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MEMOIR

REV. ALANSON L. COVELL,

'^^ OP R,v. LEMUEL COVELL,

AND LATE

A P4ST0R OP THE FIRST BAPTIST CHURCH

IN THE GITY OP ALBANY, N. Y.

BY MRS. D. C. BROWN,

SISTER OPTHPntir^T,.

iHE DECEASED,

VOLUME II.

BRANDON:

TELEGRAPH OFFICE.

1839.

■ I

When til

anticipated

farther. J

of my woi

The first vc

plan detern

press, and i

God, I have

to-night wri

tude, my Jie

for his great

ing to rest o:

biography of

to put thoir c

of personal a

of tlieir heave

Whether I

mass of lettei

responsibility

on nifi ; yet, I

I iiuvc consul

ladies of Jiterc

God. I have

empower ine,

own mind on

My aim has b

journal, as wi

exhibit his cha

And now as I

my home, and

my dear render

ye would tliatc

Brandon, Tel
August 7

PREFACE

TO THE SECOND VOLUME.

When the preface to the first volume was written no nM..

of mv work ril „ ""5 °'"'"' « 'h" ^o-ciusion -

plan de.c™i„«, „„",° '.h'" „ 2^ ""n,"/ '"" f'"""' °"'' "-
press, and ,hc prin.or colled for, I," r T* "" «^°"'S "■

to-n.sln wnllon the last word of ,1,L. monmf wt? ' ??'' '"""'
.-de, „„ „ea„ po„rs „„, „ ,l,„„k.„r, 1 ^ .J,' ^ i': 'rf?""
for his greut mercy nnfl klnrlnnoc i '" "v "ca\enJ7 lather,

biography of "the two CoLls'^rv, '['^ '"^''' ''""^ ''"^

<o put their entire trust h^G 'to 2o f:3 '. ''''' ''"""''''^
of personal advantafre and liko L ? '" '^"^•'■' '''^Saidlcss

of their heaveulyFatl/er '" ''''^ '^"'^ ^^^° "PDrobation

Whether I have made the wisest possible selections from t.
mass of letters and journal before me, is not for me t" sa^ T ''
responsibility of my work, whether right or wron nl?' V
;--: yet,rhave -t leaned alto.etirer to n;:^;;;,:;^^^^^^
avc consulted with judicious ministers of d.c . sp 1 al^d t^f
ladies of literature and piety : above all l^.v. T. ^ '^^'

God. l have also stuL'o ^ n^'^^'^^ ^^'f "''^^^-" ^'•
empower me, what would probabi; le , ^/..llr'T" 7"!^
"wn mind on the subject Affe. .11 r "^^ ^^ar brother's

My aim has been to se ec^uth 1 u 1 "'7 'T ^'""^^ '"■^^'^•
Journal, as would at the a ti :;":', .r' 'T'' '' '''
exhibit his character in the varied o and nl"r '"''' ^^"^
And now as I am about to lav dotrmv p'" ^ T'^'"' "'''""^•
n^yhomcand the sweet charities of ZS mlTu'^'''''
;ny dear renders. In the language of oufb L t'l ;^ L^^^^^^
>e would that others should do unto you ; do ye eventtTthom^:

Brandon, Telegraph Office, } ^' ^' ^^^ ^'^'

August 7th, ]a39.

_-«f,:

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CONTENTS.

VOLUME II.
CHAPTER I.

experience. ' "^'igious

CHAPTERII.

Remarks; Extract from Journal; Profession ofR.r ■
Account of his sister; School teaclil? nn"°"'°" '
ment of preaching; Visit to his frien "dai?,?"""?-
Return to Charlotte; Discourajemen,' of ^1'^'
ond ,isit to his friends ; Tarrv aT^ , "^ ' ^"•
to Addison; Revival th re Mor '! °°"'' ^""^
ment ; Sickness. ' ' P^-'anent engage-

CHAPTER HI.

Marriage ; Ordination ; Change of ph^ce and .„
study; Engagement at Hfnesbufih %,! ''"^

preaching on account of iilC^ '^!:~" "^
Vermont Baptist Convention ; Removal .rvr, ^
to Whitesboro', N. Y • Reviv» • p , Madison,

Five years engWeme^rD [on'^'"""''"?''

anecdote; Sickness; Kindness; Rev '• Pror';"!
meetings. '''''' ^^ '^h frotiacted

C0NTENT8.

CHAPTER IV.

Rertections; The Pastor in the closet, or the history con-
tiaued mostly by journal.

CHAPTER V.

History still continued mostly by journal.
CHAPTER VI.

Sermon before the American and Foreign Bible Society.

"%»►:.

n-:

MEMOIR.

CHAPTER I.

"•"""" "'■"'= '■""'"a, sl,„,He ,1,0 .„„,,,
As .ve have sem in fk , ^^'^ ^(-stanicne.

Mr. Covel! wa;;: Jp ,r; 'l""^?'^' "'^ J-'"
January 20, 1804. M'e hive T"' ^^""*'"" C=o. N. Y.,
»™ed as the hope and d", 'tf ""' ''' ^^»' «'«''

'hose hearts were saddeneT °'d 7"' , "'"^' ""^ """
nihilaled by the deceasT nM '° ''"P" "'""sl an-

■race his onward course, to vilhil ?""" '^'^ "^ '"
'<; note the unf„di„„, of'h^s h lat^r'" T 7"""'^'
i'ls circumstances, and in all ,. ™°'"' ""^ changes oC

c"e of his heavetlly Father o;hi„r'"'' '° '"^'"'"' '"«
An unusual degree of nloo

distinguished i.i.„,°f;;tis" ::";", r" """■^"""^

«f love and indulgence ia which he "'""^Pi'""

necmary, rather than </..„ J 1,; ^ t'^r"';' "'"'^''
of his moral qualities m, % ''" "'"^'opemeot
«byge„tlene a„dt rr ""l ^"'"^^ l""' bro't
ProHrns and harshness wo ,1 1 k f, '"'"""goment.-

k-f. His hear, ever eZlr.K''''""'''"' ''» '" ">«
and it was ever his s „ra"d1^° ^ ^»'"^ °f tindness,

-"est favor. i„deed:^Z\-fSr;St

,%d? -:i,i

M l^ M I 11 OF

was ingenious in expressing th'; benevolent feelings of
his heart, under the dtlicule veil of gratitLule.

To the fund expeclinsr eye of one who delighted to
trace the lineanu.'nts of future expansion iti the germ,
the future preacher was discernable in him very early,
even before he wii tlireo years old. Ilii mind untram-
meled by the .ommon practice of teaching smart things
to chi'-'ren, to show ofl' before company, was left free to
choose his own subjects for imitation. Of course what-
ever he did, the more plainly indicated his ''natural
turnj"* and he used even at that early age, to hold fre-
quent and regular meetings over the back of his little
chair with his youngest sister for an auditory. Indeed
so strong was this impression concerning him, that in
after time when beholding biin dangerously sick, it was
felt that he could not then die, that he would live and
yet preach the gospel to those who were essaying to com-
fort his distressed mother by saying, "that perhaps it
would be best that he should be taken away, as he had
no father to take care of him— and no knowing what
course he might take should he live."

Years rolled on, and, as they passed, the kindness of
his heavenly Father ran parallel with his increasing
wantSj and. as he mentions in his journal, "mercifully
preserved him from out-breaking sins." He enjoyed the
advantages of the common schools of the time, from 4
to 10 years of age. As a pupil and class-mate he was
loved and esteemed. His attainments were all that

I would not wish, by this, to bo unclerptood as believing the
commission to preach tlio cvoila?ting posprl, to be a gift of nature.
But if this treasure be cominitlod to I'lirtlien vessels, arc Ihey not
tX&o, chosen vessels? Not chosen upon emergency from among
men, but chosen in Christ Jesus, from l)eforo the foundation of the
world? and like their blessed Lord, to have a prepared body, to bo
sent forth like him in the fulness of time? And though w'ith rcf^
erence to their ultimate vocation, they may not generally bo distin-
guished from oihers during tluMr minority, shall we say that «o
instances occur where these servants of the Lord give early and
plain indication of their future calling ?

ALAN80N L. COVELL. j

could be expected fmn, the then lim.w ^

a<ely removed fro^ Cl,„ ,' """""' »»'' '"""edi-

such varied „^el^ 7:; "'■""/''^ '""' "P^i^nced
'^ew l,o„,e at the no A, ""*""'""' "^ «'"'■ '» '«"

went with her. TlTe'^r ","'"' ''" """' 'J'-g"""

«bout "the boy" (IrZr^tt ^"1'.^^"'' "-"'iou,
ilioushi for the morrmj , ° ^ (■"horiaHon, "take no
what things jJe nrd.™ ' ' ''''"'^'"'^ ^'"''" '"«»'e.h

i«.fodirrei:":^: !r™ ^ """="" "■ » ^'™'- '-".

i"S"f God „po?i, , ,71? ""*"' '^""'^"''^ ^'»«-
hisneweonnection ^=,1 '." 7'".i'°"''' '""-self among
His lister Co , C' f"'" "" ""■"""» »"" '^^P^^'
of his cbaraeu'rC T' '""'"' ''" ""^ ""'"'''i-g
-'I noble thought, her :„L„e':"r„ h-;"'"^"" ^'^^
was most salutary and han„v H "^ ^™"""S '»''"'

wMle he continuld with' J st" Zi'""""" V''""'
;j- month, attendance w me"r t oil" "'' '"
ll>e years, he enjoyed the nriv l.l f " P"""" "^

-agri.ulture.on'liisfafen';^ "l^;;"^'- lesson,
P'ly situated, no chan... „f • '""Sh thus hap-

-y change i; is E, ZTT "' ''"''' "»» '«
hailed the arrival of 1 " ' """' '"''" ''^"s'" ie

■ionof somethn! m„ : r:'"' "^•"' "^'"^-Para-
■'".ily had bee; ht el " '"^"- ^'"^ "^ «" ">e
-'ydays,and:he a, rrrdt' ^'"''■■'"''= "^ ""
">»"ffl..o his second ft Ir- so„T ;7 ""'™^"''"*"
»^"' 'hat he ill kne, how to bear ' He ' '""""'■'"■
her, and that with *.,^„. i, '''°" ^minded

Willi sadness, thai she had hrnl.„ ,u. .,_

J^l

MEMOIR OP

fertant they had made never more to be separated, but to
dwell together as long as they lived. Not long after this
event, his eldest sister was at home on a visit, and he
returned with her to re-visit the friends and scenes of
his childhood. During the time he spent in that region
with his two sisters, separate about twenty miles, he
enjoyed some further advantages in learning. His
brother-in-law, in Cheshire, Mr. Wolcott, gave him the
opportunity of attending a select school there, during
the winter. He also enjoyed a similar privilege with his
eldest sister, in Pownai, the next summer. Compared
with the privileges of the present period, this was " the
day of small things j" but we considered them rich bless-
ings from the hand of God, and the more so, as he had
given our brother a facility of mind and strength of
memory, which gathered and treasured mu^' in little
time. By request of his father he returned uome after
an absence of ten monihs. He was at this time in his
sixteenth year, a happy, cheerful, sportive youth; a vein
of good humor ever at flow, and a hand ever ready to
assist a play-mate or a friend. But with all his vivacity,
there was ever a certain air about him that reminded
one of the clerical ofnce. It was remarked of him while
at school in Pownai, by an associate older than himself,
"that fellow will preach yet," said he, ^^he plays just
like a minister."

Hq was ever friendly to religious characters, ready to
lend au ear to religious conversation, especially from
ministers. He enjoyed much of this kind of society, as
his second father was very generally known in that re-
gion, and those who had been acquainted with his own
father, if passing that way, would diverge a little from
their onward course, to call on the relict and offspring of
their lamented friend. While in his fifteenth year, he
wrote aa essay in praise of the christian religion, which

ALANSON L. COVELL.

I regret is not now to be founrl Tf «ro a- •
his glowing descrip,io„ of L tS ]fT"' '" '^^^
declared, "he never expeced o e „v t\ ^'"'

unworlhy." With a sensiuveres vhich J"' '" ''"
will kno. how .0 appreci.e, he"' nVrXLeTt
man«scr,pr ,n priva<e. I, came into hU mS „!'
session accicJeatally. "loiners pos-

where he lived. He aUenltUT M "o,! ttri'

Zair h"^' '"-...oryagreat part ^^Vn ew
lescament. His method wa^? to Ipnm oil i ,,

frequently committed more than a chapter a dav. '

Nothing unusual occurred to him after th\. till .,
about nineteen Th«n • i / , ^^ ^^^^^ ^f^^s, till he was

.^-ong che:.s;edT;: :;i-: t„^: ;: - rr ii^

of his convers on of heart m Pn.i i , ""f* ^ ^P^ak
pen of .he -rra.^ t: ":='::!'ha"„:e T'^atf' tt
otk of d nne grace upon hi. heart, fron, his own hand
n was not wrmen at the tin.o, but some few year! after'
During the progress of his acaunintance with Ihe hdv he

ouect.ons of those exercises, which we call <.our reli-
«»us expenence." They exchanged with each o.l.
.h^se .nteresting documents. His L here presented! '

frequenter IHou'"- """ "' "'"' ' '""^ ^-" -y-' "•
of IT „ „ f ;.™P^'^^*'™^' ^™i"2 from a discovery

thaa »l,rn K '"" "' " ^'■°""' ""d 'I'o certainty

hat I should be mtserable in the world to come unless I

repented and inrn»d .^ p.j , . , '"' ""'*«* *

' ,0 (...ou. At such times I made

MEMOIR OF

many promises that I would amend my life, and devote
myself wholly to the service of God. During these
seasons ol seriousness, I used -' ;ifay, read the Bible,
&c., in hope of finding pardon for my sins and a change
of heart, accompanied with such enjoymeats as I had
heard christians speak of. These endeavors, however,
were feeble and heartless, and continued but a short
lime. Some new and trifling pleasure, or some sudden
temptation, would in a moment effect a revolution in my
mind. I was ready to comply with the first suggestions
of satan, and yield to the first inclination of my wicked
heart. After a time my former impressions would re-
turn, commonly attended with a deeper sense of guilt,
than at any previous time. My reflections were, that I
had added sin to sin, resisted the Holy Spirit, sinned
against greater light and knowledge, and was more in
danger of eternal damnation, than ever. These reflec-
tions were always succeeded by more repeated and con-
fident promises of repentance and reformation. In a
short time however, this excitement, occasioned mostly
by fear of punishment, would subside. Prayer would
then be neglected, and soon I would be again entangled
and overcome with the yoke of bondage.

I lived in this manner, three or four years, when I
began to think I had sinned away the day of grace. I
had so many times resisted the Holy Spirit; refused so
often to repent and believe in Christ; had resisted such
strong convictions; sinned against such degrees of light
and knowledge, that I thought I had committed the un-
pardonable sin, and that there was no mercy for me.—
Such impressions, however, were not lasting; something
still assured me that it was possible for me to find par-
don and mercy from God, notwithstanding all my ex-
ceeding sinfulness and vileness. I would then as form-
erly have recourse to the Bible and to prayer. But anon

ALANSON L. COVELL.

Jikejhe swine that was washed to its wallowing in the

Wlien I was abour fourteen years old, I was more
senously awakened than ever I had been. I though!
this the last opportunity that ever would be granted me
to receive Christ and his salvation. I resolved to seize
the favored moment, and began to pray with some ear-
nestness, that God would have mercy on me. My feel-
ings however again declined. I again felt desirous for
more tmie to enjoy the pleasures of life, and engao-e with
those around me in youthful amusement. I felt unwil-
ling to leave my young associates and all their pleasures
so soon. I must have opportunity to gratify those in>
clmat.ons and passions which I ^ound myself unable to

In this state of mind, I found no method of relieving
myself from present uneasiness, and of silencing my
fears of the future, but this. I retired alone, and entered
mtoamost solemn engagement before God, that if he
wou d spare my life till I was seventeen years old, I
would most willingly, and most certainly, renounce eve-
rything but religion, and devote the rest of my life en^
tirely to his service-but till that time I must have liberty
to enjoy the pleasures of the world. This measurably
satisfied my mind at the time, and I returned to a course
of vanity with little remorse of conscience. After this
I passed my time much as I had before, sometimes
awakened and resolving to turn to God, but most of the-
time well pleased to continue in sin. When the age of
seventeen arrived, my promise occurred to me, but I had

before that by this time I should have so far gratified my
worldly inclinations that I should be satisfied, and desire
tliem no morp Thfo «Tor. „ .i„-__.---. -r .....

. .,,^ „„-, a ueecpuon. msreau ol bem^

MEMOIR OF

satisfied with what I had enjoyed of the world, I had but
just begun to enjoy it. I thought a few years to come
would be more propitious to worldly pleasure, than any
former period of my life. For this reason my inclination
to continue in sin, was stronger than ever, and my desire
to become religious, proportionably weak.

I thought it a heinous sin to violate a promise so sacred
as I had made, and thought too this might be the very
last opportunity I ever shou]d have, to repent and luin to
God J still, such was the ascendancy which sin had gain-
ed over me, that through its influence I resolved to hazard
all, for the sake of a few years pleasure, which I hoped I
should be- permitted to enjoy. About the time I was
nineteen, I was very seriously awakened, in consequence
of ill-health, to reflections on death and another world.
I had no apprehension of immediate dissolution, but yet
the thoughts of dying were continually with me. I kneiv
most certamly that in my present situation I was wholly
unprepared for happiness. I viewed myself the chief of
sinners, a vessel of wrath fitted by my own sins to de-
struction.

I viewed myself a criminal before God, justly con-
demned to endless misery. It appeared ceriain that I
should perish, I had so long lived in open violation of the
commands of God — had so neglected and despised the
great salvation, and so long resisted the Holy Spirit, that
my damnation was sealed, and I must be miserable for-
ever. What tended to confirm this opinion still more
was, the hardness of my heart and the stupidity of ray
feelings. I could think of being cast off at the left hand
in the day of judgment, and of being banished to black-
ness and darkness, to be tormented forever in the keenest
despair and remorse, and not be moved in the least.

I thought surely, if any person on earth was ever giv-
en over to hardness of heart and blindness of mind, I

ALANSON L. COVELL.

.0 condemn me T ,. ? , ^''"'' """= inspired

and .heg„"pT,hr:„,;:„'""^,?''»'' condemned me,
6 -l)fi, me only hope oflost s nncrs, I had f.
je.ed again a„d again, and that God lo aven.l ,Z

h .h,s suuanon, which coniin.ed but a sl.orui n si!'
ihing seemed once more to remind ms ,U., T
ret in my case a po.iWe hop:,";:' ^4 God the" Z
forg.vness that his name might be feared

lt"t\'['r" ^'"^ '"-"^^ P'"''°» «>« »f>er so Ion. a
course of rebelhon against liim, I could most wi linM.
pra-se his name, and obey his commandments Si
ad berng. I accordingly began to pray ,h t he w uM
i.ae mercy on me, and I resolved to continue prayini
and ,f must perish to perisb at his feet, acknowkS
IHS justice and imploring his mercy. I soon fou d m^
elf unable to pray as I ought in consequence of an 2
eehng, stupid heart. 1 had always th ugh bele , at'

ess n me ,„.,,"' .'™'' "'™='" " "'^S'''"'"' ^vicked-
ness in me to attempt to pray, when my heart was so far

from God, and so averse to him. I began to t rklhad
never been convicted. I began then to pray fo conviV
:V" continued to for two or three lys, but ,„ "o
avail. I found myself still stupid and unaffected I
'l>en thotight I might have entertained w on" ea's of
conviction. I beo-in in ii>;„i. •, ■ , ' meas oi

tnowlerlo^ J -1 ■" " consisted more in th»

Umledge of sin, than m the fears of hell. I thou-ht f
ad a knowledge of sin, but I could not mourn for" ii'
■he manner I ought before God. I then be^an to ti nk
more particularly of repentance. I thoughtlt co" sh d
n godly sorrow for sin, and in forsakin.of it. Ico '
-r I was sorry I had sinned, and was willing ro fo s e

MEMOIR OF

sin ; but I did not feel that degree of sorrow which I
wished to. I longed to have my heart broken to pieces,
and melted into tenderness before God. But this was
not the case. I was still the same, continuing to pray
for conviction and repentance, but finding no relief. I
viewed myself lost and fallen indeed. I knew I never
could repent of sin, nor love God, nor believe in Christ,
with the heart I then had. I found by experience, that
God alone could give me a better one. I had tried to
alter it myself and tried in vain. From myself I had
nothing to expect, but a continuance of sin and iniquity.
I found all I ever had done was to sin against God and
t feared it was all I ever should do. Indeed I knew it
was, unless a change was effected within me. As I was
in this slate of mind, thinking of my sins through my
life, I began to think of the goodness of God to me. It
appeared greater than ever I had viewed it before. I
endeavored to recount some of the many blessings I had
received from him, and the manifold mercies he had
conferred upon me. I iound indeed that goodness and
mercy had followed me all my days. His mercy and
kindness appeared not only great beyond conception, but
peculiar on account of the unworthiness of the object on
tvhich it was bestowed. What surprised me most was
this : I found that for all these favors and blessings, I
had never been once thankful in all my life. The sin of
ingratitude appeared to me in some measure as it was,
and what I still lamented was, that I could not even then
thank him sincerely for one among a thousand of his
favors. I perceived that in my dejjraved heart there was
nothing like gratitude to a benefactor, or love to a friend.
This view of myself was humiliating indeed. I never
had such discoveries of my sins before. I thought for-
merly I was a great sinner, but now I found myself a
vile^ guilty sinner. I immediately began to pray, that

ALAN80N L. COVELL. jy

prayers /o, this were a, ineffec.ual as They had be nZ

emained the same. Nothing could .-nove or soften ^ I
however continued to pray for a heart of grati utthat I

:'5aT'" •'"'' ""^"^'^ '■"' l"^ Sood„e°s, A wa
engaged in prayiag for this at n PP,-n,-„ «•
. ^ ^1 r r e, iwi ima, ai a ceuaia time m on ;«

stant there was a vew Tpplinn. .,.,m • ' '^ *^"

had ever before een a st anfe' /IT "^ %'" "''''^'' '

ful for the mercies I entved T, '-'""" f"'' ">'">''-

■<-'^'es 1 enjoyed. The moment I Ihouoht nf

anyof h,smerc,os,my heart would befilled with 4fif„de
and praise. And whpn T rn«^- i " vvim graiiiude

but a glass ofco d water mvf't.r'' "'""' '' " ^"^
.ifof God-O bless ht'^Le"'' ' rtS.''af t'h'^
•.me however, that 1 had been born a.l ?^ ,
greater work yet necessarv T, ! ° , """"S'" *

didnotWeGodasIo„"rto rlrir ;^ "^ *"' '
.-e .hankfu. for his m^^ ri,, ^S a^ ' Z X
«on for ,s character, and that attachment to 1 mltl"
desired. I thouoht his character i„/i„;,e|/amirbl!a„d
lovely, and wished to have my whole hpnr, T
hiaj, .ha. . m,Vb. love him with^'^Um ' . 'ZZ"
»gly made .1,, ,he burthen of my cry to the Lor< , Li
he would give me a heart to love him entirely, to the i
elusion of other objects. ' '*"

happy I could find no rest to my spirit, and no evidence
of a change, till ihe love of God should be shed abroad
m my heart. My prayers ho^vever did not alter 1
feelings. All remained just as it had been. I reso,v"5
to importune the Lord day and night, till he did grant
my request. About one or two days after .his, as Iwas
engaged lu prayer, it appeared to me that the Divine

18 MEMOIROr

presence filled all the place where I was. 1 heard no
voice, saw no appeal, .' e, but received a deep impression
never to be forgotten, that God was present. My hard-
ness, impenitence, and unbelief, which before had caused
me so much anxiety, now seemed all to depart in a mo-
ment. 1 thought they would return no more forever.—
My whole mind and soul was filled with a joyful view
of the Divine grealnes?, goodness, glory. He was
altogether lovely, beyond all conceptions 1 had ever had
before. I now thought I loved Him with all ray heart.
The more I thought of Him, the more my love increased.
His justice, love and mercy, all were themes for con-
templation, which opened sources of new and endless
enjoyment. Fear, doubt and anxiety were all absent
from my mind. I thought myself the happy possessor of
perfect contentment, peace and joy. I felt relieved from
everything which had rendered me unhappy. When I
thought of my fellow-men I loved them all. I could not
see how it could be possible that men should hale one
another. And how it could be that I had harbored such
feelings as I had toward some of them, I could not tell.
They were all now passed avvay, and 1 thought all the
rest of my life, was I permitted to live, should be one
continued demonstration of "good will to men." I felt
determined to tell tliem all, what the Lord had done lor
me, and devote my life wholly to his service."

But the grateful determination to declare to ''«//"
what God had done for his -soul, was not at that lime
made.

The cause of delay could not have been a want if

evidence that he had "passed from death unto life."

But whatever prevented a piiblic profession of faith in

• the Lord Jesus, his happy change was well known to his

mother and the family at the time.

In a conversation on this subject," some three years

-anco. He ccne ou. of r '? '" T ""''' ""'■"'•
•he "ime he mentions of h,ivi„?bl' " ■"' '''"'''"'=" «
"'he Divine presence » JJ", , , '""'"' '" '^^'We of

G°1-" She said his whCv 4 ' «' " .'"'"^^ '^ '"•'" "C
*<!, and he scarcelv 3eom d'] i^ '""'"S^''' ^"P^d-

ffoss of .ho houLMd I ef:"f °' '""'• '^'»
the reader lo sug-cst and ,1 , ^ ^ ""aginaiion of

WlHle my ,„„,,,„ "^_,^^ 21 ;,'■ .
">; "honghts reverted ,o .he .lory^o .IT. """""""''''•
"here, as iho Wess,^d Savin .""''"'^S'"^"'™.
te, countenance was fuZ aTdT' ' ""'• ''*^'"°" "^
white and glislcrinin., " n IL '"! '■""»™' was

"hi^ face shone as ,he";u„°"r""".''^' "■"•"' ''•
»' 'he light. If „,e |!'r.^';^° ' ,'""'^"' -^"^ '^hi'e
'h"s be irradiated wl.rhe?et ."n T"""""'' »»/
""■"t of "that glory which' . , \"''' "''=" ^'>'"1 "=
"when .his corr' pt ,e ' :, t " '"'''''''" '» "V
when this mortal sl,a» I'i t ? """. "'' '"'=''™P'io«,
*»'h shall be^^alWedtpof^^ ,? ™r""''''^' -"
appreciate such a hope for L ! ° '^"'' " ''eatt lo «.,■

oa," and through all of ?ln ^' "'" " '^'H '""k ri„h.

-^ 'Whuiation,',,,:!' :.;" 7rci.r'' '^"'"'"'-

"s m the gospel." "" "^^ He set before

•M\:

<4lt

Remarks
Accoui
raent oj
Return
ond vis
to Addi
ment : ,

In this SI
iess than c
The Ape
ation, and
all we are j
forget to "
with sad an
been indula
"Savior's A
"the voice
rebuke—" O
shall I be wi
our friend, M
height of nei
behold "the
Him of " his
at Jerusalem,
into silence,
to prove the ui
bitterness of e
the blessed ni
"Jesus rebuke(
<Jeaf spirit, I ch

*'-*«S0« L. COVILL.

CHAPTER II.

Relurn lo CImIwJ- iVJ^"''"''''' t.'"" lo preach .
end visi, ,0 l.i, mUd^rr "f "r^' °f '■"""Sec:
to Addison ; Revival Ihere. S,, Saraloga; Reium
niMt ; Sickness. ' **""' P'^fmaneni engage-

" Go 'hou and preach (he ki„jj„„„f„„,,„

In this sublunary world v.h=, ''""' ^'"'"'■

less than change? ' " """•' '=""''». more cease-

The /l/ws«e, went down frnm ,i
»'ion, and could „ot caso^°l"'.? 7""' "^ ''"»»«««-
all we are prone to /.as7on ,L " , ""'? 'P'"'-" Atid

with sad and fearful domination p "' '^'"' " "'«■»
been indulged lo be, ,™ '2 " '" """ '^'"' ''»''«
"SaWor's Maieslv " aL T ^je wunesses" ofour
"•ie voice ouVof '.he exce llenT ,'"" """'^'^ '■^"''
rebuke-" O faithless and nf ^ ''' '~" """ ">«

»^aii I be with yol to^c'i :r„«rsr '■""■ '•-'^ '-^

our friend, Mr. Covell on A^J , J'^" y"" ?" S"

ieightof new-born love wtr'; .%r "'° «'"^''
behold "ihe Kin<. i„ h?, r , ,^ ^"'' ^'"' """"^d '»

H™ of "his decease whic^" ?';"'' '" '""'" ^^^^
»t Jerusalem," afterward b.l ''™ "accomplished

i«.osilence. ButXrh l ,reVC;r?';f "'^P""
'0 prove the unsatisfying naiu ^ of ''j"^ """"'^'i Wm
bitterness of not confessin. hL 1 r °"' ^°^'' """^ ">«
'be blessed mandaw " brin" k ? """' '"' '«""«<•
"feus rebuked .h oul i fc Td I' ".'" ""=•" *»*
^eaf spirit, I charge thee cS^trriV^i-f

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more into him." From ihat hour he bugan to amend
and with " great boldness " to magnify that blessed nauie
which "hath power on earth to forgive sins.'

In his journal of after years he thus pathetically ad-
verts to the period we are now retracing.

'* At the time of my conversion, aged nineteen years,
I was very hai)py in the love of Christ, and » lly deter-
mined to give myself up to him without reserve. I
sought his blessing and his guidance in all my ways, ;uid
choae his spirit a3 my great instructor in all things, with
a sincere dclerminalioR to obey his teachings in all things,
whether I read these instructions in his Iljly Word,
or felt them in my own spirit. For a considerable time
I enjoyc'l, as i thought, the Divine influence upon my
heart. I v as happy in prayer, in reading the Bible, and
in other duties. 13ut some duties I felt reluctaut to per-
form.'' I did not come out openly and own Chiist be-
fore my young asfeociaies, and join with cliristians in
prayer and all religious duties as 1 ought. I did not make
a public profession of religion, but disobeyed God, by
refusing to do what was plainly and solemnly impressed
upon my mind as duly. Soon I met my old associates,
and instead of having the decision to avov/ my princi-
ples before them, and confess myself a christian, I was
silent about religion, and joined in with them to a great
decree in their wicked conversation and amusements.—
So'on I resolved to give up prayer altogether, to openly
say I had been deceived, that 1 had no religion, and then
thouijcht I might go on again with my old associates in
sin. 1 well rccoHect the day when I made this resolve.
I felt condemned for so doing. I knew it to be an awful
sin. I !ri ^w the profession I was going to make, that I

*0 how be nccvle.l a ('uilhf;!! 'iiudor shepherd to tiike him by the
hana'aivj U>u.l hiai, but tltcro was none uour. 'i'he iiui.tistclmrcli
iu his town \\an several miied ui;itunt, lu u low state, aud without
a settled piutor ut ihut time.

ALANSON L. COVELL. jjs

tenderest.uuvingsofthellon ""^.^^''^''^ °S="nst the
and „an„, '..Z^^;^,;:;': -^'''- , ' -"" •«.

ar-er .« „„e« „,„,« h, uX:^ ^;;.,;™' "'--" •<> ««"

God once uJlTZ'" "i"''' '" »' =""=»»!'-
me .he pardon of Z' ',. ^t T'' "'" •"™»"=''
an open cunfe.sion of ,„v ' ,,;;^, ^^''y ^^l >»^1o
I'avinj ,„ deparlod from God • ""^ '"'''"'"'^^N »

must .,o,v be a chri „ ^ti ,"" T""" f""""' ^

'hough. . my du,v .o 1 \ h !" ' ?"• ' '"'^ '"■''''™
ed .0 cr.r upon a . *"' "'' '''"'' """ '''■solv-

■owards me II lo„...ufrer,r ,, "''"'""'

humble l.-for. Him'and I' ''i '^ "'^ '" '"-■ •"«"

his me«y anli "a";." "' ' "'"■' "'^'" ''^'"^ "> «'<"

moral" „r ''"."«"■'»<>' °nly noihins "openly !,».
d^esi „ »';:; v'" *'^''°"""'"' """-S .his'periodtf

influence 'He u/'T"°* ''"'' ""•" " -^"^'eni^S
• "® ^ " ever dis.inauished fn, «,.„;,i;_- .,.- *

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and contentions, and the anti-quarrelling air he ever
exhaled, like oil upon ihe waters, shed a tranquillizing
tendency. I was about to relate an interesting anecdote
in point, but forbear on account of the feelings of others.
Soon after he came out and acknowledged his Savior
openly, he wrote his eldest sister the following letter:

" Charlotte, June 30lh, 1824.
Dear sister : — I gladly devote a moment from numbers
which are misimproved, to the performance of a duty
which has been too long neglected. We received your
short letter last winter, with pleasure; and were happy
to learn of your welfare and that of your family. I shall
depart from the common method of apologizing for for-
mer delays, knowing that excuses for past errors are but
poor compensation, in competition with future amend-
ments. But while we are chargeable with neglecting
our earthly friends, are we not more culpable in neglect-
ing the great Friend of mankind ? I have to acknoAvl-
edge that my neglect in this respect is more painful to
me than all others of which I am conscious. I have to
lament that I have such a wicked heart of unbelief which
so often leads me from niy Savior. But alas ! how often
do we complain of the blindness and hardness of our
hearts, when in fact we are wilfully blind and hardened !
Do we endeavor to soften our hearts by repentance?
Do we in any degree endeavor to humble the pride of
our hearts by reflecting on the great sinfulness, the deep
rooted depravity, and the astonishing uncleanness of our
nature? Do we sufficiently realize that we are but dust
and ashes, entirely dependent for every enjoyment on
that God whose favors we have forfeited by a wicked
rebellion against him, whose injured law, and slighted
gospel both demand justice to be executed against such
despisers of the manifold grace of God. I would not,
howeveFj be understood to reckon others as wicked as

ALANSON h. COTELL.

I rM,"""!! Ihe abundant merer of our God I

coic J::sidtd'r':'arf;'T ^"^=^^, "•

departure fro,n „.e .ru.Mro dl LrT .fersfo'f
chns., and brought gu.lt and condemua.ion on my o °
soul, whtch has caused ho-ror orconscionce and To mos"
bitter repentance. But I do at present fee! iil,e ! we
corned prod,gal in hi, father's house. Tae ef e ht
with me, my sister, if a sense of my own ZZ 21
should make the same evil prineii,|/i„ „ i "
extremely odious, .hough it isT.To'co^.aS'LdXd
and suffered to predominate in ,he mi„d. j;„/i ,'"1''^

dSV: i„r '■'■'"" "' '"" '""' ^"■"•' « "i^ -'
he way of ooed.enee, !.. -..vi„g „,„, . „,„ „, » "

iransgressor is indeed h- ' - ' "."y oi ine

! j>

verny proi^ss to be ehi,d;;n o/:;!";;;;;;::;;^;^^;::

hold fast the n,„h ouce delivered lo .!,e .al,,,. » T n , °
improve the exhoi-.aiion of the Ato-ik- ' , '
the hiddon ii,:, .■ ,- , -Mobile, to renounce

Ilie h.dden tl.ugs o/ dishonesty r.nd v.,-,!!,- „o ,,c,o in
craftiness, neither l.„„lle t„e word of «,„i Co „llv
but y manife,s,a.io,. o( tru.h eo.nn.end our-lve ^ ^e!;
man's consc.enee in ,he sight of Gud." Le „^o on
our way rejoicing, knowing ■■ that gro^.or i, he ,Lu^
for us, than all .,„,, ».„ again,. „.,> v, 1.,, ,„', e '
perse=u..o„, .e,„;„a,i„n and trial, fnnvn „„on L Hath

:i;inrrb:e'':rb'^''"''^^-"'''-^^»"^^^^^

peace vl, u, ''f^"''.''*' '"^ ""'""in him we hay.

come thJ ' , „ , " "' «""'' ^'"^'■■^' '■»' he hath over-
come the world," , hen sw,f,|.-p„3s a few more year,
glide sw,ftly on ye fl,.etin, .non.hs which part us fro™
our Savior and our God. O my sister. l,n „r,a.-" I "

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MEMOIR OF

'..II

courage, for our redemption draweth nigh. Lei us en-
dure like good' soldiers, and ere long we shall receive an
unfading crown of glory. Oh, what are all our sufferings
here, in comparison with that glorious grace "which
shall be brought unto us at the revelation of Jesus Christ."
O this blessed hope ! 'tis full of immortality. But I leave
the heavenly theme—had I the tongue of an angel I
could not utter half the glories ol Redemption.

Through the mercy of God we all enjoy a good meas-
ure of health. Our parents have been absent five weeks
next Saturday, on a visit to Hamilton and other places.
They left home in a very low state of health, and expect-
ed to tarry a few days at the Springs in Saratoga. We
have heard nothing irom them since they left home, and
their ill state of health occasions some anxiety ; but we
hope the good hand of our God will bring them again
to their family in peace.

Nov/; my sister, I must bid you adieu. I long much
to see YO'J and your family, that with you I might be re-
freshed by the consulations of the gospel which are
neither few nor small. Give ray love and sincere regard
to Mr. Brown and your dear children. May the God of
peace be with you and preserve you by his mighty Power
through faiih unto salvation. In all your prayers remem-
l>er, Alanson.

July 7th. Since the preceding date our parents have
returned from their journey. They left Cordelia, [Mrs.
KendrickjJ iu a, very low state of health— they fear she
will go iuio a settled decline. The rest of their friends
wer^ all well.

To his sister Wolcott he writes thus:

" CharloUe, 7th July, 1824.
Dear Sister: -Whpu I review the time which has
^lapsed since; I saw you, it appears like a dream. Can

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it be possible tbat almost fl„.

Tba. so much of oTZiZ '""' "'' '° '~" S^^^

ceptibly passed a>vay? Ah, r°"' '""' '""^ "'"^ '"'P"-

vain. Heavily indeed hf.TfT' "'" ""' '"''■^■' « i"
passing, but once fled Ind f ""^T"" "^ »^ ">^y are
flight, and lament therl^ J""" " °' "'^'' ^"^"""^
stall guilt appalusiniLT ' '^T'"'"'- ^l"^' how
■noments" shall b^™ I' f '" '''^'' ""'"''^"'•1
ll"'nk hoiv fast Ihi!! - ''^'^ "'• kittle do we

"er that this a 's\t LXT^f f' ^;' '" "' ^---
W»S ns ,0 our g a.es' Tbi " ',"' "'^'" ™'" ^~''
year lo year will wafrus ,„,!,, ''"'^'''' "■''"''''™ '■™m
'here is „o return oh °.h T"'"' ^""" ^''^'^
appear in this grea't dat 1? ' ''""^ ^'"'" y"» =-"! I
Dare we a. -his'^oL ^^et .^ ["r^ '" ""^^ ''^
•ate our departure to a world „notT^/"°"' T'
onihcrocltof a^esi H;,v„ "7"°"'='' Are our feet
teyond this valelf •tea"/;? ^"^ ^'^''' ^-'=''«
our crucified and risen Je'.>n. r 1""'" '''^ s'^ength of
valley. With Ch s, foro'' '^''' '™'" P^" ""e dark
With him for ou cum<-° T"'; '™ ^'" "" ^"'-

»f'f "o, death, wiri ■..::!. T"™'r'

■s thy vicory ! Thanks be to God t.,n ' ^'"?' ""'"^
v«ory through our Lord Jesus Cri" 'cl ,"' '"'
s'hle that such unworthy creatnril " ''" P"^'

e»Joy so comfortable a hope". T!/f '"' "'■''■ ^l'™'<'
marvellous in our eyes W^ll "''' '™"'i^'-ful, >,i,

"''ehoid what «a«:: -ofit,?:^' r ^T^l-'r""""-'

^7»^>esswf::i:;-::::,r,;:''::,:f;>yorth^^^

'•^' -4/ '-'^^

m-%'

MEMOIR OF

of the character of God was this, and how little are our
hearts affected by it. How can we be so cold, stupid,
and lifeless, in the glorious cause of religion, in which
we are so deeply interested? Are we the people for
whom Christ hath died— for whom he endured the re-
proaches of a gain-saying world, became a man of sor-
rows and acquainted with grief? Hath the Son of God
done all this for us, and can we thus live in disobedience
of his most righteous commands? even fearing to own
him before men? Oh, what hearts must we have to
shun, nay despise this blessed Jesus. If angels were
astonished when the mighty God himself veiled hisGod-
head in humanity to accomplish our salvation, what can
express their speechless wonder, when they behold us
openly spurn the offers of mercy, and trample under foot
the gospel of the Son of God? O, why are we not
melted into contrition before him? How can we be so
ungrateful! How can we thus harden our hearts?
Shall the rocks rend, and the graves open, and we not be
moved? Shall the sun be veiled in darkness, and hide
in the gloom of midnight, and man not blush before his
Maker? Shall the moon be turned into blood, and we
never drop a tear? Shall the dead forsake the tomb at
the horrid sight, and we gaze without emotion on the
sufferings of the mighty victim, and hear with unconcern
bis dying groans which shake the earth to its centre!
Why do we not mourn when heaven is rolled in sack-
cloth? Why do we not weep when our Savior expires?
Oh that our eyes were fountains of tears, that we might
weep day and night for our ingratitude — for our sins
which are so dishonoring to God, so ruinous to ourselves.
How strange it is, that we are so attached to this world.
It would seem that in our present condition we should
have the fear of God continually before us. Indeed
considering the shortness of life, the certainty of death,

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and our exposure thereto, we ou-ht t„ p-
as though ii ,vere our la, H "t "' ""' """""""
•hat my people were L t r^ T °^ '"• "«''■
.l.oy would consider ^C i^^.'l!'"':; '"."
prophet, "Theoxknovveth his owner , f u' ''''' "■"
master's crib: but Israel LT , ' "'' ""^ "'^ his
not consider." E. 1 ° ^, "°' '?"''" = -"^ P^°P'e do

putfarawayt e vi 'draTar "'^" =° f-=-' «od, to

«-.. How luo. do' ; I on ,: :;"L;r " "^ ""-

minds. Hoiv acii™ nr^ J '""' """Pi' «"

-».e Of world, z:::z ix^XsITso'''''^"-

«^r Di.s.se(l be his name, that he hn/h »«. i r
Jnmself without witnesses, but that in. I ^"^'

that feareth Him and wnrl .,i • ^"^^'^ "^^^o« ^e

of hin. Have lot^j;''^''''''''' '^ --Pted
of his witnes.ses is d.: ^ L" '• '"? ^'^"^ ''^^ ""'"ber
them comin. Aom tl I '"7^^^"^=^ ^o we not see
^^e east ana tT.;;:;:^^^^^^

proachin. whoa the sons of God si.'''. ' ''"

and his daughters frnm ,i , "^"'"^ ^'"°'" far,

"'^^.^uiers trom the ends of the pnnl,? rn ,'

'he present is a day of wonder^ ui ^'"^^

set time to favor Zion ll . °'' '''''' '^^^ the

lavur iCiion lias arrived Ti.o ^j •

of the Son or God is snroadin" f , = '""' «°'P<^'
■he barbarous shores of Afr^ h ''"'' '""''• ^^"' o"
feus is unfurled a"d ,1 /■ '''"'''' ''^'"'"^ «f ^i-g
.rating the.ns n-s " o d f'? t?''"'''""^ ''^^ P™^"
confessing .bat t ^L .s oTd "n ™f "°f> """""^
work stop here Tb,. Z ■ . ' """^ ""^ blessed

lite flat,,!:, r ;ralJ T^' "'!'"' ""'-"'S SOspel.

region of ,„dia, ,sca:;e 1 t' it, .'rt.^ 'r'^""'^"
">g the knowled-e of the Ji V ' ""^ 'P''"''-

■iirection. Haorw ,?„."'\S'°"™^ Redeemer in every

we who see i^ ' Kini f ""'^ .'"^ ' ^^-PP'" ^"" -•
It. Kings and prophets desired .0 "» i-

^■m-m%

MEMOIR OP

but died without the sight. And let us remember that
we also have something to do in advancing this blessed
cause. Let us humbly devote our hearts, and fill our
hands with good gifts unto the Lord and pray earnestly
for the upbuilding and extension of the Redeemer's
kingdom.

Our parents have returned from H. Our dear sister
K. is evidently declining in health; we fear her time
with us is short. May our God be better to us than our
fears. * * * * * ♦

Ever your affectionate brother,

A. L. COVELL.

He was baptized not long after this dqte, by the Rer.
Peter Chase, of Hinesburgh, a few miles distant, and I
believe soon after his mother's return from visiting her
sick daughter at Hamilton. And here we may pause
and admire the goodness of God toward that mother, in
thus setting the day of prosperity over against the day of
adversity. Of all the daughters of her mother, Mrs.
Kendrick (or Cordelia) had lived v/ith her parent most.
In addition to the admirableness of her character in all
the varied relations she was called to sustain, she had
become endeared to her mother by long and unreserved
communion. She had been very much her mother's
ministering spirit, and they had " taken sweet counsel to-
gether, and wallied to the house of God in company."
After her marriage and removal, her letters were a rich
source of consolation. But now, all Avas to be changed.
The woman of many sorrows was to lake again of the
cup of affliction, and taste an untried anguish. A mes-
senger appointed of God, had bidden that much loved
daughter " to set her house in order, for she should die
and not live." And now in addition to the consolations
of the spirit, which are neither few nor small, God was
preparing a balsam for that mother in her hour of need,

by gradua
the enjoy r
alted privi
the grace c

Young (
and autum

I paused a :
passage cccuri
ticular refleclic
mind at that

ALANSON L. C V E I L . 31

i, gradually bringing forward her only son, not only ,o

. eenjoynr.en.0. new covenant blessings, Lut to tbl».

.led rnv,l.ge of proclaiming the unsearchable riches of

the grace of God. Verily, " he doeth all things well "

Young Coyell remained at home, during the summer

mg the sacred scriptures, and such other v..ruin.,s as had
beartns on the responsible vocction he fel: cali^ed on .0
assume. And here as tofchir.g his in^pr^^sions of mind
on the subject of preaching :he aosp.!, ,ve e.trac. a p !e
from an occasional journal.

II r ■ " ■''"Mison, Jah 3J 1007

I have fo,. a long time omitted tvriti.g any of he eL-

;SLr "'""' '" "■'■"^■' ' "-'" "^-'- V no nZs

I have now some inlentior. to commence a journal ai:d
keep tt regularly, that in foture I may have s metMn. .^

g^ida and assist my thoughts in reviewing- th ntf ?
™ --.^ie if I hud kept a regular journal of m'y me
since I coiBmenced preaching, it would be of much ad
vantage ,0 me. I shall, however, recollect wha I cat
of the most important tilings which have transpired and
commit tiie/>i to v/ritin-r auoiureu ana

About two or three days after I hope God ...ave me a
gracious eviuence that my sins were forgive nflwr in
u apartment of my father's house en^a^ed in 1. ,
prayer. Suddenly these words occurred ^ m Z,TX
have appeared to thee for this puipose, to marr,l '
n-mister and a witness bothof'tb'e tl g^fhllt .1'
te seen and of things which I will hereirfter shot Zl

I paused a moment and proceeded. After praver th«
passage occurred to me agai.i, and occasioned' ome .1,
'.cular reflections on it, and wh,,t should bring iuo mv
mm at that time; and for what purpose i.% d b

Ai^ ;*.i^ ,;;

MEMOIR OP

impressed on my mind. By such reflections I soon be-
came impressed with the idea that it was my duty to
preach the gospel. I however thought I would not give
too much credence to this impression for fear I might be
imposed on by my own feelings. Whenever I prayed I
felt it my duty to ask of God wisdom in this particular. I
desired not to be deceived. I had for a Utile time flattered
myself that it might be all a deception— that I should
find it to be so soon, and it would all leave me. But
the more I prayed, the more these impressions followed
me. I then began to feel an opposition to the idea, and
tried to banish such thoughts from my mind. They still
continued, and I began to feel condemned for resistinf^
them. I concluded I would not fight against God, but
would try to keep my mind from being biased one way
or the other, believing something in Providence would
soon determine the case for me."

At the beginning of winter he was invited to Addison,
a few miles distant, where his step father's only daughter
was settled. He there engaged in a school. About the
close of the term, and on the 14th of March, [1825J he
ventured on the great and responsible work of becoming
"the messenger of grace to guilty men." His preach-
ing seemed an illustration of the word—" open thy mouth
wide, and I will fill it," being both extempore and exu-
berant. It pleased God lo give him favor with all who
heard him, and he was frequently solicited to preach, by
people from different sections. His brother-in-law, Wol-
cott, passing through that region, he improved the oppor-
tunity to re-risii his elder sisters, and the people where he
had formerly lived His coming to them was like the
coming of Titus, refreshing the hearts of those to whom
he was sent. He was welcomed and sought after, both
for his father's sake and his work's sake. He found his
sister Brown in deep aflaiction, having recently buried aa

ALAM80N L. OOVELL.

inleresting child, and her own healih »„,i „ ■ .
much affecled. To-elher ,Z„ ■ """'' ''^T

friend .0 friend, from 2e , Icf"?''' • "'"""' '"'"'

^^ r-H, dweu anTv::i!:^o rr :,tr:t

.on-bow elecnlying the sound of hi, voice aVL
..ood m .hose desks his never forgoUen paleTh, .
occupied, man, were melted ^.^ZXl't:^
from the associations of memory, the mann. „f I
preachingwa, calculated to ^'JoleLZZl thant
funess." He so exhibited <he amazing love of his SavTor
whchwas h.s darling theme, that i^ was imno slle , '
hear and rema.n unmoved. In prayer he was ver f r!
eo.. ever appropriate, and ever new. The people in P^

r .hTr 'pa's ^^rjorni'^1 '%rf -^

..hadso„„ited^.heh.a.t^7:,'a;°:l^t:^:S
his earnest desire for farther literarv nnri .u , !^®^

pment, they oirered to V^o^Z^'^^;^
tahtytobeobtamed out Me the walls of a semina v
At Saratoga, too, where his uncle raided there wl?7"
.rgent call for him ,o settle there, but fina 1 he voceof
hsrelauves and friends a. the north, (that is at da o«e

led h'^""™"'"' ''^""^' "•^ ^PP''-«-°^ >ve have
named and he eventually returned to Addison
Most the spring and summer were spent in CheTh"^
Pownal,P..,stown, Saratoga and their vicinities w th he
mepuon of, wo journeys, one to Chariot e the' Iher to

OearSis.er=-Ihave:?br:'h,f:-t--„

on as I expected when I left Pownal, on ac oun" of

»ot amvng home as soon as I ejtpected. I left Saratoga

ta week on Monday,. „d arrived at Charbile oTf^!

<l«y. Left OM friends at the Springs all in ,he enjoy-

M RMOIR OF

ment of he&lth. The time I spent iti Piftslowh and at
the Springs, after I left Pownal, was in some respects
lonesome, in otiiers more pleasant. The Sabbath I spent
at Saratojja was quite as agreeable as I ought to have
enjoyecl. Though destitute of that feeling sense of ihe
gi'eatness of tho^e solemn iluties I was trying to dis-
ciiarge, and the majesty of that God 1 was so feebly
trying to serve, I felt soma little f-'sedom in endeavoring
to preach Christ cruc'fled as the power and v/isdom of
God to these who are called. Elder Averil providential-
ly called at ihe Sprinjc^s ?.nd .spent the Sabbath. I had
the opportunity, which I had long wishaJ, of hcarin^^
the "Joyful sojnd." In the evening I endeavored to
speak again of the glory of Christ and his kingdom. I
formed a very agreeable acquaintance v/ilh ElJer Way-
land and some of llie brethren at Saratoga. While in
Pittslown I heard from Elder riatteson. Himself and
family were well. The Sabbath before he had the pleas-
ure of immersing eight who had received the word
gladly. God grant that great fear may llil! on all those
who hear these things, and may the Lore] add to the
church daily such as shall be saved. Yesterday I spent
the day in Addison. The church in that to\vn appear really
like sheep without a shepherd. May the Lord send them
a man in his own liiveness. It is certainly true that the
present is a day of declension in many departments of
Zioa. Iniquity abounds, and the love of many waxes
cold. People assent to the truth of the Bible, and many
are numbered among the lovers of Jesus, but they do not
feel the momentous weight of eternal truth. Many
there are with liberal tongues and idle hands, like ihe
son in the parable who promised his father to labor in
his vineyard and went not. Many there are who pray,
thy kingdom come; but where are their exertions to ad-
vance this kingdom ? Is it not insulting Jehovah to pray

fof h.s coming, a,) ^aU- no fn\rt ,,> „

it.t incense is oirensiv.-.hatL.a^f'' T ""' ''"'"'
»re an abo™in„ion .0 (;od i ,, Z K "" '"""'
Do we not know ,),,. hi. 1 . ''"'" '' »''^""'

;./e is in ,he wroni? Do t ""1 ""' ^^ "'S'"' ^h^"
abundance of , e iL^J" ''°',''"°" """ f™"" "■«

Do we not Know Z 1 " e ; 'nT^^'""''''''''
most? Do we not l-nnw nf , " "'"'='' '™ «"»

is our treasure? AoTv ™ ? "" ''"''"' "'^ ">"«=

-.-,bei!di:c,'rdct;r''''''^

treasure is in the world and nJ^ V . "' °°''' O"
•re ever so .assidl in ,t 1':,''°'' ' \»'' "«'"S'> we
duties, we are but »! ■ f'"'>'"'S'^ <>f our wonted

of Christ, .'It is not e ery on? 'h TaT " ""' """''
Lord, shall enter n,v ki„?d„r" ^ """■ ™' ^""''

thou not thyself also' I H, f^?" ""'"' '''''"''
»entably deLien.t'ha. Lartf:;;'.' '"" """ ' ^^ '-
'0 adorn the Christian lit<! ^ '''''•'''' ""«'"

^own to the eletl;:" of the .o'^r'T: '" •^""t. '"""<'
aged. I find my ,,_, ,".,.' """''""' '^'""""-
receive little o7no comfor i„ t""^"' "'"' ''■''''''''■ '
unless tnr feelin-s airf . '^"'' '" P"^'"'''- And

«nd the sacred desk I f '"'"" '"" "S«'" ''^-

trials at all-n„ cti, ■ ""', """^ '^"'' "^ ""'ward

•<- iavite bit urge me on If 7"''^ ""' '"'"' ""' ""h
i>ui urge me on. But uti p<««5 'irri.f i^„„ i

m mind from some source I sl^ii «, " ,^' "'""'

Resist from all public dutTes tf?''' f""" ''"'"^'^

"" be influeuc J bytZl 1",'"^^''"'' "'«" ^''""W

r»p./, When my oJC!l:t:T;i'r' "-^"'^

MBMOi n or

rather let my tongue cleave to the roof of my niouih.
Let my rigltt hand perish. Let ail be taken from me
rather than dishonor the cause of Gud by presumptuously
attempting to set forth its truth.

I can not see to writt more. My best regaids to all
enquirers. Love to Mr. Brown and the children. We
are all well. Ever yours, A. L. Covell.

Mrs. D. C. Brown.

By the advice of friends, the reply to this letter is also
submitted.

" Pownal, June 15, 1825.

I feel for you, my brother, in your trials and discour-
agements of mind, respecting your unfitness to the work
of the ministry, and with sincerity respond to your sea-
timent of, "God forbid that you should ever be influenced
by worldly motives to preach a holy gospel." But let us
consider a moment. Is not this treasure committed to
earthen vessels, that the excellency of the power may
be of God? The mission of the gospel is designed for
unworthy creatures; "?iof the righteous, but sinners are
called to repentance." Now how shall the preacher de-
pict in living colors the unworthiness of man, unless he
feel it in his own bosom ? And how shall he have fel-
lowship with the sufferings of his blessed Master, unless
he occasionally endure the same things in his own mind?
Think, O, think of the enormous load, when he bore the
sins of the whole world in his own body ou the tree !!
All that you and 1 can feel of guilt, of woe, is as noth-
ing, and less than nothing in comparison.

You speak of darkness within. Think for a moment
of the horror of that darkness, that utter desolaiion,
when the precious victim cried out, " My God, my God,
why hast thou forsaken me?" But what did the holy
sufferer do? Did he shrink from duty? Did he resolve

in be eji

angels (

ceededj

could sa

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to-night.

Jesus, go

adore, an

in the mc

June 1(

renews Ji

over dark

the "Son

worthy to i

hope to pa:

ant over ih

captivity c

and remiss

treat you m

ward undisi

pocrisy, nei

from humiii

your suflicii

reward. W

the lowest

mend to sin

■'iie salvation

Plealfe givi

write soon to

He did retu
ij's pen are ti
second visit a
f^e amiss to in
there, wrote rn

ALANaoN L. COVEL^

" » *i t. r^ . ».«,

^0 be exonerated from k.»

-g.1, .0 e/lec! h.sTbctr/rN"'"";'*' "'" "" °"" '•'"
cwrferf, meokly bowed, reverenii.M ' , '"°'""-''y P™-
c»uld say ic Is /i„i,|„j' ^J';"""")' '"''nmied, „„,il h.

'"•"■gl"- Bu. go, .hou d : dU , „ 1"f Tr""""""'

adore, and follow .hi, as'oa^h:;^." X"""™'''"^'
in the mount." * i>a'tej-n shown thee

OKT darkness? Mav .,q,°™ -^ "*" "'^^ '""mph

A" "Son of ri„„fo:„:: ;r rrar "k "'^■''-^"' <"•

wor.hy ■„ suffer wi.h our Lord, ^.ylZ^, ."^ ""■"«'•
Lope .0 participate in Lis rei..„ ? M Jl! ' '"""'"«
an. o.er the unbeliei'of our'otvn ItearL M '"" '"""'''''-
oapunty eaptive," and receive el 7 "' "^""^
and remission of sins I.\n,ii„ \ "PMIance

-younottoyieidlodlitri;^^^^
ward undismayed. Trials never wer. 7 '" ^'"-

pocrisy, neither does a sense of unZ "T"'"' "^ ''y
"om hun,ili,y. Trust in God 7W "?o "'' T""'
your suffieieney, your strength, yo^I„r """'""'•■"■
reivard. Were you never bro^^l t down Zl, ^T ^"''
•ke lowest hell," could you apoeiTte '° '^ '"^""'^ "f
mend to sinning ,.a„, th'e dei a^l' :" /" " ~™-
:he salvation there is in Christ the I "ord% '"''"'P"""'

Wea* g,ve my love to our dear moihor'ind f,.- ,
>vme soon to the sister who an.iousl^^Z' Jou^ reX":' •

D. C. B."
He did return not lonir after nnrl fi.„
t'spenare two Poetic ^J' "in", ^ ,:,;^ -f ^ ^om

second visit at Cheshire. Of .hose tvvo vi 'I "" '"'
be amiss to insert the subslanee of wha h " ""^ "'"
•here, wrote me concerning them ' """ ''^'""'^

.9*

*4;#

^'^ftt:

^' '^j -k'

MEMOIR OF

" Some of the scenes in Cheshire, when brother was
down in April, were deeply interesting. It was known
to but few that he was here, until we entered the covenant
meeting together. At the close he was invited to pray.
He complied, and as he up-lifted his hands the whole
church melted into tears. And the next day when he
arose in the same desk which nineteen years before, his
father had occupied, the suddenly dropping heads of
the elder part of the congregation, bore testimony to their
deep emotion. His voice as a messenger of God in place
of his lamented parent, sent a thrill through the hearts of
all.* In both visits, his labors in prayer meetings with
those of more public occasions, were manifestly blessed
to the good of Zion." We proceed to insert his para-
phrase [one of the two poetic pieces] on Eph. ii, 1: "And
you hath he quickened, who were dead in trespasses and

sins.

" Time was, when we were dead in sin,
Strangers to our redeeming Lord,
And O how good our God hath been.
To reconcile us by his word.

With worldly passions we were filled.
Exposed to Satan's fatal snare ;
But now our hearts are reconciled,
And we in Jesus richiv share.

With pride our hearts were lifted high
Above all holiness and good ;
But now we're humbled, now we die
To sin, and live to God.

We were condemned by God's just law —
To everlasting death exposed ;

*In person and look he very niiich resembled his father. He
was something taller, his forehead more lofty, and his visage longer.

*I-ANSON L. 007ELL.

ButChris, our helpless misery saw,
And h,s own blood ie in.erpo' ed.

His own right hand wiped ,11 our tears •
H'S We bestowed made us rejoice

H » presence banished all ou ftar;.
H'spra,se raised IWgh our tnnefuTX.

Lonj as we lire we'll bless his name-
In climes unknown we'll ,in„ ,7^"°'

f -all, Will praiseleS,""'"^"''
And sweetly bow before his/ace."
Lines originallv Writien ;„ .1, « „
Cheshire, in the suU:" s^'b/i -/ '/'i^nd in
ed on this passage- ^ ^' •^"''^''-found-

"Pear not little flocfc. ■, ,
live yon the Kiiijdom." ' ''"'" ^"''°'''' Sood pleasure ,„

mo'Tol'I'Tf"''''"^""'"''^'^"''.
Who lollow Christ our Lord and Kin-
More numerous those who will noTh:;
The blessings which he came to bring

Yet fear ye not, ye little flock;
The Lord ha.h spoken peace you •
You .opes are built upon that roc
Which satan oanau overthrow.

Toomwhelmtifioussoul; '

Krit'>"'''^-'''™'''s'^'es,
»v nere rising piefsures ever roll.

Fear „ot though persecution rise,

ThatGon""'^""""'"' ""'«"»-;

f hat God whose word shakes earth ai^d sties

Hath sworn he will avenge his nam. ''

mM' '^,i ,,i

1« B M I R OP

The Heavens reveal eternal wrath,
To those who dare offend his saints 5
That soul who sins against the faith,
In hell shall lift up long complaints.

Yet fear ye not whose names are writ
In the great volume of the Son ;
On thrones of glory you shall sit,
And share the conquest he has won.

O, happy hope of joys unknown,
And bliss immqrtal in the sides —
Endless delight before the throne,
Thrice happy, happy paradise.

Ye feeble few, break off your tears,
Behold your great Deliverer's nigh ;
Away all doubts, away our fears.
While God is ours, we can not die."

His stay in Cheshire was not long ; neither did iie
tarry long at this time in his more central position at
Pownal, having promised to re-visit other places. The
next date is from the place of his nativity.

*^Pittstown, July 11th, 1825.

Dear sister:—! devote a moment, according to promise
to inform you that I am still alive, and have abundaat
cause of gratitude to God for ■Hbontinuance of his mer-
cy and grace. I am beset on IHk side with the sjtender
mercies of God. Since I saw ffroj I have enjoyed some
hours of sorrow and some seasons of joy. I '•till feel en-
couraged in feebleness to declare me mercy of the Lord, &
utter the memory of his great goodness. Oh, how pleasant,
how divinely pleasant, to stand in the courts of the Lord-
to behold the beauty of the Lord, and to enquire in his
Temple. This have I desired of the Lord, and this only
will I seek after. Wljea X contemplate the glorious work

in wliioh God i, ea<raw,1 ^ru ■ ■

knowledge ofhimself" ^1 """"Smgr the world to the

instruments in the accompli i' """^ ^«^''''' '»<"-<oi
purpose, .y sou mavTel teT",' °"''" ""« *'^»*^<'
'»>-„, and exclai„,wrh,hep .'"•'"""'"'""' ""'"'-
i'igl. above the heavenT and 1,1^ ?k'"' ^'^ ""'V is
clouds. Jusuee and j Xe„ are t Tk'''"' """' '"o
ili'one. Mercv and ,,,.,^ ! ,, ""^ habitation ol thv

"s then pray arne ll ,K ' '° '"''"' "'^ ''''«•" Lei

.wnir^itrb^r-"-

Pieased ,0 attend'^v i~r't"'?-^''i^'''^
Pmstown are aU in .he e»joySr'„' .Z^:^""' '"

- -e.T;e';rrpe:;t^^ ' -.--'- ^^^^n

^«''-'.i'^o„,a„dlstrgl:ds.<!'Mr"Irn"''^^'"
Yours, in hopes of seeing you. soon,' *

Soon after to his brother-in-law : ^'^' '^°™'-'''

The former half sheet, if you please IM, p
Jou may g,.e to .be aJNtryiug£: ""'• ''°"'"'

We will tali o'er these matters again.

Thtt '',7 "f V" '■"•' ""^ '^'"'^''"^ 'eeeiVd,
In whi '"''"'" '""^S^^o^^lio^i

'Ttt::di;n;oi:s:r::-"^^^^^«-v

May friendship between n^ k«

Bpin«. f 1 / ''^''^een us be ever suicere.

Being founded on ^0,^ ^^ trutii ; '

%
-♦

mv*

MEMOIR OF

And when Ihe calm times of old age shall draw near,
We will talk o'er the seasons of youth.

May our souls lichly share in the blessings of God ;
May Christ be our prophet and king;
May we both be prepared for his blissful abode —
And his praises eternally sing.

We will think of each other with friendly delight,
While we at a distance remain;
And whenever we meet whether by "day or by night,
We will talk of these matters again.
Most, respectfully yours,

A. L. COVELL.

Saratoga Springs, 16th August.
Very dear sister:— I have long been waiting, and
have many times called at the office, in hope that I should
receive some intelligence from you; but have as yet been
disappointed. I wrote you from Hamilton, and in my
letter requested an answer to be directed to Saratoga. I
was dilayed on my journey much longer than I expected,
and did not reacb Hamilton until the Friday after you
parted with me.'. With the Monday morning's mail i
directed a letter to you, in hopes that you would receive
it by the middle of the Week, and return me a line by the
first of the week following. J expect to tarry in this
place two or three weeks longer. I had intended to go
immediately home, but finally have concluded to tarry a
little longer. I had a very agreeable visit at Hamilton,
though it was short. Dr. K. seems to enjoy himself
remarkably well, and I think his situation is as agreeable
to him as any he could wish. The school prospers very
well. Among the students, as among all other classes
of people, is to be found a diversity of talents, tongues,
manners, habits, &c. Some of them are quite promising;

ALAN80N L. COVELL. 43

and indeed all of thpm „

»nd tutors Je LtZiTlT ^'": ''"'"' "'o^^"""

only in their studiesbu,:! • ° '"''""' '^™. "<"

are deemed neceSr';' t " "■"? r''" ''''°»"^ """ich

promising ins,i,u,i„„ ' w^ , ilt ' ""'»" " » -'^
fall or not is uncertain. * ' """'i ^'•"'" ">ere this

friendrtt^we: 'Z "'''?." '"^ ^^^''--- Our
tliio": of a revival of r«i- • "y^^^"- There is some-

•l.a.'.he .ood^tfm^ ~ Thf^'- ^^^ ^^""'
10 continue. Give mv """P"" ' ''"« "o" lime now
write soon. '^ '''P"" •" ^". and be sure to

Your bro .,er, ,

Mrs. Brown. . Ai,an3on.

To his sister in Cheshire he v-rites thus-
Dear sister :-M::rgr::,f'';ff/''=""^' '"' '«2-
forwardiuff you a line vh Ls t ?'" " '"°""''>' i"

sooner, but had not beJe e ern,'°";"'1 '° ""'^ """^
tarry a fey, weeks at 1^=! , '"'"""^'' ^''«her [ should
Charlotte. T have ,''■'?' "' ''""" '"""^d'ately ,o

-ond SabbatS ; 4^1 '"/aT"'!; fl^ "■"'•'"•"
nients I had in view, XnZ rh I "^ '^' ""g^ge-

■n-y of the young men in th :L '"ThT^H 7"
evidently in a flourishino. state Tift '^^ , ^ "''°°' "
'>^. a^ tl>e place assocfated with °r ""'""' '^''"''■
which render it necuhWl, "'' remembrances

dear departed fltLr " '" "^'»"S- I' <vas there our

living and endinihL^r '"""='''"''' ""^ '>»PP»^«^ of

-oia! and chr."?ia: *' "™'""'"' "'"^ "">- ''»«'%>

Messing. I. was theVh^ '"S™"'. "^^'"^ '^'"'" ''fo »
» was there h.s afflicted family were left with.

ymm

'^*vjfjif._ '*■:,/ *^^^jP_

MEMOIR OP

out father, save Him who hath promised to be the father
of the fatherless, and the widow's God. There my early
days were spent^ there we formed acquairilance and ex-
perienced kindness, the remembrance of which, we hope,
will be lasting as our existence. Can we then now for-
get it? No, we cannot. With pleasure we look forward
lo that thrice happy day, when the sweets of former in-
tercourse shall be again renewed, not in Cheshire, but in
happier climes, where those spirits rest who have gone
before us. Then, then shall we unite again with those
endeared friends, whose dying lips once bade the world
adieu. O, blessed hope of future joy ! Happy prospect
of eternal bliss ! Blessed be God who hath given ua this
good hope through grace. Be it ours to walk worthy of
this high calling.

Mention me affectionately to Elder Sweet and all our
friends. '

Your brother, A. L. Covell.

Extract from a letter to his sister Brown.

'■• ■, " Addison, Nov. 2, 1825.

Sister Julia was baptized Sabbath before last, and join-
ed the Baptist church in Charlotte."

AgaiU; to his sister Wolcott:

" Addison, Nov. 9, 1828.

Dear sister : — I have been at this place since I came
from the South, and expect to remain here and continue
trying to preach the gospel, until March. I expect then,
either to make this a permanent home, or commence a
course of study at Hamilton Institution. I am quite
undetermined in my own mind, but hope to be directed by
the mind of Him who cannot err. It is now a time of
prosperity with us. The Lord has in great mercy visited
his people, and some of the youth have bowed to the
sceptre of Jesus. Twenty- four have been baptized in his
oame, and added to the church."

■'m^

the father
my early
e and ex-
, we hope,
I now for-
)k forward
former in-
ire, but in
lave gone
Arith those
the world
' prospect
en UvS this
worthy of

nd all our

COVELL.

2, 1825.
, and join-

9, 1828.

;e I came
i coniinue
pect then,
nmence a

am quite
irected by

a time of
cy visited,
^ed to the
zed in his

ALANSON L. COVELL. ^

.intt''wtnt^^ in adjacent towns, he con-

^^^^o.,er^Zr:i';P^ fj;;^ our Savior-
of his grace thus trlnmni • '^'"""'' '^"^ 'Ik! sovere.Vntv

■he Lord's d il Ij "" ' ™' "^ ''" '° ^'"=""™' "« -
•l.»" God wouFd' : , ma Z °"{ '" "" ^^"- «-

,-e, and m .he t" rt ,T:,o:'; r"/r' "' '-^

love the Lord reioine ,v;,K ^ '^^ ^''' •'"^'' ^^ho

claims the neaTannrnr 1 r,°"\,"'' '^'"^ <l»y pro-

when the sacred rei^r^ JT ^ ," "'''■!' <=''">''. and
ence of Lov sh r" , T' ""'' ""= S'°"°''» "'l""

contemplate the r«;„. pro' l. p"';'' "' '"'^ **

»'='^- Onr God is ap;ro::_^!'- pS^^rtlt?

^cZf//5o?2, January Ilih, 1826.

I hope ever to reToice oTour n " '°" """ ""'^^•

fe with vo/„ alllr « ?""^' ^''<"° ^y"'P»-

light. I heaV froVcha 0, ! f "°"; "''"'' '"''^^'' '^

were then well. lT,av "^ eon I" '■' ""='• "^"^y
T, ■, . ^^" "°"i^ Since September

'l"»t f I were „r„f th"""' ""T"' "'" ' ^°"'°'™^^
spread and bri^hl B„t ?%"'^''°'y "^^^ wonld

may depe d" at Z on wm ' " "^''^ ""^P"'^^- '"^^
^-ie promotion!; Lir'tL •'''';''• ^'l"- -''
life before him. ' ^ "'^ ^""'^ ^""'"'^^ will,

1 - ;ll%'t

riftlBiiiiyji'ldilil^rfl'i

.^# .n/ ,/f.

MEMOIR OF

January 24. I again resume my pen for a moment.—
My healih is at present declining, but I hope soon to De
able again to declare the word of life to poor sinners.—
Some of them are alica (y panting for the pure waters.
Oh, thou shepherd of Israel, conduct them to those liv-
ing fountains of which if they drink, they shall never
die. My soul has this morning been in some measure
refreshed. Oh, that these exercises might always last.
Then could I always tell ?. dying world the unsearchable
riches of Christ. I can this morning say with the
Psalmist, "Who have I in heaven but thee? ^nd there
is none on earth that I desire besides thee." But I find
within me a wicked heart of unbelief in departing from
the living God. How many times have I been altogether
resolved that I would be decidedly for him and no other.
And so often has the world with its charms won my
mind and caused me to stray. \

February 9. I have kept my scribbling so long that it
is some blotted, and some soiled; however the main
point is to have it convey ideas that are clean and un-
spotted. Since I dated my letter, I have received a call
from the church and people in this town, to settle among
them, without regard to the term of time, but so long as
God in his providence may direct. Whether I shall ac-
cept this invitation or not is yet uncertain. The place,
the church and the people are all very agreeable to my
mind and wishes. There are some things that are still
uppermost in my estimation. More knowledge of the
world, of the human mind, of science, and of the word
of God, I greatly need, and anxiously wish. The means
for the acquisition of this are now in my power. If not
improved now, they never will be at any future time. It
is now, a turning point with me, and on the present
determination depends future consequences. Oh! my
God, direct, guide and preserve me! Oa one hand I

ALANSON L. COVELL.

'"ends, and much asti t ^tr " ."^i:'-,'"^ -i"
.he prospecs of f„,„„ life oZeTln ."""" ""''

On the oiher hand, my i^oran.P i " ''^"'' ' "»•

knowledge, prospec.s o "nhr ' '""""''"ee, thirst for
b > j'luspecis 01 obfaimng it, with tha «-

of thus becoming more useful to theTo, „r rT"'

r,:;"rr';:..:-'"--S°;:r't::

'-adLretolpr^^iJuX^r^'^'^"''''"'

My engagements witluhe people here will i •
four weeks. I wish you to wrL me so t IT ' '^''' '"^
't before that time, and I will i lenT.r ''" '''''''

where I am going. '" '"^'^'""^ ^^^ ^^J^^", aad

Remember me^affectionatelv to Mr n
children. ^ ° ^^'^^ ^''o^n and the

I thank Elvira very much for her lettPr . .
answer it had I time I hnn. u m ' ^"^ ^^ould

u A lime. 1 Hope she wil write offpn

Could I see you one evenin'^ j .o„,r 'n
-ny things thatyou nererkne.; L} ' It J'" ' '''''
I'n^es that I am almost with you Bnt\ ""' ''""'-

^- -re days in patient hopTwhfn r^stTn'tl 'T !
'hat we shall meet again. " '^^ ^^^^

Mrs. D. C. BrowD. ^' ^- Novell.

Tv/r J . " Addison, Feh. 27th I9Pa

■ne from attending the daties rf the Sa b ^'r'"'''
"me of general illness in this country. Peo * , '"' "
.he,« complaining, and some of [ em dwt ,"?'
'.1 age of Middlebury, sickness and deatrha'ete a'iW
•oan alarmmg extent. About 40 h»v.„ " f'™"^

jjv«e iruni liiat

^^n-f

i-m-^^

MEMOIR OF

place to eternity, since the commencement of the present
vGtir *' ^ ^ * ▼ ♦

After mentioning the ill health of hia relatives, he says :
" We are all poor things. Man in his best estate is
vanity. How blessed the hope of being soon delivered
from this life of disappointment, pain and death, to incor-
ruptible glory. I received your little letter with all
gladness. I did not learn from that whether you were
sick or well— however I made the most favorable con-
struction I could.

I was pleased to hear that God who quickenelh the
dead had again revived the spirit of religion among his
people : and by no means disappointed to hear that saiati
had stirred up his people. We always expect that the
son of the bond woman will persecute the son of the
free woman. But what saith the Scripture? Cast out
the bond woman and her son. Come ye out from among
them — touch not, taHe not, nor handle the unclean thing,
and ye shall be my sons and daughters saith the Lord
Almighty. When satan rages it is time for the soldiers
of the living God to gird on the whole armor. But we
should be careful that we do not go out clad in the armor
of Saul, and equipt with weapons which are carnal.
The christian should be armed with those weapons which
are mighty through God to the pulling down of strong
holds — which weapons are impartial love, universal be-
nevolence, meekness, humbleness of mind, long-suffering,
patience and forbearance towards all men— not rendering
evil for evil but overcoming evil with good, and others
whidi the Bible raenticmsv Whenever these are used
the armies of the Lord prevail, and Egypt's proud thou-
sands are drovned in the sea.

The revival in this place appears to be rather subsid-
mg. Coldness seems to seize the feelings of many, and
backwardness in declaring the goodness of God prevails.

There

sors ar

bosoms

versati(

their na

will coi

grace b^

I hav

"Lc

Ful

Thv

AL ANSON L.

CO VBLL.

There are some, however hn.K

sors and those who are vounl '""T^ "'' '^^'' P^°^««-

bosoms .he holy fire still burns^rd in' ^""'f' '"^ ^^°««
versation the sacred princiole; !r V '°"'^"'' '"^ ^°"-

mand, .here i. g^L red k, " """^ °°'''=' <"""-
'here is leanness of soTZ,' '" "^S'-^-^'-nj ihem

"l^ al,ose>l,er impossible "o,!:?""' "''"""''• ' «""
rehgious life, without private devo ?o„"°^7^°'"""' '" '
'l>e Christian to enter his close, s^l ' >" "'""■"' ''"^
'0 h,s father who secth in sec e, 1^:°^' ""' ^'"^
are all my devotions ! Ho«;7„; , ' ' ''°'^ ''''eless

onhepowerofgodliness o r"''°"f ''"'' ''^^'"'"a
i»'" <his un/ee;i„\. he" he b^ f "' ''""' ^"'"'^
, " -mypreson', e^pecl ti "t 1^""^
liome so long as God in i,;. ".""""e this place mv

have conseauen ly wi h ZrT"'' ''''"' <"^^«- '
.Ira idea of goin/,o latSt^ ^f^'^nee relinquished
inlerest in your prayers I, ,. v'"'"""^ ^°''»i' »»
-and this and Jo^CV^^ l^l^!;- Messing .ay

^u.ie:iorr„ir.zr:r ■ o "'=-'' .^'^»''-"- "-^ •"«

■»ercy, grant me his counsel whioh"i? m' ''' '''" S'^^'
wrsdom which is pure and 4irhou,m. "'"'"'' ""' ^'^
f"lt 10 conduct at all limes k ;,??""'*• ^' '^ 1'^-

~/rditaTs;:&^^^^^^

<'«- of every weeLorn^:tt:;„^:.;^^^^^^^^^

Sl™o?,;oKLti:."'''''"'™'

MEMOIR OP

1 am now engaged in a school which will close in
four weeks. I shall then be relieved of some pan of
present care. Could 1 see you this evening, I should be
in some measure satisfied. I often think of the many
opportunities we last summer enjoyed, and wish they
could be again repeated. But all must be left to the
Great Disposer of events who will most certainly do all
that is right. I wish you to write soon.

My best regards to Mr. Brown. Much love to the
children, and respects to enquirers.

Yours, A. L. Covell.

Mrs. D. C. Brown.

Addison, March 28th, 1826.
Dear sister: — The Lord is yet merciful and kind, even
to us who are so undeserving ! How great is the num-
ber of his mercies! Who can count them! la his
goodness may we "rejoice evermore." Verily is he
called the Lord God, slow to anger, abundant in mercy
and truth. How thankful should we ever be, that we
are permitted the holy pleasure of contemplating the
character of Him who is glorious, holy, good, benevolent,
just, true, and unchangeable. O, come let us worship-
let us bow down— let us kneel before our Maker, and
adore Him who is fearful in praises doiog wonders.

It is a time of coldness and stupidity among us. Is-
rael is forgetful; but Israel's God never slumbers nor
sleeps. In his hand we we always safe; and, be our
feelings what they may— be our trials great, our fears
numerous, our temptations powerful) our persecutions
abundant, yet if our u?t is in God, we shall never be
CDflfounded. It is indeed through much tribulation thai
•we enter the kingdom,, but ty» only makes the world
* less esteemed and iieaven more desired. Therefore we
rejoice in tribulation, because it weans us from the

world anJ prepay, us for g|„„ ,„,,..

»" 'jcc, ..rtlicions arc our -.roa-oTi 1, """^ "'" "">

able Ilian prosperity ,„e|f ° in, '''"•■s'"'2'<, more valu-

food U, „,e„. „,„, ,„„ Go/IT/oIJm '"''"r '"'
Iii9 purpose." Yen il,„ '™ according io

life. <" "ea,!,, or .l.i,l: Xn, t .l" "'"' """"' "'
»'e yours, a„,| ye ,„o Ci.riLl a^d f • •=' '° '"""^> «"

Vour lexer ,la,ed „o, iZZt t^'l ? "'"''^•"
w»s l,appy „,„,■„ ,„ ,,^,^^ » ■ "ej ns duly received. ,

were l,ere l.s.wcelc: ,heir l,eohl, °" ''"" P""""^

Julia is belter tl.un ,v,,e„ j '„ ,, IT'' '"'"'ovoi.^

' '.ave closed r.y sell, Tef 2 , '"™-
r,.imcrous calls lo attend f„„cr-,l f ™ '"™"" »f

My .in,e is bec„,„i„,,,; '7;; ;;;;""»;''. lectures, &c.

»nd I find need ot bei„, 7ns, „,T ,!""'' """' '"""O"^:
- Lour as I „„„,. na;,'d:;"' .^ f l^' f- "' such
unJcrniany trials of mi„d an,) . , '' ' •"'" '=>''"

"mosl-nm lii.e Marl/ l? ">" ""^^^ ">• Some-
'*r limes, not c,e^l,T J ' S-ve up ,he ^or.t yle

«"'-^" ™y -'urse ;:i:v: ; : L::t '\''^"' »"' ''

«ess of having done „,y d«v tI, T '^' '""'''°'''-
Jay, not knowing ,vl,a, awaits',„e w ,f "'" '''' '"
'"e lliat ni, fain, fail not? '" ''"^ Pfay for

la your nest I ,visli an account nf ,r i
ler, state of religion ia .he TolT°i ''"'''''' '"'"''"■
nei?liborhood, ,U ' "'"' ^■•P^ouUy in rour

'"h-venly hope, and much affecion, la™ yours,'

Mr,-. D. C. Brown. / Alansoh.

About the same dale, to his sister V/oIco„ h.

You supposed by this lime ilm T l..,f' "'^' =

;»)■ fu.ure course, and supposed th, '''l''"'"""'" «»

V oompli.d with the urgent rl ,'"''' unwilling.

'''^p'ace.ore,in,ui,h"ii::tnr;L:':;rt'"'

r> Iv

U/^l

MEMOIR OF

and settle among them. Mutual arrangements are ac-
cordingly made. I shall now have to take what is some-
times called " the old dispensation path " to usefulness,
if I ever attain to it. I believe it possible for the minis-
ters of Christ to be useful, though their opportunities for
the acquisition of knowledge may have been somewhat
limited. Yet I am of the same opinion now that I ever
have been, that young men entering the ministry should
avail themselves of such advantages as may be in their
power to furnish themselves unto all good works."

1 long lor a more accurate and systematic knowledge
of the holy Bible, and many other things I could men-
tion. This may perhaps be gradually attained in future
years. I hope with the assistance of God to make a
little progress. And should the Lord in infinite mercy
" make me wise unto salvation, and make my weak, im-
perfect labors effectual in comforting his dear saints, and
calling even one sinner to repentance, I should feel my-
self under infinite obligation to bless his holy name
forever. Unite with me, dear sister, in the prayer, that
the Great Head of the church would help a feeble help-
less worm; to fulfil a task so arduous, in a manner ac-
ceptable to Him."

To the same : »

" Addison, June 22, 1826.

Dear sister:— I am happy, through the kindness of our
heavenly Father, in being again permitted to address
you by letter. The time I spent in Cheshire last sum-
mer was to me among the most pleasant days of the year.
The remembrance of them is still sweet. Our conver-
sation by the fire-side was pleasant, and when indulged
to mingle with the saints of the Most High, and visit his
earthly courts " with songs and honors sounding loud,"
"how pleasant, how divinely fair." But those days

AL^NaON L. C07ELL. 53

are now past, never to be recalled - T^
Jock on ihin^^s before us. '"""^'"^ ^°^ "^ to

God is vet the «snma „ 1 1 ,

«ndalso,„at you hav , \ .'^ '" L-esborou^h ;
in store for Cl.e.,l,ire. Mav il i ," ""^'^'"S^ are
largest wfsh of his r.ol ,'^°''' «'»"' "'« the

most abundant oxpeCaX f^n' ^ ,"'"^''«'' ""^ '"«
- wi.h and pray ITZ^^I J^l^f f « whiie
make every effort i„ our power "T '^"'■''- *'^ must

Saith the Savior, "accord^, o v ur'AT'^ !"' '''''■•"
you." It will gc„en|i„ h„ / , '^°" '^""^ ^o be it unto

»nf"red on the e;^ '; %"",""'> "'« 'I- blessings
'heir faith and eff<,,,s'^ ^°'' ''''"■ ""^^ Proportion to

ooT^vti'r^t^'irs''';? r"- '^-"-p'-r

aoob Mo.es, Klij .h^all re td tt Go',^"^''; '^»'«'
by faith. And as il,e apostle .d I , "«""' '"""f^

'» -«peak of Gideon.of Dam oA ' T "'"'''' '"'"■' »«
«el and David, who th™' 'l-f,;™'""' °"^P'"i'». Sam-
obtained thep;omi,e. Ztl', "^''' ^'s'-'^o'-snes,,
■0 %ht .he annies 'onht^ :■;;-%'-. -d '--d
hand, what judgments have fo „1: , ^, °" "'" "'h^f
For unbelief the Israelites were d^'':"" '"', '""""'-f-
ms UnbeliefpreventedMosesa jT'" !■"' ^"'''"-
"g "he good land which the lT,< "" ^'""' "«"-

For unbelief christian a eftl fT'^'" ""'' '""''''■
fni. and desolating frsF„°'',°t',n' '"'""''' °^
'eft to divisions, tuniul..'^ if, 7^''"^ <^'»"-^h=s are

«"ch examples befor J, 1" ::;"^°"'"°"°"^- ^^'■"'
'he disciples of old, '- Lord 1 "1 ° 'T '" P^^ "t«
I i^oro, increase our faith v>

As ever, your affectionate

A, L. CoVELl,
A*

'! *m: jf<

#;-].l

^' %^ .^

MEMOIR OF

Addison, Oct. 9th, 1826.

Dear sister:— I regret much that circumstances are
such that I cannot visit you this fall. It has hitherto
been impossible.

I had intended to have started this day on my way to
Pownal, but ray calls are such, during this week and
next, that I find it necessary to relinquish the idea. It
would aiford me much pleasure to visit you this month,
but my own anxiety and wishes must all be offered as
willing sacrifices at the shrine of duty.

I received your last in due season, and should have an-
swered it before now if opportunity had presented.

Sunday evening, Oct. 29th. When I first commenced
writing this I was called away unexpectedly, and it has
remained unfinished till this time. A constant success-
ion of calls to attend funerals, councils and associations,
Jiave so much occupied my time since, that I have not
even found time given to rest this feeble body, or to pre-
pare this feeble mi' . ior the important duties of the
Sabbath.

I have just returned from meeting, quite fatigued in
body and discontented in mind. I find that without
Christ I can do nothing. I sometimes am left in a c I".
unfeeling state of mind all through the devotions of thv
Sabbath. Such seasons I assure you seem long and
tedious. I have this day experienced a season that near-
ly answers this description. I tried to preach in the
morning from these words: "And Peter followed afar
oftV After explaining the circumstances and showing
in what respect they were applicable to us, I tried to
illustrate the subject by showing the causes and evil
consequences of foUowmg afar off'. In the afternoon the
text was, "And the Lord turned and looked on Peter,
and he went out and wept bitterly." Attempted to ex-
hibit the unchanging love of God to his people, their

^'■ANSON L. COTELL. 55

own unfaithfulness notwi,hs,a„rt;„„ t
show also .hat ,heir si , ,1 " ^' *°- ^''^"'P'^d 'o
■he love of Go,! roVZZ ""' '""' "' '" '»"""?«
raent of ,he purpus of :°c w'r T' ""^ ""™'"P"^^-
Christ Jesus before ^C: Z^Jlf '"J ^ '- "-m m
great number of inferenees irom the ^°"'='''^'°— •>/ »
.he circumstaness in conne , "u'wi h ir'iT, ""' T
" '3 ^11 over, I seriously doubt vTh , t r f T '""
people any good. What the Lord n? i'"' ''°"' ">"
ihera I knovvr not. But it d„ '^ ''"'' """"^ <"«

feeble, were indeed p! 1 'ealeulaMTo'd"' ^'r™"'^ ^»
is but one consolation i„ sue I, IT ^'""'- 1'''"«

•he great Head of the C ,ur h s Ibr.'"""'- ''""" ''^'
ordain "surprising stren' I ■' „d ' '^'°'" ^^^'"'"ess ,„
-sh a mountain! I Torn lime '^-r;'" '„"°™ '»
Vantage that "„e>v threshi„ri„T l';,""',^ "'" «<>
having teeth," of whiph r^„M '""'™nient, sharp and

hilla are to be bea:;' e ^ ?rl^l, Z\ T' " ""'
ams are to become as chaff "0^'- ? ^' '"°""'-
Ihat whether /use this ^ " !' '"' ' ''"•'"''^^ '"-

'"•« be used by som ' n , r"' '" "'"""''' " -«' «
".e .reat ohjec'; for :„,:,:■: isllX " " "^°""'"^''

o^"-es":^,h^,:„Ter„rdi:,:r:.::;-r-"^^^^^

crease an hundred fold. ° '""'' "^^ Prosper and in-

The Vermont Association held its annn»I ■
"S this month. We pni„„.j '*'*"'" '<''*

indeed. Hartnonrand S,,:;."^ '''^^^-' '"'"vie-'
every heart, and „,an„ ''""''''"<' ^^emed to pervade
satisfaction Ld jov ' ^""'eoaoces bespoke .award

Mor!'arN:"Y "^e "' "' ""'''' ^'^°^'»'- "■''<> -
e-rcises truly s„,L' 1:^^.^ """"""»- =""■ '"«

^^"%.

M E M I K OF

I am obliged to hurry my mind and pen, as I rnust yet
attend our evening conference. I hope you will write

•°''°* Yours, in haste, A. L. Covell.

Mrs. D. C. Brown.

To Mis? Elvira :-I received, my dear niece, with the
raost cordial pleasure, your short communication accom-
panying vour ma^s letter. Be assured that nothing
would afford me more pleasure than to gratify the hearty
wishes you therein express, by visiting you and all our
dear friends this fall. I am sorry I am so situated atpres-
cntthat I cannot. If I do not see you 1 often think of you &
the dear children younger. Especially, have I thought
since receiving vour letter, of your soul that iswimorial,
of more value Ihan worlds! You are of sufiicient age
to reflect on your future, as well as present welfare.
hope you may share in the compassion of the Savior ol
the world, whose promise is, " They that seek me early
shall find me." For this purpose you must read your
Bible as the word of life; obey religious instruction,
and pray constantly to your God. I hopejou will wrue
me again soon. Remember me most affectionately to
your pa, and to all the children.

* Your affectionate uncle, A. L. Covell.

Miss Elvira J. Brown.

''Addison, Feb. 19ih, 1827.
My dear sister :-I intended to have written you last
week, but found no time. 1 do not know whether it is
my turn to write or not, and consequently shall not make
this c<5mmunication for the sake of keeping pace with your
letters, but from a desire to acquaint you with whatever
may be interesting, and relate so much of my fee bngs in
relation to the arduous work ia which I am feebly ea-

.1 (v^rtir Vin rvrnnpr.

^-^i'^ ^z

ALANSON L. COVELt.

Since I wrote yoa last, I have made a journey to the
wes^ as far as Canton and Madrid, St. Lawrence Co.

I attended the session of the St. Lawrence Baptist
Assocmfon at Madrid, rhe 3d Wednesday in January.
A ttme wbtch I trust will be long retnen.bered. AlJ,
every letter from ,he churches gave an account ofa re-
vival among then, Poor, wretched, and perishin. sia-

hope set before them m the gospel. Wicked and ungrate-
ful backsl.ders who had once known the love of Jes s
an had awfully apostatized from him, have been reclaim!
ed through the .nfluence of sovereign grace on the hear,

dead, and Chnst has given him light. The whole church
has indeed been quickened anew, and all appear to n^ove
forward „,th ardor and constancy, such as has never
before been known among them.

The work is general among different denominations j

ov!r»nT S~'!,'""° ="- and his tender mercies are
over all Jus wo'ks."

ville, 1 otsdam, Canton and Madrid. In all these places

he Lord was doing wonders. In the two first, within
about four weeks, 56 had been buried with Christ in bap-

ism. Others were waiting an opportunity to submit to
the same significant, humbling and joyful ordinance.
The work was still going on rapidly among them. In
Potsdam village, the work was such as had never been
wnown m the country before.

I was informed that there were not more than three or

.*(PS8

four families in the village but what had shared

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less in the revival. Their meetings frequently continued
till midnight, and in some instances till morning. The
cry of the mourning penitent was often succeeded by the
"new song," which was put into the mouths of joyful
converts. It was the Lord's doings and marvelous in
our eyes. He reigns, and well may the earth rejoice.

To those who love the Lord Jesus, it must be a source
of unspeakable joy to be thus confident that he will con-
tinue to make displays of his grace in the conversion of
sinners, till his infinitely wise and benevolent purposes
of grace, which have in piospect the complete and final
redemption of his people, shall all be accomplished. For
works like this he deserves our highest praise. " O that
men would praise the Lord for his goodness, and for his
wonderful works to the children of men."

Feb. 26th. I intended to have filled ray sheet and for-
warded it to you before now, but I have been prevented.

I have just returned from Charlotte, have spent three
or four days with our friends. They are all well, and if
you knew how glad they would be to see you, you would
certainly be almost if not altogether persuaded lo come
and see them; Stukely and Julia live by themselves—
"sit under their own vine and fig-tree, and have none to
molest or make them afraid."

Mother has been unwell, but is now better. I think
she and father both enjoy themselves better since they
have moved into their new house, than they did before.
They have nothing to prevent them from living just as
they wish to. I hope the remaining part of their lives
may be rendeied pleasant and useful to themselves and
their children.

I suppose you have been expecting that I should,
the ensuing summer, commence a course of study at
Hamilton. I have been of this mind ever since I com-
menced preaching. But I am afraid my hopes of this

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will all be blown un tn ih^

I can-. ,e. away cCTZZ' ''\''^, .--'""" -^
circamslances I do not k„, „ ' , ? " "'^if Pfescnt
I have »ade so.e ne v^lTl'T' '" ''"' "'™'
anoe will. ,he„, «„ ,heir i? ! , ^ , "■ "'"' " '""'I'l'-
witl. .hem. Tliey ha e Im ll '""''. ""^ '" »""»"«
socie.y since I have ble 'one oof °> '" ''""'' '""
.hey hav. agreed ,o all I VC, ,ed T "^' '"" ' ''^"
ed a eom,„iuee to inform me of .itir r 371. 1™ "ZT'
is an enure union ia ,|,e ehurch t .1, ,1 ' °' ^''"^
one man, and he i, only dissa, 'fil ^ .'"''P""" "^

inlend to raise. The socio „T '"'' ''''' ^^ "''ey

.hau .hey were a yearTnc ' H '' "f " ''^"" ^^'^^^
™le all for his .lory Do , ?' "" ^""^ "'" ""■

o"'.-yhedo„rVw:?,xv::.otalrr"^'''•^

Mrs. D. C. iirown. ^' ^' ^^'''='^^-

M ^ . (^fiarlotte, August 19th, 1827

My dear si«tpr- Ti,^ ' J^o^/.

your Ie»er s :;rl ' ,- ? ? ,"■''5' ' ""^ -< answer

- i-"ow :srrcV„r;:v:::'a'""^^'r"'

fever and ague, wiih which I it k "™'''^ "'^ "'"

•Tee weeks. I. has now rJ^JT'"'' """^
sirenglh slowly, and hope soon <oT'- '■"" ^""'"^

ure of heaUh. I,, consequ „ee If r "' "' "T' ""'''-
•' impossible for me to e'cm: "d J I'/:: J ' ""-"^
month, as cvpecied In,l^»,i ■, • ,.'^ ''"""^ ""«
oo».e at all. 'l si all t^ wever;" '"""," '"^ "" '» *
i" September, unless you and M k" """' "" '' ^'"^
We are all quite anxio i „M cV n""'"?"''-

teen here to have seen me slL-» , '' ''°" ^^"^

and turn from side to sirwi. , , 7' "'"" "'^ "3'=^'

^- iudeed-to me a sot;:;';:';;::::- ""»"''' ^-

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I wish you to write, by all means, when the mail re-
turns, and toll me certainly whether you are coming this
fall, that I may know what calculations to make.

Our parents and friends in this place are all well. I
have been with them two weeks. I shall return to Ad-
dison to-morrow, and leave this at Vergennes on my
way. Give my love to all. If you will accept this un-
connected scroll, I will be satisfied. My mind is exceed-
ing weak, my stomach faint, and my hand trembles.—
Adieu. Alanson.

His sister and family went up, as he desired, and made
him and the other relatives a visit in September. "We
had had some acquaintance with him as a brother, a
friend, a preacher, and a correspondent, but had never
before seen him as a shepherd in the midst of his flock.
We found him diligent, continually employed for the
good of those whom God had called him to oversee.—
He was kindly expostulated with, on account of so much
preaching, and personal exposure, especially as his health
was far from being restored to its " usual measure," but
he considered himself '"doing but very little, compared
with what needed to be done," and did not see how he
could possibly excuse himself I take the liberty to io-
sert an extract from a letter written at the time and on
the spot, to another friend, as being perhaps preferable to
anything written al this late period. "Brother is quite
])arochial, and among other good things has establisheda
"Bible School," to which he propounds questions, and
they seek the answers in the scriptures, and recite or
ratiier read at intermission. A great part of the congre-
gation attend, and each class has a different question.—
Ir is truly interesting. You would have been gratified
to have witnessed the gladness expressed in their eyes,
as he their "dear Mr. Covell " approached them, his

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countenance all beamino- iw.m i

uu ucaming with heaven v radianro tk«
address he pronounoPfl tn a '"y ruuiance. ihe

and as llie honied acceni nf i h" " I'erao divine,"
and wo look up o ZlLLf ""^ '^"" ""''" °'" '^''
n is scarcely a fcu „ T- ' ' ""'"" ""'''

saw a countenance so expand-so change. I o .,f J,

messenger fro,„ on high." Indeed i. was gen ra/ly e
n,a,k-ed of h.„, that in .he pulpit he seemed >o " b a. e
1..S nauve a,r - and .here was evidently an enlar'l
«fm,nd a glow of feeling, .ha. ani,«a.ed his Cme
nance and rendered it mr.ro iKov, n couDie-

autre a u more than usually expressive Tn
pru-a e conver.a.ion, he was quie,, unassun i„. and
coniplacen.; bu. whenever he came for, h as ".he J,
senger of grace ,o guil.y men," he spake as one enable
ll.a. he must g,ve account to God. He had do e ri.h
reachtng wholly extempore, and generally carr,"d ,„ o
the desk a digested and partially written diLours le«°
mg room lor extempore enlargement.
Exlracl from a letter to his sister VVolcott.

n ■ " Addison, Oct. 24. 3827

Dear stster :-The cou.munion of frie d.s is ev r swee,
ad espec-tlly when sepera.ed from each other a Jde'

2li ' /;':"''^-'"P »»-' l"'l/ imercourse so richiy

ouraffecion r ^ '' ^ """''■'"''y of religion ,o render
,aHection» for, and intercourse with each other sub-

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servient to our present and future good, makes our pil-
grimage " through the«e low grounds whore troubles
grow," pleasant and delightful. It causes consoiating
waters to follow us in the wilderii 'ss, and springs to
break out in the desert. " T!ie hill of Zion yields a
thousand sacred sweets, before we reach the heavenly
fields or walk ihe golden streets." For myself I can say,
God is belter to me than I de>erve. His presence I trust
1 have with me much of the lime. 1 long more and more
for an abiding evidence th;»l I "please God." I have
felt of late more than ever the nccessify iiiid hn])piness,
of living to his glory. O for a heart to love and a dispo-
sition to obey him in all things."

To his sister Brown.

Addison, January 1, 1828.

My dear sister: — [ received yours last week, and
should have answered it the same day, had I not intend-
ed to visit Charlotte in a few days. I thought I would wait
till I had been there, that you might hear from them also.
I returned from there this evening. They are all well,
except our dear mother, who has been sick seven weeks,
but is now slowly recovering.

You mentioned I'lai Mr. C. informed you that I was
sick when he left tiie Association. Indeed I was sick,
nigh unto death, but God has had mercy on me and I
am restored to my usual stale of health. To give you
a detailed account of the illness we have experienced in
our family since you was here, would more than fill my
sheet. By an abbreviated account however I will en-
deavor in a measure to relieve a sister's anxiety.

On the 26th Oct. I left home to attend a lecture in
Panton. This appointment I fulfilled, and the next
morning set out on my return home. I bad not rode fa
before I began to be much affected with an unusual pain
in ray head and side. Cold chills in unceasing success-

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ion kept me coniinunlly shiveriixr " lii.„ , . ,. ,
Willi llio wind." I .u„L,i , ?' ''" " """^ shaken

(K was Salurday ) "ft ,'" ' ' "'"'""'" '" ?" ''»■"»■
- I arrived, and o„ i Kun,. '"" '" ""'" '"' '''"' »°"

A raging, burning l.-vpr onnn

«i.-.ioa I soon hecre r: 47.7 "2 "1 ■■■; '""
sense ess lo wliat w., n, ^ ""'' "'"'"st

and Julia cnn> d J L dlT^: "^"""'"'f'^ ^""-^'^
"■e till Monday mo™-n. vl ? ''"" '"'' ^"''"' ^''h

■ud mcher Lr;!'' r ""^ "'"""■'' »"" f""--

blessing or GoJ reL. ,", "' " '° '"^ """ "'«

»f -.hers c',;;. 'i "rtm:;:r:r^'"=" ""■' °^"'^ "««

al.o in a sT c o^to^e ^ Tir"","?^ '" " '''^ """^^

;;5.o.er.asn;::^,,r:.-s*-;-

By advice of my plivsiciin T ,r.n ,*

Wfn'ffnr.n , I T * '>=''^''^" ^ wa removed to Mr

nuS;.:' roVe.'ptr'r'^;:':;^ - "-"'^ — - ■'■"^^^'

; fo. .eeks as JS .ori:""o:: •;:":.■ ^T"!^
to he chiZn « , '■'' ''" " ""''""»'■ Hissing

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I Deed not add anything by way of reflection on these
truly afflicting circumstances. Your heart will feel so
much more than I can write that I forbear.

I expect to-morrow to follow to the grave Dr. BuUard,
the physician who attended me in my late illness. 0,
how little did 1 think when he first came to my bed-side
and with a countenance expressive of the deepest anxiety
said to me, "You are sick, very sick," that I should so
soon follow him to the grave! He was a faithful, *vind
and successfil physician, of unblemished character, and
of undoubted piety. He rests from his labors and his
works do follow him."

I hare written in great haste, and r lUst now come to a
close. I hope you will write soon. With much affec-
tion for yourself and familyj I am your brother,

A. ' Ih vell.
Mrs. D. C. Brown.

AfcAmoN L. OOYBLL.

CHAPTEU III.

Five vearsenffaoome,, fin •' ^'^^^''^cted meetincrsl

anecdote; Si&.TrK.n^ue^s'^R ^'-^'V 'n"'^^^^''"?
meetings. ' «^inaae=3 , R. vival ; Protracted

* And tho Lord God p i) U '
•lone; I will make a„ help ."■;:, 'ZZn.''^'" "'" ■""" ''">Mt^

My dear sister --I r.„ ■ "f *'''""''' ''e''. 25th, 1828.

.^oufd ,.a.e atwe J;nr ^;:;';^t'" '"^ '""" "'"
noiprevnted. I had been W,^ r '"'"''''"'=" '"''-'
wi.l. some anxic.,, whic; J . fu :f.e"„r"' 7"^''
1st. My health which was imnrov n ' \ r '^'''='"°<'-
before, is since restored and I ^ ^ ''"" ' """' J'""

'^« i' is i-etter „.. it:"!, Jz::r:[ ""T

years pas,. 2d. I have the happiness alo o f ^"^
of my union by marriage wth Miss Lil t °™ i"""
Rev. Abel Woods, of Essex Ny"!^." """S^'" of
event was solemnized by anDrnnril, " ■ ""^P'f 'ou.

on the 6th inst. The occasLT '" '='™' «"-='«'.
ky usual fos ity andnSr'r'"'"''"'"""'^
unrestrained -•xprersionr^Cd'Ust:''""^ '""^ -^
pectations, and donbUess by C X ' «' "'-"' ""
ties and fears. " ^"""^"""S as many anxie-

i X:tmuy"Dtb;r"'^ '^"^■""-^ •»

"Cite yc„r prayers fTr"; ^IZ^"'"'"" "'"
attend us. '^^^^"^ blessing miglit

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^'^B

' ^^B

i-.:.i|

I |l

L . ,1

I would infoimyou next that an ecclesiastical council
convened at this place last Wednesday and Thursday,
by request of our church, and after solemn prayer pro-
ceeded to examine and consecrate to the important and
holy work of the ministry, and to the pastoral care of
this church, your unworthy brother.

The solemnity, the heart-affecting and cheering effects
of the exercises, was such as I had not conceived and
cannot now describe. Notwithstanding the weather was
rainy and the mud deep, our meeting-house was nearly
tilled with people from ihis and adjacent towns.

The presesce of Dr. Kendrick, who took much pains to
visit us and preached on the occasion, added to the inter-
est of the day. He is now on his way to Hamilton.
His sermon was truly appropriate, affecting and solemn.
His text you will find in 1st Gor. iv, 5. We preach not
ourselves, &c. The exercises I think I shall never for-
get. O, that I may be enabled to ^ive fall proof of my

ministry!

Mother has had a long and tedions illness, but is now
recovering and oversees her business. The family ar;

all well.
Nothing particularly new in our church or society.

Brother Stukely thinks he may possibly visit you nc.\t
June. It is possible too, if he does, that I may accompa-
ny him. Sar:ih is anxious to see you and sister Wolcott;
and if we do come, you may, as you observed to me Isst
fall, " prepare for a real visitation."

Remember mc to Mr. B. and all the children. Tell
ihcm they have a new aunt Sarah who thinks and speaks
much of them.

i have no more time to write. I shall expect an an-
swer soon.

Ever your afl'ectionate

A. L. COVELL."

ALANSON L. COVELL. gy

T-» . "Addison, 22d March 182q

Dear and much loved Sarah .-Ano.her week has foil

ery soot, our days will be numbered and fini,b«l H
"npor,a„uhe „«.!„,, "work while .he da! L^.s ^
n.sY con,eth in wh.ch no „,an can work ' a^: beer
rnucir concerned of lare about ,hc manner o? e, ?

socreiy 1 m,gbt spend rr,}- whole time in vrsiiin- n.
seven days in a wpelr ,„,i i . "'smng— or

neither Were r mi ™ "^ """^ ^'" "l™"^

% "''"'' to devote a suitable portion of timp .„

rcpare or ■ „ Sabbath, to pray, and think ^.d , '„l "

ndbdesthrsto spend a suitable portion in studvit'

e B b e, exaunnrng authors on difierent subjects, au3

'" ■■">«'la"eou3 reading, it would occupy seven d'vs
.ore ,ver, week. Should I vis,. „,y friends as oft™ as
^ on d be glad to, attend all the calls in diif re n. a e.

^r lee ures and risits ; attend ali our public nree J Tc
7" ";r'^*';^»^™ "'v.. more. This „,aU Tb'e^ '

er„rof^„ "''; '""^ '■'""■' '''""""^ '° "'<' <=»»■
«e thing, see,,, unportant; nay, they ate indi.pensa-

partn,::;:?: '.'" "^''"^™ ""^^^' raitb,-u„!;:ry

^parmea. ofthr, great and extensive field of labor -
E'icleavors have been made to do so,nethi,..r ,oI j,

wTe y"r'::j"t- '"^" -^^-^-'^-To:

very succ.s.iul. One cause of this failure rnav
"ere IS as rnuci, skill needed in the division of time as ia

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dividing the Word, and as much depends on it. I have
thought that should I ever be settled in regular man-
ner of living, it would be duly to divide my laboi into
different parts, and then proportion the time in each week
accordingly. I do believe much may be gamed by living
wholly by system; i. e. so far as is practicable. To live
bv accident is to live to no purpose : and to do a little at
every thing without any method, is to accomplish nothing.
I havesuo-gested these thoughts to you, that you might
make them^k subject of meditation; for I shall need and
expect your assistance in dividing time, and especially
luAmproving it in the most useful and agreeable man-
ner May God grant us wisdom in all things.

After I left our father's I rode to the ferry at Westport,
without stopping to see any of the good folks At the
ferrv 1 found Elder Stearns, and visited with him while
we were crossing the Lake. I then rode to Addison
before I stopped again. Arrived at Mr. Smith's at 7
o'clock in the evening. 1 was much fatigued, and my
cold worse than it had been. I am, however, now, much
better. The next day attended covenant meetmg. Iq
consequence of the cold, and badness of the ridmg, but
few of the church were present. We had a very agree-
able meeting. It seemed to be really a time of umon
and love. Next day attended communion. Almost the
whole church came together. I preached from Gal. v.,
14 Enioyed my mind much better and had more liberty
in speaking than I expected. The Lcrd is often better to
us than our expectations. I hope the impression the
solemn services made on my mind rnay always last
that I could keep constantly in mind the " dymg of the

^otJXch have a meeting this afternoon to make
arrangements for us, or somebody, to live hereafter. I
expect some will think and say one thing and some an-
other Many feel very voor, and can scarcely see .ny

ALAN30N L. COVELL. qq

he were more so sZtl T' ?"'' ^""'^ ■>« gl'd if
«.e children i;,aehafr.r"" "" ^''^'"'<" ">
influence prevaii::reoi';r^;i1 "" T-''*"'
I tope i. may. I ,„ stnsiWe flhT^ si LT^t-?'
ure, it will be almost fatal t„ ,h, ^'^ .^'"'"'^ ^^ a faii-

0, let «s pray thr.God may /erS? "' ''" •=""'=*•
the hearts of the peoDle toMm ^ "'"''' """»

to reproach. ^^ ^""' ""' ^"^ "»' '"« heritage

People in Addison and evpnrnr^o,o „i
of «.e when I am to comLreX :.. IT^f"'
are coming to Addison, whether vo!, In ' ? ^"^
•he ground settles or notranda Jet manvT ^''""'
ries of a similar kind. I lometim" am Itf II T'
for an answer. But I commonly tell Them that I ,I„ !

f xr :^mTUTh::::fg— ^^^^^^

rrrV"'f ^° °"^' "^«P before wlr'n &c I do

There are too many who would be Mad to hi™ "
2 "-J 'heir families creep, whtle t^y'"^:! ™X"
.n/ 1 °T'' ""• ''^- ^''^^ » ^Pi"' ought , °o be

ti^^ri-cf'-^rir^hrtr^-^^

"This purchase will be explained in thei;;;;^^ ^'

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further. You know I am apt to express ray thoughts

Arithout reserve.
My best love to oar dear parents, and sister Elmira.
Your most afFeclionate friend and husband,

A. L. COVELL.

Mrs. S. J. Covell.

Addison, May 5th, 1S28.

My dear sister:— Your very welcome letter I this day
reeeived. Sincerely thankful I am that I receive more
letters -from you than from any other friend on earth.
When first I opened your letter, I was pained with the
reflection that during the length of time which had elaps-
ed since I wrote you, I had received only one letter from
any of my connexions. But all this only rendered yours
more acceptable and prepared me the better to receive the
intelligence it contained. You are surprised that I did
not write you again. This 1 often intended to do, and
have been prevented by numerous calls and by the ex-
pectation every weeli that I should hear from you. Could
I have had any knowledge of your sickness I would have
wrhten without delay. I am happy to hear you are recov-
eriu'^ your health again, and hope your health and com-
fort may long be precious in the sight of him who " holds
our souU in life." I am afraid, my dear sister, you have
become too much settled in a state of melancholy and
gioomy despondency. I do not know what those "nu-
merous disappointments, some great and some small,"'
which you mention may have been, and what influence
ihey may unavoidably have had m producing etfects so
unhappy. Could 1 know more of them I might perhaps
be better prepared to sympathize with you, to pray for
and comfort you. O that I could see and converse with
you I 1 could converse, but 1 do not know how to write.
I camiot describe the sensations of my mind while read-
in^ your letter. It i? a source of peculiar consolation lu

ALANSON L. COVELL. 73,

will provide a wa^^^J ^uf e Lpf ' ^"l ™"'' '"^ '''^'
privilege, how .rreat il,e hi. f^ . ' '""^ ^reat i],e

Him in"ou. nffli::: , t^rprretT"''"'^'-""^"

Iron, .he troubles of life OuM , "° " "'='■"=''

del,ve.. Ma, you fi'L.^ h ^ \t: ir.l:': 7
we shall doublless wi.h the whole creaZ ' '^''

;;.w. Beeaus:r:::aru::ta?,t mts:
-r:foinfh:;rt,f:r"^^"""^^^^^

well endure." '^ "'' *"«' "'I' "-'^l*

^IoIIZ^^'t:;^^ •'■'"■'""' ^"" '"^"-'""^ -^

s,ioomiDess. 1 Ins -neves me. For who is ir that i

e.h me glad save her who is made sor ^7 J,e "^ Zt
your sorrow iu ,his may iiereafter be turn, m,!," • ?

will not be taken from you It I' „„ "'° "^' """

^uu. IE 1^ not, I am sure rvk-pv

CHAKGE that IS for the better v'Pf mon, u ^"'^^' ^^'^^^
I hope the recent chan'r!' ^ '^'"^'' ''''' ^"^

you allude ma e : Ttl'st "''1^ '' ''''''

wm,ittoLamon,t^^^:^ j::::,:^^^^^^

together for good. " ^'^^'^ ^^^^"^

Your -almost worshiped calculation"*^ which vou

At least I do not consuier my circunraances any more
npropu.ous to such an undertaking than they have ev

hth tr'^T ^^^'--^'-' nor the mean b
which I shall visit the consecrated ground that contain.

f »-.- you ha:e^Tp:::;d,i~~\T;:;

!!l!!f^^::iwa_y -joicing towards the sacrli .,;! IV^l
'Our contemplated ;irima-e - o.- rJiTITrr":"

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our minds so often are. And who knows but the sister
you have never seen, may cheer your mind amidst the
^ lengthened way," and shed with you the tear of sym-
pathy and affection over the grave of an unseen father?
Whenever circumstances render it possible I shall attempt
the journey, and hope in the wise direction of Provi-
dence you and Sarah may both accompany me. It will
doubtless re good for us both to hope and patiently wait
tor the accamplishment of our "favorite purpose."

May 5U.;. I did not finish my letter last evening, be-
ing much fatigued with the exercises of the day, having
to attend a funeral besides the services of the meeting-
house. One of our neighbors interred a son about eight
years old. To them his loss is a severe affliction. I
hop3 it may work lor their good.

We have been frequently visited in our neighborhood
of late with sickness and death. Several have gone from
Addison to the world of spirits. How soon this "one
event" may and will happen to us all. I sometimes
contemplate the hour of death with a degree of pleasure :
but very seldom ccn adopt the language of your letter and
say, " I long to go." Yet t doubt not but the soul may
be so weaned from things earthly, so tired with disap-
pointments and cares, and so attracted by things divine,
that it may long to go to its eternal rest. God will
eventually grant this desire, and all his humble saints
who have passed through great tribulation wiL rest from
all their labors and be ever with the Lord.

Sarah would write you, agreeably to your request, was
she here. But she is now at Charlotte. Her health is
not very good. The rest of the family were well a
short lime since. We have not commenced house-keep-
ing yet, and do not certainly know when we shall. Oui
society are about purchasing a place and building a house
for us ; and whenever they have made all things ready,
we shall forthwith go in and possess and try to ecjoy it.

■•*«;

■■■■'■ ".'■f-'^yr'T^

ALANSON L. COVELL.

I wish you to write me immediatelj- if you can and r

will then inform you whether wp U, ■ , '

My love to all. '"" "'" >""' "^ ■><«•

Your most affectionate broth

er.

Mrs. D.C.Brown.

Alanson.

, . mUislon, Dec. 20, 1828;

My dear s.ster:_When I last wrote you, various cir-
camstances prevented me from writing as particularly a,

radrriA,,'"'""'"' """^P^' -Vi-J-oliearlha'
hdl ft Addison, and had so essentially and so sud-
denly chansed my course of duty. Whether I was ri-^ht
m taking the course I did, in leaving the church at Ad
dison shall not presume to say. I an, conscious, hoi
ev r, of endeavoring to do that which would eventuaTe
in the greatest good to myself and others. My arran'l
meats were not sudden or unexpected to myseff, lou^h
tdey might have appeared so to otiiers. I had through
f ^"""-"/evolved the subject in my o,v„ mi a°nd
sked the advice of a few confidential and exper nLd
"ends. Soon as I had become settled in my own mTnd
made my intentions known to the church' and asked
from .hem a dismission, in agreement with the en'te
men which I had made with them. They wuS The
grea^st reluctance granted a request which could not be
denied, and directed the Clerk to give me a leitpr Tr
ism^sion and commendation, whene^ve: .XumC
It. They had hopes of my return to them after a few
month, and accordingly nave commenced makt: prep!
~^ "'' "^^".""-=-"-e-*e. Ihave'„ra.
cT„ re I !I <=^P^"'="'°''. °f --^'"rning to them. The
coarse I am now pursuing is far more in accordance

^IZjrV' T'' ".' ""'^ ■""« congeniaUo my
mclination. You know the desire I have ever had of

understandins the lansuatres in whici- th- -Tm

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originally written. I have now a fair prospect of obtain-
ing this object. I have commenced the study of the
Greek, and have acquired so much knowledge of the
Grammar as to be able to read and parse a chapter in a
day. My instructor thinks 1 have every reason to be
encouraged, and takes unusual pains to explain the first
principles of the language, and to make my course both
accurate and agreeable. From the little that I have
already read in the New Testament, I am convinced that
my lime is very profitably spent. New ideas are con-
stantly opening in every chapter which I read. By
linding every word in the Lexicon, parsing every sen-
tence, and interpreting or translating the whole into
English, the sentiments are thoroughly considered and
forcibly impressed on my mind, and I think often are
sweet to my soul. Do not think from this that I am
vain enough to think I have a 'perfect understanding of
what I read, which is far indeed from being so, but only
that the more I read and examine, the more I see to ad-
mire and love. I have to-day finished the 14lh chapter
of Matthew. Shall now continue in course through the
four Gospels. You will be informed of my progress
hereafter, whenever I write you.

I am preaching every Sabbath with the church in
Hinesburgh, 8 miles from here. My acquaintance with
this church has been quite interesting. My weekly vis-
its with them are seasons of very peculiar pleasure to
me. Sometimes when I try to preach to them the un-
searchable riches of Christ, my soul rejoices in the
work, and I thank God and take courage. At other
times I am in darkness, and in heaviness, longing for the
light of his countenance. I think 1 can say in truth, that
I have this winter had more desires to be useful in the
church of God, and to be faithful and successful in the
work of the ministry, than Ji have ever had before. My

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soul i3 ma cAen wich inexpressible desires fur .he sal-
va.,0. of lost me,,. O, l.uw I sl.ould rejoic, Sd it

-n a. „.e..„r„„ »:;::! "sir:;,- e":,:;;-''

Lord, revive thy work ' "lUers.—

Our friends a. Charlce were all well, two weeks since

Mr Covell spends .he win.er with her pare. .' r,!;

heai.hrsvery good. The Lord i„ grea. kind e'^s is

n-ored me wi.h unusual good health .his w „,e I ,

board.ug ,a a very agreeable and kind familv, . d a

;a7.hr:,:r " '" ""'"^ which I desire. -Iho e and

pray mat all these mere es mnxr rr.oU, ■

\r , "icities may make me a better man

heaven. ^ glorious rest in

Your ever affectionate brother,

Mrs. D. C. Brown. Alanson.

«/' "^rt!:;",; •'""■^''^f ^^^- ^oveH, ,ha. he lack-
u (/fco.on, but ihis was not so. He ever paid .rr.nt
e rence .„ ,„e feelin^^s and opinions of his friends'and
.0 those whom he •considered his superiors, and wolt
"a. un.re,„en.ly, .emporarily concede .o ,h „ bv ,™ 1
prov.ngwhc.her theirs was .he ".^re excel en. waV
and whenever he found this result he wa pror^ nT,'
acknowledge i., but rarely indeed was .1, sT as
L.e.he deep rooted oak, whose branches onlv bow .o
>he power of .he migh.y wind as it lis.e.h onu.arj l"
«s no ,0 be removed from his own s.eadfas.ness ' .
general he was not has.y i„ coming .o a decision and
2' ^dy .0 yield dispassiona.e al.en.ion o w a'.eTe'
"Hghtbe presented upon .he ma-.er pending; but when
ace convnced of .he proprie.y of a subjec.lr measure!
as has been said, he remained sleadfast a„,l „ ,,,,

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in purpose, however long he might have to wait for its
accomplishraeni. Something of this is disceTnn>^le in
the letters already introduced. When he reliiv hed
the idea of going to Hamilton Institution, he merely leld-
ed to the combined force of several circumstances. He
had ever retained the intention of improving the first op-
portunity for farther study, should opportunity ever oc-
cur. This was one cause of his making the engagemeni
with the r-ople in Adrlison, in the manner he did, viz:
for so long only, as God in his providence should make
it apparent that the engagement was mutually beneficial.
His stay with them had been pleasant. God had given
him souls as seals of his ministry, and blessed the
church with union and peace, his unwearied labor had
not been in vain. He had awakened a desire, instituted
and encouraged measures, for the advancement of relig-
ious knowledge. The slate of his church n |congrega-
tion was , improving, and with grateful aaoration, be
blessed the Lord for all h. benefits. And now to be the
better qualified; to render according to the benefits shown,
he felt the need of farther improvement for himself. He
had given up the hope of a collegiate course, but had
never relinquisiied ' - = tention of availing himself of
all tl opportunities o. .duing to his stock of knowledge,
wMch Provider light alibrd him. And here was now
an opening as Have en. He continued to preach at
Hinesburgh on the b. ith, aid pursue his classical
studies through the week a' 'illiston, several months.
Fr^ m a let. r to his t er, dated July, 1829, we learn
tha he "had been reduced quite low by sickness, but
was then nea ly recovered." Also iho He had received
ai urgent request from the church at Hin- burgh to be-
ef ne their pastor. A communication wrs* en soon after
to "Mrs. Covell will show that he condiuonally acceded
to their wishes. He says to her, it is now e'-tain that

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Hinesburgh wjll be out home until we may think it our
toy to remove to another. . have no. engaged t^ Z
church for any part.culur time, but only for so Fong as we
shall be agreed m uniting our exertions to maintain the
cause among then,. Tl,ere are some circumstances wh eh
are favorable, some others not as I could wish. 0„ tt
whole, I fee. encouraged, and delermiued by Divine as'
..stance to make an effort to do good in the place. I «o
forward "m weakness and fear and much tremblin,''
B tltntendt, exc mvself to the utmost to promo t°he

U 1 y^ ^*^'- ^^j ™y t^ear, nrav that

CJo may succeed the exertions which „e ,„a b ™h J kj
fortlie furtherance of his kingdom. O, n .v we soTv!.
^a. .t shall be said to each of us, " thoi Ls J „S:
Jul over a few things." -^^juim

In November following he made a short visit with
tends ,n Cheshire and Pownal, and wrote to his sis er
Brown .mmediately after his return j from the letter we
earact the following: 'i- leiier we

■'The Minister's Conference of which I spoke to you
I attended aecordmg to appointment. Our meeting, was
cnnsually harmonious, interesting and useful. One feel-
ing seemed to pervade every mind-a conviction of the
magmtude the tnfini.e moment, and the responsibility of
^e work ,„ wh,ch we were engaged. The duty and
easureofbcng mutual helpers, and the imperioL ne-
^ s,ty of increased zeal and effort for the promotion of
«h and the salvation of men, deeply impressed every
lea .n the town where we held our meelin<^, a <.ood
work,,, fencing. There have been several iLsl^cs
of recent conversion." Again to the same :

„ J Hinesburgh, 13th January, 1830.

My dear sister;- Yours was received 1»« ...„:—

ii:!*'

W '^r mM'

MEMOIR OF

thank you very mucU (or it. 1 was intemling to write
again, fearing that my hist had not readied you, or tliat
sicl-.ftcss in your family prevented you from writing.

For two weeks I have heen so hoarse as to he nearly
speeclile&s, and so unwell as to he nearly useless. At
present I am much better. E. is very highly favored
indeed. I have thought much of her since I saw her,
and feel unusually happy to hear of her restoration to
usual health. I hope she may he very careful of her
health. " Man in his best estate is vanity,"--or a con-
stilution the most healthy and vigorous is very easily
destroyed: and certainly those of feebler powers should
be admonished to carefulness. I hope the certainly
that all life's usefulness and comfort is held by a feeble
tenure will induce her to use every measure to preserve
her health. [O that he had taken this kind admonition

to himself.]

1 am not disappointed, though 1 am sorry to hear that
Mr. Johnson is about to lefive you. If you see him soon.
please to present him njy ailectionate regards and best
wishes for his future prosperity. Is there a probability
that Mr. Crreen will settle with you ?

I liave heard nothing direclly from Brooklyn. The
Gentleman who first wrote me on the subject, has writ-
ten again, informing me that he had written to the church
in Brooklyn, and that 1 might expect to hear from them
in February. I feel but very little anxiety in regard to it,
If I rfjceive a call from them T shall probably go and vis-
it them. All this apart, there is but little probability that
I shall continue in this country but a few years longer.—
There are reasons existing in my own mind, which will
justify me in removing. I do not however wish to act
precipitately. The prudent man understands his way ;—
and I suppose the understanding of the prudent can be
obtained only by deliberate attention to all the circum-

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stances which conrpm i,a a

I pauchecl „,Ve,v YearNseL", •„'"'"'' ^"""^
large, aUoniive and solemn M^' , "'"""''''' '^"^
»»« or ,i,„e. 1. Cor 9 09 ^LTc'T "■" ""■ '■'""•
en' year with his Jun;; ' ""'' "•"' """» "^ P'""

will eiicouraie tlicni to ,vr;,„ i- , "'^"^ y""

u» all very .,uc „ led , "l^;""'- " "'" P'^^^=

oeive u line fro,, I v n I ^ "''' ""■'"' ''""W 'o '-

Un iookedl 'a d'otr wX. ™''; ^'^'™^" "• '^
Almost anvihin-. wI,;»k i ""-M'^-si nuere^it.—

-■'. your «rs, a„e™p. :n^ti^:'r ,:":^
I'ope you wm't e ; ;r:„rot';,f ^ '"""■^•. ^

I' ™r gra„d-ma and au„t i,^ CI, «, e Til™' '""""''
I ;;^ and ver, i.,or.. S:t':„ J ~^^
•■"PPy to wme you hereafter. I very eordiaMy remia ,1!

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your affectionate regards, and hope before very long, to
see you as you desire.

Affectionately yours, Alanson L. Covell.

Mr. Win. R. Brown.

You will see Clarissa that I have but a very little
room to write you. But still I feel a very great regard
for you. You have been very kind in writing to your
grand-ma. I shall see her soon and carry it to her.-
Nothing is more becoming in young children than kind
attentions to their aged relatives. I hope, my dear girl,
that God will be your portion in youth and in old age.—
Your affectionate uncle, A. L. C.

Extract from a letter to Mrs. Covell, dated March 8, 1830:

My dear Sarah :— I very much regret that we must be
again separated for several weeks. The days will seem
long and I shall constantly pray and hope, that the time
may soon arrive, when we shall meet to enjoy a fermor
nence of social delight and of christian love. I am happy
that I can write you a few lines this morning, but I
should be much more so, could I write any thing that
could make you happy. It is an encouraging thought
that you have a iriend whose love for you infinitely ex-
ceeds mine, who has made " exceeding great and pre-
cious promises," and given indisputable assurance of his

faithfulness.

Yesterday I preached twice. Lecture last evening.
Very much fatigued last night and this morning. I shall
preach no more lectures till my health is restored.

At our church meeting last Saturday, I introduced the
subject of a dismission. The church thought they weu
unprepared to give me an answer— wished a short time
for consideration themselves, and conversation with me.
We shall have a special meeting soon, to conclude the
subject. I shall then make a formal resignation of all
they have committed to me, and ask a letter of dismission

ALAN30N L. COVELL.

and commendation. You will hear from me if any
change occurs soon. My love to all the family.

Affectionately yours,
TT - . A. L. CoVELL.

He obtained the desired « letter of dismission and
commendation " but did not regain his health. Hia
hoarseness and debility of lungs increased. He received
die expected invitation from Brooklyn, and accompa" Id
byMrs.Covellwent down the beautiful Hudson 'at the
opening of navigation and made the desired visit. But
the climate there was still worse for him than that at the
north, on account of the greater humidity of the atmos-
phere. He preached but very little while there, and that
with extreme difficulty. His voice so failed, thLt it cost
him much effort and distress even to converse with friends.
His tarry on the interesting Island where Brooklyn is
situated was notiong. On his return, ne visited his two
sisters so isolate from all the other members of the family.
Their joy m receiving him, and the dster they had never
before seen was turned to ^orruw on beholding his con-
dition. Pale, dark, thin, aad mostly silent, was the
brother of their love. Need I say more ? He returned
to his mother's house, and I believe it was nearly three
months before he was abl« to re-commence preachin-.
He never regained the measure of health and power of
roice he had previously enjoyed. His voice had been
one of unusual volume and clearness. Those only who
have enjoyed the privilege of proclaiming a Savior to a
ruined world, and who like him have been made to
suspend the exalted theme, can fully appreciate his
feehngs. The following letter will show a more aus-
picious change in his condition.

Rockingham, August 7, 1830.
Hy dear sister :-I regret that circumstances again
compel me to say that I can only give you a short and

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hasty letter. When I last wrote you I intended soon to
till a whole sheet to you. But you know, my dear sister,
how often our intentions to do well are prevented by
circumstances beyond our control.

I tarried with our friends in Charlotte and Essex four
weeks after returning from the south. About that time
I was solicited by the Board of Directors of the Vt.
Baptist Stale Convention, to travel as an agent in a part
of Windsor and Windham counties, lo originate and
organize Missionary Societies. As this would require
more travelling and less preaching than anything I could
do at present, I accepted the appointment, and immedi-
ately left home on the business of my agency. I tiio't I
should have written you immediately after arriving at the
scene of my labors, but an uninterrupted succession of
calls, from one town to another, has prevented me till
now. I have this morning a few hours in which I must
write lo you, sister Wolcott, to Julia, and to my dear
Sarah. It is nearly four weeks since I left home. I have
received one letter from Sarah. Our friends in boti
families are in usual health. My own health has been
improving since 1 was at your house. I commenced
preaching when I left home. Since I have been engaged
iu my agency, I have really felt that every day I wa^
''waxing stronger and stronger." Around these mount-
ains there is the most pure and exhilarating atmosphere,
which is most favorable to my lungs. I could not have
taken a course more propitiously adapted to my present
state of health than ibat in which I am engaged. I have
been received v/ith great cordiality and kindness by tl.e
churches, and have been successful in accomplishing lie
business of the Board, beyond their expectations or mine.
1 find many very agreeable and important pastoral vacan-
cies in this part of the State, to two of which I havo
been mvited. My present engagements prevent the fori j-

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atioa of any, except p verv hri^f

a line fr„™ Dr/Ke^d" ^S^r'T ■'""''^''
several „es,itute churches Lar hi™ ll°T' ""' "'
very inntins fields oflabor fnr . ' • ■• P''<'s<='"ed

™.ovisi,Ha«,ii,o„ befo^u :,,":„?:• ''^"'^"-

gagement. I «,-„,, „„„ (hatl.Li. ^'^"'"''"™'^"-
been made to him by the Gen^r,! a ^W''=''"ion has
Baptist State ConveL „, tru, f " ■"' "" '''•'^'°-
•ravel in that State. 0„e afj T'' '"'"'"^'•s to

'ion, another as an agen foTa " rPr' ?' 't"' ^°"^^''-
»vo as missionaries! He thiS, v'T' P.'^Wication, aud
•te cold season a, the Sou hr "'''''''' '" ^P^»<I

a«<l advantageously. Before I lTf\ "" " '^''^^^^""y
l"" shall hear from me i "t T ""•"'""=
-veets. Do bo sure to write so h, 7'""' J"""^ » :vvo
CWlotte Post Office, v len j t V' ' "'"'" '"
ieard a word from you 4ce 1 1 "'• ' ''"^ »«'
Mr. B. and all the child,™ '""'• ^J' ^"^^ ">

Your ever affectionate brother,
Mrs. D. C. Brown Alanson L. Covell

'»t.fasi:^;rtt"^';:;r'-'^"-n^

'»iver. = " ^««'''« to lis utiha,,,,y „-

Yours with a ,vhole heart.
To the same. ■*• ^- ^•

My dear sister:_Your vorvf^f f"' °"=- •*' ^S30.
feen answered sooner. WieT I, '';°"='" '° ''='"'^
l^vinj C|.,rlot.c for thi, 1 c" l"'," "' ' ""' '>''"«
«" an invitation from the Bo 'tis T T'^''^^ '^"i-
'!'«"' '(.rough the win tr " d f ""? "° l"^"^'' "'"'
^'■""l" be mutually 4ea '," ™"" ""^. '^ "

'"" engaged to bo LtU^tt -' '"" "'""'= "^ «l'!r

g^- ^S'vcn time, before!

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received your letter. I was unavoidably prevemed from
leaving home as soon as I wished, and my engagement
here was such as made it impracticable to visit you on
our way here. I did not arrive so soon as I had been
expected, after all. We are however here. Our jour-
ney was very fatiguing, especially to Mrs. Covell. She
has been quite ill since our arrival but is now better.
Our condition here for the present is comfortable ; pros-
pects for the future not flattering. We board with a kind
family, have a pleasant chamber very well furnished. I
have made no engagement yet, for a longer time than
three months. Whether I shall is not certam. The
general feeling and manners [of the people here are dif-
ferent from those in Vermont. From the little I have
seen, I conclude the customs of churches and ministers
are different in some unimportant things. I say they are
unimportant, and yet these are the very things which
often have most influence over our feelings, because they
are constantly occurring and constantly felt, and there-
fore are more cfTective than a few important considera-
tions to promote or prevent our happiness, to mspi-e our
purposes, govern oui conduct and decide our destiny.
******
There is a great revival of religion in Hamilton. Pro-
fessor Sears of the Institution who is now preaching to
the church, has baptized a great number. Additions have
also been mado to the Presbyterian church. There are
some indications of a revival in Madison. Two or three
have recently obtained hopes and others appear very
thoughtful.

You will accept for yourself, Mrs. Brown and th?
children, assurances of affectionate regard, from your
brother, Alanson L. Covell.

Another letter of March 28, 1831, to the same sister
informs that ho had again bccp vjslicd with affliction-

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Mrs. Covell havinf* hppn v^r„ • i

Madison and was °heaT„ Whl, K ""J ^' ^'^ '»'''

vHlage fo„r miles wes! of ult'dT,''/ "'""'"
prospector,.. ...i„i„,,,J:-;l't"-J-..

Again to the same:

f^VuVe^iorowg-^, Ausust 13, 1831

My dear sister r-Your letter was re^eivprl . . /
la^ appy to hear fro. you a^.^^t'^J^'l^-
was of some consequence to you, because it wouhl h
a reply, you shall without delay be favored whht ""^
return. lam glad to learn you are to T '' ^^^"^

appointed one to commence the 5.h in7 Dr ^ ^^ ^T
chuteh have had a meetin, wLeh ;,e?';Sf d.t
Fifty, U was hoped, were converted durin. li^l,^ *'•
and others have been since. He ha fan, V TT^'
thirty. ^^ baptized above

Professor Whitman was married to Miss iv.vi, i ,
week. This is about all the news I cafth „t of '' ''''
yon. I know very well the narrative o^recen, n ""'*"
es is not all which gives interest ,n '''"°""='='"'-«nc-

Yetyon know .his d^eswrrter"""' '"'"'•
to correspondence, and i^ always ,he:;'s^l3;-;:'trr
odier omission.. Besides, it requires on y a si "h? r "^
of memory to inform of passi'n, even.I, w S'a't
greater effort is necessary to fill a sheet wihoriJa
ought and sentiment. A facility i„ ,Ms last par, X
a my opinion, constitutes the most hapnv Lrntf '
etter writing. Now I do not make theSptli:
this skill in correspondence. When, therefor ?
■W concluded a statement of all the facts ? intend' to

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communicate, I find it very difficult to proceed-except
to say, "yours affectionately," or something like it*
You will not, then, I suppose, expect much in the re-
mainder of my sheet which will pay you for the perusal.
I am glad you have visited sister Wolcott. Did she
converse with you on the subject of collecting materials
for a biography of our lamented father? Has she writ-
ten to Mr. Morse for the papers in his possession? We
should all be very glad indeed to see them— whether any
ihinJT should be published from them or not. I hope she
or yourself will write Mr. Morse on the subject. I woukl
write to him myself, but I do not know him, or the place
of his residence. I hope I shall hear from you again
soon. With usual remembrances,

Your brotherj

A. L. COVELL.

To the same :

WhUeshoro\ Oct. 22, 1831.

My dear sister:-! hope you will not attribute ray
delay in answering vour last, to any want of aUention to
It, or want of desire for a frequent interchange of letters.
I have for a few weeks been reaUy so occupied in one
way and another, as to find very Uttle time indeed for
writing or reflection. While Sa.ul vas sick, I spent
ray time entirely with her. After hei recovery we were
gone fiom our society a good deal, and our folks begaa
I'd be quite impatient for more lectures and vUits, «SiC.—
Some were even quite dissatisfied, and though^ I tpent
less time among them than I ought. For two fc^vS
previous to this, I have been constantly engaged in visit-
ing and preachinr^. This week I have suspended all to
ac'company Sarah a part of her journey home. I re-
turned yesterda y morning, havin g b een gone four days,

" Mii this, as iu many inbtauces,hc is manifestly too sevcifo upon
himself.

ALANSON L. COVELL.

SabbatlK I had recently beea gone one Sabbath oVa

i"ab.r„:XtL '""'', "°"^'"'"''' " •'— -^«

piauie, now that I may with more satisfnrt.Vm t« .k
nexl sprin. .pend „ few weeks in v , f I" ':„ '■:'";
fnends a. ,he nonh, and in Cheshire. So I must t v L

"ts7" nf r",'™'^" - I -n this win ir '

Mrs Covell's health was poor when she lefi though
much improved from what it had been. She enZed
•he journey to Troy quite as well as we eTec "d A
break ,n the canal interrupted our ride in le boa. a1

WednesdaT 1 n^'" " "?"'"" ^"'''^ ''"^ Whitehall,

.™.berassoonl:ti4':;:■^.S:L rLt:r

I feel the loss of her society oery uuck. I expected , J

n all other things, experience teaches us vastly more

nan everythtng else. I hope however that our uLn"^

."en mny prove beneficial to Sarah. Her morhe Tl

Kneht ol her care one wmter more. If here we shonl,1
e out a great deal in the cold and often t„ ^^ wh h

»reat while we may have a home of our own « But r
ave sister, al,no.i aono hoping for much of h.pptss

ne at t"' u ""''''" '""^ ' <■"'' ^ "isposition'o!
!;i!li^!-!!:!j!!!!!^!!!ljl:^^^^ vet I have seen

' Thoy had never yet kc; t house, but L.oarded out.

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enough of life and of men, lo convince me that the earth
is cursed for man's sake, and that in sorrow he must
dwell upon it all the days of his life. My thoughts have
lately been more upon the clianges and miseries of this
life, and the reasons we have to hope for a happier and
immortal stale, than usual. I do certainly think an in-
telligent and pious expectation of a happy immortality is
the richest boon of heaven. What is -^ur existence
without it ? What can cheer the heart oi him who really
expects lo die, and perish like the brute? But with this
hope of living forever— of being hereafier exempted from
sin and suffering, and conlirmed in holiness and felicity
—how desirable is our exixtence, how high and glorious
our deslliiy ! O, it is infinite benevolence in the great
Author of our being and of our redemption, to give us
full assurance of the fact, that we are immortal. Shall
we, my dear sister, shall loe, after a few years of change
and sorrow here, be admitted lo a happier state? Shall
we have more perfect and adoring views of Him whose
"goings forth have been from everlasting?'' Shall we
see as he is, the glorious being who delivers us from
sin, and will at last redeem us from the grave ? Shall
we with millions and millions of happy, exalted crea-
tures, enjoy forever an inierchange of holy and congen-
ial sentiment? Is not this enough to remove all our
despondings of heart? Why should we be dismayed at
ihe tiials of 'nhis present lime?" They are really
"unworthy to be compared v;ith the glory which will be
revealed in us." Let us cheer up our spirits, and amid
all the ills of life "bate not a jot of heart or hope,"
knowing in whom we have believed. He will keep
what we commit to him till that day.

I thank you for your account of your protracted meet-
ing. I should be very glad to hear the result of ihe other
which followed it. Give me all the news you can. 1

ALANSON L. C V E L L.

hope Sally w,ll be successful in soliciting Elder Morse
for our father's papers. We ought to have had them
long ago. Do not fail to write very soon and very often.
You knovv I shall need your letters very n.uch this win-
ter. I will try to be punctual in answering them. Give
my love to each one of the chUdren and to Mr. Brown.
Youraflectionate brother,
Mrs. D. C. Brown. ^^^^^on L. Covell.

To the same:

Whilesboro, Nov. 29, 1831.

Mydearsis,er:-Yourlet.er dated .ho 13,1,, was re-
cewed m due time, and would have received an earlier
answer had my lime not been much oecuj.icd of late ia
pastoral duties. Our folt, .hi„k i ,,,„ „„^|„. , „^^
keep me a home, and n.ako a great .nany ..^^^Jo.
vists and ectares. I have endeavored to gratify ,hm

with a b"d 'T , ' It "'=="■ '"■ ^"y »-'» "

wuh a bad cold, which has often made it very difficult
10 preach I am now very nearly well of this. I should
be very happy ,„deed could I inform you that all oM
evemn. meettnss were such as you have described you"
«o be. No unusual i..dications of better days exist a"
present ,n our society. I baptized five at our last com-
munion. God grant the revival may long continue with

Ihle^e nf"""' P""""'^«' »i>»So i" the religion*
Ed r M M '■™'-.™'^';''"»"y- I »ni glad to hear that

Messed m ihe Lord. You will oblige me very much to
remem er me affectionately to him, Ivhen vou'nex s e
him. Protracted meeiinss are as frequent in this vicinf-
ty as they were m the summer. I have attended two
withm a few weeks. Wc have had none here yet. W.
probably shall have this winter

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I I M0» R OF

M my other things I meant to have written in answer
to your, 'hi^'h relates to the ovi al i ' " d rusty pro-
fessi rs." I hi.ve only rooui to m) thai my wisJies ^tq
the same as yours, though I fear my heart is not as
penitent. If not an ''old," I am a very *' rusty" pro-
fessor, and need to be re-quickc? jd. l^ou will pray for
me. Give my love to your husband an^ 'lildren, and
believe me

Ever you. affectionate brother,

Al \NSON L. COVELL.

Mrs. D. C. Brown.

To the same :

\lUteshoro\ March 2, 1832.

My dear sister: — I will no longer deny myself the
pleasure of saying I am grateful for your last, which was
duly received. I had long expected it, and had several
times been on the poll' of writing to enquire if you were
not sink. 7 is I should have done, had I not been called
stway lu p a-aeted meetin^'^ o much that I have hardly
found ti: 3 to read the lett^ have received. For two
or il 'e weeks my time ha. ivn still more occupied at
home. We have now some revival here. I have to go
from house to house, night and day, to sec and help those
who are mourning for tlitir offences against God, those
Avho are equally pained for their awful backslidings from
the Savior, and those who hope in his mercy and are
trying to learn their duty. This work is as fatiguing
and exhausting, as it is pleasant and uninterrupted.—
About 20 have embraced religion. Many of them are
members of Presbyterian families, but having been
awakened in our meetings they make the same do nand
upon my attentions that any others do. The revival
commenced in our proiractcd meeting, which commenced
the first week in last month, and continued nine days.—
Our church are quite awakened to a sense of their obli-

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do noe think however than ther^ L \"v Tr f; ._^

called a general
ir hearts are

yet what ought to be

not be.

revival, and I fear there will noi dp

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in Whitesboro', which U^^ZZX^a " TT'""
.nany are convinced oC .heir evil wavt . ' '"''

ancient jailor "Sirs J ! .'^ ' ^"'' "^ "'"' ""^

Mr. Galusha has :;:' ^r" ' '" '" '^ •"^^'■'"-
^ouBii peace in beiievL ""'"=' *"""' h^^e

Asitnil'ar state of i'feX"'"' 7",?" ='^™''-^''-
in our county. ° ' " ""''>' ^" "« churches

I Imve but a moment this morning ,o write n„
Jon the brevity, and receive it as a ,okel „r , ■""■;
would !,ave written, not as the a« of vl I fe f! "' '
and your dear family. * * ^^^'^^ l«el^for you

Your affectionate brother,
Mrs. D. C. Brown. ^' ^' Novell.

To the same, April 7, heliys :

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h» was to be blamed. My lot in this respect is much
he was to oe ^^^ acknowledge

easier "'="'''>"' ;fjJ'^No„„e calls it in question. The
tamerstontobevald^ NO ^^^^^^^ „„,)ihatthe

„„ y plea .3 (and that a m ^^^^^^^ ^^^^^^^.^^^ ^^^^
ordinance .s not ~ » ^^^„ ^^p^i,,^ ia

^cr:^te!;;:t^o.be.o— .andothe.
soon. Ten or twelve have joined by letter.
To the same : ^_ „,Aa,,6„,„', April IS, 1832.

•.„,.! have onlv one moment which I can
My dear stster -I have onjy ^^ ,„ ^^^

devote to this letter , anc. this ^_^

that by Divine P«»7'°»_l"f^ j laU lenve home
Wednesday the second day of May J sh

- r .1:e^rrh;vTrnrn:^'n1e: some unhapp;
you by the time 1 nave . m^ for me

event arrests ^ »"''^, ,\' "Th/reason of this I wiU
,0 stay more than one n'S' '• J'"' ^= ^y heaUh

PTnlain to vou more fally, when 1 see you ,
TvS good, though I a»>-i.htve,, m„,i f.^ e^,

""'T^^cfsS \'XEhtmica, to_
1 rlin" 1 one to Sally, requesting her to meet ..
raornm,. n ^^^ ^^ yourself.

acyourboase. My love to j ^^^^^^N L. Coveli.

The contemplated short visit was made, being a di-
The CO. ump ^^.^ ^^.^^^^ ^^ j^^ „„„,,,

gression '"^^^"^In home. From a letter to bis
:-te;t::,TNo^.\2,m., we take tire foUowin.

«M, dear sister :-When I received your last.Id,
.JtlJl that so long a time shouU .aPse befo.^^^
answered it. U was put iiuo "•Vj-^^^^Le almost
going to a protracted ^-"""l^/j'^^gsTathe vicinity,
jjie whole time since, to similar nieeuuoa

ALANSON L. C V E L L .

This, with several extra church meetings at home, and
more than the usual proportion of funerals has left me
very little time indeed for anything else. I find as oae
year succeeds to another, the duties of a pastor become
more numerous and arduous. I used to find far more
lime for leisure and improvement than I can at present.
Certain it is that there "remaineth a rest for the people
of Godj" and happy indeed it is for us, if in this state
of anxiety and toil, we are sustained by the hope of it.
**********
I found but little at Charlotte for a Memoir of our
father. Mother told me that the subject of a Memoir
was very much talked of at the time of his death, that
there were materials enough for a volume which might
have been easily procured, but it was not done— that the
n.aterials uhich might then have been collected were
now lost : that his writings had been lent or given to
one and another of his friends, so that she could not now
kQow where to inquire for them. Do your knoAV whether
sister Woicott has written Elder Morse on the subject?"

To the same : »

" JV/iilesboro\ Jan. 21, 1S33.
My dear sister:— I received your last just as I was
leaving home to attend a protracted meeting. I have
been from home most of the time since.

I have recently made a new engagement with the
people here. I have engaged to settle with them per-
manently, as their pastor, or at the least for five years.
They have raised my salary to ^i;500. This will give
us a little more certainty for the future, than we have
had for a few years past, and a little increase our means
I of living more as we desire. We intend to commence
house keeping in the spring. * * *

There are so many ways for us to be disappointed in
jour safest calculations^ that I do not alloAv myself to

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indulge any very strong hopes of the future. Life and
health and every thing are uncertain. May God pre-
pare us for all that is to come. * * * *

Mr. Wooisey is now preaching with great acceptance
to the secoFxd Baptist Church in Paris. There has been
a considerable revival since he has been among them,
and a great increase of the congregation. They have
lately built a new raecting-hou'-e which is to be opened
for divine worship next Wednesday. Dr. K. is to preach
on the occasion. A protracted meeting is to follow.

Mrs. Covell joins me in affectionate regards to your-
self and family. I hope you will write soon.
Your affectionate brother,

Alanson L. CoVELL.

Mis. D. C. Brown." \

Whiteshoro\ July 9, 1833.

My dear sister:— Perhaps my best plea for not writing
sooner, is to plead " guilty." Do not however be " strict
to mark my iniquities," else T must be condemned by all
my friends, as I have done nothing at writing letters this
long time. My only apology is, that I have had for the
last three months so much more than usual care and la-
bor, that I have found no leisure for correspondence, or
study, not even to premeditate my discourses for the
Sabbath. We are as you expected, "keeping house."-
Thcre is vastly more care and labor in "keeping houise"
than there used to be in being kept. I think however
we shall find enjoyments peculiar to ouv present situa-
ation, more than equal to its perplexities. Our friends
here are all very glad to see us in a home of our own,
and many of them are very kind. They made us

''Donation Party," two weeks ago, and for once, filled
our house with people, even to overflowing. Their
presents are quite a help to us.

ALANSON L. OOVELL.

Mrs. Corell has hr,cl very p„or health since I last wrote
you, and ts now but just able to keep about the house.-
For myself have found .bat sawing wood and keeping
mir garden, have contributed verjr much to n>y health "

It .snow several weeks since I have wri , „ 'o„
parents ,n Char o.te and I have as yet received no an
s«r, from which I conclude .hey are all well F°,il
n»d mo.her talk of visi.inj yourself and siste; VVoT cC
III August or September.

We attended the anniversary at Hamilton last month
winch was rendered unusually interesting by the pres^
o« of Mrs. and Mr. Wade, just returned From Burtna
«ll. two natives, a Burman and Karen, amon-. the fir t'
converts to the Chris.iun faith from th'eir resp'ec e n
oas. The.t appearance is very singular, and wherever
liiey go, great multitudes flock to see them. The Bur
,»aa,s below the common stature of Amerieaas; the
Karen just about our common size. Their comple. on
.drker than our native Indians, whom they resemble
|.»ch more than they do the Negroes. TJ,ey wear Teir
fcair long, which is done up in a white turban tha ev
wear upon ,hc.r heads. They wore each r biacl 1 se
!.« which came down about to the knees, tna e ve^

ntt)] , ^>f"'';. un-'orstanding Burman as well

^ Englisn, mterprets from us to them and from them to

,^. Many questions were thus proposed to them, relat-

I ? to Iheir country and ours, to the religion of Christ

of Gaudama, their reasons for renouncing the one

. mb.-ac.ng the o.her, which they answered very

■ly an mteiiiglbly. They see a great many thin"!

re wh, h occasion great surprise, and often great de-,

ikould loll-- 7^ ''"'" '"'''"''^ "'■^' '^'"'^"""^ fcere

hst,ngu„hed from them: when in Burmah thev can

"« a dtscple as soon as they see him. Seeing a com-

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pany on their way to church very gay in their dress and
their conversation, they soberly asked, "What God do
those people worship?" A question which it is possible
some might find it inconvenient to answer. They have
been one Sabbath in Utica with Mr. Wade, and very
soon we expect them here.

Four of tlie young men who graduated in June, are
with their wives destined as missionaries to Burmah.-
Mr Wade spends the summer at Hamilton to teach them
the Burmari language. They will all go to Burraah,
probably, next year, with the natives who have each left
a family there.

Nothing very interesting has lately occurred m out
society. Three were baptized yesterday, and seven
joined us by letter. The general state of religious feel-
ing is however very low among us.

Mrs. C. joins me in affectionate regards to yourself
and family. You will please recollect in reading this,
that I have written ar fast as I possibly could, and find
it now too late to mind mistakes.
Your affectionate brother,

Alanson L. Covell.

" Whiteshoro\ Dec. 5, 1833.
My dear sister :— Your last was received four days
since. I was very glad indeed to hear particularly from
yourself and your family. We are prepared to sympa-
thize with you in all your sickness and trouble, aad to
join your hearty thanksgivings to Him " who holds our
souls in life," and has delivered us from all our dangers
and fears. Give my love and Mrs. Covell's to your dear
children who have been sick, with my earnest hope that
they are spared to be a blessing to their parents, to each
other and to the world. Mrs. Covell, as you have hoard,
has been very sick, " nigh unto death." One day her
physicians thought she was dyiog, and could not survive

ALAN30N L. COVELL.

the day. But God has raised her up again. She has
rode out a fe^vr times and sets up in her room nearly all
the day. For a few days past, she has not been so well.
We think however that she will in a fe^y months be re-
stored to her former health. Our little Elmira has been
from the first, a very healthy, strong, active child. We
think of course, that she is very bright and handsome.
After her mother became so sick, we were obliged to
find her another nurse. A lady in the village h^vinir
lost an infant child has taken her, and will keep her as
long as we wish. She thinks every thing of her and
takes uncommon good care of her. For the present she
IS as well off as she can be, and is only a few rods from

We have taken a family into our house this winter
and board with them. I found it vastly expensive to
keep house With hired help. Two girls who had no
interest of thoir own, could not do as we wished them
to, though they did as well as girls generally do. We
get along much better now. We have locked up all our
things except those wr use, and have no care but for our
own room. Our rent pays part of our board, so that our
expenses are less than half what they were before We
have a very kind, pleasant family, who do all for us that
we wish. Our greatest inconvenience is in receiving
our friends who call upon us. But we do the best we
can for them. We shall commence house keeping again
m the spring. Your kind enquiries for our expenses, &c.
I am not able to answer definitely, as I have not yet set-
tled with physicians and others. Some of ray bills I
expect will be large, yet I presume not so large but I
shall be able to meet them next year. We have receiv-
ed a great deal of assistance from friends about us, which
has made our expenses much less than they would have
iJeen. I shall know more about all this in January.

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I never knew people so kind in sickness as we have
found them here. They could not have done more for
their own relations. Their kindness will never be for-
gotten.

I am now obliged to close. Give ray love to each
one of the family. Mrs. Covell desires her love to you
all. Your brother in sincere affection,

Alanson L. Covell.

To Mrs. D. C.Brown.

Whitcsbcro', March, 19, 1834.

My dear sister :— You must not think hard of me for

not writing sooner, when I tell you a literal truth, thai I

have not had time. I have a number of letters on hand

unanswered which have been delayed much longer than

yours. *

We held a protracted meeting in our Church in Feb-
ruary, whic!i continued two weeks, and has hardly stop-
ped yet. Perhaps 30 have "received the word gladly."
Fifteen of them have been baptizt-d. More will be soon.
The Presbyterian church commenced a similar meeting
soon after ours closed, which has been followed by very
similar results. We have meetings of some description
every day and evening. This with conversation with
those who call, and visits in families requires more time
than I can possibly command. Yet I have no wish that
the work should ever stop.

Your affectionate brother,

Alanson L. Covell.

Mrs. C. D. Brown.

Whitcshoro\ April 23, 1834.

My dear sister:— Your letter was received a week

since. I have been gone from home, and so busy as to

find no time for any thing but to preach and pray. A

few days before I received your last, I had made airangt-

ALAN30N L, COVEtL.

ne go New-York „. my ,oom* as i. was so difRcult
for rae to leave home. It has been a very »reat disa,.
pcmmen, to me, and from your letter, I perceive it wUI
le to you. But I have found the life of a mini e7 to
consist ,n sacnficins himself for the good of others Ijl^
tl,ere .this left for us all, that God°makes ^lle final t
po^al of every ove^nt in life, in, he most wise and happy

* *

I am obliged to write in the greatest haste, and have
oalir t,me to send much love to you all, desiring von to
write soon, and expecting to see you here before long.
Your affectionate brother,

Mrs. D. C. Brown." ^ '''"'^'"' ^- '^°^"■'•

To the same, May 5, he \vriies :

The religious interest which has for some time past lee,,
fekm our congregation is I fear rather subsitij. There
H however st.l great union and friendship among ch-is-
"ans, and much engagedness in our prayer and confer-
ence meetings. A few persons are asking the way to
Zion.and one Imie boy thinks he found pardon in the
Savior last week. Yesterday was our cotlimanio,,. h

diurch. The house was full of people, who all lisiened
It 7"' „«"^'>"™'y- "We love him because he
brst loved us," was the subject of preaching, and I can-
not but hope that the love of our divine Savior was seen
m Its transcending excellency, and felt in its movinc
power by many. O may it be the sweet theme that shall
move ray tongue forever.

nrmn!^ ''="' *'»S'"«'' <>' "«' Convention to attend the A„m.

yr.

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Mv dear sister, is it not an infinite favor, that in all out
feats and troubles, we can approach the presence of our
reconciled God and Father, and know that his ear is ever
open to out cry, and his roerciful hand evet teady to be
reached out for our deliverance? Blessed be las holy
name. He will hear, he will answer our prayers. The
more I experience of the ills of life, and the more I ob-
serve them in others, the more I see and feel the value o
Z precious promise, " Cast thy burden on »>» Lord and
he will sustain thee." I have no doubt that t ts w.ll te
verified to everyone who heart.ly trusts m it Omay
God enable us to trust in him with all our hearts.

Next week I am going to a Protracted Meeting. In-
deed it is with me not much different from a protracted
meeting all the while, as people ate calling on me, ot 1
I hem, ot we ate holding meetings almost constintl,

Inkind affectionaud the blessed hope of a beUerwotU,
lamyourbtothet, Av.anson L. Cov.u.

Mrs. D. C. Brown.

ALANSON L. COVELL.

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CHAPTERIV.

Reflections ; The Pastor in the Closet or tha w .
continued mostly by journal ' or tiie History

car, shull lie not hear? He that nm.lo tl.n L ; ,,. '""nod the

How consoling to the believer in the Lord Jesus Christ
this precious portion of truth. What a consciousness o
safety m the assurance, that our glorious Author and
final Disposer IS intimately acquainted with all our
organization. That the "outer" and "the inner man "
m all their mysterious connection and reciprocity of ac
tion are plain to his all comprehending view. "He"
needeth not that any should testify unto him of man, for
He knoweth what is in man - of course he is intimate! J
acquamted with all his varied need, competent to appi
all his circumstance-possessed of all "the treasures o'
wisdom and knowledge," he erreth not in adaptation
hence the individual and the species may exclaim "hJ
(loeth all things well." ' "®

It is sometimes matter of wonder to us, " who are but
of yesterday, and know nothing," that persons who an
pear to be worthy of all good things should nevertheless
suffer privation and discomfort. It seems s^.e to u,
00, to behold one who gives abundant evidence o/havinl
been much with Jesus, distrusting the nature of his oil
exercises and fearing that he is impelled to strive after
hohness by unholy motives,-such as a desire to appear
holy in the eyes of fellow men, a wish to appear xlZ
owned and blessed of God in efforts to serve him We
wonder, too, to see such an one filled with self-abase-

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Dient, excessively amicted with it; but He who saw fit
to appoint unto the great apostle of the Gentiles, a thorn
ill the ilesh, on account of "the abundance of the reve-
lations," well understands what is uost needful to every
peculiarity of mind among his chosen servants. If there
be "diversities of tperations," there must also be diver-
sity of counterbalancinc; circumstances, lest any " be
exalted above measure."

This view will account unto us, for the exceeding
lowness of self-estimation in the subject of our present
Memoir. Though destiiute of the advantages of a " lib-
eral education," he was eminenlly acceptable and suc-
cessful in the ministration of the holy word. The God
of nature had given him a speech "like the pen oC ;i
ready writer," and the God of all grace had caused tiia
" heart to indite good matter;" of course he ever found
the listening ear and the applauding tongue. Had he
not also been blessed with native modesty in an usual
degree, he might, under these circumstances, have be-
come self-complacent and vain glorious. Mr. Cowper
speaks like one experienced, when he says, " O popular
applause, what heart of man is proof against thy sweet
seductive charms." If "the fear of man bringeth a
snare," doth not also the praise ? "How can ye believe,
which receive honor one of another, and seek not the
honor which cometh from God only 1" Of this Mr.
Cove II was fully aware, and was continually fearful cf
the deceitfulness of his own heart, and seems to have
maintained a constant jealousy over himself for God,
and appeared at limes to refuse that which was his hon-
est due.

.Wherever his location, from the beginning to the close
of his ministry, he never, as the phrase is, " preached
away his hearers." Increasing numbers and attention
almost invariably marked his course. His powers ot

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.lu ,Jat.oa were happy, and .,i, application of divine
.ru.l, ever per.m™., forcible, and a. Ics pnn4„. H .
wa, not only blessed with the talent of Zf"!. ,^„
""""' •: ''-'"^•'""• '0 every one's cons „ce "^d tf
S.v,ng the gospel trumpet its accents of certa nTi ,o eve
ryauduor, but occasionally to wield "the sword of ,, I

row. Many a self-complacent moralist felt the edce of
h.s remarks; many a boastful Deist found the unanswer
nblenest of h.s arguments; and men from b""h trete
classes, were made humble, happy believers under 1.
«un,strauon^^ Yet the weapons of his warfare were „ "

werTver I'd "°' "T"''""' "° "'""^'^''"^ -^ """

might of God's own appointed means, for "the pull „'

own of strong holds- nor did he trus't in va W i f

-while h,3 popularity was increasing-while he was
becoming „,ore extensively known-and while each new
acquaintance became a friend, the sense of his own !n

VVith aratoful wonder, he ascribes all the praise "to the
glory of Tr,s grace who had called him."

And now, in selecting chronologically from the abund-
ance materials before us, we have come to the main
body of his '<joun,al... And hereupon the subject of
makng extracts, have paused and prayed, and 'destred
know how far might with propriety, draw from a

Wrtl nT"', '' "' """""' •« be strictly private.-
Written not with a view to meet the public eye but to
assist himself in his endeavors to become morj s'pi'itual
mmded, more holy unto God. While pondering on ihis
O bject, the last words he ever u ttered, let me alone,»«
_J These words were iu reply to an offer'Tiiu.ething ta we. hU

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have run*' in my ear with disheartening effect, and I have
been led Id question the propriety of thus invading the
repositories of the dead. But noticing in his journal
how much his own mind was benefitted by reading the
diary of others, and believing too that "as face answer-
eth to face in water, so doth the heart of man to man," I have
arrived at the conclusion, that true humility will not
withhold aught that will have a beneficial tendency .-
« We are not our own, we are bought with a price ;"
and shall not gratitude to Him "who hath purchased us
with his own blood," make us willing to subserve h.s
blessed cause in any, every possible manner? Yea
cause us to overcome the shrinkings of (perhaps a false)
delicacy at thought of having the veil of privacy with-
drawn, and the transactions of the closet disclos^dj?-
" Freely ye have received, freely give."

THE JOURNAL.
"Monday morning, Dec. 1, 1834.
For a long time I have been deeply convinced of the
necessity of being more holy in my affections, and in the
motives of my conduct. When I look back upon my
reli-ious experience, I see the most decisive and lamen-
tabfe evidence, that if I have been a christian, 1 have been,
in point of true, vital holiness, " the least of all ;" that if
indeed sanctified by the grace of God, it has been in the
lowest degree. I have not been worthy to be called a
christian. How few have been the seasons m which I
can now say, that I was at all devoted to God. And yet
I have openly professed to be a true and hearty christian.
I have taken upon me the office of a public minister of the
Lord Jesus. 1 have received the approbation and conh-
dence of the christian ministry around me. I have le-
ceived the confidence of the dear church of my Savior.
Her highest and most sacred interests have been com-
mitted "'to mj trust. She has looked to me, to cl^erish

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those iQterests affectionately, and to promote them ar-
dently and constantly. The church has had a right to ex-
pect this at my hand. But O how deficient I have
been. How little deep, ardent affection for the character
and interests of Zion have I felt. How little have I en-
deavored to promote her prosperity. I have indeed oftea
performed very arduous labor, and endured great faticrue
in the service of the church, but much of it has been
mere bodily exercise, and has profited but little. Had I
been in my heart more devoted to my calling ; had I
more affectionately valued the glory of my God and Sav-
ior j had I more ardently longed for the prosperity of his
church, and the eternal salvation of my fellow men the
same labor I have performed would, I have no doubt
have been f^ar more useful to my christian brethren and
to the world. Not that I think the a.-nount of .or and
usefulness, would even then have been only very incon-
siderable. But it would not, I am persuaded, have beea
so scanty and self-condemning as it is now."

He proceeds with some pages of confessings and self-
reproach and closes the entry of that dav with the fol-
lowing supplication.

Lord, do thou grant that this may be at least the
beginning of repentance and amendment. Help me still
to reflect to search my heart; to study and ponder thy
word Help me to detect the sins of my heart; leveal to
me a 1 my defects as a christian and a minister, and
humble me for them. Give me a deep sense of the
obligations, and imbue me with the spirit of my office.
O make me holy ; assist me in duty ; make me faithful
and humble. O, grant that I may be the means, under
thy favor and by thy spirit, of awakening the feelin<rs of
my brethren in the church, and of fixing the attention of
the unpardoned upon thy " great salvation." O, do thou
awaken the church, awaken sinners, and glorify thyself,

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We have seen by his communication of the following
March, that the desired season of "refreshing from the
presence of the Lord," did come upon himself and people.
We pass to " Dec. 8. I have this day found very little
time for reflection and prayer. My dear companion is
low on a bed of sickness, and has been for nearly three
weeks. This, with the attention I am obliged to give to
our dear little one, employs my time, except what is
necessary to devote to other cares. Yet I feel more than
any thing else, the want of being fully and decidedly
fixed on the attainment of holiness. I do hope and pray
that God will assist me to persevere. O my God, 1
pray thee, take not thy holy spirit from me. Restore
«nto me the joys of thy salvation, and uphold me by thy
free spirit, that I may teach transgressors thy way, and
sinners be converted unto thee. To God my Savior be
all the glory. Amen."

'•Dec. 16. I have been trying to prepare myself to
make a new, a cordial, an entire surrender of myself and
my all to the will of God. I long to be truly and wholly
consecrated to him ; but I fear to enter into any written
covenant, lest I should not do it from a full understand-
ing of my case— from such convictions of judgment, and
motives of heart, as God will accept and bless; or lest I
should not maintain it, and add to all my other ungrate-
ful sins, that of breaking my covenant. This fear, tho'
judging from the past it seems well grounded, does not I
confess, satisfy me that I ought not to adopt such a
measure, and use my utmost efforts to live agreeably to
it. I am now reading for my spiritual assistance, the
biography of Payson. He adopted such a measure and
was much bless d in it. bo did our lamented Boardraan.
So have many others who have been most eminently
blessed of God and useful to the church. I think it would
be my greatest happiness to follow on in the luniin-

nna

oothTirnv nf thpsG " holy brethren." Oj my God,

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give me wisdom, give me humility and grace, that I mav
advance far beyond my presentste^ .f religious feelingJ^

fl 7^\u'u^-^^' ^ "^^ y^ar h:a commenced, and its
firs Sabbath is past. I have made but a poor b gLnin '
with It m my religious course. I do hope in t leTe "
of God to be a^better man at its close. YesterdayT /-
deavored to address my church plainly and affectionately
on the necessity of awakening to more fervent zeal and
to more active engagedness in the cause. The day was
excessively cold and the congregation very small. Our
communion season was attended with less interest than
usual. I felt that I had labored with but little effect In
the evening we had a church conference and prayer meet-
ing. It was a time of unusual interest. Many of the
members seemed very much awakened and appeared verv
fervent in prayer. Many were confident that God was
about to pour out his spirit among us and revive his work
0, may it now begin. By the meeting I felt admonished
and encouraged. It was made very plain to me, that I
was far behind all the rest in deep anxiety and believin-
prayer. I felt to renew all my determinations to be
more piayerful and faithful. God being my helper I
Will endeavor to carry this determination into effect
After some reflection upon them, I have in the presence
of God and I hope in his fear, adopted the following re-
solutions for the coming year. 1st, By the grace of God
I am resolved to pray in secret at least three times every
day J nothing shall prevent this, but sickness, or some
mii^nous duty, so laid upon me by the providence of
God that I cannot omit it. 2d, lam resolved to read
Bome portion of the Bible every day, for my own person-
el improvement in knowledge and holiness. 3d, I am
resolved to be far more faithful and diligent in pastoral
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been before. 4th, I am resolved to be more plain and
faithful m preaching the word to both saints and sinners.
5th, I intend to Ijeep a brief record of my own progress,
and of the stale of things in my congregation for the coming
• year. O God, I acknowledge thee as my only hope and
strength, to enable me faithfully to keep Lese engagements
for this year. O, do thou be pleased for thy mercy's sake,
to grant me direction and assistance to perform these
and all other duties to thine acceptance."

The succeeding page records the appointment for a
" protracted meeting " in his church, his own resolutions
and desires respecting it, and his continued acknowl-
edgement of unfaithfulness. "Jan. 10. God has beea
pleased to show me more of the dreadful depravity of
my heart. For two days past I have had a clearer dis-
covery of the pride of my heart than I have had before in
a long time. I perceive that I have been full of vaia
conceit in all my duties as a minister. I have sought
my own honor more than the glory of God. I have been
more concerned for my roputation as a preacher in my
congregation than I have for their eternal salvation. 0,
what a'' dreadful sin ! What horrid guilt. Can a min-
ister of Christ, " who made himself of no reputation,"
have such a heart as this ? I see, gracious God, how
vile I have been. O, may thine infinite love forgive me.
O Lord, I pray thee make me humble. Subdue my soul
by thy grace, and qualify me to live for thy glory and
for this alone."

He proceeds for several pages to heap reproaches on
himself, and to enumerate pome outward embarrassments
which he now sees have been needful from the hand of
God, (reluming to his own words,) ''to humble me, and
make me belter, that I might be more useful. The cases
1 have mentioned are only a few of the melhods God

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has employed for this purpose.* O, thai I had always
seen and " regarded the operation of his hand." O,
may his grace now sanctify me and begin at last to make'
me something nearer what I ought to be." "Jan. 11,
Sabbath morning. Rose earlier than usual-read a
chapter and tried to pray. Have not enjoyed any spe-
cial freedom in prayer, yet have in some degree been
enabled to desire that God may assist me to-day in
preachmg his holy word, and that he would visit the
congregation ivilh his spirit and presence. I have some
desires that the name of God may be glorified; but fear
they are more selfish than holy. Yet I cannot say that
my soul 13 without anxiety for the salvation of men and
for the name of Jesus to be glorified. O, that I might
desire it more and more. I long to know distinctly, what
It is to glorify God. I long to be humbled at my Savior's
feet-to have no will but his-io have no interest save
the great work to which he has called me. I can now
see clearly that this is indispensably necessary to the
happiness of a minister. If he is but half devoted, God
will not bless him— he will have no prosperity in his
ministry. This will make him ashamed and miserable.
At the same time this half devotedness will unfit him for
the pleasures of the world, even stich enjoyments as are
allowable. It will disqualify him for all worldly business;
he will be perpetually perplexed, disappointed and em-
barrassed. He can neither raise his soul to heaven, nor
sink it down to earth. He hangs in equilibrium between;
he IS in distress at the idea of either prayer or preaching.
This has been too much my condition. I hope and pray
that God will deliver me. O, may he this day come
among us; may he set my soul at liberty! May he

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n.A I 'i ?f [tbe Lord] shall sit as a refiner and purifier of silver ;
Si. ♦? » . ^'""^-^ ^''^ ^^""^ "^l^^^'- and purge ihem as gold and

n,.L » M V^''^.'".?7„o'^«'' »nto tl»e Lord an olTering in rightcoiiB-
ness." Malachj, iii, 3, * *'

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open the hearts of his people to pray, and of sinners to
attend to the word."

For several pages he seems to have obtained help of
God to look deep into the human heart, to discover the
secret turpitude, the hidden abominations thereof; and,
as might be expected, the view appalls him. Under date
of Jan 12, he says:—

" O Lord I pray thte heal my backslidings. Not only
reclaim me for this time, but heal my heart of an inclina-
tion to backslide. O, do thou grant me so much of thy
grace, and of the enjoyment of thy love, as will qualify
me for the effectual discharge of the duties which are
immediately before me. O, my God, I pray thee, if
consistent with thy holy will, to visit us with the out
pouring of thy holy spirit in our " protracted meeting"
which is to commence to-morrow. O, giant thy people
deep humility, and an ardent spirit of prayer. O. be
pleased, I pray thee, to come and awaken and convert
sinners among us for thy name's sake. Amen."

*• January 13. O, may God grant that my soul may
be brought out of this trouble. I have been trying to
pray that God would if possible forgive my past sins-
justify and accept me in Christ— sanctify by his spirit
and restore me to the enjoyment of himself— give rac
assurance of my acceptance with him, so that the ques-
tion of my safety may be determined. I long to have it
settled, so that doubts shall harrass, and fears distress
me no more; so that I can venture all out into the cause
of God as his child, his redeemed, his appointed and
approved minister, and devote all my energies to induce
others to come to him and live." " Our prospects for a
good meeting, are decidedly encouraging."

"January 14. This morning my soul is in considera-
te heaviness, though I have, as I think, some little trust
and light in the Lord. I do pray him to send out hii

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light and his truth. Last evening we had a very solemn
d.co«rse from brother Simmons: from the words Cu.
« down, why cumbereth it the ground." Afte ermoa
we hadaprayer-meeting-very dnll and unin ere,™"

Aft do!:::" r ''••"°'"'^^'' -■• -"'" •» =- ht;

Alter Closing, the ministers seemed very much disheart
cned except brother Hutehins, he holds on. O may "
ye ave the blessing. I do no. feel willing . ^Z 1
«, though I desire God to give me far more feeling'baa
I now possess." ** "

, ,7T7 .'^' ^"""''"^ ^^' ' eood day in our meet-
:.;r' f"'" "•"» ■"" ""''^"-ing fears had am -

pa el. It appears that God is on Zion's side "

January 17. This morning I do have coura-^e and

conhdence to believe that God is with us and wiU bless

January 18. "Bless the Lord, my soul, and all
iha. 1, w, bin me bless hi, holy name." God »ave us in
our meeting yesterday, fresh encouragement t! beUeve
and ,0 labor." "This is the Sabbath. O, may it b «

somewhat comlorted and humbled, but not enough. I

pray God to humble me more and more."

"January 19. What reason to be thankful, God has

.ard and ai^wered prayer for the mighty ow-pouring of

IMS spirit. Yesterday was a day of his power. « The

tl.e Lord did valiantly." Brother Brown was enabled to
preach m demonstration of the spirit, and with power."
"January 20. This day I am thirty-one years old.-
0, what a sinner I have been. May God help me to
become a better man. God was with us in our meeting
yesterday. O, my God, I thank thee for what thou hast
lone. O, make me more humble and devoted, and give
me a praying spirit. Help me to be honest, fervent, and

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help me to prevail. Bless my dear wife. 0, revive
her. Have mercy on her sister. Great God be pleased
10 make her a convert."

"January 21. Our meeting is still very solemn and in-
teresting, though last evening it seemed to have come to
a stand. A chill seemed to have come over the minds
of the ministers. They could preach and pray well, but
not with that holy warmth and effect which they had
done. My own soul was most lean and barren of all.-
My mind has been under a dark cloud these three days.

1 have had no fervor in prayer, no expansion of thought
in speaking. My soul is shut up. What shall 1 do?
O my God, I cry to thee. I know I am a sinner. I
deserve to be forever under the hidings of my face. I
have grieved thee, by my sins, to retire from my soul. I
have not striven against the pride of my heart as I
ou^ht. It has appeared in my prayers, in my exhorta-
tions in my whole course of duty in this meeting. I
have' been selfish. I have wanted a great many to be
converted and join the church, that our numbers might
be greater-lhat our influence in town might compare
better with that of other churches-that our name as a
church might be more respected and honored. I have
indeed endeavored to suppress these feelings. I know
Ihey are wrong. I despise and hate them, and at the
same time love and cherish them. I covet still the ap-
plause of the congregation. My fickle heart, my vam
conceit, still rise within me. I have made some efforts
to subdue them, but they have not been effectual. I am
still under the influence of these most detestable of all
sins. O, that I might be humble. O Lord, my God, I
make it a di:tinct, and most solemn prayer, that thou
wilt fill me with humility."

« Evening. This has been a solemn day in our meet-
ing. I have made my own case known to the church,

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anew. Brother Brown oilered a very solemn and affect-
.ng prayer for this. 0, my God, I pray thee hear nd
answer. Grant that I may be a new preacher and a new
pastor to this people. Grant me a measure at least of

by Holy &p.r:t I made this request of my brethren
oecause I thought it necessary. I felt that I greatly
needed the prayers of christians, and of the church I
made the request because I thought it might humble my
pride to make my case known publicly. I made it also
because I thought it might be one means of promoting
what I have of late begun to seek for, viz: a far higher

egree of consecration to God. And now I here record
It as my fixed and most solemn determination, by the
grace of God to live agreeably to the request I have pub-
licly made, and to all I have expressed during ihis meet-

ing.

January 23. This morning the presence of the Lord
has seemed to be with us. Some who seemed not to
have been sufficiently awakened are more deeply im-
pressed, and will, I hope, find the Savior. Young con-
verts appear strong in the Lord. They speak with
unusual confidence in our meetings, seem tender, peni-
tent and humble, and express unusually strong desires to
be wholly devoted to God hereafter. I hope and trust
that some others are yet to be brought into the kingdom,
though the work of conviction does not seem to go on as
It did. May the Lord bless us and help us to act agree-
ably to the great mercies we have received."

"January 24. Last evening the meeting was very
solemn. Some persons came forward for prayer who had
never been before. One man in particular who has been
very hardened, intemperate, profane, and desperately
opposed to protracted meetings. He seems now to have
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ual and lasting; but God i*j able to change him into a
humble penitent. O Lord, I pray thee have mercy on
his soul. My own mind is not yet set free from sin and
doubt and fear as I wish to have it. I am under a cloud
of darkness, and feel unprepared for the duties I have to
perform. I have just been thinking that God may have hid
his face from me, on account of not having gone to one
or two of my brethren, as I ought to have done, and en-
deavored to enlist them anew in the cause of God.
Lord, I pray thee forgive me this wrong. O give me
access to those brethren, and do thou bring them back lo
duty."
• The meeting still continued and prospered; his own
progress presents about the usual detail of self-abasemt-nt,
prayer, and occasional enjoyment. He says, "January
29. This morning I am almost sick in body. About
the same state of mind that I have had for several days.
Yesterday I was so incessantly engaged in visiting aud
in conversation, that I omitted secret prayer, except once
or twice, and then I had only a moment. I know this is
a dangerous way of living, besides being a violation of
my new year's determination. O, my God, help me t-;
delight in prayer, and to practice it more faithfully."

" February 2. Last evening our conference was very
solemn. I do hope God is about to revive his work yc(
more and more. This morning I have to leave to attemi
a protracted meeting in Clinton. 0, may the Lord carry
on his work here while I am gone. I can hardly go and
leave the work here, yet duty plainly calls. Lord, I
pray go with me, and help me to preach and pray, in lie
spirit and with thy power. Grant that great good may
be done ia Clinton."

February 12. Ten days have passed away since ?
have taken this paper in my hand. One week of ihv
time I have been absent ; the other days I have been £u

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constantly engaged, that I l„vo l,a,I no lime for writin,

.a« too K.c„.,ou-orn down nn,. .xh,,u„ed ,vith tt

abo of the past month, ,hat I have been disqualified for

or°"o,l "1 "' "'"" '"" '"'' '""« ---n P^^^-
to me. Others less so. My health is now better and I

mean to be more faithful. The ,vorl< has gone oTZ^
us. It ,s however less interesting now than it has been
lfl»<l great eon.fort in visiting my ,.eo,,le. Some a,e
ye enqu,r,ns. May ,he Lord bless and save. O Heav-
enly Bather, grant me thy spirii,"

"February 19. Thismorningmy ,„i„d ;, ,„„. j ,„
iar indeed from having attained to that stale of sanelifi-
cai.on wh.eh I desire. I wish to be really given un and
Jevoted ,0 God my Savior. I long lo b. fmed to eh
with saving eflecl to my hearers, but I fear my motives
■ n this may not be altogether right. I may ,vj>u to be a
successful preacher for the name of it. To have it said
often, ^,at my church is very mnd, prospered, a", tla I
am a very humble, active, efficient minister. O how un-
worthy are sue motives. How must Cod abhor them,
hey are vmnally a desire that God would give to me
a,e glory winch ,s due only to his eternal, infinite son.-
0, ray God I pray that such a sin may not he laid to rar
charge. I have not deliberately cherished such a spirii.
Yet It may have been in my heart. O Lord, if ihy all-
searching heart and penelraling eye, has seen this sin in
me, I pray thee help mo to banish it from my soul. O
Lord I confess to thee, that on this point I have great
reason to fear and tremble. I pray ihee, give me faith
and perseverance to overcome all my sins and bo lilted to
«rve thee. Cut [ should enquire what moiives and feel-
rags are necessary ihal this desire to be a successful
preacher, may be accepable to Cod. 1st. I ought ,o pray
be made a .successful preacher from a sincere desire to
Honor and serve Christ, and to fulfil his merciful desi..ns.

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ga. From a well-grounded, undoubling conviction that
all whi' ti »* ovt»'*'^^ in the Bible concerning Christ is
trM« 3d. • ' "^ P""^^' disinterested, ardent desire to
savo »W^ \yn at 'ell^w-meti. That 1 may realize these
con6id<tafions as 1 o Ught, I will try to n.ake each on. of
thtJli ihe subject of reilection and prayer That I may
tm^ Uad jnoiives on this subject, I will endeavor 1st,
To f^I as iiidilTt'rent as 1 Jin, toward anything which
maybclliun ^^ of '^id, either good r bad, about my
Bcrmor.s. 2a. J will try if possible .a compose and
preach ihcm for God, and not for the people. I will
preach to them, not for them. 3d. I will endeavor not
10 «pt'ak of my sermons if I can well avoid it. Lord
help mc in all these things to be faithful to ray word.-

Amen."

"February 27. The two past days have been chiefly
6p-nt ill pastoral calls. Have preached a lecture each
cvcMin- Had some liberty in speakmg, but yet have
not'airaiiied that skill, and readiness, and energy in
preach! n- for which I am resolved to seek. I do earnest-
Iv hope ilie Lord may yet anoint my soul more fully to
this '^reat work. This day I shall devote chiefly to the
preparation of my sermons for the Sabbath. O Lord,!
pray thee to help me to serve thee m it. Amen.

M irch l-Sabbath. This has been a good day to me,
and I think to our church. In the forenoon, preached
the funeral sermon of a little girl, aged about 15 years.
S^e died in peace, and I trust sleeps in Jesus. At nooD,
baniizev four persons-pleasant time at the water.* In
the afternoo n Elder J. Peck preached on the suffermg c of

"~^n9 was not Iho first baptismal season during: that rcvivi.
1 Ins was rioi I » j beciiiibe they will summar

Suvcrul such entnes have ^«c» PJ ,,^ j his custom to b -

ly be noticed '»».l"f ^^"'-'^ Ha had tho privilege of a line natural
tizo pu «o>n'n"'""".^"f •di.^anco U^^^^ uicetiug-house, and had
?,?,= a^^ tTpr-^rto ^epai^ to it during his residence
in tUftt placb

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Chrtst. A most molting and heavenly sermon. AAer
.ermon we admini.terod tJ.« Lord', supper. Pleasant
time. At the clo.e, en,n.ed to rni>e .1.! year ,^100 fo
domestic m.ssions. Plea.aut conlcrencc in the evening '
Adver.inff to a season of heaviness, he says, -Marcli
5. ihis.aornmsr, feel somewhat dillcrent. C | seem,
nouo have cast mc ofl" for my neglects. I am resolved
to egm al my endeavors anew. I do this mornin. fe,i
willing and determined to exert n.yseif mere than rhave
em done for the good of my people. 1 niean hencefo^Ih
to look upon this churc!, and society as the field God lias
g.ven me to cultivate for him. 1 mean to try to do al
for God and not for myself, neither for mv people as the
great obje.r but for God, who I hope has calied me
(though uihrely unworthy) into the gospel of his dear
son. For him i ought to live and labor. From him are
all my hopes, and to him I will endeavor to devote mv
(lays and my services. How solemn it is to ask the in-
visible, omniscient and heart searching Jehovah thus to
guide and assist me ! O may I be enabled to keep truth
and covenant with God. I was reading this mor.ioff
that nothing should be done ' through vain -lory ' q
what a necessary caution to me. I was reading too' thai-
Christ ' made himself of no reputation.' It was no part
of his design to secure what we should call a hMi repu
laticn among men. This with him was never a motive
to even a single acilon. Could I thus feel and act how
much more holy and acceptable to God would my labors
be. I desire to imitate my Savior in this beauty of his
character.'

' March 7. My mlad and body have been for the two
, t days, iu a very languid state. I have done next to
nothmg. Of course have enjoyed nothing. This after-
aooa have attended our weekly caurch conference. My
ioul did in some small degree take a n^w start. The

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Lord I hope has not ^vholly left me. To-mght I have to
nleet my Bible class. May the Lord make this one
means of good among us."

« March 12. By almost incessant labor and fatigue I
have become quite exhausted. 1 feel a languor and de-
bility which I cannot throw off. I do not wish to attach
too much importance to this, or to attribute to it any
decrree of religious indifference and languor which I
ou^-ht not to. Yet I am certain it has a very unhap-
py^afluence upon my spiritual state. My former re-
ligious habits have been very inconstant and unsettled.
My mind has never for a very long period of time, been
under that degree of divine iniluence which 1 now desire
In consequence there is in my soul an acquired and
strong tendency to declensions. Against this, O Lord,
help me to watch and pray."

" March 13. This morning my mind iias been some-
what encouraged. I do not feel as ardent in prayer and
other duties as 1 have done at other times. l^«t stUn
am resolved to endeavor to pursue my way and labor lor
more conformity to God." His "lights and shades^'
of feelinn- continue for several days much as we have
already r'ecorded. He says again, " March 19. Have
ihis morning been somewhat refreshed in prayer, in
readincr the scriptures, and in reading some in the Me-
moir ofBoardman. I do desire and intend to imitate
his holy and imi)ressive example. Especially his con-
stant prayerfulness, his unreserved devotion to his
Snvior'swill, and dependence on his grace ; his ardent,
constant desires to be useful ; his assiduous endeavors to
devise means and ways of usefulness; and his tireless
perseverance in carrying his designs into execution.
Lord I pray thee, assist me to walk in the steps of thy
dear 'departed servant. Be pleased to endow my mind
and heart Wiiii mose jjuta aHu ^^'^^^s -f.

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SO eminently thy friend and willing servant. O, make
rae disinterestedly devoted to thyself, engaged for my
people as he was, and as I rhould be. But I know that
I ought to take no human character for my model. I
know ! ought to make the requirements of the Bible ray
rule, and Christ my example. O that I may be enabled
10 do this more fully than ever I have before."

" March 21. I have just finished reading the memoir
of Boardman. I think the perusal has been of very
great seivice to me. Dear precious, departed brother.
Though I never saw him, I feel most ardently attached
to him from the record of his virtues and labors which I
thank God I have now perused. How delightful it will
be to meet such men in heaven. It has occurred to me
very forcibly, why should not I be as laborious, as intent
on devismg plans for the spiritual and everlasting good
of my people as he was? Why should I not survey the
whole range of my church and congregation, make my-
self familiar with their present state of mind and spirit-
ual necessities, and devise the most wise and efficient
means for their eternal salvation? Why should I not
regard myself as a missionary sent from God to this
people? Why should I not be as constant in prayer for
them, as intent on studying means for their good, and as
vigilant in all my labors in their behalf, as I should if
this was really a heathen town and city, and I had been
sent among them as a missionary, to live and labor and
die for their salvation? All this is certainly necessary.
It is all fairly and fully embraced in my obligations as a
preacher and a pastor to this people. I cannot feel justi-
fied in aiming at, or attempting anything less than this.
But how far docs such a design exceed all my former
views. May the Lord help me seriously to consider
this matter, and to pray much in reference to it.
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such a course of faithful labor performed really for God,
will q'jalify me lo enjoy the society of Boardman, & Brain-
erd, &lMill=^,an(l Judion in heaven. If I now possess the
same spirit, if I do what God requires of me fiom the same
motives, if I act for the same great end, and seek God
from the same sanctifyin:,' inQuence on my soul, I shall
become qualified to be their associates in heavenly joys
and services forever. Blessed hope. But how much
more should I be animated by the desire to imbibe the
spirit and imitate the holy faithfulness of my Savior, and
his sanctified Apostles. This will prepare me to enjoy
heaven with them. O may I keep this ever in view, and
make Christ my example in all things. Evening. Have
had a very encouraging meeting this afternoon in out
church. I was rejoiced to find that several of oui mem-
bers have been deeply exercised of late, and are praying
with considerable assurance, that the holy spirit may
not be withdrawn from us, and that other sinners may
yet be converted. O may their prayers be heard ia
heaven, and soon answered among us."

« March 22. Sabbath. I feel this morning not all that
peace and joy which I think I did one or two days ago;
but I feel something of the same consciousness of ac-
ceptance with God through my ever blessed and most
merciful Redeemer. This is an uncommonly tedious
and stormy morning. I hardly expect to see any person
at meeting. Yet I hope and pray that the Lord may be
there and^make it a pleasant day. Evening. Had not a
very pleasant time at meeting to-day. Had scarcely
any thing I could call a^'cess lo God in prayer, I was
somewha't low in health, and very hoarse j but there are
other reasons which I may and ought lo assign for it.
The weather was so very inclement in the morning, that
I expected few if any would go out to meeting. I felt
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have to preach. I was not very veil pn-parcd, haviqg
bestowed but little time and study on my tcrnions.--
When, therefore, I came to the house and found a jjoodly
number assembled, I was disappointed, ap.d havitvg suf-
fered my mind to get oiT from the idea of preachFng, I
found myself quite unprepared for it. I felt g<)me guilty
for my desire to omit preaching, before meeting, but
more so after, vardsj this probably was one reason'why
I was no more interested myself, or interesting to otherg.
Another reason was this. I had not prayed for that
special help from God, as I have done in other Sabbathff
when I have enjoyed more of the presence of God in
preaching. O may the Lord forgive me for these sins,
and assist me never to repeat them. I was wrong, very
wrong to feel as I did in desiring to be excused from
preaching. It was wrong because Isf, it seems to be in
direct imnsgression of the command which binds me to
be " instant in season, and out of season." Had I acted
up to the spirit of this command, I should have been as
ready and as glad to have preached to half a dozen people
to-day, as to preach at any other time. 2d, It was a
feeling directly the reverse of what a preacher or a pas-
tor ought to cherish. A preacher ought to be so much
engaged in his work that he would long for opportuni-
ties to preach and not even wish to avoid one. A pastor
ought so to love his flock and so intently to seek their
good, that he will rejoice in every occasion he may en-
joy of doing even a little, to promote their spiritual in-
terests. 3d, To feel as I did was very wrong, because
I am convinced, on reflection, that my reluctance to
preach arose more from a fear that I should not appear
well before the people with my hoarse and weak voice,
and undigested sermons, than from any thouglit that
God would be more honored by having no meeting, than
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been ready and glad to think and pray and write, that I
might enkindle a warmer flame of love in the hearts of
only two or three persons who love our blessed Lord and
Savior. Christ has promised, though he is exalted to
heaven, and surrounded by myriads of holy men and
angels, to come into the place whpre only " two or three"
assemble in his name. How willing ought I to be then,
to labor and pray with all my heart, for the spiritual bene-
fit of only two or three of my flock. O how the kindness
and care of the Great Shepherd puts roe to the blush.
4th, But this was wrong, because the feeling was so
evidently opposed to the providence of God. While I
was making up my mind that only five or six would
attend, God was collecting nearly a hundred. While I
was unfitting my mind for preaching, God was collecting
people to hear me, and the very best kind of hearers,
persons who were willing to drive through the storm and
mud three or four miles to hear the word. He was col-
lecting his own dear people whom he bought with his
own blood, and whose comfort here, and fitness for heaven
he was desirous to promote by this very Sabbath meeting.
I was therefore disqualifying myself for the very work
he was preparing to my hand. This was nothing less
than acting against God. 5th, How sinful the feeling
for one who is in Christ's stead watching for souls, to be
glad of a storm so that those precious souls cannot come
up to the housoof God to hear the word of their salva-
tion. How must the God of salvation regard such a
feeling in a minister ! But I desire to confess these sins
to thee, O Lord, and never to repeat them. I desire to
seek for far moie eminent qualifications for my office. I
intend hereafter to take special pains to preach the
precious word on stormy Sabbaths, for the few who attend
at such times certainly deserve the special prayers and
laborsof their preacher & pastor. May I never forget this.

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This evening I have felt a little restoration of spirit to
my Savior's love. The events of this day have tau«h:
me that my piety is yet very low. May the Lord help
me to improve. Amen."

''March 23. That which more than any thin- else
has brought my heart to a confidence in " the record God
bath given of his son," is the clear discovery I havelhad
of the need of a mediator (in my own case at least) to
reconcile the heart to God. I have no evidence that
the Almighty Sovereign of the Universe will hold the
least intercourse with me, or any other sinner on the
subject of pardon and salvation. If he should conde-
scend to do this, how could I appear before him? with
my present ignorance and guiltiness and proneness tp
sin, I could not appear in iiis presence and plead my cause
before him. Therefore I see and feel that I need a me-
diator to undertake for me, and bring about reconciliation
between my soul and my God."

My dear sister : WhUesboro\ March 22, 1835.

God has been pleased once more to favor our church
with what wo usually call a "revival." I should think
that nearly 40 persons have professed to have found hope
ia the Savior, during the winter. I have had the pleas-
ure of baptizing 27, and four or five others expect to fol-
low them in the same blessed way next Sabbath. We
held a protracted meeting in January, which was the
means most blessed of God for the conversion of sinners,
though the work had commenced before the meeting
opened, and has continued since its close. Good Mr.
P.P. Brown was with us through the meeting. He was
perhaps never more "filled wiih the spirit," or "enrich-
ed in all knowledge and utterance," than in that meeting.
The Sabbath after the meeting opened, he seemed really
like the " Angel of the Apocalypse, standing in the sun."
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proclaimed the everlasting gospel, as it seemed, with the
Holy Ghost sent down from heaven. During that day
and evening, the anxious seats kept constantly filling up
with weeping sinners and penitent backsliders. Some
were made to rejoice in the God of their salvation, and
with streaming eyes besought their friends to ' turn
unto the Lord." Many confessions of sins were made
by old professors, and by men awakened to see how
they had treated the High and Lofty One. I expect to
see but few such Sabljaths. This perhaps is unbelief.
But I do rejoice and thank God for what he has done.
O praise the Lordwith me, and let us exalt his name
tc'ether." This season of refreshing nas been a very
g.reat blessing to myself. During the summer, while you
were here, and after, 1 was as desponding almost as
Jonah, and had no liberty, and thought I did no good in
preaching, either at home or abroad. I had sometimes
almost determined to ask a dismission and seek another
field of labor. But I feel now entirely contented and
willing to continue and toil here as long as it may seem
promotive of the Divine glory or the salvation of my
fellow creatures.

I was very much rejoiced in the visit we received from
Elder Matteson, on his return from his western tour.
He preached for me all day, and preached with a most
searching effect upon the minds of christians. Please
present my kind regards to him when you see him.

I have not much time to write this morning ; so I will
not quite fill up the sheet. Shall I not hear from you
soon ? Give my love to ail the members of your family,
and accept the assurance of continued affection from

Your brother,

A. L. COVELL.

Mrs. D. C. Brown.

"March 31. I have- found some satisfaction this

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morning ia readiris: in the book of Daniel. I have com-
menced retainer thi^ portion of scripture through. O,
that I may discover and copy the excellencies "'of this
great Proj)het. His unconunon prayerfulnes?, simple
and entire d; p.-ndence on God, deserve my imitation.
His decisioa and e!U'rQ:y in the execution of this duty;
his fearlessness before kings and mighty men; his firm,
full and faithful declaration of the word of God to them'
show me how I ought to preach and converse. May I
be enabled in some degree to imitate this holy man."

Increased enjoyments and continued desires for
greater attainments mark several succeeding pages.

"April 6. Yesterday 1 felt greatly unprepared for the
duties of the day. My unpreparedness I am sure was
the result in a great measure of a low and languid state
of mind during the week. I had however made the de-
termination to go forward in my duty and make the best
improvement of the day in my power. Just as I was
going to open the meeting in the morning, father Read,
an esteemed friend and minister, came in and preached
for me both parts of the day. I felt so relieved that I
could hardly express my gratitude for the providence.—
But it occurred to me afterwards, that my supposed
gratitude for the favor God had been pleased to bestow
upon me, was more the fruit of selfish gladness than of
real love. May the spirit of all grace sanctify my soul
and invigorate all my powers to love and serve God as I
ought. May I have wisdom to profit by the events of
every week, and of every Sabbath, and correct the errors
of my heart and life as God reveals them to me."

Whitesboro\ May 2, 1835.

My dear sister:— Your last letter was received three

days since. I was prepared for the news it brought me,

by a line from Elder Matteson, received two or three

weeks before yours. It gives me very great joy to ieara

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that God has in great mercy appeared again to your view,
as your Divinely glorious friend and Savior. How great
his love towards us. How kind to seek after us— to
watch over us in all our ways, and select the hour of our
extrenaity, to show delivering grace, and magnify his
perfections in our view. Verily, God i3 faithful by
whom wc are called into the fellowship of his son.—
Having commenced a good work in us, he leaves it not,
till it is carried forward to perfection. "O that men
would praise the Lord for his goodness, and for his won-
derful works to the children of men." Be assured, my
gratitude to God for what he has done for you, shall be
mingled with yours, and my earnest prayer shall be
offered up to the Great Shepherd and Bishop of souls, that
his effectual kindness and care may be the safety and

solace of your future days. '

*******

We still have the hand of God upon us in repeated
sicknesses. Mrs. Covell has not been out all vvinier.-
Most of the time she has been confined to her room.
*****

The state of religious feeling among us is not so en-
<:ouragins as when I wrote you last, though there have
been a few conversions since, and a good degree oi union
and prayerfulness still continues among our members.

Please remember me affectionately to Elder Matteson,
when you see him. His visit here I shall not soon for-
get. More searching discourses have not been preached
to our people at any time since the revival commenced
than his were.

Give my love to all your family, and to all friends
who ask after me. Let me hear again soon.

Your affectionate brother, A. L. Covell.

Mrs. D. C. Brown.

The journal coniinned makes mention of these re-
innf%toA cictnpccpe in hies familv. sTcat variaiious of feel-

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ing, but uniformity of desire to be in all tilings conformed
10 the will of «od. We pass to

"May 22. My dear companion has recently gone to
her father's to spend two or three months. I shall be
alone most of my time. O my God, n.ay I be assisted
to spend this time as I ought. Have just received a let-
ter from brother Dean, w!io left us a year since on a
mission to Burmah. God grant that he may be useful
and bring many heathen to Christ. O my God, assist
me in preparations foi the Sabbath, and in it/ duties
when it ardves."

May 2i. On account of ill health, I have not been
out 10 meeting. This has been a great disappointment
to our people. IMost of them went to other meetin-s or
returned home. The rest held a prayer meeting. llhas
been a miserable day to me. Feeble and trembling in
body, and languid in mind. My thoughts have been
wandering, and 1 liave been next to prayerless. O, may
the Lord pardon rae."

"May 25. To-day have been very weak, and have
accomplished but liiile. Have had, I trust, some small
de;::ree of religious peace. Feel resolved with the help
of God to be more devoted."

June 2. For the last seven days I have been in very
low health. Have had excessive pain in my head, but
the Lord has enabled mo to pray more frequently, and I
hope with moru fervor than I have done for some time,
I trust he has not left me entirely destitute of his spirit.
Though infinitely unworthy, yet he has enabled me to
enjoy a little of the comfort of Jiis grace; for this I de-
sire to praise his holy name. The crumbs that fall from
the table of his love are much too good for such a wretch
as I. I am sensible that I am yel a chiistian only in the
lowest degree. My views of God, of Christ, and expect- .
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audi living, deep realities to me as I desire they may be.
I think I can say from the heart that I do not aspire aficr
anything in this world. If I had performed all my Sav-
ior's will concerning me, and was leady to depart and bo
with Christ, how gladly would'l go. But 1 am con-
strained to admit, that this results more from dissatisfac-
tion with this world, than from prcparaiiou for the next.
More from weariness of myself than from love to God.
O, how deceitful my heart still is. May the Lord help
me to detect it. I feel a strong desire to hecoine a belter
preacher. To preach more for God and the immediate
good of men than I have done. Last week I a as as I
thought somewhat assisted in writing two ser.iions.—
Brother Tluss from Canada was here on tlic Sabbath, so
that I did not preach at all. God has been very kind to
me during my sickness. O, may 1 not forget his bene-
fits."

"June 3. This has been to mc a less favorable cay
than yesterday. My mind has been very low and feeble.
I have not been able to write much in my sermon. I
have tried to pray, but have derived but very little bene-
fit. 0, %vhat a sluggish heart I have. When shall I be
quickened to serve God as I ought? O Lord, I do n\r,t
humbly pray thee, enable me to possess greater energy
and to exercise it purely for thy glory."

"June 4. To-day have enjoyed as I trust a little of
that peace of conscience which true religion affords.-
Have visited a beloved brother in the ministry. A pleas-
ant interview. Have attended meeting this evening.-
Preachcd with some little liberty, and 1 hope with some
good effect. But to my shame and sorrow I record it,
that in prayer I was not as I ought to have been. la
praying for delinquent professors, made use of language
which reilected loo severely upon them, and which could
not have indicated a right spirit on my own part. my
God, I make the record of this confession to ray own

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shame, and wiili prayer for thy forgiveness. O, may T~
a smoer so vile, so often ofTmy guard, so seldom right-
may I find srace in thy sight. O God. I pray thee ojve
me a broken and a penitent heart for this, and for ail mv
sms.— Amen." '

6th. To-day and yesterday have enjoyed I think a
degree of my Savior's presence. I have not yet attained
thai nearness to God which I desire, but I see daily
more of my defects, and by prayer find my soul benefitted
and improved."

"June 7-Sabbath. This has been a better Sabbath
to me than I have enjoyed before in a long time. I had
prayed more through the week for divine assistance in
preaching, and I hope I have in some measure enjoyed
it. Preached in the morning oa the right use of the
f orld. In the afternoon on the "enmity of the world
c-ainst God." O Lord, I do humbly pray thee to bless
t'le day to the good of some. Tiiis cvenin- preached at
Ouskany, on the exaltation of Christ. Had' the attentioa
of the people, though I had less energy of feeling, than
of freedom of thought and expression.

And now, O thou searcher of hearts, as this day is
past, and I am about to retire for rest, I do most humbly
ask thy pardon for all the sins which may have been ii
my heart this day. Make me constantly humble and
holy, and help me I pray thee to do thy will."

"June 14. This afternoon we have had a good con-
ference. Several of the members were quite engaged.
In a part of the meeting I felt almost carried back to our
revival a few months since. God be praised for such a
meeting. O Lord, I praise and thank thy name that
thou hast done this for my brethren and sisters."

' June 18. This week have been more occupied with
things abroad, than in any week before in a long time.
Tuesday, attended the anniversary of our Foreign Mis-
sionary Society, at Augusta. Preached from Prov. iii,

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9. 10. Had but a small assembly, lliough a very com-
fortable time in preaching. Our meeting was consider-
ably ioteresting, and I iiupe has been the means of some
good. Yesterday went to Oriskany. Attended a concert
of sacred music in the Episcopalian Church, and deliv-
ered an address. Not a very interesting season. To-day
have visited some, and this evening have been out to
New Hartford to preach a lecture. Had a little liberty
in preaching. To-night I do not feel that sense of the
presence and goodness of God that I wish I did. O, may
the Lord graciously assist mo to grow in grace daily."

"June 25. Have commenced reading the memoir of
Harlan Page. Have been deeply interested in it. How
much more holy and active was he than I have ever been.
I desire to imitate his bright example. Have full of
late the necessity of being more active among both
saints and sinners. O, when shall 1 become what I

desire to be?"

"26. Have found to-day sensible benefit in prayor.-
In the morning fojnd my mind led to a passage on which
I mean to prepare two sermons. During tlie forenoon
wao assisted in writing one of them. Tliis afternoon
have visited three families, all profes-jors of religion
whom I saw. Since returning have found some comfon
in secret prayer. How infinitely gracious and mysteri-
ously coadcsccndiag is God to hear such a sinner's pe-
titions.

"29. Monday morning. Resolved on rising this morn-
ing, to devote this day mainly to self-examination, con-
fession and prayer before God. I have read over ray
journal. I find that my religious character has been very
defective. I feci humbled by the review. I have tried
to recollect my past life, and I see all along how perverse
my heart has been. In childhood and youth before 1
was enlightened from above, I was a- very great and
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induced my gracious God and Savior to seek after me by
his holy spirit, and call me to know his Will and receive
his salvation."

Some pages which immediately follow have been
transcribed in the former part of the Memoir. He next
says:

"In about six months after my V jptism, I commenced
preaching; and in three years was ordained pastor of the
church where I first began. I was married near the same
time, and in less than a year removed to another place.
I do not know that by this part of my ministry more thaa*
a very few souls were brought to Christ. There was a
revival in the church during the time, and thirty or forty
were hopefully converted ; but the revival commenced
while I was absent, and I was constrained to ascribe its
progress to other means than my labors. In reviewing
this part of my life, I find again very great reason for
repentance. It is four years last November since I came
to Madison, where I continued three months, and then
came to this place. For about one year I felt thai I was
almost useless in the ministry. Notiung seemed to pros-
per except that the church wery united, and the congre-
gation somewhat enlarged. In the winter (1831)^6
held a protracted meeting. I had felt, .for some time
before, the need of being revived, and saw it to be irr^pe-
riously needed in the church and among the unconverted.
In the meeting I was brought to see and deeply (eel my
need of being pardoned anew. 1 resolved by the assist-
ance of God to begin my life anew. I found relief in
prayer. I enjoyed that sweet serenity and pea-e of mind
which I think nothing but a sense of God's pardoning
love can bestow. We enjoyed a precious season. Pif.
ty-nine were added to us that year by baptism, and forty-
four by letter. I think I have never entirely lost the<
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say I have had a more enlarged view of my obligations
and responsibilities as a minister, and have been more
ready to meet them. But this is saying, alas, but very
little.

A year from that time there was again some interest in
the congregation, though only a few conversions. Bui
the year following, God was pleased to appear for us in
still greater power and love. The church was universal-
ly roused up. Forty-six persons were baptized, some
backsliders reclaimed, and a goodly number joined by let-
ter, making seventy or eighty in all. In that revival I was
brought to engage with more earnestness in my ministry,
and 'with more decided aims to glorify God than ever 1
had done before. But during the summer I very much
declined in zeal and activity. During the fall I endeav-
ored to reflect and pray more than I had done, but still 1
felt that my «?oul was very barren of the fruits of holi-
ness, and that my ministry was unblessed. This led me
to determine on far more active and persevering means
for my spiritual improvement. At this time, December
1st, I commenced keeping this record of my life. I did
it with a sincere desiro that God would make it the
means of great good to me. I determined that I would
make an earnest and continued effort to become really
holy and devoted to God. From the perusal of my
Journal, I see that I have often wavered in my resolution
and faltered in my course. I have committed many er-
rors, have failed greatly in my duties, and of keeping
the vows I have made. But God has been pleased in
infinite mercy, not wholly to withdraw his spirit from me.
He has given me, I trust, some access to himself in
prayer, and some seasons of sacred enjoyment.

In March last, I trust God was pleased to manifest to
my soul, a sweet sense of his pardoning mercy. I did
j-:Q^gg in him as my Savior. 1 felt that my trust was in

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i'his led me
ring means
, December
life. I did
lake it the
lat I would
;ome really
usal of my
f resolutioQ
d many er-
I of keeping
1 pleased in
irit from me.
> himself in
at.

» manifest to
ercy. I did

him, and that in amazing condescension and love he
owned me as his child. That joyful consciousness of
pardon continued with me for some time. But in a
measure I lost it again. For a considerable time past I
have enjoyed seasons of prayer, and have been enabled
to be far more constant and earnest in all my endeavors
than before, yet I have not that assurance of acceptance
with God which for a time I enjoyed a few months since.
That this joy of salvation may be restored to me, I have
set apart this, as a day of self-examination and prayer,
and I do feel to bless God that he has enabled me so to
do. While endeavoring to confess my sins to him, and
beg his forgiveness, I have felt some tenderness and pen-
itence of heart before him. He has as I trust once more
appeared for me and has made me in some degree to
rejoice in his pardoning mercy. I here raise my Eben-
ezer, and with gratitude say, « Hitherto the Lord hath
helped liie." To the praise of the glory of his grace
wherein I trust he has made me accepted in the Beloved,
I here record myself the chief of sinners, saved by the
infinite power and grace of my Lord and Savior Jesus
Christ."

This interesting and protracted exercise is continued
something more than two pages farther; but we pass to

"July 1st. This morning, enjoyed a sweet season in
prayer. Felt that God was near and very gracious.
Was enabled to rejoice in him as my Savior. O, may
I not be deceived. Christ has appeared to me this
morning as great and glorious in his character. I have
been led by this view of him to adore him aslmmanuel—
God with us. May he appear yet far more glorious and
lovely to my soul. I have long been troubled with 'doubts
concerning Christ. T have desired far greater evidence
that Jesus of Nazareth did live and die on the earth as the

trust was m ■ gibje deplares— that hp ia thp 9inp f^rn^A a«d

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heaven an intercessor for all those who believe in him,
I have wanted evidence of this., as clear and as forcible to
my mind as I have of the existence of God* But I
have been led to see, that my doubts arose from a bad
state of heart, rather than from any want of fevidence that
the Lord Jesus is the Savior of the world. I have found
that prayer does more good than speculation.! As I
endeavor to draw near to G.od in the character of a poor,
lost sinner, I feel the need of a Savior, and sometimes
reioice that there is an intercessor with the Father to
whom I can commit my cause, and from whom 1 hope for
eternal life. I do in my soul bless God that m Christ
there is hope for the chief of sinners. By his grace I am
resolved to seek him with my whole heart, and be en-
abled to devote my life without any reserve to his ser-

vice."

« July 4 To-day have enjoyed some access to God
in prayer. ' Have finished reading of the memoir of Har-
lan Pa^e Think it has been much blessed to me. Have
to-day attended and praye d at the celebration of our Na-

*««IPt not your heart he'troubled, ye believe in God, believe

1 • L " Vn those who reflect and reason no rational benigs,

also in me. ^/^^^^^.f^^j^.^/e « believe in God the Redeemer, as

in God the'crea torV A tile maker of the body he hath adapted

r, to tirworld in which >*e are placed; not only the primarvne-

v.rr,?t nil our incidental wants are amply provided for.
cessitics, but all our »ncm n . ^^^ ..^^„ ^^ ^^^^

^"""^ ^jS.vkiSfor the te/npe than for the spirit whieh inhabits
thougntfu ly l^ind i^.r the tcAiP^e body and not for the soul ? Pre-
itl Shall ^^"'l take care loriney i,e be considered "afaithful

the souU as or iM^ u ^ j ^ p,.ov sion. Is it not manifest

only solici udo is to a«c«"^f"j; ^V , „g ^h^ yery pro-

:itn we nee'd"' 'TheSTeein^ Z have a high Priest who can be
ZchedwTth a feeling of our infirmil es, let us come bold y unto
ZtLToi grace, u.ld find grace to help m time of need. ^^^^^

t " Then shall ihev know, when xhey follow on to know the Lord,
whether it bo true."

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135

iional Independence. Had no access to Gochn prayer. U
was all a form. I am sick of these celebrations. I be-
lieve their moral influence is very bad. Hope neVer to
attend another. This afternoon have had a very <rood
covenant meetiivjr. More than a common number were
present. More fMeling and activity in the church than I
expected. God be praised for this. One woman who
has for some time cherished a hope, related her experience
to-day to be baptized to-morrow. O may God hs praised
for this, and may many others yet be made willing bv
his power." *

"Julys. Sabbath." The amount of the first part of
this entry 13, a good day. Liberty in preaching. Bap-
tism at noon. Solemn season at communion. A branch
of his church was located in the factory village of Oris-
kany, three miles west of Whiteaborough, and, if I re-
collect aright, he held a five o'clock lecture there once a
month on the Sabbath. Of this day he savs, " At five
o'clock preached a lecture at Ori«kany. A still and sol-
emn meeting. Went home with a brother I had not vis-
ited before in a long time. A good visit. Monday,
visited thirteen families and a number of young people in
the factories. Had a good monthly concert ill the even-

ing.

7th. Continued his family visiting and preached in
the evening.

8th. Wrote letters and read some. "A languid day
it) body and mind."

We insert one of the letters :

Whileshorc\ .Tuly 8, 1835.
My dear sister:— Yours which I have been for some
time expecting, I have to-day received, ai.d as I have to-
day a little leisure, I will give you an immediate reply.
I do very much rejoice that God has once more set your
feet ijpon the foundation laid in Zion, and put a new

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scn<r into your mouth. I have endeavored to pour out
my heart in gratitude for what God has done for you, and
in s^jpplicaiion for his mercy to remain with you, to keep
and bless you ever more. I have before seen a letter from
Elder Peck, in which he gave an account of the covenant
meeting in Shaftsbury, and of your being present. What
an infinite mercy it is, that God does not cast us off when
we wander from him, but is ever ready to receive and
forgive us when we become truly penitent. I have
thought much of this of late, and trust I have in some
degree rejoiced in the forgiving love of my heavenly
Fa">er Nothmg can so enliven and melt my heart, as
the pardoning mercy of God, freely bestowed through the
Lord Jesus Christ. *

I am <'lad to hear you have a Sabbath school. It may
boa great blessing. Is Elvira a teacher? Does she
vet love the Savior? I think a great deal of prayer ;s
'euuisite to render a S. S. a means of conversion.-
Conversation of teachers with their scholars, m the week,
and when alone, is very important. How often may the
mind of a child be tenderly impressed, and their conh-
deuce secured, by kind and free conversation and solemn
rrayer with them, when .the recitation of their lesson
would affect them very little. I do think the Holy
Spirit blesses direct, kind and faithful addresses to ihe
consciences of young and old, as the means of their
conversion, more frequently than he does any other
means employed. Did every christian not only shine as
a bright and holy example of piety among men, but really
endeavor to pursuade and beseech them in Christ's stead
to be reconciled to God, there would more frequently be
joy in heayen over sinners that repent. What can be
m mt by the kingdom of heaven being like the leaven
hid in the meal, and by its constant fermentation attract-
in<r to itself, and identifying with itself, every surround-

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137

ing particle till the whole lump is leavened ? Does it
not mean ihat the church should be incessantly actinq
for the eternal salvation of men? That every member
should win souls to Christ 1 Should be a portion of the
leaven to attract the surrounding particles till all become
leavened ? May you, my dear sister, be the means,
under God, of opening to your family and to others the
savmg knowledge of the Lord Jesus.

My health has been miserable for six weeks past I
have had the same weakness at the lungs that I had last
year. I am now better. / know the climate does not
agree with me here, and expect finallv to be obli-ed to
leave, though I shall do so with deep regret, as my'heart
IS much attached to this people. But I mean to say, the
will of the Lord be done. I shall not leave at present.
I have not mentioned it at all except to ray relative*.
Let us pray for each other.

Your affectionate brother,

A. L. CoVELL.

P. S. Cousin Lemuel Covell is ordained Pastor of
the church in Athens, below Albanv. In the last Maga-
zine, is the following notice: "Mr. Loreozo O. Covell
ordained pastor of the Baptist Church in West Boylston,
June 3." Do you know any thing about him ?

Journal resumed.

" 9th. Attended a concert in a neighboring church.
Came home very tired."

10th. A humble fervent supplication. Choice of a
text. Prayer for assistance in writing and speaking from
it, and a desire for God to accompany it with his blessing.
Various and interesting exercises for several successiv*
pages, very similar to many already recorded,

" July 20. Yesterday in the morning Rev. Mr. Hoby,
from Birmingham, England, preached an interesting
sermon to our congregation. ~ " '

I do hone some* annd

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pressions were made on the minds of the people. Tn the
afternoon I preached in the Presbyterian Church in this
village. Not a very good time to me. Preached again
at 5 o'clock. A good time — solemn meeting. Spent
the night with one of the bretliren whom I had not seen
before in a long time. To-day have visited five families,
do not know that much good has been done. Apathy is
settling upon the minds of christians generally, apparent-
ly there is but very little prayer. Binners too are get-
ting stupid. Worse than all else, my own heart is much
too cold. O Lord, I pray thee, revive thy work, and let
it begin with me."

" 24. To-day visited a few families where I had not
been in a long time. Some part of ihe lime I have spent
very pleasantly. Hope some good has, been done to one
or two christians who had been for some time in the
dark. O Lord, I pray thee bring them in o the light.
Conversed with two unconverted sinners to-day. Both
appeared a little tender, but not all decided to ask for
mercy now. Conversed with one sick woman whose
husband is a universalist, and who appeared very unwil-
ling that any one should converse with his wife. Poor
man, when he shall meet God in judgment, he may re-
gret his opposition to the truth."

" 25. To-day have been in a very low and languid state
of feelinff. Found some enjoyment in reading in the
Bible, and in Bunyan's Holy War."

" Sabbath morning, July 26. Feel weak and faint in
body, and have not much energy of mind. O Lord, I
humbly pray thee, assist me this day. Enable me to
glorify thee in all I do. Bless thy people ; make thy word
a blessing to them, duicken us all according to thy
word."

" 27. To-day have been constantly engaged in mak-
ing family visits. Conversed with many christians.

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139

j^ome appeared glad of such an interview. Others were
less interested in religion than I want to see them.-
Some were in affliction. It was a great privilege to them
to have prayer offered in their behalf. This evenin- we
held a christian conference, to find out the spiritual state
of our members. A very full attendance. Many seem
strong in the Lord and are progressing in the faith —
Others seem to be ready to learn the wr.ys of the Lord
may they be recovered and kepi from the snare of
satan. Thia has been a good meelino- "

" 29. O how many things there are in this world to
becloud the mind, depress the faiih, and chill the ardor
of God's people; but wiih me, the worst of all the evils I
suffer IS, a heart so easily drawn away from my Savior.
Yet I do not despair of mercy, nor intend to leave the
path of obedience. Though greatly ashamed and con-
demned for my departures from God, yet I desire to
renew my walk with him and by his grace endeavor to
be more truly devoted and faithful. This morning have
commenced a sermon on inconsiderate and heartless
promises to God, from the parable of the two sons, Matt.
XXI, 28, 30. Help me, O Lord, to preach to myself and
reduce my doctrine to practice. Heavenly Father, I also
fear that too many of my christian brethren, whom I love
la the truth, have broken many of the solemn promises
they huve made, to labor in thy vineyard. I desire to
say something from thy word, which »vill be ihe means
of quickening them to a more decided and hearty engag-
edness in thy service. I pray thee, merciful God, assist
me by thy Holy spirit to prepare and deliver this sermon
in such a manner as will do good."

"31. This morning feel greatly depressed in body,
and languid in mind. Have found some relief in prayer.
I ihank God ior that. Blessed be his holy name that he

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tvill and does hear tV? cry of such a poor and miserable

sinner as I am."

August 1. In meditation upon my present condition,
in prayer to God, and in endeavoring to renew my reso-
lutions to Icve and serve him, I have found some comfort
and hope this morning. In reading Pilgrim's Progress
was instructed, admonished and encouraged."

2. "Sabbath morning. Uncommonly clear and pleasant.
How glorious do all the works of God appear. With
what joy and gladness should his saints go up to his
courts and worship. O, Lord of Hosts how excellent is
thy name in ali the earth. Thou hast set thy glory above
the heavens. O Lord, I desire to praise and worship thee
this day for all thy works of power and love, and for all
thy kind providences. Thou art intiaitely great and
good J and thy tender mercies are over all thy works.—

help me to praise thee with uprightness of heart."
'''i\ugust 9. Sabbath morning. O God, \ ihank thee

for this day— for health and reason-~for thy blessed
word— for time to pray— and for all I enjoy. Evening.
Have not had a pleasant Sabbath. Felt greatly embar-
rassed in preaching. Was very much depressed after
meetmg. At five o'clock attended conference. Only a
few present; still we had quite a good season. My
heart was a little revived by hearing the brethren
pray and exhori ; but how far I am from the true enjoy-
ment of God. My soul is under a dark and heavy cloud.

1 have wandered away from God. I have ' left my guide,
and lost my way.' ' O, that I knew where I might find
him ! I would approach even to his seat. I would order
my cause before him. I would fill my mouth with argu-
ments. I try to pray, but do not find relief.'

' 10. This iriorning ray soul is still in darkness and
trouble. I have not that peace of mind I desire. Leave
home on a journey to-day. May God protect me and
help rae ia all places to act like a christian.'

ALANSON L. COVELL.

He went north to visit friends and attend Mrs. Covell
on her return home.

"September 13. For one month I have been absent
from the people of my chage. This is the first Sabbath
since my return. It Avas my desire to return to them in
the fulness of the blessing of the gospel of peace. But,
alas, I am the same unprofitable servant that ever I have
been. I greatly fear that I have been more desirous to
be the 7tieans of awakening sinners, than I have that
sinners should be awakened and saved. It seems to me
this is impossible, yet I fear this has been the real state
of ray heart in this matter. O, how vile my selfish
heart appears. How infinitely abhorrent and loathsome
must it appear to the Holy^One. '• Self-seeking » ;is one
of my besetting sins. I see it, feel ashamed of it, strive
against it; but still it remains within me. O, that I
might be delivered from it."

"14. This morning have had some comfort in read-
ing the Bible and in prayer."

"22. To-day have visited the sick and spent my time
in domestic concerns."

"25. Am engaged and perplexed in making arrange-
ments for iiouse-keeping."

"November 1. Had to-day a little enjoyment in se-
cret prayer. In the morning had not much liberty in
preaching from the words, "thy kingdom come." At
noon baptized one willing, humble convert. I bless God
that the poor of this world are pressing into the kingdom
of God. O, that many may yet come."

"November 12. To-day received a visit from broth-
er Ide, late pastor of the first Baptist church in the city
of Albany. He came to bear to me the invitation of the
church to visit them, and settle with them as their pas-
tor, should we be mutually satisfied. It is wholly unex-
pected to me. It has greatly agitated my mind. I try

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10 pray anil ilclibcralc serioir-ly upon it, but gain very
little advantage. This evenin- I.ave attended a lecture.
Had somo liberty in trying to preach Christ to the few
who came in."

" 13. My thoughts are constantly occupied with the
prospect of chan Jng my pastoral relations. For a long
time I have been deliberating and trying to pray upon
this subject, witliodt knowing or expecting that any oilier
field of labor would be opened to me. Nor had I any
unwillin-ness to continue to labor here if it appeared to
be the will of God that I should. There were serious
considerations which made me think it would not be my
duty to remain he)-e much longer. One of these consid-
erations u, the health of my dear companion. The
climate is evidently unfavorable to hci. Repealed and
severe attacks of sickness have already done much to
waste the strength of her constitution. Not only her
physicians, but my own warm friends who are anxious
for me to continue here, agree with me in thin, and think
she would be far more healthy in a climate less humid.
This has occasioned very great anxiety to us both, and
has often urged us to the mercy-seat to ask counsel of
Ood.

Another reason why I have thought it might be my
duty to enter another Held of labor, should another be
presented is, that more pastoral labor is really needed
here, than I am able to perform. Our church and con-
gregation are scattered over a wide territory. They are
never all at meeting on the Sabbath. They therefore
strongly solicit, and really need frequent lectures and
other meetings during the week. For two years past, I
have attended meetings often, every evening in the week,
and seldom less than three or four. This, with attend-
ing funerals, and meetings abroad, pa.,toral visits and my
own dom-esiic cares, more than engrosses my whole time,

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143

and requires a greater amount of efibrt tlian I am able to
make. Besides tliis>, this weeldy a^^regate of labor
leaves mc very little lime for reading aiurrellection, nor
enough to prepare properly for the Sab!)alh. Having
been engaged in this round of labor for nearly (ive years'
I have thought it might be right fur me to leave it to
some other person more competent to perform It. I find
too, that my own health is like to fail under my present
course of duty. I have already determined to omit much
of what I have been accustomed to perform, even if I
remain here. These, with some other reason?, have led
me for some time past to conclude, that if in the provi-
dence of God, another field of labor should be opened for
me, it might be my duty to accept it. Yet I can not say
that I have been really determined on this. There are
reasons on the other hand which greatly incline me to
remain where I am.

In the first place I nave, so far as I know, the confi-
dence of the chuich and people. They seem greatly-
attached to me as their miL:,-,ter, and are unusually kind
to me. I have received many favors from them, and
would gladly make any exertion in my power to do them
good. I have more confidence in going on with my labor
here, and better know how to proceed, than I should
among strangers. On the whole, I am resolved to leave
it all to the determination of divine Providence. I am
resolved to be more prayerful, and to become better qual-
ified 10 do the will of God, whatever it may be."

"18. O Lord, I pray thee behold rae in my present
condition. In great compassion to me, as the chief of
sinners, I pray thee set my soul at liberty from all I hale
and fear, and prepare me fully for all that is before me."

"19. Feel more composure of mind this morning.—
Have a little more freedom in prayer. God, I hope, and
I can almost say I believe, will order my steps aright.—

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He has hitherto opened my way before me, by means
that I could not have foreseen or devised, and in a man-
ner far more favorable to my happiness than I could have
expected. O how great has been his mercy."

**22— Sabbath. In the morning had more than usual
liberty and enjoyment in preaching. Had the attentioa
of the people, and hope some good impressions were
made At noon found one young lady had recently
found peace in the Savior. I do feel to praise God at
the si^ht of one more convert, one more immortal being
saved^from eternal woe. In the afternoon had much less
liberty in preaching, yet the assembly was still and sol-
emn, and I hope the opportunity was not entirely lost.-
This evening we have had a prayer-meeting and confer-
ence. A pleasant and encouraging meeting. Some of
the members were unusually engaged in prayer. I do
think the members of our church are becommg more
prayerful, and that their prayers will avail. I hope the
good spirit of God may continue with them."

« 23 Have not felt all that peace and calmness to-day
as sorn" days before, yet I hope and pray that the Lord
will not leave me. Am willing God should decide the
case of my going to Albany, just as will be for Ins own
glory."

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CHAPTERV.

History still continued mostly by journal.
ZVZt^^lT.kT'"'' -'houtgaiuBaying. as soon a. I

"25. This morning the dark cloud which hung over
my soul yesterday, is beginning to remove. God seems
willing to keep me from plunging inco deeper darkness
Blessed be his holy name. To-day I am to leave home
for Albany. I leave with much anxiety for my dear wife
and little one whom I leave behind, and for the circum-
stances which are before me. I have many fears and
some hopes concerning the future. I try to commit all to
God. I fhink I can say— I desire his will may be done.
I have some faith to believe that he will guide my way
aright, and that if I do honestly and prayerfully confide
in him, he will order my course so that his own cause
will be advanced, and my best interests secured.

God my heavenly Father, I do humblv ^ ly thee to
bless my family while I am absent. ^ ^ tj,y presence
be with them. May no ill befall tlicni. May their wants
be all supplied. Help my dear companion to trust in
thee, to rejoice in thee, and to wait patiently for thy
holy will. O protect my little daughter, and rear her up
to serve thee when we are dead. Lord I pray thee

be with me. Assist me m reflection and in prayer.

Help me to watch against all temptation, and to live near
to thee. Give me, O give me thy spirit when I preach
thy word. May some good be done. Bless thy people
her^, continue a praying spirit among them. May thy
work once more revive here. May souls be converted.

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ihy church be strengthened and great good be done before

this winter shall close.'

•Nov 23. Albany, Saturday evening. By the good
movidence of God I arrived here on Thursday evemng.
Had a very cold, tedious journey, but God has support-
ed me through it. I am now quite rested m body tho'
far from being ai rest in mind. How foohsh and vam
have been both my fears and my hopes. O Lord I pray
ihee to be with me to deliver me from my sms and to
nualifv me for thy holy will. I can do nothing without
r p^sence to-morrow. O that I might enjoy thy love.
O that I might rise completely and forever a ov^ he f-
of men, and all desire for their applause. Gracious feav-
tri pray for grace to love thee and serve thee as I ought.

'<Tive me thy spirit to morrow. Amen.

.-29 Sabbath This day to which for two weeks I
have been looking forward, ha, at length arrived and i,
TZrZt I have been enabled to preach twice. In
r mor'ning I was son-.ewhat embarrassed, and did not
have much expansion of mind and freedom of alter-
am e as I could desire, ,et 1 »as not left wholly m t e
dark I was enabled to go throngh with my sermon with
a commol degree of order aad interest. The attention
rf he audience was continued till the last, and I hope

1 impression made by the discourse was good TUo
I did not perceive that it was at all deep or unusual.

This afternoon I had in prayer a little more conscious-
neJs the presence of God, and was permitted to su -
pSate his Lone with more confidence and joy. H
B esence as I thought shone a little upon my heart. la
n each n.'I had a clearer recollection of my sermon, anu
'mu h m^re free and forcible utterance '"- ■» j :--
Z I had not a warm flow of christian feeling, but
had a ready flow of ideas and words. On the whole I
am afr'd I had too much liberty. Should I continue o

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147

pectation which this sermon may have raised, but yet I
am in the hands of the Lord, and he can do with me
just as he sees fit. Perhaps after all I have not made
much impression on the minds of the prnple They
may think so lightly of me, as not to say even a word to
me about settling here. If so I shall have no trouble
about It. I shall return to my beloved flock in Whites
boro', and strive with all the power I have to do -ood
among them. May the Lord guide my steps just a^s he
would have me go.

Night-Have just returned from lecture this eveninrr-
had not much liberty in speaking. Found my preachin-
today had considerable effect on the members of the
church. Some of the young converts were much stirred
in their minds. I had no hope in the morning that my
preaching would make as much impression as I find it
has. O, that God would make his word his own power
m the salvation of some poor sinner. One woman this
evening was said to be deeply affected and left the house
in tears. O, that the Holy spirit may follow her, and
that she may be brought to Jesus. I am now about to
retire, and O, that I may find forgivness at the hand of
my God for every thing wrong I have said, or done, or
cherished m my heart to-day. My gracious Savior, I
lall at thy feet. I confess my unworthiness and vileness
m thy sight. I pray through thine infinite mercy to be
forgiven and sanctiried. O, miy thy spirit be with me
in the future and strengthen me in my duty."

"Dec. 6. Sabbath. This morning was greatly op-
pressed with criminal anxiety about meeting the expect-
ation of the people. Felt desolate in my soul, as thou-h
the divine spirit had withdrawn,yet I was not left entire,
ly alone. I was enabled to go through my discourse
with tolerable accuracy, and to hold the attention of the
assembly to the last. In the afternoon I preached a short
sermon before communion. Had much morp lih«rfy .u.>

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. ,. .«v.cr Peoole more attentive— solemn season
in the morning, feopie mure „rpater freedom

at communion. In the evening hud still greater Ireedom
ImuTmore effect produced in the assembly Came
Tome feeUng better than in the morning. Find the peo-
;raretout to give me a call to settle with them."
c.7-.Monday. Some degree of peace in my early
rrmornln- Have been through the day rather

r^aVd rinm^y- mind. Am much exercised in my
dull ana Qdrii ' . The way seems opening.

solved to ptay more and more.

« Whitesboro', Dec. 13. Sinee my letam from Alba»,

mercifuUo us all. ne ^^^^^

so that though confined to her house, sh

taken more ill, not experienced a-Y ";'° ^^^^^.

stance daring my absence. My little uau»n

well too, and every '^'"^ - -^^^ ^^ h.
Bless the Lord, « J'J "^^^^.^..^ me the eBJoy
been preserved. "»« ™^ °' %,,^t I have had some
meat of his presence »»"■"««' ^" '"t. ^^^ „ted m

pl--°' ''''-;/:: J, ::et"prea^hin;hU word i.
aZuv'T have nof been wholly forsaken nor lefu. ^
Albany, l nave uu „,acious to me to

stand alone. God has been m«e =«ci ^^^ ^^^^

I expected hewouU be but «n » V »- P j^,„, ,

often remiss in faithfulness, ne s thev have

the eyes of the people in Albany so that he h^v I
.Uhout one dissenting -e, ^ J^ted --^ ^^^^ ^^^|
them as lueir pusiui. ivi/

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been not only pleasant, bat such as seems to indicate the
pleasure 01 God in my removal among them. I have
arrived fully to (he conclusion that it is my duty to go
Smce my return I have received a dismission from this'
dear people, and have written to the brethren in Albanv
my acceptance of their call. After two sabbaths more I
hope to be ready to return to them with my family aid
begm my labors there. jj «*"«*

My earnest prayer is, that the Lord may cause mv
removal from this people to be only a necessary prepara-
tion for the introduction into this field of labor, of one of
his more faithful and devoted servants, and that my en-
trance into the field opened to me at Albany, may also
be a blessing to them. Had more than usual freedom in
preaching to-day, both of thought and utterance. In the
morning spoke from this passage-" i\li things shall
work together for good, to those that love God and are
the called according to h-i purpose." In the afternoon
preached the funeral ? .a of brother C. Balis from 2d
Cor. V, 2, 8. A ver> encouraging prayer meeting this
evenmg. Two persons were deeply impressed and de-
sired prayers."

In the entry of the following Saturday, he complains
cf not having spent the week with appropriate zeal and
devoledness, ft^ars he has had wrong motives in desirin^
"to preach good sermons" for his "last ones," and
prays for needful grace.

"Dec. 26. Another week of care, anxiety and distrac-
tion has fled. O ihat it had been a week of devotion and
prayer. I am to-night as destitute of any preparation for
the duties of the Sabbath, as I was last Saturday ni^rht —
and yet it is the last day I shall spend with this dear
people in a long time. O that I could speak to them
from a full and a holy heart, i^s it is, I will try to cast
myself on the Lord, and do the best I can. O that T may

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not be left wholly without the presence of my master."
"27 This has not been a very pleasant and profitable
sabbath to me. In the morning preached from PhiU. i,
( 27 « Only let your conversation be as becometh the
so'spel of Christ; that whether I come and see you or
else be absent, 1 may hear of your affairs, that ye stand
fast in one spitit, with one mind, striving together for the
faith of the gospel." Had but very little freedom euher
of thou-ht or utterance ; yet on a few pomts, I was en-
abled to speak with a d-ree of clearness and force and
some effect was evidently produced on the mmds of

In the afternoon preached from Heb. xiii, 17; [whole
verse is transcribed;! "Obey them that have the rule
over vou, and submit yourselves ; for they watch for your
souls as they that must give account, that they may do
it with joy and not with grief." Last part of the verse.
Had much greater readiness in speakmg, than in the
morning Considerable emotion was manifest in the
assembly, and 1 hope some good impressions were made.
But O how solemn the thought, that I must leave this
dear assembly for eternity. O may I find pardon with
mv God for every defect and every fault of ray ministry
while among them. This evening we have had a very
T)leasant conference and prayer-meeling. Some of the
members were very much engaged. One person was
nre^ent who has recently as she thinks, found peace m
Lirevin-. One young man related his experience to u.e
after me^eling, and thinks he shall soon make a public
profession of religion. May the Lord preserve him from
evil and make him a humble, bold and useful member ot
his church. One young lady was under very deep awak-
ening, and I hope may soon find rest in Jesus.

On the whole, things appear quite encouraging in this
congregation, and I do hope the Lord may stili be with

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and bless them. My soul shall never cease to pray for
their prosperity.

"Dec. 30. To-day, after a very fatiguing journey, we
find ourselves safely arrived in the city of Albany. We
are very cordially received by our friends. This evening,
at the usual weekly lecture, I addressed the people from
Romans i, 11, 12; "For I long to see you, that I may
impart unto you some spiritual gift, to the end ye may be
established J ihat is, that I may be comforted together
with you by the mutual faith of both you and me."

"31. To-day have been much engaged in getting our
things regulated, doing errands and receiving calls. But
little time for reflection or prayer. O, may God make me
humble and fit me for all his will concerning me in this
place. I find much here that needs to be done."

"Jan. 1, 1836. In this city, New-year'^ day is devoted
to receiving and making calls. In compliance wiih cus-
tom I have spent the day in calling on my people. Have
had no time for religious conversation, except in one or two
instances. Have been enabled to preserve some small
degree of devotional feeling j but I have not taken the
lime for reflection on the past year, and for deliberation
on the prospects of the present, that I desired and still
intend to do. O, may the Lord assist me rightly to
review the past, and suitably to prepare for the future.
We have this evening a covenant meeting preparatory to
communion. May I so prepared to act in the fear of that
God before whom I must soon stand in jiidgment. Night.
Have just returned from our covenant meeting. A very
good degree of christian feeling sepms to prevail in the
church. May the Lord greatly increase it. My own
heart has been, I hope, slightly touched by a heavenly
inlluence."

"2. Saturday. Not much enjoyment to-day, nor much
enlargement of mind in pieparing to preach^ Am in a

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backslidden slate. May the Lord have mercy on me and

revive me." i n ••

« 3. Sabbath. This morning preached from 1 Cor. u,
2 : " For I determined not to know any thing among you,
save Jesus Christ and him crucified." Had some liber-
ty in speaking, though not much enjoyment. Good
attention was given to the word, and 1 hope some good
effects may lollow. In the afternoon Deacon Wasson
in behalf of the church gave to me the right hand of
fellowship as a member, and as a pastor of the church.
.After this, I gave the same token of love to six others
who have been received by letter. A solemn season.
Proceeded to adminisier the Lord's supper. Solemn
time at communion. In the evening our lecture room
was crowded to overflowing. Many had to be seated in
the gallery, which joins the lecture room. I addressed the
people from Ps. ii, 11: "For thy name's sake, O Lord,
pardon mine iniquity ; for it is great."

"4. This day (the first Monday in January) has been
set apart as a day of humiliation, fasting and prayer for
the conversion of the world. Prayer meeting was well
attended in the lecture room at 6 o'clock, A. M. Though
I was not present, yet I rejoiced to hear from brethren
who were, that it was a season of deep and solemn inter-
est. At 9 o'clock, meeting commenced again. Many
fervent prayers were offered up. Many confessions were
made, and more deep and earnest feeling was expressed,
than I have witnessed in any previous meeting of this
church. O, may God cause these waters of the sanctu-
ary to break forth and flow on, in a deep broad stream of
salvation. It does seem to me that God has a blessing
for this people, and that we shall soon receive it. 0,
may we be prepared to receive and improve it.

Have just returned fiom our afternoon prayer meeting.
\t Still continues solemn and interesting. God seems to.

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be near, and ready to bless. He seems to be leading his
flock on to new labors and new triumphs.

Evening. Our fast has finally closed. Our meeting
this evening has been solemn. Certainly this has been
a profitable day. God grant it may be followed by many
good results."

" 5. One year ago this morning, I made five resolutions
for the year to come, but on a review I perceive that
none of them have been fully kept. For this I mourn,—
for this I ask pardon of God. From reflection on the
past, and contemplation on the future, I have, as I hope,
in the fear of God, adopted the following resolutions for
the year to come. *

1st. I will by the help of God observe more faithfully
the resolutions of last year.

2d. I will by the help of God so seek for hiy^pproba-
tion and presence in all I do, that I may daily enjoy his
presence, and that I may not be left to preach on an't/
occasion, without his assistance and blessing. I know
this embraces much. I know it is taking higher ground
than ever I have before. I knov; that I shall be liable to
come very far short of keeping it as I ought. But yet I
know that it is no more than I ought to do, no more than
ought to be expected of me. I know I ought to take
much higher ground in personal holiness than I have
ever yet done. My duty to God, to his church, and to
the world, ray present and future happiness all demand
it. I do mean therefore, to adopt the resolution in good
faith, and use my utmost endeavors to live agreeably. —
And now, O Lord, ray God, though I ara the same frail
and sinful creature that I have ever been, I pray thee
give me resolution and energy, and decision to keep this
vow. O grant me thy presence and the joys of thy sal-
vation every day.

3d. I ara resolved to make more endeavors for t]lit

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salvation of individuals than ever I have done. And
now, O my God, I pray thee give me strength to perform
these duties, and bless me in them for my Savior's sake.

Amen."

"6. This evening had rather more than usual liberty
in my weekly lecture. Had the attention of the people.
Hope some good effects were produced ; but my soul is
not yet fully girded up to the work as I wish it was. O
Lord. I pray thee quicken me. At the close, we voted to
hold a protracted meeting. May the Lord prepare us for
it, and bless us in it."

"7. This evening we have had a very solemn prayer
meeting. I hope God is preparing the way for his work
to advance among us."

The diary is continuous, presenting about the usual
aspects. The "11" says:

"This has been a lost day. I had been requested to
address the Sabbath School Teachers of the city, who
observe the day for prayer and conference. I felt unpre-
pared and unwilling. My heart was not right with God
in it. I feared men more than him, and desired their
applause, mb^than his glory. I had no liberty in prayer
during the day, and in the Sabbath School meeting, was
left wholly in the dark, and sat down after making a few
remarks, very much humbled in my own view, and in
that of others as I supposed. O, may I never do the like

again."

" 13. In the "morning was much discouraged by hear-
ing a brother minister express his determination to do
nothing for our intended protracted meeting. His influ-
ence will be against us. On more reflection, 1 am fully
resolved to commit the matter wholly to God and perse-
vere in it. May the Lord give us his blessing."

" 14. A good meeting to-night in the inquiry room."
"16. This morning have been depressed and dismay-

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ed by looking at the discouragements bjr which my pres-
ent Situation is attended. Some of them appear great
But I trust in God they v;ill not prove insurmountable!
They are however new to me, and I feel greatly unpre-
pared to meet them. I look back to my former situation,
and reflect on the advantages I then enjoyed-the confi-
dence I felt in many of my brethren- the harmony and
love with which we ever engaged together in the work
ot the Lord-and my soul goes out after them. I lonjr
for their society-I long for their co-operation. O if I
had only one or two of my former brethren with me I
should be relieved. I should feel a greater confidence 'to
press on in the way before me. But I know my confi-
dence ought to be in God. I will therefore try to put mv
trust m him. ''Why art thou cast down, O my souH
hope thou in God : for I shall yet praise him for the
help of his countenance." Have just been called out to
attend a funeral. Had some liberty in prayer. Feel a
little more courage and strength for to-morrow. Have a
little confidence to believe that God will afford assistance."

"23. Saturday. This has been a week of some en-
joyment, and I hope of some usefulness. On Wednes-
day evening considerable effect was produced by the
preaching on the assembly which filled our lecture room.
Two persons rose for prayers at the close. We had a
very solemn inquiry meeting on Thursday evenino-.-
Three rose for prayers, two of them have obtained hope."

"24. Found one young man who has obtained hope
the week past. Our lecture room was crowded to over-
flowing. Solemn attention was given to the word to-
night, as well as thro' the day. May God be with us."

'•26. To-day have some sense of the Divine pres-
ence, though I have spent less time in prayer than I
ought. Feel as yet but poorly prepared for our meeting
to-morrow."

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"27. We observe the day as a season of humiliation
and prayer. Notwithstanding all my negligence and
sinfulness God hath granted me some consolation in
pouring out my heart before him.

12 o'clock. Have just returned from meeting. A
very solemn season. God has seemed to be with us, to
soften our hearts and to hear our prayers. Almost every
circumstance among us seems uncommonly favorable to
our meeting. May the Lord send us prosperity.

"2 o'clock. Alas, how soon, in a moment even, the
Lord can dash the strongest hopes ! We have found
that the immense pressure of snow on the root of our
church, has pressed it in, so that the whole building was
nigh falling to pieces. SVe cannot now use it for our
meetincr. We shall have to delay our meeting nil we
can rep'air it, and perhaps entirely. This is tu me a sore
disappointment. O, that God may prepare me for ah his

holy will.

Evenin.<r. A full meeting this evening in our lecture
room. I greatly failed in my part, by changing the sub-
ject of my discourse. Had only a very little liberty m
preaching. My cousin, Lemuel Covell, from Athens,
followed me in some very appropriate and solemn re-
marks. A good impression was finally left on the meet-
ing. O, that God in mercy may appear among us, and
direct us in these trying circumstances."

"28. Brother Brown has arrived to-day, from Augus-
ta, to help us in our protracted meeting. I regret that
we are in circumstances so unfavorable to it. This
evening we had a solemn meeting, but there is an im-
pression abroad that our meeting is not going on, and
that, we are to have none, so that we cannot do much

good."

« 30 We have resolved to go on with our meeting.
Some 'interest in it already. One or two conversioas-
more inquiries."

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"February 3. Our meeting is progressing wiih deep

"9 Our protracted meeting has closed. My dear
fnend and brother, Mr. Brown, is to preach his last ser-
mon this evenmg. It is a great trial to me to pact with
•m so soon; but the will of the Lord he done. His
hbors have been much blessed. Several are rejoicing in
hope, and a greater number are in deep anxiety for their
soul s salvation. O, may the work of tho Lord continue.
I am sensible that a very great responsibility rests upon
me, in the present state of our congregation. O Lord I
pray thee, prepare me to meet it."

"14. Thi. has been a good day. In the morning I
felt exceedm:?ly depressed, and feared I was going to
have a cold, barren season; but when arrived at meeting,
found some liberty in prayer, and had some assistance in
preaching on christian baptism. At noon baptized 11
willing converts. In the afternoon had a very good de-
gree of liberty in preaching on the blessedness of par-
doned sinners. This evening preached on pressing into
the kingdom of God. At the close about a dozen came
forward for prayer-some who had never been before —
One man came who had been convinced by the morniucr
sermon, of the propriety of immersion as the only bap"-
tism. On tlie whole, I mean to thank God and take
courage. O, that I may feel his love in my heart sweet-
ly constraining me to duty."

"19. Have been absent two days, to accompany my
dear companion on a journey to her father's. Have had
a very tedious journey, and returned sick from fatigue
and excessive cold. While I have been absent the work
of the Lord has gone on. Two or three have found
peace m believing. Our meetings ave still solemn and
interesting. We are going to send for a brother to come
and preach for us every evenina next wppV o ^ ^-^ ^

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pray ihee -rant thy blessing to attend this enort to serve
thee Incline binncrs lo attend our meeling-lhy people
to pray ; and may thine own good work move steadily
and gloriously onward."

«'27. This ha% been a good week with us. Brother
Powell has preached every evening. The work of con-
viction and conversion has been constantly going on.-
Several are now rejoicing in hope, who a week since
were far fioni rishleousness. To God be all the glory.

"March 2. In the mercy of God, the work of salva-
lion still goes on among us. Several are seeking God,
and others are coming out to own their Lord.''

«5 God is still with us. Twenty-two now stand as
candidates for baptism. Brother Powell is still preaching

with us." ,^ , L .1

A confession, and a prayer for himself and brother

Powell close the record of this date.

««9 Brother Powell has left. He has been a blessing
to us. O Lord, I now look to thee for help and strength.

" 10. Have found enjoyment to-day in prayer, also in
commencing a sermon, and in reading Dr. Cox's address
to young ministers. O that I may be enabled lo live in
continual communion wiili God."

" 11 For more than a year past, I have thought very
much of a formal, written, and full dedication ol person,
interest life, and all-, to the will and glory of God.-
S ch an t'of entir^ consecration to God appears to me
no. only proper and reasonable, but really "eeessary an
binding' 'l know that whatever I am, as - - e' S
and immortal being, God has made me A I 1 possess
and enjoy, he has given me. How indebted I am to h.m

or the pat and the present-how perfectly depen en
t all 'the future. I can never brea'he a..n —
him-never use any power oi mmu or uudv wittiou. m

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assistance-can never again see my friends without his
permission-can have no enjo/mont in this life, or hope
for the next, except what he shall give me. How per-
fectly dependent. And at the same time how entirely
unworthy. I have rendered inyssclf unworthy of the
least of all his favors. O, how justly and entirely am I
cut off from any claim to his kind regard, and from any
hope of it, should he enter into judgaient with me. And
yet he so 'ielighteth in mercy, that he is doing great
things for me, and is daily bestowin^r upon me favors of
unspeakable value. My soul he has spared, and I hum-
bly hjpe has eternally redeemed from destruction.—
What amazing mercy God has shov. n me. He has, too,
preserved my life, exempted me from suffei in-r and want,
which thousands around me are enduring ,d h r> given
me all things richly to enjoy. He has i ;von me iends
and relatives, who love and treat me wM; the g ?atest
terderness.. Ho has given me the confident ot many of
his own people, who aid all my endeavors, and supply
liberally all my wants. He has given me all f *zm/,'and
almost everything I desire in this world. Though I
have many embarrassments to suffer, and difficulties to
meet, still I can see that they are all needed tp chasten
and humble my proud spirit, and 1 can hardly say I wish
them less. He is giving me every means of becoming
holy— is increasing my opportunities and means of doing
good, and has opened every source of religious enjoy-
ment. O, how much God is doing for me ! When I
think of this, I see how necessary it is that I should
dedicate my all to God. And how small an offering it is.
Myself am nothing in comparison with his great mercies;
and besides T am all sin and vileness in his sight. By
astonishing grace and power, he must cleanse and sanc-
tify, before he can accept me, and even were I holy, 1 am
his own. 1 have nothing, nothing to give. O my God,
thou art all aad in all, I have nolhin" bat the affections

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of ray heart and the purposes of my will to offer thee.-
O ray God, 1 seek it as an infinite favor to be accepted

of thee. .

There are some passages of scripture, which seem to
rae to render it proper in itself, and acceptable to God, to
raake a formal and personal dedication of all to him.
"Incline your ear, and come unto me; hear and youi
soul shall live ; and I will make an everlasting covenant
with you, even the sure mercies of David." Here God
promises on hi. part, to enter into a solemn and perpetu-
al covenant with those who come to him through the
Lord Jesus Christ. It seems to me therefore to be right
in itself, and pleasing in the sight of God, for any who
do incline their ear and come to him, to make the most
solemn and entire devotion of themselves to God, and
to enter into a covenant with him, engaging, by his grace
and by his strength, to live in all things agreeably to his
holy ^ill, humbly and penitently craving his forgivness,
through Jesus Christ, of all that may be sinful or imper-
feet in the act of consecration. Influenced by these con-
siderations, 1 do sincerely desire to consecrate myself
and my all to God. I have however many fears in so
doing Iknow lam still very sinful, my heart is far
from being wholly right. I know that even this solemn
uansactio^nmust be imperfect and stained with sin u^
ness. I have no hope of being approved and blessed m
it, only through Jesus Christ my Lord and Savior.
God, I feel that I have no strength of my own. I pray
Thee guide me and keep me, that I may not offend an
.rieve thee. 1 do not take upon my soul a vow of entire
Consecration to God, because i think I have made great
aua nments in holiness, noi because I think I have pro-
gre seTso far in the divine life, as many eminent sain s
who have taken this measure, and have been greatly
wLd a it. U no, I am sensible that I am the least

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prepared of any who have entered upon this holy ground.
I have most to fear from myself, and most to seek from
God, of any who have thus adventured. O that I may
have grace given me to live hereafter entirely for God.

But I am through with detailing in part my reflections
on this most solemn duty. Imperfect as I know all this
must be, darkened and sinful as I still am, I will endeav-
or by the assistance of divine grace, which I here most
humbly crave, to make the following confession, acknowl-
edgement, and consecration, in the honesty of my heart
and in the fear of God ; and will endeavor lo live a^-ree-
ably to it hereafter. And my God I pray thee forgive
whatever thou shall see that is wrong in this transaction.

CONFESSrOx\.

O God, the Father, Son and Holy Ghost, Creator and
Upholder of all things, Supreme Ruler, and final Judgf
of men, I pray thee, give ear to this confession of my
sins. 1st. I acknowledge with shame to thee, O Lord,
that in my childhood, I was exceedingly perverse and
wicked. It pleased thee to take my praying father to
thyself, before my remembrance; yet in infancy I was
the subject of his prayers, and in his death he offered to
thee his supplications in my behalf. When he was gone
it pleased thee to spare to me my praying godly mother,
who watched over me, checked and restrained my way-
wardness, and incessantly besought thy mercy in my
behalf. Thou gavest me other friends who did not fail
to instruct me and pray for me ; but in spite of all these
thy great mercies to me, I was a very wicked child, and
it was owing to thy preventing grace, that I was not
hurried into open and outbreaking wickedness, and that I
did not finish my career in disgrace and ruin, as many
others have done. My wicked soul would have gone to
any length in sin, had not thy grace restrained. I do
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struction. I was far advanced in sin, and in a stubborn
unyielding temper, before I was ten years of age.
Lord, I pray thee that the wickedness of that part of my
Jife, to which I now look back witi^ regret and sorrow,
may not be remembered against me. O may it be for
Jesus' sake forgiven.

2. When ten years old, thou, O Lord, didst by the
second marriage of my mother, give me another father,
and I was in thy providence removed far away from all
my former sinful associates and temptations. By thai
removal I was placed in circumstances, which saved me
from all the vices and dangers to which I had been ex-
posed. I v\as placed in a situation to become industri-
ous, moral, and even pious, had I yielded to the kind"-
Here closes the record of this date. Probably he was
suddenly interrupted and hindered from proceeding at the
time, and from the press of labor and consequent exhaust-
ion, he might never have found opportunity to fill out the
original design; or, as the article is written on pages not
connected wiih the diary, it might have been afterward
completed, the papers misplaced, and thus have failed of
coming into the compiler's hand. It is worthy of note,
however, that a former review, transcribed in the earlier
part of this journal, commences sufficiently near where
this br€ak3 pff, to show his own view of his entire course.
Ever severe toward himself, ever lenient to all others.

" Albany, Monday morning, March 14, 1836.
My dear Sarah :— I sit down once more to give you a
iew lines, that you may know how I am getting along
here, and with the hope that you will lake the hint from
it, to write more frequently, as this is my fourth, though
I have received only two from you. Except a slight
cold, I have bnen quite well since my last. I have how-
ever been incessantly engaged in visiting and in meet-
ings and begin to feel somewhat the eifecis of it. Our

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revival still continues Yf.«tot.,io»

iiujues. ^esterdaywasaverv nterestjntr

been with us. VVe went ,„to our house (or Ihe first lime
I. looks a great deal better than ever before iTut
much easter speaking i„ i,. Our assembly Z w, ' "
.he t^orntn,. than any ,i„,e since ,ve 'can hef I
preached from Ps. xxvii, 4. A kintl of r» r ,•
mon. At 2 o'clock we had baptil "^ ?"°" '""
of people I have ne.er seen a',t:,ra ^:^X: '^^
nook and corner of the galleries were filled wi.hplol
and every seat below, besides as many a, could s and
aroand the baptistry. All were siil, Ld a.iemive-^
P..ne men and sixteen women (25 in ail) were bapti.;d
They were on so^e accounts an interesting gro'r All'
ages were found among ihera, from 15 yea^ up ,o 70-
They were from sece,, diiftrent nadons-Eo-vli^l Jlu
Welch, Irish, French, Dutch and AmerU.:; ''Th retof

them had been Presbyterian,, two or three Eni=cor,alians
.wo Methodists, five or six had be.i UniveLalit a„d
one, the most mlere.ling conversion among then had
been a Roman Catholic. He is a PrencLm.;, w 1 edu-
cated, and laiended origin:>lly for a Gatholie Prie-t He
became disgusted with Roman Ca.holics ar.d with reli
gioa itself-left Caneda and came into the S'a',-s He
has resided in this city several years, is a drapei and
aad tailor, and has a family, but has been v^ry profane
and a scoffer at Christ and christians. Yesterday week'
he was awakened by a sermon which I preachod from'
I ese words: "!f the righteous scarcely be .aved, where
hall the ungodly and the sinner appear.?" He ob ained
hope on Wednesday, related his experience on Fridav
and was baptized on Sunday. This was a little like
apostolic times. He has beeu so happy he could hardiv
eoDtaitt himself. '

You will be perhaps surprised to hear that A. wa»

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immersed ia the "Tub" she has made so much derisioii
T She is as strong in favor of the Baptists now as she
^s'ed to be against them. After baptis-n jre had com-
rounion. Twenty-eight received the right hand of feU
lowshiD This makes forty-eight received since the
fo" 'January. Fourteen by letter. The work I hope
wl not stop yet. Three persons came forward o,
prayer last evening who had never done so before Oth-
ers are known to be much awakened I should think
Tere are as many as ten or twelve who have ahead,
obtained hopes, and will soon join .he church making
about 50 who have turned to God in this revival. A 1
L most interesting part of it has been since you left.
1 hope it will continue till you return. Do not cease ,o
Lav for us. I have been trying of late to be more prayer-
ful and to have more religion in daUy, constant exercise.
I do not succeed very well, and yet I can truly say that
LZlimes I find prayer and reading the Scriptures to
TeTery profitable. B^t O how far I am still from . true
and saving conformity to God. .,.,«.

Remember me, dearest one, and receive the best affec-

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tions of my heart.
Mrs S J. VV. Covell.
Returniag to the journal, we commence with the same

^^^M4 This day begins the twelfth year of my minis-
try O how much of the past eleven years has beea
sDent in vain. God being my helper, I mean to be more
faithful hereafter. For the past two years I have tried
to be more devoted to God than ever before, and God has
evidently blessed my ministry more than in all the nine
vears preceding. Of late my desires and my determina-
Lns t^ be still more active have been much increased,
.ndlhave never known as many sinners awakened ts
!?late. O my God, help me to maintain my consecra-

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tVthPe. and serve thee faithfully till I die."

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Extract from a letter to his sister Wolcott:

. "^^*«wy, March 24, 1836.

•hat your firs, born, .hen a playful infant, Uno^^"!'!
a man? Yet so i, is. Days, months, vears have pird
swiftly on, and have borne us far on our way to etemUy •
how soon W.U our race be run! how soon shall we all
review the «,AoZe of a short life, either on a dying be "
or amidst the opening scenes of another state! How
pleasmg to reflect, my dear sister, that no chan.-e or
event in life, efl-aces in any measure, the warm affe°ction
w ich has formed so much of the happiness of our e
The Sabbath after I wrote you las. was an interestbe;

ay to us. In the afternoon twenty-five persons v^^,:
baptized. On some accounts, they were the most inter!
esting compaLy of believers I have ever led into the
baptismal waters. The eldest was a man about 70 the
youngest were two young ladies aged about 15. A^ong
hem were the descendants of seven difi'erent natior!!
It was to me a striking coincidence with the ereat com
mission under which I was acting. "Go teach aUnt
.tons baptizing them," &c. They had previously bee„
of djrerea. religious opinions; but all now seemed of on"
heart and one mind."

Had no liberty either of thought or expression wWk
preaching, perhaps a little good has been done; one
brother was greatly comforted in the mornins- and on!
man With bis family who has been nnsettlef about at

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« Anril I This week I have visited 31 families.
Have not taken so much lime for reflection and prayer as
iooght, or fonhe preparation oilhe Sabbath; but God I

hope has not -Iv-lly left me."
Extracts from a letter to Mrs. Covell of the same datet
" Our revival may be said to have nearly subsided. I
feat it is greatly cving to me. I have vistted and
preached and prayed, as much,, and oftener more t^ran T
ou.ht ; but O how little of Christ is in i.. I am trying
■to improve, but I maVe but little progress. Ye I dc
Iwholy d,.pair. Though frequently "cast own,"
TdoTiope I an, Lot utterly " forsaken." Do pray fo, me ;
I .rv f, pray for you. I hope yo» rn :.:ke every thing bend
,0 h.^ .'oat work of sah-ation in your soul. I fear T have
pr,yed'u.ore lor your liea!;!,, than for your sanctih.a!.,..n.
But 1 have not b,.. n indirlerent to either. I se. everj,
day how imporiar it U, above everyihing else, that bot,i
of us sl.ould be r? .Uv, 'Jfcidcdlv, and eminently holy,
i„ order to do any go..* here. Nothing short o wi..,om
and "race fron. o.r high will inspire us wiih that imn-
ness^ad coura?o which are indispensable to sustam »s
iuouv P'-eseiU posltiorr. God will give us all nee«..l
crace if vve truly ask him.

Mrs. M. sends love to you-thinks you have marvel-
lous laci in leLter-wrinng-lceU very diffiaent m writing
tovou. SoYcu are both vastly raodest, and I suppose
feel "unworthv" to write to each other.

Tell our folks not to load a boat with provisions to
send on here, becau.se we are going to have them boar
with us, .nd not we wiih thein.* Tell them to sell
evev.- thing they can, and not feel at all dependent on us,
for we ovv'o them more than we can ever pay; besides
claiming the pnvilese this once to show them that we
.arenot^narateful. I tlm^iljv^ar^^

''^{in^'^^H^ociod visU oTliilcii^^n^'^"^^ and sU-
ter.

ALANSOM L. COVELL.

167

have a pleasant summer. Let us pray that God will
grant us all health and domestic happiness. This will
perhaps be the only season we shall all be permitted to
spend together. I hope it may be the means of making
us more useful and belter prepared for her.ven. Give
my love to our little Elmira, and tell her she must be a
l^ood girl and mind mother, and then father will love
uer, an J give her '^someping."

-A ccc-pt once more my sincere and warm affection,

A. L. CoVELL."

"Aprils. Sabbath. In the morning had some lib-
erty in preaching. The attention of the people— and
hope the service was not in vain. I have long observed
that I am blessed in the labors of the Sabbath, very much
m proportion to my devotion to God through the week.
When I pray most I preach best; I have the best state
of feeling in my own soul; people give the best atten-
tion ; and the word takes the deepest effect. J am there-
fore resolved to pray more for God's special presence in
preaching his word.

In the afternoon baptized six happy believers. A very
pleasant and solemn season. Administered the Lord's
supper to nearly all our members." [If I have beea
rightly informed, there v/ere over three hundred.] " This
too was solemn and impressive. An interesting meet-
ing in the evening. I bless thee, O my C-jd, for this
day, prepare me, I pray thee, to make a right improve-
naent of all thy mercies."

^'Albany, A^n\ 10, 1836.
My dear Sarah r—Your last, most welcome letter was
received yesterday at intermission. It was a great relief
to me, as I had been wailing so long: for it that I really
thought it certain you was sick. I bless God that you
are not clear down, and hope he may give you health.

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Yesterday was on some accounts a very favorable
Sabbath to us. In the morning we had a very hard rain
just at the time of going to church. Still we had a
pretty good attendance. I preached from the words:
" God is angry with the wicked every day." Had nearly
common liberty in utterance. In the afternoon it was
quite clear, and our house was well filled. My text was,
Ps. ii, 12. Had much greater freedom in speaking than
ever before in this church. The assembly was very still
and solemn. Whether any good was done or not, I do
not know. In the evening our lecture room was crowded
full. Indeed it has been so of late, that we have fre-
quently to put those extra seats along in the aisles. I
lectured, rather talked, upon the parable of the barren
fig-tree, and tried to throw it right into the face of every
one as hard as possible. All was very still. When I
closed, three of the members prayed. T wo young ladies
were on the anxious seat. One man whose wife was
baptized the Sabbath before, was much aflfected.

I have run on with this sketch of yesterday, suppos-
ing you would like to hear the minutia of things, when I
have nothing else to write. But I have been making
many reflections for myself upon the day. I have for
several Sabbaths before been shut up, and in great dark-
ness in preaching the word. It has distressed me ex-
ceedingly. I have prayed, and meditated more than ever
before, to find the cause. I have been able to trace it to
nothing but my own selfish desire of being esteemed; of
gathering a congregation; and of having the name of
building up a great church. I have thought often I
would willingly suffer anything to be freed ffrom this
"accursed self-seeking." I thought if God would only
enable me to preach his word with clearness and force,
it would be all I would ask. In a very small degree ray
desires were granted. But alas! instead of its having

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done me any good (however it may others,) it has only
opened to me the other side of my heart, equally selfish
and odious as that I had before seen. I was forced to
hear a good many commendations of my sermon. The
effect upon my selfish heart I saw at once was very bad.
I could not help feeling gratified that a favorable impress-
ion had been made, and ihat many of the strangers who
were in, would come again. In a word, I fear that I felt
more glad to increase my own reputation, than to glorify
Christ; more anxious to secure hearers, than to save
souls. And I fear too that almost the only effect pro-
duced upon ihe church was, to make them think, "well
this is what Ave want— this will fill our house," &c.—
You know all this would be natural, especially here.
Indeed the same thing was said to my very face! Peo-
ple here you know are too much too prone to fondle, and
flatter and puff their ministers. On the whole, I am al-
most as sick of preaching freely, and feeling entirely at
liberty, as I am afraid, when all in the dark. I believe
the heart is deceitful above all thin^-s and dcspehljiiy
wicked. It lakes the Lord nearly all the time with tfs,
to afliict, disappoint and humble us enough to prepare us
to do a little good once in a while. O, my dear, pray for
me, that I may become more holy. When could the
world ever be converted, if all ministers were like me?
I hope you my dear are progressing in holiness. I am
sorry you have such depression of spirits as you speak
of. You apprehend, I am sure, more evil than you need
to. I have no doubt you will succeed in your place here,
much better than you anticipate. Be assured you hare
my daily prayers.

Receive once more my whole heart, •

Mrs. S. J. W. Covell."

A. L. CoTEm.

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"April 15. Have, I flunk, some access to God io
prayer. Find it good to draw near unio him. laLo thinis
he has done much fur me, since I* began to seek his
grace to sanctify and bless me in a more eminent degree.
O Lord, I pray thee continue to me thy Holy Spirit, until
all my sins vshall be put off, and till I shall serve and
glorify thee with a perfect heart and a williu^^ mind.^

.1('6<^/i-,^, April 19, 1836.
My dear uiece:— Your letter was received this even-
ing, and has afforded nir great pleasure. I had long,
very long, been anxious, and very anxiou;?, to hear from
you all. Assure your u )ther that slie has been much on
my mind for two or three weeks past. T , u' ' ot tell
why it was, but I have ofien been impressed in mind to
pray for her, not knowing any thing of her situation. I
have prayed thnt our intercourse and correspondence
might be opened again, and have many times been on
the point of \ riling her. Your letter has been to me as
a voice from heaven. 1 see the hand of God in it, and
bless him for it. Assure your mother that I do most
tenderly sympathize with her in her affliction,* and will
not cease to pray daily for her speedy restoration to health.
Make my best regards as acceptable as possible, to your
little brother,- who I suppose now absorbs all hearts, and
fixes all eyes among you. I hope he may prove a great
blessing to you all, and to the world.

Dr. Kendrick has made me a call io-day on his way (o
New-York. He left his family well except Mrs. K.,
wh( se health has been p or for some tit past. There
has been a great revival ojl religion in ilamiliua this
winter, and your cousin Cordelia, has embraced the
Savior and joined the cbuich. Your a-: at Julia' v rote
me last week. They are all well except your grandma,
who had been confined two weeks to Ler ro^m. by a

*Part of which was a rheumatic affection tbr

ght hand.

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171

verr severe cold. Her ,I,roal had been muoh swollen
and her kead much affcccd. I (car .!,« wi'l endu«
n.a„y .uch hard winicra. There had been a , ime"
esting revival of religion in CharIo»o .00 „.d yoar
uoc e Smkdy, your cousin Clarissa, ,vi,h a : phero
your cnele &., who l,vc, will, hira, were all subicct, of
.be rev.val. About 30 had been 'added .0 , Si

S'jll'"'''"^^^'''"^'"^--''-^^

la my hurcb in ,bis ciiy, there ha, been a very hai,-

,y s ate of .h,„gs since I oarae a.nong ,he„,, wl, h wa,

h firs, of January. Since that ,i„,e about GO (nlber

have been rcccved, 43 by baptism the rest by 1™ 1

Seven or e,g t others will be baptized at our ex. com-

ZTw'r'"'' '""^'''"""'-'"'ey r„us.dl,oTo
saved We hope n.any more are ye. .0 be brought lo

here, a kind church, and a good congregation.

I hope this will be rec. . ved as a family letter, bearin.-
my best love to you all. "

Vout affectionate uncle,
C.C.Brown. Alakson L. Covelu

"ajril 21. M- time this week has thus far been
oco _p,ed less pr , Uly ,),,„ d.ring the early par. of las.
»^ek. I have ..„t bee M i„ bcdy, and have been low
aod languid ,n m,„d. I'c. i -.'e had some seasons of
enj vrnent in pra -r."

":- . On tiie v/hole, this has not been a very unnleas-
ant or unprofitalle week to me, though it ins not been a
we k of so much interest and usefulness I could de-
sire Mv heal-h has been low, and my mi . less active
ihau I .ould wish J still I trust some degree of light has
sliont upon my pathway from above."

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•'24-Sabbath. A pleasant and I hope profitable day.
Had some liberty, and the solemn attention of the audi-
ence. while preaching fiom the words, "He went about
doinjr good." In the afternoon brother H.nton preached
on christian hope; brother Galusha in the evening, from
the words, "Rejoice evermore.""

«'30-S turday. Another week, and another month
have fled. O that I were advancing in holiness as fast

as in life." .,, , . ^

A letter to his sister of the .ame date will show, tha
he was not only resolved to elevate his own standard of
personal piety, but sclicitous also that his relatives should

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in grace.

grow .- o

"My dear siste. -1 want, in this sheet, to write you a
Jine or two on a subject which has Ion?- and deeply en-
eaoed my thoughts. It is the great duly of so walking
wilh God as to obtain "this testimony " that we ptoe
God. I have b.en made deeply to deplore my exceed-
ingly low and defective attainments in the christian life.
When I look into my hc:ut for true holiness, I can not
find anything save a faint resemblance of it ; and even
u" s I sometimes fear is deceptive. When I. look at the
requirements of the Bible, I can not find even one, which
I have obeyed as I ought. If I contemplate the charac-
ter of our blessed Lord, of his holy apostles, or any of t.ie
saints of the Bible, 1 can find but very little resemblance
between myself and them. I ask myself, why is it so
Surely these examples were given to be mutated; and
God's injunction to be holy was given to be obeyed.-
These thoughts have greatly occupied me for one or two
years past. I know indeed that obedience to God is not
ihe ground of my justification, or hope. I know that for
this the blood and righteousness of Jesus Christ alone
can avail. And 1 am equally certain, that faith m Christ,
if n he according to the scriptures, must work by love,

ALANSON L. COVBLL. I73

inmd, and tli.u 1 ),avo a strong aspiration, for more cloar

Hav,. we not ain.d a" atil -n^ o':,;'—.:, roTr:l
vital cxpenenco, jus. enousl. to be barely saved Ua,,

atn sure tl„s has been too „,„cl. , he ease wi,"
<lo de,,re to break away from it. To ,hro>v off e" ely
nnd forever al former habits of languor in affection and
neglurence ,n duty. My struggles 1 hope have no been
ent rely ,„ va,n God ha,, I think, sometimes quicken d
an revved my heart to love and serve him. I a,^ no
wnhou hope, but I am without that degree of hoUnes
w ,c , destre, and which I know . ougl.t to possts -
Thus I have gtven you a glanee at ,„y heart in this
ma.ter I hope you will write me soon on this subje
and uilhoui reserve. ""jet-i,

Your ever aflectionate brother,

Mrs. S. C. Wolcott. ^' ^' ^°^^^^-

"May 1-Sabbath. In the morning had some liberiv
.n preaching the word. People listened with fixed atten-
tion. Our congregation is increasing ever^ Sabbath.-
Solenm season at baptism, at the table of the Lord, and
at our evening prayer-meeting. May the Lord make this
injeresi.ng day, the means of awakening some poor Bin-

"8-Sabbath. Have been absent the whole -eek, and

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••3?

only arrived this morninjr from a very fati5i;ning journey.
Ift the morning, brother Hutchinson from Newton preach-
ed for me; in the afternoon, b athpr Walker, and in the
evening, brother Dean. It has been a very great relief
10 have these brethren occupy the pulpit." |

"15— Sabbath. Another v/ocIj has fled. 1 have been
moving my family, and we have all been in great con-
fusion, and have been very much fatigued. On Wednes-
day went to New-York to attend the Anniversaries.
Took a violent cold on my way-became so hoarse as to
be unable to speak above a whisper. Since my return, I
have been taking medicine, and to-day am not able to go
out. Brother Burrows from Nevv-York preaches for me.
O, how different my situation from what I expected."
"22-Sabbath. Have been so far recovered from my

1 „o fr> nrmph ^i('e tO'dav. Blessed hi God

hoarseness as to prcacn .will lu u..y. ,- r u

that he has not turned away my prayer for relict. He
has in great mercv restored me almost to my usual
health, and has granted me as I trust, some degree o
holy consolation and hope. 1 feel somewhat renewed
and ref.eshed in mind, but am still far from enjoying
that perfect love that castelh out fear. This 1 de.ire to
attain, and mean by the grace of God to seek after.

"28— Saturday. Six days more have passed av;ay.-
My health has been poor. Two or three days havjbeeii
very damp and rainy, so that I could not be out. An
unusual amount of domestic cars has been upon my
mind and hands, so that I hav. not accomplished much
for the cause of my Master, or for the improvement of my
own soul. At the close of the meeting on Sabbath last,
I felt very happy, and even thought I had begun to real-
ize some degree of the blessing 1 had been se^king-
acceptance with God, through faith in th3 Lord Jesus
Christ. But I did not improve the gracious iniluence as

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T — m- J.

T -.,flr^r^ji iUa niAacino- imnressiou to die SAvay,

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175

and my mind to become filled with anxieties for this life.
In consequence I have been in a low and languid frame'
of mind this whole week. I have seen and deplored my
error. May the Lord forgive me this, which I do feel to
be a great sin. The week however has not been entire-
ly without profit. I have derived some benefit from
the study of the scriptures and from o:her reading— have
had a few pleasant seasons in pra/er-at.d some'medita-
tions have been profitable. In particular I have been led
to see the necessity of placing distinctly before me the
various objects for which I live and labor, and of fixing
definitely on the means I am to employ lo accomplish
the objects I have in view. I believe ii this is done
properly, it wi!i be a great means of rendering ray life a
blessing to myself and others. The.e great ends for
which I desire help from God. And ui To become
really justilied and accepted with God by faith ia the
Lord Jesus Christ, so that I shall be rcaliy prepared for
my duties here, and for eternal glory hereafier. 2. To
perform the duties of a husband and fiuher in the fear of
God, and for the best interests of my dear wife and
child. 3. To r.cquire the character and perform iha duty
of a failhfal inii'sier.

30. Monday. A cold, dark, rainy morning. Low in
health and languid in mind. Have not found much en-
joyment in devotion, yet am not wholly in the dark. I
hope the Lord may bless me with restored health, and a
more sanct'fi-d spirit." The sncceeding weeks, very
similar to those we have jusl noticed.

"June 16. I-Jave just returned from the anniversary
of our association. A tolerably pleasant meeting. God
has kindly kept my family while I have been^absent.
May his mercies make me mere fathiul in my work."

"26. Sabbath. Had great freedom in preaching from
Heb. xii, 14: " Without holiness no man shall see the

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Lord." Soleran attention was given to the word, and I
hope good was done. In the evening read a chapter
and made some remarks upon it. The remainder of the
interview was spent in prayer."

" 30. Have j ist returned from New-York. Went and
returned in the steamboat Commerce, Capt. Hitchcock,
whom I baptized a short time since, and who has shown
me great kindness. Had considerable religious conver-
sation on the way, and preached one sermon; but have
not had all the enjoyment of mind I could desire. God
has kept our home in safety while we have been absent.
Blessed be his name."

Several succeeding dates present aspects similar to
many we have already transcribed; such as entreating
divine blessings on his labors : solemnity on the house
of Gol; baptizing; communion; engagedness of the
merab(;rs in prayer meetings; gratitude for having been
moved upon to make more decided and energetic efforts
for his own spiritual improvement ; believes God has
bU osed him in so doing, and imparted " some new de-
grees of light and strength ;" but complains that his
*' sinful habits, so far from being changed, are scarcely
weakened;" supplicates forgivness.

« July 8. Have been all day engaged in writing a
sermon-am excessively fatigued this evening-have had
I hope, a little aid from on high in ray labor to-day."

« 9. Last night had a most violent attack of fever,
with pain in my side and head. This morning feel un-
able to study, and shall of course be unprepared, and
probably unable to preach to-morrow. Am exceedingly
weak and languid, both in mind and body."

"10. Sabbath. Do not go out to-day at all. My
pulpit i3 to be supplied by others. I am still weak ia
spirit, in body, m faith, and in prayer. Lord, I pray
th€e quicken m^ soul, which cleaves to the dust."

ALANSON L. COVELL.

" 11. This morning my heart has been a little touch-
ed in reading the Memoir of J. B.Taylor, but still mv
soul is languid."

I hope it will not be inferred from the frequent mention
of biographical reading, that this was the kind he mostly
perused. For a man of his years and means, he had a
very extensive and well assorted library. In his own
personal expenses he used strict economy, though he was
ever appareled in a manner becoming the dignity of his
office. But in taking religious periodicals, and purchas-
ing books, he indulged himself to the extent of his ability.
"17. Sabbath. This morning preached for Dr
Welch.'^ Had not much liberty. Having never preach-
ed m his congregation before, felt somewhat embarrass-
ed. Did probably no good. This afternoon had more
freedom m my own pulpit; still it was rather a dull,
heavy meeting. I fear but little good has been done to-
aay. O Lord, I pray thee quicken me and help me by
thylHoiy Spirit, to love thee more and serve thee better."
We pass several entries of usual interest to make rooru
for the entire record of the

" 29. Visited a sick woman to-day, (Mrs. Scott,) who
is low with consumption. When I first saw her, a few
days since, she was in deep concern about her eternal
state. She had once made a profession of religion, but
had lost the enjoyment of it, and had lived in the neglect
of her christian duties. She seemed very much in the
dark, and was unable to pray, I conversed with her, and
prayed for her. The Lord has finally appeared for her
relief. She is now calm, happy, resigned to death, and
even desirous to go. She seems delighted when I go in
to see her, and finds great enjoyraeat in prayer. She is
now deeply anxious for the conversion of iier parents,
brothers and sisters, no ne of whom are pious. She de-
*Pastor of the 2d Bapii^t church ia Alban/i "

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sired me to-day, to pray that she might have her senses,
and be composed when she comes to die, so that she
might converse with them all. May the Lord grant her

request.

Seeing Mrs. S. in this condition, has led me mto va-
rious reiLciions. She is not oi" my congregation, but I
thought 1 ought to regard her as belonging to Christ, and
as a weary piliirim, just going to enter into his more im-
mediate presence, 1 ought to assist her to enter with
joy. Perhaps I cannot now per-form a more acceptable
service for the Lord Jesus, than to help this dying saint
through her last struggle, and this has led me to think on
the re'sponsibllity of directing the devotions and hopes of
dying saints. Can I, and do I impart such knowledge,
raise'^such hopes, and excite such a qjirit as will be prop-
er for them to possess at the moment they pass the veil
t)f death, and enter the presence of God ? O, how caa
I tell them how io fee!, how to hop^. and pray, and re-
joice in such an 'lOur ! Ble:r=ed be God that himself is
with them, he can, and will mould their hearts aright.
O Lord 1 pray thee, give Mrs. S. who 1 humbly trust is
an heir of ihy kingdom, a peaceful and happy d -ath, and
make her conver-^aiion and departure, the means of
converting her relauves.

It was forcibly impressed on my mind to-day, that i
too should die with consumption, and in circumstances
perhaps similar to those ofxVIrs. S. I shall then heed
the same attcniions. O, may I have the prayers of the
Lord's people in that day and above all may I have th?
presence of the blessed Savior. O, how much I need a
preparation for death."

" 30. Saturday. ll\v<^ ma le but a very poor prepara-
tion for to-morroAV. lOW much I need the presence o f
God. How little of it do I have. I pray, and pray, and
pray, and I get so dissaii^aed wi.h m/ prayers that I sU

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down discouraged. Then again Ihe Lord gives me n
•mle enlargement and some comlW., end I itink 1 will
alway, pray and never faint. I see tl,a, I „„ a poor
thmgatbest Why is God mindlul of me? wi,, am

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"Augusts Have just returned from Sarato-aSprin-5
-.avev„„ed my aged uncle .here, ,vho is" veVw
with consumption- parted with h;,r. p,.„UbIy for the
last time. He seems to be prepared ,o die. He has
been many years a professor of religion. Lord I pray
thee prepare h.m for a happy death, and .uahe i, a b es.^
ing to his family."

"7 Sabbaih This afternoon have, baptized a voun.
ady for whom I have of'en pr-ued, and whom f have
long desired to see walking in ,he paih ofdutv. She
was first awakened byavi.it m.ide by biuthcM- Powell
and myself in her faliier's family. May the Lord enable
her to be faithful until death."

" 26. Have been absent about thee wceks-p-.r^ of the
time have been sick and unable to -o out. Hal thcu-ht
very much of this visit as a means of doin,. ..,oJ amon-
my relations-but I L,vo failed,-Mny hJalih and mv
soul are languid. O my God quicken me acoordin- to
thy word. "^

Have been much affected by two doadis whi-h b-ve
Qccurred during my absence. One is (IkU of A^ .. R-^ott
a raethodist member, whom I liave so cficn vi.i>ed in^her
sickness, and who died in the triumphs of hhh The
other, is that of my valued and esteemed fri .,d aud
brother C. L. Pea^e, who in the mid^t uf Lf- nn-l '-.iVl.
ness, has been ^p'led away. Ho waj a vuu; - man of
^reat religious a^^nty, a warm and lih^ral f.i <„d of
rvery thing good. He was a superi.itonJenl in one of
our sabbath schools, a superinle.u;. n. o[ (he tract distri-

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bution in one of our city districts, in the midst ot business,
only 30 years of age, and has left an affectionate and
pious wife and four young children. May God sanctify
this affliction to their good. How uncertain is life ? I
little thought my brother Pease would be called so sud-
denly awa^y ! But the Lord has done right. This broth-
er was ray warm friend, and I have thought much of his
society and co-operation in every good work. Yet I
must give him up and look to God for help in carrying
on his blessed cause. O Lord I pray thee help we to
prepare for a dying hour."

Several entries speak of renewed activity and mcreas-
ing enjoyments.

" Sept. 4. In the morning preached to a large and
attentive audience, on the death of brother Pease, from
the words, "Take heed lest he also spare not thee."
May the Lord follow it by his holy spirit."

" 11. Sabbath. This morning preached on the power
of the gospel to overcome the fear of death. In the
close alluded to the deatli of Mrs. Scott. Afternoon.
Have been preaching on the sin of not believing on the
Lord Jesus Christ. John xvi, 8, 11. O that this day
may not be lost."

« Sept. 14. Resolved, that I will acquire the habit of
saying-?/ozt-when I address others, without hesitation,
with propriety and with effect."

" Sept. 17. This has been a week of affliction. My
brother Hutchins,.one of our most pious and active young
men, has been called away. His death is a great loss to
us : but he died in the triumphs of faith. His happy
spirit, I doubt not, is at rest in heaven. O may I be in-
duced by the frequent deaths among us, to be more faith-
ful to God and to the souls of men."

18. Had st.iie freedom in preaching this mornin-

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on the sufferings of our Savior in the garden."

ALA NSON £,. COVELL.

18t

IS mornin;

"19. Thismorninj bade adieu lo ray dear molher
.nd second u.her, ,v„„ have been wub us a few d ay.
May „e Lo,d protect ,l,em o„ ,beir jor.rney home If
wese on, .nee, on cartb, „ay we surefy raeeU„ rav'en"
Oct. 7. I, mo fl.es rapidly away, nor does it m..
undtstntguishej by joy and sorrow!' I at „ ch o
we,sl> down my spirit tl.is week, but I have deserve
all and n,ucb „,ore from God. I hope to improve by .1 e
cumstanees .,- which I allude, and beeome'mo e faut
ful ,0 God than ever I have been. I mean especially ,o
acqutre more bol dues,, point and directness in preach"
mg. Omay the holy spirit assist me"

" Whitesboro', Oct. 23. Have spent last week and to
day wtth my former charge in .his place. H ve be a
a tendmg the Anniversary of our State Convention
the ord,D»„on of brother Sheldon, (who succeed mefn'
the pastoral office here) and in visiting old" e d" "
has been a pleasant week. May the Lord make the
vartous meetings of this week, a blessing to his cause
Have enjoyed some liberty i„ preaching to-day,"

Albau,, Oct. 25. Arrived home last evenin-^, found
all well. Our father and mother Woods have arrived to
spend tne Winter with us. May the Lord bless our so-
ciety to each other. My ch ,rcH U in , very low state
Lord I pray thee, spare thy .c ,ple, and give Ltv
heritage lo reproach." ' ' ' ' " •="'<' "ot thy

'' Oct. 27. Resolved that with the help of God I wHl
strive for the greatest atnounl of usefulness i, .Ms pWe

Also that I wtU try to lead on my church to the .ame
sptrtt and effort O Lord I pray tLe help me, ndtour
out thy holy spirit upon us all." "^

"Nov. 1. A new month has commenced. O for
grace to improve it faithfully."

"Nov 14 I find it the most difiicult of all things to
be humble." 12*

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« Albany, Nov. 14, 1836.
Mjr dear sister:— Your last I received in due season,
and ikilended lo have returned an answer the same day,
but was first interrupted with company, and then called
out to visit the sick, and found no lime to do it. But I
can assure you of my joy to hear once more from your-
self and family, and to learn that you were all in good
health. Aunt Covell had been here one or two drys
before, and had given me some account of her visit at
your house. I had, too, a letter from father Westcott a
few days before, so that I had formed quite an idea of
how you AYcre getting along. I should be very glad in-
deed lo visit you in one or two weeks. But did you know
how 1 am lied up here just now, you would hardly ad-
vise me lo do so. Lust month I only preached three
sermons in my o^vn pulpit, owing to an absence west, to
attend our Missionary Convention, and to other engage-
ments wliich have occupied my whole time. This month
I have commenced niy work anew. I am lecturing on
Wednesday evenings, on the book of Acts, and have a
very good attendance. On the first Lord's-day of this
month two happy converts v.-ere baptized, and yesterday
our congrecj.ition u'ore very attentive and solemn. At
evening two or three persons were evidently much
awakened, and one poor sinner rose up in the meeting
and desired tlie people of God to pray for her. Many
things looli to me as though we were just on the eve of
a rsvi\'!il. If ^-'i^ should prove to be so, J. should hardly
feel justified in leaving my post at all. I have partly
promised to attend the dtdication of the new Baptist meet-
infc-house in South Adams, cither this month or in the
early part of next, and hud intended to visit yourself
and sister Sarah at the same lime. This I may yet do.
But I have scribbled over li)ese things that you mny see
why I do not dare to make very certain promises. My

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183

health has been very good ihis fall, much belter than in
the summer. Indeed we arc all qui!e well at present,
and have enjoyed much better heal.h here, than we did
at Whitesboro'. Father and mother AVoods are now
with us, and will remain until -spring. It is a -reat help
and pleasure to have them with us this winter, as we
can leave home to visit and attend meetin-s at any lime
and have no concern about little E. u. the house.

Father and mother Westcott got safe home from your
house the Saturday after they left you. They were all
well when they wrote. *****

We spent a week in Whitesboro', in attending our
State Convention and in visiting among our old friends.
^\e had a warm reception among them and a very
pleasant vi.it. We can now go there on tiie rail road in
an afternoon ! We had a fine ride going and returning.
Certamly It IS a great improvement in n-avelling facili-
ties, to take two or three hundred people over a hundred
miles (nearly) of what used to be a very hard road, in a
few hours, and in so easy and delightful a manner.

And now sister, tendering much love to yourself and
children, and husband, I must bring my scribMing to a
close. I will only add that it is my constant, and I think
I can truly say my inci casing desire, that we may all be
fitted for a happy meeting in heaven, where we shall
never part. God has appointed us our dilFerent condi-
tions here, but he has one home for us all hereafter, if
we love and serve him. May he assist us to love him
more. The more I see of this vain world around me.
the more I despise its deceiving vanities, and the more
highly do I prize the relioion of the cross of Christ. O,
for grace to cleave with ever-glowing affections to God
and his cause. Let us pray daily for each other, that
our gracious God may qualify us for "all the good pleas-
ure of his will," and preserve us blameless unto the

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coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. Plea<?e write again
soon. Your ailectionatc brother,

Mrs. D. C. Brown." A. L. Covell.

"Dec. 6. This evening have received from my con-
gregation a renewed call to continue as their pastor, with
their approbation of my labors among ihfm for the past
year, accompanied by a j^resent of .'fplOO. This is a very
great assistance to me, and an encouragement to be more
faithfulj and trust more in Gad hereafter. O Lord, I
acknowledge thy great goodness in this. I desire to
receive it as a favor from /Ay hand. O, may thy holy
spirit enable me to make a holy improvement of all thou
shalt commit to my care."

*'12. Have found some satisfaction this morning in
reading the precious word, and in calling on God in
prayer. O, for more of his presence. Am preparing a
sermon for Thanksgiving-day. Assist mc, O Lord, to
act in a right spirit and from right motives."

"15. This is our annual Thanksgiving. My congre-
gation assembled with Dr. Welch's, and 1 have preached
to them both. The Governor of our State was present.
I succeeded quite as --/til as I expected, but I am glad
the service is past, for niy heart was far from being right
in it. I had too g^v^i r» vense of the presence of man.
I hope I may have a ii; :e lational and pious frame of
mind v/hen I preach hereafter."

" Albanij, Dec. 17, 1836.

My dear Niece: — Your very alleciionate letter was re-
ceived sometime since, and should have been answered
sooner. But I have had a great many letters to write
lately, besides many other duties every day which I
cannot omit. Indeed I had never so much to occupy
my time and fill my heart, as I have at present. But I
am serving a good Master, and I love his service th©

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mo'-eas it mull, pi , rmn uiy haD.:^. I wrote your
mother a short lime ., ;ce. In ihat leiier I mentioned the
recent oouv --.ion of a yoiincr huly. With one other per-
son, she was hapii/?.] the Subbaih after. Three or four
other persons have since ..I lined iiopes, and will b(
baptized .oon. There is good ' -al of seriousness
among those w!u) attend ot- meeting, and I liope maay
will be brought fo the anas ; the blessed Savior.

I was very much p!ea>od with the poetry on the second
pa<;e of your letter and ihe more so as I thoujrht some of
the lines indicated much serious reflection on the sub-
ject of religion. T even thought from some of le ex
^^ sionslhai pcrhnps you was already hoping in thr
Savior's love, and ihat perhaps you had experience
saving change, and I had not heard of it before. Is
Clarissa? Is your heart really devoted to your
andSarior? Ila Ood for his sake forgiven all „jr
sins, an ' owned you as one of his beloved and favored
cluJr' i If so, do - iie me a full account of the
chan-e that has taken \ in your mind. But if this is
not the case, if you arc sdll unreconciled to the God of
Love, and without hope in the mercy of our Lord Jesus
Christ, how diiFerent is your condition. Do you not
often, venj often, feel the nescssity of a preparation to
die in peace, and to be holy and happy in heaven ? It is
only by turning to God with all your heart, and believ-
ing on the Lord Jesus Christ, that you can become thus
prepared. If you feel smitten in your heart, and con-
demned for sin, go immediately to the Lord Jesus
Christ in prayer. Confe.js all your sins to him. Pray
him to give you a new heart and aright spirit. He has
promised his holy spirit to those who ask for ' is enlight-
ening and sanctifying inlluences. How it would rejoice
my heart to hear of your submission to the Savior! Do
not think yourself too young to become a christian.

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Death may call you soon. I this day received the pain-
ful intelligence of the death of your cousin Eliza Ken-
drick, (Mrs. Morse.) She died at Brockport, N. Y.,
after an illness of more than a year, in the full and assur-
ed hope of a blessed immortality. What a warning to
us all to be " also rcaJy."

Father Westcott wrote me last week. He and your
uncle Stukely have sold their farm, and are going to
move away from Charlotte next summer. To what
place they bave not deierrained.

I hope if they move away very far they will visit us
all once more before they go. You must not fail to give
my love to each of your brothers and sisters, and espe-
cially to the little one. Remember me to your father
and mother. 1 shall expect her to write me soon, a good
\ona old fashioned, sisterly letter, and I will promise to
repfy as soon as 1 possibly can. Tell her we are all
gettin<^ along very well this hard winter, and that our
society in consideraiion of the high price of every thing
have made me a present of ^$100 in money.

Do write me again very soon, and write very freely
your Rxerci.5fcs of nand on the subject of religion. I
shall certainly remember you in my prayers. May the
Lord assist you to pray for yourself and for your brothers

and sisters.

Your very affectionate uncle,

A. L. COVELL.

Miss C. C. Brown."

'' Albany, Dec. 28, 1836.

My dear sister:— As cousin Lemuel leaves the city
immediately, I can only scribble you a line or two. 1
thank you very mucli for your kind note and very com-
fortable present by him. * * * *

I send you that good book, Dodridge's "Rise and
Progress of Religion in the soul," on account of its in-

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187

trinsic worth, and not because it is new. I hone the
children when they have leisure, will be benefitted by
reading It. I also send you "Physical Theory of an-
other Life." It is a curious conjecture from a celebrated
author, and I thought you might perhaps be amused by
reading it, when wearied with things which are real.

We are all well, and all send love to yourself and all
the family. For particulars I must refer you to cousin.
I wrote you a short time since, and hope you have re-
ceived it. Please write again soon.

Your ever affectionate brother, A. L. Covell

Mrs. D. C. Brown."

'' January 1, 1837. Preached this morning on "redeem-
ing the time." In the afiernoon had a very solemn bap-
tism and communion. In the evening, an interesting
missionary concert of prayer."

"January 8-Sabbath. Have had a better day than
common. O God, wilt thou pour out thy holy spirit, and
bring sinners to thyself. O let us see thy stately step-
pings in our midst. To-morrow we observe as a day of
fasting and prayer. May the Lord be with us."

"18. Plave spentai)art of this day in reading my
journal for the last year; also in trying to examine my-
self, and to pray for the renewed work of God upon my
heart. It has been a good day to me. I hope my re-
flections will have an abiding influence upon me. A
full attendance at the lecture this evening; subject, the
death of Stephen. Solemn attention was paid to the
word,

I find in reviewing the year now past, that I have in-
numerable mercies for which to be thankful. God has
preserved my life-has given me a good measure of
health-rhas been equally gracious to my dear compan-
ion, and to ray little daughter. He has given me many
friends, and all the comforts of life, with the innuraera-

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ble priWleges of religion. May we all have thankful
hearis I °ee, too, that I have enjoyea many ptecious
' portunities of diing good. O, that I had ...proved
2L more to the glory of God, and the good of my
eople. During the year, I have made ..ne hundred
Lily visits, preached one hundred th.rly-s.x sermons,-
but have had very little reason to think they have done
™lh good. Have baptized Bf.y-five P"-— ™elve
les have administered the Lord's supper. O may
I be more spiritual and devoted in the year to come.

"January 20. This day I am thirty-three years old
I have been much engaged in wr.tmg a ser...on for the
Sabbath, and have had less time to reflect and pray than
I could desire; but it is my earnest vv.sh and prayer,
that I mav begin my life anew, and spend all my t.tno
and St" ng,l. hereafter to glorify God. Resolved, that 1
will for the vear to come, endeavor to br.ng some son s
,0 ChriS every month-thai I will be so fa.lhful to them
hat I can be al.le to say, 1 have done all for them that
God would have me to do-that if they are not couverl-
ed it shall not be owing to any lack on my part.

This' is the last entry in the diary. There is yet a
book of records, in pursuance of a resolul.on dated,

"May 26, 1335. Feeling the neces5.iy of more as-
sistance from God, in composing and delivering my .et-
mons, I have resolved, this day, to make .t my constant
practice hereafter, to offer and record a prayer for d.v.ne
assistance in every attempt to prepare and preach a set-

The pages of this little journal are instruct.ve and
interesting; but the Memoir being already extended be-
yond the proposed limits, they are, for the presteni,
om'iitecl. .. —

"^I think tl.is enumeration does n;;ri;rclude l^^'^^^^J^^*
on Wednesday cvennigs.

ALAN SON L. GOV ELL.

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The following letter carries out the history of the
winter.

__ ^ ''Albany, April 7, 1837.

My dear sister:^Your last was received a few days
since. I am glad to have strength enough to return you
a short answer. You know I had a hard cold all through
the early part of the winter. I kept alon- for two months,
calling myself well, and hoping to throw it olT. Instead
of this, I was constantly losing my appetite and strength,
till I found I could keep up no longer. I had also a sort
of intermitting fever, very much as I was when I had the
fever and ague a few years since. This Uiade me so
weak that I could neither read, write, walk, nor even
converse with a friend without paying a heavv penalty
in head-ache, |niin in my stomach, depression of spirits,
&c. I preached in my pulpit the last time on the morn-
ing of the fir.t Sabbath in March. In the afternoon I
baptized six happy converts and adminisiered tlie Lord's
supper. A very happy day for us. I soon after preach-
ed two evening leciures, and kej.t about for som^^ lime.
Three weeks ago I gave myself up to the care of a very
kind and good physician. For a week past I have been
getting better. I should before no-; have started off to
spend two or three weeks with yourself and Sally, bui
Dr. Shaw would not think of my riding so far, in March
weather and March roads. As our Conveniion in Phila-
delphia is to meet soon, (three weeks I believe,) the Dr.
advises me to go down the river, which ij now open, and
go on to Philadelphia or Baltimore, and spend the time
in a warmer climate, till the Convention rises, and then
return if I am well enough. He is going himself to the
Convention, and can there give me any further advice
if needed. Mrs. C. will go along to take care of me.
We are expecting to leave home to-morrow, or early next
week. If the Lord will, we shall return the first week in
May. After getting home, my first excursion out of the

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city, (which T have not been out of since last October,)
shall be to your house and Cheshire. 1 can probably
come at the time of your Association. Now do not think
I am clear gone, and shall never return. I have told
you the worst of my case, and shall let you know fre-
quently how 1 get along. If you receive a paper from
me at any time, it may signify that we are getting on
well, with no accident, and with improving health. I
suppose the mails will be very irregular for the present

month.

I am now very tired with this effort of writing. Please
accept my love for each and all. My best thanks to
Elraira and Clarissa, for the page they filled in your
last. I would fill this page for them if I was not so fa-
tigued. I must also write a few lines to sister Wolcott.

If you find any thing amiss in the penmanship or
orthography of this letter, you have only to think a sick

man wrote it.

Your afTeclionate brother,

A. L. COVELL.

Mrs. D. C. Brown."

P. S. All our folks in Charlotte have moved to Can-
ton, Si. Lawrence Co. Have bought a large farm-are

all well.

Nearly thirty conversions in our meetings this winter,
16 have' been baptized. Ten others have been received
and are waiting for me to get well and baptize them."

But they waited in vain. I believe they were baptized
in May, by Dr. Kendrick while visiting his declining

brother and friend.

The contemplated trip to Philadelphia was made, but
the weather coming on cold, with some snow, he failed
of receiving the expected benefit. About the middle of
May, he came out to my house. The roads were still
very bad, and the jaunt of thirty-four miles entirely

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prostrated the litde strength he had. His darkened
counienance-his altered voice-his emaciated form,
plainly announced thai I must prepare mv heart to meeJ
the will at God. My family and myself, received him
as a precious boon from heaven, and waited on him under
the full consciousness of his beina a candidate elect for
immortality We all felt that the air was embalmed,
and the habitation hallowed by his presence; and thai
our God was thoughtfully kind toward us, in granting us
the privilege, though but for a little while, of administer-
mg to his necessities. A f.sv days of nursing and quiet
so far recruited him, that ho ventured on the remaining,
part of the little journey. He was sensible that it would
be his last visit, and couk! not be dissuaded from goincr
by the ofier of having brother and .ister V/olcott com^'J
up to Pownal. He wished once more to behold the
place, and the friends of his childhocd. His best loved
cousin, too, Elder Lemuel Covel), was at that time liv-
ing m North Adams, about half way lo Cheshire, and
he must see him too at his own home. With a centle
horse and chaise, and his eldest niece for a companion,
he proceeded, but faiied all the while he was gore. Oa
iHs return from Cheshire, he spent the Sabbath with Mr.
Covell in North Adams.

Though feeble and hoarse, he made the concluding
prayer in the sanctuary, and a hcii^o.-rhage of the Iun4
commenced before he left the pulpit. ^The bleedin'^
however, was not so copious as lo be perceived by the
congregation, until he reached the grass-plat outside the
church. He was asdstcd to the house of his friend, and
the next day returned to Pou-iial. His resolution ever
exceeded his strength, and he so readily Avarmed into the
spirit of conversaiion, that he often forgot his condition, '
and would speak with an earnestness that cost him much
distress and prostration. He was very sick the ni^rht

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after reaching Pownal, and was confinetl to his bed the
next day. By fiood medical care, and constant attention,
he was partially restored, and carefully carried home in
the course of the week. One of the best physicians in
Albany was immediately called in. All, however, that
skill and care could do, was to mitigate pain-alleviate
distress. His physical organization had been so long
and so greatly overtasked, that nature was worn out.—
All that remained for him, was to linger, to suffer, and
die. Of this, at times, he was fully conscious. While
on his visit into the country, he conversed freely on the
subject. "Sister, [said he,] my complaints, and an
impression that has long rested on my mind, admonish
me that I ought to address myself to the subject of leav-
ing the world. On my own account I could fly at any
moment. But Oh, my dear wife and child, and my be-
loved church-can it be possible that my work is all
done? Is it possible that I am to preach to dying sin-
ners no more?" And that noble, manly face, was wet
with tears. It was no time to soothe him with fallacious
hopes, or to lay "the flattering unction" tp my own
stricken heart, that he could ever labor more. He was
reminded of the sudden dismission of his lamented
father, and the circumstances of his widowed mother,
and her orphan train. O yes, [he replied,! 1 often think
of that, and take comfort. I think the same kind Provi-
dence that sustained my dear mother, and watched over
our helplessness, will not forget to provide for ray own
dear companion, and my precious little daughter. But I
know it will be hard for them to give me up. O my
God, make thy grace sufficient unto us all."

After having seen him safely conducted home, and laid
into his own bed, I was obliged the next morning to
leave, and return to my own family. 1 resolved to avoid
betraying emotion, fearing the effect of excitement upon
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place, "Good morning brother." Grasping my hand, he
says, "How can I have you go so soon? And yet I
know it is right that you should. O, my sister, pray for
me, for I am a poor, sinful tiling. Pray that I may be
more reconciled to the providence that confines me here
when I think of so much that needs doing all around*
me." The idea was presented to hiin, that if indeed
he could feel reconciled to the will of God, and bear this
humbling dispensation with composure, and an acquies-
cing spirit, he might still consider himself preaching,
and more loudly than ever before. That possibly God
had now called him to suffer, instead of to do his will,
that he might thus, by showing the sustaining power of
the gospel in his own heart, give emphasis to all he had
ever declared to his people from the pulpit. His face
was buried in his handkerchief, and a pressure from his
hand vvas the only reply. In a few weeks he was so far
improved as to be round among the apartments of his
house, and to write a letter to his mother j but this was
the labor of several days. I believe ho was carried out
once or twice, but he soon failed, and a rnedieal council
examined his case. The result was a change of meas-
ures, but all vvas unavailing. From the time of his first
acknowledging himself sick in March, his people had
treated him with peculiar kindness. After his return
from the country, a brother was appointed by the church,
to take the daily oversight of his affairs, and provide for
his daily wants. Faithfully and kindly did that brother
fulfil his trust.

Having been informed by letter, that he was more
rapidly declining, I went to see him about the 20th of
August, and remained with him while he continued.
He was indeed wasting, descending with uninterrupted
progress to " the house appointed for all the living."
He had not yet attained that perfect acquiescence with
the will of God that he desired. He ever regarded the

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feelings of others, so mu'-h more than his own, thai he
was tmly "in a strait between two" feeling that it waa
needful for his family and church that he should remain,
but that for himself " to depart and be with Christ, would
be far belter."

That he was had in constant lemembrance among his
people, was hourly manifest, by the repeated enquiries
and tokens of love sent in, in hope they might m some
way minister to his rtlief. But the highest skill, the
most sympathizing kindness, and the most assiduous
care, were alike powerless to resist the march of death.
In our system of arrangements, it was a T^n of my
charge to rise at dciwn of day, when '=lhe watchers"
were leaving. Of course an hour and more, of unmter-
rupled communion with my brother v-a3 enjoyed. This
was generally the least distrescing part of the twenty
four hours to him. I felt that mine was a privileged lot ;
for as he replied to the kir.d enquiry of a friend, " the
outward man was perishing, but the inward man waa
renewed from day to day." The " morning cordial
was some portion of divine truth, read to him so near
his pillow, as to admit an undertone, as any loud sound
distressed him. While his strength allowed, he gene-
rally mad? some passing comment on the portion read.
But to ore^jenl all ihe inlr:resting detaih of those few hal-
lowed vveek^, would require another volume ; so I pass to
the close ; ii;st mentioning however, that among the
many friendo and acquaintance who called to oifer prayer
and take the pavtlng hr.nd, was the Rev. Mr. Woolsey
then of Philadelphia, but who had formerly preached a
few months with the church to which I belonged. He
showed us much kindness, and on taking leave, request-
ed me to write by the first opportunity, and give him
what I conveniently could in a letter, of brother's most
interesting remarks. I did so, and the letter, together

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with one from himself, was published in the "Monthly
Paper," now "Baptist Record." They are submitted
here, premising that the conversations repeated in ray
letter, occurred previous to Mr. Woolsey's visit.

As he neared the time of his departure, he daily spake
less and less, on account of the continually increasing
inflammation in his throat and mouth.

" Philadelphia^ Oct. 15, 1837.

Dear brother Allen :— Allow me, through the medium
of your paper, to present the public with some of the last
sayings of the late lamented A. L. Covell, pastor of the
First Baptist Church in the city of Albany.

It was my happiness to enjoy a personal acquaintance
with brother Covell. And all who knew him are ready
to embalm his memory with recollections of his worth
and come forth to sympathize with a dear church and
people deprived of an able and devoted pastor, and with
an affectionate wife and daughter, bereft, by this afflic-
tive providence, of one of the kindest husbands and
fathers.

On my arrival at Albany, from a summer tour, I was
apprized of the extreme illness of brother C, and sought
an early admission into his sick chamber. I found him
very low, and still wasting away under the influence of
disease. Yet it was a privilege to be there. For there
one might see the value of the Christian religion, in its
sustaining, consoling, and inspiring influence over a
spirit holding but a trembling tenure on mortal existence.
Did I intend this as an obituary of our departed brother
I should love to indulge in reflections cal'..' into exist-
ence while standing by his dying couch.

But expecting that the Christian community will soon
receive a somewhat detailed account of his life, illness
and death, I shall not anticipate such a notice, further
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were heard, perhaps, by none, but myself. And here 1
must necessarily suppress my inclination, while 1 men-
tion but a few of these choice sayings. On being pre-
sented to his bed side, he reached forth his trembling
hand and said, " I am glad to seo you, dear brother W.,
I never enjoyed the society of my friends more than dur-
ing this protracted sickness— you see where I am— I
have long been confined to my house, and much of the
time unable to leave my bed; but it is all right." After
a moment's pause, durina which I asked him respecting
his reii,^ious enjoyment, he said, "you know that 1 have
stron<r "attachments to life. I am happy in my family,
happy in my church, and I am always glad when an
opportunity is offered me to preach the Gospel to perish-
ing sinners, yet I trust I am willing to resign all into the
hands of Jesus. I know in whom I have believed, and
he is able to keep that which I have committed to him,
and to take care of my friends until that day when He
shall come."

Here, he seemed to have forgotten that he was ill, or
that he was in any degree laboring under the enfeebling
influence of disease, while he summoned together the
strength of one in health, and expatiated at some length
upon^the glorious rest which awaits the blessed in heaven.
So animared did he become on this subject, as to excite
our fears that he would exhaust the little strength re-
maining to him. Indeed, it was with difficulty that we
could prevail upon him to defer his remarks to another
occasion.

During a subsequent visit to his bed chamber, he spoke
freely of'the fullness there is in Christ, and of the com-
plete redemption which the Savior had effected for be-
lievers.

« When I think," said he, " of what we are by nature
and what we shall be by grace, I am lost in astonish-

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ment and admiration. I can compare myself, as a sin-
ner, to nothing more fitly than to one of those insigr.ifi.
cant and destructive insects, which have their habitation
in the dustj and then again I look at myself, and see
through the redemption of Christ I am to be an angel of
light, to be elevated from the dust and made complete in
righteousness."

" O how we are inclined to forget one very important
pa •♦ of the Savior's work of redemption. We think of
the spirit, and loo often, of the spirit only. Never did I
have such views of the resurrection of our vile bodies and
their being fashioned into the likeness of the Savior's
glorified body, as, while I have been on this bed of sick-
ness. The redemption of our bodies, O how consoling
the reflection, when I see mine wasting into nothing !»
'' The redemption of Christ, how entire ! how finished !"
My last visit was paid in company with brother Welch ;
after some religious conversation, prayer was offered, and
I was to take my leave of him forever : never shall I
forget that separation, and the admonition of a dying
saint. Taking my hand for the last time, he raised his
eyes, and with an expression of countenance which in-
dicated the intensity of his feelings, he said, "Preach
Christ ! dear brother, preach Christ."

With such au emphasis did he speak, and with such
an expression of countenance, as to identify the injunc-
tion with ray ministry. He seemed to say, if you preach,
preach Christ, make this the great theme of your minis-
tration. If you wish to glorify God the Father, preach
Christ,-— if you would benefit the souls of dying men,
preach Christ,--if you would enjoy peace in death, preach
Christ.

Without further remarks, I present you with some
extracts of a letter from a sister of the lamented brother
whose memory is blessed. In the early part of his sick-

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ness, he had a severe struggle in overcoming a strong
desire to recover— to enjoy the society of his friends, and
to labor for the cause of Christ. As the extracts will
show, he gained a complete victory over such desires,
and resigned himself entirely to the will of his Redeem-
er— "Thy will be done," was a sentiment which he
often uttered and no doubt felt happy in the resignation.

James J. Woolsey."

« Pownal, VL, Sept. 28, 1837.
Dear brother Woolsey :— To redeem my promise, I
present you with some recollections of my dear brother's

sick bed.

The first conversation of importance that now occurs
to mind, is a relation of the conflict which cut him loose
from the world, and enabled him to triumph in view of
approaching dissolution. " In a state between sleeping
and waking, said he, a horror, an indescribable horror,
came over me; I felt that it was the power of darkness.
1 saw no being, heard no voices, and yet was sensible
that Death and Satan, were present in person, and hold-
ing discourse with me. " Aye," said the tempter, " not-
whhstanding all your professions, you will be afraid to
encounter death when you come to the trial." " I hope
not," was my reply, " for i have put my trust in Him
who hath overcome death, and who hath promised that
his grace shall be sufficient." Death then spake, but a
confusedness attended his words ; something, however,
I distinguished about chopping, alluding to one of the
many forms in which he appeared to the children of
men." " With the chopping," replied I, " I have noth-
ing to do, I trust I am ready to meet my fate in any man-
ner my Heavenly Father shall please to appoint."
« Look here !" said Death. I turned in the direction in-
dicated, and as far as the eye could reach, lay heaps oa
heaps, of heads and trunks, and limbs, in one promiscu-

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ous confu3ioa! Never befbre had I so deep a sense of
the slanghler death had made in the human family, i
gazed awhile with shuddering, but turning to the dark
spectre, bade him look yonder! pointing upward, and
behold that holy, happy throng, " that no mau can
number." « Those," said I, "have through the grace of
our Lord Jeius Christ, gotten the victory over death, and
are now rejoicing before the throne." " Aye," replied
tlie tempter, "but how do you know that you shall ever
get there ?» And then, said ray brother, I fell to pray-
ing with ray might. The vision vanished, and I awoke
happy in the embrace of my Redeemer." Whatever
may be thought of the exercises of the mind by night,
this, in connexion with a dream of the hour before, was
blest to his spiritual good. It ended the long struggle,
between the desire of being restored to hpaith, and Ihe
desire to be entirely subniissive to the w . of God. It
somehow unclasped the tendrils, which so closely bound
him to the objects of his care, was the means of enabling
him to turn the currant of his thoughts, and set the affec-
tions of his heart, more intensely oi things heavenly
and divine. Speaking to Mrs. Covell the next day, *' O !
my dear, said he, how happy we shall be when we all
get through ; we have been about together a great deal,
but never home. I feel that I am going first, but I hav«
a promise that our separation will be short. Soon to
you as well as me the blessed word will come, ' Child,
your father calls, come home.'"

He was disappointed, however, in not going so soon
as he expected. Delighted indeed would have been his
feelings, could he then have soared to heaven on the
wing of fresh emancipation ; but his faith and patience
were destined to longer and severer trial. "Phe possi-
bility that this might be the case, occurred to his mind,
as the following day wore on, and he found no material

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change in his condilion. Towards night, as Mrs. C. and
I were supporting him in bed, he spake thus, " What do
you think, both of you? am I anticipating time, and dy-
ing in imagination sooner than in reality ?» We replied
that it was impossible for us to know the hour when the
Son of man would come. *' Well," said he, " the will of
the Lord be done." And the blessed Lord did enable
hi;n to carry out this heavenly feeling into the long de-
tails of a distressing and protracted sickness. The
gnawing hunger, and the parching thirst; the distressmg
nausea, and the quivering pain, were endured by him, as
one conscious that he was suffering the will of God. If
occasional impatience arose, he quelled it instantly, and
would say, " well, after all, it cannot be said of me that
I ' have come out of great tribulation.' "

******
Brother continued to fail until Wednesday, the 20th
inst Then came the welcome summons. But so gen-
tly was the icy signal laid, that we could scarce believe
it Death.

And when I saw him fold his arms across his breast
and motion for more covering, I remembered Bryant's
beautiful description of a similar scene, and felt that I
had the literal illustration before me of one ''who wrap-
ped the drapery of his couch about him, and lay down to
pleasant dreams." Truly, « the chamber where the
good man meets his fate, is privileged beyond the com-
mon walks of life." At four P. M., the empty casket was
• all remaining unto us. The precious gem had been si-
lently but finally withdrawn, and was no doubt glittering,
expanding, rejoicing in soi ,;s of everlasting deliverance.
There in the grand cabinet of the Redeemer's jewels,
will it a^ait the glorious re-setting he speaks of to you.
O ! let me die the death of the righteous and let my last

>»»/-»r\r\itn/» —

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ed the funeral discourse from these words— "Tf ye loved
me, ye would rejoice because f nd, I go unto the Fath-
er."

In the hope of again, and. ii Jhe Lord will, soon meet-
ing with you here, and of the far more joyful raeciing
hereafter, I subscribe myself your friend and sister.

Mrs. D. C. Brown."

Deeming that any farther remarks on the character of
our precious friend, would come with a belter grace from
some other pen than mine, I have made the following
selections from the funeral sermon:

''With you, beloved mourners, on this day of heavy-
trial, we most sincerely and affectionately sympathize—
we feel that your loss is on earth irreparable. There
must be many tender and mournful recoUcciions con-
nected with the memory of the kind, fliithful, devoted
husband, of the attached and amiable brother, who derived
so much of his own happiness from the domestic circle,
and never failed by his presence there, to impart it. But
we cannot better express our sympathy in your sorrows
than by referring you to the sacred sources of comfort
and peace, which the gospel presents. To the truth so
forcibly expressed in the text, that your loss is to him
unspeakable gain; that while you mourn the distressing
deprivation on earth, he rejoices in the possession of the
incorruptible, undeliled and unfading inheritance on highj
that he has gone to the Father. We are happy in the
reflection that this holy consolation is appreciated, that
we now appeal to hearts who have already received the
impress of the Savior's truth, and trusted in his love and
power. ********

The loss to the Zion of God is great, and must be se-
verely felt in this place. But a bereaved church may
also find, in the language of the text, a sacred motive to
submission and a sweet source of consolation.

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If you loved hiriij and none can question your affec-
tionate regard for your Pastor, who brake unto you the
bread^of life; uirected your faith and hopes to their glo-
rious objects, unveiled the excellencies of your Savior,
and encouraged your confidence in his faithfulness and
power. If you love God, the memc 7 of his faithful
servant is precious, and will be lonff cherished by those
who were favored with his friendship or enjoyed the
advantages of his labors. For of him it may be truly
said, that the cross of Christ was his glory and his joy ;
that his tongue never tired or faltered in proclaiming his
truth, while his life presented a beautiful exemplification
of its holy influence. The removal of the faithful Pas-
tor is indeed a just cause for sorrow, nor can I believe
that submissive tears are offensive to him who wept with
the sisters of Bethany, by the grave of their brother.—
Yet if you love him, you will not regret his early sum-
mons to the presence of the father and to the mansions
of the blessed. Though you mourn the loss of his soci-
ety and counsels, his ministry and example, you will
rejoice that he has attained "the end of his faith ;" that
though taken from you, he has gone to receive the gra-
cious rewards of his self-denying labors, and now re-
joices in the blessedness of the dead, "who die in the
Lord."

Before I conclude this discourse, I am desirous of call-
:ng your attention to the usefulness of his life, and the
triumph of his death. 1 am aware that the eulogy of
the dead is not at all times productive of the happiest
moral results. But it must be conceded that there are
times, and instances of mortality, which render it not
only proper, but highly important; that we may be influ-
enced by virtuous example, and that our grief may be
ganctified to our spiritual improvement. The present is
to my mind such an occasion. I am also reminded of

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the prohibition of my dear brother, upon'this subjectj
for when assigning to me this solemn service, he said'
"Speak not of me, for I am a poor, guilty sinner, and
hope only m the infinite grace of my Lord and Sa/ior,
but improve my death for the good of my people." But
how shall improvement of this affliclive event be at-
tained, if we refer not to what was excellent in his
character, that we may emulate it; to his triumph over
the last adversary, that we may be encouraged to labor
and hope for the same glorious victory ? The end con-
templated will be, I trust, regarded as justifying this
reference; and I am persuaded that our departed brother,
who gave himself in all the energies of his mind, and
counted not his life dear that he might attain the same
great object, will now approve it.

The life of your lamented Pastor, Alanson L. CovEL^
if measured by his years was short; he was called from
the scene of his labors in the midst of his days. But if
it be a more just estimaiion to measure life by usefulness,
then was his most happily protracted.

* * * ♦ *

His residence with you, my brethren, has been short;
after a brief period of less than two years, of delightful
and profitable intercourse, the holy relation has been
dissolved and he has been summoned to go to the father;
yet I am persuaded that he must long live in your affec-
tions. His tender concern for all your interests, his
generous sympathy in all your sorrows, his ever prompt
responses to the varied calls of duty, his faithful and
affectionate dispensation of the word of life, must have
all contributed to render him dear to your hearts. " You
are witnesses and God also, how holily, and justly, and
unblameably, he behaved himself among you; and how
he exhorted, and comforted, and charged every one of
you, as a father doth his children, that you should walk

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worthy of G*d who hath called you to his kingdom and
glory." 1 Thess., 2 chap., 10, 12. Limited as has been
the duration of his ministry among you, it has been
attended with the clearest evidence of his fidelity, and
the most gracious manifestations of the divine approba-
tion. For in addition to the mournful testimony of your
tears this day, we have the interesting confirmation in
the happy results of that ministry. One hundred and
six members have been added to the church, seventy-
eight of whom were received upon profession of their
faith in the ordinance of baptism. That ministry, my
brethren, upon which God has thus graciously set his
seal, cannot be soon forgotten by you, and its sanctified
effects will, I trust, be experienced, and exhibited long
after these mortal remains have returned to their native
dust. It was characterized by that amiable sweetness
of disposition, for which he was so remarkable. In the
pulpit, he seemed to respire in an atmosphere of holy
charity; his heart evidently yearning in all the warmth
and tenderness of christian love, over the condition of
perishing men. He sought to convince and persuade,
not to terrify and confound; to win souls to Christ, not
with boisterous declamation and fearful images of divine
wrath, but to draw them with the cords of love from
error and sin, "beseeching men in Christ's stead to be
reconciled to God." Yet was he faithful to his high
trust as the messenger of a Holy God. He failed not to
warn sinners day and night with tears. So faithful, that
I do not fear to say, that if any of this congregation
should die in impenitence and unbelief, and fall in the
final condemnation of the wicked, your late Pastor is
clear of your blood; his voice aflectionately, but une-
quivocally interposed its frequent and solemn admonition
between you and death. "Knowing the terrors of the
Lord he persuaded men." »

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But it was his delight to expatiate upon the attractions
of religion; to preach Christ in the grace of his offices,
the completeness of his work, the excellencies of his
character, and the glories of his cross and throne. The
Savior was enthroned in the affections of his own heart,
and he fell it his s^veetest privilege to recommend him
to you, in all the fulness of his grace and truth, the
glorious Mediator, able to save to the uttermost. Some
of his last expressions furnish an affecting illustration of
this characteristic of his ministry. A few days previous
to his death, while standing at his bed side, he put his
arm around my neck and gently drew my ear to his lips,
when in a voice tremulous and faint through weakness,
he whispered, "My dear brother, preach Christ." And
then as if fearing a misapprehension of his meaning,
added, "1 know you do, but I want you to preach more of
Christ; tell men of his power, of his compassion, of his
glory; call upon them to love and trust him. 01 never
did I know so much of his grace and glory as at this
moment; never did I see him so lovely, so precious be-
fore." Ah! my brethren, he knew much then; when
on the verge of eternity, -'underneath were everlasting
arms," and the light of a Savior's countenance shining
upon his departing soul. He then knew the sweetness
of l)is love, his power to raise poor, frail, sinking human-
ity above the weakness of the flesh, above the pains and
terrors of death ; but he knows more now, unutterably
more! for he lives where the full glories of God and the
Lamb are revealed. He "beholds his face in righteous-
ness."

Then why should we dwell upon these recollections
of fic'elity, affection and usefulness, enhancing the sor-
row with which we bear his body to the grave? It is
enough that the memory of the just is blessed; that the
righteous shall be had in everlasting remembrance ; that

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our brother can not die. It is enough that it is the will
of our Heavenly Father thus to test the faith and sub-
mission of his people. It is more than enough to silence
our complaints, to solace our hearts, and render us grate-
fully submissive to know that he has gone "fo the father J^

His last illness, although attended with the excruciat-
ing pains inseparable from the disease that sundered the
cords of life, furnished a bright and beautiful exhibition
of the passive graces of the Holy Spirit. Meekness,
patience, humiliiy, submissive confidence, were the
weapons wiih which he achieved a glorious victory over
the destroyer. Though his sufferings were great, they
were sustained with the most exemplary fortitude. He
seemed literally to "endure as seeing him *vho is invisi-
ble." His only anxiety was that he might suffer with
becoming submission; that he might glorify God in the
fires; that he might not become restless and impatient
under their intensity. When about to unite in prayer
with him, he frequently requested, "Ask of the Lord for
me, that I may be entirely reconciled to ihe divine will.
O ! for more of this precious grace." And the desire of
his heart was granted. I have often witnessed the clos-
ing scene of life, and rejoiced in the good man's triumph
over weakness, pain and death; bui never have I seen
this precious grace more energetically exercised, or its
tranquillizing power more clearly evinced. His disease
was pulmonary, and though resisted by the highest pro-
fessional talent, by the incessant attentions of his anx-
ious fiiends, and by the prayers of those who knew the
importance of his life to the church of God, human skill
and sympathy were alike in vain. It slowly, but irresist-
ibly progressed to a fatal termination, and our brother
ileeps in Jesus.

It is consolatory to know that when dying, as while
livin^ he t^ave his decided testimony to the power and

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grace of the Savior of men. When passing through the
gloomy valley, his i : was illumined by the presence of
his God. The truths he had preached to others, thro'
this trying scene, were the support and joy of his own
soul; the rod and staff of his God comforted him. My
visits to his bed-side were frequent; yet in no instance
could I discover a cloud upon his mind. While he man-
ilested the most acute sensibility with regard to his
moral imperfections, his unworthiness and guilt in the
sight of God, and often adverted to it in the most affect-
ing language; yet was his faith confident, his hope
strong, all the prospect bright and inviting. His sun
was evidently descending in unclouded beauty. For
him to die was gain. He often assured me, in reply to
my inquiries, not only that death had no terrors for him,
but that he discerned in him a friend sent to conduct him
to his father's house. On one occasion, upon askin^^
how he had passed the night, he said, "We\\,very iceU;
I have had a blessed night; there is no rest indeed for
this poor body, but my soul has found a sweet rest in
Christ." He was uniformly composed, tranquil, happy
in his Savior. But there were moments when he en-
joyed in an eminent degree the consolations of the spirit,
a sweet fore-taste of future blessedness. It was my
privilege to be with him duiing one of these precious
seasons, and he said to me with great earnestness, "0
this is too much! it is too much! This strong impress-
ion of the presence and love of God is more than ray
poor, weak body can endure." I was not only refreshed
and comforted with this new demonstration of the power
of the religion of the cross, but my mind was deeply
impressed with the solemnity of the scene. It appeared
holy ground, consecrated by the presence of the Holy
Onb, who had come down into the chamber of his dying
servant, in ail the fulness of his grace and condescen-
sion. O! it is easy, it is delightful, to die with such
supports and consolations.

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" Life take thy chance,
But, O ! for such an end."
"Blessed are the dead which die in the Lord, that they
may rest from their labors and their works do follow

them." ,. , . , .

Neither the pains which he suffered, nor the high spir-
itual enjoyment of which he was the subject, could so
engross his thoughts as to exclude anxiety for the salva-
tion of those he loved, and you shared largely in his
regards. For this church, for this congregation, for those
who this day weep under the bereaving hand of God ;
for those who feel little concern for their own immortal
interests, he was deeply anxious to the last moment.—
He knew the value of the Gospel by what he had experi-
enced of its consolations, and he wished his brethren to
possess them richly, that the sacred peace it imparts
should ever "keep your hearts and minds," that you
might live above the world ; escape its snares and pollu-
tions, and enjoy the full blessedness of a well-grounded,
glorious hope. He deeply felt for tho=e who are desti-
tute of its consolations; and especially for those to whom
in this place he had ministered in holy things. His fre-
quent inquiry concerning the spiritual condition of one,
and another of the congregation whose recent serious-
ness had induced in him the hope that ihey were not far
from the kingdom of God, evinced how strongly this
feeling had possession of his mind; how great was his
love for your souls. They were incorporated with the
last prayer he addressed to a throne of grace, and with
the last anxieties of his throbbing bosom.

While, therefore, you realize the severity of your de-
privation, and the never-failing sources of consolation
which the Gospel presents, let your minds be also im-
pressed with the solemnity and responsibility of your
. circumstances. Let your departed Pastor be unto you
as one that "yet speakelh," and the ministry that has

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now ceased forever, continue to exert a sanctifying influ-
ence over your hearts and lives. Love and confide in
the Savior he preached. Obey tlio precepts, discharge
the duties nis ministry inculcated. Guard against the
evils of which he so faithfully warned you. Imitate the
humility, the love, the fidelity, the zeal of which he pre-
sented so bright an example. Be ye followers of him as
he followed Christ, that with him you may triumph over
death, and go to the father.

The following sermon was originally published by the
society before whom it was delivered. By the advice
of many it is presented here.

Reasons for the formation of the American and For-
eign Bible Society.

A DISCOURSE,

Delivered at the organization of the Bible Society for
Albany County and its vicinity, in the meeting-house
of the First Baptist Church in Westerlo, August 31,
1836, by A. L. Covell, pastor of the first^Baptist
Church in the city Albany.

Acts xv. 29. « And the contention wns so sharp between them
that they departed asunder one from the oiher."^ "eivveen tftem,

The parties to this contention were Paul and Barna-
bas, ministers and missionaries of the church in Anlioch.
This was the first church gathered among the Gentiles.
It was emphatically a missionary church. "As they
ministered to the Lord and fasted, the Holy Ghost said,
separate me Barnabas and Saul for the work whereunto
I have called them. And when they had fasted and
prayed, they laid their hands on them and sent them
away."

A nobler example than this, of the true missionary
spirit, is not on record. How ardently must that church
have been attached to Barnabas and Paul ! How high-
ly must they have valued their ministry ! Though there

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wereolher ministers in the church, yet they seem to have
been less activ^^ and useful. They were called, there-
fore, to settd th '\t hf ' and most beloved men on mission-
ary 'i**vice. ii I have L en a great trial to their
faith, v«t Oiey seei. most chee-f-iliy and unanimously
to have complied with thi3 divine appouument. They
iromeaiafely sent forth their beloved teachers, with
FAsr.^ ^ »ND 1 'UYER, that llu olivine protection and bless-
ing migsit Httend them. In uui labor of love, they re-
ceh-d'a ncU J. vtnrd. After an absent '^f two or three
years, their missionaries returned with the thrilling
report of converts multiplied, of numerous churches
gathered, and of the wide diffusion of the gospel in dif-
ferent countries. .

After this, having remained several years wiih the
church in Antioch, Paul proposed to Barnabas to revisit
the churches they had gathered, and assist them m
whatever might be requisite to their prosperity. To this
proposal, Barnabas readily assented, and it doubtless re-
ceived the approbation of the whole church. Barnabas
•letermined to take with them Mark, who had accompa-
nied them through a part of their former mission, but
returned before their work was finished. Paul was un-
willing to place any dependence upon him again, and
decline his company on the new mission. On this point,
"the contention was so sharp between them, that xhey
. departed asunder one from the other." Barnabas and
Marksailed to Cyprus; while Paul, choosing Silas for
his'Otimpanion, "went through Syria and Cilicia, con-
firming the churches."

This diiiiculty between these first two missionaries to
the Gentiles, was, no doubt, regarded at the time as a
great evil. Both might have been actuated by improper
feeling. Mark was nephew to Barnabas, who migh'
have been too partial to him ; and a man who had once
forsaken his work without a good reason for it, was not

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likely .0 fmd mud. fuvor with Paul, who ,«m, nc-cr to
have kanud how <o abandon a good work ill i."!"
accomplished. ^ "" " "*»

It niisht have appeared lo many very u»wi« i„ ,l,„..
brethren .0 "depart asunder from eac'h oTe e, enTf
;hey .ould no. agree .bou, taking Mark W ,' tJe;

considledT"""',''"?""''' " "''"'^' ""■^"« '-"- b eea
considered a very bad precedent for those mission ,ries
<ogtve the churches. Its iml^ence upon all future "
borers m,ght have been most unhappy while h'tene

aoctr nt of Cl.ris!, and despise i„ promoter,. Dut "how
ean two walk tojelher, except tl ey be agreed?" A„d
what ,s the ben.it of keeping'up thi app^a ale of un
on, 'vl,« the reality of it does not exist These pos-
les won d not, could not, act on this principle. fTey
could no go out amicably together, thjy would sepa te
The Held was wide enough for both, and eacrwulj
dtoose hts companion, prosecute his labor, and truT „
God lor the results; and it h easy now to ee that^L ^
good resulted from their decisio'n. A. feVon ly on
mtsston had been rontemplated, and Paul and Ba nab"
were ,o have been the only laborers, but by the^se,7r"
.on, two ...ssions were undertaken by four labor s,
he same t.me-so that the whole aJr "turned ou,fo
the furtherance of the gospel."

This narrative was certainly written for our instru-
.on. It shows us, that even good »«« can not 7Zs

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world, that f they can not agree, they had better sen

rate; and that much greater food can be effected yl'

honorable separation, than by an endeavor to ac in con

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points, important as thay are to all who pray and labor
for the world's conversion; but I will take occasion from
them to remark on another and quite recent occurrence,
connected with the same great cause, attended by cir-
cumstances which all deplore, but which will, I doubt
not, be overruled in the good providence of God, for the
far more vigorous promotion of the cause of missions,
and will result in the conversion of more souls to God.
I allude to events which have transpired in the American
Bible Society within the past year; events which have
sundered from that society the largest christian denom-
ination in America, and which have led to the formation
of the American and Foreign Bible Society. Most per-
sons in this community are aware that such a separation
has occurred, and that the last named society has been
OT'-anized; but with the causes which led to it, and with
the circumstances attending it, many are not yet familiar.
As the aid of our churches, and of the friends of truth
who act wiih us, will hereafter be solicited in favor of
the A. & F. B. S., and not as heretofore for the A. B. S.,
they have a right to expect from us the reasons for this
new measure. In almost all our congregations, the fre-
quent inquiry is, "Why have you formed a new Bible
Society? What do you intend to accomplish by it/
Are you not willing to unite with all christians in giving
the Bible to mankind, without note or comment?" These
inquiries ought to receive a direct and satisfactory an-.
Bwer I do not wish any man to feel the least sympathy
for the new society; I do not desire him to offer one
prayer for its prosperity, or to contribute a farthing for its
promotion, unless there is good reason to believe it is
approved of God. If it be not of God, let n fall! But
if it be of God, let us sustain it by our prayers, and by
our liberality, in a manner worthy of its righteous oRi-

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I labor
n from
rence,
by cir-
[ doubt
for the
issions,
to God.
nerican
:h have
denom-
rmatioQ
[o5t per-
paratioa
las beea
nd with
familiar,
of truth
favor of
A. B. S.,
s for this
, the fre-
ew Eible
h by it?
in giving
?" These
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sympathy
offer one
ing for its
lieve it is
fall! But
ir?j and by

TEOUS ORl-

The object to be accomplished by the A. & P. B. S.
is stated in its Constitution. The first article declares,
that its ''single object shall be to promote a wider circu-
lation of the Holy Sciiptures, in the most faithful ver-
sions that can be procured." The second article requires,
that "the Society shall add its efforts to those employed
by other Societies, in circulating the Scriptures accord-
ing to its ability, in all lands, whether Christian, Ma-
homedan or Pagan." Its object all will approve. It is
simply to give the Pure Word of God to all our fellow
men who do not possess it.

Our present inquiry, then, is this : Why is it that the
Baptist denominatiDn can not continue united with the
A,. B. S. in translating and circulating the Bible in for-
eign languages, as they have done for years past?

Some of the principal facts and circumstances which
have imposed upon us the necessity of withdrawing from
the A. B. S., so far as the transiaiion and distribution of
the Bible in foreign languages are concerned, will now
be given. They are such, I think, as will appear suffi-
cient to justify the formation of a new Bible Society,
and to give it a very high claim upon the prayers and
munificence of an enlightened christian public.

In 1832, Mr. William Yates, Baptist missionary in
Calcutta, published "A Revised avd Improved Edition
of the Bengalee New Tcslamcnt." It was first trans-
lated by Dr. Cary, and published by him in 1803.—
"During the life of Dr. C. it passed through seven or
eight editions, each of which had the advantage of his
critical supervision."

"Mr. Yates went to Calcutta in 1814, made himself
thoroughly acquainted with the Bengalee language, and
preached many years with much acceptance and success
to the natives of Bengal. He is acknowledged by com-
petent judges in Europe, as well as in Asia, to be one of
the best Oriental scholars now alive j and his Bengalee

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New Testament has received from learned pundits and
teachers of Calcutta the most unqualified commenda-
tion." For assistance in publishing this edition of the
New Testament, Mr. Yates applied to the British and
Foreign Bible Society. His application was referred
to the Calcutta Bible Society, Auxiliary to the British
and Foreign. This society, in 1831, refused to encour-
age any version in which the word baptizo was trans-
lated to immerse ; and this was followed by a similar
step on the part of the parent society in 1833. The
history of these transactions is given by the missionaries
themselves, in a letter dated ihe 25th of May, 1832.—-
"Some years since," they say, "three of the Pedobaptist
brethren, unknown to us, though on the most friendly
terms with us, wrote to the Bible Society in England,
requesting them not to give assistance to any Indian
version, in which the wcrd baptizo was translated to
immerse. None of these lived to see the reply to their
communication^ and nothing further of a positive nature
was done till last year. When you applied to the Bible
Society in England for assistance to our version, the
Secretary of the parent institution wrote to the Bible
Society in Calcutta, stating, without any reference to
baptism, that if the version was considered a good one,
it was their wish to afford assistance. The resolution
they forwarded, was as follows: "That the above ap-
plication respecting an edition of the Bengalee New
Testament, be referred to the committee of the Calcutia
Auxiliary Society, with authority to contribute towards
the expense of an edition, should they be of opinion that
it ought to be encouraged by this Society." After seeing
this resolution, we inquired privately whether liicy in-
tended to give us aid, but could obtain no answer. A
short time afterwards, in their annual report, ti»ey came
forward and boldly declared their sentiments, intimating,

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too plainly to be misunderstood, tiiat they should en-
courage no version of the Scriptures, how well soever it
might be executed, in which the word haptizo was trans-
lated to immerse.'^''

Here, then, the die was cast, so far a§ the British and
Foreign Bible Society, and its auxiliaries, were con-
cerned. It was impossible to receive assistance from
them, unless the translation was altered. This the
translator, could not do, and preserve a good conscience.
1 hey therefore determined to apply for assistance to the
American Bible Society.

Their letter making this application, was received by
the Board of Managers of the American Bible Society,
on the 6th of August of last year. It was referred t'o
the committee on distribution. After long deliberation
and discussion, a majority of the committee reported to
the Board, against the application of Mr. Yates. A
minority of the committee presented a counter report
and in favor of the application. This was followed by
a long discussion in the public meetings of the Board.—
The result of it was, that no assistance should be ren-
dered to the publication of the Bengalee Nqw Testament,
because it translated baptizo, and its kindred terms, by
words which in Bengalee signify to immerse.

But this was not all. They did not confine their de-
cision to the single case of Mr. Yates, but adopted a
rule by which they would be governed in all cases here-
after. The rule is this: «^s the managers are now
called upon to aid extensively in circulating the sacred
scriptures in languages other than the English, they
deem it their duty, in conformity to the obvious spirit of
their compact, to adopt the following resolution as ths
rule of their conduct in making appropriations for th«
circulation of the scriptures in all foreign tongues:
Resolved, That in appropriating money for translating.

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printing, and distributing of the sacred scriptures in for-
eign languages, the managers feel at liberty to encourage
only such versions as conform in the principles of their
translation to the common English version, at least so
far as that all religious denominatious connected with
this society can consistently use and circulate said ver-
sions in their several schools and communities."

By the adoption of this resokition, three points of very
great moment were decided: First, the "Revised and
Improved Edition of the Bengalee New Testament,"
perhaps the most faWiful and perfect version ever made
in any oriental tongue, was rejected as unworthy the
patronage of American christians! Though thirty mill-
ions of our fellow men were speaking the language of
Bengal, and though the New Testament in question was
the only medium through which they could have access
to the revelation of their Maker's will, yet it was re-
jected, and the rejection plainly implied that they had
better have no Bible in "their schools and communities"
than such an one. They had better grope on still in
their darkness, than read a New Testament which should
tell them, as plainly as Paul did the Romans and Colos-
sians, that they were "buried with Christ in baptism."

Another point decided by this resolution, is, that any
translation of the Holy Scriptures into any language,
which shall render bapiizo and its cognates by terms
■which signify immerse, should receive no encourage-
ment from the A. B. Society. This was a virtual dec-
laration, that all aid should hereafter be withheld from
every translation of the scriptures which had been made,
ot was now in progress, by our denornination. This
was speaking once for all, and in a manner too plain and
peremptory to be misunderstood.

A third point necessarily implied in this resolution, is,
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nomination into any language, is consiclered and treated
as sectarian, and as unworthy to be "circulated in schooU
and conimunities." This was certainly speaking very
loudly to us, and required some action on our parr, that
would be PUBLIC, decided, and final. The luo largest
Bible Societies in the world had wholly and forever
refused all aid, and all co-operation with us in giving tha
Bible to the heathen, unless we changed the prindple
on which our translations had ever been made.

Under these circumstances, only two things were pos-
sible. One was, to succumb to the dictation of the
British and American Societies; throw away the toils,
and tears and prayers of Cary, and Marshman, and
J^son and Yates. We should then have only to say
t^r future translators, "When you come to baptisma,
or baptizo, do not pray to God to enable you to trans-
late those words faithfully. Do not, by ' diligent study,
endeavor to ascertain their exact meaning:' that's a
sectarian proceeding. You ^e not to search the lan-
guage into which you translate, for words corresponding
to them in meaning, by which you may give their exact
import to those for whom you are translating: that will
be considered an attempt to make the heathen all Bap-
tists. It will be denominated, both in England and
America, 'a scheme of proselytism.' This we can never
endure. Therefore, when you^lomc to these troublesomt
words, read over carefully the instructions given to th«
authors of the 'Common English Version,' and proceed
accordingly." This was one course of action, open for
us to pursue. Another was, to form a Bible Society of
our own, appoint our own translators, instruct them to
make ihe "most faithful" versions possible in all lan-
guages into which they should translate the scriptures,
and then submit those translations to the supreme control
«f Almighty God, and to the ealighteued judgment of the

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christian world. This last alternative we have adopted ;
and on the thirteenth of May last, organized^ in the city of
New- York, the American and Foreign Bible Society.

We have now in our country two national Bible So-
cieties. The point on which they diflFer is easily under-
stood, and should be carefully considered. It is this : —
The A. B. Society requires that all translations of the
Bible into foreign languages, must, on the subject of
baptism, be made on the same principle with t!ie "Com-
mon English Version."

The A. & F. B. Society requires that the words re-
lating to baptism, shall be translated by the same rule
that other words are; that they shall be faithfully ren-
dered by words of the same meaning in the langua|tts
into which translations are made. 4 w

This is the only practical point thaT divides the two
societies. Let us, for a moment, fix our attention upon,
this point. It is well known that our present English^
Bible was translated by order of Kihg James of England,
and first published in 1611. By order of the King, bap-
tizo and its kindred terms were not translated, but trans-
ferred into the language. This was introducing a new
word into the language, a word which no one would un-
derstand unless they were acquainted with Greek, an
whose meaning they coiikl not ascertain except by in-
quiring of their teachers, or from dictionaries and lexi-
cons. These words having now been used in our lan-
guage more than two hundred years, have become famil-
iar to English readers, though at first they would have
conveyed to them no meaning whatever. So far as the
translation was concerned, therefore, the ordinance of
baptism was left entirely in the dark. No one, without
some knowledge of Greek, could learn from these words
in the English Bible, what was the mind of the Spirit in
this great duty.

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_ Now the question to be determined is, Was the prin-

wh at GoTa '" •^'"' °"^^ ^'y -^ ^- J^^
wel asw^^^^^^^^^ the ordinance of baptism, as

.h! H . nu ^"joined in any other duty? Had

uLlI' ^r'l '"''^^' '" ^'^^^' -»-t it would be
t^nsafetopubhsh ,n "plain English?" what the Amer-
can Bible Society can not "consistently circulate in
schools and communities?"

We have also another question to determine. How
ought christian missionaries now to be governed m trans

Ought Uiey to be bound by the command of a bigoted

king, noW two hundred years in his grave: or ought^they

J^?e'? ''''^ ^^^^'l of the Holy Bible as faithfully as

In April 1833, the Baptist Board of Foreign Missions

convened in Salem, Mass., instructed their mistnrj

engaged in the translation of the scriptures, "to endeav-

or, by earnest prayer and diligent study, to ascertain the

precise meaning of the original text, and to express that

meaning as exactly as the nature of the languages into

which they shall translate the Bible will permit, and to

transfer no words which are capable of being translated."

buch is the rule by which our missionaries are to be

governed. Mark its simpliciiy|and its justice. First,

they are to pray for divine help: That certainly is right!

Then they are to "ascertain the precise meaning of the

or-inal text." Who can object to that? Then thev

are to "express that meaning as exactly as the nature of

the languages inio which they translate will permit " Is

that objectionable? Then they are directed to "transfer

no word which is capable of being translated." And

why should they? Can the heathen understand a Greek

word introduced into their language, betfer than a word

oi their own with which thev have ahvavs bppn f.^rpiiJo^Q

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What possible objections to this rule of translation can
be made by any intelligent, unprejudiced chrisiian? And
yet for literally following this rule, in his revision of the
Bengalee New Testament, Mr. Yates, one of the most
learned and pious missionaries on earrh, has been re-
fused any encouragement from the A. B. Society in its
publication. Is this charitable? But this is not all.—
For adhering to this rule in the translation of the scrip-
tures, they have refused all co-operation with the most
numerous denomination of christians connected with
them, of whose money they have now thcusands intheir
treasury. Has that been done with an enlarged spirit
of christian liberality? Have the men who have done
this, above all others, been washed white of sectarian-
ism! Judge of their principle of translation by |he
Savior's golden rule, " As ye would that men shouldUo \
to you, do ye even so to them." Suppose yoa had no
Bible, and an able, faithful translator Avas about to pro-
vide it for you. Would you want him to translate
"faithfully " every part of it, so that you could easily
read and understand it all in your own tongue? Would
you be willing he should ^ivb you what relates to bap-
tism, in words you never saw or heard of before? words
whose meaning you would have to learn by repeated
inquiry of your teacher, and about which one teacher
would tell you one thing»and another, another? Could
you consent to have him leave you tht!s in the dark in
this matter? Well, if you would not like to be treated
in this manner yourself, then, by our Savior's rule, you
ought not to be willing any fellow creature should be
treated in the same manner. And yet this is exactly
the manner in which the American Bible Society requires
all translations to be made, which share its patronage.
Let any missionary on earth, however learned or pi^us,
translate ihe Bible into any foreign language, by earnest
prayer to God, by ascertaining the preqise meaaing of

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ihe original text, and by expressing that meaning exactly
ia the language into which he (ranshitcs, iransferring
no word, but translating all, and ihe A. B. Society will
refuse him all assistance in it3 publication! and have
besides a standing resolution, Avhich recognizes such a
translation as sectarian, and unworthy lo be "circulated
in schools and eommuniiies!" With such a rule of
action, American Baptists never can agree; in such
treatment of the heathen world, they can not participate;
to such concealment of the word of life, they can not be
accessory. On this point the contention between the
two Bible Societies has been ''sharp," and they are
"parted asunder the one from the other."

There were other circumstances, also, which contrib-
uted to bring about this result. Translations like those
which are now rejected, had been patronized by the
British and American Societies, up to the time when
these diffijuliies arose. The British and Foreign Bible
Society had j)atronized translations of the scriptures in
various eastern languages, made by Dr. Gary, and in
which the words in dispute were rendered exactly as
Yates and Judson now translate them. Ii was not till
the year ISIJS, that their aid in printing and circulating
these versions was withheld; and the American Bible
Society had patronized versions of the same kind, until
1835. Now, when the course of these societies was so
suddenly changed, and they refused to patronize versions
which for years had received their aid, it was evident
that new motives and principles were controlling their
operations, and that the denomination whose transla-
tions they had entirely and forever rejected could no
longer co-operate wi.h them.

The case was rendered still more aggravating, by the
fact, that while they had patronized versions which ren-
der baptizo and its cognates by terms signifying immer-

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sion, other versions had been as freely patronized, which
render the same words by terms which signify to sprink-
le, to moisten, to ioash, " to tliroxo water at any one,
&c. Rev. J. S. Harris, missionary to the Seneca Indi-
ans, translated the Gospel by Luke into their language
in 1830. Mr. Wright, his successor, says the meaning
of the word most frequently used for baptize, is to thivw
water at one, to sprinkle, or spatter as children do at
play, or in anger; or to drench, as parents among the
Indians often do in disciplining their children; or to
pour a stream of imter on one?' Other translations
had been made by Pedobaptisl missionaries, no more to
the purpose than this. Such versions had been 'en-
couraged " by the American Bible Society, as well as
those^made by Baptists. Of this we never complained.
Our money and theirs was paid into a common treas> ry,
and we considered it no more than common justice i aat
the translations of all should be supported. The differ-
ent denominations, and missionaries who made the
translations, would, as we supposed, be responsible to
God and to manldnd for them. On this principle, we
would have gladly co-operated with the A. B. Society
until all nations should have read in "their own tongues
the wonderful works of God." But when the ground
was boldly taken, that the Bible, when it speaks of a
solemn chrisliiu ordinance, should not be translated;
that the millions of our race who have not the Bible,
should read nothing of baptism, or be compelled to read
it in Greek, we could go no further. We here feel it
our duty to "contend earnestly for the faith," though the
contention should become so sharp as to part us from
those we love in this blessed work.

But the American Bible Society has patronized ver-
sions, diiferent from those mentioned, and objectionable
on other grounds.

The Russian Bible, e. g. does not translate baptizo,
but substitutes for it a word which signifies to cross; so
that it would read, "Jesus made and crossed more dis-
ciples than John." "They that received his word,
gladly were crossed." "They weni down into ^ »"e
water, both Philip and the eunuch, and he crossed mm.
This could be circulated in Russian "schools and com-
munities." But should another version read, that they
who received his word gladly were immersed;" that

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ihey went down into the water, both Philip and the
eunuch, and he immersed him;" the managers "do not

u ?^ }^^ ^° encourage it !" Of course, then, we
who had rather be immersed than crossed, must supnorl
our own translations.*

I have frequently', of late, been reminded of one great
objection to the formation of a new Bible Society. It is
said that " it will interrupt the harmony of christians,
and tend more than anything else to perpetuate a need-
less controversy about baptism."

It can hardly be possible that a candid man would
seriously urge this objection, after he had carefully con-
sidered it. If the words in question are not to be trans-
lated; if they are to be transferred into all the languages
of the heathen, they will become the subject of ever-
lasting dispute, just as they have been in our hn<rua<re
Converts will ask their teachers vvhat these words mean?
Baptists will tell them ihey mean immersion: Pedobap-
iists will them they mean to wet, to wash, to sprinkle
or to throw water at them. Here they will be involved
in flat contradictions of each other. The very Bible
itself, for want of being properly translated, will be the
cause of perpelual controversy among three-fourths of
the human race, who have not yet received it. Who
can be willing to throw this "apple of discord " amon«'
the millions of Asia? The way to stop controversy
about baptism, is to let the Bible speak for itself, and to
let all men read and obey it. To endeavor to stop this,
or any other controversy, by obscurin;,', concealing, or
withholding the truth, is popery. The great sin of
Martin Luther against "His Holiness," was, that he
translated the Bible into the common language of his
country, and was for having every body readmit. The
Pope opposed this. He would have men pray in Latin,
and read no Bible at all. Here the " contention became
so sharp between them," that they parted forever.

The Baptists are now committing, on a large scale,
the same sin that Martin Luiher did. They are trans-
lating and printing the Bible in the difierent languages
ot mankind, and are anxious that all the world should
read it. This they believe to be the most effectual means
to promote truth, suppress error, and "stop controversy."
To suppres s any part of truth, to obscure it, or in any

* See Judd's Review of Stewart, a ppcajivj p. 175.

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way withhold it from the knowledaje of mankind, they
believe lo be the direct way to promoie error a>jd per-
ueluate conteniion Let those brethren who introduet
amon«' the millions of ihe East the same cause of coa-
troverly which for centuries has distressed and divided
the British and American churches, beware of arrojjaling
to themselves exclusively the title of ''peace-makers.
Let them not " heal the hurt of God's people slightly ;
crying peace, peace, when there is no peace," and but
fainl prospects of it.

Another ^reat objection to our society, is, that if the
Bible is translated as we would have it, all who read il
will of course become Baptists. On this account, it 19
urged that we ought not to insist upon such a transla-
tion; that some how, in a spirit of generous compromise,
this point should be yielded, and men left free to practice
immersion or sprinkling as they please.

Let us look at this objection. Let it be admitted, that
if the scriptures were translated as we contend they
ou<Tht to be, all converted heothen would read and be
immersed. VVnatihen? Would they have done wrongi
The very men who make this objection, confess that

immersion is valid baptism, ''go^V^'^r'T.ri'hl^.r
God " What harm would be done, then, it all the heatn-
en should believe and be immersed? No error would be
taught or practiced; nothing wrong believed or done.--
•What then are the dreadful evils that would result from
the universal practice of immersion? Does it make a
man le^s praverful to immerse him, than it does to
sprinkle him?' Does it make him less spiritual y mind-
ed, less active, less liberal in the cause of God? Ihe
men who make the objection, do not pretend this. U
the believing heathen were all sprinkled, t^^ey do not
pretend that they would be any more holy or useful than
if they were immersed. Or if part were sprinkled, oth-
ers poured, and others immersed, it wotald be no better
than if all were immersed. Lei the objection stana,
ther in all its force. Let it be admitted that if all men
should read the Bible faithfully translated it wou d
make "immersion the only baptism." All then would
be mht, our opponents being the j-idges. For tho me>
conJ^nd'that Something else -will do as well," they
have nothing to propose that will po better.
Take anotucr view

/vKinotion Tf ia now ad"

ALANSOrr L. CO VELL.

Willi their i).ipii<m. Contn.vrrsv would cea«e The

hurchcs -uou ,1 ,|,en have rest "from strife and divis!

ion; and " uai c,n,^ in the fear of the Lord, and in he

RZni:/l'll» ^'-^^ 'l-V would he' rx,ied"

rn tied on all sides that immersion was the practice of
or several hundred year.. Immersion was then the

CNIVERMAL PHACTlCn OF TMn CHRIS .AN CHUnc" ^'^0 e

then that our trans at.ons sho.ild make this the universal
prac ice of the christian church again. The church
would then ho. on this point, just what she was in her
bes and purest days Every body would be /a "=fied

cTurch(l^'''...'^'!'':^ ''^^'' ThS

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fehou d our translations effect all this, would ihev do t he
world an injury ? And are they to be rejected becii^e
hey have this tendency? Will they mil e the church
loo apostolic? too much like Christ?

I will here waive any further consideration of the
subject m thi. point of view. I hope and prav that ag
weleel justified belbre God and mankind, Keoroaa-
izationot the American and Foreiirn Bible Socielv we
shall be united and liberal in its support. By^he biers!
H?lv S^cr ;'"^ missionaries have JlLdy tril.slate he
Holy Scriptures into langua^^es spoken bv more than

S t r^"' f'"1 °^ '^'' =^°^^- ^^hey are still prayer-
hb/J zealously engaged in this responsible, Vet
blessed worK We intend never to rest in this great
enterprize, ull the "Lamp of Life =' shines upoa^the
pathway of every dweller upon earth.

.Jlli'^t' ^^'^.''"^ circumstances, what ought to be the
spin by which the half million of American Baptists
should be animated? God, in his holy providence, la
by the labors of holy men, our own hrelhnn, furnisheci
these pure translations of the word of life to our hands.
He has put thern into our hands in this eventful a^e.and
just as the way is opening for the diffusion of the'gospel
among all nations. What can be his design iJtlfis
unless It ,s that we should, withoi;t delay, gfve to man-
kmd a pure, unaltered, unobscured Bible. As the an-el

01 heaven, let us fill his hands with these "most faith-
ful" versions of the Blessed Word, and bid him s a er
them over the whole earth !

I reioice that fhp Rn^rH n? *Vt^ \ s. -n rk r* • .

— _^..,u yi jQg ^^ ui.jb.i3. »3ociet7

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have recently appropriated ^2500 towards the publicatioa
of the Revised Edilioa of the Bengalee New Testa-
ment byMr'. Yates. So that the labors of that devoted
Sonary are not to be lost, nor the Precious Word
Sed to 32,000,000 of our fellow men who are ready to
receive it. Ttns, however, is only the starting point.-
Thes? waters of' lile which are beginmng to flow mus
roll on in a deeper, broader channel, till like the waters
of Noah, they shall cover the whole earth,-not to de-

^'^a'uld^ litSr-of you present A«vTHmo to a fallow
creature in heathen darkness, it would be tl^e Bible.--
Thls would be your first, best gift for him. There are
manv hundreds of your fellow men begging of your
many iiuuu.c^ „.' , kpo-cr ns n vam, because

missionaries toi- bibles, ana "^ot>V^^ ' ' iiu .^

ihHV ha\'8 none to give them; VVould you not iiKe lo
Dut a few mo?e Biblfs into the hands of your missiona-
Tes and iJuhem give them to the anxious heathen, who
wait a I n <^h a the missionary's door, that they may be
rlsL ro ask for ;he precicas boon - J - ^^^-^lis
A haonv convert who loved his b ble, saui lo nis
teacher "How couki you christians, in your country
Aei) this sweet honey so long among yourselves, and
not sei^d any of it to us?^' Tu3 teacher made the bes^
apoS he c'ould. "But,"coritinuedhis shrewd disciple
i'h vi^ql not ri"ht for you christians to be sapng bU
LONG to ea fi other,\ow good this honey is ! how
^WBET this honey isl Why did you not^ break off a
r,ippp of the sweet comb, and send it to us/
^ Ye friendrnf the Bible and of mankind, when m
vour prave^ to Ahnighty God, yon say, " How precious
I.th J wo d unto mel sweeter also than honey or the
hoaevcomb'" will you think to bieak oft a piece of the
1;: ,^Vt comb," and Lnd it to Y-b perishing fellow men^
«« 4 ve would that men should do unto you, DO Yb.
EVEN SO TO THEM."

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