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a man who would wish to take away a fellow-creature's
life or to rob him of a chance of repentance."
The General's hand fell, but his eyes flamed with the
look of an infuriated beast of prey as he turned them on
Miss Leonora.
" You are a woman," he said harshly, '* and, as a woman,
you may be weak ; but I am a man and a soldier, and
would die for the honor of my family. Not take away
that man's life? I swear to you that, if I had him here, I
would kill him with my own hands ! Does not the Scrip-
ture t'-U us that a life shall be ^iven for a lite ? "
" It tells us that vengeance is the Lord's, Richard, and
that He will repay."
"Yes— by the hands of His servants, Leonora. Are
you so base as not to desire the punishment of your
brother's murderer ! If so, never speak to me, never come
tiear my house again! And you, young gentleman, get
ready to come with me to London at once I I will see
Harbury before the day is over."
" My dear General," said Hubert, looking exceedingly
perplexed, " I think that you will hardly find Harbury in
town. I heard yesterday that he was leaving London for
a few days."
" Nonsense, sir ! Leaving London before the close of
the session ! Impossible ! But we can get his address and
follow him, I suppose ? I will see Harbury to-night 1 "
'•It will be useless," said Hubert, with resignation,
" but, if you insist "
" I do insist ! The honor of my house is at stake,
and I shall do my utmost to bring that ruffian to the
gallows ! I cannot I'nderstand you young fellows of the
present day, cold-blooded, eflFeminate, without natural
affection — I cannot understand it, I say. Ring the bell
for Saunders ; tell him to put up my bag. I will go at
once — this vefy moment — this-^ "
The General's voice suddenly faltered and broke. For
some time his words had been almost rnintelligible ; they
ran into one another, as if his tongue was not under the
control of his will. His face, first red, then purple, was
nearly black, and a slight froth was showing itself upon
his discolored lips. As his si and cousin looked at
him in alarm, they saw that he s ogered backwards as if
about to fall. Hubert sprang forward and helped him tq
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his chair, wnere he lay back, with his eyes half closed,
breathing stertoroiisly, and apparently almost unconscious.
The rage, the excitement, had proved too much for his
physical strength ; he was on the verge, if he had not
absolutely succumbed to it, of an apoplectic At.
The doctor was sent for in haste. All possibility of the
General's expedition to London was out of the question,
very much to Miss Vane's relief. She had been dreading
an illness of this kind for some days, and it was this fear
which had caused her to telegraph for Hubert before
breaking to her brother the news that she herself had
learned the night before. She had seen her father die
of a similar attack, and had been roused to watchfulness
by symptoms of excitement in her brother's manner during
the last few days. The blow had fallen now, and she
could only be thankful that matters were no worse.
When the doctor had come — he was met half-way up
the drive by the messenger, on his way to pay a morning
visit to Mrs. Sydney — and when he had superintended the
removal of the General to his room, Hubert was left for
a time alone. He quitted the dining-room and made his
way to his favorite resort at Beechfield Hall — a spacious
conservatory which ran the whole length of one side of
the house. Into this conservatory, now brilliant with
exotics, several rooms opened, one after another — a t mall
breakfast-room, a study, a library, billiard-room, and
smoking-room. These all communicated with each other
as well as with the conservatory, and it was as easy as
it was delightful to exchange the neighborhood of books
or pipes or billiard-balls for that of Mrs. Vane's orchids
and stephanotis-blossoms. Poor Mrs. Vane used to grum-
ble over the conservatory. It was on the wrong side of
the house — the gentlemen's side, she called it — and did
not run parallel with the drawing-room ; but the very odd-
ness of the arrangement seemed to please her guests.
Hubert had always liked to smoke his morning cigar
amongst the flowers, and, as he paced slowly up and down
the tesselated floor, and inhaled the heavy perfume of the
myrtles and the heliotrope, his features relaxed a little, his
eyes grew less gloomy and his brow more tranquil. He
glanced round him with an air almost of content, and drew
a deep breath.
- ** If one could live amongst flowers aU on^'s life, away
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from the crimes and follies of the rest of the world, how
happy one might be I " he said to himself half cynically,
half sadly, as he stooped to puff away the green-fly from a
delicate plant with the smoke c f his cigar. *' That's im-
possible, however. There's no chance of a monastery in
these modern days ! What wouldn't 1 give just now to be
out of all this — this misery — this deviltry ? " He put a
strong and bitter accent on the last word. " But I see no
way out of it — none ! "
" There is no way out of it — for you," a voice near him
said.
Without knowing it, he haa spoken aloud. This answer
to his reverie startled him exceedingly. He wheeled round
to discover whence it came, and, to his surprise, found
himself close to the open library window, where, just inside
the room, a girl was sitting in a low cushioned chair.
He took the cigar from his mouth and held it between
his fingers as he looked at her, his brow contracting with
anger rather than with surprise. He stood thus two or
three minutes, as if expecting her to speak, but she did
not even raise her eyes. She was a tall, fair girl with hair
of the palest flaxen, artistically fluffed out and curled upon
her forehead, and woven into a magnificent coronet upon
her graceful head ; her downcast eyelids were peculiarly
large and white, and, when raised, revealed the greatest
beauty and the greatest surprise of her face — a pair of
velvety dark-brown eyes, which had the curious power of
assuming a reddish tint when she was angry or disturbed.
Her skin was of the perfect creaminess which sometimes
accompanies red hair — and it was whispered by her ac-
quaintances that Florence Lepel's flaxen locks had once
been of a decidedly carroty tinge, and that their present
pallor had been attained by artificial means. Whether this
was the case or not it could not be denied that their color
was no>v very becoming to her pale complexion, and that
they constituted the chief of Miss Lepel's many acknow-
ledged charms. For, in a rather strange and uncanny way,
Florence Lepel was a beautiful woman ; and, though
critics said that she was too thin, that her neck was too
long, her face too pale and narrow, her hair too colorless
for beauty, there were many for whom a distinct fascina-
tion lay in the unusual combination of these features.
She was dressed from head to foot in sombre black,
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which made her neck and hands appear almost dazzh'ntly
white. Perhaps it was also the sombreness of her attire
which gave a look of fragility — an almost painful fragility
— to her appearance. Hubert noted, half unconsciously,
that her figure was more willowy than ever, that the veins
on her temples and her long white hands were marked
with extraordinary distinctness, that there were violet
shadows on the large eyelids and beneath the drooping
lashes. But, for all that, the bitter sternness of his ex-
pression did not change. When he spoke, it was in a
particularly severe tone.
" I shouM be obliged to you," he said, still holding his
cigar between his fingers, and looking down at her with a
very dark frown upon his face, " if you would kindly tell
me exactly what you mean."
CHAPTER IV.
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Florence Lepel raised her beautiful eyes at last to her
brother's face.
" I only repeat what you yourself have said. There is
no way out of it — for you."
Her voice was quite even and expressionless, but
Hubert's face contracted at the sound of her words as if
they hurt him. He raised his cigar mechanically to his
lips, found that it had gone out, and, instead of relighting
it, threw it away angrily from him amongst the flowers.
His sister, her eyes keen notwithstanding the velvety
softness of their glance, saw that his hands trembled as he
did so.
" I should like to have some conversation with you," he
said, in a tone that betokened irritation, " if you can spare
a little time from your duties."
"They are not particularly engrossing just now," said
Miss Lepel evenly, indicating the book that lay upon her
lap. " I am improving my mind by the study of the
French language," she said. "The General knows
nothing of French authors since the days of Racine, and
will think me quite laudably employed in reading a
modern French novel."
" The General is not likely to find you any wh^r§ tO-da/i
»or for many a day to come," a
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" Is he dead ? " asked his sister, ruffling the pages of her
book. She did not look as if anybody's death could
disturb her perfect equanimity.
" Are you a fiend, Florence," Hubert burst out angrily,
" that you can speak in that manner of a man who has
been so great a benefactor, so kind a friend, to both of
us ? Have you no heart at all ? "
" I am not sure. }f ever I had one, I think that it was
killed — three months ago."
Her voice sank to a whisper as she uttered the last few
words. Her breath came a little faster for a second or
two — then she was calm again. Her brother looked at her
with an air of stupefaction.
" How dare you allude to that shameful episode in your
life," he said sternly, **and to me, of all people I "
" If not to you, I should certainly speak of it to no one,"
she answered quietly. There was a sudden blaze of light
in the red-brown eyes beneath the heavily-veined eyelids.
" You are my only safety-valve ; I must speak sometimes
— or die. Besides " — in a still lower tone — " I see nothing
shameful about it. We have done no harm. If he loved
me better than he loved his chattering commonplace little
wife, I was not to blame. How could I help it if I loved
him too ? . It was kismet — it had to be. You should not
have interfered."
"And pray what would have happened if I had not
interfered ? What shame, what ruin, what disgrace ! "
" It Is useless for you to rant and rave in that manner,"
said Florence Lepel, letting her eyes drop once more to
the open pages of her French novel. " You did interfere,
and there is an end of it. And ivhat an end ! You must
be proud of your work. He dead, Marion dying, the
General nearly mad with grief, the man Westwood hanged
for a crime that he never committed ! "
** Westwood has been reprieved," said Hubert sharply.
" What a relief to you ! " commented his sister, with
almost incredible coolness.
He turned aw£.\y from her, catching at his throat as if
something rose to choke him there. His face was very
pale ; the lines of pain about his eyes and mouth were
plainer and deeper than tbay had been before. Florence
glanced up at him and smiled faintly. There was a straiige
malignity in her smile.
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"You can tell me," she said; ^^hen the silence had lasted
for some minutes, "what you meant by saying that the
General would not find me here to-day."
" He has narrowly escaped a fit of apoplexy. He is to
be kept quiet ; he will not be able to see ary one for sone
days to come."
" Oh ! What brought it on ? "
" The news," Hubert answered pluctantly, " of West-
wood's reprieve."
Miss Lepel smiled again.
" Was he so very angry ? " she said. " Ah, he would do
anything in his power to bring his brother's murderer to
justice — I have heard him say so a hundred times ! You
ought to be very grateful to me, Hubert, for remembering
that you are my brother."
" I wish to Heaven I were not ! " cried the young man.
" For some things I wish you were not too," said
Florence slowly. She sat up, clasped her white hands
round her knees, and looked at him reflectively. " If you
had not been my brother, I suppose you would not have
interfered," she went on. " You would have left me to
pursue my wicked devices, and simply turned your back
on me and Sydney Vane. I agree with you. I wish to
Heaven — if you like that form of expression — that you
were not my brother, Hubert Lepel ! You have made the
misery of my life."
" And you the disgrace of mine ! " he said bitterly.
" Then we are
passionless voice
quits," she answered, in the listless,
that she seemed especially to affect.
" We need not reproach each other ; we have each had
something to bear at one another's hands."
"Florence," said Hubert — and his voice trembled a
little as he spoke — "what are you going to do? It is, as
you say, useless for us to reproach each other for the past :
but for the future let me at least be certain that my sacrifice
will avail to keep you in a right path, that you will not
again — not again "
"This is very edifying," said Florence quietly, as the
young man broke off short in his speech, and turned away
with a despairing stamp of the foot — his sister's face would
have discomfited a man of far greater moral courage than
poor Hubert Lepel — " it is something new for me to be
lectured by my younger brother, whose course has surely
''s
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H
y, " of West-
lot been quite irreproachable, I should imagine ! Come,
[Hubert — do not be so absurd ! You have acted according
to your ligl\);s, as the old women say, and I according to
mine. There is nothing more for us to talk about. Let
[us quit the subject ; the past is dead." ^
" I tell you that it is the future that I concern myself
'about. Upon my honor, Florence, I did not know that
you were here when I came down to-day ! I thought that
you had gone to your friend Mrs. Bartolet at Worcester,
as you said to me that you would when I saw you last.
Why have you not gone ? You said that life here was now
intolerable to you. I remember your very words, although
I have not been here for weeks."
" Your memory does you credit," said the girl, with slow
i scorn.
" Why have you stayed ? "
" For my own ends — not yours."
'* So I suppose."
" My dear brother Hubert," said Florence, composing
herself in a graceful attitude in the depths of her basket-
chair, " can you not be persuaded to go your own way
and leave me to go mine ? You have done a good deal of
mischief already, don't you know? You have ruined my
prospects, destroyed my hopes — if I were sentimental, I
might say, broken my heart ! Is not that enough for you ?
For mercy's sake, go your own way henceforward, and let
me do as I please ! "
" But what is your way ? What do you please ? "
"Is it well for me to tell you after the warning I have
had ? "
" If you had a worthy plan, an honorable ambition, you
could easily tell me. Again I ask. Why are you here ? "
" Yes, why ? " repeated Florence, her lip curling, and,
for the first time, a slight color flushing her pale cheeks.
" Why ? Yoar dull wits will not even compass that, will
they? Well, partly because I am a thoroughly worldly
woman, or rather a woman of the world — because it is not
well to give up a good home, a luxurious life, and a large
salary, when they are to be had for the asking — because as
Enid Vane's governess, I can havf as much freedom and
as little work as I choose. Is not that answer enough for
you?"
" No," said Hubert doggedly, " it is not."
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She shrugged her graceful shoulders.
" It should be, I think. But I will go on. I look three-
and-twenty, but you know as well as \ do that \ am twenty-
nine. In another year I shall be thirty — horrible thought !
An attack of illness, even a little more trouble, such as this
that 1 have lately undergone, will make me look my full
age. Do you know whiit that means to a woman ? "• She
pressed her eyelids and the hollows beneath her eyes with
her fingers. "When I look in the glass, I see already
what I shall be when I am forty. I must make the best
of my youth and of my good looks. You spoiled one
chance in life for me ; I must make what I can of the
other."
" You mean," said the young man, with white dry lips,
which he vainly attempted to moisten as he spoke — " you
mean — that you must make what the world calls a good
marriage ? "
She bowed her head.
" At last you have grasped my meaning," she said
coldly ; " you have hitherto been i' xceedingly slow to do so."
He looked at her silently for a moment or two, almost
with abhorrence. Her fair and delicate beauty affected
him with a sort of loathing ; he could not believe that this
woman with the cold lips and malignant eyes had been
born of his mother, had played with him in childhood, had
kissed him with loving kisses, and spoken to him in sisterly
caressing fashion. It took him some minutes to conquer
the terrible hatred which grew up within him towards her,
as he remembered all that she had been and all that she
had done ; but, when at last he was able to speak, his
voice was calm and studiously gentle.
" Florence," he said, " I will not forget that you are my
sister. You bear my name, you come of my race, and,
whatever you do and whatever you are, I cannot desert
you. I promised our mother on her death-bed that I
would care for you as long as you needed care ; and, if
ever you needed it in your life, you need it now ! I have
not done my duty to you during the past few weeks. I
have left you to yourself, and thought I could never
forgive you for what ymi had done. But now I see that I
was wrong. If it would be of any service .;o you, I would
make a home for you at once — I would place all my means
at your disposal. Come back with me to J^ondon, and
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*7
let us make a home for ourselves together. We are both
[weary, both have suffered ; could we not try to console
jand strengthen each other? "
The wistfulness of his tone, of his looks, would have
[softened any heart that was not hard as stone. But
[Florence Lepel's pale face was utterly unmoved.
" You offer me a brilliant lot," s. e said — " to live in a
[garret, I suppose, and darn your stockings, while you earn
[a paltry pittance as a literary man, eked out by aunt Leo's
charity ! You know very well that sooner than do that I
[put up for two years with Marion Vane's patronage and
' the drudgery of the schoolroom ! And now, when the
[woman who alternately scolded and cajoled me, the woman
[who once took it upon her to lecture me for my behavior
|to her husband, the woman whom I hated as I should hate
poisonous snake — when that woman is slowly dying aiiv*
[leaving the field to me, am I to throw up the game, give
[up my chances, and go to vegetate with you in London ?
[You know me very little if you think I would do that."
" I seem to have known you very little all my life," said
[Hubert bitterly. " I certainly do not understand you
low. What can you get by staying here? "
" Oh, nothing, of course ! " she answered tranquilly.
" What is your scheme, Florence ? "
" It is of no use telling you — you might interfere again."
The anguish of doubt and anxiety in his dark eyes, if
[she had looked at him, would surely have moved her.
[But she did not look.
" I mean to stay here," she said quietly, " teaching Enid
|Vane, putting up with aunt Leonora's impertinences as
[well as I can, until 1 get another chance in the world.
|What that chance may be of course I cannot tell, but I am
:ertain that it will come."
"You can bear to stay in this house which I — I — in-
[finitely less blameworthy than yourself — can hardly endure
to enter ? "
"The world would not call you less blameworthy. I
am glad that you are so far on good terms with your con-
science."
" Florence," he said, almost threateningly, " take care !
I will not spare you another time. If I find you involved
in any other transaction of which you ought to be ashamed,
I will expose you. I will tell the world the truth — that
ftft
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you were on the point of leaving England with Sydney
Vane when I — when I "
"When you shot him," she said, without a trace of
emotion manifest in either face or voice, " and let Andrew
Westwood bear the blame."
The young man winced as if he had received a blow.
"It was to shield you that I kept silence," he said,
passionate agitation showing itself in his manner. " It was
to save your good name. But even for your sake I would
not have let the man suffer death. If we had obtained no
reprieve for him, I swear that I would have given myself
up and borne the punishment ! "
" You were at work then ? You tried to get the reprieve
for him ? " said his sister, with the faintest possible touch
of eagerness.
" I did indeed." Hubert's voice fell into a lower key,
as if he were trying, miserably enough, to justify to him-
self, rather than to her, what he had done. "It would be
almost useless to confess my own guilt. It would be
thought that I was beside myself. Who would believe me
— unless you — you yourself corroborated my story? The
man Westwood was a poacher, a thief, wretchedly poor
and in ill-health ; he has no character to lose, no friends to
consider. Besides, he was morally guiltier than I. I
know that he was lying in wait for Sydney Vane ; I know
that he had resolved to be revenged on him. Now I — I
met my enemy in fair fight ; I did not lie in ambush for
him."
But from the darkness of his countenance it was plain
that the young man's conscience was not deceived by the
specious plea that he had set up to\ himself. Beneath her
drooping eyelids Florence watched him narrowly. She
read him in his weakness, his bitterness of spirit, more
clearly than he could read himself. Suddenly she sat up
and leaned forward so that sne could touch him with one
of her soft cold hands — her hnnds were always cold.
" Hubert," she said, with a gentle inflection of her voice
which took him by surprise, " I am perhaps not as bad as
you think me, dear. I do not want to quarrel with you — ;
you are my only friend. You have saved me from worse
than death. I will not be ungrateful I will do exa.ctly
as you wish."
He looked bewildered, almost dismayed.
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^
*■ Do you mean it, Florence ? " he asked doubtingly.
" I do indeed. And, in return, oh, Hubert, will you
set my mind at rest by promising me one thing ? You will
give me another chance to retrieve my wasted, ruined life,
will you not? You will never tell to another what you
and I know alone ? You will still shield me — from — from
— disgrace, Hubert — for our mother's sake ?"
The tears trembled on her lashes ; she slipped down
from her low chair and knelt by his side, clasping her
hands over his half-reluctant fingers, appealing to him with
voice and look alike ; and, in an evil hour for himself, he
promised at any cost to shield her from the consequences
of her folly and his sin.
CHAPTER V.
" Oh, you two are here together ! " There was a note
of surprise in Miss Vane's voice as she turned the corner
of a great group of foliage-plants, and came upon brother
and sister at the open library window. " I could not tell
what had become of either of you. If you have finished
your conversation " — with a sharp glance from Florence's
wet eyelashes to Hubert's pale agitated face — " I have
work for both of you. Florence, Enid has been alone
all the morning ; do take the child for a walk and let
her have a little fresh air ! And I want you to go for
a stroll with me, Hubert ; the General is sleeping quietly,
and I have two or three things to consult you about before
I go up to Marion."
The sudden gleam in Florence's eyes, quickly as it was
concealed, did not escape Miss Leonora's notice as she
moved away.
'' What's the matter with Flossy ? " she asked abruptly,
stopping to throw over her head a black-lace scarf which
she had been carrying on her arm. "She has been
crying."
" She feels the trouble that has come upon us all, I
suppose," said Hubert rather awkwardly. He pressed
forward a little, so as to hold open the conservatory door
for his aunt. He was glad of the opportunity of averting
his face for a moment from the scrutiny of her keen eyes.
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" That is not all," said Miss Vane, as she quitted the
great glass-house, with its wealth of bloom and perfume,
for the freshness of the outer air: She struck straight
across the sunny lawn, leaving the house behind. " That
is not all. Come away from the house — I don't want what
I have to say to you to be overheard, and walls have ears
sometimes. Youf sisttir Florence, Hubert, was never
remarkable for a very feeling heart. She is, and always
was, the most unsympathetic person I ever knew."
" She has perhaps greater depth of feeling than we give
her credit for," said Hubert, thinking of certain words that
had been said, of certain scenes on which his eyes had
rested in by-gone days.
" Not she — excuse me ! Hubert, I know that she is
your sister, and that men do not like to hear their sisters
spoken against ; but I must remind you that Florence
lived ten years under my roof, and that a woman is more
likely to understand a girl's nature than a young man."
" I never pretended to understand Florence," said
Hubert helplessly ; " she got beyond me long ago."
" She is a good deal older than you, my dear, and she
has had more experiencvs than she would like to have
known. How do I kn^.^v ? I only guess, but I am certain
of what I say. She is nine-and-twenty, and she has been
out in the world for the last eight years. There is no
telling what she may not have gone through in that space
of time."
Hubert was dumb — it was not in his power just then to
contradict his aunt's assertions.
" I would gladly have kept her under the shelter of my
roof," said Miss Vane, pursuing the tenor of her thoughts
without much reference to her listener's condition of "mind ;
"but you know as well as I do that she refused to live
with me after she was twenty-one — would be a governess.
Ugh \ Wonder how she liked it ? "
" She seemed to like it very well ; she stayed four years
in Russia."
"Yes, and hoped to get married there, but failed. I
know Flossy. She must have mismanaged matters fright-
fully, for she is an attractive girl. She went to Scotland
then for a year or two, you know, and was engaged for a
time to that young Scotch laird — I never heard why the
engagement was broken off."
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"Why are you deep in these reminiscences, aunt
Leonora?" asked Hubert, with an uneasiness which he
tried to conceal by a nervous little laugh. " I should
have thought that you would ■ bsorbed in anxiety for
the General ; and, as for me, ^ ./ant to know what the
doctor says about the dear old boy." ^
" I am absorbed in anxiety for him," said Miss Vane
decisively ; " and that is just why I am calling these little
details of Florence's history to your mind. As to the
General's health, the doctor says that we may be easier
about it now than we have been fo; many a day. The
crisis that we have been expecting has come and passed,
and we may be thankful that he is no worse. If he keeps
quiet, he will be about again in a few days, and may not
have another attack for years."
" And Marion ? "^
" Ah, poor Marion ! She is not long for this world,
Hubert. I must be back with her at twelve. Till then
the nurse has possession and I am free. Poor soul ! It
is a dark ending to what seemed a bright enough life.
Her mind has failed of late as much as her body."
Hubert could not reply.
"Sit down here," said Miss Vane, as they reached a
rustic seat beneath a great copper-beech-tree on the farther
side of the lawn. " Here we can see the house and be
seen from it ; if they want me, they will know where to
find me. I am not speaking at random, Hubert ; there is
a thing that I want to say to you about your sister Florence."
Hubert seated himself at her side with a thrill of posii e
fear. Had she some accusation to bring against her
sister? He was miserably conscious that he was quite
unprepared to defend her against any accusation whatso-
ever.
" What I mean first of all to say," Miss Vane proceeded,
looking straight before her at the house, " is that Florence
is a girl of an unusual character. She looks very mild and
meek, but she is not mild and meek at all. Most girls are,
on the whole, affectionate and well-principled and timid ;
Flossy is not one of the three."
" You are surely hard on her ! "
" No, I am not. Long ago I made up my mind that
she wanted To get married ; that is nothing — every girl of
her disposition wants more or less to be married. But J
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came across a piece jf information the other day which
made me feel almost glad that poor Sydney's life ended as
it did. There was danger ahead."
" It is all done with now," said Hubert hurriedly ; " Why
should you rake up the past ? Cannot it be left alone ? "
He was sitting with his elbows on his knees, his chin
supported by his hands, a look of settled gloom upon his
face. Miss Vane's eyes flashed.
" You know what I mean then ? " she said sharply.
Hubert started into an upright position, crossed his
arms, and looked her imperturbably in the face.
" I have not the slightest idea of what you are going to
>»
say
" You know something, nevertheless," said Miss Vane,
with equal composure. " Well, I don't ask you to betray
your sister. I only wish to mention that, in looking over
my brother Sydney's papers the other day, I came across
a letter from Florence which I consider extremely compro-
mising. It was written from Scotland while she was still
engaged to that young laird, but it showed plainly that some
sort of understanding subsisted between her and Sydney
Vane. They must have met several times without the
knowledge of any other member of our family; and it
seems that she proffered her services to Marion as Enid's
governess at his instigation. What do you think of that ? "
" I think," said Hubert deliberately, " that Florence has
always proved herself something of a plotter, and that the
letter shows that she was scheming to get a good situation.
You can't possibly make anything more out of it, aunt
Leonora " — with a stormy glance. " I think you had
better not try."
Miss Vane sat for a moment or two in deep meditation.
" Well," she said at length, " that may be true, and I
may be an old fool. Perhaps I ought not to betray the
girl to her brother either ; but "
" Oh, say the worst and get it over, by all means ! " said
Hubert desperately, "Out with your accusation, if you
have any to make ! "
Leonora Vane studied his face for a minute or two
before replying. She did not like the withered paleness
about his mouth, the look of suffering that was so evident
in his haggard eyes. •
"It is hardly an accusation, Hubert," she said; ♦"ith
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sudden gentleness. " I mean that I believe that she was
in love — as far aS^ girl of her disposition can be in love —
with my brother Sydney. I need not tell you how I have
come to think so. In the first hours of oin: great loss she
betrayed herself. To me only — you need not be afraid
that she would ever wear her heart upon her sleeve, but to
me she did betray her secret. Whether Sydney returned
her affection or not I am not quite sure — for his wife's
sake, I hope not."
Again she looked keenly at her young kinsman ; but he,
with his eyes fixed upon the ground and his lips com-
pressed, did not seem disposed to make any remark on
what she had said.
" I felt sorry for the girl," Miss Vane went on, " although
I despised her weakness in yielding to an affection for a
married man. Still I thought that her folly had brought
its own punishment, and that I ought not to be hard on
her. Otherwise I should have recommended her to leave
Sydney's daughter alone, and get a situation in another
house. I wish I had. I cannot express too strongly to
you, Hubert, how ipuch I now wish I had ! "
"Why?"
" I misunderstood her," said his cousin slowly. " I
thought that she had a heart, and that she was grieving —
innocently perhaps — over Sydney's death."
" Well, was she jiot ? "
" I don't think so. If she ever cared for him at all, it
was because she wanted the ease and luxury that he could
give her. For, if she cared for him, Hubert — I put it to
yQU . as a matter of probability — could she immediately
after his death begin to plan a marriage with somebody
else ? "
Hubert looked up at last, with a startled expression
upon his face.
" What do you mean ? "
" I mean, my dear boy, that your sister Florence now
wants tc marry the General."
In spite of his distress of mind, Hubert could not stifle
a short laugh.
" Aunt Leonora, you are romancing ! This is really too
much ! " *
" I should not mention it to you if I had not good
said Miss Vane, with a series of mysterious nods.
reason
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can see as far as most
wants to marry the
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" I have sharp eyes, Hubert, and
people. I repeat it — Florence
General."
" She will not do that."
** 1 am not sure — if she is left here when 1 am gone. I
must go back to London at come time or other, I suppose.
But it won't do to leave Flossy in possession."
" She would not think of staying, surely, if —
" If poor Marion died ? Yes, she would. Believe me,
I know what I am saying. I have watched her manner to
him for the last few weeks, and I feel sure of it. She has
her own ends in view."
" I have no doubt of that," said Hubert, rather bitterly.
" But what are we to do ? "
" Let our wits work against hers," replied Miss Vane
briskly. " If poor Marion dies, we must suggest to the
General that Enid should go to school. In that way
we may get Florence out of the house without a
scene. But — mark my words, Hubert — she will not go
until she is forced. She is my second cousin once removed
and your sister, but for all that she is a scheming unprin-
cipled intriguer and adventuress, who has never brought
and never will bring good to any house in which she lives.
You may try to get her away to London if you like, but
you'll never succeed."
" I have tried already ; I thought that she would be
better with me," said Hubert. " But it was of no use."
"You offered her a home? You ?.re a good fellow,
Hubert 1 You hai t always been a good brother to Flor-
ence, and I honor you for it," said Miss Vane heartily.
" Don't say so, aunt Leo ; I'm not worth it" .said the
young man, starting up and walking two or three paces
from her, then returning to her side. " I only wish that I
could do more for her — poor Florence ! "
" Poor Florence indeed ! " echoed Miss Vane, with tart
significance. " But I must go, Hubert. See her again,
and persuade her, if you can, to leave Beechfield. Don't
tell her what I have said to you. She is suspicious already
and will want to know. Did you notice the look she gave
me when I said that I wished to talk to you ? Be on your
guard."
" I shall not have time to talk with her much. I must
go back to London by the four o'clock train,"
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" Must you ? Well, do your best. See — the blind is
drawn up in Marion's dressing-room — a sign that I am
wanted ; " and Miss Vane turned towards the house.
Hubert's anticipations were verified. Florence was not
to be persuaded by anything that he could say. And,
when he begged her to tell him why she wanted so much
to stay at Beechfield, and hinted at the reason that existed
in Miss Leonora's mind, Florence only laughed him to
scorn. He was obliged sorrowfully to confess, to Miss
Vane, when she walked with him that afternoon before he
set out for London, that he had obtained no information
concerning Flossy's plans, and that he could hope to have
no influence over her movements.
He had five minutes to spare, and was urging her to walk
with him a little way along the road that led to the nearest
railway-station, when Miss Vane's attention was arrested
by two little figures in the middle of the road. She stop-
ped short, and pointed to them with her parasol.
" Hubert," she cried, in a voice that was hoarse with
dismay, " do you see th.?t* "
" I see Enid," said Hubert rather wonderingly. " I
suppose she ought ngit to be here alone ; she must have
escaped from Florence. Why are you so alarmed ? She
is talking to a beggar-child- -that is all."
Miss Vane pressed his arm with her hand.
" Are you blind ? " she said. " Do you not know to
whom she is talking? Can you bear to see it ? "
" Upon my soul, aunt Leo," said the young man, " I
don't know what you mean ! "
He looked at the scene before him. The white country
road stretched in an undulating line to right and left, its
smooth surface mottled with patches of sunlight and tracts
of refreshing shade. A broad margin of grass on either
side, tall hedges of hawthorn and hazel, soothed the eye
that might be wearied with the glare and whiteness of the
road. On one of these grassy margins two children were
standing face to face. Hubert recognised his little cousin
Enid Vane, but the other — a sunburnt, gipsy-looking
creature, with unkempt hair and ragged clothes — who
could she be?
" You were at the trial," Miss Vane whispered to him,
in dismayed, reproachful tones. " Do you not know her?
it is no fault of hers, poor child, of course ; and yet it does
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give me a shock to see poor little Enid talking in that
friendly way with the daughter of her father's murderer."
For the child was no other than little Jenny V/estwood,
whom Hubert had seen for a few minutes only at her
father's trial three weeks before.
■Ill
CHAPTER VI.
Hubert stopped short. If Miss Vane had been looking
at him, she would have seen that his face flushed deeply
and then turned very pale. But she herself, with her gold
eye-glasses fixed very firmly on the bridge of her high
nose, was concentrating her . whole attention upon the
children.
" Enid," she called out rather sharply, " what are you
doing there? Come to me."
Enid turned to her aunt. She was a singularly sensitive
looking child, with lips that paled too rapidly and veins
that showed with almost painful distinctness beneath the
soft white skin. Her features were delicately cut, and gave
promise of future beauty, when health should lend its
vivifying touch to the white little face. Her eyes, cf a
tender violet-gray, were even now remarkable, and her hair
was of rippling gold.
Her somire black dress and the sunshine that poured
down upon i.ic spot where she was standing contributed
to the dazding effect produced by her golden hair and
white skin. There could not have been a greater contrast
than that between her and Andrew Westwood's daughter,
upon whom at that moment Hubert Lepel's eyes were
fixed.
Jenny Westwood, as she was generally called, although
her father gave her a different name, was thinner, browner
wilder-looking, than she had even been before. Miss Vane
knew her by sight, but she had imagined that the child
had been taken away from the village by friends, or sent
to the workhouse by the authorities. It was a shock to
her to find the little creature at the park gates of Beech-
field Hall.
Enid did not seem to be embarrassed by her aunt's call.
She ran up to her at once, dragging the ragged child with
her by the hand. Her face was anxious and puzzle''.
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VI
" Oh, aunt Leo/* she said, " this little girl has nowhere
to go to — no home — no anything ! "
" Let her hand go, Enid ! " said aunt Lee, with some
severity. " You have no business to be out here in the
road, talking to children whom you know nothing about."
£nid shrank a little, but she did not drop the child's
hand.
" But, aunt Leo, she is hungry and "
'* Were you begging of this young lady ? " Miss Vane
said magisterially, her eyes bent full on the ragged girl's
dark face.
But Andrew Westwood's daughter would not speak.
" I'll talk to her," said Hubert, in a low tone. " You
take Enid back to the house, aunt Leo, and I'll send the
child about her business."
" No, no ; you'll miss your train. It is time for you to
go. Enid can run back to the house by herself. Go,
Enid ! "
'* Why may I not speak to the little girl too ? " said Enid
wistfully. It was not often that she was rebellious, but
her face worked now as if she were going to cry.
" Never mind why — do as I tell you ! " cried Miss Vane,
who was growing exasperated by the pain and difficulty
of the situation " I will see what she wants."
Enid hesitated for a moment, then flung herself impetu-
ously upon Hubert.
"Won't you help her?" she said, looking up into
his face with sweet entreaty. " I am sure you wil! be
kind. The poor little girl has had nothing to eat all da) .
I asked her. You will be kind to her, for you are alwav.^
kind."
Hubert pressed her to him without speaking for a
moment, then answered gently —
*J Both your aunt and I will be kind to her and help her,
Enid — you may be sure of thiv t. Now run away home
and leave us ; we will do all we can."
For the first time, the little outcast who had excited
Enid's pity broke the silence.
" I don't want nothing ; I wasn't begging, nor meaning
to beg. She found me asleep by the road and asked me if
I was hungry — that was all."
" And she is hungry," said Enid, with passion, " and
you don't want me to help her, You are unkind ! Here,
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little girl — here is my shilling ; it's the only one I've got,
and it has a hole in it, but you may have it, and then you
can get yourself something to eat in the village."
She dashed forward with the coin, eluding a movement
of Miss Vane's hand designed to stop her in her course.
The shilling lay in Jenny Westwood's grimy httle hand
before the lady could interfere.
" Don't take it iway," Hubert whispered in his aunt's
ear ; " it will only make her remember the scene for a
longer time."
** I know," Miss Vane answered grimly ; and she stood
still.
Enid turned sorrowfully, half ashamed of her momentary
rebellion, towards the park gate. The other child seemed
dazed by the excitement of the speakers, and only half
understood what had been going on. She stood looking
first at the coin in her hand and then at the donor, with a
strange questioning expression on her little brown face.
Miss Vane and Hubert also waited in silence, until Enid
was out of hearing. Then, as if by the same instinct, each
drew a long breath and looked doubtfully at the other and
then at the child.
" You will miss your train," said Miss Leonora.
" I have done that already ; so we may as well find out
what brings the girl here. Why not take her inside the
park gates ? If any one passes by "
" You are right, Hubert, as usual. Come here, child —
come inside for a minute or two ; I want to speak to
you."
The little girl glanced doubtfully at Miss Vane's hand-
some imperious face. She seemed inclined to break away
from her questioners and run down the road ; but a look
from under her long lashes at Hubert seemed to reassure
her. The young man's face had certainly an attractive
quality — there was some sort of passion and pain in it,
some mark of a great struggle which had not been all
ignoble, even if he had failed to win the victoi-y, a look
which worked its way into the hearts of many who would
have refused the,, hands to him in sign of fellowship if
they had known the whole story of his life. This subtle
charm had its influence on little Jenny Westwood, although
she had no suspicion of its cause. She moved a little
closer to him, and followed him inside the iron gates of
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39
md she stood
fBeechfield Park. The great trees flung their shade over
'the broad drive which ran between mpssy banks for a mile
before the house was reached. Between their trunks the
sunshine flickered on sheets of bracken, already turn-
ing a little yellow from the heat ; the straight spikes of
the foxglove, not yet in bloom, were visible here and there
amongst the undulating forms of the woodland fern.
Hubert closed the gate carefully behind him, and stood
with his aunt so as to screen the child from observation,
should frends or acquaintances pass by. He had a keen
perception of the fact that Miss Vane was making an
enormous effort over pride and prejudice and affectionate
prepossessions of all kinds in even speaking a word to
Andrew Westwood's child. He himself, in the troubled
depths of his soul, was stirred by a wild rush of pity and
remorse, of sharp unaffected desire to undo what had been
done already, to amend the injury that his hand had
wrought — a far greater injury indeed than he had dreamt
of doing. He had always fancied Andrew Westwood as
lonely a man as — in the world's eyes — he was worthless ;
he had not known until the day of the trial that the
prisoner had a child.
"Your name is 'Westwood,' I think?" Miss Vane
began stonily.
Hubert was keenly aware of the harshness of her tones.
The girl nodded.
"Your father is Andrew Westwood?"
She nodded again, a dull red creeping into her brown
cheeks.
" What are you doing here ? " There was a tragic
intensity of indignation in Miss Vane's way of putting the
question, which Hubert wondered whether the child could
comprehend. " You ought to be far away from Beechfield
— it is the last place to which you should come ! "
The child lowered her face until it was nearly hidden on
her breast, and spoke for the second time.
" Hadn't nowhere to go," she muttered.
" Have you no home ? " said Miss Vane sternly.
" O ,ly the cottage down by the pond where father lived.
It ii all shut up now."
" Where have you lived for the last few weeks ? I heard
that you were in the workhouse."
" Yes," Then, evidently with difficulty—" I ran away,"
40 A LIFE SENTENCE.
•
" Then you were a bad wicked girl to do so," said Miss
Vane, with severity*; "and you ought to be sent back
again — and well whipped, into the bargain ! "
Hubert made an impatient movement. He had never
seen his aunt so much to her disadvantage. She was harsh,
unwomanly, inhuman. Was it in this way that every
woman would treat the poor child, remembering the story
of her father's crime ?
Miss Vane read the accusation in his eyes. She turned
aside with an abrupt gesture, half of defiance, half of
despair.
" I can't help i^ Hubert," she said in an undertone. She
raised her handkerchief to her eyes and dashed away a
tear. " I feel it a wrong to Sydney, to Marion, to the
child, that I should try to benefit any of Westwood's
family. I can't bear to speak to her — I can't bear her in
my sight. It makes me ill to se^ her.'*
She covered her eyes with her hand, so that she might
not see the ragged miserable-looking little creature any
longer.
" It would make matters no better if the child were to
die of neglect and starvation at your gates, would it?"
said Hubert bitterly. " She must be got out of Beechfield
at any rate; you will never be able to bear seeing her
about the roads — even amongst the workhouse child- en."
" No, no, indeed ! And Enid — Enid might meet her
again ! "
" Go back to the house, aunt Leo," said the young man
tenderly, "and leave her to me. It is too great a strain
upon your endurance, I see. I will take the child to the
Rectory ; Mrs. Rumbold will know of some home \. here
she will be taken in — the farther away from Beechfield the
better."
Miss Vane was unusually agitated. Her face was pale',
and her lips moved nervously ; she carefully averted her
eyes from the little girl whom she had undertaken to
question. Evidently she was on the verge of a break-
down.
" I never was so foolish in my life as I have been to-day.
My nerves are all unstrung," she said, turning her back on
little Jenny Westwood. " I think I'll take your advice,
Hubert. Ask Mr. and Mrs. Rumbold, from me, to see
ftfter the chjld, If they want money, I don't mind supply-
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At
ing it. But do make them understand that the child must
be kept out of Beechfield." And with these words she
'walked briskly down the avenue, without looking back.
iAs she had said, the very sight of Andrew >\estwood's
'daughter made her ill.
Hubert turned again towards the girl, wondering whether
she had overheard the conversation, which had been carried
on in low tones, and, if she had overheard it, how much
she had understood. He could not find out from her face.
It was not a face that lacked intelligence, but it was at
present sullen and forbidding in expression. The black
hair that hung over her eyes hid her forehead, and gave
her a rough, almost a savage look.
" You do not want to go back to the workhouse, do
you ? " Hubert said, keenly regarding the stubborn face.
" No — I won't go back."
"Why not?"
A hot burning blush sprang to the child's cheeks.
" They call me names, " she said in a low voice.
" They ? Who ? And what names ? "
" The other girls, and the mistress too, and the women.
They said that my father's wicked, and that I am wicked
too. They say that he is to be hanged."
The child suddenly burst out crying ; her sobs, loud
and unrestrained, fell painfully on Hubert's ear.
** I went to the prison to see him, but they would not
let me ; and then I came back here."
She sobbed for a minute or two longer, and then beoame
quiet as suddenly as she had broken into tears, rubbing
her eyes with one hand, and peering furtively at Hubert
between the black fingers.
" They were wrong," Hubert said at length. '* Your
father is not dead ; he is not to be hanged at all." He
paused before he spoke again. " He is in prison ; he will
be in prison for the rest of his life — a life sentence ! "
He spoke rather to himself than to the child. Never
had he realised so fully as at that moment what prison
actually meant. To be shut up, away from friends, away
from home, away from the sweet wild woods, the country
air, the summer sun, to labor all day long at some heavy
monotonous task, such as breaks the spirit and the heart
of man with its relentless uniformity of toil — to wear the
prison garb, to be known by a number, as one dead to the
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ordinary life of men, leaving at the prison gates that name
ivhich would be henceforth only a badge of disgrace to all
who bore it in the outer world — these aspects of Andrew
Westwood's sad case flashed in a moment across Hubert
Lepel's mind with a thrill of intolerable pain. What could
he do ? Rise up and offer to bear that terrible punish-
ment himself? It could not be — for Florence's sake, he
told himself, it could not be. And yet — yet Would
that at the very beginning he had told the truth, and stood
where Andrew Westwood stood, so that the ruffian and
the poacher might not have to bear a doom that separated
him for ever from his only child !
** Do you mean," said Jenny Westwood slowly, "that
father will never come out of prison any more ? "
** Perhaps — after many years — he may come out."
" Many years? Three — or five ? "
" More — more, I am afraid, my little girl — perhaps in
twenty years — if he is still alive."
He scarcely knew what impulse prompted him then to
tell her the truth. He repented it the next moment, for,
after a horrified stare into his face, the child suddenly
flung herself down upon the gravelled path and burst into
tears, accompanied by passionate shrieking sobs and wild
convulsive movements of her limbs.
" He shall come out — he shall come out ! " Hubert
heard her cry between her gasps for breath. " He can't do
without me. Take me to him, or I shall die ! " '
In utter dismay Hubert tried persuasion, argument,
rebuke, for some time in vain. At last he turned away
from her, and began walking up and down a short stretch
of the drive, bitterly regretting the impulse that had caused
him to take the care of this strange child, even for a few
moments, on his hands. But he had promised to get rid
of her, and he must do so, if only for Enid's sake. It
would never do to let this little wild creature go on roaming
about the village, asking questions about her father. And
there were better motives at work within the young man's
breast. It seemed to him that he had brought a duty on
himself — that he was at least responsible for Andrew
Westwood's forlorn and neglected child.
He had not paced the drive for many minutes before
the sobs began to grow fainter. Finally they ceased, and
the child drew herself into a crouching position, with her
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43
head resting against the steep mossy bank just within the
gate. Seeing her so quiet, Hubert thought that he might
venture to speak to her again.
" You must not cry so bitterly," he said, almost as he
might have spoken to a grown-up person, not to a child.
" Grieving can do your poor father no good. Wait and
grow up quickly. He may come out of prison some day,
and want his little daughter. If I take you to a place
where you can be taught to be a good girl, like other girls,
will you stay there ? "
The child raised her head and fixed her dark eyes upon
him.
"Not to the workhouse ? " she said apprehensively.
" I promise you — not to a workhouse, if you will be a
good child."
She scrambled to her feet at once, and, rather to Hu-
bert's surprise, put one hot and dirty little hand into his
own.
" I will be good," she said briefly ; " and I will go
wherever you like."
Nothing seemed easier to her just then.
CHAPTER Vn.
" But, dear me, Mr. Lepel," said Mrs. Rumbold, " there's
no place for a child like that but the workhouse."
Hubert stood before the Rector's wife in a pretty little
room opening out upon the Rectory garden. Jenny had
been left in the hall, seated on one of the high-backed
wooden chairs, while her protector told his tale. Mrs.
Rumbold — a short, stout, elderly woman with a good-
natured smile irradiating her broad face and kind blue
eyes — sat erect in the basket-chair wherein her portly frame
more usually reclined, and positively gasped as she heard
his story.
" To think of that child's behavior ! I assure you, Mr.
Lepel, that we tried to do our duty. We knew how pain-
ful it would be for the dear General and Miss Vane if any
niember of that wretched man's family were left in the
village, and we thought it simplified matters so much that
there was only one child— didn't we, Alfred ? "
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Alfred was the Rector, a tall thin man, very slow in
expressing his ideas, and therefore ^ nerally resigning the
task of doing so to his wife's more nimble tongue. On
this occasion, unready as usual with a response, he crossed
his legs one over the other, cleared his throat, and had just
prepared to utter the words, •* We did indeed, my dear,"
when Mis. Rumbold was off again.
" Some neighbors took care of her before the trial," she
said confiaentially. " Indeed we paid them a small sum
for doing so, Mr. Lepel — we didn't like to send the child to
the workhouse before we knew how matters would turn
out. But, when the poor wretched man was condemned,
I said to Alfred, ' We really can't let the Smiths be burdened
any longer with Andrew Westwood's child — she must go to
the Union ! ' And Alfred actually went to Westwood, and
asked him if he had any relatives to whom the child could
be sent — didn't you, Alfred ? — and, when he said that there
were none, and that the girl might as well be brought up
in the workhouse as anywhere else, for she would always
be an outcast like himself — 1 quote his very words, Mr.
Lepel — his graceless, reckless, wicked words ! — why, then,
I just put on my hat and cloak, and I went to the Smiths
at once, and I said, * Mrs. Smith, I've come to take little
Westwood to the workhouse ; ' and take her I did that very
afternoon."
" Do you know when she ran away ? " Hubert asked.
Mrs. Rumbold shook her head.
" I haven't heard. Not more than a day or two ago, I
should fancy, for nobody seems to have been looking for
her in this direction. I wonder she came back to Beech-
field, the hardened little thing ! "
" Oh, come, I don't think she is that, Mrs. Rumbold ! "
said Hubert, affecting a lightness.which assuredly he did
not feel. " I fancy that she wandered back to Beechfield
out of love for her father and her old home, poor child.
She is not to be blamed for her father's sins, surely ! " he
added, seeing rather an odd expression on Mrs. Rumbold's
face as the involuntary words of pity passed his lips.
" Oh, no, no — of course not ! " Mrs. Rumbold hastened
to reply. " It is very kind of you, Mr. Lepel, and very
kind of Miss Vane too, to interest yourselves in the fate
of Andrew WestWQod's daughter-— very Christian, I am
sure I "
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else had to be won by the work of his own hands. And-
yet, as he passed up the staircase to his own rooms, he was
wondering whether he could not manage to dispense with
Miss Vane's hundred a year. .
He had let himself in with his latch-key, and the room
which he entered was lighted only by the lamps in the
street. He had not been expected so early, and his land-
lady had forgotten to bring the lamp which he was in the
habit of using. He struck a match and lit the gas, pulled
down^ the blinds, and threw himself with a heavy sigh into
the great leathern arm-chair that stood before his writing'
table.
He felt mortally tired. The events of the day had been
such as would have tried a strong man's nerve, and Hubert
Lepci was at this time out of sorts, physically as well as
mentally. He had seldom gone through such hours of
keen torture as he had borne that day ; and his face —
pale, worn, miserable — seemed to have lost all its youth as
he lay back in the great arm-chair and thought of the
past.
He rose at last with an impatient word.
" It is madness to brood over what cannot be undone,"
he said to himself. " I must * dree my own weird ' with-
out a word to any living soul. Florence has my secret,
and I have hers ; to her I am bound by a tie that nothing
on earth can break. And I can have no other ties. I am
bad enough, Heaven knows, but I am not so bad as to
render myself responsible for the happiness of a wife, for
the welfare of children, for a home ! With this hanging
over me, how can I hope for any happiness in life ? I am
as much under punishment as poor Westwood in his prison-
cell. I have no rights, no hopes, no love. A life sentence
did I say that he had received ? And have I not a life
sentence too?"
He was standing beside his writing-table, and his eyes
fell upon a photograph which had adorned it for the last six
months. It represented a girl's face — a bright, pretty,
careless face, with large eyes and parted smiling lips. For
the first time he did not admire it very much ; for the first
time he found it a trifie soulless and vapid.
" Poor Mary," he said, looking at it with a kind of wonder
in his eyes — ^" what will she say when she fin'^s that I do
not go to her father's house any more ? I do not think
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Rumbold, rather sharply. "Besides, she has another
name — she told me so herself — 'Cynthia Janet' — that's
what slie was christened, she tells me. She can be called
'Jane Wood' at Winstead."
The Rector looked up in mild surprise.
"Why not ' Jane Westwood,' my dear? 'Westwood*
is her name."
" She had much better not be known as Westwood's
daughter," said Mrs. Rumbold, with decision, quite heed-
less of Cynthia's presence. " It will be against her all her
life. I have told Sister Louisa about her, and she asked
me to let her be called ' Wood.' ' Jane Wood ' is a nice
sensible name."
" Well, as yoi' please. You will not mind being called
'Jane,' will you, my dear?" said the Rector, mindful of
the red flush that was creeping into the little pale cheeks.
He wns a kindly old gentleman, in spite of his slow,
absent-minded ways ; and there was a very benevolent
light in liis eyes as he sat in his elbow-chair, newspaper
on knee, spectacles on nose, and surveyed the child who
had been brought to his study for inspection.
Mrs. Rumbold fairly lost her patience at the question.
" How can you ask her such a thing, Alfred ? As if it
was her business to mind one way or another ! She ought
to be thankful that she is so well taken care of without
troubling about her name. * Jane Wood ' is a very good name
indeed, much better than that silly-sounding * Cynthia ' ! "
— and Mrs. Rumbold swept the child before her out of
the room in a state of high indignation at the stupidity of
all men.
So Cynthia Westwood — or Jenny Westwood, as the
Beechfield people called her — was transformed into Jane
Wood. She did not seem to object to the change. She
was in a dazed, stunned state of mind, in which she under-
stood only half of what was said lo her, and when the
scenes and faces around her made a very slight impression
upon her memory. , One or two things stood out clearly
from the rest. One was Enid Vane's sweet childish face,
as she thrust her shilling with the hole in it into the little
outcast's hand. Cynthia had carefully hidden the coin
away ; she was resolved never to spend it. She took it
out and looked at it sometimes, feeling, though she could
not have put her feelings into words, that it was an actual
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visible sign of some one's kindness of heart, of some one's
love and pity for her. And the other thing was the dark
melancholy face of the man who had brought her*to the
Rectory, and told her to be good for her father's sake.
She liked to think of his face best of all. It was one
that she was sure she would never forget. She brooded
over it with silent adoration, with a simple faith and con-
fidence in the goodness of its owner, which would have cut
« him to the heart if he had ever dreamed of it He had
been kind to her ; that was all she knew. She rewarded
him by the devotion of her whole being. It was surely a
great reward for such a little act ! She did not know that
it was he who was to pay for her going to school, that it
was he who had rescued her from the degradation of her
outcast life.
Mrs. Rumbold kept her word to Hubert. She talked
vaguely in Cynthia's presence of " kind '" iends " who were
doing '* so much " for her ; but Cynthia associated the
idea of " kind friends " with that of Mrs. Rumbold herself,
and was not grateful.' The child was not old enough, and
had been too much stunned by the various experiences of
her little life, to be very curious. She did not know Mr,
Lepel by name, or why he should be at Beechfield at ail.
He did not often visit the Vanes, although he saw a good
deal of his aunt Leonora in London. He was quite a
stranger to half the people in the village.
Also, Cynthia's father, now in prison for the murder of
Sydney Vane, had not lived long in Beechfield, and did
not know the history and relationships of the Squire's
family, as natives of Beechfield were supposed to do. He
had been two years in the village, and had rented a tumble-
down ruinous cottage by the side of a marshy pond, which
no one else would occupy. Here he had lived a lonely
life, gathering rushes from the pond and weaving baskets
out of them, doing a day's work in the fields now and then,
setting snares for rabbits, trapping foxes, and killing game
— a man suspected by the authorities, shunned by the
village respectabilities, avoided by even'those wilder spirits
who met at the " Blue Lion" to talk of bullocks and to
drink small-beer. For he was not of a genial disposition.
He was grutf and surly in speech, given neither to drink
nor to conversation — ^just the sort of man, his neighbors
sj^id, to commit a terribly crime, to revenge himself upon
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53
a magistrate who had once sei>t him to gaol for poaching,
and had threatened to turn him out of his wretched cottage
by the pond.
And his little girl too — the villagers were indignant at
the way in which Cynthia was brought up. She was seldom
seen in the village school, never at church or in Mrs. Rum-
bold's Sunday-classes. She was rough, wild, ignorant.
Careful village mothers would not let their children play
with her, and district-visitors went out of their way to
avoid her — for she had been known to fling stones at boys
who had come too near, and she laughed in the faces of
people who tried to lecture her. Jenny Westwood was
thus very little in the way of hearing Beechfield gossip, or
she would have known all about Mr. Lepel and his sister,
who acted as Miss Enid's governess, and concerning whose
moonlit walks with Miss Enid's " papa " there had already
been a good deal of conversation. She knew nothing of
all this. There was a big house a mi) j from the village,
and in this big house lived a wicked -ruel man who had
sent her father to prison — so much she knew. And her
father was now in prison for killing that wicked man.
Why should one not kill the person who injures one? It
did not seem so very terrible to Cynthia. Before her
father had brought her to Beechfield, she remembered,
they had travelled a good deal from place to place ; and
while they were " on the tramp," as her father expressed it,
she had Seen much of the rougher side of life. She had
seen blows given and returned — fighting, violence, blood-
shed. She had a vague idea that, if her father had killed
Mr. Vane, it was perhaps not the first time that he had
taken the life of a fellow-man.
Mrs. Rumbold certainly showed much kindliness and
charity in taking this forlorn little girl into her spotless
well-regulated household, even for a week, until matters
were settled with the authorities of the workhouse which
she had quitted and the orphanage to which she was going.
The Rectory servants were indignant at having the society
of " a murderer's child " forced upon them. If she had
stayed much longer, they would have given notice in a
body. But fortunately Mrs. Rumbold was able to arrange
matters with the Winstead Sisters very speedily, and the
day following the funeral of Mrs. Sydney Vane — laid to
X^sX besi^^ her hus]?and only three months after his un-
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timely death — saw Cynthia's little box packed, and herself,
arrayed in neat but very unbecoming garments, conveyed
by Mrs. Rumbold to the charitable precincts of St. Eli-
zabeth's Orphanage at Winstead, where she was introduced
to the black-robed, white-capped Sisters and a crowd of
blue-cloaked children like herself as Jane Wood, orphan,
from the village of Beechfield, in Hants.
However, Mrs. Rumbold told the whole of Cynthia's
story to the Sister in charge of the Orphanage, a sweet-
faced motherly woman, who looked as if children were
dear to her. The one reservation made by the Rector's
wife referred to the person or persons who were to pay
the child's expenses. Their names, she said emphatically,
were never to be mentioned. The good Sister smiled, and
thought to herself that the very reservation told its own
story. Of course it was the Vanes who were thus providing
for Cynthia West wood's continued absence from their
village. It was natural perhaps.
She noticed that the child showed no sign of sorrow at
parting from Mrs. Rumbold. She looked white, tired,
almost stupefied. Sister Louisa took hold of the little
hands, and found them cold and trembling.
When the Rector's wife was gone, the good woman — -
" the mother of the children," as she was sometimes called
— drew the little girl to her knee and kissed her tenderly.
It needed very little real affection to call forth a response
in Cynthia's yearning heart. She burst into tears and.
buried her face in the mother's ample bosom, won from
that moment to all the claims of love and duty, and a
religion of which she as yet had scarcely heard the name.
As time went on, Mrs. Rumbold received letters from
Sister Louisa relative to Jane Wood's progress. Jane
Wood was, on the whole, a very satisfactory pupil. She
was a girl of strong will and strong passions, often in dis-
grace, and yet a universal favorite. She possessed more
than usual ability, and soon caught up with the girls of
her own age who had at first been far in advance of her in
class ; then she surpassed them, and began to attract
attention ; and at the end of two years Mrs. Rumbold
received a letter which perplexed her so sorely, that she
sent it at once to Mr. Hubert Lepel, who was still living
a bachelor-life in London.
The letter, from Sister Louisa, was to the effect that
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Jane Wood, the girl from Beechfield, had developed a
great talent for music, and seemed very superior to the
station of domestic service for which she had been designed.
The Sister received twenty or thirty boarders — daughters of
gentlemen for the most part, for whom ordinary terms were
paid — in addition to the orphans ; these girls of a superior
class were educated by the Sisters, and often remained at
St. Elizabeth's until they were eighteen or nineteen. If
the amount paid for Jane Wood could be increased to
forty pounds a year, the Sisters proposed to educate her
as a governess ; with her talent for music and other accom-
plishments, they were quite sure that the girl would turn
out a credit to her kind patrons and patronesses, as well
as to St. Elizabeth's.
Mr. Lepel sent back an answer by return of post. Jane
Wood — he knew her by no other Christian name — was to
have every advantage the good sisters could give her. If
she had talents, they were to be cultivated. When she
was old enough to be placed out in the world to earn her
own living, his allowance would of course cease ; till then,'
and while she wanted help, her friends would provide for
her.
" So Westwood's child is to be made a lady of ! " said
Mrs. Rumbold, laying down the letter with a sense of
virtuous indignation. " Well, I hope that Mr. Lepel won't
repent it. I wonder what Miss Vane thinks of it ? "
But Miss Vane had never even heard the name of Jane
Wood.
Hubert Lepel was gradually achieving literary success.
But the road to success is often stony and beset with thorns
and briars. His name was becoming known as that of a
writer of popular fiction ; he had a play in hand of which
people prognosticated great things. For all these reasons
he was much too busy to give any special attention to the
affairs of the child at St. Elizabeth's School. He agreed
to Sister Louisa's proposition, and sent mor.ey for the girl's
education — that was all that he could do. And so another
year went by, and then another, and he heard nothing
more about Jane Wood.
But at the close of a London season, when town was
emptying fast and the air was becoming exhausted, and
everybody who had a chance of going into the country
was sighing to be off, it occurred to Hubert Lepel to wonder
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how the child that he had befriended was progressing. It
took little time for him to make up his mind that he would
go down to Winstead and see the school, which was quite
a show-place and had been a great deal talked about. A
card and a line from a clerical friend would introduce him,
and his literary work gave him an excuse for wishing to
inspect the institution. It would be supposed that he
meant to write an article upon it. He did not intend to
say why he had come.
The building occupied by the Sisters of St. Elizabeth
was certainly beautiful and picturesque. Hubert remem-
bered with a* half smile the enthusiastic praise that Mrs.
Rumbold had bestowed upon it. The chapel, an exquisite
little gem of Gothic architecture, stood in the centre,
flanked by t'wo long gray wings appropriated to the^chool-
girls and their teachers, the Orphar.age and the Sisterhood.
St. Elizabeth's was becoming quite a noted school for girls,
especially among persons of High Anglican proclivities ;
and in surveying the lovely buildings, the exquisitely-kept
grounds, the smooth lawns and shrubberies which met his
eyes. Hubert could not but acknowledge that the outer
appearance of the place was all that could be desired.
The school-buildings were swathed in purple clematis and
roses ; there was a pleasant hum of voices, even of laughter,
from some of the deep mullioned windows ; and he saw a
host of children sporting on the lawn in the distance.
The scene was bright, peaceful, and joyous. Hubert
Lepel felt a momentary thrill of relief ; he had done well for
Westwood's child—he need not reproach himself on that
score.
A portress with a rosy smiling face admitted him into a
visitors' room, a small but cosy place, with vases of flowers
on the table, sacred pictures and a black-and-white crucifix
on the yellow-washed walls. Here a Sister clad in con-
ventual garb came to inquire his business. The stillness
of the house, the unfamiliar aspect of the women's dresses,
reminded Hubert of some French and Flemish Romanist
convents which he had visited abroad. He was charmed
with the likeness. It was something, he said to himself,
to find such serenity, such sweet placidity of hfe, possible
in the very midst of nineteenth-century England, with all
her turmoil and bustle and distraction. He did not dis-
cuss with himself the question as to whether the life led
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by the inmates of these retreats was wholesome or agree-
able ; it was simply on the aesthetic side that its aspect
pleased him. He could fancy himself for a moment in the
depths of a foreign land or far back in remote mediaeval
times.
Could he see the buildings, the church, the school, the
orphanage ? Oh, certainly ! Sister Agnes, who had come
to him, would be pleased to show him everything.
She was very pleasant in manner, and he had no diffi-
culty in obtaining from her any amount of information
about the institution. It seemed that he had by chance
come on a festival day, and every one was making holiday.
The children were all out in the fields or the garden ; he
could see their schoolrooms and dormitories and refectory.
They were all rather bare, exquisitely clean and airy, full
of the most recent improvements as regarded educational
appliances.
" This is the Orphanage building," Sister Agnes explained.
" We do not generally show the class-rooms belonging to
the other school ; but, as all the ladies are out, you may
see them if you like."
So Hubert peeped into the rooms occupied by the girl-
boarders, who were on a very different footing from the or-
phans, and whose surroundings, though simple, were almost
elegant in their simplicity. The furniture was of good artistic
design, the windows were emblazoned in jewel-like colors,
the proportions of the rooms were stately as those of an
Oxford college hall. Hubert smiled a little at the picture of
West wood's ragged daughter amidst all this magnificence.
Last of all he was shown the chapel, the most beautiful
building of the place, and on this day in particular largely
decorated with the choicest flowers.
As they were coming out, a bell began to ring, and pre-
sently they met a procession of schoolgirls, all dressed
alike in white frocks and broad hats, on their way to some
afternoon service of. prayer and praise. Hubert scanned
their faces heedfully as they passed by, but he could not
find one amongst them that reminded him of the thin little
countenance, the gipsy eyes of the convict Westwood's
child.
He could not resist the temptation to ask a question.
" Have you not here," he said, " a girl called Jane
Wpod ? "
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Sister Agnes gazed at him in astonishment, and the tears
suddenly rushed into her eyes.
" Do you know anything of Jane Wood ? " she cried
excitedly. " Oh, you ask for her at a very critical time 1
She has been with us four years, and we loved her as our
own child ; but she ran away from us two days ago, and
we have not seen her since ! "
CHAPTER IX.
" What do you mean? " said Hubert, starting in his turn.
"The girl gone?"
Sister Agnes was in tears already.
" Let me fetch Sister Louisa or the Reverend Mother to
you ? " she cried. " They know ail about it — as far as
anybody c^n know anything. You — you are one of her
friends, perhaps ? Oh, the dear child — and we loved her
so dearly!"
Hubert was looking pale and stern. He had stopped
short on the gravelled pathway, half-way between the
chapel and the entrance to the school. The beauty, the
interest of the place was lost upon him at once. He cared
only to hear what had become of the child whom he had
fondly imagined himself to be benefiting. If she had been
unhappy, if she had run away into the wide world on
account of ill-treatment by her teachers and fellow-pupils,
was he not to blame ? He ought to have come to the
place before and made inquiries, not left her fate to the light
words of Mrs. Rumbold or some unknown Sister Louisa.
He had made himself responsible for her education ;
was he not in some sort responsible for her happiness as
well ?
These questionings made his. face look very dark and
grave as he stood once more in the visitors' room, await-
ing the arrival of the lady whom Sister Agnes had called
Sister Louisa, and whose letters to Mrs. Rumbold he re-
membered that he had read.
He felt himself prejudiced against her before she arrived ;
bat, when he saw her, he was compelled to own that she
had a very attractive countenance. The face itself, framed
jn its setting of white and black, was long and pale^ bu^
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54
beautiful by reason of its sweetness of expression ; the
gray eyes were full of tenderness, yet full of grief. There
vi'ere mark^ of tears upon her fare — the only one that the
visitor hrd seen that was at all dolorous ; and yet, noting
her serene brow and gentle lips, Hubert, man of the world
as he was, and more ready to cavil and despise than to
admire, said to himself that, if any woman could make a
young girl love her, surely this woman would not fail !
" You wish," she said, " to ask some questions about
our pupil Jane Wood? "
" I do indeed. I am very much surprised to hear that
she has left you."
" May I ask whether you have any authority from our
friend Mrs. Rumbold to inquire ? "
" Mrs. Rumbold takes her authority from me," said Hu-
bert quietly.
Then, as the Sister looked at him with a little uncertainty
in her mild gray eyes, he felt in his pocket and drew out
a pocket-book.
" I think I have a letter here from Mrs. Rumbold which
will establish my claim to make inquiries. It is a mere
chance that I have not destroyed it, but it is here, and will
serve as my credentials perhaps."
Sister Louisa took the letter from his hand and looked,
at it. It was the one which Mrs. Rumbold had written to
Mr. Lepel when she had heard of Jane Wood's talent for
music and other accomplishments from " the mother of the
children " herself.
The good Sister smiled sadly as she gave it back.
" I see now who you are, Mr. Lepel. You are really
this poor child's great friend and helper."
" I am acting for my family, of course," said Hubert, a
little stiffly. " The girl has naturally no right to expect
anything from us ; but we were sorry for her desolate
portion."
" Yes, poor child — she has a hard lot to bear."
If Hubert was stung by this asseveration, he did not
show it.
" I always heard that she was very happy here," he said.
" And so she was — or so she seemed to be," said Sister
Louisa, with energy. " She was a great favorite, always
at the top of the classes, always full of life and spirit, al-
ways bright and engaging. Poor Janie ! To think that
she should have left us in this way I "
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" Why did she leave you, and how ? "
" Mr. Lepel," said the Sister, " if I tell you that our
Janie had a fault, you won't think hardly of her or of us ?
A girl of fifteen is not often perfect, and we are sometimes
obliged to reprove, even to punish, those under our charge ;
and yet I assure you there was not a person in the
house, woman or child, who did not love poor Janie."
" I am to understand, then, that she was under punish-
ment?*'
Sister Louisa shook her head slightly and sighed. She
felt that it was difficult to make this young man of the
world understand that girls of fifteen were sometimes
exceedingly trying to their elders and superiors ; but she
would do her best.
" Janie was very affectionate," she said, " but passionate
in temper, and obstinate when thwarted. She had a curious
amount of pride — much more than one usually finds in so
young a girl or one of her extraction. Her high spirits
too were a sn^re to her. She was reproved three days ago
for laughing aloud in a chapel ; and, as she showed an un-
submissive spirit, she was sent into a room alone in order
to meditate. Into this room one of our lay Sisters went
by accident, not knowing that Jane Wood was there for
seclusion, and began to talk to her. This young woman,
Martha by name, came from the neighborhood of Beech-
field, and happened to mention Mrs. Rumbold."
" Ah, I see ! " Hubert exclaimed involuntarily.
"Jane questioned her about the place — questioned her
particularly, I believe, about a gentleman that she remem-
bered. I think, Mr. Lepel, that she must have been think-
ing of yourself, according to the description that Martha
tells us she gave of him ; but Martha could not tell her
your name, which it seems the child did not know. It was
natural perhaps that Martha should pass on to the subject
of that tragedy at Beechfield — the murder of Mr. Sydney
Vane and the fate of the murderer."
Sister Louisa paused for a moment — it seemed to her
that the young man's dark handsome face had turned
exceedingly pale. He was leaning against the wall, close to,
the window ; he moved aside a little, as he did not wish
her to see his face, and begged her to proceed with her
story. She went on.
" Martha's tale at this point becomes confuse^ ; either
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she is not sure of what she said or is reluctant to repeat it.
Some slur, some imputation was no doubt thrown upon
the name cf Janie's father; and I believe that she thought
that Martha knew her story and was insulting her. At
any rate, the whole establishment was roused by the sound
of screams proceeding from the room. We rushed thither,
and found Martha crouching in a corner, shrieking hysteric-
ally, and declaring that Miss Wood was going to murder
her ; while Janie — poor Janie "
" I can imagine it," said Hubert, in a low tone ; while
Sister Louisa paused for breath — and perhaps to recover
the calmness that she had lost.
" Our poor Janie," proceeded the kind-hearted woman,
" was like one who had gone mad. She was white as death,
her eyes were flaming, her hands clenched ; but i. . that
she seemed able to say were the words, ' My father was
innocent — innocent — innocent ! ' I should think that she
repeated the words a hundred times. Greatly to our sor-
row, Mr. Lepel, the whole story then came out. We could
not silence either Martha or poor Janie — who, I really
think, did not know what she was saying. In spite of our
efforts to keep the matter quiet, in a very short time the
whole house — Sisters, boarders, servants — all knew Jane
Wood's sad history."
She noted the rigid lines about Mr. Lepel's mouth as he
stepped forward from the window and spoke in a low stem
tone.
" Was it impossible to prevent ? It seems incredible to
me. I hope " — almost savagely — " that yoju have punished
for her extraordinary folly the woman who did the mis-
chief?"
"She has been sent away," said Sister Louisa sadly;
** but her punishment has not mended matters, Mr. Lepel.
The excitement in the school was immense — unprece-
dented. We felt that it would be incumbent upon us to
send Janie away for a time — until the story was to some
extent forgotten."
" And you told her so ? Women have hearts of stone I "
cried Hubert. He forgot that his conduct had not hitherto
proved that his own was very soft.
" I hope that we were not unkind to her," said Sister
Louisa, with gentle dignity. "It was to be for a time
only. We wanted her to go down to Leicestershire with
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two of our Sisters for a few weeks ; we thought it advisable
that she should have a change. The Reverend Mother
herself mentioned the plan to her. I noticed that she
changed color very much when it was proposed. She
made one of her sharp speeches — quite in her old way,
* I see — I am not good enough to associate with the other
girls/ she said. We told her that it was no such thing —
that we loved her as much as ever — that it was only for her
own good that she was to leave St. Elizabeth's for a time ;
but I am afraid that it was all of no avail. She listened to
what we said with a face of stone. And in the morning —
in the morning, Mr. Lepel, we found that she was gone."
" Gone ! Without tho knowledge of any of you ? "
" Entirely. She must have stolen out in the middle of
the night when every one was asleep. It is a wonder that
no one heard her ; but she is very light-footed and very
nimble. She must have climbed the garden fence. She
had left a folded piece of paper on her bed — it was a note
for me." *
" May I see It ? " said Hubert eagerly.
Sister Louisa drew it from among the folds of her long
black robes. He turned away from her while he read the
few blurred hastily-written lines in which Janie said good
bye to the woman whom she had loved. He did not want
Sister Louisa to see his face. He was more touched by
her story than he liked to show.
"Dearest Mother Louisa," Janie had written, in her
unformed girHsh hand — " Don't be more angry and grieved
than you can help ! If they had all been like you, I would
have stayed. But every one will despise me now. I shall
go to some place where nobody knows me, and earn my
own living. Please forgive me ! I do love you and St.
Elizabeth's very much ; but I must go a.vay — I must ! I
can't bear to stay now that everybody knows all about me.
I shall change my name, so you need not look for me."
The letter was simply signed " Janie " — nothing more.
Hubert handed it back to its owner with a grave word of
thanks.
" How is it," he said, " that I did not hear of her leaving
you before I came to Winstead ? Mrs. Rumbold is sup-
posed to give me information of anything of importance
respecting the girl. I have not had a word from her."
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once. I am afraid that she is away from home. We did
not know your address, or that you were interested in
her."
" Of course not. I kept that matter to myself," said
Hubert gloomily. " It seems that it was foolish of me to
do so. May I ask what steps you have taken to discover
the poor child ? "
The Sisters, he found, had not been remiss in their
endeavors. They had placed themselves in communica-
tion with a London detective ; they had consulted the
local police ; they had made inquiries at railway stations
and roadside inns. But as yet they had heard nothing of
the fugitive. The girl was strong and active, a good walker
and runner ; it seemed pretty evident that she had not
gone by train or by ordinary roads. She must have
plunged into the fields and iaken a cross-country route in
some direction. Probably she had gone to London ; and
in London she was tolerably safe from pursuit.
" Had she money ? " Hubert asked of Sister Louisa.
"Not a penny."
" She will be driven back to you by hunger."
" I am afraid not. She was too proud to return to us of
her own free will."
" Is she good-looking? "
"• No, I think not," said the Sister, a little doubtfully.
" She was tall for her age, thin and unformed ; she had
a brown skin and hair cut short like a boy's. Her eyes
were beautiful — large and dark ; but she was too pale and
awkward-looking to be pretty. When she had a color —
oh, then it was a different matter ! "
Hubert took away with him a full description of Jane
Wood's clothes and probable appearance, and on reaching
London went straight to the office of a private detective.
To this man he told as much of Jane's story as was
necessary, and declared himself ready to spend any reason-
able amount of money so long as there was a possibility of
finding the lost girl. The detective was not very hopeful
of success ; the runaway ha1 already had two days' start
— enough for a complete change of identity. Probably she
had put on boy's clothes and was lurking about the streets
of London.
" But she had no money ! " Hubert urged.
" She'll get some soniehow," the detective answere4
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For some days and weeks Hubert lived in a fever of
suspense. He had set his heart on finding the girl and
sending her back to St. Elizabeth's — or elsewhere. Some
kind of home must be secured to her. For the sake of his
own peace of mind, he must know that she was safe. He
could not forgive Mrs. Rumbold for having been absent in
Switzerland when Sister Louisa wrote to her of Jane Wood's
flight, and thus being unable to inform him of it imme-
diately. He had an unreasonable conviction that, if he
had known at once of Janie's disappearance, he would
have succeeded in tracking her. But for this opinion he
really had no ground at all.
So days and weeks and months went on, and brought
with them the conviction that the girl was lost for ever.
Nothing was heard of her either at Winstead or at Beech-
field, and Hubert Lepel was obliged at last to acknowledge
that all his efforts had been in vain. The girl refused to
be benefited any longer ; the wild blood in her veins had
asserted itself; she was probably leading the outcast life
from whicii he thought that he had rescued her ; she had
gone down on the tide of poverty and vice and crime
which floods the London streets. He shuddered sometimes
when he thought of it. He haunted the doors of theatres,
the courts and alleys of East London, looking sombrely for
a face which he would not have known if he had seen it.
He fancied that Andrew Westwood's daughter would bear
her history in her eyes — the great dark eyes that he
remembered as her sole beauty when she was a child.
It was a mad fancy, born of his desire to atone for a
wrong that he had done to an innocent man. The wrong
seemed greater than ever when it darkened the life of a
weak young girl and tortured the heart of the innocent
man's own child.
CHAPTEI^ X.
Eight years fead passed away since the tragedy that
brought the little village of Beechfield into luckless notor-
iety. During those eight years what changes had taken
place ! Even at quiet rustic BeechfieLi many things had
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his fathers, and Mrs. Rumbold had gone to live with friends
in London. The new Rector was young, energetic, good-
looking, and unmarried. At the Hall there were changes
too. Enid Vane had grown from a delicate child into a
lovely girl of seventeen. The house was no longer chill
and desolate — brightness seemed to have come back to it
with her growth — a brightness which even the General,
saddened as he had been by his brother's death, could not
resist. He had taken his own way of contributing to the
cheerfulness of the Hall. Six months after Mrs. Sydney
Vane's death he had married P'lorence Lepel, as Miss
Vane had predicted that he would, and a little boy of five
years old was now running about the Hall gardens and
calling the General "father.'-' The old man positively
adored this liUle lad, and believed him to be perfection.
He was fond of Enid and of his wife, but he doated on the
child. He seemed indeed to love him more than did the
mother of the boy. Florence Lepel was not perhaps of a
very loving disposition, but it was remarkable that she
apparently almost disliked little Dick. She never petted
or fondled the child — sometimes she rebuked him very
angrily. And yet he was docile, sweet-tempered, and
quick-witted, though not particularly handsome ; but Flor-
ence had never liked children, and she made her own son
no exception to the rule.
Eight years had changed Florence very little in outwaid
appearance. She was still pale, slender, graceful — languid
in manner, slow iii speech, and given to the reading of
French novels. But there were dark shades beneath her
velvety brown eyes, as if she suffered from ill-health. She
had taken to lying on a sofa a great deal ; she did not
visit much, and she seldom allowed any festivity at the
Ha''. She remained in her boudoir for the greater part of
the day, with the rose-colored blinds down, and the doors
carefully closed and curtained to exclude any sound of the
outer world ; and while she was up-stairs the General and
his niece Enid and the boy had the house to themselves,-
and enjoyed their liberty extremely. In the afternoon
Mrs. Vane would be found in her drawing-room, ready for
visitors ; but she generally returned to her boudoir for a
rest before dinner, and steadily set her face against late
hours in the evening. Nobody knew what was the matter
with her ^ some people spoke vaguely of her " nerves,"
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of the extreme delicacy and sensitiveness o!* her organi-
sation — some said that Beechiield did not suit he^, and
others whispered that she had never been "quite right"
since her baby was born. At any rate, she was a semi*
invalid ; and she did not seem to know what was the mat-
ter V *th her any more than did other people. She sat in
her luxurious lounging-chair, or lay on the softest of sofas,
day after day without complaint, always pale, silent, grace-
ful — an habitual smile, sweet and weary, upon her pinched
lips, but no smile in her eyes, where a fire sometimes
glowed which seemed to be burning her very life away.
One balmy September afternoon she had established
herself rather earlier than usual in the drawing-room. A
bright little fire burned in the polished steel grate — for
Florence was always chilly — but the windows were open .■
a faint breeze from the terrace swept into the room and
moved the lace curtains gently to and fro. The blinds
were half drawn down, so that the room was not very
light ; the shadowed perfumed atmosphere was grateful
after the brightness of the autumn afternoon.
Florence Vane sat in a low arm-chair near the fire. She
had a small table beside her, on which stood her dainLy
work-basket, half full of colored silks, her embroidery
patterns, a novel, a gold vinaigrette, and a French fan.
She had cushions at her back, a footstool for her feet, a
soft white shawl on her shoulders. It was very plain that
she liked to make herself comfortable. She wore a gown
of pale blue silk embroidered in silver — a most artistic
garment, which suited her to perfection, and which was as
soft and luxurious as the rest of her surroundings. The
white cat which lay curled up on the rug at her feet could
not have looked more at her ease.
In a chair oppo«>ite to her sat a man of rather more than
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encouragement. He should have remembered that her I
guilt wa,s surely not greater than his own.
Softened by these thoughts, he bent down to place his
hand on her shoulder and to kiss her forehead.
" My poor Flossy," he said, using the old pet name as
he had used it for many weary years, " you must not grieve
now! Forget the past — we can but leave it to Heaven.
There is nothing — absolutely nothing now — that we can
do."
" No," she said, letting he' hands fall upon her lap and
wearily submitting to his kiss — " nothing for you — nothing
at all for you — now."
There was a deep meani^ag in her words to which he had
not the slightest clue.
CHAPTER XI.
Hubert Lepel had accepted his sister's invitation to
Beechfield Hall for two nights only ; but, as he had given
her to understand, he was quite ready to come again, sup-
posing of course that she made his visit agreeable to him.
So far-— an hour and a half after his first arrival — it had
not been very agreeable. He hai been obliged to allude
to a matter which was highly unpleasant to him, and he
had had to stand by while his sister burst into quite un-
necessary and incomprehensible tears. He was not so soft-
hearted a man as he had been eight years ago, and he told
himself impatiently that he could rot stand mixh more of
this kind of thing.
For the last three years he had been, as Florence had
said, almost always out of England. When his search for
Jane Wood proved a failure, he had taken a strong c^slike
for a time to London life and London ways. He had
been making money by his literary work, and was well able
to afford himself a little recreation. He went to Egypt
therefore, and to India, took a look at China and Japan,
and came home by way of South America. He did not
care to go too much in beaten tracks ; and during his
absence he wrote a book or two which were fairly success-
ful, and a play which made a great sensation. He had
come back to London now, and was at work upon another
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play, on which great hopes had been founded. If it were
as successful as the first, there was every likelihood of his
becoming a rich man. He had got his head fairly above
water, and meant to keep it there ; he conceived that he
had brooded too long over the past.
He had seen little Dick Vane when he first arrived, and
he had spent nearly two hours with Florence ; but he had
not yet encountered the General or the General's niece
and adopted daughter, Enid Vane. The two had gone
out riding, and did not return until after five o'clock.
" Just in time for tea ! " said the General, in a tone of
profound satisfaction. " 1 thought that we were later.
And how do you ^nd yourself, Hubert, my dear boy?
Why, I declare I shouldn't have known you ! Should vou.
Enid ? He is as brown as a Hindoo."
"Would you have known me?" said Hubert^ with a
smile at the girl who had followed her uncle into the room,
and now gave him her hand by way of greeting. The
smile was forced in order to conceal a momentary twitch
of his features, which he could not quite control at the
first sight of Sydney Vane's daughter ; but it looked
natural enough.
The girl raised her eyes to his face with a shy sweet
smile.
" I am afraid that I don': remember very well," she
said ; and Hubert thought that he had never seen any-
thing much prettier than her smile.
She was seventeen, and looked so fair, so delicate, in her
almost childish loveliness of outline and expression,, that
Florence's white skin became haggard and hard in compari-
son. Her slight figure was displayed to full advantage by
a well-made riding-habit, and under her correct little high
hat her golden hair shone like sunshine. There was a soft
color in her cheeks, a freshness on her smiling lips, that
made the observer long to kiss them, as if they be-
longed to some simple child. Her manner too was
almost that of a child — frank, naive, direct, and unem-
barrassed ; but in her eyes there lurked a shadow which
contradicted the innocent simplicity of her expressive
countenance. It was not a shadow of evil, but of sad-
ness, of a subdued melancholy— the sadness of a girl
whose life had been darkened in early life by some un-
deserved calamity. It was a look that redeemed Jier fq,c^
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from the charge of inanimateness that might otherwise
have been brought against it, and gave it that faintly
sombre touch which was especially fascinating to a man
like Hubert Lepel.
He continued to talk to the General, who had questions
to ask him concerning his travels and his friends ; but
his eyes followed the movements of the girl as she stepped
quietly about the room, pouring out tea for one, carrying
cake and biscuits to another. Twice he sprang up to
assist her, but was met with a smile and a shake of the
head from her, and the assurance from her uncle that
Enid liked waiting on people — he need not try to take her
vocation from her. He had to sit down again, and
thought, half against his will, of that other Enid — Tenny-
son's Eftid, in her faded gown — and of Prince Geraint's
desire to kiss the dainty thumb " that crossed the trencher
as she set it down." He at least was no Geraint, he said
to himself, to win this gentle maiden's heart. But he
watched her nevertheless, with a growing admiration
which was not a little dangerous.
With a faint cynical smile Florence noted the direction
of his eyes. As soon as her husband and his niece entered
the room, she had lapsed into the graceful indolent silence
which seemed habitual to her. Enid brought her a cup of
tea, and ministered to her wants with assiduity and gentle-
ness of manner, though, as Hubert thought, with no great
show of affection ; and Florence accepted the girl's atten-
tions with perfect equanimity and a caressing v/ord or two
of thanks. And yet Hubert fancied — he knew not why —
that there was no look of love in Flossy's drooping eyes.
" Please may I come in ? " said Master Dick's small
treble at the door. He was a fair, blue-eyed little fellow,
but not much like either his father or his mother, thought
Hubert, as the child stood in the doorway and looked
rather doubtfully into the room.
Florence's brow contracted for a moment.
" Why are you not having your nursery-tea ? " she said.
"We do not want you here unless we send for you."
" I want to see uncle Hubert," persisted the boy
stolidly. .
Hubert held out his hand lo him with a smile that chil-
dren still found winning.
"Come in, little man," he said. " I want to see you
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Dick marched in at once, still, however, keeping an eye
fixed upon his mother. There was something almost like
fear in the look ; and it was noticeable that neither the
General nor Enid spoke to invite him into the room.
" You may come in," Florence said at last, very coldly
— almost as one might speak to a grown person whom one
had strong reason to dislike — "but you cannot stay more
than five minutes. You are not wanted here."
" Oh, come, I think we all want him ! " said Hubert
good-humoredly. " I wish to make my nephew's acquaint-
ance, at any rate. I have something for him in my port-
manteau up-stairs."
Florence made a sudden and, as it seemed, involuntary
gesture, and knocked down a vase of flowers on the table
at her right hand. There was some confusion in conse-
quence, as the flowers had to be gathered up and the
^'ragments of the broken vase collected, so that Hubert had
little opportunity of talking to his nephew. And, as soon
as " the fuss," as he mentally called it, was over, Mrs.
Vane said, in her coldest, slowest voice —
" Now, Dick, you may go to the nurserv. Say good-
night."
"Good-night?" questioned Hubert. 'Why, he does
not go to bed at this hour in the afternoon, does he ? "
" He goes at half-past six or seven," replied Florence.
" Pray do not interfere with nursery regulations, my dear
Hubert."
" I shall see more of him to-morrow, I suppose," said
Hubert, smiling at the child's wistful face as he went from
one to another to say good-night.
Little Dick's eyes lit up at once, but the light in them
died out when, on tip-toe, as if afraid of disturbing her, he
approached his mother. Hubert thought that there was
a touch of something odd in the manner of everyone pre-
sent, and was glad to see that Enid's kisses and whisperec^
words of endearment brought a flush of pleasure to tl»6
child's delicate cheeks before he turned away.
The General then took possession of the visitor and
marched him off to look at the stables. The old man had
recovered all his old cheeriness and heartiness of manner ;
there was a little more feebleness in his gait than there
used to be, and he walked with a stick, but Hubert was
pleased to see that his eyes were bright, and to find him
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loquaciously inclined. The shock of Sydney's death had
not seriously affected him, and Hubert was conscious of
a thrill of relief at the sight of his evident health and
happiness. Considering that Mr. Lepel believed himself
to have closed his heart against the past, he was singu-
larly open to attacks of painful memory. He was annoyed
by his own readiness to be hurt, and almost wished that
he had not come to Beechfield.
7ie saw neither of the ladies again till dinner time, when
he thought that Enid looked even lovelier in her simple
vhite frock than in her riding-habit. He observed her a
good deal at dinner, and made up his mind that she was
the . ^ry model of an ideal heroine — sweet, gentle, pure-
minded, intelligent — all that a fresh young English girl
should be. The type did not attract him greatly ; but it
was just as well to study so perfect a specimen when he
had one at hand ; he wanted to introduce a girl of this
sort into his next novel, and he preferred portraiture to
mere invention. He would keep the novel in mind when
he talked to her ; it would perhaps prevent any dwelling
on unpleasant suj)jects — for, oh, how like the girl's eyes
were to those of her dear father !
So he sat by the piano after dinner while Enid played
dreamy melodies, that soothed the General into slumber,
and then he persuaded her to walk with him in the moon-
light on the terrace, and talked to her of his strange
adventures in foreign lands until the child thought that she
had never heard anything half so wonderful before. And,
as they passed and repassed the windows, they were
watched by Florence Vane with eyes that gleamed beneath
her heavy eyelids, with the narrow intentness of the
emerald orbs belonging to her favorite white cat. She had
never looked more as if she were silently following some
malevolent design, than when she watched the couple on
the terrace on that moonlit night.
Enid very quickly made friends with Mr. Lepel — so
quickly indeed that she was led to confide some of her
most private opinions to him before he had been much
more than twenty-four hours at Beechfield Hall. It was
anent little Dick and his mother that the first confidence
took place.
The whole party had been having tea under the great
beech'tree on the lawn, and after a time Enid and Hubert
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were left alone by the others. They chatted gaily to-
gether, he answering her eager questions about London
and Paris and Berlin, she catechising him with an eager-
ness which amused and interested him. Presently they
saw Dick running towards them across the lawn. A white
figure at one of the windows on the terrace, a call to the
boy, and Dick's wild career was arrested. He stood still
for a moment, then turned slowly towards the house,
breaking into a childish wail of grief as he did so. Hubert
stopped short in the sentence that he was addressing to
his young cousin, and looked after the boy.
" What is the matter with the poor little chap ? " he
asked."
Enid's eyes were fixed anxiously up ii the window
where the white figure had appeared
" Florence called him," she said n . very small voice.
" And why should the fact of his ). other's calling him
make him cry ? "
"Florence thinks it best to be : .ct," said Enid, still
with unnatural firmness of manner. " He is running away
from his nurse now, I know ; and I suppose he will be
sent to bed directly after tea for doing so — as he was
yesterday."
" Was he ? Poor little beggar 1 Was that the reason
why he looked so miserable* and you were all so solemn ?
What had he done ? "
" He came into the drawing-room without permission.
He was let off very easily because you were there, but I
have known his mother punish him severely for doing so."
" But, good heavens," said Hubert, rising from his seat,
and leaning against the trunk of the beech-tree, while he
looked down at Enid with an expression of utter per-
plexity, "why on earth should the child have so little
freedom ; and why should FloRcnce be so hard on him ?
She must be altered ! She was never fond of children, but
she was too indolent to be severe. Was not that your
experience of her when you were a child ? "
" Yes," said Enid, but too hesitatingly to give Hubert
all the assurance that he wished for — " yes ; she did not
take much trouble about what I did. It is different with
her own child."
" Surely she loves her own child better than she loved
other children — better even than you | " saio sorry
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He withdrew his nand and walked away somewhat
abruptly, without once looking round. Enid remained
where he had left her, pale with cmofion, overpowered by
a feeling that wa.^ neither joy nor fear, but which partook
of both.
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Hubert felt that he had been betrayed Into displaying
an excess of emotion very foreign to the character of the
cynic and the worldling which he was desirous to assume.
Circumstances, he told himself, had been too strong for
him. Even at the price of not making a study for a novel
of poor little Enid's personality — and how could he
ever seriously have thought of such a thing ? — he must not
risk close intercourse «^ith her. Her innocent allusions to
the past, her guileless confidence in himself, wrung his
heart with shame and dismay. When he left her, he
wandered away to the other side of the sheet of water in
front of the house, until he came to a small fir plantation
on the side of the hill which rose from the water's edge.
He had not been there for years, and yet he had not for-
gotten a single turning in the narrow pathway that ran
deviously between the fir-tree shrubs ; the memory of the
little open glade in the centre of the tiny wood had never
lost its terrible distinctness. Sometimes, when he closed
his eyes, he could see every detail of the scene, every
branch of the fir-trees against the darkening sky, every
rise or depression in the mossy ground. The very scent
of the woods gave him a sickening sensation ; the crunch
of a broken twig made him turn pale with the horror of a
quick remembrance. For it was in the fir-wood that Syd-
ney Vane had been found murdered — it was in the fir-wood
that Hubert Lepel had first felt that his hand was red with
his cousin's blood.
He had not at first felt all the horror of his deed. He
told himself again and again that he had been justified in
what he did. He had punished a man for a base and
craven act ; he had challenged him and met him in fair
fight. By all the laws of honor he considered himself jus-
tified. It was better that Marion Vane's heart should bQ
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broken by her husband's death than by the news th^t he
had deserted her. It was better that Knid should think of
her father as a saint and maftyr, than as a profligate whose
hand no honest man or woman would care to hold.
Hubert Lepel sternly told himself that he had done good
and not evil in ridding the earth of a thoroughly bad man
like Sydney Vane. If he might have avowed the deed
and its motive, he felt that he could almost have gloried in
it ; but how to confess what he had dune ? At the first
moment of all he had refrained, in terrible fear of implicating
Florence, not knowing how far she would be mistress of
herself; then, when he saw that she was well able to
defend her own reputation and that he might confess the
truth without bringing in her name at all — why, then he
hesitated, and found that his courage had deserted him.
Florence entreated him to conceal his act. He remem-
bered that Sydney Vane had almost forced him to use
weapons — a course which Hubert himself would never
have suggested ;,and it was fatally easy to let things take
their course. He hoped, in his youthful ignorance of the
laws of circumstantial evidence, that the jury would bring
in a verdict of suicide. When this hope was destroyed,
he still thought that the matter would be left a mystery —
so many mysteries were never cleared up at all ! He did
not think that any one else could possibly be suspected.
He was horrified when suspicion fell upon Andrew West-
wood, a poacher who had been vowing vengeance on Syd-
ney Vane for the past three months.
To the very end of the trial he hoped that Westwood
would be acquitted. When he had been condemned,
Hubert vowed to himself that at any rate no man should
suffer death in his place. If no reprieve could be obtained,
no commutation of the sentence, he would speak out and
set Andrew Westwood free. The message of mercy came
only just in time. He was on the very point of delivering
himself up to justice when news arrived that Westwood's
death sentence had been commuted to one of imprisonment
for life. Did that make things any better? Hubert
thought that it did. And his heart failed him — he could
not bear the thought of public disgrace, condemnation,
punishment. He knew himself to be a coward and a
villain, and yet he could not bring himself to tell the truth.
When Miss Vane accused him of heartlessness because he
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explained his pallor by saying that he had spent the previ-
ous evening with friends, he was in reality suffering from
the depression consequent on several nights of sleepless
agony of mind. He was not silent for his own sake alone.
He was afraid of implicating Flossy, the woman to whom
Sydney Vane had proposed love, and aboi»twhomhe had
quarrelled with her brother. It was Flossy's share in t|ie
matter that sealed his lips ; and from the moment of his
conversation with Florence at the library window his mind
was made up. He had gone too far to draw back —
Andrew Westwood must bear his fate. Lifelong inrprison-'
ment scarcely seemed more terrible to Hubert Lepel just
then than the nfe sentence of remorse which he had brought
on his own head.
Since those days his heart had grown harder. He had
resolved to forget — to fight down the secret consciousness
of guilt which pursued him night and day — to live his own
life, in spite of the haunting sense that he had sacrificed
all that was good and noble in himself, all that really made
life worth having. He was striving hard, as he said to
Florence, to cast the past behind him, to live as if he were
what he had been before he bore about with him the
shadow of a crime.
But, in the very first endeavor which Hubert Lepel made
to act as if the past were done away with, he was brought
face to face with it again, and made to feel as he had seldom
felt before, that he had wronged not only those who were
dead, but those who were living — for he had let Florence
become the wife of a man, the mother of a child, whom
she did not love, and he had left the girl whom his own
hand had made fatherless to Florence's care. As to West-
wood's child, she was in a worse case than Enid Vane, for
she, was not only orphaned but homeless pernaps, and lost
to all that was good and pure.
He thought of this as he stood in the fir-wood, sur-
/eying the scene where the suddenly-improvised duel had
taken place ; and, as the memory of it greAv uuon him, he
cast himself down on the mossy ground aiid sobbed aloud.
He had not shed a tear for years, and such as came now
were few and painful and bitter as gall ; but they w(/uid not
be repressed. It was strange, even to himself, that he
should be so beaten down by a little thing — a child's simple
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where her father had met his death. The world would not
have recognised him, the cold, subtle, polished, keen-
witted ildneur, the witty man of letters, critic, traveller,
playwright, novelist, all in one, in that crushed f gurc
beneath the firs, with head bowed down, hands clutched
in agony, muscular frame shaken by ♦he violence of con-
vulsive sobs. The convicted sinner, the penitent, had
nothing in common with Hubert Lepel, as known to the
world at large.
Presently he came to himself a little and sat up, with
his hands clasped round his knees. Some strange thoughts
visited him in those quiet moments. What if he gave up
the attempt to brave life out ? What if he acknowledged
the truth and cleared poor Westwood's name ? England
would ring from end to end with horror at his baseness.
What of that if, by confessing, he could lay to rest the
terrors that at time took a hold of his guilty soul — terrors,
not of death, nor of what comes after death — terrors of
life and of the doom of baseness reserved for the soul that
will be base, the gradual declension of heart and mind for
the man who said, " Evil be thou my good? " He was not
one who could bear as yet to think of moral death witho^U
a shiver. He had fallen, he had sinned; but, for his
misery and his pimishment, his soul was not yet dead.
What then if he should give himself up to justice after all ?
It seemed to him, in that moment of solitude, that only by
so doing could he regain the freedom of mind, the peace of
conscience which he had now forfeited, perhaps for ever-
more.
He sat thinking of the possibilities of life opening owt
before him, and decided that he could give them up with-
out a pang. But there were persons to be thought of
beside himself. To his relatives, to the relatives of the
murdered man, the discovery of the truth would be a ter-
rible shock. There wa.3 no person — except that massing
girl, of whom he dared scarcely think — who could benefit
by the clearing of Andrew Westwood's name. The only
gain that would accrue from his confession would be, he
considered, a subjective gain to himself. Abstract justice
would be done, no doubt, and Westwood's character would
be cleared ; but that was all. He ought to have spoken
earlier if he meant to do good by speaking. Confession,
he said to himself would be self-indulgence now.
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Hubert Lepcl was wonderfully well versed in subtle
turns of argument — in casuistry of the abslruser kind. It
was long since he had looked truth full in the face or drawn
a sharp boundary-line between right and wrong. Not
easy to him was it to get back from the varying lights and
shadows of self-deception to the radiant sunshine of truth.
With bitter remorse in his heart and a strangely passionate
wish to do — now at least — the right, he yet decided to bear
the burden of silence until his dying day — to say no word,
to do no act, that should ever revive in others' minds the
memory of the Beechfield tragedy. He was not naturally
callous, and he knew that concealment of the truth would
be, as it had always been, an oppression, a weary weight
upon him ; but he had made up his mind that it must be so.
" Moralists tell us never to do evil that good may come,"
he murmured to himself, with head bov.'-ed upon his knees ;
" but surely in this case, when it is not — not altogether
my own good that I seek, a little evil may be pardoned, a
little wrong condoned ! Heaven forgive me ! If I have
sinned, I think that I have suffered too ! "
He lifted up his head at last, and saw the red light of
sunset burning between the upright stems of the fir-trees,
stealing with strange crimson tints amongst the yellowing
bracken and umber drift of pine-needles, scarcely touch-
ing, however, the black shades of the foliage overhead.
With a sudden shiver Hubert rose to his feet. It seemed
to him that the red light looked like blood. He turned
hastily to go ; he had lingered too long, had excited his
own emotions too keenly. He resolved that he would
never visit the lonely fir-wood again. He wondered why
it had stood so long. If he had been the General, he
would have had the trees hewn down after the trial, and
done away with every memento of the place.
When he escaped from the shadow of the wood, and
saw the red sun setting behind the hills, sending long level
beams over the tranquil meadows, and bathing field and
grove and highway-road alike in ruddy golden light, he
drew a long breath of relief. And yet he felt that he was
not quite the same man that had entered the wood an
hour before. The foundations of his soul had been shaken ;
he had made a resolve ; he looked at life from a new stand-
point. The half-defiant determination to make the best of
the future which he had announced to his sister was
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purged of its defiance. He would make the best of his
future — yes. But for this purpose he would injure no
man or woman henceforward ; he would work with less
selfishness of aim — for the good or the world at large as
well as for himself. Something seemed broken in him by
that lonely hour in the wood — some hardness, some cold-
ness of temper was swept away. To him perhaps Tenny-
son's words respecting Lancelot were applicable still — -
** So groaned Sir Lancelot in remorseful pain,
Not knowing he should die a holy man.".
Far enough from anything like holiness was Hubert Lepel,
but a nobler life was possible to him yet.
Florence commented that evening on his pale and
wearied countenance, but he smiled at her questions, and
would not allow that anything ailed him. He sat by her
side for the greater part of the evening. It was as well,
he thought, to be chary of Enid's companionship. She
was so sweet, so frank, that she beguiled him into im-
prudent frankness in return. He would not sit beside her
at the piano therefore, or walk with her upon the terrace,
although she looked prettier than ever, with a new wistful
light in her blue eyes, a rose-flush upon her delicate cheeks.
He knew that she was disappointed when he did not come ;
no mattei — the child must not look on him as anything
but a casual acquaintance who had spoken a few rash
words of compliment which it were idle to take too seri-
ously ; and he would stay with Florence.
" Enid looks well to-night," said his sister, in her soft
careless tones. " She is a pretty little thing when in good
health."
"Is she delicate?" Hubert asked, in some surprise.
" She has nervous attacks ; she has had them at inter-
vals ever since she was nine years old." Nine years old —
the date of her father's death ! — as Hubert knew. *' At
first we thought they were of an epileptic kind ; but the
doctors say that they are purely nervous, and will cease
when she is older and stronger."
Hubert inquired no further. The subject was disagree-
able to him, inasmuch as it connected Enid's health with
her parent's fate and his sister's disastrous influence upon
the family. It was always a matter of keen regret to him
that he had not been able to hinder Florence's marriage,
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which she had prudently made a matter of secrecy until it
was too late for the General's friends to interfere. Her
calm appropriation of the position which she had secured,
and, above all, the pseudo-maternal way in which she
spoke of Enid, irritated Hubert almost beyond endurance.
He went back to London on the following day, promis-
ing to return to Beechfield Hall before long. For some
reason or other he felt eager to get away — the air of the
place seemed to excite his sensibilities unduly, he told him-
self. It struck him afterwards that Enid looked very pale
and downcast when she bade him good-bye. He took his
leave of her hurriedly, feeling as if he did not like to look
her full in the face. He was afraid, that if he looked, he
would be only too sure of what he guessed — that her eyes
were full of tears. He was almost glad that a, speedy
return to London was incumbent upon him. He had
next day to superintend the rehearsal of his new play,
which was shortly to be produced at one of the smaller
theatres ; and as soon as he reached his apartments he was
immersed in business of every kind.
The next morning's rehearsal was followed by luncheon
with friends, and attendance at a matinee given for the
benefit of the widow and children of an actor — a perform-
ance at which Hubert thought it well to be present,
although he invariably bemoaned the loss of time. The
piece was not over until six o'clock, and he amused him-
self afterwards by going behind the scenes, and chatting
with some of his acquaintances among actors, actresses,
managers, and critics. Thus it was nearly seven before
he issued from the theatre, in a street off the Strand, and
the day was already drawing to a close. The lamps were
lighted and a fog was gathering, through which their beams
assumed a yellow and unnatural intensity. Hubert stood
on the edge of the pavement, leisurelv drawing on his
gloves and looking out for a hansom, contrasting mean-
while the glories of the Strand with those of the autumn
woods in Hampshire, when his attention was arrested by
the sound of a woman's voice.
" If you please, Mr. Lepel, may I speak to you?"
He turned round hastily, and, after a mon^ent's hesita-
tion, recognised the girl who had addressed him as a
young actress whom he had lately come to know. She
iiad been playing a very small part in the comedy which
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her name — she was known on the bills as Miss Cynthia
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CHAPTER Xni.
Hubert raised his hat courteously.
*' Good evening, Miss West. Of course you may speak
to me ! " he said. " Can I do anything for you ? "
*' Yes," answ'^'red the £^irl with a quickness which sounded
abrupt, but which, as could easily be seen, was born of
shyness and not of incivility. " You can get me an
engagement if you like, Mr. Lepel ; and I wish you
would."
Hubert laughed, not thinking that she was in earnest,
and surveyed her critically.
" You will not have much difficulty in getting one for
yourself, I should think," he said.
Miss West colored and drew back rather haughtily. It
was evident that she did not like remarks of a personal
bearing, although Mr. Lepei had spoken only as he would
have thought himself licensed to speak to girls of her pro-
fession, who ^.; !?:eiierally open to such compliments — and
indeed she rsis n, t very likely to escape compliments. As
he looked ai icer in the light of the gas-lamps before the
theatre, Hubert Lepel became gradually aware that there
stood before him one of the most beautiful women he had
ever seen.
She was tall — nearly as tall as himself — but so finely pro-
* portioned that she gave the impression of less height than
she really possessed. Every movement of her hthe limbs
was full of grace ; she was slender without being thin,
and lissom as an untrained beautiful creature of the woods.
In afterdays, when Hubert knew her better, he used to
compare her to a young panther for grace and freedom of
motion. It was a pleasure to watch her walk, although
het step was longer and freer than to Enid Vane's teachers
would have seemed desirable. Her features were perfectly
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and slightly-puckered chin were of the type recognised as
purely Greek, and the complexion and eyes accompanying
these features were rich in the coloring that glows upon
the canvases of Murillo and Velasquez. The skin was of
a creamy brown, heightened by a carmine tint in the oval
cheeks ; the eyes were large, dark, and lustrous, with long
black lashes and well-defined black brows. It seemqd
somehow to Hubert as if those eyes were familiar to him,
but he could not recollect how or why. For the rest. Miss
Cynthia West was a very well-dressed, stylish-looking
young woman, neither fast nor shabby in her mode of
attire ; and the things that she wore served — intentionally
or not — to set off her good looks to the best advantage.
Hubert had seen her several times off and on the stage dur-
ing the past few weeks since his return to England; she took
none but minor parts, but was so remarkably handsome
that she had begun to attract remark. He was a little
surprised by her speech to him, and hardly thought she
could be in earnest. In fact, he suspected her of a mere
desire to attract his attention.
" I thought you were at the Frivolity ? " he said.
" I have left the Frivolity," she answered abruptly.
"This afternoon's engagement is the only one I have- had
for a fortnight ; and I have nothing in prospect."
He gave her a keener look, and in spite of her brave
bearing and her dainty clothes, he thought he perc:ived
a slight pinching of the delicate features, a dark :•:' ide be-
neath the eyes which — if he remembered rightly — hti.i not
been there two months before. W it possible thut the
girl was really in want ? Could h put his hand into his
pocket and offer her money? He might make the attempt
at any rate.
" Can I be of any use to you — m this way ? " he began,
inserting two fingers into his w'stcoat-pocket in a suffici-
ently significant manner.
He was aware of his mistake the next moment. An in-
dignant flush spread over the girl's whole face ; her eyes
expressed such hurt surprise that Mr. Lepel felt rather
ashamed of his suggestion.
" I did not ask you for money," said Miss West ; " J.
asked \^ you could get me some ' ing to do." Then she
turned away with a gesture which Hubert took for one of
mere petulance, though the feeling that actuated it border-
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ed more nearly on despair. "Oh," she said with a quick
nervous irritation audible in her tone, " I thought that
you would understand ! " — and her beautiful dark eyes
swam in tears.
They were still standing on the pavement, and at that
moment two or three passers-by shouldered Hubert some-
what roughly, and stared at the girl to whom he was speak-
ing. Hubert placed himself at her side.
" Come," he said — " Walk on a few paces with me, and
make me understand what you want when we get to a
quieter spot."
She bowed her head ; it was evident that if she had
spoken the tears would have fallen from her eyes. Hubert
turned up the comparatively dark and quiet street in
which stood the theatre that he had just visited ; but for a
few minutes he did not speak. At last he said in the
soothing voice which was sometimes thought to be his
greatest charm —
" Now will you make me understand ? I beg your par-
don for having offended you by my offer of help ; I meant
it in all kindness. You have not an engagement just now,
you say ? "
" It is not easy to get one," said the girl, with a quiver
in her proud young voice. " It is not a good time, you
know. I had two of three offers of engagements with
provincial companies this autumn, but I refused them all
because I had this one at the Frivolity. They were to
give me two pounds a week ; and it was considered a very
good engagement. Besides, it was a London engagement,
which I thought it better to take while I had the chance.
But I have lost il now, and I don't know what to do."
" You know the first question one naturally feels inclin-
ed to put to you. Miss West, is, why did you leave the
..frivolity ? "
'* I can't tell you the real reason," said the girl sharply.
The color in her face seemed now to be concentrated in
two fiaming spots in her cheeks ; her mouth was set, and
her brow contracted over the brilliant eyes. " I quarrelled
with rhe manager — that was all."
" Let me see — the manager is Ferguson, is he not ? I
know him."
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met," Hubert answered without a smile.
But he was a little curious in his own mind. From
what he knew of Ferguson, he supposed it likely that the
man had been making love to the young actress, that she
had refused to listen to him, and that he had therefore dis-
missed her from the troupe. Such things had happened be-
fore,he knew, during Mr. Ferguson's reign; and the Frivolity
did not bear the very best character in the world. With a
girl of Cynthia West's remarkable beauty, it was pretty
easy to guess the story, although the girl in her innocence
thought that she was concealing it completely.
" He said that I was careless," Cynthia went on rapidly.
*' He changed the hour for rehearsal twice, and let every-
body know but me ; then I was fined, of course ; and I
complained, and then he said I had better go."
" What made you come to me ? " said Hubert. " I am
not a manager, you know."
" You have a great deal of influence," she said, rather
more shyly than she had spoken hitherto.
" Very little indeed. Other people have much more.
Why did you not try Gurney or Thomson or Macalister ? "
— mentioning names well known in the theatrical world.
" Oh, Mr. Lepel," said the girl, almost in a whisper,
" you will think me so foolish if I tell you ! "
" No, I sha'n't. Do tell me why ! "
" Well " — still in a whisper — " it was because I read a
story that you had written — a tale about a girl called Amy
Maitland — do you remember ? "
" I ought to remember," said Hubert thoughtfully, " be-
cause I know I wrote it ; but an author does not always
recall his old stories very accurately. Miss West. It was
a short tale for a Christmas number, I know. What was
there in it that could cause you to honor me in this way, I
wonder ? "
"Ah, don't laugh at me, please, Mr. Lepel ! " Cynthia's
voice was so sweet in its entreating tones that Hubert
thought he had never heard anything more musical. " It
was all about a girl who was poor like me, and whose
parents were dead, and about her adventures, you know —
particularly about her not being able to get any work to
do, and nearly throwing herself into the river. I have had
the thought more than once lately that it would end with
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me in that way — the river looks so deep and silent and
mysterious — doesn't it ? But that's all nonsense, I sup-
pose I However, when I lead about Amy in the old
Christmas number, that my landlady lent me the other
night, it came to my mind that I had seen you behind the
scenes, and that, if you could write in that way, you might
be more ready — ready to help " She stopped short,
a little breathless after her long and tremulous speech.
" My poor child," said Hubert, with the tender accent
that showed that he was moved, " I am afraid it does not
always follow. However, let us take the most cheerful
view possible of all things, even of novelists, and try to be-
lieve that they practise what they preach. It would be
hard if I did not prove worthy of your confidence. Miss
West. I am sure I don't know whether I will be able to
do anything for you or not, but I will see."
" Thank you, Mr. Lepel."
She said the words very low, and drew a quick breath of
relief as she said them. By the light of a gas-lamp under
which they were passing at the moment Hubert saw that
she had turned very pale. He halted suddenly.
*' I am very thoughtless," he said, " not to recollect that
you must be tired, and that I am perhaps taking you out
of your way."
" No," said Cynthia simply ; " I always go this way. I
lodge at a boarding-house in the Euston Road."
" Then let us to business at once 1 " exclaimed Mr.
Lepel, in a cheerful tone. " What sort of engagement do
you want. Miss West ? "
She was silent for a minute or two. Then she said, with
some unusual timidity of manner —
" I should very much Hke to have an engagement at a
place where I could sing."
" Sing ! " repeated Hubert, arching his brows a little.
" Can you sing ? Have you a voice ? "
" Yes," said Cynthia.
The audacity of the assertion took away Hubert's breath.
He looked at her pityingly.
" My dear Miss West, are you aware that singing is a
profession in itself, and requires a professional training,
like other things? "
" Yes. But I can sing," said the girl decidedly.
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"At school, and then of an old music-master in the
boarding-house where I am living."
If he had not been afraid of wounding her feelings,
Hubert would have shrugged his shoulders. They were
again standing on the pavement, face to face, and he
refrained from the scornful ges<^ure.
" Well," he said, after a short pause, " if you think so,
there is nothing to do but to try you. I must hear you
sing. Miss West, before I can say anything about a musical
engagement. Shall I come and see you to-morrow ? "
" Oh, no ! " said Cynthia, with such transparent horror
at the suggestion that Mr. Lepel was very much amused.
"We have no piano, and I am sure that Mrs. Wadsley
would not like it."
" Then will you come to my rooms at twelve o'clock to-
morrow morning ? "
" Thank you. Oh, Mr. Lepel, I am so very, very much
obliged to you ! "
*• I have done nothing yet to merit thanks, Miss West.
I shall be only glad if I can be the means of assisting a
fellow-artist out of a difficulty." He saw that the words
brought a bright glow of gratified feeling to the girl's face.
** Here is my card ; my rooms are not very far off, you see
— in Russell square."
'Cynthia took the card and thanked him again so warmly
that Hubert assured her that he was already overpaid.
They had reached the broad torrent of life that rolls down
New Oxford street, and further conversation became
almost impossible. Hubert bent his head to say —
" Shall I put you into a cab now, or may I see you
home ? "
" Neither, thank you," she said, shaking her head. *' I
am quite well used to going about alone ; and it is a very
little way. Good night ; and I am so much obliged to
you ! "
" Let me see you over this crossing, at any rate," said
Hubert.
She was too quick for him ; she had already plunged
into the tide, and he saw her the next moment hailing on
the central resting-place of the broad thoroughfare. He
attempted to follow, but was too late, and had to wait a
moment or two for a couple of heavy carts. When the
road was clear again, he saw that she had safely reached
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the other side ; and, as soon as he had creased, he dimly
perceived her graceful figure some distance ahead on the
sombre pavements of Bedford square. His impulse was
to overtake her, but after a few rapid strides he abandoned
the intention. The girl was safe enough at that early
hour ; no doubt she was accustomed, as she said, to take
care of herself. No need to launch into a romantic episode
— to walk behind her, keeping watch and ward, as if she
were likely to encounter terrible danger on the way. And
yet, for some reason or another, he continued to walk —
slowly now — in the direction which Cynthia West had
taken.
It was quite out of his own way to go all along Gower
street and eastward down the Euston Road, yet that was
what he did. He saw the tall slight figure stop at an iron
gate, push it open, and walk up the flagged pavement
to the door of a dingy but highly respectable-looking
house. The Euston Road is a neighborhood not greatly
affected by people of fastidious taste ; and Hubert won-
dered, with a shrug of the shoulders, why Miss West had
found a lodging in the very midst of its ceaseless madden-
ing roar. He passed the house with a slow step, and as
he did so he read an inscription on the brass plate which
adorned the gate by which Cynthia had entered—
** Mrs. Wadsley.
" Select Boarding-House for Ladies and Gentlemen.
" Moderate Terms."
"Yery moderate and very select, no doubt," thought
Hubert cynically. " Now is that girl making a fool of me,
or is she not? All those pretty airs might so easily be
put on by a clever actress. I shall find her out to-morrow.
She can act a little — I know that ; but, if she can't sing,
after what she has said, she may go to Jericho for me !
And, if she does not come at all, why, then I shall know
that she is an arrant little impostor, and that I am a con-
founded fool ! "
. He stopped to light a cigar under a lamp-post, and a
slight smile played over his features as he struck the
match.
"She's a beautiful girl," he said to himself; " if she does
turn out an impostor, I shall be rather sorry. But, by
Jove, I don't believe she will ! "
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" Shall I take off my hat before I sing? " said Miss West
calmly.
She was in Hubert's sitting-room. Mr. Lepel had the
drawing-room floor of a large and fine old house in Russell
square — a floor which contained two drawing-rooms open-
ing out of each other, a bed and bath-room, and a small
den, generally called a smoking-room, although its master's
pipes and cigars were to be found in all corners of the
apartments. Hubert had partially furnished the rooms for
himself, and thus done away with the bare and ungarnished
appearance usually characteristic of a London lodging.
Miss West glanced around the room on her first entry
with some astonishment largely commingled with admira-
tion. The mixture of luxury and disorder which met her
eyes might have surprised even persons more conversant
with the world than Cynthia West. The golden-brown
plush curtains between the rooms were half pushed back,
and showed that the back-room had been turned into a
library. Shelves crowded with books, tables heaped with
them, a great writing-table and a secritaire showed that
Mr. Lepel used the room for what might be called " pro-
fessional " purposes. But in the front drawing-room there
had been attempts — and not unsuccessful attempts — at
more artistic decoration. The curtains were of exquisite
brocade, some charming etchings adorned the walls, great
porcelain bowls of flowers had been placed on the
oddly-shaped little tables that stood about the room. A
pianette had been pulled out from the wall, and an Algerian
shawl glistening with gold was loosely thrown over its
back. Other articles of decoration were suggestive of
foreign travel. A collection of murderous-looking weapons
had been fastened on the wall between the two windows,
some Eastern embroideries were thrown here and there
over the furniture, and an inlaid mother-o'-pearl stool, an
enormous narghileh, and some Japanese kakemonos gave
the room quite an outlandish air. In spite of its oddness,
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there was a. brightness and pleasantness about the place,
due to the gay tints of the Oriental stuffs, and the hue and
fragrance of the flowers with which pots and bowiS and
vases were plentifully filled.
" Yes, take off your hat and cloak, please," said Hubert,
" if you do not mind the trouble."
" It is no trouble at all ; I can sing much better with-
out my outdoor things," replied the girl promptly.
She took ofT her little black-and-white hat and her neat
little jacket, and displayed herself in a closely-fitting black
gown which suited her admirably, in spite of its plainness.
There was no touch of color or sign of orn'^ment ; a rim
of white collar around the neck and white cuffs at her
wrists ^ave the only relief to the gown's sombre hue. And
yet, with the vivid beauty of her face above the plain dark
garment, it seemed as if she could not have found a garb
that was more absolutely becoming. She stood beside
the little piano for a moment with a roll of music in her
hand, and looked at Hubert questioningly.
"Shall I play my own accompaniment?" she asked.
"I never thought of that; I. could have judged better
of your voice if we had had an accompanist," said her
host. " I could play for you myself if you liked."
*' No ; I will do it," said Cynthia decidedly. " Go to
the other end of the room, will you, please, Mr. Lcpel ?
You will hear me better there."
There was a pretty air of command about her which
amused Mr. Lepel. This young woman, ht reflected, as
he took up the position which she had recommended, was
not one who would be contented with a secondary position
anywhere. She evidently considered herself born to rule.
Well, he would do her bidding ; he had no objection to
the rule of a pretty woman ! He was not disposed to take
Miss Cynthia West and her singing very seriously — as yet.
Cynthia seated herself at the piano, while Hubert flung
himself into an easy-chair at the farther end of the room,
and crossed his arms behind his head in an attitude of
attention and endurance, which showed that he was not
expecting much and was prepared to bear the worst. For
the singing of an average girl of eighteen or nineteen, with
an ambition to appear on a public stage, is apt to be trying
to the sensibilities of the true music-lover ; and Hubert
Lepel was no mean critic of the art.
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and
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Cynthia played a few opening bars, and then began to
sing a popular ballad of the day. When she had finished
it, she did not look round, but went on fingering the notes,
gliding gradually into another key. Then suddenly she
broke out into a fine old Italian aria, which she sang with
much fire and expression, availing herself of every oppor-
tunity of fioriture and cadenza afforded by the song.
And thence, with only a few bars of symphony between,
she launched herself upon one of Schubert's most passion-
ate love-songs, and sang it in a style which brought the
listener to his feet at its close in a musical rapture that
almost defied expression.
"Why, good heavens," cried Hubert, with something
not unlike a gasp, " who on earth taught you to sing like
that? And your voice — do you know. Miss West, that
your voice is simply magnificent ? "
Cynthia kept her head down, and continued to finger
the notes — mutely this time.
" I have been told that I might be able to sing at private
concerts," she said demurely.
" Private concerts ! You might sing at Her Majesty's
or Covent Garden — with ^ little more training perhaps,"
said Hubert, trying to be cautious, but failing to hide the
satisfaction which shone out of his eyes as he approached
the piano. " Why have you never sung to any manager?
At least you may have done so, but I never heard a word
of it ; and a voice like yours would be talked about, you
know."
" I suppose it was old Lalli's fault," said Cynthia care-
lessly. " He always impressed upon me that I could not
sing a bit, and that I must wait for years and years before
I dare open my mouth in public."
"And who is old Lalli?" asked Hubert, gathering up
her music and beginning to turn it over.
Cynthia crossed her white hands and looked down, a
shadow flitting across her mobile face.
" He is dead," she said softly. " He was a very kind
old friend. He lodged in the house where I am lodging
now. As long as he lived I always had somebody to ad-
vise me — somebody to depend on." ,
Her voice faltered a little. Some moisture was visible
on the long dark eyelashes as they hung over the fresh
young cheeks. Hubert thought again that he had never
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seen a woman half so beautiful. The touch of emotion
softened her loveliness — made it more human, more appeal-
ing. His tone was less light, but more simply friendly,
when he addressed her again.
" Was he a musician ? "
" He was a violinist in the Frivol'ty orchestra. He had
been a singer once, I believe ; at any rate, he knew a great
deal about singing, and he used to give me lessons. He
used to tear his hair, and frown and stamp a great deal,"
said Cynthia, smiling tenderly ; " but he was kind, and I
loved him very much."
" You met with him at the boarding-house where you
live, I suppose ? " said Hubert carelessly.
Cynthia gave him a sudden glance. The color came
into her facd.
" No," she said slowly ; " he took me there." She raised
her right hand and struck a few soft notes with it before
she resumed her speech. " You would like to know how
it was perhaps?" She made long pauses between her
sentences, as if she were considering what to say and what
to leave unsaid. '*! came to London about four years
^go» ill great trouble. I had lost all my friends — not
because I had done anything wrong, because of — other
things. I wanted to get something to do in a shop or as
a servant-girl — I did not care what. I tried all day, but
hobody would give me work. I slept in the Park at night.
Next day I began to search all over again, and again it
was of ijo use. I had no money ; I was very hungry and
tired. I sat down on a step and cried, and at last some
one said to me, ' What is the matter, my poor child ? ' And
I looked up, frightened, and saw an old man with a long
gray beard and very dark eyes and a kind face stooping
over me. That was Signor Guido Lalli, of the Frivolity."
" I remember him in the band quite' well," said Hubert.
" He had a good face."
*'' Had he not ? " exclaimed the girl, with sudden passion.
" He was the kindest, wisest, best man I ever knew ! I
could not help trusting him, he looked so good. He made
me tell him all about myself, and then he took me with
him to the boarding-house in Euston Road where he lived,
and said that he would be responsible to the landlady for
me until I^got something to do. And Mrs. Wadsley was
so fond of him that she took me on trust for his sake. I
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don't believe she ever suspected how little he really knew
about me. And next day he took me to some friends of
his, and between them they got me a little engagement at
a theatre ; and then I had a small speaking part, and so
on — you know as well as I do how young actresses go from
step to step — so that I was able to support myself after a
time, and be no longer a burden upon him."
" And would he not let you sing ? "
" No ; he gave me lessons every day, and made me prac-
tise a long time ; but I had to promise him that I would not
sing to anybody but himself unless — unless I were obliged.
I used to be angry about it ; but he was so good to me that
I always gave in to him in the end. I fancy now that he
had a purpose in it all. When I was sufficiently trained,
he wanted to take me to Mapleson or some other great
impresario^ and get him to bring me out in opera,"
" Very likely. But you say he died ? "
" Yes," said the girl, with a sigh, " he died — ^suddenly
too, so that he did not even say good-bye. He was found
dead one morning in his bed. Since then I have been all
alone in the world ; and I think Mr. Ferguson knew it,
and wanted to take advantage of my position."
" No doubt of it."
"So then, as I had no engagement at the theatre, I
thought I would see whether my voice would do anything
for me. And, as I told you last night, I made up my
mind to speak to you."
Hubert had stood with his arms on the piano, looking
gravely down on the girl's bent face as she told her story.
As she paused, she raised her head, and her great dark
eyes looked straight into his with an expression of mute
appeal which stirred his feelings strangely. It moved him
so much that he was forced to take down his arms and
turn aside from the piano for a moment or two; he
scarcely wanted her to see how deeply he was touched.
He soon came back to her side, however, and said —
" If I had refused to listen to you, what would you have
done?"
" I don't know," she answered meditatively.
" You would have gone to some manager — some cele-
brated impresario / "
" And been snubbed and repulsed by one and all I " said
Cynthia, with sudden passion.
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She rose from the music-stool and stood facing him ; he
saw her bosom rise and fall, he marked the varying color
in her cheeks, the light and shadow in her troubled eyes,
as she poured out the impetuous words with which her
heart was charged.
" I could not have borne it ! I do not know how to put
up with insult and contempt. I feel that I hate all the
world when it treats me in that way. I never could be
meek and good like other girls. I don't mean that I want
to be wicked — I hope I am not wicked — but, if you had
failed me, I think that I should have gone straight away
to I ondon Bridge and thrown myself into the river — for I
should have had no hope left"
" My dear girl," said Hubert, rather gravely, " with that
voice of yours you would have been very wrong to feel so
easily discouraged."
" Oh, what would the voice matter if I could get nobody
to listen to it ? " cried Cynthia, with fiery scorn. *• I may
have a fortune in my voice, but how will the fortune
benefit me if I can't have it for the next five or ten years,
and am starving in the meantime? I could not have
stayed more than a few days at Mrs. Wadsley's, as I had
no money, and was not likely to earn any. If I was turned
out, where was I to go ? It is winter now, not summer, as
it was when I slept in the Park four years ago, and dear
old Lalli found me crying on the steps. A night out of
doors in this weather would not leave me much voice to
sing with, I fancy ! No ; I had made up my mind, Mr.
Lepel — if you would not listen to me, I would go to Lon-
don Bridge. If you think me wicked, I can't help it; it
was my last resource."
With her cheeks flaming, her eyes gleaming beneath her
black brows, it was plain that she was dominated by
passion of no common strength, by will and pride which
made it well-nigh impossible for her to lead an ordinary
woman's life. Hubert looked at her, stupefied, fascinated
by her beauty ; he was penetrated by an admiration that
he had never felt for a woman in all his life before. And
she was a mere girl yet ! He knew that she would be ten
times more beautiful in a few years' time.
" You were right to come to me," he murmured, scarcely
knowing what he said as he gazed into the depths of the
lustrous dark eyes. " You need have no fear — you will
succeed,"
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97
Cynthia drew a long breath. Her attitude changed a
little ; limbs and features seemed to relax, the color died
slowly out of her flushed cheeks.
" You mean," she said, in a lower voice, " that you do
not think, after all, that I was very wrong — bold, un-
womanly, I mean — to speak to you, when I did not know
you, in the street last night? "
"Certainly not."
" I had no claim on you, I know," proceeded the girl,
the light of ejfcitement fading out of her face, and the per-
fect mouth beginning to quiver as she spoke. '' It was
only a fancy of mine that, as you had seemed to under-
stand so well how dreadful it was to be alone — alone in
this great terrible London — you would hold out a helping
hand to a girl who only wanted work — ^just enough to gain
her daily bread." She sobbed a little, and put her hand
over her eyes.
" Miss West," said Hubert seriously, with a desperate
effort to retain a composure which was very hard to keep,
** I can only assure you that I shall consider it an honor
to be allowed to help in bringing you to the notice of men,
who will do far more for you than I caii hope to do."
She withdrew her hand from her eyes and looked at him
with a brilliant smile, though the tears were still wet on
her eyelashes.
" You think I am worth helping ? " she said. " And you
will help me — you yourself? " * ^'^'^
" I will not rest," answered Hubert. " I will work night
and day, and give body and soul, and I'll see you a prima
donna yet 1 "
They both laughed, and then, obeying an impulse
which stirred their hearts alike, held out their hands to
each other and exchanged a friendly grasp.
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CHAPTER XV.
The little village of Beechfield, like all other villages, had
its dark corners where vice and misery reigned supreme.
In old times Mr. and Mrs. Rumbold — ^good people as they
were in their own fashion — had been content to leave these
darker places to themselves ; the decent religious poor of
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the parish gave them enough to do. But under the new
Rector's rule a newr system had begun. The Reverend
Maurice Evandale thought that his duty lay amongst the
lost sheep as well as amongst those already in the fold. If
he had been at Beechiield in the days before Sydney
Vane's death, he would never have let poor Andrew West-
wood and his child remain outcasts from the interests of
religious life. He would have visited them, talked to them,
persuaded the child to go to school, perhaps even induced
the poacher to give ip his vagrant ways ; at any rate, he
would not have let them alone, but would have grappled
fearlessly with the difficulties of their position, and with
that hostility which seemed to exist between Westwood
and the rest of the village. Whether he would have been
successful or not it were indeed hard to say, but that he
would have made a great effort to be so there can be no
manner of doubt.
Mr. Evandale's new system produced a great sensation
in the parish-r— not altogether a favorable sensation either ;
for the villagers, who had gone on so long in quiet, com-
fortable, self-complacent ways, did not regard with a favor-
able eye the changes which the Rector introduced. All
the old abuses which had slumbered peacefully in darkness
for so many years were exposed relentlessly by this too
energetic young man. He swept away the village band of
stringed instruments from the church gallery ; he erected
an organ in the chancel, and set the schoolmistress to play
it ; he introduced new tunes into the choir, new doctrines
into the pulpit; he played havoc amongst all that was
fusty and musty and venerable in the villagers' eyes. He
talked about drainage, and had an inspector down to
investigate the state of the village water-supply ; he waged
war upon the publicans, set up an institute and a library
for the village youths, taught the boys, played with them
— thrashed them too occasionally — and made himself a
terror to evil-doers and the idol of the young ladies of the
place. Naturally much was said against him, especially
behind his back. To his face, people did not venture to
say much. The young Rector had such a fearless way of
looking straight into people's eyes, ol saying what he
meant and expecting other people to do the same, that he
inspired something like fear in the shiftier and less trust-
worthy part of the community. On the other hand, the
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weak, the sick, the very young, instinctively loved and
trusted him. " He is beautiful in a sick-room." averred
the elder women. Perhaps his words seemed beautiful to
them because they felt that by some mysterious law of
sympathy he understood their sorrows without having
been a partaker in them, that he had an infinite pity for the
erring and the suffering, and that he never felt himself less
of a brother to his flock because so many of that flock
were sinful and ignorant and degraded.
So, parson though he was, he became the friend and.
confidant of half the village ; and strange tales were poured
into his ear sometimes — tales which the tellers would
formerly have laughed at the idea of relating to the Rector
of the parish so long as Mr. Rumbold reigned supreme.
But to Maurice Evandale nothing seemed to come amiss ;
he had interest and sympathy for all. Stern to impenitent
sinners he certainly was — brutal men and idle lads cowered
under the lash of his rebuke ; but there was not a soul in
the village who did not also know that a word of repent-
ance, an act that showed a yearning after better thines,
was sufficient to melt the Rector's wrath and turn him
from a judge and censor into a friend. Judging from the
progress that Maurice Evandale had already made in the
hearts of his people, there was a fair likelihood that if he
stayed much longer he would be master of their affections
and their intellects, In a v/ay which was unprecedented in-
deed at Beechfield.
He was not often at Beechfield Hall. The General
liked his society extremely, but Mrs. Vane declared that
it fatigued her.
" The man is so oppressively blunt and downright," she
said, " that one never knows what to expect from him next.
He is a perfect bear."
" But, my dear Flossy, he comes of a very good family,
and I liave heard him praised 0:1 all sides for his distin-
guished manners," expostulated the General. " I never
knew a young man so courteous, so polished ! "
** I am spoiled for young men, General," said Flossy,
extending her hand very graciously to her white-haired hus-
band.
It was not often that she showed herself so actively
amiable towards him. She was usually somewhat passive,
receiving his attentions with a languid indifference which
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would have disconcerted some men, but which did not
disconcert the unsuspicious old General. He was delight-
ed with her little compliment, kissed her hand gallantly,
and avowed that nobody should come near the house
whom she disliked. So Maurice Evandale was not invited
a second time to dinner.
Naturally Enid was not consulted in the matter. She
never expressed any opinion at all concerning the new
Rector. She had always been a regular church-goer, and,
wet or fine, never failed to be present at the class over
which she presided every Sunday aCternoon. She was not
a whit more regular in her attendance at church and school
than she had been before, whereas giddy girls like the
doctor's daughter and the lawyer's bevy of fair damsels,
and even the members of a neighboring Squire's large
family of girls, had all taken to attending Mr. Evandale's
services and schools with unexampled regularity. Flossy,
who seldom went to church herself, but always inquired
diligently after the worshippers, and exacted an account of
their names and number from her young kinswoman, used
to utter sarcastic little jibs anent these young women's
clearly-manifested preference for Mr. Evandale, and was
heard to say rather sharply that, if Enid followed their
example, it would be worth while to have the horses out
on a Sunday and drive over to the cathedral of Whitmin-
ster, six miles away. But Enid never gave any sign of
liking the new Rector any better than she had liked Mr.
Rumbold; and, as to take the General away from the
church in which he had knelt almost every Sunday since
he came home from active service in India, after his old
father's death, would have been to uproot one of the most
deeply-rooted instincts in his life. Florence was wise enough
to let the matter pass, and to content herself with wishing
that the patron of the living had given it to an older man —
or at least to a married man. There was always danger
when a bachelor of eight-and-twenty, good-looking —
indeed very handsome — and with a comfortable income,
came into close contact with young and romantic girls.
And Florence did not intend Enid to marry Mr. Evan-
dale — she had other views for her.
It was strange to see how this white, silent, languid
woman, whose only occupations in life seemed to be eat-
ing, sleeping, driving, and dressing, was able to mould the
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natures and ambitions of others to her liking. Behind
the mask of Flossy's pensive beauty lay a brain as subtle,
a will as inflexible, a heart as cold as ever daring criminal
possessed. Nothing daunted or repelled her, and in other
circumstances and other times her genius might have made
her a mark for the execration of all succeeding ages. But
her sphere >yas not large ; she had but indifferent material
to work upon in the seclusion of a country home and the
company of an old country gentleman and his niece ; and
she could but do her best to gain her ends, even though
the path of them lay across bleeding hearts and lives laid
waste by her cruelty.
Mr. Evandale had felt the same distaste for her society
that she had expressed for his visits, and troubled himself
not a little about the want of charity that he discovered in
himself. To his clear and penetrating eyes there was a
vein of falseness apparent in Mrs. Vane's most honeyed
speeches ; her narrowed eyes were tc i subtle for his taste ;
there were lines about her mouth which he had seen on
faces of women whom he did not love. For the life of
him he could not repress a certain honest gravity and even
sternness of manner in addressing her ; something in her
revolted him — he did not know how or why. He almost
pitied the General — the hearty, good old man who seemed
so fond of his fair wife. And he was sorry for Enid too,
not only on account of her sad story, but bec::use she lived
with this woman whom he distrusted, because she was ruled
by her fancies and educated according to her desires. And
he was even sorry — still without knowing why-r-for little
Dick, whose quaint childish face always expanded into a
broad smile at the sight of him, and whom he often met in
the village, clinging fondly to Enid's hand.
When he dined at the Hall, he had scarcely seen Enid,
for, (Ti some plea of illness or fatigue, Mrs. Vane had kept
her away from dinner, and her presence in the drawing-
room for the last half hour of Evandale's stay had been a
very silent one. But he often saw her in church. The
Vanes' pew was just in front of the pulpit, and the Rector
/could not preach without noticing the steady attention
given to him by the girl in the Squire's pew, could not fail
to be struck by the sweetness of the fair uplifted face, the
beauty of the pathetic eyes, in which there always lurked
the shadow of some past or future pain. The Rector fell
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into the habit of preaching to that fair young face. But,
strangely enough, he did not prear.h as men usually preach
to the young and innocent — his words were often of con-
solation for bitter grief, tender counsel for the afflicted,
even of future hope and amendment for the guilty.
Nothing less peculiarly appropriate to a young girl of
seventeen than some of his sermons could be imagined —
and yet they were all addressed to Fnid Vane. It was as
if he were trying to strengthen her for some dread con-
flict , some warfare of life and death, which his foreseeing
eye discerned for her in days to come.
Enid was allowed to do a little district-visiting in the
parish, and Mr. Evandale had often heard reports of her
gentleness and goodness ; but he had never personally
encountered her on any of her errands of mercy. An
exception to this rule, hov/cvcr, took i)lacc on a certain
afternoon in November, a few weeks after Hubert Lepjel's
visit to Beecliwood.
Mr. Evandale had on that day received information that
one of his parishioners — a Mrs. Meldrclh — was seriously
ill and would like to see him. The informant added that
she brought the Rector word of this, because Mrs. Mel-
dreth's daughter Sabina was now at home, and seemed
anxious to keep the clergyman away. The Rector's fight-
ing instincts were at once aroused by this communication.
He knew Sabina Meldreth by name only, and had not
derived a very pleasant impression of her from all that he
had heard. She had once been an under-housemaid at the
Hall, but had been dismissed for misconduct — of what
sort nobody could exactly say, although much was hinted
at which the gossips did not put into words — and had left
the village soon afterwards. Since that time she had been
seen at Beechfield only at intervals ; she came occasion-
ally to see her mother, and stated that she was " engaged
in a millinery business at Whitminster, and doing well."
Certainly her airs and graces, her plumes and jewelry,
seemed to betoken that her finances were in a flourishing
condition. But she never came to church, and was
reported to talk in an irreverent manner, which made the
Rector long to get hold of her for five minutes. With his
strong convictions, Maurice Evandale could not bear to
hear without protest of the insolent and almost profane
sallies of wit by which, to his mind, Sabina Meldreth dis-
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honored her Creu.^». He had long resolved to speak to
her on the subject when next she visited Beechfield.
Perhaps her mother's illness would have softened her and
would make the Rector's task less difficult — for it was not
Ills nature to love the administration of rebuke, although
he held it to be one of his essential duties, when occasion
reipiired.
Mrs. Meldreth was a respectable elderly woman, who
kept a small shop for cheap groceries and haberdashery in
th-' village. She did not do much business, but she lived
in apparent comfort — probably, the neighbors said, because
slie was helj)cd by her daughter's earnings. And then
Mrs. Vane "was unusually kind to her. Flossy did not
interest herself much in the welfare of her poorer neigh-
bors, but to Mrs. Meldreth she certainly showed peculiar
favor. Many a gift of food and wine went from the Hall
across Mrs. Meldrcth's threshold ; and it was noticed that
Mrs. Meldreth was occasionally admitted to Mrs. Vane's
own room for a private conference with the lady of Beech-
fuUl Hall herself. But those who commented wondcringly
on that fact were reminded that Mrs. Meldreth added to
lur occupations that of sick-nurse, and that she had been
in attendance on Mrs. Vane at the time of the young
S'luire's birth. It was natural that Mrs. Vane should be
on more intimate terms with her than with any other of
the village women.
Mrs. Meldreth was not an interesting person in the eyes
of the world at large. She was a sad, silent, dull-faced
individual, with blank looking eyes and a dreary mouth.
There were anxious lines on her forehead and hollows in
her pale cheeks, such as her easy circumstances did not
account for. That she "enjoyed very poor health,"
according to the dictum of her neighbors, was considered
by them to be a sufficient reason for Mrs. Meldreth's
evident lack of peace of mind.
Mr. Evandale set oflf for his visit to the sick woman early
in the afternoon. He was hindered on his way to her
house by meeting with various of his friends of the humbler
sort, whom he did not like to pass without a word, and it
was after three o'clock before he reached Mrs. Meldreth's
cottage. He entered the shop, which looked duller and
more uninviting than ever, and found that it was tenanted
only by a girl of thirteen — a girl whom he knew to be th^
stupidest in th? whole of the village school,
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" Well, Polly Moss," he said good-naturedly, " are you
taking care of the shop ? "
Polly Moss, a girl whose mouth looked as if it would
never close, beamed at him with radiant satisfaction, and
replied —
" Yes, sir — I'm minding the shop, sir. Did you want
any groceries to-day, please, sir ? "
" No, thank you," said the Rector, smiling. " I have
come to see Mrs. Meldreth, who, I hear, is ill."
" Yes, sir," said Polly, in a tone of resigned affliction.
** I thought p'r'aps you was going to buy something, sir.
I hain't sold anythink the 'ole afternoon." *
" Polly," said Mr. Evandale, " how often am I to tell
you to say the * whole ' afternoon, not the * 'ole ' ? " The
unlucky man had even made war on the natives' practice
of leaving out their " h's " ! " • Whole,' with an * h,' re-
member ! Well, I will buy something — what shall it be ?
— a pound of tea perhaps. Ah, yes ! Two shillings a
pound, isn't it? Pack it up and send it to the Rectory to-
night, Polly ; and here are the two shillings to put into the
till. Now will you ask if I can see Mrs. Meldreth ? "
Polly's shining face suddenly fell.
" I daren't leave the shop, sir," she said. " I left it this
morning just for a minute or two, and Miss Meldreth said
she'd skin me alive if ever I did so again. Would you
mind, sir " — insinuatingly — " just a-going up the stairs and
knocking at the door atop o' them? They'll be glad to
see you, I'm sure, sir ; and I daren't leave the shop for a
single minute." '
" All right," said the Rector. He was used to entering
sick-rooms, and did not find Polly Moss' request very
much out of the way. " Til go up. "
He passed through the shop and ascended the stairs,
with every step of whith he was familiar, as he had already
visited Mrs. Meldreth during one or two previous attacks
of illness, and was heard to knock at the sick woman's
bed-room door.
" Oh, my," exclaimed Polly, as soon as he was out of
reach, " and if I didn't go for to forget to tell him as "ow
Miss Enid was up there ! Oh, my ! But I don't suppose
he'll mind I He's only the parson, after all."
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CHAPTER XVI.
When Mr. Evandale knocked at Mrs. Meldreth's door,
he was aware of a slight bustle within, followed by the
sound of voices in low-toned conference ; then came a
rather sharply-toned " Come in ! " As, however, the Rector
still hesitated, the door was flung open by a young woman,
whose very gestures seemed to show that she acted under
protest, and would not have admitted him at all if she had
had her own way. She was a fair-complexioned woman
of perhaps thirty years ofage, tall, well made, robust, and
generally considered handsome ; she had prominent light-
blue eyes, and features which, without being badly cut,
were indefinably common and even coarse-looking. In her
cheeks a patch of exceptionally vivid red had so artificial
an appearance, that the Rector could not believe it to be
genuine; but later he gained an impression that it pro-
ceeded from excitement, and not from any adventitious
source. The eyes of this woman were sparkling with anger ;
there was defiance in her every movement, even in the way
in which htr fingers were clenched at her sides or clutched
the iron rail of the bed on which her mother lay. The
Rector wondered at her evident disturbance; it must
have proceeded from something that had occurred before
his entrance, he concluded, and he looked towards the bed
as if to discover whether the cause of Sabina Meldreth's
anger could be found there.
But no — surely not there ! The Rector thought that he
had seldom seen a fairer picture than the one A^hich met
his eyes. Goodness, gentleness, youth supporting age,
beauty unabashed by feebleness and ugliness — these were
the characteristics of the scene on which he looked. Poor
Mrs. Meldreth lay back upon her pillows, her face wan and
Worn, her eyes wandering, her gray hair escaping from her
close cap and straying over her forehead. But beside her
knelt Enid Vane. The girl's arm was beneath the old
Woman's bowed shoulders ; it was evident that in this
position the invalid could breathe better and was more at
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ease. The sweet fair face, with its slight indefinabk
shadow deepened at this moment into a loo^^ of perfect
pity, was bent over the wrinkled, withered countenance of
the sick woman. Never, the Rector thought, had he seen
a lovelier picture of youth ministering to the wants of age.
But a sense of incongruity ahso struck him, and he
turned rather quickly to Miss Meldreth, whose defiant eyes
had been fixed upon him from the first moment of his
.entrance into the room.
"You are Mrs. Meldreth's daughter?" he said, in a
quick but not unkindly undertone. " Why do you let the
young lady there wait upon your mother ? Can you not
nurse her yourself, my good girl ? "
Sabina Meldreth curtseyed, but in evident mockery, for
the color in her cheeks grew higher, and her tone was
anything but respectful when she spoke.
" Of course I can nurse my mother, sir, and of course a
young lady like Miss Vane didn't ought to put her finger
to anything menial," she said, with a sharpness which took
the Rector a little by surprise. " I'm quite well aware of
the differ^jnce between us. And " — anger now evidently
gaining the upper hand — " if you'd tell Miss Vane to go,
sir, I'd be obliged to you, for she is only exciting mother,
and doing her no good."
" Your mother shows no symptoms of excitement," said
the Rector quietly ; *' and I must say. Miss Meldioth, that
your words do not evince the gtatitude that I should have
expected you to feel- for the young lady's kindness."
" Kindness ! Oh, kindness is all very well ! " said Miss
Meldreth, with an angry toss of her fair hei.d. " But I
don't know what kindness there is in disturbing my poor
mother — reading hymns and psalms, and all that sort of
thing ! "
Mr. Evandale had hitherto wondered whether or no Miss
Vane heard a word of Sabina Meldreth's acid utterances,
but he had henceforward no room for doubt. The girl
raised her head a little and spoke in a low bui penetrating
tone.
" Miss Meldreth," she said, " excuse me, but you your-
self are disturbing your mother far more than I have done.
See — she is b ; jnning to be restless again ; she cannot
bear loud talking or altercation."
The Rector was astonished by the firmness of her tone.
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She was so graceful, so slight, so fragile-looking, that he
had not credited her with any great strength of character,
in spite rf his admiration for her beauty. But what she
said was perfectly true, and he hastened to lend her his
support.
" Quite so," he said approvingly. " Mrs. Meldreth
should be kept quiet, I can see " — for the old woman had
begun to moan and to move her head restlessly from side
to side when she heard her daughter's rasping voice.
" Perhaps you would step into another room with me. Miss
Meldreth, and tell me how this attack came on — if, at least,
Miss Vane does not mind being left with Mrs. Meldreth for
a few minutes, or if she is not tired."
Enid answered with a faint sweet smile.
" I am not tired," she said. " And poor nurse wants to
speak to me when she is able. She sent to tell me so.
I can stay with her quite well."
But the proposition seemed to excite Sabina Meldreth
almost to fury.
" If you think," she said, "that I am going to leave my
mother alone with anybody — gentleman or lady- -you are
mistaken. If you want her to be quiet, leave her alone
yourselves — she'll stay quiet enough if she's left to me."
" Sabina," said Enid, with a gentle dijnity of tone which
commanded the Rector's admiration and lespect, "you
know that your mother wanted me to come."
*' I know that she's off her head ! " said Sabina angrily.
" She doesn't know what she says or what she wants. It's
nonsense, all of it ! And meaning no disrespect to you,
Miss Vane " — in a lower but sulkier tone — " if you would
but go away and leave her to me, she'd be all the better
for it in the end."
" Hush ! " said Enid, raising her hand— the serenity of
her face was quite undisturbed by Sabina's expostulation.
"SLe is coming to herself again — she is going to speak."
There was a moment's silence in the room. The sick
woman was lying still; her eyes wandered and her lips
moved, but as yet no articulate sound issued from them.
In apparently uncontrollable passion, Sabina stamped
violently and shook the rail of the iron bedstead with her
hands.
" She ain't going to speak ; she is off her head, I tell
you ! She ain't got anything to say."
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The Rector looked at her steadily. For the first time it
occurred to him that the youngt.r woman had some
unworthy motive in her desire to silence her mother and
to get the listeners out of the room. Dislike of inter-
ference, jealousy, and bad tpmper would not entirely
account, he thought, for her intense and angiy agitation.
Had Mrs. Meldreth and her daughter some secret which
the mother would gladly confess and the girl was fain to
hide ?
A feeble voice sounded from the bed.
" Is it Miss Enid ? " said Mrs. Meldreth. " Has she
come ? "
" No," said Sabina boldly and loudly. " You go to
sleep, mother, and don't you bother about Miss Enid."
" Miss Meldreth, how dare you try to deceive a dying
woman ? " said the Rector, so sternly that even Sabina
quailed a little before the deep low tones of his voice.
" Yes, Mrs. Meldreth, Miss Enid Vane is here, and you
can say all that you wish to say to her."
" I am here, nurse," said Enid gently — she had always
been in the habit of addressing Mrs. Meldreth by that
title. " Do you want me ? "
"Oh, my dearie," said the old woman dreamily, "and
have you come to me after all? Sabina there, she tried
to keep you away ; but I had my will at last. Polly told
you that I wanted you, didn't she, Miss Enid dear ? "
" Yes, nurse, she told me."
" I'll pay Polly Moss out for that 1 " Sabina was heard to
mutter between her closed teeth. But Enid took no notice
of the words.
" I'd something to say to you, my dearie," said Mrs.
Meldreth, whose voice, though feeble, was now perfectly
distinct ; " and * dearie ' I must call you, although I haven't
the right to do it now. I held you in my arms, my dear,
five minutes after you came into this here wicked world,
and I'-ve alius looked on you as one o' my own babies, so
to speak."
The delicate color had flushed Enid's cheeks a little, but
she answered simply, " Yes, dear nurse ; " and, leaning
down, she kissed the old woman's forehead.
The caress moved the Rector strangely. His heart
gave an odd bound, the blood began to course more rapidly
through his veios, He was a clergyman, and he was in the
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presence of a dying woman ; but he was a man for all that,
and at the moment when Enid's pure lips were pressed, to
her old nurse's brow, his whole being was stirred by a new
emotion, which as yet he did not suspect was known
amongst men by the name of love.
Sabina Meldreth had withdrawn from her station at the
foot of the bed ; she had moved softly to the side, and now
stood by her mother's pillow, opposite to Enid, with her
eyes fixed watchfully, balcfuUy, upon her mother's face.
But Mrs. Meldreth seemed unconscious of her daughter's
gaze.
" I've something to say to you, my pretty," she said,
with long pauses between the sentences — longer and longer
as the laboring breath became more difficult and the
task of speech more painful. " Sabina would nigh kill me
if she knew. But I can't die with this thing on my mind.
If I've wronged you and yours, and my own flesh and
blood as well, I want to make amends."
" Is she — does she know what she is saying ? " said Enid,
raising her eyes to the Rector's face, widi a touch of doubt
and alarm in their pensive depths.
Before Mr. Evandale could answer Sabina broke in
wildly.
" No, she don't — she don't know what she's saying ; I
told you so before ! She's got her head full of mad fancies ;
she's not responsible, and you've no business to listen to
her ravings. It ain't fair — it ain't fair — it ain't fair ! " She
concluded with a sob of passion that broke, in spite of her
efforts to control hersell. from her whitening lips, but
which brought no tears with it to her eyes.
" Control yourself," said the Rector gravely. " We shall
make all allowance for your mother's state of mind. But,
if there is anything that she ought to confess, any act of
dishonesty or unfaithfulness while she served Miss Vane's
parents or uncle, then let her speak and humble herself in
the sight of God, in whose very presence she, like all of
us, will shortly stand."
The Rector's solemn tones awed Sabina into momentary
quiescence, and reached even the dying woman's dulled
ears.
" It is the parson," she said feebly. " Yes, I'm glad he's
here, and Miss Enid too. I can't go into the Almighty's
presence with a lie on my lips — can I, parson ? It would
weigh me down — down— down to hell I must confess 1 '*
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" You've nothing to confess," said Sabina, almost fiercely ;
" lie still and hold your tongue, mother 1 You'll only
bring shame on us boih ; and it's not true — not true 1 "
"You know then that your mother has something on her
mind ? In God's name be silent and let her speak ! " said
Mr. Evandale.
Enid looked up at her with wondering pity. Indeed
Sabina Meldreth presented at that moment a strange and
even tragic appearance. The hot unnatural color had left
her cheeks, her ashy lips were strained back from her
clenched teeth, her eyes were wide with an unspoken fear.
Whatever she might say or leave unsaid, neither of those two
persons who looked at her could doubt for another moment
that Sabina Meldreth had a secret — a guilty secret — weigh-
ing heavily upon her mind.
Mrs. Meldreth's weak voice once more broke the silence.
" I never thought of its harming you, my dear," she said.
** I thought you was rich and would not want houses and
lands. And, when Mrs. Vane that now is came to me and
said "
She did not achieve her sentence. Sabina Meldreth
had flown like a tigress at her mother's throat.
But, fortunately for Mrs. Meldreth, a strong and resolute
man was in the room. He had already drawn nearer to
Sabina, with a feeling that she was not altogether to be
trusted, and, as soon as she made her first savage move-
ment — so like that of a wild beast leaping on its prey —
his hands were upon her, his strong arms holding her
back. For a minute there was a frightful struggle. The
Rector pinioned her arms ; but she, with the ferocity of an
undisciplined nature, flung her head sideways and fastened
her teeth in his arm. Her strength and her agility were
so great that the Rector could not easily disengage himself;
and, although the cloth of his coat-sleeve prevented her
attempt to bite from doing any great injury, the assault was
sufficiently painful and sufficiently unexpected to protract
the struggle longer than might have been anticipated. For,
as she was a woman, Maurice Evandale did not like to
resort to active violence, and it was with some difficulty
that he at last mastered her and placed her in a chair,
where for a few minutes he had to hold her until her struggles
ceased and were succeeded by a burst of convulsive sobs.
Then he felt that he might relax his hold, she ceased to be
dangerous when she began to cry.
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Enid had involuntarily withdrawn her arm from Mrs.
Meldreth's shoulders, and sprung to her feet with a low cry
when she saw the struggle that was taking place ; but in a
second or two she conquered her impulse to fly to the
Rector's aid, and with rare self-control bent once more
over the dying woman, who needed her help more than
Mr. Evandale could. Poor Mrs. Meldreth was almost
unconscious of ^he disturbance. Her eyes were glazing,
her sight was growing feeble, the words that fell from her
lips were broken and disconnected. But still she spoke —
stil she went on pouring her story into Enid's listening
ears.
When the Rector at last looked round, he saw an expres-
sion on Enid's face which chilled him to the bone. It was
a look of unutterable woe, of grief, shame, agony, and
profound astonishment. But there was no incredulity.
Whatever Mrs. Meldreth had told her Enid had believed.
The Rector made one step towards the bed.
" If you have anything to confess, Mrs. Meldreth," he
began ; but Enid interrupted him.
" She has confessed," said the girl, turning her face to
him with a strange look of raingk d humiliation and com-
passion — "she has confessed — and I — I have forgiven.
Nurse, do you hear ? God will forgive you, and I forgive
you too."
" God will forgive," murmured the woman.
A smile flickered over her pale face. Then a change
cr .ne ; the light in her eyes went out, her jaw fell. A slight
convulsion passed through her whole frame, and she lay
still — very still. The confession, great or small, that she
had made had been heard only by Enid and her God.
CHAPTER XVII.
" It is all over," said Maurice Evandale, looking gravely
at the dead woman's face. " It is all over, and may GocJ
have mercy upon her soul ! "
He left Sabina, who was sobbing hysterically as she sat
huddled up in the chair on which he had placed her, and
came to Enid's side. She turned to him with sorrowful
appeal.
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" Is she dead? Can nothing be done ? "
" Nothing. Come away, Miss Vane ; this is no place
for you. One moment ! Have you anything to say to
this woman ? Have you any charge to bring ? "
He pointed to Sabina as he spoke, and she, roused for an
instant, raised a mute terrified face from her hands, and
seemed to shrink still lower in her chair, as if she would
willingly have hidden herself and her secret, whatever it
mi^ht be, out of sight of all the world. She waited —
waited — evidently with dread — for the accusation that she
expected from Enid's lips. The Rector waited also, but
the accusation did not come. There was a moment's
utter silence in the chamber of death.
" Have you anything to say ? " asked Maurice Evandale
at last.
Then Enid spoke'.
" No," she answered, with quivering lips ; " I can say
nothing. I — I forgave her — before she died ; " and then
she turned away and went swiftly out of the room, leaving
the others to follow or linger as they pleased.
Sabina rose from her chair and stood as if dazed, stupe-
fied by her position. All her fierceness and defiance had
left her ; her face was white, her eyes were downcast, her
hands hung listlessly at her sides. The Rector paused
and spoke.
" You hear what Miss Vane said ? "
She made no answer.
" I do not know what you or your mother may have
dojie. Some secret guilt evidently weighed upon her soul.
Whatever it may be, she confessed her guilt and received
forgiveness. Sabina Meldreth, in the presence of your
dead mother and of your living God, I call upon you to do
the same. If you would find mercy in the hour of your
own death, confess your sin, whatever it may be, and you
shall be forgiven."
Still she stood silent and almost motionless, but her
teeth gnawed at her white lips as if to bite them through.
^ "You will have no better time than the present," said
the Rector. " If there is anything that you feel should be
confessed, confess it now. It is God's voice calling to
you, not mine. Your mother cleared her conscience before
she died, do you the same. , I bid you in God's name."
Maurice Evandale did not often speak after this fashion ;
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he was no fanailc, no bigot, but he believed intensely in
the great eternal truths which he preached, and in the
presence of death — in the presence also, as he believed, of
mortal sin — he could not do less than appeal to what was
highest and best in the nature of the woman before him.
What she had to accuse herself of he could not possibl)
imagine ; but he knew that there was something. By the
dead woman's incoherent words, by Sabina Meldreth's
violence, by Enid's stricken look of perplexity and pain,
he knew that something lay hidden which ought to. be
brought to light.
The winter's day was drawing to a close. Through the
uncurtained window the light stole dimly, and the reddened
coals in the tiny grate threw but a feeble gleam into the
room. In every corner shadows seemed to cluster, and
the dead woman's face looked horribly pale and ghastly in
the surrounding gloom. The Rector waited with a feeling
that the moment was unutterably solemnj that it was
fraught with the destiny of a suffering, sinning human
being — ^for aught he knew, with the destinies of more than
one. Suddenly the woman before him threw up her hands
as if to shut out the sight of her dead mother's face.
" I have nothing to tell you — nothing ! " she cried.
" What business have you here ? You teased my mother
out of her last few minutes of life, and now you want to get
the mastery over me 1 It's my house now, my room — not
my mother's — and you may go out of it."
"Is that all you have to say," asked the Rector gravely
— " even in her presence, Sabina Meldreth ? "
" Yes, that's all," she answered, the old fierceness creep-
ing back into her tones. " What else shouid I have to
say ? I suppose you can have me taken up for assault ;
Miss Vane will bear witness in your favor fast enough, no
doubt. I don't care 1 "
" Do you not care even when you think what I kept you
back from? " said Mr. Evandale. " Your mother was old,
weak, dying, and you threw yourself upon her with violence.
You will remember that some day, and will bless me perhaps
because I withheld your hand. Your attack upon me
matters nothing. I am willing to believe that you did not
know what you were doing. I will leave you know — it is
not seemly that we should discuss this matter any further.
But, if ever vou want help or counsel — and the day may
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come, my poor woman, when you may want both — then
come to me."
He opened the door, went out, and closed it behind him,
leaving Sabina Meldreth alone with the dead.
He found two or three women down-stairs already ;
Enid Vane must have told Polly, as she passed through the
shop, that Mrs. Meldreth's end had come. As soon as he
had gone, two of them went upstairs to perform the neces-
sary offices in the chamber of death. They found Sabina
stretched on the floor in a swoon, from which it was long
before she recovered.
" You wouldn't ha' thought she had so much feeling in
her," said one of the women to^the other, as they ministered
V: her wants.
Meanwhile the Rector strode down the village street,
straining his eyes in the twilight, and glancing eagerly from
side to side, in his endeavor to discover what had become
of Miss Vane. He knew that she had probably never
been out so late unattended in her life before ; lonely as
her existence seemed to be, she was well cared for, anxiously
guarded, and surrounded by every possible protection. He
had been surprised to find her in Mrs. Meldreth's cottage
so late in the afternoon. Only the exigencies of the situa-
tion had prevented him from following her at once when
she left the house — only the stern conviction that he must
not, for the sake of MisS Vane's bodily safety and comfort,
neglect Sabina Meldreth's soul. But, when he felt that his
duty in the cottage was over, he sallied forth in search of
Enid Vane. She had been wearing a long fur-lined cloak,
he remembered, and on her head a little fur toque to match.
The colors of both were dark ; at a distance she could not
be easily distinguished by her dress. And she had at
least three-quarters of a mile to walk — through the village,
down-hill by the lane, past the fir plantation where her
father had been found murdered, and a little way along the
high-road — before she would reach her own park gate.
The Rector, like all strong men, was very tender and piti-
ful to the weak. ' The thought of her feeling nervous and
frightened in the darkness of the lane was terrible to him ;
he felt as if she ought to be guarded and guided throughout
life by the fearless and the strong.
He walked down the street — it was a long straggling
street such as often forms the main thoroughfare of a
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country village — but he saw nothing of Enid. At the end
of the street were some better-built houses, with gardens ;
then came the Rectory and the church. He paused inst: ic-
tively at the churchyard gate. Surely he saw something
moving amongst the tombs over there by the railed-in plot
of ground that marked the vault, in which lay the mortal
remains of Sydney and Marion Vane? Had she gone
there ? Was it Enid's slender form that crouched beside
the railings in the attitude of helpless sorrow and despair?
The Rector did not lose a moment in finding out. He
threw open the gate, dashed down the pathway, aim was
scarcely astonished to discover that his fancy was correct.
It was Enid Vane who had found her way to her parents*
grave, and had slipped down upon the frosted grass, half
kneeling, half lying against the iron rails.
One glance, and Evandale's heart gave a leap of terror.
Had she fainted, or was she dead? It was no warm,
conscious, breathing woman whom he had found — it was a
rigid image of death, as stiff, as siehtlcss, as manimate as
the corpse that he had left behind. He bent down over
her, felt her pulse, and examined the pupils of her eyes.
He had had some medical training before he came to
Beechfield, and his knowledge of physiological details told
him that this was no common faint — that the girl was
suffering from some strange cataleptic or nervous seizure,
for which ordinary remedies would be of no avail.
The Rectory garden opened into the churchyard. Mau-
rice Evandale had not a moment's hesitation in deciding
what to do. He lifted the strangely rigid, strangely heavy
figure in 'his arms, and made his way along the shadowy
churchyard pathway to the garden gate. * The great black
yews looked grim and ghostly as he left them behind and
strode into his own domain, where the flowers were all
dead, and the leafless branches of the fruit-trees waved
their spectral arms above him as he passed. There was
something indefinably unhomelike and weird in the aspect
of the most familiar places in the winter twilight. But
Maurice Evandale, by an effort of his strong will, banished
the fancies that came into his mind, and fixed his thoughts
entirely upon the girl he was carrying. How best to
restore her, what to do for her comfort and her welfare
when she awoke — these were the thoughts that engrossed
his attention now.
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He did not go to the front-door. He went to a long
window which opened upon the garden, and walked straight
into his own study. A bright fire burned in the grate ; a
lamp was placed on the table, where books and papers
were heaped in true bachelor confusion. A low broad
sofa occupied one side of the room ; tht Rector deposited
his burden upon it, and then devoted himself seiiously to
the consideration of the case before him.
Enid lay white, motionless, rigid, where he had placed
her ; her eyelids were not quite closed, and the eyes were
visible between the lids ; her lips were open, but the teeth
were tightly closed ; a slight froth showed itself about her
mouth.
" It is no faint," the Rector said to himself. ** It is a
fit, a nervous seizure of some sort. If she does not revive
in a minute or two, I shall send for Ingledew " — Ingledew
was the village doctor — ** and in the meantime I'll act on
my own responsibility."
Certain reViving measures were tried by him, and appar-
ently with success. The bluish whiteness of the girl's face
changed to a mt e natural color, her teeth relaxed, her
eyelids drooped. Evandale drew a quick breath of relief
when he saw the change. He was able to pour a few drops
of brandy down her throat, to chafe the unresisting hands,
to bathe the cold forehead with some hope of affording
relief. He did all as carefully and tenderly as if he had
been a woman, and he did not seem to wish for any other
aid. Indeed he had locked the door when he first came
in, as if to guard against the chance of interruption.
Presently he heard her sigh ; then tears appeared on her
lashes and stole down her cheeks. Her limbs fell into
their natural position, and she put up her hand at last with
a feeble, uncertain movement, as if to wipe away her tears.
Evandale drew back a little — almost out of her sight. He
did not want to startle her.
" Where am I ? " she said, in a tremulous voice.
"You are at the Rectory, Miss Vane," said Maurice
Evandale quietly. " You need not be at all alarmed ; you
may have heard that I am something of a doctor, and, as
I found that you did not seem well, I took the liberty of
bringing you here. "
" I don't remember," she said softly, opening her blue
eyes and looking at him — without shyness, a^ he noticed,
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but with a kind of wistful trust which appealed to all the
tenderness of his nature. " Did I faint? " There was a
slight emphasis on the last word.
" You were unconscious for a time," said the Rector.
" But I hope that you feel better now."
She gave him a curious look — whether of shame or of
reproach he could not tell — then buried her face in the
pillows and began to cry quietly, with her fingers before
her eyes.
" My dear Miss Vane, can I not do anything for you ?
\ will call the housekeeper," said the Rector, driven almost
to desperation by the sight of her tears. It was always
very painful to him to see a woman cry.
" No, no ! " she said, raising her head for a moment.
" No — don't call any one, please ; I shall be better directly.
I know what was the matter now."
She dried her eyes and tried to calm herself, while the
Rector stood by the table in the middle of the room, ner-
vously turning over books and pamphlets, and pretending
not to see that she was crying still.
" Mr. Evandale," she said at length, " I don't know how
to thank you for being so kind. I must tell you "
" Don't tell me anything that is painful to you, Miss
Vane."
" It will not be painful to tell you after your great kind-
ness to me. I — I ?.m subject to these attacks. The
doctors say that they do not exactly understand the case,
but they think that I shall outgrow them in course of time.
I have not had one for six months till to-night." She
burst into tears again.
" But, my dear child," — he could not help saying it —
the words slipped from his lips against his will — " there is
nothing to be so troubled about ; a little faintness now and
then — many people suffer from it."
" Ah, you do not understand ! " she said quickly. " It
is not faintness at all. I am often quite conscious all the
lime. I remember now how you found me and brought
me here. I was not insensible all the time, but I cannot
move or speak when I am like that. It has been so ever
since — ever since my father died." She lowered her voice,
as if she were telling something that was terrible to her.
" I see," said Mr. Evandale kindly — '* it is an affection
of the nerves, which you will get over when you are
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Stronger. I hope that you do not make a trouble of that ? "
His eyes looked steadily into hers, a^'jd he noted with
pain the strange shadow that crossed them as he gazed.
" My uncle and his wife," she murmured, " will not
let anybody know. They are — they are ashamed of it,
and of me. If I do not get better, they say that I shall
some day go out of my mind. Oh, it is terrible — terrible
to feel a doom of this sort hanging over one, and to know
that nothing can avert it ! I had hoped that it was all over —
that I should not have another attack ; but you see — you
see that I hoped in vain ! It is like a black shadow always
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For a moment even the stout-hearted Rector was appalled.
But Enid, although she was watching him intently, could
not read anything but unfaltering sympathy and ready
cheer in the glance that he gave her and the words that
rose almost immediately to his tongue.
"Courage! Doctors are very often wrong," he said.
" Besides, I do not see why such an ending should be
feared, even if there were any constitutional tendency of
the kind in your family, which there is not."
" No," said Enid, bss timidly than before ; " I believe
there is not. I have asked."
" Your attacks are only nervous, my dear Miss Vane.
The very fact of your having — foolishly, I think — been
told the doctor's theories has made it less possible for you
to strive against the malady ; and yet you say that it has
not made progress lately. You have not been ill in this
way for six months ? "
** No, not for six months."
" Don't you see that the excitement and fatigue of to-
day's expedition, and the sad scene which we have just
witnessed, would be likely to increase any ailment of the
nervous system? You must not argue anything from
what has happened to-day. Forgive me," the Rector
broke off to say, with a smile — '' I am talking like a doctor
to you, and my medical skill is small indeed. It is only
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large enough to enable me to assure you, Miss Vane, of
my conviction that your fears are ungrounded, and that
you are tormenting yourself to no purpose. Will you try
to take my advice and turn your thoughts away from this
unhappy subject? "
" I will try," answered Enid, with rather a bewildered
look. " But," she added a moment later, " I thought that
I ought to be always on my guard ; and one cannot be on
one's guard without thinking about the matter."
" Who told you that you ought to be always on your
guard?"
" Flossy — I mean Mrs. Vane. She is very kind, and
watches me constantly. Oh, I forgot," said the girl, start-
ing to her feet, and clasping her hands before her with a
look of wretched nervous terror which went to the Rec-
tor's heart — " I forgot — I forgot-
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What did you forget ? " said Evandale, wondering for
a moment whether her mind was not unhinged by all that
she had passed through that afternoon. Then, touched by
her evident distress, he went on more lightly, " I have
been forgetting that you will be missed from the Hall by
this time, and that the whole country-side will be out after
you if we do not go back at once. I will send for a
carriage and drive down with you, if you will allow me."
Enid sank back on the sofa and assented listlessly. Mr.
Evandale left the room, and sent in his absence a com-
fortable-looking old housekeeper with wine and biscuits,
offers of tea and coffee, and all sorts of medicaments
suitable to a young lady who had been faint and unwell —
as was only to be expected after witnessing the death of
Mrs. Meldreth, that troublesome old person having expired
quite suddenly that afternoon when Miss Vane and Mr.
Evandale were both at her bedside. Enid was not
inclined to accept any of Mrs. Heale's attentions, but, out
of sheer dislike to hurting her feelings, she at last accepted
a cup of tea, and was glad of the reviving warmth which it
brought to her cold and tired limbs. And then Mr. Evan-
dale returned.
" There is no carriage at the inn," he said ; " and I am
sorry to say, Miss Vane, that I do not possess one that
would suit you — I have only a high dog-cart and a kicking
mare ; so I have taken the liberty of sending down to the
Hall and telling Mrs. Vane that you are here ; and she
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will no doubt send a carriage for you. I wrote a little
note to her — it was the best thing, I thought, that I
could do."
" Yes," said Enid, almost inaudibly. Then she leaned
back and closed her eyes, looking as if she felt sick and
faint.
Mrs. Heale glided away, in obedience to a nod from her
master, and the Rector was once more alone with Enid
Vane.
" I hope/' he said, with a slight hesitation, which was
rather graceful in a man of his commanding stature and
singular loftines<§ of bearing — " I hope. Miss Vane, you
will not think that I have been intrusive when I tell you
that I entreated Sabina Meldreth to confess anything that
might weigh upon her conscience, as her mother had con-
fessed to you."
A great wave of crimson suddenly passed over Enid's
pallid Sleeks and brow. She raised a pair of startled eyes
to the Rector's face, and then said quickly —
" Did she tell you ? " ' [
" No, Miss Vane, she did not."
" Then will you promise me," said Enid, with sudden
earnestness, " never to ask her again ? "
" How can I do that ? It may be my duty to ask her
for her soul's sake ; you would be the last to counsel me
to be silent then."
" Oh, but you do not understand ! I know now — I
know what is weighing on Sabina Meldreth's mind ; and I
have forgiven her."
" It was a wrong done to you ? "
"Yes— to me."
" And to no one else ? " Enid's head drooped.
" I don't know — I can't tell. I must think it over."
* Yes — think and pray," said the Rector gravely but
tenderly ; " and remember that truth should always pre-
vail."
" I know — I believe it ; but it would do more harm
than jgood."
" Miss Vane, if I am indiscreet, I trust you will pardon
me. If by any chance this confession has reference to the
death of your father, Mr. Sydney Vane, it is yonr duty to
make it known, at any cost to your own feelings."
The girl looked up with an expression of relief.
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" It does not bear on that subject at all, Mr. Evandale.**
" I am glad. You will forgive me for alluding to it ? A
wild fancy crossed my mind that it had sonpething to do
with that."
" I shall never forget your kindness," said Enid grate-
fully.
" And if you are in perplexity — in any trouble — will you
trust me to do all for you that is in my power ? If you
ever want help, you will remember that I am ready — ready
for all — all that you might require "
He never finished his speech, which was perhaps fortu-
nate for him. V/ith Enid's soft eyes, slightly distressed
and appealing in expression, looking straight into his own,
with the sight before him of her pale, wistful face, the lovely
lips which had fallen into so pathetic a curve of weariness
and sorrow, how could the Rector be expected to preserve
his self-possession ? His thoughts and his words became
confused ; he did not quite know what he was saying, nor
whether she heard and understood him aright. He was
glad to remember afterwards that the expression of her
countenance did not change ; he brought neither alarm
nor astonishment into her eyes ; there were only gentle
gratitude and a kind of hopelessness, the meaning of which
he could not fathom, in the girl's still raised listening face.
But at that very moment a knock came to the door ; and
half to the Rector's relief, half to his embarrassment, the
General himself walked in.
" Ah, thank Heaven, she is here ! " were the old man's
first words. " We thought she was lost, Mr. Evandale —
we did indeed. I met your messenger on the way to
the Hall, and sent him on for the carriage. A pretty time
you've given us, young lad)ji! " he said, smiling at Enid
and pinching her chin, and then grasping the Rector's
hand with a look of relief and gratitude which told its own
story.
" Miss Vane^has been a good deal distressed and up-
set," said Mr. Evandale. " She was at Mrs. Meldreth's
\ =^dside when the old woman died this afternoon, and the
scene was naturally very painful. I brought her here that
she might rest and recover herself a little before going
home."
He wanted to explain and simplify matters for Enid's
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fear of the General's anger, but it afterwards occurred to
him that Mrs^ Meldreth's confession might, for some reason
or other, be the cause of her agitation. Certainly her dis-
tress and confusion were at that moment very marked.
She had risen from her seat at his entrance, her color
changing to crimson and then to dead white more than
once during the Rector's speech. It settled at last into a
painful pallor, which so impressed the General that he did
not even administer the gentle rebuke which he had
intended Enid to receive for her infringment of the rules
on which her life was based. He could not scold her
when she stood before him, pale to the very lips, her eye-
lids cast down, her hands joined together and nervously
trembling, a very embodiment of conscious guilt and
shame.
" Bless my soul, she does look upset, and no mistake ! "
he exclaimed, in his hearty and impulsive way. " Come,
my dear — don't be so miserable about it ! I daresay you
did not know how late it was, and the poor woman could
not be left. Yes, I quite understand ; and I will explain
it all to your aunt. Sit down and rest until the carriage
comes, as the Rector does not mind our invasion of his
study."
Mr. Evandale made some polite but slightly incoherent
rejoinder, to which nobody listened, for the General's
attention was at that moment completely monopolised by
Enid, who on feeling his arm around her, suddenly hid her
white face on his shoulder and burst into tears.
" Oh, uncle," she sobbed, " you are so kind — so good !
Forgive me ! "
" Forgive you, my dear ? J'here is nothing to forgive ! "
said the astonished General, in a slightly reproving tone.
"Of course I do not like your staying out so late on a winter
afternoon, but you need not make such a fuss about it, my
child. You must control yourself, control yourself, you
know. There, there — don't cry ! What will Mr. Evandale
think of you ? Why, bless me, Evandale has gone ! Well,
well, you need not cry — I am not angry at all — only stop
crying — there's a g ^od girl ! "
" Say you forgive me, uncle ! " moaned Enid, heedless
of his rather disconnected remarks, which certainly had
no bearing at all on t' dilemma forced upon her by th^
pature of Mrs. Meldreth's confession?
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" Forgive you, my dear? Why, of course I do ! You're
a little upset, are you not ? But you must not give way
like this — it'll never do — ^iiever do," said the General, pat-
ting her on the back benevolenily. " There now — dry
your eyes, like a good girl ; and I think I hear the carriage
in the lane, so we must be going. You've no idea how
anxious about you poor dear Flossy has been all the after-
noon."
He was pleased to see that her tears were checked. She
raised herself from his shoulder and brushed away the salt
drops with which her cheeks were wet ; but she sobbed no
longer, and she stood perfectly still and calm. He was
not a roan of keen observation ; and, if the cold white look
which suddenly overspread her countenance had any
meaning, it was not one that he was likely to read aright.
A servant brought the intelligence that the carriage was
at the door, and shortly afterwards the Rector appeared.
He had slipped away when Enid burst into tears, hoping
that she might confide to the General what she had refused
to confide to him ; but a glance at the faces of the two
told him that his hopes had not been realised. The kindly
complacency which characterised the General's counten-
ance was undisturbed, while Enid's face bore the impress
of mingled perplexity and despair. It seemed to Maurice
Evandale that each expression would have been changed
if Enid had bared her heart to her uncle. He did not
know — he could not even guess — what her secret was ;
but he instinctively detected the presence of trouble, per-
haps of danger. "
The two men parted very cordially ; for the General
was deterred from seeing much of the Rector only by
Mrs. Vane's dislike of him, and his kindly feeling was all
the more effusive because he had so few opportunities of
expressing it. Enid took leave of the Rector with a look,
a wan little smile which touched him inexpressibly.
" You have part of my secret," it seemed to say. " Help
me to bear the burden ; I am weak and need your aid."
He vowed to himself that he would do all that a man
could do — all that she might ever ask. But Enid was
quite unconscious of having made that mute appeal.
She lay back in a corner of the carriage, saying she was
too tired to talk. The General left her in peace, but took
one of her little hands and held it tenderly between his
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own. He could not imagine why it trembled and flut-
tered so much, why once it seemed to try to drag itself away.
The poor girl must be quite overdone, he thought to him-
self ; she was far too kind, too tender-hearted to go about
amongst the village people and witness all their woes ;
she wa*s not strong enough to do such work — he must
speak to Flossy about it. And, while he was thus ;hink-
ing, the carriage turned in at the park gates and presently
halted at the great front-door. The servants came forward
to assist the General, who was a little stiff in his joints
now and then ; and he, in his turn gave an arm to Enid
as she alighted. The old butler looked at her curiously
as she entered and stood for a moment, dazed and bewil-
dered, in the hall. Miss Enid was always pale, but he
had never seen her look so white and scared. She must
be ill, he decided, and especially when she shrank so oddly
as he deferentially mentioned his mistress' name.
'* My mistress hoped that you would come to her sitting
room as soon as you arrived, ma'am," he said.
She made a strange answer.
** No, no — I cannot — I cannot see her to-night ! "
The General was instantly at her side.
" Enid, my dear, what do you mean ? Your aunt wants
to see you. She won't be vexed with you — I'll make it all
right with her," he added, in a lower tone. " She has
been terribly anxious about you. Come — I will take you
to her room."
" Not just now, uncle — not to-night," said the girl, in a
tone of mingled pain and dread. " I — I can't bear it — I
am ill — I must be alone now ! "
" My dear child, you must go to bed and rest. I'll ex-
plain it all to Flossy. She will come to see you."
" No, no — I can't see any one ! Forgive me, uncle ; I
hardly know what I am saying or doing. I shall be better
to-morrow. Till then — till then at least I must be left in
peace ! "
She broke from his detaining hand with something so
like violence, that the General looked after her in wonder
as she ran up-stairs.
" She must be ill indeed ! " he murmured thoughtfully to
himself, as he wended his way to his wife's boudoir, to
make his report to Flossy.
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moment by her little p -aymate and scholar, Dickj who ran
out of his nursery to greet her with a cry of joy. To his
surprise and mortification, cousin Enid did not stop to
kiss him— did not even give him a pleasant word or smile.
AVith a stifled cry she disengaged her frock from his hand,
breaking from him as she had broken from the General
just before, and sped away to her own room. He heard
her turn the key in her door, and, for the first time realis-
ing the enormity of the woe that had come upon him —
the unprecedented fact that cousin Enid had been unkind
— he lifted up his voice and bursted into a storm of sobs,
which would at any ordinary time have brought her
instantly to his side to comfort and caress.
But this time Enid either did not henr or did not heed.
She was crouching down by the side of her bed, with her face
hidden in the coverlet, and her hands pressed over her
ears, as if "to exclude all sound of the world without ; and
between the difficult passionate sobs by which her whole
frame was shaken, one phrase escaped from her lips from
time to time — a phrase which would have been unintelli-
gible enough to an ordinary hearer, but would have
recalled a long and shameful story to the minds of
Florence Vane and one other woman in the world.
" Sabina Meldreth's child ! " she muttered to herself not
knowing what she said. " How^an I bear it? Oh, my
poor uncle ! Sabina Meldreth's child ! "
CHAPTER XIX.
Hubert Lepel had promised to spend Christmas Day at
Beechfield, but for Lome unexplained reason he stayed
away, sending at the last moment a telegram which his
sister felt to be unsatisfactory. Flossy did not often exert
herself to obtain a guest ; but on this occasion she wrote a
rather reproachful letter to her brother, and begged him not
to fail to visit them on New Year's eve. " The General
was disappointed," she wrote, *' and so was someone else."
Hubert thought that she meant herself, felt a thrill of
wondering compassion, and duly presented himself at the.
Hall on the thirty-first of December.
He saw Rossy alone in her luxurious boudoir before
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inyone else knew of his arrival. He thought her looking
ill and haggard, and asked after her health. To his sur
prise, the question made her angry.
"Of course I am not well — I am never well," she
answered ; " but I am no worse than usual. There is some-
one else in the house whose appearance you had better
enquire after."
" You are fond of talking in riddles. Do you mean the
General ? " said Hubert drily.
" No, not the General," Florence answered, setting her
lips.
Hubert shrugged his shoulders and changed the subject.
He had not an idea of what ':he meant ; but when, shortly
before dinner, he first saw Enid, a light flashed across his
mind — Flossy meant that the girl was ill. He had cer-
tainly been rather dense and rather unkind, he thought to
himself, not to ask after her. And how delicate she was
looking ! What was the matter with her ? It was not
merely that she was thinner and paler, but that an indefin-
able change had come over her countenance. The shadow
that had always lurked in her sweet eyes seemed to have
fallen at last over her whole face, darkening its innocent
candor, obscuring its tranquil beauty ; the loqk of truth-
fulness and of ignorance of evil had gone. No child-face
was it now — rather that of a woman who had been forced
to look evil in the face, and was repelled and sickened at
the sight. There was no joy in the eyes with which Enid
now looked upon the world.
Hubert watched her steadily through the long and elab-
orate meal which the General thought appropriate to New
Year's eve, noting her weariness, her languor, her want of
interest in anything that went on, and could not under-
stand the change. Was this girl — sick apparently in body
and mind — the guileless maiden who had listened with
such flattering attention to the stories of his wanderings
in foreign lands, when he last came down to Beechfield
Hall? He tried her with similar tales — they had no inter-
est for her now. She was silent, distraite, preoccupied.
Still gentle and sweet to every one, she was no longer
bright ; smiles seemed to be banished for ever from her
lips.
She and Florence scarcely spoke to each other. The
General did not seem to notice this fact ; but Hubert had
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not been half an hour in their company before he recog-
nised its force. They must have quarrelled, he said to
himself rather angrily — Flossy had probably tried to tyran-
nise, and the girl had resented her interference. Flossy
was a fool ; he would speak to her about it as soon as he
had the opportunity, and get the truth from her — forgetting
for the moment that, if ever a man set himself an impossible
task, it was this one of getting the truth from Flossy.
Before dinner was ended, the sound of footsteps, the
tuning of instruments, the clearing of voices could be dis-
tinguished in the hall. Hubert glanced at his host for
explanation, which was speedily given.
" It is the village choir," he said confidentially. "They
come on Christmas Eve and New Year's Eve, and sing in
the hall. When they have finished, they all have a glass
of wine and drink our healths before they go down to
supper in the kitchen. It's an old custom."
" And a very disagreeable one," said Mrs. Vane calmly.
'* Your ears will be tortured, Hubert, by the atrocious
noise they make. With your permission, Enid and I will
go to the drawing-room ; " and, glancing at Enid, she rose
from her chair.
" My dear Flossy, I entreat of you to stay ! " said the
General. " You have never gone away before — it would
hurt their feelings immensely. I have sent word for Dick
to be brought down ; I mean them to drink his health too,
bless the little man ! It will be quite a slight to us all if
you go away."
Flossy smiled ironically, but she looked at Enid in what
Hubert thought a rather peculiar way. He knew his
sister's face very well, and he could not but fancy that
there was some apprehension in the " glance. Enid sat
still, looking at the tablecloth before her. Her face had
grown perceptibly paler, but she did not move. A little
spot of red suddenly showed itself on each of Mrs. Vane's
delicate cheeks.
"Well, Enid, what do you say?" she asked, with less
languor of utterance than usual. " Do you wish to suffer
a purgatory of discord? Come — let us go to the drawing-
room ; nobody will notice whether we are Jiere or not."
" My dear, I said I wished you to stay," began the
General anxiously ; but Florence only laughed a little
wildly, and beat her fan once or twice upon the table.
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Vou are coming ? "
" No, I am going to stay here," said the girl, without
raising her eyes. Her tone was exceedingly cold.
Flossv bit her lip, laughed again, and sank back into
her chair with an air of would-be indifference.
" If you stay, I suppose I must," she said lightly ; but
there was a strange glitter in her narrowed eyes, and she
bit her lip with her little white teeth so strongly and so
sharply as to draw the blood.
" Here comes Dick," said the General, whose placidity
was quite restored by his wife's consent to stay — " here he
comes 1 There, my boy — seen Uncle Hubert yet ? Go
and kiss him, and then come back to mo^and V\\ give you
some dessert."
The fair-haired little fellow looked smaller and shyer
than Hubert remembered him. He had very little color
in his face, but his eyjs lighted up joyfully when he saw
the visitor, and he put his arms around Hubert's neck
with such evident satisfaction that his uncle felt quite
flattered. But, when Dick was perched upon his father's
knee, and the singers had struck up their first florid chant,
he wa" surprised to find that Enid had raised her blue
eyes and was steadily regarding him with a searching yet
sorrowful look, which seemed as if it would explore the
inmost recesses of his soul. For various reasons Hubert
felt that he could not long endure that gaze. The best
way of stoppir^ it was to return it, and therefore, although
with an effort which was almost agonising, he suddenly
looked back into her eyes with a composure and resolute
boldness which caused her own very speedily to sink. The
color rose to her face, she gave a slight quickly-suppressed
sigh, and she did not look up again. Puzzled, troubled,
vaguely suspicious, Hubert wondered whether his calm
reception of her gaze had silenced the doubt of him, which
he was nearly sure that he read in those sad blue eyes.
He knew that Flossy was watching him and watching her,
and he envied the General his guileless enjoyment of all
that was going on, and little Dick's innocent pleasure in
what was to him a great and unwonted treat.
When two songs had been sung, with much growling of
the bass and a general misconception of the functions of a
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of harmony amongst the 'cellos, the General called the
butler and told him to open the door. The dining-room
had two wide folding-doors opening into the hall, and,
when they were flung open, a motley crowd of village faces
could be seen. A row of shrill- voiced chorister boys,
much muflled up in red comforters, stood foremost ; behind
them came the sinking men and the performers on instru-
ments — a diverse little crowd of men and youths. In the
background, some six or eight singing women and girls
presented a half-bold, half-shy appearance, as knowing
that they were there on sufferance only, and that the
Rector had been doing his best to prevent their going out
at nights to sing with the village choir. But the General
had " backed them up ; " he did not like the discontinuance
of old customs, and was inclined to think the Rector unduly
strict. Accordingly they stood in their accustomed places,
but, as most of them felt, probably for the last time on
New Year's Eve.
The faces of men and women and children, with one
exception, were wreathed in smiles ; but that one exception
was notable indeed. Hubert, with his trained powers of
keen observation, observed a lowering face directly It
was that of tall young woman neatly dressed in black — a
young woman with fair hair curled over her forehead and
rather prominent blue eyes — a coarse-looking girl, he
thought, in spite of her pale coloring and sombre gar-
ments. Her brows were drawn together over her eyes in
an angry frown ; she was biting her lip, much as Flossy
had been doing, and there was not a gleam of good humor
or pleasure in her eyes. Hubert wondered idly why she
had come, when she seemed to enjoy her occupation so
very little.
The opening of the doors was the signal for a volley of
clapping, stamping, and shouting. When this was over,
the butler and his helpers appeared with trays of well-filled
glasses, which were taken by the members of the choir,
down to the smallest child present, with great alacrity.
The fair woman in the background was once more an
exception — she took no wine.
The General filled his own glass and signed for Hubert
to do the same for the ladies. He then stood up and pre-
pared to make his usual New Year's Eve speech. But this
time he did what he had never done before — he lifted his
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little son on to the chair on which he had been sitting, and
made his oration with one arm round little Dick's slender
shoulders. To Hubert it seemed a pretty sight. Why did
it give no pleasure to Florence and to Enid? Florence's
eyes glittered, and a spot of blood was painfully conspi-
cuous on her white lips ; but Enid, sitting silent with down-
cast eyes, was now unusually flushed. A student of char-
acter might have said that, while Flossy seemed merely
excited, Enid — the timid, delicate, pure-minded £iiid —
looked ashamed.
" My dear friends," the General began, " I'm very much
obliged to you for coming, you know — very much obliged.
So are my wife and my niece, and my little boy here — so
far as he understands anything about it — very much obliged
to you all. You know I ain't much of a speech-maker —
' actions speak louder than words ' was always my maxi.71 "
— great cheering — " and I take leave to say that I think
it is a very good maxim too " — tremendous applause.
" My friends, it's the end of one year, and it will soon be
the beginning of another. Let's hope that the new year
will be better than the last. I don't suppose I shall have
many more to spend amongst you, and that is why I wish
to introduce — so to speak — my little boy to you. As my
son and heir, my friends, he will one day stand in the place
which I now occupy, and speak to you perhaps as I am
speaking now. I can only ask you *o behave as well to him
as you have always behaved to mt I trust that he will
prove himself worthy of his name rund of his race, and that
generations yet unborn will bless the day when Beechfield
Hall came into the hands of a younger Richard Vane. My
friends, if you drink my health to-night, I shall ask you
also to drink the health of my boy — to wish him happiness,
and that he may prove a better landlord, a better magis-
trate, and a better ?nan than ever I have been."
There was a tumult of applause, mingled with cries of
" No, no ! " — *• Can't be better than you have been, sir ! "
and " Hurrah for the General ! "
Hubert, smiling with pleasure at his host's genial tone,
was amazed at the gloom which sat upon the brows of
three persons in the room — Florence, Enid, and the woman
in black. There was no other likeness between them, but
that air of reserve and gravity made them look as if some
jngonimunicable bond, some similarity of feeling or experi-
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ence, held them back from the general hilarity which sur-
rounded them.
" A happy New Year to you all, my friends !" said the
General, in his hearty voice. " Here's to your good
healths ! There, Dick, my man — drink too, and say, ' A
happy New Year to all of you ! ' "
Little Dick took a sip from his father's glass, and gravely
uplifted his childish treble.
" A happy New Year to all of you ! " he said ; and men
and women alike broke out into delighted response.
" Same to you, sir, and many of them 1 " " Bless his
little heart," one of the women was heard to murmur,
" he's just the image of his mamma ! " But, if she thought
to give pleasure by this remark, she was far from success-
ful. Mrs. Vane threw so angry a glance in her direction
that the woman shrank back aghast ; and the girl in black,
who stood in the background, laughed between her teeth.
The function was over at last. The choir trooped away
to the servants* premises, where a substantial supper
awaited them ; the General kissed Htde Dick, and strode
away with him to his nurse ; and Mrs. Vane rose from the
table with an air of studied weariness and disgust.
" Thank Heaven, that is over I " she said. " I am tired
to death of this senseless old practice 1 If we have it
another year, I shall say I am ill and go to bed. Come,
Enid — let us go to the drawing-room and have some
music."
The girl rose and followed obediently ; but she vouch-
safed no answer to Mrs. Vane's remarks. As the General
had disappeared, Hubert thought that he too might as well
accompany the ladies to the drawing-room, especially if
Enid were about to play. But it did not seem that she
was inclined to do so. She sat down in the darkest corner
of the room, and leaned her head upon her hand. Flossy
established herself in a luxurious lounging-chair, and took
up a novel. Hubert hesitated for a moment or two, then
went over to Enid's side.
" Are we not to have any music tonight?"
" Have you not had plenty ? " she asked wearily.
" Music ! You call that music ? "
She did not answer ; something in her voice, her attitude,
seemed to show that she was shedding tears. He was
intensely sorry for her trouble, whatever it might be ; but
he scarcel" knew how to comfort her.
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" It would be good for us dS\. if you would play," he said
softly. '* We want consoling — strengthening — uplifting."
" Ah, but music does not always do that ! " she ansv.-ered,
with a new note of passion in her voice. " When we are
happy, music helps us — out not when we are sad."
" Why not ? " said Hubert, more from the desire to
make, her talk than from any wish to hear her views on
that particular subject.
But she spoke eagerly in reply, yet softly, so that her
words should not reach the ears of the silent, graceful,
languid woman by the fire.
" I can't tell why," she said ; '' but everything is different.
Once music delighted me, even when I was a little sad ;
but now it seems to harrow my very soul. It brings
thoughts into my mind of all the misery of the world. If
I hear music, I shed tears — I don't know why. Everything
is changed."
" My dear child," said Hubert, " you are unhappy ! "
" Yes," sh^ said slowly, with a pathetic tremor of the
voice- -" yes, I am very — very unhappy."
"Can I do nothing at all to make you happier?" he
said.
The question was left .unanswered.
CHAPTER XX.
" My dear Hubert," said Mrs. Vane, " if you cannot see
what is the matter with Enid, you must be blind indeed ! "
" Why should I see what is the matter with her more
than anybody else ? " asked Hubert, who was moving
restlessly from place to place, now halting before the
window of his sister's sitting-room, now plucking a leaf
from one of the flowering plants in a gilded itagere, now
teasing the white cockatoo in its fine cage, or stirring up
the spaniel with the tip of his boot. All the teasing was
good-naturedly done, and provoked no rancour in the
mind of bird or beast ; but it showed an unwonted excite-
ment of feeling on his part, and was observed by his sister
with a slightly ironical smile.
" If you will sit still for a little while, I will tell you
perhaps," she said ; " but, so long as you stray round the
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room in that aimless manner, I shall keep my communica-
tions to myself."
" I beg your pardon ; I did not know that I was disturb-
ing you. Well," said Hubert, seating liimself resolutely in
a chair near her own, and devoting his attention apparently
to the dissection of a spray of scented geranium-leaf, " tell
me what is the matter, and I will listen discreetly. I am
really concerned about Enid ; she is neither well nor
happy."
" Did she tell you so ? "
" It is easy to be seen that sne is not well," said Hubert,
a very slight smile curving his lips under the heavy dark
moustache as he looked down at the leaf which he was
twisting in his hand ; *' and I think her unhappiness is
quite as obvious. What is it, Flossy? You ought to
know. You are the girl's chaperon, adviser, friend, or
whatever you like to call it ; you stand in the place "
He stopped abruptly^ He forgot sometimes that ghastly
story of his sister's earlier life ; sometimes it came back to
him with hideous distinctness. At that moment he did
not like to say to Flossy, '* You stand in her mother's
place." And yet it was the truth. Had it been for Enid's
good or harm, he suddenly wondered, that Florence had
become the General's wife ?
" I understand what you mean," said Flossy quite sweetly,
though there was no very amiable look in her velvety-brown
eyes. " I assure you thai I should be very glad to make
more of a friend of Enid if she would allow me ; but she
does not like me."
"Instinct!" thought Hubert involuntarily, but he did
not say it aloud. With the extraordinary, quickness, how-
ever, which Florence occasionally showed, she divined the
purport of his reflection almost at once.
"You think, no doubt, that it is natural," she said;
" but I do not agree with you. Enid has no great penetra-
tion ; she has never been able to read my character —
which, after all, is not so bad as you imag'ne."
) " I do not imagine anything about it ; I do not think it
bad," Hubert interposed r?*^ .er hurriedly. "You have
changed very much. But have we not agreed to let old
histories alone ? "
" I did not intend to revive them. I meant only to
assure you that Enid has met with the tenderest care and
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guidance from me— as far, at least, as it lay in me to give
it to her, and whenever she would accept it."
"You make two very important reservations."
" I know I do, but I cannot help it. I was never
devotedly fond of children, and I was once Enid's gover-
ness. I do not think that she ever forgets that fact."
" Well, come to the point," said Hubert, rather impa-
tiently. " What is the matter with her now ? "
Florence laughed softly, and eyed him over her fan. She
always use$^ a fan, even in the depth of winter — and indeed
her boudoir was so luxuriously warm and fragrant that it did
hot there seem out of place. She was wearing a loose tea-
gown of peacock-blue plush over a satin petticoat of the
palest rose-color — a daring combination which she had
managed to harmonise extremely well — and the fan which
she now held to her mouth was of pale rose-colored feathers.
As Hubert looked at her and waited for his answer, he was
struck by two things — first by the %hoiceness and beauty of
her surroundings, and secondly by the fatigued expression
of her eyes, which were set in hollows of purple shadows,
and almost veiled by lids which had the faintly reddened
tint which comes of wakefulness at night.
" I shall next ask what is the matter with you," he said.
" You really do not look well, Florence ! "
" Do I not ? " She laid down her fan, took up a hand-
glass set in silver from a table at her side, and studied her
face in the mirror for a few seconds with some intentness.
" You are right," she said, when .she put it down ; *' I am
growing hatefully old and haggard and ugly. What can
one do? Would a winter in the South give me back my
good looks, do you think ? Perhaps I had better consult
a doctor when I go up to town. I am not so old yet that
I need lose all my * beauty,' as people used to call it,
ami?"
" Why do you care so much ? " Hubert asked. He
fancied that there was something deeper in her anxiety
than the mere vanity of a pretty woman whose youth was
fast fleeting away.
" Why does every woman care ? For my husband's
sake, of course," .she answered, with a slight laugh, but a
look of carking care and pain in her haggard eyes. " If I
leave off looking pretty and bright, how am I to know that
he will care for me any longer ? And, if not "
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" If not ! You are a mystery to me, Florence ; you
never professed before to trouble yourself about your
husband's love."
" If I am a mystery, you are a perfect baby, my dear
boy — I might almost say a perfect fool — in some respects.
If he ceases to love me, he — don't you know that he may
still leave me penniless ? I had no settlements."
Her voice sank almost to a whisper as she said the
words.
" Is that it ? " said Hubert coldly. " I did not give you
credit for so much worldly wisdom, Flossy. If that is your
view of the case, I wonder that you do not pay a little
more attention to the General's wishes sometimes. I
have seen you treat him with very little consideration."
'' He is so wearisome ! One cannot always be on one's
good behavior," Flossy murmured ; " and, as long as one
looks nice and gives him a word or two now and then, just
to keep him in good-humor
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So long, you think, fie will be kind to you ? Florence,
you do not understand the General's really noble nature.
He is incapable of unkindness to any living soul — least of
all capable of it to you, whom he loves so dearly. Do try
to appreciate him a little more ! He is devoted to you,
both as 1 's wife and as the mother of his child." He could
not tell Wiiy she turned her head aside with a sharp gesture
of annoyance.
" The child — always the child ! " she exclaimed. " I
wish I had never had a child at all ! "
" We are straying from the point," said her brother
coldly ; '* and we can do no good by discussing your
relations with your husband. I want to know — as you
say you can tell me — why Enid looks so ill."
Flossy took up her fan and began to examine the tips of
the feathers.
" There is only one reason," she said slowly, " why a
girl ever looks like that. Only one thing turns a girl of
seventeen into a drooping, die-away, lackadaisical creature,
such as Enid is just now."
" Speak kindly of her, at any rate," said Hubert. " She
is a woman like yourself, and there is only one interpreta-
tion to be put upon your words."
" Naturally. You, as a novelist, dramatist, and poet,
must know it well enough" said his sister calmly. " Well^
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remember that you have insisted on my telling you. Enid
is in love. That is all. Nothing to make such a fuss
about it, is it? "
Hubert was silent for a minute or two. His brow was
contracted, as if with vexation or deep thought. Then he
said abruptly —
" I suppose it's that good-looking parson in the village.
There's no other man whom she seems to know so well.
I cannot say that you have taken very great care of her,
Florence."
**Are you really blind, or are you pretending?" said
Mrs. Vane, looking at him with calm curiosity. " You are
not quite such a fool as you make yourself out to be, are
you ? My dear Hubert, are you not aware that you are a
singularly handsome and attractive man, and that you have
laid siege to the poor child's heart ever since your first
arrival here last autumn ? "
Hubert started from his seat a£ if he had been stung.
" Impossible i " he cried.
" Not at all impossible. She has seen few men in her
short life — she has been very carefully guarded, in spite of
your sneer at my want of caution — and the attentions of a
man like yourself were quite new to her. What could you
expect?"
" Attentions ! " groaned Hubert. " I never paid her
any attentions, save as a cousin and a friend."
" Exactly ; but she did not understand."
There was a short silence. He stood with his arm ou
the mantelpiece, looking through the window at the snow-
covered landscape outside. His face had turned pale, and
his lips were firmly set. Presently he said, in a low tone —
'* You must be mistaken. Surely she can never have let
you know what her feelings are on such a point? You
say that she does not confide in you. How can you
know ? "
" There are other ways of reading a girl's heart as well
as a man's coarse way of having everything in black and
white," said Flossy composedly. " I am sure of it. She
is in love with you, and that is why she looks so ill."
** It must not be ! You must let her know — gently, but
decidedly — that I am not the man for her — that there is an
unsurmoun table barrier between us."
♦' Wh^t is it ? Are you married already ? "
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** how could I marry a girl whose father I "
" Hush, hush ! For mercy's sake, be quiet ! You
should never say such things — never think them even.
Walls have ears sometimes, and spoken words cannot be
recalled Never say that, even to me. At the same time,
1 do not see the obstacle."
' Florence ! Well, I might expect it from you. You
have married Sydney Vane's brother ! "
She did not wince. She sat steadily regarding him over
the tips of her rose-colorv \ feather fan.
"And you," she said, "will marry Sydney Vane's
daughter."
" God keep me from committing such a sin ! "
" Hubert, this is mere sentimental folly," said his sister,
with some earnestness.
" We have both made up our minds that the past is dead
— why do you at every moment rake up its ashes ? "
" It is in some ways unfortunate that Enid should have
chosen to love you ; but, as the matter stands, I cannot
see that you have any other choice than to marry her."
" What on earth makes you say so ? "
" I thought that you would go through a good deal of
unpleasantness for the sake of saving her from trouble.
You have said as much."
" I have no right to save her from anything. She must
forget me."
"That is sheer nonsense — cowardly nonsense too!"
said Mrs. Vane. " If Enid were on the brink of a preci-
pice, would you hesitate to draw her back? I tell you
that she is breaking her heart for you, and that, if you are
free to marry, and not inordinately selfish, your only way
out of the difficulty is to marry her."
"She would get over it."
" No ; she would die as her mother died — of a broken
heart."
" You can speak so calmly, remembering who killed her
mother — for what you and I are responsible I "
"Look, Hubert — if you cannot speak calmly yourself,
you had better not speak at all. You seem to think that
I am cold and callous. I suppose I am ; and yet I am
more anxious in this matter to keep Enid from grief and
pain than you seem to be. I do not like to see her looking
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pale and sad. I would do anything within my power tc.
help her, and I thought — I thought that you would do the
same. It seems that you shrink from the task."
" It is so horrible — so unnatural ! How can I ar.k her
to be mine — I, with my hands stained "
"Hush! I will not have you say those words! We
both know — if we are to speak of the past — that it was an
honorable contest enough — -a fair fight — a meeting such as
no man of honor could refuse. You would have fallen if
he had not. It is purely morbid, this brooding over the
consequences of your actions. Everybody who knew the
circumstances would have said that you were in the right.
I say it myself, although at my own cost. To marry Enid
now because she loves you will be the only way you can
take to repair the harm that was done in the past and to
shield her for the future."
It was not often that Florence spoke so long or so energe-
tically ; and Hubert, in spite of his revolt of feeling at the
prospect held out to him, was impressed by her words.
After a few moments' silence, he sat down again and began
to argue the matter with her from every possible point of
view. He told her it was probable that Enid did not
know her own mind ; that she would be miserable if she
married a man who could not love her ; that the whole world
would cry shame on him if it ever learned the circum-
stances of her father's death ; that Enid herself would be
the first to reproach him, and would indeed bitterly hate
him if she ever knew.
" If she ever knew — if the world ever knew ! " said
Florence scornfully. Hitherto she had been very quiet
and let her brother say his say. " As if she or the world
were ever going to know ! There is no way in which the
truth can be known unless one of us tells it ; and I ask
you, is that a thing that either of us is very likely to do ?
It would mean social ruin for us — utter and irretrievable
ruin ! If we only hold our tongues, Enid and the world
will never know."
" That is true," he answered moodily ; and then he sat
so long in one position, with his arms crossed on his
breast, and his eyes fixed on vacancy, that Florence asked
him with some curiosity of what he was thinking.
" I was wondering," he said, " whether that poor wretch
Westwood found his undeserved punishment more galling
than I sometimes find the bonds of secrecy and falsehood
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and dishonor that bind me now. He at any rate has
gained his freedom ; but I am in bondage still. I have my
sentence — a life sentence — to work out."
'* He is free now, certainly," Florence answered, with
an odd intonation of her voice; **so I do not think that
you need trouble yourself about him. Think of Enid
rather, and of her needs."
'* Free ? Yes — he is dead," said Hubert quickly, reply-
ing to something in her tone rather than to her words.
" He died as I told you — some time ago."
" You read it in the newspaper ? " " Yes."
'* And you never saw that next day the report of his
death was contradicted ? "
" Florence, what do you mean ? "
" You went away from England just then with a mind at
ease, did you not? But I was here, with nothing to do
but to think and brood and read ; and I read more than
that. There were two men named Westwood at Portland,
and the one who died — as was stated in next day's paper-
was not the one we knew."
" And he is in prison all this time? Don't you see that
that makes my guilt the worse — brings back all the
intolerable burden, renders it simply impossible that I
should ever make an innocent girl happy ? " His voice
was hoarse, and the veins upon his forehead stood out
like knotted cords.
" Sit down," said Flossy calmly, " and listen to me. I
have an odd story to tell you. The man of whom we
speak managed to do what scarcely another convict has
done in recent times — he escaped. He nearly killed the
warder in his flight, bu4 n^t quite — so that counts for noth-
ing. It is rumored that he reached America, where he is
living contentedly in the backwoods. I can show you the
newspaper account of his escape. . I thought," she added
a little cynically, " that it might relieve your mind to hear
of it; but it does not seem to do so. I fancied that you
would be glad. Would you rather that he were dead ? "
" No, no ; Heaven knows that I rejoice in his escape ! "
cried her brother, sitting down again with his forehead
bowed upon his clasped hands and his elbows on his knees.
" I have blood-guiltiness enough already upon my soul.
Glad ? I am so glad, Florence, that I can almost dare to
thank God that Westwood is alive and has escaped. I >
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Enid had the look of a veritable snow-queen thought Hu-
bert, as he came upon her a day or two later in a little
salon opening out of the drawing-room, and found her
gazing out upon a landscape of which all the lines were
blurred in falling snow. She was dressed in a white wool-
len gown, which was confined at her waist by a simple
white ribbon, and had white fur at the throat and wrists.
The dead-white suited her delicate complexion and
golden hair ; she had the soft and stainless look of a
newly fallen snowflake, which to touch were to destroy.
Hubert almost felt as if he ought not to speak to one so
far removed from him — one set so high above him by her
innocence and purity. And yet he was bound to speak.
" You like the snow ? " he began.
" Yes — as much as I like anything."
" At your age," said Hubert slowly, " you should like
everything."
" You think I am so very young ! "
" Well — seventeen."
" Oh, but I don't feel young at all ! " the girl said half
wearily, half bitterly. " I seem to have lived centuries !
You know, cousin Hubert, there are very few girls of my
age who have had all the trouble that I have had."
" You have had a great deal — you have been the victim
of a tragedy," said Hubert gloomily, not able to deny the
truth of her remark, even while he was forced to remember
that many other girls of Enid's age had far more real and
tangible sorrows than she. The vision of a girl plead-
ing with him to find her work flashed suddenly across his
mind; her words about London Bridge— " her last
resource "—occurred to him ; and his common sense told
him that after all Enid's position, sad and lonely though
it was, could scarcely be called so pitiable as that of
Cynthia West. But it was not his part to tell her so ; his
own share in producing Enid's misfortunes sealed his
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What he said however was almost too dlre^f an allusion
to the past to be thought sympathc-iic by E»-.d. A very
natural habit had grown up at Beechficld Hall of never
mentioning her father's fate ; and this silence had had the
bad result of making her brood over the matter without
daring to reveal her thoughts. The word "tragedy"
seemed to her almost like a profanation. It sent the hot
blood rushing into her face at onte. Enid's organisation
was peculiarly delicate and sensitive ; her knowledge of
the publicity given to the details of her father's death was
torture to her. She was glad of the seclusion in which the
General lived, because when she went into Whitminster,
she would hear sometimes a rumor, a whispered word —
" Look — that is the daughter of Sydney Vane who was
murdered a few years ago ! Extraordinary case — don't
you remember it ? " — and the consciousness that these
words might be spoken was unbearable to her. Hubert
had touched an open wound somewhat too roughly.
He saw his mistake.
" Forgive me for speaking of it," he said. " I fancied
that you were thinking of the past."
" Oh, no, no — not of that !" cried Enid, scarcely know-
ing what she said.
" Of other troubles ? " Hubert queried very softly. It
was natural that he should think of what Flossy had said
to him quite recently.
" Yes — of other things."
* Can you not tell me what they are ? " he said gently,
taking one of her slight hands in his own.
" Oh, no— not you ! "
She was thinking of him as Florence's brother, possibly
even as Florence's accomplice in a crime ; but he attributed
her refusal to a very different motive. Tell him her,
troubles ? Of course she could not do so, poor child,
when her troubles came from love of him. He was not a
coxcomb, but he believed what Flossy had said.
" Not me? You cannot tell me? " he said, drawing her
away from the cold uncurtained windows with his hand
still on hers. " And can I do nothing to lighten your
trouble, dear ? "
She looked at him doubtfully.
" I— don't— know."
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" oil, no I" she cried. "I can't tell you— I can't tell
any one — I must bear it all alone ! " — and then she burst
into tears, not into noisy sobs, but into a nearly silent
passion of grief which went to the very heart of the man
who stood at her side. She drew her hand away from his
and laid it upon the mantelpiece, which she crept to and
leaned againLt, sobbing miserably meanwhile, as if she
needed the support that solid stone could give.
Her slender figure, in its closely-fitting white gown,
shook from head to foot. It was as much as Hubert
could do to restrain himself from putting his arm round it,
drawing it closely to him, and silencing the sobs with
kisse':. But his feeling was that of a grown-up person to
a child whom he wanted to comfort and protect, not that
of a man to the woman whom he loved. He waited
therefore silently, with a fixed look of mingled pain and
determination upon his face, until she had grown a little
calmer. When at last her figure ceased to vibrate with
sobs, he came closer and put his hand caressingly upon
her shoulder.
" Enid," he said, " I have asked you before if I could
nake you happier ; you never answered the question.
Will you tell me now ? "
She raised herself from her drooping attitude, and stood
with averted face ; but still she did not speak.
" Perhaps you hardly know what I mean. I am willing
— anxious — to give my whole life to you, Enid, my child.
If you can trust yourself to my hands, I will take such care
of you that you shall never know trouble or sorrow again;
if care can avert it. Give me the right to do this for you,
dear. You shall not have cause to repent your trust.
Look at me, Enid, and tell me that you trust me."
Why that insistance on the word "trust"? Was it —
strange contradiction — because he felt himself so utterly
unworthy of her confidence ? He said not a word of love.
Enid looked round at him at last. Her gentle face was
pale, her lashes were wet with tears, but the traces of
emotion were not unbecoming to her. Even to Hubert's
cold eyes, cold and critical in spite of himself, she was
lovelier than ever.
" I want to trust you — I do trust you," she said ; but
there were trouble and perplexity in her voice. " I don't
know what to do. You would not let me be deceived,
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Hubert? You would not let dear uncle be tricked and
cheated into thinking — thinking — by Flossy, I mean
Oh, I can't tell you ! If you knew what I know, you
would understand."
Hubert had never been in greater danger of betraying
his own secret. Knowing of no other, his first instinctive
thought was that Enid had learnt the true story of her
father's death and Flossy's share in bringing it about ; but
a second thought, quickly following the first, showed him
that in that case she would never have said that she
wanted to trust him, or that he would not let her and her
uncle be deceived. No, it could, not be that. But what
was it?
By a terrible effort he kept himself from visibly blenching
at her woids. He stood still holding her hands, feeling
himself a villain to the very lowest depths of his soul, but
looking quietly down at her, with even a slight smile on
the lips that — do what he would — had turned pale — the
ruddy firelight glancing on his face prevented thijs change
of color from being seen.
" But how can I understand," he said, *' when I have
not the slightest notion of what you mean ? "
" You have not ? "
" Not the least in the world."
She crept a little closer to him.
" You are not sheltering Flossy from punishment?"
It was what he had been doing for the past eight years.
" Good heavens, Enid," he cried, losing his self-pos-
session a little for the first time, " #hat on earth can you
possibly mean ? "
She thought that he was indignant, and she hastened
tremblingly to appease his apparent vrath.
" I don't mean to accuse you or her," she said ; " I have
said a great deal too much. I can trust you, Hubert — oh,
I am sure I can ! Forgive me for the moment's doubt."
" If you have not accused me, you have accused my
sister. I must know what you mean."
" Forgive me, cousin Hubert ! I can't tell you — even
you."
" But, my dear Enid, if you said so much, you must say
more."
" I will never say anything again ! " she said, her face
quivering all over like that of a troubled child.
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He loosed her hands and looked at her steadily for n,
moment ; he had more confidence in his power over her
now.
" I think you should make me understand what you
mean, dear. Do you accuse my sister of anything? "
She looked frightened.
" No, indeed I do not. I don't know what I am saying,
Hubert. Tell me one thing. Do you think we should
ever do wrong — or what seems to be wrong — for the sake
of other people's happiness ? Clergymen and good
people say we should not ; but I do not know."
" Enid, you have not been consulting that parson at
Beecnfield about it ? " *
" Not exactly. At least" — the ingenuous face changed
a little — " we talked on that subject, because he knew
that I was in trouble, but I did not tell him anything. He
said one should always tell the truth at any cost."
"And theoretically one should do so," said Hubert,
trying to soothe her, yet feeling himself a corrupter of her
innocent candor of mind as he went on ; " but practically
it would not be always wise or right. When you marry,
Enid " — he drew her towards him — " you can confess to
your husband, and he will absolve you."
* Perhaps that is what would be best," she answered
softly.
"To no man but your husband, Enid."
She drew a quick little sigh.
" You can trust me ? " he said, in a still lower voice.
" Oh, yes," she said*-" I am sure I can trust you ! It
was only for a moment — you must not mind what I said.
You will it set all right when you know."
He was silent, seeing that she had grasped his meaning
more quickly than he had anticipated, and had, in fact,
accepted him, quite simply and confidently, as her husband
that was to be. Her child-hke trust was at that moment
very bitter to him. He bent his head and kissed her
forehead as a father might have done.
" My dear Enid," he said, " we must remember that you
are very young. I feel that I may be taking advantage of
your inexperience — as if some d&y you might reproach me
for it."
" I told you I did not feel young," she said gently ; " but
perhaps I cannot judge. Do what you please."
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The Hstlessncss in her voice ahnost angered Hubert.
" Do you not love me then ? " he asked.
"Oh, yes — 1 always loved you!" said the girl. But
there was no look of a woman's love in her grave eyes.
"You were always so kind to me, dear cousin Hubert;
and indeed I feel as if I could trust you absolutely. You
shall decide for me in everything."
There was certainly relief in her tone ; but Hubert
had looked for something more.
** I have been wanting to speak to you for several days,"
he said, " but I have never had the opportunity before ; and
I must tell you, dear, that I spoke to the General before I
spoke to you."
" Oh," Enid's fair face flushed a little. " I thought— I
did not know that you intended — when you began to speak
to me first, I mean "
Hubert could not help smiling.
"I understand; you thought I spoke on a sudden
impulse of affection, longing, lo comfort and help you. So
1 did. But that is not incompatible with previous thought
and preparation, is it ? Surely my care for you — my love
for you — would be worth less as a sudden growth than as a
plant of long and hardy growth ? " He groaned inwardly
at the subterfuge contained in the last few words, but he
felt that it was unavoidable.
Enid looked up and gave him an answering smile.
" Oh, yes, I see ! " she said hurriedly ; but there was
some little dissatisfaction in her mind, she did not quite
know why.
Even her innocent heart dimly discerned the fact that
Hubert was not her ideal lover. His wooing had
scarcely been ardent in tone ; and to find that it had all
been discussed, mapped out, as it were, and formally
permitted by the General, and perhaps by his wife, gavj
her a sudden chill, tor Flossy's interpretation of Enid's
melancholy was by no means a true one. She had dreamed
a little of Hubert in a vague romantic way, as young girls
are apt to do when a new-comer strikes their fancy ; but
she had not set her heart upon him at all in the way which
Florence had led her brother to believe. There was
certainly danger lest she should do so now.
"The General says," Hubert went on more lightly,
" that you cannot be expected lo know your own mind
for a couple of years. What do you say to that ? "
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" I think that uncle Richard might know nie better,"
said the girl, smiling. She was still standing on the
hearth-rug, and Hubert put his arm round her as he
spoke.
" And he will not consent even to an engagement until
you are eighteen, Enid. But he did not forbid me to
speak to you and ask you whether you cared for me, and
if you would wait two years."
"Oh, why should it be so long?" the girl cried out ;
and then she turned crimson, seeing the meaning that Hu-
bert attached to her words. " I only mean," she said,
" that I wanted to tell you everything that was in my mind
just now." ;
" And can't you do it now, little darling? "
" No, not now."
" I must wait for that, must I ? We must see if we can
soften the General's obdurate heart, my dear. But you
are not unhappy now ? "
To his surprise, the shadaw rose again in her beautiful
eyes, the lips fell into their old mournful lines.
'* I don't know," she said sadly. " I ought not to be ;
but after all perhaps this does not make things any better.
Oh, I wish I could forget what I know — what I have
heard!"
" It is about Flossy? " said Hubert, in a whisper.
She hid her face upon his shoulder without a word.
" My poor child, I am half inclined to think that I can
guess. I know that Flossy's life has not been all that it
should have been. No, don't tell me — I will not ask you
again unless you wish to confide in me."
*' You said you did not know,"
" I do not know — exactly ; but I suspect ; and, my
dear Enid, we can do nothing. Make your mind easy on
that point. Our highest duty now is to hold our tongues."
He thought, naturally enough, that she had heard of
Florence's secret interviews with Sydney Vane — so much,
he was certain, even the village-people knew — that in her
visits to the cottages she had heard some story of this kind,
and had been distressed — that was all.
" Do you really think so ? " said Enid, clinging to him.
She was only too thankful to get rid of the responsibiHty of
judging for herself. " You do not think that uncle Richard
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" My dear girl, what an idea ! Certainly not ! Do you
want to break the old man's heart ? "
" He is very fond of little Dick," murmured Enid, rather
to herself than to him.
He did not lay hold of the clue that her words might
have given him if he had attended to them more closely.
He went on encouragingly —
" And of his wife too. ^ No, dear, we cannot wreck his
happiness by scruples of that kind. We must endure our
knowledge — or our suspicions — in silence. Besides, what
you have heard may not be true."
" Do you think so, Hubert ? " she said wistfully.
" It is better surely to take a charitable view, is it not ? "
" Oh, thank you ! That is just what I wanted ! " she
said, a new brightness stealing into her eyes and cheeks.
" Yes, I am sure that I must have been hard and unchar-
itable. I will try to think better things. And, oh, Hu-
bert, you have really made me happy now ! "
"Tiiatis what I wanted," said Hubert, with a sigh, as
for the first time he pressed his lips to hers. " Your
happiness, Enid, is all that I wish to secure."
He was in earnest ; and it did not seem hard to him
that in trying to secure her happiness he had perhaps lost
his own.
CHAPTER XXII.
" A Grand Morning Concert will be given on Thursday,
June 25th, at Ebury's Rooms, by the pupils of Madame
della Scala. By kind permission of Mr. Mapleson, the
following artistes will appear." Then followed a list of well
known operatic vocalists, also Miss This, That, and the
other — '' and Miss Cynthia West." The last half-dozen
names were not as yet famous.
The above intimation, together with much detail con-
cerning time, place, and performers, was printed on a very
large gilt-edged card ; and two such cards, enclosed in a
thick square envelope, lay upon Hubert Lepel's breakfast-
table some months after the New Year's holiday which he
had spent at Beechfield Hall.
He looked at them with an amused, interested smile.
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and read the word3 more than once — then, with equal
interest, perused a programme of the concert, which had
also been enclosed.
" So it is to-day, is it ? " he said to himself, as he finished
his cup of coffee. " She is late in sending me a ticket ; I
shall scarcely be able to nail any of the critics for her now.
I would have got Gurney to write her a notice if I had
known earlier. Probably that is the very reason why she
did not let me know — independent young woman that she
is ! I'll go and see what I can do for her even at the ele-
venth hour. She shall have a good big bouquet for her
debut, at any rate ! "
He sallied forth, making his way to his club, where he
found occasion to remark to more than one of his freinds
that Madame della Scala's concert would be worth going
to, and that a young lady who had formerly been known
in the theatrical world — Miss Cynthia West — would make
her dibut as a public singer that afternoon. Meeting
Marcus Gurney, the well-known musical critic of an influ-
ential paper, soon afterwards, he pressed upon him his
spare ticket for the concert, and give him to understand
that it would be a really good-natured thing if he could
turn in at Ebury's Rooms between three and four, and
write something for the Scourge that would not injure that
very promising dibutante, Miss West. Marcus Gurney
laughed and consented, and Hubert went off well pleased ;
he had at least stopped the mouth of the bitterest critic in
London, he reflected — for, though Gurney was personally
one of the most amiable of men, he could be very virulent in
print. Then he went off to Covent Garden, and selected
two of the loveliest bouquets he could find — one, of course,
for Cynthia, and one for her teacher, Madame della Scala.
For Hubert was wise in his generation.
He had seen very little of Cynthia West during the last
few months, and had not heard her sing at all. Shortly after
his second interview with her, he had sent her to Italy for
the winter, so that she might have a course of lessons from
the most celebrated teacher in Milan. He was gratified
to hear that there had been at least nothing to unlearn.
Old Lalli had done his work very thoroughly ; he had
trained her voice as only a skilled musician could have
done ; and, on hearing who had been her teacher, the
great Italian maestro had thrown up his hands and asked
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" You will have no need of me," he had said to her.
" Lalli — did you not know ? — he was once our prima tenor e
in opera ! He would have been great — ah, great — if he
had not lost his voice in an expedition to your terrible
England ! So he stayed there and played the violon, did
he ? And he taught you to sing with your mouth round
and close like that — my own method ! La, la, la, la !
We shall see you at La Scala before we have done ! "
But, when the spring came, and he himself was about
to fulfil an engagement in Berlin, he handed Cynthia over
to the care of Madame della Scala, who was then going
to England, and advised her to sing in public — even to take
a professional engagement — if she had the chance, and, if
not, to spend another winter under his tuition in Milan. So
Cynthia came back to London in May, and lived with
Madame della Scala, and was heard by nobody until the
day of the annual semi-private concert, which Madame
della Scala loved to give for the benefit of herself and her
best pupils.
Hubert reached the rooms at three precisely. He might
easily have sent in his name and obtained a little chat with
Cynthia beforehand in the artists' room ; but he did not
care to do that. He wanted to see her first ; he was
curious to know whether her new experiences had taken
effect upon her, and how she would bear herself before her
judges. He had seen her once only since her return from
Italy, and then but for a few minutes in the society of
other people. He could not tell whether she was changed
or not ; and he was curious to know.
She had written to. him from Italy several times — letters
like herself, vivacious, sparkling, full of spirit and humor.
He knew her very well from these letters, and he was
inclined to wish that he knew her better. He would see
how she looked before she knew that he was present ; it
would be amusing to note whether she found him out or
not.
Thus he argued to himself; and then, with perverse
want of logic, after saying that he did not wish her to
know that he was there, he sent his bouquets to the green-
room for teacher and pupil alike, and compromised matters
by attaching his card to Madame's bouquet only, and not
to that which he sent to Cynthia West — a feeble com-
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He seated himself on a green-colored bench on the
right-hand side of the room, and looked around him at the
audience. It consisted largely of mothers and other
relatives of the pupils, some of whom came from the most
aristocratic houses in England — largely also of critics, and
of musical persons with flowing hair and note-books.
Hubert knew Madame della Scala's reputation ; it was
here that the impresario on the watch for new talent
always came — it was here that the career of more than one
fahious English singer had been successfully begun. It
was of some importance therefore that Cynthia should
sing her best and do her utmost to impress her audience.
Having looked about him and consulted his programme,
Hubert glanced at the platform, and was aware that a little
comedy was being enacted for the benefit of all persons
present
Madame della Scala was first led forward by a bevy of
admiring pupils, Cynthia not being one, and made her bow
to the audience with an air of gracious humility that was
very effective indeed. She was a dark, thin little woman
who had once been handsome, and was still striking in
appearance. She had been an operatic singer in days gone
by, and had taken up the profession of a teacher only
when her vocal powers began to fail. In, demi-toilette,
with ribbons and medals adorning her square-cut bodice,
long gloves on her hands, and a fan between her fingers,
the little lady curtseyed, smiled, gesticulated, in a charm-
ingly foreign way, which procured for her the warmest
plaudits of the audience. One felt that, though she herself
was not about to perform in person, she considered herself
responsible for the efforts of her pupils, and made herself
fascinating on the^r behalf.
A large screen was placed on one side of the platform,
and a grand piano nearly filled the other side, leaving a
central space for the performers. At first Hubert had
wondered vhy the screen was there. Now he saw its use.
Madame della Scala seated herself in a chair behind it,
with her face to the singers — evidently under the delusion
that her figure was completely hidden from the audience,
and that she could, unseen, direct, stimulate, or reprove
the singers by movement of head, hands, handkerchief,
and fan. The manoeuvre would have been successful
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entirely filled with a sheet of looking-glass, and that in
this mirror her gestures and facial contortions were all
distinctly visible to the greater number of the listeners.
Hubert found great satisfaction in watching the different
expressions of her countenance ; he told himself that
Madame's face was the most interesting part of the per-
formance. How sweetly she smiled at her favorite pupils
from the shadow of the screen ! How she nodded her
head and beat time with her fingers to the songs they
sang ! How, in moments of uncontrollable excitement,
she waved her hands and swayed her body and gesticulated
with her fan ! It was a comedy in dumb show. And, as
each girl-singer, after performing her part and curtseying
to the audience, passed her teacher on the way to the
artists' room, Madame seized her impulsively by both
hands, and drew her down to impress a kiss of satisfaction
on the performer's forehead. The woman's old charm as
an actress, the Southern grace and excitability and warmth,
were never more evident than when reflected in Madame's
movements behind the screen that afternoon, and visible
to the audience — did she know it after all ? — only in a
looking-glass.
The humor of the situation impressed Hubert, and
made him glad that he had come. The whole scene had
something foreign, something half theatrical about it. An
English teacher of music would have effaced herself —
would have shaken with nervousness and scowled at her
pupils. Madame had no idea of effacing herself at all.
She was benignity, composure, affability incarnate. The
girls were all her " dear angels," who were helping to make
her concert a success. When, at a preconcerted signal in the
middle of the afternoon, she was led forward by one of her
most distinguished pupils, and presented by a group of
adoring girls with a great basket of flowers, her whole face
beamed with satisfaction, her medals and orders and
brooches twinkled responsively as she cutseyed, waved her
fan, spread out her lace and silken draperies, and slipped
gracefully back into the screen's obscurity once more. Only
one little contretemps occurred to mar the harmony of the
scene. Just as Madame. had returned to her seat, the
screen, displaced a little by her movement, fell over, drag-
ging down flower-pots and ferns, and almost upsetting
Madame herself The bevy of girls rushed to pick her up,
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gentlemen and attendants came to the rescue, and in a
few moments Madame was reinstated, a little shaken and
flustered, but amiable as ever, the screen was replaced
more securely, and the concert proceeded with decorum.
But where all this time was Cynthia ? She had not
joined the cluster of girls who presented the flowers to
Madame, or run to pick her up when the screen fell down.
Madame was reserving Cynthia for a great effect. She did
not appear until nearly the end of the first part of the con-
cert, when she came on to sing an Italian aria.
" More beautiful than ever ! " was Hubert's first reflec-
tion. " More beautiful than I remembered her I Is she
nervous ? No, I think not. Her face will take the town
if her voice does not. " And then he settled himself to
listen. He was far more nervous than Cynthia herself or
than Madame della Scala, who was keeping time to the
music with her fan behind the screen.
Cynthia's beauty, of an unusually striking order, was
heightened by an excitement which lent new color to her
cheeks, new fire to her eyes. She was dressed in very
pale yellow — white had been rejected as not so becoming
to her dark skin as a more decided tint — and she wore a
cluster of scarlet flowers on her left shoulder. She looked
like some brilliant tropical bird or butterfly — a thing of
light and color, to whom sunlight was as essential as
food. Hubert felt vain of his protigie as he heard the
little murmur of applause that greeted her appearance.
But the applause that followed her singing swamped
every other manifestation of approval. Cynthia surpassed
herself. Her voice and her method of singing were
infinitely improved ; the sweet high notes were sweeter
than ever, and were full of an exquisite thrill of feeling
which struck Hubert as something new in her musical
development. There was rto doubt about her success.
No other singer had roused the audience to such a pitch
of excitement and admiration.
Hubert glanced at Madame della Scala. She was sitting
with her hands folded, a placid smile of achievement upon
her lips ; she had iiroduced all the impression that she
wished to make, and for once was completely satisfied.
Hubert read it in her look.
Cynthia was curtseying to the audience, when, for the
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first time only that she allowed him to see that she observ-
ed him; as a matter of fact, she had been conscious of
his presence ever since she c-tered the concert-room.
She flashed a quick smile at him, bowed openly in his
direction, and — as if by accident — touched the belt of her
dress. He was quick enough to see what she meant ;
some flowers from his bouquet were fastened at her waist.
He half rose from his seat, involuntarily, and almost as if
he wanted to join her on the platform, then sat down
again, vexed at his own movement, and blushing like a
schoolboy. He did not know what had come to him, he
told himself ; for a moment he had been quite embarrassed
and overwhelmed by this girl's bright glance and smile.
She was certainly very handsome ; and it was embarrass-
ing — yes, it was decidedly a little embarrassing — to be
recognised by her so publicly at the very moment of her
first success.
" Know her ? " said a voice at his shoulder — it was th^
voice of a critic. '* Why, she's first-rate ! Isn't she the
girl that used to play small parts at the Frivolity ? Who
discovered that she had a voice ? "
"Old Lalli, I believe — first-violin in the orchestra,"
said Hubert.
" Ah ! Did he teach her, then ? How did she get to
della Scala? That woman's charges are enormous — as
big as Lamperti's ! "
" Couldn't say, I^m sure," returned Hubert, with perfect
coolness.
" Well, della Scala made a big hit this time, at any
rate. Old Mitcham's prowling about — from Covent Gar-
den, do you see him ? That girl will have an engagement
before the day's out — mark my words ! There hasn't
been such a brilliant success for the last ten years."
And then the second part of the concert began, and
Hubert was left in peace.
Cynthia's second song was a greater success even than
the first. There could be no doubt that she would attain
a great height in her profession if she wished to do so ;
she had a splendid organ, she had been well taught, and
she was remarkably handsome. Her stage-training pre-
vented nervousness ; and that she had dramatic talent
was evidenced by her singing of the two airs put down
for her in the programme. But she took everybody by
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surprise when she was encored. Instead of repeating her
last aria, she said a word in the accompanist's ear, and
launched at once into the song of Schubert's which she had
sung in Hubert's rooms. It was a complete change from
the Italian music that constituted the staple of Madame
della Scala's concerts ; but it revealed new capacities of
passion in the singer's voice, and was not unwelcome,
even to Madame herself, as showing the girl's talent
and versatility. As she passed oflF the platform, Madame
caught the girl in her arms and kissed her enthusiastically.
The pupil's success was th6 teacher's success — and
Madame was delighted accordingly.
Hubert was leaving the room at the conclusion of the
concert, when an attendant accosted him.
" Beg pardon, sir ! Mr. Lepel, sir ? "
*'Yes;what i»it?"
** Miss West told me to give you this, sir ; " and he put a
.twisted slip of paper into Hubert's hand.
Hubert turned aside and opened the note. He could
have smiled at its abruptness — so like what he already
knew of Cynthia West.
"Why didn't you come round in the interval and let
me thank you ? If I have been successful, it is all owing
to you. Please come to see us this evening if you can ; I
want very much to consult you. You know my address.
Madame won't let me stay now. " C. W."
" Impetuous little creature ! " Hubert smiled to him-
self — although Cynthia was not little.
He thrust the note into his pocket, and went home to
dine and dress. He knew Madame della Scala's ways. This
old lady, with whom Cynthia was now staying, loved to
hold a little reception on the evening of the day of her
yearly concert, and she would be delighted to see Mr.
Lepel, although she had not sent him any formal invitation.
For Cynthia's sake he made up his mind to go.
" For Cynthia's sake." How lightly he said the words !
In after-days no words were fraught with deeper and
sadder suggestion for him ; none bowed him down more
heavily with a sense of obligation and shame and passion-
ate remorse than these — " For Cynthia's sake."
He went that night to Madame della Scala's house and
sat for a full hour, in a little conservatory lighted with
(Chinese lanterns^ ajone with Cyn^hi^ West,
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" I don't know how it is," grumbled the General, " but
Enid looks scarcely any bettter than she did before this
precious engagement of hers. You made me think that
she would be perfectly happy if she had her own way; but
I must say, Flossy, that I see no improvement."
Flossy, lying on a sofa and holding a fan ove* her eyes,
as though to shut out the sight of her husband's bowed
shoulders and venerable white head, answered lan-
guidly —
" You forget that you did only half of what you were
expected to do. You would not consent to a definite
engagement until she should be eighteen years old ; she is
eighteen now, and yet you are holding back. Suspense of
such a sort is very trying to a girl."
The General, who had been standing beside her, sat
down in a large arm-chair and looked very vexed.
" I don't care," he said obstinately — " I'm not going to
have my little girl disposed of in such a hurry ! She shall
not be engaged to anybody just yet ; and until she is twenty
or twenty-one she s^ha'nt be married. Why, she's had no
girlhood at all ! She's only just out of the schoolroom
now. Eighteen is nothing ! "
"Waiting and uncertainty are bad for a girl's spirits,"
said Mrs. Vane*. " You can do as you please, of course,
about her engagement ; but you must not expect her to
look delighted over the delay."
The General put his hands on his knees and leaned
forward mysteriously.
" Flossy," he said, " I don't wish to make you anxious,
dear ; but do you think Hubert really cares for her ? "
Flossy lowered her fan ; there was a touch of angry
color in her face.
" What are you going to say next. General ? Why
should Hubert have asked Enid to marry him if he were
not in love with her ? He had, no doubt, plenty of
opportunities of asking other people."
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" Yes — yes ; but Enid is very sweet and very lovely, my
dear. You don't often see a more beautiful girl. I
should not like her to marry a man who was not attached to
her."
Flossy controlled her anger, and spoke in a careless
tone.
" What makes you take such fancies into your head,
dear?"
" Well — more than one thing. To begin with, I found
Enid wandering up and down the conservatory just now,
looking as pale as a ghost, with tears in her eyes. I railed
her a little, and asked hei to tell me what was the matter ; but
she would not say. And then I asked if it had anything
to do with Hubert, and whether she had heard from him
lately; and, do you know. Flossy, '^he has had no letter
from him for a fortnight 1 Now, in my day, although
postage was dearer than it is now, we wouldn't have
waited a fortnight before writing to the woman that we
loved."
" Hubert is a very busy man ; he has not time for the
writing of love-lelters," said Flossy slightly.
" He ought not to be too busy to make her happy."
" You forget too,'* said Mrs. Vane, " that Hubert has no
private fortune. He is working harder than ever just now
— toiling with all his might and main to gain a compe-
tency — not for his own, but for Enid's sake. Poor boy,
he is often harassed on all sides ! " She drew a little sigh
as if she were sorrowing for him.
" I'm sure Enid does not harass him," said the General,
getting up and pacing about the room in a hurry ; " she is
sweetness itself ! And, as to money, why did he propose
to her if he hadn't enough to keep her on ? Of course
Enid will have a nice little fortune — he needn't doubt that ;
but I shall tie it up pretty tightly wfien she marries, and
settle it all upon herself. You may tell him that from me
if you like, with my compliments ! " The General was
excited — he was hot and breathing hard. " He must have
an income to put against — that's all ; he's not going to live
on his wife's fortune."
" Poor Hubert — I don't suppose he ever thought of
such a thing ! '' said Flossy, affecting to laugh at her hus-
band's vehemence, but weighing every word she uttered
with scrupulous care. " Indeed, if he had known that
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she would have money, I don't suppose he would even
have asked her to marry him. He believed her to be all
but penniless. "
" And what right had he to believe that? " shouted the
General, looking more apoplectic than ever.
At which Flossy softly sighed, and said, " My nerves,
dear ! " closed her eyes, and held a vinaigrette to her nose.
The General was quieted at once.
" I beg your pardon, my dear — I forgot that I must not
talk so loudly in your room," he said apologetically.
*' But my feelings get the better of me when I think of my
j)oor little Enid looking so white and mournful. And so
Hubert's working hard for her, is he ? Poor lad ! Of
course I shall not forget him either in my will — you can
tell him so if you like — and Enid's future is assured ; but
he must not neglect her — mustn't let her shed tears and
make those prettv blue eyes of hers dim, you know — you
must tell him that."
" The General grows more and more foolish every day, "
said Flossy to herself, with disgust — "a garrulous old
dotard 1 " But she spoke very sweetly.
" I will talk to him if you like, dear ; but Tdo not think
that he means to hurt or neglect poor Enid. He is coming
down to-morrow to spend Easter with us ; that will please
her, will it not ? I have been keeping it a secret from her ;
I wanted to give her a surprise. It will bring the color
back to her pale cheeks — will it not, you kind, sympathetic
old dear ! "
Flossy's white hand was laid caressingly on the General's
arm. The old soldier rose to the bait. He raised it at once
to his mouth, and kissed it as devoutly as ever he had
saluted the hand of his Queen.
" My dear," he said, *' you are always right ; you are a
wonderful woman — so clever, so beautiful, so good ! " Did
she not shiver as she heard the words ? "I will leave it
in your hands —you know how to manage every one ! "
"Dear Richard," said Flossy, with a faint smile, "all
that I do is for your sake."
And with these words she dismissed hin' radiantly
happy.
Left to her own meditations, the expression of her face
changed at once ; it grew stern, hard, and cold ; ihere was
an unyielding look about the lines of her features which
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reminded one of the fixity of a mask or a marble statuo.
She lay perfectly motionless for a time, her eyes fixed on
the wall before her ; then she put out her hand and touched
a bell at her side.
Almost immediately the door opened to admit her maid
—a thin, upright woman with dark eyes, and curly dark
hair, disposed so as to hide the tell-tale wrinkles on her
brow and the crow's-feet at the corners of her eyes. She
wore pink bows and a smart little cap and apron of youth-
ful style; but it would have been evident to the eye of a
keen observer that she was no longer young. She closed
the door behind her and came to her mistress' side.
Florence paused for a minute or two, then sjjoke in a
voice of so harsh and metallic a quality that her husband
would scarcely have recognised it as hers.
"You have been neglecting your duty. You have not
made any report to me for nearly a week."
" You have not asked me for one, ma'am."
" I do not expect to have to ask you. You are to come
to me whenever there is anything to say."
The woman stood silent ; but there was a protest in her
very bearing, in the pose of her hands, the expression of
her mouth and eyebrows. Flossy looked at her once, then
turned her head away and said —
" Go on."
" There is nothing of importance to tell you, ma'am."
** How do you know what is important and what is not?
For instance. Miss Enid was found by the General crying
in the conservatory this morning. I want to know why
she cried."
The maid — whose name was Parker — sniffed signifi-
cantly as she replied —
" It's not easy to tell why young ladies cry, ma'am. The
wind's in the east — perhaps that has something to do with
it."
" Oh, very well ! " said Mrs. Vane coldly. '* If the wind
is in the east, and that is all, Parker, you had better find
some position in the world in which your talents will be of
more use to you than they are to me. I will give you a
month's pay instead of the usual notice, and you can leave
Beechfield to-night."
. The maid's face turned a little pale.
**rm sure I beg pardon, ma'am," she said rather
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hurriedly ; " I didn't mean that I had nothing to say. I
— I've served you as well as I could, ma'am, ever since I
came." There was something not unlike a tear in her
beady black eyes. #
" Have you ? " said her mistress indifferently. " Then
let me hear what you have been doing during the last few
days. If your notes arc not worth hearing" — she made a
long pause, which Parker felt to be ominous, and then
continued calmly — " there is a train to London to-night,
and no doubt your mother will be glad to see you, charac-
ter or no character."
*' Oh, ma'am, you wouldn't go for to be so cruel, would
you?" cried Parker the unwise, evidently on the verge of a
flood of tears. " Without a character, ma'am, I'm sure I
couldn't get a good place ; and you know my mother has
only what I earn to live upon. You wouldn't turn me off
at a moment's notice for "
"You are wasting a great deal of time," said Flossy
coldly. " Say what you have to say, and I will be the
judge as to whether you have or have not obeyed my
orders. Where are your notes ? " r
Smothering a sob, Parker drew from her pocket a little
black book, from which she proceeded to read aloud. But
her voice was so thick, her articulation so indistinct by
reason of her half-suppressed emotion, that presently, with
an exclamation of impatience, Mrs. Vane turned and took
the book straight out of her hands.
" You read abominably, Parker ? ' she said. " Where
is it ? Let me see. *■ Sunday' — oh, yes, I know all about
Sunday ! — * Church, Sunday-school, church * — as usual.
What's this ? * Mr. Evandale walked home with Miss E.
from afternoon school.' I never heard of that ! Where
were you ? "
"Walking behind them, ma'am."
" Could you hear anything ? What do your notes say ?
H'm ! * They walked very slow and spoke soft — could not
hear a word. At the Park gates Mr. E. took her hand
and held it while he talked. Miss E. seemed to be crying.
The last thing he said was, " You know you may always
trust me." Then he went down the road again, and Miss
E. came home. Monday. — Miss E. very pale and down-
like. Indoors all morning teachirj Master D. Walked
up to the village with him after his dinner ; went to thQ
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schools ; saw Mr. E. and walked along the lane with him.
Mr. E. seemed more cheerful, and made her laugh several
times. The rest of the day Miss E. spent indoors.
Tuesday. — Miss E. teaching Master Dick till twelve.
Riding with the master tiP two. Lunch and needlework
till four. Mr. Evandale came to call.' Why was I never
told that Mr. Evandale came to call ? " said Flossy, start-
ing up a little, and fixing her eyes, bright with a wrathful
red gleam in their brown depths, upon the shrinking
maid.
" I don't know, 7r<,a'am. I thought that you had been
told."
Flossy sank back amongst her cushions, biting her lip ;
but she resumed her reading without further comment.
" * Stayed an hour, part of the time with Miss E. alone,
then with the master. Little Master Dick in and out most
of the time. Nothing special, as far as I could tell.
Wednesday. — Miss E. walked with Master Dick to the
village after lessons. Went into Miss Meldreth's shop to
buy sweets, but did not stay more than a few minutes.
! Passed the Rectory gate ; Mr. E. came running after them
with a book. I was near enough to see Miss E. color up
beautiful at the sight of him. They did not talk much
together. In the afternoon Miss E. rode over to Whit-
minster with the General. After tea ' Yes, I see,"
said Mrs. Vane, ■ suddenly stopping short — " there is
nothing more of any importance."
She lay silent for a time, with her finger between the
pages of the note-book. Parker waited, trembling, not
daring to speak until she was 'spoken to.
"Take your book," said Mrs. Vane at last, "and be
careful. No, you need not go into ecstasies " — seeing from
Parker's clasped hands that she was about to utter a word
of gratitude. " I shall keep you no longer than you are
useful to me — do you understand ? Go on following Miss
Vane ; I want to know whom she sees, where she goes,
what she does — if possible, what she talks about Does
she get letters — letters, I mean beside those that come in
the post-bag ?"
" I don't know, ma'am."
" Make it your business to know, then. You can go ; "
and Flossy turned away her face, so as not to see Parker's
rather blundering exit,
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" The woman is a fool," she said to herself contemptu-
ously, when Parker had gone ; " but I think she is — so
far — a faitljful fool. These women who have made a
muddle of their lives are admirable tools ; they n.re always
so afraid of being found out ; " and Flossy smiled cyni-
cally, although at the same moment she was conscious
that she shared the peculiarity of the woman of whom she
spoke — she also was afraid of being found out.
She had come across Parker before her marriage, when
she was in Scotland. The woman had then been detected
in theft and in an intrigue with one of the grooms, and
had been ignominiously dismissed from service; but
Flossy had chosen to seek her out and befriend her-. Vane, in
your own way. You're too high and mighty, and pretend
to be too ill to have to go to church ; but, if you was me,
and heard what folks say of them that stop away, you'd
go yourself."
" Possibly," said Flossy ; ** we are in different circum-
stances. Now tell me — why has y^x. Evandale questioned
you ? "
" Because of what he heard when mother lay dying, of
courFiv?. I wrote and warned you at the time."
" You should have said more then. You should have
come and told me the whole story. Tell it me now."
It was a proof of Flossy's curious power over certain
natures that Sabina Meldreth, wild and undisciplined as
she was, seldom thought of resisting her will when in her
very presence. She sat down on a chair that Mrs. Vane
pointed out to her, and recounted, in rapid and not ill-
chosen words, what had passed in her mother's room in
the presence of the Rector and of Enid Vane. Flossy
listened silently, tapping her lips from time to time with
her fan.
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When the story was ended, she turned on her visitor
with a terrible flash of her usually sleepy eyes.
" You fool," she said, without however raising her voice
— " you fool ! You have known this all these months, and
have never made your way to me to tell it ! How was I
to know that the matter was so important? How was I
to suspect ? I guessed something, of course ; but not
this ! Why, Sabina Meldreth, we are at the mercy of that
child's discretion I She has us in her hands — she can
crush us when she pleases ! Heavens and earth — and to
think that I did not know ! "
" You might have known," said Sabina sullenly. " I've
been to the house more than once. I've written and said
that I wanted to see you. I don't think it's me that's been
the fool." But the last sentence was uttered almost in a
whisper.
" No, I have been careless — I have been to blame ! "
said Flossy, a feverish spot of color showing itself in her
white cheeks. "So she knows — she knows ! That is why
she looks at me so strangely ; that is why she avoids me
and will hardly speak to me. I understand her now."
" Maybe," said Sabina, " she thought mother was raving,
or didn't understand her aright."
" No, no ; she understood — she believes it. But why
has she kept silence? She hates me, and she might have
ruined me — she might have secured Beechfield for herself
by this time ! What a little idiot she must be ! "
Mrs. Vane was thinking aloud rather than addressing
Sabina ; but that young woman generally had an answer
ready, and was not disposed to be ignored.
"Miss Vane's fond of her uncle," she said drily, "and
did not want perhaps to vex him. Besides " — her voice
dropped suddenly — " they tell me she's fond of the child."
Flossy did not seem to hear ; she was revolving other
matters in her mind.
" Do you think," she said presently, " that Miss Enid
has told the Rector ? She has seen a good deal of him
lately."
" No, I don't ; I should have heard of it before now if
she had," replied Sabina bluntly. " He don't mince mat-
ters ; and he's got it into his head that I ought to be
reformed, and that I've something on my mind. That's
why I want to get to Whitminster."
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" Go farther away than Whitminster," said Mrs. Vane
suddenly ; " go to London, and I'll give you the money
you ask — two hundred pounds a year."
*' Will you ? Well, I'm not ill-disposed to go to London.
One could live there very comfortable, I dare say, on two
hundred a year. But how am I to know if you'll pay it ?
Give me a bit of writing "
" Not a word — not a line ! You need not be afraid.
I'll keep my promise if I have to sell my jewels to do it;
and the General does not ask me what I do with my
allowance. By-and-by, Sabina, I may have an income of
my own : and then — then it shall be better for you as well
as for me."
Her tone and manner had grown silky and caressing.
Miss Meldreth looked hard at her, as if suspecting that this
sugary sweetness covered some ill design ; but she read
nothing but thoughtful serenity in Mrs. Vane's fair face.
" When the General's dead, you mean ? Well, that's as
it iriy be. But I can't wait for that, you know, ma'am.
He's strong and well, and may live for twenty years to
come. I want my affairs settled now."
*' Very well. Go to London, send me your address, and
you shall have the fifty pounds as soon as you are settled
there."
" That won't quite do, Mrs. Vane. I want something
down for travelling and moving expenses. I have some
bills to settle before I can leave the village."
" You must be terribly extravagant ! " said Flossy bit-
terly. " I gave you thirty pounds at Christmas. Will ten
pounds do ? "
" Twenty would be better."
" I haven't twenty. I do not know where to get them.
You must be content with ten."
" Ten won't do," said Sabina obstinately.
Mrs. Vane made a gesture of impatience.
'' Reach me that jewel-box over there," she said. " Yes ;
bring it close — I have the key. Here are two five-pound
notes. And here — take this ring, this bracelet — they are
worth far more than ten pounds — get what you can for
them."
" I'd rather have the money," said Sabina ; " but, if I
must put up with this, I must. I'll be off in a couple of
days,"
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" You had better not tell anyone before hand that you
are going. Some people might — think it their duty to
interfere."
" All right — I'll keep quiet, don't you fear, ma'am !
Well, then, that's settled. If I go to London, you'll send
me the fifty pound a quarter. And it must be regular, if
you please — else I'll have to come down here after it."
■ " You will ^t h ' to do that," said Mrs. Vane coldly.
" Very wel'i '^'hv'n I'll say good-bye to you, ma'am.
Hope you'll ge- « ■ f; i^ through your troubles ; but it seems
to me that you're in ar ■^common risky position."
" And, if I am," said Jbk/ssy, with sudden anger, " whose
fault is it but yours ? "
Sabina shrugged her shoulders, and did not seem to
think it worth while to reply. She walked to the door,
and let herself out without another look or word.
She knew her way about Beechfield Hall perfectly well ;
and it was perhaps of set purpose that she turned down a
passage that led past the nursery door. The door was
open, and Master Dick was drawing a horse-and-cart up
and down the smooth boards of the corridor. It was his
favorite playing-place on a summer evening. He stopped
short when he saw Sabina, and looked at her with observ-
ant eyes.
**This isn't your way, you know," he said, facing her
gravely. " This passage leads to my room, and Enid's
room, not to the kitchens ; and you belong to the kit-
chens, don't you ? "
Sabina stopped and eyed him strangely. She looked at
his delicate sharp-featured little face, at his fair hair and
blue eyes, at the dainty neatness of his apparel, and the
costly toy which he held in his hands. Her own bold eyes
softened as she looked. She half knelt down and held
ont her arms.
" Will you kiss me once, dearie, before I go away ? "
Dick looked at her wonderingly. Then he came and
put his little arms around her neck and kissed her once,
twice, thrice.
" Don't cry," he said ; " I didn't know you were so nice
and kind. But, you see, I've only seen you in the shop."
" You won't see me in the shop any more. I'm going
away," said Sabina, utterly forgetful of her promise to Mrs.
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" Are you ? *' said Dick. " Oh, then, won't there be any
more sweeties in your windows? Or will some one else
sell them ? "
" Some one else, 1 expect. That's all that children care
for 1 " cried Sabina, springing to her feet. " He's got no
heart!"
Turning her face suddenly, she saw that there had been
a spectator of the little scene — a spectator at the sight of
whom Sabina Meldreth turned deadly white. Miss Vane
stood at the nursery door. She had been sitting there,
and had heard Sabina's words and poor little Dick's inno-
cent reply.
"You are wrong," she said gravely, with her eyesint it
on Sabina's pale distorted face. " He has a heart — h»- is
very loving and gentle. But you cannot expect hi ■ to
love you when he does not know you. If ever ht 'u w
you better, he would — perhaps — love you more."
This speech, uttered quite gently and even pitifu^V> had
a curious effect upon Sabina. She burst into tej, ; and
turned away, hiding her face and sobbing as she went.
Enid stood for a moment in the doorway, holding the
doorpost by one hand, and sadly watching the retreating
figure until it disappeared. Then Dick pulled at her dress.
" Cousin Enid, why does that woman cry ? And why
did she want to kiss me? Was she angry or sprry, or
what ? "
" Sorry, I think, dear," said Enid, as she went back to
her seat.
She drew Dick upon her knee and caressed him tenderly
for a few moments ; but Dick felt, to his surprise, that the
kisses she bestowed on him were mingled with tears.
" Cousin Enid, why do you cry too ? "
But all she answered was —
" Oh, Dick, Dick — my poor little Dick — I hope you will
never — never know ! " Which poor little Dick could not
understand.
Hubert Lepel arrived on the following day. He had
not been to Beechfield Hall for some weeks, and he seemed
to feel it incumbent upon him to make up to Enid for his
long absence by presents and compliments ; for he had
brought her a beautiful bracelet, and was unusually profuse
in his expressions of regard and admiration. And yet
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circumstances ought to have seemed. Indeed she shrank
a little from private conversation with him, and looked
harassed and troubled.
It was perhaps in consequence of this fact that three
days after his arrival Hubert sought a private interview
with his sister. Flossy had meanwhile not spoken a word ;
she had been watching and waiting for those three days.
"Florence, I am inclined to think that you were mis-
taken."
"So am I," thought Flossy to herself; but aloud she
only asked, " Why, dear ? " with perfect tranquility.
" About Enid. I — I am beginning to think that she
doesn't much care." ^le said the last words slowly, with
his eyes on the tip of his boot.
" I am sure you are mistaken," said Flossy quietly.
" But she is not demonstrative, and — well, I may as well
say it to you — she has taken some idea into her head —
something about me — about the past "
She faltered skilfully ; but she kept her eyes on Hubert's
face, and saw that it wore a guilty look.
" Well, Flossy, you are right," he said. " She has heard
something — village talk, I suppose — and I caniiot get her
to tell me what it is."
" She means perhaps to tell some one else ? " said Mrs.
Vane, with bitterness.
" No, I believe not. She has no wish to harm you, poor
child, although she thinks that the General ought not to
be deceived. However, I persuaded her to abandon that
idea, showing her that it was not her duty to tell a thing
that would so utterly destroy his happiness." Florence
turned away her head. " I felt myself a villain," Hubert
continued gravely, " in counseling her to stifle her con-
scientious scruples, Florence ; but, for your sake and your
husband's sake, I pleaded with her, and prevailed on her
to keep silence — she will tell np one but myself after our
marriage."
" You had better not let her open the subject with you
at all. It will only be productive of unhappiness." Flossy
discerned the entanglement at once — she saw that Hubert
meant one thing and Enid another ; but out of their cross-
purposes she divined a way of keeping the girl silent.
"For my sake Hubert, don't discuss my terrible past
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between you. What good vould it do ? Promise me that,
when y<^u are married, you will not let her speak of it —
even to you." She shed a tear or two as she spoke.
"Poor Flossy !" said Hubert, laying his hand on her
arm. " Don't grieve, dear ! I have no right to say any-
thing, have I ? Yes, I promise you I will not let her say
a word about the matter, either now or afterwards, if I can
help it, and certainly to no one beside myself."
And with this promise Flossy feigned contentment.
But, when Hubert had left her, she paced up and down
the room with cheeks that flamed with excitement, and
eyes that glowed with the dull red light of rage.
" What was I thinking about to bring this engagement
to pass ? " she said to herself. " Yet, after all, it is better
so. Hubert has a reason for silencing her ; with any
other man, she would have the matter out in a trice, and
ruin me. Now what is the next move ? To delay the
marriage, of course. I will come lound prettily to the
General's view, and uphold him in his determination not
to allow the marriage for at least two years. So Enid says
that she will not betray me until she is married, does she ?
Then she will never have the chance ; for a great deal may
happen — to a delicate girl like Enid Vane — in two long
years."
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Hubert had been worried and overworked of late ; it had
appeared to him a good thing that he should spend a few
of the spring days at Bcechfield, and try to recover in the
society of his sister and his betrothed the serenity that he
had lost. But this seemed after all no easy thmg to do.
He was annoyed to find himself irritated by small matters ;
his equanimity, usually perfect, was soon ruffled; and,
although he did not always show any outward sign of
vexation, he felt that his temper was not quite under his
own control. And it was Enid, curiously enough, who
irritated him most.
"Who is this new singer," she asked one day, "about
whom people are talking so much ? "
"My dear Enid, how am I to know which singer you
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mean ? " he said, letting the newspaper drop from his hand,
and clasping his hands leisurely behind his head. ** There
are so many new singers ! "
They had been having tea under the beech-tree, and, as
usual, had been left alone to do their love-making undis-
turbed. Their love-making was of a very undemonstrative
character. Enid sat in one comfortable basket-chair,
Hubert in another, at a yard's distance. Their conversa-
tion went on in fragments, interspersed by long pauses
filled up by an orchestra of birds in the branches over-
head.
" I do not remember he^ name exactly," said Enid.
"The Tollemaches were talking about her yesterday ; they
heard her in town last week. * Cynthia' something —
'Cynthia,' I remember that, because it is such an un-
common name."
" I suppose you mean Miss Cynthia West," said Hubert,
after a very long pause.
" Yes, * Cynthia West ' — that was the name. Have you
heard her ? "
" Yes."
" And do you think her very wonderful ? "
" She is a remarkably fine singer."
"Oh, I hope we shall hear her when we next go up to
London I Aunt Leo wants me to stay with her."
" That will be very nice," said Hubert, bestirring him-
self a little. " Then you will hear all the novelties. But
I would not go just yet if I were you, London has not
begun to wake up again after its winter sleep."
" What a horrible place it must be 1 " said Enid, with a
little shiver.
"You think so ? It is my home." *
There was an accent in his voice which impressed Enid
painfully. She clasped her hands rather tightly together
in her lap, and said, after another pause, in a lower tone —
" I dare say I should grow fond of it if I lived there."
'• As you will do, in time," said Hubert, with a smile.
" You must try to believe that you will soon be as absorbed
in town-life as every other woman; that concerts and
theatres and balls will make up for green fields and the
songs of birds ; that men are more interesting than brooks
and flowers ; that to shop and to gossip are livelier occu-
pations than visiting the poor and teaching little Dick.
Don'!: you think you can imagine it ? "
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She shook her head.
" I can't imagine it ; but, if I had to do it, I would try.
I don't think your picture is very attractive, if I may say
so, Hubert."
" Don't you, dear ? Why not ? "
" It sounds so unreal. Do women pass their liveu in
that frivolous, vapid way ? "
" Not all of them, of course. There are women who
have work to do," said Hubert, looking idly into the dis-
tance, as if he were thinking of some one or something
that he could not see.
" Oh, yes, I know — working women-r-profcssional women
— women," said Enid, with u . innocent smile, ** like
Cynthia West."
Hubert gave a slight start ; then, to cover it, he changed
his position, bringing his arms down and crossing them on
his breast. '
" You might tell me what she is like," continued Enid,
with more playfulness of manner than she generally showed.
" You tell me so little about London people ! Is she
handsome ? "
** Yes, very."
" Dark or fair ? "
"Very dark."
" Is she an Englishwoman ? " pursued Enid.
" I am sure I don't know. I never asked."
"You. know her then ? "
" What makes you ask all these questions ? " said
Hubert, as if he had not heard th^ last. " Who has put
Miss West into your head in this way ? " He looked
annoyed.
Enid at once put out a caressing hand.
" I did not mean to be too inquisitive, Hubert dea-.
But the TolleiTi iches are very musical, and they v, ore
talking a great deal about her. They said they saw you
at the concert when she came out — some Italian teacher's
semi-private concert — and they seemed to think that you
knew the whole set of people who were there."
Mentally Hubert made some uncharitable remarks on
the future destiny of the Tollemaches ; but he controUeci
himself so far as to answer coolly —
" I know several of that set, certainly. I know Miss
West a little,"
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** How delightful," cried Enid. " I should like to meet
some of these great artists. Will you ever be able to in-
troduce me to her, do you think, Hubert ? "
" I think not," said Hubert, knitting his brows. He
did not find himself able to turn the subject quite as easily
as he could have wished.
" Oh, isn't she nice ? " hazarded Enid doubtfully. " I
always fancy that the people who sing and act ir. public
can't be quite as nice as the people who stay in their own
home-circle. I know that you will think me very narrow-
minded to say so, but I can't help it."
" 1 am afraid that I do'think it rather narrow-minded,"
said Hubert quietly, but with a dangerous lighting of his
eyes. " You must surely know that some of these singers
are as good, as noble, as womanly as any of your sheltered
young ladies in their home-circles, who have not genius
enough to make themselves talked of by the world ! "
"Oh, yes, I suppose so ! " said Enid, quite unconscious
of the storm that she was exciting in Hubert's breast.
" But it is diff.cult to understand why they prefer a public
life to a private one. Do you think they really like appear-
ing on the stage ? "
" I am sure they do," said Hubert, with a short laugh.
" You cannot understand it as yet, I suppose ; you will
understand it by-and-by. It would 1 j a very poor look-
out for a novelist and playwright like myself, Enid, if
every one thought as you do."
And then be got up and walked to meet the General,
who was approaching the tea-table, and, as the two were
soon deep in political matters, Enid presently sHpped away
unobserved.
She felt vaguely that she had vexed or disappointed her
lover ; she knew the tones of his voice well enough to feel
sure that in some way she had said what he did not
approve. And yet, on reflection, she couM not see that
she had given him legitimate cause of offence. She knew
that he did not agree with her in preferring country to town ;
or in thinking that women who sang '^ pubHc were not
quite of her class ; but she did not think that he ought to
be angry with her for expressing her views. He perplexed
her very much by his moments of irritation, of coldness,
of absence of mind. At times he was certainly very
different. He could be most tender, though always with
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the tenderness of a grown man to a child, of a strong
person towards a weak one — and this was a kind of ten
derness which did not satisfy Enid's heart. Sometimes
indeed she was thankful that it was so, feeling as if any
great display of affection on his part would be overwhelm-
ing, out of place ; but at other times she felt that his calm
kindness was almost an insult to the woman whom he had
asked to be his wife. A little while back she would not
have thought so — she would have been well content with
his behavior ; but a new factor had come into her life
since her engagement to Hubert Lepel, some new and
agitating consciousness of power had dawned upon her,
with a revelation of faculties and influences to which she
had hitherto been a stranger ; and, in presence of these
novel em otions and discoveries, Hubert was weighed in
the balance and found wanting.
Meanwhile Hubert was as uncomfortable as a man could
well be. He had always meant to be faithful and tender
to Enid — for whom, as he had said, he would do anything
in his power to save her from unhappiness ; on the other
hand, he found the task more difficult than he had dream-
ed. He had seen her first as a sweet, docile, pliable
creature, ready to be led, ready to be taught, and he had
meant to mould her to his will. But, lo and behold, the girl
was not really pliable at all ! She had a distinct character,
an individuality of her own, as different from any ideal of
Hubert s as ice from fire. Her inability to appreciate the
artistic side of life — as he put it to himself — her dislike to
the great town where all his interests lay — these were
traits which troubled him out of proportion to their
intrinsic worth. How could he be happy with a woman
who differed from him so entirely in habits, taste, and train-
ing? He forgot for a moment that he had asked her to
marry him in order that she might be made happy — that
he had solemnly put aside from himself all thought of
personal joy. But human nature is weak, and renuncia-
tion not always pleasant. It occurred to his mind that
Enid herself might not be very happy if married to a man
with whom she was not in sympathy.
It was half with relief, half with regret, that he listened
to a monologue from the General on the subject of Enid's
marriage.
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sapiently ; " they never turn out well. And Enid is deli-
cate j she must not take the cares of a household upon
her until she is older and stronger. Don't ask me for her
until she is twenty-one, Hubert ! She shall not marry till
then with my consent." He had never spoken so strongly
before ; but he was reinforced by Flossy's recently-be-
stowed approval. Till within the last few days, Flossy had
been all for a speedy marriage. She said now that she
was convinced that her " dear Richard " was perfectly
right, and the General was " cock-a-hoop " accordingly.
" I need not threaten ; you know very well that I have
the whole control of the money that would go to her
dowry — I need say nothing more. I will have no mar-
riage talked about — no engagement even — for the present.
Mind you, Enid is not engaged to you, Hubert. If she
thinks fit to change her mind, she may do so."
*' Certainly, sir."
" And, if you think fit to change your mind, you may
do so too. Nobody wants either of you to marry where
you do not love ; the worst thing in the world ! "
"When is this prohibition to be removed ?" asked
Hubert. " It seems to me a little hard upon — upon us
both."
" If Enid is stronger, I will allow her to be engaged in
a year's time," said the General, " but not before ; and I
shall tell her so."
The first time that Hubert found himself alone with
Enid he said —
'' The General seems to have changed his mind about
our engagement, Enid."
" Yes ; he told me so," she answered meekly.
" He says we are not to consider ourselves engaged."
" Yes."
" I am very sorry that he should take that view "
" Don't be sorry, please ! " she said, quickly interrupting
him. '* I think that it is better so."
" Better, Enid ? "
" Yes. He says that I am not strong — and it is true. I
feel very weak sometimes, not strong enough to bear much,
I am afraid. If I were to become an invalid, I should
not marry." She spoke gently, but with great resolution.
" That is all a morbid fancy of yours," said Hubert.
*' You will be better soon. After this summer, the General
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talks of winter in the Riviera. That will do you all the
good in the world."
** I think not," she answered quietly. " I am afraid that
I am not so likely to recover as you think. And, if not,
nothing on earth will induce me to marry any man. Re-
member that, Hubert — if I am not better, I will not marry
you. I intend to join the sisters at East Winstead."
"It is that meddling parson who is at the bottom of
this, I'll swear ! " said Hubert angrily, quitting her side and
pacing about the room. He noticed that at his words the
color rose in the girl's pale cheeks.
"If you mean Mr. Evandale," she said, "I can assure
you that he has never said a word to me about East Win-
stead. It is entirely my own wish."
" My dear child," said Hubert, halting in front of her,
" the last thing we want is to force your wishes in any
direction. If, for instance, you wish to throw me over
and be a nun, do so by ail means. I only ask you to be
true to yourself, and to see that you do not act on im-
pulse, or so as to blight the higher impulses of your
nature. I can say no more.'*
Enid looked at him wistfully, and seemed inclined to
speak ; but the entrance of her uncle at that moment put
a stop to further conversation, and the subject was not re-
opened before Hubert's return to town.
" No engagement — free to do as I please." The words
hummed themselves in Hubert's mind to the accompani-
ment of the throbs of the steam-engine all the way back to
London. What did it mean? What did Enid herself
mean? Was it not a humiliating position for a man to be
in ? Was it fair either to him or to the girl ? Did it not
mean, as a matter of fact, that Flossy had been mistaken,
and that Enid was not in the least in love with him ? He
could not say that she had been especially affectionate oi
late. Passively gentle, sweet, amiable, she always was,
but not emotional, not demonstrative. At that moment
Hubert would have given ten years of his life to know
what was in her heart — what she really meant, and wanted
him to do.
Arrived at Charing Cross Station, he seemed uncertain
as to his movements. He hesitated when the porter asked
him what he should do with his luggage, and gave an
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"No," he said, '*1 won't do that. Put my things on a
cab. All right ! Drive to No. — Russell Square."
This was his home-address ; but, when there, he did not
go upstairs. He told his landlady to send his things to
his room, and not to expect him back to dinner, as he
meant to dine at his club.
He did so ; but after dinner his fitful hesitancy seemed
to revive. Hv'; smoked a cigarette, talked a little to one
of his friends, then went out slowly and, as it seemed, in-
decisively into thv? street, and called a hanscm-cab. Then
his indecision seemed to leave him. He jumped in,
shouted an address to the driver, and was driven on to a
quiet square in Kensington, where h<^ knocked at the door
of a tall narrow house, only noticeable in the daytime by
reason of the masses of flowers in the balcony, and at
night by the rose-colored blinds, illuminated by the hgiit
of a lamp, in the drawing-room windows.
The servant who opened the door welcomed him with a
smile, as if his face was well known to her. He passci-
her with a word of explanation, and marched ups lairs to
the first-floor, where he tapped lightly at the dravving-
room door, and then, without waiting, walked into the
room.
A girl in a red dress, who had been kneeling on the rug
before the fire, rose to her feet as he came in and uttered
a blithesome greeting.
" At last ! " she said. '^ So hc-e you are, monsieur ! I
was wondering what had become of you, and thought you
had deserted me altogether ! "
** Could I do that ? " said Hubert, in a tone in which
mock gallantry was strangely mingled with a tenderness
which was altogether passionate and earnest. ** Do you
really think that I ever could do that ? "
Tne girl he spoke to wr\s Cynthia West.
CHAPTER XXVI.
Cyi^iTinA West made a delighful picture as she stood in
tl: '. glc'.v of vhe firelight and the rose-shaded lamps. Her
drci-=5, of deep red liidian silk, partly covered with pufiings
L\ ;oU'lDo''in,c, net of the same shade, was cut low, to show
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her beautiful neck and throat ; the sleeves were very
narrow, so that the whole length of her finely-shaped arm
could be seen. Her dusky hair gave her all the stateliness
of a coronet; swept away from her neck to the top of
her head, it left only a few stray curls to shadow with
bewitching lightness and vagueness the smooth surface of
the exquisite nape. What was even more remarkable in
Cynthia than the beauty of her face was the perfection of
every line and contour of her body ; the supple, swelling,
lissom figure was full of absolute grace ; she could not have
been awkward if she had tried. It was the characteristic
that chiefly earned her the admiration of men ; women
looked more often at her face.
" Are you alone ? " said Hubert, smiling, and holding
out both his hands, in which she impulsively placed her
own.
" Quite alone. Madame has gone out ; only the servants
are in the house. How charming ! We can have a good
long chat about everything ! "
'' Everything ! " said Hubert, sinking with a sigh of rehef
into the low chair that she drew forward. " I shall be only
too happy. I have stagnated since I saw you last — which
was in March, I believe — an age ago ! It is now April,
and I am absolutely ignorant as to what has been going on
during the last few weeks."
" You have been in the country ? " laughed Cynthia.
" How I pity you ! '*
" You do not like the country ? "
*' Not one little bit. I had enough of it when I wr a
child."
" You were brought up in the country, were you? " said
Hubert carelessly, *' I should never have taken yo . for
a country-bred girl — althdtrgh your physique does not
speak of town-life, after all."
" Is that meant for a compliment? " said Cynthia, the
clear color suddenly rising in her cheeks. " Bah — I do
not like compliments — from some people ! I should like
to forget all about my early life — dull tiresome days ! I
began to live only when I came to London."
" Wliich was when you were about fifteen, was it rot?
You have never told me where you lived before that.'
Cynthia made a liltle tnoue of disgust.
" You have always been much too polite hitherto to ask
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unpleasant questions. I tell you I want to forget those
earlier years. If you must know, I was at school."
" I beg your pardon," said Hubert ; " I had no idea
that the subject was so unpleasant to you, or I would not
have alluded to it, of course,"
Cynthia gave him a quick look.
" You have a right to ask," she said, in a lower voice.
" I suppose I ought to tell you the whole story ; but "
There was strong reluctance in her voice.
=* You need do nothing of the kind. I have no right at
all ; don't talk nonsense, Cynthia. After all, what is the
use of raking up old reminiscences ? I have always held
that it is better to put the past behind us — to live for the
present and the future. All of us have memories that we
would gladly forget. Why not make it a business of life
to do so ? "
" ' Forgetting those things which are behind,' " Cynthia
murmured.
She was sitting on a very low chair, her hands loosely
clasped before her, her eyes searching the embers of the
fire. Hubert looked at her curiously.
"I neve: heard you quote Scrij Lure before," he said,
half laughing.
'* Why not ? There are plenty of things in the Bible
worth thinking about and quoting too," said Cynthia
briskly, but with a sudden change of attitude. " It would
be better for us both, I have no doubt, if we knew it a
little better, Mr. Lepel. Aren't you going to smoke ? It
does not seem at all natural to see you without a cigar in
your mouth."
" What a character to give me ! Smoke in this rose-
tinted room ? "
*' Ma'lamt's friends all smoke here. You need not be
an exception. Sie herself condescends at times to the
luxury (tf iv cigarette "
" You caii it a kixary ? "
"Certainly. Madame has initiated m^. But you will
understavid thi i don't display my accomplishment to
every cue."
*' No — don't," .said Hubert, a trifle gravely. ''
She; looked round at him with a pretty defiance in her
eyes and a laugh upon her face.
" Don't you approve ? " she said mockingly. " Ah, you
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have yet something to learn ! It is quite evident that you
have been spending Easter in the country, and its gentle
dulness hangs about you still."
•' Gentle dulness ! " Hubert thought involuntarily of
Enid. Yes, the term fitted her very well. Timid, gentle,
dull— thus unjustly he thought of her ; while, as to Cynthia
— whatever Cynthia's faults might be, she was not dull —
a great virtue in Hubert's eyes.
" I think you could make me approve of anything you
do," he said, as he rose in obedience to her invitation to
light his cigar. " Some people have the grace of becom-
ingness ; they adorn all they touch."
'' What a magnificent compliment ! I will immediately
put it to the test," said Cynthia lightly. She had also
risen, and was examining a little silver box on the mantel-
piece,
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Here Madame keeps her Russian cigarettes.
" I have not set up a stock of my own, you see.
Now give me a light. There — I can do it quite skilfully ! "
she said, as she placed one of the tiny papeliios between
her lips and gave one or two dainty puffs. '* Now does it
become me ? "
" Excellent well ! " said Hubert, who was leaning back
in an enormous chair, so long and deep that one lay
rather than sat in it, and regarding her with amusement.
" ' All what you do, fair creature, still betters what is
done.' "
" Then I'm content," said Cynthia, seating herself and
holding the cigarette lightly between her fingers.
She still kept it alight by an occasional little puff; but
Hubert smiled to see that her enjoyment of it was, as a
hunaorist has said of his first cigar, ** purely of an intel-
lectual kind." She enjoyed doing what was unusual and
bizarre — that was all. He wondered whence she sprang,
this brilliant creature of earth with instincts so keen,
desires so ardent, mind and imagination so much more
fully developed^ than was usual with girls of her age.
Cynthia's beauty was undeniable ; but even without beauty,
save that of youth, she would have been striking and re-
markable.
She was not conscious of his continued gaze at her ; she
seemed to be lost in thought — perhaps of her earlier years,
tor presently she said in a reflective tone —
'' You were surprised at my quoting Scripture. I won-
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der why ? I do not seem such a bad person that I must
not quote the Bible, do I ? "
** Certainly not."
" I used to be at the head of the Bible -class always
when I was at St. Elizabeth's," she said dreamily. She
did not notice that Hubert gave a little start when he
heard the name.
" Your school was called St. Elizabeth's ? "
''Yes."
" At East Winstead ? "
" Yes " — this time rather hesitatingly. " Why ? "
" Did you happen to know a girl called Jane Wood ? "
The two looked at each other steadily for a minute or
two, Hubert had spoken with resolute quietness ; he
thought that Cynthia's expression hardened, and that her
color failed a little as she replied^ —
" I remember her quite well. She ran away."
" Before you left ? "
'' Before I left," said the girl, looking down at the
cigarette she had taken from her lips and held between
her fingers. Suddenly she threw it into the fire, and sit-
ting erect, while a hot flush crossed her face, went on,
" Why do you want to know ? "
*' Oh, nothing ! What sort of a girl she was, for in-
stance."
"A wild little creature — a horrid, ungiateful, bad-tem-
pered girl ! They — we were all glad when she went."
'"Why, the old woman — what's her name? — Sister
Louisa — said that she was a general favorite ! "
" I'm sure she wasn't. When were you there? "
" The day after her departure, I think."
" And what took you there, Mr. Lepel ? " There was a
touch of bewilderment in Cynthia's voice.
" Curiosity, for the most part."
" No one was at the school whom you knew, I sup-
pose ? "
" No," said Hubert, reflecting that Jane Wood had gone
before he paid his visit.
Perhaps Cynthia did not understand this point. At any
rate, she looked relieved.
" I was glad when my time came to leave," she said
more freely.
'* Did you not like the place ? "
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" And yet you had never known anything more excit-
ing ? Were you really conscious at the time that it was
dull, or did you realise its dulness only afterwards ? "
" Oh, I must have had it in my blood to know the
difference between dulness and enjoyment," she said
lightly ; " otherwise "
«< Well— otherwise? "
** Otherwise," she said smiling at him, '' how should I
know it now? There is a vast difference between dulness
and enjoyment — as vast as that between happiness and
misery ; and I know them both."
'•' Cynthia," he said, rising and leaning towards her —
" Cynthia, child, you do enjoy your present life — you are
happy, are you not ? "
She looked at him silently. The smile faded ; he
noticed that her bosom rose and fell more quickly than be-
fore.
"You think I ought to be ? " she said. "But why?
Because I have been in Italy — because I have had a little
success or two— because people say that I am handsome and
that I have a voice ? That is not my idea of happiness,
Mr. Lepel, if it is yours ; but you know as well as I do
that it is not happiness at all. It is excitement if you like,
but nothing else — not even enjoyment."
" What would you call enjoyment then, Cynthia ? What
is your idea of happiness ? " Her hurried breathing
seemed to have infected him with like shortness of respira-
tion ; there was a lire in his eyes.
" Oh," she said looking away from him and holding her
hands tightly clasped upon her knee, " it is not different
from other women's ideas of happiness — it is quite com-
monplace ! It means a safe happy home of my own, with
no reasonable fear that distrust or poverty or sin should
invade it — congenial work — a companion that I could
love and trust and work for and care for " she stopped
short.
*' A husband," said Hubert slowly, " and children to
kiss your lips and call you ' Mother,' and a man's love to
soften and sweeten all the days of your life." She nodded,
but did not speak. " And I," he said, with an irrepres-
sible sigh — " I want a woman's love — I want a home too,
and all the sweet charities of home about me. Yes, that
is happiness."
" It will be yours by-and-by, I suppose," said Cynthia,
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in a rather choked voice — he told her that he was engaged
to be married.
" I see no probability," he answered drily. " She — her
guardian will not allow an engagement."
" But — she loves you ? "
" I do not think so ; I am sure indeed that she does
not ! "
" And you — you care for her ? "
" No ; by Heaven, I do not ! "
** Then by-and-by you will meet somebody whom you
love."
" I have met somebody now," said Hubert, in a curi-
ously dogged tone; "but, as I am sure that she does not care
a pin for me, there is no harm in letting the secret out."
" Who is she ? " — in a startled tone.
" She is a singer. She used to be an actress ; but she
has a magnificent voice and is in training for the operatic
stage. She will be a great star one day, and I shall
worship her from afar. But I have never met anybody in
the world who will ever be to me what that woman might
have been."
" How do you know," said Cynthia, in a scarcely audible
voice, " that you are not so much to her as she is — you
say — to you ? "
" How do I know ? I am certain of it — certain that she
regards me as a useful, pleasant friend who is anxious to
do his best for her in the musical world, and nothing more.
If I dreamed for a moment that I was nearer and dearer
to her than that, I should hold my tongue. But, as it is,
knowing that I am not worthy to kiss the hem of her
garment, and that if she knew all my unworthiness she
would be the first to bid me begone, I do not fear — now,
once and once only — to tell her that I love her with all
my heart and mind and body and soul, and that I ask
nothing from her but permission to love on until the last
day of my life."
"Now, once and once only? " repeated Cynthia.
She looked up and saw that he stood ready for departure.
His face was pale, his lips were tightly set, and his eyes
sent forth a strange defiant gleam which she had never
seen before. He made three strides towards the door be-
fore she collected herself sufficiently to start up and
speak.
" No — ^no — ^you must not go 1 Orie moment 1 And
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what if — if " — she could hardly get out the words — " what
if the woman that you loved had loved you too, ever since
you saved her from poverty and disgrace and worse than
death in the London streets ? "
She held out her arms to him, as if praying him to save
her once again. Hj stood motionless, breathing heavily,
swaying a little, as if impelled at one moment to turn away
and at another to meet her extended hands.
" Then," he said at last — ** then I should be of all men
most miserable ! "
It was illogical, it was weak, it was base, after those
words, to yield to the tide of passion which for the first
time in his life surged up in his soul with its full strength
and power. And yet he did yield — why, let those who
have loved like him explain. As soon as he had uttered
his protest, and it seemed as if the battle should be over
and these two divided from each other for evermore, the
two leapt together, and were clasped in each other's arms.
She lay upon his breast ; his arms were around her, his
lips pressed passionately to hers. In the ecstacy of that
moment conscience was forgotten, the past was obliterat-
ed ; nothing but the fire and energy of love remained. And
then — quite suddenly — came a revulsion of feeling in the
mind of the man whose guilt had, after all, not left him utterly
without remorse. To Cynthia's terror and dismay, he
sank upon his knees before her, and, with his arms clasped
round her waist, and his face pressed close to her slight
form, burst into a passion, an agony of sobs. She did not
know what to do or say ! she could but entreat him to be
calm, repeating that she loved him — that she would love
him to the last day of her life. It was of no use, the agony
would have its way.
He did not try to explain his singular conduct. When
he rose at last, he kissed her on the forehead, and,
murmuring, somewhat inarticulately, that he would see her
oil the morrow, he left the room. She heard the street
door close, and knew, with a strange mixture of fear and
joy, that he had gone, and that he loved her. In the con-
sciousness of this latter fact she had no fear of the
morrow.
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love, which was afterwards bitter to him as death if he had
known that at St. Elizabeth's Cynthia West had once been
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CHAPTER XXVII.
" Look here, Cynthia," he said abruptly, when he met her
the next morning — " this ^yon't do ! I was to blame ; I
made a fool of myself last night."
" What — in saying that you loved me ? " she inquired.
" Yes — in saying that I loved you. You know very well
that I did not intend to say it."
" Does that matter ? " she asked, in a low voice. She
had taken his hand, and was caressing his strong white
fingers tenderly.
" I did it against my conscience."
" Because of that other girl ? "
He considered a moment and then said " Yes." But he
was not prepared for the steadily penetrating gaze which
she immediately turned upon him.
" I don't quite believe that," she said slowly.
*' You doubt my word ? "
" Yes," said Cynthia, in a dry matter-of-fact way ; " I
doubt everybody's word. Nobody tells the whole truth in
this agreeable world. You forget that I am not a baby-
that I have knocked about a good deal and seen the seamy
side of life. Perhaps you would like rae better if I had
hot? You would like me to have lived in the country all
my life, and to be gentle and innocent and dull ? "
" I could not like you better than as you are," he said,
passing one arm round her.
" That's right. You do love me ? "
" Yes, Cynthia."
" That is not a very wdrm assurance. Do you feel so
coldly towards me this morning ? "
" My dearest — no ! "
"That's better. Dear Hubert may I call you
Hubert? " — he answered with a little pressure of his arm
— " if you really care for me, I can say what I was going
to say ; but, if you don't — if that was hJow you made a fo(jl
of yourself by saying so when you did not mean it — then
tell me, and I shall know whether to speak or to hold my
tongue,"
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She spoke forcibly, with a directness and simplicity
which enchanted Hubert in spite of himself He assured
her that he loved her from the bottom of his heart, that
she might speak freely, and that he would be guided, if
possible, by what she .said — he knew that she was good
and wise and generous. And then he kissed her once
more on the lips, and she believed his words. She began
to speak, blushing a little as she did so.
" I only want to understand. You are not married,
Hubert?"
" My darling — no ! "
" And you said last night that you were not engaged ? "
-' I am not engaged," he said more slowly.
" You have — some other engagement — entanglement—
of which I do not know ? "
" No, Cynthia."
" Then,'' she said, facing him with a boldness which he
thoroughly admired, " why do you want to draw back from
what you said to me last night ? "
Hubert looked more than serious — he looked unhappy.
" Draw back," he said slowly — " that is a hard expres-
sion ! "
"It is a hard thing,'' she rejoined.
" Cynthia, if I had suspected — if you had ever given me
any reason to suppose — that you were willing to think of
me as more than a friend, I would not have spoken. I am
not worthy of you ; I can but drag you back from a bril-
liant career; it is not fair to you."
The girl stood regarding him meditatively ; there was
neither fear nor sign of yielding in her eyes.
" That does not sound natnral," she said ; " it does not
sound quite real. Excuse me, but you would not, merely
as a novelist, make your hero try to back out of an
engagement for that reason. If he gave it, the reader
would know at once there was something else — something
in the background. I believe that the amiable heroine
would accept the explanation and go away broken-hearted,
lint I," said Cynthia, with a little stamp of impatience —
" I am not amiable, and I mean neither to believe in your
c'X])lanation nor to break my heart ; and so, Mr. Hubert
Lepel, you had better tell me what this is really all about."
"Ah, Cynthia, I had better let you think me a fool or a
brute than lead you into this ! " cried Hubert.
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" But I should never think you a fool or a brute, what-
ever you did."
" You do not know what you might think of me — in
other circumstances."
** Try," she said, almost in a whisper, slipping her hand
into his.
But he shook his head and looked down, knitting his
brows uneasily.
" What will satisfy you? " she asked at length, evidently
convinced from his manner that something was more
seriously amiss than she had thought. " Do you not know
that where I give my love I give my whole trust and con-
fidence. More than that, I shall never take it away, even
if all the world told me — even if I had some reason to
believe — that you were not worthy ot my trust. Oh,
what does the world know of you? I understand you
much better. Can't you see that a woman loves a man
for what he is, and not for what he does ? "
" What he does proceeds from what he is, Cynthia, I am
afraid," said Hubert sadly.
"Not always. People ar; often betrayed into doing
things that do not show their real nature at all," said the
girl eagerly. " A man gives way to a sudden temptation—
he strikes a blow — and the world calls him a ruffian and a
murderer ;-or he takes what belongs to another because he
is starving, and the world calls him a common thief. We
cannot judge."
He had drawn away from her, and was resting his arm
on the mantelpiece, and his head upon his arm. A
strange vibration passed through his frame as he listened
to her words. \
" Do you think, then," he said at last, speaking with
difficulty, and without raising his head, " that you could
love a man that the world condemned, or would condemn,
if they knew all — could you love a man who was an out-
cast, a felon, a — a murderer ? "
" I am sure that I could," said Cynthia fervently. For
the moment she was not thinking of Hubert, however, but
of another man whom she had loved, and whom she had
seen condemned to death for the murder of Sydney Vane.
Hubert put out his left hand and drew her close to him.
Even now there was one thing that he dared not say ; he
did not dare ask her whether she could love a man who
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had allowed another to bear the punishment which he had
deserved, although he had hidden his guilt from a desire to
save another rather than himself. He remained for a few
moments in the same posture, with his face hidden on his
right arm and his left encircling Cynthia ; but, after a time,
he stood up, drew her closer to his breast and kissed her
forehead. Then he put her away from him and crossed
his arms across his chest. His face was pale and drawn,
there were beads of perspiration on his forehead, and his
lip was bitten underneath his thick moustache.
" Cynthia," he said hoarsely, " to you, at least, I will try
to be an honest man. I never knew a woman as brave,
as true as you are ; I'll do my best, at any rate, to be not
altogether unworthy of you, my darling. I would give all
I have in the world if I could ask you to marry me,
Cynthia; but I can't. There is an obstacle; you were
right — I am not free."
" I thought there was some real reason," she said
quietly. " I knew you would not have spoken as you did
without a reason."
" I am not engaged ; or perhaps I should say that I am
engaged, and that she is free. If at the end of two years
she is stronger in health, and her uncle withdraws his
opposition, and she cares to accept me, I have promised
to be ready. The last thing I ever meant was to ask any
other woman to be my wife. But I was weak enough
not to deny myself the bitter-sweet solace of telling you
that I loved you ; and thus I have drawn down punish-
ment on myself. Cynthia, can you ever forgive me ? "
She did not answer ; she seemed to be thinking deeply.
After a few minutes' silence, she looked at him wistfully,
and asked another question.
" You said she did not love you. Was that true ? "
" I believe so."
" Then why does she want to marry you ? " There was
something childlike in Cynthia's tone.
** I don't think she does, Cynthia ; I think it is only her
uncle's wife who has been trying to bring about a marriage
between us ; and perhaps it was my conviction that this
marriage would never come about which made me less
careful than I might have been. Assuredly I never
intended to tell you what I told you last night."
" But I am glad you did," said Cynthia, almost inaudibly.
Then she put her hand on Hubert's arm, and looked at
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him with a soft and beautiful expression in her large dark
eyes. " I am glad, because it will make life easier for me
to know that you care for me. Now 1 want you to listen
to me for a few moments. From what you say, I think
that this girl is weak in health, an orphan, and not perhaps
very happy in her home ? Yes, that is so- — is it not ? Do
you think then that I would for a r- oment rob her of what
might make all her happiness ? You say that she does
not care for you. But you may be mistaken ; you know
you thought that — that I did not care either. You must
wait for her, and see what will happen at the end of the
two years. If she claims you then — well, it will be for you
to decide whether you will marry her ; but I shall not
marry you unless she gives you up of her own free will.
And, if she does — and if you care for me still "
" Then you will be my wife ? "
Cynthia paused.
" Then," she said slowly — " then you may, if you like,
ask me again. But then you will perhaps remember that
I am a nobody — that I was born in a cottage and educated
at a charity-school — that I — that I No, I can't tell you
my history now — don't ask me ; if you love me at all,
don't ask me that ! I will tell you — I promise you —
before I marry you, if ever — at the end of two year.s — at
the end of half a century — you ask me again."
She was weeping in his arms — she, the brilliant, joyous,
successful woman, with a life of distinction opening out
before her, with spirits and courage that never failed, with
beauty and gifts that were capable of charming all the
world — weeping like a child, and in need of comfort like a
child. What could he do ?
" My darling, my own darling," he said, " I cannot bear
to hear you speak so ! Do you doubt my love for you,
Cynthia ? Tell me nothing but what you please ; I shall
never ask you a question — never desire to know more than
what you choose to tell. And in two years Oh, what
can I say? Marry me to-morrow, Cynthia, my dearest,
and let everything else go by ! "
" And despise you ever after for yielding to my weak-
ness ? " she said, checking her tears. " Do you think I
could bear you to lower yourself for my sake ? No ; you
shall keep your word to her — to the woman, whoever she
may be, who has your word. But I — ^I have your heart."
• She sent him away from her then with proud but gentle
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words, caressing him, flattering him, after the fashion of
women with those they love, but inexorably determined
that he should keep his word. For she had a strong sense
of honor and honesty, and she could not bear to think
that he could be false to anyone who trusted hira. It was
weighing heavily on her own conscience that she had
deceived him once.
Hubert left her with his senses in a whirl. He knew,
as he said, that he had been weak ; but Cynthia's beauty
intoxicated him. But for her determination, her courage,
he would have failed to keep up even the appearance of
faith with Enid — he would have been utterly careless of
Enid's trust in him. But this declension Cynthia was
resolved not to permit. It was strange to see what noble-
ness of mird and generosity of feeling existed beneath her
light and careless demeanor ; and while these character-
istics humiliated her lover, they filled him with genuine
pride and admiration. She was not a woman to be lightly
wooed and lightly won ; she was worthy of respect, even
of reverence. And, as he thought of her, his heart burned
with anger against the innocent girl at Beechfield who had
dared to speak of this noble woman with something very
like contempt.
Cynthia was glad that she had no public engagement for
that evening. She was invited to go with Madame della
Scala to a large party ; but she pleaded a headache, and
begged to be allowed to stay at home. Madame scolded
her playfully, but did not oppose her whim; she was
sufficiently proud of her pupil and housemate to let her
take her own way — a practical compliment for which
Cynthia was grateful.
When the old lady had gone, Cynthia returned to her
favorite rose-lighted sitting-room, and sank somewhat
languidly into a lounging-chair. She had forbidden Hubert
to return to her that night — she had said that she wanted
to be alone ; and now she was half inclined to repent her
own peremptoriness. " I might have let him come just
once," she said to herself " I shall not allow him to come
often, or to be anything but a friend to me ; but I feel
lonely to-night. It is foolish of me to be depressed.
A month ago I should have thought myself happy indeed
if I could have known that he loved me ; and now I am
more miserable than ever. I suppose it is the thought of
that other girl — mean, jealous, miserable wretch that I am I
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But I will not be mean or jealous any longer. He has
promised himself to her, and he shall keep his word."
She was startled from these reflections by the sound of
a tap at the door, followed by the entrance of a maid
whose office it was especially to attend on Miss West.
" If you please, miss," she said, in a low and rather
confidential tone — " if you please, there's a — a person at the
door that asks to see you."
" It is late for visitors," said Cynthia. " A lady, Mary ? "
" No, miss."
" A gentleman ? I do not see gentlemen, when Madame
is out, at this hour of the night. It is ten o'clock. Tell
him to come to-morrow."
"I did, miss. He said to-morrow wouldn't do. He
asked me to mention * Beechfield ' to you, miss, and to say
that he came from America."
" Old or young, Mary ? " The color was leaving
Cynthia's face.
** Old, miss. He has white hair and black eyes, and
looks like a sort of superior working-man."
Cynthia deliberated. Mary watched her in silence, and
then made a low-voiced suggestion.
" There's cook's young man in the kitchen, miss, and
he's a policeman. Shall I ask him to step up to the front
and tell the man to move on ? "
" Oh, no, no ! " said Cynthia, suddenly shrinking. " I
will see the man, Mary. I think that perhaps he knows a
place — some people that I used to know."
There was a sort of terror in her face. Mary turned
rather reluctantly to the door.
" Shall I come in too, miss, or shall I stand in the
passage ? "
" Neither," said Cynthia, with a little laugh. " Go down
to your supper, Mary, and I will manage the visitor.
Show him in here."
She seemed so composed once more that Mary was
reassured. The girl went back to the hall door, and
Cynthia rose <^o her feet with the look of one who was
nerving hersell for some terrible ordeal. She kept her eyes
upon the door ; but, when the visitor appeared, they were
so dim with agitation that she could hardly see the
face or the features of the man whom Mary decorously
announced as —
** Mr. Reuben Dare."
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Cynthia looked round at her visitor with a sort of
timidity which she did not often exhibit. He was appa-
rently about sixty years of age, broad-shouldered, and
muscularly built, but with a stiffness of gait which seemed
to be either the result of chronic rheumatism or of an
accident which had partially disabled him. His face was
brown, his eyes were dark and bright ; but his hair and
beard were almost white, although his eyebrows had not a
grizzled tint. He was roughly but respectably dressed,
and looked like a prosperous yeoman or an artisan of the
better class. Cynthia glanced at him keenly, then seemed
to gain confidepce, and asked him to sit down. The
visitor obeyed ; but Cynthia continued standir»g, with her
hands on the back of a heavy chair.
" Mr. Reuben Dare ? " she said at length, as the old man
did not speak.
" Come straight from Ameriky," said he — he sat bolt-
upright on his chair, and looked at the girl with a steady
interest and curiosity which almost embarrassed her —
*' and promised to look you up as soon as I got over here.
Can you guess who 'twas I promised, missy ? "
Cynthia grew first red and then white.
" No," she said ; ** I am not sure that I can."
" Is there nobody belonging to you that you haven't
heard of for years and years ? "
" Yes," said Cynthia ; " I think perhaps there is."
" A man," said Mr. Reuben Dare, leaning forward with
his hands on his knees, and trying to subdue his rather
harsh voice to quietness — " a man as was related to you,
maybe ? "
" If you will say what you mean, I think I can answer
you better," said Cynthia.
" Do you think 1 am going to say what I mean until I
know what sort of a young woman you are, and how you'll
take the news I bring you ? " said the man.
With a somewhat savage and truculent air he drew his
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eyebrows down over his eyes as he spoke ; but there was
a touch of something else as well — of stirred emotion, of
doubt, of troubled feeling — which dissipated Cynthia's
fears at once. She left the chair which she had been
grasping with one hand, and came closer to her visitor.
" I see that you are afraid to trust me," she said quickly.
" You think that perhaps 1 am hard and worldly, and do
not want to have anything to do with my relatives ? That
is not true. You are thinking — speaking — of my poor
father perhaps. As long as I was a child — a mere girl—
I did not think much about him , I was content to believe
what people told me — not that he was guilty — I never
believed that ! — but that I could do nothing for him, and
that I had better not interfere. When I was independent
and beginning to think for myself — about six months ago — '
I found out what I might have done. Shall I go on to tell
you what I did ? "
" Yes, yes — go on ! " The man's voice was husky ; his
wrinkled hand trembled as it lay upon his knee. He
watched the girl's face with hungry eyes.
" I wrote to the Governor of the prison," said Cynthia,
" and told him that I had only just discovered — having
been such a child — that I could write to my father or see
him at regular intervals, and that I should like to do so
from time to time. He asked me in return how it was
that an intimation — which had been forwarded, I believe,
to certain persons interested in my welfare — of my father's
fate had not been given to me. My father had, by a
desperate effort, succeeded in escaping from Portland ; he
had never been recaptured ; and, from certain information
received, the authorities believed that he was dead. He
added however that he had a shrewd suspicion that Andrew
Westwood had thrown dust into the eyes of the police, had
left the country, and was not dead at all."
" And begged you to communicate with the authorities
if you heard from him, I suppose ? "
" No ; he did not go so far as that to the man's own
daughter," said Cynthia calmly. " And it would, of course,
have been useless if he had."
"Why—why?"
" Because," said the girl, her lips suddenly trembling
and her eyes filling with tears — " because I love my father,
4nd would do anything in the world for him — if he would
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let me. Can you not tell me where he is ? I would give
all I have to see him once again ! "
Reuben Dare fidgeted in his chair, and half turned his
face away. Then, withoi't meeti.ig her eager tearful eyes,
he replied half sullenly —
" The Governor was right. He got away — away to
America."
" Oh, then he is living still? He is well ? "
'• Oh, yes — he's living, and well enough 1 He hasn't
done so badly neither. He got some land and * struck ile,'
as they say in America ; and living under another name,
and nobody knowing anything about him — he — ^well, he's
had fair luck."
" And you come from him — you are a friend of his ? Did
he want to hear of me ? "
" Yes, missy, he did. But he would scarce ha' known
you if he'd met you in the street — you, grown so tall and
handsoi: e and dressed so fine. It was your name as gave
him the clue — * Cynthia ' — * Cynthia West ' ; for he read in
the papers as you were singing at concerts, and he says to
himself, * Why, that's my gal, sure enough ; and she hain't
forgotten her mother's name 1 ' "
" Go on 1 " said Cynthia quickly.
" Go on ? What do you mean ? " asked Reuben Dare,
a little suspiciously. "There's nothing more to say, is
there ? And he asked me to make inquiries while I was
in England — that was all."
" Oh, no, that was not all ! " said Cynthia, drawing nearer,
and holding out her hands a little, like one under hypnotic
influence, fascinated by a power over which she had no
control. " I can tell you the rest. The more he thought
of his child, and the more he remembered how she used
to love him and trust in him, the more he felt that he could
not stay away from her ; and so, although the risk was
great — terrible — ^he determined to come back to England
and see with his own eyes whether she was safe and well.
And when he saw her " — there was a sob in her voice —
"he said to himself that perhaps after all she was a hard,
unfeeling creature who had forgotten him, or a wicked,
treacherous woman who would betray her own father, and
that he would go away back to America and never see her
again, forgetting to ask whether she had not a heart and a
memory too, and whether it might not be that she had
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loved him all her life, and whether she was not longing \^
fall upon his neck and kiss his dear face, and tell him thai
she wanted a father for many, many dreary years, and that
she trusts him, believes in him, loves him with all her heart !
Oh, father, father!" — and Cynthia lay sobbing on his
breast.
She had thrown herself impulsively on her knees beside
him ; her arms were round his neck, and he was covering
her face with kisses. He did not attempt to deny that
she had spoken the truth — that he was indeed her father —
the man who had been condemned to death, and whom
she had believed until this moment to be in America, if
still indeed alive ; but neither did he try to prove the fact.
He sat still, with his arms round her, and — to her surprise
— the tears running down his cheeks as freely as they were
running down her own. She looked up at him at last and
smiled rather piteously in his face.
" Dear father," she said, " and have you come all this
way and run into so much danger just to see me ? "
" Yes, I have, Cynthy," said the man who called himself
Reuben Dare. " I said to myself, I can't get on any longer
without seeing her, any way. If that's my girl that sings
— as her mother did before her — I shall know her in a
trice. But, bless you, my girl, I didn't — not till you began
to speak I And then t'was just like your mother."
" Am I so much altered ? " said Cynthia wistfully.
" As much as you ought to be, my beauty, and no more.
You ain't like the skinny little bit of a thing that ran wild
round Beechfield lanes ; but then you don't want to be.
You're a good deal like your mother ; but she wasn't as
dark as you. And, being so different, you see, I thought
you might be different in yourself — not ready to acknow-
ledge your father as belonging to you at all, maybe ; and so
I'd try you with a message first and see what you said to
that."
" You are altered too, father."
" Yes, my deary, I'm altered too. Hain't I had enough
to alter me ? Injustice and oppression have almost broke
my heart, and ague and fever's taken the strength out o'
my limbs, and a knock I got in the States three years ago
has nigh crippled me. I'm a broken-down man, with only
strength left for one thing — and that's to curse the hard-
hearted ruffian, whoever he was, that spoiled ray life for
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mc, and thought to hang me by the neck or shut *• up in
prison for the rest of my days. If ever I could come
across him, I'd do my best to make him suffer as I have
suffered. I pray God night and day that He'll let me see
that rascal on his knees to me yet before I die ! "
His voice had grown loud and fierce, his eyes shone
beneath the shaggy eyebrows, his hand shook as he raised
it to call down vengeance on the man who had left him to
his fate. Cynthia trembled in spite of her love for him —
the tones, the look, brought back memories which made
her feel that her father was in a great many ways unchanged,
and that the wild, lawless nature of the man might be sup-
pressed but never utterly subdued. She did not feel the
slightest abatement of her love for him on this account ;
but it suddenly made her aware of the dangers and difH'
culties of his position, and aroused her fears for his safety,
even in that house.
•• Father," she said " are you sure that nobody will
remember you ? "
Westwood laughed narshly.
" They're not likely to know me," he said. " I've taken
care to change my looks since then ; " and, by a sudden
movement of his hand, he showed her that hair, beardy and
moustache were all fictitious, and that beneath the silvery
exterior there grew a scantier crop of sparse gray hair and
whiskers, which recalled his former appearance much more
clearly to his daughter's mind.
"Oh, d6n't take them oflfl" she cried. "Somebody
may come in — the door is not locked I At another time,
dear father, you will show me your real face, will you
not?"
He looked at her with a mingling of pride and sorrow
in his glance.
" And you ain't wanting me to be found out then — you
don't want to give nie up to the police ? "
" Father, how can you think of such a thing ? "
" Some women-folks would think of it, my girl. But you
— you're fond of your father still, Cynthy ? "
She answered by taking his rough hand in her own and
kissing it tenderly.
"And you don't believe I killed Mr. Vane down at
Beechfield — eh, Cynthy ? Because if you believe it, you
know, you and me had better part without more words
about it. Least said, soonest mended."
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not believe it — I never did ! " said Cynthia
"I do
proudly.
" On your word and honor and Bible-oath, Cynthia ? **
" On my word and honor and on my Bible-oath, father,"
she said, repeating the words, because she saw that hr
attached espe'^ial importance to the formula. " I never
believed and never will believe that you were guilty of
Sydney Vane's murder ! My father " — she said it as
proudly as if he had been a Royal Prince — " was never
capable of a base and wicked deed ! "
" It's her mother's voice," murmured the man, raising
his hand to his eyes, as if to shut out the sight of the
young girl's face, and to abstract himself from everything
but the sound, " and it's her mother's trust in me ! Cyn-
thia, my dear, what do you know o' your father to niake
you so ready to stand by him ? " There was a great and
an unaccustomed tenderness ir his tone. *^ I'm a common
man, and I've spent years of my life in gaol, and I was a
tramp and a poacher — I won't oeny it — in the olden days ;
and before that — well, before that, I was a gamekeeper on
a big estate — turned away in disgrace, my dear, because
my master's daughter fell in love with me. You never
heard that before, did you ? — though any one would guess
that you didn't come of a common stock ! Wetheral was
her name — Cynthia Wetheral of Bingley Park, in Glou-
cestershire. There are relatives o^ hers living there still ;
but they don't acknowledge us — they won't hav c anything
to do with you, Cynthia, my girl. I married her and took
her away wi' me ; and for twelve blessed months we were
as happy as the day was long ; and then she died." He
paused a little, and caressed Cynthia's head wi*h his hand.
" You're like her, my dear. But I'm only a low common
sort o' man that sunk lower and lowei* since the day she
died ; and you've no call to trust me unless you feel
inclined — no call in the very least. If you say you don't
quite believe my word, my pretty, I'll not cut up rough—
I'll just go away quiet, and never trouble you any more."
" Father," said Cynthia, " listen to me one moment. We
were separated when I was only eleven years old ; but don't
you think that in eleven years I could learn something of
your real disposition — ^your true nature ? I remember how
you used to care for me, how tender and kind you were to
me, although you might perhaps seem gloomy and morose
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to all the world beside. I remember your bringing home
a dog with a broken leg, and nursing it till it was cured.
You had pets of all kinds — ^birds, beasts, flowers. You
never did a cruel thing in your life ; and how could I think
then, that you would lie in wait to kill a man out of mere
spite and revenge — a man, too, with a wife and a child —
a little girl like me ? I knew you better, father, all the
time ! "
Westwood shook his head doubtfully.
'■ Maybe you're right," he said, " and maybe wrong. I've
seen rough deeds done in my day, and never lifted a hand
to interfere. I won't deny but what I did lie in wait for
Mr. Vane that very afternoon — but with no thought of
murder in my mind. I meant to tell him what my opinion
was of him and of his doings ; for there was carryings-on
that I didn't approve of, and it's my belief that in those very
cariyings-on lies the key of the mystery. I've thought it a!l
out in prison, slow-like — at nights when I lay in bed, and
ila> s when I was hewing stone. I won't tell you the story, my
pretty j it ain't fit for the likes of you. But there was a
woman mixed up in it ; and, if there was any man who had
rights over the woman^ — sweetheart or husband, brother or
father, or such-like — it's in that quarter that you and we
should look for the real murderer of Sydney Vane."
" Can't we do anything, father? Won't you tell me the
whole story ? "
" Not now, my girl ; I must be going."
"Where are you going, father? 'Will you be in a safe
place?"
" Quite safe, my dear — quite safe ! Nobody would know
me in this guise, would they? I'm at No. 119 Isabella
Street, Camden Town — quite a little out-o'-the-way place — ■
just the sort to suit a quiet respectable-looking man like
me." He gave vent to a grim little chuckle as he went on.
" They don't know who they've got hold of, do they ?
i\Iaybe they wouldn't be quite so pleased if they did."
" May I come and see you there, father? "
" AVell, my girl, I think not. Such a — a splendid-looking
sort of a party as you've turned out coming to visit mo
would make people talk. And we don't want people to
talk, do we? Isn't there any quiet spot where you and me
could meet and walk about a bit ? Kensington Gardens,
maybe, or Regent's Park ? "
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quiet enough in the morning for their purpose, and it was
agreed that they should meet there the next day at noon.
Westwood's disguise was so perfect that he did not attempt
to seclude himself during the day.
" And then," he said, ** we can talk about you coming
over to Ameriky, and living happy and quiet somewhere
with me."
" Oh, I can't leave England ! " said Cynthia, with a
sudden little gasp. " Don't ask me, father ; I can't possi-
bly go away."
He looked at her keenly and scrutinisingly for a moment,
and then he said —
" That means that you've got a reason for wanting to
stop in England. That means that you've got a sweetheart
— a lover, my pretty — and that you won't leave him. I
know the ways of women well enough. I don't want to
force you, my girl ; but I hope that he's worthy of the
woman you've grown to be. Tell me his name."
CHAPTER XXIX.
Cynthia's father did not get his question answered, because
at that moment a thundering knock at the front-door
announced the return of ¥ adame, and there was rather a
hasty struggle to get him away from the house without
encountering that lady's sharp eyes and vivacious question-
ing, which Cynthia was not at all sure that he could meet
.with equanimity. For herself she felt at that moment
equal to any struggle involvirg either cunning or courage.
She could combat to death for one she loved.
" "Who was that man, carissima ? Why was he here at
this hour of the night ? You are a little imprudent, are
you not, to receive such visitors without me ? " said
Madame, having caught a glimpse of the intruder's retiring
figure.
Cynthia laughed.
" He is venerable, Madame — white-bearded, old, and a
relative — an uncle from America whom I have not seen
since I was a child. I believe that he has made a fortune
gnd wants to endow me with it. We shall see I "
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" Ah, my angel, if he would do that," cried Madame
cheerfully, " we would ;velcome him at any hour of the day
or night, would not we r Bid him tu dinner with thee,
little one, or to tea, after thy English fashion — as thou wilt.
The uncle with money is always a desired visitor."
And thus Cynthia escaped further questioning, although
at the cost of an untruth which she did not consider it her
duty to repent. ** For surely," she said to herself, " it is
right for a daughter to sacrifice anything and everything to
her father's safety 1 I was ashamed of having to tell
Hubert what was not true just for my own benefit ; but I
am not ashamed of deceiving Madame for my father's
sake. I am sorry — ah, yes, I am sorry 1 But what can I
do ? " And in the solitude of her own room Cynthia wrung
her hands together, and shed a few bitter tears over the
hardness and strangeness of her fate.
To one who knew all the facts of her story and her
father's story, it might indeed have 'been a matter for
meditation that "wrong-doing never ends" — that, because
Sydney Vane had been an unprincipled man and Florence
Lepel a woman without a conscience, therefore a child of
whom they never heard had grown up without the presence
of a father's love, or the innate reverence for truth that
prevailed in the heart of a Jeanie Deans. Cynthia was no
Jeanie Deans ; she was a faulty but noble-hearted woman,
with a nature that had suffered some slight warping from
the effect of adverse circumstance.
Cynthia and her father met the next morning under the
spreading branches of the trees in Kensington Gardens j
and there, as they walked up and down together, Westwood
unfolded his plans. From what he let slip — although he
tried not to be too definite — it was evident that he had
made considerable sums of money, or what he thought
«uchj and he wanted Cynthia to give up working, and
"go West" with him. He assured her that she should
have every comfort, every luxury ; that he was likely to
make more and more money as time went on, and that he
might even become a millionaire. Would she not partake
of the magnificence that was in store for her? But
Cynthia shook her head. And then he spoke of his lontli-
ness, of his long absence from his only child, and his
desire to have a home of his own ; now that he began to
feel the infirmities of age, he not only wanted a daughter as
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an ornament to his house, but as the prop of his declining
years. And at this Cynthia shed tears and began to waver.
Ought she not to go with her father? she asked herself.
It might be better for Hubert, as well as for her, if she
went away ; and, even if at the end of two years she
became Hubert's wife, she would at any rate have had two
years with her father. And, if Hubert married '* the other
girl," she would stay with her father until his life's end—
or hers. But the fact remained at the end of all arguments
— she did not want to go.
" What do you want to stay in England for ? " Westwood
said at length. " Is it to make money? I've got enough
for both of us. Is it to sing in public ? You'll get bigger
audiences over there, my girl. If you love your old father
as you say you do, why won't you come along with him ? "
He paused, and added, almost in a whisper, "Unless
there's somebody you like better, I don't see why you
want to stay."
Cynthia's face turned crimson immediately. Her father's
words made her feel very guilty. She loved him — true ;
but she loved Hubert better, and she had not known it
until that moment. She knew it thoroughly now.
" Well," said Westwood, in a peculiarly dogged tone,
" I see what's up. Who is he ? "
" He is a very clever man, father," said Cynthia, keep-
ing her hot face away from him as much as possible — " a
literary man ; he writes plays and novels and poetry. He
is thought o. great deal of in London."
"As poor as a rat, and wants you to keep him. Is that
it ? "
** Oh, no, indeed, father ! He makes a great deal of
money. It was he who sent me to Italy to study music ;
he paid for me to live where I do, with Madame della
Scala."
They were in a quiet part of the Gardens, and her father
sudden! V laid an iron grip upon her wrist.
" Look at me," he burst out — " tell me the truth ! You
' — you ain't — you ain't bound to him in any way ? " He
dare not, after all, put his sudden suspicion into plainer
words. " It's all fair and square ? He's asked you to be
his wife, and not-
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Cynthia wrenched away her arm.
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voice which, though low, vibrated with
anger. " 1 am quite well able to take care of my own
honor and dignity ; and Mr. Lepel would never dream of
assailing either."
Then she broke down a little, and a few tears made their
way over the scarlet of her cheeks ; but of these signs
of distress her father took no notice. He stood still in
the middle of the path down which they had been walkmg,
and repeated the name incredulously.
" * Lepel ' ! * Lepel ' ! Is that your sweetheart's name ? "
" ' Hubert Lepel.* It is a well-known name," said Cyn-
thia, with head erect.
" Hubert Lepel ! Not the man at Beechfield, the cousin
of those Vanes ? " He spoke in a whisper, with his eyes
fixed on his daughter's face.
Cynthia turned very pale.
" I do not know. Oh, it can't be the same," she said.
" It's not likely that there are two men of the same name.
He was a cousin of the man who was killed, I tell you ; and
he was the brother — the brother — -, — " Suddenly West-
wood stopped short ; his eyes fell to the ground, his breath-
ing quickened ; he thrust his hands into his pockets and
frowned heavily as he reflected. " Have I got a clue ? "
he said, more to himself than to Cynthia. " H'^'s the
brother of that woman — the woman that Sydney Vane
used to meet in the wood so often, and thought that no-
body knew. Did he — did he " But, raising his eyes
suddenly, he saw the whiteness of Cynthia's face, and did
not finish his question. " Listen to me ! " he said, with
sudden sternness. " This man belongs to them that put
me in prison and believe me to have murdered Sydney
Vane. Do you understand that, girl ? "
" Father, he would trust you — he would believe in you
— if once he saw you and talked to you."
" So you mean to betray me to him, do you? "
" Father— dear father ! "
" If you say a word to him about my being in England,
Cynthia, you may just as well put a rope round my neck
or give me a dose of poison. For buried alive at Portland
I never will be again ! "
" He would no more betray you, father, than "
"• Promise me that you'll not breathe a word to him
about me ! "
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" I promise."
" And swear? "
" I swear, father — not until you give me leav:
" I shall never give you leave. Do you want to kill me,
Cynthid? I'd never have thought it of you after all you
said! Come, my girl, you needn't cry; I did not mean
to suspect you ; but I'm so used to being on my guard.
Does he know whose daughter you are ? "
"No, father."
'* You haven't dared to tell him, and yet you wanted to
put my safety in his hands ! "
" I am sure he is too kind, too noble, to think of betray-
ing any one ! " Cynthia pleaded ; but her father would
not hear.
" Tut ! If he thinks I murdered his cousin, he wouldn't
feel any particular call to be kind to me, I guess. I should
like to understand all about this affair, Cynthia. Come,
sit down on this bench here under the trees, and tell me
about it. Don't vex yourself over what I said ; I was but
carried away by the heat of the moment. Now are you
promised to this Mr. Lepel — engaged to him, as you young
folk call it?"
" I don't know whether I can tell you anything, father,"
murmured Cynthia.
"You'd better," said Westwood quietly, "because it
hangs on a thread whether I ain't going to denounce Mr.
Lepel as the man that killed Mr. Sydney Vane. I never
thought of him before, although I did see hir * at the trial
and knew that he'd been hanging round the place. He
was her brother, sure enough — he had a motive. Well,
Cynthia?"
*' Father, if you are thinking such terrible things of Hu-
bert, how can I tell you anything ? You know I — I love
him ; if you accuse him of a crimej I shall cling to- him
still — and love him still — and save him if I can."
** At your father's expense, girl ? "
She writhed at the question, and twisted her fingers
nervously together, but did not speak. Westwood waited
for a minute or two, and then resumed — this time very
bitterly.
"It's always so ! The lover always drives the parent
out of the young folks' hearts. For this man — that you
haven't known more tb?w a few months, I suppose — you'd
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give up your father to worse than the gallows— to the
misery of a life sentence- and be glad, maybe, to see the
last of him ! If it was him or me, you would save him —
and perhaps you're in the right of it. I wish," said the
man, turning away his face—" I wish to God that I'd
never come back to England, nor seen the face of my girl
again ! " ^
Cynthia had been physically incapable hitherto of stem-
ming the flow of his words ; but now, nlthough she was
trembling with excitement and sorrow ind indignation,
she answered her father's accusation resolutely.
" You are wrong, father. I will not sacrifice you to
him. But you must not expect me to sacrifice him to you
either. My heart is large enough to hold you both."
Thejre was a pathos in the tone of her last few words
which impressed even Westwood's not very plastic nature.
He turned towards her, noting with half-unconscious
anxiety the whiteness of the girl's lips, the shadow that
seemed to have descended upon her eyes. He put out
his rough hand and touched her daintily-gloved fingers.
" Don't be put out by what I say, my girl ! If I speak
sharp. It's becai.se I feel deep. I won't be haid on any
one you care for, I give you my word ; but it'll be the
best thing for you to be fair and square with me and tell
me all about hii i. Are you going to marry him ? "
" He wishes to marry me," said Cynthia, yielding, with
a sigh ; "but there has been an arrangement — a sort of
family arrangement, I understand — by which he must —
ought to marry a young lady in two years, when she is
twenty or twenty-one, if she consents and if she is strong
enough. She is ill now, and she does not seem to care for
him. That is all I know. I have promised to marry him
if he is free at the end of the two years."
It sounded a lame story — worse, when she told it, than
when she had discussed it with Hubert Lepel or wept over
it in her own room. Westwood uttered a growl of anger.
" And you're at his beck and call like that ! He is to
take you or leave you as he pleases ! Pretty state of mat-
ters for a girl like you ! Why, with your face and your
pretty voice and your education, I should think that you
could have half Lunnon if you chose ! "
" Not I," said Cynthia, laughing with a little of her old
spirit — " or, if I had, it would b^ the wrong half, father,
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Besides, Mr. Lepel is not to blame. He — he would marry
me to-morrow, I believe, if I would allow it ; it was I that
arranged to wait. I would rather wait. Why should I
marry anybody before I have seen the world ? "
" Where does Mr. Lepel live, Cynthy ? " said Westwood
slowly, as if he had not been attending very much to what
she said.
Cynthia hesitated ; then she gave him Hubert's address.
She knew that her father could easily get it elsewhere, and
that it would only irritate him if she refused. Besides,
she had too much confidence in her lover to think that
harm could come of her father's knowledge of the place in
which he lived. But she was a little surprised when her
father at once stood up and said, with his former placidity
of tone —
" Well, then, my dear, I'm a-going round to look at Mr.
Lepel. I'm not going to harm him, nor even maybe to
speak to him ; but I want to have a little look at him
before I see you again. And then I shall maybe go out of
town for a bit. There are one or two places I want to
look at again. So you needn't be surprised if you don't
hear from me again just yet a while. I'll write when I
come back."
" Oh, father, you will not run into any danger, will you ? "
" Not a bit, my dear. There's not a soul on earth would
know me as I am now. Don't you be afraid ! I'll walk
back with you to the gate, and then we'd better say good-
bye. If you want anything special, write to me — Reuben
Dare, you know — at the address I gave you ; but even
then, my girl, don't you mention names. It's a dangerous
thing to do on paper."
" I'll remember," said Cynthia, with unwonted sub-
missiveness.
They parked at the gate, and Westwood, without look-
ing round, went some paces in the easterly direction which
he had chosen to take. But all at once he heard a light
footstep behind him, and a small gloved hand was laid
upon his arm. It was Cynthia, slightly flushed and pant-
ing a little, her eyes unusually bright. She ran after him
with a last word to say.
" Father," she said, " you will remember, will you not,
that, although I love him, I love you too ? "
" Do you, Cynthia ? " said the man, rather sadly. " Well,
maybe — maybe."
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" And that you are to take care of yourself for my
sake ? "
** Eh ? For your sake ? Yes, my dear — yes."
" Good-bye, dear father I"
He nodded simply in reply ; but, as he pursued his way
eastward, his heart grew softer towards his child's lover than
it would otherwise have been. How beautiful she had
looked with those flushed cheeks and shining eyes ! What
was he that he should interfere with her happiness ? If
the man that she loved was good and true why should he
not marry her, although he was a kinsman of the Vanes
an., the brother of a woman whom Westwood held in
peculiar abhorrence ? For accident had revealed to him
many years before the relation between Sydney Vane and
Florence Lepel, and she had seemed to him then and ever
since to be less of a woman than a fiend. Yet, being some-
what slow in drawing conclusions, he had never associated
her or her brother with Mr. Vane's death, until, in the
solitude of his cell, he had laboriously " put two and two
together " in a way which had not suggested itself either
to himself or to his defenders at the time of the trial. He
himself, from a strange mixture of delicate feeling and
gruff reserve, had not chosen to tell what he knew about
Miss Lepel and Sydney Vane ; and only when it was too
late did it occur to him that his silence had cost him his
freedom, and might have cost him his life. He saw it all
clearly now. It was quite plain to him that in some way
or other Mr. Vane's death had been caused through his
unfaithfulness to his wife. Some one had wished to punish
him — some friend of hers, some friend of Miss Lepel's.
Right enough he deserved to be killed, said Westwood to
himself, as he elaborated his theory. If only the slayer,
the avenger, had not refused to take the responsibility of
his act upon his own shoulders ! " If only he hadn't been
cur enough," Westwood muttered to himself, as he went
along the London streets, " to leave me — a poor man, a
common man, that only Cynthia loved — to bear the
blame 1 "
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W«EN Hubert Lepel quitted Beechfield, a Sudden calm,
almost a stagnation of interest, seemed to fall upon the
place. Mrs. Vane was said to be " less strong " than
usual; the spring weather tried her; she must be kept
quiet, the doctor said, and, if possible, tranquil in mind.
" God bless my soui, isn't she tranquil in mind ? " the
General had almost shouted, when Mr. Ingledew gave this
opinion. "What else can she be? She hasn't a single
thing to worry her ; or, if she has, she has only to mention
it and it will be set right at once."
The village doctor smiled amiably. He Was a pale,
thin, dark little man, with insight rather in advance of his
actual knowledge. He would have been puzzled to say
why he had jumped to the conclusion that Mrs. Vane's
mind was not quite tranquil ; but he was sure that it was
not. Possibly, he was influenced by the conviction that
it ought not to be tranquil ; for, in the course of his visits
among the villagers, he had heard some of the ugly rumors
about Flossy's past, which were more prevalent than Mrs.
Vane herself suspected and than the General ever had it
in his power to conceive.
" Well, sir," he said — for Mr. Ingledew was always very
deferential to the Squire of the parish — " what I meant was
more perhaps that Mrs. Vane requires perfect freedom
from all anxiety for the future than that she is suffering
from uneasiness of mind at present. Possibly Mrs. Vane
is a little anxious from time to time about Master Dick,
who is not of a particularly robust constitution, or per-
haps about Miss Vane, who does not strike me as looking
exactly what I should call * the thing.' "
" No — does she, Ingledew? " said the General, diverted
at once from the consideration of his wife's health to that
of his niece. '■'■ She's pale and peaky, is she not ? Have
you seen her to-day ? "
" H'm — not professionally," replied Mr. Ingledew, rub-
bing his chin. " In point of fact, Mrs. Vane intimated to
me that Miss Vane refused to see me — to see a doctor at
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all. I am sorry, for Miss Vane's own sake, as I think that
she is not looking well at present — not at all well."
" There she goes I " cried the General. " We'll have her
in, and hear what all this is about. Enid, Enid — come
here ! "
He had seen her in the conservatory, which ran along
one side of the house. He and Mr. Ingledew were sitting
in the library, and through its half-open glass door he had
caught sight of the girl's white gown amongst the flowers.
She turned instantly at his call.
" Did you want me, uncle? "
" Yes, dear. You are not looking well, Enid ; we are
concerned about you," said the General, going up to her
and taking her by the hand. ** Why do you refuse to see
a doctor, my dear child ? "
" But I have not refused, uncle."
** Oh — er — Mr. Ingledew "
** I understood from Mrs. Vane," said the doctor, " that
you did not wish for medical advice. Miss Vane."
Enid colored a little, and was silent for a moment ; then
she answered, in her usual gentle way —
" I had some disinclination a few days ago to consult a
doctor, and perhaps Mrs. Vane has accidentally laid more
stress upon my saying so than I intended. But I am quite
willing— now — to consult Mr. Ingledew a little."
She sank into a chair as if she were very tired, and for a
moment closed her eyes. Her face was almost colorless,
and there were violet tints on her eyelids and her lips.
Mr. Ingledew looked at her gravely and knit his brows.
He knew well that her explanation of Mrs. Vane's words
Was quite insufficient. Mrs. Vane had sweetly and solemnly
assured him that she had begged " dear Enid " to see a
doctor— Mr. Ingledew or another — and that she had firmly
refused to do so, saying that she felt quite well. Enid's
Words did not tally with Mrs. Vane's report at all. The
doctor- knew which of the two women he would rather
believe.
The General walked away, leaving the patient and the
medical man together. At the close of the interview,
which did not last more than a few minutes, Enid rose
with a weary little smile and left the room. The General
came back to Ingledew.
, " Well, Ingledew ? "—Mr. Ingledew looked grave.
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" I should not say that there was anything very serious,"
he said ; " but Miss Vane certainly requires care. She
suffers from palpitation of the heart and faintness ; her
pulse is intermittent ; she complains of nausea and dizzi-
ness. Without stethoscopic examination I cannot of
course be sure whether there is anything organically
wrong ; but I should conclude — judging as well as I can
without the aid of auscultation — that there was some dis-
turbance — functional disturbance — of the heart."
"Heart! Dear, dear — that's very serious, is it not?"
" Oh, not necessarily so ! It may be a mere passing
derangement produced by indigestion," said the doctor
prosaically. " I will come in again to-morrow and sound
her. I hope it is nothing more than a temporary indispo-
sition." And so Mr. Ingledew took his leave.
" Mrs. Vane didn't want me to see her ! " he said, as he
left the house. " I wonder why? "
Meanwhile Enid, passing out into the hall, had been
obliged to stand still once or twice by reason of the dizzi-
ness that threatened to overcome her. She leaned against
the wall until the feeling had gone off, and then dragged
herself slowly up the stairs. She had suffered in this way
only for the last week or two — since Hubert went away.
At first she had thought that the warm spring weather was .
making her feel weak and ill ; but she did not remember
that it had ever done so before. She had generally revived
with the spring, and been stronger and better in the
warmth and sunshine of summer. She could not under-
stand why this spring should make her feel so ill. She
went into her own room and lay down flat on the bed. She
had the sensation of wishing to sink deeper and deeper
down, as if she could not sink too low. Her heart seemed
to beat more and more slowly ; each breath that she drew
was an effort to her. She wondered a little if she was go-
ing to die.
Presently she heard somebody enter the room. She was
not strong enough to turn her head ; but she opened her
eyes and saw her maid Parker standing beside her bed and
regarding her with alarm.
]. "Law, miss, you do look bad ! " she said.
Enid's white lips moved and tears trembled on her
eye-lashes; but she did not speak. Parker, seriously
alarmed, hastened to procure smelling-salts, brandy, and
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cations produced the desired result. Enid looked a little
less death-like ; she smiled as she took a dose of brandy
and sal-volatile, and moved her fingers towards the
woman at her side. Parker did not at first know what
she wanted, but discovered at last that the girl wanted to
hold her hand. Contact with something human seemed
to help to bring her back from the shadowy borderland
where she had been wandering. Parker, astonished and
confused, wanted to draw away her hand ; but the small
cold fingers closed over it resistlessly. Then the woman
stood motionless, holding a vinaigrette in her free hand,
and looking at the pale face on the pillow, at the pathetic
blue eyes which sought her own from time to time as if in
want of pity. Something made Parker's heart beat fast
and the hot tears came into her hard, dark eyes. She
had never felt any particular fondness for Miss Enid before j
but somehow that mute appeal, that silent cUiiming of
sympathy and help, made the v/oman who had spent the
last few weeks in dogging her footsteps and spying out
her secrets bitterly regret the bondage in which her past
life had placed her.
" Do you feel better now, miss?" she asked, in an un-
usually soft tone, presently.
" Ves, thank you, Parker ; but don't go just yet."
Parker stood immovable. Secretly she Jiegan to long to
get away. She was afraid that she should cry if she stayed
there much longer holding Enid's soft little white hand in
hers.
" Parker,'* said Enid presently, " were you in your room
last night soon after I went to bed? " The maid slept in
the next room to that of her young mistress.
"Yes, miss — at least, I don't know what time it was."
" It was between nine and ten o'clock when I went to
bed. Did you see anybody — any one all in white — come
into my room after I was in bed? If your door was open,
you might have seen any one pass."
*' Good gracious, miss, one would think that you was
speaking of a ghost ! No, I didn't see anybody pass."
" I thought, perhaps," said Enid rather faintly, " that it
might be Mrs. Vane coming to see how I was, you know.
She has a loose white wrapper, and she often throws a
white lace shawl over her head when she goes down the;
passages."
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" You must have been dreaming, miss," said Parker.
She found it easier to withdraw her hand now that the
conversation had taken this turn.
"I suppose I must," said Enid, in a scarcely audible
tone. Then she turned away her face and said, * You can
go now, Parke: ; I feel better. I think that I shall go to
sleep."
But she did not sleep even when Parker had departed.
She lay thinking, with the tears gathering and falling one
by one, until they made a great wet spot on the pillow
beneath her head. The shadow that hung over her young
life was growing very dark.
Parker had hurried into her own room, where she first
shut and locked the door, as if afraid to think even while
it was open, and then wrung her hands in a sort of agony.
" To think of it — to think ot it ! " she said, bursting into
sudden sobs. "And Miss Enid so sweet and innocent
and gentle ! What has she done ? What has she got to
be put out of the way for? Just for the sake of the
money, I suppose, that it may all go to that wretched little
Master Dick ! Oh, she's a wicked woman — a wicked
woman ; and I'd give my life never to have set eyes upon
her, for she'll be the ruin of me body and soul ! "
But " she " in this case did not mean Enid Vane.
Parker was aroused from her meditations by the sharp
tinkle of a bell, which she knew that Mrs. Vane must have
rung. She started when she heard it, and a look of dis-
gust crossed her face ; but as she hesitated, the bell rang
again, more imperiously than ever. Parker dashed the
tesCrs from her eyes, and sped down the long corridor to
Mrs. Vane's dressing-room. Her hands were trembling
still. .
" Why do you keep me in this way when I ring for you,
Parker ? " said Mrs. Vane, in her coldest tone. " I rang
twice."
" Miss Vane wanted me, ma'am. I have been with her."
There was an odd tremor in the woman's voice. Mrs.
Vane surveyed her critically.
"You look very strange, Parker. What is the matter
with you? Are you ill? "
" No, ma'am ; but Miss Vane is."
Flossy grew a shade paler and looked up. She was
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costly lace — and her fair hair was hanging loose over her
shoulders.
" 111 ? What is the matter with her ? "
" I — I thought perhaps you would know, ma'am," said
Parker desperately. Then, afraid of what she had said,
she turned to a drawer, pulled it open, and began ransack-
ing it diligently. From the momentary silence in the
room she felt as if her shaft had gone home ; but she dard
not look round to see.
" What on earth do you mean, Parker ? " said Mrs.
Vane, after that one dead pause, which said so much to
her maid's suspicious ears ; the chill disdain in her voice
was inimitable. " How can I tell you what is the matter
with Miss Vane when I have not seen her since dinner-
time yesterday ? She was well enough then — at least, as
well as she has been since this trying weather began."
" Didn't you see her last night, ma'am, when you went
to her room about eleven o'clock ? " said Parker, trying to
assume a bolder tone, but failing to hide her nervousness.
Again a short but unmistakable pause.
" No, I did not," said Mrs. Vane drily. " I listened at
the door to see if she was asleep, but I did not go in."
" She seems to have been dreaming that you did, ma'am."
" What nonsense ! " said Mrs. Vane, a little hurriedly.
" You should not attend to all her fancies, Parker. You
know that she has very odd fancies indeed sometimes.
The shock of her father's death when she was a child had
a very injurious effect upon her nerves, and I should never
be surprised at anything that she chose to do or say. Pray
don't get into the way of repeating her words, or of imagin-
ing that they must necessarily be true ! "
" No, ma'am," said Parker submissively.
Evidently there was nothing more for her to say. Wdl,
perhaps she had put her mistress on her guard.
" Oh, by-the-bye, Parker ! There are two dresses of
mine in the wardrobe — the brown one and the silk — that
you can do what you like with. And I was thinking of
sending a little present to your mother. You may take
this purse — there are seven pounds in it; send it to her
from me, if you like, as a little acknowledgment of your
faithful service. And, if— if there is anything else that I
can do for her, you need only mention it."^
"Thank you, ma'am/' said Parker, but without $uth\;-
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siasm. " I don't know as there's anything that she wants
at present."
" Take the purse," said Flossy impatient^ ; " and then go
away and come back when I ring. I won't have my hair
brushed just now. Is Miss Vane better? "
" Yes, ma'am — she's better now." And Parker went
away, knowing very well that she had been bribed to hold
h^r tongue.
But after that interview she noticed that Enid seemed
to recover tone and strength, that for a ffew succeeding
days she was more like herself than she had been of late,
and that the symptoms of faintness and palpitation which
she had mentioned to Mr. Ingledew disappeared. Parker
nodded mysteriously as she remarked on these facts to
herself, and thought that for once her interference had had
a good effect.
She had lately found less to report concerning Miss
Vane's movements than before Mr. Lepel's visit ; for Enid's
ministrations amongst the poor had been almost entirely
brought to a close, on the ground that close cottages and
the sight of suffering must necessarily be bad for her
health. Accordingly she had gone less and less to the
village, and had seen almost nothing of Mr. Evandale.
Parker, being thus less often " on duty," found more time
than usual for her own various scraps of business, and
took occasion cne evening to run out to the post-office
when all the family were at dinner ; and while at the post-
office she noticed a stranger in the village street — a highly
respectable, venerable-looking old man with picturesque
white hair and beard.
" That's Mr. Dare, who's a-stayin' at the inn," said the
postmistress to Parker, who was a person of considerable
importance in village eyes. " Such a nice old gentleman !
He comes from America, where they say he's made a for-
tune, and he's very liberal with his money."
So good a character interested Parker at once in Mr.
Dare. She felt quite flattered when, in passing down the
lane, she was accosted by the gentleman in uestion, who
pulled off his hat to her politely, and asked her whether
she could tell him if Mr. Lepel was likely to visit Beech-
field Hall in the course of a week or two.
" Let me see," said Parker. " Why, yes, sir — I heard
yesterday that he was coming down next Saturday, just for
a day or two, you know."
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*' I used to know a Mr. Lepel once," said the stranger,
" and he did me a kindness. If this is the same, I'd like
to thank him before I go. I heard him mentioned up at
the * Crown ' yonder and wondered whether I could find ;
out."
" I dare say it's the same — he's always a very kind -
gentleman," quoth Parker, remembering the half-crowns ;
that Hubert had many a time bestowed on her.
* Fair, isn't he ? " said Mr. Dare. " That was my Mr.
Lepel — fair and short and stout and a nice little wife and '
family "
" Oh, dear, no — that isn't our Mr. Lepel ! " said Parker, ;
with disdain. "He's tall and very dark and thin; and,
as to being married, he's engaged to Miss Vane of Beech-
field Hall, or as good as engaged, I know ; and thf'v're to '
be married when she's out of her teens, because the viene-
ral, her uncle, won't consent to it before."
"Ah," said the stranger, "you're right; that's not the
gentleman I know. Engaged, is he ? And very fond of
the young lady, I suppose ? "
" Worships the very ground she treads upon 1 " said
Parker. She would have thought it infra dig, to allow for
one moment that Miss Enid did not meet with her deserts
in the way of adoration. " He's always coming down here
to see her. And she the same ! I don't think they could
be happy apart. He's just devoted ! "
" And that," said Reuben Dare to himself, " is the man
who makes my girl believe that he is fond of her I "
CHAPTER XXXL
Hubert was sadly puzzled by Cynthia's manner to him at
this time. She seemed to have lost her bright spirits;
she v/as grave and even depressed ; now and then she
manifested a sort of coldness which he felt that he did not
understand. Was this the effect of his confession to her
that he had pledged his faith before he lost his heart?
She had shown no such coldness when he told her first ;
but perhaps reflection had changed her tone. , He began
by trying to treat her ceremoniously in return ; but he
found it a difficult task. He had never been on v^ry cere^-
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monious terms at all with her, and to begin them noW,
when she had acknowledged that she loved him and he
had kissed her ripe red lips — he said to himself that it was
absurd.
He did not cease his visits to Madame della Scala's
house, nor try to set up an artificial barrier between him-
self and his love. Why then should she ? He would not
have this coldness, this conventionality of demeanor, he
told himself; and yet he hardly knew how to beat it down.
For he certainly had no right to demand that she should
treat him as her lover when he was engaged — or half en-
gaged — to marry Enid Vane.
He came one evening in May, and found her on the
point of starting for a soirie where she was to sing. She
was £n grande tenueiox the- occasion, dressed, after an old
Venetian picture, in dull red brocade, point-lace, and gold
ornaments. He had given her the ornaments himself —
golden serpents with ruby eyes — which she had admired
m a jeweller's window. But for the rest of her dress
she was in no wise indebted to him; she had been mnking
money lately, and could afford herself a pretty gown.
She received him, he thought, a little coolly — perhaps
only because Madame della Scala was sitting by — gave him
the tips of her fingers, and' declared that she must go
almost immediately. It turned cut that he was bound for
the same place ; and Madame at once asked him to escort
them thither — the carriage would be at the door at half-
past nine o'clock.
" I shall be only too happy," said Mr. Lepel, " if you
will allow me such an honor. And, m the meantime, it is
not yet nine o'clock, Cynthia ; so, in spite of your impa-
tience, you cannot start quite 'immediately.' What is
there so attractive at the Gores' this evening that you wish
to set off so early ? "
** Oh, nothing — I did not know the time ! " said Cynthia.
She did not reply jestingly, after her usual fashion ; she
sat down languidly, and spread her heavy skirts around
her so as to make a sort of silken barrier between herself
and Hubert. He bit his lip a little as he looked at her.
" Our little bird is not quite herself," said Madame, with
a side grimace at Hubert which she did not want Cynthia
to see. "She has what our neighbors call ^ la migraine^
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old uncle from America, whose fortune — if he has a fortune
— does not seem likely to do any of us any good her
least of all."
Cynthia lowered her head a little and darted a sudden
and fierce glance at her teacher and chaperon — a glance
of which Hubert guessed the meaning. She had never
mentioned this " uncle from America " to him ; probably
she had told Madame not to do so either, and the little
Italian lady had broken her compact.
Madame della Scala laughed and spread out her hands
deprecatingly.
'* Che, chi — what is it I have done to make you look so
fierce at me? I will leave her to you, Mr. Lepel, and
trust you to make her tractable before we reach the house
where we are to sing. For the last few days I have not
known how to content la signorina at all ; she has twice
refused to sing when refusal meant — well, two *^' 'ngs — ^loss
of money and offence of friends. Those are two things
which I do not like at all."
So saying, Madame, with a fan outstretched before her
like a palm-leaf, moved towards the door ; but Cynthia in-
tercepted her.
"Madame, do not go!" she cried, "lideed I am
sorry ! Do not make Mr. Lepel think that I have been
behaving so like a petted child. I will do what you wish
henceforward — I will indeed ! Do not go, or I shall ihink
that you are angry with me ! "
*' Angry with you, carissima ? Not one bit ! " said
Madame, touching the girl's hot cheek with the end of her
dainty fan. " Not angry, only a little — ^little tiny bit dis-
appointed ! But what of that ? I forgive you ! Genius
must have its moods, its freaks, its passions. But calm
yourself now, for Heaven's sake, or we shall be in bad
voice to night ! I am just going to my room to get my
scent-bottle ; I will return immediately ; " and Madame
escaped.
Hubert was delighted with the Httle lady's manoeuvre,
designed, as he knew, to leave him alone with Cynthia.
As for Cynthia, she gave one scared look round, as if she
dreaded to meet his eyes, then dropped into the nearest
chair and placed one hand over her face. He thought
that she was crying.
" Cynthia, my darling, what is all this ? " he said apptoach-
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do?"
" Nothing," she answered, dashing away a tear and let-
ting her hand fall into her lap — " nothing indeed ! "
" But you are not — as Madame says — quite like your-
self."
" I know ; I am very cross and disagreeable," said Cyn-
thia, with a resolute assumption of gaiety. " I always had
a bad temper ; and it is well perhaps that you should find
it out."
Without speaking, he bent his head to kiss her ; but she
drew back.
" No ! " she said, with decision. " No, Hubert — Mr.
Lepel, I mean — that will not do ! "
"What, Cynthia?"
" We are not engaged. We are really nothing to each
other; I was wrong to forget that before."
" This is surely a new view on the subject, Cynthia ! "
" Yes ; it is the view I have taken ever since I thought it
over. We will be friends, if you like — I will always be your
friend " — and there came over her face an indescribable
expression of yearning and passionate regret — " but we
must remember that I shall be nothing more."
. " Nothing more ? Why, my darling, do you forget what
you promised me — that at the end of two years- "
" If you were free — yes," she interrupted him. " But it
was a foolish promise. You know that you are not likely
to be free. You — you knew that when you told me that
you loved me ! " She set her teeth and gave him a look of
bitter reproach.
" What does this mean ? " said Hubert, flushing up to
the roots of his hair. " I told you everything the next
morning, Cynthia ; and I acknowledged to you that I loved
you only because I thought that I was too miserable a
wretch for you to cast a sigh upon. You have changed
since then — not I."
Cynthia suddenly rose from her chair.
** I hear the carriage," she said abruptly ; " Madame is
at the door. There is no use in continuing this conver-
sation."
" No use at all," said Hubert, who by this time was not
in the best of tempers. " Perhaps you would rather that
J. did pot accompany you to-ni^ht, Mi§s West ? "
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''Oh, pray come !" said Cynthia, with a heartless little
laugh. " Madame will never forgive me if I deprive her
of a cavalier ! It does not matter to me."
Hubert turned at once to Madame della Scala, and
offered her his arm with the courtesy of manner which she
always averred she found in so few Englishmen , but which
he displayed to perfection. Cynthia followed, not waiting
for him to lead her to the cairiage. He was about to hand
her to her seat, but she had so elaborately encumbered
herself with gloves, fan, bouquet, and sweeping silken train,
that it seemed as if she could not possibly disentangle her
hands in time to receive his help. She took her seat beside
Madame with her usual smiling nonchalance, and the two
ladies waited for Mr. Lepel to take the opposite seat. He
took off his hat and made a sweeping bow.
" Madame," he said, *' I am unfeignedly sorry, but I
find that circumstances will not allow me to accompany
you this evening. Will you pardon me therefore if I
decline the honor of the seat you have offered me ? "
This stately mode of speech was intended to pacify
Madame della Scala, who liked to be addressed as if she
were a princess ; he knew that she w6uld be angry enough
at his defection. Before she had recovered herself so far
as to speak, he fell back and signed to the coachman to
drive on. They had left him far behind beforjs Madame
ceased to vent her exclamations of wrath, despair, and dis-
appointment.
" What can he mean by * circumstances ' ? " 1 !s was
the phrase that rose most frequently to her tongue. " * Cir-
cumstances will not allow me ' ! But that is nonsense — •
absolutely nonsense ! "
" I think by ' circumstances ' he meant me," said Cynthia
at last — by which remark she diverted all Madame's wrath
upon her own unlucky head.
She did not seem to mind however. She looked brilliant
that evening, and she sang her best. There was a royal
personage amongst her hearers, and the royal personage
begged to be presented to her, and complimented her upon
her singing- As Cynthia made her little curtsey and smiled
her bright little smile, she wondered what the royal person-
age would say if he knew that she was " Westwood, the
murderer's daughter." She had been called so too often in
her earliest years ever to forget the title.
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In spite of her waywardness that night, she was woman
enough to wish that Hubert had been there to witness her
triumph. She had never offended him before. She thought
that perhaps he would come back, and darted hasty glances
at the throng of smart folk around her, longing to see his
dark face in some corner of the room. But she was dis-
appointed ; he did not come.
" Oh, Miss West," said her hostess to her, in the course
of the evening, " do come here one moment 1 I hope you
won't be very much bored ; you young people always like
other young people best, I know. But there is a lady here
— an old lady — who is very much impressed by your voice
: — your charming voice — and wants to know you ; and she
is really worth knowing, I assure you ogives delightful
parties now and then."
" I shall be most happy 1 " said Cynthia brightly. " I
like old ladies very much ; they generally have something
to say."
"Which young men do not, do they? Oh, fie, you
naughty girl 1 I saw you with young Lord Frederick over
there Dear Miss Vane, this is our sweet songstress,
Miss Cynthia West — Miss Vane. I have just been telling
her how much you admire her lovely singing ; " and then
the hostess hurried away.
Something like an electric shock seemed to pass through
Cynthia's frame. She did not show any trace of emotion,
the smile did not waver on her lips ; but suddenly, as she
bowed gracefully to the handsome, keen-eyed old lady to
whom she had just been introduced, she saw herself a
ragged, unkempt, savage little waif and stray, fresh from
the workhouse, standing on a summer day upon a dusty
road, the centre of a little group of persons whose faces
came back to her one by one with painftil distinctness.
There was the old lady — not so wrinkled as this old lady,
but still with the same clearly-cut features, the same sharp
eyes, the same inflexible mouth ; there was the child
with delicate limbs and dainty movements, with sweet
sympathetic eyes and lovely golden hair, which Cynthia
had passionately admired as she had never admired any
other hair and eyes in the world before ; and there was a
young man. His face had hitherto been the one that she
thought she remembered best ; she was suddenly aware
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tures had become unreal, and that when she met it in the
flesh in later years it remained unrecognisable. Never
once till now had it been borne in upon her that this hero
of her childish dreams and her present lover were one and
the same. It was a terrible shock to her — and greater
even then she knew.
" I am glad to make your acquaintance, Miss West,"
said Miss Leonora Vane, holding out her hand so cordially
that Cynthia could not in common politeness refuse to
take it. ''Your singing has delighted everybody — and
myself, I am sure I may say, not l^sl. You have been
some time in Italy, I suppose ? Do sit down here and
tdl nie where you studied."
Cynthia fancied that she heard the same voice telling
her what a wicked girl she was, and that she deserved to
be whipped for running away from the workhouse. She
repressed a little shudder, and answered smilingly —
" You are very kind. Yes, I have studied in Italy."
" Under Lamperti, I hear. Do you think of coming out
in opera next season ? You may always count me among
your audiejice."
Cynthia remembered how this courteous gentlewoman
had once put her hand over her eyes and declared that the
sight of Westwood's daughter made her ill. The burning
sense of injustice that had then taken possession of the
child's soul rose up as strong a's ever in the woman. She
wished, in her bitterness, that she were free to rise from her
seat and cry aloud —
" Yes, look at me — listen to me — for I am Westwood's
daughter ! I am the child of a felon and escaped convict,
a man whom you call a murderer — and I am proud of my
name ! "
Curiously enough. Miss Vane touched closely upon this
subject before long. She was anxious to know whether
Cynthia's name was her own or only assumed for stage
purposes, and managed to put her question in such a way
that i "; sounded less like impertinence than a manifestation
of kindly interest — which was very clever of Miss Vane.
"No," said Cynthia coldly, "'West' is not my name
exactly ; but I prefer to be known by it at present."
She had never said as much before ; and Miss Vane felt
herself a little bit snubbed, and decided that the new singer
had not at all good manners ; but she meant to secure her
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for her next party nevertheless. She rather prided herself
upon her parties.
To her utter surprise and bewilderment, Miss Cynthia
West absolutely declined to come. She gave no reason
except that she thought that she should before long give
up singing in drawing-rooms at all ; and she was not to l)c
moved by any consideration of payment. Miss Vane
ventured to intimate that she did not mind what she paid ;
but she was met by so frigid a glance that she was really
obliged, in self-defence, to be silent. She carried away an
unpleasant impression of Cynthia West, and was heard to
say afterwards that she could believe anything of that
young woman.
Cynthia was, however, acknowledged to have made in
every other way a great success. Madame della Scala was
delighted with her pupil, and quite forgot all the little dis-
agreeables of the evening ; while Cynthia, during their
drive home, was as charming and as lively as she had ever
been. When the c irriage stopped at the quiet little house
in Kensington, the weather had changed, and rain was
falling rapidly. One of the servants was in waiting with
an umbrella, ready to give an arm to Madame, who alighted
first. Cynthia followed, scarcely noticing the man who
stepped forward to assist her, until something prompted
her suddenly to look at his face. Then she uttered an
inarticulate exclamation.
" Yes, it is I," said Hubert. " I have been waiting to
help you out. I don't know how I have offended you ;
but, whatever it is, forgive me, Cynthia — I can't bear your
displeasure ! "
" Nor I yours," she said, with a sob ; and, under the
umbrella that he was holding, she actually held up her face
to be kissed.
Nobody saw the little ceremony of reconciliation. The
next moment Cynthia was in the hall, having her dress
shaken out and let down by a yawning maid's attentive
hands, and the coachman had driven off, and the hall door
was shut, and Hubert Lepel was out in the street, with a
wall between him and his love. There were tears in Cyn-
thia's eyes as she went wearily, her gaiety all departed, up
to her room. Nobody suspected that the charming singer
whose gaiety and audacity, as well as her beauty, had won
all hearts that evening passed half the night in weeping on
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the hard floor — weeping over the fate that divided her
from her lover. For ever since the day that she had
learned from her father that Hubert Lepel was a cousin of
the Vanes — more than ever now she knew that he was the
man who had befriended her in her childhood — she felt it to
be utterly impossible that she should marry him until he
knew the truth ; and the truth — that she was Westwood's
daughter — would, she felt sure, part him from her for ever.
CHAPTER XXXII.
Early in the sweet June morning — sweet and fair although
it brooded over London, the smokiest city in the world —
Cynthia was again walking in Kensington Gardens* She
hid not gone far before she met her father, with whom she
had made an appointment for that hour,
" Well, Cynthia, my girl ? "
" I have come, you see, father."
" I hardly thought you'd get here so soon after your
party-going last night," said her father. " You look pretty
tired too. Well, my gir', I told you I'd been staying
down at Beechfield."
" Yes ; and I was terribly anxious about you all the
time, father. It was such a daring thing to do ! Suppose
any one had suspected you?"
" Not much fear o' that ! " said Westwood, a little scorn-
fully. " Why, look at me ! Am I like the man I was ai
Beechfield ten years ago ? I was a sort of outcast then,
having sunk from bad to worse through my despair when
I lost your mother, Cynthia ; but, now that I have a new
coat on my back, and money in my pocket, all through my
luck in the States, not to speak of this white hair, which I
shall keep to until I'm back in the West again, I'm a
different man, and nobody ever thinks of suspecting me."
He was different, Cynthia noticed, in more than one
respect — he was far less silent and morose than he used to
be. Life in the West had brought out some unexpected
reserves of decision and readiness of speech, and his
success — his luck, as he sometimes called it — had cheered
his spirits. He was defiant and he was often bitter still ^
but he was np longer downcast.
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" They'd not have much chance if ihey did suspect mc,"
he said, after a little pause ; ** if they thought that they'd
got me again, they'd find their mistake. I'd put a bullet
through my head afore ever I went. back to Portland I "
" Oh, father, don't speak so 1 "
" Come, Cynthy, don't you pretend ! You're a brave
girl and a spirited one. Now wouldn't you yourself sooner
die than be cooped up in a gaol, or set to work in a quarry
with an armed warder watching you all day long — wouldn't
you put an end to it, I ask you — being a brave girl and
not a namby-pamby creature as hasn't got a will of her
own, and don't know better than to stay where she's put —
eh, Cynthia ? " .
♦' Don't speak quite so loud, father dear," said Cynthia
— " there are people turning round to look at us. I don't
know what I should do in those circumstances ; perhaps,
as you say, I should think it better to end it all." She
looked aside as she spoke, for her dark eyes had filled with
heavy tears. How she wished at that moment that she
could " end it all " as easily as she said the words ! " Sit
down for a little time, will you, father ? " she asked. ** It
is a warm morning, and I am rather tired."
She had another reason for wishing to sit down. She
had observed that for some time a tall woman in black had
been apparently regarding them with interest, following
them at a little distance, slackening and quickening her
. pace in acci.rdance with their own. The stranger was
thickly veilea _, and, when she saw that Cynthia and her
father were walking towards a vacant seat, she turned in
the same direction. There was nothing to prevent her
from sitting down on the same bench, and either putting a
stop to all private conversation or listening to what they
had to say ; but Cynthia was equal to the emergency. She
turned her head and gave the woman a long look, half of
inquiry, half of disdain, which seemed to overawe the
intruder, who stood by the bench for a moment rather
uncertainly. Then Cynthia touched her father's arm.
" Do you know this person ? " she asked in a low voice,
but one so clear that it must have reached the woman's
ears.
" Know her ? " said Westwood, starting and looking
suspiciously at the black figure. *' No, I don't know her,
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my landlady just now — a Miss Meldreth. I wonder
Shall I sp-ak to her, Cynthia ? "
But th«.' woman had already moved from her standing
position Ijy the bench, and was walking away as fast as she
could ronveniently go. She had fair hair and a fine figure,
but her face could not be seen.
" It is very like," said VVestwood, standing up and staring
after her. '* She's been very friendly with me since I came \
and I've had tea with her and Mrs. Gunn more than once.
Strange to relate, she comes from Beechfield too. She's the
daughter of old Mrs. Meldreth, who used to keep the
sweetie-shop ; don't you remember her ? "
" Then she was watching you — following you f Oh,
father, do be careful ! "
"What should she be watching me for?" said West-
wood, but with rather a troubled look upon his face.
" I've never had aught to do with her."
" Did you hear of her at all at Beechfield ? "
" There was a bit of gossip about her and her mother ;
they said that Mrs. Vane at Beechfield Hall knew them
and was kind to them. Some said that she paid them ;
but nobody knew what for."
" And she is lodging in the same house with you and
following you about ? Then I'll tell you what she is,
father — she is a spy of the Vanes. She suspects you and
wants to put you in prison again. Oh, father, do change
your lodgings, or go straight back to America I You have
been in England a month, and it is very dangerous. You
have nothing to stay for — nothing; and, if you likv " —
^er voice sank almost to a whisper — *' I will go back with
you."
** Will you, Cynthy ? There's my own good girl ! " said
her father, an unwonted sense of pleasure beaming in his
eyes. "You're one of the right sort, you are, and you
sha'n't regret it. But, as to danger, I don't see it. There's
nobody can recognise me, as you are well aware ; and
what else have I to fear ? " Cynthia had noted before that
he was almost childishly vain of his disguise. She herself
was not disposed to rely upon it with half so blind a con-
fidence, for she knew how easily the secrets of " making-
up " can be read by an experienced eye. " Besides, Miss
Meldreth was lodging at Mrs. Gunn's before ever I went
there — so that's a pure coincidence. If she'd come after
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I went down to Beechfield, there might be something in it.
But It's an accidental thing."
" It may be accidental, and yet a source of danger," said
Cynthia anxiously. " I wish you would go back to the
States at once, father. I am quite ready to go. There is
nothing to keep me in England now."
** Why, have you broken off with that young man ? "
said Westwood sharply.
"Not altogether.' The remembrance of the previous
night's kiss under the umbrella made Cynthia's cheeks burn
red as she repHed. "But since I know what you have
told me — that he is a relative of the Vanes of Beechfield
— I have determined that it cannot go on. He and his
family would hate me if they knew. I cannot forget the
past; I cannot forget what they did and said; and I do
not see how I can marry a man who unjustly believes that
my father was his kinsman's murderer." The fire came
back to her eyes, the firmness to her voice, as she spoke.
Westwood watched her admiringly.
" Well spoke, my little girl — ^well spoke ! I didn't think
you had it in you — I didn't indeed ! Let him go his way,
and let us go ourn. I didn't tell you all that I might ha'
done when I came back from Beechfield the other day,
because I didn't rightly know whether you was with me or
against me."
" With you — always with you, dear father ! "
" And I was a little doubtful, so to speak, seeing as how
you had taken up, although by accident, with a fellow
belonging to the camp of my enemies. But now I'll tell
you a Httle more. Has Mr. Lepel ever told you that he
had a sister ? "
" No."
" Well, he has ; and, what's more, she's married to the
old General — you remember him at Beechfield ? "
" Yes."
"Maybe you remember her too — a very fair lady, as
used to walk out with the little girl — Mr. Sydney Vane's
little girl ? "
Cynthia was silent for a moment.
" Yes," she said, at length — " I think I remember her."
" You've seen the child too ? "
" Yes " — Cynthia's eyes softened ; " I ^m sure I remem-
ber her,"
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^* I'll tell you about her presently. I've got a notion in
my head about these Lepels. Miss Lepel, as was, and
Mr. Sydney Vane was in love with one another and about
to run away from England when he was killed. I know
that for a fact, so you needn't look so scared. They was
on the point of an elopement when he died — I knew that
all along ; but, stupid-like, I never thought of putting two
and two together and connecting it with his death. It just
seemed a pity to throw shame and blame on the dead,
seeing as how there was his wife and child to bear all the
disgrace ; and so I held my tongue."
** But how did you know, father ? "
" By using my eyes and my ears," said Westwood briefly
— " that's how I knew. They used to meet in that little
plantation often enough. I've lain low in a dry ditch
more than once when they were close by and heard their
goings-on. They were going off next day, when Mr. Vane
met with his deserts. And what I say is that somebody
related to Miss Lepel found out the truth and shot him
like a dog."
" Why did you not think of all this at the right time?
Oh, father, it is too late now ! "
" I'm not so sure of that. And, as for the gun — well,
that often puzzled me ; for I hadn't fired it myself that
afternoon, Cynthy, and yet it had been fired — and that's
what made part of the evidence against me. I'd been out
that afternoon, and, coming home, who should I see in the
distance but two or three gentlemen strolling along the
road — Mr. Vane and the General and one or two strangers ?
Quick as thought, I laid my gun down and walked on as
careless as you please. They met me — ^you know, that
was a bit of the General's evidence, I looked back when
I'd passed them, and I saw Mr. Sydney Vane separate
himself from the other gentlemen and walk into the planta-
tion. I did not like to go back just then ; and so I waited.
There was two c three ways of getting into the fir planta-
tion, so I don't know who came into it across the fields, as
anv^^ jdy might have done either from the village or from
the Hall. But presendy I heard the report of a gun — two
reports, as far as I remember ; and then I saw Miss Lepel
flying along the road — and I knew that she'd been in the
plantation, any way. So, after watching a little while
longer, I went back to the wood; and I found my gun
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pretty near where I had left it — only it had been moved
and fired. So I took it up and walked away home."
'* Without stopping to see whether any one was hurt ? "
" Yes, my girl — and that was my mistake. If I'd gone
on and found Mr. Vane and given the alarm and all that,
I dare say I should have got off. But that was my misfor-
tune, and also my hatred to Mr. Vane and his wicked
ways. I says to myself, * This ^s no business of yours.
Let them settle it between themselves. I'll not interfere.'
So I sort of hardened my heart and went on my way."
" Father, perhaps you might have saved a life ! "
" No," said Wcstwood calmly, " I couldn't have done
that. He was shot clean through the heart. And I'm not
sure that I would if I could. He was a bad man, and
deserved his punishment. The only thing I can't under-
stand is why the man as did it hadn't the pluck to say what
he had done, instead of leaving a poor common man like
me to bear the blame."
" Did you not tell all this to the jury and the counsel ? "
" Yes, my dear, I did — every word. But who was there
to believe me ? It didn't sound likely, you know. And
who else was there, as the lawyers said, that had reason to
hate Mr. Vane ? Why, if they'd known all I knew, they
would have seen that every honest man would have hated
him ! But, by never telling what I knew previous 'bout
Miss Lepel, I didn't put 'em on the right track, you see.
I own that now."
" Father, I see to whom your suspicions point — ^you said
as much to me before. But I feel sure that Mr. Hubert
Lepel is incapable of such a deed — not only of the murder
— for which one could forgive him — ^but of letting another
bear the blame."
" Well, perhaps so, Cynthy. I don't think you would
ha' given your heart to an out-an-out scoundrel — I don't
indeed. And Mr. Lepel has a good sort o* face. I've
seen him, and I like him. He looks as if he'd had a good
bit o' trouble somehow ; and I daresay it's likely, with a
sister like that on his hands. It's my belief, Cynthia, not
that Mr. Lepel, but his sister. Miss Florence Lepel, as she
was then, did the deed and put the blame on me. And I'm
incHned to think as how Mr. Lepel knows it and wouldn't
tell."
" A woman ! Could a woman manage a heavy gun like
that ? "
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" If she was desperate, she could, my dear. It's
wonderful what strength a woman will have when she's in
a temper. And maybe Mr. Vane failed her at the last
moment — wouldn't go with her away frcm England, or
something o' that kind — and she thought she would be
revenged on him."
The theory did credit to Reuben Westwood's imagina-
tion ; but it was a mistaken one. At present, however, it
seemed sufficiently credible to give Cynthia much cause
for reflection. She did not speak. Westwood gave his
knee a sudden stroke with one hand, expressive of grow-
ing amazement, as he also mediated on the matter.
" And then for her to go and marry the old man — Sydney
Vane's brother ! It beats all that I ever heard of ! She
must have got nerves of steel and muscles of iron; she
must be the boldest, hardest liar that ever trod this earth.
If I thought that all women was like her, Cynthia, I would
go to the devil at once ! But I've known two good ones
in my time, I reckon— your mother and you — and that
should p'r'aps be enough for any man. Yes, she's married
and got a child — a little lad that'll have the estate and
prevent the giil from coming to her own — at least, what
would have been her own if there had been no boy."
" You mean Miss Enid Vane ? " said Cynthia, again
with a curious softening of the eyes.
" Yes, some outlandish name of that sort — * Enid,' is it ?
Well, you know better than I. I'm glad you're breaking
it off with that man Lepel, Cynthia, for more reasons than
one."
Cynthia hardly noticed the significance of his tone or
the conjunction of the two names in his remarks. She had
something else in her mind which she was anxious to have
said.
" Father, I am to see Mr. Lepel this afternoon."
" Yes, my girl ? "
" And I want to say good-bye to him for jver."
Westwood nodded ; he was well pleased with her deci-
sion.
*' And then I will go to America with you whenever you
please. But one thing I want you to allow me to do."
" Well, Cynthy ? "
" I must tell Mr. Lepel who I am. I will not of course
let him think that I know anything of you now. He shall
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not know that you are alive. But I must do as I please
about telling him my own name."
" Very well, Cynthia," said her father ; " do as you like
in that matter. I can trust you with a good deal, and I
trust you so far ; but don't let out that you know anything
about me now — that I'm alive, and that you have seen me,
or anything of that sort."
" No, father."
" I see what you're after," said he, after a pajise. " You
think he'll give you up more ready when he knows that you
are my daughter — isn't that it? You may say so open-
like ; it doesn't hurt me, you know. Of course I can
understand what he will feel. And what's always been
hardei^t to me was the feelin' that I had injured you so
much, my dear — you, the only thing left to me in the world
to love."
"You could not help it, father dear."
" Well, I don't know. I might have done many things
different — I see that now. But there's one thing to be
said— if you feel inclined to break off with Mr. Lepel with-
out telling him your name, I think it would be easy enough
to do it."
" How ? What do you mean ? "
" You think he's fond of you — don't vou, my dear ? "
'* I thought so, father."
" He's tried to make you believe so for his own ends, no
doubt. But he means to marry the other girl, my dear —
they told me so at Beechfield. They say he worships the
very ground she treads upon ; and she the same with him.
Being fond of you was only a blind to lead you to your
destruction, I'm afraid, my poor pretty dear I "
Cynthia shrank a little as she heard. Could this be
true ?
" The girl lives down there then, does she ? " she asked,
in a strange hard voice not like her own.
"Yes, my dear. He would not be able to break off
there without a tremendous to-do, I'll warrant you ; for the
girl is the General's niece, the daughter of Mr. Sydney
Vane — the Miss Enid you spoke about just now."
As he got no answer, he turned to look at her, and
found that she was deadly white ; but, when she noticed
that he was looking at her, she smiled and passed her
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" You make my task all the easier for me, father," she
said ; '* I shall know what to do now. And I think that it
is about time for me to go home."
CHAPTER XXXIII.
Cynthia had already despatched a little note to Hubert
asking him to visit her at a certain hour that afternoon —
hence the certainty with which she spoke of his visit to her
father. After what had passed between them, she did not
think that he would fail to come.
She wanted him at half-past five precisely, because at that
hour Madame had promised to go for a drive in the Park
with one of her most fashionable pupils and her friends,
and Cynthia knew that she could then see him alone. And
she was right in thinking that he would come. Just as the
half-hour struck, Hubert knocked at Madame della Scala's
door, and was immediately ushered into a tiny little room
on the ground-floor which was always called " Miss West's
parlor," and which contained little furniture except a piano
and table and a couple of chairs. It was here that Cynthia
practised and studied, and sat when she wanted to be alone.
Two or three photographs of the heads of great singers and
musicians were the sole decorations of the walls ; a pile of
music and some books lay on the table. The place had a
severely business-like air ; and yet its very simplicity and
the sombreness of its tints had hitherto always given
Hubert, who knew the room, a sense of pleasure. But he
knitted his brows when he was taken to it on this occasion.
It seemed to him that Cynthia wanted to give her inter-
view with him also a business-like character. But perhaps,
he reflected, it was only that she wanted a peculiarly con-
fidential talk.
He looked at her a little anxiously when she came in,
and was rather puzzled by her face. She was pale, and
she had been crying, for her eyelids were red ; but she
gave him a peculiarly sweet and winning smile, and there
was a pleading softness in the lovely eyes under the wet
lashes which melted his heart to her at once, although she
offered him her htmd only and would not allow him to kis§
her cheek.
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" What — not one kiss for me this ufternoon ? I thought
I was forgiven i" h2 said repro: hfully.
" It is I who want forgiveness," she answered, " for
being so bad-tempered and cross and rude last night."
" Take my forgiveness then," said Hubert almost gaily
in his relief at hearing the sweetness of her voice — "and
take it in this form."
He would not be denied ; and Cynthia had no heart to
struggle. She let him enfold her in his arms for a moment,
and press a dozen kisses on her lips and cheek ; then she
drew herself away. He felt the movement ; although he
did not let her go.
" My dearest, you do not speak naturally — and you
want to get away from me. What does this mean ? "
" I don't know that I exactly want to get away from you,"
said Cynthia, smiling ; " but I think that perhaps I must."
The smile was a. very woeful little affair after all.
" Must ! I don't think I shall ever let you go again ! "
He tightened his clasp. She looked up into his face
with beseeching eyes.
" Do take away your arm, please, Hubert ! I want to
talk to you, and I cannot if it is there."
" Then we will leave it there. I don't think I want to
talk, darling. I am very tired — I think I must have
walked miles last night before I came back to this door to
hand my lady out of her carriage, and I want to be petted
and spoken to kindly."
Cynthia's fingers twitched and she turned her head aside,
but not before Hubert had noticed the peculiar expression
that crossed her face. Being a play-writer and constant
theatre-goer, his mind was full of theatrical reminiscences.
He remembered at that moment to have noticed that
peculiar twitch, that odd expression of countenance, in
Sarah Bernhardt when she was acting the part of a pro-
foundly jealous woman. It had then meant, " Go to my
rival, to her whom you love, and be comforted — do not
come to me ! " But there was no likeness between the
great tragic actress and Cynthia West either of character
or of circumstance ; and Cynthia had no cause to be
jealous. But he thought of the momentary impression
afterwards.
She turned her face back again with as sweet a smile as
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** You think you must always have your own way ; but
I want to be considered too. I have something to tell you,
and I shall not be happy until it is said. If you are tired,
you shall sit down in this chair — it is much more comfort-
able than it looks — and have some tea, and then we can
talk. But Madame may be in by half-past six, and I want
to get it all over before she comes."
" * Getting it all over ' sounds as if something disagree-
able were to follow ! " said Hubert, releasing her and
taking the chair she proffered. " No tea, thank you ; I
had some at my club before I came. Now what is it,
dear? Bat sit down; I can't sit, you know, if you
stand."
" I must stand," said Cynthia, with a touch of imper-
iousness. " I am the criminal, and you are the judge.
The criminal always stands."
*• It is a very innocent criminal and a very unworthy
judge in this instance. * Sit, Jessica.' "
She laughed and drew a chair forward. Sitting down,
he saw that her figure fell at once into a weary, languid
attitude, and that the smile faded suddenly from her face.
He put his hand on hers.
" What is it, my dearest ? " he said, seriously this time.
She raised her eyes, and they were full of tears.
" It is of no use trying to speak lightly about it," she
said. " I may as well tell you that it is a very important
matter, Hubert. I sent for you to-day to tell you that
we must part."
" Nonsense, Cynthia ! "
" We must indeed ! The worst is that we might have
avoided all this trouble — this misery — if I had been
candid and open with you from the first. If I had told
vou all about myself, you would perhaps never have
helped me — or at least — for I won't say that exactly — you
would have helped me from a distance, and never cared to
see me or speak to me at all."
"Of course you know that you are talking riddles,
Cynthia."
" Yes, I know. But you will understand in a minute or
two. I only want to say, first, that I had no idea who —
who you were."
" Who I am, dear ? Myself, Hubert Lepel, and nobody
else."
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" And cousin "—she brought the words out with diffi-
culty — " cousin to the Vanes of Beechfield."
" Well, what objection have you to the Vanes of Beech-
field ? "
" They have the right to object to me ; and so have you.
Do you remember the evening when 1 spoke to you in the
street outside the theatre? Did it never cross your mind
that you had seen and spoken to me before ? You asked
me once if I knew a girl called Jane Wood. Now don't
you remember me ? Now don't you know my name ? "
Hubert had risen to his feet. His face was ghastly pale ;
but there was a horror in it which even Cynthia could not
interpret aright.
" You — you, Jane Wood ! " he gasped. " Don't trifle
with me, Cynthia ! You are Cynthia West ! "
" Cynthia Janet Westwood, known at St. Elizabeth's as
Janie Wood."
" You — you are Westwood's child ? "
She silently bowed her head.
"Oh, Cynthia, Cynthia, if you had but told me
before 1 "
He sank down into his chair again, burying his face in
his hands with his elbows on his knees. There was a look
of self-abasement, of shame and sorrow in his attitude
inexplicable to Cynthia. Finding that he did not speak,
she took up her tale again in low, uneven tones.
" I knew that I ought to tell you. I said that I would
tell you everything before — before we were married, if
ever it came to that. I ought to have done so at once ;
but it was so difficult. They had changed my name when
I went to school so that nobody should know ; they told
me that it would be a disgrace to have it known. I ran
away from St. Elizabeth's because I had been fool enough
to let it out. I could not face the girls when they knew
that — that my father was called a murderer."
Hubert drew his breath hard. She tried to answer
what she thought was the meaning of that strange sound,
half moan, half sigh.
" I never called him so," she said. "You will not
believe it, of course ; but I know that my father would
never have done the deed that you attribute to him. He
was kind, good, tender-hearted, although he lived in
rebellion against some of the ordinary laws of society.
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There was nothing base or mean abo"* him. If he had
killed a man, he would not have tola lies about it ; he
would have said that he had done it and borne I'he punish-
ment. He was a brave man ; he was not a murderer.''
Still Hubert did rio. answer. He dared net let her see
his face ; she must not know the torture her words inflicted
on him. She went on.
" Lately I have thought that it would be better for mc
to face the whole thing out, and not act as if I were
ashamed of my father, who is no murderer, but a martyr
and an innocent man. I took my first step last night by
telling your aunt Miss Vane that * West ' was only an
assumed name. I had never said that before. Do you
remember how she looked at me — how she hated me —
when we stood outside the gates of Beechfield Park that
afternoon ? The sight of me made her ill ; and, if she
knew me by my right name, it would make her ill again.
If I had known that you were their cousin, I would never
have let you see my face ! "
" Cynthia, have a little mercy ! " cried Hubert, suddenly
starting up, and dashing his hair back from his discolored,
distorted face. "Do you think I am such a brute?
What does it matter to me about your father? Was I so
unkind, so cruel to you when you were a child thai you
cannot trust me now ? "
** No," she said, looking at him gently, but with a sort
of aloofness which he had never seen in her before ; " you
were very good to me then. You saved me from the
workhouse ; you would not even let me go to the charity-
school that Mrs. Rumbold recommended. You told me
to be a good girl, and said that some day I should see my
father again." She put her hand to her throat, as if
choked by some hysteric symptom, but at once controlled
herself and went on. " I see it all now. It was through
you, I suppose, that I was sent to St. Elizabeth's, where I
was. made into something like a civilised being. It was
you to whom they applied as to whether I should be
removed from the lower to the upper school ; and you —
out of your charity to the murderer's daughter — you paid
for me forty pounds a year. I did not know that I had
so much to be grateful for to you. I have taken gifts from
you since, not knovnng; but this is the last of it — I will
never take another now I "
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" Are you so proud, Cynthia, that you cannot bear me
to have helped you a little ? My love, I did not know, I
never guessed that you were Westwood's daughter. But
can you never forgive me for having done my best for you.
Do you think I love you one whit the less ? "
" Oh, I see — you think that I am ungenerous," cried
Cynthia, "and that it is my pride which stands in your
way ! Well, so it is — this kind of pride — that I will not
accept gifts from those who believe my father to be a
guilty man when I believe in his innocence. They did
well never to tell me who was my benefactor — for whom I
was taught to pray when I was at St. Elizabeth's. If I
had known, the place would not have held me for a day
when I was old enough to understand ! At first I was too
ignorant, too much stupefied by the whole thing to under-
stand that the Vanes were keeping me at school and sup-
porting me. It is horrible — it is sickening — to send my
father to prison, to the gallows, and his child to school !
Much better have let me go to the workhouse ! Do you
think I wish to be indebted to people who think my
father a murderer ? "
*• You mistake ! " said Hubert quickly. " The Vanes
knew nothing about it. If Mrs. Rumbold ever said so, it
was my fault. I did not like her to think that I was
doing it alone. And, as for me, Cynthia, I never thought
your father guilty — never ! "
He trembled beneath the burning gaze she turned on
him, and his color changed from white to red, and then to
white again. He felt as ii" he had been guilty of the
meanest subterfuge of his whole life.
" You never thought so ? " she said, with a terrible gasp.
" Then who was guilty ? Who did that murder, Hubert?
Do — you — ^know ? "
She could not say, *'Was your sister guilty, and are
you shielding her ? "
He looked at her helplessly. His tongue clave to the
roof of his mouth ; he could not. speak. With a bitter cry
she fell upon her knees before him and seized his hands.
" You know — you know ! Oh, Hubert, clear my father's
name ! Never mind whom you sacrifice ! Let the punish-
ment fall on the head of the wrong-doer not on my dear, dear
father's ! I will forgive you for having been silent so long, if
now you will only speak. I will love you always, I will give
you my life, if you will but let the truth be known I "
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He gathered his forces together by an almost superhu-
man effort, and managed to speak at last ; but the sweat
stood in great drops on his brow.
" Cynthia, don't— don't speak so, for God's sake ! I
know nothing, I have nothing to say ! "
Clinging to his knees, she looked up at him, her eyes
full of supplication.
** Is the cost too great ? " she cried. " Will you not tell
the truth for my sake — for Cynthia's sake ? "
Scarcely knowing what he did, he pushed back his chair,
and wrenched himself free from her entreating hands.
" I cannot bear this, Cynthia ! If I could But it
is of no use ; I have nothing — nothing to tell."
He had moved away from her ; but he came back when
he saw that she had fallen forward with her face on the chair
where he had been sitting. He leaned over her. At first
he thought that she had fainted ; but presently the move-
ment of her shoulders showed him that she was but
vainly endeavoring to suppress a burst of agonising sobs.
"Cynthia," he said, "believe in my 'ove, darling! If
you believe in nothing else, you maybe sure of that."
He laid his hand gently round her neck, and, finding
that she did not repulse him, knelt beside her and tried to
draw her to his breast. For a few minutes she let her
head rest on his shoulder, and clung to him as if she could
not lek him go. When she grew calmer, he began to
whisper tender words into her ear.
" Cynthia, I will give up all the world for yoiir dear
sake ! Let us go away from England together, and live
only fcl each other, darling ! We could be happy some-
where, away from the toil and strife of London, could we
not ? I love you only, dearest — only you ! If you like, we
would go to America and see whether we could not find
your poor father, who, I have 'heard, is living there ; and
we could cheer his last days together. Will you not make
me happy in th's way, Cynthia? Be my wife, and let us
forget all the world beside."
She shook her head. She nad wept so violently that at
first she could not speak.
" Why do you shake your head ? You do not doubt
toy love ? My darling, I count the world well lost for you.
Do not distrust me again ! Do you think I mind what
thr world says, or what my relatives say : You are Cyn-
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thia and ray love to me, and whose daughter you arc mat-
ters nothing — nothing at all ! "
" But it matters to me," she whispered brokenly — " and
I cannot consent."
''Dearest, don't say that! You must consent ! Your
only chance of happiness lies with me, and mine with
you."
** But you have promised yourself," she murmured, " to
Enid Vane."
** Conditionally ; and I am certain — certain that she does
not care forme.".
" I am not certain," she whispered.
Then there was a little pause, during which he felt that
she was bracing herself to say something which was hard
for her to say.
" I have made up my mind," she said at length, " to
take nothing away from Enid Vane that is dear to her.
Do you remember how she pleaded with you for me ? Do
you remember how good she was — how kind ? She gave
me her shilling because I had had no food that day. I never
spent it — I have that shilling still. I have worn it ever
since, as a sort of talisman against evil." She felt in her
bosom and brought out the coin attached by a little string
around her neck. *' It has been my greatest treasure ! I
have had so few treasures in my life. And do you think
I am going to be ungrateful ? If it broke my heart to
give you up, I would not hesitate on' moment, when I had
reason to think that you were plighted to Enid Vane."
She drew herself away from him as she spoke, and rose
to her full height. Hubert stood before her, his eyes on
the floor, his lips white and tremulous. What could he
say ? He had nothing but his love to plead — and his love
looked a poor and common thing beside that purity of
motive, that height of purpose, that intensity of noble
passion which at that moment made Cynthia's face beauti-
ful indeed.
'* I will see you no more," she said. " You must go
back to Enid Vane, and you must make her happy. For
me, I have another work to do. In my own way I — I
shall be happy too. There is a double barrier between us,
and we must never meet again."
" Is it a barrier that can never be broken down, Cyn-
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" No," she said — " not unless my father is Siiown to be
innocent to the world and the stain removed from his
name — not unless we are sure — sure that Knid Vane has
no affection for you save that of a cousin and a friend.
And those things are impossibilities ; so we must say good-
bye."
It seemed as if he had not understood her words. He
muttered something, and clutched at the table behind him
as if to keep himself from falling.
" Impossibilities indeed ! " he said hoarsely, after a
moment's pause. '• Good-bye, Cynthia ! "
Struck with pity for his haggard face and hollow eyes,
Cynthia came up to him, put her hands on his shoulders,
and kissed his cheek.
" I was mad just now I I said more than I think I meant,
Hubert. Forgive me before you go ; but never come
here again."
Their eyes met, and then some instinct prompted her to
r/nisper very low — " Could you not, even now, save my
father if you tried ? "
Surely his good angel pleaded with him in Cynthia's
guise, and, looking into her face, he answered as he had
never thought to answer in this world —
" Yes, Cynthia ; if I took his place, I could."
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Westwood had scouted Cynthia's notion that the woman
in black who seemed to be following them could possibly
be a spy ; nevertheless he meditated upon it with some
anxiety, and resolved, on his arrival at his lodgings, to be
wary and circumspect — also to show that he was on his
guard. He relapsed therefore into the very uncommuni-
cative "single gentleman" whom Mrs. Gunn, his land-
lady, had at first found him to be, and refused rather
gruffly her invitation that afternoon to take tea with her in
her own parlor in the company of herself and her niece.
" He's grumpier than ever," she said to this niece, who
was no other than Sabina Meldreth, now paying a visit —
on business principles — of indefinite! duration to her aunt's
abode in Camden Town; "and I did think that you'd
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melted him a bit last week, Sabina ! But he's as close as
wax ! Let's sit down to our tea before it gets black and
bitter, as he won't come."
" He must have stten me in the Gardens," said Sabina,
who was dressed in the brightest of blue gowns, with red
ribbons at her throat and wrists, " though I should never
have thought that he would recognise me, being in black
and having that thick black veil over my face."
" I don't see what you wanted to foller him for ! " said
Mrs. Gunn. " What business o* yours was it where he
went and what he did ? I don't think you'll ever make
anything of him " — for Miss Meldreth had begun to harbor
matrimonial designs on the unconscious Mr. Reuben Dare.
" I'm not so sure," said Sabina. " Once get a man by
himself, and you can do a* most anything with him, so
long as there's no other woman in the way."
" And is there another woman in the way ? "
" Yes, aunt Eliza, there is."
"You don't say so ! " exclaimed Mrs. Gunn, emptying
the water-jug into the tea-pot in pure absence of mind.
" You saw him with one, did you ? "
" Yes, aunt Eliza, I did."
" And what was she like, Sabina ? "
" Well, some folks would call her handsome," said Sabina
dubiously; "and she was d»"essed like a lady — I'll say
that for her. But what's odd is that I'm nearly sure I
heard her call him * father.' She's young enough to be his
daughter, anyway."
" Did he call her anything? "
" I couldn't hear. But I'll tell you what I did after-
wards, aunt E^iza ; I followed her when she came out at
the gate — and she didn't see me then. She went straight
to a house in Norton Square ; and I managed to make
some inquiries about her at a confectioner's shop in the
neighborhood. The house belongs to a music-mistress ;
and this girl is a singer. * Cynthia West,' they call her —
I've seen her name in the newspapers. Well, I thought I
would wait round a bit, and presently I saw a man go to
the house to deliver a note ; and thinks I to myself, * I
know that face.' And so I did. It was Mr. Lepel's man,
Jenkins, as used to come down with him to Beechfield."
" You don't say so 1 " cried Mrs. Gunn, raising her hands
in amazement.
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" He knew me," Sabina proceeded tranquilly; "and so
we had a little chat together. I says to him, * Who is it
you take notes to at number five — the old lady or the
young one?' *0h,' says he, * the young one, to be sure.
Scrumptious, isn't she ? ' ' Cynthia West ? ' says I. * Yes/
he says — * and Mrs. Hubert Lepel before very long, if I've
got eyes to see ! He's always after her.' * That ain't very
likely,' I said, * because he's got a young lady already in
the country.' * One in the country and one in the town/
he says, with a wink — ' that's the usual style, isn't it ? '
And, seeing that he was disposed to be familiar, I said
good-day to him and came away."
" What will you do now then, Sabina ? "
" Well," said Sabina reflectively, " I think I shall let Mrs.
Vane know. She'd be glad to have a sort of handle
against her brother, I'm thinking. And these people-—
Mr. Dare and Miss West — seem to have got something to
do with Beechfield, for I'm certain it was to Beechfield he
went when he left here for that fcrtnight. He gave no
address — that was natural maybe- but he'd got the Whit-
minster label on his bag when he came back. And, if
Miss West was being courted by Mr. Lepel, and her father
wanted to know who Mr. Lepel was and all about him, he
might easily gather that Beechfield was the place to go to.
I suppose he wanted to find out whether Mr. Lepel was
engaged to Miss Vane or not. And I've a sort of idea too
that there's something mysterious about -it all. Why
shouldn't he have said straight out where he was going,
especially when I had already told him that I knew Whit-
minster so well and belonged to Beechfield ? It seems to
me that Mr. Dare has got something to conceal ; and I'd
like to knov/ what it is before I go any farther."
" Any farther ! " said her aunt contemptuously. " It
don't seem to me that you've got very far ! "
" Farther than you think," was Miss Meldreth's reply.
" He's afraid of me, or else he would have come to tea
this afternoon. i*.nd a woman can always manage a man
that's afraid of her."
Fortified by this conviction, Sabina sat down after tea
to indite a letter to Mrs. Vane. She was not a very deft
scribe, and the spelling of certain words was a mystery to
her. But, with the faults of its orthography corrected the
letter finally stood thus —
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" Madam — I thought you might like to know as how
there is a gentleman, named Reuben Dare, lodging here at
my aunt's, as seems to have a secret interest in Beechfield.
I think, but I am not quite sure, that he spent a few days
at the Beechfield inn not long ago. He is tall and thi^
and brown, with white hair and beard and very black eyes.
He will not talk much about Beechfield, and yet seems to
know it well. Says he comes from America. He was
walking for a long time in Kensingston Garden this morn-
ing with a young woman that goes by the name of Cynthia
West and is a singer. She calls him * Father.' Madam,
I take the liberty of informing you that Mr. H. Lepel visits
her constant, and is said to be going to marry her. She is
what gentlemen call good-looking, though too dark for my
taste. It does not seem to be generally known that she
has a parent living.
" Yours respectfully,
• *' Sabina Meldreth."
Mrs. Vane read this letter with considerable surprise.
She meditated upon it for some time with closed lips and
knitted brows ; then she rang the bell for Parker.
" Parker," she said, " can you tell me whether any
strangers have been visiting Beechfield lately ? "
" Oh, yes, ma'am ! There was an old gentleman at the
* Crown ' a few days ago. The post-office woman told me
thai he came from America."
** Do you know his name ? "
" Yes, ma'am — * Mr. Dare.' "
" The woman at the post-office told you that? Did you
ever see him ? "
"Yes, ma'am. He spoke to me one evening when I'd
run out with a letter, and asked me the way to the Hall."
" And then ? "
" He said he'd heard of a Mr. Lepel at Beechfield,
ma'am," said Parker, rather reluctantly, " and that he knew
a Mr. Lepel and wondered whether it was the same. But
it wasn't. The Mr. Lepel he knew was short and fair and
was married ; the Mr. Lepel that came here, as I told him,
was dark and tall and engaged to Miss Vane."
" You had no right to tell him that, Parker ; it is not
public property."
" I beg your pardon, I'm sure, ma'am ! I'd heard it so
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" What else did this Mr. Dare say ? "
" I don't remenber, ma'am."
" Did he ask no other questions ? Did he ask. for ins-
tance, whether Mr. Lepel was not very fond of Miss
Vane?"
" Well, yes, ma'am ; now you mention it I think he did
— though how you came to guess it "
" Never mind how I came to guess it. What did you
say?"
" I said that he worshipped the ground she trod upon,
and that she was just the same with him."
*• And pray how did you know that ? " — Parker shuffled.
" Well, ma'am, I couldn't rightly say ; but it's what is
general with young ladies and young gentlemen, and it
wouldn't have looked well, I thought, to ha' said anythink
else."
" Oh, I see ! The remark was purely conventional,"
said Flossy cynically. *' I congratulate you, Parker, on
always doing as much harm as you can whenever you take
anything in hand. Did he seem pleased by what you
said ? "
" Not exactly pleased, ma'am — nor displeased ; I think,
if anything, he was more pleased than not."
" That will do," Mrs. Vane said shortly ; and Parker
retired, much relieved in her mind by having come off, as
she considered, so well.
Mrs. Vane proceeded to electrify the household the next
morning by declaring that she must at once go up to Lon-
don in order to see her dentist. She announced her in-
tention at a time when the General, much to his annoyance,
could not possibly accompany her. She said to him very
sweetly that she had chosen that hour on purpose because
she did not want to put him to needless inconvenience, and
that she preferred to go with Parker only as her companion.
She hated to be seen, she said, when she was in pain.
The General fumed and fretted ; but, as he had an im-
portant meeting to attend at Whitminster that day, ho
could but put his wife into the train and give Parker end-
less injunctions to be careful of her mistress. Parker
promised fervently to do all that lay in her power ; and
with a serene smile Flossy listened to the General's orders
and her maid's asseverations with equal tranquility. They
had the carriage to themselves ; and not until the train
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was nearly to London did Mrs. Vane rouse herself from
the restful semi-slumber in which she seemed to have passed
the journey. Then she sat up suddenly, with a curiously
wide-awake and resolute air, and addressed herself to her
maid.
" I shall not require you at all to-day, Parker. I brought
you only because the General would never have allowed
me to come alone ; but I dislike being attended by any
one when I go to the dentist's or to the doctor's. Yoii
may wait at the railway-station until I come back. I may
be only an hour, or I may be. gone all day." .
. ** The General's orders, ma'am," began Parker, with a
gasp ; but her mistress cut the sentence short at once.
" I suppose you understand that you are my servant
and not the General's ? " she said. " You will obey my
orders, if you please."
She gave the maid some monef, and instructions to spend
as much as she pleased at buffet and book-stalls until her
return.
** Enjoy yourself as much as you like and as much as
you can," said Mrs. Vane carelessly — "only don't stir
from the station, for when I come back I shall want you
at once."
She installed the faithful Parker safely in the waiting-
room, and then went out and got into a cab — not a hansom
cab; Mrs. Vane did not wish to be seen in her drive
through the London streets. The address which she gave
to the cabman was not that of her dentist, but of the lodg-
ings at present tenanted by her brother.
Parker remained at the station in a state of tearful
collapse. She was terribly afraid of being questioned and
stormed at by the General when she got back for neglect
of her trust. She was certainly what Flossy had called
her — "a faithful fool." She wanted to do all that her
mistress required ; but it had not as yet even occurred to
her that Mrs. Vane was quite certain to require utter
silence, towards the General and everybody else, on the
question of her disposition of the day. And, if silence was
impossible, a good bold lie would do as well. Parker had
not yet grasped the full afiiount of devotion that was ex-
pected of her.
Hubert had seldom been more surprised in his life than
when th? elegantly-dressed lady who was ushered into his
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never visited him before. He sprang up from his writing-
table, which was piled high with books and manuscripts,
flung a half-smoked cigar into the grate, and greeted her
with a mixture of doubt and astonishment, which amused
if it did not flatter the astute Mrs. Vane.
" This is indeed an unexpected pleasure ! I hope you
are not the bearer of ill news, Flossy ! Is any thing wrong
at Beechfield ? "
" Oh, dear, no ! 1 came up to see my dentist," said
Flossy carelessly, " and I thought that I would give you a
call en passant. So these are your rooms ? Not at all
bad for a bachelor ! "
"That is high praise from you, I suppose," said Hubert,
smiling faintly.
" But you do not look at all well, Hubert. What is
the matter with you ? You look terribly fagged ! "
Her remark was justified by his appearance. His face
had a drawn look which added ten years to his age \ his
eyes seemed almost to have sunk into his head. He made
an impatient gesture, and looked away.
" I have not been very well," he said ; "but there is no
need to speak about it. I am very busy, and I want rest
— change of scene and air."
" Why not come down to Beechfield ? "
He gave a slight but perceptible shudder.
" No," he said briefly, and then stood leaning against
his writing-table, and was silent.
" Hubert," said his sister, a little more quickly than
usual, " I said that I wanted to see my dentist, but I had
another reason for coming to town. Can you tell me
where I can find a file of the Times newspaper for the
early months of the year 187-? " — she mentioned the year
of Sydney Vane's death and the trial of Andrew West-
wood.
" You want — the trial ? " said her brother, with an
evident effort. She bowed her head.
"Why?"
"I have forgotten one or two points in the evidence.
I want to recall them to my mind."
He stood looking at her silently.
" It doesn't matter," she said, feigning indifference, and
rising as if to take her leave ; " I can see the papers in a
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copy left in the house. I will go elsewhere."
" It is needless," Hubert answered, in a gloomy tone.
"I have kept copies myself. Wait a moment, and I
will bring them to you."
" I thought that you would probably possess them,"
said Flossy softly, as she settled herself once more in her
comfortable chair.
He went into another room, and soon returned bearing
in his arms a little pile of papers, yellow indeed with age,
but, as Mrs. Vane noticed, completely free from dust. It
was evident that some one else had been very lately per-
using them ; but she made no comment on the subject.
** Go on with your writing," she said, beginning to take
off her gray gloves with admirable coolness. " I can find
what I want without your aid."
He gave her a long look, then set the papers on a little
table beside her and returned to his own seat. He did
not however begin to write again. He turned the chair
almost with its back to Mrs. Vane, and clasped his hands
behind his fine dark head. In this position he remained
perfectly motionless until she had finished her examination
of the newspapers. In a quarter of an hour she declared
herself satisfied.
Have you found all that you wanted ? "
Oh, yes, thank you ! " One important item she had
certainly secured — the fact that Westwood's daughter had
been named " Cynthia Janet." " Cynthia Janet Westwood "
— " Cynthia West " — it was plain enough to her quick
intelligence that the two were one and the same. Hubert
had never thought of looking for the name of Westwood's
little daughter in the Times.
" By-the-bye," said Flossy lightly, " I hear sad tales of
you in town. How often is it that you go to see the new
singer — Miss West ? Has poor Enid a rival ? "
He did not look round ; but she saw that her question
sent a shock through his nerves.
" I do not know what you mean," he answered coldly.
" Oh, do you not ? You may as well speak the truth —
to me, Hubert. Are you going to marry Miss West or
Miss Vane — ^which ? "
" Neither, I think."
"Don't be absurd.
West ? "
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" Shall you marry Enid Vane ? "
" It is not very likely that she will marry me."
Something in the intense dreariness of his tone struck
painfu'y on Florence's ear. She rose and put her hand
on Hubert's shoulder.
" What is the matter with you, Hubert ? "
He shook off her hand as if it had been a noxious reptile
of which he desired to rid himself, and rose to his feet.
" You must not mind what I say to-day, Florence. I
am not well. I — I shall see you another time."
" Of course you will — plenty of times, I hope ! " A
look of dismay began to show itself in Flossy's velvet-brown
eyes. " You are not contemplating any new step, I hope?
I "
" Don't be alarmed ! " he said, with a hoarse unnatural
laugh. " Before I take any new step I will come to you,
I will not leave you without a warning." Then he seemed
to recover his self-possession and spoke in more measured
tones. " Nonsense, Florence — don't concern yourself
about me ! I have a bad headache — that is all. If I am
left alone, I shall soon be better."
" I hope you will," said Flossy, rather gravel/, " for you
look alarmingly ill to-day. You should send for the doctor,
Hubert. And now I will say good-bye, for I have two or
three other things to do to-day, besides going to my dentist's.
The cab is at the door ; you need not come down."
He rose, as she really expected him to do, to see her to
her cab ; but a sensation of dizziness and faintness made
him sit down again and bury his head in his hands. Con-
siderably alarmed, Florence rang for Jenkins, his man, and
gave strict orders that the doctor should be sent for at
once. Then, feeling that she had for the present at least
done her duty, she took her leave, promising to call again
before she left town that afternoon.
Jenkins went for the doctor, as Mrs. Vane had told him
to do. When that gentleman arrived, he found Mr. Lepel
stretched on a sofa in a half-unconscious state, and declared
him to be in one of the incipient stages of brain-fever.
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Mrs. Vane, on leaving her brother's lodgings, drove
straight to Camden Town. She had reasons for wishing
to see Sabina Meldreth. The house was a little difficult
to find, because the street had recently been renamed and
renumbered, and Mrs. Vane was forced, to her great dis-
gust, to descend from the cab and make inquiries in her
own person of various frowsy-looking women standing at
their own doors. ** I wish I had brought Parker," she
said to herself more than once ; " she would have been
useful in this kind of work. Surely Sabina has given me
the right address ! "
" There goes the gentleman that lodges at Mrs. Gunn's ! "
said one of the frowsy-looking women at last. " I've
heard tell that he was there, though I didn't know the
number. Will you tell this lady, please, sir, what number
Mrs. Gunn's is ? "
The white-bearded old man who was just then passing
along the street turned to Mrs. Vane.
" I shall be very happy to show the lady the house," he said
half raising his felt hat from his white head with something
like foreign politeness. And then he and Flossy exchanged
glances which were hard and keen as steel.
He knew her well by sight ; but she did not recognise
him. She had seen Westwood only once or twice in her
life, and this apparently gentle old man with the silvery
hair did not harmonise with Flossy's impressions of the
Beechfield poacher. Nevertheless she was suspicious
enough to remember that all things were possible ; and
she made a mental note of his dark eyes and eyebrows, the
latter being a little out of keeping with his very white hair.
As a matter of fact, Westwood had gone too far in select-
ing his disguise ; a more ordinary slightly-grizzled wig
would have suited his general appearance better. The
perruquier — an artist in his way — to whom he had applied
considered picturesque effect an object not to be over-
looked ; and Mr. Reuben Dare was accordingly a rather
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too strikingly picturesque individual to be anything but
theatrical in air.
He showed Mrs. Vane the house, bowed politely, and
then passed down the street.
" She's come to enquire about me — I am sure of that,"
he said. ** I'd better change my lodgings as quick as
possible. I'll leave them to-morrow — to-night would look
suspicious, maybe : or should I leave them now, and never
go back ? "
He was half inclined to adopt this course ; but he was
deterred by the remembrance of a pocket-book containing
money which he had left locked up in his portmanteau.
He could not well dispense with it ; and neither Mrs.
Vane nor anybody else could do him any harm, he
thought, if he stayed for twenty-four hours longer at Mrs.
Gunn's. But he trusted a little too much '" the uncer-
tainties of fate.
"Well, Sabina," said Mrs. Vane coolly, as, with a
general air of bewilderment, that young person appeared
before her in Mrs. Gunn's best parlor, " I suppose that
you hardly expected to see me here ? "
" No, ma'am, I didn't. I thought you was quite too
much of an invalid to leave home."
" It is rather an effort," said Flossy drily, " especially
considering the neighborhood in which you live."
" It ain't country, certainly," returned Sabina ; " but it's
respectable."
** Ah, like yourself ! " said Mrs. Vane. " That was the
reason you came to it, I suppose. Don't look angry,
Sabina — I was only meaning . to make a little joke. But
jokes are a mistake with most people. I came to answer
your letter in person and to have a talk with you."
" Won't you have anything to eat, ma'am ? We've just
finished dinner ; but, if there's anything we can get " — >
Sabina was evidently inclined to be obsequious-—*' an egg,
or a chop, or a cup of tea "
" No, I don't want anything. Who is this Mr. Reuben
Dare?"
" That's what I want to know, ma'am ! "
" And who is this Miss West ? " — Sabina shook her
head.
" She calls him her father — I'm sure of that."
" Where does she come from ? Where was she brought
up?"
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" Couldn't say, ma'am. Jenkins says that Miss West
used to act at the Frivolity Theatre — he's seen her there
about two years ago. Mr. Lepel took her up, as far as he
ca.i make out, about a year and a half ago — soon after he
settled in London again."
** Do you think that the man Dare has any connection
with Beeohfield beside that of his recent visit? "
*" Yes, I do. He caught himself up like once or twice
when I began to talk of it ; and once he put me right—
accidentallike — about the name of somebody at Beechfield."
" Whose name ? "
" I'm not sure as I can remember. Yes, I do, though !
It was Mr. Rumbold's first name. I called him * The
Reverend Edward,* and he says * Alfred ' — quick, as if he
wasn't thinking. So he must have known the place in
years gone by."
Flossy sat thinking.
" Sabina," she said at length, in her smoothest tones, " i
will take you into my confidence — I know you can be
trusted. Of course it would be a great blow to me if my
brother married an actress — a girl whom one knows
nothing at all about ; besides, he is almost engaged to my
husband's niece, Miss Vane." She did not add that she
had been subtly opposing this engagement by all the
means in her power for the last few weeks. " We must
try to break off the connection as soon as we can. The
more we know about this Miss West's past life the better.
I will go to the Frivolity myself, and see whether I can
learn anything about it there. And, Sabina "
" Yes, ma'am," said the woman, as Mrs. Vane paused.
" That mass of white hair, Sabina — do you think it
looks quite natural ? "
" Mr. Dare, you mean, ma'am? No, I don't; I believe
it's a wig. I've seen it quite on one side."
" Couldn't you find out, Sabina ? "
" Well, I don't see how," said Sabina slowly. " I've
never seen him without it. One night there was an alarm
of fire, and everybody rushed to their doors, and Mr.
Dare came too ; but his hair and his beard and everything
was just the same as usual. Still I'm sure I've seen it a
little on one side."
" You provide his food here, do you not ? Do you ever
help your 9,unt ? "
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" Sometimes, ma'am. I take in his tea and all that, you
know. We're by way of being very triendly, Mr. Dare
and me."
" Sabina, if you had the stuff, could you not quietly put
something into his tea which would make him sleep for an
hour or two ?. And, when he was asleep, could you not
find out what I want to know? "
Sabina was silent for a moment.
" What should I get for it ? " she said at last. " It's
always a risk to run."
" Twenty pounds," said Flossy promptly. " There is
very little risk."
" And where should I get the stuff? "
" I — I have it with me," said Mrs. Vane.
Sabina, who had been standing, suddenly sat down and
burst out laughing.
" Well, you are a d^^p one/' she said, when her laugh-
ter was ended, and she observed that Mrs. Vane was re-
garding her rather angrily ; " if you'll excuse me fc saying
so, ma'am, but you are the very deepest one I ever came
across ! And you don't look it one bit ! "
" I suppose you mean both of these assertions for com-
pliments," caid Flossy. " If so you need not trouble to
make them again. This is a business matter. Will you
undertake it^ or will you not ? "
" When ? "
" To-night:"
" To-night ! When he comes in to tea ? Well, is it
safe?"
" You mean the drug ? Perfectly safe. He will never
know that be has had it. It will keep him sound asleep
for a couple of hours at least. During that time I do not
think that thunder itself would wake him."
" You've tried it before, I'll warrant ? " said Sabina half
questioningly, half admiringly.
" Yes," said Flossy placidly, " I have tried it before."
She. took a little bottle of greenish glass from the small
morocco bag which she carried in her hand, and held it up
to the light. " There are two doses in it," she said.
" Don't use it all at once. A drop or two more or less does
not matter; you need not be afraid of making it a little
too strong. It is colorless and tasteless. Can you
manage it ? "
Sabind! considered.
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to take her leave. Sabina, who followed her to the cab,
heard her tell the man to drive to the box-office of the
Frivolity Theatre.
It took Mrs. Vane three-quarters of an hour to reach
the Frivolity. It was half-past three when she got there.
She asked at once if it was possible to see the manager,
Mr. Ferguson. A gold coin probably expedited her mes-
senger and rendered her entrance to the great man possible ;
for Mrs. Vane was a very handsome and well-dressed
woman, and the " important business " on which she sent
word that she had come had possibly less influence on
the manager's mind than the glowing account given by the
man despatched from the box-ofhce on her errand.
Flossy was lucky. Mr. Ferguson was in the building —
a rather unusual fact ; he was also willing to see her in his
l)rivatc lOom — another concession ; and he received her
with moderate civility — a variation from his usual manner,
which Mrs. Vane must have owed to her own manner and
appearance.
" I shall not detain you for more than a very few
minutes, Mr. Ferguson," said Flossy, with the air of a
duchess, as she accepted the chair which the manager
offered her ; " but I have a good reason for coming to you.
I think that a young lady called Cynthia West was once
acting at this theatre? To put my question in plain
words — Do you know anything about her ? '*
The manager sneered a little.
" A good deal," he said. " Oh, yes — she was here ! I
don't know that I have anything to tell, however. I
should think that Mr. Hubert Lepel, if you know hin*
could tell you more about her than any one."
" I happen to be Mr. Lepel's sister," said Flossy, with
dignity.
" The deuce you are ! " remarKed the manager to him-
self. "That explains " Aloud— " Well, madam,
how can I assist you? Do you want to know Miss West's
character? Well,- that was — if I may use the word —
notorious."
Flossy's eyes gleamed.
'* So I expected to hear," she murmured. *' I am afraid
that my poor brother has some thought of— of marrying
her."
" Oh, si; ely not ! " said Mr. Ferguson. " Surely he
wouldn't be such a fool 1 "
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" Can you tell me anything definite about her ? "
" Excuse me, madam, for asking ; but you — naturally —
wish to prevent the marriage, if possible ? "
" I certainly do not wish my brother to ruin himself for
life, as he would do if she were such a — such a person as you
imply." Mrs. Vane's lips were evidently much too delicate
to s'-y in plain terms what she meant. " If she were as
respectable as she seems to be talented, of course objec-
tions about birth and station might be overlooked. But
my brother has expectations from relatives who take the
old-fashioned views about a woman's position ; and the
mere fact of her being a singer or an actress might be
against her in their eyes. It would be much better for him
if the whole thing were broken off."
She was purposely vague and diplomatic.
*' Mr. Lepel's his own master, ^of course," said the
manager ; " so perhaps he knows all we can tell him — and
more. But you are welcome to use any information that
I can give you." His little green eyes gleamed with
malice, and a triumphant smile showed itself at the cor-
ners of his thick hanging lips. " Miss West's career is well
known. Lallij a member of our orchestra., picked her out
of the streets when she was sixteen or seventeen, trained
her a bit, and brought her here. We soon found out what
sort of person she was, and I spoke my mind to Lalli
about it ; for, though we're not particular as to a girl's
character, still now and then
Well, she was under
his protection at the time, and there was nothing much to
be done ; so we let her alone. He died suddenly about a
couple of years a2;o ; and then, I believe, she accosted
Mr. Lepel in the street, and went to his rooms and
fastened herself upon him, as women of her sort sonetimes
do. He took her up, sent her to Italy for a bit, put her
under the jare of tha^ woman della Scala — as a blind to
the paulic, I suppose — and got her brought out as a
singer ; and she seems to have had a fair amount of
success."
Mr. Ferguson's account of Cynthia's career had an
intermixture of fact, but it was so artfully combined with
falsehood that it was difficult to disentangle one from the
other.
Flossy listened with keen attention; it struck her at
once that Mr. Ferguson was blackening the girl's character
out of spite.
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"Do you know where she came from before your
musician, Lalli, discovered her, Mr. Ferguson ? "
" No, I do not, madam. But I have followed her
course with interest ever since " — which was true.
" And do you know where she resided before he died ? "
" No, madam — I really do not " — which was utterly
false. " Perhaps I could ascertain for you, and let you
know."
Flossy thanked him and rose. She had not attained
her object precisely ; but she had received information
that might prove extremely valuable. The manager bowed
her out of his room politely, and called to one of his sub-
ordinates to show her down-stairs.
This was a little mistake on Mr. Ferguson's part ; he
did not calculate on his visitor's questioning his subordi-
nate, who happened to be a young man with a taste for the
violin.
" Did you know a Mr. Lalli who was once in the or-
chestra here? " said Flossy graciously.
" Oh, yes, ma'am ! He was here for a very long time."
" Do you know where he used to live ? "
" Yes, ma'am. No. — , Euston Road ; it's a boarding-
house, kepi by a Mrs. Wadsley. He died there."
Quite astonished by her own success, Flossy slipped a
coin into his hand and made him call her a hansom cab.
She was beginning to think of speed more than of the
probability of being recognised in the London streets.
To Mrs. Wadsley's then in all haste. The dingily
respectable air of the house and of the proprietress herself
at once impressed Mrs. Vane with the idea that Mr. Fer-
guson had been largely drawing on his own imagination
with respect to Cynthia West. Nothing certainly could be
more idyllic than the story of Lalli's devotion to the girl,
whom he had brought home one night with an assurance
to Mrs. Wadsley that she was the daughter of an old
friend, and that he would be responsible for the payment of
her board and lodging until she began to earn her own
living.
'* He was just like a father to her," said Mrs. Wadsley
confidentially ; " and teach her he would, and scold her
sometimes by the hour together. I assure you, Mrs. Vane,
it was wonderful to see the pains that he took with her.
I see in the papers that she has been singing at concerts
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lately j and I said to my friend Mrs. Doldrum, ' How
pleased poor dear old Mr. Lalli would have been if he had
known ! ' "
" He was quite an old man, I suppose ? " said Mrs.
Vane. ** There was no talk of marriage between them —
of an attachment of any kind ? '"
Mrs. Wadsley drew herself up in rather an offended
manner.
" Certainly not, madam — save as father and daughter
might be attached one to another. Mr. Lalli was old
enoagh to be the girl's grandfather ; and Cynthia — oh, she
was quite a child ! I hope you do not think that I should
have chaperoned her if any such matter had seemed likely
to occur; but there was nothing of the kind. Mr. Lalli
was quite too serious-minded for anything of that sort — a
deeply religious man, although an Italian, Mrs. Vane."
** Indeed, I am glad to hear it," said Flossy solemnly.
" Miss West had no engagement — no love-affair, in short —
going on when she was with you ? "
** Certainly not, Mrs. Vane."
" Dii you ever hear her say where she had lived — where
she had been educated — before she came to London ? '
" I did hear something of a school that she had been
at," said Mrs. Wadsley, after a little reflection ; " but where
it was I could not exactly tell you. They were Sisters, I
believe, who taught her — Roman Catholics, very probably.
* St. Elizabeth's ' — that was the name of the school ; but
where it is to be found I am sure I cannot say."
**At St. Elizabeth's, East Winstead?" said Mis. Vane
quickly. She had heard the name from the Rumbolds.
" I am sure I cannot say, Mrs. Vane."
" Miss West was not a Roman Catholic, was she ? "
" Not to my knowledge," said Mrs. Wadsley with great
stiffness.
Flossy's questions had not impressed her favorably ; but
the words next uttered by her visitor did avay to some
extent with the bad impression.
" Thank you so much, Mrs. Wadsley, for your kind in-
formation ! The fact is that a relative of mine his fallen
in love with Miss West, and I was asked to find out who
she was and all about her. Everything I have heard is so
entirely charming and satisfactory, that I shall be able to
set everything right, and assure my friends that we shall be
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honored by an alliance with Miss West. I hope we shall
see you at the wedding, Mrs. Wadsley, when it takes
place."
" When it takes place," Flossy repeated to herself, when
she stood once more in the noisy London street ; " but I do
not think it will ever take place. I wonder how far it is
to East Winstead, and whether it is worth while going
there or not ? ''
CHAPTER XXXVI.
It was not much after five, and the days were very long.
Mrs. Vane found that she could reach East Winstead by
seven, and, allowing for one hour at St. Elizabeth's, could
be back in London by half-past nine. She, who was said
to be an invalid, who never walked half a mile alone or
exerted herself in any avoidable way, now showed herself
as unwearied, as vigorous, as energetic as any able-bodied
detective in the pursuit of his duty. She went first to the
station where she had left Parker, and gave the maid her
instructions. Parker was to go to the Grosvenor Hotel
and engage rooms for the night for herself and her mistress,
and to see that every requisite for comfort was provided for
Mrs. Vane when she arrived. At half-past seven precisely
she was to despatch a telegram which Flossy herself had
written for the General's benefit, announcing her intention
to stay the night in town. It was not to be sent earlier,
as in that case the General would be rushing off to London
to take care of his wife, and Flossy did not want him in
the least. If he got the telegram between eight and nine,
he would scarcely start that night, although she knew that
she might fully expect to see him in the morning. He
was a most affectionate husband, and never believed that
his wife was capable of doing anything for herself.
Parker was much amazed by Mrs. Vane's proceedings,
and did not believe that the dentist was responsible for
them, or Mr. Hubert Lepel either, although Flossy
was careful to put the blame of her detention upon these
innocent persons. She was not allowed to know what her
mistress was going to do, but was sent away from the
station to the hotel at once in a hansom-cab. Then Flossy
calmly provided herself with sandwiches and a flask of
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sherry, took a return-ticket for East Winstead and found her-
self moving out of the station in a fr'st train at exactly five
minutes to six. It was quick work ; bu<- she had accom-
plished the task that she had set herself to do. Flossy had
a genius for intrigue.
She reached East Winstead at seven, and found a cab
at the station. The drive to St. Elizabeth's occupied
twenty minutes — longer than she had anticipated. She
would have to do her work — make all her inquiries — in
exactly one quarter of an hour if she meant to catch the
next train to London. Well, a quarter of an hour ought
to tell her all that she wished to know.
She took little notice of the beauty of garden and archi-
tecture at St. Elizabeth's ; these were not what she had
gone to see. She asked at the door if she could see the
Sister in charge of the girl's school.
" Which — the orphanage or the ladies' school ? "
" The orphanage," was Flossy's prompt reply , and
accordingly she was shown into the presence of Sister
Louisa.
" I am afraid that I must appear very brusque and
abrupt," said Mrs. Vane, with the soft graciousness of
manner which proved so powerful a weapon in her
armory ; " but I shall have to come to the point at once,
as I have only a feV minutes to spare. Can you tell
me whether you ever had a child in your orphanage Called
Cynthia West ? "
Sister Louisa considered, and then shook her head.
" * Cynthia ' is an uncommon " name," she said. " I
sure that we never had — at least, within the last
years."
** It would not be so long ago," said Mrs. Vane,
have reason, however, to think that 'Cynthia West' is not
her real name. Would the name of ' Westwood ' -' Cynthia
Janet Westwood ' — recall any child to your memory ? "
Sister Louisa started, and a flush covered her mild thin
face.
" Is it possible," she said, " that you mean our lost child
Jane Wood?"
" She may have been known under that name," said
Florence. " You had a girl here called ' Jane Wood/
then ? Why do you think that she has any connection
with Cynthia West?"
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"You mentioned the name of ' Westwood,' " said Sister
Louisa eagerly. " Jane Wood's name was really * West-
wood ' ; but, as she was the daughter of a notorious
criminal, Mrs. Rumbold of Beechfield, who placed her
with us, asked that she should be called ' Wood.' She
was the child of Westwood, who committed a • dreadful
murder at Beechfield, in Hampshire — a gentleman called
Vane " Here Sister Louisa glanced at the visitor's
card. " You know perhaps," she went on in some con-
fusion ; but Flossy interrupted her.
" Mr. Vane, the murdered man, was my brother- in-law.
I am the wife of General Vane of Beechfield. I had some
notion that this girl Cynthia West was identical with
Westwood's daughter, but I could not be sure of the fact.
How long was she with you, may I ask? "
Then she heard the whole story. She heard how the
child had come to St. Elizabeth's, and been gradually
tamed and civilised ; of her wonderful voice and talent for
music ; of the generosity of certain persons unknown, sup-
posed to be the Vanes ; of the outburst of passion when
" Janey " heard the lay-sister's accusation of her father,
and her subsequent disappearance ; then — not greatly to
Flossy's surprise — of Mr. Lepel's visit, and his search for
the girl, which — so far as the Sister knew — seemed to have
ended in failure.
" But you have fouiid her after all ! " cried the good
Sister, when Flossy acknowledged that she was the sister
of Hubert Lepel, and presumably interested in his
charitable enterprises. " I am so glad ! And she is
growing quite famous? Dear me, I wonder that Mr.
Lepel did not let us know ! "
" Possibly he thought that you would be more grieved
than deHghted by the discovery of her present position,"
said Flossy, not sorry to aim an arrow at the unknown
Cynthia behind her back, and perhaps deprive her of some
very useful and affectionate friends. " Miss West, as she
calls herself, does not bear a good character." She felt
a malicious pleasure in bringing the color into the Sisters
delicate cheeks, the moisture into those kindly, mild gray
eyes. " She went upon the stage almost at once, and
lived — well, I need not tell you how she Hved perhaps;
you can imagine it no doubt for yourself. I am afraid she
was a thoroughly bad girl from the first."
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Oh, no, no — I hope not 1 " exclaimed Sister Louisa,
the tears flowing freely over her pale face. " Our poor
Janie ! She was a dear child, generous and kind-hearted,
although impetuous and wilful now and then. If you see
her, Mrs. Vane, tell her that our arms are always open to
her — that, if she will come back to us, we will give her
pardon and care, and help her to lead a good and honest
life."
'' I am afraid she will never return to you — she would
probably be ashamed," said Mrs. Vane, rather venomously,
as she took her leave. " I am so sorry to hurry away,
Sister, but I am afraid that I must catch my train. You
are quite sure then that Jane or Janie Wood, who had such
a beautiful voice, and ran away from you in July, 187-,
was really the daughter of the convict Westwood, and that
Mr. Lepel and Mrs. Rumbold placed her with you and
sought for her afterwards ? "
" Quite sure," said Sister Louisa.
There was a vague trouble at her heart — an uneasiness
for which she could not account. Soni'ithing in Mrs.
Vane's manner — something in her tone, her smile, her eyes
— was distasteful to the unerring instincts of the pure God-
fearing woman, as it had been to the trained observation
of Maurice Evandale. Flossy might do her best to be
charming — she might disarm criticism by the sweetness of
her manner ; but, in spite of her efforts, candid and unsullied
natures were apt to discern in her a want of frankness —
a little taint of something which they hardly liked to name.
Sister Louisa grieved sorely over what she had heard of
Cynthia ; but she was also disturbed by an unconquerable
distrust of this fair fashionable woman of the world.
'' I think there is scarcely any link wanting in the chain,"
said Mrs. Vane to herself, when, having just caught her
train, she was being whirled back to the metropolis.
" Jane Wood was Cynthia Janet Westwood. She had a
fine voice, and was about sixteen years old when she left
St. Elizabeth's, July, 187-. In July, 187-, the same year,
Lalli appeared at Mrs. Wadsley's with a girl of sixteen,
who also had a fine voice, who had been at St. Elizabeth's,
and who called herself Cynthia West. Mr. Lepel had put
Jane Wood at school ; Mr. Lepel turns up later on as the
lover — protector — what not? — of Cynthia West. There
is not the slightest reasonable doubt that Jane Wood and
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Cynthia West are one and the same person. That prosy-
old Sister would prove it in a moment if we brought them
face to face. And Jane Wood was Westwood's daughter.
Cynthia West is Westwood's daughter. Very easily traced 1
What will the world say when it knows that the rising
young soprano singer is the daughter of a murderer? It
won't much care, I suppose. But Hubert will care lest
the fact be known. He has been too careful in hiding it
for that not to be the case. Let me see — Cynthia West —
presumably Westwood's daughter — meets a mysterious
stranger in Kensington Gardens and addresses him as her
father. The mysterious stranger comes from America,
and has white hair and a white beard — quite unlike Mr.
Andrew Westwood, be it remarked. Westwood escaped
from Portland some years ago, and is rumored to have
settled in the backwoods of America. I think there is
very good reason for supposing that the mysterious stranger
is Westwood himself, returned to England in order to
secure his daughter's aid and companionship. And, if so,
what a fool the man must be, when once he had got safely
away, to run his head into a nest of ene: lies ! He must
be mad indeed ! And, if mad," sa" i Mrs. Vane, with a
curiously cold and cruel smile, " the best thing for him will
be incarceration at Portland prison once again."
It was growing dark, and she was beginning to feel a
little tired. She put her feet upon the seat and closed her
eyes. Before long she had i^allen into a placid slumber,
which lasted until she reached the London terminus. Then
she drove straight to the Grosvcnor Hotel, where she found
Parker waiting, and a dainty little supper prepj^red for her.
Flossy did justice to her meal, and then went to bed,
where she slept the sleep of the innocent and the righteous,
until Parker appeared at her bedside the next morning
with a breakfast-tray.
" And there's Miss Meldreth in the sitting-room inquir-
ing for you, ma'am. Is she to come in ? I wonder how
she knew that you were here ? "
" Oh, I saw her accidentally yesterday afternoon," said
Mrs. Vane, "and told her to call ! I want to know what
she is doing in London. Yes — she can come in."
Parker accordingly summoned Miss Mtldreth, and then,
in obedience to a sign from her mistress, retired rather
sulkily. She was not very fond of Mrs. Vane ; but she
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resented any attempt on the part of a former servant to
come between her and her mistress' confidences ; and she
had an impression that there was something between Mrs.
Vane and Sabina which she did not know.
" Well, Sabina, how did the experiment succeed ? " said
Mrs. Vane easily. In spite of her look of fatigue and her
languid attitude amongst the pillows, she spoke as if she
had not a care in the world.
" It succeeded all right," answered Sabina, a little shortly.
*' What did you find out ? " •
" They're not real — his hair and beard, I mean. It's a
ig. He's got grayish dark-brown hair, and very little of
ic mderneath, and whiskers. He ain't nearly so old as we
thought."
" Tell me how you managed it," said Mrs. Vane — " from
beginning to end."
" Well, ma'am, he came in about five, as usual, to his
tea ; and I says to aunt Eliza, ' I'll carry in the tray ' ; and
I says, 'what a lot of milk you've given him ! I'll pour a
little back.' And says she, ' you'd better not, for he likes
his tea half milk, and he'll only ring for more.' ' Well,
then, ' I says, * it'll give me a chance of going in a second
time — and, you know, I like that.' So I emptied part of
the milk away, and then I put half of the stuff that you
gave me into his jug, and I took it into Mr. Dare's sitting-
room. He looked at me very sharp when I went in,
almost as if he suspected me of something ; but he didn't
say nothing, and neither did I. I set down his tray before
him, and he oours out the tea. Almost before I was out
of the door, ' Miss Meldreth,' he says, * a little more milk,
if you please.' * Oh, didn't I bring you enough, sir?' I
says. * If you'll pour that into your cup then, I'll send
out for some more, and it'll be here by the time you've
done your first cup. The cat knocked a basin of milk
over this afternoon,' says I, ' and so ther^ isn't as much as
usual in the house.' "
" All that was pure invention, I suppose ? " interrogated
Mrs. Vane cynically.
" One had to say something, ma'am. He looked a litlle
put out, and hesitated for a minute or two ; then he took
and emptied the milk-jug straight into his cup, and began
to drink his tea ; and I went out and filled the jug again.
I waited for a few minutes before I came back, and I found
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him leaning back in his chair, with a sleepy look coming
over him directly. ' Miss Meldreth,' he said, ' I'm sorry
to have troubled you, for I really don't think I want any
more tea' — and then he yawned fit to take his h- d off—
'and I'm going to lie down on the sofa to get a 1? i;le rest,
for I am so uncommonly drowsy. ' "
" That seems a little sudden," said Mrs. Vane thought-
fully. '' Are you sure that he did not suspect anything? "
"No, ma'am — I don't think so. Well, he laid down,
and I went in and out taking away the things ; and, if
you'll believe me, in ten minutes he was fast asleep and
snoring like — like a grampus ! "
"Well, Sabina?"
" I let him stay so for nea 'y half an hour, so as to be
sure that he was thoroughl) of na'am, and then I went
up to him and touched his ^ lir. ''t was very nicely fitted
on ; but it was a wig for al- \X\ t, and one could easily see
the dark hair underneath. "'le beard was more difficult
to move — there was som"' sticky stuff" to fasten it on as
well as an elastic band b-. r j the ears ; but it was plainly
a false one too. He's a dark-looking man, almost like a
gipsy, I should say, with hair that's nearly black — some-
thing like his eyebrows. Do you think he's the man you
want, ma'am ? " -
" I'm sure of it, Sabina. Do you want to earn three
hundred pounds besides vour twenty?"
"What, ma'am!"
"Three hundred pounds, I remember, was offered for
the arrest of Andrew Westwood, escaped prisoner from
Portland prison, five years ago. This man is Andrew
Westwood, Sabina, who murdered Sydney Vane. You
shall have the money to keep as soon as it is paid."
Sabina drew back aghast.
" A murderer," she said — " and him such a nice quiet-
looking old gentleman ! Why, aunt Eliza was always plan-
ning a match between him and me ! It's awful ! "
Flossy laughed grimly.
" People don't carry their crimes in their face, Sabina,"
she said. " Now you can go away and wait in the sitting-
room until Parker has dressed me. Then you will come
with me to Scotland Yard — I believe that is the place to
go to. I want that man arrested before nightfall. Her^
arc your ten poundSf"
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" Oh," said Sabina— " I wish I'd known ! "
** Do you mean that you would not have helped mc? "
" I'm not sure, ma'am ; I don't like the idea of shutting
the poor man up for ever and ever in a gaol."
" Perhaps you don't mind the idea of murder ? " said
Mrs. Vane sarcastically. " Don't be a fool, Sabina ! Think
of the three hundred pounds too 1 You shall have it all, I
promise you ; and I will content myself with the satisfac
tion of seeing him once more where he deserves to be.
Now call Parker."
Sabina went back to the sitting-room, not daring to dis-
obey. Her reluctance, moreover, soon vanished as the
thought of those three hundred pounds took possession of
her. She was absorbed in golden dreams when Mrs.
Vane rejoined her, and was quite prepared to do or say
V'hatever she was told.
CHAPTER XXXVII.
Mrs. Vane left Parker at the hotel with a message for the
General, should he appear, that she was going to her
dentist's and thence to her brother's lodgings. But she
and Sabina Meldreth went straight to Scotlajid Yard and
had an interview with one of the police authorities.
Mrs. Vane's statement was clear and concise. She was
complimented on the cleverness that she had displayed ;
and Sabina was shown a photograph of Andrew Westwocd
taken while he was at Portland. She could not be quite
so certain that it was Mr. Dare as Flossy would have
desired her to be ; but the evidence was on the whole so
far conclusive, that it was determined to arrest Mrs. Gunn's
lodger on suspicion. If he could give a satisfactory
account of himself, and if he could not be identified, he
would of course have to be set free again ; but it seemed
. possible, if not probable, that Reuben Dare was the very
man for whom the police had searched so vainly and so
long. A cab was summoned, and an inspector of police
as well as a detective in plain clothes and a constable
politely followed Sabina into it. Mrs. Vane thought it
more becoming to her position not to assist at the arrest, r
She therefore remained behind, unable to resist the temp-
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She waited for neai ly two hours. Then the cab came
back again, ind out of it emerged two police-officers and
Sabina ; but no detective, and no Reuben Dare. Flossy's
heart beat quickly with a mixture of rage and fear. Had
she taken all this trouble for nothing, and had Reuben
Dare given a satisfactory account of himself after all ?
" The bird has flown, ma'am," said the inspector, enter-
ing the office where she sat, with a rather crestfallen air.
** He must have got some notion of what was in the wind ;
for he went out this morning soon after Miss Meldreth
left the house, and evidently does not intend to come back
again. He has left his portmanteau ; but he has emptied
it of everything that he could carry away, and left two
sovereigns on the table in payment of his rent and other
expenses for the week."
" He has gone to his daughter ! " cried Flossy, starting
up. "Why have you not been to her? I gave you her
address."
" No use, ma'am," said the inspector, shaking his head.
•'We've been round there already, and left Mullins to
watch the house. But I expect we are too late. We
ought to have known last night. Amateurs in the detec-
tive line are sometimes very clever; but they are not
always sharp enough for our work. The young woman
has also disappeared."
Mrs. Vane's unusual absence from her home had not
been without its results. Little Dick held high carnival
all by himself in the drawing-room and the conservatory ;
and Enid, feeling herself equally freed from the restraint
usually put upon her, wandered out into the garden, and
found a cool and shady spot where she could establish
herself at ease in a comfortable basket-chair. She did not
feel disposed for exertion ; all that she wished to do was
to lie still and to keep silence. The old unpleasant feel-
ing of illness had been growing upon her more and more
during the last few days. She was seldom free from
nausea, and suffered a great deal from faintness and palpi-
tation of the heart. As she lay back in her cushioned
chair, her face looked very small and white, the blue-
veined eyelids singularly heavy. She was sorry to hear
the footsteps of a passer-by resounding on a pathway not
far from the spot which she had chosen ; but she hoped
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that the gardener or caller, or whoever it might chance to
be, would go by without noticing her white dress between
the branches of the tree. But she was doomed to be dis-
appointed. The footsteps slackened, then turned aside.
She was conscious that some one's hand parted the
branches — that some one's eyes were regarding her; but
she was too Lmguid to look up. Let the stranger think
that she was asleep ; then surely he would go upon his
way and leave her in peace.
'* Miss Vane," said a deep manly voice that she did not
expect to hear, " I beg your pardon — do I disturb you ? "
Enid opened her heavy eyes.
" Oh, Mr. Kvandale — not at all, thank you ! "
" I was afraid that you were asleep," said the Rector,
instantly coming to her side ; *'and in that case I should
have taken the still greater liberty of awaking you, for
there is a sharp east wind in spite of the hot sunshine, and
to sleep in the shade, as I feared that you '.vera doing,
would be dangerous."
" Thank you," said Enid gently.
She sat erect for a minute or two, then gradually sank
back amongst her cushions, as if not equal to the task of
maintaining herself upright. The Rector stood beside her,
a look of trouble in his kind frank eyes.
" Shall I give you my arm back to the house ? " he said,
after a pause.
" Oh, no, thank you — I am not ill, Mr. Evandale ! "
" But you are not well — at least, not very strong? "
" Well — no. No — I suppose that I am not very strong.'*
She turned away her head ; but, notwithstanding the
movement, he saw that a great tear was gathering under-
neath the veined eyelid, ready to drop as soon as ever it
had a chance.
"Miss Vane," said the rector suddenly, "are you in
any trouble ? Excuse me for asking ; but your face tells
its own story. You were happier a year ago than you are
now."
" Oh, yes," the girl sighed— "much happier I " and then
the great tear fell.
"Can I do nothing to help you? My mission is to
those who are in any trouble ; and, apart from that, I
thought once that you looked upon me as a friend." There
was a touch of human emotion in the last words which
; said,
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seemed to bring him closer to Enid than the earlier sentence
could have done. " But I know you have no need of
me," the Rector added sorrowfully ; " you have so many
friends/'
" I have not a friend in the world 1 " the girl broke out ;
and then she half hid her faco with her transparently thin
fingers, and tried to conceal tne fac*^ that she was weeping.
•'Not a friend. Miss Vane?" Mr. Evandale's tone
betrayed complete bewilderment.
"Whom would you call my friend?" said Enid, almost
passionately. "Not a man like my poor uncle, duped,
blinded, deceived by any one who chooses to cajole him?
Not a woman like his wife, who hates me, and wants rne
out of ..le way lest I should claim a share of the estate?
Oh, I know what I am saying — I know too well ! I can
trust neither of them — for he is weak and under her con-
trol, and she has never been a friend to me or mine. I do
not know what to do or where to go for counsel."
" I heard a rumor that you were engaged to marry Mr.
Hubert Lepel," said the Rector gravely. " If that be true,
he surely should be counted amongst your friends."
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A man," said Enid, with bitterness of which he would
not have thought her capable, "who cares for me less
than the lat:t new play or the latest debut a?ite at Her
Majesty's ! Should I call him a friend ? "
" It is not true then that you are engaged to him ? "
" I thought that I was," said Enid, still very bitterly.
" He asked me to marry him ; I thought that he loved me,
and I — I consented. But my uncle has now withdrawn
the half consent he gave. I am to be asked again,
they tell me, when I am twenty. I am their chattel — a
piece of goods to be given away and taken back. And
then you ask me if I am happy, or if ^.. call the man who
treats me so lightly a friend ! "
" I see — I see. But matters may yet turn out better
than you think. Mr. Lepel is probably only kept back by
the General's uncertainty of action. I can quite conceive
that it would put a man into a very awkward position."
" I do not think that Hubert cares much," taid Enid,
with a little sarcasm in her tone.
" He must care !" said Evandak impetuously.
" Why?" the girl asked, suddenly turning her innocent
eyes upon him in some surprise, " Why should he care ? "
The Rector's face glowed.
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"Because he — he must care." The answer was ridicu-
lously inadequate, he knew, but he had nothing else to say.
" How can he help caring when he sees that you care ? —
unless he has no more feeling than a log or a block of
stone." He smote his hand angrily against the trunk of a
tree beside him as he spoke.
Still Enid looked at him with the same expression of
amazement. But little by little his emotion seemed to
affect her too — the blush to pass from his face to her pale
cheeks.
" But — but," she stammered, at length, " you are wrong
. — in that way — in the way you think. I do not care."
" You do not care ? For him do you not care ? "
*'As a cousin," said Enid faintly — "yes."
" Not as a lover ? " The Rector spoke so low she could
hardly hear a word.
"No."
'' Not as a husband? "
''No."
" Then why did you consent to marry him ? "
One question had foP'^wed another so naturally that the
strangeness of each had not been felt. But Enid's cheeks
were crimson now.
" Oh, I don't know — don't ask me ! I felt miserable,
and I thought that he would be a help to me — and he isn't.
I can't talk to him I can't trust him — I can't ask him what
to do ! And we are both bound, and yet we are not bound ;
and it is as wretched for him as it is for \Tie — and I don't
know what to do."
" Could you trust me better than you have trusted him ? "
said the Rector hoarsely.
He knew that he was not acting quite in accordance
with what men usually termed the laws of honor ; but it
seemed to him that the time had come for contempt of a
merely conventional law. Was Perseus, arriving ere the
sacrifice of Andromed" was completed, to hesitate in res-
cuing her because the sea-monster had prior righcs, for-
sooth ? Was he — Maurice Evandale — to stand aside while
this gentle delicate .reature — the only woman that he had
ever loved — was badgered into an early grave by cold-
hearted kinsmen who wanted to sacrifice her to some ftimily
whim? He would do what he could to save her ! There
was something imperious in his heart which would not let
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"Trust you? Oh, yes— I could trust you with any-
thing ! " said Eiiid, half unconscious of the full meaning of
her words.
"Do you understand me?" said Mr. Evandale. He
dropped upon one knee beside her chair, so as to bring
his face to a level with hers, and gently took both her
hands between his own as he spoke. " I want you to
trust me with your life — with yourself! Make no mistake
this time, Enid. Could you not only trust me, but care
for me ? For, if you can, I will do my best to make you
happy."
" Oh, I don't know ! " said Enid. She looked at him
as if frightened, then withdrew her hands from his clasp
and put them before her face. "It is so sudden — I never
thought "
" You never thought that I loved you ? No ; I have
kept silence because I thought that you loved another.
But, if that is not true, and if you are only trying to uphold
a family arrangement which is j^ainful perhaps to both of
you, why, then, there is nothing to keep me silent ! I step
in and offer you a way out of the difficulty. If you can love
me, I am ready to give you my whole life, Enid. I have
never in my life loved a woman as I love you. And I
think that you could care for me a little ; I seem to read it
in your eyes — your poor tired eyes ! Rest on me, my
darling — trust to me — and we will fight through your
difficulties together."
He had drawn her gently towards him as he spoke.
She did not resist ; her head rested on his shoulder, her
slender fingers stole again into his hand ; she drew a sigh
of perfect well-being and content. This man, at any rate,
she could trust with all her heart.
" Do you love me a little, Enid? "
" I think so."
" You are not yet sure ? "
"I am not sure of anything; I
about — so perplexed — so troubled,
at rest with you — is that enough?"
" For the present. We will wait ; and, if you feel more
for me, or if you feel less — whatever happens — you must
let me know, and I will be content."
" You are very good ! But, oh " — with a sudden shrink-
ing movement — '' I — I shall have broken my word 1 "
have been so tossed
I feel as if I could be
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" Yes ; I am soriy that you have to do it. But better
break your word than marry a man you do not love."
" And who does not love me," said Enid, in an exceed-
ingly low tone.
"Are you really sure of that, Enid?"
" Indeed — indeed I think so ! He is so cold and indiffer-
ent, and we never agree when we talk together — he seems
impatient of my ideas. Our tastes are quite different ; I
am sure "that I should not be happy with him, nor he with
me.
"You will be brave then, my love, and tell him so?"
" Yes." But again she shrank from him. " Oh, what
shall I do if she — if Flossy tells me that I must? "
Mr. Evandale frowned.
" Are you so much afraid of Mrs. Vane? "
" Yes," she said timorously — " I am. She — she frightens
me ! Oh, don't be angry ! I know I am very weak ; but
indeed I cannot help it ! " — and she burst into despairing
tears.
" My darling, my poor little Enid, I am not angry at all !
We will brave her together, you and I. You shall not be
afraid of her any longer ; you will know that I am always
near you to protect you — to strengthen you. And you
will trust to me ? "
She tried to answer " Yes ; " but her strength suddenly
seemed to die aAvay from her. She slipped from his arm and
lay back upon the cushions ; a bluish tinge overspread her
lips ; her face turned deathly white ; she seemed upon the
verge of a swoon.
Evandale, alarmed as he was, did not lose his presence
of mind. P'ortunately he had in his pocket a flask of
brandy which he had been abrmt to carry to a sick parish-
ioner. In a moment he had it uncorked and was com-
pelling her to swallow a mouthful or two ; then he fanned
her with the great black fan which had lain upon her lap ;
and finally he remembered that he had seen a great water-
ing-can full of water standing in the garden path not far
away, and found that it had not been removed. The cold
water with which he moistened her lips and brow brought
her to herself ; in a few minutes she was able to look up at
him and smile, and presently declared herself quite well.
But Evandale was very grave.
" Are you often faint, Enid? " he asked.
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— with a little tinge of color
just a common kind of faint-
'' Rather often ; but this
in her pale cheeks — " this is
ness — it is not like the other. "
" I know ; but I do not like you to turn faint in this way.
May I ask you a few questions. about yourself?"
" Oh, yes — I know that you are quite a doctor ! " said
Enid, smiling at him with perfect confidence.
So the Rector put his questions — and very strange
questions some of them were, thought Enid, though he
was wonderfully correct in guessing what she felt. Yes,
she was nearly always faint and sick ; she had a strange
burning sensation sometimes in her chest ; she had violent
palpitations, and odd feelings of a terrible fright and depres-
sion. But the doctor had assured her that she had not
the faintest trace of organic disease of the heart; and that
these functional disturbances would speedily pass away.
Mr. Ingledew had sounded her and told her that she need
not be alarmed — and of course he was a very clever man.
*' Enid," said the Rector at last, after a long pause, and
rather as if he was trying to make a sort of joke which, after
all, was not amusing, " I am going to ask you what you
will think a very fooHsh question. Have you an enemy in
the house — here, at Beechfield Hall ? "
Enid's eyes dilated with a look of terror.
'^ Why — why do you ask ? "
" It is a ridiculous question, is it not? But I thought
that perhaps somebody had been playing on your nerves,
and wanting to frighten you about yourself. Is there any-
body who might possibly do so? "
Her lips parted twice before any articulate word issued
from them. At last he caught the answer —
" Only Flossy."
He was silent for a moment.
" Do you take any medicine ? " he asked, at length.
*' Yes ; Mr. Ingledew sent me some."
"What is it like?"
" I don't know ; it is not disagreeable. Flossy looked
at it, and said that it was a calming mixture "
" I should like to see the prescription ; perhaps it does
not quite suit you. And who gives it to you ? "
" I take it myself ; it is kept in my led -room."
" And what else do you drink and eat ? " said the Rector,
smiling. " You see, I am quite a learned physician. I
want to know ^i' about your habits."
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"Oh, I eat and drink just what other people do."
" Are you thirsty at night ? "
" Yes — very. How did you guess that ? I have orange
ater or lemonade put beside me every night, so that I
may drink it if I wake up."
And then Evandale, who was watching her intently, saw
that her face changed as if an unpleasant thought had
suddenly recurred to her.
"What is it, dear? "
"It was only a dream I have had several times— it
troubles me whenever I think of it ; but I know that it is
only a dream."
" Won't you tell me what it was ? I should like to hear !
Lay your head back on my shoulder again and tell me
about it."
Enid sigher' again, but it was with bliss.
" Perhaps 1 shall not dream it if I tell it all to you," she
murmured. "It seems to me sometimes as if — in th6
middle of the night — I wake up and see some one in the
room — a white figure standing l^y my bed ; and she is
always pouring something into my glass ; or sometimes she
offers it to me and makes n«e drink ; and she looks at me
as if she hated me ; and I — I a.n afraid."
" But who is it, my darling ? '
"' I suppose it is nobody, because nobody else sees it
but me. I made Parker Lkep witly ni° two or three times ;
but she said that she saw nothing, and that she was certain
that nobody h'd come into the room. I suppose it was a
. — a ghost ! '
' Nonsen ■ , Jearest ! "
" Then it was an optical illusion, and I am going out of
my mind," said Enid despairingly.
" Was the figure like that of anyone you know ? "
"Yes — Flossy."
" Mrs. Vane ? And you think that she does not like
you?"
" I know that she hates me."
"My darling, it is simply a nightmare — nothing more."
But he felt her trembling in his arms.
"It is more than a nightmare, I am sure. You know
that people used to say that I might go out of my mind if
th Jse terrible seizures attacked me ? I have not had so
many of them lately j but I feel weaker than ever I did — •
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I feel as if I were going to die. Perhaps it would be
better if I were to die, and then I should not be a trouble
and a care to anybody. And it would be better to die
than to go mad, would it not ? "
•' Enid," said the Rector very gravely, " I believe that
your malady is entirely one of the nerves, and that it can
be controlled. You must try to believe, my darling, that
you could conquer it if you tried. When you feel the
approach of one of these seizures, as you call them, resolve
that you will not give way. By a determined effort I
think that it is possible for you to ward them off. Will
you try, for my sake ? "
' I will try," said Enid wearily ; '' but T am afraid that
trying will be useless."
" And another thing — I do not believe that Mr. Irigle-
dew is giving you the right Isind of medicine. I want you
quietly to stop taking it for a week, and to stop drinking
lemonade or orange-water at night. In a week's time let
us see how you feel. If you are no better, I will talk to
Ingledew myself. Will you promise me that ? Say, * Yes,
Maurice.* "
" Yes, Maurice — I promise you."
" And one more thing, my own dearest. When that
nightmare attacks you again, try to conquer your fe;..r of
it. Do not lie still ; rise up and see what it rerUy is. You
may find that your dreamy state has misled yon, anr^ chat
what you took for u threatening figure is merci^ that of a
servant, who has had orders to come and sc-e v.'hether you
were sleeping or not. Nightmares often reso?Ye them-
selves into very harmless thir ^s. And of (he super-
natural I do not think that yo leed be alarmed , C:od is
always near you — He will not affer you to be frightened
by phantoms of the night. Remember when you wake
that I shall be thinking of y .»u — praying for you. I am
often up very late, and I do not sleep heavily. I shall
probably be awake thinking of you, or I may be praying
for you, darling, in my very dreams. Will you think of
that ^nd try to be brave ? "
" I feel braver now," said the girl simply. " Yes,
Maurice, I will do all vou ask. I do not think that I shall
feel afraid again."
He left her soon afterwards, ,nd returned on the follow-
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suffered less from nausea and faintness than usual Mrs,
Vane was away for a second night, and he had time to see
Enid again before her return. She had not touched her
medicine-bottles, and there was again a slight but marked
improvement in her condition. Mr. Evandale induced
her to fetch one of the bottles of Mr. Ingledew's mixture,
which he put into his pocket and conveyed it to his own
home. Here he smelt, tasted, and to some extent analys-
ed it. The result was such as to plunge him for a short
time into deep and troubled thought.
" I expected it," he said at last, with an impatient sigh.
" The symptoms were those of digitalis-poisoning. There
is not enough in this concoction to do her much harm
however. It is given to her in some other form — in that
lemonade at night perhaps. Well, I shall soon see whether
my suspicions are correct when Mrs. Vane comes home."
CHAPTER XXXVIII.
Cynthia, unconscious of the plots of which she was at
present the nmocent centre, was meanwhile contending
with a sensation of profond discouragement, mental and
physical. She had a severe headache, and was deeply
depressed in spirits. She had lain awake almost entirely
for two nights trying to reconcile her ideal of Hubert with
the few words that had escaped him — words which surely
pointed to a darker knowledge, a deadlier guilt than any
which her love could of itself have attributed to him. Had
he known then all the time that her father was not a
murderer? Was her father's theory correct? Had he
been screening his sister at the poor working-man's
expense ? Cynthia's blood ran cold at the thought, for, in
that case, what side was she to take? She could not
abandon her father — she might abandon Hubert ; but,
strange mystery of a woman's heart, she rould not love
hiin less. What she could do she knew not. For Enid's
sake indeed she had set him free ; but in the hour of her
anguish she questioned her right to do so ; for surely, if he
knew more of the manner of Sydney Vane's death than the
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and p:nid tnan between him and Cynthia herself. Enid
would give him up— Cynthia felt sure of that ; and, if she
gave him up too, he would be indeed alone. The world
might say that he deserved his loneliness ; but she could
not take the world's view. To her the man that she loved
was sacred ; his faults were to be screened, his crimes for-
given. Whatever he did, she could never cease to love
him. So she said to herself; but, after all, her hour of
trial had not come ; she did not know as yet all that
Hubert Lepel had done.
She had seen Hubert leave her with a sensation of the
deepest dismay. She felt that a crisis had come and gone,
and that in some way she had failed to turn it to the best
account. In spite of her expressed resolve to see Hubert
no more, she was disappointed that he did not return to
her. She expected to see him on the following day — to
remark his face at a concert where she was to sing on the
Wednesday evening. He had left her on a Tuesday ; she
was sure that she would get a letter from him on Thursday.
But Thursday was almost over, and she had neither seen
nor heard from him. Had he resolved to give her up ?
Was he ill ? Why had she not heard a word from him
since Tuesday ? She racked her brain to discover a cause
for his silence other than her own wild appeal to him ; for
she did not believe that that alone would suffice to keep
iiim away. But it was all of no avail.
Another source of anxiety for her lay in the fact that
she had also not heard from her father since Tuesday
morning. She did not know whether he had left Mrs.
Gunn's house or not, and did not like to risk the sending
of a letter. That he trusted far too much to his disguise
Cynthia was well aware. His rashness made her sometimes
quiver all over with positive fright when she thought of it.
He was running a terrible risk — and for what cause ? At
first, simply because he wanted to see his daughter \ now
because he fancied that he had found a clue to the
murderer of Sydney Vane — a slight, faint, elusive clue, but
one which seemed to him worth following up. And
Cynthia, who at first had hesitated to leave England, would
now have been glad to start with him at once, if only she
could get him away. She began to fear that he would stay
at any risk.
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breakfast-time ; " you have grown ten years older in the
last week. And it is the height of the season, and you
have dozens of engagements I To-night, now, you sing at
Lady Beauclerc's — do you not? "
" Yes, Madame ; but I shall be all right by that time, I
have a headache this morning."
*' You are too white, child, and your eyes are heavy. It
does not suit your style to be colorless. You had better
get my maid to attend to you before you go out to-night.
She is incomparable at complexions."
" Thank you — I shall not need rouge when I begin to
sing," said Cynthia, laughing rather joylessly ; ** the color
will come of itself."
" I knowjone who always used to bring it," said Madame,
casting a sharp glance at the girl's paleface. " He had it
in his pocket, I suppose, or at the tips of his fingers — and
I never saw it fail with you. Where is the magician gone,
Cynthia 7nia ? Where is Mr. Lepel — ce bel /lomme who
brought the rouge in his pocket? Why, the very mention
of his name does wonders ! The beautiful red color is
back again now ! "
" I do not know where Mr. Lepel is," said Cynthia,
wishing heartily that her cheeks would not betray her.
" You have not quarrelled ? "
" I do not know, Madame."
" Ah, then, you have ! But you are a very silly child,
and ought to know better after all that you have gone
through. Quarrelling with Mr. Lepel means quarrelling
with your bread-and-butter, as you English people term it.
Why not keep on good terms with him until your training,
at any rate, is complete ? "
Cynthia raised her dark eyes, with a new light in them.
" I am to be friendly with him as long as I need his
help ? Is that it, Madame ? I do not quite agree with
you ; and I think the time has come when I must be
independent now."
" Independent ! What can you do ? " said Madame,
throwing up her hands. *' A baby like you — with that
face and that voice ! You want very careful guarding, my
dear, or you will spoil your career. You must not think
of independence for the next ten years."
Cynthia meditated a little. She did not want to tell
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' fadame dclla Scala, who was a confirmed chatterer, that
: le thought of going to America; and yet, knowing that
licr departure would probably be sudden and secret, she
(iid not want to omit the opportunity of saying a few
necessary words.
" If I took any steps of which you did not approve, dear
Madame, I hope that you would forgive me and believe
that I was truly grateful to you for all your kindness to me."
" What does that mean ? " said Madame shrewdly.
"Are you going to be married, cava mia 1 Is an elope-
ment in store for us ? Dio mio^ there will be a fine fuss
about it in the newspapers if you do anything extraor-
dinary ! You are becoming the fashion, my dear, as they
say in England ; and, when you are the fashion, your
success is assured."
" I am not going to do anything extraordinary," said
Cynthia, forcing a smile, **and I do not mean to elope
with anybody, dear Madame ; I only wanted to thank you
for all that you have done for me. And now I must
practise for the evening. Perhaps music will do my
headache good."
But, even if music benefited her head, it did not raise
her spirits. Each time that the postman's knock vibrated
through the house, her heart beat so violently that she was
obliged to pause in her singing until she had ascertained
that no letter had come for her. No letter — no message
from either Hubert or her father — what did this silence
mean ?
The day wore on drearily. She would not go out, much
toMadame's vexation; she practised, she tried to read, she
looked at her dresses — she tried all the usual feminine arts
for passing time, going so far even as to take up some
needlework, which she generally detested ; but, in spite of
call, the day was cruelly long and blank. She dined early
in the afternoon, as she was going to sing that evening ;
and it was about seven o'clock that she resolved tp go and
dress for the party to which she was bound, saying to her-
self that all hope was over for that day— that she was not
likely to hear from Hubert Lepel that night.
Just as she was going up-stairs a knock came to the
door. She lingered on the landing, wondering whether
any visitor had come for her; and it was with a great leap
of the heart that she heard her own name mentioned, and
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saw the maid running up the stairs to overtake her before
she reached her room.
*' It's Jenkins — Mr. Lepel's man, rr-.ss," said Mary
breathlessly; "and he wants to know if he can speak to
you for a moment."
Cynthia was half-way down-stairs before the sentence
was out of the girl's mouth. Jenkins was standing in the
hall. He was an amiable-looking fellow, and, although he
had spoken flippantly enough to Sabina Meldreth of his
master's friendship for Miss West, he had a genuine admir-
ation for her. Cynthia had won his heart by kindly words
and looks ; she had found out that he had a wife and some
young children, and had made them presents, and visited
the new baby in her own inimitably frank, gracious,
friendly way ; and Jenkins was secretly of opinion that his
master could not do better than marry Miss Cynthia
West, although she was but a singer after all. He spoke
to her with an air of great deference.
'* I beg your pardon, ma'am ; but I thought that I'd
better come and tell you about Mr. Lepel."
" Have you a message — a note ? " cried Cynthia
eagerly.
" No, ma'am. Mr. Lepel's not able to write, nor to send
messages. Mr. Lepel's ill in bed, ma'am, and the doctor's
afraid that it is brain-fever."
Cynthia gasped a little,
" I thought he — he must be ill," she said, rather to her-
self than to Jenkins, who however heard, and was struck
with sympathetic emotion immediately.
" I thought you'd think so, ma'am ; and therefore I
made so bold as to look round," he said respectfully.
" He's not been himself, so to speak, for the last few days ;
and when his sister — Mrs. Vane — was up from Beechfield
to see him, he seemed took worse; and Mrs. Vane she
sent me for a doctor."
" Is Mrs. Vane with him now, then ? " Cynthia asked
quickly.'
" No, ma'am. She did not stop long ; but I expect that
she'll be round either to-night or to-morrow morning."
"And is Mr. Lepel to have nobody to nurse him?"
asked Cynthia indignantly.
" There's my wife, ma'am, who is used to nursing ; and,
if my master is worse, a trained nurse can be sent for. I
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thought yon would like to know, ma'am. I've been talk-
ing to the landlady, and slic's quite agreeable for my wife
to come on for a bit and icli) to wait on Mr. Lepel. She's
there now."
" I am very much obliged to you for coming, Jenkins."
" I thought, ma'am," continued Jenkins, " that, if ever
you was passing that way, you might like to look in maybe
to ask after Mr. I.ei)el, you know. If you was good enough
alway.s to ask for my wife, you see, ma'am, she could tell
you how my master was, or any news about him."
Cynthia grasped the situation at once, and felt her face
flush as she listened to the man's awkward kindly words.
Evidently Jenkins knew that she was unacquainted with
Mr. Lepel's family, and was trying to save her from the
unpleasantness of meeting any of them unexpectedly. The
thought gave her a moment's bitter humiliation ; then she
saw the kindliness of the motive and felt a throb of gra-
titude.
" It is very good of you to tell me that, Jenkins," she
said, frankly putting out her hand to him, '' and I am very
much obliged to you. I shall come to-morrow ; it is
impossible for me to come to-night."
Jenkins was not accustomed to have his hand shaken by
those whom he served, and Cyntliia's action embarrassed
him considerably. He was glad when she went on to ask
a question.
" Do you think that Mr. Lepel is very — very ill ? "
There was a pathetic tremor in her voice.
" Well, ma'am, he don't know nothing ; he lies there
and talks to himself— that's all."
" He is unconscious ! Oh ! " cried Cynthia, as if the
words had given her a stab of pain. " Does he talk about
any one — anything ? " she asked wistfully.
" We can't tell much of what he says, ma'am. But I
think he was main anxious to see you. He kep' on
sending messages to you ; and that's partly why I come
round this evening."
Cynthia wrung her hands.
" And I can't go — at least to-night ; and I must — I
must ! "
" Don't you take on, ma'am," said Jenkins, evidently
much moved by her distress, " I wouldn't trouble about
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them, and do my master no good, if you went to-night.
To-morrow moming'll be the time. And now I must be
going ; for I could only get away while my wife Was there^
and she wanted to get back to the children by nine
o'clock."
So Jenkins took his leave, and Cynthia went up to hei
room to dress for her party.
What a mockery it seemed to her to don her pretty frock,
her ornaments, her flowers — to see herself a radiant vision
of youth and lovelinesss in her mirror — while all the time
her heart was bleeding for her lover's suffering, and he lay
tossing upon a bed of sickness, calling vainly upon her
name ! If she could have done as she liked, she would
have relinquished all her engagements and sought his bed-
side at once. But — fortunately perhaps — she was bound,
for many reasons, to sing at Lady Beauclerc's party.
Madanie della Scala and others would be injured in
reputation, if not in pocket, should she fail to appear.
And, although she would .not mind sacrificing her own
interests, she could not sacrifice those of her friends even
for the sake of her love.
She was said never to have looked so brilliant or sung
so magnificently before. There was a new strange touch
of pathos in her eyes and voice — something that stirred
the hearts of those who heard. The new vibration in her
voice was put down to genius by her audience, and not by
any means to emotion.
" That girl will equal Patti if she goes on like this," said
one musical amateur to another that evening.
" But she won't go on like this," his friend replied.
" She'll marry, or break down, or something ; she won't last ;
she won't be tied down to a professional life — that's my
prophecy. She'll bolt ! "
The amateur laughed him to scorn. But he had reason
to alter his tone when some years later his friend reminded
him of his prediction, and coupled it with the information
that Cynthia West's last appearance as a singer had been
at Lady Beauclerc's party. She never sang in public
again.
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that it was absolutely her last appearance. Her mind had
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was just then. She meant to go to America with her
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the States. That she was at all likely to cease work so
suddenly and so soon never once occurred to hei'.
She was glad when the evening was over — glad to get
back to her own quiet room, and to lay certain plans for
the morrow. She would go to Hubert in the morning —
not to stay of course, but to see whether he was well
nursed and tended; and she would take with her the
ornaments that he had presented to her, and which she had
meant to give back. She would get Mrs. Jenkins to put
them away for her in some safe drawer or box ; and, when
he was better, he would find them and understand. She
would accept nothing more from his hands. Yet, with all
her pride and her sense of injured dignity, she wept half
the night at the thought that he was suffering and that she
could do nothing to alleviate his pain.
She set off the next morning, between nine and ten
o'clock, with a little black bag in her hand. It was larger
than- she needed it to be for mere conveyance of the
jewelry which she wanted to restore ; but she meant to
fill it with fruit — black tempting grapes and red-cheeked
hot-house peaches — for the invalid before she reached the
house. She left word with Mary that she did not know
when she would return, and that Madame was not to wait
luncheon or dinner on her account. This message, and
the fact of her carrying away a bag, led some persons to
believe that she was acting a part in a long-premeditated
scheme when she left Madame della Scala's house that
morning. But no scheme was present in any shape or
form to Cynthia's mind.
She did not at once see a hansom, and therefore she
walked for a few yards along the broad pavement of the
Bayswater Road, where at that hour not many passers-by
were to be encountered. And here, to her great surprise,
she met her father — but a father so changed, so utterly
transformed in appearance, that she would not have known
him but for his voice. He wore an overcoat that she had
never seen before, and a tall hat; he had got rid of the
white hair and beard, and had even shaved ofrhis whiskers ;
he remained a lean, brown-faced, resolute-looking man,
more refined, but decidedly more commonplace, than
he had been before. This man would pass, easily in ^
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" Oh, I am so thankful — so glad 1 " cried Cynthia, when
the meaning of the change burst upon her. *♦ Nobody
would recognise you now, father ; your own face is a
greater disguise than any amount of snowy hair. What
made you alter yourself in this way ? "
" Cynthia," said her father, drawing her into a quiet
little side-street, and speaking in low earnest tones, " I
have been a great fool ! I wish I had taken your advice
earlier. That woman Meldreth suspects me. For aught
I know, I am already watched and followed. There is not
a moment to lose. If I mean to escape, I'd better get out
of the country as fast as I can — or find some snug corner
where I can lie close until they have left off looking for me
There is a cab — a four-wheeler. Let us get into that, and
we can talk as we go. I don't see any one who appears
to be dogging me at present. Where were you going ? "
♦* I will go wherever you go, father, " said Cynthia.
CHAPTER XXXIX.
Westwood was silent until he found himself with his
daughter inside the cab.
" Where did you tell him to go ? " he then asked of
her.
" To St. Pancras Station. I thought that we could more
easily evade watchers at a big railway-station than any-
where else."
"They will watch the stations," said the man. "I
may have 'got the start, and I may not. The stations arc
hardly safe."
" Let the man drive on for a few minutes while you tell
me the reason why you think you are watched," said
Cynthia, suspecting panic ; " he cannot be going far out of
the way, and, if we change our minds we can tell him so
presently."
" Well," said Westwood, evidently recovering nerve and
self-possession under the influence of his daughter's calmer
manner and speaking in an easier tone, " it's that woman
Meldreth — she is a spy. Who do you think came to her
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house yesterday bat Mrs. Vane? The very woman who
has most reason to dread me and to wish to get me shut
up in prison, if my idea of her is true ! I think she wanted
to see me with her own eyes. She looked at me as if she
would read me through and through."
" Where did you meet her, father? '
"In the street. I was asked to show her Mrs. Gunn's
house. I,t was pure accident of course, but it gave us an
opportunity of looking at each other."
" Did you go back to the house after that ? "
" Yes, I did, my girl, because I had left my portmanteau
there with papers and money, without which I should soon
be in * Queer Street.' Yes, I went back, and found Mrs.
Vane gone. But the Meldreth woman had a queer look
about her, and I suspected what she was about, though I
don't know that I could have balked her but for my peculiar
constitution. Sleeping-stuff don't have no effect on me, my
dear — it never had. They tried it in the prison when I was
there at first, and couldn't- sleep for thinking of the woods
and the open fields and my own little girl — and it nearly
drove me mad. Sabina Meldreth gave me some sleeping-
stuff in my tea last night."
''What for, father?"
" That's what I wanted to know. When I felt the old
pricks and twitches beginning, I pretended to be very
sleepy, and I lay down on the sofa and went off, as she
thought, into a deep slumber. Presently she came in, and
— what do you think, Cynthy ? — she began to examine my
hair and beard ! Of course she soon saw that it would
come off; and then she laughed a little to herself. ' Twenty
pounds for this job,' she said — ' and more perhaps after-
wards. I wonder what Mrs. Vane's up to now ? I'll be
off to her first thing to-morrow morning It's somebody
she's got a spite against, I'll be bound ! ' And then she
went away and left me alone, having done her work."
So 4hen you came away ? "
Not immediate, my girl. I was off at five o'clock this
morning. I got shaved at a little place in Gray's Inn Road
— after disposing of my wig and beard elsewhere, you
know ; and I bought this rig-out at two different places in
Holborn. Then I breakfasted at a coffee-stall and came
on here. They'll only just have found out that I've gone
by now — if indeed so soon — unless they have found it out
accidental-like."
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what to do without consulting Mrs. Vane first, would she? "
" No. But then we don't know where Mrs. Vane is—
she may have been in the house all the time for aught wc
know."
** I think not," said Cynthia decisively. " She would
have come herself to look at you when Miss Meldfeth was
examining your hair if she had been in the house."
" Well, perhaps she would. You've got a head on your
shoulders, Cynthia — that you have ! Miss Meldreth would
have to get to Mrs. Vane and tell her this morning, as she
said; then Mrs. Vane would let the poHce know. That
gives us till about eleven or twelve o'clock."
" Two hours' start. Is not that sufficient ? "
Westwood shook his head.
" The first thing they will do is to telegraph to all the
ports."
** But you look so different now, father ! And I can
make myself look quite different too."
" You 1 Why, you don't suppose I am going to let you
come with me ? "
" Oh, yes, father dear, I cannot leave you now ! "
** It would be madness, Cynthia. You are well known,
and you would be too easily recognised. Everybody turns
to look at a handsome girl like you."
" If you can disguise yourself, so can I."
" We have not time for that. Besides, why do you want
to leave England so soon and so suddenly ? "
"Oh, I don't— I don't !" said Cynthia, suddenly trem-
bling and clinging to him. " Only I can't bear the idea of
your being without me now when you are in danger."
" I can send for you, my lass, when I am safe. You will
come then ? "
" Yes, father."
" You'll come straight, without waiting for any good byes
or to tell any one where you are going ? "
" Yes, father — unless "
"Well? Unless what?"
" Father, Mr. Lepel is very ill. They say that he has
brain-fever. If he were dying, you would let me wait to
say good-bye to him ? "
She had put her hand through his arm, and was leaning
against his shoulder. Her father looked at her sideways,
with a rough pity mingled with admiration.
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"Were you going to him no\v, Cynthia? "
*• Yes, father."
" I've interrupted you. It's hard on you to have a father
like me although he is an innocent man.*'
" I honor my father and I love him ? " was Cyn*hia's
swift response. " My greatest grief is that he cannot be
near me always."
There was a silence ; the cab had quitted the smoother
roads and entered on a course of rattling stones. It was
difficult to speak so as to be heard ; but Westwood raised
his voice.
" Cynthia ! "
" Yes, father."
" It seems to me tnat you need watching over as much
as ever you did when you was a little baby-girl. I don't
see why you should be abandoned in your need any more
than you're willing to abandon me. If I can be any sort
of help to you, I won't iry to leave London at all. I can
hide away somewhere no doubt as other folks have done.
There are places at the East-end where no one would
notice me. Shall I stay, Cynthia ? "
" Dear father ! No, you will be no help to me — no
comfort — if you are in danger ! "
He put his arm round her and pressed her close to him ;
but he did not speak again until they readied the station.
The streets were noisy, and conversation was well-
nigh impossible. When they got out, Cynthia paid the
cabman and dismissed him. Her father walked forward,
glancing round him suspiciously as he went. It was a
quarter to eleven o'clock. Cynthia joined him in a dark
corner of the great entrance-hall
" I will take your ticket/' she said, '* where will you
go?"
Westwood hesitated for a moment.
*' It's not safe, Cynthia. I will not go at all. I should
only be arrested at the other end ; I am sure of it. I'll
tell you what we will do. You may go and take a ticket
for Liverpool and bring it to me — in full view of that
policemafP there, who is eyeing us so suspiciously. Then
you must say * good-bye ' and walk straight out of the
station. I will mingle with the crowd on the platform ;
but I will not go by train —I'll slip eastward and lose my-
self in Whitechapel. I've made up my mind— I don't
start for Liverpool to-day."
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" Perhaps you are right," said Cynthia, in a faltering
voice. " But how shall I know where you are ? "
" Better for you not to know, my dear. I shall put
them off the scent in this way, and you will have no idea
of what has become of me. Now get my ticket and say
good-bye — as affectionate and as public as you like. It
will all tell in the long run ; that bobby has his eye on
us.
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Cynthia did as she was desired. Her father kissed her
pale, agitated face several times, • and made his adieux
rati'.er unnecessarily conspicuous. Then Cynthia left the
station, and her father made his way to the platform,
where he mingled with the crowd, and finally got away by
another door, and turned his face towards the illimitable
east of London.
Cynthia did not take a cab again. It was a relief to her
to walk, and she was in a neighborhood that she knew very
well. She turned into Euston Square, then down Woburn
Place, and through Tavistock Square to Russell Square.
She could not stay away from Hubert any longer.
She knew the house — it was the place to which she had
come one autumn day when Mr. Lepel wanted to hear her
sing. She had never been there since. The square
looked strangely different to her ; the trees in the garden,
in spite of their green livery, gave no beauty to the scene.
It was as cheerless and as dark as it had been on the
cold autumnal morning when she had gone to learn her
fate from the critic's lips ; and yet the sun was shining
now, and the sky overhead was blue. But Cynthia's
heart was sadder than it had been in the days of her
friendlessness and poverty.
She rang the bell and asked for Mrs. Jenkins, who
appeared almost at once and led the girl into Hubert's
deserted sitting-room.
" Oh, miss, I'm so glad you have come ! " she said.
" For we can't get Mr. Lepel to be quiet at all, and we
were just on the point of sending off for you, because he
calls for you constant, and the doctor, he says, * could you
get the lady that he tnlks about to come and sit beside him
for a little time ? That might calm him,' he says ; * and if
we calm him, we may save his life.' "
" Oh, is he so ill as that ? " cried Cynthia.
" He couldn't be much worse, miss, the doctor says.
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Can you stay, miss, now you're here ? Just for an hour
or two at any rate ! "
^ " I can stay as long as I can be of any use," said the
girl desperately. "Nobody wants me — nobody will ask
for me ; it is better for mc to be here."
The words fell unheeded on Mrs. Jenkins' ears. All
that she cared about was the welfare of her husband's
employer. Both Jenkins and his wife adored Mr. Lcpel,
and the thought that he might die in his illness had been
agony to them — and not on their own account alone.
They genuinely believed in Miss West's power of soothing
and calming him, and Mrs. Jenkins could not do enough
for the girl's comfort.
** You'll take off your things here, miss, will you not ?
And then I'll take you to Mr. Lepel's own room. But
wouldn't you like a glass of wine or a cup of tea or some-
thing before you go in ? You look terrible tired and
harassed like, miss ; and what you are going to see isn't
exactly what will do you good. Poor Mr. Lepel he do
look dreadful — and that's the long and the short o^ ^M "
" I don't want anything, thank you, Mrs. Jenkins,' said
Cynthia, faintly smiling ; " and I should like to go to Mr.
Lepel at once."
" Have you ever seen anything of sick people, miss, or
done any nursing ? "
" Never, Mrs. Jenkins."
" Don't be too frightened then, miss, when you first see
Mr. Lepel. People with fevers often look worse than they
really are."
Cynthia set her lips ; if she was frightened, she would
not show it, she resolved.
Then, after some slight delay, she was admitted to
Hubert's room ; and there, in spite of her resolution, at first
she stood aghast.
It startled her to perceive that, although she knew his
face so well, she might not have recognised it in an unac-
customed place. It was discolored, and the eyes were
bloodshot and wandering ; the hair had been partially cut
away from his head, and the stubble of ai' unshaven beard
showed itself on cheeks and chin. Any romance that
might have existed in the mind of a girl of twenty concern-
ing her lover's illness was struck dead at once and forever.
He was ill — terribly ill and delirious; he looked at her
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with a madman's eyes, and his face was utterly changed ;
his voice too, as he raised it in the constant stream of in-
coherent talk that escaped his lips, was hoarse and rasping
and unnatural. Anything less interesting, less attractive
to a weak soul than this delirious fever-stricken man could
not well be imagined ; but Cynthia's soul was anything but
weak.
She was conscious that never in her life had she loved
Hubert Lepel so intensely, so devotedly as she loved
him now. Something of the maternal instinct awakened
within her at the sight of his great need. He had no one
to minister to his more subtle wants — no one to tend him
out of pure love and sympathy. The man Jenkins, who
sat beside the bed, ready to hold him down if in his
delirium he should attempt to throw himself out of the
window, was awkward and uncouth in a sick-room. Mrs.
Jenkins, although ready and willing to help, was longing
to steal away to her little children at home. The land-
lady down-stairs had announced that she could not pos-
sibly undertake to wait upon an invalid. All these facts
became clear to Cynthia in a very little time. She saw,
as soon as she entered the room, that the window-blind
was awry and the curtains were wrongly hung, that the
table and the chest of drawers were crowded with an
untidy array of bottles, cups and glasses, and that the
whole aspect of the place was desolate. This fact did not
concern her at present however ; her attention was given
wholly and at once to the sick man.
She stood for a minute or two at the foot of the bed,
realising with a pang the fact that he did not know her.
His eyes rested upon her as he spoke ; but there was no
recognition in them. She could not hear all he said ; but,
between strings of incoherent words and unintelligible
phrases, some sentences caught her ear.
**She will not come," said the sick man — "she has
given me up entirely ! Quite right too ! The world would
say that she was perfectly right. And I am in the wrong
— always — I have always been wrong ; and there is no way
out of it. Some one said that to me once — no way out of
it — no way out of it — no way out of it — oh. Heaven ! "
The sentence ended with a moan of agony which made
Cynthia writhe with pain.
** He's always saying that," Jenkins whispered to her —
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" * No way out of it ! ' He keeps coming back to that as
if — as if there was something on his mind."
Cynthia raised her hand to silence him. The torrent
of words broke out again.
" It was not all my fault. It was Flossy's fault ; but
one cannot betray a woman, one's sister — can one ? Even
she would say that. But she has gone away, and she will
never come back again. Cynthia — Cynthia ! I might
call as long as I pleased — she would never come. Why
don't you fetch her, some of you? So many people here,
and nobody will bring Cynthia to me ! Cynthia, Cynthia,
my love ! "
" I am here, .dear — I am here, beside you," said Cynthia,
But he did not seem to understand. She touched his
hot hand with her own, and smoothed his fevered brow.
The restless tongue went on.
" She has given me up, and I shall never see her any
more ! She ga.e me too hard a task ; I could not do it —
not all at once. It is done now. Yes, I have done it,
and it has divided us for ever. Why did you make me
speak, Cynthia ? He was not miserable — he was happy.
But I am to be miserable for ever and ever now. There
is no way out of the misery — no way out of it — darkness
and loneliness all my life, and worse afterwards. Cynthia,
Cynthia, you are sending me to perdition 1 "
He half rose from his bed, and made as if he would
struggle with her. Jenkins came to the rescue ; but
Cynthia would not move aside.
" Lie down, dearest," she was saying — " lie down and
rest. Cynthia is here — Cynthia is with you; she will
never leave you any more unless you send her away. Lie
down, my darling, and try to rest."
He did not understand the words ; but the sweet rhythm
of her voice caught his ear. He fell back upon the pillows,
staring, helpless, subdued. She k^t her cool hand upon
his brow.
" Is that Cynthia ? " he said suddenly.
" Yes, dearest, it is Cynthia."
•' How kind of her to come ! " said Hubert, looking
away from the girl as if Cynthia were on the other side of
the room. " But she should not look so angrily at me.
I have done what I could, you know. It is all right
now, Cynthia, I have done what I could— I have saved
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him — indeed I have ! Til take the punishment — no way
out of it but that ! A life sentence — a life sentence for
me I"
The words died away upon his lips in a confused babble
that they could not understand. He murmured inarticu-
lately for a time, but there came long pauses between the
words, his eyelids drooped a little, and he grew perceptibly
less flushed. In about half an hour the doctor came into
the room. He cast a swift look at Cynthia, and another
at his patient ; then he nodded sagaciously.
** Better," he said curtly. *' I thought so. Some more
ice, Jenkins. He has been quieter since you came, I con-
clude, madam ? "
Cynthia bowed her head.
" You are the lady for whom he has been asking so
often? I know your face — Miss Cynthia West, I believe?
Can you stay ? "
" Yes," said Cynthia, without hesitation.
" If you keep him as quiet as that, you will save his life,"
said the doctor ; and then he beckoned Jenkins out of the
sick-room, and gave him various stringent orders and
recommendations — to all which Jenkins lent an attentive
if a somewhat puzzled ear.
The doctor looked in again before he went away. Mr.
Lepel was lying back on his pillows, perfectly motionless
and silent ; Miss West, kneeling beside the bed, still kept
one hand on his, while with the other she put cooling
applications to his head or merely laid her hand upon liis
forehead. As long as she was touching him the patient
seemed perfectly content. And again the doctor nodded
ind this time he also smiled.
So passed the hours of that long summer day.
CHAPTER XL.
When the light was fading a little, there was a new
sound in Hubert Lepel's sick-room — the rustle of a silk
dress, the tripping of little high-heeled shoes across the
floor. Cynthia looked round hastily, ready to hush the
intruder ; for Hubert was much quieter than he had been,
and only murmured incoherent sentences from time to time,
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off if possible, and there was a faint hope that he might
sleep. If he slept, his life, humanly speaking, was saved.
But it was hardly likely that sleep would come so soon.
Cynthia looked round, prepared to rebuke the new-
comer — for she had taken upon herself all the authority of
nurse and queen-regent in the sick man's room ; but her
eyes fell upon a stranger whose face was yet not altogether
unknown to her. She had seen it years before in the
Beechfield lanes ; she remembered it vaguely without
knowing to whom it belonged. In her earlier years at
school that face had stood in her imagination as the type
of all that was cold and cruel and fair in ancient song or
story, fable or legend. It had figured as Medusa — as
Circe ; the wonderful wicked woman of the Middle Ages
had come to her in visions with just such subtle eyes,
such languorous beauty, such fair white skin and yellow
hair ; the witch-woman of her weirdest dream had had the
look of Florence Lepel ; just as Hubert's far different
features, with the dark melancholy expression of suffering
stamped upon them, had stood for her as those of
Fouqu6's ideal knights, or of Sintram riding through the
dark valley, of Lancelot sinning and repenting, of saint,
hero, martyr, paladin, in turn, until she grew old enough
to banish such foolish dreams. She had been a strangely
imaginative child ; and these two faces seemed to have
haunted her all her life. That of her hero lay beside her,
stricken with illness, fevered, insensible; that of the evil
woman — ^for this Cynthia instinctively believed Florence
Vane to be — confronted her with a strange, mocking,
malignant smile.
Cynthia put up her hand.
" Hush 1 " she said quietly. " He is not to be disturb-
ed."
"Are you the nurse?" said Mrs. Vane's cool light
voice.
" I am a friend," replied Cynthia quietly. " If you wish
to talk to me, I will come into the other room."
" Upon my word, you take things very calmly ! " said
Florence. " I really never dreamt It is a most
embarrassing situation ! "
But she did not look embarrassed in the least ; neither
did Cynthia.
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A heavier step on the boards now made itself heard, and
the General's face, ruddy and framed in venerable gray
hairs, pressed forward over his wife's shoulder.
" Oh, dear — oh, dear — this is very bad ! " he grumbled,
either to himself or to Flossy. " Poor lad — poor lad ! He
looks very ill — he does indeed ! "
Flossy came closer to the bed. As soon as she drew
near, her brother seemed to grow uneasy; he began to
turn his head from side to side, to move his hands, and to
mutter incoherent words.
" You disturb him," said Cynthia, looking at Mrs. Vane.
" The Doctor says that he must be kept perfectly quiet.
Will you kindly go into the other rooqj, and, if you want
me, I will come to you."
""We are not particularly likely to want you, young
woman," said Florence coldly. " If you are not a quali-
fied nurse, I do not see why you should try to turn Mr,
Lepel's own sister out of the room. It is your place to go
— not mine."
For all answer, Cynthia turned again to Hubert, and
began applying ice to his fevered head. She seemed
absorbed by her task, and took no further notice of the
visitors. For once Flossy felt herself a little quelled.
She turned to Mrs. Jenkins, who had followed her into
the room.
" Has not the doctor procured a proper nurse yet for
Mr. Lepel ? " she said.
Mrs. Jenkins fidgeted, and looked at Cynthia.
" The young lady," she said at last, " seems to be doing
all that is required, ma'am. The doctor says as we
couldn't do better."
"In that case, my dear," said the pacific General, "I
think that we had better not interfere with existing arrange-
ments. We will go back to the hotel and inquire again in
the morning."
" Go back to the hotel, and leave that person in posses-
sion ? " cried Flossy, with fine and virtuous scorn. " Are
you mad, General ? I will not put up with such a thing
for a moment ! She will go out of this house before I
go ! "
These words reached Cynthia's ears. The girl simply
smiled. The smile said, as plainly as words could have
done, that she would not leave Hubert Lepel's rooms
unless she was taken away from them by force.
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Meanwhile Mrs. Jenkins was whispering and explaining,
the General was expostulating, and Flossy waxed apparently
more and more irate every moment. Cynthia, with
her hand on Hubert's pulse, felt it growing faster; his
incoherent words were spoken with energy ; he was begin-
ning to raise his head from the pillow and gaze about him
with wild excited eyes. She turned sharply towards the
visitors.
" Go into the other room at once ! " she said, with sudden
decision. " You have aroused him already — you have
done, him harm ! Keep silence or go, if you wish to save
his life ! "
The passionate ring of her voice, low though it was, had
its effect. The General stopped short in a sentence ; Mrs.
Jenkins looked at the bed with a frightened air ; Flossy,
with an impatient gesture, walked towards the sitting-room.
But at the door she paused and looked back at Cynthia,
whose eyes were still fixed upon her. What there was in
that look perhaps no one else could see ; but it magnetised
Cynthia. The girl rose from her knees, gently withdrew
her hand from Hubert's nerveless fingers, aiid signed to
Mrs. Jenkins to take her place. Then, after watching for
a moment to see that the patient lay quietly and did not
seem distressed by her departure, she followed Mrs. Vane
into the other room. The General hovered about the door,
uncertain whether to go or to remain.
The two women faced each other silently. They were
both beautiful, but they bore no likeness one to the other.
There could not have been a more complete contrast
than that presented by Florence Vane and Cynthia West-
wood as they confronted each other in the dim light
of Hubert's sitting-room. Cynthia stood erect, looking
very tall and pale in her straight black gown ; her large
dark eyes were heavy from fatigue and grief, her lips had
taken a pathetic downward curve, and her dusky hair had
been pushed back carelessly from her fine brow. There
was a curious dignity about her — a dignity which seemed
to proceed chiefly from her owh absence of self-conscious-
ness, swallowed up as this had been in the depth of a great
sorrow. Opposite to her stood Florence, self-conscious
and alert in every nerve and vein, but hiding her agitation
under an exterior of polished grace and studiedly haughty
courtesy, her fair beauty framed in an admirable setting of
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exquisite colors and textures, her whole appearance in-
describably dainty and delicate, like that of some rare
Eastern bird which hesitates where to set its foot in a
strange place.
Thus the two saw each other ; and Flossy felt vaguely
that Cynthia ought to be at a disadvantage, but that in
some stra^nge and miraculous manner she was not. Indeed
it was Cynthia who took the lead and spoke first.
" If you wish to speak to me," she said, " I am here i
but I cannot leave Mr. Lepel for long."
" I have no wish to speak — necessity alone compeU
me," said Mrs. Vane, giving the girl a haughty stare from
under her half-closed eyelids. " I am compelled,, I fear,
to ask you a few questions. I presume that a nurse is
coming ? "
" I think not. The doctor said that he need not send one
so long as Jenkins and I were here."
" And pray how long do you mean to remain here ? "
" As long as he has need of me."
** You are under a mistake," said Mrs. Vane loftily.
" Mr. Lepel did not send for you, I believe ? "
" He called for me in his delirium," answered Cynthia,
whose eyes were beginning to be lighted up as if from an
inward fire. " He is quiet only when I am here."
Flossy laughed derisively.
" A good reason ! Is he not c^uiet now, with the woman
Jenkins at his side? You will perhaps allow that his
relatives — his family — have some right to attend to him
during his illness; and I must really say -;cry plainly —
since you compel me to do so — that I should prefer to see
him nursed by a professional nurse, and not by a young
girl whose very presence Iiere is a scandal to all
propriety."
Cyndiia drew herself up to her full height.
" I think I can scarcely understand you," she said. " I
am acting under the doctor's orders, and am here by his
authority. There can be no scandal in that. When Mr.
Lepel is conscious and can' spare me, I v;ill go."
** Spare you 1 He will be only too glad to spare you ! "
cried Mrs. Vane. " I do not know what your connection
with him has been — I do not w'ant to know " — the insinua-
tion conveyed by her tone and manner was felt by
Cynthia to be in itself an insult ; '^ but this I am fully
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criminal, Andrew Westwood— the man who murdered
Sydney Vane ! If he had known that, he would never
have wished to see your face again ! "
She saw the girl wince, as if she had received a cut with
a whip, and for a moment she triumphed.
The General, who was just inside the room, listening
anxiously to the conversation, now came to her aid. He
stepped forward hurriedly, his face growing crimson, his
lower jaw working, his eyes seeming to turn in his head as
he heard the words.
" What is that ? What — this young person the daughter
of Westwood the murderer? Abominable 1 What busi-
ness has she here ? It is an insult to us all ! "
Cynthia turned upon him like a wild animal at bay,
defiance flashing in her mournful ndagnificent dark eyes.
'' My presence insults you less than the words Mrs. Vane
has spoken insult me ! " she cried, tossing back her h ad
with the proud stag-like gesture which Hubert had learned
to know so we?'. " She is more cruel than I ever thought
one woman could be to another ! She must know that I
have nothing to reproach myself with — that my life is as
pure as hers — pu er, ifall one hears is true." She could
not deny herself the vengeful taunt, but was recalled to
her better self when she saw Florence blanch under it and
suddenly draw back. " But about myself I do not choose
to speak. Of my father I will say one word — to you, sir,
who I am sure will be just at least to one who craves only
for justice — my father, sir, was innocent of the crime for
which he was condemned ; and some day his innocence will
be manifested before all eyes. Mr. Lepel knows — he
knew before he was taken ill — that I am Andrew West-
wood's daughter. I told him a few days ago/'
" And he was so much horrified by the news that this
illness is the result. I see now," said Mrs. Vane coolly,
" why this break down has taken place. The poor boy.
General, has been so harassed and overcome by the
discovery that his brain has for the time being given way.
And yet this girl pretends that he wants her to '■emain ! "
"I appeal to the doctor!" said Cynthia, suddenly
turning as white as Florence herself had done. " If he
supports me, you will yield to hi§ decision? If he says
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that I am not necessary here, I will go. I have no wish
to inflict my presence on those to whom it is unwel-
come."
She glanced proudly from Mrs. Vane to the General.
The old man was much perturbed. He was walking about
the room, muttering to himself, his lips protruding, his
brow wrinkled with anger and disgust.
" Too bad — too bad ! " Cynthia heard him say. " West-
wood's daughter — nursing Hubert too ! Tut, tut — a bad
business this ! "
Cynthia resolved upon a bold stroke — she would address
him.
" Sir," she said, taking a step towards him, " will you
listen to me for a moment ? I promise you that I will go
if the doctor says that I am not wanted. You need not
fear that I shall force myself upon you. I only ask you to
forgive me the fact of being my father's daughter until Mr.
Lepel is a little stronger — if the doctor says that I must
not leave him yet. When he is better, I vow — I swear
that you shall see and hear no more of me ! I shall leave
the country, and you will never be troubled by me again.
But, till then, have pity ! Let me help to nurse him ; he
has been my best friend in the whole world, and I have
never yet been able to do anything for him ! When he is
better, I will go away. Till then, for pity's sake, sir, let
me stay ! "
Her voice broke ; she clasped her hands before her and
held down her hiad to hide her tears. The General,
brought to a sudden stop by her appeal to him, eyed her
with a mixture of native pity and long-cultivated detesta-
tion. He could not but be sorry for her, although she was
Westwood's daughter and, by all reports, not much better
perhaps than she should be ; for he firmly believed yi the
truth of all Flossy's malignant hints and inuendoes. But
Cynthia was a handsome woman, and the General was
weak ; he could not bear to see a handsome woman cry.
" My good girl," he stammered — and then Flossy's
significant smile made him stammer all the more — "my
girl, I — I do not wish to blame you — personally, of course
— not your fault at all — we can't help its being painful,
you know."
" Painful — yes," cried Cynthia eagerly ; *' but pain is
sometimes necessary ! You will not drive me away from
Hubert's bedside if I can be of any use to him ? "
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" No, no~I suppose not," said the General, melting in
spite of himself. " I wouldn't for the world do anything
to harm poor Hubert. Suppose we hear what the doctor
says ? "
Cynthia's hand was on the bell immediately, and Jenkins
showed himself at the door without delay.
" Jenkins," she said, " it is very important that we should
have the doctor here at once. Mrs. Vane — General Vane
— want "
" Give your own orders. General," said Flossy abruptly.
She Gould not lose a chance of annoying and insulting
Cynthia.
"H'm, ha — the doctor, my man," said the General,
rather taken aback by the demand upon him — "get us
the doctor as soon as you can. Tell him — tell him that
Mr. Lepel's relatives are here, and no doubt he will come
at once."
There was a little silence in the room when Jenkins had
disappeared upon his errand. The General stood, with
his hands clasped behind him, looking out of a window ;
Mrs. Vane had sunk into a chair, in which she lay back,
her graceful neck turned aside, as if she wanted *o avoid
the sight of Cynthia, who meanwhile stood upon the
hearthrug, head bent and hands folded, waiting gra\ely
and patiently for what she felt to be the decision on her
fate.
Presently Mrs. Vane moved a little, fixed her cold eyes
on the motionless figure before her, and spoke in tones so
low that they did not reach the General's ears.
" '^hat have you done with your father ? " she asked.
Cynthia raised her eyes to Mrs. Vane's face for a moment
with a flash of scorn in their lustrous depths. She made
no other answer.
"You need not think," said Florence deliberately, " that
I do not know where he has been until to-day. I know
all about him."
" Yes ; you set your spies on him," said Cynthia, in
equally low but bitter tones. " I was aware of that."
" I know of his movements up to eleven o'clock this
morning, and so do the police," said Mrs. Vane. " He
came to you this morning — perhaps by appointment,
perhaps not — how do I know ? — and you drove away with
him to St. Pancras Station. There you took his ticket to
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Liverpool — there you said good-bye. Why did you nbt
wait to see him off? The answer is easy to read — because
he never went to Liverpool at all. Did you think we were
children like yourself that you could throw dust in our eyes
as easily as that ? "
Cynthia's dilated eyes asked a question that her lips
would not utter. Flossy smiled.
" You want to know if he has been taken ? " she said.
" Not yet ; but he soon will be. You should not have
been seen with him if you wanted him to escape. I suppose
you were not aware that the relationship was known ? "
No, this certainly Cynthia had not known.
" You have been the means of identifying him to the
police," Mrs. Vane went on, with the cruel smile still
playing about her thin lips ; ** otherwise we should hardly
have been sure that he had changed his disguise. I almost
wonder that you never thought Of that."
Then Cynthia made a desperate attempt to stem the
tide.
" You are mistaken," she said — Mrs. Vai^e laughed softly.
" You had better not try to tell lies about it — it is not
your forte. Brazen it out, as you have done hitherto, and
you may succeed. A detective has been to Madame della
Scala's house already, and he will probably find you out —
if you stay here — before long. I am afraid that you are
not a very good hand at keeping a secret ; but I have put
you on your guard, and you should thank me."
" I do not thank you for torturing me," said Cynthia,
with a hard dry sob that seemed to be born c^ agony.
" I would rather face all the police and the magistrates of
London than you I They will have no difficulty about
finding me. If I cannot stay here, I will go back to
Madame's house."
" Which you will find closed to you," said Flossy.
" After the story that she has heard, Madame della Scala
refuses to receive you there again. You seem to think
very little of your father's crime. Miss Westwood j but
you will not find society condone it so easily."
Cynthia's face flushed hotly, but she did not reply.
" You had better go away," said Mrs. Vane, leaning
forward and speaking almost in a whisper. " Go, and tell
no one where you are going — it will be better for you.
The police will be here before very long, and possibly they
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" I do not think they can do that. No, I shall not hide
myself."
" It would be safer for yoiir father," said Flossy, almost
inaudibly. " Listen— I will make a bargain with you. If
you go, I will hide part of my own knowledge— I will not
let the woman Meldreth describe him accurately I will
help you to put the detectives off the track ; and, in
return, you will go away at once— where I care not — and
never see Hubert again. You may save your father then."
" I will make no bargain with you," said Cynthia solemn-
ly. She looked straight into the white, subtle face — straight
into the velvet-brown languorous eyes, full now of a secrjet
fear. "You forget that God protects the innocent and
punishes the guilty. I will stay with Hubert ; and God
will defend my father and the right."
" Youi- father will be hanged yet," said Flossy, turning
away restlessly. It was her only answer to the girl's
courageous words.
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A LITTLE bustle was heard outside the door ; and then the
doctor came in. He was a middle-aged man, tall, spare,
thoughtful-looking, a little abrupt in manner, but with a
kindly face. He had not advanced two steps into the
room before he stopped short, held up his hand, and said —
" Hallo— what's that ? "
It was the patient's voice again uplifted in snatches of
delirious talk.
" Cynthia ! " they distinctly heard him calling. " Where's
Cynthia ? Tell Cynthia that she must come ! "
" And why are you not there ? " said Doctor Middlemass,
darting his finger in Cynthia's direction. " Why don't you
go to him at once ? It's madness to let him cry out like
that ! "
Cynthia's look was piteous ; but for the moment she did
not move.
"Would it not be better for a qualified nurse to be
obtained for my brother ? " said Mrs. Vane. " This
young — lady" — a perceptible pause occurred before the
word — " has had no experience in nursing ) and it is
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* Oh, doctor," the girl burst out, " must I hot stay ? I
cannot go away when he calls for me like that ! ''
Her hands were strained on her bosom ; her eyes had
the hungry look of a mother who hears her child cry aloud
and cannot go to him. The doctor shot a look at her pale
tortured face, and observed the cold composure of the
finely-dressed lady in the arm-chair, and the subdued
uneasiness of the old gentleman in the background. He
began to suspect a tragedy — at any rate, a romance.
" Go to him at once," he said to Cynthia, pointing to
the bed-room door, " and keep him quiet at any cost. A
trained nurse would not do him half the good that you can
do him, if you choose. And now, madam," he continued
rather sternly, as Cynthia disappeared with a joyful face
into the other room, " may I ask what this interference
with my orders may mean ? "
" I am Mr. Lepel's sister," said Flossy coldly, " and it
was I who sent for you. Doctor Middlemass. I think I
have some right to take an interest in my brother's condi-
tion."
" Certainly, madam " — the doctor spoke with portentous
grimness and formality — " but — excuse me — no right to
tamper with any of my prescriptions. I prescribed Miss
West to my patient ; and she was doing him all the good
in the world when I went away. He has got another fever-
fit upon him now, a little higher temperature, and we shall
not be able to do anything more for him at all. If you do
not wish my orders to be followed, madam, have the good-
ness to send for another doctor and I will throw up the
case."
"You
misunderstand, sir — ^you misunderstand ! " said
the General fussily, coming forward with his most impos-
ing air. " My wife and I, sir, have not the slightest desire
to interfere. We only wish to know what your prescrip-
tions are. That young woman, sir, has no right to be here
at all."
" From what I have been told," said the doctor drily,
" I should have said that she had the greatest possible right
to be here ; but, however, that is no business of mine. She
has a wonderfully soothing effect on Mr. Lepel's condition,
and, as long as she is here, he is quiet and manageable.
Listen ! He is scarcely speaking at all now ; her presence
and her touch have calmed him at once. It would be
positive madness to take her away ! "
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"Would It not be well," said Mrs. Vane quietly, " to
send a trained nurse here too ? There is a woman whom I
know ; she would be very glad to come, and she would
relieve that young lady of the more painful atid onerous
portions of her task. I mean, dear," she said, looking
towards her husband. J* old Mrs. Meldreth's daughter—
Sabina. She is an efficient nurse, and she has nothing to
do just now." o
" Has she had experience in cases of brain-disease ? "
said Doctor Middlemass snappishly.
"I really do not know." She knew perfectly well that
Sabina's ' lowledge of nursing was of the most perfunctory
kind. **She has had experience of all kinds of illness, I
believe, and she is thoroughly trustworthy. She could be
installed here as an attendant on Miss — Miss West."
Attendant 1 '* As spy " she meant, on all poor Cynthia's
movements.
" I should like to see the woman first," said the doctor
bluntly. He was not easy to manage, as Flossy swiftly
perceived. " If she is competent for the task, I have no
objection — Miss West must not be allowed to overdo her-
self; but I myself should prefer to send a person who is
accustomed to deal with illnesses of this kind."
" As you please, of course," said Flossy. She saw that
it would be of no use to press Sabina Meldreth upon him,
much as she would have liked to secure the services of a
spy and an informer in the house. As she paused, the
General came forward.
** I should like to know, sir," he said, bristling with
indignation, " what you mean by saying that that young
lady — that girl — has a right to be here ? I do not under-
stand such language ? "
" Why, of course she has a right to be here," said the
doctor, staring at him in a purposely matter-of-fact way,
" since she is the lady that he is engaged to marry."
** Marry ! Bless my soul — no such thing ! " roared the
General, utterly forgetting that there was an invalid in the
adjoining room. " Why, he's going to marry my -"
" Dear Richard, hush, hush ! " said his wife, laying her
hand entreatingly upon his arm. " Don't make such a
noise — think of poor Hubert ! "
" Kindly moderate your voice, sir," was the doctor's dry
remark. " My patient will hear you if you don't take
care."
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" It does not matter to me whether he hears me or not,"
the General began ; but Flossy's hand tightened its grasp
upon his arm in a way which he knew that he must obey.
The General was a docile husband, and his protest died
away in inarticulate angry murmurs.
" Don't trouble about it, General — I will arrange every-
thing," said his wife caressingly. " Go over to the window
again and leave me to speak to Doctor Middlemass for a
moment ; " and, as the General retired, still growling, she
half smiled, and raised her eyes to the doctor's face as if
she invited sympathy.
But Doctor Middlemass looked as unresponsive as a
block of wood.
" I must go to my patient," he said, " It was to see him,
I presume, that I was summoned ? "
" Not entirely," said Flossy very sweetly. ** We wanted
to know whether it was absolutely necessary that Miss
West should stay with my brother."
" Absolutely necessary, madam ! "
*' Then of course we should not think of objecting to
her presence, which, I must tell you, is painful to us,
because "
" Excuse me, madam," said the doctor, who was certainly
a very uncivil person, " if I say that these family-matters
are of no interest to me, save as they affect my patient."
" But they do affect your patient, doctor. I think it
was the worry of the affair that brought on this illness.
We have found out that this Miss West's name is really
* Westwood,' and that she is the daughter of the dreadful
man who shot my husband's brother at Beechiield some
years ago. Perhaps you remember the case ? "
" Oh, yes — I remember it ! " said the doctor shortly.
" That's the daughter ? Poor girl ! "
** It is naturally unpleasant to think that my brother —
a cousin also of the General's — should be contemplating a
marriage with her," said Mrs. Vane.
" Ah, well — perhaps so ! We are all under the dominion
of personal and selfish prejudice," said Doctor Middle-
mass.
" I hoped that this illness might break the tie between
them," sighed Flossy pensively.
"So it may, madam — by killing him. Do you wish to
break it in that way ? " .
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*' This doctor is a perfect brute ! " thought Mrs. Vane
to herself ; but she only looked in a reproachful manner
at the " brute," and ai)plit'd her handkerchief delicately to
lier eyes. " I trust that there is no likelihood that it may
end in that way. My poor dear Hubert," she sighed, " if
only you had been warned in time ! "
Perhaps this display of emotion softened Doctor Middle-
mass' heart, or perhaps he was not so insensible to Mrs.
Vane's charms as he tried to appear ; at any rate, when
he spoke again it was in a qualified tone.
" I trust that he will get over this attack. He is cer-
tainly a little better than I expected to find him ; but I
Sannot impress your mind too strongly with the necessity
for care and watchfulness. Anything that tends to tran-
quilise the mind of a person in his condition must be
procured for him at almost any risk. When the delirium
has passed, an ordinary nurse may be of greater use than
Miss West ; but at present we really cannot do without
her. You heard for yourself how he called her when she
went out of the room ? "
" Yes, I heard. Then shall I send the woman of whom
J spoke, doctor? She might be a help to Miss West,
whose work I of course would rather assist than retard in
any way."
** You can thoroughly rely upon her ? " said the doctor
dubiously.
" Thoroughly. She is a most valuable person."
" She might come for a day or two, and we shall see
whether she is of any use or not. Will you send for her ? "
Yes, Mrs. Vane would send. And then the doctor went
to look once more at Hubert, of whose condition he again
seemed somewhat doubtful ; and afterwards he took his
leaVe. When he had gone, Mrs. Vane also departed,
taking her docile husband back with her to the Grosvenor
Hotel. She had gained her point and was secretly triumph-
ant ; for she had secured the presence of a spy upon Cyn-
thia, and could depend upon Sabina Meldreth to give a
full account of Miss West's habits and visitors.
Flossy had great faith in her system of espionage. She
sent Parker at once with a note summoning Sabina to the
hotel, and there she laid her plans. Sabina was to go
that very night to Mr. Lepel's rooms, and was to make
herself as useful as she could. It was presumed that Cyn-
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to be a source of danger the woman in black who had
followed Westwood to Kensington Gardens. Sabina was
told to keep herself in the background as much as possible
— to be silent and serviceable, but, above all, to be ob-
servant; for it was likely that Westwood would try to
communicate with his daughter, and, if he did so, Sabina
would perhaps be able to track him down. ^
Flossy had completely lost all fear for herself in the
excitement of her discoveries. It seemed to her that she
and her secret were entirely safe. Nr body, she thought,
had ever known of her understanding with Sydney Vane
in days gone by ; nobody had any clue to the secret of his
death ; so long as Hubert was silent, she had nothing at
all to fear j and Hubert had succumbed to her for so long
that she did not dread him now. Nothing seemed to her
more unlikely than that after so many years he should
deliberately divest himself of name and fame, clear West-
wood's reputation at the cost of his own, and sacrifice his
freedom for the sake of a scruple of conscience. Flossy
did not believe him foolish enough or self-denying enough
*o do all that — and in her estimate of her brother's char-
acter perhaps, after all, Flossy was very nearly right.
Sabina Meldreth presented herself to Cynthia and Mrs.
Jenkins that evening, and was not very graciously received.
However, she proved herself both capable and willing, and
was speedily acknowledged — by Mrs. Jenkins, at least — to
be "a great help in the house." Cynthia said nothing;
she hardly seemed to know that a stranger was present.
Her whole soul was absorbed in the task of nursing Hu-
bert. When he slept, she did not leave the house ; she
lay on a sofa in another room. She could not bear to be
far away from Hubert ; and more and more, as the days
went on and the delirium was not subdued, did she shrink
from the knowledge that any other ears beside her own
should hear the ravings of the patient — should marvel at
the extraordinary things he said, and wonder whether or
no there was any truth in them.
" He talked in this way because he has brooded over
my poor father's fate 1 " Cynthia said to herself, with piteous
insistence. " He must have been so much distressed at
finding that I was the daughter of Andrew Westwood that
his mind dwelt on all the details of the trial ; and now he
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fancies almost that he did the deed himself. I have read
of such strange delusions in books. When he is better,
no doubt the delusion will die away. It shows how power-
fully his mind was affected by what I told him— the
constant cry that he sees no way out of it shows how he
must have brooded over the matter. No way out of it indeed,
my darling, until the person who murdered Mr. Vane is
discovered and brought to justice ! And I almost believe
that my father is right, and that the murderer, directly or
indirectly, was Mrs. Vane."
To Cynthia, Hubert's ravings were the more painful,
because they bore almost entirely upon what had been the
great grief— the tragedy— of her life. He spoke much of
Sydney Vane, of Florence, and of Cynthia herself, but in
such strange connection that at times she hardly knevir
what was his meaning, or whether he had any definite
meaning. Presently, however, it appeared to her as if one
or two ideas ran through the whole warp and woof C"f his
imaginings. One was the conviction that in some way or
another he must take Westwood's place — give himself up
to justice and set Westwood free. Another was the
belief that it was utterly impossible for Cynthia ever to
forgive him for what he had done, and that the person
chiefly responsible for all the misery and shame and dis-
grace, which had fallen so unequally on the heads of those
concerned in " the Beechfield tragedy," was no other than
Florence Vane.
Farther than these vague statements he did not go. He
never said in so many words that he was guilty of Sydney
Vane's death, and that he, and not Westwood, ought to
have borne the punishment. Yet he said enough to give
Cynthia cause for great unhappiness. She tried not to
believe that there was any foundation of truth for his
words ; but she could not succeed. The ideas were too
persistent, too logical, to be altogether the fruit of imagin-
ation. More and more she clung to the belief that Flossy was
responsible for Mr. Vane's sudden death, that Hubert knew
it, and that for his sister's sake he had concealed the truth.
If this were so, it would be terrible indeed ; and yet Cyn
thia had a soft corner in her heart for the man who had
sacrificed his own honor to conceal his sister's sin.
Cynthia did not go back to Madame della Scala's house.
Flossy had done her work with the singing*mistress as she
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and her maid had left the house, and that, for all she
knew, instant ruin and disgrace hung like an inevitable
fate above her head.
When Enid spoke, it was in kindly tones.
" You must forget the past and start afresh, Parker. We
all have to do that, you know, Mr. Evandale says. We
will make a new beginning."
" I have often thought, miss, that I should like to tell
Mr. Evandale all about it, and hear what he would say."
*' You shall do so, Parker. We shall see Mr. Evandale
in London very likely." Enid paused a little, and then
said, in her even, serious voice, " I will tell you what I
have told to no one else, Parker, because you have trusted
me — I am joing to marry Mr. Evandale."
" Are you, miss ? I'm sure I'm very glad to hear it 1
We all thought, miss, that it was Mr. Lepel."
" No ; I shall never marry Mr. Lepel."
" Is it a secret, miss ? " said Parker.
" Until Mr. Evandale comes back from Yorkshire — that
is all. After that v/e will have no more concealments of
any kind. I think," said Enid softly but seriously — "I
think that perfect truth is the most beautiful thing in the
whole world."
CHAPTER XLIV.
Miss Vane's welcome of her niece was dashed by amaze '
ment.
*• Why, good gracious, child," she said, " what have you
come at this hour of the day for? I'm delighted to see
you ;* but I never heard of such a thing ! Arriving at nine
o'clock in the morning from Beechfield, especially after
all the accounts I have heard of your health ! You look
fit to faint as it is ! "
" I am tired," said Enid, with a little smile.
She sat down in Miss Vane's pretty dining-room, where
her aunt was seated at breakfast, and began to take off
her gloves. Parker had retired into the lower regions of
the house, and the two ladies were alone.
*' I won't hear anything until you have had some coffee,"
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Color into those pale cheeks, my dear, befo-e you begin to
talk ! There — drink your coffee I Not a bad plan, after
all, to start before the heat of the day comes on, only it is
a wonderfully energetic proceeding ! Have you come to
shop, or are you anxious about Hubert ? I went to his
rooms the other day and saw him. He is weak ; but he
is quite sensible now, you know."
"Who was there?" said Enid, setting down her cup
with a new color in her cheeks.
Miss Vane looked at her sharply.
" Oh, the nurse of course — a Beechfield woman, I believe,
rec ommended by Florence ! I saw no one else, not even
the Jenkinses, who, I hear, have been most devoted to him
in his illness."
Enid dropped her eyes. She did not care just then to
ask any questions about Cynthia West. If Miss Vane
knew the story, she evidently considered it unfit for Enid's
ears.
" And now, my dear, what brings you to town," said
aunt Leo briskly, when the meal was ended, and Enid had
been installed on a comfortable sofa, where she was
ordered to " lie still and rest ; " " and how did you induce
Richard and Flossy to let you come ? "
" I ought perhaps to have told you as soon as I came
in, aunt Leo," said Enid, sitting up, " that nobody knew
— that, in fact, I have run away from Beechfield, and that
I never, never can go back ! "
" Oh," said Miss Vane, " that's rather sudden, is it not?
But I suppose you have a reason ? "
" Yes, aunt Leo, but one which — at present — I cannot
tell."
" Cannot tell, Enid, my dear? "
" Not iust yet — not until I have consulted some one
else."
" Oh, Hubert, I suppose ? "
** No," said Enid, blushing and holding down her head
— " not Hubert."
Miss Vane put up her gold-rimmed eye-glasses, and
inspected her for a minute or two.
" You look as if you had been worried out of your life ! '*
she said. " You are as thin as a thread-paper ! Well,
you will not be worried here, my child. You can stay as
long as you like, and tell me everything or nothing, as you
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bottom of it all ? "
" Yes, aunt Leo."
" That accounts for everything. Flossy never could be
tnisted. Did she want you to be engaged to Hubert ? "
I think so — at first. Now I do not know."
I suppose they badgered you into it ? " said Miss Vane
thoughtfully. " Are you going on with it ? " — in her usual
abrupt tone.
" With the engagement, aunt Leo ? Oh, no ! "
" Come — that's a good thing ! " said aunt Leo briskly.
** For I don't think Hubert is quite worthy of you, my
dear. He has disappointed me rather. Well, I won't
bother you with any more questions, especially as I have
a visitor coming at ten o'clock — a young parson from the
country who has written to request an interview. There's
the bell — I suppose he has arrived. Begging, I expect !
I told Hodges Why, he's showing the man in here !
Hodges "
But it was too late. Hodges always obeyed his mistress
to the letter; and his mistress, thinking she would be
alone, had ordered " the parson " to be shown into the
dining-room. The presence of a visitor made no difference
in Hodges' opinion. Accordingly, in spite of Miss Vane's
signs and protests, he flung the door wide open, and
announced, in a stentorian voice, the parson's name —
" Mr. Evandale."
Then Miss Vane — and Hodges too, before he closed the
door — beheld a curious sight ; for, instead of looking at
his hostess, the parson, who was a singularly handsome
man, with a band of crape on his arm, made two strides to
the sofa, from which Enid, with a low cry of joy, arose and
flung herself into his arms.
" My own darling ! " exclaimed the man.
" Maurice — dearest Maurice ! " the girl rejoined ; and
then she burst out crying upon his shoulder ; and he kissed
her and called her fond names in entire oblivion of Miss
Vane's stately presence.
The old lady was both scandalised and offended by these
proceedings. Her sharp eyes looked brighter and her
rather prominent nose more hawk-like than ever as she
made her voice heard at last.
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behavior ! " she said, with asperity. "Sif^I have not the
honor of knowing you ! Enid, what does this mean ? "
" I am the Rector of Beechfield,' said Mr. Evandale.
I* I most heartily beg your pardon, Miss Vane, for the way
in which I have introduced myself to you ! I wrote to '
ask if I might see you, because I know what a friend you
have always been to Enid, and I wanted to see you my-
self and tell you how Enid and I had come to understand
each other ; but, when I saw my darling here — safe with
you — I was so much taken by surprise "
" I am taken by surprise too," said Miss Vane grimly.
*' Pray, sir, does the General know of ^'our mutual under-
standing ? "
" No, aunt Leo ; and that is one reason why I came to
you," said Enid, abandoning Maurice Evandale and bestow-
ing an embrace upon her aunt. " You know, I had
just told you that I was not engaged to Hubert."
*' You gave up Hubert for this gentleman, did you ? "
" I think, aunt Leo, that Hubert gave me up first ; "
and Enid raised her head and looked earnestly into her
aunt's eyes, which fell before that serious candid gaze.
" Well, my dear, well — and was it for this that you came
to me ? "
Miss Vane's voice was gentler now ; and Mr. Evandale
took advantage of the opportunity afforded him to pour
out the story of his love for Enid — of his certainty that
she was not happy, and his endeavor to win her confidence.
He went on to say that he had been in Yorkshire attend-
ing his father's funeral and settling his affairs for the last
few days, and that it had occurred to him to call on Miss
Vane — of whom he had so often heard ! — on his way
through London to Bgechfield. He had meant to tell her
of Enid's unhappiness and of his attachment to her, and
to ask Miss Vane's interest and help ; and it was the
greatest possible surprise to him to find Enid in the room
when he entered it.
'' What did you mean by saying that she was safe here ? "
said Miss Vane at this point. " Safe with me, you said."
Maurice looked at the girl.
" I have told aunt Leo nothing yet," she said. ** And,
oh, dear aunt Leo, you won't be vexed, will you, if I may
speak to Maurice just for five minutes first? Because
indeed I am so puzzled that I do not know what to do,"
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Miss Vane subdued a rising inclination to anger, and
did her best to smile.
" Ah, well, I know what you young people are ! " she
said good-humoredly. **I suppose I shall be taken into
your secrets by-and-by."
Enid kissed her cheek.
" If they were our secrets, you should know all about
them this very minute," she said ; ** but they are not ours,
dear auntie."
" Flossy's, I suppose ? " said Miss Vane rather shortly,
as she disengaged herself from Enid's arm and went out of
the room. But she was not ill-pleased, although she
pretended to feel piqued by the request for a private inter-
view. " He looks like a man to be trusted," she said.
" Enid will be happier with him than with Hubert — poor
Hubert, poor miserable, deluded boy ! As for Flossy, I
cannot think of her without a shudder. Heaven knows
what she has done, but she has most certainly driven Enid
out of the house by her conduct ! I hope it is nothing
very seriously wrong."
At that moment a telegram was put into Miss Vane's
hands. It was from the General.
" Is Enid with you ? If not, telegraph at once. I am
coming up to town by next train."
It seemed long to Miss Varie before she was summoned
to the promised conference with Enid and Mr. Evandale.
Here a great shock awaited her. Enid had told her whole
story to Maurice, and he had said that, while the midnight
interview between Enid and Mrs. Vane might be kept
secret — as nothing could absolutely be proved respecting
Flossy's sinister designs on Enirf's life or health — the
confession that Mrs. Meldreth had made to Enid in her
last moments should be made known. Enid was however
still reluctant ; and Miss Vane was brought in chiefly to
give her advice, and thus to settle the question.
** Well," she said, looking keenly from one to the other,
as she sat beside Enid's sofa and Mr. Evandale stood before
her, " I think I may safely say that it's not the money that
either of you cares about."
" No, indeed ! " The voices were unanimous.
" Neither money nor lands matter very much to you.
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the other hand "—turning to Enid—" are fond of the poor
child, who, I must say, has been treated about as i)adly as
any of you. Isn't that the case ? "
" Yes, aunt Leo."
"And what's to be done with him when the truth is
made known? Is he to be made over to his rightful
owner — Sabina Meldreth ? "
Enid and Mr. Evandale looked at each other.
" No," said the Rector, at length—" certainly not ! We
would bring him up ourselves, if need be ; and Enid would
be to him all that his own mother and Mrs. Vane have
failed to be."
" And he should never suffer," said Enid, with tears in
her eyes " I love him as if he were my own little brother,
aunt Leo. He should have all the property — as far as I
am concerned — if Maurice thought it right."
" Yes, certainly, if the General chose to leave it to him ;
but the General ought to know," said Mr. Evandale deci-
sively. " I do not see how we can be parties to a decep-
tion any longer."
" It is a very hard position for all of us," said Miss
Vane. " As for me, I am most seriously concerned for my
brother. Have you thought what a terrible shock you are
preparing for him ? "
Evandale looked grave and did not answer.
" He is devotedly fond of his wife and of the child. To
tell him that Florence is a liar and a cheat — that she has
practised a deception upon him for many years, in order to
gain position and a good income for herself as the mother
of his son — above all, to tell him that the boy is not his
son at all — do you think that he will survive it ? Dare you
take upon yourselves the responsibility of shortening his
days in that way? I must confess that in your places I
should hold my tongue ; because it does not seem to have
occurred to you that, after all, old Mrs. Meldreth may not
have been speaking the truth."
" I never thought of that," said Enid.
" If you had seen the woman herself, Miss Vane, you
would have been convinced of her s-incerity," said the
Rector.
" Possibly. But only you two were there. The General
will probably refuse to listen to Enid's testimony, and will
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has any to give. You, Mr. Evandale, did not hear the
woman's communication at all. Suppose you kill the
General by the news — do you want to take the matter into
court ? Is Enid to stand up and tell her experiences to a
pack of lawyers, and hear the world say that she has done
it to get the estate for herself? You could not bear it,
Enid, my child ! You would lose your head and contra-
dict yourself; and Flossy would brazen it out and be the
heroine of the day ; and Mr. Evandale would be ruined in
costs."
** I don't mind that, so long as the truth prevails," said
Mr. Evandale. " I do not want the money — neither does
Enid ; we would sooner endow an hospital with it or give
it to little Dick than keep it if gained under such auspices.
But it is hard to see Mrs. Vane — whom I firmly believe to
be guilty of fraud as well as of an attempt upon my darling's
life — triumphant in wrong-doing."
"Well, nobody ought to know better than you, Mr.
Evandale, that the wicked flourish like the green bay-
tree," said Miss Vane drily; "and I don't see that it is
our part to destroy them."
" Aunt Leo, you are making us feel ourselves horrid I "
said Enid from the cushions amongst which her aunt had
insisted on installing her. " We do not want to punish
her, or to make dear uncle Richard ill, or to turn poor
little Dick out of Beechfield."
" Yet it is just those things which you propose doing."
There was a moment's silence. Then the Rector looked
at Enid.
" I think we shall have to give it up, Enid, unless we
get other evidence."
" Oh, I am so glad ! " cried Enid, with tears in her eyes.
" It was when I felt that it was perhaps my duty to speak
that I was so miserable ! But, if it would simply make
mischief and be of no use, I am only too glad to feel that
I may keep silence."
" I'm glad you see it in that light," said Miss Vane
briefly. " I want as little as you do, Mr. Evandale, to see
Enid kept out of her rightful inheritance ; but I am con-
vinced that, if Enid told my brother what she had heard,
he would never believe her, that the excitement would
make him ill ; there would be a family quarrel, and the
whole thing would be oroductive of no good result at all
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If we get more evidence, or if one of the guilty parties
would confess, why, then it would be a different matter."
"I shall not mind seeing uncle Richard now," said
Enid softly.
" But you will not go back to Bcechfield ? " said Mr.
Evandale.
"No, mdeed; she'll stay here," Miss Vane replied for
her. "She'll stay here until she is married; and I hope
that that day may not be far off."
"I hope not," said Maurice fervently. "Do you think
that I may speak to the General to-day ? "
"I should think so. But what about Hubert Lepel,
Enid?"
Enid flushed crimson.
" If there is one thing more than another about which
the General is particular, it is the keeping of a promise,"
continued Miss Vane. " He may say that he will hold you
to your word."
" He cannot," Enid answered, with lo\ ered eyelids.
"For, if what I have been told is true, Hubert has broken
his word to me — and so I am free."
" She must be free ; she did not love him," said Maurice
Evandale conclusively, as if that statement settled the
question.
" Ah, well, if love were all," Miss Vane began, but the
opening of the door interrupted her. " What is it, Hodges ?
Another telegram ? Is it the General again, I wonder ? "
She tore open the brown envelope with more anxiety
than she liked to show ; her eyebrows went up, and her
mouth compressed itself as she read the words — first to
herself, and thcii to Enid and the Rector. The message
was again from the General, and ran as follows —
" Hope Enic is safe. Cannot come myself because of
carriage-accident. Dick seriously injured ; but doctor
gives hope."
" Oh, poor little Dick ! " said Enid. " And I away from
him!"
Miss Vane glanced at the Rector, and read in his eyes
what was in her own mind — " If Dick should die, there
would be no further perplexity." Then both dropped
their eyes guiltily, and hoped that Enid — dear, innocent,
loving Enid ! — had not guessed what they were thinking.
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" At any rate," said Miss Vane, after a Uttle pause,
" you can do nothing now ; and it is just as well that we
have all resolved to hold our tongues."
And then she went away to write some letters ; and
Enid was left alone with Maurice Evandale.
" My darling," said her lover, " are you sure that you
are content and happy now ? "
" Quite sure, Maurice — except that I think — I half think
— that I ought not to be married ; I shall make such a bad
wife to you if I am always ailing and weak."
" But you are not going to be ailing and weak, dearest
— you are going to be a strong woman yet. Did you not
tell me how you conquered that nervous inclination to give
way last night after your interview with Mrs. Vane ? And
did you not walk to the station and travel up to town in
the early morning without doing yourself a particle of
harm? Believe me, darling, your ill-health was in great
part a figment got up by Mrs. Vane for her own ends.
You are perfectly well ; and, when we a^'C married, you
will be strong too. Do you believe me, Enid ? "
" Perfectly."
" And are you sure yet whether you love me or not ? "
She smiled, and the color flooded her sweet face. And
he, although he knew well enough what she would say,
pressed for an answer, and would not be satisfied until it
had been put into words.
" Do you love me, Enid ? Tell me, darling — * Yes ' or
* No ' ? "
And at last she answered very softly —
** I love you, Maurice, with all my heart and soul ! "
CHAPTER XLV.
Maurice Evandale was obliged to go to Beechfield that
evening ; but, before he went, he explained his position
more fully to Miss Vane than he had thought it necessary
to do with Enid. His father had left him an- ample in-
come ; he had no near relatives, and was able to look for-
ward with confidence to giving Enid a comfortable home.
He wanted to marry her as soon as possible ; but, as Miss
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great a hurry, for many things would have to be settled
before Enid's hand could be given in marriage. She her-
self had always meant to leave Enid a fciir share cf her own
wealth, and she announced her intention of settling a con-
siderable suni upon her at once. If the General would do
the same thing, Enid would be a bride with a goodly
dower. But Miss Vane was a little inclined to think that
her brother would be angry with the girl for leaving his
house, and that he might be difficult to manage. Mr.
Evandale must be guided by circumstances — so she said
to him ; andj if Dick was ill, and the General anxious and
out of temper, he had better defer his proposal for a week
or two. She promised that she would do her best to help
him ; and he knew that he might rely on Enid's assurance
of her love.
Accordingly ne went back to Beechfield \ and Enid was
left at Miss Vane's, there to gain strength of mind and
bodv In the pleasant peaceable atmosphere of her house.
Miss Vane did not give many parties or go much into
socic y about this time. With those whom she really
loved she was always at her best ; and many of her asso-
ciates would have been thoroughly astonished to see how
tender, how loving this worldly, cynical old woman, as they
thought her, could show herself to a girl like Enid Vane.
She gave up many engagements for Enid's sake, and lived
quietly and as best suited her young visitor. For Enid,
although rapidly recovering, was not yet strong enough to
bear the excitement of London gaieties. Besides, Dick
was reported to be very ill, and during his illness Enid
could not have borne to go out to theatres and balls.
The General had been driving to the station when the
accident took place. The horse had taken fright and
grown unmanageable ; the phaeton had been nearly dashed
to pieces ; and Dick, who had been on the box beside his
father, had had a terrible fall. He had never spoken or
been conscious since ; he lingered on from day to day in a
state of complete insensibility ; and vhile he was in that
state the General would not leave him. Of Flossy
nobody heard a word. The General wrote to his sister,
and sent kind messages to Enid, but did not mention
Flossy. Aunt Leo and Enid both wondered why.
Enid had been in town nearly a week, when one morning
a letter was brought to her at the sif ht of which she colored
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deeply. She was sitting at the luncheon-table with her
aunt, and for a few minutes she left the letter beside her
plate unopened.
" Won't you read your letter, dear ? " said Miss Vane.
" Thank you, aunt Leo." Then she took the letter and
opened it ; but her color varied strangely as she read, and,
when she had finished it, she pushed it towards her aunt.
" Will you read it ? " she said quietly. " It seems to me
that he does not understand our position."
The servants were not in the room, and she could talk
freely. Aunt Leo settled her eye-glasses on her nose, and
looked at the letter.
" Why, it's from Hubert ! " she said breathlessly.
Then she read it half aloud ; and Enid winced at the
sound of some of the words.
" My dearest Enid," Hubert had written — " I have just
heard that you are in town. If I could come to see you,
I would ; but you know, I suppose, that . have been ill. I
have had no letter from you for what seems an intermin-
able time. I must ask you to excuse more from me to-day
— my hand is abominably shaky ! " Yours,
The handwriting was certainly shaky ; Miss Vane had
some difficulty in deciphering the crooked characters.
" H'm ! " she said, laying the letter on the table and
looking inquiringly at her niece. ** What does he
mean ? "
" He means that he still thinks me engaged to him,"
said Enid, the color hot in her girlish cheeks.
" Then you had better disabuse him of that notion, my
dear, for you can't be engaged to two people at once ; and
I have given my consent to your marriage with Mr. Evan-
dale."
" Do you think," said Enid, in a half whisper, " that I
have been mistaken, and that Hubert will be — sorry ? "
" No, dear, I don't ! "
" Aunt Leo, is this report true about him and Miss
West ? "
" What do you know about Miss West, Enid? "
" Uncle Richard told me. She came to nurse Hubert
when he was ill. Uncle Richard seemed to think that
very wrong of her ; but I don't. I think it was right, if
she loved him. If Maurice were ill, I should like to go
and nurse him, whether he cared for me or not."
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" Child," said Mi >s Vane solemnly, " you are a simple-
ton ! You don't know what you are talking about ! I
have seen Cynthia West and talked to her, and she is not
a woman who, I should think, knows what true love is at
all. She is hard and careless and worldly, and singularly
ill-mannered. .She is not the woman that Hubert would
do well to marry."
" What am I to say to him ? " asked Enid, with her
eyes on the tablecloth, " if he says that he does not want
to marry her — that he wants to marry me? "
" You must tell him the truth, my dear," said Miss
Vane, rising briskly from the table, and shaking out a fold
of her dress on which some crumbs had fallen — " namely,
that you don't care a rap for him, but that you are in love
with the Beechfield parson ; and if Hubert is a gentleman,
he will not press his claim. And to do Hubert justice,
whatever may be his faults, I believe that he generally acts
like a gentleman."
Miss Vane went away from the drmg-room to dress for
a drive and a round of calls. Before long, Enid, who had
refused to accompany her, was left in the house alone;
and then a vague desire began to take definite shape in her
mind. She would see Hubert for herself. She would
claim her own freedom, and tell him that he was free. He
was well enough now to listen to her, if he was well enough
to write. She would go to him while aunt Leo was out—
that very afternoon.
A hansom-cab made the matter very easy. She had
almost a sense of elation as she stood at the door of
Hubert's sitting-room and knocked her timid little knock,
vhich had to be twice repeated before the door was
opened \ and then a tall slight girl in black stood in the
doorway and asked her what she wanted.
" I want to see Mr. Lepel," said Enid, blushing and
h'isitating.
" Mr. Lepel has been ill." The girl's clear voice had
a curious vibration m it as she spoke. " Do you want to
see him particularly ? "
Enid took courage and looked at her. The girl wore a
bUck hat ; her dress was severely plain, and her face was
pale. Enid thought there was nothing remarkable about
her — therefore that she could not be Cynthia West.
* I am his cousin," she explained simply, ** and my
name is Vane — Enid Vane."
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** A flash of new expression changed the girl's face at
once. Not remarkable — with those great dark eyes, and
the lovely color coming and going in the oval cheeks !
Enid confessed her mistake to herself frankly. The girl
was remarkably handsome — it was a fact that could not be
gainsaid. Enid looked at her gravely, with a little feeling
of repulsion which she found it difficult to help.
" Will you come in ? " said Cynthia. " Mr. Lepel is in
his room ; but he means to get up this afternoon. If you
will kindly wait for a few moments in has sitting-room, I
am sure that he will be with you before long. I will speak
to his man Jenkins."
She had ushered Enid into Hubert's front room, from
which the untidiness had disappeared. His artistic
properties were displayed to great advantage, and every
vase was filled with flowers. It was plain that a woman's
hand had been at work.
Enid glanced around her with curiosity. Cynthia
pushed a chair towards her, and waited until the visitor
had seated herself. Then, repeating the words, " I will
speak to his man Jenkins," she prepared to leave the room.
Enid rose from her chair.
' " You are Miss West," she said—" Cynthia West ? "
" Cynthia Westwood," replied the girl, and looked
sorrowfully yet proudly into Enid's eyes.
Her face was flushed, but Enid's had turned pale.
" Will you stay and speak to me for a minute or two ?
I see that you were going out "
" It does not matter ; I need not go," said Cynthia,
removing her hat and laying it carelessly on one of the
tables. " If you want to speak to me "
Neither of them concluded her sentence. Each was
conscious of great embarrassment.
For once in her life, Cynthia stood like a culprit ; for
she thought that Enid loved Hubert Lepel, and that she
— Cynthia — had withdrawn him from his allegiance. It
was Enid who broke the silence.
" I wanted to see you," she said. " I came to see you
more than to see Hubert. I heard you were here."
Cynthia looked up quickly.
" You heard Mrs. Vane's opinion of me, I suppose * '*
It was bitterly spoken.
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should not believe a thing just because Mrs. Vane said it
— nor my uncle, for his opinions all come from ^Irs.
Vane."
Her expressions were somewhat vague \ but her mean-
ing was clear. Cynthia flashed a grateful glance at
her.
** You mean," she said, holding her graceful head a trifle
higher than usual, '' that you do not think that 1 am un-
womanly — that I have disgraced myself— because I came
here to nurse Mr. Lepel in his illness ? "
" No ! I should have done the same in your place — if I
loved a man." *
The color mounted to the roots of Cynthia's hair.
^ " You know that ? " she said quickly. " That I— I love
him, I mean ? There is no use in denying it — I do.
There is no harm in it. I shall not hurt him by loving him
— as I shall love him — to the last day of my life."
" No ; I should be the last person to blame you," said
Enid very gently, " because I know what love is myself ; "
and then the clear color flamed all over her fair face as it
had flamed in Cynthia's.
Cynthia bit her lip.
"You do not think," she said, with the impetuous
abruptness which might have been ungraceful in a less
beautiful woman, but was never unbecoming to her, "that
because I love him I want to take him away from those
who have a better right than I to his love ? I learned to
care for him unawares ; I had given him my love in secret
long before — before he knew: He knows it now ; I can-
not help his knowing. But I am not ashamed. I should
be ashamed if I thought that I could make him unfaithful
to you."
Enid looked at her, and admired. Cynthia's generosity
was taking her heart by storm. But for the moment she
could not speak, and Cynthia went on rapidly.
" You do not know what he has been to me. I have
had trouble and misfortune in my life, and I have had
kindness and good friends also ; but he — he was almost
the first — he and you together. Miss Vane, although you
do not know what I mean perhaps. Do you remember
meeting a ragged child on the road outside your park
gates, and speaking kindly to her and giving her your only
shilling ? That was myself ! "
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"You," cried Enid — "you that little gipsy girl t I
remember that I could not understand why I was sent
away." Then she stopped short and looked aside, fearing
lest she had said something that might hurt.
"I know," said Cynthia. "Your aunt— Miss Vane —
was shocked to find you talking to me, for she knew who I
was. She sent you back to the house ; but before you
went you asked Mr. Lepel to be good to me. He
promised — and he kept his word. Although I did not
know it until long afterwards, it was he who sent me to
school for many years, and had me trained and cdred for
in every possible way. I did not even know his name ;
but I treasured up my memories of that one afternoon
when I saw him at Beechfield all through the years that I
spent at school. I knew your name ; and I kept the shil-
ling that you gave me, in remembrance of your goodness.
I have worn it ever since. See — it is round my neck now,
and I shall never part from it. And do you think that,
after all these years of gratitude and tender memory of
your kindness, I would do you a wrong so terrible as
that of which Mrs. Vane accuses me? I would die
first! I love Hubert; ^ t, if I may say so, I love you,
Miss Vane, too, humbly und from a distance — and I will
never willingly give you a moment's pain. I will be
guided by what you wish me to do. If you tell me to
leave the house this day, I will go, and never see him
more. You have the right to command, and I will
obey."
" But why," said Enid slowly, ** did you not think of all
this earlier ? Why, when you were older, did you not
remember that you — you had no right "
She could not finish her sentence.
" Because of his relationship to you, and his engagement
to you ? " said Cynthia. " Oh, I see that I must tell you
more ! Miss Vane, I was ungrateful enough to run away
from the school at which he placed me, as soon as my
story became accidently known to my schoolfellows. I
was then befriended by an old musician, who taught me
how to sing and got me an engagement on the stage.
When he died, I was reduced to great poverty. I heard
of Mr. Lepel at the theatre. He wrote plays, and had
become acquainted with my face and my stage-name ; but
he did not know that I was the girl whom he had sent to
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school ; and I did not know that he was the gentleman whom
I had seen with you at Beechfield. His face sometimes
seemed vaguely familiar to mc ; but I could not imagine
why.
** And he did not remember you ? "
" Not in the least. I applied to him for help to get
work," said Cynthia, flushing hotly at the remembrance ;
" and he found out that I had a voice and helped me. I
went to him because I heard of his kindness to others,
and I had read a story that he had written, which made
me think that he would be kind. And he was kind — so
kind that, without design, without any attempt to win my
heart, I fell in love with him, Miss Vane, not knowing
that he was your cousin, not knowing that he was plighted
to another. You may not forgive me for it ; I can only
say that I do not think that it was my fault; and I am
sure that he — he was not to blame. You may punish me
as you will " — there was a rising sob in Cynthia's throat —
" but you must forgive him, and he will be true — true to
you."
She covered her face and burst into passionate tears.
She could control herself no longer ; and at first she hardly
felt the touch of Enid's hand upon her arm, or heard the
words of comfort that fell from Enid's lips.
" You do not understand me," Enid was saying, when at
last Cynthia could listen, " and I want to make you under-
stand. I have misjudged you — will you forgive me? It
has been very, very hard for you ! "
The tears were rolling down her own cheeks as she spoke.
Cynthia surrendered her hand to Enid's clasp, and listened
as if she were in a dream — a pleasant beautiful dream, too
good to last.
" We may perhaps be divided all our lives," said Enid,
"because of things that happened when we were children —
things that you cannot help any more than I. But, as far
as it is possible, I want always to be your friend. Think
of me as your friend — will you not, Cynthia?"
" If I may," said Cynthia.
" I shall always remember you," Enid went on. And
I do not think that it was wrong for you to love Hubert,
or for him to love you — and he docs love you, does he not ?
You need not be afraid to tell me, because I came here
chiefly for one thing— to tell him that I cannot marry him,
and to ask him to set me free."
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" Not for my sake ? " said Cynthia, trembling from head
to foot.
" Not for your sake, dear, but for my own," said Enid,
taking both her hands and looking straight into Cynthia's
tear-filled eyes ; " because I have been as unfaithful to him
as I think that he has been to me — and I have given my
heart away to some one else. I am going to marry Mr.
Evandale, the Rector of Beechfield."
The two girls were standing thus, hand-in-hand, the eyes
of each fixed on the other's face, when the door of com-
munication with the next room was suddenly opened.
Hubert stood there, leaning on Jenkins' arm — for he was
still exceedingly weak — and the start of surprise which he
gave when he saw Enid and Cynthia was uncontrollable.
Cynthia dropped Enid's hand and turned away ; there was
something in her face which she could not bear to have
seen. Enid advanced towards her cousin, and held out
her hand in quiet friendly greeting.
CHAPTER XLVI.
" I HAVE come to answer your note myself," said Enid to
her cousin, as he made his way with faltering steps into
the room. " I hope that you are better now ? "
Hubert had seldom felt himself in a more uncomfortable,
position. What did this mean ? Had Enid and Cynthia
been comparing notes ? He looked from one to the other
in helpless dismay, and scarcely answered Enid's inquiry as
he sank into the chair that Tom Jenkins wheeled forward
for him. Cynthia had turned her back upon the company,
and was again putting on her little black hat. It was plain
that both she and Enid had been crying.
" You must have been very ill," said Enid, regarding him
with compassionate eyes.
*' For a few days I believe that I was rather bad ; but I
am all right now," said Hubert, taking refuge in conven-
tionalities. " My kind nurse has introduced herself to you
perhaps ? "
" We introduced ourselves to each other," said Enid ;
and then she walked away from him to Cynthia. "■ Will you
leave us together for a little time ? " ghe murmured, ** You
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him
do not mind ? I shall not be long ; but I want to make
Hubert understand what I said to you just now."
She had drawn Cynthia outside the door as she spoke.
The two 'oked at each other again gravely, and yet with
a kind of pleasure and satisfaction — then they kissed each
other. Cynthia ran down-stairs ; Enid re-entered the draw-
ing-room and closed the door. Mrs. Jenkins had appeared
on the scene with a tea-tray, which she arranged on a small
table at Hubert's elbow ; and, till she had gone, Enid did
not speak. She sat down in a low arm-chair and observed
her cousin steadily. He was certainly very much changed.
His hair was turning gray on the temples ; his eyes were
hollow and haggard ; he was exceedingly thin. There was
an air of gloom and depression about him which Enid had
not noticed before.
She gave him a cup of tea and took one herself before
she would let him speak of anything but commonplaces.
He did not seem inclined to talk; but, when she took
away his cup, he laid a detaining had on her arm, and
said —
" It is very good of you to come."
" I would have come before if I had been able — and if
you had wanted me."
"You are always welcome," said Hubert. But his tone
was languid, and his eyes did not meet her own.
" Hubert, are you well enough to have a little talk with
me — a sort of business conversation ? "
" Certainly, Enid. I am really quite well now." There
was still no alacrity in his reply.
"And you wrote to me, saying that I had not
written "
" And you had not — for a month or more," said he,
smiling a little more frankly into her face. "Was I
wrong ? "
" Did you expect me to write ? "
"Yes, certainly. Why not ? "
"You did not think that 1 should believe what your
sister has been saying ? " Enid asked.
" Flossy ? What does she say ? "
" Miss West has not told you ? Of course she knows ;
for she was here when Mrs. Vane and the General
called."
*' I suppose that everything disagreeable has been kept
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from me," said Hubert, after little pause. " I \now that
there is a pile of letters which my nurses wii' not let me
read. Tell me what has been going on."
" I am sorry to have to say disagreeable things to you,"
said Enid softly. ** It will not make you ill again, will it,
Hubert ? "
" Out with it ! It won't matter ! " said Hubert, in a
rather impatient tone. " What do you want to say ? "
" Nothmg to make your pulse throb and your face flush
in that manner," she answered, sitting down beside him
and laying her cool fingers on his wrist. '* Dear Hubert,
I have no bad news for you, though I may say one or two
things that sound disagreeable. Please don't excite your-
self in this way, or I must go away."
" No, no — you must speak out now ; it will do me no
harm. What is it ? "
'* Flossy saw Miss West here. She was displeased by
her presence. Uncle Richard believed every word that
is wife said, and was led to think that Cynthia West was a
wicked designing creature who wanted to marry you. You
can imagine what Florence would say and what uncle
Richard would believe."
" I can indeed ! And did she come here and say this to
Cynthia?"
" She said a great deal, I believe. She tried to make
Cynthia go away — Uncle Richard told me ; and — shall I
tell you everything, Hubert ? — he said that you would not
be * led astray ' for very long, and that I should find that
you were true — true to me."
" Enid, did you believe him ? "
" I don't know exactly what I believed. It seemed to
me that Cynthia West had done a very noble thing in
coming to nurse you when you were ill."
Hubert turned and seized her hands.
" Heaven bless you for saying that, Enid ! She saved
my life."
" And we should be grateful to her, and not malign her,
should we not ? But it is only right, Hubert, that I should
know the truth."
'* The truth ? What is there to know ? " said Hubert,
relinquishing her hands and frowning heavily. " Flossy is
absurdly wrong and mistaken, and Cynthia West is one of
the noblest women in the world — that is all that I have to
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say. When I am a little stronger, Enid, it will b'^ better
if you will consent to marry me at once; then we can go
away together and spend the winter in Egypt or Algiers."
He spoke hardily, determinedly. He had made up his
mind to carry out his sacrifice, if Enid desired it, at any
cost. He had, as the General would have said, returned
to his allegiance.
Enid looked at him with a keenness, an intentness,
which struck him as remarkable.
" Do you want me to marry you ? " she said.
" Of course I do ! Why else should I have asked you ?**
he returned, with all a sick man's petulance. " I want to
get the ceremony over as soon as possible — as soon as
you will consent. When shall it be ! "
" One moment, Hubert. Tell me first what I want to
know. Is Flossy right in saying that Cynth.a loves
you?"
" You may be quite sure that Flossy is infernally wrong
in anything she says ! " he answered.
He had never spoken so roughly to her before. She
drew back for a second, and he immediately apologised.
" I beg your pardon, Enid ; I am sorry to be so irritable.
Think of me as a sick man still, and forgive me. But
Flossy knows nothing of the matter."
** Not even that Cynthia cares for you ? "
A deep flush rose to his face.
" You should not ask me. It is the last thing that I
can tell," he said, with the same sharpness of tone.
" Then tell me another thing, Hubert. Do you not care
for her ? "
« Yes — a great deal. She has been a kind friend — an
excellent nurse — and I am grateful to her. Enid, I do
not like to think that you believe me to be untrue to
you."
She took his hand in hers and kissed it — a movement
which discomposed him exceedingly.
" I did not think for one moment that you would desert
me, Hubert, if I wanted you to perform what you had
promised."
" Enid, what do you mean ? Of course I shall perform
what I have promised. Has Flossy been making you
jealous and suspicious ? My dear, believe me, there is no
occasion for you to be so. You are very dear to me, and
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I will be faithful to you always. You shall never have
cause to complain."
" Yes, I know," she said gently. ** You are very good,
Hubert, and you would not for the world do what you
think to be a cruel thing. But would it not be better for
you to be perfectly open with me? If you care for
Cynthia West, would it not be better even for me that you
should marry the woman whom you love ? "
She looked at him and saw his face twitch. Then he
shook his head.
" This is folly, Enid, and I am really not strong enough
to stand it. You have no need to be troubled with doubts
and fears, my little girl. Cynthia West is as good and
true as a woman can be ; and I — I mean to make you
happy and do my duty as a man should do."
Enid smiled, but her eyes were filled with tears.
" Ah, Hubert, I am so glad that you say that ! " she
cried. Hubert looked worried, tormented, anything but
glad ; but she went on : "I always trusted you — always
believed in you — and I was right. You would never be
untrue — you would never "
" For Heaven's sake, Enid, stop 1 " said Hubert faintly.
" I can't — I can't bear this sort of thing ! " And indeed he
looked so ghastly that she had to find smelling-salts and
bring him some cold water to drink before she could go
on.
" I am very sorry," she said penitently, " and I will say
what I have to say very quickly, if you will let me. You
will not acknowledge the truth, I see, though it would be
wiser if you would. You love Cynthia West, and Cynthia
loves you ; and, though you are willing to keep your word
to me, you care for me only as a cousin and a friend. Is
not that really the truth ? "
"My dear Enid, you are developing a wonderful
amount of imagination and, I may say, of courage 1 "
" I don't know about imagination," she said, smiling
again ; " but I think that I have gained a great deal of
courage since I saw you last. As you will not set me free
for your own sake, I must ask you to set me free for
mine. I cannot marry you, Hubert. Will you forgive me
for breaking my word ? "
Her eyes shone so brightly, her smile was so sweet, that
Hubert looked at her in amazement. He had never seen
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her half so beautiful. She was transfigured ; for love and
happiness had done their work, and made her lovelier than
she had ever been in all her life before.
" I am in earnest/' she went on. " I have been false to
you, Hubert dear— and yet I never liked you so well as I
like you now. I have given my word to some one else —
to some one that I love better — and I want to know if you
will forgive me and set me free."
" Enid I cannot understand ! Do you think that I am
not ready — anxious — to marry you ? My dear, if you will
only trust me and honor me so far "
Enid laughed in his face.
*' Why won't you believe that I am in earnest? "she
said. " Indeed I am speaking seriously. I love Maurice
Evandale, the Rector of Beechfield, better than I love
you, uncivil though it may sound."
He caught her by the iiands.
" Really — truly — Enid ? You love him? "
" Far better than I ever loved you, dear Hubert ! You
are my cousin, whom I love sincerely in a cousinly way ;
but I love Maurice with all my heart and soul ! " — and a
deep blush overspread her countenance, while her happy
smile and lowered eyes attested the truth of her state-
ment.
" And are you happy ? "
" Very happy ! And, Hubert, I should like to see you
happy too. Now acknowledge the truth, please. You
love Cynthia — is not that true ? "
*^ Enid, you are a witch ! "
" And she loves you ? "
He did not answer for a minute or two. Then with
unaccustomed gravity of tone, he said —
"I fear so, Enid."
** You fear so ? Why do you say that ? " she asked.
" Because I am afraid that, even if we love each other,
we ought not to marry."
Enid's face grew thoughful, like his own.
" You mean because of my father ? " she said, in a low
voice.
"Yes — because of your father."
But he did not mean il \\. the sense that she attributed
to his words. He lay back in his chair, sighing heavily,
and again growing very pale.
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"Hubert," said the girl, " I think you are wrong.
Cynthia is not to blame for her father's actions — it is not
fair to punish the innocent for the guilty."
" My dear, I must tell you before you go on that Cynthia
does not believe her father guilty."
" Not guilty ? Oh, Hubert I But you think so, do you
not?"
He struggled with himself for a minute.
" No, Enid," he said at last.
Her face grew troubled and perplexed.
" But the jury said that he was guilty ! You think that
they were wrong? Perhaps some new evidence has been
found ! I shall be glad for Cynthia's sake if her father is
innocent."
" Shall you, Enid ? "
" Yes ; for it must be such a terrible thing for a girl to
know that her father has committed a great crime. She
can never forget it ; her whole life must be overshadowed
by the remembrance. I am so thankful to think that my
own dear father — although his end was tragic — lived a
good and honorable life. It would be awful for Cynthia if
she believed her father to be a wicked man ! "
Hubert turned away his face. It was terrible to him to
hear her speak thus. It seemed to him that, whenever an
impulse came upon him to speak the truth, she herself
made the truth appear unspeakable. Better perhaps to
leave the matter where it stood. It was a mere question of
transferring a burden from Cynthia's strong to Enid's
feeble shoulders.
" Whether Westwood was really innocent or guilty," he
said, with an effort, " is not for us to decide — now."
" No ; and therefore we must do our best for Cynthia
and for ourselves," said Enid, with sudden resolution. " I
did not know before that there was even a doubt about
his guilt ; but, if so, our way is all the clearer, Hubert.
You are not hesitating because you do not want to marry
a convict's daughter, are you ? "
" Not at all."
" Then it is because you are afraid that we — that I
perhaps — shall be hurt? I know that Flossy and the
General feel strongly on the point. But, Hubert, I
absolve you — I give you leave. In my father's name I
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things are known he sees as I do — that the innocent
must not be punished for the guilty. If you love Cynthia,
Hubert, marry her ; and 1 will give you my best wishes
for your happiness. 1 am sure that it should be so — else
why should God have permitted you to love each other?"
♦' Enid, you are an angel ! " cried Hubert.
He seized her hand and pressed it to his lips. She felt
tears hot upon her fingers, and knew that they came from
his eyes. She bent down and kissed his forehead.
"God bless you dear !" she said. " I am so happy
myself that I cannot bear you and Cynthia :o be unhappy.
Will you tell her when she comes in that I want you to
marry her as soon as possible ? She is so good, so noble,
that I am sure you will be hajjpy with her. And you can
go abroad together if you are married soon. Good-bye
Hubert ! We shall always think of each other lovingly,
shall we not ? "
** I shall think of you — gratefully," he said, with his face
bowed down upon his hands — " as of an angel from
heaven 1 "
"Oh, no — only as a poor, weak, erring little giil, who
broke her word to you and had far more happiness than
she deserved. And now good-bye."
He would have detained her — perhaps to say mere
words of gratitude — perhaps to say something else ; but
she withdrew herself from his clasping hand and quietly
left the room. She knew that he was better alone. She
went downstairs, let herself out of the house, and met
Cynthia on the steps. The girl was just returning after a
hurried walk round and round the square.
" Go to him," said Enid softly. " He wants help and
comfort, and he wants your love. You will be very happy
by-and-by."
And Cynthia went. -
CHAPTER XLVH.
Cynthia came softly into the room. She looked
timidly towards Hubert's chair, then rushed ibrward
and rang the ^ell violently. She had had some fear of the
result of Enid's visit, and her fear was certainly justified.
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Hubert had fainted away when his visitor had left the
room.
It was not until some time afterwards that Cynthia
allowed him to talk again. She had medicaments of
various kinds to apply, and insisted upon his being per-
fectly quiet. She had wanted him to go to bed again ;
but he ha'^ resisted this proposition ; and, in consequence,
he was still in the sitting-room, though lying upon the
sofa, at the hour of half-past eight that evening, when
the light was fading, and Cynthia was at his side.
" You feel better now, do you not ? " she said to him.
" Yes, thank you." The tone was curiously dispirited.
** I must call Jenkins, and you must go to bed."
He caught her hand.
" Not yet, Cynthia — I want to say something."
" To-morrow," she suggested.
" No, not to-morrow — to-night. I am quite well able
to talk. Cynthia, where is your father? "
The question was utterly unexpected,
"My father?" she echoed. "Why do you want to
know ? "
" Because I have an impression that he is in England,
and that you have seen him lately."
" If I had," said Cynthia tremulously, " I should be
bound not to tell any one."
" Ah, that is true ! And you v/ould not trust even me,"
he remarked, with a great sigh. " Well, I suppose that
you are right ! "
" I trust you perfectly," she said.
" You have no reason to do so. Cynthia, do you know
why Enid Vane came to-day ? "
" Yes, — she told me."
" She is engaged to Mr. Evandale. She has set me
free."
There was a silence. Cynthia did not move ; and at
last Hubert said, in a stifled voice —
" I love one woman, and one only. What can I say to
her ? "
" Nothing but that," said Cynthia softly ; and then she
turned and kissed him.
" I dare not say e /en that," he muttered.
" Why not ? You told r^e onc^ of an obstacle — Enid
Vane was the obstacle, was she not ? "
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" Another ! " exclaimed Cynthia. " What could that
be ? "
She was kneeling beside him, her hand locked fast in
his, her arm upon his shoulder. A sort of sob broke from
his lips.
" Oh, my darling,'- he said, " I am the last man that
you ought ever to have loved ! "
" But I love you now, Hubert."
"I am a viUian, Cynthia — a mean miserable cur (
Can't you accept that fact, and leave me without asking
why?"
" No, I cannot, Hubert ; I don't believe it."
" It is no good telling me that — I know myself too
well. Believe all that I say, Cynthia, and give me up.
Don't make me tell you why."
"I shall always love you," she whispered, "whether
you are bad or good."
" Suppose that I had injured any one that was very
dear to you — saved myself from punishment at his ex-
pense ? I daren't go any farther. Is there nothing that
you can suppose that I have done — the very hardest
thing in the whole world for you to forgive ? You can't
forgive it, I know ; to tell you means to cut myself off
from you for the rest of my life ; and yet I cannot make
up my mind to take advantage of your ignorance. I
have resolved, Cynthia, that I will not say another word
of — of love to you — until you know the truth."
She gazed at him, her lips growing white, her eyes
dilating with sudden terror.
" There is only one thing," she said at length, " that I
—that I "
" That you could not forgive. I am answered,
Cynthia ; it is that one thing that I have done."
He spoke very calmly, but his iz ze was white with a
pallor like that of death. She remained motionless ; it
seemed as if she could scarcely dare to breathe, and her
face was as pale as his own.
"Hubert," she said presently, only just above her
breath, " you must be saying whai you do not mean ! "
" I would to God that I did not mean it ! " he exclaimed,-
bestirring himself and trying to rise. '' Get up, Cynthia ;
I cannot lie here and see you kneeling there. Rather let
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me kneel to you ; for I have Wronged you — I have wronged
your father beyond forgiveness. It was I — I who killed
. Sydnv'^y Vane ! "
He was standing now ; but she still knelt be:>ide the
sofa, with her face full of terror.
" Hubert," she said caressingly, " you do not know
what you say. Sit down, my darling, and keep quiet.
You will be better soon."
" I am not raving," he answered her ; " I am only
speaking the truth. God help me ! All these years I
have kept the secret, Cynthia ; but it is true — I swear be-
fore God that it is true ! It was I who killed Sidney
Vane. Now curse me if you will, as your father did long
years ago."
He fell back on the sofa, and buried his face in his
hands with a moan of intolerable pain.
There came a long silence. Cynthia did not move j
she also had hidden her face.
" Oh," she said at last, " I do not know what to do !
My poor father — my poor father ! Think of the shame
and anguish that he went through ! Oh, how could you
bear to let him suffer so ? " And then she wept bitterly
and unrestrainedly ; and Hubert sat with his head bowed
in his hands.
But after a time she became calm ; and then, without
looking up, she said, in a low voice —
" I should like to hear it all now. Tell me how it hap-
pened."
He started and removed his hands from his face. It
was so haggard, so miserable, that Cynthia, as she
glanced at him, could not forbear an impulse of pity.
But she averted her head and would not look at him
again.
** You must tell me everything now," she said.
And so he told the story. He found it hard to begin ;
but as he went on, a certain relief came to him, in spite
of shame and sorrow, at the disburthening himself of his
secret. He did not spare himself. He told the tale very
fully, and, little by little, it seemed to Cynthia that she
began to understand his life, his character, his very soul,
as she had never understood them before. She under-
stood, but she aid not love.
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" you can fetch your father and clear him in the eyes of
the world as soon as you like. I will take any punish-
ment that the law allots me. But I think that I shall not
have to bear it long. Even a life sentence ends one day,
thank God ! " -
Then Cynthia spoke.
" You think," she said very coldly, " that I shall tell
your story — that I shall denounce you to the police ? "
" As you please, Cynthia," he answered, with a sadness
born of despair.
" You throw the burden on me ! " she said. " You
have thrown your burdens on other people's shoulders all
your life, it seems. But now you must bear your own."
She rose and moved away from him. " I shall not accuse
you., Yodr confession is safe enough with me. You for-
get that I — I loved you once. I cannot give you up to
justice even for my father's sake. You must manage the
matter for yourself."
Cynthia," he cried hoarsely — " Cynthia, be merciful ! "
Had you any mercy for my father? " she asked him,
looking at him with eyes in which the reproach was ter-
rible to his inmost soul. " Did you ever think what he
had to bear ? " Her hand was on the door. " I am going
now," she said — " I am going to my father ; I have
learned the place in which he lives. But I shall not tell
him what you have just told me. Justify him to the
world if you like ; till that is done, I will never speak to
you again."
" Cynthia — Cynthia ! " cried the wretched man.
He rose from the sofa and stretched out his arms
blindly towards her. But she would not relent.
As she left the room, he fell to the floor — insensible for
the second time that day. She heard the crashing fall —
she knew that he was in danger ; but her heart was
hardened, and she would not look back. The only thing
she did was to call Jenkins before she left the house and
send him to his master. And then she went out into the
street, and said to herself that she would never enter the
house again.
Jenkins went up to the dra^ ' -room, and found Mr.
Lepel lying on the floor. He his wife managed with
some difficulty to get him back .o bed. Then they sent
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for the E'octor. But, when the Doctor came, he shook
his head, and looked very serious over Hubert's state. A
relapse had taken place ; he was delirious again ; and no
one could say whether he would recover from this second
attack. Cynthia was asked for at once ; but Cynthia was
nowhere to be found.
** She will come back, no doubt, sir," Jenkins said.
" I hope she will," the Doctor answered, ** for Mr. Lepel's
chances are considerably lessened by her absence."
But the night passed, and the next day followed, and
the next ; but Cynthia never cam z.
In the meantime there was one person in the house who
knew more of her than she chose to say. Miss Sabina
Meldreth had been keeping her eye, by Mrs. Vane's orders,
upon Cynthia West. She had listened at the door during
the conversation between Enid and Hubert, but without
much result. Their voices had been subdued, and she
had gained nothing for her pains. But it was somewhat
different during the interview between Cynthia and Hubert.
The emotion of the two speakers had been rather too
difficult to repress. Some few of Hubert's words, as well
as Cynthia's passionate sobs, had reached her ears ; and
Cynthia's last sentences, spoken in a clear penetrating
voice, had not been lost on her. She was behind the
folding-door between the two rooms when Cynthia made
her exit. Sabina Meldreth's heart beat with excitement.
Miss West would go to her father, would she ? Then she,
Sabina, would follow her — would track the felon to his
hiding-place ! The hint that Hubert could clear him if he
would was lost upon her in the delight of this discovery.
She could not afford to miss this opportunity of pleasing
Mrs. Vane and earning three hundred pounds. She followed
Cynthia down-stairs, seized a hat from a peg in the hall,
and walked out into the street.
It was already darlv hut the girl's tall graccfal figure
was easily discernible at some little distance. Miss Mel-
dreth followed her hurriedly ; she was determined to lose
no chance of discovering Westwood and delivering him up
to the authorities.
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daughter. Cynthia went through quiet quarters — if she
had ventured into a crowded thoroughfare, she would soon
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to lose
[im up
ivict's
[if she
soon
that;
she was being pursued, or she might have been more care-
ful. In a quiet little court on the north side of Holborn
she presently came to a halt. There was a dingy little
house with ** Lodgings to Let " on a card in the window,
and at the door of this house shj stopped and gave three
knocks with her knuckles. In a few moments the door
was opened, and she stepped in. Sabina could not see
who admitted her.
She waited for some time. A light appeared after a
while in an upper window, and one or two shadows crossed
the white linen blind. Sabina went a little higher up
the court and watched. Shadows came again—first, the
shadow of a woman with a hat upon her head — ah, that was
Miss West ! — next ':hat of a man — nearer the window and
more distinct. Sabina thought that she recognised the slight
stoop of the shoulders, the stiff and halting gait.
"I've caught you at last, have I, Mr. Reuben Dare ! "
she said to herself, with a chuckle, as she noted the number
of the house and the name of the court. " Well, I shall
get three hundred pounds for this night's work ! I'll wait a
bit and .see what happens next."
What happened next was that the lights were extinguished
and that the house seemed to be shut up.
" Safe for the night ! " said Sabina, chuckling to herself.
" I won't let the grass grow ;:nder my feet this time. I'll
tell the police to-morrow morning, and I'll write to Mrs.
Vane as well. He shan't escape us now ! "
She retraced her steps to Russell Square, and at once
indited a letter to Mrs. Vane with a full account of all that
she had seen and heard. She slipped out to post it that
very night, and lay down with the full intention of going
to Scotland Yard the next morning. But in the morning
she was delayed for an hour only ; but that hour was fatal
to her plans. When the police visited the house in Vernon
Court, they found that the rooms were empty, and that
Cynthia and her father had disappeared. Nobody knew
anything r.bout them ; and the police retired in an exceed-
ingly bad humor, pouring anathemas upon Sabina's head.
But Sabina did not care ; she had received news which
had stupefied her for a time and hindered her in the execu-
tion of her designs — little Dick Vane was dead.
The child had never rallied from the accident which had
befallen him. For several days and nights he had lain in
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a state of coma ; and then, still unconscious, he had passed
away. His watchers scarcely knew at what moment he
ceased to breathe ; even the General, who had seldom left
his side, could not tell exactly when the child died. So
peacefully the little life came to a close that it seemed only
that his sleep was preternaturally long. And with him a
long course of perplexity and deceit seemed likely also to
have its end.
Mrs. Vane had disappointed and displeased the General
during the boy's illness ; she had steadily refused to nurse
him — even to see him, towards the end. The General
was an easy and indulgent husband, but he noticed that his
wife seemed to have no love for the child who was all in
all to him. The worst came when Flossy refused to look
at the boy's dead face when he was gone. The General
reproached her for her hardness of heart, and declared
bitterly that the child had never known a mother's love.
And Flossy did not easily forgive the imputation, although
she professed to accept it meekly, and to excuse herself by
saying that her nerves were too delicate to bear the shock
of seeing a dead child.
Troubles seemed to heap themselves upon the General's
head. His boy had gone ; Enid, whom he tenderly loved,
had left his house ; Hubert, to whom also he was much
attached, lay ill again, and was scarcely expected to recover.
By the time the funeral was over, the General had worked
himself up to such a state of nervous anxiety, that it was
felt by his friends that some immediate change must be
made in his manner of life. And here a suggestion of
Flossy's became unexpectedly useful — she proposed that
the General should go to his sister's for a time, and that
she should stay at Hubert's lodging.
It was not that she cared very much for her brother, or
that she was likely to prove a good nurse, but that she was
afraid, from What Sabina said, that Hubert might be doing
something rash — making confession perhaps, or taking
Cynthia West into his confidence. If she were on the spot,
she felt that she could hinder any such rash proceeding
with Sabina's help.
But Sabina was not to the fore. When she heard that
Mrs. Vane was coming to town, she threw up her engage-
ment and went back to her aunt's at Camden Town. A
trained nurse took her place, and Mrs, Vane lodged in the
house.
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35S
Contrary to the doctor's expectations, Hubert survived
the crisis of his fever, and passed at last into the con-
valescent stage ; though very weak, he was pronounced to
be out of danger, and he began to grow stronger every day.
But, as every one who had known him in happier days had
reason to remark, he bore himself like an utterly broken-
hearted, broken-spirited man. It seemed as if he would
never hold up his head again — all hope went from him
when Cynthia left his side.
CHAPTER XLVIII.
Cynthia had, as Sabina suspected, gone straight to her
father when she left Russell Square. Some time before he
had let her know that he was still in England, and had
sent her his address, warning her however not to visit him
unless she was obliged to do so. On this occasion she
had almost forgotten his warning ; she went to him as a child
often goes to its parents, more for comfort than for absolute
protection ; and he was astonished, as v ^11 as alarmed,
when she flung herself into his arms ai^d wept on his
shoulder, calling him now and then by all sorts of endear-
ing names, but refusing to explain to him the reason of her
visit or of her grief
" It's not that man that you're fond of, is it, my dearie ?
He hasn't played you false, has he ? "
" No, father, no — not in the way you mean."
."He ain't worse — dying or anything ? "
" Oh, no ! " — with a sudden constriction of the heart,
which might have told her how dear Hubert was to her
still.
" Then you've quarrelled ? "
" I suppose we have," said Cynthia, with an unnatural
hysterical laugh. " Oh, yes — we have quarrelled, and we
shall never see each other any more ! "
" In that case, my girl, you'd better cast in your lot with
me. Shall we leave England to-morrow ? "
Cynthia was silent for a moment.
" Is it safer for you to go or to stay, father ? "
"Well, it's about equal," said Westwood cheerfully.
" They're watching the ports, I understand ; so maybe I
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should have a difficulty in getting off. On the other hand,
I'm pretty certain that the landlady here suspects me ; and
I thought of making tracks early to-morrow morning,
Cynthia, my dear, if you have no objection to an early
start."
*' Anything you please, dear father."
"We're safest in London, I think," said Westwood
thoughtfully ; " but I think that I shall try to get out of the
country as soon as I can. I am afraid it is no good to
follo'v UD my clue, Cynthia ; I can't find out anything more
iih .V Mrs. Vane."
( -'nthia gave a little shiver, and then clung to him help-
!e;i?4v ' she could not speak.
"I've -)metimes thought," her father continued, "that
your young man — Mr. Lepel — knew more than he chose
to say. I've sometimes wondered whether — knowing me
to be your father and all that, Cynthia — there might not
be a chance of getting him to tell all the truth, supposing
that I went to him and threw myself on his — his generosity,
so to speak? Do you think he'd give me up, Cynthy? "
" No, father— I don't think he would."
" It might be worth trying. A- bold stroke succeeds
sometimes where a timid one mighb fail. He's ill, you say,
still, isn't he?"
Cynthia thought of the fall that she had heard as she
left the room.
" Yes," she answered almost inaudibly ; " he has been
very ill, and he is not strong yet."
" And you've left him all the same ? " said her father,
regarding her curiously. " There must have been some-
thing serious — eh, my lass ? "
" Oh, father, don't ask me ! "
"Don't you care for him now then, my girl?" said
Westwood, with more tenderness than he usually showed.
" I don't know — I don't know ! I think I — I hate him ;
but I cannot be sure."
" It's his fault then? He's done something bad?"
" Very bad ! " cried poor Cynthia, hiding her face.
"And you can't forgive him? "
" Not — not till he has made amends ! " said the girl,
with a passionate sob.
Her father sat looking at her with a troubled face.
" If your mother hadn't forgiven me many and many a
((
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357
Lther,
jome-
said
)wed.
him;
girl,
my a
time, Cynthia," he said at last, '' I should have gone to
destruction long before she died. But as long as ever she
lived she kept me straight."
"She was your wife," said Cyntiiia, in a choked \ "ce.
"I am not Hubert's wife — and I never shall be . dw.
Never mind, father ; we were right to separate, and _ am
glad that we have done it. Now will you tell me where
you are thinking of going, or if you have made any plans ? "
Westwood shook his head.
" I've got no plans, my dear — except to slip out at the
door, early to-morrow morning. Where I go next I am
sure I do not know."
Cynthia resolutely banished the thought of her own
affairs, and set herself to considp possibilities. Her mind
reverted again and again to th-. J ;kins family. Their
connection with Hubert made '" ^et... a little dangerous to
have anything to do with them *• p -esent ; and yet Cynthia
was .inclined to trust Tom [sx/ ins very far. He was
thoroughly honest and true, and he was devoted to her
service; but, after some re. ...ion, she abandoned this
idea. If she and her father were to be together, she had
better seek some plac^ where her own face was unknown
and her father's history forgotten. After a little considera-
tion, she remembered some people whom she had heard of
in the days of her engagement at the Frivolity. They let
lodgings in an obscure street in Clerkenwell ; and, as they
were quiet inoffensive folk, Cynthia thought that she and*
her father might be as safe with them as elsewhere. She
did not urge her father to leave England at present ; for
she had a vague feeling that she ought not to cut him off
from the chance — a feeble chance, but still a chance — of
being cleared by Hubert Lepel's confession. She had not
much hope ; and yet it seemed to her possible that Hubert
might choose to tell the truth at last, and that she could
but hope that, having confessed to her, he might also con-
fess to the world at large, and show that Westwood was an
innocent and deeply injured man.
She stayed the night, sleeping on a little sofa in the
sittin^oom ; but early the next day they went out together,
making one of the early morning " flittings " to which West-
wood was accustomed ; and Cynthia took her father to his
new lodgings in Clerkenwell.
For some days she did not go out again. Excitement
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A LIFE SEirrEJ^Ck,
and the shock of Hubert's confession had for once dis-
organised her splendid health. She felt strangely weak
and ill, and lay in her bed without eating or speaking, her
face turned to the wall, her head throbbing, her hands and
feet deathly cold. Westwood watched her anxiously and
wanted her to have a doctor ; but Cynthia refused all
medical advice. She was only worn out with nursing, she
said, and needed a long rest ; she would be better soon.
One day when she had got up, but had not yet ventured
out of doors, her father came into her room with a bunch of
black grapes which he had brought for her to eat.
" How good you are, father ! " Cynthia said gratefully.
She took one to please him but she did not seem inclined
to eat. She was sitting in a wooden chair by the window,
looking pale and listless. There were dark shadows under
her eyes and a sad expression about her mouth ; one
would scarcely have known her again for the brilliant
beauty who had carried all before her when she sang in
London drawing-rooms not three months earlier.
, Her father looked at her with sympathetic attention.
" You want cockering up," he said, ** and coddling and
waiting on. When once we get out of this darned old
country, you shall see something different, my girl! I've
got money enough to do the thing in style when we reach
the States. You shall have all you want there, and no
mistake ! "
" Thank you, father," said the girl, with a listless smile.
" I've had a long walk to-day," Westwood said, after a
pause, "and I've been into what you would call danger,
my girl. Ah, that rouses you up a bit, doesn't it ? I've
been to Russell Square."
"To Russell Square." Cynthia's face turned crimson
at once. " Oh, father, did you see — did you hear "
" Did I hear of Mr. Lepel ? That's what I went for, my
beauty ! In spite of your quarrel, I thought you'd maybe
like to hear how he was getting on. I talked to the
gardener a bit ; Mr. Lepel's been ill again, you know."
" A relapse ? " said Cynthia quickly. ^
"Yes, a relapse. They've had a hospital-nurse for him,
I hear. He's not raving now, they say, but very weak
and stupid-like."
^^ Have none of his friends come to nurse him ? " said Cyn-
thia.
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359
him,
I weak
Cyn-
" I don't know. The gardener wouldn't hear that, maybe.
He sa)M there'd been a death in the family— some child or
other. Would that be Genera). Vane's little boy, do you
suppose ? "
"It might be."
" Then Miss Vane will be the heiress. She and Mr.
Lepel " He hesitated for a moment, and Cynthia
looked up.
" Miss Vane is going to marry Mr. Evandale father.
She is not engaged to Mr. Lepel now."
" Oh ! Not engaged to Mr. Lepel now ? Then what
the dickens," said Westwood very deliberately, "did you
and Mr. Lepel quarrel about, I should like to know ? "
" I can't tell you, father. Nothing to do with that,
however."
" I expect it was all a woman's freak. I had made up
rny mind for you to marry that fellow, Cynthia. I rather
liked the looks of him. I'd have given you a thumping
dowry and settled him out in America, if you'd liked. It
would have been better than the life of a newspaper-man
in London any day."
Cynthia did not answer. Her face wore a look of settled
misery which made Westwood uncomfortable. He went
on doggedly.
" When he gets better, I think I shall go and see him
about this. I've no mind to see my girl break her heart
before my eyes. You know you're fond of him. Why
make such a mystery of it? Marry him, and make him
sorry for his misdeeds afterwards. That's my advice."
Cynthia's hands began to tremble in her lap. She
said nothing however, and Westwood did not pursue
the subject. But a few days later she asked him a question
which showed what was weighing on her mind.
" father, what do you think about forgiveness ? We
ought to forgive those that have injured us, I suppose ?
They always said so at St. Elizabeth's."
" Up to a certain point, I think, my girl. It's no good
forgivincf them that are not sorry for what they've done.
It w^Uid go to my heart not to punish a rascal that robbed
me and laughed in my face afterwards, you know. But, if
I've reason to think that he's repented and tried to make
amends, why, then, I think a man's a fool who doesn't say,
* All right, old fellow — try again and good luck to you ! ' "
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t(
Make amends ! Ah, that is the test ! " said Cynthia,
in a very low voice.
** Well, it is and it isn't," said her father sturdily.
" Making amends is a very difficult matter sometimes.
The best way sometimes is to put all that's been bad
behind you, and start again fresh without meddling with
the old affairs. Of course it's pretty hard to tell whether
a man's repentant or whether he is not."
He knew very well that she was thinking of Hubert
Lepel, and was therefore all the more cautious and all the
more gentle in what he said. For he had gone over to
Hubert's sid^ in the absence of any precise knowledge as
to what the quarrel had been about. " A woman's sure to
be in the wrong ! " he said to himself — hence his advice
*" But, if one is sure — quite sure — that a man repents,"
said Cynthia falteringly, " or, at least, that he is sorry, and
if the wrong is not so much to oneself, but to somebody
else that is dear to one, then "
" If you care enough to worry about the man, forgive
him, and have done with it ! " said her father. ** Now look
here, Cynthy — let's have no beating about the bush ! I
think I know pretty well what's happening. Mr. Lepel
knows something about that murder business — I an pretty
sure of that. You think, rightly or wrongly, that he could
have cleared nie if he had tried. Well, maybe so — maybe
not ; I can't tell. But, my dear, I don't want you to bother
your head about me. If you're fond of the fellow, you
needn't let my affairs stand in your way. Why, as a matter
of fact, I'm better off now than I should ever have been
in England ; so what seemed to be a misfortune has turned
out to my advantage. I'm content enough. Mr. Lepel
has held his tongue, you say " — though Cynthia had not
uttered a single word ; " but I reckon it was for his sister's
sake. And, though she's a bad lot, I don't see how a man
could tell of his sister, Cynthy-— I don't indeed. So you
go back to Mr. Lepel and tell him not to l;other himself.
I can take care of myself now, and all this rubbish ^bout
clearing my character may as well be knocked on the head.
As soon as I'm out of the country, I don't care a rap !
You tell that to Mr. Lepel, my beauty, and make it up
with him. I wouldn't for the world that you should be
unhappy because I've been unfortunate."
This was a long speech for Westwood ; and Cynthia
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3^<
you
latter
been
ined
epel
not
mself.
about
head,
rap !
it up
Id be
nthia
came and put her hands on his shoulders and laid her
check to his long before he had finished.
" Dear father," she said, " you are very good and very
generous I "
" Confess now, Cynthy~you love him, don't you? " said
Westwood, with unusual gentleness.
*♦ I am afraid I do, father," she said, crying as she
spoke.
*' Then be faithful to him, my lass, like your mother was
to me."
They said no more. But Cynthia brooded over her
father's words for the next three days and nights. Then
she came 1.0 him one day with her hat and cloak on, as if
she were going for a walk.
" Father," she began abruptly, '' do you allow me to go
to Hubert — to see him, 1 mean? "
"Of course I do, my dear."
" Although you believe what you said — and what I did
not say — that he could have cleared you if he had liked ? "
" Yes, my dear — if you love him."
" Yes, I love him," said Cynthia sadly.
" I'm going to sail next week ; he'll never be troubled
by me again," said her father. " You can either stay with
him, Cynthia, or he can come out with us. Out there we
can all forget what's over and done. You go to him and
tell him so at once."
He kissed her on the forehead with unaccustomed solemn-
ity. Cynthia flung her arms round his neck and gave him
a warm embrace. The eyes of both father and daughter
were wet as they said good-bye.
Cynthia knew nothing of Mrs. Vane's visit to London.
She expected to meet a trained nurse on^y, and the Jen-
kins — Sabina Meldreth and the doctor perhaps beside,
but no one else. She set forth at an hour which would
enable her to reach the house when Hubert was likely to
be up — at least, if he were able to leave his bed. She did
not know what she was going to say to him — what line
she was about to take. She only knew that she co.Jd not
bear to be away from him any long^i, and that love and
forgiveness were the two thoughts up].ermost in lier mind.
She was not aware that her father had considered it un-
fit for her to go alone to Russell Square. He had followed
her all the way from Clerkenweil, and was in the square
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immediately behind herself. When she mounted the steJ)S
and rang the bell, he crossed the road and walked along
the pavement by the gardens in the middle of the square.
Here he fancied that he should be unobserved. He saw
the door opened ; he saw Cynthia making her inquiries of
the servant. Then she went in, and the door was shut.
He waited for some time. Presently a man, whom he
knew to be the faithful Jenkins, appeared on the steps of
the house and looked about him. Then he crossed the
road and advanced to Westwoou, who was leaning against
the railings.
"Mr. Reuben Dare, I think?" he said, touching his
hair respectfully. Westwood stared at the sound of that
name, " Miss West and Mr. Lepel wants to know if you
will kindly come up-stairs. They have a word or two to
say, and they hope that you will not fail to come."
Westwood smiled to himself — a rather peculiar smile.
" All right," he said ; " if they want me to come, I'll
come. But I think they had both better have let me stay
away."
Nevertheless he followed Jenkins to the house.
CHAPTER XLIX.
The door had been opened to Cynthia by a strange
servant. She asked if Mr. Lepel was at home — a con-
ventionalism of which she immediately repented. Was he
well enough to see anybody, at least ? she asked.
The girl did not know, but asked her to walk inside.
Mr. Lepel was better ; he was dressed every day and sat
in the drawing-room ; but he had not seen any visitors as
yet. He was in the drawing-room now, she thought, and
he was alone.
" I will go up," said Cynthia decidedly. " You need not
announce me. I will go myself; he knows me very well."
The girl fell back doubtfully ; but Cynthia's tone was
so resolute, her air so assured, that there was nothing for
it but to give way. Besides Mrs. Vane was out, and no-
body had said what was to be done in case of visitors.
Cynthia went in very quietly. Hubert was lying on a
sofa in the darkest corner Cff the room. The blinds were
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partially closed , but she could see his face, and she
thought at first that he was asleep. His eyes were closed,
his hands were stretched at his sides ; his attitude was ex-
pressive of the utmost langour and weariness. She came a
little nearer and looked at him closely. His frame was
sadly wasted, and there was an expression of suffering
and melancholy upon his face that touched her deeply.
She drew nearer and nearer to the sofa ; but he did not
look up until she was almost close to him. Then he
opened his eyes. She cried " Hubert ! " and dropped on
her knees beside him, so as to bring her face upon a level
with his own. She put her arms around him and kissed
his cheek.
" Oh, Hubert," she said, " I could not stay away ! I
love you, my darling — I love you in spite of all ! Will you
forgive me for being so cruel when I saw you last? "
She felt him tremble a little.
" Cynthia ! " he said ; and then with a sudden gesture
he threw his arm around her, rested his head upon her
shoulder, and burst into tears — tears of weakness in part,
but tears also of love, of penitence, of almost unbearable
relief.
She held him close to her, kissing his dark head from
time to time, and calling him by fond, caressing names.
But for some minutes he did not seem to be able or to
care to speak. She caught the word " Forgive ! " once or
twice between his gasps for breath ; but she could dis-
tinguish nothing more.
" Darling," she said at last, " you will do yourself harm
if this goes on. Be calm, and let us talk together a little
time. Yes, I forgive you, if I must say so before anything
else. There, there ! Ah, my own love, how could I have
left you so long ? I was cruel and unkind ! "
" No, Cynthia — no ! I never thought that I should see
you agr,In," he said brokenly. '' Don't leave me again —
just vet."
'' i will never leave you, if you like," she murmured
softly.
''Never, Cynthia?"
" So long as we both do live. You know what I mean ? "
" I daren't think You don't mean that you will now—
now become "
" Your wife ? Yes, if you will have me, Hubert, TherQ
is no barrier between us noWf"
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" Your father ? '' he murmured, looking at her with
weary wistful eyes.
"■ My father sent me to you to-day. No, darling, I have
not told him."
" I wish to Heaven you had, Cynthia ! "
**■ What ! I betray your confidence ? No, I could not
do that. But he had some notion already, Hubert. He
told me that he suspected you — or your sister — some time
ago; and he said to me to-day that he believed that you
could have cleared him if you had liked."
" And what did you say ? I wish that you had found it
in your heart to tell him everything you knew."
*' I could not do that. But I did not deny what he had
said ! " and then she told him all that she remembered of
her father's words.
" His generosity crushes me to the earth ! " said Hubert
hoarsely. " I must tell him the whole story, and let him
decide."
" He has decided."
^* I cannot accept that decision. Since I have been
lying here, Cynthia, and since you left me, I have seen it
all as it appeared in your eyes. I have wondered at my
own cowardice ; and I hope — I trust that I have repented
of it. It is time that I did, Cynthia, for I believe that I
am a dying man."
" No, no ! " she cried, clinging to him passionately.
** You will get better now — ^you must get better — ^for my
sake ! "
" I wish I could, my darling — 1 wish I could ! "
" Why have you such gloomy thoughts ? You are
depressed ; you have wanted me. I shall soon make you
well. I shall take you away from England to some warm
bright country where you will have nothing to do but be
happy and grow quite strong ; and I will take care of you,
and make up to you if I can for everything that you have
lost."
" Yes, if one had not a conscience," said Hubert, with a
faint sad smile^ " one could be very happy, could one not ?
But you forget ; you told me before that I must make
amends. My darling, there is only one course open to me
now."
'* Hubert ! " She knew by instinct what course he
meant to take.
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365
public;
And if the
sake '
I think I can shield
*' We are going to have the whole truth toid now," he
went on softly. " And what a relief it will be ! My God,
I wonder that I could bear the burden so long ! For I
have suffered, Cynthia, though not as your father has. I
am going now to tell the truth and bear the penalty ; there
is no other way."
" There cannot be much of a legal penalty," said Cyn-
thia, trying to speak bravely. " It was a duel."
" Manslaughter, I suppose.- It wHl depend a good deal
on public feeling what the punishment will be ; and public
feeling v/ill — very rightly — be against me. To let another
man be condemned to death when I could have cleared him
with a word I I think, Cynthia, that the mob will tear me
to pieces if they can get hold of me !
'' They will not get hold of you.
knows that it was all for your sister's
"I want to save Flossy, Cynthia.
her still."
" I do not think that my father will shield her, Hubert.
He knows."
** She must be shielded, if possible, dear, for the old
General's sake. What a fool I was not to prevent that mar-
riage ! Well, it can't be helped now. But one thing I can
dt) — I can exonerate your father, and confess that I shot
Sydney Vane, without a word about my sister. That must
be s6, Cynthia. And your father must be silent."
" You will deprive yourself of your one excuse,"
Cynthia quietly.
" I know. I cannot help it. I must stand forth to the
world as a brutal murderer — as once your father did, my
Cynthia. It is only right and just. They must sentence
me as they please. But it will not be for long ; I shall
probably not come out of prison. But, if I do "
Cynthia burst into tears.
" I can't bear it — I can't bear it ! " she cried. " My father
is right — he has got over the worst of it and outlived all
that was hard. It would be terrible for you ! Plow could
you bear it — and how could I ? "
** You could bear it if you thought it brought me happi-
ness, could you not? I know I ari selfish, Cynthia."
" No, no — you are anything but selfish ! Oh, darling,
live forme a little if you will not for yourself! Father
asks you to do that as well as I. You will make us suffer
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if you suf!*er — and I cannot bear to part from you again !
If you love me, Hubert, say nothing — for my father's sake
and mine ! "
It was a strange plea. And while Hubert listened and
strove to calm her, there came a new and unwonted sound
upon the stairs — the sound of a struggle, of trampling
feet, of angry voices — of a woman's shriek and a man's
stifled curse. Cynthia sprang to her feet.
" I hear my father's voice ! " she said. *' What can that
mean ? "
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Hubert's lodgings in Russell Square. Sabina Meldreth
had presented herself at three o'clock, and had inquired
for Mrs. Vane. She was told that Mrs. Vane had gone out,
and was not likely to be back until six or half-past six
o'clock.
" And then the General's coming with her/' Jenkins had
informed her, '' and they're to dine together, because it is
the first time that master has stayed up to dinner since he
was taken ill."
" Oh, that'll do very well for me ! " said Sabina sullenly.
" I shall see the whole lot of them then, I suopose. I'll
wait ! " and she planted herself on one of the wooden
chairs in the hall.
" AVon't you come down-stairs F ' sdid Jenkins. " My
missus is there."
" No, I won*! . I want to see Mrs. Vane ; and perhaps
she'll get a^yav or refuse to see me if I am down-stairs.
Sitting here, she can't escape so easy. I want Mrs. Vane."
Jenkins shrugged his shoulders.
" You seem to have got a grudge against her,'* he
observed. " Didn't she pay you properly ? "
" No, she didn't — not that it's any business of yours,"
Sabina remarked.
^nd, after that speech, Jenkins retired with dignity,
feeling that it was not his part to converse any longer with
a woman who chose to be so very impolite to him.
" She looks very queer ! " he observed to his wife down-
stairs. ** She's in black, and her eyes are red as if she'd
been crying, and her face as white as death. I think she
looks as if she was going out of her mind."
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Whereupon Mrs. Jenkins herself went iip-stairs to in-
spect the dangerous Sabina, but came down with the report
that " she looked quiet enough." And so the afternoon
went on — and still Mrs. Vane did not arrive. But Cynthia
did.
When Sabina heard Miss West's voice speaking to the
maid at the door, she gave a violent start. Then she rose
and went cautiously into a little room which opened off
the hall, and stood behind the door, so that Cynthia could
not see her. As soon as Cynthia had gone up-stairs,
Sabina dashed out into the hall again, and inspected the
square through the pane of glass at the side of the hall
door.
" It's him sure enough," she said to herself, " and his
daughter's gone i:p-st.urs ! Well, they are bold as brass,
the pair of them ! They didn't ought to be allowed to
escape, I'm sure ; but I don't know what to do. I wish
Mrs. Vane would come home, and the General too. They'd
take care he was nabbed fast enough ! And heie they
come ! "
For at that moment Miss Vane's c^* ♦•Jage ilrove up to the
door, and out of it came its owner, as well as Mrs. Vane
and the General. Sabina opened tne door before the man
had time to knock. And no soonei had ^Irs. Vane
entered than she was confronted by Sab'^a.
" What do you want here 1 " she as! ed.
Sabina had, as Flossy expected, come with demands that
would not perhaps have been easy to snlisfy ; but all her
plans were swept away h the appearance 1 1 ' 7estwood in
the square. Sabina did t attempt to stand en ceremony.
" For goodness' sake, ma'am, don't go up-iJtairs nor let
them go just yet ! " she "^aid hurriedly. " There's the man
Westwood in the square — and his daughter's just gone up
to Mr. Lepel. I kn' v him by sight perfectly. If you
want him to be arrested, ma'am, you could get it done
now easily."
" What's that? " said old Miss Vane, stepping back with
her hand to her ear. " Why are you looking so pale,
Flossy? What's all this about? "
Flossy looked at her husband and then looked at Sablnt.
She would have given ajcything to stop Sabina's tongue.
For the General had never yet been made aware of one
half of her manoeuvres, and she did not think that he even
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knew that Westwood was alive. The whole thing would
probably excite him terribly ; and there was i. certain
unsigned document in the General's bureau at home about
which Flossy was particularly anxious. She had not
wanted him to hear too much about Westwood's fate.
But there was no heio for it now. He came forward
with his sister, wanting to know what all the disturbance
was about, and questioning first one and then another in
turn. Sabina was not voluble ; but, acting on a hint from
Mrs. Vane, she did not at once say how she came to re-
cognise the man. The General flew into a rage, as Flossy
had expected him to do, and wanted to go out and lay
hands himself on his brother's murderer. With great
difficulty his wife and sister persuaded him to listen to
reason. The footman was despatched for the police, and
Jenkins was deputed to accost the man and bring him to
the house. In this last piece of business Flossy took the
lead. She had a notion that Jenkins was in Cynthia's
confidence, and would not do what was required of him if
he knew its purpose ; and for that reason she coolly gave
him a message from Hubert and Cynthia. Neither the
General nor Miss Vane heard it, or perhaps they would
not have allowed it to be sent ; but it certainly effected ail
that they desi cd. Quietly and unsuspiciously Westwood
came stepping across the square in Jenkins' wake ; and
just as quietly was taken up the stairs and shown into a
little sitting-room, where it had been decreed that he should
be delayed until the police could arrive.
But Westwood was not altogether at his ease. He was
surprised to find that neither Cynthia nor Lepel were there
to meet him — surprised to find himself left alone in a bare
little room for five or ten minutes at the very least. At
last he tried the door. It was locked. And then the
truth flashed across his mind — he had been recognised —
he had been entrapped. Perhaps even Cynthia and Hubert
Lepel were in the plot. They had perhaps meant him
;o be caught and sent back to Portland, to die like a wild
beast in a cage.
" There'll be murder done first ! " said Westwood, look-
mf. round him for a weapon. " Let's see which is the
strongest — Hubert Lepel or me. And now for the door !
The window is too high."
He had found a poker, and he dealt One crashing blow
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at the lock of the door. It was not strong, and it yielded
almost immediately. There was a shriek from some one
on tlie stairs — the rush of two men from the hall. The
General and a servant were instantly upon him, and, what
was worse, Cynthia's arms were around his neck, her hand
upon his arm.
" Father, don't strike ! You will kill somebody ! " she
cried.
" And what do I care ? Is it you that have given me up ?
Do you want me to die like a rat in a hole ? " the man cried,
trying to shake her off.
But the men were at his side — resistance was useless —
the door at the foot of the stairs had been barred, and there
was no way of escape.
" The police will be here directly — keep him till they
come ! " cried the General at the top of his voice. " I
shall give him in charge ! He is the murderer Westwood,
the man who kJUed my brother, Sydney Vane, and after-
wards escaped from Portland Prison, where he was under-
going a life sentence ! I remember the man perfectly.
Sabina Meldreth, you can identify him? "
" Oh, yes, I can identify him ! " said Sabina curtly.
** He's Miss West's father, anyway — and we all know who
that was. We heard her call him 'father' just now her
very self."
The servants tightened their grasp on the man's arm.
But at that moment an interruption occurred. The draw-
ing-room door was flung open, and Hubert Lepel, ghastly
pale, and staggering a little as he moved, appeared upon
the scene.
" This must go no further," he said. " Keep the police
away, and let this man go. He is not Sydney Vane's
murderer."
"Don't interfere, sir ! " shouted the General from the
stairs. "This is Westwood, the man who escaped from
Portland — and back to Portland he shall go ! "
" It is Westwood, I know," said Herbert, supporting him-
self against the door-post, and looking down calmly upon
the excited group below ; " but Westwood was not a mur-
derer. General, you have been mistaken all this time. I
wish to make a statement of the truth — it was I who killed
Sydney Vane ! Now do what ygu like 1 "
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CHAPTER L.
A SUDDEN hush fell upon the group. Each looked at the
others aghast. The general opinion was that Mr. Lepel's
fever had returned upon him and that he was raving. But
at least three persons knew or suspected that he spoke
only the truth.
" He's mad — delirious ! " said the General angrily.
'* Take him back to his room, some of you, and help me to
secure the criminal ! "
*' You had better come here and listen to my story first,"
said Hubert, still clutching at the door to steady himself.
" Keep the police down-stairs for five minutes. General, if
you please. Neither Westwood nor I shall escape in that
time. Jenkins, drop that gentleman's arm ! "
Jenkins relinquished his hold of Westwood's arm with
great promptitude. Cynthia said a few words to him in
an undertone which sent him down-stairs at once. She
had heard the front door open and shut, and believed that
the police had come. They, at least, could be detained
for a few minutes — she had no hope of anything more ;
but she felt that Hubert's confession should be made to his
own relatives first of all. She ran to his side and gave him
her arm to lean upon, conductmg him back to the draw-
ing-room ; and thither the others followed her in much
agitation and perturbation of mind. The General was
almost foaming at the mouth with rage ; Miss Vane
looked utterly blank and stupefied ; Flossy 's face was white
as snow ; Sabina watched the scene with stolid and sullen
curiosity ; while Westwood marched into the drawing-
room with the air of a p:( ud man unjustly assailed.
They found Hubert leaning against the mantelpiece.
He would not sit down ; but he was not strong enough to
stand without support. Cynthia was clinging to him with
her face half hidden on his shoulder ; his arm was clasped
about her waist.
" What does this mean ? " said the General.
" It means," answered Flossy's quiet voice, *' that Hubert
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is raving, and that the doctor must be sent for imme-
diately."
" You know better than that, Florence," said her brother.
" I speak the truth, and nothing but the triith. I accuse
no one else," he said, with marked emphasis ; ** but I wish
you all now to know what were the facts. It was I who
met Sydney Vane that day in the fir plantation beside the
road that leads up the hill to Beechfield. We quarrelled,
and we agreed to settle the matter by a duel. We were
unequally matched. He had a revolver and I had this man
Westwood's gun, which I found on the ground. We fired,
and Sydney fell."
There was a brief silence. Then a bitter cry escaped
from Miss Vane's lips.
** Oh, Hulcrt, Hubert," she wailed, " can this be true ? "
'' God knows that it is true ! " answered Hubert ; and
his face carried conviction if his words did not.
'* It is impossible ! " cried the General. " To begin
with, if you had committed this crime — for a duel in the
way you mention was a crime and nothing else — you
would never have allowed this man to suffer for it. I ab-
solutely refuse to believe, sir, that my kinsman is such a
base, cowardly villain ! This is a fit of delirium — nothing
else ! "
" It is simple truth," said Hubert sadly. *' That I did not
at once exonerate Andrew Westwood is, to my thinking,
the worst part of my crime. I acknowledge that I — I
dared not confess ; and I left him to bear the blame."
" Good heavens, sir, do you tell me that to my face? "
thundered the old man, with uplifted hand. "You are a
disgrace to the family ! I am glad that you do not bear
my name."
He would perhaps even have struck the younger man if
Cynthia had not twined her arms more closely round
Hubert's neck, and made herself for the moment a defence
to him. But Hubert drew himself aAvay.
" Let me go, Cynthia," he said quietly. '' You must not
come between us. The General is right, and I am a dis-
grace to my name. He must do what he thinks fit."
But the General had turned away, and was walking
furiously up and down the room, too angry and too much
overcome for speech. Miss Vane was sobbing bitterly.
Flossy watched her brother's face, She saw that he wa^
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trying not to implicate her. Would she escape ? If his
silence and her own could save her, she would be safe.
But she had reckoned without Andrew Westwood.
" I beg pardon, sir," said Cynthia's father, addressing
himself to the General ; " but this ain't fair ! Mr. Lepel
is getting more of the blame than he deserves. Suppose
you let me speak a word for him ? "
" You ! " said the General, stopping short. "You, who
have suffered his punishment, cannot have much to say for
him ! If — if this is true," he went on, with a curious
mixture of stiffness and of shame, " we have much to an-
swer for with respect to you — much to make up "
" Not so much as maybe you think," said Andrew West-
wood. " I was bitter enough at the time, and I have
thought often and often of the words that I said at the
trial — how I cursed the man that brought me to that pass
and all that he held dear. Curses come home to roost,
they say. At any rate, the person who is dearest to him,
I believe, is my very own daughter, whom I myself love
better that any one in the whole wide world ; and far be it
from me to wish evil to her or to any one that she loves."
Miss Vane's handkerchief fell to her lap. The General
stared at the speaker open-mouthed. The man's native
nobility of soul amazed them both. Andrew Westwood
went on soberly.
" You have not asked Mr. Lepel how he came to fight
Mr. Vane, sir. You might be sure that it wasn't for a poor
reason ; and there was never anything considered dishonor-
able in a fair fight between two armed men."
" That does not do away with the injury to yourself,"
said the General grimly. "Such blame as there was
ought to have been borne by him and not by you."
Westwood waved his hand.
" As for injury," he said, " me and Cynthia have agreed
to forget about that. If I'd been at Portland all this time,
why, then no doubt I should feel it worse. But I got away
after four years of it, and made my way to America, and
* struck ile ' there. I've done better since then than ever
I did in my life before ; so I have no need to complain.
But you haven't asked him why he fought Mr. Vane, sir."
" Well, why was it ? " said the General sternly and
grudgingly.
He did not see that his wife suddenly rose from her seat,
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and with clasped hands darted a look full of miserable
fear and entreaty towards her brother. But all the others
saw, though some of them did not understand ; and Hubert
responded to the appeal.
" I cannot tell you," he answered, with his eyes on the
ground.
" But I can ! " said Westwood. " And Mrs. Vane could,
if she chose ! Blame her if you like, sir, for she's known
the truth all along as much as Mr. Hubert's done ; and it
was to save her that he would not open his lips."
They had tried in vain to stop him — Hubert by angry
imperative words. Flossy by a piteous cry of terror ; but
Westwood's rough sonorous voice rose above all other
sounds. He paused for a moment, looking at the General's
face of incredulous dismay, at Mrs. Vane's shrinking figure,
and his tones softened a little as he spoke again.
" I don't wish to say more myself than is necessary.
Miss Lepel as she was then and Mr. Sydney Vane were in
the habit of meeting each other in the wood. Many of the
village people knew it — it was common talk in Beechfield.
Mr. Lepel found it out and was angry. He told Mr. Vane
there must be no more of it ; and then the quarrel followed
that Mr. Lepel speaks about. I don't want to make too
much of it " — casting a reluctant glance at Hubert — " but
I think that Mr. Lepel was right in objecting and in trying
to put a stop to it."
It was certain that he had very much softened the facts
of the case ; but the General could not have looked more
confounded, or Flossy more overwhelmed, if a great deal
more had been said. The veins swelled upon the old
man's forehead, his face grew lividly purple as he strode
over to his wife's side and laid his hand heavily on her
shoulder.
" Florence, is this true? " he said.
She sat mute and shrinking in her chair, crushed as if
beneath an invisible weight — her hands clasped, her white
face averted. Miss Vane, watching her eagerly, felt with a
thrill of horror that she looked like a guilty woman.
" Is this true? " the General asked again, giving her a
little shake. But Flossy still sat mute.
Then Miss Vane interposed.
" Let her alone, Richard," she said. ** She is overcome
— she cannot answer just now. She will explain everything
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" Speak 1 " cried the General, his eyes blazing with rage,
lie would have shaken her again and more violently if
Hubert had not interfered.
" You forget, sir, that she is a woman and that she is
your wife," he said. ** Whatever may have happened in
the past, she has no doubt regretted what was an impru-
dence. I was to blame for taking up the matter too
seriously. You know what your brother was ; I know my
sister. We must judge them by what we know."
The words were halting and ambiguous ; but they
produced some effect. The General fell back, still gazing
j&t his wife ; and Flossy, released from the pressure of his
heavy hand, sat up and looked about her with a strange red
light glowing in her eyes. Then, to everybody's horror,
she burst into a fit of wild laughter terrible to hear.
• " He says that he knows his sister ! " she cried. " Oh,
yes — he knows her well enough ! What maudfin stuff will
he talk next ? ' Imprudence ' in meeting each other in the
wood ! I tell you that Sydney Vane Ic^ed me — that he
was ready to abandon wife and child for me ! "
" Florence, have mercy ! Stop — stop ! " cried Hubert.
But his sister would not stop.
" He was ready to go to the world's end with me, I tell
you ! We had arranged to start the next day — we were
going to Ceylon, never to come back again. We meant to
be happy because we loved each other. That was what
Hubert found out I " she cried, laughing wildly. ** That
was what he tried to stop ! That war why he killed Sydney
Vane — the man I loved — oh. Heaven, the man for whom I
would have sold my very soul ! "
And then the hysteric passion overtfame her, and she
fell back in a frenzy of laughter, sobs, and screams, painful
alike to see and hear. Cynthia, Miss Vane, and Sabina
went to her aid. Between them they carried her into
another room, whence her terrible screams resounded at
intervals through the house ; and the three men were left
alone. The General sank down upon a chair near the
table and hid his face in his hands. He was breathing
heavily, and every now and then a moan escaped him in
the silence of the room.
"Oh, Heaven," he said, "what have I done that this
should come upon me all at once ? What have I done ? '*
Hubert, exhausted by the excitement th^t he had gone
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th)-ough, staggered to the sofa and threw himself down
upon it. Westwood remained in his former position,
grasping the back of a chair and looking from one to the
other, as if he were anxious to help, but knew not how to
offer any assistance. In the silence that prevailed, the
sound of heavy footsteps could be distinctly heard upon
the stairs*. The police had arrived at last.
Almost immediately Cynthia and Sabina Meldreth re-
turned to the room. They had left Miss Vane with
Florence, who seemed more manageable when her aunt
touched her and spoke to her than with anybody else.
And, as soon as they came in, Cynthia went up to Hubert,
kissed him, and sat down beside him, holding her hand in
his. But Sabina Meldreth looked fixedly at the General.
" Don't take on, sir ! " she said, going up to the table and
speaking rather softly. " She ain't worth it — she's a reg'lar
bad 'un, she is ! "
" Woman, how dare you 1 " cried the poor General,
starting from his seat, and turning his discolored face, his
bloodshot eyes, angrily upon the intruder. "I do not
believe a word — a word you say ! My wife is — is above
reproach — my wife — the mother of my boy ! " There was
a curious little hitch in his speech, as if he could not say
the words he wanted to say.
" The mother of your boy ! " cried Sabina, with intense
scorn. " Much mother she was to him f Look here, sir 1
I'll own the truth now, and perhaps it will soften things a
bit to you. The boy was not Mrs. Vane's at all — he was
mine."
Everyone started. The General uttered an inarticulate
cry of rage ; then his head dropped on his hands, and he
did not speak again. In vain Hubert tried to silence the
speaker.
" Keep your story for another time," he said. " There
is no need to make such accusations now. You cannot
substantiate them, and you are only paining General
Vane."
"You'd letter ask Miss Enid, sir," said the woman half
defiantly, half desperately. "She knows. It troubled her
a good bit as to whether she ought to tell the General or
not j but I believe she decided not. Mrs. Vane thought
that if *she married you you would keep her quiet. My
mother confessed it all to Miss Enid on her death-bed.
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I expect the Rector knows too by this time". He" was
always trying to get it out of me."
"Can this be true?" said Hubert, half to himself and
half to the General. But the old man, with his head
bowed upon the table, did not seem to hear.
" It's true as Gospel ! " said Sabina. " And I don't
much care who knows it row. My prospects are all
gone, as far as I can make out. This gentleman here is
not the murdered it seems, and so I sha'n't get the three
hundred pounds for finding him ; and Mrs. Vane's payments
will be stopped now, no doubt. She was giving me two
hundred a year. I'll take less if you like to give me some-
thing, sir, for going away and holding my tongue. When
Mrs. Vane knew about — about me, and mother was in
trouble over my misfortune, it was just at the time whei.
your own little baby was born, sir. It was a boy too, and
It died when it was only twelve hours old. And Mrs. Vane
spoke to mother about my baby that was just the same
age ; and mother and I both thought it would be a good
thing if my little boy could be made the heir of Beechfield
Hall^ For in that way Mrs. Vane's position would be
better, and she would be able to pay mother and me a good
round sum. And so we settled it. But now poor little
Dick's dead and gone, and all Mrs. Vane's schemes have
come to naught. Mother always said that there would be
a bad ending to the* affair."
"You seem to have forgotten, young woman," said
Andrew Westwood sternly, " that there is a God above us
all who takes care of the innocent and punishes the guilty."
" I'd not forgotten it," said Sabina, confronting him with
an unabashed air ; " but I hadn't believed it till now."
At that moment an inspector in plain clothes, who had
been hastily fetched from Scotland Yard, made his way
into the room and inquired what he was wanted for.
"We shall both have to go with you, I think," said
Hubert firmly, glancing at Westwood as he rose. **I
presume that you cannot liberate Mr. Westvood at once."
" What — Westwood the convict ? I should think not ! "
said the inspector briskly ; and he made a sign to his men,
who stepped forward with a pair of handcuffs.
" I shall come quietly enough," said Westwood, with a
smile. " You needn't trouble yourself about the bracelets."
" Ah, I dare say 1 " said the inspector. " You've been
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rather a slippery customer hitherto, I believe. We'll make
sure of you now."
But Hubert interfered.
" No, no," he said — " Westwood is innocent ! It was I
— I who committed the crime for which he was condemned.
Put the handcuffs on me, if on any one, but not on that
innocent man 1 "
" Well, this is a rum start ! " said the inspector to himself.
" You don't look very fit to run away, sir ; we won't
trouble you," he said to Hubert, with a friendly smile.
** Head wrong, I suppose ? " he asked of Cynthia, in a
stage-aside.
They had some trouble in convincing him that Hubert
meant to be taken to the station with Westwood ; and,
even when he had heard the story, it was plain that he did
not quite believe it. However, he consented to let Hubert
accompany him; and then he remarked that, as it was
getting late, it would be better if his companions started at
once.
"And the old gentleman?" he said, looking at the
General with interest. " Is he coming too ? "
Hubert hesitated. Then he went up to the old man and
touched him gently on the shoulder.
** Will you not look at me, sir ? " he said. " Have you
nothing to say to me before I go ? "
No, he had nothing to say ; he would never say anything
again. The General was dead.
CHAPTER LI.
The proceedings relating to Westwood's trial and
Hubert Lepel's confession naturally excited great interest.
The whole matter had to be investigated once more ; and
it could not be denied that a howl of indignation at
Hubert's conduct went up through the length and breadth
of the land. Even Flossy 's indiscretions — to call them
by no harsher name — were not held to excuse him for
suppressing the fact that he had taken Sydney Vane's life,
and then allowed Andrew Westwood to suffer the penalty
of a crime which he had not committed. The details that
cam? put pne after another whetted the public appetite tQ
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an incredible extent. And in such a case it soon became
evident that no details could be suppressed at all. Even
the fact of the attachment between Hubert and Cynthia
leaked out, although everybody tried hard to keep it a
secret; and great was the wonder excited by Cynthia's
steady refusal to give up the lover who had nearly caused
her father's death.
" She must be a heartless creature indeed ! " the busy-
bodies said. " Who ever heard of such a revolting posi-
tion ? Has her father cast her off? What a grief it must
be to him ! It is like a terrible old Greek tragedy ! "
And, when the busybodies heard that Westwood had
not objected to his child's marriage with Hubert Lepel,
and had actually appeared to be friendly with him, they
concluded that all parties concerned must be equally
devoid of the finer qualities of human nature, and that a
painful revelation of baseness and secret vice had just
been made.
But, in spite of public indignation, it was not possible for
Hubert Lepel to receive very severe punishment from the
arm of the law. He had never been examined at Westwood's
trial — and the law does not compel a man to inculpate him-
self. He was held to have committed manslaughter, and he
was condemned to two years' imprisonment. And West-
wood received a " free pacdon " from the Queen — which
Cynthia thought a very inadequate way of testifying to his
innocence ; and he walked through London streets a free
man once more, «nd might have been made into a hero
had he chosen, especially when it became known that he
was very well off, and that he had a daughter *so beautiful
and gifted as the young lady who had previously been
known to the general public as Cynthia West.
Cynthia was entreated to sing again and again^ and was
assured that people would flock to hear her and to see
her more than ever . But she steadily refused to sing in any
public place. She could not overcome the feeling that her
audience only came to stare at her as Westwood's daughter,
and not to hear her sing. She withdrew therefore from
the musical profession, and lived a quiet life in London
with her father, who had postponed his departure for a
few weeks. He would not return to America untij the
close of Hubert Lepel's trial.
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was feh, when the shock was passed, to be almost a relief
for his friends. They all felt that it would have been sad
indeed if the old man had lived to see himself desolate, his
name dragged through the mud, his wife branded with
shame, the boy that he had loved not only laid in the
grave, but known to be no kin to him at all. He could
not have borne it ; his life would have been a misery to
him; and it was perhaps well that he should die. His
will had been unsigned, and the property therefore passed
to Enid, with the usual "half" to his widow.
Flossy found herself better off than she had expected to
be. She never seemed to regret her actions, not even
the hysterical outburst which had caused her to confess
her guilt and to hasten the General's end . She declared
herself relieved that she had now nothing to conceal . As
for the execration that she met with from all who knew
her story, she cared very little indeed. She refused to
see her old acquaintances, and went abroad as soon as
possible. Her lawyer alone knew her address — for she
did not correspond with her English friends ; but she was
occasionally heard of at a foreign watering-place, where she
posed as an interesting widow completely misunderstood
by a sadly prejudiced word. In time she married again,
and it was said that her husband, a Russian nobleman,
ill-treated her ; but Flossy was quite capable of holding
her own against any number of Russia noblemen, and it
was more likely that he suffered at her hands than she
at his. In the wild Northern lands however she finally
made her home ; and she announced to h^ lawyer her
determination never to set foot in England again. A travel-
ler who afterwards came across her in Russian reported to
her relatives that she was looking haggard and worn, that
she was said to take chloral regularly, and that she suffered
from some obscure disease of the nerves for which no
doctor could find a cure. And thus she passed out of the
lives of her English friends — unloved, unmourned,
unhappy, and, in spite of wealth and title, unsuccessful in
all that she tried to attain.
Enid, the owner of Beechfield Hall, took a dislike to
the place, and would not live in it for many a long day.
She remained with Miss Vane until a year had passed
after the General's death, and then she married Mr.
Evandale and took up her abode at the Rectory. She
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made an ideal parson's wife. Her health had grown
stronger in the quiet atmosphere of Miss Vane's home ;
and, curiously enough, she never had another of her strange
"seizures" after her departure from Beechfield Hall.
She herself always believed that she had conquered them
by an effort of will ; but Mr. Evandale was disposed to
think that she had been occasionally put under the
influence of some drug by Mrs. Vane, and that Mrs. Vane
had either wished to remove her altogether from her path
or undermine her health and intellect completely. At a
later date she had grown tired of this method, and tried
to take a quicker way ; but in this attempt she had been
foiled. Parker remained in Enid's service, smd made a
faithful nurse, devoted to her mistress and her mistress's
children, and above all devoted to her master, who had
spoken to her gently of her past, and given her new hope
for the future.
And, when the little Evandales began to overflow the
Rectory nurseries, Enid managed to conquer her distaste
for the stately old Hall that had stood empty for so many
years, and came thither with her family to fill the vacant
rooms with merry faces, and to chase away all ghosts of a
tragic past by the sound of eager voices, of laughter, and
of pattering feet. And then a deeper love for the old home,
now grown so beautiful and dear, stirred within her ; and
in time she even marvelled at herself that she had stayed
away so long from Beechfield Hall.
Sabina Meldreth developed in a curious direction.
The Rector •got hold of her," as he expressed it, and
managed to lay his finger on the soft spot in her heart. It
proved to be a remorseful love for delicate children; and this
trait of character became her salvation. She never talked
of the past or said that she repented ; but she gave herself
little by little, with strange steadfastness and thoroughness,
to the service of sick children in hospitals. She went
through a nurse's training, and got an engagement as nurse
in the Great Ormond Street Hospital for Children. Here
she seemed happy ; and the children loved her — which
some people thought odd, because she preserved a good
deal of her roughness of mannei and abruptness of speech
in ordinary life. But she was made of finer fibre than one
would have imagined, and children never found her harsh
or unkind or unsympathetic. The memory of little Dick
remained with her perhaps, but she never spoke of him.
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During the months of Hubert's imprisonment Cynthia
did not correspond with him. He had asked her not to
do so. Her letters would of course have been overlooked.
All that she could do until the trial was over was to send
him flowers, which he was permitted to receive ; and very
dear those boxes of rare blossoms soon became to him.
He spent a great part of his time in the infirmary ; for his
strength had been very much tried during the time of his
convalescence, and it often seemed as if his anticipations
were to be realised, and as if his term of punishment would
not last very long. Cynthia had made him promise that
she should be summoned to his side if he were absolutely
in danger. For many a week she used to be half afraid to
look at her letters in the morning, lest the dread summons
should be amongst them ; but, after a time, her courage
began to revive, and she dared — yes, she actually daied-
to hope for a brighter future. But, when the term of his
imprisonment began, she knew that she must wait
patiently for its end before the cloud of darkness was lifted
from her life.
" It's about time we was getting back to the Stat"^ I
reckon," her father said to her one day.
" So soon, father ? "
"What should we stay in England for?" he asked,
without glancing at her. " I want to get back to my
work : and I want to show you the place, and see about
the new house."
For at times he drew glowing pictures of the house that
he intended to build for Cynthia some day. Cynthia used
to smile and listen very sweetly. She never contradicted
him ; she only grew a little abstracted now and then when
he waxed very eloquent, and drew the needle a little faster
through the work that she now affected. He did not
usually seem to notice her silence ; but on this occasion
he broke out rather petulantly.
'* One would think you took no interest in it at all ! You
might sometimes remember that it's all for you."
" I do remember it, father dear — and I am very grate-
ful."
" Well, then," said Westwood, at once restotled to
cheerfulness, "just you look here at these plans. I've
been talking to an architect, an4 this is the drawing he's
made lor me. Nice mansion that, isn't it? You see,
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there's the ground-floor — a study for me, and a drawing-
room and a morning-room, and all sorts of things for you ;
and here's a wing which can be added on or not, as is
required. Because," he went on rather quickly and
nervously, " if you was to marry out there, you could set
up house-keeping with him, you know ; and, when the
family grew too large for the house, we could just add room
after room — here,- you see — until we had enough."
'*Yes, father." And then Cynthia added with simpli-
city, which was perhaps a little assumed. ** Miss Enid Vane
says that Hubert will be ordered to the Riviera for the
winter when — when he is free."
"What has that to do with it? said Westwood, rolling
up his plans and moving a few steps away from her.
" Only that perhaps we had better not think too much
about the house, father. We might not be able to come
to it."
" Oh, that's it, is it ? " her father said slowly. ** You're
still thinking of Mr. Lepel, Cynthia? "
" Yes, father dear."
'* You mean to marry the man that would have f een me
hang and never said a word to save me ? "
" He would not have done that, you know, father. He
spoke out at last in order to save you from being re-
arrested. And you gave me your consent before "
" Ay, before I knew that he had done the deed 1 I
thought that his sister had done it, and that he was
keeping her secret, when I gave my consent, my girl. It
makes a deal of difference."
" Not to me," said Cynthia quietly. " He did wrong ;
but I learned to love him before I knew the story ; and I
can't leave off loving him now."
Westwood sat down and began rapping the table with
his roll of plans in a meditative manner.
" Women are curious folk," he said at last. " When a
man's prosperous, they nag at him and make his life a
weariness to him ; but, when he's in trouble, they can't be
too faithful nor too fond. It's awkward sometimes."
** But it's their nature, you see, father," said Cynthia,
smiling a little as she folded up her work.
" I suppose It is. And I suppose — being one of them
— it's nothing to you that this man's name has been cried
high and low throughout the British Empire as a monster of
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iniquity, a base cowardly villain, so afraid of being found
out that he nearly let another man swing for him— that's
nothing to you, eh?"
Cynthia's cheeks burned.
" It is nothing to me because ii is not true," she said.
" I know the world says so ; but the world is wrong. He
is not cowardly — he is not base ; he has a noble heart.
And when he did wrong it was for his sister's sake and to
save her from punishment — not for his own. Oh, father,
you never spoke so hardly of him before ! "
" I am only repeating what the world says," replied
Westwood stolidly. " I am not stating my own private
opinion. What the world says is a very important thing,
Cynthia."
" I don't care for what it says ! " cried Cynthia impa-
tiently.
** But I care — not for myself, but for you. And we've
got to pay some attention to it — you and I and the man
you marry, whoever he may be."
" It will be Hubert Lepel or nobody, father."
" It may be Hubert ; but it won't be Hubert Lepel with
my consent. He has no call to be very proud of his name
that I can see. Look here, Cynthia ! When he comes
out, you can tell him this from me — he may marry you if
he'll take the name of * Westwcjod' and give up that of
'Lepel'. Many a man does that, I'm told, when he comes
into a fortune. Well, you're a fo -nme in yourself, besides
what I've got to leave you. If .von't do that, he won't
do much for you."
" I am not ashamed of his name," said Cynthia, with a
little tremor in her voice.
*' Well, perhaps not ; but I'd rather it was so. I don't
think I'm unreasonable, my dear. ^Lepel' isn't a common
name, and it's too well known. As * Mrs. Hubert West-
wood' you will escape remark much more easily than as
*Mrs. Hubert Lepel.' I don't think it is too much to ask ;
and it's the one condition I make before I give my consent
to his marrying you."
*M will tell him, father. Perhaps he will not mind."
" If he minds, he won't be worthy of you — that's all I've
got to say," said Westwood, rising to his feet and preparing
to leave the room.
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" Father, if he consents, you will forgive him, will you
not?" she said putting her hands on his shoulder and
looking anxiously into his eyes.
" Forgive him, my dear ? Well, I suppose I have done
that, or I shouldn't say that he might marry ^ou at all."
" And you will forget the past, and love him a little for
my sake ? "
" I'm bound to love the people you love, Cynthy," said
the old man stooping to kiss the beautiful face, and patting
her cheek with his roll of plans ; and I don't think you've
got any call to feel afraid."
CHAPTER LII.
The newspapers had cried out that Hubert Lepel's two
years were a miserably insufficient punishment for the
crime of which he had been guilty ; but to Cynthia it
seemed as if those two years were an eternity. She did
not talk about him to any one ; she interested herself
apparently in the affairs of her father's house ; she made a
thousand occupations for herself in the new land to which
she had gone. Occasionally she had a letter — which she
dearly prized — from Enid Vane, and in these letters she
heard a little now and then about Hubert; but, after
Enid's marriage, the letters became less frequent, and at
last ceased altogether. And then she knew that the two
years were over, and that Hubert must be free.
Free — or dead ! She sometimes had a keen darting fear
that she would never see his face again. His health had
suffered very much in confinement, she had learnt from
Enid's letters ; and she knew that he had seemed very
weak and ill during those terrible days of his trial for
manslaughter. She could never think of them without a
shiver. How had the two years ended for him ? Was he a
wreck, without hope without energy, without strength, com-
ing out of prison only to die ? Cynthia brooded over these
possibilities until sleep fled from her eyes and. the color
from her cheeks Her father looked at her now and then
with anxious, grieving eyes ; but he did not say a word. She
noticed however that he greatly advocated the good
qualities of a fine young Scotchman called MacPhail, who
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' \fy lately settled on an estate in the neighborhood, and
IK a shown a great inclination for Cynthia's society.
Wcstwood was never tired of praising his good looks, his
manly ways, his abilities, and his intelligence, and of
calculating openly, in his daughter's hearing, the amount
of wealth of which he was sure MacPhail was possessed.
Cynthia grew impatient of these praises before long.
" Dear father, she said, taking his grizzled head
between her hands one day and kissing it, " I like your
Mr. MacPhail very well ; but I shall get tired of him very
soon if you are always praising him so much."
** But you do like him, Cynthy ? " said her father, turn-
ing round hastily.
" Oh, yes — I think tnat ne is a very estimable young
man I I know all his good points by heart ] but I can't
say that I find him interesting."
"Interesting?" echoed Westwood. ''What do you
mean, Cynthy ? Isn't he clever enough for you ? ''
" He is clever enough for anybody, no doubt," said^
Cynthia, with a little laugh. '* But he never reads, he
never thinks — except about his stock — and he isn't even a
gentleman."
" Neither am I, Cynthia, my dear,'* said her father
sorrowfully.
" You, you darling old man," said the girl lightly — " as
if you were not one of Nature's gentlemen, and the dearest
and noblest of men to boot 1 If he were like you, father,
I should think twice as much of him ; " and she put her
arm round his neck and kissed him.
Westwood's face beamed.
" You're not ashamed of your old father ? " he said
delightedly. " Bless you, my girl ! What I shall do
when the time comes for me to lose you, I'm sure I don't
know 1 "
" You are not likely to lose me father. I shall proba-
bly stay with you always," said Cynthia rather sadly.
But she brightened up when she saw his questioning face.
" You and I shall always keep house together, shall we
not?"
♦* Don't you think, Cynthia," said he, detaining her as
she was about to move away, " that we might take
MacPhail into partnership some of these days ? "
"Partnership?" she repeated, not seeing his drift at
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first. " What do you want with a partner, father ? Js
there too much for you to do ? Or haven't you enough
capital ? Why should you want a partner ? "
" It isn't a partner for myself that I'm talking about, my
pretty. I want a son — and the partner would be for you.
In plain words, Donald MacPhail is head over ears in love
with you Cynthia. Couldn't you bring yourself to look
upon him as your husband, don't you think ? "
*' No, I could not," said Cynthia quickly and decisively.
" There is only one man whom I could think of — and you
know who that one is. If I do not marry him, I will marry
nobody at all."
Westwood sighed and looked dispirited, but said no
more.
Cynthia exerted herself to be particularly frigid to Mr.
MacPhail when he next visited the house, and succeeded
so well that the young Scotchman was utterly dismayed
by her demeanor, and was not seen there again for many
a long day.
Mr. MacPhail was not the only suitor that Cynthia had to
send about his business. She was too handsome, too
winning, to escape remark in a place where attractive
women were rather rare. Her father used afterwards to
observe, with a chuckle of delight, that she had had an
offer from every eligible young man — and from some that
were not eligible — within a circuit of sixty miles around
his homestead ; but Cynthia did not altogether like the
recollection.
They did not often see English newspapers ; but at this
time Westwood took to poring over any that he could
obtain from neighbors or from the nearest town. One
day Cynthia saw that a copy of the Standard was lying in
a very conspicuous position on her writing-table. She
took it ap and read the announcement of the death at her
own house of Leonora Vane, aged sixty-nine. She
wondered a little that Enid had not written to tell her of
Miss Vane's death ; and then the tears fell slowly from
her eyes, as she considered how completely she was now
cut off from the Vanes and all their concerns — as com-
pletely as if she herself had " passed to where beyond these
voices there is peace." The old life was over ; she had
come to a new world where all her duties lay j and the
past, with its vigorous life, its passionate emotions, its
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And yet she could not forget it ; absorb herself as she
would in household cares, busy herself as she would with
her father's requirements and the needs of her poorer
neighbors — and for these Cynthia was a centre of all
that was beneficent and beautiful — moments would come
when the present seemed to her like a dream and the past
the only reality. When had she lived so fully as when she
knew from Hubert's lips the meaning of his love for her
—of her love for him ? Life would be dull and gray indeed
if it contained no memory of those exquisite, passionate
moments ! For these, the rest of her existence was a mere
setting ; and for these she knew well enough that she was
glad that she had lived.
Thus she sat thinking, with her cheek upon her hand
and the tears wet upon her long dark lashes ; and she did
not hear the footsteps of any one approaching until her
father touched her on the shoulder and said —
** Cynthy, here's visitors ! "
Then she looked up. At first she saw only the ruddy
face and reddish hair of the admirable MacPhail, and she
rose to her feet with an impatient little sigh. After
MacPhail came another neighbor — a tall thin man with a
military bearing, generally known as "th^ Colonel,"
though it was not clear that he had ever held any rank in
the army. And after these two a stranger followed — also
a tall man, thin, dark, grave, with eyes that seemed
to Cynthia like those of one who had returned from beyond
the grave.
A start like a sort of electric shock ran through Cynthia's
frame. It was impossible for her to speak, to do more
than extend her hand in silence to each of the new-comers.
And then she looked once more upon her lover's face —
upon the face of Hubert Lepel. In the presence of her
father and the two comparative strangers, she could not
even utter a word of greeting. Her tongue clave to the
roof of her mouth, and she dared not even raise her eyes.
Hubert seemed at first as tongue-tied as herself j but
presently she heard him talking in a quiet unobtrusive
way, as if he and " the Colonel " were old friends ; and it
transpired that the two had met during Hubert's previous
wanderings in America, and that they had seen a good
deal of the world together.
PeforeMong, all four men were busily engagec^ on ^ cQift-
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parison of America and England and in a discussion on
contemporary politics, and Cynthia was able to devote
herself to household duties and the entertainment of her
guests, Hubert was staying in Cf lonel Morton's house,
she found, and they had met Mr. Westwood and MacPhail
when they were hiiving a long tramp over the hills ; and,
strangely enough, Westwood had immediately asked both
men to dinner.
It was not until the meal was over and the men had
gone out to smoke in the pleasant piazza, with its clustering
vines which adorned the front of Westwood's house, that
Cynthia had a moment in which to compare her present
impressions with her past. It struck her that Hubert
looked older, as well as graver and sadder, and perhaps
more dignified. His hair was turning gray and thin at the
temples ; his moustache was also streaked with white —
ble^^ched, as Cynthia knew, by trouble, not by age. He
was ihin, but he looked stronger than'when she saw him
last; and his gait was firm and elasiic. His face was
slightly tanned — probably by the sun and sea-air in his
recent expedition from England — and the brown hue gave
him a look of health and vigor which he had not possessed
in England. But the change in his expression was more
striking to Cynthia than any alteration in physical asj^ect.
His eyes had lost their anxious restlessness, his mouth was
set as if in steadfast resolution , his brow was calm. He
looked like a man who had gone " thro igh much tribu-
lation," but had come out victor at the last.
And Cynthia — ^was she changed ? He had thought so
when he came upon her that afternoon ; but his heail had
yearned over her all the more fondly fo* the change. He
had never seen her so thin, so paiC, so worn ; the dark eyes
had not been set in such hollows of shadow when he last
saw her ; the cheeks had never before been so colorless.
He felt that she had suffered for him — that she had borne
his punishment with himself ; and the thought made it
difficult for him to restrain himself from falling at her feet
and kissing the very hem of her garment as he looked at
her. But at dinner she looked more like her old b'jautiful
self She was in black when he arrived ; but she came to
dinner in a pretty gown of cream colored embroidered
muslin, with a bunch of crimson flowers at her bosom.
The coior had come back to her cheeks too, ancl the light
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to her eyes — he saw that, though he could rtot get her to ,
look at him,
Cynthia sat in the window, not daring to jo i the party
on the piazza — hoping perhaps that one of them would
separate himself from the others and come to her. Hubert
was walking with her father now — up and down, Up and
down, deep in talk. Was it merely talk of politics and
farming and common things ?
She saw them withdraw to a comer of the piazza where
they could converse unheard by their companions. West-
wood was smoking ; but his speech was fluent, Cynthia
could see ; he was laying down the law, emphasising his
sentences by an outstretched finger, blowing great rings of
smoke into the air between some of his remarks. H»»bert
listened and seemed to assent. His head was boWed, his
arms were folded across his chest ; he looked— Cynthia
ould not help the thought — ^like a prisoner receiving
sentence, a penitent before his judge. Westwood turned
to him at last, as if awaiting an answer — the moonlight
was on his face, and showed it to be grave and anxious,
but unmistakably kind. Hubert raised his head and made
some answer; ana then — Cynthia's heart began to beat
very fast indeed — her father held out his hand. The two
men grasped each other's hands warmly and silently for a
moment, then both curned away. Westwood took out a
great red handkerchief and blew his nose vehemently;
Hubert leaned for a moment against the balustrade and
put his hand across his eyes. Cynthia's own eyes swam
in sympathetic tears as she strove to imagine what had
been said. In that moment her love for Hubert was
almost less than her love for her father — the man who, in
spite of lawless instincts, faulty training, great misfortunes
and mistakes, had a nature that was large enough and
grand enough to know how to forgive.
Her eyes were so blinded with tears that she saw but
indistinctly that her father was coming across the piazza
to the long open window by which she sat. She drew
herself back a little, so as to be out of the range of vision
of the Colonel and Mr. MacPhail. She knew that the
crisis of her fate was come.
" Cynthia, my dear," said her father's homelf rugged
voice — how dear it had grown ,she felt that she had never
known till now — "here's a gentleman wants to hav^ ^
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word with you.- And he has my good wishes and my
friendship, dearie ; and that's a thing that I thought you'd
like to know. He calls it my forgiveness ; but we know —
we understand — it's all the same. I'll leave him with
you, my beauty, and you can say to each other what you
please." And then he kissed her very tenderly and turned
away, *
She felt that Hubert had followed him, and had stepped
into the room ; but she could not raise her eyes.
She was obliged to see him however when he knelt
down before her, and put his clasped hands very gently
upon her knee.
** Cynthia," said his voice — the other voice that she
loved to hear — " your father says that he has forgiven me.
Can you forgive ? "
She put her hand upon his, and a great tear fell down
her cheeks.
" I have nothing to urge in my defence," he said. " If
you like to punish me — to send me away from you for ever
— I know that I shall have deserved my fate. I dare not
ask for anything from you, Cynthia, except your forgive-
ness. May I hope to gain that ? "
"If my father has forgiven you," she said a little
hurriedly, " I cannot do less."
There was a little silence. He bowed his head and
touched with his lips the slender fingers that rested lightly
upon his own joined hands. He felt that she trembled at
the touch.
" What is to be my fate, Cynthia ? I put my life into
your hands. I owe it to your father and to you."
"What do you want it to be? "she asked softly, but
with an effort of which he was profoundly conscious and
ashamed.
" Oh, my love, my only love, you know what I desire t'*
he said, with sudden passion ; and for the first time he
raised his head and looked into her face. " I dare not
ask — I am not worthy ! If there is anything that you can
bear to say — to give me — ^you must do it of your own free
will ; I cannot ask you for anything."
"But you know," said Cynthia, looking at him at last,
and letting the gleam of a smile appear through the tears
that filled her eyes, " a woman likes to be asked."
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And then, when their eyes had once met, their lips met
too, and there was no need for him to ask her anything.
But, when there was no longer any need, he found it
easier to ask questions.
" Cynthia, my darling, do you love me ? "
" With my whole heart, Hubert ! "
"And will you — will you really — be — my wife?"
" Yes, Hubert." ^
" And you forgive me ? Oh, that is more wonderful
than all ! You bow me to the earth with your goodness —
you and your father, Cynthia! What can I do to be
worthy of it ? He is going to give me his name as well as
yourself ; and Heaven knows that I will do my best to
keep it clean ! "
His head sank on her bosom.
" Hubert," she said, " you must not talk in that way !
Do you think that I should ever be ashamed of your name,
darling? It is just that my father has no son, and does
not want his old name to die out. If you will sacrifice
your name, instead of my sacrificing mine, as women
generally do, you will make him very happy and very
proud of you. He wants a son , and you will be as a son
to him, Hubert darling, will you not ? "
And so the treaty was ratified.
, Hubert and Cynthia were married in three weeks ; ard
the marriage turned out an uncommonly happy one. Con-
trary to even Cynthia's expectations, Westwood and his
son-in-law became the very best of friends. Westwood
was proud of Hubert's literary knowledge, of his former
socia' standing, of his many gifts and accomplishments.
It was he who one day proposed that Hubert should go
back to the name of Lepel — the name by which he had
been known in the literary and dramatic world, and by
which he would perhaps be remembered long after "the
Beechfield tragedy " was forgotten. But Hubert refused.
He was too proud of the new name that he had won, he
said, ever to give it up. As for literature, he had no
inclination for it now. Tn this new home, in a new world,
with father, wife, and boys beside him, and a political
career which opened out a future such as he had never
dreamed of when he was writing his plays and poems in
Russell Square — a future made easy to him by Westwood's
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position and character in the States, and also by the large
fortune which Miss Vane had left him unconditionally on
-her death — he had no wish to change his lot in life. Out
of evil had come good ; but only through repentance and
the valley of humiliation, without which he would indeed
have gone wearily and sadly to an end without honor 4nd
without peace. But he had won a great victory ) an^^ .\e
was not without his great reward.
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