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Canada, in the year one thousand eight hundred and eighty-two, by Hunter, Bosb « Co., in the office of the Minister of Agriculture. mmmmm The gems of prose from Wisdom's pen, Though fadeless ! Though sublime ! Will never haunt the memory Like pasiion breathed in rhyme. INTRODUCTIOX. Dear reader ! whetlier oM or young, It matters not I ween • Or grave, or gay, or X%W^ PART THE FIRST. PAGE The Settler's Wife 11 The Misf ion of Love 13 Lines sent to H.R.H. Prin- cess Louise 27 The Voice of the Waters . . 28 An Appeal 36 PAQB Hope *• Nipped in the Bud" 36 Glimpses of the Inner Life. 38 An Inward Conflict 48 Lost . . 62 The Loved of Lake Huron. 66 PART THE SECOND. The Spinsters' Address to Sir John A. Macdonald. . 7 J The Honeymoon Beclouded 72 The Happy Spinster 73 Lines to 75 The Confession of a Bashful Man 76 Lines on being asked why I do not marry 78 The Spinsters reproaching Sir John Macdonald 80 Towser 81 Autumn 82 Winter 83 Submission 84 Time— A Soliloquy 84 PART THE THIRD. Introduction 89 Day Dreaming 90 At the Falling of the Leaf.. 92 Expectation 93 Parted 94 There'sa Link that is Missing 95 Art thou thinking of me ?. . 95 Only a Flower 96 Hope Deferred 96 In Memoriam 99 PART THE FOURTH.— MiscBLLANBOLS Piecbs. Welcome to Hanlan 103 Misplaced Affection 105 Apostrophe to Lake Huron. 106 To Wynne 106 Acrostic 107 Answer to -. 107 Acrostic 108 The Enemy of Love 109 Reflections on a faded Rose. 110 To my Canary Ill Linos written on the Heroes of the Revere Block Fire. 112 A Smile 113 Lines to 113-115 The Voice in the Twilight. . 116 To Pattie 117 • • • Vlll TABLE OF CONTKNTS. PART THE VoVliTU—Coidmmd. PAOK I Widowed no I The Spirit of Death 120 ' The Destroyer 124 | "See that ho be virliionsly j brought up" 127 ; LinoB written on a New 1 Year's Card 131 On the same, with a Pansy. Kil On the same, with Mijg'Do- ■ nette 132 i FAOB On the same, with a Rose.. 132 Curd to 132, 133 To a Medical Student 133 On the same 134 Farewell to the year 1880. . 134 There's a beauty that never can die 135 Canadian liattle Song 136 Lim^s to 138 The IJridal Morn 139 PART THE FIFTH. Introduction 147 Valentine 147 Valentine 148 T / And it is late — so late — Hark to the chiming of the clock That tells me it is eight. Not yet ! not yet ! — why lingers My loved one far from me ? The night is coming on apace ; No longer can I see The bridge that spans the river o'er. Nor yet the cedar tree. Not yet ! not yet ! he cometh ! And night and storm I fear ; The wailing wind sweeps wildly by, The thunder is more near ; The rain falls down with dreary plash — Oh, — would that he were here ! [' 12 THE settler's WIFE. Not yet ! not yet ! — more dreary And dark the evening grows ; The pine trees sway with dismal sound ; The turbid river flows With fiercer, wilder, madder roar — To magnify my woes. Not yet ! not yet ! he cometh ! The angry lightnings flash, The thunder deafens with its roar — Ah, — yonder goes the ash — ilent from the root to topmost bough, It falleth with a crash. Not yet ! not yet ! he cometh ! Hark, did I hear a moan ? Again the tempest louder roars, 'Twas like a human tone — Ah ! — Do I hear his step at last ? My Willie ! — Oh mine own ! Oh joy! oh joy! — he cometh ! The fire-light blaze th bright ; The kettle sings upon the hearth. While blacker grows the night ; The tempest loud and louder roars. But all within is light. ;/ --•<' ^ ■> ■* ■.. ■ ■■ ■ ■ -'r ^ - ■' ^ 's' THE MISSION OF LOVE. 13 THE MISSION OF LOVE. I. The purest emotion, whose power hath sway O'er the heart, as we journe}^ on life's upward way, And that makes us akin to the angels above, Is the deep, the undying, the God-given love, — That bubbles, and wells from the deep depths unseen Of our being — and telh where God's finger hath been. True love, is the sweetest, the purest emotion. That is sown in the heart ; in its summer day prime It surges and swells as the waves of the ocean ; As the ocean remaineth untroubled by time. It is strong, and as deep as its rock-girded bed. With its gems, and its gold, and its sea-flowers o'er spread ; From the deep depths of woe it hath power to save ; And like, as the sea-flower entwines with the wave ; So twineth it deep round the heart's inmost core. And it lives, and it breathes in the soul evermoi-e. Such love filled the hearts of a maiden, and youth ; Each fostered, and nurtured, on honour, and truth ; The tale of whose lives, forms the theme of my strain ; Young Alwyn O'Meara, and Miriam Vane. 'Twas an evening in June ; and the sun sinking fast On the western horizon a radiance cast ; Lit the landscape afar with a soft mellow glow ; And laughed on the face Oa the river below : While blushed the frail leaves, and their roseate beam Was mirror'd again in the tremulous stream. Soft warbled the song-bird his evening hymn ; Like flame gleamed the squirrel that hung from the limb 3 His bright eyes intent on the forms he espied Below, on a rock overhanging the tide, irm 14 THE MISSION OF LOVE. ! \i The wind with hushed murmurs breathed low, as it played With the dark tangled locks of a beautiful maid ; Her gaze downward bent to the shimmering flood ; While burned to her forehead the eloquent blood, As she listened again, to the tale that was told When the new-moon first shone : , now the moon had grown old, And repeated again, every eve, since that hour ; And yet, by repeating, lost none of its power To call up the carmine to cheek and to brow, Where it shamed the rich tint of the sunset's bright glow. " My Miriam, hear me ! " in voice low and sweet Spoke the youth, who reclined on the moss at her feet, *' Thou know'st how I love thee ! Nay, look not away ! I have lingered, yet longer I dare not delay To tell thee the eve of our parting draws near — Nay Miriam, love ! Why that quick rising tear ? Canst not spare me, my darling, for one little year ? " As lightly he spoke, a slow pallor o'erspread Her cheek, where so brilliantly glowed the deep red That made her dark beauty so 'wilderingly bright, She beamed on the eye like a vision of light. All blanched was that beauty, and something of dread Looked out of her eyes, ere she bent her proud head ; And clenched her small hands in the effort to stay The tremor — that over her being held sway. " I go to prepare me a home for my love ; Nay, tremble not thus, like a wild frightened dove ; Let these arms be thy rest, for the hour draweth near ; Nay, shrink not, be brave, for e'en now it is here ; This night I must leave thee, he brooks no delay Who wonH further mv footsteps on life's upward way," THE MISSION OF LOVE. 15 " 'Tis ambition that lures thee away from my side ! " In numbed tones of anguish, reproachful she cried; In her mind were such varied emotions at strife, Again to her brow surged the red tide of life — " Ambition ! a meteor, 'twill lure thee, on, on ; Till thy youth, and thy strength, and thy beauty aio gone ; And I, in thy absence, — look Alwyn! that cloud, That enfoldeth the sun, as a funeral shroud, I take as an omen of that which will be — When rolleth between us the merciless sea ; To this place of our meeting we'll come not again, For the grave will have closed over Miriam Vane." Her saddened dark eyes had a far away look Of prophetic intentness ; the red blood forsook Her cheek, and her slight form yet lower inclined, Like a fair drooping flow'ret when bent by the winil. " My Miriam listen ! 'Tis but for a space ! But one little year, when my steps I retrace To this hallowed spot, where I hope to regain ' The life-long possession of Miriam Vane. Away with thy omens, thy doubts and tliy fears ; I prophesy happiness all the long years That shall follow when I am again by thy side, And thou reign'st in this heart, the O'Meara's sweet bride." His light laughing words fell on ears that were dead To aught, but the horrible, horrible dread ; The sick'ning foreboding that pressed on her brain Tliat she'd never see Alwyn O'Meara again. And she (who seemed clad in the garments of pride In the days he had lingered so close by her side) Never uttered a word her fond love to express ; Whose timidity rarely would brook a caress ; Flung her arms round his neck, while a low bitter cry Escaped from her lips, though no tear dimmed her eye ; Laid her pale cheek to his, and caressed his dark hair Jn a passion of tenderness, love, and despair ; mm 16 THE MISSION OF LOVB. Cried in accents that thrilled to his being's deep core ; " Oh, Alwyn ! my love ! must I see thee no more ? Never more will we sit in the sunset's bright glow And list* to the sound of the river below ; Hear the evening hymn of the song-birds above, Or the sighing of trees as they whisper their love. Never hear thee again in that fond pleading voice Utter words, whose affection my being rejoice, And listen, while nature's sweet symphonies roll, And mingle and thrill with this love of the soul ; I feel with prophetic and dull leaden pain Thou wilt go- -and I never will see thee again." " Hush, Miriam ! hush ! these forebodings why name ? Thou wilt have me in tears that my manhood would shame, Thou art dearer to me than aught else under heaven ; Yet thou knowest, sweet-heart, that my promise is given (To one who befriended my boyhood's first hou^ s And knows not the gloom on thy spirit that lo' , ers), To remain but a year, ere I make thee my wife, And thou knowest that honour is dearer than life." I f " Forgive me, my Alwyn ! 'tis nothing ! 'tis past ! 'Tis a thing of the moment — too foolish to last : Dost see, I am smiling ? Nay, love, do not fear ; 'Tis but as thou sayest for one little year : — Hold me close to thy heart for a moment ; oh, when ! Oh, when shall I meet thee, my darling, again." Unuttered these words, lest again she distress Her lover, who giving one last fond caress, Fled away on his path with the speed of the wind, Leaving all that he cherished most dearly behind. And knew not she lay 'neath the sky's blue expanse And the pitying stars, in a cold deatli-like trance, When attendants who sought bore her senseless away ; And lovingly watched her, by night and by day ; But the dawning of consciousness beamed not again In the dark limpid eyes of sweet Miriam Vane, 11 1 THE MISSION OF LOVE. IT II. To the farthest of spheres rolled again, and again — .' The " Glory to God ! hallelujah ! a-men." 'I ■ And the lowly mourner bending there ; Feels the thrill of life in the laden air ; And reaches her hands, while her straining eyes Seek vainly a glimpse into Paradise. Waileth her voice in accents wild ; " Oh God have mercy ! my child ! my child ! " Then there breathes in her ear in murmui*s low, (Mingled with sound of the river's flow ;) Whispers to deaden the aching pain; " Comfgrt th^e mother I — we meet again." • 20 THE MISSION OF LOVE. III. i :?!' III. ■ 'Tis midnight ! — and worn Ly the toils of the day, His form half-disclosed by the moonlight's pale ray That shone with a ghostly and shimmering beam, Lay Alwyn O'Meara — in feverish dream. Again by the river in fancy he stood On a rock overhanging the flame-tinted flood ; And there, with her eyes filled with dull, dreary pain. By his side stood his darling, his Miriam Vano ; Wild bounded his heart as he sprang to embrace That form — so bewildering in beauty and grace ; In vain ! in a moment the swift-flowing tide Swept between, and she stood on the opposite side ; Her white arm extended still beckoned him o'er ; But farther and farther retreated the shore ; And farther and farther withdrew from his sight, Till her form was dissolved in a halo of light. He awoke, and the moon looking in through the pane Dispelled the sweet vision of Miriam Vane ; Yet so vivid his dream, and his fancy so bright. That sleep fled his eyelids that son-owful night. Though he knew not 'twas then that his darling passed o'er The dark tide of death — to the opposite shore. Yet there, as he lay in the moonlight's pale beam, In fancy he stood by the rippling stream ; He heard the soft murmur, he saw the red glow Of the sun, as he smiled on the wavelets below ; Kissed the leaves of the trees, and begemmed the dark hair Of his love, as she bent with that look of despair. And her accents still, sank to his heart's inmost core — " Oh, Alwyn ! my love ! must I see thee no more." Then sudden there came to his senses a gleam Of light — to interpret his fanciful dream ; li i THE MISSION OF LOVE. 21 He sprang from his couch with a horrible dread, " Oh, God ! — can it be — that my darling is dead ! No ! no ! it were madness to foster such thought ! What, to me, were wealth — beauty — affection — if aught Should hap' to my darling of sorrow, or pain ; Could I live through a life — without Miriam Vane ? She is well ! I shall find her once more by the river, And we part not again — not forever — and ever." He went o'er the scene of that parting again, Till each incident seemed as tho'igh burned in his brain. He toyed with the locks "her fa -r forehead that deck;" Felt the clasp of the arms that encircled his neck : And the cold, trembling lip, that was pressed to his own. While rang in his ears — the sad, sorrowful tone, All night still repeating the words o'er and o'er ; " Oh Alwyn ! my love ! must I see thee no more ? " Weeks passed ; and a missive came over the main, Black edged ; and it told that sweet Miriam Vane Had gone to her home on the opposite shore ; And Alwin O'Meara would see her no more. IV. From height to height, and from shore to shore, A spirit wandered the wide world o'er. - In the ways of life she glided by ; Her form unseen by the mortal eye ; But she breathed a spell in the air as she passed, As scintillant light from a radiance cast ; And there beamed and shone from her soft dark eye» A light, — only kindled in Paradise ; A light shed down from the throne above. The glorified light of a perfect love. And as she moved 'midst the hurrying throng Of the cities of earth ; as she passed along 1 (! 28 THE MISSION OP LOVE. It beamed on the hearts of the restless crowd, As a flame tint lighteth a fleeting cloud. The beggar who stood at the crossing knew, And bowed to the influence, pure, and true, That opened the heart, when wealth passed by With a lowly mien, and a saddened eye, As he scan'd the mendicant o'er, and o'er, Then flung a coin from his lx)undless store. To the homes of penury, vice, and sin. The glorified spirit glided in. Ill her tender presence the numbness fled ; And she breathed new life into hearts long dead. She comes as a beam of a better fate To the home of the wretched inebriate : The glass is raised to the quivering lip i That weakly yearns for the guilty sip — It falls, — for a radiant hand unseen * Has passed, the glass and the lip between ; It is gone — the fiend of temptation sore. Where lieth the crystal upon the floor ; And murmurs a soft voice in his ear — " Oh thou — who art to thy Goc? so dear. Why grieve the spirit of Him who stood On Calvary's mountain — and shed His blood For thee — that thou mightest pass safely o'er The river of death — to the farther shore ? " Alone, — in his study; alone — at night, , ' Bends a man, and his face is a deadly white. The key is turned in the oaken door ; , , ' » His books and papers bestrew the floor ; Slow heaves his breast with a deep drawn sigh ; A dull light gleams in his haggard eye ; His face is locked in a still despair ; 'Tis ruin, — ruin, — everywhere. Ml i I THE MISSION OP LOVE. 23 iTo reaches liis Imnd, and the weapon near Ih raised aloft — when lo ! in liis ear A voice — whose tones are with horror rile : " Hash man ! would'st thou forfeit tliy crown of life ? ** The weapon falls — while he stands aghast ; The foul tem])tation to sin is past ; lie sinks on his knees, and a voiceless prayer is home aloft on the still night air; While there whispers a voice that is soft, and low ; " To all that have trusted thee, mortal, go. Yield all thou hast, and thou canst no more, And thou'lt find thy home on the farther shore." 'Neath the lamp-light's beam stands a fair frail form That heeds not the rush of the driving storm ; Tlie fallen, the forsaken, — a pitiful sight ; 11 er garments dank with the dews of night. Worn, and weary, and faint she stood While the night wind chilled her curdling blood, Degraded, and lost ; in this world of sin , Will none have mercy and take her in ? They would give her bread in yon glittering hall, But her being shrinks from a farther fall ; A voice in her ear whispers o'er, and o'er, " Give up this struggle, and sin no more ;" And the frail one answers in tone of dread, ; "1 have no home, and I have no bread." Again that voice in her 'wildered ear, "Poor child! thou art to thy Saviour dear ! ' Oh turn from infamy's path aside ! ' ^ t For thee — He suffered, for thee — He died : Heed the words I speak, and this truth receive ; There is nothing that tells thee — that thou must live, '* Bear the hunger pang, though it rend thee sore ; And thou'lt go, where thou'lt hunger and thirst no more." With a pitying look in her pure sweet face, The spirit vanished iu realms of space -, m !^4 THE MISSION OF LOVE. And the frail one returned to her garret bed ; Where the dawn of the morning found her dead. Prom cottage to cottage ; from hall to hall ; To high and low ; to great and small ; The spirit carried a message of love To the world below, from the world above ; But the saddened look never left her eyes, Though bathed in the glory of Paradise. Slie knew no rest in the heavenly goal Without her other, — her kindred soul : And she sent a prayer to the " great white throne ;' " Oh Father ! give me my loved, — mine own ! " V. In a hall — all resplendent with beauty ; and bright With the radiance of many a soft mellow light Stood Alwyn O'Meara; and close by his side, A lady ; whose charms with the loveliest vied. In her face was a beauty the soul might entrance, And she looked in his eyes, with bewildering glance ; For many long years for his treasure she sighed ; And every art and bewitchment she tried To lure him to love her ; to love, and to wed ; But she co\tid not rekindle the flame that was dead, Or was smouldering deep in his loyal heart yet ; Still fed by a mem'ry he could not forget. But now as this lady's bewildering glance Met his own : he no longer resisted the trance That stole o'er his senses ; when low, in his ear, Spoke a voice for that Lady, — too fatally dear. " Oh, Alwyn, my darling ! I see thee again ! " And the voice, was the voice of sweet Miriam Vane. On the instant he turned, and a radiant light. Spread over his face ; soon eclipsed by the white IP THE MISSION OF LOVE. 25 That succeeded ; when naught met his questioning gaze, And he looked into space with his soul in a maze, Was it fancy ; or was it his darling's fond tone : Did her cheek at this moment rest close to his own : With a quivering thrill all his being was rife. And the air seemed to breathe with the throbbing of life • Unheard by the lady, who still lingered near. He whispered in tones of affection most dear ; Breathing softly and low as the voice of the dove : " Come close to me, Miriam, — 'darling, — my love 1 Com3 nearer my darling ! Why dost thou not speak ? Come close ! let me feel thy soft breath on my cheek ! I'm so lonely when thou art away from my side. Come near to me sweet-heart, my darling, my bride ! Come away from the shade of the opposite shore ; Oh, Miriam ! love ! Let me see thee once more." .•■.-, -. ' -■: VI. w w M Alone (and worn with the war of life ; Its ceaseless trials ; its endless strife) Wandered Alwyn O'Meara from place to })lace, Alone, — the last of an ancient race. His wealth, which flowed in a golden stream, Brought many ?. ripple, and many a gleam Of joy to the sick, the maimed, the poor. Who knew the worth of his boundless store ; And the kindly hand that the bounty shed Smoothed the pillow of many a dying bed. His voice was raised in the gambler's hell. And it echoed again in the felon's cell : The same old tale, that was told of yore, Repent, ye sinner ! and sin no more. And as he journeyed from day to day, 'Midst sorrow and sin in the world's dark way. His soul was sick with the ceaseless strife Which forms the element, men call life, B 1 ' IT^ 26 THE MISSION OF LOVE. And the longing for her who had gone before, Grew stronger and stronger as years passed o'er Ilis head ; and he murmured in yearning tone, " Oh come to me, Miriam ! love ! mine own ! " Then a soft hand smoothed his weary brow ; " A little longer, my darlhig now ! ; A little longer, and all is o'er — And thou'lt dwell with me on the farther shore." VII. (!5 i 'ii The night lamp burned low in the chamber, where Death Was lying in wait, for a last parting breath. He yearned for this victim to feed the dark grave, On whose brow curled the locks — white as crest of the wave. " I have waited full long for this hour I ween;" And approaches to harass his victim unseen. Vain attempt ! for a spirit is bending above That form, with a look of ineffable love : In that presence his sharpest of darts turn awa}', And she holds the grim robber a moment at bay ; As she whispers again in that fond pleading tone, " Come home with me, Alwyn ! my darling, mine own ! Come home with me, Alwyn ! I've waited so long. Come away from this world — filled with sorrow and wrong, To the heaven of heavens we'll journey this night ; And dwell ever-more in the regions of light : Where the angels eternal their symphonies roll, And our God will unite us — forever — one soul." The thin burning hands told the fever was rife, The face deeply scarr'd in the battle of life Was haggard and wan ; and the dark wistful eyes Had a pained pleading look, half of doubt, half surprise ; LINES SENT TO H. R. H. PRINCESS LOUISE. 27 As they looked into space to behold once again The form of his darling, his Miriam Vane. Then sudden as flash of the lightning, there broke A gleam from his eyes, while in rapture he spoke ; " Sweet-heart, I have longed all these years for that home, My Miriam, darling, I come, love ! I come ! " The lashes droop low on the marble white cheek ; Close presses pale Death, his cold victim to seek ; But the spirit had passed to the heavenly goal, ^Vnd the angels rejoiced with a glorified soul. t I .] >?i;i LINES SENT TO H.R.H. PRINCESS LOUISE. m-ii ACCOMPANIED BY THE FOLLOWING POEM, "THE VOICE OF THE WATERS," WITH ** AN APPEAL," SHOWING THE WRITER'S HOPE THAT SOME NOTICE WOULD BE TAKEN OF IT. On the bright wings of hope, Royal Princess, Weighed earthward with tremliling, and fear, I waft thee, " The Voice of the Waters," To murmur sweet sounds in thine ear. To tell of the glorious sunsets That over blue Huron have roll'd, In glittering opaline splendour, Of crimson, and purple, and gold. To speak to thy heart of her daughters, So trusting, so loving, so true ; As bright as the beams from her cloudlets, As pure as her waters are blue. S8 THE VOICE OF THE WATERS. To tell of her sons, wild and wayward, Who yet, will their fealty prove, By meeting the cold breath of *Azrael ; Thus parting with life for their love. I waft thee my country's young verses ; Thy softest emotions to woo ; -|-0h ! thou, who hast smiled on her artists, Wilt, e'en on her poets smile too ? THE VOICE OF THE WATERS. On thy margin, wild Huron, I love to sit dreaming, At the eventide hour, when nature is teeming ^ With all that is sweet ; While the round ruby sun sinks below the clouds, beaming With crimson, and purple, and golden tints gleaming. Reflecting on Huron a brilliant path, streaming Adown to the feet ; Where it breaks into bubbles of opaline glow, ; As sGTLtly, and gently, it moves to and fro ; More force to it given when light winds are blowing, And crested waves rise in the sunset's bright glowing, And mimic foam splashes ; It brings into life all the passionate feeling That sleeps in the soul ; thus a beauty revealing, That the human heart never had dreamed of before ; It comes up in flashes, » Spirit of death. t The Marfjuis of Lome and Princess liouise ordered several pictures from Canadian artists, when visiting the Ottawa Exhibition of 1880. THE VOICE OF THE WATERS. 29 As the w£|,ves with fresh lips kiss the pebbly shore, Again, and again, and forever, once more. ,; 'Neath the spread of a cedar, whose heavy green tresses Droop low to the water, whose wavelet caresses Their fringes of green ; On a carpeted bank soft with brown and gi'een mosses, With dome over head, formed of intricate crosses Of limbs of the trees, that the wind gently tosses ; One eve there were seen * By the light of the moon, as it flickers through leaves. Forms, fairer by nature, than fancy oft weaves ; Sweet ! sweet was the maid in her early spring blooming, And fair was the youth standing near in the glooming, And tender his glances. As they rest on the F»''*den, whose long silken lashes • Droop low on her cheek, as her foot idly plashes In the wave, as it slowly rolls in, and once more ; Retreats and advances. And comes in again, and again, on the shore. With sounds — as repeating the words — ever more. Then in low cooing tones, came the murmur of voices ; Harmoniously blending with wild woodland noises ; And thus one doth say, In the language of tenderest affection appealing, - p The depth of his loving, so plainly revealing, There comes to the maiden's young heart gently stealing, A glorious ray Of the passion so strong, for which nations have bled, The passion divine, on which poets have fed, With feeling so sweet, that the carmine quick flushes Her cheek, to her brow and her bosom swift rushes, ^ Then turns pale and trembles. As her lover continues his passionate pleading, : "Eleila! Eleila! 'tis thee I am needing! ^:m :> mrw i ■ ! SO THE VOICE OP THE WATERS. ! I I I I ■ ; Oh, my darling ! but say thou'lt be mine ever more ! Dost hear, that resembles. That sound of the washing of waves on the shore, Thy voice, 'tis repeating, * I'm thine — ever more — ' " 'Neath the headland, my love, where the white gulls are flocking, My boat on the wave of dark Huron is rocking, And waiting: for thee. • . ;. ? Wilt thou come, my beloved ? oh, hear me entreating ! The vows, I so often have vowed, still repeating ! Come darling ! the last precious moments are fleeting, Oh, come love with me 1 " " Do not tempt me ! I cannot ! " the maiden replies ; With face half averted, and sad, longing eyes; ' - " Nay, look you not so — thus my inmost soul reading; My father will never give ear to my pleading ; * He never will listen To offer of thine ; with a spirit unbending. He spoke — only yesterday even — of sending Eleila afar, where thou'lt see her no more ; See ! how the waves glisten! And gleam, as they softly roll in, on the shore. So sadly repeating, ' Ah, no ! — never more.' " - . The moonlight played idiy amongst the dark shadows, And danced o'er the maid's drooping figure, while sad rose The tear in her eye. " Well thou knowest, Strathallan, my heart's in thy keeping ; But, if in my home, I sow discord and weeping ; Strathallan ! Strathallan ! Oh ! what of the reaping ? I dare not to fly ; •''or the vengeance of heaven is said to o'ertake ''ibedient daughters, e'en though for love's sake, i cy fly from the refuge that nature has given ; ' I THE VOICE OF THE WATERS. 31 And who knows, what terrible anguish has riven The heart that's forsaken ; I know that he loves me, thousjh hard in his feeling To thee ; yet again will I sue to him kneeling ; And hope that in time I may yet win him o'er ; A feeling awaken ; ■ A feeling of love for thee — Allan O'More — Hear the waves they're repeating, ' Once more — once more.' ■ ll "Yes, once more, will I plead, should it be unavailing; Her voice took the tone of a low, bitter wailing ; " Strathallan, we part. I will never forget thee, though distance may sever; None other shall win me, none other shall ever Have claim on Eleila ; no ! never love, never 1 Thou ownest my heart ; And though distance divide us, for years it may be, Still at even my thoughts will be turning to thee. The hope of our meeting will yet be before us ; The same blessed moon still be shimmerinf; o'eV us, And, looking from Heaven, Her glances will rest with a tender light gleaming On us, though apart, as we watch her pure beaming At this hour my love — that we stand by the shore ; This hour of eleven : We cannot be parted in spirit O'More ! " And the watei's repeated, " O'More — O'More — ." (;■ h 1'; • " Nay, Eleila, my love ! 'tis thine own dearest presence I need in my life, no aerial essence Though ever so sweet : Can I love, and caress, what is only a seeming, However so brightly in fancy 'tis beaming, Eleila, my darling ! you surely are dreaming, And time is so fleet. , , , ,. ^ I jfff^mmma 1 • "A III! 1 i,;i i^ 82 THE VOICE OF THE WATEllS. Come ! my life-boat is safe, and the moon shining bright, Come darling — away with Strathallan this night." Then answered the maiden in tones of entreating; Half-choked by the throb of her heart wildly beating ; " Oh cease thy persuading ! Thy spells of enchantment around me enweaving ; And think of my father, and of his deep grieving, * When Eleila has fled with Strathallan O'More : • No — Heaven me aiding !- - Without his consent — I will ne'er leave the shore, Await thee in patience — once more, yet once more." , " And is this the return for the love I have given. Have lavished so freely ? Oh merciful Heaven How women deceive ! With their dimpling and smiling, and cruel coquetting, The wiles of the enemy, Satan, abetting ; With heart like a stone in a fair gilded setting. Oh — fool ! to believe In the shallow affection that women profess, Or heed the soft glances, or tender caress ! I'm sick of believing in anything human. And tender, and beautiful ; 'specially woman. Who's ever deceiving ; She kindles a flame, and when upward it flashes. In cruellest idleness wantonly dashes Its beam to the blackness of darkness once more : I'm far from believing There is one of her sex, search the weary world o'er, Could ever be true to Strathallan O'More ! " As his passionate accents with cruelty laden. Fell cold on the ear, and the heart of the maiden, Like statue she stands; - ■ ■' - From her dark eyes has fled the soft look of appealing, And larger, and darker they grow with the feeling Of cold desolation her senses congealing ; I •, THE VOICE OF THE WATERS. 33 She reaches her hands • • ^ '' - . -, Far before her. as though she would ward off a blow ; The loose hanging sleeves display, whiter than snow, Her fair rounded arms in the moonlight's pale beaming ; She gazes before her as though she were dreaming, , And could not awaken. ;^ Was he leaving in anger ; and leaving forever ; Strathallan, the life of her life, would he never Return to Eleila and love her once more ; Oh — was she forsaken — The waters rolled drearily far on the shore, And sullenly murmured, " No more — never more." m " Ah, — can this mean parting ? Is he my love spurning ?" Her splendid dark eyes with an agonized yearning Were fixed on his face. Though her white lips were parted, no word could be spoken. She drew from her finger a former love token, And with this — it seemed as a spell had been broken. She fell from the place On the moss-covered bank, where before she had stood, And suddenly sank to the moon-silvered flood. A spring, and a bound, and young Allan had caught her, Before her dark tresses were kissed by the water ; And tenderly laying - > His fair burden down on the carpet of mosses. From the pale face her locks he impatiently tosses, Most fervently pleading in love's sweetest lore, In agony praying : " Eleila, my darling ! Oh speak, love, once more ! " No sound save the washing of waves on the shore. " Oh, Eleila, my love ! 'twas the idlest of jesting, Forgive me, forgive, for so cruelly testing The strength of thy love." . ■■• t 1 1- 34 THE VOICE OF THE WATEUS. Hli liiii .. 1 Cold and pale was the cheek of the maiden, unheeding, Theie fell on her ear — his wild agonized pleading ; " Eleila ! thy silence my anguish is feeding : Eleila — fond dove — Ope' thine eyes for one moment and look at me, sweet, Look up at Strathallan ! Oh look ! I entreat ! " Then softly, and fondly, his cheek to hers la^'hig : " Eleila, my darling, you only are playing, Eleila, love, hear me ! Thy head on my bosom so tenderly resting ; Thou knowest, my darling, I only was jesting ; Thou wilt never be parted from Allan O'More, Thou'lt ever be near me ! " And softly the waters washed up on the shore, As faintly they murmured, " Forever — O More." Still more cold grew the cheek 'gainst his own that was lying ; " Eleila, my darling ! you cannot be dying ; No ! this is not death ! You are sleeping, Eleila, awake to my pleading ! Awaken my darling ! What ! still all unheeding ? " The blood to his heart in a volume receding — There is not a breath Stirs her lips, nor the tremulous soft ebb and flow, Of the garment that covers her bosom of snow : All ! all is at rest ! for an angel had })leaded A flight into realms where Eleila was needed ; Nor cared he for robbing The youth of a presence so sweet and endearing ; Yet pity was felt by that angel, on hearing Mid the sound of the washing of waves on the shore, A hard tearless sobbing, That came from the bosom of Allan O'More, While the waves moaned reproaching, " O'More, O'More." For hours bent the youth with fierce misery laden, Then gently and tenderly raising the maiden THE VOICE OP THE WATERS. 35 Within his strong arms : To the point where at even the white gulls were flocking, He bore her away, where his boat was still rocking, The wash of the waters his agony mocking ; Yet still it hatl charms. As wild storms have a charm for the soul in unrest ; Then clasping the maiden still close to his breast He leaped to the row-boat, and tenderly placing His charge in the bottom, his way he wtis tracing, Far out on the water's Of the moon-silvered lake, where he ceased in his rowing. And raising the maiden with dark tresses Howing, He kissed her again, and again, yet once more : " Of Eve's fairest daughters. Thou dearest and fairest, a thousand times o'er, Thou shalt never be parted from Allan O'More. " Ever more thou art mine ! and no mortal can sever Two hearts thus united, forever, and ever." He stepped to the wave : Then a plunge, and a flash of the waters bright gleaming And nothing is left, but a boat that lies dreaming On the wave, in a flood of the moonlight's bright beaming ; Below is a grave. Where freed from all doubt, and all trouble, there sleeps True love, — and the Death angel benrls tliere and weeps : So young, and so beautiful thus to be lying ; Their requiem —the sound of the wind softly sighing In sad soothing numbers, As it tenderly ruffles the face of the waters. And rocks to repose one of Earth's fairest daughteis. Where she rests with her lover young Allan O'More; And sweet are their slumbers ; And softly and sweetly the waves kiss the shore, Forever — and ever — and ever — once more. 'i f F 80 HOPE "NIPPED IN THE HUD." AN APPEAL. I HAVE "cast forth my broad on the waters," With [)urple and crimson that burn. Oil, Faith ! hold me close to tliy bosom Whilst I watch and I wait its return. I have " cast forth my bread on the waters " Where moonbeams have kissed the dark wave ; Where love lieth low sweetly sleeping, And the death angel weeps o'er a grave. I have sent forth ray bark on the waters. • Can storms on dark Huron o'erwhelm While Faith, as a star, shines above her, And Hope sitteth bright at the helm ? I have sent forth my bark on the waters ; Oh, let not the tempest's wild roar In uncontrolled passionate fury, Cast a wreck and a ruin on shore. HOPE "NIPPED IN THE BUD." Like lightning flash, o'er hill and dale. The manuscript to *Rideau sped ; Would fair Louise but hear the tale, It yet might win the poet's bread. Bideau Hall, the Vice-regal residence at Ottawa. I I HOPE "NIPPED IN THE BUD." Would she but oncb her glances raise ; Or touch it with her finger tips ; Or issue forth one word of praise ; One whisper from her royal lips ; That could be spread from shore to shore, Re-echoing her voice's tone : This the re(piest, and nothing more, And Caris Sima's name were known. Alas ! the hope, though faint at best, Was nipped ere it had wings to fly ; All expect/ation set at rest, By her conventional reply. 'Twas nothing either more or less Than any lady might have penned ; A simple note, her thanks express, And there the matter had an end. Mayhap there's nothing in the verse To call forth e'en the faintest praise ; For aught 1 know it may be worse, Then e'en the worst of poet's lays. Yet has it many an hour beguiled. And I have loved its rhythmic tone ; Loved, as the mother loves the child, Because it is her very own. Mayhap the wish was too obscure. And yet metliinks the intellect Of our fair princess grasps at more. Far more, than other minds reflect. I have not found the missing link That tells what happ'd at Rideau Hall ; 37 if^. mimm I i I 38 GLIMPSES OF THE INNER LIFE. , Yet oftentimes I can but think * She never read my verse at all, • ■" Or feelings born of woman dear, Her purely woman's heart had stirred ; And sympathy had drawn more near. Nor left a pleading voice unheard. What matters it ! whether a princess may smile, Or frown at my amateur efforts at verse ; I'll write rae another short poem the while ; It may be no better, and yet be no worse ; Yet courage, dear reader, a treasure you'll win, All mortals are better for looking within. GLIMPSES OF THE INNER LIFE. CLA.NG : Clang ! Clang ! — 'Tis the night alarum on my office door, Some messenger swift from a bed of pain ; Mayhap there is one who will rise no more, For I edical skill — it is oft in vain ! Then up goes the sash of my window high, And I shout to an unseen form below ; While the wind comes in — with flurry of snow ; And I drop it again with a weary sigh. GLIMPSES OF THE INNER LIFE. 'TU a ten mile drive, o'er a black mud road, With corduroy interspersed here and there ; And a weary horse drags a weary load ; And thus with his master takes even share 39 '"1 ' '■1 Of the ills of life, as they come and go. The rain and mud, and the frost and snow ; The dust of summer and sun's hot glare ; Each with the other the burthen doth share. Each with the other has learned to prize The hard dry road, and the cloudless skies ; Each has a horror of corduroy, And mud to the axles is life's alloy. And each has attained to a habit of thinking, While out in the dark he is winking and blinking ; The shades of night have obscured the view ; What else is there left for either to do ? Thinking — Thinking — Thinking — O'er the lonely road as I journey on ; With the stars above, and the mud below ; I think of the years that have come and gone ; Of sorrows, and joys, with their ebb and flow. When a wild and reckless boy I played In the leafy bowers of the green-wood shade ; And chased the squirrels from tree to tree With a laugh and hallo ! in boyish glee. Of the district school, and the master's frown j Of lessons unlearned, and of sore disgrace ; Of a sweet little girl with ringlets brown^ A.nd pitying look on her childish face. % ' n 40 GLIMPSES OF THE INNER LIFE. Of college life, and of students wild ; * " Of contact with men whom sin defiled ; A war with Satan, a victory gained, By the power of love for a soul unstained. Of ambition's growth, and the wish to win ; And desire for fame in the worldly race ; And ever the thought that kept me from sin Was of ringlets brown, and a sweet pure face. Sweet as the breath of the fresh June morn ; Timid and wild as the woodland fawn ; Pure as the ether in realms above ; But lost to me ever ; oh love ! my love 1 Ah no ! not forever ; for still in my dreaming I see thysmile rippling, thine eyes softly beaming ; Ah no ! sweet essence, thou canst not flee ; For when wrap'd in slumber thou'rt still with me. 1 1 Thinking — Thinking — Thinking — Of years of fierce struggle, and toil, and pain, Years that passed so slow ; you could hear each click In the wheel of Time ; and of longings vain ; And of hope deferred, till the heart grew sick. Of weary waiting, in vain ! — in vain I — Of nights of waking, and bitter pain ; Of looks averted, and accents changed ; And the Fates wept over two hearts estranged. Of the weary, spiritless, daily round ; No more of sweet dreaming, ah, love ! no more ; Of the world's rough grasp of a bleeding wound ; And the dumb-dead feeling — when hope was o'er. HLj .GLIMPSES OF THE INNER LIFE. Wearily, wearily ! time passed on ; The death cold grasp on my heart was gone ; And cold — and cruel — and bitter fate ! Fair fortune smiled on me, too late ! too late ! 41 III Too late ! for the fondest of links had been broken Returned was each gift of our long love the token ; And Pride, the demon, who wrought the ill ; Pride ! revencjeful Pride ! stood between us still. Thinking — Thinking — Thinking — Of my bridal morn ; when I stood beside A beautiful woman with pale fair hair ; . - A queenly woman ! my beautiful bride, , . Robed in satin shimmering rich, and rare. As pure and cold as the wintry snow ; So pure, so cold, could she feel the glow Of love, if sought at a kindred shrine ? Magnificent woman ! and she was mine. - , . Exultant I gazed on my long sought prize In shimmering satin and jewels bright; » 'Till two beautiful loving dark brown eyes And a mist of ringlets obscured my sight. Oh, sweet dark eyes — of my loved and lost ! ; Oh, ringlets brown by the wild winds tost! From mem'ry's hauntings in vain I fly. Oh, my past ! sweeet past ! wilt thou never die ? Yes, die thee, fair dream, for the words have been spoken That link to another, whose faith is not broken. And in years to be, I shall daily prove That thou werta myth, and my bride is love. , .^ I h ; . '■,! ■ 42 GLIMPSES OF THE INNER LIFE, Thinking — Thinking — Thinking — Of the days that followed my bridal day ; When I inly yearned for a love denied, As the glory of evening fades away ; Died my hope of affection from thee — my bride. Apart and alone I lived my life ; Apart from my cold and stately wife ; The flame of love in my heart burned low ; For its warm+h was quenched in a wreath of snuw. What madness possesses a man — to wed (To share his life, and to brighten his home), A beautiful statue whose heart is dead ? What demon incites to this horrible doom ? I could have loved her — my queenly wife ! Pride of my home, and light of my life She might have been, had a single gleam Of tenderness smiled in her look and mien. But my heart was a drear and dismal void ; A region of turbulence, ache, and strife ; And imagination and fancy toy'd With the buried past, and from tlience drew life. To mem'ry dear ! is a day long fled ! And mem'ry still doth a radiance shed On a rustic porch, a trailing vine, W^here^^a soft little hand creeps into mine ; And two eyes so tender, and pure and true ; What a world of love doth their glance bespeak ! Two wells of feeling,and heavy with dew Are the long dark lashes that sweep the cheek. GLIMPSES OF THE INNER LIFE. That cheek that softly to mine is hiid ! Those eyes with a world of love unsaid ! That hand that stiayeth ray locks to twine ! How I would to heaven — they yet were mine ! 43 Yes, my heart goes back to thee, love ! my love ! In visions when waking, and dreams so fleet ; Nor the world below ! nor the world above ! Could chide me for loving a love so sweet. There lingers around thee, my darling, yet, The perfume sweet of the mignonette ; And still with the faintest of carmine streak, Doth the wild rose blossom upon thy cheek ! Oh, sweet wild rose ! that in springtime bloomed On my heart, where never had lain before A bud so sweet, ere the frost entombed, And I lost thee, my darling 1 forever more. My love ! my darling ! my f)ale fair moon That lights though distant my life's dark noon, With mem'ry's brightness my sad heart fill Sweet flower of the wild wood be with me still. Oh, come to me waking ! or come to me sleeping ! Oh, come to me smiling ! or come to me weeping ! In mist of tears, or in beauty bright, Sweet vision ! to me thou art life and light ! Thinking — Thinking — Thinking — Of an April morn, when the sunbeams smiled. Where gloom and sadness had reigned for years ; And sweet was our baby, our first-born child As I bent above him in smiles and tears. ;: ■ i mm 1' T^ ill ! ! h 44 GLIMPSES OF THE INNER LIFE. Tears for the pain of my weary past ; Smiles for the joy that was mine at last ; Joy for the babe who had come to share Sweet motherl}" love, and a father's care. And on bended knee to the God above I prayed for my treasure, my tiny one ; And my heart went out with a yearning love To the mother of thee — my first-born son. Sweet in her motherly love was she ; Tender and gentle — in seeming to me : And Hope, sweet cf laforter ! came, and cried, "Take courage, xml .)t you may win your bride." But alas for Iljpe ■ and '^Vs for me ! Illusions will vanish as mists at mom; Fierce tempests arise on the calmest sea. As clouds often follow the fairest dawn. Again my horizon was overcast ; Again arose the clouds of the past ; The air was thick with oppressive gloom ; And our home became as a living tomb. I have been in homes where the atmosphere Was as pure and fresh as a breath from heaven; And the angels seemed to be breathing near : Ob, blessed home ! where to man is given . A foretaste of all he hopes to win When f ree'd from the world ; and f ree'd from sin ; Where from morning's dawn till day's decline, He lingers and lives in a light divine ! ^ ^ t GLIMPSES OF THE INNER LIFE. But oh, not for me was a home so fair ! S\yeet haven of rest ! Bliss without alloy ! ■ For every thought and every care Was centred in Willie our baby boy ! Not mine was he to fondle and pet ! 'Twould spoil his dresses! 'Twould make him fret ! In time I learned to believe that he Belonged to his mother, and not to me. 45 What mattered it what was my daily fare ! Or if I grew weary, and rarely smiled ; To exclusion of every wifely care, My wife was engrossed in our only child ! No thought of me seemed to hold a place In her mind, for even a moment's space ; No care that mine was the hand that brought The pleasant surroundings that blest her lot. IS [ The room where at even I used to be, * Where a fire blazed bright when the nights were chill ; Was divested of every comfort for me, And a nursery made for our little Will. Is man but a burthened beast that he, Must from morn to even toil wearily, And never a smile, or sweet caress To take from his labour its bitterness ? 1 Oh, it was not thus when the world began With the first on earth of the human race : Sweet woman ! made as a help-meet for man Waited upon him with womanly grace. I 46 GLIMPSES OP THE INNER LIFE, J No loving thought for the sorely tried And tired man, could be here espied ; No loving welcome when home returned, And no lire for him on the hearthstone burned. Oft the nights in summer are cold and chill. But never so chill, as the chill at heart That comes from affection's frozen rill ; When two lives are drifting — drifting apart ! And as days, and weeks, and months crept on ; My last hope came, and was past, and gone ; My lonely heart in its sadness cried, And hungered, and thirsted, for love denied. Then in visions when waking, and dreams when sleej>ing Came a fragrant breath of the past, came creeping And nestled around my heart, and fed ; For the heart would starve if ^'j had no bread. Thinking — Thinking — Thinking — Of a day in the past ; aye, long since passed ! The bitterest day that my life has known ; When I held in ray arms to my heart clasped fast. My darling ! my darling ! my life ! my own ! .'Ji^Jvi- Few words doth it need the tale to tell _• ' ' ' Of wreck and ruin, that then befel The out bound train ; but no words can speak The horror of horrors that blanched the cheek, As the mangled remains were carried by, Of many who never would see the sun On the morrow's morn ; nor hear the cry Of the loved they left, for their race was run. GLIMPSES OF THE INNER LIFE. Who knows what hopes in their hearts beat high A moment past ; then that awful cry Ascended up to the azure sky, And their souls were rushed to eternity. And there on the sod in the glow of even, With her dark eyes turned to the vault above ; ph God ! Thou know'st how mv heart was riven When I looked upon her — my boyhood's love ! %t d I - '■ \ nof With hair dishevelled and death-white face, (From which had fled all the winning grace That won my love in the days gone by :) They had laid her upon that bank to die 1 And I never could tell you how I knew ; And I know not now, but the thought occurs ; Had it only been the tie of her shoe — A something had told me that it was hers. I knelt beside her and tried to speak ; No words would come, but I touched her cheek. And softly smoothed with a loving care The ringlets brown from her forehead fair. And as I looked on her she turned her eyes, Those glorious eyes with a light divine. From her gaze intent on the azure skies ; And dreamily looked in the depths of mine. Then a ripple upon their surface came, Like the upward flash of a dying flame ; Or the sudden light — when bubbles gleam On the tranquil tide of a quiet stream. . : t t i : ! 48 AN INWARD CONFLICT. 11 I n ; Then her white lips moved, and in low, sweet tones And tender, she gave me her last adieu ; Mid the wreck and rain and dying moans : " Good-bye, dear Willie ! I ever was true * The fringed lids drooped on the death-pale cheek " Forgive me ! Forgive ! Oh, speak love ! Speak ! " Too late ! in that glory of sunset bright My darling had passed to the realms of light. And still in my waking, and still in my dreaming, A vision comes near me with eyes softly beaming. And ever and always this message is given Live ! not for this world ! but the glory of Heaven ! AN INWARD CONFLICT. Fair is the fortress by our God create' Where first the infant Reason found a home ! Where first awakening from a dreamless sleep Looks forth in feeble helplessness, and Tears Come to his aid, through whose soft influence His tender infant wants are all supplied. Then follows Mirth so close to Tears allied They scarce can separate : thus these two dwell Beneath one roof; and of that saying old "Extremes will meet," do verify the truth. Thus is this fortress guard' for years By infant Reason, Mirth, and Tears. These years pass by, and Reason stronger grown " Through league with young Ambition ; first essayed AN INWARD CONFLICT. 49 A war with Ignorance ; whom to o'erthrow, Calls to his aid the noblest warrior Thought ; Who wins in many battles hardly fought, Yielding no in'^h of ground. Full long he fought And many battles won ; yet many more Remained to win, ere he could quell his foe. Fair Hope her rosy banner bright, unfurled, And moved with buoyant sten in eager haste To join his glorious standard ; and to light With brilliant watchfires all the country round. First in the van on restless charger rode Bright Expectation — eager for the fight ; Followed by all Ambition'* powerful force, Vict'ry on vict'ry gained ; till Ignorance, Subdued and meek, fled 'fore the conqueror's tread. And Reason yearly stronger grown. Sat firmly on his royal throne. ^^ ^ Firmly ! Ah no ! for now an enemy That he ne'er dreamed of, came 'gainst him in force Most overwhelming ; and with arrows light With magic pointed barb, from bended bow Pierced through his outward guard ; and did disturb His fair domain with desperate daring raids. With fiery burning darts his followers dash ; Into the citadel ; and Reason bound ' ^"^ All lowly lies before the conqueror's feet. All conquering Love ! Who 'gainst thy power can stand ? Who, stem thy 'whelming force, or break thy chain ? Ah who but Pride, relentless, dark, and dread ! A turncoat she, who e'en as oft' doth join The wrong cause as the right ; yet came she now To Reason's aid, and Love's fair armament Before her standard flies. And once again Ambition joins the league ; and in his might Breaks down all barriers ; and all foes disperse ; (.vl 1^ 60 AN INWARD CONFLICT. Ill And Reason rising in his power once more, With bright and beauteous Hope to lead the van, Gathers his forces that quick onward press A brilliant goal to win. Press on ! — press on Bright Hope ! Ambition wild ! press on, nor turn One ling'ring backward look, or thou art lost ! Why halt ye, Hope ? Why turn ? 'Tis true that Doubt Hath dog'd thy steps, but had'st thou forward pressed His power were gone — to do or dare thee harm. Bright Hope fought hard but failed to rout Her enemy ; dark, direful Doubt. ■ .«■ . *Tis past ! the inward warfare — past ! — where Hope Did battle with the legions Doubt had raised And oft' suppressed her foe ; who yet again Reared his dark head, and with a vengeful look Cried " What art thou ! that thou should'st strive to hold This fortress 'gainst the power that I command, Light, airy creature, reared in Mind's abode — Weak prop art thou, on which to stay his strength When thus assailed by Doubt. Fair ! — fair art thou ! And beautiful ! Thy rainbow-tinted robe Doth gleam before mine eyes with dazzling sheen ; •, Thy whispers soft allure me ; and my strength Doth fail me oft when looking in thine eyes ; ' , And therefore will I summon to mine aid One whom thou can'st not quell, and Certainty ' ' With Doubt allied shall vanquish thee, fair maid." Came Certainty with crushing tread ; And Hope with rainbow hues hath fled. Hath fled, and in her place there dwells a fiend Whose name is Dark Despair ; and Misery dread Is brooding at his feet ; and these now hold AN INWARD CONFLICT. That fortress strong and fair ; where Reason bright- By Hope abandoned — low in dungeon lies : And heavily the conqueror's tread V Resounds above his prostrate head. Then white-robed Mercy, from on high, looks down With pitying glance on Reason's prostrate form ; And calls to Faith, with brow serene and mild, " Hio thee fair maid to Reason's realm, where he Lies conquered by Despair, and set him free. Came Faith with brilliant glory crown'd ; Shedding a light the dungeon round. Despair hath fled ! with all his host hath fled ! And Reason once again sits on his thi »ne. Pure Faith doth guide the heim of state, and Hope Sits near with softened beam that never dies : And with these twain beside the throne ; No Dark Despair shall claim his own. 51 ft ! 52 LOST. LOST. A TALE OP THE EARLY SETTLEMENT OF HURON. Dear Huron ! land of forest glade and streams, Thy name recalls my childhood's happy dreams ! Again T wander by the trickling rill ; Again I see the homestead on the hill With pointed gables, looking t'ward the road ; That home of trust and love — the blest abode. The sumach still is there, and there the same Sweet dog-rose creeping up the window-frame ; Where oft in girlhood I have idly stood And watched the full moon pour her trembling flood Of liquid beauty on the trees and flo\7ers ; Aye, I have watched the cold pure moon for hours ; Not heeding then how swift Time's riv jr flows ; Dreaming such dreams as girlhood only knows. Wandering in realms more beautiful than this : Dreaming of love ; and the still greater bliss Of being loved. Oh, sweet ! oh, rapturous thought ! Should I at any future time be sought By one as yet unknown, and he — I wten. The noblest type of manhood ever seen. Marvel not that I aimed my hopes so high. Should'st wonder still ? Then I will tell 3'ou why ! My soul from infancy was taught to soar By one who loved the truth, and honour, more, Far more than life ; and he my mind did train In lore of chivalry, in martial strain ; Praising great deeds of daring till I ne'er Could tell what 'twas the coward calleth fear. Telling old tales of hot and desperate strife ; Making a poem of my daily life. LOST. 58 Long years ago he settled on this place, With all around, p,s far as eye could trace, A forest of illimitable space ; The home of bears and wolves, and red men wild ; A roving fancy had him here beguiled ; He loved not towns and cities with their strife ; His heart clung fondly to a country life. And here he brought my mother, ont; of three Fair maidens reared in city luxury. And well the trials of her life she bore ; Counting her many blessings o'er and o'er ; Nor breathed a sigh for what had been before. Nor let a discontented fancy rove ; But ever to assist her husband strove. For what can equal woman's deathless love ? Five little children stayed to light that home And seven God took ; of three fair ones the tomb Is underneath the hemlock tree whose spread. Keeps cool the earth above our loved and dead. The elder ones of that fair little band Sleep in the bosom of the mother land. From early morning until eventide, The farmer laboured hard, yet scarce supplied ' His loved ones, who had often scantly fared ; But e'en in face of famine ne'er despaired. Said " better times would come when he had cleared More land, and greater herd of cattle reared." Each child, however small, had work assigned, To spin the wheel, the tangled skein to wind ; To pluck the chicken or to make the stew ; Even the baby in the crib could coo. And she, the next it years would tend that pearl. That lovely fair-haired, blue-eyed laughing girl ; And no light task was it — to keep her good, The youngest ever is of wilful mood. IS ■■: 'i'"'^ 54 LOST. ! f " The father's darling, and the mother's pride," Is sure to be by all the rest belied, If they should dare complain that she had wrought Mischief, with much of direst evil fraught. All had their several tasks, and as her share, ■ Fell baby, to the lot of little Clare : Who when most tried by that tempestuous mood Which babies oft indulge ; and still no good Follows each cooing sweet and soothing word, Would often wonder how it had occurred That ma — who had so many should have brought This one to share the trials of their lot. ! • The eldest, Ella, sweet and fresh and fair. Would oft her mother's heavy burden share In milking cows, and other household care : Keeping the well-worn clothing in repair. Leila and Edwin ; they a fragile pair. Oft left to roam at will for freshened air ; And when with plough the farmer turned the earth Would follow in the furrow, full of mirth; But soon becoming tired would idly creep, Then lie upon the fresh damp earth and sleep. And there, the father slowly moving round Would find his offspring lying on the ground Before the horses' feet ; then would he stay And take his treasures far enough away, And lay them on his coat, in some safe spot. Where they would sleep as sound as in their cot. Sol sent his fervent kisses from on high ; Cat-birds and black-birds sang their lullaby ; Fresh breezes played about each little form. Bearing the scent of clover, and a storm Of snow-white blossoms from the hawthorn trees : Wealth of the flies, and wasps, and honey bees ! Bringing new life upon their dainty breath ; And thus these babes escaped the grasp of Death. LOST. 55 111 busy times, the farmer oft would send The children, who their little steps would bend Toward the forest fair to seek the cows ; - ^ That often wandered miles away to browse Upon the young green twigs, and herbage sweet Which grew in wild luxuriance at their feet : And charged them not to stray from out of sight Where between tree-trunks showed a line of light ; This marked the clearing as they knew full well Acquainted were they with each hill and dell, Where roved the hare, and where the wood-chuck dwell. One day in early June the farmer came In from the fields, and calling oft by name His children; Ella and Leila quickly bound From 'rear of barn, where they a nest have found Of new-laid eggs ; which they in triumph bear, And give into the thoughtful mother's care : Then instant turn to hear their father's 'quest, Who in few words his v/ishes thus expressed : *' Ella, and you my little Leila, go Beyond the farm, and where the brook doth flow You'll find the cows ; they all day long have lain Within the clearing, to avoid the pain Of black-flies, which infest the leafy wood ; And from the worried cattle drain the blood. They're hungry now, and they I fear may stray, If not brought home before the close of day. List' ! do you hear the clock for four doth chime ? 'Tis only two hours hence to milking time : 'Twere pity now to let them out of sight ; Without they're sought, they'll not be home to-night. Go, quickly ! go, before they further stray. And bring them through the bush the nearest way. And call them as you go, so they'll not roam. But know there's something: nice for them at home, *i ! 56 LOST. Take heed ! if ever you should lose your way, When hunting cattle towards the close of day. Keep with the bell, my pets, and know no care, For be assured that I shall find you there 1 " This as a warning — he had naught to fear ; The cows, that evening, were so very near. Away flew Ella where the pathway led, And followed i jeila with as quick a tread ; They cross the brook and gain the higher ground, Their supple forms o'er logs and fences bound ; They reach the bush, and in a leafy dell Distinctly hear the sound of Brandy's bell ; A moment stay their panting breath to gain, Then sounds the cow-call, over hill and plain. Co-Brandy ! co-Brandy ! co-Brandy ! Co-o ! co-o ! co-o ! Co-Lily ! co-Lily ! co-Lily ! Co-Dolly! co-Dolly! co-bolly! ; Co-o ! co-o ! co-o ! Co- Jenny ! co -Jenny ! co- Jenny ! Co-Lady ! co-Lady ! co-Lady ! Co-Colly ! co-Colly ! co-Colly ! Co-o ! co-o ! co-o ! co-o ! Then held their breath to listen, called anew. No bell is heard, for Brandy listens too : Yet only for a moment stays the sound ; Again it rings through all the forest round ; For having fasted all the live-long day, In haste she doth the tender herbaga slay ; While yet again, with clear and merry chime. To turn of tongue and teeth, the bell keeps time. Tearing from limb of tree the nearest spray; The children rush upon their hungry prey ; Doubtless, believing they will straightway take The path that winds around the cedar brake ; I.' t I '"Is LOST. Over the crossway leading to the lane ; Noli the short path just traversed through the grain. In vain they tried to drive the cattle home. Along the road it was their wont to come ; They dodged from right to left, now here, now there, As loath to leave so soon their dainty fare ; And thus through wandering on in search of food, • They led the children further in the wood : Round and about, and in and out they wind. Until they leave the clearing far behind. In vague alarm the little ones look round ; The swaying trees give forth a dismal sound, And naught familiar to their eye is found. Where is this darksome dell, but now they crossed ? Can it be possible that they are lost ? They raised their eyes to seek the god of day. By whom their father ever steered his way ; But all in vain ! nor right, nor left, they spy The faintest sign of his one brilliant eye. All, all around the sky is overcast With dismal clouds, and there thev stand aofhast; Look in each other's eyes, and seeing there The terror which they mutually share ; Each tries her sister with a smile to cheer, Though quaking inwardly with mortal fear. Dire tales their father told them long ago, Of bears and wolves ,and other kindred foe, That roam by night the densely wooded lands ; Of Indians, scalping knives, and burning brands : All dreaded scenes that infant fancy finds, With sick'ning horror rush into their minds. With fearful glance they search the forest drear, The shades of coming night are gath'ring near ; Each bush and log so?ne direful shape assumes ; D 5^ i . .1 I ! I n 58 tOST. ' I t ^ Si- A giant Indian from the distance looms Upon their way ; and banks, and turned-up roots, Take forms of bears and wolves and other brutes That roam the forest wild in search of prey, And oft behind some log in ambush lay ; ' From which they might at any moment start : This thought sent death chills to each little heart. Then hunger's first awakening pangs they feel ; And thoughts of starving make their senses reel. Imagination every wonder weaves ; Would " robins come and cover them with leaves " Should they lie down and die upon the sod ? And would their spirits find their way to God ? And then poor pa, and ma, what would they do ? Would they be searching all the forest through Perhaps for days, or weeks, and all in vain ? They'd never see their little ones again : And tears which their own terrors could not bring, For sympathy, beneath each eyelid spring, And form large crystal drops that slowly roll Adown their cheeks, while shook each little soul With grief unutterable, for those who'd grieve For them, long after they had ceased to live. Yet other thoughts to them sweet solace bring. Taking from death, the fear ! the bitter sting ! When they were dead, mamma would love them more. Nor think so much of baby as before. Here spoke the woman's soul, that slumb'ring lay , Within those little tenements of clay. Oh woman ! sweet and gentle ! thou dost prove A very martyr in the cause of love. But not for long these thoughts their bosoms sway ; They mark the gloom, and watch the closing day, M LOST. 59 Swift blending into night, and terrors new On every side loom nearer into view. In quaking fear they closely keep to where Old Brandy still regales on dainty fare : Then white with terror turn their glance — to see — Dolly has made a bed beneath a tree. Lily with snow white face, and crumpled horn, And stump of tail, from which some dog had torn The switch, had mounted on a bank to chew ; The signs were plain ; whatever should they do ? A blinding mist of tears obscured their sight ; They saw the cows prepare to pass the night, There, in the forest dark, where beasts of prey, And roving red men prowled ; there they Must stay till morning ; and they must not sleep Both at one time ; for one good watch must keep As soldiers do — when they to battle go. That they be not surprised by lurking foe. Here a new thought occurred their hearts to cheer New hope has ta'en the place of deadly fear. No longer hungry, caring not to roam, Mayhap they yet might bring the cattle home ; But which way should they drive — they could not say ; No land-mark could they find to mark the way. But still the cattle knew which way to go ; Then softly called to Brandy, co ! co ! co ! They dared not raise the voice — so great their fear Some ugly Indian might be lurking near : Then as she did not move they desperate grew ; And seizing switches at the cattle flew. A direful rout ensued, and for a space They rush in wild confusion round the place ; Then tails in air, in one direction start. The children following, both sick at heart. Meantime the parents, fully occupied. Miss not the children till the eventide j ! I ti; 60 LOST. When lengthened shadows creep into her home, The mother marvels that they do not come ; " Give me the baby, Clare ! and go you out, And see if any cattle are about ; Or if you hear the bell, come quickly back. If not at home they may be on the track. , It's very late ! and I am sore afraid ^ " Here Clare, returning to her mother, said : " I tant see any tows, nor hear no bell. '* *' Go quickly then, and to your father tell Your sisters are not back. He must be gone And search for them before the daylight's done/* But ere the child the door behind her drew, What first was fear, to active terror grew. " Good Heaven ! if they are lost ! what shall 1 do 1 " And with the baby in her arms she flew Across the fields, and gained her husband's side. And, panting with exertion, gasping cried : " The children ! Sidney ! They have not come back ! *Tis growing dark ! They must have missed the track Appalled the astonished father stood — then said : " They'll soon be here. Dear wife, be not afraid ! They know the bush right well for miles around. Don't cry, dear love ! Believe me, they'll be found. Indeed, I never knew but they were back. Or I long since had been upon their track ! 'Twere useless now — to try their way to trace ; 'Twill be pitch dark, before ten minutes' space Of time elapse ; and what then could I do ? In darkness I can't search the forest through ! My dearest wife, I'll have them with thee soon ! Be patient till the rising of the moon ! " " Patient ! Think you that I can calmly wait, Uncertain of our precious children's fate ? LOST. Gl Why, even while we stand here speaking, they May be devoured by some fierce beast of prey ! There must be something done! I cannot wait! Before the moon rise it may be too late ! How can you stand there looking into space. Nor of the children try'- to find a trace ? If I remain inactive all the night, I shall go mad before the morning light. Oh, Sidney ! Sidney ! something must be done ; Would it not do for you to fire your g^un ? If not too distant they will hear the sound ; And I will gather sticks the field around, And make a fire upon the hill-top there, Whose brilliant flame arising high in air Might light them home — if yet they are alive. 'I'his dreadful thought my mother's heart doth rive I may have only three — where I had five. Oh, God ! have mercy on me ! Hear my cry ! Preserve my little ones ! let them not die This dreadful night — but have them in thy care. Oh Heavenly Father, hear a mother's prayer ! Oh save my children from a cruel fate, If yet — if yet, Oh God ! 'tis not too late." * :> The flames rose from the quickly-kindled flre ; On the dark ni^ht they mounted high, and higher ; The mother wrought with zeal that could not tire. The gun was fired, and on the air was borne At intervals the sound of dinner horn. The neighbours hearing the unusual sound. Collected there for full two miles around ; And offered all the aid within their power ; But nothing could be done in that dark hour : Nought but continuing their shouts and cries Until the slowly waning moon should vise, 62 LOST. it m The anxious faces round the blazing fire Made scene that any painter might inspire ; Foremost of all the group the father stood With hand to ear in listening attitude. Erect he stands upon a little mound, In hopes to catch the bell's first, faintest sound ; In him an upright, manly form behold. Fashioned in nature's best — most perfect mould. Some troubled lines about his mouth you spy, But hope beams brightly in his hazel eye ; Buoyant by nature, he could not believe That harm would come his little ones to grieve ; Though oft with many troubles sorely tried, He always looked upon the brightest side. Now by the firelight you distinctly trace A look of pain upon his shadowed face ; 'Twas sympathy for her his bosom moved, For her so truly and so fondly loved. Oft is his eye with humid feeling turned On her, who as the firelight brightly burned, Flits here and there, with ever restless haste ; Tall was her form, and slender was her waist ; Complexion soft and dazzlingly fair ; Abundant tresses of bright auburn hair. In joy no brighter face than hers was seen ; When trouble came — so changed her face^nd mien A stranger scarce would take her for the same; For in that delicately fashioned frame Exists the power to suffer — strong and deep As suffer those who rarely ever weep. Beyond the blazing fire a trifling space, Sits little Clare with troubled, wond'ring face ; That ever restless baby on her lap, Not mindful of the hour for evening nap ; For as the ruddy firelight sparks and glows, Jp infant glee she claps her hands and crQws, 'U,. ■ Si LOST, Edwin with long green pole stirs up the fire Whose sparks and tiame still rising high, and higher, Illume the space for many roods around, And show the neighbours sitting on the ground In motley garments clad — a rural sight ; Waiting the advent of the queen of night. - Sudden one starts upon his feet — " Hush ! hush ! I surely hear a bell in yonder bush ! Keep quiet ! listen ! Yes, I'm sure I do ; And every moment coming nearer too ! And see — a light spreads on the eastern sky. The moon is rising — Bless me marm ! don't cry ! They'll be here in a twinkling ! yes, I knows ; I'm certain, sure, they will not leave the cows ! " This to the mother, f oi* when hope came near, Raised from her heart the weight of deadly fear, Rolled down her cheeks in pearly crystal tide The tears so lon And she moved among them as free as air : , ? Thus she patiently waited without a care For him who would be her bosom's lord; As with him she only her life would share ; He — her own beloved ! her best adored ! Whose heart would beat with her's, would beat with one accord. And this ideal lover she never met ; Though she patiently waited day by day, The lord of her destiny lingered yet : Her brightest visions had faded away. And often betimes she was wont to say. She feared he was dead, and had gone to rest ; Or why did he make such a long delay ; He, the noblest, the fondest, the best : 'Tis thus with sweetest dreams she gives to life its zest. And she laughs and smiles as in girlhood's hour ; And young love still lingers upon her way : I marvel will ever she lose her power O'er the hearts of men, who bend to her sway : Her face is as fresh as the breath of May ; LINES TO- 75 And the witchery lingers round her yet : She knows full well she has had her day ; And a single life cannot make her fret : (She trified not with love — the past holds no regret. r 3 it ' M LINES TO Dkau friend of my bright happy girlhood ; Thy paper received yester'een ; Has brocht the Langsyne to my mcm'ry ; Has bridged a' the lang years between. I pass over oceans of sorrow, Whose surges rose high o'er my head ; And left me sae lane, and sae mournfu' I miss him my loved and my dead. I pass over times sair and troubled ; I trip over bright beams of bliss ; Sae few, and sae far, widely scattered ; But nane the less joyfu' for this. Again 'fore mine een brightly glimmers, The light in the ball-room f u' rare ; Where langsyne I met Jamie * * The gallant, the young, and the fair. * I danced wi' him sax times and over ; And made English Ned feel fu' sore : He ca'ed me a liirt and a tvifler And vowed he would love me no more. I M I . 7C THE CONFESSION OF A BASHFUL MAN. I cared na* for Ned save wi' friendship , And ever I liked na' to vsco ; Hi8 fruitless persistent endeavours To show his possession o' me. And Jamie the chiel na' doubt kenned it It's ever the way with the men ; They care na' for aught that's na' mischief- A weel ! — don't I know them, ye ken ! Weel Ned, my puir laddie, ye're hapi)y, Wi' wife and wi' bairnies twain ! While I, ye'll take comfort fra' hearin'. Am left by my fireside alane. THE CONFESSION OF A BASHFUL MAN. She came to grace our lowly bower, A creature fair and bright. With raven hair and olive cheek, And eyes of dazzling light. I met her in our cottage hall, She looked so fair and good, I felt a passionate desire To kiss her where she stood. We wandered out about the grounds And underneath the trees ; The air was vocal with the birds, And flowers scent the breeze. Her little fingers trustingly Were resting on my sleeve ; To squeeze them in this hand of mine Oh — what would I not give ' ■'■^ THE CONFESSION OF A BASHFUL MAN. I led her to a rustic seat ; My heart was beating fast ; I tried to summon fortitude ; My spirits rose at last. I listened and could hear no sound Save the whispering of the breeze ; My arm stole softly round her waist, I kissed her 'neath the trees. The sad— sad hour of parting came : I took her to the train : « Forebodings filled my mind that wo Might never meet again. I led her gently to a seat Arranged the window bars ; And spite of all the gaping crowd I kissed her in the ears. Oh, all you foolish folks who say That kissing is a sin ; Who never felt a ray of warmth Your hardened hearts within ; May Cupid send a shaft of love And pierce each stony breast That you may know tlie science yet Of kissing-— and be blest. 77 1 'I t i ChK^ ^i^ i 78 LINES ON BEING ASKED WHY I DO NOT MARRY. LINES ON BEING ASKED WHY I DO NOT MARRY ? People oft have asked me why T am single ? Why 'mongst Hymen's votaries higli I don't mingle ? Talk to me of manied bliss ; Children on my knee to kiss ; Making earth a heaven. Manly form on which to rest ; ' Sheltered on a faithful breast ; When with sorrows riven, Blest companionship through life ; Why then ! am I not a wife ? I might answer them — 'tis fate, Leaves me lonely ; Woman cannot choose her mate, , But man only. ' Still, it is not thus with me, None to suit me can I see ; None that I could lean on : Mind is much to be desired . Truth and honour are required ; When with these I see one ; He doth always smoke or drink. Who their fate with such would link ? Dearest friends, I'll tell you why I am single. Why 'mongst Hymen's votaries high I don't mingle. LINES ON BEING ASKED WHY I DO NOT MARllY. 79 I have waited for my fate And could never find a mate. What doth make him tarry ? Waited for liim— you may laugh- One who is my other half ; None else will I many ! And when he doth come for me Happy ! happy ! will I be. Should he never find me, why ! I'll keep .single ; Nor 'mongst Hymen's votaries high Will I mingle. I shall miss his loving care ; Ne'er can I his sorrows sliare ; Nor may I caress him ; . * But I'll love him all the same, Though I do not know his name. May God ever bless him ! And when gone and free from care I will " braid St. Catherine's hair." 1 I ■ ■Mf.i 'W n 80 THE SPINSTERS REPROACHING SIR JOHN MACDONALD. THE SPINSTERS REPROACHING SIR JOHN MACDONALD. ON THE N. P.. 1881. i ill I !■ ! 'I If!. V 1, A LONG — long — weary year has passed, And stiil we're toiling on. We've watched and waited patiently, v\^hat hast thou done, Sir John ? What hast thou done for us who stand Alone in life's rough way ? Alone and unprotected still, What hast thou done, I say ? No well-connected man of worth Has come within our door ; With bearing high, and courtly mien, And coffers running* o'er. No bachelor ! no widower ! Has come our hearts to gain. In vain we watch ! in vain we wait ! . In vain ! alas ! in vain ! Oh cruel ! cruel hast thou been, To thus o'erlook our state ; Another year of such neglect And it may be too late. Already doth the bloom of youth Begin to flutter, where A year ago ii blossomed fresh In glowing beauty rare. Oh, listen to our pleading \ oice ! Let not rough Time impress His unsought kisses on our cheeks ; Protect onr helplessness ! TOWSER. 81 We know not if the country feels Thy rule for good or ill ; But we, poor maids, are left alone And unprotected still. TOWSER, The night is dreary, cold and dark ; The tempest howls and shrieks with rage ; The elements fierce warfare wage. What sound is that ? Hist ! listen ! hark ! It is the voice of Towser. I turn me over in my bed; Again I sink in peaceful dreams ; Again am wakened by the screams That, loud enough to wake the dead, Proceed from luckless Towser. That last wild cry my limbs assist ; I spring from off my bed and seize A heavy wrapper lined with frieze ; No human being could resist The pleading voice of Towser. Down twenty steps of darksome stair I haste on wings of love and fear ; Now to the street door drawing near I needs must meet the frosty air. To succour helpless Towser. ■ipr 82 AUTUMN. ii •i 1^ I ope the door, and in there bounds A large black cat within the space, With springy, agile, cat-like grace, And soft the lofty room resounds With joy of happy Towser. AUTUMN. Ah ! who, with tearless eye serene, Can watch the forms of nature dying ? And who, withoui a pang can see Her youthful beauty daily flying ? Whose once bright locks have ta'en the haze The Indian summer gives the distance, Which dims the brightness of her eyes, And casts a film o'er her existence. The crow's feet round v/hose eyes have traced, Like withered rose-leaves many a crinkle ; And oh ! the charm that won all hearts, Her dimple, turneth to a wrinkle. Her cheek that in her summer's prime Blushed with the rose's sweetest blooming, Now, like the faded lily, shows The autumn tints their glow entombing. Had Socrates and Plato been — In lieu of men — one blooming woman, Combined Philosophy had failed To hide the stino" that marked them human. to I! I WINTER. 83 WINTER. The Autumn is past — the sweet Summer has sped, And everything lovely and loving has fled. No longer the goldfinch will sing to his mate ; No longer the lovers hang over the gate ; The finches go south their fond love notes to sing, And lovers, less happy, are waiting for spring. The maidens no longer wear boots trim and neat, Galoshes, those horrid things, ruin tht?r feet. The winter is coming with tempest and hail ; Wila Boreas swelleth his cheeks for a gale ; He speeds with his breathing the snowflakes' swift flight, And covers the earth with a mantle of white. IN ow children are harassed with horrible feai-s : lie speaks to their noses, their toes, and their ears. The elder folk round them their mantles close fold, And wonder was ever a winter so cold. Each gallant escorts his own favourite fair ; And music of sleifch-bells rino^ out on the air • The waggons are gone, with their clattering noise ; On backs of the sleighs hang the dear little boys. Young men from the church reach their domiciles soon ; They stay not with sweet-hearts to gaze on the moon ; Far rather they'd be by their fireside's recess ; The air is too frosty for Love's fond caress. Thus Love sufiers keenly from winter's cold breath And shivers as though ho were smitten with death ; But great are the blessings attending on those Who are lovers of comfort, and fond of repose ; All world-weary mortals can rest without pain ; Mosquitoes are slumb'ring till spring conies again. wummm ; 'i 1 i It i I' l\l u> u M TIME — A SOLILOQUY. SUBMISSION. A LADY ffiir, a friend of mine, Requests in this edition ; That I will write without delay, A poem on submission. Was ever mortal so oppressed As I by this petition ; 1 do not like to own that I Can't write upon submission. Although I've lived for many a yeai'. And had some erudition ; T vow ! I never yet have learned The meaning of submission. TIME— A SOLILOQUY. The maiden, like the opening bud Of summer's sweetest fragrant roses, In dreamy expectation waits And on thy lagging hours reposes. The youth would urge thee in thy flight, Thy slow and measured step disdaining, Which still doth hold him in a leash The age of manhood from attaining. TIME — A SOLILOQUY. In middle ago, who would not curb Thy pace by strongest bit and bridle ? What needs this most unseemly haste ! Why, as in youth, canst thou not idle ? Thou leavest traces of thy flight O'er which we often sadly linger ; As flowers wilt 'neath summer frosts, Thou touchest us with blighting finger. It may be thou hast gently pressed Thy signet on our shrinking being : Yet heavy are our bonds, for we. From thee, have not the power of fleeing. Oh, Time ! — however soft thy touch ! However tender and caressing ! Does any thing of beauty view Thy shadowing presence as a blessin if ? 85 _._ |art tijc i\hi, r-H mmiiiiiii ir Hi » s 1 r i ' \ I 1 I'-'i INTRODUCTION. ^^CTpl^ HROUGH our allotted walk in life, ^5=^ Ere yet we timely fall, "' An equal measure is our own, Of honey and of gall. For every bliss hath its alloy That clingeth as a shroud ; Yea, where the sunshine brightest beam> There, blackest is the cloud. Thus, o'er the brightest hours of life, There hangs this sable pall ; The sweeter honey we may sip, The bitterer is the gall. Yet, some there be with feelings cold. Who know no love at all ; Their palates were not formed to taste The honey or the gall I would not live in twilight calm, Though ever safe and warm ; Oh ! let me have the sun to shine ! Though I must bear the storm. p F 90 DAY DREAMING. i 1! " Love on ! Love on ! the soul must liave a shrine ; The rudest breast must find some hallowed spot ; The God who formed us left no spark divine In him, who lives on earth, and loveth not." DAY DREAMING. I'm dreaming, my darling, of thee ! Not sleeping but dreaming; Day dreaming, and revelling free ; With fancy's wild imagery ever My spirit is teeming. Back ! — back in the past ! — blessed past ! What a halo of beauty enshrouds thee ! With a glory too brilliant to last ; Though a beam from the radiance it cast, Still brightens the gloom that beclouds me. Back ! back in the past, to an hour When song birds were sleeping ; When every blade, tree, and llower, (Whose beauty makes joy for me ever), The night dew was steeping. Back ! —back in the past ! — blessed past ! Sweetest past ! — Can I ever forget thee ? Or that fullness of being so vast ; Father Time ! Thou who fliest so fast ! Like a spell do thy mem'ries beset me. DAY DREAMING, 91 Back ! — back in tlie past — to tliat cvc When eyes softly beaming Their witching inthrahnents bewcave ; Those luminous eyes, where forever The love light is gleaming. Those eyes so soft, limpid and blue, Their fond glance set my heart wildly beating ; And the Howers bowed down with the dew, Never raised their bent faces to view That tableau so sweet, and so fleeting, A gentle arm, tender and strong, And firm and caressing, Encircled me round, — was it wrong ? Or should it be looked on forever In light of a blessing ? Sweet kisses fell soft as the dew On the flowers, that still bent their faces, With a rapture that thrilled through and through ; E'en as love's sweet caresses will do ! And leave not the faintest of traces. Save a sweet tender light in the eye, Dark eyes softly beaming, The low murmured breath of a sigh, — Repeated again — and forever. The thralled one is dreaming. .^3. S^^. ^^> \.v% IMAGE EVALUATION TEST TARGET (MT-3) 1.0 I.I »- PIM 2.5 2.0 1.8 1.25 1.4 1.6 .4 6" — ► m ^ /a ■e, -m .'■> vj r^ o /,. / -I' Photographic Sciences Corporation 23 WEST MAIN STREET WEBSTER, N.Y. 14580 (716) 872-4503 K? ^ ' % W., *^^ 1 w 92 AT THE FALLING OF THE LEAF. AT THE FALLING OF THE LEAF. October ! what mingling of sadness and joy Thou bring'st to the soul that contemplates thy scene ; The vanishing beauties of summer alloy, As one looking back on a bliss that has been. The soft nestling breezes in spcrtiveness play With the heralds of wintor, that garnish the earth ; The warm, wooing fondness of SoFs softened ray, Like beams that gave flow 'vets of April their birth. Though crimson embellish our emblem of green, And purple the ash by the frost king's fresh breath ; A spirit 01 sadness reigns over the scene ; The sun smiles on mourning; the wind sports with death. And this ! of all moons in the year thou wilt turn Beloved of my soul ! to revisit the place Where beams of affection yet smouldering bum, That Time, — the destroyer, — ^hath failed to efface.' Oh, love of my soul ! can the year's dying moan Hush the joy in Liy heart when thy ^otstep is near ? In thy presence, — thou life of my spirit, — mine own ! Can the wailings of nature elicit a tear ? Ah, no ! for the joy and the brightness within. Shall soften the sound of the wind's sighing tone ; No ill-omened whisper, or fancy shall win One thought at our meeting, — my darling ! mine own 1 EXPECTATION. 93 Though death on the face of fair Nature appear ; And garden, and fields, and wild woodlands may mourn ; The lord of my destiny now draweth near ; And my " Eden " shall blossom to greet his return. I'll plant me a garden, my curtains among ; Geraniums and fuchsias, and roses shall bloom ; The heliotrope's fragrance around me be flung ; And mignonette perfume the senses entomb. And yet, what availeth the beauty of flower ? Or bird warbling sweetly in wild woodland tone ; Thy presence, and accents alone have the power To make me a summer, when summer has gone. EXPECTATION. I WAIT ! I watch ! and listen for thy step ! The very air seems whispering love of thee ; It breathes and palpitates as if thy breath Stirred it in coming near ; and murmurs sweet Seem borne upon the wind ; like to thy voice. When breathing love to me ; and little thrills Of happiness come o'er me, when I think Of all the bliss the passing moments fleet Bear on their wings to me. Oh, dearly loved ! Thou art my life's one joy ! my one sweet thought ! My soul doth long for thee — my other self Doth hunger for thy presence, thy caress. With thee life is so full ! What need I more When thou art near ? mine own ! my love ! art near ! Oh, bliss ! to lay my hand in thine ; in thine One moment — fond and fleeting — ^yet how sweet, Aye, doubly sweet, for my hand loveth thine j 94 PARTED. Doth love thy touch, and thus it doth delight To linger in thy clasp with pressure fond — The while for one ecstatic moment love — Mine eyes look into thine, and feel the power That soul doth exercise o'er soul, when love Doth bind two hearts in one. Hush ! oh, listen ! Insects cease your humming, whilst I listen ! Song-bird cease your singing, whilst I listen ! Hush, oh wind, and murmur not, complaining ; For He ! my love, is coming ! coming near ; Oh, joy ! I hear his footsteps — He is here ! PARTED. Gone ! alas ! and I am lonely, All within is gloom and night ; Joyless, rayless, and beclouded. Slow the moments wing their flight, Sol looks down upon me smiling. Did he know that we must part ? There's a brightness in the sunshine Mocks the gloom within my heart. ART THOU THINKING OF ME? 95 THERE'S A LINK THAT IS MISSING. My " Eden " is smiling ! my " Eden " is fair ! The birds warble sweetly ; their notes fill the air ; The flow'rets are blooming in border and bed ; But the sense of their beauty and sweetness has fled. Fair Nature to charm weaves her witch'ries in vain, There's a link that is missing from happiness' chain. A form that is missing ! that erst met my view ; Two eyes that are missing ! two deep wells of blue ; Two lips that are missing, that once met mine own ; And the clasp of two arms and a voice's low tone ; Two souls have been parted, and parted in pain ; There's a link that is missing from happiness' chain. 111 ART THOU THINKING OF ME ? Abt thou thinking of me, my belov'd ? Though distance doth sever us wide ; The fancy still haunts me, my darling, That thou art again by my side. I feel an intangible presence. About me wherever I move ; A something that whispers, my darling. Of thee, and thy passionate love. I- m] 1 I- hi il 96 HOPE DEFERRED. My spirit communes with thy spirit ; My thoughts cannot wander from thee ; Thy aerial presence enchains them, And haunts me wherever I be. There is naught in this world that can give me A tithe of the joy that doth fill My being ; when whispers th)'^ spirit To mine — that thou lovest me still. I ONLY A FLOWER. A SPRAY of mignonette ! A little feathery spray ; Frail tender thing ! What is 't in thee That bridges years of life's rough sea ? Thy perfume sweet brings back to me The mem'ry of a day That I can ne'er forget. I HOPE DEFERRED. My love ! — I am thinking of thee, And my heart Is a shrine, filled with mem'ries of thee, Which impart To my life a new feeling, and this ! The very perfection of bliss j HOPE DEFERRED. 97 For no smart Doth come with this beautiful feeling ; That keeps softly over me stealing, The strength of affection revealing. Ah! no! For my faith is as safe from a shock. As though it were built on a rock, And so — I sit foolishly dreaming ; My mind with fond memories teeming ; Not heeding " Old Time's" v ary flight ; Nor looking at aught, but the light That dazzles my glorified sight. My love — I am waiting for thee ; Thou didst say Thou wert coming my df rling to me. On this day — That reminds me so much of the past ; For surely this day is the la^t Day of May : And I wait with a feeling of yearning ; A feeling of painful heartburning ; Mine eye to the window oft turning To see If thy form in the mist I descry : Then come back again with a sigh, — - Ah— me 1 I hunger once more to behold thee ; , * I long for thine arm to enfold me ; , , ^ Again — love— to feel thy caress : Of joy to my heart, what excess. To know that thou lov'st me— not less. My Iot; o I am waiting for thee ; Wilt thou come ? In this heart that is yearning for thee, Is thy hQiAe, li 11 [ 98 HOPE DEFERRED. Love ! I think of theo when thou'rt away ; How I long for thee every day Thou dost roam. Art thou coming my love on the morrow, To chase away visions of sorrow ; Nor leave me a sad thought to borrow, Of thee ? For I know thou art longing to come ; 'Tis here that thy heart finds its home In me; And there's nothing can sever, My heart from thine, darling, forever : To-morrow — thou'lt surely be here. Ah — why ! — this vague feeling of fear ? And why ! — to mine eye comes the tear ? My love — I am waitinjj for thee ; Wilt thou come ? See — I'm weary of waiting for thee; I am dumb With a horrible feeling of pain ; That palsies my heart and my brain. I am numb With a cold sense of misery creeping ; With an anguish that knoweth no sleeping ; Ah ! — love— dost thou see I am weeping ? Ah no ! — Surely here is no crystalline flood ; Ah no ! — 'tis my heart weeping blood ; Ah ! — woe ! — And there's no way of stopping This horrible feeling of dropping ; That seems to be draining all day, In anguish, my life blood away ; — And nothing — the torrent will stay. IN MEMORIAM. 99 IN MEMORIAM. In weariness often life's pathway I tread ; The light, and the joy, from my bosom hath fled ; I cannot forget thee — where'er I may rove ; I miss thee, my darling! — my love ! oh my love I Thy voice's low tones oft in fancy I hear ; In shadows of evening thy spirit seems near ; Still speaks to my heart thy dominion to prove ; My darling ! — my darling ! — my love ! oh — my love ! Oh — couldst thou but hear my lamenting so vain ; Couldst know how I yearn for thy presence again ; What passionate anguish my bosom doth move ; My darling ! — my darling ! — my love ! oh — my love ! ^^^^^^ llf Ill' ill k* % iottttii. ] fl 1 I I I c I V B T W -f§-]V[i^eELL£rlEOtJ^ nmz^.^-- WELCOME TO HANLAN. 'EAR the news, Toronto ! Wide let t'lo tidings go ! ' [shore. Hanlan the ch'vmpion is drawing near uur U, '. up and welcome him Who doth the waters skim — [o'er. Skims with the swiftness of a bird the waters Arise ! arise ! The time flies ; With all the nation's flags unfurled, Quickly hasten forth to meet him ; Warmly welcome ! warmly greet him ; Hanlan, the champion of the world. High ! high your banners raise ! Shout in the victor's praise ! King of aL the watermen that skim the crystal tide. Drums, loud your welcome beat ! Breathe, cornets, wild and sweet — ' Breathe forth your melody in welcome far and wide. On the air Ladies fair Wave ! wave your 'kerchiefs ! and with smiles Brightly o'er each feature playing, Thus their loveliness arraying ; Welcome him with woman's sweetest wiles. '-^' 1: f-W IT* ■ 'f I 11 |5 ! I nm 1 • >)3 104 WELCOME TO HANLAN, Bells from the turrets high, Pour forth your melody ! Ring all ye ringers as ye never rang before ; Ring ye merry bells, ring ! ring ! Welcome the water king ; Welcome the hero to his native land once more. ^ Higher! higher! ^. • Up the spire Deep caverned throats with clang and blare Rising t'ward the vault of heaven Part the cloudlets music riven, Ringing your welcome on the air. Citizens one and all ! High or low, great or small ; Come forth in myriads your champion to receive; Come in your gay attire, Come with your hearts on fire, ; • Burning — with laurel wreath the victor's brow to weave. Hanlan ! Hanlan ! - In the van, ; . ' • First is your skiff upon the main, . , First of all the oarsmen ever ' ' • Dipped an oar in lake or river, ' •- -' Welcome ! oh v^relcome home again ! Home in the hearts of all, • Hearts whom your deeds recall, Proud that your star arose upon Ontario's wave J Proud of our champion. Who oft the race hath won — That to our Canada the oarsmen's victory gave. ' Welcome ! welcome ! To your home: ' ? : ; : . . . > Hear how it peals from tower and dome, First of all the oarsmen ever Dipped an oar in lake or river, Welcome ! oh welcome to your home ! •••■:^.- I > MISPLACED AFFECTION. 105 MISPLACED AFFECTION. We met ; 'twas by decree of fate, We met, but ah ! how soon to part ; And thou bust reft me of my heart And left me lonely — desolate ! To none but Heaven can I tell ? The love inspired by thee alone ; In dreams I hear thy magic tone, And on thy accents fondly dwell. I see again thy perfect form, That springeth from a noble race ; I mark the glory of thy face, I feel thy hand-clasp fond and warm. Again that limpid hazel eye Looks into mine with tender glance ; Whose language doth my soul entrance. And from whose spell in vain I fly. Once more upon my lips I feel The anguish of that last adieu ; I see thy form fade from my view ; My sight is dim ; my senses reel. Oh, love ! my love ! how shall I bear The dreary loneliness of life ; Or how endure the inward strife ; The aching void, the daily care. Oh, vain the wish ! that I could be Forever by my dear one's side ; Thou canst not claim me for thy briue ; Though loving, thou art leaving me. 106 TO WYNNE. APOSTROPHE TO LAKE HURON. Ye waves of Lake Huron ! bounding and free ; Wild waves of Lake Huron ! listen to me : Creation of One who haih power to save ! Sparc him I love from a watery grave. Ye winds of Lake Huron — hush your wild breath, Doom not my brother to darkness of death ; Thou wild " Lake of Storms," rest peacefully now ; "Winds of dark Huron, fan softly his brow. Ye waves of Lake Huron ! bounding and free ; Bear on your bosom my brother to me ; Winds cease your howling — nor stir the white foam. Breathe ye more gently till he cometh home. TO WYNNE. In this life as you wander to and fro, . Before its evening closes. Crush the thorns in your pathway as you go. But stoop and gather the roses. ANSWER TO- 107 ACROSTIC. A YOUTH of gentle modest bearing ; No artful wiles the weak ensnaring ; Devoted to his sire's profession ; Rich in his language and expression ; Earnest for peace he makes concession ; With heart as tender as a woman, So loving and so truly human ; Lingers with deep and tender feeling, On tale of misery and pain ; „ A depth of sympathy revealing ; No wretch to him appeals in vain. m '. i. ANSWER TO- DosT ask me, will I think of thee When in thy narrow bed ; Mine own ! my love ! will think of thee, When thou art dumb and dead. When I no more thy voice shall hei^r, Or feel thy fond caress ; Dost think that I, who love thee now. In death will love thee less ? Dost thou not know the treasure won, We oft' too lightly prize ; Too oft' we value not its worth. Till sundered are the ties ii ■ l 108 ACROSTIC. That linked it with our being here, That round our heartstrings bound, Until the snapping of its threads Reveals the gaping wound. The jewel that we wore for years, What thought we of its cost ? What eared we for its sparkling sheen, Ere yet we knew it lost ? Yet ! Oh, beloved ! my jewel bright ! - I have one only fear, I'd love thee more than God approves Could I but keep thee here. I love thee with a love so strong, 'Twill cross o'er death's dark wave ; And could it be, I'll love thee more When sj^ent in the grave. ACROSTIC. Win in the race set before thee. Yield not to trials or dangers. Ne'er let the false world allure thee ; Ne'er yield thy right unto strangers. Ever thy faith shining brightly, 'Midst all life's tumult and wiles ; Yields rich in prayers uttered nightly ; Brings to thy life all the gladness; Out from thy heart chases sadness ; Yields all thy day store of smiles. THE ENEMY OF LOVE. 109 THE ENEMY OF LOVE. Souls by mutual love enchained ; Trust ye ! trust ye ! ever ; Let no dreary doubt invade, Kindred hearts to sever. Doubt, — e'en like a fell disease, Flowers of love will wither ; Breathed upon by blighting breath Scattered hither, thither. , Doubt, — a fell destroyer, — he Blighteth where he lingers ; Marks his way by many a spot, Touched by unclean fingers. Doubt, — a mildew of the soul, Smearing o'er its whiteness. Doubt — a fungus of the mind, Dimming all its brightness. Crushing all life's sacred joys ; Dimming Hope's bright vision ; Friend is he of Dark Despair, Parent of Suspicion. Foul Suspicion ! unclean thing ! Death of Love's sweet blossom ; Let no spawn of ye be laid In the spotless bosom. Trust ye ! trust ye ! souls who love, Trust ye ! trust ye ! ever ; Let no dreary Doubt invade, Kindred hearts to sever. fl m hM h-\ 1^^ 110 EEFLECTIONS ON A FADED ROSE. REFLECTIONS ON A FADED ROSE. Slowly drooping, — slowly dying, — Fragrant rose ; What a tale thy faded beauty Doth disclose ; Thou remind'st me of one courted, Who with lovers idly sported; Wantonly, and idly sported, With their woes. * Left alone when faded, — dying, — Like thee, — rose ; Passing down the silent river. As it flows ; Time his sovereignty expresses ; His unwelcome kiss impresses ; Softly veils her glowing tresses With the snows. ' Slowly droops thy fragrant beauty — Dying rose ; Softly sink thy crumpled petals, To repose ; Mournest thou thy bloom departed ; Thou ! the rare, the ruby hearted ; Like the maiden, lone deserted ; Dying rose? 1\ TO MY CANARY. Ill "J'v' TO MY CANARY. My Pjrramus ! my tender little love ! How doth my heart rejoice to hear thy strain Again re-echoing through my lowly bower ! For thou hast been so sad these many moons, Thy little throat could scarce find strength for song ; For thou didst try to cheer my lonely hcurs With sweetest strain ; yet ever in low tone Thy voice hath died away, and sunk in sighs. What ailed thee, pet of mine ? Didst thou still mourn For thy fond Thisbe — laid within the tomb ? If thus it be, my bird, I honour much Thy faithfulness to that sweet memory ; Yet do I now rejoice that thy long term Of grieving o'er thy widowed state hath passed. And thou again can'st flood my bower with song. Dost think that thou couldst woo another mate ? Or art thou faithful to thy buried love ? Can birds' affections linger round the dead ? < I know not ! and have marvelled much what caused Thy late long melancholy ; can it be 'Twas nothing but the dropping of thy quills ? Away base thought ! let sweet romance live hero : And birds — ^b'er buried loves — let fall a tear. j4i ■ I r 112 THE HEROES OP THE REVERE BLOCK FIRE. i I i ! Ill LINES WRITTEN ON THE HEROES OF THE REVERE BLOCK FIRE. BrA-VE deeds have been recorded Of battle-field and flood ; Where heroes in their country's cause ; E'en to maintain her cherished laws ; Have fought knee deep in blood, And earned a fame immortal ; * And yet methinks that one, Who saves a life is greater far Than he who mows in ranks of war — From mom till set of sun. Then cherish fair Toronto ! Thy matchless heioes brave, Who fought the dreaded fiend of fire ; And saved from out the burning pyre That else had been a grave. To Forsyth, Kerr and Doughty, Our song of praise resound ; Forever honoured be their names Who bore the smoke, defied the flames. To rescue — not to wound. $ ' ,1 ■ Uiii : LINES TO 113 A SMILE. Sunshine is the smile of nature, Shedding gladness o'er the earth ; Lighting every bush and meadow With the magic of her mirth. See ! far distant through the storm cloud Bursts the sun upon yon isle ; So upon the face of sadness, Breaks the beauty of a smile. S ! •",' JV LINES TO When first thou came'st within my bower, I could have loved thee true ; Drawn by the spell that lurked within Those wondrous eyes of blue. So great attraction in them dwelt ; I oft' appealed to thee ; So thou would'st raise those azure orbs, And turn their glance on me. But ah ! alas ! ere many times Thine eyes had met mine own, A look of strange suspicion marred Their purity of tone. lU LINES TO Before that glance the god of love His beauteous wings outspread ; His gi^acious presence cannot dwell Where faith, and trust are dead. I LINES TO ii !i I WILL not forget thee in all the long years That pass ere our meeting, if meet we again ; The heavens will smile, and the cloudlets drop tears, But smiling, or weeping, to me were in vain. In vain to bring back all the joys of the past ! The moments devoted to friendship sincere ; In far distant countries our lots will be cast ; But memory ever will hold thee most dear. •^ As days will roll on, and the sun will arise. And trace his bright path through the heavens, and set, I, true as the sun in his path through the skies. Will pledge thee my friendship, — I will not forget. LINES TO 115 LINES TO When hand clasped hand ere parting caire A solemn pledge we gave ; Though here in sadness reft apart ^"Tn^^^V^^^^P? «^^^'^ should bind each heart Xm pulseless m the grave. Oh ! blessM love ! of purest birth, That soul to soul hath given, To comfort with its kindly ray'; To aid us on our earthly way ; Till soul meet soul in heavwi. If aught should hap' while severed far ^ To weaken friendship's chain ril search the links the reft to prove • . Then will I bind them with my love ' Till it be strong again. Thus, year by year, our sacred bond Shall truer, purer prove ; Nor death's strong hand shall break the chain Uur souls will meet in heaven again, And love,— as angels love. •n i 110 THE VOICE IN THE MIDNIGHT. THE VOICE IN THE TWILIGHT. 'Tis the twilight hour, when daylight Kisses night and bids adieu ; Whose attendant shadows hovering With their mists obscure the view. Softly creeps the dusk of even Round my Eden, smiling ! fair ! Home made bright by fancy's wanderings And her spirits in the air. Still I see amongst the shadows, Forms I dearly love to trace ; Rises from the gloom and darkness, Still that upturned pleading face. Borne to fancy's ear are echoes Of a voice whose thrilling tone Speaks to me in softest accents; Speaks to me, and me alone. 'Mid the sound of wild heart throbbings, Faintly falling on the ear, Come the fervent tones that tell me I am dear, forever dear ! ... . , Oh, the anguish of that parting ! Oh, the numbing, deadening pain ! Of the sundering of sprits That may never meet again. It is past ! and peace now reigneth, Gone the weary, aching pain. While I listen to the echoes ' , Of a voice, whose soft refrain Rings in accent, sweet and tender, On my ever listening ear, " Though in life we part for ever, Thou wilt be for ever dear ! " ■f/x , TO PATTIE. 117 Darker shadows hover round me, But their gloom cannot impart — Aught of dimness to the sunshine, That still lingers in my heart, AVhile I listen to the echoes Of a voice that haunts me yet, " Though in life we part for ever, Still I never will forgot ! " TO PATTIE. *Tis many long years since we parted, And parted in sorrow and pam ; The ocean is surging between us, I never may meet thee again. I have not forgotten, sweet sister, . The scenes where in childhood we played ; The father who loved and protected, Nor her, on whose bosom we laid. I have not forgotten our girlhood, 'Tis filled with fond memories, dear, Of a sweet little sister who loved me, Though younger by many a year. The confidence oft shared together, When lovers would plead and would vow ; By the faith of our girlhood, dear sister, I pray thee remember me now. Remember me now with afiection. As pure as in childhood we knew ; As free from the world's touch that tainteth, As tender, as loving, as true. f i ! i; 1 ji '• 1) ■1 i h 1 Ji 11 ; US TO PATTIE. Untold is the fondness that welleth For thee from mine innermost heart ; Old Time cannot chill the affections That grew of our childhood a part. The weight of long years presses on me, My footsteps arc faltering and slow ; My brow over seventy winters, - Have crowned with a circlet of snow. Mine eyes have grown dimmer, dear Pattie, Since last they looked into thine own ; My form is more shrunken and faded, Since husband has left me alone. ' The cold biting blast of December, Was more than his frail form could bear ; And the Merciful came at his pleading, His yearning for Infinite care ; And took him away to His heaven, His mansions of bliss in the skies ; Where his suff' rings are soothed ; and the Blessed Will wipe all the tears from his eyes. A little while more, and I follow To where he is waiting for me ; A little while more, and thou too, dear, The light and the glory may'st see. Then think of the joy of tiie meeting Of those who were severed for years ; The meeting in realms of the blessM, Where Jesus will wipe all the tears. :m.- WIDOWED. 119 f WIDOWED. Bereft of all I held most dear, In loneliness I wander here • in tearless desolation lost • ' Life's bark on treacherous' billows toss'd. How shall I bear this weight of woe, Ihis areary sense of hopeless grief ? < >ould from mine eyes the tear-drops flow Their crystal stream might bring relief. The robin, singing to his mate " *rom topmost bough of poplar tree Pours forth a flood'of melody, ' While here I linger-desolatL. The sparrows in their little nest, Ihe father feeds with tender care • While my poor babe is rocked to rest By me ; and I it's daily fare . Must daily earn without a mate lo bear with me the daily care ; And w,th me joy, and sorrow share : J^ or I am widowed— desolate. X [ u ■ N 120 THE SPIRIT OF DEATH. THE SPIRIT OF DEATH. ^ Mourn I mourn and weep, thou desolate city ! For thy hearthstones are stripped of their pride ; Morning rejoiced in their gladness ; Noon knew no shadow of sadness ; Eve saw them washed by the tide. Never, our queen ! never more may that beautiful city Rejoice on the day of thy birth ! Joy, as she joyed on the morning ; Nothing of shadow, or warning Dimmed the excess of her mirth. •i: ' I I Bright were the faces, and fresh the attire of the hundreds Whom morn saw their thresholds pass o'er ; Light was the low rippling laughter ; Light, though Death slowly stalked after ; Slowly crept down to the shore. There on the Thames, at the wharf, the Victoria lying. All gaily with evergreens decked : Courted the gay throng advancing ; Music their senses entrancing ; Nothing of danger they recked. Onward they press to the decks of the treacherous vessel Still onward in jubilant glee : Childhood with wonders delighted ; Youths with their maidens troth-plighted ; Manhood, and womanhood, see Onward and upward a long living stream swiftly pressing To gain the Victoria's side ; THE SPIRIT OF DEATH. 121 Robed in their holiday dresses; Mid the sweet wind's soft caresses Ribands and scarfs fluttered wide. Onward and upward they throng o'er the gay painted vessel ; • Still onward, nor paused they for breath ; Onward with bright, happy faces, None knew that slow in their traces Stalked the grim shadow of Death. Loosed from her moorings, adown the broad stream slowly gliding, The vessel sped forward with pride ; While on the wind wildly streaming, Doubling and rippling and gleaming, Britain's broad banner flew wide. ^g> jssing Slowly and stately o'er shallow and bend in the river, And bearing her jubilant freight, Still pealed the light rippling laughter, Still hungry Death followed after, Warning not one of their fate. Reach they the harbor of Springbank, and few leave the vessel ; But fast from the wharf, score on score Troop the expectant and waiting • Fear they the evening belating ; Crowding on, more, and yet more. . More and yet more ; till o'erburthened quivers the \re88el, And yet scarce a shadow of fear Creeps to the hearts that are beating Strongly — though life is but fleeting, t)eath's awful presence anear ' ^1 i H ' ; i i I •4" i|i'^ i '• i 122 TfiE SflRlT OF DEATH. Loosed from her moorings, returning the vessel is speeding, The vessel o'erburthened, beneath Straining and groaning and creaking ; While in her wake, never speaking Hovers the Spirit of Death. Now o'er the waters appeareth two row-boats a racing ; And follows a rush to the side ; Back to the other retreating ; While but a moment is fleeting Hundreds are launched in the tide. Mourn, mourn and weep, thou desolate city ! For thy hearthstones are stripped of their pride ; Morning rejoiced in their gladness ; Noon knew no shiidow of sadness ; Eve saw them washed by the tide. Crushed in the ruin of bulwarks, and engine, and boiler, Full many the instant met death ; Many and many another, Clamb'ring o'er sister or brother, Fighting and gasping for breath. Ciying in piteous, heartrending accents for succour, And never a hand stretched to save ; Mothers their infants close clasping, Panting, and struggling, and gasping, Found there a watery grave. 1 Young men and maidens — the pride of that beautiful city. In agony gave u p their breath ; Over two hundred pale faces. Locked in the river's embraces ; Broodsd the Spirit of Death. THE SPIRIT OF DEATH. 123 m Horror of horrors ! what mortal can picture the meeting When relatives searching their dead ; , Clasping in love's fond embraces, Kissing the cold, clammy faces, Knowing the spirit had fled ? Parents of many a dainty and sweet household treasure There all unthinkingly roam ; Find on the margin reposing, Mud from their dank garments oozing, Those deemed safe in their home. Clasping one form, then another, another, another, From which the sweet spirit had fled ; Fortitude nothing availing. Loud was the wild bitter wailing, Mourning their loved and their dead. Over the bride of a day fell the curtain of darkness, That suddenly stayed her breath ; Over the father, the mother ; Over the sister, the brother ; Brooded the Spirit of Death. Willie, the only fair branch from the tree where he budded And blossomed in manhood's young pride ; With his betrothed in the river, Death has united for ever. There lay the bridegroom and bride. There in the arms of her father who tenderly bearing Priscilla, his joy and his pride ;' Long streamed her bright golden tresses As to his bossom he presses — All that is left by the tide. Mourn ! mourn and weep ye all for the strangers Who came in your pleasure to share j I il ifP' I ill mh 124 THE DESTROYER. 'I! 'Midst all the loved and the cherished, Clinton's fresh flow'rets have perished ; Death ! cruel Death ! would not spare Even the sweetest and purest of lovely young girlhood, Or infants in innocent glee ; He to his kingdom forever, Bore through the slime of the river, ^11 that was fairest to see. Mourn ! mourn and weep ye all for the lonely, ^ Of earth's dearest treasures bereft ! Brooding all dreary and cheerless ; Bending in agony tearless ; . Moaning o'er all that is left. Mourn ! mourn and weep, thou desolate city ! For thy hearthstones are stripped of their pride, Morning rejoiced in their gladness ; Noon knew no shadow of sadness ; Eve saw them washed by the tide. THE DESTROYER At the feet of one unheeding ; One more life, for life is pleading; Eyes his inmost soul are reading. ■: +he coward glance away ; /: c '^Ji yet of more delay, * '■ > !'';3 heart with woeful anguish riven .-.- 'nks within the breast. There's for her, no rest — no rest! And no hope ! — no hope in him, or heaven. THE DESTROYER. Rushes crimson to the cheeks ; While the voice in pleading speaks, Speaks in tones of passionate vain appealing To the cold, dead heart within, Lost in vice, and lust, and sin, Lost to every pure and noble feeling. Sweetest voice no longer charms; Thrust aside the clinging arms; Arms that his ignoble form imprison ; In the rush of worldly strife. What cares he for that young life — Darkened ere its day had fairly risen. Life that numbers eighteen years, Crushed in agony and tears, Doth no conscience in his breast awaken, Who with Satan's wiles first came ; He — who lured her to her shame Leaveth her alone ! — alone ! — forsaken ! 125 ill; ■•I: Mid the shades of evening creeping. All in gloom and sadness steeping ; Is there sound of bitter weeping ? " *■ Ah, no ! — no sigh or groan, Or faintest weary moan Telleth of the anguish that oppresses : Pale and statue-like she stands ; Tightly clasped her folded hands ; Loosely fall her long dishevelled tresses. Fixed and cold, the anguished eye Looketh fourth on vacancy ; Or as if within its vision turning, See'th with its weary gaze. Nothing but a tangled maze; Nothing but the soul's sad inward yearning. .1 i S :: 12G THE DESTROYER. Blacker grow the shades of night ; •^-oftly steals the young "claylight, Peeps within that darkened gloomy chamber ; Beameth on a pale still face ; There the lines of suff'ring trace ; Lighteth up the rippling tresses amber. Peereth in the closing eye, Once the home of witchery ; Bright with youth's fresh intellect and gladness ; Soulless, dull, and still it seems ; Giveth forth no living beams ; Something more is here than quiet sadness. ■ In the light of morning creeping ; Mid no sound of woe or weeping ; Death, his silent watch is keeping. Mourn woman ! — mourn o'er all our land ! Mourn for the fairest of thy band, Torn from thy side by evil hand ! The spoiler spread his toils with care ; The hapless bird fell in the snare : Mourn ! — mourn for her ! the young and fair. Mourn, woman ! — mourn the early dead ! Pray retribution just and dread. Fall on the fell destroyer's head, Who robbed the hearthstone of its pride ! Who plucked the flower and flung it wide ! And there, it faded ! — drooped ! — and died ! Mourn, woman ! — mourn ! — o'er all our No law hath held thy household band Safe from the fell destroyer's hand : No bolts, no bars, his form constrain : E'en social freedom lets — remain To pl^ his fiendish arts again. land "SEE THAT HE BE VIRTUOUStY BROUGHT UP," 127 Oh thou ! — who harbourest by thy hearth, This creature of ignoble birth ; This reptile ! — crawler of the earth ! Who from the fold the lamb hath torn : This wretch ! — who brings thy name to scorn, . Mourn for thyself, oh woman ! — mourn. « SEE THAT HE BE VITITUOUSLY BROUGHT UP." It was in an Episcopal Church On a beautiful morn in December ; When taking a seat in my pew, With the high chancel windows in view — All bordered with crimson and blue ; Whose splendour I well can remember ; For the glitter attracted my sight, " Like a moth that is lured to the light ; " This last not a line of my making : While enraptured I gazed at the tone Of the mingling of crimson and blue ; That in diamonded panes met my view ; Truth sadly compels me to own In state between sleeping and waking : I heard scarce a word of the prayers ; And vaguely the beautiful airs From the choir fell soft on mine ear : The sound of a foot drawing near, » A shadow 'tween me and the light Dispels all mine imagery bright. Awakens me out of my dreaming. And lays bare this sin of my soul. The sexton appears with a bowl. :^»H- i- i hi'' i.: i 128 " SEE THAT HE BE VIRTUOUSLY BROUGHT UP.* Which held (as an emblem, within) The water to wash away sin. From the half-open vestry door near, A man and a woman appear ; And over her shoulder bright, beaming, The loveliest infant I see That e'er graced a fond parent's knee : I knew at a glance 'twas a girl ; The hair did so wilfully curl And softly caress the white temple. The face was a picture to see, Of brightness, and beauty, and glee ; And round the sweet mouth played a dimple. I have told you before that this pearl I knew at a glance was a girl. The clergyman stood 'fore the pair. And earnestly prayer after prayer Poured forth from his lips ; then he took The babe in his arms ; and with look Of earnest devotion, he dipped His hand in the water ; then raising It high o'er the infant's bright head In low, solemn voice slowly said : I baptize thee, Thomas , amazing Some others, I think, besides me, For nuver in life did I see — What appeared a more beautiful she. Well I but for this sudden transition This volume had known an omission ; These verses had never been writ' ; Nor would any have found them to fit On this, or on any occasion. And now for all good they will do, Dear reader to me, or to you. Had better have known an erasion. " SEE THAT HE BE VIRTUOUSLY BROUGHT UP.' 129 Who putteth his hand to the pen, ■ In the hope he will benefit men ; Then throweth it down in despair, Is unworthy a thought or a care ; So again to my subject I hasten, Which subject is smiling at me In rollicking, infantile glee. Ah, laugh babe, while yet thou art free ! For the cares that thy manhood must see, Full soon will thy merriment chasten. The brow now so smooth, and so fair, Will be furrowed by many a care ; The guileless young bosom within. Polluted with many a sin " See that he be virtuously brought up ! " Though low fell the tones on mine ear; And yet so distinctly, so clear. Every sense was absorbed by their meaning. What might not our Canada be Were the youth of our country kept free From the vices and lusts of the age ; How pure were our history's page — These thoughts in my brain were careening. I heard not the finishing prayers ; I heard not the beautiful airs ; The sermon was lost to my ken ; I heard but the deep-toned Amen ; Then with the assembly retreating — As homeward I went my lone way, And on to the close of the day These words in my brain were repeating — " See that he be virtuously brought up ! " Ah, poor little babe ! had'st thou been A sweet little girl ! then I ween, JKi i •(■■ I I i ! i -i ! i f i i 1 1 i ; 1 ■i ' t 'i \ * i 1 1 i 1 1 ■ i i 1 ,i 1 i- 130 " SEE THAT HE UE VIRTUOUSLY BROUGHT UP.' There had been a hope, that thy mother, Some friend, or relation, or other, Had taught thee in virtue's fair way ; Had made thee a prop and a stay, Nor left thee to fall into evil : But a boy from the want of all caie, That he with his sister should share ; Falls into each pitfall and snare That's placed in his way by the devil. Does anyone speak to his face Of the sin, of the shame, the disgrace That falls on the family human ; That falls with the blight of a frost, Where honour and virtue are lost, • Alike upon man — as on woman. " See that he be virtuously brought up ! " Oh parents of babies as sweet, Do you think of the vows you repeat ? Do you think of the promises given ; When degraded by passions unchained Your sons are polluted and stained, Unfitted for earth or for heaven ? * Ah, Thomas ! sweet child ! should'st thou see These lines I have penn'd upon thee ; Know that honour, and virtue, are more Than myriad jewels in store. The brow that no sin hath defaced, More lovely than limner e'er traced ; With angels in purity vieing ; The lips that have never known lying. For passions leave pitiful trace On the mind, on the form, on the face ; That nothing but death can erase. Thou art a Canadian born ; Oh, let not the finger of scorn LEAVES WRITTEN ON A NEW YEAU's CAUD. 131 Be pointed at thee ! May thy name Enioellish the paf77. 134 FAREWELL TO THE YEAR 1880. ON THE SAME. ?! ' More blest than all before Thy New Year be ; Yet still as in the past, Remember me ! FAREWELL TO THE YEAR 1880. Farewell old Year ! — I mourn that we should part. For thou hast been to me of all most dear That have passed o'er my head since childhood's hour. No poignant grief hast thou brought to my heart ; No petty trials like to those gone by : Thou'st let me have my fill of hopes as sweet As e'er gave joy to mortals of this sphere. Thou'st let Ambition wing his highest flight : Ah who can know ! in thy successor's reign, How may Iiis soaring pinions droop and fail ; And I be stranded on a barren shore, A shattered wreck ! sans rudder ! — anchorless ! — When my heart's love has gone before the world: And as the breakers, wild with angry roar. Dash the frail craft upon the rock-bound shore, So may a howling pack of critics maul And mangle my poor work (ere yet it reach A haven sure, where love shall hold it safe) ; Nor think each scratch of the unconscious quill May draw the author's life-blood from the veins. If; there's a beauty that can never die. 135 Farewell Old Year ! but ere we part for aye, Teach me how I may earliest win the heart Of thy successor, that I may make a friend So like to thee, that during his short reign All may go well with me, as in the past ; When thou and I did'st journey down life's stream ; I, fondly musing o'er the joys that came To me when thou wert young ; and still did'st cling To me, through all thy glorious happy reign. Farewell ! — far sweeter memories round thee cling Than those that trod with me my early spring ! — ''im '■ tlri: THERE'S A BEAUTY THAT NEVER CAN DIE. LINES WRITTEN ON SEEING A SPINSEER OP UNCERTAIN AGE, There's a charm that no time can erase ; , It is not of the form or the face ; ^ It is not in the shade of the hair; It is not in the skin soft and fair ; It is not in the blush on the cheek, That the freshness of youth doth bespeak, Ah no ! 'tis not anv of these, ft/ ' ;, These outward allurements that please. - It is found in the heart that is true ; In the mind that is pure as the dew That falls from the heavens at night : It is seen in the eye's tender light ; It ripples in love from the lip Though no lover the sweetness may sip : Undimmed by the years as they roll ; 'Tis the beauty that dwells in the soul. 13G CANADIAN BATTLE SONG. CANADIAN BATTLE SONG. Tales have been told, and songs been sung Of many a bloody fight ; Where England's, Scotland's, Ireland's sons Ha\e battled for the right. Where lance met lance, and broadswords clashed In the days of long ago ; And where roar of cannon deafens now As they rush upon the foe. But I sing of war in another strain, Of a strife that's nobler far Than the contests waged for lady's love In the olden time of war ; Or the battles won for a nation's fame On foreign land and flood. Where England's, Scotland's, Ireland's swords Have reeked with heathen blood. Arise! Canadians arise I ! And gird your armour on ; The foe is marching to your doors. The time for truce has gone. A leader dire, with host of dread, Your country doth invade ; Your cities, towns, and hamlets tell The ruin he has made. How weak the arm that's raised to stay His desolating hand ; Victim on victim, falleth low " ' Before his conquering band. Where is their pride ? Their honour where ? All dead, and cold within. Oh, cowards all ! Lo ! they bow the knee Before the conqueror Sin. CANADIAN BATTLE SONG. 137 The faint resistance overcome, Before his feet they lie, Entranced by his perfidious wiles They neither fight nor fly. And they who once were free from stain, How soiled their bright array. He hath salved them o'er with his slimy touc^.i As the serpent doth his prey. * One swears allegiance unto him In the voice of oaths most foul ; And one quaffs the cup, for the love of him, To the ruin of his soul. The libertine his way pursues, Nor sees the Eye above, That marks the desolation spread By his unhallowed love. One cheats, one steals, one sinks so deep In the steps that Sin hath trod, , . That murder oft' pollutes the soul That once lived near to God. Made, in His image, — Man, art thou I — Well ! — Are these fallen more low Than he who follows afar, and lifts No hand to stay the foe ? , Arise ! Canadians arise ! • And gird you for the fight. Come forth an army brave and strong. And battle for the riglit. _ Lay low your dens of infamy, Your halls of sin and shame. Can I sing to you of love — sweet love ! While you degrade its name ? Arise ! Canadians arise ! Your patriot work begin ; M II mi' j i 1 I i 1 i i ! i 1 ii :l 1 V,,l Ii' Ji 138 LINES TO And step by step, and inch by inch/ Press back the fiend of Sin. Let not your land, your heart's best love, By Sin's foul foot be trod. Hold up your country's fame ! — ^a gem, To grace the crown of God. .) / ';'J ' . .'''-'i- LINES lU- An evening. 'Twas o. June the last ! I wandered in a garden fair, And gathered flow'rets as I passed, Of perfume sweet, and beauty rare ; And idly as I wandered there, I plucked their petals one by one And flung them on the evening air Unmindful of the mischief done. For all my senses were absorbed In glory of the setting sun. But what of beauty can enchain The mind (that holds one sacred place,) When mem'ry bringeth back again , . A day no distance can erase. '.' 'Twas thus with me ! for as I passed " \\. A lovely rose bush came to view ; ;' ' One glance upon its sweets I cast ; And then I thought of you, '• : My friend, of many moons gone by, My trusted, tried, and true. i' I .>i ''I THE BRIDAL MORN. 139 tt I stooped and picked a lovely rose, Unmindful of the thorn ; Unmindful of the blood that flows From tender fingers torn ; /, ,,£ Unmindful of the sunset's flame, Fast fading into grey ; . My mind was haunted by a name, And by a by-gone day ; When I breathed the breath of a rose, Whose sweets will live with me for aye. I • ' .."'■'"'-' . f f. i'l'V? .:^«tri"" ''^i '.(.7-,! f:A. ■ <^-tL-^ •; ^ 'fr ^. J v.- vL^ 1^1 A. Y> S.i' ':-i THE BRIDAL MORN. m ■tl: A FRAGMENT. 'd- Dark Night her sable mantle threw .' O'er slumbering Clinton ; steeped in dew Was every bush and flower and tree ; And Nature sighing dreamily Had sunk to rest ; that 'freshed at morn, Rising more beauteous — to adorn With brighter green, and flowers gay, '., , Fair Ella Leigh — thy wedding day. Sweet Nature sleeps, yet rests not long ; Aurora 'roused her with a song. " Awake ! the morning cometh soon ; Low westward fades the waning moon ; Ye stars, go hide your feeble ray ! Wake, chanticleer, proclaim the day ! Awake, ye warblers of the grove ! • Pour forth your sweetest songs of love. m f ■ >i ^ 11 THE BRIDAL MORN. Awake, ye trees ! awake, ye flowers ! Let perfume from your leafy bowers Upon the air like incense rise To bless the Ruler of the skies." Into fresh life sweet Nature starts ; The silvery crested moon departs ; The stars withdrew from mortals' sight, And darkness melted into light. Above the tree-tops darkly green, The rosy flush of morn is seen ; And slowly spreading far and high Blends softly with the orient sky. With early morning's blushing face, Up rose the sun with stately grace ; With ling'ring touch and warm cai'ess Bathing in light and loveliness The brook, the houses, and the trees, And little dwellings where the bees Through aerial paths, a trackless road. Industrious homeward bear their load. The summer wind, so soft and sweet. Came o'er the hills the morn to greet, And gently kissed in breezy mirth The pure and blushing face of Earth. The favourite robins, and the thrush, And grey-birds sing on every bush ; Joining in Earth's triumphant choir. They pour their love notes on the air. A maiden from her lattice high Leans forth to gaze upon the sky ; In robe of purest white arrayed Her girlish beauty was displayed ; THE BRIDAL MOIlK. Her large, dark, dreamy eyes were bent Upon the azure firmament ; Soft rippled from her forehead fair In wavy mass her long dark hair ; Her velvet cheek with carmine glows ; Her lips in colour vied the rose ; A lovely form, a witching face, Her every movement fraught with grace. Was ever aught more fair than thee, Young, winsome, lovely, Ella Leigh ? Of sisters three the sweetest flower That bloomed within that maiden bower ; Where taste with luxury combined, Told of a rare and gifted mind — A nature passionate and strong, Maintaining right, condemning wrong ; Yet ever in her softer mood The gentlest type of womanhood. The sound of quickly hurrying feet Now breaks upon her reverie sweet ; 'Mid whispered words of eager tone The chamber door is open thrown ; And lightly bound into the space Two nymphs endued with nature's grace. A simple robe their forms enclose, That softly from the shoulder flows In rippling waves of azure dye, E'en paler than the mid-day sky ; By contrast showed that beauty rare — A diadem of golden hair. No corset's iron clasp has traced On either form the taper waist ; Where art sublime with nature vies. That odious fashion gasps and dies. (Thank God distortion's reign is o'er, And human insects live no more.) Ul i^ M I I ' 11-2 THE BRIDAL MORN. Tims Nature shows, with glance of pi-iilo, The fair twin sisters of the bride, Who, circling round in mazy dance, With mimic awe and wonder glance Above their sister's stately head ; And thus, as round and round they sped, Each to her mate this song was singing ; The girlish voices sweetly ringing Far out upon the morning air. Mingling with voice of songster there ; Inciting him to louder strain While joining in the wild refrain. - ', ; " Sister, dost thou see the halo O'er our regal Ella thrown ; Ever glimmering, ever bright'ning, Since Love claimed her for his own ? Chorus — " See the halo ! see the halo O'er our stately Ella shed ! , Sister! sister! see the halo ' Love hath circled round her head. " We can scarce her form distinguish, It bath been so glorified, Since the day that Evan won her, Won our Ella for his bride. See the halo, &c. " When before the holy altar Priests unite these lovers twain, ^ •' Will she vanish from our vision, Or return to earth again ? See the halo, kc." THE BRIDAL MOIIN. 143 " Torments ! " exclaimed the bride, " Away ! O if still near me you must stay, Aid me my person to array In yonder gorgeous robe, and see That I shame not the house of Leigh : For thou hast heard our grandma pay That in her bygone youthful day The loveliest brides that eye could see Were offsprings of the house of Leigh. So if I be with temper tainted ; Or if as black as Sin is painted ; To-day I must be lovelier far Than Venus, or the morning star — That I be handed down to Fame, A maiden worthy of my name." Then in a sad soliloquy : " Sweet name ! And must I part with thee ? No more be known as Ella Leigh ? No more at happy eventide — With loving household hearts allied — Mingling in meriy laugh and wit. Shall I beside the hearthstone sit. Another home my voice will cheer — Ah ! can it ever be more dear ? i No more my form in weary hour Shall rest within this fairy bower, That all my childish joys have seen, With many a sorrow mixed between ; For childish tears full oft were shed O'er thee, my downy curtained bed. Ah ! life is mingled joy and woe ; And of the future who may know ? " Away, ye doubts ! away, ye fears ! Away to hidden caves, 3'^e tears ! Nor of the inward coward speak. Nor dim her eyes, nor stain her cheek ! fi I! i| 144 THE BRIDAL MORN. I on my wedding day must bo' The fairest of tlie house of Leigh. Yes, fairest for thy sake, my Evan, To whom my fondest love is given ; That sweet remembrance round thee cling- Of lier, who in her early spring, Plighted her troth one lovely morn To her heart's chosen — Evan Lome," I' r :'..••■-•' iir If r Ifp - INTB.ODUCTION. N the following |; r r< ': VALENTINE TO A POET. 151 I VALENTINE TO THE SAME. 1881. A YEAR has passed fond love of mine ! And often have we met, / _, ? I gaze into those eyes of thine, ->j .'| And feel a wild regret , ' That I have not the power to move, Thy lofty soul to kindred love. T wing me to Parnassus' height ; Invoke the sacred Nine ; , , ' ' They bid me crush within my heart This unsought love of mine ; But naught can quell the sacred flame That burns when mortals speak thy name. If naught can move thy soul to love, ■ Though Pitho aid my line ; I'll seek no more to meet thine eyes Beloved Valentine : I'll plunge me deep in Lethe's wave, Where love and life shall find a grave. 181 . ...:,iir ^*~mBsmmmmtmm !l -I 152 TALENTINE TO A POET. VALENTINE TO THE SAME. 1882. Another year its course hath rolled, And still, fond love, I dwell Upon the memory of the past ; With yearnings none may tell. In vain I left for other scenes ' The " Eden " where we met ; Go where I might, strive how I would ; I could not thee forget. T saw thy dark eye's splendor r still ; Thy voices' 'wildering tone Spoke in the musie of the trees, — By summer soft winds blown. I The clouds of heaven that o'er me moved, High soaring, wild, and free ; The blue waves as they kissed the shore Reminded me of thee. They tell me thou art linked to fame ; Thy lofty soul hath won The goal on which thy hopes were set, — Ere shone thy noon -day sun. Oh poet soul ! from Ijeights above Turn pitying eyes on mc. Whose one ambition was to win — A tender thought from thee, LINES TO 153 Farewell thou dream of days gone by ; May endless fame be thine ! Yet 'mongst thy tend' rest memories keep A place for Valentine. LINES TO My fancy fondly lingers round the hour When last we met ; I breathe the dainty perfume of the flower Thou gavest me ; and still I feel thy power ; Ne'er have I let One thought that would dejjrade thee entrance find Within the precincts of my woman's mind — For often strove The unclean tongues of scandal to belie : For thee I yet would live, for thee could die, My only love. ANSWER TO A VALENTINE. Sweet thy remembrance Sweet ! sweet ! to me ; Friends true and faithful E'er let us be. Though seas divide us ; Though reft apart : Still thy remembrance Lives in my heart r it j ■i if s I f i 154 VALENTINE. VALENTINE. List to me tenderly while I confess All that my heart feels for thee ; Could'st thou my fingers but lovingly press, Courage were given to me ; Courage to tell thee I wish thou wert mine, Fondly I love thee, mine own Valentine. VALENTINE. Tarry no longer, I weary wait ; Weary and wilful, at war with fate ; Longing for words of endearing tone, Speaking of scenes that are past and gone. Hasten thy coming my sight to bless ; Hunger I still for thy lips caress ; Thirst as the flower that turns to heaven, When earth is dry, and the clouds are riven. Thou art my thought through the day's expanse Thou art my dream through the night's long trance Given by heaven, joy's fulness to prove ; Soul of my soul! and my heart's fond love. VALENTINE. 155 ii.^ VALENTINE. Lovely Kate ! dark eyed darling ! Listen to my simple strain ; Listen to the voice that loveth ; Treat me not with cold disdain. Thee I love ! love thee only ! In this breast there is a shrine, Filled with thee, my own beloved ; Thy sweet image only thine. Lovely Kate ! hear my pleading ! Hear my prayer, thou soul of mine ! Hear me lovingly entreating Thee, to be my valentine. VALENTINE. Did we but live when god and goddess reigned In high Olympus ; nor their power disdained To aid poor mortals in a desperate hour ; I'd call on Jove with all his bolts of power To blast the Fates, who set thy natal day, From mine, so many luckless moons away. Though more than twice that distance Ashmead skips To raise the golden nectar to his lips. Doth Plutus aid fair Coutts to bind him true ? Or " distance lend enchantment to the view ? " If thus it be that distance beauties make, rU wish me four score years for thy sweet sake, il 'iiil' 156 VALENTINE. VALENTINE. One of the nymphs (at the party last night) Hath given her heart to thee ; Thou did'st clasp her hand in the mazy dance ; She looked in thine eyes with a soul entranced, And nobody else could she see. The very first time that her eyes met thine, She never will tell thee where, Low her glances down to the earth were bent ; And a crimson flush to her forehead went ; "With a feeling all new and rare. If ever, Sir Knight, thou should'st wish to see, Or learn who this nymph may be ; Know her face it was neither dark nor fair ; Something peculiar she wore in her hair, And her smile was ever for thee. Whether pretty or not she will not say. Yet still she wishes to see If the modest attractions that fell to her lot Will not touch thy heart in its tenderest spot ; For her happiness centres in thee. If ever she meets at a party again Him whom she most wishes to see ; She will dress her hair in peculiar style. And smile on him, ordy as love can smile ; And then he will know it is she. v.^ SONG. 157 TENDER MEMORIES. Only an evening with one beloved ! But none can tell what that eve' has proved ; It shines through darkness, and toil and strife, A golden beam in the path of life. Only an evening ! 'tis past and gone ; But memory fondly lingers on The tender glance of a loving eye ; The soft hand clasp and the low breathed sigh. Only an evening ! but who can tell How the pulse will throb, the heart will swell ; As memory doth my mind beguile ; I touch thy hand, and I see thy smile. Only an evening with thee beloved ! But none can tell what that eve' has proved ; Jt shines through darkness, and toil, and strife ; A golden beam in the path of life. SONG. In sweet day dreams, I softly tell This truth to thee— I love so well ; Thy presence hath a magic spell — Beloved, :■■« 158 LINES TO - !i I think of thee so weary, worn ; From me in bitter anguish torn ; In silent loneliness I mourn — Beloved. Thy spirit hovers round me yet ; Though in the hour when last we met My star of hope arose and set — Beloved. At morn I wake to think of thee ; At noon and eve thou'rt aye with mo ; At night I sleep to dream of thee — Beloved. I hunger still thy face to see ; I thirst for one fond word from thee ; Art weary wandering far from me — Beloved ? LINES TO I KNOW that the one whom thou seekest Is lovely ! is half divine ! But beats there a heart in her bosom As tender and true as mine ? Will she love thee if wealth should perish, And struggles and hardships come ? Will she be tliy comfort in sorrow, The light and joy of thy home ? **- VALKNTINE. 159 Will she gently tend thee in sickness, And soothe thy aching brow ? Oh if ever a doubt has crossed thee, Let it's whisper reach thee now ! There is one whom thou little heedest, Though in life's rough way ye meet ; One who nervous, and shy and awkward Laid her homage at thy feet. For she looked not for outward beauty, But a true, good heart within ; And not being a Venus or Circe, She could not hope to win. Yet she still has an interest in thee Though love and fate are at strife ; Atid oh she would wish to save thee From a loveless wedded life. VALENTINE. Enshrined within my inmost heart doth dwell The memory of that evening ; none can tell "^Vha Iden feeling doth my bosom swell. 1 know )t what it was ! what could it be That diu bewitch me so ; that when with thee, Tiiat room with light and warmth seemed heaven to me ? Oh ! could 1 live here I thy face could see ! Some sweet, soft breath or precious essence be That thou would'st feel, — and thus remember me. ICO REVERIE. : : ; V; VALENTINE. . v ' j^ Loveliest maid that breathes the air ! Sweetest Annie ! Form so graceful, face so fa,ir ; Darling Annie ! Idol of my soul art thou ! At thy shrine I daily bow, Daily I behold thee ; Oft' I long thy lips to kiss, Oh ! what rapture ! Oh ! what bliss ! In my arms to fold thee ! Oh ! my darling ! Oh ! my love ! How can I affection prove ? REVERIE. Jn sweetest drearhs I often see A graceful form flit merrily, In galop wild; Again there comes upon me stealing, That innocent lighthea> ted feeling ; The depth of confidence revca] ng; Tliat as a child I ever felt where goodness reigned ; And mem'ry hath my heart enchained, -1^^ ■- ■ lit VALENTINE. 161 TO SADIE. The loveliest form that ever charmed the eve Is thme sweet Sadie ; ' The sweetest smile that ever made man si^rh Is thme dear lady. * ' Thy hazel eye with beam so soft and dear ; Its glance I'm missing; Thy coral lips and lovely dimples dear • How sweet for kissing. ' Thy dark, abundant, beauteous aburn hair — How rare to to}^ with ; ' Thou'lt be to every wretched man a snare.— Whom thou art coy with. Oh ! fill my sad aad lonely heart with bliss — Most lovely maiden ; ' ^^rd'be\f Ede^'' ''"'' ''^^''*' ^^'^^''''^' heavenly kiss, VALENTINE. No tongue can tell the tender feelino-, That Cometh softly o'er me stealing ^' When e'er I think of thee; "' Thy matchless form my eye enchanted, My heart with soft emotions panted When first I looked on thee; Oh ! why my love, should we be parted ' Why lonely leave me, broken hearted f .!< { JRf 162 VALENTINE. If I am far from thee, — This fragile form will fade and wither ; And mingle with the purer ether, — In spirit roving free ; My heart which will be thine forever, A viewless essence i^iiW will quiver, And ever beat for thee. LINES TO A YEAR has past, and yet no tender line, Breathing affection sweet, and pure, and true ; No billet-doux has met my longing view ; No tender word ! Oh ! coldest love of mine ! And yet my heart turns fondly unto thee, As turns the sunflower to the god of day ; Thou art my sun ! Oh ! turn one warming ray. Of all thy glorious beams ! and smile on me. VALENTI^,E. Tenderly I think of thee when absent ; Think of all thy kindness, all thy worth ; Lose my heart while dwelling on thy accents, List'ning to the music of thy mirth. Mem'ry with her tender, loving witch'ry Bringeth back thy voice and smile to me ; Mingleth with my daily avocations ; Thus I'm ever thinking, love, of thee. SONG. — BROWN AND BLUE. 1G3 LINES FOR AN ALBUM. May happiness attend thy steps O'er life's oft troubled way ; Thy brightest hopes be realized, And love be thine for aye. SONG.— BROWN AND BLUE. Only an hour in a lifetime ! Mingled with pleasure and pain ; Still with what passionate yearning Mem'ry recalls thee again. Only an hour in a lifetime ! Mixture of bliss and alloy ; Over the road slowly wending, Over the rough corduroy. Onlj' a moment the hands clasp Tendealy, loving and true ; Only a moment while hearts throb. Brown eyes look into the blue. Still doth that glance haunt thy musings, Clear as the crystalline dew : Could but one moment again, love, Brown eyes look into the blue , 164 WHAT WAS IT? TO MARY.— SONG. Do NOT leave me ! do not leave me ! How shall I the parting bear ? Hast thou in thy heart no mercy ? Think, oh think of my despair ! When I see thee nevermore. ~ Do not leave me ! do not leave me ; Thou hast been my guiding star! ^ ■ ' Ever softly beaming on me, Sometimes near, and sometimes far, \ ■ With thy tender eye of blue. Should'st thou leave me, should'st thou leave mc, Oh how desolate I'd be ! Oh how lonelv and forsaken, When thy face no more I'd see ! Unto all eternitv. WHAT WAS IT ? We wandered in the maple grove; We might have thought ; — I will not say we did not think ; But still I vow, — I vow we never spoke of love. What made my heart with rapture swell ? It might have been : — It might have been the sunset's glow ; Ah, no ! ah, no ! And what it was, how can I tell ? SERENADE. IQl :j What caused my glance the earth to seek ? It might have been — It might have been a falling leaf !— Ah, no ! ah, no ! — It was a whisker brushed my cheek. . SERENADE. ,;;: ..■'■' .;,.": Fairer than Eve in the garden of Eden ; Sweeter than daisies that spring in the grove ; Loveliest maid on the margin of Huron, List' while I tell thee my love. Oh listen ! sweet — listen ! My dearest one listen ! Oh list' while I tell thee my love ! Cheeks red as roses, and lips sweetly smiling ; Eyes bright as stars in the heaven above ; Fairest, and sweetest, and dearest of maidens^ List' while I tell thee my love ! Oh listen ! sweet — listen ! My dearest one listen ! Oh list' while I tell thee my love ! Thou art the sweetest of earth's fairest blossoms, Love, for thy witching smiles vainly I strove ; Long have I woo'd thee with passionate yearning ; List' while I tell thee my lov^e. Oh listen ! sweet — listen ! My dearest one listen ! . Oh list' while I tell thee my love ! lit I i I 4' 1 i t 1G6 TO REBECCA. EVA. She watched o'er the couch vhere in anguish I lay, Through the dark, lonely night, till the breaking of day ; With low soothing accents and pitying love, Like saints and like angels we dream of above. Evangeline, gentlest of nurses, may He Who watches o'er all, keep safe watch over thee ; May He guard thee and keep thee through life's troubled way, As thou hast watched me till the breaking of day. TO REBECCA. How changed I am since Christmas came, When at the fortune telling game. The Fates first whispered .me thy name — Rebecca. Love lingers near with every wile, Where e'er I turn I see thy smile ; Thy beauty doth my mind beguile — Rebecca. In twilight I the garden pace, And dwell upon thy lovely face ; Combining every winning grace — • Rebecca, SONG FOR LEAP YEAR. 1G7 Thy dark brown curls so soft and rare Creep down and kiss thy forehead fair ; I'd twine them if I did but dare — Rebecca. How dearly, dearly do T prize The soul that lights those dark blue eyes, 'Tis extract from the evening skies — Rebecca. I've longed for thee this many a year, Thou who art to my soul so dear ; Thou who wilt come my life to cheer — Rebecca. Oh, hasten then kind fate's decree, And bless the hour that gives me thee. The partner of my life to be — Rebecca. SONG FOR LEAP YEAR. This world's a world of misery. Sage people often say ; Away with all their prophesies, I'm happy, dear to-day. I'm happy ! yes, I'm happy now ! As ever I can be. This world's a world of happiness, My love, when I'm with thee. I will not let my mind dwell on The thought that we must part j ;, I-! 16B SONG: AT LAST. H I'll grasp this moment's happiness And twine it round my heart. I'm happy ! 3'^es, ['m happy now ! As ever I can be. My heart o'erflows with hap})iness, My love, when I'm with thee. ■'AH; I cannot bear to think of what My lot in life would be, If I had not the blessedness Of being love with thee. I'm happy ! yes, I'm happy now, As ever I can be ; My heart overflows with happiness, My love, when I'm with thee. Then leave me not to loneliness, To sighing and to tears ; O'er life's departed happiness In all the coming years ; But let me be in weal or woe. Thy life's bright star to thee : My only hope of happiness Is being love, with thee. i I 'I § ■ SONG : AT LAST. At last thou art come, oh, my darling,' To see thy poor Annie once more, My heart now is Hooded with sunshine, And troubles, and trials, are o'er. SONG. 1G9 Oh, long have I looked for thy coming, With aching heart, weary and sore ; With eyes sad and wistful with watching, I felt I must see thee once more. Oh, blessed are the moments when near thee, However so rapid they run ; My heart warms beneath thy fond glances, And turns as a flower to the sun. Oh, sad have I been since we parted, Far sadder than ever before ; For didst thou not tell me, mine own love, Thy face I must never sec more. 'Tis true that thy words rashly spoken, Could never be bindinc: to thee ; I know that my love is tlie magnet That brings back my dearest to me. Yet, still, in this wide world of sorrow Far parted we ever must be ; But trust in the blessed to-morrow, Beloved, to be ever with thee. I'- SONG. Off, cruel fate ! oh, cruel fate ! That bore lay Henry far from me, That left me here to watch and wait, While he sailed on the stormy sea. K 170 VALENTINE. Oh, cruel sea ! oh, trcach'roiis sea ! Where hast thou borne liim from my sight ? Why parted far my love and me. And left my days an endless night ? " I cannot weep ! I cannot pray ! My heart is cold, my senses dead ; Lost with my love, who far away Lies lowly in his ocean bed. 1 \ VALENTINE. Oh, would that I could gaze once more Upon that form divine ! Once more enfold thee in mine arms, And stress those lips to mine. Those dewy lips, that mine have sipped As sips the bee the flower ; Ye powers, what bliss I where m«nn can live A lifetime in an hour. VALENTINE. A YEAR has passed, and yet I vainly strive To quell the fond impression thou hast made ; Past thoughts and feelings rise, and keep alive The mem'ry of that evening ; I have prayed That I once more thy perfect face could see, Could hear thy voice's sweetest melody. THE student's WELCOME HOME. 171 Could look into thine eyes, and feel the spell Those matchless orbs have woven round my heart My love for thee 'tis vain for me to tell ; All words would fail its rapture to impart : I bow in lowly homage at thy shrine ; Thou art my love, " my life, my all that's mine ! " ; Oh leave me not to sorrow and to tears ! But let thy presence bless the passing hours ; Be thou my solace in the coming years, And let my path be strewn with love's sweet flowers; Oh come to me ! and let my home be thine ; So shalt thou bless thine own true Valentine. THE STUDENT'S WELCOME HOME. Welcome home ! welcome home ! Joyful this our meeting — Though the hours be fleeting ; Take our warmest greeting ; Welcome — welcome home ! Welcome home ! welcome home ! After toil and trial ; Noble self denial ;1 Conquering every trial ; Welcome — welcome home. Welcome home ! welcome home ! To the hearts that love thee ; Hearts that long have proved thee ; Heaven smiles above thee: Welcome — welcome home ! 172 BONG. ; \ It m VALENTINE. Ofi ask me not to cease my pleading, 'T were language used in vain ; My love ! my sweet ! 'tis thee I'm needing ; Oh let me plead again ! Oh could I once thy heart awaken To one fond thought of me, I care not, though by all forsaken, Would'st thou but smile on me ! SONG. Come to me, darling ! Let me not plead in vain ! Come ere the daylight wane ! Come to me, love ! Come to me, darling ! Come in the soft twilight ! Come in thy beauty bright ! Come to me, love ! Come to rae, darling ! Come in my love secure ! Come to me evermore ! Come to me, love ! VALENTINE. 173 VALENTINE. I HAVE seen tlieo ! need I say Tliou liast stolon my heart away ? Thou hast witched me with thy wiles ; Dainty ways and winning smiles. Oh take pity on the wight 'VVildered hy thy beauty bright ; May the winged God above Teach thee, sweetest, how to love ; Breathe into thy soul divine Spirit of St, Valentine. VALENTINE. Oh that kiss ! that honey 'd kiss ! Can I e'er forget its bliss ? Can a yet more precious sip E'er efface it from my lip ; Can the ecstacy that swept O'er my being, as I kept My lips pressed thus close to thine, E'er depart, my Valentine ? Not while earth contains a bower Meet for thee — my choicest flower ; Not while moon and star doth shine Can I lose that thrill divine ; Not while angel choirs above Teach the raptured soul to love, Can I cease to long and pino For another — V'^ ntine. 174 TO CAROLINE. If 1^ VALENTINE. Fair youth ! thy courtly mien and gracior.s smile Have on my heart a deep impression made ; Yea, more than all the lovers I have had Within the circle of the last decade. And will thy lofty genius condescend To smile upon a maid of modest worth ; One love bcLm from those tender eyes of thine For her will gladden all the face cf earth. It matters not though Sol may cease to shine, And moon and stars to shed their lesser ray ; While I have thee, no darkness can be mine ; Thou art the sun that lights my perfect day ! m i'ii •ft p Ji-f I TO CAROLINE. , Oh, dear one mine ! oh, dear one mine ! With eyes of light, and form divine ; My heart's affections round thee twine; For thee I daily, hourly pine. More gifted than the sacred Nine, Thy converse tendeth to refine. Thou dost all modest charms combino That make a lovely woman shine. Yea ! verily ! I do opine No words my feelings will define. \ TO PyRAMUS. While here in solitude I dine On sirloins rare of fatted kine ; On game, and pie, and Hesh of swine : I often wish thy figure fine. Thy lovely form and only thine, Sat at my board and drank my wine : The finest extract of the vine. My fairest ! sweetest Caroline ! At ills of life I'lx ne'er repine. If thou wilt show by some sweet sign That thou wilt to my wish incline. If thou wilt write a single line In token thou wilt not decline ; Our trip shall be to Palestine ; A.nd on the way we'll view the Rhine, My sweetest love ! my Valentine. 175 i\ TO PYRAMUS. My Pyramus ! — my Pyramus ! What bird is like to thee ? The sweetest warbler in the grove Ne'er sang so merrily. In ever varying little trills. Or hifjhtest flin^ht of sono: ; Echoes thy liquid melody My blooming flowers among. No prima-donna e'er displayed Such richness, power and skill ; Soj)rano or contralto thou ; E'en at thine own sweet will. l!^ m f? ■' 'E i it ll 176 VALENTINE, While all unconscious of thy charms^. And my adoring gaze, Thy voice of wondrous melody Kings in thy Maker's praise. To Him who made thee as thou art, And lent thee from above Thy glorious voice, thou perfect thing I My fragile little Love. I VALENTINE. Thou art my dream of beauty ! My bright ! my perfect Love ! As flowers open to the sun. So I, my bright, my peerless one, Expand beneath thy glance. As Sol looks from above, So do thine eyes bright radiance beam On me, in waking thought oi dream. Throughout the years expanse. No other love hath lield me Enchained like to th a ; Thy smile enchanteth with its grace ; It's changing beauty gives thy face A wild attractiveness ; A perfect witchery ; That weaves a spell o'er all who come Within the precincts of that home, That thou wcrt made to bless, ; f ,ii f 1^ a VALENTINE. 177 Oh, proud and matchlr>ss maiden ! My rapture ! my delight ! Still deign to smile upon my lovo. Or my bright days will early prove Through blightetl love's despair, A black and endless night; Where I a shadowy ghost will move With thee, where ever thou dost rove, A viewless thinir of air. VALENTINE. Thou r^^'^^e scion of a noble race, Branc h / the far-famed ^^sculapius, Lend thy attentive ear unto the tale That love doth In-eathe to thee. Hark ! dost thou hear The flutter of his wings, which even now Are pulsing in the air thou dost inhale, Making this day, a day of days lor thee, And all who feel the enraptured sense Of his most gi'acious presence. Hear thou him. While he doth speak to thee, of one, a maid. Who hath bestowed her heart's best love on thee. To her thou art of all mankind the one Most perfect, most adorable, and meet As her companion loved to rove with her Through life o'er this most bright and beauteous world. List to the voice of love ; Let not this maiden pine ; Be through the yeai's to her A faithful Valentine. m I 178 VALENTINE. Thou mayst know licr by her laughing eyes, And by her teeth of pe«irl ; The rose's blush upon her check, Her bright and witching smile ; Her brow that never knew a frown. By purity impressed , The dimples round her mouth that mark The spot the angels kissed. And, far above all other beauties, shines That pearl of price ; that all true maidenhood Wears in her mien and speech ; that modesty, That is her crown of glory, and her praise. Look for these signs, fair youth, and thou wilt see The one Parnassus' c^ods ordained for thee. Yours very truly, St. Valentine. H ' I ;i 1 1 i !■ "wm VALENTINE. Off-Spring of Draco ! Noble youth and true ! Take my advice, 'tis gratis, else thoult rue The day thou didst refuse to heed my line ; I am the spirit of St. Valentine ! I havo presided often o'er this day In Clinton, as in places far away ; To waste not precious time or length of words, I love humanity as well as birds. I '.X ■•A i'" ^^ VALENTINE : TO 170 Thou art, as I opine, somewhat belated, And I would wish to see thee early mated To one, a maiden fair, of matchless grace, Lovely her form, angelic her pure face. I know no other man whom I would dower With aught so precious as this priceless flower ; No more, content am I, loves seed is sown ; She lives to dream of thee, and thee alone. VALENTINE: TO- I Thou say'st thou art a bachelor ! Oh, why remain forlorn ? When maidens fair bloom everywhere ; Oh, why all lonely mourn ? Dost thou not need a helpmeet sweet, To share thy joys and sorrows; To make thy life a glittering chain Of endless briijht to-morrows. If there's a gift bestowed on man That doth a blessing prove More precious far than lands or gold, 'Tis woman's matchless love ; The year's begun, wherein thou sai(SiA Thy feet would tread this shore. And visit scenes of bygone days TJiat mem'ry lingers o'er. 180 VALENTINE. ,1 Oh, hasten then the blissful day, And glad this heart o' mine, And we'll tak' anither waltz around " For Auld Lang Syne." VALENTINE. Heart's delight ! why hast thou left me All these months so lone and sad ? Not a word to prove thee faithful ; Not a line to make me glad. Hath thy tongue forgot the language Erst so eloquent to woo ? Have thy long protracted tra.vels Made thee utterly too too ? Hast thou come back to thy country With that elegant aw aw- So sweet to poor Canadians Who Britain never saw ? Oh I fear that thou hast risen far Above Love's holy spell ; Away my dream of heaven fiuught bliss, ! My Valentine — farewell. lili ^&#/'%-* 4" ', 'J.} ; VALENTINE. 181 VALENTINE. My heart is sad, beloved ! sad and lonely I think of thee, beloved ! of thee only ; Oh wherefore dost thou prove So cold to her, whom love Doth make the charm of her existence ? Oh wherefore such resistance To spells so softly wove ? Why yield thee not thy love To one who lives but in thy presence ? Whose joy attains to effervescence When gladdened by thy smile. Thy every 'wildering wile. That is of love the compound essence. rr VALENTINE. 1 MET thee once ; that soft blue eye With tender glance looked into mine ; Thy voice was as a gentle sigh ; Thy hand clasp as the clinging vine. We met again ; how sweet the spell That held my raptured soul in thrall ; Ah then I knew I loved thee well I That thou to me wert all in all. And should I meet thee yet again, I'd try some charm thy lieart to move ; It cannot ])e the hope is vain That wliispers — I may win thy love, lip; I ^1 '•i m W ! I i i s-s: ("Si* S |;irt H}t §mik. a \ i! SACKED TO THE MEMORY or SYDNEY HARMAN MOUNTCASTLE, (Born Jan lSth,lS03.—DledJan. lSth,lS77.) " Mark the perfect man, and behold the upright ; for the end of that man is jicac^c. — I'HALMS XXXVll., V.37. ^K^^^^^fi' WEETLY he sleeps — our dead ; The grasses gently wave Above the lowly grave, Where rests his honoured head Hoary with length of days No sculptured marble stands — Here with out-stretching hands ; No verses sing his praise ; And from the hand of fame, Nothing the eye can trace To mark h's resting place. Save his all honoured name — Spotlessly borne through life, Telling of noble soul, Nearing the heavenly goal : Tired of the weary strife. Here foot of f rendship nears ; Here in the moon's pale glow. Here founts of love o'erllow — Tribute to him these tears. Here from the dome above, Where falls the sun's bright ray, Here we may fondly say — Goi looketh down in love. ^y/\%^^A ^-r IMAGE EVALUATION TEST TARGET (MT-3) 1.0 I.I 1.25 m m lU 112.2 2.0 U IIIIII.6 v: /. ^ ^%%^" ^^ (9 / /a Photographic Sciences Corporation 23 WEST MAIN STREET WEBSTER, N.Y. 14580 (716) 872-4503 iV ^^ %^^ N> 6^ ■%^ i 5 ^i^- 186 THE mother's FABEWELL. THE MOTHER'S FAREWELL. To-morrow we part, my darling ! My Wynne, my treasured son ! Image dear of thy father — My bright, my only one. Out in the world's arena Thine untried feet must stray ; Gird theo well for the battle. And watch, and wait, and pray. Man}^ ? nd sore temptations Oft .nil thy path beset; 'Midst the world's fleeting pleasures, Never my boy forget— Sin is a slime, that slowly Coils round the heart once pure ; ' Clinging closest to mortals Learned in worldly lore. Leprous husk that encloses Many a senseless clod ; Faces that lose forever The likeness of their God. Let not this noisome plague spot As raiment cling to thee ; Cast off its first advances ; Pray that thou may'st be free. Prayer is the Christian's helmet, Lance, and breast-plate, and shield, The strongest weapon in battle That victory's ann can wield, LINES TO 187 Satan with snares will hover Ever around thy way ; As thou would'st shun the Evil, Never forget to pray. Prayer will stay thee when falling ; Guide thy footsteps aright ; Turn to the Love in heaven ; Look, and thou shalt have light. Prayer will comfort in sorrow, When falls the chastening rod ; Keep thee more pure, more lowly, And bring thee nearer thy God. List to me, Wynne, my darling ! When thou art far away — List to my voice when pleading — Never forget to pray. '* Bleseed are tbe pure in heart, for they shall see God."— Mattuiw v„ 8th verse. « LINES TO Beloved wanderer ! on life's way. Where'er thy lot may be, There is one soul akin to thine, One heart that feels for thee. One mind that thrills with deadly fear, Lest thy worn feet should stray In paths where Satan's tempters lead, Nor keep the narrow way. 188 LINES TO The jewelled chain that friendship wove Between that soul and thine ; Let no harsh strain oppress its links, No godless hands untwine. Full strangely forged, all outward force Doth added strength impart ; The cankering rust that breaks that chain Must form within thy heart. Watch ! and its links shall stronger bind, Thine outward breast works guard ; And o'er thy heart's pure citadel Keep double watch and ward. LINES TO- The path tl^ "teps have chosen How slijjf ^ 'tis to tread ! How manyiall upon the way ! How cumbered 'tis with noisome clay ! And must thou tread it day by day, To win thy " daily bread " ? Bethink thee I art thou stronger Than others in the strife ? Canst pass unstained amidst the throng That tread Temptation's path along '< Canst thou still keep midst vice and wrong Thy purity of life ? I LINES TO . 189 The atmosphere defileth Where impure manhood dwells ; , The mocking jest once heard with pain, M.ay yet an eager list'ner gain. The face once pure, yet wear the stain Its tale of ruin tells. Yet could'st thou tread this pathway With feet for danger shod ; The Christian's mantle shielding thee ; By ! prayer from stain of sin kept free ; An aid to weak humanity, A glory to thy God. Oh, how the true heart swelleth At thought of story told Of one, who trod this pathway o*er Untainted by its worldly lore ; His footprints speaking ever more The Christian tale of old. LINES TO- Should thorns thy pathway strew, And griefs and cares abound ; Look up for strength to Him Where strength alone is found. Should all thy hopes but end In sorrow, shame, or loss ; Oh, rest thy faith on Him And bravely bear thy cross. 190 TO tiom. If friendship be bestowed ; With love thy cup run o'er ; Oh, give thy thanks to Him ! His holy name adore. If hard the weary strife Be thine the vict'ry won ; Look up in faith and say " God's holy will be done." TO HOPE. Oh, thou so bright ! so beautiful ! whose ray Guideth my soul o'er life's uncertain sea, Where billows foam and hidden rocks abound. Or beameth on my way when life is fair, Lighting me en to some far distant goal ; Some spot that wild ambition fain would win ; Or heart I would desire to make mine own. Oh, brightness of my life ! be with me now ! When most I need thy cheering, beaming smile To light me in the path where duty leads : That path oft strewed with thorns : ah, me ! I feel Without thee, life were drear and desolate. Though waves rise high and clouds bedim thy light ; Yet still to thee I turn, to thee I cling. With clasp that naught of earth hath power to loose. Though deep affliction mark the way I tread ; Though fierce Despair with maddening grasp assail ; Still on thy beam I fix my yearning sight ; Friend of my brightest days ! my darkest hours ! Whose smile can turn the darkness into light. ON aivmo. 101 SUSPICION. Accursed thing ! Thou steaVst into the mind That else were pure ; leaving a noisome trail To mark thy loathsome touch. To lowest depths Of defjradation does thou bring the mind That entertaineth thee. Do'st choke with weeds The blooming flowers of Faith, and Hope, and Love ; And trail thy filth oV heaven-born Charity, Hate — thou art revolting ! Envy — thou art base, degrading ! But foul art thou. Suspicion ! There is no peace, no rest for thy victims. ON GIVING. Out in the world cold and dreary, Where sickness and sufTring are rife, Give to the weak and the weary A helping hand onward through life. Rough is life's pathway, and many Will tread it with trembling feet ; Give to the one that's ill-treated A kind word whenever you meet. Give to the sick and the needy " A mite," though thou'rt ever so poor ; Give to the cold and the hungry. And God will replenish thy store. 192 A RETROSPECTION. Give bread to the struggling genius ; Yes, feed him on Hope's brightest ray ; Give to the one that's desponding A smile, and 'twill brighten his way. Give to the children caresses. So keeping their love ever warm ; Long will't remain in their mem'ry, And thus shalt thou shield them from harm. Give to the lost and forsaken ; Give hope, that their souls may have bread ; Give the heart-hungry affection, And thus shall thine own heart be fed. Tenderly lift up the fallen ; From evil their ways thou may'st win ; Give to the drunkard thy pity ; For nothing can cover his sin. Give with thy heart in the giving ; So, blessing, and thou shalt be blest. Give to the Saviour allegiance, And thus shall thy soul find its rest. "Fight the good fight !" win the battle. And then shalt thou cease from the strife ; Give to thy Father in heaven Thy thanks for the blessing of life. A RETROSPECTION. In the long ppst days of ray childhood I sat at a cottage door ; And saw with a childish rapture The sunlight glint on the floor ; . A RETROSPECTION. 193 And over the hills and the meadows, And fretted through beech-wood grove, Where thrushes and robins were singing Their wonderful tales of love. I remember my mother told me Who made the beautiful earth ; And how He loved little children. And gave them another birth Tn the deep blue heaven above me. Where angels with snow-white wing Would be my companions forever, Where cherub and seraph sing. And I watched the cumulus cloudlets Piled and like mountains riven. And much I marvelled if that was the road That people walked up to heaven. The ascent for a space seemed easy, And then came a step so high I never could hope to climb up it, Without I had wings to fly. And I thought at this place the Saviour Would stretch out his hand to aid ; Then in perfect faith would I clasp it, And be not at all afraid. Oh most beautiful faith of childhood ! More wonderful love of God ! That lifts all the repentant sinners From the slough their steps have trod ; And makes them a home in His heaven, And calms all their griefs and fears ; Where he takes them into His bosom And wipes from their eyes the tears. 194 f k SACRED TO THE MEMORY. No lieart to humanity given, Can beat like those liearts above ; Who know all the glory of heaven, And rest in the Father's love. There is no more sorrow or sighing. Nor ever a weary moan ; He kee[)eth them all as his treasures. He loveth them as His own. How I would that all men and women Could be by that love beguiled To walk through life believing in God With the faith of a little child. SACRED TO THE MEMORY OP HENRY WILLIAM COLE, M. D. Born June 9th, 1817— Died Augnat 5th^ 1875. " In as much ks ye have done it nnto one of the least of theso, my brethren, yo have done it unto Me.— Matt. xxv. 40. Friend of the poor ! What reverence bows the head Of those, who Oi.t did need th^ timely aid, W^hen musing o'er the spot where thou art laid ; What vain regrets for thee too early dead : For thee the friend — the comforter of those W'hom sorest human ills did oft oppress, And want, and poverty, and deep distress ; For thou didst heal their wounds and soothe their woes. Oh, cruel Death ! that did'st thy steps o ertake, Nor spared the suff'ring poor their earthly friend Whose due he trusted father Time to send. Or oft forgave the debt for mercy's sake. SLEEPING. 195 Ob, nol)lc heart ! oh, generous, open hand ! Long must we mourn the blight that laiu thee low ; Gone from our midst of suffering and woe, Lured by the angels to a better land. Yet though our hearts with sorest grief bo riven, We may *iot wish thee back on earth again, Such wish for thee were soulless, selfish, vain ; For well we know thy treasure was in heaven. "THE STILL SMALL VOICE." Hark ! Dost thou hear a voice within, An earnest pleading tone ; That comes to thee in saddened hours, In moments dark and lone ? Awake ! nor let the spirit flee ; *Tis conscience* voice that speaks to thee ! thren, yo woes. \ SLEEPING. Awaken thou that sleepest ! And listen to the sound ; The stifled sound of conscience' tone ; That in thy inmost heart makes moan ; With many a sigh and weary groan ; Within its narrowed bound. Awaken thou that sleepest ! Dost think thou'rt free from sin ? Where are the works thy faith that prove ? Where are thy deeds of tender love ? How canst thou meet the Eye above ? Dost think thou'lt enter in ? lOG THE AWAKENING. Awaken thou that slocpcst ! Awake 1 and look within. Dost find the fruits of love divine f Joy and lon^ suffring are they thine ? Does neace dwell in tiiat hidden mine, Or is't the home of sin ? Awaken thou that sleepest ! And look beside thy hearth ; Dost hear the weary when they call ? Do gentle words thy lips let fall ? Dost breathe of heaven, a hallowed hall Of joy and holy mirth ? Awaken thou that sleepest ! Awake and make amend ; Where is thy light ? we see it not ! Oh ! barren ! wasted ! dreary lot ! That showeth not one brilliant spot Of light to guide a friend. Awaken thou that sleepest ! Come forth and show thy light ; Come forth and wage thy war with sin ! Come rout the fiends that lurk within ! By prayer may every mortal win A victory in the fight. "Let your light so ohine before mjn that they maj see your good works and glorify your Father which is in Heaven.— M Ami kw v. 16. THE AWAKENING. Dark ! oh so dark ! no ray from out the skies ; Dark ! as the darkness in my soul that lies ! Oh, could one ray of light to me be given To guide my wandering footsteps nearer heaven ! THE AVVAKENINQ. 197 Once I wtis pure, and innocent, and free From sin's polluting touch ; its infamy. Oh days of youth ! for thee my soul dotli yearn ; Oh halcyon days that never can return ; When pure of heart from sin, my conscience free, With longing eyes my soul looks back to thee ; A brilliant spot on fast receding shore, Beyond my reach — my hope — for ever more, I stretch my hands ; alas, alas, in vain ! No power can give thee back to me again ; From where I stand to view thy beauta sheen, A black abyss of sin lies in between Ingulfing every noble thought and pure, Closing the way of peace for everm' y in the preHence of the angela of God over one ainuer that repenteth." — Luke xv. 10. HYMN L God bless our Canada ! Glorious Canada, Land of our birth ! Proud let our nation be, Blessed in its liberty ; In praise we sing of thee, Gem of the earth ! HYMN II. Land rich in stream and lake ;. Land of wild bush and brake ; Meadow and grove. May God rich blessings pour, On thee from shore to shore ; Thou whom our hearts adore ; Land of our love ! 199 eaks, May thy sons honoured be, Far over land and sea, Where e'er they roam. Tell by their bearing high ; Their tone of chivalry ; Their love of purity ; Thou art their home ! 3od over HYMN IL I AM weary, Father ! weary ! ever wand'ring far from Thee ; I am weary ! oh, so weary ! of this struggle to be free From the trials and temptations of this world of sin and pain ;^ Take me back into the sunshine of Thy presence once again. Take me back into Thy loving care and never let mo stray ; Guard me, oh, my Father ! guard me well, through life's long, dreary way. Keep me working in Thy vineyard, keep me striving for the right ; Let me not be lost forever more in death's dark, endless night. 200 HYMN III. I am weary, Father ! weary ! ever wand'ring far from Thee ; Blackest night is gath'ring round me, and Thy face I cannot see. I have sinned and I have suffered — let it not be all in vain; Take me back into the sunshine of Thy presence once again. HYMN III. I HAVE wandered oh Lord ! far away from Thy love : Far away from the brightness of heaven above ; In the path of temptation my footsteps have trod ; I have sinned, and come short of Thy glory, oh God ! Now the darkness of night is encompassing me ; In the depth of my anguish I come back to Thee, Low I bow down beneath Thy all-chastening rod, I have sinned and come short of Thy glory, oh God ! ^^4l-£^ "wd^'l \ J far from hy face I be all in ince once love: ^od! od! \