gloves the while. Sabbath morning though it was, Richard Blake's mind, like his mother's was occupied with but one theme, and he longed to speak of it to his cousin, knowing she at least would give him the sympathy he was beginning to feel the need of. Buc Mary seemed to be in no mood for conversation, and half the distance was accomplished in perfect silence. " I was at Sutton parish church last Sunday morning, Mary," he said at length tamely enough. " Yes. Did you enjoy the service ? " .^ Taking up the Cross. $7 " Thoroughly. The music ^'\as good ; the preach- ing excellent The service was decidedly High Church, yet I enjoyed it very much indeed." A little dry smile touched Mary's lips for a moment ; but she spoke no word. Richard saw that smile, and it made him feel uncomfortable. For the first time in his life he felt thoroughly out of sorts with the inmates of his own home. Two of the worshippers in St. Mark's church that morning found the service dry and profitless ; and once during the prayer a mist of bitter tears crept to Mary Osborne's eyes — though her head was bowed so low that none saw it. How small a thii.^ can distract our thoughts in the house of God ! the common things of life, week-day weariness and heartaches, which ought to draw us nearer to the Comforter, oftentimes prove the strongest barrier between the human and the Divine. It is easy to forget that all our cares, our veriest Weaknesses and failings are of abounding and tenderest intei -^st to "our Father which art in heaven." The cousins again pursued their way through the streets in silence. But when they entered the quiet precincts of Bingham Street, Mary turned suddenly and up* lifted her eyes to her cousin's face. " Richard ! before we go in, let me wish you joy from my innermost heart," she said in a voice which had no faltering in it, for she had schooled herself to say the words. " You will believe that none can wish you and Miss Kendal greater happi- ness than I ? " A sunny smile dawned upon Richard Blake's somewhat gloomy face, and re- gardless of the possible scrutiny from overlooking ; ' ! ■ i i t i I 'i! I ii'l I i 1 lili I ii'i- i iii' 58 A Divided House. windows, he lifted one of the gloved hands to his lips. " Thank you, Mary ; these words are a great comfort to me," he said sincerely. " Without them my happiness would be incomplete." "A slight flush rose to Mary Osborne's cheek. He did value her opinion, did set some store by her words after all. She was glad she had forced herself to congratulate him, though the task had not been easy. " I shall want to talk about Frances to you a great deal by-and-by, and I shall want you to be as truly a sister to her as you have been to me, Mary," he said when they reached the steps of their own door. "Wi!l you do this for my sake, Mary, until you do it for her own ? You will love her, I am sure ; I have never met any one the least like her in my life." " Yps, I will do all you ask me, and some day perhaps more," she said, lifting her faithful eyes to his face ; and if the words sounded a little prophetic Richard Blake did not heed them then. " And I will love Miss Kendal for your sake, Richard, until, as you say, I learn to love her for her own." These words sent Richard Blake beaming into the house, and again the world was fair, and there was no jar or discord to iTiar the music of his happiness. Truly a kind word hath in it a mar- vellous power ! There was evening service at St. Mark's ; but Richard Blake was never present. He had other «vork to do in one of the lowest mission fields in M Taking up the Cross, 59 the east end of the city. He went out as usual after dinner, leaving his mothe. and his cousin alone. There was an organ in the dining-room which Mary played occasionally, though it was her cousin's instrument, at which he generally spent his leisure hours. Mary was no musician. She could play simple tunes with correctness and taste, but the master-touch was lacking, and her perform- ance could never make a listener's pulse throb more quickly or excite the least emotion. It was simply mechanical. She sat down after Richard went out and played over some of the church music to wile away the time, and to occupy her attention while her aunt dozed in her easy chair. " I wish you would come and talk to me, Mary," said Mrs. Blake, by-and-by ; and her tone was rather sharp, for she was all out of sorts. " I am tired listening to the music, and I have scarcely heard your voice to-day." Mary shut the organ and, coming over to the hearth, sat down by her aunt's chair and laid a hand on her arm. She knew — ah ! none gentle better ! — something of the bitterness lingering still in the mother's heart. " Dear Aunt Sara, you are not well to-day. Let me read to you some poetry or a little bit from Dr. Raleigh— shall I?" " No, no ; I could not fix my mind upon it, my dear. I am a miserable, foolish old woman ; fretti r.g at what I should be glad of Come tell me what you think of this love affair of Richard's ? " Little did Richard's mother dream what a heart- ■HI ^li .1 ' ! I i ! .'H ' N I 1 1 I ! ' \h ■111 60 A Divided House. probing question she was putting to the gentle girl by her side. " If it is for Richard's happiness, Aunt Sara, we should be happy too," she said, calmly. " I suppose so. I know I am a hard-hearted, jealous-minded woman. But, O Mary ! it is hard to be a mother and to have all the plans of a life- time cast aside so suddenly." " I think it is Mrs. Gaskell who says, God seems to be against human planning, He so often mars it all," said Mary, with a slight smile. "There is truth in that, without doubt," said Mrs. Blake, musingly. " The estimate 1 have formed of Miss Kendal may be wrong; I hope it is ; but you have heard Harry repeatedly refer to her as a coquette. Who knows she may even yet be playing with my son, just to throw him over with a broken heart ! " " Oh, hush, Aunt Sara I She has promised to be his wife," said Mary. " Yes. But that species of our sex have not much respect for a promise," said Mrs. Blake, grimly. " I am very much astonished at Richard." ••When you see Miss Kendal you will not be. I understand she is very beautiful," said Mary, with a scarcely perceptible sigh. Oh, how she wished it was not necessary to discuss the subject of Richard's love with Richard's mother ! It promised '"O be the hardest part of her daily cross. " What is beauty in comparison with sober worth?" quoth Mrs. Blake. "Beauty will not make a man's home happy, nor keep the pot boil- Taking up the Cross. 6i ing, as the old saying goes. The cares of wifehood soon steal away the outward beauty which charms the eye ; and if there is no higher foundation than that, marriage is a mistake, Mary." "Aunt Sara! in justice to Miss Kendal, whom I have never seen, I forbid you to speak in that strain," cried Mary playfully, yet in real earnest " What has changed you so ? You ought to have been at church this morning, auntie. Doctor preached from the words, ' The greatest of these is charity.' " Mrs. Blake smiled. It was impossible to resist Mary's look and words. " My dear, you are right I have need to learn of you. My gentle teacher will by-and-by bring me into a better frame of mind," she said, and wondered a little why the brown head was so softly turned away, and why the fair cheek had paled so visibly. " O Mary ! I wish Richard had not been so blind to his best interests. Where would he have found a wife to equal you ? " Mary sprang to her feet, her bosom heaving, her face flushed with shame. " Aunt Sara ! Hush ! that is most cruel ! ** she said piteously; and then the scales fell from the eyes of Mrs. Blake, and for one brief moment the heart of the woman before her was revealed to her in all its wealth of unselfish love, its passion of pain, beside which hers sank into utter insigni- ficance. Before she could utter a word Mary had flown, and she was left to reproach herself and to brood over this new element in the affair which ^ *« 62 A Divided House, !i A 1 'A was so sorely troubling her. This revelation, so unexpected (for it had never once occurred to Mrs. Blake that Mary might have already learned to love Richard), did not by any means lessen her perplexity. When Richard returned, towards nine o'clock, he found his mother sitting alone by the smoulder- ing fire, apparently deep in thought. "Where's Mary ? " was his first question. Ay, even yet, a room without that gentle presence seemed empty to Richard Blake. " Mary is not well ; she has gone upstairs, I believe, to bed," replied his mother nervously ; and he was shrewd enough to see that something was amiss between them. *' She was well enough when I went out," he said. "What has happened? you look dis- tressed." Then Mrs. Blake did what she had no right to do ; what she never would have had done had she allowed herself to reflect a minute — she let Mary's secret out of her keeping. " You may well ask, Richard," she said : " what has upset me has upset Mary in a much greater degree." The significance of the words and the tone might have opened the eyes of a less shrewd man than Richard Blake ; yet he answered back coldly enough — " I do not understand you, mother." " No ; men in love have seldom much considera- tion for the feelings of others," she replied drily. "But do not let your own happiness make you f \ arc, his : T mot Blal time beer Taking up the Cross. 6.3 forjijct what you owe to her who has been so much to \-()U all your life." "Mother! you are mistaken ; I pray God you arc," said Richard lioarsely, and a red flush rose to his brow as he spoke. Then he abrujitly quitted the room, and his mother saw him no more tiiat ni^ht. Poor Mrs. Blake! Her indiscrcetness had destroyed, for a time at least, the happiness and peace of what had been so long a united household. B t i!!,: 1J, CHAPTER VIIL TRYING MOMENTS. "A kindly warning finger-post at the parting of the ways." i^HEN Richard Blake left Kendal Hall, I %^ yiY and Mrs. Kendal were not aware that their daughter had pledged her- self to become his wife. Mrs. Kendal had not been slow to see his devotion to Frances, and if it at times occurred to her that she treated him somewhat differently from all other admirers, she only set it down as the outcome of some new caprice, and did not give the matter a serious thought. To do Richard Blake justice, he had been most unwilling to leave without speaking to the parents of his betrothed. Shy, reticent, diffident he certainly was, but in matters of conscience he knew no fear. But Frances, who knew so well that it would renuire no small diplomacy to make her engagement palatable to her mother at least, pleaded so winsomely that they might keep their secret just till he came back in one little fortnight, 64 Tryin^^ Moments. ^5 le ways." lal Hall, )t aware ^ed her- . Kendal devotion occurred >mewhat mirers, )me new serious ad been to the iffident ence he ell that ake her least, ip their rtnight, \ 1 that Richard was unable to resist. She promised tliat before he returned she would have connded her important decision to her mother, and Richard, thoui^h feeling that she was making him shirk a duty, was bound to obey. But during that fortnight his mind was not at ease, and his mother and cousin did not find that his love had changed him for the better. When the fortnight ended he was off to Sutton by the afternoon train, v/hich reached Sutton in time for six o'clock dinner at the Hall. Richard Blake felt somewhat nervous, for Harry was not at home, and he had a trying ordeal to face. He got over it better than he expected. The Scjuire, blunt and outspoken as usual, said with a good-humoured smile and a slap on the back, — "So you are going to run off with my girl, eh ! Too bad of you. But if you can satisfy me that you can keep her comfortably, I 've no objections." Mrs. Kendal's s^rectin"- was somewhat fricrid, and fiom it Richard surmised that she had not received the news with unalloyed pleasure. She was polite and attentive enough to him during dinner, but he felt that she had something to say to him which would ease her mind. And Frances? Ah! she was lovely and tender and caressing. In the radiance of that smile Richard felt all unpleasant- ness melt away. For her dear sake he could do or dare anything. " When you have discussed your wine with the Squire I shall be glad to see you in the drawing- room, Mr. Blake," said Mrs. Avendal, when she rose to leave the table. Richard bowed, and if he was not very well able IIS ■) .' llil m ;>! i 66 A Divided II on ^c. to concentrate his thoughts on what his futun father-in-law had to say about the game laws, it need not be wondered at. Many a bolde- man than Richard Blake might havp quailed at the prospect of such an interview with the haughty mistress of Kendal Hall. " Try the Madeira, Blake," said the Squire, affably ; " it will bear criticism. You won't taste its equal '.,\ town, I assure you." " I believe you, sir ; but I never drink wine," replied Richard Blake, a little absently. " Never drink wine ! Why, bless me, what do you drink ? " " Water," answered Richard, with a smile. The Squire made a wry face. "What's that for, eh? Doesn't it agree with you ? My medical man assures me there 's nothing like Madeira for dyspepsia, and I fancy he is troubled with it pretty often ; ha, ha ! " he said, with a huge laugh at his own joke. " I abstain from principle, and because I have seen so much of the evil resulting from its abuse," said Richard, in his straightforward way. "Well, every man to his taste, and I wouldn't ask you to go against your principles," said the Squire, good-naturedly. " But, I say, let me give you a hint Don't air these opinion before Mrs. Kendal, at least not just yet. Women, you know, are — are — well, not easily understood ; and it might damage your cause, or at least make things not so pleasant. I daresay you have guessed that Mrs. Kendal 's not very highly pleased. The fact is sh'; had other views for Frances. The ladies for I Trying Moments. 67 futur? \vs, it man Lt the u^hty 5quire, : taste wine," hat do e with lothing he is said, I have abuse," ouldn't lid the le give e Mrs. know, might not so Lt Mrs. fact is ies for ambition, Blake ! You see, Mrs. Kendal numbers a peer among her kinsfolk, and I believe she wanted Frances to win a coronet or something of that kind. I have no such ideas. Give me an honest man, the noblest work of God, as somebody- says. And I believe you will be good to my girl " " I will ; so help me, God ! " said Richard Blake, with an earnestness which brought a sudden mois- ture to the old man's eyes. So they shook hands upon it, and then Richard went away upstairs to face his ordeal alone. He half hoped to see Frances in the drawing-room, for the sicrht of that sweet face would nerve him for CD anything, but he was disappointed. Mrs. Kendal sat on a low chair in the wide oriel window, with her hands folded on her silken lap, her whole demeanour indicating that she was ready to discuss the important question of her daughter's settlement in life down to the minutest detail. She motioned her future son-in-law to a chair, but he preferred to stand. " I understand that Frances has told you of the unspeakable honour and happiness she has bestowed on me ? " he began at once. " I am here to-day to show you upon what grounds, unworthy though they be, I presume to ask your daughter from you." Mrs. Kendal bowed. Really the man could express himself very well, and his fearless manner commended itself to her. Women can tolerate almost anything in a man except cowardice. For that failing they have an immeasurable contempt. IP n i'l ii4 68 A Divided House. "You are right; Frances has told me," she said, a little less icily ; " and if the news was rather a shock than otherwise to me you cannot be greatly surprised. The very short acquaintance, your slight knowledge of each other, and — and — other things" — she added, not caring to express all the thoughts in her mind just at once — " scarcely pre- pared me for the announcement made to me only yesterday." Only yesterday ! Richard Blake bit his lip ; but he would not clear hiniself at the expense of his beloved. " I am not blind to the fact that in point of posi- tion and everything else Frances is immeasurably my superior," he ^aid with the humility of a man very much in love. " I cannot as yet offer her what she deserves ; but I can and do offer her a comfortable home and a true honest love which will shield her from every breath of hardship and sorrow." Mrs. Kendal waved her hand somewhat impa- tiently, and her handsome face assumed a slightly scornful expression. "I do not doubt your devotion, Mr. Blake; it is apparent: but when a parent has to decide upon giving a child into another's keeping, it is plain facts and figures which must be dealt with. You see the manner of home in which Frances has been reared. I would not like, nay, I would not permit, her to step lower on the social ladder. She is not one who would wear poverty gracefully." "While I live poverty shall never touch her," said Richard Eiake passionately, for the woman !i ' ■|! Trying Momtiits. 69 ; said, ther a reatly your -other ill the y pre- e only p ; but of his )f posi- 5urably a man fer her r her a which lip and impa- slightly svotion, ent has mother's Tiust be n which arc all eat siua meddlc- wise to 1 in the to go if can give I must ny wife. ichard?" s herself :. When that she ht have it to her do it, edoubled ctions as intent to with you 5 had but 2 spoiled re was no ler heart ..■^ I ■Mi she was convinced that this step of Richard's was wrong from the beginning. " And what about this house, Richard ? " she asked presently. " 1 have bought it, and will settle it upon my mother. At her death, it will revert to you. I am also about to purchase an annuity for my mother, and there will be a sum invested for you, Mary." lie was interrupted by his cousin rising from her chair, with flushing face and glowing eyes. " No, no, Richard ; it is kind of you to think of me : but my mind is made up, has been maae up, indeed, ever since the beginning of the year." "Made up — what for?" he asked bluntly. " You have given me a home all my life, Richard, and so long as I was able to be of some use, I was content to be dependent on you. It is or will be different now. I intend to take a situation as governess or lady-housekeeper." "Mary, what absurd folly is this?" exclaimed Richard, beginning to walk rather angrily up ? v. down the floor. " I will never permit it ; what will my mother do if we both leave her ? " '* If I find that Aunt Sara is to miss me very much, I will remain with her and go out teaching or have pupils in the house," said Mary quietly. " But I will on no account accept money from you. Your wife will have a 1=^'.:, to it all, Richard ; and she could not be blamed if she saw no necessity for you bestowing your means on me." So saying Mary left the room, for she was unable to pursue the discussion further just then. Richard Bi^ke went off" to the city in rather • 1° 78 A Divided House. I'SI ii I a troubled frame of mind ; he had not expected this turn of affairs, but he had yet to learn that his cousin was as proud, self-reliant, and independent as she was gentle and kind. Mrs. Blake's note to Mrs. Kendal was duly written, and brought the reply in a few days. It was courteous in tone, but very distant, and the invitation was declined on the plea that as they would have a great deal of shopping and running about the city it would suit them better to put up as usual at Claridge's ; but they would be happy to call at 10 Bingham Street and make the acquaint- ance of Mrs. Blake. Mrs. Blake elected to be displeased with the reply. Mary herself, though trying to smooth it over as best she could, Iclt that the invitation ought to have been accepted. However, there was not much said about it, and after Easter week accordingly the ladies from Kendal Hall arrived in London, During that week it may be imagined Richard Blake was frequently absent from busi- ness, and his mother and cousin saw very little of him. One afternoon Mary was sitting alone in the drawing-room, putting the finishing touches to a little water-colour she had taken down at Walton- on-Thames the preceding Saturday, when visitors were announced — Mrs. and Miss Kendal ! She rose somewhat confusedly, for their call was quite unexpected. They were alone, having out of some whim chosen a day when Richard was busy at his office. In a moment Mary recovered her self-possession, and received them with quiet and cordial grace. air at fatifq o "I Franc She pale, An U ncomfoi'table Meetin^ & 79 vcpected :hat his pendent L as duly ays. It and the as they running put up lappy to .cquaint- with the iTiooth it nvitation here was :er week rrived in imagined om busi- little of ine in the :hes to a Walton- n visitors al ! She was quite t of some asy at his " If you will excuse me one moment, Mrs. Kendal, I shall tell my aunt you have come ; she has gone to lie down for a little," she said, with her true and pleasant smile. " I suppo.se you will have guessed that I am Mr. Blake's cousin, Mary Osborne?" Mrs. Kendal bowed graciously Frances smiled very slightly, and Mary left the room. " Rather a nice-looking person, Frances," said Mrs. Kendal when they were left alone. "Accom- plished, too. That is a very pretty sketch, isn't it ? " " I know nothing about painting, mamma," said Miss Kendal, rather crossly, for she had imagined Mary Osborne a very different person from this sweet, dignified, graceful woman, who comported herself so well in a trying situation. Presently she joined them again, and resuming her seat, inquired pleasantly how they were enjoying their stay in London. " Mamma likes it, but I am very sick of it this time. Everybody is out of town for the recess." "We came simply for shopping, Miss Osborne," said Mrs. Kendal, " and I knew that we would get our business done most expeditiously when there were no interruptions in the way of friends or pleasure-seeking." " You are wise. But the city is very trying in these hot days. You must feel it after your lovely air at Kendal Hall," said Mary. "You look very fatigued. Miss Kendal." " I feel it. May I remove my gloves ? " said Frances, languidly. She certainly looked very weary. But though pale, her face v/as the loveliest Mary had ever seen. F i ■ 1 ' i Ui li ! ii i.:! 80 A Divided House. Her costly attire, the most clcg^ant and approved of the spring fashions, became her rarely well, and showed every line and curve of her figure to perfec- tion. When she drew off her gloves, Mary noted that there was but one ring on her left hand, Richard's betrothal circlet, likely — a gem of cosily brilliancy, such as it befitted the beautiful daughter of Kendal Hall to wear. " You are very retired here, considering how near you are to the city's centre," said Mrs. Kendal. " Yes, we like Bingham Street. It suits Richard for business. Have you seen him to-day?" " He called this morning just after breakfast, but he was to be occupied all day. We purpose going home to-morrow." " So soon ? Aunt Sara will be disappointed that she has seen so little of you," said Mary ; and just then the door opened and Mrs. Blake entered the room. It was a trying moment for these four women, and, perhaps, poor Richard was t)est away. A keen glance, then a somewhat stiff bow, passed between the respective mothers, then Mrs. Blake turned almost sharply to the elegant figure leaning back languidly in Mary's low chair. " Is this Frances T " she said, with eagerness, and Frances, rising, offered her cheek to be kissed b)- Richard's mother. Then they sat down and looked at each other rather stupidly for a few seconds, Mary nervously playing with the leaves of a plant in the jardiniere by her side. " You have been in town all week, my son tells me," said Mrs. Blake at length. " You have been long in finding your way to Bingham Street." An Uncomfortable Meeting'. 8i m " We have been so occupied, my dear Mrs. Blake," said Mrs. Kendal, with all the suavity of an accom- plished woman of the world, "you really must excuse us this time. Won't you promise to come to Kendal Hall and bring your charming niece with you before the event takes place which is to unite our interests ? " "I cannot promise; I do not travel much — thank you ; " said Mrs. Blake rather snappishly. Poor woman, she did not show to advantage. Her grave, stern face, her sombre and severely simple attire, presented an almost painfr' "ontrast to the brilliant appearance and youthful garb of Squire Kendal's handsome wife. " Ah ! but you will be persuaded ; mustn't she, Frances ? " "Yes, mamma," said Frances, but without cordiality ; and Mary felt how sorely lacking she was in respect to the mother of her future husband. It was an unsatisfactory, uncomfortable interview, and all were relieved when the visiters rose to take their leave. "What stiff people! what a frightful old woman!" exclaimed Mrs. Kendal, with more energy than grace, when they reached the carriage waiting for them. "If you take my advice, Frances, you will not permit your mother-in-law to come very often to Brampton Square." " I don't intend to, mamma," was Miss Kendal's reply. " Nor that cousin either ; she is one of the sly, soft, gentle tilings who can make all kinds of mibchiel and yet keep up their reputation as saints. ' ' ISM'.. 82 A Divided House. i' J She has taught Richard to consider himself a paragon, born for the admiration and adoration of all womankind. You must disabuse his mind of that idea." " I think I shall be able to manage my own affairs, mamma," said Frances irritably. She was all out of sorts, and did not trouble to hide it. Meanwhile in the drawing-room they had just left, Richard's mother and Richard's cousin looked at each othe. blankly, for both were wofully dis- appointed. "Miss Kendal is really beautiful," said Mary at length, in a cheerful voice. " Don't speak to me, Mary. God forgive me if I judge harshly ; but I prophesy that between them these two will break my son's heart," said the unhappy mother ; and what could Mary :-ay to comfort her when her own heart was as heavy as lead ? It fell to her lo.. to tell Richard of the ladies' visit. As was natural he was eager to hear all about it, and to be told what im|)rcssions had been made on either side. But Mary said very little, and it was not quite "^ suring. "Miss K(. idal is sv> h autiful, Richard, T could scarcely lift my eyes Lorn her face. But she seemctl weary and out of sorts. I think it a pity they came alone. If you had been with them it would have been better for us all." f^:^^:^ CHAPTER X. THE FIRST STxNG. Oh 1 must the cup that holds Tlie sweetest vintage of the vine of life Taste bitter at the dregs ? — Matthew Arnold, AM tired of this lounging abcnt, Richard ; let us go home.' The words v^'ere petulantly ut^^-"^ and the expression en the speUivL - face was one of intense weariness and languor. Not many younL, wives weary df the honeymoon trip b-^forc it is half over ; but so it was with Frances biake. They had been a fortnight on the Continent, and though s month had been the intended ''?ngth of their holidays, the bride was already tired of sight-seeing, perhaps tired also of the companionship of hei quiet, grave husband ; although she loved him as well as it was in her nature to love any human being but herself. They were drifting idly in a little skiff on the beautiful lake of Geneva, above Ve- ly, 8i : is WW w w M-l 1 II 1' \ (l li 1 1^ I !i * !t' !il(' i ' 84 A Divided House. within sii^ht of the lonely Castle of Chillon. It was a day of August's sunniest mood ; unpleasantly hot on the dusty roads and exposed mountain sides, but dcliciously cool on the lake where the gentlest of zephyrs moved the crystal waters into tiny ripples which glittered in the sun. Richard Blake looked up suddenly and quickly, and the expression on his face was one of the most painful surprise. He was himself so unutterably, blissfully happy, that to him that quiet and lovely spot seemed the very gate of Eden : he so grudged the days passing one by one, that it was a shock to him to hear such words from his wife's lips. He bent towards her, laying his firm fingers on the dainty ungloved hand, and looked with tenderest solicitude into the lovely but discontented-looking face under the broad sun hat. " My darling, you are tired ; the heat has over- powered you," he said gently. " Let me row back to the chateau and you 'ill lie down for an hour." She shook her head impatiently. *' No, no ! I am quite well ; only it is so stupid here. There is nothing to see. Couldn't we go to Taden or some place where there is life ? Why, R!chr4,id, what is the good of all my lovely dresses if we are to vegetate here all the time ? " " Perhaps I have been selfish, Frances. To be alone here with my wife has been and is to me unspeakable happiness. But I should have though!: of you. If you wish it, dear, we can go on to- morrow anywhere you like. Nice will be very gay just n!..',v." W.i .'6poke quietly and kindly, but his voice ITiX iilli'i If! I ! 1.^ The First Sting. 85 IS voice betrayed his keen disappointment. To him the ^^aiety of such fashionable resorts would be irksome in the extreme, especially at the present time. " I have been to Nice in the season before. Let it be Baden, Richard, dear. The Lancasters are there this month, and Colonel St. John and his daughters. Well, shall we go to-morrow? " Her listlessness was gone. Her face was now lit by a sweet smile, her eyes sparkling and vivacious. " To-morrow be it. I shall make arrangements when we land. Shall I steer for the shore now ? " " Not unless you wish it, dear," replied his wife, and stooping with matchless grace she touched with her lips the hand resting on hers. Her husband scarcely smiled. For him the beauty was gone from sky and lake and shore. There was a shadow on the sunshine of his Eden now, for there crept into his heart the consciousness that the wife whom he loved so well, and for whom he had sacrificed much, had not given him all her heart in return. Life with him alone was not sufficient for her. They had been but two short weeks together, and already she was longing for change. " A nd, Richard, dear, we will travel home by Paris, at the end of the month. Mrs. Lancaster promised to get me a maid in Paris — a sister of her Marie, who is a perfect treasure." Richard Blake rested on his oars and looked again at his wife, " What kind of a maid, Frances ? " "Why, a waiting-maid; a lady's maid, you stupid boy, to dress my hair and alter my rovvns — an ll i! ,, .'i w Bf h M' I '^\ I I m^'v 86 A Divided House, indispensable article among a lady's possessions," she said gaily. But Richard looked grave almc^st to sternness. " Frances, how many servants are engaged to come home to us already ? " '* Only five, dear, and my maid will be six ; they have more than a dozen at the Hall." " Yes, but a city merchant's house and Kendal Hall are two different things, Frances. You know my income, and if you have even a slight know- ledge of household management you must be aware that it would take fifteen hundred twice told to support such an establishment. I am sorry to grieve or disappoint you, my love, but you must not engcjge a Parisian maid, and one of the do- mestics already engaged must be dispensed with." He spoke quietly but decidedly, for the time had come when he must lay a firm hand on the reins, else misery and confusion would ensue. It was a keen pain to him to speak thus, to see the hot flush mount to his wife's brow, and her eyes flash- ing with anger. It was very soon after marriage to have a dilference of so serious a kind. " Why, Richard, do you expect me to do the work of a housemaid in my new home?" " Don't be absurd, Frances ; there is no need for anything even approaching to that. I only ask my wife to be content with a quiet life for a time, and the large establishment will come all the sooner. Much as I love you, Frances, I cannot even for you go beycnd the bounds of prudence and right, nor can I sacrifice my own seif- respecL" E| VVhi i for 1 begi old at 1 The First Sting. 87 Perhaps h^ spoke too sternly, but he was deeply hurt. His wife made no reply, but drawing her hat down over her eyes, turned from him and amused herself" by dipping her hands in the shining water through which they were gliding swiftly to the shore. " I think, Richard, we had better go home to London to-morrow," she said, as he helped her out at the little pier. "Why, my darling?" " Because we are spending money here every day!" she said coolly, and walked on to the cliateau, leaving her husband to digest her ungen- erous speech at his leisure. He secured the little boat to its fastenings and proceeded slowly up the green slope to the garden of the chateau, with his head bent on his breast in dccip thought. There was a rustic seat standing in the shelter of a tall almond tree in bloom, and there Richard sat down, and leaning his head on his hand tried to look into the future, to picture what his home life was likely to be with Frances Kendal. Their wills had clashed already ; and on the sub- ject of expenditure they could never hope to agree. What was to be done? It was a painful positioii for a newly-made husband ; and already he was beginning to think that there was truth in the old saying that those who marry in haste repent at leisure. He would brook no delay, and his passionate love had blinded him to Frances Ken- dal's desire ior wealth and ostentatious display of every kind. She was not of that sisterhood who for love can deny themselves, aid make home 88 A Divided House. •x\ happy with their sweet unmurmuring content. Sit- ting there with a load of care and anxious forebod- ings on his heart Richard Blake prayed more earnestly than he had ever prayed before that he might be given strength to deal gently and lovingly, yet firmly, with the wayward being whose life was now linked to his. At whatever cost he must keep blameless in the eyes of God and of his fellow-men ; there must be no incurring of debts which they could never hope to pay, no livinL^ beyond their means. On these points Richaid Blake was firmly determined. He had a strong will, so also had his wife. It remains for us to see which conquered. Yet how he loved her ; how unspeakably dear was every thread of gold on her queenly head ! He would have willingly denied himself to give her a moment's pleasure. Would his love win her to a nobler womanhood, whose aim would soar higher than the latest styles in furniture and dress? Time would tell. He rose at length and sauntered into the house. In their private sitting-room he found his wife lying on a couch where, overcome by the sultry air, she had fallen asleep. It was a troubled sleep ; and there were tears on the fair cheek and sparkling on the long lashes, which smote Richard Blake to the heart. Perhaps he had spoken harshly to his darling, for she, the petted, indulged child of a happy home had never heard a cross word, and doubtless the tender heart had been wounded by his abrupt and stern remarks about the servants. He knelt down by her and looked into her face with eyes so full of love that they seemed like some I'll: The First Sting, T.0 ie some magnet, for presently the g^olucii head stirred on the pillow, and she looked up. " Is it you, Richard ; arc you cross with me yet ? " she asked, and one fair arm stole about his neck, while the uplifted eyes were filled with all the winning entreaty of a child. " My darling, forgive me ; I was a bear. I don't deserve such a sweet wife," he said ; all the firm resolutions of an hour ago melting away in the radiance of that tremulous smile. So, like children at play, they made it up, and again Richard lilake was blissfully happy. Next morning saw them on their way to Baden, where for ten days they took part in all the gaiety of that gay and fashionable resort. At the end of that time they travelled with the Lancasters to Paris, where young Mrs. Blake engaged the sister of her friend's " treasure " as a maid. So she won the day. They arrived in London late on a Saturday evening ; and as they were not expected until the beginning of the foUow- insf week there was none to welcome them to their new home in Brampton Square. Richard only felt it for his wife's sake, but she was not one to fret over such trifles. She was so absorbed in seeing whether all her orders to the upholsterers had been fulfilled that she missed no familiar face in her new abode. •' By -the -by, what church do you attend, Richard ? " she asked at breakfast on the follow- ing morning. " St. Mark's Presbyterian, in Albion Road," he replied. " It is just half-way between Brampton Square and Bingham Street." IMAGE EVALUATION TEST TARGET (MT-3) Z. ^ /. ^/ A . * C^x :/. V] <^ 7i 'cr^l / ■^ ^^ 1.0 :i» I.I 1.25 28 It 1^ 6" PhotDgiBphic Sciences Corporation 25 2.2 1.8 U nil 1.6 ,\ ^:'^^^ '•Q^' <> ^v V '4^ 6^ 23 WEST MAIN STREET WEBSTER, N.Y. M580 (716) 872-4503 no A Divided Hotise, " A Presbyterian church ! Oh, yes ! I remember now ; you told me that ; but of cours6 you will go with me now. I could never feci at home in a dull Presbyterian church. I was talking to Florence St. John about it. They go to St. Peter's, in Eton Square, and the service is deliriously High Church ; suppose we try it this morning ? " Richard Blake was dumfoundercd. " But, Frances, is it not your duty to go with me ? " he said with a slight smile. His wife shrugged her dainty shoulders and laughed. " Oh, come, Richard ! you are not going to tyrannise about such a trifle ? Suppose we split the difference then — you go with me to St. Peter's in the morning, and I '11 go with you to St. Mark's in the evening when I am not too tired ; will that do, you tiresome boy ? " She bent towards him with her bewitching smile, and pushed back his hair with her white, jewelled hand. Her caressing ways were irresistible as yet to her husband, so he kissed her and said they would try that experiment for a Sabbath or two at least. And what of the mission in Seven Dials? What of ihat faithful band of workers who looked to him as their guide and head — what of the army of need- ing ones to whom in Sabbath evenings gone by he had been wont to break the Bread of Life ? Must his labours among the outcast come to an end now simply because he had built up a home for himself? Was there not a greater call for him out of his abundant gratitude to continue his mission of mercy The First Sting. 91 to others less blessed than he? These thoughts ofcupied the mind of Richard Blake, and made the first Sabbath of his wedded life at home miserable and unsatisfactory. He had married a wife indeed, sweet and lovely and fascinating ; but was she a helpmeet who would strengthen his feet in the upward way? i I :'^:'"t| )H I' I i II II I! CHAPTER XI. AT BRAMPTON SQUARE. Oh ! the crooked path is tempting, In its wealth of summer bloom ; But its sunshine, false and smiling, Must ere long change to gloom. SAY, Mrs. Blake, don't you tlilnk, Mary — Miss Osborne, I mean — is working too hard? She looks ill, and even old ; it's a confounded shame." The speaker, as the reader may have already guessed, was no other than Harry Kendal. He had "dropped in," as he often did, at lO Bingham Street, one evening, and had been struck by the change in Mary. " I don't know, Harry. I see her every day, you know, and she always says she is quite well ; but now that you speak of it, I do think she does not look so fresh as she did a year ago." " 1 should think not either. What 's she doing now? Oh, I hear the monotonous grind of the 92 At Brampton Squwe. 93 five-finger exercise upstairs ! How many pupils has she ? " " Only three. Mary is not a musician ; and it is a task for her to teach music. Painting is her forte, you know ; but music and drawing so often go together that she could scarcely get pupils for the one without the other," replied Mrs. Blake. " I see," said Harry, grimly. " When did you see Dick, Mrs. Blake?" "About a fortnight ago," replied Mrs. Blake, with a sudden hardness in her voice. " He called for a few minutes. As I said to him, he might as well live in the wilds of Siberia as a mile from us." " Don't you ever go to Brampton Square ? " asked Harry. '• No. Excuse me saying it, but I am not wel- comed there. Mothers-in-law are best kept outside, Harry." Marry bit his lip. " Frances is a fool, Mrs. Blake. There 's some- thing wrong at the Square ; 1 hate to go. There's something wrong everywhere. The world 's all at sixes and sevens;" said Harry with an enc.gy which made Mrs. Bl.ke iiinile in spite of herself. But there was truth in what he said. Of late there had been many discords, many heart-burnings both in Brampton Square and Bingham Street. But the worst had not come yet. " When were j^?/ at Richard's, Harry?" " To-day ; but Frances was as cross as a bear, and Dick wouldn't speak. The only decent person in the house was Miss Annesley, an old school Iriend of Fan's ; but she doesn't look as if she were t- '■^y !>. I I I (I nil 94 A Divided House. enjoying h r visit immensely," said Harry. "Hulloa! the s\'cct symphonies upstairs have collapsed, and I hear the front door shutting. The lesson is surely short and sweet." Just then the dining-room door opened and Mary entered. She smiled to see Harry, and gave hiin her hand cordially, as of yore. Yes, Mary was changed. The freshness of her youth seemed gone ; her face was pale, and worn, and even sad. Of late old Time had not dealt tenderly with our gentle Mary. " Wh)' liave you sent Julie away so soon to-night, dear? "asked Mrs. Blake. *' She had not practised, and my head ached so that I could not be so patient with her as I liJce to be, auntie,'' replied Mary. " Well, Harry, how have you been ? What a long time it seems since we saw you ! " "I was here last week ; do you think it long?" exclaimed Harry. ** I say, you look wretchedly ill ! It is a glorious night ; you can feel the spring even in this smoky Babylon. Let me take you out?" " Thanks ; so I will. I want to go to Bramp- ton Square to-night, Aunt Sara. I promised Richard. He said Mrs. Blake was wondering why I had not come to see them for so long." Richard's wife was always spoken of as Mrs. Blake ; even his mother never used her daughter- in-law's Christian name. That in itself told that there was a gulf between Brampton Square and Bingham Street. Yes, a gulf indeed ; and growing wider every day ! At Brampton Square. 95 Harry's face glowed with pleasure at the ready assent to his request. He had not outgrown his boyish passion for Mary Osborne; nay, it had grown stronger and deeper and more manly, and of late a new element had crept into it, a kind of protecting tenderness, such as strong men so often feel for gentle careworn women whom they would fain shelter from all the storms of life. Mary quickly made her toilet, and in less than fifteen minutes they were walking together by the quietest route to Brampton Square. " I say, Mary, what do you suppose is up at the Square?" inquired Harry, abruptly leaving the subject of art and the approaching opening of the Academy which they had been discussing during the first part of their walk. " Up at the Square ! what do you mean, Harry?" ** Oh ! Well, Dick and Fan don't seem to get on — do they now ? not, at least, as I would like to get on if I had a hou.^e and a wife of my own." Mary was too much troubled to smile at her companion's rather amusing way of expressing himself " If their happiness is not quite perfect, we can- not mend it by discussing it, Harry," she said ; so gently that he could not take offence. " Of course you are right — you always are ; only I want to say that the blame isn't Dick's, it 's Fan's. It always is and always was. She wasn't the wife for him at all. He deserved a better." "Oh, hush, Harry! Mrs. Blake is your sister," pleaded Mary. \ I t^». 96 A Divided House. ihr " Ye.= that's what makes me so mad at her when I look at Dick. He isn't the man he was. Well, I won't say another word — upon my honour 1 won't ; but I say, Mary, how different you are from other women ! They mostly like to discuss people's failings and differences, especially those of married people." " Harry, our talk about the pictures was more edifying than this, wasn't it ? " asked Mary with a little smile. " Perhaps it was ; but I won't talk another word about pictures. I want to talk about you," said Harry, daringly. " Do you know you are working too hard ? " " Am I ? Who told you so ? " " I see it on your face. It can't go on, Mary, you know." "Well, if it can't go on it iri^si stop, I suppose," said Mary, smiling, still all ui xious of the drift of her companion's remarks. "Yes, it's got to stop," kind of desperation. " I say, a fool. I know you are ten good for me, but I wotdd love and care for you — upon my honour I would ; and you wouldn't have anything to do except keep me in order." It was a proposal characteristic of the man — abrupt, impetuous, boyish, but sincere as he was to the very heart's core. "Harry!" Oh the deep distress in the voice and on the face of the woman by his side ! That one word, that look told the downfall of all his hopes. said Harry with a , Mary, I know I am thousand times too \ At Brampton Square. 97 " Forgive me, Mary," he said humbly. " I — T — thought you didn't hate me. You seemed to like me to be with you. And I love you so dearly ; couldn't you manage to put up with me? You might learn to care a little for me, by-and-by. I 'd strive to be more worthy, and I 'd be so good to you !" "O Harry, Harry!" The tears were overflowing now in Mary's eyes, and she stood still, for they were just entering Brampton Square, and as all the windows were closed in for the night, nobody could see them. " My dear Harry, I am so sorry, I don't know what to say." "Then you can't have me, Mary?" There was something intensely pathetic in Harry's handsome face ; he was in such terrible earnest. Mary shook her head. " I never suspected such a thing, Harry. I have been so grateful for your kindness, your care for me, never thinking what was in your heart. Forgive me if I have unwittingly encouraged you, or led you to hope that my answer would be different." " You didn't ; you are an angel. But tell me why you can't have me ? Is there anybody else ? That fright of a doctor with the eyeglass who comes to see Mrs. Blake?" " No, no ! " Then Mary's eyes involuntarily travelled across the square to the stately mansion with the pillared doorway wherein dwelt Richard Blake and his 'I r f I m ii' \-n\ n i ; 98 A Divided House. wife. That look was enough. The scales fell from the eyes of Harry Kendal. " Of course it was Dick. What a fool I was. I had no chance beside him. Forfjive me, Mary, and forget what I said," he said, quickly. " Let us be friends still ; and let me assure you I never loved and reverenced you as I do now. You are the best and noblest woman on earth. Good-bye ! " So saying poor Harry wrung her hand and strode off to battle with his pain and manfully master it in solitude. Mary understood, for had she not passed through these very deeps herself? She was faithful to the one love of her life ; the blessed- ness of womanhood had but whispered itself to her and for ever passed her by, but it had left her a better woman than it found her ; to her sorrow had been sanctified indeed. She walked slowly across the quiet square pondering the mystery of life. Oh but it was a ravelled skein ! and but for her firm clinging to the mighty Hand which held it, she had lost her way altogether. Thus as we grow older, and sorrows thicken about our path, we feel more and more the unutterable need of a faith which will stand the test, which will sustain even when our eyes are blinded to the wherefore of much we see around us. Oh the sweet peace and blessedness of that faith, tiiat calm trust in a Father who knows all about us, all our innermost needs and heart-longings, far better than we can tell Him ! I think sorrow is the very pathway to the gate of heaven. " Mrs. Blake is out, ma'am, but Mr. Blake is in the library. Will you see him ? " At Braripton Square. VO So said Mrs. Richard Blake's smart houscinaid when she answered Miss Osborne's rin^^. Many of young Mrs. Blake's fashionable friends wondered why she did not keep a footman. To their polite wonderings she would shrug her dainty shoulders and reply, " Poor dear Mr. Blake has notions, you know. IJkes woman servants about the house ; and a man's prejudices, my dears, have to be overcome by dci^rccs." Ay, truly ! And if women of Frances Blake's stamp (there are many such) would lay bare their married life to public gaze it would exhibit triumphs of diplomatic skill before which the tactics of the most brilliant statesman would pale. Miss Osborne hesitated a moment. Her visit was intended for Richard's wife, not f'^r Richard himself. But she knew he would be hurt if she did not wait to see him. Therefore she bowed assent, and the maid ushered her upstairs to the drawing-room. It was a magnificent and beautiful apartment, which would have borne lavourable comparison with the neighbouring drawing-rooms in Park Lane. Mrs. Richard Blake had given one of the first-rate London upholsterers carte blancJie to furnish her house, and when the bills came in to Richard Blake he stood aghast, for he had not the wherewithal to pay. So the young couple began life under the shadow of debt. It weighed lightly on Frances, because she had never learned through the fine experience of poverty the value of money ; but it was a burden upon the mind of her husband, ! t .,. 100 A Divided House. 'J I !: day and night. Mary was not long left alone. In a few minutes she hoard a footfall on the stairs, and the door opened to admit her cousin. He was in evening dress and looked every inch a gentle- man, but he was not the Richard Blake of old. There were silver threads gleaming among the heavy dark hair and lines upon the broad open brow which thirty-three years of ordinary life could not have brought there. The anxious careworn mouth, the restless troubled eyes, told of inward care. At sight of his cousin the smile of old lit up his face, and he took her hands in a warm kindly clasp. " Mary, it is good to see you," was all he said ; but the words meant much. " I came to see your wife, Richard," said Mary, quietly. " The maid tells me she is not at home." " No. You will seldom find Frances at home of an evening. She receives on Wednesday afternoons. But you would not care, perhaps, to encounter her guests then. She and Miss Annesley have gone to spend a quiet evening at Lady Conroy's in St. James's Square. I promised to drop in late. Well, how has the world been using you? You look pale and wearied." " So do you, Richard," replied Mary, with a slight smile. " But we are both growing old." " I suppose so. The world seems changed since the old days at Bingham Street." " I should imagine so. With a lovely wife and a house like this you should be a happier man, Richard." " You think so ? " At Brampton Square, loi Richard Blake took a turn across the lonj^ room and then came back to the window. Then he stood a moment looking out on the network of fresh green boughs in the gardens of the square. "Do you ever go down to the Dials Mission now, Mary ? " " Yes ; eve«*y Sabbath evening." " How is it getting on ? Well, I hope ? " *' Yes. But you are missed everywhere, Richard. They will never get a superintendent like you." " Ah ! " After that brief exclamation from Richard Blake a long silence ensued. " You understand, I suppose, what caused me to sever my connection with the Mission," he said at lenc[th. " Perhaps I can guess. Is it not the same which caused you to change from St. Mark's church to St. Peter's ? " " Yes ; and yet there is more. I believe that though my wife is desirous that I should appear with her at church on Sabbath mornings, she would not greatly care where 1 spent my evenings. But at the present time my life is such that were I to go down to the Dials and speak as I used to speak to the poor creatures there I should be acting the part of a hypocrite, Mary." Mary Osborne shivered slightly, and her lips trembled. " O Richard, that is a terrible thing to say." *' It is true," he said, bitterly. " Let me speak, Mary ; it will relieve me, and I know you to be true as steel. At the present time I owe hundreds I' :i:l 'U. r. *ai il ■' i ji' '• :i« 1 ■ ' 11 \\i II 11 '|iff 1 illl 103 ^ Divided House. of pounds at least The debts have been chiefly incurred by Frances, but it is the same thing. To try and retrieve such a wretched position I have phmged into speculations, which are sometimes neither very safe nor strictly honourable, hoping for a chance in my favour. As yet I have had bad luck. Ihe income I derive from my business scarcely pays the house rent and servants' wages ; so that wc are literally robbing trades-people to make an appearance before a world which does not care a straw whether we sink or swim." " O Richard, Richard ! " said Mary, in a kind of wail. " Do not tell me any more. Let me go. I cannot bear it ; I cannot, indeed !" " I have no home," continued Richard Blake, as if he had forgotten the presence of his cousin, "and a wife only in name. Our marriage is a mockery of the name. We " He stopped abruptly, for there was the noise of an arrival or an entrance downstairs. " I hear my wife's voice," he said in surprise. " Something must have occurred to Lady Conroy. She is not strong. No ; sit still, Mary. You must see Frances now. Assume for once, if you can, a little of society-hypocrisy, and look as if our con- versation had been ot the most commonplace kind." P^ CHAPTER XII. A LOVELESS HEARTH. MucTi must be borne which it is hard to bear, Much given away which it were sweet to keep; God help us all ! who need indeed His care ; And yet I know the Shepherd loves His sheep. Bitliuer Lyiton, N spite of her cousin's advice, Mary Osborne looked flushed and ill at ease when the ladies entered the room. Richard's wife entered first, a fair vision in shimmer and sheen of satin, with rare jewels sparkling in her hair and at her throat. The hue of her dress was certainly dark, but its elabo- rate make and trimmings, and its sweeping train, made it suitable for any assembly, however gay and fashionable. Her face, though beautiful as of yore, was marred by its expression of discontent. Frances Blake was not a happy woman. She looked keenly from her husband to the lady sitting near him, recognised her by a distant bow, and threw herself 10^ 104 A Divided House. W\ !ii languidly into a chair. Then she seemed to remember the lady who had followed her into the room — " I beg your pardon, Gertrude " she said, with the slightest approach to a smile. "Allow me to introduce you to Miss Mary Osborne, a connection of my husbaiid's : Miss Annesley — Miss Osborne." Mary turned with unspeakable relief to the gentle refined face of Gertrude Annesley, and, imp.-^lled by her frank and lovely smile, held out her hand. T.Trs. Blake smiled slightly at this breach of conventional manners ; but Gertrude immediately took the offered hand and pressed it warmly. Their eyes met, and these two women, meeting thus for the first time, became friends, for the soul of each spoke to the other in the language of simplicity and truth. "You are early home, Frances," said Richard Blake, as he placed a chair for Miss Annesley. *' I trust you did not find Lady Conroy indis- posed ? " " No ; she was quite well when we went, but she took one of her hysterical fits, and we were glad to leave. We hurried home, thinking we might be in time to catch you for the Vaudeville. Lady Conroy raves about the new comedienne now appearing there," said Frances, looking straight at Richard. He bit his lip, for her treatment of Maiy was rude in the extreme. "Three nights at the theatre in one week is quite enough, Frances." he said, coldly. " I am ';/ A Loveless Hearth. lo:; sure Miss Annesley has no desire to see the new comedienner " I cannot say I have ; but I am in your wife's hands, Mr. Blake," replied Gertrude in her quiet way. " But, Frances, you look tired. I think you would be best at home to-night." The spoiled beauty shook her head impatiently. "You are quite mistaken, I am never better than when in the midst of excitement and gaiety. I am a perfect butterfly. Had it not been for that tiresome Lady Conroy we might have enjoyed the pleasantest of evenings at Mrs. Lancaster's." "My love!" said Richard Blake, rather nervously, "you have not asked Mary to take off her bonnet. If she would stay we could enjoy a pleasant even- ing with some music from you and a game at whist." " If Miss Osborne is enchanted at the prospect of so much enjoyment let her take off her bonnet by all means. Be good enough to touch the bell, Richard, and Hervett will show her up to a dress- ing-room," said Frances Blake ; and at her words her husband's brow grew dark. Mary rose, her face flushing most painfully. "I see I am intruding, Mrs. Blake," she said, with gentle dignity. *' Had not Richard told me you wondered why I did not come oftener to Brampton Square, believe me, I should not be here to-night." A slight flush tinged Frances Blake's cheek, and she bit her lip. She prided herself upon her perfect manners, and yet before this quiet, unobtrusive, yet thorough gentlewoman, she felt ashamed. Gertrude Annesley, looking an^l feeling intensely i'l '1 V ft ^ io6 j4 Dhnded House. uncomfortable, turned over the leaves of a book on the table beside her. She only looked up to return Mary's look and smile, and this time her hand was outstretched in token of farewell. " I hope we may meet again," she said sincerely. " Thanks ; if you could spare the time my aunt and I would indeed be pleased to see you at lo Bingham Street," replied Mary as sincerely ; then, turning to Frances, she made her a bow as distant as her own and left the room — Richard followincj. When the door was shut Gertrude closed her book and looked with sorrowful eyes into her friend's face. " Frances ! what do you mean ? What has that sweet and gentle girl done to merit such rudeness at your hands ? " ** Don't lecture me, Gertrude ; you are deceived in her. She is one of those pretending saints who do so much harm in the world. My husband thinks her perfection ; and I know compares her with me — therefore I hate her. She shall not come to my house. I believe Richard and she were sweethearts or something before ; and I believe she adores him yet," said Frances passionately. " She will turn him against me. My marriage, Gertrude Annesley, was the grand mistake of my life." " Why so, Frances? Your husband is noble and good, and he loves you devotedly. If your marriage is a mistake, the mistake is of your own making," said Gertrude with warmth. " It is wrong and sintul of you to speak in that strain." " A great deal you know about it ! Wait till you arc fast tied to a • man whobc tastes, habits, and 1 m; ■■■ \-i < A Loveless Hearth. 107 disposition are as widely opposed, and we will see what you will make of it," said Frances, idly turning her rings round upon her slender finger. " Suppose we order the carriage again, and play the part of uninvited guests in Harley Street ? Mrs. Lancaster would be charmed to see us. Richard is off to see his paragon home, and he will go in to the house with her, and with the aid of my respected mother- in-law they will sit in judgment on me as one of the ungodly. O you little fool ! are these tears in your eyes ? What are they for ? " " They are in pity for you, Frances ; for I cannot see the end of the web of misery you arc weaving for yourself with your own hands." " I am content to drift with the tide, ma chere. I am a firm believer in a remorseless fate which has us in its grasp, and we cannot escape if we will. That doctrine, that our lives are all mapped out for us, is a very consoling one for those who, like me, strand on the rocks of matrimony." " It is also misleading, Frances," said Gertrude, gravely. *' It may be true in one sense that our lives are ordered for us, but it is also true that we hold the making or marring of them in our own hands. I know you well, so I am not afraid to tell you that you make no attempt whatever to make either yourself or your husband happy. You appear to me to live only to oppose his wishes." *' Indeed ! let me lay some of my husband's zvisJies before you, Gertrude, and see whether even you would conform to them all. It would please my husband were I to dismiss all my domestics but one, and myself superintend the cooking of his dinner. I I 'i I •»f '1I 1: '4 i! I I I 1 !i; iii »i !!i 'Mil wm nil' 'A io8 A Divided House. It would please him to see the horses sent to Tattcrsall's and the carriage back to Drewette's. He would wish me to go to church three times a day and teach a ragged school at night ; to hold prayer meetings in my drawing-room and old wives' tea-parties in the kitchen. He would never let me inside a theatre or a concert-room, or permit me to enjoy myself in any way. If I could succumb to all that then I might enjoy the felicity of know- ing I was coming nearer his ideal of wifehood. But in the meantime I do not intend to emulate such an ideal, even from afar." Gertrude Annesley sighed, for she could make nothing of this wayward creature, and such dis- cussion could not mend matters. Therefore to end it she opened the piano and began to play, while Frances still toyed idly with the jewels which, because they were not all paid for, she had no right to wear, her heart full of bitterest, most unhappy feelings. Oh ! but she was heaping up a great burden of pain to recoil upon her in days to come. Meanwhile Richard and Mary were walking together through the streets in constrained and uncomfortable silence. For both the beauty of the summer night was gone, and life seemed a bitter tree, whose fruitage was only sorrow and heartache and pain. " Dare I ask you, for my sake, Mary, to forgive my wife ? " asked Richard at length, in a low and troubled voice. " Do not speak of it, if you please, Richard," she said, very gently. " You know me well enough to A Loveless Hearth. 109 Ic sure that there is no bitterness in my heart, but only a vast pity for you both." " You see what my home life is," continued Richard, gloomily. " In additioji to the burden imposed by our extravagant livinp^ I have the miserv of a loveless marria^^e to contend ai>ainst. My wife does not, and I believe never did, care for me. I have tried every means to win her. I have been gentle and kind and indulgent — too much so, I find now, when it is too late." " Richard! I have no right to listen to you speak- ing so of your wife," said Mary pleadingly. " Spare me, Richard, and her. She would not like it." " I am not speaking evil of her, Mary, only simple truth ; and it is an unspeakable relief. Do not deny me your sweet sympathy. It is the only oasis in the desert. I know my innermost thoughts are safe with you. I would not have my moiher know we are so unhappy for the world." " She shall never know from me. T will hope and pray for you, Richard," Mary said very low, and unknown to him «, vcn then an unspoken grayer underlay the words. Richard's marriage had been a sore blow to Mary Osborne, but to be made the confidiuite of the misery of his married life was harder still. For such a trial prayer was needed, else she could not have borne it. " We are perfect strangers, my wife and I," con- tinued Richard Blake ; " she never consults me. She goes where she likes, asks whom she pleases to the house, orders what she wills. There can only Mary " be one ending to her extrava gance. -ifl I no A Divided House. \ ^5 ;iH IV^^ " What ? " asked Mary with a start. " The Bankruptcy Court ; which would probably be followed by a separation, seeing that Frances, on her own confession, is not cut out for the role of a poor man's wife." " Richard, you must go away ; I shall not hear any more," said Mary, and stood still at the entrance to Bingham Street. " I do not like to say it, but I think you are to blame also. You have been weak where you ought to have been strong. No man should allow his wife to become so completely mistress. Do not blame her alto- gether ; be gentle with her, Richard, and remember that perhaps instead of helping her to a better way you have hindered her in it by weak indul- gence. Now, good-night ; I cannot listen to you again, Richard, for between husband and wife no third person has a right to interlere. Only God comfort and help you and her." She left him standing there and went slowly on towards the house. Her heart was a chaos of bitterness and sorrow and yearning compassion; and uppermost in her mind, above even anything Richard had said, were the prophetic words of Holy Writ :— •I ** A house divided against itself shall not stand." iiii' CHAPTER XT II. THE DARKEST HOUR. And life is thorny, and youth is vain ; And to be wroth with one we love, Doth work like madness in the brain. S. T. Coleridge. HEN Richard Blake reached his home that night he found that his wife and her friend had gone to spend an hour at the house of Mrs. Lancaster in Harley Street. It was already late in the evening ; but early hours were not kept in Brampton Square, Mrs, Blake seldom returning home till Richard Blake wandered listlessly through the deserted house, and finally came down to the library, where some of his business books and papers waited his attention. But though he sat down and placed them before his eyes he could not fix his mind upon them. Yet they sorely needed calculation and deep thought, for the affairs they represented were in a state of strange III H midnight i^i' fl " ti ».,,. 112 A Divided House. W' m confusion. There were burdening cares in the office as well as in the home. Richard Blake was much annoyed to ' f that his wife had ^one to Mrs. Lancaster's. •, was a woman of frivolity and fashion, not at all ^.articular about the circle of her friends, provided they were rich and gay. Consequently very objectionable people were occasionally to be met with in her house. Her husband was known upon the Stock Exchange as a most unprincipled speculator, who had amassed a fortune by trading upon the weak- nesses and failings of his fellows. At Sutton-le- Willows, where they had their country seat, they had not been received into the best circles, and in London, of course, they hung upon the skirts of society. But Frances Blake, reckless in her love of gaiety and display, had grown less particular about the character or social position of her acquaintances, and was Mrs. Lancaster's bosom friend. It was of course a subject of frequent remark that Mrs. Blake was so often seen alone in public ; and the scandalmongers were not slow to say that she and her husband lived unhappily together. Only a i^^ days previously Richard Blake had just pleaded with, and then commanded, her to cease* her intimacy with this lady, and it was as gall to him to have this new proof of how little store his wife set by his wishes. His cousin's words of gentle reproof had gone home, and sitting there in his loneliness he reviewed the past three years, and took himself to task for his share in the unhappiness of the present. It v^^as true what Mary had said. He had been weak at the beginning, when a little The Darkest Hour. 113 firmness mingled with gentleness might have won the day. Too easily he had let go his hold ui)()n all the earnest and much blessed Christian labours in which he had been engaged previous to his marriage ; too easily had the world and the things that are in the world encompassed him and ensnared his heart away from higher good. Instead of guiding and directing his wayward wife, he had allowed himself weakly to be led until he lost control of her in every respect, until they were so hopelessly involved in a frivolous and extravagant way of life that it was well nigh impossible to draw back. But the end was at hand. Some day very soon the crash must come, and the old and honour- able house with which he was connected would be dishonoured in commercial circles, and made the common talk of the Bankruptcy Court. Ruin, ruin stared him in the face. Overcome by all these thoughts Hichard Blake buried his face in his arms on the table, and a deep groan escaped his lips. He was almost in despair, and in all the wide world there was none to help or speak a kindly word. Ah, no! the world would have nothing but condemnation for him ; it would point the finger of scorn at him, and tell how he lived in princely style, riding through life in a carriage, robed in purple and fine linen for which the poor and the honest had to pay. To a man of Richard Blake's mental calibre such thoughts were fraught with keenest agony. Cares could not sit lightly upon him ; to him life had ever been a thing of terrible earnest, and it was a great mystery how he had ever been led into such a maze of sin and shame. i, *«■»!• ■I 1 \ ii, > .'i 114 A Divided House. '•A ■ Such instances of a nnan of stroni:j individuality bcin^ held in thrall by the influence of a woman have their parallel in every day life. A woman's power is well nij^h boundless : let her sec to it that it be used wholly for good, else great will be her condemnation. Shortly after midnight the roll of carriage wheels broke the stillness of Brampton Square, and in a few minutes Richard Blake heard the opening of the hall door and the ladies entering the house. They went directly upstairs, and shortly afterwards he put out the library gas and followed them. In her dressing room, as he expected, he found his wife. She had removed her jewels and thrown off her rich attire, and having dismissed her maid, was sitting idly by the fire with her golden hair all unbound falling like a cloud of glory around her. Oh, but she v/as fair ; lovely enough to turn any man's head I b t for Richard Blake the beauty of that face seemed gone, and the brief passion of a day had well-nigh burnt out upon his loveless hearth. She looked round carelessly at his entrance, then reached for a novel from the mantel, opened it and began to scan its pages. Her husband moved over to the hearth and stood there looking down upon her with so intense and earnest a gaze that somehow her eyes were presently raised to meet his. " Why do you look at me so ? " she asked pettishly. " How wretched you look I Are you ill?" " No," he said, in a voice of curious calm. "You have been at Mrs. Lancaster's to-night again, Frances, 1 am told." The Darkest Hour. »I5 "Yes ; and a most cnjoyalile cvcnin!:^ wc spent— Gertrude was quite charmed," said slic defiantly. '• I do not believe it. So lovely and pure minded a ^\x\ as Miss Anneslcy would find nothinij in common with a woman of Mrs. L.incaster'.s stamp. May I ask if it is your intention to retain her as your bosom friend in .spite of my earnest desire to the contrary ? " " I cannot for a whim of your prejudice, give up the friendship of one who has shown me .so much kindness since 1 came to London," replied Frances, sullenly. "I .sec no harm in her." " I have heard her spoken of as I should not like you to be spoken of," said Richard Blake. "Yet when you are such close friends I can hardly hope that you have escaped." Mrs. Blake abruptly changed the .subject. "Well, did you see your paragon cousin safely home? and did you enliven your walk by discussing my faults and failings ? " she asked mockingly. "You made me blush for you to-night, Frances," was the cold reply. " Not one of your servants would have been guilty of such rudeness as you showed Mary to-night." " I don't like her, never did, and never shall ; and whatever my faults, I am honest and open as the day. I cannot put on a mask of friendship when I feel none," said Frances carelessly. "Of course you compared her with me greatly to her advantage, and pictured what a beautiful and good life you could have lived with her if you had married her instead of me. It is a pity for us both tliat you did not think of that in time." ii6 A Divided II flitse. \'a\ A flush rose to Richard Blake's brow and dved it re-!. How very near his wife's words had hit the mark even she did not guess. She mistook the flush for one of anger, and fearing lest she had gone too far, once more abruptly changed the subject. "Where shall we go this summer?" she asked. *' I was thinking of Scarborough. I have not been there since I was a young girl. I remember it as a lovely place." " We cannot go anywhere this year, Frances " said Richard Blake coldly. " You will have to be content with a visit to Kendal Hall." A frown gatheiod en the brow of Frances Blake, " It is the same story every year ! " she said, passionately. " You grudge me everything ; but I will go — and with Mrs. Lancaster too ! She is to put up at the Grand Hotel to be saved house- keeping worries." During the outbursts of his wife's passionate temper he generally preserved a prudent silence ; but to-night it was doubly hard. " God knows, Frances, I would grudge you nothing if I had the wherewithal to pay," he said at length in low hoarse tones. " I have frequently warned you before of the probable ending of our mode of life, and implored you to retrench for a time. You would not listen ; and now nothing on earth can arrest the calamity which will overtake us. Before the holiday season commences we will be in the Gazette, and the chances are that I may be charged with fraudulent bankruptcy." The book fell from the young wife's hands, and iitii t The Darkest Hour. 117 the lovely bloom faded from her cheek, leaving it deathly pale. " You are telling me the truth, Richard ? " she asked faintly. " I would to God I could say otherwise, Frances." Then there was a long silence, during which Richard stood with his face still covered, while his wife gazed blankly into the dancing flames. " Papa will help us surely ? " she said at length. " He has helped me frequently. But seeing plainly that he was but throwing his money to the winds he refused some time ago to advance any further sums. I cannot blame him. We who have sinned must suffer the consequences," was Richard's reply ; and again there was a long silence. " I wish I had died before I married you, Richard Blake," came at last passionately from his wife's lips, and she burst into a flood of tears. He looked at her for a few minutes in silence, then his heart yearned over her, and he went close to her and put one arm about her shoulders. Even when she wounded him most deeply he would not turn from her. He would try once more the power of gentleness and love. " Frances, my darling, this is no time for recrimination. Let us try to look calmly at the future, and see what is to be done. Though we may be stripped of all our worldly goods we have each other left, and it is possible to build up a new life from the ruins of the old, which may be sweeter and dearer and more noble beca. ^e our hearts are only purified by the bitter experiences of the past," he said gently, yet with yearning passion in his voice. i . 'tiM ! f -f^ ii8 A Divided House. II i ■ She remained for a little passive in his embrace. If in that moment her heart was touched the brief soften in^T swiftly passed away, and she rose with a gesture of weariness. " It is no time either for sentimental talk. The time for that is over for you and me, Richard. I am going to bed. My head aches so I can scarcely see," she said coldly, and moving over to the dress- ing-table began to put her jewels in their cases, looking at them admiringly the while, for soon they would be wrested from her. Her husband then quitted the room and went down once more to the library. In his present state of mind he could not sleep, and the sweet spring dawning found him pacing restlessly up and down the long room. During the silent watches of the night som_e unseen hand had surely drawn some deeper furrows on his brow, for his face was as that of an old man. The sutTerings of a lifetime had been crowded into that brief space, and Richard Blake never could look back upon it without horror. When brighter days dawned for him he was wont to say that that was the only period of his life when he felt himself abandoned of both God and man. But with the dawning the light shone in and found him on his knees. •■'■ '!! CHAPTER XIV. UNPALATABLE TRUTHS. He entered his home — his home no more, For without hearts there is no home ; and felt The sohtude of passing his own door Without a welcome, — Byron. 'N his oHce in Mark Lane sat Ricliprd Blake on one of the loveliest of June mornings. A pile of letters lay on the desk before him ; but on one par- ticular document his troubled eyes were bent, and his face wore an ex- pression of perplexity amounting to despair. It was a bill which would fall due upon the Friday, and this was now Wednesday. It was for a very large amount, and failure to meet it meant immediate exposure of the state of his affairs. The sooner the better, thought Richard Blake ; and yet, like others who have been honoured in the commercial world, and who by misfortune or through their own folly have im- mersed themselves in such a sea of difficulty, he had a most painful shrinking from the crash which 119 ! I I I ■J \ • \ ii i r I '1 120 A Divided House. must come. Sitting there in his soh'tude, a thouc^ht which carried some hope in its train flashed across his mind. Down at Walton-on-Thames dwelt Mr. George Devonshire, the former head of the fiim, an old bachelor, who had amassed an enormous fortune, and who, though several years had elapsed since the severance of his connection with Devon- shire & Blake, might yet retain sufficient interest in the concern to be willing to save it from disgrace. No sooner did the idea of applying to Mr. Devon- shire occur to Richard Blake than he put it into execution. The noon train took him down to Walton-on-Thames, and he was at Devonshire House early in the afternoon. Its master was at home, the servant said, busy among his flowers, which were his hobby, and upon which he spent a great amount of money. It was his only expensive taste, for he was a man of simple, almost austere habits ; for the enforced self- denial of his early years had taken so firm a hold, that even when affluence came it did not bring the desire to spend with it. Mr. Blake was shown into the library, and it was not long before his former principal joined him there. He was an old, hard-looking man, for he had long since passed the allotted span, a-.d though he had never been robust, his abstemious and simple way of life had preserved him in good health even in his old age. He was dressed in a suit of rough tweeds, his hands were sunburned and hardened by his constant labour in the garden, and a big sun hat shaded his withered features. From underneath it there peered out a pair of grey eyes, which had lost^ Unpalatable Truths. 121 none of their early keenness of perception. He looked immeasurably surprised to see Richard Blake at that hour. ' " Hulloa ! what 's up ? " he said, gruffly ; and taking off his hat, rubbed the perspiration from his brow with his silk pocket-handkerchief " You look ill, Blake. Quite an old man since I saw you last." " A harassed and troubled mind ages one before his time, Mr. Devonshire," replied Richard Blake* " 1 will go at once to the point. I am in trouble, and have come to you for help." Mr. Devonshire did not at once reply. Rumours had reached him from time to time regarding the embarrassments of his old firm, but he had not credited them. Even now he attributed Blake's trouble to something else. Some of his city friends who came occasionally to Devonshire House had given him an inkling of the state of Richard Blake's domestic affairs. " Well, well ; glad to help if I can. What kind of trouble is it, Blake ? Domestic-^eh ? I 've heard your wife is a high-flying dame. If you had taken my advice, Blake, you 'd have kept clear of womankind. They 're the source of all evil. Do you suppose that if I 'd had a wife and a lot of extravagant, strong-headed boys and girls I 'd enjoy such a peaceful old age ? Not I. But comey what 's bothering you now ? " " It is not domestic but business cares which are annoying me at the present time," said Richard Blake, though he could with truth have said both. Then, without further parley, he laid before Mr. Devonshire a plain and unvarnished statement of i I I il. *f. 122 A Divided House. ;i .il the affairs of his firm. The old man's face while he listened was a study. Oc<:asionally he would put some abrupt, curt question, but he made no comment until Richard Blake ceased speakin;^. Then he rose, and bes^an to walk up and down the room with his hands folded behind his back. "Do you know what you deserve, Blake?" he said at length, pausing in front of the unhappy man before him, with a look on his face before which Richard l^lake's eyes fell. He made no answer. " I laboured and toiled for fifty years, Richrrd Blake, to make that business what it was," he said, in slow, measured tones, which Richard Blake knew of old. " I made my fortune in it, certainly, but it was after the best years of my life had been spent in poverty — poverty, mark you — for I made a suit of clothes serve me for two or three years. I lived, as you know, in rooms above my warehouse, because I could not afford to pay a house rent. I kept my own books, attended to all my own correspondence even long after I could have afforded to pay some- body else to do it, and that is how I made my fortune. I made that business from its very founda- tion, reared it out of nothing, and I was proud of it — of course I was ; I had a right to be ; it was my life work, and where is it to-day ? " He paused in his indignation, and Richard Blake involuntarily rose. It had been a grand mistake to come to old George Devonshire with the story of his business cares. " Sit down ; I may as well tell you what I think of you when I 'm at it," continued the old man, I ' -. S' UupauJable Truths. 123 with the same bitterness. "Well, when you came to me a little lad, I said to myself, * I like this boy, I'll train him up in the faith. I'll teach him the secret of success, and then, if he is worthy, I '11 give him the whole concern when I 'm done with it.' Well, I did train you ; I tau^c^ht you how to succeed in the commercial world, and, when the time came, I L^ave you the business, and retired with an easy and satisfied mind, thinking you would prove worthy of my confidence, and that Devonshire incorporated with Blake would still be an honoured name in the commercial world. I was a fool. I mic^^ht have known you couldn't stand on your own icet, th;it you 'd marry, and let a woman squander the whole concern. Yes, I was a fool ; I 'd have had more satisfaction to-day if I 'd sold the whole concern to the highest bidder." Richard Blake sat silent under the weight of the old man's scathing rebuke. " I wouldn't have minded you marrying if you 'd waited till you had years on your head, and had taken a prudent, sensible, economical woman like that cousin of yours. She 's the only worthy mem- ber of the sex I ever met. But no, you had to go courting above your station, and marry a silly, vain, empty-headed thing, who, you might have known, would bring disgrace and ruin to you. No, Richard Blake, I might have helped you out of any reason- able difficulty, but to bolster up a tottering concern, rotten at the core, would be throwing money to the winds, and would do nc good to you or any other person." Again Richard Blake rose and began to move to 124 A Divided House. I • the door. That his spirit was miserably crushed was evidenced by the fact that he had no word to say in self-defence — none, for every word which passed George Devonshire's lips was but bare and simple truth. " Before you go let me give you a piece of advice, Blake," said the old man. " After the failure (you won't likely get a settlement) look out for a place as clerk or manager to some other person; you haven't sufficient balance to stand on your own legs; and when you 've left your fine house and given up all your party-going and party-giving, don't forget the lesson of the past. Try and remember, and teach your wife and your children, if you have any, to remember, that, if you want to live a peaceful and happy old age, free from unpleasant memories, you must live honestly in the sight of all men, and give every man his due. There is one text I would recommend to your consideration : * Owe no man anything, but to love one another.' If report speaks truly, the latter part of it is as applicable to your case as the former." He had had his say and now allowed Richard Blake to depart. He had not spared him, but he had spoken out of the sincerity of his heart. If there was one sin more heinous than another in the eyes of George Devonshire, it was the sin oi a man living beyond his means — spending what was not his own, forgetting the principles of honour and honesty in the love of ostentatious display. It was the vice of the age, he was wont to cry ; and he never ceased to lay it down as his maxim that, supposing a man's income to be twenty shillings a Wr^m: 1 ' Unpniatable Truths. 125 week, whatever the claims upon him he was in duty bound to live upon nineteen. It was the faithful, unflinching carrying out of that principle, he was also wont to say, which had enabled him to rise from abject poverty to aflluence, from obscurity to an honourable position in the world. In no enviable frame of mind was Richard Blake on his way back to town. He was crushed, humbled to the very dust. He could almost have prayed for death. I believe there is no greater mental anguish than thar endured by men of Richard Blake's calibre when they find themselves upon the eve of bankruptcy, especially if it has been in a measure their own doing. It is no marvel that some seek relief, or rather oblivion, in self-destruc- tion, for the load of their agony is more sometimes than the human heart can bear. But Richard Blake, though utterly crushed, was not coward enough to take, or even think of taking, his own life. There were germs of manly independence, of a noble spirit, in him still, which would assert them- selves after the worst was past. He did not again seek his office, but went straight from the station .0 Brampton Square to acquaint his wife with the fact that on the morrow he intended to place his books in the hands of a firm of solicitors, and announce the state of his affairs to his creditors. He forgot that this was her reception-day, and that the house would probably be filled with the giddy throng who were wont to spend an hour or two at Mrs. Blake's " Wednesday afternoon." The sight of several carriages at the door, however, brought the fact to his mind, and the shadow deepened on lii 126 A Divided House. his face. His warning to his wife had been fruitful of no good ; she had not for a moment changed the tenor of her way. Nay rather, she became gnycr .than ever since that painful evening, as if deter- mined to enjoy to the uttermost the brief time she had to spend in her luxurious home. He hesitated a moment whether he should return to the city ; but finally he entered the house, opening the door with his own latch-key. He wen<- straight to the library and, ringing the bell, ordered some refresh- ment to be brought to him there. When he had partaken of it he went upstairs to his dressing-room to wash the dust of his journey from his hands and face. As he passed the «^rawing-room, the door being slightly ajar, he had a good view of the interior. It was full of guests ; among whom he recognised Mrs. Lancaster, and others of that objectionable set. At her dainty tea-table sat Frances, attired in an elegant -ostume of silk and velvet, and looking the picture of animation and bv,-iUty. Looking upon that unclouded face, hear- ing the sweet music of her laugh, who would have thought that such a shadow hung over her. Ah ! but young though she was, Frances Blake was an inimitable actress, and it is thus every day the world is deceived ! An exceedingly bitter smile touched Richard Blake's lips as he turned away. Would anything touch that vain and frivolous heart ? was there a power on earth strong enoui^h to awaken her to the reality of life ? No ; but the day was coming when the Word of God, sharper than a two-edged sword, was to pierce the heart of Richard Blake's wife. CHAPTER XV. THE FINAL CRASH. Though dark, and thorny, and rough the way, O lose not faith, my friend ! T breakfast in the mornincf-room at Kendal Hall sat the squire and his wife, discussinc:^ the affairs of their daui^hter's husband. By the morning mail a letter had come from Frances stating^that ascircumstances demanded that they should leave the house in Brampton Square, she was coming down to Kendal Hall for an indefinite time. There was no mention made of her husband, or what he was to do in her absence ; the letter was full of self, of her discontent, her grievances, her indiffer- ent health. Mrs. Kendal was full of most anxious solicitude concerning her daughter: but the squire's face, when he perused the characteristic epistle, wore a peculiar expression, in which scorn largely commingled. "A nice, dutiful kind of wife Frances has been 127 1 if ll 1 f^n\ flf I 7 i ! 1, •"'lif. f28 A Divided House. 'f i.!:! to poor Blake," was all his remark, as he tossed the letter aside and went on with his breakfast. "What do you mean, Marry?" asked his wife rather indignantly. " I am sure Frances has made a good mistress of his house. He may be proud of her. She is greatly admired in London." " It depends upon what constitutes a good mis- tress of a house," said the squire drily. " My ideas may be old-fashioned, out of date in this railroad age, but to my thinking a good wife is one who has her husband's best interests at heart and who regulates the expenses of the household according to the amount of his income. Frances's reckless expenditure since her marriage has been a shame and disgrace, and you have encouraged her in it, Maria." It was not often that the good-natured Squire spoke out thus plainly, but it had a visible effect upon his haughty wife. " Well, well, Harry, supposing she has been a trifle extravagant, let us excuse her on account of her youth and beauty. She will learn experience by-and-by," she said in a conciliatory tone. " Let us leave discussion of Frances's faults and failings and consider what is to be done. The question is, Are you quite agreeable to face "e disgrace of seeing your son-in-law in the Bankruptcy Court ? " " It cannot be averted now, Maria," was the Squire's unsatisfactory reply. " Really, Harry, you are most absurd. Do you mean to say you are not going to help them ? " exclaimed Mrs. Kendal, impatiently. " Bless me, Maria, am I made of money ? Hi The Final Crash, 139 Haven't Blake and Franccj between them squand- ered two thousand pounds of mine already? No ; I'm not going to help them. They've brought it on themselves, and they richly deserve to taste poverty now." Mrs. Kendal sat silent, wondering what she should say next. Really, the Squire was in a very perverse, headstrong mood this morning. " Look here, Maria. Try and take a .sensible view of things," said the Squire. " Supposing, now, that I was to set Blake so far on his feet again that there would be no need for them to leave their house, no need for a public exposure of any kind, would they change their mode of life, think you ? Would they lessen their expenditure and be content with ordinary comforts ? No ; because they would get off too easily, without having learned the value of money. Therefore, I hold that if I stand aloof and allow them to depend on their own exertions, I am proving myself their best friend. Poverty is a fine school for such as Frances, and were it not that she is my daughter I 'd not let her come here just now. She has no right to leave her husband in the midst of the ruin she has so largely helped to bring upon him." The Squire paused, breathless with his long speech, and, as if fearing the result of his plain speaking, rose and left the room. His wife sat long alone, pondering the thing ana trying to contrive some means of averting the inevitable. It even occurred to her to apply to her cousin, the Peer, but on second thoughts she con- cluded that an application of that kind would i ; ; .' m 130 A Divided House. not be likely to raise her family in the eyes of the Earl. At that very hour Richard Blake and his wife were sitting at an uncomfortable, unsociable break- fast in the morning room of their house in Brampton Square. Between them there seemed to be a great gulf fixed, which widened every day. Richard looked anxious and harassed, Frances pale and out of sorts. Since they sat down at the table not a word had passed between them. When the silvery chime of the timepiece rang nine Richard Blake rose. " You will excuse me rising, Frances. It is imperative that I should be in my office at half-past nine. I have much to arrange before the meeting at twelve o'clock," he said quietly. He referred to a meeting of his creditors to be held at noon that day. " Don't apologise ; I have finished," she replied. "When will you be home for dinner?" " It will probably be late ; don't wait for me," he answered, and turned upon his heel to quit the room. " Richard, could — could you give me some money to-day ? " asked his wife. "How much?" The question was uttered in a curt, brief way, which made her wince. "A few pounds; I — I forgot to tell you I had written to mamma promising to go home to-day," she said in rather a constrained voice. " Home ! " repe^.ted her husband. " Oh, yes, to Kendal Hall, I presume you mean ? " h>A ■1:' The Final Crash. 131 me money " Yes, and I have not enough to pay my fare to Sutton," she said in rather an aggrieved fashion. " How much is it ? " "IIS. 6d." He took out his purse, and laid a sovereign on the table. " I cannot give you any more. When do you mean to return ? " " I don't know ; I have not thought about my return." Richard Blake stood a moment with his eyes bent upon the floor. " Have you given the servants notice to quit, Frances ? " " Yes, a fortnight ago. Their time will be up on the 27th." " I presume you will not be back by that time ; that it is your intention to remain at the Hall until it is all over." " Perhaps it would be better." "' For you, perhaps it would," he replied, with a touch of scorn in his voice. " I was foolish to expect any consideration at your hands ; but there have been instances when a man turned, and not in vain, to his wife for comfort at a time like this." " Of course, if you insist upon me staying, I shall," said Frances irritably ; " but really I could do you no good, and probably would just fret myself to death." " I do not insist upon it," replied Richard Blake, "go by all means, and enjoy yourself if you can." " You will come down sometimes ? " she asked. " It is not probable. I cannot afford to spend a I : f :| '■' "I 132 A Divided House. I'.ii:- guinea a week for travelling as I once could. When my affairs are all wound up and I have decided what to do, I shall come and see you, Frances — not till then." There was a moment's silence. Both felt con- strained, and Frances Blake's conscience was busy at work. She did not require to be told that at such a time her place was at her husband's side, and that it was her duty to try to atone in some degree for the past. But selfishness prevailed. She thought of all the pleasant luxury of her early home, of her indulgent parents, of the blessed freedom from care of every kind, contrasted all these with the gloom of her own home, with her harassed, care- worn husband with his quiet scorn and few but biting words, and her heart was hardened. " When do you go ? " he asked presently, open- ing the door. " At one o'clock." "Ah, I .nail just be facing my ordeal then," he said bitterly. " It is pleasant to be a woman, to run away from such disagreeable things. Well, good-morning." " Good-bye, Richard ; try and not be vexed with me," she said, and coming towards him held up her face to be kissed. " Vexed with you ! God knows I am not, Frances. I have more need to pity you. May God pity and help us both," he said with a strange sad smile, and bending forward lightly kissed not her lips but her brow. Then he went away. When the door closed upon him, Frances began to cry helplessly, she did not very well know what The Final Crash. 133 for, but her tears were of short duration, and in an hour she was busy with her packing, her heart full of pleasant visions of home. Late that night a visitor came to lO Bingham Street in the shape of Richard Blake. Mrs. Blake the elder, who had failed very much of late, was already in bed, but Mary was still in the dining- room poring over a book. She started up when the bell rang, and when Richard Blake entered the room she looked unutterably surprised. He was haggard and worn, and his face bore traces of the keenest mental anguish. " Richard, what is it ? What has happened ? Is your wife ill ? " she exclaimed in alarm. " No, has my mother gone to bed ? " "About an hour ago. It is nearly eleven, Richard." " Is it ? I seem to have lost count of time. I *m glad my mother is in bed. I can talk more freely to you. Well, Mary, it is all over now." " I was thinking of you and praying for you to- day, Richard. How has it gone with you?" "Fair, r well, the world would say. They were very lenient with me. I 've got a settlement, which I didn't deserve ; but some of ihem, remembering what I used to be, took pity on me." Mary breathed a sigh of relief. " From what you said the last time I saw you, I feared you would not get a settlement. Well, you must cheer up now and begin again," said she hopefully. " The future may be very bright yet." Richard Blake listlessly shook his head. He seemed like a man utterly crushed, out of whom the ' I ' >• w 134 A Divided House. '. ',1 , 1 very spirit of manliness had gone. It was but the reaction after the unnatural excitement, the fierce mental strain, which he had endured so long. *' Oh, nonsense, Richard ; don't shake your head so dolefully. Many have failed in business and succeeded again. You know that. Why should you be so downcast? How is Frances? Bearing up well, I hope ? I would have come to Brampton Square, Richard, but for fear of intruding." " Frances ! I don't know. She is off, you know, to Kendal Hall." "Off! Has she left you, Richard, at a time like this ?" exclaimed Mary, unable to hide her feelings. " Yes, a devoted wife, isn't she, Mary ?" Mary Osborne was silent. She would not unite in condemning, but she could find no words to justify the conduct of Richard's wife. " 1 ve made up my mind, Mary. I shall just wait to see the house sold off and other thing's wound o up ; then I 'm off to the Cape," said Richard presently. " To the Cape ! " repeated Mary blankly. « Will Frances go ? " " Frances ! no. She has left me. She did not even say she intended to return," he said bitterly. " I am in earnest, Mary. 1 will iwt continue in business here — I should never succeed. Confidence in me is lost, and I could never regain the position I once occupied in the commercial world." " And nothing less would content you. You are very proud still, Richard," said Mary sadly. "Am I? God knows I have little enough to be proud of. What a wretched life this is, Mary I At The Final Crash. 135 times one does not care how soon it comes to an end." " We hold the making or marring of it largely in our own hands," said Mary. " In spite of all this trouble, Richard, don't lose faith in God's goodness. There will be better days in store." " I wish I could thinl: it. Oh ! Mary, what would I not give if Frances were a woman like you ! " " Hush, hush, Richard," pleaded Mary, " don't lose faith in your wife ; her heart will turn to you yet.'' " If it would I would have an incentive to go on. Frail though she is, Mary, my heart clings to her ivith a fearful yearning. It is her coldness which has made my despair so hopeless." " If you go away to the Cape her heart will ivaken to its love, Richard. I do not despair of seeing you happy together yet. This is a fierce discipline, Richard, but like the pruning knife it may be for lasting good." Richard Blake rose, and the look of hopeless despair was gone from his face, and a brighter, better light shone upon it. " God bless you, Mary, my more than sister. It is such as you who preserve our faith in woman- hood," he said hoarsely. " I shall see you again. , Good-night ! " "Good-night, dear Richard," said Mary, with earnest shining eyes. " May He help and guide you and Frances through these thorny ways, and in His own time give you peace." When she was left alone she fell upon her knees and prayed long and earnestly that ihese lives so I' I ■. I,: m- ^^^H '4! i llfl '^? '!r I 136 ^ Divided House. dear to her, so nearly shipwrecked, might be yet bound together by the cords of love, and be able to breast bravely the world's stormy sea. Surely since the prayer of the righteous ava^ leth much, that hearttelt petition was heard and answered. m CHAPTER XVI. FAREWELL. *• Not wisely, but too well* T his mother's request, Richard Blake took up his abode at Bingham Street for the next few weeks during the winding-up of his affairs. The house in Brampton Square was sold off, and on the day of the auction it was noticeable that many of Mrs. Blake's former friends were among the bidders. It was a grand tit-bit for them, and how they revelled in it ! How they condemned the extrava- gance which they had helped to increase ! How they recalled past hospitalities and entertainments in that splendid mansion, and spoke of them as disgraceful, and wondered that the crash had not come long ago. They whispered to each other that there had been a bitter quarrel and estrangement between Richard Blake and his wife, and that she had gone home to her parents while he remained in town. They said it was " awful " and "very iid" but not surprising ; 137 I. ^ 11 138 A Divided House. they always knew it would end in something like this. The world's knowledj^e and penetratinrr foresight is very wonderful, and oh, its charity is boundless ! But I need not enlarge ; it is no new truth that the world delights to trample on a man when he is down. There was peace in the old home in Bingham Street, which was very grateful to the storm-tossed soul of Richard Blake. His mother, grown gentler, never referred to his fallen fortunes, to the folly which had brought the ruin upon him. In sorrow for him she laid aside the old railing spirit and showed only her motherliness. And Mary? Rut you know what she was ; sweetest counsellor, gentlest sister, truest friend of all. I have read somewhere that that quality, so rare in woman going solitary down the hill of life, and so beautiful because it is so rare, of being able out of the content of their own nature to make others content, is one of the most blessed influences upon the earth. It is the outcome of self-abnegation, of consecration to the service of God and human- kind, therefore it must be blessed. Such was the influence of Mary Osborne — felt wherever it went. In the course of a few weeks everything was wound up, and the names Devonshire & Blake became a thing of the past in the world of com- merce. It was a great blow to the old man at Walton-on-Thames to read the history of the disgraceful failure of his old firm, and it but con- firmed him in his conviction that the soul of truth and honour in trade was dead, and that extrava- gance was the crying evil of the age. Fareivell. 139 During these weeks few and brief were the letters Ricliard Blake received from his wife. What she was doing or how she was feeling at Kendal Hall he had no means of kno ving, for she scarcely- alluded to herself in her short epistle. Harry was in Germany. He had taken a roving fit, and was desirous of travelling for a year before settling down. So he was in ignorance of the change in the fortunes of his sister and her husband. But when he heard of it he was not surprised. Richard Blake took out his passage to the Cape before he went down to Kendal Hall to see his wife. It was a trial for him to face the Squire and his wife, especially the former, knowing that the opinions he held regarding certain things very much re- sembled George Devonshire's. And then he could not quite rid himself of the idea that he had spoiled Frances Kendal's life. But she had come to him quite willingly, and indeed had spoiled both their lives with her own hands. But there was not an atom of selfishness in Richard Blake's nature, and any feelings of bitterness against his wife had long since died away. He pitied her with a vast pity, and would willingly have released her from her marriage tie, knowing it ./as irksome for her. Yet he loved her ; wayward, erring, cold though she was, he would have laid down his life to save her a moment's pain. Strange that his heart should so cleave to a selfish, worldly woman like her ; truly his great love had been his ruin — with him it had been " not wisely, but too well." He went down to Sutton without announcing his intention to his wife. On the platform at Charing 140 A Divided House. Cross he encountered Mr. Lancaster, who would have spoken, but Richard passed him with a distant bow. That very man had assisted in his ruin, had tempted him into worthless speculations, and iiad been the first to condemn him when that ruin came. Also his wife's influence had done Frances bound- less harm, which might never be effaced. For all these reasons Richard Blake desired to drop all acquaintance with Mr. Alfred Lancaster of the Willows. That gentleman watched Richard Blake enter a third-class carriage, then jumping into his own luxurious compartment, related his friend's story, with many embellishments, to his travelling companion. It was afternoon when Richard Blake walked through the fields (already grown white unto harvest) to Kendal Hall. Every bye-way and leafy lane was familiar to him, and inseparably associated with that brief madness which had ended in his unhappy marriage. Oh, if the past could only be undone ; if he could sweep aside the bitter waters of memory ; if the mind could only dwell upon things sweet and pleasant it would be well I and yet if these sad memories awake in us a desire for better things, they are wholesome and not to be banished from our hearts. Richard Blake chose a bye-path to reach the Hall, and it brought him by way of the lake, where often, in days gone by, he and Frances had idly drifted in the dainty " Firefly," talking happy nonsense, all unconscious of that which was to come. Surely these were only dreams and fancies of a restless brain, he thought, so far away and Farewell. 141 unreal did they seem beside the sad rcah"ty of the present. Presently, turning aside from the quiet water, he came in sicjht of the house. He stood still a moment looking at it. It was Frances's home but not his ; he was homeless now ; his was the house divided against itself which could not stand. No home ! Beneath the stately rooftree before him he never had been truly welcome, and now, would his presence be even tolerated there ? Perhaps not, but he would not long oppress their sight ; he had but come to bid his wife good-bye before a foreign land claimed him perhaps for ever. I cannot describe to you the state of Richard Blake's mind. He had gone through so great and through fierce a mental struggle that now, as' if exhaustion, he was at peace. It was the peace of indifference, the carelessness of one who had lost the sweetness and the brightness of an aim in life, and now simply existed. It was the inevitable reaction after the long and severe strain upon the brain and nerve powers. Walking with slow and almost reluctant step through the shrubbery he came suddenly, without any preparation, upon his wife. She was sitting in a little arbour, which also in by-gone days had witnessed many of their happy meetings. There was a book lying open on her knees, but she had fallen asleep. His footfall, deadened by the rich softness of the velvet turf, did not disturb her, so he could look without restraint. She wore a black dress, and the snowy folds of a soft white wrap enveloped her head and shoulders. But the corner which had been drawn over her head had fallen i I :-! i t 143 A Divided House. T It: back, revcalinjj the shimmer of her golden liair. One white arm and hand supported her cliin, the hand upon which shone, without companion or keeper, the plain j^olden wedding ring. She was deadly pale ; her eyes looked out from shadowy hollows ; the sweet perfect mouth seemed sad and drooping ; the whole face thin and sorrowful, as if she too had passed through the fire. Oh, how the heart of the man before her yearned over hn ! How he longed to clasp her close to his hungcriii;^^ heart — to carry her far away from all the hollowncss and deceit and misery of the world they had lived in, away to some blessed land, where it would be possible for them to begin life anew, built upon tiie strong foundation of mutual love and faith! His arm, stirring the interlacing boughs of the willows about the doorway, caused Frances Blake to awake with a start and open her eyes. At sight of her husband a red flush swept across her face, but she held out her hand. " So you have come at last, Richard," she said ; and to the ears of her husband her voice sounded hard and cold. " I was beginning to despair, and to think you had left the country without letting me know." " I would not do that, Frances," he said, gently, and lifted the offered hand to his lips. " But I have come to say good-bye." *'When and where do you go?" she said in a quiet, passionless voice, as if she had been asking the most commonplace question. "The day after to-morrow, in the Pembroke Castle to Natal." "Indeed!" It I Fareivell. 143 She put up her white hand and drawinjj the folds of her shawl close about her throat, moved to the door. " You had better come in then. Of course you will stay till to-niorrow." "I think not; what end would it serve? unless you wish it, Frances," he said ea^^^crly, longinj^ to hear even that assurance from her lips. " I would not ask you if your time is to be fully occupied," she said, and walked away towards the house. He followed her, with eyes bent upon the ground, through the long open window into the library, and thence up to the drawing-room. " Mamma, here is Richard," she said, quietly, and sat down in a shadowy corner of the room, where her face could not be seen. Mrs. Kendal's greeting was icy in the extreme. She merely touched the tips of her son-in-law's fingers, and that without so muc' as rising from her chair. Somehow that roused him, and he found his voice and spoke even with something of the dignity and manliness of yore. " I cannot expect to be welcome here, Mrs. Ken- dal, but I shall not intrude long. I have but come to bid my wife good-bye, and to make some arrangements regarding her with Squire Kendal before I leave the country." " Oh, where are you going, may I inquire ? " " I sail for the Cape the day after to-morrow, Mrs. Kendal," he said courteously but briefly. "When or where can I see the Squire?" " He has gone to a meeting at Bray, and should K I : 1 i II 144 A Divided House. M;i I ■' !(i:ii I -i have been home ere this. I hear his horses* hoofs. I daresay you will find him in the library," was the reply, and Richard Blake took the hint at once. His wife sat on in her shadowy corner, looking straight before her, as if seeing, yet seeing nothing. Evidently Mrs. Blake was not herself to-day ; where was that quet; ly grace of manner? t'^at dignity of repose? that haughtiness characteristic of her in the past ? Richard Blake did find his father-in-law in the library. He did not offer him his hand, fearing lest it might be refused. A slight bow passed between them. Then the Squire spoke. "U'm! you have turned up at last, Blake," he said drily. " Yes, sir ; there was no need to come before. I could not expect a welcome. I have not come either to excuse the past or to make promises for the future, Squire Kendal," said Richard Blake, quietly, for he vvas driven to bay in this house, and made to feel himself the worst of all mankind. And yet the fault had lain as much with Frances as with him ; but he was contfent, ay more, glad, to bear it for her, so that she was spared reproach. "The day after to-morrow I sail for Natal, and I have simply come to ask for Frances shelter under your roof until I can either come or send for her." " That is a needless request. She is my daughter, and since there is no one else to provide for her I must." It was a bitter thrust, and it went straight as an arrow to the mark. " You are mistaken, sir. Although I request the Farewell. 145 shelter of your home for my wife, I shall pay for that shelter," he said, striving to keep cool. " I expect to succeed in business abroad better than of late I have succeeded at home." " I 'm sure I hope so," said the Squire, with increased dryness ; then there ensued a painful and awkward silence. "Of course you think I am a bear," said the Squire, at length ; " but upon my word it is a very unpleasant thing for a man to have his daughter flung back upon his hands like this. It causes so many remarks, and altogether Humiliates a man." " Spare me your reproaches, sir," said Richard Blake passionately. "God knows my own are hard enough to bear." So saying he abruptly quitted the room, and went upstairs to the drawing-room. " Will you put on your hat, and walk a little way with me, Frances?" he said, without looking at Mrs. Kendal. Frances rose at once, put her shawl over her head, and preceded him downstairs. They went straight to the arbour where they had met not an hour ago. "Well, good-bye, Frances," he said quietly, though his whole soul was a chaos of agony, of unavailing regret, of indescribable, unutterable yearning like to overwhelm him. " I am to stay here while you are away ? " she said, in that same strange, still voice. " Yes, that is arranged. I shall write, and directl)^ I am able I shall either come or send for you, if you will come to me, Frances," he said, still quietly. " Very well," she said. " Good-bye." ft-r.. ■. 146 A Divided House. 1; (1 He put his arms round her, and drew her face to his breast. Shall I write it down ? Burning tears started in his eyes and, overflowing, fell upon her golden head. He angrily dashed them aside, as if ashamed that he should be so weak. " My darling, tell me you forgive me for having made you my wife. I would free you, my poor Frances, if I could," he said. She arew herself back. How could he know t^at his words stabbed her to the heart ? She lifted her colourless face, and kissed him of her own accord for the first time since the halcyon days of their honeymoon, " Good-bye, P.ichard ! It was a mistake all through," she said. "But write sometimes, and I will come when you are ready, for we cannot break the bonds." So saying, and as if unable to bear any more, she glided away from him into the house, up to her own room. She stood still there and pressed her hands to her eyes as if to shut out some unpleasant vision. He was gone, and he had not once said "Come with me ! " Nay, he had assured her he would set her free if he could. Oh, what misunderstandings arise out of pride, the prejudices, the hardness of our hearts ! What sorrows we heap up for our- selves with our own hands ; how often do we sweep away unconsciously the greatest good lying at our very doors ! On Wednesday afternoon the Pembroke Casile sailed. r face to ig tears pon her ide, as if • having ny poor jbed her 1 him of halcyon take all nes, and e cannot more, she ip to her hands to mt vision, d "Come would set standings irdness of » for our- we sweep ng at our ike Casile 1 :|:illilli ',4 'i; iiiiii Mh J' CHAPTER XVIt REACTION. So we are led, By ways we know not o^ Into the better way. HE world seemed very much changed to Frances Blake. Friends were few and cold, the select circle of society in Sutton-le-Willows had not so much homage for Richard Blake's wife as it had for Squire Kendal's daughter. The circumstances not being fully known, a diversity of opinion was held regarding her position. Some said there had been a bitter quarrel, which ended in an open rupture ; others, that Richard Blake had deserted his wife, and all united in shrugging their shoulders and in saying that it was decidedly queer. She was not included in the invitations sent to Kendal Hall. Formerly no social gathering had been considered complete without the Squire's handsome and accom- plished daughter. But it was not so now. She 147 I '!: ii m 148 A Divided House. was eclipsed by the lesser lights, and v/as made to feel that she was nobody in society, that she had no position of her own. To a woman like Frances Kendal, who all her life had been a person of paramount importance, who had been accustomed to flattery and homage and admiration, such a change was most galling. Then, within Kendal Hall itself there was a great difference. She was only tolerated in her father's house, and she knew it. Her mother had never really forgiven her marriage, and its unhappy results seemed to justify every objection she had raised against it before it took place. She was a woman of few words at a.i times, and would never descend to vulgar recrimina- tion, but in her quiet way she made Frances feel — and keenly, too — the humiliating nature of her position. So, for all these reasons, as I said, the world seemed changed to Frances Blake. She was most unhappy. First, there was notiiing bui; bitter- ness in her heart against her husband, against her parents, against the whole world. Then that gradually died away, and there came in its place an agony of unrest, of wild and painful longings to flee to Richard. By-and-by that passed also, and then she sank into a state of listless indifference and lost all interest in life. She went about the house a dull, heavy-eyed spiritless creature, who looked as if she had drunk life's bitter cup to the very dregs. She would wander for hours in the fields and woods, lingering often by the river's brim, which seemed to possess for her an odd fascination. In six weeks the first letter bearing a South African post-mark came to Kendal Hall. It was Reaction. 149 very brief, almost formal, merely stating ihat the writer had arrived after a pleasant vr'/age, and was about to proceed up the country to Kimberley. Brief, unsatisfying as it was, Frances Blake cherished that letter. How she prized it, ay, and what bitter tears fell upon it, how little the writer of it guessed! Her health was indifferent, and even the sweet, clear bracing air of the early autumn failed to restore the languid, exhausted frame. In August, Mrs. Kendal went to Scarborough, but did not expect nor ask her daughter to accompany her. Frances was not sorry. In times past she had been the gayest of the gay at that fashionable watering- place, but it was different now. She would not greatly can to m.eet all her old friends, to encounter their pitying looks or wonderingly impertinent remarks. She was glad to be left alone at the Hall to spend her days as she liked ; and it was in this pleasant solitude that Frances Blake found herself face to face with her life for the first time. She tried to banish self-reproach ; to keep away from every thought or memory of the past ; to forget all the brief, strange dream of her married life. But that was impossible. There was with her night and day visions of that past. Sometimes the memory of the tender, devoted care which had been lavished upon her before her own hands had shut her husband's heart against her, swept over her with an agony of longing, of unavailing regret. Then the haunting spectre of self-reproach because of how she had repaid that love and care made miserable her waking hours. Now that miles of sea and shore lay between her husband and herself she knew how U; _L ^_ML 150 A Divided House, she loved him. It was an utterly new experience for Frances Blake. Hitherto she had not been accustomed to be denied or to deny herself any- thing. She had said, and it was done ; she had but expressed a wish, and it was fulfilled ; but now her training was to be in a different school. She was to know the heart-sickness of hope deferred, the agony of a longing unfulfilled — that pain, like to which there is no other upon the earth, of being separated, perhaps for ever, from the being we hold dearer than self With the awakening of the heart to human love there came another experience, also quite new, to Frances Blake. It was a vague desire for something higher, diviner, more lasting than anything earth could offer. She had heard of God as a Friend, a Comforter, especially to those oppressed by sorrow or care. She had read of the peace which passeth all understanding, which can still every tumult in the heart of poor humanity. In prosperous times, when fortune smiled, she had not felt the need of any such Comforter ; she had never had a thought beyond the moment with her, but now the longing would not be stilled. She opened her Bible, read it carefully, pored over its many assurances of hope and peace and joy to those who believe, but therein found no comfort. She was as one whose eyes are holden, who cannot see. In her blind and feeble groping, her hours of dark, deep loneliness, there came to her a strange yearning to see Richard's cousin, Mary Osborne. She remembered with tender, lingering regret her gentleness of tone and manner; her kind true smile; her sisterly bearing towards her who Reaction. 151 had so ill-deserved it. She also remembered with keen humiliation and shame her treatment of the gentle girl — her rudeness the very last time she had been beneath her roof. She tried to banish the desire to see her. She told herself Mary would never forgive her ; yet something whispered that not only would that gentle heart forgive, but that she would comfort and help her out of any difficulty. So it came to pass that one afternoon, greatly to the astonishment of the servants of the Hall, young Mrs. Blake journeyed to London alone. When she arrived in the great city there came upon her a desire to behold once more the house of her married, life. She drove in a close cab from the station to the West End and walked slowly up Piccadilly to Brampton Square. The house was closed. It had found yet no purchaser or tenant, for the ticket intimating that it was to let or sell was still at the door. She drew down her veil hurriedly, and walked away again with trembling limbs, and, without being conscious of it, proceeded towards the Park. She chose a seat there, and sitting down under a spreading tree watched the gay throng in the Row, and the stream of carriages rolling up the wide avenues. She recognised many of the carriages and their occupants. Not so long ago her well- appointed brougham had held its own among them, but that was over now. She did not fear recognition, for who would ever see in the plainly attired, closely veiled figure Richard Blake's gay and fashionable wife ? She seemed to forget that time was fleeting, until with a start she pulled out her watch and saw that it was half-past six. She 152 A Divided House. It ;; n ■1 H !» I rose then, and turned with weary feet towards the city again, treading the familiar way to Bingham Street. When she reached the entrance to it she paused reluctantly, for it was not Richard's cousin alone she would need to meet, but Richard's mother, who might well heap reproaches on her head. Well, she deserved them all, and she would accept them humbly, as she ought, as part punishment for her sin. Her knock was answered by the tidy housemaid, who had been with Mrs. Blake for many years. At .sound of the sweet refined voice the girl started, and said somewhat hesitatingly, " Mrs. Richard Blake ? " " Yes. Are the ladies at home ? " " Yes, ma'am. Will you come in, please ? " said the girl, greatly amazed at the change in Mrs. Richard's manner and appearance. When the door was closed, Frances turned and laid her hand on the girl's arm : " Kindly show me into the drawing-room, and ask Miss Osborne to come to me, without saying who I am ; " and the girl obeyed at once. The drawing-room was unoccupied of course, the ladies preferring always to sit in the dining-room. Mary did not long keep her visitor waiting. When she entered, Frances was standing in the window with her back to the door, so that Mary did not immediately recognise her. But when she turned, and putting back her veil from her pale face, hehl out a pleading hand, the tears welled up in Mary', gentle eyes. " Mrs. Blake — impossible ! " she exclaimed, and clasped the proffered hand ; and then, moved by Reaction. 153 something she saw in the beautiful eyes, she leaned forward and kissed her on the lips — the first kiss which had ever passed between these two women, but not the last. " How and when did you come, dear ? " said Mary, and led her to a chair, for she saw that she w^s weak and weary and far spent " I came from Sutton this afternoon, but I have been wandering about for an hour and more," said Frances. " No — thanks : I must not take off my bonnet. I must go home to-night." " Must you ? I think not. Aunt Sara would not permit that, nor would I," said Mary, cheer- fully. " Come, I will take you to my bedroom, and then tell auntie you are here." Like a child Frances obeyed ; but when they reached the upper chambers, and Mary was about to leave her, she turned and laid her hand on her arm. "Will — will — Mrs. Blake be glad to see me? I — I have no claim upon her," she faltered ; " only I thought of you and her so much that I was im- pelled to come." " Dear Frances, I am quite sure Aunt Sara will be more than delighted to see you," said Mary, but did not feel so very sure after all, for Mrs. Blake had said very many hard things about Richard's wife. But surely the sight of that pale face, with the sad mouth and wearied eyes telling of an aching heart, would sweep away every hard and bitter memory of the past ? Trusting to that, Mary sped to the dining-room, where her aunt was busy alternately with her book and her knitting. ff,}-: !l1! 154 A Divided House. " Dear Auntie, guess who is here — who has come a long way to see you ? " she said, breathlessly. Mrs. Blake shook her head. " I have not the slightest idea, child. Tell me." " Richard's wife ! " said Mary. Then seeing the expression on her aunt's face, she knelt down by her chair and folded her pleading hands on her arm. " And, dear Aunt Sara, she looks so worn and pale and sad, and I am sure her heart is very sore. Be good to her, auntie. Let us try to keep her with us a little while. I think she so needs rest. For Richard's sake, dear auntie; and who knows we may thus help them both to a happier life ? " " It is not my duty She was good neither to my son nor to me," said the proud mother, re- belliously. "What right has she to come here?" " She is Richard's wife, auntie, and we have no right to turn her away from us. Dear Aunt Sara, let your heart speak. Let me bring Frances to you. When you see her you will be so sorry for her that you will love her with all your heart." Mrs. Blake shook her head and shaded her eyes with her hand. Mary rose and left the room. In a few minutes the sound of footsteps and the soft opening of the door made Mrs. Blake rise from her chair. She turned her head, and her eyes fell on Richard's wife. It was as Mary had said. She was conquered. " My dear, my dear ! " she said tremblingly, " what has come to you? Have you been ill? I am grieved." She got no further, for Frances crept into her arms and laid her head on her breast Reaction. 155 ^ery sore, keep her 2eds rest. 10 knows life ? " leither to other, re- here ? " 5 have no unt Sara, ranees to ) sorry for ■^lart." her eyes room. In the soft from her es fell on iaid. She " Forgive me," she said brokenly, " for Richard's sake ! " Oh ! if Richard in his lonely home in that wild African settlement, could but have beheld that scene, what joy it would have infused into his barren life ! But not yet. The rugged discipline necessary must be borne a little longer, the lesson masterec to the very end. I' t : into her Si nrm ':|;Mi ^l-, 'I f. ''I 'ii 'i ! CHAPTER XVIII. UNUTTERABLE YEARNINGS. **How beautiful to watch the sweet waters of humility and love stealing over a proud spirit, and making it meet for the kingdom." ERY gentle, very tender was Mary Osborne with Richard Blake's wife. She skilfully managed to keep her aunt from talking much of Richard before Frances, and so the quiet evening slipped away without any- thing jarring upon its harmony. Mrs. Blake retired early, and the two younger women were left alone in the dining-room. Then, as Mary had expected, Frances began to talk of herself. She walked restlessly up and down the room for a few minutes, with her white hands lightly clasped before her, and her eyes bent upon the floor. Mary tried to busy herself with some work, but her thoughts wandered so that she came but little speed with it. She was glad when Frances stopped her restless walk at last, and pausing by her chair looked down into her face. i ■ i. .- ,1,: ■il/ ': f i. ; 1 n m m 184 A Divided Nouse. spread out the dainty fashionably-tinted sheet, from which emanated a faint sweet perfume like wood violets in the spring. The words written thereon were few, and not of absorbing interest. We may read them with him : — Kendal Hall, SuTTON-LE-WiLLOWs, August^ 18—. Dear Richard, — I duly received your letter apprising me of your safe arrival. I am pleased that you had a pleasant voyage, and that you are satisfied with the new country. I hope your expectations of it will be still further realised. I am not quite so sanguine as you, for we had a gentleman dining here the other evening who has travelled far, and it is his opinion that there is no more money to be made in the South African settle- ments. That is papa's opinion too. He thinks you would have done better in Queensland. However, now that you are out, I suppose you will need to make tiic best of it. I am glad to gather from your letter that leaving England cost you so little pain. I am quite well. Thanks for your kind inquiries about my spirits. If they are not exhilarating, perhaps I am to be excused. I shall be glad to hear from time to time how you are keeping, and I shall not fail to answer your letters regularly. — I am, your affectionate wife, Frances Blake. Brief and cold enough of a truth. And these were the last words which had reached him from a far country ! If Frances could have guessed what bitter pain that letter (written in a hasty moment when " pride ruled her will ") was to inflict upon her husband's heart, how it would but serve to harden The Bitter Past. 185 him againPt her, ay, even while he was heartsick with love for her, she would never have written it Already it had been repented of, as we know — ay, seventy times seven, and words of loving entreaty for forgiveness had been sent after it, but they had not reached the eyes for which they were intended and never would now, for Richard had shifted his quarters many times since these penitent words had been penned, and so had missed his English letters He did not greatly care. He had waited anxiously for the first epistle from his wife, and when it came it chilled him to the heart. He read and re-read it that night until every word was imprinted on his memory. Its tone seemed to reproach him, although it was not intended to do so. He pictured to him- self how contemptuously they would discuss him at the Hall, thinking it impossible, or improbable, at least, that he could do any more good from a worldly point of view. A grim smile touched his lips, and he slowly gathered together these relics of the past, and replaced them in his trunk. He would trouble his English kith and kin no more. For a time he would be as dead to them ; he would let them think or say of him what they willed, and he would labour on. For what end ? To make a great fortune ; to build up for himself a name and a place in the land of his adoption ; and then if the desire for triumph still remained, to return in the pride of his success and shame them into silence. And from that day he threw himself heart and soul into the business of which John Ingram had so generously offered him a share. His partner was amazed. It seemed impossible to 1 86 A Divided House. weary Richard Blake ; he had the energy, the perseverance, the indomitable working powers of seven men. Money flowed into the coffers of Ingram & Company. But while the balance in favour of Richard Blake grew bigger and broader in the bank day by day, he remained a moody and miserable man ; and at the end of two years Louie Ingram was as far from penetrating the secret of his life as she had been at the beginning, so she gave him up in despair. £' *f. msj w£^ CHAPTER XXII. BRINGING IT HOME. "The veil is rent sometimes, and we see that what we thought nobleness in our own actions was only u form of selfishness. It is a wholesome lesson." |OW, Mr. Blake, I will take no refusal. It is to be such a quiet affjiir. Just half-a-dozen friends to dinner, and a little music afterwards. Even a hermit could scarcely object to that. Say we we mav be sure of you on Thursday night ?'" So said Mrs. Ingram to her hus- band's partner one Sunday evening as they were walking home from church together. Hitherto all her persuasions had failed to induce Mr. Blake to make one at the happy social gatherings for which she was famous. " I am not a company man, Mrs. Ingram,** he said, making use of the excuse which had served him so often before. " And I should probably act as a kind of damper on your pleasant evening. Pray excuse me. 1 am best left to myself" i«7 N iSS A Divided Ht nice,' said Mrs. a beautiful and Ingram, amiable