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WALLACE AND COMPAxNY 1919 All Rights Reserved Copyright, 1SI18 Hy (. W. WAlJ.AfK AND COMPAN". E M B 1{ R S JEFFREY DEPREND EMBERS CHAPTER OXF. The highway from the field to the homestead stretched out hke a giant snake, hidden in patches by undulating slopes ot green and yellow. The distance was, perhaps, a mile. The youth, who had spent the day a-field, trudged wearily homeward behind the team. In the meadows grasshoppers sang drowsily. From the river hard by the shrih piping of frogs broke in upon the quiet serenity of the scene. Along the way the eglanterre ran riot, over- burdened with laughing bloom, filling the air with the perfume of simplicity and the sweet mysticism of the earth. The dust lay thick upon the road. Cat-birds mewed sadly in the haw trees. [9] ]0 EM HERS Arrivil\^• upon an elevation in the road, the youth halted and looked hael:. Leaning heavily against the flank of Rob, his favorite horse, he drew a long, deep breath whieh was more like the heavins: of a siHi, and mopped his neck. He gazed back into the valley below, where lay the field fresh ploughed in the green frame- work of unbroken ground; the rich, dark fal- low formed a picture .of promise vague and dim. "Done!" exclaimed the youth aloud. The faint murmur of a bell came to him. He started. "Hurry on, old fellows!" said he to the pa- tient beasts ; and they, understanding, pricked up their ears and started off. Maurice was tall for his fifteen years and none too stoutly built. His eyes were blue and the skin, though freckled, white. The hair, long and rebellious, curled clum- sily around the ears. After the fashion of country youths, he stooped perceptibly in his walk, which was a long, awkward stride. EM15ERS 11 His well made hands were cramped and the palms calloused from contact with the handles of the plow. The finger nai's were chipped and black with the loam of the field. Before him lay another valley; and on the summit of the wide plateau beyond, clearly out- lined against the i)urpling sky, stood the gabled homestead of the Rodrays, who were his people. The house was of pretentious proportions. It was of red brick, with green shutters and white trimmings, and stood on the crest of the plateau, some five hundred feet back of the highway. Four gables pointed each to a different cor- ner of the earth. The land about the place spoke well for the thrift of the owner. In the rear of the house, an apple orchard, covering, perhaps, five acres of land, was in bloom. Flanking this was a ten-acre field in corn and potatoes. On the far side of the orchard was th- family garden, in which, the elder Rodray not infrequently boasted, every vegetable known to the clime was to be found. 12 EMBERS There were plum :\u(\ eherry trees around the entire ed-e of the {garden, and between these and tlie fenee !L;rew enrrant and i^roose- berry bushes in ]iro fusion. At a (hstance of some eig-ht hundred feet from tlie liuuse rose the barns, the slieep-pens and the stables, between whieh and tlie house lay a strai.^dit, well-beaten path. The Rodrays were, perhaps, the best-known family in the surrounding country. William, the father, had come into the north country and settled close to the American frontier when he was yet a young man and the land virgin forest and unbroken soil. One by one came sturdy pioneers to the spot chosen by William Rodray. The wood'^man's axe and the stump fires were soon at work in their destructive mission. Gradually clearings were made; and in the open spaces humble cal)ins appeared where white-winged tents had stood. The soil was rich and fertile; the yield of crops abundant. The straggling cabins in time became a street. The hamlet grew and gave itself a name — Lasalle. EMBERS 13 And as the hanilct of Lasalle ,i,n-c\v in uealtli, in prestig-c and importance, so did some of its people. And not the least among these was William Rod ray. At the time of his advent in the field of his future activities, W illiam Rodray was a slim, stern-looking youth. His possessions, besides the thin, frayed clothes on hk, back, consisted of a red kerchief, full of stale crackers and cheese, and an extra pair of cheap cotton socks which he had washed and dried by the side of streams on his way throug-h the strange country. A few shillings, securely tied in a corner of the red kerchief, totaled the sum of his meager fortune. ^ ears of monotonous sameness in his diet, consisting main^v of potatoes, had imparted to his features a starchy pallor. A native of the North of Ireland, his boy- hood had known no more elevating element than the fogs and the bogs of that\vretched island. It was with a sense of great animal joy that he first drank in the hot, clear sunshine, the 14 EMP.ERS cool delicious night breezes of the Canadian land. The sound of the axe in the maple, the crackling of the smudge fires, the yelps of the wolf-pnck, the distant rumbling of the raging cataract, a mile away, burst in upon his numb and dreamless soul like the intonation of a mighty song. He took a wife. On the frontier, in those days, beauty was by no means an essential in the choosing of a helpmate. If a maid was strong and buxom, had a wholesome fear of the Lord and was trained in ihe spinning of wool and the cook- ing of common fare, the lad was fortunate, in- deed, who came to possess her. If, for good measure, the lass happened to be endowed with ros\ cheeks, sweet lips and laughing eyes, with small feet, a full breast and well-rounded hips, so much the better for the bridegroom. But these were luxuries — qualities that might not be given to all, and which men would be foolish to seek with persistence, lest the men go unweddcd and the work undone. A large family was born of the union — EM HERS 15 twelve in all. Seven died in early childhood. Of the rcniaininij: five, three were g-irls— Ann, Mary and Alice. Maurice and Georg-e were the only son.s of the family. If pro.sperity had attended the .struggles of the emigrant youth in the gathering of wealth, the same might not be said of his efforts to control and direct the members of his house- hold. Eor this there were varying reasons. Afrs. Rodray was one of those storm-tossed souls which the Fates seem to have singled out as especial objects of injustice and persecu- tion. The elder Rodrays had each a well-defined system of education which they sought, at every opportunity, to impress upon the minds of the children. The father held his spouse in open contempt for the benefit of the younger members of the household, while the wife employed every means at her command to instill in the hearts of her ofifspring the same hatred and fear which she felt for her lord. Thus, and among such surroundings, had the young Rodrays grown to where they could judge for themselves. 16 EMBERS Tiierc were factions. There were loud, l)itter fjiiarrels, in which both elements took sides. The scenes usually occurred at the table. The mother, who not infrc(|uently hrou.q-ht on the trouble herself, would finally settle d-nvn into a whimpering- drizzle of tears. This was too much for the man's temper. lie would sprin.n^ from his seat with an oath and hurl himself out of the room. And now the mother, recoverin.cr her e(|ua- nimity, would despatch Alice to the cellar for compotes and other delicacies which were kept out of sight of the father. Regalinc,r the spirit with the body, she would now go over, between bites, the oft-repeated story of her injured love and t,,o countless wrongs which she had suffered at the hands of W illiam Rodray. The children never grew tired of this story. '1 hey licked their chops upon its recital. It added zest to the monotony of their little lives. It imparted a delectable flavor to the plain brown gravy on their j)otatoes. Too, it gave them a certain standing in the household. EMBERS 17 For, were they not appealed to as jikIl,^',^ ? On the other hand, if one of tlieni had trouhle with the mother, he or she was assur^ ' ininuin- ity hy .i^^oinc;- stn.'-htway to the tather and layini^ the case hefore In'm. "Away with you." he would say, "your mother is a fool !" And the child would take to its heels, know- injif the case was \von. Alice, the younger dau.t,diter. had prepared the eveninj»- meal. She was hr'n.e^inp^ in steamino^ bowls of souj) and plates iaden with hot biscuits. A joint of boiled beef came next and took up its place in the center of the table; then fol- lowed in turn deep dishes of turnips, carrots and potatoes. The g-irl, a comely maid of fourteen, now went to the kitchen door and rang the supper bell. Then she ran over to the wooden bench in the corner of the kitchen and, dipping out water into an earthenware basin, bathed her face and neck. The dining-room was of generous propor- tions. 18 EMP.ERS Three lar^e windows j^mvc liglit and air to the apartment. The room was siihstantially furnished. A red and yellow rai^ earpet eovered the floor. A sidehoard of hl'ick walnut stood solenmlv in one eorner; in another, a hox-like stand, with a flat top, made hy Maurice, to answer the purpose of a servint^-table. On the walls huuir pictures in frames made of cones and acorns. The window^s were cur- tained with long strii)s of white chint;^. The air was laden with the odor of lilacs, which were now a mass of purple and white bloom in the open windows. There was a peculiar, though indefinable, lack of cheerfulness about the room. The bloom-laden trees in the windows gave a distinct relief to the senses, while the vista be- yond rolled away in interminable folds of green and gold. The father was first to enter the dining- room. He was a man of fifty years, or thereabouts. There were heavy lines in the face of the man, wrought into the image by a long-waged EMBERS 19 iKittlc aL^riinsf ik'Huiv in early life, no less than I)y the never eea>in.- ■~truL;-ie to maintain the mastery of his houselioM. lie- walked with a thud of the heel and a pronounced, from si.le to side, jerk of the head. Ins t'aee was not unkindly, hut hardened hy the lines. He lo..ke<l neither to ri-ht nor left upon en- terin.ij: the room; l,u» walke<l t.) his seat at the Iicad of the tahle. hi> head han,c,ri„<r i„ thouj^ht. And nou doors opened on hotli sides of the room and the memhers of the household eame in hastily, as in apology f,,r the sli-ht delay, and took their places at the tahle. The father ca.t a swift -lance ahout the room. ''Whei is Maurice.^" he asked. •'J just saw him coming^ over the hill with his team; he naist have wanted to finish the oat held to-day." The speaker was Alice, x\ho alwavs took it tipon herself to shield her elder hrot'her from the irc of the father. h xyas a serious infraction of the rules of the iiousehold. as laid down hy William Rodrav tor a meal to be served without all of the familv bemg at table. -^ 20 I'lMP.FCRS I poll tin's (K-casioii. however, the e\i)l;ma- tioii carried its own e\cll^e. t'or the I'ather made no reply, hut hiisjed hiniseh" hrcakiiig thick ^hces ol hread into his soup. At the farther end of the tahle sat Mrs. Rodray. a .small. i)lack-haired woman, with l)ale skin and dark hrovvn eves. ilor month was sm.tll and thin-Hpi)e(l and her mien was that <»f one who liad suffered much for the sweet i)leasure of innocent mar- tyrdom. One mi.-^hl easily ima.e^inc her with a halo of lij^dit ahoul her head. Icaviui,'- her saint's niche in the facade of some ancient cathedral and hear- ing the green i)alm of her earthly triumi)hs he- fore the great throne. On either side of the tahle sat the other mein- hers of th.c faniilv. Ann, the first-horn, was to he married, with- in a few weeks, to a traveling auctioneer from ()uel)ec. The couple had spent hut a few days in each otiier's company. But the man, a siiahhy ap- pearing felliAv of forty-odd years, was anxiou.s to settle down in a "iiome of his own," while Ann, on the other side, who was hut eighteen, KMBKRS 21 had i)trn readiiinr imidi, of late of lo vc a 11(1 iiiaiKv. uliert'in .i,^•llla^l kiiij^diis and volnptu lad ics played wondrous parts ro- ot! s She 1 )ii rncd with jj^reat tire and waked I vi,^ils. hoj), nj^r ti,;,, ^,,1,,,^. ,,„^. niii-ht iii.i;- into her ehaniher, to whom si niL,^ come (lash- Tak le mis/ht sav e me ever r my lord — I am your.- -s now and tor- 'khe proposal of the stran-^er had I leen sjreed- dy aecept-d hy the i)arems. insomuek would mean one less to ici:^\ and clothe 1 moi e especially. perhai)s, for tl Ann was a j^irl; and a daiii-ht 1 as It )Ut le reason that er married and packed off to hed with her husband— that would he a load off their minds, to he sure. Mary, a timid, sweet-faced maid of . . teen, was leavinjr within a few davs for the vent of iJie Hotel I) seveu' con- the veil of the sisterhood. Tl leu. where she was to take liad not pleased the i)arcnt; have done a suitable alliance. le arrangeiuent as well as would Jdiere were a number of reasons for this the foremost beine^ that there was ever a possibilii)'' of Alary leavini^ the cloister and home, in w hich case it would be next to sible to marrv her off. as tl ^tltIous awe of an ex- returnmg- impos- le men had a super- nun. 22 EMBERS In such an evcMit, it \v(uil(l devolve upon the elder Rodrays to resume the burden of her maintenance. These were thing's to lie considered before the leap was made. It would be too late afterwards. And then, the disgrace, if it should happen! But, Ma ;■ had made up her mind — she was going. So, the family fell into reluctant silence and prepared for the departure of the young postu- lant. Alice was a }ear out of school and was re- ceiving attentions from a number of lads on neighboring farms. None might boast, however, that he received more favor tlian any of his rivals from the youngest daughter of the Rodrays. Fresh and winsome, she seemed to possess none of the sterner ciualities of the father, nor the lachrymose viuilictiveness of the mother. She was the housekeeper since the mother had capitulated to lier beloved rheumatism. "You'll make a fair cook, Alice, for some good farmer lad with tliree or four hundred acres," the f;ithcr would say, when in his best mood. EiMBERS 23 At ihi- Mrs. Rodray would give a slight start as though pricked with a pin. Then her head shook slowly from side to side and her little brown eyes sought heaven in nuite appeal. She was thinking of herself and the work that would sti'l remain to be done when the last of the girls had gone. For William, the father, would never con- sent to her having a servant about the house— this she knew well. George, t!ie youngest son, was still in school. He was a great "mother's boy" and never failed to make capital of his caresses. He generally knew some story which none of the other children had heard, wherein the elder Rodray had done or said this or that. Or, perhaps, he had given this kind of a look or that kind of a look. The mother, ever anxious to hear of some- thing detrimental to her spouse, never stopped for a moment to sound the;.e tales, which were overdrawn, or, more frequently, without basis of truth ; l)ut swallowed them whole. Then she would grow excited and vitriolic in her denunciation of the father to the children. Little had been said during the meal, as the 24 EMBERS elder Rodray did not permit conversation anionq; the } ount^er members of the family. Besides the sound of the iron forks upon the plates and the cautious sipping of hot soup, the room was in silence. The father had finished his supper and was prej)aring to rise when Maurice entered .he room. The dark hair '• )out his face and neck was still wet and clingmg from hasty ablutions in the family basin. The collar of his flannel shirt was open and the sleeves rollerl up to the elbow^s. In the "V" on his chest, described by the lines of his open .shirt, the cord of his scapular could be seen. He closed the door behind him and walked to his seat at the table without speaking. Alice rose to fetch his supper from the oven, where she had i)Ut it to keej) warm. "Why so late?" the father demanded, look- ing up at Maurice. "I wanted to finish the oat field to-day." And then : "It will give me more time to attend the mis- sion, and Father Xadeau told me this afternoon that it will begin a ^^■eek from tomorrow." EiMl'.ERS 25 "I don't know," replied the fatlier, "that Jes- nits' missions and the science of a.s;Ticiiltiire have anythini^ in common. lUit I do know, and this much I can tell Father Xadeau, that in one instance, at least, the fields come first— and that's with William Rodray. A fine time for a mission — save souls and let the earth care for itself. Vcs, let the devil do the ploug-hing- — in May — when not a moment can he lost. A pretty kiddle of fish! If I had <,rone to church every time the hell rang. \\\ l,e in the poorhouse to-day. Missions, novenas, triduums, the devil !" "Oh, you wicked man!" Iiroke in Mrs. Rod- ray, clasping her thin, white hands and looking up at the grey ceiling. -God will surely punish you!" Turning upon the woman, the elder Rodray gave her a look of infinite scorn and, laughing outright in her face, "\'ou hypocrite!" said h^, and slammed the door behind him. CHAPTER TWO. Sanj^low, the parish seat, was astir. It was the first day of the mission. it was to be no ordinary affair, tliis nn'ssion, preached by four able orators. lad been promised Sanqlow for years. i'>ut not until now had Father Xadeaii tinally called ;he Hock together for the purpose of moral regeneration. True, the parish priest delivered his Sunday sermon as regularly as the day came around I kit that was different. ( )ne grew accustomed to one's vicar or abbe and. in many instances, knew beforehand w'lat he was going" to sa} \ C)t course, when things reached such a con- dition as this, the life s])iriiual of the parishion- ers turned sadly monotonous. Little wonder there uas lack of attendance, and snoring in church, and other lai;->es equally serious in the mailer of Christian performance. [26] EM15ERS 27 I hit the i^reat day was here. ('^or three acres on either side of the church tlie broad avenues were Hned with carria,i,^es and \-ehicles of many descriptions. 1-armers and villai^ers were g-rouped to- .qeiher in sreat numbers in front of the church, where they cliatted. awaitini,^ the hist bell to enter. The women, for the most part, had ^one in, in tlieir eagerness to catch a first glimpse of the missionaries. Xow and then a belated carriage drove up and discharged its occupants, then rolled away to a shed or a shady tree at the far end of the lung, black line. Through the open doors of the edifice the great white altar niight be seen. It was resplendent in the light of many ilames. The country folk had brought flowers out of tlieir gardens and they, loo. were heaped upon the background of the altar, without much show of taste, as by the hands of children. The bell sobbed the last call to the faithful. Men threw away their tobacco and hastily I)ruslie(l their clothing with their hands. 2S EMBERS All talking- ceased in the ])ress of the crowd. A iiioinciil later the doors of the church were closed. Wit hill, the edifice was packed to the doors. Some of the worshippers had come many miles to attend the opening- ceremonies of the mission. Those there were whr, had journeyed from neighhoring- parishes to hear the "Black Fathers." The Jesuits were looked uj.^on hy a great many of these simple folk with a feeling akin to dread mingled with deej) reverence. The atmosphere of the church wi's stifling. The celebrants moved about in a haze of in- cense. Through the tall gothic windows, entirely too high for purposes of ventilation, die breath- less heat streamed down upon the sweltering faithful. During the long-drawn-out 'A'eni Creator," two women and a child fainted and were carried out tlirough the side door into rhe shade of trees. Ushers tiptoed, like ghosts, mopping th.eir necks and faces w ith sweat-drenched kerchiefs. EMBERS 29 Presently, a hlack-rohed li.^nire appeared in the door of the sacristy. Moving over to the foot of the ahar. the priest knelt for a moment, his head inclined. And now he rose and followed the crncifcr to the pulpit. "Leave all and follow me," was the text of the sermon. lUit the meat of the discourse ran more to the words of Jerome who, from his rock-ribbed cave in the East, thundered his still unanswered ([uestion: "What will it profit a man to gain the world if he come to lose his soul?" 'Fhe speaker told of the evanescent nature of a: earthly joys, of the limited scope, at I)est, of man's life, of the falsity of illicit passions and the utter shallowness of wordly pleasures. Then, working gradually to the climax, he quoted the parable of Lazarus and the rich man, and pictured to his audience the awful tor- tures of the lost souls. There would be weeping and gnashing of teeth, and no hope of abatement, no hope of de- liverance for all the endless eons to come. Women wept, ^len sat straining in their seats. 30 KMr.KRS A vdiint;- m'iii slirickcd h_. stcrically ami was taken Din into tlio cluirohyard. The st'i'nion la^Ud two liunrs. A nunilK-r of pcopli-, no loni::'t'r able io with- stand the heat, ha<l left their ])ew.s and made their way noisele>sly to the door for a breath of air. Some who had bnsiness at home were driv- ing: off. For those who remained in the cluirch there was still the benediction, with the '"Salve Re- tina" and "Tantnm Ergo." And now the wilted, swelterini;" mass filed nervonsly ont of the edifice and stood on the wide lawr. chatting and drinking in the pnrc, warm air. The Rodrays were among the first to lea\ e. The father was in haste to get away, as m.'ui}- things required his attention, both in the fields and the store. They had gone some distance when the elder Ro!lray tr led lo [Maurice and said: "After dinner. _\ou will take the red team and start in on the oat field. We can't count (Ml this weather after the coming change of the moon, and we must make hay while the sun shines." K\[P.KRS 31 Tliis was a blow tu .Maurice, as he had hoped to take advaiita.-v of at least the first day of the iiiissi,,,!, and there were to he two inore sermons t],at day, one in the afternoon, the othier at nii,^ht. I he hoy stiffened somewhat in his scat, but made no rej)Iy. His mother nudged him. It was a way she had of insiilh'nt^ revolt. Hut Maurice was much i)rone, of late, to fol- low his own jud-ment in matters of i)ersonal conduct, and in tliis instance he wisely per- sisted in his silence. Alice, who had remained at home, served tlie noonday meal. The churchgoers ate raxenously and had lit- tle to say. Mrs. Rodray alone spoke, hut without nuich response from her hearers. She kept up a running lire of comment on the el.Kiuencc and piety of the speaker, on the attendance of the parishioners, the like of which .he had never witnessed in Sanglow; on tlie heavenly grace that ^^ould he bound to How on such a worthy undertaking, and on the golden opportunity afforded sinners to redeem 2>2 EMllliRS tlu-ir ->iiuK tln"nii-!i t!u' inlcrxftiliDii ot those linK ,111(1 ^clf-s.-ui'ilicin^" nun. '\'\\v n,'!iur,il rt'Milt of Ikt ii.'inc.cfyrir wa^^ tliat wlu-n all had ri^i'ii ir<mi tlu' trihlc Mv^. Rud- ra\' was ^\\\\ loviii'^- with Ikt sonp; and siu" was t-atinL;- a halt' hdnr later wlu-n Manricc, in his field clwihcs. hni'si into the dininn-room on hi-^ way to the stahle-. The mother atteini)led to speak, hnl the yonth was in no mood for parley. Knshint;' ont oi' the room, he slammed the door hehind him and left the hon^e. That ni.^ht. Maurice (lro\e to Sant^low. lie hilehed Rol) to a tree at some distance from the church and walked over to the pres- bytery. An old female answered the nell. "I wish to talk with the father who preached the openinir sermon this morninj^," he said, in French. "Ah, oui. Monsieur Rodray, le Pere Sa- vard." she replied, sniilinq;. She motioned liim to a ^e;it in the i)arlor. and went after the priest. The latter came at once. He was a tall, dark man, w itli a slight limp. KMr.KRS 33 in lli^ lace l)cainc(l with :i smile tliat never clouded. Ills \oii-i- was dcej) and imisical. "At your -ei-\ icT, my dear yoiiiii; man," said llic priest, closiiii; the door. And now. lor the first ti:iie, it struck Mau- rice th.it he had undertaken much. Ills tyvs t'ell uix.n the floor, and he flushed peiceplihly. I he missionavx came o\er to him and placed his arm tenderly ahout his neck. "lie who sent you to me. his unworthy serv- am. w ill <4i\e words to your lips and courag-c to your heart. Let us recite an *Ave Maria!" X<»\v. then, all is well. N'our name, my little man, and how can I serve vou?" •Maurice g^athcred confidence from the words and manner of' the priest. He came to the point at once: "I want to Qo tr, eollege. .-;nd my father .says 1 mu<t remain at home, on the farm. \\'e arc tlie Rodrays, of Lasalle. Aly father owns a general store and ahout three hundred acres of I'arm and timher land. He can well afford to .give me an education, hut he will not hear of my going away." ol l-Ml'.I'RS "f Iiavr lu'ard ot your fatlirr irom I-'alhcr Xadcaii." rcjoiiud Saxard. "lie i^, a> I take It, a man <'i parN aii<l one who lias himself a :L;()(Hlly sinre ut' kiK i\\ ledjL^e. Have you de- cided upon a prote^siitn ?" ■"I lia\c tlioUL^hi <onie of the priesthood." "Ah, l)Ui do yon tt'el thit \ ou iiave the call- in,L(, the \ocation ; It is ;i serious step, my sou!" And the ])rie^i shook his head with a sad, in^cnUahle smile. "1 can not say." replied Maurice; "but 1 want to iu) to college. I can not bear this life of the farm." "My boy, there is a j^rcat deal worse," said the jjood man — "Mon Dieu! — c great deal worse!" Then, changing his tone to one of dccisiv.,!. . "I will .see your father tomorrow," he an- noimced ; "tomorrow afternoon!" Maurice went home with a light heart. In- deed, he whistled and sang aloud all the way. And the follownig day he toiled in the oat field without e\-en a thought of grumbling. P^laine, who was with him in the field, noted his mood and remarked upon it, saying: "Maurice, what makes you so happy today? Yoti surely have good news." EM HERS .Vt I lu' \(.iuli Ic-t'i tho plow and came over to l^laiiie. " I'hc la-st of ne\s>."* lu- exclaimed. "I'or n'^ >ate to s.iy tlia' I am .i^oiui; to collej:,^'. < )iie ot the niisMoiiarie.> ha- pi )miso(l to see iiiv lather and a-k liini to let me >:;()." Alaiirice did tiol see ihe cloud -te.il o\er ihe tare of his little friend. Dazzled hy the lit'e which he pictm-ed hefore liini. I.y the very tluniolu of shaking- (his hithy -"il from his j„„,is. he never saw the tears thai welled in her eyes as he Inrned awav to re- sume his journey around the field. She was a stranq^e little parcel of ; cd hair, cluihhy lc.q:s and hlue eyes, as she sat on the wooden fence, watchinj^- Maurice at ln\s labors. Her hair ran wild down about her shoulders and her chin rested snuj^dy in her hands. Anything but iM-ench. one would have said. ^ et she was as much so as her father, whose name was Baptiste I.e Rlanc. and her mother who had been a I.alonde. -Maurice was the crowning passion of her ten years of life. To her the tall, uncouth boy was an idol, a protector, sometiiinq- noble and' w orthv of great love, a being beautiful. assxbimmm 36 EMBERS She felt herself drawn to him as to a mag- net. From earU- chiUlhocHl he had hovered over her with ali the eare and tenderness ot a brother for his l)ai)y sister. The orccn and vellow fields, the river with it. roar'in- cataract, the orchards, the woods on the edoe oi the villaiie, all had been silent witnesses to their childish l(^^-e. The Le Blancs had come to look npon Mau- rice as a son in the family. \r.d indeed, when certain women had whis- pered '■beware.- or "maybe thi^. ' or "perhaps that." the bov having taken to si)ronting like a weed, the siinple parents of the little Le Blanc girl bade them be silent for shame. How could they dream of such a thing? Whv, the boy would give his life for their little ibain-, if need there were. Under the wing of Maurice, Elaine Le P.lanc lived a happy childh(wd. She folkwved him everywhere; to the barns, into the fields, where lal)or took him. On grist days, she perched alongside of ^Liurice. on the spring seat of the big wagon laden with sacks of corn and wheat, in her EMBERS 37 arms her rag doll ;ind by licr side the basket of lunch prepared by Maninian Le Blanc for the two travelers. It was a loni; wa\ to the mill, and the day was consumed witli the wearisome trip. Ihit Maurice entertained his little comp.-'.nion with manv stories .alonii' the road, and regaled her at intervals uilh candy and sweets out of his drrp. mysterious pockets, which seemed to 111 lid an inexhaustible supply. At the mill, he winild gi\e Elaine into the care of the miller's wife, while he busied him- self with the work of unloading and reloading tlie wagon. Twilight would see them starling for home with a long ride ahead. \\y this time the day's exertions had usually ])roved too strenuous for Elaine. She would sit for a while, her little hands in her lap. her short, plum]) legs hanging tiredly from the seat, and watch the red moon pee;^ n\cr the dark shailows of the hori/^on. Then the lilJe weary he.-id would nod for a moment; and she would come to .say in her soft, coaxing voice: "Maurice, put your arm around me: Em so sleepy!" 38 EMBERS The long journey ended. Maurice would de- posit the sleepinj,^ child in the arms of her mother and, l)efore going home, have a bowl of hot soup saved from the evening meal by Madame Le Blanc. Before taking leave, lie would glance at Elaine, still asleep, on the old hair sofa by the fireplace, and smik timidly at the proud, sim- ple-hearted parents. Then home — home that was not so much a home to him as was the plain farm house of the Le Blancs, with its long strips of home- made carpet, its warm, old-fashioned hearths, built deep into the walls, its blue and scarlet pictures of the Holy Family and the patron saints, and all the quiet, homelike dignity of humble happiness. Years had passed since tlic first trip. But Elaine had never once missed ihe monthly journey to the mill. She looked for- ward to the event as children do to Christmas. It was a great day. It was a day when she had her Maurice all to herself, without interruption or the pang of separation. liMBERS 39 -i -■5 Then, there were the fishing trips on Satur- days and hohdays, when there was no school ; and protracted voyages into the woods for flowers and honey trees; and, later on in the year, for l)eech and butternuts. It had come to be said by the women in their doorways : "1 see Maurice — Elaine nuist be near by." This strong attachment was looked upon with divided feelings by the elder Rodrays. The father gave it his tacit approval, for he was a champion of early marriage and home life an<l frowned upon celibacy. On the other hand, the mother looked wath disfavor upon the dec ening devotion of her son for the little French girl, believing, as she (lid, and hoping with all her mother's heart that her sons were destined to the "higher service"' — to the priesthood of the chalice and the cross. Rodrav was at work in the store when Fa- ther Savard drove up and alighted. "Mr. Rodrav. 1 believe, sir?" 40 EMBERS "Yes, sir. 1 am William Rodray." "I have come ^o ha\e a talk with you, Mr. Rodray, on a suhjecl of some delicacy." "Noll refer to m\ son Maurice and his de- ^ire to .G^o to college?" "[Precisely. Mr. Rodray." '\'o harm in ihat," said the storekeeper. "And that is wry well said, sir," replied the priest. "lUit, to come to the point, I will ask yon if yon would deliherately stand in the hoy's way. once you had reason to l)elie\e him called t(j liie ser\ ice of the Church?" "1 will answer you hest hy sayint^ that [ have no animosity towards the Church as a callinii:. nf)r have I any feeling against any one of the professions. It is the natural duty of all men to the soil that has actuated me in the matter of my refusal to send Maurice to col- lege. If you will step with me, sir, to the top of yonder hill, 1 will ])oint out an ohject lesson that will he worth the walk." ■'J shall go with you gladly," the priest re- plied. They climhed in silence to the summit of the hill, from which a wide expanse of countrv could he seen. EMBERS 41 In the valle\- Maurice was at work with his team. l"!lainc was astride one of the horses. They did not seem to >ee the priest and Rod- ray. Savard sjxjke tirst. "A peaceful scene," he remarked, "and one thai all hut make*^ me envy yonder lad." "And Nonder lad i< Maurice." rejoined the elder Rodrav. "Ah, indeed!" exclaimed Saxard. a trifle taken hack hy the coincidence. "Do you see the red house on the knoll, with the g-ahle windows and <^reen shutters?" "That I do." said Savard. "Do you see the o-arden. ihe shade trees, the dri\eways. the lawn, the harns and stahles?" "\'es. yes; a heautiful home, sir!" "And the fields and meadows adjoininji- the highway from the harns down to the cattle i^^razing hy the river side'" "Ves. I see |)erfectly." "Well. sir. thirty years .-igo, when T came to this spot, the land 1 have just shown you was a wilderness of stones and trees. [ have given my life to the soil. And hchold what the soil has given me in -eturn. Ah. she is a jenlou^ 42 EMBERS mistress, but a noble one! Xovv look to the south, where the smoke is rising from the chimney; the slate-colored house, with the white blinds — do you see?" Savard nodded. "Can vou see where the fences are broken down and the cattle straying out upon the liighway; the broken wheel on the windmill; the shutter hanging by a hinge; the barns in want of paint — tell me, blither Savard. can vou see the place — I mean the things I have ])ointe(l oiu to }ou?" "Why, yes, most clearly, si;-. But what pos- sible bearing can all this have on the business in hand?" "It's the house of the Frenchettes," replied Rodray. "I'renchette and myself came here about the same time. I le was a saving, hard- working fellow. He brought with him a young wife to Lasalle. They had a family of five children, three sons and two daughters. Xothing would do but the sons should go to college. Two of them stayed there and be- came priests. The other studied medicine, and is now ending his ill-spent life, a hope- less victim of drugs. The wretched place now EMBERS 43 awaits the sheriff's hammer, to satisfy usurers and creditors, lon^ unpaid." "Vou draw a o-loomy picture, my dear sir. But, tell me the appHcation of it, to your way of thinking." "I am tliinking," said Rodray, "that it is a devil of a hard matter to say whether a hov has the calHng or not ; and that if lie must take a seven-year course of studies to learn the yea or nay of it, he is mighty lucky to find, in the end, that his path docs, in fact, lie that way. For if it do not, and all his preparation he in vain, (iod help him for a misfitted thing in life, is what I sav." "But, still, it is your duty, my friend, to give the boy the chance to learn his vocation." "I understand," replied Rodray, his eyes be- yond, on the house of the h'renchettes. "I un- derstand," he said a second time. Then he wheeled about and stood with his back to Savard, ^vho understood that a strug- gle was taking place between opposing forces. The priest walked off a few paces, fingering the rosary which hung from his belt. And now Rodray came towards the priest. He was pale and his voice unsteadv: 44 EMBERS '"Tlic lad may .2^0.' said he. "Bu*. mark mc. I shall have ii" I'urtluM- voice in the mailer of his callinc;'. I wash my hands of it for all lime, lie ahandons the sod — well, let him lie in his hod as he makes it!" CllAPTl'lR THREE. 'I'lie crops iln"i\c(l. that }t'ar, in tlic HeUls of William Rodray. Tlie soil brought forth a bounteous yield. The bumpers were filled to overflowing; and the harvest moon rose o\er ]>eace and plenty in Lasalle. The summer, with all her gladness, passed away, and autumn. stri])ped of bloom and blos- som, came in stark i)regnancy. Mrs. Rodray had put the last touch to her preparations for her son's departure. Cetween smiles and sobs and softly-breathed prayers, she now awaited the tragic hour of his going forth. It was a cold, gra}- morning in September; and the earth la\- wra|)ped in a thick, white mantle of rime. Many of the trees were leafless. A pale, sickly moon was pasted on the dull sky, like a patch. [45] 4o KMf^ERS Maurice mounted to the seat, Ite>idc his fa- tlier, who took the rein^. Ah'ce eaiiie i-unninj^ out of the house with some apples, and. ••Iitr.l)inj4- onto the huh. shoved them into Maurice's pockets. There was a sad effort at cheerfulness from the mother and the ,i^irls, who were standinj^ in the doorway of the "oodshed. 'rhe\- held their aprons, and their lips twitched in the stru^'-.[::le to keej) hack the tears. W illiam Rodray said no word. I Ic was like a thinp^ of stone. The old horse turned tlow n the driveway. A little hide-covered trunk was in the rear of the wagon. Maurice pulled up his coat collar and looked back. The women were weepinj^ now. their faces buried in their aprons. Maurice felt something strange, like a clutch, at his throat ; but he choked it back. He was on the path of his desire. In the house of the Le Blancs. a little, tear- streamed face gazed out upon the wagon, as it crept over the hill and passed out of sight. ciiArri:R four. The old. j^ray collcj^v li.ul taken on an air of activity and life. The iron ^ates of the courtyard hanfjcd in- cessantly, as Brother Beatrix svviinj^ them to and fro for the waj^on-loads of trunks and boxes that were arrivins^ for the students. It was the first Monday in September — the day set for the openinp; of the classes: and tlie long corridors of the building, the visitors' apartments and the play-grounds in the rear of the college swarmed with students and their relatives. Here and there, in the dingy, ill-lighted par- lors, a sob broke out above the hubbub of chat- ter, where a mother was taking her first leave of a young son. Some looked upon it all as a pleasant nov- elty; and laughed in anticipation of the conges and the many visits to come. [47] 48 KMinCRS Nouiil;- hoys — iDcrt- l);il)c> in yr;ir>>, iiiunchcd .swcrt meats and clun^- t(i their mothers* dresses, (|uite unsn^i)ei-tin,L; of tin- pan.^s oi' the separation that \\a> nearinj; lor them. In thv iilay-,L;roun(ls, croups of hoys stood ehaltin,!^ and .i^ettin- ae(|uainted. while others inchilj^cd 111 a .i,^'in)r of laorossc, haschall, or erieket. In the recreation hall, wiiere a refreshment- >tand had heeii esiahlishi'<l. oiu- of the older students, who was workin,^- Ins ua\-, was sell- in-' ehoeolates. hnrnt almonds, pies, eakes and I'ruils. A little farther on. has^hall l)ats. laero.^se slicks, still V. liaid halls, and a variety of >porl- ins goods were sdlin- at a g(j(j(l profit lo the institution At the tar end ol the room a priest was chat- tin,^- pleasantly with a ^roup of hovs a»i(l ta.k- ino- applications for enrollment in the Socictc dc St. I.onis dc (ion/asne and the Societe de^ Entants de Mane. Here and there in the l)lack swarm, a lonely little soul mii^ht he seen keping timidly to him- self, in the shadow of the walls, or standing apart on the skirt of a group of noisv vouno-- emi:p:rs 49 ^tcr>>, not venturin;:^ to lake part in tlu- plav or the conversation. Somctinies two oi' ilic^c lonely ones chanced to meet and torni an ao(|naintance. This was perhapN the starting point ot' ;i friendshij) that would endure throntj^h the Um^ years ot" collep^e Vik', nay. who nii^^ht say? — till life was at .m end. Maurice Rodray arrived on the noon train. A number of students were g^ointj;- in as he rea-'hed the college. lie followed them, with an indefinable sense of awe. There was a cold, forbiddinj;^ aspect to the great stone buildinj^. that reminded him of stories he had read of i)risons and donjon- keeps. He hesitated on the threshold. The homestead at Lasalle. the trees, the river, the fields. Alice, h:iaine. flashed before him in panorama. The little world he 'lad fled seemed, of a sudden, bright and alluring. A lay brother motioned him. impatiently, to enter. He obeyed. "From the country, I perceive?" remarked the brother. 50 EMBERS "'^es. sir, from Lasalle." -Little matter; they'll take the dross off your coat, my lad." The youth l)it his lip and walked away into the hall, his face a deep red. Maurice saw a priest emerge from one of the guests' parlors and turn off towards the lower end of the hall. Me caught up with him. "Father!" he said. "Well, mon ami ?" replied the priest, slapping the youth good-naturedly on the back. "I am Maurice Rodray, from Lasalle," be- gan the newcomer, producing a letter, written by Father Nadeau, and another, by Savard, and addressed to the rector of the college, in- troducing Maurice. "Ah. oui. this is the young monsieur Rod- ra\', of Lasalle! T have heard of you from the good Father Savard himself. He wants us to consider you his protege. But," said he, up- • •n a brief scrutiny of Maurice, ''this is a fine young man. this young Rodray, of Lasalle! Have you had any Latin?" "No." ( I EiMBERS 51 "Too bad; I wanted you in my class — Versi- Ikation. But, the world is not going to split over that, is it, Maurice? Allons! We shall go, together, to the Father Rector. I will leave you with him, for he will likely wish to give you a word or two of advice. But, Mau- rice, come and see me — you understand? 'Sans ceremonie.' you know ; yes, come and see me !" "I would like to know your name," ventured Maurice, becoming more assured. "Demers — Father Demers." The rector, an old, gray-haired man with thick spectacles, received the young Rodray kindly, and turned him over, after a moment's conversation, to the prefect. Father Lacroix. The prefect took him to his professor, and, after a brief introduction, handed him over to an older student, by name Bangneulo. The latter was to act as the new student's guardian in the matter of acquainting him with ♦^^he rules and routine of the college. "Well," said Bangneulo, when they were by themselves, "what do you think of it, so far?" Maurice had no answer. He looked up into the face of his companion, as if to find one there. 52 EMBERS "The -c-ows" arc hell." >aid the guardian; "you'll find that out." "The 'crows'?" "N'es, the professors and prefects. Oh. you have lots to learn ! Where are you from?" "Lasalle." "Xot from the city, eh ^^ What class are }ou m?'' "I don't know; I've had no Latin." "Are you j^oing to take the classics'^" "^>s." "That's seven years. 1 have three more to do. Here comes a toad— Chaput. He's got an idea that he's a bully. Out f blacked both Ins eyes, last year, for stealing figs out of niv trunk m the dormitory: They starve you here." Chai)ut came boldly up to the pair and stoi>ped short in front of Maurice. He was a short, stocky fellow, with an evil ghnt m his small black eyes. His hair was straight and jet. like an In- dian's. His face and neck were covered with pim- ples and black-heads. He addressed Maurice in French: EMBERS 53 "Where are you from?" ■'I conic from Lasalle." "'The devil, you say! And pray tell me where is Lasalle?" Maurice cau^dil the sneer on the other's face and understood the nudj^e froiu Bani^neulo. The gihe of the lay brother was still fresh in his mind. "You'll do well to study your map, Monsieur Timpleface,' and attend to your own afifairs." "Well said, my lord," retorted Chaput, growing white under the sting, but with an admirable effort at composure. "Well said," he repeated, bowing low, in mock humility. 'T do believe we'll J3e able to make something of him — upon my word! Will my lord excuse his humble servant ? Au revoir, Monseigneur ! Au plaisir!" And he strode ofif towards a group of students at the other side of the grounds. "I like your grit," said Bangneulo, when they were alone again. "But you'll have to watch him. ^'ou should have knocked him down. Do you box?" "Box?" "Yes — this way?" 54 KMBERS "No; in Lasalk* I had no need for that sort of thing." "Have you never liad any battles in school?" "Oh. yes, lots of theni." "^'ou did. eh? How did you come out?" "Well. I'm not much of a fighter; but I have always managed lo lake care of mj^self." "There's the bell." said Bangneulo. "We have to fall in ranks fo- supper." The students came, in response to the bell, from all parts of the building and grounds and assembled in the main hall. Tn a few minutes the second bell rang. The students now fell in in the military formation of "company front." At the third bell, which sounded a moment later, the long line came to a "left face" and moved off in double file in the direction of the refectory. Th.ere was more than one awkward move- ment on the part of newcomers, but the ma- jority of the boys had been in college at least one year; and these guided the undrilled. The refectory was a long hall, with rows of tables on either side. Wooden benches served as seats. EMBERS 55 luicli table seated troii) twelve to fourteen sttidents. A religious or historical work was read aloud by one of the older students during the meal. On holidays conversation was allowed. It happened, strangely enough, that Maurice was assigned to a seat directly opposite Chaput. For the latter he had already conceived an implacable hatred. The fellow's face, actions, speech and manner were repulsive to him. After the incident of the afternoon, Chaput paid no heed to Maurice, but contented himself with eyeing hin: covertly when Rodray was in sight. At the table, he sucked his soup loudly and gulped his food like a savage. His mouth and chin were smeared with grease and atoms of meat and bread. He criticised the food aloud, saying it was not fit for pigs. "In that event, Monsieur Chaput, you, above all, should refuse to eat it," said the sub- prefect, who was passing the table at that mo- ment, and overheard the remark. 56 EMBERS Ilieii, by way of <rood measure, he added: "^ou uill a)i)y three hundred Hues of Aristo- tlo Ml the orioinal Greek. Have it ready for me by hechinie. day after tomorrow." The suh-,,refect. Father Adam, was a thin, dark, undersized man, who preferred sarcasm lo o-ood Nvine. He was a terror to tlie stu- dents, by whom he was thoroughly disliked. Maurice had but poorly satisfied his hunger when the signal was given to rise. And there were others of the "new ones" who glanced longingly at the food left on the tables, as they filed out of the refectory. That night, on his cot, Maurice remained .-'wake, long after the lights were out, and went over the incidents of the day. He was sorr)-, now, that he had not struck Chaput. He felt that he could easily have whipped him. '■ ' He worked himself into a fever. He saw himself lay low this insolent fellow with a single blow. He could hear the others shouting their ad- nnration tor him, the newcomer, and their ex- ultation over Chaput's defeat. EMBERS 57 Tlien the bitter thouirht came to him that lie had missed, out of sheer stupidity, the chance to attain, in one stroke, an enviable standing among his fellows. He dwelt, with bitterness of heart, on the affront ofifercd him on the very threshold of the college by a lay brother. He smarted, even now, under the sting of this rude fellow's words. The more so, when it occurred to him that this man was beneath him; that he was but a lackey in black cloth, performing menial tasks for the priests, and, as to attainment or educa- tion—a blank. Perhaps Bangneulo was right about the "crows." He regretted not having gone to another college, on the outskirts of the city, where the sons of plain people and country folk were not despised for a little mud on their boots. Here, at Saint Mary's, they all seemed to think themselves of the nobility. They went with their heads in air, with haughty manners ill becoming their stations, which were, in truth, no better than his own' 58 EMBERS It was \ery late, and the dorniitory snored loudly wiien he fell asleep. The following day. Maurice was assigned lo "Syntax," the lowest of the Latin grades. He went through the various phases of in- itiation like one who, seeing many unwonted things at once, retains hut a vaguj impression of the whole. There were sixty pupils in his class. Me came into the class-room with a hundle of new hooks under his arm. The seats, for the most part, were taken. The professor was speaking. Maurice stood hefore him, hesitating. There was a sudden ripple of laughter among the students. The professor glanced at Maurice, who was now blushing deeply. "Well, my good man," said the priest, "can you not find a seat? Have ] your name on the roster?" Maurice did not find words at once. He tried to speak, hut his lips refused to move. He felt the sj)irit of ridicule bubbling about him. EMBERS 59 A student left his place and, coming over to Maurice, pointed out a vacant seat in the rear of the room. Rodray turned round to see. The faces of the students jrrinned mali- ciousl}'. There were titters, cat-mews, groans. "Silence!" shouted the priest, conung down heavily ui)on the desk with his ruler. Then, to, Maurice, in a <[uiet tone: "^'our name?" "I am Maurice Rodray— from Lasalle." "Take Ihe vacant seat on the left aisle, in the last row.'' C-[IArTI-R FIVE, Maurice settled down to his studies and ua.i^-ed a iosin^^ hattle with "AJensa" and "I/l'^|)itonie." Latin was a stone wall before him. The declensions were a maze; the conjuga- tions imj)ossil)le. Others in his class made headway and re- ceived commendation for their work.' Bin it struck Maurice that these, who need- ed It less, were assisted through diftkult pas- sages by the professor, while he. who was at the tad-end of the class, was passed over with- out notice. In the examinations preceding the Christ- mas holid.iys, Maurice was among the la^t five of his class. On the eve of the home-going, he was on his way to the study-hall, when he met up with rather Rheaume, his professor. [60] EMIJERS 61 Tl and sec ic latter was coniini;,' out of the refectory iiied in j^ood spirit: Vli. Rodray." he said, not unkindlv. "I have heen pronii.siiij,r myself a word witl •11 1 voii. me, my son, do you not think it would be better tor you to stej) down, for a whil the I'Vench class, and there build ie, into uj) a sfron^^er foundation )> [ had a talk with l-ather Savard, the other day, about you." 'f'^ither Savard? lias he been 1 or a few moments, on his way throuLd •i lere the city, "And you — vou told 1 mine? '•\V inn of this— failure of iy, my son, you look at it in tl li.q:lU, 1 assure you. It is not your fault—' ours. Wq should 1 le w ronq- )Ut grasp the classics instead of ni lave given you time to without Lat m. 'I piun^tng vou, a moment's notice, into (jrcek and Jld could never consent t., that," .said Mau- rice after a moment's silence. The i)riest placed his fincrer o^, er the boy's heart. -^ ;'So fell the angels! Maurice, bew.re of ))ride. And. durin- the holidays, o-jve my suggestion thought. 62 EMIU'RS "\'ou arc j^'-oing^ home, I dare say?" "Lntil yon spoke to me, I was j^oiiij;; Inn n(»\\ I shall remain here." "Well. well, and why thi> snddcn resolution? \\ hat will your j^ood parents he thinking?" "I would like to -o. to Ik- sure, but Til not. I'm goinj; to stay here and >tudy." "Bravo!" exclaimed Rhcamne, clapping his student on the hack. "Bravo, niv son! A„d rest assured that I shall help you. We shall Mart in tom(./r(n\ !" It came as a shock t,, Mrs. Rodrav. that Maurice would not he home tor the holidays. She l;ad a i^reat many things to tell him' And, hcsides, she !iad counted not a little (>n ihe honor of walking up the main aisle of the church. Christmas day on the arm of her eld- est son, "home from college." She had grown quite proud of hi. heino- there. "^ She would find a way. invariably, to intro- duce the subject to friends and strangers alike It would be "since my ;.on has gone to the Jesuits"; or. "I feel quite lost without Mau- K-MfUCRS 63 ncc. my i;oy. ulio is i„ mlkgc" : or. apai.i. "All. (i,„i is a jealous inaMcr! lie rIvcs nic a M)n aiKl ta!:c< iiirn froin ,„e. The dear boy is m the Jesuits' Colle-e, you knou-. H,. hopes lo i)t'(.-oine a priest." •A iMr.thcr's lieart." slu- H-ouM often sav 'a •••""■^•■■^ I-eart! ^••ho hut a mother k.i'nv. ^^'••'"•'^'•'love? VouMhere's my Maurice- ,i^"ne. you nii..ht >ay ; ho is with t.lie ftsuits' v'U knov.-studyincr ,-„r the j.riesthoo,! Ah' 'low we suffer, we poor mothers!" ilowever, >he resi^^med herself reluctai.ih' '<' 'lor son-s letter and set ahout to prepare a '••'^ «> sweet., and delicacies for the absent one. 1 Ins was done by the mother and the -iris C'corj^^e drove lo the station, that night ''v.ith tl^e box, while the elder Rodrav was away irom home. "^ I or the father must not know of this The latter, on the other liand, upon hearing <)t .vlaunce s decision to remain at the college ^vrote him a long letter in which he spoke of the horses, the cattle, the sheep, and the cut- ting of cord -wood in the timber land. i le admonished his son to give all his time to ^tudy, to shun evil coir.panio. , and. if at any 64 EMBERS time he miglit l>e tempted, to give women a wide bertli. There was a twenty-dollar bill in the letter —"a Christmas gift which, I trust, you will put to good use and of which I enjoin you not to speak to your mother." Maurice flushed as he read that part of the letter which told of the live stock and the wood. An American, from Montana, who was also spending the holidays at the college, was com- ing towards hi)ii at this moment. Ke folded the letter hastily and p. it in his poc! et. When the ciasses reopened, in January, Maurice was well grounded in the declensions and regular conjugations. True to his word, Rheaume had spent every available moment of his time drilling his pupil. "Dc you see the tall, dark boy yonder?" th I'riest would say to guests or intimates. "What do you think of him? A gooc^ face, is it not? He is making Syntax under a handicap. I tried to reason with him, to show him that he would do better to step down a grade. And what do you think he did? He refused point-blank! And don't you know that he is going to make EMBERS 65 It? ^Vs, sir, hanging on by his teeth, and going to make it!" After the return of the students, the Hfe of the college settled down into the monotony of dull routine. At Easier, Mrs. Rodray ciime to sec Maurice. Alice was with her. They were shown into one of the guests' parlors. Mrs. Rodrax carried a little black satchel; Alice a large carpet-bag. which was over eighted and bulging. Upon Maurice's appearance in the doorway, the motiier began to weep. Alice ventured to say that she slK.uld not carry on in this style; that there were other people in the room, and that Maurice would not be ai)t to take it in good p;irt. The latter had halted, for a moment, to speak to a priest in the doorway. He came over now to the women. Me made a faint effort at a smile. Hf .as visibly put out at sight of his mother, who vas now wiping her eyes and smiling at him in her tears. Alice rose to kiss her brother, and sat down again. 66 EMF^ERS Tliere were two red spots on her cheeks. She shuffled her hands in her lap and moved her feet nervously on the roui^h floor. Mer hair was bang-ed over the forehead and done in a hi": knot at the hack of her liead. Slie wore a j)laid woolen dress of a j^ray and black mixture. The skirt, which fell above her boot-tops, showed tvvo white bands of stockings. ^\irs. Rodray was tastily dressed in black and wore gloves and a new bonnet. After the first few words of greeting, there was an interval of silence. Alice, with a view to starting a conversation, caught up the carpet-bag md made as if to open it. Maurice took her arm: "Don't open that here." he said, in a hoarse undertone. "My God! I would never hear the end of it from the students !" Alice dropped the bag and looked up at her brother, and from him to Mrs. Rodray. The mother was gazing at the son, her hands crossed o\ er the little satchel, an ecstatic smile lighting up her pale, thin face, a strange, glint- like fire in her brown eyes. EM HERS 67 "If you're ashamed of me, Maurice. I can .•-TO I)ack home." said Alice, .s^oing- white. She was on her feet as she spoke. Maurice laid his hands upon hers and said: "Xo, no. Alice: I never meant anything like that— you know 1 didn't. Rut the boys, you know." turning i,> Afrs. Rodray for contirma- tion. "the boys are such upstarts! I'll have a porter take it up to the dormitory, after a while, and put it under my bed." "\\ hy. what a silly thing to say, Alice!" said Mrs. Rodray. "As'l.amed of you? What an idea ! Poor girl ! \o<a ha\e ycmr father's teni- ])er— oh, that man ! that cruel man !" "Mother," said Maurice, "leave off this fam- ily talk; some one may o\erliear it: and, be- sides, it's very disagreeable to sit here and go over those thinirs." "U'hy. Maurice!" exclaimed the mother, "what has come over you? N'ou never acted hke this before. I thought surelv to find con- solation here, with you, for wlun.; I have made so many sacrifices!" As she spoke, the tears welled again in her eyes, and her lips twitched in the etifort to re- strain them. 68 EMBERS At tliis moment, Father Rhcaiime entered the room. Maurice called him over to his party. "lie is rny eldest son." said Mrs. Rodray to the priest, smilinj^ sweetly. "Ah, you priests are such nohlt men ! A mother should be glad, indeed, to give her son to the Church. I be- lieve, in fact, that, in doing this, 1 will fmd great consolation and a reward for past sacri- fices." "I had no idea." remarked Rheaume, "that our Maurice had thoughts of the priesthood." The priest glanced from son to mother. Mrs. Rodray said no more, but looked at Maurice with a strange hxity of gaze and a smile that hovered close to tears. They left early. Mrs. Rodray broke down completely at the leaxc-taking. and Maurice experienced a sud- den relief when the mother and sister had gone. He had never had this feeling towards Mrs. Rodray in the past. But, to-day, she had seemed to have about her an indefinable atmosphere of impending disaster. EMBERS 69 She was ever too eager to air her troubles to strangers. And that would never do here in the college. She dragged out the faniilv skeleton for the gaze and scrutiny of all or any who wished to hear or see, much as his father showed off his finest horses — at least such had been her habit n 1 asalle: and he knew she had not changed her habit in so short a while. And Alice ! Why had his mother not seen to her clothes? Xo gloves. .\nd then, those abmninable white rags of stockings ! Things ran on smoothly to the end of June, and ilie close of the first year of his studies saw him rise from a despised tail-ender ti) be the twentieth pupil in a class of sixty. 1 here was now the summer vacation of two months. .Maurice went back to f.asalle. 1 le came at the close of the day. The elder Rodrav met him at the station. 70 EMBERS Farmer^ and idlers stood about in little groups on the platform. They knew Maurice. But, few spoke to him. Some raised their hats in silent salutation. There was, already, a ,Qap between this son Of the soil and the tillers thereof. Maurice had strai.q'htened. The stooj) in the shoulders was gone. His chin struck a higher angle, and he seemed a trifle conscious of superiority. Rob, the favorite horse of the returning son, turned his head to Maurice, lie whinnied in recognition and pricked up his ears. The station-master hoisted the student's trunk onto the spring-wagon of the Rodways. It was a large, square, massive thing. The little hide-covered thing he had taken away was not there. Along the way, the wheat and oat fields lay in \el\et mantles of green. The frogs were piping their shrill songs, to which Maurice had been wont to listen as a farm lad. The wild flowers were bursting forth in riot- ous bloom along the banks of the dustv, yellow highway. EMBERS 71 Men and women stood in their doorways, staring, as father and son drove h\ On the hill beyond, >ii the \eianda of the Rodway honle'^tead. a little knot of white- aproned women waved white ki rchiefs to the retnrninj^- son. seated beside his father in the waf^on. When the greeting- was over and the hubbub of excitement had subsided to a softer note. Mrs. Rodray stole away to her bedroom and wept — wept for very jov. J'^or wa. ibis not a day to remember? Was there another mother in all Lasalle who luul so much cause to rejoice? 191 CMAPTRR SIX. On tlie nii»rro\v oi lii's honie-coniin^-. "Maurice rose late. 'riir()iii.^h tlie open window of In's bedroom, on tlie ui)|)er floor, a warm breeze swelled ilie wliite nuill curtains, like sails in L;racioiis winds. The ai)])le orchard below had lost its bloom, and the round, (T;-reen fruit was be.Q^inninj^- to l)eep throui^h the heavy foliafte. .\ robin chir])ed boldly on the top of the nearest tree and. seeinc? Maurice. t1ew awav. I ie gazed long upc^i the simple scene. His mind groped through a maze of things which came to him obscurely, like the remnant of a dream. This he knew: Some change was taking place within him; a slow, subtle change which |)assed his under- standing, and in the pr. cess of which he was, like i)otter"s clay, a plastic and helpless subject. f"21 EMBERS 71 He was conscious of a \ery delinile desire lo heconie a cereal man in the world. He j)icture(l himself lea(hn^ an army in battle; or. ^arhed in the hlack rohe of the l)leader. crushinj^-, with sheer elo(|iience of speech, the case of the Crown a,i,^•lin^t one whom the world knew to he guilty; or, ai;ain. he saw himself appealed to hy the sick and diseased of the realm as the coiuM of last reort in the heal- ing- of human ills. The paths of i^lory called him. P.ut it was the jnilpit which drew him most — ih.e mysticism of the Word and the i,dory of the . Iatter-da\- prophet. -Ml. Xotre Dame! just to preach an Easter >ermon in the I'asilica of Xotre Dame! Me thought of the respectful hearing towards him. of the villagers and farmer.s at the station upon his arrival. They would how lower than that, some day! I le would soar upon the wings of greatness. Then, a humiliating thought came to him, unhicklen: At the college he was nobody; a mediocre student; a country lad; conspicuous tor no other quality than that of being the tallest and oldest student of his class. 74 EMP.ERS He tntMicd from the window. 1 1 i^ iiioiluT was callinjj;' liiiii. I lor \()icc oaiiH- t<> lii^ vAy< like an echo- "Mv son. \i)uv liri'akfasi is waitinji." \\ In'lc 111' was eatiMii-. ilic I'all'cr c.ar'e 'nlf ilie rooni. Mrs. Kodray. .Mii'o and (ioori^c were seated around the tahk'. their cm's on Miurice, who \(»iu-hsate(k heiween ni"niht'uk si(k'lii;hts on liis ht'e in eoUej^'^e. Maurice was sparing- \ ith the-i- h'tle scraps of nilormalion hearing- upon ini'^eh', and dealt them out slowly and wiili a show of di^'nitv becoming an ekdest son. Upon the entrance of ih.e elder Rodray the family laj)se(l into silence. Idle father \^ as in his stable clothes, which smelled stron^-ly of cattle, and his loni;- boots were cru-ted with duns;-. I le said: "When you have eaten, .Maurice, I want you to take a walk with me; I shall be in the store." William Rodray was sorting a i)ile of dried hides in the ^^ore-room, cutting off the tail-tips and horns, and making two sep-;ate heaps, one of rtawless. the other of imper;"ect skins. EM".ERS 75 lie sMaij^lit. iu'(l uj. fr(»iii his task and looked ;it Maurice as the laller entered the r<X)in. The younger Rodray noticed, for the first time since his return to Lasalle, that his father had aged during the inotuhs of his ahscnce. I he hues in the face w ere deeper ; there were more gray hair- on the temples and around the edge of the hea\ v shock. Too, he f.iiicu'd that hi'- father stooped a little now. "1 >ha ' lock up the store," said William Rodray. taking down a heavy key from its peg on the wall and ijroceeding to suit the action % to the word. 1 e led hi- son to the .->tables, where he -howed bin. certain improvement^ which had en made. -V w mangers had Ix^en installed, and a long woooen duct had been built, which ran the en- tire length of the stable>. at the outer edge of the stalls, for tl. • purj)ose of carrying away the urine to a cistern in the barnyard : "iMjr," explained he, "it is an excellent ferti- lizer of the soil. "We will now walk over to the pasture — I have bought some very fine .>tock while you have been awav." 76 EMBERS ( )ii their \va\ to till- pasture, the father iminteti nut K'liaiu ( liau^a's which, he thought, would imrea^e the yield of the crops. "\-n\ must ^wc the soil a chance lo rest, to retriexe itself — Uiucli the >auie as men. It would ue\er do to keep on sowing the same fu-ld lor c'\er and e\ er in wheat, or in corn, or in oats. In fact. I would he in fa\or. if I had surticient land, and could alTord it. of lettiiiij the fields take turn ahout and have a year ofT. once e\ery so often — a holiday of the soil. The land would he the hetter for it." At the hars of the pasture, he j)ointed out to Maurice three Jersey cow s and a hull which had l)een added to the stock that s|)rin^^ A line hay i^eldirij^- looked up from the ^rass and came t^-allopiui"^ over to the gate. The cows followed slowlw mooing. "Over there, in the large lield. is all the old stock that was here when you went away; [ want them all to get acfpiainted gradually. It's not safe to turn strange cattle into the same field with the old stock. '■| ha\e turne<i the sheep over to Duquette for the summer; sheep ruin the land." Mam-ice stroked the cool, wet noses of the cows. EMHERS 77 lUit \^ licn he attoiiiptcd to dress the peldinj:^, he !nriic(I ah<.iit, kicked up liis feet and ji^allopcd '•It' ajj^aiii. ■"Well." said the father. Iurni^^ to Maurice, what do you ihink of the farm tiow ? (jr are you still deteniimed to ti,i;ht it out wiih ( aesar" '■^es. father. I have he-un, and I an. ^ouicr to lii;ht it out." "Ah. well," said the older one. And now. aJ,^ain, it struck the son that the lather was j^rouin;;- old. in the afternoon, Maurice walked over to the J.e I'lanc's. Mrs. Le Mlanc was cliurninn^ in the summer kitchen. She hesitated an instant, then clasped the youth about the neck and planted a kis.s sijuarely on his lips. fJajniste Le I'.lanc was in the fields. "FJaine!" cried tiie mother, running out into the yard and looking up at the open window of her daughter's room. "Elaine, my girl, come down quick ; some one is here to see you !" h'laine came into the room. She had grown. 78 EMBERS I Slie smiled at siq-ht of the guest, and, walk- ii\, up to him. lOok the jirofFered hand. 'Well, and i>^ that all?" queried Mrs. Le lUanc, thoroughly hapjn-. and enjoying the c\ i- dent emharrassment of the two youngsters. Then Maurice took the yielding child in his arms and kissed her. as had been his wont in the old davs. Xothing would do hut that Maurice should .'-tay for sup])er. And when Bajniste came in from the fields, he nuist ope i a quart of gooseberry wine, which was served with generous slices of "la bonne femme's" cake. "IClaine goes to the convent in September," >aid Mamman Le Blanc to Maurice; "we have about decided f»n Saint Athanase." The two parents looked at young Rodray, as if to ask him if the plan met with his a{)proval. Maurice remarked that both they, the par- ents, and Elaine would suffer from the separa- tion. "^ou know," he said, with the air of one who has smi muc.i of life, "she is the only child. Bui. of course, it w ill be very nice in the EMBERS 79 end. For there is nothing; to be compared to an edncation." "Of course," rejoined ^Jrs. Le Blanc, "it will I)c very trying, especially at first. But we will try to get over the ennui; is it not so 'la Petite'?"' Elaine, seated close to Maurice, bit into her cake and nodded to her mother, smiling. "Why, Mamman," broke in Bapti.ste, "Saint Athan;.se is but eighteen miles from Lasalle. Just a .>hort run for the black team." "F^ah!" he exclaimed, springing from his se.-it and coming over to Elaine. "\\'e shall see her every week when tlie roads are fit." So saying, he stroked her cheek for a mo- ment thoughtfully. Then he added: "We must make a fine lady of our 'Petite.' Is It not so, Mamman? French, English, music, needlework, mon Dieu, goodness knows what not! Maurice, you'll not know her. I tell you. you'll not know her — some day!" With that, he tossed off a glass of the goose- berry wine, lighted his pipe and went out to teed the pigs. In the evening. Baptistc hitched his best horse to the new phaeton and led it around to the front of the house. 80 EMBERS "Jiini]) in. you two, and take a drive," sjiid ht to Maurice and T^lainc. "Saj)risti, if there's a lit^rse in the cfuintry that can reach this fel- low's hcvis. I want to see him." lie caressed the nohle l)ruie. stroking" its n x'k. and hekl the bridle w hile tlie pair got in. And as they drove down the winding piF*' and disappeared in the shadow> of the night, r)aptiste Le Blanc and his wife stood gazing >ilently after them. In the long summer months Maurice spent nuich time with Elaine. At home he was treated more like a g"ues>- than a son of the family. 1 le rose late. His breakfast was cooked scjiarately for him or kept warm in the o\-en till such time as he dme doAvn from his room. r")elicacies we! e saved .uul set apart for him. If it w; s ham, the leaner slice was for Maurice. The outer cut of a roast must go to him, for he liked his meat well done. Jf there was a shortage of any fruit or vege- table, Maurice was not permitted to suffer I EMBERS 81 il'.erefroni. for he was always the first to be served. And no one made objection, not c\en WilHani Rod.ay, who belie\ed in absohite ecinahtv aniont;' his children. 'idle latter was himself, a man of anstere appetite. lie connted himself well started ont upon the day with a rasher or two of salt pork, boiled j)olatoes and a bowl of weak tea. A plumj) hen for Sunday, a fat goose for special occasions, and plenty of plain fare the year round — what more could one wish for? he was wont to say. The summer tied like a dream. Again the day of parting came. Maurice went buck to his studies. I-daine Le Pdanc to the convent of Xotre Dame at Saint Athanase. The Le JJlancs drove (ner to the convent. The leave-taking went hard with lie mother, who broke down, towards t'-'e last, and wept. Raptiste, who had something of a woman's heart himself, kissed bdaine. without speaking, and, turning his back u[)on the women, walked down the gravel path to the roadside and un- lethered the team. 82 EMBERS When his wife joined hihi. Iii< eve> had tell-tale iioistnes.v and he dared no\ truss his voice to speech. They had left the little ' ' v several in'les hehind. A few faint stars were out. The wind had risen. The Richelieu was lashin^^ die river l)ank, t^ruinhlini^- loudly. P>a])tiste hroui^hl i1ie ' tr^e-^ l<i a sto]) and. turnins^ lo .Manmian I .e l.ianc- "Shall we iurn round and go back for her?" he asked. Something- lells me this is a bad bu-iness. atter all. Alamn; n, and it's Loing to be dreadfully loriCNonie without "la Petite.' W hat do you say. MauDuan — shall we turn back?" ■■] think we would do bciier lo lea\e her ihere till next werk. and see. then, what she think- about it." replied the wife. ■"Br, . I see now how lonesome li's going to be. IJaptiste." "As you say." sighed the man. inilling on the reins and turning off on the pike that led to La.salle. The home was very lonely without bilaiue. who was the onlv child. KMIJERS S.3 riic hi'st week seemed an eterniU' wiiliom ler And when 'rimr-day eanie, at last, which was \isiunj2^ cia\ at the eonxent. ii \\;is witli the full expectation ui hrini^ini;- her hack home that ihe Le Hlancs set out t'. ir Saint Athanase. r.ut iliey found their dau.ii;-hte:- well pleased !ih the new life, and unwillinj;;- to ^ive it up. w ti' i\'iurn lo I .asalle. .So. once more they dro\e hack alone, a great \()id in their hearts. ' )ne (lav Le Blanc came in from (he fields :iter than usual 1 le had little to sa_\" during su])per. lie lighted his pipe and crossed his legs in front of the hlazing hearth. .\hamman Le Blanc wa< clearing away the lahle. singing an >)ld l-'rencli song at her work: "L'n Canadien errant Banni de son I'oyer Parcourait en pleurant De s pays eirangers. "f say. Maninian." said I5aptiste, hreaking his long silence, "what ihink }-ou of this educa- tion husint ^s, anyhow? Vou think it's really worth while?" v^'^V 84 EMliERS Tlie wife lunied to Baptisle: "Worth while? W'hv, \e<, nf course, Bap- tiste. Bui, what arc you iliinkiuj^^ of? Maybe I don't i^et your meauiui;." "1 mean Elaine. She's ^oi t'our years to go, ovcr there, and I've hern thinkini; wiiat will it amount to in the end? Will she he nearer to us or farthei- away — 1 mean in the heart, you know. \'ou saw wliat one week did — one* short week; sh- preferred the place to us. Of course. I know she loves us; but, I say, what will it come to four years from now? Will she 1)0 content to live here on the fa'-m ; to wed in l.asalle; and bear children to a man who. as there are many hereabouts, has no :.,^reater idea of life than U) eat. drink and <^o to bed with his wife? 1 fear, Mamman, we iiave done un- wisely for 'la Petite.' and in saying that I mean for her own good. Maybe we have done much lo make her unhappv." "My dear, you always did run far ahead to meet trouble, and so you are doing now. It is the best thing for I':iaine. It can not hurt her. And as for her marriage, when the time comes, she can find a suitor, easily encnigh, among the young professionals. She is a very loving EM15ERS 85 child and I tan not \n\\ hclicvo she will aUvavs be the same lo us." liaptiste lai)sed into silence .ij^ain, and Mani- nian look up the thread of her soni;": "I'n jour, irisle et pensif. Assis aux bord des flots Au courant fut;^itii" II addressait ccs mots." Maurice corresponded with I^laine. The latter was very much taken up with the life of the convent and was fond of the sisters who. she said, were very ^ijood and kind. Her father and mother were weekly \i-itor> at the convent and saw to it thai she wauled (or notiunj^. She was ^'■ettinL;■ aloni;' splendidly in her .-ludies, and was, indeed, \ery hai)p}', only for the thouy^ht of him, Maurice, for whom she fell, at times, very lonesome. 1 ler letters usually terminated in an outburst of naive confidences as lo the tuiure and sintple expressions of her attachment for him. Sometimes she would enclose the picture of a saint, an "Agnus Dei," or a little medal, which she had purchased for him at the store- in the convent. And Maurice sent her 'jifis in kind. CHAPTj-,R si:\i:x. Vouv years passed (juickly enouci^li. Maurice apijlied himself (lili,<;ently to his sliuHes and proj^resscd. by slow dej^recs, lo an enviable position of excellence in class standing;. lii the final examinations in "Rhetoric." he (hvided honors with a I'rench student from Sorel. Two years remained for him in "Philoso- ph}'." i'^lair.c had tinished her four-\ear coi'.r>e. She was the belle of the convent, a maid of ijueenly bearinL,^ The red hair of the child had turned to bur- nished g^old. The large, blue e) i'^ seen- 'd to have sunken deeper beneath the long, uiack lashes. And the form of her, slim and willowy, har- monized with her grace ''ul step, like the cadence of xoluptuous music. (861 IiMl'.ERS 87 Maurice and ["Jainc had uritlcn but liltlc to cacli other in the last year. A birthday letter and one at b'.a-^ter — that was all. There had l)een no eslranj4"enient. It was but the natural death of a childhood love. I'.Iaine had ^rc-wn to be more reserved, or I)erhaj)s, less exjjressive of her feelinj^s, as she |)ri>L!ressed in \ears. which was to be exf)ectcd in one of her ^cx. Maurice had i^iven much t!iouL;"ht. of late, to the ([uestion of his future. I le leaned to the priesthood; but did not feel Hire of the \ocation. I'ather Savard was now attached to the col- l'j.i"e. Maurice consulted him fre(|uently. lOj^ether ihey took Ioul;" walks on the prome- nade overlooking the ])layiL;Tounds. Time after lime, the pair went over the subject of young Ro(lray's future life work. But they never seemed to reach a solution of the trying problem. Savard would say: '"Of course, you know, my dear Maurice, thai 1 can only do so much and that then and there ss K.Mr.KKS mv (lnt\ si'als mv lii)'. I can n'>t make \hv ik'ci->i('n ff)r vou. It il were onW a matter nt dccidinj; hctwci-n l,i\\ and incfliciiK', it would l)c a coni|)arativc'l\ c'a~\ matter. Hut between the world and the |)rie>lli<">d oi (lod — oh. mv ^on, that i.s a very dilTerent thin:^. and 1 would not ha\e it upon n)y -~(»ul to ha\e ad\'ise(l you wrouf.:^." "I know, I know," Mauriee would say in reply. "lUit. if il were only L;i\en me to .see!" The end of the schola.>tie year found him in the same uncertain frame of mind. lie dared not make decision. And when the college closed it> door> for the sum'mer \acation, he turned once more towar'ls Lasalle, perturbed in spirit and racked with a thousand doubts. (leorj^c met him at the station. The father had been stricken with apoplexy that day, while hoeinj^ in the jj^arden. There had been three doctors at the house the greater part of the day. They thought he would live. "Father hasn't done much w ith the farm this year," said (jeorge. ""1 told him in April that I wanted to go to college this coming" fall and it i-:Mi5b:k> 89 vccuicd to break him all up. lie liaMi't taken niiuh heart in anything >>inee. He say>^ the eonnlrv's ,i,^nin|Li^ to the devil. The harns and stahles need a enal of paiiU, hnt he\ kept put tini; it off all sprintj;'. sayinj^ he doesn't see the n'^e. "^\\a^ all I eonld do to i^et him to repau' the fences where the vails had been broken and cattle were straying into the fields." When they reached the house, P'athcr Xa- deau was there. I le siiook Maurice warmly by the hand ■'Vou must come to see me. Maurice"; he said. "It is lime you and 1 were haxin.i,'- a little talk about the luture." Then he tip-toed his wa> to the front duor and closed it softly behind him. The father lay upon the bed. The merest movements of the white covering; betrayed a lins^erins;- spark of life. '1 he face was cadaverous; the skin tii^ht and drawn and of a pasty pallor; the lii)s puri)lish. The eyes were closed. About the head the long white hair accentu- ated the death-like features of the man. Maurice shuddered at the sii;hl of this, his father. MICROCOPY RESOIUTION TEST CHART ANSI and ISO TEST CHART No 2: 1.0 12.8 I.I 1.25 It i^ I: 1^ 1.4 lll'l 2-5 II 2.2 1 2.0 1.8 1.6 ^ .APPLIED irvl^GE 1,-ic ^^ 'Hii Easl Main SIree' r^^ -Rochester, New <ork 14609 USA '-= 716) 482 - 0300 - Phone ^= 716) 288 - 5989 - Fa. 9(J E^■r.ERS i Mrs. Rodray entered the sick r(^()ni and beck- oned liini a\va\'. "Oil. my s'>n," she he.i^an, "what a time 1 ha\e liad witli liimi lie haMi't the heart of a stone. Wn- months lie has done nothing hut rail at scliools and colleges. .And he says the jjriests are to blame for the land being aban- doned. He says they encourage the young men to leave the farms and go to college in the city. And he blames me for your going awav, and says I am putting it into (leorge's head to do the same. And tliere's Alice, going to be mar- ried this August. And here [ am. alone, with iiim this way on my hands, without so much as a kind word, or a soul to help me!" Maurice heard her out in silence. When she had done, he changed the subject abruptly. "Have you anything to eat? I declare J am famished." And when meat was laid u])on the table: "And now," said he. "I beg of you. let us talk of something i)leasant."' Alice blushed and told of her approaching marriage. The bridegroom to l)e was the son of a pros- perous farmer in the neighboring j)arish of EMBERS 91 Saint X'alcnlinc and himself a young notary in>t out of the university. His name was Francois Gregoirc. I ie was a tall, \\ell-l)uilt fellow of mild man- ner. The Rodrays were pleased with the match. Alice was desperately in love. She sat at the parlor window for an hour or two hefore the time appointed for his visits, gazing anxiously down the pike that led from Saint Valentine, her fingers nervously thrum- ming the wind(wv sill, or opening and closing a little black silk tan which Maurice had sent her from the city. Mrs. Rodray had telegrai)lied for Ann. the eldest daughter, who was living with her hu.s- hand in Ouehec. The couple had been married five years and had already three children, two girls and a 1)0\'. They were looking for another in the fall. Thev had not prospered. They lived from hand to mouth in a crazy, weather-beaten tenement in Irishtown, near ihe river front. liugh O'Malley, die husband, had aban- 92 EMBERS Fl TV (loncd the strenuous life of a trax eliuQ- auction- eer to stay at home and be closer to his wife, as he j)ut it. He cared little for what he termed '"the lux- uries and jKnnposities of life," and it must he said that he saw \-ery little of them. lie professed himself thoroui^hly hai)i)v with Ann. I le reeled honie drunk three or four times a week with a lump of beef or mutton under hi', arm and a j)ai)er-back novel for his wife, whom he conciliated with the j^ift; for Ann had not lost her love for the heroes of Romance. With the baby nursing- at her breast and the two older ones roll ins;- at her feet or tuc-^inii at her skirts, she would sit, by the hour, her work undone, and the rooms in frightful disor- der, and read to the '•jinis" the latest peace offering of her bibulous lord. She was eternally with child. "Give me a potful of potatoes." O'Malley would say to his intimates, "and a fat jug of ale and my wife— and the devil take the rest ! Let the young ones come as fast as they like; that's God's business, and I'm only his servant, to be sure." KMBERS *-K^ They had not gone l)ack to Lasalle since (heir wedding. The Rodravs knew httle of their affairs. 'Hie telegram was dehvered to Ann while ( )'M alley was away from the hotise. She took it down to the dock where lie was ci]-,ployed as a tally clerk. I le read the message over several times with- f>nt speaking. "Well," said Ann, finally, "can I go?" "Can you go? To he sure, yon can! And so will I — and the lot of us!" "But, the fare? Can you raise the money to take us?" "Leave that to me, Annie dear. It'll be a cold day when I can't get you as far as Lasalle. And where you are, it's my duty to be, likewise, to he sure." A second telegram was sent the O'Malleys the night of Maurice's arrival at Lasalle. The message said it would not be necessary to come home, as the elder Rodray was now out of danger. But the O'Malleys were now on their wa\. They had taken tlie night steamer for Mon- treal. 94 EMBERS Tlu'v arrived at l.aNalle the f()Il(nviniJ: nitrht. llic Rodravs had rt'ccixed no word of their coming^. Tlierc was no one to meet llieni at tlie sta- tiV)n. So they walked the three miles lo the homc- >t(.ad. They were a pathetic si.^hi a^ t]ie\ left the pike and turned up the j^raxel driveway to the house. Ann. in a che;i]). faded, hlack dres^, trudt^vd I.ehind ( )'Alalley. holding;- the hahe in her arms. There was a careless droo]) in her lioiire and her hair, from beneath a disreputable bonnet, showed itself to he sadl>- in need of the comb. O'AIalley went ahead. leadiniLC the oldest i^irl by the hand and carrying- the other in his arms. His trousers came above his ankles and the coat was very short in the skirt and at the sleeves. The suit was of a qreeni'^h black, worn slick and shiny. A narrow white collar, almost entirelv hid- den by a ready-made, black bandd)ow, sur- mounted a white shirt, which was streaked with the soil of travel. w^ EMBERS 95 The cIiiKlren wore wliilc muslin bonnets that barely hunj^- onto ilic backs ol' their heads, so small they were and insufricicnt. The two ^irls wore little black shoes of thick, stiff leather, with copper toes. Their dresses, of coarse white nui>lin. bore unmistakable stains of the jonrney. On making' the turn from the pike, they found themselv in ])lain view of the house. O'Mallev sto])pe(l and craned his neck anx- iously, expecting- to see crepe on the front door. 'Tie's not dead yet."" he remarked to his wife, and they struggled on towards the house. ^laurice met them in the doorway. I lis face changed expression at sight of them. 1 'overt V was stamped in every line of their faces, in everv shred of their wretched gar- ments. There was more than that : ()"Malley"s face had taken on the puffed and bruised appear- ance of the sot, and his breath stank as he spoke. "Why. son. you've grown, to be sure — sprouted like a weed since I saw you, five years ago, ploughing the oat field."' hi 96 EMBERS And, pointing- to his I'.iiiiily b^-liiinl hiii.: ■■|k'rc'> the younj^cr jT^eneration, sonny, and \-onr own -isicr Ann. And how's iIr- scjuire? \\ f'\c hecn worried so alioin him. Better, say \ou 1 \\ ch, now, thiat's .^ood. lo he sm-e. Annie, j^iil. your lather'shetter; isn't tliat tine. now?" Ann, who had hi^-.^ed hehind, h.id now re- joined her hushand on the \eranda. .She kissed Maurice and asked ahoui her fatlier. Alice came runnin.i;- down th.c hallway from the kitchen and ]Mrs. Rodray emerged from Iier hcdrooni. (ieorge, who had hecn pulling lettuce for sui)])cr, saw the i)arty on the veranda and came hurrying over from the g-arden, a large hunch of the tender green leaves in his hands. When the greetings were over, (ieorsfe fol- lowed Alice into the kitchen. The latter looked at the lettuce and said: "That won't he half enough; you had hetter go for more." The following day, Sunday, Maurice drove alone to church. He arrived during the "Kyrie" and was the center of attention as he walked up the main EMBERS 97 ;iisle to the Rodray pew. near the coninnmion tahle. After the service, he went to the sacristy to acquaint I'^ather Xadeau with his father's con- (Htion. On leavine: the priest, he came around to the front of the church, where he came face to face with Elaine Lc Blanc. She was waiting her father, who had some husiness with the notary. Their faces underwent a chans^e as they met. They appeared very different to each other, now, from the lad and the i;\v\ of the old days. There was the merest interval of embarass- ment. Maurice was the first to speak: ••\\ hv, Elaine, I would hardly have known you!" lie came nearer and held out his hand. She was very charming, in her simple dress of softly tinted organdie. The sun played in her glorious auburn hair. She held a blue silk parasol at the tips of her white-gloved fingers, like a fairy queen, hold- ing a wand. They were man and woman now. ■«BB^»«iHHHH 98 EMP.ERS n, i! The border line had hcon crossed, and the sex in tlieiii had (juickencd into dangerous flame. Little was said. They fed upon each other's eyes. There was an indefinite, subconscious strug- gle in their niind.s. Their hearts were beating fast. They felt that something strange and here- tofore unknown to them was taking place within them. The carriage of the Le Rlancs appeared at the foot of the long walk. "I shall be over after dinner," said Maurice. "We shall be glad to have you." sbe replied, smiling, as she turned towards the waiting car- nage. Maurice found his father much improved. He was now able to sit up in bed and talk in a low, uncertain voice. "I am glad to have you home, Maurice," he said, with that simplicity which was character- istic of the man. Maurice brought him a tumbler of cold water and arranged the pillows. Then the father spoke again : t-i,, EMBERS 99 "My son. I may not be hm^ for this world. Ilavc'you decided what you arc ^<nn^ to do?" "Not as yet, father. I hope to come to a de- cision soon." "Well, go slowly, Maurice; don't leap in the dark." Cfl.\I'Ti:K I'.KillT r-ai)tistc \.v r.lanc was sniokin.t; Iiis pipe on tile tVunl p,M-ch when Alanrice drove np in front o} ilie house. "Ah, AlnnMeur .Maurice!" c.xclaiiMcd Bap- tiste, risino- in.ni his chair and coniin- forward to meet youn- Roch-ay. "I'm nu-ohtv -lad you ve conic. Manunan and la Petite and niv- selt. we've all heen talkin- .ahout vou. Con'ie into the house. Monsieur Maurice— walk right in. .Sapristi ! how he's filled out ! I say, Mani- ninn. what think you of him now?" Mrs. Le lUanc <;rceted Maurice affection- ately. "P.lcss nie. he's too hiq- to kiss, now; my P.aptiste would he jealous." she said, lauHiin"- hcartily. '^ "Xo, f wouldn't," rejoined the man, good- naturedly; "kiss him if you want to, Mamman." J':iaine, who had heen upstairs, entered the room at this moment. [looj KMliERS 101 P.,'ij)tisti> wont out .'111(1 rcturnc'l presently witli a Ixittle ot' lli^ nwn \inl;ii;e. and "Mam- man" cut intd a l)iu,'. iroNtecj cake, in iKUior of the i;nest. Then Maurice a-ked h'.laine U) qo for a (iri\'e. "W h\', of Course, ^he will l;o," hroke in Iki])- tiste. sla])])in,L,^ hi^ thiL;h. "Mow could .she re- fu-^e her "caNalier'?" They turned off on the road to the Toinl, a prettv town on the edi;e of Lake I'hamplain. The lonL,^ .straight i)ike wa.s shaded, the greater pari of the way, with the overhan^ini; hranches of i;ianl oaks and maples. The dust lay very thick, and rose hehind them like a cloud of yellow smoke. Aloni;' the wav the ditches and the road- hanks were hidden heneath an interminable stretch of elder bloom. Lar<;e Hocks of L^eese ([uacked spitefully, opened their bills and snread their wings. Dogs came out from the farmhoitses, bark- ing indolently at the passing carriage, and re- trt'ated int(^ the shade of the buildings. The sun was very hot. Xot a leaf stirred. Maurice and Mlaine exchanged experiences of their lives awav from home. 102 EMBERS H! They chatted faniiharly. The stranj^eness of a few hours ago had en- tirely disappeared. They were, once more, on the old footing" of intimate friemlship. They drove through the little town on the American frontier and came, presently, to tlie uike. It looked like i sea of glass, so transparent and motionless it was. Out upon the blue water, white sails glim- mered here and there, like the wings of great sea birds. Along the beach, birds dip])ed dieir bills silently into the water and resought Uie grate- ful shelter of the woods that skirted the shore. The heat was now crushing in its intensity. "I am afraid to start back," said Maurice, "on account of the horse: he might go down under the iieat. ^.\'q can spread a robe under a tree in the woods and look out upon the lake. In a couple of hours the sun will weaken." Elaine agreed readily to this, and the horse was tethered to a shady maple on the edge of the road. EMBERS 103 They had retreated from the merciless heat of the beach into the shade of the woods. Maurice fetched the rohe and spread it upon the ground at the foot of a towering oak. Here they seated themselves. They sat for a long while watching the sails and the wide expanse beyond, where the sky seemed to bend and kiss the waters. ^Maurice had taken Maine's hand. It lay in his, contented. And now, a strong and sudden change came over him. The blood shot to his head. His heart beat wildly. He wanted to fling aside this woman's hand that was burning him with a strange fire, the like of which he had never felt before. He made a vain effort to rise, for he wished with all the strength left in him to rush away from her. But the small white hand, lying there in his, held him. She was gazing out upon the lake. In the branches of a maple, near by, doves cooed. The earth was dreaming. 104 EMBERS The air wns hurtheiied with t!ie wild and passionate son<^' of love's awakening. M< The scarlet sun was sinkini,^ into tlie western edge of the lake. A delicious coolness was in the air. The waters lapped the heach rocks fretfully. Th.e white sails rocked uneasily upon the trouhled waters. "Shall we go'" asked the woman, her arms ahout the neck of the man. "Yes, dearest," he replied. She drew him to her and held hi^ face in both her hands. Her great blue eyes filled with tears. "Maurice, oh, Maurice!" she sobbed. "Don't weep, dear heart," he said, and kissed her tenderly upon the lips. A storm was hanging, black and onn'nous, in the sky, when they reached home. Baptiste and Mamman Le Blanc were on the front porch. "Ah, there they are at last!" exclaimed Bap- tiste. "Parbleu! I was beginning to fear the storm would overtake vou." CHAPTER NINE Maurice went to his room without supper. The storm broke with terrific fury, slam- mini? the doors and ratthng the w indows. Big guns boomed in the heavens and hind flamel danced in the blackness without, lick- ing the tops of the drenched and bending trees. ^Maurice locked the door and diew a chair over to the window. He watched the storm. The raging elements seemed strangly in ac- cord with his own warring emotions. What had he done? Was this the end of his ambitions, the col- lapse of his "chateau en Espagne," the blast- ing of his hopes? Had tlie act been of his volition? Had he not resisted with what will-power he possessed? Certainly his mind had had no part in the deed. [105] 106 EMBERS ^ if! m "P)iit, I^lainc — was he not ans\veral)le to her — he the stronLjj'er one? Was slie aware of the l)attle he had waged a^ninst the flesh? Would she understand? Could she for_G;-ive? ( )r would she insist upon the perfornu nee to whieh she stood justly entitled? What would his father say? his niothc, the impetuous Haptiste — and Maninian Le Blanc — if it were known? What would they think at the college — the professors and the scholars ? In fine, what was his duty? Supi)osing his vocation to he the priesthood, which was the straight and honorahle course of action now: to marry Elaine or forge ahead, weighted down hy his sin. to the altar of the Eucharist ? He fell upon his knees hy the side of the hed and huried his face in his arms. He pra}ed long and fervently. When he rose to his feet agam, a round, white moon was starin- into the room. The skv was hright with the light of mvriad stars. EMBERS 107 Onlv, far to the north, a black strip of cloud Nvas driflinp: hurriedly away. There was a knock at the door. :rRoc,rav..,a,cr..lK.re,es.n.han „„,„,in„,,K.rl1atl.o.M.r.MnsamltaUmgrai, "'nc- hands were clasped over her stomach. Slie beckoned Maurice t.. lollow. m. went downstairs to the J-"S-ro™- \ ice was setting a cold chicken on the tab.c. S^ 1. ked both doors leading into the roon, ,,;a .oin, over to the sideboar.l. drew out a Ctle oi ^vine and placed it l,es,de the fowl. Thev ate in silence for some time. Thin, Mrs. Rodray. no longer able to con- tain herself, broke out: .,-.,^, Were "Well what do you thuik, Maurice, nvc wen, . ^g to saddled now, in earnest. Hey are ,-1, \ nil had no sooner leiu, :;• ; rr;;t c)>u,i:;; hitches tn. and \n ^he st-ition And what do you ,lr \•o^ down to i.ne sianon. -^ . ^ :';;;:. ,. brought back m t,. w.gon. two oj it off, O'Malley went "owntown be ore th storm, and has just come home as drunk 108 EMBERS hi a lord! Oh. tliis is too much to 1)car, Maurice. Tell nie, what are we s^oinii^ to do? Is there no way to rret lid of them ?" "Vou would do well to let them have their visit out." re])lied Maurice, "for we must re- memhcr that Ann is one of ourselves. But, are you sure he was drunk?" "lie couldn't he any drunker and walk." said Alice. "Well," rejoined Maurice, "let us wait a few- days, till father is ahle to s^ct ahout; then we'll leave it lo him— he'll not fool with O'Malley." "Another day like this." protected Mrs. Rod- ray, weakly, "mij^ht he the death of me. ( )h. the disgrace of it! The drunken sot! Then, the children, shrieking at the top of their voices and galloping over the house, as if it was a barn. And Ann just laughs at them and says it's cute." She took a sij) of the wine and added: "()h, my son. I'm building so on you! The dav of your ordination will be the hapi)iest of'mv life." Maurice made no "eply. but went back to his room as soon as he could take himself off. He went to bed, but found it impossible to sleep. EMBERS 109 Tlic £?rav dawn was stcalin.c: through tbc window wl'icn he at last fell into a fit fill doze. The children, romping in the hallway, awoke hini. lie dress^a and went down to breakfast. ( )n the w;iy to the dining--rooni, he stopped in to see his father. The elder Rodray was sleepinjj^. The face had a'sli.^dit flush and the deep lines were gone. Maurice drew the blinds and tiptoed out of the room. The others had eaten. Maurice partook sparingly of eggs, toast and cotfee. Then he went over to the stables and saddled a horse. He was passing out of the barn-yard when a sudden furore of cackling in the hen-house arrested his attention. He left the horse standing and crossed the yard in the direction of the noise. A hen Hew over his shoulder as he went in. In a far corner he saw a man bending over one of the nests. On the floor, egg shells were scattered about. HO EMIiERS Maurice kicked the wall lightly with his i)()()t. The man turned around abruptly. It was O'Malley. "Hello, there. Maurice," said he. affecting to be not the least disconcerted; "I'm sanipliui^ the eggs. I iust suck 'em. you know. A hole here and a hole there and a pinch of salt and there you are ! I can suck a dozen of 'em with- out stopping. And what makes them stdl better is a dash or two of the real stuff, whisky or brandy, with a little sugar to tone it down. My, oh, my, but you've got the fine eggs!^ As sweet as nuts and as big as your fist. Delicious, to be sure !" Maurice turned on his heels and, walking over to the horse, leaped astride and rode away. He had no intention of doing so before mounting, but a force stronger than himself turned him towards the lake. The parched roads had already drunk up the rain. The sun was out. A cool breeze waved the green fields of oats and wheat and played in the foliage of the trees. EMBERS HI The Lc r.lanc house appeared deserted. The bhnds were drawn and no one was about. He arrived at the lake about noon. lie tethered the horse to a tree and went down to the beach. He was going over the events ot the day be 'ore. He climbed the slope and sought out the tree under which they had been together. The grass was still trampled. Something glittered on the ground at his feet. He stooped down and picked it up. It was Elaine's locket. He opened it. It contained two tintype photographs, one of Mam... n, the other of Baptiste Le Blanc. He close 1 the locket and turned to go. Then he : topped short and his hand went to his throat: Elaine was coming through the glade to him. , uac • ^i" ' ^he said but the one word : Maurice Then she threw her arms about his neck and o-azed into his eyes. , "You should not have followed me, he said. 'Tt will be noticed and cause talk." i> i 112 EMBERS "Follow you?" she replied, withdrawing; from liini: "1 came to look for my locket!" I le came o\er to her .and took hoth her hands in his. "Voii don't understand, hdaine," he said. "i5elie\c me, I meant it for }-our f^ood." lie drew her close to him and kissed her. "Say you forgive UiC." he pleaded. Elaine did not answer, hut, lookim:^ up iiuo his face, she smiled crladly, like a child, and souq-ht the rcfus:;e of his lips a.G;-ain. "Mow did you come?" he asked. "I rode o\er on the white marc." They sat down in the same spot. C)ut U])on the lake the waters rolled lan- guidly. A long string of coal harges moved lazily in the distrmce. A great streamer of hlack smoke from the tug drifted slowly towards the west. White sails flitted ahout, like huttcrflies. The hreezc from the lake came in i)layful gusts. Elaine was gazing far away, where the sky seemed to bend and kiss the waters. JMaurice held her hand in his. EMIiERS 113 A youn^; bird llcw out over llic aVj;^ <>f the lake .-iiul (lrM|)])e(l, lieli)le^->, into the water. The p.ireiit hird^ hovered o\er the lled.i^hii.i::. frantic and e(|nally helpK--;. Maurice thou^lit he ^a\v a retlection ot' him- self in the traL;edy. 1 le had ceased to re^i-^t. It was late in the afternoon when they re- turned to l.asalle. Ikiptiste, who was coming- in from the fields, hailed them. "Sapristi! Are we to see no more of yon, Monsieur Maurice? It doesu"! seem (|uite fair for 'la Petite' to keep you all to herself." It had been his intention to i^o home without stoppiuij^. hut now Maurice .s.iid: 'T shall he s^lad t(j take supper with you, if \ou sav the word." "Say the word? Parhleu! What need to say the word? You're as welcome as ITainc herself. Mamman was sayinjj;-, no later than last nit^ht (and T aj^reed with her) that we should have more of your conii)any." When Maurice reached home, Mrs. Rodray and Alice were on the front porch. The mother had been weeping. 114 KMr.KRS "More trouMr.'" ini|iiiri'(l Maurice, strant^^c- ly irritalt'd. '•( )'Malk-y." said Alice. "Drunk af^ain," hroke in the mother ; "stai,''- j^erini;-. reehni; drunk." And now .Xkuiriee i.".k to si)en(Hn,L;' most of the time with l.laine. The) took (h-ives into the couiurv. They would leave early in the dav and return lati- in the at'iernoon or at ni^ht. Mrs. Rodray and .Mamman I.e Hlanc prc- I-ared lunches t'or the ])air. and Ikaplisie would add a holtle of his <'-()()>eherrv wine, for iroud luck, as he would say. Maurice was no longer trouhled with scru- j)les as to his conduct or its conse(|Uences. lie went ahout, eaiinj;- .and drinkinsj;-, as if nothing- unusual had taken i)lace in his life. lie sle[)l .soundly and continued to rise late. The elder Rodray was now uj) and ahout. lie was ([uite feehle, as yet, and C(jntented himself with short walks in the garden or in the fields. Sometimes he sat in his armchair under a tree in the orchard. 1 le had changed greatly of late, and his man- ICMllERS 115 tier w.t; more that of a tinii<l ^lU'^t tlirin of the o\\ inT of the estate. 1 li> walk was <haky ami nnceiMain. lli> hair wa^ ii<>\\ wvy white. ( )ne luornitic;- Matiriee was on his way to the .qahles when his father h.ailed him from the potato field nearhy. He was knocking bugs off the vines with his cane. "Maurice," he said, "have you ma<Ie any plans for your future, as yet.-'" "None other, for the present, than to tak.- 'Philosophy' and complete the course." "Ah!" There was a moment's silence. \\illiani Rodray picked a large bug off a leaf and placed it carefully ui)on a small tkit stone at his feet. Then he crushed it with his hoot. "And the Ix^ Blanc girl," he continued. i)ur- suing a well-defined line of thought; "what are your intentions as to her? I am your fa.ther. I have a right to know the truth. Maurice went white. A sudden weakness struck him in the knees and began to mount to his head. Ikit he fought it off and replied: V ' 116 EMBERS "You have no reason to believe that my intentions are anything- hut honoral)Ie." "^'()U are ri^ht. my son. and I pray God it nny ah\ays he so." Then, after an interval, he added: "P)Ut, I warn you, if you must ])e a priest, be a ^"ood one." CIIAPTKR TEN. "Yrm ?cc." said D'Mallcy to Ann, when they liad been in Lasalle a few days, "it's hke this, Annie dear: The squire's not hn^^r for this world, and for the while that remains for him on earth, he's as good as dead, so far as work's concerned. Then there's Maurice, who's facing back to college in September; and (korge, who thinks he's got to go too. They sent for us, von know— don't forget that — they tele- graphed for us, and here we are, by Harry, boots and all! And all you've got to do is to say so, Annie (as you're a daughter of the house), and we'll stay till it suits us to leave." "It's the black looks. Hugh, that I can't take," said Ann. "The food gags me." "Danm their black looks, Aimie girl. Not ^i one of them had a hand in the making of the monev hut the s(iuire, as I understand, and he's not objecting, is he? Leastways, I haven't heard of it, if he is. And, besides, there's [1171 i! II' 118 EMBERS hi plenty of work to he done about tlic place that will pay handsomely for the keep of the lot of us. Now, why can't I do the work as well as a stran.c^er. who'd steal them blind?" "1 think it's the drink. Ilu^-h. that they're objecting- to more than anythinc; else. You see. this colle^-e business seems to have made them miq^hty uppish, as compare:; o how they used to be when I was a ^kl at home. And, besides, you know it's wroiig. Here T am with- out a stitch of decent clothin.^- to m^• back. And the children in tatters, (^h. if you'd only straig-hten uj), I lui^h, we could .c^et alcwi;- well enouq-h without my people. When I think of the one that's coming, and not a penny to our name, I wish that I was dead!'' "Well, well, now, don't work yourself up over it. Who knows what may happen betwixt now and then? Don't take on so. Worry's an old lodg-er; but. for all the time he's been on earth and meddling with i)eople's business, I don't know of a single good deed to his credit. There's a fact, to be sure! Cheer up, Annie girl, and take my advice — hold a stiller ui)per lip! I'll see the squire and have a talk with him when he gets out again." EMBERS 119 O'Mallcy had t ken advantap^c of the elder Rodray's illness to edp^e in on the work of the farm and the chores ahout the house. None of the family ohjected to this at first; in fact, they felt j^rateful to O'Malley for these services, especially George, who was lazy and who was held responsible for the work by the father. But O'Malley didn't stop at the daily routine of the farm. With hammer and saw. he went about doing odd jobs here and there over the place; or, again, he would be seen going towards the barns with a paint pot in his hand and a ladder under his arm. He was not long in Lasalle when he began to assume an air of grave responsibility in all matters pertaining to the farm. George now took charge of the store, where there was less to do. O'Malley worked and managed the farm. And when the elder Rodray left his bed and walked about the grounds, O'Malley said not a word, but kept on with his chores and his labors, as if this had always been his occu- pation. 120 EMBERS W\ At ni^ht he went down io the villas^c inn. He usually came home late and drunk. But he took jealous care not to let liquor interfere with his \\ork. ']"he day finally drew near for the h"rvest. It was Sunday. The mowers and threshers were at Le Blanc's, wh.ere another (Lay's work remained to he done. Tuesday they woi rart in at Rodray's. William Rodray was walking- slowly around the edge of the wheatficld, lookint,^ over the crop. He had stooi)ed to examine an car of wheat, when he heard a swishing .,ound in the grass hehind him. It was O'Malley. The latter had been waiting this opportunity for several days. He had seen the older man leave the house and followed him. lie lost no time in preamble, but came straight to the point: 'T've been wanting to have a little private talk with you, S(|uire," he began. "Very well, Hugh." Ili EMBERS 121 "About the work here on the farm. I thoup^ht we niis:ht be a1)le to strike a bargain. I'd do the work, or some of it, and see to the doing of the rest." "And how much do you expect for your services?" "Well, Sciuire, I hadn't got that far. I want- ed to see what you thought of it first." "How much have you been making, Hugh?" "All the way from nine to twelve dollars a week." "When did }ou take to drinking?" "Drinking? Why, I've taken a little sup all IT " my lite. "You did not say so when you asked me for my daughter. She's in rags, Hugh, and so arc your little ones. Do you purpose to keep this up? If so, 1 wouldn't have you here at any price." "Why, no. Squire; the fact is, I've been a little down in my luck of late and driftetl in wiih the boys, which was wrong in me, to be sure, but it's not habitual. Squire, I can assure vou that." "Well." said Rodray, "I'll think the matter over and see what I can do. In the meantime, 122 EMBERS say not a word about this to the family; you understand?" O'AIalley erossed the road and let down the bars for the cows. 'I hey rushed out. mooing, their bulging- udders swinging from side to side. O'Malley put up the bars again to keep in the horses. Ilien he caught up w itii the cow:s. William Rodray gazed after liis son-in-law, as the latter swung his long whip over the backs of the laggards. And when the herd ar^l the man had climbed the hill in the road antl (lisaj)peared in the val- ley beyond, he turned back to the field and scanned the mellow wheat that waved golden in the sunlight. "It's as good as settled, Annie dear," said 0']\lalley to his wife, when they were alone in their room that night. "I got your father's car. Ah, girl, it's myself that played trumps to-day, to be sure! I've got it fixed now, that I know. It's a secret betwixt me and the squire. But I will tell you this: Skep easy and eat hearty, for all's well and the danger's past!" EMBERS 123 Ann stared nl her lr»r(l, a smile of incredulity playing- al)out her lips. He noted her humor. He looked serious for a moment. Then he turned upon her and said: "What are you g-rinning at? Do you think I'm drunk?" "Xo," slie replied. "1 know you're not. But, did you really get around the governor?" "To he sure I did, girl, or T wouldn't l)e wast- ing my hreath telHng you." The harvesters came on Tuesday. Eor four days the Rodray homestead was the scene of much a- .ivity. O'Malley spent tlie days with the hands and gave g-lowing accounts to William Rodray of his work a-field. He remained soher and took his drink judi- ciouslv from a stone jug which he had hidden in the hay loft. At night he retired, virtuously, after supper, together with Ann and the children. He understood that he must convince his father-in-law of his reformation. Henceforth he would not go to the village tavern. 124 EMI5ERS TTc conlfl easily (lri\c over lo the Point and lia\-e liis Jul;- filled. None \\oul(l ln' the wiser. Alice and Mrs. Rodr.'iy were hnsy with the weddin.L;- trnu->-fau. for tlie :lay wn^ drawincif near. Maurice was h.ead over hecN m love with I'-lainc. And i-daine returned his l()\e with a j^reat, un-pariuL;" de\-otii)n. They were rarely a]iart: hut little was thou-ht of it h\ the neiL^hhors, who knew of their lit'edon^- attachment. Mrs. R()(lra\- :L;rie\e(l oxer her son's prefer- ence I'or the I'rench ^irl, as >he used to call T'daine, hni said nau^dit of her chai;rin to Maurice, whom she was i^rowinc^ dailv more loath to displease. She horc this part of her hurden in silence, confinini;" her expressi<,ns of ^''^|)leasure to the D'Malleys, who seemed to have taken root in the homestead. O'M alley was takin,^- a livel}' interest in the affairs of the farm. Me did not hesitate. U])on occasion, to voice his mind openly at the table or in the councils '•i*v EMBERS 125 of ihc family as to what hv thoiv^lU should or 5-li(>nl(l not l)e done .abniit the place. The eonciliatiniL;- lone and manner of the earlier da\s of his stay at Lasalle had ;L,n\'en wav to a more ])ereni])l()r\', almost authorita- ii\e. hearinj^. Mrs. Rodr.ay attempted to la_\- the matter he- fore her hnshand. Ikil he turned away from her, without a word, and left the room. i^nuilatini;' the example set hy O'Malley, /\nn now went ahout the house, making the heds, carryinj^ slops or i)erf(jrnung sundry ta<ks in the dinini^'-room and kitchen. ihis, in a measure, conciliated the mother, who looked forward to the coming loss of Alice with a feeling akin to trepidation. But O'Malley was too much for her to en- dure. 1 ler skin crept at sight of this cheeky, ill- nicinnered fellow. She was never the first to spea. And she answered him in the briefest pos- sible words. Not in the least abashed, O'Malley went about his business much the same as though she had never been in Lasalle. 12() EMIIKRS Tlio WfddiiiLT canio at last. It was a quiet atTair. Francois rirc'.i::oirc looked ([uite trat^ic in a Mack "Prince Albert" suit. He wore a white rose "b<iiitonniere" and his hlack, wavy hair was resplendent with strong- ly-scented O'l. He walked like one in a dream, and lu.-^ tace was while. ( )n his wav tu the aliar, his foot caught in the carpet and he stumbled. Some one in a jk'w j^igj^led. Alice, who had his arm, turned very red. All Lasalle was at its doors to see the bridal couple returnini,^ from the church. Alice made a beautiful bride. She was dressed in a white gown with a lonj^ train and wore a wreath of oranc^e blossoms. She carried a large bouquet of lilies-of-the- valley which Ann had gathered on the edge of the garden. There were sever carriages. Tiny, white silk ribbons lluttered on the whii)s. The coachmen all seemed alive to the im- portance of the occasion. EM15ERS 127 TIk'\- bore tlieiiisclvcs crcrt on the boxes and looked straiL;lit ahead. 'Idle sun smiled down upon Lasalle. The house\vi\es, in tlieir doorways, said: "What a day for a wechhrn;;'!" A _i;Teat feast was laid. And when they had eaten and drunk their fill, the f.;uests drove haek to their homes, and the In'ide and groom set out upon their wedding journey. 'The time was now approaching for Maurice to leave Lasalle. Elaine counted the days that remained with a feeling of vague, indefinable dread. She had hoped he woukl abandon the idea of going back to college; the more so now that the elder Rodray was no longer able to work. .She had even hoped to become his bride in the fall. b'or he had told her, in his transports of pas- sion, of the great, undying love which he bore her. She dared not question him. For the subject was painful to her. ;;1 : 4 2i^ kmi;kks AikI c\v]\ tn iliiiik of the comint^ sopar.'ilioii sent the tears weUiiii^ (<» her e\e>i and Iier heart heating' u ildl)'. She hoped a.L^ainst ho])e tliat lie would not go; that ^otuethiiii;' would happen to keep him with her. And, with the hnoyancy of youth, she wo'dd ]»a^^. of a sudden, from the veri^e of tears Uj li(|uid ripples of laUL^hter, seeinj^" as she did, in this feehle ray of hope, the possihihty of con- tinued liapi)iness. I hit Maurice, who had ^ixen no thoui;h* to eonse(|uences, and saw no ohstaclc in his way, !iad not C(^nsi(k'red I'.laine or the comphcations that nii,L;ht arise frt)m their "liaison. ! lis lo\e was the li)\e of the hutterfly for the tlower. When away from her, his thouj^hts, his as- l>irati(»ns ran to his future with increasing force and fe\'er. On the e\e of his return to college, he was with I'daine far into the night. \\ hen Baptiste and Alamman iiad gone to l)ed, ihey went out in the moonlight. They walked, arm in arm, througi; the fields of vellow stubble. KMIU-:i<.S 129 I'unipkitis stood out rc'<l in the p.iK^ sheen, ;iinl upon the ;\iur rniK a silvery niDc w.ns j^athtTJiii; that L;a\c to tin- tu'liK the ^"ii'hlaiicc lit' pa^tural paintings in t'raine- nf crystal. I.ca\inL;' the lirliK hrhind ihi'Pi, ihcy wan- dered over to the edL;i' of the woniN ami lnj I'twed the winding;' pathway that led to the ri\'er. d'hero was a t'allen tree, an oal; that had heen >truck down 1)\- li^htnin;^. upon the hank of the stream. A .i^reat rift had heen torn in tlie trunk and the hark wa^ blackened and ch.irred in j)atchcs. 'i'hey seate<l theni.seho in silent accord and gazed npon tiie water. Each was ^tran.i^ely preoccupied. Neither ff>und words for speech. The ni^ht air was cold. h'laine huddled uj) to Maurice, and he placed hi^ arm tenderly round her waist. They sat there a loni:^ while, not spcakiiiGf. Sometimes he would press her hand. Sometimes he would draw her lips to his and kiss them. Rut her eyes welled up eacli titnc. and he became strani^ely atYeC d. as thouq-h some one \'erv dear to him were )out to die. I 130 EMP.ERS And when iliey Nvalked back over tlic wind- mfr path that skirted the woods and throuj:^h the fields of yellow stubble to the house of the Le Blancs, and when thcv j^azed into each other's eyes for the last time, it was in silence still, sax'e a sob that broke from the lips of Elaine. CHAPTER ELEVEN. The students' annual retreat was held late in September. It lasted a week. This retreat consisted of a series of sermons and religious exercises, and had for end the invocation of Providence ujion the labors of the students during the year just beginning. It was during this week of prayer and medi- tation that Maurice Rodray thought, at last, that his vocation was discovered to him. A great light burst in upon him; and he trembled at thought of his un worthiness. What would the vow of chastity mean, com- ing from him now? Yet, he heard the call distinctly. There could be no mistake. But. .here was an obstacle. It stood before him. silent, immovable. Do what he would, he might not argue it aside. [1.31] 132 EiMBERS And, what was worse, it was of his own doing;. But, oh, the throhhinc: at his heart! And tlic voice in the tahcrnacle, calhng to liini ! And Christ. Icach'ni]: the way witli liis cross, l^rnclainiini;" all sins forgiven. The retreat was j)reachcd Iw a young priest of the order of ""tlie most Holy Saviour." He was a man of passionate eloquence. It was towards the end of the week that Maurice, after much hesitation, found himself alone with Father \'an der Ptlave, in the room of the latter. The priest was a nervous, wiry little man, with piercing black eyes and ever restless arms. He had a way of swinging his hands over his head, as he spoke, or throwing them out before him, like one swimming. Me was seldom still for a moment. A dynamo of imtiring energy. He would change from laughter to deeper moods with all the swiftness of a cat. He was essentially happy in his calling. And the great joy he found therein lit up his thin, ascetic face with a beatific smile. EMBERS 133 A sudden allusion to the sufferings of Christ for mankind would brim bis eyes with tears. lie was an enthusiast of the Cross. Tlie young missionary made a profound im- pression on Maurice. It was due to him that the clouds seemed about to dissipate on the horizon of his life. V^an der IMlave made it clear to Maurice that if he felt called to the jjriesthood, it was his duty to respond to the call without hesitation: "Unhappy the man.'" he said many times, "who loses his vocation !" "How would you like to become one of us?" he asked ]^Iaurice: "A Salvatori^t; a preacher of the word; a saviour of souls? Maurice had not thought of this before. But he caught the priest's fjuestion eagerly and asked \'an der PHavc about the life of the missionaries. The priest spoke glowingly of his order and assured Maurice that he had every outward mark of the calling. "You could leave here in a week or two; that is, as soon as we could communicate with the l-'ather Provincial. Then, when your adieux were made, you would take ship for Belgium. 134 EMBERS You would make your novitiate, and complete your studies in our coment at Saint Trond: For we have no 'studentat' in Canada. You would see the \vorld; round out your educa- tion; and. upon receivinj^ Holy Orders, come back to us, a i)ricst, a full-fledged soldier of tk. Cross." "J would i^ladly i^o," rejoined Maurice; "but 1 fear that I am too unuorthv." "You have in mind your .sin, nion ami. Xow tell me, how could you hope t(^ better atone for the j)ast than by j^ivin,^- your life to God and His holy service? And, besides, you should not forget that the mercy of God is grf iter than any sin of man. Can He not do for vou what He did for Saint Augustine, who had been a libertine, Saint Ignatius, who had lived the life of a worldling, the Abbe de Rancy, a free and easy courtier, and countless numbers of others, who barkened to the call ? Sleep on it. tonight, mon ami ; and come to me tomorrow, after :\Iass. Pray the Blessed Yirgin for guidance, and your good guardian angel. I will say a Mass to the same end. Au revoir !" Maurice went to the chapel and knelt before the "Mater Dolorosa." EMBERS 135 There was no lonn^er any doubt in his mind. But, Elaine — what about that? Then the words of \'an der Pflave recurred to him: "The mercy of God is i:^reater than any sin of man." There nuist be a decision somewhere: he would be a priest ! This settled, he wrote a lono- letter to the elder Rodrays, in which he spoke at lenj.^th of his great happiness. Too, he wrote to Elaine; but the tone of his letter to her differed from that of the other. It was a duty thrust suddenly upon him, he told her — a stern, irrevocable decree which he must not and dared not resist. The letters written, Maurice locked them in his desk and went to find \'an der Pflave. The latter was reading his breviary on the promenade. 'T will go to Belgium," said Maurice to the priest ; "I knovv' it is my calling." "Bravo!" exclaimed Van der Pflave, closing his book, and putting his arm round the other's neck: 'T thank the good God who heard my prayer. Deo gratias !" CHAPTER TWFJA'M The FatluT I^r()\inci;il of the Order of the -Ah)st Holy Saviour was tlieii in Oiiehee. He rephed |)roni])tly to \;ni der Ptlave's let- ter, atttliorizin-j;- him to make arrant^-emeiits wiih the steamship ecjiiipany for yotmg- Rod- ray's i)assag-e. Tlie 'T)ominion of Canada" was to sail in three days. It was decided he wotdd complete his i)repa- ralions and settle his affairs, to leave on that date. He concluded not to go to Pasalle. His ])eople could as easily come to see him off. This would lessen the pane's of partinsj;-. Mrs. Rodray came at once, upon receipt of the telegram from Alaurice. There was an affecting scene between mother and son. Airs. Rodray gazed long and tenderly at [136] EMBERS 137 ^Maurice, who se<?nied to lia\e taken on an air of dee]) filial affection and humility. "Ah, my son," she assured him, the tears coursin.i^ down her thin face, "this repays me for the past. This is the heavenly reward for all mv trials and sufferini^s. (jod is just! God is just!" And then: "A'our father cannot come. The wicked man is struck down a^i^ain in this hour of his son's triumph. The doctors say he will recover; hut that he will never reg'ain his health com])letely. Ah, God is just!" Alice and Francois came on the last day. The O'Malleys remained at home. Maurice paid a farewell visit to Alary, at the 1 hotel Dieu. The latter was very happy in her vocation. She was proud of her hrothei, and intro- duced him to the ^Mother Superioress. The main deck was crowded when the Rod- ray party went ahoard ship. The night air was laden with the perfume of flowers. Blase men and beautiful women stood in groups, chatting. Sometimes, a peal of laughter rang out. N 138 EMBERS P)iit it seemed strans^ely out of tune, here. It told too })laiiily of tears forced back and held in check; of hearts wtuiil;- with anj^uish ; of souls that must defy their feelini^s, else weej). The scene bewildered Maurice. Francois assisted him to his cabin with hi.s lujT^age. The women waited on deck. When the men returned, Maurice went up to iiis mother and kissed her; then he kissed Alice and g-a\e hVancois and George his hand. In the twinkling of an eye, he had gone below. Francois led the women down the gang-way, onto the wharf. They were weeping. When Maurice awoke, the daylight was streaming in through the portdiole and the ship throbbed like a living thing. A man came into the cabin. He was tall and boney. He wore a Norfolk suit of gray tweed and a cap of the same ma- terial. "Good morning, sir," said the stranger. EMBERS 139 "I'm your cabin mate for tlio voyage, ^'ol^re a late sleeper, T see." •'Have we started?" askeil .Maurice. "Started?" rejoined the man, looking at his watch. "We've left Montreal some forty miles hehind us." Maurice dressed and went on deck. A few men and women v.ere exercising. Others leaned over tiie railing and watched the fleeting shores. Some were seated on long, frail-looking steamer chairs, reading or chatting. They all appeared very nnich at home. ^Taurice saw a stout, l)earded man, in a uni- form of blue and gold, talking to a tall, dark woman, in a heavy cape of Scotch plaid. He judged the man to be the ship's captain. The woman glanced at him and as their eyes met, Maurice felt a strange dislike for her, thoueh he had never seen her before. He dropped his eyes and crossed the deck to the guard-rail. The trees along the shore of the river were black and leafless. The grass was dead on the banks ; the fields stripped of their yield. 140 EMP.ERS The air was (lanij) and raw. Xo one spoke to Maurice. Lasalle came hack to him. lie thought ot" l''.laine. The life he was ahout to take U]) ai)iieare(l, for the tirst time, heset with |)(»s>ihle disaster for him. A feeliiii^^ ot intense loneliness came over him; and he longed for the emhrac^> of h^laine. 1 he hreakta^t i;on^- recalled him. lie was assii.^iied to the ca])tain's tahle. r.y hi> side sat the dark woman whom he had seen conversing- with the chief oflicer. A faint perfume wa.> exhaled from the woman; rui indefitiahle. ex(»tic odor, as of deli- cate flowers, that miL;-ht have heen home in upon warm winds from dista.nl shores. The\- passed the old h^-ench cities of Sorel and Frois Rivieres and the sun was settins^" over Ouehec as the shij. sailed past the Citadel on her way to the sea. In the (lulf the sea was rough and choj)py. The third day otu Maurice, who was hadly shaken up. remained in his cahin. It was late in llie afternoon when the door (>pened niid the ship's doctor entered, followed by the dark woman in the i)laid cape. KMT^.KRS 141 She caiiiL- o\cr to liis berth and placed her hand upon his forehead. "I'iMir i)(ty!" '~\\v iiuirniurcd, tenderly. "\'<»u nui^t try tn enuic on deck, t< hik irrow. Von lia\e to ri:.^ht it ot'f, yon know." Then she rani,-- for the steward and ordered a pint of (']ic([not. .She poured the sparklinc: lifjnor into a thick glass tnnihler and L;a\e it to Maurice: "T am a L;ood sailor." -^aid she, turninsj^ to the doctor. "I know ])relt\- well what they need." ■"I sjiall send you something; to read,"" she continued, addressinm' .Maurice. "You like ad- venture?" "\'es. very nuich." he re])lied: "and — thank 3011 a thousand times!" As she turned to g-o, she smiled upon the sick man and Maurice saw that she was beau- tiful. The following day she came again. With her was the captain, who inquired, in a blustering way, after the health of Maurice. It struck the latter that the chief officer had come to see him merely to be in the company of tlie woman. And he was surprised to feel a 142 i:Mr.KKS p.'injT (\f icnloii^v .'it thouLrlit of this old man's conceit. 'riic ncM (lay .she came alone. r.ut K'lKJi-av's ca1»in n' ite \\a> lyiiiiJ^ in lii-^ l)tilli. So. slu' liaiidcd liim I'danherl's "MadamCi J'.o\ary"" ami anntlKT honK- of Clic(|Uot; and went awaN'. She did nm come ai^ain. i\nd ilie\- were in mid-ocean hcfort Maurice fell \\(.'ll I'tioni^h t(» ^() on d''ck. They \Ncre ti,i;htin,L;' a h.eaey sen and tlic ship lurched an<l rolled in a mam'er (!iat made .all look i( I their sea lei;"s. \ steward assisted .\hanrice to a cliair on the starhoard deck. A >tity, cold w ind stnni;' hi> face. The movement of the shi|) struck the pit of liis stomach. lie came to his tVet (|uickly in an effort to j^et to the ^-uard-rail. At this moment a ^reat \\a\e struck the ves- sel and she went rolling- over, a heavy spray dashinc: the deck. M run-ice felt a hand q-rasp his arm, and. turnint:;-. ocheld his visitor bv his side. KMI'.KRS 14.^ "Go back,"" lie -aid; "it's rlaiiL^^froiis." ••\..l at all," ^Iir replied, piillin.L,^ a red taiii o' sliaiiter Will down (>\i'r her wealth of raveii hair. "I love the ^ea and have no fear of its (lan,«,i:crs." She held hi- arm in hers as thoitf^di lu" were a child of teiicU'r \ears and led him aronnd to larboard, where the wind was w.arded ott by a tari)au1in. wliich iiad been stretched over the deck, in roof md-wall fa-hion. Thcv seated themselves on lon^ steruncr chairs and a -teward fetched nij:::s from the woman's cabin, in which they wrapped them- selves. Their chairs tonchcd. Maurice could feel tiie heat of the woman's arm against his. lie tingled with a strange emotion; but thought instantly of his calling and turned a deaf ear to the rumbling of his blood which jiounded madly at his temples. Then he heard her voice, riding the wind, like the tinkling of a bell. He turned his face to hers. Her cheeks were flushed and the background was like the transparent white of Carrara. 144 EMBERS Her eyes were black and of tlie softness of velvet ; the lashes lon.q- and thick, like an l{!g-yptian's. Her teeth were white and flawless. Her ears pink, like coral. Her ho.Mim ro^c and fell in rhythmic cadence. Maurice had never seen a woman like her. She was lau,Qhin_^- no.v, and looking into his eyes. "Ts my patient better?" she was saving. And, with a sickening throbbing at his heart, he replied: "^'es, yes, I feel much improved." A volume >lid from her la]j and fell upon the deck. Maurice picked it up and handed it to her. Their hands met and his cheeks flushed per- ceptibly. For a moment her hand lay in his. Then, starting up, she said: "^^ou are feverish : let me send for the doc- tor." "Xo. no," he protested. "I am doing splen- didly; I am much better than I was." She looked at him in silence for some time. 'Hien she asked : EMBERS 145 I "Where are you going?" "To Belgium; to study." "Art?" "No— theology." "Oh'" She gazed down upon the deck for what seemed a long while to Maurice. Then she spoke again: "Are you going to be a minister?" "No — a priest. I am a Catholic." lie glanced at her; and he noted that her face had undergone a change. I-Jer cheeks had paled and her eyes dimmed in thougiit. At this moment the captain catne up and drew a chair beside them. He was in very good humor and predicted a fall in the wind and a smooth sea for the re- mainder of the voyage. That night, in his berth. Maurice w^as a prey to whirling thoughts. He rolled and tossed and found it impossible to sleep. And among the shadows that crept in upon his restless soul were the dark woman and the captain. \\ 146 EMBERS And he himself gave the matter some thought, and stopped for a moment in his dream fever, to wonder why he felt so deep a hatred for this old fool with a grandfather's heard. I lis heart heat lotidly and his ears sang. Many lewd and awful images flashed hefore his waking c\ os as though clothed in garments of flesh. And always it was he and the dark woman together. 1 le thought no longer of the convent in Saint Trond; of \'an der Pflave, of Elaine. It was the woman, the dark woman, now; he did not even know her name — oh, God, only to possess that woman! ( )n the morrovv- she did not appear on deck. Xor the next day. The third day a steward hrought him a note fro:;; her. It read: "Coine. Cabin Sij. X'aldette Bergere." He followed the steward, who led him to the door of the cabin. lie went in without knocking. X'aldette was lying in her berth. She was ])aled, like a flower that has suf- fered from the caresses of the sun. m ExMBERS 147 But Maurice thought she was very lovely. And he trembled before her. "I didn't expect to have to send for you," she said. "1 went to sec you when you were ill." "I did come," he rejoined. ''And I was about to knock on the door when I heard the voice of a man — the captain's voice — and I went back." "Oh, the captain! That old fossil; why didn't you come in? You are going to become a priest. Vou need have no fear of women. \'ou are of the anointed. Will you please ])ress the button? And order a quart of Clic- ([uot and glasses. You can sit on the edge of my berth. Right here, near me — that's it. Now tell me about all the souls you are going to save — you interest me so! You don't know? Well, let us talk about something else. Have you ever been in love? No? I have often wondered if priests were things of bone and flesh, like ourselves, or mere spirits in outward forms of men, and free of human frailties and base passions. Now, here is the story of Manon Lescault: I have read it many times. The autlior, who was a priest — " 148 EMBERS Wi m "My God!" exclaimed Maurice. "Voii are driving me mad. I lo\ e you ; I love you with all my .soul !" He flung himself ui)on her in the delirium of his passion. But she pushed him hack gently, like a mother refusing her bahe the breast. "The steward!" she said softly in 1.:.-. ear. "He's at the door with the wine!" When the champagne was drunk \'aldette said : "Will you be honest if I ask vou a ques- tion ?" "Yes." "You didn't like me at first, did you?" i\o. "That's a good boy. Now you must go on deck and let the sea breezes cool that 'grande passion' of yours. Foi I would never consent to being the cause of your remorse in the cold corridors of a cloister." "At least," said he, "lei me kiss your hand." "No, no," she laughed; and her silvery, mel- low voice rang out above the plashing 'of the waves. "Then, why this note— whv did you send for me?" EMFSERS 149 (IJ ''I have already told you, my dear. Really, you are very interest in,2^ to nie. Xow, go, ])lease; that's a good hoy — an rcvoir!" Maurice went on deck, his soul racked with rcgrtts. Why had he ever told her the truth about his destination, his calling? What had come over him to admit he had not fancied her at first sight? And his vocation — was there really such a thing? Or was it not more like a chimerical moth that must take flame and perish wretchedly at slightest contact with the fir^^s of passion? Was it too late? Could he turn back? Or must he go forward into the life he had chosen ? lie thought again, as in the old days in col- lege, of the mysticism of the Word and the glory of the latter-day prophet. But, now, these were dimmed and undesira- ble ; and a woman of daz;^ling grace and splen- dor \vas beckoning him to follow back over the wastes, to a realm of more sentient joys, where love lingered. 150 EMBERS iV His flesh thrilled. Then the i)riesthood, black-robed, passed be- fore him. He th()u,o-ht of the vow of chastity, which must endure while life was. Again he saw himself in the pulpit, convert- inrr multitudes, the revered of the faithful: Father Rodra} — the name would be on the lips of thousands; would be lisped by the tongues of infants. Then, he knew she would not listen to him, now. The woman in "89." And, even if she would, the disgrace — he could never rdurn to Lasalle; nor appeal to his father for aid. He was as helpless as a bird unfledc-ed. He went below to his cabin; and was glad to find no one there. He rang for the steward and ordered a bot- tle of Clicquot. He had never drank this wine before; but now it had a peculiar charm for him. He inhaled the intoxicating perfume of it, before drinking, as though it might be the hot breath of his beloved. He drank deep. EMBERS 151 The steward smiled when he called for the second quart. And when Maurice ordered another hottle of the champaij^ne, the man merely nodded and withdrew — but he was too good a servant to obey. The next day passed; and the next; and ho did not see Valdette. And on the followin<>- morning they sighted tlie coast of Ireland. The grim, gray rocks rose out of the sea, flanking the green fields and defying the waves. Mediaeval castles sentineled the topmost heights, battered by time and tempest, and deserted by men. White clouds of gulls rose above the clitifs and descended into their nesting places, among ravines. Maurice stood at the guard-rail, watching the panorama of green and gray as it unfolded l)efore him. The ship trailed along very close to the shore. At times they could see the Irish farmers emerge from their little white houses and go towards the barns. 152 EMBERS Maurice even saw the smoke rise from a man's pii)e. as he stood on the edi,^e of a cliff and waved at the shij). Maurice waved back at the fellow. lie even wished, at that moment, that he had been horn upon the isle, so that he niifrht feel the pani^^s of the e\-icted. and know the imjmlse to fight for the cause— for his father had told him much of the suffer int^s and the oppression of Ireland. The ship took on her pilot at Movillc. Slowly the coast of Ireland grew gray and indistinct and finally, late in the day, was but a shadowy outline against the sky. The Isle of Man went by and, at nightfall, the ship dropped anchor at the bar of Liver- pool. There was much merriment aboard. A concert was given for the relief of sailors' orphans. Maurice remained on deck. The waters played about the great seafarer, and a round, blood-red moon was up. Here on the threshold of the old world, Maurice repented his haste and trembled at the enormity of the undertaking before him. EMBERS 153 Too, he was consumed with a ^reat desire, a mad, unreasoninjr passion for this woman who had so stran.q-ely entered into his hfe. Gulls swooped and skimmed over the sea, emitting their shrill, weird cries. The ship rolled drowsily, like a cradle. lie thou,L,dn of Elaine, of the Rodrays who were keenly proud of him. the eldest son. And now it came in upon him that the love of h:iaine was a great, burning love — a flame of ex(iuisite purity that would not, in time, con- sume itself and flicker out; but must endure wliile life was, and would not chill until the heart was dead. And in this moment he pitied Elaine, as wc are prone to pity those who love us and whose love we cannot return. He had not seen Valdette since the day of his dismissal. He had watched and waited for her con- stantly; but she did not appear on deck. He saw her in the forms of others who did not in the least resemble her. He conceived a genuine hatred for a pussy old woman who took X'aldette's seat at table while the latter was ill in her cabin. r i 5 1 154 EMBERS ;.i He scowled villaitiously; and the offense was not repeated. lie drank lart^e (|nantiiies of CIie(|not, be- cause she was fond of the wine. And now that the hour of partinj;- was near, he reahzetl what a s^n-eat void must conic into iiis life w hen she had gone. It was well on in the forenoon of the follow- ing day when the "Dominion of Canada" slipped into her dock. Maurice was standing near the forecastle, watching the sailors, when X'aldette emerged from the hatchway and came toward him. She wore a trim travelling suit of dark mate- rial. Her face was pale and somewhat thoughtful. "Ah, Monsieur Rodray, I suppose you will be Hitting away on the first train to your be- loved retreat?" "I had counted on seeing London," he re- plied. "But now — " "But now? Go on. I pray!" "^'ou know what I told vou the dav I made such a fool of myself in your cabin — well, that's it. I don't care what becomes of me if I am not to have you." EMr.ERS 155 "Poor hoy. it's hut a tlcctinp: fatuv, I assure you — a tVctini!: fancy. I shall ^o to sec you in your convent some day; and 1 will waiter that you will not receive me. so taken up will _\ou he with your devotions. Do you take me up?" "\'es. hy the (iod aho\e me!" "Good. Ah, they are hoist inj.^ the <j:an,i;-wa\-. 1 am i;lad it's over." They passed oft' the ship onto the slantinj^ .L,'-.n.<,n)Iank, Maurice holding Xaldette's arm in his. A crowd was j^athcred on the dock. A lart^-e, fierccdookinj^ man detached himself from the mass and. comin-;- forward to \'al- dette, clasped her in his arms and kissed her repeatedly on the mouth. Then he turned to Maurice and said: "Thank you, sir — and a very good day to you." And now they were gone. And Maurice felt very much alone and ahan- doned in the midst of this howling Bahel of carters and cahhies and half-naked urchins. He wandered about the thoroughfares until noon. 15r, I-MIU'RS Tlio (■(.iitimMital express f<ir Harwich had Ji:>t startt'(l lo iii<i\c. as he >\viin^- onto the tool- hoard ami vcraiiihk'd into Iiis coiiipartnieiit. I lir iiii^hi liad settled thick and hiack when the train pulled into the '<ld h'.n^dish seaport. 'Idle niL^ht vteainer I'or Antwerp was thie lo lea\f within the li(»nr. Maurice lo>i no linu-. hut went ahoard. lie walked d^wn a lon^'. douhle line ol" little white doors wiih hrass k.ohs, until he came to his cahin. lie crawled into his herth and directly fell asleep. 'hhey were in the waters of the Schcld when he awoke; and it was daw In the distance. lh(> ("athedral tf)wcr rose j^rini and stolid ajj^ainst a hack,L;round of spot- less sk_\ . A priest of the order met him at the dock. "You are welcome, my dear hrother." he said simply. takin,i^ Maurice hy the hand. And he led him to a waiting" carriage. They drove to the Antwerp convent of the Salvatorists. Maurice was warmly welcomed by the priests. •■-MI'.RRS 15; Meat \\a> laid: and a lar^o stone jng of beer K'ok lip its place- upon the table. Manrice fell to and ate heartilv. I hv (la\- was spent viewinLi: the masterpieces oi the I'deniish painters and in the Zoolo<^ical ( lardens. In the evenino; he hoarded the train for Saini Troiid. where he arri\ed after an hour's jour- ney. Another jiriest of tlie order was at the sta- tion to meet him. I le was a youn<i^ man, sliL^du oi Irame and of pleasant manner. ••] i)resume this is the dear Brother Rodray?" he inquired, coming- up to Maurice. ■'>'es. Ivilher," replied the latter. .And they turned from the tracks which had hroui,dit him frr.m over the world, to the old convent city, now indistinct in the i^atherin.^- shades of ni^ht. I'hey walked through windiny: streets for some time, and finally came to a hij^di brick wall which rose hijrher at a certain point and took on the dignity of a facade. There was a door. And over the door, the statue cf the founder of tlie order. 158 EMBERS At the toot of the statue ran the inscription in Latin: "Peace to all who enter here." The I'-riest spoke. He, too. was younj? and knew the sacrifice. "My dear friend, is there anything you would care to do while y(Hi are still tr.^e?" "No, Father." The priest turned to the door. A song from within clanged harshly. An old lay brother opened the door. For an instant, Maurice Rodray glanced back into the dark, deserted stt ■■:. Then he went forward and the door closed softlv behind him. li \ CHAPTER THIRTEEN When Elaine received the letter from Mau- rice, in which he told her of his decision to enter the Order of the Salvatorists, a hollow moan escaped her. Her head whirled and sang; and her heart throbhed so that it sickened her. The walls of her room, whither she had re- tired to read his letter, swam round and round; and a death-like weakness overcame her. She reeled to the bed and fell heavily upon it. Pain flitted from her; and she sank into a deep, merciful sleep. When she awoke, Mamman was standing beside her. Elaine thought of the letter. She cast a swift glance over the floor; but it was not there. "The letter? Here it is, my dear,' said Mamman. [159] 160 EMBERS ;* i ai Then, after a silence, she turned from the w indow, through which she could see the ga- I)led homestead of the Rodrays, and said, more to herself than to Elaine: "And so, he's going to be a priest !" At this, Elaine sank back upon the bed and Iniricd her face in the pillows. And now, no longer able to restrain her grief, she sobbed pitifully. Alamman knelt down beside her and stroked her hand. "Bless the child," she was saying. "It's very hard. But you mustn't take on so. For there are many others as good as he. The voice of Baptiste recalled them. "I say, Maman, when will supper be ready?" "It's ready now, Baptiste, only for setting the table. I'm coming." Elaine did not come down to supper. ]\Iamman told Baptiste of the letter and its contents, over their soup. "Going to become a priest, say you, Mam- man? Does he say he is going to be a priest?" "Yes, a priest — a Salvatorist." "And you say he's going to the old country — I mean, does he say that in his letter?" EMBERS 161 "Yes, Baptiste — to Belgium, to enter the novitiate." "And when does he sail, Mamman?" "I believe he says on the twenty-seventh of this month." "And what day of the week will that be?" "Saturday." "Saturday, the twenty-seventh," he repeated to himself, rising from the table. "Why, Baptiste, I ihought you were hungry; you haven't eaten anything!" He came over to Mamman and placed his hand upon her shoulder. "Mamman, something's wrong. I can feel it. I know it. Else, why should Ma Petite' take it to heart as you say she does? Then, why didn't he come back to Lasalle to make his adieux? I tell you there's something wrong; and don't mistake me!" A thought struck him suddenly. His tone changed and a deadly glint flashed in his eye. "I will go to Montreal — " "Why, Baptiste," brok;^ in Mamman, rising from her chair, "what would you be doing in Montreal?" 162 EMBERS 1 ) "I will £^0 to ■Montreal." he repeated dog- o-edlv; "1 will meet him face to face, before he sails; I will have the truth." "What do you mean?" "lie will tell me. yes or no, whether harm has come to 'la Petite' — that's what I mean." Baptiste made good his word and went to Montreal to sec Maurice. P)Ut it was late in the forenoon when he reached the dock ; and the ship was well under way. lie returned to Lasalle, morose, crestfallen and strongly convinced that his suspicions were true. He spoke no more about the matter. In fact he turned very glum and had little to say in or out of the house. Onlv, he showed an increasing tenderness for Elaine. Xot that he spoke more to her. But he became very mindful of her comfort and saved her many steps, by anticipation, in her work about the house. Suddenly, he left off going to the village or to church. He took to roaming the woods and fields. EMBERS 163 Si)nictinics lie would icnc home in the morn- ing' and not return until late at nigiit. I !e would come in bespattered with nuul and filth and covered with burr.s. Mamman. who had iioted the chang-e in him. would greet him kindly and lay his supper. i le would snatch a bite or two from the table wiihout sitting down. He would remove his big, heavy boots and tiptoe his way up the stairs, candle in hand, to Elaine's room. He would place his ear to the keyhole and listen. Then he would turn the knob softly, like a thief, and steal up to her bed. Gently, tenderly, he would tuck the cover- ings under the feet and shoulders of the sleep- ing girl and creep away to his room as softly as he had come. When Mamman came to bed, she found him sleeping deeply, like a tired child. She was always careful not to wake him. For she was l)eginning to fear Bai)tiste. He was so unlike himself, of late. In the mornings he would rise before the others, and build a fire in Elaine's room, so she might not have to dress in tLj cold. \M EMBERS i 111 He brought her the reddest apples from the bin in the cellar, and laid them by her plate, at table. And if perchance he prayed, Elaine came first upon his lips. The work about the place and on the farm was neglected or, in some instances, not done at all. The corn had not been shucked. The cattle were left to run much as they pleased. The horses were ill-shod. A fine mare, with foal, hobbled about on three shoes. Alamman had taken to feeding the stock and milking the cows. Baptiste went on his daily pilgrimage, none knew where, through field and forest. Some who had chanced upon him unex- pectedly, in the course of his wanderings, had been strangely affected by his mien. For he saw no one, be that one ever so near, looked neither to right nor left along his way, and spoke aloud to himself, shaking his clenched fist in air. EMBERS 165 It was not lon.s^;- bcfure stranjT^-e rumors were afloat about Baptiste. L^pon his api)roach, children ran, screaming, to their mothers. PeopK craned their necks at him, as he passed their houses. Men j^rinned, and, looking at one another, touched their heads with a finger. Even the dogs seemed to know him; and harked savagely, their fur rising in a stiff comb on their backs, as P.aptiste went by, looking ne-' .er to right nor left, speaking aloud to him- self, and shaking his clenched fist in ?ir. One night, he did not return home. Towards midnight Alamman awoke Elaine, who had taken to going to d, of late, shortly after the evening meal. The t\\o women searched the fields and, go- ing over to the edge of the wood, called for Baptiste at the top of their voices. A thick, soft snow, the first of the season, was falling, covering their tracks. The echoes came back to them in clear and tomb-like tone. But no answer from Baptiste. 166 EMI5ERS ^ Lart^e, feathery flakes fell upon their lan- terns and melted into hot, ])carl-like tears. The stillness, more than the cold, chilled the women. They retraced their steps reluctantly towards the house. Then Maniman said: "The barns — let us try the barns." Elaine clambered ip into the mow; and Mamman went into the granary. Thev searched in the carriaire-house; and turned over piles of sheepskins and driving robes. They came to the stables. The cows were lying flat. One, near the door, was wide awake, chew- ing her cud. The gentle brute looked around peacefully at the women and mooed softly. They had about given up hope and were go- ing towards the door, wiien Mamman stum- bled against an object on tlie floor of the empty stall. She raised the lantern (piickly with an in- stinct of self-defense mingled with fear. Daptiste lay ujKjn his belly, the full length of the stall, his head i.nder the manger. EMRERS 167 Ilo was pamiiiL,'- heavily, like a (1()<>^ that has overrun. "P.ai)ti>te!" said Maniinan, softly: "My dear Pjaptiste, come with us!" He did not reply; hut crawled up further heneath the ni.an.^er, hiding- his face from them. "Poor father," hesought Klaine. "It's only Mamman and your 'Petite.' Come, please come with us!" She stooped down, and pulled him gently hy the coat. "Come!" she pleaded. "Do you no longer love your 'Petite'?" There was a moment's hesitation. Then the hig; man struggled out on all fours and rose to his feet. He had chang^ed greatly since morning. His face was seamed and pallid. His eyes had a wild, frightened stare. He did not speak ; and did not seem to know where he stood. He looked ahout him with wide-open eyes, like a bahc in a strange house. "We got thirty-seven eggs to-day," said Elaine, in an effort to reassure him. 168 EMBERS He j^azcd upon his daii.i^litcr, and then at the wife, and hack upon h^daine a.u^ain. He smiled a wan, tired smile, that made him seem very stranjj^e ai.d unearihly. And the women, takin.q^ him hy the hands, led him, unresisting", towards the house. They put him to Ijed and watched c.er him while he slei)t. The next day they sent for the villat=^e doctor. The latter si)ent an hour with Uapf'ste. He asked the patient a numb<r ( f questions about the farm, the crops and the stock; hut without avail. Lc Blanc would not spc ik. He stared vacantly at the floor, at the wall, or out the window at the wide expanse of snow- fields, where the sun played. He was visibly upset over a sparrow that flew onto the window-sill and pecked an atom off the pane. "My dear madamc," said the physician to Mamman, "I fear we will have to send him awry. He has suffered some great mental strain or shock. This is not the place for him. However, it will do no harm to wait t lew days and see. Have you no one to do the work about the farm? No? That is unfortunate. You EMBERS 169 should j^^et soincf)nc at onc( ; for Monsieur Lc lllcinc cannot he relied iipoti for that; and he sides, Ml his jiresent condition, tlie work would 1. t oo nmcli l./i' hini. I I' tnd run down. lid hiiii (|uile unstrun«r 'Where would \ on ha\c u- tl > -^eml hull, doc- tor." the wife asked, suspiciously 'W hv, to AloiiLreal; that is, risjlit near Alon treal— the a.syluin — jusi for a while, you knoW; until he jrets hetter. Th le wotiiei hur^t intM (ears. The doctor, lirowiiiLr nervoi s ui die pre ence f>t L:rier, \ ijniised to come airai ijj'ain on iJie nior- ruw, and, hiddint,^ them take coura.^^e, hurried awa- h:i; mil foil owini^ instructions from Mani- iiian, wrote to Isidore Lalonde. the second son of her mother's hrother, and who lived on his father's farm, near Sa.:it Lanihert. The letter requested him to start at once for Lasalle. ("iiAi'Ti'R i'oruri'.i'.x vnHk 0'M;illc\ was now rnajor-doiiio of ilic Rod- ra\- lioiiK'-tcad. W itli Maurice in a coincm, (Icorju^c at col- lc';;v and tlic- (.-Idcr Ro(lra\' completely broken in liealth. he came, went and did much as he pleased. I le did little work himself. A stranded laborer, who was jKissinjj^ throui^h Lasalle. on his way to the .Slates, was jjicked u], by ()"Malley and put to work doinj.^ the winter chores about the place. O'Alalley saw to it th;it the man was i^iven plenty to do. "Idleness is the father of mischief," he said one day, with the air of a confessor, as he was about to lay out another task for the "hired man."' "Sure, 1 didn't start out any too well shod my>elf, in life. liut. honesty and hard work and i)erseverance bnni.^ht me to where you see me to-day. T.v the wav, there's another [170] KMP.ERS 171 cord ot wood hack of the ^umiiRT kitchen that II ha\c to he sawed ii|) some time in the near t'litm-e. Wonldn't luirt it' von'd start in "II it to day. I\emem1)er the |)roverh — 'Xever put olV till tomorrow what yon can do to-dav.' Is the hay pitched down t'or the cattle? Well, von'd hetter do that first. it. And while \nu'r of hran to the sick hor so yon won t iorL,''el e over there, t^ivc this pail se; and kt-ep an e\e oni lor that sknnk; he stole a tine hen last niL;ht the l)e->t laver in the ilock. ilnrr\ hack n o\v Inn. and irel [o woi k. So saviiiL;-. he sannlered off towards ll ic store, whisthnir die Rainhl er Irom CI, ire. W illiam Rodrav now remained in the hon se tor the most part, leaving- the nianai^-ement of the store and farm to his son-indaw, who felt his imi)ortancc increasinf^ dailv in the honse- hold. O'AIalley took a liij^h hand in the ad t ration of the familv affairs. mmis- Il( le carried the store cash in his pocket and l)nt it to his own nse without scruple. I le made res^ular trips to the Point for litiuor and I)rou.<^ht l)ack presents and trinkets I'or Ann and the vounjj- O'Mallevs. 172 EMBERS HI ■J , lie was seldom sober. Towards Mrs. Rodray he had assumed, of late, an air of cold independence, which, when he was drunk, bordered on tlie humorous. He came and went without so much as speaking to her. But if someone else happened to be near, he would address the latter in a tone of deep solici- tude and affection, with a view to making Mrs. Rodray feel the want of his filial love, no less than the s^ing of his contempt. On a number of occasions, Ann attempted to bring the two together in a truce. But the usurpation of the home by O'Malley, just when she had hoped to have peace and quiet for her declining days, was more than Mrs. Rodray could endure. She rejected all overtures. For a considerable time A.nn persisted in her negotiations for peace. She approached her husband on the subject ; but O'AIalley preferred to remain on the de- fensive, which posit:( ; he now occupied, and refused to commit himself. "Peace in the house is fine, Annie dear, to be sure. But it's all up to your mother, mv EMBERS 173 .q-irl, as ynii understand well enoiii^h. To the victors belon.n- the spoils, as son]ebody with a lon.ir jiead has said. Now that's a fine line, to be sure. It wouldn't surprise me if Sha'ke- si)eare had said it— or Dan O'Connell." Convinced, finally, that further efifort at pcaceniakinj^ would be futile, Ann reluctantly went over to her husband's camp. There we- ^ however, no open hostilities. It was more like a grim, silent struggle for teniporal power. Like a spectator, viewing maneuvers from a well-chosen point of vantage, the elder Rodray ga/^ed upon the warring forces, without com- ment or interference, as thougn the people con- cerned in the strife were nothing to him, nor the outcome of much import? nee. O'Malley had transferred his jug from the lu'iyloft to a secluded corner of the store. It would be easier of access here, besides lessen- ing the danger of detection. And then there was the moral and more im- portant reason that its presence in the barn "light at any time be discovered by Jim and tempt him. He put in a stock of candy, of which he was :|^' 174 E31BERS r ill: } (i iii fond. Tic kept a su|)])ly of pcpperniinis about him which, he claimed, aided liis digestion. I ie had :i nay of gettinjj^ one of the pungent lo/enges to his mouth, without being noticed, u])oi. the ai)proach of a customer, or in the cr)urse of conversation. It pleased him to lean over tlie counter, a ])encil in his ear and twirling his spectacles in his fingers, and talk over with a crony the lat- est happening in the village, or even more )\eighty matters, such as the sensation of the day or ])olitical issues nov/ before the House. When asked for his opinion, he would draw his red kerchief from his pockeL and wipe the steam and finger grease from his glasses. Then slowly he would adjust them over his ears and clear his throat, like a judge about to pro- nounce sentence. "Well — " he would say to his waiting audi- ence, before delivering the dictum; this with a view to impressing the store loafers with a proper respect for the opinion about to be rendered. And these latter grew to look up to this staid and well-balanced man who w';S at all times EMBERS 175 pretty iiuich of the same temper, even when in his cups. Ann now filled the role of honsckccpcr, after a fashion. She rose late and shambled through the prep- arations for hreakfast. Her hair hung in a loose braid down her l)ack. 'J'he vent of her dress lay open, revealing cheap, coarse undergarments in need of repair. Her shoe-tongues fell back upon the vamps and the laces trailed upon the door, tripping her as she walked. She was still a great reader; and O'.Malley seldom overlooked the hook store on his trips to the Point. The rooms lay under a thick pall of dust. The bannisters and door-knobs, the furniture and bric-a-brac throughout the pla- i were sticky from the hands of the O'Malley children, who were allowed "carte blanche" and went through the rooms nmnching candies and sweets. Mrs. Rodray was driven to desperation. She wished to flee; t6 forget all about La- salle; to end her days away from this sordid hole that was no better than a hell. S.'fe, 176 ExMBERS Slic wTOic to Alice, asking if slie mii;ht go to the Gregoirc home to live. Alice handed the letter to F mcois, but he would not hear of it. lie wanted his wife all to himself, he said. She laid the matter jiefore Father Nadeau. But the priest advised her to 1 -^ar her cross bravely and pray heaven for .oriitude in his her hour of trial. "Crosses, tribulations," he sn'd, "are the greatest proofs God can give us of His infinite love. The sorest trials come to those He loves most. Take courage, my dear Madame Rod- ray. There are manv \\ho have no home to leave!" She went home and '^ccluded herself in her room. She appeared rarel\ at table. Sometimes she w^nt away in the moi ling and spent the day with friends in the village, whom she had enlisted in her sympathy. Sometimes she drove over to the Point, merely to be away from her surroundings, which were daily becoming more unbearable. One day she sat down to dinner with the others. EMBERS 177 "William," she said, "I want about a hun- dred dollars; I am .c:oin,!:^ to spend tlie winter months in Montreal, at the Kirbys', aiid I shall ' 'ed some money. William Rodray did not raise his eyes from his plate, nor make reply at once. O'ATalley, seeing a possible chance to cross iiis mother-in-law, leered a])ologetically o-er iiis soup and said: "A hundred dollars! Goodness me, what a lot of money! I know there isn't half that much in the store, squire." Mrs. Rodray turned a livid white. Her spoon fell back into the soup-dish and she came quickly to her feet. I fer shaking ha^ds clasped the edge of the table in an effort to stay her swaying ])ody. Her eyes snapped like sparks in tiie dark. For a moment she was silent, rent with ter- rible passion. Then her hand stole to her bosom and went upwards over her shoulder. For an instant something glinted in the sun- light, then flashed through space with terrifc swiftness, as though shot. The knife grazed O'Malley's cheek, skinnin^r I i 178 EMBERS 'll n the cuticle and threading his face with a thin trickle of hlood, like a crimson yarn. iMrs. Rodray fell back upon her chair, in a faint. O'AIalley dashed from Mie room. '^f'he children ran, screaming^, over the house. Ann bathed her mother's face in a hastily prepared solution of vinegar and water. William Rodruy rose up from his seat and came over to his wife, who was now conscious. "Nothing would do you but that our s(^ns go to college," he began. 'They must study for the Church. Well, others must take their place, forsooth. The soil will not till itself." He drew the hundred dollars from his wallet and slai)ped it down upon the table ; then added : "Vou have broken up the home; you have brought it all upon yourself." And now he turned on his heel and strode out of the room. CHAPTER FIFTRKN Tliey took Baptistc away. Two sirouii; men came for him, one day, in the morning". He was in hed. "Monsieur Le Blanc," said one, "we've come lo take you with us for a ride through the coun- try. It will do you good; what think you of it?" ^ Baptiste stared at them for a moment, va- cantly; then rolled over in bed, his face to the wall. Klaine and Alamman, who had come in with the men, left the room, uttering convulsive sobs. Suddenly Elaine, unable to remain away, re- turned. Her grief was pitiful. She went up to the men and pleaded with them n- i to take Baptiste away. [179] 4 -^ , ISO EMIiERS 'i'licn ].c Ill.nic, foarino- I-'.lainc to he in dan- s^vr. uiriivd (|uickly <)\cr nud IcajK'd out of licd. i lie ii c-ii now coaxed Haptiste; and lie finally consented to dress liiniself. He refused breakfast. And between tlie two men, be walked out of tbe liou.^e and down the steps to the slei^!;b with- out utterinj^- a word. i he women came out on the porch. They were s.jbbin- loudly; and their forms shook in spasms. When they had s^otten into the sleigh, one of the men looked back and said : "Goodbye, Aladame Le Hlanc; \\c'll take g(jod care of him." '1 here was a (|uick command to the horse. ';'he sleigh lurched forward. 'idle bells shrilled niadly, rending the air, as with the shrieks of pain. "Baptistc!" cried Mamman, throwing her hands abo\e her head. lUit in the wild jangle her voice went waste. Isidore Lalonde had sot out at once for La- sallc upon receipt of Elaine's letter. ICMP.ERS 181 i No was a slrappinq^ fellow of tliiii V years or Ihcrcahouts; of powcrfr.I |)hysique and WW ciar 11 is niollicr was a halfhrccd Indian f C "oknowau'LTa r(jni .•>,-i' r •lor to his arrival at l.asallo, lie had never seen ins eonsm. l^laine l.c Bl; mc. Ah unman made liir: an offer which he ac- ce!)ti- The ], irq-ain struck, Isirlore ciian"-ed 1 IS clotlies and went strai-luway to work ^ 'I'iicre was much to he done: the corn to he MUicked and shelled; peas to he llireshed hy Hail; hoc^-s to he hutchered. . Tlie barns and stables had been -oin- to rack. ^ "^ Isidore would have iiis hands full for tlie winter. 1 Ic was no dawdler, iliis dark, brawny cousin of Fdanie's. rising at cock-crow and toiling until long after dark. A bo\\l of pea soui). a thick slice of salt pork, and potatoes satisfied him. He asked for no more. And as for women, he had never given them a serious thou"-ht. 1S2 EMP.ERS fl ?(s. Of course, he had had his httic affairs in town, hke the usnal run of countrv lads. lUit these had heen merely (hversions. There had heen no hearts hroken. Two years in the httle i)arish school, at Saint Lanihert, were resjxuisihle for his meager store of learning. His I'reneh was nn"\ed witli a thick, impcnc- trahle "t)atois." ilc A-as poHte. with that crude alTal)ih"tv common amon.i,'- the peasantry of Ouehec. And hy no means a chihard. Witty and daring-, he risked many a cuff horn the wf)men folk, hy sandwichin,!,^ into his conversation shady and douhle-cd.^^ed "hons mots." More than that, he was somethinj^ of a dandy; and was ([uite vain of his lonj^, droop- ing mustache, which, when he frowned hefore his mirror, gnvc hnii, he thought, the air of a general on the eve of hattle. He stood at length, many times, hefore the little glass, twirling his mustaches and smiling, til is way and that. He bought oils and cosmetics with which he forced the coarse, rebellious hairs into submis- sion. kmiU':rs 183 «• was fuinly (Yuivimofl that few uotncn, if .'iii\, C(»uM i\'sist h r.nt, fellow "11. ir piii t,, (est. c "' <•"".-.(', he uas a decent. honorahL "Hi w.nild ii,,t ojve thou-ht to such H- injustice it would deeds, kn. a iutr. ,,^ he did, tl carry to other nicii. And, refusiui;- to share the spoils of possihk victories, he had turned his h.-ck lik niatriniony. At si<;ht of j:l- Ih- felt a stran,i,a' thrill "cr pale, sweet face 1; owise upon line. up(Mi their first mcetin< '''<-' '>arns, that ni,-ht, as 1 n.i^ered heforc h work. ini in lie went ahout liis lie wondered h ( » ilicy were cousins — for si w it e\er came ahout that iH'inir ( le aj)peared to h.iin )f another i)eople— a hetter and cl as nice; this, thou,<,di he u, name and of himself. eancr IS V cry proud of his P.ut, somehow, she differed from others stranj^ely Then he tired of think au-hed at himself for a fool And to convince himself that his 1 inj? upon it and free. 1 ic san^ in lusty voice : "Au clair de la lunc. icart was MICROCOPY RESOLUTION TEST CHART ANSI end ISO TEST CHART No 2, .0 I.I 150 '""==-- 11111 = '^ IB mil 2.2 1^ |40 2.0 .8 1.25 1.4 1.6 ^ APPLIED irvHGE Inc 6^3 East Mam Street •ocheslet, New rork 14609 uSA '16) ■482 - 0300 - Phone ''6) ?P8 ^989 - r^. 184 EAIliERS h ■ r.cliocs cnnic in tuneful cadence and mingled riotously with the sono;. P)Ut, in his room, hefore going down to sup- j)er. he stood somewlial longer than usual be- fore the mi'.ror, twirling his mustaches and rulibing d(nvn his hair. Fdaine had eaten. She had gone to her room. Isidore ate supper with I\Iamman. He enquired if F^laine were ill. "Xo," said ■\Iamman, coloring. "But, she is not in very good health.'" She changed the subject to the stock. They decided to butcher the following week. In the meantime, Isidore would start in on the corn. "\'ou have plenty of peas?" enc[uired Isidore, looking up from his plate, at Maniman. "Ves, more than we have use for," the latter replied. "I'm glad of that," he said, going back to his plate, "for I'm fond of the soup." The winter was long and rigorous in Lasalle, that year. It rode in a-bellow on the first piercing winds of November, scattering the dry, powdery snow EMBERS 185 I I over the frozen earth, until rido-cs of crystal mountains chained along- the highway as though they niig-ht have been the handiwork of ages. But the croi)s had been abundant; and there was full and plenty for the needs of the "habi- tants." So they drew on their thick frieze coats and worked among the stock for a few hours each da}', until the sun sank below the verge. Then they went into the house and, drawing their chairs close to the flaming logs, smoked their pipes until time for supper; then smoked again, and went to bed. Not so with Isidore. He must rise early and work late; so nuich had been left undone by Baptiste. But he toiled with a willing heart and sang over his task. For he was pricked with a sharp ambition, of late, to marry Elaine. He throbbed with joy at sight of his day's work. He was ])roud of his great strength, of his ability to withstand fatigue. He loved the dumb brutes abotit the place. KS6 EMBERS 'I > ' And these know him and came at his call. On Sundays, he drove to San.q-low. None hut the fastest horse would do; the new slei.^h, the rich fur rohes. with red trini- niin^^s. the shininir snow-hells which he had prevailed upon Maninian to h,uy. He had thou.^ht lon.c: "P"" it before speak- nv^; hut at last he made up his mind, and ap- l)roached Elaine. "La Petite." he hes'an. and there was a .q-leam of tenderness in his hold, hlack eyes, as he drew near to her, "I've heen thinking? a deal about you since luy coniin.^- here to Lasalle. I like your looks; I fancy your ways; and I don't care a straw for any little thin^!^: ^bat may have ,t;-one wrono' in your life — now that's frank, isn't it? At any rate it's my way of tbinkiufj. What say you to a drive — over to the Point? The roads are good and everything's in ship- shape?" ^A\'ho told you?" gasped Elaine, starting up. "Why, I needed none to tell me: any one could see. When I received your letter, asking me to come to Lasalle, I wondered then what you were like; and I remember thinkiiig how funny it would he if you and T should some day come together.'' EMBERS 187 i Elaine was silent for sonic time. Isidore came very close to her, looking into her eyes. "I am glad yon spoke frankly," she said, at last. "For it enables me to give you an equallv frank reply : I cannot and will not go out with you, now, nor at any other time. ^ Moreover, I beg of you, waste no thought on me ; for there ^^^'^^^ "ever possibly be anything bet^^'een us." "W^ell," rejoined Isidore dejectedlv, "as you say. But, you'll have i)lenty of time in wilicli to change your mind. If you do, what then- do I come first?" ^ "I will not change my mind— nor my heart. Now. please, Isidore, won't you go?" "Why, certainly," he said, striding off to the door, like a grand seigneur. Elaine did not think ill of :\raurice for his desertion of her. She knew he was not aware of her predica- ment. Too, being well schooled in her religion she understood the gravity of the problem which had confronted him in the choosing of his vo- cation. She even went so far as to blame herself for i '' iss EMBERS his falling- oil. For. tb.ouoht she, had she not, alhcit un\vittini;ly, Icmpted him? And _\\t. at limes, a feeling of great hitter- ne>s would eoiue surging to her heart, which she nui-t. wiili great effort, put hack. Ftr lie had >aid much of his love for her. .\nd when tlie days came hack to her of his hot wooing, she trembled, even now, with pain. She had hoped vaguely that he might write h.er from his grim retreat. lUn no letter had come from him — no word of solace in these hours oi trial and anguish. The long winter days dragged in wretched monotony. Mamman .'ind Idaine were kept busy sewing. There were many little garments to make. One bv one. the days were told off, like the beads i^\ an internn'nable rosary. C)ne dav in April, when the trees had drunk their sap and blossomed out in leaf and bud, -Mamman dexi)atched Isidore to Long-Point, to see Baptiste. 1 le was also given a conge, to visit his people ai Saint Lambert. Three days later, Isidore, who had just re- tin-ned, was beiiding over a bowl of soup, in the EMBERS 189 kitchrn. when the door into the liallway opened and he lieard a shrill litll iineei-tain tone. e voice, scoldincr in no 11 .glanced in the direction of the sonnd. e ones. He was very fond of littl I ('(\ he was deeply in love with Eh 'Xom de Dieu!" he exclaimed aloud.cl; unc. pin^i,'- his hand on the tahle; "iW to he its daddy!"' In the chaniher above, wliere a 1 come to life throuo-h the agonv of I nient, Elaine looked into her daucl and thrilled. For they were the eyes of M ;"ive an :ip- eye ttle soul had ove's atone- ^) liter' eyes :iurice. chapti:r sixtrkn The convent of the Salvntorists was situate in the Ixmri^^eois (jiiartcr of Saint Trend. The structure, which was of red brick, was of hirge proi)ortions and was huilt in the shape of an H — one winp^ beins^ for the resident ])riests and missionaries ; the other for the stu- dents and novices. The convent stood on the street side of an immense garden. Wide cinder i)aths ran in all directions over the garden and on the edges of the paths were short, stubby hedges of boxwood which never changed from its dark green shade. The paths were shaded by fruit trees of many kinds. Pears, peaches, apples, plums and cherries grew in abundance. The high brick wall that ran round the gar- den, shutting out the world, was mantled with [190] IV. EMBERS 191 y a thick covcriii- of orrapcvines which horo heav- ily and furnished wine for the Mass. Here and there, over the .garden. 'were suni- nier-Iioiises, the walls and roofs of which were the trunks and hranches of growing trees and vines. The religious came each dav to sit in these bowers for an hours' relaxation after the noon- day meal. There were, at Saint Trond. three separate iKuids, the priests, the students and the novices each of which had its own particular rules of conduct. The novices, nho were going through the period of prohation as to lltness and tempera- ment, led much the stricter life. Out of the one hundred and sixty-eio-ht hours of the week, they must keep silence one hundred and fifty-six. Eacli Saturday the entire day was spent in retreat and absolute silence. The novices never spoke before one o'clock in the afternoon of any day. However, there were long promenades out 111 the country and pilgrimages to various shrines, in the course of which the rule of si- m r I'JJ KMIJKRS W Icucv was relaxed and the novices were permit- ted to speak. All ihini^s went like clockwork in the noviti- ate: I'nncinality. an^terity, piety, luiniility, obedience. po\erl>-. chastity, fitted into the rules ot the order like the wheels in the frame of the clock. And the least false tick on the part of any of these was detected instanter l)y h'ather Devt)S. the ever watchful master of novices. Kind to a fault, this loni^-. thin, saint-like man could equally he cruel to persecution — if he once helieved that the chastenint;-, the ultimate perfectini; of the novice required treatment of a heroic nature. I J is favorite method of puttinj,*- a religious to the test was to despatch him on some particu- hirly tryini;- and humiliating^ errand. This usually happened while the three com- munities were in recreation in their different parts of the garden. "Brother So-and-so," he would say, quite unexpectedly, "run in haste to I-^ather Rector and ask him to forgive you for ever coming here. Kneel before him until I send for you." "And you," i)ointing to another, "go to the EMr.ERS 193 students and tell tlieni that the convent is not iniilt of hrick. hut of stone. Tell them they have nr)t ^ood eyes; that you have; and that you know it is of stone." "Did you tell theni:^" he would ask the shame-faced novice upon his return, a few mo- ments later. •Well, now o-o hack to them and kneel hefore them and accuse yourself of j:^ross vanity and of sayin-; that which you knew to I)c untrue." Of course, these self-accusinq- mcsseni^^ers t'rom the novitiate were received with kindly snn'les and pityin^q- ^dances hy the priests and students. I'^)r these latter had travelled over the same desert wastes, to the joyful oasis of their pro- fession. When the doors of the convent closed hehind Maurice for the first ti^uc, he stood upon stone na,£,^s, hefore a hi.jrh s:ratins: of thick iron bars. In the center of it was a little door. A dim. vacillating tlame, a long distance ^ii, conveyed the impression to his gropi.ig tmnd that he was in a great, empty corridor. "" But he saw unclearly and stumbled on the Hags, as he made to follow the priest. 194 EMBERS W w .At tlu' cud ot tlie Ioiil;' ^nacc. a wide door opi'iu'il. and Mauficc found lliIn^(.■]f iti another corridor, much uiilcr and louL^cr than tlic first. ddiis was well lighted with lamps, that hunc^ from the ceiliiij^'. 1 1 ere, too. the lltior was of stone. The walls were \erv w hitc. An air of cold damp chilled Maurice. 1 le shi\ered involuntarily, partly from the cold, partly from ;i feelini; of nervousness that now o\ ercanie him. The priest led him down the corridor, past hi,L;hly-c<»l(tred statues of saints, mysterious arches and doorways, and hells of various sizes, which stood out grimly a^-aiust the white of the w.alls, their Ioulj: i"<'>pcs dans^ling slaek to the iloor. "Vim must be liunq'ry," the priest said at last, to Maurice, as they came to a door lar_i[;er than the others. "\'es, Father, 1 am," replied IMaurice, re- lieved somewhat. The priest pushed o])en the door and they went in. The refectory was a lonp^, severe-lookinc^ room with rows of tables alomj^ the walls and a wide empty space in the center. KM HERS 195 'rii'-rr was a piili-it. f.-r.ni wliicli tlie k-rttircr rrad aloiid (h.riii-- tin,- iiu-aN. ^'viT llic pulpit Iiiiii-- a lari,a' white plaster ^'Iiri>t on a hiack cfoss. I'Ih- liead was incliiiefl. I'Ik' liaiuls and feet, pierced witli iron spikes, l)k-d i)r()fiisel7. I lie lett side was torn open, and revealed iIk- red llesh on the wail> of the terrible wound. Hut no hlood flowed fr(»ni the opening. A ,L;-reen olive branch peeped from between tlie livid slunilder of the C"hri>t and the black wood of the cross. riie tables were covered with white oilcloth, and Maurice noted that they were in spotless condition. An old lay brother, very fat and very bald, kiid a substantial meal before the pair and letched the indispensable stone jug of beer. Maurice ate heartily. He had nearly done, when a number of priests entered the refectory and came up to the table. They greeted him warmly, and asked many questions about the Belgian Fathers of the order in Montreal. 196 EMBERS Tliey were like a large family of boys; and appeared very happy. I liey laui^hed imich and seemed quite free from care. It was now late, as time went with the Sal- vatorists. So, Maurice was taken to the chapel for a moment's pra>er and thence to his room. I he rooms of .,ie reli,<,^(.ius were pretty much like the cells of the older and more austere orders of the Church. With this excei)tion, however, that they were considerably laro-cr, well liulued, by means of larj^-e windows, and thorouq;hly ventilated. The rooms flanked each other, running down long, narrow corridors. The name of each religious, printed in large, black letters, on a strip of heavy cardboard,' stood out boldly over his doorway. A thick, coarse covering of jute ran the length of the halls, to deaden the sounds of feet. :\Iaurice. alone in his room, looked about him. I here was an old wooden bed, with a white covering, in one corner. EMBERS 197 At tlie foot of the bed stood a table ; and on tin's was a desk that opened. Near the door, he saw a waslistand, with ewer and basin of delph, soap and towels. There was a chair over near the window, as thou<,di someone might have been sitting there, looking out. A crucifix hung on the wall, over the desk; and on either side were framed pictures of Saint Ann and the \'irgin. The rough, wooden floor was bare. Maurice placed his candle on the desk and breathed a long sigh. Then he crossed the room to the window. The night was very black. He could not see without. Something scratched against the panes. He raised the window and thrust out his hand. It was the branch of a tree. He seated himself. The chair squeaked and startled him. 'J'he wind was rising. It moaneci dolefully in the branches of the trees. Lasalle struggled back to him. 198 EMBERS But he refused himself thouq-lit of home; for lie felt that he was very near to S'ivin.i? way, that he must hattle hard against the call of the hlood, else turn and flee. Memories surged in u\)nn him, in great, tumultuous waves. Some were women, some men, some places and events. But he was firm; and fought them off one and all. as he would have done deadly foes. Elaine received like treatment; and, for that matter, even X'aldette Bergvre. This triumph won, he felt chastened of evil. A sensation of sweet peacefulness stole over him. He knelt by the side of the bed and prayed a long while. It was late in the niglU when he rose to his leet. In the street below, roisterers passed, noisily, disturbing the (|uiet of the night with ribald son""s. "Fools!" he exclaimed to himself, in a tone that had s-.ir.ething of i)ity and contempt. I Je went to bed. CHAPTP.R SR\'R\TEEN AI 111 rice awoke to the new dav refreshed body and in helter spir m It; ]]ell s were rin-^ino- in the convent: but he nicaiiinL'". knew nau,q-ht of their Far to tlie east, a bm-si of fire-like h'-'I llanied ag-ainst a sjiotless back He dressed and left th It ground of bhie. e room. e doors alon.- the corridor sioud open f the most part 'idle occupants were "-one. or PJ e came to a stairway at the end of the hall and follow cd It to the "ground floor. Th impse of the ijarden. rough an open door, M, lurice cauQht a H e went out. The :iir was sharp. IJc judg-ed the hour to be littl SIX o'clock. TIebcg-an to walk; and a-^ 1 mitted himself to reilect on tl 1 199 J e more than le w.'dked, he per- le many events 200 1 1 iv EMBERS that had crowded tlK-nisclvcs into liis hfe with- in so sho'-l a time. He came to tiic vine-clad wall that separated one side of the .i^arden from the street. It rose he fore him as a grim reminder of his self-made hondao-e— an implacahle harrier he- tween himself and the world. The tears of the ni-ht lay heavy in the hol- lows of the leaves; and liere and there, a filmy network threaded its way in the noo'-s and cor- ners of the foliage, like silver spider-webs. From the other side of the wall, the harsh rai)pmo- of wooden shoes on the cohhles of the street came to his ear in rude melange with the voices of workmen on their way to the shops. There was a sound of steps Ijehind him. lie turned and saw Father DeVos, the master of novices, coming towards him. "Good morning, my dear Brother Rodray; I thought to find you in your room, but you were already up and gone. Did you have a good night's rest?" "\es, indeed, heather: a very good nieht." ^"Ah, very good— the slee]) of the just, eh? Nothing like a clear conscience, n'cst-cc pas, IMaurice.^ You can serve at Mass? Yes? EMBERS 201 \'ery n-cll ; conic alon- and servo me. I shall send tor you durin- tlie dav and we shall talk over matters. I suppose you arc anxious to beo^m your noxitiatc as soon as possible > It is no teathcr-bed affair, you know, this novitiate ot ours— no velvet cushions, Alaurice, you un- derstand?" "I didn't expect — " "Of course not. Here we arc-in this way ^ou will tnid cassock and surplice in vender closet." After Mass, Maurice was taken in chari^c by a protessed student who was, like himself /from Canada. Brother Haley was about twenty years of ai?e and had been in the convent some four years. lie conducted Maurice to the refectory. The breakfast was eaten in silence. It con- sisted of "tartines"-sandwichcs of bread and butter, and a large bowl of coffee and chicorv After breakfast. Brotlier Halev led Maurice over the conx cnt and grounds, plving him, the Wilde, with questions about xMontrcal; and sharing with the newcomer reminiscences of his college days in that city. 202 EMBERS Maurice ilioii^ht he dctecicd, ril tiipcs, n note of re-ret in tlie other'.s voice— ri .L^ieani of liMio-ing in his eyes, as he spoke of the far away land. "Is this a very happy hfe?" he asked the brother, snddeidy. "Of course, you knoH'— you have lieen here so lon.q-." The oilier hoitated a moment. Ihen lie said: "I have !)een very liappy liere." "But now— perhaps I shoukhi't ask; Imt I woukl orjve a great (\c:\\ to know. 'WW me. are you happy now?" Again, the guide was slow to make reply. r>nt he finally sp(-,ke; "Xo two men's lives are the same. And, therefore, whether or not I am ha])py should not affect your case m the lea>>t. in fact, I nng-ht do you an irreparable injustice by speak- ing- of my own experience to one who has not as yet h.-id the oi)portunity to see for himself. r»m T will say this to you: If ever you are in want of advice, if ever you feel the need of a Iriend. I want you to come to me." Maurice studied the face of the brotlier for a space. The e)es had a sad, disappointed yv * EMBERS 203 look, as thous^rh sonictliinq- of much import in Ii's life had srone wroni^-. Of a common impulse, their hands met. "f will do it." said Maurice. ^ The ne , postulant had a lon.ij talk with I''ather De\'os during- the dav. 1 1 was decided he would take the hahit and enter the novitiate on the feast of the Circum- cision. Gradually. Maurice settled down into the life of the community. Customs and penancs which, at first, had impressed him as absurd and lau,r,diaole. lost, to his eyes, their air of -rim comedy; and now seemed to him (juite proper and in keeping- with the life of the convent. lie found consolation in prayer, and assur- ance of forgiveness. He thought no more of his sins. When they came before him, he waved them aside with an '"Ave Maria," as he would a temptation of Satan. lie looked upon these transgressions as shadows from anotiier life; not as facts which had taken hnnh by his consent and operation; but as myths, paraded now before his eyes, to drive him to despair and shake his good resolve. 204 EMBERS He steeped his soul in meditation. ^ It was not Ion,-: before the piety of Brother Rodray was noticed and commented on by the reh"^-ious. Few exceeded him in acts of penitence. He humbled himself on least occasion: and practiced tenderness and charity towards his brothers. And in his heart there was great joy at the thoiio-ht of havin,!- found hai)i)iness. " I lis mind seldom ran to home. "i.eave all and follow me" did not mean in the body alone, but in the heart and soul like- wise. Lasalle was fornrotten. A brief letter at long intervals, in uhich he spoke of his new- found bliss and exhorted his people to prayer, was the only worldly distraction that broke in upon the quiet of his life. He grudged the hours he gave, perforce, to recreation, wishing these might be spent be- fore an image of the X'irgin or her holy son. Alaurice took the habit on the feast of the Circumcision. It was a great day in the convent, when a new brother was chnhed in the long black sou- KMBKRS 205 tanc of ;li.- Otvlcr \ .i r • • . y\' ''I'ltr. A (lay for rcjoicin- and tlianksoivinj:^. f> i '" 'I'l^^Tc was a pontiHcal Ilic.1, Mass i„ the clujrch oMlKM-athcrs. adjoining the convent. ' ^e altar was illunn'ned with a thousand •n,oti,in,„,|,,-,^,n,,,,,,,,.,,,^^^,^^.^. 1-1.0 ui ,-cc«., like , he, H,„s,s of tortured .souls 1 lie church filled raj)id)v. The hio- doors .errunihled'on thei' hin-cs a^ they swuno- to and fro. t, - , -^ The scrapin,^ of chairs, the loud patter of uooden sahots. on the stone flai,^s of the edi- lice, were deafenin<T-. Poor and rid, alike ean.e to see the corentony or the in vesture. ^ Those wb.> stood spotless before their God touched elbow •, with nan.eless things fron. the slums, near th. Barracks. The.e denizens of the denii-nionde found a -strange fascination in this spectacle of volun- tary renunciation of the flesh and of self After the Mass came the ceremony-the stripping off of the secular garments in plain v|ew ottlKMuultitude; and the taking on of le Ijlack gown of the Order. 206 KMl'KRS I. > lj \\ liilo tlic corcnKiiiv \vas in progress, the relicrious of the convent stood in a semicircle around the sanctuary and clianted. in voices that tlH'illcd with emotion, tlie liymn: "O, quani honuni et ciuam jucundum Plahitare fratre? in ununi !" "Oh. liow good And joyful it i? For hrotlier^ to live together a!s one!" And now. Brother Rodray felt that Ils cup of happinc?5 was near to overflowing. Clothed in the rol^es of the apostle, a crucifiy at his side and a rosary hanging from his cein- ture. he went to his room, flung himself on his knees before the Christ, and wept wild tears of cxtiltation. I*) ll ciiapti.:r i:iGifTr':r£N Contrary to expectations, it wn«^ not until the second week in Dcceiiil .r tliat Ann was cle- hvered of Iut fourth child— a hoy. 'I'lie mother recovered rapidly. The youn-()\MaIK.v thrived at the hreast. I\rrs. R,,(h-ay had '^ouc to .Montreal. A letter fro,,, her to Alice said she was well and haj)pier than in n,anv rears. _ She expressed some anxic v over Ann's com- in- accouchement ; hut made no other reference to the Rod ray homestead or its people. She spoke at Icn-th of xMary and George, in whom her Iicart now seemed to he centered; and of Maurice, across the sea. The old fcelin- of anta,c:onism and bitterness seemed to have lost its ed^-c. She sent her love to Francois and hoped that Alice's child, which was expected some tmie m the spring, would be, as he wished a son. ' [207] I(i 208 i-:mi:I':rs SIic thonoht sIk' nii-lit I,c l,;.,-k in L.isalle hy \\\c time of Alice's conriiu-niciit ; .itid, in tliat event, would i^ladly render what assistance lay in her power. She was attendiiinr Mass, daily, at the Jesu- it-, where she saw Cicori^e. servin,<^ the priest. It was a ,<;reat relief to he away from La- sall. and feel the unhounded freedom of a lai-a- city. No one seemed to care, no one seemed to sec wliat his iieij^dihor did. Alice must he careful of her health. It would iie\er do for lu'r to take cold, or S:et her feet wet. now. She rememhered them in her prayers; and hoped to find them well and happy upon her return. Alice took the letter with her to Lasalle. and read it to the O'Malleys. Ami was Ljlad to receive news from her mother; and the children, who wore .q-rowin.q- like weeds, in the country air, gathered round her to listen to the reading. (/Alalley, himself, who had seen the Greg- oire team hitched i^ear the front entrance, K.Mi'.I-kS 209 '^'■mii.ol Iiravilv inf. tl '» 'Ih' m'.ircst cli.iir. ic n K > ml "1 aiul sank limply '<' \v.is \vvy rlriink. Mis I I air I'd I dnw i>^ hii-i'Iu-ad; ji 11 m a r,iL'-v<I frin; 1^ I'M's had ,(.• over aii'l Ins i(.n-iic I mn 'lit i< iiK'd ■I \^ i'lo. stupid stare "1 Ill's iiK.iitli and 1^' ,^riimcd at Alici" I S >nt said notliititr. "1^"^' '"^ iiK'thcr in law had -one to M "•^•al. f)'.Mallcy held nn<lisp„ted hoiiiesiead. on- swav over tl le 'Hu- el.ier Rodray remained, tor the most part. ai)out the hon.> md A c-ares to the l.edrooms and the kitcl nn confined her What to no\els. ion. line was lett over from theses! O'Alalley. his Jicad ^'t wealth and ease, stn.d le fjave swnnnnni,^ with visions like the proudest of cocl c over the harnvard. onle rs to f jini. or e.\j)Iainin<'- h <s. ,t;ivm^- j)ereniptf)rv ou,i;ht or oui^ht not to he d .^^ now soniethniir one. I'll' It was in the store lint he held '"li^; i'llc of the villa-e made of I'leir ta\-orite haunt. I Ikw sat around, throuo-h the 1 ''ays, on chairs, b. court, the store oxes and ke oiisj wniter g's. chcwmq- to- I't ! 210 EMBERS 1)acco and smoking- their pijies, jxirin^- apples or \\lmt]!iii^- sticks, and listening;- reverently to the w ise saws of tlie overlord. hew made so hold as to take exception to his nihn--s. For the heat I'roni the stove was al- luring-: and. after all. it was only a matter of sdein >nhmis<ion— not ... all a prostitution of principles. So. they smoked and chewed and ncxlded their heads; and wondered where O'AIalley was gettino- his drams For. of late, he was seldom sober. The fact th;it ( )\Malley was now drunk the greater part of the time did not in anv way tend to affect the respectful attitude of his sat- ellites toward him. On the contrary, they th<-.nght more of him for it, n arvelling. as they did, that one could he so wise and yet so drunk. iUit they kei)t a watcht'ul eye for the hidden treasnre and advanced many theories, anion"- themselves, as to its whereabouts. For they knew he must have liquor hidden somewhere al)out the place, as a man could not get drunk on water; and O'Malley never went to the village tavern. EMBERS 211 One (I.uy. P.artlett. tlie dean of the cronies came mlo the store c,uite unexpectedly, when [ A alley had the jug; tihed lu^h and pressed to Jus hps. This discovery was the cause of a conspir- acy hetween tlie storekeeper and Bartlett as attectin- the otiiers of the circle. The secret lix-cd undisturhed for a while; and J>artiett made regular trips to the store for a dram while the others were away. But Kdens are too ideal to endure. Bartlett uas g-jvcn charg-e of the store, for a tew hours, one day, while O'AIalley drove to the Point. _ When the latter returned, Bartlett was danc- ing- an Irish jig. The cronies had formed a ring about him I hey were clapping their hands, stamping their teet and shouting hilarious approval. All were drunk. O'Alalley's jug lay on its side, near the stove the cork out. The spirit of cnviviality f^nallv melted O Malley. who, at first, cast indignant glances at Bartlett. But, being, himself, in cups, he thought bet- 212 EMBERS le II n: tcr of liis earlier mood, nnd went out to tl sleii^Ii for another jut;-. I Ill's was the crownini^- event. iloneel..nh O'Malley was tlie ood of the I'il)iili.iis in I.asalle. \i swelled him wiili pride to see this swarm <>t Ih'es ahout him. It ,i;-ave him a i)ronounced o nion of his ini- portanee in the eommunity. He fell liimself ,L,n-ovin,<,'- in prestige. It was a splendid thin--, this mixing a bit wnh liis fellows. They were all his friends. 1 hey had no money, true cnou"-)i. But he had. And money and friendship were snrelv more to he desired than money alone. After some thouQht he decided to take a larger jng to the Point. And now the store seemed to take on new lite, (jrave questions of state were hot'y dis- cussed. There were songs and jigs and games of cards and checkers. There was warmth: and merrymaking from early morning until la,e in the ni-dit. EMBERS 213 And in tl; midst of the scene O'Malley niove.I al)'.in, co(,l. imperiurbable, the leadini^ spirit of them all and the wilh'ni,- disj)enser ol liospitaHty. He took no active part in the games or dis- cussions, preferring to hold aloof and sit in iniiKirlial judgment on the questions left to his decision, as the final court. One day, Isidore Lalonde happened into the store and got a whiff of the whisky. 1 le w alked o\er to the jug, whicli was stand- ing uncorked on the counter, and raising it to liis lips, took a stiff drink and laid it down agam. And now, he, too, became a daily visitor at the store. The strong licjuor made him very fiery; and he invariably sought battle while in his cups. But there was none in the set that would face him; for he was very formidable, and more- over, scowled terribly and gnashed his teeth. O'AIalley regretted having let him into the secret; the more so because Isidore was be- coming a bully, taking advantage of his supe- rior strength to sneer and rail at the others. 214 KMBERS ) ^ u i ■ spit very iH-ar to ihcir feet co,!,e ,,"■""''' ""'■'■,' ''-•■•■""■■"S oaths and C'.ne cl,nv„ „,„„, the cottmer „ith his fist as "'?,","'" " "^■'■^' '- f"" inlenlio,, to s,„ash it " 1 lie,, sat,s|-,ed at the lert-or he had inspire,!, .e nottid shrtts Lis great, sr,t,are shot, der, lansh londly i„ their faces and stride o„t of ti, slore, slanmiins- Hie door hehin<l him Soher he „„,„ .,,.-,, .and cha, pleasantly, liiNeanyliahit.anl r.ut. drunk, he „as the terror of the O'Mal- icy circle. _ Isidore became sullen about the house At times he was very sulky, Mannnan Lc Blanc' was chagrined at the chang-e m her nephew; and. one day, asked him why he no longer seemed pleased to work for her. "\\'hat has o-one wrong- v/ith you, Isidore^" she enciuired. "Haye we displeased you in any wa}^ ." ' -^ ^ Isidore was at his soup. "Displeased me'" lie exc am,ed. looking up into ,he woman s face "^'nk you I am a king.^ Displeased: why no; how could you displease me?" EMBERS 215 "Well, perhaps I was hasty. But, you never si>cak. r>t laic, oxccpt in yes' and 'no' ; and, you kn.nv, ue-rc all in the family. La Petite spoke to me alxnit it. this nicrnin-; and I thought I would ask vou." "Ah, la Petite." he replied ahsentlv, droppin^r Ins sp<H,n in the houl. "By the way; Alamman"; what thmk you of the way they have treated lier.'" "Who?" "Who • Why. the Rodravs vonder, of cour.se —who else? Afaurice Rodray, who has taken fliglit to a convent to have his crown shaved— you think I don't know? I am one of the fam- ily, as you say; and yet you think this does not sting? Let me tell you, Mamman, someone's g-omo- to smart for this ; my word for it, some- one will pay the toll !" "Who told you it was ALiurice?" a.sked lAIamman, coming closer and lowering her voice to a whimper. "O'AIallev." "What?"' "^ es— and no one else. Did vou not know^" "Ves. of course; Elaine told me. But that the Rodrays should know the truth and still encourage him to hecome a priest!" 216 EAllJERS \.lMhcy(lokn.>u-.jn.t the same; that is, O.MalK-y <lues. ]\, ^vas drunk uluai he told '"e:an.l I pretended that T was too. I'.ut oh tlierell he a rerkonin."-! ft will strike the clanined hreed to its heart. There'll he venge- ance a-plenty. Why. 1 wanted 'la Petite' ?or niysclt ! "^id you approach iier?" /•Vcs, I .\n\. Dut she'd have naught to do withnie. I toldher I did not eare ahout the other thin^-. And what do vou think she said^ Mie tol.l n,e there could ncNer he anvthinq- he- tween us; and ad<ed nie to leave the room Acnv. Isidore,' she said, 'won't von please leave me.- 1 Ills tome, who could have had any girl 111 S-unt Lambert for the asking!" "Don't do anything you mav have cau^c to regret." said Mamman. timidh-; for she saw that Isidore was shaking with passion. ^ "I said there would he a reckoning " he re- joined, rising trom the tahle and lighting his pipe. ''And J'ni not one who is given to idle llireats. With that !,c picked up the huckets of swill under the sink and marched off to';ards the Pig^ty. u CIIAITF.R XrXRTKEN Wint or j)as.scd. And Sprin; came on tlic winds of M ^\•rcatlKvl in ])ud and bl ossom. IV TI c n n Ncr o-roancd I)cncatli its burthen of Pl '>c troni the upper waters, disci larjjuit,'- o-reat lalano-cs ot iee upon its banks, which' niehed in the noonday sun and ran d rL'jinn the strea'.i. own eag-erly to Hie I)rooks rose U]) and overflowed, fecun- datin."- the eartl Dandehons •s dotted tht fiekls with gokk Tlie eartli beamed reen carpet of the All in sunh'oflit. ness. nature joined in a wild medley of "-lad- Men drove their teams a-field, ily- or whistlini^r old French airs.' sinmns: lust- rum far and wide, the "habitants" rod Lasalle, t o market. Thev lin^-ered 1 wa rm sun, chatting pleasantly. tJ17J e nito ong in the !|i 218 EMIJERS Isidore went over the farm, scttino- „,, the faiccs an.l scrapino- the ditches to facilitate tile draiiiai^e of the soil. He turned the cattle into the pasture and Plouo-hed the fields for the sowin- of .£^rain rnder his care, the h ; ,es slione sleek and round. Their lono- release from work made them wild and fiery. Tliey would -all.)p over the field, kickin- then- heels m air and nei^^hini,'-. I'.ut they loved their keeper; and. in their fn.hcs. seemed nnndful of his safelv, if he hap- pened ahout. The hio-. suarthy fellow would stand in the open field, his hands in his pockets, and hlow- "l^- .£;reat whiffs from his pipe, and watch the icrd of cr.ants trampling the ground ahout him. At times they would come suddenly to a stop and ook at Isidore, as thoi-h expec'ting some word of mouth from their master I aloncle would take his nij^e from his lips and laugh loudly m their faces. "r)n with you. good-t-or-no.hings!" he would CO, as he nnght have spoken to children at EMBERS 219 And they, iinclcrstandino:. would turn about and ,l,^-dI()I) off madly a.^-ain. Isidore ha<l made no further advances to Llaine. He contented himself with eyeini,^ her fur- lively when she happened to he near him or caressmnr tjie baby, of which he was cxtremelr fond. He brou.n^ht wild floNvers from the woods and fields and armfuls of satiny catkins from the ^\ diows along- the river hanks. These he gave Mamman for "la Petite"- or laid them on the table before Elaine without speaking. But his soul was wrought with great passion and hatred of Maurice, whom he had never known, and likewise of all the Rodrays. He counted the years that must elapse before Maurice might return from abroad. It would be too long to wait. He wondered, himself, why he hated this prie.. h'ng so. For he admitted grudginglv to himself that Maurice had done no more than might be ex- pected of any one ; and certainly no more than he himself had done many times in his life. !|l 220 KMniiRS Km ['^■l"voIianncui,I, sava:,v.aninu,II.>vo . '>"lielid,l.. in il,c" Lams. >lie was ever be- J'Tc Iiim. jj^'^ '•''•'''' •'■'^-'-^ ■•'"'Mr- lonox^d to HMhracc nu(lI.cunni.nfI,erownlipscan>ctohi„, cliillin,','- and cruel: "There can never he anvthin- hetween us" ""/ '''^■"- ^^-'^^vhy he hate.I.Maurire: he- cause he had oune hefore hun, leaving hho-hied ;"'"V'''^''^'""^''^^^^''''"l^^'-^'>/-lse;nuist l!a\e heen his. He threshed over , he n,atter manv limes, al nis work ,,r m hed at nioht. lie had little rest. He devised many plans ("or reven-e I>nt al,vays there uas a flaw somewhere in tlie scheme. TlK-re was danger of detection liere, cer- tamty of discovery there. One da^. when 'the fields were plot,c,hed and the ^rass fluttered thick and soft in the warm uuid. a techno- ..f i,,„i,„i, ^._.^„^^. ^^^.^^, j^.^^^^,^ J le wandered oxer to the river hank where >e la)- down and watched the stream ^o rum- hhng by. ^^ K.Mr.KRS 221 II (' s .'ipart. I'"\vc<I iiiik-h inclination, of laic to I )e \\ lid ])vc^ ImniiiK'd ahuul h ^nii. ( iiii. in llic dad "US canii- >uin-in,<^- dnwn. from d I'a>lure near l.y. to drink at the water's cd- le r.ird> |] ew near to him for ,stra w \v> and sticks liich ihcy took auay in their hills to tl iK'sts in the trees. icir ft n the distance a cowd)elI tinkled faintly, was the season of mat he sn l>idnre thon;;ht loiii-- of }.;] anty; of the wrongs .she had 1 ffer. Then the hoi)elessness of ] to him and he sprang to his f awfnl oath. niL!f and of love. line; of her )cen made to lis snit recnrred cet ntterinsf an for He went hack to the honse. 'Idiat ni-ht, after snpper, he asked M hert. 'I day oh, to visit hi> aminan peoi)le in Saint Lam- imn lan consented readily to th IS. was a passenefcr on On the morrcnv. Isidore the Montreal exj)ress. Bnt he did not step off at Saint Lambert. Instead, he went on to Long Point to Baptiste. see 'U 222 KMilKRS l''U-k iK-ar tik' asylum. ^Ianyo|,lK.„nn-viMK.nt niniatrs urrc (hero '|^;>^rnK..l,|n,u.I,u„lan<lwasvcrv^a<llo IIc..skc-<i,incMio„. a,u!;;avccai-oalllhc <»iIht had to say. ;'-\r>.l -la iVtitc- he said Hnallv. his eves i>riiiinim^-. "Ah tistc." yt.-s. 'tis on her account T came, Bap- ■■Ila> s<.nietlu-n- happened her?" he asked starling- up. ;l^'-'U^b has happened," n'-.^e,! Isidore ^'"t -""t Ret ,xcncd; you u u. need vvhai nerve you have hefore this afTair is over with " ^^-^ on : tell me ahout it," hroke m Le iJlanc ■^'^^■^'i;'<l a child since you've come here. And ulio do you suppose is the father of it?" "Maurice Rodray, of course." knel?" '"■' '"'"' ^'^''''''- ^"^->-°^^ "Ves. I knen-but he .c^ot away. I went to AJontreal to see him tlie (Lay he sailed. I was late by several hours. The ship was gone " EMIiERS 223 .k-nl And your IkmIiIi^" cnquirol Lalond c sud- s'. sci"iiliiii/in 1 1 apti^tc. 'I'lTUrt.'" rr|)lir,l iln- laitcr; ''hut fr)r tl ic iViin Is, every wnk or two. |;iit. uliat ahoat 'la Wdl. to "la iVtitc" luT^rlf. there's litlk to say, l)e\(.n(l the fart that ->! 11(1 10 lias the child and is ruined for lit'e in the coniiiuinitv. 'id doo- who sedneed her is over tl le le seas. So what's to he done? l]ai)ti>te. we're of the same hloud. Are you conteni to snore upon it? Or tlo you understand me? is there to he no reel' (lav .omui W ly are \(tu conliued here to- Is it not on account of the (lis<'Tace to your family and the wron-^s heaj)ed upon 1 i elite"? ^ "Hut," said r.apliste. "wliat would you do? \-U nie why you've come here. 1 don't k what vou want of me. now '\'cry well. When xMaurice Rodrav defiled 'la Petite' he struck at Is that not soi "Yes." "Good; then. I say it and all, which should he cvervone of her hlood. is an insult to us, one 'How so? He'; :ot iiere!' repaid in kind. 224 EMBERS "We will strike at tlio Rodrays: l)nrn their i)anis and slaMes. the store, the homestead. Ah. r,ai)ii-~te. 1 have planned a hrilliant coiip- de-niain. And you're to take the leadini;- part, as yon were the party most wronj^'ed. ^'on're to make your e^eape t'rom here, at niijiit ; jour- ney hy stealth to l.asalle .md set the match. I have thouLdn it all out. The doctors sav vou are crazy. So. you cannot he ])unishe(k If I sh.ould he caught having- a hand in it. it would mean the rope for me. But you — they could do no more than send you hack here. Ah, my man, that would he a honlire worth seeinsr, would it not ? And to think that you would be revenL;'e(! Baptiste's e}-es snajiped lire and his hands clutche : nerxously at hi., coat. "Yes, yes," he sai'.' hoarselv; "\es. yes." "\'ou would ha\e no trouble i^ettinu;- to Ea- salle," continued Isidore. "In fact, none would ha\'e to kni'W who set the match." lie ceased -peakin.^- for a moment to look at I'aptiste. who was eyeing' him closely. The face of the mani;;c was \ery while and his eyes were like balls of glass. EMBERS 225 "What's wroncf. Baptiste?" said Isidore, turnini^ pale himself. Baptiste made no rejily: but, suddenly, lie sprang- to his feet, and, clutching Lalonde aliont the throat, hurled him, with terrific im- pact, to the ground, and brought his boot down hea\-ily on his chest. Then, without s|)eaking a word, Le Blanc turned towards the keeper wiio was running to him. and walked stiffly off without glancing back at Lalonde. The doctoi- saw the incident from a window of the office and hurried down the pathway to Isidore. "Are vou hurt?" he enquired. "No, sir." "Do you know the name of the patient who attacked you?" "Yes, sir — Baptiste Le Blanc is his name; he is my uncle. We had no words. It came on him quite suddenly." "Oh, Le Blanc — from Lasalle. He has those spells frequently of late. I fear we shall have to shift him to another ward." Isidore, liis heart full of bitterness at this, his disappointment, went back to Lasalle. CHAPTER TWRXTY ]Mrs. Roflrav liad come in haste from ]\Ion- treal and ,q"one on to Saint \ ;ilentinc, where AHcc was not expected to hve. She had .c^ivcn birth to a twelve-ponnd boy. Three doctors were in attendance. Thev feared ])eritonilis mii^ht develop at any moment. Francois, the husband, was in a frenzy of ji^rief. He refused to look at the child, for it.s part in the mother's suffering. He n alked the tloor like a madman, stopping- only to implore the physicians, for the hun- dredth time, to save Alice. Mrs. Rodray knelt at the bedside and prayed for the recovery ot' her daughter. William, the father, was there. He was aging rapidly. He said no \v'ord; but. leaning on his cane, gazed stolidly down upon his daughter's face, which was deathlike in its paleness. [226] EMBERS 227 From the room beyond came the squalling- of the newborn anri the chrttering- of the nurse. Through the open windows, the subdued voices of children came into the sick room. Thev were talking about the Gregoire in- fant, which they were anxious to see. A cool breeze fanned the face of the sick woni.-in. Huttering the hair ujxm her forehead and temples. The parish priest came. He was very fat; and wabbled about the room clumsily, panting. The others left the room. In a few moments they Wv.e permitted to return. There were I'ghted candles near Alice. The doctors made another examination. There was no hope. She would die. Francois groaned loudly and tiung himself on his knees, his arm over Alice, his face upon hers. They knelt in a circle about the bed. ■Mrs. Rodray placed a crucifix in the dying woman's hands : mf. i ' ■ > r ■ • 1 228 EMBERS "Ha\c mercy on n-^. O, Lord!" she was say- ing. The priest intoned the prayers for the dying. The sun had sank to rest, when a shght fall of the coverlet told of the passing. !\lrs. Rodra\- was the last to leave the cham- her. With clock-like regularity she kept up her sing-song jirayer : " Have mercy on us, O. Lord, have mercy on us!" CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE. The two years of Brother Rodray's novitiate went by. Aq-ain it was tlie feast of the Circum- cision; and again the ahar wa> resplendent in the hght of many Hames. Manv had been his trials. But he had borne them cheerfully through out, believing them, as he did, to be manifesta- tions of God's love for him. He had given proof upon proof of his piety and devotion. He was looked upon as one far advanced in the |)ath\\a\'s of sanctity. None among the Fathers (juestioned his fitness for the religious life. He was admitted to profession. Seven others took, with him, the vows of Poverty, Chastity and Obedience, for life. Each was given a little, three-cornered bi- retta and a wider belt than that worn by the novices. [229] J30 EMBERS t The ceremony was very simple; and con- sisted merely in the profession of the vows. Tn the afternoon Brother Rodray passed from the novitiate into the "stndentnt" or house of studies, to resnme his course for the priesthood. Here the disci|)lino was less rii;'oron^ than in the novitiate. Tt was quite a holiday in the convent. The students went for a promenade in the country. It was a new lit'e I'or Brother Rodray. There was more freedom here. One was less under constraint — more at ease. He wondered, nevertheless, if this world not. in time, have a tendency to cool his ardor, to relax his vii^ilance over himself and his cu- pidities; for he knew these were by no means dead. A thought strtick him: ])erhaps this would be the hardest trial of all. The idea pained him. lie resolved to banish it as an evil suggestion. They walked far, along the "chemin de Liege." EMBERS 231 The fields lay beneath a thin mantle of snow, o\er which harer zigzagged crazily. llie sky wTiS leaden; the air damp and raw; tlie road rough to the f(^ot. It was the same road he had trodden these two year^, unchanged even to the slightest detail. P)Ht to-day it seemed unbounded, broader tlian before, like the life which he was pleased to picture before him. Came to his mind the words: "Many are called but few are chosen," and he shuddered. Could such a thing ever come to pass that he would renounce his sacred vows and go back into the whirlpool which he had fled? No, no, a thousand times. And. yet, others had gone through the same irdeal, had taken the same vows and had lost in the struggle that ensued— the long struggle. But surely they must not have been faithful in the little things, to fail so utterly in the greater ones. One could not, over night, reconcile one's soul to so tremendous a loss. Yes, that was it : there were degrees. It was a ladder of descent. f 111 EMBERS ii It could not hai)pen all at once. Well, he would see to it. He woukl \\^^i allow hiniselt to be taken by surprise. And. beside^. Tiod would help him to perse- vere. He would pra\'. if tempted; God wotild hear him. When they returned to the convent they were scr\ed a collation of chocolate and cakes, in the students' recreation hall. On the morrow he went into class and took up his studies where he had left off two years ago. He and Brother 1 laley became fast friends, now that they were together the greater part of the time. The latter had turned moody, of late. Sometimes the jolliest of the black-robed flock, he would become, of a sudden, morose, and seemingly indifferent to all about him. These spells usually lasted three or four days. Then he would break forth again in jest and laughter, as thougli he had never had cause to be otlier than hap.py in his calling. EMBERS 233 The other stiulents used to see him taking loni,^ walks in the q-arden with the Father Pre- fect. The two were always talking" very earnestly. And from the manner of the Prefect, they did not seem to agree. leather Moreau would .stop suddenly and, facing the student, would throw up his hands in a wild gesture of interrogation. Then he would hring down one hand upon the other with a loud clap, as much as to say: "There you are; the prohlem is solved!" Sometimes, the i)riest and Brother Haley would be seen in the little chai)el of "Our Lady of Sorrows," praying together. The Prefect always seemed to be deadly in earnest. Brother Rodray noted that the older students seemed to give the matter little thought, though they must know that something unusual was going on. He spoke to a student about it. "My dear Brother Rodray," said the latter, for only answer, "many come and go. We must pray, pray, pray." Spring came — Spring, as she comes only in 234 EMBERS 1 the T.itnhour.s^ valley: glorious, intoxicating in her perfumed mantle of hloom. Far as the eye could reach, the "hii^arreau'* trees filled the wide ex[)ansc, like a softlv-tinted sea of j^reen and coral. The March air thrilled the senses, like mel- low wine. The i^rapevines. sprou <x their velvet lea\es, wept pearl-like tears of j(^v. It was jL^ood to live; to hear the hird souths, the j^lad hahhle of the hrooks; to feel the warm hreath of Sjjrinij;- caress tiie hrow. Each year the students, under the direction of Father Morcau, made a pil.L,^rimas'e to Mont Aigu. a famous shrine, some eighteen miles away. j The event was looked forward to with pleas- urahle anticipation hy the young religious. It was a day free from routine and hright- ened hy scenes that were picturesque and quaint. Brother Rodray had never made the pilgrim- age. He looked forward to the day as one that would redound with fruits and blessings. On the day appointed, the students arose at EMBERS 235 t\v(j in ilie ni(jniin<; and hoard Mass in the chapel. Then tlicv wmt to the rcfoctorv, where larL'-e howls of steam iiii;- coffee waited. Great platters were jjiled high with thin sandwiches ni hread and hiitter. It \va^ a little after three, and still ([uite dark, when they filed out of the little door in the ,<;ar- ilen wall, and were lost in the shadows without. The entire journey was made a-foot. Litanies, rosaries and monotonous, intermin- ahle pr.ayers were told aloud alonp;- the wav. They were (jutside the fortifications of Diest, when the sun. in gold and purple, hurst forth over the old Memish citv. The pilgrims came to an old church and went in, to kneel, for a moment, hcfore its lonelv tenant. And now they passed on into the country agam. Along the way, peasants in quaint garb, straightenetl u]) from their tasks and gazed at the passing band. Stout, red-faced girls and women toiled in the endless fields t)f wheat and sugar beets, side by side with brawnv, stern-faced men. 236 EMBERS i v> A lout who reougiiized llie liabit of the Sal- vatorists dolTcd his cap and held it in both liands, until a jeer from one of his companions l)rou.i;iit him to his senses. It wa^ well on in the forenoon when they arrived, tn-ed and footsore, at .Mont .\i,t;;u. The little town i^ piTclied on the suininit of a knoh of mild dccIi\U\-. It is typically Meniish, with its plaster cot- tages nestlim;- under ro<)fs of dull red tiles and thatch. The men movei' about in i^reat wooden "sabots ' and loose-fittinn' ^^ni')cks of blue or black cotton, tied snui,d\ about the neck. The women wore \ery short skirts of cheap textures, the same wooden shoes as the men, and short kirtles of various colors. Tii.!^ht-rittin_^-, insufticieiU bonnets covered the back of their heads. The hair was combed strait^ht and done in a flat knot at the base of the head. Four roads lead into Mont Aij^n. The church, in which is the shrine, has stood for centuries in the center of the plateau which crowns the top of the hill. MM HERS 2}^7 The pilc^riins caiiK- tn a house somewhat l.iri^cT than the otlicrs. Over the doorway a sign-boarrl. with a pic- ture* of a fat bar maid hearinu^ i^reat bumpers of beer, swunjj;' lazil\ in the bree/e and s(|ueaked on its rusty hinp^cs. Underneath the picture ran the impo>in;^ hue "( afe I.eo])old 1 1." They went in. 'I'hey ate cold Iamb and r\e l)read, and <h'ank Diable beer. The landlady sat at the head of the lonp^ table and chatted about Mont Ai.q-u and the miracles which were bcin^ performed at the shrine. She told of men and women whom she her- self (this was no hearsay) had seen hobble into the little edifice on crutches, and walk out whole. She had heard the dumb speak. She had seen the deaf hear. Paralytics had risen, unaided, from their stretchers, and, before her very eyes, brushed aside their guides and. walking to the altar of the \'irgin. shouted the "Te Deum" of their joyful gratitude. 238 EMBERS They went to the shrine. The cluirch was well filled with pil^qrims. There were men and \\on;en of all classes and deserii)tions. There were people of many nations. Pa, l)crs elbowed the rich. Peasants knelt beside nobles. All were e(|nal here. The stndents made their way slowly to the shrine, on the right of the church, near tlio main aliar. Here they knelt and praved. All about them arose groans of pain and loud-spoken prayers for relief. Many wept and tore their hair, calling upon the \'irgin to hear them. Some knelt upon the stone flagging of the church, their arms extended above their heads, their eyes fixed upon the image of Marv hold- ing the Babe to her breast, and clothed in gar- ments of white and gold. Others knelt with their heads touching the floor, their hands under their knees, the backs of the hands upon the stones. Many lay prostrate, face downward, before the shrine. Numbers licked the cold, sandv flags with EMBERS 239 their tongues, tracinc^ little crosses with their saliva upon the stone floor. There were men, women and children on crutches. The blind, the deaf, the mute were there. A man, with his nose eaten off to the bone, approached the shrine and knelt by the side of Brother Rodray. 'Hie stench from his body was sickening. A voung girl came forward with a babe at her breast. The little one turned its face to Maurice. It w^as a mass of bleeding sores. An old woman was praying aloud for the re- turn of her son, who had been sent to the Congo as a "chasseur." Black-robed abbes wormed their way silent- ly, noiselessly, throng., the crowded aisles. Xuns prayed. Suddenly there was a commotion in the rear of the church. "]\Iake way!" the sexton was saying, in a low voice; and the crowd parted. Two men, bearing a stretcher, came for- ward, towards the shrine. A young man. in the last stages of tubercu- 240 EMBERS M \M losis, looked lip from a while pillov with vacant, p^lassy eyes. The hollow cheeks, the wasted, sunken face, the lonci', wavy hair fallin^^ in curls ahout his forehead, ears and neck, i^ave liim the appear- ance of a saint of the early church. He paid little heed Id what was i^oini^ on ahout him, except to look intently at Brother Haley, who was kneeliuL^ near him. When they raised the stretcher to bear him away, his face expressed relief. Hundreds of tapers illumined the shrine. One great candle, as large as a soup bowl and as high as an average man, burned in front of the statue of Xotre Dame de Aiont Aigu. A great pyramid of crutches, sticks, trusses and many other tokens of miraculous cures, stood by the side of the shrine. Father Moreau gave the signal to go. '^he students rose to their feet. A sea of pain-racked, crippled wretches faced the shrine. A great family of diseased and cankerous humans, weeping over their sorrows and their sores and begging surcease of pain. EMBERS 241 They returned to the inn. The landlady brought them cheese, "pain noir" and beer. They ate and drank hastily, standing". And now they took leave of the hostess, and swung off in a long, black line, down the tree- arched highway that led to Saint Trond. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO. The impressions of the pilgrimajje remained a long- while on Brother Rodray's inind. The ills of the flesh, the disgusting state of living, human bodies, and the faith of these charnal spectres, burning in their souls, like the lone flame in the sanctuary, and lighting their way with a flickering ray of hope — all this lay heavily upon him for many days. But, as time wore, the anguish he had ex- perienced at sight of all this misery and pain gave way to a more passive contemplation of the eternal wisdom of Providence ; and, finally, he thought no more upon it. Spring passed into Summer; and the earth brought forth her harvest of fruits. The green fields turned to gold in the August sun; and the trees and vines strained under their ripening burthens. In these Summer days, the students went l242] EMBERS 243 frequently for walks in the surrounding^ country. Over the estates of "seigneurs," over paths that wound through fields of waving wheat, over highways that led to far-away lands, the Salvatorists went their way, telling their beads, or rapt in meditation. Sometimes they conversed among them- selves. But for the most part their speech was prayer. One day, when they went into the country, Brother Haley was not with them. Brother Rodray was the first to note his absence. A feeling of loneliness came into his heart; and he felt that something had gone wrong with his friend. They had left the city a sliort distance behind them, when Brother Rodray decided to return at once to the convent to find Haley. He approached Father Moreau, who was in charge of the band: "1 feel quite di/^7.y," he lied. "May I go back?" "Yes, dear Brother," the Prefect replied, "and, walk slowly, lest you add to your weak- ness." 244 EMBERS II It was ilie first deliberate falsehood he could recall in 'lis life. It confii>e(l him to think of it. He tell the hot hloud mounting to his cheeks from -hame. He ihoughl of lurnin-- hack and overtaking the students. He could say that he felt better. He gazed after them. Thev were moving slowiy up the slope of a distant hill, like small black blotches on the dun and green. But. the wrong was done. He might not mend it now. And, perhai)s. Haley needed him. He faced about. The spires of the city shot up like fkunes in the sunlight. He hurried on. The students' (piarters were deserted. Bui he met Haley coming out of the chapel. He was dressed in a black suit, and carried a satchel. Haley was the first to speak: *T am leaving the Order," he said, "going- back to begin all o\xr. 1 was never cut out for EMBERS 245 this life. Oh. Rodray, Rodray, the years I've thrown away — seven long-, merciless years!" "Why did y(ni not tell me, the day I came? ^'ou rememher — I asked you." "Ah. that would have heen unwise. Besides, }ou seem very happy, Rodray." "Ves, but this upsets me terribly. I'm so sorry to lose you. We were like brothers in the flesh." Ai^ain their hands met, as on the day when iheir friendship was pledged. But, now^ their eyes filled; and their clasped hands shook as with the ague. Their lips twitched. They dared no longer trust their voices. A lay brother appeared at the end of the long corridor and beckoned Haley. The clasped hands gripi)ed each other for a moment, tightly — very tightly, as in a spasm of great pain. The men nodded in silence; and tried to smile. Then Haley tore away and rushed down the long corridor, after the lay brother who had beckoned him. Brother Rodray slept but little that night. 246 EMBERS Thoughts whirled in upon his waking brain in wild confusion. Once he started up from a fitful doze, think- ing that Elaine was standing by his bedside. He put out his hand and waved it gently to make sure it was but a dream. Day was breaking when he fell asleep again. An hour later the convent bell called him to the duties of the day. He could not pray or study for thinking of Haley. But, more especially, what seemed to prey upon his mind was Haley's renunciation of his vows and going forth into the world again — his surrender to the flesh, as he deemed it. He did not think ill of Haley — he loved him too well for that. But a great wave of pity came into his heart for the fallen one. Indeed, he wept, many times, when alone, for him. And now a great aridity of soul stole over him; and he lost all heart for prayer. He performed the same exercises as of oM, said the same prayers, invoked the same saints and knelt long before the tabernacle, calling EMBERS 247 upon the Christ to hear him and make him glad with heavenly consolation. But his orisons went unheedi d. And his soul was a great void. A change came over him. lie moped; and lost ground in his studies. He turned taciturn and glum. Time passed. Winter came again. And again Spring. And his heart was sick. Then, one day, Father Moreau handed him a letter. It was from his mother. He took it to his room to read it. It was the usual rigmarole of family disturb- ances which he had known from childhood. But, towards the end, he read: "Elaine Le Blanc's little girl is very ill. Poor little thing! Perhaps it would be better for her to die, not having a father." Elaine the mother of a child ! No father ! Could it be possible the child was his own? He had never thought of that. And none of his people had mentioned it before, in the letters from home. 24S EMI'.ERS (li»(l. if it wore so — what tlien? lie sat down and penned a letter to Mrs. Rodray. recinestini; lier, w illiout effort at diplo- macy, to tell him all she knew conccrnin.c^ hdaine's child, lie would he grateful for an early answer. A month ])as.se(l hefore the letter came. Mrs. Rodray went at leni^lh into the matter of IClaine's motherhood. She thou.^ht Maurice knew all ahoiit it. The child, a daughter, was horn some seven or eii;ht months after Maurice's departure from Lasalle. It was not known in the villaii^c who was the father of the unfortunate child. The little L,drl was now out of (kuisj^er. She was very l)ri.<;ht and ])retty. The peoi)le in Lasalle did not look down upon l^laine for her transc^ression. Thev did not min,c:le with her, of course. But there was no feelini; at^ainst her. Baptiste had taken it very hard and his mind had given way under the strain. He was now in the asylum, at Long Point. A cousin of Elaine's was doing the work about the Le Blanc farm. . )■■ EMP.KRS 249 This was about all she knew of the affair. I'rothcr Rodray looked iij) from the letter at the white wall i^\ the room. Then, he was the father of l^laine's child. It was his child, in fact, as much as hers. And all these years had passed without his knowiuL^'! I lis child ; his daui^^hter ! What was he to do? N'e^. even now that he did know, what was there that he could do? Was it possible to ri^ht the wrong? 1 f so, how ? There was a taj) on the door. "Ah, I'rother Rodray. there's someone to see you in the guests' rjuarters." It was Father Moreau who was speaking. "It is a lady — a cousin of vours, from Canada. Put on your good soutane and go down." "Mv cousin!" exclaimed Brother Rodray; for he had no cousin. "Yes, yes, my dear brother. But, make haste; you should not keep the lady waiting! And you must entertain her well; I shall send wine to the jiarlor." The good man came (^ver to his charge, and ])Ut his arm around his shoulder. 250 EMIiKRS "i am i^lad she has conic," he said. "It will f^ivc von cheer, j)crhaps. ^'ou have heen very (lownhcartcd. of late." Maurice said no more ; hut chanj^^ed cassocks, and went to the i^uests (juarters, in a ditant winj^ of the jji'reat Iniildin.ij:. He opened the door of the parlor. The room was empty. The door of the second was open. There was no one there. He came to the private parlor, which was reserved for ahhots and hishops and guests of high position in the world. His heart thumped as he laid his hand upon the knoh. The door ope.ied : On the red plush sofa, in a far corner of the room, a woman was smiling. It was Waldette Bergere. She rose from her seat and came forward, extending her hand. She had lost none of her beauty. Brother Rodray grasped the proffered hand. It was warm and very soft, like velvet. She was smiling into his eyes. EMRERS 251 Her red lips were parted, showing llie pearl- like teeth. She did not withdraw her hand. Maurice felt anew the old tinj^ling in his veins. .iiJ CMAPTI'.R 'rW'KXTV-THREE lM)()tstcj)s sounded on llic stone Ha,i^ging- in the hall. X'aldctte drew lu rself free: "The brother who ope. led the door," she whispered, ;ked nie if I as a relative of yours. I said yes, that I was your cousin, Mademoiselle Bergere, from Montreal." Brother Rodray nodded approval. The door ,)])ene(l and a lay brother entered the room, be iring a tray of meat. He set down the tray audi ])roceedcd to lay the table. There were "tartines" and salad and a large bowl of cherries. A quart bottle of wine took up its place in the ccntei of the tabl''. The lay i)rother, who was I-deniish and knew no French, smiled beamingly upon the pair; and, as he - .s about to leave, made a grand [252] EMBERS 253 gesture of invitation towards the table, bowing low. And now they were alone again. They were sealed at table; and Brother Rod- ray was ])oiiring the dark Bordeaux. The first heal of passion had cooled; and al- ready Maurice felt a keen pang of conscience at thought of his llagrant violation of the most sacred of his vows. He wa'^ visibly embarrassed in the presence of Xaldetic and dared not raise his eyes to hers. Then Elaine and her child — his child, came to his mind : Elaine the vestal, who had fallen through him ; and wlio had borne the burden of her shame, all these years, not murnun-ing, but in the silence of great love. Why was he here, dawdling with this creature ? Jf there must be a woman in his life, it was not this one, but the other, who had a claim u])on hir.i, 1:1 is pr ie suffered greatly from the knowl- edge of his fall from grace. lie knew he could no longer trust his heart — that, indeed, he was not, as he had thought these years, master of himself. I 254 EMBERS iii A woman, of whom he knew but little, had made of him her toy and a fool. These thoughts whirled through his brain, unwelcome and unbidden. If he fell so «\isily now, thought he, in the sacred precincts of the cloister, what must be his lot later on when souls were unveiled to him in the confessional; and the sins of those souls revealed to him for forgiveness. With incredible clearness and rapidity he viewed his act and its consequences. Jle had been a traitor. He had in spirit broken the great vow. He had touched a woman an ^ desired her, because she was good to look upon. And then again Elaine and the child — his child, passed before him. He had violated his trust. He had outraged heaven. His sin was a scarlet sin, that would rise up against him. What right did he have to preach the Word, weakling that he was ? Ah, he was unworthy — more so than the flagging at his feet. Valdette had removed her hat and coat. EMBERS 255 She was helpin^r herself to the salad and tar- tines and gave no thought to the silence of her host. The door opened and Father Moreau entered the room, smilinj^. The priest drew a chair to the table and asked many questions of Valdette as to her trip, and her impressions of the various coun- tries through wh'ch she had passed. He incjuired after the health of Brother Rod- ray's people. Valdette replied that they were all well when she left Canada; but that, of course, as she lived in Montreal, she would not know of any slight or very recent indisposition. "But," persisted the Prefect, evidently think- ing it a good joke, "wheii you decided to come all the way from Canada, intending to visit your cousin, Brother Rodray, did you not go to Lasalle, to see his people, so that you might bring a message from ihem to him? Ah," he laughed, '"you Canadians ! You "hink no more of crossing the ocean than we do of going to Brussels." Brother Rodray v»as visibly nervous. Valdette colored a triHe. 256 EMBERS But the priest laid their eniharrassment to his remark; for he prided himself much upon his wit. So he laug-hed on, good-naturedly, and re- filled the glasses. And X'aldette and Maurice laughed, too. Father Moreau remained w ith the pair a few moments longer. When he rose to leave, he said to Maurice: "Brother Rodray, you nuist take Mademoi- selle to the churches of the city and show her the surrounding country. It is very heautiul now. in Ma\ ." And. turning to Waldette. he added: "We Belgians are proud of our dear Flan- ders, Mademoiselle Bergere. An revoir. And do not hurry away from Saint 'frond. " When they were alone again, Maurice found himself in hetler mood. The wine had mellowed him; and he felt but the faintest ])ricking of remorse. It came in upon him like a siia<low dimming the sunlight ; and even imparled a certain flavor that was not altogether distasteful. He chatted pleasantly; but ate little. \'aklette was very hungry. EMBERS 257 The chicory salad pleased her immensely. And the wine she declared to be famous. When she raised the cherries over her red mouth and bit them off their stems, Brother Rodray quivered with desire, at the very splen- dour of her beauty. The lay brother brought cheese and coffee; smiled again as before, and bowed himself out. And now they rose from table ; and went into the garden of the guests. Here they walked for a while, in the shade of trees laden with cherries. I Flowers were everywhere, their perfumes •' mingling wildly, like voices. For a while they were silent. Presently Valdette turned to Maurice and said : "You did not think I would come?" "When you failed to appear that first year, I hardly thought you would, and gave you up." "And you are glad to see me?" "Oh, yes ; very glad !" "\ou have changed, Alaurice: you arc taller, and, I really believe, more handsome." "And you, Valdette, have not changed: you are beautiful — as ever." 258 EM HERS Slic smiled and, ^toopini;- down, plucked a bkx)d-rcd tulip which slie j)inncd o\er her breast. ■"Are \()u .q'niiic,^ to sliow inc over the citv?" she asked. "^e^; hut it is a ])ri\ileL;e 1 ha\'e never known to he granted hetOrc.'" "Ah. I shall he so L;iad to haxe \ou ! Those Flenii>h l>ore one so with their hroken h'rench." Father .Moreau appeared in the doorway: "Xow, then lU}- children."' he cried, ■■\<ni had l>etter he starting, if you wish to visit all the churches this afternoon. Urother Rodrav, vou can take Madenioiselle into the countr\' tomor- row. Brother Pierre is awaiting you at the main entrance. He is going along with you, as he knows the city and under'^tands F"lemish." At the door, Brother Pierre, who had served the luncheon, joined them. His honest face heamed contentment and he -eem.ed well pleased with his task. They walked, o\-er the cohhled streets, from church to church: and reached the convent at nightfall, tired and footsore. Tlie evening meal was served in the same room, hv Brother Pierre. EMBERS 259 Shortly after sii])|)cr, Xaldottc ro-'> to leave. She felt <|tiite fati.^ued from the loni; walk o\er the city. "How lon<^ , re yoii lvouij;- \>> he in Saint Trond?" Maurice etKjtiired. "Just a short while, my dear." she replied, cominir ,,ver t(; him. "W ill \nu take me to the country tomorrow ?" He tremhied sh-lilly as he .^a^ed at her; and his Hps moved in spite of him: "Yes." I^ ' said, "tomorrow." Ji CHAPTER TWT.XTY-FOUR. Brotlicr Pierre accompanied them into the country. He was an odd sii^ht, perched upon the box of the shaky old carriage, with his faded tri- corn hat pulled down over his ears, and his greenish-black soutane, mottled with grease spots, and bursting open over his belly. He scolded the old convent horse, who threw back his ears in resentment and swished his tail petulantly by way of retort. "Pegase" had spent the better part of his life in the service of the convent; and permitted no one, not even Brother Pierre, to whom he stood indebted for many an extra measure of oats, to dictate his course of conduct. Particularly did he object to being prescribed a faster gait than suited his whim. The vehicle was a coupe of a style almost for- gotten. The paint was ba-Hy checkered, and, in patches, rubbed off entirely, leaving bare the [260J EMBERS 261 woodwork which was cracked in places, and warped. But Valdette was deh.crhted with the scenery and j^ave httle thous^ht to the wretched vehicle. Brother Rodra}- sat beside her, torn by con- flicting emotions. They drove in a widening circuit around the city. The broad highway's were coxcred with a thick, high arch of oaks and elms. A delightful breeze cooled the ardor of the sun, fanning their faces. Interminable fields of wheat and sugar beets stretched over the wide expanse like soft car- pets of green upon the yellow soil. Here and there, along the way, a hare, sur- prised upon the roadway, pricked up its ears, and bounded off. Men and women, toiling in the fields, stared at the passing carriage, and bent down again over their tasks. They came to a fork in the road and Brother Pierre turned ofiF on the highway that passed Saint Trudon. They visited the church. 262 I'Mi;i-:ks ■■^()U (Idii'i kiK.w lU'l^iiiiii."' said Maurice, "unk'ss ynii >ih' it^ i liurclics." 'I'lie al)l)0 came Min of iln- pai i. si i house, and welcomed iIk- \ isjtors. lie was an old man. thin an<l wliitc liaired. I Ic in\ ilc-d dicni inio tlu- housc and laid ni"al and wine before tliem. lie was \iTy lolly; and walked widi tlieni down the Ioul;' .^raxcl pathwaN'. lo il,. ca-Tiai^e, to SCO them otT. They left the little red-roofed to-- n hehind them and journevi'd into the heart <<f th • hct country, where the L^reen lo(.ked hke a shore- less sea. rollini^- .aw.ay to the \ er-e. 'I hey had ii-a\elk(l, ])erli;i])s. an hour, when the lowers ot ,i j^reat chateau loomed against the spotless hack^round of the sk\-. A wiu(hn,L;- drixeuay came down t" the road from the castle. A wide park lay between the chateau and the hii^-hway. I'^rother Tierre ah^hted aiuk t^oiuL,^ over to tlic lodL,^e, swunj^- open the ,<;.ate. Then ! led "Peg-ase" into the grounds and. after closing the gate, mouiUed ilir hox and drove on *o- wards the chateau. il E.\fi:KRS 263 ■■ I li'^ -■sCilc." cxplamcd I'.r, iIut Rclr.iv t., \ aldcitc. ••iK"I..iiMs to ;i,i l-n-lisli iK.hlcm.m nliM s|, ,1,1, ,,„.,, ,,, i,j, ,j,„^, j,, ^.„„i,^.,.„ ,,-,,_ ropL-. \\ (• ;,rc' -uin ilu- frcoloui m|" \hv -touikIs at nil tiiiK's." Arrivin- urur \\w v:i.\U . the li-.i-si- ua> tctli- t-ix'(l; and iIk" three waikal up tlu- drivcwnv to the inorit. Sw.-in. tl.Mifd pc;uH-i"nlly 111 \hc ^^■^\^.y ain..n,<,r i^w-Al cliivtrrs ..r w, UT lilies. TliiTo wa- IK. ^i-n ..t life ah-uit tl ,- rli,iU-;iu; I'Ut the -n.und.s vvv in [h -feet o uidition . and llif pancrres in 1)1()( m. Two sh.nc dnio-,,ns -uardid the Ti-mi i en- trance. Siatiies .f the kin-s and (jtieens .,f Kno-land oeenpie.i n;ehes in the walls ot the towerini^- strnctnre. They cnssed the stone l)nd--e over the moat and passed on into the preserve, a short dis- tance hack of the chateau. Brother Pierre, -vho was in the advance, led them to the 1 ,nk of the stream that lan throui^di i,>e enter of the wood. The hn^lier ik.w husied himself empiyino- the content, of a hasket which he had taken Injni under the hox of the carriage. '■ll i 264 EMRERS B He set about to find an open space upon which to lay the meat. Valdctte and Maurice seated themselves upon the bank. Presently the voice of the lay brother called out: Brooder Rodray ! ici. ici !" He stood at the far end f)f a loni,^ ,i,dade. beckoning, and pointing to the ground at his feet. "He has found a place," said Maurice; and they followed the aisle to where the meat lay upon the ground. There was a quart of wine; and after this, another. Brother Pierre partook of the meal with the others; and when it was over, and the wine was drank, the good man never moved from his seat upon the grass ; but leaned trustingly against the tree at his back, and snored loudly. Valdette and Brother Rodray went back to the edge of the stream. They were in mellov, mood, and one to en- courage confidences. "Tne river," said Maurice, presently, gazing at the water: "how like the human hfe." EMBERS 265 "Yes," the woman rejoined; "hut witli this exception, that the river is much (he purer of the two." "That is so, Valdette. Men make vows and — forn^et them, at sight of the first pretty woman." "Maurice, I had no such thou,i,dU in mind, 1 assure you. [ was only rambhng. Do you beheve me?" "Of course T do. But, Oli !" He shuddered. "You are unhappy, Maurice?" "Yes, very unhappy." "Poor boy! Tell me about it. Perhaps something can be done— who knows?" She took his hand in hers and repeated in the softest voice: "Tell me about it." And Maurice yielded to her insistence ; and unfolded to her the story of his life and the story of Elaine. She listened attentively to all he said. When he had done, she remained silent for a long time, her eyes gazing fixedly upon the water. He took her silence as a condemnation of nim and his acts. 266 EAir.LRS II. VJ Ik- rc.nrcttcd Iiaviii^;- told Ikt. At lent^-ili. slic put lonh lier hand to him a.^ain: and a- she looked into his eves th.ere were tears in Iiei- own. "1 piiy yon." she he.qan, "t'or I know what yon nuisi he suffering-."" ■"Bnt."" said Ahmrice, "it is torlnre to think '>t it. It will drive me mad. Last ni-'ht I conld iK'l sleej). I saw the '-hild helore me— hdaine holdino- the ehild in lier arms, deiyin- the world in her silence. .\nd (hen. my v.-ws— for life!" "Let me tell yon the stor}' of another life," said \'aldette; "a woman's life." It' CHAPTKR TWKXTV-FIVE. "It's an old sS)ry and a sordid one. But I want yon to lirai it, ne\ertIicloss. for the appli- cation it may liave on your life. "1 was horn of humhle parents. My father was a reporter on one of the Montreal' dailies. Me was underpaid for his services, and. many times, saw his family in want for the hare necessities of life. "T can recall, in |)articular. one winter when we took turn ahout to play in the yard, there not hein.c: -^Ik^cs for the lot of us. •'M\ n:other was a o-ood, kind soul, who had left a home of luxury a.^-ainst ihc will of her people, to marry my father. "Throu-J^h all the trials of poverty and semi- starvation which attended the raising- of a large family, her ])ride was too strong to permit her to appeal for help to any of her relatives. "But the struggle for existence wore her down hy degrees until linally she took sick with [267] 268 EMBERS ■' I ■1 i typhoid fever and died. Her death was due more to the lack o^ proper care and nourish- ment than to the malady itself. "And now, hroken in spirit and daunted by the spectre of poverty that seemed to grow more relentless as time went on, my father took to drinking. "I was the eldest child; and the care of the younger ones devolved upon me. "The loss of my poor mother, whom I loved dearly, the life of privation which had been forced upon me from the cradle, the sudden falling off of my father and the new responsi- bility for the little brood of orphans, made of me a woman before my time. "I saw little for me in life. "Two years went by. "My father was now a hopeless drunkard. "The paper which had taken the best of his liie for a beggarly pittance now discharged him. "For a time he sought employment from the other newspapers. "But none would have him. "He had no money; but he still managed to get his drink in the saloons where lie was known. EMBERS 269 "1 Tn the course of time, however, thev refused hini any more Hqiior. And now those leeches who had m the past accepted the wages which they knew were due to the keep of his little ones, turned him out like a dog and hade him not return. "A little French bakery in the neighborhood Iiad given us credit, else we must have starved to death. "One day my father kissed us all before leav- ing home. '"That night a police officer came to the house. "He turned quite pale, and his eyes glistened when he saw the utter wretchedness of the household. "We were eating supper. 'There was bread on the table; nothing else. J he big man drew me to one side and said • Are you a brave girl ?' " 'Yes,' I replied: 'Where's father.'' "At the station, daughter,' he said: 'He's <lcad. He killed himself. Come along with nie; and don't tell the little ones. W^'ll see what can be dene.' "I quieted tue little ones who were afraid of i, 270 EAIBKRS ni the big- man in uniforiii. and k-fi tlu- l^ •I'^e in company witli the oHicer. "Arriving- at the station. I \va^ pcrniincd lo view the remains of my jjoor fatlier in a rear room of the hniUhn^-. There \va-> a lon^- Mack- cloth over tlie body, wliich the capta.:i arew back j^ently off ilie pahid face. '"There was a little, round, red hole aI)o\ ■ the temi)le. which told too plainly the trai;ic story of our loss. "I did not weep. I did not. for a;: instant, feel threatened by emotion. 1 felt C(.ld. as if the blood had o^one out i>\ mv veins. A faint- ness came over me and the tips of my fm^-ers stung numbly. A cold >weat cam- out over my body. I swayed Strong arms caught me as I was falling backwards, and carried me to a lounge in the matron's room. "I did not faint. This last, cru^hin.;- blow seemed unneeded for my preparatir,n for the life that awaited me. "In a few moments. I sat up : for I was think- ing, little mother that I \\a>. of the others waiting for me, there, at Imnie. "Presently the captam eanie into the ro.nn and drew a chair n\-vr \n the luimge. EMBERS 271 "He Miked very Icindly, s'lvin- anioncr r.thcr tliin,^-s that we un,il,l all he taken care of. ■•T Men he t-.ok me to a cah that was standin- at the station door, and o-ot in heside me. ••When we arrived home, the si.i^ht hewil- dered me. ■"I had seen plenty in the homes of nei.t^dihor- ""^- children and playmates; hut never in our "wn home had there hecn such a varied and l)ountitul suj)j)ly of pro\isions. '•f'Ut I could n..t eat. 'j'he food -a^'i^ed me. It \\as the meat of charity. And 'l. who was "Mer than the others and could miderstand. titrnvd from these cr\its of stran^re hands, sick- etied and pained at heart. "The captain went away. Me came again the following day. ■It had hcen arranged, he told me, that [ would go to his home to live, i would be al- lotted lighL tasks about the house for mv keep, n) order, he explained, that i might feel inde- pendent. '•Julia, the next oldest of the family, was to be given employment in the home of a wealthy merchant. The others were to be placed in an h ?7'> EMBERS 5*1 institution, where I could visit them from time to time. "It wrung my heart to think of breaking up our wretched home and parting trom the httle (Kies. •"But after ihey had gone to sleep, Julia and I talked it over for manv hours, and finally concluded it was the best thing to do. "Three days later I entered my new home. ■"Madame La Force, the captain's wife, re- ceived me kindly; and the first weeks of niy ?tay under their roof were happy ones, consid- ering:, of course, my recent bereavement. "But the captain, a good enough man at heart, was destined to bring about my undoing. "The La Forces had been married some ten vTears when I went to live with them. They had had no children, which was a source of biner disappointment to him. ^^••After the first few years of their wedded life, the captain had grown indififerent to his wife's caresses; and though never quarreling, there was little in common between them as man and ^'if'^ ^ "Madame La Force and I soon became fast friends. We worked together about the house, EMBERS 272> like sister teach s : and she took a d 'nnf nic sewiiin;- and f 'ccp iiitcTcst in nic. inc\- work. "I had h-ved with then, something ovn- .jv nionths, before any notieeahle chan<a> canK- over the Iiouschold. "Then one day, a violent ,,iK-u-rel broke out between the eaptain and his wife. There were hard words; and onee [ heard n,y nan.e spoken hy Madame La Force. ''r knew instantly. thou,^d. 1 can swear before ^od that I was innocent of anv wroni^^ i„tcnt or ac , that \ was the cause of the quarrel. They tell us that o-uih manifests itsdf in ^le face of the wrongdoer. I ^uni belie^•e it For, though blameless, mv natural sensitive- ness now cau.sed n.e to blush and turn awav -y eyes hke the guiltiest of won.en whenever Uound myseh face to face with Aladan.e La ^orce I know she noted this and tliat it served to confirm her in her false opinion I had never interpreted the captain's kind- pity for an orphaned, homeless crirl "But the new attitude of my mistress seemed o open n.y eyes. 1 saw now with nmch pain that .she was to a degree justified in her sus- i 274 EMBERS l)ici()iis. I !(.■ \\a> ()\\T solicitous of mv comfort, i n)ul(i see li'ai he followed mc with Jiis eyes when I passed throu-h the fooin. He would make me little presents of wearing'- ai)parel. At table his conversation was directed almost wholly to me. If I did or made aiiythins", it was perfect. "His nei;Iect of his wife soon became brutal. One day. I resolved to leave. We were at suj)- per when I i(»ld ihem of my decision. Captain Ea Force made no reply. His wife ro.-e from the table and went uj)stairs, to her room. An bour later, w hen she came into the kitchen, she was quite pale and her e\ es were red and swol- len. She came u\) to me and took both my hands iii her own: ■■"Where are yon i^oing, \"aldette?' she asked. "1 replied that [ did not know, and turned back to the dishe-, for my eyes were full. '"You're a -ood. brave girl,' slie rejoined and left the room hurriedly. "That nio-ht. ben, re -oing to bed, 1 .^.j-athered together what fe-v belongings J posst'ssed, as I was determined to leave on the morrow. "This done, 1 sal down on the edge of my >he KMUHRS 275 'n-fl to ihiiik < "vir tl: wcc'k.s ;iiul pl.in ,"nr il I' rvriiN of the Ia-,t f ic 1 in lire. t--\v f went l).i(k '>y^'y iii\- lile. :i> niK 'Alii, when •■^'1 iiiiportant rh;:n-v is ;i!,o„t t,, take [.lace. '•I nuist have^al there I'Mr a km- lime, when ilie kn-.h tnnied -^.ntly i,. the (l,.,,r. and f saw Captain La \-nvcc Man<hn- he|-nre nie on the tlH-csh.Id. II,. faee ua^ pak- and his eves larger than I !,ad ever .een them. "I si)ran- to iii\- iVet and motioned him. with a sweep ..f the arm. to lea\e. "He threw out his hands lo me in a -esture ol mnte appeak " '('O away!" I eommanded in a hoarse whis- per. " 'Von know, ilicn?- he a.sked. "is that why you re leaving.^' "'Ves.' I rcph-ed. 'Co away!' and I pushed tlie door a-ainsi him and j-oreed him hack. ••Tlie next day, hefore hre.aklast. I was gone. "I found k)dgino- i„ a hitle house on Saint l^awrence street, and set ahoui to IukI some new means of livelihoo(k "For three day. 1 k.fi niv room earlv in the niornmg and tramped about the streets until late in the afternoon. 270 I-Mi'.KRS "I would meet with a rrhnff lu-re. a eurl answer there. Sonic were kind; and ..trered me tea, and qiiestioiu-d me al.out iiu liie. I'.ut it so happened that none wvw in luvd of lu-lp. "On the fourth day. I was passin-- a churcli on X.,ire Dame siRel when I hecame suddenly very faint, li was noon; and I had liad no food that da v. "With ,i,M-eai effort I eh'mhed the steps lead- mg up to the door of the cliurch. and went in. I can recall makin- „,y way uncertainly to a pew. Then all grew dim heiore me. My ears rang with sounds that seeiiud vcrv I'ar away. I felt strong arms about me. Then everything turned black; and a mercil'ul numbness came over me that was like a peaceful sleep. "When 1 awoke, 1 was lying on a little white cot in a room with green and vellow walls. •'An old woman was seated bv the bedside She rose from the chair when i opened my eyes, and left the room. A moment later she relurned with a priest. 1 learned from 'him tliat 1 was in the parish house. " 'Wbere is your home, my girl?' he asked, nor unkindly. "I told him I had no home, as well as the rest ot my sad story. EMBERS He tlioui^-ht a lonq- while- tl rou 277 len sriid cannot sK'cp jui-i- tonifrlit cause scandal. Are with me? I hall fuRl you a pi "A I ' it niii^-ht you \vell cn()ui,di to drive ice. nonient; the streets to a far section of the ciU'""'' "' "The priest spoke little. Me was well alouo- >n years He was :, little, stooped man with an ascetic face. "We had driven several miles when he said- 1 am takm.j^ you to a convent.' "I started up. "He laughed; and placin.^^ his hand upon n,v shoulder said, in an assuring tone: "Xow lunv you must not be frightened so easilv. Did vou' thmk r meant to make a nun of you? Not at all, my girl. You will have a good home wi[h the sKsters; a very good home-vou shall see'' We drew rein, as night was falling, before the entrance of a large, severe-looking gray structure. Over the doorway, in a niche, wis a tatue of the Good Shepherd, holding a latnb to his breast. "My heart failed me at sight of the grim re- treat. But my companion took me gently by the arm and I permitted him to lead nte in. MICROCOPY RESOLUTION TEST CHART ANSI end ISO TEST CHART No 2' 1.0 I.I 1.25 '^ flM MM 32 y36 >- ,. 1.4 2.2 !r 1^ 1 2.0 1.8 1.6 ^ APPL IED IIVMG ^J ^^_ '553 East Woin ':-t'eet - -= 'fochesler, Ne» I'ork U609 USA ■= '16) 482 -0300 -Phone ''6' ;88 b9S'i - f T ' \ 278 EMP.ERS "Sister Ldrclia. the suiierioress, came at once to the reception rdiMii; and alter a few words in private with the i)riest, conducted nic into the cloister. •'My feehn;? of dread was soon dissipated by the many kimhiesses of the sisters. "There were many iin fortunate ,L;-irls in the institution who Avere tliere for the purpose of reformation. Hut 1 was not permitted to min- o-le with any of these. I was o-ivcn charge of the guests' (|uarters and only came in contact with the nuns and the visitors. "From time to time I went to see Julia and th.e little ones. "Then, one day. a man came to the convent; a young man, tall and dark, with large black eyes. ' "I well remember the look we exchanged on meeting that fn'st time— a long, lingering look, as though we had been 'peeking each other all the years of our life and had only now found our hearts" desire. "We did not speak th:it first time. We would not have known wh.-it to say. It would take time to formulate -])eech. 1 made enquiries about him; and learned that he was Sister EMBERS 279 Loretta's nejjhcw, and that he was studying for the priestliood. ''When he came a,i;ain. a month later, he sought me out and spoke to me. This time he wore a soutane. " 'You are going to he a priest." \ said in a tone that betrayed my feeliniis. ''He did not answer; hut grasped my hand quickly and i)ressed it to liis lips. 1'hen he hurried away. "His visits became frequent now. "He would always manage to see me for a moment before leaving. "Indeed, we had agreed U|)on a trysting place — a dark corner where no one went. "But love grows bold; and one day when I was working in one of the guests" parlors, he rushed into the room and, taking me in both his arms, kissed me a dozen times. "When I finally freed myself. I glanced in- stinctively at the door. Sister Loretta was standing there, speechless and very white. "Fully half a minute nuist have passed while the three of us stood there facing one another in silence. "Presently, the nun motioned me to leave and go back into the cloister. if ! I 280 EMBERS ^i "Just then Paul stepped in front of me and faced his aunt. " 'I am the one. not she,' he said, 'who is to blame. I love Valdette; and she returns my love. She will go where I go, tonight.' "Then he turned to me and led me past the nun, out of the room and down the steps to the street. "There was a carri.'igo nearby. He hailed it and T got in. "'Wait,' he said to the driver; and went back into the convent. When he came out, a few moments later, he said: 'We will be mar- ried tonight. I have decided that love is best.' " 'Was it he,' broke in Maurice, 'who met you at the dock in Liver])ool ?" "Yes, that was Paul. We are so happy! And, mind you, he has never a regret for what he did for me." She rose to her feet. "Maurice," she said, placing her hands on his shoulders: "It ill becomes me to speak. But I am about to leave you. x\nd, before go- ing, I would say just this, that if you are un- happy now, what must be the bitterness of heart of that noble girl who has mothered your EMBERS 281 little one, who has been content to suffer in silence, all these years, for the splendid love she bears vou?" "Then you would have me ?" "Yes, a thousands times, yes!" "What! Go back? Renounce my vows? Disgrace my family? Are you mad?" "Maurice, tell me, did you not undertake an obligation to Elaine, long before you made those vows you speak of? Has she not rights — even before God? "But, forgive me, .Maurice. I have spoken in this manner, because of my affection for you. And I have already said that it ill becomes me to speak. I only wanted to light the way. Per- haps you will see, in time. "My husband will be here for me tonight. We are to spend the summer at Ostende. I shall bid you farewell at the convent door. Ah, here comes good Brother Pierre." There was a great cloud of gold and purple in the west. The sun was gone. The breeze from the river was damp and cool. 282 EMBERS IP' They followed Brother Pierre hack to the waiting carriage. "Pe,i^ase" was ([uite npset over the lone: de- lay. He threw hack his ears in a manner more eloquent than words. In the gathering- gloom, the old carriage struggled on towards the city. They parted at the door of the convent. Brother Pierre turned the horse towards the stable: and Maurice was left alone with Val- dette, in the darkness. The sound of wooden shoes came near and passed, dying away in the distance. They could not see each other ; for the night was black. A cool wind fluttered the leaves in the trees, fretfully. The woman spoke: "Adieu, Maurice." A sob rose to the man's throat : "Adieu, Valdette." He put out his hand to her. But she was gone. He turned to the door. A gong horn within clanged harshly. An old lay brother opened the door. EMBERS 283 For an instant, Brother Rodray ij^lanced back into the dark, deserted street. Then he went forward, and the door closed softly behind him. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX. And now a great conflict arose within him; a struggle to the death l)etweeii opposing forces. In the cloister, things and men seemed to him to have undergone a change. To Maurice they were no longer the same. The corridors were cold and cheerless; his room a dungeon. The brothers and priests moved about him like beings from another world, with whom he had naught in common. He looked forward to his meals as the only pleasurable incidents of the day. His aridity of soul increased. He found but bitterness in prayer. The conversation of the students bored him. He sought seclusion. The public penitences were horribly out of tune with his mood. [284] EMBERS 285 im; 1 to his lim I he (Illy im. of Whenever possible, he omitted them. Those of a private nature, such as eating aloes, wearmg the girdle of horse-hair or steel points, the flagellation on Friday nights in commemoralion of the Passion of Christ, and many other deeds having for end the purifying of the heart and the chastening of the body, were no longer performed by him. He read much of romance, taking books se- cretly from the priests' library and secreting them under his mattress until such time as he could read them. On his way through the city streets with his fellows, he would catch himself gazing into the eyes of women, with a poignant hungering at heart. He argued this matter over by himself. He knew he was no longer pure ; and yet he felt quite innocent of grievous sin. At times, he would defend his conduct with V'aldette. Who, bemg placed in a like position, would have resisted ? And, besides, that had been all. It had stopped there. He went so far as to tell himself that he had achieved much against the flesh, in turning I .. :)] jL 2^h l-.MT.F'.RS Iiack, ilin^, fri.ni tin.' liiri' oi' a palliway strewn with tlic red tlowc'Vs oi' pa-^inii, and rallin,^- liini on to the least. 1 le wonid ^il for honr> hy tlie win<low. while tlie others slept. ,L;a/inL; out into the ni^lu. The stars, tlie moon -heen, tlie swishin,^- of the l)ree/.e in tlie lea\e-, the wee])in.i^ of the rain on the sodden earth, had now a Lani^iiai^^e to the ear of hi> soul. And always they were callin.L;- him away, hack o\er the wastes, to the l.e^inninL^. where [I woman held his face in hoth her hands, her p^reat blue eyes tilled with tears, and tenderly murmuring his name: "Maurice, oh. Maurice!" Xow that X'aldette was gone, he gave her but little thought. At times, the menior\ of her even caused him irritation; for it was she who had pointed the way to him, back o\er the wastes. He knew his life could not run on forever in this way; that he must, sooner r)r later, make decision between the cloister and the world. He shrank instinctively from thought of the final hour, be the outcome of the struggle what it might. For in either instance, it must cause him pain. % EMP>ERS 287 One nisj^ht he trii-d to prav. FUit his words wi-rc like i^rill to his hps. He turned anew to the moon sheen and the stars and the swishing- of the breeze in the leaves. By decrees, his fervor had relaxed until now his inditterence was as much a matter of com- ment in the community as had been his former devotion. Weeks went by. Life became intolerable. One day, he failed to attend Mass, remain- ing' in his room instead. For this he was penalized in open chapter, and sent into retreat for seven days. The enforced silence, the meditations, the re- ligious exercises of this period of discipline were unendurable to Maurice. He was himself astonished at the great depth of his fall from grace. He thought constantly, now, of Elaine. He longed for her emb"aces. For the first time in his life, he yearned for the open spaces of the country, the streams, the forests. He came to love the tender blades of grass at his feet, the humblest flowers. He would w^atch the birds mating. 28<S EMBERS V The lowliest scenes of nature Idok on :m in- definable charm to his eye. lie hunj^ered for his child. lie xvondered if shr was like l-Maine. I lis heart throbbed with love lust : and. all unconsciously, his arms went out to clasp her. The days dragged slowly by, growing longer as they went. Maurice \vas crushed by the very intensity of his loneliness. lie grew to hate the walls that rose about him, cold, forbidding, austere. There was no ray of gladness in his life. lie was wretched; and his heart burned with desire for the love that was denied him. It dawned upon him now that he had played her false — the woman in Lasalle. Why had he not seen it in this light long ago, when he prated of his love to her? He struck his breast, and called upon heaven, madly, to give hini light. Clearly did he see his duty to the child; and likewise, to her mother. But a voice in his heart recused him of a baser passion. The thought whelmed him with confusion. MI'.KKS J8<' I""!-, if Ik- should lake \hv stq) — it lu- slmuld v<» bai-k, ii iiui>t ])v with a ch-.m licari. .\.i,Min he prayed for Ljuidalue; and a^ain. lUit his words wc-iii waste: and he feU hke a hollow thing-. 1 lien, one day tlu n i.niiii«4 >uii hiiist jn iipon him in passionate warmth. I he bird.s awoke him with their son^^s. I'Voni the parterres, the novvers .smiled up at him, and the dew-pearls ..n their petals glisi- <'ned like tears of )oy. All nature was callin;^ him. There could be no mistake. lit yearned for tiie <on^ of the wind in the niai)!es, the dull r.xir of the cataract, the wild, riotous bloom of field and wood, f<,r the em- braces of }<:iaine, his mate, who was callin,i,r. The humming of love-laden voices f'illed his ears. 'Phe perfumes of the earth and her flowers dilated his nostrils and riuickened his brain t.. intoxication. Had he been asleep all these year,>? Why had he not heard the call before r Ah. there was much good in the world, where man and maid followetl the eternal law. and em- braced and lived as one! J'X) KM15EKS V m III There was tio i^n-caler law. tig purer law, when love abode between. It sprang- in the human heart like the water ill the spring. It called for a mate for man; and was as in- in>cent f»f wronj^ful lust as the flower that is sterile until favcred with the pollen of the male. Love, the all-consuminj^ flame, the greatest of heaven's gifts. He drank in the glad air. His thoughts bounded away, over the seas, to Elaine and the child. The blood surged to his temples. 1 lis heart throbbed with a great desire for freedom. He glanced back from the window, at the bare wliite walls of his room, at the crucifix and the images of Saint Ann and the \'irgin. The severity of the scene chilled him. He turned anew to the bird -^ongs. the trees and the flowers. His head swam; and his heart throbbed with great emotion. The woman had coiKiuercd. He shouted aloud, in very ecstasy of joy: "I shall go back, laaine! [ shall go back!" ciJ.\riKRi\VKN.TN-si':\i:.\. H <♦ m It was one thing for Brother Rodray to de- cide and another to put his decision to execu- tion. This much was settled in his mind: he would leave the Order. He would return to Lasalk-, to Elaine, to the .soil. But he had no sooner reached the decision than it dawned upon him that what he was about to undertake was by no means an eas\' task. lM)r one could not merely pick up one's be- longings and walk out of the great iron gates of the convent to freedom. He knew that in the Order of the .Most Holy Saviour, the renunciation of the three life vows, b\- a religious, was a thing shuddered at; an act heinous, despicable. The apostasy of a S.alvatorist was spoken of in whispers among the remaining faithful. [291] 292 KM15ERS II J t P.ut the siil)ion wa- (lisia^^tcfiil. and ^eldimi broached. In his sorn ons upon Perseverance. Father Moreau would alhide to ilie departed ones, for- l)earini^ to mention their names, as deserters and fallen sohhers of the Cross: .Manx- were called, hut few were chosen. This violation of the \ows hv the troth- I)lii::hted would redound to them in miserv. sor- row and death. Their joys would he tin^^ed with hiiterness, their lives overshadowed In the ever present memory of their sin. They had proven false to their trust. Their defection was n<5 less a heirayal than that of Judas Iscariot. For they had I'allen from the hei.^hls to which tlie\- had heen called, with full knowledge and consent, into the ilepths where darkness was and desolation. r.roiher Rodray was well aware of the mood in which the l*refect had received others who hail gone to him, to give notice (»f their deter^ mination to leave the (Jriler. He shuddered ;it thought of the jjrie.st's wratli; for he knew him to he (juite terrible in his denunciation of ijiosc about to unfrock. EMBERS 293 S(.. no\'.. Uv <c\ ahoui to derive ways and means ot esca|)e. by which lie might avoid the (h-cadcd conflict with P'ather Moreau. He sought to evolve a scheme by which all might he easily arranged, and in' a friendly manner. Accordingly. ..ne day, he wrote to the Pro- vincial, in Brnssels, asking the latter dignitarv lor a transfer to the l-jiglish province of the ' )rder. I lie application was gixcn due consideration '"11 ret'uscd. for the reason that thev were ver> much in need of luiglish speaking missionaries in Canada. A desperate plan occurred to him. He thought of going to \'aldeltc for assist- ance. She would he at (Jslend for the summer. I le would need hut sufficient funds to take liin) across the water. Ne was penniless. She would understand. Once in l.asalle. he could easilv return the loan. He c.juld scale the garden wall at night while the others slept. 294 EMBERS It would be an unmanly, cowardly under- taking, this wild hegira in the darkness of night. But it was the easiest way out of the diffi- culty. lie shrank from explanations on his part and hrowheatings on that of the Prefect. After much (liought he decided to adopt the plan. 'I here was a promenade into the coimtry that day. I'rother Rodrav did ni»t accompany the students. Instead, he remained at the convent, un- der pretext of being indisposed. When the others had been gone .-ome time, he went to the clothes room where hung the civilian garments of those who had taken the habit and remained in the Order. After a long search he recognized the black suit he had worn l)et\)re donning the cassock. It was co\ered a\ ith h thick layer of soft, gray dust. He took it to his room. After restoring it to its former color, by means of a stiff brush, he removed his habit and tried on the suit. EMBERS 295 tlu un- it was very much too small. ^ The trouser lei^s came above his ankles. The waist was ver}- tight. The coat sleeves were too short, as was the c(X'it itself, which would not button. He walked tlu- length r,f the room, as one struts before a tailor. He made to sit down : but, with laudable tact, desisted. "Well," he said I'mallv to himself, grazing at his sorry reflection in the glass : "It 's the only suit I possess. If I took one of (he others, it would be theft. This v.ill have to do.- He thrust his hand in a coat i-ocket. He felt something crumpled, like stiff paper. It was seven dollars in Canadian monev. It must have been left over from his journey to Saint Trond. He would need it for his trip to Ostend. It was his. He disrobed again and slipped into his >outane. He folded the niit and laid it carefullv under his mattress. Then he went down into the garden and walked alr>ng the \mh that skirted the wall, at J9() EMBERS the tar end, where the trees hid the enelosure from the convent. That niL,dit he (hd not trust himself to sleen: hut sat by his window until the carillon in the tower of the town-hall had chimed the tnid- niqht hour. Xow he dressed in civilian garh, and left his room, lie .stood for a moment, still, in the Corridor. I'iie heavy hreathin.!; ot the sleepers was all lie could hear. lie closed tlie door i^^nlly behind him and ^tole down the corridor to the stairway. A stc]) creaked treacherously under his wei,^•lll and his I,eart leaped to his throat. A cold sweat came out on his face and he trembled wretchedlv. lie <1(hh\ still a mom"nt. listening; then, went on. lie came u> an open door. and. taking the ■^horiesi path, lip-toed his wav to the most ob- scure end of the garden. He ran his hands u]) over his head on the rough bricks of the wall. it had never seemed so high to him. He could not. e\ en by jumping up, touch the lO]). I'^K tier KM HERS He thought ot a ladder which the -irde used in the pruiiiuo- „f trees. ft must he in the tooI-hoUM- in the rear of the convent, lie started hack over the little path, hreathlo^s. heavilv laden with a sense of shameful guilt, hut confident of success. The night \va> still and clear. 'Hie earth lay hathed in pale, ghostiv light. Great glittering continents ..f stars fi'lled^'the sky, making the night heautiful. The moon \\as very rMund and white. Hrother R..dray had covered half the dis- tance to the tool-house. He oould .see the laddc r leaning against the wall o^ the huilding. His i)lan was entire and go(Kl. He would reach the toj) of the garden wall hy means of the ladder. Me woul.l then drag It up and place it again-t the outer side. This done, he had hui to descend the ladder to the street to he free. ■'Brother Rodrav!"" He stopped shon and reeled, hke a man shot In the moonlight he saw Father Aloreau, ap- proachmg al a quick pace. "\\ hat dr>es this mean'"" 298 EMBERS "I was lookine: tor the ladder, to scale the wall, yonder. I am i^oiii^^ back into the world, hack to Lasallc. to ;•. wo>iati there, and her child — our child." Then he told Moreau the .story of T^laine and t!ie child. "Why did yon not lell nu- this before, mv son?" "I feared yon wonld not nnderstand." And now Morean was like a woman. He embraced Maurice and wept (n-er the coming separation. "f cannot advise yon. my son. Do as your conscience speak>. The \va\s of God are in- scrutable: and we are but feeble thinj::;-s at best. Come, my dear P.rothe-. ^o to your room and to bed. Tomorrow 1 shall w rite the Provincial and explain things. Jn the meantime, pray the \^irgin, that yon mav be guided in this most important matter. .\h, Maurice, my lad, little did 1 ever dream that it would come to this — with you! And yei, 1 feared something might be wrong. Tonight 1 heard you leave your room; and followed you. Ah, the ways of God!" I\ather .Moreau made good his word and KM HERS 299 wrote to the Fatlier Provincial, requesting the release of Brother Rodray. Two da\s later the answer came, -nd the I 'refect notitied Maurice that he was free. The Provincial's letter was received on Tues- day, late in the afternoon. By makini,' haste he would still be in time for the Antwer[) train which made connections with the Channel steamer for Harwich. Jle was ready an houi* lvfr)re train lim(\ He slipped the ca»ock over his civilian dre.vs so that the >tudenls mi.^ht not surmi.>e his aj) proachincr flepariure. and went to tlie rciector\- in company with F'.ithe,- Moreau. After a Vv^hl lunch, hv announced him-elf read}-. He passed down tlie lonj;-. damj) corridors, his steps re- nndinr^ harshly in his ears. It seemed t > him that the saints, in image and statue, loo :v(\ down upr>n him sadly, re- proaclifuily, as lir uent by. never to return. Arriving in the gue-ts" quarters, Father Moreau opened tlie door of a parlor and men- tioned him to enter. It was the room with the red sofa, in which he and X'aldetfv- had been together. .-.(Ml kmhF':ks ll<-iv Ik- irii)()\i-,l ihr liahjt. fvrs (illcd with ((.-ars. .Main-ia- km-l, to rm-ivc- the lK-,u-(l,ction. Ins iK-ad hciit u|)(,n his hfoast : •'i^.encdiVai t,- Dontinii. i„ „..„„,„. Catn. .1 '•''" ot Spiritiis Saitcti. aim-n!" ''^Iie o-ato ssvmv^ hack. Ma.nicc ualkrd '"i«'ntothc-o.hhk.(istrcc-t.uhichuas,„hi tlH'hesinniiio-nf a u ..rid st ra.i.or attd all h • "I'lr'^ttfii. till itt I II \|'Ti:r t\\|.;\t\m;i(,u "■ """■■•■" ■" lsi,l„r..s visi, ,„ I,,,,, '"">•■ '•■•U'l.sio 1.0 1!I..„K- «..,s lrans,>rre,l m .. e of ,l,ev,,,l™,„,.„-,U. „,„,,„„„,„,,, the asylum. ^ Twice he ha.l hcvn rrcornnu-ndcd for dis- l^^l'arge, as he appeared to the physicians to be recovered, and in nnrn.al condition f-^ach tune, hou e^ er. he had broken out anew ^ t"l^' the cuesfon of his, elea^e was .still un- der consideration. newonidcro, forweeksalatin.e.toallan- l-an.nce. tully posses<ed of his faculties ' ';>on. suddenly and witi^nn warnin- he uouid turn violent. '>" a nuniber of occasions he had even -u- ^<'"Mned thehvesottho.se about him It Nvas decided, after ihe visit .>r hi. uepiiew and ns attack t,p<>ninm. that it was no loWe ^afe to allow hinMhefreedouM.- the o,.und; (301) 3i)> l.MIJKKS 1. li' W lic-ti i;apn\(f caiiu- to lii> ncusc-s three days later lie v. as i,, a lart^ro. hare n.oiii. with wild- eyed iiianiaes ahnui liim. A liiiard stood at thr door to prevent ej^ress. Tlie windows were h.Mied heavily. He realized, at once, the hoiK-Iessness of his position; and determined upon escape. At times the conversation of Isidore would recur to him. Little uy little, the su-tre.,tion ot hurnini,^ the Rodray homestead hecame fixed in his mind. One day, when Alamman came to see him, he told her that he j-rew very lonesome at times and that he felt the Jieed of somethin^r ,vith which to amuse himself and help pass the time. Mamman su-i,a\sted cards, checkers and dominoes. Hut iJaptiste would have none of these. "I tell you, Alamman. what would suit me iK-tter than all that: hlocks. little huildinj,- I'locks, such as 1 used to buv for 'la Petite' when she was a bain . The wooden ones, you know. I understand they are making- them of >tone, now; but I want the wooden ones. Mam- man, luring mc sexerai boxes of ihem, so that I can put up a j.retty g.>od-sized building." KMI'.KkS 303 M iminan uiiit t.. iln * ii the hlocks. hcforc I \ .111.1 iitiirm-<l with H IcaxiiiL: iMf li,)ini. ipli' te was ovtTi«.M-.I. !<• ^et ■II led an\i(jn> \n ]k- k-i{ aUjiw with tJi t<»ys, stiKiyiiiiL; tlir i)ictiuv> Mti tl ^^ iiii all the i'a.L,'(.Tncss <u' a cliild MaiHiuaii wnii |)afk (.. 1 wrarv of lieart. U- >(|ll;!i-c' l)()\<.' '.•^allt il« sad anc And now liaptistc took anotlicr cli UK- belter. ini^e tor I. lock I'or days at a time, lie huMed himself with his s, in a corner of the ward, while the other inmates stocd about, in circle, watching; ih< structure assume definite -hape. TI icre was a house with "fables- th harns. sheep-j)ens and stabl ere were es. T\ lere were fences over tiie plac ( )iie day, when the build erected for the hundredth time. llaDt to his feet, and trazed. f and tree>. in.us had been ptiste rose or a moment, in silence at the unfortunates about him. Then he pointed to his handiwork, and said: •'Suppose the man ulu, lives in this house has a son who ha^ done you a .j^reat wron^tr. Suppose this son leave, i'.r a forei-n country .^(14 :.MHr-:Rs iiiakni-- 11 iuipovviWIo I'-.r sou to hriiij^ him lo :m .•K-couniin^i;-, mvM ilu-rc ii-u still he revenj^e^" ■\'*>ne made rc'[)l\ . iliii all looked down at ilu> tn\- liouse and '>.'iriis oil the ll(»or. '"Ah. \(>u d-.n't know!" snapped I'.aptisie. liis faec a livid white, hi:, eves startinjr out of his head. -Well, here's on-" who does know, as you shall see." Ilo drew from };is pocket a handful of crumpled pai)er> xvhich he placed in the space hetween the harns and the s^ibles. Then he struck a match and licrhted the the paper. In a trice the little structures were ablaze. Some o) the maniacs ran shrieking- over the ward. C.uards came running- with buckets of water, which the- dashed on the flames. ^ Baptiste. '.vho had retired to the (.pposite side ot the r.,om, looked on in silent di.sgust. From this day. he was considered a danger Hus lunatic by the auihoniics, while on his part he became daily i);ore determined u])on escape. To formulate .i plan .»f escape from the asylum was by no means an easy task for Bap- fiiMi'.KRS 30- ti>tc Lc JJlanc. who \va> dn.ch walched since the episode of the fire. To be successml j„ i„\ aitenipt \n roach the open country, he niu>t wait tor ^tlch time as two of the ^aiards were ..IT (hity. This would leave hut «me in char<re of the ward. It nuist al>., he at ni-hi. so that darkness might assist him in his flight. Many scliemes were evolved hv him. and re- jected torthwith. for some daw or weak point 'n the plan, that mi-ht work t.. his undoin- On a number of occasions, he was on^he point ot putting into execution some newly de- ^•i^ed plan of escape, u hen he gave ^^■ay under the high tension of suspense and went'to rav- ing madly. When these spdls came on him, it was neces- sary, of late, to place him in a padded cell, where he remained for several davs. until the malady abated. He emerged ;\eak and treml)hng from head 1'^ font ; but conscious and ^■ery much depressed. He would write rambling letters to Mamman and Elaine-pitiful, heart-rending missive. mh< hMHEHS '.(•lllll!; <i| lii^ wificlied loneliness and beg^in'^' llu-ni to o.ine and take liini home with them. He heo-an to ne.i^deet hiin>e1t. fie refused food. I lis heard o-rew thick and sora.ir.iry. I lis hair was nfn\ verv j^ra\-. I lis e_\e.> took (.n a furti\e. hunted look. I Ic .sat Ihn.u.ijh the l(.n,o- fla\ v. ,„-; a hench in a corner of the ward, alone anrj ' :ent, always waitni^q:, always watchino for the chance which he ])clie\ed would come. One day. two ..f the inmates sat clo.se to him on the bench in the corner of the ward. They were both "periodicals." like himself: and were now in their rij^ht senses. "There is g:oing to he a ball."" said one, a tall, raw-boned man. with mild blue eyes and the manners of a gentleman. "It's to'be quite an affair. The doctors and nurses and guards will dance with the inmates.'" "That s net for us." rejoined his companion, a short. hea\ \- fellow . with ueazel eyes and a low, narrow brow. "Tt^ for the others, that don't get spells. It's to be Thursday night. The guards were talkinj; about it a while ago. Crane and Murray are going. Rut >\'i1son. the KMBKRS 307 :H-u<,t,arcUv,Ilstayo„dmyinthcuard. Cod " -^n,c-I,ody ooi „,<1. oh ? ffso,nehoclv,^otl,arr \\iiat then, vhr" Atthis mon.ent \\i)son. ,he new ouard. hap pcned to pass. ' 'I'lie two men icascd talking-. Baptisto. ;vhM had ..verheard the oMuer.a t'on. scnuim^cd the ouard oa-erh "Thursday ni^dtt.' he said under h,> breath I nnrsday night, or never !"" niAI'TI-.R T\\ i:xrv-NiNE. The asylum rlauco ucrc <^'\\cn al iiucrvals lor the recreation ni the harmless, non-violent inmates. They were product-- of nmch good in the institution, relaxing i . i-nds of these unfor- tunate> and relic\ ing them, t'or the time being, of their cares and their sorrows. Those there were, however, who. for various reasons, were not permitted to attend the enter- tainments. And among the numher was Baptistc Le Blanc. The night of the dance found hitn well prepared to do l)attle. if need arose, for his freedom. F?ut, as a lir^t inean> of escape, he would con- tent himself with stealth and strateL"\-. J le had l"orniul.-itcd no definite ]ilan of action; for he knew not \vh:\\ :.\ew:e< nn'ght open to fa\'-»r hi- deli^■er^ . 13081 f':.\lt{KRS MY) '"^ 'i^- knvw iliai all ti nig-lit would I \vi "»^e iiMi on (Iiii\ liiai •^' in tiu' lar \vini>- of tl !<-' as\lnni. HTc the hall wouhlh, Ik I.l; ami. al... that .1 "UIMC WdUld ,]i "w:" aii\- iiMi.e ,,r ..uui\ that ■'">^Hthen,adct.>,hwanhi>attc,npta,cscaiH- , '■'■'"" :"^'""^^''>'"--^'^'lH-l,a.lhou^d.t a. stout sharp pona,., jack-knife, with uhich he woul<i <f^"n'n,IInn,<df,n the event of <lJso>vcM-v He was fully ,lete..nine(l to gain h,; liheriv l''-'^ "'.^iil or die in the attcm]n. Hie night anie on clear and stillv llic sky was .tudded with stars and ihe I'artli lay hathed in sot't inoonlio-ht. I^apiisto ^^aited a long wink-, his eve fur- t'volyonWdson.thcnewguanl.whowasnow alone m charge of the ward Through the barred windows the strains of ^'" •^•''■^■^•"^•'•^vah.d.au-d into the great, hare room. •^<""e of ,he maniacs gral.hed each other ^ --'Iv about the l,odv and wen, through a slired Mt the number. (Hhers attempted to sing. Some cHmbe<l upon die window .ilK and !-ered kniginglv across the,;,,, !,,,,„ ,.,^ ,he (! l':.MP.KKs lii;ln> m iln- ball ro-.ni. tli;-: twiiikU-,! like link- -tar-> ill ilic nii,'-!!!. < )iK-i', ihc .L;iiar(l k-fi liiv |„,s| at tlu- door and went oni into the hall. lUu llaptisU' feared a ru^e <>u tlie pari n\ \\ ils(in ; and remained seated. His heart llu:nij)ed wiidl}- an<I in>tinclivelv his hand souij^ht the jack-knife. His eyes were ri\eted (.n the half ..pen door. it moved a little and the o-uard reaj^pcared. \V ilson was a new man. I le knew naught of this Imsiness (.f carina- fnr lunatics; and liad already expressed himself as heintj dissatisfied w ith the work. On entcrino- the ward he k-ft the door ajar and went over tt. a window where a number of the inmates stood watchin^ the liijits. and the fi.^ures ^e^lidin^- in the distance. All the |)aiients were now standing in little KJ'oups at the window s. dieir backs to Baptiste. Jiut, to reach the door w iihoui detection, ii would re(|uire extreme caution on his part, i'or, ai any moment >oine<jne mi«lit tuni anumd an<l catch him in the act. i'he inmates were not to be tru-,trd. rhe\ curried I'avor witii the .i,aiardv HMI5KRS >,i H<- >vn,a..icd ,n a sutn,.- posture, and Uv ;"'''"\ ''\ '"^ »^^^"*i^- -noved along sloul'v iliemenai ilu- uindou.. ' Once. Wilson lunu-dahoni and cvccihun i--iptiste n.adc a supmne eftori'io o.n.n.I '"'nsell, and .nnU-d at the <^nuu\ rhis relieNni ll,.. o.lu-r'. Mi^j.ic.on, and he turned back to the uindou 1" another n.onu-nt he had eon.e to the end or Hie bench. ■'''^^'•-;^^;-'ill a distance of. .n.e, en ,,aee. " 'Cover heiore reaching the dooi- Hc grasped t'v,ackd<nife and ope.ted it. '^-Itly hke a cat. he tiptoed across the >I>ace. u h'ch to him .een.ed iniernnnable Kc^chtng the do..- ,„ safety, he glanced back i'^^^'^^^7 •-->•■■-. along the uall. '" niake sin-e he had not been v,vn 'iien- laces uvre still tnrned auav ,n the <l'rect,on ol the light, and the inn^.c ' i here was no one in the main hall lo .ton or question him. ' He passed the.. ir.ce and dcM-endcltlK- Ion., flight otstan-s to the onier door. Hiere was a ...ft patter behind Inn.. .^1-' l':MliKRS lie drew iiis 'Kiiife and wheeled ahoul. It was Rover, the superintendent's New- foundland do^', coming- towards him. his tail \\ai4J4inj^' in token oi liiendshij). liaptiste stroked the hi;^- fellow on the head, and turned to the donr. It opened. Then closed aj^ain. Baptiste was tree. \? CIIArTKR TIIIR•|•^■. I lu' <la\ after iln- imcriiieiii nt Alice. Mrs. kodniy (how hack to f.asallc lot^^cthcr with W'ilhani aiui (Jeor^e. The dcatli of the daughter seemed to have narrowed the i^ap hetween the parents. Tiiey were hoth very sad. They reminded each other, along the way, of this or that j^ood trait in the departed child. Mrs. Rodray referred, at times, to her slay m Montreal, and William spoke of certain im- provements to he made on the homestead and of the spring planting and sowing. (leorge had grown to he quite a man. lie had not, as \et. decided upon a vocation. lie was very fond of women; and something of a gahant. fn Mis classes he wa- a dullard, but managed to get along at a fair rate, by reason of his con- ciliatory attitude towards the various pro- fessors and prefects. M4 i-:.\ii;Kks I he pric^t^ Would s;i\, ;iiiioiil; tlKiiiM-l\i*» : "All. lie is not like lii^ hrotlu'r. Maurice: Maurii'o wa^ so pioud and dcternuiR-il '" I lu' improved relations l>ct\\een ilu- elder kodrays continued at'tc-i tlnir return to Lasalle. l'"or the lir.st tiini- in many vears. thev chatte*! ai tahle. studiously a\()idini; anv topic that had. in the past, hie'i the cause of ill-feelinm hetween ihem. Trin' enough, there were old wounds, thai niij^ht ne\er lie healed or tori^otten. r.ut the |)ain ot" iheni was home in silence and in resiirnatj,,,! riiere si-cmed to he heiwcen them a tacit tni derstandin^. an unspoken aj^fceinent to lav aside the i)asi wiih all its hitterness and to strive lor hetter thini^s now that the\ were .L^row ino- old. ( )ne kind w»»rd encouraged another until the old itchiiii;- of antajoonisin was no lousier evi- dent, even in matters which had used to he the cause of i>reat conteinion. The death of Alice had awakened them, as from a sound sleep. The love of IVancoi^ for their daughter hlos- J':Mi'.hK' s ;'onKM lK-r..ir tia.,.,. l,kc- a tluucT Ml ,-,,u- hc.uilv 111 tlic wmuT (.f tlu-ir lives. And ihcv >;ii.|. n, tlu-ir liean... ihai lu- I,,vc.! "HTl.c-tter than (l.cy had lovc-.H,..,-, thonoh .h,- was then- llcsh and their hKu.d. Tht'v w,nild c-von (have imr. th,. omnirv i.. visit fonhoday at the Iioum- ..| a frien.l. S.unetin.r. Ihcy went Mvor ,o the lakr. uhrrr •^^''•^"■'^^^' ^.nd |.:iainc- ha.i ,^..„o. Ilu-v u..„M ,^a/e nni np.,n the uau-r.. thnr hea'n. hur t'lenci with the nis<K-n .f ,h. n.nrn.urin.-- waves. '^ 'f'lK- rm.ncihatiun heiuiru \\ ,||,a,„ R..drav ;';:Vir '^'" '''' ^' <'-Mt.K.,ino- ,,ro, u,«.n <'Alallcy. who vieucd v,ith apprdu-nMon the poacctnl closino- .,,„, ,.,- ,,,^.^^. .,,„-.,„,,,,„ lues. lie had lost none of his |.res,i.v .n„o, tronies. <)" the contrary, he uas lookol „,, ,,.1,, ,11 whognx.ledhiswhiskvandsa, ihron.h their day.s m the store. He was nuieh -iven 1.. ronu^elhn.. !hr..e .gathered ahout him. 01, ,veaM"..n. "Xmv. hoys.- he wonKNay .0 „:rn older than hnnselt. -rememher uhai the ,.,.,.,1 I k .av> IJ tile ii Un l-.Mr.KKS '!)(< iiiiiu oilier^,' li(>\>. Ml) iiiUt) iiilni>. I li;it rule's <4(J(k1 cnoiiirh for anyone: I've followed it all ni\ lite." rile circle had j^^rown lo c(jnsi(lerable i)ro])Oi" lions. I'ut the liherality of the host never halked at the nuinher.s. All the more cause, thoui^dit he. to he pleased witli himself. l're(iuently, when in his cups, he would staj.^- ^er out from behind the counter and face the ^rouj) of tipplers, who were usuall\' as drunk as himself: "Thcvre all niv friends," he would solilo- (lui/.e, in their hearin<^. "Xc^i a man jack amonj^- 'em that's not a friend o' Hu,2^h O'Malley':,." And they would take up the cue and chorus -libly: "It's Mr. O'Alallev that knows his friends, and no mistake!" Or: "And where would a man be lookint^- for a l)etter friend than hi.iiself?" To which Bartlett, the dean of the cronies, w ould invariably add : "Three cheers for D'Mallev!" i:mi'.kks M7 riii^ oiitluir^t ot" ;iH'r;ti('ii ,iiitl l<i\alt\ iicwr i^rcw (A<\ to ( )"MaIlcv. Tt iK-\iT t'ail--(l to wtll irai-s of jo\ in his l)lo()d-shot eyes, Brinj^iii^ his soiled ro] kcrchift' into phiy, he would make his uay iincertainlv to the chest where the c<.veted ju^ ua> kept ; and. drawing' it forth from its hidiii<^-plaee. hear it in hoth arm>. slowly, and with a pitiful show of diqnity. t<» the waitinpf group. There were wild or/jies in the store. T.oiifj nocturnal carousals. There were card gamc^. small gambUn.!?. songs, wild, ghoulish yarn-; and fiddling; and always liquor — for 0"Mallcy's jug formed the pi^•ot, the center and horizon of their little lives. O'Malley had taken on flesh. His red. flabby face was now streaked w ith little branches of purplish veins. And under his watery c}Cs were putl"\- s-.-ks. blackish, like the touch of mortalit} . His hands, which \\crc '-wollen and red, shook like lea\cs on a tree when IiC rai.sed them to hib face. I .-. 1 s f'.xi i;i-:K'.- ! \c lia'l loiiL; -inc*' tirvMl i>\ raw (.'.^l;-. He ate I'lll Itlllc ]\'<\\ . Ill' ^\)v\M 1)11! liiilv time with Ann. who was a^ain with child. lie inwxT railrij in hrini; her nM\t'ls from ihc I'Mini. which -he irad \\i;h vvcv incrca-in^" iiitcrc-^t. I lor I'll! w,i\> ah'iiit ihe Imu>c ha<l not iii'I>ro\o(l. I '|yon luT rrtnin t'roni Montreal. Mr--. Kod- ra\- was cl'li-i'd to ;i^-U"u- the hni'thcn of ihc duiic^ in ihc h' 'iisc^h' 'Id. I "ndcr Aini"^ nii-niana,Li'cniciit the liouse was goinc' ^''' I'Hoh. A L;hirii)^c ;,i liic jk-M- -aid little hetter for ihc farm. Theti it wa- that it came to Mr-. Ri^drax- that perhap> -he wa- [)artly toltlanie. ."^he and r)\\i'i]ley did not speak. Fhn. as he came hut rarel\ to the house, dur- in;^- the day. Iter -on in law"- presence on the pl.ice wa- c>| little matter i<'' her. It was now -.mie time ^ince die iiad heafl frrun Maurice. Site was Worried alx'Ut his iono- silence. [ le misfht he -ick. KM HERS 319 It She w.'iitcd from (h\\ t., day. hopefully at first, and then, as the days dragged into weeks, with a stranj^e nn"snrivinj> which she could not. Iierseh'. undersiand. <')ne da_\ Airs. Rodray was in the garden, when Elaine I,e lUanc's little ^irl ran uj) to the paling- and sh-niied. in childish jov: ".M\ jtajja's coming- hotne!" '■^'our papa, my child T^" ■■\ es : mama says he went very far away ; and that he's comin;^- home: and that he'll never leave us any more."' Mrs. Rodray I'.oked into the eyes of the child. A dreadful thought struck her. She started. The little girl was gazing up at her, smiling delightedly over her good new^. Mrs. Rodray said to her kindiv: "It will be very nice to have your papa home again, my dear." Then the little one saw her mother waving to her. in the distance; and ran off towards the house of the Le Blancs. Mrs. Rodray said naught of her misgiving to William or the others. Manv taties she went over the matter in her mind. Mi) KMBERS r She admitted, with i^reat reluctance, that Maurice was not tree from suspicion. Where wa.s he now? Why this long silence? .She rememhered. now. the many days her son had spent with h^laine. during his last vaca- tion in Lasalle. They had ])een inseparable. And then, the eyes of the child — it was as if Maurice himself had stood there before her. .\nd his last letter, enquiring about Elaine and her child : Why had she nut th<)Ught of it long ago? She shuddered at thought of the disgrace, if it were so that he was coming home: God, what some mothers had to bear I She plucked a few pansies and went back into the house, where she souglit the quiet of her room. William found her. an hour later, kneehng by the bed and weeping softly. ""It was the will of God," he said, referring to the loss of Alice. ""He gave her \o us, and He took her auav. We should not complain." And Mrs. Rodray made no reply; but, brush- ing away the tears, walked out with William into the twilight. • ■* EiMBERlr 321 The katy-dids filled the air with their per- sistent, tell-tale son^. And from the river the triHing of frogs came to their ears. They walked, in silence, down the gravel driveway that led to the road. The sounds of voices came from the store, as they went by. All words were drowned in loud, discordant laughter and song. Mrs. Rodray brought her hands together impatiently and gazed upwards, at the sky, in mute appeal. William spoke at last : •'O'Malley has to go: I shall endure it no longer. "But Ann, the way she is now: Have you thought of that?"' '•Ann may remain if she wishes to; she is our daughter ; but O'AIalley will have to go. I shall tell him in the morning." The incident cut short their walk. They turned about and retraced their steps to the house. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE. In the home of the Le Blancs, Elaine sat far into Liie night, reading over and over the letter which she had received that day from Maurice. He had heard but recently of his paternity. He loved Elaine as he had loved her on that first day; and longed to set eyes on their child. He realized the great wrong he had done her, and would atone. He had left the Order of the Most Ho^y Saviour — renounced his vows. By many he would be considered a renegade, a traitor to heaven. But this he would endure gladly, if only she would give him back her love. If still her heart was true to him, she must watch for him, as he might not say just what day he would arrive in Lasalle. Mamman was overjoyed to hear the good news, and laughed and sang throughout the day as she used to do when all was well with them. [322] EMBERS 323 At the supper table, after Elaine had gone to her room, Maniman imparted the news to her nephew, Isidore Lalonde. He made no comment ; but seemed to lose his appetite at once. For several moments he gazed down absent- ly at his plate. And now, with sudden decision, he rose up from the table and went out to the barns. From its peg on the wall, he to )k down a short, vicious-looking knife and drew it from its sheath. He felt tlie edge of it with his thumb, and shook his head dubiously. It would have to be sharper than that. He took it over to the grind-stone in the cor- ner of the barn. He worked for a long while, until the knife had an edge like a razor. Then he replaced it in the sheath and slipped it into his pocket. As he started off for the Rodray store, he sang aloud in clear, resonant voice: "Si tu vois mon pays, Men pays malheureux, Va dire a mes amis Que je me souvicns d'eux." 324 EMBERS The crq;)' was at its height when Lalonde entered the store. The newcomer cast a glance about him at tlie circle. They '\ere all very drunk. The jug stood solemnly on the counter. Isidore crossed the Hoor and, taking it delib- erately in both hands, drank a long draught. He lighted his pipe and seated himself on a box. by the side of O'AI alley. One by one the revellers rose and tilted the jug to their lips, growing more boisterous, the while, and more unconstrained. They we^e very loud. They sang wild, rambling songs. They stamped the floor heavily in a hope- less effort to go through the movements of a Some laughed excessively over nothing. Others fdund cause to weej) over the pledg- ing of their devotion. When the last of the litiuor was drank, Isi- dore was as well along in his cups as the others. The cronies straggled out into the moonlight and staggered down the village street, parting, at i)(>ints. and going their various ways. EMBERS 325 When they were left alone, Isidore looked up at O'Malley, and said : "I hear your priestling's to be back shortly." "Who do you mean, not Maurice?" "Himself, and no one else. As [ understand it, he's not very far from Lasallc oven now. He has given up the idea of becoming a saint. He has come back to earih again; and already he's hunting him a wife." "You don't say so!" exclaimed O'Malley. "Damn, but you're a sharp one at getting the news! My, my! Coming back to Lasalle, is he? Bad 'cess to the fool! Now I wonder what he thinks there's here for him to do." "He wants to marry Elaine Le Blanc, of course," rejoined Isidore, with an oath. "Come along," said O'Malley, changing the subject: "I keep a little drop in the barn, for em^-gencies, as the doctors w^ould say. I'll lociv up and take you with me." He turned the key in the door and put it in his pocket. Then Isidore and O'Malley, hanging on to each other for support, turned towards the barn and struggled for the goal. Arriving at the barn, they went in and closed the door behind them. 326 EMBERS Isidore sat down heavily I'pon a heap of hay, and O'Malley fumbled for the jug. "Damned if I know just where I hid it," he said, after a vain search. "Seems to me it ought to be right here, under the robes. Ah, I thought so: there she is, Isidore, my boy; and it's good and full she is, to be sure. Come now, my laddie-buck, and drink hearty. We'll drink to each other's health and good fortune. How's that, Isidore? Health and good fortune! That's all anyone can wish for in this world, Isidore. It is, to be sure." "You may drink as you please," replied La- londe, struggling to his feet. "But I have a different toast — I toast your priestling — with this." As he spoke, he drew the knife from his pocket, and out of its sheath. The moonlight, coming in through the cracks in the walls, played on the short, pointed blade. "What!" said O'Malley: "You wouldn't do that, would you, man? You wouldn't kill, would you?" "Kill? Did you say kill? You talk plain, to be in so dark a place. Well, let that go. I have nothing against you. f3ut, tell me, your EMBERS 327 priestling, did he not kill? Give me the jug. I'll have a drink and go home. I don't like this place. Give me the jug !" "Nonsense, my lad ; it's nonsense you're talk- mg: Sure you've got nothing against the place, at all. And here's the jug. And it's welcome you are, to be sure." Lalonde drank ; but did not leave. Instead, he fell back limply upon the hay. O'ATalley now raised the jug to his lips. He threw his head back and opened his mouth to receive the liquor. As he did so, he lost his balance and fell backward by the side of Lalonde. The jug fell to the floor, in pieces. O'Malley made no attempt to regain his feet ; but lay where he had fallen, like dead. And now the quiet of the night was broken only by the snores of the two, who lay there, oblivious to all about them. Some time passed. * It was well on in the night. Without the barn, not a thing stirred. The moon was a silver disk. There were many stars. The countryside lay bathed in soft, pale light. ' 328 EMBERS The earth slept. The pair lay where they had fallen, still snor- inj^ deeply. Suddenly, the door of the harn opened, and the moonlight flooded the floor. In the framework of the door, hatless, wild- eyed, unkempt, stood Baptiste Le Blanc. Fortune had favored his escape from the asylum and his suhsequent flight th jgh the country hack to La.salle. He had avoided the railways, fearing detection and arrest. He rode some twenty miles with a farmer who was returning home from Montreal. The remainder of the way he walked, stop- ping at farm houses along the road for food and drink. He arrived in the countryside of Lasalle on the morrow of his escape from Long Point. A league or so to the north of the village, he entered a thickly wooded forest of pines and lay down to rest until darkness came to shield him. When he awoke it was night. The sleep had refreshed him. He thought of his mission; and started oflf towards the sleeping village at a steady gait. EMBERS .^29 His brain seemed to him quite clear. He knew what he was about. He reasoned out the justice of the act which he contemplated. These people beyond, in the house on the hill, or one of them, which amounted to the same, had wronged "la Petite." It was meet and proper that she be avenged. He approached the barn with the utmost caution. Once he turned and gazed across the moon- lit fields at his home by the wayside. There was a light in Elaine's room. The night wind fluttered the leaves in clumps of trees nearby. He started. But, becoming reassured, he went on. Arriving at the barn, he pushed the slide- door. It opened without noise. For a moment he surveyed the scene. He saw the mows filled to the roof with hay. He saw the floors piled up with the overflow of last year's harvest. He saw, as he would have seen in the light 330 EMBERS of day, the faces of O'Malley and Ualonde, a bluish white in tlie pale sheen. Their months were wide open, their anus stretched out, hel|)less and limp. He examined the door. The key was in the loc'.c, on the outside. lie took a match from his pocket and struck k noiselessly on his thigh. He stooped down quickly and touched the flame to the hay on the floor. And now, with the cunning of a fiend, lie closed the door and turned the key. This done, he started olT, on a run, for the pine forest, where he had .s.jpt that afternoon, and from which he could watch the fire. There was a low muffled roar, as of a storm gathering strength. There was a shriek — a wild, blood-curdling yell. Then voices mingled, weeping madly, calling aloud. But only for a space. A moment later, the flames had burst free of the barn and were leaping upwards from the roof, in a mad endeavor to reach the sky. The great blaze awoke the Rodrays. KMIiERS 331 1 he villagers canic running to the .-^cenc. The fire spread to the stahies and sheep- pens ; and snaked along the fence rails, towards the orchards and the house, with incredihle rapidity. Neighbors came running with buckets, lad- ders and axes. A number ran up to the burning fences and began to chop them down, in an effort to keep back the fire from tlie house. But the flames swirled and gyrated madly about them, dri\ing them back, like sheep, to the highway. All I.asallc was now awake and there. For many miles the great flaming pile cast the crimson shadows of its fire over the sleep- ing land. Birds, in their nests in the trees, awoke, call- ing wildly to their mates, and darted oflF, in deadly fright, they knew not whither. In the pastures cows stampeded, bellowing pitifully. Horses galloped madly over the fields in a vain effort to escape the awful spectre of the fiery light. Sheep huddled into flocks, bleating. 352 EMBERS !•■ When all hope was abandoned, the villagers grouped together on the flank of a hill at a safe distance from the flying sparks; and from this amphitheatre they watched, with varying emo- tions, the ruthless, pitiless flames in their work of death and devastation. Strangers, attracted by the flaming sky, came from neighboring villages, to see. It was a sight such as there had never been in Lasalle. It would never be forgotten. It made the blood stop at the heart. It filled the soul with the horror of its majesty. William Rodray and his wife stood together, apart from the crowd, watching the scene. The red flare lighted their faces, which were pale and drawn. The woman leaned upon her husband's arm. William was barefoot and hatless. He wore a pair of trousers and a shirt which was open at the chest. His long white hair fluttered wistfully in the hot wind. He leaned heavily upon his cane and gazed, speechless, on the awful spectacle before him. EMBERS 333 A few steps away stood Ann, with her Httle ones huddled about her. She was clad in a petticoat and shawl; and the children wore only their night gowns. Ann did not speak to the elder Rodrays. She looked about her nervously for some sign of O'Malley, whom she would never again see in life. She shuddered, as women do, when struck by premonition of disaster. She tried to comfort the little ones, by say- "Don't cry, dears; father will be here soon." Suddenly a stiff gust of wind struck the flames, bending them over towards the house and carrying upon its breast a fiery clouQ of sjiarks. A dozen throats shouted : "The house is on fire!" The circle widened. The sky was hidden by a great, wide canopy of red. The fire stopped at nothing. It swept away the fences, swooped down upon the orchards, leaving the trees black, leafless and dead. 334 EMBERS Then the store caught fire and shot up into flames, Hke tinder. The Rodrays looked upon the burning home, motionless, tearless, like lifeless things. There was a sharp, crackling sound, fol- lowed by a swaying of the gable timbers ; then a loud, booming crash, as the roof sank within the walls of the house. A great belch of fire and smoke shot up to heaven, scattering sparks for acres around. The fire lasted far into the night. By degrees, the flames paled, growing lurid in the darkness. Towards dawn, they had died down to whirl- ing columns of smoke. When the sun rose again over Lasalle, naught remained of the Rodray homestead but a blackened, smouldering mass. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO. It was the day after the fire. There was a knot of villagers and farmers on the station platform. The same little group of the curious and idle of Lasalle that had come, for years, to witness the arrival and departure of the trains. They chewed and smoked, their hands in their pockets, sitting on trucks and crates and boxes. A lazy, desultory conversation wagged among them. The train was late. Sometimes, one of the little group would rise slowly to his feet and lumber out to the tracks, to scan the horizon. The baggage master went about his duties with a show of quiet, awkward dignity. He chewed and spat with the gravity becom- ing office, and paid little heed to the loafers squatted about on the platform. [335] I > w 336 EMBERS The day, warm and laden with the breath of new mown fields, was closing', in a halo of fiery gold. There was a shrill, far-ofiF call, like a muf- fled shriek ; and a small puff of light blue smoke went up from something like a black dot on the horizon. A moment later the thing took shape and the tracks vibrated with the sound of the ap- proaching train. The loungers came near to the edge of the platform, as the train thundered down the track and came to a stop before the station. A woman and a child came down the steps of the second coach and walked over to a wait- ing carriage. They were followed by Father Nadeau, who had been to Montreal that day. He, too, stepped into a vehicle and drove off towards Sanglow. Then, from the rear coach, a man stepped stiffly onto the platform. He was tall, and dark, and none too stoutly built. But he walked erect and, as he passed the group of men, who were now nudging one an- EMBERS 337 other and whispering among themselves, he looked them calmly in the eyes. lie did not speak; nor look back, when some- one tittered. But with head still erect, he turned oflF onto the road that led to the village. He was tired. He had journeyed long and far. He did not halt to rest; but, footsore and hungry of heart, he trudged wearily on, his eyes fixed eagerly upon the knoll in the road, overlooking the valley. He stumbled against the stones at his feet. For he did not look upon the ground; but gazed steadily ahead, his eyes uplifted, scan- ning the distance, where he hoped to see her coming to meet him. But she did not appear; and with a cruel, death-like flutter at the heart, he climbed the ascent. Women in the farm houses recognized him and hurried away to tell their brood. Doors and windows were filled with awe- struck, wondering faces, as he passed upon his way. An old French woman who had lived for ! il ■■'■«'- ■*i*«a«i 338 EMBERS many years oft the bounty of the Rodrays, crossed herself at sight of the tall, dark tnan, and hobbled into her cabin, muttering: "Apostat! Apostat!" The highway from the field to the home- stead stretched out like a giant snake, hidden, in patches, by undulating slopes of green and yellow. In the meadow grasshoppers sang drowsily. From the river hard by the shrill piping of frogs broke in upon the (piiet serenity of the scene. Along the way the eglanterre ran riot, over- burdened with laughing bloom, tilling the air with the perfume of simplicity and the sweet mysticism of the earth. The dust lay thick upon the road. Cat-birds mewed sadly in the haw tre-^:.. Arriving upon the elevation in the road, the man halted and looked back. He drew a long, deei) breath, which was more like the heaving of a sigh, and mopped his face with a cotton kerchief, smutty and soiled with travel. "Home!" exclaimed the man aloud. The faint sound of a bell came to him. EM HERS 339 He started and looked around. Tlie sun had set heliind Lasalle. Before him la\- another valley; and on the summit of the wide plateau heyond, lav, in a low and shapeless pile, the homestead of the Rodrays, who were his people. The trees aboiit the place were black and stark; the fields near the house laid waste. Spirals of smoke floated upwards from the smouldering heap. The man swayed like a sai)ling-, his hand clutching his throat. And this was home! Nothing stirred. No human being was there. His head swam; and his cars sang with a nuiltitude of sounds. And now he leaned ui)on a charred and broken picket by the roadside, and wept galling tears. And when, with a last flicker of hope, he raised his eyes again, feariul lest she might not come, he saw Elaine moving towards him in the distance. She was clad in simple garments of white; and by her side was a little one, who seemed to be making great haste. 1 340 EMBERS And at sight of these who loved him, his soul felt the .pulse of fortitude for coming struggles ; and in his heart burst forth an old, wild song, an exultant echo of a past that was not dead. Over the landscape stole the hush of coming twilight, and far to the west, where the blue hills raised their spurs into shifting banks of fleece, a great flare of fire and copper told where the sun had been and gave promise of a golden morrow. They vscre nearer now, hurrying towards him, hand in hand, their lips parted for the glad welcome. He went forward, in a glimmering haze of tears, to meet them whose love was great. THE END.