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 ' II:::^* ^ Poe&al Romance, 
 
 FATHER 
 AMBROSE 
 
 >' ^aSS^S^ ' ^ 0^ 
 
 BY 
 
 WILLIAM McDonnell, 
 
 AUTHOR OF 
 
 **Oiir strange mar **manlta/vefc. 
 
 J(t^ 
 
 lilNTlDSATr: 
 
 -1868,- 
 
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"Father Ambrose." 
 
 ,- ««« 
 
 A POETICAL ROMANCE 
 
 By WM. AIcDONELL, Autor of ''Our Strange Guest" ''Manita" etc. 
 
 The lights wern out, the mass wa»» 
 
 said, 
 With hist prayers for the faithful 
 
 dead, 
 The altar was almost in gloom, 
 The Abbey silent as a tomb, 
 A lone lamp cast a feeble ray 
 Where penitents were wont to pray. 
 Tall clustered columns stood around, 
 Like guardians watching holy ground; 
 Above on each there seemed to frown 
 A mitred image looking down. 
 And monks in niches stood on high — 
 With eyes upturned towards the sky ; 
 And nuna with hands crossed o'er each 
 
 bre<ast 
 Anticipating heavenly rest ; 
 And pictures of the attints stood where 
 Oft- contrite sinners knelt in prayer, 
 Invoking them to intercede 
 And still for Adam's children plead. 
 High o'er the altar could be seen 
 The virgin's image most serene. 
 And in her arms the Sacred Child 
 With features exquisitely mild, 
 And high o'er all, the Cross stood 
 
 spread. 
 The Saviour hanging on it dead ; 
 Yet on His pallid face a ray 
 Came floating from the fading day 
 Ab if it there must ever stay, 
 Though dimness might be spread 
 
 around 
 That halo o'er His head was found- 
 In glorious sunlight He wa^ crowned. 
 And though His Spirit t-Yok its flight 
 That radiance meant— "I am the 
 
 light. 
 I nm the Sun o'er worlds to shine, 
 I am the way, the Truth divine. 
 Pardon through Me must be besought, 
 By Me Salvation can be brought"— 
 This is what the faithful taught. 
 
 'Twas" evening now, the ruddy sun 
 Burnished the windows one by one, 
 And as that orb's declining ray 
 Within the Abbey found its way, 
 
 llie altar seemed a blaae of light 
 Which faded slowly ere 'twas night. 
 Add after that the moon 'twould 
 
 spem 
 Would peer in with its gentle beam. 
 When neither sun nor moon was near 
 Light would flash from some starry 
 
 sphere. 
 E'en should black clouds make dark 
 
 the night 
 The little lamp still gave its light, 
 As if 'twere meant that there should 
 
 be 
 Rays round the Cross which all might 
 
 see — 
 
 Celestial light eternally. 
 • • • • 
 
 How still the place ! No whispered 
 
 voW, 
 Or muttered prayer could be hoard 
 
 now. 
 There in the silent sanctuary 
 Was seen no ardent devotee, 
 Nor near each dim confessional 
 None knelt who wished their sins to 
 
 tell; 
 Nor ling'ring in each silent aisle 
 No one absolved was seen to smile ; 
 Nor chosen one with placid face 
 Staid ling'ring in the holy place ; 
 No mourner sighing for relief. 
 No widow pouring out her grief 
 With hungry orphan by her side. 
 Who once had been a father's pride ; 
 No sad one loaded down with care 
 Was heard to ask for pity there ; 
 The sorrowful and the oppressed 
 Came not to beg for peace or resti; 
 Where crowds of worshippers had been 
 No saint or sinner could be seen. 
 'Twas strange the temple now should 
 
 be 
 IVaert(»d by humanity ; 
 Th) living sremed to shun the place 
 Exp<)otIii(i( spirit.H to retrace 
 Their steps airr.in to mother earth 
 Wh.'Cd sib and shac^o had first their 
 
 birth 
 
 •1— 
 
And bow Le.cra the. altar here 
 To drop a penitential tear, 
 As if toma touls long passad away 
 Mast beie letuin to weep and pray, 
 Airl do tliH. jHUanee left umlone 
 Before full pardon bid been won. 
 And the lone cburcli was like the home 
 To which some penitents would come 
 To cast away all trace of pride 
 Ere they could meet the sanctified. 
 
 Now while the silence was profound— 
 From far or near there came no 
 
 sound — 
 The lonely temple seemed the gate 
 At which the fallen would await 
 Their permit to a brighter state- 
 And one might fancy that there stood 
 Before the place a multitude 
 Of spirltB waiting to be blest 
 Ere they could enter heavenly rest. 
 And near the Cross once more to bow 
 To take a saint's eternal vow. 
 
 Just then a moonbeam stole inside, 
 
 Ah if a herald from above 
 
 Had come to ope the portals wide, 
 
 I'rged onward by celestial love. 
 
 And then there came a fragrant 
 
 breeze, 
 Aii if fi'om angels in their flight, 
 Down among roses, flowers and trees, 
 To banish ev'ry shade of night ; 
 For quick a flood of moonlight came. 
 Like rays from Cherubs' glitt'ring 
 
 wings. 
 Or of the soft and subdued flame 
 That rosy Dawn so gently brings, 
 Or the mild light of parting day 
 Which linger's with the sun's last ray 
 Then soon the echo of a strain 
 Of heavenly music from afar. 
 Or concord from some distant star, 
 Was heard like a melodious rain— 
 The voice of clouds which had been 
 
 near 
 The precincts of some globe of bliss, 
 Orantl harmony which all could hear- 
 Not discord from a world like this. 
 If ever music touched the heart. 
 Or gave the eye a tender tear, 
 'Twas now it did its gentlest part 
 Soothing the soul from ev'ry fear. 
 The strain kei)t on, and nearer yet 
 Mingled with it was heard a voice 
 With silvery tone none could forget, 
 One which would lull though not re- 
 joice. 
 At times the voice would seem quite 
 nigh, 
 
 And there was sadness in each tone. 
 At other times 'twas as the sigh 
 Of one forsaken and alone, 
 Wa« it some spirit who had left 
 For joys of earth its native skies, 
 Then feeling as of bliss bereft 
 Back to its airy mansion flies. 
 
 But hark I The sounds are nearer still 
 An organ's pleading now is felt, 
 It', long low tones the bare aisles fill. 
 Its softer notes tbe heart would 
 
 melt. 
 Then loud but safl, then low again, 
 Then tremulous, and then in sobs. 
 The organ, like a thing in pain. 
 Gives minor music in its throbs ; 
 Again its voice comes scft and low, 
 And list'ning ones might think 
 
 'twould tell 
 More than a mortal wished to know. 
 At last came mingled with the strain 
 Words which an angel might express 
 Declaring worldly pleasures vain. 
 While giving friends a last caress. 
 The words were these — they softly fell 
 As bidding all a last farewell 
 
 "■ O earth on which my heart was se!t, 
 I'm urged thy splendours to forget, 
 And hopes which made thee look so 
 
 bright, 
 And prospects which should meet no 
 
 blight- 
 These, now, alas, seem lost in night, 
 As fair things soon must pass away, 
 Like fading light of waning day. 
 " Farewell great world, adieu to one 
 With whom 'twas bliss to be alone, 
 Those who had onoe stood by my side 
 Now say I am the Churches' bride, 
 And must in sisterhood abide, 
 If this is still to be my fate. 
 For Death I gladly shall awnit.' 
 
 Those words so simple told a tale. 
 How human feeling his the power, 
 O'er human hearts still to prevail, 
 In light or shade from hour to hour. 
 And pious vows may oftert seem 
 But compacts of a transient dream. 
 To those who feel they are too strict 
 And with their happiness conflict. 
 The song was not a holy hymn 
 Though sung in church by one alone— 
 A chant by one whoso hopes were dim 
 Whose voice had sadness in each tone. 
 
 The organ ceased, and then a sigh, 
 A long breath from a bursting heart, 
 
 — 2- 
 
tone 
 
 les, 
 
 •6tiU 
 
 )bs. 
 
 Just like a with'ring blast flew by, 
 Or rushing of a fatal dart. 
 As silence came again, there stood 
 A female form in garh of glo.ttii, 
 Looking down on t'le solitude 
 Like one who gazed at a tomb 
 Which hides forever from the view 
 All that the heart could truly love. 
 Around which tend'rest feelings grew 
 And all for which affection strove. 
 She stood awhile and then bent down 
 Perhaps to weep, or ple^Bid, or pray, 
 That soon might come a martyr's 
 
 crown. 
 And all her sorrow pass away. 
 
 Some only will rejoice and sing 
 When skies a:e bright and hearts are 
 
 While some, in their last suffering, 
 Sing dirge-like strains, soft, low, and 
 
 sad, 
 Aa certain birds that ever sigh 
 Their sweetest notes just ere they die; 
 ' rwa,s thus with her who just had 
 
 Bung, 
 Sue willingly would yield her breath 
 And let the music of her tonguu 
 Sound like a last prayer before death. 
 Her life was lonely, she would leave 
 Hope, love and joy, all else behind 
 Yet oft like others she would grieve 
 To shun bright rays though they 
 
 might blind. 
 A sister of the church had won 
 From her consent to make a vow 
 To aid the Faith and be a nun. 
 Therefore to destiny must bow. 
 She thoughtlessly the promise made 
 And Nature's impulses betrayed. 
 For she had loved, that love ne'er 
 
 ceased— 
 Her heart was fondly still the same. 
 The one she loved became a Priest 
 Rather than have her suffer shame 
 By broken vow, or public blame. 
 So new it was that here by night. 
 While others slept, she came alone— 
 The organ was her great delight- 
 Rehearsing as it were each tone 
 She might sing near the heavenly 
 
 throne, 
 And those who chanced to hear the 
 
 strain 
 Might think that some departing soul 
 A{ pealed once mure to heaven again 
 To ij'4 rt stored and be made ^hole , 
 And tinuencies to sin control. 
 
 The midaighb came, that lonely iioiir 
 When some say spirits have the power 
 A^ain to visit this sad earth 
 And see the places of their birth, 
 xVnd watch the kindred or the foes 
 They loved or scorned ere last repo.se. 
 And think of frailties or misdeeds, 
 Or cruelties from clash of creeds ; 
 Of hate, or anger which arise 
 From seeing not with others' eyes ; 
 Or they may stand by their own 
 
 tomb 
 Where grass is green or wild flow'rs 
 
 bloom, 
 Lijueath which their worn bodies rest 
 After this earth-life's stormy test; 
 Perhaps to think how vain that life 
 With all its struggles, care and strife; 
 Jiike those who oft return to see 
 The spots still dear to memory. 
 
 But vho are these at this late time 
 That here before the altar stand ? 
 The bells have struck the midnight 
 
 chime 
 As if to call some angel band 
 To witness a religious act. 
 Some ceremony strict and pure. 
 Showing the. Church knows ev'ry fact 
 To prove its teaching shall endure, 
 Keeping each sacred truth secure. 
 Two priests are kneeling side by side. 
 They seem engaged in solemn prayer. 
 They may be asking that a guide 
 Shall keep them under heavenly care 
 While they for a blest home prepare — 
 The promised mansion bright and fair. 
 Then one aro£.e, his hair was white. 
 His age was over four score years. 
 The other boyish, fair and slight, 
 With calm eyes, now suffused with 
 
 tears, 
 The older priest was called " The 
 
 Dean," 
 His lengthened days might soon 
 
 bring rest. 
 For life's viscissitudes had been 
 To him, like others, a sad test ; 
 For wav'ring faitii, and dark'ning 
 
 doubt. 
 And human hopes, and mental pride 
 Conflicted oft with thoughts devout. 
 Like tempters standing at his side. 
 He spoke and said, "O Child, O Son— 
 But pastor now to guide a flock— 
 A Priest !— to-day you were made 
 
 one. 
 At which Irreverence might mock; 
 To call you ' Father,' some 'twill shock 
 To think that n:\ ■ in y.^ats so young 
 
 -3- 
 
should be endowed with gifts to teachF* 
 And have an apostolic tongue ■■< 
 
 With power to pardon and to preach, 
 And teJ your seniors how to pray. 
 And lead them on the heavenly way. 
 I heaxd your ordination vow 
 And; all the prayers for you then said 
 and saw ihu C(jij«,iegatiou bow 
 When hands were laid upon your 
 
 head, 
 And when the Bisnop said, "Gro out 
 And teach the truth in ev'ry land." 
 One then might fancy saints would 
 
 shout 
 At the espiscopal command. 
 Oh, dreary is th«; road you take, 
 I've passed along it many a year, 
 Al' worldly pleasures you forsake. 
 For though attractive they appear 
 Most find them but a glist''ning, tear. 
 
 i \ i 
 
 He paused, and then the young priest 
 
 sighed. 
 Sighed as if with a bursting heart. 
 To forfeit life with all its pride 
 This was to be his future part 
 Like one who standi mid garden 
 
 flow'rs 
 Breathing their fragrance pure and 
 
 chaste. 
 But doomed to spend his future hours 
 Within some solitary waste. 
 He felt how sad would be the 
 
 change— 
 A feeling which had come too late-- 
 He stood in gloom, bow cold and 
 
 strange. 
 Surprised to think this w*as his fate. 
 
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 The Dean once more the youth ad- 
 dressed, 
 " I have a burden on my soul 
 To you alone 'twill be confessed 
 To you, as priest, I'll tell the whole. 
 As yet no penitent you've heard 
 Nor listened to a sinner's tale, 
 Now, as a pastor, be prepared 
 To hear the sin of one so frail ; 
 For though I am a priest and dean— 
 In Holy Orders I rank high— 
 I feiel that I am still unclean 
 And must have pardon ere I die. 
 Soon, soon my fleeting life shall close, 
 I wish to find a calm repose. 
 And wish to have a conscience clear 
 Ere from this life I (disappear. 
 Oft I've confessed but ne'er revealed 
 One sin, alas, one blighting blot, 
 A fault which I have long concealed 
 
 A frailty, an accusing spot 
 Which I have never yet forgot— 
 But ere I enter the dark grave 
 Full absolution I shall crave." 
 
 He bent his bead and said a prayer, 
 And his confessor 4id the same,. 
 Both for confession (did prepare — 
 Young Father Gabriel blushed with 
 
 shame 
 To see the old Dean to him kneel 
 In penitential attitude. 
 And hear what he would now reveal, 
 Seeking through him beatitude— 
 For though long thought a bright 
 
 church meteor. 
 The Dean said humbly the Confiteor.. 
 • * * * 
 
 " O reverend pastor, as you know. 
 They call me Father Ambrose here. 
 On all my blessing I bestow, 
 And gladly wipe away each tear. 
 And wiish the world had more of bliss 
 Thau man has ever found in this. 
 When I wae in my youthful prime 
 I scarce gave heed to passing time. 
 But lived as if each coming day ■ 
 More beautiful would fade away. 
 That every hour I had to spend 
 Would bring fresh pleasures without 
 
 end. 
 Memento came bursting up like flow'rs 
 That formed the canopy of bow'rs 
 Near which I would delig(ht to stray, 
 Siriji{i,g Hom.! cheerful roundelay; 
 Life see me it a garden of delight — 
 Roses by day, and stars by night. 
 With soli lovv- winds and fragrant air. 
 And bluuhing beauty everywhere ; 
 And trees and hills, and murmuring 
 
 streams. 
 Kissed ty sui 'a rays, and mild moon- 
 beams. 
 Led me to thiJik that earth was all 
 That man a paradise might call. 
 Indeed 'twas so lik« heiaven to me. 
 No heaven I thought could fairer be, 
 Nor would I care for one more bright 
 Or beautiful to mortal sight. 
 Of angels I'd been often told 
 Who could their glittering wings un- 
 fold. 
 And from aerial heights descend 
 To be man's gentle guide and friend ; 
 To wa^rn of evil in the way. 
 And be a guardian night and day. 
 Oh how I wished that one of these 
 Would steal near me from 'mong the 
 trees, . , 
 
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Alighting in the pleasant grove 
 Where oftentimes I loved to rove. 
 And fancy some bright creature nigh, 
 Whose smil.' could chase away a sigh 
 Ere homeward to the skies 'twould fly. 
 One day— that day I'll ne'er forget— 
 I thought I had an angel met. 
 1 was alone and in a bow'r 
 Where oft 1 sat at sunset hour, 
 Thinking, as I had times before, 
 Of what my future had in store, 
 And as upon such thoughts I dwelt 
 A lovely creature outside knelt 
 To pluck a rose— then in her hair 
 She placed it with a modest air, 
 Au if it might with her compare. 
 Like passing radiance she came near, 
 Which caused a momentary fear, 
 Lest she should see me and take flight, 
 Leaving the day almost like night, 
 Hut soon I saw she had no wings — 
 She sung — the sound came as if strings 
 Of harp were struck at distance far. 
 Faint as an echo from some star. 
 Or like the musio, it is said, 
 Cherubs oft make as day has fled, 
 Heady to greet the rising ray 
 Of gentle Luna on her way. 
 Her head was splendid, and her eyes 
 Ulue as the clear celestial skies ; 
 Her face and form were wondrous fair, 
 iiike sunbeams hung her auburn hair ; 
 Her look and smile were so serene 
 .Just as if she were Beauty's queen; 
 She scarcely looked a thing of earth- 
 More like, perhaps, of heavenly birth. 
 This was at first my transient thought 
 Which "wond'ring fancy quickly 
 
 brought. 
 How foolish now the impulse seeniR, 
 An<l how extravagant the dreams 
 Which led me then to think I hat she 
 Was more than mortal e're could be — 
 This at the time I did believe — 
 My senses scarcely could deceive. 
 She seemed so beautiful and bright, 
 And radiant as if formed by light. 
 Who if not quite an angel, all. 
 Was one of those who ne'er could fall. 
 E'en of the kind, saints might assert, 
 More fit for heavon than for earth- 
 She passed— I could not stay behind, 
 To olher objects I was blind. 
 So sudden was her image pressed 
 Upon my heart, I could not rest, 
 That when she moved from out my 
 
 sight 
 'Twould bring deep gloom, the flowers 
 
 might blight. 
 And the fair bovver I oft would seek 
 
 Might look, when she Was gone, so 
 
 bleak. 
 
 m * * * 
 
 Such were my feeling^ as I left 
 To follow her — aimoet bereft 
 Of prudent thought — at last she stop- 
 ped 
 In a fair garden and she dropped 
 Her kerchief as sh", went along — 
 Then, with a su.i(l:>n impulse strong, 
 I quickly snatched it from the ground 
 And hurried to her with a bound. 
 And Oh, what bliss, when at her side 
 1 offered it with happy pride. 
 She took it ius if 'twere a gift. 
 Her eyes to mine she scarce did lift 
 But smiled and thanked me with sueh 
 
 grace 
 And blushed while I gazed at her 
 
 face. 
 If then from Imaven an angel came, 
 And called me fondly by my name. 
 To have me look away from her, 
 I could not from her presence stir. 
 Ah me, I scarcely know the way 
 I spent an hour with her that day- 
 Moments like sparks from the sun's 
 
 ray— 
 Nor can I yet remember how 
 I spoke to give my parting bow. 
 I left as if I had left light 
 To ijieet th'> gloom of sudden night." 
 
 We parted but to meet again. 
 To keep from her I tried in vain. 
 She chided not, but ever grew 
 More pleased at ev'ry interview. 
 1 met her day by flay for weeks — 
 (Wheii trua Jo. a comes it ever speaks) 
 We to each other vows did plight, 
 To be kept till eternal night. 
 I was a student, this she knew, — 
 My mother h.ul th:'. church in view. 
 She prayed lor uio and never ceased 
 To dedicate me as a priest ; 
 I, as her firpt born child, must be 
 Her free gift to tha Trinity. 
 Sh(; was an ardent devotee, 
 For allar service therefore trained, 
 All priestly duliv-s were explained, 
 Still the.s ', gfave ni" the least concern, 
 I was quite willing all to learn, 
 Nor thought that they would interfere 
 With joys that make one hivppy here. 
 To make my parent more content 
 Most cheerfully I underwent 
 Whatever courses were thought best, 
 To fa.sti, or pray, or work, or rest ; 
 Each ceremonial was to me 
 Nought but a /quaint formality. 
 
 -s- 
 
I heard of martyrs and of saints, 
 
 Of heresy and its foul taints, 
 
 Of Pope, and Church, being so supremo 
 
 Other's pretentions but a dream ; 
 
 Yet trilling all these things did seem. 
 
 In truth I gave no serious thought 
 
 Ab to what priest liood meant or 
 
 brought, 
 I was quite willing just to be 
 Whate'er my mother chose for me, 
 Alas, reserving ne'er to part 
 Willi her who heid my soul and heart 
 Though she was of another ci'eed 
 She trusted me in word and deed. 
 For her, 'gainst all I would have striv- 
 en,. 
 For her I'd forfeit earth or heaven ; 
 For her I'd leave all else beside — 
 Ella was pledged to be my bride. 
 
 O, what blest dreams I had that time. 
 My future looked almost sublime. 
 With every hour fresh beauty came — 
 Moments like sparks of heavenly flame. 
 Uainbo.vs by liay, moonbeams by 
 
 night, 
 lirighc !•• urs felicitous in flight. 
 Where'er 1 v c n' the skies were blue, 
 Ijike Ella's eyes, so soft and true. 
 The world seemed fair and without 
 
 guile 
 Like flow'ra, or more like Ella's smile, 
 And music bade my heart rejoice, 
 As Ella's song, or Ella's voice. 
 Oft as we wandered side by side 
 1 felt the ecstacy of pride, 
 The beauteous earth waa then to me 
 A region of felicity; 
 The air she breathecl could me entice — 
 Fragnint like that of Paradise. 
 
 Yet strange, dear Ella- never knew 
 My mother's wish nor her intent — 
 That priesthoo<l was for me in view, 
 Or for that purpose months were 
 
 spenti 
 Of this to Ella I ne'er spoke. 
 In me she had such boundless trust. 
 That not a doubtful thought awoke 
 To fancy I could be unjust. 
 And, still more strange, I felt quite 
 
 free. 
 While thus boing for the altar trained, 
 Never to dream celibacy 
 Could my intention have restraine.d. 
 I strove to think 'twas a mere vow 
 Which might be kept or cast aside — 
 A dispensation might allow 
 A priest to live with his own bride— 
 For priest^ lived so in former days 
 
 Without reproach for wicked ways. 
 
 No matter still, but come what may, 
 
 I was determined that my life 
 
 Should be lit by one blessed ray 
 
 To shine when Ella wiJia my wife. 
 
 Infatuated I might bev 
 
 But my resolve must promptly tell 
 
 That in a bond of purity 
 
 With one fair angel I must dwell. 
 
 Time (luickly passe<l, alas, how quick, 
 
 My ordination day drew near. 
 
 With thoughts of that my heprt grew 
 
 sick, 
 Of that bleak rite I had a fear. 
 At times I seemed like one amazed- 
 Days of unrest, night without sleep, 
 Hrooding and doubting like one crazed 
 Iteady to plead, or pray, or weep. 
 Like some poor bird ascending high 
 While lurking storms were in the air 
 I looked up at the distant sky 
 But saw black clouds were gathering 
 
 there. 
 
 I must act B(K)n, nor longer wait, 
 Ntot mine alone, but Ella's fate. 
 Depended on my prompt resolve 
 That nought our compact should dis- 
 solve — 
 What happiness it might involve. 
 Now to succeed I must defy 
 All plana and on myself rely, 
 By list'nlng to e.-ich sage advice 
 I'd lose all chance of paradise. 
 Nor ever enter that retreat 
 Where only kindred spirits meet. 
 To choose the church, with rays so 
 
 bright, 
 I'd lose the star that gladdened 
 
 night; 
 That star of Hope ii;o me so dear — 
 What gloom if it should disappeap 
 Why banish from Life's clouded way 
 The light th.at cheered by night or 
 
 day— 
 For Ella's love was thsit l)lest ray. 
 One placid eve — 'twas some saints' 
 
 feast. 
 Many from work and laooi* ceased. 
 We met and visited the bow'r 
 Where we had oft a pleasant hour, 
 T lie re vv>' agreed next day to be 
 Ifnited— but most privately, 
 A rev'rend Protestant v>'Ould do 
 To keep this from my parents' view — 
 I dreaded to be called "untrue," 
 I gave her reasons this to show 
 That but few trusted friends should 
 
 know 
 That we hdd married— had I said 
 
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My mother would not have mc wed; 
 IPTf that the Church might interferji, 
 Ellu perhaps might have .i tear 
 That there wiia some inysterioas bar 
 Conjugal happiness to mir. 
 Yet if a doubt she chanced to raise 
 I'd ]'v\jfi',i, uti.'. only gain her praise. 
 However, she did not object, 
 Nor for a m<-)fnent once suspect 
 That I could any way deceive 
 Or say whtt she could not believe. 
 She felt assured that I was free 
 With her forever more to be. 
 
 The next day came — what bliss or woe 
 It brought, a few wordd more will 
 
 show, ' 
 We married, and, oh halcyon hours, 
 Oh days of sunshine and of fl.nv'rs ! 
 No happier time vt^as ever spent 
 By man beneath God's firmament— 
 To purchase heaven or paradifie 
 Were cheaply bought at such a price. 
 If ever angel came to dwell 
 With erring man I felt the spell 
 Which Ella cast around my life 
 Since I could claim her as my wife. 
 The earth seemed changed ard all was 
 
 now. 
 Beauteous aa ever met my view. 
 Days, each a nev.- star in life's sky, 
 Dawned as if ne'er to fade or die. 
 Hours came like flashes from the wings 
 Of Love in its bright wanderings. 
 At morn, or noon, or eve, or night 
 Some fresh joy came, some new de- 
 light. 
 My tiusting mother still believed 
 I in the seminary lived 
 In preparations 1 must make 
 Ere I ecclesial vow should take, 
 Yet .still, unknown to her, I dwelt 
 With Ella in most blest content, 
 Ntor did the future bear in sight 
 A cloud to .shadnw my delight. 
 'Twas mo.stly .sunshine round our w.iy. 
 Moonbeams by night with starry ray. 
 If rj'in, then soon would come in view 
 Some rainbow with each beauteous 
 
 hue. 
 We seemed to live like garden flow'ra 
 Happy 'neath sunlight or 'neath 
 show'rs. 
 
 A few months passed, then shadows 
 
 . came, 
 I felt like one condemned to .shame, 
 I trembled a.4 the day drew near 
 When as a priedt I should appear. 
 Oh, what a shock 'twould be t3 her— 
 
 Ella a startled sufferer — 
 Doomed by my act to lead a life 
 Not as a widow or a wife, 
 Hut one for.sakeri without citu.se, 
 Divorced as by the Church's laws, 
 The part 1 acted seemed insane,. 
 I locked for hopi>, but looked in vain, 
 While she— des'^r ted— whit a late 
 And what remjbrse must mi await. 
 I might escapi'- 1 lu n wiiy not flee 
 \nd rush from such a destiny. 
 But I felt sure as I drew bie.iih 
 To lice would cau.se my mothers death. 
 Take either eourse, cliouse which I 
 
 may. 
 Disaster lurked around my way ; 
 The flower 1 loved, when thai storm 
 
 spread. 
 Must fade and drobp its beateous he. id. 
 Poor Ella, constant to the l!.st. 
 Would shrink and wither in the blast. 
 
 My mother pressefi — i w I away, 
 l''or close was now the fateful day 
 When in the church I must appear 
 And leave the one to me .so dear. 
 I made excuse, bade her adieu — 
 She knew not what 1 had in view. 
 I told her I might soon return, 
 That ,s.oe should not my absence mourn. 
 She wept, and when I s«iw her tears, 
 Then came despondency and fears. 
 I felt like one who leaves the light 
 To be engulphed in sullen night. 
 And, oh, what agony to part 
 With her ^vho had my soul and heart. 
 My hopes of happiness seemed fled, 
 Ab if she lay before me dead. 
 I was ordained, and then I stood 
 In church among the multitude. 
 Ere hands were laid upon my head 
 My priestly 'vows I sadly said, 
 I wore the vestments like a pall. 
 And trembled fearing I should fall. 
 The organ sent a mournful sound. 
 While muttered prayers were heard 
 
 around. 
 And my chilled heart felt as if dead — 
 I scarcely heard the words then sai<l. 
 The lights, th- sunshine, and the glare. 
 Seemed like accusing spirits there. 
 When all was o'er, and I a priest, 
 I felt that I 'mong all was least. 
 The least in manhood, least in power. 
 Else why have brought this evil hour. 
 Else why have blighted one pure life 
 And bring such hopeless care and 
 
 strife. 
 'Twas then I wished that friendly 
 
 Death 
 
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Would still my pulse and stop my 
 
 breath. 
 I stoorl ag.'iin, looked a", if dazed 
 Uncertain whore I was— amu.zed. 
 I heard the sounding bells outside, 
 Which many listened to with pride, 
 And heard, 'Dominus vobis cum' — 
 My tongue v,-as parched, and I wat 
 
 dnmL, 
 I could noL to these word:! resijond, 
 JM.v niinl wuh far from Ihere — beyoml 
 The c'huich iud dedicating scene,' 
 r?uL in that bovver where oft Id Ijeej^i 
 With hti— Alas, .sh;' \v;is not theri. 
 And ih. ■• my eyes elosi'.d in despair, 
 ! cried with feeling ominous 
 Oh Miserere ia?A 13l?us.' 
 
 '.''hen cam! my mother with delight 
 
 She ki.ss'^d nie, but I lost my night, 
 
 I fell and f;«int;Ml in her arm. 
 
 Nor heard aught of tlu! quick alarms. 
 
 The bishop and lb; priests fell dread 
 
 That my frail spiiit must have fled. 
 
 To the Sacristy I vvaa borne. 
 
 And of my alb and vestments f:horn, 
 
 1 soon revived — How like a dream 
 
 My ordination act did seem, i 
 
 The clergy in resplendent guise 
 
 Like apparitions met my eyes 
 
 Was I in heaven ?— But where was 
 
 hIk;, 
 My angel, my divinity ? 
 Wnre I in Eden — she not lluue 
 I'd leave to seek for her elsewhere. 
 With my dim Si'.as' I would have 
 
 strlv'n 
 To say that wheie she dwelt was 
 
 heuv'n. 
 
 Then afte." this I pensive lay 
 In fcv'rish stupor day by day. 
 While oft awake by lonely night. 
 Longing for hnr lo greet my sight, 
 I felt bowed by oppressive thought 
 That I such sorrow should hav»> 
 
 brought. 
 As if it wantonly I sought 
 My mother , aided by a nun. 
 My injured hi^alth buck slowly won. 
 Oft, w^hile recov'ring, sat outside 
 Feeling remorse — not priestly pride, 
 And Ibinking sadly now of all 
 That to dear EU'i might befall; 
 Thiiikinf? how T mipflit e^trifcate 
 'I'hat loved one from a haple..3 fate. 
 Am thus I thought, one <iay thore 
 
 came 
 A messenger— T knew her name. 
 She placed a letter in my hand, 
 
 And left ere I could words command. 
 'Twas Ella's writing— 1> en a chill 
 (yame quick beforo I had the will 
 To read a Tine of what she sent 
 For I felt humbled, penitent— 
 And would have years in penance 
 spent, 
 
 Some one at my ordination 
 Wrote and gave her a relation 
 Of all that in the church took place 
 When I my pledges did efface. 
 How, with affected pious look, 
 I macie the vow, and kissed the book. 
 And i^v.'ore I ever would obey 
 My ;).i stly rulers ev'ry v/ay. 
 Of ht ,v f left a faithful spouse. 
 And gave the church uio-jt sacred vows, 
 Resiguing her lo take a place 
 'Mong priests dispensing heav'nly 
 grace. 
 
 I pau.-od and at the letter gazed 
 Like one in doubt— almost amazed; 
 With tit mbling hand at last I broke 
 The seal, and to my state awoke— 
 A blow came like a mortal stroL:. 
 I broke the seal and sadly road 
 Words, like words coming from the 
 
 a^ad, 
 Just w>it ien ere thi*- spirit fled. 
 A few short verses, each a spell. 
 As if each struck a parting knell, 
 Like 5ome deep solemn sounding bell, 
 Sounding a long, a last farewell. 
 
 " 'Tie close of day, alone I stand, 
 
 jjooking at c'iffs and mouiit.iins grand. 
 
 And gazing out upon the sea, 
 
 Which seems so like eternity; 
 
 And in the distance I espy 
 
 A faint star glim'ring in the sky 
 
 I gaxo alone— thou art not nigh. 
 
 'VMone I am— but whore art thou 
 Who won my heart by many a vow. 
 For oft as tliou wert by my side 
 T looked on thee as my heart's pride. 
 AVhere art thou now? — Alas I see 
 Thoa'rt minist'ring Faith's mysto-y 
 Forc;^^tf-il of thy faith to m:\ 
 
 'T sh:\ll not stny thy course- remain, 
 jJroi'th'- nrayers— oft thou wilt pray 
 
 in r,". in, 
 ir vhou r 'nst worship at a shrine 
 Which iy not human, though d vino, 
 T still must act a human part, 
 (for T have but a woman's heart- 
 Oh that thine were its counterpart! 
 
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 "Fade day, fade ILglit, fade my dull 
 
 sense, 
 Shadows any bring me recompense. 
 I would forget and v/elcome gloom, 
 Even suggestive of tha tomb, 
 While thou art in the midst of light 
 My wearied spirit may take flight- 
 It will— "arewell, a last good night." 
 • • • • 
 
 And this was all — O God what woe I 
 Each word 1 read seemtjd like a blow, 
 One which I felt 1 had deserved - 
 No fiend could have been better served. 
 I tried to rush out from tha place 
 My wronged, my patient wife to trace, 
 Alas, I scarce could move— I knelt. 
 Vowed yet to find out where she dwelt, 
 Nor church, nor Pope, should hinder 
 
 me, 
 On my head be the infamy, 
 My heart 'gainst discipline was steeled. 
 To no authority I'd yield. 
 I could not blame the church, 'twas I 
 Who law and rule first did defy. 
 With madden'd brain I almost cursed, 
 And priestly bonds I would have burst 
 To join the one I loved the most, 
 I sought for her — 'twas labor lost, 
 No trace of her could then ba found. 
 Though search was made far, far, 
 
 around, 
 Yet oft I m?et hpr in my dreams, 
 But then so spirit-like she seems 
 That near her I cannot approach, 
 Timid lest sha should me reproach. 
 Yet ihri. dear xp'rit seems to live, 
 And smileB as if she could forgive 
 For once I tiiought I heard her sing 
 A soft chide at my wandering— 
 A tender, touching reprimand. 
 
 blessed shade I could we but meet 
 I'd bow and worship at thy feet, 
 
 1 still have hope when this life's o'er > 
 To meet her and-prirt no more; — ^ 
 
 Ah, many years have passed away 
 Since that sad hour, that fntal day, 
 When Ella, shedding tender tears, 
 Sighed with premonitary fears; 
 For even then I scarce could think 
 Of our last parting 'twtas the brink, 
 And thai I ne'er again should see 
 That angel form so dear to me. 
 
 She, lett alone, used uo device 
 Back from the church me to entice, 
 But made a grand self-sacrifice. 
 EmbarratMS me tshe would not do. 
 But I waB let my course pursue, 
 " With sorrow deep I now confess 
 
 How could I rest ? Nor night nor day, 
 That course brought me no happiness. 
 From out my mind was she away, 
 Her image in my heart shall rest 
 Till Death its latest pulse shall test. 
 
 "Time has sped on, of late I heard 
 News of tha lost one which I feared 
 Fci many years, almost alone, 
 'Mong strajigers she lived little known, 
 She had. not wealth, but yet was free 
 From want by fair economy. 
 She had a daughter— her delight, 
 (May sh3 still live to glad my sight,) 
 She trained her, as a mother should, 
 And did for her all that she could — 
 A comfort in their solitude. 
 Yet Ella's life was one of grief, 
 Her earthly happiness was brief— 
 A clouded mind brought har relief, 
 V\'ben once her sturdy reason fled 
 She spoke of me as one long dead, 
 As if my life was all that m.ide 
 Life dear to her I had b.'t rayed. 
 And spoke of me in tend'rast strain 
 How I htjd never caused her pain 
 But was in heav'n, where I should be 
 Awaiting her most anxiously. 
 At timsft she restless soon became 
 An-l pi >a<lingly would oall my name. 
 And beg that I, at evening hour, 
 W?jul:l incut her in that favorite bow'r 
 Wiei J o'c we met in days long past, 
 In bliss toc' exquisite to last. 
 
 ■ Sad soul, she mov'd from placa to 
 
 place, 
 VVand'ring at times with pleading face. 
 Struggling with memory to trace 
 Some vision of fcer early years. 
 Then failing,' she would burst in cears, 
 Iler daughter Agnes, fondly true. 
 Did for her all a child could do. 
 Yet still 'twiis on her stricken mind. 
 That somewhere onward she could 
 
 find 
 Me,, who had brought her to that 
 
 stat '!— 
 One who hud doomed her such a fate. 
 She further to a convent went 
 And time in search of me she at>ent, 
 Wearied at last her search must 
 
 cease — 
 Her mind got clear ere her release, 
 She named my name before decease, 
 Then in that convent died in peace. 
 
 "O God, If on her distant ^rave 
 
 I could but kneel and paruon crave*: 
 
 And ease my mind of doubt and fears, 
 
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By dropping penitential tears 
 Upon her sacred place of rest 
 I'd wajider far to give this test 
 Which struck her like a javelin, 
 
 Ellci, in thy blest retreat 
 May we at last together meet ! 
 
 •'Her bereaved child alone was left. 
 But not of sympathy bereft. 
 The gentle nuns the orphan took 
 And shielded Agnes thus forsook, 
 They soothed her grief, and gave her 
 
 hope, / 
 
 Nor let her sorrow ha-ve full scope: 
 And taught and trained her as they 
 
 bould, 
 Most suitably for womanhood. 
 Then after this, in course of time. 
 Impressed, her with their fa.ith sub- 
 lime, 
 Induced to join their sisterhood, 
 She did so out of gratitude; 
 And I've been told that to this day 
 She is inclined with them to stay 
 In that lone convent far away; 
 For she long heard that 1 was dead. 
 And masbeti for my soul were said. 
 Her prayers for me have never ceased— 
 She never knew I was a priest. 
 She might come here my grave to 
 
 seek — 
 Of that I scarcely need to speak, 
 But should I find her dwellina 
 
 place ' 
 
 She'll gc^t a father's fond embrace; 
 Oh, may I live that diay to see. 
 Then from this world I'd gladly flee.. 
 
 "After I left my stricken wife. 
 She moved afar to cause no strife, 
 When I no trace of her jcould find. 
 Being most unhappy in my mindj 
 
 1 was removed from my first charge 
 And sent ambassador at large. 
 
 To greet her soon I shall [wepare. 
 
 This was my wish, and, by commandi 
 
 I lived in many a foreign land. 
 
 Doing such duties as I could 
 
 In cities or in solitudes. 
 
 And only lately I've returned 
 
 (To meet my child my heart haa 
 
 burned). 
 For God I think will grant my prayer. 
 To greet her soon I shall prepare 
 Soon as 1 clasp her to my breast 
 I'd leave for my eternal rest. 
 Nor wish to stay a moment more. 
 As my affliotions have been sore^i 
 Gladly I'd seek that last repjso. 
 To be released from human woes." 
 
 This is the sin I would confess. 
 
 O rev'rend priest, absolve and bless. 
 
 The young priest mused and thought 
 
 awhile. 
 Then gently, with a pitying smile 
 Said, " Father, you've had sorrow- 
 deep. 
 And for your failings I could weep. 
 Your case is rare and deeply said. 
 Of your repentance heav'n is glad. 
 God, who is ever true and just. 
 Will give you pardon — and 1 must. 
 Hard has been your retribution. 
 Now I give yo/U absolution. 
 Fervent, and then, with hands out- 
 spread, 
 "Signo te signo crucis," said. 
 And words to cheer the penitent — 
 All that full absolution meant— 
 The time by '^oth was wisely spent. 
 Still Father Ambrose knelt and wept. 
 Thinking of that sin so long kept. 
 Thinking of how, for long, long years 
 That sin had brought him grief and 
 
 tears; 
 That though the church might grief 
 
 assuage. 
 That sin still stood on mem'ry's page. 
 Repentance has its power to bless. 
 But never brings forgetful ness, 
 The arrow which once pierced a heart. 
 Though broken now, still caused a, 
 
 smart. 
 While crim3 may seek oblivion's wave, 
 Wlrong is but hidden iu the grave." 
 
 'Twas late, the priests rose to retire. 
 Each leaving with a strong desire 
 That all should feel the church's power 
 When prostrate in the dying hour. 
 And prayed the saints to intercede 
 For erring man in the hour of need. 
 Oft it is said, and some believe. 
 Spirits for wicked kindred grieve. 
 While others say, they kno>v full well. 
 The saved rejoice o'er those in Hell, 
 Yet man5', shocked by such a thought. 
 Say Purgatory is the lot 
 Of th.jye not in a state of grace. 
 Who die ere penance can efface 
 Thf venial sins which brought disgrace, 
 To God all sins must be alike. 
 There souls for periods may remain 
 Till they are cleans'd from ev'ry stain 
 And cancelled truly every sin, 
 Ere they can heav'nly life br^in. 
 Yet some philQsophers assert 
 
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 That all such thoughts have had their 
 
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 In minds of egoistic men- 
 Deluded visionaries when 
 Claiming inspired tongue or pen. 
 That their presumption is supreme, 
 And immortality a dream. 
 Some say such dreams bring more de- 
 light ) > 
 Than thoughts of an eternal night 
 Far those who toil with care intense, 
 In hopes of future reoomflpense, c 
 Struggling in faith, when life is o'er, 
 To' live whiere they miay weep no more. 
 
 But liet ! There coines a heav'nly 
 
 strain — 
 
 The organ's tones soft, low and sweet. 
 
 Like angel's whispers heard again, 
 
 As if they would sad mortals greet. 
 
 And then a voice distinct and clear 
 
 In touching aym^thetic strain. 
 
 As one to bring prophetic cheer. 
 
 Made "Sursuna corda," it s refrain. 
 
 '^"Lift up yours Iieartslin3~8eek a honfe. 
 
 Where eotrow clouds noit day by day. 
 
 Where disappointments never come. 
 
 Nor happiness e'er fades away. 
 
 Come where the weaxy are at rest. 
 
 And troubles to the humble cease; 
 
 Come where no creature is oppressed. 
 
 And all from care shall find releasei 
 
 Lift up your hearts and there fiml 
 
 peace, 
 
 Peace, peace, sweet, peace, eternal 
 
 l)eace." 
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 With glad ear Pathtu" Ambrose hoard 
 The wards of that soft, soothing song, 
 As if they were for him prepared 
 To tell hisi stay should not bs long. 
 Then overcome, he prayed and wept, 
 And thought af her^onely grave ''^ 
 Was cmong strangbrs" miere she 
 
 slept, 
 Where drooping willows o'er herwaye. 
 Oft touching were the sighs they give. 
 While thus he thought, there came in 
 
 view 
 A nun, she kuelt close by his ?ide— 
 'Twas she who from the organ drew 
 The strains which filled the temple 
 
 wide, 
 Though late the hour, she now wis 
 
 seen 
 Ga;eing upon the Dean's pale fac.», 
 While with h?r vail sh™ tried to screen 
 Her features in that hojy place. 
 The two priests s'lw her with surprise 
 
 .Vt 
 
 Just like an apparition there. 
 
 As if one came each to advise 
 
 And fotr a better world prepare. 
 
 At last she spoke, and with bowed head 
 
 Addressed the venerable Dean, 
 
 "O rever'nd Father, oft 'tis said 
 That dreams are sent, and often mean, 
 To bear a message from the dead, 
 A vivid dream I've lately had, 
 Though not the first, yet one most 
 
 sad. 
 And from its tendency infer 
 You can be its interpreter," 
 Then, with a lovely voice and sigh 
 Said, "Years ago my parents died — 
 My mother— tender was the tie; 
 In her I took the fondeat pride, 
 If ever saint was on this earth, 
 And patient suffering the proof, 
 She might b3 called a saint from birth, 
 Her Botrrow came for my behoof; 
 She died far from her native place. 
 Beneath a convent's sacred roof. 
 I never saw my father's face, 
 We thought him dead— the nuns moatl 
 
 kind. 
 Cared for me, and their love I won. 
 No orphan better friends could find, 
 lime- fled, and I became a nuu— 
 Soon to regret what I had done. 
 The reason I need not explain, 
 'Tis one that ever may give pain. 
 Then came these dreams, and I was 
 
 told 
 I should come here to this strange fold. 
 To meet with you, as you could tell 
 All of my father, you knew well. 
 If aught of him you can relate. 
 Oh tell m3 of his state — or fate, 
 t,To se;^ you, a nd th an— so on a way / l_ 
 tia vl ng I h u 9 "spote,"^ ^e"~raTseaner 
 
 veil, 
 The priests then started with sur- 
 prise, 
 Emotion they could not conceal, 
 The Dean exclaimed— "There's Ella's 
 
 eyes ! 
 Great God, her face and form I see !- 
 'Tis her child Agnes— come embrace, 
 I am thy father, come to me. 
 Your mother in yourself I trace, 
 Revealed is now the mystery." 
 
 The trembling D<>an thought first with 
 
 fear, 
 As h«' looked on the black-draped form, 
 That his dt-parted wife was near. 
 The likenpss was so strong and clear — 
 Her perfect self with feelings warm, 
 
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 Then he excited grasped her hand, 
 And kissed h?r cheeks ere she could 
 
 move, 
 With impulse ha could not command, 
 Urged otn by strong paternal love, 
 ^ And tenderest ties close interwove, 
 '"'The young priest now gazed just like 
 one 
 Who me-'ting thus with her once loived, 
 Found that his heart was not a stone, 
 For its fast beating pulses proved 
 The tender passion was not gone, 
 Though uselessly that passion moved, 
 Agnes embarrassed vainly tried 
 To seem indifferent at the time, 
 And curb the sense of maiden pride, 
 She had ones hid felt in other days, 
 When, with a love almost sublime, 
 She sought to win the smile and praise, 
 <Of him ishe here now recognized 
 In priestly garb, as if disguised, 
 She felt how fatal was the vow. 
 Which held him bound as she was 
 
 now — 
 A bond to which they both must bow, 
 •Some moments passed, a mutter'd 
 
 prayer 
 WaB heard, the old priest bant bis 
 
 head, 
 And with closed eyes seemed to pre- 
 pare 
 To meet, n dear beloved one dead, 
 He spoke a name— "O Ella be 
 'With me once more in this last hour," 
 
 He smiled us if felicity 
 
 Came to him with oblivious power. 
 
 Patiently waiting his release. 
 
 He i)owed and smiled as if at peace, ■ 
 
 Just then thi Dean relaxed his hold 
 
 Of Agnes' hand, and backward fell, 
 
 She screamed, she saw his look grow 
 
 cold. 
 With death- like symptoms she knew 
 
 well. 
 Her father's spirit passed away. 
 As deep tolled the cathedral bell 
 Just at the dawning of the day; 
 Those praying heard the solemn knell; 
 But why it then tollea none could tell. 
 
 There is a resting place afar. 
 Where oft is s?v?n l>y solemn night. 
 The rays of the fair evening star. 
 Mingled with moonbeams softly bright 
 Shining upon a lonely tomb. 
 Beneath which two sleep side bj' side, 
 By day sweet flow'ra around it bloom, 
 And many pilgrims seek that spot 
 Where Father Ambrose rests in 
 
 peace. 
 And pray that it may be their lot. 
 As years pass on, and cares increase. 
 Like him to have their troubles cease. 
 Still D,ft is seen with brow of care 
 Poor Agnes by that grave in prayer; 
 And roses oft are scattered round 
 On Father Gabriel's holy ground. 
 
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