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CAN PR Viff:'.:rJ::,.J''^-' 1.-. ■m IlitU)au$ic (CnlliHK Slibrari) . ^; JOHN JAMES STEWART COLLECTION F, f» ^/ ) 1 Wi' Xj ■> ;uy Iprintfd for |)riuatf \m. MY MOTHER. 3i|n TdUmorlum. BY "ALBYN."ps^^ . ( »■ 46i% V*"*^ ^"^ * ^^ c) MY MOTIIKIi. \ "A foolish man dtupiseUi his nioiher." SoL(>.\U»N. Mv MotluM- : O my Mother, how 1 h)ii;^r. To l)i(l thy vii'tuos live in .simple sou;^ ; How soolliinir to my spirit would it be. To strew witli Howers the turf that lies on thee — Seal with love's si;xnet what unhidden tears, Have left unblottod in a len^'th of vears, Iletrieve thy ineni'ry from oblivion's jrlooni. And filial inecnse breathe upon thv tomb. So may an ivy leaflet ever «»re(!n. In the hereafter n])on miiu'. be seen ; Or when the dei)t ;o Nature due is paid, A violet may show where ''Albyn's" laid. Come ye celestial ned, j^ave nie joy. Xor was the ra|)tni*e that it ('(iidd convey Dt'void o[ fear that it would fly away; IJewilder'd often how the air .so hij^h, Coidd lift it up, and keep it in the sky. Another speck, nnuMiji'st a thousand more Is still distin^iiiisliM in my youthlul lore ; The water-whetd in miniaturi; that run. in ("U'U^rhside cojtse ir.y admiration won ; Which a Ifird JauUHc to divert \\m mind, When far "outhye" in .'^olitude desi^^n'd. And then to turn it haatli liin ban, Nor ot'ilic tilli'.s (o ilu! lioivlcr land, Is any !*lron<^««r than llic sword in liaiid ;) lit'l't llicrc disown'd since rrcvnn roiwn'd abroad, And I'otmd tlicir sati-ly in the nearest rojid To ";ain the hridL;e, that mossy, ronj'h, >ind <;rev. There spans the valley in an aw kwnrd «ay, And looks (orbid; in the tine detcnir NVhere (y'len'jliside waters into Oxmun's pour. Nor <'onld slnpidily Juive (art her f^one Astray, eonstrnetirifr anything: ot stone ; Ashlers nn])ears. What tho' to aires past it may belon■ And I'M'ii tlovotion'.x sacn-diics.s iiiviulo ; 0(t tiiid aiiH in the simdos of ni^lil Widiiii tlic liall.s tliat carlldy planets li^rlit ; Unr very oycs alllioujrli in slninlaTs seal'd Do ready access to tlnir presence; yield. No l>lnsli is mine tliat on the poet's heart They inak«' impressions that do not depart ; Their w illin^f dupe unconsciously I speinl Unnieasure.d moments at the ohi liridueend. Thei ■e in the eveniiiirs when the <]aisies irrew. ov. Sp((rt would detain us till the fallinjr i 'J'liaii Clengh>i(le-burn in memory is seen. lluw oft even now cpiite nnawares Viv caught Reciting psalms and hymns thy lips have taught ; Or conning tasks thy maimer made so sweet Fnr me to leaiii, Jiiid i-nsy to repeat ; '• 77/^ Lnnl's mi/ Shrpheni:' and the; "• Hnsji lir,:' S. ' lead me back to childhood and to thee — Still lead me back to hotirs when actions best The I'uling passions of the soul attest : AVheu duly as the uight and nioiiiing canu' That prayerof prayers, stamped with the Saviour's name In tones scarce audible — bow'd at her knee. My Ooi), my mother heard me lisp tf) thee. IIow vivid still before my eager gaze Those hajjpy hours, those unforsrotten days • - cS Iff Pass ill review, as tlicy were wont to be, But never pass, my Motlier, without tliee. ^ Tliy features on the infant poet's lieart, V V'lre {graven, never, never, to depart, tiravcn ahis ! when pain and suflerin;^ shevv'd What fond afKeittion in thy bosom jj^low'd ; And tlio' but fain'i impressions then were made Thine are tlioy, Mother, and tliey fraee : Unwearied patienee, eluuity as broad As ever from a human bosom flow'd — A heart o pity, and a hand l'> aid As f'eelin/j; ])rompted, moi-e i n duty l)ade ; Thy kindness seemed like some perpetual rill Exhaustinjr always, but exliaustless still, Sim|)le thy faith, thy piety uiil'ei^ii'd. By precept tau^^ht, by ])raetiee not profaned : A stran<_^or to those sudden bursts of ire, Uid)ridled ])assions fi-e(iiuMitly insjiire ; Deaf to the slandVer, or if thou didst heai". The startling response always felt severe. And those "'"".Id ;iive a nei<2;hb<)iM''s bosom pain From thee, at least, no audiiiiee did obtain If e'er unpleasin;^ tokens would av( w A frown coUectinp; on thy ])laeid brow. It was when eandoui" had been set aside And falsehood did the ])alm with truth divide. Some attributes the soul must surely owi; More than the senses that to us are known, Some more eleetrie incthod to impart The latent loni2;in,ii:s of a mother's heart ; ' \. How miieh beyond tlu; musie of thy voice — A look of thine could make my heart rejoice. Nor less a sigh eseapin/z from thy breast. Did mine with grief as instantly invest ; But C) thy smile, — (hat nothing can impair, Such sway, and sweetness were commingled there Blest ornament set with peculiar grace v ■•' By Heaven itself on the maternal face, And so resistless upon thine display'd Whenever read, instinctively obey'd. t, . ,. ;u Nor less efficient were thy words of love ^ That could at once encourage and reprove. The richest flow'rs that in creation spring — 9 The jwcctcjit music wooiUand warblers !<'\u<^ — - , Tlio deepest hliish that captivates the cyo , , ,, On ocean inirror'd troni tlic ev'iiiii;^ sky, , , However bland or heaiitiCiil they be, ,.-, , Are always measured by a smile from thee. Were it ])i!rmitted, — ah ! but who can tell, , i What is pcrmittoil whcrt^ immortals dwellV Then if the spirits in a world of l)liss Ki'er come from glory to revisit this, It- caiuiot be impossible that thou, My Mother, may l»e present with me now. To listen ? Nay but rather to ri^strain As n.ortal praise, immortals may |)rofano, IIow often still by more than fancy led, I am beside thee at thy (lying bed. Ah I these sad moments it was ours to part Have never left, nor will they leave my heart ; Nor have the five long decades that are past A shadow o'er that day of sf)rrow cast. How olten still this empty baud of mine Feels the last pressure ever came from thine. Or owns its gentle playfulness that told Of deeper love than language can unfold. How often still familiar to mv ear. Some tones are whispered, tells me thou art near ; How often still I seem to hear thee speak. And feel as if thy breath were on my cheek. Who will persuade me that at day's decline, W^heu the first stars of ev'ning faintlv shine And iMght's soft footsteps o'er the landscape steal. Who will |)ersuade me that I tu;ver fe(d (Delightful error — error if it be,) , , Sensations, fancy cannot give to me; , , ; Sensations felt — but tar beyond the sphere Of utterance for those sojourning here Tho' time and distance cast a letigthened shade lietween my vision and where thou art laiil. Yet still unchanged, it is before my view And nightly there my visits I renew — i •• Alike regardless whether darkness reign. , ('r day |)uts on his regal robe again. Wrapp'd in the tranquil slumbers of repose (Jr sharing toil, " when uian to labour go<'S," Still I am fouiul beside thy place of rest In weeds of woe — a solitary guest. The faithful tablet that was set to guard 10 Thy (le.ii- reinaiii?*, abide>< lliere uiiiinpnir'il : Fresh as it from the sculptoi'.s chisel caino. It bears the brief memorial of thy name. The little rosetree little hands with rare Beside thee planted, is unwithcr'd there. And not a footstep ever seems to |)asa So near thy f»rave as to disturb the grass; Bnt desolation everywhere appears, Seen thro' the vistas in a mist of yeai's. Whilst wanderin;! iti this wildernesis of woe. Nor path, nor landmark to direct me — Lo ! 1 lift the volume of the past once more. And turn the pages of remembrance o'er ; Those pages hallowed with the lessons fraught Thy lips and life so eminently taught. To me tiiey breathe authority divine, That filial love, and length of days combine ; Assur'd tho' clouds mysterious intervene. (Even when bereavements blessings may have been.) Another guardian, — an unerring guide Thro' the unseen a passage will provide, Until, without a stone to mark the spot I may lie down like thee and be forgot ; Few then to mourn, — perhaps not one to weep — Or wake the sleeper in his tranquil sleep. Have I escaped the avenues of hell Where sin's high priest and human demons dwell ? Have 1 been kept fi-om temples where a crowd Of Satan's servants day and nigl.t arc l)()w'(l ; Have I been spared the tortures manifold That Manunon's worship))ers must take with gold ? And those more awful, — if more awful 's known Among the votaries pleasure calls her own ; Or is an unofTensive conscience mine, Though sometimes wi-ong, yet never by design. A name alas ! thotigh not from failinjxs free, But few that woidd have claimed a blush from thee. If in declining years I can rejoice That "• wisdom's ways" were early made my choice. It is to thee, my Mother, that I owe, All under providence I inay be now.