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Lorsque le document est trop grand pour Atre reproduit en un seul ciichA, 11 est film* A partir de Tangle supArieur gauche, de gauche A droite. et de haut en bas, en prenent le nombre d'imagas nteessalre. Les diagrammes sulvants illustrent la mAthode. ly errata sd to int ne pelure, i9on A 1 2 3 32X 1 2 3 4 5 6 WHITELADIES. WHITELADIES : % iobcl. Bv MRS. OLIPHANT. AVTUOK 0» "AT 1118 0ATB8," "ADAM ORABMK," " THR LAIRD OP MORLAW," "AONKS," KTC, KTC. HUNTER, ROSE AND OOAfPAFl 1876. f. I / Bnt«r nd sweet it is here ! " said Kate, the eldest " We are so glad to find you at home, Miss Austin. I thinic wo met your sister about an hour ago going through the village. Is it safe for her to walk in the sun without her bonnet 1 I should think she would get a sunstroke on such a day." " She is the best judge," said Miss Susan, growing suddenly red J then subduing herself as suddenly, " for my part," she said, " I prefer the porch. It is too warm to go out. ' " Oh, we have been so much about ; we have been abroad," said Sophy, the youngest. " We think nothing of the heat here. English skies and English climate are dreadful after abroad." " Ah, are thev 1 I don't know much of any other," said Miss Susan. " ^ood morning, Mr. Farrel. May I show you the way to the drawing-room, as I happen to be here 1 " *• Oh, mayn't we go to the hall, please, instead ? We are all so fond of the hall,' said Sophy. She was the silly one, the one who said things which the others did not like to say. " Please let us go there ; isn't this the turn to take 1 Oh, what a dear old house it is, with such funny passages and turnings and windings. If it were ours, I should never sit anywhere but in the hall." " Sophy ! " said the father, in a warning tone. " Well, papa ! I am not saying anything that is wrong. I do love the old hall. Some people say it is such a ;tumble-down, ramshackle old house ; but that is because they have no taste. If it were mine, I should always sit in the hall." Miss Susan led the way to it without a word. Many people thought that Sophy Farrel- Austin had reason in her madness and said, with a show of silliness, things that were too disagree- able for the others ; but that was a mere guess on the part of the public. The hall was one of the most perfectly preserved rooms of its period. The high, open roof had been ceiled, which was almost the only change made since the fifteenth century, and that had been done in Queen Anne's time ; and the huge, open chimney was partially built up, small sacrifices made to comfort by a family too tenacious of their old dwelling-place to do anything to spoil it, even at the risk of asthmas or rheumif tism. To tell the truth, however, there was a smaller room, of which the family now made their dining-room on ordinary B 18 WHITELADIES. occasions. Miss Susan, scorning to take any 'notice of words which she laid up and pondered privately to increase the bitter- ness of her own private sentiments towards her probable sup- planters, led the way into the beautiful old hall. It was wain- scoted with dark panelled wood, which shone and glistened, up to within a few feet of the roof, and the interval was filled with a long line of casement, throwing down a ligat which a painter would have loved, upon the high, dark wall. At the upper- end of the room was a deep recess, raised a step from the floor, and filled with a great window all the way up to the roof At the lower end the musicians' gallery of ancient days, with carved front and half-effaced coatsof-arms, was still intact. The rich old Turkey carpet on the floor, the heavy crimson curtains that hung on either side of the recess with its great window, were the most modem things in the room ; and yet they were older than Miss Susan's recollection could carry. The rest of the furniture dated much further back. The fire-place, in which great logs of wood blazed every winter, was filled with branches of flowering shrubs, and the larger old-fashioned garden flowers, arranged in some huge blue and white China jars, which would have bcruck any collector with envy. Miss Susan placed her young visitors on an old, straight-backed settee, covered with stamped leather, which was extremely quaint, and very uncom- fortable. She took herself one of the heavy fringed, velvet covered chairs, and began with deadly civility to talk. Everard placed himself against the carved mantel-piece and the bank of flowers that filled the chimney. The old room was so much the brighter to him for the presence of the girls ; he did net care much that Sophy ^vas silly. Their pretty faces and bright looks attracted the young man ; perhaps he was not very wise himself. It happens so often enough. And thus they all sat down and talked — about the beautiful weather, about the superiority, even to this beautiful weather, of the weather " abroad ; " of where they had been and what they had seen ; of Mrs. Farrel-Austin's health, who was something of an invalid, and rarely came out ; and other similar matters, such as are generally discussed in morning calls. Everard helped Miss Susan greatly to keep the conversation up, and carry off" the visit with the ease and lightness that was desirable, but yet I am not sure that she was grateful to him. All through WUITELADIES. 19 8, with carved her mind, while she smiled and talked, there kept riling a per- petual contrast. Why were these two so bright and well, while the two children of the old house were in such sad estate 1 — while they chattered and laughed what might be happening elsewhere ? and Everard, who had been like a brother to Herbert and Reine, laughed too, and chattered, and made himself pleasant to these two girls, and never thought — never thought ! This was the sombre under-current which went through Miss Susan's mind while she entertained her ciiliers, not without sundry subdued passages of arms. But Miss Susan's heart beat high, in spite of herself, when Mr. Far rel- Austin lingered behind his daugltters, bidding £verard see them to the carriage. " Cousin Susan, I should like a word with you," he said. 20 WHITELADIES. CHAPTER III. 'HE girls went out into the old conidor, leaving the great carved door of the dining-hall open behind them. The flutter of their pretty dresses filled the picturesque pas- sage with animation, and the sound of their receding voices kept up this sentiment of life and movement even after they had disappeared. Their father looked after them well-pleased, with that complacence on his countenance, and pleasant sense of personal well-being which is so natural, but so cruel and op- pressive to people less well off. Miss Susan, for her part, felt it an absolute insult. It seemed to her that he had come expressly to flaunt before her his own happiness and the health and good looka of his children. She turned her back to the great window that she might not see them going across the lawn, with Everard in close attendance upon them. A sense of desertion, by him, by happiness, by all that is bright and pleasant in the world, came into her heart, and made her defiant. When such a feeling as this gels into the soul, all softness, all indulgence to others, all favourable construction of other people's words or ways departs. They seemed to her to have come to glory over her and over Herbert dying, and Reine mourning, and the fail- ure of the old line. What was grief and misery to her was triumph to them. It was natural perhaps, but very bitter ; curses even, if she had not been too good a woman to let them come to utterance, were in poor Miss Susan's heart. If he had said anything to her about his girls, as she expected, if he had talked of them, at all, I think the flood must have found vent somehow ; but fortunately he did not do this. He waited till they were out of the house, and then rose and closed the door, and reseated himself facing her, with something more serious on his face. " Excuse me for waiting till they had gone," he said. " I don't want the girls to be mixed up in any family troubles ; though, indeed, there is no trouble involved in what I have to tell you — or, at least, so I hope." • WHITELADIES. 21 The girls were going across the lawn laughing and talking, saying something about the better training of the roses, and how the place might be improved. Miss Susan caught some words of this with ears quickened by her excited feelings. She drew her chair further from the window, and turned her back to it more determinedly than ever. Everard, too ! he had gone over to the prosperous side. " My dear cousin," said Mr. Farrel-A.ustin, " I wish you would not treat me like an enemy. Whenever there is any- thing I can do for you, I am always glad to do it. I heard that you were making inquiries after our great-uncle Everard and his descendants, if he left any." "You could not miss hearing it. I made no secret of it," said Miss Susan. " \/e have put advertisements in the news- papers, and done everything we possibly could to call every- body's attention." " Yes ; I know, I know ; but you never consulted me. You never said, ' Cousin, it is for the advantage of all of us to find these people.' " " I do not think it is for your advantage," said Miss Susan, looking quickly at him. " You will see, however, that it is, when you know what I have to tell you," he said, rubbing his hands. " I suppose I may take it for granted that yon did not mean it for my ad- vantage. Cousin Susan, I have found the people you have been looking for in vain." The news gave her a shock, and so did his triumphant ex- pression ; but she put force upon herself. " I am glad to hear It," she said. " Such a search as mine is never in vain. When you have advantages to offer, you seldom fail to find the people who have a right to those advantages. I am glad you have been successful " " And I am happy to hear you say so," said the other. *' In short we are in a sU^te of agreement and concord for once in our lives, which is delightful. I hope you will not be dis- appointed, however, with the result. I found them in Bruges, in a humble position eiiough. Indeed, it was the name of Austin over a shop door which attracted my notice first." He spoke leisurely, and regarded her with a smile which almost drove her furious, especially as, by every possible argu 22 WHITELADIES. ment, she was bound to restrain her feelings. She was strong enough, however, to do this, and presen b a perfectly calm front to her adversary. " You found the name — over a shop door 1 " " Yes, a drapery shop ; and inside there was an old man with the Austin nose as clear as I ever saw it. It belongs, you know, more distinctly to the elder branch than to any other portion of the family." " The original stock is naturally stronger," said Miss Susan. " When you get down to collaterals, the family type dies out. Your family, for instance, all resemble your mother, who was a Miss Robinson, I think I have heard 1 " This thrust gave her a little consolation in her pain, and it disturbed her antagonist in his triumph. She had, as it were, drawn the first blood. " Yes, yes ; you are quite right," he said ; " of a very good family in Essex. Robinsons of Swill well — well-known people." " In the city," said Mis3 Susan, " so I have always heard ; and an excellent thing too. Blood may not always make its way, but money does ; and to have an alderman for your grandfather is a great deal more comfortable than to have a crusader. But about our cousin at Bruges," she added, recovering her temper. How pleasant to every well-regulated mind is the consciousness of having administered a good, honest, knock-down blow ! Mr. Farrel- Austin glanced at her out of the light grey eyes, which were indisputable Robinsons, and as remote in colour as possible from the deep blue orbs, clear as a winter sky, which were one of the great points of the Austins ; but he dared not take any further notice. It was his turn now to restrain himself. '' A.bout our cousin in Bruges," he repeated with an effort. " He turns out to be an old man, and not so happy in his family as might be wished. His only son was dying — " " For God's sake ! " said Miss Susan, moved beyond her power 01 control, and indeed ceasing to control herself with this good reason for giving way — " have you no heart that you can say such words with a smile on your face "t You that have children yourself, whom God may smite as well as another's I How dare you 1 how dare you ? for your own sake V WHITELADIES. 28 " I don't know that I am saying anything unbecoming," said ir. Farrel. " I did not mean it. No one can be more grateful for the blessings of Providence than I am. I thank Heaven that all my children are well ; but that does not hinder the [poor man at Bruges from losing his. Pray let me continue ; [his wife and he are old people, and his only son, as I say, was Idying or dead — dead by this time, certainly, according to what [they said of his condition." Miss Susan clasped her hands tightly together. It seemed [to her that he enjoyed the poignant pang his words gave her — r dead by this time, certainly ! " Might that be said of the other who was dearer to her 1 Two dying, that this man might [get the inheritance ! Two lives extinguished, that Farrel-Austin and his girls might have this honour and glory ! He had no boys, however. His glory could be but short-lived. There I was a kind of fierce satisfaction in that thought. ' I had a long conversation with the old man ; indeed we [stayed in Bruges for some days on purpose. I saw all his papers, and there can be no doubt he is the grandson of our great-uncle Everard. I explained the whole matter to him, of Icourse, and brought your advertisements under his notice, and [explained your motives." " What are my motives 1 — according to your explanation." " Well, my dear cousin — not exactly love and charity to me, I are they i I explained the position fully to him." ' Then there is no such thing as justice or right in the world, II suppose," she cried indignantly, " but everything hinges on love to you, or the reverse. You know what reason I have to love you —well do you know it, and lose no opportunity to keep it before me ; but if my boy himself — my dying boy, God I help me I —had been in your place, Farrel-Austin, should I have let him take possession of what was not his by right ? You I judge men, and women too, by yourself. Let that pass, so far as you are concerned. You have no other ground, I suppose, to form a judgment on ; but you have no right to poison the I minds of others. Nothiujy; will make me submit to that." " Well, well," said Mr. Farrel-Austin, shrugging his shoulders with contemptuous calm, " you can set yourself right when you please with the Bruges shopkeeper. I will give you his address. But in the meantime you may as well hear what his decision 24 WHltELA-DlES. s is. At his ag J he does not care to change his country and his position, and come to England in order to become the master of a tumble down old house. He prefers his shop, and the place he hari lived in all his Hie. And the short and the long of it is, that he has transferred his rights to me, and resigned all claim iipon the property. I agreed to it," he added, raising his head, ** to save trouble, more than for any other reason. He is a 7nan nearly seventy ; his son dead or dying, as I said. So far as I am concerned, h could only have been a few years' delay at the most." Misi Susan sat bolt upiight in her chair, gazing at him with eyes full of amazement — so much astonished that she scarcely comprehended what he said. It was evidently a relief to the othf r bo have made his announcement. He breathed more freoly after he had got it all out. He rose from his chair and went to the window, and nodded to his girls across the lawn. " They are impatient;, I see, and I must be going," he went on. I'hen looking at Miss Susan for the first time, he added, in a tone that had t>i, sound of mockery in it, " You seem sur- prised." " Surprised ! " She had been leaning towards the chair from which he had risen without realizing that he had left it in her great consternation. Now she turned quickly to him. ^' Surprised ! I am a great deal more than surprised." He laughed ; he had the upper hand at last. " What more % " he sAid lightly. " I think the man was a very reasonable old man, and saw what his best policy was." " And you — accepted bis sacrifice ? " said Miss Susan, amazement taking from her all power of expre':dion ; — " you permitted him to give up his birthright 1 you — took advantage of his 7 jnorance 1 " " My dear cousin, you are rude," he said, laughing " without intending it, I am sure. So well-bred a woman could never make such imputations willingly. Took advanta^^e ! I hope I did not do that. But I certainly recommended the arrangement to him, as the most reasonable thing he could do. Think ! At his age, he could come here only to die ; and with no son succeed him, of course I should have stepped in immediately. Few men like to die among sbrangers. 1 was willing, of course, to make him t* recompense for the convenience — ^for it was no WHITELADlES. 25 more than a convenience, make the most you can of it — of suc- ceeding at once." Miss Susan looked at him speechless with pain and passion. I do not know what she did not feel disposed to say. For a moment her blue eyes shot forth fire, her lips quivered from the flux of too many words which flooded upon her. She began even, faltering, stammering — then came to a stop in the mere physical inability to arrange her words, to say all she wanted, to launch her thunder-bolt at his head with the precision she wished. At last she came to a dead stop, looking at him only, incapable of speech ; and with that pause came reflection. No ; she would say nothing ; she would not commit herself ; she would think first, and perhaps do, instead of saying. She gave a gasp of self-restraint. " The young ladies seem impatient for you," she said. " Don't let me detain you. I don't 1: low that I have anything to say on the subject of your news, which are surprising, to be sure, and take away my breath." " Yes, I thought you would be surprised," he said, and shook hands with her. How Miss Susan's fingers tingled — how she would have liked, in an outburst of impatience which I fear was very undignified, to apply them to his ear, rather than to sufier his hand to touch hers in hypocritical amity I He was a little disappointed, however, to have had so little response to his communication. Her silence baffled him. He had ex- pected her to commit herself ; to storm, perhaps ; to dash her- self in fury against this skilful obstacle which he had placed in her way. He did not expect her to have so much command of herself ; and, in consequence, he went away v/ith a secret uneasiness, feeling less successful and less confident in what he had done, and asking himself. Could he have made some mistake after all — could she know something that made his enterprise unavailing 1 He was more than usually silent on the drive home, making no answer to the comments of his girls, or to their talk about what they would do when they got possession of the manor. " I hope the furniture goes with the house," said Kate. '* Papa, you must do all you can to secure those old chairs, and especially the settee with the stamped leather, which is charming, and would fetch its weight in gold in Wardour Street." 26 WHITELADIES. ** And, papa, those big blue and white jars," said Sophy, " real old Nankin, I am sure. They must have quantities of things hidden away in those old cupboards. It shall be as good as a museum when we get possession of the house ! " " You had better get possession of the house before you make any plans about it," said her father tnrtly. " I nover like making too sure." " Why, papa, what has come over you 1 " cried the eldest. '* You were the first to say what you would do, when we started. Miss Susan has been throwing some spell over you." " If it is her spell, it will not be hard to break it," said Sophy ; and thus they glided along, between the green abundant hedges, breathing the honey breath of the limes, but not quite so happy and triumphant as when they came. As for the girls, they had heard no details of the bargain their father had made and gave no great importance to it ; for they knew he was the next heir, and that the manor-house would soon cease to be poor Herbert's with whom they had played as children, but whom, they said constantly, they scarcely knew. They did not understand what cloud had come over their father. " Miss Susan is an old witch," they said, " and she has put him under some spell." Meanwhile Miss Susan sat half-stupified where he had left her, in a draught, which was a thing she took precautions against on ordinary occasions — the great window open behind her, the door open in front of her and the current blowing about even the sedate and heavy folds of the great crimson curtains, and waking, though she did not yet feel it, the demon Neuralgia to twist h^r nerves, and set her frame on edge. She did not seem able to move or even think, so great was the amazement in her mind. Could he be right — could he have found the Austin she had sought for over all the world ; and was it possible that the unrighteous bargain he told her of had really been completed ? Unrighteous ! for was It not cheating her in the way she felt most, deceiving her in her expectations ? An actual misfortune could scarcely have given Miss Susan so great a shock. She sat quite motionless, her very thoughts arrested in their course, not knowing what to think, what to do — how to take this curious new event. Must she accept it as a thing beyond her power of altering, or ought she to ignore WHITELADIES. 27 I as something incredible, impossible 1 One thing or other ie must decide upon at once ; but in the meantime, so great [as the effect this intimation had upon her mind, that she felt brself past all power of thinking. Everard coming back, mnd her still seated there in the draught in the old hall. He lut the door softly behind him and went in, looking at her [ith questioning eyes. But she did not notice his looks ; she [as too much and too deeply occupied in her own mind. Besides, (is friendship with her visitors made Everard a kind of sus- icted person, not to be fully trusted. Miss Susan was too [eeply absorbed to think this, but she felt it. He sat down )posite, where Mr. Farrel- Austin had been sitting, and looked her ; but this mute questioning produced no response. " What has old Farrel been saying to you. Aunt Susan 1 " he sked at last. " Why do you call him old Farrel, Everard 1 he is not [early so old as I am," said Miss Susan with a sigh, waking Ip from her thoughts. " Growing old has its advantages, no |oubt, when one can realize the idea of getting rid of all one's worries, and having the jangled bells put in tune again ; but [therwise — to think of other« who will set everything wrong )ming after us, who have .^ied hard to keep them right ! *erhaps, when it comes to the very end, one does not mind ; hope so ; I feel sore now to think tl^at this man should be [ouuger than I am, and likely to live ever so much longer, |nd enjoy my father's house." Everard sat still saying nothing. He was unprepared for lis sort of reply. He was slightly shocked too, as young People so often are, by the expression of any sentiments, except he orthodox ones, on the subject of dying. It seemed to im, at twenty-five, that to Miss Susan at sixty it must be a latter of comparatively little consequence how much longer \he lived. He would have felt the sentiments of the Nunc Hmittis to be much more appropriate and correct in the cir- cumstances ; he could not understand the peculiar mortification )f having less time to live than Farrel-Austin. He looked rave with the fine disapproval and lofty superiority of youth. Jut he was a very gentle-souled and tender-hearted young man, md he did not like to express the disapproval that was in his face. We had better not talk of them," said Miss Susan, after 28 WHITELADIfiS. a pause ; " we don't agree about them, and it ie not likely we should ; and I don't want to quarrel with you, Everard, on their account. Farrel thinks he is quite sure of the estate now. He has found out some one whom he calls our missing cousin, and has got him to give up in his own favour." " Got him to give up in his own favour ! " repeated Everard amazed. " Why, this is wonderful news. Who is it, and where is he, and how has it come about 1 You take away one's breath." " I cannot go into the story," said Miss Susan. " Ask him- self. I am sick of the subject. He thinks he has settled it, and that it is all right ; and waits for nothing but my poor boy's end to take possession. They had not even the grace to ask for him ! " she cried, rising hastily. " Don't ask me any- thing about it ; it is more than I can bear." " But, Aunt Susan " " I tell you we shall quarrel, Everard, if we talk more on this subject," she cried. '* You are their friend, and I am their — no ; it is they who are my enemies," she added, stopping herself. " I don't dictate to you how you are to feel, or what friends you are to make. I have no right ; but I have a right to talk of what I please, and to be silent when I please. I shall say no more about it. As for you," she said, after another pause, with a forced smile, "the youug ladies will consult with you what changes they are to make in the house. I heard them commenting on the roses, and how everything could be improved. You will be of the greatest use to them in t'i eir new arrangements, when all obstacles are removed." " I don't think it is kind to speak to me so," said Everard, in his surprise. " It is not generous. Aunt Susan. It is like kicking a fellow when he is down ; for you know I can't defend myself." "Yes, I suppose it is unjust," said Miss Susan, drying her eyes, which were full of hot tears, with no gratefulness of relief in them. " The worst of this world is that one is driven to be unjust and can't help it, even to those one loves." WHITELADIES. 29 CHAPTER IV. VERARD AUSTIN remained at Whiteladies for the rest of the afternoon — he was like one of the children of the house. The old servants took him aside and asked him to mention things to Miss Susan with which they did not like to worry hdv in her trouble, though indeed most of these delicacies wei'e very much after date, and concerned matters on which Miss Susan had already been sufficiently worried. The gardener came and told him of trees that wanted cutting, and the bailiff on the farm consulted him about the labourers for the approaching harvest. " Miss Susan don't like tramps, and I don't want not to go against her, just when things is at the worst. I shouldn't wonder, sir," said the man, looking curiously in Everard's face, " if things was in other hands this time next year." Everard answered him with some- thing of the bitterness which he himself had condemned so much a little while before. That Farrel- Austin should succeed was natural ; but thus to look forward to the changing of masters gave him, too, a pang. He went indoors somewhat disturbed, and fell into the hands of Martha and Jane fresh from the almshouses. Martha, who was Miss Susan's maid and half-housekeeper, had taken charge of him often enough in his boyish days, and called him Master Everard still, so she wa entitled to speak, while the younger maid looked on, and concurred — " It will break my lady's heart," said Martha, " leaving of this old house ; not but what we might be a deal more comfortable in a nice handy place, in good repair like yours is. Master Everard ; where the floors is straight and the roofs likewise, and you don't catch a rheumatism round every corner ; but my lady ain't of my way of thinking.' I tell her as it would have been just as bad if Mr. Herbert had got well, poor dear young gentleman, and got married ; but she won't listen to me. Miss Augustine, she don't take on about the house ; but she's got plenty to take on about, poor soul ; and the way she do carry on about them almshouses I It'B like a 30 WHITELADIES. ; I born natural, that's what it is, and nothing else. Oh, me ! 1 1 know as I didn't ought to say it ; but what can you do, I ask you, Master Everard, when you've got the like of that under your very nose ? She'll soon have nothing but paupers in the | parish if she has her way." " She's very feeling-hearted," said Jane, who stood behind her elder companion and put in a word noiv and then over Martha's shoulder. She had been enjoying the delights of patronage, the happiness of recommending her friends in the village to Miss Augustine's consideration ; and this was too pleasant a privilege to be consistent with criticism. The pro- fusion of her mistress's alms made Jane feel herself to be " feel- ing-hearted " too. " And great thanks she gets for it all," said Martha. " They call her the crazy one down in the village. Miss Susan, she's the hard one ; and Miss Au^fustine's the crazy one. That's gratitude ! trailing about in ler grey gown for all the world like ar Papist nun. But, poor soul, I didn't ought to grudge her her grey. Master Everard. We'll soon be black and black enough in our mourning, from all that I hear." Again Edward was conscious of a shiver. He made a hasty answer and withdrew from the women who had come up to him in one of the airy corridors up stairs, half glass, like the passages below, and full of corners. Everard was on his way from a pilgrimage to the room, in which, when Herbert and he were children, they had been allowed to accumulate their play- things and possessions. It had a bit of corridor, like a glazed gallery, leading to it — and a door opened from it to the musicians' gallery of the hall. The impulse which led him to this place was not like his usual care to avoid unpleasant sen- sations, for the very sight of the long bare room, with its windows half-choked with ivy, the traces of old delights on the walls— bows hung on one side, whips on the other — a heap of cricket bats and pads in a corner ; and old books, pictures, and rubbish heaped upon the old creaky piano at which Eeine used to play to them, had gone to his heart. How often the old walls had rung with their voices, the old floor creaked under them ! He had given one look in to the haunted solitude, and then had fled, feeling himself unable to bear it. " As if I could do them any good thinking," Everard had said to himself with 11 WH1TELADIE8. 31 a rush of tears to his eyes — and it was in the gallery leading to this room — the west gallery as everybody called it — that the w^men stopped hira. The rooms at Whiteladies had almost every one a gallery, or an ante-room, or a little separate stair- case to itself. The dinner-bell pealed out as he emerged from thence and hurried to the room M'hich had been always called his, to prepare for dinner. How full of memories the old place was! The dinner-bell was very solemn, like the bell of a cathedral, and had never been known to be silent, except when the family were absent, for more years than any one could reckon. How well he recollected the stir it made among them all as children, and how the)'^ would steal into the musicians' gallery and watch in the centre of the great room below, in the speck of light which shone amid its dimness, the two ladies sitting at table, like people in a book or in a dream, the servants moving softly about, and no one aware of the unseen spectators, till the irrepressible whispering and rustling of the children betrayed them ! how sometimes they were sent away igno- miniously, and sometimes Aunt Susan, in a cheery mood, would throw up oranges to them, which Reine, with her tiny hands, could never catch ! How she used to cry when the oranges fell round her and were snapped up by the boys — not for the fruit, for Reine never had anything witLout sharing it or giving it away, but for the failure which made them laugh at her ! Everard laughed unawares as the scene came up before him, and then felt that sudden compression, constriction of his heaxt—serrement du coeur, which forces out the bitterest tears. And then he hurried down to dinner and took his seat with the ladies, in the cool of the summer evening, in the same historical spot, having now become one of them, and no longer a spectator. But he looked up at the gallery with a wistful sense of the little scuffle that used to be there, the scrambling of small feet, and whispering of voices. In summer, when coolness was an advantage, the ladies still dined in the great hall. " Austine, you have not seen Everard since he returned from America," said Miss Susan. " How strong and well he is looking! " — here she gave a little sigh ; not that she grudged Everard his good looks, but the very words brought the other, before her, at thought of whom every other young man's strength and health seemed almost cruel. 32 WHTTELADIKS. " He has escaped the fate of the family," said Miss Augus- tine. " All I can pray for, Everard, is that you may never be the Austin of Whiteladies. No wealth can make up for that." " Hush, hush I " said Miss Susan with a smile, " these are your fancies. We are not worse off than many other families who have no such curse as you think of, my dear. What were you doing at your almshouses? Are all the old women com- fortable — and grumbling 1 What were you about to-day 1" " I met them in chapel," said the younger sister, " and talked to them. 1 told them, as I Uways do, what need we have of their prayers ; and that they should maintain a Christian life. Ah, Susan, you smile ; and Everard, because he is young and foolish, would laugh if he could ; but when you think that is all I can do, or any one can do, to make up for the sins of the past, to avert the doom of the family " " If we have anything to make up more than others, I think we should do it ourselves," said Miss Susan. "But never mind, dear, if it pleases you. You are spoiling the people ; but there are not many villages spoiled with kindness. I comfort myself with that." " It is not to please myself that I toil night and day, that I rise up early and lie down late," said Miss Augustine with a faint gleam of indignation in her blue eyes. Then she looked at Everard and sighed. She did not want to brag of her mortifications. In the curious balance-sheet which she kept with heaven, poor soul, so m.-ny prayers and vigils and charities, against so many sinful genen '^ns past, so many family failings in duty, she was aware that anything like a boast on her part diminished the value of the compensation she was rendering. Her unexpressed rule was that the, so to speak, commercial worth of a good deed disappeared, when advantage was taken of it for this world ; she wanted to keep it at its full value for the next, and therefore she stopped short and said no more, " Some of them put us to shame," she said; " they lead such holy lives. Old Mary Matthews spends nearly her whole time in chapel. She lives only for God and us. To hear her speak would reward you for many sacrifices, Susan — if you ever ma-e any. She gives up all — her time, her comfort, her whole thoughts — for us." ••;Why for us 1 " said Everard. ** Do you keep people on WHTTELADIEB. purpose to pray for the family, Aunt Augustine 1 I beg your pardon, but it sounded something like it. You can't mean it, of course 1 " " Why should not I mean it 1 We do not pray so much as we ought for ourselves," said Miss Augustine ; *• and if I can persuade holy persons to pray for us continually " " At so much a week, a cottage, and coals and candles," said Miss Susan. ** Augustine, my dear, you shall have your way as long as I can got it for you. I am glad the old souls are comfortable ; and if they are good, so much the better ; and I am glad you like it, my dear ; but whatever you think, you should not talk in this way. Eh, Stevens, what do you say 1 " I "If I might make so bold, ma'am," said the butler, "not to I go again Miss Augustine ; but that hold Missis Matthews, mum, she's a hold " "Silence, sir," said Miss Susan promptly, "I don't want to I hear any gossip; my sister knows best. Tell Everard about your schools, my dear ; the parish must be the better of the schools. Whatever the immediate motive is, ro long as the thing is good," said this casuist, " and whatever the occasional iresult may be, as long as the meaning is charitable — There, (there, Everard, I won't have her crossed." This was said hastily in an undertone to Everard, who was Jshaking his head, with a suppressed laugh on his face. " I am not objecting to anything that is done, but to your [reasoning, which is defective," he said. " Oh, my reasoning ! is that all 1 I don't stand upon my reasoning," said Miss Susan. And then there was a pause in the conversation, for Miss Susan's mind was perturbed, and she talked but in fits and starts, having sudden intervals of silence, from which she would as suddenly emerge into animated Idiscussion, then be still again all in a moment. Miss Augustine, in her long limp grey dress, with pale hands coming out of the wide hanging sleeves, talked only on one subject, and did lot eat at all, so that her company was not very cheerful. And llverard could not but glance up now and then to the gallery, i^hich lay in deep shade, and feel as if he was in a dream, seated lown below in the light. How vividly the childish past had jome upon him ; and how much more cheerful it had been in those old days, when the three atoms in the dusty corner of the 34 WHITELADIES. gallery looked down with laughing eyes upon the solemn peo- ple at table, and whispered and rustled in their restlessness till they were found out ! At last — and this was something so wonderful that even the servants who waited at table were appalled — Miss Augustine recommenced the conversation. " You have had some one here to-day," she said. " Farrel-Austin — I met him." " Yes ! " said Miss Susan breathless and alarmed. *' It seemed to me that the shadow had fallen upon them already. He is grey and changed. I have not seen him for a long time ; his wife is ill, and his children .re delicate." <' Nonsense, Austine, the girls are as strong and well as a couple of hoydens need be." Miss Susan spoke almost sharply, and in a half-frightened tone. " You think so, Svisan ; for my part I saw the shadow plain- ly. It is that their time is drawing near to inherit. Perhaps as they are girls, nothing will happen to them ; nothing ever happened to us ; that is to say, they will not marry probably ; they will be as we have been. I wish to know them, Susan. Probably one of them would take up my work, and endeavour to keep further trouble from the house." " Farrel's daughter ? you are very good, Austine, very good ; you put me to shame," said Miss Susan bending her head. " Yes ; why not Farrel's daughter ? She is a woman like the rest of us, and an Austin like the rest of us. I wish the prop- erty could pass to women, then there might be an end of it once for all." '' In that case it would go to Eeine, and there would not in the least be an end of it ; quite the reverse." " I could persuade Reine," said Miss Augustine. "Ah, yes ; I could persuade her. She knows my life. She knows about the family, how we have all suffered. Heine would be led by me ; she would give it up, as I should have done had I the power. But men will not do such a thing. I am not blaming them. I am saying what is the fact. Reine would have given it up." "You speak like a visionary," said Miss Susan sighing. " Yes, I daresay Reine would be capable of a piece of foUy, or you, or even myself. We do things that seem right to us at the moment without taking other things into consideration, WUITELADIES. 85 would not in when we are quite free to do what we like. But don't you see, my dear, a man with an entailed estate is not free 1 His son or his heir must come after him, as his father went before him ; he is only a kind of tenant. Farrel, since you have spoken of Farrel — I would not have begun it — dare not alienate the prop- erty from Everard ; and Everard, when it comes to him, must keep it for his son, if he ever has one." ''The thing would be," said Miss Augustine, "to make up your mind never to have one, Everard." She looked at him calmly and gravely, crossing her hands within her long sleeves. "But my dear Aunt Augustine," said Everard laughing, " what good would that do me ? I should have to hand it on to the next in the entail all the same. I could not do away \vith the estate without the consent of my heir at least." " Then I will tell you what to do," said Miss Augustine. "Marry ; it is different from what I said just now, but it has the same meaning. Marry at once ; and when you have a boy let him be sent to me. I will train him, I will show him his duty ; and then with his consent, which he will be sure to give when he grows up, you can break the entail and restore Whiteladies to its right owner. Do this, my dear boy, it is quite simple ; and so at last I shall have the satisfaction of feeling that the curse will be ended one day. Yes ; the thing to be done is this." Miss Susan had exclaimed in various tones of impatience. She had laughed reluctantly when Everard laughed ; but what her sister said was more serious to her than it was to the young man. " Do you mean to live for ever," she said at last, " that you calculate so calmly on bringing up Everard's son ?" " I am fifty-five," said Miss Augustine, " and Everard might have a son in a year. Probably I shall live to seventy-five, at least — most of the women of our family do. He would then be twenty, approaching his majority. There is nothing ex- travagant in it ; and on the whole, it seems to me the most hopeful thing to do. You must marry, Everard, without delay ; and if you want money I will help you. I will do anything for an object so near my heart." "You had better settle whom I am to marry, Aunt Augus- tine." Everard's laughter made the old walls gay. He entered into 36 WHITELADIEa the joke without any arri^re pensde; the suggestion amused him beyond measure ; all the more that it was made with so much gravity and solemnity. Miss Susan had laughed too ; but now she became slightly alarmed, and watched her sister with troubled eyes. "Whom you are to marry? That wants consideration," said Miss Augustine. " The sacrifice would be more complete and satisfactory if two branches of the family concurred in making it. The proper person for you to marry in the cir- cumstances would be, either " "Austine!" " Yes ! I am giving the subject my best attention. You cannot understand, no one can understand, how all-important it is to me. Everard, either one of Farrel's girls, to whom I bear no malice, or perhaps Reine." " Austine, you are out of your senses on this point," said Miss Susan, almost springing from her seat and disturbing sud- denly the calm of the talk. " Come, come, we must retire ; we have dined. Everard, if you choose to sit a little, Stevens is giving you some very good claret. It wa^ my father's ; I can answer for it, much better than I can answer for my own, for I am no judge. You will find us in the west room when you are ready, or in the garden. It is almost too sweet to be indoors to-night." She drew her sister's arm within hers and led her away, with a peremptory authority which permitted no argument, and to which Augustine instinctively yielded ; and Everard remained alone, his cheek tingling, his heart beating. It had all been pure amusement up to this point ; but even his sense of the ludicrous could not carry him further. He might have known, he said to himself, that this was what she must say. He blushed, and felt it ungenerous in himself to have allowed her to go so far, to propose these names to him. He seemed to be making the girls endure a humiliation against his will, and without their knowledge). What had they done that he should permit any one even to suggest that he could choose among them ? This was the more elevated side of his feelings ; but there was another side, I am obliged to allow, a fluttered, flat- tered corsciousness that the suggestion might be true ; that he might Y ave it in his power, like a sultan, to choose among WHITELADIES. 87 ;hoose among them, and throw his princely handkerchief at the one he pre- ferred. A mixture therefore of some curious sense of elation and suppressed pleasure mingled with the more generous feel- ing wiuiin him, quenching at once the ridicule of Miss Augus- tine's proposal, and the sense of wrong done to those three girls. Yes, no doubt, it is a man's privilege to choose ; he, and not the woman, has it in his power to weigh the qualities of one and another, and to decide which would be most fit for the glorious position of his wife. They could not choose him, but he could choose one of them, and on his choice probably their future fate would depend. It was impossible not to feel a little pleasant flutter of consciousness. He was not vain, but he felt the sweetness of the superiority involved, and the greatness of the position. When the ladies were gone Everard laughed, all alone by himself, he could not help it ; and the echoes took up the laughter, and rang into that special corner of the gallery which he knew so well, centring there. Why there, of all places in the world 1 Was it some ghost of little Reine in her child- hood that laughed 1 Reine in her childhood had been the one who exercised choice. It was she who might have thrown the handkerchief, not Everard. A.nd then a hush came over him, and a compunction, as he thought where Eeine was at this moment, and how she might be occupied. I ndiiig over her brother's deathbed, hearing his last words, her heart contracted with the bitter pang of parting ; while her old playfellow laughed, and wondered whether he should choose her out of the three to share his grandeur. Everard grew quite silent all at once, and poured himself out a glass of t^e old claret in deep humiliation and stillness, feeling ashamed of himself He held the wine up to the light with the solemn- est countenance, trying to take himself in, and persuade himself that he had no lighter thoughts in his mind, and then having drank it with equal solemnity, he got up and strolled out in the garden. He had so grave a face when Miss Susan met him, that she thought for the first moment that some letter had come and that all was over, and gasped and called to him, what was it ? what was it ? " Nothing ! " said Everard more solemn than ever. He was impervious to any attempt at laughter for the rest of the evening, ashamed of himself and his light thoughts, in sudden contrast with the thoughts that must be 38 WHITELADIES. occupying his cousins, his old playmates. And yet, as he went home in the moonlight, the shock of that contrast lessened, and his young lightness of mind began to reassert itself. Before he got out of hearing of the manor ho began to whistle again un- awares ; but this time it was not one of Reine's songs. It was a light opera air which, no doubt, one of the other girls had taught him, or so at least Miss Susan tnought. #v WHITELA.DIES, 39 CHAPTER V. '.20 N all relationships, as I have already said — and it is not an original saying — there is one who is active and one who is passive — " Tun qui haise et I'autre qui tend la joue," as the French say, with their wonderful half-pathetic, half-cynic wisdom. Between ti i two sisters of Whiteladies it was Augus- tine who gave the cheek and Susan the kiss, it was Augastine who claimed and Susan who offered sympathy ; it was Augus- tine's aifairo, such as they were, which were discussed. The younger sister had only her own fancies and imaginations, her charities, and the fantastic compensation which she thought she was making for the evil deeds of her family, to discuss and enlarge upon ; whereas the elder had her mind full of those mundane matters from which all our cares spring — the manage- ment of material interests — the conflict which is always more or less involved in the government of other souls. She managed her nephew's estate in trust for him till he came of age— if he should live to come of age, poor boy. She managed her own money and her sister's, which was not inconsiderable ; and the house and the servants, and in some degree the parish, of which Miss Susan was the virtual Squire. But of all this weight of affairs it did not occur to her to throw any upon Augustine. Augustine had always been spared from her youth up — spared all annoyance, all trouble, everybody uniting to shield her. She had been "delicate" in her childhood, and she had sustained a " disappointment " in youth — which means in grosser words that she had been jilted, openly and disgrace- fully, by Farrel-Austin, her cousin, which was the ground of Susan Austin's enmity to him. I doubt much whether Augus- tine herself, whose blood was always tepid and her head in- volved in dreams, felt this half so much as her family felt it for her — her sister especially, to whom she had been a pet and plaything all her life, and who had that half-adoring admira- tion for her which an elder sister is sometimes seen to entertain for a younger one whom she believes to be gifted with that 40 WHITELADIES. I I beauty which she knows has not fallen to her share. Susan felt the blow with an acute sense of shame and wounded pride, which Augustine herself was entirely incapable of, and from that moment forward had constituted herself, not only the protector of her sister's weakness, but the representative of something better which had failed, of that admiration and chivalrous ser- vice which a beautiful woman is supposed to receive from the world. It may seem a strange thing to many to call the de- votion of one woman to another chivalrous. Yet Susan's devotion to her. sister merited the title. She vowed to herself that, so far as she could prevent it, her sister should never feel the failure of those attentions which her lover ought to have given her — that she should never know what it was to fall into that nftglect which is often the portion of middle-aged women - that she should be petted and cared for, as if slie were still the favourite child or the adored wife which she had been or might have been. In doing this Susan not only testified the depth of her love for Augustine and indignant compassion for her wrongs, but also a woman's hi^h ideal of how an ideal woman should be treated in thi > world. Augustine was neither a beautiful woman nor an ideal one, though her sister thought so, and Susan had been checked many a time in her idolatry by her idol's total want of comprehension of it ; but she had never given up her plan for consoling the sufferer. She had admired Augustine as well as loved her ; she had always found what she did excellent ; she had made Augustine's plans im- portant by believing in them, and her opinions weighty, even while, within herself, she saw the plans to be impracticable and the opinions futile. The elder sister would pause in the midst of a hundred real and pressing occupations, a hundred weighty cares, to condole with, or to assist, or support, the younger, pulling her through some parish imbroglio, some almshouse squabble, as if these trifling annoyances had been affairs of state. But of the serious matters which occupied her own mind she said nothing to Augustine, knowing that she would find no comprehension, and willing to avoid the certainty that her sister would take no interest in her proceedings. Indeed it was quite possible that Augustine would have gone further than mere failure of sympathy. Susan knew very well that she would be disapproved of, perhaps censured, for being en- WHITELADIES. M grossed by the affairs of this world. The village people, and everybody on the estate, were, I think, of the same opinion. They thought Miss Susan " the hard one " — doing her ineffable injustice, one of those unconsidered wrongs that cut into the I heart. At first, I suppose, this had not been the state of affairs I — between the sisters, at least ; but it would be difficult to t'ill {how many disappointments the stronj< and hard Susan had gone through before she made up her mind never to ask for the sympathy which never came her way. This was her best philo- sophy, and saved her much mortification ; but it cost her many trials before she could make up her mind to it, and had not its lorigin in philosophy at all, but in much wounding and lacerat- |ing of a generous and sensitive heart. Therefore she did not breathe a word to her sister about the I present annoyance and anxiety in her mind. When it was their hour to go upstairs — and everything was done likeclock- Iwork at Whiteladies — she went with Augustine to her room, las she always did, and heard over again for the third or fourth [time her complaint over the rudeness of the butler, Stevens, [who did not countenance Augustine's "ways." " Indeed, he is a very honest fellow," said Miss Susan, think- ing bitterly of Farrel-Austin and of the last successful stroke le had made. " He is a savage, he is a barbarian — he cannot be a Chris- tian,' Miss Augustine had replied. " Yes, yes, my dear ; we must take care not to judge other )eople. I will scold him well, and he will never venture to say inything disagreeable to you again." " You think I am speaking for myself," said Augustine. " No, rhat I feel is, how out of place such a man is in a household [ike ours. You are deceived about him now, and think his lonesty, as you call it. covers all his faults. But, Susan, listen po me. Without tLd Christian life, what is honesty 1 Do you kh;nk it would bear the strain if temptation — to any great crime, for instance " " My dear, you are speaking nonsense," said Miss Susan. " That is what I am afraid of," said her sister solemnly. " A an like this ought not to be in a house like ours ; for you are Christian, Susan.** "I hope so, at least," said the other with a momentary ugh. 42 WHWKLADIES. " But why should you laugh ? Oh, Susan ! think how you throw back my work — even you hinder my atonement. Is not this how all the family have been — treating everything lightly — our family sin and doom, like the rest 1 and you, who ought to know better, who ought to strengthen my hands ! perhaps, who knows, if you could but have given your mind to it, we two together might have averted the doom ! " Augustine sat down in the large hard wooden chair which she used by way of mortification, and covered her face with her hands. Susan, who was standing by holding her candle, looked at her strangely with a half smile, and a curious acute sense of the contrast between them. She stood silent for a moment, perhaps with a half wonder which of the two it was who had done most for the old house ; but if she entertained this thought, it was but for the moment. She laid her hand upon her sis- ter's shoulder. " My dear Austine," she said, " I am Martha and you are Mary. So long as Martha did not find fault with her sister, our good Lord made no objection to her house-wifely ways. So, if I am earthly while you are heavenly, you must put up with me, dear ; for after all, there are a great many earthly things to be looked after. And as for Stevens, I shall scold him well," she added with sudden energy, with a little outburst of natural indignation at the cause (though innocent) of this slight ruffling of the domestic calm. The thoughts in her mind were of a curious and mixed description as she went along the corridor after Augustine had melted, and bestowed, with a certain lofty and melancholy regret for her sister's imperfections, her good- night kiss. Miss Susan's room was on the other side of the house, over the drawing-room. To reach it she had to go along the corridor, which skirted the staircase with its dark oaken balustrades, and thence into another casemented passage, which led by three or four oaken steps to the ante-room in which her maid slept, and from which her own room opened. One of her windows looked out upon the north side, the same aspect as the dining-hall, and was, indeed, the large casement which occupied one of the richly-carved gables on that side of the house. The other looked out upon the west side, over the garden, and facing the sunset. It was a large panelled room, with few curtains, for Miss Susan loved air. A shaded night- WHITELADIES. 48 lamp burned faintly upon a set of carved oaken-drawers at the north end, and the moonlight slanting through the western window threw two white lights, broken by le black bar of the casement, on the broad oak boards — for only the centre of the room was carpeted. Martha came in with her mistress, sone- what sleepy, and slightly injured in her feelings, for what with Everard's visit and the other agitations of the day, Miss Snsan was half an hour late. It is not to be supposed that she, who could not confide in her zlateT, would confide in Martha ; but yet Martha knew, by various indications, what Augustine would never have discovered, that Miss Susan had " something on her mind." Perhaps it was because she did not talk as much as usual, and listened to Martha's own remarks with the in- difference of abstractedness ; perhaps because of the little tap of her foot on the floor, and sound of her voice as she asked hpr faithful attendant if she had done yet, while Martha, ag- grieved but conscientious, fumbled with the doors of the ward- robe, in which she had just hung up her mistress's gown ; per- haps it was the tired way in which Miss Susan leaned back in her easy chair, and the half sigh which breathed into her good night. But from all these signs together Martha knew, what nothing could have taught Augustine. But what could the maid do to show her sympathy ? At first, I am sorry to say, she did not feel much, but was rather glad that the mistress, who had kept her half an hour longer than usual out of bed, should herself have some part of the penalty to pay ; but com- punctions grew upon Martha before she left the room, and I think that her lingering, which annoyed Miss Susan, was partly meant to show that she felt for her mistress. If so, it met the usual recompense of unappreciated kindness, and at last earned a peremptory dismissal for the lingerer. When Miss Susan was alone, she raised herself a little from her chair and screwed up the flame of the small silver lamp on her little table, and put the double eyeglass which she used, being slightly short- sighted, on to her nose. She was going to think ; and she had an idea, not uncommon to short-sighted people, that to see dis- tinctly helped her faculties in everything. She felt instinctively for her eyeglass when any noise woke her in the middle of the night ; she could hear better as well as think better with that aid. The two white streaks of moonlight, with the broad bar 44 WHITELADIES. of shadow between, and all the markings of the diamond panes, indicated on th« grey oaken boards and fringe of Turkey car- pet moved slowly along the floor, coming further into the room as the moon moved westward to its setting. In the distant corner the night-light burned dim but steady. Miss Susan sat by the side of her bed, which was hung at the head with blue- grey curtains of beautiful old damask. On her little table was a Bible and Prayer-Book, a long-stalked glass with a rose in it, another book less sacred, which she had been reading in the morning, her handkerchief, her eau-de-cologne, her large old watch in an old stand, and those other trifles which every lady's- maid who respects herself keeps ready and in order by her mistress's bedside. Martha, too sleepy to be long about her own preparations, was in bed and asleep almost as soon as Miss Susan put on her glasses. All was perfectly still, the world out-of doors held under the spell of the moonlight, the world inside rapt in sleep and rest. Miss Susan wrapped her dress- ing-gown about her, and sat up in her chair to think. It was a very cosy, very comfortable chair, not hard and angular like Augustine's, and everything in the room was pleasant and soft, not ascetical and self-denying. Susan Austin was not young, but she had kept something of that curious freshness of soul which some unmarried women carry down to old age. She was not aware in her innermost heart that she was old. In everything external she owned her years fully, and felt them ; but in her heart she, who had never passed out of the first stage of life, retained so many of its early iiiii:'ions as to con- fuse herself and bewilder her consciousness. When she sat like this thinking by herself, with nothing to remind her of the actual aspect of circumstances, she never could be quite sure whether she was young or old. There was always a momentary glimmer and doubtfulness about her before she settled down to the consideration of her problem, whatever it was, — as to which problem it was, those which had come before her in her youth, which she had settled, or left to float in abeyance for the set- tling of circumstances — or the actual and practical matter-of- fact of to-day. For a moment she caught her own mind linger- ing upon that old story between Augustine and their cousin Farrel, as if it were one of the phases of that which demanded her attention ; and then she roused herself sharply to her im mediate difficulty, and to consider what she was to do. WHITELADIES. 45 It is forlorn in such an emergency to be compelled to delib- erate alone, without any sharer of one's anxieties or confidante of one's thoughts. But Miss Susan was used to this, and was willing to recognise the advantage it gave her in the way of independence and prompt conclusion. She was free from the temptation of talking too much, of attacking her opponents with those winged words which live often after the feeling that dictated them has passed. She could not be drawn into any self-committal, for nobody thought or cared what was in her mind. Perhaps, however, it is more easy to exercise that curi- ous casuistry which self-interest originates even in the most candid mind, when it is not necessary to put one's thoughts into words. I cannot tell on what ground it was that this amiable and, on the whole, good woman concluded her op- position to Farrel-Austin, and his undoubted right of inheri- tance to be righteous, and even holy. She resisted his claim — because it was absolutely intolerable to her to think of giving up her home to him, because she hated and despised him — mo- tives very comprehensible, but not especially generous, or ele vated in the abstract. She felt, however, and believed — when she sat down in her chair and put on her glasses to reflect how she could baffle and overthrow him — that it was something for the good of the family and the world that she was planning, not anything selfish for her own benefit. If Augustine in one room planned alms and charities for the expiation of the guilt of the family, which had made itself rich by church lands, with the deepest sense that her undertaking was of the most pious character — Susan, in another, set herself to ponder how to re- tain possession of these lands, with a corresponding sense that her undertaking, her determination, was, if not absolutely pious, at least of a noble and elevated character. She did not say to herself that she was intent upon resisting the enemy by every means in her power. She said to herself that she was determined to have justice, and to resist to the last the doing of wrong, and the victory of the unworthy. This was her wf\y i of putting it to herself — and herself did not contradict her, as perhaps another listener might have done. A certain enthu- siasm even grew in her as she pondered. She felt no doubt whatever that Farrel-Austin had gained* his point by false re- presentations, and had played upon the ignorance of the un- 46 WHITELADIES. ■iw!i known Austin who had transferred his rights to him, as he said. And how could she tell if this was the true. heir 1 Even docu- ments were not to be trusted to in such a case, nor the sharpest of lawyers — and old Mr. Lincoln, the family solicitor, was any- thing but sharp. Besides, if this man in Bruges were the right man, he had probably no idea of what he was relinquishing. How could a Flemish tradesman know what were the beauticH and attractions of " a place " in the home counties, amid all the wealth and fulness of English lands, and with all the historical associations of Whiteladies ) He could not possibly know, or he would not give them up. And if he had a wife, she could not know, or she would never permit such a sacrifice. Miss Susan sat and thought till the moonlight disappeared from the window, and the summer night felt the momentary chill which precedes dawn. She thought of it till her heart burned. No, she could not submit to this. In her own person she must euBcertain if the story was true, and if the strangers really knew what they were doing. It took some time to move her to this resolution ; but at last it took possession of her. To go and undo what Farrel- Austin had done, to wake in the mind of the heir, if this was the heir, that desire to pos- sess which is dominant in most minds, and ever ready to answer to any appeal ; she rose almost with a spring of ^ outhful ani- mation from her seat when her thoughts settled upon this con- clusion. She put out her lamp and went to the window, where a faint blueness was growing — that dim beginning of illumina- tion which is not night but day, and which a very early bird in the green covert underneath was beginning to greet with the first faint twitter of returning existence. Miss Susan felt herself inspired ; it was not to defeat Fa-rrel- Austin, but to prevent wrong, to do justice, a noble impulse which fires the heart and lights the eye. Thus she made up her mind to an undertaking which after- wards had more effect upon her personal fate than anythicg else that had happened in. her long life. She did it, not only intending no evil, but with a sense of what she believed to be a generous feeling expanding her souL Her own personal mo- tives were so thrust out of sight that she herself did not per- ceive them — and, indeed, had it been suggested to her that she had personal motives, she would have denied it stren- II WBITELADIES. 47 uously. VVliat interest could she have in substituting one heir for another f But yet Miss Susan's blue eyes shot forth a gleam which was not heavenly as she lay down and tried to sleep. She could not sleep, her mind being excited and full of a thousand thoughts — the last distinct sensation in it before the uneasy doze which came over her senses in the morning being a thrill of pleasure that Farrel- Austin might yet be foiled. But what of that ) It was not her part to protect Farrel- Austin ; her business was to protect the old stock of the family, and keep the line of succession intact. The more she thought of it, the more did this appear a sacred duty, worthy of any labour and any sacrifice. 48 WHTTELADIES. CHAPTER VI. [HE breakfast table was spread in the smaller dining-room, a room furnished with quaint old furniture like the hall, which looked out upon nothing but the grass and trees of the garden, bounded by an old mossy wall, as old as the house. The windows were all open, the last ray of the morning sun slanting off the shining panes, the scent of the flowers coming in, and all the morning freshness. Miss Susan came down-stftirs full of unusual energy, notwithstanding her sleepless night. She had decided upon something to do, which is always satisfactory to an active mind ; and though she was beyond the age at which people generally plan long jouiiieys with pleasure, the prick of something new inspired her and made a stir in her veins. " People live more when they move about," she said to herself when with a little wonder and par- tial amusement at herself she became conscious of this, and took her seat at the breakfast table with a sense of stimulated energy which was very pleasant. Miss Augustine came in after her sister, with h«^r hands folded in her long sleeves, looking more than ever like a saint out of a painted windoYir. She crossed herself as she sat down. Her blue eyes seemed veiled so far as external life went. She was the ideal nun of romance and poetry, not the ruddy-faced, active personage who is generally to be found under that guise in actual life. This was one of her fast-days — and indeed most days were fast-days with her. She was her own rule, which is always a harsher kind of restraint than any rule adapted to common use. Her breakfast consisted of a cup of milk and a small cake of bread. She gave her sister an abstracted kiss, but took no notice of hor lively looks. When she withdrew her hands from her sleeves a roll of paper became visible in one of them, which she slowly opened out. *' These are the plans for the chantry, finished at last," she said. " Everything is ready now. You must take them to the vicar, I suppose, Susan. I cannot argue with a worldly-mind- WHITELADIES. 4d ed man. I will go to the almshouses while you are talking to him, and , pray." " The vicar has no power in the matter," said Miss Susan. " So long as we are the lay rectors we can build as we please ; at the chancel end at least." Augustine put up her thin hands, just appearing out of the wide sleeves, to her ears. '' Susan, Susan ! do not use those words, which have all our guilt in them ! Lay rectors ! Lay robbers ! Oh ! will you ever learn that this thought is the misery of my life 1 " " My dear, we must be reasonable," said Miss Susan. " If you like to throw away — no, I mean to employ your money in building a chantry, I don't object ; but we have our rights." '' Our rights are nothing but wrongs," said the other shaking her head, " unless my poor work may be accepted as an expia* tion. Ours is not the guilt, and therefore, beinj innocent, we may make amends." " I wander where you got your doctrines from 1 " said Miss Susan. " They are not Popish either, so far as I can make out ; and in some things, Austine, you are not even High Church." Augustine made no reply ! Her attention had failed. She held the drawing before her, and gazed at the image of her chantry, which at last, after many difl&culties, she had managed to bring into existence — on paper at least. I do not think she had very clear notions in point of doctrine. She had taken up with a visionary mediaevalism which she did not very well understand, and which she combined unawares with many of the ordinary principles of a moderate English churchwoman. She liked to cross herself, without meaning very much by it, and the idea of an Austin Chantry where service should be said every day, " to the intention of " the Austin family, had been for years her cherished fancy, though she would have been shocked had any advanced Ritualists or others suggested to her that what she meant was a daily mass for the dead. She did not mean this at all, nor did she know very clearly what she meant except to build a chantry, in which daily ser- vice should be maintained for ever, always with a reference to the Austins, and making some sort of expiation, she could not have told what, for this fundamental sin of the family. 60 WHITELADIES. Perhaps it was merely inability of reasoning, perhaps a disin- clination to entangle herself in doctrine at ail, that made her prefer to remain in this vagueness and confusion. Slie knew very well what she wanted to do, but not exactly why. While her sister looked at her drawings Miss Susan thought it a good moment to reveal her own plans, with, I suppose, that yearning for some sort of sympathy which survives even in the minds of those who have had full experience of the difl&culty or even impossibility of obtaining it. She knew Augustine would not, probably could not, enter into her thoughts, and I am not sure th-' - ^^ > desired it — but yet she longed to awaken some little interest. "I am thinking," she said, "of going away — for afewdays." Augustine took no notice. She examined first the front ele- vation, then the interior of the chantry. " They say it is against the law," she remarked after a while, *• to have a second altar ; but every old chantry has it, and without an .iltar the service would be imperfect. Remember this, Susan ; for the vicar, they tell me, will object." "You don't hear what I say, then 1 I am thinking of — ^leav- ing home." " Yes, I heard — so long as you settle this for me before you go, that it may be bsgun at once. Think, Susan ! it is the work of my life." " I will see to it," said Miss Susan with a sigh. " You shall not be crossed, dear, if I can manage it. But you don't ask where I am going or why I am going." "No," said Augustine calmly ; " it is no doubt about business, and business has no share in my thoughts." " If it had not a share in my thoughts things would go badly with us," said Miss Susan, colouring with momentary impatience and self-assertion. Then she fell back into her former tone. " I am going abroad, Austine ; does not that rouse you 1 I have not been abroad since we were quite young, how many years ago ? — when we went to Italy with my father — when we were all happy together. Ah me ! what a difference ! Austine, you recollect that 1 " " Happy, were we ] " said Augustine looking up, with a faint tinge of colour on her paleness ; " no, I was never happy till I saw once for all how wicked we were, how we deserved our WHITELADIES. 61 troubles, and how something might be done to make up for them. I have never really cared for anything else." This the said with a slight raising of her hand and an air of reality which seldom appeared in her visionary face. It was true, though it was so strange. Miss Susan was a much more reasonable, much more weighty personage, but she perceiv- ed this change with a little suspicion and did not under- stand the fanciful, foolish sister whom she had loved and pet- ted all her life. " My dear, we had no troubles then," she said with a won- dering look. "Always, always," said Augustine, " and I never knew the rea- son, till I found it out." Then this gleam of something more than intelligence faded all at once from her face. " I hope you will settle everything before you go," she said almost querulously ; " to be put off now and have to wait would break my heart." " I'll do it, I'll do it, Austine. I am going on family business." " If you see poor Herbert," said Augustine calmly, '* tell him we pray for him in the almshouses night and day. That may do him good. If I had got my work done sooner he might have Uved. Indeed the devil sometimes tempts me to think it is hard that just when my chantry is beginning and continual prayer going on, Herbert should die. It seems to take away the meaning ! But what am I, one poor creature, to make up, against so many that have done wrong 1 " " I am not going to Herbert, I am going to Flanders, to Bruges," said Miss Susan, carried away by a sense of the im- portance of her mission, and always awaiting, as her right, some spark of curiosity at least. Augustine returned to her drawing ; the waning light died out of her face ; she became again the conventional visionaiy, the recluse of romance, abstracted and indifferent. "The vicar is always against me," she said ; " you must talk to him, Susan. He wants the Browns to come into the vacant cottage. He says they have been honest and all that ; but they are not praying people. I cannot take them in j it is praying people I want." " In short, you want something for your money," said her sister ; " a percentage, such as it is. You are more a woman of business, my dear, than you think." ^2 WHITFXADIES. Augustine looked at her vaguely, startled. " I try to do for the best," she said. " I do not understand why people should always wish to thwart me ; what I want is their good." " They like their own way better than their good, or rather than what you think is for their good," said Miss Susan. " We all like our own way." " Not me, notme 1 " said the other with a sigh ; and she rose and crossed herself onoe more. " Will you come to prayers at the almshouses, Susan ? The bell will ring presently, and it would do you good." " My dear, I have no time," said the elder sister, l have a hundred things to do." Augustine turned away with a soft shake of the head. She folded her arms into her sleeves and glided away like a ghosf . Presently her sister saw her crossing the lawn, her grey hood thrown lightly over her head, her long robes falling in straight, soft lines, her slim figure moving along noiselessly. Miss Suban was the practical member of the family, and but for her prob- ably the Austins of Whiteladies would have died out ere now, by sheer carel'^'tness of their substance and indifference to what was going on around them ; but as she watched her sister cros- sing the lawn, a sense of inferiority crossed her mind. She felt herself worldly, a pitiful creature of the earth, and wished she was as good as Augustine. "But the house, and the farm, and the world must be kept going," she said by way of relieving herself, with a mingling of humour and compunction. It was not much her small affairs could do to make or mar the going on of the world, but yet in small ways and great the world has to be kept going. She went off at once to the bailiff, who was waiting for her, feeling a pleasure in proving to herself that she was busy and had no time, which is perhaps a more usual process of thought with the Marthas of this world than the other plan of finding fault with the Maries ; for in their hearts most women have a feeling that the prayer is the best. The intimation of Miss Susan's intended absence excited the rest of the household much more than it had excited her sister. " Wherever are you agoing to, miss ] " said Cook, who was as old as her mistress, and had never changed her style of address- ing her since the days when she was young Miss Susan and played at housekeeping. WHITELADIES. 53 " I am going abroad," she answered, with a little innocent pride ; for to people who live all their lives at home there is a certain grandeur in going abroad. " You will take great care of my sister, and see that she does not fast too much." It was a patriarchal household, with such a tinge of familiar- ity in its dealings with its mistress, as — with servants who have passed their lives in a house — it is seldom possible, even if desirable, to avoid. Stevens the butler stopped open-mouthed, with a towel in his hand, to listen, and Martha approached from the other end of the kitchen, where she had been busy tying up and labelling Cook's newly-made preserves. " Going abroad ! " they all echoed in different keys. " I expect you all to be doubly careful and attentive," said Miss Susan, " though indeed I am not going very far, and probably won't be more than a few days gone. But in the meantime Miss Augustine will require your utmost care. Stevens, I am very much displeased with the way you took it upon you to speak at dinner yesterday. It annoyed my sister extremely, and you had no right to use so much freedom. Never let it happen again." Stevens was taken entirely by surprise, and stood gazing at her with the bewildered air of a man who, seeking innocent amusement in the hearing of news, is suddenly transfixed by an unexpected thunderbolt. "Me, mum!" said Stevens be- wildered, " I — I don't know what you're a talking about." It was an unfair advantage to take. "Precisely, you," said Miss Susan; " what have you to do with the people at the almshouses ? Nobody expects you to be answerable for what they do or don't do. Never let me hear anything of the kind again." " Oh," said Stevens, with a snort of suppressed offence, " it's them ! Miss Austin, I can't promise at no price ! if I hears that hold 'ag a praised up to the skies — " " You will simply hold your tongue," said Miss Susan per- emptorily. " What is it to you ? My sister knows her own people best." Upon this the two women in attendance shook their heads, and Stevens, encouraged by this tacit support, took courage. " She don't, mum, she don't," he said ; " if you heard the things they'll say behind her back ! It ip?-h».s ui*^ sick, it does, 54 WHITELADIES. I being a faithful servant. If I don't dare to speak up, who can 1 She's imposed upon to that degree, and made game of, as your blood would run cold to see it ; and if I ain't to say a word when I haves the chance, who can 1 The women sees it even — and it's nat'ral as I should see further than the v, omen." " Then you'll please to set the women a good example by holding your tongue," said Miss Susan. " Once for all, re- collect, all of you, Miss Augustine shall never be crossed while I am mistress of the house. When it goes into other hands you can do as you please." " Oh laws ! " said the Cook, "when it comes to that, nunn, none of us has nothing to do here." " That is as you please, and as Mr. — as the heir pleases," Miss Susan said, making a pause before the last words. Her cheek coloured, her blue eyes grew warm with the new life and energy in her. She went out of the kitchen with a certain swell of anticipated triumph in her whole person. Mr Farrel- Austin should soon discover that he was not to have everything his own way. Probably she would tmd he had deceived the old man at Bruges, that these poor people knew nothing about the true value of what they were relinijuishing. Curiously enough, it never occurred to her, to lessen her exhilaration, that to leave the house of her fathers to an old linen-draper from the Low Countries would be little more agreeable than to leave it to Farrel-Austin — nay, even as Everard had suggested to her, that Farrel-Austin, as being an English gentleman, was much more likely to do honour to the old house than a foreigner of inferior position, and ideas altogether different from her own. She thought nothing of this ; she ignored herself, in- deed, in the matter, which was a thing she was pleased co think of afterwards, and which gave her a little consolation — that is, she thought of herself only through Farrel-Austin, as the person most interested in, and most likely to be gratified by h*3 downfall. As the day wore on and the sun got round and blazec on the south front of the house, she withdrew to the porch, as oii the former day, and sat there enjoying the coolness, the move- ment of the leaves, the soft, almost imperceptible breeze. She was more light-hearted than on the previous day when poor Herbert was in her mind, and when nothing but the success of WHITELADIES. 65 her adversary seemed possible. Now i^ seemed to her that h new leaf was turned, a new chapter commenced. Thus the day went on. In the afternoon she had one visitor, and only one, the vicar, Mr. Gerard, who came by the north gate, as her visitors yesterday had done, and crossed the lawn to the porch with much less satisfaction of mind than Miss Susan had to see him coming. " Of course you know what has brought me," he said at once, seating himself iij a garden-chair which had been standing outside on the lawn, and which he brought in after his first greeting. " This chantry of your sister's is a thing I don't understand, and I don't know how I can consent to it. It is alien to all the customs of the time. It is a thing that ought to have been built three hundred years ago, if at all. It will be a bit of bran new Gothic, a thing I detest ; and in short I don't understand it, nor what possible meaning a chantry can have in these days." "Neither do I," said Miss Susan smiling, " not the least in the world." " If it is meant for masses for the dead," said Mr. Gerard — " some people I know have gone as far as that — but I could not consent to it, Miss Austin. It should have been built three hundred years ago, if at all." " Augustine could not have built it three hundred years ago," said Miss Susan, " for the best of reasons. My own opinion is, between ourselves, that had she been born three hundred years ago she would have been a happier woman ; but neither she nor I can change that." " That is not the question," said the vicar. He was a man with a fine faculty for being annoyed. There was a longitudinal line in his forehead between his eyes, which was continually moving, marking the passing irritations which went and came, and his voice had a querulous tone. He was in the way of thinking that everything that happened out of the natural course was done to annoy him specially, and he felt it a personal grievance that the Austin chantry had not been built in the sixteenth century. " There might have been some sense in it then," he added, " and though art was lo^f about that time, still it would have got toned down, and been probably an orna- ment to the church ; but a white, staring, new thing, with spick and span pinnacles ! I do not see how I can consent," 56 WHITELADIES. " At all events," said Miss Susan, showing the faintest edge of claw under the velvet of her touch, "no one can blame you at least, which I think is always a consolation. I have just been foing over the accounts for the restoration of the chancel, and think you may congratulate yourself that you have not got to pay them. Austine would kill me if she heard me, but that is one good of a lay rector. I hope you won't oppose her, seriously, Mr Gerard. It is not masses for the dead she is thinking of. You know her crotchets. My sister has a very fine mind when she is roused to exert it," Miss Susan said with a little dignity, " but it is nonsense to deny that she has crotchets, and I hope you are too wise and kind to oppose her. The endowment will be good, and the chantry pretty. Why, it is by Gilbert Scott." " No, no, not Sir Gilbert himself '. at least, I fear not," said Mr. Gerard melting. " One of his favourite pupils, and he has looked at it and approved. We shall have people coming to see it from all parts of the country, and it is Augustine's favourite crotchet. I am sure, Mr. Gerard, you will not seriously oppose." Thus it was that the vicar was talked over. He reflected afterwards that there was consolation in the view of the subject which she introduced so cunningly, and that he could no more be found fault with for the new chantry which the lay rector had a right to connect with his part of the church if he chose — than he could be made to pay the bills for the restoration of the chancel. And Miss Susan had put it to him so delicately about her sister's crotchets that what could a gentleman do but yield ? The longitudinal line on his forehead smoothed out accordingly, and his tone ceased to be querulous. Yes, there was no doubt she had crotchets, poor soul ; indeed, she was half crazy, there could be no doubt, or whole crazy, perhaps, as the village people thought, but a good {"eligious creature, fond of prayers and church services, and not clever enough to go far astray in point of doctrine. As Mr. Gerard went home, indeed, having committed himself, he discovered a number of admirable reasons for tolerating Augustine and her crotchets. If she sank money enough to secure an endowment of sixty pounds a year, in order to have prayers said daily in her chantry, as she called it, it was clear that thirty or forty from Mr. WHITELADIES. 57 Gerard instead of the eighty he now paid, would be quite enough for his curate's salrry. For what could a curate want with more than, or even so much as, a hundred pounds a year 1 And then the almshouses disposed of the old people of the parish in the most comfortable way, and on the whole Augus- tine did more good than harm. Poor thing! it would be a pity, he thought, to cross this innocent and pious creature, who was " deficient," but too gentle and good to be interfered with in her crotchets. Poor Augustine, whom they all dis- posed of so calmly ! Perhaps it was foolish enough of her to stay alone in the little almshouse chapel al' the time that this interview was going on, praying that God would touch the heart of His servant, and render it favourable towards her, while Miss Susan managed it all so deftly by mere sleight of hand ; but on the whole Augustine's idea of the world as a place where God did move hearts for small matters as well as great, was a more elevated one than the others'. !She felt quite sure when she glided home through the summer fields, still and grey in her strange dress, that God's servant's heart had been moved to favour her, and that she might begin her work at once. M WHITELADIKS. CHAPTER Vn. USAN AUSTIN said no more about her intended ex- pedition, except to Martha, who had orders to prepare for the journey, and who was thrown into an excite- ment somewhat unbecoming her years by the fact that her mistress preferred to take Jane as her attendant, which was a slight very trying to the elder woman. " I cannot indulge myself by taking you," said Miss Susan, " because I want you to take care of my sister ; she requires more attendance than I do, Martha, and you will watch over her." I am afraiu that Miss Susan had a double motive in this decision, as most people have, and preferred Jane, who was young and strong, to the other, who required her little comforts, and did not like to be hurried, or put out ; but she veiled the personal preference under a good substantial reason, which is a very good thing to do in all cases where it is desirable that the wheels of life should go easily. Martha had " a good cry," but then con- s' led herself with the importance of her charge. " Not as it wants much cleverness to dress Miss Augustine, as never puts 01 nothing worth looking at — that grey thing for ever and ever ! " she said, with natural contempt. Augustine herself was wholly occupied with the chantry, and took no interest in her sister's movements ; and there was no one else to inquire into them or ask a reason. She went off accordingly quite quietly and unobserved, with one box, and Jane in delighted attend- ance. Miss Susau took her best clack silk with her, which she wore seldom, having fallen into the custom o< the grey gown to please Augustine, a motive which in small matters was her chief rule of action ; — on this occasion, however, she intended to be as magnificent as the best contents of her wardrobe could make her, taking, also, her Indian shawl and newest bonnet. These signs of superiority would not, she felt sure, be thrown away on a linen-draper. She took with her, also, by way of appealing to another order of feelings, a very imposing picture pf the house of Whiteladies, in which a gorgeous procession, WHITELADIE8. 59 escorting Queen Elizabeth, who was reported to have visited the place, was represented as issuing from the old porch. It seemed to Miss Susan that nobody who saw that picture could be willing to relinquish the house ; for, indeed, her knowledge of Art was limited. She set out one evening, resolved, with heroic courage, to commit herself to the Antwerp boat, which in Miss Susan's early days had been the chief and natural mode of conveyance. Impossible to tell how tranquil the country was as she left it — the labourers going home, the balmy kine wandering devious and leisurely with melodious lowings through the quiet roads. Life would go on with all its quiet routine unbroken, while Miss Susan dared the dangers of the deep, and prayer bell and dinner bell ring jus' as usual, and Augustine and her almshouse people go through all their pious habitudes. She was away from home so seldom, that this universal sv'ay of common life and custom struck her strangely, with a humiliating sense of her own unimportance — she who was so important, the centre of everything. Jane, her young maid, felt the same sentiment in a totally different way, being full of pride and exultation in her own unusualness, and delicious contempt for those unfortunates to whom this day was just the same as any other. Jane did not fear the dangers of the deep, which she did not know — but Miss Susan did, who was aware what she was about to undergo ; but she trusted in Providence to take care of her, and smooth the angry waves, and said a little prayer of thanksgiving when she felt the evening air come soft upon her face, though the tree-tops would move about against the sky more than was desirable. I do not quite know by what rule of thought it was that Miss Susan felt her- self to have a special claim to the succour of Providence as going upon a most righteous errand. She did manage to re- present her mission to herself in this light, however. She was going to vindicate the right — to restore to their natural position people who had been wronged. If these said people were quite indifferent both to their wrongs and their rights, that was their own fault, and in no respects Miss Susan's, who had her duty to do, whatever came of it. This she maintained very stoutly to herself, ignoring Farrel- Austin altogether, who might have thought of her enterprise in a different light. All through the night which she passed upon the gloomy ocean in a closQ 60 WHTTELADIES. little berth, with Jane helpless and wretched, requiring the attention of the stewardess. Miss Susan felt her spirit supported by the consciousness of virtue which was almost heroic : How much more comfortable she would have been at home in the west room, which she remembered so tenderly ; how terrible was that rushing sound of waves in her ears, waves separated from her by so fragile a bulwark, '^ only a plank between her and eternity ! " But all this she was undergoing for the sake of justice and right. She felt herself, however, like a creature in a dream, when she walked out the morning of her arrival, alone, into the streets of Bruges, confused by the strangeness of the place, which so recalled her youth to her, that she could scarcely believe she had not left her father and brother at the hotel. Once in these early days, she had come out alone in the morning, she remem- bered, just as she was doing now, to buy presents for her com- panions ; and that curious, delightful sense of half fright, half freedom, which the girl had felt thrilling her through and through while on this escapade, came back to the mind of the woman who was growing old, with a pathetic pleasure. She remembered how she had paused at the corner of this street, afraid to stop, afraid to go on, almost too shy to go into the shops where she had seen the things she wanted to buy. Miss Susan was too old to be shy now. She walked along sedately, not afraid that anybody would stare at her or be rude to her, or troubled by any doubts whether it was/* proper ;" but yet the past confused her mind. How strange it all was ! Could it be that the carillon, which chimed sweetly, keenly in her ears, like a voice out of her youth, startling her by reiterated calls and reminders, had been chiming out all the ordinary hours — nay, quarters of hours — marking everybody's meal- times and ordinary every day vicissitudes, for these forty years past 1 It was some time before her ear got used to it, before she ceased to start and feel as if the sweet chimes from the belfrv were some- thing personal, addressed to her alone. She had been very young when she was in Bruges before, and everything was deeply impressed upon her mind. She had travelled very little since, and all the quaint gables, the squares, the lace-makers seated at their doors, the shop- windows full of peasant jewel- lery, had the strangest air of familiarity. It was some time WHITELADtES. 61 remem- even in the curious bewildering tumult of her feelings before she could recollect her real errand. She had not asked any further information from Furrel-Austin. If he had found their unknown relation out by seeing the name of Austin over a shop door, she surely could do as much. She had, however, wandered into the outskirts of the town before she fully recollected that her mission in Bruges was, first of all, to walk about the streets and tind out the strange Austins who were foreigners and tradespeople. She came back, accordingly, as best she could, straying through the devious streets, meeting English travellers with the infallible Murray under their arms, and wor. Serine to herself how people could have leisure to come to such a place as this for mere sight-seeing. That day, however, perhaps because of the strong hold upon her of the past and its recollec- tions, perhaps because of the bewildering sense of mingled familiarity and strangeness in the place, she did not find the object of her search — though, indeed, the streets of Bruges are not so many, or the shops so extensive as to defy the scrutiny of a passer-by. She got tired, and half ashamed of herself to be thus walking about alone, and was glad to take refuge in a dim corner of the Cathedral, where she dropped on one knee in the obscurity, half afraid to be seen by any English visitor in thia attitude of devotion in a Roman Catholic church, and then sat down, to collect herself and think over all she had to do ? What was it she had to do ? To prevent wrong from being done ; to help to secure her unknown cousins in their rights. This was but a vague way of stating it, but it was more difficult to put the case to herself if she entered into detail. To persuade them that they had been over- persuaded, that they had too lightly given up advantages which had they known their real value they would not have given up ; to prove to them how pleasant a thing it was to be Austins of Whiteladies. This was what she had to do. Next morning Miss Susan set out with a clear head and a more distinct notion of what she was about. She had got used to the reiterations of the carillon, to the familiar distant look of the quaint streets. And, indeed, she had not gone very far when her heart jumped up in her breast to see written over a large shop the name of Austin, as Farrel had told her. She stopped on the opposite side and looked at it. It was situated 62 WHITELADIES. at a bend in the road, where a narrow street debouched into a wider one, and had that air of self-restrained plainness, of being above the paltry art of window-dressing, which is peculiar to old and long-established shops whose character is known, where rich materials are sold at high prices, and everything cheap is contemned. Piles of linen and blankets, and other un- attractive articles, were in the broad but dingy window, and in the doorway stood an old man with a black skull-cap on his head, and blue eyes full of vivacity and activity, notwithstanding his years. He was standing at his door looking up and down, with <;he air of a man who looked for news, or expected some incidont other than the tranquil events around. When Miss Susan crossed the narrow part of the street, which she did with her heart in {her mouth, he looked up at her, noting her appearance ; and she felc sure that some internal warning of the nature of her errand came into his mind. From this look Miss Susan, quick as a flash of lightning, divined that he was not satisfied with his bargain, that his attention and curio- sity were aroused, and that Farrel- Austin's visit had made him curious of other visits, and in a state of expectation. I believe she was right in the idea she thus formed, but she saw it more clearly than M. Austin did, who knew little more than that he was restless, and in an unsettled state of mind. " Est-ce vous qui §tes le propri^taire ] " said Miss Susan, speaking bluntly, in her bad French, without any polite pre- faces, such ,^s befit the language ; she was too much excited, even had she been sufficiently conversant with the strange tongue, to know that they were necessary. The shopkeeper took his cap off his bald head, which was venerable, with an encircling ring of white lo '^s, and made her a bow. He was a handsome old man, with b^ >. eyes, such as had always been peculiar to the Austins, and a general resemblance — or so, at least. Miss Susan thought — to the old family pictures at White- ladies. Under her best black silk gown, and the Indian shawl which she had put on to impress her unknown relation with a sense of her importance, she felt her heart beating. But, in- deed, black silk and India dhawls are inconvenient wear in the middle of summer in the Pays Bas ; and perhaps this fact had son^ething to do with the flush and tremor of which she was suddenly conscious. WHITELADIES. 63 id into a of being mliar to known, irything >ther un- r, and in p on his standing d down, jd some en Miss did with ing her warning rom this that he id curio- Lade him [ believe it more that he s Susan, ite pre- excited, strange pkeeper with an [e was a ys been »rso, at White- n shawl with a But, in- r in the act had she was M. Austin, the shopkeeper, took off his cap to her, and answered " Oui, madame," blandly ; then, with that instant perception of her nationality, for which the English abroad are not always grateful, he added, " Madame islnglese 'i we too. I am Jnglese. In what can I be serviceable to madame 1 " " Oh, you understand English. Thank heaven," said Miss Susan, whose French was far from fluent. " I am very glad to hear it, for that will make my business so much the easier. It is long since I have been abroad, and I have almost forgotten the language. Could I apeak to you somewhere 1 I don't want to buy anything," she said abruptly, as he stood aside to let her come in. " That shall be at the pleasure of madame," said the old man with the sweetest of smiles, " though miladi will not find bet- ter damask in many places. Enter, madame. I will take you to my counting-house, or into my private house, if that will more please you. In what can I be serviceable to madame 1 " " Come in here — anywhere where we can be quiet. What I have to say is important," said Miss Susan. The shop was not like an English shop. There was less light, less decorations, the windows were half blocked up, and behind, in the depths of the shop, there was a large, half-curtained window, opening into another room at the back. '' I am not a customer, but it may be worth your while," said Miss Susan, her breath coming quick on her parted lips. The shopkeeper made her a bow, which she set down to French politeness, for all people who spoke another language were French to Miss Susan. He said, " Madame shall be sati~''?d," and he led her into the deeper depths, where he placed a chair for her, and remained standing in a deferential attitude. Miss Susan was confused by the new circumstances in which she found herself, and by the rapidity with which event had followed event. " My name is Austin too," she said, faltering slightly. ** 1 thought when I saw your name, that perhaps you were a relation of mine — who has been long lost to his family." " It is too great an honour," said the old shopkeeper, with another bow ; " but yes — but yes, it is indeed so. I have seen already another gentleman, a person in the same interests. Yes, it is me. I am Guillaume Austin." I> mm 64 WHITELADIES. "Guillaumel" " Yes. William you it call. 1 have told my name to the other monsieur. He is, he say, the successive — what you call it ? The one who comes " " The heir " " That is the word. I show him my papers — ^he is satisfied ; as I will also to madame with pleasure. Madame is also cou- sin of Monsieur Farrel ] Yes ? — and of me. It is too great honour. She shall see for herself. My grandfather was Ingleseman — tres Inglese. I recall to myself his figure as if I saw it at this monr ent. Blue eyes, very clear, pointed nose — ma foi ! like the nose of madame." " I should like to see your papers," said Miss Susan. " Shall I come back in the evening when you have more time ? I s!iould like to see your wife — ^for you have one surely ] ar d your children." " Yes, yes ; but one is gone," said the shopkeeper. " Figure to yourself, madame, that I had but one son, and he is gone 1 There is no longer any one to take my place — to come after me. Ah ! life is changed when it is so. One lives on — but what is life ? a thing we must endure till it comes to an end." " I know it well," said Miss Susan, in a low tone. " Madame, too, has had the misfortune to lose her son, like meT' " Ah, don't speak of it. But I have no son. I am what you call vile fee," said Miss Susan , " an old maid — nothing more. And he is still living, poor boy ; but doomed, alas ! doomed. Mr. Austin, I have a great many things to speak to you about." " I attend — with all my heart," said the shopmaker, some- what puzzled, for Miss Susan's speech was mysterious, there could be little doubt. '* If I return, then, in the evening, you will show me your papers and introduce me to your family," said Miss Susan, get- ting up. " I must not take up your time now." " But I am delighted to wait upon madame now," said the old man, " and since madame has the bounty to wish to see my family — by here, madame^ I beg — enter, and be welcome — very welcome." Saying this he opened the great window-door in the end of the shop, and Miss Susan, walking tbrward somewhat agitated. WHITELADIES. 65 found herself all at once in a scene very unexpected by her, and of a kind for which she was unprepared. She was ushered in at once to the family room and family life, without even the interposition of a passage. The room into which this glass door opened was not very large, and quite disproportionately lofty. Opposite to the entrance from the shop was another large window, reaching almost to the roof, which opened upon a narrow court, and kept a curious dim daylight, half from without, half from within, in the space, which seemed more narrow than it need have done by reason of the height of the roof. Against this window, in a large easy chair, sat an old woman in a black gown, without a cap, and with one little tail of gray hair twisted at the back of her head, and curl-papers embellishing her forehead in front. Her gown was rusty, and not without stains, and she wore a large handkerchief, with spots, tied about her neck. She was chopping vegetables in a dish, and not in the least abashed to be found so engaged. In a corner sat a younger woman, also in black, and looking like a gloomy shadow, lingering apart from the light. Another young woman went and came towards an inner room, in which it was evident the dinner was going to be cooked. A pile of boxes, red and blue, and all the colours of the rain- bow, was on a table. There was no carpet on the floor, which evidently had not been frotU for some time past, nor curtains at the window, except a melancholy spotted muslin, which hung closely over it, making the scanty daylight dimmer still. Miss Susan drew her breath hard with a kind of gasp. The Austins were people extremely well to do — rich in their way, and thinking themselves very comfortable ; but to the pre- judiced English eye of their new relation, the scene was one of absolute squalor. Even in an English cottage. Miss Susan thought, there would have been an attempt at some prettiness or other, some air of nicety or ornament, but the comfortable people here (though Miss Sumn supposed all foroigaers to be naturally addicted to show and glitter) thought of nothing but the necessities of living. They were not in the least ashamed, as an English family would have been, of being " caught " in the midst of their morning's occupations. The old lady put aside the basin with the vegetables, and wiped her hands with a napkin, and greeted her visitor with perfect B 66 WHITELADtES. •I calm. The others took scarcely any notice. Were these the people whose right it wsa to succeed generations of English squires — the dignified house of Whiteladies ? Miss Susan shivered as she sat down, and then she began her work of temptation. She drew forth her picture, which was handed round for everybody to see. She described the estate and all its attractions. Would they let this pass away from them? At least they shouli not do it without knowing what they had sacrificed. To do this, partly in English, which the shopkeeper translated imperfectly, and partly in very bad French, was no small labour to Miss Susan ; but her zeal was equal to the tax upon it, and the more she talked, and the more trovible she had to overcome her own repugnance to these new people, the more vehement she became in her efforts to break their alliance with Farrel, and induce them to recover their rights. The young woman who was moving about the room, and whose appearance had at once struck Miss Susan, came and looked over the old mother's shoulder at the picture, and expressed her admiration in the liveliest terms. The jolie maison it was, and the dommage to lose it, she cried : and these words were very strong pleas in favour of all Miss Susan said. " Ah, what an abominable law," said the old lady at length, " that excludes the daughters — sans 9a, ma fille ! " and she began to cry a little. ** Oh my son, my son ! if the good God had not taken him, what joy to have restored him to the country of his grandfather, to an establishment so charming ! " Miss Susan drew close to the old woman in the rusty black gown, and approached her mouth to her ear. " Cette jeune femme-l^ est veuve de votre fils ? " " No. There she is — there in the corner. She who neither smiles nor speaks," said the mother, putting up the napkin with which she had dried her hands, to her eyes. The whole situation had in it a dreary tragi-comedy, half pitiful, half laughable ; a groat deal of intense feeling veiled by external circumstances of the homeliest order, such as is often to be found in comfortable, unlovely bourgeois house- holds. How it was, in such a matter-of-fact interior that the great temptation of her life should have flashed across Miss Susan's mind, I cannot tell. She glanced from the young wife, very soon to be a mother, who leant over the old lady's chair, lese the English I Susan work of handed ) and all I theml hey had pkeeper , was no I the tax » she had the more Qce with le young pearance : the old miration dommage ; pleas in t length, and she )od God to the ng!" y hlack neither napkin iy, half ^ veiled h as is house- that the )ss Miss ng wife, 's chair, WHITELADIES. 67 to the dark shadow in the room, who had never stirred from her seat. It was all done in a moment — thought, plan, execution* A sudden excitement took hold upon her. She drew her chair close to the old woman, and hent forward till her lips almost touched her ear. " L'autre est — la m6me — que elle t " " Que voulez-vous dire, madame ? " The old lady looked up at her bewildered, but, caught by the glitter of excitement in Miss Susan's eye, and the panting breath, which bore evidence to some sudden fever in her, stopped short. Her wondering look turned into something more keen and impassioned — a kind of electric spark flashed between the two women. It was done in a moment ; so rapidly, that at least (as Miss Susan thought after, a hundred times, and a hundred to that) it was without premeditation ; so sudden, that it was scarcely their fault. Miss Susan's eyes gleaming, said something to those of the old Flamande, whom she had never seen before, Guillaume Austin's wife. A curious thrill ran through both — the sting, the attraction, the sharp move- ment, half pain, half pleasure, of temptation and guilty inten- tion ; for there was a sharp and stinging sensation of pleasure in it, and something which made them giddy. They stood on the edge of a precipice, and looked at each other a second time before they took the plunge. Then Miss Susan laid her hand upon the other's arm, gripping it in her passion. "Venez quelque part pour parler," she said, in her bad French. 68 WHITELADIEa. CHAPTER VIII. CANNOT tell the reader what was the conversation that ensued between Miss Susan and Madame Austin of Bruges, because the two naturally shut themselves up by themselves, and desired no witnesses. They went up-stairs, threading their way through a warehouse full of goods, to Madame Austin's bedroom, which was her reception-room, and; to Miss Susan's surprise, a great deal prettier and lighter than the family apartment below, in which all the ordinary concerns of life were carried on. There were two white beds in it, in a recess with crimson curtains drawn almost completely across — and various pretty articles of furniture, some marqueterie cabinets, and tables which would have made the mouth of any amateur of old furniture water, and two sofas with little rugs laid down in front of them. The boards were carefully waxed and clean, the white curtains drawn over the window, and everything arranged with some care and daintiness. Madame Austin placed her visitor on the principal sofa, which was covered with tapestry, but rather hard and straight, and then shut the door. She did not mean to be overheard. Madame Austin was the ruling spirit in the house. It was she that regulated the expenses, that married the daughters, and that had made the match between her son and the poor creature down-stairs, who had taken no part in the conversation. Her husband made believe to supervise, and cr.iticize everything, in which harmless gratification she encouraged him ; but in fact his real business was to acquiesce, whioh he did with great success. Miss Susan divined well when she said to herself that his wife would never permit him to relinquish advantages so great when she knew something of what they really implied ; but she too had been broken down by grief, and ready to feel that nothing was of any consequence in life, when Farrel- Austin had found them out. I do not know what cunning devil com- municated to Miss Susan the right spell by which to wake up in Madame Austin the energies of a vivacious temperament WHITELADIES. 69 on that istin of s up by >8tairs, )ods, to m, and; ier than oncerns it, in a ,cross — jueterie of any ;le rugs ' waxed iw, and [adame ch was id then vas she rs, and Feature Her ling, in in fact great jlfthat iges so iplied ; to feel A.ustin il com- ake up rament partially repressed by grief and age ; but certainly the attempt was crowned with success. So good an intelligence arose be- tween them that their talk lasted for an hour or more, and that they parted with close pressure of hands and with meaning looks, notwithstanding Miss Susan's terribly bad French, which was involved to a degree which I hardly dare venture to present to the reader ; and many readers are aware, by unhappy ex- per jnce, what an elderly Englishwoman's French can be. " Je r .viendrai encore demain," said Miss Susan. " J'ai beaucoup choses k parler, et vous dira encore k votre mari. Si vous voulez me parler avant cela, allez k I'hdtel ; je serai toujours dans mon appartement. II est pas ungplaisir pour moi de marcher autour la ville, comme quand j'6tais jeune. J'aime rester tranquil ; et je reviendrai demain, dans la matin^ k votre maison ici. J'ai beaucoup choses de parler autour." Madame Austin did not know what " parler autour " could mean, but she accepted the puzzle and comprehended the general thread of the meaning. She returned to her sitting- room down-stairs with her head full of a hundred busy thoughts, and Miss Susan went off to her hotel with a headache, ca sed by a corresponding overflow in her mind. She was a a great excitement, which indeed could not be quieted by going to the hotel, but which prompted her to " marcher autour la ville, " as she herself said, trying to neutralise the undue activity of her brain by movement of body. It is one of nature's instinctive ways of wearing out emotion. To do wrong is a very strange sensation, and it was one which, in any great degree, was unknown to Miss Susan. She had done wrong, I suppose, often enough before, but she had long outgrown that sensitive stage of niind and body which can seriously regard as mortal sins the little peccadilloes of common life — the momentary failures of temper or rashness of words, which the tender youthful soul confesses and repents of as great sins. Temptation had not come near her virtuous and equable life ; and, to tell the truth, she had often felt with a compunction that the con- fession she sometimes made in church, of a burden of guilt which was intolerable to her, and of sins too many to be re- membered, was an innocent hypocrisy on her part. She had taken herself to task often enough for her inability to feel this deep penitence as she ought ; and now a real and great tempta- 70 WHITELADIE8. tion had come in her way, and Miss Susan did not feel at all in that state of mi ' d which she would have thought prob- able. Her first sensation was that of extreme excitement — a sharp and stinging yet almost pleasurable sense of energy and force and strong will which could accomplish miracles : so I suppose the rebel angels must have felt in the first moment of their sin — intoxicated with the mere sense of it, and of their own amazing force and boldness who dared to do it, and defy the Lord of heave and th. She walked about and looked in at the shop-windoT ' r.^, .,hat wonderful filagree- work of steel and silver which po.^ vi^t> >vumen wear in those Low Countries, and at the films of : ;>e w'^^h in other circumstances Miss Susan was woman enough to h.we been interested in for their ovm sake. Why could not she think of them ] — why could not she care for them now ? A deeper sensation possessed her, and its first effect was so strange that it filled her with fright ; for, to tell the truth, it was p.a exhilarating rather than a depressing sensation. She was breathless with excitement, panting, her heart beating. Now and then she looked behind her as if some one were pursuing her. She looked at the people whom she met with a conscious defiance, bidding them with her eyes find out, if they dared, the secret which possessed her completely. This thought was not as other thoughts which come and go in the mind, which give way to passing impressions, yet prove themselves to have the lead by returning to fill up all crevices. It never departed from her for a moment. When she went into the shops to buy, as she did after awhile by way of calming herself down, she was half afraid of saying something about it in the midst of her request to look at laces, or her questions as to the price ; and, like other mental intoxications, this un- accomplished intention of evil seemed to carry her out of her- self altogether ; it annihilated all bodily sensations. She walked about as lightly as a ghost, unconscious of fatigue, unconscious of her physical power altogether, feeling neither hunger nor weariness. She went through the churches, the picture galleries, looking vaguely at everything, conscious clearly of nothing, now and then horribly attracted by one of those horrible pictures of blood and suffering, the martyrdoms which abound in all Flemish collections. She went into the shops, as I have said, and bought lace, for what reason she did not know, nor for WUITELADIES. 71 whom ; and it was only in the afternoon late that she went back to her hotel, where Jane, frightened, was looking out for her, and thinking her mistress must have been lost or murdered among " them foreigners." " I have been with friends," Miss Susan said, sitting down, bolt upright, on the vacant chair, and looking Jane straight in the face, to make sure that the simple creature suspected nothing. How could she have supposed Jane to know anything, or suspect ? But it is one feature of this curious exaltation of mind, in which Miss Susan was, that reason and all its limitations is for the moment abandoned, and things impossible become likely and natural. After this, however, the body suddenly asserted itself, and she became aware that she had been on foot the whole day, and was no ]< ger capable of any physical exertion. She lay down on the cof lead tired, and after a little interval had something to ef wl i she took with appetite, and looked on her purchas- ^ ' \ ith a certain pleasure, and slept soundly all night — the ale^i f the innocent, the sleep of the just. No remorse visited hf ^, or penitence, only a certain breathless excitement stirring n^ n whole being, a sense of life and strength and power. Next morning Miss Susan repeated her visit to her new rela- tions at an early hour. This time she found them all prepared for her, and was received not in the general room, but in Madame Austin's chamber, where M. Austin and his wife awaited her coming. The shopkeeper himself had altogether changed in appearance : his countenance beamed ; he bowed over the hand which Miss Susan held out to him, like an old courtier, and looked grateful at her. " Madame has come to our house like a good angel," he said, *' Ah ! it is madame's intelligence which has found out the good news, which cette pauvre cMrie had not the courage to tell us. I did never think to laugh of good heart again," said the poor man with tears in his eyes, " but this has made me young j and it would almost seem as if we owed it to madame." " How can that be ? " said Miss Susan. " It must have been found out sooner or later. It will make up to you, if anything can, for the loss of your boy." " If he had but lived to see it ! " said the old man with a sob. Jbe mother stood behind, tearless, with a glitter in her eyes Ui 72 WHITELADIE8. which was almost fierce. Miss Susan did not venture to do more than give her one hurried glance, to which she replied with a gleam of furv, clasping her hands together. Was it fury 1 Miss Susan thought so, and shrank for the moment, not quite able to understand the feelings of the other woman who had so clearly understood her, yet who now seemed to address to her a look of wild reproach. " And my poor wife," went on the old shopkeeper, " for her it will be an even still more happy—- Tu es contente, biea contente, n*est-ce pas ? " " Oui, mon ami," said the woman, turning her back to him, with once more a glance from which Miss Susan shrank. " Ah, madame, excuse her ; she cannot speak ; it is a joy too much," he cried, drying his old eyes. Miss Susan felt herself constrained and drawn on by the excitement of the moment, and urged by the silence of the other woman, who was as much involved as she. " My poor boy will have a sadder lot even than yours," she said ; " he is dying too young even to hope for any of the joys of life. There is neither wife nor child possible for Herbert." The tears rushed to her eyes as she spoke. Heaven help her ! she had availed herself, as it were, of nature and affection to help her to commit her sin with more ease and apparent security. She had taken advantage of poor Herbert in order to wake those tears which gave her credit in the eyes of the unsuspect- ing stranger. In the midst of her excitement and feverish sense of life, a sudden chill struck at her heart. Had she come to this debasement so soon ) Was it possible that in such an emergency she had made capital and stock-in-trade of her dying boy? This reflection was not put into words, but flashed through her with one of those poignant instantaneous cuts and thrusts which men and women are subject to, invisibly to all the world. M. Austin, forgetting his respect in sympathy, held out his hand to her to press hers with a profound and tender feeling which went to Miss Susan's heart ; but she had the courage to return the pressure before she dropped his hand hastily (he thought in English pride and reserve), and, making a visible effort to suppress her emotion, continued, " After this discovery, I suppose your bargain with Mr. Farrel- Austin, who took such an advantage of you, is at an end at once ? " WHITELADIIS. 73 " Speak French," said Madame Austin, with gloom on her countenance ; " I do not understand your English." ** Mon amie, you are u little abrupt. Forgive her, madame ; it is the excitation — the joy. In women the nerves are so much allied with the sentiments," said the old shopkeeper, feeling himself, like all men, qualified to generalize on this subject. Then he added with dignity, '• I promised only for myself. My old companion and me, — we felt no desire to be more rich, to enter upon another life ; but at present it is different. If there comes an inheritor," he added, with a gleam of light over his face, " who shall be born to this wealth, who can be educated for it, who will be happy in it, and great and pros- perous — ah, madame 1 permit that I thank you again ! Yes, it is you who have revealed the goodness of God to me. I should not have been so happy to-day but for you." Miss Susan interrupted him almost abruptly. The sombre shadow on Madame Austin s countenance began to affect her in spite of herself. " Will you write to him," she said, ** or would you wish me to explain for you ) I shall see him on my return." '' Still English/' said Madame Austin, " when I say that I do not understand it ! I wish to understand what is said." The two women looked each other in the face : one wonder- ing, uncertain, half afraid ; the other angry, defiant, jealous, feeling her power, and glad, I suppose, to find some possible and apparent cause of irritation by which to let loose the storm in her breast of confused irritation and pain. Miss Susan looked at her and felt frightened ; she had even begun to share in the sentiment which made her accomplice so bitter and fierce ; she answered, with something like humility, in her atrocious French, " Je parle d'un monsieur que vous avez vu, qui est allez ici, qui a parl6 k vous de I'Angleterre. M. Austin et vous allez changer votre id6es — et je veux dire k cet monsieur que quelque chose de different est venu, que vous n'est pas de m^me esprit que avant. Voici ! " said Miss Susan, rather pleased with her- self for having got on so far in a breath. " Je signifie cela — c'est-i,-dire, je offrir mon service pour assister votre mari changer la chose qu'il a faites." " Oui, mon amie," said M. Austin, " pour casser I'affaire— -^ -5?1 74 WHITELADIES. le contrat que nous avons fait, vous H moi, et que d'ailleurs n'a jamais 6t6 ex6cut6 ; c'est 9a; I shall write, and madame will explique, and all will be made as at first. The gentleman 'vas kind. I should never have known my rights, nor any- thing about the beautiful house that belongs to us " f " That may belong to you, on my poor boy's death," said Miss Susan, correcting him. " Assuredly ; after the death of M. le propri^taire actuel. Yes, yes, that is understood. Madame will explain to ce monsieur how the situation has changed, and how the contract is at least suspended in the meantime." " Until the event," said ivliss Susan. " Until the event, assuredly," said M. Austin, rubbing his hands. " Until the event," said Madame Austin, recovering herself under this discussion of details. *' But it will be wise to treat ce monsieur with much gentleness," she added ; " he must be m^nag6 ; for figure to yourself that it might be a girl, and he might no longer wish to pay the money proposed, mon ami He must be managed with great care. Perhaps if I were my- self to go to England to see this monsieur " " Mon ange ! it would fatigue you to death." " It is true ; and then a country so strange — a cuisine abominable. But I should not hesitate to sacrifice myself, as you well know, Guillaume, were it necessary. Write then, and we will see by his reply if he is angry, and I can go afterwards if it is needful." " And madame, who is so kind, who has so much bounty for us," said the old man, " madame will explain." Once more the two women looked at each other. They hci been so cordial yesterday, why were not they cordial to-day 1 " How is it that madame has so much bounty for us ? " said the old Flemish woman, half aside. " She has no doubt her own reasons." " The house has been mine all my life," said Miss Susan, boldly. " I think perhaps, if you get it, you will let me live there till I die. And Farrel-Austin is a bad man," she added with vehemence ; " he has done us bitter wrong. I would do anything in the world rather than let him have Whiteladies. I thought I had told ^ou this yesterday. Do you understan4 me uow ? " WHITELADIES. 76 " I begin to comprehend," said Madame Austin, under her breath. Finally this was the compact that was made between them. The Austins themselves were to write, repudiating their bar- gain with Farrel, or at least suspending it, tc> await an event, of the likelihood of which they were not aware at the !.ime they had consented to his terms ; and Miss Susan was to see him, and smooth all down and make him understand. Nothing could be decided till the event. It might be a mere postpone- ment — it might turn out in no way harmful to Farrel, only an inconvenience. Miss Susan was no longer excited, nor so com- fortable in her mind as vesterday. The full cup had evaporated, so to speak, and shrunk ; it was no longer running over. One or two indications of a more miserable consciousness had come to her. She had read the shame of guilt and its irritation in her confederate's eyes ; she had felt the pain of deceiving an unsuspecting person. These were new sensations, and they were not pleasant ; nor was her brief parting interview with Madame Austin pleasant. She had not felt, in the first fury of temptation, any dislike to the close contact which was necessary with that homely person, or the perfect equality which was necessary between her and her fellow-conspirator ; but to-day Miss Susan did feel this, and shrank. She grew impatient of the old woman's brusque manner, and her look of reproach. " As if she were any better than me/' said poor Miss Susan to herself. Alas ! into what moral depths the proud Englishwoman must have fallen who could compare herself with Madame Austin ! And when she took leave of her, and Madame Austin, recovering her spirits, breathed some confidential details — half jocular, and altogether familiar, with a breath smelling of garlic — into Miss Susan's ear, she fell back, with a mixture of disdain and disgust which it was almost impossible to conceal. She walked back to the hotel this time without any inclination to linger, and gave orders to Jane to prepare at once for the home journey. The only thing that did her any good, in the painful tumult of feeling which had succeeded her excitement, was a glimpse which she caugia in passing into the same lofty common room in which she had first seen the Austin family. The son's widow still sat a gloomy shadow in her chair in the corner ; but m tl\e full light m\ life J i -—• »- •> 76 WHITELADIES. of the window, in the big easy chair which Madame Austin had filled yesterday, sat the daughter of the house with her child on her lap, leaning back and holding up the plump baby with pretty outstretched arms. Whatever share she might have in the plot was involuntary. She was a fair-haired, round-faced Flemish girl, innocent and merry. She held up her child in her pretty round sturdy arms, and chirruped and talked nonsense to it in a language of which Miss Susan knew not a word. She stopped and looked a moment at this pretty picture, then turned quickly, and went away. After all, the plot was all in embryo as yet. Though evil was meant. Provi- dence was still the arbiter, and good and evil alike must turn upon the event. WHITBLADIBS. 77 e Austin with her imp baby he might ir-haired, B held up uped and an knew lis pretty • all, the at, Provi- lust turn CHAPTER IX. *Ml/fA ON'T you think he is better, mamma — a little better to- ^^ day 1 " ^^^^ " Ah, mon Dieu, what can I say, Heine ? To be a lit- tle better in his state is often to be worst of all. You have not seen so much as I have. Often, very often, there is a gleam of the dying tiame in the socket ; there is an air of being well — almost well. What can I say 1 I have seen it like that. And they have all told us that he cannot live. Alas, alas, my poor boy!" Madame de Mirfleur buried her face in her handkerchief as she spoke. She was seated in the little sitting-room of a little house in an Alpine valley, where they had brought the invalid when the summer grew too hot for him on the shores of the Mediterranean. He himself had chosen the Kanderthal as his summer quarters, and with the obstinacy of a sick man had clung to the notion. The valley was shut in by a circle of snowy peaks towards the east ; white, dazzling mountain-tops, which yet looked small and homely and familiar in the shadow of the bigger Alps around. A little mountain stream ran through the valley, across which, at one point, clustered a knot of houses, with a homely inn in the midst. There were trout in the river, and the necessaries of life were to be had in the village, through which a constant stream of travellers passed during the summer and autumn, parties crossing the steep pass of the Gemmi, and individual tourists of more enterprising character fighting their way from this favourable centre into va- rious unknown recesses of tlie hills. Behind the chalet a wa- terfall kept up a continuous murmur, giving utterance, as it seemed, to the very silence of the mountains. The scent of pine-woods was in the air ; to the west the glory of the sunset shone over a long broken stretch of a valley, uneven moorland interspersed with clumps of wood. To be so little out of the way — nay, indeed, to be in the way — of the summer traveller, it was singularly wild and quaint and fresh. Indeed, for one 78 WHITELADIES. thing, no tourist ever stayed there except for food and rest, for there was nothing to attract any one in the plain little se- cluded village, with only its circle of snowy peaks above its trout-stream, and its sunsets, to catch any fanciful eye. Some- times, however, a fanciful eye was caught by these charms, as in the case of poor Herbert Austin, who had been brought here to die. He lay in the little room which communicated with this sitting-room, in a small wooden chamber opening upon a balcony, from which you could watch the sun setting over the Kanderthal and the moon rising over the snow-white glory of the Dolden- horn, almost at the same moment. The chalet belonged to the inn, and was connected with it by a covered passage. The sum- mer was at its height, and still poor Herbert lingered, though M. de Mirfleur, in pleasant Normandy, grew a little weary of the long time his wife's son took in dying ; and Madame de Mirfleur herself, as jealous Reine would think sometimes, in spite of herself, .^rew weary too, thinking of her second family at home, and the husband whom Reine had always felt to be an ofibnce. The mother and sister who were thus watching over Herbert's last moments were not so united in their grief and pious duties as might have been supposed. Generally it is the mother whose whole heart is absorbed in such watching, and the young sister who is to be pardoned if sometimes, in the sadness of the shadow that precedes death, her young mind should wander back to life and its warmer in- terests with a longing which makes her feel guilty. But in this case these positions were reversed. It was the mother who longed involuntarily for the life she had left behind her, and whose heart i everted wistfully to something brighter and more hopeful, to other interests and loves as strong, if not stronger, than that she felt in and for her eldest son. When it is the other way the sad mother pardons her child lor a wandering imagination '. but the sad child, jealous and miserable, does not forgive the mother, who has so much to fall back upon. Reine had never been able to forgive her mother's marriage. She never named her by her new name without a thrill ot irritation. Her stepfather seemed a standing shame to her, and every new brother and sister who came into the world was a new offence against Reine's delicacy. She had been glad, very glad, of Madame de Mirfleur's aid in transporting Herbert hither, and i.*- WHITELADIES. 79 and rest, I little se- above its ). Some- harms, as ught here . with this a balcony, anderthal e Dolden- sjed to the The sura- d, though tie weary Madame ometimes, ler second ad always who were so united [supposed. )sorbed in irdoned if ies death, '^armer in- !ut in this )ther who I her, and and more stronger, 1 it is the wandering , does not I. Keine ge. She rritation. v^ery new w offence glad, of her, and at first her mother's society, apart from the new family, had been very sweet to the girl, who loved her, notwithstanding the fantastic sense of shame which possessed her, and her jeal- ousy of all her new connections. But when Reine, quick-sight- ed with the sharpened vision of jealousy and wounded love, saw, or thought she saw that her mother began to weary of the long vigil, that she began to wonder what her little ones were doing, and to talk of all the troubles of a long absence, her heart rose impatient in an agony of anger and shame and deep mortification. Weary of waiting for her son's death — her eldest son, who ought to have been her only son — weary of those lingering moments which were now^ all that remained to Her- bert ! Reine, in the anguish of her own deep grief and pity and longing hold upon him, felt herself sometimes almost wild against her mother. She did so now, when Madame de Mir- fleur, with a certain calm, though she was crying, shook her head and lamented that such gleams of betterness were often the precursors of the end. Reine did not weep when her mother buried her face in her delicate perfumed handkerchief. She said to herself fiercely, " Mamma likes to think so ; she wants to get rid of us, and get back to those others," and looked at her with eyes which shone hot and dry, with a flushed cheek and clenched hands. It was all she could do to restrain herself, to keep from saying something which good sense and good taste, and a lingering natural affection, alike made her feel that she must not say. Reine was one of those curious creatures in whom two races mingle. She had the Austin blue eyes, but with a light in them such as no Austin had before ; but she had the dark brown hair, smooth and silky, of her French mother, and some- thing of the piquancy of feature, the little petulant nose, the mo- bile countenance of the more vivacious blood. Her figure was like a fairy's little and slight ; her movements, both of mind and body, rapid as the stirrings of a bird : she went from one mood to another instantaneously, which was not the habit of her father's deliberate race. Miss Susan thought her all French — Madame de Mirfleur all English ; and indeed both with some reason — for when in England thjs perverse girl was full of en- thusiasm for everything that belonged to her mother's country, and when in France was the most prejudiced anu narrow-mind- ed of Englishwomen. Youth is always perverse, more or less, 80 WHITELADIES. It i and there was a double share of its fanciful self-will and change^ ableness in Reine, whose circumstances were so peculiar and her temptations so many. She was so rent asunder by love and grief, by a kind of adoration for her dying brother, the only being in the world who belonged exclusively to her- self, and jealous suspicion that he did not get his due from others, that her petulance was very comprehensible. IShe wait- ed till Madame de Mirfleur came out of her handkerchief, still with hot and dry and glittering eyes. " You think it would be well if it were over," said Reine ; " that is I have heard people say. It would be well — yes, in order to release his nurses and attendants, it would be well if it should come to an end. Ah, mamma, you think so too — you, his mother ! You would not harm him nor shorten his life, but yet you think, as it is hopeless, it might be well : you want to go to your husband and your children !" " If I do, that is simple enough," said Madame de Mirfleur. '' Ciel ! how unjust you are, Reine ! because I tell you the re- sult of a little rally like Herberh's is often not happy. 1 want to go to my husband, and to your brothers and sisters, yes — I should be unnatural if I did not — but that my duty, which j will never neglect, calls upon me here." " Oh, do not stay !" cried Reine vehemently — " do not stay ! I can do all the duty. If it is only duty that keeps you, go, mamma, go ! I would not have you, for that reason, fctay an- other day." " Child ! how foolish you are ! ' said the mother. "Reine, you should not show your reprjgti; iice to everything I am fond of. It is wicked — and, more, it is foolish. What can any one think of you 1 I will stay while I am necessary to my poor boy ; you may be sure of that. " " Not necessary," said Reine — " oh, not necessary ! I can do all for him that is necessary. He is all I have in the world. There are neither husband nor children that can come between Herbert and me. Go, mamma — for Heaven's sake, go ! W hen yourh eart is gone already, why should you remain t 1 can do all he requires. Oh, please, go ! " " Yrtu are very wicked, Reine," said her mother, "and un- kind I You do not reflect that I stay for you. What are you to Jo when you are left all alone 1—you, who are so unjust to your molber 1 I ^.tay for that. What would you do 1 " WHITELADIES. 81 i change^ liiar and by love ther, the to her- ue from ihe wait- hiief, still d Keine ; —yes, in )e well if so too — )rten his "^ell : you Mirfleur. ai the re- I want ■s, yes— I . which I ttot stay ! you, go, stay an- "Reine, am fond any one my poor ! I can le world. between ! When I can do 'and un- it are you unjust to "Me!" said Reine. She grew pale suddenly to her very lips, struck by this sudden suggestion in the sharpest way. She gave a sob of tearless passion. She knew very well that her brother was dying ; but thus to be compelled to admit and realize it, was more than she could bear. "I will do the best I can," she said, closing her eyes in the giddy faintness that came over her. " What does it matter about me ? " " The very thought makes you ill, " said Madame de Mirfleur. ** Reine, you know what is coming, but you will never allow yourself to think of it. Pause now, and reflect ; when my poor Herbert is gone, what will become of you, unless I am here to look after you ] You will have to do everything yourself. Why should we refuse to consider things which we know must hap- pen ? There will be the funeral — all the arrangements — " " Mamma ! mamma ! have you a heai t of stone ? " cried Reine. She was shocked and wounded and stung to the very soul. To speak of his funeral, almost in his presence, seemed nothing less than brutal to the excited girl ; and all these mat- ter-of-fact indications of what was coming jarred bitterly upon the heart, in which, I suppose, hope will still live while life lasts. Reine felt her whole being thrill with the shock of tais terrible, practical touch, which to her mother seemed merely a simple putting into words of the most evident and unavoidable thought. " I hope I have a heart like all the rest of the world," ^aid Madame de Mirfleur. " And you are excited and beside yci^"- self, or I could not pass over your unkindness as I do. Y^ . Reine, it is my duty to stay for poor Herbert, but still more for you. What would you do 1 " " What would it matter ? " cried Reine bitt ly — *' not drop into his grave with him — ah no ; one is not p«n aiitted that hap- piness. One has to stay behind and live on, when there is nothing to live for more ! " " You are impious, my child," said he^ mother. " And, again, you are foolish ; you do not reflect low young you are, and that life has many interests yet in store for you — new con- nections, new duties " *' Husbands and children ! " cried Reine with scornful bitter- ness, turning her blue eyes, agleam with that feverish fire which tells at once of the neoeiiaity and impossibility of tears, 82 WHITKLADIES. I 1 upon her mother. Then her countenance changed all in a mo- ment. A little bell tinkled faintly from the next room. " I am coming," she cried, in a tone as soft as the summer air that caressed the flowers in the balcony. The expression of her face was changed and softened ; she became another creature in a moment. Without a word or a look more, she opened the door of the inner room and disappeared. Madame de Mirfleur looked after her, not without irritation ; but she was not so fiery as Reine, and she made allowances for I ie girl's folly, and calmed down her own displeasure. She listened for a moment to make out whether the invalid's wants were anything more than usual^ whether her help was required ; and then drawing towards her a blotting-buok which lay on the table, she resumed her letter to her husband. She was not 80 much excited as Reine by this interview, and indeed, she felt she had only done her duty in indicating to the girl very plain- ly that life must go on and be provided for, even after Herbert had gone out of it. '* My poor loy ! " she said to herself, dry- ing some tears ; but she could not think of dying with him, or feel any despair from that one loss ; she had many to live for, many to think of, even though she might have him no longer. "Reine is excited and unreaso- ible, as usual," she wrote to her husba')d ; "always jealous of you, mon ami, and of our children. This arises chiefly from her English ideas, I am dis- posed to believe. Perhaps when the sad event vvhich we are awaiting is over, she v.ill see more clearly that I have done the best for her as well as for myself. We must pardon her in the meantime, poi>i child. It is in her blood. The English are always more o. less fantastic. We others, French, have true reason. Reassure yourself, mon cher ami, that I will not re- main a day longer than I can help away from you and our children. My poor Herbert sinks daily. Think of our misery ! — yo'': ti.nno! imagine how sad it is. Probably in a week, at the forihest, a\i will be over. Ah, mon Dieu ! what it is to have a Tni»tl.<;r's 1 art i and how many martyrdoms we have to bear ! " Mud: Tie de Mirfleur wrote this sentence with a very deep sigh, a 1 <-u,r,^iTfHire wiped from her eyes a fresh gush of tears. She was per ;tly correct in every way as a mother. She felt as she Ought to eel, and expressed her sorrow as it was becom- ing to expre^ it, only she Wu,s not absorbed by it — a thing f WHITELADIES. 83 1 a mo- ll. "I \\T that lier face ire in a lie door Ltation ; aces for She 8 WAJltS quired ; lay on was not she felt y plain- Herbert elf, dry- him, or live for, longer, pote to [ of our am dis- we are one the in the ish are ve true not re- tnd our nisery ! eek, at it is to lave to a very )f tears, felt as becom- thiug 3 ^ which is against all true rules of piety and submission. She could not rave like Reine, as if there was nothing else worth caring for, except her poor Herbert, her dear boy. She had a great many other things to care for; and she recognised all that must happen, and accepted it as necessary. Soon it would be over ; and all recovery being hopeless, and the patient hav- ing nothing to look forward to but suffering, could it be doubt- ed that it was best for him to have his suffering over 1 though Reine, in her rebellion against God and man, could not see this, and clung to every lingering moment which could lengthen out heF brother's life. Reine herself cleared like a cloudy sky as she passed across the threshold into her brother's room. The change was instan- taneous. Her blue eyes, which had a doubtful light in them, and looked sometimes fierce and sometimes impassioned, were now as soft as the sky. The lines of irritation were all smoothed from her brow and from under her eyes. Limpid eyes, soft looks, an unruffled, gentle face, with nothing in it but love and tenderness, was what she showed always to her sick brother. Herbert knew her only under this aspect, though with the clear-sightedness of an invalid, he had divined that Reine was not always so sweet to others as to himself " You called me," she said, coming up to his bed-side with something caressing, soothing, in the very sound of her step and voice ; *' you want me, Herbert 1 " " Yes ; but I don't want you to do anything. Sit down by me, Reine ; I am tired of my own company ; that is all." " And so am I — of everybody's company but yours," she said, sitting down by the bed-side and stooping her pretty shining head to kiss his thin hand. " Thanks, dear, for saying such pretty things to me. But, Reine, I heard voices ; you were talking — was it with mamma 1 — not so softly as you do to me." f v" Oh, it was nothing," said Reine with a flush. " Did you hear us, poor boy 1 Oh, that was wicked ! Yes, you know there are things that make me — I do not mean angry — I sup- pose I have no right to be angry with mamma " " Why should you be angry with any one ? " he said softly, " If you had to lie here like me, you would think nothing was '\:> imm MMHMBC'I 84 WHITELADIES. 1 1 'I worth being angry about. V.y poor Reine ! you do not even know what I mean." " Oh no ; there is so much that is wrong," said Reine — " so many things that people do — so many that they think — their very ways of doing even what is right enough. No, no ; it is worth while to be angry about many, many things. I do not want to learn to be indifferent ; besides, that would be im- possible to me — it is not my nature." The invalid smiled and shook his head softly at her. " Your excuse goes against yourself," he said. " If you are ruled by your nature, must not others be moved by theirs ? You active- minded people, Reine, you would like every one to think like you ; but if you could accomplish it, what a monotonous world you would make ! I should not like the Kanderthal if all the mountain-tops were shaped the same ; and I should not perhaps love you so much if you were less youiself. Why not let other people, my Reine, be themselves too ? " The brother and sister spoke French, which, more than Eng- lish, had been the language of their childhood. " Herbert, don't say such ttiings ! " cried the girl. " You do not love me for this or for that, as strangers might, but because I am me, Reine, and you are you, Herbert. That is all we want. Ah yes, perhaps if 1 were very good I should like to be loved for being good. I don't know ; I don't think it even then When they used to promise to love me if I was good at Whityladies, I was always naughty — on purpose 1 — yes, I am afraid. Herbert, should not you like to be at Whiteladies, lying on the warm, warm grass in the orchard, underneath the great apple-tree, with the bees humming all about, and the dear white English clouds floating and floating, and the sky so deep, deep, that you could not fathom it ? Ah ! " cried Reine, draw- ing a deep breath, " I have not thought of it for a long time ; but I wish we were there," The sick youth did not say anything for a moment ; his eyes followed her look, which she turned instinctively to the open window. Then he sighed ; then raising himself a little, said, with a gleam of energy, "I am certainly better, Reine. I should like to get up and set out across the Gemmi, down the side of 'ihe lake that must be shining so in the sun. That's the brightest way home." Then he laughed, with a laugh which, WHITELADIES. 85 though feeble, had not lost the pleasant ring of 3'outhfulnes8, " What wild ideas you put into my head ! " he said. " No, I am not up to that yet ; but, Reine, I am certainly better. I have such a desire to get up ; and I thought I should never get up again." " I will call Francois ! " cried the girl eagerly. He had been made to get up for days together without any will of his own, and now that he should wish it seemed to her a step towards that recovery which Keine could never believe impossible. She rushed out to call his servant, and waited, with her heart beat- ing, till he should be dressed, her thoughts already dancing for- ward to brighter and brighter possibilities. " He has never had the good of the mountain air," said Reine to herself, " and the scent of the pine-woods. He shall sit on the balcony to- day, and to-morrow go out in the chair, and next week, per- haps — who knows ? — he may be able to walk up to the water- fall, and — O God ! Dieu tout-puissant ! doux Jesus ! " cried the girl, putting her hands together, " I will be good ! I will be good ! I will endure anything ; if only he may live ! — if only he may live ! " 86 WHITELADIES. CHAPTER X. ' HIS little scene took place in the village of Kandersteg, at the foot of the hills, exactly on the day when Miss Snsan executed her errand in the room behind the shop, in low-lying Bruges, among the flat canals and fat Flemish fields. The tumult in poor Reine's heart would have been al- most as strange to Miss Susan as it was to Reine's mother ; for it was long now since Herbert had been given up by everybody, and since the doctors had all said, that " nothing short of a miracle " could save him. Neither Miss Susan nor Madame de Mirfleur believed in miracles. But Reine who was young had no such limitation of mind, and never could nor would ac- knowledge that anything was impossible. "What does im- possible mean ? " Reine cried in her vehemence, on this very evening, after Herbert had accomplished her hopes, had stayed for an hour or more on the balcony and felt himself better for it, and ordered Fran9ois to prepare his wheeled chair for to- morrow. Reine had much ado not to throw her arms round FranQois' neck, when he pronounced solemnly that " Monsieur est mieux, d^cid^ment mieux." " M§me," added Francois, " il a un petit air de je ne sais quoi — quelque chose — un rien — un regard " " N'est ce pas, mon ami : " cried Reine transported. Yes, there was a something, a nothing, a changed look which thrilled her with the wildest hopes, — and it was after this talk that she confronted Madame de Mirfleur with the question, " What does impossible mean 1 It means only, I suppose, that God does not interfere — that He lets nature go on in the common way. Then nothing is impossible ; because at any moment, God may interfere if He pleases. Ah ! He has His reasons, I suppose. If He were never to interfere at all, but leave nature to do her will, it is not for us to blame Him," cried Reine with tears, " but yet always He may ; so there is always hope, and nothing is impossible in this world." " Reine, you speak like a child," said her mother. " Have WHITKLADIES. 87 But when all not I prayed and hoped too for my boy's life 1 say it is impossible " " Mamma," said Heine, " wlien my piano jars, it is impossible for me to set it right — if 1 let it alone, it goes worse and worse, if 1 meddle with it in my ignorance, it goes wurse an " Don't be so anxious ; 1 daresay it is utter nonsense. Lean down your ear that I may whisper ; I am half-ashamed to say it aloud. Heine, hush ! listen ! Somehow I have got a strange feeling, just for a day or two, that I am not gcing to die at all, but to live." " I am sure of it," cried the girl falling on her knees and throwing her arms round him. " I know it ! It was last night. God did not make up His mind till last night. I felt it in the air. I felt it everywhere. Some angel put it into my head. For all this time I have been making up my mind, and giving you up, Bertie, till yesterday ; something put it into my head — the thought was not mine, or I would not have any faith in it. Something said to me, ' God is thinking it all over again.' Oh, I know ! He would not let them tell you and me both, unless it was true." " Do you think so Reine ! do you really think so 1 " said the sick boy — for he was but a boy — with a sudden dev^ in his large liquid exhausted eyes. '* I thought you would laugh at me — no, of course, I don't mean laugh — ^but think it a piece of folly. I thought it must be nonsense myself; but do you really, really, think so too 1 " The only answer she could make was to kiss him, dashing off her tears that they might not come upon his face ; and the two kept silent for a moment, two young faces, close together, pale, one with emotion, the other with weakness, half-angelic in their pathetic youthfulnes^ , and the inspiration of this sudden hope, smiles upon their lips, tears in their eyes, and the trembling of a confidence too ethereal for common mortality in the two hearts that beat so close together. There was something even in the utter unreasonableness of their hope which made it more touch- ing, more pathetic still. The boy was less moved than the girl in his weakness, and in the patience which that long appren- ticeship to dying had taught him. It was not so much to him who was going as to her who must remain. " If it should be so," he said after a while, almost in a whis- per, " oh, how good we ought to be, Reine ! If I failed of my duty, if I did not do what God meant me to do in everything, if I took to thinking of myself — then it would be better that things had gone on — as they are going." As they were going, Bertie ! " G ii 98 WHITEF.ADIE8. " Yon think so, really ; you think so 1 Don't just say it for my feelings, for I don't really mind. I was quite willing, you know, Reme." Poor boy ! already he had put his willingness in the past, un- ftwares. " Bertie," she said solemnly, " I don't know if you believe in the angels like me. Then tell me how this is ; sometimes I have a thought in the morning which was not there at night ; sometimes when I have been puzzling and wondering what to do — about you, perhaps, about mamma, about one of the manv, many things," said Keine with a celestial face of grave simpli- city, ** which perplex us in life, and all at once I have had a thought which made everything clear. One moment quite in the dark, not seeing what to do ; and the next, with a thought that made everything clear. Now, how did that come, Bertie ? tell me. Not from me — it was put into my head, just as you pull my dress, or touch my arm, and whisper something to me in the dark. I always believe in things that are like this, jpu< into my head." Was it wonderful that the boy was easy to convince by this fanciful argument, and took Reine's theory very seriously 1 He was in a state of weakened life and impassioned hope, when the mind is very open to such theories. When the mother came in to hear that Herbert was much better, and that he meant to go out in his wheeled-chair in the afternoon, even she could scarcely guard herself against a gleam of hope. He was certainly better. " For the moment, ch6rie," she said to Reine, who followed her out anxiously to have her opinion ; " for the moment, yes, he is better ; but we cannot look for anything permanent. Do not deceive yourself, ma Reine. It is not to be so." " Why is it not to be so ? when I am sure it is to be so ; it shall be so !" cried Reine. Madame de Mirfleur shook her head. " These rall)rings are very deceitful," she said. " Often, as I told you, they mean only that the end is very near. Almost all those who die of linger- ing chronic illness, like our poor dear, have a last blaze-up in the socket, as it were, before the end. Do not trust to it ; do not build any hopes upon 't, Reine." " But I do ; but I will ! " the girl said under her breath with WHITELADIE8. it with a shudder. When her mother went into those medical details, which she was fond of, Heine shrank always, as if from a blow. <* Yet it is possible that it might bo more than a momentary rally," said Madame de MirHeur. " I am disposed almost to hope so. The perforation may be arrested for t!ie time by this beautiful air and the scent of the pines, (tod grant it ! The doctors have always said it was possible. We must take the greatest care, especially of his nourishment, Heine ; and if I leave you for a little while alone with him " " Are you going away, mamma ? " said Heine, with a guilty thrill of pleasure which she rebuked and heartily tried to cast out from her mind ; for had she not pledged herself to be good, to bear everything, never to suffer a thought that was unkind to enter her mind, if only Herbert might recover 1 She dared not risk that healing by permitting within her any movement of feeling that was less than tender and kind. She stopped ac' cordingly and changed her tone, and repeated with eagerness, " Mamma, do you think of going away ? " Madame de Mir- fleur felt that there was a difference in the tone with which these two identical sentences were spoken ; but she was not nearly enough in sympathy with her daughter to divine what that difference meant. " If Herbert continues to get better — and if the doctor thinks well of him when he comes tomorrow — I think I will venture to return home for a little while, to see how everything is going on." Madame de Mirfleur was half apologetic in her tone. "I am not like you, Heine," she said, kissing her daughter's cheek, " I have so many things to think of ; 1 am torn in so many pieces ; dear Herbert here ; the little ones li-bas ; and my hus- band. What a benediction of God is this relief in the midst of our anxiety, if it will but last ! Gh^rie, if the doctor thinks as we do, I will leave you with Fran9oi8 to take care of my darling boy, while I go and see that all is going well in Nor- mandy. See ! I was afraid to hope ; and now your hope, ma Heine, has overcome me and stolen into my heart." Yesterday this speech would have roused one of the devils who tempted her in Heine's thoughts — and even now the evil impulse swelled upwards and struggled for the mastery, whis- pering that Madame de Mirfleur was thinking more of the home " 1^-bas," than of poor Herbert ; that she was glad to seize the 100 WHITELADlES. opportunity to get away, and a hundred other evil thingi9. Keine grew crimson, her mother could not tell why. It wiis with her struggle, poor child, to overcome this wicked thought and to cast from her mind all iuterpretations of her mother's conduct except the kindest one. The girl grew red with the effort she made to hold fast by her pledge and resist all temp- tation. It was better to let her mind be a blank without thought at all, than to allow evil thoughts to come in after she had prom- ised to God to abandon them. I do not think Reine had any idea that she was paying a price for Herbert's amendment by " being good," as she had vowed in her simpKcity to be. It was gratitude, profound and trembling, that the innocent soul within her longed to express by this means ; but still J think all unawares she had a feeling— which made her determination to be good still more pathetically strong — ^that perhaps if God saw her gratitude and her purpose fail, He might be less dis- posed to continue His great blessings to one so forgetful of them. Thus, as constantly happens in human affairs, the generous sense of gratitude longing to express itself, mingled with that secret fear of being found wanting, which lies at the Ijottom of every heart. Reine could not disentangle them any more than I can, or any son of Adam ; but fortunately, she was less aware of the mixture than we are who look on. '* Yes, mamma/' she answered at length, with a meekness quite unusual to her, '^ I am sure you must want to see the lit- tle ones ; it is only natural." This was all that Reine cou' i manage to stammer forth. '^ N'est ce pas ? " said the mother pleased though she could not read her daughter's thoughts, with this acknowledgment of the rights and claims of her other children. Madame de Mirfleur loved to mdnagerj and was fond of feeling herself to be a woman disturbed with many diverse cares, and generally sacrificing herself to some one of them ; but she had a great deal of natural affe<'tion, and was glad to have something like a willing assent on the part of her troublesome girl to the " other ties," which she was herself too much disposed to bring in on all occasions. She kissed Reine very affectionately, and we it off again to write to her husband a description of the change. *' He IS better, unquestionably better/' she said. " At first things. [t Wc^S iiought other's th the [ temp- hought 1 prom- ad any lent by be. It nt soul r think ination if God ess dis- f them, jnerous th that fctom of re than s aware eekness the lit- e cou'i e could idgment lame de ilf to be merally a great ing like " other >ring in ly, and 1 of the At first WHITELADIES. 101 I feared it was the last gleam before the end ; but I almost hope now it may be somethiiig more lasting. Ah, if my poor Herbert be but spared, what a benediction for all of us, and his little brothers and sisters ! I know you will not be jealous, mon cher ami, of my love for my boy. If the doctor thinks well I shall leave this frightful village to-morrow and be with thee as quickly as I can travel. What happiness, bon Dieu, to see our own house again 1 " She added in a P. S., " Eeine is very ami- able to me ; hope and happiness, mon ami, are better for some natures than sorrow She is so much softer and humbler since her brother was better." Poor Reine ! Thus it will be per- ceived that Madame de Mirfleur, like most of her nation, was something of a philosopher too. When Reine was left alone she did not even then make any 1 emark to herself upon mamma's eagerness to get away to her children, whose very names on ordinary occasions the girl dis- liked to hear. To punish and school herself now she recalled them deliberately. Jeanot and Camille and little Babette, all French to their finger-tips, spoilt children, whose ears the Eng- lish sister, herself trained in nursery proprieties under Miss Susan's rule, had longed to box many times. She resolved now to buy some of the carved wood which haunts the traveller at every corner in Switzerland for them, and be very good to them when she saw them again. Oh, how good Reine meant to be ! Tender visions of an ideal purity arose in her mind Herbert and she — the one raised from the brink of the grave, the other still more blesbcd in receiving him from that shadow of death — how could they ever be good en'^ugh, gentle enough, kind enough, to show their gratitude t Reine's young soul seemed to float in a very haaven of gentler meanings, of peace with all men, of charity and tenJerness. Never, she vowed to herself, should poor man cross her path without being the better for it ; never a tear fall that she could dry. Herbert, when she went to him, was much of the same mind. He had begun to believe in himself and in life, with all those unknown blessings which the boy had sweetly relinquished, scarcely knowing them, but which now seemed to come back fluttering about his head on sunny wings, like the swallows returning with the summer. Herbert was younger even than his years, in heart, at least — in consequence of his long ill-health and seclusion. il 102 WH7TELADIES. and the entire retirement from a boy's ordinary pursuits which that had made necessary ; and I do not think that he had ever ventured to realize warmly, as in his feebleness he was now doing through that visionary tender light which is the preroga- tive of youth, all the beauty and brightness and splenc^our of life. Heretofore he had turned nis eyes from it, knowing that his doom had gone forth, and with a gentle philosophy avoid- ed the sight of that which he could never enjoy. But lo ! now, an accidental improvement, or what might prove but an ac- cidental improvement acting upon a fantastic notion of Reine's, had placed him all at once, to his own consciousness, in the position of a rescued man. He was not much like a man rescued, but rather one trembling already at the gates of death, as he crept downstairs on Fran9ois'8 arm to his chair. The other travellers in the place stood by r \^ tion of their sins. The poor people in the Almshouses were not perhaps more pious than any other equal number of people in the village : but they all hobbled to their seats in the chapel, and said their Amens, led by Josiah Tolladay — who had been parish clerk in his day, and pleased himself in this shadow of his ancient office — with a certain fervour. Some of them grum- bled, as who does not grumble at a set duty, whatever it may be 1 but I think the routine of the daily service was rather a blessing to most of them, giving them a motive for exerting themselves, for putting on clean crps, and brushing their olil coats. The Almshouses lay near the entrance of the village of St. Austin's, a square of old red-brick houses, built two hun- dred years ago, with high dormer windows, and red walls, mel- lowed into softness bv age. They had been suffered to fall into decay by several generations of Austins, but had been restored to thorough repair and to their original use by Miss Augustine who had added a great many conveniences and advantages, un- thought of in former days, to the little cottages, and had done everything that could be done to make the lives of her beads- men and beadswomen agreeable. She was great herself on the duty of self-denial, fasted much, and liked to punish her deli- cate and fragile outer woman, which, poor soul, had little strength to spare ; but she petted her pensioners, and made a great deal of their little ailments, and kept the cook at Whiteladies constantly occupied for them, making dainty dishes to tempt the appetites of old humbugs of both sexes, who could eat their own plain food very heartily when this kind and foolish lady was out of the way. She was so ready to indulge them, that old Mrs. Tolladay was quite right in calling the gentle foundress, the abstract, self-absorbed, devotional creature, whose life was de- dicated to prayer for her family, a great temptation to her neighbours. Miss Augustine was so anxious to make up for all her grandfathers and grandmothers had done, and to earn a pardon for their misdeeds, that she could deny nothing to her poor. The Almshouses formed a square of tiny cottages, with a large garden in the midst, which absorbed more plants, the gardener said, than all the gardens at Whiteladies. The en- trance from the road was through a gateway, over which was a clock tower ; and in this part of the building were situated the pretty quaint little rooms occupied by the chaplain. Right 116 WHITELADIES. opposite, at the other end of the garden, was the chapel ; and all the houses opened upon the garden, which -^ as pretty and bright with flowers, with a large grass-plot in the midst, and a fine old mulberry tree, under which the old people woul \ sit and bask in the sunshine. There were about thirty of them, seven or eight houses on each side of the square — a large num- ber to be maintained by one family ; but I suppose the fii-st Austins had entertained a due sense of their own wickedness, and felt that no small price was required to buy them oflf. Half of these peoplo at least, however, were now at Miss Augus- tine's charges. The endowment, being in land, and in a situ- ation where land rises comparatively little in value, had ceased to be sufficient for so large a number of pensioners — and at least half of the houses had been left vacant, and falling into decay in the time of the late Squire and his father. It had been the enterprise of Miss Augustine's life to set this family charity fully forth again, according to the ordinance of the firs* founder — and almost all her fortune was dedicated to that and to the new freak of the chantry. She had chosen her poor people herself from the village and neighbourhood, and perhaps on the whole they were not badly chosen. She had selected the chaplain herself, a quaint prim little old man, with a wife not unlike himself, who fitted into the rooms in the tower, and whose object in life for their first two years had been to smooth down Miss Augustine, and keep her within the limits of good sense. Happily they had given that over before the time at which this story commences, and now contented themselves with their particular mission to the old almspeople themselves. These were enough to give them full occupation. They were partly old couples, husband and wife, and partly widows and single people ; an«i they were as various in their characteristics as every group of human persons are, " a sad nandful," as old Mr&. ToUaday said. Dr. Richard and his wife had enough to do, to keep them in order, what with Miss Au- gustine's vagarios, and what with the peculiarities of the Aus- tin pensioners themselves. The two principal sides of the square, facing each ot^er — the gate side and the chapel side — had each a faction oi its own. The chapel side was led by old Mrs. Matthews, who was the most prayerful woman in the community, or at least had the I WHITELADIES. 117 credit among her own set of being so — the gate side, by Sai ah Stort.on, once the laundress at Whiteladies, who was, I fear, a very mundane personage, and did not hesitate to speak her mind to Miss Augustine herself. Old Mrs. Tolladay lived on the south side, and was the critic and historian, or bard, of both the factions. She was the wife of the old clerk, who rang the chapel bell and led with infinite self-importance the irregular fire of Amens, which was so trying to Dr. Richard ; but many of the old folks were deaf, and not a few stupid, and how could they be expected to keep time in the responsea 1 Old Mrs. Mat- thews, who had been a Methodist once upon a time, and still was suspected of proclivities towards chapel, would groan now and then, without any warning, in the middle of the service, making Dr. Richard, whose nerves were sensitive, jump ; and on summer days, when the weather was hot, and the chapel close and drowsy, some of the old men would indulge in an occasional snore, quickly strangled by his helpmate — which had a still stronger effect on the Doctor's nerves. John Sim- mons, who had no wife to wake him, was the worst offender on such occasions. He lived on the north side, in the darkest and coldest of all the cottages, and would drop his head upon his old breast, and dose contentedly, filling the little chapel with audible indications of his beatific repose. Once Miss Au- gustine herself had risen from her place, and walking solemnly down the chapel, in the midst of the awestricken people, had awakened John, taking her slim white hand out of her long sleeves, and making him start with a cold touch upon his should- er. " It will be best to stay away out of God's house if you cannot join in our prayers," Miss Augustine had said, words which in his fright and compunction the old man did not understand. He thought he was to be turned out of his poor little cold cot- tage, which was a palace to him, and awaited the next Mon- day, on which he received his weekly pittance from the chap- lain, with terrified expectation. " Be I to go, sir 1 " said old John, trembling in all his old limbs ; for he had but " the House " before him as an alternative, and the reader knows what a horror that alternative is to most poor folks. " Miss Augustine has said nothing about it," said Dr. Rich- ard ; "but John, you must not snore in church ; if you will sleep, which is very reprehensible, why should you snore, John 1 " 118 WHITELADIES. I. i " It's my misfortune, sir," said the old man. " I was always a snoring sleeper, God forgive me ; there's many a one, as you say, sir, as can take his nap quiet, and no one know nothing about it : but Doctor, I don't mean no harm, und it ain't, my fault." " You must take care not to sleep, John," said Dr. Richard, shaking his head, " that is the great thing. You'll not snore if you don't sleep." " I donnow that," said John doubtfully, taking up his shil- lings. The old soul was hazy, and did not quite know what he was blamed for. Of all the few enjoyments he had, that summer dose in the warm atmosphere was perhaps the sweetest. Sleep that knits up the ravelled sleeve of care — John felt it was one of the best things in this world, though he did not know what any idle book had said. At nine o'clock every morning James Tolladay sallied out of his cottage, with the key of the chapel, opened the door, and began to tug at the rope, which dangled so temptingly just out of reach of the children, when they came to see their grand- fathers and grandmothers at the Almshouses. The chapel was not a very good specimen of architecture, having been built in the seventeenth century ; and the bell which James Tolladay rung was not much of a bell ; but still it marked nine o'clock to the village, the clergyman of the parish being a quiet and somewhat indolent person, who had, up to this time, resisted the movement in favour of daily services. Tolladay kept on ringing while the old people stumbled past him into cheir bench- es, and the Doctor, in his surplice, and little Mrs. Richard in her little trim bonnet — till Miss Augustine came along the r^th from the gate like a figure in a procession, with her veil on her head in summer, and her hood in winter, and with her hands folded in her long hanging sleevps. Miss Augustine always came alone, a solitary figure in che sunshine, and walked ab- stracted and solemn across the garden, and up the length of the chapel to the seat which was left for her on one side of the altar r^ils. Mrs. Richard had a place on the other side, but Miss Augustine occupied a sort of stall, slightly raised, and very visible to all the congregation. The Austin arms were on this stall, a sign of proprietorship not perhaps quite in keep- ing with the humble meaning of the chapel ; and Miss Angus- I WHITELADIES. 119 tine had blazoned it with a legend in very ecclesiastical red and blue — " Pray for us," translated with laudable intentions, out of the Latin, in order to be understood by the congrega- tion^ but sent back into obscurity by the church decorator, whose letters were far too good art to be comprehensible. The old women, blinking under their old dingy bonnets, which some of them still insisted upon wearing "in the fashion," with here and there a tumbled red and yellow rose, notwithstanding all that Mrs. liichard could say : and the old men with their heads sunk into the shabby collars of their old coats, sitting tremulous upon the benches, over which Miss Augustine could look from her high seat, immediately finding out any defaulter — were a pitiful assemblage enough, in that unloveliness of age and weakness which the very poor have so little means of making beautiful ; but they were not without interest, nor their own quaint humour had any one there been of the mind to discover it. Of this view of the assemblage I need not say Miss Augustine was quite unconscious ; her ear caught Mrs. Matthews's groan of unction with a sense of happiaess, and she was pleased by the fervour of the dropping Amen, which made poor Dr. Richard so nervous. She did not mind the pain- ful fact that at least a minute elasped between John ToUaday's clerkly solemnity of response and the fitful gust with which John Simmons in the background added his assisting voice. Miss Augustine was too much absorbed in her own special in- terests, to be a Ritualist or not a Ritualist, or to think at all of Church politics. She was confused in her theology, and deter- mined to have her family prayed for, and their sins expiated without asking herself whether it was release from purgatory which she anticipated as the answer to her prayers, or sim- ply a turning aside of the curse for the future. I think the idea in her mind was quite confused, and she neither knew nor was at any trouble to ascertain exactly what she meant. Ac- cordingly, though many people, and the rector himself among them, thought Miss Augustine to be of the highest sect of the High Church, verging upon Popery itself, Miss Augustine in reality found more comfort in the Dissenting fervour of the old woman who was a " Methody," than in the most correct church worship. What she wanted, poor soul, was that semi-com- mercial, semi-visionary trafiic, in which not herself but her fam- 120 WHITELADIE!:^. ily were to be the gainers. She was a merchant organizing this bargain with heaven, the nature of which she left vague even to herself ; and those who aided her with most apparent warmth of supplications were the people whom she most ap- preciated, with but little regard to the fashion of their exer- tions. John Simmons, when he snored, was like a workman shirking work to Miss Augustine. But even Dr. Richa/d and his wife had not fathomed this downright straightforward bus- iness temper which existed without her own knowledge, or any one else's, in the strange visionary being with whom they had to do. She, indeed put her meaning simply into so many words, but it was impossible for those good people to take her at her own word, and to believe that she expressed all she meant, and nothing less or more. There was a little prayer used in the almshouse chapel for the family of the founder, which Dr. Richard had consented, with some difficulty, to add after the collects at morning and evening service, and which he had a strong impression was un- canonical, and against the rubrics, employing it, so to speak, under protest, and explaining to every chance stranger that it was "a tradition of the place from time immemorial." " I suppose we are not at liberty to change lightly any ancient use," said the chaplain, " at least such was the advice of my excellent friend the Bishop of the Leeward Islands, in whose judgment I have great confidence. I have not yet had an op- portunity of laying the matter before the bishop of my own diocese, but I have little doubt his lordship will be of the same opinion." With this protestation of faith, which I think waa much stronger than Dr. Richard felt, the chaplain used the prayer ; but he maintained a constant struggle against Miss Augustine, who would have had him add sentences to it from time to time, as various family exigencies arose. On one of the days of Miss Susan's absence a thought of this kind came into her sister's head. Augustine felt that Miss Susan being absent, and travelling, and occupied with her business, whatever it was, might perhaps omit to read the lessons for the day, as was usual, or would be less particular in her personal devotions. She thought this over all evening, and dreamt of it at night ; and in the morning she sent a letter to the chaplain as soon as WHITELADIES. 121 she woke, begging him to add to his prayer for the founder's family the words, "and for &uch among them as may be specially exposed to temptation this day." Dr. Richard took a very strong step on this occasion — he refused to do it. It was a great thing for a man to do, the comfort of whose remnant of life hung upon the pleasure of his patroness ; but he knew it was an illegal liberty to take with his service, and he would not do it. Miss Augustine was very self-absorbed, and very much accustomed (though she thought otherwise) to have everything her own way, and when she perceived that this new petition of hers was not added to the prayer for her family, she disregarded James Tolladay's clerkly leading of the responses even more than John Simmons did. She made a little pause, and repeated it herself, in an audible voice, and then said her Amen, keeping everybody waiting lor her, and Dr. Richard standing mute and red on the chancel steps, with the words, as it might be, taken out of his very lips. When they all came out of chapel, Mrs. Matthews had a private interview with Miss Augustine, which detained her, and it was not till after the old people had dispersed to their cottages that she made her way over to the clocL *ower in which the chaplain's rooms were situated. " You dii not pray for my people, as I asked you," said Augustine, looking at him with her pale blue eyes. She was not angry or irritable, but asked the question softly. Dr. Richard had been waiting for her in his dining-room, which was a quaint room over the archway, with one window looking to the road, another to the garden. He was seated by the table, his wife beside him, who had not yet taken oflf her bon- net, and who held her smelling-salts in her hand. " Miss Augustine," said the chaplain, with a little flush on his innocent aged face. He was a plump neat little old man, with the red and white of a girl in his gentle countenance. He had risen up when she entered, but being somewhat nervous sat down again, though she never sat down. " Miss Augustine," he said solemnly, " I have told you before, I cannot do anything, even to oblige you, which is against Church law and every sound principle. Whatever happens to me, I must be guided by law." " Does law forbid you to pray for your fellow-creatures who are in temptation 1 " said Miss Augustine without any change of her serious abstracted countenance. 122 WHITELADIES. '* Miss Augustine, this is a question in which I cannot be dictated to," said the old gentleman, growing redder. " I will ask the prayers of the congregation for any special person who may be in trouble, sorrow, or distress, before the litany, or the collect for all conditions of men, making a pause at the ap- propriate petition, as is my duty ; but I cannot go beyond the rubrics, whatever it may cost me," said Dr. Richard, with a look of determined resolution, as though he looked for nothing better than to be led immediately to the stake. And his wife fixed her eyes upon him admiringly, backing him up ; and put, with a little pressure of his fingers, her smelling-salts into his hand. '* In that case," said Miss Augustine, in her abstract way, " in that case — I will not ask you ; but it is a pity the rubrics should say it is your duty not to pray for any one in tempta- tion ; it was Susan," she added softly, with a sigh. " Miss Susan ! " said the chaplain, growing hotter than ever at the thought that he had nearly been betrayed into the im- pertinence of praying for a person whom he so much respected. He was horrified at the risk he had run. " Miss Augustine," he said, severely, ** if my conscience had permitted me to do this, which I am glad it did not, what would your sister have said t I could never have looked her in the face again, after taking such a liberty with her." '* We could never have looked her in the face again," echoed Mrs. Bichard ; " but, thank God, my dear, you stood fast ! " " Yes. I hope true Church principles and a strong resolution will always save me," said the Doctor, with gentle humility, "and that I may always have the resolution to stand fast ! " Miss Augustine made no reply to this for the moment. Then she said, without any change of tone, " Say, to-morrow, please, that prayers are requested for Susan Austin, on a voyage, and in temptation abroad." " My dear Miss Augustine ! " said the unhappy clergyman, taking a sniff at the salts, which now were truly needed. " Yes, that will come to the same thing," said Miss Augus- tine quietly to herself. She stood opposite to the agitated pair, with her hands folded into her great sleeves, her hood hanging back on her shoulders, her black veil falling softly about her pale head. There was WUITELADIES. 128 folded aiders, re was no emotion in her countenance. Her mind was not alarmed about her sister. The prayer was a precautionary measure, to keep Susan out of temptation — not any hing strenuously called for by necessity. She sighed softly as she made the reflection, that to name her sister before the litany was said would answer her purpose equally well ; and thus with a faint smile, and slight wave of her hand towards the chaplain and his wife, she turned and went away. The ordinary politenesses were lost upon Miss Augustine, and the door stood open behind her, so that there was no need for Dr. Richard to get up and open it ; and, indeed, they were so used to her ways, her comings and her goings, that he did not think of it. So the old gentleman sat with his wife by his side, backing him up, gazing with con- sternation, and without a word, at the grey retreating figure. Mrs. Richard, who saw her husband's perturbed condition, comforted him as best she could, patting his arm with her soft little hand, and whispering words of consolation. When Miss Augustine was fairly out of the house, the distressed clergyman at last permitted his feelings to burst forth. " Pray foi Susan Austin publicly by name I " he said, rising and walking about the room. " My dear, it will ruin us ! You will see it will ruin us ! This comes of women having power in the church ! I don't mean to say anything, my dear, injuri- ous to your sex, which you know I respect deeply — in its own place ; but a woman's interference in the church is enough to send the wisest man out of his wits." " Dear Henery," said Mrs. Richard, for it was thus she pro- nounced her husband's name, ** why should you be so much disturbed about it ? when you know she is mad ? " "It is only her enemies who say she is mad," said Dr. Richard ; " and even if she is mad, what does that matter 1 There is nothing against the rubrics in what she asks of me now. I shall be forced to do it ; and what will Miss Susan say 1 And consider that all our comfort, everything depends upon it. Ellen, you are very sensible ; but you don't grasp the full bearings of the subject as I do." " No, my dear, I do not pretend to have your mind," said the good wife ; " but things never turn out so bad as we fear," she said a moment after, with homely philosophy, — " nor sc good either," she added with a sigh. 124 WHITELADIES. CHAPTER XIV. j(m/\ ISS SUSAN came home on the Saturday night. She ^I^^L was very tired, and saw no one that evening ; but ^^^^ Martha, her old maid, who returned into attendance upon her natural mistress at once, thou^iit and reported to the others that " something had come over Miss Susan." Whether it was tiredness or crossness, or bad news, or that her business had not turned out so well as she expected, no one could tell ; but "something had come over her." Next morning she did not go to church — a thing which had not happened in the Austin family for ages. " I had an intuition that you were yielding to temptation," Miss Augustine said with some solemnity, as she went out to prayers at the Almshouses ; after which she meant to go to morning service in the church, as always. " I am only tired, my dear," said Miss Susan, with a little shiver. The remarks in the kitchen were more stringent than Miss Augustine's. " Foreign parts apparently is bad for the soul," said Martha, when it was ascertained that Jane, too, following her mistress's example, did not mean to go to church. " They're demoralizin', that's what they are." said Stevens, who liked a long word. " I've always said as I'd never set foot out o' my own coun- try, not for any money," said Cook, with the liberal mind natural to her craft. Poor Jane, who had been very ill on the crossing, though the sea was calm, sat silent at the chimney corner with a bad head- ache, and very devout intentions to the same effect. " If you knew what it was to go a sea- voyage, like I do," she protested with forlorn pride, " you'd have a deal more charity in you." But even Jane's little presents, brought from " abroad" did not quite conciliate the others, to whom this chit o f a gir had been preferred. Jane on the whole, however, was bttte i I WHITELADIES. 125 "Bhe larity road" agir bttte off, even amid the criticisms of the kitchen, than Miss Susan was, seated by herself in the drawing-room, to which the sun did not come round till the afternoon, with the same picture hanging before her eyes which she had used to tempt the Aus- tins at Bruges, with a shawl about her shoulders, and a sombre consciousness in her heart that had never before been known there. It was one of those dull days which so often interpose their unwelcome presence into an English summer. The sky and the world were grey with east wind, the sun hidden, the colour all gone out. The trees stood about and shivered, striking the clouds with their hapless heads ; the flowers looked pitiful and appealing, as if they would have liked to be brought indoors and kept in shelter ; and the dreariness of the fire place, done up in white paper ornaments, as is the orthodox summer fashion in England, was unspeakable. Miss {Susan, drawing her shawl round her, sat in her easy chair near the fire by habit ; and a more dismal centre of the room could not have been than that chilly whiteness. How she would have liked a fire ! but in the beginning of July, what Englishwoman, with a proper fear of her housemaid before her eyes, would dare to ask for that indulgence ? So Miss Susan sat and shivered, and watched the cold trees looking in at the window and the grey sky above, and drew her shawl closer with a shiver that went through her very heart. The vibration of the church bells was in the still, rural air, and not a sound in the house. Miss Susan felt as if she were isolated by some stem power ; set apart from the world because of "what had happened ; " which was the way she described her own very active agency during the past week to herself. But this did not make her repent, or change her mind in any respect ; the excitement of her evil inspiration was still strong upon her ; and then there was as yet no wrong done, only intended, and of course, at any mo- ment, the wrong which was only in intention might be departed from, and all be well. She had that morning received a letter from Reine, full of joyous thanksgiving over Herbert's improve- ment. Augustine, who believed in miracles, had gone off to church in great excitement, to put up Herbert's name as giving thanks, and to tell the poor people that their prayers had been so far heard ; but Miss Susan, who was more of this world, and did not believe in miracles, and to whom the fact that any 126 WH1TBLADIE8. human event was very desirable made it at once less likely, put very little faith in Heine's letter. " Poor child ! poor boy 1 " she said to herself, shaking her head and dnring her eyes ; then put it aside, and thought little more of it. Her own wickedness that she had planned was more exciting to her. She sat and brooded over that, while all the j)ari8h said their prayers in church, where she, too, ought to have been. For she was not, after all, so very tired ; her mind was as full -and lively as if there had not been such a thing as fatigue in the world ; and I do not think she had anything like an adequate excuse for staying at home. On the Sunday afternoon Miss Susan received a visit which roused her a little from the self absorption which this new era in her existence had brought about, though it was only Dr. and Mrs. Richard, who walked across the fields to see her after her journey, and to take a cup of tea. They were a pleasant little couple to see, jogging across the fields arm in arm — he the prettiest fresh-coloured little old gentleman, in glossy black and ivory white, a model of a neat, little elderly clergyman ; she not quite so pretty, but very trim and neat too, in a nice black silk gown, and a bonnet with a rose in it. Mrs. Richard was rather hard upon the old women at the Almshouses for their battered flowers, and thought a little plain uniform bonnet of the cottage shape, with a simple brown ribbon, would have been desirable ; but for her own part she clung to the rose, which nodded on the summit of her head. Both of tl:em, however, had a con- scious look upon their innocent old fav "" They had come to " discharge a duty," and the solemnitj' of this duty, which was as they said to each other, a very painful one, overwhelmed and slightly excited them. " What if she should be there her- self 1 " said Mrs. Richard, clasping a little closer her husband's arm, to give emphasis to her question. " It does not matter who is there ; I must do my duty," said the Doctor, in heroic tones ; " besides," he added, dropping his voice, " she never notices anything that is not said to her, poor soul ! " But happily Miss Augustine was not present when they were shown into the drawing-room where Miss Susan sat writing letters. A ^ood deal was said, of course, which was altogether foreign to the object of the visit : How she had enjoyed her journey, whether it was not very fatiguing, whether it had not WHITELADIES. 127 been very delightful, and a charming change, (fee. Miss Susan answered all their questions benignly enough, though she was very anxious to get back to the letter she was writing to Farrel- Austin, and rang the bell for tea, and poured it out, and was very gracious, secretly asking herself, what in the name of wonder had brought them here to day to torment her ] But it was not till he had been strengthened by these potations that Dr. Richard spoke. " My dear Miss Susan," he said at length, " my coming to- day was not purely accidental, or merely to ask you after your journev. I wanted to — if you will permit me — put you on your guard. * *' In what respect ? " said Miss Susan, quickly, feeling her heart begin to beat. Dr. Richard was the last person in the world whom she could suppose likely to know about the object of her rapid journey, or what she had done ; but guilt is very suspicious, and she felt herself immediately put upon her defence. " I trust you will not take it amiss that I should speak to you on such a subject," said the old clergyman, clearing his throat ; his pretty, old pink cheek grew quite red with agitation, " I take the very greatest interest in both you and your sister. Miss Susan. You are both of you considerably younger than I am, and I have been here now more than a dozen years, and one can- not help taking an interest in anything connected with the family—--" " No, indeed ; one cannot help it ; it would be quite un- natural if one did not take an interest," said Mrs. Richard, backing him up. " But nobody objects to your taking an interest," said Miss Susan. " I think it, as you say, the most natural thing in the world." " Thanks, thanks, for saying so ! " said Dr. Richard with en- thusiasm ; and then he looked at his wife, and his wife at him, and there was an awful pause. " My dear, good, excellent people," said Miss Susan hurriedly, " for heaven's sake, if there is any bad n'^ws coming, out with it at once ! " " No, no ; no bad news !" said Dr. Richard ; and then he cleared his throat. " The fact is, I came to speak to you — about Miss Augustine. I am afraid her eccentricity is increas- 128 WHITFXADIES. ma >l ing. It is painful, very painful to me to say so, but for her kindness my wife and I should not have been half so comfort- able these dozen years past ; but I think it a friend's duty, not to say a clergyman's. Miss Susan, you are aware that people say that she is — not quite right in her mind ! " " I am aware that people talk a great deal of nonsense," said Miss Susan, half-relieved, half-aggravated. " I should not won- der if they said I was mad myself." " If they knew ! " she added mentally, with a curious thrill of self-arraignment judging her own cause, and in the twinkling of an eye running over the past and the future, and w^>adering, if she should ever be found out, whether people would say she was mad too. " No, no," said the Doctor ; " you are well known for one of the most sensible women in the county." " Quite one of the most influential and well-known people in the county," said Mrs. Richard, Mrith an echo in which there always was an individual tone. " Well, well ; let that be as it may," said Miss Susan, not dissatisfied with this appreciation ; " and what has my sister done — while I have been absent, I suppose ? " " It is a matter of great gravity and closely concerning my- self," said Dr. Richard, with some dignity, " You are aware, Miss Susan, that my ofl&ce as warden of the Almshouses is in some respects an anomalous one, making me, in some degree subordinate, or apparently so, in my ecclesiastical position to — in fact, to a lady. It is quite a strange, almost unprecedented, combination of circumstances." " Very strange indeed," said Mrs. Richard. " My husband, in his ecclesiastical position, as it were subordinate — to a lady." " Pardon me," said Miss Susan ; " I never interfere with Augustine. You knew how it would be when you came." " But there are some things one was not prepared for," said the Doctor, with irrestrainable pathos. "It might set me wrong with the persons I respect most. Miss Susan. Your s ister not only attempted to add a petition to the prayers of the Church, which nobody is at liberty to do except the Arch- bishops themselves, acting under the authority of Government ; but finding me inexorable in that — for I hope nothing will ever lead me astray from the laws of the Church — she directed WHITELADIES. 12d me to request the prayers of the congregation for you, the most respectable person in the neighbourhood — for you, as exposed to temptation ! " A strange change passed over Miss Susan's face. She had been ready to laugh, impatient of the long explanation, and scarcely able to conceal her desire to get rid of her visitors. She sat poising the pen in her hand with which she had been writing, turning over her papers, with a smile on her lip ; but when Dr. Richard came to those last words, her face changed all at once. She dropped the pen out of her hand, her face grew grey, the smile disappeared in a moment, and Miss Susan sat looking at them, with a curious consciousness about her, which the excellent couple could not understand. " What day was that? " she said quickly, almost under her breath. " It was on Thursday." "Thursday morning," added Mrs. Eichard. "If you re- member, Henery, you got a note about it quite early, and after chapel she spoke " "Yes, it was quite early; probably the note," said the chaplain, "was written on Wednesday night." Miss Susan was ashy grey ; all the blood seemed to have gone out of her. She made them no answer at first, but sat brooding, like a woman struck into stone. Then she rose to her feet suddenly as the door opened, and Augustine, grey and silent, came in, gliding like a medisBval saint. " My sister is always right," said Miss Susan, almost passion- ately, going suddenly up to her and kissing her pale cheek with a fervour no one understood, and Augustine least of all. " I always approve what she does ;" and having made this little demonstration, she returned to her seat, and took up her pen again, with more show of pre-occupation than before. What could the old couple do after this but make their bow and their courtesy, and go off again bewildered ? " I think Miss Susan is the maddest of the two," said Mrs. Richard, when they had two long fields between them and Whiteladies ; and I am not surprised, I confess, that they should have thought 80, on that occaiion, at least Miss Susan was deeply struck with this curious little inci- dent. She had always entertained a half visionary respect for I 130 WHITELADIES. II her sister, something of the reverential feeling with which some nations regard those who are imperfectly developed in intelli- gence ; and this curious revelation deepened the sentiment into something half-adoring, half-afraid. Nobody knew what she had done, but Augustine knew somehow that she had been in temptation. I cannot describe the impression this made upon her mind and her heart, which was guilty but quite un- accustomed to guilt. It thrilled her through and through ; but it did not make her give up her purpose, which was per- haps the strangest thing of all. " My dear," she said, assuming with some difficulty an ordinary smile, '' what made you think I was going wrong when I was away 1 " ''What made me think it? nothing; something that came into my mind. You do not understand how I am moved and led," said Augustine, looking at her sister seriously. " No, dear, no — I don't understand ; that is true. God bless you, my dear ! " said the woman who was guilty, turning away with a tremor which Augustine understood as little — her whole being tremulous and softened with love and reverence, and almost awe, of the spotless creature by her ; beat I suspect, though Miss Susan felt so deeply the wonderful fact that her sister had divined her moral danger, she was not in the least moved thereby to turn away from that moral danger, or give up her wicked plan ; which is as curious a problem as I re- member to have met with. Having all the habits of truth and virtue, she was touched to the heart to think that Augustine should have had a mysterious consciousness of the moment when she was brought to abandon tho right path, and felt the whole situation sentimentally, as if she had read it in a story ; but it had not the slightest effect otherwise. With this tremor of feeling upon her, she went back to her writing-table, and finished her letter to Farrel-Austin, which >^as as follows : — " Dear Cousin, — Having had some business which called me abroad latt week, my interest in the facts you told me, the last time I had the pleasure of seeing you, led me to pass by Bruges, where I saw our common relations, the Austins. They seem very nice, homely people, and I enjoyed making their WHITELADIES. 131 jh some intelli- itiment w what ad been ,a made [uite un- hrough ; was per- tiat came oved and God bless ling away her whole •ence, and I suspect, that her 1 the least or give as I re- truth and Augustine Q moment nd felt the in a story ; ihis tremor -table, and LOWS ; — acquaintance, though it was curious to realize relations of ours occupying such a position. I heard from them, however, that a discovery had been made in the meantime which seriously interferes with the bargain which they made with you ; in- deed, is likely to invalidate it altogether. I took in hand to inform you of the facts, though they are rather delicate to be discussed between a lady and a gentleman ; but it would have been absurd of a woman of my age to make any difficulty on such a matter. If you wiU call on me, or appoint a time at which I can see you at your own house, I will let you know exactly what are the facts of the case ; though I have no doubt you will at once divine them, if you were informed at the time you saw the Brages Austins that their son who died had left a young widow. " With compliments to Mrs. Farrel- Austin and your girls, " Believe me, truly yours, " Susan Austin." I do not know that Miss Susan had ever written to Farrel- Austin in so friendly a spirit before. She felt almost cordial towards him as she put her letter into the envelope. If this improvement in friendly feeling was the first product of an in- tention to do the man wrong, then wrong-doing, she felt, must be rather an amiable influence than otherwise : and she went > rest that night with a sense of satisfaction in her mind. In the late Professor AytoTin's quaint poem of " Firmilian," it is recorded that the hero of that drama committed many murders and other crimes in a vain attempt to study the sensation usually called Remorse, but was entirely unsuccessful, even :7hen his crimes were on the grandest scale, and attended by many aggravating circumstances. Miss Susan knew nothing about Firmilian, but I think her mind was in a very similar state. She was not at all affected in sentiment by her con- spiracy. She felt the same as usual, nay, almost better than usual, more kindly towards her enemy whom she was going +a injure, and more reverential and admiring to her saintly sister, who had divined something of her evil intentions — or at least had divined her danger, though without the slightest notion what the kind of evU was to which she was tempted. Miss Susan was indeed half frightened at herself when she found ^ _ ;.c 182 WHITELADIES. I how very little impression her own wickedness had made upon her. The first night she had been a little alarmed when she said her prayers, but this had all worn off, and she went to bed without a tremor, and slept the sleep of innocence — the sleep of the just. She was so entirely herself that she was able to reflect how strange it was, and how little the people who write sermons know the state of the real mind. Shd was astonished herself at the perfect calm with which she regarded her own contemplated crime, for crime it was. WHITELADIES. 133 CHAPTER XV. 1^ R. FARREL-AUSTIN lived in a house which was called J^^ the Hatch, though I cannot tell what is the meaning ^^^^^^ of the name. It was a modern house, like hundreds of others, solid i nd ugly, and comfortable enough, with a small park round it, and — which it could scarcely help having in Berkshire — some fine trees about. Farrel- Austin had a good deal of property ; his house stood upon his own land, though his estate was not very extensive, and he had a considerable amount of money in good investments, and some house-property in London, in the City, which was very valuable. Altogether, therefore, he was well off, and lived in a comfortable way with everything handsome about him. All his family at present consisted of the two daughters who came with him to visit Whiteladies, as we have seen ; but he had married a second time, and had an ailing wife who was continually, as people say, having " expectations," which, however, never came to anything. He had been married for about ten years, and dur- ing this long period Mrs. Farrel- Austin's expectations had been a joke among her neighbours ; but they were no joke to her husband, nor to the two young ladies, her stepdaughters, who, as they could not succeed to the Austin lands themselves, were naturally very desirous to have a brother who could do so. They were not very considerate of Mrs. Austin generally, but in respect to her health they were solicitous beyond measure. They took such care of her, that the poor woman's life became a burden to her, and especially at the moment when there were expectations did this care and anxiety overflow. The poor soul had broken down, body and mind, under this surveillance. She had been a pretty girl enough when she was married, and entered with a light heart upon her functions, not afraid of what might happen to her ; but Mr. Farrel- Austin's unsatisfied longing for an heir, and the supervision of the two sharp girls who grew up so very soon to be young ladies, and evidently considered^ as their father did, that the sole use and meaning 134 WHITELADIES. of their mild young stepmother was to produce that necessary article, soon made an end of all her lightheartedness. Her courage totally failed. She had no very strong emot'ons any way, but a little affection and 1 indness were necessary to keep her going, and this she did not get, in the kind that was im- portant, at least. Her husband, I suppose, was fond of her, as (of course) all husbands are of all wives, but she could not pet or make friends with the girls, who, short of her possible use as the mother of an heir, found her very much in their way, and had no inclination to establish affectionate relations with her. Therefore she took to her sofa, poor soul, and to tonics, and the state of an invalid — a condition which, when one has nothing particular to do in the world, and nothing to amuse or occupy a flat existence, is not a bad expedient in its way for the feeble soul, giving it the support of an innocent, if not-very agreeable routine — rules to observe and physic to take. This was how poor Mrs. Farrel-Austin endeavoured to dedommager herself for the failure of her life She preserved a pale sort of faded prettiness even on her sofa ; and among the society which the girls collected round them, there was now and then one who would seek refuge with the mild invalid, when the fun of the younger party grew too fast and furious. Even, I believe, the stepmother might have set up a flirtation or two of her own had she cared for that amusement ; but fortunately she had her tonics to take, which was a more inno- cent gratification, and suited all parties better ; for a man must be a very robust flirt indeed, whose attentions can sup- port the frequent interposition of a maid with a medicine- bottle and a spoon. The society of ihe Farrel- Austins was of a kind which might be considered very nne, or the reverse, according to the taste of the critic, though that, indeed, may be said of almost all society. They knew, of course, and visited, all the surrounding gentry, among whom there were a great many worthy people, though nothing so remarkable as to stand out from the general level ; but what was more important to the young ladies, at least, they had the officers of the regiment which was posted near, and in which there were a great many very noble young personages, ornaments to any society, who accepted Mr. Farrel- Austin's invitations freely, and derived a great deal of arauser WHITELADIES. 135 ment from his household, without perhaps paying that natural tribute of respect and civility to their entertainers behind their backs, which is becoming in the circumstances. Indeed, the Farrel-Austins were not quite on the same social level as the Marquis of Dropmore, or Lord Ffarington, who were constant- ly at the Hatch when their regiment was stationed n^iai , nor even of Lord Alf Groombridge, though he was as poor as a church-mouse ; and the same thing might be said of a great many other honourable and distinguished young gentlemen who kept a continual riot at the house, and made great havoc with the cellar, and on Sundays, especially, would keep this establish- ment, which ought to have been almost pious in its good order, in a state of hurry and flurry, and noise and laughter, as if it had been a hotel. The Austins, it is true, boasted themselves of good family, though nothing definite was known of them before Henry Ylll. — and they were rich enough to entertain their distinguished visitors at very considerable cost ; but they had neither that rank which introduces the possessor into all circles, nor that amount of money which makes up every deficiency. Had one of the Miss Farrel-Austins married the Marquis or the Earl, or even Lord Alf in his impecuniosity, she would have been said to have " succeeded in catching" poor Dropmore, or poor Ffarington, and would have been stormed or wept over by the gentleman's relations as if she had been a ragged girl off* the streets — King Cophetua's beggar maid herself ; notwithstanding that these poor innocents, Ffarington and Dropmore, had taken advantage of the father's hospitalities for months or years before. I am bound to add that the Farrel-Austins were not only fully aware of this, but would have used exactly the same phraseology themselves in respect to any other young lady of their own standing whose fascinations had been equally exercised upon the well-fortified bosoms of Dropmore and Company. Nevertheless they adapted themselves to the amusements which suited their visitors, and in summer lived in a lively succession of outdoor parties, spending half of their time in drags, in boats, on race-courses, at cricket-matches, and other energetic diversions. Sometimes their father was their chaperon, sometimes a young married lady belonging to the same society, and with the same tastes. The very highest and the very lowest classes of society have a I If 136 WHITELADIES. great affinity to each other. There was always something planned for Sunday in this lively " set" — they were as eager to put the day to use as if they had been working hard all the week, and had this day only to amuse themselves in. I suppose they, or perhaps their father, began to do this because there was in it the delightful piquancy of sensation which the blas4 ap- petite fsels when it is able to shock somebody else by its grati- fications ; and though they have long ago ceased to shock any body, the flavour of the sensation lasted. All the servants at the Hatch, indeed, were shocked vastly, which preserved a little of this delightful sense of naughtiness. The quieter neighbours round, especially those houses in which there were no young people, disapproved, also, in a general way, and called the Miss Austins fast ; and Miss Susan disapproved most strenuously, I need not say, and expressed her contempt in terms which she took no trouble to modify. But I cannot deny that there was a general hankering among the younger members of society for a share in these hruyant amusements ; and Everard Austin could not see what harm it did that the girls should enjoy themselves, and had no objection to join them, and liked Kate and Sophy so much that sometimes he was moved to think that he liked one of them more. His house, indeed, which was on the river, was a favourite centre for their expeditions, and I think even that though he was not rich, neither of his cousins would have rejected Everard off-hand without deliberation — for, to be sure, he was the heir, at present, after their father, and every year ma nite skill, tact, and patience, and without in the least alarming the object of her study. She found out that he had a house of his own, and money enough to sound very well indeed when put into francs, which she immediately did by means of mental calculations, which cost her some time and a considerable effort. This, with so much more added to it, in the shape of Reine's t?o/, would make altogether, she thought, a very pretty fortune ; and evidently the two were made for each other. They had similar tastes and habits in many points ; one was twenty-fiv , the other eighteen ; one dark, the other fair ; one impulp- /e and highspirited, with quick French blood in her veins, the other tranquil, with all the English ballast necessary. Altogether, it was such a marriage as might have been made in heaven \ and if heaven had not one fit to do it, Madame de Mirfleur felt herself strong enough to remedy this inadvertence. It seemed to her that she would be neglecting her chief duty as Reine's mother if she allowed this opportunity to slip through her hands. To be sure, it would have been more according to le& convenaniceSf had there been a third party at hand, a mutual friend to undertake the negotiation ; but, failing any one else, Madame de Mirfleur felt that, rather than lose such an " oc- casion," she must, for once, neglect the convenances, and put herself into the breach. " I do not understand how it is that your friends do not marry you," she said one day when they were walking together. " Ah, you laugh, Monsieur Everard. I know that is not your English way ; but believe me, it is the duty of the friends of every young person. It is a dangerous thing to choose for yourself ; for how should you know what is in a young girl ? You can judge by 164 WHITELADIES. nothing but look^ and outside manners, which are very deceit- ful, while a mother or a judicious friend would sound her char acter. You condemn our French system, you others, but that is because you don't know. For example, when I married my present husband, M. de Mirfleur, it was an affair of great de- liberation. I did not think at first that his property was so good as I had a right to expect, and there was some scandal about his grandparent wh' did not quite please me. But all that was smoothed awav h> rocess of time, and a personal interview con- vinced me tlia 1 abv Id find in him everything that a reason- able woman desi^^s. ' d so I do ; we are as happy as the day. With poor Herbert's father the affair was very different. There was no deliberation — no time for thought. With my present experience, had I known that daughters do not inherit in Eng- land I should have drawn back, even at the last moment. But I was young, and my friends were not so prudent as they ought to have been, and we did what you call fall in love. Ah, it is a mistake ! a mistake ! In France things are a great deal better managed. I wish I coull convert you to my views." " It would be very easy for Madame de Mirfleur to convert me to anything," said Everard, with a skill which he must have caught from her, and which, to tell the truth, occasioned him- self some surprise. ^, " Ah, you flatter ! " said the lady ; " but seriously, if you will think of it, there are a thousand advantages on our side. For example, now, if I were to propose to you a charming young person whom I know — not one whom I have seen on the sur- face, but whom I know au fondj you understand — with a dot that would be suitable, good health, and good temper, and every- thing that is desirable in a wife 1 I should be sure of my facts, you could know nothing but the surface. Would it not then be much better for you to put yourself into my hands, and take my advice 1 " " I have no doubt of it," said Everard, once more, gallantly ; " if I wished to marry, I could not do better than put myself in such skilful hands." *' If you wished to marry — ah bah ! if you come to that, per haps there are not many who wish to marry, for that sole rea- •on," said Madame de Mirfleur. WHITELADIE8. 105 rview con- " Pardon me ; but why should they do it 1 " said Everard. " Ah, fie, fie 1 you are not so innocent as you appear," she said. " Need I tell to you the many reasons ? Besides, it is your duty. No man can be really a trustworthy member of so- ciety till he has married and ranged himself. It is clearly your duty to range yourself at a certain time of life, and accept the responsibilities that nature imposes. Besides, what would be- come of u& if young men did not marry 1 There would be a mob of mauvais si'jets, and no society at all. No, mon ami, it is your duty ; and when I tell you I have a very charming young person in my eye " " I should like to see her very much. I have no doubt your taste is excellent, and that we should agree ir nnst points," said Everard, with a laugh. " Perhaps," said Madame de Mirfleur, hur »uri , him, a very charming young person," she added, se ^ ^u 1y, "with, let us say, a hundred and fifty thousand francs. V^'iat would you say to that for the dot ? " "Exactly the right sum, I have no doubl i^ I had the least notion how much it was," said Everard, entering into the joke, as he thought ; " but, pardon my impatience, the young person herself " "Extremely comme il faut" said the lady, very gravely. "You may be sure I should not think of proposing any one who was not of good family ; noble of course ; that is what you call gen- tlefolks — you English. Young — at the most charming age in- deed — not too young to be a companion, nor too old to adapt herself to your wishes. A delightful disposition, lively — a lit- tle impetuous perhaps." " Why this is a paragon ! " said Everard, beginning to feel a slight uneasiness. He had not yet a notion whom she meant ; but a suspicion that this was no joke, but earnest, began to steal over his mind : he was infinitely amused ; but notwith- standing his curiosity and relish of the fun, was too honour- able and delicate not to be a little afraid of letting it go too far. " She must be ugly to make up for so many virtues ; other- wise how could I hope that such a bundle of excellence would ^ven look at me 1 " fll ill 166 WHITEL.VDIES. li i I " On the contrary, there are many people who think her pretty," said Madame de Mirfleur : " perhaps I am not quite qualified to judge. She has charming bright eyes, good hair, good teeth, a good figure, and, I think I may say, a very favour- able disposition. Monsieur Everard, towards you." " Good heavens !' cried the young man ; and he blushed \iot\y and made an endeavour to change the subject. " I wonder if this Kanderthal is quite the place for Herbert," he said hastily : " don't you think there is a want of air ? My own opinion is that he would be better on higher ground." " Yes, probably," said Madame de Mirfleur, smiling. " Ah, Monsieur Everard, you are afraid ; but do not shrink so, I will not harm you. You are very droll, you English — what you call prude. I will not frighten you any more ; but I have a regard for you, and I should like to marry you all the same." " You do me too much honour," said Everard, taking oif his hat and making his best bow. Thus he tried to carry off his embarrassment ; and Madame de Mirfleur did not want any further indication that she had gone far enough, but stopped instantly, and began to talk to him with all the ease of her nation about a hundred other subjects, so that he half forgot this assault upon him, or thought he had mistaken, and that it was merely her French way. She was so lively and amusing indeed that she completely reassured him, and brought him back to the inn in the best of humours with her and with him- self. Heine was standing on the balcony as they came up, and her face brightened as he looked up and waved his hand to her. " It works,' Madame de Mirfleur said to herself ; but even she felt that for a beginning she had said quite enough. In a few days after, to her great delight, a compatriot — a gen- tleman whom she knew, and who was acquainted with her family and antecedents — appeared in the Kanderthal, on his way, by the Gemmi pass, to the French side of Switzerland. She hailed his arrival with the sincerest pleasure, for, indeed, it was much more proper that a third party should manage the matter. M. de Bonneville was a grey-haired, middle-aged Frenchman, very straight and very grave, with a grizzled moustache and a military air. He understood her at a word, as was natural, and when she took him aside and explained to WHITELADIES. 1()7 him all her fears and difficulties about Reine and tlio fearful neglect of English relations in this the most important part in a girl's life, his heart was touched with admiration of the true motherly solicitude thus confided to him. " It is not perhaps the moment I wouki have chosen," said Madame de Mirfleur, putting her handkerchief to her eyes, " " while my Herbert is still so ill ; but what would you, cher Baron ? My other child is equally dear to me ; and when she gets among her English relations, I shall never be able to do anything for my Reine." " I understand, I understand," said M. de Bonneville ; " believe me, dear lady, I am not unworthy of so touching a confidence. I will take occasion to make myself acquainted with this charming young man, and I will seize the first oppor- tunity of presenting the subject to him in such a light as you would wish." " I must make you aware of -^ll the details," said the lady, and she disclosed to him the amount of Reine's dot, which pleased M. de Bonneville much, and made him think, if this negotiation came to nothing, of a son of his own, who would find it a very agreeable addition to his Mens. " Decidedly Mademoiselle Reine is not a partie to be neglected," he said, and made a note of all the chief points. He even put off his journey for three or four days, in order to be of use to his friend, and to see how the affair would end. From this time Everard found his company sought by the new-comer with a persistency which was very flattering. M. de Bonneville praised his French, and though he was conscious he did not deserve the praise, he was immensely flattered by it ; and his new friend sought information upon English subjects with a serious desire to know, which pleased Everard still more. " I hope you are coming to England, as you want to know so much about it," he said, in an Englishman's cordial yet unmannerly way. " I propose to myself to go some time," said the cautious Baron, thinking that probably if he arranged this marriage, the grateful young people might give him an invitation to their chateau in England : but he was very cautious, and did not begin his 11 ¥'-: 168 WHITELADIES. attack till he had known Everard for three days at least, whichi in SNvitzerland, is as good as a friendship of years. " Do you stay with your cousins 1 " he snid one day, when they were walking up the hillside on the skirts of the Oemmi. A. de Bonneville was a little short of breath, and would pause frequently, not caring to confess this weakness, to admire the view. The valley lay stretched out before them like a map, the snowy hills retiring at their right hand, the long line of heathery broken land disappearing into the distance on the other, and the village, with its little bridge and wooden houses straggling across its river. Herbert's wheeled chair was visible on the road like a child's toy — Reine walking by her brother's side. " It is beautiful, the devotion of that charming young per- son to her brotln^r," M. de Bonneville said, with a sudden burst of sentiment. " Pardon me, it is too much for my feelings ! Do you mean to remain with this so touching group, Monsieur Austin, or do you proceed *o Italy like myself? " " I have not made up my mind," said Everard. " So long as I can be of any use to Herbert, I will stay." " Poor young man ! it is to be hoped he will get better ; though I fear it is not very probable. How sad it is, not only for himself, but for hia charming sister I One can understand Madame de Mirfleur's anxiety to see her daughter established in life." " Is she anxious on that subject ) " said Everard, half laugh- ing. ** 1 think she may spare herself the trouble. Eeine is very young, and there is time enough." " That is one of the points, I believe, on which our two peoples take different views," said M. de Bonneville, good- humouredly. " In France it is considered a duty with parentis to marry their children well and suitably — which is reasonable, you will allow, at least." '' I do not see, I confess," said Everard, with a little British indignation, " how, in such a matter, any one man can choose for another. It is the thing of all others in which people must please themselves." " You think so ? Well," said M. de Bonneville, shrugging his shoulders, '' the one does not hinder the other. You may WHITCLADIE8. 169 still please yourself, if your parents are judicious and place be- fore you a proper choice." Everard said notliing. He cut down the thistles on the side of the road with his cane to give vent to his feelings, and mentally shrugged his shoulders too. What was the use of discussing such a subject with a Frenchman 1 As if they could be fit to judge, with their views ! '• In no other important matter of life," said M. de Bonne- ville, insinuatingly, *• do we allow young persons at an early age to decide for themselves, and this, pardon me for saying so, is the most impossible of all. How can a young girl of eighteen come to any wise conclusi'^n in a matter so important 1 What can her grounds be for forming a judgment ? She knows neither men nor life ; it is not to be desired that she should. How then is she to judge what is best for her 1 Pardon me, the English are a very sensible people, but this is a biiise : I can use no other word." " Well, sir," said Everard hotly, with a youthful blush, " among us we still believe in such a thing as love." " Mou jeune ami," said his companion, " I also believe in it; but tell me, what is a girl to love who knows nothing? Black eyes or blue, light hair or dark, him who valses best, or him who sings 1 What does she know more 1 what do we wish the white creature to know more ? But when her parents say to her — * Ch6rie, here is some one whom with great care we have chosen, whom we know to be worthy of your innocence, whose sentiments and principles are such as do him honour, and whose birth and means are suitable. Love him if you can ; he is worthy ' — once more pardon me," said M. de Bonneville, " it seems to me that this is more accordant with reason than to let a child decide her fate upon the experience of a soiree du bal. We think so in France." Everard could not say much in reply to this. There rose up before him a recollection of Kate and Sophy mounted high on Dropmore's drag, and careering over the country with that hero and his companions under the nominal guardianship of & young matron as rampant as themselves. They were petfectly able to form a judgment upon the relative merits of the Guards- men ; perfectly able to set himself aside coolly as nubody 1.^' 170 WHITELADIES. which was, I fear, the head and front of their offending. Per- haps there were cases in which the Frenchman might be right. " The case is almost, but I do not say quite, as strong with a young man," said M. de Boimeville. " Again it is to the ex- perience of the soiree du bal which you would trust to in place of the anxiwus selection of iiiends and parents. A young girl is not a statue to be measured at a glance. Her excellences are modest," said the mutual friend, growing enthusiastic. " She is something cachee, sacred ; it is but her features, her least profound attractions, which can be learned in a valse or a party of pleasure. Mademoiselle Eeine is a very charming young person,*' he continued, in a more business-like tone. " Her mother has confided to me her anxieties about her. I have a strong inclination to propose to Madame de Mirfleur my second son Oscar, who, though I say it who should not, is as fine a young fellow as it is possible to see." Everard stopped short in his walk, and looked at him mena- cingly, clenching his fist unawares. It was all he could do to subdue his fury and keep himself from pitching the old match- maker headlong down the hill. So that was what the specious old humbug was thinking of! His son, indeed; some miser- able, puny Frenchman — for Reine ! Everard's blood boiled in his veins, and he could not help loo^ ing fiercely in his compan- ion's face ; he was speechless with consternation and wrath. Reine ! that they should discuss her like a bale of goods, and marry her perhaps, poor little darling ! — if there was no one to interfere. " Yes," said M. de Bonneville meditatively. " The dot is small, smaller than Oscar has a right to expect ; but in other ways the partie is very suitable. It would seal an old friendship, and it would secure the happiness of two families. Unfortunately the post has gone to-day, buc to-morrow I will write to Oscar and suggest it to him. I do not wish for a more sweet daughter- in-law than Mademoiselle Reine." " But can you really for a moment suppose that Reine ! " thundered forth the Englishman. " Good heavens ! what an extraordinary way you have of ordering affairs ! Reine, poor girl, with her brother ill, her heart bursting, all her mind ab- WHITELADIES. 171 sorbed, to be roused up in order to have some fine young gen- tleman presented to her ! It is incredible — it is absurd — it is cruel ! " said the young man, flushed with anger and indigna- tion. His companion while he stormed did nothing but smile. " Cher Monsieur Everard," he said, " I think I comprehend your feelings. Believe me, Oscar shall stand in no one's way. If you desire to secure this pearl for yourself, trust to me ; I will propose it to Madame de Mirfleur. You are about my son's age ; probably rich, as all you English are rich. To be sure, there is a degree of relationship between you ; but then you are Protestants both, and it does not matter. If you will favour me with your confidence about preliminaries, I understand all your delicacy of feeling. As an old friend of the family I will venture to propose it to Madame de Mirfleur." " You will do nothing of the kind," said Everard, furious. "I — address myself to any girl by a go-between ! I — insult poor Reine at such a moment ! You may understand French delicacy of feeling, M. de Bonneville, but when we use such words we English mean something different. If any man should venture to interfere so in my private affairs — or in my cousin's either for that matter " " Monsiepr Everard, I think you forget yourself," said the Frenchman with dignity. " Yes ; perhaps I forget myself. I don't mean to say any- thing disagreeable to you, for I suppose you mean no harm ; but if a countryman of my own had presumed— had ventured . Of course I don't mean to use these words to you," said Everard, conscious that a quarrel on such a subject (with a man of double his age would be little desirable ; " it is our different ways of thinking. But pray be good enough, M. de Bonne- ville, to say nothing to Madame de Mirfleur about me." " Certainly not," said the Frenchman with a smile," if you do not wish it. Here is the excellence of our system, which by means of leaving the matter in the hands of a third party, avoids all offence or misunderstanding. Since you do not wish it, I will write to Oscar to-night." Everard gave him a look, which if looks were explosive might .Jit a im 1 1 ' l'?i: have blown him across the Gerami. You mistake me," he f1.» , V. i I I7i WHITELADIEtt. said, not knowing what he said ; ** I will not have my cousin interfered with, any more than myself " '* Ah, forgive me ! that is going too far," said the Frenchman ; " that is what you call dog in the manger. You will not eat yourself, and you would prevent others from eating. I have her mother's sanction, which is all that is important, and my son will be here in thTee days. Ah ! the sun is beginning to sink behind the hills. How beautiful is that rose-flash on the snow ! With your permission I will turn back and make the descent again. The hour of sunset is never wholesome. Par- don, we shall meet at the table d'hdte.** Everaid made him the very slightest possible salutation, and pursued his walk in a state of excitement and rage which I can- not describe. He went miles up the hill in his fervour of feel- ing, not knowing where he went. What ! traffic in Reine — sell Reine to the best bidder *, expose her to a coid-blooded little beast of a Frenchman, who would come and look at the girl to judge whether he liked her as an appendage to her dot ! Ever- ard's rage and dismay carried him almost to the top of the pass before he discovered where he was. WHITELADIES. 173 CHAPTEK XIX. right dresses, lawless, scorning all restraint ; and then his mind re- curred to the light figure seated overhead in the evening dark- ness, shadowy, dusky, silent, with only a soft whiteness where her face was, and not a sound to betray her presence. Pevhaps she was weeping silently in her solitude ; perhaps thinking un- utterable thoughts ; perhaps anxiously planning what she could do for her invalid to make him Vt*^r or happier, perhaps pray- ing for him. These idf'>,s brought a . loisture to Everard's eyes. It was all a perad venture, but iaere was no perad venture, no mystery about Kate and Sophy ; no need to wonder what they were thinking of. Their souls moved in so limited an orbit, and the life which they flattered themselves they knew so thoroughly ran in such a narrow channel, that no one who knew them could go far astray in calculation of what they were about ; but Reine was unfathomable in her silence, a little world of in- dividual thought and feeling into which Everard did not know if he was worthy to enter, and could not divine. While the young man thus nused — and dined, very uncom- ibitab' V — Madame de Mirfleur listened to the report of her agent. She had a lace shawl thrown over her head, over the hai.v which waj? still as brown and plentiful as ever, and needed WHITELADIES. 176 no matronly covering. They walked along among the other groups, straying a little further than the rest, who stopped her from moment to moment as she went on, to ask for her son. '* Better much better ; a thousand thanks," she kept saying. " Really better : on the way to get well, I hope 1 " and then she would turn an anxious ear to M. de Bonneville. " On such matters sense is not to be expected from the English," she said with a cloud on her face ; " they understand nothing. I could not for a moment doubt your discretion, cher Monsieur de Bonne- ville ; but perhaps you were a little too open with him, ex- plained yourself too clearly ; not that I should think for a mo- ment of blaming you. They are all the same, all the same ! — insensate, unable to comprehend." " I do not think my discretion was at fault," said the French- man. " It is, as you say, an inherent inability to understand. If he had not seen the folly of irritating himself, I have no doubt that your young friend would have resorted to the brutal weapons of the English in return for the interest I showed him ; in which case," said M. de Bonneville calmly, " I should have been under a painful necessity in respect to him. For your sake, Madame, I am glad that he was able to apologize and restrain himself." " Juste ciel ! that 1 should have brought this upon you ! " cried Madame de Mirfleur ; and it was after the little sensation caused in her mind by this that he ventured to suggest that other suitor for Reine. " My SOP is already soits-prdfet,'" he said. " He has a great career before him. It is a position that would suit Mademoi- selle your charming daughter. In his ofl&uial pos on, I need not say, a wife of Mademoiselle Heine's disbincti i would be everything for him ; and though we might look for more money, yet I shall willingly waive that question in considera- tion of the desirable connections my son would thus acquire ; a mother-in-law like Madame de Mirfleur is n t to be secured every day," said the negotiant bowing to his knees. Madame de Mirfleur, on her part, made such a curtsey as the Kanderthal, overrun by English tourists, had never seen before ; and she smiled upon the idea of M. Oscar and his career, and felt that could she but see Reine the wife of a nJi ■(!■*« ^1- H^^S>4: ■■■ every ot. t, Madame de Mirflcur made herself acquaint- anras and got a little amusement ; yet she could not kslp WHITELADIES. 177 feeling (as what girl could in the circumstances ?) a secret sense that it was she who had a right to the amusement, and that her own deep and grave anxiety, the wild trembling of her heart, the sadness of the future, and the burden which she was bearing and had to bear every day, would have been more appropriate to her mother, at her mother's age, than to her- self. This thought — it was Reine's weakness to feel this pain- ful antagonism towards her mother — had just come into a mind which had been full of better thoughts, when Everard came up-stairs and joined her in the balcony. He too had met Madame de Mirfleur as he came from the hotel, ;md he thought he had heard the name " Oscar " as he passed her ; so that his mind had received a fresh impulse, and was full of belli- gerent and indignant thoughts. He came quite softly, how- ever, to the edge of the balcony where Eeine was seated, and stood over her, leaning against the window, a dark figure, scarcely distinguishable. Reine's heart stirred softly at his coming ; she did not know why ; she did not ask herself why ; but took it for granted that she liked him to come, because of his kindness and his kinship, and because they had been brought up together, and because of his brotherly goodness to Herbert, and through Herbert to herself. " I have got an idea, Reine," he said, in the quick, almost sharp, tones of suppressed emotion. " I think the Kanderthai is too close ; there is not air enough for Herbert. Let us take him up higher — ^that is, of course, if the doctor approves." " I thought you liked the Kanderthai," said Reine, raising her eyes to him, and touched with a visionary disappointment. It hurt her a little to think that he was not pleased with the place in which he had lingered so long for their sakes. " I like it well enough," said Everard ; " but it suddenly oc- curred to me to-day that, buried down here in a hole, beneath the hills, there is too little air for Bertie. He wants air. It seems to me that is the chief thing he wants. What did the doctor say to-day 1 " " He said — what you have always said, Everard — that Bertie had regained his lost ground, and that this last illness was an accident, like the thunderstorm. It might have killed him ; but as it has not killed him, it does him no particular harm. m ir ^hl m * M 178 WHITELi^OIES. That sounds nonsense," said Reine, " but it is what he told me^ He is doing well, the doctor says — doing well ; and I can't be: half glad — not as I ought." *' Why not, Reine 1 " " I can't tell, my heart is so heavy," she cried, putting her hand to her wet eyes. " Before this — accident as you will call it — I felt, oh, so different ! There was one night that I seemed to see and hear God deciding for us. I felt quite sure ; there was something in the air, something coming down from the sky. You may laugh, Everard ; but to feel that you are quite, quite sure that God is on your side, listening to you, and con- sidering and doing what you ask — oh, you can't tell what a thing it is ! " " I don't laugh, Reine ; very, very far from it, dear." " And then co be disappointed ! " sha cried ; " to feel a blank come over everything, as if there was no one to care, as if God! had forgotten or was thinking of something else ! I am not quite so bad as that now," bhe added, with a weary gesture > " but I feel as if it was not God, but only nature or chance or something, that does it. An accident, you all say — going out when we had better have stayed in ; a chance cloud blowing this way, when it might have blown some other way. Oh ! " cried Reine, " if that is all, what is the good of living 1 All ac- cidet s chance Nature turning this way or the other ; no one to sustain you if you are stumbling ; no one to say what is to be — and it is ! I do not care to live, I do not want to live if this is all there is to be in the world." She put her head down in her lap, hidden by her hands. Ever- ai'd stood over her, deeply touched and wondering, but with- out a word to say. What could he say 1 It had never in his life occurred to him to think on such subjects. No great trouble or joy, nothing which stirs the soul to its depths, had ever hap- pened to the young m^in in his easy existence. He had sailed over the sunny surface of things, and had been content. He could not answer anything to Reine in her first great conflict with the undiscovered universe — the first painful, terrible shadow that had ever come across her childish faith. He did not even under itand the pain it gave her, nor how so entirely specula' tive a matter could give pain. But though he was thus prevent- 1' WHITELADIES. 17J) ed from feeling the higher sympathy, he was very sorry for his little cousin, and reverent of her in this strange affliction. He put his hand softly, tenderly upon her hidden head, and stroked it in his ignorance, as he might have consoled a child. " Reine, I am not good enough to say anything to you, even if I knew," he said ; " and I don't know. I suppose God must always be at the bottom of it, whatever happens. We cannot tell or judge, can we ? for, you know, we cannot see any more than one side. That's all I know," he added humbly, stroking once more with a tender touch the bowed head which he could scarcely see. How diflferent this was from the life he had come from — from Madame de Mirfleur conspiring about Oscar and how to settle her daughter in life ! Reine, he felt, was as far away from it all as heaven is from earth ; and somehow he changed as he stood there, and felt a different man : though, indeed, he was not, I fear, at all different, and would have fallen away again in ten minutes, had the call of the gayer voices to which he was accustomed come upon his ear. His piety was of the good, honest, unthinking kind — a sort of placid, stubborn de- pendence upon unseen power and goodness, which is not to be shaken by any argument, and which outlasts all philosophy — thank heaven for it ! — a good sound magnet in its way, keep- ing the compass right, though it may not possess the higher attributes of spiritual insight or faith. Reine was silent for a time, in the silence that always follows an outburst of feeling ; but in spite of herself she was consoled — consoled by the voice and touch which were so soft and kind, and by the steady, unelevated, but in its way certain, reality of his assurance. God must be at the bottom of it all — Everard, without thinking much on the subject, or feeling very much, had always a sort of dull, practical conviction of that ; and this, like some firmj strong wooden prop to lean against, comforted the visionary soul of Reine. She felt the solid strength of it a kind of support to her, though there might be, indeed, more faith in her aching, miserable doubt than there was ill half-a-dozen such souls as Everard's ; yet the common-place was a support to the visionary in this as in so many other things. I t I 180 WHITELADIEB. " You want a change, too," said Everard. " You are worn out. Let us go to some of the simple places high up among the hills. I nave a selfish reason. I have just heard uf aome one coming who would — bore you very much. At least, he would bore me very much," said the youne man with forced candour. " Let us get away before he comes. " Is it some one from England 1 " said Keine. " I don't know where he is from — last. You don't know him. Never mind the fellow ; of course that's nothing to the purpose. But I do wish Herbert would try a less confined air." " It is strange that the doctor and you should agree so well," said Heine with a smile. " You are sure you did not put it into his head ? He wants us to go up to Appenzell, or some such place ; and Herbert is to take the cure des sapins and the cure de petit lait. It is a quiet place, where no tourists go. But, Everard, I don't think you must come with us ; it will be so dull for yon." " So what ] It is evident you want me to pay you compli- ments. I am determined to go. If I must not accompany you, I will hire a private mule of my own with a side-saddle. Why should not I do the cure de petit lait too 1 " " Ah, because you don't want it." " Is that a reason to be given seriously to a British tourist ? It is the very thing to make me go." " Everard, you laugh ; I wish I could laugh too," said Reine. " Probably Herbert wo^^l get better the sooner. I feel so heavy — so serious — not like other girls." " You were neither heavy nor serious in the old times," said Everard, looking down upon her with a stirring of fondness which was not love, in his heart, " when you used to be scolded for being so French. Did you ever dine solemnly in the hall since you grew up, Reine ? It is very odd. I could not help looking up to the gallery, and hearing the old scuffle in the corner, and wondering what you thought to see me sit- ting splendid with the aunts at table. It was verj* bewildering. I felt like two people, one sitting grown-up down below, the other whispering up in the corner with Reine and Bertie, look- ing on and thinking it something grand and awful. I shall go there and look at you when we are all at home again. You have never been at Whiteladies since you were grown up, Reine 1 " WHITFXADIES. 181 " No," she said, turning her face to him with a soft ghost of a laugh. It was nothing to call a laugh ; yet Everard felt proud of himself for having so far succeeded in turning her mood. The moon was up now, and i^hining upon her, making a whiteness all about her, and throwing shadows of the rails of the balcony, so that Rune's head rose as out of a cage ; but the look she turned to him was wistful, half beseeching, though Reine was not aware of it. She half put out her hand to him. He was helping her out of that prison of grief and anx- iety and wasted youth. " }Iow wonderful," shs said, " to think we were all children once, not afraid of anything I I can't make it out." " Speak for yourself, my queen," said Everard. " I was always mortally afraid of the ghost in the great staircase. I don't like to go up or down now by myself. Reine, I looked into the old playroom last time I was there. It was when poor Bertie was so ill. There were all our tops and our bats and your music, and I don't know what rubbish besides. It went to my heart. I had to rush off and do something, or I should have broken down and made a baby of myself." A soft sob came from Reine's throat and relieved her, a rush of tears came to her eyes. She looked up at him, the moon shining so ^vhitely on her face, and glistening in these blots of moisture, and took his hand in her impulsive way and kissed it, not able to speak. The touch of those velvet lips on his brown hand made Everard jump. Women the least experienced take a salutation sedately, like Maud in the poem ; it comes natural. But to a man the effect is different. He grew suddenly red and hot, and tingling to his very hair. He took her hand in both his with a kind of tender rage, and knelt down and kissed it over and over, as if to make up by forced exaggeration for that desecration of her maiden lips. " You must not do that," he said, quick and sharply, in tones that sounded almost angry ; ** you must never do that, Reine ; " and could not get over it, but repeated the words, haU-scolding her, half-weeping over her hand, till poor Reine, confused and bewildered, felt that something new had come to pass between them, and blushed overwhelmingly too, so that the moon had hard ado to keep the upper hand. She had to rise from her \ ',m IMAGE EVALUATION TEST TARGET (MT-3) A ^ .^\ 4l ^< ^ 1.0 1.1 1.25 ■50 1^ Ki^ la Bii B2.2 ■ 2.0 1.4 111.6 ■it 6" Photographic ScMices CorporatiGn 23 WIST MAIN STtKT WltSTII(,N.Y. USW (716)S73-4S03 182 WHITELADIES. seat on the balcony before she could get her hand from him, and felt, as it were, another, happier, more trivial life come rushing back upon her in a strange maze of pleasure and appre- hension and wonder and shamefacedness. " I think I hear Bertie calling," she said, out of the flutter and confusion of her heart, and went away like a ghost out of the moonlight, leaving Everard, come to himself, leaning against the window, and looking out blankly upon the nisht. Had he made a dreadful fool of himself ? he asked, when he was thus left alone ; then held up his hand, which she had kissed, and looked at it in his strange new thrill of emotion with a half-imbecile smile. He felt him3elf wondering that the place did not show in the moonlight, and at last put it up to his face, half-ashamed, though nobody saw him. What had happened to Everaid ? He himself could not tell. ■f WHITELIDIES. tSJj CHAPTER XX. DO not know ttdt English doctors have the gift of recom- mending thoHe pleasant simple fictions of treatment which bring their patient face to face with nature, and give that greatest nurse full opportunity to try her powers^ as Continen- tal doctors do, in cases where medicine has already tried its powers and failed — the grape cure, the whey cure, the fir-tree cure — turning their patient as it were into the fresh air, among the trees, on the hillsides, and leaving the rest to the mother of us all. Fran9ois was already strong in the opinion that his master's improvement arose from the sapins that perfumed the air in the Kanderthal, and made a solemn music in the wind ; and the cure de petit lait in the primitive valleys of Appenzell commended itself to the young fanciful party, and to Herbert himself, whose mind was extremely taken up by the idea. He had no sooner heard of it than he began to find the Kanderthal close and airless, as £verard suggested to him, and in his pro- gressing convalescence the idea of a little change and novelty was deliehtful to the lad thus creeping back across the thresh- old of li&. Already he felt himself no invalid, but a young man, with all a young man's hopes before him. When he re- turned from his daily expedition in his chair he would get out and saunter about for ten minutes, assuming an easy and, as far as he could, a robust air, in front of the hotel, and would answer to the inquiries of the visitors that he was getting strong fast, and hoped soon to be all right. That interruption, however, to his first half-miraculous recovery had affected Her- bert something in the same way as it affected Keine. He too had fallen out of the profound sense of an actual interposition of Providence in his favour, out of the saintliness of that reso- lution to be henceforth " good " beyond measure, by way of proving their gratitude, which had affected them both in so childlike a way. The whole matter had slid back to the lower level of ordinary agencies, nature, accident, what the doctor i 'i 184 WHITELADIES. h m^ did and the careful inirses, what the patient swallowed, the equality of the temperature kept up in his room, and so forth. This shed a strange blank over it all to Herbert as well as to his sister. He did not seem to have the same tender and awe- struck longing to be good. His recovery was not the same thing as it had been. He got better in a common way, as other men get better. He had come down from the soft eminence on which he had felt himself, and the change had a vulgarising effect, lowering the level somehow of all his thoughts. But Herbert's mind was not sufficiently visionary to feel this as a definite pain, as Reine did. He accepted it, sufficiently content, and perhaps easier on the lower level ; and then to feel the springs of health stirring and bubbling after the long languor of deadly sickness is delight enough to dismiss all secondary emotions from the heart. Herbert was anxious to make another move, to appear before a new population, who would not be so sympathetic, so conscious that he had just escaped the jaws of death. " They are all a little disappointed that I did not die," he said. " The village people don't like it — they have been cheated out of their sensation. I should like to come back in a year or so, when I am quite strong, and show myself ; but in the meantime let's move on. If £verard stays, we shall be quite jolly enough by ourselves, we three. We shan't want any other society. I am ready whenever you please." As for Madame de Mirfleur, however, she was quite indis- posed for this move. She protested on Herbert's behalf, but was silenced by the doctor's opinion. She protested on her own account that it was quite impossible she could go further o£f into those wilds and further from her home, but was stopped by Reine, who begged her mamma not to think of that, since Fran9ois and she had so often had the charge of Herbert. " I am sure you will be glad to get back to M. de Mirfleur and the children," Reino said with an ironical cordiality which •he might have spared, as her mother never divined what she meant. " Yes," Madame de Mirfleur answered quite seriously, " that is true, ch^rie. Of course I shall be glad to get home where they all want me so much ; though M. de Mirfleur, to whom I WHITELADIES. 185 am sorry to see you never do justice, has been very good and has not complained. Still the children are very young, and it is natural I should be anxious to get home. But see what happened last time I went away," said the mother, not dis- pleased perhaps, much as she lamented its consequences, to have this proof of her own importance handy. " I should never forgive myself if it occurred again." Reine grew pale and then red, moved beyond bearing, but she dared not say anything, and could only clench her little hands and go out to the balcony to keep herself from replying. Was it her fault that the thunderstorm came down so suddenly out of a clear sky ? She was not the only one who had been deceived. Were there not ever so many parties on the moun- tains who came home drenched and frightened, though they had experienced guides with them who ought to have known the changes of the sky better than poor little Reine ? Still she could not say that this might not have been averted had the mother been there, and thus she was driven frantic and escaped into the balcony and shut her lips close that she might not reply. " But I shall go with them and see them safe, for the journey, at least ; you may confide in my discretion," said Everard. Madame de Mirfleur gave him a look, and then looked at Reine upon the balcony. It was a significant glance and filled Everard with very disagreeable emotions. What did the wo- man mean 1 He fell back upon the consciousness that she was French, which of coarse explained a great deal. French ob- servers always have nonsensical and disagreeable thoughts in their mind. They never can be satisfied with what is, but must always carry out every line of action to its logical end — an intolerable mode of proceeding. Why should she look from him to Reine ? Everard did not consider that Madame de Mirfleur had a dilemma of her own in respect to the two which ought to regulate her movements, and which in the meantime embarrassed her exceedingly. She took Reine aside, not know- ing what else to say. " Ch^rie," she said, for she was always kind and indulgent, and less moved than an English mother might have been by her child's petulance. " I am not happy about this new fancy [■'I r 186 WHITELADIES. my poor Herbert and you have in the head — the cousin, this Everard ; he is very comme il faut, what you call nice, and sufficiently good-looking and young. What will any one say to me if I let my Reine go away wandering in lonely places with this young man 1 " " It is with Herbert I am going," said Reine, hastily. " Mam- ma, do not press me too far ; there are some things I could not bear. Everard is nothing to me," she added, feeling her cheeks flush and a great desire to cry come over her. She could not laugh and take this suggestion lightly, easily, as she wished to do, but grew serious, and flushed, and angry in spite of her- -.3lf. " My dearest, I did not suppose so," said the mother, always kind, but studying the girl's face closely with her suspicions aroused. " I must think of what is right for you, ch6rie," she said. '' It is not merely what one feels ; Herbert is still ill ; he will require to retire himself early, to take many precautions, to avoid the chill of evening and of morning, to rest at midday; and what will my Reine do then 1 You will be left with the cousin. I have every confidence in the cousin, my child ; he is good and honourable, and will take no advantage." " Mamma, do you think what you are saying 1 " said Reine, almost with violence ; " have not you confidence in me 1 What have I ever done that you should speak like this 1 " " You have done nothing, ch6rie, nothing," said Madame de Mirfleur. " Of course in you I have every confidence— that goes without saying ; but it is the man who has to be thought of in such circumstances, not the young girl who is ignorant of the world, and who is never to blame. And then we must consider what people will say. You will have to pass hours alone with the cousin. People will say, ' What is Madame de Mirfleur thinking of to leave her daughter thus unprotected 1 ' It will be terrible ; I shall not know how to excuse myself." " Then it is of yourself, not of me, you are thinking," said Reine with fierce calm. " You are unkind, my child," said Madame de Mirfleur. " I do indeed think what will be said of me — that I have neglected my duty. The world will not blame you ; they wul say, WHITELADTES. 187 ' What could the mother be thinking of?' But it is on you, ch^rie, that the penalty would fall." " You could tell the world that your daughter was English, used to protect herself, or rather, not needing any protection," said Reinc -, " and that you had your husband and children to think of, and could not give your attention to me," she added bitterly. " That is true, that is true," said Madame de Mirfleur. The irony was lost upon her. Of course the husband and children were the strongest of all arguments in favour of leaving Reine to her own guidance ; but as she was a conscientious woman, anxious to do justice to all her belongings, it may be believed that she did not make up her mind easily. Poor soul ! not to speak of M. de Mirfleur, the babble of Jeanot and Babctte, who never contradicted nor crossed her, in whose little lives there were no problems, who, so long as they were kept from having too much fruit and allowed to have everything else they wanted, were always pleased and satisfactory, naturally had a charm to their mother which these English children of hers, who were only half hers, and who set up so many independent opinions and caused her so much anxiety, were destitute of. Poor Madame de Mirfleur felt very deeply how different it was to have grown up young people to look after, and how much easier as well as sweeter to have babies to pet and spoil. She sighed a very heavy sigh. ** I must take time to think it over again," she said. " Do not press me for an answer, ch^rie ; I must think it over ; though how I can go away so much further, or how I can let you go alone, I know not. I will take to-day to think of it ; do not say any more to-day." Now I will not say that after the scene in the balcony which I have recorded, there had not been a little thrill and tremour in Heine's bosom, half pleasure, half fright, at the notion of going to the mountains in Everard's close company ; and that the idea her mother had suggested, that Herbert's invalid habits must infallibly throw the other two much together, had not al- ready passed through Reine's mind with very considerable doubts as to the expediency of the proceeding ; but as she was eighteen, and not a paragon of patience or any other perfection, the moment that Madame de Mirfleur took up this view of the r 4 in ''i| :| II i'il 188 WHITELADIE8. I ! : - jA I question, Reine grew angry and felt insulted, and anxious to prove that she could walk through all the world by Everard's tide, or that of any other, without once stooping from her high maidenly indifference to all men, or committing herself to any foolish sentiment. Everard, too, had his private cogitations on the same subject. He was old enough to know a little, though only a very little, about himself, and he did ask himself in a vague, indolent sort of way whether he was ready to accept the possible consequen- ces of being shut up in a mountain solitude like that of Ap- penzell, not even with Reine, dear reader, for he knew his own weakness, but with any pretty and pleasant girl. Half whim- sically he admitted to himself, carefully and with natural deli- cacy endeavouring to put away Reine personally from the ques- tion, that it was more than likely that he would put himself at the feet, in much less than six weeks, of any girl in these ex- ceptional circumstances. And he tried conscientiously to ask himself whether he was prepared to accept the consequences, to settle down with a wife in his waterside cottage, on his very moderate income, or to put himself into unwelcome and unac- customed harness of work in order to make that income more. Everard quaked and trembled, and acknowledged within him- self that it would be much better policy to go away, and even to run the risk of being slighted by Kate and Sophy, who would lead him into no such danger. He felt that this was the thing to do ; and almost made up his mind to do it But in the course of the afternoon, he went out to walk by Herbert's wheeled chair to the fir-trees, and instantly, without more ado or any hesitation, plunged into all sorts of plans for what they were to do at Appenzell. " My dear fellow," said Herbert laughing, " you don't think I shall be up to all those climbings and raids upon the moun- tains 1 You and Reine must do them, while I lie under the fir-trees and drink whey. I shall watch you with a telescope," said the invalid. "To be sure," said Everard cheerily; "Reine and I will have to do the climbing," and this was his way of settling the ques, tion and escaping oiit of temptation. He looked at Reine- who did not venture to look at him^ and felt his heart thrill WHITELADIES. 189 !i ^ with the prospect. How could he leave Herbert, who wanted flim BO much ? he asked himself. Cheerful company was half the battle, and variety, and some one to laugh him out of his invalid fancies ; and how was it to be expected that ReinecouM laugh and be cheery all by herself) It would be injurious lo both brother and sister, he felt sure, if he left them, for Reine was already exhausted with the long, unassisted strain ; and what would kind Aunt Susan, the kindest friend of his youth, say to him if he deserted the young head of the house 1 Thus the question was decided with aconsiderable divergence, as will be perceived, between the two diflferent lines of argu- ment, and between the practical and the logical result. Madame de Mirfleur, though she was more exact in her rea- sonings, by right of her nation, than these two unphilosophical young persons, followed in some respect their fashion of argu- ment, being swayed aside, as they were, by personal feelings. She did not at all require to think on the disftdvantages of the projected expedition, which were as clear as noonday. Reine ought not, she knew, to be left alone, as she would constantly be, by her brother's sickness, with Everard, whom she herself had selected as a most desirable parti for her daughter. To throw the young people thus together was against all les convenances : it was actually tempting them to commit some folly or other, putting the means into their hand, encouraging them to forget themselves. But then, on the other hand, Ma- dame de Mirfleur said to herself, if the worst came to the worst, and they did fall absurdly in love with each other, and make an exhibition of themselves, there would be no great harm done, and she would have the ready answer to all objectors, that she had already chosen the young man for her daughter, and consid- ered him as Reine's fianc6. This she knew would stop all mouths. " Comme nous devons nous marier ! " says the charming ingenue in Alfred de Musset'e pretty play, when her lover, half awed, half emboldened by her simplicity, wonders she bhould see no harm in the secret interview he asks. Madame de Mirfleur felt that if anything came of it she could silence all cavillers by " C'est son fianc^," just as at present she could make an end of all critics by " C'est son cousin." As for Oscar de Bonneville, il l- U I ill 190 WHITELADIEH. Bi all hopes of him were over if the party made this sudden move, and she must resign herself to that misfortune. Thus Madame de Mirfleur succeeded like the others in per- suading herself that what she wanted to do, t.e., return to her husband and children, and leave the young people to their own devices, was in reality the best and kindest thing she could do for them, and that she was securing their best interests at a sacrifice of her own feelings. It was Herbert whose office it was to extort this consent from her ,: but to him in his weakness she skimmed lightly over the difficulties of the situation. He could talk of nothing else, bavins got the excitement of change, like wine into his head. " Mamma you are not going to set yourself against it. Reine says you do not like it ; but when you think what the doctor said " He was lyine down for his rest after his airing, and very bright-eyed he looked in his excitement, and fragile, like a crea- ture whom the wind might blow away. " I will set myself against nothing you wish, my dearest," said his mother : <' but you know, mon 'Erbert, how I am torn in pieces. I cannot go further from home. M. de Mirfleur is very good ; but now that he knows you are better, how can I expect him to consent that I should go still further away 1 " ** Reine will take very good care of me, petite m^re," said Herbert coaxingly, " and that kind fellow, Everard " " Yes, yes, ch6ri, I know they will take care of you ; though your mother does not like to trust you altogether, even to your sister," she said with a sigh ; *' but I must think of my Reine too," she added. " Your kind Everard is a young man and Reine is a young girl, a fiUe k marier, and if I leave them together with only you for a chaperon, what will every- body say 1 " Upon which Herbert burst into an unsteady boyish laugh. " Why, old Everard ? " he cried ; <* he is Reine's brother as much as I am. We were all brought up together ; we were like one family." " I have already told mamma so," said Reine rising, and going to the window with a severe air of youthful offence, though her heart was beating and plunging in her breast. She hf th m WHITELADIES. 191 I had not told her mother so, and this Madame de Mirfleur knew, though perhaps the ^irl herself was not aware of it ; but the mother was far too wiue to take any advantage of this slip. "Yes, my darlings," she said,*'! know it is so; I have always heard him spoken of so, and he is very kind to you, my Herbert, so kind that he makes me love him," she said with natural tears coming to her eyes. " I have been thinking about it all till my head aches. Even if you were to stay here, I could not remain much longer now you are better, and as we could not send him away, it would come to the same thing here. I will tell you what I have thought of doing. I will leave my maid, my good Julie, who is fond of you both, to take care of Reine." Heine turned round abruptly, with a burning blush on her face, and a wild impulse of resistance in her heart. Was Julie to be left as a policeman to watch and pry, as if she, Reine, could not take care of herself 1 E :t the girl met her mother's eye, which was quite serene and always kind, and her heart smote her for the unnecessary rebellion. She could not yield or res- train herself all at once, but she turned round again and stared out of the window, which was uncivil, but better, the reader will allow, than flying out in un filial wrath. " Well," said Herbert approvingly, on whom the intimation had a very soothing effect, " that will be a good thing, mamma, for Reine certainly does not take care of herself. She would wear herself to death if I and £vcrard and Francois would let her. Par example ! " cried the young man laughing, " who is to be Julie's chaperon 1 If you are afraid of Reine flirting with Everard, which is not her way, who is to prevent Julie flirting with Fran9ois 1 And I assure you he is not at all rang^, he, but a terrible fellow. Must I be her chaperon too 1 " "Ah, mon bien-aim^, how it does me good to hear you laugh ! " cried Madame de Mirfleur, with tears in her eyes ; and this joke united the little family more than tons of wisdom could have done ; for Reine, too, mollified in a moment, came in from the window half crying, half laughing, to kiss her brother out of sheer gratitude to him for having recovered that blessed faculty. And the invalid was pleased with himself for the effect he had produced, and relished his own wit and repeated it to !-'l 192 WHITELADIR8. ! Everard, when he made his appearance, with fresh peals of laughter, which made them all the best of friends. The removal was accomplished two days after, Everard in the meantime makine an expedition to that metropolitan place Thun, which bhey all felt to be a greater emporium of luxurv tnan London or Paris, and from which he brought a carriage full of comforts of every description to make up what might be wanting to Herbert's ease, and to their table among the higher and more primitive hills. I cannot tell you how they travelled, dear reader, because I do not auite know which is the way — but they started from the Kanderthal in the big carriage Ever- ard had brought from Thun, with all the people in the hotel out on the steps to watch them, and wave kindly farewells, and call out to them friendly hopes for the invalid. Madame de Mirileur cried, and sobbed, and smiled, and waved her handkerchief from her own carriage, which accompanied their's a little bit of the way, when the moment of parting came. Her mind was satisfied when she saw Julie safe on the banquette by Fran9ois' side. Julie was a kind Frenchwoman of five-and- thirty, very indulgent to the young people, who were still chil- dren to her, and whom she had spoiled in her day. She had wept to think she was not going back to fiabette, but had dried her eyes on contemplating Reine. And the young party them- selves were not alarmed by Julie. They made great capital of Herbert's joke, which was not perhaps quite so witty as they all thought ; and thus went off with more youthful tumult, smiles, and excitement than the brother and sister had known for years, to the valleys of the High Alps and all the unknown things — life or death, happiness or misery — that might be await- ing them in those unknown regions. It would perhaps be wrong to say that they went without fear of one kind or another ; but the fe^ had a thrill in it inrhich was almost as good as joy. WIIITEIADIES. lf)3 CIIAPTKH XXI. I HE news of Herbert's second rally, and the hopeful state in which he was, did not create so great a sensation among his relations as the first had done. The people who were not so deeply interested as Reine, and to whom die life or death was of secondary importance, nevertheless shared something of her feeling. He was no longer a creature brought up from the edge of the grave, miraculously or semi-miracu- lously restored to life and hope, but a sick man fallen back again into the common conditions of nature, varying as others vary, now better, now worse, and probably as all had made up their mind to the worst, merely showing, with perhaps more force than usual, the well-known uncertainty of consumptive patients, blazing up in the socket with an effort which, though repeated, was still a last effort, and had no real hopefulness in it. This they all thought, from Miss Susan, who wished for his recovery, to Mr. Farrel- Austin, whose wishes were exactly the reverse. They wished, and they did not wish, that he might set better ; but they no longer believed it as possible. Even Augustine paused in her absolute faith, and allowed a faint wonder to cross her mind as to what was meant by this strange dispensation. She asked to have some sign given her whether or not to go on praying for Herbert's restoration. " It might be that this was a token to ask no more," she said to Dr. Richard, who was somewhat scandalised by the sug- gestion. " If it is not intended to save him, this may be a sign that his name should be mentioned no longer." Dr. Richard, though he was not half so truly confident as Augustine was in the acceptaoility of her bedesmen's and bedes- women's prayers, was yet deeply shocked by this idea. " So long as I am chaplain at the Almshouses, so long shall the poor boy be commended to God in every litany I say ! " he declared with energy, firm as ever in his duty and the church's laws. It was dreadful to him, Dr. Richard said, to be thus as i^ 194 WHITELADIES. it were subordinate to a lady, liable to her suggestions, which were contrary to every rubric, though, indeed, he never took them. ** I suffer much from having these suggestions made to me, though I thank God I have never given in — never ! and never wUl ! " said the old chaplain, with tremulous heroism. He bemoaned himself to his wife, who believed in him heartily, and comforted him, and to Miss Susan, who gave him a short answer, and to the rector, who chuckled and was delighted. '' [ always said it was m odd position," he said ; '' but of course you knew when you entered upon it how you would be." This was all the consolation he got except from his wife, who always entered into his feelings, and stood by him on every occasion with her smelling-salts. And the more Miss Augus- tine thought that it was unnecessary to pray further for her nephew, the more clearly Dr. Richard enunciated his name every time that the litany was said. The Almshouses sided with the doctor, I am bound to add, in this, if not in the ma- jority of subjects ; and old Mrs. Matthews was one of the jhief of his partisans, " for while there is life there is hope," she justly said. But while they were thus thrown back from «heir first hopes about Herbert, Miss Susan was surprised one night by anothei piece of information, to her as exciting as anything about him could be. She had gone to her room one August night rather earlier than usual, though the hours kept by the household at Whiteladies were always early. Martha had gone to Jtd in the anteroom, where she slept within call of her mistress, and all the house, except Miss Susan herself, was stilled in slumber. Miss Susan sat wrapped in her dressing-gown, reading before she went to bed, as it had always been her habit to do. She had a choice of excellent books for this purpose on a little shelf at the side of her bed, each with markers in it to keep the place. They were not all religious literature, but good " sound reading " books, of the kind of which a little goes a long way. She was seated with one of these excellent volumes on her knee, perhaps because she was thinking over what she had just read, perhaps because her attention had flagged. Her atten- tion, it must be allowed, had lately flagged a good deal, since shr had an absorbing subject of thought, and she had taken to WHITELADTES. 195 novels and other light reading, to her considerable disgust, finding that these trifling productions had more power of dis-. tracting her from her own contemplations than works more worth studying. She was seated thus, as I have said, in the big easy chair, with her feet on a footstool, her dressing-gown wrapping her in its large and loose folds, and her lamp burning clear on the little table — with her book on her lap, not reading, but thinking — when all at once her ear was caught by the sound of a horse galloping heavily along the somewhat heavy road. It was not later than half-past ten when this happened, buu half-past ten was a very late hour in the parish of St. Austin. Miss Susan knew at once, by intuition, the moment she heard the sound, that this laborious messenger, floundering along upon his heavy steed, was coming to her. Her heart began to beat. Whiteladies was at some distance from a tele- graph station, and she had before now received news in this way. She opened her window softly and looked out. It was a dark night, raining hard, cold and comfortless. She listened to the hoofs coming steadily, noisily along, and waited till the messenger appeared, as she felt sure he would, at the door. Then she went down-stairs quickly, and undid the bolts and bars, and received the telegram. " Thank you ; good night," she said to him, mechanically, not knowing what she was about, and stumbling again up the dark, oaken c»aircase, which ci'eaked under her foot, and where a ghost was said to " walk." Miss Susan herself, though she was not superstitious, did not like to turn her head towards ;he door of the glazed passage, which led to the old playrroom and the musicians' gallery. Her heart felt sick and faint within her : she believed that she held the nev/s of ilerbert's death in her hand, though she had no light to read it, and if Herbert himself had ap- peared to her, standing wan and terrible at that door, she would not have felt surprised. Her own room, was in a dis- order which she could not account for when she i cached it again and shut the door, for it did not at first occur to her that she had left the window wide open, letting in the wind, which had scattered her little paraphernaha about, and the rain which had made a great wet stain upon the old oak floor. She tore the envelope open, feeling more and more sick and faint, the i?:f ii i ml 196 WHITELADIES. K ' chill of the night going llirougb ana through lu r, .mtl a deupei chill in her heart. So deeply had one thought taken posses- sion of her, that when she read the words in this startling mis- sive, she could not at first make out what they meant. For it was not an intimation of death, but of birth. Miss Susan stared at it first, and then sat down in her chair and tried to understand what it meant. And this was what she read : — •'* Dieu soit lou6, un garcon. N6 k deux heures et demi de Papr^s-midi ce 16 AoAt. Lou6 soit le bon Dieu." Miss Susan could not move ; her whole being seemed seized with cruel pain. " Praised be God. God be praised ! " She gave a low cry, and fell on her knees by her bedside. Was it to echo that ascription of praise 1 The night wind blew in and blew about the flame of the lamp and of the dim night-light in the other corner of the room, and the rain rained in, making a larger and larger circle, like a pool of blood on the floor. A huge shadov7 of Miss Susan flickered upon the opposite wall, cast by the waving lamp which was behind her. She lay motion- less, now and then uttering a low, painful cry, with her face hid against the bed. But this could not last. She got up after a while, and shut the window, and drew the curtains as before, and picked up the handkerchief, the letters, the little prayer-book, which the wind had tossed i:bout, and put back her book on its shelf. She had no one to speak to and she did not, you may suppose, speak to herself, though a strong impulse moved her to go and wake Martha ; not iliat she could have confided in Mf rtha, but only to have the comfort of a human face to look at, and a voice to say something to her, difl^erent from that " Dieu soit lou6 — lou6 soit le bon Dieu," which seemed to ring in her ears. But Miss Susan knew that Martha would be cros- if she were roused, and that no one in the peaceful house would do more than stare at this information she had received ■ no one would take the least interest in it for itself, and no one, no one ! could tell what it was to her. She was very cold, but she could not go to bed ; the hoofs of the horse receding into the dis- tance seemed to keep echoing into her ears long after they must have got oMt of hearing ; every creak of the oaken boards, as she walked up and down, seemed to be some voice calling WHITELADIES. 197 tO her. And how the old boards creaked ! like so many spec- tators, ancestors, old honourable people of the house, crowe bullied. They were scarcely interested in the news of a new heir. " Herbert being better, what does it matter ? " said Kate and Sophy. " I could under- WHITELADIES. 199 staDcl you being in a state of mind about him. It is hard, after calculating upon the property, to have him get better in spite of you." said one of these young ladies, with the frankness natural to her kind, " but what does it matter now if there were a whole regiment of babies in the way 1 Isn't a miss as good as a mile 1 " This philosophy did not affect the wrathful and dissatis- fied man, who had no faith in Herbert's recovery — but it satisfied the girls, who thought papa was getting really too bad ; yet, as they managed to get most things they wanted, were not parti- cularly impressed even by the loss of Whiteladies. " What with Herbert getting better and this new baby, whoever it is, I suppose old Susan will be in great fig," the. one sister said. "I. wish them joy of their old tumble-down hole of a place," said the other ; and so their lament was made for the vanished hope. Thus life passed on with all the personages involved in this history. The only other incident that happened just then was one which concerned the little party in Switzerland. Everard was summoned home in haste, when he had scarcely done more than escort his cousins to their new quarters, and so that little romance, if it had ever been likely to come to a romance, was nipped in the bud. He had to come back about business, which with the unoccupied and moderately rich, means almost invariably bad fortune. His money, not too much to start with, hrd been invested in doubtful hands ; and when he reached England he found that he had lost half of it by the delinquency of a manager who had run away with his money, and that of a great many people besides. Everard, de- prived at a blow of half his income, was fain to take the first employment that offered, which was a mission to the West Indies, to look after property there, partly his own, partly be- longing to his fellow-sufferers, which had been allowed to drop into that specially hopeless Slough of Despond which seems natural to West Indian affairs. He went away, poor fellow, feeling that life had changed totally for him, and leaving be- hind both the dreams and the reality of existence. His care- less days were all over. What he had to think of Bow was how to save the little that remained to him, and do his duty by the others who, on no good grounds, only because he had n I. •1 ^ I 200 VVHITKLADIES. been energetic and ready, had intrusted their interests to him. Why they should have trusted him, who knew nothing of business, and whose only qualification was that gentlemanly vagabondage which is always ready to go off to the end of the world at a moment's notice, Everard could not tell ; but he meant to do his best; if only to secure some other occupa- tion for himself when this job was done. This was rather a sad interruption, in many ways, to the iroung man's careless life ; and they all felt it as a shock. He eft Herbert under the pine-trees, weak but hopeful, looking as if any breeze might make an end of him, so fragile was he, the soul shining through him almost visibly, yet an air of recovery about him which gave all lookers-on a tremulous confidence ; and Reine, with moisture in her eyes which she did not try to conceal, and an ache in her heart which she did conceal, but Eoorly. Everard had taken his cousin's privilege, and kissed er on the forehead when he went away, trying not to think of the deep blush which surged up to the roots of her hair. But poor Reine saw him go with a pang which she could disclose to nobody, and which at first seemed to fill her heart too full of pain to be kept down. She had not realized, till he was gone, how great a place he had taken in her little world ; and the surprise was as great as the pain. How dreary the valley looked, how lonely her life when his carriage drove away down the hill to the world ! How the Alpine heights seemed to close in, and the very sky to contract ! Only a few days be- fore, when they arrived, everything had looked so different. Now even the friendly tourists of the Kanderthal would have been some relief to the dead blank of solitude which closed over Reine. She had her brother, as always, to nurse and care for, and watch daily and hourly on his passage back to life, and many were the forlorn moments when she asked her- self what did she want more 1 what had she ever desired more ? Many and many a day had Reine prayed, and pledged herself in her prayers, to be contented with anything, if Herbert was but spared to her ; and now Herbert was spared and getting better — yet lo ! she was miserable. The poor girl had a toUgh battle to fight with herself in that lonely Swiss valley, but she stood to her arms, even when capable of little more, and kept WHITELADIES. 201 up her courage so heroically, that when for the first time Herbert wrote a little note to Everard as he had promised, he assured the traveller that he had scarcely missed him, Reine had been so bright and so kind. When Reine read this little letter she felt a pang of mingled pain and pleasure. She had not betrayed herself. " But it is a little unkind to Everard to say I have been so bright since his going," she said, feeling her voice thick with tears. " Oh, he will not mind," said Herbert lightly, "j.nd you know it is true. After a11, though he was a delightful companion, there is nothing so sweet as being by ourselves," the sick iDoy added with undoubting confidence. " Oh, what a trickster I am ' " poor Reine said to herself ; and she kissed him, and told him that she hoped he would think so always, always ! which Herbert promised in sheer lightness of heart. And thus we leave this helpless pair, like the rest, to them- selves for a year ; Herbert to get better as he could, Reine to fight her battle out, and win it so far, and recover the calm of use and wont. Eventually the sky widened to her, and the hills drew farther off, and the oppression loosened from her heart. She took Herbert to Italy in October, still mending ; and wrote long and frequer t letters about him to Whiteladies, boasting of his walks and increasing strength, and promising that next summer he should go hor e. I don't want the reader to think that Reine had altogether lost her heart during this brief episode. It came back to her after a while, having been only vagrant, errant, as young hearts will be by times. She had but learned to know, for the first time in her life, what a difference happens in this world according to the presence or absence of one being ; how such an one can fill up the space and pervade the atmosphere ; and how, suddenly going, he seems to carry everything away with him. Her battle and struggle and pain were half owing to the shame and distress with which she found out that a man could do this, and had' done it, though only for a few days, to herself ; leaving her in a kind of blank despair when he was gone. But she got rid of this feeling (or thought she did), and the world settled back into its right proportions, and she said to herself that she was again her own mistress. Yet there were moments, when the 'Ml fil llii II *'i \m JL. 202 WHITELADIEa stars were shining, when the twilight was falling, when the moon was up — or sometimes in the very heat of the day, when a sensible young woman has no right to give way to folly — whenReine all at once would feel not her own mistress, and the world again would all melt away to make room for one shadow. As the winter passed, however, she got the better of this sensa- tion daily, she was glad to think. To be sure there was no reason why she should not think of Everard if she liked ; but her main duty was to take care of Herbert, and to feel once more, if she could, as she had once felt, and as she still professed to feel, poor child, in her prayers, that if Herbert only lived she would ask for nothing more. I WHITErJiDIES. 203 CHAPTER XXII. BOUT two years after the events I have just described, in the autumn, when life was low and dreary at White- ladies, a new and unexpected visitor arrived at the old house. Herbert and his sister had not come home that sum- mer as they had hopp'^ — nor even the next. He was better, almost out of the doctor's hands, having taken, it was evident, a new lease of life. But he was not strong, nor could ever be; his life, though renewed, and though it might now last for years, could never be anything but that of an invalid. So much all bis advisers had granted. He might last as long as any of the vigorous persons round him, by dint of care and constant watchfulness ; but it was not likely that he could ever be a strong man like others, or that he could live without taking care of himself, and being taken care of. This, which they would ttll have hailed with gratitude while he was very ill, seemed but a pale kind of blessedness now when it was assured, and when it became certain that his existence must be spent in thinking about his health, in moving from one place to another as the season went on, according as this place or the other " agreed with him," seeking the cool in summer and the warmth in win- ter, with no likelihood of ever being delivered from this bond- age. He had scarcely found this out himself, poor fellow, but still entertained hopes of getting strong, at some future moment always indefinitely postponed. He had not been quite strong enough to venture upon England during the summer, much as he had looked forward to it ; and though in the meantime he had come of age and nominally assumed the control of his own afifairs, the celebration of this coming of age had been a dreary business enough. • Farrel-Austin, looking as black as night, and feeling himself a man swindled and cheated out of his rights, had been present at the dinner of the tenantry, in spite of him- self, and with sentiments towards Herbert which may be divined ; and ^yith only such dismal pretence at delight as coulc\ 204 WHITELADIES. be shown by the family solicitor, whose head was full of other things, the rejoicings had passed over. There had been a great field-day, indeed, at the Almshouse chapel, where the old peo- ple with their cracked voices tried to chant the twentieth and twenty-first Psalms, and were much bewildered in their old souls as to whom " the king " might be whose desire of his heart they thus prayed God to grant. Mrs. Matthews alone, who was more learned theologically than her neighbours, having been brought up a Methody, professed to some undercitandin,i< of it ; but even she was wonderfully confused between King David and a greater than he, and poor young Herbert whose birthday it was. " He may be the squire, if you please, and if so be as he lives," said old Sarah, who was Mrs. Matthews's rival, " many's the time I've nursed him, and carried him about in my arms, and who should know if I don't ? But there ain't no power in this world as can make young Mr. Herbert king o' England, so long as the Prince o' Wales is to the fore, and the rest o' them. If Miss Augustine was to swear to it, I knows better ; and you can tell her that from me." " He can't be king o' England," said Mrs. Matthews, " neither me nor Miss Augustine thinks of anything of the kind. It's awful to see such ignorance o' spiritual meanings. What's the Bible but spiritual meanings 1 You don't take the blessed word right off according to what it says." " That's the difference between you and me," said old Sarah boldly. " 1 does ; and I hope I practise my Bible, instead of turning it off into any kind of meanings. I've always heard as that was one of the differences atween Methodies and good steady church folks." " Husht, husht, here's the doctor a-coming," said old Mrs. ToUaday, who kept the peace between the parties, but liked to tell the story of their conflicts afterwards to any understanding ear. " I dun-no much about how Mr. Herbert, poor lad, could be the king myself," she said to the vicar, who was one of her frequent auditors, and who dearly liked a joke about the Alms- houses, which were a kind of imperium in imperio^ a separate principality within his natural dominions ^ " but Miss Augus- tine warn't meaning that. If she's queer, she ain't a rebel nor nothing o' that sort, but says her prayers for the queen regular, WHITELADIES. 205 other like the rest of us. As for meiiiiitij^s, Tolla«liiy says to iin% we've no call to go searching for meanings like them two, but just to do what we're told, as is the whole duty of man, me and Tolla- day says. As for them two, they're us good as r play. * King David was 'im as had all his desirt^s granted 'im, and long life and help out o* Sion,* said Mrs. Matthews. * And a nice per- son he was to have all his wants,* says old Sarah. * I'd ha* shut my door pretty fast in the man's face if he'd come here asking help, I can tell you. Call him a king if you please, but I calls him no better nor the rest — a-peepin' and a spyin* ' " " What did she mean by that 1 " asked the vicar, amused but wondering. " 'Cause of the woman as was a-washing of herself, sir,'* said Mrs. ToUaday, modestly looking down. " Sarah can't abide him for that ; but I says as maybe it was a strange sight so long agone. Folks wasn't so thoughtful of washings and so forth in old times. When I was in service myself, which is a good bit since, there wasn't near the fuss about baths as there is nowadays, not even among the gentlefolks. Says Mrs. Matthews, * He was a man after God's own heart, he was.' ' I ain't a-going to find fault with my Maker, it ain't my place,* says Sarah ; ' but I don't approve o' His taste.' And that's as true as I stand here. She's a bold woman, is old Sarah. There's many as might think it, but few as would say it. Anyhow, I can't get it out o' my mind as it was somehow Mr. Herbert as we was a chanting of, and never King David. Poor man, he's dead this years and years," said Mrs. ToUaday, " and you know, as well as me, sir, that there are no devices nor labours found, nor wisdom, as the hymn says, underneath the ground.** " Well, Mrs. ToUaday," said the vicar, who had laughed his laugh out, and bethought himself of what was due to his pro- fession, " let us hope that young Mr. Austin's desires will all be good ones, and that so we may pray God to give them to him, without anything amiss coming of it." " That*s just what I say, sir," said Mrs. ToUaday, " it's for all the world like the toast as used to be the fashion in my young days, when folks drank not to your health, as they do now, but to your wishes, if so be as they were vartuous. Many a time that*s been done to me, when I was a young girl ; and I am i I ! I t!i 206 WHITELADIES. sure," she added with a curUuy, taking the glass of wine with which the vicar usually rewarded the amusement her cossip gave him, <' as I may say that to you and not be afraid ; I drinks to your wishes, sir.' " As long as they are virtuous," said the vicar laughing ; and for a long time after he was very fond of retailing ola Sarah's difference of opinion with her Maker, which perhaps the gentle reader may have heard attributed to a much more important perbon. Miss Susan gave the almshouse people a gorgeous supper in the evening, at which I am grieved to say old John Simmons had more beer than was good for him, and volunteered a song, to the great horror of the chaplain and the chaplain's wife, and many spectators from the village who had come to see the poor old souls enjoying this unusual festivity. " Let him sing if he likes,'' old Sarah cried, who was herself a little jovial. " It's something for you to tell, you as comes a finding-fault and a-pry- ing at poor old folks enjoying themselves once in a way." " Let them stare," said Mrs. Matthews, for once backing up her rival ; *' it'll do 'em go'^ i to see that we ain't wild beasts a-feeding, but poor folks as well off as rich folks, which ain't common." " No it ain't, missis ; you're right there," said the table by general consent ; and after this the spectators slunk away. But I am obliged to admit that John Simmons was irrepressible, and groaned out a verse of song which ran away into a deplorable chorus, in which several of the old men joined in the elation of their hearts — but by means of their wives and other authorities suffered for it next day. Thus Herbert's birthday passed without Herbert, who was up among the pines again, breathing in their odours and getting strong, as they all said, though not strong enough to come home. Herbert enjoyed this lazy and languid existence well enough, poor fellow ; but Beine, since that prick of fuller and warmer life came momentarily to her, had not enjoyed it. She had lost her pretty colour, except at moments when she was excited, and her eyes had grown bigger, and had that wistful look in them which comes when a girl has begun to look out into the world from her little circle of individuality, and to wonder what real life is like, with a longing to try its dangers. In a boy, WIIITKLADIES. 907 this loDKing is the best thing that can be, inspiriting him to ex • ertion ; out in a eirl, what snape can it take out a loneinff for some one who wul open the door of living to her, and lead her out into the big world, of which girls too, like boys, form such exaggerated hopes) Reine was not thinking of any one in particular, she said to herself often ; but her life had grown just a little weary to her, and felt small and limited and poor, and as if it must go on in the same monotony for ever and ever. There came a nameless, restless sense upon her of looking for something that might happen at any moment, which is the greatest mental trouble young women have to encounter, who are obliged to be passive, not active, in settling their own fate. I remember hearing a high-spirited and fanciful girl, who had been dreadfully sobered oy her plunge into marriage, declare the chief advantage of that condition to be — that you had no longer any restlessness of expectation, but had come down to reiJity, and knew all that was ever to come of you, and at length could fathom at once the necessity and the philosophy of con- tent. This is perhaps rather a dreary view to take of the sub- ject ; but, however, Reine was in the troublous state of expec- tation, which this young woman declared to be thus put an end to. She was, as a young man often is, whose friends keep him back from active occupation, wondering whether this flat round was to go on for ever, or whether next moment, round the next comer, there might not be something waiting which would change her whole life. As for Miss Susan and her sister, they went on living at Whiteladies as of old. The management of the estate had been, to some extent, taken out of Miss Susan's hands, at Herbert's majority, but as she had done everytliing for it for years, and knew more about it than anybody else, she was stUl so much consulted and referred to, that the difference was scarcely more than in name. Herbert had written " a beautiful letter" to his aunts when he came of age, begging them not so much as to think of any change, and declaring that even were he able to to come home, Whiteladies would not be itself to him unless the dear White ladies of his childhood were in it as of old." " That is all very well," said Miss Susan, " but if he gets well enough to marry, poor boy, which pray God he may, he will 'ri ■'I 208 WHITELADIES, ; want his house to himself." Augustine took no notice at all of the matter. To her it was of no importance where she lived ; a room in the Almshouses would have pleased her as well as the most sumptuous chamber, so long as she was kept free from all domestic business, and could go and come, and muse and pray as she would. She gave the letter back to her sister with- out a word on its chief subject. " His wife should be warned of the curse that is on the house," she said with a soft sigh ; and that was all. " The curse, Augustine !" said Miss Susan with a little shiver. ** You have turned it away, dear, if it ever existed. How can you speak of a curse when this poor boy is spared, and is going toUve?" " It is not turned away, it is only suspended," said Augus- tine. " I feel it still hanging like a sword over ue. If we relax in our prayers, in our efforts to make up, as much as we can, for the evil done, any day it may fall." Miss Susan shivered once more ; a tremulous chill ran over her. She was much the stronger, much the more sensible of the two ; but what has that to do with such a question ? espe- cially with the consciousness she had in her heart. This con- sciousness, however, had been getting lighter and lighter, as Herbert grew stronger and stronger. She had sinned, but God was so good to her that He was making her sin of no effect, following her wickedness, to her great joy, not by shame or ex- posure, as He might so well have done, but by his blessing which neutralised it altogether. Thinking over it for all these many days, now that it seemed likely to do no practical harm to any one, perhaps it was not, after all, so great a sin. Three people only were involved in the guilt of it ; and the guilt after all, was but a deception. Deceptions are practised every- where, often even by good people, Miss Susan argued with her- self, and this was one which, at present, could scarcely be said to harm anybody, and which, even in the worst of circumstances, was not an actual turning away of justice, but rather a lawless righting, by means of a falsehood, of a legal wrong which was false to nature. Casuistry is a science whicii it is easy to learn. The most simple minds become adepts in it ; the most virtuous persons find a refuge there when necessity moves them. Talk WHITELADIES. 209 of Jesuitry ! as if this art was not far more universal than that maligned body, spreading where they were never heard of, and lying close to every one of us ! As time went on Miss Susan might have taken a degree in it — mistress of the art — though there was nobody who knew her in all the country round, who would not have sworn by her straightforwardness and down- right truth and honour. And what with this useful philosophy, and what with Herbert's recovery, the burden had gone off her soul gradually ; and by this time she had so put her visits to Bruges, and the telegrams and subsequent letters she had re- ceived on the same subject, out of her mind, that it seemed to her, when she thought of it, like an uneasy dream, which she was glad to forget, but which had no more weight than a dream upon her living and the course of events. She had been able to deal Farrel- Austin a good downright blow by means of it ; and though Miss Susan was a good woman, she was not sorry for that And all the rest had come to nothing — it had done no harm to any one, at least, no harm to speak of — nothing that Lad not been got over long ago. Old Austin's daughter, Gertrude, the fair young matron whom Miss Susan had seen at })ruges, had already had another baby, and no doubt had forgotten the little one she had lost ; and the little boy, who was Herbert's heir presumptive, was the delight and pride of his grandfather and of all the house. So what harm was done 1 . The burden grew lighter and lighter, as she asked herself this question, at Miss Susan's heart. One day in this autumn there came, however, as I have said, a change and interruption to these thoughts. It was October, and though there is no finer month sometimes in our change- able English climate, October can be chiU enough when it pleases, as all the world knows. It was not a time of the year favourable, at least when the season was wet, to the country about Whiteladies. To be sure, the wealth of trees took on lovely tints of autumn colours when you could see them ; bu t when it rained day after day, as it did that season, every wood and byway was choked up with fallen leaves ; the gardens were all strewn with them ; the heaviness of decaying vegeta- tion was in the air ', and everything looked dismal^ ragged and worn out The very world deemed going to pieces^ rending off N '■hi V . ' 210 WHITELADIES. its garments piecemeal, and letting them rot at its melancholy feet. The rain poured down out of thf heavy skies as if it would never end. The night fell soon on the ashamed and pallid day. The gardener at Whiteladies swept '4s lawn all day long, but never got clear of those rags and scraps of foliage which eveiy wind loosened. Berks was like a dissipated old young man, worn out before his time. On one of thise dismal evenings Augustine was coming from the evening service at the Almshouses in the dark, just before nightfall. With her grey hood over her head, and her hands folded into her great grey sleeves, she looked like a ghost gliding through the per- turbed and ragged world ; but she was a comfortable ghost, her peculiar dress suiting the season. As she came along the road, for the byway through the fields was impassable, she saw before her another shrouded figure, not grey as she was, but black, wrapped in a great hooded cloak, and stumbling forward againtt the rain and wind. I will not undertake to say that ^.ugustine's visionary eyes noticed her closely; but any un- tamiliar figure makes itself remarked on a country road, where generally every figure is most familiar. This woman was un- usually tall, and she was evidently a stranger. She carried a child in her arms, and stopped at every house and at every turning to look eagerly about her, as if looking for something or some one, in a strange place. She wei)t along more and more slowly till Augustine walking on, in her uninterrupted, steady way, turning neither to the right nor to the left hand, came up to her. The stranger had seen her coming ; and, I suppose, Augustine's dress had awakened hopes of succour in her mind, bearing some resemblance to the religious garb which was well known to her. At length when the leafy road which led to the side door of Whiteladies struck off from the highway bewildering her utterly, she stood still at the corner, and waited for the approach of the other wayfarer, the only one visible in all this silent, rural place. *' Ma soeur ! " she said softly, *A) attract her attention. Then touching Augustine's long grey sleeve, stammered in English, " I lost my way. Ma 8«Bur, aidez-moi pour I'amour de Dieu ! " " You are a stranger," said Augustine ; " you want to find WHITELADIES. 211 some one 1 I will help you if I can. Where is it you want to gol" The woman looked at her searchingly, which was but a trick of her imperfect English, to make out by study of her face and lips, as well as by hearing, what she said. Her child began to cry, and she hushed it impatiently, speaking roughly to the curiously-dressed creature, which had a little cap of black stuff closely tied down under its chin. Then she said once more, employing the name evidently as a talisman to secure atten- tion, " Ma soeur ! I want Viteladies ; can you tell me where it is?" « Whiteladies ! " ** That is the name. I am very fatigued, and a stranger, ma soeur." " If you are very fatigued and a stranger, you shall come to Whiteladies, whatever you want there," said Augustine. " I am going to the house now ; come with me — by this way." She turned into Priory Lane, the old avenue where they were soon ancle-deep in fallen leaves. The child wailed on the woman's shoulder, and she shook it, lightly indeed, but harshly " Tais-toi done, petit sot ! " she said sharply ; then turning with the ingratiating tone she had used before, " We are very fatigued, ma sceur. We have come over the sea. I know little English. What I have learn, I learn all by myself, that no one know. I come to London, and then to Viteladies. It is a long way." " And why do you want to come to Whiteladies ? " said Au- gustine. " It was a strange place to think of — though I will never send a stranger and a tired person away without food and rest, at least. But what has brought you here 1 " " Ah ! I must not tell it, my story ; it is a strange story. I come to see one old lady, who other times did come to see me. She will not know me, perhaps ; but she will know my name. My name is like her own. It is Austin, ma sceur." " Osteng 1 " said Augustine, struck with surprise ; " that is not my name. Ah, you are French, to be sure. You mean Austin ? You have the same name as we have ; who are you, then ? I have never seen you before." i- : w 212 WHITELADIES. " You, ma soeur ! but it was not you. It was a lady more stout, more large, not religious. Ah, no, not you ; but another There are perhaps many lady in the house ? " " It may be my sister you mean," said Augustine ; and she opened the gate and led up to the porch, where on this wet and chilly day there was no token of the warm inhabited look it bore in summer. There was scarcely any curiosity roused in her mind, but a certain pity for the tired creature whom she took in, opening the door, as Christabel took in the mysterious lady. " There is i step, take care," said Augustine holding out her hand to the stranger, who grasped at it to keep herself from stumbling. It was almost dark, and the glimmer from the casement of the long many-cornered passage, with its red floor scarcely gave light enough to make the way visible. " Ah, merci, ma soeur ! " said the stranger, " I shall not forget that you have brought me in, when I was fatigued and nearly dead." " Do not thank me," said Augustine ; " if you know my sister you have a right to come in ; but I always help the weary ; do not thank me. I do it to take away the curse from the house." The stranger did not know what she meant, but stood by her in the dark, drawing a long hard breath, and staring at her with dark mysterious, almost menacing, eyes. WHITELADIES. 213 CHAPTER XXIII. beau-p6re's house at Bruges. Ah ! you remember now. And this is your child," she said suddenly, with a significant smile, putting down the baby by Miss Susan's feet. " I have brought him to you." " Ah ! " Miss Susan said, with a suppressed cry. She looked helplessly from one to the other for a moment, holding up her hands as if in appeal to all the world against this sudden and extraordinary visitor. " You are — Madame Austin," she said WHITELADIES. 215 11 il " their son's wife 1 Yes. Forgive me for not And I hope/' she added, not knowing what she still faltering, knowing you. ^ , said, " I hope — you are better now. 1 " " Yes, I am well," said the young woman, sitting down abruptly. The child, which was about two years old, gave a crow of delight at sight of the fire, and crept towards it in- stantly on his hands and knees. Both the baby and its mother seemed to take possession at once of the place. She began to undo and throw back on Miss Susan's pretty velvet-covered chairs her wet cloak, and taking off her bonnet Ifid it on the table, on the plans of the new house. The boy, for his part dragged himself over the great soft rug to the fender, where he sat down triumphant, holding his baby hands to the fire. His cap, which was made like a little nightcap of black stuff, with a border of coarse white lace very full round his face, such as French and Flemish children wear, was a head-dress worn in- doors and out-of-doors, and not to be taken off — but he kicked himself free of the shawl in which he had been enveloped on his way to the fender. Augustine stood in her abstract way behind, not noticing much and waiting only to see if anything was wanted of her ; while Miss Susan, deeply agitated, and not knowing what to say or lo, stood also, disposseitsed, looking from the child to the woman and from the woman to the child. " You have come from Bruges ? " she said, rousing herself to to talk a little, yet in such confusion of mind that she did not know what she said. " You have iiad bad weather, unfortu- nately. You speak English 1 My French is so bad that I am glad of that." " I know ver' little," said the stranger. " I have learn all alone, that nobody might know. I have planned it for long time to get a little change. Enfant, tais-toi ; he is bad ; he is disagreeable ; but it is to you he owes his existence, and I have brought him to you." " You do not mean to give him a bad character, poor little thing," Miss Susan said with a forced smile. " Take care, take care, baby ! " " He will not take care. He likes to play with fire, and he does not understand you/' said the woman, with almost a look of pleasure. Miss Susan seized the child, and, drawing him •!■ i i 'i . I J 216 WHITELADIE& away from the fender, placed him on the rug ; and then the house echoed with a lusty cry, that startling cry of childhood which is so appalling to the bolitf.ry. Miss Susan, desperate and dismayed, tried what she could to amend her mistake. She took the handsomest book on the table in her agitation and thrust its pictures at him ; she essayed to take him on her lap ; she rushed to a cabinet and got out some curiosities to amuse him. " Dear, dear ! cannot you pacify him 1 " she said at last. Augustine had turned away and gone out of the room, which was a relief " He does not care for me," said the woman with a smile, leaning back in her chair and stretching out her feet to the fire. " Sometimes he will scream only when he catches sight of me. I brought him to you ; — his aunt," she added meaningly, " Madame knows — Gertrude, who lost her baby — can manage him, but not me. He is your child, Madamo of the Viteladies. I bring him to you." " Oh heaven help me ! heaven help me ! " cried Miss Susan wringing her hands. However, after a while the baby fell into a state of quiet, pondering something, and at last, overcome by the warmth, fell fast asleep, a deliverance for which Miss Susan was more thankful than I can say. " But he will catch cold in his wet clothes," she said bending over him, not able to shut out from her heart a thrill of natural kindness as she looked at the little flushed face surrounded by its closely tied cap, and the little sturdy fat legs thrust out from under his petticoats. '' Oh, nothing will harm him," said the mother, with again a laugh that rang harshly. She pushed the cbUd a little aside with her foot, not for his convenience, but her own. " It is warm here," she added, " he likes it, and so do I." Then there was a pause. The stranger eyed Miss Susan with a half-mocking, defiant look, and Miss Susan, disturbed and unhappy, looked at her, wondering what had brought her, what her object was, and oh ! when it would be possible to get her away ! " You have come to England — to see it 1 " she asked, " for pleasure 1 to visit your friends ? or perhaps on business ? I "Mi WHITELADIBS. 217 am surprised that you should have found an out-of-the-way place like this." << I sought it," said the new-comer. " I found the name on a letter, and then in a book, and so g- 1 here. I have come to see you." ** It is very kind of you, I am sure," said Miss Susan, more and more troubled. " Do you know many people in England 1 We shall, of course, be very glad to have you for a little while, but Whiteladies is not — amusing — at this time of the year." " I know nobody — but you," said t*he stranger again. She sat with her great eyes fixed upon Miss Susan, who faltered and trembled under their steady gaze, leaning back in her chair, stretching out her feet to the fire with the air of one entirely at home and determined to be comfortable. She never took her eyes from Miss Susan's face, and there was a slight smile on her lip. " Listen," she said. " It was not possible any longer there. They always hated me. Whatever I said or did, it was wrong. They could not put me out, for others would have cried shame. They quarrelled with me and scolded me, sometimes ten times in a day. Ah, yes. I was not a log of wood. I scolded too ; and we all hated each other. But they love the child. So I thoueht to come away, and bring the child to you. It is you that have done it, and you should have it ; and it is I, madame knows, that have the only right to dispose of it. It is I — you acknowledge that 1 " Heaven and earth ! was it possible that the woman meant anything like what she said 1 '' You have had a quarrel with hem," said Miss Susan, pretending to take it lightly, falling at every word into a tremour she could not restrain. " Ah ! that happens sometimes, but fortunately it does not last. If I can be of any use to make it up, I will do anything I can.'' As she spoke she tried to return, and to overcome, if possible, the steady gaze of the other ; but this was not an effort of which MIss Susan was capable. The strange, beautiful crea- ture, who looked like some being of anew species treading this unaccustomed soil, looked calmly at her and smiled again. "No," she said, change, what I lofe. « you will keep I will know your me here friends. that will be I will be as 218 WHITELADIK8. your daughter. You will net send me back to that place where they hate me. 1 like this better. I will stay here, and be a daughter to you." Miss Susan grew pale to her very lips ; her sin had found her out. "You say so because you are angry," she said trembling ; " but they are your friends ; they have been kind to you. This is not really my house, but my nephew's, and I cannot pretend to have — any right to you ; though what you say is very kind," she added with a shiver. " I will write to M. Austin, and you will pay us a short visit, for we are dull here — and then you will go back to your home. I know you would not like the life here." " I shall try," said the stranger composedly. " I like a room like this and a warm, beautiful house ; and you have many ser- vants and are rich. Ah, madame must not be too modest. She has a right to me — and the child. She will be my second mother, I know it. I shall be very happy here." Miss Susan trembled more and more. " Indeed, you are deceiving yourself," she said. " Indeed, I could not set my- self against Mousheer Austin, your father-in-law. Indeed, in- deed " " And indeed, indeed ! " said her visitor. " Yes ; you havo best xight to the child. The child is yours — and I cannot be separated from him. Am not I his mother," she said, with a mocking light on her face, and laughed — a laugh which was in reality very musical and pleasant, but which sounded to Miss Susan like the laugh of a fiend. And then there came a pause ; for Miss Susan, at her wit's end, did not know what to say. The child lay with one little foot kicked out at full length, the other dimpled knee bent, his little face flushed in the firelight, fust asleep at their feet ; the wet shawl in which he had been wrapped steaming and smoking in the heat; and the tall, fine figure of the young woman, slim and graceful, thrown back in the easy-chair in ab- solute repose and comfort. Though Miss Susan stood on her own hearth, and these two were intruders, aliens, it was she who hesitated and trembled, and the other who was calm and full of easy good-humour. She lay back in her chair as if she had lived there all her life ; she stretched herself out before WHITELADIES. 219 the welcome fire ; she smiled upon the misti-ess of the house with benign indifference. " You would not separate the mother and the child," she repeated. " That would be worse than to separate husband and wife." Miss Susan wrung her hands in despair. " For a little while I shall be — glad to have you," she said, putting force on herself ; " for a — week or two — a fortnight. But for a longer time I cannot promise. I am going to leave this house." " One house is like another to me," said the stranger. "I will go with you where you go. You will be good to me — and the child." Poor Miss Susan ! This second Kuth looked at her dismay unmoved, nay, with a certain air of half humorous amusement. She was not afraid of her, nor of being turned away. She held possession with the bold security of one who, she knows, can- not be rejected. " I shall not' be dull or fatigued of you, for you will be kind ; and where you go I will go," she repeated, in Ruth's very words ; while Miss Susan's heart sank, sank into the very depths of despair. What could she do or say ? Should she give up her resistance for the moment, and wait to see what time would bring forth 1 or should she, however dif- ficult it was, stand out now at the beginning, and turn away the unwelcome visitor 1 At that moment, however, while she tried to make up her mind to the severest measures, a blast of rain came against the window, and moaned and groaned in the chimneys of the old house. To turn a woman and a child out into such a night was impossible ; they must stay at least till morning, whatever they did more. " And I should like something to eat," said the stranger, stretching her arms above her head with natural but not el^ gant freedom, and distorting her beautiful face with a great yawn. " I am very fatigued ; and then I should like to wash myself and rest." " Perhaps it is too late to do anything else to-night," said Miss Susan, with a troubled countenance ; " to-morrow we must talk further ; and I think you will see that it will be better to go back where you are known — among your friends " " No, no ; never go back ! " she cried. " I will go where you go ; that is, I will not change any more. I will stay with you — and the child." 220 WHITELADIES. Miss Susan rang the bell with an agitatc>> describe. Utter diHmay took possession of her soul. The pun- ishment of her sin had taken form and shape ; it was no longer to be escaped from. What should she, what could she do ? She withdrew herself almost roughly from the hold of her captor, which was powerful enough to require an effort to get free, and shook her collar straight, and her hair, which had l)een deranged by this unexpected sign of affection. " Let every- thing be got ready at once," she said, turning with peremptory tones to Martha, who had witnessed with much dismay and sur- prise her mistress's discomfiture. The wind sighed and groaned in the great chimney, as if it sympathized with her trouble, and blew noisy blasts of rain against the windows. Miss Susan suppressed the thrill of hot impatience and longing to turn this newcomer to the door which moved her. It could not be done to-night. Nothing could warrant her in turning out her worst enemy to the mercy of the elements to-night. That was the strangest night that had been passed in White- ladies for years. The stranger dined with the ladies in the old hall, which astonished her, hut which she thought ugly and cold. " It is a church ; it is not a room," she said, with a shiver. " I do not like to eat in a church." Afterwards, however, when she saw Augustine sit down, whom she watched wonderingly, rhe sat down also. '' If ma soeur does it, I may do it," she said. But she did a great many things at table which disgu&ted Miss Susan, who could thinkof nothing else but this strange intruder. She ate up her gravy with a piece of bread, pursuing the savoury liquid round her plate. She declined to allow her knife and fork to be changed, to the great horror of Stevens. She ad- dressed that correct and high-class servant familiarly as ** my friend " — translating faithfully from her natural tongue — and drawing him into the conversation, a liberty which Stevens on his own account was not indisposed to take, but which he scorned to be led into by a stranger. Miss Susan breathed at last when her visitor was taken up-stairs to bed. She went with her solemnly, and ushered her into the bright, luxurious English room, with its blazing fire, and warm curtains, and soft carpet. The young woman's eyes opened wide with wonder. " I lofe this," she said, basking before the fire, and kissed Miss Susan again, not h withstanding her resistance. There was no one in ih' i 222 WHITELADIES. the house so tall, not even Stevens, and to resist her effectually was not in anybody's power at Whiteladies. The child had been carried up stairs, and lay, still dressed, fast asleep upon the bed. " Shall I stay, ma'am, and help the — lady — with the chyildl" said Martha, in a whisper. " No, no ; she will know how to manage it herself," said Miss Susan, not caring that any of the household should see too much of the stranger. A curious, foreign-looking box, with many iron clamps and bands, had been brought from the railway in the intb. ^al. The candles were lighted, the fire burning, the kettle boiling on the hob, and a plentiful supply of bread and milk for the baby when it woke. What more could be required 1 Miss Susan left her undesired guests with a sense of relief, which, alas ! was very short-lived. She had escaped, indeed, for the moment ; but the prospect before her was so terrible, that her very heart sickened at it. What was she to do ? She was in this woman's power ; in the power of a reckless creature, who could by a word hold her up to shame and bitter disgrace ; who could take away from her all the honour she had earned in her long hon- ourable life, and leave a stigma upon her very grave. What could she do to get rid of her, to send her back again to her relations, to get her out of the desecrated house ? Miss Susan's state of mind, on this dreadful night, was one chaos of fear, doubt, misery, remorse, and pain. Her sin had found her out. Was she to be condemned to live hereafter all her life in pres- ence of this constant reminder of it ? Jf she had suffered but little before, she suffered enough to make up for it now. WHITELADIES. 223 CHAPTER XXIV. 'HE night was terrible for this peaceful household in a more extended sense than that deep misery which the arrival of the stranger cost Miss Susan. Those quiet people, mistresses and servants, had but just gone to bed when the yells of the child rang through the silence, waking and dis- turbing every one, from Jane, who slept with the intense sleep of youth, unawakable by all ordinary commotions, to Augustine, who spent the early night in prayer, and Miss Susan, who neither prayed nor slept, and felt as if she should be, hencefor- ward, incapable of either. These yells continued for about an hour, during which time the household, driven distracted, made repeated visits in all manner of costumes to the door of the East room, which was locked, and from which the stranger shrilly repelled them, " Je dois le dompter ! " she cried through the thick oaken door, and in the midst of those screams which, to the unac- customed ear, seem so much more terrible than they really are. " It'll bust itself, that's what it'll do," said the old cook ; " particular as it's a boy. Boys should never be let scream like that ; it's far more dangerous for them than it is for a gell." Cook was a widow, and therefore an authority on all such subjects. After an hour or so the child was heard to sink into subdued sobbings, and Whiteladies, relieved, went to bed, thanking its stars that this terrible experience was over. But long before daylight the conflict recommenced, and once more the inmates, in their night-dresses, and Miss Susan in her dressing-gown, assembled round the door of the East room. " For heaven's sake, let some one come in and help you," said Miss Susan through the door. " Je dois le dompter," answered the other fiercely. *• Go away, away ! Je dois le dompter ! " ■ f 224 WHITELADJES. "What's shea-going to do, ma'am?" said Cook. "Dump *um ? Good Lord, she don't mean to beat the child, I 'ope^ particular as it's a boy." Three times in the night the dreadful experience was re- peated, and I leave the reader to imagine with what feelings the family regarded its new inmate. They were all down- stairs very early, with that exhausted and dissipated feeling which want of sleep gives. The maids found some comfort in the tea, which Cook made instantly to restore their nerves ; but even this brought little comfort to Miss Susan, who lay awake and miserable in her bed, fearing every moment a repetition of the cries, and feeling herself helpless and enslaved in the hands of some diabolical creature, who, having no mercy on the child, would, she felt sure, have none on her, and whom she had no means of subduing or getting rid of. iUl the strength had gone out of her, mind and body. She shrank even from the sight of the stranger, from getting up to meet her again, from coming into personal contact and conflict with her. She became a weak old woman, and cried hopelessly on her pillow, not knowing where to turn, after the exhaustion of that terrible night. This, however, was but a passing mood Uke another, and she got up at her usual time, and faced the world and her evil fortune, as she must have done had an earthquake swept all she cared for out of the world — as we must all do, whatever may have happened to us, even the loss of all that makes life sweet. She got up and dressed herself as usual, with the same care as always, and went down-stairs and called the family together for prayers, and did ever3rthing as she was used to do it — watching the door every moment, however, and trembling lest that tall black figure should come in. It was a great relief, however, when, by way of account- ing for Cook's absence at morning prayers, Martha pointed out that buxom personage in the garden, walkiL>g about with the child in her arms. "The — lady's — a-havine her breakfast in bed," said Martha. " What did the child do, ma'am, but stretches out its little arms when me and Cook went in first thing, after she unlocked the door." WHITELADIES. 225 said yea out iT she ** Why did two of you go V said Miss Susan, "Did she riDg the bell ? " " Well, ma'am," said Martha, " you'll say it's^one 'o' my silly, nervish ways. But I was frightened — I don't deny. What with Cook saying as the child would bust itbelf, and what with them cries — but, Lord bless you, it's all right," said Martha ; " and a-laughing and crowing to Cook, and all of us as soon as it got down to the kitchen, and taking its sop as natural ! I can't think what could come over the child to be that wicked with its ma." " Some people never get on with children," said Miss Susan, feeling some apology necessary ; " and no doubt it misses the nurse it was used to. And it was tired with the journey — — " " That's exactly what Cook says," said Martha. " Some folks has no way with children — even when it's the ma — and Cook says " " I hope you have taken the lady's breakfast up to her com- fortably," said Miss Susan ; " tell her, with my compliments, that I hope she will not hurry to get up, as she must have had a very bad night." " Who is she 1 " said Augustine quietly, Miss Susan knew that this question awaited her ; and it was very comforting to her mind to know that Augustine would accept the facts of the story calmly without thinking of any meaning that might lie below them, or asking any explanations. She told her these facts quite simply. " She is the daughter-in-law of the Austins of Bruges — their son's widow — her child is Herbert's next of kin and heir pre- sumptive. Since dear Bertie has got better his chances, of course, have become very much smaller ; and, as I trust," said Miss Susan fervently, with tears of pain coming to her eyes, " that my dear boy will live to have heirs of his own, this baby, poor thing, has no chance at all to speak of; but, you see, as they do not know that, and heard that Herbert was never likely to recover, and are people quite diflFerent from ourselves, and don't understand things, they still look upon him as the heir." "Yes," said Augustine, " I understand ; and ^they think he has a right to live here. " iHr 226 WHITELADIES. " It is not that, dear. The young woman has quarrelled with her husband's parents, or she did not feel happy with them. Such things happen often, you know ; perhaps there were faults on both sides. So she took it into her head to come here. She is an orphan, with no friends, and a young widow, poor thing ; but I am most anxious to get her sent away." " Why should she be sent away 1 " said Augustine. " It is our duty to keep her, if she wishes to stay. An orphan — a widow ! Susan, you do not see our duties as I wish you could. We who are eating the bread which ought to be the property of the widow and the orphan — how dare we cast one of them from our doors ! No, if she wishes it, she must stay." " Augustine I " cried her sister with tears, ** I will do any- thing you tell me, dear ; but don't ask me to do this ! I do not like her — I am afraid of her. Think how she must have used the child last night ! I cannot let her stay." Augustine put down the cup of milk which was her habitual breakfast, ana looked across the table at her sister. " It is not by what we like we should be ruled," she said. " Alas, most people are ; but we have a duty. If she is not good, she has the more need of help ; but I would not leave the child with her," she added, for she, too, had felt what it was to be disturbed. " I would give the child to some one else who can manage it. Otherwise you cannot refuse her, an orphan and widow, if she wishes to stay." " Austine, you mistake, you mistake ! " cried Miss Suean, driven to her wit's end. " No, I do not mistake ; from our door no widow and no orphan should ever be driven away. When it is Herbert's house, he must do as he thinks fit," said Augustine ; " at least I know he will not be guided by me. But for us, who live to expiate- No, she must not be sent away. But I would give the charge of the child to some one else," she added with less solemnity of tone ; " certainly I would have some one else for the child." With this Augustine rose and went away, her hands in her sleeves, her pace as measured as ever. She gave forth her solemn decision on general principles, knowing no other, with an abstract superiority which offended no one, because of its ii ■'^ WHITELADIES. 227 very abstraction, and curious imperfection in all practical human knowledge. Miss Susan was too wise to be led by her sister in ordinary afifairs ; but she listened to this judgment, her heart wrung by pangs which she could not avow to any one. It was not the motive which liulked so largely with Augustine, and was, indeed, the only one she took account of, which affected her sister. It was neither Christian pity for the helpless, nor a wish to expiate the sins of the past, that moved Miss Susan. The emotion which was battling in her heart was fear. How could she bear it be known what she had done ? How could she endure to i t Augustine know, or Herbert, or Reine 1 — or even Farrel- Austin, who would rejoice over her, and take de- light in her shame ? She dared not turn her visitor out of the house, for this reason. She sat by herself when Augustine had eone, with her hands clasped tight, and a bitter, helpless beat- ing and fluttering of her heart. Never before had she felt her- self in the position of a coward, afraid to face the exigency be- fore her. She had always dared to meet all things, looking danger and trouble in the face ; but then she had never done anything in her life to be ashamed of before. She shrank now from meeting the unknown woman who had taken possession of her house. If she had remained there in her room, shut up, Miss Susan felt as if she would gladly have compounded to let her remain, supplying her with as many luxuries as she cared for. But to face her, to talk to her, to have to put up with her, and her companionship, this was more than she could bear. She had not been able to look at her letters in her preoccu- pied and excited state ; but when she turned them over now, in the pause that ensued after Augustine's departure, she found a letter from old Guillaume Austin, full of trouble, nar rating to her how his daughter-in-law had fled ftom the house in consequence of some quarrel, carrying the child with her, who was the joy of their hearts. So far as she was concerned, the old man said, they were indifferent to the loss, for since Giovanua's child was born she had changed her character entirely, and was no longer the heart-broken widow who had obtained all their sympathies. " She had always a peculiar temper," the father wrote. " My poor son did not live happy witl^ her, though we were ready to forget everything in our 1 I I 228 WHITELADIES. grief. She is not one of our people, but by origin an Italian, fond of pleasure, and very hot tempered, like all of that race. But recently she has been almost beyond our patience. Madame will rememberhow good my old wife was to her — though she can- not bearthe idle — letting her do nothing, as is hernature. Since the baby was bom, however, she has been most ungrateful to my poor wife, looking her in the face as if to frighten, and with insolent smiles ; and I have heard her even threaten to betray the wife of my bosom to me for something unknown — some dress, I suppose, or other trifle my Marie has given her without telling me. This is insufferable ; but we have borne it all for the child, who is the darling of our old age. Ma- dame will feel for me, for it is your loss, too, as well as ours. The child, the heir is gone ! who charmed us and made us feel young again. My wife thinks she may have gone to you, and therefore I write ; but I h&ve no hopes of this myself, and only fear she may have married some one, and taken our darling from us for ever — for who would separate a mother from her child 1 — though the boy does not lovb her, not at all, not so much as he loves us and his aunt Gertrude, who thinks she sees in him the boy whom she lost. Write to me in pity, dear and honoured madame, and if by any chance the unhappy Giovanna has gone to you, I will come and fetch her away." This letter was balm to Miss Susan's wounds. She wrote an answer to M. Austin at once, then bethought herself of a still quicker mode of conveying information, and wiote a telegram, which she at once dispatched by the gardener, mounted on the best horse in the stable, to the railway. " She is here with the child, quite well. T shall be glad to see you," Miss Susan wrote ; then sat down again, tremulous, but resolute to think of what was before hei But for the prospect of old Guillaume's visit, what a prospect it was that lay before her ! She could under- stand how that beautiful face would look, with its mocking de- fiance at the helpless old woman who was in her power, and could not escape from her. Poor old Madame Austin ! Her sin was the greatest of all. Miss Susan felt, with a sense of relief, for was it not her good husband whom she was deceiving, and had not all the execution of the complot been left in her hands? Miss Susan knew she herself had lied; but how much oftener Madame Austin must have lied, practically, and n, fond But [adame he can- Since beful to m, and laten to lown — ven her e borne . Ma- as ours. 3 us feel ou, and md only darling irom her I, not so inks she ity, dear [inhappy ^ay.» NTote an >f a still elegram, d on the with the 1 wrote ; of what e's visit, d under- lying de- jeer, and i! Her sense of Bceiving, in her )ut how ,lly, and WHITELADIES. 229 by word and speech ! Everything she had done for weeks and months must have been a Tie, and thus she had put herself in this woman's power, who cruelly had taken advan- tage of it. Miss Susan realized, with a shudder, how the poor old Flemish woman, who was her confederate, must have been put to the agony ! How she must have been held over the precipice, pushed almost to the verge, obliged perhaps to lie and lie again, in order to save herself. She trembled at the terrible picture ; and now all that had been done to Madame Austin was about to be done to herself — for was not she, too, in this pitiless woman's power ? A tap at the door. She thought it was the invader of her peace, and said, " Come in " faintly. Then the door was pushed open, and a tottering little figure, so low down that Miss Susan, unprepared for this pigmy, did not see it at first, came in with a feeble rush, as babies do, too much afraid of its capabilities of progress to have any confidence of holding out. " Did you ever see such a darling, ma'am 1 " said Cook. " We couldn't keep him not to ourselves a moment longer. I whips him up, and I says * Miss Susan must see him.' Now, did you ever set your two eyes on a sweeter boy V Miss Susan, relieved, did as she was told ; she fixed her eyes upon the boy, who, after his rush, subsided on to the floor, and gazed at her in silence. He was as fair as an English child, a flaxen-headed, blue-eyed, Flemish baby, with innocent, wide- open eyes. " He ain't a bit like his ma, bless him, and he takes to strangers quite natural. Look at him a-cooing and a-laughing at you, ma'am, as he never set eyes on before ! But human nature is unaccountable," said Cook, with awe-stricken gravity, " for he can't abide his ma." " Did you ever know such a case before ? " said Miss Susan, who, upon the ground that Cook was a widow, looked up to her judgment on such matters as all the rest of the household did. Cook was in very high feather at this moment, having at last proved beyond doubt the superiority of her knowledge and experience as having once had a child (dtill-born) of her own. "Well, ma'am," said Cook, "that depends. There's some folk as never have no way with children, married or single, it don't matter. Now that child, if you let him sit at your feet, II It It 230 WIITTKLADIES. and give him a reel out of your workbox to play with, will be as good as gold ; lor you've got a way with children, you have ; but he can't abide his ma." " Leave him there, if you think he will be good," said Miss Susan. She did more than give the baby a reel out of her workbox, for she took out the scissors, pins, needles, all sharp and pointed things, and put down the workbox itself on the carpet. And then she sat watching the child with the most curious, exquisite mixture of anguish and a kind of pleasure in her heart. Poor old Guillaume Austin's grandchild, a tme scion of the old stock ! but not as was supposed. She watched the little tremulous dabs the baby made at the various articles that pleased him. How he grasped them in the round fat fin- gers that were just long enough to close on a reel ; how he threw them away to snatch at others ; the pitiful look of mingled suffering, injured feeling, and indignation which came over his face in a moment when the lid of the box dropped on his fin- gers ; his unconscious little song to himself, cooing and gurg- ling in a baby monologue. What was the child thinking ? No clue had he to the disadvantages under which he was entering life, or the advantages which had been planned for him before he was born, and which, by the will of Providence, were falling into nothing. Poor little unconscious baby ! The workbox and its reels were at this moment quite world enough for him. It was an hour or two later before the stranger came down- stairs. She had put on a black silk dress, and done up her hair carefully, and made her appearance as imposing as possible ; and, indeed, so far as this went, she required few external helps. The child took no notice of her, sheltered as he was under Miss Susan's wing, until she took him up roughly, dis- turbing his toys and play. Then he pushed her away with a repetition of last night's screams, beating with his little angry handa against her face, and shrieking, " No, no ! " his only in- telligible word, at the top of his lungs. The young woman grew exasperated, too, and repaid the blows he gave with one or two heavy slaps and a shake, by means of which the cries became trei*iulous and wavering, though they were as loud as ever. By the time the conflict had come to this point, however, Cook and Martha, flushed with indignation, were both at the door. '^ 11 ne faut pas frapper I'enfang ! " Miss Susan called WHITELADIE8.] 231 l.i out loudly in her peculiar French. " Vous ne restrez pas un moment ici vous ne donnez p'*^ cet enfant au cook ; vous ^coutez 1 Donnez, donnez, toute Qo suite ! " Her voice was so imperative that the woman was cowed. She turned and tossed the child to Cook, who, red as her own fire, stood holding out her arms to receive the screaming and struggling boy. " What do I care 1 " said the stranger. " Petiw sot ! "ochon I va I I slept not all the night," she added. " You heard ? Figure to yourselt' whether I wish to keep him now. Ah, petit fripon, petit vaurien ! Va ! " " Madame Austin," said Miss Susan solemnly as the women went away, carrying the child, who clung to Cook's broad bosom and sobbed on her shoulder. " You do not stay here another hour, unless you promise to give up the child to those who can take care of him. Ym cannot ; that is clear." " And yet he is my child," said the young woman with « malicious smile. ''Madame knows he is my child') He is always sage with his aunt Gertrude, and likes her red and white face. Madame remembers Gertrude, who lost her baby ? But mine belongs to me" " He may belong to you," said Miss Susan with almost a sav- age tone, " but he is not to remain with you another hour, un- less you wish to take him away ; in which case," said Miss Susan, going to the door and throwing it open, '' you are per- fectly at liberty to depart, him and you." The stranger sat for a moment looking at her, then went and looked out into the red -floored passage, with a kind of insolent scrutiny. Then she made Miss Susan a mock curtsey, and sat down. " They are welcome to have him," she said calmly. " What should I want him for % Even a child, a baby, should know better than to hate one. I do not like it ; it is a nasty little thing — very like Gertrude, and with her ways exactly. It is hard to see your child resemble another woman ; should not madame think so, if she had been like me, and had a child ) " " Look here," Miss Susan said, going up to her and shaking her by the shoulders, with a whiteness and force of passion about her which cowered Giovanna in spite of herself — " look here ! This is how you treated your poor mother-in-law, no doubt, and drove her wild. I will not put up with it— do you ! i - |: 232 WHITELADIE8. hear me 1 I will drive you out of the house this very day, and let you do what you will and say what you will, rather than bear this. You hear me 1 and I mean what I say." Giovanna stared, blank with surprise, at the resolute old woman, who, driven beyond all patience, made this speech to her. She was astounded. She answered quite humbly, sink- ing her voice, " I will do what you tell me. Madame is not a fool, lika my belle m^re." " She is not a fool either I " cried Miss Susan. " Ah, I wish now she had been ! I wish I had seen your face that day ! Oh yes, you are pretty — pretty enough ! but I never should have put anything in your power if I had seen your face that day ! " Giovanna gazed at her for a moment, still bewildered. Then she rose and looked at herself in the old glass, which distorted that beautiful face a little. " I am glad you find me pretty," she said. " My face ! it is not a white and red moon, like Ger- trude's, who is always praised and spoiled ; but I hope it may do more for me than hers has done yet. That is what I intend. My poor pretty face—that it may win fortune yet ! — my face or my boy." Miss Susan, her passion dying out, stood and looked at this unknown creature with dismay. Her face or her boy I — what did she mean ? or was there any meaning at all in these wild words — words that might be mere folly and vanity, and indeed resembled that more than anything else. Perhaps, after all, she was but a fool who required a little firmnesB of treatment — nothing more. WHITELADIES. 238 CHAPTER XXV. EISS SUSAN AUSTIN was not altogether devoid in ordi- nary circumstances of one very common feminine weak- ness to which independent women are especially liable. She had the old-fashioned prejudice that it was a good thing to " conb.ilt a man "upon points of difficulty which occurred in her life. The process of consulting, indeed, was apt to be a peculiar one. If he distinctly disagreed with herself, Miss Susan set the man whom she consulted down as a fool, or next to a fool, and took her own way, and said nothing about the consultation. But when by chance he happened to agree with her, then sne made great capital of his opinion, and announced it everywhere as the cause of her own action, whatever that might be. Everard, be- fore his departure, had been the depository of her confidence on most occasions, and as he was very amenable to her influence, and readily saw things in the light which she wished him to see them in, he had been very useful to her, or so at least she said ; and the idea of sending for EverarA, who had just returned from the West Indies, occurred to her almost in spite of herself, when this new crisis happened at Whiteladies. The idea came into her mind, but next moment she shivered at the thought, and turned from it mentally as though it had stung her. What could she say to Everard to account for the effect Giovanna pro- duced upon her — the half terror, half hatred, which filled her mind towards the new-Cv>mer, and the curious mixture of fright and repugnance with which even the child seemed to regard its mother 1 How could she explain all this to him 1 She had so long given him credit lor understanding everything, that she had come to believe in this marvellous power of discrimination with which she had herself endowed him ; and now she shrank from permitting Everard even to see the infliction to which she had exposed herself, and the terrible burden she had brought upon the house. He could not understand, — and yet who could tell that he might not understand 1 see through her trouble, and perceive that some reason must exist for such a tbra'dom ? I i 284 WHITELADIES. If he, or any one else, ever suspected the real reason, Miss Susan felt that she must die. Her character, her position in the family, the place she held in the world, would be eone. Had things been as they were when she had gone upon tier mission to the Austins at Bruges, I have no doubt the real necessities of the case, and the important issues depending upon the step she had taken, would have supported Miss Susan in the hard part she had now to play ; but to continue to have this part to play after the necessity was over, and when it was no longer, to all appear- ance, of any immediate importance at all who Herbert's heir should be, gave a bitterness to this unhappy rdle which it is impossible to describe. The strange woman, who had taken possession of the house without any real claim to its shelter, had it in her power to ruin and destroy Miss Susan, thoueh nothing she could do could now affect Whiteladies ; and for this poor personal reason Miss Susan felt, with a pang, she must bear all Giovanna's impertinences, and the trouble of her pres- ence, and all the remarks upon her — her manners, her appear- ance, her want of breeding, and her behaviour in the house, which no doubt everybody would notice. Everard, should he appear, would be infinitely annoyed to find such an inmate in the house. Herbert, should he come home, would vith equal certainty wish to get rid of so singular a visitor. Miss Susan saw a hundred difficulties and complications in her way. She hoped a little from the intervention of Monsieur Guillaume Austin, to whom she had written, after sending off her telegram, in full detail, begging him to come to Whiteladies, to recover his grandchild, if that was possible ; but Giovanna's looks were not very favourable to this hope. Thus the punishment of her sin, for which she had felt so little remorse when she did it, found her out at last. I wonder if successful sin ever does fill the sinner with remorse, or whether human nature, always so ready in self defence, does not set to work, in every case, to in- vent reasons which seem to justify, or almost more than to jus- tify, the wickedness which serves its purpose 1 This is too pro- found an inquiry for these pages ; but certainly Miss Susan, for one, felt the biting of remorse in her heart when her sin proved useless, and when it became nothing but a menace and a terror to her, as she had never felt it before. Oh, how could she have charged her conscience and sullied her life (she said to herself) WHTTELADIES. 235 for a thing so useless, so foolish, so little likely to advantage any one ! Why had she done it ] to disappoint Far rel- Austin ! that had been her miserable motive — nothing more ; and this was how it had all ended. Had she left the action of Provi- dence alone, and refrained from interfering, Farrel-Austin would have been discomfited all the same, but her conscience would have been clear. 1 do not think that Miss Susan had as yet any feeling in her mind that the discomfiture of Farrel-Austin was not a most righteous object, and one which justified en- tirely the interference of Heaven. But, in the me;,ntime, what a difference was made in her peaceable domestic life ! No doubt she ought to have been suffer- ing as much for a long time past, for the offence was not new, though the punishment was ; but if it came late, it came bitterly. Her pain was like fire in her heart. This seemed to herself, as she thought of it — and she did little but think of it — to be the best comparison. Like fire — burning and con- suming her, yet never completing its horrible work — gnawing continually with a red-hot glow, and quivering as of lambent flame. She seemed to herself now and then to have the power, as it were, of taking her heart out of these glowing ashes, and looking at it, but always to let it drop back piteously into the torment. Oh, how she wished and longed, with an eager hope- lessness which seemed to give fresh force to her suffering, that the sin could be undone, that these two last years could be wiped out of time, that she could go back to the moment be- fore she set out for Bruges ! She longed for this with an in- tensity which was equalled only by its impossibility. If only she had not done it ! Once it occurred to her with a thrill of fright, that the sensations of her mind were exactly those which arc described in many a sermon and sensational religious book. Was it hell that she had within her 1 She shuddered, and burst forth into a low moaning when the question shaped itself in her mind. But notwithstanding all these horrors, she had to conduct herself as became a person in good society — to man- age all her affairs, and talk to the servants, and smile upon chance visitors, as if everything were well — which added a re- finement of pain to these tortures. And thus the days passed on till Monsieur Guillaume Austin arrived from Bruges — the one event which still inspired her with something like hope. I r I 11 2^6 WHITELADIES. Giovanna, meanwhile, settled down in Whiteladies with every appearance of intending to make it her settled habitation. After the first excitement of the arrival was over, she fell back into a state of indolent comfort, which for the time, until phe became tired of it, seemed more congenial to her than the arti- ficial activity of her commencement, and which was much more agreeable, or at least much less disagreeable, to the other members of the household. She gave up the child to Cook, who managed it sufficiently well to keep it quiet and happy, to the great envy of the rest of the family. Every one envied Cook her experience and success, except the mother of the child, who shrugged her shoulders, and, with evident satisfac- tion in gettin": free from the trouble, fell back upon a stock oi books she had found, which made the weary days pass more pleasantly to her than they would otherwise have done. These were French novels, which once had belonged, before her econd marriage, to Madame de Mirfleur, and which she, too, had found a great resource. Let not the reader be alarmed for the morality of the house. They were French novels which had passed under Miss Susan's censorship, and been allowed by her, therefore they were harmless of their kind — too harmless, I fear, for Giovanna's taste^ who would have liked something more exciting ; but in her transplantation to so very foreign a soil as Whiteladies, and the absolute blank which existence ap- peared to her there, she was more glad than can be described of the poor little unbound books, green and yellow, over which the mother of Herbei-t and Reine had yawned through many a long and weary day. It was Miss Susan herself who had pro- duced them out of pity for her v'sitor, unwelcome as that visi- tor was — and, indeed, for her own relief. For, however ob- jectionable a woman may be who sits opposite to you all day poring over a novel, whether green or yellow, she is less objec- tionable than the same woman when doing nothing, and follow- ing you about whenever you move with a pair of great black eyes. Not being able to get rid of the stranger more completely, Miss Susan Avas very thankful to be so far rid of her as this, and her heart stirred with a faint hope that perhaps the good linen-draper who was coming might be able to exercise some authority over his daughter-in-law, and carry her away with him. She tried to persuade herself that she did not hope for WHITE LADIES. 287 this, but the hope grew involuntarily stronger and stronger as the moment approached, and she sat waiting in the warm and tranquil quiet of the afternoon for the old man's arrival. She had sent the carriage to the station for him, and sat expecting him with her heart beating, as much excited, almost, as if she had been a girl looking for a very different kind of visitor. Miss Susan, however, did not tell Giovanna, who sat opposite to her, with her feet on the fender, holding her book between her face and the fire, who it was whom she expected. She would not diminish the effect of the arrival by giving any time for preparation, but hoped as much from the suddenness of the old man's appearance as from his authority. Giovanna was chilly, like most indolent people, and fond of the fire. She had drawn her chair as close to it as possible, and though she shielded her face with all the care she could, yet there was still a hot colour on the cheeks, which were exposed now and then for a moment to the blaze. Miss Susan sat behind, in the background, with her knitting, waiting for the return of the carriage which had been sent to the station for Monsieur Guil- laume, and now and then casting a glance over her knitting- needles at the disturber of her domestic peace. What a strange figure to have established itself in this tranquil English house ! There came up before Miss Susan's imagination a pic- ture of the room behind the shop at Bruges, so bare of every grace and prettiness, with the cooking going on, and the young woman seated in the corner, to whom no one paid any atten- tion. There too, probably, she had been self-indulgent and self-absorbed, but what a difference there was in her surround- ings ! The English lady, I have no doubt, exaggerated the advantages of her own comfortable, softly-cushioned drawing- room, and probably the back room at Bruges, if less pretty and less luxurious, was also much less dull to Giovanna, than this curtained, carpeted place, with no society but that of a quiet Englishwoman, who disapproved of her. At Bruges there had been opportunities of talk with various people, more entertaining than even the novels ; and though Giovanna had been disap- proved of there, as now, she had been able to give as well as take — at least since power had been put into her hands. At present she yawned sadly as she turned the leaves. It was horribly dull, and horribly long, this vacant, uneventful after- 288 WHITELADIES. noon. If some one would come, if something would happen, what a relief it would be ! She yawned as she turned the page. At last there came a sound of carriage wheels on the gravel. Miss Susan did not suppose that her visitor took any notice, but I need not say that Giovanna, to whom something new would have been so great a piece of good fortune, gave instant attention, though she still kept the book before her, a shield not only from the fire, but from her companion's observation. Giovanna saw that Miss Susan was secretly excited and anxious, and I think the youn'^?r woman anticipated some amusement at the expense of hci couipanion— expecting an elderly lover, perhaps, or something of a kind which might have stirred her- self. But when the figure of her father-in-law appeared at the door, very ingratiating and slightly timid, in two greatcoats which increased his bulk without increasing his dignity, and with a great caohe-nez about his neck, Giovf.nna perceived at once the conspiracy against her, and in a moment collected her forces to meet it. M. Guillaume represented to her a laborious life, frugal fare, plain dress, and domestic authority, such as that was— the things from which she had fled. Here (though it was dull) she had ease, luxury, the consciousness of power, and a future in which she could better herself — in which, in- deed, she might look forward to being mistress of the luxurious house, and ordering it so that it should cease to be dull. To allow herself to be taken back to Bruges, to the back-shop, was aa far as anything could be from her intentions. How could they be so foolish as to think it ? She let her book drop on her lap, and looked at the plotters with a glow of laughter at their simplicity, lifting up the great eyes. As for Monsieur Guillaume, he was in a state of considerable excitement, pleasure, and pain. He was pleased to come to the wealthy house in which he felt a sense of proprietorship, much quickened by the comfort of the luxurious English carriage in which he had driven from the station. This was a sign of grandeur and good-fortune comprehensible to everybody ; and the old shopkeeper felt at once the difference involved. On the other hand, he was anxious about his little grandchild, whom he adored, and a little afraid of the task of subduing its mother, which had been put into his hands ; and he was an- WHITELADIES. 239 xious to make a good appearance, and to impress favourably his new relations, on whose good-will, somehow or other, depended his future inheritance. He made a very elaborate bow when he came in, and touched respectfully the tips of the fingers which Miss Susan extended to him. She was a great lady, and he was a shopkeeper ; she was an Englishwoman, reserved and stately, and he a homely old Fleming. Neither of them knew very well how to treat the other, and Miss Susan, who felt that all the comfort of her future life depended on how she managed this old man, and upon the success of his mission, was still more anxious and elaborate than he was. She drew for- ward the easiest chair for him, and asked for his family with a flutter of e£fusive politeness quite unlike her usual demeanour. " And Madame Jean is quite safe with me," she said, when their first salutations were over. Here was the tug of war. The old man turned to his daugh- ter-in-law eagerly, yet somewhat tremulous. She had pushed away her chair from the fire, and with her book still in her hands, sat looking at him with shining eyes. " Ah, Giov&nna," he said, shaking his head, " how thou hast made all our hearts sore ! how could you do it 1 We should not have crossed you, if you had told us you were weary of home. The house is miserable without you ; how could you go away 1 " " Mon beau-pAre," said Giovanna, taking the kiss he bestowed on her forehead with indifference, •* say you have missed the child, if you please, that may be true enough ; but as for me, no one pretended to care for me." " Mon enfant " *' Assez, assez ! Let us speak the truth. Madame knows well enough," said Giovanna, " it is the baby you love. If you could have him without me, I do not doubt it would make you very happy. Only that it is impossible to separate the child from the mother — every one knows as much as that." She said this with a malicious look toMoucds Miss Susan, who shrank involuntarily. But Monsieur Gulllaume, who accepted the statement as a simple fact, did not shrink, but assented, shaking his head. " Assuredly, assuredly," he said, " nor did any one wish it. The child is our delight ; but you, Giovanna, you too—*" She laughed. \{Si 240 WHITELADIES. ** I do nc'o think the others would say so — my mother-in-la\7, for example, or Gertrude ; nor, indeed, you either, mon beau- pdre, if you had not a motive. I was alwaj's the lazy one — the useless one. It was I who had the bad temper. You never cared for me, or made me comfortable. Now ces dames are kind, and this will be the boy's home " " If he succeeds," said Miss Susan, interposing from the background, where she stood watchful, growing more and more anxious. • " You are aware that now this is much less certain. My nephew is better ; he is getting well and strong." They both turned to look at her ; Giovanna with startled, wide-open eyes, and the old man with an evident thrill of sur- prise. Then he seemed to divine a secret motive in this speech, and gave Miss Susan a glance of intelligence, and smiled and, nodded his head. " To be r.ure, to be sure," he said. " Monsieur, the present proprietaire, may live. It is to be hoped that he will continue to live — at least, until the child is older. Yes, yes, Giovanna, what you say is true. I appreciate your maternal care, ma fiUe. It is right tL ' the boy should visit his future home ; that he should learn the manners of the people, and all that is needful to a proprietor. But he is very young — a few years hence will be soon enough. And why should you have left us so hastily, so secretly 1 We have all been unhappy," he added with a sigh. I cannot describe how Miss Susan listened to all this, with an. impatience which reached the verge of the intolerable. To hear them taking it all calmly for granted — calculating on Herbert's death as an essential preliminary of which they were quite sure ! But she kept silent with a painful effort, and kept in the back- ground, trembling with the struggle to restrain herself. It was best that she should take no part, say nothing, but leave the issue as far as she could to Providence. To Providence ! the familiar word came to her unawares ; but what right had she to appeal to ProvidenJ^— to trust in Providence in such a matter ? She quaked, and wihdrew a little further still, leaving the ground clear. Surely old Austin would exercise his authority — and could overcome this young rebel without her aid ! The old man waited for an answer, but got none. He was a good man in his way, but he had been accustomed all his life to WHITELADIES. ^41 have his utterances respected, and he did not understand the profane audacity which declined even to reply to him. After a moment's interval he resumed, eager, but yet damped in his confidence. " Le petit ! where is he ? I may see him, may not 11" Miss Susan rose at once to ring the bell for the child, but to her amazement she was stopped by Giovanna " Wait a little," she said, " I am the mother. I have the best right. That is acknowledged ] No one has '\ny right over him but me." Miss Susan quailed before the glance of those eyes, which were so full of meaning. There was something more in the words than mere self-assertion. There was once more a gleam of malicious enjoyment, almost revengeful. What wrong had Giovanna to revenge upon Mips Susan, who had given her the means of asserting herself — who had changed her position in the world altogether, and given her a standing-ground which she never before possessed 1 The mistress of Whiteladies, so long foremost and regnant, sat down again behind backs with a sense of humiliation not to be described. She left the two strangers to ftght out their quarrel without any interference on her part. As for Giovanna, she had no revengeful meaning whatever ; but she loved to feel and to show her power. " Assuredly, ma fiUe," said the old man, who was in her power too, and felt it with not much less dismay than Miss Susan. " Then understand," said the young woman, rising from her chair with sudden energy, and throwing down the book which she had up to this moment kept in her hands, " I will have no one interfere. The child is to me — he is mine, and I will have no one interfere. It shall not be said that he is more gentile more sagCj with another than with his mother. He shall not be taught any more to love others more than me. To others he is nothing ; but he is mine, mine, mine ! and mine only ! " she said, putting her hands together with a sudden clap, the colour mounting to her cheeks, and the light flashing in her eyes. Miss Susan, who in another would have been roused by this self-assertion, was quite cowed by it now, and sat with a pang I 242 WHITELADIES. in her heart which I cannot describe, listening and — submitting. What could she say or do 1 " Assur^inent, ma fills; assur^ment, ma fiUe," murmured poor old M. Guillaume, looking at this rampant symbol of natural power with something like terror. He was quite un- prepared for it. Giovanna had been to him but the feeblest creature in the house, the dependant, generally disapproved of, and always powerless. To be sure, since her child waa born, he bad heard more complaints of her, and had even perceived that she was not as submissive as formerly ; but then it is always so easy for the head of the house to believe that it is his womankind who are to blame, and that when matters are in his own hands all will go well. He was totally discomfited, dismayed, and taken by surprise. He could not understand that this was the creature who had sat in the corner, and been made of no account. He did not know what to do in the emergency. He longed for his wife, to ask counsel oi. to direct him ; and then he remembered that his wife, too. had seemed a little afraid of Giovanna, a sentiment at which he had loftily smiled, saying to himself, good man, that the girl, poor thing, was a good girl enough, and as soon as he lifted up a finger, would no doubt submit as became her. In this curious reversal of positions and change of circumstances, he could but look at her bewildered, and had not an idea what to say or to do. WHITELADIES. 243 CHAPTER XXVI. ' HE evening which followed was of the most uncomfort- able kind. Good M. Guillaume, divided between curiosity and the sense of novelty with which he found himself in a place so unlike his ideas ; a desire to please the ladies of the house, and an equally strong desire to settle the question which had brought him to Whiteladies — was alto- gether shaken out of his use and wont. He had been allowed a little interview with the child,^ which clung to him, and could only be separated from him at the cost of much squalling and commotion, in which even the blandishments of Cook were but partially availing. The old man, who had been accustomed to carry the baby about with him, to keep it on his knee at meals, and give it all those illegitimate indulgences which are common where nurseries and nursery laws do not exist, did not under- stand, and was much afflicted by the compulsory separation. " It is time for the baby to go to bed, and we are going in to dinner," Miss Susan said ; as if this was any reason (thought poor M. Guillaume) why the baby should not come to dinner too, or why inexorably it should go to bed ! How often had he kept it on his knee, and fed it with indigestible morsels till its countenance shone with gravy and happiness ! He had to submit, however, Giovanna looking at him while he did so (he thought) with a curious, malicious satisfaction. M. Guillaume had never been in England before, and the dinner was as odd to him as the first foreign dinner is to an Englishiian. He did not understand the succession of dishes, the heavy substantial soup, the solid roast mutton ; neither did he understand the old hall, which looked to him like a chapel, or the noiseless Stevens behind his chair, or the low-toned conversation, of which indeed there was very little. Augustine, in her grey robes, was to him simply a nun, whom he also addressed as Giovanna had done, as " Ma scerx " Why she should be thus in a private house at an ordinary table, he could not tell, but supposed it to be merely one of those wonderful ways of the •1 i ■I : 244 WHITELADIES. English which he had so often heard of. Giovanna, who sat opposite to him, and who was hv this time familiarised with the routine of Whiteladies, scarcely talked at all ; and though Miss Susan, by way of setting him " at his ease," asked a civil question from time to time about his journey, what kind of crossing he had experienced, and other such commonplace mat- ters ; yet the old linendraper was abashed by the quiet, the dimness of the great room round him, the strangeness of the mansion and of the meal. The back room behind the shop at Bruges, where the family dined and for the most part lived, seemed to him infinitely more comfortable and pleasant than this solemn place, which, on the other hand, w^jis not in the least like a room in one of the great ch&teaux of his own rich country, which was the only thing to which he could have compared it. Hd was glad to accept the suggestion that he was tired, and retire to his room, which, in its multiplicity of comforts, its baths, its carpets, and its curtains, was almost equally bewildering. When, however, rising by skreigh of day, he went out in the soft, mellow brightness of the autumn morning, M. Guillaume's reverential feelings sensibly decreased. The house of Whiteladies did not please him at all ; its oldness disgusted him ; and those lovely antique carved gables, which * were the pride of all the Austins, filled him with contempt. Had they been in stone, indeed, he might have understood that they were unobjectionable ; but brick and wood were so far below the dignity of a chateau, that he felt a sensible downfall. After all, what was a place like this to tempt a man from the comfoits of Bruges, from his own country, and everything he loved 1 He had formed a very different idea of Whiteladies. Windsor Castle might have come up better to his sublime con- ception; but this poor little place, with its homely latticed windows, and irregular outlines, appeared to the good old shop- keeper a mere magnified cottage, nothing more. He was dis- turbed, poor man, in a great many ways. It had appeared to him, before he came, that he had nothing to do but to exert his authority, and bring his daughter-in-law home, and the child, who was of much more importance than she, and without whom he scarcely ventured to face his wife and Gertrude. Giovanna had never counted for much in the house, and to suppose that he should have difficulty in overcoming her will } WIIITELADIES. 245 } had never occurred to him. But there was something in her look which made him very much more doubtful of nis own power than up to this time he had ever been ; and this was a humbling and discouraging sensation. Visions, too, of another little business which this visit gave him a most desirable op- portunity to conclude, were in his mind ; and he had anticipated a few days overflowing with occupation, in which, having only women t*^ encounter, he could not fail to be triumphantly suc- cessful. He had entertained these agreeable thoughts of triumph up to the very moment of arriving at Whiteladies ; but somehow the aspect of things was not propitious. Neither Giovanna nor Miss Susan looked as if they were ready to give in to his masculine authority, or to yield to his persutus^^'e in- fluence. The one was defiant, the other roused and on her guard. M. Guillaume had been well managed throughout his life. He had been allowed to suppose that he had everything his own way ; his solemn utterances had been listened to with awe, his jokes had been laughed at, his verdict acknowledged as final. A man who is thus treated at home is apt to be easily mortified abroad, where nobody cares to mdnager his feelings, or to receive his sayings, whether wise or witty, with sentiments properly apportioned to the requirements of the moment. Nothing takes the spirit so completely out of such a man as the first suspicion that he is among pefple to whom he is not an authority, and who really care no more for his opinion than for that of any other man. M. Guillaume was in this un- comfortable position now. Here were two women, neither of them in the least impressed by his superiority, whom, by sheer force of reason, it was necessary for him to get the better of. " And women, as is well known, are inaccessible to reason," he said to himself scornfully. This was somewhat consolatory to his pride, but I am far from sure whether a lingering doubt of his own powers of reasoning, when unassisted by prestige and natural authority, had not a great deal to do with it ; and the good mau felt somewhat small and much discouraged, which it is painful for the father of a family to do. After breakfast Miss Susan brought him out to see the place. He had done his very best to be civil, to drink tea which he did not like, and eat the bacon and eggs, and do justice to the cold patridge on the sideboard, and now he professed himself !<^i 246 WUITELADIES. delighted to make an inspection of Whiteladies. The leaves had been torn by the recent storm from the trees, so that the foliage was much thinned, and though it was a beautiful autumn morning, with a brilliant blue sky, and sunshine full of that regretful brightness which autumn sunshine so often seems to show, yellow leaves still came floating, moment by moment, through the soft atmosphere, dropping noiseless on the grass, detached by the light air, which could not even be called a breeze. The gables of Whiteladies stood out against the blue, with a serene superiority to the waning season, yet a certain svmpathetic consciousness in their grey age, of the generations that had fallen about the old place like the leaves. Miss Susan, whose heart was full, looked at the house of her fathers with eyes touched to poetry by emotion. " The old house has seen many a change," she said, " and not a few sad ones. I am not superstitious about it, like my sister, but you must know, M. Guillaume, that our property was originally Church lands, and that is supposed to bring with it — well, the reverse of a blessing." " Ah ! " said M. Guillaume, " that is then the chapel, as I supposed, in which you dine 1 " " The chapel ! " cried Miss Susan in dismay. " Oh dear, no — the house is not monastic, as is evident. It is, I believe, the best example, or almost the best example, extant of an English manor-house." M. Guillaume saw that he had .ommitted himself, and said no more. He listened with respectful attention while the chief architectural features of the house were pointed out to him. No doubt it was fine, since his informer said so — he would not hurt her feelings by uttering any doubts on the subject — only, if ever it came into his hands — he murmured f o himself. " And now about your business," cried Miss Susan, who had done her best to throw oflf her prevailing anxieiy. " Giovanna ? you mean to take her back with you — and the child t Your poor good wife must miss the child." M. Guillaume took of his hat in his perplexity, and rubbed his bald head. " Ah ! " he said, " here is my great trouble. Giovanna is more changed than 1 can say. I have been told of her wilfulness, but Madame knows that women are apt to exaggerate — not but that I have the greatest respect for the WH1TELADIE8. 247 sex — " He paused, and made her a reverence, which so exas- perated Miss Susan that she could with pleasure have boxed his ears, as he bowed. But this was one of the many impulses which it is best for " the sex," as well as other human creatures, to restrain. ** But I find it is true," said M. Guillaurae. " She does not show any readiness to obey. I do not understand it. I have always been accustomed to be obeyed, and I do not understand it," he added with plaintive iteration. " Since she has had the child she has power, I suppose that is the explanation. Ladies — with every respect — are rarely able to support the tempta- tion of having power. Madame will nardon me for saying so, I am sure." " But you have power also," said Miss Susan. " She is de- pendent upon you, is not she 1 aud I don't see how she can re- sist what you say. She has nothing of her own, I suppose 1 " she continued, pausing upon this point in her inquiries. " She told me so< If she is dependent upon you, she must do as you say." " That is very true," said the old shopkeeper with a certain embarrassment ; " but I must speak frankly to Madame, who is sensible, and will not be offended with what I say. Perhaps it is for this she has come here. It has occurred to my good wife, who has a very good head, that le petit has already rights which should not be forgotten. I do not hesitate to say that women are very quick; these things come into their heads sooner than with us sometimes. My wife thought that there should be a demand for an allowance, a something, for the heir. My wife, Madame knows, is very careful of her children. She loves to lay up for them, to make a little money for them. Le petit had never been thought of, and there was no provision made. She has said for a long time that a little rente, a — what you call allowance, should be claimed for the child. Giovanna has heard it, and that has put another idea into her foolish head ; but Madame will easily perceive that the claim is very just, of a something — a little revenue — for the heir." " From whom is this littlt revenue to come 1 " said Miss Susan, looking at him with a calm which she did not feel. M. Guillaume was embarrassed for the moment ; but a man who is accustomed tn look at his fellow-creatures from the k ou have made a beginning and got over the worst, I wish you could go on." " I don't think I shall ever marry," said Everard with a vague smile creeping about the corners of his lips. " Very likely ! You should have gone on, Everard. A little more money never comes amiss ; and as you really like work " ** When I am forced to it," he said, laughing. " I am not forced, now ; that makes all the difference. You don't expect a young man of the nineteenth century, brought up as I have been, to go to work in cold blood without a motive 1 No, no, that is too much." ** If you please, ma'am," said Martha, coming in, " Stevens wishes to know if the foreign lady and gentleman is staying over Sunday 1 And Cook wishes to say, please " A shadow citme over Miss Susan's face. She forgot the ap- pearances which she had been keeping up with Everard. The colour went out of her cheeks ; her eyes grew dull and dead, as if the life had died out of them. She put up her hands to stop this further demand upon her. " They cannot go on Sunday, of course," she said, " and it is too late to go to-day. Stevens knows that as well as I do, and so do you all. Of course they mean to stay." "And if you please, ma'am, Cook says, the baby LI 256 WHITELADIES. (( No more, please, no more ! " cried Miss Susan faintly. (( shall come presently and talk to Cook. " You want to get rid of these people," said Everard sym- pathetically, startled by her look. " You don't like them, Aunt Susan, whatever, you may say." " I hate them ! " she said low under her breath, with a tone of feeling so intens;e that he was alarmed by it. Then she recovered herself suddenly, chased the cloud from her face, and fell back into the jaunty manner which had so much sur- prised and almost shocked him before. " Of course I don't mean that," she said with a laugh. " Even I have caught your fashion of exaggeration ; but I don't love them, indeed, and I think a Sunday with them in the house is a very dismal affair to look forward to. Go and dress, Everard ; there is the bell. I must go and speak to Cook." While this conversation had been going on in-doors, the two foreigners thus discussed were walking up and down Priory Lane, in close conversation still. They did not hear the dress- ing-bell, or did not care for it. As for Giovanna, she had never yet troubled herself to ask what the preliminary bell meant. She had not dresses to change, and having no acquaintance with the habit which prescribed this alteration of costume in the evening, made no attempt to comply with it. The child clung about M. Guillaume's neck, and gave power to his argu- ments, though it nearly strangled him with its close clasp. " My good Giovanna," he said, " why put yourself in opposi- tion to all your friends ? We are your friends, though you will not think so. This darling, the light of our eyes, you will not steal him from us. Yes, my own ! it is of thee I apeak. The blessed infant knows ; look how he holds me ! You would not deprive me of him, my daughter — my dear child ? " " I should not steal him, anyhow," said the young woman with an exultation which he thought cruel. " He is mine." "Yes, I know. I have always respected thy right, cherie; you know I have. When thy mother-in-law would have had me take authority over him, I have said, ' No ; she is his mother ; the right is with her ' — always, ma fille ! I ask thee as a favour — 1 do not command thee, though some, you know, might think . Listen, my child. The little one will be nothing but a burden to you in the world. If you should wish t « lit WHITELADIES. 257 to go away, to see new faces, to be independent, though it is so strange for a woman, yet think, my child, the little one would be a burden. You have not the habits of our Gertrude, who understands children. Leave thy little one with us ! You will then be free to go where you will." " And you wul be rid of me ! " cried the young woman with passionate scorn. " Ah, I know you ! I know what you mean. To get the child without me would be victory. Ma belle-m^re would be glad, and Gertrude, who understands children ! Un- derstand me, then, mon beau-p6re. The child is my power. I will never leave hold of him ; he is my power. By him I can revenge myself; without him I am nobody, and you do not fear me. Give my baby to me ! " She seized the child, who struggled to keep his hold, and dragged him out of his grandfather's arms. The little fellow had his mouth open to cry, when she deftly filled it with her handkerchief, and setting him down forcibly on his little legs, shook him into frightened silence. " Cry, and I will beat thee ! " she said. Then turning to the grandfather, who vfsr remon- strating and entreating, " He shall walk ; he is Hg enough ; he shall not be carried, nor spoiled, as you would spoil him. Lis- ten, bon papa. I have not anything else to keep my own part with ; but he is mine." " Giovanna ! Giovanna ! think less of thyself and more of thy chad I " " When I find you set me a good example," she said. " Is it not your comfort you seek, caring nothing for mine 1 Get rid of me, and keep the child ! Ah, I perceive, my belle-m^re in that ! But it is his interest to be here. Ces dames, though they don't love us, are kind enough. And listen to me ; they will never give you the rente you demand for the boy — never ! but if he stays here and I stay here they will not turn us out. Ah, no, Madame Suzanne dares not turn me out ! See, then, the reason of what I am doing. You love the child, but you do not wish a burden ; and if you take him away, it will be as a burden ; they will never give you a sou for him. But leave us here, and they will be forced to nourish us and lodge us. Ah, you perceive ! I am not without reason ; I know what I do." M. Guillaume was staggered. Angry as he was to have the child dragged from his arms, and dismayed as he was by Gio- Q 258 WHITELADIE8. vanna's indifference to its fright and tears, there was still some- thing in thi6 argument which compelled his attention. It was true that the subject of an allowance for the baby's maintenance and education had been of late very much talked of at Bmges, and the family had unanimously concluded that it was a right and necessary thing, and the letter making the claim had begun to be concocted, when Giovanna, stung by some quarrel, had suddenW taker tho matter into her own hands. To take back the chL i ir<" i be aweet ; but to take it back pensionless and almost i >);>; i*. i^, with its heirship rendered uncertain, and its immediai ■r.'.huj denied, would not be sweet. M. Guillaume was torn in twaiii ./ conflicting sentiments, his paternal feel- ings struggling against a vevy strong desire to make what could be honestly made out of Whiteladies, and to have the baby pro- vided for. His rafe was eager to have the child, but would she be as eager if she knew that it was totally penniless, and had only visionary expectations 1 Would not she complain more and more of Giovanna, who did nothing, and even of the child itself, another mouth to be fed 1 This view of the subject silenced and confounded him. " If I could hope that thou wouldst be kind ! " he said, faltering, eyeing the poor baby, over whom his heart yearned. His heart yearned over the child ; and yet he felt it would be something of a triumph "could he exploiter Miss Susan, and transfer an undesirable bur- den from his own shoulders to hers. Surely this was worth doing, after her English coldness, her aristocratic contempt. M. Guillaume did not like to be looked down upon. He had been wounded in his pride and hurt in his tender feelings ; and now he would be revenged on her ! He put his hand on Giovanna'a shoulder, and drew closer to her, and they held a consultation with their heads together, which was only interrupted by the appearance of Stevens, very dark and solemn, who begged to ask if they were aware that the dinuer-bell had rung full five minutes before ? WHITELADIES. 259 CHAPTER XXVIII. I HE dinner-table in the old hall was surrounded by a very odd party that night. Miss Susan, at the head of the table, in the handsome matronly evening dress which she took to always at the beginning of winter, did her best to look as usual, though she could not quite keep the panting of her breast from being visible under ^ . ^lack silk and lace. She was breathless, as if she had been lui aig hard ; this was the form her agitation took. Miss A' ^"ist. ,,, at the other end of the table, sat motionless, absorbe-' n ler own thoughts, and quite unmoved by what was going oii iround her. Everard had one side to himself, from wh' ^h he watched with great curiosity the pair opposite to him a lio came in abruptly — Giovanna, with her black hair slightly ruffled by the wind, and M. Guillaume, rubbing his bald head. This was all the toilette they had made. The meal began almost in silence, with a few remarks only between Miss Susan and Everard. M. Guillaume was pre-occupied. Giovanna was at no time disposed for much conversation. Miss Susan, however, after a litt'e interval, began to talk significantly, so as to attract the strangers. " You said yon had not heard lately from Herbert," she said, addressing her young cousin. " You don't know, then, I sup- pose, that they have made all their plans for coming home ? " " Not before the winter, I hope." " Oh, no, not before the winter — in May, when we hope it will be quite safe. They are coming home, not for a visit, but to settle. And we must think of looking for a house," said Miss Susan, with a smile and a sigh. " Do you mean that you — you who have been mistress of Whiteladies for so long — that you will leave Whiteladies ? They will never allow that," said Everard. Miss Susan looked him meaningly in the face, with a gleam of her eye towards the strangers on the other side of the table. How could he tell what meaning she wished to convey to him 1 Men are not clever at interpreting such communications in the 260 WHITELADIE8. P: best of circumstances, and, perfectly ignorant as he was of the circumstances, how could Everard make out what she wanted " But the look silenced and left him gapine with his mouth open, feeling that something was expected of nim, and not knowing what to say. '* Yes, that is my intention," said Miss Susan, with that jaunty air which had so perplexed and annoyed him before. " When Herbert comes home, he has his sister with him to keep his house. I should be superseded. I should be merely a lodger or a visitor in Whiteladies, and that I could not put up with. I shall go of course." "But, Aunt Susan, Reine would never think — Herbert would never permit " Another glance, still more full of meaning, but of meaning quite beyond Everard's grasp, stopped him again. What could she want him to do or say 1 he asked himself. What could she be thinking of? " The thing is settled," said Miss Susan ; " of course we must go. The house and everything in it belongs to Herbert. He will marry, of course. Did not you say to me this very afternoon that he was sure to marry 1 " " Yes," Everard answered faintly ; " but " " There is no but," she replied, with almost a triumphant air. '' It is a matter of course. I shall feel leaving the old house, but I have no right to it, it is not mine, and I do not mean to make any fuss. In six months from this time, if all is well, we shall be out of Whiteladies." She said this with again a little toss of her head, as if in satisfaction. Gio\anna and M. Guillaume exchanged alarmed glances. The words were taking effect. " Is it settled ? " said Augustine calmly. " I did not know things had gone so far. The question now is, who wiU Herbert marry 1 We once talked of this in respect to you, Everard, and I told you my views — I should say my wishes. Herbert has been restored as by a miracle. He ought to be very thank- ful — he ought to show his gratitude. But it depends much upon the kind of woman he marries. I thought once in res- pect to you " " Austine, we need not enter into these questions before strangers," said Miss Susan. WHITELADIES. 261 mow rbert ,and rt has ihank- much n res- " It does not matter who is present," said Augustine. " Every one knows what ray life is, and what is the curse of our house." " Pardon, ma soBur/' said M. Guillaume. " I am of the house, but I do not know." " Ah" said Augustine, looking at him. "After Herbert, you represent the elder branch ? it is true ; but you have not a daughter who is young, under twenty, have you 1 that is wiiat I want to know. " I have three daughters, ma soeur," said M. Guillaume, delighted to find a subject on which he could expatiate ; " all very good — gentilles, kind to every one. There is Madeleine, who is the wife of M. Meeren, the jeweller — Francois Meeren, the eldest son, very well off ; and Marie, who is settled at Courtray, whose husband has a great manufactory ; and Gertrude, my youngest, who has niarried my partner — they will succeed her mother and me when our day is over. Ma soeur knows that my son died ? Yes j these are misfortunes that all have to bear. This is my family. They are very good women, though I say it — pious and good mothers and wives, and obedient to their husbands and kind to the poor. Augustine had continued to look at him, but the animation had faded out of her eyes. " Men's wives are of little interest to me," she said. " What I want is one who is young, and who would understand and do what I say." Here Giovanna got up from her chair, pushing it back with a force which almost made Stevens drop the dish he was carry- ing. " Me ! " she cried, with a gleam of malice in her eyes, " me, ma soeur ! I am younger than Gertrude and the rest. I am no one's wife. Let it be me." Augustine looked at her with curious scrutiny, measuring her from head to foot, as it were ; while Miss Susan, horror- stricken at once by the discussion and the indecorum, looked on breathless. Then Augustine turned away. " You could not be Herbert's wife," she said, with her usual abstract quiet ; and added softly, " I must ask for enlighten- ment. I shall speak to my people at the Almshouses to-morrow. We have done so much. His life has been given to us ; why not the family salvation too t " 202 WHTTKLADIE8. " These are questionn which had better not be discussed at the dinner-table," said Miss Susan, " a place where in England we don't think it right to indulge in expressions of feelinff. Madame Jean, I am afraid you are surprised by ray sister s ways. In the family we all know what she means exactly ; but outside the family " ** I am one of the family," said Giovanna, leaning back in her chair, on which she had reseated herself. She put up her hands, and clasped them behind her head in an attitude which was of the easiest and freest description. '* I eat no more, thank you, take it away ; though the cuisine is better than my belle-m^re's, bon papa ; but I cannot eat for ever, like you Eng- lish. Oh, I am one of the family. I understand also, and I think — there are things that come into my head." Miss Susan gave her a look which was full of fright and dis- like, but not of understanding. Everard only thought he caught for a moment the gleam of sudden malicious meaning in her eyes. She laughed a low laugh, and looked at him across the table, yawning and stretching her arms, which were hidden by her black sleeves, but which Everard divined to be beautiful ones, somewhat large, but fine and shapely. His eye sought hers half unwillingly, attracted in spite of himself. How rail of life and youth and warmth and force she looked among all these old people ! Even her careless gestures, her want of breeding, over which Stevens was groaning, seemed to make it more evident ; and he thought to himself, with a shudder, that he understood what was in her eye. But none of the old people thought the rude young Ti'oman worth notice. Her father-in-law pulled her skirt sharply under the table, to recall her to " her manners," and she laughed, but did not alter her position. Miss Susan was horrified and angry, but her indignation went no farther. She turned to the old linendraper with elaborate politeness. " I am afraid you will find our English Sunday dull," she said. " You know we have different ideas from those you have abroad ; and if you want to go to-morrow, travelling is difiicult on Sunday — though to be sure we might make an effort." " Pardon, I have no intention of going to-morrow," said M. Guillaume. " I have been thinking much — and after diniie^r I will disclose to Madame what my thoughts have been." r WniTKI.ADIFa 263 Miss Susan's bosom swelled with suspense and pain. " That will do, Stevens, that will do," she said. He had been wandering round and round the table for about an hour, she thought, with sweet dishes of which there was an unusual and unnecessary abundance, and which no one tasted. She felt sure, as people always do, when they are aware of some- thing to conceal, that he lingered so long on purpose to spy out what he coula of the mystery ; and now her heart beat with feverish desire to know what was the nature of M, Guillaume's thoughts. Why did not he say plainly, " We are going on Monday ? " T^-'t would have been a hundred times better than any thoughts. " It will be well if you will come to the Almhouses to-mor- row," said Miss Augustine, once more taking the conduct of the conversation into her hands. " It will be well for yourself to show at least that you understand what the burden of the family is. Perhaps good thoughts will be put into your head ; perhaps, as you are the next in succession of our family — ah ! I must think of that. You are an old man ; you cannot be ambitious," she said, slowly and calmly ; " nor love the world as others do." " You flatter me, ma soenr," said M. Guillaume. " I should be proud to deserve your commendation ; but I am ambitious. Not for myself — for me it is nothing ; but if this child were the master here, I should die happy. It is what I wish for most." " That is," said Miss Susan, with rising colour (and oh how thankful she was for some feasible pretext by which to throw oflf a little of the rising tide of feeling within her !) — " that is — what M. Guillaume Austin wishes for most is, that Herbert, our boy, whom God has spared, should get worse again, and die." The old man looked up at her, startlej, having, like so many others, thought innocently enough of what was most important to himself, without considering how it told Upon the others. Giovanna, however, put herself suddenly in the breach. " I," she cried, with another quick change of movement — "I am the child's mother, Madame Suzanne, you know ; >et I do not wish this. Listen. I drink to tho iiealth of M Her- bert ! " she cried, lifting up the nearest g]a;>8 of wine, v/iiich happened to be her father-in-law's ; " that he comes home well 264 WHITELADIES. and strong, that he takes a wife, that he lives long ! I carry this to his health. Vive M. Herbert ! " she cried, and drank the wine, which brought a sadden flush to her cheeks, and lighted up her eyes. They all gazed at her — I cannot say with what disapproval and secret horror in their elderly calm ; except Everard, who, alway? ready to admire a pretty woman, felt a sudden enthu- siasm take possession of him. He, oddly enough, was the only one to understand her meaning ; but how handsome she was ! how splendid the glow in her eyes ! He looked across the table, and bowed and pledged her. He was the only one who did not look at her with disapproval. Her beauty conciliated the young man, in spite of himself. " Drinking to him is a vain ceremony," said Augustine, " but if you were to practise self-denial, and get up early, and come to the Alms|iouses every morning with me " " I will," said Giovanna, quickly, " I will every morning if ma sceur will permit me." " I do not suppose that every morning can mean much in Madame Jean's case," said Miss Susan stiffly, " as no doubt she will be returning home before long." " Do not check the young woman, Susan, when she shows good dispositions," said Augustine. " It is always good to pray. You are worldly-minded yourself, and do not think as I do ; but when I can find one to feel with me, that makes me happy. She may stay longer than you think." Miss Susan could not restrain a low exclamation of dismay. Everard, looking at her, saw that her face began to wear that terrible look of conscious impotence — helpless and driven into a corner, which is so unendurable to the strong. She was of more personal importance individually than all the tormentors who surrounded her, but she was powerless, and could do no- thing against them. Her cheeks flushed hot under her eyes, which seemed scorched, and dazzled too, by this burning of shame. He said something to her in a low tone, to call off her attention, and perceived that the strong woman, generally mis- tress of the circumstances, was unable to answer him out of sheer emotion. Fortunately, by this time the dessert was on the table, and she rose abruptly. Augustine, slower, rose too. Giovanna, however, sat still composedly by her father-in-law's side. WHITELADIES. 265 < " The bon papa has not finished his wine," she said, pointing to him. " Madame Jean," said Miss Susan, " in England you must do as English ladies do. I cannot permit anything else in my house." It was not this that made her excited, but it was a mode of throwing forth a little of that excitement which, moment by moment, was getting more than she could bear. Giovanna, after another look, got up and obeyed her without a word. " So this is the mode Anglaise ? " said the old man, when they were gone ; " it is not polite ; it is to show, I suppose, that we are not welcome ; but Madame Suzanne need not give herself the trouble. If she will do her duty to her relations, I do not mean to stay." " I do not know what it is about," said Everard ; " but she always does her duty by everybody, and you need not be afraid." On this hint M. Guillaume began, and told Everard the whole matter, filling him with perplexity. The story of Miss Susan's visit sounded strangely enough, though the simple narrator ^l^^toiew nothing of its worst consequences ; but he told his in- ) tefested auditor how she had tempted him to throw up hisbar- igain with Farrel- Austin, and raised hopes which now she seemed 'so little inclined to realize ; and the story was not agreeable to Everard's ear. Farrel-Austin, no doubt, had begun this curi- ous oblique dealing ; but Farrel-Austin was a man from whom little was expected, and Everard had been used to expect much from Miss Susan. But he did not know, all the time, that he was driving her almost mad, keeping back the old man, who had promised that evening to let her know the issue of his thoughts. She was sitting in a corner, speechless and rigid with agitation, when the two came in from the dining-room to " join the ladies ;" and even then Everard, in his ignorance, would have seated himself beside her, to postpone the explanation still longer. " Go away ! go away ! " she said to him in a wild whisper. What could she meani for certainly there could be nothing tragical connected with this old man, or so at least Everard thought. " Madame will excuse me, I hope," said Guillaume blandly ; as it is the mode Anglaise, I endeavoured to follow it, though , I it , 266 WHTTELADIES. it seems little polite. But it is not for one country to condemn the ways of the other. If Madame wishes it, I will now say the result of my thoughts." Miss Susan, who was past speaking, nodded her head, and did her best to form her lips into a smile. " Madame informs me," said M. Guillaume, " that Monsieur Herbert is better, that the chances of le petit are small, and that there is no one to give to the child the rente, the allow- ance, that is his due ? " " That is true, quite true." " On the other hand," said M. Guillaume, " Giovanna has told me her ideas — she will not come away with me. What she says is that her boy has a right to be here ; and she will not leave Viteladies. What can I say 1 Madame perceives that it is not easy to change the ideas "of Giovanna when she has made up her mind." " But what has her mind to do with it," cried Miss Susan, in despair, " when it is you who have the power 1 " " Madame is right, of course," said the old ^shopkeeper ; " it is I who have the power. I am the father, the head of the house. Still, a good father is not a tyrant, Madame Suzanne ; a good father hears reason. Giovanna says to me, ' It is well ; if le petit has no right, it is for M. le Proprietaire to say so." She is not without acuteness, madame will perceive. What she says is, ' If Madame Suzanne cannot provide for le petit — will not make him any allowance — and tells us that she has nothing to do with Vfteladies — then it is best to wait until they come who have to do with it. M. Herbert returns in May. Eh, bien ! she will remain till then, that M. Herbert, who must know best, may decide.' " Miss Susan was thunderstruck. She was dr.- ven into silence, paralyzed by this intimation. She looked at the old shopkeeper with a dumb strain of terror and appeal in her face, which moved him, though he did not understand. " Mon Dieu ! Madame," he cried ; " can I help it 1 it is not I : I am without power ! " " But she shall not stay — I cannot have her ; I will not have her ! " cried Miss Susan, in her dismay. M. Guillaume said nothing, but he beckoned his step-daughter from the other end of the room. WHITELAniES. 267 * Speak for thyself," he said. " Thou art not wanted here, nor thy child either. It would be better to return with me." Giovanna looked Miss Susan full in the eyes, with an audar cious smile. " Madame Suzanne will not send me away," she said ; " I am sure she will not send me away." Miss Susan felt herself caught in the toils. She looked from one to another with despairing eyes. She might appeal to the old man, but she knew it was hopeless to appeal to the young woman, who stood over her with determination in every line of her face, and conscious power glancing from her eyes. She subdued herself by an incalculable effort. " I thought," she said, faltering, " that it would be happier for you to go back to your home — that to be near your friends would please you. It may be comfortable enough here, but you would miss the — society of your friends- n Ma- " My mother-in law "? " said Giovanna, with a laugh, dame is too good to think of me. Yes, it is dull, I know ; but for the child I overlook that. I will stay till M. Herbert comes. The bon papa is fond of the child, but he loves his rente, and will leave us when we are penniless. I will stay till M. Herbert returns, who must govern everything. Madame Suzanne will not contradict me, otherwise I shall have no choice. I shall be forced to go to M. Herbert to tell him all." Miss Susan sat still and listened. She had to keep silence, though her heart beat so that it seemed to be escaping out of her sober breast, and the blood filled her veins to bursting. Heaven help her ! here was her punishment. Fiery passion blazed in her, but she durst not betray it ; and to keep it down — to keep it silent — was all she was able to do. She answered, faltering — " You are mistaken ; you are mistaken ! Herbert will do nothing. Besides, some one could write and tell you what he says." " Pardon ! but I move not ; I leave not," said Giovanna. She enjoyed the triumph. " I am a mother," she said ; " Ma- dame Suzanne knows ; and mothers sacrifice everything for the good of their children — everything. I a " able for the sacrifice," she said, looking down upon Miss Susan with a gleam almost of 1 268 WHITELADIES. laughter— of fun, humour, and malicious amusement in her eyes. To reason with this creature was like dashing oneself against a stone wall. She was impregnable in her resolution. Miss Susan, feeling the blow go to her heart, pushed her chair back into the corner, and hid herself, as it were. It was a dark corner, where her face was in comparative darkness. " I cannot struggle with you," she said, in a piteous whisper, feeling her lips too parched and dry for another word. . \> H 1- WHITELADIE8. 269 CHAPTER XXIX. . OING to stay till Herbert comes back ! bui, my dear Aunt Susan, since you don't want her — and of course you dont want her — why don't you say so V cried Everard. " An unwelcome guest may be endured for a day or two, or a week or two, but for five or six months " " My dear," said Miss Susan, who was pale, and in whose vigorous frame a tremble of weakness seemed so out of place, " how can I say so ? It would be so — discourteous — eo uncivil — " The young man looked at her with dismay. He would have laughed had she not been so deadly serious. Her face was white and drawn, her lips quivered slightly as she spoke. She looked all at once a weak old woman, tremulous, broken down and uncertain of herself. " You must be ill," he said, " I can't believe it Is vou 1 am speaking to. You ought to see the doctor, Aunt Scsar — you cannot be well." " Perhaps," she said with a pitiful attempt a,u a ..wh, " perhaps. Indeed you must be right, Everard, ^>^' 1 don'i: feel like myself. T am getting old, you know." " Nonsense ! " he said lightly, " you were as youn ;•; an i*fiy of us last time I was here." "Ah!" said Miss Susan with er quivering lips, ' l have kept that up too long. I have gone on bemg yoimg — ar.d now all at once I am old ; that is how it is." " But that does not make any difference in my argument," said Everard ; " if you are old -which I don't believe^ — the less reason is there for having you vexed. You don't like this guest who is going to inflict herself upon you. I shouldn't mind her," he added, with a laugh ; " she's very handsome, Aunt Susan -, but I don't suppose that affects you in the same way ; and she will be quite out of place when Herbert comes, or at least when Reine comes. J advise you to tell her plainly, before the old fellow goes, that i won't do." 270 WHITELADIES. ill ! " I can't, my dear — 1 can't ! " said Miss Susan ; how her lips quivered ! — " she is in my bouse, she is my guest, and I can't say, * Go away.' " " Why not 1 She is not a person of very fine feelings, to be hurt by it. She is not even a lady ; and till May, till the end of May 1 you will never be able to endure her." " Oh, yes I shall," said Miss Susan. " I see you think that T am very weak ; but I never was uncivil to any one, Everard, not to any one ! in my own house. It is Herbert's house, of course," she added qaickly, " but yet it has been mine, ^uhough I never had any real right to it, for sc many years." " And you really mean to leave now 1 " " I suppose so," said Miss Susan faltering, " I think, probably — nothing is settled. Doix't be too ha-rd upon me, Everard ! I said so — for them, to show them that I had no power." " Then why, for heaven's sake, if yon have so strong a feeling — why for lb > sake of politeness ! — Politeness is absurd, Aunt Susan," said Everard. " Do you mean to say that if any saucy fellow, any oad I may have met, chose to come into my hodse and take possession, I rhould not kick him out because it would be uncivil ? This is not like your good sense. You must have some other reason. No ! do you mean no by that shake of the head ? Then if it is so very disaf ^eeable to you, let me speak to her. Let me suggest " " Not for the world," cried Miss Susan. " No, for pity's sake, no. You M^.ll make me frantic if you speak of such a thing." " Or to he old fellow," said Everard ; " he ought to see the absurdity of it, and the tyranny." She carght at this evidently v/ith a little hope. " You may speak to Monsieur Guillaume if you feel disposed," she said ; " yer,, yoi^ may speak to him. 1 blame him very much ; he oag'L'u noc to have listened to her ; he oughii to have taken her av^av lit once." •' i.?iv;v c uld he if she wouldn't go? Men no doubt are poweriu; Ufniva;;;'," said Everard laughing, " but suppose the other sid^ leclinbd to be moved 1 Even a horse at the water, if it declii is to uriuk — you know the proverb." " Oh do 't worry me witb proverbs — as if I have not enough without that ! " she said with an impatience which wouM have been comic had it i^ot been so tragical. " Ves, Everard, yes, if WHITELAI>1ES. 271 you like you may speak to him — but not to her ; not a word to her for the world. My dear boy, my dear boy ! You won't go against me in this." " Of course I shall do only what ycu wish me to do," he said more gravely ; the sight of her agitation troubled the young man exceedingly. To think of any concealed feeling, any mys- tery in connection with Susan Austin, seemed not only a blas- phemy, but an absurdity. Yet what could she mean, what could her strange terror, her changed looks, her agitated aspect, mean ? Everard was more disturbed than he could say. This was on the Sunday afternoon, that hour of all others when clouds hang heaviest and troubles, where they exist, come most into the foreground. The occupations of ordinary life push them aside, but Sunday, which is devoted to rest, and in which so many people honestly endeavour to put the trifling little cares of every day out of their minds, always lays hold of those bigger disturbers of existence which it is the aim of our lives to forget. Miss Susan would have made a brave fight against the evil which she could not avoid on another day, but this day, with all its many associations of quiet, its outside tranquillity, its powerful recollections and habits, was too much for it. Everard had found her walking in the Prioiy Lane by herself, a bitter dew of pain in her eyes, and a tremble in her lips which frightened him. She had come out to collect her thoughts a little, and to escape from her visitors, who sometimes seemed for the moment more than she could bear. Miss Augustine came up on her way from the afternoon service at the Almshouses, while Everard spoke. She was accompanied by Giovanna, and it was a curious sight to .jee the tall, slight figure of the Grey sister, type of everything abstract and mystic, with that other by her side, full of strange vitality, watching the absorbed and dreamy creature with those looks of investigation, puzzled to know what her meaning was, but determined somehow to be at the bottom of it. Giovanna's eyes darted a keen telegraphic communication to Everard's as they came up. This glance seemed to convey at once an opin- ion and an inquiry. " How droll she is ! Is she mad ? 1 am finding her out," the eyes said. Everard carefully refrained from making any reply ; though indeed this was self-denial on his part, for Giovanna certainly made Whiteladies more amus- ing than it had been when he was last there. ii-l. mm "return 272 WHITELADIES. " You have been to church 1 " said Miss Su3an, with her forced and reluctant smile. •* She went with me," said Miss Augustine. " I hope we have a great acquisition in her. Few have understood me so quickly. If anything should happen to Herbert " " Nothing is going to happen to Herbert," cried Miss Susan. " God bless him ! It sounds as if you were putting a spell upon our boy." " I put no spell ; I don't even understand such profane words. My heart is set on one thing, and it is of less import- ance how it is carried out. If anything should happen to Herbert, I believe I have found one who sees the necessity as I do, and who will sacrifice herself for the salvation of the race." " One -vrho will sacrifice herself ! " Miss Susan gasped wildly under her breath. Giovanna looked at har with defiance, challenging her, as it were, to a mortal struggle ; yet there was a glimmer of laughter in her eyes. She looked at Miss Susan from behind the back of the other, and made a slow solemn courtesy as Augustine spoke. Her eyes were dancing with a humorous enjoyment of the situation, with mischief and playfulness, yet with conscious power. "This — lady?" said Miss Susan, "I think you are mad; Austine; I think you are going mad ! " Miss Augustine shook her head. " Susan, how often do I tell you that you are giving your heart to Mammon and to the v,'orld ! This is worse than madness. It makes you incapable of seeing spiritual things. Yes ! she is capable of it. Heaven has sent her in answer to many prayers." Saying this, Augustine glided past towards the house with her arms folded in her sleeves., and her abstract eyes fixed on the vacant air. A little flusli of displeasure at the opposition had come upon her face as she spoke, but it faded as quickly as it came. As for Giovanna, before she followed her, she stopped and threw up her hands with a critical gesture : " Is it then my fault ? " she said as she passed. Aias Susan s*.ood and looked after them, her eyes dilating ; a kind of panic was in her face. " Is it then God that has sent WHIT£LADIBS. 273 her, to support the innocent, to punish the guilty 1 " she said under her breath. "Aunt Susan, take my arm ; you are certainly ill." "Yes, yes," she said faintly. "Take me in, take me out of sight, and never tell any one, Everard, never tell any one. I think I shall go out of my mind. It must be giving my thoughts to Mammon and the world, as she said." " Never mind what she says," said Everard, " no one pays any attention to what she says. Your nerves are over wrought somehow or other, and you are ill. But I'll have it out with the old duflfer ! " cried the young man. They met Monsieur Guillaume immediately after, and I think he must have heard them ; but he was happily quite unaware of the nature of a " duflfer," or what the word meant, and, to tell the truth, so ami. Miss Susan was not able to come down to dinner, a marvel- lous and almost unheard of event, so that the party was still less lively than usual. Everard was so concerned about his old friend, and the strange condition in which she was, that he began his attack upon the old shopkeeper almost as soon as they were left alone. " Don't you think, sir," the young man began in a straightforward, unartificial way, "that it would be better to take your daughter-in-law with you 1 She will only be uncomfortable among people so diflTerent from those you have been accustomed to ; I doubt if they will get on." " Get on 1 " said Monsieur Guillaume pleasantly, " Get on what ? She does not wish to get on anywhere. She wishes to stay here." " I mean, they are not likely to be comfortable together, to agree, to be friends." M. Guillaume shrugged his shoulders. " Mon Dieu," he said, " it will not be my fault. If Madame Suzanne will not grant the little rente, the allowance I demanded for le petit, is it fit that he should be at my charge ? He was not thought of till Madame Suzanne came to visit us. There is nothing for him. He was born to be the heir here." " But Miss Austm could have nothing to do with his being bom," cried Everard laughing. Poor Miss Susan, it seemed the drollest thing to lay to her charge. But M. Guillaume did not see the joke, he went on seriously. R 274 WUITELADIES. " And I had made my little arrangement with M. Farrel. We were in accord, all was settled ; so much to come to me on the spot, and this heritage, this old ch&teau — ch4teau, mon Dieu, a thing of wood and brick ! —to him, eventually. But when Madame Suzanne arrived to tell us of the beauties of this place, and when the women among them made discovery of the petit, that he was about to be born, the contract was broken with M. Farrel. I lost the money — and now I lose the herit- age ; and it is I who must provide for le petit ; Monsieur, such a thing was never heard of. It is incredible ; and Madame Suzanne thinks, I am to carry off the child without a word, and take this disappointment tranquilly ! But no ! I am not a fool, and it cannot be." " But I thought you were very fond of the child, and were in despair at losing him," said Everard. " Yes, yes," cried the old shopkeeper, " despair is one thing, and good sense is another. This is contrary to good sense. Giovanna is an obstinate, but she has good sense. ^ They will not give le petit anything, eh bien, let them bear the expense of him ! ' That is what she says." " Then the allowance is all you want 1 " said Everard, with British brevity. This seemed to him the easiest of arrange- ments. With his mind quite relieved, and a few jokes laid up for the amusement of the future, touching Miss Susan's powers and disabilities, he strcUed into the drawing-room, M. Guill- aume preferring to be^^tke himself to bed. The drawing-room of Whiteladies had never looked so thoroughly unlike itself. There seemed to Everard at first to be no one there, but after a minute he perceived a figure stretched out upon a sofa. The lamps were very dim, throwing a sort of twilight glimmer through the room ; and the fire was very red, adding a rosy hue, but no more, to this faint illumination. It was the sort of li^ht favourable to talk, or to meditation, or to slumber, but by aid of which neither reading, nor work, nor any active oc- cupation could be pursued. This was of itself sufficient to mark the absence of Miss Susan, for whom a cheerful full light of animation and activity seemed always necessary. The figure on the sofa lay at full length, with an abandon of indolence and comfort which suited the warm atmosphere and subdued light. Everard felt a certain, appropriateness in the scene alto- WH1TELA.DIES. 275 gether, but it wa« not WhiteUdios. An Italian palace or an eastern harem would have been more in accordance with the presiding figure. She raised her head, however, as he ap- {)roachea, supporting herself on her elbow, with a vivacity un- ike the eastern calm, and looked at him by the dim light with a look half provoking half inviting, which attracted the foolish young man more perhaps than a more correct demeanour would have done. Why should not he try what he could do, Everat'cl thought, to move the rebel 1 for he had an internal conviction that even the allowance which would satisfy M. Guillaume would not content Giovanna. He drew a chair to the other side of the table upon which the tall dim lamp was standing, and which was drawn close to the sofa on which the young woman lay. " Do you really mean to remain at Whiteladies 1 " he said. " I don't think you can have any idea how dull it is here." She shrugged her shoulders slightly and raised her eyebrows. She had let her head drop back upon the sofa cushions, and the faint light threw a kind of dreamy radiance upon her fine fea- tures, and great glowing dark eyes. " Dull ! it is almost more than dull," he continued ; though even as he spoke he felt that to have this beautiful creature in Whiteladies would be a sensible alleviation of the dulness, and that his effort on Miss Susan's behalf was of the most disin- terested kind. " It would kill you, I fear ; you can't imagine what it is in winter, when the days are short ; the lamps are lit at half-past four, and nothing happens all the evening, no one comes. You sit before dinner round the fire, and Miss Austin knits ; and after dinner you sit round the fire again, and there is not a sound in all the place, unless you have yourself the courage to make an observation, and it seems about a year be- fore it is time to go to bed. You don't know what it is." What Miss Susan would have said had she heard this account of those winter evenings, many of which the hypocrite had spent very cosily at Whiteladies, I prefer not to think. The idea occurred to himself with a comic panic. What would she say ) He could scarcely keep from laughing as he asked him- self the question. " I have imagination," said Giovanna, stretching her arms. " I can see it all ; but I should not endure it, me. I should get up and snap my fingers at them and dance, or sing." IMAGE EVALUATION TEST TARGET (MT-3) 1.0 1.25 2.5 2.2 1^128 US ? 1^ |2.0 llllliis 1.4 f> /] .% ^^^ ^ 7 z!^ HiDiDgrajdiic Sdences Corporation 93 WiST MAIN STREiT WIBSTER.N.Y. 145M (716) •72-4503 ci^ 276 WHITELADIES. " Ah ! " said Everard, entering into the humour of his rdle, " 80 you think at present ; but it would soon take the spirit out of you. I am very sorry for you, Madame Jean. If I were like you, with the power of enjoying myself, and having the world at my feet " " Ah ! bah ! " cried Giovanna, " how can one have the world at one's feet, when one has no money 1 And you should see the shop at Bruges, mon Dieu ! People do not come and throw themselves at one's feet there. I am not sure even if Gertrude and the belle m6re can help it : but here " " You will have no one to see you," said Everard, tickled by the part he was playing, and throwing himself into the spirit of it. " That is worse — for what is the good of being visible when tlere is no one to see ? " This consideration evidently was not without its effect. Gio- vanna raised herself lazily on her elbow and looked at him across the table. " You come," said she, "and this Herbert." " Herbert," said Everard, shaking his head, " ho is a sickly boy ; and as for me — I have to pay my vows at other shrines," he said with a laugh. But he found this conversation immensely entertaining, and went on representing the disadvantages of Whiteladies with more enjoyment thi^n perhaps he had ever ex- perienced in that place on a Sunday evening before. He went on till Giovanna pettishly bade him go. " At the least, it is comfortable," she said. " Ah, go i It is very tranquil, there is no one to call to you with a sharp voice like a knife, 'Gi'vanna !* tu dors !' Go, I am going to sleep." I don't suppose she meant him to take her at her word, for Giovanna was amused too, and found the young man's company and his compliments, and that half-mocking, half-real mixture of homage and criticism to be a pleasant variety. But Everard, partly because he had exhausted all he had to say, partly lest he should be drawn on to say more, jumped up in a state of amuse- ment and satisfaction with himself and his own cleverness which was very pleasant. " Since you send me away, I must obey," he said j " Dormez, belle enuhanteresse ! " and with this, which he felt to be a very pretty speech indeed, he left the room more pleased with himself than ever. He had spent a most satisfac- tory evening, he had ascertained that the old man was to be bought off with money, and he had done his best to disgust the WHITELADIES. 277 young woman with a dull English country-house ; in sh-^rt, he had done Miss Susan yeoman s service, and amused himself at the same time. Everard was agreeahly excited, and felt, after a few moments' reflection over a cigar on the lawn, that he would like to do more. It was still early, for the Sunday dinner at Whiteladies, as in so many other respectable English houses, was an hour earlier than usual ; and as he wandered round the house, he saw the light still shining in Miss Susan's window. This decided him ; he threw away the end of his cigar, and hastening up the great staircase three steps at once, hurried to Miss Susan's door. " Come in," she said faintly. Everard was as much a child of the house as Herbert and Reine, and had received many an admonition in that well-known chamber. He opened the door without hesitation. But there was something in the very atmosphere which he felt to daunt him as he went in. Miss Susan was seated in her easy chair by the bedside fully dressed. She was leaning her head back upon the high shoulder of the old-fashioned chair W7th her eyes shut. She thought it was Martha who had come in, and she was not careful to keep up appearances with Martha, who had found out days before that something was the matter. She was almost ghastly in her pale- ness, and there was an utter languor of despair about her atti- tude and her look, which alarmed Everard in the highest degree. But he could not stop the first wortJs that rose upon his lips, or subdue altogether the cheery tone which came naturally from his satisfied feelings. '' Aunt Susan," he cried, " come along, come down-stairs, now's your time. I have been telling stories of Whiteladies to disgust her, and I believe now you could buy them off with a small annuity. Aunt Susan ! forgive my noise, you are ill." " No no," she said with a gasp and a forlorn smile. " No, only tired. What did you say, Everard ? whom am I to buy off 1 " This was a last effort at keeping up appearances. It seemed to strike her all at once that this was an ungrateful way of treating one who had been taking so much trouble on her account. " Forgive me, Everard," she said ; " I have been dozing, and my head is muddled. Buy them off ? To be sure, I should have thought of that ; for an annuity, after all, though FJl 278 WHITELADIES. I have no right to give it, is better than having them settled in the house." " Far better, since you dislike them so much," said Everard ; " I don't, for my part. She is not so bad. She is very hand- some, and there's some fun in her." " Fun ! " Miss Susan rose up very tremulous and uncertain and looking ten years older, with her face ashy pale, and a tottering in her steps, all brought about by this unwelcome visitor ; and to hear of fun in connection with Giovanna, made her sharply, unreasonably angry for the time. " You should choose your words better at such a moment," she said. " Never mind my words, come and speak to her," cried Everard. He was very curious and full of wonder, seeing there was something below the surface more than met his eyes, and that the mystery was far more mysterious than his idea of it. Miss Susan hesitated more than ever, and seemed as if she would have gone back before they reached the stairs, but ho kept up her courage. " When it's only a little money, and you can afford it," he said. " You don't care so much for a little money." " No, I don't care much for a little money," she repeated after him mechanically, as she went down stairs. WHITELADIES. 279 CHAPTER XXX. EISS SUSAN went into the drawing-room in the same dim light in which Everard had left it. She was ir- ritable and impatient in her misery. She would have liked to turn up all the lamps, and throw a flood of light upon the stranger whose attitude on the sofa was equally indolent and indecorous. Why was she there at all ? what right had she to extend herself at full length, to make herself so comfort- able ? That Giovanna should be comfortable did not do Miss Susan any further harm ; but she felt as if it did, and a foun- tain of hot wrath surged up in her heart. This, however, she felt was not the way in which she could do any good, so she made an effort to restrain herself. She sat down in Everard 's seat which he had left. She was not quite sure whether he himself were not lingering in the shadows at the door of the room, and this made her difficulty the greater in what she had to say. " Do you like this darkness ? " she asked. ^' It is oppressive we cannot see to do anything." " Me, I don't want to do anything," said Giovanna. " I sleep and I dream. This is more pleasant to me. Madame Suzanne loves occupation. Me, I do not." " Yes," said Miss Susan with suppressed impatience, " that is one of the differences between us. You wanted me to make an allowance for the child, and I refused. Indeed, it is not my business, for Whiteladies is not mine. But now that I have thought of it, I will consent. It would be so much better for you to travel with your father-in-law than alone." Giovanna turned her face towards her companion with again that laughing devil in her eye. " Madame Suzanne mistakes. The bon-papa spoke of his rente that he loves, not me. If ces dames will give me money to dress myself, to be more like them, that will be well ; but it was the bon-papa, not me." " Never mind who it was," said Miss Susan, on the verge of losing her temper. " One or the other, I suppose it is all the same. I will give you your allowance." 280 WHlTELi^DIE8. "To dress myself? thanks, that will be well. Then I can follow the mode Anglaise, and have something to wear the evening, like Madame Suzanne herself." " For the child ! " cried the suffering woman, in a voice which to Everard, behind backs, sounded like low and muffled thunder. " To support him and you, to keep you independent, to make you comfortable at home among your own people — " " Merci ! " cried Giovanna, shrugging her shoulders. " That is the bon-papa's idea, as I tell madame, not mine. Comfort- able ! with my belle-m^re I Listen, Madame Suzanne — I have been thinking. If you will accept me with bounty, you shall not be sorry. I can make myself good. I can be useful, though it is not what I like best I stay — I make myself your child " " I do not want you," cried Miss Susan, stung beyond her strength of self-control, " I do not want you. I will pay you anything to get you away." Giovanna's eyes gave forth a gleam. " Tr^s bien," she said calml3^ " Then I shall stay, if madame pleases or not. It is what I have intended from the beginning, and I do not change my mind, me." " But if I say you shall not stay ! " said Miss Susan wrought to fury, and pushing back her chair from the table. Giovanna raised herself on her elbow, and leant across the table, fixing the other with her great eyes. " Once more, ti^s bien," she said in a significant tone, too low for Everard to hear, but not a whisper. " Tr^s bien ! Madame then wishes me to tell not only M. Herbert, but the bonne soeur, madame's sister, and ce petit monsieur-14 1 " Miss Susan sat and listened like a figure of stone. Her colour changed out of the flush of anger which had lighted it up, and grew again ashy pale. From her labouring breast there came a great gasp, half groan, half sob. She looked at the remorse- less creature opposite with a piteous prayer coming into her eyes. First rage, which was useless ; then entreaty, more use- less still. " Have pity on me ! have pity on me," she said. " But certainly ! " said Giovanna, sinking back upon her cushions with a soft laugh. " Certainly ! I am not cruel, me ; but I am comfortable, and I stav." WHITELADIES. 281 " She will not hear of it," said Miss Susan, meeting Everard's anxious looks as she passed hiro, hurrying up-stairs. ** Never mind me. Everard, never mind ! we shall do well enough. Do not say any more about it. Never mind I never mind ! It is time we were all in bed." " But, Aunt Susan, tell me " " No, no, there is nothing to tell," she said hurrying from him. " Do not let us say any more about it. It is time we w^ere all in bed." The next day M. Guillaume left Whiteladies, after a very melancholy parting with his little grandchild. The old man sobbed, and the child sobbed for sympathy. " Thou wilt be good to hiro, Giovanna ! " he said weeping. Giovanna stood and looked on with a smile on her face. ** Bon papa, it is easy to cry," she said ; " but you do not want him without a rente ; weep then for the rente, not for the child." " Heartless ! " cried the old shopkeeper, turning from her ; and her laugh, though it was quite low, did sound heartless to the bystanders ; yet there was some truth in what she said. M. Guillaume went away in the morning, and Everard in the afternoon. The young man was deeply perplexed and disturbed. He had been a witness of the conclusive interview on the previous night without hearing all that was said ; yet he had heard enough to show him that something lay behind of which he was not cog- nisant — something which made Miss Susan unwillingly submit to an encumbrance which she hated, and which made her more deeply, tragically unhappy than a woman of her spotless life and tranquil age had any right to be. To throw such a woman into passionate distress, and make her, so strong in her good sense, so reasonable and thoroughly acquainted with the world, bow her head under an irritating and unnecessary yoke, there must be some cause more potent than anything Everard could divine. He made an attempt to gain her confidence before he went away ; but it was still more fruitless than before. The only thing she would say was, that she could speak no more on the subject. " There is nothing to say. She is here now for good or for evil, and we must make the best of it. Prob- ably we shall get on better than we think," said Miss Susan ; and that was all he could extract from her. He went away piore disturbed than he could tell ; his curiosity was excited a^ 2«2 WIlITELAniKS. I i 4. well as his sympathy, and though, after a while, his natural re- luctance to dwell on painful subjects made him attempt to turn his mind from this, yet the evident mystery to be found out made that attempt more hard than usual. Everard was alto- gether in a somewhat uncertain and wavering state of mind at the time. He had returned from his compulsory episode of active life rather better in fortune, and with a perception of his own unoccupied state, which had never disturbed him before. He had not got to love work, which is a thing which requires either genius or training. He honestly believed, indeed, that he hated work, as was natural to a young man of his education ; but having been driven to it, and discovered in himself, to his great surprise, some faculty for it, his return to what he thought his natural state had a somewhat strange effect upon him. To do nothing was, no doubt, his natura) state. It was freedom ; it was happiness (passive) ; it was the most desirable condition of existence. All this he felt to be true. He was his own master, free to go where he would, do what he would, amuse himself as he liked ; and yet the conclusion of the time when he had not been his own master — when he had been obliged to do this and that, to move here and there not by his own will, but as necessity demanded — had left a sense of vacancy in his life. He was dissatisfied with his leisure and his freedom ; they were not so good, not so pleasant, as they had once been. He had known storm and tempest, and all the expedients by which men triumph over these commotions, and the calm of his inland existence wearied him, though he had not yet gone so far as to confess it to himself. This made him think more of the mystery of Whiteladies. than perhaps he would have done otherwise, and moved him so far as to indite a letter to Reine, in which perhaps more mo- tives than that of interest in Miss Susan's troubles were involved. He had left them when the sudden storm which he had now surmounted had appeared on the horizon at a very critical mo- ment of his intercourse with Eeine ; and then they had been cast altogether apart, driven into totally different channels for two years. Two years is a long time or a short time, according to the constitution of the mind and the nature of circumstances. It had been about a century to Everard, and he had developed a different being. And now this different being, brought back WHITEI.ADrES. 283 to the oH life, did not well know what to do with himself. Should he go and join his cousins again, amuse himself, see the world and perhaps renew some things that were past and rdunite a link half broken, half unmade ? Any how he wi ote to Reine, setting forth that Aunt Susan was ill and very qui'er — thatthere was a visitor at VVhiteladies, of a very novel and unusual character — that the dear old house threatened to be turned upside down — fourthly and accidentally, that he had a great mind to spend the next six months on the Continent. Where were they going for the winter 1 Only ladies, they say, put their chief subject in a postscript. Everard put his under care of a " By-the-bye" in the last two lines of his letter. The difference between the two modes is not very great. And thus, while the young man meditated change, which is natural to his age, in which renovation and revolution are always possible, the older people at Whiteladies settled down to make the best of it, which is the philosophy of their age. To say the older people is incorrect, for it was Miss Susan only who had anything novel or heavy to endure. Miss Augustine liked the new guest, who for some time went regularly to the Almshouse services with her, and knelt devoutly, and chanted forth the hymns with a full rich voice, which indeed silenced the quaver- ing tones of the old folks, but filled the chapel with such a flood of melody as had never been heard there before. Gio- vanna enjoyed singing. She had a fine natural voice, but little instruction, and no opportunity at the moment of getting at any- thing better in the way of music ; so that she was glad of the hymns which gave her pleasure at once in the exercise of her voice, and in the agreeable knowledge that she was making a sensation. As much of a crowd as was possible in St. Austin's began to gather in the Almshouse garden when she was known to be about to sing ; and though Mrs. Richard instinc- tively disapproved of her, the Doctor was somewhat proud of this addition to his service. Giovanna went regularly with her patroness, and gained Augustine's heart, as much as that abstracted heart could be gained, and made herself not unpopu- lar with the poor people, to whom she would speak in her im- perfect English with more <^amiliarity than the ladies ever indulged in, and from whom, in lieu of better, she was quite yeady to receive compliments about her singing and her beauty. 284 WHITELADIE8. Once, indeed, she sang songs to them in their garden, to the great entertainment of the old Almshouse folks. She was caught in the act by Mrs. Richard, who rushed to the rescue of her gentility with feelings which I will not attempt to describe. The old lady ran out breathless at the termination of a song, with a flush upon her pretty old cheeks, and caught the idno- vator by the arm. " The Doctor is at home, and I am just going to give him a cup of tea," she said ; "won't you come and have some with us r' Mrs. Richard's tidy little bosom heaved under her black silk gown with consternation and dismay. Giovanna was not at all willing to give up her alfresco enter- tainment. " But I will return, I will return," she said. " Do, madam, do ; " cried the old people, who were va^ely pleased by her music, and more keenly delighted by having a new event to talk about, and the power of wondering what Miss Augustine (poor thing !) would think y and Mrs. Richard led Giovanna in, with her hand upon her arm, fearful lest her prisoner should escape. " It is very good of you to sing to them, but it is not a thing that is done in England," said the little old lady. " I love to sing," said Giovanna, " and I shall come often. They have not any one to amuse them ; and neither have I," she added with a sigh. " My dear, you must speak to the Doctor about it," said Mrs. Richard. Giovanna was glad of any change, even of little Dr. Richard and the cup of tea, so she was submissive enough for the mo- ment ; and to see her between these two excellent and orderly little people was an edifying sight. " No, it is not usual," said Dr. Richard, " my wife is right ; but it is very kind-hearted of madame, my dear, to wish to amuse the poor people. There is nothing to be said against that." " Very kind-hearted," said Mrs. Richard, though with less enthusiasm. '< It is all from those foreigners' love of display," she said in her heart. " But perhaps it v^ould be wise to consult Miss Augustine, and — an^ other friend vou may have confidence in," said tl^9 WHITELADIES. 285 to the caught of her )8cribe. % Bong, le iiino- j him a ae with lack silk CO enter- i. va^ely aaving a ng what Richard 1 lest her »t a thing me often, have I," it," said Richard the mo- orderly is right ; wish to id against with less display," ^ugustine, ** said th^ Doctor. " People are so very censorious, and we must not give any occasion for evil-speaking." ** I think exactly with Dr. Richard, my dear," said the old lady. " X am sure that would be the best." " But I have nothing done to consult about," ';.ied the cul- prit' surprised. She sipped her tea, and eat a large piece of the good people's cake, however, and let them talk. When she was not crossed, Giovanna was perfectly good-humoured. " I will sing to you, if you please," she said when she had finished. The Doctor and his wife looked at each other, and professed their delight in the proposal. " But we have no piano," they said in chorus with embarrassed looks. " What does that do to me, when I can sing without it 1 " said Giovanna. And she lifted up her powerful voice, " almost too much for a drawing-room," Mrs. Richard said aft?irwards, and sane them one of the ie gay peasant songs that abound in Italy, where every village has its own canzone. She sang seated where she had been taking her tea, and without seeming to miss an accompaniment, they remarked to each other, as if she had been a ballad-singer. It was pretty enough, but so very unusual I " Of course foreigners cannot be expected to know what is according to the rules of society in England," Mrs. Richard said with conscious indulgence ; but she put on her bonnet, and walked with " Madame " part of the way to Whiteladies, that she might not continue her performance in the garden. ** Miss Augustine might think, or Miss Susan might think) that we countenanced it ; and in the Doctor's position that would never do," said the old lady, breathing her troubles into the ear of a confidential friend whom she met on her way home. And Dr. Richard himself felt the danger not less strongly than she. Other changes, however, happened to Giovanna as she settled down at Whiteladies. She was without any fixed principles of morality, and had no code of any kind which interfered with her free action. To give up doing anything she wanted to do because it involved lying, or any kind of spiritual dishonesty, would never have occurred to her, nor was she capable of per- ceiving that there was anything wrong in securing her own advantage as she had done. But she was by no means all bad, any more than truthful and honourable persons are all good. 286 WHITELADIES. ' ' Her own advantage, or what she thought her own advantage, and her own way, were paramount considerations with her ; but having obtained these, Giovanna had no wish to hurt any- body, or to be unkind. S!ie was indolent, and loved ease, but still she was capable of taking trouble now and then to do a kindness. She had had no moral training, and all her faculties were obtuse ; and she had seen no prevailing rule but that of selfishness. Selftshness takes different aspects, according to the manner in which you look at it. When you have to main- tain hardly, by a constant struggle, your own self against the encroachments and still more rampant selfishness of others, the struggle confers a certain beauty upon the object of it. Giovanna had wanted to have her own way, like the others of the family, but had been usually thrust into a corner, and pre- vented from having it. What wonder that, when she had a chance for this, she seized it, and emancipated herself, and secured her comfort, with the total disregard to others which she had been used to see ? But now, havmg got this — having for the moment all she wanted — an entire exemption from work, an existence full of external comfort, and circumstances around her which flattered her with the sense of an elevated position, she began to think a little. Nothing was exacted of her. If Miss Susan was not kind to her, she was not at least unkind, only withdrawing from her as much as possible, a thing which Giovanna felt to oe quite natural ; and in the quiet and silence the young woman's mind began to work. I do not say her conscience, for that was not in the least awakened, nor was she conscious of any penitential regret in thinking of the past, or religious resolution for the future : it was her mind only that was concerned. She thought it might be as well to make cer- tain changes in her habits. In her new existence, certain modifications of the old use and wont seemed reasonable. And then there gradually developed in her an invaluable possession which sometimes does more for the character than high prin- ciple or good intention — a sense of the ludicrous. This was what Everard meant when he said there was fun in her. She had a sense of Iiumour, a sense of the incongruities which affect some minds so much more powerfully by the fact of being absurd, than by the fact of being wrong. Giovanna, without any actual good motive, thus felt the necessity of amending herself, and making various changes in her life. WHITRLADIES. 2H7 her ; i any- e, but 3 do a culties Aiat of ing to » main- iBt the 318, the of it. ihers of nd pre- e had a (If, and •8 which -having m work, 3 around position, her. If unkind, jg which d silence say her was she past, or >nly that ■ ;e cer- „ certain >lo. And tossession lieh prin- iThis was ler. She ich affect of being -, without amending TIiIh, it may ho Hiipposud, took Honw iiiiK; to Wovrlop; and in the meantime the household in which sliu had become so very distinct a part, had to make up its mind to her, and re- sume as best it could its natural habits and use and wont, with the addition of this stranger in the midst. As for the servants, their instinctive repugnance to a foreigner and a new inmate was lessened from the very first by tlio introduction of the child, who conciliated the maids, and thus made them forgive his mother the extra rooms they had to arrange, and the extra work necessary. The child was fortunately an engaging and merry child, and as he got used to the strange faces round him^ became the delight and pride and amusement of the house. Cook was still head nurse, and derived an increased importance and satisfaction from her supremacy. I doubt if she had ever before felt the dignity and happiness of her position as a married woman half so much as now, when that fact alone (as the others felt) gave her a mysterious capacity for the manage- ment of the child. The maids overlooked the fact that the child's mother, though equally a married woman, was absolutely destitute of this power ; but accuracy of reasoning is not necessary in such an argument, and the entire household bowed to the superior endowments of Cook. The child's pattering, sturdy little feet, and crowings of baby laughter becam ' the music of Whiteladies, the pleasant accompaniment to which the lives at least of the little community in the kitchen were set. Miss Susan, being miserable, resisted the fascination, and Augus- tine was too abstract to be sensible of it ; but the servants yielded as one woman, and even Stevens succumbed almost at once. Now and then even, a bell would ring inefifectually in that well-ordered house, and the whole group of attendants be found clustered together worshipping before the baby, who had produced some new wc. d, or made some manifestation of super- natural cleverness ; and the sound of the child pervaded all that part of the house in which the servants were supreme. They forgave his mother for being there because she had brought him, and if at the same time they hated her for her neglect of him, the hatred was kept passive by a perception that, but for this insensibility on her part, the child could not have been allowed thus fully and pleasantly to minister to them. 288 WHITELADIES. As for Miss Susan, who had felt as though nothing could make her endure the presence of Giovanna, she too was affected unwittingly by the soft effects of time. It was true that no ««ntiment, no principle in existence was strong enough to make her accept this unwilling guest. Had she been bidden to do it in order to make atonement for her own guilt, or as penance for that guilt, earning its forgiveness, or out of pity or Christian feeling, sho would have pronounced the effort im- possible ; and impossible she had still thought it when she watched with despair the old shopkeeper's departure, and re- flected with a sense of suffering intolerable and not to be borne that he had left behind him this terrible witness against her, this instrument of her punishment. Miss Susan had paced about her room in restless anguish, saying to herself under her breath that he^ punishment was greater than she could bear. She had felt with a sickening sense of helplessness and hope- lessness that she could never go downstairs again, ne; er take her place at that table, never eat or drink ir? the company of this new inmate whom she could not free Serseif from. And for a few days, indeed, Miss Susan kept on inventing little ailments which kept her in her own room. But this could not last. She had a hundred things to look after which made it necessary for her to be about, to be visible ; and gradually there grew upon her a stirring of curiosity to see how things went on, with that woman always there. And then sh( resumed her ordinary habits, came down-stairs, sat down at the familiar table, and by degrees found herself getting accustomed to the new-comer. Strangest effect of those calm monotonous days ! Nothing would have made her do it knowingly, but soft pres- sure of time made her do it. Things quieted down ; the alien was there, and there was no possibility of casting her out ; and, most wonderful of all, Miss Susan got used to her, in spite of herself. And Giovanna, for her part, began to think. f\' WHITELADIES. 289 could fected at no gh to )idden or as 3f pity 3Tt im- en she gind re- ) borne ist her, L paced der her d bear, i hope- er take pany of I. And ig little )uld not made it lly there igs went resumed familiar I to the us days ! loft pres- the alien ler out ; her, in CHAPTER XXXI. lOVAKNA possessed that quality which is commouly called common sense, though I doubt if she was her- self aw&re of it. She had never before been in a position in which this good sense could tell much, or in which even it was called forth to any purpose. Her lot had always been determined for her by others. She had never, until the coming of the child, been in a position in which it mattered much one way or another what she thought ; and since that eventful moment her thinkings had not been of an edifying description. They had been chiefly bent on the consideration how to circumvent the others who were using her for their pur- pose, and to work advantage to herself out of the circumstances which, for the tirst time in her life, gave her the mastery. Now, she had done this ; she had triumphantly overcome all difiliculties, and riding over everybody's objections, had es- tablished herself here in comfort. Giovanna had expected a constant conflict with Miss Susan, who was her enemy, and over whom she had got the victory. She had looked for nothing better than a daily fight — rather enlivening, all things considered — with the mistress of the house, to whom, she knew, she was so unwelcome a guest She had anticipated a long-continued struggle, in which she should have to hold her own, and defend heir'^lf, hour by hour. When the found that this wai> not going to be the case — that poor Miss Susan, in her misery and downfall, ga^e up and disappeared, and, even when she returned again to her ordinisry habits, treated herself, Giovanna, with no harshness, and was oL\ly silent and cold, not insulting and disagreeable, a great deal of surprise arose in her mind. There were no little vengeances taken upon her, no jibes directed against her, no tasks attempted to be imposed. Miss Augustine, the bonne sour, who no doubt (and this Gio- anna could understand) acted from religious motives, was as kind to her as it was in her abstract nature to be, talking to her on subjects which the young woman did not understand, S •MM^^M 290 WHJTELADIKS. but to which she assented easily, to please the other, about the salvation of the race, and how if anything h ippened to Herbert, there- might be a great work possible to his successor ; but even Miss Susan, who was hex* adversary, was not unkind to her, only cold, and this> Giovanna, accustomed to much rough usage, was not refined enough to take much note of. Accordingly it occurred to her, thinking on the subject, that it might be worth while to put herself more in accord with her position ; the situation was novel, and Giovanna felt instinctively the in- fluence of the high breeding of her present companions. The first result of her cogitations became evident one winter day, when all was dreary out of doors, and Miss Susan, who avoided as long as she could the place in which Giovanna was, felt her- self at last compelled to take refuge in the drawing-room. There sLq found, to her great amazement, the young woman seated on the rug before the fire, playing with the child, who, seated on her lap, seemed as perfectly at home there as on the ample lap of its beloved Cook. Miss Susan started visibly at this unaccustomed sight, but said nothing. It was not her She drew her up her book. She had been and read only custom to say anything she could help saying, chair aside to be out of thtnr way, and took Tliis wdii another notable change in her habits, used to workj knitting the silent hours away, at set times, set ap :»rt for this purpose by the habit of years — and then always what she called " standard books." Now, Miss Susan, though her knitting was always at hand, knitted scarcely at all, but read continually novels, and all the light literature of the circulating library. She M'as scarcoiy herself aware of this change. It is a sign of the state of mind in which we have too much to think of, as well as of that m which Wd have nothing to think of at all. . And I think if any stranger had seen that pretty group, the beautiful young mother cooing over the child, playing with it and caressing it, the child responding by all manner of baby tricks and laughter, and soft clingings and claspings, while the elder woman sat silent and grey, taking no notice of them ; he would havo set the elder won an down as the severest and sternest of grandmothers — the father's mother, no doubt, emblem of the genus mother-in-lav/, which so many clever persons have held up to odium. To tell the truth, Miss Susan WHITELADIES. 291 lOut the lerbert, ut even I to her, h usage, lingly it )e worth ion ; the the in- 18. The liter day, ) avoided felt her- ing-room. ig woman \ild, who, as on the visibly at as not her ) drew her her book, had been read only •f years — [Kow, Miss id scarcely . literature if aware of . which we [ch Wd have [group, the )ing with it ler of baby Ings, while 3e of them ; Bverest and no doubt, lany clever [Miss Susan had some difficulty in going on -iyith her readi ig, with the sound of those baby babblings in her ear. She was thunder- struck at first by the scene, and then felt unreasonably angry. Was nature nothing then 1 She had thought the child's dislike of Giovanna — though it was painful to see — was appropriate to the circumstances, and had in it a species of poetic justice. Had it been but a pretence, or what did this sudden fondness mean 1 She kept silent as long as she could, but after a time the continual babble grew too much for her. ♦' You have grown very suddenly fond of the child, Madame Jean," she said abruptly. " Fond ! " said Giovanna, " that is a strange word, that Eng- lish word of yours ; I can make him love me — here." " You did not love him elsewhere, so far I have heard," said Miss Susan, "and that is the best way to gain love." " Madame Suzanne, I wish to speak to you," said Giovanna. " At Bruges I was never anything ; they said the child was more gentil, more sage with Geitrude. Well ; it might be he was ; they said I knew nothing about children, that I could not learn — that it was not in ny nature ; things which were pleasant, which were re-assuring, don't you think ? That was one of the reasons why I came away." " You did not show much power of managing him, it must be confessed, when you came here." " No," said Giovanna, "■ It was harder than I thought. Tliese babies, they have no reason. When you say, ' Be still, I am thy mother, be still ! ' it does not touch them. What they like is kisses and cakes, and that you should make what in England is called ' a fuss ;' that is the hardest, making a fuss ; but when it is done, all is done. Voila ! Now he loves me. If Gertrude ap- proached, he would run to me and cry. Ah, that would make me happy ' " " Then it is to spite Gertrude " — Miss Susan began, in her severest voice. " No, no ; I only contemplate that as a pleasure, a pleasure to come. No, I am not very fond of to read, like you, Madame Suzanne. Besides, there is not anything more to read ; and so I reflect. 1 reflect with myself, that not to have love with one's child, or at least amiti6, is very strange. It is droll ; it gives to think ; aild people will stare and say, ' Is that Jw. chUd ? ' "TT f H f li i •'•■I 292 WHITELADIES. This is what I reflect within myself. To try before would have been without use, for always there was Gertrude, or my belle- mere, or some one. They cry out, * G'vanna, touch it not, thou wilt injure the baby ! ' ' G'vanna, give it to me, thou knowest nothing of children ! ' And when I came away it was more hard than I thought. Babies have not sense to know when it is their mother. I said co myself, * Here is a perverse one, who hates me like the rest,* and I was angry. I beat him — ^you would have beat him also, Madame Suzanne, if he had screamed when you touched him. And then — petit drdle ! — he screamed more." " Very natural," said Miss Susan. " If you had any heart, you would not beat a baby like that." Giovanna's eyes flashed. She lifted her hand quickly, as if to give a blow of recollection now; but, changing her mind, she caught the child up in her arms, and laid his little flushed cheek to hers. " A pr6sent, tu m'aimes ! " she said. " When I saw how the others did, I knew I could do it too. Also, Mar dame Suzanne, I recollected that a mother should have de I'amiti^ for her child." . Miss Susan gave a short contemptuous laugh. '' It is a fine thing to have found that out at last," she said. "And I have reflected. further," said Giovanna — "Yes, dar- ling, thou shalt have these jolies choses ; " and with this, she took calmly from the table one of a very finely-carved set of chessmen, Indian work, which ornamented it. Miss Susan started, and put out her hand to e ,ve the ivory knight, but the little fellow had already grasped it, and a sudden scream arose. " For shame ! Madame Suzanne," cried Giovanna, with fun sparkling in her eyes. " You, too, then, have no heart ! " " This is totally different from kindness ; this is spoiling the child," cried Miss Susan. " My ivory chessmen, which were my mother's ! Take it away from him at once." Giovanna wavered a moment between fun and prudence, then coaxing the child adroitly with something else less valuable, got the knight from him, and replaced it on the table. Then she resumed where she had broken off". " I have reflected further, that it is bad to fight in a house. You take me for your enemy, Madame Suzanne 1 — eh bien, I am not your enemy. I do nothing against you. I se^k what is good for me, as all do." WIHTELilDIES. 293 " All don't do it at the cost of other people's comfort — at the cost of everything that is worth caring for in another's life." This Miss Susan said low, with her eyes bent on the fire, to herself rather than to Giovanna ; from whom, indeed, she ex- pected no response. *' Mon Dieu ! it is not like that," cried the young woman ; **what is it that I do to you 1 Nothing ! I do not trouble, nor tease, nor ask for anything, I am contented with what you give me. I have come here, and I find it well ; but you, what is it that I do to you 1 I do not interfere. It is but to see me (»ne time in a day, two times, perhaps. Listen, it cannot be so bad for you to see me even two times in a day as it would be for me to go back to my belle-m^re." " But you have no right to be here," said Miss Susan, shaking her grey dress free from the baby's grasp, who had rolled softly off the young woman's knee, and now sat on the carpet be- tween them. His little babble went on all through their talk. The plaything Giovanna had given him — a paper-knife of carved ivory — was a delightful weapon to the child ; he struck the floor with it, which under no possibility could be supposed capa- ble of motion, and then the legs of the chair, on which Miss Susan sat, which afforded a more likely steed. Miss Susan had hard ado to pull her skirts from the soft round baby fingers, as the child lookx^d up at her with great eyes, which laughed in her angiy face. It was all she could do to keep her heart from melting to him ; but then, the woman ! who looked at her with eyes which were not angry, nor disagreeable, wooing her to smile, which not for the world, and all it contained, would she do. " Always I have seen that one does what one can for one's self," said Giovanna ; " shall I think of you first, instead of my- self? But no ! is there any in the world who does that ? But no ! it is contrary to reason. I do my best for me ; and then I reflect ; now that I am well off, I will hurt no one. I will be friends if Madame Suzanne will. I wish not to trouble her. I will show de I'amiti^ for her as well as for le petit. Thus it should be when we live in one house." Giovanna spoke with a certain earnestness as of honest con- viction. She had no sense of irony in her mind ; but Miss Susan had a deep sense of irony, and felt herself insulted when u 294 WHITELADIES. she was thus addressed by the intruder who had found her way into the house, and made havoc of her life. She got up hastily to her feet, overturning the child, who had now seated himself on her dress, and for whom this hasty movement had all the effect of an earthquake. She did not even notice this, how- ever, and paid no attention to his cries, but fell to walking about the room in a state of impatience and excitement which would not be kept under. " You do well to teach me what people should do who live in one house I " cried Miss Susan. " It comes gracefully from you who have forced yourself into my house against my will — who are a burden, and insupportable to me — you and your child. Take him away, or you will drive me mad. I cannot hear my- self speak." " Hush, mon ange," said Giovanna ; " hush, here is some- thing else that is pretty for thee — hush ! and do not make the bonne maman angry. Ah, pardon, Madame Suzanne, you are not the bonne maman — but you look almost like her when you look like thut ! " " You are very impertinent," said Miss Susan, flushing high ; for to compare her to Madame Austin of Bruges was more than she could bear. " That is still more like her ! " said Giovanna ; " the belle- m^re often tells me I am impertinent. Can I help it then ? if I say what I think, that cannot be wrong. But you are not really like the bonne maman, Madame Suzanne," she added, subduing the malice in her eyes. " You hate me, but you do not try to make me unhappy. You give me everything I want. You do not grudge. You do not make me work. Ah, what a life she would have made to one who came like me ! " This silenced Miss Susan, in spite of herself ; for she herself felt and knew that she was not at all kind to Giovanna, and she was quite unaware that Giovanna was inaccessible to those unkindn esses which more refined natures feel, and having the substantial advantages of her reception at Whiteladies undis- turbed by any practical hardship, had no further requirements in a sentimental sort. Miss Susan felt that she was not kind, but Giovanna did not feel it ; and as the elder woman could not understand the bluntness of feeling in the younger, which pro- duced this toleration, she was obliged, against her will, to see u ' WHITELADIES. 295 in it some indication of a higher nature. She thought reluct- antly, and for the moment, that the woman, whom she loathed, was better than herself. She came back to the chair as this thought forced itself upon her, and sat down there and fixed her eyes upon the intruder, who still held her place on the car- pet at her feet. " Why do not you go away ? " she said, tempted once more to make a last eflfort for her own relief. " If you think it good of me to receive you as I do, why will you not listen to my en- treaties, and go away ? I will give you enough to live on ; I will not grudge money ; but I cannot bear the sight of you, you know that. It brings my sin, my great sin, to my mind. I repent it ; but I cannot undo it," cried Miss Susan. " Oh, God forgive me ! but you, Giovanna, listen ! You have done wrong, too, as well as I — but it has been for your benefit, not for your punishment. You should not have done it, any more than me." " Madame Suzanne," said Giovanna, " one must think of one's self first ; what you call sin does not trouble me. I did not begin it. I did what I was told. If it is wrong, it is for the belle-m^re and yon. I am safe ; and I must think of myself. It pleases me lo be l^ere, and I have my plans. But I should like to show de I'amiti^ for you, Madame Suzanne — when I have thought first of myself." " But it will be no better for yourself, staying here," cried Miss Susan, subduing herself forcibly. " I will give you money — ^you shall live where you please " " Pardon," said Giovanna, with a smile ; " it is to me to know, I have mes id6es k moi. You all think of yourselves first. I will be good friends if you v/ill ; but, first of all, there is 7ne." " And the child ] " said Miss Susan, with strange forgetful- ness, and a bizarre recollection, in her argument, of the conven- tional self-devotion to be expected from a mother. " The child, bah ! probably what will be for my advantage will be also for his ; but you do not think, Madame Suzanne," said Giovanna, with a laugh, regarding her closely with a look which but for its perfect good-humour would have been sar- castic, " that I will sacrifice myself, me, for the child ! " " Then why should you make a pretence of loving him ] lov- ing him! if you are capable of love! " cried Miss Susan, in dismay. I ! : 296 WHITELADIES. Giovanna laughed. Slie touk the little fellow up in her arms, and put his little rosy cheek against the fair oval of her own. " Tu m'aimes k present/' she said ; " that ib as it ought to be. One cannot have a baby and not have de I'amiti^ for him ; but, naturally, first of all I will think of myself— me." ** It is all pretence, then, your love," cried Miss Susan, once more starting up wildly, with a sense that the talk, and the sight of her, and the situation altogether, were intolerable. " Oh, it is like you foreigners ! You pretend to love the child because it is corame il faut. You want to be friendly with me because it is comme il faut. And you expect me, an honest Englishwoman, to accept this? Oh?" she cried, hiding her face in her hands, with a pang of recollection, " I was that at least before I knew you ! " Curious perversity of nature ! For the moment Miss Susan felt bitterly that the loss of her honesty and her innocence was Giovanna's fault. The young woman laughed, in spite of her- self, and it was not wonderful that she did so. She got up for the first time from the carpet, raising the child to her shoulder. But she wanted to conciliate, not to offend ; and suppressed the inappropriate laughter. She^went up to where Miss Susan had placed herself — thrown back in a great chair, with her face covered by her hands — and touched her arm softly, not with- out a certain respect for her trouble. " I do not pretend, " she said ; " because it is comme il faut? but, yes, that is all natural. Yet I do not pretend. I wish to show de I'amiti^ for Madame Suzanne. I will not give up my ideas, nor do what you will, instead of that which I will ; but to be good friends, that is what I desire. B^b6 is satisfied — ^he asks no more — he demands not the sacrifice. Why not Madame Suzanne too ? " " Go away, go away, please," cried Miss Susan, faintly. She was not capable of anything more. Giovanna shrugged her handsome shoulders, and gave an appealing look round her, as if to some unseen audience. She felt that nothing but native English stupidity could fail to see her good sense and honest meaning. Then, perceiving further argument to be hopeless, she turned away, with the child stil on her shoulder, and ere she had reached the end of the pasl sage, began to sing to him with her sweet rich untutored voice. WHITELADTES. 297 Hve an She to see 'urther d stil le pasl voice. The voice receded, carolling through all the echoes of the old house like a bird, floating up the great oaken staircase, and away to the extremity of the long corridor, where her room was. She was perfectly light-hearted and easy-minded in the resolntion to do the best for herself ; and she was perfectly aware that the further scheme she had concocted for her own benefit would be still more displeasing to the present mistress of the house. She did not care for that the least in the world ; but, honestly, she was well-disposed towards Miss Susan, and not only willing but almost anxious, so far as anxiety was possible to her, to establish a stskte of affairs in which they might be good friends. But to Miss Susan it was absolutely impossible to conceive that thinp so incompatible could yet exist together. Perhaps she was dimly aware of the incongruities in her own mind, the sense of guilt and the sense of innocence which existed there, in opposition, yet, somehow, in that strange concord which welds the contradictions of the human soul into one, despite of all incongruity ; but to realize or believe in the strange mixture in Giovanna's mind was quite impossible to her. She sat still with her face covered until she was quite sure the young woman and her child had gone, listening, indeed to the voice which went so lightly and sweetly through the pas- sages. How could she sing — that woman ! whom if she had never seen, Susan Austin would still have been an honest woman, able to look everybody in the face ? Miss Susan knew — no one better — how utterly foolish and false it was to say this ; she knew that Giovanna was but the instrument, not the originator, of her own guilt ; but, notwithstanding, the idea having once occurred to her, that had she never seen Gio- vanna, she would never have been guilty, she hugged it to her bosom with an insane satisfaction, feeling as if, for the moment, it was a relief. Oh that she had never seen her ! How blameless she had been before that unhappy meeting ! how free of all weight upon her conscience ! and now, how burdened, how miserable, how despotic that conscience was! and her good name dependent upon the discretion of this creature, without discretion, without feeling, this false, bold foreigner, this in- truder who had thrust her way into a quiet house, to destroy its peace ! When she was quite sure that Giovanna was out of 298 WHITELADIES. the way, Miss Susan went to her own room and looketl piteously at her own worn face in the glass. Did that face tell the same secrets to others as it did to herself 1 she wondered. She had never been a vain woman, even in her youth, though she had been comely enough, if not pretty ; but now, a stranger, who did not know Miss Susan, might have thought her vain. She looked at herself so often in the glass, pitifully studying her looks, to see what could be read in them. It bad come to be one of the habits of her life. 1 I WHITELADIE8. 299 CHAPTER XXXII. j'^HE winter passed slowly, as winters do, especially in the silence of the country, where little happens to mark their course. The autumnal fall of leaves lasted long, but at length cleared off with the fogs and damps of November, leav- ing the lawn and the Priory Lane outside I'ree from the faded garments of the limes and beeches. Slowly, slo^vly the earth turned to the deepest dark of winter, and turned back again imperceptibly towards the sun. The rich brown fields turned up their furrows to the darkening damp and whitening frost, and lay still resting from their labours, waiting for the germs to come. The trees stood out bare against the sky, betraying every knob and twist upon their branches ; big lumps of grey mistletoe hung in the apple-trees that bordered Priory Lane j and hero and there, when the sky was blue, a lingering branch of Lombardy poplar, still endued with a few leaves, turning their white lining outwards, stood up like a flower. The Austin Chantry was getting nearly finished, all the external work having been done some time ago. It was hoped that the or- namentation within would be done in time for Christmas, when the chaplain, who was likewise to be the curate, and save (though Mr. Gerard mentioned this to no one) sixty pounds a year to the vicar, was to begin the daily eervice. This chaplain was a nephew of Dr. Richard's, a good young man of very High Church views, who was very ready to pray for the souls of the Austin family without once thinking of the rubrics. Mr. Gerard did not care for a man of such pronounced opinions ; and good little Dr. Richard even, after family feeling had led him to nominate his nephew, was seized with many pangs as to the young Ritualist's effect upon the parish. " He will do what Miss Augustine wants, which is what I never would have done," said the warden of the Almshouses. " He thinks he is a better Churchman than I am, poor fellow ! but he is very careless of the Church's directions, my dear ; and if you don't attend to the rubrics, where a^e you to find rest in this world ? But he thinks he is a better Churchman than I." 300 WHITELADIES. .# <( YcB, my dear, the rubrics have always been your groat standard/' said the good wife ; but as the Rer. Mr. Wrook was related to them by her side, she was reluctant to say any- thing more. Thus, however, it was with a careful and somewhat anxious brow that Dr. Richard awaited the young man s arrival. He saved Mr. Gerard the best part of a curate's salary, as I have said. Miss Au^^stine endowed the Chantry with an income of sixtv pounds a year ; and with twenty or thirty pounds added to that, who could object to such salary for a curacy in a coun- try place 1 The vicar's purse wp.8 the better for it, if not him- self ; and he thought it likely that by careful processes of dis- approval any young man in course of time might be put down. The Chantry was to be opened at Christmas ; and I think (if it had ever occurred to her) that Miss Augustine might then have been content to sing her Nunc Dimittis ; but it never did occur to her, her life being very full, and all her hours occupied yet she did look fom^ard to the time when two sets of prayers should be said every day for the Austins with unbounded ex- pectation. Up to the middle of November I think, she almost hoped (in an abstract way, meaning no harm to her nephew) that something might still happen to Herbert ; for Giovanna, who went with her to the Almshouse service every morning to please her, seemed endowed with heavenly dispositions, and ready to train up her boy — who was a ready-made child, so to speak, and not uncertain, as any baby must be who has to be bom to parents not yet so much as acquainted with each other — to make the necessary sacrifice, and restore Whiteladies to the Church. This hope failed a little after November, because then, without rhyme or reason, Giovanna tired of her devotions, and went to the early service no longer, though even then Miss Augustine felt that little Jean (now called Johnny) was within her own power, and could be trained in the way in which he should go ; but anyhow, howsoever it was to be accomplished, no doubt the double prayers for the race would accomplish much, and something of the sweetness of an end at- tained stole into Augustine's heart. The parish and the neighbourhood also took a great interest in the Chantry. Such of the neighbours as thought Miss Augustine mad awaited, with a mixture of amusement' and WHITKLADIES. .%1 ir groat Wrook lay any- anxious raX, He » I have icome of is added 1 a coun- not him- BS of dig- it down, think (if ght then lever did occupied f prayers nded ex- le almost nephew) riovanna, »rning to ions, and ild, so to Las to be rith each dteladies ovember, id of her ugh even Johnny) the way '^as to be ,ce would m end at- t interest ht Miss lent' and 1 anxiety, the opening of this new chapel, which was said to he unlike anything seen before^a miracle of ecclesiatitical eccen- tricity ; while those who thought her papistical looked forward with equal interest to a change of polemics and exciWment, deploring the introduction of Ritualism into a quiet corner of the country, hitherto free of that pest, but enjoying unawares the agreeable stimulant of local schism and ecclesiatitical strife. The taste for this is so univerbal that I suppose it must be an instinct of human nature, as strong among the non-tightin portion of the creation as actual combat is to the warlike, need not say that the foundress of the Chantry had no such thoughts ; her object was simple enough ; but it was too simple — too one-fold (if I may borrow an expressive word from my native tongue : ae-fauld we write it in Scotch) — for the appre- hension of ordinary persons, who never believe in unity of motive. Some people thought she was artfully bent on in- troducing confession and all the other bugbears of Protestantism, but she meant nothing of the kind : she only wanted to open another agency in heaven on behall' of the Austins, and nothing else affected her mind so long as this was secured. The Chantry, however, afforded a very reasonable excuse to Kate and Sophy Farrel- Austin for paying a visit to Whiteladies, concerning which they had heard some curious rumours. Their interest in the place no doubt had considerably died out of late, since Herbert's amendment in health had been proved beyond doubt. Their father had borne that blow without much sym- pathy from his children, though they had not hesitated, as the reader is aware, to express their own sense that it was " a swin- dle " and " a sell," and that Herbert had no right to get better. The downfall to Farrel- Austin himself had been a terrible one, and the foolish levity of his children about it had piovoked him often, almost past bearing ; but time had driven him into silence, and. into an appearance at least of forgetting his dis- appointment. On the whole he had no very deadly reason for disappointment ; he was very well off without Whiteladies, and had he got Whiteladies he had no son to succeed him, and less and less likelihood of ever having one. But I beUeve it is the man who has much who always feels most deeply when he is hindered from having more. The charm of adding field to held is, I suppose, a more keen and practiced 302 WHITELADIES. f hunger than that of acquiring a httle is to him who has nothing. Poverty does not know the sweetness that eludes it altogether, hut Property is fully aware of the keen delight of possession. The disappointment sunk deep into Farrel-Austin's heart. It even made him feel like the victim of retributive justice, as if, had he but kept his word to Augustine, Herbert might have been killed for him, and all been well ; whereas now Providence preserved Herbert to spite him, and keep the inheritance from him ! It was an unwarrantable bolstering up, on the part of Heaven and the doctors, of a miserable life which could be very little good either to its owner or any other ; and Farrel- Austin grew morose and disagreeable at home, byway jf aveng- ing himself on some one. Kate and Sophy did not very much care : they were too independent to be under his power, as daughters at home so often are under the power of a morose father. They had emancipated themselves beforehand, and now were strong in the fortresses of habit and established custom, and those natural defences with which they were power- fully provided. Humours had reached them of a new inmate at Whiteladies, a young woman with a child, said to be the heir, who very much attracted their curiosity ; and they had every intention of being kind to Herbert and Keine v/hen they came home, and of making fast friends with their cousins. " For why should families be divided ? " Kate said, not without sentiment. " However disappointed we may be, we can't quarrel with Herbert for getting well, can we, and keeping his own property 1 " The heroes who assembled at afternoon tea grinned under these circumstances, and said "No." These were not the heroes of two years ago : Dropmore was married among his own '' set," and Ffarington had sold out and gone down to his estates in Wales, and Lord Alf had been ruined by a succession of misfortunes on the turf, so that there was quite a new party at the Hatch, though the life was very mucu the same as before. Drags and dinner^), and boatings and races and cricket matches, varied, when winter came on, and accord- ing to the seasons, by hunting, skating, dancing, and every other amusement procurable, went on like clock-work, like treadmill- work, or anything else that is useless and monotonous. Kate Farrel- Austin, who was now twenty-three in years, felt a hundred and three in life. She had grown wise, the usual (and WMITELADIES. 303 othing. )gether, session; irt. It le, as if, ht have vidence ce from part of jould be . Farrel- •faveng- ry much ower, as L morose nd, and ablished e power- / inmate o be the ihey had hen they cousins, without ^ve can't ping his noon tea These married md gone n ruined here was iry inucu md races d accord- id every )rk, like lotonous. irs, felt a sual (and horrible) conclusion of girls of her sort. She wanted to marry, and change the air and scene of her existence, which began to grow tired of her as she of it. Sophy, on the way to the same state of superannuation, rather wished it too. *' One of us ought certainly to do something," she said, assenting to Kate's homilies on the subject. They were not fools, though they were rather objectionable young women ; and they felt that such life as theirs comes to be untenable after a while. To be sure the young men of their kind, the successors of Dropmore, &c. (I cannot really take the trouble to put down those young gentlemen's names), did carry on the same kind of existence ; but they went and came, were at London sometimes and some- times in the country and had a certain something which they called duty to give lines as it were to their life ; while to be always there, awaiting the return of each succeeding set of men, was the fate of the girls. The male creatures here as in most things had the advantage of the others, except that perhaps in their consciousness of the tedium of their noisy monotonous lot, the girls, had they been capable of it, had a better chance of getting yreary and turning to better things. The Austin Chantry furnished the Farrel- Austins with the excuse they wanted to investigate Whiteladies and its mysteri- ous guest. They drove over on a December day, when it was nearly finished, and by right of their relationship obtained en- trance and full opportunity of inspection ; and not only so, but met Miss Augustine there, with whom they returned to White- ladies. There was not very much intercourse possible between the recluse and these two lively young ladies, but they accom- panied her notwithstanding, plying her with mocking questions, and " drawing her out ; " for the Farrel-Austins were of those who held the opinion that Miss Augustine was mad, and a fair subject of ridicule. They got her to tell them about her pious purposes, and laid them up, with many a mischievous glance at each other, for the entertainment of their friends. When Stevens showed them in, announcing them with a peculiar loud- ness of tone intended to show his warm sense of the family hostility, there wus no one in the drawing-room but Gi »vanna, who sat reclining in one of the great chairs, lazily watching the little boy who trotted about her, and who had now asbumed the natural demeanour of a child to a mother. She was not a 304 WHITFXADIES. caressing mother even now, and in his Tieart I do not doubt Johnny still preferred Cook : but they made a pretty group, the rosy little fellow in his velvet frock and snow-white pini^ fore, and Giovanna in a black dress of the same material, which gave a most appropriate setting to her beauty. Dear reader, let me not deceive you, or give you false ideas of Miss Susan's liberality, or Giovanna's extravagance. The velvet was vel- veteen, of which we all make our winter gowns, not the more costly material which lasts you (or lasted your mother, shall we say ?) twenty years as a dinner-dress, and costs you twice as many pounds as years. The Farrel-Austins were pretty girls both, but they were not of the higher order of beauty, like Giovanna ; and they were much impressed by her looks and the indolent grace of her attitude, and the easy at-home air with which she held possession of Miss Susan's drawing- room. She scarcely stirred when they came in, for her breed- *ng, as may be supposed, was still very imperfect, and probably her silence prolonged their respect for her more than conversa- tion would have done ; but the child, whom the visitors knew how to make use of as a medium of communication, soon pro- duced a certain acquaintance. " Je suis Johnny," the baby said in answer to their question. In his little language one tongue and another was much the same ; but in the drawing- room the mode of communication differed from that in this kitchen, and the child acknowledged the equality of the two languages by mixing them. '' But mamma say Yan," he added as an after-thought. The two girls looked at each other. Here was the mysteri- ous guest evidently before them : to find her out, her ways, her meaning, and how she contemplated her position, could not be difiicult. Kate was as usual a reasonable creature, talking as other people talk ; while Sophy was the madcap, saying things she ought not to say, whose luck it was not unfrequently to surprise other people into similar indiscretions. " Then this charming little fellow is yours ? " said Kate. " How nice for the old ladies to have a child in the house I Gentlemen don't always care for the trouble, but where there are only ladies it is so cheerful : and how clever he is to speak both Endish and French ! " WHITELADIES. 805 ioubt jroup, pina- which eader, usan's ^ vel- i more , shall twice pretty leauty, looks t-'home awing- breed- obably tiversa- 3 knew on pro* p baby i,ge one iwing- in this le two added lysteri- ways, uld not talking saying juently Kate, house ! e there ) speak Giovauna laughed softly. The idea that it was cheerful to have a child in the house amused her, but she kept her own counsel. " They teach him — a few words," she said, making the w more of a v, and rolling the r a great deal more than she did usuaUy, so that this sounded like voriiids, and proved to the firls, who had come to make an examination of her, that she new very little English and spoke it very badly, as they after- wards said. " Then you are come from abroad 1 Pray don't think us im- pertinent. We fcre cousins ; Fan*el- Austins ; you may have heard of us." " Yes, yes, I have heard of you," said Giovanna with a smile. She had never changed her indolent position, and it gave her a certain pleasure to feel herself so far superior to her visitors, though in her heart she was afraid of them, and afraid of being exposed alone to their scrutiny. Kate looked at her sister, feeling that the stranger had the advantage, but Sophy broke in with an answering laugh. " It has not been anything very pleasant you have heard ; we can see that ; but we ain't so bad as the old ladies think us," said Sophy. "We are nice enough; Kate is sensible, though I am silly ; we are not so bad as they think us here." " I heard of you from my beau-p^re at Bruges," said Gio- vanna. " Jeanot ! 'faut pas g^ner la belle dame." " Oh, I like him," said Kate. " Then you are from abroad You are one of the Austins of Bruges ; we are your cousins too. I hope you like England, and Whiteladies. Is it not a charming old house 1 " Giovanna made no reply. She smiled, which might have been assent or contempt ; it was difficult to say which. She had no intention of betraying herself. Whatever these young women might be, nothing could put them on her side of the question : this she perceived by instinct, and heroically re- frained from ail self-committal. The child by this time had gone to Sophy, and stood by her knee, allowing himself to be petted and caressed. " Oh what a dear little thing ! what a nasty little thing ! " said Sophy. " If papa saw him he would like to murder him, and so should I. I suppose he is the heir 1 " r 300 WHITELADIES. " But M. Herbert lives, and goes to get well," said Gio- vaniia. " Yea, what a shame it is ! Quel dommage, as you say in French. What right has he to get well, after putting it into everybody's head that he was going to die 1 I declare I have no patience with such hypocrisy 1 People should do one thing or another," said Sophy, " not pretend for years that they are dying, and then live." " Sophy, don't say such things. She is the silliest rattle, and says whatever comes into her head. To be kept in suspense used to be very trying for poor papa," said Kat«. " He does not believe still that Herbert can live ; and now that he has gone out of papa's hands, it must be rather trying for you." " 1 am not angry with M. Herbert because he gets well," said Giovanna with a smile. She was amused indeed by the idea, and her amusement had done more to dissipate her resentment than reason ; for to be sure it was somewhat ludicrous that Herbert should be found fault with for getting well. " When I am sick," she went on, " I try to get better too." " Well, I think it is a shame," said Sophy. " He ought to think of other people waiting and waiting, never knowing what is going to happen. Oh ! Miss Susan, how do you do 1 We came to ask for you, and when Herbert and Reine were expected home." Miss Susan came in prepared for the examination she had to go through. Her aspect was cloudy, as it always was now- a-days. She had not the assured air of dignified supremacy and proprietorship which she once had possessed ; but the Farrel-Austins werG not penetrating enough to perceive more than ohat she looked dull, which was what they scarcely ex- pected. She gave a glance at Giovanna, still reclining in- dolently in her easy chair ; and curiously enough, quite against her expectation, without warning or reason, Miss Susan felt herself moved by something like a thrill of pleasure ! What did it mean ? It meant that Farrel's girls, whom she disliked, who were her natural enemies, were not fit to be named in comparison with this young woman who was her torment, her punishment, her bad angel ; but at all events hers, on her side, pitied with her against them. It was not an elevated sort of satisfaction, but such as it was it surprised her with a strange litt ces he M. WHITELADIES. 307 [ Gio- say in it into I have 3 thing ley are ble, and iispense loes not rone out ill," said he idea, entment ous that " When aught to knowing you do 1 ine were she had ?as now- ipremacy but the Lve more ircely ex- ining in- e against 5usan felt ! What disliked, named in nent, her her side, d sort of a strange gleam of pleasure. She sat down near Giovanna, unconsciously ranging herself on that side against the other ; and then she relapsed into common life, and gave her visitors a very cir- cumstantial account of Herbert and Keine — how they had wished to come home at Christmas, but the doctors thought it more prudent to wait till May. Kate and Sophy listened eagerly, consulting each other, and comparing notes in frequent looks. " Yes, })oor fellow ! of course May will be better," said Kate, " tiiough / should have said June myself. It is some- times very cold in May. Of course he will alwaj'^s be very delicate j his constitution must be so shattered." " His constitution is not shattered at all," said Miss Susan, irritated, as the friends of a convalescent so often are, by doubts of his strength. " Shattered constitutions come from quite different causes, Mii-s Kate — from what you call ' fast ' living and wickedness. Herbert has the constitution of a child ; he has no enemy but cold, and I hope we can take care of him here." " Oh, Kate meant no harm/' said Sophy ; *' we know he could never have been * fast.' It is easy to keep straight when you haven't health for anything else," said this too well-in- formed young woman. " Hush ! " said her sister in an audible whisper, catching hold of the baby to make a diversion. Then Kate aimed her little broadside too. " We have been so pleased to make acquaintance with madame," she said, using that title v/ithout any name, as badly- instructed people are so apt to do. " It must be nice for you to feel yourself provided whatever happens. This, I hear, is the little heir ?" " Madame Suzanne," interrupted Giovanna, " I have told ces dames that I am glad M. Herbert goes to get well I hope he will live long and be happy. Jean, cheri ! dis fort * Vive M. Herbert 1 ' as I taught you, that ces dames may hear." Johnny was armed with his usual weapon, the paper-knife, which on ordinary occasions Miss Susan could not endure to see in his hand ; for I need not say it was her own pet weapon, which Giovanna in her ignorance had appropriated. He made a great flourish in the air with this falchion. " Vive M'sieu 308 WHITELADIEa 'Erbert ! " cried the child, his little round face flushed and shining with natural delight in his achievement. Giovanna snatched him up on her lap to kiss and applaud him, and Miss Susan, with a start of wonder, felt tears of pleasure come to her eyes. It was scarcely credible even to herself. " Yes, he is the heir," she said quickly, looking her assail- ants in the face, " that is, if Herbert has no children of his own. I am fortunate, as you say — more fortunate than your papa, Miss Kate." " Who has only girls," said Sophy, coming to the rescue. " Poor papa ! Though if we are not as good as the men, we must be poor creatures," she added with a laugh, and this was a proposition which nobody attempted to deny. As for Kate, she addressed her sister very seriously when they left Whiteladies. Things were come to a pass in which active measures were necessary, and a thorough comprehension of the situation. *• If you don't make up your mind at once to marry Herbert, that woman will," she said to Sophy. " We shall see before six months are out. You don't mind my advice as you ought, but you had better this time. I'd rather marry him myself than let him drop into the hands of an adventuress like that." " Do ! I shan't interfere," said Sophy lightly ; but in her heart she allowed that Kate was right. If one of them was to have Whiteladies, it would be necessary to be alert and vigorous. Giovanna was not an antagonist to be despised. They did not undervalue her beauty: women seldom do, whatever fancy- painters on the other side may say. Miss Susan, for her part, left the drawing-room along with them, with so curious a sensation going through her that she had to retire to her room to get the better of it. She felt a certain thrill of gratefulness, satisfaction, kindness in the midst of her hatred ; and yet the hatred was not diminished. This put all her nerves on edge like a jarring chord. WHITELADIES. 309 led and ovanna id Miss B to her r assai'v- of his . in your I rescue, len, we this was ly when n which ^hension Herbert, e before >u ought, 1 myself te that." lit in her m. waste vigorous. y did not er fancy- ong with !> that she ^he felt a the midst d. This CHAPTER XXXIII. ERBERT and Reine had settled at Cannes for the win- ter, at the same time when Giovanna settled herself at Whiteladies. They knew very little of this strange inmate in their old home, and thought still less. The young man had been promoted from one point to another of the invalid resorts, and now remained at Cannes, which was so much brighter and less valetudinary than Mentone, simply, as the doctors said, " as a precautionary measure." Does the reader know that bright-margin, where the sun shines so serene and sweet, and where the colour of the sea and the sky and the hills and the trees are all brightened and glorified by the fact that the greys and chills of northern winter are still close at hand ) When one has little to do, when one is fancy free, when one is young, and happiness comes natural, there is nothing more delicious than the Rivii a. You are able, in such circumstances, to ignore the touching groups which encircle here and there some of the early doomed. You are able to hope that the invalids must get better. You say to yourself, " In this air, under this sky, no one can long insist upon being ill ; " and if your own invalid, in whom you are most interested, has really mended, hope for every other becomes conviction. And then there are always idlers about who are not ill, to whom life is a holiday, or seems so, and who, being impelled to amuse them- selves by force of circumstances, add a pleasant movement to the beautiful scene. Without even these attractions, is not the place in which you receive back your sick as from the dead always beautiful, if it were the dirtiest seaport or deserted village 1 Mud and grey sky, or sands of gold and heavenly vaults of blue, what matters ? That was the first time since the inspired and glorious moment at Kandersteg that Reine had felt sure of Herbert's recovery ; — there was no doubting the fact now. He was even no longer an invalid, a change which at first was not nearly so delightful as she had expected to his sister. They had been all irf all to each other for so long ; and '■'!i 310 WHITELADIES. Heine had given up to Herbert not only willingly, but joyfully all the delights of youth — its amusements, its companionships, everything. She had never been at a ball (grown up) in her life, though she was now over twenty. She had passed the last four years, the very quintessence of her youth, in a sick room, or in the subdued goings out and gentle amusements suited to an invalid ; and, indeed, her heart and mind being fully oc- cupied, she had desired no better. Herbert, and his comfort and his entertainment, had been the sum of all living to Reine. And now had come the time when she was emancipated, and when the young man, recovering his strengh, began to think of other amusements than those which a girl could share. It was quite natural. Herbert made friends of his own, and went out with them, and made parties of pleasure, and manly expeditions in which Reine had no part. It was very foolish of her to feel it, and no critic could have been more indignant with her than she was with herself. The girl's first sensation was surprise, when she found herself left out. She was bewildered by it. It had never occurred to her as likely, natural, nay, necessary — which, as soon as she recovered her breath, she assured herself it was. Poor Reine even tried to laugh at herself for her womanish folly. Was it to be expected that Herbert should continue in the same round when he got better, that he should not go out into the world like other men ? On the contrary, Reine was proud and delighted to see him go ; to feel that he was able for it ; to listen to his step, which was as active as any of the ot>.ers she thought, and his voice, which rang as clear and gay. It was only after he was gone that the sudden surprise I have spoken of assailed her. And if you will think of it, it was hard upon Reine. Because of her devotion to him she liad made no friends for herself. She had been out of the way of wanting friends. Madame de Mirfleur's eagerness to introduce her, to find companions for her, when she paid the pair her pas- sing visits, had always been one of the things which most offended Reine. What did she want with other companions than Herbert *? She was necessary to him, and did anyone s'jppose that she would leave him for pleasure 1 For pleasure ! could mamma suppose it would be any pleasure to her to be separate from her brother 1 Thus the girl thought in her ab- solute way, carrying matters with a high hand as long as it was WIIITKLAl>IES. nil oyfuUy inships, in her the last c room, lited to ally oc- comfort ) Reine. :ed, and think of It was (rent out ►editions o feel it, than she je, when It had —which, if it was. omanish tinue in t go out ei.ne was J able for he ot>.ers 36 I have it, it was she liad e way of introduce r her pas- ich most mpanions d anyone pleasure ! her to be in her ab- as it was in her power to do so. But now that Herbert was well, every- thing was changed. He was fond of his sister, who had been so good a nurse to him ; but it seemed perfectly natural that she should have been his nurse, and nad she not always said she preferred it to anything else in the world 1 It was just the sort of thing that suited Reine — it was her way, and the way of most good girls. But it did not occur to Herbert to think that there was anything astonishing, any hardship in the matter ; nor, when he went out with his new friends, did it come into his head that Reine, all alone, might be dull and miss him. Yes, miss him, that of course she must ; but then it was inevitable. A young fellow enjoying his n.ttural liberty could not by any possibility drag a girl about everywhere after him — that was out of the question, of course. At first now and then it would sometimes come into his head that his sister was alone at home, but that impression very soon wore off. She liked it. She said so ; and why should she say so if it was not the case 1 Besides, she could of course have friends if she chose. So shy Reine, who had not been used to any friends but him, who had alienated herself from all her friends for him, stayed at home within the four rather bare walls of their sitting-room, while the sun shone outside, and even the invalids strolled about, and the soft sound of the sea upon the beach filled the air with a subdued, delicious murmur. Good Francois, Herbert's faithful attendant, used to entreat her to go out. " The weather is delightful," he said. " Why will made- moiselle insist upon shutting herself up in-doors ] " " I will go out presently, Francois," Reine said, her pretty lips quivering a little. But she had no one to go out with, poor child. She did not like even to go and throw herself upon the charity of one or two ladies whom she knew. She knew no one well, and how could she go and thrust herself upon them now, after having received their advances coldly while she had Herbert 1 So the poor child sat down and read, or tried to read, seated at the window from which she could see the sea and the people who were walking about. How lucky she was to have such a cheer- ful window ! But when she saw the sick English girl who lived close by going out for her midday walk leaning upon her brother's arm, with her mother close by watching her, poor 312 WHITELADIE8. % Heine's heart grew sick. Why was it not she who was ill 1 if she died, nobody would miss her much (so neglected youth always feels, with poignant self pity), whereas it was evident that the heart of that poor lady would break if her child was taken from her. The poor lady whom Heine thus noted looked up at her where she sat at the window, with a corresponding pang in her heart. Oh, why was it that other girls should be so fresh and blooming while her child was dying 1 But it is very hard at twenty to sit at a bright window alone, and try to read, while all the world is moving about before your eyes, and the sunshine sheds a soft intoxication of happiness into the air. The book would fall from her hands, and the young blood would tingle in her veins. No doubt, if one of the ladies whom Heine knew had called just then, the girl would have received her visitor with th^ utmost dignity, nor betrayed by a word, by a look, how lonely he was : for she was proud, and rather perverse, and shy — shy to her very finger-tips ; but in her heart, I think if any one had been so boldly kind as to force her out, and take her in charge, she would have been ready to kiss that deliverer's feet, but never to own what a deliverknce it was. No one came, however, in this enterprising way. Thej had been in Cannes several times, the brother and sister, and Heine had been always bound to Herbert's side, finding it impossible to leave him. How could these mere acquaintances know that things were changed now 1 So she sat at the window most of the day, sometimes trying to make litule sketches, sometimes working, but generally reading or pretending to read — not improving books, dear reader. These young people did not carry much solid literature about with them. They had poetry books — not a good selection — and a supply of the pretty Tauchnitz volumes, only limited by the extent of that enterprising firm's reprints, besides such books as weie to be got at the library. Everard had shown more discrimination than was usual to him when he said that Herbert, after his long helplessness and dependence, would rush very eagerly into the enjoyments and freedom of life. It was very natural that he should do so ; chained to a sick room, as he had been for so long — then indulged with invalid pleasures, invalid privileges, and gradually feeling the tide rise and WHITELADTBS. 313 mi if youth ivident Id was looked onding uld be ut it is md try ir eyes, nto the young of the would etrayed proud, ps ; but id as to ve been what a lej had dReine possible ow that most of netimes id — not did not ey had of the of that ke to be lination fter his eagerly natural he had easures, ise and the warm blood of his youth swell in his veins — the poor young fellow was greedy of freedom, of boyish company, from which he had always been shut out — of adventures innocent enough, yet to his recluse mind having all the zest of des- perate risk and daring. He had no intention of doing any- thing wron^, or even anything unkind. But this was the very first time that he had fallen among a party of young men like himself, and the contrast being so novel, was de- lightful to him. And his new friends " took to him " with a flattering vehemence of liking. They came to fetch him in the morning, they involved him in a hundred little en- gagements. They were fond of him, he thought, and he had never known friendship before. In short, they turned Herbert's head, a thing which quite commonly happens both to girls and boys when for the first time either boy or girl falls into a merry group of his or her contemporaries, with many amuse- ments and engagements on hand. Had one of these young fellows happened to fall in love with Reine, all would have gone well — for then, no doubt, the young lover would have devised ways and means for having her of the party. But she was not encouraging to their advances. Girls who have little outward contact with society are apt to f )rm an uncomfortably high ideal, and Reine thought her brother's friends a pack of noisy boys quite iniferior to Herbert, with no intellect, and not very much breeding. She was very dignified and reserved when they ran in and out, calling for him to come here and go there, and treated them as somehow beneath the notice of such a very mature person as herself ; and the young fellows were offended, and revenged themselves by adding ten years to her age, and giving her credit for various disagreeable qualities. " Oh, yes, he has a sister," they would say, " much older than Austin — who looks as if she would like to turn us all out, and keep her darling at her apron-string." " You must remember she has iiad the nursing of him all his life," a more charitable neighbour would suggest by way of wc- cusing the middle-aged sister. " But women ought to know that a man is not to be always lounging about pleasing them, and not himself. Hang it all, what would they have 1 I wonder Austin don't send her home. It is the best place for her." :lue as a han the less lim- le beach le softest of light iment of re it was ihe shin- L to gold. blaze of I breaks, rn to the io could t, ns- ihade be- ad, not a IS among ,le town, conjured iteladic;:, e valleys fleur felt time for irference, herself the open air and the sea, had no objection to leave her alone, and permit the something which was evidently in her mind, whatever it was, to work. Madame de Mirfieur was not only (;oncerned about her daughter's happiness from a French point of view, feeling that the time was come when it would be right to marry her ; but she was also solicitous about her condition in other ways. It might not be for Reine's happiness to continue much longer with Herbert, who was emancipating himself very quickly from his old bonds, and probably would soon find the sister who, a year a^^^*^, had been indispensable to him, to be a burden and drag upon nis freedom, in the career of manhood he was entering upon so eagerly. And where was Eeine to go ? Madame de Mirfleur could not risk taking her to Normandy, where, delightful as that home was, her English child would not be happy ; and she had a mother's natural reluctance to abandon her altogether to the old aunts at Whiteladies, who, as rival guardians to her children in their youth, had naturally taken the aspect of rivals and enemies to their mother. No ; it would have been impossible in France that an affaire du cceur should have dragged on so long as that between Everard and Reine must have done, if indeed there was anything in it. But there was never any understanding those English, anJ if Heine's looks meant anything, surely this was what they meant. At all events, it was well that Reine should have an opportu- nity of thinking it well over; and if there was nothing in it, at least it would be good for Herbert to have the support and help of his cousin. Therefore, in whatever light you choose to view the subject, it was important that Everard should be here. So she left her daughter undisturbed to think, in peace, what it was best to do. And indeed it was a sufficiently difficult question to come to any decision upon. There was no quarrel between Reine and Everard, nor any reason why they should regard each otlier in any but a kind and cousinly way. Such a rajjpro.hement, and such a curious break as had occurred between them, are not at all uncommon. They had been very much thrown together, and brought insensibly to the very verge of an alliance more close and tender ; but before a word had been said, before any decisive step had been taken. Fate came in suddenly and severed them, " at a moment's notice," as Reine said, leaving no. U 1 , MM 322 WHITKL^DIEb. time, no possibility for any explanation or any pledge. I do not know what was in Everard's heart at the moment of part- ing, whether he had ever fully made up his mind to make the sacrifices which would be necessary should he marry, or whether his feelings had gone beyond all such prudential con- siderations ; but anyhow, the s-mmons which surprised him so suddenly was of a nature which made it impossible for him in honour to do anything or say anything which should compro- mise Keine. For it was loss of fortune, perhaps total — the first news being exaggerated, as so often happens — with which he was threatened ; and in the face of such news, honour sealed his lips, and he dared not trust himself to say a word beyond the tenderness of a good-bye which his relationship permitted. He went away from her with suppressed anguish in his heart, feeling like a man who had suddenly fallen out of paradise down, down to the commonest earth — but silenced himself, and subdued himself by hard pressure of necessity till time and the natural influences of distance and close occupation dulled the poignant feeling with which he had said that good-bye. The woman has the worst of it in such circumstances. She is left, which always seems the inferior part, and always is the hardest to bear, in the same scene, with everything to recall to her what has been, and nothing to justify her in dwelling upon the tender recollection. I do not know why it should appear to women, universally, something to be ashamed of when they give love unasked — or even when they give it in return for every kind of asking except the straightforward and final words. It is no shame to a man to do so ; but these differences of sentiment are inexplicable, and will not bear accounting for. Reine fe>< that she had " almost " given her heart and deepest affections, without being asked for them. She had not, it is true, committed herself in words, any more than he had done ; but she believed with sore shame that he knew — ^just as he felt sure (but without shame) that she knew ; though in truth neither of them knew even their own feelings, which on both sides had changed somewhat, without undergoing any funda- mental alteration. Such meetings and partings are not uncom- mon. Sometimes the two thus rent asunder at the critical mo- ment, never meet again at all, and the incipient romance dies in the bud, leaving (vevy often) a touch of bitterness in the M- WHITELADIES. 823 >. I do of part- lake the any, or itial con- i him so )T him in compro- )tal — the th which lur sealed d beyond ermitted. his heart, paradise nself, and e and the lulled the )ye. The >he is left, he hardest all to her r upon the appear to vhen they return for and final diflfeTences anting for. ad deepest d not, it is had done ; -just as he h in truth oh on both any funda- Qot uncom- critical mo- imance dies aess in the woman's heart, a sense of incompleteness in the man's. Some- times the two meet when age has developed or altered them, and when they ask themselves with horror what they could possibly have seen in that man or that woman ? And some- times they meet again voluntarily or involuntarily, and — that happiness which pleases Heaven ; for it is impossib.-e to predict the termination of such an interrupted tale. Beine had not found it very easy to piece that broken bit of her life into the web again. She had never said a word to any one, never allowed herself to speak to herself of what she felt ; but it had not been easy to bear. Honour, too, like everything else, takes a diflFerent aspect as it is regarded by man or woman. Everard had thought that honour absolutely sealed his lips from the moment that he knew, or rather believed, that his fortune was gone ; but Reine would have been infinitely more ready to give him her fullest trust, and would have felt an absolute gratitude to him had he spoken out of his poverty, and given her the pleasure of sympathizing, of consoling, of adding her courage and constancy to his. She was too proud to have allowed herself to think that there was any want of honour in the way he left her, for Eeine would have died rather than have had the pitiful tribute of a declaration made for honour's sake ; but yet, had it not been her case, but a hypothetical one, she would have pronounced it to be most honourable to speak, while the man would have felt a single word inconsistent with his honour ! So we must apparently go on misunderstanding each other till the end of time. It was a case in which there was a great deal to be said on both sides, the reader will perceive. But all this was over ; and the two whom a word might have made one were quite free, quite independent, and might each have married some one else had they so chosen, without the other having a word to say ; and yet they could not meet without a certain embarrassment, without a sense of what might have been. They were not lovers, and they were not indifferent to each other, and on both sides there was just a little wholesome bitterness. Reine, though far too proud to own it, had felt herself for- saken. Everard, since his return from the active work which had left him little time to think, had felt himself slighted. She had said that, now Herbert was better, it was not worth t 324 WHITELADIKS. while writing so often ! and when he had got over that unkind speech, and had written, as good as offering himself to join them, she had not replied. He had written in October, and now it was nearly Christmas, and she had never replied. So there was, the reader will perceive, a most hopeful and promis- ing grievance on both sides. Reine turned over her part of it deeply and much in her mind that night, after the conversation with her mother which 1 have recorded. She asked herself, had she any right to deprive Herbert of a friend who would be of use to him for any foolish pride of hers 1 She could keep herself apart very easily, Reine thought, iu her pride. She was no longer very necessary to Herbert. He did not want her as he used to do. She could keep apart, and trouble no one ; and why should she, for any ridiculous self-consciousness, ghost of sentiment dead and gone, deprive her brother of such a friend ? She said " No ! " to herself vehemently, as she lay and pondered the question in the dark, when she ought to have been asleep. Everard was nothing, and could be nothing to her, but her cousin ; it would be necessary to see him as such, but not to see much of him ; and whatever he might be else, he was a gentleman, and would never have the bad taste to intrude upon her if he saw she did not want him. Besides, there was no likelihood that he would wish it ; therefore Reine made up her mind that no exaggerated sentimentality on her part, no weak personal feeling, should interfere with Herbert's good. She would keep herself out of the way. But the reader will scarcely require to be told that the letter written under this inspiration was not exactly the kind of letter which it flatters a young man to receive from a girl to whom he has once been so closely drawn as Everard had been to Reine, and to whom he still feels a visionary link, holding him fast in spite of himself. He received the cold epistle, in which Reine informed him simply where they were, adding a message from her brother : " If you are coming to the Con- tinent, Herbert wishes me to say he would be glad to see you here," in a scene and on a day which was as unlike as it is possible to imagine to the soft Italian weather, and genial southern beach, on which Reine had concocted it. As it hap- pened, the moment was one of the most lively and successful in Everard's somewhat calm country life. He, who often felt ll WHITELADTES. 325 himself insignificant, and sometimes slighted, was for that morning at least in the ascenda^ Very cold weather had set in suddenly, and in cold weather Everard became a person of feat importance in his neighbourhood. I will tell you why. is little house, which was on the river, as I have already said, and in summer a very fine starting-point foi water-parties, possessed unusually picturesque and well-planted grounds ; and in the heart of a pretty bit of plantation which belonged to him was an ornamental piece of water, very prettily sur- rounded bjr trees and sloping lawns, which froze quickly, as the water was shallow, and was the pleasantest skating-ground for miles round. Need I say more to show how a frost made Everard instantly a man of consequence 1 On the day on which Reine's epistle arrived at Water Beeches, which was the name of his place, it was a beautiful English frost, such as we see but rarely nowadays. I do not know whether there is really any change of the climate, or whether it is only the change of one's own season from spring to autumn which ^ives an air of change even to the weather ; but I do not think there are so many bright, crisp, clear frosts as there used to be. Nor, perhaps, is it much to be regretted that the intense cold — which may be as champagne to the healthy and comfortable, but is death to the sick and misery to the poor — should be less common than formerly. It was, however, a brilliant frosty day at the Water Beeches, and a large party had come over to enjoy the pond. The sun was shining red through the leafless trees, and such of them as had not encountered his direct in- fluence were still encased in fairy garments of rime, feathery and white to the furthest twig. The wet grass was brilliantly green, and lighted up in the sun's way with sparkling water- diamonds, though in the shade it too was crisp and white with frost, and crackled under your feet. On the broad path at one end of the pond two or three older people, who did not skate, were walking briskly up and down, stamping their feet to keep them warm, and hurrying now and then in pairs to the house, which was just visible through the trees, to get warmed by the fire. But on the ice no one was cold. The girls, with their red petticoats and red feathers, and pretty faces flushed with the exercise, were, some of them, gliding about independently with their hands in their mufls, some of them being conducted ii>. '^ : 326 WHITELADIES. about by their attendants, some dashing along in chairs wheeled by a chivalrous skater. They had just come out again, after a merry luncheon, stimulated by the best fare Everard's house- keeper could furnish, and by Everard's best champagne ; and as the afternoon was now so short, and the sun sinking low, the gay little crowd was doing all it could to get an hour's plea- sure out of half-an-hour's time, and the scene was one of per- petual movement, constant varying and intermingling of the bright-coloured groups, and a pleasant sound of talk and laughter which rang through the clear air and the leafless trf^es. The few chaperons who waited upon the pleasure of these young ladies were getting tired and chilled, and perhaps cross, as was (I think) extremely natural, and thinking of their carriages ; but the girls were happy, and not cross, and all of them very agreeable to Everard, who was the cause of so much pleasure. Sophy and Kate naturally took upon them to do the honours of their cousin's place. Everybody knows what a moveable relationship cousinry is, and how it recedes and advances ac- cording to the inclination of the moment. To-day, the Farrel- Austins felt themselves first-cousins to Everard, his next-of- kin, so to speak, and comparative owners. They showed their friends the house and the grounds, and all the pretty open- ings and peeps of the river. " It is small, but it is a perfect little place," they said with all the pride of proprietorship. " What fun we have had here 1 It is delightful for boating. We have the joUiest parties! " ** In short, I don't know such a place for fun all the year jound," cried Sophy. " And of course, being so closely related, it is just like our own," said Kate. " We can bring whom we like here." It was with the sound of all these pretty things in his ears, and all the pleasant duties of hospitality absorbing his attention, with pleasant looks, and smiles, and compliments about his house and his table coming to him on all sides, and a sense of importance thrust upon him in the most delightful way, that Everard had Beine's letter put into his hand. It was im- possible that he could read it then ; he put it into his pocket with a momentary flutter and tremor of his heart, and went on with the entertainment of his guests. All the afternoon he was in motion, flying about upon the ice, where, for he was a WHITELADIES. 327 !| very good skater, he was in great demand, and where his per- formances were received with great applause ; then superintend- ing the muster of the carriageo, putting his pretty guests into them, receiving thanks and plaudits, and gay good-byes " for, the present. " There was to be a dance at the Hatch that night where most of the party were to reassemble, and Everard felt himself sure of the prettiest partners, and the fullest considera- tion of ail his claims to notice and kindness. He had never been more pleased with himself, nor in a more agreeable state of mind towards the world in general, than when he shut the door ot his cousins* carriage, which was the last to leave. " Mind you come early. I want to settle with you about next time," said Kate. " And Evf," cried Sophy, leaning out of the carriage," bring me those barberries you promised me for my hair." Everard stood smiling, waving his hand to them as they drove away. " Madcaps ! " he said to himself, " always with something on hand ! " as he went slowly home, watching the last red gleam of the sun disappear behind the trees. It was getting colder and colder every moment, the chilliest of De- cember nights ; but the young man, in his glow of exercise and pleasure, did not take any notice of this. He went into his cosy little library, where a bright fire was burning, and where, even there in his own particular sanctum, the disturbing pre- sence of those gay visitors was apparent. They had taken down some of his books from his shelves, and they had scattered the cushions of his sofa round the fire, where a circle of them had evidently been seated. There is a certain amused curiosity in a jouns man's thoughts as to the doings and sayings, when by themselves, of those mysterious creatures called girls. What were they talking about while they chattered round that fire ? his fire, where, someho^*^, some -subtle difference in the atmos- phere betokened their recent presence ? He sat down with a smile on his face, and that flattered sense of general importance and acceptability in his mind, and took Reine's letter out of his pocket. It was perhaps not the most suitable state of mind in which to read the chilly communication of Reine. Its effect upon him, however, was not at all chilly. It made him hot with anger. He threw it down on the table when he had read it, feeling such a letter to be an insult. Go to Cannes J i-^^iiri'inriifiil 828 WHITELADIES. to be of use, forsooth, to Herbert ! a kind of sick nurse, he supposed, or perhaps keeper, now that he could go out, to ihe inexperienced young fellow. Everard bounced up from his comfortable chair, and began to walk up and down the room in his indignation. Other people nearer home had better taste than Reine. If ehe thought that he was to be whistled to, like a dog, when he was wanted, she was mistaken. Not even when he was wanted — it was clear enough that she did not want him, cold, uncourteous, unfriendly as she was ! Everard's mind rose like an angry sea, and swelled into such a ferment that he could not subdue himself. A mere acquaintance would have written more civilly, more kindly, would have thought it necessary at least to appear to join in the abrupt, cold, semi- invitation, which Heine transmitted as if she had nothing to do with it. Even her mother (a wise woman, with some real knowledge of the world, and who knew when a man was worth being civil to !) had perceived the coldness of the letter, and added a conciliatory postscript. Everard was wounded and humiliated in his moment of success and flattered vanity, when he was most accessible to such a wound. And he was quite incapable of divining — as probably he would have done in any one else's case, but as no man seems capable f doing in his own — that Reine's coldnesn was the best of all proof that she was not indifferent, and that something must lie below the studied chill of such a composition. He dressed for the party at the Hatch in a state of mind which I will not attempt to describe, but of which his servant gave a graphic account to the housekeeper. " Summat s gone agin master," that functionary said. " He have torn those gardenias all to bits as was got for his button- hole ; and the lots of ties as he've spiled is enough to bring tears to your eyes. Some o' them there young ladies has been a misconducting theirselves ; or else it's the money market. But I don't think it's money," said John ; " when it's money gentlemen is low, not furious, like to knock you down." " Get along with you, do," said the housekeeper. " We don't want no ladies hero ! " " That may be, or it mayn't be," said John ; " but some- thing's gone agin master. Listen ! there he be, a rampaging because the dog-cart ain't come round, which I hear the wheels, and William — it's his turn, and I'll just keep out o* the way," WHITELADIES. 329 "se, he toihe )m his 3omin ? taste io, like I when :; want erard's Biment I would ught it I, semi- hing to me real 8 worth ,er, and ed and y, when )s quite ) in any ^ in his hat she low the e party empt to jount to "He )utton- hring as been market. money "We William was of John's opinion when thev compared notes after. Master drove to the Hatch like mad, the groom said. He had never been seen to look so black in all his life before, for Everard was a peaceable soul in general, and rather under the dominion of his servants. He was, however, extremely gay at the Hatch, and danced more than any one, far outstripping the languid Guardsmen in his exertions, and taking all the pains in the world to convince himself that, though some people might show a want of perception of his excellencies, there were others who had a great deal more discrimination. Indeed, his energy was so vehement, that two or three young ladies, including Sophy, found it necessary to pause and question themselves on the subject, wondering what sudden charm on their part had warmed him into such sudden exhibitions of feeling. " It will not answer at all," Sophy said to her sister ; " for I don't mean to marry Everard, for all the skating and all the boating ir. the world — not now, at least. Ten years hence, perhaps, one ir ght feel diflTe rent — but now ! — and I don't want to quarrel with him either, in case " said this far-seeing young woman. This will show how Heine's communication excited and stimulated her cousin, though perhaps in a curious way. \ it some- npaging wheels, way," 330 WHITELADIES. CHAPTER XXXV. c^^ VERARD'S excited mood, however, did not last ; perhaps he danced out some of his bitterness ; violent exercise is good for all violent feeling, and calms it down. He came to himself with a strange shock, when — one of the latest to leave, as he had been one of the earliest to go — he came sud- denly out from the lighted rooms, and noisy music, and chat- tering voices, to the clear cold wintry moonlight, deep in the frosty nighf , or rather early on the frosty morning of the next day. There are some people who take to themselves, in our minds at least, a special phase of nature, and plant meir own image in the midst of it with a certain arrogance, so tiiat we cannot dissociate the sunset from one of those usurpers, or the twilight from another. In this way Reine had taken possession of the moonlight for Everard. It was no doing of hers, nor was she aware of it , but still it was the case. He never saw the moon shining without remembering the little balcony at Kandersteg, and the whiteness with which her head rose out of the dark shadow of the rustic wooden framework. How could he help but think of her now, when worn out by a gaiety which had not been quite real, he suddenly fell, as it were, into the silence, the clear white light, the frost-bound chill, cold blue skies above oim, full of frosty, yet burning stars, and the broad level shining of that ice-cold moon 1 Everard, like other peo- ple at his time of life, and in his somewhat unsettled condition of mind, had a way of feeling somewhat " low " after being very gay. It is generally the imaginative who do this, and is a sign, I think, of a higher nature ; but Everard had the disadvantage of it without the good, for he was not of a poetical mind — though I suppose theie must have been enough poetry in him to produce this reaction. When it came on, as it always did after the noisy gaiety of the Hatch, he had, in general, one cer- tain refuge to which he always betook himself. He thought of Reine — Reine, who was gay enough, had nature permitted her to have her way, but whom love had separated from everything WHITELADIES. 331 perhaps jxercise n. He e latest me sud- id chat- ) in the lie next , in our eir own biiat we I, or the ssession !rs, nor ver saw icony at e out of w could y which into the )ld blue le broad ler peo- )ndition ing very ; a sign, vantage mind — in him ays did one cer- )ught of bted her jrything of the kind, and transplanted into solitude and quiet, and the moonlight, which, in his mind, was dedicated to her image ; this was his resource when he was " low ;" and he turned to it as naturally as the flowers turn to the sun. Reine was his ima- gination, his land of fancy, his unseen world, to Everard ; but lo ! on the very threshold of this secret region of dreams, the young man felt himself pulled up and stopped short. Reine's letter rolled up before him like a black curtain shutting out his visonary refuge. Had he lost her ? he asked himself, with a sudden thrill of visionary panic. Her image had embodied all poetry, all romance, to him, and had it fled from his firmament % The girls whom he had left had no images at all, so to speak ; they were flesh and blood realities, pleasant enough, so long as you were with them, and often very amusing to Everard, who, after he had lingered in their society till the last moment, had that other to fall back upon — the other, whose superiority he felt as soon as he got outside the noisy circle, and whose soft influence, oddly enough, seemed to confer a superiority upon him, who had her in that private sphere to turn to, when he was tired of the rest. Nothing could be sweeter than the sense of repose and moral elevation with which, for instance, after a gay and amusing and successful day like this, he went back into the other world, which he had the privilege of possessing, and felt once more the mountain air breathe over him, fresh with the odour of the pines, and saw the moon rising behind the snowy peaks, which were as white as her own light, and that soft, upturned face lifted to the sky, full of tender thoughts and mysteries ! If Reine forsook him, what mystery would be left in the world for Everard ? what shadowy world, unrealized, and sweeter for being unrealized than any fact could ever be 1 The poor young fellow was seized with a chill of fright, which penetrated to the marrow of his bones, and froze him doubly tliis cold night. "What it would be to lose one's imagination ! to have no dreams left, no place which they could inhabit ! Poor Everard felt himself turned out of his refuge, turned out into the cold, the heavenly doors closed upon him all in a mo- ment ; and he could not bear it. William, who thought his master had gone out of his mind, or fallen asleep — for what but unconsciousness or insanity could justify the snail's pace into which they had dropped ?— felt frozen on his seat behind ; but :.'M 332 WHITELADIES. he was not half so frozen as poor Everard, in his Ulster, whose heart was colder than his hands, and through whose very soul the shiverings /an. Next morning, as was natural, Everard endeavoured to make a stand against the dismay which had taken possession of him, and succeeded for a short time, as long as he was fully occupied and amused, during which time he felt himself angry, and deter- mined that he was a very badly-used man. This struggle he kept up for about a week, and did not answer Reine's letter. But at last the co'ifl^ct was too much for him. One day he rode over suddenly to vVaiteladies, and informed them that he was going abroad for the rest of the winter. He had nothing to do at Water Beeches, and country life was dull ; he thought it possible that he might pass through Cannes on his way to Italy, as that was, on the whole, in winter the pleasantest way, and, of course, would see Herbert. But he did not mention Reine at all, nor her letter, and gave no reason for his going, except caprice, and the dulness of the country. " I have not an es- tate to manage like you," he said to Miss Susan ; and to Au- gustine, expressed his grief that he could not be present at the consecration of the Austin Chantry, which he had seen on his way white and bristling with gothic pinnacles, like a patch upon the greyness of the old church. Augustine, whom he met on the road, with her grey hood over her head, and her hands folded in her sleeves, was roused out of her abstracted calm to a half displeasure. " Mr. Farrel-Austin will be the only repre- sentative of the family, except ourselves," she said ; " not that I dislike them, as Susan does. I hope I do not dislike any one," said the Grey sister. " You can tell Herbert, if you see him, vhat I would have put off the consecration till his return — but why should I rob the family of four months' prayers ] That would be a sinful waste, Everard ; the time is too short : — too short — to lose a day." This was the only message he had to carry. As for Miss Susan, her chief anxiety was that he should say nothing about Giovanna. " A hundred things may happen before May," the elder sister said, with such an anxious worried look as went to Everard's heart, " I don't conceal from you that I don't want her to stay." \ <( WHITELADIES. 333 , whose ry soul [;omake of him, ccupied d deter- ggle he s letter, he rode he was to do at ►ught it bo Italy, ly, and, n Reine , except »t an es- l to Au- it at the n on his ch upon met on ir hands calm to y repre- lot that ike any you see s return rayers ^ DO short or Miss g about ly," the went to I't want *' Then send her away," he said lightly. Miss Susan shook h<^r head ; she went out to the gate with him, crossing the lawn, though it was damp, to whisper once again, " Nothing about her — say nothing about her — a hundred things may happen before May." Everard left home about ten days after the arrival of Heine's letter) which he did not answer. He could make it evident that he was cflfended, at least in that way ; and he lingered on the road to show, if possible, that he had no eagarness in obeying the summons. His silence puzzled the household at Cannes. Madame de Mirfleur, with a twist of the cirumstances, which is extremely natural, and constantly occurring among ladies, set it down as her daughter's fault. She forgave Everard, but she blamed Keine. And with much skilful ques- tioning, which was almost entirely ineffectual, she endeavoured to elicit from Herbert what the state of affairs between these two had been. Herbert, for his part, had not an idea on the subject. He could not understand how it was possible that Everard could quarrel with Reine. " She is aggravating some- times," he allowed, " when she looks at you like this — I don't know how to describe it — as if she meant to find you out. Why should she try to find a fellow out 1 a man (as she ought to know) is not like a pack of girls." " Precisely," said Madame de Mirfleur, " but perhaps that is difficult for our poor Reine — till lately thou wert a boy, and sick, mon 'Erbert ; you forget. Women are dull, ray son ; and this is perhaps one of the things that it is most hard for them to learn." "You may say so, indeed," said Herbert, *' unintelligible beings ! — till they come to your age, mamma, when you seem to begin to understand. It is all very well for girls to give an account of themselves. What I am surprised at is, that they do not perceive at once the fundamental difference. Reine is a clever girl, and it just shows the strange limitation, even of the cleverest ; now 1 don't call myself a clever man — I have had a great many disadvantages — but 1 can perceive at a glance " Madame de Mirfleur was infinitely disposed to laugh, or to box her son's ears; but she was one of those women — of whom there are many in the world — who think it better not to attempt i: ;t! 334 WHITELiDIES. the use of reason, but to manager the male creatures whom they study so curiously. Both the sexes, indeed, I think, have about the same opinion of each other, though the male portion of the community found the means of uttering theirs sooner than the other, and have got it stereotyped, so to speak. We both think each other " inaccessible to reason," and ring the changes upon humouring and coaxing the natural adversary. Madame de Mirfleur thought she knew men aufond^ and it was not her practice to argue with them. She did not tell Herbert that his mental superiority was not so great as he thought it. She only smiled, and said gently, " It is much more facile to per- ceive the state of aflfairs when it is to our own advantage, mon fils. It is that which gives your eyes so much that is clear. Reine, who is a girl, who has not the same position, it is natural she should not like so much to acknowledge herself to see it. But she could not demand from Everard that he shoiJd account for himself. And she will not of you when she has better learned to know " ** From Everard % Everard is of little importance. I was thinki.. I of myself," cried Herbert. " How fortunate it is for me that you have come here ! I should not have believed that Reine could be sulky. I am fond of her, of course ; but I can- not drag a girl everywhere about with me. Is it reasonable ? Women should understand their place. I am sure you do, mamma. It is home that is a woman's sphere. She cannot move about the world, or see all kinds of life, or penetrate everywhere, like a man ; and it would not suit her if she could," said Herbert, twisting the soft down of his moustache. He was of opinion that it was best for a man to take his place, and show at once that he did not intend to submit to any in- quisition ; and this, indeed, was what his friends advised, who warned him against petticoat government. "K you don't mind they'll make a slave of you," the young men said. And Herbert was determined to give all who had plans of this des- cription fair notice. He would not allow himself to be made a slave. " You express yourself with your usual good sense, my son," said Madame de Mirfleur. " Yes, the home is the woman's sphere ; always I have tried to make this known to my Reine. Is it that she loves the world ? I make her enter there with WHITELADIES. 335 es whom ink, have B portion 3ner than We both e changes Madame IS not her bert that b it. She lie to por- tage, mon r. is clear, lis natural ' to see it. Id account iias better ce. I was .te it is for lieved that but I can- easonable 1 re you do, She cannot • penetrate her if she moustache, e his place, to any in- llvised, who you don't said. And of this des- ) be made a e, my son," he woman's ) my Heine, there with difficulty. No, it is you she loves, and understands not to be separated. She has given up the pleasures that are natural to be with you when you were ill ; and she understands not to be separated now." " Bah ! " said Herbert, " that is the usual thing which I understand all women say to faire valoir their little services. What has she given up ] They would not h^ive been pleasures to her while I was ill ; and she ought to understand. It comes back to what I said, mamma. Reine is a clevei girl, as girls go — and I am not clever, that I know ; but the thing which she cannot grasp is quite clear to me. It is best to say no more about it — you can understand reason, and explain to her what I mean." " Yes, ch6ri," said Madame de Mirfleur, submissively ; then she added, " Monsieur Everard left you at Appenzell ] Was he weary of the quiet 1 or had he cause to go 1 " " Why, he had lost his money, and had to look after it — or he thought he had lost his money. Probably, too, he found it slow. There was nobody there, and I was not good for much in those days. He had to be content with Reine. Perhaps he thought she was not much company for him," said the young man, with a sentiment not unusual in young men towards their sisters. His mother watched him with a curious expression. Madame de Mirfleur was in her way a student of human nature, and though it was her son who made these revelations, she was amused by them all the same, and rather encouraged him than otherwise to speak his mind. But if she said nothing about Reine, this did not mean that she was deceived in respect to her daughter, or with Herbert's view of the matter. But she wanted to hear all ho had to say, and for the moment she looked upon him more as a typical representative of man, than as himself, a creature in whose credit, she, his mother, was con- cerned. " It has appeared to you that this might be the reason why he went away l " " I never thought much about it," said Herbert. " I had enough to do thinking of myself. So I have now. I don't care to go into Everard's aflFairs. If he likes to come, he'll come, I suppose ; and if he don't I'kc, he won't — that's all about it— that's how I would act it it was mt. Hallo ! why, while L^T^^^J!^^^ <^^^'' 336 WHITELADIES. we're talking, here he is I Look here — in that carriage at the door ! " " Ah, make my excuses, Herbert. I go to speak to Fran9ois about a room for him," said Madame de Mirfieur. What she did, in fact, was to dart into her own room, where Reine was sitting at work on some article of dress. Julie had much to do, looking after and catering for the little party, so that Reine had to make herself useful, and ao things occasionaily for her- self " Ch^rie," said her mother, stooping over her, " thy cousin is come — he is at the door. I thought it best to teii you before you met him. For my part, I nev^:!r like to be taken at the unforeseen — I prefer to be prepared." Reine had stopped her sewing for the moment now she re- sumed it — so quietly that her mother could scarcely make out whether this news was pleasant to her or not. '' I have no preparation to make," she said coidly ; but her blood was not so much under mastery as her tongue, and rushed in a flood to her face ; her fingers, too, stumbled, her needle pricked her, and Madame de Mirfleur, watching, learned something at last —which was that Reine was not so indiflferent as she said. " Me, I am not like you, my child," she said. " My little preparations are always nacessary — for example, I cannot Hee the cousin in my robe de chambre. Julie ! quick ! — but you, as you are ready, can go and salute him. It is to-day, is it not, that we go to see milady Northcote, who will be kind to you when I am gone av/ay 1 I will put on my black silk ; but you, my child, who are English, who have always your toilette made from the morning, go, if you will, and see the cousin. There is no one but Herbert there." " Mamma," said Reine, " I heard Herbert say something when I passed the door a little while ago. It was something about me. What has happened to him that he speiiks so '? — that he thinks so 1 Has he changed altogether from our Her- bert who loved us 1 Is that common 1 Oh, must it be ? must it be 1" " Mon Dieu 1 " cried the mother, " can I answer for all that a foolish boy will say 1 Men are fools, ma Reine. They pre- tend to be wise, and they are fools. But we must not say this — no one says it, though we all know it in our hearts. Tran- WHITELADIES. .337 broken-hearted tL tef« ^^^led'^if'r' '"''Wnt an] not take what she had heard so calm?i^.1? ''"" *^«»- She did think not more of me. Kerens th» i' "/ '""""■* my child- travel wuhout it, as y'ou know." '"" "^"^ ** <>«•>§«• I never' i ao not want anvfloni. .!>„ tobeasoncewewere whl '"'^^''""•eanderose T„ . wewere happy;X"'i7lTaT:h:rhi'''"^^*««""i>- wT^^ sore because oTSte'hrhTay'"" ''."-us^bltte- ooy ; they are not likp «<, . tu '"""^ ^ to expect senw f^Z.^ thou wouldst be a womTn n^7.'"'^*' °» •'nde'rstand"nB S v to support it. and7a7nothTnf"'T"'='^'"- 'hou n^.'t W^ c^:- eous.. Who :^& i^s- sr i£H w'a:in^'aKtrdir4^^^^^^ &„°'^T"^- -M^l'-^h'tier-r'^^ •'^^-''he you-take me with you , ' If 1 S'befnX'tif^tT ■*v #1 11 »38 WHITELADIES. , give me. I will try to do better, iitdeed I will. You love me a little — oh, I know only a little, not as I want you to love me t But I should be good ; I should try to please you and — every one, ma m^re ! Take me home with you ! " " Keine, ch^rie ! Yes, my most dear, if you wish it. We will talk of it after. You excite yourself ; you make yourself unhappy, my child." " No, no, no," she cried ; " it is not I. I never should have dreamt of it, that Herbert could think me a burden, think me intrusive, interfering, disagreeable ! I cannot bear it ! Ah, perhaps it is my fault that people are so uiikind ! Perhaps I am what he says. But, mamma, I will be different with you. Take me with you. I will be your maid, your bonne, anything! only don't leave me here ! " *' Ma Reine," said Madame de Mirfleur, touched, but some- what embarrassed, " you shall go with me, do not doubt it — if it pleases you to go. You are my child as much as Babette, and I love you just the same. A mother has not one measure of love for one and another for another. Do not think it,, ch^rie. You shall go with me if you wish it, but you must not be so, angry with Herbert. What are men 1 I have told you often they are not like us ; they seek what they like, and their own way, and their own pleasures ; in short, they are fools, as the selfish always are. Herbert is ungrateful to thee for giving up thy youth to him, and thy brightest years ; but he is not so unkind as he seems — that which he said was not what he thinks. You must forgive him, ma Reine ; he is ungrateful " " Do I wish him to be grateful 1 " said the girl. " If one gives me a flower, I am grateful, or a glass of water ; but grati- tude — from Herbert — to me ! Do not let us talk of it, for I cannot bear it. But since he does not want me, and finds me a trouble — mother, mother, take me home with you ! " " Yes, ch^rie, yes ; it shall be as you will," said Madame de Mirfleur, drawing Reine's throbbing head on to her bosom, and soothing her as if she had been still a child. She consoled her with soft words, with caresses, and tender tones. Probably she thought it was a mere passing fancy, which would come to nothing ; but she had never crossed any of her children, and she soothed and petted Reine instinctively, assenting to all she asked, though without attaching to what she asked any very WHITELADIEa 839 m© nel rery We LTself have iktne Ah, laps 1 ti you- 1 some- itte, and isure ot i, ch6rie. ot be 80 ou ofbeu keir own Is, as tbe giving up [s not 80 te tbink8. Lf it, fori 1 finds me Ldame de losom, and Insoled ber 1 probably lid come to lildren, and ■ to all sbe ' any very serious meaning. She took her favounte essence of orange flowers from her dressing-case, and made the agitated girl swal- low some of it, and bathed her eyes with rose-water, and kissed and comforted her. " You shall do what pleases to you, ma bien aim6e," she said. " Dry thy dear eyes, my child, and let us go to salute the cousin. He will think something is wrong. He will suppose he is not welcome ; and we are not like men, who are j» law to themselves ; we are women, and must do what is expected — what is reasonable. Come, ch6rie, or he will think we avoid him, and that something has gone wrong." Thus abjured, Reine followed her mother to the sitting-room, where Everard had exhausted everything he had to say to Her- bert, and everytiiing that Herbert had to say to him ; and v. lere the two young men were waiting vety impatiently, and with a glowing sense of injury for the appearance of the ladies, Her- bert exclaimed fretfully that they had kept him waiting half the morning, as they came in. " And here is Everard, who is still more badly used," he cried ; " after a long journey too. You need not have made toilettes, surely, before you came to see Everard ; but ladies are all the same everywhere, I suppose !" Heine's eyes gave forth a gleam of fire. " Everywhere ! " she cried, " always troublesome, and in the way. It is better to be rid of them. I think so as well as you." Everard, who was receiving the salutations and apologies of Madame de Mirfleur, did not hear this little speech ; but he saw the fire in Reine's eyes, which lighted up her proud sensi- tive face. This was not his Reine of the moonlight, whom he had comforted. And he took her look as addressed to himself, though it was not meant for him. She gave him her hand with proud reluctance. He had lost her then 1 it was as he thought. 340 WHITELADIES. CHAPTER XXXVI. EINE did not go back from her resolution ; she did not •JjKX change her mind as her mother expected, and forgive *^ Herbert's etuurderie. Reine could not look upon it as etourderie, and she was too deeply wounded to recover the shock easily ; but I think she had the satisfaction of giving an almost equal shock to her brother, who, though he talked so about the limitation of a girl's understanding, and the super- iority of his own, was as much wounded as R<'aG was, when he found that his sister really meant to desert him. He did not say a word to her, but he denounced to his mother the insensibility of women, who only cared for a fellow so long as he did exactly what they wished, and could not endure him to have the least little bit of his own way. " I should never have heard anything of this if I had taken her about with me everywhere, and gone to bed at ten o'clock, as she wished," he cried, with bitterness. " You have reason, mon 'Erbert," said Madame de Mirfleur ; " had you cared for her society, she would never have left you ; but it is not amusing to sit at home while les autres are amusing themselves. One would .equire to be an angel for this." " I never thought Reine cared for amusement," said Herbert ; " she never said so ; she was always pleased to be at home ; it must all have come on, her love for gaiety, to spite me." Madame de Mirfleur did not reply ; she thought it wisest to say nothing in such a controversy, hi»,v^ing, I fear, a deep-rooted contempt for the masculine understanding in such matters at least. En revanche, she professed the most unbounded reverence for it in other matters, and liked, as Miss Susan did, to consult " a man " in all difficult questions, though I fear, like Miss Susan, it was only the advice of one who agreed with her that she took. But with Herbert she was silent. What was the use 1 she said to herself. If he could not see that Reine's in- difterence to amusement arose from her affection to himself, what could she say to persuade him of it ? and it was against But to had ten de WHITELADIES. 841 d not jrgive i it as jr the ing an ked 80 super- , when He did her t\ie long as I him to a never ,ut with jrisbed," irfleur ; eft you; amusing Herbert ; home ; it wisest to jp-rooted latters at •everence ,0 consult Like Miss , her that |t was the Seine's in- himself, against her principles to denounce him for selfishness, as probably an Endish mother would have done. ** Que voulez-vous 1 it is their nature," Madame de Mirfleur would have said, shrugging her shoulders. I am not sure, however, that this silence was much more satisfactory to Herbert than an explanation would have been. He was not really selfish, perhaps, only deceived by the perpetual homage that had been paid to him during his illness, and by the intoxicating sense of sudden emancipation now. As for Everard, he was totally dismayed by the announce- ment ; all the attempts at self-assertinn which he had intended to make failed him. As was natural, he took this, not in the least as affecting Herbert, but only as a pointed slight addressed to himself. He had left home to please her at Christmas, of pJl times in the year, when everybody who has a home goes back to it, when no one is absent who can help ic. And though her invitation was no invitation, and was not accompanied by one conciliating word, he had obeyed the summons, almost, he said to himself, at a moment's notice ; and she for whom he came, though she had not asked him, she had withdrawn her- self from the party ! Everard said to himself that he would not stay, that he would push on at once to Italy, and prove to her that it was not her or her society that had tempted him. He made up his mind to this at once, but he did not do it. He lingered next day and next day again. He thought it would be best not to commit himself to anything till he had talked to Reine ; if he had but half an hour's conversation with her he would be able to see whether it was her mother's doing. A young man in such circumstances has an instinctive distrust of a mother. Probably it was one of Madame de Mirfleur's absurd French notions. Probably she thought it not entirely comme ilfaut that Reine, now under her brother's guardian- ship, should be attended by Everard. Ridiculous ! but on the whole it was consolatory tc think that this might be the mother's doing, and that Reine was being made a victim of like himself. But (whether this also was her m ther's doing he could not tell) to get an interview with Reine was beyond his power. He had no chance of saying a word to her till he had been at least ten days in Cannes, and the time of her departure with Madame ' 1! de Mirfleur was drawing near. One evening. however, he 342 WH1TELADIE8. happened to come into the room when Reine had stepped out upon the balcony, and he followed her there hastily, determined to seize the occasion. It was a mild evening, not moonlight, as (he felt) it ought to have been, but full of the soft lightness of stars, and the luminous reflection of the sea. Beyond her, as she stood outside the window, he saw the sweep of dim blue, with edges of white, the great Mediterranean, which forms the usual background on this coast. There was too little light for much colour, only a vague blueness or greyness, against which the slim, straight figure rose. He stepped out softly not to frighten her ; but even then she started, and looked about for some means of escape, when she found herself captured and in his power. Everard did not take any sudden or violent ad- vantage of his luck. He began quite gently, with an English- man's precaution, to talk, of the weather and the beautiful night. " It only wants a moon to be perfect," he said. " Do you remember, Keine, the balcony at Kandersteg? I always as- sociate you with balconies and moons. And do you remember, at Appenzell " It was on her lips to say, " Don't talk of Appenzell ! " almost angrily, but she restrained herself. " I remember most things that have happened lately," she said ; " I have done nothing to make me forget." " Have IV said Everard, glad of the chance ; for to get an opening for reproach or self-defence was exactly what he de- sired. " I did not say so. I suppose we both remember all that there is to remember," said Reine, and she added hastily, " I don't mean anything more than I say." " It almost sounds as if you did — and to see your letter," said Everard, " no one would have thought you remembered anytiimg, or that we had ever known each other. Reine, Reine, why are you going away ) " " Why am I going away? I am not going what you call, away. I am going rather, as we should say, home — with mamma. Is it not the most natural thing to do V* " Did you ever call Madame de Mirfleur's house home be- fore? " said Everard ; " do you mean it ? Are not you coming to Whiteladies, to your own country, to the place you belong WHITELADIES. 343 edout mined lUght, htnees id her, m blue, TOB the ght for i which not to )out for red and lent ad- English- )eautiful « Do you ways as- imember, " almost >st things nothing to get an tt he de- r all that itily, " I ir letter," lembered Reine, you calli [lue — with home be- [)u coming fovL belong to? Reine, you frighten me. I don't understand what you mean." " Do I belong to Whiteladies 1 Is England my country 1 " said Reine. « I am not so sure as you are. I am a French- woman's daughter, and perhaps, most likely, it will turn out that mamma's house is the only one I have any right to." Her3 she paused, faltering, to keep the tears out of iter voice. Everard did not see that her lip was quivering, but he di only saying the truth. It is the best that I should go to Normandy and try to please mamma. She does not belong to me, but I belong to her, in a way -—and she would never be unkind to me. Well, there is nothing so very wonderful in what I say. Girls are like that ; they have nothing belonging to them ; they are not meant to have, mamma would say. It is tout simple ; they are meant to manager, and to cajole, and to sub- mit ; and I can do the last. That is why I say that, most likely, Normandy will be my home after all." " You cannot mean this," said Everard troubled. " You never could be happy there ; why should you change now ? Herbert and you have been together all your lives ; and if he marries — — " Here Everard drew a long breath and made a pause. " You could not be happy with Monsieur, your step- father, and all the little Mirfleurs," he said. " One can live, one can get ou, without being happy," ined Reine. Then she laughed. " What is the use of talking ? One 344 WHITFXADIES. has to do what one must. Let me go in, please. Balconies and moonlights are not good. To think too much, to talk folly, may be very well for you who can do what you please, but they are not good for girls. I am going in now." " Wait one moment, Eeine. Cannot you do what you please ? — not only for yourseif, but for others. Everything will be changed if you go ; as for me, you don't care about me, what I feel — but Herbert. He has always been your charge ; you have thought of him before everything " " And so I do now," cried the girl. Two big tears dropped out of her eyes. "So I do now ! Bertie shall not think me a burden, shall not complain of me if I should die. Let me pass, please. Everard, may I not even have so much of my own will as to go out or in if I like 1 I do not ask much more." Everard stood aside, but he caught the edge of her loose sleeve as she passed him, and detained her still a moment. " What are you thmking of 1 what have you in your mind ] " he said humbly. " Have yoa changed, or have I changed, or what has gone wrong ? I don't understand you, Heine." She stood for a moment hesitating, as if she might have changed her tone ; but what was there to say 1 " I am not changed that I know of ; I cannot tell whether you are changed or not," she said. " Nothing is wrong ; it is tout simple, as mamma says." AVhat was tout simple ? Everard had not a notion what was in her mind, or how it was that the delicate poise had been disturbed, and Reine taught to feel the disadvantage of her womanhood. She had not been in the habit of thinking or feeling anything of the kind. She had not been aware even for years and years, as her mother had said, whether she was girl or boy. The discovery had come all at once. Everard pondered dimly and with perplexity how much he had to do with it, or what it was. But indeed he had nothing to do with it ; the question between Reine and himself was a totally dif- ferent question from the other which was for the moment su- preme in her miud. Had she been free to think of it, I do not suppose Reine would have felt in much doubt as to her power over Everard. But it was the other phase of her life which was uppermost for the moment. He followed her into the lighted room, where Madame de WHITELADIES. 345 and may enot jasel .11 be hat I ; you jpped me a I pass, n will • loose )ment. ind ] " ^ed, or it have \m not langed iple, as lat was d been of her dng or :e even jhe was verard to do io with Uy dif- lent su- do not power which ame de Mirfleur sat at her tapisserie in the light of the lamp. But when Reine went to the piano and began to sing " Ma Nor- mandie " with her sweet young fresh voice, he retreated again to the balcony, irritated by the song more than by anything she had said. Madame de Mirfleur, who was a musician too, added a mellow second to the refrain of her child's song. The voices suited each other, and a prettier harmony could not have been, nor a more pleasant suggestion to any one whose mind was iii tune. Indeed, it made the mother feel happy for the moment, though she was herself doubtful how far Reine's visit to the Norman chateau would be a success. " Je vais revoir ma Nor- mandie," the girl sang, very sweetly ; the mother joined in ; mother and daughter were going together to that simple rural home, while the young men went out into the world and enjoyed themselves. What more suitable, more pleasant for all parties 1 But Everard felt himself grow hot and angry. His temper flamed up with unreasonable, ferocious impatience. What a farce it was, he cried bitterly to himself. What did that wo- man want with Reine 1 she had another family whom she cared for much more. She would make the poor child wretched when she got her to that detestable Normandie they were sing- ing about with so much false sentiment. Of course it was all some ridiculous nonsense of hers about propriety, something that never could have come into Reine's poor dear little inno- cent head if it had not been put there. When a young man is angry with the girl he is fond of, what a blessing it is when she has a mother upon whom he can put out his wrath ! the reader knows how very little poor Madame de Mirfleur had to do with it. But though she was somewhat afraid of her daughter's visit, and anxious about its success, Reine's song was very plea- sant to her, and she liked to put in that pretty second, and to feel that her child's sweet voice was in some sense an echo of her own. " Thanks, ch^rie, " she said when Reine closed the piano. ** I love thy song, and I love thee for singing it. Tiens, my voice goes with your fresh voice well enough still." She was pleased, poor soul ; but Everard, glaring at her from the balcony, would have liked to do something to Madame de Mirfleur had the rules of society permitted. He " felt like hurling things at her," like Maria in the play. iiO !' i 346 WHITELADIES. Yet — I do not know how it came to pass, but so it was — even then Everard did not carry out his intention of making a start on his own account, and going off and leaving the 'ittle party which was just about to break up, each going his or her own way. He lingered and lingered still till the moment came when the ladies had arranged to leave. Herbert by this time had made up his mind to go on to Italy too, and Everard, in spite of himself, found that he was tacitly pledged to be his young cousin's comr anion, though Bertie without Reine was not partic- ularly to his mind. Though he had been partially weaned from his noisy young friends by Everard's presence, Herbert had still made his boyish desire to emancipate hinrself suffi- ciently apparent to annoy and bore the elder man, who having long known the delights of freedom, wa*: not so eager to claim them, nor so jealous of their infringement. Everard had no admiration of the billiard-rooms or smoking-rooms, or noisy boyish parties which Herbert preferred so much to the society of his mother and sister. " Please yourself," he said, shrugging his shoulders, as he left the lad at the door of these brilliant centres of society ; and this shrug had more eflfect upon Herbert's mind than dozens of moral lectures. His first doubt, indeed, as to whether the " life " which he was seeing, v/as not really of the most advanced and brilliant kind, was suggested to him by that contemptous movement of his cousin's shoulders. "He is a rustic, he is a Puritan," Herbert said to himself, but quite unconsciously Everard's shrug was as a cloud over his gaiety. Everard, however, shrugged his shoulder* much more emphatically when he found that he was expected to act the part of guide, philosopher, and friend to the young fellow, who was no longer an invalid, and who was so anxious to see the world. Once upon a time he had been very ready to undertake the office, to give the sick lad his arm, to wheel him about in his chair, to carry him up or down stairs when that was needful. " But you don't expect me to be Herbert's nurse all by my- self," he said ruefully, just after Madame de Mirfleur had made a pretty little speech to him about the benefit which his exam- ple and his society would be to her boy. Reine was in the room too, working demurely at her mother's tapisserie, and making no sign. L WHITELADIES. 347 exam- in the and " He wants no nurse," said Madame de Mirfleur, " thank God ; but your society, cher Monsieur Everard, will be every- thing for him. It will set our minds at ease. Reine, speak for thyself, then. Do not let Monsieur Everard go away without thy word too." Reine raised her eyes from her work, and gave a quick, sudden glance at him. Then Everard saw that her eyes were full of tears. Were they for him 1 were they for Herbert 1 were they for herself ? He could not tell. Her voice was husky and strained, very different from the clear carol with which this night even, over again, she had given forth the quavering notes of " Ma Normandie." How he hated the song which she had taken to singing over and over again when nobody wanted it ! But her voice just then had lost all its music, and he was glad. " Everard knows — what I would say," said Reine. " He always was — very good to Bertie ; " and here her tears fell. They were so big that they made a storm of themselves, and echoed as they fell, these two tears. " But speak then," said her mother, " we go to-morrow ; there is no more time to say anything after to-night." Reine's eyes had filled again. She was exercising great con- trol over herself, and would not weep nor break down, but she could not keep the tears out of her eyes. "He is not very strong," she said faltering. " He never was — without some one to take care of him — before. Oh ! how can I speak'? Perhaps, I am forsaking him for my own poor pride, after all. If he got ill, what should I do 1 what should I do 1 " " Ch you anything you like, if you say that. And VI. -i f^ace, Reine. I did not want to, mind you — I • ii. you, not Bertie — but I did." " Everard, you i kind, and so cruel. Thanks 1 thanks a thousand times ! " " I do not want to be thanked," he said, standing over her ; for she had drawn her hand from his arm, and was standing by the steep stairs which led below, ready for escape. " 1 don't care for thanks. I want to be rewarded. I am not one of the generous kind. I did not do it for nothing. Pay me, Reine!" Reine looked him in the face very sedately. I do not think that his rudeness alarmed, or even annoyed her, to speak of. A gleam of malice came into her eyes ; then a gleam of some- thing else, which was, though it was hard to see it, a tear. Then she suddenly took his hand, kissed it before Everard had time to stop her, and fled below. And when she reached the safe refuge of the ladies' cabin, where no profane foot could follow her, Reine took off her hat, and shook down her hair, which was all blown about by the wind, and laughed to herself. When she turned her eyes to the dismal little swinging lamp overhead, that dolorous light reflected itself in such glimmers of sunshine as it had never seen before. How gay the girl felt ! and mischievous, like a kitten. Pay him ! Reine sat down on the darksome hair-cloth sofa in the corner, with wicked smiles curling the corners of her mouth ; and then she put her hunds ovtsr her face, and cried. The other ladies, poor souls ! were asleep or poorly, and paid no attention to all this pantomime. It was the happiest moment she had had for years, and this is how she ran away from it ; but I don't think that the running awa,y made her enjoy it the less. As for Everard, he was left on deck feeling somewhat dis- comfited. It was the second time this had happened to him. WHITELADIES. S53 She had kissed his hand before, and he had been angry and ashamed, as it was natural a man should be, of such an inap- propriate homage. He had thought, to tell the truth, that h'ji demand for payment was rather an original way of making proposal ; and he felt himself laughed at, which is, of all things in the world, the thing most trying to a lover^s feelings, fiut after a while, when he had lighted and smoked a cigar, and fiercely perambulated the deck for ten minutes, he calmed down, and began to enter into the spirit of the situation. Such a response, if it was intensely provoking, was not, after all, very discouraging. He went down-stairs after a while (having, as the reader will perceive, his attack of t^ " love-sickness rather badly), and looked at Herbert, who wa^. ex ided on another dismal sofa, similar to the one on w^^ch ine indulged her malice, and spread a warm rug over hi- *:, . na told him the hour, that " we're getting on famously, old lei'ovv^ ! " with the utmost sweetness. But he could not himselt resc in the dreary cabin, under the swinging lamp, and went -jV on deck, where there was something more congenial in ine fresh air, the waves running high, the clouds breaking into dawn. They arrived in the afternoon by a train which had been selected for them by instructions from Whiteladies ; and no sooner had they reached the station than the evidenee of a great reception made itself apparent. The very station was decorated as if for royalty. Just outside was an arch made of green branches, and sweet with white boughs of the blossomed May. Quite a crowd of people were waiting to welcome the travellers — the tenants before mentioned, not a very large band, the village people in a mass, the clergy, and several of the neigh- bours in their carriages, including the Farrel- Austins. Every- body who had any right to such a privilege pressed forward to shake hands with Herbert. " Welcome home ! " they cried, cheering the young man, who was so much surorised and affected that he could scarcely speak to them. As ror Reine, between crying and smiling, she was incapable of anything, and had|to be almost lifted into the carriage. Kate and Sophy Farrel- Austin wt^ved their handkerchiefs and their parasols, and called out " Welcome, Bertie ! " over the heads of the other poeple. They were all invited to a great dinner at Whiteladies on the next day, at which half tbfi pounty was tq be ftgsembled ^ and W 854 WHITELADIE8. Herbert and Reine were especially touched by the kind looks of their cousins. '* I used not to like them," Reine said, when " e first moment of emotion was over, and they were driving along the sunny high rOad towards Whiteladies ; "it shows how foolish one's judgments are ; " while Herbert declared " they were always jolly girls, and, by Jove ! as pretty as any he had seen for ages." Everard did not say anything ; but then they had taken no notice of him. He was on the back seat, not much noticed by any one ; but Herbert and Reine were the observed of all observers. There were two or three other arches along the rural road, and round each a little group of the country folks, pleased with the little show, and full of kindly welcomes. In front of the Almshouses all the old people were drawn up, and a large text, done in flowers, stretched along the front of the old red-brick building. " I cried unto the Lord, and He heard me," was the inscription ; the trim old Dr. Richard, in his trim canonicals, stood at the gate in the centre of his flock when the carriage stopped. Herbert jumped down amongst them with his heart full, and spoke to the old people ; while Keine sat in the carriage, and cried, and held out her hands to her friends. Miss Augustine had wished to be there too, among the others who, she thought, had brought Herbert back to life by their prayers ; but her sister had interposed strenuously, and this had been given up. When the Almshouses were passed there was another arch, the finest of all. It was built up into high columns of green on each side, and across the arch was the inscription, " As welcome as the flowers in May," curiously worked in hawthorn blossom, with dropping orna- ments of the wild blue hyacinth from each initial letter. It was so pretty that they stopped the carriage to look at it, amid the cheers of the village people who clustered round, for it was close to the village. Among them stood a tall, beautiful young woman, in a black dress, with a rosy, fair-haired boy, whose hat was decorated with the same wreath of May and hyacinth. Even in that moment of excitement, both brother and sister re- marked her. " Who was that lady ? — you bowed to her," said Reine, as soon as they had passed. " By Jove ! how handsome she was ! " said Herbert. Everard only smiled and pointed out to them the servants about the gate of Whiteladies, and Miss Susan and Miss Augustine standing out in the sunshine in their WHITELAOIES. 355 okB of en ' e ; along B how " they he had )n they b much jserved IS along country )lcome8. iwn up, front of and He hard, in his flock amongst e ; while liands to o, among ck to life anuously, ises were was built \ the arch in May," ing orna- r. It was amid the tor it was Lful young oy, whose hyacinth, i sister re- her," said handsome ointed out , and Miss ne in their grey cowns. The young people threw the carriage doors open at either side, and had alighted almost before it stopped. And then came that moment of inarticulate delight, when friends meet after a long parting, when questions are asked in a shower and no one answers, and the eyes that have not seen each other for so long look through and through the familiar faces, leaping to quick conclusions. Everard (whom no one took any notice of) kept still in the carriage, which had drawn up at the g«.to, and surveyed this scene from his elevation with a sense of dis- advantage, yet superiority. He was out of all the excitement and commotion. Nobody could look at him, bronzed and strong, as if he had just come back from the edge of the grave ; but from his position of vantage he saw everything. He saw Miss Susan's anxious survey of Herbert, and the solemn, simple complaisance on poor Augustine's face, who felt it was her doing — hers and that of her o'dieeble chorus in the Almshouses ; and he saw Eeine pause, with her arms round Miss Susan's neck, to look her closely in the eyes, asking, " What is it ? what is it 1 not in words, but with an alarmed look. Everard knew, as if he had seen into her heart, that Reine had found out something strange in Miss Susan's eyes, and thinking of only one thing that could disturb her leaped with a pang to the conclusion that Herbert was not looking so well or so strong as she had sup- posed. And I think that Everard, in the curious intuition of that moment when he was nothing but an onlooker, discovered also, that though Miss Susan looked so anxiously at Herbert, she scarcely saw him, and formed no opinion about his health, having something else much more keen and close in her mind. '* And here is Everard too," Miss Susan said ; " he is not such a stranger as you others. Come, Everard, and help us to wel- come them ; and come in, Bertie, to your own house. Oh, how glad we all are to see you here ! " " Aunt Susan," said Reine, whispering in her ear, "lean see by your eyes that you think he is not strong still." " By my eyes ? " said Miss Susan, too much confused by many emotions to understand ; but she made no disclaimer, only put her hand over her eyebrows, and led Herbert to the old porch, everybody following almost solemnly. Such a home-coming could scarcely fail to be somewhat solemn as well as glad. " My dear," she said, pausing on the threshold, " God bless you ! 356 white! ADIE8. Ood haR brought you safe back when we never expected it. We should all say thank God, Bertie, when we bring you in at your own door." ^ And she stood with her h;md on his shoulder, and stretched up to him (for he had ^rown tall in his illness), and kissed him, with one or two tears dropping on her cheeks. Herbert's eyes were wet too. He was very accessible to emotion ; he turned round to the little group who were all so dear, and familiar, with his lip quivering. " I have most reason of all to say, * Thank God, ' " the young man said, with his heart full, stand- ing there on his own threshold, which, a little while before, no one had hoped to see him cross again. Just then the little gate which opened into Priory Lane and was opposite the old porch, was pushed open, and two people came in. The jar of the gate as it opened caught everybody's ear ; and Herbert in particular, being somewhat excited, turned hastily to see what the interruption was. It was the lady to whom Everard had bowed, who had been standing under the triumphal arch as they passed. She approached them, crossing the lawn with a familiar, assured step, leading her child. Miss Susan, who had been standing close by him, her hand still fondly resting on Herbert's shoulder, started at sight of the new-comer, and withdrew quickly, impatiently from his side ; but the young man, naturally enough, had no eyes for what his old aunt was doing, but stood quite still, unconscious, in his surprise, that he was staring at the beautiful stranger. Reine, standing just be- hind him, stared too, equally surprised, but searching in her more active brain what it meant. Giovanna came straight up to the group in the porch. " Madame Suzanne 1 " she said, with a self-possession which seemed to have deserted the others. Miss Susan obeyed the summons with tremulous haste. She came forward growing visibly pale in her excitement. " Her- bert," she said, " and Reine," making a pause after the words, " this is a — lady who is staying here. This is Madame Jean Austin from Bruges, of whom you have heard " * And her child," said Giovanna, putting him forward. " Madame Jean ? who is Madame Jean 1 " said Herbert, whispering to his aunt, after he had bowed to the stranger, Giovanna was anxious about this meeting, and her ears were very sharp, and she heard the question, Her great black eyei (< WHITELADIEa 367 no Bhone, and she fliniled upon the young mau, who was more deeply impressed by her sudden appearance than words could say. "Monsieur," she said with a curtsey, smilinK, "it is the little child who is the person to look at, not me. Me, I am simple Giovanna, the widow of Jean ; iiobudy ; but the little boy is most to you : he is the heir." " The heir 1 " said Herbert, turning a little pale. He looked round upon the others with bewilderment, asking explanations ; then suddenly recollecting, said, " Ah, I understand ; the next of kin that was l^jt. I had forgotten. Then, Aunt Susan, this is my heir 1 " " Yes, " she said, with blanched lips. She could not have uttered another word, had it been to deliver herself and the race from this burden for ever. Giovanna had taken the child into her arms. At this moment she swung him down lightly as a feather on to the raised floor of the porch, where they were all standing. " Jean ! " she cried " ton devoir !" The baby turned his blue eyes upon her, half- frightened ; then looked round at the strange faces about him, struggling with an inclination to cry ; then, mustering his faculties, took his little cap off with the gravity of a judge, and flinging it feebly in the air, shouted out, " Vive M. 'Erbert ! " "Encore," cried Giovanna. " Vive Monsieur 'Erbert ! " said the little fellow loudly, with a wave of his small hand. This little performance had a very curious effect upon the as- sembled party. Surprise and pleasure shone in Herbert's eyes ; he was quite captivated by this last scene of his reception ; and even Everard, though he knew better, was charmed by the beautiful face and the beautiful attitude of the young woman who stood animated and blooming, like the leader of an orches- ii a, on the lawn outside. But Heine's suspicions darted up like au army in ambush all in a moment, though she could not tell what she was suspicious of. As for Miss Susan, she stood with arms dropped by her side, her face fallen blank. All expression seemed to hav« gone out of it, everything but a kind of weary pain. "Who is she, Reine ? Everard, who is she?" Heibert whispered anxiously, when, some time later, the three weut off together to visit their childish haunts ; the old playroom, the U 368 WHITELADIES. musicians* gallery, the ancient corridors in which they had once frolicked. Miss Susan had come up-stairs with them, but had left them for the moment. " Tell me quick, before Aunt Susan comes back." " Ah ! " cried Reine with a laugh, though I don't think she was really merry, " this is the old time back again, indeed, when we must whisper and have secrets as soon as Aunt ^usan is away." " But who is she 1 " said Herbert. They had come into the gallery overlooking the hall, where the table was already spread for dinner. Giovanna was walking round it, with her child perched on her shoulder. At the sound of the steps and the voices she turned round, and waved her hand to them. " Vive Monsieur 'Erbert ! " she sang, in a melodious voice which filled all the echoes. She was so strong that it was nothing to her to hold the baby poised on her shoulder, while she pointed up to the figures in the gallery and waved her hand to them. The child, bolder this time, took up his little shout with a crow of pleasure. The three ghosts ir the gallery stood and looked down upon this pretty group i«?ith very mingled feelings. But Herbert, for his part, being very sensitive to all homage, felt a glow of pleasure steal over him " When a man has a welcome like this," he said to himself, " it is very pleasant to come home ! " WHITELADIES. 859 kd once ut had , Susan ink she indeed, t ^usan nto the spread T child and the " Vive ;h filled J to her ited up m. The crow of looked s. But e, felt a ^relcome A) come stand ? CHAPTER XXXVIII E ! I am nobody," said Giovanna. " Ces dames have been very kind to me. I was the son's widow, the left-out one at home. Does mademoiselle under- But then you can never have been the left-out one — the one who was always wrong." " No," said Reine. She was not, however, so much touched by this confidence as Herbert, who, though he was not ad- dressed, was within hearing, and gave very distracted answers to Miss Susan, who was talking to him, by reason of listening to what Giovanna said. " But I knew that the petit was not nobody, like me ; and I brought him here. He is the next, till M. Herbert will marry, and have his own heirs. This is what I desire, mademoiselle, believe me — for now I love Viteladies, not for profit, but for love. It was for money I came at first," she said with a laugh, " to live ; but now I have de I'amiti^ for every one, even this old Stefen, who do not love me nor my child." She said this laughing, while Stevens stood before her with the tray in his hands, serving her with tea ; and I leave the reader to define the feelings of that functionary, who had to re- ceive this direct shaft levelled at him, and make no reply. Herbert, whose attention by this time had been quite drawn away from Miss Susan, laughed too. He turned his chair round to take part in this talk, which was much more interesting than anything bis aunt had to say. ** That was scarcely fair," he said, " the man hearing you; for he dared not say anything in return, you know." " Oh, he do dare say many things ! " said Giovanna. " 1 like to have my little revenge, me. The domestics did not like me at first, M. Herbert ; I know not why. It is the nature of you other English not to love the foreigner. You are proud. You think yourselves more good than we." "Not so, indeed ! " cried Herbert eagerly, "just the reverse, I think. Beside, we are half foreign ourselves, Reine and I." 360 WHITELADIES. " Whatever you may be, Herbert, I English," said Reine with dignity. She disturbed, though she could not tell why. "Mademoiselle has reason," said Giovanna count myself pure was suspicious and " It is very fine to be English. One can feel so that one is more good than all the world ! As soon as I can speak well enough, I shall say so too. I am of no nation at present, me— Italian born, Beige by living — and the Beiges are not a people. They are a little French, a little Flemish, not one thing or another. I prefer to be English too. I am Austin, like all you others, and Vite- ladies is my 'ome." This little speech made the others look at each other, and Herbert laughed with a curious consciousness. Whiteladies was his. He had scarcely ever realized it before. He did not even feel quite cure now that he was not here on a visit, his Aunt Susan's guest. Was it the others who were his guests, all of them, from Miss Susan herself, who had always been the 'Squire, down to this piquant stranger? Herbert laughed with a sense of pleasure and strangeness, and shy boyish won- der whether he should say something about being glad to see her there, or be silent. Happily he decided that silence was the right thing, and nobody spoke for the moment. Giovanna, however, who seemed to have taken upon her to amuse the company, soon resumed — " In Eiigland it is not amusing, the winter, M. Herbert. Ah, mon Di3U ! what a consolation to make the garlands to build up the arch ! Figure to yourself that I was up at four o'clock this morning, and all the rooms full of those pretty aub^pines, which you call May. My fingers smell of it now ; and look, how they are pricked !" she said, holdiLg them out. She had a pretty hand, large like her person, but white and shapely, and strong. There was a force about it, and about the solid round white arm with which sl^e had tossed about the heavy child, which had impressed Herbert greatly al. the time ; and its beauty struck him all the more now, from the sense of strength connected with it — strength and vitality, which in his weakness seemed to him the grandest things in the world. " Did you prick your fingers for me 1 " he said, quite touched by this devotion to his service ; and but for his shyness, and th3 presence of so many people, I think he would have ventured WHITELADIES. 361 to kiss the wounded hand. But as it was, he only looked at it, which Reine did also with a half-disdainful civility, while Everard peeped over her shoulder, half laughing. Miss Susan had pushed her chair away. " Not for you altogether," said Giovanna frankly, "for I did not know you, M. Herbert ; but for pleasure, and to amuse myself ; and perhaps a little that you and mademoiselle might have de I'amiti^ for me when you knew. What is de I'amiti^ in English 1 Friendship — ah, that is grand, serious, not what I mean. And we mrst not say love — that is too much, that is autre chose." Herbert, charmed, looking at the beautiful speaker, thought she blushed ; and this moved him mightily, for Giovanna was not like a little girl at a dance, an ingenue, who blushed for nothing. She was a woman, older than himself, and not pretty, but grand and great and beautiful ; nor ignorant, but a woman who knew more of that wonderful " life " which dazzled the boy — a great deal more than he himself did, or any one here. That she should blush while she spoke to him was in some way an intoxicating compliment to Herbert's own influence and manly power. " You mean like" said Reine, who persistently acted the part of a wet blanket. " That is what we say in English, when it means something not so serious as friendship and not so close as love — a feeling on the surface ; when you would say *il me plait' in French, in English you say 'I like him.' It means just that, and no more." Giovanna shrugged her shoulders with a little shiver. " Oomme c'est froid, 9a ! " she said, snatching up Miss Susan's shawl, which lay on a chair, and winding it round her. Miss Susan half turned round, with a consciousness that something of hers was being touched, but she said nothing, and her eye was dull and veiled. Reine, who knew that her aunt did not like her properties interfered with, was more surprised than ever, and half alarmed, though she did not know why. "Ah, yes, it is cold, very cold, you English," said Giov- anna, unwinding the shawl again, and stretching it out be- hind her at the full extent of her white ; "ms. How the red drapery threw out her fine head, with the close braids of black hair, wavy and abundant, twined round and round it, in de- 362 WHITELADIES. fiance of fashion ! Her hair was not at all the hair of the period, either in colour or texture. It was black, and glossy, and shining, as dark hair ought to be ; and she was pale, with scarcely any colour about her except her lips. " Ah, how it is cold ! Mademoiselle Reine, I will not say like- -I will say de l'amiti6 ! It is more sweet. And then, if it should come to be love after, it will be more natural," she said with a smile. I do not know if it was her beauty, to which women are, I think, almost more susceptible than men, vulgar prejudice notwithstanding — or perhaps it was something ingratiating and sweet in her smile ; but Reine's suspicions and her coldness quite unrea3onably gave way, os they had quite unreasonably sprung up, and she drew nearer to the stranger and opened her heart unawares, while the young men struck in, and the conversation became general. Four young people chattering all together, talking a great deal of nonsense, running into wise speculations, into discussions about the meaning of words, like and love, and de Vamitie! — one knows what a pleasant jumble it is, and how the talkers enjoy it ; all the more as they are continually skimming the surface of subjects which make the nerves ti ngle and the heart beat. The old room grew gay with the sound of their voices, soft laughter, atd exclamations which gave variety to the talk. Curious ! Miss Susan drew her chair a little more apart. It was "^he who was the one left out. In her own house, which ^^as 5;^ t her own house any longer— in the centre of tht kingdoin w^ore she had been mistress so long, but was no more mistress. She said to herself, with a little natural bitterness, that perhaps it was judicious and really kind, after all, on the part of Herbert and Keine, to do it at once, to leave no doubt on the subject, to supplant her then and there, keeping up no fiction of being her guests still, or considering her the head of the house. Much better, and on the whole more kind ! for of course everything else would be a fiction. Her reign had been long, but it was over. The change must be made some time, and when so well, so appropriately as now 1 i\iter a while she went softly round behind the group, and secured her shawl. She did not like her personal properties interfered wit/Ji. No one had ever done it except this daring ere si ure, and it was a thing Miss Susan was not prepared to put up w ith. She could bear the great downfall which was inevitable, WHITEtADIES. 503 but these small annoyances she could not bear. She secured her shawl, and brought it with her, hanging it over the back of her chair. But when she got up and when she reseated herself, no one took any notice. She was already supplanted and set aside, the very first night 1 It was sudden, she said w herselfwith a catching of her breath, but on the whole it wae best. I need not say that Reine and Herbert were totally innocent of any such intention ; and that it was the inadvertence of tiieir youth that was to blame, and nothing else. By-and-by the door opened softly, and Miss Augustine came in. She had been attending a special evening service at the Almshouses — a thanksgiving for Herbert's return. She had, a curious de- coration for her, a bit of flowering May in the waistband of her dress, and she brought in the sweet freshness of the night with her, and the scent of the hawthorn, special and modest gem of the May from which it takes its name. She broke up without any hesitation the lively group, which Miss Susan, sore and sad, had withdrawn from. Augustine was a woman of one idea, and had no room in her mind for anythi-ig flse. Like Monsieur and Madame de Mirfleur, though in a very different way, many things were tout simple to her, agairst which many less siugle-minded persons broke their heads, if not their hearts. " You should have come with me, Herbert," she "'^lu, halt disapproving. " You may be tired, but there could I: nothing more refreshing than to give thanks. Though perhaps," she added, folding her hands, " it was bet^ • that the thank sgiviT7g should be like the prayers, disinters ed, no personal feeling mixing in. Yes, perhaps that was best. Giovanna, you should have been there." " Ah, pardon ! " said Giovanna with a slight imperceptible yawn, " it was to welcome madei oiselle and monsieur that I stayed. Ah ! the musique ! Tenez ! ma sceur, I will make the music with a very good heart, now." "That is a different thing," said Miss Augustine. -''They trusted to you — though to me the hymns they sing themselves are more sweet than yours. One voice may be pleasant to hear, but it is but one. When ")1 sing, it is like heaveiii, where that will be our occupation l ght and day." 364 WHITELADIES. " Ah, ma sfleur/' said Giovanna, " but there they will sing in tune, n'est ce pas, all the old ones. Tenez ! I will make the music now." And with this she went straight to the piano, uninvited, un- bidden, and began a Te Deum out of one of Mozart's masses, the glorious rolling strains of which filled net only the room, but the house. Giovanna scarcely knew how to play ; her science was all of the ear. She gave the sentiment of the music, rather than its notes — a reminiscence of what she had heard — and then she sang that most magnificent of hymns, pouring it forth, I suppose, from some undeveloped instinct of art in her, with a fervency and power which the bystanders were fain to think only the highest feeling could inspire. She was not bad, though she did many wrong things with the greatest equan- imity ; yet we know that she was not good either, and could not by any chance have really had the feeling which seemed to swell and tremble in her song. I don't pretend to say how this was ; but it is certain that stupid people, carnal and fleshly persons, sing thus often as if tiieir whole heart, and that the heart of a seraph, was in tht strain. Giovanna sang so that she brought the tears to their eyes. Reine stole away out from among the others, and put herself humbly behind the singer, and joined her soft voice, broken with tears, o her's. Together they appealed to prophets, and martyrs, and apostles, to praise the God v'^ho had wrought this deliverance, like so many others. Herbert, +or whom it all was, hid his face in his clasped hands, and felt that thrill of awed humility, yet of melting, tender pride, with which the single soul recognises itself as the hero, the object of such an offering. He could not face the light, with hie eyes and his heart so full. Who was he, that so much hari bee : done for him ? And yet, poor boy, there was a soft pleased co: '^cic usness in his heart that there must be something m hiBi; moxi than most, to warrant that which had been done. Auguswiru! stood upright by the mantelpiece, with her arms folded ' iiCr .sleeves, and her poor visionary soul still as usual. To hei uhis was something like a legal acknowledgment — a receipt, o to speak, for value received. It was due to God, who, for certain inducements of prayer, had conserted to do what was asked of Him. She had already thanked Him, and with all her heart ; and t'le was glad that every one should WHITELADIES. 365 thank Him, that there should be no stint of praise. Miss Susan was the only one who sat unmoved, and even went on with her knitting. To some people of absolute minds one little rift within the lute makes mute all the music For my part, I think Giovanna, though her code of truth and honour was very loose, or indeed one might say non-existent — and though she had schemes in her mind which no very high-souled person could have entertained — was quite capable of being sincere in her thanksgiving, and not at all incapable of some kinds of religious feeling ; and though she could commit a marked and unmistakable act of dishonesty without feeling any particular trouble in her conscience, was yet a honest soul in her way. This is one of the paradoxes of humanity, which I don't pretend to understand and cannot explain, yet believe in. But Miss Susan did not believe in it. She thought it desecration to hear those sacred words coming forth from this woman's mouth. In her heaiii she longed to get up in righteous wrath, and turn the deceiver out of the house. But, alas ! what could she do ] She too was a deceiver, more than Giovanna, and dared not in terfere with Giovanna, lest she should be herself betrayed ; and last of all, and for the moment almost bitterest of all, it was no longer her house, and she had no right to turn any one out, or take any one in, any more for ever 1 '• Who is she ? Where did they pick her up ? How do they manage to keep her here, a creature like that 1 " said Herbert to Everard, as they lounged together for half an hour in the old playroom, which had been made into a smoking-room for the young men. Herbert was of opinion that to smoke a cigar before going to bed was a thing that every man was called upon to do. Those who did not follow this custom were boys or invalids ; and though he was not fond of it, he went through the ceremony nightly. He could talk of nothing but Giovanna, and it was with difl&culty that Everard prevailed upon him to go to his room after all the emotions of the day. '^ I want to know how they have got her to stay," he said, trying to detain his cousin that he might go on talking on this attractive subject. " You should ask Aunt Susan," said Everard, shrugging his shoulders. He himself was not impressed in this sort of way by Cliovanna. He thought her very handsome, and very clever, m 366 WHTTELADTES. giving her credit for a greater amount of wisdom than she really possessed, and setting down all she had done and all she had said to an elaborate scheme, which was scarcely true ; for the dangerous point in Giovanna's wiles was that they were half nature, something spontaneous and unconscious being mixed up in every one of them. Everard resolved to warn Miss Susan, and put her on her guard, and he groaned to himself over the office of guardian and protector to this boy which had been thrust upon him. The wisest man in the world could not keep a boy of three-and-twenty out of mischief. He had done his best for him, but it was not possible to do any more. While he was thinking thus, and Herbert was walking about his room in a pleasant ferment of excitement and pleasure, thinking over all that had happened, and the flattering attention that had been shown to him on all sides, two other scenes were going on in different rooms, which bore testimony to a kindred excitement. In the first the chief actor was Giovanna, who has gone to her chairber in a state of high delight, feeling the ball at her feet, and everything in her power. She did not object to Herbert himself; he was young and handsome, and would never have the power to coerce and control her ; and she had no intention of being anything but good to him. She woke the child, to whom she had carried some sweetmeats from the dessert, and played with and petted him — a most immoral proceeding, as any mother will allow ; for by the time she was sleepy, and ready to go to bed, little Jean was broad awake, and had to be frightened and thieatened with black closets and black men before he could be hushed into quiet ; and the un- timely bonbons made him ill. Giovanna had not thought of all that. She wanted some one to help her to get rid of her excitement, and disturbed the baby's childish sleep, and de- ranged his Kitomach, without meaning him any haim. 1 am afraid, however, it made little difference to Jean that she was quite innocent of any evil intention, and indeed, believed herself to be acting the part of a most kind and indulgent mother. But while Giovanna was playing with the child, Reine stole into Miss Susan's room to disburden her soul, and seek that private delight of talking a thing over which women love. She stole in with the lightest tap, scarcely audible, noiseless, in her white dressing-gown, and light foot ; and in point of WHITELADIES. 367 fact Miss Susan did not hear that soft appeal for admission. Therefore she was taken by surprise when Reine appeared. She Avas seated in a curious blank and stupor, " anywhere," not on her habitual chair by the side of the bed, where her table stood with her books on it, and where her lamp was burning, but near the door, on the first chair she had come to, with that helpless, forlorn air which extreme feebleness or ex- treme pre-occupation gives. She roused herself with a look of almost terror when she saw Reine, and started from her seat. " How you frightened me ! " she said fretfully. " I thought you had been in bed. After your journey and your fatigue, you ought to be in bed." " I wanted to talk to you," said Reine. " Oh, Aunt Susati, it is so long — so long since we were here ; and I wanted to ask you, do you think he looks well 1 Do you think he looks strong? You have something strange in your eyes, Aunt Susan. Oh, tell me if you are disappointed — if he does not look so well as you thought." Miss Susan made a pause ; and then she answered as if with difficulty, "Your brother ? Oh yes, I think he is looking very well — better even than I thought." Reine came closer to her, and putting one soft arm into hers, looked at her, examining her face with wistful eyes, — " Then what is it, Aunt Susan ? " she sail. ** What is — what ? I do not understand you," cried Miss Susan, shifting her arm, and turning away her face. " You are tired, and you are fantastic, as you always were. Reine, go to bed." " Dear Aunt Susan," cried Reine, " don't put me away. You are not vexed with us for coming back ^ — you are not sorry we have come 1 Oh, don't turn your face from me ! iTou never used to turn from me, except when I had done wrong. Have we done wrong, Herbert or me ] " " No, child, no — no, I tell you ! Oh, Reine, don't worry me now. I have enough without that — I cannot bear any more." Miss Susan shook off the clinging hold. She roused herself, and walked across the room, and put off her shawl, which she had drawn round her shoulders to come up-stairs. She had not begun to undress, though Martha by this time was fast 868 WHITELADIES. In the trouble of her mind she had sent Martha also away. She took off her few ornaments with trembling hands, and put them down on the table. " Go to bed, Reine ; I am tired too — forgive me, dear," she said with a sigh, " I cannot talk to you to-night." " What is it, Aunt Susan ? " said Reine softly, looking at her with anxious eyes. " It is nothing — nothing ! only I cannot talk to you. I am not angiy ; but leave me, dear child, leave me for to-nicht." "Aunt Susan," said the girl, going up to her agam, and once more putting an arm round her, " it is something about — that woman, iff it is not us, it is her. Why does she trouble you ? — why is she here? Don't send me away, but tell me about her. Dear Aunt Susan, you are ill, you are looking so strange, not like yourself. Tell me — I belong to you. I can understand you better than any one else." " Oh, hush, hush, Reine ; you don't know what you are say- ing. It is nothing, child, nothing ! You understand me ! " " Better than any one," cried the girl, " for I belong to you. I can read what is in your face. None of the others know, but I saw it. Aunt Susan, tell me — whisper — I will keep it sacred, whatever it is, and it will do you good." Miss Susan leant her head upon the fragile young creature who clung to her. Reine, so slight and young, supported the stronger, older woman, with a force which was all of the heart and soul ; but no ./ords came from the sufferer's lips. She stood clasping the girl close to her, and for a moment gave way to a great sob, which shook her like a convulsion. The touch, the presence, the innocent bosom laid against her own in all that Ignorant instinctive sympathy which is the great mystery of kindred, did her good. Then she kissed the girl tenderly, and sent her away. " God bless you, darling ! though I am not worthy to say it — not worthy ! " said the woman, trembling, who had always seemed to Reine the very emblem of strength, authority, and steadfast power. She stole away, quite hushed and silenced, to her room. What could this be 1 Not worthy ! Was it some religious panic that had seized upon Miss Susan — some horror of doubt and dwkoess, like that which Reine herself h?^d passed through 1 [•ir-"-r WHITELADIES. 369 ha also hands, tr," she iking at I am ght." bin, and g about ) trouble tell me Dking so . I can This Vas the only thing the girl could think of*. Pity kept her from sleeping, and breathed a hundred prayers througn her mind, as she lay and listened to the old clock, telling the hours with its familiar voice. Very familiar, and yet novel and strange. — more bfcrange than if she had never heard it before — though so many nights, year after year, it had chimed through her dreams, and woke her to many another soft May morning, more tranquil and more sweet even than this. are say- me!" y to you. now, but it sacred, creature jrted the the heart Jhe stood «ray to a )uch, the all that ystery of erly, and to say it always )rity, and ■^1 ler room, religious of doubt through 1 IMAGE EVALUATION TSST TARGET (MT-3) <_ ^ A 1.0 1.25 ■ 22 IttlM ^ 1^ 12.0 ■MUu L8 ^1^ ^- Hiotographic Sciences Corporation ^ V •ss v> ¥!^ -s^X^^ 23 WfST MAIN STREET WEUTER.N.Y. UStO (716) •72-4503 ' ..V .^ ^ ^ 370 WHITKLADIES. CHAPTER XXXIX. EXT day was the day of the great dinner to which Miss Susan had invited half the county, to welcome the young master of the house, and mark the moment of her own withdrawal from her long supremacy in Whiteladies. Though she had felt with some bitterness on the previous night the supposed intention of Herbert and Reine to supplant her at ice, Miss Susan was far too sensible a woman to make voluntary Vexation for herself, out of an event so well known and long anticipated. That she must feel it was of course inevitable, but as she felt no real wrong in it, and had for a long time ex- pected it, there was not, apart from the painful burden on her mind which threw a dark shadow over everything, any bitter- ness in the necessary and natural event. She had made all her arrangements without undue fuss or publicity, and had pre- pared for herself, as I have said, a h Duse, which had pro^dden- tially fallen vacant, on the other side of the village, where Au- igustine would still be within reach of the Almshouses. I am not sure that, so far as she was herself concerned, the sovereign of Whiteladies, now on the point of abdication, would not have preferred to l e a little further off, out of daUy sight of her for- saken throne ; but this would have deprived ' Augustine of all that made liie to her, and Miss Susan was too strong, too proud, and too heroic, to hesitate for a moment, or to think her own sentiment worth indulging. Perhaps, indeed, even without that powerful argument of Augustine, she would have scorned to indulge a feeling which she could not have failed to recog- nise as a mean and petty one. She had her faults, like most people, and she had committed a great wrong, which clouded her life, but there was nothing petty or mean about Miss Susan. After Reine had left her on the previous night, she had made a great effort, and recovered her self-command. I don't know why she had allo\/ed herself to be so beaten down. One kind of excitement, no doubt, predisposes towards another ; and after the triumph and joy of Herbert's return, her sense of the hor- WHITELADIES. 371 am rible cloud which hung over her personally, the revelation which Giovanna at any moment had it in her power to make, the evident intention she had of ingratiating herself with the new- comers, and the success so far of the attempt, produced a reac- tion which almost drove Miss Susan wild. If you will think of it, she had cause enough. She, heretofore an honourable and spotless woman, who had never ffcired the face of man, to lie now under the horrible risk of being found out — to be at the mercy of a passionate, impulsive creature, who could at any moment cover her with shame, and pull her down from her pedestal. I think that at such moments to have the worst hap- pen, to be pulled down finally, to have her shame published to the world, would have been the best thing that could have hap- pened to Miss Susan. She would then have raised up her humbled head again, and accepted her punishment, and faced the daylight, free from fear of anything that could befall her. The worst of it all now was this intolerable sense that there was something to be found out, that everything was not honest and open in her life, as it had always been. And by times this consciousness overpowered and broke her down, as it had done on the previous night. But when a vigorous soul is thus overpowered and breaks down, the moment of its utter overthrow marks a new beginning of power and endurance. The old fable of Antaeus, who derived fresh strength whenever he was thrown, from contact with his mother earth, is profoundly true. Miss Susan had been thrown too, had fallen, and had re- bounded with fresh force. Even Reine could scarcely see in her countenance next morning any trace of the emotion of last night. She took her place at the breakfast table with a smile, with composure which was not feigned, putting bravely her bur- den behind her, and resolute to make steady head as long as she could against any storm that could threaten. Even when Herbert eluded that " business consultation," and begged to be left free to roam about the old house, and renew his acquaintance with every familiar comer, she was able to accept the postpone- ment without pain. She watched the young people go out even with almost pleasure — the brother and sister together, and Everard — and Giovanna at the head of the troop, with little Jean perched on her shoulder. Giovanna was fond of wander- ing about without any covering on her head, having a com- • 372 WHITELADIES. plexion which I suppose would not spoil, and loving the sun. And it suited her somehow to have the child on her shoulder, to toss him about, to the terror of all the household, in her strong beautiful arms. I rather think it was because the house- hold generally was frightened by this rough play, that Giovanna had taken to it ; for she liked to shock them, not from malice, but from a sort of schoolboy mischief. Little Jean, who had got over all his dislike of her, enjoyed his perch upon her shoulder ; and it was impossible to tell how Herbert admired her, her strength, her quick swift easy movements, the light- ness and grace with which she carried the boy, and all her gam- bols with him, in which a certain risk always mingled. He could not keep his eyes from her, and followed wherever she led, penetrating into rooms where, in his delicate boyhood, he had never been allowed to go. " I know myself in every part," cried Giovanna gaily. " I have all visited, all seen, even where it is not safe. It is safe here, M. Herbert. Come then and look at the carvings, all dose ; they are beautiful when you are near." They followed her about within and without, as if she had been the cicerone, though they had all known Whiteladies long before she had ; and even Beine's nascent suspicions were not able to stand before her frank energy and cordial ignorant talk. For she was quite ignorant, and made no attempt to conceal it. ** Me, I love not at all what is so old,'' she said with a laugh. " I prefer the smooth wall and the big window, and a floor well frott6, that shines. Wood that is aU cut like the lace, what food does that do 1 and brick, that is nothing, that is common, love stone ch&teaux, with much of window, and little tourelles at the top. But if you love the wood, and the brick, tr^s bien ! I know myself in all the little corners,'' said Giovanna. And outside and in, it was she who led the way. Once again — and it was a thing which had repeatedly hap- pened before this, notwithstanding the terror and oppression of her presence — Miss Susan was even grateful to uiovanna, who left her free to make all her arrangements, and amused and interested the new-comers, who were strangers in a sense, though to them belonged the house and everything in it ; and I doubt if it had yet entered into her head that Giovi^rna's WHITELADIES. 373 society or her beauty involved any danger to Herbert. She was older than Herbert ; she was *' not a lady ;" she was an intruder and alien, and nothing to the young people, though she might amuse them for the moment. The only danger Miss Susan saw in her was one tragic and terrible danger to herself, which she had determined for the moment not to think of. For everybody else she was harmless. So at least Miss Susan, with an inadvertence natural to her pre-occupied mind, thought. And there were a great many arrangements to make for the great dinner, and many things besides that required looking after. However distinctly one has foreseen the necessities of a great crisis, yet it is only when it arrives that they acquire their due urgency. Miss Susan now, for almost the first time, felt the house she had secured at the other end of the village to be a reality. She felt at last that her preparations were real, that the existence in which for the last six months there had been much that was like a painful dream, had come out suddenly into the actual and certain, and that she had had a change to undergo not much unlike the change of death. Things that had been planned only, had to be done now — a difference which is wonderful — and the stir and com- motion which had come into the house with the arrival of Herbert was the preface of a commotion still more serious. And as Miss Susan went about giving her orders, she tried to comfort herself with the thought that now at last Giovanna must go. There was no longer any pretence for her stay. Herbert had come home. She had and could have no claim upon Susan and Augustine Austin at the Grange, whatever claim she might have on the inmates of Whiteladies; nor could she transfer herself to the young people, and live with Herbert and Reine. Even she, though she was not reasonable, must see that now there was no further excuse for her presence — that she must go. Miss Susan settled in her mind the allowance she would offer her. It would be a kind of black mail, blood money, the price of her secret ; but better that than exposure. And then, Giovanna had not been disagree- able of late. Rather the reverse ; she had tried, as she said, to show de Vamitid. She had been friendly, cheerful, rather pleasant, in her strange way. Miss Susan, with a curious feel- ing for which she could not quite account, concluded with her- 374 WHITELADIRS. self that she would not wish this creature, who had for so long belonged to her, as it were — who had been one of her family, though she was at the same time her enemy, her greatest trouble — to fall back unaided upon the shop at Bruges, where the people had not been kind to her. No ; she would, she said to herself, be very thankful to get rid of Giovanna, but not to see her fall into misery and helplessness. She should have an income enough to keep her comfortable. This was a luxury which Miss Susan felt she could venture to give herself. She would provide for her persecutor, and get rid of her, and be free of the panic which now was before her night and day. This thought cheered her as she went about, superintending the hanging of the tapestry in the hall, which was only put there on grand occasions, and the building up of the old silver on the great oak buffet. Everything that Whiteladies could do in the way of splendour was to be exhibited to-night. There had been no feast when Herbert came of age, for indeed it had been like enough that his birth-day might be his death day also. But now all these clouds had rolled away, and his future was clear. She paid a solemn visit to the cellar with Stevens to get out the best wines, her father's old claret and madeira, of which she had been so careful, saving it for Herbert j or if not for Herbert, for Everard, whom she had looked upon as her personal heir. Not a bottle of it should ever have gone to Farrel- Austin, the reader may be sure, though she was willing to feast him to-night, and give him of her best, to celebrate her triumph over him — a triumph which, thank Heaven ! was all innocent, not brought about by plotting or planning — God's doing, and not her's. I will not attempt to describe all the company, the best peo- ple in that corner of Berkshire, who came from all points, through the roads which were white and sweet with May, to do honour to Herbert's home-coming. It is too late in this history, and there is too much of more importance to tell you, to leave me room for those excellent people. Lord Kings- borough was there, and proposed Herbert's health ; and Sir Reginald Parke, and Sir Francis Rivers, and the Hon. Mr. Skindle, who married Lord Maidenhead's daughter. Lady Cordelia ; and all the first company in the county, down to (or up to) the great China merchant who had bought St. Dun- WHITELADIES. 37o Stan's^ once the property of a Howard. It is rare to see a dinner party so large or so important, and still more rare to see siK'a a room so filled. The old musicians' gallery was put to its proper use for the first time for years ; and now and then, not too often, a soft fluting and piping and fiddling came from the partial gloom, floating over the heads of the well-dressed crowd who sat at the long, splendid table, in a blaze of light and reflection, and silver, and crystal, and flowers. " I wish we could be in the gallery to see ourselves sitting here, in this great show," Everard whispered to Reine as he passed her to his inferior place ; for it was not permitted to Everard on this great occasion to hand in the young mistress of the house, in whose favour Miss Susan intended after this night to abdicate. Keine looked up with soft eyes to the dim corner in which the three used to scramble and rustle, and catch the oranges, and I fear thought more of this reminiscence than of what her companion said to her, who was ignorant of the old times. But indeed the show was worth seeing from the gallery, where old Martha, and young Jane, and the good French Julie, who had come with Ktfine, clustered in the chil- dren's very corner, keeping out of sight behind the tapestry, and pointing out to each other the ladies and their fine dresses. The maids cared nothing about the gentlemen, but shook their heads over Sophy and Kate's bare shoulders, and made notes of how the dresses were made. Julie communicated her views on the subject with an authority which her auditors received without question, for was not she French 1 — a large word, which takes in the wilds of Normandy as well as Paris, that centre of the civilised world. Herbert sat with his back to these eager watchers, at the foot of the table, taking his natural place for the first time, and half hidden by the voluminous robes of Lady Kingsborough and Lady Rivers. The pink gros grain of one of those ladies and the gorgeous white moire of the other dazzled the women in the gallery ; but, apart from such professional considerations, the scene was a charming one to look at, with the twinkle of the many lights, the brightness of the flowers and the dresses — the illuminated spot in the midst of the partial darkness of the old walls, all gorgeous with colour, and move- ment, and the hum of sound. Miss Susan at the head of the table, in her old point lace, looked like a queen, Martha 376 WHITELADIES. I .#;; I- thought. It was her apotheosis, her climax, the eoneludine triumph — a sort of phoenix blaze with which she meant to end her life. The dinner was a gorgeous dinner, worthy the hall and the company ; the wine, as I have said, old and rare ; and every* thing went off to perfection. The Farrel- Austins, who were only relations, and not of first importance as county people, sat about the centre of the table, which was the least important place, and opposite to them was Giovanna, who had been put under the charge of old Dr. Richard, to keep her in order, a duty to which he devoted all his faculties. Everything went on perfectly well. The dinner proceeded solemnly, grandly, to its conclusion. Grace — that curious, ill-timed, after-dinner grace which comes just at the daintiest moment of the feast — was duly said ; the fruits were being served, forced fruits of every pro- curable kind, one of the most costly parts of the entertainment at that season ; and a general bustle of expectation prepared the way for those congratulatory and friendly speeches, wel- comes of his great neighbours to the young Squire, which were the real objects of the as^mbly. Lord Kingsborough even had cleared his throat for the first time — a signal which his wife heard at the other end, and understood as an intimation that quietness was to be enforced, to which she replied by stopping,, to set a good example, in the midst of a sentence. He cleared his throat again, the great man, and was almost on his legs^ He was by Miss Susan's side, in the place of honour. He was. a stout man, requiring some pulling up after dinner when his. chair was comfortable — and he had actually put forth one foot, and made his first effort to rise, for the third time clearing his throat — When an interruption occurred never to be forgotten in the annals of Whiteladies. Suddenly there was heard a patter of small feet, startling the company ; and suddenly a some- thing, a pigmy, a tiny figure, made itself visible in the centre of the table. It stood up beside a great pyramid of flowers, a living decoration, with a little flushed rose-face and flaxen curls showing above the mass of greenery The great people at the head and the foot of the table stood breathless during the com- motion and half-scufile in the centre of the room which attended this sudden apparition. " What is it ? " everybody asked^^ WHITELADIES. 877 I Deluding it to end and the d every- ho were ople, sat aportant been put order, a went on ly, to its er grace was duly /ery pro- ;ainment repared es, wel- ich were )ven had his wife Aon that stoppings B cleared his leg& He wa& ^hen his one foot aringhifi, gotten in a patter a some- le centre owers, a cen curls le at the the corn- attended f asked^ After that first moment of excited curiositi', it hecame apparent that it was a child who had been suddenly lifted by some one into that prominent place. The little creature stood still a mo- ment, frightened ; then audibly prompted, woke to its duty. It plucked from its small head a small velvet cap with a white feather, and gave forth its tiny shout, which rang into the echoes. " Vive M. 'Erbert ! vive M. 'Erbert 1 " cried little Jean, turn- ing round and round, and waving his cap on either side of him. Vague excitement and delight, and sense of importance, and hopes of sugar-plums, inspired the child. He gave forth his little shout with his whole heart, his blue eyes dancing, his little cheeks flushed ; and I leave the reader to imagine what a sensation little Jean's unexpected appearance and still more un- expected shout produced in the decorous splendour of the great haU. *' Who is it ? " " What is it 1 " " What does it mean 1 " " Who is the child 1 " " What does he say 1 " cried everybody. There got up such a commotion and flutter as dispersed in a moment the respectful silence which had been preparing for Lord Kingsborough. Every guest appealed to his or her neigh- bour for information, and — except the very few too well-in- formed, like Dr. Kichard, who guilty and self-reproachful, asking himself how he could have prevented it, and what he should say to Miss Susan, sat silent, incapable of speech — every one sent back the question. Giovanna, calm and radiant, alone replied, <' It is the next who will succeed," she cried, sending little rills of knowledge on either side of her. " It is Jean Austin, the little heir,'; Lord Kingsborough was taken aback, as was natural ; but he was a good-natured man, and fond of children. '* God bless us ! " he said. '' Miss Austin, you don't mean to tell me the boy's married, and thp t's his heir 1 " " It is the next of kin," said Miss Susan with white lips ; no more his heir than I am, but the heir if Herbert had not lived. Lord Kingsborough, you will forgive the interruption ; you will not disappoint us. He is no more Herbert's heir than I am ! " again she cried with a shiver of agitation. It was the Hon. Mr. Skindle who supported her on the other side ; and having heard that there was madness in the Austin 378 WHITKLADIES. family, that gentleman was afraid. " 'Gad, she looked fte if she would murder somebody," he confided afterwards to the friend who drove him home. " Not his heir, but the heir," said Lord Kingsborough good- humouredly, '' a fine distinction ? " and as he was a kind soul, he made another prodigious effort, and got himself out of his seat. He made a very friendly, nice little speech, saying that the very young gentleman who preceded him had indeed taken the wind out of his sails, and forestalled what he had to say ; but that, nevertheless, as an old neighbour and family friend, he desired to echo in honest English, and with every cordial sentiment, their little friend's effective speech, and to wish to Herbert Austin, now happily restored to his home in perfect health and vigour, everything, &c., &c. He went on to tell the assembly what they knew very well ; that he had known Herbert's father and grandfather, and had the happiness of a long acquaintance with the admirable ladies who had so long represented the name of Austin among them ; and to each he gave an appropriate compliment. In short, his speech com- posed the disturbed assembly, and brought everything back to the judicious level of a great dinner ; and Herbert made his re- ply with modest self-possession, and the course of affairs, mo- mentarily interrupted, flowed on again according to the pro- gramme. But in the centre of the table, where the less im- portant people sat, Giovanna and the child were the centre of attraction. She caught every one's eye, now that attention had been called to her. After he had made the necessary sensa- tion, she took little Jean down from the table, and set him on the carpet, where he ran from one to another, collecting the offerings which every one was ready to give him. Sophy and Kate got hold of him in succession, and crammed him with bonbons, while their father glared at the child across the table. He made his way even as far as Lord Kingsborough, who took himi on his knee and patted his curly head. '* But the little chap should be in bed," said the kind potentate, who had a great many of his own. Jean escaped a moment after, and ran behind the chairs in high excitement to the next who called him. It was only when the ladies left the room that Giovanna caught him, and swinging him up to her white shoulder, which was not half so much uncovered as Kate's and Sophy's, carried WUIT£LAniK8. 379 him away triumphant, shouting once more " Vive M. Erbert ! " from that eminence, as he finally disappepred at ;.he great door. This was Giovanna's first appearance in public, but it was a memorable one. Poor old Dr. Richard, half weeping, secured Everard as soon as the ladies were gone, and poured his pitiful story into his ears. ** What could I do, Mr. Austin 1 " cried the poor little, pretty old gentleman. '' She had him up before I could think what she was going to do ; and you cannot use violence to a lady, sir, you cannot use violence, especially on a festive occasion like this. I should have been obliged to restrain her forcibly, if at all, and what could I do ) " " I am sure you did everything that was necessary," said Everard with a smile. She was capable of setting Dr. Richard himself on the table, if it had served her purpose, in^tead of being restrained by him, was what he thought. I 1 880 WHITELADIBH. CHAPTER XL. ^ HE evening came to an end at last, like all others. The great people went first, as became them, filling the rural roads with the ponderous rumble of their great carriages and gleams of their lamps. The whole neighbourhood was astir. A little crowd of village people had collected round the gates to see the ladies in their fine dresses, and to catch the distant echo of the festivities. There was quite an excitement among them, as carriage after carriage rolled away. The night was soft and warm and light, the moon invisible, but yet shedding from behind the clouds a subdued lightness into the atmos- phere. As the company dwindled, and ceremony diminished^ a group gradually collected in the great porch, and at last this group dwindled to the family party and the Farrel-Austins^ who were the last to go away. This was by no means the de- sire of their father, who had derived little pleasure from the entertainment. None of those ulterior views which Kate and Sophy had discussed so freely between themselves had been communicated to their father, and he saw nothing but the celebration of his own downfall, and the funeral of his hopes, in this feast, which was all to the honour of Herbert Conse- quently, he had been eager to get away at the earliest moment possible, and would even have preceded Lord Kingsborough, could he have moved his daughters, who did not share his feelings. On the contrary, the display which they had just witnessed had produced a very sensible effect upon Kate and Sophy. They were very well oflf, but they did not possess half the riches of Whiteladies ; and the grandeur of the stately old hall, and the importance of the party, impressed these young women of the world. Sophy, who was the youngest, was na- turally the least affected ; but 'Kate, now five-and-twenty, and beginning to perceive very distinctly that all is vanity, was more moved than I can say. In the intervals of livelier intercourse, and especially during that moment in the drawing-room when the gentlemen were absent — a moment pleasing in its ci^m to the iv ; WHrTELADlES. nsi milder portion of womankind, but which fast, young ladies Bel- dom endure with patience — Kate made poiiited appeals to her sister's proper feclinss. " If ypu let all this slip through your fingers, I shall despise you," she said with vehemence. " Go in for it yourself, then," whispered the bold Sophy ; " I shan't object." But even Sophy was impressed. Her first interest, Lord Alf, had disappeared long ago, and had been succeeded by others, all very willing to amuse themselves and her, as much as she pleased, but all disappearing in their turn to the regions above, or the regions below, equally out of Sophy's reach, whom cir- cumstances shut out from the haunts of blacklegs and sporting men, as well as from the upper world, to which the Lord Alfs of creation belong by nature. Still it was not in Sophy's na- ture to be so wise as Kate. She was not tired of amusing her- self, and had not begun yet to pursue her gaieties with a definite end. Sophy told her fnends quite frankly that her sister was ** on the look-out." " She has had her fun, and she wants to settle down," the younger said with admirable candour, to the delight and much amusement of her audiences from the Bar- racks. For this these gentlemen well knew, though both rea- sonable and virtuous in a man, is not so easily managed in the case of a lady. " By Jove ! I shouldn't wonder if she did," was iheir generous comment. " She has had her fun. by Jove I and who does she suppose would have her ? " Yet the best of girls, and the freshest and sweetest, do have these heroes, after a great deal more " fun " than ever could have been within the reach of Kate ; for there are disabilities of women which can- not be touched by legislation, and to which the most strong- minded must submit. However, Sophy and Kate, as T have said, were both moved to exertion by this display of all the grandeur of Whiteladies. They kept their father fuming and fretting outside, while they lingered in the porch with Beine and Herbert The whole youthful party was there, including Everard and Giovanna, who had at last permitted poor little Jean to be put to bed, but who was still excited by her demonstration, and the splendid com- pany of which she had formed a part. 382 WHITELADIES. " How they are dull, these great ladies ! " she cried ; " but not more dull than ces messieurs, who thought I was mad. Mon Dieu ! because I was happy about M. Herbert, and that he had come home." " It was very grand of you to be glad," cried Sophy. " Ber- tie, you have gone and put everybody out. Why did you get well, sir ? Papa pretends to be pleased too, but he would like to give you strychnine or something. Oh, it wouldn't do us any good, we are only girls ; and I think you have a better right than papa." " Thanks for taking my part," said Herbert, who was a Httle uncertain how to take this very frank address. A man seldom thinks his own problematical death an amusing incident ; but still he felt that to laugh was the right thing to do. " Oh, of course we take your part," cried Sophy. " We ex- pect no end of fun from you, now you've come back. I am so sick of all those Barrack parties ; but you will always have something going on, won't you 'i And Reine, you must ask us. How delicious a dance would be in the hall I ilertie, remember you are to go to Ascot with m ; you are our cousin, not any one else's. When one is related to Lhe hero of the moment, one is not going to let one's glory drop. Promise, Bertie ! you go with us 1 " • " I am quite willing, if you want me," said Herbert. " Oh, if we want you ! — of course we want you — we want you always," cried Sophy. " Why, you are the lion ; we are proud of you. We shall want to let everybody see that you don't despise your poor relations, that you remember we are your cousins, and used to play with you. Don't you recollect, Ber- tie 1 Kate and Beine used to be th' friends always, because they were the steadiest ; and you and me — we were the ones who got into scrapes," cried Sophy. This, to tell the truth, was a very rash statement ; for Herbert, always delicate, had not been in the habit of getting into scrapes. But all the more for this, he was pleased with the idea. " Yes," he said half doubtfully, " I recollect ;" but his recol- lections were not clear enough to enter into details. Come let us get into a scrape again," cried Sophy ; *^ it is such a lovely night. Let us send the carriage on in front, and walk. Come with us, won't you ? After a party, it is so plea- WHITBLADIES. 383' sant to have a walk ; and we have been such swells to-night. Come, Bertie, let's run on, and bring ourselves down." " Sophy, you madcap I I daresay the night air is not good for him," said Kate. Upon which Sophy broke forth into the merriest laughter. " As if Bertie cared for the night air ! Why, he looks twice as strong as any of us. Will you come 1 " " With all my heari," said Herbert ; " it is the very thing after such a tremendous business as Aunt Susan's dinner. This is not the kind of entertainment I mean to give. We shall leave the swells, as you say, to take care of themselves." " And ask me I " said bold Sophy, running out into the moonlight, which just then got free of the clouds. " She was in high spirits, and pleased with the decided beginning she had made. In her white dress, with her white shoes twinkling over the dark cool greenness of the grass, she looked like a fairy broken forth from the woods. " Who will run a race with me to the end of the lane ?" she cried, pirouetting round and round the lawn. How pretty she was, how gay, how light-hearted — a madcap, as her sister said, who stood in the shadow of the porch laughing, and bade Sophy recollect that she would ruin her shoes. i " And you can't run in high heels," said Kate. " Cg.n't I ] " cried Sophy. " Come, Bertie, come." They nearly knocked down Mr. Farrel-Austin, who stood outside smoking his cigar, and swearing within himself, as they rushed out through the little gate. The carriage was proceeding abreast, its lamps making two bright lines of light, along the wood, the coachman swearing internally as much as his master. The others followed more quietly — Kate, Reine, and Everard. Giovanna, yawning, had withdrawn some time before. " Sophy, really, is too great a romp," said Kate ; " she is always after some nonsense ; and now we shall never be able to overtake them, to talk to Bertie about coming to the Hatch. Reine, you must settle it. We do so want you to come ; con- sider how long it is since we have seen you, and of course everybody wants to see you ; so unless we settle at once we shall miss our chance — Everard too. We have been so long separated ; and perhaps," said Kate, dropping her voice, " papa may have been disagreeable ; but that don't make any diflfer- $84f WHITELADIES. ence to us. Say when you will come ; we are all coURins together, and we ought to be friends. What a blessing when there are no horrible questions of property between people ! '* said Kate, who had so much sense. ^^Now it don't matter to any one, except for friendship, who is next of kin." " Bertie has won," said Sophy, calling out to them. " Fancy ! I thought I was sure, such a short distance ; men can etay better than we can," said the well-informed young woman; "but for a little bit like this, the girl ought to win." " Since you have come back, let us settle about when they are to come," said Kate ; and then there ensued a lively dis- cussion. They clustered all together at the end of the lane, in the clear space where there were no shadowing trees — the two young men acting a& shadows, the girls all distinct in their pretty light dresses, which ihe moon whitened and brightened. The consultation was very animated, and diversified by much mirth and laughter, Sophy being wild, as she said, with excite- ment, with the stimulation of the race, and of the night air and the freedom. " After a grand party of swells, where one has to behave one's self," she said, " one always goes wild." And she fell to waltzing about the party. Everard was the only one of them V'ho had any doubt as to the reality of Sophy's mad- cap mood ; the others accepted it with the nsuve confidence of innocence. They said to each other, what a merry girl she was 1 when at last, moved by Mr. Farrel- Austin's s> Iks and the de- termination of the coachmaU) the girls permitt<)d themselves to be placed in the carriage. " Becollect Friday 1 " they both cried, kissing Koine, and giving the most cordial pressure of tbo hand to Herbert. The three who were left, stood and loc^Led after the carriage as it set off along thj moonlit road. Keine had taken her brother's arm. She gave Everf»rd no opportunity to resume that interrupted conversation on b^aru the steamboat. And Kate and Sophy had not been at all attentive to their cousin, who was quite as nearly related to them as Bertie, so that if he was dightly misanthropical and disposed to find fault, it can scarcely be said that he had no justification. They all strolled along together slowly, enjoying the soft evening and the sup-- pressed moonhght, which was now dim again, struggling faintly through a mysterious labyrinth of cloud. WHITELADIES. 385 (( " I had forgotten what nice girls they were," fiaid H» rbert ; Sophy especially; so kind and so genial and unati'ected. How foolish one is when one is young ! I don't think I liked them, even, when we were last here." " They are sometimes too kind," said Everard, shrugging his shoulders ; but neither of the others took any notice of what he said. " One is so much occupied with one's self when one is young," said middle-aged Reine, already over twenty, and feeling all the advantages which age bestows. " Do you think it is that ? " said Herbert. He was much aflfected by the cordiality of his cousins, and moved by many concurring causes to a certain sentimentality of mind ; and he was not indisposed for a little of that semi-philosophical talk which sounds so elevating and so improving at his age. " Yes,"' said Reine with confidence ; " one is so little sure of one's self, one is always afraid of having done amiss ; things you say sound so silly when you think them over. I blush sometimes now when I am quite alone to think how silly I must have seemed; and that prevents you doing justice to others ; but I like Kate best." " And I like Sophy best. She has no nonsense about her ; she is so frank and so simple. Which is Everard for 1 On the whole, there is no doubt about it, English girls have a something, a je ne sais quoi — " " I can t give any opinion," said Everard laughing. " After your visit to the Hatch you will be able to decide. And have you thought what Aunt Susan will say, within the first week, almost before you have been seen at home ] " " By Jove ! I forgot Aunt Susan ! " cried Herbert with a sudden pause ; then he laughed, trying to feel the exquisite fun of asking Aunt Susan's permission, while they were so in- dependent of her; but this scarcely answered just at first. " Of course," he added, with an attempt at self-assertion^ " one cannot go on consulting Aunt Susan's opinion for ever." " But the first week ! " Everard had all the delight of mis- chief in making them feel the subordination in which they still stood in spite of themselves. He went on laughing. "I would not say anthing about it to-night. She is not half pleased with Madame Jean, as they call her. I hope Madame Y ■*MpmMI 380 WHITfr^LADIKS. Jean has been getting it hot Everything went off perfectly well by a miracle, but that woman as nearly spoiled it by her nonsense and her boy " "Whom do you call that woman?" said Herbert coldly. " I think Madame Jean did ju&t what a warm-hearted person would do. She did not wait for mere ceremony or congratul- ations pre-arranged. For my part," said Herbert stiffly, " I never admired any one so much. She is the most beautiful, glorious creature ! " " There was no one there so pretty," said innocent Beine. " Pretty ! she is not pretty : she is splendid ! she is beauti- ful ! By Jove ! to see her with her arm raised, and that child on her shoulder — it's like a picture ! If you will laugh," said Herbert pettishly, ' don't laugh in that offensive way ! What have they done to you, and why are you so disagreeable to night 1 " " Am I disagreeable ? " said Everard laughing again. It was all he could do to keep from being angry, and he felt tt s was the safest way. " Perhaps it is that I am more enlightened than you youngsters. However beautiful a woman may be (and I don't deny she's very handsome), I can see when she's playing a part." "What part is she playing ] " cried Herbert hotly. Reine was half frightened by his vehemence, and provoked as he was by Everard's disdainful tone ; but she pressed her brother's arm to restrain him, fearful o( a quarrel, as girls are so apt to be. " I suppose you will say we are all plajdng our parts ; and so we are," said Reine, '* Bertie, you have been the hero to- night, and we are all your satellites for the moment. Come in ' qmck, it feels chilly. I don't suppose even Everard would say Sophy was playing a part, except her natural one," she added with a laugh. Everard was taken by surprise. He echoed her laugh with all the imbecility of astonishment. " You believe in them too," he said to her in an aside, then added, " No, only her natural part," with a tone which Herbert found as offensive as the other. Herbert himself was in a state of flattered self-conscious- ness which made him look upon every word said against his worshippers as an assault upon himself. Perhaps the lad being WHITELADIES. 387 younger than his years, was still at the age when a boy is more in love with himself than any one else, and loves others accord- ing to their appreciation of that self which bulks so largely in his own eypR. Giovanna's homage to him, and Sophy's en- thusiasm of cousinship, and the flattering look in all these fine eyes, had intoxicated Herbert. He could not but feel that they were above all criticism, these young, fair women, who did such justice to his own excellencies. As for any suggestion that their regard for him was not genuine, it was as great an insult to him as to them, and brought him down, in the most humbling way, from the pedestal on which they had elevated him. Reine's hand patting softly on his arm kept him silent, but he felt that he could knock down Everard with pleasure, and fumes of anger and self-exaltation mounted into his head. " Don't quarrel, Bertie," Reine whispered in his ear. " Quarrel ! he is not worth quarrelling with. He is jealous, I suppose, because I am more important than he is," Herbert said, stalking through the long passages which were still all bright with lights and flowers. Everard hanging back out of hearing, followed the two young figures with his eyes through the windings of the passage. Herbert held his head high, in- dignant. K^ine, with both her hands on his arm, soothed and calmed him. They were both resentful of his sour tone and what he had said. " I dare say they think I am jealous," Everard said to him- self, with a laugh that was not merry, and went away to his own room, and beginning to arrange his things for departure, meaning to leave next day. He had no need to stay there to swell Herbert's triumph, he who had so long acted as nurse to him without fee or reward. Not quite without reward either, he thought, after all, rebuking himself, and held up his hand and looked at it intently, with a smile stealing over his face. Why should he interfere to save Herbert from his own vanity and folly ? Why should he subject himself to the usual fate of Mentors, pointing out Scylla on the one side and Ciiarybdis on the other 1 If the frail vessel was determined to be wrecked, what had he, Everard, to do with it 1 Let the boy accomplish his destiny, who cared 1 and then what could Reine do but take refuge with her natural champion, he whom she herself had appointed to stand in her place, and who had his own score 388 WHTTELADIEa against her still nnacquitted 1 It was evidently to his interest to keep out of the way, to let things go as they would. " And I'll back Giovanna against Sophy," he said to himself, half jealous, half laughing, as he went to sleep. As for Herbert, he lounged into the great hall, where some lights were still burning, with his sister, and found Miss Susan there, pale with fatigue and the excitement past but trium- phant. " I hopo you have not tired yourself out," she said. " It was like those girls to lead you out into the night air, to give you a chance of taking cold. Their father would like nothing better than to see you laid up again ; but I don't give them credit for any scheme. They are too feather-brained for anything but folly." " Do you mean our cousins Sophy and Kate 1 " said Herbert with some solemnity, and an unconscious attempt to overawe Miss Susan, who was not used to anything of this kind, and was unable to understand what he meant. " I mean the Farrel-Austin girls," she said. " Riot ard noise and nonsense is their atmosphere. I hope you do not like these kind of goings on, Reine ) " The brother and sister looked at each other. " You have always disliked the Farrel-Austins," said Herbert, bravely put- ting himself in the breach. *' I don't know why, Aunt Susan. But we have no quarrel with the girls. Thev are very nice and friendly. Indeed, Reine and I have promised to go to them on Friday, for two or three days. " He was three-and-twenty, he wasacknowledgedinasterof the house ; but Herbert felt a certain tremor steal over him, and stood up before her with a strong sense of valour and daring as he said these words. " Going to them on Friday — to the Farrel-Austins, for three or four days ! then you do not mean even to go to your own parish church on your first Sunday ? Herbert," said Miss Susan, indignantly, " you will break Augustine's heart." "No, no, we did not say three or four days. I thought ol that," said Reine. " We shall return on Saturday. Don't be angry. Aunt Susan. They were very kind, and we thought it was no harm." Herbert gave her an indignant glance. It was on his lips to say, " It does not matter whether Aunt Susan is angry or not," (( > i WUITELADIES. 389 but looking at her, he thought bettor of it " Yes," he said after a pause, " we shall return on Saturday. They were very kind, as Reine says, and how visiting our cousins could possibly involve any harm " " That is your own affair," said Miss Susan ; " I know what you mean Herbert, and of course you are right, you are not children any longer, and must choose your own friends ; well ! Before "ou go, however, I should like to settle everything. To-night is my last night. Yes, yes, it is too late to discuss that now. I don't mean to say more at present. It went ofif very well, very pleasantly, but for that ridiculous interruption of Giovanna's " " I did not think it was ridiculous," said Herbert. " It was very pretty. Does Giovanna displease you too 1 " Once more Reine pressed his arm. He was not always going to be coerced like this. If Miss Susan wants to be unjust and ungenerous, he was man enough, he felt, to meet her to the face. " It was very ridiculous, I thought," she said with a sigh, " and I told her so. I don't suppose she meant any harm. She is very ignorant, and knows nothing about the customs of society. Thank heaven, she can't stay very long now." " Why can't she stay ? " cried Herbert alarmed. " Aunt Susan, I don't know what has come over you. You used to be so kind to everybody, but now, and it is the people I particularly like you are so furious against. Why 1 those girls, who are as pretty and as pleasant as possible, and just the kind of com- panions Reine wants, and Madame Jean who is the most charm- ing person I ever saw in this house. Ignorant ! I think she is very accomplished. How she sang last night, and what an eye she has for the picturesque ! I never admired Whit<^ladies so much as this morning, when she took us over it. Aunt Susan, don't be so cross. Are you disappointed in Reine, or in me, that you are so hard upon the people we like most 1 " " The people you like most ? " cried Miss Susan aghast. " Yes, Aunt Susan, I like them too," said Reine, bravely put- ting herself by her brother's side. I believe they both thought it was a most chivalrous and high-spirited thing they were doing, rejecting experience and taking rashly what seemed to them the weaker side. The side of the accused against ths judge, the 390 WHTTELADIE8. side of the young against the old. It seemed so natural to do that. The two stood together in their foolishness in the old hall, all decorated in their honour, and confronted the de- throned queen of it with a smile. She stood baffled and thun- derstruck, gazing at them and scarcely knew what to say. " Well, children, well," she managed to get out at last. " You are no longer under me, you must choose your own friends ; but God help you, what is to become of you if these are the kind of people you like best ! " They both laughed softly ; though Reine had compunctions, they were not afraid. *' You must confess at least that we have good taste," said Herbert ; " two very pretty people, and one beautiful. I should have been much happier with Sophy at one hand and Madame Jean on the other, instead of those two swells, as Sophy calls them." " Sophy, as you call her, would give her head for their notice," cried Miss Susan indignant, " two of the best women in the county, and the most important families." Herbert shrugged his shoulders. " They did not amuse me," he said, " but perhaps I am stupid. I prefer the foolish Sophy and the undaunted Madame Jean." Miss Susan left them with a cold good night to see all the lights put out, which was important in the old house. She was so angry that it almost eased her of her personal burden ; but Reine, I confess, felt a thrill of panic as she went up the oak stairs. Scylla and Chary bdis ! She did not identify Herbert's danger, but in her heart there worked a vague premonition of danger, and without knowing why, she was afraid. (C ' / WHITKLADIES. 891 CHAPTER XLI. OING away 1 " said Giovanna. " M. 'Erbert, you go away already 1 is it that Viteladies is what you caJl dull 1 You have been here so short of time, you do not yet know." " We are going on! for a day ; at least, not quite two days," said Reine. " For a day ! but a day, two days is long. Why go at alH " said Giovanna. " We are very well here. I will sing, if that pleases to you. M. 'Erbert, when you are so long absent, you should not go away to-morrow, the next day. Madame Suzanne will think, * They love me not.' " " That would be nonsense," said Herbert ; " besides, you know I cannot be kept in one place at my age, whatever old ladies may think." " Ah ! nor young ladies neither," said Giovanna. " You are homme, you have the freedom to do what you will, I know it. Me, I am but a woman, I can never have this freedom ; but I comprehend and I admire. Yes, M. 'Erbert, that goes with- out saying. One does not put the eagle into a cage. And Giovanna gave a soft little sigh. She was seated in one of her favourite easy chairs, thrown back in it in an attitude of delicious, easy, repose. She had no mind for the work with which Reine employed herself, and which all the women Her- bert ever knew had indulged in, to his annoyance, and often envy ; for an invalid's weary hours w-uld have been the better often of such feminine solace, and the young man hated it all the more that he had often been tempted to take to it, had his pride permitted. But Giovanna had no mind for this pretty cheat, that looked like occupation. In her own room she worked hard at her own dresses and those of the child, but down-stairs she sat with her large, shapely white hands in her lap, in all the luxury of doing nothing ; and this peculiarity delighted Herbert. He was pleased, too, with what she said ; he liked to imagine that he was an eagle who could not be shut into a 392 WHITELADIES. cage, and to feel his immense superiority, as man, over the women who were never free to do as they liked, and for whom (he thought) such an indulgence would not be good. He drew himself up unconsciously, and felt older, taller. " No," he said, " of course it would be too foolish of Auni Susan or any one to expect me to be guided by what she thinks right." " Me, I do not speak for you," said Giovanna ; " I speak for myself. I am disappointed, me. It. will be dull when you are gone. Yes, yes, Monsieur 'Erbert, we are selfish, we other women. When you go we are dull ; we think not of you, but of ourselves, n'est ce pas. Mademoiselle Reine ? I am frank. I confess it. You will be very happy; you will have much pleasure ; but me, I shall be dull. VoiU tout ! " I need not say that this frankness captivated Herbert. It is always more pleasant to have our absence regretted by others, selfishly, for the loss it is to them, than unselfishly on our ac- count only ; so that this profession of indifference to the plea- sure of your departing friend, in consideration of the loss to yourself, is the very highest compliment you can pay him. Her- bert felt this to the bottom of his heart He was infinitely flattered and touched by the thought of a superiority so delight- ful, and he had not been used to it. He had been accustomed, indeed, to be in his own person the centre of a great deal of care and anxiety, everybody thinking of him, for his Ei>^k6 ; but to have it recognised that nis presence or absence made a place dull or the reverse, and affected his surroundings, not for his sake but theirs, was an immense rise in the world to Herbert. He felt it necessary to bo very friendly and attentive to Gio- vanna, by way of consoling her. " After all, it will not be very long," he said ; " from Friday morning to Saturday night. I like to humour the old ladies, and they make a point of our be- ing at home for Sunday ; though I don't know how Sophy and Kate will like it, Reine." " They will not like it at all," said Giovanna. " They want you to be to them, to amuse them, to make them happy ; so do I, the same. When they come here, those young ladies, we shall not be friends ; we shall fight," she said with a laugh. " Ah, they are more clever than me, they will win ; though if we could fight with the hands like men, I should win. I am more strong." « WHITELADrES. 398 " It need not come so far as tliat," said Herbert, comnlaisant and delighted. " You are all very kind, I am sure, and think more of me than I deserve." " I am kind — to me, not to you, M. 'Erbert," aaid Oiovanna ; " when I tell you it is dull, dull k mourir the moment you go . away." " Yet you have spent a good many months here without Her- bert, Madame Jean," said Reine ; " if it had been so dull, you might have gone away." " Ah, mademoiselle ! where could I have gone to 1 I am not rich like you ; I have not parents that love 1^°. If I go home now," cried Giovanna, with a laugh, " it will be to the room behind the shop where my belle-m6re sits all the day, where they cook the dinner, where I am the one that is in the way, always. I have no money, no people to care for me. Even little Jean they take from me. They say, * Tenez GiVanna ; she has not the ways of children.' Have not I the ways of children, M. 'Erbert 1 That is what they would say to me, if I went to what you coll 'ome." " Reine," said Herbert, in an undertone, " how can you be so cruel, reminding the poor thing how badly off she is 1 I hope you will not think of going away," he added, turning to Giovanna. " Reine and I will be too glad that you should stay ; and as for your flattering appreciation of our society, I for one am very grateful," said the young fellow. " I am very happy to be able to do anything to make Whiteladies pleasant to you." Miss Susan came in, as he said this, with Everord, who was going away ; but she was too much preoccupied by her own cares to attend to what her nephew was saying. Everard ap- preciated the position more clearly. He saw the grateful look with which Giovanna turned her beautiful eyes to the young master of the house, and he saw the pleased vanity and com- plaisance in Herbert's face. " What an ass he is ! " Everard thought to himself; and then he quoted privately with rueful comment — " ' On him each courtier's eye was bent, To him each lady's look was lent : ' all because the young idiot has Whiteladies, and is the head of the house." " Bravo, Herbert, old boy," ho said aloud, though 394 WRITELADIE8. 'there was nothing partioulaily appropriate in the speech, " you are having your innings. I hope you'll make the most of them. But now that I am no longer wanted, I am foing oif. I suppose when it is warm enough for water parties, shall come into fashion again ; Sophy and Kate will manage that." " Well, Everard, if I were you I should have more pride," said Miss Susan. " I would not allow myself to be tasen up and thrown aside as those girls please. What you can see in whem baffles me. They are not very pretty. They are very loud, and fast, and noisy — " " I think so too ! " cried Giovanna, clapping her hands. " They are my enemies : they take you away, M. 'Erbert and Mademoiselle Reine. They make it dull here." ** Only for a dav," said Herbert, bending over her, his eyes melting and glowing with that delightful suffusion of satisfied vanity which with so many men represents love. " I could not stay long away if I would," said the young man in a lower tone. He was quite captivated by her frank demonstrations of personal loss, and believed them to the bottom of his heart. 'Miss Susa threw a curious, half-startled look at them, and Reine raised her head from her embroidery ; but both of these ladies had something of their own on their minds which occupied them, and closed their eyes to other matters. Keine was secretly uneasy that Everard should go away ; that there should have been no explanation between them ; and that his tone had in it a certain suppressed bitterness. What had she done to him 1 Nothing. She had been occupied with her brother, as was natural ; any one else would have been the same. Everard's turn could come at any time, she said to herself, with an un- conscious arrogance not unusual with girls, when thev are sure of having the upper hand. But she was uneasy that he should go away. " I don't want to interfere with your pleasures, Herbert," said Miss Susan, " but I must settle what I am to do. Our cottage is ready for us, everything is arranged ; and I want to give up my charge to you, and go away." " To go away ! " the brother and sister repeated together ^ith dismav. (( WHITELAmKH. 395 " Of cuurac ; that is wlmt it must como tu. Wlion you wore under ago it was different. I was your guardian, Herbert, and you were my children." '< Aunt Susan," cried Keine, coming up to her with eager tenderness, " we are your children still. " And I — am not at all sure whether it will suit me to take up all you have been doing," said Herbert. '* It suits you, why should we change ; and how could Reine manage the house ? Aunt Susan, it is unkind to come down upon us like this. Leave us a little time to get used to it. What do you want with a cottage 1 Of course you must like Whiteladies best." " Oh, Aunt Susan ! what he says is not so B(>lfish as it sounds," said Reine. " Why —why should you go 1 " " We are all selfish," said Herbert, "as Madame Joan says. She wishes us to stay because it is dull without us" ("Bien, tr^s dull," said Giovanna), " and we want you to stay because we are not up to the work and don't understand it. Never mind the cottage ; there is plenty of room in Whiteladies for all of us. Aunt Susan why should you be disagreeable *? Don't go away." " I wish it ; I wish it," she said in a low tone ; "let me go !" " But we don't wish it," cried Reine, kissing her in triumph, " neither does Augustine. Oh, Aunt Austine, listen to her, speak for us 1 You don't wish to go away from Whiteladies, away from your home ? " " No," said Augustine, who had come in in her noiseless way. " I do not intend to leave Whiteladies," she went on, with serious composure ; " but, Herbert, I have something to say to you. It is more important than anything else, xou must marry ; you must marry at once ; I don't wish any time to be lost. I wish you to have an heir, whom I shall bring up. I will devote myself to him. I am fifty-seven ; there is no time to be lost ; but with care I might live twenty years. The women of our house are long-lived. Susan is sixty, but she is as active as any one of you ; and for an object lUce this, one would spare no pains to lengthen one's days. You must marry, Herbert. This has now become the chief object of my life." The young members of the party, unable to restrain them- selves, laughed at this solemn address. Miss Susan turned away impatient, and sitting down, pulled out the knitting of \ i .., 896 WHITELADIES. which lately she had done so little. But as for Augustine, her countenance preserved a perfect gravity. She saw nothing laughable in it. " I excuse you," she said very seriously, " for you cannot see into my heart and read what is there. Nor does Susan understand me. She is taken up with the cares of this world and the foolishness of riches. She thinks a foolish display like that of last night is more important. But, Herbert, li^iten to me ; you and your true welfare have been my first thought and my first prayer for years, and this is my recommendation, my command to you. You must marry — and without any un necessary delay." " But the lady ! " said Herbert, laughing and blushing ; even this very odd address had a pleasurable element in it. It im- plied the importance of everything he did ; and it pleased the young man, even after such an odd fashion, to lay this flattering unction to his soul. " The lady ? " said Miss Augustine gravely ; and then she made a pause. " I have thought a great deal about that, and there is more than one whom I could suggest to you , but I have never married myself, and I might not perhaps be a good judge. It seems the general opinion that in such matters people should choose for themselves." All this she said with so profound a gravity that the by- standers, divided between amusement and a kind of awe, held their breath and looked at each other. Miss Augustine had not sat down. She rarely did sit down in the common sitting- room ; her hands were too full of occupation. Her church ser- vices, now that the Chantry was opened, her Almshouses' prayers, her charities, her universal oversight of her pensioners filled up all her time, and bound her to hours as stricily as if she had been a cotton spinner in a mill. No cotton-spinner worked harder than did this Grey Sister ; from morning to night her time was portioned out. I do not venture to say how many miles she walked daily, rain or shine ; from Whiteladies tu the Almshouses, to the church, to the Almshouses again ; or how many hours she spent absorbed in that strange matter-of- fact devotion which was her way of working for her family. She repeated in her soft tones, " I do not interfere with your choice, Herbert ; but what I say is very important. Marry ! I wish it above everything else in life." And having said this, she went away. WHITELADTES. 397 " This is very solemn," said Herbert with a laugh, but his laugh was not like the merriment into which, by-and-by, the others burst forth, and which half offended the young man. Beine, for her part, ran to the piano when Miss Augustine disap- peared, and burst forth into a quaint little French ditty, sweet and simple, of old Norman rusticity. ** A chaque rose que j'eflfeuille Marie-toi, car il est temps," the girl sang. But Miss Susan did not laugh, and Herbert did not care to see anything ridiculed in which he had such an im- portant share. After all, it was natural enough, he said to himself, that such adv^'^e should be given with great gravity to one on whose acts so much depended. He did not see what there was to laugh about. Reine was absurd with her songs. There was always one of them which came in pat to the moment. Herbert almost thought that this light-minded repetition of Augustine's &dvice was impertinent both to her and himself And thus a little gloom had come over his brow. " Messieurs et mesdames," said Giovanna suddenly, " you laugh, but, 71 you reflect, ma soeur has reason. She thinks, here is Monsieur 'Erbert, young and strong, but yet there are things which happen to the strongest ; and here, on the other part, is a little boy, a little, little boy, who is not English, whose mother is nothing but a foreigner, who is the heir. This gives her the panique. And for me, too, M. 'Eerbert, I say with Mademoiselle Reine, ' Marie-toi, car il est temps.' Yes, truly ! although little Jean is my boy, I say mariez-vous with my heart." " How good you are ! how generous you are ' Strange that you should be the only one to see it," said Herbert, for the moment despising all the people belonging to him, who were so opaque, who did not perceive the necessities of the position. He himself saw those necessities well enough, and that he should marry was the first and most important. To tell the truth, he could not see even that Augustine'c anxiety was of an exaggerated description. It was not a thing to make laugh- ter and ridiculous jokes and songs about. Giovanna did not desert her post during that day. She did not always lead the conversation, nor make herself so important 398 WHITELADIES. in it as she had done at first, but she was always there, putting in a word when necessary, ready to come to Herbert's assist- ance, to amuse him when there was occasion, to flatter him with bold, frank speeches, in which there was always a subtle compliment involved. Everard took his leave shortly after, with farewells in which there was a certain conscioufcness that he had not been treated quite as he ought to have been. " Till I come into fashion again," he said, with the laugh which be- gan to sound harsh to Reine's ears, " I am better at home in my own den, where I can be as sulky as I please. When I am wanted, you know where to find me." Reine thought he looked at her when he said this with reproach in his eyes, " I think you are wanted now," said Miss Susan ; " there are many things I wished to consult you about. I wish you wouks not go away." But he was obstinate. " No, no ; there is nothiag for me to do," he said ; " no journeys to make, no troubles to encounter. You are all settled at home in safety ; and when I am wanted you know where to find me," he added, this time holding out his hand to Reine, and looking at her very distinctly. Poor Reine felt herself on the edge of a very sea of trouble ; every- body around her seemed to have sometliing in their thoughts beyond her divining. Miss Susan meant more than she could fathom, and there lurked a purpose in Giovanna's beautiful eyes, which Reine began to be diinly conscious of, but could not explain to hers^^lf. How could he leave her to ste - her course among these undeveloped perils 1 and how coulu <^ call him back when he was " wanted," as he said bitterly t She gave him her hand, turning away her head to hide a something, al- most a tear, that would come into her eyes, and with a forlorn sense of desertion in her heart ; but she was too proud either by look or word to bid Everard stay. This was on Thursday, and the next day they were to go to the Hatch, so that the interval was not long. Giovanna sang for them in the evening all kinds of popular songs which was what she knew best, old Flemish ballads, and French and Italian canzoni ; those songs of which every hamlet possesses one special to itself. " For I am not educated," she said ; " Mademoiselle must see that. I do all this by the ear. It is not music ; it is nothing but ignorance. These are the chants WHITELADIES. 399 du peuple, and I am nothing but one of the peuple, me. I am tr6s-peuple. I never pretend otherwise. I do not wish to de- ceive you, M. 'Erbert, nor Mademoiselle." " Deceive us ! " cried Herbert. " If we could imagine such a thing, we should be dolts indeed." Giovanna raised her head and looked at him, then turned to Miss Susan, whose knitting had dropped on her knee, and who, without thought, I think, had turned her eyes upon the group. " You are right, Monsieur 'Erbert," she said, with a strange malicious laugh, " here at least you are quite safe, though there are much of persons who are traitres in the world. No one will deceive you here." She laughed as she spoke, and Miss Susan clutched at her knitting and buried herself in it, so to speak, not raising her head again for a full hour after, during which time Herbert and Giovanna talked a great deal to each other. And Eeine sat by, with an incipient wonder in her mind which she could not quite make out, feeling as if her aunt and herself were one fac- tion, Giovanna and Herbert another ; as if thftre were all sorts of secred threads which she could not unravel, and intentions of which she knew nothing. The sense of strangeness grew on her so,, that she could scarcely believe she was in Whiteladies, the home for which she had sighed so long. This kind of dis- enchantment happens often when the hoped-for becomes actual, but not always so strongly or with so bewildering a sense of something unrevealed, as that which pressed upon the very soul of Reine. Next morning Giovanna, with her child on her shoulder, came out to the gate to see them drive away. " You will not stay more long than to-morrow," she said. " How we are go- ing to be dull till you come back ! Monsieur 'Erbert, Made- moiselle Reine, you promise — not more long than to-morrow ! It is two great long days ! " She kissed her hand to them, and little Jean waved his cap, and shouted ** Vive M. 'Erbert ! " as the carriage drove away. " What a grace she has about her I " said Herbert. " I never saw a woman so graceful. After all, it is a bore to go. It is astonishing how happy one feels, after a long absence, in the mere sense of being at home. I am sorry we promised ; of course we must keep our promise now." 400 WHITELADIES. ** I like it rather," said Keine, feeling half ashamed of herself. " Home is not what it used to be ; there is something strange, something new ; I can't tell what it is. After all, though Ma- dame Jean is very handsome, it is strange she should be there." " Oh, you object to Madame Jean, do you ? " said Herbert. " You women are all alike ; Aunt Susan does not like her either. I suppose you cannot help it ; the moment a woman is more attractive than others, the moment a man shows that he has got eyes in his head But you cannot help it, I sup- pose. What a walk she has, and carrying that child like a feather ! It is a great bore this visit to the Hatch, and so soon." " You were pleased with the idea ; you were delighted to accept the invitation," said Reine, injudiciously, 1 must say. " Bah ! one's ideas change ; but Sophy and Kate would have been disappointed," said Herbert, with that ineffable look of complaisance in his eyes. And thus from Scylla, which he had left, he drove calmly on to Charybdis, not knowing where he went. was WHITELADIES. 401 was CHAPTER XLII. 'HERE had been great preparations made for Herbert's re- ception at the Hatch. 1 say Herbert's — for Reine, though she had been perforce included in the invitation, not even considered ai\y more. After the banquet at Whiteladies the sisters had many consultations on this subject, and there was indeed very little time to do anything. Sophy had been of opinion at first that the more gay his short visit could be made the better Herbert would be pleased, and had contemplated an impromptu dance, and I don't know how many other diversions ; but Kate vas wiser. It was one good trait in their characters, if there was not very much else, that they acted for each other with much disinterestedness, seldom or never entering into personal rivalry. " Not too much the first time," said Kate ; " let him make acquaintance with us, that is the chief thing." " But he mightn't care for us," objected Sophy. " Some people have such bad taste." This was immediately after the Whiteladies dinner, after the moonlight walk and the long drive, when they were safe in the sanctuary of their own rooms. The girls were in their white dressing gowns, with their hair about their shoulders, and were taking a light refec- tion of cakes and chocolate before going to bed. " If you choose to study him a little, and take a little pains, of course he will like you," said Kate. ** Any man will fall in love with any woman, if she takes trouble enough." " It is very odd to me," said Sophy, " that with those opinions you should not be married, at your age." " My dear," said Kate seriously, " plenty of men have fallen in love with me, only they have not been the right kind of men. I have been too fond of fun ; and nobody that quite suited has come in my way since I gave up amusing myself. The Barracks so near is very much in one's way," said Kate, with a sigh. " One gets used to such a lot of them about ; and you can always have your funj whatever happens; and till you are driven to it, it seems odd to make a fuss about one. But what AA 402 WHITELADIES. ym have got to do is easy enough. He is as innocent as a baby, and as foolish. No woman ever took the trouble, I should say, to look at him. Ypu have it all in your own hands. As for Reine, I will look after Reine. She is a suspicious little thing, but I'll keep her out of your way." " What a bore it is ! " said Sophy, with a y iwn. " Whv should we be obliged to marry more than the men are 1 It isn'u fair. Nobody finds fault with them, though they have dozens of affairs ; but we're drawn over the coals for a nothing, a bit of fun. I'm sure I don't want to marry Bertie, or any on^. I'd a great deal rather not. So long as one has one's amuse- ment, it's jolly enough." " If you could always be as young as you are now," said Kate oracularly ; " but even you are beginning to be pass^e, Sophy. It's the pace, you know, as the men say — you need not make faces. 'The moment you are married you will be a girl again. As for me, I feel a grandmother." " You are old," said Sophy compassionately ; and indeed you ought to go first." "I am just eighteen months older than you are," said Kate, rousing herself in self-defence, " and with your light hair, you'll go off sooner. Don't be afraid ; as soon as I have got you off my hands I shall take care of myself But look here ! What you've got to do is to study Herbert a little. Don't take him up as if he were Jack or Tom. Study him. There is one thing you never can go wrong in with any of them," said this experienced young woman. " Look as if you thought him the cleverest fellow that ever was ; make yourself as great a fool as you can in comparison. That flatters them above everything. Ask his advice, you know, and that sort of thing. The greatest fool I ever knew," said Kate reflectively, '* was Fenwick, the adjutant. I made him wild about me by that." ' " He would need to be a fool to think you meant it," said Sophy scornfully ; " you that have such an opinion of yourself." " I had too good an opinion of myself to have anything to say to Atm, at least ; but it's fun putting them in a state," said Kate, pleased with the recollection. This was a sentiment which her sister fully shared, and they amused themselves with reminiscences of several such dupes ere they separated. Perhaps even the dupes were scarcely such dupes as these young WHITELADIES. 403 ladies thought ; I ut any how, they had never boon, as Kate said, " the right sort of men." Dropmore, &c., were always to the full as knowing as their pretty adversaries, and were not to be beguiled by any such specious pretences. And to tell the truth, I am doubtful how far Kate's science was genuine. I doubt whether she was unscrupulous enough and good-tem- pered enough to carry out her own programme ; and Sophy certainly was too careless, too feather-brained, for any such scheme. She meant to marry Herbert because his recommend- ations were great, and because he lay in her way, as it were, and it would be almost a sin not to put forth a hand to ap- propriate the gifts of Providence ; but if it had been necessary to " study " him, as her sister enjoined, or to give great pains to his subjugation, I feel sure that Sophy's patience and resolu- tion would have given way. The charm in the enterprise was that it seemed so easy ; Whiteladies was a most desirable ob- ject ; and Sophy, longing for fresh woods and pastures new, was rather attracted than repelled by the likehhood of having to spend the winters abroad. Mr. Farrel-Austin, for his part, received the young head of his family with anything t'^t delight. He had been unable, in ordinary civility, to contrad lot the invitation his daughters had given, but took care to express his sentiments on the subject next day very distinctly — had they carad at all for those senti- ments, which I don't think they did. Their schemes, of course, were quite out of his range, and were not communicated to him ; nor was he such a self-denying parent as to have been much consoled for his own loss of the family property by the possibility of one of his daughters stepping into possession of it. He thought it an ill-timed exhibition of their usual love of strangers, and love of company, and growled at them all day long until the time of the arrival, when he absented himself, to their great satisfaction, though it was intended as the crown- ing evidence of his displeasure. " Papa has been obliged to go out ; he is so sorry, but hopes you will excuse him till dinner," Kate said, when the girls came to receive their cousins at the door. " Oh, they won't mind, I am sure," said Sophy. " We shall have them all to ourselves, which will be much jollier." Herbert's brow clouded temporarily, for, though he did not love Mr. Farrel-Austin, he felt that his absence showed a want 404 WHITELADIES. of that " proper respect " which was due to the head of the house. But under the say ifiiluence of the girls the cloud speedily floated away. They had gone early, by special prayer, as their stay was to be so short ; and Kate had made the judi- cious addition of two men from the barracks to their little luncheon-party. " One for me, and one for Reine," she had said to Sophy, "which will leave you a fair field." The one whom Kate had chosen for herself was a middle-aged major, with a small property — a man who had hitherto afforded much " fun " to the party generally as a butt, but whose serious at- tentions Miss Farrel- Austin, at five-and-twenty, did not ab- solutely discourage. If nothing better came in the way, he might do, she felt. He had a comfortable income and a mild temper, and would not object to " fun." Eeine's share was a foolish youth, who had not long joined the regiment ; but as she was quite unconscious that he had been selected for her, Reine was happily free from all sense of being badly treated. He laughed at the jokes which Kate and Sophy made, and held his tongue otherwise — thus fulfilling all the duty for which he was told off. After this morning-meal, which was so much gayer and more lively than anything at Whiteladies, the new- comers were carried off to see the house and the grounds, upon which many improvements had been made. Sophy was Her- bert's guide, and ran before him through all the new rooms, showing the new library, the morning-room, and the other additions. " This is one good of an ugly modern place," she said. " You can never alter dear old Whiteladies, Bertie. If you did, we should get up a crusade of ?11 the Austins and all the antiquarians, and do something to you — kill you, I think ; unless some weak-minded person like myself were to interfere." " I shall never put myself in danger," he said, though per- haps 1 am not such a fanatic about Whiteladies as you others. " Don't !" said Sophy, raising her hand as if to stop his mouth. " If you say a word more I shall hate you. It is small to be sure ; and if you should have a very large family when you marry — " she went on, with a laugh — " but the Austins never have large families ; that is one part of the curse, I sup- pose your Aunt Augustine would say ; but for my part, I hate large families, and I think it is very grand to have a curse be- longing to us. It is as good as a family ghost. What a pity WHTTELADIES. 405 that the monk and the nun don't walk ! But there is some- thing in the great staircase. Did you ever see iti I never lived in Whiteladies, or I should have tried to see what it was." " Did you never live at Whiteladies 1 I thought when we were children " " Never for more than a day. The old ladies hate us. Ask us now, Bertie, there's a darling. Well ! he will be a darling if he asks us. It is the most delightful old house in the world, and I want to go." " Then I ask you on the spot," said Herbert. " Am I a dar- Hng now 1 You know," he added, in a lower tone, as they went on, and separated from the others, " it was as near as pos- sible being yours. Two years ago no one supposed I should get better. You must have felt it was your own ? " " Not once," said Sophy. " Papa's, perhaps — but what would that have done for us 1 Daughters marry and go away — it never would have been ours ; and Mrs Farrel-Austin won't have a son. Isn't it provoking ? Oh, she is only our step- mother, you know — it does not matter what we say. Papa could beat her ; but I am so glad, so glad," cried Sophy, with a glow of smiles, " that instead of papa, or that nasty little French boy, Bertie, it is you, our cousin, whom we are fond of! — I can't tell you how glad I am." i ' " Thanks," said Herbert, clasping the hand she held out to him, and holding it. It seemed so natural to him that she should be glad. " Because," said Sophy, looking at him with her pretty blue eyes, " we have been sadly neglected, Kate and I. We have never had any one to advise us, or tell us what we ought to do. We both came out too young, and were thrown on the world to do what we pleased. If you see anything in us you do»'t like, Bertie, remember this is the reason. We never had a brother. Now, you will be as near a brother to us as any one could be. We shall be able to go and consult you, and you will help us out of our scrapes. I did so hope, before you came, that we should be friends ; and now I think we shall," she said, giving a little pressure to the hand which still held hers. Herbert was so much affected by this appeal that it brought the tears to his eyes. 406 WHITELADIRS. '* I think wo shall, indeed," he aaid warmly, — " nay, we are It would be a stranse fellow, indeed, who would not be glad to be brother, or anything else, to a girl like you." " Brother, not anything else," said Sophy, audibly but softly. " Ah, Bertie ! you can't uiink how glad I am. As soon as we saw you, Kate and I could not help feeling what an advantage Reine had over us. To have you to refer to always — to have you to talk to — instead of the nonsense that we girls are always chattering to each other." " Well," said Herbert, more and more pleased, " I suppose it is an advantage ; not that I feel myself particularly wise, I am sure. There is always something occurring which shows one how little one knows." " If you feel that, imagine how we must feel," said Sophy, " who have never had any education. Oh, yes, we have had just the same as other girls ! bu^p not like men — not like you, Bertie. Oh, yoi: need not be modest. I know you haven't been at the University to waste your time and get into debt, lilce so many we know. But you have done a great deal bettor. You have read and you have thought, and Reine has had all the advantage. I almost hate Reine for being so much better off than we are." " But really," cried Herbert, laughing half with pleasure, half with a sense of the incongruity of the praise, " you give me a great deal more credit than I deserve. I have never been very much of a student. I don't know that I have done much for Reine — except what one can do in th ; way of conversation, you know," he added, after a pause, feeling that after all it must, have been this improving conversation which had made his sis- ter what she was. It had not occurred to him before, but the moment it was suggested — ^yes, of course, that was what it must be. " Just what I said," cried Sophy ; " and we never had that advantage. So if you find us frivolous, Bertie " " How could I find you frivolous ? You are nothing of the sort. I shall almost think you want me to pay you compli- ments — ^to say what I think of you." " I hate compliments," cried Sophy." " Here we are on the lawn, Bertie, and here are the others. What do you think of it. We have had such trouble with the grass — now, I think it WHITELADIRS. 407 r. WO are is rathor nice. It haH boon rollod and wati^rod and mown, and rolled and watered and mown again, almont evory day." "It is the best croquet-ground in the county," said the Mf^or ; and why shouldn't we have a game ? It is pleasant to be out of doors suclt a lovely day." This was assent(3d to, and the otherR wont in-doors for their hats ; but Sophy stayed. " 1 have got rid of any complexion I ever had," she said. " I am alway« out of doors, The sun must have got tired of burning mo, 1 am so brown already," and she put up two white, pink fingered hiMids to her white and pink cheeks. She was one of those blondes of satin-skin who are not easily affected l)y the elements. Herbert laughed, and with the priviU^ge of cousinship took hold of one of the pink tips of her finger, and looked at the hand. " Is that what you call brown ?" he said. " We have just come from the land of brown beauties, and I ought to know. It is the colour of milk, with roses in it/' and the young man, who was not used to paying compliments, blushed as he made his essay ; which was more than Sophy, experienced in the commodity, felt any occasion to do. " Milk of roses," she said," laughing j " that is a thing for the complexion. I don't use it, Bertie. I don't use anything of the kind. Men are always so dreadfully knowing about girls' dodges — ." The word slipped out against her will, for Sophy felt that slang was not expedient, and she blushed at this slip, though she had not blushed at the compliment. Her- bert did not, however, discriminate. He took the pretty suf- fusion to his own account, and laughed at the inadvertent word. He thought she put il in inverted commas, as a lady should ; and when this is done, a word of slang is piquant now and then as a quotation. Besides, he was far from being a purist in language. Kate, however, the unselfish, thoughtful elder sister, sweetly considerate of the young beautv, brought out Sophy's hat with her own, and they began to play. Her- bert and Reine were novices, unacquainted (strange as the con- fession must sound) with this universally popular game ; and Sophy stepped into the breach, and took them both on her side. " I am the best player of the lot," said Sophy calmly. You know I am. So Bertie and Ileine shall come with me ; and beat us if you can ! " said the yoimg champion ; and if the 408 WHITELADIES. reader will believe me, Sophy's boast came true. Kate, indeed, made a brave stand ; but the Major was middle-aged, and the young fellow was feeble, and Herbert showed an unsuspected genius for the game. He was quite pleased himself by his success ; everything, indeed, seemed to conspire to m^ke Her- bert feel how clever he was, how superior he was, what an acquisition was his society ; and during the former part of his life it had not been so. Like one of the great philosophers of modern times, Herbert felt that those who appreciated him so deeply must in themselves approach the sublime. Indeed, I fear it is a little mean on my part to take the example of that great philosopher, as if he were a rare instance ; for is not the foolishest of us of the same opinion ? " Call me wise, and I will allow you to be a judge," says an old Scotch proverb. Herbert was ready to think all these kind people very good judges who so magnified and glorified himself. In the evening there was a very small dinner party ; again two men to balance Kate and Keine, but not the same men — persons of greater weight and standing, with Farrel- Austin himself at the foot of his own table. Mrs. Farrel- Austin was not well enough to come to dinner, but appeared in the draw- ing-room afterwards ; and when the gentlemen came up stairs, appropriated Reine. Sophy, who had a pretty little voice, had gone to the piano, and was singing to Herbert, pausing at the end of every verse to ask him, " Was it very bad ? Tell me what you dislike most, my high notes or my low notes, or my execution, or what 1" while Her».u*t, laughing and protesting, gave vehement praise to all. " I don't dislike anything. I am delighted with every word ; but you must not trust to me, for indeed I am no judge of music." " No judge of music, and yet fresh from Italy !" cried Sophy, with flattering contempt. While this was going on, Mrs. Farrel-Austin drew Reine close to her sofa. " I am very glad to see you, my dear," she said, "and so far as I am concerned, I hope you will come often. You are so quiet and nice ; and all I have seen of your Aunt Susan I like, though I know she does not lika us. But I hopr, my dear, you won't get into the racketing set our girls are so fond of. I should be very sorry for that ; it would be bad for your brother. I don't mean to say anything against Kate and Sophy. They are very lively and very strong, and it WH1TELADIE8. 409 suits them, though in somo things I think it is bad for them too. But vour brother sould never stand it, my dear ; I know what bad health is, and I can see that he is not strong still." " Oh, yes," said Reine eagerly. " He has been going out in the world a great deal lately. I was frightened at first ; but I assure you he is quite strong." Mrs. Farrel-Austin shook her head. •* I know what poor health is," she said, " and however strong you may get, you never can stand a racket. I don't suppose for a moment that they mean any harm, but still I should not like anything to happen in this house. People might say — and your Aunt Su- san would be sure to think — It is very nice, I suppose, for young people ; and of course at your age you are capable of a great deal of racketing ; but I must warn you, my dear, it's ruin for the health." " Indeed, I don't think we have any intention of racketing." " Ah, it is not the intention that matters," said the invalid. " I only want to warn you, my dear. It is a very racketing set. You should not let yourself be drawn into it, and quietly, you know, when you have an opportunity, you might say a word to your brother. I dare say he feels the paramount value of health. Oh what should I give now if I had only been warned when I was young ! You cannot play with your health, my dear, with impunity. Even the girls, though they are so strong, have headache and things which they oughtn't oo have at their age. But I hope you will come here often, you are so nice and quiet — not like the most of those that come here." " What is Mrs. Austin saying to you, Reine 1 " asked Kate. " She told me I was nice and quiet," said Reine, thinking that in honour she was bound not to divulge the rest ; and they both laughed at the moderate compliment. " So you are," said Kate, giving her a little hug. " It is re- freshing to be with any one so tranquil — and I am sure you will do us both good." Reine was not impressed by this as Herbert was by Sophy's pretty speeches. Perhaps the praise that was given to her was not equally well chosen. The passionate little semi-French girl (who had been so ultra-English in Normandy) was scarcely flattered by being called tranquil, and did not feel that to do Sophy and Kate good by being " nice and quiet" was a lofty 410 WHITELADIES. mission. What did a racketing set mean ? she wondered. An in- voluntary prejudice against the house rose in her mind, and this opened her eyes to something of Sophy's tactics. It was rather hard to sit and look on and see Herbert thus fooled to the top of his bent. When she went to the piano beside them Sophy grew more rational ; but still she kept referring to Herbert, consult- ing him. " Is it like this they do it in Italy 1 " She sang, executing a " shake" with more natural sweetness than science. " Indeed, I don't know, but it is beautiful," said Herbert. " Ask Reine." " Oh, Reine is only a girl like myself. She will say what she thinks will please me. I have fai more con- fidence in a gentlemen," cried Sophy ; " and above all in you, Bertie, who have promised to be a brother to me," she said in a lower tone. ** Did I promise to be a brother 1 " said poor foolish Herbert, his heart beating with vanity and pleasure. And the evening passed amid these delights. WHITELADIES. 411 An in- ,nd this rather I top of lygrew lonsult- le fiang, science, [erbert. f. She )re con- in you, said in id poor leasure. CHAPTER XLVIII. felt that he was a prize worth anybody's pursuit, and liked to hear that such and such ladies were "after him." The Duke of Ptarmigan had a daughter or two, and Sir Billy Trotter's sister might do worse, her friends thought. Herbert smoothed an incipient moustache, late in growing, and consequently very precious, and felt a delightful complaisance steal over him. And he knew that Sophy, his cousin, did not despise him ; I am not sure even that the young coxcomb was not aware that he might have the pick of either of the girls, if he chose ; which also, though Kate had never thought on the subject, was true enough. She had faith- fully given him over to her younger sister, and never interfered; but if Herbert had thrown his handkerchief to her, she would have thought it sinful to refuse. When he thought on the sub- ject, which was often enough, he had a kind of lazy sense that this was what would befall him at last. He would throw his handkerchief some time when he was at the Hatch, and where- soever tlie chance wind might flutter it, there would be his fate. He did not really care much whether it might happen to be Sophy or Kate. When he came home, however, these thoughts would float away out of his mind. He did not think of marrying, though WH1TKLADIE8. 417 Miss Augustine spoke to him on the subject every day. He thought of something else, which yet was not so far different ; he thought that nowhere, in society or out of it, had he seen any one like Giovanna. " Did you ever see such a picture ? " he would say to Eeine. " Look at her ! Now she's sculpture, with that child on her shoulder. If the boy was only like herself, what a group they'd make ! I'd like to have Marochetti, or some of those swells, down, to make them in marble. And she'd paint just as well. By Jove, she's all the arts put together. How she does sing ! Patti and the rest are nothing to her. But I don't understand how she could be the mother of that boy." Giovanna came back across the lawn, having swung the child from her shoulder on to the fragrant grass, in time to hear this, and smiled and said, " He does not resemble me, does he 1 Ma- dame Suzanne, M. Herbert remarks that the boy is not dark as me. He is another type — yes, another type, n'est ce pas ! " " Not a bit like you," said Herbert. " I don't say anything against Jean, who is a dear little fellow ; but he is not like you." " Ah ! but he is the heir of M. Herbert, which is better," cried Giovanna with a laugh, " until M. Herbert will marry. Why will not you marry and range yourself? Then the little Jean and the great Giovanna will melt away like the fogs. Ah, marry, M. Herbert ! it is what you ought to do." " Are you so anxious, then, to melt away like the fog ? — like the sunshine, you mean." said the young man in a low voice. They were all in the porch, but he had gone out to meet her, on pretence of playing with little Jean. " But no," said Giovanna smiling, " not at all. I am very well here ; but when M. Herbert will marry, then I must go away. Little Jean will be no more the heir." " Then I shall never marry," said the young man, though still in tones so low as not to reach the ears of the others. Gio- vanna turned her face towards him with a mocking laugh. '' Bah ! already I know Madame Herbert's name, her little name ! " she cried, and picked up the boy with one vigorous easy sweep of her beautiful arms, and cairied him off, singing to him — hke a goddess, Herbert thought, like the nurse of a young Apollo. He was dreadfully disconcerted with this sud- den withdrawal, and when Miss Augustine, coming in, addressed BB 418 WHIT£LADI£S. bim in her usual way, he turned from her pettishly, with an impatient exclamation, — •' I wish you would give over," he said ; " you are makine a joke of a serious matter. You are putting all sorts of folSes into people's heads." It was only at Whiteladies, however, that he entertained this feeling. When he was away from home he would now and then consider the question of throwing the handkerchief, and made up his mind that there would be a kind of justice in it if the petit nom of the future Mrs. Herbert turned out to be either Sophy or Kate. Things went on in this way until, one day in August, it was ordained that the party, with its usual military attendants, should vary its enjoyments by a day on the river. They started from Water Beeches, Everard's house, in the morning, with the intention of rowing up the river as far as Marlow, and returning in the evening to a late dinner. The party consisted of Kate and Sophy, with their father, Reine and Herbert, Everard himself, and a quantity of young soldiers, with the wife of one of them, four ladies, to wit, and an indefinite num- ber of men. They started on a lovely morning, warm yet fresh, with a soft little breeze blowing, stirring the long flags and rushes, and floating the water-lillies that lurked among th'eir great leaves in every corner. Reine and Everard had not seen much of each other for some time. From the day he went off in an injured state of mind, reminding them half indignantly that they knew where to find him when he was wanted, they had met only two or three times, and never had spoken to each other alone. Everard had been in town for the greater part of the time, purposely taking himself away, sore and wounded, to have, as he thought, no notice taken of him ; while Reine, on her part, was too proud to make any advances to so easily af- fronted a lover. This had been in her mind, restraining her from many enjoyments, when both Herbert and Miss Susan thought her " quite happy." She was " quite happy," she al- ways said ; did not wish to go to town, preferred to stay at Whiteladies, had no desire to go to Court and to make her debut in society, as Miss Susan felt she should. Reine resisted, being rather proud and fanciful and capricious, as the best of girls may be permitted to be under such circumstances ; and she WHITELADIES. 19 bad determinedly made herself " happy " in her country life, with such gaieties and amusements a ame to her naturally. I think, however, that she had lookea forward to this day on the river, not without a little hope, born of wearine ;s, that something might happen to break the ice between Evcrard and herself. By some freak of fortune, however, or unkind arrange- ment, it so happened that Reine and Everard were not even in the same boat when th3y started. She thought (naturally) that it was his fault, and he thought (equally naturally) that it was her fault ; and each believed that the accident was a pren^edi- ted and elaborately schemed device to hold the other off. T leave the reader to guess whether this added to the pleasure of the party, in which these two, out of their different boats, watched each other when they could, and alternated between wild gaiety put on when each was within sight of the other, to show how little either minded — and fits of abstraction. The morning was beautiful ; the fair river glided past them, here shining like a silver shield, there falling into heavenly coolness under the shadows, with deep liquid tones of green and brown, with glorified reflections of every branch and twig, with forests of delicious growth ^called weeds) undernertth its clear rippling, throwing up long blossomed boughs of ntarry flowers, and in the shallows masses of great cool flags and beds of water-lillies. This was not a scene for the chills and heats of a love-quarrel, or for the perversity of a voluntary separation. And X think Everard felt this, and grew impatient of the foolish caprice which he thought was Reine's, and which Reine thought was his, as so aften happens. When they started in the cooler afternoon, to come down the river, he put her almost roughly into his boat. " You are coming with me this time," h^ said in a half savage tone, gripping her elbow fiercely ^vs he caught her op. Ler way to the other, and almost lifted her into his boat. Reine half-resisted for the moment, her face flaming with respondent wrath ; but melted somehow by his face so near her, and his imperative grasp, she allowed herself to be thrust into the little nutshell which she knew so well, and which (or its predecessors) had been called " Queen " for years, thereby acquiring for Everard a character for loyalty which Reine knew he did not deserve, though he had nover told her so. The mo- 420 WHJTELADIKS. ment she had taken her place there, however, Reine justified all Everard's sulks by immediately resuming towards him the old toue. If she had not thus recovered him as her vizier and right-hand man, she would I presume, have kept her anxiety in her own breast. As it was, ho had scarcely placed her on the cushions, when suddenly, without a pause, without one special word to him, asking pardon (as she ought) for her naughtiness, Reine said suddenly, " Everard ! oh, will you take care, please, that Bertie does not row 1 " ■ He looked at her wholly aggravated, but half-laughing. " is this all I am ever to be good for ? " he said ; " not a word for me, no interest in me. Am I to be Bertie's dry-nurse all my life? And is this all? " She put her hand softly on his arm, and drew him near to to her, to whisper to him. In that moment all Reine's coldness all her doubts of him had floated away, with a suddeimess which I don't pretend to account for, but which belonged to her impulsive character (and in her heart I do not believe she had ever had the least real doubt of him, though it was a kind of dis- mal amusement to think she had). She put up her face to him, with her hand on his arm. " Speak low," she said. *' Is there any one I could ask but you ? Everard, he has done too much already to-day ; don't let him row." Everard laughed. He jumped out of his boat and spoke to the other men about, confidentially, in undertones. *' Don't let him see you mean it," he said ; and when he had oettled this piece of diplomacy, he came back and pushed off his own boat into mid stream. " The others had all got settled," he said, " I don't see why I should run upon your messages, and do everything you tell me, and never get anything by it. Mrs Sellinger has gone with Kate and Sohpy, who have much more need of a chaperone than you have : and for the first time I have you to myself, Reine." Reine had the strings of the rudder in her hands, and could have driven him back, I think, had she liked ; but she did not. She let herself and the boat float down the pleasanter way. " I don't mind," she said softly ; " for a long time I have had no talk with you — since we came home." " And whose fault is that, I should like to know ? " cried Everard, with a few long swift strokes carrying the boat almost "and was a WHITELADIKS. 421 out of eight of the larger one, which had not yet started. " How cruel you are, Reine ! You say that as if I was to blame ; when you know all the time if you had but held up a little finger " " Why should I hold up a little finger ? " said Reine softly, leaning back in her seat. But there was a smile on her face. It was true, she acknowledged to herself. She had known it all the time. A little finger, a look, a word would have done it, though she had made believe to be lonely and dreary, and half- forsaken, ind angry even. At which, as the boat glided down the river in the soft shadows after sunset, in the cool greynesa of the twilight, she smiled again. But before 'they reached the Water Beeches, these cool soft shades had given way to a sudden cold mist, what country peo- ple call a " blight." It was only then, I think, that these two recollected themselves, leaving saucy messages for their com- panions, and it was only when they got safely within sight of Everard's house, and felt the coldness of the " blight" stealing through them, that they recollected to wonder what had kept the others so long. Then Reine grew frightened, unreasonably, as she felt, fantastically, for was not Herbert quite well 1 but yet beyond her own power of control. " Turn back, and let us meet them," she begged ; and Everard though unwilling, could not refuse to do it. They went back through the growing darkness, looking out eagerly for the party. " That cannot be them," said Everard, as the long sweep of oars became audible. " It must be a racing boat, for I hear no voices." They lay close by the bank and watched, Reine in an agony of anxiety, for which she could give no reason. But sure enough it was the rest of the part y^, rowing quickly down, very still and frightened. Herbert had insisted upon rowing, in spite of all remonstrances, and just a few minutes before had been found half-fainting over his oar, shivering and breathless. *• It is nothing — it is nothing," he gasped when he saw Reine, " and we are close at home." But his heart panted so, that this was all he could say. 422 WHITELADIES. CHAPTER XLIV. ^7 HAT a dismal conclusion it was of so merry a day ! '*' Herbert walked into the house, indeed, leaning upon •^^ Everard's arm, and when some wine had been admin- istered to him, declared himself better, and endeavoured to prove that he was quite able to join them at supper, and that it was nothing. But his pale face and panting breast belied his words, and after a while he acknowledged that perhaps it would be best to remain on the sofa in the drawing-room, while the others had their meal. Reine took her place by him at once, though indeed Sophy, who was kind enough, was ready and even anxious to do it. But in such a case the bond of kin is always paramount. The doctor was sent for at once, and Everard went and came from his guests at the dinner«table, to his much more thought of guests in the cool, silent drawing- room, where Reine sat on a low chair by the sofa, holding her brother's hand, and fanning him to jive him air. " All right, old fellow ! " poor Bertie said, whenever Eve- rard's anxious face appeared; but when Reine and he were left alone, he panted forth abuse of himself and complaints of Providence. " Just as I thought I was all right — whenever I felt a little freedom, took a little liberty " " Oh Bertie," said Reine, " yoi; know you should not have done it. Dear, don't talk now to make it worse. Lie still, and you'll be better. Oh Bertie ! have patience, have patience, dear!" " To look like a fool ! " he gasped ; " never good for any- thing. No — ^more — strength than a baby ! and all those fellows looking on." " Bertie, they are all very kind, they are all very sorry. Oh, how can you talk of looking like a fool 1 " " I do," he said ; " and the girls too ! — weaker, weaker than any of them. Sorry ! I don't want them to be sorry ; and old Farrel gloating over it. Oh God ! I can't bear it— I can't bear it, Reine." WHITKLADIKS. 42n " Bertie, be still — do you hear me 1 This is weak, if you please ; this is unlike a man. You have done too much, and overtired yourself, is this a reason to give up heart, to abuse everybody, to blaspheme " "It is more — than being overtired," he moaned ; "feel my heart, how it goes ! " " Yes, it is a spasm," said Reine, taking upon her a compo- sure and confidence she did not feel. *' You have had the same before. If you want to be better, don't talk ; oh, don't talk, Bertie. Be stiP, be quite still ! " And thus she sat, with his hand in hers, softly fanning him ; and half in exhaustion, half soothed by her words, he kept silent. Reine had harder work when the dinner was over, and Sophy and Kate fluttered into the room, to stand by the sofa, and worry him ^"^ith questions. " How are you now ? Is your breathing easier ? Are you better, Bertie 1 oh say you are a little better ! We can never, never forgive ourselves for keeping you out so late, and for lettine you tire yourself so." " Please don't make him talk," cried Reine. " He is a little better. Oh, Bertie, Bertie, dear, be still. If he is quite quiet, it will pass off all the sooner. I am not the least frightened," she said, though her heart beat loud in her throat, belying her words ; but Reine had seen Farrel-Austin's face, hungry and eager, over his daughters' shoulders. " He is not really so bad ; he has had it before. Only he must, he must, be still. Oh, Sophy, for the love of heaven, do not make him speak ! " " Nonsense — I am all right," he said. " Of course he can speak," cried Sophy triumphantly ; " you are making a great deal too much fuss, Reine. Make him eat something, that will do him good. There's some grouse. Eve- rard, fetch him some grouse — one can eat that when one can eat nothing else — and I'll run and get him a glass of cham- pagne." " Oh, go away — oh, keep her away ! " cried Reine, joining her hands in eager supplication. Everard, to whom she looked, shrugged his shoulders, for it was not so easy a thing to do. But by dint of patience the room was cleared at last ; and though Sophy would fain have returned by the open window, "just to say good-bye," as she 424 WHITKLADIES. said, " aud to cheer Bertie up, for they were all making fTES. did not observe these phenomena, poor boy, though the windows were open. He thought they were long of coming (as indeed they were), and was fretful, feeling himself neglected, and eager to get home. Whiteladies immediately turned itself into an enchanted palace, a castle of silence and quiet. The young master of the house was as if he had been transported suddenly into the Arabian nights. Everything was arranged for his comfort, for his amusement, to make him forget the noisier pleasures into which he had plunged **!-' so much delight. When he had got over his sombre and painful disappointment, I don't think poor Herbert, accustomed to an invalid existence, disliked the Sybarite seclusion in which he found himself. He had the most careful and tender nurse, watching every look ; and he had (which I suspect was the best of it) a Slave — an Odalisque, a creature devoted to his pleasure — his flatterer, the chief source of his amusement, his dancing-girl, his singing-woman, a whole band of entertainers in one. This I need not say was Giovanna. At last her turn had come, and she was ready to take advantage of it. She did not interfere with the nursing, having, perhaps few faculties that way, or perhaps (which is more likely) feeling it wiser not to invade the province of the old servants and the anxious relatives. But she took upon her to amuse Herbert, with a success vhich none of the others could rival She was never anxious ; she did not look at him with those longing eager eyes which, even in the depths of their love, convey alarm to the mind of the sick. She was gay and bright, and took the best view of everything feeling quite confident that all would be well ; for, indeed, though she liked him well enough, there was no love in her to make her afraid. She was perfectly patient, sitting by him for hours, always ready to take any one's place, ready to sing to him, to read to him in her indifferent English, making him gay with her mistakes, and joining in the laugh against herself with unbroken good-humour. She taught little Jean tricks to amuse the invalid, and made up a whole series of gymnastic evolutions with the boy, tossing him about in her beautiful arms, a picture of elastic strength and grace. She was, in short — there is no other word for it — not Herbert's nurse or companion, but his slave ; and there could be littk- WHITELADIES. itr doubt that it was the presence and ministrations of this beauti- ful creature which made him so patient of his confinement. And he was quite patient, as contented as in the days when he had no thought beyond his sick room, notwithstanding that now he spoke continually of what he meant to do when he was well. Giovanna cured him of anxiety, made everything look bright to him. It was some time before Miss Susan or Reine suspected the cause of this contented state, which was so good for him, and promoted his recovery so much. A man's nearest friends are slow to recognise or believe that a stranger has more power over him than themselves ; but after a while they did perceive it with varying and not agreeable sentiments. I cannot venture to describe the thrill of horror and pain with which Miss Susan found it out. It was while she was walking alone from the village, at the corner of Priory Lane, that the thought struck her suddenly ; and she never forgot the aspect of the place, the little heaps of fallen leaves at her feet, as she stood still in her dismay, and, like a revelation, saw what was coming. Miss Susan uttered a groan so bitter, that it seemed to echo through the air, and shake the leaves from the trees, which came down about her in a shower, for it was now September. " He will marry her I " she said to herself ; and the consequences of her own sin, instead of coming to an end, would be prolonged for ever, and affect unborn generations. Reine naturally had no such horror in her mind ; but the idea of Giovanna's ascendancy over Herbert was far from agreeable to her, as may be supposed. She struggled hard to dismiss the idea, and she tried what she could to keep her place by her brother, and so resist the growing influence. But it was too late for such an effort ; and indeed, I am afraid, involved a sacrifice not only of herself, but of her pride, and of Herbert's affection, that was too much for Keine. To see his looks cloud over, to see him turn his back on her, to hear his querulous questions, " Why did not she go out t Was not Everard wait- ing? Could not she leave him a little freedom, a little time to himself 1 " — all this overcame his sister. . " He will marry Giovanna," she said, pouring her woes into the ear of her betrothed. " She must want to marry him, or she would not be there always, she would not behave as she is doing." mmvatSSi 428 WHITELADIES. " He will marry whom he likes, darling, and we can't stop him," said Everard, which was poor consolation. And thus the crisis slowly drew near. In the meantime another event, utterly unexpected, had fol- lowed that unlucky day on the river, and had contributed to leave the little romance of Herbert and Giovanna undisturbed. Mr. Farrei-Austin caught cold in the " blight " that fell upon the river, or in the drive home afterwards ; nobody could ex- actly tell how it was. He caught cold, which brought on con- gestion of the lungs, and in ten daye, taking the county and all his friends utterly by surprise, and himself no less, to whom such a thing seemed incredible — was dead. Dead ; not ill, nor in danger, but actually dead — a thing which the whole district gasped to hear, not finding it possible to connect the idea of Farrel-Austin with anything so solemn. The girls drove over twice to ask for Herbert, and had been admitted to the morn- ing-room, the cheerfuUest room in the house, where he lay on his sofa, to see him, and had told him lightly (which was a consolation to Herbert, as showing him that he was not alone in misfortune) that papa was ill too, in bed and very bad. But Sophy and Kate were, like all the rest of the world, totally unprepared for the catastrophe which followed ; and they did not come back, being suddenly plunged into all the solemn horror of an event so deeply affecting their own fortunes, as well as such aflfections as they possessed. Thus, there was not even the diversion of a rival to interrupt Giovanna's oppor- tunity. Farrel- Austin's death affected Miss Susan in the most extraordinary way, so that all her friends were thunderstruck. She was overwhelmed ; was it by grief for her enemy 1 When she recived the news, she gave utterance to a wild and terrible cry, and rushed up to her own room, whence she scarcely ap- peared all the rest of the day. Next morning she presented to her astonished family a countenance haggard and pale, as if by years of suffering. What was the cause ? Was it Susan that had loved him, and not Augustine (who took the information very calmly), or what was the secret of this impassioned emo- tion ? No one could say. Miss Susan was like a woman dis- traught for some days. She would break out into moanings and weeping when she was alone, in which indulgence she was more than once surprised by the bewildered Reine. This was WUITULADIES. 429 too extraordinary to be accounted for. Was it possible, the others asked themselves, that her enmity to Farrel-Austin had been biit a perverse cloak for another sentiment 1 I give these wild guesses, because they were at their wits' end, and had not the least clue to the mystery. So bewildered were they, that they could show her little sympathy, and do nothing to com- fort her ; for it was monstrous to see her thus afilicttd. Gio- vanna was the only one who seemed to have any insight at this moment into the mind of Miss Susan. I think even she had but a dim realisation of how it was. But she was kind, and did her best to show her kindness ; a sympathy which Miss Susan revolted the rest by utter rejection of, a rejection almost fierce in its rudeness. " Keep me free from that woman — keep her away from me ! " she cried wildly. " Aunt Susan," said Reine, not without reproach in her tone, " Giovanna wants to be kind." " Oh, kind ! What has come to us that I must put up with her kindness ? " she cried, with her blue eyes aflame. Neither Keine nor any of the others knew what to say to this strange new phase in Miss Susan's mysterious conduct. For it was apparent to all of them that some mystery had come into her life, into her character, since the innocent old days when her eyes were as clear and her brow, though so old, as unruffled as their own. Day by day Miss Susan's burden was getting heavier to bear. Parrel's death, which removed all ^ barriers except the one she had herself put there, between ' Everard and the inheritance of Whiteladies ; and this growing fascination of Herbert for Giovanna, which she seemed incap- able of doing anything to stop, and which, she cried out to herself in the silence of the night, she never, never would per- mit herself to consent to, and could not bear ; — these two things together filled up the measure of her miseries. Day by day the skies grew blacker over her, her footsteps were hemmed in more terribly ; until at last she seemed scarcely to know what she was doing. The bailiff addressed himself to Everard in a kind of despair. " I can't get no orders," he said. " I can't get nothing rea- sonable out of Miss Austin ; whether it's ar^wi^ueness, or what, none of us can tell." And he gave Everard an inquisitive ^r i 4S0 WHITELADIES. look, as if testing him how far he might go. It was the opinion of the common people that Augustine had been mad for years ; and now they thought Miss Susan was showing signs of the same jaalady. " That's how things goes when it's in a family," the village said. Thus the utmost miserable endurance, and the most foolish imbecile happiness lived together under the same roof, vaguely conscious of each other, yet neithe" fathoming the other's depths. Herbert, like Reine and Everard, perceivea that something was wrong with Miss Susan ; but being deeply or cupied with his own affairs, and feeling that absolute unim- portance of anything that could happen to his old aunt in comparison — was not much tempted to dwell upon the idea, or to make any great effort to penetrate the mystery ; while she, still more deeply preoccupied with her wretchedness, fearing the future, yet fearing still more to betray herself, did not realise how quickly affairs were progressing, nor how far they had gone. It was not till late in September that she at last awoke to the fact. Herbert was better, almost well again, the doctor pronounced, but sadly shaken and weak. It was a damp rainy day, with chills in it of the waning season, dreary showers of yellow leaves falling with every gust, and all the signs that an early ungenial autumn, without those gorgeous gildings of decay which beguile us of our natural regrets, was closing in, yellow and humid, with wet mists and dreary rain. Everything dismal that can happen is more dismal on such a day, and any diversion which can be had indoors to cheat the lingering hours is a double blessing. Herbert was as usual in the morning-room, which had been given up to him as the most cheerful, Reine had been called away to see Everard, who, now that the invalid was better, insisted upon a share of her attention ; and she had left the room all the more reluctantly that there was a gleam of pleasure in her brother's eye as she was summoned " Giovanna will stay with me," he said, the colour rising in his pale cheeks ; and Reine fled to Everard, red with mortification and sorrow and anger, to ask hrm for the hundredth time, " Could nothing be done to stop it — could nothing be done 1 " Miss Susan was going about the house from room to room, feverishly active in some things by way of making up, perhaps, WHITELADIES. 431 for the half-conscious failing of her powers in others. She was restless, and could not keep still to look out upon the flying leaves, the dreary blasts, the grey dismal sky ; and the rain prevented her from keeping her miserable soul still by exercise out of doors, as she often did now, contrary to all use and wont. She had no intention in her mind when her restless feet turned the way of Herbert's room. She did not know that Giovanna was there, and Reine absent. She was not suspicious more than usual, neither had she the hope or fear of finding out anything. She went mechanically that way, as she might have gone mechanically through the long turnings of the passage to the porch, where Reine and Everard were looking out upon the dismal autumn day. When she opened the door, however, listlessly, she saw a sight which woke her up like a trumpet. Giovanna was sitting upon a stool close by Herbert's sofa. One of her hands he was holding tenderly in his ; with the other she was smoothing back his hair from his forehead, caressing him with soft touches and soft words, while he gazed at her with that melting glow of sentimentality — vanity or love, or both together, in his eyes — which no spectator can ever mistake. As Miss Susan went into the room, Giovanna, who sat with her back to the door, bent over him and kissed him on the forehead, murming as she did so into his bewitched and delighted ear. The looker-on was petrified for the first moment ; then she threw up her hands, and startled the lovers with a wild shrill cry. I think it was heard all over the house. Giovanna jumped up from her stool, and Herbert started upright on his sofa ; and Reine and Everard, alarmed, came rushing from the porch. They all gazed at Miss Susan, who stood there as pale as marble, gasping with an attempt to speak. Herbert for the moiaent was cowed and frightened by the sighc of her ; but Giovanna had perfect possession of her faculties. She faced the new- comers with a blush which only improved her beauty, and laughed. "Eh bien !" she cried, " you have then found out, Madame Suzanne ? I am content, me. I am not fond of to deceive. Speak to her, mon * Erbert, the word is to thee," " Yes, Aunt Susan," he said, trjdng to laugh too, but blushing, a hot uneasy blush, not like Giovanna's. " I beg your pardon t i ,1 432 WHITELADIES. Of course I ought to have spoken to you before ; and equally of course now you see what has happened without requiring any explanation. Giovanna, whom you have been so kind to, is going to be my wife." Miss Susan once more cried out wildly in her misery. " It cannot be — it shall not be ! I will not have it ! " she said. Once more Giovanna laughed, not offensively, but with a good-natured sense of fun. " Mon Dieu 1 " she said, " what can you do ? Why should not we be bons amis 1 You cannot do anything, Madame Suzanne. It is all fixed and settled ; and if you will think, it is for the best, it will arrange all." Giovanna had a real desire to make peace, to secure de VamitiSf as she said. She went across the room towards Miss Susan, holding out her hand. And then for a moment a mortal struggle went on in Susan Austin's soul. She repulsed wildly, but mechanically, the offered hand, and stood there motionless, her breast panting, all the powers of nature startled into intensity, and such a conflict and passion going on within her as made her blind and deaf to the world outside. Then suddenly she put her hand upon the nearest chair, and drawing it to her, sat down, opposite to Herbert, with a nervous shiver running over her frame. She put up her hand to her throat, as if to tear away something which restrained or suffocated her ; and then she said, in a terrible, stifled voice, " Herbert ! first you must hear what I have got to say." WHITELADIES. 433 CHAPTER XLV. lOVANNA looked at Miss Susan with surprise, then with a little ap*)rehension. It was her turn to bo uneasy. " Que voulez-vous 1 que voulez-vous direl" she said under her breath, endeavouring to catch Miss Susan's eye. Miss Susan was a great deal too impassioneit and absorbed even to notice the disturbed condition of her adversary. She knew her- self to be surrounded by an eager audience, but yet in her soul she was alone, insensible to everything, moved only by a pas- sionate impulse to relieve herself, to throw off the burden which was driving her mad. She did not even see Giovanna, who, after walking round behind Herbert, trying to communicate by the eyes with the woman whom all this time she had herself subdued by covert threats, sat down at last at the head of the sofa, putting her hand, which Herbert took into his, upon it. Probably this sign of kindness stimulated Miss Susan, thpugh I doubt whether she was conscious of it, something having laid hold upon her which was beyond her power to resist. " I have a story to tell you, children," she said, pulling in- stinctively with her hand at the throat of her dress, which seemed to choke her, " and a confession to make. I have been good, good enough in my way, trying to do my duty most of my life ; but now at the end of it I have done wrong, and sinned against you all. God forgive me ! and I hope you'll forgive me. I've been trying to save myself from the — exposure — from the shame, God help me ! I have thought of myself, when I ought to have thought of you all. Oh, I've been punished ! I've been punished ! But perhaps it is not yet too late. Oh, Herbert, Herbert ! my dear boy, listen to me !" " If you are going to say anything against Giovanna, you will lose your time. Aunt Susan," said Herbert; and Giovanna leaned on the arm of the sofa and kissed his forehead again in thanks and triumph. •* What I am going to say first is against myself," said Miss* Susan. " It is three years ago — a little more than three years ;. 00 ' 434 WHTTKTiADIRK. Fuirel-Austiii, who is deiul, curnt; ami told mo that he bad found the missing people, the Austins whom you have heard of, whom I had sought for so long, and that he had made some bargain with them, that they should withdraw in his favour You were very ill then, Herbert, thought to be dying ; and Farrel-Austin — poor man, he is dead ! — was our enemy, it was dreadful, dreadful to think of him coming here, being the master of the place. That was my sin to begin with. 1 thought I could bear anything sooner than that." Augustine came into the room at this moment. She came and went so noiselessly that no one even heard her ; and Miss Susan was too much absorbed to note anything. The new comer stood still near the door behind her sister, at first be- cause it was her habit, and then, I suppose, in sympathy wi*;h the motionless attention of the others, and the continuance, without a pause, of Miss Susan's voice. " I meant no harm ; I don't know what I meant I went to break their bargains, to show them the picture of the house, to make them keep their rights against that man. It was wicked enough. Farrel-Austin's gone, and God knows what was be- tween him and us ; but to think of him here made me mad, and I went to try and break the bargain. I own that was what I meant It was not Christian-like ; not what your Aunt Augustine, who is as good as an angel, would have approved of; but it was not wicked, not wicked, if I had done no more than that ! " When I got there," said Miss Susan, drawing a long breath, I found them willing enough ; but the man was old, and his son was dead, and there was nothing but daughters left. In the room with them was a daughter, a young married woman, a young widow " " Yes, there was ma," said Giovanna. " To what good is all this narrative, M&dame Suzanne 1 Me, I know it before, and Monsieur 'Erbert is not amused ; look, he yawns. We have assez, assez, for to-day." " There was her ; sitting in the room, a poor, melancholy, neglected creature; and there was the other young woman, Gertrude, pretty and fair, like an English girl. She was — going to have a baby," said Miss Susan, even at that moment hesitating iu her old maidliness before she said it, her old face WHITRLADIES. 4n^ colouring softly. " The devil put it into my hoad all at onco. It was not premeditated ; I did not make it up in my mind. All at once, all at once the devil put it into my head ! I said suddenly to the old woman, to old Madame Austin, ' Your daughter-in-luw is in the same condition 1 ' She was sitting down crouched in a cormer. She was said to be sick. What was more natural," cried poor Miss Susan, looking round, " than to think that was the cause 1 " Perhaps it was the first time she had thought of this excuse. She caught at the idea with heat and eagerness, appealing to them all. " What more natural than that I should think so ? She never rose up; I could not see her. di, children," cried Miss Susan, wringing her hands, " I cannot tell how much or how little wickedness there was in my first thought ; but an- swer !PP, wasn't it natural 1 The old woman took me up in a moment, took up more — yes, I am sure — more than I meant. She drew me away to her room, and there wo talked of it. She did not say to me distinctly that the widow was not in that way. '' We settled," she said after a pause, with a shiver and gasp before the words, " that anyhow — if a boy camer-it was to be Giovanna's boy and the heir." Herbert made an effort at this moment to relinquish Gio- vanna's hand, which he had been holding all the time ; not, I believe, because of this information which he scarcely under- stood as vet, but because his arm was cramped remaining so long in the same position ; but she, as was natural, understood the movement otherwise. She held him for a second, then tossed his hand away and sprang up from her chair. " Apr^s 1 " she cried, with an insolent laugh. Madame Suzanne, you radotez, you are too old. This goes without saying that the boy is Giovanna's boy." " Yes, we know all this," said Herbert pettishly. " Aunt Susan, I cannot imagine what you are making all this fuss and looking so excited about. What do you mean ? What is all this about old women and babies ? I wish you would speak out if you have anything to say. Giovanna, come here." ** Yes," she said, throwing herself on the sofa beside him ; "yes, mon 'Erbert, mon bien-aim6. You will not abandon me, whatever any one may aay ?" P 48H WHITELADrE8. ** Herbert," cried Miss Susan, " let her alone, let her alone, for God's sake ! She is guilty, guiltier than I am. She made a pretence as her mother-in-law told her, pretended to be ill, pretended to have a child, kept up the deceit — how can I tell now long 1 — till now. Gertrude is innocent, whose baby was taken ; she thought it died, poor thing ! but Giovanna is not innocent. All she has done, all she has said, has been lies, lies I The child is not her child ; it is not the heir. She has thrust herself into this house, and done all this mischief, by a lie. She knows it ; look at her. She has kept her place by threat- ening me, by holding my disgrace before my eyes ; and now Herbert, my poor boy, my poor boy, she will ruin you. Oh, put her away, put her away ! " Herbert rose up, trembling in his weakness. " Is this true, Giovanna 1 " he said, turning to her piteously. " Have you anything to say against it ? Is it true ) " Reine, who had been standing behind, listening with an amazement beyond the reach of words, came to her brother's side, to support him at this terrible moment ; but he put her away. Even Miss Susan, who was the chief sufferer, fell into the back-ground. Giovanna kept her place on the sofa defiant, while he stood before her, turning his back upon the elder of- fender, who felt this mark of her own unimportance even ia the fever of her excitement and passion. ** Have you nothing to say against it ? " cried Herbert, with anguish in his voice. " Giovanna ! Giovanna ! is it true ? " Giovanna shrugged her shoulders impatiently. " Mon Dieu," she said, " I did what I was told. They said to me, ' Do this,' and I did it ; was it my fault 1 It was the old woman who did all, as Madame Suzanne says " " We are all involved together, God forgive us I " cried Miss Susan, bowing her head into her hands. Then there was a terrible pause. They were all silent, all waiting to hear what Herbert had to say, who, by reason of being most deeply involved, seemed suddenly elevated into the judge. He went away from the sofa where Giovanna was, and in front of which Miss Susan was sitting, as far away as he could get, and began to walk up and down the room in his ex- citement. He took no further notice of Giovanna, but after a moment, pausing in his angry march^ said suddenly, " It was WHITELADIE8. 487 alone, I made beiU, [I I tell by was k is not J8, lies ! ) thrust y a lie. threat- nd now u. Oh, his true, [ave you with an brother's B put her , fell into |a defiant, elder of- le even ij cried Miss silent, all _ reason of sd into the a was, and iway as he in his ex- , but after « It was all on Farrel-Austin's account you plunged into crime like this 1 Silence, Reine ! it is crime, and it is she who is to blame. What in the name of heaven had Farrel-Aiistin done to you that you should avenge yourself upon us all like this 1 " " Forgive me, Herbert ! " said Miss Susan faintly ; " he was to have married Augustine, and he forsook her, jilted her, shamed her, my only sister. How could I see him in this house ? " And theri again there was a pause. Even Reine mad., no advance to the culprit, though her heart began to beat loudly, and her indignation was mingled with pity. Giovanna sat gloomy, drumming with her foot upon the carpet. Herbert had resumed his rapid pacing up and down. Miss Susan sat in the midst of them, hopeless, motionless, her bowed head hidden in her hands, every help and friendly prop dropped away from her, enduring to the depths the bitterness of her punishment, } ^t perhaps, with a natural reaction, asking herself, was there none, none of all she had been kind to, capable of a word, a look, a touch of pity in this moment of her downfall and uttermost need ! Both Everard and Seine felt upon them that strange spell which often seems to freeze all outward ac- tion in a great emergency, though their hearts were swelling. They had both made a forward step ; when suddenly the mat- ter was taken out of their hands. Augustine perhaps was more slow than any of them, out of her abstraction and musing, to be roused to what was being said. But the last words had sup- plied a sharp sting of retJity which woke her fully, and helped her to understand. As soon as she had mastered it, she went up swiftly and silently to her sister, put her arms round her, and drew away the hands in which she had buried her face. " Susan," she said, in a voice more real and more living than had been heard from her lips for years, " I have heard every- thing. You have confessed your sin, and God will forgive you. Come with me." " Austine ! Austine ! " cried poor Miss Susan shrinking, dropping to the floor at the feet of the immaculate creature who was to her as a saint. " Yes, it is I," said Augustine. "Poor Susan ! and I never knew ! God will forgive you. Come vath me." i 438 WHITELADIE& "Yes," said the other, the elder and stronger, with the humility of a child ; and she got up from where she had thrown herself, and casting a pitiful look upon them all, turned round and gave her hand to her sister. She was weak with her ex- citement, and exhausted as if she had risen from a long illness. Augustine drew her sister's hand through her arm, and without another word led her away. Reine rushed after them, weeping and anxious, the bonds loosed that seemed to have congealed her. Augustine put her back, not unkindly, but with decision. " Another time, Eeine. She is going with me." They were all so overawed by this sudden action that even Herbert stopped short in his angry march, and Everard, who opened the door for their exit, could only look at them, and could not say a word. Miss Susan hung on Augustine's arm, broken, shattered, feeble ; an old woman, worn out and faint- ing. The recluse supporting her, with a certain air of strength and pride, strangely unlike her nature, walked on steadily and firmly, looking, as was her wont, neither to the right hand nor the left. All her life Susan had been her protector, her sup- porter, her stay. Now their positions had changed all in a mo- ment. Erect and almost proud she walked out of the room, holding up the bowed-down, feeble figure upon her arm. And the young people, all so strangely, all so differently affected by this extraordinary revelation, stood blankly together and looked at each other, not knowing what to say, when the door closed. None of the three Austins spoke to or looked at Giovanna, who sat on the sofa, still drumming with her foot upon the carpet. When the first blank pause was over, Reine went up to Herbert and put her arm through his. " Oh, forgive her ! forgive her !" she cried. " I will never forgive her," he said wildly ; " she had been the cause of it all. Why did she let this go on, my God ! and why did she tell me now ? " Giovanna sat still, beating her foot on the carpet, and neither moved nor spoke. As for Susan and Augustine, no one attempted to follow them. No one thought of anything further than a withdrawal to their rooms of the two sisters, united in a tenderness of far older date than the memories of the young people could reach ; and I don't even know whether the impulse that made them both WHITELADTES. 4;]}) turn though the long passage towards the porch was the same. I don't suppose it was, Augustine thought of leading her peni- tent sister to the Almshouse chapel, as she would have wished should be dune to herself in any great and sudden trouble ; whereas an idea of another kind entered at once into the mind of Susan, which, beaten down and shaken as it was, began already to recover a little after having thrown oflf the burden. She paused a moment in the hall, and took down a grey hood which was hanging there, like Augustine's, a covering which she had adopted to please her sister on her walks about the roads near home. It was the nearest thing at hand, and she caught at it, and put it on, as both together with one simultan- eous impulse they bent their steps to the door. I have said that the day was damp and dismal and hopeless, one of those days which make a despairing waste of a leafy country. Now and then there would come a miserable gust of wind, carrying floods of sickly yellow leaves from all the trees, and in the intervals a small mizzling rain, not enough to wet anything, coming like spray in the wayfarers' faces, filled up the dreary moments. No one was out of doors who could be in ; it was worse than a storm, bringing chill to the marrow of your bones, weighing heavy upon your soul. The two old sisters, without a word to each other, went out through the long passage, through the porch in which Miss Susan had sat and done her knitting so many summers through. She took no farewell look at the fami- liar place, made no moan as she left it. They went out cling- ing to each other, Augustine erect and almost proud, Susan bowed and feeble, across the sodden wet lawn, and out at the y^^^tle gate in Priory Lane. They had done it a hundred and a thousand times before ; they meant, or at least Miss Susan meant, to do it never again ; but her mind was capable of no regret for Whiteladies. She went out mechanically, leaning on her sister, yet almost mechanically directing that sister the way Susan intended to go, not Augustine. And thus they set forth into the autumn weather, into the mists, into the solitary world. Had the departure been made publicly, with solemn farewells and leavetakings, ihey would have felt it far more deeply. As it was, they scarcely felt it at all, having their minds full of other things. They went along Priory Lane, wading through the yellow leaves, and along the road to the village, where Au- 440 WHp'ELADlES. gustine would have turned to the left, the way to the Alms- houses. They had not spoken a word to each other, and Miss Susan leant almost helplessly in her exhaustion upon her rhter ; but nevertheless she swayed Augustine in the opposite direction across the village street. One or two women came out to the cottage doors to look after them, It was a curious sight, instead of Miss Augustine, grey and tall and noiseless, whom they were all used to watch in the other direction, to see the two grey figures going on silently, one so bowed and aged as to be unre- cognisable, exacth the opposite way. " She has got another with "her, an old 'un," the women said to each other, and rubbed their eyes and were not half sure that the sight was real. They watched the two figures slowly disappearing round the crmer. It came on to rain, but the wayfarers did not qiicken their pace. They proceeded slowly on, neither saying a word to ^/ne other, indifferent to the rain, and to the yellow leaves that tumbled on their path. So, I suppose, with their heads bowed, and no glance behind, the first pair may have gone desolate out of Paradise. But they were young, and life was before them ; whereas Susan and Augustine, setting out forlorn upon their new existence, were old, and had no heart for another home and another life. WHITELADIES. 441 CHAPTER XLVI. HEN a number of people have suddenly been brought together accidentally, by such an extrRordinary inci- dent as that I have attempted to describe, it is almost as difficult for them to separate as it is to know what to do or what to say to each other. Herbert kept walking up and down the room, dispelling, or thinking he was dispelling, his wrath and excitement in this way. Giovanna sat on the sofa motionless, except her foot, with which she kept on beating the carpet. Reine, after trying to join herself to her brother, as I have said, and console him, went back to Everard, who had gone to the window, the safest refuge for the embarrassed and dis- turbed. Rpiine went to her betrothed, finding in him that refuge which is so great a safeguard to the mind in all circumstances. She was very anxious and unhappy, but it was about others, not about herself ; and though there was a cloud of disquietude and painr upon her, as she stood by Everard's side, her face turned towards the others, watching for any new event, yet Reine's mind had in itself such a consciousness of safe anchor- age, and of a refuge beyond any one's power to interfere with, that the very trouble which had overtaken them seemed to add a fresh security to her internal well-being. Nothing that any- one could say, nothing that anyone could do, could interfere between her and Everard ; and Everard for his part, with that unconscious selfishnes ii deux, which is like no other kind of selfishness, was not thinking of Herbert or Miss Susan, but only of his poor Reine, exposed to this agitation and trouble. " Oh, if I could only carry y vU away from it all, my poor darling ! " he said in her ear. Reine said, " Oh, hush, Everard, do not think of me," feeling indeed that she was not the chief sufferer, nor deserving in the present case of the first place in any one's sympathy ; yet she was comforted. "Why does not she go away ^ — oh, if she would but go away ! " cried R«ine, and stood thus watching , consoled by her lover, anxious and vigilant, but yet not the person most deserving of pity, as she herself felt. 442 WH1TPXADIE8. While they thus remained as Miss SuciLi had left them, not knowing how to get themselves dispersed, there came a sudden sound of carriage wheels and loud knocking at the great door on the other side of the house, the door by which all strangers approached. " Oh, as if we were not bad enough already, here are visi- tors ! " cried Reine. And even Herbert seemed to listen, irri- tated by the unexpected commotion. Then followed the sound of loud voices, and a confused colloquy. " I must go and re- ceive them^ whoever it is," said Reine, with a moan over her fate. After a while steps were heard approaching, and the door was thrown open suddenly. " Not here, not here," cried Reine, running forward. " The drawing-room, Stevens." " Beg pardon, ma'am," said Stevens flushed and angry. " It ain't my fault. I can't help it. They won't be kept back, Miss Reine," he cried, bending his head down over her. ** Don't be frightened. It's the hold foreign gent " " Not here," cried Reine again. " Oh, whom did you say ? Stevers, I tell you not here." " But he is here ; the hold foreign gent," said Stevens, who seemed to be suddenly pulled back from behind by somebody following him. If there had been any laughter in hes^ I think Reine would have laughed ; but though the impulse gleamed across her distracted mind, the power was wautmg. And there suddenly appeared facing her, in the place of Stevens, two people who took ftom por • Reine all inclination to laugh. One of them was an old man, spruce and dapper, in the elaborate travelling wraps of a foreigner of the bourgeois class, with a comforter tied round hi« neck, and a large great coat with a hood to it. The other was a young woman, fair and full, with cheeks momentarily paled by weariness and agitation, but now and then dyed deep with rooy colour. These two came to a momentary stop in their eager career, to gaze at Reine ; but finally pushing past her, to her great amazement got before her into the room which she had been defending from them. " I seek Madame Suzanne ! I seek the lady ! " said the old man. At the sound of his voice Giovanna sprang to her feet ; and as soon as they got sight of her, the two strangers made a startled pause. Then the young woman rushed forward and laid hold of her by the arm. WHITELADIES. 443 " Mon b^b6 ! moii enfant ! donne-moi mon b6b6 ! " she said. " Eh bien, Gertrude ! c'est toi ! " cried Giovanna. She was roused in a moment from the quiescent state, sullen or stupefied, in which she had been. She seemed to rise full of sudden energy and new life. " And the bon papa too ! Tiens, this is something of extraordinary ; but unhappily Madame Suzanne has just left us, she is not here. Suffer me £o present to my beau-p^re, M. Herbert ; my belle-sceur Gertrude, of whom you have just heard. Give yourself the trouble to sit down, my parents. This is a pleasure very unattended. Had Madame Suzanne known — she talked of you toute k I'heure — no doubt she would have stayed " " Giovanna," cried the old man trembling, "you know, you must know, why we are here. Content this poor child, and restore to her her baby. Ah, traitre ! her baby, not thine. How could I be so blind — how could I be so foolish — and you so criminal, Giovanna 1 Your poor belle-m^re has been ill, has been at the point of death, and she has told us all." " Mon enfant ! " cried the young woman clasping her hands. " My b6b6, Giovanna ; give me my b6b6, and I pardon thee all." " Ah ! the belle-m^re has made her confession, then 1 " said Giovanna. "O'est 9a 1 Poor belle-m^rel and poor Madame Suzanne ! who has come to do the same here. But none say ' Poor Giovanna.' Me, I am criminal, va 1 I am the one whom all denounce ; but the others, they are then my victims, not I theirs i " " Giovanna, Giovanna, I debate not with thee," cried the old man. " We say nothing to taee, nothing ; we blame not, nor punish. We say, give back the child — ah, give back the child ! Look at her, how her colour changes, how she weeps ! Give her her b6b6. We will not blame, nor say a word to thee, never ! " " No ! you will but leave me to die of hunger," said Giovanna, " to die by the roads, in the fields, qu'importe ? I am out of the law, me. Yet I have done less ill than the others. They were old, they had all they desired ; and I was young, and miserable, and made mad — ah, ma Gertrude ! by thee too, gentle as thou look'st, even by thee I "; Giovahna, Giovanna ! " cried Gertrude throwing herself at her feet. Her pretty upturned face looked round and innocent, m II 444 V/HITELADrES. <( Give like a child's and the big tears ran down her cheeks, me my b6b6, and I will ask your pardon on my knees." Giovanna made a pause, standing upright, with this stranger clinging to her dress, and looked round upon them all with a strange mixture of scorn and defiance and emotion. " Mes- sieurs," she said, " and mademoiselle '. you see what proof the bon Dieu has sent of all Madame Suzanne said. Was it my doing 1 No ! I was obedient, I did what I was told ; but, voyons ! it will bo 1 who shall suffer. Madame Suzanne is safe. You can do nothing to her ; in a little while you will lole her again, as before. The belle-m<^re, who is wicked, wickedest of all, gets better, and one calls her poor bonne- maman, pauvre petite mere ! But me ! I am the one who shall be cast away, I am the one to be punished ; here, there, every- where, I shall be kicked like a dog — yes, like a dog ! All the pardon, the mis^ricorde will be for them — ^for me the punish- ment. Because I am the most weak ! because I am be the slave of all — because I am the one who has excuse the most ! *' She was so noble in her attitude, so giand in her voice and expression, that Herbert stood and gazed at her like one spill- bound. But I do not think she remarked this, being for the moment transported out of herself by a passionate outburst of feeling — sense of being wronged — pity for herself, defiance of her enemies ; and a courage and resolution mingling with all, which, if not very elevated in their origin, were intense enough to give elevation to her looks. What an actress she would have made ! Everard thought regretfully. He was already very pitiful of the forsaken creature at whom every one threw a stone. " Giovanna, Giovanna ! " cried the weeping Gertrude, cling- ing to her dress, " hear me ! I will fvorgive you, I will love you. But give me my b6b6, Giovanna, give me my child ! " Giovanna paused again, looking down upon the baby face, all blurred with crying. Her own face changed from its almost tragic form to a softer aspect. A kind of pity stole over it, then another and stronger sentiment. A gleam of humour came into her eyes. " Tenez," she said, " I go to have my revenge ! " and drawing her dress suddenly from Gertrude's clasp, she went up to the bell, rang it sharply, and waiting, facing them all with a smile, " Monsieur Stevens," she said WHITELADIES. 445 with the most enchanting courtesy, when the butler appeared, " will you have the goodness to bring to me, or to send to me, my boy, the little master Jean 1 " After she had given this order she stood still waiting, all the profounder feeling of her face disappearing into an illumination of gaiety and fun, which none of the spectators understood. A few minutes elapsed while this pause lasted. Martha, who th vught Master Jean was being sent for to see company, hastily invested him in his best frock and ribbons. " And be sure you make your bow pretty, and say how do do," said innocent Martha, knowing nothing of the character of the visit, nor of the tragical change which had suddenly come upon the family life. The child came in with all the boldness of the household pet into the room in which so many excited people were wait- ing for him. His pretty fair hair was dressed according to the tradition of the British nursery, in a great flat curl on the top of his little head. He had his velvet frock on, with scarlet rib- bons, and looked, as Martha proudly thought, " a little gentle- man," every inch of him. He looked round him with chilrUsh complaisance as he came in, and made his little salute as Gio- vana had taught him. But when Gertrude rushed towards him, as she did at once, and throwing herself on her kn^es be- side him, caught him in her arms and covered him with kisses, little Jean was taken by violently surprise. A year's interval is eternity to such a baby. He knew nothing about Gertrude. He cried, struggled, fought to be free, and finally struck at her with his sturdy little fists. " Mamma, mamma ! " cried little Jean, holding out appeal- ing arms to Giovanna, who stood at a little distance, her fine nostrils expanded, a smile upon her lip, a gleam of mischief in her eyes. " He will know me" said the old man, going to his daughter's aid. " A moment, give him a moment, Gertrude. A moi, Jeanot, k moi ! Let him go, ma fiUe. Give him a moment to recollect himself; he has forgotten perhaps his language. Jeanot, my child, come to me ! ' Jean paid no attention to these blandishments. When Ger- trude, weeping, released by her father's orders her tight hold of the child, he rushed at once to Giovanna's side, and clung to 446 WHITELADIES. her dress, and hid his face in its folds. " Mamma, mamma, take Johnny ! " he said. Giovanna stooped, lifted him like a feather, and tossed him up to her shoulder with a look of triumph. " There thou are safe, no one can touch thee," she said ; and turning upon her discomfited relations, looked down upon them both with a smile. It was her r rengp nd she enjoyed it with all her heart. The child clung t '^ lasping both his arms round hers, which she had raised ti, h.\d<\ 'nm fast. She laughed aloud — a laugh which startled ^y v.'!}-^, and woke the echoes all about. " Tiens ! " she said in un r gay voice, ** whose child is he now ? Take him if you will, Gertrude, you who were always the first, who knew yourself in babies, who were more beloved than the stupid Giovanna. Take him, then, since he is to thee ! " What a picture she would have made, standing there with the child, her ^reat eye» flashing, her bosom expanded, looking down upon the plebeiai pair before her with a triumphant smild ! So Everard thought, who had entirely ranged himself on Giovanna's side ; and so thought poor Herbert, looking at her with his heart beating, his whole being in a ferment, his temper and his nerves worn to their utmost. He went away trembling from the sight, and beckoned Reine to him, and threw himself into a chair at the other end of the room. " What is all this rabble to us ? " he cried querulously, when his sister answered his summons. " For heaven's sake, clear the house of strangers — get them away." " All, Herbert ? " said Reine frightened. He made no further reply, but dismissed her with an im- Eatient wave of his hand, and taking up a book, which she saw e held upside down, and which trembled in his hand, turned his back upon the new-comers who had so strangely invaded the house. As for these good people, they had nothing to say to this triumph of Giovanni. I suppose they had expected, as many iiiuocent persons do, that by mere force of nature the child would turn to those who alone had a right to him. Gtertrude, encumbered by her heavy travelling wraps, wearied, discouraged and disappointed, sat down and cried, her round face getting every moment more blurred and unrecognisable. M. Guil- laume, however, though tired too, and feeling this reception WHITELADIES. 447 very different from the distinguished une which he had received on his former visit, felt it necessary to maintain the family dignity. " I would speak with Madame Suzanne," he said turning to Reine, who approached. " Mademoiselle does not perhaps know that I am a relation, a next-of-kin. It is I, not the poor b^b^, who am the next to succeed. I am Guillaume Austin, of Bruges. I would speak with Madame Suzanne. She will know how to deal with this insens^e, this woman who keeps from my daughter her child." " My aunt is — ill," said Reine. " I don't thi"k she is able to see you. Will you come into another roon inC ^est, and I will speak to Giovanna. You must want to re^jj — ittle— and — something to eat " So far Reine's hospitable instincts carrT .vi bar; but when Stevens entered with a request from the dri\ er t the cab which had brought the strangers hither, to know '^h?^< he was to do, she could not make any reply to the look L^a. M. Guillaume save her. That look plainly implied a right to remain in the house, which made Reine tremble, and she pretended not to see that she was referred to. Then the old shopkeeper took it upon himself to send away the man. " Madame Suzanne would be uncontent, certainly uncontent, if I went away with- out to see her," he said ; " dismiss him then, mon ami. I will give you to pay " and he pulled out a purse from his pocket. What could Reine do or saj ? She stood trembling, wondering how it was all to be arranged, what she could do ; for though she was quite unaware of the withdrawal of Miss Susan, she felt that in this case it was her duty to act for her brother and herself. She went up to Giovanna softly, and touched her on the arm. " What are you going to do 1 " she said in a whisper. " Oh, Giovanna, have some pity upon us ! Get them to go away. My aunt Susan has been kind to you, and how could she see these people ? Oh, get them to go away ! " Giovanna looked down upon Reine, too, with the same triumphant smile. " You come also," she said, " Mademoiselle Reine, you, too ! to poor Giovanna, who was not good for any- thing. Bien ! It cannot be for to-night, but perhaps for to- morrow, for they are fatigued — that sees itself Gertrude, to ^.4 | 450 WHITELADIE8. was long and very fatiguing. He thought even that after din- ner he would retire at once, that he mjght be reinis for to- morrow. " And I hope, mademoiselle, that your villanous weather will se remettre," he added. " Bon Dieu, what it must be to live in this country ! When the house comes to me, I will sell it, monsieur. The money will be more sweet elsewhere than in this vieille maison delabr^e, though it is so much to you." " But you cannot sell it," said Reine, flushing crimson, " if it ever should come to you." "Who will prevent me ? " said M. Guillaume, " Ah, your mandit law of heritage ! Tiens ! then I will pull it down, mademoiselle," he said calmly, sipping the old claret, and mak- ingher a little bow. The reader may jud^^'e how agreeable M. Guillaume made himself with this kind of conversation. He was a great deal more at his ease than he had ever been with Miss Susan, of vhom he stood in awe. "After this misfortune, this surprise," he went on, " which has made so much to suffer my poor wife, it goes of my honour to take myself the place of heir. I cannot more make any arrangement, any bargain, monsieur perceives, that one should be able to say Guillaume Austin of Bruges deceived the world to put iiR his little son, against the law, to be the heir ! Oh these women, these women, how they are weak and wicked ! When I heard of it I wept. I, a man, an old ! my poor angel has so much suffered ; I forgave her when I heard her tale ; bat that m^chante, that Giovanna, who was the cause of all, iMtw could I forgive — and Madame Suzanne 1 Apropos, \?here is Madame Suzanne 1 She comes not, I set) her not. She is afraid, then, to present herself before me." This was more than Beine's self-denial could bear. " I do not know who you are," she cried indignantly. " I never heard there were any Austins who were not gentlemen. Do not dtop me, Everard. This house is m^ brother's house, and I am hiis representative. We have nothing to do with you, heir or not heir, and know nothing about your children, or your wife, or any one belonging to vou. For poor Giovanna's sake, though no doubt you nave dnven her to do wrong through your cruel^, jou shall have what you want for to night. Miss Susan Austin WHITELADIEa 451 if hicli lour aay ould ^orld Oh kedl tale J f all, jhere .he is afraid of you I Everard, I cannot stay any longer to hear my family and my home insulted. See that they have what they want ! " said the girl ablaze with rage and indignation. M. Guillaume, perhaps, had been taking too much of the old claret in his fatigue, and he did not understand lilndish very well when delivered with such force and rapidity. lie looked after her with more surprise than an^er, when Reine, a little too audibly in her wrath, shut behind her the heavy oak door. " Eh bien ? " he said. " Mademoiselle is irritable, n'est ce pas 1 And what did she mean, then, for Giovanna's sake ? " Everard hold it to be needless to explain Heine's innocent flourish of trumpets *n favour of the culprit. He said, " Ah, that is the question. What do you mean to do about Giovanna, M. Guillaume ? " " Do ! " cried the old man, and he made a coarse but forcible gesture, as of putting something disagreeable out of his mouth, ** she may die of hunger, as she said — by the road, by the fields — for anything she will get from me." N 't 452 WHITELADIES. CHAPTER XLVII. NEED not say that the condition of Whiteladies that evening was about as uncomfortable as could be conceived. Before dinner — a ceremonial at which Everard alone offi- ciated, with the new-comers and Giovanna, all of whom ate a very good dinner — it had been discovered that Miss Susan had not gone to her own room, but to her new house, from which a messenger arrived for Martha in the darkening of the winterly afternoon. The message was from Miss Augustine, written in her pointed, old-fashioned hand ; and requesting that Martha would bring everything her mistress required for the night ; Augustine forgot that she herself wanted anything. It was old John Sim- mons, from the Almshouses, who brought the note, and who told the household that Miss Augustine had been there as usual for the evening service. The intimation of this sudden re- moval fell like a tliunderbolt upon the house. Martha, crying, packed her little box, and went oflf in the early darkness, not knowing, as she said, whether she was " on her head or heels," and thinking every tree a ghost as she went along the unfami- liar road, through the misty dreary night. Herbert had retired to his room, where he would not admit even his sister, and Reine, sad and miserable, with a head-ache as well as a heart-ache, not knowing what was the next misfortune that might happen, wandered up and down all the evening through, fretting at Everard's long absence, though she had begged him to under- take the duties of host, and longing to see Giovanna and talk to her, with a desire that was half-liking and half-hatred. Oh, how dared she, how dared she live among them with such a secret on her mind ? Yet what was to become of her ? Reine felt with a mixture of contempt and satisfaction that, so far as Her- bert was concerned, Giovanna's chances were all over for ever. She flitted about the house, listening with wonder and horror to the sound of voices from the dining-room, which were cheer- ful enough in the midst of the ruin and misery that these peo- ple had made. Reine was no more just, no more impartial, WHITELADIES. 458 hat ired. offi- te a had Lch a berly aher irould istine iSim- . who i usual sn re- trying, 3S, not heels," nfami- •etired iBeine, le, not ^appen, jing at under- talkto fh,how secret tne felt ^sHer- >r ever, horror cheer- jse peo- [partial, than the rest. She said to herself " which these people had made," and pitied poor Miss Susan, whose heart was hroken b^ it, just as M. Guillaume pitied his suffering angel, his poor wife. Reine on her side threw all the guilt upon that suffering angel. Poor Giovanna had done what she was told, but it was the wretched old woman, the vulgar schemer, the wicked old Flem- ing who had planned the lie in all its details, and had the courage to carry it out. All Keine's heart flowed over with pity for the sinner who was her own. Poor Aunt Susan ! what could she be thinking ? how could she be feeling in the solitude of the strange new house ! No doubt believing that the chil- dren to whom she had been so kind had abandoned her. It was all Reine cqjild do to keep herself from going with Martha, to whom she gave a hundred messages of love. " Tell her I wanted to come with you, but could not because of the visitors. Tell her the old gentleman from Bruges— Bruges, Martha, you will not forget the name — came directly she had gone, and that I hope they are going away to-morrow, and that I will come to her at once. Give her my dear love, Martha," cried the girl, following Martha out to the porch, and standing there in the darkness watching her, while Miss Susan's maid walked out unwillingly into the night, followed by the under-gardener with her baggage. This was while the others were at dinner, and it was then that Reine saw the cheerful light through the great oriel window, and heard the voices sounding cheerful too, she thought, notwithstanding the strange scenes they had just gone through. She was so restless and so curious that she stole up- stairs into the musicians' gallery, to see what they were doing. Giovanna was the mistress of the situation still ; but she seemed to be using her power in a merciful way. The serious part of the dinner was concluded, and little Jean was there, whom Giovanna — throwing sweetmeats across the table to Gertrude, who sat with her eyes fixed upon her as upon a goddess — was beguiling into recollection of and friendship with the new- comers. "C'est Maman Gertrude; c'est ton autre maman," she was saying to the child. " Tiens, all the bonbons are with her. I have given all to her. Say * Maman Gertrude,' and she will give thee some." There was a strained air of gaiety and patronage about Giovanna, or so at least Reine thought, and she went away guiltily from this peep at them, feeling her- 454 WHITELADIES. self an eavesdropper, and thinking she saw Everard look up to the corner he too knew so well ; an 1 thus the evening passed, full of agitation and pain. When the strangers were got to their rooms at last, Everard found a little eager ghost, with great anxious eyes, upon the stairs waiting for him ; and they had a long eager talk, in whispers, as if anybody could hear them. " Giovanna is behaving like a brick," said Everard. " She is doing all she can to content the child with the new people. Poor little beggar ! I don't wonder he kicks at it. She had her little triumph, poor girl, but she's acting like a hero now. What do you think. Reins ? Will Herbert go on with it in spite of all ? " " If I were Herbert — " cried the girl — then stopped in her impulsive rapid outcry. " He is changed," she said, tears coming to her eyes. " He is ro longer my Bertie, Everard. No, we need not vex ourselves about that ; we shall never hear of it any more." " So much the better," said Everard ; " it never would have answered ; though one does feel sorry for Giovanna. Heine, my darling,. what a blessing that old Susan, God help her, had the courage to make a clean breast of it before these others came ! " " I never thought of that," said the girl, awestricken. " So it was, so it was ! It must have been Providence that put it into her head." " It was Hevbert's madness that put it into her head. How could he be sush a fool ! but it is curious, you know, what set both of them on it at the same time, that horrible old woman at Bruges, and her here. It looks like what they call a brain- wave/' said Everard, " though that throws a deal of light on the matter, don't it ? Queenie, you are as white as the China rose on the porch. I hope Julie is there to look after you, poor little queen ! I wonder why all this trouble should upon you." " Oh, what is it to me in comparison % " said the girl, almost indignant ; but he was so sorry for her, and his tender pity was in itself so sweet, that I think before they separated — her head still aching, though her heart was less sore — Keine, out of sym- pathy for him, had begun also to entertain a little pity for herself. The iaorning rose strangely on the disturbed household — rose My fall moi6 you are WHITELADIES. 455 My Id fall jtlmost by was imprudently, without the least compassion for them, in a blaze of futile, too early liunshine, which faded after the first half of the day. The light seemed to look in mocking at the empty rooms in which Susan and Augustine had lived all their lives. Reine was early astir, unable to rest ; and she had not been down-stairs ten minutes when all sorts of references were made to her. *' I should like to know, miss, if you please, who is to give the orders, if so be as Miss Susan have gone for good/* said Stevens ; and Cook came up immediately after with her arms wrapped in her apron. *' I won't keep you not five min- utes, miss ; but if Miss Susan's gone for good, I don't know as I can find it convenient to stay. Where there's gentlemen and a deal of company isn't like a lady's place, where there's a quiet life," said Cook. " Oh," said Reine, driven to her wits' end, " please, please, like good people, wait a little ! How can I tell what we must do 'i " The old servants granted Reine the ** little time " she begged, but they did it ungraciously and with a sure sense of supremacy over her. Happily she found a ^'^ariety of trays with coffee going up to the strangers' rooms, and found, to her great relief, that she would escape the misery of a breakfast with them ; and Francois brought a message from Herbert to the effect that he was quite well, but meant to stay in his room till ces gens-1^ were out of the house. " May I not go to him l " cried Reine. " Monsieur is quite well," Frangois replied ; " Mademoiselle may trust me. But it will be well to leave him till ce monsieur and ces dames have gone away." And Fran9ois too, though he was very kind to Ma- demoiselle Reine, gave her to understand that she should take precautions, and that Monsieur should not be exposed to scenes so trying ; so that the household, with very good intentions, was hard upon Reine. And it was nearly noon before she saw anything of the other party, about whose de- parture she was so anxious. At last about twelve o'clock, perilously near the time of the train, she met Giovanna on the stairs. The young woman was pale, with the gaiety and the triumph gone out of her. " I go to ask that the carriage may be ready," said Giovanna. " They will go at midi, if Made- moiselle will send the carriage." " Yes, yes," said Reine eagerly ; " but you are ill, Giovanna ; you are pale." She added half timidly, after a moment, " What are you going to do? " 456 WHITELADIES. Giovanna smiled with something of the bravado of the pre- vious day. "I will derange no one," she said ; " Mademoiselle need not fear. I will not seek again those who have deserted me. C'est petit, ga ! " she cried with a momentary outburst, waving her hand towards the door of Herbert's room. Then controlling herself, " That they should go is best, n'est ce pas ? I work for that. If Mademoiselle will give the orders for the carriage " "Yes, yes," said Eeine, and then in her pity she laid her hand on Giovanna's arm. " Giovanna, I am very sorry for you. I do not think you are the most to blame," she said. " Blame ! " said Giovanna, with a ?hrug of her shoulders, " I did as I was told." Then two big tears came into her eyes. She put her white, large, shapely hands on Reine's shoulders, and kissed her suddenly on both her cheeks. " You, you are good, you have a heart ! " she said ; " but to abandon the friends when they are in trouble, c'est petit, 9a ! " and with, that she turned hastily and went back to her room. Reine, breath- less, ran down-stairs to order the carriage. She went to the door with her heart beating, and stood waiting to see what would happen, not knowing whether Giovanna's kiss was to be taken as a farewell. Presently voices were hoard approaching, and the whole party came down-stairs ; the old man in his big coat, with his cache-nez about his ii^ck, Gertrude pale but happy, and last of all Giovanna, in her ui al household dress, with the boy on her shoulder. GertriRtf .«rried in her hand a large packet of bonbons, and got hastily into the carriage, while her father stood bowing and making his little farewell speeches to Reine and Everard. Giovanna coming after them with her strong light step, her head erect, and the child, in his little vel- vet coat with his cap and feather, seated on her shouldsr, his hand twisted in her hair, interested them more than all M. Guillaume's speeches. Giovanna went past them to the carriage door j she Jiad a flush upon her cheek which had been so pale. She put the child down upon Gertrude's lap, and kissed him. ' ' Manan will come to Jean presently, in a moment," she said. '"Regarde done ! how much of bonbons are in Maman Gertrude's U4 , Thou wilt eft them all, petit gourmands and save none fc>'; me.'" WHITELADIES. 457 lers, syes. lers, I axe the that eath- > the what to be jhing, is big appy, th the large eher es to her le vel- ar, his allM. rriage ) pale. him. le said. ,rude's none Then with a laugh and mocking menace she stepped back into a corner, where she was invisible to the child, and stood there motionless till the old man got in beside his daughter^ and the carriage drove away. A little cry, wondering and wist- ful, " Mamma ! mamma ! " was the last sound audible as the wheels crashed over the gravel. Reine turned round, holding out her hands to the forlorn creature behind her, her heart full of pity. The tears were raining down in a storm from Gio- vanna's eyes, but she laughed and shook them away. " Mon Dieu ! " she cried, " I do not know why is this. Why should I love him 1 I am not his mother. But it is an attack of the nerfs — I cannot bear any more," and drawing her hands out of Heine's she fled with a strange shame and passion through the dim passages. They heard her go up-stairs, and, listening in some anxiety, after a few minutes' interval, heard her moving about her room with brisk, active steps. " That is all right," said Everard, with a sigh of relief. " Poor Giovanna ! some one must be kind to her ; but come in here and rest, my queen. All this is too much for you." " Oh, what is it to me in comparison ? " cried Reine ; but she suflfered herself to be led into the drawing-room to be consoled and comforted, and to rest before anything more was done She thought she kept an ear alert to listen for Giovanna's move- ments, but I suppose Everard was talking too close to that ear to make it so lively as it ought to have been. At least before, anjrthing was heard by either of them, Giovanna in her turn had gone away. She came down stairs carefully, listening t< nake sure that no one was about. She had put up all her little (jossessions ready to be carried away. Pausing in the corrid' r above to make sure that all was quiet, she went down with her swift, light step, a step too firm and full of character +o be noiseless, bu^- too rapid at the present moment to risk a .vaking any spies. She went along the winding passages, and out through the great porch, and across the damp grass. The afternoon had begun to set in by this time, and the fading sunshine of the morning was over. When she had reached the out. r gate she turned back to look at the house. Giovanna was not a person of taste ; she thought not much more of Whil adies than her father-in-law did. "Adieu, vieille baraque," she said, kissing the 458 WHITELADIES. tips of her fingers ; but the half-contempt of her words was scarcely carried out by her face. She wa,8 pale again, and her eyes were red. Though she had declared frankly that she saw no reason for loving little Jean, I suppose the child — whom she had determined to make fond of her, as it was not comme il faut that a mother and child should detest each other — had crept Hto her heart, though she professed not to know it. She had been crying, though she would not have admitted it, over his little empty bed, and those red rims to her eyes were the con- sequence. When she had made that farewell to the old walls she turned and went on, swiftly and lightly ar, a bird, skimming along the ground, her erect figure full of health and beautiful strength, vigour^ and unconscious grace. She looked strong enough for anything, her firm foot ringing in perfect measure on the path, like a Roman woman in a procession, straight and noble, more vigorous, more practical, more alive than the Greek ; fit to be made a statue of or a picture ; to carry water-jars or grape-brskets, or children ; almost to till the ground or sit up- on a throne. The air cleared away the redness from her eyes, and brought colour back to he cheeks. The grand air, the plein jov/r, words in which, for once in a way, the French excel us in the fine abundance and greatness of the ideas suggested, suited Giovanna ; though she loved comfort toe , and could be as indolent as heart could desire. But to-day she wanted the movement, the sense of rapid progress. She wore her usual morning-dre -. of heavy blue serge, so dark as to be almost black, with a kind of cloak of the same material, the end of which was thrown over the shoulder in a fashion of her own. The dre^s was perfectly simple, without flounce or twist of any kind in its long lines. Such a woman, so strong, so swift, so dpan^leBS, tarrying her head with such a light and noble grace, might, have bo.^n ii queen's messenger, bound on affairs of life and '^?a1i h, -.ari^ng pardon and largesse or laws and noble ordi- nances Kji i^it.e from some throned Ida, some \dsionary princess. Though .-,•: did -iot know her way, she went straight on, find- Smi it by . stinct seeing the high roof and old red walls of the ('/range ev> »• i?o far off, as only her penetrating eyes and noble height coula have managed to see. She recovered her spirits as she walked on, aiid nodded and smiled with careless good- humour to the women in the callage, who came to their doors to WHITELADIES. 459 \ was d her e saw m she il faut L crept le had irer his le coa- d walls mming 3autiful L strong neasure ght and , Greek ; r-jars or r sit up- ler eyes, air, the ich excel iggested, could be mted the Ler usual e almost le end of her own. Lst of any swift, so ble grace, 3rs of life oble ordi- r princess, on, find- j,lls of the land noble ler spirits jle&s good- ■ir doors to look after her, moved by that vague, consciousness which some- how gets into the very atmosphere of something going on at Whiteladies. " Something's up," they all said ; though how they knew I cannot tell, nor could they themselves have told. The gate of the Grange, which was surrounded by shrub- beries, stood open, and so did the door of the house, as generally happens when there has been a removal ; for servants and work- people have a fine sense of appropriateness, and prefer to be and to look as uncomfortable as possible at such a crisis. Gio- vanna went in without a moment's hesitation. The door opened into a square hall, which gave entrance to several rooms, the sitting-rooms of the house. One of these doors only was shut, and this Giovanna divined must be the one occupied. She neither paused nor knocked nor asked admittance, but went straight to it, and opening the door, walked in without a word into the room in which, as she supposed. Miss Susan was. She was not noiseless, as T have said ; there was nothing of the cat about her ; her foot sounded light and regular with a frankness beyond all thought of stealth. The sound of it had already roused the lonely occupant of the room. Miss Susan was lying on a sofa, worn out with the storm of yesterday, and looking old and feeble. She raised herself on her elbow, wondering who it was; and it startled her, no doubt, to see this young woman enter, who was, I suppose, the last person in the world she expected to see. " Giovanna, you ! " she cried, and a strange shock ran through her, half of pain — for Reine might have come by this time, she could not but think — yet strangely mixed, she could not tell how, with a tinge of pleasure too. " Madame Suzanne, yes," said Giovanna, " it is me. I know not what you will think. I come back to you, though you have cast me away. All the world also has cast me away," she added with a smUe ; "I have no one to whom I can go ; but I am strong, I am young ; I am not a lady, as you say. I know to do many things that ladies cannot do. I can frotter and brush when it is necesssary. I can make the garden ; I can conduct your carriage ; many things more that 1 need not name. Even I can make the kitchen, or the robes when it is necessiary. I come to say. Take me then for your butlare, like old Stefan. I am more strong than he ; I do many more things. m 460 WHITFTJLDIES. Ecoutez, Madame Suzanne ! I am alone, very alone ; I know not Avhat may come to me, but one perishes not when one can work. It is not for that I come. It is that I have de I'amiti^ for you." Miss Susan made an incredulous exclamation and shook her head ; though I think there was a sentiment of a very different and, considering all the circumstances, very strange character rising in her heart. " You believe me not 1 Bien ! " said Giovanna, " neverthe- less it is trua You have not loved me — which, perhaps, it is not possible, that one should love me ; you have looked at me as your enemy. Yes ; it was tout naturel. Notwithstanding, you were kind. You spared nothing," said the practical Gio vanna. " I had to eat and to drink Hke you ; you did not re- fuse the robes when I needed them. You were good, all good for me, though you did not love me. Eh bien, Madame Suzanne,'' she said suddenly, the tears coming to her eyes, ** I love you I You may not believe it, but it is true." " Giovanna ! I don't know what to say to you," faltered Miss Susan, feeling some moisture start into the corners of her own eyes. " Ecoutez," she said again ; " is it that you know what has haji ened since you went away i Madame Suzanne, it is tnie that I wished to be Madame Herbert, that I tried to make him love me. Was it not tout naturel ? He was rich and I had not a sou, and it is pleasant to be grande dame, great ladye, to have all that one can desire. Mon Dieu, how that is agreeable ! I made great effort, I deny it not. D'ailleurs, it was very necessary that the petit should be put out of the way. Look you, that is all over. He abandons me. He regards me not even ; says not one word of pity when I had the most great need. Allez," cried Giovanna indignantly, her eyes flasliing, " c'est petit, qa, ! " She made a pause, with a great expansion and heave of her breast, then resumed. "But, Madame Suzanne, although it happened all like that, I am glad, glad — I thank the bon Dieu on my knees — that you did speak it then, not row; that day, not this; that you have mot lose the moment, the just moment. For that I thank the bon Dieu." "Giovanna, I hope the bon Dieu will forgive us," Miss Susan said, very humbly putting her hands across her eyes. WHITELADIES. 461 (i in )iit ber bered ,f her I hope so also," said Giovaana cheerfully, as if that matter were not one which disturbed her very much ; " but it was good, good that you spoke the first. The belle-m^re had also remorse ; she had bien de quoi ! She sent them to say all, to take back — the child. Madame Suzanne," cried Giovanna, " listen ! I have given him back to Gertrude ; I have taught him to be sage with her. I have made to smile her and the beau-p^re, and showed bounty to them. All that they would I have done, and asked nothing : for what 1 that they might go away, that they might not vex personne, that there might not be so much of talk. Tenez, Madame Suzanne ! And they go when I am weary with to sp<'ak, with to smile, with to make excuse — they go, ehfin ! and I return to my chamber, and the little bed is empty, and the petit is gone away ! " There was no chair near her on which she could sit down, and at this point she dropped upon the floor and cried, the tears falling in a sudden storm over her cheeks. They had long been gathering, making her eyes hot and heavy. Poor Giovanna ! She cried like a child with keen emotion, which found relief in that violent utterance. " N'importe ! " she s^d, struggling against the momentary passion, forcing a trem- ulous smile upon the mouth which quivered, " n'importe ! I shall get over it ; but figure to yourself the place empty, empty ! and so still ! Why should I care ? I am not his mother," said Giovanna ; and wept as if her heart would break. Miss Susan rose from her sofa. She was weak and tottered as she got up. She went to Giovanna's side, laid her hand on her head, and stooping over her kissed her on the forehead. "Poor thing ! poor thing ! " she said, in a trembling voice, *• this is my doing too." ** It is nothing, nothing ! " cried Giovanna, springing up and shaking back a loose lock of her black hair. " Now I will go and see what is to do. Put thyself on the sofa, Madame Suzanne. Ah, pardon ! I said it without thought." Miss Susan did not understand what it was for which Gio- vanna begged pardon. It did not occur to her that the use of the second person could, in any case, be sin; but Giovanna, utterly shocked and appalled at her own temerity, blushed crimson and almost forgot little Jean. She led Miss Susan back to the sofa, and placed her there with the utmost tender- 462 WHITELADIES. ness. " Madame Suzanne must not think that it was more than an inadvertence, a fault of excitement, that I could take it upon me to say thee to my superior. Oh, pardon ! a thou- sand times. Now I go to bring you of the th^, to shut the door close, to make quiet the people, that all shall be as Viteladies. I am Madame Suzanne's servant from this hour." '^ Giovanna," said Miss Susan, who, just at this moment, was very easily agitated and did not so easily recover herself, " I do not say no. We have done wrong together ; we will try to be good together. I have made you suffer too ; but Giovanna, re- member there must be nothing more of thai. You. must pro- mise me that all shall be over between you and Herbert." " Bah ! " said Giovanna, with a gesture of disgust. " Me, I suffered as Madame Suzanne says ; and he saw, and never said a word ; not so much as, * Poor Giovanna ! ' Allez ! c'est petit, 9a ! " cried the young woman, tossing her fine head aloft with a pride of nature that sate well on her. Then she turned smiling to Miss Susan on the sofa. " Rest, my mistress," she said softly, with quaint distinctness of pronunciation. " Ma- demoiselle Reine will soon be here to talk, and make erery- thing plain to you. I go to bring of the th6, me." wa WHITELADIES. 468 CHAPTEli XLVIII. ERBERTcame into the drawing-room almost immedi- ately after Giovanna left. Francois had watched the carriage ga off, and I suppose he thought that Giovanna was in it with the others ; and his master, feeling free and safe, went down-stairs. Herbert had not been the least sufferer in that eventful day and night. He had been sadly weakened by a course of flattery, and had got to consider himself, in a sense, the centre of the world. Invalidism by itself is nearly enough to produce this feeling ; and when upon a long invalid life was built the superstructure of sudden consequence and freedom, the dazzling influence of unhoped-for prosperity and well-being, the worship to which every young man of wealth and position is more or less subjected, the wooing of his cousins, the down- right flattery of Giovanna, the reader will easily perceive how the young man's head was turned, not being a strong head by nature. I think (though I express the opinion with difiidence, not having studied the subject) that it is your vain man, your man whose sense of self-importance is very elevated, who feels a deception most bitterly. The more healthy soul regrets and suffers, but does not feel the same sting in the wound, that he does to whom a sin against himself is the one thing unpardon- able. Herbert took the story of Giovanna's deception thus, as an offence against himself. That she should have deceived others, was little in comparison ; but him ! that he should be, as it were, the centre of this plot, surrounded by people who had planned and conspired in such pitiful ways ! His pride was too deeply hurt, his self-importaiice too rudely shaken, to leave him free to any access of pity or consideration for the culprits. He was not sorry even for Miss Susan ; and towards Giovanna and her strange relatives, and the hideous interrup- tion to his comfort and calm which they produced, he had no pity. Nor was he able to discriminate between her ordinary character and this one evil which she had done. Being once lowered in his imagination, she fell altogether, his chief attrac* it IMAGE EVALUATION TEST TARGET (MT-3) /. «// ^ A ^- ^0 ^ 1.0 1.1 Itilji 125 gKi 122 £? U£ 12.0 1^ ua 1^ iJ4 Ii4 HiolDgrafJiic Sciences Corporalion :i>^ V ,v \ ;\ V V >^ •^^V 23 WBT MAIN STRUT WIUTH.N.Y. MSM (716)t72-4S03 ;\ 464 WHIT£I>ADI£S. tion to her, indeed, being her beauty, which hitherto had dazzled and kept him from any inquiry into her other qualities. Now he gave Giovanna no credit for any qualities at all. His wrath was hot and fierce against her. She had taken him in, de- frauded him of those tender words and caresses which he never, had he known it, would have wasted on suoh a woman. She had humbled him in his own opinion, had made him feel thus that he was not the great person he had supposed ; for her in- terested motives, which were now evident, were so many detrac- tions from his glory, which he had supposed had drawn her towards him, as flowers are drawn to the sun. He had so low an opinion of her after this discovery, that he was afraid to venture out of his room, lest he should be exposed to some en- cointer with her, and to the tears and prayers his embittered vanity supposed she must be waiting to address him. This was the chief reason of his retirement, and he was so angry that Heine and Everard should still keep all their wits about them, notwithstanding that he had been thus insulted and wounded, and could show feeling for others, and put up with those detes- table visitors, that he almost felt that they too must be included in the conspiracy. It was necessary, indeed, that the visitors should be looked after, and even (his r ijason allowed) conciliated to a certain extent, to get them away ; but still, that his sister should be able to do it, irritated Herbert. He came down, ac- cordingly, in anything but a gracious state of mind. Poor fellow ! I suppose his sudden downfall from the (supposed) highest level of human importance, respected and feared and loved by everybody, to the chastened grandeur of one who was first with nobody, though master of all ; and who was not of paramount personal importance to any one, had stung him almost beyond bearing. Miss Susan, whom he felt he had treated gen- erously, had deceived, then left him without a word. Beine, to whom perhaps he had not been kind, had stolen away, out of his power to affect her in any primary degree, had found a new refuge for herself ; and Giovanna, to whom he had given that inestimable treasure of his love ! Poor Herbert's heart was sore and sick, and full of mortified feeling. No wonder he was querulous and irritable. He came into the room where the lovers were, offended even by the sight of them together. When they dropped apart at his entrance, he was more angry still. Indeed, he felt angry at anjrthing, ready to fight with a fly. I 'i WUITELADIES. 465 " Don't let me disturb you," he said ; " though, indeed, if you don't mind, and can put up with it for a fe^ minutes, I should be glad to speak to you together. I have been think- ing that it is impossible for me to go on in this way, you know. Evidently, England will not do for me. It is not October yet, and see what weather ! I cannot bear it. It is a necessity of my nature, putting health out of the question, to have sunshine and brightness. I see nothing for it but to go abroad." Reine's heart gave a painful leap. She looked at Everard with a wistful question in her eyes. "Dear Bertie, if you think so," she said faltering, " of course I will not object to what you like best. But might we not first consult the doctors 1 You were so well before that night. Oh, Bertie, you know I would never set myself against what was best for you — but I shoulil like to stay at home, just for a little ; and the weather will get better. October is generally fine, is it not, Everard 1 You ought to know " " You don't understand me," said Herbert again. " You may stay at home as much as you like. You don't suppose I want you to go. Look here, I suppose I may speak plainly to two people engaged to each other, as you are. Why shouldn't you marry directly, and be done with it ? Then you could live on at Whiteladies, and Everard could manage the property ; he wants something to do — which would leave me free to follow my inclinations, and live abroad." ** Bertie ! " cried Reine, crimson with surprise and pain. " Well ! is there anything to make a fuss about 1 You mean to be married, I suppose. Why wait 1 It might be got over, surely, in a month or so. And then, Reine being disposed of," he went on with the most curious unconsciousness, " would not need to be any burden on me ; she would want no brother to look after her. I could move about as I please, which a man never can do when he has to drag a lady after him. I think my plan is a very good plan, and why you should find any fault with it, Reine— you, for whose benefit it is " Reine said nothing. Tears of a mortification different from her brother's came into her eyes. Perhaps the mortification was unreasonable ; for, indeed, a sister who allows herself to be betrothed does in a way take the first step in abandoning EE t 'If- 466 WMfrELADIES. ber brother ! But to be cast off in this cool and sudden way went to her heart, notwithstanding the strong moral support she had of Everard behind her. She had served, and (though he was not aware of it) protected, and guided for so long the helpless lad, whose entire comfort had depended on her. And even Everard could not console her for this sudden, almost contemptuous, almost insolent dismissal. With her face crimson and her heart beating, she turned away from her un- grateful brother. " You ought not to speak to me so," cried the girl with bitter tears in her eyes. " You should not throw me off like an old glove ; it is not your part, Bertie." And with her heart very heavy and sore, and her quick temper aflame, she hurried away out of the room, leaving them ; and, like the others who had gone before, set off by the same oft-trodden road, through the village, to the Grange. Already Miss Susan's new home had become the general familyrefuge from all evil. When Reine was gone, Bertie's irritation subdued itself ; for one man's excited temper cannot but subdue itself speedily, when it has to beat against the blank wall of another man's indifference. Everard did not care so very much if he was angry or not. He could afford to let Herbert and all the rest of the world cool down, and take their own way. He was sorry for the poor boy, but his temper did not affect deeply the elder man ; his elder in years, and twice his elder in ex- perience. Herbert soon calmed down under this process, and then they had a long and serious conversation. Nor did Everard think the proposal at all unreasonable. From disgust, or temper, or disappointment, or for health's sake — what did it matter which 1 — the master of Whiteladies had determined to go abroad. And what so natural as that Heine's marriage should take place early, there being no reason whatever why they should wait ; or that Everard, as her husband, and him- self the heir presumptive, should manage the property, and live with his wife in the old house 1 The proposal had not been delicately made, but it was kind enough. Everard for- gave the roughness more readily than Beine could do, and accepted the good-will heartily, taking it for granted that brotherly kindness was its chief motive. He undertook to convince Reine that nothing could be more reasonable, nothing more kind. WHITELADIE& 467 ** It removes the only obstacle that was in our way," said Everard, grasping his cousin's hand warmly. ** God bless you, Bertie. I hope you'll some time be as happy — more happy you can't be." Poor Bertie took this salutation but grimly, wincing from every such touch, but refused at once Everard's proposal that they should follow Keine to see Miss Susan. " You may go if you like," he said ; " people feel things in different ways, some deeper, some more lightly. I don't blame you, but I can't do it. I couldn't speak to her if she were here." " Send her a message, at least," said Everard ; " one word- that you forgive her," ** I don't forgive her ! " cried the young man, hurrying back to the shelter of his room, where he shut himself up with Fran9ois. " To-morrow we shall leave this cursed place," he said in his anger to that faithful servant. " I cannot bear it another day." Everard followed Eeine to the Grange, and the first sight he saw made him thank heaven that Herbert was not of the party. Giovanna opened the door to him, smiling and at her ease. She ushered him into Miss Susan's sitting-room, then disap- peared, and came back, bringing more tea, serving every one. She was thoroughly in her element, moving briskly about the old new house, arranging the furniture, which as yet was mere dead furniture, without any associations, making a new White- ladies out of the unfamiliar place. " It is like a conte des f^es, but it is true," she said. " I have always had de I'amiti^ for Madame Suzanne ; now I shall hold the manage, me. I shall do all things that she wishes. Tiens ! it is what I was made for, Monsieur Everard. I am not born ladye, as you say. I am peuple, trds peuple. I can work. Mon Dieu, who else has been kind to me ? Not one. As for persons who abandon a friend when they have great need, that for them ! ** said Giovauna snapping her fingers, her eyes flashing, her face reddening. " C'est petit, 9a ! " And there she remains, and has done for years. I am afraid she is not half so penitent as she ought to be for the almost crime which, in conjunction with the others, she carried out so sSUccessfully for a time. She shrugs her shoulders when by 468 WHITELADIES. chance, in the seclusion of the family, any one refers to it ; but the sin never lay very heavy on her conscience, nor does it affect her tranquillity now. Neither is she ashamed of her pursuit of Herbert, which so long as it lasted, seemed tout simple to the young woman. And I do not think that she is at all conscious that it was he who threw her over, but rather has the satisfac- tion of feeling that her own disgust at his petitesse ended the matter. But while she has no such feeling as she ought to have for these enormities, she does feel deeply, and mentions some- times with a burning blush of self-reproach, that once in an un- guarded moment she addressed Miss Siisan as " Thou ! " This bin Giovanna will not easily forgive herself, and never, I think, will forget. So it cannot be said that she is without conscience, after all. And a more active, notable, delightful housewife could not be. She sings about the house till the old Grange rings with her magnificent voice. She sings when there is what Pshe calls high mass in the Chantry, so that the country people from ever so many miles off come to hear her ; and just as sweetly, and with still more energy, she sings in the Almshouse chapel, delighting the poor folks. She likes the hymns which are slightly " Methody," the same ones that old Mrs Mathews pre- fers, and rings the bell with her strong arm for old ToUaday when he has his rheumatism, and carries huge baskets of good things for the sick folk, and likes it. They say she is the hand- somest woman in St. Austin's parish, or in the county, some people think ; and it is whispered in the Almshouses that she has had very fine "offers" indeed, had she liked to take them. I myself know for a fact that the rector, a man of the fiaest taste, of good family, and elegant manners, and fastidious mind, laid himself and all his iittributes at the feet of this Diana, but in vain. And at the first sight of her the young priest of the Chantry, Dr. Richard's nephew, gave up, without a struggle, that favourite doctrine of clerical celibacy, at which his uncle had aimed every weapon of reason and ridicule for years in vain. Giovanna slew this fashionable heresy in the curate's breast with one laughing look out of her great eyes. But she would not have him, all the same, any more than the rector, but laughed and cried out. " Toi ! I will be thy mother, mon fils." Fortuna- tely the curate knew little French, and never quite made out what she had said. I • WfilTELAOIEa 469 As for Miss Susan, though her health continued good, she never quite recovered her activity and vigour. She did recover her peace of mind completely, and is only entering the period of conscious old age now, after an interval of years, very con- tented and happy. Whiteladies, she declares, only failed her when her strength failed to manage it ; and the old Grange has become the cheerfullest and brightest of homes. I am net sure even that sometimes, when her mind is a little confused, as all minds will be now and then, Miss Susan has not a moment's doubt whether the great wickedness of her life has not been one of those things which '* work together for good," as Augus- tine says. But she feels that this is a terrible doctrine, and " will not do," opening the door to all kinds of speculations, and affording a frightful precedent. Still,but for this great sin of hers, she never would have had Giovanna's strong kind arm to loan upon, nor her cheery presence to make the house lively and sweet. Even Augustine feels a certain comfort in that cheery presence, notwithstanding that her wants are so few, and her habits so imperative, putting her life beyond the power of change or misfortvne, for no change can ever deprive her of the Alms- houses. Even on that exciting day when the sisters went forth from Whiteladies, like the first pair from Paradise, though affection and awakened interest brought Augustine for a moment to the head of affairs, and made her the sup- port and stay of her stronger companion, she went to her Almshouse service all the same, after she had placed Susan on the sofa and kissed her, and written the note to Martha about her night things. She did her duty bravely, and without shrinking ; then went to the Almshouses — and so continued all the rest of her life. Herbert, notwithstanding his threat to leave the place next day, stayed against his will till Eeine was married, which she consented to be after a while, without unnecessary delay. He saw Miss Susan only on the wedding day, when he touched her hand coldly, and talked of la pluie et le beau Umpsy as if she had been a stranger. Nothing could induce him to resume the old cordial relations with one who had so deceived him ; and no doubt there will be people who will think Herbert in the right. Indeed, if I did not think that Miss Susan had been very fully punished during the time when she was unsuspected, and car- 470 WHITELADIEa ried her Inferno about with her in her own bosom, without any one knowing, I should be disposed to think she got off much too easily after her confession was made ; for as soon as the story was told, and the wrong set right, she became comparatively happy — really happy, indeed — in the great and blessed sense of relief ; and no one (except Herbert) was hard upon her. The tale scarcely crept out at all in the neighbourhood. There was something curious, people said, but even the best-informed be- lieved it to be only one of those quarrels which, alas ! occur now and then even in the best regulated families. Herbert went about the county, paying his farewell visits ; and there was a fair assemblage of wealth and fashion at Eeine's marriage, which was performed at the Austin Chantry, in presence of all their connections. Then Herbert went abroad, partly for his health, partly because he preferred the freer and gayer life of the Continent, to which he had been so long accustomed, people said. He does not often return, and he is rather fretful, perhaps, in his temper, and dilettante in his tastes, with the looks, some ladies say, of "a confirmed bachelor." I don't know, for ray part, what that look is, nor how much it is to be trusted to ; but mean- while it suits Everard and Reinc very well to live at Whiteladies and manage the property. And Miss Augustine is already seri- ously preparing for the task she has so long contemplated, the education of an heir. Unfortunately Heine has only a girl yet, which is a disappointment ; but better days may come. As for the Farrel- Austins, they sold the Hatch after their father's death, and broke up the lively society there. Kate married her middle-aged major as soon after as decency would permit, and Sophy accompanied them to the Continent, where they met Herbert at various gay and much-frequented places. Nothing, however, came of this ; but after all, at the end of years, Lord Alf, once in the ascendant in Sophy's firmament, turned up very much out at elbows at a German watering-place, and Sophy, who had a comfortable income, was content to buy his poor little title with it. The marriage was not very happy, but she said, and I hope thought, that he was her first love, and that this was the romance of her life. Mrs. Farrel Austin, strange to tell, got better — quite better, as we say in Scotland — ^though she retained an inclination towards tonics as long as she lived. \ • \ WUITELADIES. \ 471 Old M. Guillaume Austin of Bruges was gathered to l>e fathers last year, so that all danger from his heirship is happily over. His daughter Gertrude has so many children, that a covert proposal has been made, I understand, to Miss Susan and Giovanr.d to have little Jean restored to them if they wish it. But he \a associated with too many painful recollections to be f)lea8ing io Miss Susan, and Giovanna's robust organization has ong ago surmounted that momentary wound of parting. Be- side, is not Whiteladies close by, with little Queenie in the nursery already, and who knows what superior hopes 1 THE END. €^~^