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Tnhf^T^ii*^!*?"^ .*** ^"^ **^ Parliament in the year 1890. by John Lovell &- Son, in the office of the Minister of Agricohuii •nd SutiBtic* at Ottawa. POSITION. CHAPTER I. It was a Drawing-room Day. London was looking its brigl est and best. There was a blue sky and a strong north wind. March was waning, and the crocuses starred the turf in Hyde Park, although the spring buds had not yet ventured forth on the black boughs of the elm-trees. The usual dingy and good- tempered crowd stood about before Buckingham Palace, waiting to see the equipages pass by ; waiting, with that willingness to be amused by trifles, and that interest in a world with which they have nothing to do, which is characteristic of the London populace, and lends facility to their government, although it is unhappily a quality most lamentably neglected, indeed entirely ignored, by those who call themselves their rulers. It was between three and four of the clock, and the ladies were leaving the Palace as fast as they were able to do so : smart broughams with sleek horses and dark, well- fitting liveries ; closed landaus, with billows of gauze and enormous bouquets partially seen through their glass windows ; here and there, the real old magnificent fashion of a state carriage, with coachman in full-bottomed wig and three-cornered hat seated alone in his glory, and glit- tering footmen, gorgeous as flamingoes, swinging behind, p:issed in turn through the ranks of the good-natured and for the most part admiring crowd. Disparaging comments were occasionally uttered as the equipages rolled by, and the gold lace shone, and the horses pranced along the Mall. "There goes an old ewe decked lamb fashion ! " cried a butcher's boy .is a dowager, very much undressed and very POSITION. badly rouged, loomed large through the glass of her car- riage windows. " There's a naked woman sittin' in soap-suds," remarked a small shoeblack, as a famous beauty with clouds of white tulle rising all around her eagerly-displayed bust was borne by in her blazoned coach. " Lord ! when they can clothe 'emsells as they choose, why do they go bare like that, in this here wind ?" said a sorrowful and thinly-clad woman, with entire unconscious- ness of any satire in her words. But far more frequently the comments on the Court pa- geantry were favorable and friendly; and the coachmen in the periwigs were hailed with admiration and delight; the quiet-col(jrcd broughams with their sober liveries were received with disappointment and disfavor. "What did I tell you? "said Wilfreda, Lady Avillion, to her husband as their carriage, which had a coachman in a periwig, and two lackeys behind, with enormous bou- quets and white wands, was hailed with a shout of ap- plause that almost became a cheer ; *' what did I tell you ? The people delight in us when we are splendid. If we only always made ourselves worth looking at we should always have influence. They are perfectly enchanted with Sykes's wig." "Damn them and their delight," said Lord Avillion, drowsily. He had got his sword uncomfortably entangled between his legs, and he hated the scent of the gardenias of his wife's bouquet, and her train was covering and smothering him, and he had been imprisoned three hours with no possibility of a cigarette, and he did not know whicli iie would like the best — whether to see Bucking- ham Palace sacked and burnt, and all this rubbish of cer- emony made impossible forever, or to have a Government with the ideas of the first Duke of Wellington, and to see the crowd dispersed by a cavalry charge or by a volley of grape-shot. "We ought to have much more pageantry," continued his wife. "The people like it. And more music, too. There ought to be military music constantly heard in Lon- don, just as there is in Dresden, Vienna, or Munich; music everywhere, in the parks, in the churches, at the corners of the streets, costing nothing to the multitude, and warming and gladdening the soul of the sorriest beggars. There should be martial music all day long in London, if I had the ruling of it." ho rOS/T/OA'. " The bandsmen would require a large outlay in water- proofs and cough h^zcnges," remarked lu;r cousin, the Duke of Beaufront, wiio sat opposite to her. "But at such rare intervals as their fingers would be unfrozen the effect would, I admit, be very exhilarating." Exhilarating, yes; and the best of all education," said Ladv Avillion. I would have music evervwhere, and I would gild all the railings, and I would plant trees all along the streets, and I would wash the statues every week, and I would have fireworks on the top of the Marble Arch very often — because nothing amuses a whole popula- tion like fireworks — and I would have coffee with plenty of milk in it sold at a half farthing a cup, under Govern- ment supervision, in thousands of places ; and I would absolutely forbid all advertisements on hoardings and posters and the backs of serving-men ; and I would pass a law to compel every London tradesman to go to Paris, Florence, or Dresden, to see how shops ought to be set out." "And I hope you would abolish Drawing-rooms," saicl her husband. " I should have them held in the evening, and everyone would be delighted." "That arrangement would necessitate something to eat ; tea and ices, at least ; it would impoverish the Crown. With what rapture that sweep is grinning at you — I hope you enjoy your popularity." "The sweep is a very nice man." " Yet I always thought you a proud woman, Freda," said her cousin. " I believe I am, in some ways." " I believe you are the greatest contradiction that ever a woman was. All women are contradictions — their theories are so good and their practice is so bad." " That contradiction is not confined to our sex," remarked Lady Avillion, while the March wind ruffled her feathers and laces as it blew in through the window, which good- nature had made her leave open for the multitude to ad- mire her. Their carriage stopped at the mansion facing the Green Park which belonged to the Avillion family, and its mis- tress descended anii(bt an admiring little crowd of gazers as warmly appreciative as tlie sweep. Her husband and her cousin followed her; thedoois of the great house closed on them, and their gorgeous equipage, with the be- POSlTlON^. wiggcd coachman and the bouquets and the white wands, went away to their mews in a side street. " How thirsty I am ! " said Lady Avillion, as she went upstairs. A lot more peacocks will come to tea to show us their trains ; you'll stay and see them, won't you, Ralph?" '* Who's coming to you ? " asked Beaufront, also mount- ing the staircase, while the master of the house disappeared into some apartments on the ground tloor belonging es- pecially to himself. "Oh, most of tlic smart people," replied Lady Avillion, as she cast her train, in all its glory of gold embroideries and silver lilies and bordering of pale pink feathers, be- hind her upon the carpet of her own favorite room. " No, thanks ; I think I will go home at once and get out of this toggery," said Beaufront— meaning his Court dress — but he hesitated and lingered as he looked round the apartment. It was a fascinating room, artistic, interesting, inspiring, a mixture of every style, but a successful mixture, a room suggestive of intimacy, confidence, and repose. Its atmos- phere was warm and fragrant; its hues subdued yet bril- liant, candles burned in little groups under rosy shades, and flowers were there in myriads, from crowds of the stateliest odontoglossum to bowls of the dear little violet whose home is the coppice and whose companion is the redbreast. Lady Avillion stooped over one of these bowls of violets and buried her face in it. *' They are not real hedge violets though, you know ; at least I am afraid no^" she said regretfully. "The garden- ers grow them in liorrible long straight rows just as they grow parsley or peas, on purpose for sale. Do you re- member hunting for violets in the meadows for me at Bel- lingham, when I was a baby ? " " Yes, I remember everything about Bellingham," replied Beaufront, throwing his sword on a sofa. " It was the only place where I was really happy." ** Surely you are happy now ? " i "Not in the least ; wliy should I be ?" "Well — well — 1 really don't know ; but why should you not ? Most people expect you to be so. Most things and people have lost their prestige nowadays, but Dukes haven't just yet." Beaufront lighted a cigarette at one of the wax-candles. POSITION. "Really, Freda," he replied as he did so, "what the world thinks our gain is generally our loss. I am not half so free as I used to be, and 1 am iiHinitely more bored. I am supposed to be a very rich man now, hut I am not even that. Succession duties, and charges on this estate and that estate, and falling rents and mortgaged lands, and all the rest of it, and three large houses to keep up coiite </ue coUte^ will make me actually poor for many a day. When I was Ralph Fitzurse I could do what I chose, nobody Cared ; if I had been hanged nobody would have cared." " Surely you couldn't like that ?" : • *' I like it very much in r;trospcct." " Ah, in retrospect. Pauvre petite chaumiire^ comme je faimais ! We all know that kind of sentiment." As she stood on her own hearth, leaning one arm on the mantelpiece, with her diadem of diamonds on her blonde hair, and her white satin train with its gold and silver embroideries sweeping the floor, Beau front looked at her with renewed admiration and pride. " I think my cousin is the handsomest woman in Eng- land," he said, as he kissed her hand. "I would rather be the most charming," she replied. " You are that, too." • "Really?" -■ ** I think so really, on my honor." Freda Avillion turned her head without otherwise alter- ing her attitude, and looked at herself in a Venetian mirror behind her. She looked long, seeing the shimmer of her crown of diamonds and the interrogation in her dark eyes reflected in the glass. " I am not ill-looking," she said slowly, " especially when I am in all my war-paint like this. I dare say I should look nothing if I were in rags." "Even then you would make your fortune as a painter's model. Don't pretend to ignore your own beauty, Freda." "Oh, I never pretend, my dear," said Lady Avillion, withdrawing her gaze from the mirror and sweeping to- ward the tea-table. "But I don't always please myself." "Those who please themselves always are those who have no power of pleasing others," said Beaufront. "Ah! here is Alex," she said, as the door opened and there entered the room a very handsome young woman of twenty years of age, with a Greuze-like face and a child like expression, half mirthful, half sullen, who was an- nounced as the Duchess of Queenstown, rosjTiON, She came in, in all her glory, her train of silver and white tissue trailing behind her, and a funny story about an usher's mistake on her lips. She was followed by another lady equally young, and blonde as cream or prim- roses ; she was known lo the world in general as the Countess of Sevenoaks, and by her friends was called "Mouse." After these there appeared Lady Ilfracombc, the sister of the mistress of the house, all purple and gold and pansies ; Lady Henley, a cousin, young and lately married, dressed in black and white, with point d'Alenyon and water-lilies ; and several others in gorgeous apparel- ling, until the cliamber looked like a lawn bespread with peacocks and chrysanthemums, a pretty gathering wliich would not have been unworthy of the brush of Vandyke. " But they can none of them hold a candle to //^r," thought Beaufront, as his gaze wandered back from them all to his cousin Wilfreda Avillion. She was truly a beautiful woman, with a perfect figure. The expression of her features in profile was cold, proud, a little scornful ; but seen in full face the enchanting luminousness and radiance of her large violet eyes, and the loveliness of a rosy and rather full mouth, gave warmth and light to her countenance ; she was very tall, and carried herself with easy grace and supreme distinc- tion ; the great jewels covering her throat and bosom were suited to the cast of her beauty, and the mighty splendor of the dress enhanced the whiteness of her skin and the youthful flexibility of her movements. She looked what she was — a very great lady, with high breeding in every line of her limbs, and English air be- spoken in every shade of her coloring. Avillion also entered at that moment, having changed his clothes and recovered as much good temper as he ever condescended to own, and murmured in his low drowsy tones the prettiest compliments to the prettiest women. He was a handsome man, with a peevish and bored ex- pression ; he moved slowly, indolently and gracefully, and looked half asleep when he was not fully awakened by being worried or made angry. Other women, lovely, interesting, or distinguished, fol- lowed, as she had promised Beaufront that they would do, and he was momentarily reconciled to his existence under its changed phase, as lie watched the light shine on their jewels and in iheir eyes, and on ihe soft beauty of their boiouis and shoulders. Women never look better than at ros/riox. tea after a drawing-room. Their stately and gorgeous attire, the inagnificeMce of their jewels, their conscious- ness tiiat they hjok their best, the contrast of their easy intimacy of attitude and conversation with their ccremo- nial splendor of appearance, all combine to make tlic diawing-room tea one of the prettiest moments of London life. As Beaufront looked at the groups standing about in the faint warm light of the hearth, the diamonds flash- ing in a tiara as their wearer turned her head, or the jewelled butterfly trembling on a polished shoulder, he admitted to himself that Vandyke and Veronese might find something worth painting in M/V, could they be brought back from their land ot slumbers. ** London life out of doors is hideous, but indoors it has beautiful pictures," he admitted, as he took from her hand Alex Quecnstown's empty cup. " Yes, beautiful pictures when the shutters are shut," said his cousin. "The true sunrise <jf London is the m'^- ment when the lamps are lighted. That is why the sea )n should have been in winter." " We all say so and tii!.ik so, but nobod;- proposes to make it so." '* Because the gunners and the hunting men are too strong. Perhaps, when division of the land has made sports impossible we shall get our London seasons in winter." " By the laws of compensation. But you must be very sanguine if you think Socialism would let you have any season at all, or any such lovely toys as this," he said, as he touched two love-birds made of emeralds which sat on his cousin's right shoulder. "What a droll emblem for you, who know nothing about love at all ! " " Except to inspire it and ill-treat it," said the Duchess Alex. " Women who treat it well are ill-treated themselves ; so much my observation informs me," said Freda. *' Is there even as much as that ? " said Beaufront. " Ill- treatment suggests some sort of passion, kicking in its dy- ing struggles. With us there is nothing more than a cord hanging loosely at play in two hands, which drops little by little, little by little, out of each of them, and is let fall by both with absolute indifference." *' Yes ; there is not much more than that. I never see why there need be any more," said Freda Avillion, quite seriously. "Why will people speak as if love were of so much importance ? It really isn't." 10 POSITION. " The leprosy is not of much importance to countries it does not visit," said Beaufront, with some impatience. " You are very clever, my dear child, and infinitely charm- ing, but there is one charm and one 'knowledge which you have not. If it did not sound alarming, I should say that you wanted to eat your apple. If you only had any temp- tation in your life. Temptation with a capital T, I think you would be more delightful. You are a little too com- pletely, too loftily, above us as you are." " I have no capital letters in the chapters of my life, for I have no emotions ; I suppose they only come with the apple !" "Nobody has any, though we eat pecks of forbidden apples," he rejoined, moodily. " We would give our life to get up some, and we can't." "We have no time." " No ; it is not so much that : we don't care, we don't really care." " No, we don't ; it would be so nice to care if one could." " It tears one's life to tatters, you know, when one does." " And wrinkles people frightfully," she responded. She had not a single wrinkle, although she was seven-and- twenty years old, which seemed to hf.r like complete old age. "We are all so wise — or so worn out ; it is a pity ; "to know is much, but to enjoy is more." We know our world so thoroughly, so tediously, so intimately, that we can get no kind of enjoyment out of it." " Are you sure, Freda — quite sure — that you never enjoy your successes, your toilettes, your innumerable effects, your crushed and pulverized rivals, your entirel} unscrup- ulous influence over the world which so loves you ?" " I am quite sure," said Lady Avillion, and she believed she spoke the truth. '^ ^.n CHAPTER II. " Why do we all come to London ? We all hate it," said Beaufront, moodily standing in front of a group of orchidae and gazing gloomily down upon them as if they were nettles. " Do we hate it ?" said another man. Lord Alnemouth, whom Society, with its usual considerate clipping, called POSITION. II Annuth. ** It is open to doubt. We hate it when we are in it, certainly, but we are frightfully bored when we are anywhere clr.e." '* All corrupting influences get into very blood and bones, till we can't do without tliem," said Beaufront, still plunged into dense gioom and drearily contemplating the brilliant gold, the dazzling white, the splendid crimson of the chil- dren of the swamps. " London is like one of those ugly women who fascinate one, Heaven alone knows why, and hold one much longer than any of the beauties," said an ex-minister. Lord Med- way. "It's hopelessly vulgar," said Beaufront, with a groan. "Yes, it's vulgar," said Med way, cheerfully. "But every- thing's vulgar, go where you will." " Surely a good deal of it is hypercritical and over- refined?" " It's so frightfully big," said Beaufront. " Look at last night's Marlborough House-list — fills three columns of the newspaper. Good Heavens ! " " Two columns are only outsiders' names : they don't count." " If they don't count the bearers of them go, and they cram, and they crowd, and they push, and they perspire, and they spoil the whole thing," said Beaufront, fretfully. " Didn't you notice the Maharajah what's-his-name last night ? " " The Maharajah of Zadar ? " "Yes, Zadar; well, if ever I saw a man look unutterable disgust he looked it last night, in the midst of that beastly crowd. There they all were just because he was new, gushing, and pushing, and crowding all around him ; once too, by Jove I I saw some of the women fingering the ropes of pearls hanging over his gold breast-plate, and never a muscle did he move ; only you jaw by his eyes that he ./as thinking to himself: 'What a horrible people! what a coarse and uncouth and discourteous and idiotically inquisitive people ! Do these women, old and young, want me to buy them all?' I fell ashamed ; positively I felt ashamed ; I expected every minute to see them make a snatch at his big diamonds. I said to myself, 'We're at Marlborough House ; this is the end of the nineteenth century ; this is good society ; we are a superior race, we have conquered India, and this glorious creature is our vassal, and will be copied at Madame Tussaud's, and shown 12 POSITION, our music-halls, and our cab-stands, and our police-courts, to convince hiin of our civilization ; and we behave as if we were Yahoos, and had never seen an emerald or a ruby or a well-made man before in our lives.' " " We don't see jewels every day blazuig on men's stomachs and chests," said the Duchess of Quecnstown. " And we don't see every day men who look like the Saurian Apollo cut in pale bronze," said Mrs. Greville Leigh. "The gold breast-plate is much better than a masher's plastron^ at any rate," said Lady Avillion. "Why did you go there last night, my dear Ralph ? You knew there must be a crowd." " Why does anyone go anywhere ?" "Why do sheep follow each other?" "Why do we all jam together in London ?" said Beau- front, who, when he had once fastened on a subject, always " worried it well." " If a party isn't crowded it is thought dull and stupid ; we think our lives are so unless we pass them in a throng," replied Lady Avillion. " But how intensely vulgar that is ! " **Yes, it is; and all the lovely green gardens are left like painted groves without a figure in them, and all the dear old country houses are left to brown hoUand and gray mice, to dust and dusters ! It is very sad." "You must ask Zadar into the country." " To convince him of our civilization ? It would hardly be successful. The conquering race going out to shoot tame birds fattened on purpose to be shot, and coming home to fall asleep after liinner in front of their women, would not suggest its greatness to him." ;; " I wonder what he does think of us!" " There are two things that he will naturally look for among us, and that equally certainly he will not find." "Hubble-bubbles and rhinoceros fights?" " No ; repose and dignity." " They have both been monopolized by the House of Commons I" Everyone laughed and then sighed, for the House of Commons is not a pleasant spectacle or a flattering recol- lection to Englisiimen, and allusion to it is a joke which pricks like a thorn. " Here is Sir Maurice Brune," said Lady Avillion, as a gentleman came through the ante-rooms. "He will tell us what Zadar thinks of us." POSITION, '3 To Sir Maurice Brune the India Office had confided the delicate and interesting task of guiding the steps of the young Maharajah tlirough the labyrinth of English Society. " His Highness," replied Sir Maurice Brune, *• is daz- zled by the marvellous beauty of English women, espe- cially of their shoulders." "Indeed ? English shoulders are not often good," said Lady Avillion, whose own were faultless. " I used the term * shoulders ' as an inoffensive, com- prehensive, and suggestive expression," said Brune. '* I did not mean that his admiration was limited to the shoulders alone." "The exhibition of their persons is certainly not so limited," murmured Beaufront. No one would appear to hear, but everyone tittered. " What does he think of this bear-garden that we call 'the best people?"* Beaufront continued. Sir Maurice hesitated : he was a man who liked to be always agreeable and always to agree ; especially with dukes. " He is charmed ; perfectly charmed," he said, effusively. " It must always impress the Oriental mind enormously to be brought in contact with the forces and the graces of European life." " It must, indeed," said Beaufront. " The force of a black eye as administered so frequently in Shoreditch or Seven Dials, and the grace of a gathering round any gin-palace in Houndsditch or Lambeth, must strike him irresistibly and convincingly with the extent to which sweetness and light are prevalent in these islands ; if you take him to a few more crushes too in polite Society, varied by an occa- sional boisterous division at Parliament, his convictions of our superiority will become indelible and overwhelming." Brune was displeased. He knew no habits, thoughts, or manners outside the western and south ■. -estern postal districts of the Metropolis, and he was convinced that within those limitations alone was social salvation possible or existence endurable. " The Maharajah is very gravely impressed by the power of the empire," he said, stiffly. "Yesterday he visited Woolwich and Sheerness." "As commentaries on Christianity ? I should think he was impressed — extremely. Our consistency alone must seem so striking. The gospel of St. John, with addenda by Armstrong and Whitworth." «4 FOSJriON. "You needn't be profane, Ralph," said Lady Avillion, " and every nation must keep its powder dry. I don't care in the least what Zadar thinks of our muzzle-lcKiders; I want to know what lie thinks of ourselves — of our crushes, of our chatter, of our hurry, of our hurly-burly, of our general atmosphere, of our droll ways of marrying people, and of our equally funny way of going into dinner." 'lam really unable to say," murmured Sir Maurice, confused and offended. " The Prince is charmed — inex- pressibly charmed ; that is really all I absolutely know." "And is especially impressed," added Beaufront, "with our elegance and dignity when we walk on a sloppy day under our umbrellas, or get in or out of ' the gondolas of London,' assailed by barefooted match-boys as living wit- nesses to our humanity and prosperity." " I wonder what he does think," said Lady Avillion. "It must all seem so dark and ugly and noisy to him after his forests of magnolias and tulip-trees, and his white cities with their mosques and palaces like ivory cut into lace work." "And after those noiseless palanquin journeys over bridges of sacred rivers and through thickets of rhododen- dron and camellias, what can Cannon Street Junction seem to him ?" said Mrs. Grcille Leigh. " He positively may not even appreciate the Holborn Viaduct or the magnificence of the Underground," said Beaufront. " What a conceited people we must always have been to have imagined that we could teach the East anything ! How far above us it is ! — whether it weaves a carpet, carves a toy, beats out a gold cofifee-pot, or creates a Religion ! " "The East is frightfully barbaric," objected Brune, with a little shudder ; in his secret soul he was made nervous and bored by the barbarian whom he had in charge. "You've never been there," said Beaufront very curtly. "I have, three times." " That sort of reply is no more an argument than a box of the ears is rhetoric," remarked Brune, goaded into irri- tation, and forgetful of his desire to please. " My cousin never argues," said Lady Avillion, and he is always boxing everybody's ears. He was so cheerful when he was only Ralph Fitzurse, and always good-bumored ; people see things in so much brighter a light when they have no responsibilities except their debts." "One is always as poor as a sweep in England," said POSITION, t% Bcaufront, ** because the demands made on all real prop- erty are so enormous, and they will grow more and more enormous every year, because we are governed by the working-man, and he means to drink champagne every day at our expense and pay no taxes." "Yes, the working-man governs," said Lord Alnemouth, " or what is called the working-man, though he makes hol- iday Saturday, Sunday, and Monday, and don't work much any other day." "Why should he do anything at all when he is your master, and you are all so afraid of him ?" said Lady Avil- lion. "When will you bring me the Maharajah, Sir Mau- rice ? Does he like dinners, or crushes, or garden parties, or musical parties, or what does he like best ? " " He likes oysters at the New Club," replied his mentor. ""The Saurian Apollo eating oysters!" cried Mrs. Gre- ville Leigh. " I am glad he did not eat oysters last night ; he would have destroyed my ideal." " He makes two mouthfuls of a quail, and "^wWs foie gras to pieces with his fingers," said Sir Maurice, whose sensi- bilities received severe shocks every instant from the con- duct of his amber-skinned Telemachus. "What does that matter ? " said Beaufront. "We behave no better ourselves when we are in the Rockies or the Antilles." •-; " When Syrlin comes they will forget this Maharajah," he said to his cousin, when all the pretty peacocks had folded up their trains and departed. " Syrlin will treat them much in the same way. He has a boundless contempt for his adorers." . - • " But he hasn't a gold breastplate." " On the contrary," said Beaufront, " he has a breastplate of fine gold, the one that genius always wears ; but though the gold is fine, it is not proof against envy and malignity." "It is odd," said his cousin, "that I have never seen your friend off the stage. I suppose I am the only person who remains in such arctic darkness as not to be acquaint- ed with him personally." " Well, he will be over here in a day or two," replied Beaufront. " I will bring him to you then ; at least, if he will come." " Artists are always so capricious and captious, and they want so much attention." "Th^y often merit it ; which is more than can be said of our class." ;,ii' i6 position: " My dear Ralph ! your artists make you very uncivil and rough." " My artists never make me either, but fine society makes me both." " That is probably more your fault than that of fine society." Beaufron smiled and lit a cigarette. He did not care to say so, but he thought of the time when every woman of position had been in agony lest he should marry her daughter, and dowagers had sent him word at their balls not to bring casino-dancing into their houses. " Is it true that he is going to abandon the stage alto- gether ? " asked Lady Avillion. " Quite true," said Beaufront. : " . ' ' "But why?" "Well, lastyer*!, for us r.iost unfortunately, a French merchant of Tripoli who was childless and had known him as a lad left him a great deal of money ; he has made a good deal too, as you may fancy; but he is generous to extravagance and never sees the wisdom of putting by un poire pour lesoif. This Tripoli legacy, however, even he could not be quixotic enough to reject, and it is so legally tied up to him that he cannot very easily squander it. The fortune is large and unencumbered. It has been amassed in trade and judiciously invested ; it relieves him of all necessity ever to reappear on the stage. Great artist though he is, I do not think the histrionic art is one which he cares to pursue for itself." "I think it is a very bad thing for your hero to have been made rich. He will most likely squander it all in ten years, and then, when he wants to maintain himself again by his art, he will find himself out of fashion and forgotten, and he will be quite miserable. Besides, I do not believe in these universal talents. He can act divinely, but he would probably only fiddle fairly, paint horribly, and write rubbish." " He is an admirable musician, all the composers and singers know that," said Beaufront, angrily, " and he has read aloud to us at his place at St. Germain verses and fragments of prose which vibrated with genius. I am convinced that his departure from the stage will be the beginning for him only of a new and greater triumph in other ways. He is disliked by his contemporaries; he has nothing of the craze for the theatre which characterizes most actors ; he thinks slightingly of the drama, and more rOS/T/ON. «7 slightingly still of its patrons : all this has made him de- tested by rivals and critics, though it has probably con- tributed to make his extraordinary and European celebrity. So that for himself it is best that he should be set wholly free by this bequest, but the world will lose ; unless, indeed, as I said, he betakes himself to some other art ; he has very varied talents. I tiiink he could do almost anything he liked." "An admirable Crichton ! " said Lady Avillion, unkindly. " Even to the stab in the streets of Mantua ? Well, stabbed he has been very often by jealous rivals, but they have used the modern bravo's weapons, abuse and slan- der." "You grow quite romantic, Ralph," said his cousin, with the chill smile with which she was wont to receive romance. "And you can actually speak good English when your feelings are involved. I hope when people at- tack me that you display as much ardor and credulity in my defence. And really I do not attack your idol ; I only think that it is bad for a young man to be able to lie down on rose-leaves and do nothing. However, I dare say he will enjoy it, and perhaps if you bring him here he will condescend to recite us something." The first thought with her was politics ; but the second was invariably her own parties ; she liked to have them esteemed, as they were, the best in London ; and nothing which could shed any lustre or confer any originality upon them escaped her vigilance. "We will make him recite in private," was her promi- nent reflection on learning that this great and accom- plished artist was lost to the public. "You remind me of a lady I knew," said Beaufront, grimly, "knew in Rome. A block of new houses fell down in'her immediate vicinity, and thirty or forty people were buried under them. * Is it not tiresome ?' she said to me ; 'it has made such a dust that my balcony flowers are quit i ruined, and I can't hang out my cockatoo.'" He was annoyed that his narrative had been met with so little interest ; he was greatly attached to the man of whom he had spoken ; with the usual unwisdom of human nature, he expected his sentiments to be shared simply be- cause they were his sentiments ; and moreover, when his cousin had her air of chilliness and indifference and con- tempt, she vexed him, irritated him, offended him as no one else had power to do at any time. 2 iS POSITION. M "Why arc you so extraordinarily fond of this young man ?" asked his cousin. *' Well, for various reasons. But principally because he is wholly unlike anyone else. We are all copies of other people without knowing it ; our English society is a dead level of eternal commonplace." " Yes, there is a great deal of imitation and a great deal of monotony m it," replied Lady Avillion. " But still, when one thinks that Mr. Browning and Charlie Beres- ford, Mr. Irving and the Prince of Wales, Lord Dufferin and Lord Hartington, Lord Lytton and Joe Chamberlain, Mr. Toole and Matthew Arnold, Mr. Swinburne and Arthur Balfour, are all of them incontestably Englishmen, the range is rather a Avide one." Beaufront grumbled that you never knew what blood there might be in anybody, and that genius had no country. " I am not fond of geniuses," replied Lady Avillion ; **they are always opinionated, generally smoke all over the house, and never like to be spoken to when they are eating." ■■ i " Les poltes aiment la bonne chcre" quoted Beaufront. " Well, why not ? Syrlin, however, is the most abstemious man I know ; an anchorite." " An actor an anchorite ? " ? ,' " Yes ; he says food and drink are the enemies of all talent." " More than women ?" " I don't know where he places woman ; I think to him she appears a tiresome and unreasonable being, always writing him declarations and waiting for him as he comes out to his brougham." " I dare say his ideal is 2ifille du quartier. These romantic- lookii)g artists are always prosaic and very often vulgar in real life." "What a shockingly prejudiced remark ! Worthy of a Philistine." ** If that is Philistinism, our Society women would be better for some of it. To see English society on its knees before actors and actresses is really more absurd than denying them Christian burial, as they used to do in the last century." " If they have no genius I quite agree with you. But you cannot deny genius to Syrlin ; he is a poet and an artist, and he has invariably moved his audience as only genius can." POSITION. 19 "Oh, I quite admit that on the stage ; but I dare say when he goes home he is a very ordinary person." "No; it would be better for himself if he were, now that he has money." " Genius should never be rich." " On the contrary ; it is only genius which ought to be rich, for it alone would be able to bring imagination int(j the spending of its riches, and deliver the world from dulness." " How could it do that ? It could not permeate the world with itself. The large majority would always re- main dull and limited, instruments with one string, Single- speech Hamiltons, barrel-organs set to one tune. If all the wits were here to-morrow, from Horace himself to Horace Walpole and Horace Smith, they could not alter our tedium, our hurry-scurry, and our unpleasant union of apathy and sur-excitation. They would have to talk of Bismarck and Sarah Bernhardt, of the weather, and of last night's vote, and if they said anything clever about any subject it would be repeated, and repeated badly, in five hundred houses over five hundred dinner- tables, till they would wish to heaven they had held their tongues." "That is true enough," said Beaufront ; "you are very depressing sometimes, my dear Freda, you are invariably logical and unromantic." " I certainly see no romance in modern life," said Lady Avillion. " Hnmph ! " said Beaufront, doubtfully. He was by no means sure of the correctness of the proposition. Tlien he hade her adieu and drove to his own house in St. James's Square, a stately mansion built by Wren for the Duke of Beaufront, who had been a gallant and a spendthrift at Whitehall. As he now entered his residence by a side door which opened on the gardens, one of his house servants ap- proached him and murmured some information in a low tone. Beaufront's face cleared and brightened as he heard. " I am delighted," he said, warmly, and went with quick steps across the house to the library. *' My dear friend, this is charming. You know you are welcome as the sun, if onlv we had any sun to ereet vou," he said, witli affectionate cordiality, as he grasped the hand of a vounc^ man who came forward to meet iiim ; a man 20 ros/TJO/sr. U 1 1 nbuut thirty years olil, with ^rcat beauty of person and a countenance much like tliat of the portrait of Abd-el- Kadir. His deep, histrous, pensive eyes, bhick as night, smiled with pleasure ai lieaufront's greeting. *• Vou are always vso good, niy dear Ralph," he said, in English which was softened and mellowed by a foreign intonation. "I am earlier than you expected; but your friendship is proof against even such a trial .is that." •' Such a favor as that," said Ueaufront. " Your rooms are all ready. I have given you a suite that opens on the gardens; I hope you will like them, though they are dull, like everything in London." " A thousancl thanks, dear friend. But I have my rooms fi)r the season taken at the St. James's. I could not con- sent to burden you so greatly." "Oh!" said Heaufront, dismayed and aggrieved. "Do you mean to go to an hotel the first time you visit my country ? You shall be perfect master of your own actions in this house, I promise you, and you shall have the pass- key to go in and out, as I do myself, through the garden, unobserved. Come ! You cannot be such a savage as to refuse ! " "You are all that is most kind ; but my rooms are taken and my man is there. I prefer it so," said the other, with obstinacy which his enemies and his friends alike knew to be very difficult to move. Beaufront in vain used every argument with which hospitality and affection could supply him to induce the new-comer to change ihis res»jlution ; Syrlin only laughed a little and remained inflexible. " I will dine with you every night if you like," he said. " But let me have ma niche d, part. You know that I am an ungracious and mis- anthropical animal. You must let me have my way, Ralph. I am beyond all cure." " But I presume you will come at least to Heronsmere ?" said Beaufront, displeased and almost offended. " Oh, yes, I will come to Heronsmere. To-morrow, if you wish." "Very well. To-morrow. But my cousin is anxious to see you." "Your cousin? Which?" " Lady Avillion." " I will see Lady Avillion later. Take me to Heronsmere first, I want rest and country air." "You are not polite, but you never are. I will do as rosirio.v. at you choose. I always do even when you most irritate and offend nic." ** Dear Ralph !" said his churlish j^iiest, caressingly. Heaufront wrote to liis cousin that eveniiif;. '* Syrlin has arrived, but he will jl^o iiou here to-night. I lake him down to Ileronsmcre to-morrow morning; he will have it so. 1 shall hope to see you u[;aiii in ten days or a fortnight. " '* What a slave he is of his artist," thought I^auy Avillion, when she read the note. She was not very t(jK'rant of artists, or of any slavery in which she was not hen^lf the ruling power. CHAPTER III.' " And you seriously intend to leave the stage forever ?" said Beaufront later, when his friend, having absolutely refused to let himself be taken anywhere or amused in any way, they sat alone after dinner in the smoking- room. *' Certainly ; most seriously ; I have long wished to do so, and now I am able to carry out my wish." " You really wish it ? " " Why not ? " " But your art ? Your fame ? " " Acting is not an art," said Syrlin. " At least not in my estimation. As for fame, that is a very questionable affair. One shares notoriety with sensational murderers, successful speculators, and medical and physiological quacks." ''That is a boutade. Your kind of fame is worth having, because it is gained by influence over human emotions." " Human imbecility ! Tliey ridicule M. Poirier and despise Mercadet on the stage, but in real life they flatter, use, and profit by both. They weep over Otello on the stage ; in real life they would hang or behead him. They weep over Ruy Bias on the stage ; in real life they would shut him up in the Maison Centrale, or in Dartmoor Prison. What are their emotions worth ? They are fictitious. The crowd at the theatre is electrified by the heroism in 'Patrie,' or moved to tears by the genius of Chatterton ; in real life they abandon Charles Gordon, or they leave M6ryon to perish, and let the grave of Gustavo Dor6 lie unmarked." " I will not take up the cudgels for humanity ; I do not ai POSITION. care the least about it. But I do not think its emotions are fictitious. They are only short-lived. They are febrile, and nothing feverish is ever durable. Hut the best they have to give, if bad be the best, they certainly give to you, and the quality of your fame is picturesque ; it has a kind of likeness (remote if you will) to the celebrity of Pe- trarch, of Bernardo Accolti." " Pshaw !" said Syrlin, ungraciously. "And through you," continued Beaufront, "multitudes are moved by the living thoughts of dead poets. It is art, and it is fame, although in your present mood you under- rate it." "In every mood," said Syrlin, with entire sincerity, "I have never done otherwise. My contempt has probably been the reason of my success. I can imagine no man in his senses caring for public applause when he sees with whom it is shared." "You obtained it too early." "It may be so. But if one cannot obtr.in it early one has certainly no title to have it at all. I see no reason why I should continue a career of wliicli I am so tired, when there is no kind of financial necessity to do so. I am rich : much richer than I need to be. I do not care for money in any way. The only real enjoyment which if. can give is liberty ; that it does give, at least when those who have it know how to take it ; Aladdin's lamp can be only old metal to you unless you know its secrets." " That is true of other things besides money." • - ; " Undoubtedly. It is true of everything. It sounds absurd, but it is of no use for us to be happy unless we know how to appreciate and use happiness. 1 have never been happy since I was a boy in Morocco, and I do not suppose I ever shall be." Beaufront smiled. " Beati tcn^breux ! You are probably happier than you are aware of ; we most of us are, and we only believe how well off we have been when some dire accident knocks us over and leaves us blind, maimed, or miserable, to muse upon all we have lost. I cannot think you will do well to break up your career, to stop the course of your way at its perihelion. You will be dh(Buvrt\ and you will miss the stimulant of effort and of triumph." Syrlin made a gesture of denial. — " I have never lost my head in my successes. Crowds in a fine frenzy have dragged my caniage through the ros/r/ox *i streets more tlian once ; but I Ijavc always thought, • If I die to-night, to- morrow who will care ? Some few dogs, because canine fidelity is superlminan, and some few poor persons, because they will miss their daily bread. The others will let the grass grow on my grave as it grows on Dore s.' •• " That is morbid, my dear friend." ••Ah! excuse me, no; it is not morbid at all. It is simply and entirely a fact, ami a useful fact to remember." "That may be, but you are twenty years too young, and a million times too fortunate, to have such a view of life." Syrlin smiled. '•You have not much brighter views yourself." •* It is very different with me. I occupy one of the most tiresome positions on earth, and I liave neither your genius nor your youth." " Let us speak of other thing ; I hear too much of my- self," said Syrlin. •' Tell me of your cousin, Lady Avillion ; I know her very well by sight ; she is a beautiful woman, but she never looks to me as if she had much soul." " English women are always practical," said Beaufront. "My cousin is a great politician. Politics and what you call soul do not go together ; the one kills the other." " Politics for a woman ! Qi enlaidit comme des lunettes'' "You will be torn to pieces by our Bacchantes if you say so in England. Politics is the craze of the moment with all our women of light and leading. I imagine that when tiiey have brought the country into an altogether irre- mediable muddle they will sit down panic-stricken and implore some military dictator to set it right for them." CHAPTER IV. The Duke of Beaufront, cousin and confidant of Lady Avillion, was known as one of the best-looking and most discontented men in England, although he was esteemed undoubtedly one of the most fortunate. As Ralph Fitzurse he had been a remote connection of the late Duke, and five strong youthful and healthy lives had stood between him and the possible succession to ducal honors. So wildly improbable had it seemed that he could ever become more than a distant collateral heir, that he had never even given the chance a thought ; he would have HI III |!ii H rosirroN. \V believed it as likclv that ho sliould be culled to tiic tiironc or tlw v)riin:i(:y. He was then very poj)uhir and very poor, a man of fasluon and almost penniless; how he lived in his world at all astonished himself, and when by (me of those strange improbabilities, so often to be found in real life though deemed ridiculous in fiction, one after another of the Duke's sons and nephews died and he became the heir presumptive, and then the heir apparent, and lastly the successor to the title and estates of Beaufront, no one was so truly distressed and so blankly astonished as himself. From its being an absolute qiiesticm with him as to how he could pay his club fees, he became in the short space of three years inheritor and possessor of one of the greatest positions in the country. Ralph Fitzurse, the terror of women with marriageable daughters and the marked ogre of every tradesman in Lon- don, became fifth Duke of Beaufront and Marquis of Sal- taire, Viscount Wriothcley and liaron Dcloraine ; and be- held all the world — social, political, and commercial — pros- trate at his feet. The studies of humanity thus afforded him embittered him, and made him say, ** PIks Je connais Ics hommes,plus fill me les chicnsy Novvadavs if he had danced the cancan itself at their balls, where would have been the dowager who would noL have signified her approval and said, with smiling pleas- antry, that the Duke had ahvays such delightfully high spirits ? When once you have been a damaged peach, and are changed into a basket where you are ticketed " Best hot- l^ouse, a guinea each," you know what life really is. Ralph Fitzurse had been not oidy :i very poor man, but one of those men who were refjarded bv their world as good for nothing. W^i had considerable talents which he never used, great charm which he was considered to use only to abuse, an excellent iieart of which he was shy and asliamed, and he led that perfectlv useless and sensual life which is only pardoned to an idler who idles on ten or twenty thousand a year. That nothing dishonorable had ever been laid to his charge made no difference ; no one would have been the least surprised to hear that he had passed the border line which separates the man who is only in debt to his ll lliiii I'USITION. 25 tiadcsincn from the man who is in debt to his acquiiint- auces. Nothing but tiic infhiencc and affection of the various great families to wiiich he belonged had kept him so long without being black-balled by Society. lie had seriously arrived at the c(jnclusion that this life must end somehow, either tranquilly by a pisi(jl-shot in the gardens of Monte Carlo, oi' more tamely by the sale of the bric-a-brac in his chambers in MoiuiL SLrecl, and the purchase of a passage to Bornecj or South Wales, when that series of deaths occurred in the distant iJeaufront family which made him heir presumptive to the dukedom, and changed his whole prospects in a single week. As Ralph Fitzurse the world in gen(M-al had been ready to believe any infamy of him — even that he held more aces than was natural at whist Of the ]Juke of Beaufront no one said anything but g(jod ; and if he had liked to deal himself all four aces, he would always have fecund scores of playejs delighted to lose the rubber to him all night long, !Ic whose eyes had been washed with the collyrium of poverty and experience understood and appreciated the change to its full value, and gave a little low laugh some- limes, whicii sadly disconcerted his adorers. The person he was most attached to, and who had never changed to him, was Lady Avillion, Her mother had been the oidy daughter of the late Duke, and if the dukedom could have descended in the female line would in due course liave inherited it : he al- ways felt as if he owed her some great amends for his own succession. He had always been fond of her from the days when she, a little child of five, and lie, a young man of twenty, had rambled about the sunny gardens and the hazel woods of her old country home of I3ellingham, When her people had married her at eighteen to Lord Avillion he hr.d felt a pang which no one guessed, and he had gone out of England. A few years later on he had become Duke of Beaufront, and might very well have be- come also her suitor. "Perhaps it was all fc^r the best," he tried to say to himself; he might have asked for her hand ; and she might have mistaken liking for love, and have married him, and seen her mistake too late, and what a hell would that have been ! — a hell of his own making. »6 FOSITJOy. It i Lord Avillion was not troubled by any speculations as to what his wife felt for him. She was his wife. That was enough, and even a little too much. His cousin remained to Beaufront much such a regret and such an ideal as Penelope Devereux remained in the thoughts of Sidney after Kenilworth — a suggestion of what might have been, the embodiment of a dream, a lovely memory and possibility, with summer air and country light mingled in it with the simplicity of an innocent and pas- sionless affection. She had long outgrown that gracious childhood, and had become a woman of the world, and a great lady, and many other dreams and desires less innocent had filled his own life. But, deep down in tiie depths of his thoughts, there had remained this tenderness of reminiscence, and whatever affected her in any way affected him profoundly still ; and at times he felt that this woman, whom he might have loved, made it difficult for any great love for any other woman to take possession of him. Her sex believed that it was cynicism, hcartlessness, and sensuality which led him to seek and to leave them so in- differently ; but it was rather due to the fact that in all his intercourse with her sex this vague and visionary attach- ment, which was rather for his cousin as she had been, and might have been, than as she was, deprived all otlu;rs of any great power to hold him long. If he had come into his inheritance while she had been still a girl, with her rebel- lious curls catching on the boughs of the hazel trees as he drew them down to her in the nutting time, tilings might have been different; there might have been something in life which he did not find in it now. But then again — who could tell ? They might by this time have hated each other, and, worse still, have played that pitiable comedy, so often seen, in which the man and woman, for the sake of conven- tional appearances and of conventional interests, affect be- fore their world an entente cordiale which is one long smiling lie. " For she is not facile, and I should have wanted more than Uther Avillion wants," he thought sometimes with a sigh. Wilfreda Darner, now Lady Avillion, called " Freda " only by her intimate friends, had been the daughter of Augustus Darner of Bellingham, who had been one of those country gentlemen of long descent, who are such very great persons that no title could make them greater, and position: ^7 who had married Lady Blanche Fitzurse, the daughter of that Duke of Beaufront to whom Ralph Fitzurse had suc- ceeded. The Damers of Belli ngham had dwelt under the oaks and elms of their corner of Wiltsiiire ever since the Con- quest ; and Bellinghatn was a very beautiful and interest- ing place, richly wooded, and famed for its herds of fallow deer. There she had passed a happy and lovely childhood ; and there one day, when she was seventeen years old and had not even been presented, Lord Avillion visiting at a neighboring house had chanced to see her at a garden party, and had been fascinated at first sight by her en- chanting union of childish bloom and high-bred bearing. A few days spent later on at Bellingham Park, where he always saw her among roses, and sunshine, and wood- lands steeped in the glow of slumberous afternoons, con- firmed his admiration and decided his actions. Three weeks after his first meeting with her he asked her to marry him ; and she, not very sure, amused, aston- ished, flattered, and vaguely attracted in her turn, reflected for five minutes, looking down on a bunch of roses with the dew on them, which she held in her hands, and then said with a little hovering smile, " Perhaps ; if you like ; I don't think I should m.ind." It was not exactly the reply which her suitor, a very pampered and spoilt idol of society, had expected, but he made the best of it ; her own people were of course charmed with the alliance ; everybody petted and flattered her, and assured her that she was the most fortunate child upon earth ; she had no leisure given her to reflect, no op- portunity to regret, no possibility to alter her mind, and in three months she became Countess of Avillion and Pontefract. Uther Bertrand Hubert, Earl of Avillion and Ponte- fract, was one of the richest peers in the country ; his riches were not only vast but solid, and did not only de- pend on airy trifles such as land, which can be blown into soap-bubbles by the breath of any political agitator who is out of office, but on copper and coal and slate and tin, and also on the accumulation of bullion due to a long minority. His race was of the purest and oldest nobility, and clearly traced to remote centuries and royal ancestries, and no more lofty and chivalrous lineage or traditions could be desired than were his. 2S POSITIOW ■ I' His earldom had had its existence in the da3'S of Ethel- red ; and such ancientncss of date is exceedingly rare in England, where the aristocracy, as a rule, is as modern as the railway stations which they attach to their park gates, or the steam tugs in which they go to and fro to their yachts. Avillion v/as as great a prince as it is possible to be in a country where your tailor and wine merchant can go to the lev^e, and your bootmaker can summon you in a county court. His party was wont to praise him because he was so magnanimously free from all ambition ; in truth. Lord Avillion was not ambitious because he was so entirely sat- isfied tliat nothing higher or better existed, or could pos- sibly exist, than all that Lord Avillion was already. Lord Greatorex had once been so foolish and tactless as to hint at a Marquisate ; but the imprudent words had been frozen on his lips by the blank bland stare of hauteur and incredulity with which his powerful supporter had chilled Irtm to the bone. "I am so glad you are so happy, dear Freda!" her mother. Lady Blanche, said about once a year, generally at tlie close of the year, when everybody is expected to be more or less tender ; and her daughter always smiled slightly, and answered, " Oh, thanks so much." Lady Blanche was a still handsome and youthful woman who had her own interests and her own adorers, and when she had seen her daughters well married thought very little more about them, and liked her grandchildren to call her m'amie, or bonne maman, or even Blanchette, or any- thing which sounded French and pretty and young; she thought Avillion quite perfect, and told everyone so ; she was of opinion, though she never said it, that Freda tried him considerably, she was so very indifferent, and always cherchant tnidi a quatorze heures. She herself had been the chief promoter of the Avillion alliance, and therefore could see nothing wanting in it ; in- deed, no one ever did except the persons most concerned. Marriage is often like the shoe which looks so admirable a fit to others, but sorely pinches the foot which wears it. Lady Blanche was a sensible and attractive woman, and admired Avillion, and flattered him, and smoothed him, and often amused him ; in return he was most agreeable to her, and had even arranged for her with tact and good- humor certain affairs which she would not have liked the POS/T/O.V. n world ill general, and her daughters in especial, to know ; naturally and sincerely she thought him quite perfect. Her daughters Lady Blanche did not like ; there was a serious side to their ciiaracters which was tiresome to her own, and there was an expression in their eyes occasionally, when she was enjoying hciself in a ball-room, or on a race day, which she resented ; her son Fulke, now master of Bellingham, she preferred infinitely, although he was continually a source of anxiety — of that form of anxiety which has become chronic in England ; he was always playing high, and running horses which never won, and had already mortgaged his fine estates up to their tree-tops. Avillion, who in affairs was very acute despite his in- dolence, said repeatedly : '* Sell if you must, but never mortgage. What is ' mortgage ? ' It is the luxury of pay- ing a high rate of interest for a number of years for the privilege of seeing somebody else step into your shoes at the last." But his brother-in-law did not appreciate the wisdom of the advice, and continued to keep his racing stables, and to borrow money on his land. " I will buy Bellingham of you now at the best market price, if you like," said Avillion, " and it will be a family arrangement, and no scandal, and you can go abroad and live on the money, as everybody is doing ; but I won't help you in any other way, because all you will do event- ually is to lose the place to the Jews, for next to nothing, and potter about miserably in continental towns on a half- penny a day ever afterward." His wisdom, however, was spoken to the winds ; and his wife had the pleasure of hearing him, twenty times a month, dilate upon the improvidence and imbecility of her people. Before her marriage Avillion appeared to her only as a courtly and gracious person whose homage was very intoxicating to her youthful vanity, and whose presents to her seemed as endless as they were undoubtedly magnifi- cent. The intimacy of marriage had not been agreeable to her, and she had resented having been led, in her ignorance, into an association which she had not under- stood until she could no longer escape it. He was a man who could make himself absolutely adored by women, and he could have made her also adore him, had he chosen ; but she was his wife, and he had no temptation and no inclination to do so. 36 position: In three months from his union with her, he was as completely tired of her as if she had been a peasant girl or a dancer ; probably still more tired. She was a Gainsborough picture which he had wished to add to his gallery ; he had got the picture, by paying a very higii price for it ; and after studying its details elab- orately for a little while he turned its face to the wall and went away. The Gainsborough maiden grew gradually int(; a Titian great lady, a Carolus Duran leader of fash- ion ; but, though he approved of them, the transitions had no attraction for him. * Avillion had got exactly what he wanted : a woman who let him alone, never asked questions, entertained admirably, and looked superb with all the Avillion diamonds on at State balls and Drawing-rooms. He would have preferred it had she been a little less intelli- gent, a little less acute, that was all ; he had an unpleas- ant feeling at times that she knew a great deal more about himself than was ever hinted in at her words. But still as whatever she knew was confined to her own breast in silence, her knowledge did not trouble the passive good understanding which existed between them. Their children had not been any tie between them ; indeed, children are oftener a fertile source of dissension than they are anything f^Ise. To him, they were nice little boys who were necessary, if troublesome, adjuncts to a great position and large possessions. He patted their heads once in three months, and told his stud-groom to be careful in choosing their ponies. To her they were a disappointment, after the first ec- stacy of their infancy had passed away, and for the first few years of her married life she was, she frankly confessed to herself, unhappy, wanting a great deal of sympathy and consideration which Lord Avillion did not give her, and iiaunted by that desire to express or receive tenderness ig women feel, and which men so stupidly i'insuality or sentimentality, been married a few weeks he made me • ' young girls always do cry so easily," zx elder sister, Lady Ilfracombe, "they know no better ; you see I knew no better ; I sobbed my heart out ; he picked up my handkerchief very politely and then left the room. He will always pick up your hand- kerchief, and he will always leave the room. However, it which ve-^ attribuu \v cry one i ; she said oaov rosiTiOiW. is much nicer to have a man leave the room than tt) have one stay in it and swear at you ; a good many men do swear ; and it is pleasant, you know, in the long run to be let alone ; he does let me alone, entirely." In a great many ways her marriage suited her. suited lier very well ; as she grew older she felt that she would have been terribly impatient of a man who should have worried her, interfered with her, or dictated to lier. Her very large expenditure Avillion always endorsed, only raising his eyebrows slightly now and then, but never uttering a word of blame or protest. That was in itself so immense a virtue that she could afford to let it cover a multitude of faults. There are men so constituted that they look at accounts before paying them ; and that interference with her is greater annoyance to a woman than many sins against her forbidden by statute. Avillion was a voluptuary, an egotist, a person irritable, self-centred, and very peevish ; but he was a gentleman : generous in all financial matters ; so many much better men are not that ! and if she did not estimate the fact at its worth, her family did. After a few years, by mutual consent, their lives drifted wholly apart ; only linked together in appearance by the conventionalities of society, and the fact of dwelling under the same roof. They were both intensely proud people, and neither would have liked to give their sentiments, their differences, or their enmities, to the criticism of an inquisitive world. " Freda suits me perfectly," Avillion was accustomed to say to his own people ; and he meant what he said. To be let alone, to be unquestioned, to be harassed by no demands for a tenderness which he could not feel, to have his name always well represented in the world by a beauti- ful and prudent woman, was all he wanted ; in return he paid all her demands without interrogation, and let her bring up her children in anyway she chose. All he really cared about was that she should receive without reproach; and in the art of receiving she excelled. When they had been married about three months and the London season had been beginning, he had said to her, wearily : " Now, don't ask me how to do it, for I haven't a notion how women do do it, and I can't be bored ; but mind you make your entertainments a success ; I don't care a straw what they cost, only take care that they're per- I, 32 posiriON. feet ; mind you have only tlie right people, and pray be heedful that all your ideas are new ; of course you won't ask me to be present except when it is absolutely neces- sary ; but when it is so, you may be quite satisfied that you will command me." She had never asked him anything from that time on- ward, but her entertainments had fulfilled his wishes and surpassed his expectations. He himself did but little to aid them. He put on his blue ribbon, and deigned as he had promised to be present for an hour or so when necessary, or longer if any crowned heads were there ; and then he took off some lady he ad- mired to a picture gallery, or the gardens, and was no more seen, or retired to his own apartments and went to bed, with a reading lamp, a French novel, and a box of Russian cigarettes beside him. At Brakespeare he lived with great magnificence, and in London also ; but lie never really enjoyed himself until he was in his pretty pavilion at St. Germain, or in his villa overlooking tlie bay of Monte Carlo. He considered that at home, in your own place, and among your own people, you were bound to live according to your position ; but he thought position a bore, and liked to get away from his own country as often as he could, and live as it amused liim to live — which was not a manner which would have gratified tlie Queen or Lady Greatorex. A very selfish man can never be a good host. But his wife learned in their very first season to do without him ; and had, by instinct, that gift of reception which distin- ^guishes successful ambassadresses and great queens. Only now and then, as she grew older and began to think of and observe the condition of the country, she sometimes asked herself what use was it, all this expen- diture, this magnificence, this pageantry ? What use was it to hide the mouth of tlie pit with roses ? Avillion House was one of those grand dwellings which stand here and there in London to show what that capital might do if it chose. It stood behind its great bronze gates in dignified retirement from the noise of Piccadilly. It had a fine square hall with a vaulted ceiling, painted by Italian artists in Charles the Second's time, a double staircase of white marble, carpeted with pale blue velvet, and innumerable reception-rooms filled with all kinds of treasures of the arts. Avillion himself was a man of fine taste and judgment in art, and his wife brought into all position: 33 her houses that grace, and, as it were, that fragrance of a true sense of beauty, which softens magnificence and makes a home of a palace. If Avillion House owed to its master many a vohime of an cditio princcps and many a noble picture brought from church, or convent, or gallery on the Continent, it owed to its mistress all its harmony of hue, all its abundance of flowers and green exotic plants, all its atmosphere of that nobler use of wealth which is but the obedient minister of culture. Thcv liave five great houses in different parts of England and Scotland, and the mighty castle of Brakespeare, which stood amid Yorkshire vales and streams, was es- pecially famous both for its splendor and its hospitalities ; but the London House was the one of all others in which her taste had been most conspicuously prevalent, and it was the one in which she felt most of all others at home. She was fond of London, though no one could be more sensible of its ^fects and its drawbacks than was she, and now she dir >t look upon Avillion House as a mere stopping place tor a few feverish and detested weeks of hurry and ennui, as so many great ladies do look upon their London mansions. At Brakespeare, and at her other houses in the country, she was never alone. She had always a large party stay- ing with her, which she disliked, though to Avillion it was a necessity of existence. In London, absurd as it sounds, she found more tran- quillity than in the country, and she could be more alone whenever she chose to be so. At her doors sat the janitor who had for his seat a paint- ed and gilded sedan chair of George the Second's time ; and by those doors and that sedan chair no rag-tag and j bobtail passed, even though it had just brushed against her at a State concert, or had brought all the silver mines |of Potosi to its own mansion in Park Lane. * . Nothing resists wealth. Nothing is respected except loney. These are the two lines from the gospel which Society writes at the head of the copy-books of its pupils. But Lady Avillion did not subscribe to them. She :ould never understand what charm other people's money :ould possess for you. " One doesn't want to borrow it, md if one did wr.nt to, one couldn't," she had observed )nce. 1.5 X \\ \\ I; 34 POSITION "Ah! but lots of people want to, and lots of people do," her cousin Heaufront had replied with much philoso- phy ; and she had sighed, thinking of her brother's extrav- agances with impatience and disgust. She was one oi those women who keep their affairs in strict order ; and, whilst knowing how to display all the brilliancy of a great fortune, would know equally w*^ll, were they put to it, how to keep wiliiin a small income. She loved Bollingham with an affection born of many happy childish memories of sports and pastimes with a father who had idolized her, and she hated to see it drift- ing to ruin for sake of the training stable, the kennels, the forcing houses, tiie racing stud, the vast establishment, the endless series of guests, the lavish London expendi- ture, which drain the fortunes of English gentlemen, imtil they sell to the Jews and fly the country. " Have we any right to lecture the poor about thrift, when our own people are letting their estates drift into the market because they have not the common-sense to look into their affairs in time, and pull themselves to- gether ?" she said once to Lady Greatorex, the premier's wife, who disliked the remark, and said something vague about the obstinacy of the poor in eating bacon, so bad for them, so dear, and so very nasty. " I have never been able to make out what you feel for Avillion," said Beaufront to her one day. She smiled, a vague, agreeable smile, which might mean anything. She thought to herself that she really felt nothing at all. She had neither liking nor disliking for him. He was an accepted fact in her life, and she never rebelled against what was unchangeable. Sometimes when she heard in society the praises of women given to his charming manners, his fascinating in- fluence, his unusual charm, she smiled bitterly, knowing how selfish and narrow and poor a nature that social charm concealed, how shallow was the amiability, how tainted with insincerity the apparent geniality, how brief and cal- lous and valueless the swiftly passing passions of the man whom they adored. He was charming — when he was amused ; he was kind — when it cost him nothing ; he was devoted — when hi^ devotion had the attraction of being also novelty and in- constancy. But she knew well that tiiis was all : that, at heart, no| one on earth ever found in Avillion a single impulse thalf ',\\| ■»'* In POSITION, 35 of people ch philoso- cr'scxtrav- r affairs in ilay all the liuiUy vv'^U, I income. ,rn of many mes with a see it drift- kcnnels, the tablishment, ion expendi- tlemen, until about thrift, ;es drift into imon-sense to lemselves to- the premier's etiiing vague on, so bad for ,t you feel for Ishe smiled, a nything. nothing at all. He was an idled against hie praises of] fascinating in- 1 ierly, knowing [t social charm! ^, how taintedj r'brief and cal-j tns of the man^ he was kind [■ed — when his lovelty and in-i was unselfish, a single sentiment that was deeper rooted than vanity, or a single motive that was higher or more lasting than self-indulgence. When she watched him in the World with his graceful courtesies, his ardent liomage, and his apparent mtmifi- cence, it seemed to her that she saw the most polished per- fection of high comedy. "And to think that his brittle spun sugar can break their hearts," she thought with profound contempt of the victims of his bonnes fortunes. In reality lie was no conscious impostor. He was simply a man wholly iieartless and self-centred, who had the gift of pleasing women, and was wholly indifferent if those whom he had thus pleased broke their lives in pieces after- ward on the rack of his egotism. He would have said, had any one reproached him, that he had never invited them tosucli suicide. lie had never suffered himself, and he could not see for the life of him why other persons should do so. Everything bored him, and he thought that was the I fault of his wife. He had married her for her beauty, and had tired of it, land he disliked her intelligence, which had developed jsince her marriage ; then she was a political woman, and ihe did not like political women ; and for these reasons, [and other reasons, he saw as little of her as he could, having due regard to the fact that Society believed their narriage to be a very happy one, and that he did not wish )Ociety to think otherwise. Society is always willing to believe that a marriage is r'ell assorted. Marriage is its own cherished institution, the dearest to [t as the most completely artificial, and the one which it jonsiders most necessary to its own continuance and pros- )erity. Their world always said that Lord and Lady Avillion rere so perfectly suited ; the world dined at the great louse in Piccadilly, and stayed at the great house in York- [hire, and went to shoot and stalk over the great moors in [nverness-shire, and being extremely well entertained and rell amused, said in return very willingly that the mar- iage had been an admirable one. Now and then Lady Avillion herself heard this remark. ) i M It, at heart, no| le impulse tha^^ id smiled, whether with pleasure, or irony, or acquies- mce, or disdain, no one would have known, for she had 3* POSITION, that same smile about many things which moved her to very opposite emotions. *' How many wuincu you must have made sufTcr lior- ribly ! " she said to iiim once. Avillion looked astonished. "Suffer? Oh, no ; women don't suffer, at least they like it. When they can't suffer they don't love, and that is worse for them, because if they don't love they can't enjoy." " What do you do when a woman still cares for you of whom you have tired ? " " I go away." •'And forget her ?" " Of course one forgets what one is tired of ; that goes without saying." "But suppose she writes to you ? " " I don't read what she writes. That is very simple." She looked at him and smiled ; she gauged the immen- sity of the absolute selfishness wiiicii was so instinctive in him that it was scarcely blamable. "What a happy thing I never really loved him," she thought. " He would have broken my heart. To appeal , to that intense egotism would be like asking warmth from the Mer de Glace ! " "And do you never give them a thought," she said aloud, " those poor dclaissces whose letters you don't read ? " " I never think of anything disagreeable," he replied with entire sincerity : "anything one has left is disagree- able, whether one wants it or doesn't want it. Byron al- ways looked back at the steeple with regret, or so he says, whenever he left the most unpleasant place or people. That is r esprit du clocher. I have not V esprit du clocher in my wanderings, whether on the face of tlie ::;,lobe or on the carte tend re ! " CHAPTER V. Ten days after there was a second reception at the For| eign office, as important and as numerous as that at whicl; the Maharajah Zadar and the Rao of Nautch had first bee| present. It was at a moment when the Government dcf sired the presence of all its supporters in demonstration of the union of its party which some troublesome rumorj and some disagreeable events had of late made moif doubtful than was agreeable to the leaders of it. Thin? J'OS/T/UX. 37 lovcd her to z suffer bor- i, no ; women ly can't suffer jcausc if they res for you of of ; that goes 'ciV suTiple." ed'the iuuncn- o instinctive in oved him," she art. To appeal ig warmth f romj ucrht," she saidj don't read? ,' he repUedj eft is disagrec- it. Byron al-1 t, or so he says, ice or people. 'frit du clocher in^ plobe or on the| C3 ou ,tion at the FoiJ as that at whiclf ch had first beerj [Government del \ demonstration Iblesome rumorj [late made rnorj >s of it. Thing' as yet were quite safe in every way, hut tliere was agita- tion in the air, aucl b<Mnc of those tiresome people who arc' always the mujuirt eU-ineiit in every administration dis- approved <jf Ministerial mi'iisures and made unpleasant .'illusions to what i.onl Palmerston or the Duke of Wel- linu:ton would or wouUl not iu simil u moments have done. Under the circumstances, the Marquis of (ireatcjrex, who was b(Jth Premier and Foreign Secretary, had urgently desired the presence of the great persons belonging to )iis j)arty in the capital at Primrose time, and nuuiy of them, groaning and miserable, had left the Cairene palace, the Cannes pavilion, the Spanish waters, the Roman hotel, or the Indian province where they were enjoying themselves so comfortably, to retiuii to their London houses all shut- tered up and enwrapped in calico, that they might hang their cfrand cordon collars round their throats, and make their bow to Lady Greatorcx. It was ovcrpoweringly dreadful to them ; but it had to be done ; and coughing and blaspheming in their native fog. the patriots did it. Amongst them Lord Avillion, who had quitted Monte Carlo a fortnight before, for the purpose of a.ppearing at the Drawing-rt)om and at political gatherings, with the sense that his self-sacrifice to his country was quite equal to that of a Curtius. '* I don't think, you know, that they ought to call us home like this for anvthing sh(jrt of a Revolution or a Bill of Attainder," he said plaintively to his wife, as he drove beside her to Downing Street. '* Do you wish us to lead the country or not ? " said Freda, rather curtly. "What a question ! " murmured her lord. "Then we nuist bore ourselves sometimes," she added, whilst the lights from the streets dashed on the jewels of her tiara. "Wc don't lead it," murmured Avillion. " I told Great- orex so vesterdav ; he knows it. We shall never lead it again. All the real power lies with the Caucuses." "Oh, those dreadful American words!" said his wife, with impatience. "They represent dreadful English facts," said Avillion, in a tone of fatigue, as the carriage came to a dead stop in the line. As he yawned, in the moments during which his horses were at a standstill, with a thousand other horses fretting 38 POSITION. and chafing at the delay, Avillion looked critically at his wife. He did not care about her, did not like her, but he wished her to look well, because she reprcseiiied him ; it was as necessary that she should be handsome as that his house parties should be splendid, or his si>ns be hcalthv, or his political subscriptions be large. It was a matter of per- sonal pride with him. "She is extremely g()od-l(3oking and has great distinc- tion," he thought, as he surveyed her liirougli his half-shut eyelids. " 1 wonder whatever 1 saw in her once ; — but then that one alwavs does with all of them after a little while." With which melancholy reflection he closed liis eyes quite, and did not unclose them till the can iage door was pulled open with that violence which the L(jndon lackey deems necessary to his own importance. Tiie large courtyard of the Foreign Office was full of equipages ; and the throng on tlie staircases was already densely packed. Within the icception-rcjoms above the stairs there was everybody who was anybody, and alas, a good many who were not anybody at all. A London fashionable crcnvd is like the evei-moving iracundior Hadria of Horace ; it is always irritated and in- cessantly restless. All alike desire and pine to see and be seen, to hear news and to tell it, and to be the first to do both, to stare at any fresh notability there may be pres- ent, and then to get away to their carriages as quicklv as they can, and agree how dull it has been, and what a crush, and how ill everything is alwavs managed in that great house. Any house wiiicli they have just quitted is always the especial house at Avhich everything is managed most dreadfully, and where everybody is dullest and most mis- erable in all England As no hospitaUty Ci ! jrs into the nuUives of giving, so no gratitude enters into the receiving, of social entertain- ments in these years of the century's decrepitude. It is a mere question of expediency with both the givers and the takers of invitations, and criticism is as hargely visited on the results as it is exercised in the prejiaration of those long lists of names with which the head servants supply the reporters of the piess. It was a pretty scene, like all these affairs to which the beautv of flowers and of women contribute so much ; the political importance of the moment had brought all the people to town who would not otherwise have been seen POSITION. 39 at his Dut he ini ; it Kit his thv, or of pcr- listinc- ilf-shut ;— but a little lis eyes e dcjor London ; full of ulieady Dvc the i alas, a -moving and in- ti and be si to do be pies- ickly as a crush, u great s always icd most ost niis- ig, so no itertain- It is a land the uted on )f those supply lich the Icli ; the all the ten seen in it until after Whitsuntide, and the gathering of the Tory clans was S(j unanimous that scarcely any family of note to the party was absent that night. Conspicu(Mis among tlie crowd was the Indian Mahara- jah, wiili Ids Mentor anxiousiv iiovcriiig near, and another voung Oriental ptjtcniale, tiie Rao cjf Xautch, both of them blazing with sun-like jewels and watching with impassive countenances the bare-bosomed beauties crowding around them. "Tiiere is tiie best of them all," said Zadar in Ilindu- stanee to his countryman tiie Rao, and the dusky gleam- ing eyes of both j^rinces foUowetl admiringly the stately and graceful figure cjf l^ady Aviliion as she ])assed through the rooms, the silver tissues of her train ri ippli nir m th e light and the diamonds of her tiara crowning iier small and shapely head. '* Yes; she is," thought another person, who understood Ilindustanee, overhearing. "Ralph, is not that lady whom these natives admire, your cousin, Lady Aviliion?" "It is," said Beaufront. "I will take you to her when she has made her t<jur of the rooms." " She is a beautiful woman," said the other man gravely ; "you have wox. said too nnich about her. But I should nt)t think she wwi facile. Is s\\o facile T' It depends on what way you mean it," siiid Beaufront. (< And it depends on iiow she happens to take you. (( No doubt," said Syrlin. Wh(i is that lad thev are brinirinir to her now? "he a dded. That is vounof Flodden. He is a cfreat excitement to 'r5 London ; almost as nuich as are you and the Orientals. He has had a fifteen-year long minority, and has nev- er been in England till last week since he was a baby ; every breast in Belgravia palpitates; we call him the new Lothair. He looks very harmless and supremely wretched." Lord Flodden would like to have the honor her host was at that moment murmuring to Lady Aviliion, as he led up to her a very yoiuig man who had a sweet expression on a fair, boyish countenance, and had a look of candor and astonishment in his blue eyes which made him appear younger than he actually was, as, blushing painfully, he bent before her with a grace and ceremonv which bespoke a foreign education, and were in marked contrast to the siniplicity and rusticity of his aspect. \ t r';* tf 40 rosrrioiv. ! She smiled on him graciously over u large fan of pale rose ostrich feathers. " How sincerely I pity yoii I " she said as she made way for him to sit beside lier. " To leave your Sicilian orange woods, and your deep blue waves, to come into the land of fog and factory chimneys ! — Ikjw dreadfully sorry you must be. But, of course, you had no choice." "It was so plain a duty," murmured Flodden, too young and too nervous to make the reply he sliould have made, and assure her that England was delightful since it con- tained Lady Avillion. She looked at him with amusement ; he was so young, and so timid, and so unconscious of the importance of his own position, and yet so visibly oppressed by his responsi- bilities. " Ah ; I am glad you are going to take life like that," said Lady Avillion, mucli as she might have said that she was so giad he took current jelly with venison. " I am so very glad. Of course, you will get called priggish ; but still, it is popular, and it always does good in the country ; so many of our young men never see that." Flodden looked greatly perplexed. He was not sure whether she approved or ridiculed him. " 1 do not mean to be priggish," he said, with great humility, " and I don't wish at all to be popular. I thought that I ouijht to see niv countrv and mv estates, and — and — and all that sort of thinsf. I have never been in England or Scotland since I was seven years old. My trustees told me I was obliged to come." '' Of course you were obliged to come. I wonder if you will hate it or delight in it. What do you like best ? Art or nature ? People or books ? Sport or study ?" Flodden colored to the roots of his fair hair as he felt her beautiful eves dwelling on him witli interrogation and raillery. "I — I — like best being quite alone witli books and dogs," he murmured, unconscious of any incivility in the ungal- lant reply. Freda laughed outrio:ht. "Vou will be miserable in London, then, where dogs are worried, and books are uniead ; London has noth- ing to oifer anvbodv excej)t its peo[)lc. We get peo- |ile on the brain here. We have nothing but people, pi'ojili,', people, all dav long, and half the night. 1 think Lady Flodden was very wrong to lot you get so POSITIOiY. \ of pale lade way n orange tlie land ony you oo young ive made, ce it con- so young, nee of his ; responsi- iike that," d that she " I am so Tgish ; but e country ; s not sure with great opular. I ny estates, icver been old. My ider if you best ? Art ?" as he felt Icration and and dogs," Ithe ungal- •hcre dogs has noth- gct peo- |nt people, uiu,ht. 1 •ou get so 41 farouche^ and keep you so utterly away from your courUry- men," " I suppose it was a mistake," said the poor lad, sadly, " But my father hated England and Scotland, and when he died, my mother wonld do just as he liad done." "So natural!" said Freda, very much bored. "But I think it was unwise. I am sure you know a great deal more than if you had been brought up here with Eton and Oxford and all the rest of the routine; but still, I am afraid you will feel astray here, and our people do so hate anything foreign and out-of-the-way. I will look after you a little if you like. Come and see me to-morrow ; I shall be in town for another week." And with that slie gave him a little smile of dismissal, and an imperceptible nod ; and Flodden, though he was new to all these matters, became conscious that he was wanted no longer, and rose, blushing vividly, and ceded his place to a gentleman who wore the Garter ribbon. " What a beautiful woman ! " he said to a man whom he knew, who laughed. " Siie is one of the beauties ; and she is something more ; you are very lucky to be told to call on her with- out any probation." " I am so charmed you wdll take up that boy," said the gentleman with the Garter ribbon to her, as he sat down. " It is so very good of you. You know it is quite a toss up with whicii side lie will vote ; he has no j)olitics at present, and his fatlier was half mad and had none ; but all his people have been Whigs, and Jane Wiltshire has already got at liim." "Then I am glad I asked him to come to tea." said Freda. "I will tell Lord Avillicjn to call on iiim. lie has a pretty, ingenuous face, but I am afraid he will be very tiresome ; boys who blush and liave views and consciences are always such bores." " Not if you sketch out the views and color the conscien- ces yourself," said the K. G. with a smile. " He will be worth a little trouble ; he lias a great stake in the country, and people are wondering to which side he will go ; and from the little I have seen of him, I should say he would make, in time, a very safe, painstaking, and creditable Under Secretary for the Colonies, for instance, or for India." " My dear Lord ! Under Secretaries who belong to ithe Upper House, arc always mistakes and failures. But :4 s\ ■I 4* POSTTION. itfj ii, 'i: I: of course, you could give him something, and it is quite certain that he must not go to the otiier people." " I iiave no fear that he will go to them now that you have once deigned to smile on him," said the minister, who knew the powers of her sorcery, and knew tiiat if anything on earth would stimulate her to interest and exertion it was the rivalry in a political matter of Lady Wiltshire. Lady Wiltshire was the only really great lady whom the Radicals possessed ; and in his innermost soul Lord Greatorex feared Jane Wiltshire as he feared no male unit of the opposition. Beaufront meanwhile was contemplating his cousin V. ith gloomy rJmiration, mingled with that wistful tender- ness and conjecture which were always in his thoughts when they dwelt on her. "That rustic swain from Sicily has seenjw/ / so he is safe booked for the Carlton," he said with vast meaning in the simple words. Slie ignored his insinuation. ** We are not in the least sure of him, she answered. "What did Lord Beaconsfield always say, that the attend- ance at a reception meant nothing, because it is only a bow of courtesy to the Minister's wife." " Society thinks it means everything in this case." " I should be sorry to be responsible for what Society thinks at any time." "Why should vou find fault with Society? It adores you." " I always dislike what adores me." " Ungrateful but natural. I should like to bring you somebody who feels in tlie same way, but I am afraid you might be rude to him. He has no influence on politics." *' 1 am not in the habit of being rude to people ; not even when they deserve it." " May I bring him ?" "Who is it?" " It is Syrlin." "Is he here, then ? " "Yes ; he is back in London and in the next room. He might interest you, but he will be of no kind of use " " I find a good many people who are of use in some way or another, but very seldom anyone who is interest- ing. " You permit me then ? " "Oh, yes." POSITION. 43 it is quite ,' that you nister, who if anything exertion it iltshire. iady whom soul Lord ;d no male his cousin ,lful tender- is thoughts on : so he is ist meaning e answered. t the attend- it is only a case." ^hat Society ? It adores o bring you n afraid you on politics." people ; not ct room. He lof use luse in some is interest- Beaufront left her side, and liis place was filled instant- ly by one of the niaiiy who were patiently waiting their chance for a word with her or a smile from her. Flodden was standing behind her chair not daring to ask her notice unless she accorded it to him. People very rarely sit down at a London reception ; nobody is expected to do so ; fifty,scats to live hundred guests is a liberal allow- ance. Freda Avillion, however, never moved much about ; seated, she held her court wherever she was ; she knew all those faces and figures, and all the stories which at- tached to them, and all the bv-j)lay and under-springs which agitated them. Society was to her a comedy and a pag cant ; only the comedy was not witty enough, and the pageant was too ordinary to please her. She was a woman of some iniaginati(jn, only her imagination was not domi-' nant enough to console her as it often consoles those in whom it is strong for the shortcomings of reality. "Allow me," said the voice of her cousin in her ear, in that scarce audible murmur which always suffice for the forinalitv of introduction. She looked up and saw a countenance which she had often seen in tlie blaze from the footlights in Paris. A cduntenance whoUv unlike aiiv other's there, and as ijreat a contrast to the pliysiognomy of the fashionable English crowd, as were the olive-skinned and lustrous-eyed princes of India. " I am glad to thank you in person for tlie intellectual pleasure you have so often given me. Monsieur de Syrlin," she said with a sweetness which did n(jt prevent the words having a touch in them of condescension, of patronage, to the ear of Syrlin ; it seemed that she meant to imply to him, "What place has an artist in a Prime Minister's Drawing-rooms ? " "As 1 have ceased to give that pleasure (which you are good enough to call ititellectual) to the public, may I not, Madame, be spared that kind of compliment?" he said, with mingled suavity and rudeness. " Do you object to hear a compliment, then ?" she asked with astonishment. "Pardon me if I sav, ves. There is a kind of compli- ment which is always distastefid to me. This is a terrain neiitrc ; let me claim to be lost in the crowd." She looked at him wiih attention and some impatience. "What nonsense ?" she thought. " IJut then he belongs to the genus irritabile. Those people are always angry if I ! ; -1 1 44 ros/77o.v. \vc remind tlicm of tlic only titlo by wliich they arc in society at all ! " Syrliii smiled readins^ her tlioiights. ** You think that wlicn one is a lion led rn laissc one should have the tricks of the spaniel ? I am so sorry, but I have never learnt them," he said as he sat down beside her on the couch whicli Flodden had not dared to occupy. "Let us not tnlk of myself," he said abruptly. '* Let us talk of Beaufront. He is a dear friend of mine. He lias so often spoken to me of Lady Avillion." " How kind ! " There was a great deal of polite contempt in the two little words. "Not kind, but surely natural enough," replied Syrlin. "He has an affectionate n. 'iir nd he is very proud (jf his beautiful cousin." " His cousin has the s.'ime dislike to having her appear- ance discussed as M. de Syrl' i h . to hear his genius alluded to by others." Syrlin smiled. "I fear the genius is not as indisputable as the beauty, Madame ! But I admit the justice of the rebuke. Were you not sorry when Ralph came into this great dukedom ? I was. He was so light-hearted and genial and contented before that. Now his expression reminds me of nothing so much as of that picture of Millet's, where the wood- man, bowed down under the faggots, comes through the leatless wood." *' He will get used to liis fnggots, don't be afraid." "And his wood is full of pretty hamadryads and smil- ing goddesses, no doubt. But he was a happier man be- fore his bundle of gilded sticks was imposed on him." " He was a very poor man." "Oh, poor! what is that? It is one's temper not one's purse which determines the question of happiness or unhappiness." " It is easy for you to say that. You arc a great artist, which means a great alchemist. All you touch bec(>mes gold ; gold of some sort, real or fairy gold. You know nothing of the miseries of an ordinary Englishman living on straitened means and mortgaged lands with the in- cessant demands of Society round him like so many sharks." "That is onlv conventif)nal misery," said Syrlin, impa- tiently. " It ceases at once tlic moment the man leaves r OS IT I on: 45 arc in issc one rry, but 1 beside occupy. ' Let us He has the two 1 Svrlin. proud (> i ■ appcar- s genius 3 beauty, c. Were ukedom ? ontented notliino- le wood- )uo;h the id." nd smil- man bc- liini." lot one's )iness or tat artist, becc>nies )U know m hvini;- h the in- 5() many |in, im pa- in leaves Society. In those old days I used to say so to your cousin. I used to sav to him, '' Vou are so iiarasscd because you cannot brins^ yourself to give up all you arc accustomed to ; if you lived as I live you would no more feel yourself poor." But habit was too strong for him and he went on ■ with his cab and his c!ubs and his conventionalities, and he was always burdened with debts accordingly. Now lie has got the opposite conventionalities of an immense '^ social position, and of great riches, and he likes them no better. Indeed, he likes them less." "Are you a great philosopher?" *' I endeavor to be, because I see other men miserable through not being so." i; "You do not look it; you look like Faust, Werner, --1 Manfred, Hamlet " " That is only because you associate me with romantic characters on the stage." " No, it is not.^ You have in your countenance " " Why do you hesitate ? " "Well, you have what Vandyke saw in the cast of I Charles the First's." "Misfortune? Very possibly. I have had great suc- f cesses in life, they are usually followed by their avengers. I I have had sorrows, but they have not been irremediable ■■ as yet. Very likely some will come to me which will have ^no remedy." % He rose as a great personage approached, bowed low V and left her circle. " He is interesting, and he can be refreshingly rude," Ishe said to Beaufront a little later. " Bring him to me some day, or tell him to come to-morrow." " I suppose it is the rudeness which interests you," said [Beaufront, with a little jealousy. "He is always very [insolent, but I did not think even he would dare to be so [to you." "He was certainly not insolent," said Freda, "and I [affronted him without intending it. You know if you Icompliment an artist on his art he always thinks that you jmean to allude to the Foundling Hospital, or the travel- ling show, or the parish school which saw his first efforts." "All artists are not educated at parish schools or reared [in foundling hospitals ; that is a remark quite unworthy )f you, Freda." " Most of them are ; and who was he ? " " Oh, that is a very long story." ' n I 'I ' >i ■ 1 m t ^^1 I. . ■ _ . t in ij"-! 46 position: "Well, come and lunch, and tell it me to-morrow." "I will come and lunch, and I dcjn't suppose you will remember to ask for the story. A great lady's day is so very full of small things." CHAPTER VI. "You do not look much amused, M. de Syrlin,*' she said with an indulgence in her tone as to a spoilt child, as she met Syrlin an hour later in the music-room. "I am never amused in society," he replied. "It is a disgusting spectriclc." " Rather a strong expression, is it not ? " said Lady Avillion, much diverted and thinking to herself: "How odd they are, these people, always dying to push them- selves into our world, and ahvavs uneasy when they get there ! " " Perhaps not a polite expression in the presence of one who should reconcile the greatest boor to it. But I think a true expression. What a mass of insincerity, of intrigue, of unkindness, of envy, of discontent, of inflated vanity, of embittered failure, is a great gatiicring like this one. From the place-hunters who make their bow because it is useful to them to be seen at the Premier's, to the innocent de- butantes who are dying to sell themselves for a dowry and a coronet to Lord Floddcn or your cousin Ralph, who is there here that is not moved by secret motives which they would be ashamed to have to avow ?" "Well, I don't know," said Freda, still diverted. " I am sure I have no motive in going to places myself, except perhaps to see and to be seen, and because everybody else comes. I imagine a great many people are like that, mere sheep, you know ; and Lord Avillion is too lazy, and one of us must show. And you yourself, M. de Syrlin, what motive have you ?" " 1 came to be presented to Lady Avillion." " Oh, oh ! That sounds very well, but it is a little con- ventional, isn't it, for one who despises conventionalities?" "It is at least quite true. Beaufront promised me that honor if I would come here to-night." " My cousin has always the good-natured, if not always successful desire to make people he is attached to ac- quainted with each other. It is not his fault if you and I position: 47 )rrow. sc you will y's day is so n,'' she said ;hild, as she d. "It is a said Lady self : " How push theni- en they get sence of one But I think , of intrigue, ed vanity, of s one. From e it is useful innocent dc- a dowry and ilph, who is which they ted. " I am '^self, except irybody else e that, mere zy, and one Syrlin, what % a little con- ionalities?" sed me that not always .^^ Lched to ac- ^^ f you and I have not licard so much of each other that wc arc quite ready with any runoiiiit of sympathy or of riiuipathy.'" " I fear the former tlie more," said Syrliii, a little ah- riiptlv, while his great thuk eyes dwelt on hers with niedilativc admiration. She smiled still witii a certain kindly (X)ndescension as to a person {)rivilege(l to be eccentric, and with a tiny nod of the head took the arm of one (jf the Ministers who was passing and left him. *' He is dans Ic blcii^ as they say in his Paris," she thought, as she tnrned away. " But I hope he will not continue to make me this soil of spec^ches, or 1 shall remind him that he is not in his green-rooms." Syrlin bowed hnv. Ilis eyes followed her as she went throu2:h the o-littering crowd, and followed with the same meditative admiration in them the undulatino- movement of her admirable form, the gleam of the diamond tiara on her small stately head, the whiteness of her beautiful shoulders. "Your cousin is a lovely woman, but she only lives for herself," he said to Beaufront, who said impatiently : "My dear boy, what should you know of who or what she lives for ? On the contrary, there are few women, I think, who occupy themselves with so many impersonal interests as Lady Avillion does." " That is not at all what I meant," said wSyrlin, with some disdain. "I meant that she has never loved anyone." " Mow can vou possibly presume to judge of her in any way?" replied Beaufront, witli rising angc-r. "She cer- tainly loves her children and her country, and all her duties in it. English women have wholesome and simple- affections and find them quite sufficient." "Pshaw!" said Syrlin, with a delicate intonation of supreme contempt, as he stood a moment in the portals of the Foreign Office to close his fur coat around him, for this spring night in London seemed chilly to a man born where the warm waves of ocean wash the sunny shores of Morocco. CHAPTER VII. "Who is he, really?" she inquired of her cousin the next day, in her own house, after luncheon. " Nobody asks who artists are," grumbled Avillion, who il » i Hi ■■it M- t.4n ¥ 48 position: was present. "What the deuce does it matter what hole they conic out of ? It's all one, whether the butcher, the baker, or the candlestick-maker had the honor of their procreation." " Yes," said Bcaufront, angrily. "It does not matter in the very least what soil the reed that Pan cuts grow in ; it is the music that matters." "When it is music!" said Avillion, drearily. "But there is not any nowadays : it is all drumming on frying- pans, and letting off cannon ; you never, by any chance, hear any melody now unless the train breaks down in Italy, and you have to get out at some beggarly country town and go into a theatre, lighted with a little petroleum flaring in tins, and hear dear old Donizetti or Bellini for half a franc ; I heard Crispino c la Coinare last December that way, in the Romagna. Such delicious harmonies, all rippling and laughing, likt a brook in the sun ; and the prima donna ran behind the scenes to suckle her child, and the baritone had a pot boiling in the dressing-room with a hare and some fennel and garlic in it, which he assured me was a dish for the gods." And Avillion laughed, enjoying the recollection as he had enjoyed the reality, because it had been something unfamiliar and out of England. " Ralph, you don't tell me who he was," said Freda, who never relinquished a point. "Well, he was a natural son of the late Due d'Alger," replied Beaufront, " by a Spanish woman, the daughter of a tradesman, who lived in a suburb of Ceuta. The Prince was travelling in Morocco, and was struck by her beauty. It was a mere little flirtation for him, but Valencia Hur- tado was tenacious and of long memory (there is generally one of the two who remembers). She brought the boy up to think himself of royal birth, and had him highly edu- cated by some Spanish Dominicans who had a mission at Tripoli. When he was about fifteen years old she died of cholera, after two hours' illness, and in her dying moments, she said to him, *Go to your father in France, and claim your place,' Now comes the dramatic part of it, as dram- atic as Avillion's baritone with his hare soup." " Do not spoil your story. Well, this boy went to France? I remember the Due d'Alger very well ; he was a charming person and of very artistic tastes." " Yes ; his artistic tastes have been transmitted to his son,//«j- genius. The boy went to France. He was a ■ what hole )utcher, the or of their )t matter in grow in ; it •ily. ''But on frying- any chance, ^s down in irly country 2 petroleum Bellini for t December irmonies, all in ; and the 2 her child, essing-room it, which he ection as he 1 something i Freda, who uc d'Alger," daughter of The Prince her beauty. encia Hur- ls generally the boy up highly edu- mission at she died of ig moments, and claim it, as dram- it to France? a charming itted to his He was a POSIT/OX. 49 -a young man in appearance and in passions, but a mere child, a more baby, in all knowlccigc except of books. He had passed his life with a superstitious Spanish woman, who had been wedded to iier religion and her memories, and a monastery full of studious devcuU recluses, shut in behind their aloe hedges and their adobe walls. He has often told me; — but I ought not, perhaps, to ^peak of this, for I believe he never speaks himself of it willingly." " Oh, pray go on." "Woman'has no honor when she is curious," murmured her lord. " But go on ; the old prince is dead and it can't matter." "Well," continued Beau front, "the lad set out for France. He knew the language well, but his accent was foreign ; his enemies will tell you that it is so still. lie had money, for his mother had been fairly rich. He made his way easily enough by sea and land to Paris, and thence to the gates of the Chateau d'Elbceuf, which you all know so well, and there asked straightway for the 13uc d'Alger. He was refused an entrance, naturally enough. On his persisting, they asked him who he was, and he answered simply that he was the son of the Due d'Alger ; he said so quite innocently, and with frank pride. They shut the gates on him, and talked of sending for the police. Me was beside himself with indignation. ' I am his son, I tell you ; I am a child of France,' he cried to them like a ro- mantic young simpleton, iniconscious (jf all ridicule. At last, though the gates were closed to him, he managed to get in, unarrested, to the forest, and thence into the inner park, and hid lumsclf under the trees and waited his op- portunity ; his heart ready to break with rage and pride, and pain and helplessness. At last, after a night and two days spent in the woods, he saw the Prince approach, rid- ing down one of the drives with a number of gentlemen. He recognized his father's face from a portrait he had seen, and also by the fact of his riding in advance of the suite and alone. He came out of his hiding place, and ran out before the Duke's horse and caught its bridle. * She is dead, and she told me to come to you,' he said, between his sobs, clinging madly to the horse's mane and expect- ing Heaven knows what romantic recognition." "Poor d'Alger! What a bore," murnuired Avillion. "It was not much of a bore," said Beaufront, "for d'Alger did not see any necessity to make it one. He asked one of his gentlemen who this lad was ; he had no m ■ii -{ \ Ml] m i p so position: ■k remembrance of the brief romance of Cetita. 'I am your son,' said tiie boy. 'I am your son and Iicms, and she is dead. She bade me come to you.' *VVho was your mother?' asked d' Alger, who no doubt was not well pleas- ed at this scene at the opening of a hunting party. Tiie lad let go of his bridle and stared at him, growing red and white by turns. 'Do you disown me?' he said, with all his heart in his mouth. 'I do not disown you, I do not know you,' said the Prince. *If you want anything done for you, go to my almoner, and tell him what it is.' And he shook his rein free, and would have ridden on, but the boy had fallen down insensible on the ground right under his horse's hoofs," Beaufront paused a moment ; his cousin was listening earnestly. "I shall tire Avillion," he said ; "he liates romance." "Oh, no," said Avillion, "I rather like it, unless it has anything to do with myself, and worries me." He had had many stormy scenes made him by deserted ladies, and had deserted not a few. "Go on," he continued. " It was a horrid nuisance for poor d'Alger, after all those years " "It was a nuisance which soon came to an end," said Beaufront. "When the boy recovered his senses the Prince's chaplain was with him, in a room in the castle, and his mother's letters and his own certificate of birth having been found in his pockets, had been taken to the Prince, who, with very great difficulty, had brought to his recollection the name and memory of Valencia Hurtado. The chaplain, with all delicacy and kindness, made the boy acquainted with his real position, and assured him of the future protection of the Prince, which would be given on one condition, that he should never allude to his par- entage or approach his father. But the lad had been too deeply wounded to consider his own interests, or listen to any reason. *If he will have none of me, I will have none of him,' he said violently; infuriated and profound- ly hurt. And no forces could soothe or retain him. He escaped at night out of one of the windows, and slid down a buttress on to the grass, and got away into Spain and back again to Morocco. " D'Alger, who was distressed by the whole affair, and felt some remorse at the boy's disappearance, caused him to be sought out and found by his agents ; by them he made various munificent offers, but they got no other an- r OS/ '/'/OAT. 51 swcr and made no otlicr impression tlian the cha|)lain of I'21b<riif had rlonc. All the child's grand visions had proved a mere mirage, and an intense bitterness of disappointment and of disgnst took possession of him. It was not reason- able, of course, but who is reasonable who is sixteen years old, and has Spanisli blocjd and Arab habits ?" "He ""'s too early his own master; he fell a prey to thieves bcudied deeply ; he lived with Moors and Arabs in Africa, and with gipsies in Spain ; he had more adven- tures than Gil Bias, and more perils than Munchausen ; finally an actress in Madrid got hold ot him and ruined him totallv. He came face to face with misery and hunger. " It was at that time that the French actor, Montjoie, fell in with him, and, struck by the beauty of his physiiiue, tiie variety of his talents, and the flexibility of his voice, persuaded him to try his fortunes on the Paris stage. He liad little or no special training except a few lessons in eloci tion from Montjoie ; but I think you, Avillion, will remember his instantaneous success as Gringoire. Since then he has been the world's idol." "And 'Alger? Did he ever recognize him?" asked Avillior "Evei^ v^ne recognizes you when you are famous," re- plied Beaufront, drily. '* One night after the perf(jrmance of the Luthicr de Crcnione, a command was brought to Syr- lin to present himself in the box of Son Altesse le Due d'Alger. ^ Dites a Monscigneiir qiicje ne Ic connais pas, said Syrlin, very coldly. What message they took back to d'Alger I do not know, but I believe the Duke never made any more advances. He died, as you will recollect, about five years ago, and I suppose he had admired the spirit with which his overtures had been met, for he left to Syrlin his whole collection of Spanish pictures, which Syrlin immediately gave away to the Louvre." "He was wrong," said Avillion ; "there is more than one superb Murillo amongst them, and some fine Goyas. But he is one of your sentimentalists. It is odd. For actors are usually as hard as nails about money." " I am not at all sure that it is sentiment," said Beau- front. " Indeed, I am sure it is not so." "I think he was very unft)rgiving," said Lady Avillion. " When he became famous, he could have afforded to go down in amity to the Chateau d'Elbo-uf." " I think his feeling exaggerated myself," said Beau- front. " I have told him so more than once. But there c. I*' tM \A m ^1 fit \ i \ i "SSSSSSS 52 POSITION. are so few who would have felt it at all, and so many who would have been so glad to take the royal arms with the bar sinister, that I do not think we should quarrel with it. Besides, Syrlin, like many poetical men, has made a cultus of his mother's memory. I daresay she was an indolent, illiterate, superstitious, sensual Spanish woman, remark- able for nothing except her beauty ; but he has idealized her into a saint and a martyr." " She had one virtue, constancy," said Freda. "One defect," murmured Avillion. " We suppose she was constant, as we know nothing to the contrary," said Beaufront. " Btit without cynicism one may say that women do not forget a royal lover." "The royal lover behaved very ill ; but men always do, royal or unroyal," said his cousin. "At least they do when women care for them." " I know that is your theory," said Beaufront. "Syrlin is an artist in every fibre of his body, and in every cell of his brain, but he has not the happy gaiety of the artistic temperament ; that gladness in the mere sense of living which sustains the artist as its wings sustain a bird. That was chilled out of him by the monastic influences of his early life, and by the (to me) exaggerated bitterness with which he regards the story of his birth. I confess I have never been able to understand how a man of genius, and a man who knows the world so well and estimates it so justly, can attach so much importance to what is, after all, of no real moment, and only obtains a fictitious impor- tance from the prejudices and conventions of society." " I think I understand it ; he is proud." ** He should be too proud to be affected by it, or to re- sent it." " That would be very philosophic, ^ut he is not a phi- losopher ; he is an artist." " Artists are always a cranky lo said Avillion, ** and we pamper and cocker them up so that we make them worse than they would be. They don't know whether they are on their head or their heels, asked to Sandring- ham and patted on the back as they are." Beaufront laughed grimly. " The patron who took liberty with Syrlin's back would regret it. Don't try it if you want to keep a whole skin." Avillion laughed too with a faint amusement. The idea of this young man giving himself airs was diverting to him ; he was very civil to artists as a rule, but position: 53 he always expected them to kiss his hand, so to speak, in return for his condescension. Like many another fine gentleman, he was ready to dispense with etiquette on condition that he should receive deference. He had seen the artist now under discussion scores of times on the stage, and off it had frequently met him in tiie salons, and at the clubs of Paris ; but he did not know Syrlin per- sonally, except thus by sight, and as far as his languid interest in anything could amount to curiosity, he was curious to do so. His pet pavilion on the borders of the forest of St. Germains was not more than half a mile off an old tower, relic of a hunting palace of Charles the I Sixth's reign, of which Syrlin was the proprietor; and [the unsocial, almost ascetic mode of life in it which was [characteristic of the latter, had been often a source of [raillery and of wonder to Avillion. People who felt anytiiing strongly always appeared such very odd creatures to Avillion : half crazy or half hnbecile ; but this man he knew had great talent, had even genius, had the world at his feet, and could do with it very luch as he pleased ; how on earth could he care about lat dead woman, and the neglect of her by the Due TAlger ? ut-i 111 at CHAPTER VHI. " M. DE Syrlin," said the groom of the chambers, putting iside the tapestries hanging before the doorway. They all looked a little guilty, as the most self-possessed )ersons are apt to do when any one of whom they have just )een talking is shown in on them in the midst of their Conversation. Avillion advanced with his best manner and his most ^nchanting smile. "I am charmed to see you in my house, M. de Syrlin," ^e said with a gracious warmth. " But how can you pos- ibly endure London ? Myself, I am never decently well |r moderately happy unless I am somewhere whence I in see the top of the Dome of the Invalides." "The happiness of my Lord Avillion cannot surely de- [end upon place?" said Syrlin, as he turned to the mis- I'ess of the house. " Happiness is a word which should be struck out of the Ictionary. It is not only archaic but irritating," said '\^: ■u-\ '■' : ■?i;i: ' f i 54 POSITION. Beaufront. *'We are none of us ever happy nowadays. We 'get along' tolerably, that is all, and Avillion means that he 'gets along' best in Paris." "One is less bored in Paris than anywhere else," said Avillion. "There is always somebody or something to amuse one." "There are a good many to amuse one in London if one know where to look for them," said his wife. "Oh, London!" repeated Avillion, with slighting con- tempt ; " if the whole world is in London, how can that help one in such a climate ?" "You all seem to be miserable in your own country," said Syrlin. "Your one sole anxiety is to get out of it." "All life in England is dull; London is itself provin- cial," said Avillion. " Life in it seems extravagant enough surely ? There is not time to breathe." "That has nothing to do with it," said Avillion, peev- ishly. "We are always dull, even when we're indecent." "That is very sad!" said Syrlin, amused, "to cast off clothes and yet not to be able to take the plongeon." "You'll find it quite true what I say," replied Avillion, wearily. He never argued, he gave you his opinion ; you could take it or leave it, he did not care a straw which you did. Nothing mattered in this world ; except to get over to Paris as soon as possible. Syrlin, who knew a good deal about him in Paris, looked on him with unsympathetic eyes. " To leave such a woman as that for those cabotines," he thought, forgetful that however charming Lady Avil- lion was to others, she had not the very faintest charm in the eyes of Avillion himself. If a man has never loved a woman, he may any day, to his surprise, wake up to find himself in love with her ; but when he has tired of her, it were as easy to raise the dead in their graves as admira- tion in his heart. He knew that she was lovely and admirable, and to others seductive, just as he knew that the illuminated Evangeliarium of the thirteenth century in the library at Brakespeare was exquisite and precious in the estimate of bibliophiles. But the Evangeliariiun had not the very slight- est power to interest him, its possessor, for five minutes ; he wanted a paper-bound volume of Maupassant or Richepin to do that. position: 55 ndon if one Svrlin's knowledge of mankind and tlie passions should have told him this, but it did not, and in iiis own thoughts he called tiiis polisiied and august person who received him so charmingly, iin infdmc. "Pleasure depends on climate," said Avillion's wife. " Can you bear the weather of England, M. de Syrlin, and the darkness of London ? " "The sunshine of London is in its women," said Syrlin, "and the interest of England is in its men." "Ah, people ?— yes ; vvtiat I said last night. There is "'^thing but people here." " A people without a digestion," said Avillion, gloomily, with a sigh, "and without atmosphere." "Watkin says that there is nothing digestible upon earth except sea-biscuit," said Beaufront. " What would life be worth passed on sea-biscuit ? ", Sir William Watkin was a celebrated physician. " It would be very possible to me," said Syrlin. " I have lived for years on pulse and rice." Avillion raised his eye-glass and looked curiously at him through it. "How odd ! " he thought; "artists are generally such very big feeders." A man who was indifferent to the pleasures of the ap- petite seemed to him as great a lusus naturie as a man who could fret himself about the woes and wrongs of a dead and gone Spanish woman. " He is a wonderfully good-looking fellow," he thought, as he gazed at Syrlin, "and he has a queer sort of coolness and cheek about him. I never saw anybody quite like him. That is what makes the women so wild. I hope Freda will be nice and pleasant to him. She is generally so odiously uncivil to anybody I like." He really thought so, although in truth his wife's chief effort and solicitude from one year's end to the other was to surround him with the persons most agreeable to him, carrying indeed her complacency in this respect to an extent for which she w^as sometimes blamed by the world. " Will you dine with me to-morrow at the Marlborough ? I cannot promise rice and pulse, but we will be as simple as manners and meats permit," he said to Syrlin, with that charming affability which no one knew better than him- self how to render captivating and cordial. To ask a man to the Marlborough was his way of conferring the Grand Cross on him. '% 1^ i i I ■i'l w mmm POSITION. what is the Marl- "You are very good," said Syrlin ; borough ? " " It is a club," said Avillion. *' Our clubs are tolerable. They are one of the few things we understand. I fear I must leave you now, for unluckily for myvSelf I have promised to be at the Lords by four ; such a terrible nui- sance, but Chelsea George speaks this afternoon." '*By Heaven, so he does!" said Beaufront. Chelsea George was the nickname of one of the most popular members of the Ministry and the Peerage. " I hope you will come to us at Brakespeare for Whit- suntide," he added to Syrlin, as he was about to leave the room ; he was always quick to retain anyone or anything likely to amuse him. "You are very kind, but will you have a large party?" asked Syrlin, somewhat ungraciously. "You know I abhor the world." "Only a few people," said Avillion, " and I think Brake- speare as a place may possibly interest you ; I hate it myself, but it is considered very interesting." Syrlin accepted the invitation. " One thing will be interesting in it — his wife," he thought. "Perhaps he hates her also." "You are going again to Heronsmere later on ?" said Freda ; " I have promised Ralph to be there ; Lord Avil- lion will not come there or anywhere ; he is going to Paris." " I never go to other people's counti y houses," explained her lord who was lingering to light his cigarette. " It is quite bad enough to have to go to one's own." "But Heronsmere is exceptionally charming; it is a 'green dream of England.' " " I never dream of England," said Avillion, " except when I have a nightmare after a political banquet." " Or a rent-dinner," said Beaufront. Then they went away, leaving Syrlin alone for the moment with the mistress of Avillion House. " How I should like to ask him all about Morocco and that scene at the Chateau d'Elboeuf," she thought, but in- stead she said aloud : "Pray dine with Lord Avillion to-morrow; it will be such a charity ; he dislikes almost everybody." "What makes him so amiable as to allow me to be an exception to the rest ? " "You bring your own welcon^.c, Ivi. de Syrlin, and inter- POSITION. S7 ; the Marl- e tolerable, d. I fear I self I have | terrible nui- on." of the most rage. re for Whit- to leave the or anything irge party ? " .^ 'ou know I think Brake- fu ; I hate it | hing will be ^'Perhaps he ler on ?" said ; Lord Avil- is going to ;s," explained Irette. " It is ning ; it is a * except when llone for the [Morocco and lught, but in- Iv ; it will be me to be an lin, and inter- iest the most apathetic amongst us. Is it true that you will jnever let us see you, except in private life again ? My cousin tells mc you are never going to act again." Svrlin's dark brows contracted a little ; he was intoler- int of all personalities. To the artist who has both dig- ^iitv and sensibility the continual note of interrogation with Lvhich society approaches him is an unbearable irritation, 'he little people like it, because it makes them of impor- iance, and flatters them up into the empyrean of a momen- lary notoriety, but the great artist loathes it, and would fain lee from it forever to some Ultima Thule unknown to lan. " I do not know why I should ever act again," he said rith impatience and irritation. " Except that an art be- comes a habit, a necessity, as you said last night that So- Hety does." " Surely, if you left the stage you would miss its excita- [ions, its triumphs? " Syrlin smiled a little. ' It does not excite me. I am cold while I make my iudience burn." " That is very odd. There is an Italian proverb, Quello ^le Hon brucia, non acccnde. I should have thought there lould not be that sort of influence without the contagion n mutual feeling." % " Why ? The hypnotiseur does not fall asleep, he only Causes sleep ; he does not act, he only causes action." " You imply that the actor does not feel emotion, only koduces i\. " " Of course. If he felt it he would cease to act, for he rould lose the power of producing artificial passions and livering sei words. If the actor once lost himself in his rt, he would De ruined. The improvisatore may feel such lotions as you think of, not the actor." " Ideal acting, then, would be improvisation ?" *' Yes, if we could imagine any number of people brought ^gether who would be capable of it ; but that will never but a dream." "What made you act first, if it be not an impertine.it lestion ? " " Because I am that unhappy anomaly — an artist who is Icapable of creation. 1 am only a poet in feeling ; a linter only in delight bf"<"'^>'e nature ; a sculptor only in a n^ibility to all forms of plastic beauty. I have not the woi- of creating art. I can only represent what others I ■'s\: 1'' \ m 11 n k in [■■ HI.. Ill Miml I'll < Hill 58 POSITION. describe. It is folly to speak of an actor creating a part ; the poet or the dramatist has created it ; the actor is the lute over which the hand of the creator passes to call forth the air already composed." "That is a very modest definition of your calling." " It is a true one. I have never regarded it in any other light. We are of use to convey the images and ideals of men greater than ourselves to tlic ccjinmon multitudes. In a social condition of perfect and universal culture there would be no place lor the theatre. The imaginations and apprehensions of men would be too delicate and acute to endure physical embodiment of their finest fancies." " We are certainly neither delicate nor acute in our generation. But I think you are scarcely just to yourself or the public whom you move. Racine and Corneille, Hugo and Musset, seemed to me mere dry bones rattling in their coffins, until I saw your impersonation of these characters." He bowed with a smile. '* But you are not imaginative, Madame ; the world has been with you too early and too much. It has intensified the perceptive, but it has destroyed the receptive and | creative faculties, in you." Freda Avillion felt unreasonably offended and displeased"^ at this frank analysis of her qualities of mind. She had always fancied that she was a person of imagin- ation and susceptibility, dwelling in considerable mentall isolation in a society which possess neither. She had said! that she had not understood Racine and Corneille, Hiigoi and Musset, as a pretty compliment to himself ; but shel had been far from meaning it, or supposing that he woul(i| think she meant it. "Of course one's lives here are the most unpoetic livi'| in the world, I know that," she said with a rising sensa] tion of anger, " and society is always about us, as you sayj it is like the fog, it gets into one, and colors everything dull gray ; but still one is not really satisfied — one missej something, one cannot tell what it is, or what it shoull be — and then one hears some music, or reads a poem, oi sees your Fortunio or your Hypolite, and one gets into fairer air, for a moment, only it never lasts." It was not so clear or so clever a speech as her speecl usually was, but Syrlin understood its suggestion of in adequacy and of vague desire in a life which appeared t| observers to be even insolently perfect. ss "en POSITION. 59 ting a part ; actor is the to call fortli ailing." in any other ind ideals of multitudes, p culture there I rinations and 'and acute to^ ancles." acute in our St to yourself nd Corneille, )ones rattling ition of these the world 1ms has intensified receptive and and displeased d. son of imagui- erablc nienia She had said! rneille, Hugof Inself ; but she! that he vvouW] unpoetic livej rising sensnj Jus, as you say I Is everything jd — one missej Iwhat it shoulj ]ads a poem, oi )ne gets into >» as her specci Iggestion of ii Th appeared H He was about to reply, when the tapestries were again Irawn aside, and there came in a gay piirty ; the Duchess )f (.)ueensto\vn, Lady Gh.ucester, l^ady Wiiitby, the JRussian Ambassador, the Rao of Nautch, and several young men of fashion ; tiiey were full of news, specula- tion, laughter, and idleness, and wore charmed to find _§vrliii in her drawing-rooms, thougli he limited himself to owing over the hands of the ladies whom he knew ready, and standing beside the fireplace in silence. He gretted his interrupted tcte-a-tcte^ and as he listened to cir chatter, what fools they seemed to him, good cavens ! What fools ! The Rao of Nautch, with his three months of Europe, csh from his rhinoceros duels, and his elephant hunts, lid his marble mosques, and his monkey-filled temples der the palm-groves, was not farther removed from the irit of the society around him than was Syrlin ; was arer to it indeed, for the Rao of Nautch was a cheerful d pleasure-loving young man, who thought this superior pvilization to which they had brought him was amusing ough, though extremely absurd, with its perpetual eat- g, its admirable wines, its frightful architecture, its very |nveiled ladies, and its funny pretences of regarding hu- ^an life and property as sacred, while it made its big jiuns at Woolwich, and gathered its taxes throughout his :Mwn kingdom of Nautch. % A succession of people followed these, and Freda Avil- )n was never alone until it was time to dress for dinner, le was going to a very ceremonious dinner that night, d to show herself to two parties after it. As her woman cssed her, she thought of Syiliii's words with dispropor- nate irritation. "Why did he take for granted that she had no imagina- n ? Why did he seem to fully understand that the poets d dramatists had been a dead letter to her until his own personation had aroused her comprehension of them ? rtists were always like that; they always spoke as if they [one were of the elect, as if thev alone could see, or hear, feel! Talk of the pride of birth!" she thought, here was there any pride like intellectual pride? All e Pharisees of Jerusalem were not so stiff-necked as one an of genius can be. Look at Henry Irving, all sweet- ss and suavity, yet how plainly thinking himself much eater and better than any king or kaiser. She did not me them for it. They were quite right to be insolent •ti h J 11;: { r '1 ♦ i*! i^ii M 6o POSIT/O.V. lii 11 P ' to a world whicli would have been as insolent to them if they iiad failed as it was servile and sycophantic to their success. Slic did not blame them, only sh-^ did not see wliy they should make so sure that they had such an en- tire monopoly of all the higher qualities or warmer sym- pathies. On pent etrc reine et aimer son miochey' she thought, " but that is what they will never allow ; it can only be the fisherman's or the beggar's wife alone qui aime son mioche according to them ; you can see the stars just as well from the White Tower at Windsor as from the top of Eddystone Lighthouse, but tiiey will never admit it ; if you are not out uncomfortably in the midst of the black- ness of the water they think you cannot possibly have eyes for Orion and the rest. That is their form of preju- dice, though they think they have no prejudices," " They " were very odd persons in Freda Avillion's mind. She tolerated them because they amused her, but she saw their vanities, their contradictions, and their shortcomings very plainly, and regarded them with the same kind of half-contemptuous indulgence which Mary Stuart proba- bly felt toward her minstrels and poets. Minstrels and poets and queens have none of them changed their natures, though their places have altered since the days of Amboise and of Holyrood. When Syrlin left the house a few minutes later he overtook Beaufront, who instead of going to the Lords was strolling toward Wilton Street ; they walked in silence toward the Park and along the Drive. They had reached Albert Gate with scarcely any words being ex-, changed between them ; at last he said abruptly, with- out any prelude : " Is she happy ?" " Who ? " asked Beaufront very astonished. " Your cousin." "Lady Avillion ?" said Beaufront, stiffly. "Certainly Why not ? And what affair of yours would it be if she were not?" Syrlin was absorbed in his own thoughts and did not resent the rudeness of the rebuke. "Why did she marry him?" he inquired ; pursuing his meditations. " I don't know, I am sure. Because she liked him I suppose. My consent was not asked," said Beaufront crossly; and whistled to his coUey dog who was barking at a horse and kicking up the tan of the Ride. J'OSJTJOiV. 6i n\ CHAPTER IX. I.' "Freda has fads," said Avillion one morning in his own house to Hcaufront. "All kinds of fads. They do no good, not the slightest good. You don't stave off the deluge because you stick primroses under your horse's ears. You don't check the horrible growth of population because you send a wagon-load of ragged children into Epping Forest. Women take politics with their lives nowadays, just as they sprinkle salt on their muffins. It's all play. I understand an ugly woman taking to it, but in a handsome woman it's preposterous. My wife is an (fh'gante, and a beauty, and all the rest of it ; what has she got to do with politics ? She might as well try to stop a runaway horse with her fan. Nothing will alter anything. All the world over the democracy is getting bigger and bigger, stronger and stronger, but I think the country here will last out our time. If it doesn't she can't bale out the rising tide with her parasol. I wish you would make her understand that. Beau." "Not I. I admire her earnestness," said Beaufront. " It shows that a woman thinks." "Why should a woman think?" said Avillion. "And besides, it doesn't show that she thinks, it only shows she repeats the cackle she hears." "And what else do we do ?" replied Beaufront. " Haven't we all got primroses at our horses' ears to-day ? The primroses make one shiver a little ; it's rather like gather- ing flowers on the brink of the bottomless pit, it rather savors of the white lilies soaked in the sea of blood, but still they mean something ; they mean that the great lady and the laborer's wife may have a common bond in a common country." " Oh, yes," said Avillion. " I daresay they have a common bond, especially when the laborer's wife digs the roots up for nothing out of somebody else's field, and the great lady buys them at six shillings a dozen. But if you think that Freda and her friends and their little yellow flowers will stave the seizure of land off for a single half- century you will believe anything." " She will find plenty of men to believe everything she tells them, even if it be still more improbable than that," said Beaufront, as he advanced to meet his cousin, who 4 ] ' ' ' " ■ iii 4i ' t 1 1- * ,♦ ■I i 'f ! I mm' ' 6a POSITION. liad a great bouquet of primroses in her hand and was dressed for driving. "Won't you come to the meeting?" she aslced her hus- band. "I !" " He did not deign any further reply. He grumbled at giving, but he gave his money to the Carlton regularly and liberally ; he grumbled at going, but he went down to the Lords when there was any important decision ; he subscribed to any political feasts or any elections that went on in his own county, and he bored himself to be civil to the county members. But for all the fuss and fiddle- faddle of the party, all the rose-water with which it sought to quench the sulphur fumes of a seething naphtha pool Avillion had nothing but contempt ; the contempt of a clever, selfish, keen-sighted, and very indolent man for the toil and trouble with which others tried to weave ropes of sand, and to fill bottomless vessels, and to persuade those who hooted and hated them that they were the salt of the earth. ** Lord Flodden is coming here to go to Battersea," she said with a smile, half amused, half triumphant. ** Really ? " said Bcaufront. *' Well that is clever of you. What an advertisement ! He cannot draw back after that." "On the contrary, he is coming because I have con- vinced him that to do so does not pledge him at all," she replied with some offence, conscious of the integrity of her motives and the candor of her explanations. "Oh, of course," said Beaufront, dryly. " We always say that to the ephebes. Well, anyhow, you are always right, Freda, for those to whom you condescend to be charming." " I hope that we are right, that the interests of the country and the people are much safer with us than they ever can be with the other side." Avillion laughed : " My dear Freda, you don't seriously go in for all those fadaiscs^ do you ? To be sure, your neophyte is very young." " The fadaises are at all events the political programme of the Carlton, so they are or they ought fo be yours," said his wife, with coldness. "As for this poor boy, he is really in earnest in his desire to do what is right, and it would be wicked to let him stray over to the Radicals' ranks unwarned for want of a word in time." position: 63 ''Not to speak of the immense chagrin which Lady Wiltshire will feel whrn she sees him with primroses in his hiitton-hole ! Amiable as you are, my lady, you will grant that her suffering will be nut without amusement for you." "It is a matter surely of general principles, not of per- sonal malignity or gratification." *' Oh, of course, we know that no personal feeling ever does enter into politics ! But it is really very clever of you to have enticed that lad from the creed of his fathers. A Tory Flodden will be something like a mute Irish mem- ber." "Lord Flodden," announced the groom of tlie cham- bers, and a well-made youth over six feet in height, and carrying himself half awkwardly, lialf gracefully, entered the room, his eyes very eagerly seeking Lady Avillion. He was a good-looking boy, with something unlike other boys in his appearance. His education at once cloistral and classic, his ignorance of English life, his timidity, which was not without grace, and his delightful abhor- rence of all sport, made him as totally unlike the youth of the day as his crisp rippling golden curls were unlike the shaven pates of the mashers. They called him the new Lothair (behind iiis back), and (to his face) men courted him and women caressed him. The boy was astonished, dazzled, disgusted, all in one ; but he had a good deal of sound sense which counterbalanced his simplicity, and saved him alike from vanity and deception. He perceived that everyone wanted to use him in some way or another, and his natural candor and trustfulness drew back from their snares and sophisms as a sea anemone draws back into itself at the touch of a human finger. There had been great speculation in the world of polit- ics when the young Marquis of Flodden had attained his majority six months before. His father had been a hy- pochondriac, a recluse, living in southern climates, and wholly indifferent to all which went on at home. The boy had been brought up in the strictest seclusion, and no- thing was known in London of his tastes, habits, or views. It was thought that his sympathies would be Whig, be- cause every bearer of the title had been a Whig ever since the Lord Flodden of that time had marched again§t Charles Edward, to the amazement and fury of all the Western Highlands, fiiit the boy's mother had been of an old Tory family, and it was possible that she might have iu' II t ■ »' n m. 1 m ■'t'i t r- 1 . -t r^', 11 64 ros/TfO/v. clined him thrit way. There was at least an open field for speculation, and when the young man descended at his long unoccupied mansion in St. James's Square, there was between the two parties an open rivalry to secure him, which Avillion viewed with mild derision, and Bcaufront with profound contempt. But the inertia of her cousin and her husband were amply atoned for by the energy and decision which Lady Avillion had thrown into the matter. " Yes ; certainly we must go for Lothair," she had said to lierself after the request of I^ord Greatorex in Downing Street ; a boy with no ready-made ideas, whose mind would be a slieet of white paper on which to write her own views, was a delighlful thing to secure, whilst his large fortune and his territorial inlluence would make him the most valuable of supporters. F'loddenhad not been a dozen hours in town befor(^ the card of Lord Avillion was left on him, nnd had not been a week before Lady Avillion's boudoir had become to him the one place in this astonishing Babylon wiiere he felt happy and safe. He knew no more of the world than if he had kept sheep on one of his own strathsides all his life ; he had been brought up by a simple and pious mother, and grave tutors who represented life to him as a morass of temptation and a mire of despond. He had scarcely understood anything of his own powers and standing in the world, until all at once he found himself in the be- wildering, intoxicating, enervating atmosphere of fashion- able London, at the beginning of the Parliamentary 'Ses- sion. That world secretly compared him to a goose, an nss, and a lamb, and wanted to pluck the goose, to lead the ass, and to tether the lamb. But Freda Avillion said to him in the rose light of her favorite room as she gave him some tea : " Don't let anyone get hold of you. Come to me when you want to understand anything. You know your mother and my mother were such great friends." Thev had been so in girlhood for a vear or two, and this fact lost nothing under her delicate management of it. Why should this boy go to the Radicals, when by a little care and caressing bestowed on him he might so easily be brought to wear primroses? And indeed wear them he did in his buttonhole as he now entered the library of Avil- lion House on the anniversary of Disraeli's death. "They don't bind you to anything, you know," she said rosiTioN. 65 with a smile as slie saw tiicm. '* Numbers of Radicals wear thetn ; they say it is because tiiey hoin^r Lord Bcacons- tield's genius, but I am sure it is only because they like to try and be in tiie swim." Fl(Klden looked grave, as he always did when he did not understand. " Disraeli was at heart a Radical," he said with hesita- tion, for he had so few opinions that he advanced any of tiicni very timidly, as a man who has only a few shillings in the world cannot tender one without anxiety. Lord Avillion laughed. "LOon't say that where you're going." "Why shouldn't he say it if he thinks it?" said Beau- front. "If Disraeli were a Radical he couldn't have serv- ed his purpose better than by joining the Tories, for no man ever belonged to them that did so much damage to their cause." " My dear Ralph ! " said Freda with considerable annoy- ance, "why will vou say those things.'' You don't mean them." "I certainly mean that, and I will prove it out of his books, and out of his speeches. If you \\'\\\ read 'Sybil,' and remember the Household Suffrage, you cannot dis- pute it." " He certainly approved the principle of aristocracy." ''But did his best to prevent its application. Besides, what must an aristocracy, which thinks it grand to go back as far as Magna Charta, which is generally incapable of going back as far as tlie Stuarts, and which is largely composed of enriched tradesmen of the Victorian era, ap- pear to a Venetian Jew or to a high-caste Hindoo? The terrible irony of 'Sybil,' indeed of all his novels, harrows and hacks the T^nglish peerage like a steam-saw." '•Itliinl we must g) to Battersea, or we shall be too late f' ' >»rd Greatorex's address," said Freda, who did not ^ her new .othair to her house to hear this kind of I \'ersati(3n. lie could hear enough of it, if he liked, ac Jane Wi' shire's. Flodden a as gazing at her with all his young soul in his eyes, not in the least consc' us of all which his gaze ex- pressed, and lost in a dreamy adoration, infinitely amusing to the two other men. Avillion looked at him, smiled, and lighted a cigarette. He could cast the youth' lioroscope without any diffi- culty. , , ■ .- - • '% m i I i ■ ■1 \ \ M H; 66 POSITION, "You're going to belong to us, I see," said Avillion to to him with a slow, cynical little smile ; but neither the meaning nor the inference contained in his remark was visible to the boy. He never dreamt that his adhesion to the Carlton, and his addition to the Tory Premier's supporters, was the conquest of the moment on which Lady Avillion's soul was set as on a matter of personal pique and supremacy. •'You are going to a heaven of prim.roses and plati- tudes," said Beaufront to him. ''Happily for you there will be some pretty women to look at " "And to hear," added his cousin. "Violet Guernsey is going to speak" " I am glad I am not Guernsey," said Avillion. "My husband is very old fashioned in some ideas. He doesn't like women to do anything," she said to Flodden, in explanation and attenuation of these dangerous re- marks, as they descended the staircase. Beaufront saw her to her carriage, lifted his hat, and walked away toward Pall Mall. The boy went alone with her, to his own unutterable ecstasy and embarrassment, with the faint, sweet odor of her primroses wafted to him as they drove, and her delicate profile his to contemplate as lie would, in the gray, cloudy air of a London afternoon. There were primroses in the horses' frontlets ; primroses in the coats of the servants ; primroses everywiiere, on the pavement, in the shop windows, in the button-holes of gentlemen, in the hands of the crowds. Flodden thought of babyish days when he had gathered them under the birch-woods of his old Scottish ho ne, Brae-eden, with the gray sea shining beyond the silvered trunks ; and Freda thought of the undulating turf of her own old home at Bellingham, with the primrose roots clustering round the bog beeches, and the rooks flying silently to and fro the elm-trees by the lake, where they made their nests. " People always think of their childhood when they see primroses," she said, as the carriage rolled past Hyde Park Corner. "It is the most innocent of all the flowers, and it was cruel to make it into a party emblem ; only the cause is so good ! " " If I were quite sure of that," said Flodden, and he colored, being afraid that the expression of his doubts might offend her. London made a strong impression on the young man ; it at once depressed and excited him. Its want of artifi- POSITION fi7 cial and natural charm, its melancholy architecture, and its gray atmosphere, were painful to him, used as his eyes were to the beauties of Nature and of Art ; but, at the same time, the exhilaration of its endless life, the anima- tion of its ceaseless society, and the attraction of its agreeable interiors, gave iiim a sense at once of confusion and of gratification. Everything was new and strange to him ; and he was divided between a strong sense of aes- thetic disappointment and an equally strong instinct of youthful amusement. Though they thought him so sim- ple, he was keen-sighted, and, whilst as innocently trustful as any antelope wliich has never seen humanity, he had perceptions which were not easily led astray. He felt that everyone in England wanted to use him, for some reason or other, financial, political, or social, and the knowledge saddened him. He thought that Lady Avillion alone actually liked him for himself ; she was so kind : she, a beauty, a wit, a great lady, who wanted nothing of anybody in existence : and the conviction attached him to her with intense gratitude. Of the rivalries of Primrose Dames, of the acerbities and jealousies of Party, of the pleasure of out-manoeuvring and forestalling Jane Wilt- shire, this innocent from the shores of Sicily dreamed nothing ; he was only sensible of his Lady's kindliness. She sympathized now with his mingling of depression and excitation. " I feel just like that myself wlien T am in London," she said to him. "Everything is so ugly, and so absolutely without charm, and the life one leads is so mere a routine, and so hurried and so material, and so gross under all its varnish, that one feels any soul one has is dying inch by inch every day in such an atmosphere. And yet there is such a fascination in it, in the intense movement, in the incessant intrigue, in tlie endless conflict of minds, in the ceaseless varieties of character, in the sense of being in the very centre of the world's axis, as it were, that one cannot resist its influences; and when I go away from it down to my own houses, or other people's houses in the country, or to Cannes, or Carlsbad, or Como, I miss even the boys crying the evening newspapers in the streets, as I drive out of my gates to go to a dinner party. One knows one will hear at the dinner party what the town won't hear till the morning papers are out : that is the great charm of London. Everybody in it is always asking quid novi? and it is the only place on earth where «very- '■•vf ; 1^^i i ■ * t ii i ! ill f ii'i m ■I'M . mi' 3 „ -i 68 position: body is quite sure to get an immediate answer. Of course the wish for news is vulgar in itself ; of course it is much better and finer to be reading Pindar or Thomas a Kempis all by one's self in a library, than to be fishing for tit-bits of haute politique as one eats a truffle or an oyster. But it is life, movement, interest ; it is one's generation and one's epoch ; and as somebody wrote, you know, 'Whatever my mood is, I love Piccadilly.' " With such light and irrelevant discourse did she beguile the way to Battersea that her object in their pilgrimage never once showed its cloven foot of political purpose amongst the carelessly scattered flowers of her charms and fancies. "How kind she is ! How sweet she is ! " thought Guv, with all a boy's enthusiasm ; "and, oh, how fair she is!" he thought as he noted the upward curl of her long eye- lashes in the dim light. It seemed wonderful that she could take so much trouble about him, and care to admit him to her intimacy ; and an ecstatic worship, of which the humility was even greater than the devotion, filled his empty, wistful, boyish heart for this great Sovereign who stooped to him and spared his shyness so many trmors, and spared his ignorance so many errors. She criticised her own leaders and their policy so frankly, and with such utter absence of all trace of 'a parti pris, tiiat he felt quite safe in her society, and in its freedom from ail ulterior motive. "You are so exceptionally free," she said to him ; " most young men, when they come of age, are already irrevoc- ably pledged to one side or another by their family, their traditions, or their education. But you have lived out of England. Your father had no politics at all, one of your uncles was a Radical, the other a Liberal-Conservative, as ran the jargon of those dnvs; (we say Unionist ; //«.f (a change y plus c'est la f/i'/iie cliose) \ your grandfather was a Whig, and his grandfallicr before hiir.. But your mother's people all belonged to us ; and your maternal grandfather was Privy Seal in the late Lord Derby's Administration. You really are not bound by family respect to either side. Take time, and look around you before you decide." And he, poor boy, replied with timid entiuisiasm : "Don't think me a prig, Lady Avillion ; but you know I do feel one ought to bring one's conscience into these things ; I feel that political life ought to be a matter of real conviction, not a mere mechanical repetition of what Ill lli P0Sn70A\ 69 one's own family has tbouglit and done. I know it sounds presumptuous and silly to say so, but I have thought about it a good deal, and I do so want to do what is right." "That is very sweet of you, and so rare in these days ! But it is because I wish you to be guided wholly by your own ideas of right and wrong, that I ask you dispassionately to listen to our best exponents of our views," replied Fi'eda Avillion, in her sweetest tones. " I would not for worlds bias you in the very least. If you like to be true to the traditions of your family, why should you not? Serine men think it a point of honor to sacrifice their own con- victions to that sort of family consistency. But this I must remind you of, — 'the Liberalism of your father's youth would be the Conservatism of to-day." *' Pray go on " — murmured Flodden, little conscious of the arguments, so melodious was the voice which urged them, of which the clear, low melody was audible above the roar of traffic in Sloane Street. "Oh, you will hear better arguments than mine," she said with a sigh. "And I don't even 7cnsh to persuade you. Such singleness of purpose and honesty of search as yours are things too good in themselves for me to seek to change them into any rash or blind acceptance of our policy. You are young, free, sincere, and you have the world before you ; why should you be in a hurry to pledge or promise away any part of yourself ? " " It is so kind of you not to be angry uith me," mur- mured Guy, with color in his cheeks. " Lady Wiltshire al- ways gets so irritable because I do not make u my mind, and do something decisive." Freda Avillion smiled and thought to herself, "What a goose Jane Wiltshire always is ! As the American girl said to Beau when they were out fly-fishing, 'She's put the wrong bug on her pole.'" Aloud, she replied as they rolled, on toward the squalor and aesthelicism, ihe furnace chimneys and the blue china, the dusky streets and the glovv'ing red brick of Chelsea : '* I do so lespect you ; how could I be angry ? There is so very little earnestness in political feelings ; people talk a great deal, but in their hearts they all think they are just patching the country up to last their own time, and they care very little about anything else that may come after- wards. Now you, on the contrary, think, and think for yourself, and wish to be of use in your generation, and to do nothinu: that shall be harmful in an after time. You arc ■ 1 "ii ' t hll n ir ■ ; 1 \ iiiii A m 70 POSIT 1 01^. w li I !*• 1 1 **■ i i'i .jil your own master and have a great stake in the game wliich we are playing at Westminster ; you arc so entirely right not to join either side of the players in a hurry which you would repent at leisure. How nice those (jueen Anne houses are, are they not ? When London is all red brick, Prout may come out of his grave and take pleasure in it. And the big bay windows are nice, if they would only learn to drape them properly inside ; English people never know how to drape windows well." They were now passing through Chelsea, which tries so painfully to be an artistic suburb, and finds its prospect of factory chimneys and penny steamers agree so ill with its indoor decoration of lilies and sunflowers and sixpenny Japanese fans and parasols. "And to think it was once calk<^ Shingle-Ea!" said Freda, whose thoughts never considered themselves bound to follow any regular sequence. " And they say the river was widespread like a lagoon in those early ages ; some- times I am wicked enough to wish it would become a lagoon again and swallow up all the gas 'vorks and the soap manufactories and the dust consumers, and all the 'desir- able residences' with electric Lells, and modern sanitation. What a fearful word that is ! how intensely modern in its priggishness, its pomposity, its ugliness, its scientific wind- baggishness ! By the bye, did you ever notice, Lord Flodden, that nobody ever had diphtheria till people began to get frightened about their drains ? It wasn't even in the world at all, I believe, until chemistry taught us that it was our duty to poison our fields." "Is the weather often like this?" he asked. "I have been in England a month, and I have not yet seen the sun." " Be thankful if you see him in two months' time. He is like Syrlin— he rarely crosses the Channel. Two years ago I came from a winter in Egypt, and 1 saw a dusky mottled red orange hanging above the chimneys of Apsley House as I drove home. I thought it was a railway sig- nal, but they called it tlie sun. I told the Astronomer Royal that it was impossible it could be the same sun that I had seen shine dazzling as a god above niv dahabieh for five months, but he assured me that in our solar system there are not two. After all, I suppose the Nile sun and the Piccadilly sun are not more different than we are our- selves when we are pleased and good-humored, and when we are discontented or cross." POSITION. 71 1 tries so And Flodden listened, enthralled and enchanted, whether her theme was moral conscientiousness or the Tite Street houses, political obligations or old Chelsea china. From Hyde Park Corner through Chelsea to Battersea Park is as ugly a drive as any civilized city can show in its midst, but to Fl(;ddcn it was all transfigured ; for him the red brick houses had the glow of a Venetian street scene ; the college garden grounds had the beauty of the Lido acacia-woods, the railway bridge had the stateliness of the Rialto, the factory chimneys were as the slender bell towers which are mirrowed in the silver surface of the la- goons, and the clouds of dust which rose in the gray and melancholy air were lovely as the white steam of surf that is breaking on the bar of Malamocco. She was silent and he was happy as they drove at Baitcrsea up to the entrance of t!ie Albert Ilall amidst the handsome equipages, the pushing pedestrians, and the hot and hoarse policemen. "How ugly it all is!" sr>id his companion. "And what a funny idea it is of the last years of the century, that to build a remarkably hideous structure of glass, iron, and bricks, painted in violent colors, and mew the people up in it, is to advance culture and education ! It really don't advance anything except a few pushing gentlemen who get C.B.'s by doing it." When Lady Avillion took her calm graceful deliberate way toward the places reserved for the great ladies and leaders of the Primrose League, followed by Flodden with his little bouquet in his buttonhole and a tlush on his frank fair boyish face, there was a rustle and a murmur of excitement in all those spectators who knew enough of the great world to know the importance in it of the great Scotch Marquisate. "She has actually got him," thought the chief of the party, and felt that Prcjvidence was indeed on his side when it gave him such an assistant as Lady Avillion. She had not put the "wrong bug on the pole." Flodden, not bv anv means aware of the weight and significance of his appearance there in the eyes of all, received with some embarrassment the greetings and congratulations showered on him from the gentlemen on the platform, and watched with enraptured eyes the grace with which she saluted her friends, exchanged a confiden- tial whisper with the Prime Minister, and then sank on to her chair while the organ sent forth the last strains of the National Anthem, and the body of people in the iiall ^■„)Vl my i li 72 rosiTiox. cheered and stamped and waved their handkerchiefs in a magnetic frenzy of wholly unintelligible excitement. Everyone there present who knew anything, knew that the young Lord Flodden was irrevocably committed to the party there gathered ; he himself alone did not know it. Had she not told him that the little pale flowers in his buttonhole bound him to nothing? If she had told him that they were blue flowers or black flowers and not yellow flowers at all, he would have believed her. CHAPTER X. li The Athene who had brought him to Battersea meanwhile watched him with amusement. She knew that she could lead him wherever she liked, and she rather dis- dained the facility of her dominion ; but it diverted her to see how seriously he took all the comedy of the meeting, with what admirable attention he listened to the various orations, and how painfully he was endeavoring to turn his thoughts from herself to the political themes of the speeches. '* He is indeed conscientious ! He thinks we come here to listen and learn ! " she thought with a little irreverent smile which she hid in her bouquet, for the Premier was speaking. He did listen with painstaking care and honesty, the crude light falling through the glass roof onto his blue questioning candid eyes, while interest, wonder, and per- plexity, and finally disappointment, passed over a counte- nance which had not learned the art of concealing impres- sions and emotions. " I have put the right fly on my rod, but the fish may not bite after all," thought Freda, whose candor to her- self was never obscured by any vain refusal to recognize what she saw was true. And yet it would be hardly possi- ble for him to go to the other side now, after sitting here in the very innermost circle and holiest of holies of the Primrose party. "Well, what did yoti think of us?" she asked as they were driving back again through Chelsea. Flodden grew red and hesitated. "There were a great many ])latitudcs,'* he said, timidly. "Of course there were. Wiiat else would a m<;nstcr lir^ J 'OS/ 77 ox. 73 meeting at Baltcrsca understand? The food must be suited to the eater. V(.)U cannot feed a babe on venison or a navvy on turbot." " But he said," Hodden contended, meaning the Prime Minister, "he said 'My policy is, appeal to tiie people.' He said that twice over." Well?" said Freda, impatiently. Well," said Flodden with deference and timiditv, "I do not call that Conservatism. The demagogue can say that. The Radical says it. If I am only t(j appeal ttj the people and not to lead them, what difference is there in me whether I be a Radical or a Tory?" Freda's delicate evebrows drew together in a little frown. She was ncjt patient of rebelhon ; and l:er own secret opinions leaned toward agreement with him. "You want an Oligarchy ? We can't have an Oligarchy? we should like one immensely, but it is impossible. '. m And all submitted to a people's will. That is Tennyson's line, and we have all got to repeat it after him. After all, what else is parliamentary govern- ment based upon if not on the mutations of the national will ? " " But the great Statesman bends that will to his own." "Yes, he does ; but the great Statesman doesn't say so, my dear Lord Flodden. Have you never iieard an old peasant woman tell you that if you wish a pig or a donkey to go your way, you must always let him think that he goes his own ? " The youth was silent ; the silence of that dejection which must come over every ingenuous and aspiring mind when it first is brouglit in contact with the realities of political life and fmds that what it expected was a battle of the Gods is but little more than a game of drawpoker. "You know, I myself," continued Freda, "should in- finitely prefer it if one could throw the glove down, and have a new war of King and Commonwealth. Or at least I should much prefer it if we could make an absolute stand against electoral representation, and the dominance which it brings about, either of the Mob or of the Caucus. But it is impossible to do so at tiiis time. To talk of it is to dream like Lisette, and break all the eggs in our basket. We must rule through and by the multitude. The only difference is that we rule, or try to do so, disinterestedly •itr I 1!;m 1 1.* !.» , *i ' ■ : ' . i ' : • Jti 74 POSIT10h\ ii!i;;::i-: jiMi; iiji i^- :hu1 iiatrioticall}' ; the other side thifMii^h opportunism ntul by liattcry. If you object to the phrase * appeal to the people,' will you tell me what other programme is' pos- sible under the system of government by Representa- tion ? "It is very diflicult to know what is best," said Flodden, witii a sigh. " Indeed it is ; and that is why a young man does well to give his conscience in some measure into the keeping of his political chief. Vou have no chief as yet. You are standing aloof and looking on. There is no hurry for you to choose one. But when you do chcxjse, you will, I think, come to us, because you will recognize that if, to get ourselves undei'stood, we are driven to use conven- tional language, which docs not seem to you quite sincere enough, or quite spirited enough, to please you, we arc at least honest in our ilealings, and disinterested and patri- otic in our clTorts. But you will judge for yourself. Not for the world would I persuade you, and have you repent afterwards. It always looks so bad to have to change sides, doesn't it, whatever excellent reasons we may have for doing it ? And now let us go and wash all this dust and heat out of our throats at Violet Guern- sey's. You must at least compliment her on her speech. It was very clever, I thought, atul besides, she is so pretty. If she had told them any kind of rubbish they would have cheered her." The carriage stopped at a mansion by Prince's Gate ; and Flodden went obediently and made his bow and paid his compliments at Ladv (Guernsey's, who was receiving such homage from right and left as, still wearing the tall plumed hat in which she liad made her oration, and with a large bunch of primroses stuck in her lace waistcoat, she was smoking a ciQ-arette and standing over a tea-table. "Lord Flodden thinks we were prosy, my dear," said Freda Avillion. "And he can't distinguish us from demagogues." "We are demagogues when we arc popular enough," replied Lady Guernsey. "I thought you had made him quite safe? Surely he can't draw back nowV she whispered anxiously, when Flodden was momentarilv out of hearing. "Oh, one never knows with boys," said Freda, care- lessly. "So often with a very young man it is la derniere venue qui a raison." ii'lil I'' r OS I II ON. 75 vm "1 m "Not when yoM have been la premiere zw/«<?," said Violet CiiuTiiscy. " i never knew .any one of tlicni revolt against yon, llu)nL;li you treat them so ill." '• I am not aware that I treat anyone ill ;" rej)lie(l Freda Avillion. Siie really ihi^nght she did not. Siie found people very uiueasonable. Tiiey never understood why slie tired of them, and her suave and gracious courtesy seldom varied, even when they had grown tiresome. She had a softness of tone, a simulation of sympathy, which a()peared to them assurance that they were full of interest for her. Even when she had quite done with them she lot them fall easily. If anyone had tc^ld Flodden that she was only now so kind because she wished for his adhesion to the Carlton Club and the total discomfiture of Jane Wiltshire, it would have seemed to him a blasphemy. He would not have believed, lie was shy and she gave him confidence, he was hesitating and she pointed the way ; he was friendless amongst a crowd of parasites, and she seemed his friend ; lie was ignorant of this world of hers, and she had the patience to teach him its shibboleth, its meaning, and its devious ways. She was the Mentor to his Telemachus, only the Mentor had tlie smile and the form of a Calypso. Me walked home that day with a tumult of new emo- tions stirring in him, adoration of liis teacher striving in him against disappointment with much of what she taught or of what those to whom she led him taught. Lon- don had already found out that Lord Flodden was odd. How, said London men, could a poor boy be otherwise, who has passed his youth on a remote sea-shore between a hopeless hypochondriac and a dreaming devotee ? If he had worn his white flannels at Surly Hall, all these queer ideas would have been taken out of him, he would have learnt to crop iiis hair, clip his English, pack up his soul in a gun-case, and mortgage his estates like a gentle- m;iii. He was singularly ///^/7'6^and depressed by his Battersea observations, but he had endeavored to be agreeable at the Guernseys' since she had wished him to be so. After all, he said to himself, he had not taken any side, he had only worn some little flowers and listened to some tedious speeches to please a woman. He was surprised in the papers of the evening to see his presence at Battersea announced in large letters, and in the Times of the next day the fact was alluded to in a lead- m m m II 4 I 7^> rosjTJo\\ ing article, and his adhesion to the Conservative cause was taken for granted. " But I have not in the least decided," he said piteously to Freda, who answered : •* Of course you haven't ; why should you ? But the journalists always decide our fate for us, and know what we are going to do long before we know it ourselves." "You recollect," she added, "I have always told you to make no rash engagement ; but I am sure that you care for the dignity of England, don't you ?" " Indeed I do," he answered with all his soul in his eyes and all his heart in his tone, like a boy reared on Scott and Macaulay. " Then you see you couldn't very well join them?" swa said, dreamily; "they will withdraw an army under do- feat if it save them putting a penny more on the income tax, and will give up every coaling station round the whole world if they can keep in office by pleasing the ratepayers. Only remember one thing: nothing can be more unlike the old Whigs than the new Liberals. My- self, I do not mind much what any man's politics are, pro- vided they permit him consistency and manliness. It is not consistent to be a great noble and a rank democrat in one ; and it certainly is not manly. Do you think it is ?" " How different," thought Floddcn as he heard, "how different this open candid way of speaking, tliis freedom from all bias, this sweet calm wide-minded frankness, to the severe dogmatism of tone, the dictatorial conviction of infallibility in principle with which Lady Wiltshire drove her opinions into him, and trod contemptuously upon his own." Flodden was very young, and politics were to him a motive of conscience ; he could forgive no one who viewed them in any lesser light. Unlike Lady Wiltshire, who had shown him her aim at the onset, and had wearied and alarmed him witli eulogies of her party, Freda had admirably concealed her drift, had treated him with candor and carelessness, and had earnestly recommended him not to be hastily led into doing or thinking, accepting or declining, anything whatever, and beyond this sort of suggestive remark, had never approached persuasion. She had made her politics lovely to him by her person, as saints should make their religion ; and she had rendered her opponents absurd by well-timed and delicately worded depreciation of them, couched in phrases which remained in her hearer's mind. ros/T/o.Y. 77 'f comprehensive and port.'iblc to the memory as a line of Pope's or Ptiblius Synis. Jane Wiltshire \v(juld sliiit him up in a corner and ham- mer at him for half-an-hcjiir, leavini;^ nothing witli him beiiind her but a sense of tedium and attempted tyranny. The Innnan mind resists compulsion at all times, and even against persuasion is obdurate. When the success of such persuasion is taken for granted it is adamant. From the first day wlicn he had c-alled on her, and lie had seen her come toward him with a little smile, and lieard her say, *'Ah, howl pity you, Lord Fk)dden, to exchange the sound of the sea and of h^tna for the roar of our cabs and omnibuses ! " Freda Avillion had taken complete possession of his fancy and his feelings. He was but a boy, with the narrow views and exalted feel- ings of a lad reared by a sentimental woman in a sylvan seclusion ; and had anvone told him that lie was in love with Lord Avillion's wife he would have been horror- stricken as at the imputation of some unpardonable sin. But he was in love without knowing it, wliich was of the two the more dangerous for him, and everv hour of his day was numbered solely by the hope of seeing, or by the fear of not seeing her, which it might bring to him. It was the exalted natural, spiritual, and timid adoration, which is only possible to extreme youth, and if he had seen her profile as she drove down Grosvenor Place or had had from her a little smile of recognition at a crowded party, it sufficed to make his happiness for the morning or the evening thus distinguished. '* You are doing that boy an immense deal of mischief," said Beaufront. "What absurd things you can say, for a clever man !" " He worships you already," said Beaufront, irritably. "Already! How long should it take ?" " Oh, I know you pride yourself on dealing coups de foudre ! " "I pride myself on nothing, except, perhaps, on having a fairly good temper, which all my relatives are agreed to try to the uttermost ! " "Seriously, my dear Freda, can you say that the honor and glory of belonging to the Tory party will compensate to that lad for all you mean to make him suffer ?" " He must belong to some party, and he must be tneni en laisse by somebody ; he can't run alone at his age " " But when it pleases you to drop the leash ? " ■Hi '^ . n if I ': i 1 ( !f \ i . ^'1 ;i. 78 POSITION imnii'i WW lliliiiii a "Somebody will take it up. Young men can always find guardian angels." "Young peers can always find Mentors in petticoats and political Calypsos," said Beanfrc^iit, very crossly. That evening, Flodden, who had hitherto refused all din- ner invitations, drew aside the ciii tains of one window of his dining-room and looked out into the street, llis man- sion was in Grosvcnor Street, and, considering its fashion, tliere is no didler or drearier thoroughfare in fashionable London. It was a moonless, rainy night ; broughams and cabs were hurrying by, the thinks of their horses steaming, and the water running off the waterproofs of tlieircoachmen and drivers ; boys were bawling out some newspaper news of an earthquake in Bolivia and a minder in Tipperary ; a dog went by, timid and alone; some nigged women talked to- gether under a gas lamp. The y(Muig man sighed. When he had looked out of his windcnv in Sicily iu* iiad seen the sea, moonlit or phosphorescent, or gorgeous in storm ; Etna with forests of snow about his siunmit, magnificent against a luminous sky ; orange and almond orchards sloping down to meet ilex and tamarisk woods, cloud-like in shadow. He rang the bell. To the stately servant, who answered the summons, he said : *' There is a stray dog in the street, bring it in. There are some wretched women under tiic lamp ; ask where they live, and what is the matter with them." " But, my lord " stammered the servant, amazed and aghast. *' But your lordship " " Do what I tell you," said Flodden. ** If you are afraid of the dog I will go myself. Perhaps it will be best that I should go." And he went. The four men standing in Ids ante-cham- bers looked at each other, and felt that they were in the service of a madman. Tiie dog, a gentle, honest, rough- coated nondescript, lost and unhappy, trembled very much, but trusted and accepted his hospitality. The women told liini long contradictory, improbable stories, and smelt filthily of drink, and disappointed inm. They were whin- ing and servile, coarse and obsequious. The men in the entrance hall looked out after him through the open door- way, and seeing him stand there in the rain, grinned across at one another. What a poor young fool he seemed to them ! He took down the addresses of the women, gave each of them a little money, and came indoors with the stray dog. POSITION Thouc;li it wns n rainy nio;lit riiul \;\\.'.\ iho spectacle of a young pt'i^'i", bare-headed in the street, before the lighted facade of his own mansion, iiarl began to attract a little crowd. Me brought in the muddy, diij)ping dog, and or- dered it some food ; then he read over the addresses of tlio women ; then he sighed. They liad stnid< so of gin, and they had crammed sucii a number of trausp:uent lies into four or live sentences of speech. Poor wretches ! they were the products of civilization. "If my lord want mongrels and tramjis, he won't have far to go to get 'em," said one of the powdered lackeys to another. They were all of them stalely, j)()lished London servants, who knew what was proper, and each of them despised their new master with all tiic force of a vulgar soul which had been varnished in an artificial ward. "What a nice creature you are!" said b'lodden to the dog, whose clear brown eyes were looking up at him gratefully through very dirty sliaggy hair. " I am glad I saw you out of the window. What do yoii think we can do for those women ? Nothing. Drink and dirt are what they love ; how is one to persuade them that drink and dirt are their destruction ? 1 can put them into clean houses with good water-pipes, but 1 cannot make them drink the water, or keep the houses clean with it. What an abject thing is modern life seen in a London street ! Was there any life ever lower ? I douljt it." Tlie dog went to sleep at his feet, he looked over the evening papers. There were the earthquake and the mur- der in big type ; there were details of burglaries, bigamies, and adulteration of food ; there were two columns about Irish outrages and a paragraj^h stating that there were three hundred and fifty private bills waiting to be brought forward between Easter and Whitsuntide. The news- papers produced on him the same sensation of dreariness and hopelessness that the rainy street had done ; life seemed a coil of care without any object or issue. "If only one could do anything," he thought. It did not seem to him that anything was being done or even could be done. He remembered the speeches he had heard that day at Battersea, and they seemed to him like Nero's fiddling while Rome was burning. The airs played were pretty enough, but they were inappropriate to the smouldering fires and the roaring flames, to the tottering palaces and the menaced Forum. Huge blind uncontrol- lable forces were brewing and moving and rising, with ■' ;\. !.i I. I ' ' I !': 1^1 • ; I'f f;^:^ So pos/tion: their one motive-power Envy, and their one master-key Want ; and these dear hidics (jf fashion smiled and wore their primroses and talked of their Habitations ; and these good ministers turned well-known phrases about the in- domitable spirit of the nation and the unity and prosperity of the empire ! Flodden was young, and he liad that diffidence in judg- ment which is as be :oming as it is rare in youth ; but his studious sc^litarv hi yhood had taught him to think for himself, an(l '.e was depressed and alarmed by what he saw aroi:- a him in this London which was so new to him, bu*" whi.h seemed to him as inconceivably careless and credulous as ever Paris had been on th^ eve of the great stcjrm. The clock on his mantel-piece struck eleven as he sat thus in his reverie, and even as it did so one of his men entered and presented him with a little note. The handwriting, which he already knew from any other, made the color come intc his face. On a card in- side were written two lines : "Mind that you come to Arlington Street to-night;" and it was signed by an intricate iMeroglyph intended to mean W. A., while in the corner of the card was a coronet stamped in silver. He rose joyously to his feet and bade his servant call a hansom. "Good-night, my friend; you are at home you know now," he said with a kindly caress of the dog's shaggy head, and then he ran lightly upstairs to his rooms to have a touch or two added to his evening dress ; in five min- utes he was on his way to Arlington Street, forgetful of political economy and patriotic foreboding ; he was only a youth very much in love, who knew he was going whither he would in a few moments meet the lady of his dreams. His presence in Arlington Street in the evening, com- bined with his attendance at the Battersea gathering in the afternoon, was a significant fact to the party in partic- ular, and society in general. But Flodden was unconscious of that at the reception as at the meeting ; he only saw Freda Ayillion's eyes. ** If the Garter were not so unga'lantly confined to the ugly sex, you would have the blue ribbon to-morrow, Freda, or at least at the first vacancy," said Beaufront to his cousin that night. mm POSI'/'IOX. Si "And I should say, like the creator of the order, JIoni soit (]ni »ial y pcnsc,'' replied J.adv Avillion, who had a crown of real primroses on her i^raceful head, and wore a necklace of large dianicjnds set in primrose shape. She had never looked handsonu;r. Floddf'n felt ctnitent to take the political gcjspel, or any- thing ei:^e, from her hands ; and would have signed, blind- fold, any charters which she might iiave dictated. CHAPTER XI. " Hew docs your idol Syrlin like our world ?" she asked of Beaufront on the followincf UK^rning. " He looks exceedingly discontented in it." "Women flatter him so uublushinglv." "That he blushes instead of tiiem ? That is exceedingly kind." " He was very happy down at Hercjnsmere. He hates all cities." "Ah! Tiiere are pecjple whom society makes melan- choly, just as music makes dogs howl ; — one doesn't know why." ' "I should not liken Syrlin to a howling dog myself, nor should I compare society to music — unless to such music as they have in Dahomev, wheie logs of wood are persist- ently beaten by wooden hammers." Lady Avillion laughed. "I wonder if I am a hammer or a log. A hanimer, I think. How cntete vou are about your Syrlin ; but it is the fashion to cfo mad over actors. Our society is so like French society before the Revolution in everything. In nothing more than in its insane adoration of the theatre. Our pecple are stage struck, just as the French society was in the days of Guimard and Clairon. It is always a sign of decadence ; just as the abundance of our literature is, with its ten thousand writers of mediocrity, under whose verbiage any genius which there may be is smotli- ered as a piece of agate is smothered under the sands of a beach." "I know you think we are in a very bad way." "Has not every nation been 'in a bad way,' to use your Americanism, when it has come to be unable to distinguish between originality and imitation ? That is I 'i. '\t ' t 8 rl i ft'' !:■:■ Ii:, 7,7' i'i h;5''".!i', 8j POSIT/ OAT. where we are now. We have a multitude of copyists, and we arc so vain, or so ignorant, that we greet them as geniuses. We do not even exact anytliiiig apprcjacliing style from them. As a people, we have ceased even to know what stvle means." " I have seen you pale with excitement before his Hip- polyte and his Flernani." "Oh, he is a great artist! No one could deny that. But I think it is always better not to know people of genius socially. One'expects so much of them, and one is so annoyed to find them smoke and eat and grumble, and Io(jk like anybody else. Artists are like the Greek oracles, all their power lies in keeping unseen in their shrines. If an oracle had dined out, nobody would have listened to its decrees. ** Syrlin, is a man of geniur," ** I never said he was not ; but it would not matter if he had not a grain of genius ; he is an actor, and they will ask him everywhere, from the garden parties at Lambeth Pal- ace to the garden parties at Buckingham Palace. With all their entctonent in France in the last century, they wouldn't give a player the Sacraments; but nowadays he may dine with an Archbishop, and even build a church.' " And be churchwarden of it ! What glory ! Syrlin will answer Archbishops much like Gil Bias; and he would be more likely to build an Invalides for poor players than a church. He might have realized an immense fortune if he chose, but he gave it all away as he made it. " He is the only person about whom you are enthusias- tic. 'Will you make all France weep?' said the actor Lekain, when somebody stamped on his foot. M. Syrlin's foot would seem just as sacred to you — perhaps so, too, to himself." Lady Avillion abhorred oddness. She always thought that real genius had infinitely better ways of displaying itself than by wearing queer waistcoats and uncombed hair on its shoulders. If you were eccentric, she thought, you might be cracked ; you could not possibly be really strong. "Look what a gentleman Mozart always was, and Mendels- sohn and Chopin," she would say. " Look how soign^ ?cci6, nice Raphael was, and Leonardo, and Milton even in his blindness ; and Dante must, I am sure, have dressed well ; you know he holds a pomegranate branch in that portrait of him by Giotto." She was perhaps right, and she was perhaps wrong ; at twentv ; an iff I" •mm posirior^. 83 all events, Dr. Johnson would liave obtained no tea at her hands, and Theophile Gautier and Berlioz would never have passed her portals. Syrlin did not offend her in these respects ; he was used to the great world, and knew its ways and habits an.l de- mands ; altliough his physiognomy was rather tiiat of some caballero painted by Valasquez than a man of his time, iiis appearance and iiis manners were those of any t>ther per- son used to the most jjolished society in Europe. But, at times, in his spr h, he viohxted those rules of well-bred inanity whi. h .ch society lays down; and he spoke his opinions strcjiigly a'.ul brusquely, wliilst he never disguised either liis disapproval or liis ennui. Tiie world of London thought tiiis deiiglitful and adora- ble, because it was someihing new ; Lady Avillion did not like it at all. "He is 'A poseur," she said con'stantly. "What do you n c:an by a poseur ^^ asked Beaufront once. " What do I mean ? What anybody means, I suppose. Look in the dictionary." "Dictionaries define a poseur as a Mayer of stones.' We, by it, mean a mass of affectation. Now I have known Syrlin ever since he first came out in Paris, a lad of twenty ; and J can declare that a more ingenuous, natural, and sincere character I have never met. He never affects to be pleased when he is not so, and when he is displeased he does not scruple to show it." " That is exceedingly rude." *'It may be so ; but it is not a pose.'' " How can you tell ? Diogenes was exceedingly rude ; but his tub was only a pose, a very studied pose, too : so were Swift's brutalities, and Thackeray's sneers, and Tur- ner's boorishness ; genius may grumble and growl as it likes if it keeps to its garret, but when it couies into our drawing-rooms it should be civil like other people find wear gloves." "What a Philistine you arc, Freda ! " "You have told me so often before; I know ycju only fii'd sweetness and light in all those wild, savage, spon- tareous persons, but I am quite sure many of them are great impostors. I sat at dinner last week, next to that man who writes n.bout the soul, and the Renaissance, and the spiritual life, and the ()l)ligati<>n to deny one's appe- tite : and all he said was, oiice, ' Do you prefer thick soupa 84 POSITION. ■m: or clear?* and, once, * Do yon like white or black Irnf- fles?' — and he picked tlie biggest ones for himself out of the napkins." " He probably then writes his Essays wlicn he is suffer- ing from indigestion, nnd thinks tiie gratification of fleshly instincts not worth tiieir cost. Syrlin won't offend you in that way ; he is an anchorite ! " " F(?us membctez with your eternal Syrlin," said his cousin, impatiently. What was mucii praised before her always irritated her ; and she was in this instance the more irritated because the person praised at once attracted and offended her. ** I wish you had not invited this French actor to Brake- speare," she said to her husband, wiio answered pet- ulantly : " Of course you say that just because I like iiim," "I often ask many persons you like," said Freda with some significance; many a lovely lady had been bidden to Brakespeare whom its mistress might well have refused to invite. "Hang your insinuations," murmured Avillion, inaudi- bly. *' Why don't you like the man ? " he said aloud. " I thought all women went mad about him." " It is perliaps because they have done so that he has become so insufferably dictatorial and conceited." " (9« a les defauts de scs qiialitcs^^' said her husband. " He is a great artist and lie has tiie insolence of one, and it amuses me immensely, because you know it isn't so many years ago that actors were a kind of pariahs, and had no civil rights ; and now we treat them, on my soul, as if each of them were Wales himself." "You mean to let him come, then?" " Of course I do ; and if you don't rub him up the wrong way I daresay you'll end by adoring him." "I am sorry to say I have no faculty of adoration ; I never had any," said his wife, coldly. " No, you never had," thought Avillion ; he likv d women to adore himself when they did not give him t^o much of it. His wife was a cold woman ; he had decided that in the very first weeks of their union, and he had never al- tered his opinion ; it was excellent that it should be so ; It prevented scenes, reproaches, and espionage on his movements ; and it never occurred to him that thf*re might be many phases in her temperament which he, fr.>u] indifference, had never observed, rosr/7i).\'. 85 What irritated her now was that she found herself look- ing at Syrlin and listening to him, when s!u^ had no knowl- edge that she was doing so. The first might he (hie to his unusual physical beauty, and the second to his celebrity ; but the fact that her eyes and car were thus magnetized Lv him when she did not even like him was an annoyance to her. London had gone down before him with that sudden and complete prostration of itself before a new idol which is characteristic of it, and is sometimes very misleading to the idols involved, who imagine that their apotheosis will be eternal. Syrlin resisted the tide of adulation, and was never for a moment swept away by it, but he could not be in London and remain invisible. lie went pcrfcjrce to all the best houses. He knew the great world iiuimatclv; he had no illusions about it ; he remaitied alwavs at heart aloof from it, as Abd el Kader remained a stranger in the solendor of that French chateau which was his prison ; but this only added to his charm for wt)men, and the cold- ness, sometimes almost brutal, with which he repulsed them, only excited more keenly the fancy of those sated with success. He was used to live amongst them, and such habit becomes second nature : no great lady in Paris would have thought her cifi!/ hcitrcs perfect unless Syrlin had been there under the palms of her salon at least once a week. He sought solitude often, but when he was in the world it adored him and enchained him despite him- self. "Well, he is the god of the moment of English society," said Lady Avillion. "I hope he appreciates it. He is raised to the same level with the Missoiu-i Juliet, the St. Louis circus-manager, aiid the Professor of Tweedlodee and Tweedlediun from Boston, who have alternatciv been set up on high and asked out to dinner from Portland Place to Lowndes Square. What a fiauiy book might be written about the divinities of London societv, onlv it would have to be published every quarter, for three months is the longest reign of anv of them I " Beaufront heard her with impatience, he did not like jests at his friend's expense. " Syrlin's reign will last as longashe is in the world at all." he said, angrily, "and why should you laugh at London if it tries to shake off its moKi^ue and make itself pleasant to people of talent .'' It is verv tiui^h h.tter than 1 r soci'-ty to sulk behind a chevaux do fri.-c of prejudic; and caste. I ) \ i f ? u 86 POSITION. I tliink there is something very generous, ver)' kind, very graceful, in the way in which London receives whatever it thinks is at all out of the common." " Paris did that before the Revolution," said his cousin with significance. " Have you never read in Grimm's memoirs of how all patrician Paris went mad over the old vine-dresser whom he introduced to them ? Do lead it. If you alter the names and dates you would say it was a long-haired backwoodsman being feasted in Belgravia to- day, only the vinedresser kept his senses like a sober old French peasant, and the American loses his — or hers — and takes all the adoration quite seriously." *' You are always down on Americans because you think she is an American," said IJeaufront, incautiously, "and I always tell you she isn't ; I always tell you she is a Creole." "At all events she is 'she' to you, which means every- thing," said Freda, with some disdain. " In this case it means nothing," said Bcaufront, savnge- ly, "except that she is a very dear and old friend." Lady Avillion smiled ; and the smile was as chill as the January sun when it shines on the ice-Hoes on the Neva. She thought it exceedingly bad taste in her cousin to al- ways endeavor to pass off this fable upon her. She had a speaking acquaintance with the "she" who was called Mrs. Laurence, and that was a cijncession by no means agree- able to her; she thought he might have been grateful, and have refrained from bringing up the name of the l.dy a propos of everything and nothing, and trying to impose this nonsense upon her whenever they happened to be alone. The world was nowadays full of adventuresses, and they went to court and everywhere, and there was no help for it ; but she still had the right to say whom her own hall porter should let into her house, and it was a right which she exercised very tenaciously, however loosely others of her friends and neierhbors might relax their con- signe ; you cannot help Tag Rag and Bobtail being accept- ed by the Lord Cljamberlain, but you can tell your own Cerberus not to let them pass your door-mat. She was of opinion that a few women of position, if they ciiose to be firm about it, might still " save society ;" otiiers of this per- suasion did not seem, however, to be anywhere ; but if alone, like the beleaguered chatelaine of Vaudemont, she would not cede Ikm- castle to the ft."\ The doors of Avillion House were of solid oak studded POSIT TOM. 87 I per- Mit if she with steel knobs, nnd that they had never unclosed to ad- mit her was a thorn in the roses with wiiich Mrs. Laurence's path was strewn. There is a tnelancholy truth in Benja- min Constant's lellection : l\ihjct qui /ions A-Jiappc est mitur- ellement tout difftU-ent dc cclui qui nous pour suit. Human nature even at its best is wayward, thankless, and given to yearn after the unattainable. In her heart of hearts she would always feel herself ti dcrlnsse't' so long as she had not passed those great gates which frowned on Piccadilly with the crowned dragons of the Avillion supporters carrying the coronet bet\v(;en them in gilded bronze. It was a social Ilesperides whicli those dragons guarded ; and as season after season had passed and she was still shut out by them, Consuelo Laurence felt that it was an intentional, a very intentional humiliation to her. Many women in her place would have harassed and wearied Beaufront continually to alter this state of things, but she never did. She was a complex union of hiuuility and pride. " I should do as Lady Avillion does if I were she," she said to herself, and contented herself with appearing so unconscious of the slight tliat London society, and even Freda Avillion herself, imagined that she did not perceive or think about it. She was suspected of having such incredibly disgraceful intrigues, and of managing them all so exquisitely, that no one could do otherwise than envy and respect her. A very fair woman, with a colorless skin, a perfect figure, a manner of admirable finish, ease, and sweetness, and eyes which had the candor of a ciiild's, w^th a strange pathos in them which went to the heart of all men, Consuelo Lau- rence, with her great pearls about her throat, the only jewels she ever wore, looked such an incarnation of purity, ethereality, and perfect womanhood, that it was delicious and delightful to everyone to know that she had sold flowers in Broadway, sung at cafes chantants, married a Cuban planter and shot him, been wrecked off Valparaiso, and picked up by a wealthy Mexican whose millions she had annexed and finished, migrated to Brazil, where she had ruined ministers and millionaires, and finally drifted to Paris, where she had brcn rescued just as she was springing off the parapet of the Pont Ncuf to drown herself for want of \\xq francs, whence, none exactly knew how, she had suddenly appeared in London and become the idol of society. 4 >M i' rt .- ■ ! i J I It ss position: People even said that an iMiglisli Prince, cotninc!; out of some naugiity place or another without any gentleman of his suite, had been the person who had saved her fioin jumping over the bridge, and had persuaded her that life was always worth living if cjne were a woman and good- looking. But the English Prince was notoriously poor and in debt, and his homage was always as empty as it was agree- able. He could not be supposed to account for the truffled chickens and the ortolans which were ortolans. Society was disposed to attribute this part of it to Heaufront, who was ricli, generous, cynical, and often seen in llill Street. This rumor in no way lessened the crowd of exclusive ladies who flocked to sip Consuelo Laurence's yellow tea and hear her admirable music. On the contrary ladies liked meeting Beaufront, and they always met him there ; the only person whom it did slightly affect was his cousin Freda. Lady Avillion and Avillion House remained the only person and place of influence not captured by IMrs. Lau- rence. Freda had indeed permitted that Mrs, Laurence should be presented to her, and their cards had been exchanged ; but the acquaintance had gone no farther. When they met, a slight smile was the only recognition they gave each other, and when Mrs. Laurence went to some great dinner at Beaufront's, from that dinner his cousin was in- variably absent. Mrs. Laurence's position was far too completely achieved a thing for her to need to seek the civilities even of Lady Avillion. It was a position about which there was nothing dubi- ous, insecure, or fluctuating. She was one of the powers of societv, and all the dark romance and unsavory melo- drama which was supposed to lie in the remote condi- tions of her past, only served to interest people the more, as the sombre burnt-umber and bistre background of an old Sienese or Perugini panel serves to throw \\\> the sil- very nimbus and the pale gold hair of the Madonna's head which is painted upon it. She had a house in Wilton Street, opposite the sparrow- haunted trees and the gray walls of St. Paul's Church. The church is not old, and the trees are not many, but they give a slightly cloister-like look to that corner of ros//-/ox. 89 Bclgravi.'i, an academic calm and coloring which are pleasant and tranquillizing. When the threshold of this house was crossed, every- thing within it was serene and reposeful, like the church corner in which it was situated. Her servants were old and noiseless, her carpets thick as moss, her windows of the thickest p' ite glass ; even the fog when it stcjle there subdued itself into a religious, dreamy mistiness, and was humanized by the rare trans- parencies through which it had to pass. Her drawing-rooms, with their pale crcam-hued walls, their tempered light, and their screens of growing palms, were often fdlcd with all the "best people "in London. Royalty often bestowed its coveted presence, and the most excellent nuisic was to be heard there, and the most way- ward tenor, the most avaricious prima donna woidd alwavs sing at Mrs. Laurence's aft(Mnoons. She had that power which is as indisputable as it is in- definable. The charm of Consuelo Laurence was in her entire simplicity of manner and expression. " It is so irritating that a creature, come God knows whence, should have such perfect distinction," said the old Duchess of Kincardine and Oronsay when Consuelo Laurence first made her success in London society. Come by it how she might, she had a great distinction, which, united to a DwrbiiL zza and indolence of movement due to her creolc blood, gave her an irresistible charm. " It is all acting," said Freda Avillion, but if it were it was that highest art which perfectly conceals itself, and she had the same sweetness and composure for an old violinist with snuff on his waistcoat as she had for a royal adorer. That appearance of interest in the person with whom she conversed, which Lady Avillion could assume at will, but rarely ever felt, was real in Consuelo Laurence. Her childhood and girlhood had been passed in seclu- sion amongst the savannahs and swamps of the far South ; the great world was fresh and beguiling to her as it can never be t(j women who have been born and bred in it, and her capture of it flattered her as their successes in it can never il.'itter them. " People are so kind," she said often, and meant what she said. Tt) her other people were kind because she was popular, \ A hi r ii if 90 POSITION. attractive, and extremely the fashion, and altliough the quality of the kindness did not deceive her, altlKMigh she knew that if she became jxjor, or blind, or ill, on the morrow very few of them would ever ask where she had gone to or what had become of her, she alhjwed herself to be etherized by that soporific yet stimulating atmos- phere ; it was so pleasant whilst it lasted ! liut she never let it intoxicate her; her temperament was calm and her penetration fine. "They tliink me only an adventuress," she told herself often, "though they have made me a queen — much as they might make a queen of a gypsy, if she could possibly be seen in society, and had large eyes, and a new way of telling fortunes." *' You are a very wise woman," said lieaufront one day to her. "And at heart a very impudent one, perhaps," she said with a smile, "or I should never have dared to become a London fine lady, with all behind me that — that you know." Beaufront smiled. "That is the sort of thing you say when you are in low spirits. One might as well say a dcjc or a gazelle was impudent as you." "Well, the doe or the gazelle would be impudent, I suppose, if they intruded in drawing-rooms and pushed theirway in at State balls — as I do." "Don't talk nonsense," said Beaufront, irritably. "If any of them heard you they would take you at your wc^rd ! " "Why don't you take me at my word? You know what I say is true." '* It's not the least true," he said. " Surely nature made you for the best society the world holds. Bad is the best here, but still, such as it is you are in the swim of it, ami you 'fetch' it more than anybody. Excuse me that ridic- ulous word ; I hate the slang of the day, but one catches it up despite one's self ! " Consuelo Laurence shook her head. " I ' fetch ' it, yes. That I admit. But I am a pariah all the same. Ask your cousin." Beaufront was annoyed. "My cousin has prejudices, and nobody can move hei when she has a prejudice. It is very absurd, because sluj believes herself so very open to ccjnviction and so very dispassionate. But women are a mass of contradictions " **Meii are not very consistent," said Mrs. Laurence, who /'i)S//70.\\ 91 ' i lot the subject pa«;s as it .'innr))^^ him. "Why should liiiman iiatine be consistent? Nature is not. Her earth- (liiakes come on a calm summer day, and I have seen a water-spout rise in a clear sky and :i tornado sweep down on a blue lake and dry it up as it seemed in an instant." "I hope there will never be any more tornadoes in your atmosphere." "Tlianks ; your world here is not tempestuous." She had never deceived herself as to the real value of her special success ; she knew that if she lost her beauty, licr voice, or her fortune, she wcjuld lose her fashion, and that if she lost all three Wilton Street would no longer be hlocked by carriages crowding to her door, and in six niontlis' time her very name would be forgotten in the Lou- dun world. She had been born at Martinique, and had a little mu- latto blood in her ; but wo one would have dreamed of that, her complexion was of the purest and softest pale- ness ; and only her great black eyes under those languid lids spoke of her m/iisse origin. It was all so long ago that it was distant to her like the (hcam of some other earth, some other sky ; but yet it was all so strangely homelike to lier still whenever her thoughts wandered back to that island in the deep blue tropic seas. Her father had been a very rich man, owning vast plan- tations and dwelling in a paradise of palm-groves, banana- trees, tamarind-alleys, marble ftjuntains, marble colon- nades, marble courts, filled with the odors of tropical flow- ers, and looking down from the o-reen cloud-veiled slo pes of Mont Pelee out to the warm lapis-lazuli-colored Bay of St. Pierre. It was all so dim and vet so clear to her, that sweet en- life, ft chanted isle, that far away yet unforgotten lite, wnere ira- grance and light and heat and ever-changing color, and the mirth of the child-like negroes, and the fresh voices of the leaping waves and the sound of tlie church bells chim- ing in the city far below, and the droning hum of the in- sects buzzing in the white bells of the datura flowers, were all blent in one delicious memory, gorgeous and fugitive as the glow of a West Indian sunset. For fourteen years she had lived without care or knov/l- cdge that any care was anywhere in life ; a purely flower- like and exquisite existence in that wilderness of vegeta- tion amidst which the marble and lava-rock walls of her father's house arose. I; 'i . m » J' 1 1 ! ■>%, IMAGE EVALUATION TEST TARGET (MT-3) 1.0 I.I IIIM IIII25 IM iiiiijj^ ii£ 12.0 1.8 1.25 1.4 1.6 ^ 6" — ► -3 'm. ■^ vj /. ^ ■> >^a //, J '/ Photographic Sciences Corporation ^ ^ V «v :\ \ ^N-^ 6^ .<'' V- n WEST MAIN STREET WdSTER.NY. 14580 (716) 872-4503 f^ ,<i^. I i 92 ros/TiOiV. She had never known her mother, but her nurse, .1 mu- latto, never let her feel what she had lost ; a strong, tall, stately woman, clothed in the brilliant turban and costume of her race and her island, she idolized her charge with maternal passion and fidelity, and the earliest and bright- est of Consuelo Laurence's menjories was of being rocked by her in her hammock under a flowering catalpa tree, and bathed by her amongst the lotus lilies in the fountain beneath the feathery tamarisk foliage, while silvery and golden fish flashed and curled about her own rosy feet and the great emerald flies sparkled like jewels in the light. Martinique had been like one long fairy story to her in her infancy and childhood, and was like an oriental phan- tasy in her rem«^nnbrance ; whenever she shut her eyes to outward things, she could recall the scent of its '^ -ange boughs, the golden light on its sugar fields, the glory of its gorgeous birds and blossoms, the blue wonder of its leaping waves, and whenever she smelt the smell of the incense in some dusky damp aisle of a London chapel she remembered the perfumed clouds rising above the bowed heads of the people in the Grande Rue of St. Pierre, radi- ant with its roses and lilies, its banners and vestments, its draped awnings, its twisted balconies, its red roofs, its bubbling streams, its living sunshine, its many-colored multitude like groups of variegated petunias glowing in the sun. Like Syrlin she carried with her into the world the re- membrance and the perfume of solitudes where childhood had been nursed in the lap of nature, where warmer winds, and deeper hues, and brighter suns than those of Europe had been associated with the earliest lisped word, the ear- liest hesitating step of infant years. One day Beaufront proposed, thinking to please her, to make up a party on his yacht, to go to Santa Cruz and St. Kitts, and Martinique, and all the other isles of the West Indian Archipelago. But she shrank from the offer. "No," she said with a mist rising before her eyes. " It is a perfect memory, let it remain such. The flowers of that island are wonder- flowers to me ; those shores are to me bathed in the light that never yet was upon land or sea ; I would not revisit them ; it would be like breaking open a tomb. And you know when the common dav shines in on those tombs, the gold and the dead all crumble and disappear together." POSITIOM. 93 "What your e/es see is never common day," said Beaufront. " Oh-h-ii ! " said Mrs. Laurence willi indulgent smile. I fear it is very common day whicl) one looks on in London, let one put up all the rose-colored glass and lace transpar- encies that one may." Beaufront emitted a vague sound suggestive of annoy- ance and disappointment ; he never made by any chance what are called " pretty speeches,'' and he had made one this time, and received nothing for it. Besides, he had planned the voyage to the Caribbean Sea very much to his liking ; his yawl was a perfect vessel ; he had invited people who were at once pleasant and proper, the young Duchess of Worthing amongst them. He had expected a very agreeable cruise and a series of island stoppages which should combine the Lotus-eaters of Tennyson with the bill-of-fare of tiie Cafe des Ambassa- deurs ; and then she would not go, the one woman who had inspired the project, and on whom he had relied to sustain him in the dead calm of the tropical seas ! He gave it all up, and backed out of the whole thing in a manner which the Duchess of Worthing called shabby and odious. She was a very pretty brown, dusky-haired woman, who knew what became her, and she had heard of the golden necklaces and yellow turbans of the native women of Martinique, and was dying to buy them on the spot, and wear them at the first costume ball or fancy fair that she should go to after she came home. CHAPTER Xn. 1, *;^il . A f .1 # \ \ 'it ''-%:% "Your friend Syrlin says that I have no imagination," said Lady Avillion, a few days later. " Well, I don't suppose you have. We none of us have any. What do we ever originate?" replied Beaufront, gloomily. " We go on with the same sort of life, year after year. If we had imagination we should discover new forms of pleasure ; and Parliamentary government, tall hats, and wedding-breakfasts would be left all to savages." He had been forced to be present at a fashionable wed- ding that day, and the recollection of it was fresh and detestable to him ; he had been forced to give away the bride, as she was his sister's daughter, cover her with 1 94 posirioh\ diamonds, and lend her Hcronsmere ; he did not grudge her the diamonds, but he grudged Heronsmere. For a month he had to tiiini< of these young idiots mooning about his favorite woods, and his dim, green old gardens. "When shall we be bidden to your wedding-breakfast ? " said his cousin. He laughed. " You will have to wait a long time for that." "Wait Mrs. Laurence's pleasure ? " " Mrs. Laurence has nothing to do with it." " Perhaps her husband is alive somewhere. Their hus- bands so often are — hidden out of sight in oil springs, or backwoods, or mines, or offices, * making their pile ' docilely, while the lady becomes a leader of fashion in London, though nobody would know her where she was born. Beaufront reddened with anger. "That is very unworthy of you. She is the best woman I know," he said, incautiously and warmly. Freda smiled, the sceptical and very chilly smile which he detested. "Dear Ralph," she said, with some coldness, "your friend is lovely, accomplished, attractive, and extremely fashionable ; pray do not put our good nature to too great a strain by asking us to place her also in the Calendar of Saints ! It would be too much combined in one person." Beaufront said notliing in reply, but he frowned, and his eyes grew angry ; the sombre anger of a lazy man. "Really, Ralph should know better than to talk that nonsense to me," thought his cousin with impatience. ** It is the fashion to accept these unknown women, and to ask no questions about them, and to place them on the topmost pinnacles in the midst of us ; but to be asked to believe in their virtues also — that is really too much." And so Avillion House remained the only great house in London of which Mrs. Laurence had never crossed the threshold. It could not affect her position, but it pained her sus- ceptibilities and her pride. Lady Avillion would have said that she had no possible right to be proud ; but she was so, after her own manner. " Your cousin makes me feel that I am nobody," she said to Beaufront, who answered, •' Freda makes every- body feel that they are nobody. It is her specialty, just as ices are Gunter's, or Sevres china is Davis's." POSITION, 95 rrudge For a uoning irdens. :fast ? " me for eir bus- springs, ir pile ' ihion in she was i woman ie which **your :tremely ;oo great lendar of person." Tied, and Iman. alk that [patience. ;n, and to on the lasked to ich." :at house »ssed the her sus- liild have but she )dy," she ;s every- lalty, just "She can afford to be unaniiable," said Mrs. Laurence. "We who are nobody — as slie tliinks — cannot be so." "Yon wouldn't be so if you were an Empress; Joseph- ine never was. Your heart, like hers, wouldn't let you." "Oh, how can one tell? "said Mrs. Laurence. "You know I have had to be amiable, just as a waiter or a crossing-sweeper has to smile." "I wish you wouldn't say these things," said Beaufront. "You know fools if they heard you would believe them." "Well, are they not true ?" "No ; not in the least true." " I am not so sure. I think, you know," she added, "that Lady Avillion does not like me because lam an intimate friend of yours." " My dear Consuelo," said Beaufront, rather bitterly, "if you suppose that my cousin honors me with the slightest feeling of jealousy as to my sympathies or an- tipathies, you are very much mistaken. If I married a Hottentotj or ruined myself for a French actress, she wouldn't feel the very smallest interest in my fate." " I am sure you are mistaken ; men are always mistaken. They never see anything," said Mrs. Laurence, with some impatience. " She has great influence over you, very naturally, and there is nothing of which women are so tenacious as of influence. They cannot endure to have it shared. They know that it is one of those things which will not have a dual ownership. Once divided, it is destroyed." " I don't think she has any influence over me," said Beaufront, and he thought that he meant what he said. "She has far more influence than I have," replied Mrs. Laurence: she was a woman who never over-rated her own powers, to which force her great success in life was no doubt attributable. Beaufront sighed with some impatience, and lighted a cigarette. He knew that she was right ; and he wished that it were otherwise. " She is never sympathetic," he said, irritably. " Now, you always are. You always divine one's humors and moods, and never jar on them." "Oh, sympathy is my specialty," said Mrs. Laurence, lightly ; " I suppose it will always be mine. When I am quite old, I tliink 1 shall still get them to come to me, be- cause I shall be such a safe confidante, such a good listener. Cannot you see me, Ralph, as I shall be then, 1 \ m A I ■'.•' r H Ik ill rr' i '■ • . I ; ..) : , I I*', if''' M !^« 96 position: with a tall, gold headed cane, and a quantity of black lace and a little rnff, or perhaps a big nifif ; old people should always have a costume ; it briglitens up old age so much, and dignifies it. Then the young pc(jple will come to my musical parties, and they will say to each other * Isn't it odd ? You know the old fogies declare that Mrs. Lau- rence was a beauty once ; could you ever believe it? And she remembers all sorts of persons who lived in the last century, Millais and Leighton, and Lord Salisbury and Philippe Sept who rebuilt the Tuileries, and Edward the Seventh, who made Americans the fashion?' That is what they will say. Can't you hear them ? I can." ** No, I can't; and I should wring their necks if I could," said Beaufront, cur'^ly. "The idea of your ever be- ing old. My dear child ! It is preposterous." " It is inevitable, unless one dies ; and I am not very young now as it is," said Consuolo Lain-ence, while her black, soft eyes, under their heavy lids, seemed to gaze very far away, far as the silver portals of tiie eternal sleep. "You will marry, I dare say," said Beaufront, rather brutally, and inappropriatelv. " No, I shall not. Wiiy should I ?" "To give you an assured position, since you tnink your own unstable." " That would be very unfair to my poor victim, who- ever he might be," she said, with a smile, as some visitors entered, amongst them the old Duchess of Kincardine and Oronsay, a very large woman, fair, coarse, and heavy, who said afterwards at a dinner-party that evening : " Oh, yes ; Beaufront was at Mrs. Laurence's ; he is always at Mrs. Laurence's ; constancy is such a pretty thing, but he can't be of a jealous temperament, or his life would be purgatory." " I suppose he'll have to marry her some day," said the man vvho was on her right hand, a famous judge. " Oh, I dare say she will make him ; only Freda Avillion is against it. It will be pull devil, pull baker." " I envy Beau," said a man on her left, a Secretary of State. " I envy Beau immensely, if the devil and the baker are in his case represented by Lady Avillion and Mrs. Laurence, and he between them ; lucky fellow!" " It would be a frightful marriage for him," said the Duchess, severely, picking up the foic gras and truffles out of her aspic. "And she would never have any children." n he is pretty or his id the rillion iry of d the n and ! " d the raffles e any position: 97 "How can you possibly know that?" thought the Secretary of State, selecting his largest truffle and eating it carefully. The Judge on the right side of her observed that they did say — at least,, somebody said, he forgot who — that Mrs. Laurence had grown-up sons in Arizona or some- where. "That is very possible," said the Duchess, grimly \ "Anything is possible in Arizona." Then she added, in a lower tone: "It's said, you know — two little girls — C iivent in Paris — Due d'Alger — I don't know — can't say more, his son's over here — and it may have been Beaufront." She returned to \\qy foie gras. " Where does her money come from ?" asked the Judge, rather loudly, for he did not hear quickly. The Duchess drank a little wine before she replied : "Her money? I imagine licr money is like her native Delaware— a broad riv«;r, which is fed from many unnamed streams and unknown sources." People laughed ; the Duchess had a reputation for dry humor. A very young man, pt a little distance from her on the right of the hostess, lifted a bronzed, boyish face, and said, angrily, with a foreign accent, stammering a little in his great eagerness : " Permit me to correct you, Madame la Duchesse ; the Delaware River has nothing to do with Madame Laurence. She is a Creole, and her money came to her straight enough from her uncle, who was a very rich planter in Martinique. I had the honor to know her for years, as my family has done also." People smiled discreetly at their phucs ; the chivalrous young man was the Prince de Tunlsie, younger son of the late Due d'Alger. " So glad to hear it, monseigneur ! " said the Duchess, with a bow and smile across the tabic ; then she helped herself to some jambon aii vin blanc, and murmured to the Judge : " Poor boy ! I suppose his father has told him so. There are stories, you know, that his father and he quar- relled — on iier account. She is just tiie sort of person who would annex two generations. The dead uncle, too ! how naif ! I wonder if Beaufront believes in the uncle !" Then she turned to her slice of ham, which was excellent. 7 \ .- « > »■ ill wK > II' a ■*i "t 98 POSITION, She had been calling on Mrs. Laurence ; she had drunk tea with her, and called her my dear, and asked her to subscribe for a new church in a lonely glen in Kincardine- shire ; but siie disliked Mrs. Laurence, with all the force of a very malignant and ingenious mind. She was very poor ; she had only a dull and scrubby little house in Green Street, furnished in the style of thirty years ago. She had a variety of daughters, who did not marry ; the youngest of them had been out four seasons : she was the wife of a Scotch Duke, and the sister of an English Duke, and she felt that there was something wrong in the ways of Providence when a person, whom at first nobody knew, except a few men, who were no better than tliey should be, could have become such a power in London as Con- suelo Laurence had done, own such a house as that in Wilton Street, have no limit, apparently, to her toilettes or her money, and possess a most immoral and incon- ceivable potency over the souls of men of rank. The Duchess of Kincardine and Oronsay was certainly a woman of incontestable position ; her husband had a hereditary right to keep his bonnet on before the Queen, and she her- self had been on many a long and intimate visit to Bal- moral ; but she found life hard ; the day is gone by when duchesses were esteemed like the Ark of the Covenant ; people did not care to go to her dusky, narrow house, her economical dinners, and her sharp, biting remarks ; the cream of the pan of society was skimmed by those who had golden spoons ; the success of the day was not with blue blood, but with cleverness, with impudence, with physical beauty, above all, with wealth : this knowledge made the naturally bitter temper of Anne Kincardine much more bitter, and, being a woman with five plain and un- profitable daughters, what could she do but say savage things of Mrs. Laurence, who, it was well known, might marry numbers of the best men next week if she would, and was supposed to keep Ralph Beaufront, as it is vul- garly termed, tied to her apron-strings. CHAPTER XIII. A FEW days later there was a small luncheon party given by a noble and famous poet at the Bachelors' Club, and although the brightest light that is ever seen in London /'OS/ 7 vox. 99 finds its way into those pleasant rooms in Hamilton Place, Syrlin in that light looked, as Lady Avillion, who was tired of hearing his praises, was compelled to admit, as handsome as it was possible for a man to look. His lustrous eyes, his delicate features, his abundant hair, had all the beauty of youth and manhood in one, and the pensive hauteur of his expression, with the som- bre brilliancy of his great black eyes, lent a shadow almost of austerity to his countenance, and gave character to a beauty which would otherwise have been almost too clas- sically regular. The party was small, there were present only two other great ladies besides herself, both famous for their beauty and their brains ; a brilliant novelist who lived by prefer- ence in loneliness on Mount Hermon but occasionally saw the light of day in Pall Mall; a very animated Cabinet Minister called by his friends Shuttlecock ; an irresistible diplomatist known to London society as the Blue Jay ; Beaufront, Syrlin, and a great artist, handsome, bland, courtly and popular, who had made only one mistake in his life, that of chaining his Muse amongst the smuts and the stucco of dreary Kensington ; his Muse being a fair Greek maiden, sensuous and sweet, who needed a softer and a clearer air. The little party was well assorted, loquacious and gay as most informal meetings are, and the sun was shining without on the trees, and the crowds, and the equipages rolling to and from Hyde Park Corner. "Now if you were lunching with me in Berkeley Square you would all of you be as dull as ditcluvater," said their host as the little repast drew to an end. - : " I dare say we should, though you are not perhaps po- lite to our wits in saying so," said Beaufront. " But there is something about this little club which puts everyone in good spirits ; it has caught something of the look and the atmosphere of a Paris cafe ; I almost fancy those trees must be the trees of the Boulevards." " Yes ; it is the only place in London which has any en- train in its atmosphere," said the noveliFt who dwelt in Palestine. " What does London seem like to you after your desert, Mr. lona ; very bewildering, or very commonplace ? " asked Freda. "Very dull," said Lorraine lona. *• Dull ? Duller than the desert ? " i V m ' ■ \ '■X x\ -I A 'Ki K-i li lOO rosiTiOiV. " Incomparably duller; in the desert one can think, in London one cannot; one is too saturated with oiher people's thoughts." "There is political thought, surely?" said Freda some- what offended, ** Oh, dear no," said lona, calmly. " Nowhere else in the world is politics so little of a science, so much of a faauly affair. You do not attempt, any of you, to think at all about politics. You take tfic side which birth and circum- stance has shovelled you into, and never know in the least why you espouse it." " According to you, tiien," said Beaufront, " the only re- spectable people are the people who rat. Tiiey must at least think, if they only think of their own interests." "Surely, Mr. lona," said Lady Avillion, " surely no- where in Europe are politics so much discussed as in London. Nowhere are public events talked of with so much keenness and knowledge. Nowhere is there so strong a sense of what has happened, what does happen, and what will happen, in the world at large. If in some things and judgments there is insularity, in others there is a won- derful breadth and force ; and if there be too great a ten- dency to over-rate the influence of England on Europe, there is also a generosity and nobility in the estimate of other nations which has no parallel anywhere else in the world." " Bravo, my lady," said her host. " If we were all of us like her," said Beaufront, "v/e should have back a parliament of 'five hundred kings,' as James the First called it ; and we should have the Tower choke-full of journalists, and all the Reform Bills re- pealed." " Lady Avillion is the only one amongst us who has any faith left in ourselves," said their host. "I never like to contradict such a judge of men and manners as Mr. lona," said Freda, "but, surely, London, say what he will, produces tliree-quarters of the thought of the world? I always considered it as a very machine- room for thought, with the presses and engines always at work." Lorraine lona smiled pityingly. " There is no real thought where there is haste ; and of original thought in London there is absolutely none." It was after luncheon, and they had gone up to one of the little rooms, with the red wpUs and the Japanese fans. (< ros/T/chv. lOX C, HI )lWer omc- n the at all cum- I least ily re- list at y no- as in ith so strong 11, and things a won- a ten- 'urope, late of in the « v/e igs,' as Tower ills re- las any n and ondon, hought achine- vays at and of le." one of se fans, and they had divided into little groups, and the men were smoking. "That is a sweeping condemnation of us ; we are all of us always in a hurry." "Ah, yes; and thought is like food ; hurriedly absorbed it is inevitably ill digested. When 1 come here from my mountain, for the first weeks, (a mc }:;n'sc ; I am conscious of the same fueling in my mind that a too hot bath gives one's body, i am heated and stupefied ; the second week I cool down and begin to observe ; the third week I am capable of analyzing ; in the fourth week I realize that what has momentarily affected me is only vapor ; I find the greatest ingenuity in words everywhere around me, but of any real thought, nothing." " Surely, we have still some great men," said the host, with chagrin ; " he was himself a great man." Lorraine lona hesitated. "The race is still great perhaps, now and then," he said after a pause. " But it has entered on its decadence." " I should be sorry to think so." "And I am more than sorry," said Lorraine, gravelv. "Yet it is so." " But is it necessary to live in a desert to be wise ? Plato at least allowed one a garden." " It is necessary to be alone with Nature : Plato was not only the wisest, but the happiest of men, for he lived in an unworn world ; the earth must have been one vast natural garden in his days." "You know the meadow behind the Albert Monument ?" said Freda with her usual appropriate irrelevancy. "There is a hedge and hawthorns, and other larger trees there, and in the grass there are always white, woolly, fat sheep ; it is only an artificial little bit of London, but when 1 am there, a verse of Wordsworth, or Tennyson, or Matthew Arnold, often comes to me, and I forget the ugly barracks and tan on the Row close by, and the big Albert Man- sions staring at me with their stony eyes. It is not the garden of Plato's Academy certainly, but it is rather nice." " Lady Avillion carries beauty in her own eyes and so creates it even opposite Prince's Gate," said Lorraine lona as he rose, and with a smile took his leave. "What a pretty speech to come out of the Caves of Palestine ! " said Freda. " Does he really live in a cave ? " asked the diplomatist. " He is an interesting person." ■ n i ■Vi J ■M I I i; l» * , ( '( ' fm m "•' !ti IB I i I ■ r ' i. 102 pos/T/o/\r. " Well, in a mud house on the slopes of Mount Her- mon ; it is the same thing." "The mud house of Palestine is better than the mud- bath of so-called civilization," said Syrlin. "Oh-h!" She was scandalized ; she believed in civilizrition ; it did not go as far as it might, certainly, and it had solved none of the problems of political economy versus over- population, but still it meant a great deal tliat was clean- ly, cultured, christian, energetic, promising and hopeful ; at least that was the kind of thing wliich iuul to be said at Conservative meetings. "I do like civilization," she said in an apologetic tone; "at least you know it does mean soap and water." " Does it ? It means machine-smoke and cinder heaps, furnace-soot and polluted water," said Syrlin. "Will you tell me, Lady Avillion, any city in modern Europe which has the system of public baths that Rome had in the days of Caracalla ? Baths for the freed man and the slave ; for the whole of the multitudes, Latin or alien, without fee or payment, and made as beautiful as the palace of Augustus or the temple of Venus. What does the civilization of this time give equal to that, in generosity, in healthfulness, or in wisdom ?" " Well, but you know, in those days when your slave came out of his bath you could put him into your fish-pond if you liked, to have him eaten up alive by your fish. Would it be approved nowadays if I fed my carp at Brakespeare with the gardeners and game- keepers ? " *' Corduroys and all ? The carp would die of indiges- tion," said Beaufront. " Roman slaves weren't so tough as British Tories." " The slave had always the chance of becoming a freed- man," said Syrlin. " What chance ha? the city outcast of our generation of ever knowing what the enjoyment of life can be ? I would run my risk of the fish-pond if I could have the unsullied skies and the unsoiled marble beauties of Imperial Rome." "You would defend slavery ? " " Has trade no slavery ? When one thinks that there are many trades which kill all operatives in them be- fore they are thirty-five, and yet that these trades find tens of thousands of operators to work in them, the aboli- tion of slaves is a farce. We have forbidden a man to sell POSITION, «03 )Ugh reed- 1st of It of if I irble [here be- find Iboli- sell other men ; but we have not forbidden him to buy them, bodies and souls, fur a dole of daily bread." "You arc very dcprcssinq;, M. de Syrlin," said Freda, with a sigh ; she always hid the nakedness of the world from iicrself in clouds of rose gauze. '• I am not de Syrlin." *' Everyone calls vou so." •* They arc very good to ennoble me. I am not noble, I am merely Syrlin tout court ; it is the name of the little French settlement near Ceuta which was my birthplace." '* It is a poetical name." " Do you tliink so ? It is a poetical p'-^^e at least; if Moorish ruins, great neglected gardens, gi es of palm, memories of St. Francois Xavier and the Bay of Biscay can make it so." " Do you ever go there ? " *' Somet''iies ; before I die I think I shall iMiild and en- dow a iiuapice, or perhaps a monastery, lucre, where art'sts who have failed to suit their talent to the times or bend their necks to the yoke can go and forget the w^^rld in peace. " Is the world ever forgotten ? Do you think ever, even at the Chartreuse or La Trappc, or on Mr. lona's Holy Mount?" " It is always forgotten by the artist when he has any true moment of inspiration. The world is the artist's Venusburg ; if he kneels he is lost." " Have you ever knelt, really ? " " Never. Neither to the unit nor the mass," he repli-jd, and he spoke the truth. *' Society will never be destroyed as long as there are wom- en," said Bcaufront, joining them; "women will always want caste and class, and ornament, and somewhere to show themselves. When an earthquake breaks upon them, they may forget their children, their dogs, and their chemises, but they will always remember to catch up their f^lse hair and their jewels. Women are the real supports of our civ- ilization. I read the other day of a woman who had com- mitted a murder and was to be hanged for it ; it rained on the day she was to be executed, and she begged to be al- lowed to have a silk umbrella. * I always did long for a silk umbrella,' she said as she walked under it across the prison yard ; and she was quite happy between the sheriff and the chaplain because she had got her umbrella 'like ?v lady,' That's the sex all over, Marie Antoinette objected ^ I' m 104 POSI lIOiV. \ 'I. to tlie tumbril. '' i : Roi avait une voiture' It was the same sentiment/' '* OIj, no! The wish for the umbrella was pretension, the wish for the carriage was dignity ! " "You will never allow any fault in a wonian porp/iyro- genite." " Well, she is what she has been from her cradle ; there is always a certain sincerity, simplicity, and stateliness in that. Nobody on tiptoe can be stately ; the parvenue is always on tiptoe trying to reach where she has no business to be." At that moment the little party broke up ; Freda went to her carriage and the carriage bore her to the half hun- dred engagements which filled up the day between lun- cheon and dinner for a woman of position in the month of April. Beaufront and Syrlin lingered a little while after the others had left, looking out of the window on the budding trees of the Green Park, and the varied and ceaseless traf- fic passing to and fro belov/. Syrlin sat silent 'n dreamy contemplation, and Beau- front was mute and somewhat moody. " How could she marry him ?" the former said abruptly at last, as he had said it a fortnight before. " My cousin ? " said Beaufront, a little surprised. "Why did she marry Avillion ? I am sure I cannot say. Most persons would have said that she was mad if she had not, her father and mother foremost of all. It was what they call a great marriage ; he can be very agreeable when he chooses, and I believe they 'get on,' as the phrase goes, well enough. At least one never hears anything to the contrary." Syrlin was silent, musing on all he knew of the villas at St. Germains and Monte Carlo. " I wonder you have not thrashed or shot him many years ago» he said at last. Beaufront laughed a little. " My dear Hernani ! We don't do that sort of thing, and Freda would be very far from obliged to me if I committed such a solecism. Never to interfere is the highest wisdom of social life ; above all with one's relations." "If she were your sister would you say so ? " "Ten times over if she were my sister. You are a ro- niantiinst ; you do not understand that the one supreme (;l|or^ in which all our energies are absorbed in England POSITION. 105 is to seem tc be perfectly happy when \ve are utterly mis- erable. It would be imicli nicer to be frankly and lioncsilv miserable, and tell all our acquaintences that our lives and our loves have been a tissue of mistakes. But it would not be our style, and we don't do it. We have, mctapiiorically speaking, neuralgia and sciatica and heaps of other ills ; but we go out to dinner and make ourselves pleasant It is our way. Nobody probably is deceived by our smiles, but we think they are. Three-quarters of the lives of all Englishmen and Knglishwomon in society arc consumed in this elaborate pretence. Perhaps it is pride, perhaps morgue, perhaps humbug ; but it is a fact that our exist; ences are given over to this kind of affectation. If my cousin and Avillion dislike each other, which we have no right to suppose, they conceal it perfectly ; we have no business to take off their disguise." " I understand," said Syrlin with some contempt ; the contempt which every genius feels for the ways of the world. " No, you don't understand because it would be impos- sible for you to feel as they feel. You cannot measure the stifling burden which 'position ' lays on English people of rank. They are like the knights of the fourteenth century whose armor grew so heavy that they were fairly suffocated to death underneath it. I quite grant that in this instance Avillion sometimes dances the Cancan in his armor some- what conspicuously, but it is the occupation of his wife's life that the v.'orld should think she does not perceive those gambades." *'^ quoiboni" said Syrlin, impatiently. ** yi quoibonV repeated Bcaufront as impatiently. *' Be- cause she is a proud woman, a cold woman perhaps, a woman to whom the pity of her world would be even more intolerable than its scorn, were such a thing as its scorn possible to her. Besides which, she is a woman who is a great figure in the world and she likes being so. If she resented the gambades of Avillion, what would separation do for her ? She would lose the one thing on earth for which she cares — position. She is a person in whom the affections have a slight, the intelligence has a large place, and in whom the passions have none at all. But talk of something else. I do not ciioose to talk of Lord and Lady Avillion. They lead their lives as they choose ; it is their own affair." Syrlin looked at him in silence. His instincts of appre- 1^1 iif: » ' i M ■\J ■. 1 % > 4 f I i 1 1*1 k 11 i \ \ H 1: m h pi if Sll- io6 position: liension were swift and fine ; he read tlic innermost lieart of liis friend under Beaufront's irritable and careless phrases. '* But how can such a woman as your cousin," he ob- stinately said suddenly, "choose this sickening career of repetitit)n and commonplace?" "It is the life she was born to lead," said Beaufront, crossly. " What life would you have her lead ? Should she go to Syria with Lorraine lona, or like Darwin write a treatise on earthworms ? My cousin is the most practical of women, and she would be disgusted to hear her life called commonplace. She is a leader of fashion, and also believes herself one of the political forces of the em- pire. "What blasphemy!" "What do you mean by that ? " "I mean that it is like setting a goddess to pound corn between stones ! Corn, do I sav ? — husks." "That is a matter of opinion. I do not think there is much corn myself, but then I have no political faith, as she tells me continually." "Can she care about that rubbish ?" "Ah, my dear Syrlin, you have not been reared in the magic circle of Party or you would not ask such a ques- tion. The only politics you have even dreamt about is a kind of mixture of iconoclasm and altruism, hyperbolic, visionary, unworkable. You cannot understand the attrac- tion of b(*longing to the governing class, and the intensity of irritation at seeing powerslip aside from that classchiefiy through their own ineptitude and timidity. I do not my- self care about it, because I hate the whole sham structure of social life, and do not care if it be swept away with all its lies to-morrow ; but Lady Avillioncares intensely, cares as Maria Theresa would have done could she have seen Eighty-nine and Forty-eight." "You mean that she is an arroijant woman ?" " I mean that she is a great lady. There are hardly any left." "Tell her if the mob clamor for blood at her gate she will only need to show herself t(J rule them." "Humph !" said Beaufront, moderately pleased at any- one presuming to praise his own relative to him in so bold a fashion. " Beautv did not serve or save Marie Antoinette or Eugenie Montijo. What my cousin cares for is her own creeds, her own country, and her own order. That n POSITION. 107 <:\i ''■i 1 the ues- is a olic, Ittrac- nsity liefly mv- let Lire V all cares seen any she any- bold Inette her That she thinks she can benefit these by an emblem and a few fair words is only a woman's mistake. She honestly be- lieves, not only that her class has the right to govern, which is no doubt only a prejudice and an egotism, but she believes that let alone it could govern, on the whole, much better than any other class, in which I doubt if she be far wrong. Joined to the irritated sense that her Order is being robbed of all its just privileges, there is a nobler, finer sense, that it is being deprived of its power to do good to the country. It n'.rvy be an unfounded opinion, but it is an honest one, and tlie regret it causes is patriotic. It is the kind of sentiment which has made the greatness of •England. Jingoism if you will; but an elevated and elevating form of it." " But for such a woman to think at all of politics ! It is profanity." *'That is another question. I doubt if you will readily understand our gentlewomen in any way," said Beaufront. "They are hard to understand unless you have been used to them all your life. They give a stranger two fingers cliillily, and he thinks them statues of ice, and at that very moment they are possibly pondering how they can get a special train for him, or invite the people he would like best. They are prejudiced, caste is very strong with them, they are bound irrecoverably by ties of family and ccjiuiection, they have a deep and often tiresome sense of their own influence and their responsibility for that in- iluence ; they suffer great wrongs imperturbably, they smile blandly with the steel in their souls, they have something stoical like the Red Man of Cooper's American novels; the fire consumes and t'C knives pierce them, but they do not gratify their enemies by any sign. Tliey are conventional, they are uninventive, they have no adapti- biliiy and little sympathy: this is inevitable, because their whole existence is a routine, and they believe their KMitine to be more desirable and excellent than anything else in human existence. But they have admirable qual- ities : they are long-suffering, they are dignified, they are capable of vast and secret sacrifices, they have a high code (if honor, you may trust to them in all things ; but if you loave the high-roads of life for the bypaths, you must not expect ihem to understand your preferences. They do not readily understand anything, and they like their ideas like their point lace to be very old indeed : it would be impossible to convince them that wrong is sometimes ir . ;, t \ \ tl' €' ^i: I 111 ■■ r 1 hi ■\\ io8 ros/j'jox. better than riglit, tliat shadows are sometimes sweeter than light, that Josephine is more delightful than Marie Louise, that La ValHere is nobler than xMaria Theresa. The legitimate is the only realm they comprehend. But some- times (very admirably) when the illegitimate which they abhor hurts, tortures, injures them, they pardon it that they may conceal their wounds from the world ; because what they do comprehend is what nearly everybody else has forgotten in these days, that fioNcssc ol>/igL'. Of course,' he added in a lighter tone, " there are other types : Eng- lish society, even the best, has got a ' little mixed ' in the last twenty or thirty years. Prince Albert with the purest intentions spoiled it. He did as much to destroy the oW aristocracy as Richelieu did : Richelieu substituted for it the power of the Crown ; Prince Albert substituted, or caused to be substituted for it, the ric/iards, the ennobled middle classes, the commercial people, lie meant well, but he did ill. Mowever, all that be'')ngs to a deeper question. I was speaking of our women. We have our Lady Guernseys who speak on platforms, and our Lady Dovers who sing comic songs at the East End, and our Duchesses of Shetland who have been warned off the Heath, and our Duchesses of Solway who would willingly stand on their heads in Regent Street, to get stared at by street-boys ; and they are, I admit, some of them very queer, and some of them very wild ; but the old type is still with us, it is still even the most usual amongst Eng- lish women of position ; and you will not find it easy to understand, because you will take its stillness for melan- choly, its reserve for hauteur, and its formalism for want of feeling, and you will be wrong in doing so." "All this means ?" said Syrlin. " It means that you must not make hasty generaliza- tions, and that you must not conclude that an English- woman is unhappy because she has no effusion, and smiles seldom." Lady Avillion, meanwhile, drove down Grosvenor Place and thence to St. James's, and made two or three visits, which tired, as they also bored her ; then she went back into the Park. The unusual beauty of the afternoon had brought out many well-known faces ; the drive was full of equipages and the side-walks were full of pedestrians, politicians, rnashers, popular painters, fashionable clergy- men, aristocratic idlers, going their way past the bright grass and the many-colored hyacinths, with here and there 'I ros/T/ox. 109 amongst them a troop of cliildrcii in picturesque dresses, witli rosy cheeks and curling liair. As tlie carriage (hove past the barracks, tiiat unfor- tunate achievement of modernity, with its narrow windows and its stilling stables, she recognized Syrlin coming from her favorite meadow. "He has been to lo(jk at the hawthorns," she thought; and she smiled as she gave him a very slight nod of ac- quaintanceship. Mis visit to the hawthorns was a delicate compliment, such as she appreciated. How unlike he looked to all the other passers by ! — he could not have looked more unlike if he had worn the turban and the robes of tlie Sultan of his own Morocco. "Your meadow is idyllic, Lady Avillion," he said to her that evening at Grosvenor House. " The sheej5 are fatter and woollier than Verboekhoeven's, and the hedge in the misty sunshine would have charmed Corot." "Did you think to-day misty? Wiiy, it was our very finest possible kind of weather ! " said Freda, with another slight smile and almost imperceptible bend of her h.ead as she passed onward. She had ap[)reciated the compliment of his visit to her hawthorns but she did not disclose that she had even perceived it was a compliment ; whilst yet an unconquerable inclination to say unpleasant things of Syrlin still possessed her. "He is very opinionated and very vain," said she to her cousin a few minutes later, as he took her downstairs. "Opinionated perhaps. Vain never," answered Beau- front. "Vain men are happy ; Syrlin is n(jt happy." "Because he is so arrogant." " Or because he is so modest ; he is the only person in all Europe who does not think himself a great artist." ** That is only a form of affectation," said Lady Avillion with severity, as she entered her carriage. " I have two very dear friends, Consuelo Laurence and Syrlin, and you are unkind to them both," said Beaufront, sadly, as he rested his hand on the carriage door. "The humility of the man is about as real as the virtues of the woman," thought Freda ; but aloud she merely said, " Both your friends are at least v^ery good-looking. Be satisfied with that admission. Au revoir." There was a chord in her which was not touched by c^ny- thing in the life around her ; a life which yet had become so utterly second nature to htr that wh'^n once her carriage wheels rolled down Piccadilly, and over the soft ground m ^'h'l \ , i ■' '■'■.'. I- \ i : ■•!■ ■ ! ^ ; «■ : ■ .-', 1^1 II L_ Till I no POSITION. of the drive, she belonged wholly to it, and to nothing else. Paris did not hold Syrlin's soul, thoiigli it held his body, as he \vali<ed into the Mirlitons or through the foyer of the Fran^ais ; but London did hold hers: London, or all which London symbolized and represented, absoibed her whole chaiacter, whenever siie passed through the heavy Vanbrugh-built stone gateway of Avillion House. " If she ever loved a man, he would have a demon for his rival, the ten thousand millions of demons which throng the great world," lona, who had known her from infancy, said one day to Bcaufront. And Bcaufront, with a fineness of perception which astonished lona, replied : "He would have a much stronger rival, he would have herself. What my cousin adores without being conscious of it is herself ; and yet siie is not what one would call a vain woman by any means ; what is in her was in ^jueens like Maria Theresa or Catherine : it is an immense con- sciousness of inalienable prerogative, so inborn in them that they are insensible of it. I am disposed, however, to think that every great lady should have that ; she could scarcely be a great lady without it. They say that there are no great ladies nowadays, but I do think that my cousin is one." " I think so too," said lona. ** And, alas for our degen- erate age, Catherine Sforza herself, in defence of her faith and order, could do no more, were she living in our day, than be a Primrose Dame ! " "If such a woman once loved greatly, all that would be changed," said Syrlin impatiently, who in the profound ignorance of the influence of caste and place, had chafed and rebelled as he had heard. " Ah, no, excuse me ; they would do no such thing,' sa'd Bcaufront. "Or rather such a woman would never lo.e greatly in your sense of the word ; she might love and suffer from it; but she would always be much stronger than her passion, because habit would be like an armor upon her. I do not place it more highly than that ; it is rather force of habit and pride of place than conscious principle, or self-control ; such a woman would no more give her name to calumny than she would go to the Draw- ing-room in her bonnet. One would seem quite as dread- ful, as ill-bred, as absurd to her as the other." " I suppose," said Syilin, sceptically, " that human POSITION. Ill '■'♦ h nature is not wholly extinguished even in a Mistress of the Robes ? " " My dear friend, have you not observed that there is very little human nature in our society ? There is some, but not much. Marriage is a financial transaction ; even improper loves are on one side at least uswally (jnly com- mercial affairs ; we are in an artificial and avaricious state altogether. But if your imaginary Mistress of the Robes were to love like Helen siie would conquer it, because to indulge it would be to offend her taste, to vulgarize her habits, to descend from her dais ; and she would never love like Helen, because love would alarm her at the outset ; and the woman who yields is the woman who willingly or unwillingly is blind to the brink of the llowery pit. Your experience must have told you that. Your imaginary Mistress of the Robes sees the pit and knows all about it, and will never either fall into it or be allured by it. You do not understand what a fetish and safeguard caste is to such women." "You do not give them credit for very high motives! " "I give them credit for what I see in them. It is not an ignoble motive ; it is a sense of responsible power, of an obligation to give an example ; and I also think that in thoroughbred women the instinct of personal dignity is overwhelmingly strong, stronger than anything w^hicli men can oppose in combat to it." They were talking apparently impersonally of unnamed and imaginary women, but one living woman was present to the minds of both. CHAPTER XIV. A DAY before anyone else was expect ?d at Brakespeare its chatelaine went down there herself accompanied by her two little sons. Her first born child had died in infancy, and these children were respectively eight and seven years old. The elder, Lord Camelot, called May by his own people, a nickname of the nursery, was a very handsome boy, with his father's and mother's beauty blended in him, and Avlllion's perpetual expression of mingled annoyance and discontent curiously repeated on his fair features ; he was clevei-, graceful, beautiful, with long, loose flowing curls and eyes like sapphires ; but %} 1\ m > ;h:; - fl 1, j 'if] i ; ;■ r •t u'-'% < I . -A ; ! l;1 I ' V- i n' i !■,; it? Ill lit' I? •I! lli: m ■' m 112 /'OS/770M in character he was sellisli, unkind, masterful, and ex- tremely vain. The younger, Augustus, called generally Fluff, was a pretty tlaxcn-haired cherub of a child, without his brother's extreme beauty, but admirably made and with a skin like lilies and roses ; his character was still in an embryo state, and his chief characteristic was a careful and continual imitation of his elder in everything. Tiiey had each of them that look of high breeding which no scion of the race which had so long ruled at Brakespeare had ever been without. They were children of great physical and sufficient mental promise ; they had fine constitutions, good courage, and great strength ; what more could any reason- able woman require in her offspring ? Yet they failed to satisfy their mother. She supposed she had not naturally those strong maternal instincts which so absorbed and contented many women, for they did not move her to any great emotions. They were al- ways well and strong, and independent of her affections, and all-sufficient for themselves ; she used to think that if she had a lauie child, or a blind one, or a sick one, per- haps she would have felt all those tremendous maternal sensations of which she had read and heard. She knew exactly how it would be with these boys ; they would have their hair cropped like convicts, and go to a preparatory school, and then th'^y would go to Eton and wear ridicu- lous jackets and tall hats, and then they would grow up quite, and become young men of fashion, and be very political, or very fast, or very something or other, and then some fine day they would marry, probably some young women whom she would particularly dislike, and she would be expected to be delighted, and she would only be infinitely more bored — she could see the whole thing as it would go on, absolutely uninteresting, entirely mo- notonous. There was no possibility of taking English boys or men out of their grooves ; when an Englishman did get out of his groove he was always thought mad or immoral, and he generally ended by drinking too much brandy or chloral. This poor boy Flodden, because he was not in their groove, had all the men against him, and all the women found him ridiculous. That incessant pressure of custom, which is so strong and constant in English society, was oppressive to her, without her being conscious of it, and her children were little living symbols of that conventional life which dis- sa by '!• P0S/J70X. "3 Ire is- satisficd her, even whilst slie suffered lierself to be ruled by it. They were little Elzevir editions of the habits and thoughts of their period ; the one ambition of their souls was to smoke and to shoot, and wiien they went to a morn- ing performance at any theatre they preserved unmoved and supercilious countenances alike thnjugh all the jests and all the pathos. There was no single rellcclion of her own mind and nature ever mirrored in their little souls. There was something shallow, chilly, unreceptive in tlieir tempers which escaped all her efforts to soften it. She could not blpme Avillion for ever having attempted to weaken her influence ; he had let her do just as she chose with them, partly from indifference and partly from a high- bred sense that it was mean to bother a woman about her children. It was no one's fault, but she felt that these pretty boys were little monsters of selfishness, and had narrow little souls that would be for ever shut to the poetry and spirituality of life. There was no help for it ; only when she heard otlier pc<jple saying what a consola- tion and sufficiency children were to a woman she sighed, for she knew that sometimes they would leave the heart colder and sadder than it would have been withcjut them. "What do you want these brats to be ? " said Avillion to her once. *' They are healthy, good-looking, and well-bred. What on earth can you want more ? I don't want anything more. I suppose you would like a child like Paul Dom- bey, who would talk blank verse and die early." "I am glad you are satisfied," said his wife ; and his quick ear detected a considerable amount of irony in the felicitation. "I don't know that I said I was satisfied," he said, pee- vishly ; " I don't remember ever being satisfied in my life. But I think your children are warmly to be congratulated on not having any nerves, if they haven't got any — you seem to say that they haven't. I am sure I hope they won't have4ivers either, at least not livers that remind them of their existence, as mine is perpetually recalling its own to me. After all, a happy life is only a good digestion." " Or a tough conscience." "Conscience ?" repeated Avillion, with a vague astonish- ment, as if anybody had told him that he ought to wear his grandfather's buckskins and blue coat with gold buttons. " I know it's old fashioned language," said his wife. ! ■at' .' t hi * • '. i r - ,'lVl i \ r M 114 posiT/o^r. "It's gone out, like duelling," said Avillion. " But ojr livers are always with us." And to assist his liver, he lighted his fiftieth cigarette of that morning. She looked at him as he stood near her lighting his cig- arette. He was graceful, good-looking, unmistakably pa- trician, and when he ceased to be querulous or irritable, could be an agreeable companion ; many women she knew found him much more than that, and worshipped hirn. Why had she been utterly unable to care for him ? Why had her idea that she was in love with him hardly lasted longer than the roses of tliat nuptial summer ? Why, even before the birth of her first child, had an unconquerable fatigue and distaste come over her at all tlie obligations of union ? People, she knew, thought that her lord's incon- stancy was an offense to her ; they did not know how supremely thankful she had learned to be for it. Other women adored him ; why could not she? "It must be delightful to be able to adore ! " she thought. What was amiss in her that she had never been able to do so ? Was it some latent sdcheresse de cceur in herself, such as pained her in her children ? Perhaps if she had not been like that, she would have borne some other child who would have warmed her heart and had all her ideals of childhood in it ; some tender and fond thing, all smiles and tears, with kisses soft as falling rose-leaves. " What strange creatures women are !" thought Avillion at that moment. " Here is one of the coldest of all living women breaking her heart because her children are not gushing and romantic ! If they were sentimental little fools she would be the first to laugh it out of them. If ever she loses her head about anybody, it will be out of sheer obstinacy and contrariety, and I am sure I should pity the fellow from my soul, whoever he was." Brakespeare was the one thing which her marriage had conferred on her which soothed and did not disappoint her. It was an ideal house, stately, peaceful, beautiful, and full of memories and suggestions ; standing grandly, on high slopes covered with forests, and dominating one of the richest and greenest vales in the north of England. " O May ! how fond you should be of it," she said to her elder boy, on the day of their arrival, as they drove from the station through the vast oak avenues of the park, and came in sight of the grouping of towers and bastions, and I POSITION. "S terraced walks, and high metal roofs, which rose before them in the distance. May huijj^hed, with the cynicism so common to the modern cliild. " I daresay I shall sell it ; Dawlish says he shall sell Pleasaiince." Lord Dawlish was his oracle ; ? year or two older than himself, the son of a duke. Pleasmnce was one of the oldest and noblest estates in the Midlands. "O you miserable child!" said his mother, wounded to the quick. *' Have you no moie heart, no more pride tiian that ? And you are my child ! " " I suppose I am," said May, discontentedly. "I sup- pose if I was anybody else's 1 shuukl be at school, and in jackets, as I ought to be, with my hair cut close like all the rest of them." " Vou will soon have that beatitude," said Freda, coldly ; "you will soon be able to look exactly like your friend Lord Dawlish. who is exactly like his own groom in min- iature. But tell me, my dear little boy, seriously, have you no love for Brakespearc ? Even your father ad- mires it." "I don't know what you mean," said the child, crossly. " That kind of thing has gone out, you know." "I hate it," said his brother. "It is so dull. I like Pall Mall. I won't stay a day in the country when Pm grown up, unless it is for racin'." " Deux petits CiCitrs sviS," thought their mother for the hundredth time. " IIow can it be possible that these little withered hearts grew out of mine ?" Little Lord Dawlish, with his sharp pinched pert face, his stable knowledge, his stolen cigarettes, his smooth- shorn pate, his absurd shiny hat, was their model and mould of fashion. Her influence counted for nothing against that of their friend. Outwardly, she could keep them still for a little while beautiful, rosy-cheeked, bright- eyed, curly-haired children ; but she could not reach their little souls to keep them fresh and young, she «"ould not save them from the dry, hot blast of egotism and cynicism and indifferentism which is breathed from the nostrils of the century's decrepitude. " And people say a woman's solace and safeguard are her children ! " She thought, " Mine can no more give me any warmth or rest than if they were two little figures of wood and sawdust " f.? '1 i i- 4 ii6 rosirioN. Physically, they were all she could have desired, lovely, vigorous, and graceful ; bul she had no power to move the spirits within, no n)ean>. to make those childish eyes sec the greenness of the grass and the glory oi the flower; no spell to draw those; opening minds toward high aims, and fair hopes, and chivahous desires. It was all very well to talk about Cornelia, and Madame Mtjrc of the lionapartes, and Garibaldi's mother ; they had not been women in society ; and they had had no great grinding mill of position waiting to press and mold their children into exact likenesses of other people's. She herself did make her little boys bow prettily, and change their boots before they came into her presence, out from the wet park or the dusty streets ; but, tiicn, what did not Lady Greatorex, the Premier's wife, say to her for doing so } Did she not say : '* My dear, don't make them such little dandies ; it's so dreadfully un-English ! " What was the pleasure of teaching these little lads things which the whole effort of their after lives would be to for- get and abjure ? •* I have never seen the sanctity of English mud," she had replied, with perversity. "All my men change their boots before they come in to tea at Brakcspeare." Un-English was the epithet with which Lady Greatorex was accustomed to include all the graces, all the talents, all the wit, and all the genius, which she encountered in her path. "So very un-English," is such a useful and all- suggestive epithet of censure when there is no other which can well be employed. What is so admirable about it is that no one can really say what it means. Ail that is known about it is that it is esteemed un-English to have any hair on your head if you are a man, or to have stockings the same shade as your dress if you are a woman ; it is un- English to speak good English, or to have any originality when you speak at all ; it is un-English to like Russian society, and to dislike luncheons at two o'clock ; it is un- English to bend your back pliably to any person who is not of royal birth ; it is un-English to see no charm in walk- ing over ploughed earth in a gust of sleet ; it is un-Eng- lish to write poetry, or to quote it ; it is un-English fo have a peroration to your remarks in Parliament, or to pro- nounce the word " cloture " otherwise than as *' clossher ; " it is utterly and entirely un-English to be indifferent about killing things, and especially un-English to take for )ro- )Ollt for r OS IT/ OX. "7 granted that public speaking n.'qiiircs any study of elocu- tion. Indeed, it is so un-Eiiglisli to do anytliins^; wlialcver, except shoot, that it is altogether wondi'ifid to iiolc thai in the teeth of this eternal proliihition luigland has produced in the past, and still occasi(^nally produces in the pieM-nt, the most original thinkers, the most poetic |)oets, the great- est variety of intelligence, and the most dignilied oraitjrs of Europe ! These abncjrinal developmenls probably thrive on Repression, as fruit trees tlourisii on prunin;^, and yet, very possibly, if we could count u[) all thai cuuven- tionality and custom h.ive effaced or inlimidaied, we should find that England's loss has been greater than her gain. Where but in England could people be found who could turn f. ' ; the " Prometheus Unboimd " to discuss what was, or was not, Shelley's conduct to Harriet West- brook, or who could seriously censure Lord Byron for writing his glowing verses on the backs (if unpaid bills. Not long ago a learned paper was printed, proving that among the various benefiis which England wc^uld have en- joyed from the victory of Charles Etlward and the restor- ation of the Stuarts, there would have been numbered her total exemption from the National Debt. Is it not possible that she would also have enjoyed considerable exemption from the drag upon her intelligence of the eternal com- monplace ? The vast pile of the castle was illumined by the ruddy glare of the setting sun, as they drove up to the side entrance on the west of the house, where long stone ter- races led down into what was called the Italian garden, and it looked so majestic, so splendid, and yet so homelike, that all her heart went out to it in a warm and reverent welcome, such as would never move the icy little souls of her children if they lived for a hundred years. She regarded it with tender feelings ; its historical asso- ciations and its age appealed to tlie imaginative side of her temperament, and she liked to think that men and women of her blood would be there after her. She tried to make her sons feel as she did about it, but May and Fluff were children of their epoch ; tliey had F esprit positij of their time, and the indolent egotism of their father. They did not respond to her efforts, and when she tried to interest them in the traditions of the place, wiiich went back to Arthur of Bretagne and the Plantagenet children, May shook his head, and Fluff vawned. They were wholly indifferent to the inforuiation that Edward the Fifth and 1' .".n ft ir . ^ \M \ L '1 rU ' 1 \ 'f J-' * ' i ii8. POSITION. his little brother of York had passed one happy summer there, and that Edward the Sixth had spent a spring-tide there, with his Latin books and his solemn tutors. That the Prince Eddie whom tiiey knew was coming to slioot pheasants there in October, was a far more interesting fact to them. "History doesn't matter," said May. "They were all dead, if ever they lived ; and Mr, Brownson says they didn't ever live." Mr. Brownson was their tutor. "Oh, you hard little Realists!" said Freda, in distress. "Is it possible you can be my children ?" " I don't see what it matters wlio was here before ; we're here now," said May. "And I like London much better ; there's the conjurers, and the Zoo, and the shops, and the Row. It isn't any fun here, as you won't let us ever go out wit'n the guns." "No ; I will never allow you to do that ; you will get brutal soon enough when you go to school. You have never seen me walk with the guns. I abhor that kind of thing." "AH the women walk with the guns except you, and Dawlish says you make us ridiculous," said May very sul- lenly. She did not reply ; she pushed him away with some im- patience. That terrible coldness of heart which is common in the children of modern life, and which leaves a sense of despai' with their elders, out of these narrow, cold, self- centred little souls, what beauty can come? They are dry and hard as paths of beaten sand. "You care for the place, Ina, though you have nothing to do with it ; but these children regret the Row and the Zoo," she said to a young girl, who had come out on to the western terrace to meet them, as the low sun sank down- ward beyond the distant lines of forest still dark and leaf- less, although April had almost passed away. " Yes, I dearly love it," said the girl, warmly. " But then, Aunt Freda, you have given me so many happy sum- mers here." "My dear child, it is sweet to say so, but the same sum- mers would not be happy summers to my sons ; they would be bored and pine for Piccadilly. I suppose I must not find fault with them. I am, unhappilv, bored very quickly myself." " You are, and you are not." (( POSITION'. 119 "What do you mean l)y that dark saying, Ina ?" The girl colored and hesitated. ** Well, I mean that people weary yon, but you do not weary yourself. You are bored, perhaps, because you want things so much better than any you find ; you are not bored as empty minds are bored, because you cannot appreciate ; you appreciate only too finely, and so you are never satisfied." Freda laughed. " My dear philosopher ! Lorraine lona could not have turned a more subtle and delicate compliment. You are so penetrated with your German theorists and your Eng- lish psychologists tliat you grow wholly beyond me. But there is truth in what you say. People think me disdain- ful of others ; I am not ; I am only dissatisfied with them." They had come into the house, and she loosened, as she spoke, some furs which tlie chilly spring weather had made agreeable in travelling ; lier delicale skin was warmed by the north country wind ; her shapely head looked all the statelier for tiie small fur hat whicli crowned it. The young girl looked at her with admiring eyes. "My cousin Beaufront says," added Freda, with a smile, " that when he knows plain people well, he often finds them good-looking. Now, on the other hand, when I know good-looking people well, I am very apt to find them plain. That is not amiable, is it ? I was amiable, dear, when I was your age. Marriage and society spoil the temper and jaundice the eyes." Tiien, remembering that this was not a remark adapted to the ear of a young lady, whom it was desirable to per- suade that marriage and society were the only legitimate aims, rewards, and safeguards of woman, she went to her own apartment with a tender gesture of dismissal to Ina d'Esterre. The girl was Avillion's ward, and the daughter of one of his sisters who had married a vicious and extravagant person, well known, too well known, on the turf, George, Earl of Naseby, by whom she had been rendered very un- happy, and on whose behalf in iiis difficulties she had con- tinually importuned and irritated her brotlier. She had died whilst her children were very young. When, a few years later, Naseby broke his neck in a steeplechase, his children were confided under his will to the joint guar- dianship of his brother-in-law and of his own brother, a north-country rural dean. I'.tS m f ti ah J t»i I I III 1 20 POSIT JO A'. i! :; «i Lord Naseby liad known very well vvli.at lie was about ; he cared little for his two sons, but nuich for his only daughter, and he wished to scciire for her tlie thought and interest of Freda Avillion, for whose character and intelligence he had as great an admiration as it was pos- sible for a man of his pursuits and habits to feel for any- one. When he died the child was thirteen years old, much younger than her age in some things, and in others much older. " It's a joke putting in Avillion ; of course he will never bother himself, but she will ; and she is far and away the cleverest woman I know, and the one whom I would soon- est choose to have anything to do with my little girl," Lord Naseby had said when the lawyer had remonstrated with him on the nomination to the guardiansliip of tiie children of a man who was notoriously indolent, selfish, and cyni- cal as Lord Avillion. *' People are so utterly without conscience when they make their wills," Avillion had said, drearily when his brother-in-law had died. " They are getting out of it all themselves, and they don't care who they put in it instead. There is a ghastly selfishness about death ; it grins at you and flings its codicils at you, and says, 'you'll remember me, mon viciix^ for a precious long time, and you will sin- cerely regret me ; and how nice that will be ! ' There is one thing I might do. I might decline to act with Dean Thornton." But he did not decline to act with the dean, because he was a man who knew the value in this world of ostensible concessions to obtain actual indulgences ; he never went into any churcli, but he was always affable and ct)urteous to the Church with a capital C. And although he never took an hour's actual trouble about his wards, he so im- pressed his coadjutor by his urbanity, that the dean every- where declared ever afterward that, whatever the world might say against Lord Avillion, he, the dean, was con- vinced such sayings were mere slanderous gossip. Avil- lion had accepted the trust nominally because he could scarcely do otherwise ; but his wife, in concert with the other trustee, practically endured all tlie trouble of it ; sent the boys to Eton, saw after their boats, tiieir bills, and their allowances, whilst on Freda in especial devolved the care of Lady Ina, of whom she had grown really fond in the seven years during which she had been the young girl's chief friend. be )lc ut JUS ver m- rv- rid jn- vil- Lild he it; Ills, red .nd fng posn JON. 121 Ina d'Estcrrc was now eighteen, and was to be presented in the course of the next season. She was neither lovely nor beautiful, but she was charming; she had a brilliant complexion, beautiful hair, and eyes which smiled so honestly and sweetly, that even Avillion, who detested the sight of her because she represented a duty, had once murmured " Cest nnc hnih\ inais iinc jolie /aide.'' United to her charming countenance she had great height, and a figure, slender now, but of perfect proportions, and she had that look of race, that air of high breeding, tliat fine and admirable manner, which no one with any drop in them of the Avillion blood was ever without. She was quite a child in thought, feeling, and knowledge, for Freda had found her own prcmatin-e knowledge of the world no source of joy, and liad kept her in seclusion under wise and si mole teachers. 4 Lady Ina was by nature intelligent, and her education had been such as to develop her natural talents in their fittest directions; she was not learned in any way, but she was thoughtful, and in music, for which she had a passion- ate love, she was very skilled ; she had a profound and accurate knowledge of harmony, and when playing on the organ at Brakespcare and on her own violin anywhere, she was completely happy. " I am almost sorry you play that violin so wonder- fully," Freda said once to her, " because when you are once out they will be always teasing you t(j join their amateur concerts in the East End, and their ' Ladies' string bands,' and their 'Recitals,' and all the rest of it, and that is in such very bad taste. You look like a young, very young, St. Cecilia, with your big eyes, and your auburn curls bent over that bow ; but I should not like to think that all London would come and stare at you at a guinea a-piece for a charity, or that Whitechapel and Shoreditch could see you so for nothing at all. To be sure," slie added, forgetting that her ren.arks were not benevolent, " it is all that is right and nice to try and humanize these poor creatures, and if they really do care for Bach, and Schumann, and Gluck, they must be less dreadfid than they look, and can hardly kill their women and cat with the same knife afterward, as one of them did the other day ; but I do not tliink it is delicate or dignified for ycjiing girls to play in any public places. St. Cecilia iK.'ver could have done it ; 1 ahvavs told Violet Guernsey that." ns*:' H ■,C^' Wr : ;%■ % !f i ',^ i* Ui 'ii If 122 POSITION, " I should not like to play in public," said Lady Ina. "I do not think I could ; I always play best and enjoy it most when I am quite alone. Then it seems as if the great dead men who wrote down all those harmonies come to listen to one." "You are an enthusiast," said Freda, indulgently, but thought "we must marry her as soon as she is out or she will become too odd." Ina d'Esterre had no grain of genius, but she had talent, and a warm, sympathetic, generous temperament ; her im- agination had no great scope in the wholly artificial world which surrounded her, but her intelligence was carer ully cultured, and her natural tendency toward idealization and admiration had concentrated itself in Lady Avillion. " But though siic is so good to me, she does not really care for me," thought the girl, with the correct intuitions of a very warm and sensitive temper. Still she was very happy ; especially happy in those weeks which she passed at Avillion House, at Brakespeare, or at Strathisla, watch- ing, listening to, and mutely adoring her chatelaine with the whole-hearted idealism of an unworn fancy and an ardent nature. " She would make Ralph so happy, if he would only think of her instead of that intolerable Mrs. Laurence," Lady Avillion reflected more than once ; but Beaufront did not enter into such views for his happiness, though he thought Ina d'Esterre a charming child. Ina was very quiet ; she said little, being, as far as a high-bred person can be so, shy. She had read a good deal, thought a little, and had opinions of her own which were very dear to lier, ^o that she seldom intruded them on others. She had been almost always in the country, and she loved air, movement, and Nature with a passion which was almost poetic ; her vitality was strong and her health perfect. She adored Freda Avillion with the en- thusiasm of a girl for a woman who is her ideal in every- thing ; but the expression of such enthusiasm was rare and timid, for Freda conveyed to her, as to most other people, that vague sense of being far away in spirit and feeling when she was kindest and sweetest in manner. " I would die a hundred deaths for her," thought Ina, as Flodden and many another had thought, " but I should never presume to tell her so." "You are my daughter," said Freda, with the gracious jest of one who was her senior by nine years, and she 'ling POSITION. 123 treated her like one, never wearied in buying pretty clothes and costly presents for her, and studied her welfare both seriously and sincerely. The lady of Brakespcare enjoyed a calm twenty-four hours to herself, a breezy sunshiny spring day, which she spent chiefly out of doors with Ina and the two little boys. It was cold on these wide heathcred moors and forest lands of tlie North Riding, but to her strong vitality and perfect health the bracing winds were welcome. She visited the Habitation of the primrose league named after her, and established in the little gray town, which in the Wars of the Roses and the strife of the Rebellion had been covered by the archers and protected by the culverins of the great castle — a homely-place with red roofs and a square-towered church, and a stone cross shapeless with age, and a quaint town hall of ancient date and modest as- pect ; a town where the whole population turned out of doors to see May and Fluff scamper down the steep high street upon their ponies, and where the canary-colored liveries of the Avillion carriages, when the flag was flying from the keep and the great people drove in to the Prim- rose Lodge, still were a source of wonder and admiration to the burgesses and the rustics who watched them with round good-humored eyes, unglazed by envy. Lady Avillion got down from her horse at the Wilfreda Habitation, which had been inaugurated by, and named after her, and entered it and held a long colloquy with the citizens who were on its council, and arranged with them the programme for the summer and autumn meetings. She was as blandly interested, as solicitous for its success, as observant of its interests, and as keenly alive to its ne- cessities as she had ever been ; but she was herself conscious of a certain hollowness in the expression of her convictions and her enthusiasms that passed unperceived by the flat- ' tered and fussy townsfolk. A word of her husband's , haunted her ; was it possible, could it be possible, that this newand precious Conservative palladium of the State was, after all, nothing but the American caucus — the frightful American caucus — in dissfuise ? "Your uncle has invited Syrlin here," she said abruptly to Ina d'Esterre, as their horses paced homewards through trotted on before. (< not wish it ; but your uncle has taken a great liking to him. Yes; Syrlin! how surprised you look ! surely even your ignorance of the world has knowledge of his fame." ! 'ill i: 124 POS/770.V. I : " Oil, yes ; and lie is M. Auriol's dearest friend," said the girl quickly, and then colored and paused in some con- fusion. "Auriol! what should you know about Auriol ?" said Freda, in some astonishment. ** I have met him once or twice at Rufusdene and Ditch- ley and Craigisla," replied her niece ; they were country places belonging to her relatives. "And he made an impression on you ?" asked Freda. "Who would not be impressed by his voice ?" said the girl a little hurriedly, looking down on her bridle-hand. " Oh, his voice is admirable," replied Lady Avillion, care- lessly. " It brings him in a jo/i denier^ I believe ; but he is too lavish with it. He is always singing here and there and everywhere for nothing, for acquaintances who scarce- ly thank him." Ina d'Esterre said nothing more, but as she rode, locjked down at the little stream running under the stone cause- way of the little street, so that her face was turned away from the scrutiny of Lady Avillion. Freda, however, did not notice tiie attitude or the embarrassment ; it never occurred to her that a girl like her ward could by any possibility be interested in this Orpheus of the drawing- rooms. On the following day Avillion came down by a special train, bringing with him the Queenstowns and some other people. " I had told Syrlin to come down with us, but he did not turn up in time at King's Cross," he said to his wife. He was annoyed ; any failure to recognize his plans (;r his condescensions irritated him extremely at all times. To have offered an artist a seat in his own special railway car- riage and then have the seat left unfilled, seemed to him an almost unpardonable offence. •* Why would you insist on inviting him here at all?" replied Freda, witii some irritation. "You know very well that he is ahvays capricious and self-willed ; perhaps he did not care to appear in your train, like your court jester." "You dislike him, merely because I like him," said Avil- lion, fretfully, all his inclinations to blame his recalcitrant guest disappearing before the discovery that his wife was willing to join in the blame. " I wonder, for my part, that you do not go over to Gladstone just to be in opposition to me ; you are so terribly hargneuse." J. POSITION. 125 )tlier not lie his To cnr- him U?" very haps court Avil- trant was , that sition His wife's temper remained unruffled. She smiled slightly. " I think it was a j)ity to invite Syrlin," she said, quietly, "because your likings last such a very little time, and they always have a little tinge of patronnge, and so you probably prepare yourself some disagreeable." Avillion liked anybody who amused him whilst the amusement lasted. If it quickly ceased, his regard ceased with it ; but tiiat surely, he would have said, was the other people's fault, not his, and he never, by any chance, pardoned a jest which touched his dignity. One f>eason there was, as usual, an American young woman who was attracting all eyes. She was even more adorable than usual, because her father had really been a miner and she really a mill-hand, until oil, or gas, or silver, or some one of the products whicli the American soil kindly keeps in its bowels to provide these startling transformations, had made a billionaire of Jim Gossett and had sent his wife and daughters to make their bow in Buckingham Palace. Esmeralda Euphrosyne Gossett enraptured the fastidiousness of London. It knew that four years before she had been sifting coal dust in a boy's shirt and leather drawers ; it knew that four years before her father had been lying on his back picking at a seam of coal by the light of a tallow candle ; it knew that her eldest brother had shot a man in a drunken brawl in a spirit shop, and was somewhere or other undergoing pun- ishment by the State for that momentary self-forgetful- ness. There was no possible doubt about these things, and to know them and then sec Esmeralda Euphrosyne Gossett with five rows of pearls round her white throat, smiling over her bouquet of gardenia and stephanotis at a drawing room was just the moral and mental "eye- opener" that was rapture and intoxication to a bored and satiated society. Society, in London at any rate, is like a viveur whose palate has become so numbed by over-feed- ing, that notliing but the queerest and strongest condi- ments can give it any pleasure. When Euphrosyne Gossett took more rum sorbets than were good for her, and at balls in high places resorted to the vernacular of the coal-shaft, Society, led by its princes, held its sides in delight ; and she led all London by the nose, with her own small nose in the air and princes clinging to her skirts in unextinguishable laughter. A few great ladies like Freda Avillion might still hold aloof, and refuse to let '''4 »,' :! '5 126 POSITION I] I li 'in Hi her be presented to them ; they were in a minority, an unpopular minority too, and one so small that it could have no possible effect. When the century was young and Almack's was in power, great ladies were the arbiters of social destiny ; their frown fatal, their smile the empy- rean ; but in these later days great ladies are as utterly impotent as post-chaises to hold, or turnpikes to bar the roads. The pretty flowers which have sprung up in a night on the rottenness of the dungiiills are wholly inde- pendent of their censure. The dunghill flavor has become indispensable to titillate and please the blunted senses of society. Even to the sublimest mind there was something irre- sistibly comical in seeing the representatives of ancient crowns and coronets doing linkboys' service in the fog for the mill-hand from Milwaukee, and the most sober coun- tenance could not but relax into a smile when a prince of the blood ran breathless along a railway-station platform to catch the last glimpse of the handkerchief she waved to him, as she cried, through her tiny, turned-up nose : "Mind you're spry, and don't funk," referring to an ap- pointment to eat prawns and peaches with her at a New Club supper. Esmeralda Gossett, however, though she let princes pant after her, was much too wise a young woman to com- promise herself with them, however much she compro- mised them ; she meant *' business," and ducal business. The necessity of this had been repeatedly dinned into her ears by her mother on the deck of the Transatlantic liner which had borne them to the upper ether of Great Britain and Claridge's. She had acquired, in an incredibly short space of time, an external chir, which was, to cloj^ed palates and jaded tastes, entrancing, by reason of its appetizing contrast to the crudeness of her vernacular and the empti- ness of her mind. The great tailors, and milliners, and hairdressers turned her out to perfection ; a completely \iQYiect poiipie a la mode. She was one of those toys which London, in its senile self-indulgence, most delight to play with, and to be "cheeked" by her was a rapture to the sons of men. She " cheeked " everybody, from the highest to the lowest, but, in a fatal moment for herself, she "cheeked," amongst others. Lord Avillion. Avillion was infinitely diverted by her, and contributed considerably to her success and notoriety by his praises and attentions. The mere fact that his wife would not *^ place "Wi any soi gulf Sf Camelc somed ninetee for pen Hanove "I fes to obta "Youd lady; p; State, L Esnjei ~ .fV"." POSITION. Mjr iited lises not know her made him keener and warmer in his support of her. One day, at a Stale Ball, when she was looking more bewitching tlian usual, with her saucy eyes dancing above her bouquet of fiiesias, he murmured to her, witli a melancholy regard which he found usually irresistible : "Alas — alas! O fairest child! Why am I not free to offer you something more than my mere homage ? How happy I should be if only I could do so ! " He liked saying this kind of thing, because he could not possibly be taken at his word, and the fluttering tre- pidations and full belief in his sincerity, with which they were always received, diverted him immeasurably. He looked for the same emotions in this untutored child of nature. But Esmeralda Euphrosyne grinned in his face with her tiny sharp teeth, like a fox-cub's, all displayed: "Guess you wouldn't do for me ; you're two rungs of the ladder too low." " What !" said Avillion, faintly: he could not believe his ears. He ! — he ! Uther, Earl of Avillion and Ponte- fract, spoken to thus ! The young beauty grinned more and more, and her tiny teeth nibbled the edges of her friesias. "Wal, I know you're a first-class Earl, but I sneeze at any of you as aren't Dukes. I suppose you could get made a Duke if you was to try hard?" she added, in kindly explanation of her meaning. A first-class Earl ! Get made a Duke ! He ! who had almost quarrelled with Greatorex for hinting at such degrading possibilities. Offence, amaze, and horror gave place to profound pity in her hearer's mind. " Was it possible," he thought, " that there could be any soul so dead as not to understand the immeasurable gulf separating an old, old earldom, old as the waters of Camelot and the towers of Caerleon, from newly-blos- somed strawberry-leaves given for political services by a nineteenth century administration, or a dukedom created for personal reasons by William of Orange or George of Hanover ? " "I fear that I could not oblige you in that matter, even to obtain such a reward as your favor," he said, coldly. "You do not yet understand our nuances, my dear young lady; pray do not judge us all by our new pillars of the State, Lord Maltby, Lord Echeance, and Lord Gunmetal." £)sineralda Gossett did not understand at ail, nor know ■'i :>>■% ■At\ :lfl laS rOSITION. why she had offended him, but she saw that she had done so, and she was made to suffer for it. Avilliou ceased to liaunt her, praise her, send her flowers, and lend the might of his influence to keep her the queen of the hour. He spoke slightingly of her profile, suggested j^jCntly that her pretty mouth was under-hung, and held her so sweetly and delicately up to ridicule in every way, lliaL she lost two- thirds t)f lier adorers, and all her rcjyaltics, and before that season was (JUt was glad to inairy a "onc-liorse concern" in the shape of an Irish Viscoiuit. She never knew to whom she owed her social undoing, and always remained in the happy belief that T^ord Avilliou would have been at her feet if his wife had died in an opportune moment. CHAPTER XV. The day following the first circle of guests arrived, and Freda Avillion was a great lady at the head of a great house, Everyone of her guests was in turn the object of her gracious solicitude, but no one of them had anv inti- mate half-hours with her. The fatigues of a chiiteliiine, even of one who has the most perfect of households be- hind her, are much greater than the people who only icad the lists of house-parties in the newspapers ever dream. If she fulfil her duties, she must be perpetually en evidciiie ; she must show no signs of personal sympathies or antipa- thies, and she must arrange her guests with as much at- tention to harmony as a composer gives when he arranges liis musical phrasing. All these obligations demand great toil, unflagging interest, or the appearance of it, and a perpetual sacrifice of personal ease and inclination. The mistress of Brakespeare Castle had these qualities, and her house-parties were admirable. Avilliou seconded her very little ; he liked them to go well as a matter of vanity, but he never gave her the slightest assistance. He remained in his own rooms until dinner, and after dinner amused himself with any person or persons he might take a fancy to for the moment. Brakespeare was only a prison to him, as sombre as Wind- sor and as dull as Versailles. " If I were fond of him it would distress me much more, no doubt," she said once to her sister. Lady Ilfracombe ; "as it is, it only distresses me, because it offends my pride, POSITION. 129 - n ' ^0 or perhaps my vanity, since I know that he is always think- ing to himself wiiat much nicei women lie might have married, and that I don't give him any sufficient equiva- lent for all that he has given to me. lie w(nild always have thought so of any woman he had married. It isn't really anything personal against myself, and so I look on it philosophically. There is only one thing that he has ever required of me, and that one thing is to receive well. I do do that ; it is tiresome, but I do it ; it is an art in its way ; most \v'omen think it is enough to open their houses and let people walk in ; but it isn't enough. You can, of course, have a crowd with no trouble ; but if you want to go beyond that you must take trouble." And she did take it ; exerting all her tact and intelligence to make her houses agreeable U) others. From Avillion she had no assistance whatever; he hjvcd elegance, splen- dor, and in a certain degree ceremony ; that is, he liked people to observe strict ceremony toward himself, but he expected to be able to do away with it whenever he chose. He had the hauteur and punctilio of a great noble, com- bined with the easy-going ncmchalance and carelessness of a man entirely bent on pleasure and indifferent where he found it. Such a man can never by any chance be a good host. He is only bent on his own entertainment, and if iie be not entertained is apt to sulk and show liis displeas- ure in his own house as in that of others. Syrlin did not make his appearance that day nor the next. A brief telegram, ''''Detenu, milk pardons,'' was the only message he sent, and Avillion was not familiar with this brusque, inconsiderate manner of deranging and up- setting his house-parties. "Those people always do that sort of thing," he said, fretfully. "It is to make themselves the more wanted; but it is beastly bad manners ; serves us right, though, for inviting them." *'Zf bean tdnc'breux nous manque^' said Alex Queenstown, who did not care to sing her negro songs to her banjo un- less Syrlin were there to appreciate the shining of her small pearl-like teeth and the curves of her white round arms as she did so. She was not sure that he ever did or ever would appreciate these or anything else about her, and this uncertainty was an intense stimulant to the pam- pered and sated vanity of a young woman who was won- derfully handsome, utterly spoilt, nineteen years old, and an English duchess. To Avillion, a spoilt child also, it 9 ^4i it\ V- : ( If il ISO POSITTON. seemed that, this one guest being missing, nothing was agreeable or harmonious ; it appeared to him altogether monstrous that a mere artist sh(iuld treat the magnificent ceremonial of English country-house life with this indif- ference and disrespect. ** It is just like them, though," he said, irritably, for the hundredth time. *' It is our own idiocy that allows us to be their foot-ball like this." It was on the afternoon of the third day from the arrival of the telegram that, having sent all iier people to amuse themselves after luncheon. Lady Avillion was for half an hour alone in the library : a rare pleasure to one for whom life was forever passed in a crowd. There was a new book out by Lorraine lona, and she hoped at least for leisure enough to enjoy the cream of it. His books were not so delightful as himself, but they were neverthe- less impressed with all his originality, vigor, and uncon- ventional modes of thought. It was a fine morning at Brakespeare, and at three o'clock the tardy sun had shone out, and was brightening the woods and glades of the home park, and the terraces and parterres of the still chilly gardens. She sat in an embrasure of one of the windows, and the light fell full of mellow color through the painted case- ment on to the fresh-cut pages of the book and tlie pre- cious stones on the fingers with whicli she turned leaf after leaf. For a little while there was entire silence round her ; the vast room wus wrapped in that stillness which best becomes a home of books. She started as a voice, of which the silvery tcnoj were now familiar to her, said on the other side of the one open pane of the win- dow, "May I be forgiven if I enter in so unceremonious a manner ? I had lost my way in walking across the park, and I came c;p these terrace steps in the hope of finding someone who would guide my steps." As he spoke, Syrlin looked through the space where the oriel was open ; and, smiling, awaited his pardon and per- mission. " How exactly like him ! " she thought ; " why could he not come as the dressing-bell rang, as everybody else does V' But aloud she said, graciously : -^ " Pray come in ; yes, that door opens from the outside. But why did you not telegrapli again, that we might have sent for you to the station ? " hedgq "I position: i3» ' 'J i\ "There was no need," replied Syrlin. ** My man will stay there with my things. And it is only a two-mile walk, and so charming a 'me, through your forest and gardens. I find tills keen nor'Jiern air delightful after London." He had opened the door, while he was invisible, from without, and stood before her with his hat in his hand ; not in the least like other men, and yet with an air of dis- tinction and grace which took all rudeness and offence from his want of ceremony. Freda Avillion laid down her volume without regret for it. He irritated, he astonished, he displeased her very often ; but she could not resist his fascination. "Why did you not come on the day appointed ?" she asked him. " Lord Avillion was very disappointed." " I could not," he replied ; " I had a friend who arrived." " But your friends were waiting for you here." " Friends ! Oh, no ; you are none of you my friends." "That is very uncivil and unkind. We are poor ordi- nary mortals, but we do our best. Sit down, will you not, and tell me who this friend is who has so much dominion over you ?" Syrlin threw himself down on a long, low chair beside her. " It was one of my teachers from Tripoli," he said, in answer. " One of those who educated me and to whom I owe all I know. He had been sent over on a special mis- sion, and I met him by chance, all astray and uncomfort- able, like a lost lamb in the terrible city. Of course, I stayed to finish his affairs for him and set him at ease. Unhappily he had only two days of his liberty left. Dear old man ! He was so rejoiced to see me, and I to see him. I felt twelve years old once more, running among the aloe- hedges and the rose-bushes in the monastery garden." " I understand ; but I doubt if Lord Avillion would," said his hostess, with a smile. " And your old monk, where is he ? You should have brought him down with you. It would have been something new for us." The brows of Syrlin grew dark. "There is nothing to laugh at in him. He is as simple as a child, but as wise as a sage, and a fine Hellenist also. I saw him oafely on to a good ship going straight to Morocco, and have promised to go and stay in the monas- tery this coming winter if I am living." " Living ! Surely that is a very needless proviso, at your years and with your health and strength ? " i» ' \ I mw w i Li 1 ' -. - ! , i '\ j 1: ■11 4 'i £ fl! *w ' i^ 132 rosirioN. " Giorgione was young," said Syrlin, curtly, "and Gaston de Foix." **Oh, if you count the hazardsof war and pestilence ! " "There are greater dangers," said Syr'.in, while iiis eyes dwelt on her witli that deep and luminous gaze which always troid)led her and made her own eyes look elsewhere. It was utterly absurd that it should so trouble her and annoy lier, for no other regard had ever done so before. "What business has Gringoire in a palace ? " said Syrlin, with a smile. "I fear the palaces must bore dringoire," ieplied Freda. At that moment the two little boys came on the terrace and entered the room, Hushed and handsome as they had come in from riding. " These are my children," she said as she touched their curls. " My dears, bid this gentleman welcome to your house." *' Your children ! " he repeated, with a sense of surprise and of annoyance which he felt was utterly unreasonable, but which he could not control. They were more like Avillion than they were like their mother, and had his expression of querulousness, petu- lance, and hauteur ; they looked askance superciliously at Syrlin, they knew that he was an artist, for they had heard of him in London from their valet, who had said of him, ^" pour ric lit il est richc, et pour beau il est beau; mais il nest que eomfdien, et 7'oiAr cjuil aille partout ! " Syrlin, with a consciousness that his hostility to them WT" absurd, and knowing well his own powers of charm- in;? others when he chose, conquered his distaste and talked with them, until the children, despite themselves, were won over by the spell of that wonderful harmony of voice and expression. He spoke to the children but he looked at their mother, wlio sat near with the golden light ot the afternoon sun falling through the painted panes of the windows, and illumining the russet velvet of her gown, and shining on the precious stones of the many rings she wore. May and Fluff sat at her feet and in front of Syrlin, their eyes scrutinizing him keenly as they half reluctantly yielded themselves to the spell of his fascination and lis- tened to stories of his own boyish sports and adventures in Morocco. "Won't you say us something?" said May at last, his curiosity vanquishing his pride. " Do say us something. <( " M% /'O.S/V/OX. I -> T Thcv say tliat wliaf \on sav is so wonderful you make pc()i)lc laugh and cry just ;is you choose." " V(ju nieati reciti', May," said his mother. 'Mint you must not tease M. Syriin ; lie does iiot come here to be worried to .amuse; little bovs." " I flo not want i/r iih' J'aiic prirr if vour children wish a thing', madame," said Syriin. " J .et mc l hink a mom(;nt — what is your name — Mav ?" '* I am Lord Camelot," said tlie cliild quickly, wilii a Hush of anger. "You are Lord Snol), i thiidv !" said his mother, with a touch which was not light on his shouldc-r. "His name is Uther, it is a frunily name," she said to Svrdn ; "but he always called himself May in the luirsery, and it remains with him as nursery nicknames do. ^'ou honor him very much when vou remember it." stand corrected." s.aid Svrlin with a smile. Oh It (( and I am c()infr to recite to mv Lord Camelot. II ■^5 e p.'iused a m )ment, and then recited Scidller's ballad of the " Knight and the Lady's (rlovc." With scarcely a gestiu'c, merely from the marvellous modulations of his voice, and its varied powers of almost infinite suggestion, the poem lived and breathed as he spf)ke it. The gay court gathered, tiie fierce king nuittercd, the cruel beauty smiled, the lion lay down in his indohmt ctrength, the tiger yawned and waited for blood, the leop- ards wrestled, the glove fell — tlicn came tlic insolent mur- derous words, and between the jaws ol ilie beast the scorned lover leapt down. Freda Avillion knew the ballad line by line, but the contagion of its suspense and terror gained on her as the voice of Syriin lent to the familiar words the charm of some new, unknown, mysterious thing. " I should think he would go after (Mie's glove like that," she thought, as she listened. "But when he liad broucfht it back he would be even ruder than tiie knigln : he w(jidd throw it in one's face, I think." You say it very beautifully," May remarked, with af- << fable condescension. But he was a very sdlv man, tiiat knight ; if he did not care to please the iady, why did he 2:0 "And he miglit liave killed one or two of tlie beasts when he was down there," added Fluff, with a practical spirit. Syriin looked at them with amusement. • i •'1 > I ,>■ 134 POSITION. "\ou would not have gone for the glove, Lord Came- lot ? " "No ; I would have stayed up where I was," said May, very decidedly. "She couldn't have liked him, you know, or she wouldn't have sent him," said Fluff. "Wise critics! At your age I was not such a logical analyst. I admired the knight and hated the lady." "Tell us another, will you ?" said both the children at once. " But you are not to be moved, mes enfants. What can I do with such a frozen audience ?" said Syriin, and he re- cited them, good-naturedly enough, "The Cup" of Schil- ler. As he repeated it, their mother could not repress a shudder of sympathy or sense of tenor ; the waiting waves, the nameless creatures of the unfathomable depths, the wasted heroism, the jealous sea that closed over its treasures, moved her as the sonorous cadences of the poem fell on her ears. Both poems had been familiar to her from the days that she had read German in her schoolroom, hating it pas- sionately and longing to be out under tiie chestnuts and larches of the home park at Bellingham. But they were revealed to her in all their beauty, in all their meaning and metaphor, as Syriin recited them while the pale light of the spring day which was drawing to its close fell on his countenance and shone in his deep, luminous, eloquent eyes. The children were the excuse for, she was the object, of his elocution, and although she was not easily susceptible to that sort of attraction, the magic of his voice and man- ner gained upon her. " One could wish Schiller were living to hear you," she said, when silence ft)llovved on the last lines. She had seen and heard him often in Paris : she knew his " Hip- polyte," his "Alceste," his "Gaston de Presles," his " Gringoire," and she had always known that he was a man of genius. But he had not moved her as strongly on the stage as he did now, in this quiet library of Brake- speare, with the two indifferent little boys seated at her feet, and without the gray terrace, calm and pale in the afternoon air of the north. It was a rare treat to induce Syriin to recite ; one for which princes sometimes begged in vain ; it was a feast for the ear, for the eye, and for the intellect, from the for If east the POSITION. 135 melody of his tones, the beauty of his gestures, and the f inhnite variety or suggestion contained in his powers o expression. But all these riches of utterance were as pearls before swine to the Avillion children ; they listened wholly unmoved. '* One is always so sorry," she murmured, as he ceased. "Why would tiie king insist! Is it not just like life — al- ways the same abuse of obedience, the same exorbitant demands upon any unselfish devotion ? England was just like that king wiien she bade Gordon go back into the desert." " I should like to hear more about the fish monsters," said Fluff. " Were they real ? " " Oh, it was only the octopus," said May, contemptu- ously. '* We've seen it, you know, at the Aquariums, only I suppose this one was bigger." "My dear children, you will rival Mr. Froude and Mr. Freeman," said their mother, impatiently. " I would sooner see tears running down your cheeks for the drown- ed diver ! " '■'Et mon tout Paris pleiire quand je vsux ! '' he murmured, half aloud. ^^ Your tout Paris \s younger than my sons are," said Freda, a little bitterly. "What can one say? They are children of their epoch. My dears, thank M. de Syrlin for his great kindness and then go to your rooms." Syrlin's eyes followed the children out of the library. " It is the first time that I have missed my effect on my audience," he said, with a smile. "Imagine an entire audience like these callous little critics ! It would freeze one's voice into silence on one's lips ! What do you say, madame, of the knight ? Do you think with your son that he was a fool ? " " I wish my son were likely to be such a fool when he is grown up," replied Freda. " But there will be no chance of that. He will only love himself. They are young in nothing!" she added, impatiently. "I was say- ing so to their father as you came in ; it is all the better for them he thinks, I suppose their impenetrability is a very safe quality, it is like a steel corslet in the world." "It is like the armadillo in the jungle," said Syrlin. "He is not an animal that one would be inclined to pet or take in one's arms, but he goes safely through existence. Yet I pity those who have v\oi the amulet of imagination to transfigure life. For George Sand it made the Sologne 4 ^' II 1 I ill 1 < 1 1 •'lif 136 POSITION. blossom with the flowers of the soil and the flowers of the fancy, as though those dull iieaths had been an Arcady. Lcopardi, on the contrary, was no true poet, or he would have found suggestion and sympathy even in the very stones of Recconati, and the mere lilies brought in for Pentecost would have made him happy for a year." "It is strange," he added, abruptly, " that your children, Lady Avillion, should be so cold." " I believe I am cold myself," replied Freda. " No ! You are proud, but you are not cold." "You know I am really a very unimaginative woman." "Ah, madam! so the lute is dumb until some touch awakes the music." " I have no music in me to awaken," said Freda, some- what coldly. *' I do not believe that," said, Syrlin curtly. " I believe the world has been with you all your life, and its breath is like the sand-wind of the desert." " You are so pot'tical," said the lady, with a smile which was a little derisive. "You are so poetical that you can even discern romance in an Englishvvoman absorbed in her political party, her social set, and her country houses, surely the most unpromising subject for romance that can exist." " Look in your mirror, and look in your soul, madam," said Syrlin with a familiarity and a roughness which made her cheek glow warm with anger. It was not tiie language of London men. Did he know nothing of the couve nances of life, this strange artist, with his daringly expressed admiration and his equally daring rudeness ? Or did he deliberately ignore and walk over them ? " Men of genius may be as interesting as they may be original," she thought, with impatience, "but nothing will ever prevent their being in society like the traditional bull in the china-shop ! " Her mirror and her soul ! Would her own brother even ever have dared to say such a thing ? " If only he were not in my own house," she thought ; if only he liad been in any other house, that she might have wholly ignored his existence ! At that moment the Duchess of Oueenstown and two or three other peoph% nlicaily stiiying in the castle, came tO' ^ethcr into llic libi ■)■ tlU'V :;u 1 In'i n tKHit-lishing, and position: m were full of their successes in that deep, brown river fluw- ing under the oak-clothed slopes of Brakespeare forest, which fifty miles away, as it rolled through mining dis- tricts and smoke-smothered towns, grew iowX and thick with slime and soot, ere it waslied itself white in the boil- ing waves of the North Sea on tb.c Nortiuunbrian coast. They were talkative, tiiumpjiant, and mirthful ; they brought with them a fresh breezy sense of the woods ; they were languid, fashionable, idle, luxurious by habit, but they were English people, and they were at home in the open air, under the budding boughs, by the side of the running rivers. It is very odd that the English, who have the most un- certain climate in the world, are the most o,it-of-door peo- ple of any on earth except South Sea Islanders and the Green Savages of the Corea. " It is such a pity you don't care for sport, Syrlin," said Alex Queenstown, as she sat down by him. ** Is it ?" said Syrlin. "Oh, dear, yes ! — you never killed anything, did you ?" " A lion once, and I have regretted it ever since. A man once, and I have never regretted it." "Where was the lion ? Where was the man ?" "The lion was killing an antelope ; he was on his own ground, and quite within his rights, but I did not respect them and I fired at him ; the man — oh ! the man does not matter — he was a Prussian swash-buckler, he was a-jeer- ing at France, and riddling the family portraits with bul- lets in a chS,teau of Alsace which he had purchased and was going to pull down. I struck him ; and then of course I went out with him and I shot him ; they were both moments of passion — the one of the lion I regret." Alex Queenstown stared and laughed. "How droll you are ! You are very fond of France ?" " I care for her, yes. She has cared for me." "And you dislike civilization?" "I dislike it because it has become nothing but a mould into which human nature has been run ; it has made orig- inality rare, freedom of action impossible, and life a rou- tine. Every man must do like iiis fellows. Can he even clothe himself in his own way ? Never — or he would be mobbed as he went down Pall Mall or the Boulevard des Capucines." " You are very alarming, Syrlin," said the Duchess. *' You have something of the Moor in you, I think." :i : 1 V*A vrl .' V- I, t si:' t i. I ? f! : \ Ji. ■A I'r! li f: :m 138 position: *' Perhaps," said Syrliii. "The country we arc born in colors our life ; slius Ic vouloir, smis Ic siwoir." Avillion, who had heard from his secretary of the arrival of his tardy guest, entered the library at that moment and welcomed Syrlin with the utmost grace, but with a tinge of hauteur designed to recall to the wayward visitor that invitations in England are strictly limited to their dates. "Oh, I am conscious of my crime," said Syrlin, replying as was his wont to what was merely implied. " You were so good as to invite me for eight days, I have missed three of my days, and so I shall only enjov your hospitality for five." '* My dear sir," said Avillion, staring at him somewhat blankly, and with a vague sense of confusion extremely un- welcome to hii.), "of course that was not in the very least degree my thoui^ii., my intention ; the longer you deign to honor Brakespearc, tlie greater favor and happiness will you confci iip'^n n^^ and upon my wife. Can I say more ? " **Oh, no!" said Syrlin, with his sweetest smile ; "you liave even said a little too much. I have never liked too sweet things myself ever since an Arab woman, when I was a child, gave me some senna in a honeyed date." Avillio'^ absorbed himself in lighting his cigarette, as tittering softly around him there was an unwelcome little laugh ; he had always prided himself on putting senna in his conversational dates, and in making everybody swal- low the compound with grimaces wreathed in smiles, and here the trick had been detected and unsuccessful. ** If he is going to answer Uther like that," thought the mistress of Brakespeare, " the week will certainly not be one of harmony." Brakespeare by evening was filled with great people ; the stately guest-chambers, some tapestried, some hung with gilded Cordovan leather, some gay with embroidered French satins, were lettered with high names, and along the sombre corritlors with their panels and pillars of carven oak the electric light streamed, and the hot air of water- pipes glowed, and supercilious maids and valets passed each other, sauntering to those they served, and gathering notes of scandal to discuss over their fruit and wine in the upper servants' withdrawing-room. Syrlin felt chafed and depressed, he could not have said why, as he went to his apartment, which was in that part of the castle known as Warwick's Tower, because the King- fosiiion: »39 the ;red said part ing- niaker had been once a prisoner there. He was used to houses as great as this, and its antiquity and majesty pleased his taste ; but he wished he had not come thither, he disliked to eat the salt of Lord Avillion. He had the soul of the Arab in hini as the lady had said, and he could not reconcile himself to the easy treacheries of society which have laughed away into scorn and disuse the old obligations and meanings of hospitality given and received. He disliked Avillion ; it was disagreeable to him to sleep under his roof and break his bread. "It is absurd of me to come hither," he said to himself. "What have I to do with the great world ? It is the worst enemy the artist has." The great world polishes wit, dissipates prejudices, teaches wisdom, corrects exaggeration ; but in return for these gains from it the artist pays away much of his own riches, because to all great creations of art an atmosphere of serenity is necessary, and in the world there is no rest. There are stimulus, interest, friction, dramatic movement, but there is no rest ; its atmosphere is heated and intoxi- cating, its pleasures are quickly followed by depression, and its passions become a dram-drinking which steals away time and force and contentment from anyone who becomes famous in it. It saps his energies, it debilitates his imagi- nation, it fritters away his time, it makes a plaything of his power, it coaxes the lion in him to let itself be /r/V/, and beribboned, and drawn into tricks like the poodle ; and then (jne fine day when he is tired, or unwell, or out of spirits, fasliion leaves him, and the great world forgets him, and he may die like Sheridan, and have his bed sold from under his body for aught that it will care. Syrlin was not likely to be thus misled. He wanted nothing of that world, and treated it with an insolence which kept it meek and humble at his feet. He would have cared nothing if its doors had been shut in his face. But it saddened him often, it irritated him always ; and he had never felt either sadness or irritation in it so strongly as now at Brakespeare. " He is really charming. My wife does not in the least appreciate him," said Avillion that night in his drawing- rooms to a friend when Svrlin had been reciting the " Nuit d'Octobre." In society he was usually taciturn, restive, and reserved, speaking little, and wholly indifferent to what others said of him or wished from him. But at Brakespeare he was easily wooed and willing to be heard. >M |i' m Mi •; 1 1 t ; ■ - 1- 140 posrnoy. He had heard it said before his arrival there tliat the house-parties were magnificent but chill ; lie wished that this one sh(juld be otherwise through him, that she should always remember it as unlike others. As it was well known that he had withdrawn from the stage, and would in probability never be seen again in any theatre, his recitations in her drawing-rooms were pearls of price not to be had for any prayer save hers. Avillion, who had read a good deal and had cultured tastes, though they lay dormant, could appreciate the ver- satile talents which could imitate Coquelin, Irving, or Mounet Sully to the life, recite the " Cxrasshopper " or the "Pervigilium Veneris" in the original Greek or Latin ; charm the listening women with a monologue of Musset's or a verse of Richepin's ; parody a reception at the Acad- emy with improvised orations ; or successively and suc- cessfully imitate every well-known speaker of the French Chambers. " They are only talents of the salon," said Syrlin, slight- ingly, when they gathered round and flattered him ; he had those lighter talents at his.command, though he used them so seldom, and half-despised himself when he did so. But it pleased him to make the Lady of Brakespeare smile ; it pleased iiim still more to make her eyes grow dim and hold her whole attention enchained. He put aside his pride, his hau.teur, and that ill-humor of which he was so often accused, and exerted all his great and varied powers to charm. Avillion was offended and yet delighted ; he was always bored to death in his own house, and for once his evening passed without his having to hide a single yawn. '* When artists know what is expected of them and do it they are i'uch a godsend in a country place ! " he said the next morning in his wife's hearing. She looked at him with a glance of irrepressible impa- tience and rebuke, and smiled slightly. " If he heard you," she thought, '* he would not be an hour under your roof." Her cousin's worship of artists might be absurd, as it was certainly exaggerated, she reflected, but it was better than Avillion's indiscriminating insolence of patronage ; she resented his insolence as she had resented her chil- dren's apathy. It made her more kind and considerate in her manner to Syrlin than she would otherwise have been ; she neglected no occasion of showing her respect for the Foarnox. 141 I <\ royalty of genius, and as far as she liad leisure to do so she bestowed the honor of her companionship on him. " I am so grateful to him ; he amuses Ltjru Avillion, and hardly anybody can do that," she said once to Violet Guernsey. Was she indeed more grateful than her children had been ? He did not know, he did not ask, he was content for the moment if he made her smile or sigh with a jest of Mo- liere's or a regret of Coppee's. Avillion, who was very quick in discernment whenever he emerged fnjm his ego- tism sufficiently to notice otiicrs, was amused. " He is in love with Freda, poor devil ! " her husband thought. " Much good may it do him ! He might as well lose his head about York Minster ! " She was a beautiful woman, and was much more than merely that ; but when Avillion had come up with her in a dusty railway carriage, after an evening and morning of unutterable boredom at Windsor Castle, or had returned with her from a Drawing-room smothered underneath her train and her bouquet, she could be nothing to him but the representation in flesh and blood of all the constraint, monotony, and imbecility which society entails on rank. It was unjust no doubt, but human nature is always unjust, and our estimate of others is far more often colored by the scenes with wiiich we associate them, than it is deliber- ately founded on their merits or demerits. All the cere- monial part of life was odious to him, and as his wife was perforce the associate of his sacrifice to it, she was inex- tricably associated with what was disagreeable and tire- some in his life. It seemed to him that you must in- evitably dislike a person whose name was everywhere bracketed with your own, from the list of names at a State Concert to the list of patrons and patronesses at a Charity Ball. All the most intolerable ennui of an Englishman's existence is associated with his wife, from the ceremonial dinnerat Windsor to the weddings, and churches, and coun- ty meetings which he is obliged to attend in her company. She did not care or inquire what he thought ; but many women pass their whole lives in wondering why their hus- bands do not care for them, and in their obtuseness never perceive or imagine that, as they are the associates of the most tedious hours of the men's lives, they inevitably be- come to those men sources and emblems of irritation and weariness. . " L't't ;, ■ UJ f ; ■■«f \\ \ t t n I IRIli: M2 POSITION. The affections of a man should be perpetually associated in his thoughts only with what is (lolightful and diverting to him. The ladies who go to CcMirt with them, g(j to Sandringham with them, go to dreary Ministerial dinners and solemn State receptions with them, cannot be thus as- sociated. They are incanuitiuus ol ennui, and would still be so were they gifted with the beauty of Helen or the mind of Hypatia. Many a woman wonders why her lord takes all his time and attachment elsewhere, and perplexes her mind wearily as to what is the charm which otliers exercise over him ; and it never occurs to her that the reason why she fails where others succeed is that she, in his eyes, has folded about her like a sad gray shroud the reflected dulness of so many empty hours in which the edict of society makes her his associate. CHAPTER XVI. With the earliest of his financial gains Syrlin had bought himself a little hunting lodge, a tall and picturesque tower, enclosed in walled gardens near the park of St. Germains; tradition associated with it the name of Louis d'Orl6ans, the beloved of women ; he who was murdered at the cor- ner of the old Rue du Temple, as he rude in the gloom of the November evening, lightly carrying his embroidered glove and singing half aloud a love-song. It was one of those corners of Paris which keep the memories and the silence of old, and are undisturbed by all the changes and the clamor near. Syrlin spent there at least three nights out of seven, and within its high stone walls and under its aged lofty trees found a solitude and a repose as complete, when he would, as Louis d'Orleans had found in his cell at the monastery of the Celestins ; the time of Louis, the darling of women, and of the brute Jean de Bourgogne, is one so remote that it has left little which is to be found by the most arduous collector. But Syrlin knew his France by heart, knew her by-ways and villages, and the small chateaux of her hobereaux which stand far away from any line of rail, and even from any much frequented high-road ; and are only visited by the coiicou once a week, by the pelletier once a month, and by the greffier once a year ; and are only remembered by their ii iii POSITION. M3 Prefects whenever there is a dissohition of tlic Chambers and a general election. Syrlin, with the eyes of a Corot or a Millet in his head, and the sympathies of a George Sand or an Andi»' Thcmiet in his heart, had spent many a summer month wandering in those unknown woodland mazes and those hidden chestnut valleys of the Jura, of the Vosges, of Berry, and of the Charente ; had slept in the forest by the wood lire or the charccjal-burncrs and found out many a littK^ hamlet gray with the lichens of .nges, and scarcely known even to the makers of ordnance maps. In these wanderings he had found in cabin and cottage and hostelry and presbytery, a tapestry here, a chest there, a corner cupboard, a set of drinking-goblets, a rapier, a pair of wood tongs, or a press for holy linen of the church, which were of the time of Charles VII., and which he rescued from dauip and cobwebs and neglect, and took to his tower at St. Germains. And all these things, gathered together in the mellow light which shone on them from the painted windows, picked up pane by pane in Bretagne and La Vendee, made his three rooms a joy to the soul of purists and dilettanti. When the massive bolts and steel locks of the low-browed arched portal were fastened, and the oil wicks lit in the sil- ver sconces, he could hear the owls hoot and the winds moan around his solitary chambers ; and could, if he chose, believe himself to be Louis d'Orleans waiting for some fair captive to be brought to him by his men at-arms, or come in silken litter, only too willingly, across the forest to his arms. But no woman had ever entered this tower since Syrlin's occupation of it ; such visitants were for that apartment in the Avenue Josephine, where modern art, modern luxury, and modern folly obtained his reluctant concessions to them. Near at hand the woods of the park of St. Germains closed the horizon ; and as it chanced, a mile or two away, was that pavilion built in the ',vv3 of the Second Empire, which was so delightful to Uther Avillion, and whither, not being a hermit by nature like Syrlin, he came accompanied by any pretty people from the Palais Royal, or Folies Dramatiques, or Boufifes Parisiennes, who momentarily took his fancy. It was a charming pavilion, glittering, luxurious, ele- gant, with gilded spires and shining roof, colonnades of glass and rose gardens, rococo fountains and lawns of vel- vet grass ; it was the best beloved retreat of the present master of Brakespeare, and all that he knew of that pavil- Vi m I t m I It - i; 144 POSITION'. ion and its pastimes haunted the recollection of Syrlin per- sistcMlly during his sojourn in the north. •* We have long been neighbors over the water, M. Syr- lin," said Avillion with an ambiguous smile one night in the smoking-room at Brakespcare. " I hope that you will find your way across the wcjods to the Bonbonniiire, when- ever we are next hibernating at St. Germains. Charming tower that is of yours ; same date as Pierrefonds, isn't it? Ah! anything of the Valois epoch is so rare. My little place is, on the contrary, frightfully modern ; but there are some good Bouchers, and some admirable nymphs of Coustou's, which may please you." Syrlin looked him straight in the eyes. " Thanks," he said, coldly. " But dare we mention those Bouchers where your family Holbeins hang ? And I confess I care little for nymphs, even when living, and ^moustilldcs by champagne." " Hang his impudence ! Does he dare to censure me ? A French actor playing prude and preacher ! What next ? " thought Avillion in a towering passion, which for once wholly prevented him from being ready with a reply, and which was all the greater because he was in his own house and could not punish the offender. Indeed, had he been anywhere else he could hardly have quarrelled with a rebuke which was so delicately veiled and so covertly implied. From the full height of his greatness he had stooped down good-naturedly and treated this fellow as his friend and equal ; and in return the man had the intolerable in- solence and audacity to play with his words, and condemn his improprieties, and set laughing in their sleeves all the men who were smoking there : laughing at him — him ! — Uther, Lord Avillion ! All the momentary regard and admiration which he had conceived for Syrlin, or had professed to conceive for the sake of differing from his wife, vanished like magic at the irritation of such an affront. " He must be in love with Freda, or what would the Bonbonni^re matter to him ? " he thought. " Nobody on earth is ever so alarmingly down on your vices as a person who aspires to sap the virtue of your wife ! " He could never have entered into the chivalric senti- ments of Syrlin if he could have known them. *' When one sees such a woman as this in his house and thinks of all one knows of St. Germains, one feels that ros/T/o \\ '45 d le ie ie In In one ought to choke to death for touching his bread," said Syrlin, passionately, to Lorraine lona. " My clear fellow, what the devil is it Ui yon ?" said that shrewd philosopher. "And you really dismiss yourself unnecessarily. I am quite siui; that i.ady AviUion knows all about St. Gerniains, and a great many cjlher similar things too, and I do not believe that she cares in the very least ; why should she ? Slie does not care for him." '* I suppose she cares for her own dignity ?" " I imagine that it is not in f.ord Avillion's power, or the power of any other man, to injure that." " It does not hurt an ivory madonna if a brute spits at it, but he is none the less a brute," said Syrlin, with moody bitterness. " If the Madonna belongs to him the passer-by who in- terferes is on the wrong side of the law," said lona, " and I should not liken Lady Avillion to any Madonna myself; if she is like any statue at all, it is the ')ianc Chasseuse of Goujon, and her h^-d has at all events one merit, he does not prevent her using her arrows." "She does not care for such poor sport as men." "Humph !" said lona, doubtfully. "She would prefer gods no doubt, but there are none. You are a demi-dieu; what does she say to you ? I think if she heard you pity- ing her she would say that Diana is a strong goddess who needs no champions." "These people never know their places," Avillion was saying at the same moment, fretfully, to the Duke of Queenstown, as they went upstairs from the smoking- room. " Oh, damn 'em, don't they ? " said Queenstown. "And don't they all think, like The O'Donoghue, that where M^_y are is the head of the table ! " " The more fools we to bid them to our tables," grumbled Avillion. " I don't know why we do ; it's the fashion just now," replied Queenstown. " It's the women's doings ; those fellows are generally awfully good-looking." " Gain's gladiators were better ; Gaius hadn't to ask them to dinner," said Avillion, in whose inmost soul there rankled an extreme offence, that an artist, however cele- brated, should have presumed to even look a rebuke to him for his diversions in his pavilion. He was not unwill- ing to treat anybody who amused him on a temporary equality with himself, but he expected that it should never IP !. > fii I I'i' ». r | W ^« l Fff>W 146 POSITION. % be forgotten that the equality was temporary and the con- descension vohintary. " Guilt Imlh pavilions, but no secrcsy," wrote a rabid society journalist once of the Bonbonniere ; and reports of Avillion's doings there frequently crept into those chro- niqucs scandaleuses which his wife said that she never read ; but no man living had ever dared to hint that reproof to him which the glance of Syrlin and the words of Syrlin in response to his invitation had so plainly spoken. " Men never blame you for an atteinte aux mceurs unless they meditate one at your expense," he thought, shrewdly enough ; and he took it into his head to observe the man- ner of Syrlin to his chatelaine. It was a manner of perfect courtesy and impassiveness, of no empresscmcnt whatever, it had even an occasional ostentatious appearance of coldness ; but Avillion was ex- perienced in all the indices of nascent passions, and that coldness suggested to him the heat of the tropics be- neath it. To Avillion it seemed the very oddest thing in life that men fell in love with his wife. " She hasn't the smallest charm," he would say pettishly ; and really thought so because the day had so long gone by when she had had any for him that he had quite forgot- ten it. His recent loves were seldom in his own world. "Never let yourself love ix. femme du monde" he said once to a young man whose welfare he desired ; " they are exacting and compromising. They fleece you like cabotinaSy but they never let you forget their position. You can never get away from them either, because you are eternally coming across them in society. Dido would inevitably have got hold of .^ne again, if on the evening of the day that he broke with h , he had found himself obliged to take her in to dinne. ^n Arlington Street, or to give her his arm to her carriage as she left a crush at Wharncliflfe House. When you can't get away from them there is no end to it." And as he liked everything to have a very rapid and easy end to it, few women of his own rank had ever been able to enlist the fleeting affections of the lord of Brakc- speare, though he flirted with hundreds of them, and not seldom even poisoned their lives with what his wife called his spun sugar. One evening at Brakespeare the game of question and POSITION. M7 being played and tli (< What )ly lay to his fEe no ind ;en kc- lOt led ind answer was Deing piayea ana tne interrogation w is happiness ?" and whilst many answers were grotesque, goitailleur, flippant, or labored in wit, Syrlin wrote briefly what he thought : " To be independent of man : to be dependent on God." It was like a quotation from the "Confessions of St. Augustine," occurring in the midst of the dialogue of a piece by Meilhac and Herve, and when it was read aloud a brief effective silence followed. '* He must always /^5(?, even in scribbling with a pencil," said one of the men who hated him in the car of Alex Queenstown. Freda took no notice of it at the moment, but, later in the evening as he was for a little space beside her, she said to him, in a low tone, " I thought you had no religion, M. Syrlin, yet you gave us a sermon." "Madame," replied Syrlin, "I have no religion as I have no home ; but I know all that I miss in both." The answer touched her, although she knew that if others had heard it they would only have considered it an additional affectation. " When people wish for a religion they go to Lorraine lona, and when they wish for a home they marry," she said, with a smile, though she knew that the answer would jar on him. Had it been a premeditated confession instead of an in- voluntary one, as it was, it could not have been better worded to haunt the ear and interest the imagination of Freda Avillion. Here was no ratc^ no embittered and en- vious toiler, left beiiind in the race of life, but a man at the perihelion of success, of triumph, of art, of personal popularity and of personal beauty, who carried with him, in the privacy of his soul, the lonely sadness of Solomon without the sanguine faith of Job. " M. lona is a great prophet, and marriage may be a great panacea," replied Syrlin, " but neither could heal my soul, when it is sick." "Sick of what ? You are young, you are famous, you have the world with yju, what can you need more ?" " I need to be happy ; I am not," he answered, and there was a tone in the words which bore witness to their unvarnished truth ; it was not a pose^ nor an affectation, nor a sentimental phrase, but a fact. She would not have been a woman if the contrast of his position and his feeling had not awakened her sympathy, 1^ f! I' rr I' ill ill 148 POSITION. and she was, moreover, one who, though she had become absorbed in the movement and the interests of her world, yet retained in her heart a vague, unanalyzed ideal which did not find its fruition in society, in fashion, in politics, in that harassing harness which is called position, or in that feverish monotony which is called pleasure. True, she had reconciled herself to these and found a certain charm in them, yet there were moments when, with all her belief in her opinions and all her pride in her influ- ence, her inmost nature cried out to her in disr — tent, " Be these your gods, O Israel ? " The same instincts of her temperament which made her impatient of her children's want of fancy and of warmth in their tender years, made her comprehend the regret and the dissatisfaction of Syrlin in the height of his success. CHAPTER XVII. Syrlin had not noticed Ina d'Esterre at Brakespeare ; he had been scarcely conscious of her existence amid that brilliant and numerous party ; until one evening when he was speaking of his friend Auriol, he was struck by the quick flush and earnest look of interest with which she, who was listening while he spoke to others, heard the name. The next morning, as he passed the closed doors of the music-room, his attention was arrested by a solo on the violin, which was being played with so much precision, yet with so much feeling, that lie paused to hear it to its close ; it was an arrangement of the " In der Fremde," of Schumann, adapted to string instrumentation. As the last notes vibrated through the silence, he pushed open the door and entered to see who the player was. It was Lady Ina, who, at the farther end of the room, with her violin still resting against her shoulder, and her right hand with the bow in it still suspended, made a pretty picture, despite her lack of actual beauty, her tall, straight, slender figure showing clear against the old carved oak behind her, and some sunbeam from the colored window near playing on her curling auburn hair ; her face had the soft, rapt look on it which comes on the faces of those who execute or listen to great music when they feel it greatly. posnioN. 149 Beyond a word or two, when near her in the drawing- room, Syrlin had hever spoken to tlie girl ; he had never Itliought of her; she was one among the many, the in- numerable young girls, who filled the houses he fre- quented. But the beauty and delicacy of her interpreta- tion, and something in her atticude as she stood with her head slightly bent over her violin, attracted the artistic instincts always so susceptible within him. The music- room was an immense oval chamber with very fine and old oak carvings and pillars of porphyry, and high windows with stained glass, representing in odd union St. Cecilia, and Apollo and Marsyas, Pan piping, and Christian angels chanting. It was admirably formed for its purpose, and had, it was said, in Tudor times, once been a church attached to the Castle of Brakespeare. It had a noble organ at one end of it, and an orchestra at the other. Very good music was often heard there when the house was full ; at the present moment there was no one except Ina d'Esterrc, who liked nothing so well as to be alone in it, amid the numerous volumes of printed and manuscript music of three centuries, which were to be found on its shelves. ^^ Mes f/iicitations, Lady Ina," said Syrlin, approaching. "You rendered that very accurately and beautifully, and it is by no means easy to do so. It is rare to hear such mastery of the violin at your age." "Mine is very imperfect playing, I am afraid," replied the girl, coloring at his praise. " Eut I never tire of study- ing great music." '* That is the secret of success," said Syrlin. " But study avails nothing without sympathy." He looked over the scores of the music lying beside her, and spoke of them with intimate knowledge ; he spoke of Baireuth and of Louis of Bavaria, with wiiom he had stayed at Rosenberg ; of Ambroise Thomas and St.-Saens, and what he had personally known of the beautiful old age of Auber and of Verdi ; and then by quite impercep- tible digressions, which his companion was too simple to perceive, led the way to the theme of his own inmost thoughts, his hostess. Ina told him innocently of Lady Avillion's incessant kindness to herself, of her many good actions on the es- tates, of her sincere endeavors to put into practice all that which with too many was allowed to remain mere precept. m H. i. ? u ! i ; -I 1 t ISO position: i " She cannot do much that she would," she added, " be- cause — because — well, you see, she is not very well ably seconded. Lord Avillion does not believe in charity ; he thinks it encourages improvidence. But still, even within his limitations, she has done so much." " (^a se voit" said Syrlin, who, like Avillion, thougii for other reasons, did not believe in the efficiency of philan- thropy, yet for that of his lady would have been ready to lose his life. " I have never believed in the excellences of property before, but here I see what a great educational and spiritualizing factor a generous gentlewoman can make of it. I fear it is never really forgiven anyone, but in her it at least deserves forgiveness." "You surely cannot be a Socialist?" said Ina, with a little apprehension. Her only knowledge of Socialists was confined to seeing very noisy and ill-dressed persons bellowing and waving their arms about under the elm trees in Hyde Park, making children cry, and horses fid- get, and dogs lose their masters. " If I have been," said Syrlin, with his sweetest smile, " I am so no longer, and am prepared to take the primrose as my device with all its obligations." " I am afraid you do not mean that," said the girl wist- fully. "You say it to — to be— to be courteous." She was about to say "to please Lady Avillion," but checked herself in time. "I am nothing at all," said Syrlin, a little impatiently. "There are no social theories that will work in face of the increasing populations of the world. But one influence must always remain under all systems the purest and the best ; the influence of a noble woman on all classes that are around her." "You have studied it too ?" she asked. " I can hardly presume to say so much as that ; it is not my own art ; but I have lived much with musicians and singers, and I know how good music should be rendered. Your rendering is very true. Will you let me hear you again. She colored. " Oh, no, I could not. I could not play a note. You must have heard all that is grandest and best." " I have heard much timt is good, certainly. But even good players do not always intPiprct music trulv. You do." " Thnt is to fl?.tLer mc very much," said the girl, a little posiTioj\r. is« I wistfully ; she did not think that he was sincere, and in- sincerity pained her. "I never flatter," said Syrlin. "It is a base coinage which I never put in my purse. And I am sure, if I were to offer it to you, you would detect it instantly." "You know nothing of me, how can you know that?" replied the girl, with a smile which softened the ungra- ciousness of the words. "I have studied physiognomy," said Syrlin, "and I have heard that you are the ward of Lady Avillion, to whom all shallow and base things are odious ; and what is more shallow and more base than flattery ? " The name of Lady Avillion was an open sesame to her heart ; she spoke of her willingly, with the adoration she felt ; it was what Syrlin had hoped for. Next to the happi- ness of being with her, to hear her praises by one who knew her in the intimacy of private life was the greatest pleas- ure life could hold for him at that moment. Ina's natural reserve gave way before the charm of this one name ; she was not conscious of the skill and inten- tion with which the stranger drew her on to speak of the chatelaine of Brakespeare, but she felt that she had in him an interested and sympathetic listener to all that she said of her, and very innocently and unconsciously she be- trayed her own vague sense that Lady Avillion's exist- ence was incomplete and dissatisfied. " I cannot tell why it is," she said at last ; " she is so infinitely good to everyone, and she is always taking thought for others, but none of this seems to please her ; she has everything the world can give, has she not ? But it is the old story of the princess who could not rest be- cause of the doubled rose-leaf; no one can find the rose- leaf anywhere, but she can feel it ; it is enough for discom- fort, I suppose." " You are very young. Lady Ina ; but you are a delicate observer," said Syrlin. *' There are things the world can- not give ; and the finest temperaments are apt to have dissatisfaction lie at the root of them. And after all, what is there to satisfy the heart or even the mind in this Eng- lish life of yours ? It is too hurried for enjoyment to be possible ; it has the tediousness of ceremony with the bustlf^ of haste — externally it is sometimes a pageant, but internally it is always an ennui ; there is no liberty in it; everyone is always before the footlights ; Lady Avillion always has to appear in a voXc ; it is a grand role, the very • ^Hl '.<.' « 'i: f '■ u } 41 ll I f I: 152 POSITIOA^ greatest, but a role. I, wIk^ know what a weariness it is to play a part three times a week, know what a weariness it must be to play it continually." •' I dare say ; I am not in the world yet ; I cannot tell," said Ina, but his fascination had drawn the thoughts out of her mind, and the speech from her Hps with an irresisti- ble attraction. And how wholly and profoundly he un- derstood t'-.a virtues and the beauties of the one woman who was like a goddess in her own sight ! It never occurred to her that no one spoke thus solely and persistently of one person except on the impulse of a sentiment much greater than curiosity, or even admiration. She did not think of those things. She had read no novels but Walter Scott's, and she had associated little with girls of her own age. She was used to hear her own marriage spoken of as an event as certain as her presen- tation, and not more interesting. Of love, very little had ever been said to her. Lady Avillion's own profound con- tempt for that sentiment had made it wholly impossible that she should ever encourage a child to think of it ; she left it completely out of her philosophy of life. She had had ideas about it herself, when she was very young, and they had proved delusive ; she did not encourage anyone to cherish delusion ; it was as unkind as to bring them up on candies and ices, like American children. Syrlin, conscious of his own self-betrayal, turned the subject, and spoke of one who, almost unknown to the child herself, had already gained a potent influence over her fancy and her sympathy. "My friend Auriol told me the other day, Lady Inn, of your great talent and feeling for music," he said ; and was surprised at the embarrassment and confusion which iiis remark caused to her. '* You lave met him, I think," he continued, "at various country houses. He is my dearest comrade. He has a heart of gold as well as a voix d'or.'' The girl murmured assent inarticulately, and bent her face over the loose music-sheets on the piano before her. Syrlin smiled, and spoke a great deal of Auriol, warmly^ as he deserved, and related traits of the unworldliness and of the generosity to rivals and enemies which were conspicuous in his comrade's character. She lost her momentary shyness and listened witli inter- est unfeigned and unconcealed, the color warm in her cheeks, and her ingenuous eyes lifted full of varying ex- pression to those of SyrHn as he spoke. She had laid • ■il. POSJTIOiY. 153 !^.A down her violin and bow, and stood absorbed in all he told iicr, while he, leaning over the grand pianoforte, talked to her with animation and eloquence of a man whom he sincerely loved. As they stood thus, absorbed in the interest of their con- versation, a spectator of their apparently intimate tete-d-tcte was astonished by it, and displeased ; with a displeasure wholly out of proportion to the slenderness of their of- fence. "Why do you come here alone, my dear?" said the sweet, clear, chill voice of Lady Avillion, as coming from the garden doorway behind them she approached them in all the fulness of her noonday beauty. There was an ex- pression of anno3'ance and of surprise upon her counte- nance. " You should not come here by yourself, my love, when the house is full of people," she said again. "Where are your women ? M. Syrlin knows a great deal about music, indeed, but I do not think you must absorb him like this. Alex and Lady Dover are wanting him in the gallery." *• I was passing the door by accident, and I was drawn hither by hearing Schumann so admirably rendered," said Svrlin, while Ina, always docile and now vaguely conscious of imprudence and incorrectness, gathered up soms of the scores, and laying her violin in its case, left the c»?amber swiftly. " She has talent," said Lady Avillion, still coldly. " B'lt all girls have talents — small talents — nowadays ; Apollo's bow is now a school-room plaything." It was an ungenerous speech, and she was sensible of that. "She is a very dear child," she hastened to say, "but she is already sadly full of fancies. Pray do not encour- age her in them. It is so old-fashioned, and so unpopular, and I cannot bear a young girl to bo thought odd ; there is nothing which does her so much harm." Syrlin smiled ; that slight smile which had the power at once to perplex, interest, and annoy her. "Oh, I know you think singularity a mark of the intel- lectual i'lite^'' she said, a little irritably, " and of course genius may be as singular as it pleases ; it is a sovereign and makes its own laws. But for a little maiden who is onlv one among a number of marriageable girls, to be odd in anv way whatever, is to only be in her own world absurd and to be odious. But will you kindly go to the '!ljj r I* 'WW \V \V}' ■•I*- 154 POSITION. picture gallery ? They are wanting you. The Duchess wishes you to tell her what she should wear as Dofia Sol ; she does not wish merely to imitate Sarah Bernhardt's dress." " She can go to Worth ; Sarah goes to Felix ; tell her I am no costumier^' said Syrlin, curtly. " Will you not stay a little while, Lady Avillion ? One never sees you alone for a moment here." ** I have no time for serious conversations," she replied, with a smile. "When the house is full I am the slave of my people. I once saw at an exhibition a machine with a long line of little brass knobs to it ; a woman was in front of it, and was incessantly walking from one end to the other, pulling out now one brass knob and now another, so as to keep the whole affair going ; I am exactly like that woman." *' Then why be sacrificed to a machine ? " said Syrlin, with that abruptness which had a charm for her because it was in such interesting contrast to the grace of his manner. " It is custom — obligation — perhaps even, in a way, duty." " C'est un engrenage" said Syrlin, with impatience. " In a sense, no doubt. But I think position has its du- ties ; we are bound to do what we can. As I told you once before, if those who misjudge us think our existence all enjoyment, they are very much mistaken. It is no use discussing these things, we should never think alike upon them." " It offended you the first day I wat: here ; and yet what I said to you was only the trutii." " Truth is the worst offence," said Freda, smiling despite herself. " Surely you know the world well enough to know that." " I know the world well enough, but I am not of it ; and I am a barbarian who is constantly tearing the fine lace of fine ladies." " I think you are as unjust to the fine ladies as the man in the hospital of whom you told us that terrible story." "Ah, madame ! It is not that I do you injustice ; my fault — my presumption — is rather to admire you too greatly, to find your atmosphere too thick, too poor, too choked, for one who would be so easily touched to all fine issues." " I do not know how you can possibly tell what I am or what I am not," she said, distantly ; but she colored posinojv. ^S<> slightly under the brilliant and eloquent gaze which he bent upon her. *' Believe me, I am nothing whatever ex- cept a very ordinary woman to whom life is really very little more than an almanac marked with social engage- ments and court obligations. Poets, I know, write in their calendar when the peach flowers and when the swallows come home, but in our calendars there is nothing but a series of entries : Drawing-room — Drum — Concert — Ball — Meeting — Flower-show — Windsor — Sandringham — Hat- field — Osborne — and so on da capo, quite as regular as the peach blossom and the swallow, but wholly uninteresting." As it chanced, while they were conversing, Avillion, coming away from his own apartments to favor the ladies staying in his house with an hour or two of his presence, passed the doorway of the music-room, and as the doors stood open, glanced through as he went by, and saw what appeared to him to be a very confidential tete-ii-tcte. He smiled an unkind smile, and passed without even paus- ing a moment ; neither his wife nor Syrlin saw him, and in a moment or two she went away to join her ladies, Syrlin obstinately refusing to go to the gallery, and sit- ting down to sing over Schubert's " Roi des Aulnes " to himself. " Syrlin is like some Trouvere, Pierre Vidal or Ausias March," said Lorraine lona one evening to his hostess ; "one could fancy him proclaiming himself Emperor of By- zantium, or meeting his Lady at Mass on Good Friday." Lady Avillion assented rather coldly. " One could fancy him, I think, doing any folly. He is born too late, you mean ; there is no greater misfortune.' " The Trouvere soul exists in all ages," said lona, " only it lives nowadays in an uncongenial atmosphere, so that it changes its outward form as the golden flower of the Jeux Floraux has become a publisher's check, and the Gai science, instead of reciting to a lute, prints itself on rough- edged paper with a mock vellum binding. The form is so changed that we do not recognize the old spirit." " They were very absurd people, your Pierre Vidals and your Ausias Marches," said Lady Avillion ; " there is no need to resuscitate them, they sleep well under nameless slabs of stone in dark forgotten crypts," " Their bones lie there no doubt," said lona, " but as for their spirits — What is Richepin's Un mois arrive, un autre s'ensuit, Le temps court comme un levrier, '. 4 1 J t|' li «■ % ' -' \ A iS6 POSIT I OX, but *■ Le temps qui s'en 7>a nuit et jour, sans repos prendre, et sans s^Jour,* of the ' Roman de la Rose ? ' And if you would hear still a sigh which seven centuries ago came from the lion's heart of Richard Pla itagenct, ask some one to sing you the 'King's Sirventc,' ' Je suis deux hivers pris: " " O my dear friend ! " said Freda, with a smile, " you keep your heart so fresh in Palestine that your sympathies would overlap twice seven centuries. But we are colder, duller, more prosaic creatures, and if we iiave little gleams of imagination in us they are like the linkboys' lights in the fog ; they only take us from a dull dinner to a duller crush. What can Guillaume de Lorris do in our fog ? He can only hang himself." *' He can find his Lady, perhaps, who may send him on his pursuit of the Rose. The Rose blooms still for those who seek it." "Our roses come up from the hothouses to be cruci- fied in tens of thousands on the walls of our ball-rooms and staircases, and our Guillaume de Lorris puts his stro- phes in the Nineteenth Century Review at ten or twenty guineas a line," said Lady Avillion, who nevertheless turned to a young man who was a brilliant musician, and said: " Do you know Coeur de Lion's Lament, Lord Walton? Will you sing it, as Mr. lona suggests?" "Alas! alas! dear Lady Avillion, I never even heard of it," said the young gentleman, piteoiisly. "Syrlin knows it," said lona; and he rose and walked into the next room, and in a moment or two brought back Syrlin with him. "You wish to hear that old Sirvente, Madame?" he asked. "If you know it, and if you do not mind giving us so much pleasure." " Oh, no ! " said Syrlin, and without more premise he went to the grand piano, played a few minor chords, and then sang, to an old Proven<;:al air, the ballad which the hero of Cyprus and Jerusalem, the conqueror of Saladin, the foe of Tancred and of Philip Augustus, had rhymed in his Austrian prison ; the mournful refrain and reproach, "Je suis deux hivers pris!" succeeding each stanza in pathetic monotony as the days and the seasons of his long captivity had succeeded to one another. ros/T/oN: 157 It touched the hearts of those who heard, as seven cen- turies before it had touched the heart of Hlondel. "The spirit lives, you see," inunnured \i)\v,\ in thcearof Freda Avillion, as the last tone of the l)allad died softly in the air. "The king wiiich was in Richard cannot reach his crown, the warrior which was in him cannot raise his sword, but the minstrel wiiich was in him can still move human hearts. Tlie poet is stronger than the Planta- genet." " What a democratic inference ! " said Lady Avillion, with a smile, for she did not choose to confess that her own heart had been touched by the "King's Lament." " Oh, no ; democracy would level the royalty of genius with all other royalties," said lona ; " democracy means the supremacy of the eternally Mediocre." "He could have been a great singer had hecliosen," she said, looking at Syrlin, who, with an expression of ennui, was receiving the acclamations of the ladies gathered round the pianoforte. " No doubt," said lona. " But he would probably have rebelled against the drudgery of operatic training. You know he was never a pupil of the Conservatoire ; like Frederick Lemaitre, he has been his own master, his own teacher in all ways." **Tell him to sing something more." "Something of the Trouveres ?" **Oh, yes ! since he is in that mood." "It is more than a mood, it is his nature ; he was aborn Trouvere, but a Trouvere who has a sword at his side." Syrlin, who had remained at the instnmient, hearing of Lady Avillion's wishes, touched a few chords of introduc- tion — an old air which she had often heard under the blossoming orchards and the deep elm shadows of the old Angevin country : " Marie, levez-vr.us, ma jeune paresseuse, J^ la vive alouette a la haut fredonne, Et ja le rossignol doucement jargonne, Dessus I'epine assis, sa complainte amoureuse, Sus ! Debout ! Allons veir l'her])elette perleuse, Et votre beau rosier de boutons couronne, Et vos oeillets mignons auxquels avez donne Hier au soir eau d' line main si mignonne." Then he gave them the Fabliau of Aucassin and Nico- lette half in song, half in recitative, and sang the delicious ■>?1 1'l y^^ i5« POSITION". invocation of Ronsard to " La dame Marie," and half sang, half recited, and here and there acted, the story of the lovers of Beaucaire, with revival of the tender melodies of the now forgotten opera founded on that theme, while the great ladies around him listened spell- bound by that magic wiiich exists in genius, and lends a magnetism to its gestures and utterances. " He knows how to fetch women," murmured Avillion, interested himself in all this by the fine artistic taste which he possessed, and yet a little irritated at so much attention being given to another, and by so much time being occupied in his drawing-rooms without his permis- sion being asked. "Oh, yes, confound him !" muttered with emphasis the young Duke of Queenstown, who was esteemed very jealous of his wife. "They don't understand a syllable of that old queer French, but they hang on his lips as if it were heaven." "It is a woman's heaven ; it is something new," said Avillion, dryly. He was interested himself in the Fabliaux, and the Ro- maunts, for he was in an indolent fashion a cultured scholar, and had a fine ear for music ; but he did not pre- cisely like to see an artist made of so much prominence in his own house without his own inclination or pleasure being previously consulted. He would be a patron both polished and generous, and liked being one, but it was on condition that his position as patron should be always clearly admitted and defined. He had said a great many charming things about a great artist being a great prince, independent of all laws and subject to no superior, but all the same he considered the Earl of Avillion and Ponte^t iict a much greater person, and expected the artist f h very conscious of the fact. " He is fantastic and insolent, and ignorant c 'a place," thought Avillion, who though he would lay aaiu. his ' ..nk and all remembrance of it when it pleased him tu ig lore them for purposes of his own amusement, did not like others to forget it without his express permission to do so. He could be bon prince and bon enfant both in his genial moods, but the duration of these moods was at all times uncertain, and those who relied on their duration repented it. He was a spoiled child, and the world was to him as a nursery full of toys to such a child. His intelligence, acute though indolent, had early told him that Sir Robert Wal- mg. (< posiTio.y. 159 pole was right, and that every man lias his price. Me could pay the price no matter how liigli, and ho despised what he bought so easily. He liad nut yet discovoreel wliat price Syrlin had ; and tliis mystery in an artist i^cpt alive liis interest. The mystery was as simple as possible. Syrlin was not to be purchased or persuaded by any man, because he wanted nothing which any of them could give him ; those of his desires which were unsatisfied were born of vague, roman- tic, impersonal visions, which nothing in humanity could realize ; he would have given half his life to have a mother like Millet's, a sister like Tasso's, a heavenly faith like Chateaubriand's, a deatii in glory like Raffaele's. Who could give him these ? No man when he was disposed could condescend more affably, more gracefully, more completely than Avillion ; but it was always on the tacit condition that it should be understood that it 7uas condescension. Syrlin had a man- ner which indicated that he never admitted this. " He amuses me," thought the Lord of Brakespeare • now, "but if he did not amuse me so much I should like immensely to see him kicked !" He could not have him kicked ; the time was gone by when the jongleur could be applauded in the banqueting- room at night and whipped in the castle-yard in the morn- ing. But he bethought himself of an ingenious method of recalling this menestrier to a consciousness that although the guest, he was not the equal of Uther Avillion ; a method delicate, suggestive, and wounding, without being offensive. He selected from his own treasures a ring of great value ; a single diamond the size of a cherry which he had bought in Persia, and which could have been sold any day anywhere for a thousand pounds. This jewel he caused to be placed on the table in Syrlin's bedchamber, and wrote on a slip of paper with it : "Reconnaissance pour une soiree charmante. Avillion." He had a keen intuition into the natures and minds of others, and he knew very well that this unimpeachable act of courtesy and generosity, which everyone would admire iu himself, would sting like a wasp the sensitive soul of the -nan who would receive it. "That will teach him to keep his place," thought Avillion with a complacent smile, when he had retired to his apartments, while the drawing- '1 it II I 1 ' 1 t i ,1 f I a « I f V ■ r I :■ I I \ \ 1 '. f 1^ %' I; ri n:'!|. i6o position; rooms were still full, and had sent the ring by his confi- dential servant to the Warwick Tower. It was payment as much as though he had sent the singer (jf the Plaiitage- net Sirvente a bank-note or a check, and he went ro bed that night with the pleasant sense of having so admirably wrapped up an insult in a compliment that his guest could never again delude himself with the idea that he was on an equality with his host. Avillion was clever at these tilings ; no man could wound women of whom he was tired more brutally, under cover of a flattering phrase or of delicate courtesy. He went to bed and slept well ; there is no sleeping- draught so efficient as the agreeable titillatioii of an ingen- ious action remembered as you doze. lie had scarcely had his bath and his coffee in the morning when his body servant. Philips, said to him with hesitation that M. de Syrlin had asked how soon his lordship could receive him ? Avillion, reading a Frencli novel and smoking his ear- liest cigarette, stared with some surprise. "Receive him? Here?" he repeated. "But I never see anybody in my own apartments ; go and tell him so." "Devil take him if it is his gratitude," he thought to himself. " If the fellow looks at it in that way, it is u.conp manqu^. But I dare say he has Jew blood in him if we knew the truth, and can tell tiie value of the ring at a glance, and hasn't the fine feelings I counted on ; all those artists arc brocanteurs at heart." At this moment Philips, with an agitated countenance returned. " My lord, M. dc Syrlin insists ; he says " "Lord Avillion, 1 am sorry if I disturb your morning solitude," said Syrlin himself, who had followed the valet so closely that he was but a yard behind him. " But it was necessary that I should restore to you a jewel which seems to me of value, and which by some mistake, no doubt, I found on my table last night ; how it got there I do not know." As Syrlin spoke and laid down on the tray which held the coffee the Persian diamond in its case, Avillion was for once so astonished that he was at a Ic^ss for words. The idea that his ring could possibly be returned to him had never entered his conception. In a moment he had recovered his self-possession, and his charming suavity of manner. " My dear M, de Syrlin," he said sweetly, " it was a very sun POSITION. l6i ! i>*1 arc small token of gratitude for the delightful evenings you have given us in that dullest of all human retreats, an English country house. Did you not deign to read what I wrote with it ? " "I read what you wrote," said Syrlin, curtly ; "you meant amiably no doubt, but you mistook. I give jewels to women, I do not take them from men. For the rest, I am your guest, but I am not for that reason in your ser- vice." Then without more words he bowed and went out of the apartment. Avillion, for the second time, was two profoundly aston- ished to make any reply, or any gesture to recall him. The Persian diamond in its open case sparkled beside his cof- fee-cup, and every ray of light from it seemed like a smile of derision at his defeated intentions. A sense of humili- ation rankled in liim at the consciousness, so new and hateful to him, that he had failed in his knowledge of human nature, and gone out of his way to court a rebuff. The possibility that Syrlin would refuse the ring had never occurred to him. "Confound the fellow !" he thought, petulantly. "I really believe that I shall end in iiating him ; and I hate to hate people, it disturbs the digestion and puts one on a level with them. The idea of his answering me ! Will he tell the story, I wonder? It would make me intolerably absurd." The mere thought that he could possibly be made ab- surd was unendurable to the pride of a very vain man. Avillion could not recall any moment of his life when any human being had ever caused him a rebuff or given him a reproof. He had received both now from the hands of Syrlin, and the humiliation galled him bitterly. He threw the diamond in its case into a casket which stood near, and locked the lid down on it with a violent gesture. " It serves one right for asking a bastard player under one's roof," he said, passionately, while his servant waited, pale and nervous, beside his couch. vSyrlin met him later in the day as though nothing what- ever had happened, made himself agreeable in the even- ing with those songs and recitations which so pleased the ladies there, and in the morning went away while the roads were misty with antemeridian vapors ; the fifth day, which had been the limit of his invitation to Brakespearc, having now dawned. i ' 1, ; 1 :j' ^r \ ' ' '■ 'i '. '.■ f 1 ,:ir , M 1 vH \ l62 POSITION. " Curse him ! " thought Avillion, when he heard the new people who arrived that evening regretting his departure. Avillion never pardoned an affront ; and now he wholly forgot or ignored that he had intended himself to offer one ; he only remembered that he had received one. " Curse him ! " he said to himself a dozen times that week, in all the irritation of a very arrogant and self-sat- isfied temper under a reproof. He had been put in the wrong and did not for the moment see how to avenge himself. He could not be rude to a man in his own house, and he could not treat as a quarrel what the other had treated merely as an incident. Irritability in an artist would have left him free to laugh at it with the mockery of a great noble, but this finer savoir faire deprived him of this resource. If Syrlin had taken his departure before the time ap- pointed, his host would have told the story himself and turned into ridicule the touchiness and ostentatious pride of a Bohemian. But since Syrlin had had tact and good sense enough to remain there as though nothing had hap- pened to displease him, Avillion had not even this com- pensation. " That cad of an actor has put my lord's back up and we pay for it," said his own man to some of the upper ser- vants over their wine and fruit ; and so, as most stories do, the narrative of the ring ascended gradually from the val- ets and maids to that fine ear which is called " Society," until to most people of the world it became known that Syrlin and his host had had a " scene " at Brakespeare. There were many different versions of the narrative ; some declared that they had quarrelled about their doings at St. Germains, others that Avillion had sent the artist a check for having sung and recited at Brakespeare, and that the check had been thrown in his face ; others, more maliciously disposed, associated with the incident the au- gust and blameless name of Lady Avillion herself. Anyhow, it was talked about as the great world loves to talk about a thing which does not concern it, adding to it and adorning it at dinner-tables, in club-windows, and over tea-cups in the libraries of country liouses, until the only people who did not know it was thus talked about were Syrlin himself, Avillion and his wife, and Beaufront, before whom none dared to joke about his friend or his relatives. On the following week the last circle of guests at the ia** pos/r/OA"^, 163 ire. oily »ffer that -sat- the enge ouse, r had artist ckery lim of ne ap- If and J pride igood id hap- is com- up and per ser- iries do, the val- )» ;ociety, wn that )eare. irrative ; doings artist a are, and ;rs, more the au- f. rid loves adding to iovvs, and until the ed about eaufront, nd or bis castle was broken up ; its master went off to his pavilion at St. Germains, its mistress after a few days in London was promised to her cousin's house of Heronsmere in Somersetshire, and the children alone were left with their tutor and attendants within the solid old walls of Brake- speare, while the cold northern spring nipped the hawthorn buds unkindly, and frightened the buttercups and oxlips hiding in the grass. CHAPTER XVIII. Beaufront's chief place, Deloraine Castle, was not agreeable to him ; it was an enormous pile of composite architecture suggestive of immense expenditure, stiffness, state, and constant social ;jbligations. He infinitely pre- ferred any of his other places ; Heronsmere, in a south- western county, a lovely old Tudor house set amid luxuri- ant woods ; Ronceroi, a chateau in Normandy looking over the Channel seas ; Appledene, a pretty place in Som- erset, or Mountley, a cottage near Newmarket ; any and all of these he liked, and Heronsmere he almost loved ; but Deloraine he hated, and yet it was at Deloraine that it was most necessary he should most conspicuously reside and oftenest entertain. Deloraine was the recognized home of the Dukes of Beaufront, and every or ■ of them had always loathed it. "Just as I hate Bruk: ^peare," said Lord Avillion one day, with a groan ; "one always hates a show house." " I could attach myself to Brakespcare," replied Beau- front, "because it is noble and historical ; but Deloraine is as ignoble as a cotton factory or*a railway station. It was built by Vanbrugh, and was pulled about and made worse by Barry and Street. It is gorgeous and yet naked, over-ornamented and yet dreary, magnificent, cum- bersome, florid, dull, gilded like gingerbread at a fair, and painted up to its eyes like a Nautch-girl. To alter it prop- erly would cost me millions, and even then it would always be detestable ; and yet I don't believe that there is another house in England which equally delights tourists and excursionists. It fulfils the popular ideal of what a great house should be. They think how delightful it would be to live among all that gilding. Heronsmere, lests at the ■ which is Henry the Seventh /oi/f ///r, and is a place to :0 ' i 'if' ;i 'li «! Li I ill I. ( t- ■ 164 POSITION. W dream life away in and die in contented!}', never impresses the sightseers ; they think it lonely and gloomy, and if they had it would color the wood-carvings Venetian red and put plate-glass in the dear old lancet windows. Then Heronsmere is in the most delicious county of England, all hill and dale, and stream and woodland and pasture, and this beastly Deloraine is set in the middle of a corn country, and what does that not mean in this crazy gen- eration of high farming ?" It meant fields as flat and blank as billiard-tables, no hedge, no wayside trees, no shady meadow paths, no cop- pices with little brooks bubbling througii *hem, no hazel- nuts in autumi' and cowslips in spring-time for the chil- dren, no green moist mossy nooks for the mavis to build in and the mole to burrow in ; only wide, dreary, pale ex- panses of land, flooded in winter, scorched in summer, har- assed all the year round with chemicals and steam-engines, and harvested so admirably by machinery that n(jt a grain of whea was left for a gleaner ; and the laborers, labor diminishing, starved or went to the workhouse, or drifted in droves to America, which did not want them. Outside the park and woods of the great domain of Deloraine these vast flats, desolated by scientific agriculture, stretched mo- notonously to all four points of the compass, and were in the eyes of Ralph Beaufront hateful and depressing be- yond expression. His nearest neighbor, young Lord Rugby, thought that, with progress as with Providence, all that is is best, so long as neither interfere with privi- lege and preserves ; but Beaufront was of an opposite opinion and hated his castle in the corn-lands, and infi- nitely preferred Heronsmere, where the roads were natural avenues of honeysuckle-hung wayside trees, or Ronceroi, where the orchards of. apple and pear blossom made the whole land a garden. But to live sometimes at Deloraine was an obligation whicli he, tiiough as debonair a Con- servative as might bo, could not wholly evade, and he was indeed careful to discharixe all the duties of his rank with a self-sacrifice which his world did not look for in him. He had entertained princes and grent people while the house parties had been going on at Brakespeare, and had been as much bored and tired as a host can be under that social corvee ; and with an infinite sense of relief he went out for a ride by himself on the day that his last guests had departed. He intended to go to Heronsmere by the early morning wm. position: »6S m train to receive his cousin and the rest of his friends ; and his detested duties at Deloraine were over for the time, and would only recur again with the late autumn. It was a relative liberty which made him feel for once almost liglit-hearted, and he rode far and fast through the ugly Hat country, leaping over the iron hurdles and the bricked- up ditches whicii had replaced the little wandering moss- grown brooks and the tall hawthorn hedges which in ear- lier times had beautified even this level and monotonous province. As he came homeward by some fenced-in wood- land belonging to his neighbor. Lord Rugby, he saw a farmer of the county, whom he had kntnvn from boyhood, though no tenant of his own, one John Kitson, of White- lands, a plain, sensible person of the old sort, who saw af- ter everything for himself, and made his daughters attend to the fowl-houses and the fruit-garden and the dairy. John Kitson carried a little dead dog under one arm, and there was an expression of mingled pain and wrath on his countenance, and a glisten like water in his eyes. " How do you do, Mr. Kitson ? What is the matter ?" asked Beaufront, stopping his horse by the fence. The farmer looked up and recognized him. "Good day to your Grace," he said, sullenly. "This is the matter; my landlord's keeper have killed my daugh- ter's pet dog. Poor, pretty little innocent — we bought him from a travelling show in the town four or five years ago, and Bess loved him like the apple of her eye, and I don't know how I'll find the heart to tell her of ins end." He held up to Beaufront's view the little curly white dog, no bigger than a rabbit ; it was stained with blood and mangled. " Bess missed it last night ; you know they will run about sometimes, and Whitclands aren't half a mile off this, and so I thought I would have a walk in the wood and whistle for it, and I come on it there in one of the clumps of bracken, cauglu in a trap, and dead. You see, it's al- most wrenched its head off trying to get out, and must have died of loss of blood. Poor little innocent ! it never (lid no more harm than a kitten, and my girl will cry her eyes blind — curse 'em all, say I." " I am very sorry," said Beaufront. "Why, sir," said the man, with increasing emphasis, " there aren't a squire's house nor a farmer's over half the width of England from which you can't hear, if you listen lor it, all night long the squalls of the poor beasts in the :X' ■ t' ' ( ' "*■. r i i I 4-. '' »• w i66 POSITION. traps. I'll shoot rabbits and eat 'em as soon as any man, but I won't set them devilish traps that are the shame of a country as calls itself Christian ; I wouldn't set *em, no ! not to save ten quarters of wheat a minute ! " " I am wholly of your opinion," said Beaufront ; "I will have no traps anywhere in my woods. Let me send your daughter another little dog like that. I daresay I can get one in London." " Thank your Gi;.ce kindly, but it wouldn't be the same. This here little Snowball, as she called him, she took away herself from the cruelty of the show, wlicre they were making him dance, and he shivering with fright — and he's been as happy as a grig all tiie day long, running about in our place, and cuddled and cossetted, and now he must come by his death through those cursed gins. They'd trap Bess herself in 'em, and they wouldn't care. Poor little doggie! Poor little soul ! " He covered the little dog's blood-stained head with his handkerchief, and put on his hat, which he had been hold- ing in his hand. " There's too much of all this, my Lord Duke," he said, sullenly. ** Too much of what ? " asked Beaufront. " Too much of giving up the land to the shooting," said Mr. Kitson, pressing his hat down on his brows. *' Every- thing's ground down and shored up that my Lords and Squires may make their big bags, and have their day's work put in the newspapers. * The Prince honored my Lord, and shot fifty-two brace before luncheon.' Phew ! even George the Fourth and his blood were better than that, I take it ; more of a man, eh ? \Vliat do you say, my Lord Duke ? But there ! of course you are one of em. "Not exactly. I don't care about shooting tame birds or shooting anything where there is no danger." " That's well," said the old farmer. " Perhaps your Grace thinks my words are strong because of this poor little dead dog, but it isn't only along of that ; I've said the same thing five hundred times over at home ; the game is the curse of the land. Not the game if it was wild ; if it was found natural and killed natural, with a good hard day's walking after it ; but the game as it's kept now, to be drove together in hundreds and thousands for a few idle fools to waste their days " " The battue is German," said Beaufront. " The coun- position: 167 ■■"* 'i'-tl try is Germanized by the Crown, and is very much the worse for it ; we have got tlie pickdhaube^ we shall have the conscription. I always wish Bolingbroke had suc- ceeded." *' 1 never heard of him, my Lord Duke," said Mr. Kitson. " But I'm sorry, too, that he did not succeed if he'd have done away witli this here system. 'Tisn't sport, no more than wringing tiie necks of tame chickens. It's just an empty boast, and a waste of time, and a frivolous brutality, that's what it is ; and wiien the great folks uphold it they're just playing the Anarchists' game for 'em. My lord," he added, solemnly, *' I have heard gentlefolk talk of the Cauden Forks as meaning an awkwardness and a danger ; well, England is now going through her Cauden Forks, and the greatest peril of 'em, to my thinking, is the game. 1 am not one as wants to see the gentry and nobility done away with ; but if they don't give up tiieir shooting and their hunting, done away with like rats by arsenic they will be. The hunting, though it ruins crops, aren't so bad, because it pleases the whole country side to see 'em meet ; but the shooting ! I'd like to know who ccnild say a word in its favor ? Look at a puny little jackanapes like your neighbor and my landlord, Lord Rugby, pale as a tallow candle and thin as a match, couldn't walk over a few miles of plough to save his life, and couldn't beat a turnip field for himself with a brace of setters if 'twas ever so. Well, look at him from Sep- tember to March, it's nothing but guns, guns, guns with iiim, blazing away at poor tame fowls, and bringing down a lot of mashers to do the same thing, till it's enough to make one's blood boil. Thousands of heads of game in a week, and all sent to Leadenhall Market, and farmers mayn't keep a dog loose lest it should run into his lord- : hip's covers. Why should we stand that sort of thing, : u- ? — and why do my Lord Rugby and his like think licmselves a penny better than the poulterers who sell iheir birds for 'em in London ? " " I quite agree with you, I wholly agree with you," said Hcaufront. " But short of a revolution, how will you gat lid of this state of things ? " " Well, your Grace, revolutions aren't much to the Eng- Hsh blood," said Mr. Kitson. "We did it once, to be sure, and did it thorough, and if we have to do it again we'll do it thorough. But we put up with a sight of bad things because we're slow to change. But if little lords like ; ! f 1 y i68 position: Lord Rugby go on with the game as they do, I wouldn't say but what I'd see 'em hanged in their stiff collars every one of 'cm ; and yet I never was a man against the gentry." " My dear Mr. Kitson, I quite understand you," said Beaufront. " I know, I feel exactly like you. I never enter a club or walk down Rotten Row without wonder- ing why the country stands us all for a week. A nobility, to have any reason for its own existence, must justify its existence ; we only prove that our own is a farce. We ought to lead, we only follow. The only thing which can excuse your standing us so long is that, if you did away with us to-morrow the financiers and big tradespeople would come in our places, and be rather worse than our- selves." '' That's true enough, your Grace," said Mr. Kitson, "and the people know it. If all landlords were like you there wouldn't be no changes wanted." " Thanks. But they call me a fool in the county and in the country, you know." " Let 'em," said Mr. Kitson, sturdily ; "and I wish you was my landlord instead of little Rugby, your Grace ; we shouldn't quarrel." "We think so exactly alike, we couldn't. Good-day, and please tell your daughter how sorry I am for the poor little dog," said Beaufront, as he lifted his hat with his good-humored smile and went homeward. "There's something rotten in the State, decidedly," he thought, " when a sturdy Tory and a law-abiding rustic like this excellent Kitson is disposed against his wish to turn Anarchist. The little Rugbys and their pheasant- slaughter and their men-to-load have done it. Rugby don't menu to do any harm; he thinks himself a pillar of the State, and subscribes to the Carlton, and presides at county meetings, and is always present to vote against marriage with a deceased wife's sister ; but I do thoroughly understand how the sight of this excellent youth, with his guns and his friends and his keepers, does tend to make a mild Socialist of the worthy British farmer who pays rent j;o iiim. I wonder if the order generally will ever see it and reform itself without any fuss, and leave off shooting? Not a bit of it. It won't really understand until its re- spectable Kitsons turn Robespierres, and its own bodies adorn the oaks and beeches where its keepers have so long hnug up the owl and tiie kestrel and the poor cottago '■■;u," r'»'„'^i POSITION. 169 CHAPTER XIX. he iistic sh to asant- dou't of the les at oting ? its re- bodies ;o long 3ttase- A FEW hours later he had received his cousin and his other guests arriving by the afternoon train, and he was strolling with them through the beautiful home woods of this his favorite residence ; woods which had been scarcely changed since the days of the Tudors, and where the fal- low deer and the red deer led happy, untroubled lives. He had lived much at Heronsmere with his grandparents in his early childhood, and every stick and sod of it were dear to him. The possession of the old West Country house almost, at times, reconciled him to the constraint, burden, and worry which the succession to the dukedom liad of necessity brought with it. Heronsmere represented the silver lining to what seemed to him the very leaden and stifling cloud of that '' position " which outsiders in their ignorance deemed so enviable and deliglitful. '* Olympus must have bored Jove excruciatingly," Beau- front said often, with fellow-feeling and compassion for the god. Heronsmere was the only one of the places he had in- herited which inspired him with a feeling of home, and which he saw with pleasure. It was in the heart of Cole- ridge's Quantocks, and had lovely, peaceful, and sylvan scenes around it, wliile its woods, stretching away to the sea-shore, lay full in the warmth of a southern aspect. At Dcloraine he entertained princes, had large parties of fifties and hundreds, and did what was considered tljc duties of his position, but at Heronsmere it was always la vie intime ; small parties of never more than a dozen met there, composed of people congenial to himself and each other, and within the old Tudor walls and in the yew- shadowed gardens there were many hours spent of gay and familiar converse. Everyone at Heronsmere followed their fancy, did as they liked, and led a perfectly easy and up.coerced existence ; only one law recognized throughout the twenty-four hours, the sound of the gong which sent people to dress at eight o'clock. " But I am not the least fitted for Heronsmere myself," said Beaufront, always. "The owner of such a place as this should be a scholar, a poet, and a country gentleman, a Drummond of Hawthorndcn, with something of i^lntthcw Arnold in him, who should live all the year round and find i * rM X70 POSITION. his heaven in its library in winter nights and in its gar- dens in summer days." He felt that he did not at all reach to the height of its suggestions, possibilities, and memories. He felt that he profaned it with that f^ondon and I\aris atmosphere, those echoes of the clubs, which he brought with him perforce. It had come to him too late in life ; he could not alter to suit it ; it should have been the one sole home of a student and philosopher, not merely a house among several other houses of a man of the world, left silent and empty for forty-five out of the fifty-two weeks of the year. So many of the country houses of England are left va- cant and neglected tiuis in the folds oi her green woods and under the shadow of her low gorsc-covcred hills, houses which have withstood in their time the culverins of Cromwell and the torches of tiie Chartists, but which have a foe as insidious as time, and as cruel as envy, in the decaying fortunes of their masters and the modern im- patience of the quietude of rural life. It was a regret to him that Consuelo Laurence had never seen Heronsmere, which her slow soft step, and her dreamy loveliness, and her fine and delicate tastes would have suited so well. She had never been to any of his places, because Lady Avillion having given the word to them, none of the women of his family would meet her there, and as she divined very clearly that this was so, she had refused his invitations persistentl)' until he had under- stood the reason, and invited her no more. If his devotion to his cousin iiad been less, he would have made an open quarrel of these persistent slights and offences to his friend, but he could not bring himself to quarrel with Lady Avil- lion, not even for one who was really as dear to him, in a sense, as was Mrs. Laurence. "One day they'll learn to appreciate (^ne another, and they'll get good friends," he thought, with a man's happy faculty of believing what he wishes to believe, and trusting to time and accident to undo the knots which he is indis- posed or incompetent to cut. And so Consuelo Laurence had never seen the stained glass casements, the carved wood ceilings, and the yew- shadowed terraces of Heronsmere. " It is very unkind of Freda always to set her back up in that way," he thought, and he had felt almost that he was disloyal to his absent friend as he had welcomed his cousin this day in his cedar-lined and emblazoned central '^ -1 POSJTJO.V, «7« hall, which was one of the chief beauties and wonders of the Quantock hills. " He is wishing for Mrs. Laurence," thought Freda her- self. *' Surely, after hanging about her everywhere fur seven years, he must know her so well that an old Blue Book would be as interesting ! " Clever as she was. Lady Avillion did not know that there is only one thing of which the interest can outlast both time and habit, and that is what, for want of a clearer defi- nition, we call sympathy, which may exist without either love or passion being united to it, but without which neither love nor passion can have any durability. She did not know it because she had never felt it her- self. She heard people talk about it, and she had no doubt tiiat it was very nice, but it was only a word to her, and a word which conveyed no idea. Some people were niisciable if they did not have lemon in their tea, or a doc- tor always travelling about with them ; the need fc;r sympathy seemed to her the same sort of nervous faddish- ness. At Ileronsmere she was a different person to the mis- tress of Brakespeare. At her own castle she was a stately chatelaine, entertaining a numerous and illustrious circle, courteous and amiable to all, but to no oneespecially so, oc- cupied by her solicitude for their amusement, but being only kind in a manner which had something unconsciously chilling in it. *' She is so dreadfully bored by us that she has to take preternaturally elaborate precautions to be civil," said one of her guests once, and like everything elaborate, the re- sult was formal. But at her cousin's place it was wholly different ; she was free to follow her own tastes, friend- ships, and preferences, and the social atmosphere of Ileronsmere was that of a delightful but unpretending country house. Brakespeare was a great palace, wheic etiquette, splendor, and ceremonial were inevitable ; Heronsmere was homelike, bright, and intimate, with its blossoming gardens three months earlier in bloom than those of the northern castle. " Here I have no responsibilities ; and how charming it is ! " she said, as she opened one of the lattice windows embowered in ivy, where a pair of blue tits were keeping house in their little nest under her casement. Heronsmere had long been the dower house of the Duchesses of Beaufront, and the touch of many gentle- 111 M h^ ..i r» i f H If .! ^ m I' if iy t7a /•()S//7().\\ I ! II women of otlicr days had left its impress on the house, and made it a casket full ui gracious memories. " I am too graceless and unvv<jrlliy f(jr il ; it wants you," said lieaufront, as he stood by her tiiat day at the library window. She answered, rather unsynipathctically : '* It wants nothing but what it has. I always envy ycni Mrs. Simeon ; she is a perfect housekeeper, and her white hair and her mob cap are charming." lie smiled a little bitterly. "I am not so thankless as to undervalue Mrs, Simeon's perfections ; but one n\ay want something besides sheets that smell of roses, servants who are well drilled, and ////t* /naison ijui marclic hicii ! " **Oh, I know that sort of lament!" said Freda, with im- patience. "All men till they are married are always sigh- ing for what the French call un ini&ieur, and as soon as they have married they are all bored to death by the nuis- ance of it. If you had a wife I should probably dislike her, and then I should not come here ; and she might even be somebody who would have Maple's or Gillow's young men down to cover the oak panellings with embroidered plush, and put electric light in the cloisters." "I said the house wanted /^/^; no one else," said Beau- front, with anger. "Well, it has me, for five days," she replied, as she glanced at him with a vague surprise. " I never go any- where else for so long ; you know that." Beaufront frowned as he heard her ; with the usual un- reason of men, he could not have endured for his cousin to know how long and hopelessly he had loved her, and yet he was galled and irritated by her profound want of any perception of his feelings. " I shall marry some time or other, I suppose," he said, sullenly, "and it will certainly not be anybody who will call in Maple or Gillow's young men ; let us hope it may be somebody honored by your approval." "When I come to Heronsmere I feel that you ought to marry, Ralph," she said, gravely. "At Deloraine I do not ; it is a big uncomfortable place, and you are bon prince in it, and you have the world about you, and I, or Helena, or one of your sisters, do the honors for you, and that is quite enough ; but here you want a home, everything is so home- like ; the world ought never to come here, it ought to shelter a quiet, untroubled happiness." ros/7'/().y. •% ^n "I am au-ikssoNs de vion assicttc Iumc ; I feci it," replied IJeanfront, irritably. "The piiiec is simple, serious, poetic, riml I have none of tlujse spiritual qiialiti(.'s. Hut I doubt whether the presence uf a woman 1 hated would improve either it or me." "Why should it be a woman you hated ? It might be a woman you adored." "That couldn't be," he said, crossly. "I do \\(A sec why. I am sure I could llnd you a hun- dred charming " " My dear Freda," said Beaufront, with increasing irri- tation, "for heaven's sake do not take >ne in hand. Exer- cise your inimitable tact and talents in uniting Flodden to the Tory party, or in otherwise manipulating the interests of the State, but for heaven's sake leave my uninteresting existence to continue its uneventful c(Hirse unhastencd by your kind assistance." Lady Avillion opened her eyes very widely, in undis- guised astonishment. "How irritable he is! " she thought. " Perhaps he has married Mrs. Laurence privately, and never told us." " I wish my cousin would give a mistress to this dear old house," she said to Syrlin one day. " But I am afraid he never will unless that designing woman, Mrs. Laurence, gets still farther hold upon him than she has." " Why do you call her designing ? " said Syrlin, with an abruptness common to him when he heard what he did not like. '* Because she is so," replied Lady Avillion. " It is she who prevents him from marrying." "I do not believe it," said Syrlin. Freda affected not to hear. "Have you known Mrs. Laurence long ?" she asked, with indifference. "Yes," answered Syrlin, sullenly. "She is a good woman, who has had an unhappy life " "An unhappy life! When she plays shuttlecock with our princes, and has our whole world at her teas? I should say her sorrows, like her virtues, were — were — not very substantial." " You are prejudiced, and you are unjust," s'lid Syrlin, in a tone to which she was unaccustomed. " I care nothing about her, but I respect her ; and I cannot remain silent to hear her slandered. It is unworthy of vwii. I/uly Avillion ; it is the prejudice of caste ; you dislike to sec a woman of I 'i' ',.1 ' .a m t V. ■ ■ iSl i'f I ' ( kPM l\ t- I < ^ f Y V .^ ' !' ■ i" i fe ' t 'l- 5 >• « ^ r^ ' .% J I! I I '' 174 POSITION. whom you know nothing received as a leader of society, it irritates your amour-propre ; you would send her back, if you could, to the obscurity she emerged from." "I would send them all back to the obscurity they emerged from ! " said Freda, with a boundless disdain in her accent. ''And me too ? " said Syrlin. " You are a man of gc -us ; you are hors ligne." "You ari very kind; you have said that to me more than once ; but if Mrs. Laurence have little right to her place in your great world, I have still less right to mine. As for Ralph carrying her, he will never even think rf it." " Why not ? " " Because — " he hesitated. "Well, why?" Syrlin hesitated still ; then he answered with startling directness. " Because there is only one woman whom he loves, and it is not she ; it is you, madame." " I ! " Freda stared at iiim haughtily ; then she laughed. " It is a poet's privilege to romiaice, and as you are so admirable an interpreter of the poets, I suppose we must extend their privilege to you. But why speak of such things ? We are not in a green-room." " I beg your pardon," said Syrlin, moodily. " But what I said was true." " My dear sir ! Who cares to hear truth ? In this case it is your own very unbridled imagination which you take for fact." " No," said Syrlin, and added under his breath : " How could it be otherwise with him or any other?" " He is rude, and fanciful, and morbid," said Freda of him to her own thoughts. " But be is interesting, and with all his triumphs he is not vain ; he takes them at what they are worth. If no one spoke to him in the whole world I believe he would not care. He would go back to his friends the Moors, and live on cactus fruit and dates." And that most penetrating and delicate of all charms, the charm of a nature wholly new to us, began to attract her towajd Svrlin. v% position: CHAPTER XX. iri 1 ^f . ^1 ■ i : 1. *' I ENVY anyone who has a home," Syrlin said, as they strolled through the gardens after luncheon, and looked back with admiring eyes at the old and noble house, par- quetted black and white, with tea-r(jses and banksia climb- ing all over it, where the ivy, centuries their senior, had left them any space. "I haven't a home, if you mean that," said Beaufront, moodily. " I have no more got a lunne than a travelling bagman has ; I am always being hustled from one place to another." "A man can always make a home, M. de Syrlin," said one of the ladies with a smile. " No. One can make an intniciir, not a home, as I un- derstand the meaning of the woi^d. That must be inher- ited, and time and tradition must have consecrated it." "There are both time and tradition, surely, at your old tower at St. Germains?" " But neither belongs to me ; only the shell which they haunt belongs to me. It is a different matter." "You are the most discontented man on earth," said Beaufront. *' I should be, were you not living," said Syrlin. "Discontent," said Lorraine lona, " .s the malady of our time. It is a mental anaemia. You, Syi^n, have enjoyed so much, and possessed so much so early, that you, in addition to that anajmia, suffer from mental repletion and the fatigue of societv." *'I do not know that," said Syrlin. " I doubt if I have ever had the most enviable gift of all, the faculty of simple enjoyment." *' If that be so, you arc to be pitied," said lona. " I am old, I am ill, I am poor, I am solitary ; but I enjoy, I enjoy all things, whether it be the glory of sunrise on Sinai, or only a song at the Lyric Club." "Then you are happy, indeed, and have found the true philosophy," said Syrlin. " I fear my temperament is too much in extremes; it is like those climates which are now burning and now are freezing ; in those lands there is lit- tle comfort." " There is little comfort in this land," muttered Beau- front, "whether personal, financial, or climatic!" ■ n \ I i I i !' ' il .: i . ■''^!!!''!!!'!l!!*^*'**'''!^ II ■ if' m ■ •: WVm m W p 11 '1^ I I. ■s' +i lllS 11 1 1 illi M!! * 1 ■ > 1 ■ i i ! 176 POSITION. "Don't talk such nonsense, Ralph," said his cousin; ** the climate here is enchanting. I am sure the air waiJ quite dcliohtful this morning." " Well, yes ; it's only just about midsummer that we get quite sure of a fall of snow," said Beaufront in an explana- tory and apologetic tone. '* Then on the top of the snow comes a drought and 120° Fahrenheit, and then after a little bit come Kingsley's nor'easters ; antl then again, after them, c(jme nice sea-fogs, mixed up with smoke-fogs, and so on da capo. That's our climate. Perhaps Syrlin may like it ; some people do. So there arc some who like the House of Commons." " I like it," said his cousin. " I like a walk on a spring or a summer morning in England as veil as Coleridge or Wordsworth did. The country may not be grand, or pict- uresque, or beautiful in outline, or in sunlight, but the shadowy leafy ways, and the moss and the grass and the fern-brakes are all dim, and dewy, and green, and there is a twiligh' in the woods that is delicious, and one would not be surprised to meet Comus there, and find Sabrina by the brook where the forget-me-nots grow." " But it is not Comus whom you meet," said Beaufront grimly, in whose mind the words of John Kitson were brooding. " It's your keeper, with a dead jay or owl in one hand, and a lot of brutal traps in the other, and it isn't Sabrina's tresses which are reflected in the stream, but a lot 0/ discharged dye or white lead refuse that has floated down from a factory twenty miles away, and still has power in it to poison your trout. That's why one longs to get away from England, because the whole million of curses which are the spawn of artificial life are all packed up in it as tightly as herrings in a barrel. Else- where you can forget 'em, but in England you can't, not for a moment. It's over-populated, over-built, over-culti- vated, and 'the new man * is its prophet." '* Perhaps I haven't any taste." " My dear Freda, your worst enemy couldn't deny your good taste." " But good taste or bad taste, I like London," reiterated his cousin. " I know it is cruelly ugly, I know it is murky and melancholy, and spreads a film i^f grayness over one's silk embroideries and one's painted satins, and that one's Greek Venus is obliged to be washed all over every week ; I know all that, but I like it, quand meme ; and when I get into the brougham at Victoria or King's Cross and drive /'os/7-joy. 177 home after the country or thi; Coniinciii, I am c^Uul to be there. 1 know I shall know everythini'- ahnost before the Oueen knows it, and ahvays, certainly, a day before the papers do, if tliey ever do, which tliey prcjbably never will, if it is anything reallv true or in the verv least interest- "Oh, yes, London's the bii^gest newsinarkct in the uni- verse, tiiat I grant, and has the best of all nev/s, the secret news, the kind that on\y gets into print fifty years after- ward in memoirs ; but that <////./ aovi passion isn't xcvy wholesome, it's a sort of drani-drinking and curry-eating, and one gets longing for fresh sensations, till one would offer up one's bosom friend U) etcrn;d igiujminy for sake of a scandal, and eat \\\) a ministry like an anchovy. AVhen I am down here by the river, or riding along a pass in the Himalayas, I think what bosh that sort of false feverish appetite [or news is ; but tli-' minute one sets foot in a :lub one can't resist tlie atmosphere, one must have (;ne's social anclundcs and pcjlitical pick-nu;-ups." "Well I don't 120 to clubs, but thcv bring me the an- chovies." " You should never cat anything less poetic tiian peaches. You look like a portrait which has blent together Titian and Gainsborough ; ycni should be, by whole leagues of taste and sentiment, far away from the gossip of London, and the wire-pullers of Downing Strcx-t should repeat tlie echoes of their telephones in vain to your ear." "I shall have grown deaf indeed when I sn.all cease to listen with interest to things of interest." '* But are they things of interest? That the Premier doesn't digest his dinner, that the Russian and:)assadcjr's gout is only sulks, that Tommy Gcxjdcldld is going to be thrown over to save the Party, and the enfcDit terrible has turned head over heels into all the clujicest principles of the Cabinet ; that a letter diti ijo to Hatfield in tin" middle of the night, though they all deny it, and that a private secretary did come up from Hawarden to Devonshire House, thougli they all declare he didn't — is that sort of thincr interestino- ? " It is at least the best we have," said Ladv Avilli on. little aneered, "and it will all seem intcnselv interest! "g to our grandchildren when they read it fifty years hence in memoirs, as you said." "Lord! What fools our grandchildren will be then ! And what a very dull game is the science of history ! " xm it: 4-f .1 i 178 posirioK " I suppose you read memoirs yourself." " Only French ones." Lady Avillion was angered. Her century, her contem- poraries, and her country were all of interest to her. " I feel the same pleasure in coming back to London that the Parisian and the Parisienne feel in their rcntrSe^' she declared, though no one seconded her. " It isn't the same thing. We don't rentrer^' said Beau- front gloomily, " we only perch for a week or two, a month or two, wishing the time over, taking flight when- ever we can, and leaving our rooms muffled up in calico and our households on board wages. We're never at home in London. We're only perching. In June and July the whole flock perch altogether and caw in chorus — how dull ! how full ! what a crowd ! what a bore ! — caw, caw, caw !— and then off we all go pell-mell." ** Well, I am very fond of London," she reiterated, with the sense that she was saying an odd thing, as if she had said that she liked Ireland, or boiled mutton, or the Salva- tion Army. " What a confession for a lady of light and leading ! " said Beaufront. CHAPTER XXI. The weather was much warmer and the blossoming earth much more advanced in its apparelling at Herons- mere, where the waters of the Gulf Stream washed the green shores shelving to tiie sea. It was another temper- ature, another climate, another season, another mental at- mosphere, which were all refreshing to Lady /.villion in her cousin's quiet manor house. She had brought Inad'Esterre therewith her. She had always wished greati that the girl should please Beau- front. It would ha.e been one of those admirable mar- riages which gratify everyone, and it would have effect- ually checked those designs which she attributed to Mrs. Laurence. But Beaufront, although he thought the child charming, had seen so many charming children whom he could have had for the asking, and felt no inclination to fulfil the dreams of his cousin as regarded her. In mar- riage, as in other matters of moment in life, we seldom think that good for us which seems so good to our friends. Ina d'Esterre, in her white frocks, with their wide sashes, POSITION. 179 lookins: like a vounj^ damsel out of the R^camier or the Talleyrand salons, with her big briglit eyes and her curl- ing ribbon-bound hair, accorded very well with the old- fashioned romantic house and gardens of Heronsmere, but he felt no inclination to invite her X.o become its mistress. " He only likes jadeii and compromised women, with a long list of adventures behind them, streaming in lire like a comet's tale," thought Lady Avillion with impatience. And she said aloud to him one mornins: : " If Lord Flodden and Ina liked each other, it would be an ideal union ; age, fortune, character, tastes, everything in sympathy. I always meant her for yuu, you know, but you are hopeless." *' So many thanks," said Beaufront. " I am sorry to ap- pear ungrateful. Ina is very delightful, but " " Oil, one knows you only admire married women ; or — or women who have been too much married. " ''Too much married for their own happiness, per- haps!" muttered Beaufront, angered at the innuendo. "Ina is all that would suit vou," continued his cousin. " She is gentle and generous in temper ; she is very noble in her impulses ; and she has been so trained that she would fill any position that she accepted to perfection. What more can you possibly want ? " Beaufront grew impatient. " If your arguments mean anything, they mean that a man should marry the first decent and virtuous young woman that he happens to see I All tiie lovely and seri- ous qualities in the world cannot give happiness in any position without that sort of sympathy which to you seems wholly unnecessary in any scheme of life. Ina is entirely charming, and as she gruws older will be something more. I appreciate her completely ; but I should no more dream of marrying her than of bringing home one of the white swans off the mere to bed and bt)ard." "You like black swans," said his cousin, coldly. " It is a perverted taste." Beaufront understood her meaning, and his face flushed angrily. "You are very unjust," he said, cuitly. "Your perpet- ual hostility to Mrs. Laurence is an affront to me. It is an affront in two wavs ■ the one because you disbelieve my word ; the other because, in disbelieving it, you show that you consider '^"'' "apable of endeavoring to force on you, under false cl , un actjuaiutance which I know to li iKEf^^^motimM: 'Si^?m»m»Mtm,„>^, i8o j'usirioN: be unworthy of you. It is one of tliosc insults vvhicli ;i man is forced to j)ut up with from a woman. But I should like you to tell me whicii of the two it is that you think : do you cuubider that I am myself fooled by Mrs. Laurence, or that 1 deliberately try to deceive you about her?" Lady Avillion smiled ; with a certain mingling of pity and of contempt for the obtuscness and the bungling of the man which irritated him intensely. " If you ask me, both." " Botii ! Both would be impossible." ** Oh, no ; the lady has persuaded you to accept a cer- tain aspect of her, and that aspect you, for your own rea- sons, wish me to accept also. But it docs not follow that you really believe in it, although you accept it." Beaufront stifled an angry and profane word, and tore open with an irritated gesture a telegram, which was at that minute brought him from Lord Greatorex concern- ing Wharfpool. The great excitement of the moment, down at Herons- mere as all over England, was the approaching election at Wharfpool, the great sliipping and commercial city, whicli had never been Conservative since its first cliimney had peeped up from the marshes on which it was built, but which, by subtle and involuted calculations of the Conser- vative Whip, was now supposed to be won over to the true cause. The senior member for one of the divisions of Wharfpool had died suddenly on the steps of its Exchange, kindly furnishing, in a dull recess, a welcome occasion for speculation, turmoil, endeavor, and excitement. The Irish element was strong in Wharfpool, and the merchants were mostly Radicals, still a change had come over the spirit of its dream. The Sovereign had visited its docks and warehouses, the Premier had shown it his massive brow r.nd his lofty logic, and it had been more than rumored in the Carlton that one seat at least in this stronghold of the enemy might be successfully won and held. Everybody at Ileronsmere talked Wharfpool all dav long, and telegrams rained in on the Guernseys and the Queenstowns, who were essentially what is called '* politi- cal people." " Quesi-cc que (a pent voiis fairc, j/n Jioinine de plus ou dc moinsV saiei Syrlin, to whom this unending agitation over a by-election in a dead season seemed wholly unaccount- able. /'0S/770X, iSi i the come sited t his more this and h over :ount' *' I'm sure I don't know wliat it matters," said Beaiifront, drearily, We shall have an aLirariaii rcvoluiion anvlu>\v, and a dead-set against all properly, wluK-ver is in or out ; only with our people in we ought lo die iiard and tlecently, and with those other fellows in we shall slobber our but- chers and kiss their boots." A single election in a time like the piesent has all the force of an example," said Freda ; " we all know hcnv con- tagious example is. Whether it is by the cholera, or by an opinion, one person infect(;d infects fifty, live hundred, five thousand. Victory in Wharf pool is, in a sense, vic- ii tory over the countrv all The Etats Generaux did not prevent the guillotine, sai rlin. d Sy No ; but perhaps if the emigres had not Hocked ov er the frontiers they might have prevented it," said Freda. At any rate, we do not mean to enuurate. Tl icy may take away our lands — T dare say they will — and our ground leases in the cities, and our rents and such few privileges as still remain to us — they are few indeed — but I ho pe that we shall not, to use I^alph's expression, kiss the boots of our butchers." land ? Do you seriously think revolution so near in E nn;- Rcvolution ? I do not know — but the imdcrmini nj of all property by the pressure of envy and change is cer- tain throughcjut Europe. I am a Conservative, not be- cause I can hope that Conservatism will materially alter the direction the world is taking, but because, as Ralph says, I wish to die hard ; I think one should be true to one's order, to one's traditions, to one's belief, whatever it IS. '* When one is happy enough to have one," said Syrlin, with a sigh. "And if you care thus abc^ut the city of Wharfpool, madamc, I regret that I cannot l)uy the whole country for you, as your Sir Robert Walpole used to buy his boroughs ! " "Oh, I do not care so greatly about Wharfpool, except as a sign of the times, and I think they talk of it a little too much. It is unwise to tell a few thousand shipwrigiits and stevedores and warehousemen and counting-house clerks that the whole Empire hangs breathless over their ballot-boxes. Government bv Parliamentarv representa- tion is a verv fine thing; but in practice it is not very logical or very satisfactory, anel it has very little dignity '■ I I'll I:' 111 f 1,1 1 i J^i It'! I iM 1 ) .. f P !i ;l !i 182 POSJTION. about it. But I believe you think, do you not, that a woman should have no opinions or influence on poli- tics?" '* Women have usually done mischief whenever they have meddled with public life ; look at the Fronde," said Syrlin, not very graciously. " I imagine, Lady Avillion, that your Primrose Habitations, and tiieir Councils, as far as I can comprehend them, will lead to political machinery in England being moulded on American lines. I think one of your clever men, Goldwin Smith, said so." " A doctrinaire / " "A doctrinaire possibly; that is a term of opprobrium so easily cast against any thinker ; truly, what are your Primrose meetings except political organizations ? And from those to the professional politician there is but a step. It is a pretty play-place this Primrose-pasture at the present ; but you are building a scaffolding on it whicii the demagogue will use to his own ends. 1 imagine that your Order has never taken into consideration the im- mense danger to itself from the introduction into your country of political machinery of the kind." " I really cannot see what you mean," said Freda with great stiffness, for she did see very well, and it was that fact which annoyed her. ** No ? " said Syrlin, with a little incredulous smile, which annoyed her still more. She did not know why it was so, but Syrlin had the power of making all her opinions seem fallacious and all her principles appear mere prejudices. Like all people of her world, she was used to a certain theory of life which suited her, and which she did not examine very closely. She had, it is true, occasionally been disturbed in these be- liefs by the unsatisfactory aspect whic^i their results often presented ; but she had told herself that this meagreness was the constant accomplishment of all human affairs, and she had gone on in what now appeared to her horribly like a groove, just as mucli of a groove as that daily trod- den by those Philistines who had nothing on earth in com- mon with her. A groove ! that first abhorrence of all great minds. "What are we to do?" she said, with impatience. "If we do not occupy ourselves with public questions we are looked on as heartless and self-engrossed pleasure-seekers. If we do do our best, as it seems to us, to lighten the mis- ery and better the lot of those who are around us, we are POSITION', 183 considered to create a proletariate (that is a bad classicism I know, but it is the word in use). Wiiat are we to do ? Will you tell me that ? It is easy to criticise ; it is not easy to originate. If we honestly believe that our own faction governs best, most wisely, most disinterestedly,- surely we are justified in bringing that belief as forcibly as we can before the people at large ? We may be stupid, but I assure you we are honest." She looked very handsome as she spoke ; her fair skin tinged to an unwonted warmth, iier eyes deepened in col- or and expression by tlie sincerity of her sentiment. Syr- lin looked at her with an admiration he did not attempt to conceal. **I am quite sure that wherever Lady Avillion passes she makes life sweeter for others if slie makes it harder," his eyes said with unconscious eloquence, but with his lips he answered : ** Madame, I have seen in France the Dames du Cal- vaire forsaking of their own will their boudoirs and their ball-rooms to go and watch by cancerous and scrofulous bodies, and wash putrid wounds, and soothe yelling mani- acs, and lay their white hands on lupus-eaten foreheads. There could be no doubt of their disinterestedness, of their nobility, of their holiness, yet I am sure that were the guillotine again at work in a new Terror, the Dames du Calvaire would be the first sent to feed it ; excellence of intention avails nothing against class jealousy. I was once in the Hopital St. Louis when the Duchesse de Tours came to pass the night there as itifirmi'tre. You know how beautiful she is, how young, how courted. Her patient was a man dying of a putrid tumor. He snarled as he saw her, and he said, in words too foul to re- peat literally, " Vas-fcn^ cJncnnc ! tu as fait du rigolo — rien que du rigolo — et tu penses que je faiderai aussi a sauver ton ame !'' It was base and vile, for she niu-sed him tenderly through his filthy malady, and she had left a ball that night to take her turn of nursing in that stench and hor- ror. But it serves to show you what is not, what never wilk be forgiven to your class. You have had rignlo; in decent language you have enjoyed. It is no sin, it is often even a virtue ; but the hatred of those who have not enjoyed it is not to be appeased. They think your finest Hiid tenderest actions are only another form of self-love ; they think you want to make their , sick-beds help you as a ladder to heaven. They do not believe in heaven, but iM [ i' ''II'. t: :$ MMMMMMta im 4 1*1 Ml fc< * «»; ■'< ; III i nil I •I ^n li;^;! 1S4 /'0S/770A\ they know tlint you do ; ntul tliat is why the henevolcncG of the Jh'iircux lic la ttnre is :il\v;iys :i suspected unci de- spised tiling in the eyes of these wolves who have been hungry and niunained all their lives. They think you use their starved bodies as stepj)ing-stones to yoiu" own salvation. It is foolish, it is ungrateful, it is inexact ; oh, yes — but it is jierhaps natural, '.riie only charity which is wholly beyond suspicion is the charity of the ]joor to the poor. The poor are never just to the rich ; they never will be so. The envy of the rii^olo is forever there." "You make me very sad," said Lady Avillion, simply. ** If they only knew how little pleasure we find in it ! " They had been walking in the park that afternoon,. through the delicious greenery of a May day, over short turf, sweet as the breath of Hebe, and through soft, misty, broken sunshine falling through the budding boughs of trees four centuries old. They had by this time come out through the home woods on to the village green ; an ideal village green, like those on which llerrick's dairymaids and shepherds, and Shenstone's lads and lasses, danced round the Maypole, in days when England was green and merry, and simple of heart, and undeliled by the curses of soot and trade. " Is it not an enchanting little place ?" said Lady Avil- lion. " I always envy my cousin this village." It was a charming village ; nothing had probably changed in it since Shakespeare's time ; the thatched cot- tages were bowered in elder, hawthorn, and apple-trees ; their little gardens sweet with clove pinks, cabbage-roses, thrift, lavender, sweetbrier and southernwood ; and chub- by-cheeked children in blue pinafores, and as rosy-cheeked old women in white caps, were in front of their trim privet hedges or behind their wooden wickets. The roads were turf-bordered and tree-shadowed, the whole place ran over with abundance and superabundance of leaf and blossom. The square Saxon tower of the ancient church was em- bosomed in the deep greenery of sycamore and hornbeam, and the small common had its pond overhung by hazel and willow, and large elms, and flocks of geese and of sheep, each white as snow, were feeding under hawthorno trees which had been aged when Coleridge had been vouno;. "So English, isn't it? You wouldn't see that anywlier else," said Lady Avillion ; "and though there are very beau- tiful villages in other countries, I grant, they would not be perhaps equal to this." POSJJIO.W i8S "Yes, it is very bcuuliful," said Syrlin. "Even in winter it must be so too, witii all tiiat varied yrowtli of Iwaiich forms, and tliose little cottages under the trees, like boats under the shadows of tall masts. Surely no one ever dies here, and when they are born it must be without l)ain." " What a pretty idea ! There isn't much illness," said Freda, rather piosaically, "but I fear there is rheumatism and bronchitis simietinies. I am glad you like it. None of your villages are such an idyl as this." "Have you dissent?" asked VMolet (Jucrnscy, as she might have said, have you the American llyorthe potatoe disease ? " Alas, yes ! How they <■(?//, with that dear old c:hurch looking such a picture! but the poor, I think, like their religion like their tea: they don't mind it being coarse, so long as it is strong." "Then dissent is s(j Radical, and tiicy like that," said Lady Guernsey. " An old man at Foxdene, a day laborer who hasn't labored for twenty years, has been listening to Radical tracts, read aloud by his son-in-law, who is a cobbler and a furious republican, and he said to me very amiribly last week: 'We're going up, and ye're coming down, my lady ; but I promise yer I shan't forget the S. in- day puddens.' He has some batter pudding and roast beef from the kitchens every week." " But that is just what they will do ; they will forget the puddings if they get the upper hand," said Beaufront. "We have been feeding them on pudding to an inconceiv- able extent, an idiotic extent perhaps ; they always come for their pudding, but they never forgive us for giving it to them. What does ycjur Methuselah expect to be, Lady Guernsey ? A millionnaire or a ^Minister ? " "You know they all expect to be landed proprietors. They are all told vaguely that if they take the land away from us, every laborer will become at a stroke a small squire, and his farming will be done for him by a super- natural agencv, for such tritles as machinery and capital and the laws of supply and demand are not to stand in the way for a moment." "It is very odd," murmured Beaufront, " but we are here exactly where they were in France just before the as- sembling of the States-General. There is the same un- easiness in the nobilitv, the s.iuie useless efforts to concili- ate the multitude, the same ■ )overisliment of the landed iu ) \ y i. i I i i t ' ■ IMAGE EVALUATION TEST TARGET (MT-3) 1.0 I.I 1.25 m CM m , 40 I' 2.5 2.0 U il.6 V} % ^? e. cTM' ^.^v #> »> s7> O 'W /A f y/ / Photographic Sciences Corporation 23 WEST MAIN STREET WEBSTER, N.Y. 14580 (716) 872-4503 f/j f/. J MM i86 POSITION. classes, the same frothy, groundless, dazzling promises put forth by the agitators to allure tlie people, and nothing real under all the froth, except the invitation to pillage." "An invitation which humanity is always ready to accept" At the same moment Syrlin was saying to Lady Avillion, "I am very tired, madame, of the world ; will you get Ralph to give me one of those pretty thatched cottages smothered under their roses ? It would surely be easy to be philosophic here." "In summer. The v/inter would try your philosophy, you would soon go back to the Boulevards. You know what Lorraine lona thinks the only wise and proper life — four months of Pall Mall and eight months of Lebanon." "Rather the Lebanon altogether, and no Pall Mall or its congeners." " Is not that only a pou, M. Syrlin ? After all, you could go to the Lebanon to-morrow if you really wished." "I suppose I could. I believe that I shall, though per- haps a little later than to-morrow. No ; I do not poser ; nature has made me a misanthrope." "That you might play Alceste incomparably. Well, I am not a misanthrope. I like life, all forms of life, from the talk of those old women at their garden gates to the news which the Foreign Oflfice men will bring down with them to-night. " The nihil humani, etc., was never taken as a motto by one who could more surely persuade us to see divinity in humanity when we follow her steps ! " " What a compliment ! It takes my breath away. An Englishman couldn't have said that. Why are you misan- thropical when you can invent such pretty things ? " "I forget my misanthropy when I walk through this vale of roses with Lady Avillion as my guide." " You must have so many guides through so many vales of roses ! " "Perhaps ; but it is you I folloW." " Does he mean to /aire la cour to me ? " thought Freda, with a little offence and a vague apprehension united to a sense of pleasure at a homage which was new and of un- lisual type. "Tell me why you would go to the Lebanon," she said, aloud. " Because I have no affinity with artificial life," he re- plied. " I am a forest animal chained at a banquet, the POSlTIOhT. 187 otnises lothing illage." ady to meats and drinks of the banquet lave no savor to mc. I want my native solitude." •* And fame ? Has that no charm ? *' Fame ! I suppose when some student of forgotten things writes in tiie next century of the French actors of this, I shall perhaps have a dozen lines, twenty lines less than Frederick Lemaitre, and twelve less than the Coque- 1* - »» Mis. " You remind me of the First Consul's discontent. *yW pris RomCy Caire^ Milan^ et si je meurs demainje riaurai qu'une demi'Page dans tine hi slot re universelle / ' " " But his half-page was at least in history. Players have no place in history any more than shooting-stars have a name in astronomy." . "You are very thankless." *' I know what I obtain. Dramatic artists are like the Joomed rich man of the Gospel ; we have our reward. No other artist perhaps has a reward so visible, so material, so gross ; our laurel is touched with our own hands as Petrarch touched his on the Capitol ; but it is a laurel which is not evergreen ; and w^hen we die our very memory dies with those who saw and heard us. Our memories may have interest for a curious scholar like Jules Janin or Arsene Houssaye. Nothing more." "What is the kind of fame that you would care for, then ? '• " I do not know that there is any. There is a kind of life after death which is enviable ; such as Apuleius had in the city where I was educated, and all over the cities of the East ; the fame which bent down before it alike the Pagan :md the Christian world, which united in it all the glories and all the forces of the pontiff, the poet, the orator, the teacher, the seer. Apuleius lived in the flesh eighteen hundred years ago, but he lives to-day in the spirit, in the mind of every scholar. Can we think of the sweetness of Psyche without remembering her poet ? Can we even hear an ass bray in the streets without a vague fancy that the heart of Lucius is beating under his shaggy skin ? That is fame, because it is indissoluble attachment with the minds of men by the fine threads of thought which stretcli from the Africa of Carthage to the Europe of to- day. When I was very young," he continued after a pause, "I had absurd and gorgeous dreams of all that I should do and be. I had a vague vision of becoming the ruler of France ; a mingling of Charlemagne and Lamar- • it!l1 rt '■%• ; M ' ! V- 'i.!-.M i88 POS/T/OK tine, of Henri Quatre and Vcrgniand, of Mirabean and St. Louis, and God knows what besides. It has always been possible for a man of any talent, if he possessed the auda- city, to dominate France, and through France Europe. Gambetta very nearly did it by mere force of words; but he was only a firework, he had not i\\c fen sacr<', and he would have failed if ne had not died. My dream was much more august. I wished to be a Napoleon without slaughter, a Rienzi without weakness, a Danton without blood. I wished to do for humanity what Wagner has' done for music. All dreams, dreams, absurd dreams, you will say ; absurd indeed, and I have lived to play Alceste and Gaston de Presles ! " "Not absurd ; I understand them," said his companion ; and knowing the story of his birth she could comprehend how that vague vision of empire had visited his solitary and romantic youth. " He is renlly interesting," slie thought. "What a pity he could not be the heir of the Due d'Alger. It is often so ; all the people who are in the line of succession so dull, and all who are out of it so brilliant ! " At hist she had met a person who was wholly unlike others ; wliich slie liad long despaired of doing. The world called Syrlin odd, affected, and bizarre ; his indif- ference to his own successes seemed to them a mere studied attitude, and his very sincere modesty appeared, in one so celebrated, only an elaborate form of vanity. She had been disposed to agree witii the world ; but she had ceased to do so ; she agreed rather with Beaufront, that here was a nature d elite, for whom modern life v/as too coarse and its triumphs too meagre. He wanted the Rome of Raflfaelle, the Ferrara of Lionel d'Este, the Ve- rona of Catullus, the Syracuse of Melcager, "But surely your life may well satisfy you," she urged. "You have fume, and tlie most agreeable kind of fame." "And the most worthless ! " said Syrlin, with contempt which was wholly genuine. "A mere puppet that they applaud as they applaud the elephant which plays the cymbals or the horse which dances a minuet ! Ah, mad- ame! — and I who dreamed in my boyhood of such fame as a poet alone enjoys who haunts the memories of minds akin to his, and whose words recur to them whenever * the moors are dark beneath the moon ' or ' the spring wind unbinds the mountain snow.' That kind of renown is ros/Tiox. 189 *vS 1(1 St. been anda- irope. , ; but ncl he n was itbout ithout er has js, you Mceste lanion ; irehend solitary it a pity is often ssion so y unlike is indif- a mere peared, vanity, but she aufront, v;as too ted the the Vc- lou," she Ible kind :onten-Jpt that they >lays the [Ah, niad- li fame as of minds ever the ring wind known is beautiful, and is well \vt)rth having. But it is given only to the poets, to rouse in others that joy '* Of flovale(' tln)uglils, a sense siil)linie Of somclliini; f;ir iiiDre deeply interfused, Whose dwellinjj is the light of setting suns. Do you remember," he said,* gathering all the memories of his youthful ideals and adorations as he spoke, ** where Apuleius tells \is of that which he saw on the threshold of Proserpine at the gates of the grave ; at midnight the sun burning in its full glory, face to face with the gods of iiell and the gods of heaven? ' But in vain do you hear my words,' he says to the people, 'you cannot understand.' Do they cer understand? ' Becatisc you know me as a poet, must }ou tiiink me a magician?' he said to them aloud at the tribunal. And to this day the common crowds see an evil enchantment in any genius." Flis companion listened in silence ; she did not under- stand any more than the crowds of Gia, for she had no notion of what or of whom he was speaking ; but she liked to hear him speak thus, and she had sympathy with his mood without having comprehension of his meaning. " I am a very ignorant woman," she snid, after a little while; "we are all ignorant in our world, but I like to listen to you. Tell me a little more ; who was your Apu- leius?" "Who was Apuleius ?" said Syrlin, a little disconcerted and much siuprised. But he overcame his disappoint- ment ; after all, why should a groat lady know anything except of how many new seats arc likely to be won over by her party at the next general election ? With that picturesque suggestion of which he held the secret in conversation, he replied to her question and sat- is led her curiositv, until the sorceries of Thessalv, and the troubles of the Golden Ass, and the mysteries of the Pastophares, and the Apuleian adoration of Nature veiled under the Chaldean cultus, became intelligible to her, if thev could not have for her anvthing of the fascination and the eternal and infinite suggestions which they pos- sessed for him by whom they had been studied in boyhood under the stars of Africa. In the barbaric and romantic city, once the Qj)a of Apuleius, the boy's imagination had been fed on the mys- tical lore of the East, and the beauty of its color and its costume and its rich and luscious vegetation. A half 190 POSITION, cloistral and half nomad life had made him dreamy and impressionable to excess, yet daring, bold, and taciturn. His Spanish blood and his Moorish home had rendered him proud, visionary, half barbaric, like this city of the sea where Isis had been worshipped in ail her mystical and amorous rites. From his nurse, a Moorish woman, he had even imbibed enough of necromancy and of superstition to believe in the strange legends which are still told with bated breath at midnight in the town where Apuleius was once adored as a philosopher and denounced as a magician. ** No one ever talks like that in our world, except per- haps Lorraine lona," she thought, with a sense of some- thing which her life had missed, the loss of which made it poor, ordinary, vacant. She had been better educated than most of her own order, she could write a letter without grammatical faults in it, nnd she could write in more than one language grammatically ; but she was what Syrlin deemed very ignorant. She had had little time for mental culture since her marriage; there was so much for a woman of high rank to think of socially and politically that the " humanities" were able to find but small place in her life. She knew the dates of every creation in the British Peerage ; she knew the precise standing of every princeling and duke- ling in the " Almanach de Gotha ;" and she knew the re- lative importance or insignificance of every electoral seat in the United Kingdom ; and this kind of knowledge is at variance with the study of arts and letters. The memories of Apuleius and CEa, and above all of the melodious voice of the artist who had spoken of them, haunted her as she went to her own rooms, and put on a tea-gown which became her admirably, with golden palms and silver lilies embroidered on its pale blue plush. Her own life, her own opinions and occupations and in- terests, seemed to her very poor and pale, and although Queenstown met her on the stairs in a state of loquacious and radiant emotion consequent on a telegram which he showed to her, stating that the Wharfpool election had been won for the Conservative candidate by a majority of twenty-three, she answered with a tepid pleasure in his tidings which cruelly wounded him, and said, slightingly, that she had always been aware that Wharfpool would prove itself quite sound. POSITION'. and Lirn. ;red the and iibed ve in reath iored i per- some- lade it r own faults iguage d very ice ber •h rank f • • _ " Lnities knew ; she duke- the re- al seat e is at -e all of of them, put on a n palms • \ and m- _athough quacious vhich he [tion had ijority of re in his ghtingl>% \ol would re 191 " If you were aware of it, you knew more than the Can- ton or the Cabinet," said (Jueenstown, with much mortifi- cation and incredulity, folding up his despised despatch. She did not answer, but went on down the stairs, draw- ing the trail of her golden and silver embroideries after her. It was terrible to think so, but — despite herself — the Wharfpool election, and the fussy computations over con- tested polling seemed very poor, trivial little things beside the mysteries of Osiris and Isis, and the symbolic meaning of the sun-god burning in the darkness of the night. She remembered how Lorraine lona had once said that modern civilizat' ;u was grotesque, insincere, vulgar, and unutterably clumsy beside the great vanished civilizations of the Asian and African worlds, of w hich they were merely the ill-executed imitations, and she began to have a percep- tion of what he had meint when he had said it. " Oh, my dear Freda, have you heard ? Won by twenty- three votes, and Fitzurse always said we should only have a majority of twenty!" cried Violet Guernsey with the utmost animation, as Lady Avillion entered the tea-room a moment later. Fitzurse, a cousin of Bcaufront's, was the Tory Whip ; a miracle of exactitude as a calculating machine. " Of course I have heard," said P'reda, coldly and im- patiently, " and if the calculations of Whips were not so arithmetically correct, elections would be more exciting and even perhaps a little more genuine ; foregone conclu- sions are so suggestive of manipulation." " Oh ! " said Violet Guernsey, too amazed, too horrified, too stupefied to say more. The ladies and gentlemen gathered there in little groups with their tea-cups in their hands gazed at her with a similar paralysis of horror, doubting their own senses. Beaufront was the first to recover himself. "If the sacred institution of Whips is to be assailed, adieu to the Constitution. Blasphemy against the gods was punished by stoning on the Acropolis. My dear Freda, you will be stoned in the halls of the Carlton." "A second Hypatia ? I have not the presumption to fill such a role," said Freda, taking her tea-cup. "But I do not consider our electoral system very admirable ; I do not see how anyone can who knows a little what canvass- ing and the manoeuvring machinery of the political club$ really m^an in the country." '* Yon object to wire-pulling ? " !r I r V k i- t 192 posiTioisr. " I object to American jargon," replied Freda very rig- idly, as slie heard sweet cadences of music come from the next room where Syrlin was playing to himself the "Im der Walde " of Schumann." CHAPTER XXII. The Duchess of Queenstown that niglit had just fallen asleep when she was awakened by a Icnock at tlie door whicli connected lier room with that of the Duke. " He or his man always drops his brush, or his book, or something just when I am in my first nice sleep," she thought, as she said very irritably, " you arc always disturb- ing me, what do you want ?" The Duke remaining perforce on the other side of the locked door, said through the key-hole with meekness and humility, "So very sorry, dear ; Wootton knocked a chair down. I say, Alex, do tell mc, didn't you think Lady Avilllon's manner very odd about the Wharfpool election ? So cold and so sarcastic, wasn't it ? " "Yes — no —what do I care?" murmured liis Duchess stupidly. '* Do go to bed and be quiet." "But if she were to go over to them?" whispered Queenstown with unutterable horror bristling through his smothered voice. " To the Radicals ? Freda ? Goodness ! what rubbish you talk ! There isn't a political woman surer and sounder than she is in all England. I hate her, but I know that." " I don't see how he could ; he got the last Garter," he replied grumbling and with a sigh. The gift of the last vacant Garter under a previous administration, some four years earlier, to Avillion, was a sore point with Queens- town, as he had always expected it to be given to himself and considered that he had a far jjreatcr right to it. When fate, fortune, and position have given a man every- thing he can dream of except the Garter, the Garter represents to him the sole earthly possession that is worth a straw. "What nightmare have you been dreaming on the sofas of the smoking-room ?" said his wife, angrily. " Do go to bed and keep quiet. The Avillions ratting I You might as well talk of the Speaker dancing a Higliland fling with the mace ! Freda only wasn't interested about Wharfpool POSITION", 193 ♦ tS \\ the fallen 2 door ook, or p," s^^c iisturb- : of the less and , a chair ik Lady dection ? iDuchess hispcrcd h hi'i oug rubbish sounder >\v that." irter," he the last ome four Queens- , tiimself it. lan every- c Garter is worth the sofas Do go to lou migii^ fling with IVharfpool because slif^ is so desperately interested in Syrlin. That is the truth, if you want it." " You don't mean it ? A foreign actor ! Good Lord !" said the Duke, and withdrew in horror to his couch to render thanks to Providence in his pious meditations that ids own wife, iiowever uncomfortably cold toward himself, had none of these vagaries. Alex Qjieenstown very crossly buried her handsome, petulant young face under her masses of bronze-hued hair, and tried to recover her banished slumbers. She had done her best, which was a very brilliant and usually victorious best, to captivate Syrlin for herself, and having failed, watched her unconscious rival with a curi- ous mingling of envy, anger, and derision. Her own in- timate studies of herself told her that a woman may seem. very cold to some men, principally because she is the re- verse of cold to otiiers. " George is quite right," she thought, as her eyelids closed. "This time last year she would have cared enormously about Wharfpool, and now she doesn't care a straw." Syrlin had, without seeking it, the fatal gift of attract- ing women. Even to these English women of fashion, disposed to consider him eccentric, absurd, offensive, the very unconventionality and originality in him which af- fronted and affrighted them became an irresistible attrac- tion, and made tiie perpetual monotony of type, the in- significance of appearance, and the conventionality of utterance of other men become very wearisome. After the low bow with uncovered head with which he greeted the entrance of their carriages in the drive, the stiff short jerk of the head which does duty as a bow in modern Lon- don seemed impolite and grotesque. Manner has so died out in England that there is scarcely even any tradition left of it ; it has gone as utterly as the lace ruffles and slender rapiers of costume, and does not even, like them, reappear on a Drawing Room day. But when it does reappear it has still an irresistible charm ; it has the perfume of the dead roses of Marly and of Sceaux, it has the odor of the gardens of Windsor when Vandyke was painter to the King, and it is still the sorcery which captivates most surely the eye, the ear, and the laste of a woman. The contrast of the grace and courtliness of his manner to them with the unsparing veracities and the Timon-like rudeness of his expressed opmions, fascinated them, as ^3 ' V i: f \l. \ \ \ i^l 19A POSITION. what is new and strange and contradictory always fasci- nates sated and inquisitive people. The next day, silting out under the cedars on the gray stone terraces, they talked of love, as men and women are apt to do when they are logetiier in pleasant idleness. Opinions on the subject differed widely, but for the most part they were the light, irunical, disdainful opinions of modern life, which holds nothing very long or very deeply in it. Syrlin said little, but listened with that frown upon his brows which became him su well, at least in the eyes of women. "The ideal love was Bona's for Brunaro," he said at last, abruptly. " And who may Bona and Brunaro be ? We are what is by courtesy termed educated people, but we cannot be ex- pected to know every Uiing," said Beaufront. "Oh, if you do not know " " If we do not know, you must tell us. We await in- struction." "Tell us, M. Syrlin," said Freda. " Brunaro was a condottiere in the only age of true ro- mance that the world has ever seen, the Renaissance. Bru- naro sold his talents and his sword, now to this prince and now to the other, and in all his wanderings and campaigns and adventures was followed by his mistress, Bona, a young girl of Apulia. She even rode into battle with him. He was a victorious free lance for a long while, and very famous ; tlicn fortune changed and he was taken prisoner. Bona went to every sovereign and prince whom he had ever served all over Italy, and into France, and for eleven years — think of that ! — she passed from court to court, from duchy to duchy, wearying deaf ears with reiterated entreaties for his liberty, and obtaining from every man of power whom he had served credentials in his honor and attestation of his valor and worth. The King of France was touched by her devotion, and aided her as far as he could, and after eleven years she succeeded in procuring her lover's release. Brunaro wedded her when he left his prison, and they both died years later on in battle side by side. That is what I call an ideal love. It is a perfectly true story ; you can read all about it in Sismondi or in any Italian chronicle of the epoch. "And only think," he added, "what travelling meant in those days, when there was no conveyance except by lit- ters or mules, when there was not a decent road nor a safe. rosmoiv. 195 > egray en are leness. e most ions of deeply n upon he eyes I true ro- ce. Bru- irince and ampaigns L, a young him. He and very prisoner, m he had 'or eleven to court, reiterated ■very man lonor and of France far as he procuring he left bis tie side by X perfectly i or in any one in any kingdom, and scarcely a liospicc on any Alpine pass, and when to ride a mile or two from village to vil- lage, or to enter any wood or tliicket was to carry your life in your hand at cvcy step. I confess Bona seems to me the perfect heroine of love, far beyond Grctchen or Ileloise, Juliet or Dona Sol." " li was a very remarkable constancy," said Lady Avil- lion. '* And Mow nice of him to marry her ! " Syrlin looked darkly at her irom under his brows ; it was not the way in which he had expected the story to touch her. " Eleven years ! " said Bcaufront, "and you say they'd been at it campaigning a great many years before that ; she must have been 'getting on' by the time she got him out ; I suppose he didn't mind that." *' \Vhat a brute you can be, Ralph ! " said Syrlin, with disgust. ** If a woman had done as much for you, would you look at her wrinkles ?" '* I fear I should ; I know my own weaknesses." " The story is a bcautifid one," said Freda, " but it was possible to have beautiful stories in those days ; it isn't now. For instance, suppose Bona had lived in this cen- turv and Brunaro had been Bazaine, or a Nihilist, or any- body else shut up, what would she have to do? She would rush about in a coupc'-lit, with a maid carrying her travelling-bag and her luncheon-basket, and she would go to her own legation in each city, and button-hole her ministers, and beg and pray for private audiences, and all the Legations would say, * Oh, there is that dreadful woman again!' and all the Silver-sticks at all the courts would hate the very sight of her 1 I ask you, my dear M. Syrlin, what possible romance would there be in it ? And yet the woman's devotion might be just as true and as great ; only she would be mixed up with sleeping-cars, and hotels, and sandwiches, and waterproofs, and tele- grams, and newspapers, and all the vulgarity of these times, until she would look perfectly commonplace ! " "That is quite true," said Beaufront. "Even when we go into the heart of Asia or the extreme of the Poles we take Liebig's extract and a pocket filter with us, and con- trive to look supremely ridiculous. Comfort and science have killed romance, as they have gone a long way to- ward killing heroism." A little later Syrlin found himself alone beside Lady Avillion. « iv :•! m\ 1 I ► «. li . i Hi I 'I ' ■• 1 ■ VM 196 posiT/oy. " Why did you say that it was good of him to marry her ? " he asked, abruptly. "Who, your lirunnro?" she asi<ed with amusement. "Well I thought it was. Men arc not often grateful ii; that way, nor do they often admit that a woman's con- stancy is worth much ; they would generally rather be without it." " You judge by the men of your world." " One must judge most things by one's own generation. I fear my remarks were not a hi hauteur iov your enthusi- asm for Bona, but indeed I admire her as much as you could wish." "All Italian chronicles are full of poems of that sort ; one wishes Shakespeare had known more of them. The story of Immelda and Bonifazio, the lovers of Bologna, is more fitted for a poet than the story of Romeo and Juliet. The fault in art of * Romeo and Juliet ' is that it has climax and anti-climax." "Tell me the Bologna story." " Some day, when you are alone, if you ever arc so. But I think you have fesprit gouailleur, madame ; it is the malady of our society, like dyspepsia." "Well, we have not any serious or passionate feelings in our day ; is it not Taine who says that our sorrows now are all trivial and personal ; financial for the most part ; that we are worried by a great many things, but are pained by very few ? " Syrlin looked at her and hesitated a moment ; then he said, abruptly, "Nature meant you to feel very deeply, Lady Avillion." She was astonished. " How he recurs to personalities !" she thought impatiently; "it is such a fault with all ar- tists." "Why have you let the world lay your soul asleep ? " he pursued. He seemed to her very rude. "What can you possibly know of my soul?" she said, coldly. " I am not myself the least sure that I have one at all. At all events I have no time to think about it." "That is your misfortune," said Syrlin, and said no more. " My dear Ralph, if your hero were not so handsome he would be wholly intolerable," she said that evening to her cousin. " One feels that he is taking the diagnosis of one's mental and moral state the whole time one is in his soci- posiTioy. m narry mcnt. (ul ii: , con- ler be it sort ; ». The ogna, is i Juliet. 5 climax r arc so. it is the 1 feelings ovvs now Dart ; that e pained nalities!" th all ar. cty ; that is why I detest your friends tiie artists. They regard every human being as material fur a study ifaprh ihiti4ri\ an r'tuiie ps\clu>lo^i(iin\ or sonietliing of the sort. People of the world at any rate may like or may dislike you, but they have the decency to conceal the conclusions to which they may have come concerning you." *' Every true artist is candid to imprudence ; I like it myself," said Beaufront. *' I cannot endure that eternal universal sea of whitewash in w)>ich society makes one drown all one's loves and hatreds with equal equanimity. * Delighted to see you,' one has to say to tlie bore whom we are longing to kick ; what more could wc say to our brother come home from a campaign ?" •' It is alw.ays good breeding to seem pleased," said Freda, "and the whitewash, as you call it, is as necessary in society as it is in a hospital. Your friend Syrlin would say to the bore, * Allezvons-cn^ itnhccilc ! ' With the 'de- lighted to see you ' the bore is not hurt in his feelingr-, and you probably get away from ijiS boredom much quicker by your courtesy." "It's damnable hypocrisy, like all the bunkum of soci- ety." ** My dear Ralph, when you arc with me please talk English and do not swear ; Mrs. Laurence may indulge you in bad language, I do not." '* I beg your pardon," said Beaufront, sulkily, "and in return, let me ask you to leave Mrs. Laurence's name alone. You are the only person in society who does not respect her." '* She is very rich," said his cousin, with an unkind ac- cent. " Money is the supreme purifier. It is like the sacred fires of Asia, it purges all taint. It is the only di- vine essence- that society recognizes." *' And we grovel like hogs with our god ! " said lona, as he joined them with Syrlin. "What new things does any rich man do ? Perhaps he gives you Tokai at dinner —perhaps he wins the Derby — perhaps he buys a steam- yacht with all modern improvements and goes round the world to die of fever at the antipodes — but anything pew he never does ; he cannot ; ail the conditions of mod- ern life forbid it ; he must content himself with buying old china and growing prize peaches." '* If I were very rich," said Syrlin, "if I were very rich, Lady Avillion, I should search for Carthage and uncover it." ' » '. \ * -f f ; \ A ^ 1.1 I • t \\\ \v V s ■i -A -i I: r. \\ 198 POSITION. " Would you ?" said Tona. "There is something pro- fane in excavations ; they disturb the dead, it is like ritiing a sepulchre. If I were rich I would buy a large island in the Indian Ocean, and build myself a palace of white marble in the heart of a virgin forest." " Merchantmen and missionaries would find you out and spoil your Paradise. There is no solitude now where the traders in gin and gospel do not come." "If the island were mine I would erect on it that seig- neurial privilege of the middle ages, uue Iwnne petite potencey from which intruders could be set swinging." ** There is plenty of work that the bonne petite potence could do with advantage at home," said Bcaiifront. ** But, unfortunately, modern squeamishncss forbids the general usage." " Modern feeling is mawkish over what it sees, and hard as stones to what it does not see," answered lona. "It sees a child caned by a schoolmaster, and goes into hys- terics ; tens of thousands of children are dwarfed, poisoned, cretinized, and cursed in factor! -s and mines and engine- rooms, it does not care. A single rioter is killed by a policeman or gendarme, it shrieks and tears its hair; hun- dreds of soldiers die of disease and miasma in pestilential camps in Egypt or Massowah, Tonkin or Burmah, it docs not care. It is not really life or death which moves it, only something which happens to catcli its eye." " Well, we are all like that, you know," said Freda. " I read this morning of a hundred people burnt by a railway accident on the Pacific lines, and it did not make me enjoy my chocolate less ; but in the gardens I saw a cat kill a field-mouse, catcli it, and claw it, and pull its head off alive, and it made me feel quite wretched. I suppose that is because I am so very modern, my heart is only reachable through my eyes. I was sorry, of course, when I thought about it, for the people on the Pacific Railway ; but for the field-mouse I could have wept, I could have killed its murderer." "Your mouse should be immortalized with Lesbia's sparrow and Corinne's parrot," said Guernsey. "I wish a cat would kill me," said Beaufront, "if you would weep for me. There are large cats called tigers in Lahore. One very nearly ate me up once. You make me wish to seek Lahore again." Syrlin said nothing at all. When Lady Avillion went to dress for dinner that night POSITION. 199 r pro- ritling island white )utand !re the It seig- potence, potence *«But, general ,nd hard la. '*lt nto hys- oisoned, engine- ed by a ,ir ; hun- stilential , it docs noves it, eda. " I 1 railway me enjoy ;at kill a head off pose that -eachable thought but for killed its she found an envelope, which had not come by post, lying on the table before the mirror, inside it was a sheet of the Heronsmere note-paper, and on the paper were written some lines of verse : " My Lady weeps ! A little mouseling gray, Born in the furrow, cradled in tiie corn, Content in simple pleasures, dies to-day, And by its slaugiiter dims the joyous mom ; All cold and empty leaves its russet nest, Where stalk and leaf were folded for its rest. "My Lady weeps I The harvest rodent small Has reached a height we never dare to sight, . , f.v Has touched a soul removed from us all In its chaste stillness. Ah, dear God ! to-night, Give me death too, if honored by one sigh From that calm breast wherein no love doth lie." The first impression of Freda Avillion on reading the lines was that it was an unwarrantable and intolerable im- pertinence to have sent them to her ; her next was that of a vivid pleasure in this impertinence, for which she was angry with herself. Her maid, a Parisienne, looked at her with curiosity as she stood before her mirror with the sheet of note-paper in her hand ; the maid knew that the servant of " le beau Syrlin '" liad brought that envelope to the door of her apartments, and there was an expression, a changing wave of expression, on her mistress's counte- nance, which, though the woman had been long in her service, she had never seen there. "If miladi would only take up a fancy for anyone, it would be so much more agreeable for us," thouglit this maid, who was not by nature a scrupulous or serious per- son, aiid found Lady Avillion's service profoundly unin- teresting and imromantic. Freda read the lines once, twice, tlirice, then she threw the paper aside, and said curtly to her waiting-woman : " Make haste, the second bell has rung." While her hair was being brushed out and coiled round about her proud head with a comb of diamonds holding up its abundance, the lines she had read three times and perfectly remembered were in her mind very vividly. She cotild not dismiss tliem from it, and she could not decide how to treat them. To have sent them at all was insolent, audacious, altogether wrong ; but to keep silence about ihcm would seem to make an accepted secret out of them, ■3^ m M m % \ ' \ 1 « k if \\XV\ t \ -\ si' ' <t %^ ■■m\ ■ : . l i' i - , 1 fcs J, \ i V f" '■ t '■■ m. iiiiill'? I i: III aoo POSITION. and that surely would never do, she said to herself ; it would flatter him intolerably, and would misrepresent her own annoyance at them most mischievously. The only way to make them harmless would be to make them public. It was an impertinence, a great piece of audacity and pre- sumption. It was only excusable because the offender was a man of genius ; people of genius are never quite responsible for their actions. There was only one way to treat it, she decided ; and that way she took when she went down to dinner. " M. Syrlin has sent me some Verses on my dead mouse," she said, with a smile, and in a very audible tone ; " but he is as cruel as I am, for he has said nothing whatever about the poor people burnt on the Pacific Railway ; the mouse touched his pity too and the passengers did not. Your lines are really charming," she added, and turned to their author. " Thanks so much ; how pretty they would be set to music." Syrlin heard with irritation and mortification ; a flush of color rose for a moment over his face. He had not ex- pected to have his imprudent lines made public in so mer- ciless a manner. " Auriol shall sing them," she continued, and she held the paper on which they were written to that gifted song- ster, who was among the guests of Heronsmere ; '* he is so very clever at musical improvisation ; he will give them to us after dinner." Syrlin intercepted the paper before Auriol could take it from her and tore it into fragments. "Auriol can rhyme for himself," he said, coldly, "and I will sing you my own verses." Auriol looked perplexed, and with the quick instinct of an artist discerned that something was wrong with his friend. Freda Avillion raised her eyebrows with a sligiit, very slight suggestion of contemptuous surprise, and spoke to her cousin about the time the express train passed through the little private station of Heronsmere, only pausing there if it had been telegraphed for by him. ** I hoped to stay another day," she added, " but I find I must go to-morrow." ** Have you had any telegrams ?" he asked. She seemed not to hear the question, and they passed into the dining-hall. Throughout the dinner Syrlin realized the epithet s<» often given to him of Ic beau tt'tidlircux; lie said verv little, POSITION. 2or ;it her jnly blic. pre- nder LC held \ song- he is them and his great dark eyes were veiled and sombre. It seemed to him that she had put upon him a public affront. The lines had been humble, veiled, delicate, insignificant enough to have escaped such chastisement. He under- stood that she had inflicted it to make him feel that slie would have no private intelligence with him, even about a trifle. "What was in your verses that I might not see them ?" asked Auriol of him after dinner, when the ladies were gone. "What is there in any verses?" said Syrlin ; "just so much as the reader puts in them — no more." " What did my lady put into yours ? " " An offence, I suppose. But I will sing them myself, and you will see what you think of them." Beaufront overhearing, looked at him and was about to speak, then checked himself. They always met after dinner in what was called the Gobelins Room ; a long gallery hung with very gay Wat- teau scenes in Gobelin tapestry, and the furniture covered with embroidered white silk which repeated the light and lively color of the walls. From the ceiling hung chande- liers of old Murano glass, and the whole apartment was brilliantly gay and smiling, inundated with light in which the fair skins of the handsome women assembled there shone radiantly. " M. de Syrlin, you said you would sing," said one of them. " Not here ; not yet," said Syrlin, almost rudely. Women always liked his rudeness. " Oh, yes, yes, now ! " said the Duchess, and all ^he ladies there except Freda Avillion added their entreaties and commands. Syrlin looked at her once, then, with a reluctance which he did not take the trouble to disguise, walked to one of the windows, pushed aside its curtains, opened the shut- ters, and threw the glass door open to the warm and humid and moonlight night without. "Allow me ; I can never sing a note in a room shut up," he said, curtly, as he let in the damp sweet-scented haw- thorn-haunted fresh air. The fragrance of the damp gardens and woods was borne into the perfumed gallery ; he took up Auriol's lute, seated liimself by the open door, vvitli his profile showing pale and clear against the darkness beyond, and after a mo- .. •„ is 1 M ■HI ir i I.. llii ao2 POSITION. mcnt's silence began to tune the chords, Freda Avillion listened with a sense of expectation and offence. Was it possible that he would dare to sing what he had written to her? But Syrlin, with the dark gardens behind him, sang in his own language some lines which he improvised, as he did the music to which he set them ; an air soft and wild and sad, such as he 4iad heard wandering gitafios sing in the lustrous nights of spring in that ruined palace garden of his Moorish home. He had one of those voices which are a melody in their slightest utterance. A HOLYROOD jadis, 4 I'heureux mois de mai, Mary Stuart marchant, suivie d'un troupeau gai, ' Regardait la souris, defaillante, blessee, . - .' Tombee aux dents per9ants d'une chatte cendree. Et la Reine pleurait ! Hautaine majeste, la dame sans merci, Sans sourciller jamais, A I'echafaud signait Le trouL-.dour fran9ais, impetueux, hardi, : ' Qui I'aimait follement, et de le dire osait : Le luthier tombait occis 4 ses genoux, Un pauvre rossignol, foudroye par leclair, Tue quand il chantait, pour calmer le courroux Des grands et fiers jaloux eperdus pour la chair De la grande sorci^re ! Le cadavre souillait I'hermine du manteau, ' Inacheves restaient madrigal et rondeau, La Reine souriait 1 Les jouvenceaux gaillards de toits ses trois royaumes, Gentils chevaliers, superbes gentilshommes, • Versaient leur sang azur en flots sans esperance, ' • Ne cherchant qu'un regard royal en recompense ; . D^voues amoureux, glorieux tils des preux, Elle faisait mourir, ne disant que " Je veux! " Froidement souriant, riant de son beau rire. Pas un seul hesitait, ni pensait la maudire Quand la Reine riait 1 Un envoi de sa main les mandait au trepas, Le triste defile des morts suivait ses pas. Ses fols amants tombaient, dormaient d'un dur sommeil Nul clairon du palais ne sonnait leur reveil ; Sanglants, meurtris, glaces, ils restaient oublies. Par elle abandonnes, sans larnies, sans pitie, Le chardon des marais seme sur leur tombeau, Leur requiem chante du milan, du corbeau : Et la Reine riait ! POSITION. ao3 Pourtant h Holyrood, par I'heureux mois de mai, Mary, k qui la niort ne fut qu'un jouet gai, Voyant couler le sang, innocent, niaigrelet, Rougissant, mouillant, I'odoreux serpolet, Pleurait, la Keine pleurait ! The verses were a mere thought of the moment, unpol- ished and unstudied, but sung as Syrlin sang them to the lute, with a world of unspoken meaning and suggestions burning through the words ; they thfilled every feminine soul among his audience with a strange sense of mingled guiltiness, regret, and vague desire. Everyone present looked at Lady Avillion, but she was conscious of that general scrutiny and was prepared for it. She listened with a slight cold smile, as he had said that Mary Stuart listened to the trampling of armed men. When the last words of the song had died off into air, she was the first to speak. "What a magician is genius ! I said that a cat killed a mouse this afternoon, and lo ! M. Syrlin has built up out of it a whole charming romance. Only I do wish that he would not sing and say unkind things of Mary Stuart ; it is not fair ; I believe that she was the most calumniated woman who ever suffered from living in an uncongenial atmosphere. Rizzio, we know, was old and ugly, Darnley an idiot, Bothwell a brute, and I dare say, if we really knew, Chastelard was a mere coxcomb who was exceed- ingly boastful and troublesome. But the song, as a song, is cliarming, and I am greatly honored to have been even the indirect means of inspiring it." In herself she was exceedingly offended. The verses he had sung were not the verses which he had sent to her, and he knew it and she knew it, and she was forced in that way to have some secret in common with him ; it was a very slight secret, still it was one, and its existence irri- tated her. Syrlin listened with a very dark shadow on his face. He was too utterly an artist to be completely a man of the world ; his feelings were unbroken horses which ran away with him, and over which he had little control. He gave the lute to Auriol. *'Sing you ; it is not my province," he said, curtly. "If Mar Stuart had only lived in our time," said Freda, continuing her subject, " slie would have written a diary and told us all about these gentlemen. Perhaps it was not at all her fault tliat they died or fought. A great t s I : f •■ ■ % m 1 i . ^ i . .'i* ;■ ■ - I ' ■-! .' \ . ; -s A ■:'-A '■■■■ % : 1 i] 1'^ •;!< 204 POSITIOX. many of them hated the Presbyterians, and a great many of them hated the Tudors, and if they could have got the English throne for her, what a *' good time " they would have had themselves ! Chastelard, I dare say, did adore her really, but it might not be her fault ; perhaps she was kind to him, and he was conceited, and the scaffold did not mean very much in those days ; it was hardly more to them to call the guards than it is to us to tell the servants that w^e don't receive 'so-and-so any more." Everyone laughed except Syrlin and Beaufront ; the former was silently turning over Auriol's music, the latter said, impatienti}'^: " Not to be received by you, Freda, would certainly be a sentence of death ; still it would be scarcely as irrevo- cable as the axe. You might yourself repent and relent, or — to suggest it is sacrilege, but it is possible — your ex- iled one might console himself at some more hospitable door ; whereas Chastelard, his head once cut off, could find no compassionate hand to put it on again." *' Of course I know that, but I don't believe that the headsman seemed to them in those days anything more than our groom of the chambers seems to us." " Certainly he kept the way clear," said Beaufront, grimly, ''and he cut short all tliose complications which nowadays get into the newspapers." Meanwhile the Duchess of Queenstown, with lovely humid eyes, was saying persuasively to Syrlin : "You must give me a copy of those verses, and write me down the music — yes, yes — you must ! " " I have already forgotten both words and air," said Syrlin, with impatience. " Forgotten them ! Impossible ! " " Very possible ; I never remember what I improvise." '* Improvise ? The music I suppose? But you sent the verses to Lady Avillion before dinner ?" *' I have forgotten both the verses and the music," he repeated obstinately. "They were rubbish; forget like- wise that you heard them." " Mary Stuart," said lona, " was the sorciire ^ternellc, the type of the woman who magnetizes men, for whom they weep, for whom they die, for whom often they perish in a madhouse or find a suicide's grave. I do not believe that she was cruel, as Syrlin thinks ; she was merely irresist- ibly seductive, which comes to the same thing." "You make me so jealous, Duchess," said Auriol, whu POSITlOiV, aoi nany it the ,'ould idoie e was ddid [ire to rvants was always good-natured and ready to smooth a ruffled temper or bridge over an awkward movement. " Let me sing you some verses of Gerard de Nerval's that I made music for last week. They are very simple, but they em- body just the vague kind of indistinct memory that comes to one on a summer afternoon in some warm old chateau garden." And he touched a chord or two of the lute, and sang in his sweet, sensitive, far-reaching tenor voice : •' II est un air pour qui je donnerai Tout Rossini, tout Mozart, et tout Weber, Un air tr^s vieux, languissant et funebre, Qui pour moi seul a des eharmes secrets. *' Or, chaque fois que je viens I'entendre, De deux cents ans nion ame rajeunit ; C'est sous Louis Treize ; et je crois voir s'etendre Un chateau vert que le soleil jaunit. *' Puis un chateau de brique aux coins de pierre, Aux vitraux teints de rougeatres couleurs, Ceint de grands pares, avec une riviere Baignant ses pieds, qui coule entre des fleurs, " Puis une dame, a sa haute fenetre. Blonde, aux yeux noirs, en ses habits anciens, Que dans une autre existence peut-etre, T'ai dejA vuc — et done je me souviens ! " > ' nd write hir," said 'rnellc, the bom they Derish in a elieve that ily irresist- ,uriol, who Auriol was celebrated in salons and was a great and even a perfect singer, and well beloved by women ; but all the beauty of his voice, and of the half-sad, half-play- ful strain of his melody, could not banish from the mem- ories of the ladies listening to him the more sombre and menacing pathos of " La Rcine pleurait." Perhaps be- caus' Auriol sang to them often, and Syrlin had never done so before ; perhaps because their curiosity had been excited by the latter, and their sense aroused of something concealed yet suggested, which was to be discovered by those who had the key to it in his verses ; perhaps merely because all popular favor is fickle and capricious, the groups in the drawing-room of Heronsmere listened with diminished interest to the famous tenor. " You beat me, even on my own ground," murmured Auriol to his friend, " and it is not fair, because I cannot act, and so can never rival you in yours." r y \ \ '- ,1 ao6 POSITION. ■% iffl "You are a great musician, I am only a street-singer," said Syrlin, petulantly. " A street singer ! " repeated Auriol witli laughter ; " who were your singing masters ? " " Spanish gypsies," said Syrlin, and spoke the truth. "I wish they had been mine," said the generous artist. "Sing again; sing us Spanish songs, Moorish songs, French songs, any songs," said tlic ladies, all the ladies except Freda Avillion. But Syrlin was obdurate, he would sing no more that night. He said nothing, but walked througli the doorway into the gardens, and closed the door behind him. " 1 am glad he has shut the door at last," said Freda, with impatience ; " for us all to have sore throats would be an excessive payment for the pleasure of hearing his sweet singing. Auriol is more reasonable ; he does not require to inhale fogs to receive inspiration." "You are very ungrateful, Freda," said Violet Guernsey, with a smile. " Like Mary Stuart ? I am not at all like Mary Stuart ; I think if I had been she, I should have won my crown of England." " I am sure you would," said Beaufront, but his tone robbed the words of any compliment. " Why are you sure I should ? " " Because you wouldn't have wasted your time on poets and artists, and such small fry ; and you would have won over Cecil, and shut up Elizabeth in a Protestant nunnery, and made John Knox hear mass at Westminster and dance a saraband at Windsor, and had your own way altogether from the Hebrides to the Needles." " Thank you for your flattering estimate," said his cousin, who was displeased at it, and in her own thoughts violently angered at the song which had been sung and at the conjectures and curiosities which she knew it was arousing in the breasts of her discreet and well-bred friends. "Artists are always affected," she said to herself ; "their impromptus are like some people's witticisms, carefully pre- pared and learnt by heart, and laid up in lavender till oc- casion arises to use them." But her conscience smote her at this ungenerous and unjust thought ; she did not believe what she tried to cheat herself into the idea that she believed, Syrlin had m~. POSITION. 107 many faults ; he might even have no ordinary arrogance, and some overstrained susceptibilities, and much unwise impulse and quickly irritated temper, but she felt that he was false in nothing ; he was transparently and even fool* islily sincere both in feeling and expression. She was angered against him ; what he had written and what he had sung was insolent, audacious, romantic, absurd, un- warranted, unjustifiable ; but then he was a man of ge^ nius ; that might be pardoned in him which in another man, made of mere common clay, would have been insuf' ferable. His words had offended her in every wa)'- ; by their sug- gestion, their implication, their ^resumption ; above all by the sort of semi-secrecy wliich they had created between him and herself, and which he had seemed to claim as a matter of course, so greatly to her indignation. "And as if I were the least like Mary Stuart!" she thought, as she sat in the silence of her bedroom, while the wax-candles burned low in their sockets. The want of romance in modern existence had always made her vaguely desire to meet with romance ; but now that she did meet with it, it displeased her ; it was impetuous, tact- less, presuming, embarrassing ; it was like the gust of warm west wind from the Channel waters and the dewy woods which had blown into the drawing-room when Syr- lin had thrown open the glass door and let in the night air. The wind had been fresh and fragrant, but with sug- gestions of storm in it ; and it had blown out some of the lights, rudely sliakcn the fragile Murano chandeliers, and stirred the laces and curls of the startled ladies. Yet it was a pity the verses should be lost ; she remem- bered them now, and she would have forgotten them in the morning ; so, after some twenty minutes of hesita- tion, she drew some paper to her and wrote them down ; both those he had burned and those he had sung. Her memory was retentive, and her attention to political life had trained it to the rapid recollection of what she had heard. When they were written she locked up the sheets in a letter-box. '''■ Et la Reine pleurait ! '' she murmured with a smile ; but there was a dimness in her own eyes as she smiled. sill i I ii r 1 nf!^ \ i rt r 'i. i. 2o8 POSITION. CHAPTER XXIII. The next day she went to London. There is no better antidote for romance than London : its atmosphere of practical politics and prosaic cares, its hard, keen breath- less intellectuality, its incessant pleasure, which is but a gilded servitude, its press, its worry, its ennui, its strenua inertia^ its curiously fixed yet false conviction that it is the apex of civilization and the navel of the civilized world, all these things and many others make the air of London as fatal to romance as it is stimulating to intrigue and to intelligence. In place of Romeo's silken ladder there is a fire-escape leaning against the balcony, and in lieu of Stradclla's serenade there is the voice of the news-boy pro- claiming monster "■^'^etings in Manchester, new murder in Whitechapel, horrible accident on the Great Northern, riots at Belfast and Carrickfergus. You are exquisitely happy or intensely miserable ; but, be you which you will, there are the sixpenny telegrams to answer, there are the hourly letters to look at, there are the bills which you must pass to your factotum to open, there is the division coming on which you would not like to miss, there is the dinner for which you must dress, there are the people coming in for tea and saying, "What, haven't you heard ? " " And would you ever believe ? " and you eat an atom of muffin, or smoke a cigarette, and coax some news out of a Cabinet Minister, and in the streets a dull gray rain is falling ; and any deep intensity of emotion or any great sweetness of sympathy are alike dulled and out of keeping with the atmosphere, and nei- ther your ecstasy nor your misery can have any kind of poetry about them, and cannot loom large any more than the planets can, which are hidden by the roofs and the smoke-clouds. When Freda Avillion descended at her own house in Piccadilly, and saw the heaps of visiting cards and un- opened notes lying on her hall table, she felt that she was once more safe in the land of prose. The great fire burning in the hall, though it was May ; the canary-colored liveries of her own footmen, and their powdered heads like great guelder roses ; the faint smell of ever-pervading fog, against which the aromatic odors of burning pastilles struggled in vain ; the kindred scent of 1! Bttcr e of eath- )ut a renua is the ;orld, >ndon md to re is a eu of y pro- der m them, POSITION. 209 the damp newspapers and tlic new books from the libra- ries, and the presentation to licr of various unopened tele- grams, all revealed quickly to her, to her sight and her senses, that she was where she hacl always said she most loved to be ; and where, by no pussibility, could romance intrude itself. The shades of Mary Stuart and Chastclard, and the '*/<* triste ddfiU lies mortSy" were left far behind in the greci and blossoming glades of romantic Ileronsmere. " Has my lord come to town yet ? " she asked, to accl the last confirming touch of prose to the place and the mo- ment. My lord had come to town last night, and taken the morning express to Paris ; he had left word that he would be back on Monday week, in time to attend the State Ball. "How conventional English people are," she thought, as she heard and passed up the staircase. ** Uther cares not a straw for any laws or commandments, or any kind of public or of private opinion, and vet he will bore himself at a State function which he abliors, thoiigh he wants noth- ing at Court, absolutely nothing ; he didn't care even for the Garter when they gave it hini, for they make even that so cheap now." She went to her rooms and changed her clothes, and looked over her engagement list to recall where she had to go that night, and then went to her boudoir for tea, where several men came in to pay her homage, bringing the freshest of gossipry and the deadliest of Cabinet secrets. But, for the first time in her life, London seemed dull and insupportably absurd, in its pompous fret and frivolity. She thought with regret of the blackbirds, singing in the hawthorns down at Heronsmere. • She went to a great dinner at half-past nine o'clock, where she sat between a very deaf statesman and a very loquacious ambassador. She had heard the endless stories of the one, and raised her voice to the ear of the other ever since her first season. After dinner she went to a recep- tion where every kind of notability, and two or three Eu- ropean sovereigns were present, and she was told, in con- fidence, some wondrous news concerning some startling disaffection in the very heart of the Government, but she was scarcely interested ; she felt with a kind of terror that her political passions were slipping their cables, and drift- ing — drifting — who could say where? She had always M^ \^ !■ H tlr-il •r ! » i ;' V 1. i r i : I '1 '■ ito POSITION. thought that if you did not care for politics you might as well be a iiedgehog, or an oyster, or a slow-worm. Why had this artist, whom slie had i<iiown only a few weeks, and to whom her prejudices were tenipteil to dis- pute any place in her world at all, capable ot unsettling by a word the solid convictions of a lifetime, and c<isting into the serene and peaceful waters of her political content the stone of a dull and heavy doubt, which spread around it ever-widening circles of uncomfortable unbelief ? London was quite full ; almost everyone had returned from the recess ; innumerable broughams and hansoms were flashing through Piccadilly as she went home at two in the morning. Opposite her gates a wretched tramp was sleeping under one of the trees of the Green Park, and a policeman, wet and sullen, was shaking him out of his sleep to " run him in " at the nearest station. It was rain- ing fast, and the water ran off the glass of the carriage lamps and the waterproof coats of the coachman and foot- man ; the night was very dark, and an east wind blew with the smell of smoke and of gas in its gusts. She thought of the open window at Heronsmere on the previous night, and of the fresh, wild, hyacinth-scented breeze from the sea, with which she had found fault, and of the voice of the singer singing : "Le cadavre souillait I'herniine du manteau, Inacheves restaient madrigal et rondeau." One thing which he had said haunted her persistently. He had told her that nature had intended her to feel very deeply. Was it true ? And if it were true, how could he know it ? She could not remember that she had ever felt anything very deeply, except the death of an old pointer dog when she was twelve years of age. She had known disappointments, disillusion ; she remembered, when she had been married a few weeks, suffering a great deal from her discovery that A.villion was not in the least what she had expected him to be ; she had suffered also from that unchangeable selfishness and s^cheresse du cceur which met her in the temperament of her children ; but, after all, these were not intense sorrows — they were, at most, that kind of disenchantment which accompanies most relations and affections of life. She slept ill and awoke unrefreshed, with the refrain of La Reine pleura" echoing through her ear, while below 4< pos/riox. ait t as few dJs- ling iting itent jund irned isoms t two p was and a af his 5 raln- rriage d foot- \v with lier windows tlie discordant cries of cabmen and milk-sel- lers and newsvenders came over the high court-yard walls, and through the plate-glass windows of Aviliion House. CHAPTER XXIV. All the morning long she had incessant business cor- respondence, engagements of all sorts ; she had a note from Lord Greatorex about a bill wliich the Government fathered, and wliich it was feared would be buried still- born by an unfeeling Parliamci : and she had telegrams from many parts of the kingdoUi, .11 concerning some pub- lic interest or another It was the kind of thing which had always possessed paramount interest for her ; she had always thought that she would start up on her dying bed if she heard of a change of ministry, or shake off scarlet fever itself to go down to the House on the night of a close division. But now it all seemed to her very much like the " rattling of peas in a dry bladder," like the bustling and buzzing of tlies in a paper-cage. What would they really change in the history of the world ? What would they really alter in the oscillations of nations ? Che sara sani, despite Down- ing Street and the Treasury Bench. Floddcn came that day at five o'clock, boring her un- conscionably with his wistful, bright young eyes, and his trusting, hesitating humility of homage, and she was cold and unkind and disdainful to him. He sat there patiently waiting while others came and went ; and when his pa- tience was at last rewarded by being alone in her rooms, he told her, hoping to please her, that he had finally de- cided and had had his name proposed at the Carlton, and went on to speak of the yearly donation he would give to that acropolis of the Conservative party. But she discon- certed and confused him cruelly ; she had no word of praise or pleasure. " I don't see what else you could do," she said, slight- ingly ; *' you are not a Socialist, and nobody but a Social- ist can possibly go with the other side now." '* I am not at all sure what I am," murmured the lad. "Everything seems to me very false and hollow ; it is all formula, nothing else ; but I thought you wished me to i I I \ ■■ t ; 1 H i ;t ' i':r 9M. /NVV/77i»\ I % join \o\n pnHv, iUhl so 1 did ii wx ^nnn mm I fell I * (Mild dti U honrviU "M\ dr;n liMd lli<di1rn." ^nid I'H'd;). vrt v (uddiidly, 1 h.'pi' \ys\\ d>M\ I '.:\\ (In ■■;!• llnnp'; :m\\\||i|r <d;r | !|lll n«M ;< (oiuri Ini ( h,- liuii";' Nmii M-mii'd I'l inr vii\ mi'; f»Vi\Mc \l\d ;»'.n;»\. mid 'O I llioiiidil il i«tdv lii'.ltl I" inuK<' \ OM IvUoW tl,' jHopn prnpli . I<nl ;l'; In inlllHIli ili),> \nil n||i' w :n «M ;\nv\»hri I nrvn minupi In inllmiK «• iHi\iiiir. I h;i\r:< h.Mioi \\\ \\\\\\\x'\\\ \\\i\ nihn.. il !du;(V<; linii'^ mil ill, '.\\\\\ iht'X nl\\n\'' t oiuphiin ll\:ii llic\ WW fni<' /,) ifnfiifi^. I nr\ri uicmpi |.^ hii; m lintii:\n Ufinii . \in|i'| (tiirinm'v dv>os, Mi\d m'l >; rndirs h idniiill-M il II \i'ni |ti iiu iph s loiui v<Mi to I lit- 1 ':\( l|on |k.>o \\\ I 111' ( III linn. I lilt jii n V dn I ml S:VV \\\M \ K'd \nii llirir " ■" I tlmiu'jM ' sliHunicH d I'lnildiit. Mild lii'. Iiliic ry • U>nlv< d U lu I WiHl lli.> pnuii'd, |MI/,'li d InnK n| \\ A\\^\ wlm Knows (h,\i Ih 1'. brnip, |Mmishrd. Inn » ;n\nnl imii|iMin' wlml \m\\\ \w \\;\s \ ^^nuuin<■d. " \ on tlh^umlu vol V \MonrJv. tlion," snid his l,!iih. 0\>ldl\ " Ol «ouiM\ .r> I sii\-, il \.Mi mo noi w t-'f^X'' V"'" \";\t^ so;n»ol\ vs> umIio oiIkm ponplo now ; Inil ' w liiivc .•\K\;»\s soonh'vi |v< mo lo lio ,\ liillo f>'f/x>' Ml lioiu I , yon sot-n^ (o dv^spisv' )n»>p<Mlv, ;\nvl |n iliinK ymn own Dink a oiiiuo. A\\\\ bo dispos(>d to !ind I'inist in m rms-dnr s\VOO}HM» ;n\vi m] (h:\l soil ol :.o( nilisi io tliin;,;, I sli.ill ncvov invsoU tool ilu- lo;» I Msloni-liod lo ln>!»i yon Iimvc tuinod n),\oo.»M\ intv> ;» IMi.dMnst^io ;»nd given yoin pooi '■. i\>bos :\\v:U ;is Si M;niio. g:\\o hi'. oIomIv." \'ho bov Miilu\i lu\»\ilv ; Ium woids bdl liUo ioo on llir >v;unit]> of Ins \»\unu\v.; :u\vl oinpiv lio.nl. "It It woiiUI dv> .uu gvs^i I Wvudil, bill il wonldn'l," In' iminmnvd " \\"o lui^lil sinp v>iii voiy .'dvin «)ll ««ni llcli tor tboin ; thov wvuild al\v;u s halo us." "CM i\Mns<\ *.'/;' v..- ;■,•,"•;/;/, // iv;.\ /•.'//;. //./ .■ /<<<(>; fi<- lihiiu, y'/rvifc.v iVv.;''.? .-' that is as tiiu' now in tlu* liavs ol oni .lai • quc;io as it was \\\ \\\c davs ot biviissarl ami (,\)innunrs." Floddcn IvHikod at \\c\ asiv>nishod. " Kul that is tiot at all what von say- what your paitv i.ivs -at tho runuoso nuHMini^s ?" *' Wo talk i^onsonso thoto," said Kioda. ot)Ullv. " li is taken at its duo valuation. The only surpiisini; ihinu alxHil it is that wo koop om oonntonaiuos whilo wctalk it.' Then aw-akoninii iv> a sense i>f her ill-humor and unwis- dom, slio s;iid with a teinrn to her kinder tone : ••Stiii 1 ihi-ik you ;uc quite right to coiuc to us. 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Mr was vafMirly '.''IimIiI'' llial wli it li'' lia'l flcaij/hl tlif; '.Will I ( iiii|ia'v,i' mail" I ' iii'lr-.i 'M'a' III '»l an ari^'l to ;i rrior- l;il, III an «-ni|iif .; In a |iai;r, wlial li' (la'j (|<"f:fri';M hrr nVMipsilll V Willi ill'' li'Hiiil' '. ami )»' i [li'-/ ili'"-; '/f lir, ' >>\\ M'ii'Mi c ami I lir i onl n ion nl In . i-l'- il . aid 'li<;illn'n'>r»<i, h;ui licrii iiiily llir inrir d' ',iir ol a v.'»man '»f tin- worl'l, of ;i piililiral Woman, lo laa iim: I'> Ii'i paity a |>'*',yr f nl ari'l ilcainj ncopliylc. IIiilc;'; '-.lir lii'l (;<•' n ncrn'rilar il y irri- l.ilc'l ami oiil III l»'iii|i' I Willi lii'i '('.vn lil'- ani-l with it<i in- Iric'-it'i slit; woiiM n-yi r liav- all'cv'l liunt'; p';rrf:ivf; tfii<j, lliil !.li(^ wa'i in om; of ilio-.r mo';iJs wii'ri u vv^rnan is mviilimlaiily ami in)mli(.ioic.ly di ,a(^ff:f:aM'; to tfi'; fir'^t ,*('///// ^-(/rV^Z/V// wlio ionics wil Inn Ini ca' )i ; and (#iiy l''|f>d- (icii, with his hashfiiliics'., hi. i|':\'<ii'/n, his wi.tful boyish (;y('s, his (ci.ihh^ cai ii(;slm;'.'. (,\ y^ntli, at orif,c, Sf;o^^h and Italian, and his tot.al iiKripa'iiy ol '.f^'nn^ anythifij^ in <i lij;lit or sat il ic sriisc, did al tiiat in.tant ins'.'incf: ficr ^^rf,-atly, sitting tlu:rc as Ik; did on th-': !.atin />t>ii/ with tho lamplight hill on his ruddy, innocent, shcphcrd-liko farjc, " TIk; hoy is a walkinj^ jjastoral," sh«r thought [)f;tulant- ly. '■ I Ic should keep on hi'>Si'ilian hills i>t hi:. Scyyttish slialhs ; he is ridirail'>ijs in L'xid'xi ! VViio ever sees checks like those in London' lie is Robin, Corydon, Jock, Strephon, but he i > iiltciiy out of place here, where one only wants safe under-secrctHiics and dancing-men in =i||l ...i«M mm in 5h lit 214 POSITION. crimson coats. Then he is so desperately and tediously in love with his duties! — as if that ever ends in anything better than Quarter Sessions, and County Elections, and House of Lords Committees, and an early marriage and a dozen children ! " She had rather admired the boy before, although he had bored her, but now he seemed to her wholly insufferable, with his eyes wet like violets and his long fair hair, sitting there on that stool as if he never meant to move any more ! " I am sorry to send you away," she said at last, thoroughly wearied of his presence. " But I must go and dress. I dine early to-night, for I am going to the Com- mons, and they expect to get through Questions by seven and begin the debate as soon as the House fills after dinner." Flodden went sadly away, and out into the foggy close air of the evening. He dined in his own house iuirriedly and ill, and hastened as quickly as he could to Palace Yard, and getting out of his cab sent it home and walked up and down the flags of the precincts of the Houses of Parliament. He had been there half an hour when the well-known Avillion liveries came in sight, and her brougham with two gray horses drove quickly up to tlie ladies' entrance in the Speaker's Yard. Flodden, who had hoped that she might be alone, and that he might escort her upstairs, saw with a sigh that she was accompanied by two men whom he knew by sight. Lord Glastonbury and Colonel Aymar, one a diplomatist, the other a guardsman — ho\\' foolish to sup- pose that she would ever be alone ! He saw her descend and disappear within the doorway and go up the steep narrow stairs ; she wore a long, car- mine-colored, fur-lined cloak, and its small fur-edged hood was over her head. He stood so long gazing blankly into the entrance that the policeman on duty, who did not know him, questioned him rather roughly. Roused from his reverie, Flodden crossed the court, and went wearily to the gallery above the clock. He might have gone in for a moment where she was, but he did not dare ; he felt tliat he had offended her, felt it with the agonized despair of youth, whicii i-iai;- nifies a passing summer-cloud into a tornado's d:u kncss of ruin. The debate was animated and was considered interest- ■ I) POSITION. JiS ing, as it was undniibtrdly important ; but to Floddcn it seemed prolixity, inanity, vacuity, mere fruitless and senseless noise of words. The boy tc^ld himself in vain that it was the assembly which had heard Burke and Pitt ; he could feel no enthusiasm, no veneration. Several hun- dreds of men sprawling about on the benches in ungrace- ful attitudes, snoring under the cover of their hats, emit- ting hilarious or decisive noises which rival the hyena's laugh and the rhinoceros' grunt, while here and there one of the number jerks himself on to his feet and speaks without rhetoric, elegance, or melody, aided by little bits of oblong papers alternately snatched up and laid down, is not a noble or heroic spectacle looked on from above ; and it is difficult to believe that it can ever have been so. Humanity in a mass is always unlovely and insect-like ; grotesque when it is not brutal. At the moment of Guy's entrance, a famous person was speaking, the gas-light shone on his bald pate, and his arms worked vigorously like the wooden arms of a signal ; his voice, although the papers on the morrow described it as the silver trump and the golden clarion, did not travel far beyond the Mace near which he stood, and it was for- tunate that the reporters had been supplied beforehand with his speech. Had it been thus in the Areopagus and the Forum ? Had not the great orators of old had other than this pump-handle action, these mumbled or screeched periods, this scrambled, tumbled, helter-skelter diction ? Was this the same Westminster in which Edmund Burke had lauded Fox in the Latin of Silius Italicus, or in which Pitt, looking up as the morning sun poured its beams through the windows of the House, had quoted : Nos ubi primus equis Oriens .ifilavit anhelis, Illic sera rubens accendit lumina Vesper. f f \ ^ \: .\:':M\ The boy whose head and heart were full of the stately memories of the polished rhetoric or burning eloquence of another age than his own, listened as the debate went on with that ever-increasing disappointment, depression, and disgust which the speeches of the House of Com- mons inspire in those who come thither with any expec- tations based on studies of the past. For a moment he forgot his personal sorrow in wonder over the scene beneath him, and at the platitudes which arose upon his ear. Was this the scene in which iiarmoni- ■-"s i3 ; 2ir> POSITION. n ■I: itV' I] ous Greek and sonorous Latin liarl once been rolled out in voices like the swell of the organ, and every classical allusion and historical parallel had been understood and enjoyed by an assembly of scholars and of gentlemen ? Flodden, seated there above the clcjck, leaned forward with his arms on the ledge of the gallery and his face on his hands ; and as the dreary verbose periods rolled on, and the motes of dust and the haze jpf breath rose in va- por from the floor, he felt his eyes grow wet witii tears and hid them on his sleeve. If the House of Commons were the typical representative of England, to what depths had not England descended ! Freda Avillion, leaning forward also, in her crimson satin wrapper, against the gilded grating, with her opera- glass held to her eyes, was thinking much the same thing, more coldly, more selfishly, with an irritated sense of im- patience against her generation and her country. As the monotonous hum from the Treasury Bench, the hissing screech of the Irish members, the shrill or gruff tones of some Ministerial or Opposition orator, varied by the brief, impressive, dignified remarks of the Speaker, rose up to her from the sea of heads below, she heard through all that pother of vain words and degraded bel- lowing of brazen lungs, the sound of the chords of a lute, and the refrain of a song : Le cadavre souillait I'hermine du manteau' Inacheves restaient madrigal et rondeau, Mais la Reine souriait ! The melody of the lute, the scent of the humid spring night, the thrill in the singer's voice — they all came back to her as she sat in the vitiated and heated air of the House of Commons. For a moment that artistic life which she had always despised looked to her both wise and beautiful. CHAPTER XXV. When Flodden left Palace Yard that night, which he did on foot, for there was a clear and starry sky above the tall clock - tower, he encountered Lorraine lona, and they walked on together, pausing by common consent to look at the Abbey as it rose against the moonlit clouds. d out issical d and n? rvvard ice on cd on, in va- i tears nmons 1 what rimson opera- ! thing, of im- ich, the )r gruff iried by jpeaker, e heard ed bel- { a lute, spring le back Ir of the Istic life >th wise th he ditl the tall Ind they to look J'OS/TIOA'. 217 " A relic of a greater day than ours," said lona, sadly, as ilie moon swam high above its beautiful pinnacles. "The Abbey is the only august, the only noble, the only spiritual thing in the whole city." " I wish that I had lived then," said Floddcn, with an answering sigh. "Who knows that you did nut live iiien?"said lona. " I believe in a series of existences for the soul ; in some of us the memories of them are whcjlly obscured, in others vaguely felt, in some, again, almost startlingly clear. It was once said that genius was only clearer memory. I think it was very truly said." ' i.)o you mean that the soul sleeps between each life and forgets ? " " In persons who are hypnotized, the mind dies wholly for a time, yet the mind is there, and when the benumb- ing iaduence is removed it awakes and remembers. Be- fore the mental phenomena that Charcot and tiie other hypnotiseurs have recorded, all things seem possible." "Where is the st)ul in all tliose hundreds ?" said Flod- dcn, with a motion of his hand backward to the House of Commons. Lorraine lona smiled. " Certainly one c(juld wish that the soul, if there be one, lost its voice befc^re the Mace," he replied. " Vou were present to-night ? It was a sorry exhibition of party tem- per and false logic." Flodden assented absently ; he was drawn toward the dreamy and serious solitary c^f Mount Ilermon, yet he longed to be alone to wander round the haunted cloisters of the moonlit pile, and think exclusively and uninter- ruptedly of Lady Avillion. "You feel no inclination toward public life?" asked lona. '* I should have no talent for it," said Flodden, humbly. "The men who have best served it in this country have not been men of any great talents ; they have been men of strong character, of high principles, of keen common sense. The most alarming feature in English public life :it this period is that character, in the sense of veracity, of consistencv, has ceased to be necessary in it. It is the suic mark of decay. Of the genius of Disraeli, as genius, I liavc the greatest admiration ; but public acceptance of lii;n as a public leader could only have been possible in a "itioii which c(juld be caught by mere Xinsel, and did not wr pp|^ n ■ ''i^^w 1 «■ ' t ' . ■ '-si • 1 IN ,. ^:\m ' -m f f •H" i' inn t i I .^ M ..-t imiiOT<fir-tfiiii^;»iiiigtrr*'iifi!i^ 2T8 POSITION. resent being liarangued by an orator who liad his tongue in his check \\\\(\ Jaisait un pied lic ncz all the time. Noth- ing is odder tiian that tiic Country, the Crown, the Aris- tocracy, and the People, never once perceived that he was making gan)e of them the whole time." " But you say he was a genius ? " "A genius, certainly; he had all its splendid audacity and its sublime disdain. But it was the genius of Davi(i, who humored Saul and i)iped to him (jnly to get his kinj;- dom and his crown. A great genius, certainly ; Mirabeau dashed vvitli Moliere, Bolingbroke mingled with Fielding, Cicero combined with Cheap Jack ; genius, ce»-tainly, but too often mounted on the char-a-banc of Dulcamara." '• But for England ? " ** But for England I prefer Mr. Pitt or Mr. Windham." Flodden sighed and paused, to look once again at the now distant Abbey. "Yes, it is beautiful," said lona, " and the English people can surroimd it with railway viaducts, telegraph wins, monster hotels, cabstands, gin palaces, and newspajjcr offices. In that gray nook by the cloisters where an Eras- mus or a Thomas ;\ Kempis should dwell, there is even a lawyer's den ; the offices, heaven help us, of t!ie Solicitor to the School Board ! An attorney fronting Coeur dc Lion's statue S How should ever any nation, with such absolute absence of artistic feeling, have detected that Disraeli was laughing at them ?" The boy did not answer, his heart seemed heavy as lead in his breast. All the great city around him would have been but one vast box of toys for him had he chosen to play, one orchestra for him had he chosen to dance, one festive board for him had he chosen to feast ; but his heart was heavy in his breast, it seemed to him that he had no friends and no future. J ' r- :' ,e lona looked at him curiously. , v: a are unhappy in London," he said, abruptly. ' y\\ stay here ? It is accursed." '* '•Led his head in wonder, yet in vague assent. * that ? " he said, timidly, yet with the gladness of one who finds a thought shared which he had deemed too strange for any possible sympathy. "Surely," said lona, w^hose deep-set eyes grew brilliant with a strange light. " Accursed as were Jerusalem and Rome. Paris is a sink of iiltli, a volcano of crime, a Bed lam of folly, but she is saved by that which she never •C ■ J'^oiiri ■ offer ■ ^Id n lOurf, I . l ,, l , l i-l. ll J«I1 r OS/ 77 ox. 319 )nguc Noth- ; Aris- le was idaciiy David, s kiiii;- irabeaii ieldiiig. nly, but la. dham." lU at the ih people cvvspapcr : an Eras- is even a Solicitor Coeur dc ^vith sucli cted that vy as lead uld have chosen to iance, one t his heart he had w o \, abruptly- kie assent. te gladness 'ad deemed •vv brillii^"^ I'lsalem and inie, a Bed she never loses, tlic soif i/iassouvic de /'ii/r'a/. Paris is constantly absurd, and led away by false prophets, and is drunk with Uie madness of war, and i^ivcs iicrself to gods with day feet, but she dreams even in her or<;ies of the future. London wallows in the [ugsly of the present, and deems it a paradise of perfection ; whiU; the cancer of centraliza- tion eats away the health and the heart of the country. This huge and si)reading furnace draws the lives of the people to it as the spirit llaine the clouds (A siuniner moths. Ther e IS no i)c :ice in it, no liuht. r.o health. The sun shines neither on the eyes nor on the souls of those who dwell in it. Little by little, villages and wooih; and fields and pleasant streams are absorbed into it and turned into deserts of brick, into sloughs of dirt. Beside the desola- tion of London, Sahara smiles, and Gobi is a garden. I'^very year that passes sees tens and hundreds and thou- sands of peasants who leave the heather smell, and the fresh-turned earth, and the blossoming iicdge, to come and starve upon these stones; or who, if they do n(jt starve, do worse, and soak in gin, and chatter btjrrowed Socialism, and stew in bitter liatreds wliich have neither root nor end. Hatred is the growth of the cities. When men can- not see the sky they stare through rich men's windows and curse all those who dwell within. Vcs ; here we generate the electric light, and pour it in full effulgence on the beggar's rags and the usurer's carriage panels ; but of any other light we generate nothing. We make no laws save such as terror wrings from us. We create nothing ; we absorb everything, from the muscular strength of the laborer to the piiilosophy of Germany and the wit of France, but we create nothing ; we have lost the power to create. We have our chairs from Vienna, our cruisers from the Elbe, our drama from the Boulevards, our machines from America, our corn from Russia, our matches from Sweden ; our magazine-articles from the Nuova Anto/ogia, the Nouvellc Revue, or the Dcutsches Rundic/iau ; we create nothing. We have a borrowed rourierism spread on thin bread and butter, which we offer to starving multitudes. We have even lost the old national sense of humor. Goldsmith and Field- ing would see how absurd we are, but we do not see it. Our fashionable women sing and fiddle to the East End, ^ad never perceive that the haughtiest dame who ever I ordered her lackeys to use their wands on the shoulders of a crowd was less truly impertinent to poverty than they, m ih' '^'^M iH' t I 220 POS/770.\\ and besides, s/ie liad at least one virtue, slie was not afraid ! Courage, even in its scorn, always commands the respect of the mob. Hut the fashionable fiddlers fiddle out of fear, and the East End knows it." lona paused in his torrent of words, the brilliancy in his eyes faded, and he sighed as one who beholds a world of woe int(3 which he can bring no light ; he had been speak- ing his own thoughts aloud rather tiian addressing his companion, but he caught the wistful, earnest gaze of the lad turned on him as they went slowh' through St. James's Park. '• Whatever you do. Lord Flodden," he said, with a smile, "do not join the sentimental-socialistic school, which preaches plunder witli scriptural texts jumbled up with quotations from Marx and Bakounine, by gentlemen who dine comfortably at their clubs and expect to get a C. B. apiece tlirougli their philanthropic projects. They use the poor as the angler uses the worm or the fly. They are the gangrene which grows on every democracy. No ; I am not a Radical, nor am I cither what is called a Con- servative ; all the political schemes of the world are worth- less and unworkable, because nothing on earth can recon- cile property and poverty. Tb.e scarcelv peopled Wessex, and East Anglia of Alfred, the sparsely populated Bre- tagne of Anne, the feudal Burgundy of Charles the Rash, the small Savoy of the first Humbert, could be ruled by the genius and the character of one person. But in a world as full as ours, the teeming spawn of the innumer- able multitudes of our time is makinc: «dl Gfovernment im- possible, except a despotism, with its harsh, crushing, machine-like routine, rolling into one shapeless mass all liberties and all character. The nominal Republic of the United States is a despotism reconciled to some men by its facilities for corruption, and imposed on the people by the farce of elective forms. But wait, we are at my door. I have a few rooms here which are always ready for nic when I leave tlie lands of the sunrise. Will you come in and have some cofifee or sherbet, made by my Arab boy, and a w^hiflf or two from a water pipe ? No doubt you have a dozen pleasant houses wailing you, but still y(nnig men are good enough sometimes to waste their hours on me, old and prolix hermit though I be." Flodden accepted the invitation thankfully. He was dull, depressed, feverish, indisposed for society, and in tlie sort of mood, as lona saw, to become an easy prey to all 5 not ]s the fiddle in his ,1-ld of speak- ng his of the igli St. with a school, bled up n tie men to get a , Thev '. They y. No ; d a Con- re vvorth- xn recon- Wesscx, .ted Bre- .\ie Rash, ruled by [But in a [innunicr- iment im- crushing, , mass all ilic of the je men by [people by my doov. ly for me J come in rab boy, [doubt you itill young hours on He was and in the Iprey to iu' ros/770X. 22 r the temptations with wliich London could assail a youth, so guileless, so rich, and so ignorant <jI' the vices around him. "Welcome to my sanctum," said the elder man, as he led the way up a narrow staircase to the fourth floor, and opened the (hjor of the antechamber leading to a small suite of three rooms hung with Indian silks, carpeted with Smyrna nigs, lighted by silver lamj)s from a mosque, filled witli iv(jriL's, porcelains, and weapons of Asia, and per- fumed with the choicest Turkish tobacco. " Here I come once in two or three years for a few months, to retrcmpcr la lan^uc and contempLate the ungod- liness and ugliness of civilized life. Some day, perhaps, I shall welcome you in what they call my cave, whicii is not a cave at all, but a one-storied adobe house, set by a run- ning stream and under a group of palms," said lona, as he clapped h*" hands and was answered by his Arab boy bringing a T^i. 'ish coffee service of inlaid brass, with pots and cups ot rersian porcelain, a glass ewer of water, and some uncut limes. Not many in number were they who were bidden within these little chambers, hiuh above the traffic of the fashion- •h th able street. But those wiio came tnere once were always eager to come again, and in the smoke-clouded atmos- piiere hung reverently on the often mystical, but ever elo- quent, utterances of a man who, in other days and other clitnes, would have been wcjrshipped as a seer, a saint, a sage, a prophet, but in the London of the nineteenth cen- tury's latest days was only called, "so clever, but so queer ! " London has no place for such men. It wants the bustling politician, the breathless financier, the un- scrupulous agitator, the astute leader-writer, the scheming inventor, the railway director, the bubble-blower, the pro- moter of land ccmipanies, and insurance offices, and giant schemes of working ruby mines in virgin forests, and tak- ing traction engines into pathless jungles ; these are the men it needs, to these its arms are stretched, its ears are opened, its monster riches are displayed and given, often- times, as Moses Primrose gave the mare for the green spectacles in a shagreen case. But for such a one as Lor- raine lona, London has no place. It will look at him with languid curiosity at an Academy soiree. It will listen to liim at a dinner-table with mingled impatience and amuse- ment. Now and then, in a way, he is as acceptable from his oddity as a monster sturgeon from the Baltic, or an IP' <f 'H^l' \' , \ '■:A < » ' ^.p ^.l.l I •■11:^ 1 * r r \ \ t ■ f '■' i 1 ■■ t i:4! mrrr^TTT- I* 222 rns/77(m. unusually l;nj;o pino;)i)|)lc fiom ihc Ri'^r-ut's Park sh<»w. liut il lias no j)lait' in its ranks for a proplu^t, no i)alicn(:(; with a physician ol' tlu; soul, lie would only make il highly unconifoi table if it ever took liini seriously. lie speaks of Ihopia, of the Mew .li'i usalcm, of tlur youth of the earth rcMiewinl by saeril'ice, hv love, by lil)eity, by nat- ure ; London only wants its win(;-lists, its share-lists, and its visitiny^-lisls, its stall at its favorit(! tlu^atre, aiul its opinions all sorted and ])a(:ked up for it by its niorninii^ papers. It does not beli(;ve it is either diseased or in dan- ger ; it contiiuies eahnly to biiy its hothouse fruit and triillleil chickens, antl if the mob is swarming against its iron shuttered sln)ps, a mob hitleous as hunger, as nivcn- ous as wolves, more brutal than any l)rut(-' not born of woman, it abuses the Home Secretary, and oi)cns a frcsii bottle of Cos d'j'^stournel. CHAPTER XXVI. LoRRAiNK loNA had t.akeu a great fancy to the poor "new Lothair." He had met the boy first at a dinner- party in ICaton Square ; a diiuier like a thousand otiicrs, of vari(nis great people, fashionable, illustrious, or cele- brated, who had nuittered anathemas on their engage- ments to it as they dressed for it in violent haste, and who, througlu)Ut its services, were impatiently counting the minutes until they should be free to rush away from its white truffles, its sauterne-stewed quails, its American oysters, its Scotch salmon, and its hothouse grapes, un- gratefully devoured, witli scarce a moment's reflecticMi upon their excellence. " People always cat in this mad fashion in London, and then they wonder they die of typhoid ! " said lona, to the lady next him,, who smiled angrily, and followed up her mousse aux mandarines with a bit of caviare toast, in that horrible jumble which is a law of the most polished gas- tronomy. " Typhoid desolates English country houses as the plague does an Eastern city," continued lona, "and we have only ourselves to thank for it. We are eating all day long and half the night in England ; we pretend that the damp of the climate requires it ; nobody ever gorged as we do since the days of the Roman Empire. I say * we ' ros/7 /ox. a23 because it sounds iiiok; polilc than ' yon* Hut personally I rcslricl niyscll, as yon sec, to a poilioii of lisli and a slice of the /•<'//,• it is all llial a icas(»nal)U; bcini^ can possibly tal<(; willionl injniw And to spoil these d(;li( ions fruits by putliii}; llu'in on llur top {>[ a liolly seasoned lunsd'a'uvre! it is inonstrons. Noon is the tinie to eat fruit ; to eat it and make a meal of it with a ^lass (;r two of ^ood claret. 'J'o taste it oidy at the tail of pastry, ices, wild diu:k, veni- son, Russian salad, sturi^con, and i)rawn s«;np, is fiij^htful ; and yet we aie astonished that stronjjj guardsmen (jf fivc- and-lwenty die in a week's illness (;f fever, and that dys- pc] )sia iickl ies o'i;r the; vision ' of ev(rry man wIkj slu ni- bcrs on the Treasury Hench and legislates for the na- tion. 'Ihe lady smiled with a constrained expression ; she had been (;atinL( her caviare and was then i;njoying a peach. " Hetween the ten o'clock breakfast, the two o'clock luncheon, the five o'clock tt;a, the ei_L;lit o'clock dinner, what time remains unmutilated ? " said I(jna, wIkj was started on one tjf his favorite subjects, and saw that peo- ple were leavinu^ off their convtusation t(j listen to him up and down tlie labli;. " I'^veiyone eats and most people (liink t(;o much in ICnj^Iand. They are always taking sumething' or other, and all these rich and heavy dishes, dii id their and all these various wines, rum then- uigesiions and in< tempers. Half their incomes go into the iniin-marie of their cooks and the wine-bins of their butlers. High feed- ing and as little thinking as possible is the order of the day in modern life." The lady, who was -a gourmandc, as many ladies are, felt too disgusted at such a sermon to reply to him ; she was now enjoying some bonbons, and was wholly indifferent as to how her diiicstive organs might receive them. Stom- aclis have to get used to such a pell-mell confusion as best they can ; there are always the waters to be taken later on at llomburg or Karlsbad, if things have gone wrong. But Flodden, who from the other side (jf the lady had been listening interestedly to the accents of one whose works and travels he knew by heart, looked aside at the eloquent speaker cn'er a gold knight on horseback and a basket of rose-colored azaleas, and had an expression of such reverential interest in his eyes, that when the women had gone upstairs lona said to their host, " Introduce me tu Lord Flodden," and drew his chair nearer to Guy's. All which seemed to Freda Avillioa and her world tire- ti liw I > I 224 rosiTJox, some and absurd in this boy, who was so simple and ig- norant and timid, and yet liad the clab<jiately good man- ners of a ctMitmy ago, interested lona, who was at once a student of human nature, and a visionary, a satirist, and a solitary. He was toucjjed by the sadne^:i of a youtli \vh<j had all that rank, position, heakli, and rich ])ossessions could be- stow, and yet was in a world of ] 'arasites, as absolutely alone as any peiuiiless poet wandering in these heartless streets. lona did not know the reason of liis mclancludy, but he divined easily that some fust passi(Hi in all its timidity and dcsjiair was partly ;it the root of it, and also that the high aspirations and the ingeimous candor c^f the lad's tempera- ment were at every turn rudelv jostkd and painfully of- fended by the views and princijjles whii:h confronted him in society, hnia's grave and tender soul yi'arned toward him as it did toward all whom the world as it was failed ti> satisfv. "And how does our civilization strike )v'///"he said withasnule to the young man. " I believe you have lived out of it entirely, have you not ? In Sicily, I think ? " Flodden assented timidly. "And what does it seem to you! Do you like it 01 not ?" " People are kind ; but — well — if it is not ungrateful t'> say so, it seems so cliaotic, so heartless, so uncomfoii- ablc." "Pre-eminently uncomfortable! and we pride ourselves on our comfort. It ought not, however, to be ic ; we iiavc riches, intellect, all that the arts can give u?, and 3very in- vention which can gratify indolence ; and yet society here is but a chaos, as you say, a scramble, a fevj.r, a yawn, all in one. It is the numbers which make society, in the real sense of the word, impossible, like any intellectual govern- ment." " But cannot one lead one's own life ?" asked Flodden, shyly. lona smiled. "Yes, if you do not mind being called a madman. I don't mind it in the least, but then I have no great position to renounce ; I have always been a wanderer. You, I fear, will find it very difficult, now you have come to Rome, to avoid doing like the Romans, even in the matter of a thou- sand nightingales' tongues to one pasty." "But why should everyone merely imitate others?" > HI rosn/OAr, 32 1; nd ig- man- )ncc :i , iind a h:ul all ulcl bc- ohitcly :aitless but he lity and ic' hi<j;li 'inpera- I'liUy of- tcd bini lowaid failed tn he said ivc livcil ik?" kc it or atcfiil t'> urselvc> wc have -very in- iety here yawn, all the real _1 crovern- Flodden, lothers ? " a^ked l-'lodden, still shy, but gathorinj^ courage under the kind glatue of those luminous clairvoyant eyes of the sol- itary, soeietv in it And surely J.ondon has the elements of a finer " Perhaps ; but there are matiy obstacles in the way of London life becoming socially what it might be ; the exo- dus of the best pecjple lo coiuitry-house visits from Satur- day to Monday, the interruptions of Enster and Whitsnn- tide, and the various race-weeks, the frequent absence of so many of its UKjst agreeable people who are gone to Ciuines or to Canada, t(^ Sorrento or to Siberia, to Aus- tralia or to Algiers, lather than stay in their own country, gives a jerkiness, .and uncertainty, and ix ii({'oiisii character to its social relations which may have advantages in some wavs, but which deprives those reliuions of that s<jlidarity and continuity whi( h are the requisite cjualities for a very harmonious and courtly social intercourse. When your best-assorted dinner-party may be spoilt by a telegram, half an hour before dinner, to say that your most interest- ing guest is unfortunately gone L>n a picnic to Timbuctoo, or a ride through Asiatic Russia, an element of uncertainty is brought into your social arrangements which makes them reseud)lc a Harlequin quilt of ])atchwork satins rather than the smooth, shining, embroidered robe fit for t;raceful ceremonies. People take their L(;ndon in inter- vals between things they like better; between their Nice and their Rome, their house-j)arties in the country, their yachting in the Solent, and their weeks at Newmarket and Ascot, and all this gives a temporary and unsettled char- acter U) liieir residence in their town houses which is not without its efF<M-t upon the society wliich they lead or fre- quent. It is a ]Mty ; for there ai"e, ;is you observed, in L(jndon the possibilities of a varied wu^} brilliant intellect- ual life, were there only the leisure and the inclination to lead it. Nowhere in all the world do so many peo{)le of the highest forms of distinction couk; toi^'ihcr as in Lon- don. But alas I \vc all know the (dd -A n-y of the passen- gers on board a ship who made a matchless plum-pudding which only was not n'lissi because they unfortunately for- g 'I the pudding-bag. So in London there arc the richest and most abundant materials for a social life which might be very nearly perfection, but that which should bind them all together and make them a success is lacking, and they ^trav about unamalicamated in the lukewarm water of ennui. The forces which shoidd amalgamate them into ^3 m tin vki* • 1 « M''-' ( : ! 1 226 POSITION'. one harmonious whole are at present lacking. It is per- haps incapable of existing under a democracy; and a democracy very tl.inly veiled by constitutional pretences and formulas, English social and political life has become. London society is far too easilv entered, too easily pleased, too easily captured. It is not exclusive enough to preserve even a semblance of aristocracy. It is still capricious, and will keep out one financier and let in another, wor- ship one actress and turn its back on another, for no reason on earth except its own whim and fancy. But it has no fixed rules for cither its admissions or its exclusions, and in its laudable desire to be civil to talent it overwhelms itself with mediocrity of all kinds. To the Roman of the old imperial world there was but one city ; all outside the gates of Rome was exile. There is nothing of this exclu- sive passion about all these people who appear in London as surely as whitebait and truffles do ; but there is a vague sense that all outside tiieir world is nothing. It is not the poetical devotion of an Ovid, nor the sense of a modern Parisian that all outside tlie asphalte is darkness ; it is the force of habit of a member of a sijt. One reason also why it is a failure is that it is monoto.ious. The life of Lon- don is taken into the country houses, on to the yachts, and to the winter and summer play-places ; the scene is changed, but the lif^ is the samj ; and people are tired without knowing what is the matter with them, just as they would starve if they ate nothing but foie gras all the year round. There are brilliant wits in London, clever men, great artists, learned statesmen ; but they do not associate harmoniously. They are bored, or they are in a hurry, or they are too abs - bed in what they eat ; there is a grcal deal of good conversation in different parts, but it is scat- tered, /parpilU^ wasted, as if you broke a string of pearls and diamonds and let them roll about in the dust in all directions. Social amusement in London is as purely mechanical as the action of the ploughman when he takes up the handles of his plough to cut one furrow after another along the familiar fields. Yet unconsciously yon are all held by, and saturated wnth, tlie influences of Lon- don ; it is its social life which makes you unhappy, if you do not find your world and its tittle-tattle wherever you go. Whether you are under the palm-trees of Hycres, the pine-trees <;f Homburg, the ilex-trees of Rome, tki acacia-trees of Florence, or the fir-trees of the Scotch, Highlands, you carry the London talk, the London atmos- IS per- and a -tences lecome. )leased, )reser'e )ncious, er, wor- o reason has no ions, and irvvhelms xn of the aside the tiis exclu- n London is a vague is not the a modern J ; it is the n'also why [e of Loa- the yachts, le scene is -J are tired fnist as they .11 the yei^r •lever nion, ^ot associate a hurry, or is a great t it is scat- dust in al^ s as pui;ely hen he takes furrow alter .sciously yo" nces of Lo"- 1 Lappy, ^f y^" Uerevcr you s of Hy^-^f ji Ronre, tne ,{ the Scotch ,ondon atmos-| POS/r/OAT. 227 phere, the London ways with you. Y(ni may hate Lon- don, or think that you do, but London has its revenge and accompanies you all wherever you go all your lives long." "It will not accompany me," said Flodden, with resolve. Laurence lona smiled with approval. "Well, lead your own life if you can ; it is the one act of heroism left to the modern man, and it is the most diffi- cult of all." After that evening's conversation Lorraine lona had sought the boy's society and pitied his loneliness. To everyone except himself such loneliness would have seemed ridiculous and incomprehensible in a youth who had hundreds of invitations lying disregarded on his tables, who was nodded to by all the best people as he went through the Park, who would have been welcomed in the best houses in England and Scotland, and who could have filled his own Highland castle and Lowland hall and for- V Nlodge with agreeable men and charming women had he chosen. But lonely he was ; that saddest of all loneliness which isolates in a crowd and forces on the soul the truth that to be sought for one's position is not the same thing as to be cared for through one's sympathies. Flodden knew very well that if he died on the morrow nobody would miss him save his dogs; and that his next heir would rejoice, a hard, rude, unpleasant soldier, com- manding in a hill district in Northern India, who had seen him once as a child, and had said with a strong accent and as strong a contempt : "Weel ye're a puir saft laddie to stand between me and my luck." Xo doubt he could have made ties for himself; few families would have refused to take to their bosoms the young Marquis of Flodden ; but the sense that he had only to ask and have alienated him, and simple as he was he was observant, and he saw through all the pretty poses, the studied carelessness, the various manners, of all those aristocratic maidens whose sole object in life was to make a great marriage, to be foremost in the race for position, to crown their first or second season with the best match of the year. A kind of disgust came over him for all those highbred and delicately nurtured young women of his own rank, hyho were, with more or less veiled motives, thrown con- tinually in his way and offered to his admiration. i I |. i tf •M'i!' 228 POSITION. He shrank so visibly from them that his shyness grew greater every day, and became almost suUenness. The romantic and hopeles? adoration he had conceived for Lady Avillion was an aegis to his innocence ; and as he was unassailable through his susceptibilities, his natural good sense had fair play, and was a lens under which all tlie true colors of the flatteries and temptations and be- witcheries displayed for him were seen in tlieir unloveliest light. He knew that those scornful, handsome, worldly-wise daughters of England ridiculed, behind his back, his sim- plicity, his ignorance, his want of aplomb^ and all his de- fects in social education ; he knew that thcv had a score of impolite nicknames for him of which the Shepherd, the Simpleton, the Ploughboy, Moses, Jock, and Lothair were the least offensive. .' • Yet he saw them all spread the most finely woven net- work of attractions for him, and he was given broadly to understand that anyone of them would accept his hand with delight. "He is such a hopeless idiot," he had overheard the one unmarried sister of Queenstown, Lady Gwendolen Norris, say with a grimace, behind her fan at a ball ; and five min- utes later there was no sweeter entreaty and admiration pos- sible to human eyes than were in hers as she murmured to him among the electric-lighted orchids: "You have led such a beautiful poetic life in Sicily, Lord Flodden, you must feel all our vulgar, noisy, chattering society so tiresome ; you can't think how often I long to have the wings of a dove to get away from it all ! " Lady Gwendolen was a young lady who was never endur- able to herself or others unless she was "in it" everywhere, wherever the tide of the world was for the moment flowing its fastest. She was at the covert-side in a Melton coat when the shooting was wildest, she smoked, bet, rode in gaiters, chaffed the Prince at Cowcs and Sandringhamand Homburg, got deeply in debt and tru;ited to her brother's good nature to pull her through, and crushed a lifetime into a single London day, from her morning galop on the tan to her most compromising flirtation after the last fig- ure of the cotillon. " Gwen is aone-er for pace," said her brother very often in wrapt admiration of her ; but no one was ever gentler, sweeter, softer of glance and voice and gesture, as she turn-| ed her s-ue on Flodden and sighed for the wings of a dove. J' OS //vox. 229 crrew :eived L as he latural ich all Lud be^ )veliest ily-wise Ills sim- his de- a score lerd, the air were »ven net- roadly to his hand rd the one »n N orris, " five min- ation pos- nurmiircd You have Flodden, society so have the pver endur- [verywhere, lent flowing Lelton coat ,)et, rode m linghatn and '•r brother's ' a lifetime [alop on the the last fig- ^r very often' ^ver gentler, lassheturn- Igs of a dove. •' He was such a bumpkin," she thought, " no form in him, and no fun ;" but then he was tlie biggest thing of the year, and Queenstown had said to her that very day in the library, as he shook his liead over a bill of Redfern's : " Upon my word I can't do it any more, Gwen, and Alex can't iielp you ; siie wants a lot of stiff herself. Why don't you marry one of those fellows and get your little bills paid ; its uncommonly hard upon me to have you on my iiands like this. I'm very fond of you, as you know, and I hate to be disagreeable, but I must draw a line some- where, and you may just as well marry at once ; you must do it next year if you don't this." " None of the nice men have any money," said Lady Gwendolen, irritable, provoked at the contradictions of Providence. "No, they haven't," said her brother. '* Vou mustn't expect to get what you like altogether, ncibody ever does, especially now when rents are the very devil. But there's always some big rt'/// to be made if you look for it. By the by there's that young Flodden ; somebody'll marry him ; why don't you ?" So Lady Gwendolen that evening drooped her handsome profile against the electric light, and played pensively with an orchid and sighed for the wings of a dove. But she received no response from Flodden ; he only smiled rather vacantly and said " Indeed !" with that ap- parent absence of comprehension which made all the "smart people" think him such a simple boy. The fash- ionable girl of his world did not commend herself to him ; the sharp incisive sayings, the premature experience, the contemptuous disrespect for every opinion of others, the keen-eyed sense of self-interest, the intimate acquaintance with coarse jokes, allusions, and insinuations, .and the clever, mannish, satirical attitude of the young English gentlewoman of his world did not attract him, it jarred on and alarmed him ; he did not know how much of it was real, how much assumed, but whether reality or as- sumption he thought it supremely repellent. "Yes, I think with you, it is bad form. But they are all like that ; I, you see, am an old woman, and have an old woman's prejudices," said Freda Avillion to him one day when he had timidly confided to her his dislike for the cover-coats, the cricketer caps, the wasp waists, the shoul- der-handshakes, the fashionable jargon, ihe cynical satire, the abrupt familiarity, the immeasurable self-admiration, 1^ \ '. 1'!)ir 4-' ■'<iM '! ±y> POSITIO.W and the absolute self-concentration of the young women of his period and of his nation. " But — but — " stammered Flodden, " were they all that they are not, still beside you — beside you " "Oh, my dear lord, spare me your compliments !" said Freda, with a little smile which cut him to the quick. ** If they were Syrlin's compliments ihcy would be ac- ceptable and accepted," he muttered timidly and desper- ately. "You have not the smallest authority for supposing so," she said, coldly ; '* I dislike all compliments. They are a flattery to one's appearance at the expense of one's under- standing." The boy's jealousy of Syrlin was bitter and boundless. When Flodden saw him in the afternoons of the fine la- dies' houses, surrounded, feted, visibly adored, the lad could scarcely bring himself decently to return the good-natured words with which Syrlin addressed him. " Cest tin si bon jeune homme" s:nd Syrlin once to a group of ladies who were making a jest of the lad's shyness and simplicity. He meant what he said in seriousness, and with no thought of derision, but all his words were repeated and exagger- ated like all the sayings of a popular idol, and " Ce bon jeune homme" became another nickname for Flodden in this gay and merciless society in which he was so help- lessly astray, much to the regret of the man who had un- intentionally given it to him. To Flodden it was repeated by one of those kind friends who are never lacking even to the friendless, and it fed the detestation with which he regarded the originator of it. If Avillion had ever deigned to give more than a nod to the youth, he might have found his own feelings against Syrlin magnified by brooding over them in Guy's young breast. " You are nurturing a very bad feehng," said Lorraine lona to the boy, seeing the expression of his eyes one day when in the Queenstown drawing-room Syrlin was reading aloud some parts of " Olivier " to the Duchess Alex and a few other women of whom Freda was one. " My feelings only concern myself, I suppose," said Flodden, sulkily. "None of our feelings concern only ourselves," replied lona ; "they always react upon others. If we are out of temper something suifers, if it be but our horse or our dog. Why do you look so evilly at Syrlin ? I have known POSITION. 331 »mcit that ' said Ik* )c ac- csper- ig so," y are a under- indless. fine la- id could natured m si bon ies wlio npUcity. thought cxaggei- 1 " C> bon Ddden in so help- had un- id friends nd it fed inator o^ an a nod s against y's young Lorraine ;s one day ^as reading Jex and a )Ose, said ;s, reP^ ^)hed are oiit of ,rse or our lave known him intimately long, and there are few characters of a more noble type." '* I should have thought you of all people would have loathed his affectations," said the boy, as despite himself he acknowledged the charm of the beautiful far-reaching voice which had a few minutes previously been reading, " Mais dans ses liaisons dont on prevoit le terme II n'avail rencontre qu'un amour d'epiderme, Dans lequel il avail plus donne (jue re9u Et qu'il trouvait parfois, cojur sceptique et dcgu, ! .'"5 -, » Pareil au jnant) de valse et de quadrille, . Decor banal, ornant le salon d'une fille, Et sur lequel, i)endant un instant, par hasard ' . Un bon nmsicien vient jouer du Mozart." ** There are no affectations to perceive," replied lona. "Contrary to the vulgar general impression, the truly ar- tistic nature is never affected, because it is too completely and unconsciously abandoned to its own impressions and its own instincts. Mere talent poses often ; true genius never." '* Not even when it reads licentious French poems as if they were hymns to the Madonna! " said Flodden. lona laughed. " My dear boy, if you think 'Olivier ' a licentious poem you can never have read it yourself. It is as truly a ser- mon as if Jeremy Taylor had written it, though I grant the 'phrasing,' as musicians say, is different. But do not cherish causeless animosities. Too many animosities with cause are forced upon us as we go through life." Flodden said nothing, but his monitor perceived that it was of no use to reason with what was unreasonable. The boy, with his rank, his possessions, his old and hon- ored name, passionately envied a man who was nameless, envied him for his beauty, for his grace, for his genius, fur Ids empire over women, and for that supreme ease and charm of manner which fascinated men as well as women. Manner is the most envied of all gifts by those who do ii;)t possess its talisman to the hearts of others. The conversation around them turned upon "Olivier." "'Amour d'epiderme.' That is very expressive," said Alex Queenstown, meditatively. " It is a delicate name for a gross thing," said Syrlin. " But do you think it natural that Olivier should flee foiu his happiness ? Surely not." i ■ r , \\ ■i \ C ' 3J2 rosi I'lohr, «'r ii- " I think Olivier was ji pitiful coward," stammered Flod- dcn, growing very red at tlie sound of liis own voice. Syrlin turned and looked at him, " Life makes cowards of us all, be we brave as Hotspur," said lona. ** Lord Flodden is riglit," said Syrlin, gravely. *' Tlie essential of love is su{)remc courage and the obliteration of self. Passion without that love is only a furious or a frivolous egotism." Flodden shrank back from the attention he had drawn to himself, and hated this expression of approval more even than lie would have hated contradiction. " Passion is always egotism," said lona, " and you can- not make it otherwise." *' But passion is strong at: " )i^ Olivier was weak." ** He was weak because he had frittered away his strength, as you may spcrd a sovereign in small silver pieces." *' The conclusion of the poem is at all events very true," said Syrlin ; '"it is the only way in which a love can live forever to be broken off in the bud like that." ** What a sad thought ! And I don't think it is a true one," said lona. "Olivier was afraid of the possibilities that he saw in what he loved, and in the future : that is, he was more a philosopher than a lover. Myself, I always finished the poem my own way. I am sure that after houdant un peu he returned some sweet springtime and found the cherry trees in flower, and the primroses in the grass, and Suzanne a little older, a little graver, with many wistful dreams in her blue eyes, waiting for him." *'Then he was more a poet than a philosopher." " We are told he was so, and that is why I am sure that, wisely or unwisely, he went back." " I do not think so ; he was too selfish," said Syrlin. ** Vou onl}" see an idyl in * Olivier ; ' I see a sermon, a sermon on the cruel fact that satiety pursues and extin- guishes hope, that faith is necessary to love, and that all our careless pleasures become whips to scourge us." " Yes," said lona, "and I wholly agree with you that, in that sense, Olivier is a sermon ; but I prefer to take it as an idyl and to give it a sequel in my own fancy. Indeed, I am convinced that Olivier went back. No man long re- sists a happiness which is untried but is possible. It is an experiment too alluring to he loft untested. I hope Cop- pec will some dav write * Lc Retour.' '' position: ns spur, " N.iy, if he do, and wish to be true to life, he must make Olivier find Suzanne wedded to a hcl hobcreau of the dis- trict, and putting the neci<iace of sequins on the fat necic of her first ciiiid." "What a horrible idea ! " said the ladies. ** But your sequel, which you would call Olivier's * hap- piness,' would it not be very commonplace in fact ?" said Freda, speaking for the first time. " The vie d'int^rieur^ the monotony, the disillusion ; in it all would the poet be distinguishable from the bourgeois ? I fear nut." " Certainly not," said the other ladies. Syrlin sighed, a little impatiently. "Ah, mesdames, then Olivier himself would only have been a bourgeois mi fond. In these feelings the breath of our own souls makes our atmosphere, and if love grow conmionplace with us it is because we arc of the common luMd ourselves. Love is an alchemy. But we must be alchemists to use its spells." "lie talks of love as if he alone could ever love!" thought Flodden, envying that power of eloquent expres- sion which was as natural to the man whom he envied as speech itself. " I am sure you are wrong," said P'reda. " If Olivier had ni.'uried Suzanne he would have been unutterably bored after a summer or two, and would have written nothing worth reading out of fear of displeasing his wife." " Vou do not believe in love," said Syrlin, rather harshly and coldly, and then conscious that his reply might sound strange to others, he took up his volume again. "I will read you the 'Orgueil d'Aimer,' he said, and he read it aloud, with those intonations of his voice which gave to his recitations of any poem the thrill, the inten- sity, the far-reaching meaning of music itself. ^H • • \ ' Meurent pour avoir palpite A votre lampe aux soirs d'ete Les papillons couleur de souffre. Ainsi mon eoeur, comme un gouffre, M'entratne, et je vais m'engloutir ; Ne me plaignez pas si j'en souffre, Car je ne puis me repentir, Et dans la torture subie J'ai la volupte du martyr. Et s'il faut y laisser ma vie, Ce sera sans laches clameurs. J'aime ! J'aime ! et veux qu'on m'envie. Ne me plaignez pas si j'en meurs. a !• - t. 234 posirioK. ^ As he recited the lines his eyes invohintarily sought those of the woman to whom in his thoughts and heart he dedicated them. There was considerable distance between them, a dis- tance of soft light, of delicate color, of flowers, of the pretty groups of a fashionable gathering ; but the look in his eyes sank into her soul, smote her with a sudden sense of her own vast influence over him. Those present only heard the "Orgueil d'Aimer" of an exquisite poet exquisitely rendered ; but she understood that it was a personal declaration, a personal dedication to herself, so veiled, so delicate, that in saying all, it asked and hoped for nothing. lihe did not feel the same anger and astonishment with which the song at Heronsmere had filled her, she was troubled but not offended ; she sat still, looking down on the little watch in her bracelet, but her heart was quickened by an unaccustomed warmth. Many men had loved her, and all hopelessly ; but none with this union of silence and eloquence, none with this power to compel her to feel what she would not allow to be uttered. It never occurred to her that this power came from the genius of the man who loved her. She belonged to a world in which genius is caressed, but caressed as a clever monkey or a dog who could play cards would be welcomed by it in a moment of ennui. With all her admiration for talent, " those people," as her world called the elect who were distinguished by that gift of the gods, always seemed to her a singular and remote race, and without being aware of it she had always considered them of a kind which it was best to avoid in any kind of intima- cy. " Was it possible," she acked herself, with some anxiety and some contempt for herself, "that one of this despised race had influence enough over her to force his memory and his magic upon her whether she would or no ?" CHAPTER XXVII. ^ ^ From Heronsmere Syrlin had returned to London, and although the row and rout of Piccadilly are not favorable to fancy and invention, had begun to write a short drama in verse called " Le Glaive," after the manner of Musset. He had had quantities of flowers brought into his apart- posiT/oy. 235 ments, which witli an Erard pianoforte, two or three good pictures buuglit at Christie's, and some few bronzes which had taken his fancy, gave to the commonplace hixury of his hotel drawing-room tiiat look of art and of home with- out which a man of his temperament is wretciied, and which men and women of cultured tastes can give to any temporary interior which they occup '. Me was writing with ardor this drama of the Renaissance in verse, a slight thing as yet, but one into wliich he could put some- tliing of his heart and soul ; and Auriol was composing the music for the songs in it. ** If ever I play again, I will play in this, and before her," Syrlin said to himself, feeling the forces of new talents rising warm and quick within him as the sap rises in young trees in spring. For the true artist passion always takes some crystallization in art ; verse is the natural lan- guage of the lover and of the poet, and becoming the one, he became the other. *• For the first time in my life I am glad my old friend made me rich," he said to his friend Auriol one morning, when they had tried over together the music for *' Le Glaive ; " I can let my real self, idle, passionate, or foolis-h, have its own way ; I need not live any longer in the skin of Alceste, of Gerard, of Hypolite. The stage is a terrible slavery, and when it is pursued too long it sinks into an ab/ utissement, like all slavery. I may never become a poet or a dramatist, but I am at least a man." "My dear Syrlin," said Auriol, "you can be whatever you like ; you are charged with genius to your fingers' ends as with electricity. Genius is always many-sided ; it is talent, its pale imitator, which is limited, which is sta- tionary, which runs only on one line. But then mankind, in general, does not perceive this distinction ; it hardly even understands why talent is not genius, or how genius can exercise its amazing and various faculties. You may become a great poet, a great dramatist, but I fear the world will never admit it, merely because it has known you as a great actor." , " The world is welcome to think what it likes. I can print my poems if I write them in a private printing press, and I can play my dramas if I compose them for my per- sonal friends. That is why I tell you that I am glad I have this fortune, which at first irritated, burdened, and annoyed me. It enables me to keep my own individuality — * a poor thing, but my own.' And," he added, caressingly, " it will ,•1 1 1 ■ •1 : i 1 '.'Ah ' i \ . f r-i ) > Su I J i 1 i, .1 -236 POSITION. enable u$ to have a great pleasure ; we can give your can- tata when you will without appeal to anyone." " Alas ! " said Auriol, mournfully, ** I am butone of those of whom I speak, the imitators of genius. I have talent, but nothing more. Besides, they have killed wiiat I had in their drawing-rooms. I am a piping bullfinch in a con- servatory. I sing one tune, you have your wood notes wild. They have never caged or tamed you ; you have been too strong for them, because you are charged with that electricity which comes from the gods." "You flatter me, dear friend," said Syrlin. *' I have al- ways been at heart a semi-savage, a Moor of Morocco ; that has been my strength, if strength I have ; I doubt it." " Oh, you must have it," said Auriol. '* You have es- caped the succ^s dcs salons, tiie most terrible and insidious foe that the artist ever has. Fame may be bracing. It is like the open sea. If one knows how to swim, it bears us without hurt on its highest billows. But the siicch dcs salons is suffocation ; one is asphyxiated. The brazier is perfumed, but it is none the less deadly for that." "Assuredly," said Syrlin ; " why do you waste your gifts and your years in it then ? " " I have said, I have only talent. Oh, a fair enougli talent, but nothing more. A trick of song. A knack of composition. The drawing-rooms have been my prison, my cage ; nothing enervates and wastes time like being the fashion in them when one is also an artist and born for better things." " It is not too late to withdraw from them." ** Ah, pardon 1" said Auriol, with a sweep of the hand over the notes eloquent of a despairing negation. " When the bullfinch has learned his air for the conservatory, it is all over with. his hedgerow and orchard songs. If he were to fly out to the meadows and woods, his tribe would peck and mock at him. Social success is a species of emascula- tion. When one has become a mere favorite, one ceases to be an artist, almost to be a man ! " " Play me something from the * Damnation de Faust,' " said Syrlin, in lieu of argument. He agreed too much with Auriol to be able sincerely to dispute what had been said, but he believed in the beauty and in the originality of his friend's gifts, and in their power to console and stimulate their creator. Auriol was a very handsome man of Syrlin's age, fair, with lustrous brown eyes, and hair of the deep-red gold the Venetian POSITIO.V. m masters loved • he had the blood of various nationalities in him, making one of those liybrids whicii are so frequently fertile iu talent and in charm. His peijple had been artists always ; his father a Greek violinibL, hisiuother a German singer ; they were dead, and he was a fashionable artist, with the personal habits and the mental bias of a m?fn of the world who is also an amateur. His melodious, far- reaching voice, exquisitely and accurately tiained, brought Iiim in a fortune. Whenever he opened his iips he was paid fantastic prices, but for the opera houses he had no inclination or ambition, and he remained the singer of so- ciety, a perilous pre-eminence which gained iiim the ill- will of both artists and amateurs. Mis real name was Ernst Koriolis, but to the world and to his friends and to himself, he was only Auriol ; that one name comprising in itself familiarity and renown, affecti(;n and admiration, and bringing to all those who heard or spoke it ten thousand memories of a voice as sweet as the south wind in the month of May. " If it has a fault it is too sweet," a critic once said of him, and the fault, if it were a fault, was repeated in his character. He was too gentle, too generous, too easily forgiving, and too lavishly prodigal. His tender smile and his graceful presence were the delight of women, and his life seemed one fair voyage to Cytherea. If deep down in his heart there was an unuttered and imanalyzed bitter- ness, born of unrealized ideals and of the unsatisfied food given by a success which dazed while it did not satisfy him, nor content him, Auriol kept that disappointment to himself, or at most only allowed it to be suspected by those most intimate with him. " They send me hundreds of these, but there is no bay- leaf among them, and they forget that I can only wear one a night," he said once, more bored than gratified, be- fore the multitude of hot-house flowers for his coat which women sent him daily by the score. Beside the world-wide celebrity of Syrlin and two or three other celebrated men with whom he was intimate, his own merely ephemeral celebrity seemed to him but a poor plaything. He had not a grain of envy or of mean- ness in his nature, but there were times when he felt that he had not done justice to the gifts he possessed, that he had been too easily attracted by an inferior kind of suc- cess, and that he had folhnved an ignis fatuus over rose fields. Now that he was still young he could gather the ■i-Nft 51 '"": I- m ^1: , i t ■till ':1 I i^il, ■:! % j i\ ajS POSITION. roses with both hands, but he knew tli.it when age should approach hiin, those fields, now smiling and pcrfunied, would 5-v.cni to him barren as unplou^lud lands where brambles alone would grow. It woukl have been better for liim, he knew now, to have chosen the gai ret and bare bread of a Berlioz in his early years than the ephemeral triumpiis of the London and Paris drawing-rooms. "Carj'avais quelquc chose Id ! " he said once, in the words of Andre Chenier, striking his forehead with his hand. "Cette quelquc chose sortira," said Syrlin to him con- solingly, but Auriol only shook his head with a sigh. Fragments beautiful and spiritual haunted his brain, and found their audible expression on the keys of his piano- forte, but he never found time or courage to consolidate them in an entire work. The world charmed him, women tempted him, life was smooth, gay, and agreeable to him, his compositions were dreamed of and never written. He and Syrlin had taken life in a wholly different way. The latter had resisted the flatteries and caresses of soci- ety with a strong and almost fierce disdain for them ; the iormer had beeii allured by and had accepted them, until they had gradually supplanted for him all other ideals, all other ambitions ; he was bound by them hand and foot, while he was sensible of ilicir impotence to satisfy or ben- efit him. Syrlin had drunk the great fiery draught of supreme fame itself, and had not become intoxicated; had seen clearly through its fumes the withered leaves of lau- rel and the dry roses of dead delights. Auriol in his earlier years had allowed himself to be led away by the deleteri- ous sweetness of mere social applause, and partly from necessity, partly from indolence, had been content to re- main a darling of society, a tame nightingale, uneasy in captivity but never seriously trying to escape. Auriol had no vanity, he was disposed to underrate rather than to overrate his powers or position, but chance had decided for him that he should take this easier, idler, lower form of art, and he had succumbed to the influences of it, and to the anodyne of a too quickly gained success. "You are unhappy," said Syrlin, abruptly to him this day, as, after playing the " Faust, seul anx champs au lever du soleil," the musician paused with his hands on the keys and a look of pain and abstraction on his face. "I am extremely unhappy," said Auriol, simply. "I love a woman ; a child who is as far removed from me as though she belonged to another planet." pos/r/oK 239 "Lady Ina ? " said Syrliri. Aurud colored ; "How did y<ui know it?" '* You .'ire not difikiilt to rc;id, lor me at least ; and you were her shadow at lleronsinere, Mv dear Auiiol, have you lived among these peoj)le all these years c^nly to be- come the" -ey at last ? What a misfortune ! " " Youc .ider it a misfortune ! Then you think it also a madness. And yet, if I may dare to say so of a creature so innocent, I think — I think — she is not indifferent to me." " But she is the wru'tl of that triple brute Avillion ! " " Is he a brute ? He is surely a very polished persoti^ and he is sensitive to all art." " His car is sensitive, and his eye is appreciative. All tlie rest is egotism, hardness, brutality, and pride. He would sooner sec all the women belonging to him dead at his feet than he would allow tliat anyone of them could feel a single instant of interest in any artist. My dearest friend, have you lived among all these people all these years and not know them yet as they are ? " Auriol "ed again. *' I know that I am a fool ; you cannot be more con- vinced of it than I." '* You are not a fool ; you arc the prey of fatal oppor- tunities. These people invite us, they adore us, they fawn on us when they want us to grace their fetes or amuse their rcyalties, they associate us with their private life, surround us with their families, tell their wives and daugh- ters and sisters to smile on us and welcome us, and then, if by chance we forget our place, forget thp.t we may be their idols as artists, but as mere men are mere mud in their sight, they tell their footmen to show us to the door.- '* Hath not a Jew eyes ? " — has not an artist the passions of a man, and the heart of one, and the nerves of one ? Shall he endure to be caressed as a deity one moment, and the next refused even as an equal ? We may be good enough to eat with, to drink with, to make music with, but we are no more fit, in their opinion, to be the lover or the lord of their women than the sweeper in the streets, the ragpick- er in the dust-heaps. You have forgotten this, though, surely, you must know it well. If you doubt it, ask Lord Avillion for the hand of Lady Ina d'Esterre, and you will see what he will answer you." He spoke with fiery vehemence, all his personal feel- ings lending force and emotion to his words. His thoughts » t* f' 'I \ ' » i 1 1 i 240 POSITION. were not s' much of Avillion's ward as of Avillion's wife, lie wished for the moment that all the great world which cursed his friend and him had but one neck that he might set his foot upon it. Auriol was too absorbed in his own sentiments to notice the note of personal indignation and protest which rang through the eloquence of liis friend. " Alas !" he said wearily with a sigh. '* It is an insanity I know; she is a lovely child witii a tender heart, but she is not for me. Let us talk of something else." "And why is she not for you?" said Syrlin, abruptly. " You are made to please women ; you are handsome, yv)ung, gifted, you have never soiled your life with coward- ice or vice ; you are admired and esteemed by all just men ; but you are an artist, and so though you may waltz with her, laugh with her, ride with her, sing with her, you must no more presume to care for her or pay court to her than if you were a defaulter or a forger ! It is monstrous ; H is absurd ; it is beyond all reason, but it is so ; and we ■re such miserable creatures that we submit to it. Yet it were better for us to cut our heart out of our breasts and throw it on the steps of their houses than to waste it, liv- ing and throbbing, on any one of their women." "Perhaps," said Auriol with a sigh; and his hands strayed mechanically over the ivory keys in a low, mourn- ful andante. He was aware of the utter futility of his own desires ; he knew that tiiere was no precedent, no possi- bility, for such an union as he dreamed of ; he felt the truth of Syrlin's violent utterances, which however ex- Jiggerated in expression were entirely true in fact ; he offered no opposition to them ; again and again had the rude contrast between the idolatry which is lavished on an artist by the world and the social scorn with which his pre- tensions as a man are visited, struck hir n the most sen- sitive and delicate fibres of his nature. ..d yet he vaguely hoped against hope. Ina d'Esterre was of a strong and uncommon character ; she was poor, she was an artist her- self at heart. As years went on and gave her legal free- dom, who could tell what might not happen ? He would not have dared to formulate this immature fancy in plain words, but it haunted him and solaced him, and uncon- sciously his hands changed the sad andante into a tender and joyous lieder. : li ., ^f-.^ POSJTlOiV. 241 CHAPTER XXVIII. ^ "You know Auriol?" said Syrlin abruptly, when he was aione in the morning room of Avillion House one day in the same week. "Certainly!" replied the mistress of the house, looking at him with a little astonishment, for his tone had a kind of menace and challenge in it. "You admire him, I believe ?" "A charming singer, a charming person ; yes." , "Will you give him the hand of Lady Ina d'Esterre ?" Freda was too amazed, too stupefied to reply. What could he mean ? What could be the drift of tiiis extra- ordinary preface ? She was accustomed to his saying strange things, things wliich no one else could have imag- ined, much less have uttered, but this passed the limits even of extravagance. "Will you ?" repeated Syrlin. "I suppose it is some jest that I am too dull to see," she answered. " But I do not like jests into which the names of young girls enter ; you must pardon me for saving so." " It is not a jest," said Syrlin, half amused, half in- censed. ** I speak as seriously as it is possible to do ; Au- riol is a dear and old friend of mine. He has a great ad- miration for Lady Ina. I ask you, for want of a worthier person to make the demand, whether you would object to such an alliance." 'Alliance ! " echoed Lady Avillion, faintly. She raised herself in her chair, sat erect and looked at him, doubting whether he was out of his senses or she in hers. Alliance ! — the gros mot of princely and ducal houses ! The sense of the utter and grotesque absurdity of the expression in connection with the subject overcame her gravity and her hauteur ; she broke into uncontrolla- ble, inextinguisiiable laughter ; she laughed as she had hardly ever laughed since her childhood at Bellingham. Syrlin watched her with an anger as great as her mirth. His eyes dwelt on her with passionate admiration, and as violent a reproach burning in those dusky fires. He waited until she had ceased to laugh, chafing all the while with more irritation than he could utter. "It is an absurdity which only merits your ridicule, j6 i V i r I- F 1 * I \ \ I ■ I " .{.jl ! V-s f .' ^ ■( ^. ". ' 1 ii k I ■ f *■' < k >■:•'■{' J ! 1- ' \ ■ :rr- -■; i\\.i: t '■! $ ' ■ill 94A POSITION. madam ? I expected as mucli. What is it that appears to you so intolerably absurd ? Auriol is not a hunchback, or a beggar, or a dwarf, he is not a gambler, or a drunk- ard, or a bankrupt. He is of unblemished character, and of his talents you can judge yourself. What do you sec so ridiculous in the fact llmt he should aspire to the hand of a little maiden, scarcely fledged, who is almost, if not wholly, portionless, I believe?" " Really ! " said Lady Avillion, witli a sense of despair before his extraordinary perversity. Words failed her for the first time in her life. She could not find anything whatever to say in the face of such naked disregard of every rule of existence. "You who know the world so well," she said, at last, "you who have always been with us, you to whom all tiie biens^ances of the time are so familiar, how can you speak like that even in joke ? " " I do not speak in joke. I see no jest," said Syrlin, sternly. " Did Auriol stay at Ileronsmere, at Brake- spcare, at Clouds, at Mote ? " "Certainly, and at ahundred other houses too. What has that to do with it ? " "Does he dine at your house in town, and a hundred other great London houses ? " "Certainly. What has that to do with it ? " " You regard him as your equal then ?" " What has that to do with it ? Dinners and house parties are one thing, marriages are another. Marriage — Ina's marriage with Auriol ! — you must be dreaming, you have some midsummer madness in you both, but I assure you we are not dwelling in realms of Shakespearean fable where singing swains can wed with landless princesses." She spoke with all the impatience and intolerance which she felt. It was so preposterous an imagination ; not to be treated or talked of seriously for an instant. The sug- gestion of it even offended her more profoundly than she cared to express to the offender. " That is your last word ? " "My first and last word in relation to this, most unmis- takably." Syrlin looked down on her in silence. It was this side of her character which he hated ; yet his partial hatred served to inflame and intensify his admiration of her. He seated himself on a chair some yards away from her. "Your Lord Marquis of Nantwich," he said, slowly, POSIT/ON'. 243 "was examined yesterday in the Banlcruptcy Court ; his debts are half a million, his assets are three hundred pounds ; he married an American, and she has an allow- ance from her father, and they live on that, four thousand dollars a year. She is the best dressed woman in I ondon, she has toilettes that cost ten thousand pounds a year. He never inquires how they are procured." " Oh, if you arc going to rake up scandals ! — ^ — " ** They are not scandals ; they are facts. One moment ire. Another gentleman of your world, the Earl of juse, who is, I believe, heir to the dukedom of Sedge- moor, appeared in the same court a month ago ; his ex- penditure has been precisely three thousand times in ex- cess of his income. Tiic Duke has paid debts for him till he can pay no more ; liis paper is so worthless that no usurer will take it at any percentage ; he has appeared as ;i clown at a circus, he is now travelling with some negro minstrels ; his wife, also an American, goes to the same fdiseurs as her cousin Lady Nantwich, and pays, or is paid for, in the same manner." " They are dreadful women ! What has that to do with it?" "I do not know that they are dreadful. They live by their wits ; but they go to both Buckingham Palace and Sandringham ; and, as I have observed, they are always admirably dressed. But it was not of their dresses I was thinking. I merely want you to tell me if you consider Auriol the inferior of Lord Nantwich and Lord Ouse ?" She was silent. The anger of any woman who is re- quired to be consistent kept her mute. " 1 do not receive either the Nantwiches or the Ouscs," she said, and was conscious of an evasive and feeble reply. "That is not an answer to my question. Is Lord Nant- wich or Lord Ouse the superior of Auriol ?" "I do not see the connection, These unhappy gentle- men are a disgrace to their order ; they were probably ill brought up in childhood." " But, were they unmarried, you would not be offended if either of them demanded the hand of Lady Ina ? " "I should probably refuse it. I cannot perceive in the least whither your interrogations tend*" " What they prove is very simple. A man of blameless character^ of great gifts, who is received by you and your friends, is considered beneath contempt or consideration if he lifts his eyes to one of your maidens ; a man of poor f ii 'ni,i [' »' f ■*.'. i • 1 1 ft'" nMrn 244 roSl TION. character, of vile habits, of common intelligence, and of senseless prodigality, remains on an equality with her be- cause he possesses a nobility which he disgraces. Where is the sense of that ? Where is the justice ? Your admira- tion of the arts is fictitious ; all yt)ur respect for talent is a mere shibboleth. Your whole estimate of life is conven- tional and false. Artists are classed by you with doctors and curates, and stewards and house decorators. They are useful ; they may be even ornamental. But they must always sit, metaphorically, below the salt at your table. In the old days, the lord bid the Jongleur sit with the varlets. So do you in your hearts. The Jongleur may flatter himself that you call him up among princes; you see in him only a serf ; you will give him a gold chain, but you will never allow him knighthood. Lord Nantwich in the bankruptcy court is noble, Lord Ouse in the police court is noble. Lord Isis warned off Newmarket Heath and struck off every club in London, is noble ; Lord Or- well, found in a gambling-hell after midnight and fined before magistrates, is noble ; but Auriol is not noble, he is only a Jongleur; you like him as a singer, but you scorn him as a man ; he is loyal, sincere, and gentle, he owes no one a sou, he has a soul attuned to fine issues; but all that is nothing. To suppose that he has any thought of love for a niece of yours is as insulting, as in- tolerable, to you as if he were one of the footmen in your ante-chambers. Oh, do not deny it ; it is not to be denied. You are only true to your traditions. It is Auriol who is to blame, to imagine that because he makes music for great ladies and fine gentlemen he is esteemed their equal by them. When the artist once listens to the world he is lost. He is only the Trouvere who is caressed that lie may enliven the feast, and then is run through the body and pushed under the rushes as mere vermin !" He spoke wdth the vehemence he felt, personal senti- ment lending intensity to his words and fire to his glance. He was so unlike any other man whom she had ever seen or heard, when he was deeply moved, that she listened to him, fascinated into oblivion of the insulting invective poured out against herself and her world ; charmed against her will by the eloquence of his reproaches and the beautv of his voice. Syrlin alone had the power to make her feel dis«:nri-fic.l and mortified. With her husband she was always con- scious of at least a fair share of si'Coess on the not rare oc- 'ff 1 and of her bc- Whcro talent is convcn- doctors ;. They ley must ir table, with the Icur may CCS ; you hain, but itvvich ill tie police ct Heath Lord Gr- ind fined noble, he , but you en tie, ho le issues ; has any ng, as in- in your c denied. 1 who is [lusic for eir equal lorld he is t he may Dody and kial senti- lis glance. lever seen Istened to I invective ;d against he beautv lissnti ,.c- ' P OS 1 11 ON. 245 rays coii- [t rare oc- casions when their opinions were at variance. Witli her family and her society she had supreme ascetulency. The correctness of her judgment and the excellence of licr understanding hari made her approval and her censure kA j^reat weigl't among her friends and associates. Slic un- consciously prided herself upon her intelligence and her authority. Syrlin alone made her doubtful of these. His unsparing truths pierced the endjroidered veils of those agreeable sophisms and received opinions which she was accustomed to see strewn over all subjects which were un- j3leasant in their nudity. "What you say is very picturesque," she said, after a pause. "You have an extraordinary talent for antithesis. But why will you exaggerate things so ? I did not intend to insult eitiier you or your friend. There is so nuudi that one cannot define, that one feels through knowledge of the world, but cannot put into precise words. H you do not see why what you have said of Auriol and Lady Ina strikes me as so extraordinary, I cannot explain it to you ; or, at least, I could not without <;ffence." " I have explained it to you and to myself," said vSyrlin, coldly. "You continue to close your eyes to the contra- dictions of your thq^jries and your practice. Your views are like Voltaire's, who said that he had no wish for artists to be abused in this world and damned in the next, but that the idea of Icttinc: one of us luarrv a Mile, de la Tour du Pin was revolting. In old Rome if a slave sang or rhymed well nothing was too good for him ; he had fine linen and golden sandals, he might feed on nightingales' tongues and honey ; but he was always a slave ; a freed slave, per- haps, but outside the pale, enriched lavishly, but not es- teemed. Artists are to your society what slaves were to the Romans. It is their own fault. They like to be bidden to your banquets." "You exaggerate extraordinarily ! " "Do I ? Then will you sanction the aspirations of Au- riol ? " "Good heavens, no ! Cannot you see the impossibility, the grotesqueness, the incongruity ? Why, Auriol is not even his real name ! " "Syrlin is not even my real name," he said, with a deep flush upon his forehead. " I have no name whatever. Probably you know that. It does not matter to me." " It does not matter to anyotic," said Lady Avillion, hur- riedly. "You are a great genius; that sanctions every- -,;. ■'. J ■ i ■•■ t \ , ' M 1 ill 1 ' 1 1 N . \ V. 1 1 ' ■ t; 1 1 1 ! ? i:: 1 M *4« /»i).S77V().V. ihiti^. A\niol hi\s «ol f>ri»ius ; Itf hnn nil rphrrnrifti vr \\i\\\\\ in »lin\vi»igroon»s. And V'»n luc nol sr<*king in man V anvvnu* U \ wow ?" Rrtitl S\'illn, iilnnpllv. " L«M n« sn)ij>ns libh I" f*>r th<» wiling ol ii that it Is I whomlinin' Lmlv Ina. Wluii xvi>\»hl vou sav to nio ? Von know vrry vvrll. nwulainr. (Iitii yon vvonUl sav pii'riselv whal von hnvi* said as to Aniiol " " ll is nv>t I who sav il ; il is Soriciv." The voice v>l Delphi. Vhv ortu U: is not always iiiful- It is »-Crtsonahh' in this instanre at h'asl. Von cannot think l^ow vo\i distress nuv Ihav n<'V(M alhidc to this iil(>ii ;igain. My nic» <» will many in hci own woihl, and your fiicnvi will l\nv>(M all abv)ni this illusion il lie have ever leallv nonrishcd it." " \\\\ I tv^ loll Www that ?" "Tell hiM\ noihi»\iv. I cannot admit that I have ever had snch ai\ idi a snj;>gostCti to inc." " rhat is indct than is necessary. 1 hope myself that it is a freak v>f fam v wliich ntav pass with time. lint if it do not, if l.adv Ina be essential to his happiness and he to hers. I shall endoavvn- \o advaiit e their wishes, and I shall be ioiccd tv> viisie^aid vonis." "Von cann\>t dv> sol" She was startled and deeply an- go re I I Vo\i nuist dcol with l>i>rd y\villion. " That will give me mnch |>leasure." said Svrlin, with a smile. "I will do so as soon as mv friend anihoii/es me." "1 should think vonr friend would scarcely thank you for your present indiscretion," said b'reda, (dUUv. " How- ever, as you certainly cannot have spoken seriously, I sliall endeavor to forget thai you have spoken at all." cnArxKR xxix. el Shk did not, however, quickly forgive or forget this pas. saffc at arms. That he should have dared to speak to her in sucli a manner, .-ind on such a theme, tilled her with resentment, and with a misgiving that she must have lowered herself in some way in his sight, to have enabled him thus to pre- sume on his intimacy with her and her relatives. Think- ing over all tliat he had said, she was foned to admit to herself that, although couched in that exaggerated antitlie- rostrtn/^. *M luivo cvn ^rlf tliMl it tnt it it <lii jiiul he I') md I sIkiH nis Jiliil l)vp"ilin|r ill wITh li |)(Mi|i|»< (if |rrnii(t; (If'lijjlifrfl, lluii* Inn! Iircii iuuImhiiiI (I mil'. Mini « Ml M'< t iiidiK Jioim in his tiriilliUf'lll^.. |iM'|Mm|(i<»im tlioiijjjii lliry liMfl ilppfJirfifl, The ilttplicMl iull III ;i V'tlll^r tjill (lll'I'M ll'l rliur^f! ifl SlU It Mil MlgllllH-lll Wil'i rxl MMImIv *li'4!IJMf»')l|)|c tO \\V\ , iKUiX iniiili' Ik'I I«'oI mm if sIic |im(| li'isi-lf Imtii lurking, somrliow (ir miimnvlH'ir, in Ihm (liily juhI vigihiiirr as m'>.oii'W'(| Irm (ri'>.t(Mtn. Hut ill tlirwc «lav^;, willM»iif al»<4oliit»'ly sliiif- liiijr M ^iil lip ill a « iiplMninl, it vva^ i^lp(>^^il»l^ (o prnvnrit lici fioiii mM'Jiij^ Mild iin"ftiii>4 llirsc liiill IMIlt Mild MtllMf tlVO ncMpIc wild liMM MM '.M( imI m^IiI Im Im; in llifMlrawuij/ fMOfiis wlii< ii III' y l»«'«picntr«l. If slip had iiM iiiiialc sciisr Mf llif liliif';'; Mf thf; f hinj(, il she did not poiccivi? of IkmscH that tlx'sr a^rrrrahlr (ompMiiiMiis w(M(> l»ry"tid iIm' pah* Mf all sf-iioim rhMiight \)\ !i( <|iiaiiitaii( (\ sin- wir; iim| iji Im Im- miM. ii: rhf; world at mII, and had hrltcr Im; sriit ha* k to lior ticliofd-rooni. fSiit il is luil nasy Im send hai U Im hrr s( liool-ro'uii a yonrij^ hifly who has IxMMi ptrs(MitfM| and iian mad'' hrr mark in f/<;ri- (lon sot'K'ty. Ilia UMiild. sh(> kiH-w, \n'. fh-litrhtrd to livo il(»iir with hn- liddh; and her sober ^ovrrnc'^so^ in Rome nmiantic, solitary in'i^lihMrhoMd, likr IJaiigMlInn c»r f.yri- toii, hnt she also know that a d<'hiitaiilM coidd not ho oxilcd lliric without V(!ry injurious inferences aiifl eomtnerits bc- iii|^ excited by sm odd a step. " I leaven knows what they \v(aild say !" she t hi»ii|^ht, with miieli initation, "and \ici\r V(Mi knows what she would not do!" Her manner becatiK; very cold toSyrlinand to Ijjs friend whenever she encountered either; and she avoided both !is far as it was possible to flo sf> in a l/)ndon [iine or July, when they crossed lurr path inevilal»ly in some fiousc or another evtMy day and eveiy evening. " I believe that the Iwil One Inmself invented music. It was a duct, not an apple, that did the nnschief in Eden," she said angrily to tiic girl herself, taking lier away from an afternoon of music at Lady (ireatorex's, where Auriol had been singing the "Aimcz! disait-il," of Hugo and Liszt. Ina looked sliyly at her, like a startled bird surprised on a cherry branch, and colorerl vividly as she was led away captive to the Avillion carriage. " It is true that she cares frjr him ! Goodness me ! How very dreadful, how inconceivable, how altogether in- tolerable !" thought Freda, as the landau rolled along the drive among a compact mass of fashionable equipages, If » :H 1 1 il ! 4 n ; ■ - i ^ 1 . ♦! ' \ \ i ^^1 \\ 111 248 rosirros\ '■■mk' !i W which ncaufront liad otuc incvciciillv ((.Jii parcel to a phalanx of ICnypliaii llios advaiu iiii; over a batllo-licld. And sIk* blamed Syrlin in Wx own thon^hls : he should liave foreseen this coinj)liration and have averted it. When the party at Ilcronsniere had broken np, T.ady Avillion had sent Ikm" Inisband's ward to Helena Ilfra- eombe's house in Heli;rave vScpiare, though the girl had l)etilioned to be left in son\e eouiUry seelusion. "It is impossible," had said I^'reda, rather severely. " I dare say Fontaine's eounlry mouse is very wise, but wc cannot unfortunately follow his wisdotn. What excuse could I possibly make for leaving you down at Brakespeare in the midst of the season ? Besides, you dream over your music and your German poetry there a good deal too much ; and if you arc not at tiie second Drawing Room, the Queen will be sure to ask about it, and it is I who shall be blamed. No ; you must go to Helena's for a few days, and then you shall come to me and I will take you every- where." So the girl had been carried off despite herself, a shy and serious young vestal, to be offered up on the altars of fashion and custom. She had never heard harsh or irri- table words from Lady Avillion before, and they oppressed her with a sense of pain and of wrongdoing on her own part, besides which she was conscious of nourishing dreams, memories, and sympathies of which all her people would have utterly disapproved. Ina was accustomed to think for herself ; she was a stu- dious, imaginative girl, and the loaves and fishes of the world seemed to her less precious than more spiritual food. She had great talent for music, and a passionate devotion to it ; Gluck, Spohr, and Beethoven were her familiar friends. She was a violinist of no mean capacity, and had a voice which was very sympathetic and accurately trained. Since the time that she had been in the world at all she had heard and seen Auriol everywhere ; he seemed to her the very incarnation of music, and when at Herons- mere he had deigned to be accompanied by her and to sing with her, she had been almost paralyzed and silenced by her emotion. His seductive manners and his personal beauty had completed the charm which his talent had begun : before either of them was aware of it they had learned to take a dangerous delight in each other's presence, and the mu- sic-room was a mutual ground where their tastes and sym- iH)S/'J'/OA\ 149 pathics could meet and expand unhindered. No words of love had been spoken between them ; but Auriol, who had deemed himself proof against such innocent temptations, felt that his life W(juld be valueless to him without her, and she, t(JO young to be conscious (;f her own sentiments, yet knew that the world had no beauty for her unless she could hear in it the sweet, sonorous cadences of that all- eloquent voice. Meantime, no one except Syrlin had guessed the secret which they mutually cherished. For years Auriol had been the favorite (jf the best so- ciety of England, and no one had ever seen any possible peril from him for those patrician maidens with whom he liuighed, talked, played, and sang in the country houses and in London drawing-rooms. The best society of England is that worst form of de- mocracy, an aristocracy afraid of asserting its own exist- ence. It has abdicated abjectly, and ceased, out of fear, to exercise its privileges ; it is purchasable, it is unsound, it is indifferent, it is witiiout principles, p(jlitical and moral ; but it has still sufficient self-respect not to marry its maidens to men of mere genius ; it still clings fondly to certain opinions and forms of pro[)er pride, and among these the most ineradicable, the most tenaci(nis, is the way in which it looks at Art. Art it knows is a pretty thing in the abstract, but the professors of it are not, never can be, in lis sight, eligible and acceptable to it as are the arrives of other professions, the usurers, the politicians, the silver- kings, the nitrate-kings, and the manipulators of boom and bourse. " It is useless ! It is impossible ! " Auriol said to himself a hundred times ; but love thrives upon the impossible. " He would never think of me," thought Lady Ina, with that profound humility and unworldliness which accom- pany all great attachments ; but she knew that he did think of iier, and his gaze told her so whenever it met hers. Two or three offers for her hand had been already made ; her wild-rose complexion, her great height, and Ijer high- bred look, attracted suitors, especially those who were most alive to the advantages and attractions of connections with the Avillions and other great families to which she belonged ; but all these proposals had been rejected with- out discussion, and none of tiiem had been so brilliant as to make her guardians deem it necessary to urge them on her attention. ■■■A y • ,i.; V \ ■ 1 1" ' \-\ > i ii i 'I w 250 POSITION. fm % ' m m But while she had stayed at the Ilfracombes a young man had laid his heart and his title at her feet, and the one was so good and the other so excellent that all her rela- tives decided that his proposal must be urged upon her. "Lord Woodbridgc has spoken to me again about Ina," said Avillion, one day, entering his wife's presence. "I know," said Freda, with vvearincss. "The very mar- riage for her ! — so admirable a character, so excellent a son and brother — but she will not hear of it ; what can one do?" "Why will she not hear of it ?" "Who can explain a girl's caprices? They have all kinds of romantic ideas." Avillion laughed. ** I don't think romance is much in vogue now. All they want is to establish themselves well. Why should Ina be different to her generation ? " ** I cannot tell you, but she is. Lord Woodbridge does not take her fancy ; neither did that good creature Dorset- shire. She does not care the least about any marriage ; she is quite happy as she is." " You should not have made her happy ; she would have been more reasonable. What must I answer Woodbridge ? He is very pressing." " You must tell him it is of no use. One cannot force her inclinations." "What an infinite bore !" said Avillion, peevishly ; then he looked at his wife with keen scrutiny. "Her brother savs she has some artist or another in her head ? Is it true?" "Auriol?" said Freda, incautiously. "Oh, no! — impos- sible ! Of course she admires his music j:nd his voice, but she would never " "Don't trust to that," said Avillion. "We have let all those people in among us, and we can never tell to what lengths they won't go. Is it Auriol ? I did not know who it was. Well, if there is that danger I shall not give Woodbridge a decisive answer ; I shall tell him to wait and try his luck another time. You know these good-looking Bohemians are all over the place, and we can't tell the lackeys to thrash them as we could have done a century ago. It is our own fault ; instead of having fiddlers and rhymesters and painters in our pay, and sitting below the salt, as we used to do, we have made them welcome and mixed them up with our^-elves till they have forgotten ; ;,i )* ' POS/T/ON^. 251 where they come from and where they are. Because they lire allowed to dine with us they think tlicy may make l(jve to our women — damn them !" And with that expletive, murmured so softly that it reased to offend, he took a bud of tea-rose out of a vase standing near, put it in his button-hole, and sauntered away. His wife felt an unreasonable and unexamined anger rise in iier at his slighting words ; she understood that they were aimed not so much at Auriol as at Auriol's friend. A little later in the day she took occasion to be alone a little while with Ina. "My dear child," she said, gently, "why will you insist on sending away Lord Woodbridge ? He is all we could possibly desire for you, and you know how excellent he is in all relations of life. Why are you so. obstinate ?" " If Lord Woodbridge is so good, it would be very wrong to marry him without caring for him, and I do not care for him," replied the girl. •' Do you care, as you call it, for anyone else ? " Ina d'Esterre hesitated and colored. "I think I do ; I might." "And might one ask the name of this favored person ?" Ina was silent. She looked on the ground, and her dis- tress was so great and manifest that Freda's heart failed her to press the question home. " Perhaps it is not Auriol, perhaps it is his friend, and he mistakes," she thought with a sense of anxiety and alarm, which she hastened to thrust from her as unworthy; it had in it the germ, the tinge of jealousy. " I jealous of a child ! " she thought, with bitter self- censure ; "and jealous of what ? — of whom ?" " I would not force your confidence for worlds, my love," she said kindly but, despite herself, coldly. " But I hope that you will give it me some time unasked. I am sure that we can trust you to be wise and prudent. At your age the imagination is easily taken captive, and I am afraid you dream over your music too much. We do not live in fairyland, my dear, but in a very dreary world of needs, and forms, and rules in which a good and safe marriage has great value for a woman. I would ask you to think over that." Ina was silent for a while. "Do we not shut out our fairies," she said, timidly, "be- cause we think so very much of what is safe and wise and m .mi \ i ■ !■ I : 'h^ ros/77o.v. viilii.'iblc, so very much of just those needs, and forms, and rules of which you speak ?" "Well, that is possible," replied Freda, surprised, "though 1 do not think that I ought to admit it to you." Ina smiled laintly. "Why not? It is true. And your own marriage, Ainu Freda, that the world thinks so admirable, do you feel that it is all that you would wish ?" " Never bring personalities into an argument," said Lady Avillion, coldly " I have at least never given any- one the right to suppose that I am in tiie very least dissat- isfied with my life as it is. We live for other things than happiness, my dear." "If more people were hap[)v.they would be better," said the girl, wistfully. " That is certaiidy true, but wc must not look for happi- ness outside our duties, our position, our circumstances. Wild fruit snatched from the licdges stains the hands." Ina smiled aL;ain moregayly. " I have been very happy sometimes gathering bilberries on the moors." "Yes," said Freda, a little harshly. "But we shall not let you roam after bilberries now that you are out and are eighteen years old." Ina sighed ; she knew what the figure of speech fore- shadowed. Slie kn(;w that, however generous, thougiittid, and even indulgent her monitress had always been to her, there w^s in her a love of authority and aversion to un- usual opinions which would make Lady Avillion by no means merciful to wiiatever might seem to her derogatory and unbecoming. She was not a woman to whom the timid pale spring buds of youthful sentiment could be suc- cessfully carried for sympathy in their unclosing ; she was herself in the full summer of her power and her charm, and had reached that maturitv without ever having hai- bored such vague, shy, poetic impulses as haunted Ina's maidenhood. Ina had now come from the Ilfracombes' to Avillion House, and its mistress felt with vexation that the girl's presence was inopportune and unwelcome. When a wom- an's mind is occupied with new interests which she is conscious are unwise, and when new emotions which she is desirous to reoulse are stirring in her, the vicinitv '»f 'i young girl, and the cares of chaperonage, are an irritation and a burden. With every desire and effort to oe just and to be kind she only succeeded in being capricious and rosrr/o.v. «51 sliiL^luly initablo. Why liad she had this r^vr/^' j)uf iijioii her? AviUion's sisters were th(* prcipcr persons to iutro- (hicc their niece and liis. She was always jreiierons, al- ways thoiiui^htful for the girl's interests, hut she could not help wishini>; a dozen times a tlay that Lord Naseby had made a ilifferent kind of will. " Is it not tiresome that she will not accept Lord VVood- hridtije ? " she said with great vexation to lieaufront. " The nicest perfect marriage ! So good a man, and his tastes exactly like her own !" "You thought her exactly fitted for nic," said Beau- front. " Now I am as unlike that good little Woodbridge as a glass of kummel is unlike a cup of tea. My impres- sion is that Ina does not appreciate either myself or Wt)odbridge ; she seemed to me to admire Syrlin more tlian anyone." lie looked keenly at his cousin as he spoke. '* You have Syrlin on the brain ; I have often told you so," said Freda, impatiently. "You have not forgiven 'La Rcinc pleurait ' ? " said Bcaufront. " ' La Rcinc pleurait ' was a piece of impertinence ; but genius is allowed to be impertinent. What is more to be regretted is that people do not wait to have the qual- ity before ihey assume the privilege." "You mean that I am a blockhead and yet am rude?" "You can think so if you like." "Thanks." There was a long silence. Beaufront was the most good-natured man in England, but lie was provoked at his cousin's tone toward him, and he was sensible that he deserved better treatment from her. " ■ :ertainlv made you too conspicuous at Herons- I he said ; lomily after awhile. " I had half a- mind I ll him so, but I didn't know whether it would offend you )f I did." "It Would have done so extremely. I should be sorry if any relative of mine a nitted that it was in the power of anyone to make me — what is it you said ? — conspic- uous." "Why will you split straws and quarrel with words? Of course a song could i hurt you^ however notorious it became. Only people tuik " " They talk certainly, and they never listen, and they , Vi ■■ik \ ' \ ;. I ^ 'it r^ .-«■■ 254 rost'noiv. nrvri ran' in (lie vciy lc:isj wlictlicr llirv talk a< <nrjitf]y oi iii:u t iiiulrlv ( )n<« mccls the 'lliicc l»l;u:k crows' • A the laldc III rvciv inst;mi in sikmcIv; mikI il llu- iIikm; crows arc lln<'c viiIiiik's, so nmcli lliu hctlcr. I'ctJpIc arc Dulv the moK* amused." *' Dial's .V('," said Hcaiirioul. "Ilnw Iraiinllv Aiiiciican yoi' ^i^row ! Il is cctlainly the tail thai no one tells a tale «:,)iie< tly or listens to the end of one. It is said thai there is no < onveisatioii now- uvlays. llow lan there he when thei<' are no lisleiuMS ?" •' Yon aie sev(Me, hnl yt>n are true. When one speaks oi orchids one's heater says sonielhiiip; ahont sai<line.. Von tlon't j^et throni;h a whole sentence withont soinehody canterinj^ across it and cnltini; up yonr jj^rass, I only know one perfect listener \vhos(^ whoU* connlenance lis- tens and waits " It is Mrs. I/uirence, of conise." "Well, I nieani Consnelo LanriMice. Why do you al- ways speak t)f hei with thai chilly intonation ?" "1 was not aware that I had any iiiuisiial intonation. IJul I confess I k\o not care to hear it said so often in so- ciety that yon will marry her." " Do they say lliat ? Neither she nor 1 cv(*r said il." " Shv' may not say it, hnt I snppt)sc she expects it." lieaufront leiidened with ani^cr. "You are mistaken in yoiit iiderence, b'reda, I assure you. You are r.lways so unjust to anyone whom you call an .\merican wtiman !" "Oh. no; I know them so well; they call all our princes by their /•fV/'/.v noms, ami yel never can master de- tails of precedence ; they give one peaches at a fj^uinea apiece and stMl their old gowns and bonnets ; oh, I know them so well ! They are t)ur tlictators nowadays l)e(^aiisc they ' reverse ' belter than we can, and take an endless amount of trouble to amuse men who only bore us, and know how to llirl outiaget)usly witiiout getting itito any serious entanglement, which makes them so safe and so popular. But I never foimd juiy one of them who could do anything more than this, and I never dine with anyone of them without wondering wdio pays for the early peas." " Consuelo Laurence certainly pays for her own early peas, and everything else that she luis, and as for knowl- edge ! — I think she knows every language and every science and every art under the sun," said Beaufront, with indiscreet warmth and anger. roSIIKtN. ^V"; "neiir Ralph, iiohody would hflirvr V'>ii :il>f)Ul the rally pnas, and iiohody w<»idd carr a stiavv ahoiil thr ;iri5i jip.d sriciK.*;?; ! N'miii liiciid is a viy y\Mr\\\\ and a very (:l(;v«M' wotiiaii, and knows how to wvAWAyv. |>iinr:r<. who find ns si df hy < ;!npai i son. lint, all thai i . no reason why I fif:(!(l ask h<;i lo <linni"i. SIh; dines at. cvciy house in London." " r.xccpl I hi;;," said liranfront, anjnily. " I'/Xccpl. this," rc|»li(:d his cousin, '* and if l«ord Avil- lion <;v(M" fall in love wil.li hn, as hr may do, then I f.hall liavo to ask her licic too. I know my conjugal duties to him, and I .am n»:vri di'.i^recahh; about them." " I'reda, I want you to tell mc f)ne Ihin^j JKmestly," s.iid Bcaufront. " V(<u ;uc ;dw;iys hintini^ at sfjmethinj,^ well, soini'thinu^ dubious in()onsU(;lo r,aut(:ne(r. Will you tell iiic simply what it is you think ? " "I think," r('plird Lady Avilliou, viy e'ddly, " that you need not ;isk me the <|uestion." He.aufront colored with ant'^er. " \u\\ m<sin that \\\:v\. -<clit siiutc aux yciix f" " Oertaitdy." " Voii wotdd not t.akc my word about her ?" "My de.ar Kalpii, I woidd take your word implicitly about anythini^ <ds(r, but not about ;i woman, because I know when you speak of women you ;ire bourifi by all the laws of honor t(; say what is iKjt true.' lieaiifiont with j^icat dillicidty controlled Ijis an^er. " 'I'hal is why," sin; continued, s(.Tencly, " (;ven wlien women are jealous they are s(j fcjoiish to ask questions man can't say the truth if he is dyin;.( to say it." " Vou arc right in a gener.al rule, but to all rules arc ex(;e[)tions. In this instanci,* I can swear to you " "Oh, please do not persist. \ alw.ays bow to Mrs. Lau- rence very pleasantly, and at the last Drawing Room I even said something nice to her abtjut her gown, which was a very beautiful creatioi» and fjuite unique ; but I do nut wish to know more of her and I do nrjt wish to talk to you, or hear y(ju talk about her. It would pain rnc so much to quarrel with you ! " lieaufront rose impetuously, and pacerl the carpet in a silent rage which was suflicienily expressed u{)on his coun- tenance. " I never would have believed," he said at last, with emotion, "that you — you — would have been so unjust, or so cruel, or so insolent to me, as to throw discredit on my worcl." A there 2s6 POSITION. " Dear Ralph ! When a signature is written under un- due influence the law docs not think it valid ; wiien a man speaks about a woman with whom he is known to be in- timate, no one in their senses believes what he says. It is so very simple I" " It may be simple, but it is ofTensive," said Beaufront, with violence. Freda smiled ; the smile was very slight, but it could not be said to be inoffensive. At that moment some people were ushered in, and Bea"- front took his departure a few mcjuients later, and walked down Piccadilly in a towciing rage ; he was not only deeply offended, but he was pained. Freda Avillion had the power to hurt him sucli as no other woman possessed, and her serene unconsciousness of her influence over him, which was quite genuine, irritated him at all times. Be- sides this, he was exceedingly angered at her hostility to Consuelo Laurence, and the opinion she held of his in- timacy with her. " Beau is in one of his black moods," said fuie of Iiis friends to another, as they passed him in Piccadilly, walk- ing quickly with his head bent and a heavy frown on his face " He was as light-hearted as a ploughboy when he was only Ralph Fitzurse and had not a shilling to bless himself with," replied the other man. Beaufront, unwitting of the comments made on hini, walked on to the beginning of St. James's Street, and then abruptly turned back and retraced his steps toward Hyde Park. A sudden thought, a sudden resolution had conic to him, and he went on his way through the now rapidly increasing gloom of the late afternoon, and bent his steps tow^ard the well-known coiner of Wilton Street, where the sparnjws were going to sleep on the boughs of the church trees. " Wliy not?" he said to himself. He was greatly at- tached to Consuelo Laurence ; she pleased his taste, be- guiled his time ; in her society he felt that pleasant sense of bien-etrc which soothes and caresses a man like a soft south wind ; he admired her, he liked her, he did not feel any passion for her, but much sympathv, pity, and regard. Since people thought ill of her through iiim, it seemed to him that it was only common honor to stop their tongues in the only wav which could do so effectually. Cynical in expression, and sometimes rough in manner, and unfeeling i nder un- eii a man to be in- lys. It is Jeaufront, andBea-- rid walked not only ijlion iiad possessed, over him. inies. 13c- lostility lu of his in- (vne of his dilly, walk- :own on his en he was ess hiniscU c on him, and then vard Hyde had come aw rapidly It his steps eet, where ghs of the posirroY. 257 as he had the credit of being, he was generous to quixo- tism, and very tender of heart toward those he liked. ''Why not ?" he said to himself, as he walked toward St. Paul's Church. He was surprised that he had never thought of this course before. Chivalry, good feeling, and honest indignation all nK)Vcd him to it, and in tiie most secret corner of his heart there was an inclination to do what would displease and mortify his cousin. She would not care very much, perhaps, but she would dislike such a consequence of her words. He did not even ask if Mrs. Laurence was at home ; she always was so at this hour ; biit he passed through the warm and fragrant hall, perfumed by big bowls of lilies of the valley, and up the staircase with its pleasant scent of hothouse flowers and of burning pastilles, and entered the presence of Consuelo as he had done so many tim^^s at that lioiir for six years and more. There were several persons there taking their tea out of little Japanese lotus-cups, with their morsels of cut cake on the accompanying lily-leaf plate. Consuelo Laurence, in a tea-gown which was a cloud of lace with glimpses of daffodil satin in it here and there, looked as she always did, cool and sweet and smiling, and serene as a balmy sum- mer's eve. Bcaufront greeted her briefly, and nodded with scanty politeness to the people he knew, then cast himself down on a long low chair U) wait until the place should be clear. He was so constantly seen there that the vo > ns would liave seemed scarcclv furnished without him. Some Amerr ican girls, to wiiom the sound of his title was as a Mayfly to a trout, challenged his attention, and tried their best to rouse him from his silence ; but they failed, and sadly agreed with each other afterward that trying to get a word nut of that dumb Duke was like creeping across the Dis- mal Swamp with a lame bullock-team and your axle broke. After what appeared to him to be interminable ages, everyone at last went away, and the pretty palm-shadowxd lamp-lit room was left to himself and her. Consuelo Laurence looked at him curiously. "What is the matter with you to-day?" she said, stand- ing by her tea-table. "Won't you have some tea? or a cigarette ? How cross you were to my poor little maidens ! They are great iieiresses from Arkansas ; they are as pale and as pretty as wood-anemones, and they know about as 17 1- 1 1> ! rM i-?':|: 1 > )■ 1 * 1 25' POSITION. 5,,!s much of life. Your historical name sounded to them likt a clarion-call out of * Ivanhoe.' " *' Will you have the name, Consuelo ? " he said abruptly, as he rose. " What ? " she stared at him, wondering what he could possibly mean. **I mean what I say — will you marry me.''" said Beau- front, abruptly. Mrs. Laurence turned pale ; a wave of strong emotion passed over her, but whether of pleasure or of pain he did not know. After a pause in whicii she moved son^e tea- roses in their china bucket, she answered, very gently : " Dear Ralph, no ; I will no^ " Beaufront colored as tliougli some one had insulted him. He had not anticipated the reply. "Why not ?" he said, angrily. " For many reasons. First, because you do not love me. " I do love you." " No ; you admire me, you have befriended me, you are even fond of me, but all that is not love. The woman you do love is Lady Avillion." " I never gave you the slightest right tc imagine such a thing." " Oh, my dear friend, a woman's intuitions do not wait for such a commonplace thing as right. I have always ^ seen that you loved your cousin." " I might with as much wisdom love the moon ! " "What has wisdom to do with it ?" "You only beg the question, Consuelo. I have asked i you to be my wife. I do not know what greater proof a man can give of his affection and esteem." He spoke with pain and with mortification ; he was I moved by a chivalrous and generous emotion, and he was| hurt to find his expression of it thus received. Consuelo Laurence left off rearranging the roses andl pushed the basket from her. She felt the contagion of iiisj emotion gain upon her, and she was surprised, touched, agitated, although she retained her usual aspect of serene! and dreamy quietude ; it had so long served her so wellasj a cloak to all that she felt. "Do not suppose that I am ungrateful," she said, iml low voice. *' It is noble in you and very generous. BuJ it would be very base of me to take advantage of a moj ment's fashuess. I am not the kind of woman vyhoni yoJ rosiTiOiV. 259 them lilit 1 abruptly, ; he could said Beau- ig emotion pain he did \ sc!"!">e tea- r gently : isulted him. do not love me, you are e woman you agine such a do not wait have always 00 n 1 1 have asked :;ater proof a lion ; he was (11, and he was the roses and fntagion of hiM lised, touched, )ect of serene her so well as ishe said, in j merous. Bun hage of a mo |ai> whom yo"! should marry. The great world has accepted me because it will accept anyone who has audacity enough to take it by the throat, but I am a femme tare'e all the same. Ask Lady Avillion." Beaufront rose to his feet with an exclamation which was almost an oath. "Why will you bring her name into the question ?" he said, with violence, '* and why will you do dishonor to yourself? The world admires you and courts you. But if it threw stones at you that would not matter to me. I know vour character, and I know that of half the London fine ladies. It is not yours which suffers by the compari- son. Once again, Consuelo, I say in all deliberation and sincerity, if you will become my wife I shall be honored." A faint rose tint came for a moment over the transparent colorless beauty of her face. A great temptation assailed her. The thing she most desired was here if she chose, and she had a moment of longing, of indecision, of weak- ness. "Answer me," said Beaufront, imperiously and entreat- in sflv- She raised her eyelids, and rested on him the full pen- sive, mysterious regard of her Creole eyes. " I have answered you, dear," she said, firmly. " I will never give you any other answer. Let us forget this mo- ment of unreason, and do not lot us disturb our intercourse or make any hesitation in our friendship. What would society say," she added, with a little laugh, which was not quite real, " if they only knew that an adventuress refuses to become a Duchess? To be sure I am a Creole, which may explain my madness ! " Beaufront unloosed her hands, which he had taken, and turned away with a dark and ominous frown upon his face. He was deeply offended, deeply mortified, and her little jest grated on his ear. '* At all events you may spare me your ridicule," he said, jSternly. '* I spoke to you in all sincerity and honor." " Do not be angry, dear," she said, with a little timidity [very unusual in her. " It must be as I say. One day you will thank me when you marry some innocent child [who will have known no touch but yours." " I shall never marry," said Beaufront, harshly ; and [with no expression or gesture of farewell he went out of jthe little rose-scented room which had so often seemed to jlnm a haven of refuge from the fret of the world, the satin ^^1 h ! ^ . 11 HI i ! i : 1 i ■ ■■ • , t ' *^ 36o POSITION. curtains of its doorway closed beliind him, and in another moment he was passing with rapid and uncertain steps down Wilton Street. " Say that I am not at home," said Consuelo Laurence to her head-servant, and then she went into her own chamber, locked the door, and wept bitterly. She was scarcely more than an adventuress ; she had won the world by audacity as she had said, siie had a past be- hind her, short still in years, but dan: in trngedy, yet she found heroism enough to do a generous, a magnanimous, and an unselfish action. She had refused the hand of the only man whom she had ever loved. CHAPTER XXX. "You told me the other day that I should marry Mrs. Laurence," he said abruptly to his cousin the next morn- ing. She looked at him with disquietude. " I said Society thought you ought," she said coldly and with significance, Beaufront frowned with that dark anger which had the power of holding very bold men in check, but did not in •t»-^.Y degree daunt his cousin. " i77&'*:^4'? no 'ought' in the matter," he said curtly, " But I acted oti^^ii^^^^ggestion, I offered to marry her.' Lady Avillion turneTTrTT/rH'^oked at him with a profound aversion, and half rose as though to remove herself from contamination. "You needn't move; I am not polluted yet," he said with some bitterness. " I have offered to marry her, and| she has refused me." " Refused you ! " The audacity of this adventuress in I refusing such an alliance seemed almost more intolerable to her than if she had heard that the union was to be con- cluded on the morrow, ^'■Reculant pour mieux sauter, I sup- pose ?" she said in those icy and gentle tones which alwaysl made the heart of her hearer tlirill with divided adoration| and detestation of her. "You are unjust and you are ungenerous," he said witlij violence. " There is no necessity to reculer, she could havel taken me at my word if she had chosen. She has not sol ::Tlf lother steps arence r own lid won )ast be- yet she Liimous, i oi the he said w^lj he could havel le has not sol ros/r/OA'. 261 chosen. She is the niosl generous of wotneii, as you liave become liic most luigciicroiis." Lady Avillion was too astonislicd and absorbed in her astonishment to notice the ccnsiue of herself. "Ceitainly if she has rcluseil yon she shows some gcjod fcehn<^"," siie replied will) disbehef in lier tone. "Vet one would iiave to know her nu)tive to be able lo jucige." '• It seems to use that vou iiave judj>ed her loni^ ago, wilhoul wailin<r to know her nuHives oi" her idstorv, " said Bean front, with a violent anger which ho did his best to conceal. " Her history?" said Freda, in her sweetest serenity of tone. "Oh, you knt)W, deai', I never read any <///7^///(///'<' jvt?//- Beaufront stilled an oatli, and rose to take his depart- ure ; he would possibly have said words whicii it wtnild have been impossible to efface and diflicult to recall, had not Avillion at that mcjnient pushed the portiere aside and entered ids wife s room ; a very unusual act on his part. ''You here. Beau ?" he said carelessly, while he nod- ded good-morning to his wife. "My dear Freda, will you look at these letters ? One is from your Bournemouth architect, who says we must give him more tlefmite orders abuut your whims before he can begin lo do anything, and the other is from ycjur brother, who wants me tcj buy his racing stable. Mow preposterous, isn't it, when you know he has scarcely a bit of good blood among 'em all? Do tell him that they are all screws, and couldn't win a Suburban Selling Plate the whole lot of them. If he can't afford to keep a good trainer, why the deuce will he race ? " " But he is not going to race any more !," "Very well, then he can send the whole lot up to Tatter- sail's, and not bother me. Do wiile and tell him so. Tell him that I am so worried by fifty thousand things that I really can't attend to his troubles. I can send Dawson to him, if Dawson would do any good." Dawson was his own trainer ; one of the celebrities of Newmarket Heath. "Is Fulke in more difficulties?" asked Beaufront. "He is always up to his eyes in them," said Avillion, pettishly. "You know, Ralph, in these days, the landed gentlemen must come to grief. Tliey all of 'em, practi- cally, live on borrowed monev at enormous interest, and how long does that sort of thing ever go oil ? I marvel 4 •■^M ('P , ' • » "• • ■ [:.■ II H \'l AH I i 262 rosTTioN: myself that it lasts as lonp^ as it does. If you and I had only land, where should we be?" Avillion threw his cigarette away impatiently and lighted another ; he disliked speaking or tiiiiiking of any disagree- able subjects, and people were always forcing them on to him so cruelly. "There is nothing safe in this country," he added. ** I liave had bought for nic a good many inindred square miles of corn-lands in Missouri, and I have had also bought for me some salt-mines in Siberia. With those, per- haps, we shall get along, but hero we shall go to pieces like a rotten boat at the very first shock of an European war." "There are wars on the cards which would effectually prevent your getting either your corn or your salt," said Freda. "There is only one entirely safe investment, and that is diamonds. With a few really great diamonds you carry your bank on your back like a snail, and can defy both war and revolution." " That depends. To realize, you must be in a societv which wants and wears diamonds. Socialists certainly will not tolerate them, except for glass-cutting and watch- springs. By the way, Beau," he added, " 1 have just been talking in the Park to your friend Mrs. Laurence. She was resting her ponies. What an interesting woman she is; I never thought her so interesting before, and extra- ordinarily pretty too, with that tea-rose skin and those southern eyes ! " • Beaufnjnt muttered angrily some words to the effect that she was good-looking certainly. " My dear Uther," said Freda, in her sweetest tones, " I hope jt7/<; won't take a caprice for Mrs. Laurence, because if you do you will compel me to ask her to my parties, and that is what 1 have been resisting doing ever since her star rose in view upon our horizon. Besides, you should not interfere with Ralph's friendships." Avillion laughed. "Oh, no, I know the rules of play too well to be the terzo incommodo. But she is really a very interesting wom- an, and out of the connuon way." Beaufront very rudely, without a farewell to either of them, went out of the room and out of the house. "What's the matter with him ? " asked Avillion. "He is always entiche about Mrs. Laurence, you know that," replied his wife. " He wishes us to believe her a rOSITlON. 263 sort of Madonna, who has lived in a sanctuary and never known but tiie angels." "Whew !" said Avillion, dubiously. "That looks as if he meant to many her some day. 1 dare say she'll get it out of him. Tiiose soft, sweet, indolent women are the veiy deuce, and all for clinging luutli and claw to what they want." " I am sure I never get wliat I want," said his wife. " Vou always do wiicn you know what you want,' said Avillion. " But you dc^n't always know, and besides, you show a little bit too much that you mean to have your own way. The cclare arton is necessary in getting one's own way." " You never conceal that you desire yours ! " "Because I always take it," said Avillion, naively. "A woman is different. To achieve her ends she must jjo in endless circles in an apparently totally opposite direction, just as you have to go, they say, when you stalk m(K)se." "That is what Mrs. Laurence is dcjing now witli Ralph," thought his wife ; but slie did not say so. She did not desire to increase her husband's interest in that lady. To her Consuclo Laurence represented the most objection- able class of W'omen, come no one knew whither, going no one knew whither, their sovereignty an usurpation, their fashion an accident, their position an imposture. Once or twice Beaufront had felt templed to tell his cousin of the cause which had first drawn him and Mrs. Laurence tcjgether. But he never did ; he doubted her reception of it. She was incredulous and cold where her hostilities were concerned, and he felt that it was quite possible that she would disbelieve him and think some- thing worse than she now did. Consuelo Laurence had been the bastard daughter of a planter of Martinique, by a youthful quadroon. Her father, immensely rich, and passionately attached to her, had brought her up in luxury and culture ; life in the beautiful tropical wilderness had been to her, up to the time slie was fifteen years old, much what it was to any one of the gorgeous flowers blooming in the rank and hu- mid woods. When she was nearly sixteen, her father was killed by a bite from a yellow snake. He had been a care- less, thoughtless, indolent creole, who, in the full vigor of manhood and tiower of prosperity, had never given a mo- ment's retlection to the uncertainty of life. He had made uu kind of provision for his daughter, whom he had brought w^ \ A\V 1^ \ :l i i ^ 1 \ ■' , 364 position: lip like an oriental princess, and whose loveliness had un- folded itself before his eyes, day by day, in the hot sun- ligiit, like tiie blossoms of the tulip-trees before his ve- randah. He died unmarried and intestate, and his heirs did not recognize in Consuelo any legal title to share their heritage. They expelled her from the paradise of her childhood with the woman who had been her nurse, a negress named Miriam. The child was too delirious with grief to know -what happened to her ; Miriam, as stunned as herself, and ignorant of all which lay outside the forest swamps of her birthplace, being offered a free passage to Charleston by a ship-owner whom she knew, went thither with her charge, not knowing where else to go or what to do in the future. In Charleston the few- thousand dollars given them by the heirs were soon spent, and the ignorant woman and her charge, who had deemed herself born only to command and to enjoy, lived miser- ably, and would have starved but for the negress' little gains made by any hard work that she could obtain in tiic poor quarter where they had taken refuge. Consuelo accepted, apathetically, all that was given to her for many weeks. Then one day, when her nurse brought her some delicate food, she said, suddenly : ** VVhere does this come from ? How is it got ? " •* It comes from the ravens, my treasure," said the ne- gress ; but the girl looked at her, and colored scarlet. ** Do you keep vieV she said, with an awakening sense of shame. It was then six months since her expulsion from her home. Her life had been like that flower which only grows on the shores of the Mexican Gulf, which is snow- white at sunrise, ruby red at noon, and is by evening dead. The next day, when the negress was out at work, Cun- suelo went down into the streets and wandered about in them, a black shawl folded over her head. She saw a place above which was written its name in large letters, in French : " Salle de Concert. Cafe Chantant." Her thoughts were still very confused, but she understood that the words meant music of some sort. She went inside, and asked for the director ; when he came he was struck by her unusual beauty, and asked her, kindly, what she wanted. " I want to earn money." she said to him. " I can fing; I know l.'inou:io('s ; I crni pluv the guitar; will v^'i l^'l- '"'-' sinii' li(3rc, and pav inc ?" l J.I POSITION. 265 lad un- ot sun- his ve- is hciis re their of her nurse, a lus with stunned ;ide the I a free e knew, e else to the few 3n spent, I deemed 3d miser- Dss' little lin in the given to icr nurse llv: id tlie nc- irlet. ling sense from iier Vich only \\ is snow- ling dead, 'ork, Cun- about in die saw a •e letters, int." Her Istood that ■nt inside, [vas struck what she can ?ing; 'Oil Icl nie The director, who was a Frenchman with a travel li ml; troupe of third-rate music-hall singers, was quick to |)ei- ceive tiie use she might be to liim ; he engaged licr with- out even caring whether she could sing or not, and set her behind the llaring gas-jets of ids stage, between some shabby singing-women, in gaudy attire and with painted cheeks, whose bold eyes and stereotyped simpers made her heart grow sick. She could not sing a note, from nervousness, terror, and the sobs which choked her throat ; but she stood there in her black frock, holding her mute guitar, and her beauty bewitched the audience. Her first appearance, though she neither sang nor played a note, was successful ; all the city wauled to see iier, and the music-hall was night after night crowded to overflowing. Before then, it had been scarcely more than a gathering-place for the lower kind of loafers ; it now became the resort of all the best men of Charles- ton. " Have you seen Consuelo ? " was the one ques- tion on all their tongues. There would have been but one issue to this had not the negress been there ; but Miriam sto(jd like a rock between her nursling and the crowd of adorers, who offered up to her bouquets, jewels, verses, serenades, and all the ganuit of homage except one thing, the one thing for which the negress stood out : *' If you want her, marry her," she said always, but no one would do that ; the old woman was obdurate, and so contrived to be forever beside her charge, and to screen her perpetu- ally from all her suitors, that the child passed through this winter of danger and of degradation without harm, or even any suspicion of her own peril. One man alone fell so madly in love witli her that he threw all prejudices to the winds and offered her marriage. He was Horace Laurence, an Englishman, who had come for shooting to the South. He was good-looking and well- born ; he appeared rich. Miriam was won over to his side at once, and by her entreaties, joined to his importunities, the girl's reluctance was overcome and she became his wife. Six months later he took her to Europe. There she bore him a child, and before she was eighteen years old had discovered that her husband Vv^as an adventurer, a spendthrift, and a gamester ; that his social position was dubious, his means precarious, and his passion for herself a sensual self-gratification united to a callous self-interest. He had a small showy apartment in Paris, and there as at %■■ ! 266 posirroN; any of tlic f.'ishi(Hiablo wjilcrinj^-places to which they went, lie desired tiiat his wile's beauty should attract youn^ men of rank and liches whose knowledge of play would not be equal to his own. She spent years of a cruel and humili- ating strug^'le beside which the music-hall of Charleston seemed in her memory like a haven of peace. As Laurence sank from bad to worse, and grew deeper and deeper in the mire of debt, he made no scruple of bid- ding his wife get money for him in any way she could. " 1 am a mari-compUxisant, why don't you profit by my good nature ? What a fortunate woman you should think yourself ! " he said with a brutal laugh. Violent scenes followed on her refusal to be led into what he wished ; and her efforts to warn ofT those whom he decoyed. She had a small apartment in the Rue Rou- get de Lisle, very high up, but giving her a glimpse from the balconies of the trees of the Tuilcries, and made at- tractive by her own taste and the flowers which all the men she knew sent her in all seasons. There Laurence, throughout the season, brought his acquaintances to play baccarat and ecarte and chcmin de fer ; there she filled a position which she abhorred, and strove as far as she could to diminish the evil he did ; there her little child lived for three short years, a pretty baby, tumbling on the grass of the Tuileries, and giving her the only joyous moments of her existence ; and there one evening came Ralph Fitz- urse, a man of higlier rank and emptier purse than the other associates of Colonel Laurence. At the time of his first visit there the child, little Mar- got, was ill, wasting sadly and silently away, and one af- ternoon he entered the salon unannounced and found her alone there with the dying child in her lap, while the sunny air was sweet with the scent of lilac, and the noise of the carriages going down the Rue de Rivoli came up to the silent room. Laurence was away at Chantilly, her servants were out, the child was dying ; he did all that its father should have done, and stayed beside her while the dusk deepened, and the roar of the traffic went on, and the puff-ball of daisies with which she had tried to call a smile from the dim drowsy eyes, rolled from the baby's hand on to the floor, and with a cooing sound its small breath sighed itself away. His accidental presence there that day, at such a mo- rnent, laid the foundation of an unchangeable friendship POSITION, 267 between them. He had seen the true nature of this woman who was (lectncd a cold-hcartcil adventuress, and she had foiuul liow much of tenderness, of delicacy, and of sym- pathy there existed under the reckless and cynical exterior of a man who at that period of his life was classed as a pa- trician dt'cave. Never afterward did Beaufront smell the odor of the Piuis lilac on an Easter day, or see the children throw their balls across the daisies in theTuilcries gardens, with- out thinking of little Margot lying dead and dumb in her nujlher's arms, wliile all the movement and gayety of Paris stirred in the April air. It was he, and not Laurence, who had gone down with her to put the small wiiite ctjlTni away under the green earth of a little village burial-ground on the edge of the great Fontainebleau woods. When the whole world of Lon- don gossiped its heart out and tortured its brains to im- agine what the secret could be which united the Duke of Heau front asid Consuelo Laurence, it little dreamed that it was nothing more or less than the remembrance of a liule grave luider an old oak-tree, planted thick with snow- drops in memory of a child. lie pitied her intensely, he admired her greatly, he de- fended her chivalrously ; but he was never for a single in- siant in love with her, and his kindly and dispassionate friendship for her first formed a sweet and welcome con- trast to the passions which surrounded her and the de- sires which filled her with loathing. One night at Nice, almost before her eyes, Laurence was shot dead in a duel in an hotel room after a gambling quarrel. Beaufront, who was then at Monte Carlo, devoted himself to her in that ghastly moment, and did all for her that forethought, delicacy, and consideration could compass. She was left almost penniless, she sold the few jewels remaining to her, and went to a little dull town in the north of France. There she lived for eighteen months, gaining her bread by music and singing lessons. Beaufront had at that period entered into his great and unlooked for inheritance; by letter and in person he en- treated her with the utmost delicacv and generosity to be permitted to do all kinds of good services for her! " Do you mistrust me that you cannot treat me as a friend ? " lie asked her again and again. But she was not to be per- suaded into acceptance of anv of his offers. He under- stood that she had been so profoundly steeped in degrada- m V|i 1 i i ( h 268 POSITION, ilDi tion during the few years of her married life, that she needed to devote herself to poverty and hard work to regain any self-respect. He ceased to importune her, but he never ceased to correspond with her, and occasionally he visited her in the quaint old street of the town of Dol in which mere accident had led her to find her retreat. During that time her father's brother died childless, and having bf'P" through long illness haunter' by the con- sciou'^ u,as of his own cruelty to her, and wholly ignorant of -ler fate, left her one - haL of his enormous fortune. The West Indian men of law were long in tracing her steps, and when they did trace them, slow in being satisfied of her identity. She was discovered living in a gloomy old wooden house in Dol, gaining the barest livelihood, and to her unspeakable amazement learned that she had become mistress of more than a million of money. She was young enough for life to seem still alluring and sweet to her, and she knew the world well enough to know that no one who is rich will long be friendless. But Beau- front hai remained her friend in all adversitv : he onlv. She wrote and told him of her change of fortunes, and he persuaded her to make her residence in England. " But with such a past as mine ! " she urged, strenu- ously. *' Your past had no sins of your own in it," said Beau- front. " I wish half the London women could say as much for themselves." " But you know who I was, and that it is only sixteen years ago that I sang in Charleston ?" *' My dear Consuelo, you don't know our world. It is a very queer world, but it only wants management. Society is a raree-show nowadays ; only bring it something un- usual and you are the talk of the towm. Leave all that to me, and only do as I tell you." " I shall look like an adventuress," she objected to him. "Indeed, what else hardly have I been ?" "You will look like a thoroughbred woman, and yon will be the idol of London in a year if you like," ho answered. " Trust me and come. I will pilot you thi-ough our society. With Pniis you have horrible memories; put them aside ^or ever and come." " It will be gross audacitr." "Well, if it will, so much the better," said her friend, "for nothing gets on in London like audacity. We are ;i shy people, you know, and so like to be taken by storm. POSITION. 269 Come, at your age you want to be happy ; you cannot have done with life yet." And so she came to London, and it was known that the Duke of Benufront's people had taken the liouse in Wil- ton Street for her, and for a time all her own sex shook th( ir ' eads and would not go there. "Wait a bit; I know them," said Bcaufront. "Next season you will find them all crowding up your staircase like a flock of sheep ; hes coming to sec vou to-morrow." "He" was the first gentleman in England, qui fait la pliiie et le beau temps for that very varying weather-chart, Society. Bcp.iifront did know his London, and the result was what he had predict^:]. Mrs. Laurence at once became the fashion ; but of ccnirse London, behind his back and hers, said that it could never forgive him for bringing her there. Her own perfect propriety of conduct, combined with the terrific impropriety of what they believed about her, was exactly that union of conventional appearances with sagacious suspicions which makes the very deepest joy of the innermost soul of modern society. A woman who does nothing which is not "proper," and yet is known to have done everything which is " improper," is the most chcrish'?d heroine of modern ethics ; she is not compromis- ing to others and yet she has compromised herself. You can visit her without thereby losing a hair's-breadth of caste, and yet you can abuse her with the most satisfactory and comforting completeness. She is at once the sugared beignet and the pungent caviare of your dinner, its sweet champagne and its salted olives. Beaufront had never been in love with her. The pity, the admiration, the affection which in time he came to feel fcr her had been entirely passionless ; and he had undersr.ood how surfeited by undesircd passions she was, and how glad of absence of passion in her relations with any man. Little by little he had grown very intimate with her, and took a warm, fraternal interest in all which con- cerned her, but he had never even wished to become her lover. But since her rejection of his offer of everything which it was in his power to bestow, she had a different attrac- tion for him. He seemed to see her with different eyes, to find in her a wholly different personalitv. He was mortified, astonished, irritated at her refusal, but it made ^H'MIM i 1 v ^ \ \ 270 position: her far more interesting in his sight than she had been before. Attached to her lie had always been, but with :i serene, fraternal kindness, containing full appreciation (jt her charms without desiie to make them his own. Bui ever since the day tiiat she had s(i decidedly and disinter- estedly rejected him, she grew far higher in his estimation and mucli deeper into his affections. Without any vanity, he knew well that there were very few women in Europe who would not have been tempted by his social position ; and that it had tio power to move her from her decision raised her to a very high place in his esteem. *' Either she cares for me and saves me from what she views as a sacrifice," he thought, " or else she does not care and is not to be won by the mere gratification of her ambition." Either way, after the first mortification of it, it seemed to him that her choice was very noble. He had watched her success in society with good-humored amusement, feeling that it was chieily his own work, and he had seen her surrounded with adorers without the faintest senti- ment of jealousy. But since lier rejection of him, new and warmer and more uneasy fee)ings entered into him toward her. She had said, as women will, " Do not let this incident disturb our friendship;" but it was beyond her power to command that. When a single drop of brandy has been poured into a glass of water, the water cannot ever be pure spring water again any more. The slightest hint of love or desire dropped into the calmness of a man and woman's friendship, disturbs and colors it forevermore. Consuelo Laurence knew very well that he might still come and go up her staircase five hundred times in the season, but that her friend, nevertheless, was lost to her for all time. And the disinterested, passionless, unchang- ing affection of Beau front had been very precious to her in that unstable world, a fast-anchored buoy in the chang- ing tides and shifting shallows of society. Should she ex- change it for the restless passions, the exacting jealousies, the cruel descent from worship to indifference, or worse, which marriage would almost certainly bring with it? " We are a thousand times better and wiser as we arc, " she thought, and yet she sighed as she thought so. F'or she was persuaded that it was for no other than chivalrous and generous desire that he offered her his name and POSITION', 271 rank. He hnd heard something, perhap , unkinder than usual, said c)f her, and so h:id iiastcncd to att)ne to her for uiiat was no fault of liis own. But slic was not to be out- dune in generosity, nor would she allow hiiii to be hurried by his impetuosity into an irrevocable sell-surrender. To live through her life witli only liis friendship was very pos- sible to her ; she had grown so used to it ; but to risk see- ing in him a perpetual and concealed regret for an unal- terable step was to risk entering upon a torture for which she was certain lie would have no strength. In the past she had <>v\cd aw kindness and consolation ; in the pres- ent she owed him position and social power, and most of the enjoyment of her life. Slie would ncjt pay her debts to him so ill as to a'-cr-nt his sacrifice. "What would tlu; \vorld say if he married me?" she thought, bitterly. " Oidy that he had done it at last! Oh, the vile dcnigreinciit, the cruel, false constructions, the eternal malevoh-n.e and injustice of the society we court as if its doors opened into Paradise ! " How sweet and lash and generous it was of him to wish it, she repeated to herself a hundred times. How like his nature to Icjok neither to the right nor left, but only straight forward to what seems just and kind. No arguments which he could use availed to move her, because she was steadfast in that purpose of self-sacrifice which to some women is a kind of second nature. "If I were his wife and lie even looked a doubt of me I should pray for the earth to cover me," she thought, with that passionate feeling which was in her creole blood, al- though the repose and languor of her habitual manner so entirely concealed it that no one suspected its existence. She was convinced that she would not have been his wife a week before he would have begun to think restlessly of the comments of the world. He believed in her now entirely, because he had nothing at stake in such a belief; but she had no proof to give him of the innocence of her past life, and she felt that suspicion, self-sown and hydra- headed, would inevitably spring up in him, and embitter his peace of mind, if once the honor of his name were to repose in her. ! I ■B-i»- fl. P^^ t W' \ :"* f > 'r* ■ \ \ %\ W^n 272 position; CHAPTER XXXI. m K ■^ '.3 II While the seasoi? was at its height, and the routine of pleasure was followed by day and by night, the metropolis was agitated in its lower depths by a movement neither gay nor agreeable. The Socialists were busy, the mob was troublesome, and the sovereign people were climbing on the backs of the Trafalgar lions and trampling down the grass in the Parks, agitating for various matters wiiich served them as pretexts for bellowing at the top of their voices, and impeding the traffic of the squares and streets. In such moments the subterranean forces of London life display themselves, as snakes pour out of their holes in drought ; and the spectacle is not an exhilarating or com- forting one to the most sanguine or the most indolent administration. These demonstrations had of late been frequent, and Avillion was not in error when he pettishly declared that a Conservative Government was undistinguishable from a Radical one. *' Matters were never worse in the Gordon riots or the agitations of Tom Paine," he said with much contempt, and although he exaggerated in saying so, his party was uneasily conscious that there was a germ of truth in the unpleasant parallels which he was constantly citing from the reigns of the Georges. However thickly they strewed their primroses, the brambles showed underneath, and whatever sweet words they lavished on the people, the booing of the Rough was heard above them. It is considered a safety-valve to popular feeling for all the scum of London to be allowed to pour itself out over the pleasure-grounds of the capital ; it is thought to be a sanitary process, like pouring out sewage over green fields ; and therefore one day in mid-June, when the great Plebs had announced their intention of jming out in their millions into Hyde Park, the Cabinet did not dream of preventing the demonstration. The flower-beds of the Park iiad been planted at vast cost and were in full beauty ; the turf was green, the trees were in full leaf, the water was sunny. The demonstration would ruin the flowers, break the trees, tread the turf into barren dust, and prevent the boating on the Serpentine ; but no one dared to declare that this kind of freedom was only an outrage POSITIOK. «73 atd a tyranny, and courage and common-sense hid their dininished heads before the sovereign will of tlie Gutter ana the Slums'. Demos was lord and master, Supreme in bower and town, With a firebrand for a sceptre And a fool's-cap for a crown. Freda Avillion hud been warned by ministers and friends to keep within her own gates that day ; but she was not a woman to be moved by warnings of tiie kind. She wanted to go across the Park, and she went across it in her coupe, although, even then, tlicre were ominous-looking groups of roughs gathered under the Reformer's tree and about the Marble Arch. She thought as she looked at tliem of old Queen Char- lotte, assaulted in her sedan chair and saying : *' I am seventy years old ; I have been fifty vcars yiieen of Eng- land, and I never was insulted before." "That old woman knew how to answer them," she thought. "Nowadays we don't know how. We build gigantic toyshops and cucumber frames for them, and we entreat dear Cerberus to wash himself and come and hear Beethoven and Bach, and when Cerberus will prefer to smash glass and bawl the 'Marseillaise' we get frightened, and send for the police or the Guards." And she sighed ; for she had been in earnest with her primroses and her other pretty playthings, but she was clear-sighted despite her prejudices, and she saw that you cannot clear the mud out of the gutter with a feather- duster, and she was a proud and courageous woman ; and on proud and courageous people the mere menace of a mcb acts like sulphur on flame, like the indignity of a shaken whip to tlie haughty spirit of a mastiff. She drove placidly along the Park and down the Bays- water Road to her destination ; a small house in a retired place, with some of the old green coiuitry look alxnjt it, where the French governess who iiad educated iier from seven to seventeen years old was dying slowly of an inter- nal malady. Mine. Beriot had been a person of unusual culture, tact, and wisdom, and she had inspired in her pupil a grateful and enduring attachment. In the little, dusky, evergreen-shaded rooms, where the iittle left to her of life was passing painfr" way, the ap- \ \ •■ t ! i A? m V r 274 POS/TIOA\ ■ * V parition of Lady Avillion in all her beauty and gract, bearing with her hothouse fUnvers and fruits, new books and new engravings, was a preeious privilege and conso- lation. The poor lady wanted for no material comforts, but she had no relatives in the world except a nephew who was a priest in Pondicherry, and her affection for the lovely VVilfreda Damer had been the chief interest and consola- tion of her later years. She read with eagerness and pre- served with care every printed line from tlio newspapers in which Lady Aviilion's movements, entertainments, cos- tumes, house parties, or sojourns in foreign places were chronicled, and every night and morning prayed for her peace, health, and welfare with a devotion far more ma- ternal than anything ever felt by Lady Blanche, who was occupied with a hundred thousand social, political, ama- tory interests of her own. Mme. Beriot was far more discriminating also than was Lady Blanche, she never (offered Freda any felicitations on her happiness, neither did she offer her any condolences on the shortcominfrs of her existence. She was a verv wise woman, and she knew that to suggest to a person that their fate is not what they would desire, is to make them dissatisfied with Paradise itself. And she could eas- ily believe, without being told it, that Lady Avillion had never even had anv perception of what Paradise might be." Stretched on her couch of pain, and knowing that her days were numbered, she yet retained her quickness of intelligence and sympathy, and her interest in her late pupil's career sustained her interest also in that great world of which she had seen something, if only throu^jii the chink of a school-room door. " You had Syrlin at Brakespearc I saw by the papers last month," she said, while her visitor sat beside her near the small glass door which opened into a suburban grass- plot, shady with clumps of laurel and sweet with helio- trope and stocks and jasmines, which Freda had caused to be planted and cultivated th.ere. "Yes ; and he was what the men call in good form ; he amused Lord Avillion, which is difficult enough." " Ah ! How much I should like to see him ! " "Would you?" "Indeed I should. He is of my country, and I used to be so fond of the theatre in Paris — dans vies beaux jours.'* POSITION. 275 " I might bring him some day ; that is if he would come ; I dare say lie would come here." Mmc. Beriot smiUtd. " Must men would come where you asked them ! But pray do not thiniv of such a thiiii^ fur a moment. I never dreamed of it. I only said so without thinking, because he is Frencli, and such a genius they say." " I believe he has genius, and they tell me he is very good-natured when he is not out of humor. He was very good-natured to us at Brakespeare." " Pray do not think of it ! It would only inconvenience you, and why should a brilliant artist waste half an hour on a paralytic old woman ? " "The paralytic old woman is my dear and honored friend," said P'reda, laying her hand on that of Mme. Be- riot. " Oh, yes, I will bring Syrlin some day. He must have something admirable in him or he would not have my cousin Ralph and Lorraine lona for his friends. At least, about Ralph I don't know," she added, with a pass- ing remembrance of the bad taste he showed in his regard fur Mrs. Laurence. "When he takes a fancy to anyone he is absurd and wrong-headed ; but Mr. lona is a genius too, and has never been known to bestow his sympathies unworthily. Oh, certainly I will bring you your country- man some day, if he is your countryman ; I believe he is more Moorish-Spanish than anything." When she had left Mme. Beriot, to whom it seemed as though she took with her a flood of sunshine and left the siiaded little room to darkness, she drove to see an artist who dwelt in the neighborhood ; that must melanc holy and prosaic of neighborhoods which calls itself Maida Vale, where it is marvellous that the great singer of Sor- dello, who knew the light there is on Lido and had seen the sun set behind the wind-vexed Apennine, c;an ever have made his home. *' However can they paint liere ?" she thuught, as her carriage passed through the dreary terraces vvliich had no vestige of a terrace, the villas which were only ngly cot- tages crammed on to one another like sardines in a box, and the avenues which possessed nothing more like a tree than the metal column of a lamp-post or the withered geranium upon a window-sill. No capital on earth is sur- rounded by suburbs so agonizing as London. " flow can anybody paint here I How can anvbody breathe here ! If I were an artist, and had not a shilling iu my pocket, \ |- ;IH \. •■ V S .Hi!l \ \-X 276 ros/rroy. / I %n I would work my way out on board a brig to Venice, or beg tny way inch by inch across l^'rancc to tiio Pyrenees," she thought, as lier horses stopped at her young painter's dwelling, a high number in a long and narrow street which was called Isandula Avenue. Tiie very soul withers up like the geraniums in the breast of the stranger who passes down these hopeless, endless, meaningless roads and streets, which liave not an idea in all their acres of bricks and mortar, and which show nothing of civilization except its manifold curses. Freda Avillion loved her London well and was not will- ing to sec its faults and short-comings ; but when she came into its suburbs she was always overcome by their dull dreary uniformity of horror, their monotonous dead- liness of vulgarity, their universal incarnation of Philis- tinism and frigiitfulncss. And how sad it was to think that this horror, this vul- garity, was every year spreading and spreading, like the scales of lupus on .1 human face, over the sweet green features of the country, efTacing the England of Chaucer and Milton, of Cowper and lively n, of Herbert and Her- rick ; swallowing up the shady rural lanes, the gorse- grown heaths, the pleasant manor-houses, the manorial woods, and planting in their place gasworks, and soap- factories, and sewer-deposits, and chemical works, and brick-fields, and steam laundries, and miles on miles of these frightful lath and plaster and stucco houses which served as homes to those strange people who know nothing of ** Faust " but what they hear at the Lyceum, and believe that " Charles the First " is a poetic tragedy ! In the street there was waiting a private hansom with a very fine thoroughbred in the shafts and a coronet on its panel ; inside it was a fair-faced and very young man who had been in waiting there an hour, though his watch still wanted five minutes of the time at which he had been told to come. " Punctuality is a very unfashionable virtue, Lord Flod- den, but it is a very good one," said Freda, as he sprang out of his cab and came to tiie door of her brougham. " So kind to allow me to come," murmured Flodden, with that fiush of bashfulness which he could never con- trol in her presence. "It is you who are going to be kind to this man up- stairs ; at least if you really think he has talent. Don't buy anything or do anything merely because I tell you," r OS 17/ ox. 277 slic said as she alighted hcfoio the fioiiscfiDnt, with its staring sash windows, its aica railiiiL;s, its st(;cp doorsleps, its slate roof, its mean ligiil, its (eatnrelfss v.'icancy, which were repeati^d in all its lellows, ii[) and down and on b(;th sides of the way, as far as the eye conld reach. A dreary old woman before an applc-st;dl, a mangy cat stealing between tw > of the area bars, the fat back of a far-olT policeman with his tight belt making his corpulence more conspicuous, and a hand cart with tin milk-cans j3iislied by a consumptive looking boy, were all that there w.'is to be seen there. I'^rom som(!wli(;re out o[ sight a cracked voice was bawling "i\loiist(;r jMe(;tin' to-day! P(.ople's rights ! People's rights! 'Spectcd sack o' Lon- don! Latest news! People's rights! Nottin' '111 Ga- zette! Maida Wale Chronicle! K 'alf penny! A 'alf- penny ! " "If they would sack these suburbs, I don't think I would try to restrain them," said Freda, as she entered the nar- row passage of the house and went up the still narrower stair. Then she added in a lower tone : "Now this boy up-stairs, Hugh Murray, has great gifts I think, but if you do not think so, don't say so ; buy a pochadc for two sovereigns, and come away. But if you find him clever send him to Italy or Germany. Only remember he isn't the least interesting ; he is plain and squat, and bristly looking; (juite a cub altogether ; 1 dare say y oil will be horribly disappcjinted, used as you are to your romantic Italian students with their curling hair and their long cloaks, and those delicious bottc^^Jic in the Via Margutta with the caj)sicums curling round the balconies, and the fountains splashing in the court below, and the little children like so many baby Christ.; and St. Johns, and those delightful earthenware pitchers which have mouths like cocks* heads or lions' faces. But if you find him dreadfully commonplace you won't mind, will you, if the pictures are rather good ? " Flodden answered incoherently that he was convinced without seeing anything tliat her protege was a Giotto, a Leonardo, a Michael Angelo in embryo, he scarcely knew what he said, so close to her ns he was on this narrow staircase, with the faint lily-of-tho-valley perfume udiicli was her preference wafted to him through the atmosphere of the house. _ ' But his heart quaked within him ; he knew art and its "f Hli*^ 11 » '•lilt J '■: 278 rosjTJOiV. meaning, and if these paintings should seem to him bad, as nujst English paintings did, what should he say to her? Flodden could not lie even to please her. "But I can buy them all," he thought, with a consola- tory reflection. Freda went rapidly up the steep, ill-smelling stair, with that step which had once made lona apply to her Ben Jonson's lines : Her treading would not bend a Made of grass, Or shake the downy blow-ball from his stalk. The young artist lived in one of the attics. He was waiting for them at the top of the stair, shy, awkward, uncouth, with a rough beard, and the complex- ion and stature of a man who has never had enougli to eat ; but in his gray eyes, under their bushy brows, there was a light as thotigh they saw other things than this nar- row and dingy street could show to him ; they were fine eyes, wistful, pathetic, penetrating, luminous. Freda had seen some sketches of his at a dealer's in the Haymarket, and being struck with their talent she had traced him out, and found him very nearly starving ; the little he made by his sketches and canvases being sent away by him to his mother, who lived humbly and hardly in a little hamlet hidden under the tors and mot)rs of northern Derbyshire. It was the old, old story. A peasant lad who would not stick to the plough, and was forever drawing heads of cattle and sheep, and bits of landscape, and who had ed- ucated himself, and came to l^ondon with his village par- son's help and counsel. The parson's sister, married to a banker's clerk, had given him a garret in this house of hers, and he had studied and toiled and chafed his heart out for three years witii no prospect but of becoming a dealer's slave for life, when this beautiful and great lady suddenly changed his fortunes for him at a touch, Freda, whose taste was fine and highly cultured, had not been mistaken in recognizing in this Derbyshire youth the making of a Troyon, of a Rousseau, while his studies of children had the gentle grace of Edmond Frere. Flodden, enraptured to be able to praise witli sincerity, would have bought every sketch in the attic if she had not restrained him, gave the artist a commission to fniisli for him a series of views of Dovedale, and purchased a rosirioN. 279 fmislicd picture of Tanslev Moor in a summer storm, wliile he (jffercd to sciul the youni^ luaii to I'aris, Dresden, or Rome, as he j)referred. '^ Mais voiis allcz trop vite ! '' murmured Fred.i in his ear to check his impetuous donations ; but Floddcn murmured back with a terrible Italian accent : '"'' Peut-on aller trap vite qtiaiui U ^t'nie a hcsoiii dc soi ^ " Ten minutes later they left the young painter, pale, tremulous, breathless, speechless with amazement and joy, while the vicar's sister, to whom the house belonged, crept out of her sitting-room to gaze at the great lady, and said timidly: "O madam, how delighted mv brother will be! 1 must write and tell him to-night. He has always be- lieved in Hugh's talent, only we could do so little ; and the boy is too modest ; he does not know how to push himself." " Then we must push him," said Freda, with her most charming smile and a low curtsey to the poor lady as though she were a queen. "Oh, what an angel you are !" murmured Flodden as he took her to her coupe. Slie smiled. "If I be an angel, you must be an archangel by the magnificence of your gifts. You know how to give, Lord Flodden ; it is a rare accomplishment. Only take care they do not use you and abuse you too much. This young man is good and honest, and will be grateful even if he do not become famous as we expect. But there is a whole- some Eastern proverb which you would do well to write on the fly-leaf of your check-book : 'Make yourself honey ami the flies will eat you.' " "Somebody said once," murmured Flodden, "that he would rather be cheated by twenty scoundrels than wrongly suspect one honest man, and that is just what I feel myself." " I am sure you do. Nevertheless, I would avoid the scoundrels as much as possible. And, Lord Flodden, why don't you go and stay a year in Paris and get rid of that Italian accent ? You said poi/f iov pcui and sou for sot, just like an Italian." The dingy and forlorn street which had a moment be- fore seemed to Guy like a golden-paved highway of heaven, wore in an instant all its own colors. "You wish me to go away ? " he said, wofuUy. Lady Avillion laughed. "Not in the If.ast, but I think < r T 1 . \ ' t ! i \, A 1 \ 1, 1 .1 'i W i 1 '._ II 1> ! ; ■ t IMAGE EVALUATION TEST TARGET (MT-3) 1.0 I.I 1.25 IIM 12.5 i« 12.2 12.0 M. il.6 p> % 7 o>^ ^^■r \<'- O 7 /A Photogranhic Sciences Corporation 23 WEST MAIN STREET WEBSTER, NY. 14SB0 (716) B73-4S03 L^/ 28o POSITION. a year in Paris would do you good ; it is such a pity that ahnost all Englishmen speak French so horribly, and you have the double disadvantage of your Italian o's and a's. But good-day ; it is growing late." The boy's heart was heavy as lead ; she thought him good enough to buy pictures and send poor students to art capitals, but she did not care a straw whither he went himself. At that moment the newspaper seller, who was now in view, set up his hideous howl afresh : "People's rights ! People's rights ! 'Spected sack of London ! " ** I don't think the Park will be quite safe," murmured Flodden. " The Home Secretary told me they expected a great row, and the Guards are all ready in their barracks. Would you — won't you allow me to come v^th you or to follow you quite closely in case of anything wrong ?" " Certainly not," said Freda. " Pray do not do such an absurd thing as to follow me quite closely. The Park is safe enough. They will ruin its grass and trample down its flowers, but the sack of London won't go farther than that for the present. Good-day ; you have got to pack up all yowx pochades in your cab, or will you send a wagon for them in the morning ?" Her light, kindly, half-derisive laughter cut to the very soul of her despondent adorer. He had done all he could to please her, and this was his sole reward ! Then she drove away and left him alone to face the dreary street, and a blousy maid-servant who had her bare red arms full of the pochadeSy and the poor young painter of them standing, humbly and bareheaded, waiting to murmur his last words of gratitude, while the mangy cat mewed forlornly, and the news-vender bawled as dol- orously ; and for Flodden all beauty, hope, and sweetness had vanished with the rapidly trotting horses of Lady Avillion's brougham. " These people all expect a sack of London, or the sack of the shops, at any rate, and yet they go about their busi- ness quite comfortably. But then so they did in Paris in the Terror when the guillotine was falling every day," she thought, as she drove into Bayswater Road and saw the laden omnibuses, the dragging cabs, the plodding men and women, the laughing children, the busy dogs, all go- ing to and fro as usual. Few carriages, however, were out ; the afternoon was rainless but dull 'r POSITION. 28r As they drew near the Park she saw that the crowds in it were much increased since she had passed through tiiree hours before. At Lancaster Gate the footman got down and said with a pallid face : " Beilby thinks we had better not go through the Park at all, my lady, for the roughs are out, but try and get home by Park Lane or by the by-streets if your ladyship permits." Beilby was the second coachman, who was driving her that day. Freda was annoyed. " What liberty ! " she thought. " To be forbidden to drive in the Park because people are making a bear gar- den of it ! " Aloud she said : • "Tell Beilby not to change the route. I am going home." The footman dared not urge his point, but Beilby hurried his horses, and, risking his mistress's after-anger, lirove very rapidly along the road outside the park, and turned down Park Lane instead of going in at the Marble Arcii. The Park looked black with people ; out of the black- ness there rose here and there the figure of an orator gesticulating wildly, or of a blood-red banner with blood- thirsty inscription swayed to and fro in the hands of its supporters. Tiie Park was at that moment gay with its first lobelias, calceolarias, geraniums, petunias ; the pretty little lodge at Stanhope Gate was buried in creepers; the trees were in full foliage, and the mob were let loose in it to tear it down and trample it under foot and make it a wilderness of broken flowers and torn branches. As Freda Avillion looked and saw, her features grew very cold and stern. She would have looked just the same if they had been taking her to a scaffold under the Re- formers' Tree. » At Hamilton Place the footman, knowing that it was as much as his situation was worth to make the suggestion, got down once more, by the coachman's orders. "If you please, my lady," he said, in a shaking voice, ''Beilby says it would be better if your ladyship would allow him to set vou down at Ladv Guernsev's or at the nachclors'. The roughs are out, my lady, in their thou- sands and tens of thousantls, and wrecking carriages and ^ '%' ii i > k \vl -j \ i ■ ■m ■ ■ I } V : -I U - ' , \ r' t' i "^ ■ \ "'■t» 1 ll-l 1 -'■ ■ 'J ■1 J mi^i ii ill i J 282 POSITION. coming up Piccadilly, half a million, my lady, all of the worst sort." And to give emphasis to his words the air grew full of a hoarse ominous sound like the roaring of wild animals, only shriller and more uneven. Beyond the shrubs which were between her and tiic Park she could see that the crowds were great and tumult- uous, while a carriage flew past her, toward Oxford Strcjt, the coachman, with bleeding face, trying to rein in runaway horses, and the panels and windows showing signs of ill- usage. "You see, my lady," said the young footman, shaking in his shoes. With clear unaltered tones his mistress answered : "Yes, I see. Tell Beilby to drive home." The footman grew livid with despair. " But if you would only get out my lady, the Bachelors' would be safe enough ; and we could drive the carriage into Lord Guernsey's mews in Green Street " " Do not make me repeat an order. Tell Beilby to drive home." Her voice was not raised even half a tone, but the ser- vant, and Beilby also, knew tiiat resistance was useless. They had to meet their fate, whatever that might prove. By Apsley Gate the mob was dense, and of the lowest sort ; all Lambeth, Poplar, Whitechapel, Shoreditch, and the many other haunts where misery and sottishness and crime live and move and multiply unseen, seemed to have issued forth into the light of day and to be pouring itself over patrician London as the foul tide of an emptied sewer may be poured over a smooth grass meadow. But her spirit was too high to allow her to take refuge behind the shutters of Guernsey House or the windows of the Bachelors' Club, where many members were gath- ered. A mob might kill her if it liked ; but a mob should never prevent lier from reaching her own house by its nat- ural road, if tliey left her alive. There was a vein of obsti- nacy, no doubt, in her courage ; but without obstinacy Leonidas would not have been immortal, Leyden, Derry, and Moscow would not have become glorious, and the First Consul would never have passed over the St. Go- tiiard. Freda saw the mob ; and her heart grew cold though her courage remained unshaken. She wished that she T POS/r/OAT. ^3 had taken the counsels of her friends in the Cabinet and stayed behind the iron gates of Avillion House ; she real- ized, though a high-spirited woman is always reluctant to admit it, that there are moments in life when discretion is tlie better part of valor. Perhaps, though she had the riglit to risk her own sac- rifice, she had no right to risk that of Beilby and the foot- man and the horses. But she had not thought of that any more than the First Consul thouglit of the conscripts and the invalids and the baggage mules and the artillery teams. A moment later the sleek bays were fretting and rearing and plunging at the noise wafted to their sensitive ears, and were in the thick of the crowd, jammed fast, with a sea of heads around them, while the iron shutters of Aps- ley House seemed to gaze down on the tumult with the calm eyes of the Iron Duke and ask, in compassionate de- rision, '* Where has the Reform Bill brought yv)U ?" At that moment Syrlin was standing in one of the win- dows of the Bachelors' Club, of which he had been made freo; he was curious to see a London cmeute, having seen Paris and Madrid in such moments of popular excitement, lie was just thinking to himself how ugly and black the thing looked, how dismal, too, as if it were a funeral wake on a large scale, when his heart quickened its pulsations as he gazed down on the road beneath and recognized the Avillion liveries. " She is in that crowd ! " he thought, with a pang of terror ; he said nothing to his companions, but left the window. "Are you going into the street?" said the others. "Vou had better not. They will stone you, or bonnet you, or something. They won't be quiet to-day till the Blues have trotted through them." "I want to study zvj- mcrurs," replied Syrlin, "and one can study nothing unless one descends to its level. I shall not be harmed." And he went out alone and followed the carriage into Piccadilly. He could see the cream-colored coats of the coachman and footman above the seething turmoil of the crowds, he could see a legion of roughs closing round the body of the carriage, and he could hear their shouts and yells. He had only a slender cane in his hand ; but with this he struck so passionately right and left that he forced a passage through the living wall which separated him from Freda Avillion. :; ft I'll »■! i I '' ' '» f i * . I 'm n \ J I. « n' i n 284 POSITIO.W Her horses were plunging like demons, the young foot- man had sprung from his seat and fled ; Beilby, stout of heart as of form, sat wiiere his duty bade him, but his hat had been knocked oflf by a stone, iiis bald head was bleed- ing, and he was every instant growing more and more powerless to control his horses, which, unable to advance, and maddened by the noise, the pressure, and the sticks of the mob, threatened each moment to upset the brough- am and scatter death in all directions. Two roughs had seized the handle of each door and hpi dragged them open, and were yelling and mouthing ai d booing at the lady within. None of them knew who she was, but all of them could see the coronet on the panels, "Get down and dance a jig on the stones, my missis!" shouted one of them. "Your fine times is over for all of ye. We're a goin' to ride in the coaches now." "Git out, or we'll drag ye out pretty quick," yelled an- other. '* I'll strip you and give ycr fine feathers to my old 'ooman. Git out, I say, ycr huzzy. Ain't yer ashamed o' yerself, gorging, and crammin', and stufiin* all day on the sweat of tlie brows o' the pore workin' man ?" "Don't ye go for to hurt her ; ;,he's a rare un to look at," said .a third, softer hearted, whose interposition was received by that " Yah " of the London rough which is the most hideous sound that was ever heard in nature, and beside wiiich tlic hyena's voice is melody. Someone of them fartlier back in the crowd threw a stone at her where she sat ; the signal was enough, and a storm of stones hurtled through the air, hitting the brougham, the horses, the coachman, and falling about herself, for the glass of the windows had been smashed and the doors nearly wrenched off their hinges. She sat quite erect, and to all appearance wholly un- moved. She might have been sitting at a State concert at Buckingham Palace for any sign of agitation that she be- trayed. Only an immense scorn was in her grand regard, and on her proud mute lips. She was thinking to herself : " I wonder if they will kill me ? I half think they will, and there does not seem to be any policeman. But I am afraid if they do the Cabinet will be so dreadfully fright- ened that it will bring in a Bill for Universal Suffrage the day after, and tell their Whips to pass it at ai costs ! " " Git out ! " yelled the roughs. They did not know why tiiey wanted her to get out, but they had said that n^ POS/T/OA'. 285 she should, and that was enough, and they meant to strip her fine clothes off her. One of tiieni seized her by the wrist, but she flung off his grip with such strength and loathing that he recoiled fot a moment subdued and frightened. "You can kill me if you wish it," she said, coldly, and so clearly that her low tones dominated the horrible roar of lungs around her. " But I shall not obey you, and you cannot make me afraid of you. You arc the shame of England." •' Pull her out and slit her pipe ! " yelled a brute a yard off, wrestling to get nearer, while another shower of stones shook the carriage and struck the coachman upon the box, and in all likelihood the advice would have been quickly followed, for tlie constables were all busied with the park and the clubs and the shops, and the Guards were pent up behind their barrack gaies ready, but forbid- den to move, had not Syrlin at that moment reached the spot, and with two blows which succeeded one another with the rapidity of liglitning felled the two men nearest to her to the ground. " Sacri'e cafiaille ! " he shouted in a voice of thunder which rose above and dominated all the hissing, yelling, roaring noise. His appearance, with his uncovered head, his blazing eyes, and his rich hair rising in the wind, was so beauti- ful and terrible and so utterly unlike any mortal form which the London mob had ever seen alight among it, that an utter stupefaction and silence of awe and amaze- ment fell upon the crowd. He seized that one propitious moment of fear and inaction, threw the doors to as well as he could for their strained hinges, sprang on the box, seized the reins from the now palsied hands of Beilby, and strik- ing right and left among the masses with the whip, forced a passage open through the close packed multitude, which scattered before him as before the triumphal passage of some avenging god. In another minute or two he had driven the steaming, plunging, panic-stricken horses in at the gates of Avillion House, which were thrown eagerly open to the carriage the moment it was recognized, and which were closed as rapidly against the teeming crowd. \ h : r 5" ■i^ 1 i J J,: ;il '4 at6 POSITION. CHAPTER XXXII. She was very pale ; but she was not otherwise agitated as she got down from the brougham at her own door. Had the mob been there to see, it could not have flattered itself that her breath came in the least more quickly or that her pulse was in the least uneven. " I am sorry you are hurt, Beilby," she said to the coachman. " I was wrong not to take your advice." Then she turned to the hall-porter. "Where is the gentleman who brought the horses home?" " He jumped off, my lady," said Beilby, in a faint voice, "as soon as we drove to the door, and he's gone out into the streets again. My mind misgives me he'll be mur- dered. These blackguards will all know him again." " Go out, one of you, and beg iiim to come here to me ; he is M. de Syrlin, who stayed with us in the country," she said to the half-dozen powdered footmen who had crowded together at the entrance. A great alarm had now seized her ; how could he have been mad enough to go out to meet that mob ! The horses, bruised and wounded in places by the stones flung at them, were unharnessed and taken away by a seldom used side walk which led round to the stables in the rear of the gardens, the carriage was dragged and the coach- man was assisted after them, and she herself traversed the great hall and went slowly up the staircase to her own rooms. The departure of Syrlin distressed and harassed her; she knew that he must run great danger from the mob, which was then tearing up Piccadilly to reinforce their friends in the Park who were being worsted by the mounted police. The heavy shutters of Avillion House were all closed, and the high wall of the courtyard would have prevented her from seeing into the street even had the windows been open. She could hear, made faint by the thickness of the walls of the house, the horrid nowls of the multitudes without her gates. Good heavens ! why had he gone back to them ? She had only had time to recognize him ; not a moment in which to say a word to him. She allowed herself to be undressed, replying not a syllable to the questions and condolences which her maids allowed themselves to put POSITION. 287 to her in this hour of peril, in which all the relsitions of rank seemed obliterated. She put on a tea-gown and went into her own room, which with its silence, its fragiance of flowers, its burning wax-lights, its beautiful harmonies of color, and its little dogs jumping up about her in joyous welcome, looked as though there could be no such things anywhere as distress and hatred and uproar and riot and shame- It was only five o'clock and broad daylight in the streets without, but the whole h«'use being barred and bolted and shuttered, the artificial lights had been lighted everywhere in readiness for her return there. Avillion himself was comfortably installed in his pavilion at St. Germains ; he had known that rows were expected, and he was too wise a connoisseur in the art of life to stay for any such sense- less and offensive exhibition of the great unwashed. " I would stay of course if I could do any good, but I couldn't do any good," he had said to Lord Greatorex, who had thought to himself, " If you could save the United Kingdom from a universal cataclysm by staying anywhere where you were uncomfortable for five seconds, I am quite sure you wouldn't do it ! " Freda, alone in her room, walked up and down with a sickness of apprehension upon her which she would never have felt for any personal danger. He had saved her from death probably, from outrage and insult certainly, and he was gone into the seething horror from which his quick courage and resolute action had extricated her. She felt weak, helpless, and cowardly, safe there behind her bolts and bars and walls of stone and gates of iron. A dreadful humiliating sense of powerlessness came over her for the first time in her life. This man had rendered her an im- mense, an inestimable service, and she could do nothing for him in return ! She could not even tell what was hap- pening to him in those streets outside her gates. She had bade the footmen go out ; but how could they show themselves with their canary-colored coats and their powdered heads without being stoned ? And if the other men, the servants in plain clothes, the grooms, the gar- deners, the kitchen men, had all gone out, what could they do unarmed against that multitude ? The stately and polished person called Mr. Walters, whose duty it was to attend to that room came in, followed by a liveried satellite, bringing in the tea which marks that hour for its own. \. i > i ^; r a88 POSITION. " Is there any news from the streets ?*' she asked him. "None, my lady," said Mr. Walters, with polite indif- ference. He stood awhile while his nndcrlinjjjs set in due order the (Jiiecn Anne service, and the old Worcester cups, and the cakes and hot cakes and anchovy sandwiches. London might be in the hands of the mob and be doomed to fire, pillage, and carnage, the Prime Minister might be hanging from his own door-lamp, and the Home Secretary be swinging from a tree in Carlton Oardens, but Mr. Wal- ters knew his duty too well to make her ladyship's tea five minutes later than it ouglit lo be on account of any such trivial events. " Is Beilby much hurt?" she inquired, after a pause. " I have not heard, my lady," replied the great man, who could not be supposed to interest himself in the broken head of a second coachman. The tea was hot and bubbling and its pot was set alop of the silver samovar, and he withdrew with the same die- nity and discrcticju which had marked his entrance. Hut she did not touch the tea ; she paced up and down the room in the strongest disquietude and keenest apprehen- sion that she had ever felt. " If only Bcaufront had been in town ! " she thought ; but he was down at Delamere for a week, entertaining some royal princes en gar(on, and it was wliolly impossible tor anyone to call : blocked as the streets and besieged as the Clubs were, she knew no way in which she could learn tiie fate of Syrlin. Tliere was a dinner to which she was engaged at eight, and two receptions at which she had to show herself, and these engagements would have to be kept if the streets were by that time passable ; and a little shudder of sick apprehension passed over her as she thought of the news she might hear at these entertainments. " If I could only learn what has become of him ! " she thought again and .again ; it was the first time in her life that she had ever felt powerless to effect anything. Ten minutes later her stately attendant inquired if she would receive Lord Flodden. She replied gladly in the affirmative. " He wdll know something," she thought. The samovar was smoking indecorously, and Mr. Wal- ters eyed it with pain, but it would have been beneath his dignity to touch it. Caste is as strong in London as in Hindostan j and he withdrew to send his subordinate to POSITION, a89 correct its indiscretions before he introduced Lord Flod- dcn, who, very fluslicd and tumbled hioking, and very breathless, precipitated himself across the chamber, and wuuld, if he had dared, have fallen at her feet. "Ah! why would you not let njc; fcjjlow you?" he gasped. " I did follow, but too far off, the mob separated you from me ; tell me, pray — pray — for God's sake, that you are not hurt ?" "I am not hurt in the least," said Freda, coldly, for his boyish ardors always irritated her. " Arc you ? You seem very much agitated." •' Hurt ? no," said Guy, absently, and with discomfiture. *• IJut it has been a rough time, and 1 was in such tortures of terror for you." "Very kind," replied Lady Avillion, chillily. "But you know an English mob never really hurts one ; it is hideous but good-natured ; if I had had any beer to give them, they would have drunk my health as boisterously as tliey yelled for my blood. One nuist carry a cask of ale in one's carriage if these gatherings are to be the order of the day. What arc they doing now ? Are they quiet ? There seems to be less noise." "They are tliinning a little, and the Blues have just come out and ridden down Piccadillv. It will be all over I dare say before dark. But — but — do tell me is it true ? Did that French actor really have the ecstasy of saving you ? " " He had the ecstasy of having his hat knocked off his head ; so had my coachman," replied Freda, without any answering enthusiasm. "My dear Lord Flodden, we take everything quietly in London, and send the bill in to the ratepayers next week. M. Syrlin came at an opportune moment and managed the horses very well. But pray do not go and make a romance of it all over the town. By the way, I have not an idea what became of him. Suppose you go round to the Bachelors' and ask ; you can go out by my gardens. They have a side gate into ILamilton Place." The warm boyish face of Flodden grew gray and dark with anger and with " envy, eldest born of hell." "I could have done what he did," he muttered. "You would not let me come with you." "No doubt you could have done what he did. But un- fortunately you were five hundred yards farther off, or five thousand. You see what is necessary in life is to be juste a fheure." 19 I ; • ( 1. irf '■ ! i : i ■ ! ? . 'if 1 . •JO POSITION, " But you forbade mc to follow you ! " cried Flodden, stung almost to tears by this rank injustice. " Well, I bid you now go to the Bachelors' and inq-iire what has become of the person who did what you might have done." Flodden was silent. If he had been a girl his nerves would have found relief in a fit of sobbing. His fury of envy, his sense of her glar- ing injustice, his wild regret for all that he had lost by his too innocent and literal obedience to her commands, all filled his heart to bursting. Lady Avillion passed by him and went to the tea-table and filled a cup with tea and drank it thirstily. Then she looked at him. "Why do you not go?" she said, imperiously. "Go when I tell you." ** Why do you not send your servants ? " he was about \u say ; but his courage failed him ; he had not temeriiv enough to say anything, however just, which would offend her and close her doors to him. " There is no need for me to go," he said, sullenly, can tell you what you care to know. Syrlin is safe enougli. The roughs cheered him when he came out of your gates and opened a way for him to the St. James' Hotel, where he resides I believe. I saw Queenstown just now and he told me all about it." " I am very glad," said Freda, and he saw in the coloi which returned to her cheek, the smile which shone in hei eyes, the softness and warmth which came over her like sunshine over a landscape, that his tidings had brought her an immense relief. ** And he is very fortunate," muttered Flodden bitterly, between his teeth. " And the mob cheered him ? " she said. " They were not all brutes then. They could understand a fine ac- tion." " It is well for him they did not understand French, " said Flodden, sullenly. "I believe he calledt hem ^ sacrit canaille ! ' " " He called them what they deserved," said Freda, coldly " Will you have any tea ? You look very dusty and fatigued." *' I know I am not fit for your drawing-room," murmured the poor boy. " Syrlin was wise enough to disappear be- fore the disorder of his clothes could spoil in your eyes the poetry of his actions ! Pray pardon me. I feared— 1 ros/7'/oy. 291 lu)pcd— I thought you niiglit be hurt. I ought not to li;ivc come. I will go :i\vav." riic tears were fairly in his eyes now, and he turned away to hide them. "Arc you sure you will not have any tea ?" said Freda, wholly indifferent to his agitation. "Good-day then. I (I.11C say wc shall meet somewhere this evening, at least if tho streets are passable." Kloddcn hurried from the room, so passionately and profoundly wretched that he forgot to bow or touch her luuul ; and the little throng of young footmen gathered in the hall sniggered audibly behind him as he hurried past tlicin out to reach that garden ent.ince toward which the purtcr, taking pity on his youth and i onfusion, guided his steps that he might escape the crowdii and pass out unmo- lested into Hamilton Place. Freda, left alone, stood still beside the tea-table with a ' le upon her lips, soft, dreamy, mccMrative. She had the hixiiry of adinirmg an heroic action, and of knowing that it liad been done for her ; no greater sweetness can be given to a woman. And how graceful it had been, how modest, how deli- cate, how unselfish of him to e^;cape from imposing on her any expression of her gratitude, how truly and completely [>rt'ux chevalier to disappear from her sight lest he should seem by his presence to lay any claim upon her thanks ! *• One can believe that he is a fils de St. Louis" she thought, "and a son of whom St. Louis might be proud moreover, despite the bar sinister." She stood lost in thought for some time while the noise from without grew less and less with every moment, and soon little was to be heard in that placid chamber except the ticking of its clocks and the occasional barks of her little Malteses and Pomeranians. Then she went to her writing-table, and on that note-paper which was only used for lier intimate friends, with its familiar monogram of " Freda," she wrote hurriedly a few wordi. " 1 hear that the mob cheered you to-day. I am glad that there was some English sympathy with courage left in them. I do not ask you to accept my thanks, because your service to me is one which passes all acknowledg- ment in words ; but I do offer you now and for ever the vlmiration, the gratitude, and the friendship of myself ■^nd of my family." Then she signed the lines simply F. A., as she only \ 1 I • . N 1 • \ \ « n \ il : I! ! ' '1 .;r .1 293 POSITION. signed herself when writing to those for whom she had af- fection and intimacy, and addressing it to Syrlin she gave it at once to her most trusted servant to be sent as soon as the streets were clear to iiis I'otel. She was proud to arrogance in some things, cold and unimpressionable in others, but her heart had never failed to give response to a noble action and her generosity had never allowed itself to be outdone. CHAPTER XXXIII. We live in a moment when, if we have the misfortune to possess names in any way notable, we cannot sneeze without a certain class of public journals telling every one that we have bronchitis, and we cannot drive ojit once with any person without having it hinted more or less ambigu- ously in conspicuous type that we are about to fly from thif, world for ever in his or her company. Therefore, one morning, in his cosy retreat at St. Ger- mains, Avillion, who never read newspapers and abhorred them, had one ttirown at him gayly by a lady who was breakfasting opposite his couch, and who cried to him, " TienSy Bibi ! Madame s amuse ! " Avillion had fallen in love with this young lady only thirty-six hours before ; she was excessively pretty and was greatly admired, and, although only twenty years old, was a very famous actress of the Judic type. As she was a great novelty to him, and was furiously envied to him by all masculine Paris, he did not openly re- sent being called Bibi, though he secretly disliked it, and he deigned to pick up the paper she threw m him. It was the Figaro, and contained on its first page a literal trans- lation from an English paper of the class which chronicles our colds before we catch them, and our passions before we feel them ; and in this sensational paragraph was re- lated the incident of Lady Avillion's rescue from the mob. A very English oath escaped his lips as he read it. It was the kind of thing vviiich he hated beyond all others. He did not know which to hate the most, the mob for causing it, Syrlin for being the hero of it, or his wife for having driven out at such an inauspicious moment. The incident was related with more accuracy than is often observed in postriox. 293 such chronicles, but it was ovcr-rohircd and made more llicatrical th .n it had been ; while t!ie tiireo sentences which his wife had spoiscn to the roughs were expanded into an oration. '* All a blackgiiard lie of course ! " he said, as he cnini- |)lt;d up tiie offending sheet and cast it behind him. *' Sacn'c canaille ! " repeated his companion with a laugh. " Ccst bicn Syrli/i, (a, grcdin ilc ri'aciiotjuairc ! J)is ilofi(, Bibi! (ju'est-ce (/lie tu as ? Quest-ce i/ite (a te fait si fon se ,1 liiire on s' adore Ici-has ? " ** 7/^ vie peux pas comprctulrc^'' muttered Avilli(jn, who could not exactly have explained even to himself why it was so intensely irritating to him, or why, though his wife was an uninteresting woman who bored him, lie did not choose to talk about her with this charming creature wiiom he really, for thirty-six hours, had adored. When the young actress, an hour later, much against her will, went to Paris in his coupe for her indispensable noon rehearsal at the Folies Dramaiiques, Avillion t.jok tip tlic offending sheet from the corner to which he had cast it, and read the nai rative slowly again. It was in every way calculated to inspire him with the strongest possible irritation. He hatc(l a newspaper, he hated a mob, he hated to see his name in print ; and, above all, he hated Syrlin since the memorable scene of the ring at Brakespeare, as much as it was possible for an indolent, philosophic, and contemptuous person to hate at all. " What horrible imprudence of her ! What idiotic melo- drama ! What intolerable absurdity ! " he thought. *' And then how very odd that Syrlin should liavebeen there just in the nick of time ! " Avillion was too experienced a man to believe easily in accidents and coincidences. He sat down and wrote several angry telegrams to his wife, and then tore them up. What was the use of them ? The thing was done, and all London was laughing over it. This idea was really odious to him because the dignity of his own name was suffering by it. Was it not exactly like ?. cold and immaculate woman, after years of the most admirable character, to go and do something which gave her over to the united laughter and malice of her world ? It never occurred to him that she had been in any real danger ; he did not believe it ; it had been a mere melo- dramatic incident got up by Syrlin to se /aire beau before her, and it had no doubt failed in its effect because she was a cold irresponsive woman, not likely to be touched ! i I r » '.A U it 'rl t- . ! ■ I I 294 POSITIOM. I by that sort of sensationalism. Still he was desperately annoyed. If he had not been so enamored of Rosaline Fus^e he would have gone to London that morning, but it usually took him a week to get tired of a new and strong passion. And Rosaline was very entrancing, with the face of a Botticelli cherub and the tongue of a Gavroche. On reflection he could not go to London just when he was so happy at St. Germains merely because his wife had for the first time in her life made herself ridiculous, But he wrote to her a very short but a very impressive Jetter. " I am exceedingly annoyed and amazed at this absurd story which drags your name into the newspapers. I can- not possibly conceive how you could venture out on a day when disturbances were fully expected by the Govern- ment and the police. I must beg of you to be more care- ful of similar circumstances, and if such scandalous spec- tacles become the chronic malady of London, I shall withdraw my support from those whose administrative weakness proves unequal to their control. Meantime you will find some pretext not to receive M. de Syrlin during my absence." This, when he had read it over, pleased him greatly, and he signed it, and sent a servant with it to London by the noon tidal train, with instructions to the man to bring back with hitn her ladyship's answer, and also to bring back with him a side-saddle from Bond Street, the biggest salmon in Billingsgate, and some pots of Devonshire cream, three articles which Rosaline Fusee had expressed a desire to have direct from England, though they could all be procured quite as perfectly in Paris. When the man returned the next morninsf the side-sad- die, the salmon, and the Devonshire cream were brought v/ith exactitude, but "where is Lady Avillion's answer?" asked the French major-domo who received them. The messenger replied : " Her ladyship bade me tell his lordship there was no answer." ir- When the fact was stated to their master he said noth- ing, but his eye grew very angry. No answer ! — when he had asked for one ! — when he had sisfnified to her his dis- pleasure and liis commands! And the person who does not answer a letter is like the person who checks with a bishop at chess. Avillion relieved his feelings by writing a very sarcastic and unpleasant epistle to the Marquis of as no ei .s noth- n he dis- does I'ith a riting uis ef POSiriOAT. 295 Greatorex, in which he likened tlie ministerial conduct of affairs to Lord Aberdeen's, collected many ominous pre- sages and disagreeable parallels I rum the administrations of Lord Liverpool and the J^uke of Wellington, and quoted Benjamin Constant's " S'll faut perir, perissons bien!" CHAPTER XXXIV. When Beai'.front heard tlie story of the mob he felt as much displeasure as Avilliou ditl, but more generously and for other motives. H( about her already," he thought. id of more, kc an cares course he will care aDout ner ten tliousanci t: Such a scene with such a woman as Freda wou anchorite lose his head." When he spoke about it to the chief actor in it on his return to London, Syrlin was taciturn and indisposed to discuss the matter. "A revolution in your London will be very ugly," he said. " It will be absolutely unredeemed. It will be a debauch of plunder and beer. In Paris we get drunk on the 'Marseillaise;' here, your patriots will soak *hem- selves in porter and gin. At the bottom of our folly there is an ideal ; at the bottom of yours there is only the pew- ter of a drinking measure." Beaufront did not reply ; he was not concerned to de- fend the Hyde Park rioters. He looked steadfastly at his friend for a few moments. "You admire my cousin very much?" he said, with a certain sound of j jalousy in tlrj words which were rather an affirmation than interrogation. The great dark eyes of Syrlin, which could be absolutely expressionless when he chose, looked at him in return. "Yes," he said, coldly, and there was atone in his an- swer which made it difficult for Beaufront to continue the subject. With Syrlin, despite a great candor in him which :it times broke through all conventional restraints, his most intimate associates felt that he resembled Olivier in this : Comme on donne sa main, mais sans oter son gant, Meme au plus cher ami qui de lui lr\ reclame, II ne dit qu'i nioitic le secret de smi ame, II jette le reserve cntre le monde cl lui. \ * 1 ■■ » • \ |. ■: i r' r F !1 i \ I .' ! i r s i -.^ \ . a H-i 1 1 } "l ,• i v\\ '.i i ag6 POSITION. Beaufront, who was sincerely attached to him although he had become so keenly jealous of him, left him and went into the Marlborough Club with a sense of irritation and contrition at war within him. " I am afraid we have behaved like cads," he thought. ** He did her an inestimable service, certainly, and we have all of us almost turned our backs upon him for it. But to have such a woman talked about ! — good heavens ! it would make one throttle one's own brothers." Her own family and that of Avillion were unanimous in their censure of her imprudence in facing the mob. " Really, Freda, there can't be any sense in trying to do the Princesse de Lamballe business,'* said her brother, Fulke Damer, who was especially out of temper because Avillion would neither buy his racers and blood-mares nor lend him any more money to keep his stud together. " It was foolhardy," murmured her mother. Lady Blanche, who was a soft-voiced, languid woman, of a type which is rarely seen in the drawing-rooms of to-day, caressing, Madonna-like, sweet as the south wind, the kind of woman who can saunter noiselessly through millions of money and scatter ruin around her with the smiling grace of a child scattering rose-leaves. "It was madness!" said the Dowager Lady Avillion, who was always ill and fretful, and had built herself a sanatorium at Bournemouth where she dwelt in a constant state of suspension between life and death, but who trav- elled up to town on purpose to express her opinion. They could none of them understand it ; Freda had always been so wise, so temperate in action, so serenely dispassionate, so guarded in conduct. " And nowadays, when there is the pillory of the press for everyone, with no respect for sex, or age, or rank," said the Dowager Lady Avillion, " who in their senses would risk exposure to such a scene ? Who with any con- sideration for their position would incur the possibility of such notoriety ? It was not as if the riots had been un- foreseen ; the Government, the police, the journals, had all prepared people for them. Could she not have stayed in iier own rooms, or gone into the country ? Was she go- ing to be a platform woman like Violet Guernsey ?" These strictures on her conduct had the usual effect upon her that such censure has on most high-sp ited teni- |)eranicnts. She did not make a iiictcxt to jl;() to Aix or Carlbbail, as she would probably liavo done it tlicy had let posinoiv. 297 her alone, and she admitted Syrlin to a greater habit of in- timacy than she would have accorded to him had they not all treated his courageous action as a kind of insult to their pride and their Order. "If little Flodden had done it how they would all have admired it," she thought with contempt and impatience. She said very little to her family, and nothing to Avil- lion's people, but in her innermost soul she was deeply offended and incensed by their blame. The publicity in- evitable to an incident was extremely disagreeable to her- self, but she would not sacrifice to her displeasure tlie man who had saved her life. Syrlin, on his own side, felt that the service which he had rendered her imposed on him the greatest obligation of self-control ; since he had a right to her gratitude ho must not presume on her indulgence. He knew that it would be ungenerous and indelicate were he now to say to her even as much as he had hinted in the song of Mary Stuart, and the poem of the mouse. He was conscious that the highest chivalry would be to go away out of her presence, and out of her country, and his was a nature for which chivalry and sacrifice had a painful fascination. But on him, as on her, the enmity and misconstruction of her husband and her friends produced the inevitable effect of giving depth and tenacity to what might, without them, have been brief in duration, and rather sentiment than feel- ings. To become her friend was a privilege and a charm too full of irresistible sweetness for a man of his age and of his romantic imagination to reject the position such a privilege gave to him. The hostility, scarcely concealed, of Avillion, lent it that savor of menace, that thrill of dan- ger, that provocation of challenge, which is irresistible to men of poetic temperament and of natural arrogance. Even Beaufront, whom he had associated with in in- timacy and regard for years, did not scruple to show him that he was envious of the service rendered to his cousin, and readier to resent than to applaud it. " I may dine with them, sup with them, jest for them, pipe for them, and make merry with them," he thought, :igain contemptuously paraphrasing a famous passage ; " but I may not presume to save their ladies from outrage without their leave. The jongleur must not assume the place of a knight. But if my lady call me, what matter whether they will or no ? " " You are annoyed that I dared to rescue Lady Avillion r ^ .'■■■■■ 1 i ■'■: f I \f ' i t "'I f c r if.-' 298 POSITION. from the roughs," he said bluntly one day to Beaufront, being tired of the ciiillness and restraint which had come between tliem, and hating at all times to ignore that which was (jbvious or to pass over that which was offensive. *' You could do no less, being there," said Beaufront. " But I confess the whole episode is exceedingly disagree- able to me, to all her people. My cousin is not the sort of woman whom one cares to see made the subject of sensational newspaper paragraphs." " That I understand," said Syrlin. " But since you have no power to suppress your newspapers you cannot help it. Your whole society is livre en patdre to them. That is not my fault. Nor is it my fault that there exists now no For I'Evcque to which you can consign me." "My dear Syrlin " began Beaufront, with some em- barrassment. ** My dear Duke," said Syrlin, very qu'etly, "your world is a very nice one, and it is the world v hich I prefer, be- cause it is only in what is called the great world that one finds any simplicity and good breeding at this epoch, and, wisely or unwisely, it is the one in which I have chiefly lived ; but believe me, I have never had any illusion what- ever as to my status in it. Artists are precisely where they were in the days ol Louis XV. They are the idols of so- ciety, but they are denied its sacraments. They are driven in the dauphin's carriage, but the carriage is still apt to stop at a prison door." " I do not understand you," said Beaufront, who, how- ever, did understand very well. Syrlin smiled. *' Oh, yes, you do ; or you will do if you reflect a little. You are trh bon prince ; but you have the prejudices of princes." Ever since the song had been sung at Heronsmere there had been a growing coldness between Syrlin and Beau- front ; the one penetrated the feelings of he other, and the sense of a vague hostility arose between them in place of the warm regard which had for years been felt on either side. " If he be such an utter fool as to dare to fall in love with my cousin, he need not display his feelings before all London, as he does on the stage his passion for Dona Sol or Berenice," thought Beaufront, angrily and ?injustly. He had seen many of his friends and acquaintances in love with Lady Avillion, and had felt only amusement at it ; unknown to himself, it was his instinctive sense that POSITION. a99 this new passion for her had something in it much likelier to appeal to the imagination of its object wliich moved him to anxiety and irritation. Beaufiont had all his life been the associate of great artists, and he had been thor- oughly sincere when he declared that he regarded only one aristocracy as worth anything, /.<., the patriciate of genius. But unconsciously to himself, now that he per- ceived the nascent passion of Syrlin, all the prejudices and arrogances of his world stirred in him, and seemed to him to have in them more justice and good sense than he had ever admitted. Six months previously he would have pelted with sarcasms the man who should not have re- garded Syrlin as high above princes ; but since he had seen Syrlin gaze on his cousin he had foimd that, insensibly and ungenerously, he was ready to condemn him for intoler- able presumption, and to regret his own introduction of him inttj English society. Tiiey were speaking in the reading-room of the Marl- borough. Syrlin left the club and walked on alone up Pall Mall and down Piccadilly. The sun was hot, but the air was misty with dust, and the traffic was at its acme of noise and struggle. Piccadilly is, alas ! as ugly a thor- oughfare as can be seen in Europe, and only a shade bet- ter than that most frightful of all streets, Oxford Street. It is cramped and mean, its shops are poor and squat, its buildings are, most of them, wanting in height and in de- sign, its pavements are narrow and insufficient for the in- ninnerable pedestrians and the ofttimes eminent persons who pace them. It has that oddly provincial look char- acteristic of London which strikes so forcibly those who come to it fresh from the Champs Elysees and the Avenue du Bois, the Maximilian-Strassc, and the Piazza della Sig- noria. Burlington House, which once possessed some dignity, has been ruined, and the Green Park, which might have been made as charming as the Pre Catalan if trouble had been taken with it, is left a mere naked ex- panse, ill- wooded and ill-kept. As Syrlin walked down it, people saluting him or turn- ing back to stare at him at every inch of the way, its want of beauty, architectural and atmospheric, oppressed him, and set him thinking how beautiful the young sunmier now was on the blue Lombard lakes, on opaline Venetian waters, in green woods of Vosges or Jura, by the seas of Western France, or in the pine-forests of Thuringia or Swabia, Even in EngJnnd it was beautiful in those coun- li P" : ' f i 1 « ■l i\ \l 300 POSITION. try houses where all these people went so rarely and so reluctantly. He was wasting his time in this great world which caressed him. He was conscious tiiat he had the powers in him to gain perhaps as great a fame in other arts as he had done in his own, wliich he half despised. He knew that meditation, solitude, communion with the minds of the dead, were the only sponsors of great thought, and that the breathless excitation of modern life only pro- duces forced and crude growths of the brain in all arts and sciences. He was rich enough to live where and how he chose, and pursue those higher ambitions of which ho had given a vague suggestion when he had spoken to Lady Avillion at Heronsmere. He knew that it would be wiser to go away ; he knew that the passion which had been awakened in him was the moth's longing for the star, that remaining where she was he could only prepare for himself futile and painful desire, and cause dissension be- tween her and her own people. Syrlin knew enough of love and of life to know that a passion may be uprooted in early growth but not in maturity. He told himself that he would go away — to some Alpine solitude, or some Span- ish monastic garden, or some deserted oriental palace, where he could give himself to the lore and the studies which had fascinated his youth and haunted his manhopd, leaving for others who might care for such tawdry play- things the applause and the awards of a worldly celeb- rity. Lucius had recovered his manhood by eating a crown of roses, but most men only get theirs by throwing away their rose-wreaths. He was almost prepared to throw away his, and such laurels with them as he possessed. He was still young, and his life was still in his hands like potter's clay to be made into a statue or kicked aside as worthless. He walked on alone, along Piccadilly, through the sunny dusty air of the June day. London oppressed him and depressed him as it does all poetic temperaments. He was wasting his time ; he was letting the summer-time slip away, the lovely summer which was so beautiful amid Tyrolean mountains, in Teutonic forests, beside Breton seas, or under green leaves in lovely valleys of Savoy. •* Yes, I will go away," he thought ; and as he walked onward, with his eyes looking downward and his thoughts absorbed in himself, he had reached the great gates of Avillion House before he noticed that he had come so far, and was forced to pause and draw back for a moment as the Avillion carriage drove out of its own courtyard. She POSITIO.V. 301 was in it, with her sister-in-law, the wife of Fiilke Damer, a pretty blonde, with a silly expression and a beautiful toilette. She saw him and smiled, and stopped the horses before they had passed out of the gates. "We are going down to see Mme. Beiiot, of whom I spoke to you the other day," she said to him. " Will you come too ? You promised to give her the pleasure of a visit from you." He hesitated a moment, and grew very pale with the intensity of his pleasure ; the sweetness of a great basket- ful of lilies of the valley which was in the carriage was wafted to him on the heavy dusty air. " Yes or no ? " said Lady Avillion a little coldly. "You must decide at once, for we are stopping the way." " Of course I will come, and you are too good to allow me to do so," he said with an emotion in his voice which he could not control ; in another moment he was in her carriage with the basket of lilies of the valley set upon his knee. The noisy and crowded road was as a golden high- way of Paradise to him, the dust in the air shone like motes of gold, the murmur of all the voices of the streets had music in them, above the trees of the Park the sky was blue, and his visions of solitude, of study of nature, and of immortality, were scattered to the winds by a woman's smile, as the hoofs of her horses scattered the gravel of the Drive right and left as they went through the after- noon sunshine. She knew very well that she had done what was unwise and imprudent, what would make the town talk, what would irritate her own people and infuriate Avillion. But it was because there was danger in it that it fascinated her courage and attracted her temper. Interference with her had had the effect which interference always pro- duces on proud and innocent people. Syrlin, although woman and the world had done their utmost to make him vain, was not so, and he did not mis- construe her action ; he understood the high and generous temper in her which made her desirous to atone and com- pensate to him for the rudeness and ingratitude of her rel- atives. It was that hour in the day when, in the height of the season, the broad road between Apsl^y House and the Marble Arch is as full of equipages as the Grand Canal is full of gondolas on Ascension Day. There was no public- ity more certain to cause remark than his presence in her r t. ■n \ ! 1" I lti-'!'-F ' : 1 l-f} ''!■ ■ '*. i 1' 1 i 302 posn/ojv. carriage as it met the equipages of half London driving- downward under shadows of the elms. Neither he nor she spoke much, but Laura Darner \va« one of those loquacious, self-engrossed, self-satisfied, viva- cious young women, essentially "smart," and running over with chatter like champagne with froth, who require little response, and are useful companions to those whose hearts are full, and whose thoughts arc absent. She, herself, forced to live a good deal down at Bellinghani, which she hated, was young, lovely, and a flirt, and was pleased to be savecl by the presence of a handsome and celebrated man, from the tedium of a tcte-ci-tete drive with her sister-in-law, of whom she stood in some awe ; from the censure which her husband and his family were incessantly pouring out upon Syrlin, she was the more disposed to find him delightful. "There is no mob to-day!" she said as they went through the Park, finding that he responded but little to her flatteries, railleries, and provocations. " It is almost a pity, I should like to have such an adventure, always pro- vided that some picturesque knight-errant always arrived at the opportune moment." "The evil is, madame, that the mob is there," said Syr- lin. " Out of our sight, indeed ; gone back to its earth as a polecat goes back to its hole, but there — always there." ** Yes, always there!" said Freda, with a slight shiver. " We shall have to do deadlier battle with it some day. We are the pheasants in the preserves, and it is the fou- mart under the stone and the brambles waiting to drink our blood." " What a dreadful idea ! " said Mrs. Darner. " I am sure there is no danger ; we are educating them all." Syrlin smiled. *' With extracts from Dickens's novels and amateur performances on the violin!" " Oh, no, real education," said Mrs. Damer, rather an- grily, for she took her own mandolin to her own village concerts and chirped to them Tosti's songs in an execra- ble accent. " Real education is a very big word, and I am afraid we are very far off it for anybody ; for ourselves certainly. Matthew Arnold has always told us so," said Lady Avil- lion. The carriage bowled on through the sunshine, past the railings of Kensington Gardens, where hundreds of people and children were sauntering ; the dust in clouds in the yellow light was all that did duty as an horizon. POSITION. y>3 "One can see no distance in Kngland," said Syrlin. **I fancy that is the reason why English painters understand liltlc or nothing of perspective." "Wo have no perspective in our lives," said Freda, im- patiently. *VVe are all absorbed in the itntnediatc mo- ment, just as our artists are absorbed in the dock leaves of tiicir foreground, or the pinafore of the child they are painting." " I wonder that youi painters do not go more to India." "If they do go they only paint an English prince in a piih-helmet, or an elephant with the Viceroy upon its back. To see the East you must have the eyes of Gerome and the soul of Pierre Loti." At that moment a private hansom with a magnificent lu)rsc in its shafts passed them, coming from the north- west. It was Beau front's : he took off his hat to his cou- sin and her sister-in-law and passed them rapidly, in a gossamer cloud of sunlit dust. " Beau looks in a bad temper," said Mrs. Damer. " He is very often in one," said Freda. " I never saw anyone so depressed by good fortune." "That is easily understood," said Syrlin. " He has lost liberty." " I cannot believe that there is ever liberty in poverty." " There is freedom from observation and from responsi- bilities. To an Englishman who at hoart is intensely con- scientious, as he is, a great position is of necessity a great burden." " Position is always a burden," said Freda, with an im- patient sigh. Mrs, Damer looked at her in amazement. What an expression to come from a Primrose Dame, a leader of society, a woman who was grande dame to the tips of her fingers ! " Position is delightful in itself," she said, pettishly. "It is when one hasn't anything to keep it up upon that it be- comes so dreadful ! " " It is an obligation," said Lady Avillion, coldly. "When ive have nothing to keep it up upon, we should lay it down, AS sensible people do their carriage""." ** How nasty of her to say that ! " thought Leila Damer, alio had been most strongly in opposition to having the Bellingham stud reduced by so much as a single brood- mare. " I think position, in its higher sense, depends on no mere externals," said Syrlin. " A truly great lady would ■ A * « r '« \ 1 « ' \\\ ^ J. ' ■ ' i ' »■: f ■. •i i; 304 POSIT/OAr. 11: always keep hers, even though she were beggared and dis crowned like Murie Antoinette." When they returned from their visit to Mme. Beriot, whom Syrlin had charmed and delighted, it was nearly eiglit o'clock ; the lamps were lighted in the streets to scare away the melancholy twilight which hung like a gray pall all over London. Mrs. Darner had been dropped at a house in Park Lane where she was staying, and Syrlin was alone with the idol of his thoughts. "Will you come back in half an hour to dine with me ? You will only find my sister. Lady Hendon," she said, as she entered the Avillion House. Syrlin hesitated a moment; wisdom and prudence told him to decline, but the temptation was greater than his strength. He promised to return at half-past eight, and did so. Lady Hendon was a silly, voluble little beauty, who talked great nonsense and imagined it wit ; but that even- ing her ceaseless airy chatter was welcome to her sister and to Syrlin ; for both of them were disposed to silence. Lady Hendon left early to go to some party, and Syrlin remained alone with his hostess ; he rose to go, but lin- gered, loth to leave that magic presence, uncertain whether he should ofifend or please her if he stayed. They were in a small drawing-room of the garden suite, which was used generally when there was no great party. It was an oval room, white, with painted panels and deep bay windows opening on the grounds. The night was warm for London, and the shutters were left unclosed ; beyond the heavy curtains of white embroidered satin there was a glimpse of evergreens dusky against the moon- light, of tall elm-trees, of high laurels. " You need not leave yet," said Freda, as he stood irre- solute, " I am not going anywhere till twelve o'clock. Play me something, will you ? La Reine pleurait, if you like." Syrlin colored hotly. " La Reine pleurait was an insolence which you justly re- sented. Besides, it was an impromptu ; I have forgotten it, as you must forget it." ** Genius is always insolent, and may be so. Besides, you have atoned for it. Many would have given you knight- hood for what you did the other day." '* You make me regret that I have done so little. What can one do in this petty and ignoble time to prove or to express a great devotion — a great adoration " He was standing before her ; his eyes rested on her with POSITION. 30s V a passion which was but the more intense for its expres- sion. She looked away from him without displeasure ; a faint flush came upon her face, she did not rebuke his words. In another moment he would have fallen at her feet, but the door of the drawing-room was thrown open and Beaufront entered, with that unceremoniousness which his relationship and his intimacy warranted. " I met Leila Hendon at your gates, and she told me i should find you alone," he said, rather roughly, as he nodded to Syrlin and seated himself beside his cousin. "Of course you are going to the ball ? I thought I might have the honor to escort you." ** She told you I was not alone ! " thought Freda, with a deep annoyance which she could not express. What pos- sible right had he to make himself her keeper ? The agitation and emotion of Syrlin were visible on his expressive features, and even hers, used as they were to control all expression, showed the vexation she felt at the interruption, while in her eyes there lingered that dreamy, suffused look which had promised so n)uch to the impas- sioned interrogation of his own regard. Unable to master his bitter disappointment enough to trust himself to speak, Syrlin silently took his leave of her and went from the room, without even a sign or syllable to Beaufront. To his astonishment, as soon as the door had closed upon her companion, his cousin rose from her chair and seemed to him to grow into colossal stature as she stood above him, superb in her indignation and offence. " Has Lord Avillion given me into your charge ? " she said, with an intensity of unspoken anger in her voice. " If not, by what possible title do you venture to question or to advise my actions ? " " My dear Freda ! Why are you alone with him ? " said the latter, hotly, and with more zeal than wisdom. " I met you driving with him, and when Leila told me she had left him here I could not believe it. With the scene of Saturday still in everybody's mouth, and in Avillion's ab- sence ! My dear Freda ! " he cried again, and then paused helplessly. He had come there on an impulse which he had not had time to analyze, and he had not realized the offence which his interference would excite. "Will you answer me ? " said Lady Avillion, still stand- ing above him as grand a figure as though she were literally robed in wrath. 20 . Hi m i A Ill I 306 POSITION. I I "Well, I don't know why you should speak like that," replied Beaufront, uneasily. " Of course, that scene in the Park annoyed all of us dreadfully, and must have infuri- ated Avillion." " Why do you make yourself Lord Avillion's champion ? Has he requested it?" " Lord, no ! why should you be so rough on one ? I merely came — well — because — it seemed to me a great pity for you to be tete-h-tete with him now, when people are all talking about you both." *' Am I a girl of sixteen that a Ute-h-tke should compro- mise me ? And if I were compromised, what could it con- cern you ? And are you, or are you not, the person who presented M. Syrlin to me ?" "I knew you would say that ! Of course I presented him ; and I am extremely fond of him and all that, but nobody could foresee all this damnable — I beg your par- don — this unfortunate occurrence with the rioters, and I never thougiit that he would lose his head after you as lie is doing. You know as well as I do that it will only make him miserable ; you'll play with him, and then you'll send him to the right about. Gracious heavens ! it was only a few weeks ago that you. were saying all soi:ts of unkind things about his being x society at all ! Of course he bewitches women ; I know that, and what he did in the Park was very well done, but that is no reason why you — you — should make the world talk about you by taking him into your intimacy." "Is that all ?" said Lady Avillion, coldly. " Well, yes, that is all," replied Beaufront, mortified and conscious of failure. " I did present him to you ; he is my friend, I am very much attached to him ; but if he gets any scandal about your name I will thrash him for it, that is all." " I can take care of my own name perfectly well," said Freda, with icy chilliness. " It is in no jeopardy, and were it in any, it could be no possible concern of yours. In burst- ing into this room as you did just now, and frowning upon your late friend and myself, you have committed the o!ily ill-bred action of which I have ever known you to be guilty. I think on reflection you will regret it. If you will excuse me now, I must go and dress for the Lans- meres ; I will not trouble you to wait and give me your escort. 1 do not require escorts." With that she left him, the skirt of her dinner dress pos/rio:v. 30; sweeping over his feet, and Beaufront quilled the house a few minutes later, feeling as insignificant and as dispirited as he had felt when a lad after a severe and merited birch- ing at Eton. *' The very devil is in women," he thought. " Wlien you are altogether in the right they can put you altogether in the wrong ! Confound them ! " His cousin went to her rooms, and was arrayed for the great ball of the Lansmeres with untold anger at work within her breast. It had cost her much to restrain the expression of it witiiin the limits of the phrases she had used to Beaufront. The Lansmere ball was almost a political event, as the Marquis of Lansmere was then Viceroy of Ireland. All London, especially all Tory London, was present. Syrlin was there among others ; and all the evening she felt that she was followed by those magnetic eyes which knew S(» well the art of " brUler silencieusement le cicur d'unefemme.'* I. M i ii CHAPTER XXXV. Some five days later, Rosaline Fus^e having called hitn Bibi once too often, as Brummel said George to his prince once too often, and also having put some strawber- ries down the back of his neck, thereby jarring alike on his nerves and his dignity, Avillion returned to London for a fortnight. The season was now in full force, and, as tlie tidal train reached Charing Cross later than usual, ow- ing to an accident, his wife was out at dinner wiien he reached his own house. He changed his clothes and went down to the Marlbo- rough to dine. The very first person he saw there was Syrlin. Avillion knew very well that he must express some sort of acknowledgment to him for his conduct with the mob ; and he did so with his habitual grace, though distantlv, and with a tone which signified that the action might as well have been left undone, and that the necessity for it had been exaggerated. Syrlin accepted it with the same distant politeness. " Pray do not thank me for what has been so high a privilege," he said, coldly, and added with a smile for ^ !•■' i I ir 3o8 POSITION. which Avillion could have kicked him out of the club, " and do not ofifer me a second ring." Then he went and sat down alone to his dinner. Avillion found his own dinner detestable, though it was in truth exceedingly good. He was so used to being flattered and deferred to by women, for his own sake, and by his party for sake of his influence, that this young man who saved his wife's life without his permission, and treated him with what he con- sidered a wholly intolerable insolence, was unendurable to him, and all his early admiration had changed into de- testation. There was a great reception at the Prime Minister's house that night, about eleven o'clock ; he knew his wife must be there, he had his full dress on with his George and Garter under his overcoat, and he betook himself thither. It was the merest fancy, but he had an idea that his friends looked as if they were laughing at him, as they greeted him one after another on the staircase and in the reception-rooms. He soon perceived his wife, looking as usual, with her famous sapphires and pearls upon her, bland and serene, with that grand air which belonged to another time than his own. She saw him in the distance and gave him a little smile and bend of her head ; Avillion bowed low, but did not ap- proach her for some time. When he had done what he thought was his duty to so- ciety, and had a few sentences with some half-hundred people of the first eminence, he went up to her and took an opportunity to murmur in her ear, "When you have been here long enough, will you allow me a seat in your carriage home ? " " With pleasure," replied Freda, much surprised ; " I was just about to go away." The unwonted spectacle of Avillion putting on his own wife's wraps and taking her to her brougham, was the ob- ject of much comment among those who were leaving at the same time and saw his unusual attentions. " When a man puts his wife's cloak on, he can't be far off the Divorce Court," said one of the wits. They could not decide what it could possibly mean ; some thought the motive must be jealousy, and some fear, and some sus- picion. Some believed that he was afraid of her making a fuss POS/7VON. 309 about Rosaline Fus^e, an<' some believed that he was annoyed at her friendship with Syrlin. Avillion spoke pleasantly of mere nothings until he was inside her carriage and the horses were going full trot up the street. Then, in a very unpleasant tone he said, ab- ruptly : "I presume that you have had my letter'" " I received it, certainly," she replied. "And I presume that you have obeyed my sugges- tion ? " he continued. "The suggestion at the end ? " "Precisely. There was only one." " It was a command." "Well, yes, if you like to call it so. I never employ harsh words." " I do sometimes," said Freda, coldly ; " I will employ ihcm now if you like. I considered your command one insulting to me, ungrateful to another person, and indic- ative of great meanness and unworthy suspicion in your- self. With these opinions I did not and shall not obey it." Avillion was speechless. The cold strawberries gliding down his back had not given him such a shock, such a chill, as these incredible words from his wife. He had been married to her ten years, and he had never known in her any covert or overt declaration of a disobe- dience to any clearly expressed wishes of his own before. The horses, who had flown over the few streets separ- ating them from their stables, turned in at the gates of Avillion House, and he could say nothing more for the moment, and could only silently follow his wife across the hall and up the staircase to her own apartments. At the door which led to them she turned and bade him good-night, with her usual tone. " I wish to say a word more to you," said Avillion, greatly annoyed at her serenity and indifference. "As you please." The first of her apartments was a boudoir and study in one ; it was full of cut roses, and its windows were open to the gardens which were below ; the lights were burn- ing low ; tea was ready there always at any hour when- ever she returned. " Will you have some?" she asked him quite pleasantly. Avillion could have sworn at her. "What I \'ish you to understand," he said, harshly, "is tliHt I intend to be obeyed in this matter. You made '■ # *< \l Hh «i« ■■■*;-i\ 3IO position: ' 1 yourself absurd in my absence ; it annoyed me inexpressi- bly ; all these theatrical, exaggerated, sentimental kind ot things are odious to me. I have said what was iiecessarv to your companion in that scene, and there the affair is lo end. I do not choose M. de Syrlin to be received in this house." "Why?" asked his wife, calmly. "Why?" — the question irritated him beyond expres- sion, for he had absolutely no reason to give except his own caprice of animosity, which he could not seriously allege as a reason. "I do not admit that I am called on to give my reasons," he replied, sullenly. " It is sufficient that I desire it." "It is not sufficient for me," said Freda, very calmly. "I can quite understand that it may irritate you a great deal that I am still alive, though I interfere with you so little that it cannot matter much. But I am glad to be alive myself, for the world interests mc, with all its de- fects ; and I shall certainly not insult the person to whom I probably owe it that I am so still. I am sorry that the scene offended your taste ; it offended mine greatly, but I did not create it. I was foolish to drive out on such a day, but that does not matter now. M. de Syrlin acted with the greatest courage at the time, and has shown tiie greatest delicacy since. Therefore, please to understand that I shall never slight or wound him to please you. As for what you wrote to me, I burned it at once, for it dis- graced you. If you have no admiration for courage and no regard for me, you should at least affect to feel both." Then, before he could govern his wrath and recover his amazement enough to answer her, she turned her back upon him, passed into the adjacent chamber, and bolted its door between herself and him. "She must be in love with him!" thought Avillion as he walked down the corridor to his own apartments, crumpling up the blue ribbon on his breast with his right hand in a gesture of violent anger as he went. He was so accustomed to order the world to his liking that he could not realize that he might be powerless lo command his wife to feel as he chose her to feel. He had a vast experience in feminine natures, and he ought to have known that nothing is so absolutely unrea- sonable as a woman's attachments. But, like most other people, bis experiences went for nothing witii him as soon ais his own interests were at stake, POSITION. 3" When human nature was in conflict with himself, he ex- pected it to change all its characteristics. With the light of our experience we can shed a full ^larc on the paths of others, and divert ourselves with their slippings and slidings, their falls and their pit-falls ; but it does not light an inch before our own feet if we are out walking in company with any of our favorite preju- dices. One of the favorite convictions of Avillion was that tiirough his own wisdom and prudence his marriage was a most successful imposture on the world at large ; and he did not choose to admit that it had only been a mis- take. He certainly was not jealous of his wife in any lover- like sense of jealousy ; but his pride was injured and his vanity affronted. She had always seemed to him so ad- mirably to fill her position, and so calculated to suit him- self, because she made no demands on his affections or his attentions, and occupied herself solely with the externals of existence. That after all she might have those warmer eniotions and passions coi-mon to humanity had never occurred to him as possible ; he would as soon have expected to find them in those marble copies of Roman and Neapolitan Venuses which graced the great gallery at Brakespeare. If she had cared for a man of their own rank, /aj-i<f en- core ; he would have possibly condoned that and found some mutual advantage in it. But to believe that she was attracted by an artist, and an artist whom he hated, was quite another matter ; it was an affront direct to his own dignity as vested in her, and by her represented. \ vt -i \ J ir: f J t :■ f'^i CHAPTER XXXVI. The next day, as it chanced, he and she had been or- dered to a dinner at Windsor with the usual night's repose at the Castle. There was no escape possible. They travelled down together with chill politeness to each other, and behaved during their visit with that ad- mirable acting which is second nature to those v;ho have to pass their lives in the continual glare of the great theatre of society. Anyone seeing them thus would have ' 'i i !? i; .1 31a ros/Tio.y, .» ..' i' -i' 1 said that tlicy were admirably mated and nnitually con- tent. C)n»y as the train bore tiieni homeward through the rich green pastures and the stalely woods of lierks, Freda, ab- sently gazing out on the Hying landscape, while he glanced over the morning papers, asked herself rather drearily what was the use of the comedy ? Position ? Self-re- spect ? Duty to society ? Obligations of family ? Per- sonal and social dignity ? None of these things seemed quite so great and siifii- cient as they had used to do. They brought with them vague feelings of emptiness, of tedium, of hypocrisy ; they were a little too much like the thorns crackling un der an empty pot, of those Eastern figures of speech which Lorraine lona was so fond of quoting. As the train passed over those hideous wildernesses of roofs and chimneys and furnace-shafts and gasometers, which make all approaches to London so frightful in this century, Avillion said to her, with a little hesitation, but with much stateliness : " I presume you have reflected on what I said to you two days ago, and are prepared to act in consonance with it?" She ceased to look out of the window and looked at him instead. ** I have not reflected, because it requires no reflection," she said, very coldly. " I do not commit hkhetcs at the suggestion or dictation of anyone." " But when I lay my commands upon you ? You can- not say that I have often used or ever abused my right to do so," said Avillion, with great anger, as the express rushed into Paddington Station. She raised her eyebrows very slightly with ineffable meaning, and her eyes met his. *' I refuse to discuss your commands, which are only your caprices," she said, serenely, and passed out from the railway carriage on to the platform. Her coupe and his cab were waiting for them, and they drove from the station in separate directions ; he, to his favorite Club, and she, home to Avillion House, where her little dogs welcomed her with more enthusiasm than her children displayed. Avillion, in high displeasure, betook himself to the Lords, where there was an important question coming on at four o'clock. He was conscious, with the most irritat- J'i)S/7 /U.W 3'3 ' -i ing of all consciousness to a man of the world, that he had iiiiulc a fool of himself in his wife's eyes and his own, and placed himself in the impasse of a position in which he could neither retreat nor advance with any dij^nity. The measure oi his anger overflowed when one of his own friends sitting next to him that afternoon said to him : " What a narrow escape Lady Avillion had fn^ni those blackguards! I was shocked when I heard of it. iMiglit- ily well Syrlin behaved, didn't he ? And the mob cheered him, that was the best of it. Fancy a set of London bul- lies cheering a French fellow whi) called 'em science ca- naille ! " " One of the advantages of a limited education ; if they had understood I suppose they would have broken his head," replied Avillion, who wished very nuich at that moment that the London roughs had had courses of Littr^ and Noel et Chapsal. " I am not sure of that," replied his friend. " Our fel- lows always like pluck. Even the w(jrst of the Chartist rioters let old Wellington die in his bed." Avillion murmured that he devoutly wished tiiat they were all dead in their beds, if they had any beds, or in the gutters if they hadn't ; and went in a quarrelsome humor to give his "ay" to a Government measure which he did not approve, but to which the sacred duties of party com- pelled his adherence. He returned from Westminster more fully resolved than before to make an end of Syrlin's intimacy at his house. ^^ Sacr^e canaille lui ! " he muttered, as he walked up St. James's Street, looking so gloomy and fretful that his ac- quaintances concluded that Rosaline Fusee had not an- swered his expectations. Avillion knew that there were shortly to be given a series of tableaux vivants under his wife's auspices, which were to take place in his own picture-gallery, and at which Syrlin was destined to be the most poetic and most brill- iant figure. The idea of these tableaux was now to him altogether insupportable. What ! the man who had been the hero of that preposterous scene in the park attitudi- nizing in Avillion House as Louis d'Orleans and as Ercole Strozzi ! " One cannot prevent her forgetting her position, but at least one can forbid her to be ridiculous in it ! " he thought, as he continued his progress along Piccadilly. III * ! I i 3*4 POSITIOIV. , " That's the Ilearl whose missus was bonneted t'other d.iy," said a baker's boy to a comrade, with a grin in Aviliion's handsome and pensive countenance. He (ncr- heard the remark, and it filled up the measure of his wrath. That /if should be humiliated, degraded, insulted tliiisl That his wife, a model of the most correct and dignified conduct for so many years, should iiave drawn down on him all this indignity ! The world seemed topsy-tiirviv to AviUion, and he almost decided to take his name oil the Carlton. A Government which could not protect people from outrage in the public streets should clearly give way to one who better understood the privileges con- ferred upon and the protection required from it. Avillion entered liis own gates and went to his own rooms to leave there the dust of the polluting pavements, then took his way to his wife's tea-room, having ascerliiined that she had just counter-ordered her carriage. " Not going to drive out ; I suppose she expects him," thought Avillion, and a faint sense of diver; .1 at his wife having become like everybody else crossr s angry re- flections for a moment as a sun ray may fitfully play on a thunder-cloud. He walked up to her wliere she was sitting between the tea equipage and her embroidery frame. " May I give you some tea ? " she said, serenely, as though the scene of two nights before and the conversa- tion in the railway carriage had never taken place. Avillion made a gesture of refusal. ** I wish to renew what I said to you yesterday and to- day," he remarked with austerity. " Indeed ? " said Freda, with great indifference. "Yes; and I desire you immediately to abandon those I tableaux which are fixed to take place here," said Avillion, " On what plea ?" she inquired. "Any plea you like. Women can always be ill when| they choose." " But if I do not choose ? " " I choose," he said, keeping his temper with difficulty. She was silent. " I suppose you heard me ? '' he asked, after a few mo- ments. " Oh, yes, I heard you." ' ^ "You will be so good then as to give your formal proraj ise as regards this." "I sec no occasion for any formal or informal promise! POSITION. 31$ between the When I have issued invitations I do not withdraw thf j for any less cause than a death in one of our families, or in the royal family." Avi!li(jn well knew that his request was absurd and his lK':uIslr()n£? insistancc still more absurd, but he was a spciilcd child and would hear no reason when he was crossed. "Vou will postpone them," he said, with great anger, "or I shall announce their postponement myself." "Vou are, of course, master of your own actions." •'And of my own house, I presume ?" "Ves, to a certain extent." "To a certain extent! What can you possibly mean by such an extraordinary expression ? " Freda, who had hitherto continued to look out of the window, now looked at him with a scrutiny which he dis- liked. "Vou are wholly and entirely master of your pavilion at St. Germains. But in your English houses I have my place, and I am mistress of them. When I have invited jail London I shall receive it. If you attempt anything which makes me absurd in London I shall not be patient |aboiititasI have been always about other matters. A [certain harmony has existed between you and me hitherto because we have been profoundly indifferent to each I other. If there be any provocation to alter this indiffer- ence into hostility, it is not you who will be the gainer by it. Pray, let us say no more. We come from a Court where prejudice still prescribes an appearance of conjugal jiiriity as a first principle of etiquette." "And according to that etiquette you should accept as [sufficient reason for anything the knowledge that I desire lit." " It might be possible if we were on terms of great mu- • Itual tenderness, though even then I do not think I should j do a base thing at your dictation. But as it is we are not I Ion those terms, and I do not accept your dictation at all, jcxcept in such matters as regard your household, your [children, and your political interests." "But if I consider my most intimate interests jeopard- [ized by your conduct ? " "What can you possibly mean ?" He was not very sure what he did mean, and with the full pride and splendor of her eyes turned on him in laughty challenge, he could not put easily into words the ■ - Ml i--lJ ,: i\, "'*!. '*X. t 3i6 POSITION. vague suspicions and ratlier senseless animosities whicn actuated him. But he was not a man to admit that lie was at fault. " My dear Wilfreda," he replied, with great dignity, " we have, I think, been always good friends, chiefly because we have never interfered with each other. I admit that you have been a model of discretion until this unfortunate occurrence with the mob, and this French actor. But since then you have driven with him into the suburbs, you have invited him to dine here in my absence ; and in- evitably the town has commented on it. After my express injunction to you not to receive him, how can I qualify such conduct except as the greatest offence to me ?" Had any stranger been present as Avillion thus spoke, such a spectator would have admired him as a model of dignity, forbearance, and conjugal courtesy. His wfe heard him with a very different sentiment. Impatience, disdain, and anger were portrayed on her countenance as she listened with perfect composure to the end. Then she said, coldly : " It is infinitely good of you to admit that I have been discreet in my conduct until the week before last ! I can- not return the compliment. However, I dislike the iu quoque form of dispute, and I do not wish to revert to it, I have always been content to accord you a liberty which I do not take. Every woman should accord it to every man. At the same time I will in no way accept you as the judge of my actions. They are all open enoiigli to obser- vation, and I do not believe that the world has put any construction on them of the kind you suggest. Anyhow, as I told you last evening, I am not a coward, and I am not ungrateful. I shall not either neglect or insult a man who saved my life, because in your spoilt and wayward caprices you have taken a dislike to him. He has long been my cousin's friend, and he is now mine, and if you be as well bred as I have always supposed, you will at least conduct yourself as if he were yours also. If I be- haved rudely to you last night, I regret it, but all that I said to you last night I beg to repeat most distinctly this morning." Avillion was pale with rage as she spoke : he knew well enough that if she chose to call him to account for his| own actions they would bear no examination or defence, and he knew also that he owed to her many years of con- donation of what less wise (or less indifferent) women I POSITION. 317 would have made the ground for ceaseless private scenes und public scandals. At the same time he was too spoilt a child, as she called him, to admit himself in the wrong, or to abandon a position taken up in caprice. What he had begun as a n.ere boutade acquired strength and violence from opposition. His common sense told him he was in the wrong, but his vanity, his temper, and his arro- gance would not permit him to abandon an attitude he had once taken up, even though he felt it an absurd one. "Into this house," he said sullenly, "into this house I have said that this man shall not come. You will take heed that I am obeyed. He may be your friend, or he may be much more than your friend, but to such a friendship I shall not lend my countenance." Then sensible that there was a radical weakness in his authority because there was'no ground in fact for his anger, he turned to leave the room. The doors opened at that moment and Mr. Walters en- tered with his noiseless and dignified step. " Does your ladyship receive M. de Syrlin ? " ** Show him in," replied his mistress in a very clear tone, then in a lower tone she said to Avillion : " You have your opportunity. You can announce your intentions." Avillion, furious and out of countenance, muttered an oath under his breath and escaped by an opposite and nearer door at the same moment as Syrlin entered by that which the groom of the chambers had just opened. " I fear I have driven my lord away ; he does not like ine," said Syrlin, as he bowed over her hand. "Surely he seemed to like you very much at Brake- speare?" replied Freda. "You must pardon him if he is hipped and out of temper in London. He hates it so : it is very dull for him after Paris." Syrlin could not tell whether she spoke in genuine sim- plicity or in a matchless imitation of it. On reflection he felt that it-was the latter. "Why will she feign like that with me ?" he thought in sad and resentful impatience. CHAPTER XXXVH. She let the arrangements for the tableaux vivants stand as they were, and considered that, as her husband had gone out of his way to elaborately construct an absurdly J 1! I ! ■I li-5 1 i ■■ ■ if ( if 3i8 rosnioN, false situation, it was for him to withdraw himself from it as best he chose. She would ntU have been a woman if she had not felt tiiat such harmless requital for his many offences to her was well within her right. But Freda, although a very courageous woman, was a woman of infinite self-control and reserve ; she was never headstrong, and she was al- ways polite ; she knew that he could not desist without being greatly humiliated, and could not insist without rendering the position strained and visible to others — it was one of those difficulties which undo themselves natur- ally and noiselessly if time is allowed and people are prudent. She was by nature prudent ; this quality alone liad enabled her to pass blamelessly and peacefully through the many dangers and difficulties which beset the path of a woman, young, beautiful, indifferent to her hus- band, and by nature, in a grand manner, a coquette. Pru- dence now told her that it would be wise to make some pretext to withdraw herself from the society of the man to whom her lord was hostile, and whose vicinity was in a sense a disturbance to her own peace. So strongly did she feel this that she would have left London immediately on some excuse or another had Avillion said nothing to her. But his unreasonable demands and his aggressive tone had raised in her not only that instinctive contra- diction natural to all human nature under pressure, but had enlisted on behalf of Syrlin all that was most gener- ous and finest in her character. To repay a heroism by a cowardice was of all things what seemed basest to the frankness and force of her nat- ure. Under the conventionality of habit and usage there were both reserve and strength in her temperament. She was not like tl)0 Lady of the Glove ; sKe would have sent no one dowti into the lion's jaws, but when a knight un- bidden had gone there for her of his own accord, she would not slight him publicly. The rehearsals for the tableaux brought Syrlin frequently and inevitably to Avillion House. They were under his direction, and he appeared himself in two scenes : in one as the poet Strozzi with the Duchess of Queenstown as Lucrezia d'Este, and in the other as Louis d'Grleans with Lady Guernsey as the Reine Isabelle ; and for the latter scene he had sent for weapons, tapestries, and other acces- sories from his own tower-house at St. Germains. Flod- den, driven to self-torture, as all people are who are in lit 1 i ros/r/o.v. 3'9 rem It lOt felt to her a very control was al- vitliout vithout lers — it s natiir- ple are ,y alone icefuUy eset the ler lius- e. Prn- :e some he man was in ngly did lediately thing to gressive con tra- il re, but t gener- things ;ier nat- ge there nt. She ave sent ight iin- le would equently nder his in one itown as lans with :he latter cr acces- Flod- o are in love, was a reluctant spectator of these rehearsals, the mere thought of them having been agony to him for weeks. lie had bought the landscapes of Hugh Murray reck- Icsslv, had sent the artist himself to Dresden muniticentlv provided for, although to do so had been against his own belief in what was good for English art; had even pro- vided liberally for the artist's mother. But all these good acts availed nothing, as he felt bitterly, against the mere charm of a voice like a silver flute and the mere beauty of a poetic and chivalrous figure ! A week later the tableaux themselves took place, and the Lord of Avillion House was present, bored, bland, polished, with his blue ribbon on, for there were Royal guests. But in his soul he was profoundly angered, in- alienably offended ; he had been beaten by the strength of will of his wife. London and England knew nothing about it, but he knew, and the knowledge was gall and wormwood to the vanity and self-will of his temperament. Englishmen, when they are offended or esteem themselves injured, are as much at a loss as the foxes were without tails. They do not know what on earth to do. In similar circumstances the Frenchman flies to his pistol, the Italian to his sabre, the German to his sword, the Russian to all tliree ; but the Englishman has no resource in gun-room or armory. Law has prescribed that he must not fight, usage has decreed that he must not make a fool of him- self ; there is really nothing he can do except pocket his discomfiture. Were he to employ the weapons which nat- ure has bestowed on him it would be esteemed brawling and bad form, and carry him subsequently to the police courts. The Englishman, the most courageous of living men, has been placed by the influence of cant on the soci- ety around him in the queer position of being the only person in Europe who, when he is insulted, has to accept it. There is no Court of Honor outside the Jockey Club to which to appeal, and the Jockey Club deals with noth- ing outside the turf. An Englishman insulted or dishon- ored is entirely helpless ; his hands are tied, and all the rotten eggs in the world may be flung at him, he cannot move. Avillion, therefore, who would have liked nothing better than to have had the man whom he hated beaten by his '"ckeys, had been compelled to control his feelings and acquiesce in his enemy's praises. He was fully persuaded K inN 320 POSITION. Ill that the anger he felt was the wrath of a gentleman wounded, or at any rate menaced, in his tenderest point of honor ; he was of a temperament too intrinsically vain not to give his sentiments credit for being the very finest possible ; in truth, his motives were much more mere irri- tated and baulked dislike than they were anything higher, but they served to incense him just as well as if they had been the magnificent feelings of an Othello. Like many men, he had always taken it for granted that his wife would never have a shade of any emotion that was not entirely what he should approve. Men regard a woman much as a small child does a watch ; they never take into account the delicacy of the mechanism, but expect it to tick placidly on, however ill-treated. *' She has everything she can possibly wish for," he had been used to say to himself, with a perfectly self-satisfied conviction of his own merits toward her. That she — a cold woman, a proud woman, a political woman, an Eng- lishwoman ! — could by any chance whatever want more than to be the Countess of ^^villion, had never entered his imagination. " Freda has no nerves," he had remarked a hundred times to his mother and his sistert. Inconvenient emo- tions were a mere matter of nerves in his opinion. If any- one had suggested to him that she was only seven and twenty, and had probably that hesoin if aimer which lies in every woman's nature, he would have smiled in a superior way, and murmured, "Oh, dear no ! she is so vory English in the most old-fashioned sense ; I assure you, so very English!" He had often intimated, indeed, to commiserating fe- male friends how much this extreme want of elasticity in his wife bored him ; he had often hinted that he would be relieved if she indulged in a little of the amiable leni- encies of other ladies in her world ; but now that he be- lieved himself gratified in this, his fury was as great as though he had never affected to desire it, and were him- self the most virtuous of men. lie was ready to credit the worst, simply because the very least, being an affront to his personal dignity, seemed to him so monstrous. These feelings of anger against his wife deepened into a dislike which only required some additional stimulus to become hatred. His own injuries began to assume enor- mous dimensions in his sight. His estimate of all tlie debt she owed to him for position and wealth had always POSITION. 321 been absurdly high, but now he altogether forgot that, had he not married her, someone equally illustrious in all likelihood would have done so, and her ingratitude ap- peared to him as black as " a black cat in a coal hole," as one of his favorite American beauties suggested behind his back. He had approved of her, and praised her to his own peo- ple continually, because she had been a model of discre- tion and coldness, two qualities eminently necessary in women of position, and not as common as they should be ; and now he was indignant and infuriated to discover that she had seniiments wholly unauthorized by himself. When jealousy is only another form of extreme and wounded vanity, it will be as tenacious in existence as though love were its m.ainspring. It was as wholly insufferable to him for the world to talk about his wife as if he had adored her. She had been so long part of his state, of his ceremonious and conven- tional life, of his magnificent role as an English noble- man ; all that side of his life bored him horribly, as it bored him to leave or give up a pleasant supper with ac- tors and actresses, to put on his Garter collar and go to a ball at Buckingham Palace. But he would not have sur- rendered his rights to that side of his life for any consid- eration ; and in the same way he could not endure that the license of tongues should in any way touch the lady who represented that life as the Garter collar represented it. He was that not uncommon creation of riches and pleasure, an entirely selfish person ; and he had also that union of intense coldness with extreme sensuality which is by no means uncommon either. Me liaci desired many women ; he had never loved one for five minutes. It was therefore with quite as much chill discernment as bitter anger that he roused himself to the necessary task of watching the bearer of his name. It was of no use to speak to her ; he wasted no more words, but he sketched in his meditations an elaborate trap which he would set for her. He reflected that it is always wisest to deceive a woman ; for a moment his nat- urally autocratic and self-willed impulses had led him into the great mistake of being straightforward with her, but he was not a man to make such au error twice. Women invariably deceived ycju, he reasoned : therefore why not deceive them? A iarron, larron et licmi^ was all wise men's maxim. ill 322 POSITION. • IWllI I Therefore, a day or two later, Lord Avillion, with a bud of the Devoniensis rose in his button-hole, and a sweet, half-deprecating smile upon his lips, met his wife " by ac- cident on purpose " in the corridor, as she was going to her apartments, kissed the tips of her fingers, which she very reluctantly accorded to him, and said softly, " I want a word with you ; will you allow a penitent a moment's audience for confession ?" Freda was too surprised to be altogether on her guard. " Of course, you always command my time," she said, coMly, but with a certain embarrassment. She was troubled at his unwonted attitude. He walked beside her to the entrance of her favorite room, and opened the door for her with his most gracious grace ; rolled a low chair toward her embroidery frame, and seated himself not far from her. " I wish to tell you quite frankly," he said, in his melo- dious voice, " for frankness is always best in such matters, that on reflection I perceive my error in addressing you as I did. I was wrong ; wrong in my impressions ; wrong in my expressions ; it is my duty to tender you my apolo- gies, and I do so most heartily ; trusting to your good sense and your amiability to accept them as they are offered." Complete surprise held her spellbound and mute. If the Achilles from the Park had walked in through her windows and opened his bronze lips, she would have been scarcely more utterly amazed. She knew the egotism, the hardness, and the arrogance of his nature, and such words as these were only such as would be dictated by a warm, generous, and magnani- mous temper. She could not credit her own ears as she lieard them. But her own nature was so generous that an appeal of the kind touched her at once, and awakened too quick a response to it for her reason to act. It never for an instant occurred to her that it was a ruse, an im- posture ; it seemed to her so entirely true that it was his duty to feel thus, and thus to apologize, that the impossi- bility of such a man as her husband ever being moved thus never dawned on her. Avillion took advantage of her silence and her evident emotion to carry the position with Mat ; he was enamored of his own skill in assuming a part so alien to his charac- ter. " I spoke to you as I had no riglit to speak, and I regret it infinitely," he continued, with a contrite grace which POSITION. 323 extremely became him. " You arc thoruughly right in your perception of what the sense of a great service ren- dered to you entails on us both. I confess that it has been to me a disagreeable affair, for in these days of pub- licity anything which draws comment upon us is espe- ci.'iUy odious, and is cruelly exposed to misconstruction. But that is no fault of yours, nor of M. de Syrlin's. I was to blame to speak to you so rudely and so rashly as I did. We have always been good friends, if not enthusiastically so ; may I not hope that such harmony as we have hither- to enjoyed will not be seriously disturbed by this storm in n tea-cup?" It was charmingly spoken, with an admirable tone of candor and sufficiently easy indifference in it to make it of -x piece with his habitual manner toward all things. Freda was both touched and relieved. She was glad that he had so much high breeding in him as to apologize for a mistake, and she was conscious that her own con- duct had created for herself a position from which it would have been impossible to her pride to retract, and in which it would have been compromising and difficult to remain. She was offered thus a facile issue from a troublesome dilemma, and a movement of gratitude to- ward her husband followed on her full comprehension of his words. " I am glad that you do justice to the circumstances and to myself," she said, in a low tone, but with perfect com- posure. " I was sure that you would have to do so in time, but it is so much better that it should be so thus, at once. There was never the slightest reason that I could see why our bonne entente should be ruffled. Only you will allow me to say that I am neither patient nor humble by nature, and that I do not like such misunderstandings. If they often occurred the storm in the saucer would be more than sufficient to shipwreck all dignity." "They shall never occur," said Avillion, with his sweet- est smile. *' I was absurd ; I am morbidly sensitive to comment ; and, as you know, all artists are delightful crea- tions of nature, but their impetuosity is often apt to place themselves and others in awkward positions ; the world is too positive to have much credence in their innocent en- thusiasms. However, I am grateful to you for your ami- able response to an apology for which you should not have waited even so long as twenty-four hours ; and I must beg you to exercise your full and free judgment in i I ; » 1 ■. - i F i \ 1 ^ r 1 f «• . ■ < '■ Hi* i .: i i a"! [1 324 POSIT J OX. the selection of your personal friendships. I am shocked if, in the haste of anger, I ever seemed to desire any in- terference with them, or to hint the smallest doubt of your wisdom and delicacy." • " That is more than enough," replied his wife, touched more and more deeply by her sense of his magnanimity, and by her own consciousness that she deserved some blame from him ; there was a more troubled conscious- ness also deep down in her heart, which kept her eyes from meeting his, and brought a passing warmth to her cheek which did not escape the gaze of Avillion, so pene- trating under the languor of his drooping lids. " You are a noble woman, Freda," he said, with admir- able semblance of candor and respect, while to himself he thought : " So ! — it is as far as that already ; I should never have believed it. But Pope is right, every woman is a rake at heart." ** I confess too," he added, after a slight pause, "that M. de Syrlin offended me when he was with us at Brake- speare. Artists are always touchy and tenacious, and vvc are, I think, at fault, to make them the idols of our draw- ing-rooms as we do. It spoils them for their art, and noth- ing ever teaches them, spoilt children as they are, the social obligations of self-control." "Of duplicity ! " said Freda, carried away for an instant by her anger at his tone of patronage. " Duplicity if you will," assented Avillion, good-liu- moredly. " That science of give and take, of tact and for- bearance, which alone makes the world a comfortable neutral ground on which people of the most difficult and different characters can meet without dispute." This was an opinion wiiich had been so continually her own, and had so often been declared by her at various times, that it was impossible for her to repudiate its wis- dom, or justify to her own mind the exceeding and unrea- sonable impatience with which she heard it. Avillion comprehended her difficulty from the expression of her eyes, and was faintly diverted by it. " I confess that you tried me," he continued, with a mingling of half-smiling contrition and conjugal command. "You will do me the justice to allow that I have very sel- dom committed myself to the impoliteness of a menace, or of a hint of authority, during the decade of years that you have done me the honor to bear my name ; and if I were provoked into such bad manners, you will grant that you position: 325 M .1 in instant were not quite fair to mc, and met me with a stubbornness and severity which would have incensed a better-tempered man than I have ever been able to boast of being. It is never wise, my dear Freda, to irritate the person who, however little worthy of you he may be, has his interests linked with yours in the sight of the world." Very severe replies rose to liis wife's lips ; it would have been easy to reveal to him her acquaintance with many de- tails of his life, but she had always promised herself that nothing should tempt her to the vulgarity of similar re- criminations, and she forbore to make them still. Besides, there was a tone of sincerity in what he had said which moved her to a kindly emotion toward him. " I admit that I also was, perhaps, in fault," she said, \^hile she confessed to herself that he was in the right, and the dignity and temperance of his rebuke humiliated her. ** The * perhaps ' spoils it," he answered, still with per- fect temper. ** There is no perhaps. You were distinctly in the wrong ; but then, as I was also to blame, and more to blame probably than you, I owe it to you to apologize, and withdraw the — " he appeared to hesitate, and then added, " the prohibition which I laid on you, and the ob- jection I made to one name in your visiting list. If you have over-estimated genius, it was my own indications which first led you to do so. Let us talk of other things." His urbanity, his courtesy, his ease, robbed her of all means of reprisal or possibility of quarrel. He stayed a little while, playing with the rose in his buttonhole and chatting of social trifles with that attrac- tiveness which he well knew how to lend, when he pleased, to the little frothy nothings of the hour. Then he took his leave, with a good humor and a grace wholly his own, when he was in the mood to captivate, but of which his own world did not see so much as did other worlds more to his liking ; and he took his way down the staircase and out into the street with the self-satisfied sensations of a man who has not wasted his talents or his time. " She is a clever woman," he thought, as he lighted a cigarette in his own gateway, " and yet how soon she fell into the trap ! They always do if you bait it with senti- ment." Freda, meantime, sat at her embroidery frame, absently pulling her silks in and out, troubled, moved, and, in a manner, oppressed by her own conscience. She was, as m f : * i m 3a6 POSITION. he said, a clever woman ; a woman of no slight experience, knowledge, penetration, and tact, but her own tempera- ment made her completely the dupe of Avillion's pretended penitence. People of generous nature seldom doubt the genuineness of what appears a generous action. It would have been natural to themselves to act so, and therefore they are readily deceived by its plausibility. She had never liked her husband so well as she did in that admirably- acted apology. Moreover, that secret consciousness which haunted her and made her feel herself to blame, rendered her susceptible to all repentant impressions, and misled her with an ease which would not have been possible at any earlier time. Avillion's knowledge of female nature had guided him aright ; the " bait of sentiment " had not failed with her. After all, she thought, he was a high-bred man ; and uierefore his high breeding supplied what was lacking in feeling of a warmer kind. The grace of a submission, so moit'fving to him, so soothing and flattering to herself, vvras of all means the surest to lull her into perfect secur- ity, and move her to a sincere repentance that by any im- prudence, however innocent, she had brought about a scene so painful. A man has never so much power over a generous woman as when he confesses himself in the wrong to her ; and though her knowledge of Avillion might well have made her doubt the sincerity of his con- trition, she did not doubt it. She was carried away by her willingness to believe in noble motives. All that a man ought to be he could affect to be, with the most perfect skill, when it was worth his while to do so. She had been deceived by that inimitable pose in the early days of her betrothal and marriage, and had found out its unreality so completely, that it should have had no fascination for her now. Yet, fascination it had ; and de- spite herself she was deluded by it. Men like Avillion have the knack of getting themselves believed in, even by those to whom their artificiality is most fully known. Simple, candid, single-minded gentle- men will break their hearts uselessly over the incredulity with which their honest asseverations are received by the women to whom they are made, but the accomplished liar can always rely upon creating belief in his very falsest as- severations. POSITION. 327 r M CHAPTER XXXV. "If she thinks that I am satisfied she will become in- cautious," Avillion said to himself with that ingenuity of reasoning which many intrigues had taught him. His feeling against his wife was very bitter ; wounded vanity is crueller than any jealousy into which love has entered ; the latter may relent, the former will never pardon. But the effect produced on her was wholly opposite to that which he anticipated. Having, as she imagined, been trusted by him, and having found in him, as she fancied, a generous and chivalrous sentiment, she was angered against herself, and disposed to a still greater irritation against Syrlin. Like most women, her feelings moved per saltum, and were apt to move in the contrary direction to the one pointed out or permitted. All the stimulus which prohibition, irritation, and injustice had given, sud- denly sunk to nothing under the entire liberty and approval which she believed that Avillion accorded her. Conscience makes coward of tiie proudest, and for the first time in her life her conscience was uneasy. Under the spur of it she did what he was far from expecting. She left London for Aix-les-Bains, accompanying her sis- ter, Lady Ilfracombe, whose health was delicate. People were going to Aix every day ; it was the middle of July, and there was nothing singular in her departure. Yet, as it was unannounced, Flodden stared helplessly in the por- ter's face when, at the gates of Avillion House, that func- tionary said, blandly : ** Her ladyship left for Haix by tidal train this morning, my lord. No, we don't know anything as to how long, we have no borders ; his lordsliip's in town still." Flodden moved from the gates and went down Picca- dilly with the stunned sensation of a person who has fallen from a high cliff in the course of a summer day's stroll. Aix was indeed a mere succursale of London ; easy of access, and at that moment filled by English invalids of his acquaintance ; but the knowledge that she iiad gone out of England without as much as even a word to him of her intention, brought home to him suddenly and intensely the fact that he was nothing in her life ; merely one of the innumerable young men whose name was on her visit- ing-list, who had not and never could have on her any Mi ' ! f i ■ ''1 ! I •' ■ \ i\ ■• -« f I i wmm 3^8 POSITION. . i claim except for cards to her parties and a kind word or two from her lips in the crowds of society. As he passed the St. James's Hotel he ran against a man who was coming away from it, and, hurriedly apologizing, as he did so he recognized Syrlin. " She is gone away ! " said Flodden almost unconscions- ly ; liis blue eyes had a dazed, strained expression in them as they looked upward at his brilliant rival. " Since when is it permitted to speak of a lady without her name?" said Syrlin, rudely and haughtily, as, without asking who was intended by the pronoun, he pushed Flodden toward the curbstone and went on his way through the streams of people passing to and fro toward Hyde Park Corner. " It is no news to him," thought the boy, with a jealous misery, in which all consciousness of the affront done to himself was drowned. Syrlin had become acquainted with her departure only half-au-hour earlier than himself, and in the same manner, at the gates of her house ; but it did not pain or bewilder him ; he understood her motives by intuition, and he merely said to his servant, **I go to Paris this evening." With her away from it, London could not hold him a day. Flodden went througli the dusty mist which obscures Piccadilly on a July afternoon, and looked down over the confused jumble of horses' heads, carriage liveries, om- nibus roofs, wagon loads, men's hats, women's bonnets, servants' cockades, opened parasols, and flourished whips which filled to repletion that narrow and popular thorough- fare at such an hour. The trees looked jaded and powdered with dust like the pedestrians, the balcony flowers were a glare of blue lobelia, yellow calceolaria, scarlet geranium ; the cab-horses and the carriage-horses were alike sweating and flinging up in the air their poor curb-worried jaws ; here and there a muzzled dog went sadly with drooped head and tail, and heaving flanks ; the basket-women held out in vain roses which the noon-heat had blanched, and carnations out of which the heavy heat had sucked the sweetness. The ladies in the carriages, like the flowers, were languid and pale from the late hours, the hurried pleasures, the too numerous engagements of the waning season. It was an epitome of London, with its sharp and cruel contrasts, its oppressive stress, and strain, and din, and POSITION'. 339 crush, its immcnso wealth, its fiiglufnl poverty, its utter unci irremediable failure to make civilization eiuiurable, riches excusable, or luxury beautiful, which was here before him in the choked channel of this narrow street. The boy felt as if theyellcjw dust, the lurid mist of it, suffocated him. "Buy a button-hole, my pretty gentleman," whined a poor woman, standing at the corner of Dover Street with little bunches of rosebuds in her basket ; little moss-rose- buds chiefly, homely, pleasant things, smelling of the country-side and the garden hedge, mates for the lark's song, and the bee's hum, and the cricket's chirp, when the day is high. " Buy a button-hole ! " she repeated, holding up the drooping thirsty buds. "I went all the way to B'-irnct for 'em, and I han't sold one." It was the professional beggar's whine : no doubt the professional beggar's lie ; but verses of Lytton's " Misery," of Rossetti's "Jenny," rose to Flodden's mind in that linger- ing influence of verse which makes the poet more potent than the preacher in his generation. A constable who knew Flodden pushed the girl roughly aside, and threatened her. "As God lives it's gospel truth," she cried in shrill despair. ** I han't had bit nor sup to-day, and th' old woman's dyin'. Come and see if you don't believe " "They all tell these tales, my lord," said the policeman, slightingly. " I'll run her in if she go on molesting." " She has done no harm : she only wants to sell her rose- buds," said Flodden ; and then, turning to the girl, he said gently, " I will come with you and see if it be as bad as you say." And gravely, without any consciousness that he was doing an unheard of and supremely ridiculous thing, he put a half-sovereign in her hand, and bade her show him where she lived. " But you won't walk with the likes o' me," she said, breathless and gaping. " Why not ? " said the lad, dreamily, and despite the pro- tests, entreaties, and ejaculations of the constable he per- sisted in bidding her lead the way to her dwelling-place. " She'll get you in a slum, and have you hocussed or murdered for your swag, sir," muttered the guardian of law and order, vainly imploring attention. " I do not think so," said Flodden, with the obstinacy of a gentle temper ; and he took her by the hand. " Take me to your home," he repeated ; and the throngs in the V r \ 1 i I If ii ,:'! i iii: 330 POSITION. streets beheld witli wonder a youth of aristocratic appear- ance, and wearing the clothes of civilization, pacing calmly by liie side of a tatterdemalion with ragged skirts and rough uncombed locks, who carried a dirty basket half full of dead and dying rosebuds. " If lie warn't a peer he'd be clapped in Bedlam," said the constable, with scorn, to a comrade. " Them swells thinks to do the Shaftesbury dodge, and curry favor with the roughs that way, but it's all rot, says I, and won't do *em a mossel o' good : the people hates *em." He looked with deep disgust after the disappearing forms of Flodden and the girl, whom some boys were following, with gibes and gestures and antics, while a passing cabman smacked his whip and holloaed out, " Go it, old gal, you've got a bloomin' fancy man ! " "You shouldn't be seed with the likes o* me, sir," said the woman. " It'll hurt you with your friends if you're seed with the likes o' me." " I have no friends," said Flodden. It seemed to him that he had none ; no one really cared ! Would anyone even tell him the truth ? The girl perceived, with her town-sharpened senses, the ludicrous incongruity and impropriety of this young gen- tleman walking by her side in the streets of London, but Flodden did not see it, nor would he have cared if he had done. " Tell me your history," he said to her, disregarding the jeers and shouts of the boys dancing about them. She complied ; telling it with the useless repetition, the bald common wording, the involved and confused phrases of the poor, whose vocabulary is as meagre as their cup- board is empty. It was an ordinary story, of a family which had left its village, thinking to better itself in the great wilderness of London ; of the ravages made by fever and of small-pox among them, of the difficulty of finding work for tlie survivors, of the gradual melancholy slipping downward from respectable well-to-do industry to enforced inaction, indigence, and hunger. " O' all nine o' us there's only me and mother left," she said in conclusion. "And she aren't long for this world, she's that had. I han't ate anything for a good whiles, but I'm strong, I am ; mother's racked wi' cough and rheu- matis, and she can't stand up against it. If you don't mind, sir, I'll stop at a shop and buy some bread and tea with this here money as you've gived me ?" posir/oj\r. 33> ♦ ! " Of course ; good heavens ! how could I forget ?" said Flodden, contrite and heart-stricken ; it is so difficult to realize that there arc actually people close at hand to you who want food. The young woman would ihU slay to eat anywhere herself, but she bcMigiit some bread and other things and laid them away beside the dead njses. She had nothing ror antic, picturesque, or interesting about her ; she had the short, broad features, the wide uKJUth, and the small pale eyes of tiie common English type, but the face wac- honest, and the regard was char and wistful. "She is telling me the truth," thought Klodden, and he would have carried the bread and the tea for her if she would have allowed him. Her miserable home lay Westminster way, and as they went to it, many men wlio knew Klodden passed them in the streets about the Houses of Parliament,. "The young ass ! " said one of tiiem, echoing the senti- ments of the constable. '* He ought to be put in a strait- waistcoat. That is Lorraine lona's doing ; he makes all those boys as mad as hatters." "Yes, it is very odd," said another, who was of a more meditative turn. "The Encyclopedisles first set those philanthropic bubbles floating, and the result was the Ter- ror. One would think this generation might take warn- ing, but it doesn't." " You cannot quench revolutions with rose-water," said a third, "and England is in revolution every whit as much as it was in Charles's time ; only it creeps like a slow match, and its Declaration of Right disguises itself under Local Government Bills, and Allotment Bills, and Lease- holders' Bills, and Liability of Owners Bills, and all the rest of the small-fry which are eating away the constitution and the capital of the country." "What is to be done?" said the s -^ ji>d speaker. "The people will have these Bills, or sometning like them." " It's the d d philanthropists who put it into their heads," said the first speaker. "It is the d d manufacturers who create the cause of it," said the other. "If a revolution were sure to put an end to manufacturers, I woidd not quarrel with it." " Railway directors are as bad as manufacturers." "And brewers worse than either ! " "Oh-ho ! And Maltby's peerage ?" " Maltby's peerage makes one agree with William Mor- lis, that there is no longer an aristocracy in Great Britain. f; i'^ II I 'A I \ m '- »ii, .1 332 ros/rioN. Nothing is odder than the fact that in England the very nature and meaning of a nobility has been forgotten, for nobility has been completely smothered under wealth ; the once proud heart has h^st its power to beat beneath the rolls of fat which have grown up around it." Meantime, while his critics thus disputed, Plodden went steadily on his way to the wretched tei nts which lie south of Westminster, where, undaunted, ne accompanied his companion to her home, and found her tale true in ev- ery respect. The sights, the sounds, the smells, the ghastly needs and woes which he saw and heard of there, where she made her wretched home, which yet was dear to her, brought close to him the gigantic and awful meaning ol that squjilid poverty with which the philanthropy of the drawing-ro(jnis and of the newspapers plays and postures, as a baby might toy with a boa-constrictor. It increased and intensified the depression of spirit which was already upon him, but it suited him better than the gossip of the clubs and the frivolity ^ garden-parties would have done. The girl was penniless, ignorant, ver, .imon, yet she belonged to the class of respectable poor, who, even in their deepest depths keep out of vice and cling to hones- ty, rather from instinct than from deliberate choice. But misery had brought her into one of the most wretched quarters of London, and the house in which she and her mother rented the corner of one damp, raw, naked cham- ber, shared with others as unhappy as themselves, was the embodiment of that squalid and hideous form of want which London creates and contains in a more absolutely horrible shape than any other city of Europe. He passed the rest of the day there, careless of any per- sonal danger which he might run from infection or from robbery, and absorbed in the spectacle of this sordid, gro- velling, utterly hopeless aggregate of woes. What a dreadful insanity it is which brings all these poor people from their villages to crowd and starve and perish in the dens of London ? he thought. Poverty must be dreadful anywhere, but it must surely be less terrible where the fresh wind blows over the turnip fields or the clover crops, than cooped up thus between sooty brick walls without a breath of air ! And he asked her if she would not like to go back to her deserted hamlet on the Berkshire Downs. p OS mop/. 333 " Sure it was main and sweet there," she answered, "and for iver so lonj^, sir, whenever I passed a barrow o' greens and sniffed ti»e cabbages and h;ttiices that stneit so home-like, I (bd feel a lump in my throat, and such whiles I'd even thoughts o' settin' off to go back on foot, I was that hungry for the smell o' the soil. But now I dtinno; 1 got used to til is rattle and row ; it's life-like as 'twere, and I cun't say as I wouldn't be dull among the old mea- dows at home." Dull ! Merciful powers ! thought Flodden ; dull ! this poor wretch, dragging her sore feet over the Hags witli her empty bowels yearning within her, could talk of the peace- ful heaven of country silence and country freshness as •' dull ! " — could find in the hell of the streets where she starved unheeded, the same stimulant, the same loadstone, the same fell fascination that the woman of fasiiion found in the London of pleasure ! Cruel curse of centralization, drawing the strength of the nation into slums at 1 alleys to press it to death like rotten, over-crowded, ill-packed fruits ! Better the death of a sheep frozen on a snow-covered moor, better even the fate of a shot hare falling on the ferns among the bluebell and the foxglove in the grass ; better anything, any shape of suffering or of want, of trouble or of travail, in the dew- wet rural fields, and the green combes and valleys, within sound of the mill sluices and within reach of the strong west winds, than that sickening suicide of soul and body, the life of the poor in the city of London ! Flodden heard a great deal talked about the poor. X A W saw Violet Guernsey going off to the East-end with her Spanish guitar and her baritones and tenors from the Household Brigade ; he heard Lady Maltby speak unctu- ously of her tea-parties for her dear brothers and sisters from Limehouse and Shoreditch ; he was invited by the Duchess of Worthing to go to her Penny Readings in Mile End, and was offered his choice between a Bab Ballad and an Ingoldsby Legend to be the means whereby he should touch the hearts and awaken the smiles of "those nice queer people," the stevedores, and dock laborers, and bargees, and mudlarks. He had seen fashion and riches playing at patronage and popularity with the poor as blindly as, but more clumsily than, poor Marie Antoinette had once played at them ; and he had seen men of tricky talent riding the hobby-horse of philanthropy to canter upon it up park ii- I I I ,1 -I 1 \ ■ I 334 rosiTiojv. avenues and through castle doors which they would never have entered had they not bestridden that useful steed. He had seen the poor trotted out and dressed up, and held forth as pretence and excuse for everything ; used by the greatlady's ennui, by the politician's party motives, by Uic newspaper writer's spleen, by the novelist's need of seiisji tion, by the adventurer's greed and ambition, by the Con- servative's desire to appear a benefactor, and the Radical's anxiety to seem a patriot ; made by alia toy, a tool, a bone of contention, a stalking horse, a pretext, a weapon, or a boast, from the Primrose dame who wanted a ballot on earth and a place in heaven, to the Editor who found charity cover a multitude of sins and sell ten thousand copies of a slanderous journal. But it seemed to him, as he walked sadly homeward in the early evening, that all those who thus traded in and toyed with this gigantic woe, this endless horror, knew not what they did, and mocked at and insulted it when they came, with their cheap nostrums and charlatans' panaceas, to cure this hopeless cancer in the body politic. ;' CHAPTER XXXVI. That afternoon Beaufront heard a rumor which dis- pleased him highly ; he said nothing as he heard it, but walked out of the club in which he was at the time, and went witii long strides up the staircase of the St. James's Hotel. " Is it true that you are leaving town ?" he asked with- out preface, as he entered Syrlin's apartments. "I am leaving England," replied Syrlin, equally curtly. Thf '"eply had an aggressive sound in it which grated on h" /iend's ear. " aiink, under the circumstances, it would be better if you stayed here a little time longer," said Beaufront, very slowly, with the tone of a man who desires his words to be marked but not offensive. j o- .- " Under what circumstances ? " Beaufront hesitated ; his rule, the common rule of soci- ety, never to intrude advice, or interfere with any private sentiments, made him doubtful as to his reply. But the candor natural to him, and the irritation which he felt, conquered his habits of neutrality. position: 335 f " . "Under the circumstances of your romantic rescue of Lady Avillion," he answered, deliberately. "The thing was well done, I do not deny it, but it was perhaps more sensational than it need have been, and my cousin is a very well known person, one of those persona everybody talks about. Under the circumstances, I repeat, it seems to me better that you should stay on and fulfil your social en- g;ii;ements here, as her own health has necessitated her leaving England." Syrlin looked at him witii a sombre insolence brooding in his dark eyes. " What is your title to say so ?" '* Oh, my dear Syrlin, I make no pretensions to any title ; but you are an old and dear friend of mine, my cousin is u near and dear relative, and I make no apology whatever for telling you distinctly that I object to an imprudence en your part which will accentuate a series of imprudences which you have committed of late, wholly unintentional, no doubt, but still unwisely." "You ^XQ plus royaliste que le rot ! I have just seen Lord Avillion at the Marlborough, and he said to me " how wise you are to get away.' I cannot for a moment admit that my humble personality can possibly be connected with the actions of so great a lady as your cousin." '* I never said that it was," said Beaufront ; " but though you did a gallant thing, you did it — well — sensationally, and it was the talk of the town a very little while ago, and I do not consider that you have any right to recall atten- tion to it by leaving London suddenly just because she has left it." " Why does not her husband say so ? " "Her husband could not say so if he thought it." Syrlin colored with anger and with the unwelcome sense that what was said was true. "You do me too much honor in imagining that I have any power to compromise her ! " "You have the power to attract injurious constructions upon her, because you were associated with her in a pub- lic scene, in a public danger, and because you have for months, whether you know it or not, made your admiration of her the secret de Polickinelle to all London." Syrli:i*s face grew red with a hot color, like a woman's. In the customary blindness of passion, he had imagined his feelings to be wholly concealed from others ; with the temperament of a poet he had the indiscretion of one, and I f I 1 I i ! .J ■■''.■'A 1! kB''! I . ! ii^ position: because his lips were silent never dreamed that his eyes betrayed liim. lie was humiliated and embarrassed by the reproof which he received ; he felt lii<e some immature student rebuked by a man of the world, lie was strongly attached to licau front, and lie knew what Beaufront said was true ; at the same time the quickness of his passion and tlie hauteur of his temper made him least able of all men to brook such interference from anyone. .,, . , , , "If we were in France — " he muttered. Beaufront laughed a little. "My dear buy ! you would send me your ttfmoinsf You would do a useless thing. We sb Id probably kill each other, because we are both of eqr . force in those amuse- ments, and the world would certainly not talk less, but more. You are not the man I have supposed you if you take roughly what I say. My cousin, Lady Avillion, is a beautiful woman witii the glare of the world shed upon her ; she is a very noble and innocent person, and I do not think that a friend of mine, a dear friend, and one whom I my- self presented to her, should be the means of gathering about her that kind of impertinent scandal from which so few conspicuous people escape nowadays, but which has never approached her hitherto, thanks to her own admir- able judgment and consummate discretion. That is all I have to say. I am responsible to myself for having made you acquainted witii her." Syrlin felt the deepest displeasure and the keenest mor- tification as he listened ; the justice of Beaufront's censure was beyond all question, and struck him with a mortifying sense that he, who had a few moments before rebuked that raw Scotch lad for his incautious follies, seemed himself as indiscreet and as unwise in another man's sight, and pos- sibly in that of the whole of society. All the Spanish and semi-Oriental blood of Syrlin was at boiling point ; he was a spoilt child of the world ; he was habituated to take his own way, and never lacked adorers who told him that it was the right way ; he had the haughty temper of princes in his veins joined to a morbid susceptibility which had always made him over- ready to resent any slight or slur, even to imagine such when they w^ere not intended. But he had also strong af- fections, and that willingness to acknowledge error which belongs to mobile and generous temperaments. He was attached to Beaufront ; he had had cause to be grateful to him in earlier years ; all his knowledge of the world told ! i: I pos/rwu. 337 him that what Beaufront said now was, however unwel- come, wholly true. Like many men suddenly possessed and swayed by a strong passion, he had had no idea that his feelings and sentiments were so visible to others. The recent cordial- ity of her lord had seemed to him a guarantee that not the faintest suspicion could have entered into the mind of anyone as to the real nature of his feelings for Lady Avil- lion. Although impassioned and headstrong, those feelings were so exalted, and so imbued with the noblest kind of de- votion, that it hurt him intolerably to realize that they were the subject of observation and remark to anyone, lie had been utterly unconscious of the many evidences of his devotion which he had so recklessly given to the world, and the consciousness of his own thoughtlessness was very bitter to him. "And I repeat," he said, row sullenly, "that Lord Avil- lion is the only person who has the right to object to my acquaintance with her." "Lord Avillion will not object," replied Beaufront. ** There is such a phrase in English as an event suiting one's book, /object ; and as I like plain speaking I tell you so in plain words." "And I deny your authority to use such words or ex- press such objections." " Your denial will not affect the facts," said Beaufront, coldly. "It appears to me that we are approaching some- thing very like a quarrel. I do not want or wish to quar- rel with you, but I tell you that you shall not compromise my cousin while I am alive. I took you to her house, and you are responsible to me for any abuse of the privilege of her acquaintance, if you do abuse it." "You are in love with Lady Avillion yourself!" said Syrlin, bitterly. Beaufront smiled rather mournfully. " I have long ceased to be ; but if I were so I should not carry my heart on my sleeve as you do. There are peck- ing daws all over the place, why please and feed them ? " Syrlin turned from him, and walked up and down the room with a fury in his heart which he strove to control. What Beaufront asked from him was a sacrifice wholly alien to his natural habits. He was used to follow every impulse as a child follows a butterfly flying down a sunny road. It was intolerable to him to remain where the idol 22 ; iH , 'i ':.4ii \\ ;; 338 ros/Tror\r. n of his tlionghts was not. IIo liad no drfmitc purpose, he did not tljirc to dolino his wishes, even to himself, lest, like snow crystals, they should crumble at a touch. lie had the deep humility of every great passion. He never pre- sumed to think that he should beconie greatly necessary to her, but to l)e near her, to watch her movements, to hear the sound of her voice, to divine her wishes, her senti- ments, her sorrows, from her mere chance words, all this had become absolutely necessary to him ; he felt that there was a part of her nature which was visible to, which be- longed to, himself alone. It was not in his creeds or in his habits to feel tluis for a woman and deny himself the sweet- ness of vicinity to her. He had more honor and less self- indulgence than most men who, in the llower of their age, have the world at their feet, but he was no ascetic and no moralist. What Heaufront asked of him was a simple and plain act of self-denial ; and it was one alien to him, and odious, doubly odious, because dictated to him by an- other. He was jealous of the very air that she breathed, of the trees in whose shade she walked, of the music which fell on her ear, of the dog she caressed, of the flower she wore ; it was such love as he had sung of in his song "La Reine pleurait;" romantic, unreasoning, uncalculating, at once spiritual and impassioned, at once a religion and a desire. His position was one in which to persist was disloyal, and to desist was humiliating ; he had no possible right to com- promise Lady Avillion, and he knew that, h.ad he been in Beaufront's place he would have spoken as Beaufront spoke, and he hated hitnself for having inadvertently dis- closed the closest and deepest sentiment of his life. His habits were self-indulgent and his passions were wilful and capricious ; he had in him the intolerance of control and the headstrong impulses of race and of genius, and to en- dure dictation on such a delicate and sensitive feeling as his secret adoration of a woman was intolerable to him. But he was sincere, and he was very susceptible to any ap- peal to his honor. After a few minutes' silence he turned to Beaufront with- out anger. " I admit that you are justified in saying what you do, I should probably say the same in your place. If you con- sider that my departure at this moment could be construed injuriously to Lady Avillion, though I have not the pre- sumption to thinV S'.;, I wiii remain in England some weeks POSITION. 939 lonpcr. I should never have supposed that society would do me the honor to connect my departure with liers, but if you consider there is any fear of this I will demur to your apprehensions," Thcro was a tone of condescension and a certain amount of insolence in the apparent docility of the reply which grated on Heaufront as he heard it ; but he had gaiiKMl his j)()int, and ho did not think it politic to quarrel with how he gained It. "Thanks," he said, briefly, and he lield out his hand to Viyrlin. *^ Ah^pour cela, non!" said Syrlin, with a strong vibra- tion of indignant emotion in his voice, as he held his hands behind his back. " I defer to your demands because they arc just ; but you are no longer my friend, although I will never be your enemy." And with that he left the room before Beaufront could reply or detain him. " Oh, those artists, what forward children they are ! " thought Beaufront, with mingled amusement and annoy- ance, as, left alone in the apartment, he glanced at the masses of flovvers, the litter of costly and artistic objects, the piles of le'ters, some unopened, some torn in two, the EraicJ grand pianoforte, the antique weapons, the cabinet pi< - tiucs, the writing-table, with panels by Fragonard, and bronzes by Gouthitjre, which Syrlin had bought at Christie's to give a look of grace and comfort to the gorgeous but naked hotel drawing-room, with its roar and rattle of Pic- cadilly rising up from the stones below. " What children they are ! " he thought again, as he took his hat and left the apartments. He had been ostensibly the victor in this interview, but he had an uneasy sense that success would not ultimately be with him. He be- lieved that Syrlin's estrangement from him would not be of long duration ; he considered it rather a petulant inso- lence than a serious menace, and bestowed no thought upon it. But though he did not regret what he had said, he vaguely felt that tho efficacy of any words or acts of his in this matter would be doubtful. ^ " On ne peut pas Hre plus royaliste que le rot'* It could not long be possible for him effectually to resent for Avillion what Avillion did not resent for himself. \ l-« ' 340 FO^JTJON. CHAPTER XXXVIt. A WKEK or two later he learned, to his great astonish- ment and annoyance, that Syrlin had purchased the estate called Willowsleigh at Kichtnond ; a beautifully wooded though small place, with a house built in the eighteenth centiiry and many stt)ries attached to it of pageantries, masquerades, wits, dandies, and royalties. *• ! had better have let him leave England when he wanted to do so," thought Heaufront, conscious, as most of us are when we meddle with others, that ab- stinence from advice or remark is the only sure, if the most selfish, f(Min of wisdom. That Syrlin, a man who was ill at ease when ho was not wandering over Europe, Asia, or Africa, a man with the temperament of an artist, the unrest of a Hohcmian, and the mingled ennui and esprit oi a child of I*aris, should take even temporary root in England, seemed to him incredible. Willowsleigh was a picturesque, historic, and interesting place, but it was commonplace beside the Tourellc of Louis d'OrU'ans at St. Germain, prosaic and modern and dull and damp when compared to those Moorish towns and villages amitl the palms and aloes of African shores in which Syrlin loved to renew the dreams of his boyhood. It was now, indeed, in all its midsummer profusion of foliage, and the Tiiames llowcd by it broad and calm in morning and evening mists. But it was a place of which Syrlin would tire in a day unless some strong magnetism or motive bound him to it. The newspapers were full of details of the purchase, of the fetes which would be given at it, of the compliment paid to the country by the choice of so famous and capricious iin artist ; and Beaufront, as he glanced angrily over all these paragraphs, had a mor- tified sense of having been foiled with his own rapier and hoist with his own petard. Meanwhile Syrlin spent the long cloudy summer days, with their sad and seemingly unending twilight hours, in the damp green gardens and the gray willow copses of his own home. The house was situated on a backwater of the Thames, and was removed from all the river-traf!ic and clamor of the river-highway. G'Cat beds of rushes and osiers grew beneath its banks, and trout and dace glittered and swans floated under the heavy shadows of its planes and cedars. It lay low, it was rostrioiv. 34' )w, It was doudy and dusky and Imiiiid, and sccnncd more so even than it was to eyes that were used to the eU.-ar sunsliine of Central Europe and the strong, hot light of Africa. liut its deep green glades, its rich water-tneadows, its silent shadowy |)aths winding under canopies of dense foliage with a gleam of shining water at their close, suited, for the moment at least, the deep sadriess of his thoughts, and soothed the intense impatience of his spirit. She was uhsent, and he was told that he coidd not f<;llow her with- out causing increase to that injurious chatter and com- ment already set in UKHion by his own imprudences. It was melancholy — at least its gray, dull water, its deep shade of cedar and willow, its frequent river-mists, seemed so to this son of warmer lands — but there was something in its siiadows and silence which was symjjathetic to his moods, iiithough opposed to them. It was in scenery what Gray's KIcgy is in verse, soft, classic, elegant, subdued. It was not like anything that he had ever known ; it was cool and passionless and restricted and melancholy, as all English sc(Miery always is ; but it was tender and serene ; its ab- solute contrast to his own mood attracted while it re- proached him. lie had that intolerance of the movement of the world, that detestation of all ordinary companion- ship, that impatience and indifference to all public life and social demands which c(Mne with the absorption of all strong passions. Since for the moment he must not be near her, he chose to be with no oni% ♦^o have nothing break in upon the consecration of his memories and med- itations to her. He wondered, sometimes, what Avillion thought. But the thoughts of Avillion were seldom to be read by anyone. One evening, in the Marlborough, there had been some talk of the purchase when Avillion was present, but he had said little except to wonder if Syrlin would have his pastels sent over. He had a very fine collection of eighteenth century pastels in the Avenue Josephine, even some of La Tour's among them. Avillion knew the collection very well, and opined that it would be more in its epoch at the Richmond house than in the Paris one ; the De Goncourts were so right in urging the considera- tion of epochs ; most collectors nowadays make such an appalling jumble of their things. The St. Germains tower was correct, quite extraordinarily correct, he said, con- sidering the immense difficulty of finding art and furniture of that date ; he supposed Syrlin would show the same 't 342 POSITION, correctness of choice in arranging this eighteenth century English house. And that was all the observation he made on the matter. Beaufront, on the contrary, was deeply and justifiably angered. He felt that his friend and favorite had dealt unkindly with him, had defeated, and in a way outwitted him. He was well aware that Syrlin, by remaining in England, intended to show to him that he was wholly in- different to his opinion and wholly careless of his counsels, and had yielded on one point, only to do what was more undesired, more invidious ; and yet what it was impos- sible to challenge or prevent. It was impossible to quarrel with anyone for having bought property wliich it was a national gain should be purchased by a person of cultured taste, who would pre serve its natural beauties from the curse of the jerry- builder and the market-gardener. It was equally impos- sible to allow it to appear that he foresaw in any man's residence in the country any possible danger to the peace or the reputation of a member of his own family, or admit that the presence of any stranger in the country could compromise her, or constitute any danger or source of in- jury to her. There was an obstinacy and an ingenuity in the action of Syrlin which profoundly irritated and displeased him, and he felt his own impotence to resent it or to alter it. "The river fogs will ruin his voice, that is one consola- tion," he thought, in his wrath. ** The low shores of the Thames for a man born at Ceuta and chilly as a nervous woman ! " But in his affections Syrlin had long held a place too firmly for any acts or words of his to dislodge him from it ; and Beaufront had affections as tenacious and as warm as they were usually reticent in expression. " Something ruffles you, what is it ? " said Consuelo Laurence to him. She knew him so well that any varia- tion in his moods was visible to her. " I am annoyed that you will never come to any of my houses," he said, with one of those half-truths in which the most sensible men will at times take refuge. " That is so old a story I cannot believe in its distressing you at this moment," she answered him. " I do not even believe that you wish it when none of your women will know me." "Know you ! They all speak to you." as warm POSITION, 343 " Oh, my dear Ralph ! There is a way of speaking to one which is rather more slighting than not to speak at all. That is Lady Avillion's, and her sister's, and your sister's way of speaking to me. I do not complain of it ; I should probably do tlie same or worse in their place. I can always understand people's dislike. When they like me it seems far more wonderful." " And when they love you, you do not believe in it ! " said Beaufront, in a low and almost sullen voice. "I believe that they deceive themselves," she answered, very tranquilly. " What vexes you now is this story of Syrlin and Lady Avillion. But I think you are very un- just. She would probably have been very much injured if no one had cared to leave the comfortable security of the Bachelors' windows to go down and join the fray." •' I was not at the Bachelors'," said Beaufront, angrily. "I was down at Delamere that week." *' I know you were. I have always envied Lady Avillion, but I never envied her so much as I did that day. It must be such a delightful reflection to have had ;i great occasion and been equal to it. Your world is full of pin- pricks and mosquito-bites, but it very seldom allows any one the luxury of a great occasion." " He has made the most of his occasion," said Beau- front, moodily. ** He makes everything sensational that he touches." " How can you say so ! He is even utterly unwilling to speak of the scene." "That is only an affected attitude," said Beaufront, with an ill-nature of which even on the utterance he felt ashamed. Consuelo Laurence smiled. "You are all of you ill-natured to your idol since the Hyde Park riot. I daresay any one of you would have done as much as he did, only it occurred to nobody but himself." " What vile motives you attribute to one ! I am angry, if you wish really to know why, because he wants to go out of town just because my cousin is gone, and I have quarrelled with him about it." " Surely, you should have left that to her husband?" "Her husband would not quarrel with him if he carried her off to Morocco. Uther is in love with Mme. du Char- olois." " What a droll complication ! " said Consuelo Laurence with slight sympathy. H i { M p ■ -j if- i" 1 * ! ■ ■-: .; Ji, •\ ■'■' ■*" i 5: <J»^ rosiTwiv. Bcaufront said notliinp; ; lie wns moodily silent and grave, playing with the cars ol his colley dojj, and glanc- ing at Consuelo Laurence from under his drooped eyelids. How cool and fair and serene she looked ! How well she would become the galleries and glades of Heronsmere ! Why would she erect all these impassable barriers, all these fantastic obstacles between himself and her ? ** My dear Consuelo, let us leave other people alone and speak of ourselves," he said, abruptly. ** You know very well that in those old days I never doubted you, never failed to give you my full esteem and respect ; why should you suppose that I should do less if you belonged to me?" " It could be the same thing," she said, sadly. " You have been most good to me always, but then I have not belonged to you, and for that very reason you could do me justice dispassionately. After all, you have believed in me rather from the chivalry of your temper than from anything that you have really known for certain." " I have believed in you because I am not a fool." "Well, put it so ; but in our friendship there has been nothing which would have made it really matter much to you had your belief been wrong. Therefore no suspicions have disturbed it. \i I were your wife it would matter so intensely to you, that inevitable suspicions would inces- santly occur to you ; and the wife of a man of great posi- tion must be like Caesar's." " Caesar demanded a good deal more than he gave ; he was a beast in his own morals." "Was he? He was right about his wife for all that. You have believed in all I told you of myself, but I have given you no proof of it ; no woman can give proofs of that sort, especially when she has had a vie orageuse like mine." Beaufront listened with ill-concealed and intense impa- tience. " You talk as if you were Messalina. Why will you do it ? You pain me, you irritate me, and you calumniate yourself." " No, dear ; I am not Messalina. But if I took you at your word, a year hence, a month hence you would begin pondering restlessly on all I have told you, and wonder- ing, despite yourself, whether or not it were true." " What a poor, white-livered, self-tormenting idiot you would make me out to be ! " POSITION. 345 "Not at all. But you are an Englishman, and every Englishman is at heart conventional. You are a man of high rank, in the full blaze of the world's observation ; it would be intolerable for you to think that the Duchess of Beaufront had ever sung at a cafe chantant." "Should I ever have known of that if you had xuA vol- untarily told me?" " Probably not, but that would make no difference. What is most painful and pathetic in human relations is that the voluntary confession of a woman constantly sows the seeds of suspicion of her in the minds of men who care for her. Candor is the virtue for which we pay most dearly." " No one repents it with me." "I know that you are unusually generous and wholly to be trusted. But I know too that you arc much prouder than you are in the least degree aware of, atul that it would be intolerable to you for society to depreciate your wife." " But society is at your feet ! " "At my feet in a sense ; it has accepted me as a woman of fashion. But do you suppose that I am not discuss'^d and condemned in half a hundred houses the moment I have left their drawing-rooms ? All that docs not affect you in the least as my friend ; but as — my husband — it would be wholly unendurable to you." A slight wave of color passed over her delicate cheeks as she spoke ; Beaufront looked at her with that sense of powerlessness whicii unnerves the strongest before argu- ments which are drawn from conclusions as to the future. Such arguments are at once intangible and indestructible ; phantom hosts whose force is greater because impalpable. VVho can be sure that he will not do or feel such and such a thing in the future ? He rose and leaned against the mantelpiece beside her, looking down upon her with a prolonged gaze whicli em- barrassed her. **Consuelo — trust me," he said very earnestly. ** I can- not argue with you, no man can argue coldly with a woman he loves, but trust me ; you shall never repent it." "You do not love me," she said quickly. "You love Lady Avillion." "That is your fixed idea. It is absurd." His countenance grew harsh and his voice was stern ; his eyes looked away from her across the room toward the green gloom oi the palms and ferns. |r ■ ii-.. &I 94ft rOSlTJON. A little sigh escaped Consiiclo Latircncc. •* I know you better than you know yourself," she said, gently. "If she were free lo-JU(jrrow you would offer tu marry her. Keep yourself free, at least, my dear. And now please ring for tea ; i have been driving all day aiul 1 am thirsty." He obeyed her ; he walked to where tlic electric button of the bell was and touched it ; then he stood in moody silence in front uf her ; she looked up at iiim a little tim- idly. " Let us always be friends just the same," she said, wist- fully. Beaufront lauglicd. "That is so like a woman ; she throws a vase down and breaks it and says, 'Let us believe it is whole again, that will do just as well.' " She was pained by his tone. •'There is nothing broken with us, or there need be nothing broken. What is there changed? Nothing. You have said things to me which it will be my wish and my duty to forget ; but a moment's — difference of opinion— cannot obliterate seven years of friendship and esteem." Beaufront said nothing ; he was wondering if she spoke sincerely; all these years he had never doubted her sincer- ity, he had even proved it many times ; but now her calm- ness and her indifference seemed to him like duplicity. "A moment's difference of opinion !" he tliought, with great anger. "That is how a woman sets aside a mans wish to pass his life beside her! And then they say wc are too lexers ! Good heavens ! " "You are offended with me," said Consuclo, regretfully. "I am sorry, sc sorry. But it is easier to bear with your irritation now than it would be to watch you gradually be- coming more and more embittered it tliv knowledge that you had irrevocably sacrificed future." "What sentimental trash .0 cried v ^h suppressed fury. "Who attaciies all i t importance to marriage nowadays ? Not a soul ! " " I do. J'ai pass^ par-lciy and I know that however slight a matter it seems, it is like a thorn in the foot, like i pin in the flesh, it destroys all the joy of living. I wul not spoil your life ; you have deserved better of me than that. This is a moment of impulse and fancy with you ; it will pass and we shall be as good friends as we have alwavs been since that March evening — do you remember it ? -when ros/r/oN. 347 yon ramc into my little s.ilon in the Rtie Roiigct dc Lisle, :ui(i found nic by my poor liltic dyinfj Marj^ot. Pray — pniy- my dear Ralpli — do not let us quarrel. Friendship is surer than love ; sympathy is better than marriage." There was emotion in her voice as though for a very little more her tears would have choked it ; but Heaufront for once was not touched, he looked at her with harshness ;uul impatience and scepticism. *' Women can live on their d d empty sentiment, as tlu'v live on ice-cream and a cup of tea," he said, vsavagely. "Tlicy will keep a man on their own regimen and forget tliat lie hungers and thirsts and starves." "My dear Kal[)h ! " She looked at him with embar- rassment and some offence, and added, with a touch of tliM ision, " That yo\i can starve thnjugh me is wholly im- possible. This fancy of yours is wholly new and *^?seless. If you dislike my sentimentality of feeling, I must confess tfiat 1 do not like your coarseness of language. But you may say what you please and I shall never resent it, be- cause I owe you v.ast debts for a kindness which has never failed me until now. I shall not quarrel with you, how- ever you may provoke me to quairel. I stand between you and an entitement of the moment. The time will come when you will do my motives justice. Until then, do not let us make food for the idle chatter of gossipers by any alteration in our manner to one another, or our daily hab- its of acquaintanceship. When people gain nothing by making the world talk, it is absurd to do so." "Your prudence and your philosophy are admirable and enviable, and leave my uncouthness far behind them," said Beaufront, savagely. " I had better go to the Cape or tlie Pole with my schooner. Then no one can possibly siy anything." Me looked at her, hoping that she would offer some re- monstrance or objection ; but she made none. She con- tinued to embroider a gold bird on the black satin. "You would care nothing, I believe, if I went down in a monsoon off the Horn ! " he muttered with a fierce re- proach. A look of pain passed over her face, but she stooped over tlie gold threads of her embroidery, and he did not see it ; he thought that she bent her head to hide a smile. And with no other word, and without any sign of adieu, he went out of the room, flinging aside the satin of the door hangings with a savage gesture. ! ■' 348 posrrro!^. Consuclo's eyes fiUcfl with tejirs ; she let the bullion threads fall on her lap and pushed tlie screen away. All the sweet quiet, pleasant intercourse of the past was over between them ; all the repose of their candid and confi- dential friendship was ruined and scattered as a child's sand-castle by an incoming tide. She knew much of the pas'iions of men, and had often been their object, and she dreaded and disliked them ; she knew the frowardness of passion, its unkindness, its caprice, its unreason, its rapid descent from the height of adoration into the slough of saticiy. Why must this restless, unreasoning, wayward folly come to disturb that serene and constant sympathy which it had been so long her pride to preserve untrou- bled by any other feeling ? "And he only wishes it because it is denied him !" she thought sadly, with that knowledge of men's tempera- ments and impulses which leaves the woman who has it no possibility of illusion as to the feelings she inspires. Beaufront went down Wilton Street that day in pain and anger. Consuelo Laurence looked after him, unseen herself, where she stood in the shelter of the red and white awn- ing and broad-leaved palms of her balcony, where lobelias, and canariensis, and noisette roses were running over in foam of blossom. *• Ah, my dear ! " she thought, " for you of all men on earth to imagine that you would never trouble yourself what the world would say of your wife ! No man in the whole world would be more intolerant of the very slightest shadow falling on his escutcheon, or the very smallest doubt being raised about anyone who belonged to him !" She gazed after him with a sigh as he walked down the street, in what chanced to be full sunshine that after- noon. " What use," she thought, " is it to love anyone, unless one loves them for themselves and not for ourselves." Wilton Street is a short street, and he was soon out of sight ; but she remained on the balcony among the flow- ers, thinking sadly and painfully, while in the green trees by the church opposite, the sparrows twittered and flut- tered in their usual happy insouciance. She was a gener- ous woman, and persisted in her own self-sacrifice, but such sacrifice is hard, and made the future seem to her long, and tedious, and joyless. "What a lovely woman she is ! " said an American girl PosiTior^. 349 who did not know her, looking at her that night in the stalls at the French play. "And what a lucky one ! " "You bet!" said an American matron. "Why, my child, I remember that woman selling oysters on the quay at Charleston, and now you're hearing 'em all say she'll die a duchess. If we sent tinned peas over here and called 'em penrls, these dudes 'd buy 'em, and wear 'em too !" The Duchess of Kincardine and Oronsay chanced to be in the stall next to this lady, and carried on the remark, which she overheard, to a great house where there was a ball. •' Mrs. Laurence sold oysters in the streets before she went in for the cafe chantant business," said that excellent dowager a dozen times in the evening. "Yes ; I had it on the best authority, Americans who know it for a fact ! " v^\ I CHAPTER XXXVIII. " // houde ! " thought Avillion with a slow smile on hear- ing of Willowsleigh, the retirement of his enemy from the world. It was not exactly what he wanted ; it was a lull in the drama, like an entr'acte ; but, as in an entr'acte, he talked with pretty women, visited the green-room, smoked some cigarettes, glanced at the evening news in the corri- dors, so he was by no means so engrossed in the spectacle of Syrlin's actions as to be indifferent to the many distrac- tions and solicitations which tlirong about the person of a man of rank and riches who has also a handsome face and an open hand. Crowds of people were always ready to amuse him, or to speak more exactly, to arouse in him that mild critical mood of passing good-humor which, half bored, half-beguiled, was the utmost approach he ever made to genuine pleasure in anything. He hated Syrlin with a sound hatred based on offended dignity and misplaced calculations ; but even hatred could take a passive form in him, and he could understand those murderers who poisoned people very slowly. He never forgave an affront. Being of the high position he was, he indeed seldom received one ; but when he did he would no more have forgiven it than a pope could forgive a per- son who kissed his hand. It was only indiscreet women who amused, pleased, or occupied him in society ; but that the faintest shade of in- discretion should be visible in a woman who was before ;' ,: I 350 rosr/'/o,v. m M t1 I 3 ■ 1 t li the world as his wife struck him ns the most infamous wrong to himself. " I never cared for iicr after three months," he tliouglit, willi indignation. " Ihit I ahvays admired her, and I thought her most perfectly safe ! " So, in the entr'acte lie remained for July in London, July being the month when the weather was least odious ; and remained the more willingly because at the last State Concert of the year he had seen a lady for whom lie li:\(l conceived an immediate and violent Jidmiration. Despite the many ofTences to public opinion oi which he was guilty, he was always desirous of conciliating jjuh- lic opinion, lie would have detested to be classed as a mauvais sujet ; a certain deference to social rules was in his view indispensable to good breeding. The Upper House, the Court, the Privy Council, even St. James's Chapel, saw him in his place at them whenever his ap- pearance was really necessary either in duty or in etiquette. In ordinary mortals he would have called this snobbistn, but in himself he regarded it as virtue and as propriety. A morbid desire to stand well in the eyes of others may exist in the same breast that harbors the most arrogrmt pride and scorn. Avillion, though he considered no one ins equal, except princes of the blood, woidd yet have been uneasy and mortified if the poorest curate near Hreakespearc had preached a sermon against him. It is a very common English characteristic, and has its uses to the communitv at large, though it is neither honest nor admirable. It was because his wife iiad so thoroughly un- derstood the necessity of conciliating opinion that she hail so conduced to the serenity of his existence. Avillion al- ways observed the letter of the social law ; it allowed him to break it in the spirit more completely and comfortably. It is indeed marvellous what unlimited concessions may be obtained from others by those who pursue such a pol- icy. He considered, and wisely, that social consideration is a necessary appanage to rank. So he bored himself to grace various formalities and ceremonies attendant on the close of the season ; and at one of these he had been re- warded by the sight of a new beauty, the Duchesse de Charolois. She was a very lovely person, daughter of the Prince do Cr^ci, and widow, before she was twenty, of one of the greatest nobles of France. She was the idol of the immediate hour in London ; her Ajm^. I IJ VOSITION. 35' manner, her history, and her peculiar style of beauty being all enhanced by the long seclusion in which she had been wholly withdrawn from the world since the death, by a fall in hunting, of the voung duke to whom she had been wcd- dcil almost in childhood. She made those who had any small learning think of the devout and lovely women who had btnied themselves at Port Royal. She was extremely handsome, with classic features, large mournful eyes un- der dreamy lids, and a complexi(^n of surpassing trans- parency and delicacy. To this she united a beautiful fig- ure, great height, and a perfect manner, very still, languid, and full of grace. These beauties, with the knowledge that she was wholly indifferent to the world and insensible to homage, aroused in the breast of Avillion an admiration which was the stronger because of a kind quite unusual with him. She was a person whom it was impossible to approach without the profoundest respect, and as with all women whom he was compelled to respect, he had usually, by choice, had only a bowing acquaintance, the fascination of this novel sentiment was extreme. It was the one thing needed to complete the growing anger and dislike with which he viewed his wife. If he were only free ! It had never happened to him before to be checked by his position in any amorous fancy, although his imaginary captivity was an interesting theme for his lamentations in conversation with women who pleased him. But now, his marriage actually did stand in his way, and prevent any possibility of his sentiments being even hinted to the young duch ss, who was well known to be reserved to hauteur and . oligious asceticism. " My whole life has been overshadowed by irremediable circumstances," he murmured once, in a tone which sug- gested the innumerable confidences which only a sense of delicacy and of duty caused him to withhold. "You do not look a victim to adverse circumbtances," said the Duchess, with a smile. *' You are pleased to make light of what I suffer," he said, with resignation, but a suggestion of injury permit- ted to mingle with it. "I do not pretend to more than I feel. On se console de tout, plus ou mains bien. But you mistake if you, like the world, believe me a mere heartless pleasure-seeker to whom the sympathies and solace of an intimate affection would not have been very dear — could 1 have enjoyed them." 35* POSITION. ii "What should prevent your enjoying them?" replied the lady, unmoved. " Lady Avillion is surely all that the most fastidious could desire." "My wife is perfect," said Avillion, in a soft, slow tone, which implied the exact contrary to his words. **(^uite perfect. But she is cold. Anyone may see that." *' It is fortunate for you that she is so, for if rumor speaks correctly she might have given you many a trou- blesome moment, had she been more exacting ! " " When G\Qx docs rumor speak correctly ?" said Avillion, with a sigh. "What does society know of us ? It only sees us with our armor on and our visors down. My wife is an admirable pers-^Mi ; she is quite faultless indeed, but sometimes imperfection is r»ore amiable than perfection, o • at all events more indulgen';. No one," he added with a sigh, " is indulgent who does not care for the offender." " Perhaps you have offended too often and so have worn out her indulgence," said the Duchess, yielding a little despite herself to the charm of the sweet and mcl- anclioly regard and Jiccent. " Oh, no! she never cared," replied Avillion, who had so entirely entered into the part he assumed of a man mal compris that he had almost by this time persuaded himself that it was his real character. The Duchjss raised her languid lids and looked at him with surprise and a vague interest ; but she knew the world and knew all that it attributed to him, ** Vou are very unfortunate," she said, with a tone which she intended to be unkind. " But I scarcely think it is fair to Lady Avillion to discuss her want of heart or of comprehension with a stranger. It is not she whom the world accuses of U^gh-ett's." Then she gave him a little bend of her head and turned away, leaving him, by the sheer contradiction of human nature, more really enamored of her than he had been for many years of anyone. But he had so far succeeded with her that, although dis- pleasure and disapproval were foremost in her mind, there was beside these a certain wonder as to whether by any chance he could have been speaking the truth to her, and could really be unhappy in his private relations. No wom- an, however well she knows mankind and their hypoc- risies, is altogether proof against the charm which lies in the confidence of a seductive and accomplished person wiiu insinuates that everyone else except herself misjudges POS/TWIV. 353 m him, and that all judgment except her own is indifferent to him. The subtlest compliment ton woman is to make her feci thai she aloiu; is the confessional to which a man can reveal his veritable and actual self. Mme. (Ic Charohjis fully believed that Avillion was merely playing a part, yet she was nf)t quite sure that it was all untrue ; there was just that slight curiosity about jiini, thfit vague inclination to interest in what he had told her, which is tlic surest of all sentiments to increase and to expand. She thought it an offence to good taste for \\\m to blame his wife to her ; she did not in the least credit that he was to be pitied or that ids wife was to be blamed, and yet he had so great a charm about him ruul such extreme perfec- tion of untruth, that her interest in what he had hinted was stronger than her condemnation (jf his setni-revelations. Avillion could always gain over anyc;ne to his side when he desired, and although few men living had treated women more brutally than he, none had more defenders than he among women, even among those whom he had treated the worst. Moreover, in liis present censure of liis wife he had a great advantage; it was something wiiolly new ; he had habitually praised and honored his wifj to the ear of everyone, and rendered her by his words what he took from her by his actions ; and therefore the part he played now to the Duchess do Charohjis had great freshness and fascination in it for him as well as for his audience. It amused him, while it almost beguiled him into belief in it himself. lie began to persuade himself that if only ten years ago Freda had been more sympatli(;iic, more pliable, he would have been quite blameless in his relations to her ; she was a great coquette, cold though she was ; she had never endeavored to understand him ; slichud been always absorbed in society and politics ; she had really been the first to withdraw herself. It was a novel and entertaining situation for him ; he persuaded himself that he was a man of feeling, altogether misimderstood and sacrificed. His irritation against his wife increased in proportion as his admiration for Mme. de Charolois acquired strength and sincerity, and he found a zest in this confusion of senti- ments greater than any that his facile conquests had of late afforded him. English couuiry-houses are the scenes and shelter of many illicit enjoyments, and he exercised his tact and in- genuity in arranging his visits to them so as to coincide .23 >«»;f'-[ I !i| 354 posrnojv. with hers. He was so rarely in England at this season, and so very rarely was to be persuaded into visiting his peers, that his acceptance of those invitations was a great glory, anxiety, and pleasure to those he honored. It was well known that he liked no houses except his own, and was bored to death almost everywiiere ; therefore, naturally, he was inordinately coveted as a guest by those who were hopeless of ever possibly pleasing him. A person whose sole and exclusive aim is to be aPMiscd will, if he possesses the power to gratify all his caprices, seldom fail to render it impossible; for anyone to amuse him ; and the perfect politeness which veiled Avillion's dissatisfaction only rendered it more painfully apparent to those on whom the duty devolved of dissipating it. Avillion was never rude, never ungracious ; he was ur- banity itself to anyone who did not belong to him ; but he had an expression of resigned yet unspeakable ennui which struck terror into the souls of his entertainers, and fell lil<c ice on the circle around him ; while to " hint a fault and hesitate dislike " was an art in which he had reached the finest perfection. Under the reforming influences of his new passion, he was this year inspired by a lit of patriotism, of insularity, as he was wont to call patriotism when displayed by othn Englishmen. He went to Buxton instead of to Carlsbad, and intended to go to Doncaster instead of to Baden, Being gifted with that kind of mind (such a pleasure to those who possess it) which easily enabled him to see and think what he wished to see and think, he persuaded him- self that he had always liked English life. "Pray don't believe what they tell you of me," he mur- mured plaintively to the Duchess. " I am a slave to duty, a slave ! " ■ And he really believed it himself. " No man works harder than I do when I am in m) county," he assured her, **or when I am in town. I ought now, if I considered my health, to be at Bogeslocv, in Moravia ; you know they have discovered the most miraculous spring there ; ferruginous, and much stronger in iodine than any known spring in the world; it would do me an immensity of good. But at this juncture one is bound to stay here and do what one can for the country; things never were worse ; and we are drifting straight to Coinniiinisni, to the most frightfwllv vulgar Conmiunisin ; yet still one must struggle on against it to the last." L-te^': I I n, and peers, glory, \s wc-U [id was iiUy, 1h: I) were; aPMisi'd ap rices, ) amuse villion's arent to was \u- ; but he III which fell lil<e ault and ched the ssion, he ilarity, as by othcM- arlsbad, Baden. asure to see and ded him- hc mui- to duty, ,m in m> town. I agesloev, the most stronger it would ire one is 1 country ; Iraight to Imunistn ; t." POS/T/OM His way of struggling on against it was to subscribe a thousand a year to a pack of hoiuids of which he never saw even tlie tips of the sterns ; to distribute another thou- sand between the parochial schools and those of the town nearest Brakcspeare, seeing as little of the scholars as he did of the hounds ; to subscribe more magnificently still to IJie Carlton, and attend there occasionally if the Premier convened an especial meeting of the Party ; and, once at least every seascjn, to entertain splendidly at his castle the Bishop and tlie Dean, the Lord Lieutenant and the Deputy, the High Sheriff, and the country gcTitlemen. There are, perhaps, less wise ways of sustaining a party. At all events he saved himself from unpopularity. It is difficult for a man who views both hunting and shooting with languid contempt, who speaks exquisite Frencii, who hates rain like a cat, and who never conceals that he is infinitely bored by everybody around him, to be even tolerated in an English county. But Avillion was more than tolerated, he was almost adored, with the kind of mysterious glory about him which attaches to a Grand Llama or a Veiled Prophet, A great peer has no longer in England the power and glamour which he possessed in the early days of the cen- tury, when he wore his Garter ribbon in his painted coach, while his six or eij;lit stately horses drew him home through his country mead ; ihe Reform Bill shattered the great and solid aristocracy which stood up in its solitude against Napoleon as no democracy ever could or ever would stand against anything. But it may be doubted whether the cheapening of nobility by the introduction of trade-bought titles, and the prostrating of ancient races in craven sub- mission to Radical demands, have not injured the English aristocracy more than any Reform Bills could have had power to do. The prince who " makes himself cheap " liigs the grave of all royalty. Yet in a society which already possesses all that wealth, luxury, and indulgence can give it, and wdiicli is sensible that it has lost its manners, its dignity, and its distinction, ^/i/c is the only thing left for it to covet and solicit ; and Avillion possessed, and his presence conferred, supreme c/iic, as his exclusiveness was known to be rigid and immutable. When a hostess could murmur, "You will meet Lord Avillion," it w^as as when, in the days of Marly and Versailles, some chatelaine could say "le Roy y sera." For the individual to unite an occasional sweetness and 35^ POSITION. affability to an habitual distance and mystery, is to have captivated the minds of the general. Avillion captivated it thus. He was in reality everything which an English county abhors ; and yet he contrived to be so admired, wondered at, and speculated on, that no one in his county believed in his faults, and almost everyone would have taken his part, right or wrong. He knew it ; and it amused him vastly. *' Nothing is easier than to have the verdict of your county in your favor," he said once, with his finest smile. "Spend a great deal in it, and live a great deal out of it. They don't know much about you, but they all feel yon agreeably then. If you build a new church you need never enter one, new or old. Nay, even a painted window will get you plenary indulgence for ten years. Why do people ever run their heads against stone walls? You can do just as you like with a little tact. A stained window in a ciuirch will buy you the kingdom of heaven on earth. It is so easy to put up a stained window ! " With all his cosmopolitanism, cynicism, and contemptu- ousness, he had an uneasily conventional side to him. Every Englishman has this ; it made Byron marry Miss Milbanke, and Shakespeare leave one of his best beds to his wife ; it made Avillion desire to possess the praise of persons whom he scorned, and he had put up more than one stained window by famous artists in the cathedral- town nearest Brakespeare, and had built a whole new church in the small borough which lay at the foot of the hill of Brakespeare, clustered underneath the mighty shadow of its walls and towers, where it had stood as far back as the days of the Rival Roses. The artists* and architects' bills, though heavy, were no great burden to him, and they prevented the entire body of the clergy of his county ever asking too curiously why Lord Avillion was so much away out of England, and who the pretty, unknown women w^ere, who were occasionally seen with him, when he was in England, at race-meetings, and at yachting-races. Even in their decadence and deflorescence, the English aristocracy is still a name to conjure with, when those who have it know the rites and measures of the magic. The province is proud of having a great noble, accomplished, rich, and magnificent, in the midst of it, and though mal- contents may murmur and begrudge, the majority are at- tracted by him like the moths by the lamp. posrnor^. 357 At tlic same time, Svrliii w.'is at Willowslcigh, and refused the iniiumerai)le invitations to jjjreat houses which rained on him, on the plea that lie recjuired rest and re- pose. It was rumonxl that he was composing a poem or a play, and conjecture ran wild as to his reasons for making a hermitage under the willows and cedars of vSurrey. August followed July, and still found him there, with the world shut out on the other side of his gates. It was generally rumored that he was writing a tragedy in which he intended to reappear at the Theatre Franyais, or was perhaps translating Shakespeare, to act as Hamlet, Biron, or Romeo, in a new reading of those parts. Auriol en- couraged these rumors. " VVc are only let alone when others all believe that they know what we are about," he said to Syrlin, with much truth. For a time carriages Hocked up to the inland entrance of his retreat, and canoes and boats of all sorts, undeterred by the warning of "private water," crowded to the river- steps of it ; but as the occupants of the first saw nothing but a long avenue and a surly porter, and the occupants of the latter found an iron cheval de frise barring the land- ing-place, all of them, sooner or later, grew tired and did not renew their enterpri":!'. He, who was at all times disposed to thrust his fcjot against his throne and push it into space, shivered to atoms, cared nothing for public opinion. He shut himself up in the solitudes of Willowslcigh as he was wont to do in that of his tower of St. Germain, partly in extreme resentment against the interference of Heaufront, but more from that melancholy pleasure in its own pain which a for- bidden passion enjoys. " I assure you he is only sulking ! " said Auriol to every- body, but society could not accept so simple an explana- tion ; it docs not allow its artists to sulk, it docs not allow even its princes to do so ; they must be always on the treadmill before its eyes, always going to and fro, always running hither and thither, always conventional, conspicuous, correct ; always smiling, bowing, declaring themselves pleased, poor toilers of the purple ! Syrlin wandered like a lover in verse up and down the lonely avenues and grassy glades of his new possession. Every interruption to his own thoughts was unwelcome to him ; he was unwilling to have any reminders of his past life or the outer world thrust on him. All the romance of w I il 1 t 358 POSITION. his temperament, all the tenacity of a spoilt child of for- tune, and all llic strength of a nature which retnained singularly unworn and impetuous, were togcllier concen- trated on one woman. The famous dictum that absence strengthens great passions is not always nor often true ; but it is occasionally true, and it was so wiih him. His desire to see her again grew in those few weeks of solitude into an overwhelming longing, and his bitterness against her husband grew in intensity with it. To have committed any folly, any insanity, almost any crime, would have been rapture to him, but he restrained his liery impulses from deference to her. Love, like every other sentiment and motive (jf action, has been vulgarized by imKlern life. And this Romeo, this Stradella, who had no affinity with modern feelings and modern usages, shrank, as the most delicate girl could have shrunk, from letting the electric light of curiosity and comment on the idol of his thoughts. At the white heat of a passion he would have lost every remembrance of tlie outer world ; but in solitude, in reflec- tion, he felt that he would die a hundred deaths before he would let the hem of her garment be soiled through him. Nature had made him utterly void of prudence, bold to folly, and unwise as the generous and courageous temper always is. But in the loneliness of his riverside woods he tried to change his nature ; he strove to control and to efface himself, and he sufifcred in proportion to the strength of his efforts. He was now in that conventional world which exacts from all men and w(Miien the monotony of polished and in- sincere repression cjf all emotions, and he felt that he could not for her sake revolt against its tyranny. He knew that she was a woman never to forgive what should make her the target of that world's arrows. He had hated and scorned conventionality all his life, and now it had its revenge, and opposed to him the smooth, impassable wall of its own uncliangeability. To bear a woman across the saddle over the brown plains of Morocco, with hostile javelins and spears darken- ing the air and bullets whistling past his ear, would have been easy and exquisite to him ; but to draw down on her the gross conclusions, the coarse and the mean injuries of the envenomed insipidity of the modern world, would have been intolerable to him. Auriol, who was sympathetic to him with that kinship rosijjoN. 359 of .ill artistic and poetic tcmpcraiiicnts, alone was admitted within the gates of Willovvsleis;h, and in the hush of the niidsiinimcr evening their voices, and llie chords of their lutes, echoed through the moonlit, lose-scented, dew-laden airin that voluptuous and melancholy interpretation of the passions which music alone can give. " You should have been a singer ; ytni would have been greater than I," said Auriol, one night. ** I wish to heaven I had been," rc)>lied Syrlin. "I wish I had been anything rather than a mime, imitating, and so degrading, the passions and the emotions which I never felt." *' Oh, my dear Hernani!" cried Auriol, " have I not known you madly in love a thousand times ?" " In love, perhaps," said Syrlin, with scorn ; " that is not to love." The distinction did not seem clear to Auriol ; but he un- derstood that it was clear to his friend, and he was mute, with that wisdom which sympathy teaches. So the summer weeks cirified away, and the house at Willowsleigh became beautiful under the changes made in it by its present owner. He believed, he assured himself, that Lady Avillion would, sooner or later, on her return come thither to some fete to which he would be able to attract her, and he pleased himself in endeavoring to an- ticipate and meet her tastes in every way. The house was late eighteenth century in architecture and decoration, a period conspicuous in England for its offences to taste, but capable of association by French art with much that was charming and graceful in the Louis Seize epoch. It was to Zi. genre Grand Trianon worthy (jf a great queen that he restored it, while, as Avillion had surmised, he brought over to it his eighteenth century pastels and his Gobelins of that time. "There is only wanting the sun of Versailles," said Au- riol, "the sun which will soon be wanting all the world over, if steam and smoke increase." " Yes, it wants the light," said Syrlin. " These shepherds and shepherdesses, these dancers of gavottes and pipers of rondelays look pale and chilly. Gobelins is always gay, and yet it is always sad, because it tells us of a day that is dead." " Oh, no, it makes a sunshine of its own even here, in the rain-mists of the Thames Valley. I am a barbarian. I suppose, but I would sooner have Gobelins on my wails \ \ ^fto /'OS/ 77 or. than MtMiiisli or I'loionliiK* ara//i. 'Plicy have such a happy hutk of thr (joUloii A_i;(; about them always." "One coiiUi hav(! pretty ftlcs licrc," said SyrUn. *' Hut the summer will be jj^one before " ** Before she will return," lie was about to say, and Au- riol understood what was unspoken and asked no ques- tions. His own thoughts were with the young, high-l)orn maiden who was so far above his reach in the esteem of the world, whose licart, nevertheless, he felt was drawn to his. Syrlin welcomed him whenever he went there with the sincerity of friendship founded on mutual taste and mu- tual confidences, but even this interference with his thouglits was an irritation to him, although he controlled himself from any betrayal of inhospitable feeling. He liked to be absolutely alone with his memories and his hopes ; his life was at a pause. lie waited for he knew not what. He had no hope, and yet he vaguely hoped. An expectation which had no definite shape or name filled all his being with its troubled sweetness. He h^ved a woman who was as unattainable as the stars ; and yet, be- ing a poet at heart and so a dreamer of vain dreams, he believed that his future held the possibility of joy. A romantic and apparently hopeless passion was the only one which could have had any power to hold him for any length of time ; his successes had been too many, liis tri- umphs too easy, for any facile love to have had any lasting place in his imagination; and in an artistic temperament the imagination always plays the larger part in passion, it is at once its rout and its (lower. Lady Avillion was a woman of great beauty, of unusual intelligence, and of strong character, while her life was one wiiolly outside the deep emotions and the warmer joy of which existence is capable ; but his fancy made her far more than this, clothed her with qualities, beauties, miser- ies, desires, needs, whicli never existed in her, and pitied her passionately for sorrows which never were hers. He could have comprehended the horror of a Lucretia, be- cause that kind of chastity was in itself a passion ; a strong, savage, sacred thing which chose death sooner than sur- render. But the attitude of a woman of rank to whom all unwise or illegitimate sentiment was impossible from tradi- tions of pride and preference of position, was a formalism of which he had no conception. He perceived that the conventionalities, views, liabits, and prejudices of her caste and world had entered deeply into her ; but he did not POSIT 10 IV. 3f.t Au- icalizo that tlioy wore in truth herself, .and no more to be separat(M! from her than the ( iiticle of her skin or tht; earli- hij^e of hei" hones. A nature which hy instinct and hal>it is intolerant of all conventional views and f(jrnis can ill com- prehend the extent to which these penetrate ami jx.-rvade a character ste(;j)ed in them by lonjjj iisajjje and custom and tradition. To a man like Syrlin hon(jr meant indepen- dence, candor, generosity, freedom from all trammel and dictation : to a woman like Lady Avillion honor meant complete immunity from all weaknesses which could in- vite or permit injurious comment. These two conceptions of it are as wide asunder as the poles ; the one is a law to itself, the other in all its pride is a bondage. Inspired by all which tortured him his natural and latent talents reached new developments. '■'■ Sa plume sr aouvcnait (fai'oir I'ti' line aile" and the genius in him which had been but the interpreter of poets, made him a poet who drew his inspiration from his o\sx\. heart ahjne. Life with him was still upon the uKjrningside of its meridian, and he had time before him in which to make a triumjjhal poem of it before the shadows lengthened into afternoon. He was unhappy, but his unhappincss was of that kind which at once stimulates and spiritualizes tlie mind of a man of genius, and in the desire for solitude which it creates, ele- vates and strengthens Idm. Syrlin had never before been a poet in expression, but under the stimulus and sting of a vehement and almost hopeless passion he became so. These long and solitary weeks, with no companionship save at intervals that of Auriol, were fruitful of deep thought and melodious harmonies. He was young, he had a wide future before him ; he had those powers which are ductile as clay in the hands of the sculptor ; great ambi- tions arose in him like those which had shed their gorgeous rays upon his dreamy boyhood ; he felt that he had in him those forces which arc obedient ministers to the man of genius when he knows how to remain their master and not become their slave. All the passion and pain and futile aspirations which were in him he poured out into his first lyric and dramatic composition, which grew from a mere sketch into a serious and lofty creation, play and poem in one. The poetic temperament seeks instinctively refuge and solace in artistic expression ; and not wrongly have the songs of the wild swan dying amid the frozen rushes been taken as emblem and epitome of the suffer- ings of the poet. I '.; ■■;! If 1^« ro.s//'/i)M llr (llnlijtlll i.( III! 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Jihvay. ai ''iin'l li'i, \i',u\ h.';';ri rc- V ll'i) I'l ll'l Ml I r| ail' '' 1 1 Ml'! hut Iff 'V' f'» I '('; fa'. I. buJ if. i ri' ii'iu;';(| liri iioiM" I h': I'" " If vv«T wcfM only <;v<;! ;iniu'-i';fl," .li'; liio,'i(/fif ; **;tiriiiv:<J a. Ihr; \/.;urti;ifi'* W(;i<; ill OoM'itn' . dayn, or ih': f'ari<aan<t III M'llirn;''! ! It niif^ht li'- »i';lf» .ii, it mij/ht. b': pu'tnU:, if. iiii"ht li'- i'yi'w \t,v lull. It wodl'l I;': rf:al. it. woukl 1/^ t:%- < II alilc A', it I'., w; uf: iiitol'.rabiy w:an I':' I by I ronv':ri- tional lif';, lioiii \vliir;)i w<; <;ariii'*f. C'.ap'; bncnti'J. it i'4 an iiiyji'iKl^^r iiil'i whif.li w; liav: 'iit'tr':'!. And '>\\x 'liitic^ (»Mi iicciijiat i'Mi ., at ': a fH.tili oil I', our u\':',\.' MW. \Xi(\ rt •% Irdi.ii'., Who r. i'> all':r it all '." When so'.ial itit'ir'.t'. afi'l fu'-:ifal ':/':f tion'-., which hav^ always Ixtirii ampl': o' ' iipaf ion \ >\ u ,, h'-^orno throiii.^y» any (.auM; inMiHici<-nf. for om ',\\u\\'¥'.uv:\\\. afid ':fnploynH;nt, w: aic coii'.cioij'. '»f a mutilation, o f a !' s, a', pain ful w\ \\\f'. innlilali'in or Jos', ol a liniii or a fariilry. And it wa*. f.hii vvhi( h I'"n;da Aviilion now '.nff'iicd fr'ifii, 'Aitiiont bftin^ s«Mi ,il)l<; of tli(>* cans'.'. All llios«; ftiini^s and {)<;opl'; which ij.id, hilli«;it'>, suflici'^nlly rill'rd her lii<; b«;cain<: iniuffjcient 3<'»4 POSITION. II i to her ; what had always appeared to her of supreme im- portance had shrunk into mere nothingness; and all tiie views, opinions, pursuits, and interests wiiic.h had long ab- sorbed and contented her, became to her as little as his neglected playthings appear to a sick child. To her, as to a child, the toys had lost ail importance or j^ower tt^ please. The Party playing with primroses and Hags, whilst every day they opened their gates a little wider and a little wider to the incoming mud-tlood which they abhorred, seemed to her like babies walking backward into a chalk-pit whilst they strung daisy-chains. To a woman whose whole character am! in iligencc have been concentrated on political life, this disillusion was an undoing of her most cherished beliefs, an uproot- ing of her most cxinsoling sophisms. Contact with tii^ hydra had shown it to her as it was ; not a good-hunu<reti though hungry beast, to be patted and propitiated by buns and brass bands, but a devil-fish, risen from unfath- omable depths of seas, waiting in its black shapelessncss to fasten on and suck under all she held most dca and most sacred. Whilst she walked beneath the larch trees, or conversed with acquaintances at Marienbad, her mind was filled with these disturbed and unsatisfactory thoughts. Her hus- band's interview with her also had left an indelible and distasteful impression on her mind. It had been alto- gether unlike Avillion, either to retract or to apologize ; altogether unlike him to confess himself in error, and withdraw from a position already taken up by him. All imperious natures are touched by submission, and all gen- erous natures are won by generosity ; hers had been so, for the moment, at his unusual candor and humility. But, on reflection, these had worn a little more doubtful aspect to her; she began to reconsider thetn, and so little were thev in accord with Avillion's character, that she ended in being distrustful of and alarmed by them. They had been assumed to mislead her, and they had done so at the first, but they did not do so long. He wished her to compromise herself ; she began to re- alize this, strange as it seemed in a man who made the only sacrifices he ever made in liis egotistical life for the ^ CD sake of maintaining an appearance of entire harmony with her. And at the perception of his real drift, all the hauteur of her nature was aroused, and with it all the indignation of a woman who knew herself entirely blameless. POSJTioy. 365 by md "He shall not have his wishes gratified then," she said to 1 .Tself. Compromised ! She! Ahnost the only living woman who closed her doors to those popular pcclies a quinze ious, who were passed everywhere else because they lay in a gilded basket, or had been patted by a prince's hand. She would not have forfeited the power to look coldly over the heads of such people, to calmly ignore the ** American set/' to give even royal hosts to understand that she did not care to meet in their circles certain per- sons who had no passport there except a pretty face, to stand firmly, if ahnost alone, against the invasion of a popularity and a plutocracy begotten out of rottenness like a toadstool ; she would not have forfeited her power to do this for any coiisideraticMi which could have been offered to her. Iligher motives might or might not be her guiding star, but this sense was ever present with her, that ncjthing on earth could, or should ever tempt her to do the smallest thing that would ever place it in the power of these w >men to say that she was even as they were. The world is very good-natured to "naughty people" if they are pleasant or pretty people likewise ; but she, regardless of being out of the fashion, had always viewed this kind of lenity with dislike and treated it with rigor- ous exclusion, not so much as a matter of virtue, as a mat- ter of taste. The idea suggested by Avillion's words, that these very people should perhaps already think that they had it in their power to make a jest of her. was intoler- able to her. It made a tinge of impatience and anger stir in her even against Syrlin himself, thougii she was con- scious of the ingratitude of it. In all her admiring re- membrance of his action, she could not help wishing that it had been less dramatic, less public, less sensational, to use the cant word of the hour. It had roused al! her best and warmest feelings ; it had touched her to that delight in a man's courage which courageous ;vomea feel ; no knight plunging into the sulphurous flames of a dragon's jaws could h'lve been more admirable in his lady's eyes than he was in hers. And yet, such ingrates, and so poor of spirit, does the world render us, that she resented the heroic brilliancy of the exploit. To a person w'hose nat- ure is by instinct noble, to be conscious of motives which are not noble, not courageous, not candid, is a very dis- tinct humiliation, and she was humiliated by the con- sciousness of her own. All that was best in her impelled her to express and testify her admiration and gratitude \ ^Mi i < ■irr-ir: 366 p OS IT 1 or. for the man who had the right to both ; but tlie habits of the world, the dislike of comment, the tenacity of position, all equally impelled her to conceal them. When she heard of his purchase of tlie estate of Willow- sleit^^h, she was, or persuaded herself to believe that she was, angered at so marked and open a selection of resi- dence in a country with w^iicli he had no affinity, and in which he was wholly an alien. "Syrlin living in England ! He is as much at home as a nightingale in a cellar!" said Beaufront, whom she saw in Vienna when he went there in the race-time. Slie was conscious that he 'ooked at her with a scrutiny which of- fended her, she perceived that in his own mind he asso- ciated her with that sudden selection of residence. " I suppose it is a caprice," she said, with indifference. " Artists are always having strange fancies, but they sel- dom last long. As soon as tlie place is in order, he will probably have it put up for sale." " Did you know anything of his intention? The river fogs will ruin his voice. You might have dissuaded him." ** I had not the slightest knowledge of his intentions ; I am not an estate-agent. Certainly I should have told him it would be better not to commit such a folly. Why did not you ? You were in London." " I did tell him. But he is trh entcte ; he never can be persuaded or convinced. He is very much changed, dis- agreeably changed of late, grown quite morose." " I should not suppose he was ever remarkable for sweetness of temper," replied his cousin, with impatience. " It is an unpoetic quality which he would not be likely to possess, and I should not think that the fogs of the Thames valley will give it him." "You are not very grateful, Freda," said Beaufront, un- xvisely, irritated by the superciliousness of her tone. " Grateful ? " she repeated, as people repeat a word who are not at all sure what tiiey wisli to reply. "On the con- trary, I am fully sensible of all I owe to your friend's op- portune resence and courage. But I think it would have been better taste in him not to emphasize his chvim to it by so very odd a proceeding as buying a propertv in a country with which he has nothing in conmion, and where, as you sensibly say, the fogs will probably ruin his voice. If he had bought a palace in Morocco among his Moors and his Arabs, it would ha\t; been nuu h more in his role." " He has his mother's l.ouse in Morocco," said Beau- POSITION. 3^7 front, with unreasonable annoyance, ** and I quite agree with you that it would be nuich better for him to go to it. AiTKjng barbarous Moors tlie taking of life is certainly not inuch thought of, but, on tl:.e other hand, the saving of life is esteemed a line thing, at least by the owtiers ot the life. In Morocco, if he had done for a woman what he did for you, all the tribe would have been his clansmen, all their possessions would have been as his, all their horses and weapons would have been at his service ; whereas we — we and you — in our frigid, narrow, odious, contemptible civilization, are only half ashamed of it, and are wholly annoyed that anyone or anything should have laid us open to having newspaper paragraphs written about us." "It is easy for Arabs and Moors to be amiable ; tliey have no newspapers !" "They are not amiable, they are semi-savages, but they have, in some things, better instincts than we. We are so bound and chilled by our own interest, and the considera- tion of what others will say of us, that we have become incapable of any spontaneous warmth of feeling." "Do you approve of spontaneous w^armth of feeling?" said his cousin, with her most indifferent expression. "It is extremely inconvenient sometimes; not to say inconve- nant. Would you have liked me to have pinned a ribbon of! my gown on to your friend's coat in Piccadilly? It would have pleased the mob. They resemble your Arabs in some respects." Beaufront very nearly swore. "You are the most irritating woman who exists, some- times! " he said, with great anger. "You have often told me so," said Freda, tranquilly. "I have no intention of irritating anybody." "You succeed admirably, without intention!" "My dear Ralph, you are always so easily irritated. If I had pinned on that ribbon, the mob might have been pleased, but you would not have been pleased, nor any of our people." " How can vou talk that rubbish about ribbons ? You are a very cold nature, ^reda." "Am P It is fortunate for me." " I never know vvhat you are nowadays," said Beaufront, with depression and a sense of ill-treatment " I suppose you go back soon ?" he incjuired, abruptly. "One must. One must have people in October," 368 /'OS/ 770 A'. int ■ . .a ■■■■A':. " - t 1 ' i * f ' ':':)i % '. ' . 1 ^M ^ ■ ^f "Will you invito Syrlin ? " A tliisii of ;uit;cr passed over her countenance; the question struck her as extremely insolent and offensively ciuious. "Certaiidy ! " she replied, in a tone which closed the conversation. "That is more condescension than I expected from you," said lieaul'ront, "lor a madman who drove you ten yards bareheaded, and was cheered by the mob! You can't seriously mean tt) ask liim among sane and decent people, who would rather lose their heads than their hats, and only blandly lend their carriages to mobs on polling-days!" "They have n^)t much in their heads to lose, most of them," said Lady Avillion, coldly. "And I think they are alwavs careful to lend their ^'/(/ carriages," She peiceived her cousin's desire to question, advise, and censure her; and she did not choose that he should do any one of the three. He was unreasonable, and he knew it. A few weeks before he had quarrelled with Syrlin for having attracted attention t(^ his cousin's name ; and he was now nearly quarrelling with her for an indiflfer(^nce to Syrlin which was the most desirable sentiment she could harbor. No- thing would have displeased him more, or seemed more deplorable, than any wa'inth of feeling in her in the matter, and yet he felt now that she was unworthy, and shallow, and callous, to be thus untouched by so great a service rendered to her, "A woman of the world has no real feeling in her," he thought, bitterly. " She could not live the life of the world if she had. She is abvays occupied w'th externals. Infin- ite trivialities seem to her the essence of existence, and a question of precedence or a breach of etiquette has all creation hanging on it for her. How could he ever dream of attaching himself to her? He might as well hope for response from one of her own orchids, I told him long ago what women like this were, and he would not under- stand ; he would run blindfold against a marble wall!" Beaufront, who, beneath his cynicism had the warmest and most capacious heart where his friends were concerned, had a sincere affection for Syrlin, and was infinitely dis- tressed at a situation out of which no good could come for anyone, as far as he him.self could see or foresee. He could not have wished that his cousin should be more im- pressionable, but it angered him to find in her no admira- /'OS //vox. 369 tion, no apprcci.'itioii, no sentiment of ;iny kind toward a jnan wlio had done so nuicli for licr. "Why," he tliought, "why are the women wc most love always those on whom both passion and constancy arc altogether wasted — altogether slighted and misunder- stood ? " CHAPTER XL. That Consuelo Laurence could, after refusing himself, continue her usual mode of life, could care to carry her graceful person from one country house to another, could amuse herself with dressing five times a day, could smile serenely on all who approached her, and wander with chis- ticity and equanimity througli rose-gardens in England, and over heather-covered hills in Scotland, seemed to him monstrous. " Externals are all tli.-it women care for," thought Beau- front. "They love all that daily ceremony, that hourly hypocrisy, that ceaseless change of dress, that incessant make-believe to be anuised, to be charmed, to be cc^rdial, to be devoted, which constitutes the routine of society ; all the network of small intrigue is a labyrinth of deliglit to them ; they are never so happy as when they are smil- ing on a person they hate for some trivial end that they conceive to be paramount, and they are incapable of any sorrow which cannot be consoled by the knowledge that they are the best-dressed women in the circle at Sandring- ham. T\\Q infiniment petit \'S> their paradise, and all their emotions are subordinate to the facts that their jewel-case should travel saftdy, and that their gowns are wholly be- yond all rivalry ! " Beaufront was restless and ill at ease. Nothing went with his friends as he wished. Consuelo Laurence had left London unmoved in her decision, and had, he rashly concluded, neither tenderness toward him nor belief in his word ; she was flitting from one great house ;o another, in her usual fashion, coveted and complimented in all, continuing in her series of visits that life of the world to which she declared herself an alien, but to which she was as entirely suited as a swan to the silvery smoothness of an artificial lake. He had gone out of England himself in pique against her, and in a sincere pain and anxiety for his cousin. He 24 • '''fl \ i > '? * 37° POSITION. was tired of tlic routine of tho soason and post season. His world went witii him wiierever ho turned his steps. The Duke of Beaufront could arrive nowhere unobserved, unchronicled. He sighed impatiently for the days when Ralph Fitzurse had made involuntarily protracted sojourns for want of money to pay his bill at the same hotels where now His Grace of Beaufront was met with a servility and adulation which seemed to him sickening and detestable. *' Seven years ago you were afraid to give me a cigar and a glass of seltzer on credit," he said to an obsequious innkeeper, who walked backward to usher him into a grand suite of apartments at \7iesbaden. " Oh ! most high, if I had then known — " murmured the man, overwhelmed with confusion and contrition. Beaufront gave a little hard, curt laugh. " Never mind ; you judged according to your light," he said, to the discomfited Boniface. Of course, like this man, if the world could have been " in the know," as the slang of sport phrases it, it would not have made the mistake of slighting and avoiding hiin. It was natural enough, reasonable enough, no doubt. The world can only measure, roughly and readily, by such measurements as these. A man without money is a marked man to it, because money is its handiest and read- iest gauge, not of actual worth indeed, but of that pros- perity, that utility to others, which are its favored and favorite qualities. The man himself, so long as he re- mains honest, is just as good and as worthy of esteem, whether he be worth nothing financially, or be worth mill- ions. But the world in general has no time or temper to explore his qualities, moral or mental ; it judges him roughly by the test which is of most use to itself and most visible, and most easily computed, that of his monetary means. Beaufront knew human nature too well to complain of this, and yet he never ceased to chafe at it. He despised everybody who paid court to him, and on his naturally warm-hearted and generous character this kind of cynic- ism produced anger and depression. Where his cousin, in similar circumstances, would have smiled at the time- serving, he was filled by it with impatience and disgust and distress. At this moment when, wisely or unwisely, the rejection of his offer had made him seriously unhappy, he told himself that it was wholly useless to be the lord '^? many lands and many houses, if he could not be sure of a POSITION'. 371 ■ tf single heart which beat with an undivided and disinter- ested attachment toward himself. It might be sentiment, lie told himself, but sentiment is after all the summer of our lives. " Beau is as cross as a bear," said the acquaintances who encountered him at the various pleasure-places to which Englishmen love to resort to lighten their lives and purses, and none of them had any patience with a man who so capriciously and ungraciously quarrelled with the fine fortunes on which he had entered, and the sunshine of fate in which he could bask at his will. Once, walking home from the Kursaal of Homburg throngh the woods in a moonlight night, the idea occurred to him to write his offer once more to Consuelo Laurence. Hcaufront, like many men, was not an accomplished writ- er ; he needed the animation of companionship to spin- on his thoughts to expression. When he wrote he was ;hv with a sense that those who would read would lau"h at him. But this night he reflected again and again on what he wanted to say, and when he reached his tempor- fiiy abode he sat down beside an open window through which the wind rustled as it came over the pines, and the moon shone from her place over the Taunus Mountains, and he did for once write as he could, when strongly moved, speak, earnestly, forcibly, and with no stint of ex- pression. He said to Iier again on paper what he had said in her house in Wilton Street ; and it seemed to him that it acquired irresistible weight and proven sincerity in being thus written clearly and solemnly in the stillness and solitude of night. " If that do not fetch her, I will never ask her again, if I die for it," he thought, as he walked out once more and himself posted the letter, while the town slept under the stars, and the fragrance of the surrounding forests filled the air with that Mondnacht which has inspired Schumann with one of his most beautiful themes. He awaited the reply with impatience and a strength t)f desire which surprised himself. Why should he all of a sudden so intensely wish to associate with his own a life which had such deep shadows on it, and which was already past the years of youth ? He could not have said, except that he felt with her what Napoleon felt with Josephine, profound serenity and the sense of that intuitive compan- ionship which needs no words. Sympathy is not neces- sarily love, and love in the sense of passion may exist 'ii\ 372 rosirio?/. without it ; but it is the next best thing to it, and may even surpass and supplant it. He waited with intense impatience, and an amount of hope which was almost cer- tainty that her answer would be in the affirmative. She could not doubt his sincerity, his deliberate choice, his unalterable wish to bestow on her all that he had in his gift, now that in black and white he had renewed the re- iteration of his offer to her. Spoken words may be airy, flighty children of a second's impulse, but written words are surely the weighed and matured offspring of a deeply rooted conviction. As such he believed that his must speak to her. When on the sixth morning from the night on which he had posted his letter he recognized her writing on an en- velope '.earing a Scottish postmark, he tore it open with fingers which trembled as they would assuredly never have done holding sword or revolver in a life and death combat. Consuelo Laurence wrote from Strathniel, a hunting- place in the Western Highlands belonging to the Marquis of Firth. The words were few, but thev left no doubt as to their finality and force. " Why will you torment yourself and me ? " she said with no preliminary or prefix. ** I have never doubted your sincerity or your nobility ; how could I do so in the face of such proofs of both as you are willing to give me ? What I do not, cannot, never shall believe in is, that you are either wise or right in thus addressing me, or that you would not ere long regret the consequences to yourself if I answered you as you now desire. You are the most generous, the most trustful of all men ; but I will neither abuse your generosity nor strain your trust. The future will give you fairer things than those that a femme iarkt could bring to you. You only distress me uselessly and unspeakably by opening afresh a subject which I had thought was closed forever between us. I am not so utterly unworthy of your offer as to accept it. I am sin- cerely and unalterably your friend, but as sincerely and un- alterably I tell you that I shall never be more than that. God bless you, dear." It was signed Consuelo, and the pale paper on which it was written brought with it that faint sweet perfume of lime flowers which was especially her favorite. Beaufront grew very pale as he read it, and the faint perfume of the paper seemed to him like the scent of low- ers which lie on a grave. POSITION. 373 " She does not care or she could not reason so coldly," he thought bitterly, and yet as he read and re-read tlie lines, he felt that she did care, and the rough impatient linger which had been in his heart against her was merged in the unwilling admiration which the generosity of his nature could not refuse to the generosity of hers. "I can never ask hei' again," he had said, and yet he knew that he would leave no stone unturned until he should conquer her decision and convince her that the happiness of his future lay in her iiands and in those of no other. A week or two later Beaufront went where his cousin was under the larch- woods of the Bohemian bath. She was not very glad to see him, and he perceived it. " You will be bored to death here, Ralph," she said to him on the day of his arrival. " I have no doubt of it," replied Beaufront. " I am bored in a great many places, but I survive it. I wish we were like the fire-flies and carried our own illumination about with us independent of atmosphere, but we don't." '* Even fire-tlies cannot sparkle in bad weather," said Freda. " Everything is dependent on something else." ** Melancholy truth, it is ! But I never knew you ad- mitted it." " I always admit a fact." '* Not surely when it goes against your theories." **Oh! I am not wedded to any theories. Nothing seems to me very clearly established. Probabilities, possibilities, are all we really reach." *' Good Heavens ! What becomes of the Tory party ? " *• The Tory party wants neither theories nor facts ; it only asks for catchwords and formulas, and those borrowed clothes which Sir Robert Peel was so epigrammatically ac- cused of stealing when the Whigs were bathing." She spoke rather wearily than jestingly, and as he looked at her, the brilliant and proud beauty of her face seemed to him dimmed and shadowed by a look of care. '* You have seen the Tory toy face to face, haven't you ?" he said, gravely, " and you realize now that it is not a clumsy good-humored pet to be quieted with sugar and cream, but a many-headed ravenous bull-dog that wants blood and reeks of offal. It is not a beast to be led about by primrose chains, and soothed by the tinkling of ladies' guitars and violins. What do you think now ? " " Do not let us talk of it." I* ,' i. ''^^. ^. IMAGE EVALUATION TEST TARGET (MT-3) 1.0 !rl I.I 1.25 |5b i^ llllill 112 12.2 2.0 1.8 U III1II.6 Vi <? /i /. ^^'" '^ ^ ~'^^ •% o^-.. /^ Photographic Sdences Corporation ^ .•V ^Q^' \\ ^<b V *. 6"^ %^^.^>> % 9) 1? 23 WEST MAIN STREET WEBSTEP ,ty. 14580 (716) 872-4503 f\^ <i.^' w «^ Ux m POSITION. ** You wish to forget that scene ? That I can quite un- derstand. But if it has shown you the vanity of your po- litical illusions it will not have been lived through in vain." "Are they all illusions? We are at least sincere in them." " The ladies of the Fronde were sincere also in their way, yet they did great mischief." " There is no parallel. We are constitutionalists, not Frondeuses." " Constitutionalists ? Yet you have approved and passed the most Radical measure of the century ; the clothes which the Tories have not only borrowed but stretched to splitting." She was silent, absently drawing with the ferule of her tall walking-stick, lines and figures on the sand of the alley where they were seated. " I admit," shy said, gravely, after a while, " I admit that the hopelessnesc of ever reconciling the mob and the State seems great to me since that day. I realized then that wc are living Over a volcano, which I used to think a very absurd hyperbole." Abruptly he put before her the letter of Consuelo Lau- rence. " Read that," he said, curtly. " Tell me what you think now of the writer." She read it very slowly, weighing and studying every phrase. Then she folded it up and gave it back to him. "I think she loves you," she said, simply. The color rose hotly over his face. He was strongly moved at this unlooked-for testimony. " Where can you possibly see that } The letter is as cold as ice." " Oh, no. It is far from cold. It is the sort of letter that a woman would write with a breaking heart. I have always believed Mrs. Laurence a scheming adventuress, who entangled you in every way ; I think now that I was mistaken." " Thank you, dear." Beaufront's voice was hoarse with emotion, nnd his eyes were dim. He put the letter back in the breast-pocket of his coat. " Then if — if I can ever persuade her to reverse her de- cision, I shall have your acquiescence, your approval? Mind you, I am convinced myself that she docs not care. posirioiv. yji But if by any chance yoii should judge rightly — \i she should indeed care — you would support her among our own people, you would say so to the world, you would no longer disapprove my marriage with her ?" " Ah, no, excuse me," she replied, with a return to her chilliest, most distant manner. " I would not accept such a responsibility. I believe the lady does love you, and I make no doubt you will, if you continue to wish it, suc- ceed in overcoming her scruples. But it will be a mar- riage of which no friend of yours could approve. My opinion of her past relations to you is not in the least changed. I only see that slie is a woman, generous enough, perhaps grateful enough, to set aside her own interests, and only consider yours. Such a self-sacrifice is rare, is indeed very fine, but were you to marry her I should be none the less shocked and grieved." ** I shall marry her," said Beaufront, stubbornly and pas- sionately, between his teeth. " There will be nothing in that to shock you or to grieve you. She is an entirely noble and innocent woman, and if it be true, which I doubt, that she loves me, life will become worth living to me." Freda drew a little away from him, with a very cold look in her eyes. " All London has considered her entretenue by you for many" years ; you will never be able to disprove it." "I shall not attempt to disprove it," said Beaufront, sternly. "Only if any other woman besides yourself says it, or anything like it, I shall thrash her nearest male rela- tive, whoever he be, in the first public place that I meet hirn in ; it will not be said twice." " All that kind of thing is gone out," said Lady Avillion, with chill contempt. " It will come in again then," said Beaufront, with elo- quent brevity. "And perhaps you will kindly remember that whether Mrs. Laurence never becomes more to me than she is now, or not, I shall expect her always to re- ceive from you and others as much respect when she is spoken of as if she were my wife." " Oi course you can say no less," replied his cousin, coldly, "having the views you entertain. I do not think, however, that' you will find it easy to bridle peoples' tongues ; and I fear that what they will say will be ex- '■'' '* i"' i.^ r 1 ^1^ • 1 !, »i r ; }\ tremely disagreeable generally known that to you if it should ever become you really intend to marry her," 376 POSITIOIV. "Ish.'iU be happy to have It known," said Beaufioui, "And now let us speak of tlie matter no more. You migln show me a great mark of friendship and confidence, ami you decline to do so. There is no more to be said." "My dear Ralph," replied Freda, with a return to her kindly manner, "you are bent on killing yourself; you cannot expect your relatives to sharpen the knife and buy the laudanum for you." What a sad infatuation ! she thought, when he had lefi her and she pursued her own meditations, while answering with monosyllables the acquaintances who surrounded her. What an incredible and melancholy thing that a niaii in his position, free to marry where he would, should pass by youth and innocence and rank and all kinds of fortui- tous circumstances, to desire only to raise to all his digni- ties a wom.an whose lover he had been for seven years 1 It was sorcery. It made her sorrowful to think of it. She regretted the momentary impulse in which candor hati made her admit to him that she found genuine and gener- ous emotion in the letter he had shown her; she had been for the instant touched by it, and she had spoken unwisely, for her words had let the light in upon him ; she was strongly prejudiced against the writer of this letter, and yet could see in it the suggestion, the certitude, of attach- ment and abnegation. He read it again, and yet again, when he was alone, and he began to perceive the possibility of a great affec- tion liaving dictated its cruel sentences. He was sensible of the under-current of emotion, tlic motives of self-abnegation, which were underneath the tranquil and controlled phrases. His hardness against her melted away ; he saw that in an access of delicacv, of fear of injuring himself, she choose present pain for him and for herself, rather than accept what she believed that he would ultimately regret or repent having given. CHAPTER XLI. " I WONDER," thought Lady Avillion to herself, and then stopped her wonder on the threshold, undefined and ini- satisfied even to herself. She was in one of the carriages of the London and Dover POSIT I OAT. 377 T Railway on her return home. It was a rainy day, the in- violate island of the sage and free is not inviting when ap- proached from the Channel ; the white cliffs seem a dirty gray, the landscape, such as it is, looks like a smirched and smudged charcoal drawing, the horizon is low and melan- choly, the sense oi space and of light is wauling, the still life and the figures in the picture are all uninUTcsting and unlovely. One understands why Englishmen anri Englisii- women call leaving England "getting aw.iy." "Getting away;" cruel, ungrateful, but expressive words! mean- ing such a world of relief, of release of boredom long en- dured, and deliverance rapturously welcomed. The bur- den of this thraldom fell heavily on her .-is she was borne through the level lands of Kent. Sl:e had never been so sensible of it before. She was a patriotic woman before everything, and she had always maintained, however un- fashionable the opinion was, that there was no place like England. But now its extreme ugliness, its crowded mo- notony, its muddy muddled aspect, struck her painfully. "And to think the whole world will be all of that pat- tern unless a comet comes to destroy it ! " she thought with a sigh. She felt a repugnance against her manner of existence, an impatience of it, a heavy sense of its burden and its iiselessness. " We never do anything nevv%" she thought ; " it is al- ways the same thing, an enormous expenditure, an inces- sant fatigue, and no one even amused by it." It is a feeling of dreariness and ennui which entrance into England often produces on sensitive natures, but it had never before weighed on hers as it did now. The frightfulness of modern civilization and its concomitants culminates in Cannon Street Junction ; short of Leeds or Pittsburg nothing so completely dreadful exists any- where, and its intolerable stcncli and horror seem insup- portable after the green quiet fields of Picardy, the mis- tletoe-crowned trees and cathedral spires of Amiens and Abbeville. There are no winter studies that surpass in their kind those to be made in the north of France. '1 he orchards lire so luxuriant, the low-roofed cottages so smothered in boughs and branches, the beautiful old church spires rise out of such an intricate mass of woodland that, though it i'. Til level or ncarlv level uioiind, there is n<» impression I'f liatiiess. but. on the conlrarv. the land is full of nooks 378 POSITION. i and corners which it would take the lifetime of a land- scape painter to transfer to canvas. It is the popular idea that nothing can be so prosaic as the country between Amiens and Boulogne, which we all traverse so often, hut it is most untrue. Its villages and farm houses are so sui^- gestive of homely romance that one wishes they had a George Sand to immortalize them ; and the old mills, the old towers, the old homesteads, are buried in a labyrinth of trees which are almost more beautiful in winter than in summer. ** I feel what Persephone felt when she had to go back into the bowels of the earth," she said to Lady Ilfraconibe, with a shiver. "Out there it was so bright, so big, so clear, so full of pretty color. To think that we are the first nation in the world in so many ways, and yet that we live in darkness like moles, and that everything we touch we make hideous ! " " Everyth.ing," said her sister, " except perhaps our country houses." " Yes, our country houses are nice," said Freda, but siie said it without any enthusiasm ; the vision of Brakespcare loomed before her mind's eye with its routine jf guests, its oppressive ceremonies, its continual hospit dities, its coming and going of utterly indifferent people. The train she was seated in lumbered heavily on to a blocked line in Cannon Street, and there stood stock-still for half an hour, with smoke and steam and oil befouling the autumn air, and dirty rain-storms dismally sweeping over dull platforms, blackened sleepers, iron girders, opaque glass, and running in dusky streams off the hel- mets and oilskin capes of policemen, and the waterproof leathers of luggage. After a while the blocked line cleared, the train moved on, and the smutty air, the grating noises, the jarring ugli- ness, made the green fields, the mistletoe-crowned trees, the cathedral spires, so lately passed on the Ligne du Nord, seem like paradise by comparison. . • " What an entrance to a capital city ! " she murmured, as the train oscillated and screamed into tiie terminus, and the familiar countenance of Phillips, Avillion's own man, looked in at the window of her carriage. " His lordship was afraid there was an accident, my lady ; he expected your ladyship thL morning," said the valet, who felt some vague apology for his unusual intru- sion among her uwii servants to be necessary. rosiTioN. 379 of a land- opiilar idea ry between ) often, hilt are so siig- :hey had a d mills, the a labyrinth t'inter than to go back [Ifraconihe, so big, so we are tlie yet that we g we touch jrhaps our da, but she irakespcare ' A guests, t tlities, its ily on to a stock-still I befouling ' sweeping n girders, 3ff the hel- waterproof *ain moved irring ugli- d trees, the du Nord, murmured, minus, and own man, cident, my ' said the isual intru- " I did not know my lord expected mc at all," she re- plied, in some surprise. " Is he in town, then ?" " He is, my lady ; he came up this morning," answered the man, as astonished as she was at such unusual solici- tude in his master. ** Mow very odd ! " said Lady Ilfracombe, as they went to their carriages. "What, Uther in town in October! Wiiat can possibly be the attraction ? " " Myself, apparently," said Freda, with an ironical brev- ity. "Oh, how hopelessly murky and dingy and ugly it all is 1 ere ! Did you see that girl with the red kerchief round her head that was driving geese across a field just after Abbeville ? How h.ippy that girl is ! She has no need to come to Cannon Street. There was her little cot- tage behind her tucked up in box hedges and apple-trees. Those people are ten thousand times nearer a rational and serene life than we are." "Humph!" said Lady Ilfracombe, dubiously. She was a woman to whom material pleasures were agreeable ; she was thinking drowsily anu with interest of the good hot tea and warm bath which would await her at home, and the good dinner, with the evening papers aired and cut, and her favorite dry sherry, which siie would find after- ward. It was nearly dark, and the rain and fog made their carriages and horses scarcely visible. "Good-night," said Lady Ilfracombe, as she espied her own bi^ougham and made a little run t(i it through the rain under her footman's umbrella. " Good-night," said Freda, absently, as she waited for hers to draw nearer ; then she gave a startled and aston- ished glance into the gloom, and saw, watching her from a little distance, the eyes of Syrlin, those great dark East- ern eyes, which were like no others she had ever seen. He uncovered his head and stood bareheaded in the rain ; he did not seek to approach nearer, but as she took her seat in the carriage a bouquet of orchids, looking of a phantom whiteness in the watery gaslight, was cast through the window and fell upon her lap. She drew the q;!ass up rapidly with an impatient gesture, but she had the bouquet in her hand as she got 'down at Avillion House ; and when she reached her bed-room she pi't the flowers in water in an old white Worcester basket which had been a favorite with her from her childhood. There was a note from Avillion on her table ; it said : "May I dine with you at nine ? I must go out of town 1 \ ■:■■ 1 m mmi <( ■ 1 ■ H 1^1 H i i 'S HH ■■ L 3^0 /'O.S7'/7(>\: lil ag.iin to-morrow. I am so glad to know you have had a safe and pleasant journey. The children are quite well." "What can he want with me?" she thought as bhc read it. " Is there some new woman to be called on or invited?" That was wliat such requests as these always meant from him ; and a kindly courtesy of any kind always covered some personal desire which he wished to gratify. *' Say * with pleasure ' to my lord," she answered verbally, and felt the opposite of pleasure. Never in their lives had Avillion come up to town on purpose to see her on a return from any absence ; she knew him too well not to know that there was some ulterior end in such a politeness, and yet, her conscience being restless and ill at ease, she had a sense of being ilie offender against him. He greeted her with his usual grace, and with more warmth than usual. They dined together in the sinall oval room, hung with Dutch pictures of the best masters, which it was customary to use as a dining-room en /a- mille. Avillion was charming, and full of good humor and of agreeable conversation. " What can he want of me ?*' she thought a great many times, but the devilled biscuits had closed the dinner befcre she had discovered. "You are not looking very well, my dear Freda," he said with solicitude, scanning her critically. " I am afraid those waters are not all that is said of them ; and I should say you did not want treatment of that sort. You are blessed with such exceptional, such admirable health; your boys inherit it ; they are always well. As for me, I am more of a wreck than ever. It is my conviction that none of the doctors know in the least what is reallv the matter with me." "You have the maladie du sihle. You do everything that is injurious ; you smoke perpetually, you are never contented with any place, and you never eat a single thing that is wholesome," thought his wife, but she had long learned not to say so. She politelv regretted that his native air and the simple springs of Buxton had not ben- efited him. " No one is ever rewarded for doing their duty," said Avillion, with a sigh. "They say one ought to be seen in one's county, that it is the absenteeism which is playing have had a quite well." ipht as she called on ur meant from ays covered e answered ) to town on bsence ; she e was some ■ conscience of being the I with more n the small )est masters, room en fa- imor and of great many the dinner Freda," he I am afraid lem ; and I sort. You able health ; s for me, I iviction that reallv the J everything are never single thing had long ?d that his ad not ben- duty," said D be seen in is playing POS/T/O.Y. 38' into the hands of the Radicals ; but it is a frightful corvt'f ; if there was anything approaching to climate in England one might endure it, but when there is snow un Knaves- mire and hail at Goodwood, one's duty becomes really be- yond one's strength ! " Despite his imaginary diseases and his real dyspepsia, he was looking very well and very handsome ; he had the interest of a thing he desired and could not obtain, and the excitement of a part wiiich he had set himself to play. It gratified him to mislead his wife, v.'hose penetration was deemed so acute, and whose intelligence so often dis- played itself in the disdain and ridicule of others. Be- sides this, his habitual indifference had quickened into an active dislike of her. Since the night when she had re- fused to bend her will to his, a strong animosity, which only needed provocation to become hatred, had taken tlie place of that cold approval and contentment with which he had before that regarded her. When dinner was ended and she was about to rise, he looked up at her as he liglited his cigarette : "Would you mind sitting a few moments longer? I am sure you arc tired and longing for your own rooms, but I shall not be able to see you in the morning, as I leave town at ten o'clock. I should like to settle about the Brakespeare invitations. You go down to-morrow ? " "Yes : I want to see the children." "Naturally. When will you have your first people ?" "Whenever you please." "Oh, I never please ! It is the most frightful nuisance. But it must be done. You have been away a long time. I think you had better make out the first list now ; do vou mind?" "Oh, no." She was fatigued and depressed. She had a dull sensa- tion of some impending ill ; she had returned to her har- ness ; they were gilded and jewelled trappings, n(j doubt, but they were a yoke all the same, and those great, dark eyes of Syrlin's, melancholy and luminous, like the eyes in Abd-el-Kadir's portraits, haunted her. Avillion had taken the pencil off his watch-chains, and was writing the names on the back of his menu-card. He read them out as he wrote them down, and she ac- quiesced in the selection absently, scarcely listening to the titles she knew so horribly well ; how small and how tedious it was, that " great world ! " % 382 rosrnox. "The Duchess dc Charolois," read Avilllon, toward ihc close of his k)ng list, which he had scribbled and erased half a dozen times. '* I do not know her," said Freda, with a slight sur prise. •' Do you ? " *' I have that honor, since I have met her at LiUi.'s. wood and Clouds. You will like her ; she is as ciiillv as n sorbet ; she is passing through town ; she is at her sis- ter's, Lady Lanark's. You know Lady Lanark well enough. You migiit waive ceremony for once, and call to-morrow ? " " I might," said Freda, in a tone which implied ** I sliall not." •' I have invited her, but of course she waits for you," said Avillion, with a little irritation. '* I suppose she does. Society is emancipated, but it still keeps a few prejudices ; it still expects the woman uf the house to invite her women." ** Of course you must write to her." •' When I do not know her ! " ** You will invite her with Lady Lanark. If you cnll, it will be better." "■Voits y tenez baiucoup ? " said his wife, with a sliglu smile. " I admire her," said Avillion, calmly, not to be put out of countenance by such a trifle, "and she lias been ihc fashion since the last Drawing-room." Freda said nothing, but wrote down in her note-book . "To invite Lady Lanark and Mmc. de Charolois." "Now for the men," said Avillion, seeing this point was gained. "You need not consult me about them," said his wife. " Oh, it is always best to think them over ; a house party must be a symphony, temJ>o allegro, or it is a discord in G sharp and B flat." And he went through a list of male guests, all popular, pleasant, and distinguished persons. *' I wish to have Syrlin, but I am shy about asking him," he said, looking suddenly at her with that frank expression in his eyes which with him always denoted an intention of duplicity. " I wish to see him at Brakespeare most especi- ally. Do you think he would come ?" " I cannot say," replied Freda. "You know of course he has established himself here ? A mistake, I should say, but they tell me he has made the r OS/ 77 ox. i»^ icd " I bh.ill nost especi- place beautiful. Wliat can possibly load jjini to spoil his voice with Thames fogs " " I saw it ill the papers," replied Freda, in the same tone. "Ah, in the papers ; they tattle about everything. Do you think I may venture to invite hitn ? I wish to make amends to him ; will he take it in the right spirit ?" She was silent ; Avillion had an exquisite skill in placing others in a dilemma, and shifting a false position from his own shoulders on lo theirs. He enjoyed the sense that iiis wife was profoundly embarrassed, and had for the moment lost her serenity and self-command ; she did not look to waid him, and the color in lier face changed rapidly. She hesitated a moment longer, then said, with no more candor than his own : " If you are actuated by such amiable feelings, there can be no reason why you should not give expression to them. I do not suppose M. Syrlin will accept, but you can cer- tainly invite him." "You are quite sure it will be agreeable to you ?" said Avillion, with a smile. " It cannot be otherwise," she replied, with more of her old courage. "It cannot be otherwise — to me. Is that all ? 1 am fatigued from my journey ; if you have nothing more to ask me I will go to my rooms." " A thousand thanks," said Avillion, sweetly, as he rose from the dinner-table and opened the door for her. "A thousand thanks. You should take a little chloral. Believe ine, there is nothirig so good as chloral when one's nerves have been jarred. You look, indeed, very tired ; do try it. Good-night." He went back to his seat, and lighted another cigarette, and smiled. Her perceptions were very quick, and Avillion's insist- ance that she should invite Mme. de Charolois had indi- cated to her the drift of his unusual amiability. She began to suspect that all that apparent candor which had im- pressed her before her departure for the baths had been only a comedy. She had been really touched by it, and she now knew that she had been duped. That knowledge is irritating to everyone, and to a woman of fine intelligence and penetration is acutely mor- tifying. She went to her own apartments with an uneasy and disgusted oppression upon her, as if she had tasted some bitter and unwholesome thing. 3*4 POSITION. "I am to ask Mine, de Charolois, and he in return will invite my friend!" she thought, bitterly. "VVc could not be more completely in keeping with the 'modern tone,' more completely in conformity with the 'give and take' of recognized marital compensation !" It humiliated her in her own eyes. She had, in all these past years, been blind and deaf to all her husband's very open offences out of wisdom, a sense of dignity, a supreme indifference. But she had been so with a clear con- science, neither needing nor asking any similar indulgence in return. Now it seemed to her as if her forbearance were ignominious, and wore the servile aspect of a dis- honorable pact. It was precisely what Avillion desired her to feel. The light of some wax candles was shining on the china basket of orchids, and the flowers caught he' eyes. How had the giver of them known that she was to reach town that evening ? She felt tiie charm of that haunting pres- ence, of that romantic devotion, but they seemed dwarfed, discolored, and disfigured to her. Avillion approved of them, and saw in them only a convenient and opportune instrument for his own use ! Avillion had proposed to her, in veiled words indeed, but unmistakably, one of those amiable barters which go so far to make married life endurable, but which in otlicis had always seemed to her worthy only of such sovereign contempt. Any form of cowardice was more odious tluui any sin in her sight, and she felt that she had been cow- ardly. Understanding, or perhaps, more truly speaking, divining, a covert insolence in the tone of Avillion's court- eous and affable words, she seemed to herself to have lost the power to resist it. Her conscience was quite clear, she had done nothing and said nothing which the most fastidious opinion could blame ; and yet she was lowered in her own esteem. She slept ill and awoke little refreshed. With the morning came the usual formidable array of letters, notes, telegrams, and business of all sorts which await, like Nemesis, any length of absence. The forenoon was wholly occupied with them. At one o'clock they brought her Syrlin's card. She hesitated a lit- tle while, then said, more peremptorily than was necessary : "Tell the porter to say that I can receive no one; no one, except members of my own family. I am very much occupied and I leave town to-night." POSITION. 38s When the message was beyond recall she rejjfrettcd it ; the man who had saved her from the mob deserved better than to be turned from her gates. She knew it, and wrote a few words on a card ; •• 1 regretted that I could not receive you. 1 leave town directly for Urakespcarc, where Lord Avillion hopes, like myself, to see you next week. You will hear from him in the course of the day." She addressed it to Syrlin at Willowsleigli. She did not drive out, for she felt an unacknowledged unwillingness to meet him, as she might do, in the streets. •'You want more secretaries than a Prime ^' lister!" said her sister, who came in after luncheon. "There is so much that secretaries canr t, do for u* Who can write our condolences U^x us or (i..i conp^nu na- tions ? Wonif^i of the world arc much more real./ hard- worked than any public man," said P'reda. " W.iat news is there ? I have seen no one." "There is not very much just now. One or two by- elections, as you know : political people attrich too much importance to them. They are a kind of wcathcr-gaugc certainly, but they do not always point the true way. They say we are to have an autunm session, but I do not believe it. It is such a comfort when the House is up and the Government can go on quietly without all that scream- ing." " Admirable comment upon the Constitutional and Elec- toral system ! " "I saw your saviour outside your gate," said Lady Ilfra- combe, with an unpleasant derision in her voice. "Do you keep him outside ? It is not very grateful." "If I receive one person I must receive a hundred, and I have really no time for them," said Freda, with impa- tience ; she was conscious of the unworthiness of tiie reply. " Still— Syrlin ! " said her sister, "your kniglit, ^'our hero ! After all he did you a great service, even if the manner of it was too sensational to be to our taste." " There was not much choice of manner," said Freda, curtly. "We had to get through the mob as we could. Pray do not talk of it. It has brought most unpleasantly home to me the fallacy and futility of all our ideas of government." " What d(j you mean by that ? " asked Lady Ilfracombe, scandalized. 25 .lW rosfi'toiv. t \ ' '\ *' WImt I say. It ivS n(»t witli bimrlics of piiinmscs mul lonj^-wiiulod sporclics ihiit \vc sliiill kill that liydm wlii( li I have seen late to faco, aiui vviiicli has oul) <;ra\vlud bat k into ils lu)lo to hide its time." " Kthuation " began her sister, feebly. •* lulucalioii ! luluealion, even if it could l)e given, which is injjH»ssiblr, would merely make them able to \h\ ceivc liiat Socialism is their tudy useful gospel. Do yoii suppose that any education can reconcile the hungiy niiui to seeing the tlinner-tables spread as he looks through llir wimlows of the rich ?" " I never believed that I should live to hear you defenti Socialism !" tried Lady llfracoinbe, with a woman's in- consequence. '• I no more defend Socialism than I defeml the sea when it teais down the esplanade wall at Hrighton or Hastings. I only recogni/e blinil, overwhelming forces which are beyonil our control." *• Syrlin makes vou say all tiiis!" " Not at all," said Lady Avillion, with a flash of anger. " I have always been color-blind ; and now I have scon one color at least plainly enough, and it is bK)oil-red. All Europe will be drowned in that color one day, for llic armies will not forever consent to ride down and shooi down their fellows." ** Good heavens ! " said her sister, faintly, ** what would Lord Greatorcx say ? " " Lc*rd Greatorex thinks so in his own private thoughts, or I j\m much mistaken in the degree of his intellect. He must know very well that he and his policies are only stop- gaps, like the rubble and stones which help to lill up the sea-wall at Brighton or Hastings." •• I hope you will not say this to him or — or — general- ly ! " said Helena llfracombc, nervously. Freda laughed a little with a certain bitterness. " Oh, no, i will not disturb the formulas in which I have been bred. One cannot desert one's flag in a day of danger, even if one has realized that it is only calico and tinsel, stuck in the nerveless hand of a lay figure. Let us speak of other things. Have you seen Ina lately ? It is so irritating that nothing will induce her to favor Lord Woodbridge, and he so devoted, so persevering, so con- stant." rosi I lo.y. 3»7 CIIAI'TKk XI, II. On loavinfiij En^liuid l«'n*(l;i liad confirlcd tJic dmpcron- !ij;c «»f tlio i!;irl (o lioi yoimgcr sister, Lady I Intidoti, iiiul liiid said a few words of waiiiiiig as to Iiia's daiigei(His im- aginative t'Mideticy to admire the wrong people and other similar directions usual in surh easels. Hut neither her heart nor her mind was veiy :inich in the tnatter, and her sister, who was occupit^d with lurr own affairs of sentiment, (lid not greatly attend ; she thought she did all that was necessary in keeping Ina in her own houses or taking her wherever she went herself. Hesides, Lady Hendon had (jiiite concluded in her own mind that the child would sooner or later accept Lord VVoodbridge, and did not think that a little preliminary llirtatiou was of any consequence at all. Lady llendon liked having artists about her, herself; ihey were fresh and droll, and h<d|)efl to pass the time in lonntry houses ; hut she never attached any serious import to them ; she would as soon have tliought the parrots in the conservatories or the lack(;ys In I he ante-chambers dangerous to the |)eace of the realm as have supposed that iIk" artists let loose on society w(juld ever marry into it. We lived in a decadence, and things were topsy-turvy, and it was llie fashion to have all these people about, washed and clothed, and with their liair cut, but no real harm ever came of it ; they were made much of while their vogue lasted, and when it was over they went back into the ol/scurity they had come from, and married among them- s Ivcs, and gave hjssons — n^tircd lions always gave lessons — that was tl>e view she took of it. Up to this time Auriol had never whispered a word of his feelings to Ina's car ; only in the language of music liad the secret of his presumptuous attachment betrayed itself. The girl, unversed in all the experiences of the passions, continually doubted the truth of her own intu- itions, and reproached herself for vanity in fancying that this sweet singer s.iw anything more in her than in the hundreds of young girls who passed before him in society. But pure chance brought thetn that autumn together in a forest lodge of the Western Highlands, where a great sporting party was assembled, and whither Lady Hendon took her charge. Auriol, who abhorred sport, passed all 388 POSrj'JOAT. ■ ■ f » i i ' ■ ; * ill. his time witli the women of the party, rowing on the loch, strolling through the heather, and niakiug melody on rainy days in the music-room, which was phiced in a gray romantic tower overlianging the lake water, and fronting bold, purple, misty mountains. In such a scene, thrown day after day into the society of this young higii-born maiden, to whom his heart was drawn, playing over to her old, sweet, forgotten scores, he would have been more than mortal if some expression of his feelings had never escaped him clear enough to reveal them unmistakably even to the inexperienced and fright- ened ear of Ina d'Esterre. In a few days* time she was carried away by her tempo- rary chaperon to other Scottish palaces of sport and pleas- ure ; but when she went she took with her, for the first time, the unequivocal, undoubted consciousness of Auriol's love for her ; and in her valiant young breast, brave de- spite its hesitancy and shyness, there grew up in her a firm and courageous resolve, that, come what might, she would listen to no other. She knew that to all her people it would be anatliema maranatha that she should even dream of him ; that it would be insanity, and worse in their eyes, that she should ever have listened for an instant to such a declaration ; but she was strong of will and independent in opinion de- spite her gentleness • she had thought and retlected on things beyond her years, and she had a calm though un- spoken indifference to all those laws of caste and conven- tionality which were the evangel of all those who had sur- rounded and educated her. "You are an anarchist, Ina! " Beaufront had said to her once at Heronsmere, with much amusement and approval ; and she had smiled. "No, I am not that," she had answered very seriously. "But I do think that many things do not matter much to which Aunt Freda attaches vital importance." " You had better not tell her so," Beaufront had said. " She does not like contradiction." " Oh, no ; I should never contradict her," the girl had replied, submissively ; but she had added, "only, you know, if I were quite sure that they did not matter, no one would ever make me say that they did." " Bravo ! " Beaufront had said with admiration, careless of what rebellious spirit he might encourage. So that when Ina d'Esterre, for one instant before her POSITION. 389 departure, loft her li.inrl in Aiiriol's as they bent their heads over some mamiscript minuet scores, and murmured bacl< in answer to his nervous and impassioned avowals, "If you do really care, I will be true to you, no matter what they say," she meant the words in their very fullest meaning, and had given a pledge which she had not only the wish but the will to keep. " We need not stay in England if they would be so ashamed," she thought, as she was driven through the falling rain and the lonely Highland hills from one ducal lodge to another. " We could live in Dresden, or Baireuth, or Rome ; I do not care the least about the life they lead here, and all they talk about, and all they think so price- less and so indispensable. It is only art that matters, and being true, and finding one's own happiness in simple things. With all their fuss, and pomp, and haste, and all their stereotyped phrases, they are not really happy ; they do not even know v."hat happiness means." And her cheeks grew warm, and she closed her eyes to shut out the gray cold Scotch landscape, and she let her thoughts wander to visions of a possible happiness for herself in some far, very far, away future ; in some dim old German town among cuckoo-haunted pinewoods, or in some white Italian city on a shining su.ilit plain. She had given her future away in a manner which would make her an outcast from all her own people ; but, although she was a good and gentle ciiild who had not hitherto been ever disobedient to law and order, she never doubted now for a moment that she had done right. Her Aunt Freda would at any other time have perceived on her return something unusual in hor dreamy happy re- gard and her frequent reveries ; but that great lady had lost her powers of observation or penetration, for sne was absorbed in herself. She was discontented with herself ; she was pusillanimous and insincere in her own eyes ; she was angered against Syrlin for remaining in the country, and she was yet mtjrc angry with herself for being affect- ed by it. It should have been as indifferent to her as the blowing of the rushes in the backwater by Willows- leigh. She had gone dou'n to Brakcspearc the morning after her return to England, and in the sight of the health and strength of her children, and in the fine deep hues of the autumn landscape round the Casilc, and the many claims on time and thought which her return brought with it, '.»,.- i ; \ u 390 rosrrro.Y. she endeavored t»» forti^et this hitter sweetness, this sweet hitlerness, wliit h liad ( »)inc nnawiires inl«) hei lite. She h:ul :ihv;ivs liked llie few (jiiiet days which sh(! ^n\^ now and llieu, hcfoie the advent of miesls. Slie w;is ak)ne for a week lh<'ii"; no one was expected for cijajlii davs to eonie ; she walked and rode, alone or with her little hovs, under th(? redden(*d woods and the dusky angrv ski<>s. She was disturbed and troubled ; she felt herself on the incline lowanl much that she had always dis- dained, always c ei\ «nred. For a woman to yield eilher tt) her senses or her sentiments had always seemed to iier a miserable feebleness. In this brief pause, when for a short space slur was in (U)mparative soliunlc at Ihakespeartr, she looked into her own heart and shrank from what she saw there. She was humiliated in her own sisjjht, for she was conscious of cntertainins;; opinions which were without coinage, and emotions which were without lei^itimacy, and feelini;s which were in violent antai^onism to ;J1 her vi(nvs, and creeds, and laws of life. No dik^ need eviM- feud what they do not wish to feed : so she had const.intly said and be- lieved. She h.id alwavs considered that unwelcome scm- timenis t)tdy arv)se in those who weakly or willinsjjlv fos- tered them at birth. But as she roile or walked alone tlirouoh the alreavly bleak gardens and russet woods of the not th, she became conscious of thoughts which invad- ed, and regrets whii h assailed her, beyond any power of her own to dismiss tliem. And she despised herself with all tlie intensity of jiride which was in her. An artist — a creature of caprice and vanity, and j)resumption anrj childishness ! —a pid)iic favorite, whose talent had amused her, and whom she had used to pay her gold to see and hear as all the world did ! — had power to haunt her mem- ories, and made her untrue to all the traditions of \\iv order and all tlic prejudices and principles of her life ! There were times when she hated her recollection of him, when, if he had come before her, she would have wished for the power of Mary to send him to the scaffold of Chastelard ; and tliere were other moments when all that was warmer, truer, and more generous in her realized the beauty of his genius and the value of his homage, and was conscious of the want of courage and the want of gener- osity—even of common gratitude — in her treatment of him. *' Whv will thev come in our world ?" she thought, im- patiently, '* We always hurt them and insult them. They POSITIO.V. m ;iio a |)(M)ple iipjirt. They aiccliildicii, fools — inspired liina- IHS., 1)111 .'iluiiys lunatics llicy should not (:<>inc anion^ us, coircc:t and :diK'>lin^ and aitili< i.il and cjonvcntional a» \sv. aie ; llicy pUtasc us at lit si and tlirn shock and iititato i:s, and wo have nolliin^ in common wuh (Ikmu ; wc do not st;c with the same eyes or hcai vvilh the same eaisasthey, and they olTend us, and we hurt them." All liie exijj[encies <ji hci life seeiuftd to r lose in and weij;h on iiei. The routine which to outsiders looked sinh variety, and the bunjen wlii( h to enviouii lookers-(jii seemed such freed<jm, the jjjall of position, tlie chains of custom, the fret of that ( ontitnial |Md>licity which no one who is a leader of s(vciety can escape, all these appeared ;i weariness t(j her llesh and to her s<jid. She tried to per- suade luuself that it was her vexation at the intention of lier cousin to make so unsatisfactory a marriage, her irri- tation at the inertia and unwiscJom by which her pc>Iitical party had been recently cotjspicuous ; her offence at the unworthy siispicions .and the circuitous dissembling which had marked her husband's conduct to herself and others ; hut as she was a woman who was not easily contented with affectations, she could not take refuge long in these at- tempts at self-delusion. She knew, and was bitterly an- gered with herself for the knowledge, that another arul more personal feeling had "sicklied over " the serene horizon of lier thoughts. liut philosophy and analysis failed to content her, or drive out of her that abiding desire for the presence of an- other person which seemed to her so great and miserable a weakness. She had so long known all that was best, greatest, and most seductive in the world, and nf> adulation had moved, no seduction had fascinated her ; she liad gone on her way, calm, indifferent, kind, but callous, often moved to anuiscmcnt and derision, never stirred to re- sponse; she had never for an instant believed in that over- whelming and irresistible magneiism which draws two human lives together against their will, and in opposition to all their interests. But some perception of ils fatal force came to her as she passed her few days of liberty in the stately silences of Brakespeare, while the autumn mists rose from the mere over the river and the first frosts sil- vered the garden lawns. The weather, for the north of England, was fine, though rather boisterous ; she was glad to face those strong winds, blowing from the North Sea one day, and the next from 1 392 POSIT/OK the heather lands of Scotland, although they made havoc among the gorgeous dahlias and chrysanthemums of the gardens and shook down the late tea-roses in fragrant showers over the grass. In a week's time her husband arrived at the Castle, and the first circle of guests followed on the next day ; and the routine which now seemed so intolerable to her began to unroll its length, a pale dull ribbon to her, though to many lookers-on it appeared as full of processions and color as the tapestry of Beauvais. *' I am very much provoked that Syrlin would not come; they are always so thin-skinned and tenacious, these people," Avillion said, on the evening of his arrival ; and he looked at her with a suggestive smile hovering upon his handsome mouth. "You are difficult to content," she answered, with ill- concealed impatience. "You forbade him your house a very little while ago. Why should you be so extremely anxious now to get him into it ?" *' I told you," said Avillion, with bland civility, " I wished to make him amends for my rudeness. And as people talk still of — of that very remarkable scene, it is desirable that he should be seen as my guest." She was silent. '* Suppose you asked him to come ?" he murmured, in his softest tone. " I do not see the necessity," she replied, very coldly. ** No ? " It was but a little insignificant monosyllable, and, softly spoken, scarcely stirred the silence, but it seemed to her to contain whole volumes of insult, of sug- gested condonation, of arranged complaisances, of odious suggestions. " I have asked Mme. de Charolois. Be content," she said, while an anger wholly new to her in its impetuosity flushed up in her regard and darkened her countenance. " Mme. de Charolois ! What has she to do with it ? repeated Avillion, with the most innocent air of astonish- ment. *' Is she in love with your beau t^nSreux, then ?" She did not reply, but rose and went away. She was conscious that he was endeavoring to irritate and compro- mise her in her answers, and she was unequal to this kind of duel of duplicity. Other women found that sort of dis- simulation easy, interesting, exciting, and useful; but she. frank bv nature and proud to ariop^ance, could not descend to the iiidii^iiilv and cowardice of it. POSITION. 393 Avillion offered her by suggestion, .is plainly as though he had put it in words, that kind of pact, of t.acit agree- ment, which is so common in tiie world, but which had al- ways seemed to her so poor, so pusillanimous, and so mean. She did not perceive the full drift of his intentions. She did not know that his ultimate desire and object was to draw her on to compromise herself beyond recall ; she did not realize that his hidden but supreme desire was to be able ultimately to separate himself from her with the world's approval. She had no glimpse or suspicion of the final aim of his intentions, or the interior springs of his motives ; but she saw that he was willing to encourage what he evidently believed to be her present weakness, and her whole temperament rose in offence and indignation at the tacit offer of permission and peace. She did not realize that she had become more than in- different to him, that she had become odious ; and that he was therefore ready and willing to aid her to any act or sentiment which should place her in- the wrong in the world's sight. She only saw very imperfectly into his views and motives, but what she did see was intolerable to her, the remembrance of his slow, sweet, suggestive smile was unendurable. "After ten years that I have kept his name unblemished for him, can he know me so little as that ? " she thought, with hot tears of pain rushing for a moment to her eyes. It wounded her in her self-esteem ; it hurt her with a cu- rious sense of his ingratitude, of his unworthiness, and with a woman's injustice and unreason she blamed Syrlin pas- sionately. Why had he worn his heart on his sleeve, why had he stayed in England, why had he given cause for the world's comment and her husband's conclusions ? It w.as the headstrong, selfish, inconsiderate feeling of a man who was outside society, and had no stake to win or lose in it. Everything seemed to her to have grown tangled and wrong, and her own influence on others to be either useless or wholly mischievous. There had been a good deal of superb unconscious vanity ill the enjoyment which she had possessed in her power over others, but this was gradually falling from her and leaving behind in its stead a depressing sense of incompe- tence and uselessness. Syrlin refused the invitation to Brakespeare, Mme. de Charolois accepted it. The lord of Brakespeare was, as >) i ^ -'i^ • 'ii ■ ■£& mm^ m POSITION, iisd.'il, favored by a fortune beyond his merits. He had what he wished and paid no penalty for it. Yet lie was incensed against an artist who presumed to "refuse the white flag of truce when he himself deigned to present it. The absence of Syrlin disconcerted him in many ways; it upset his combinations and delayed his observations. •' Freda has told him to stay away, of course," he thought when he .received the curt note of refusal. Syrlin did not take even the trouble to plead previous engagements. He was in his own house, and he remained in his own house, although the autumnal river fogs ga- thered around it. " Passing even these horrible months in the Thames valley!" said Avillion, with a significant smile. "If he spend the winter there too, the lady, whoever she be, who inspires such a melancholy passion will have to answer for the loss of his voice and the introduction of Ruy Bias to river rheumatics ! " It was aid in liis usual tone of half good-humored and half ill-natured banter, as a man speaks of trifles which do not concern him ; but lie gave a fleeting glance from under his lids at his wife, who supported it with that entire ab- sence of all expression which is the mask of a woman of the world. "It is our own fault," he said, petulantly, to Claire de Charolois, to whom he had prematurely promised recita- tions by Syrlin. "We have asked these people to our tables and made them our companions. They do not per- ceive that they are in reality no more than the jesters and the jongleurs of the middle ages, and they give themselves all the airs of fine gentlemen." " Are you so great an admirer of Syrlin that you regret him so?" asked Mme. de Charolois. Avillion hesitated, then added, with a little sigh : "I know him very slightly. My wife and he are great friends. That scene in the Park was, I confess, very an- noying to me ; of course the young man behaved admir- ably, but the whole thing was a little theatrical and prob- ably unnecessary, and any publicity of that sort is so dis- agreeable." "Why would she go out on such a day? I believe everyone knew it was dangerous," said Mme. de Charolois. " Oh, yes ; but my lady is headstrong, though she looks so calm. Besides, / had especially written from Paris to e POSITION, 395 beg her to stay at home, and that, of course, sufficed to send her out ! " " How very hard on you," murmured the Duchess, who was beginning to find much sweetness in these revelations of his sorrows. "Well, it pained me in this instance," he said, with a resigned, sad smile. " But all the world thinks my wife an angel of gentleness and discretion, and believes she is sac- rificed to me ! " "The world always sees so very little way," said Mine, de Charolois, with sympathy, "and its judgments are often at fault." Imperceptibly he had produced on her the impression that his wife made him extremely unliai)py, and that he merited a better fate. Her interest in him troubled her conscience, for she was really devout and of a spiritual temperament; but she could not wholly resist his charm. There is no flattery so delicate and potent as the submis- sion of those who have never been known to submit, and the whole attitude of Avillion toward her was indicative of homage and devotion. That mixture of sensuality and fancy which did duty in him, as in so many men, for the passion of love, had seldom been more strongly excited than it was excited by the young and saintly Frenchwoman, with her air as of a tall white lily set in a silver sacrament vase ; and as he w'as master of all the forms of seduction, he knew precisely how to attract without alarming, and trouble without alienating, her, while every hour of the day he gave her to understand, without ever startling her by saying so, that he and all he possessed were wholly at her disposal. It was to her that all the amusements and arrangements at Brakespeare were referred, and any trifling whim ex- pressed by her was regarded as a law. His wife offered no opposition and made no comment. "Lady Avillion never cares," said the guests staying there, "Freda never minds," said her own people. Some blamed her and some praised her. Some thought it wise and some thought it foolish. Some said that it was nice of her and some said that it was odious in her. But no one perceived that beneath her serenity, her impassiveness, and her courtesy, she was for the first time in her life s^'ri- ously unhappy. Mechanically, she discharged all those onerous duties which devolve on the mistress of a great house. She never appeared to relax for a moment in her ; X 39* posiTior^. V attention to others, and her solicitude for their comfort and amusement ; she took her due share in the diversions which marked the various hours ; and at evening she put on her great jewels, and her riband of Victoria and Albert, and sat in the centre of the table with an ever-ready sinilo and a never-failing politeness. "She does it so well," said her admirers. Yes, she did it very well ; she had done it so long that it was second nature to her ; but her husband, who was a very close ob- server, looking across at her, saw that there was a line or two about her mouth and a droop in her eyelids which were new there, and which betokened her tlioughts f;ir away and her mind ill at ease. *' The virtuous women make themselves so needlessly miserable!" he said to himself ; oddly enough iucludini; his wife and the Duchess de Charolois in the same reflec- tion. The situation interested him. He had not been inter- ested for years. He had never wished for anything with- out almost immediately possessing himself of it ; a monot- ony of success as unexciting in its uniformity as a monot- ony of failure. Now, for the first time in his life, he was really in love with a woman who gave, and would give, him a great deal of trouble ; while his wife's development of character, although his intense irritation against he;- grew in hostility every hour, was a psychological study which his intelligence could penetrate and appreciate. She had heard nothing of Syrlin except that brief re- fusal of the invitation to Brakespeare. She knew that he was passing the late autumn on the banks of the Thames, so ill-suited alike to his tastes and his health, but she knew no more. He had never replied by a word to the lines which she had written to him from London ; and such silence expressed more acutely to her than any re- proach or rebuke could have done, how cold, how poor, how ungrateful, how ungracious her neglect of him must appear in his eyes. " Ralph is right," she thought. " The lowest Jew, or Moor, or Arab in Morocco would have recompensed him better than we have done. We have not even the decency to show ourselves his friends." For she knew that the invitation of Avillion had been dictated by no sentiment which would bear examination, while her own solitarv letter had been sci poor of spirit, so trivial, and so commonplace, that she felt the teinpei rosiT/OiV. 397 been intci- and the spirit of Syrlin must condemn her with scorn and condemnation. The very scum and filtii of the streets had been moved to some sense of his courage and his daring ; the very mob had clieered him, the wretched creatures who had recoiled from the hoofs of tlie Life Guards' chargers liad had cnougii perception of what was fine, of what was gallant, of wliat was chivalrous, to applaud him, and leave him, unharmed, safe passage through their midst ; and only they — she and her own people, her own world — had been such conventional cowards tliu.. thev iiad shrunk from openly declaring what she had owed to him! " How he must despise us ! " she thought a hundred times a day, as she went through the routine of her life at Brakespeare during these autumn weeks of ceremony and festivity. Yet, why would he make himself so conspicuous ? She was impatient and intolerant of his retreat from the world, his abjuration of all the pleasures of his age and habits. It was the kind of melodramatic withdrawal from the world which was most certain to attract the wonder and the curiosity of others. It might become the Fernando of the " Favorita," the Didier of " Marion Delorme," but in their period, in their society, in such a country as Eng- land, and such an epoch as this, it was absurd, incongru- ous, against all canons of good taste. Why could he not have gone to his city of Apuleius, among his brethren the Nomads, and his fathers the monks ? She knew that what she felt was ungrateful, unworthy, poor of spirit ; but her dignity was dearer to her than any other earthly thing, and it seemed to her that her dignity was compromised when her world and her lord connected the hermitage in the Thames valley with the scene in Hyde Park. Any advertisement of any feeling was in her view a concession to weakness, a permission to the daws of envy and slander to peck where they could wound, a hostage given, not only to fortune, but to enmity. If the conventional laws of the world gall and harass, and fill with revolt and scorn those who are independent of them, such independence does not less prick, bruise, and irritate those who from caste and custom deem those conventional laws necessary and excellent. iMary's heart might ache for Rizzio, but none the less did the stain of blood on the floor offend her royal eyes. Men may die for love, but they should find some pretext for their death. I 398 POSITlOiV, I i The sense that the men and women of her world might be, nay almost certainly were, connecting in their siipjx)- tiitioiis and gossipries her own self with the abrupt chaiij^c in the way of life of Syrlin, made a cruel and unkind teel- ing harden her heart toward him, and condemn his .ic- tions as theatrical and thoughtless. He should have thought of her, not of himself ; he should have foreseen and understood the observations and deductions that such Jacques-like seclusion and melancholy would create. Al- most she turned and shared the ingratitude and the injus- tice with which her people, and her husband's people, had rewarded his defence of herself. She despised their selfish and narrow coldness, and yet in a degree it bounded her own horizon, shrunk up her own emotions. There is nothing so unkind and obdurate as the ani|;er with which a conventional and vain temper sees itself com- promised and lowered by the imprudence of another. And she was conventional to the core, although she was unaware of it; and she was vain, although her vanity was, like her pride and her courage, of a splendid and lofty kind. When her party at Brakespearc finally broke up, and her last circle of guests took their departure, she went on a series of visits to other great houses, spending two days here, four days there, twenty-four hours in this place, and the "inside of a week" in that, in that routine of magnifi- cent ennui which makesamere toiler on a tread-mill, a mere blinded mule pacing the circular path of a turning-wheel, of fashionable life in Enland. The tread-mill is gilded and covered with velvet, the mule is draped with jewelled housings, indeed, and fine tassels hang at its ears, but the monotony of the movement is scarcely lightened by its decoration. She had never been so sensible of its tedium and of its incessant self-repetition as she was this autumii, as she car- ried her gracious smiles and her ineffable indifference from one great house to another, north, south, east, and west. To several of the houses Avillion accompanied her, on the same principle which made him put up painted win- dows in churches ; but he met the Duchess de Charolois at many of them, ifor his world wished to please him, and as she had recently visited at Brakespeare, no one could see anything like connivance or contrivance in so slight an attention to the wishes of a popular and powerful gen- tleman. POSITION, 399 " My wife c;xn Imvo her lionnit-rrnb asked too, shell and .'ill, if she likes," Avilliou said to himself, feeling that he was just and i^enerous to niagnanitnity in his willingness lo concede ti> her a full and free quiii /*ro (/no. Many men enjoyed the r////</ continually in all ways, and never dreamed of giving their wives the slightest shadow of a (/iw in re- turn. His supreme egotism had tnade him willing to ac- ccrpt any compromise which would favor and facilitate his own projects. Even that sensitiveness as to the honor of his name, which previously had survived all the corrup- tion which self-indulgence and cynicism bring in their train, was now subservient to his willingness to see his wife compromise herself, since it would assist his own wishes. But, baffled and irritated by the slow drifting of events, he wondered fretfully was it possible that his wife was really as culd and passionless as he had always him- self consider ' .ler to be ? " Lady Avihion looks unwell," said Mme. dc Charolois to him one day ; and he was very much irritated at the idea that she should do so. "If she is going in for im- pregnable virtue and hopeless platonics, it will make her infernally disagreeable, and will be of no use to me," he thought, with the petulant chagrin of a child who sees his playtime spoilt because another child will not understand liow to throw its ball with precision and fly its toy-balloon with lightness, how to properly handle its playthings. Life was a game of give and take ; as he was in the mood to concede the freedom which he enjoyed, it seemed to him odious perversity on the part of his wife not to accept what he so liberally offered. Ilis feeling against her grew every day more harsh and more cruel ; as his indif- ference had deepened to dislike, so his dislike had sharp- ened into antipathy, and so more and more carefully did he cloak it in a politeness and an amiability which should lead her to believe him the trustful and generous dupe which he had feigned to her to be in his interview with her before her sojourn at Marienbad. All this scheming interested him keenly, and roused him from the apathetic satiety which had so often marred all his endeavors to be amused. But the perpetual absence of Syrlin perplexed and baffled him. *' Do they write to each other ? Do they meet in secret ? " he wondered. He endeavored, with all the tact he possessed, which was much, for he had always found it a delicate instrument very useful to him, to have Syrlin present at some one of the houses where they visited. He 'A h ' V , m ^oo POSITION. praised him so gracefully, regretted his misanthropy so cordially, and rctcrred to him so often as the only person who had ever made cxisLencc tolerable at Brakespeare, that there was a general effort made to induce the misan- thrope to leave his solitude and bestow his presence on tliis or that or the other country house tilled for its late autumn meetings with the " best people " of the great world. But none of these efforts succeeded ; and to every invitation and entreaty written and telegraphed to him, Syrlin returned the same form of refusal : he required rest and was engaged in study. Nothing moved him from this, and from the only person admitted to his hermitage, Auriol, nothing more than this could be elicited. " Do you never see your idol now ?" a woman inquired of Beaufront, who was giving a series of house-parties at Deloraine. " Nobody sees him," Beaufront replied, with moroseness. "He may be dead of damp and quinsy, for aught I know ; I can't imagine myself what charm he finds in a backwa- ter." He was too absorbed in his own reg et and desires, and too irritated against his cousin, to tn ible himself to no- tice or to inquire what was the true meaning or the prob- able issue of Syrlin's long and remarkable withdrawal from the world. " He is sulking," he said, as Avillion said it, as Auriol said it ; if Syrlin chose to make himself ridiculous he might do so ; Beaufront was not disposed to meddle with him. Syrlin had the world before him, with every facility for enjoying it and every gift which could make him celebrated in it. If he chose to moon his months away aimlessly, in gray weathe. and studious soli- tude, let him : he might easily do more harm still, thought Beaufront grimly ; remembering and not pardoning that gesture with which his friend had refused to take his hand. The perversity and ingratitude of all to whom he was him- self attached seemed to Beaufront a very malice of the gods in his despite. Consuelo Laurence had gone to the south of France with friends, and the shutters were shut in the pretty house in Wilton Street. He had sworn that he would not speak to her or write to her again, yet he I'ad gone there as he had passed through London, and although he had known that she could not be in town that season, yet the sight of the closed shutters, the tlovverless balconies, and rosiTiox. 401 nthropy so :jnly person rakespeare, : the misan- )resencc on fur its late f the great ind to every led to him, squired rest only person )re than this an inquired se-parties at moroseness. jght I know ; in a backwa- desires, and mself to no- or the prob- withdrawal as Avillion liake himself disposed to e him, with hich could |o moon his tudious soli- till, thought [doning that ke his hand, he was him- lalice of the of France the pretty |e would not gone there igh he had Ison, yet the llconies, and the melancholy figure of the builcr nursing the cat in Ins arms, in a hall shrouded in calico, had chilled his heart and embittered his humor. '* It's odd as the Duke don't know Madam's moves," said the butler pensively to the cat. " Tlicy've been as thick as thieves all tiiese years, and now when I say she's away he just stares and starcb as if lie was turned to a pillar of salt, and then goes along the street with his head hung down. Hang me if I didn't always think that Madam woidd have managed to catch him at last. I think she might now, if she come back and looked sliarp." The butler could no niore conceive a state of things in which it would be possible for his mistress to refuse to become Duchess of Beaufront than he could have imag- ined tiie sparrows ringing the bells of St. Paiil's. The views of upper servants are usually an exact replica of that of the best society, and motives of generosity or deli- cacy are as little taken into account by one as by the other. Beaufront went down to Dcloraine and discharged what was to him one of the dreariest duties of his position, wish- ing the while that the world had but one neck and he the delightful mission of cutting through it. ** VVhat a stupid life, wliat a senseless life, what a wretch- ed life!" he thought, fiercely, as his illustrious visitors dined, waltzed, rode, drove, shot, hunted, and otherwise amused themselves on his domain, while he concealed his yawns as best he could, and smothered his oaths in his cigar ; and when his social obligations had thus been dis- charged and he could once more feel his days free and his nights his own, he went to Ilcronsmere and spent the time in drawing pictures in his mind of Consuelo Laurence as she would look in those dim old galleries, in those dusky clipt yew walks, in those Haddon-like terraces where the peacocks perched on the stone balustrades and the soft west wind from the sea-coast stirred among the heavy interlaced boughs of the rosethorn. The place was made for her and she for the place. Why would this devil of pride, this insanity of self-sacrifice, keep her away from it and him ? One woman might have persuaded her, might still per- suade her of the sincerity of his desires and the truth that his happiness was involved in the fulfilment of them ; but that one woman was obstinately indifferent, perversely hostile, and would aid and countenance him in uo way. 26 '"^ . I f- T 402 POSITION. ?f i '.1 i ■ "No one is necessary to herself," he thought, bitterly ; " how can she understand that others feel the need of sym- pathy, of companionship, of affection? She is sufficient for herself ; she always will be to the end of time. It is of no use to speak to her of these things, she despises them. She cannot understand why one whom I know so inti- mately, whom I trust so entirely, in whom I feel repose and peace and comfort, is delightful to me after the racket of the world and the vileness of its subserviency and time- serving. All she sees is that, if I marry Consuelo, nine- tenths of my acquaintances will say I have married an adventuress who has been my mistress for years. Well, what does that matter ? Who cares ? Not I. I shall never love any other woman, and if I do not marry her I will live alone all ni)^ days, and let the dukedom die out — dam- nation to the dukedom ! " He was restless and unhappy as he paced up and down those long and tranquil terraces with which the graceful figure of Consuelo Laurence would have been so excel- lently in keeping. There was something amiss and ajar in his life now that he had neither her gentle and intelligent companionship nor even her letters, which had in absence always been so welcome to him. She was one of those women who wrote well, said neither too much nor too lit- tle, and conveyed to their correspondents a sense of sym- pathy which annihilated distance, But since that brief letter with which she had definitely rejected his repeated prayers, he had heard nothing of her, and pride, a man's stubborn, stiff-necked pride, forbade him to address her again. " I swore that I would not," he told himself again and again, and he kept his oath. As he looked over the rolling woods and winding streams and wide green bills of Heronsmere, he laughed a little wearily and bitterlv. ** For a man a bonnes fortunes^ as they have always es- teemed me, my fate is not brilliant. I have uselessly loved one woman who does not care even to perceive it, and I have offered to marry another who does not even believe in my wishing it," he thought, with that sense of having given his treasure away to remain with empty hands, of having wasted a world of tenderness on a person to whom tenderness seemed but mere foolishness, which is the most painful form of all barren and futile regrets. His cousin had been precious to him beyond all other living women, but of this she had known nothing, and position: m bitterly ; i of sym- sufficient , It is of ses them, so inti- el repose he racket and time- ,elo, nine- ,arried an rs. Well, hall never her I will 3ut— dain- and down e graceful , so excel- and ajar in intelligent in absence le of those nor too lit- ise of sym- hat brief repeated a man's ddress her nself again ing streams hcd a little always es- uselessly Dcrceive it, not even at sense of ith empty on a person ss, which is egrets, d all other thing, and le IS to it, had she known, she would have been completely, supremely indifferent. The time had been, not long past either, when Beaufront would have gone down into battle to save the down of her fan from a speck of dust, or the splendor of her name from the faintest suggestion un- worthy of it ; but she had heaped ice on the warmth and candor of his emotions, and she had received the sensitive plant of his confidence with an unkind incredulity and derision. He was wounded and mortified ; for more years than he cared to count her memory and her presence had disturbed his peace and robbed all other women of charm for him. Her slight, cool smile seen across the crowd of a throne-room or a drawing-room had long ban- islkjd all warmth and interest from his existence, and still when he hefird the sweet homely song of the mavis or blackbird in his own summer woods, the mornings of her childhood in the green glades of Bellingham came over his remembrance with that pang of regret which never wholly passes ; the regret for what might have been, for the day which can never be recalled, for the flower which no forces in nature can ever call again into bloom. Those moments recur but rarely in the life of a man of the world, but during their brief duration they overcast all the fair weather of fortune, and the dejection which they leave behind them grows sometimes into a chronic malady of temper and of mind. Beaufront, courted by everyone and envied by most, had the same sense of isolation which weighed on the youth Flodden. There was no heart which grew gayer or sadder merely because he smiled or sighed. He could have found hundreds who would have simulated such sympathy, but he could have found none who could have satisfied him as to their sincerity. As the year wore to its close he met his cousin in two or three houses where habit and party and friendship all combined to necessitate his attendance sorely against his will. By tacit agreement they saw and said as little of and to each other as appearances permitted. He thought, as Mme. de Charolois thought, that she looked unwell. There was a worn look upon her proud fair features which was altogether new there, and an irritability, which she did her best to control, often ruffled that serene and at times cruel composure, and the suave semblance of courteous interest in ail around her, which had been her distinguish- ing characteristics. " She is not happy," thought Beaufront, with regret ; \ 404 POSITION. m* ** perhaps she would feel for what I feel ? Could one only make her understand ! " They were at that moment staying, at the same time, at Lord Greatorex's, on one of those state-visits to a Chief of Party which are as obligatory as visits to a sovereign. There had been a marriage, and a coming of age, in the Greatorex family, which was a very domestic one, and the double event had given rise to those hospitalities which are as terrible to the givers as to the receivers. Patrician England had been entertained almost en masse^ and patri- cian England had smiled on its face and yawned in its sleeve. Avillion alone had not yawned, because Mme. de Charo- lois was there, looking like a picture of Leonardo's, with her cloud of dusky hair shadowing her pale and pensive face. "So exquisite," he said to himself ; "a woman who only looks lovely and says next to nothing, who is at once one's delight and despair." " He has never admired anyone for so many consecutive weeks," said his wife, with that intonation of disdain which was as soft as the south wind and as cold as the north. "Mme. de Maintenon was a wise creature! she has re- corded the potent charm of the jamais content et Jamais d'e- sesp/rd. " She was standing by a lake in Lord Greatorex's stately home park, and in the gardens afar off, but within sight, Avillion and the French duchess were strolling ; he shiv- ering though wrapped to the eyes in Russian sables, and she willingly courting the sharp autumn wind which she knew might blow as it would on her lily-like skin without reddening its satin-soft whiteness. Beaufront, who found himself by her side by the pretty waters of the bird-haunted mere, looked over his shoulder at the distant figures and muttered an angry word. ** You are too good to him," he said, curtly. *' He wants a lesson." " A lesson to a grown man means a scene. Surely you would not counsel that? Besides, what does it matter?" " It has always mattered to those who care for you." "Oh, no, it is no one's business, and, I repeat, it does not matter. Besides, a woman in society does not com- promise him so much as some other things have done in their time." "You are too patient." position: 405 "Indifference is always patient." Beaufront was silent. It always hurt him to hear her speak of her husband. They were alone for the moment ; others were near, but she had gone a little apart where the larches mid hol- lies grew close beside the water in a little hollow where the east wind did not come, and Beaufront had jf)incd her there, drawn out of his sullen avoidance of her by that magnetism which she had always exercised so strongly and so unconsciously over him. She had seated herself for an instant on a root-chair which had been made there between two silver larches ; the symmetry and grace of her figure were shown to perfection as the pallid sunshine shone through the leafless boughs ; the dark cloak she wore enhanced the brilliancy of her complexion and her hair. He stood near, now and then picking a pebble off the ground and sending it in a long straight flight across the little lake. ** You are not happy," he said, impulsively, knowing that he spoke unwisely, using that language of sentiment which she despised. ** Oh, yes," she replied, " I am as happy as women ever are ; I do as I like in most things, and I have grown as used to the kind of life I lead as carriage horses get used to prancing down the drive. I suppose the horse by nature was not meant to be a dressed-up creature with a bit in its mouth, but if it was made for anything else it has forgot- ten what that anything else could possibly have been like." *' Habit is not happiness," said Beaufront. " It is the apology for it with which most people have to be content." "There is a kind of happiness which does not pass. It comes from sympathy." Freda Avillion laughed drearily. " Oh, I know those great affinities ; they usually end in «i furious quarrel because the man is seen with another woman at Ascot, or because the woman has danced too often with another man at the New Club. You have had many of those sympathies in your time, my dear Ralph." "That is not what I mean," said Beaufront, with annoy- ance. " If you do not know what I do mean, perhaps you will some day." " The fair encounter of two most rare affections ?" said his cousin. "Of course 1 know what you mean by that, ''■. ; %" c ' : *. 1 \ \' : 4o6 POSITION, and what Shakespeare me .nt. You mean what we all think of when we are young ; some glory which shall never end or change or rust. But what do we see in reality ? What is love as it is found in the world ? Only a liaison which is very delightful for a season or two and tlien is outgrown and cast off ; or a marriage which begins with idolatry and drifts into indifference. For six months they cannot live without each other ; the year after they are bored if they have to dance in the same quadrille at a ball ; lie thinks what a hideous color she washes her hair, and she thinks that he is actually getting fat ! It is always like that. One sees it five hundred times every season." "There is too much like that, ceriainly." " Did you ever care for one person yourself for any length of time?" Beaufront hesitated. '* Not for any woman who ever was mine," he replied. She was far from dreaming that there was any personal allusion to herself in the reply. " What a true man's answer," she said with amusement. "And many women are like that also in our world. And yet you, as if you were a poet, think love is necessary to happiness." ** Do you remember what I asked of you at Marienbad ? " he said abruptly. " oh, yes," she replied, carelessly. " Do you still retain the same fancy ? " Beaufront laughed joylessly. ' "At my age one does not change that sort of 'fancy* every month. What I said to you was said on deliberate consideration. There is but one person who could give me the kind of companionship which I wish for ; and you are hostile to her ; you more than any other have so acted as to imbue her with the impression that her marriage with me would make me absurd in the eyes of my world." '* Absurd, no. It would lower you certainly," she said, :c'dly. ' It seems to me wholly useless to go overall the ground " ^' in." It is not my opinion only ; it is that of all our own people. It would be your own if you were passing judg- ment upon any other person." " It is certainly very easy to be wise for others," said Beaufront. "Wise or unwise I know what I wish, and in your perpetual hostility to a woman to whom I am deeply POSITION. ^^# all think ever end ? What )n which utgrovvn iatry and nnot live \ if they e thinks le thinks lat. One for any •eplied, personal usement. Id. And ;essary to ienbad ? " :ill retain * fancy ' eliberate ould give and you so acted iage with Hd." she said, le ground our own ing judg- ers," said ;h, and in ni deeply attached you have done me an injury which is none the less real because you do not choose to believe in it." "An attachment of habit ? That is what so often makes a liaison end in a marriage ; but I never heard the friends of the man who made such a marriage consider it a good one for him." The brows of Beaufront contracted angrily, and his eyes darkened with a sombre wrath. " I have told you that I have had no liaison with Mrs. Laurence, and expect to be believed." ** In anything else I believe you," said Lady Avillion, not unkindly, but with a bland obstinacy which infuriated him. The anger of a man against a woman is increased and embittered by its entire impotence to let itself loose even in words upon her. She is a woman, she is a gentle- woman ; he cannot even tell her in passionate language of the indignation with which every drop of blood in his body is thrilling. His cousin looked at him without sympathy ; she con- sidered that he was telling her an untruth, as a man tells one in a witness-box when questioned as to his relations with a woman. She did not blame him, but the continu- ance of the comedy wearied her. " I do iiot know why you should select me as your con- fidante," she said, with a tone which testified how little interest the subject was to her. "You might as well tell your sisters and ask their intervention. They have been quite as much prejudiced against your friend as I have been." " My sisters and every one else followed your lead," said Beaufront, with a deep anger vibrating in his sono- rous voice. '* You have done a mischief which you proba- bly could not undo, even if you ever wished to undo it. You ask why I confide in you ; God knows I am a fool to do so for I could not find any confidante less sympathetic in the whole human race. But I will tell you why I have been moved to do so ; you are the only woman whom I have ever loved." " My dear Ralph ! What folly ! " *' Not folly in any way, and entirely the truth. You are not to blame for it. You have coquetry enough in your own grand fashion with others, but with me you have had none. Yet I have loved you ever since you were a child at dear old Bellingham when I taught you how to sit your pony and how to thrash the water with your rod. Of 4o8 posjtjon: ili 1 t' " V course I said notliing to you ; I was a beggar, with no chance of property or position ; and you, you married Avillion. Perhaps you never could or would in any case have married me ; I do not at all suppose you would, you were too used to me ; but that memory, that possibility, that * might have been,' has chilled and jarred my life for me. I gave you all the best I had to give. You withered up my heart for me sans le savoir^ sans le vouloir. I know that you do not believe in these things, but you may do so. And this is the reason why you should have patience for, and pity on, the affection which I feel for Consuelo Lau- rence. It is not passion certainly, it is not such love as I could have felt for you ; but it is an extreme tenderness, a great need of her, a profound sense that she would be to me what her name implies — Consolation, I do not know why I say this to you, except that there are times when one tires of keeping one's heart wrapped up in one s sleeve, and would sooner daws pecked at it than have it unnoticed. No doubt what I have said seems to you merely ridiculous, but it is the truth, and you may give it si^ch pity as an honest truth deserves." He turned his head from her as he spoke. He was to the core a man of the world, imbued with the cynical stoi- cism of such men, and it cost him much, was strange to him, and painful, to be touched to so much confession of emotion. She was silent from utter astonishment ; words which Syrlin had spoken to her at Heronsmere passing through her remembrance as she listened with no expression ex- cept a blank surprise upon her features. She did not know what to reply to him, she did not know whether she was touched or offended ; but through her thoughts ran a faint egotistic taint of irritated vanity. He had loved her all these years, and he could find solace in Consuelo Lau- rence ! Beaufront stood still, with his face averted from her. He was absently throwing stones across the water, watch- ing them skim the surface and plunge out of sight in eddy- ing circles. " I don't know why I said this to you," he said with a sigh, as he picked up another pebble. " But if you take it as I mean it, it may make you kinder to her — to me." She looked across the mere with her dark blue eyes cold and irresponsive. What children men were to her, how poor and trivial and mutable ! _ " - position: 409 ath no larried ly case Id, you fibility, life for ithered 1 know y do so. ice for, lo Lau- 3ve as I ierness, Id be to ot know -s when s sleeve, inoticed. liculous, ty as an 2 was to ical stoi- range to ssion of Ls which through fcsion ex- did not ;ther she ills ran a )ved her lelo Lau- |-om her. watch- iin eddy- Id with a 'cni take I) nie." ;ves cold " I scarcely follow the sequence of your reasonings," she said in her chilliest, clearest, sweetest tones. *' Vou seem to say that I have long made you miseral)h', and tliat another lady can now make you happy. I cannot in the least see why that fact should draw her and mo any nearer, and it only shows that men's ideals are Proteiin toys." Beaufront threw a pebble with so much violence and velocity that he startled from their resting-pKu c a ilock of wild duck, and sent them fluttering in alarm over the sedges and water-weed. "You mean that you utterly refuse my request?" he said, in a low tone. " I do, distinctly. If I have been Mrs. T.aurence's pre- decessor in your sentiments, I am not inclined to be her sponsor in society," she said, with that liitle smile which always meant that her decision was immutable. '* You can marry her ; I clearly foresee that you will marry her ; but you must get someone else to present the seventh Duchess of Beaufront." Beaufront turned from the rushy bank, the shining water, the screaming ducks. " For twelve years," he said, harshly, ** I have thought you utterly thrown away on a heartless roue like Uther Avil- lion, but I now see that I was mistaken ; your marriage is an admirably assorted one ; it is a cceur sec^ ca'iir sec ct demi." " I am fortunate if it be so," she said calmly, and she turned away from him, and being joined immediately by three or four gentlemen, passed with her graceful bearing and her perfect movement over the grass-lands toward the house. her, how CHAPTER XLIII. " It is the dreadful state of the country. They say we can't leave," said Avillion, plaintively, condoling, or affect- ing condolence, with himself for his presence, in wintry winds and icy rains, in his own land. The state of the country was bad, as the state of it has been bad for the last ten years ; as the state of every Euro- pean country is in the old age of the present century ; but its present state, even had it been infinitely more desper- ate, would not have kept him in it a day had ii')t Mmo. de Charolois been pleased to go from one countrv house to another, showing her delicate beauty and her admirably i ' *i :^'-\ 4IO POSITION. il if skill in skating on the meres and ponds of stately English parks. For her he even projected and endured a Christmas gathering at Brakespeare, wliere masques and carols and Twelfth Night dances were organized in the nr^st brilliant and historically accurate manner, because such old-world pastimes amused her, and were said by her to suit, as they undoubtedly did, the majesty and ancicntnessof his castle. In all these festivities, very splendid and protracted, his wife passively carried out what he desired, neither oppos- ing nor originating ; the burden of these long series of entertainments fell upon herself, as it always must fall on the mistress of the house ; but she supported it without apparent effort. It was all done for Claire de Charolois, and she knew it, but she gave no sign that she did know it. Never before, since the accession of its present lord, had Brakespeare been an open house in mid-winter, when the snow lay deep on the moors around, and the frost kept the horses neighing and stamping in their stalls. Avillion looked out of the windows with a shudder, al- though the electric light and the best system of hot-air flues made the interior by day and by night warm and bright as Madeira or Madagascar. " It is summer indoors, and it is the contrast which makes the charm," said the Duchess in reproof. *' I wonder that you who have so studied the philosophy of enjoyment have not discovered the beauty of contrasts before." " You have taught me that beauty in your own person," he murmured, tenderly. " So fair, and yet so cold ! " She smiled : her pensive, vacuous smile which so per- plexed him. She was not clever, nor even intelligent, but she had a great power over him, born of the charm of mystery and of resistance ; such resistance as seems always on the brink of entire concession yet never wholly yields. " I am really in love ! " he said to himself a thousand times, in amazement at his own durability of desire. And his bitterness against his wife increased with every hour, as every hour served further to increase his conviction that Claire de Charolois was the only woman who had ever lived who would have made him faithful to her. He would not have been faithful to her had he been able to marry her. He would have found her tedious, taciturn, tiresome, and have quarrelled with her in a week's time. But nothing would now have convinced him of this, and he was as profoundly in love with her as it is possible POSITION, 411 ^1 nglish istmas lis and lilliant l-wurld as they i castle, ted, his ■ oppos- ierics of fall on without iiarolois, she did present ci- winter, and the eir stalls. idder, al- )f hot-air arm and ch makes nder that nent have person," Hd 1 " h so per- igent, but charm of ms always ly yields, thousand ire. And ery hour, iction that had ever Id he been jr tedious, lin a week's lim of this, I is possible for a supreme egotist ever to be with anyone. " If I were only free! " he thought, with the restless, sullen rage of a child kept in school when he might be playing out in the ijardcn. He disliked waiting for anything, and he was tired of waiting to see the development of that to him extremely jinintercsting character which everyone admired in his wife except himself. "Virtuous women always take their js;ra/i{fes J>ussions so desperately hard," he said fretfully to himself; "if I am good-natured not to mind her amusements, why should she distress herself so unnecessarily ?" It seemed to him that the obstinacy of women was wholly unendurable. "Whatever you wish," he mused, "they oppose. When 1 was furious at her adoring the fellow, she was bent on making much of him ; and now that I do not object to what she does she takes no notice of his existence. It is all perversity." He seriously and even passionately wished his wife to compromise herself. Enmity, malice, and many unholy feelings all combined to make his present mood of hatred of her stronger than his love of his own good name. To have triumphed in her concession to human infirmities would have been so delightful to him that he would have purchased the enjoyment by acceptance of what he, like all other men, had always regarded as the most mortifying form of affront to honor. He was so infinitely tired of seeing her at her place in his house, and of having to accompany her to courts and ceremonies, that he would have welcomed her greatest offences provided they had ridden him of her presence. " She has always bored me," he said plaintively to his sister, Lady Shropshire, really persuading himself that she always had. She might be a lovely woman, a witty woman, an at- tractive woman to others ; but to him she had always been absolutely without charm. " But you always used to say that she suited you so ex- cellently?" Lady Shropshire ventured to suggest to him, deferentially, for his family always deferred to him. "One must say something civil of one's wife," said Avillion, with a sigh. " And if I did say it, which I do not think I ever did, I suppose it was to please Lady Greato- rpx." It certainly did not please Lady Greatorex that he, one I!! I ;^ .:! 4" POS/TJOA\ ,' i ' of the columns of the Carlton, should only live in the light of a French iJuchcss's eyes ; but Avillion h.ad done a great deal for his party and could not wholly be sacri- ficed to that fetish. The Greatorexes were eminently domestic and virtuous people ; they had a large progeny and lived amid it like patriarchs of old. Avillion was very terrible to them in many ways ; but then he put up the painted windows, in- vited the bishop of his diocese to his Easter parties, and occasionally attended Sunday service at the Chapel Royal. The Greatorexes did not quarrel with a great Tory gentle- man so long as he did these things ; they shut their eyes to everything except the number of figures in his political subscriptions, and the weight of his Conservative influence in his county. If political leaders did not know how oc- casionally to hunt with the hounds and run with the hare, great political organizations would soon fall to pieces. Why had he ever married Wilfreda Darner, who had never had any gratitude, any sympathy, any comprehen- sion of his character? He asked himself this pettishly, in these Christmas and New Year weeks. She looked very well, certainly, and she received very well, but that was ali. "You want something more in your wife than a fcmme qui dirige bien" he said to himself, until he really believed that his happiness had been en- tirely blighted by her. There is no sentiment which increases so rapidly as a dislike which is felt for a person who is near in relation and frequently near in vicinity. No animosity is so intol- erant, so unkind, so irreconci'ab'a as that which arises from a once close intercourse, and which is embittered by the sense that it replaces what v as once a passion. The sweetest wine makes the sharpest vinegar. Physical beauty or personal excellence can in no way diminish such an enmity; on the contrary, every familiar tone, every well-known gesture or expression, every turn of the head or movement of the hand increases it, and in all which once fed and nourished admiration food is found to justify and increase a dislike which becomes as vigilant and as sensitive as once sympathy and appreciation were so. It was with such a hostile sentiment as this that he now regarded his wife, until everything which was admirable in her seemed to him odious ; her dignity seemed stiffness, her patience seemed scorn, her calmness seemed irony, her obedience to his whims seemed servility and mere design- POS/T/OA\ 413 in the ,d done le sacri- nrtuous I it like them in iows, in- ties, and ;! Royal, yr gentle- leir eyes political influence how oc- the hare, eces. who had mprehen- ttishly, in ived very more in himself, been en- pidly as a n relation 5 so intol- ich arises ittered by ion. The Physical nish such ne, every f the head all which I to justify int and as re so. lat he now admirable :d stiffness, irony, her ere design- ing paltriness of spirit, and even her grace of movement as she passed him in a room appeared an absurd affecta- tion which set all his nerves on edge. He had never in his life attempted to govern or eradi- cate any feeling that he Iclt, and he allowed free run to this irritated acrimony which grew up in him toward the mother of his children. " Why is she the mother of my children ?" he though!, angrily ; it really seemed to him her worst oticnce of all. It was childish, but he was a spoilt child ; it was uiijusi, but egotists are never just ; it was illogical, but passions are not weighed or weighted by li)gic ; and whenever he did not get exactly and instantly what he wanted he always considered that the whole world was in league and con- spiracy against him. "He thinks it so unkind that I do not die," thought Freda herself, with that comprehension of his feelings to- ward her which had become so clear and so cold since that brief period of deception in which she had been his dupe. During these brilliant winter festivities, to which all that was highest and gayest in English society was bidden, her sense of the inadequacy and artificiality of the life she lived grew daily upon her. She had compared herself to the carriage-horse, which goes its daily round, caparisoned, with regulated pace and all nature in it repressed and ob- literated. Nature awakened in her at times underneath the ever-smiling, ever-gracious composure with which she played the part so long familiar to her. The life of the world may in great measure become a sub.stitute for a re- pression of the natural emotions and passions, but never wholly so long as there is youth, so long as there is feel- ing ; always at intervals will the latter stir and crave some indulgence, some portion, some hearing. The world is as a Nirvana, claiming, absorbing, pervadii.g the existence of its believers ; but at times it fails to satisfy what it per- meates, at times its paradise seems poor and pulseless. It so seemed to her in these winter weeks, when to please and flatter another woman all the resources of in- vention and wealth were exhausted in those great festivi- ties at Brakespeare, which were nominally given for the sake of stimulating and keeping together the wavering Tory feeling in the North, Lord Greatorex, taking thither his massive and Solon-like countenance, complimented and thanked the master of Brakespeare for his public spirit and self-sacrifice ; and Avillion, with that admirable ca- '! i t ! *.. 414 POSITION. E :• pacity for higli comedy wliich characterized him, mur- mured softly : " Oh, my dear friend ! anything I can do— anything we can any of us do — you command me in every way. But, alas ! who can command the weather? " But all this high, elaborate comedy, as much and as truly a comedy as the " Misanthrope " or tiie " Rivals," became like a grotesque farce to Avillion's wife, although she took her part in it, and never failed to play t'lat part to perfec- tion. Patriotism ! — we yield everything inch by inch to clamor and to p^nic. Loyalty ! — we receive princes, and make game of them as soon as they are gone. Ambition ! — what is there that we want? — nothing that anyone can give us. Duty ! — who knows what way it lies, what face it wears, what tongue it speaks ? What can the oracles say to us, since we have all seen the augur hiding behind the altar, and know that the sacred voice is but the formula of tho hidden priest ? So she thought, bitterly, this winter as she went i. "ough all the phases of the time, drove Lady Greatorcx to the Habitation in the little red-roofed, brown-walled, north, rn town, went with her ladies to see the torch-lit sports on the frozen lake, received illustrious persons at the foot of the grand staircase, and led the quadrille ifhonneur in the beautiful white ball-room of Brakespeare. Sometimes a desire which she had never known bciore seized on her to get away from it all, to have it broken up and ended, to throw it off as she threw off her furs when she came in from the skating. Yet she could imagine no other life. This one was her native air. Its manners, its habi*:*-, its ways, its thoughts, its rules, were bred in her bone md grafted on her brain. She tried to think of her- self as she would be if she left it all ; living in obscurity in some foreign country place on the narrow income which her own slender dower would give her, living on rich thoughts and poor fare as Lorraine lona counselled, liv- ing for the spirit, unconventionally, intellectually, apart from everything which she had known ; she tried to rea- lize such a fate for herself — but she could not prevail on her mind to draw any such picture in serious, clear out- lines. Such women there might be ; such women, no doubt, there had been ; if Beaufront were to be believed sucii a woman at one period of her career had been Consuelo Laurence. But she herself could never become such a ^ ^' POSITION. 4IS 1, miir- in do — n every as truly became ihe took pcrfec- ) clamor id make ;__vvhat give us. it wears, ay to us, he altar, la of th^ ; u -ough X to the north, rn jports on ic foot of nr in the n be tore •ok en up urs when lagine no nners, its in her k of her- obscurlty me which on rich elled, liv- Uy, apart ed to rea- revail on clear out- no doubt, ed such a Consuelo lie such a :d woman. The world was her element as was the water to Undine. She could not imagine any state in which she could live without it. It had lost all seduction for her, all its disguises were stripped off it ; it was a poor, aimless, joyless, hollow thing, but it was hers, she was its child, be- gotten by it and bound to it. She could not portray to herself any life without it. She might have done so once, perhaps ; but not now, never now. And yet she was tired of it ; she was intolerant of it ; now and again she made certain slighting remarks of which the bitterness and scorn forced her hearers to open their eyes wide at such strange heresies coming from her lips. " Lady Avillion is hipped," said Lord Greatorex to his wife. " Is there anything she could possibly like to have, do you know ? Is it possible that we have neglected some wish or some request expressed by her ? " But it was not witliin the power of Lord Greatorex, great man and minister though he was, to give Freda Avillion what she wished or wanted. For she wanted free- dom, and yet freedom would have been unendurable to her. She wanted love, and yet love would have been de- testable to her. She wanted simplicity, and yet simplicity would have been odious to her. She wanted solitude, and yet solitude would have been to her still more insupport- able than was the crowd in which she perpetually moved and had her being. When there is no gift which, being given, could be enjoyed by the receiver, both heaven and earth are powerless donors. CHAPTER XLIV. In the northern counties the frost was severe that win- ter, and the broad, rapid river, by name the S'viftsure, which fed the forests of Brakespeare, was still bound un- der it, and the lake which closed in the gardens was a sheet of ice. The keepers broke holes for the fish to b.-eathe and the swans and the wild fowl to drink at, and in the park the herds of deer came tamely to be fed, look- injy like beautiful statues of bronze aerainst tiie silvered ferns and the whitened grass. Claire de Cliarolois was an elegant and admirable skater, I I • \ I 1 t 91 i; '1 'i,,i!: JO' ! 416 Pos/7yoy. and knew that her tall, frail, lily-like form never looked more efifective than when, arrayed in some close-fitting sealskin or sable, she seemed to float over the ice with the rapidity of lightning and the graceful curved flight of a crane. It carried out her views of the charm of contrast, for nothing could be in stronger contrast than the incred- ible swiftness and ease of her movements, with the entire silence in which she moved, and the dreamy, pensive, ab- sorbed gaze of her eyes which seemed to look far away and see nothing of those around her. It was to please her that her host organized the water- carnival upon the frozen lake and river, and himself ap- peared upon the ice, shivering internally under his costly furs, but watching her with adoring eyes, lest she should feel fatigued, and hovering ever within her reach with a richly decorated eighteentli-century sledge, modelled bv Gouthiere, with panels painted by Fragonard and var- nished bv Martin. Avillion, who could skate well as he could do most things, but hated the exertion and dreaded over-heating himself, looked very handsome as he leaned on the back of this sledge, waiting on the pleasure of the momentary idol of his fancy. One day, fatigued at last, or feigning fatigue, Claire dc Charolois approached the sledge, poised on her roller blades as lightly as an ibis on her wings. ** I am tired, you may drive me," she said to Avillion, as she stepped with her languid grace into the sledge-chair, while he, with the deference and reverence of a courtier of Versailles, covered her knees with the ermine-lined rugs. His wife, standing at a little distance on the bank, smiled slightly as she saw his attitude and guessed his words. Just so had he addressed herself a dozen years before when he had seen her, with her roses in her hand, standing on the lawn of Bellingham. ** Tout lasse, tout casse, tout passe," she thought. " But I could never have made him heat himself by pushing a chair for me over ice." For he, who dreaded heats, who dreaded clrlls, who ab- horred effort, and deemed all open-air exercise of tiie mus- cles ploughmen's work, was leaning on the back of the gilded and painted sledge and moving it along the surface of the lake, while Mme. de Charolois bent her face over a .bouquet of hothouse flowers with which lie had presented her. POSITION. 417 looked -fitting rith the ht of a ontrast, incred- i entire ;ive, ab- ir away e water- iself ap- is costly 3 should \\ with a ielled by and vai- do most r-heating the back onientary Claire dc ler roller villion, as ::lge-chuir, ;ourtierof led rugs, nk, smiled is words. rs before , standing It. But [pushing a Is, who ab- If the mus- Lk of the ]hc surface lace over a presented It was not with jealousy, nor even any sense of wrong or of offence, yet it was with a certain impulse of irrita- tion, that Freda stood watching them thus harmoniously glide along the shining snow-powdered expanse. There had been a tone in the few syllables spoken by the Duch- ess which carried with it the impression of a perfect un- derstanding, of a complete familiarity, with the host whom she had thus commanded to be her valet. Used as his wife was to his inconstancies, something in that tone, in its serene authority, its matter-of-course permission to serve, moved her to impatience. " Within my hearing ! Under my eyes ! " she said to herself. She was not astonished, she was not even af- fronted, but still it jarred upon lier. Had it been any- where else she would not have lieeded it ; but here, at Brakespeare, she lelt herself insulted, and she despised herself as his accomplice. May and Fluff, flushed and excited, dashed past her at that moment, tlieir cheeks glowing, their eyes flashing, their hair flying, forgetful in the triumph of successful skating of their dignity and of the opinions of Lord Dover. ** Come ! " shouted May, turning back his head to his mother, and she obeyed the appeal and went down the lake beside their children. All out-of-door pastimes had been made easy and fami- liar to her in early days at Belli ngham, and her skating was equal to Mme. dc Charolois'. In the mood she was in at that moment the rapid rushing motion was welcome to her ; the keen, fierce northern air was a tonic and a sedative in one. With her body perfectly balanced, and her arms folded, she glided on, the picturesque groups on the ice, the fringing alders and larches of the banks, the snow-covered rushes, the painted sledge-chairs, all passing by her with the swiftness 01 a swallow's flight. She soon distanced her little sons, her guests and friends, the gen- tlemen flying in her path. She put all the strength and energy which were in her, and which were great, into the contest. She was glad of the sharp air which stung her like a whip, and the swift movement which heated her veins and stilled her thoughts. The lake was fed by a branch of the river, and this minor stream, now frozen like the river itself, was a deep narrow channel overhunL' with trees of various kinds. She knew where the outlet was, and went toward it, while 27 ,1 j1 .■ i I i I? i ^ i H i. If y 5) , 418 pos/r/OAr. ii r- n the majority of the party remained on the garden side of the lake, where the wind was less keenly felt, whither the ciiildren had turned also, attracted by the cliair-sledging, and the buffet of tea, iced wines, and sweet and savory dainties, which was placed under a tent on the bank, near a large Lebanon cedar. '• A caviare biscuit and a sugared almond are dearer to them than I," thought their mother, with a little laugh, as she sped onward toward the northern bank and turned into the narrow in-passage made by the little stream under the frosted boughs. Looking back, she saw her sons al- ready by the tent, their skates off and their hands filled with bonbons, which they were munching as squirrels munch nuts. " If I died to-morrow," she thought, ** they would only be very pleased with the ' funeral baked meats * and the crape on their hats ! " But she felt very far from death as the blood tingled in her limbs with the rarefied air, and the glittering icicles on the boughs were dashed in her face as she glided on, following the curves of the stream. " Oh, leave me alone, I am so glad for once to be alone ! " she said, with involuntary warmth, as one of the gentle- men at last reached her side. He was an old friend of her childhood, Lord Glastonbury, one of the many men who had loved her vainly. He was struck by the tone in which she spoke, hesitated a moment, looking wistfully at her, then obeyed her, and wheeled round to return to the lake. " Take care, that is all ; the ice further on is untried," he said, as he regretfully left her. He imagined that she was annoyed and disturbed, and wished for a few minutes' respite from the incessant demands on her of her many guests. *' Poor Glassy ! " she thought, as she sped away from him. "He was always such a good creature, and never affronted whatever one said to him." The way to the great river was long, but it seemed short to her as the leafless trees flew by her, and the sharp strong wind blew in her face and pierced through the furs she wore. The landscape was austere and chill, the silence was unbroken ; all sound and movement had been left behind with the pastimes on the lake ; the afternoon sun grew low and very pale. The frozen channel which she followed wound in and out with many a turn, always under j'OS/770X. 419 n side of ither the sledging, id savory ank, near dearer to laugli, as id turned :ani under r sons al- filled witli ;ls munch 'ould only ;' and the tingled in ring icicles glided on, be alone ! " the gentlc- •iend of her men who he tone in wistfully return to IS untried," led that she ;\v minutes' her many away from and never ;emed short Iharp strong Ihe furs she the silence Id been left ;rnoon sun which she [ways under the shadow of larch and alder, willow and hazel. It was a deep green stream famed for its trout in April weather, and banked by mossy cariii thick sown with violet and primrose roots. It was one of the beauties of the home park, and a favorite drinking haunt of the deer. It was now frozen hard and fiini a? steel, and the low gray sky seemed almost to steep and touch the trees. No one would miss her, she thought, for half an hour, and the freedom, the solitude, were welcome to her. They were all laughing, skating, flirting, eating nougat, and drinking pineapple punch ; they would not notice her brief absence. "I am always on guard," she thought ; "they may let me off duty for twenty minutes, I think." On skates one goes far in twenty minutes ; she wished to reach the Swiftsure itself, and sec its gray, sombre win- ter beauty where it was wont to roll so boisterously, peat- stained, through its lofty hills and moors; and now, they said, was as motionless as its tributaries, chained down under the iron grip of the frost. She went on and on, on and on ; she knew the course of the stream well, and knew how and when it would fall into the breast of its parent waters in reedy, lonely places, which the bittern still haunted and the coot and the moor- hen cherished. At last she reached that spot just as the dim sun sank out of sight behind the brown ridge of moor- land covered with heather burned black with frost. Heavy clouds, snow laden, floated slowly across the slope of the hills ; on either side the forests stretched sombre and gruesome ; in the foreground were beds of rushes and of reeds, frozen fast amid sheets of ice, and beyond these was the larger river, level and white and smooth, with flocks of wild birds flying with shrill cries above its frozen surface. It was as lonely, as soundless, as melancholy, as though it had been in the fastnesses of unexplored hills on the shores of untraversed seas. The sun, sunk now wholly out of sight, left a faint eerie light upon the ice- bound waters and the blackened moors charred by frost as though by fire. She wound her way through islets of reeds and rushes toward the Swiftsure itself ; she desired to see the view up and down its course, which at all sea- sons of the year was famous for its beauty. The ice cracked and bent between the osier-beds as she passed over it, but she passed on unheeding that warning sign ; she was at all times courageous to folly. In another mo- 1,' I ill 4-0 rosirioiv. ment sue would have been out and on the river itself, which here between the heather hills grew broad and lake- like, but a voice from the dusky shadows of the birch groves called aloud to her : "For God's sake, stop! The ice of the greater water will not bear; it will break beneath you." Instinctively siie paused, and her face grew as white as the ice which sustained her ; but the emotion which she felt was not fear, it was amazement, wonder, pleasure, pain, a thousand troubled emotions fused in one, for she recognized tiie voice which addressed her. ** Was it an hallucination?" she thought, feebly and feverishly, f - 3' 3.'uv no one ; and she stooped and loos- ened her skates, and leaned against the stem of a birch- tree, for she was out of breath and disturbed by the strange tricks wiiicli h;.\ fani ^>layed her. Why should she hear that voice amid these lonely hills and waters, unless her brain were foolishly filled with the memory of it ? She was angered against herself and ashamed of her own weakness. Someone, of course, she reasoned, must have spoken, but it could only be some passer-by, some peasant or some pedlar, someone who did not know her by sight. That her fancy should have heard in it tiie ac- cents of Syrlin made her ashamed of the persistency with which in solitude her thoughts reverted to him. But scarce a moment more elapsed before she realized that she had not been the dupe of the imagination ; coming over the ice and through the yellow crackling reeds, she saw the figure of a man, rudely clothed as a moorland wanderer might be, with a knapsack on his back, and high boots reaching to the knee. As he approached her he uncovered his head, and the sharp wind blew in his dark curls, and the face, beneath that dusky glory of blowing hair, was the face of Syrlin. She was so amazed and stupefied that she spoke not a word, but stood gazing blankly at him, still doubting the testimony of her own senses. "Forgive me," he murmured, while the blood leaped to his cheeks and the flame to his eyes. " I should not have dared to speak, but in another moment you would have been out on the river ice, and it would have broken be- neath you." The gray and silvery atmosphere around them, the pale weird light, the dark and leafless woods, the frozen POSIfJOX. 421 ;r itself, ,nd lake- tie birch er water white as hich she pleasure, ;, for she ebly and and loos- ■ a birch- le strange )ucly hills i with the ed of her med, must r-by, some know her it the ac- ency with lim. But ilized that coming reeds, she moorland , and high ed her he n his dark d! blowing poke not a ubting the ;i leaped to d not have ^'ould have broken he- rn, the pale the frozen waters, made a scene with which the virile yet poetic beauty of the man before her was in perfect harmony. He had been so constantly in her tlioiights since her re- turn to England, that his suddoti presence was a shock to her ratiier painful than pleasurable, yet stirring all her nature to its depths. For the first time in her life she was speechless from strong emotions which she did not analyze, and which for the moment had greater force than herself. " It is like a scene on the stage," she thought, witli an- ger, a moment later. " Will he never remember that 1 am not Dona Sol nor Celinione ? " He saw the angei- in her blue dark eyes, and he did not resent it ; she would not have been what she was liad siie welcomed him like tenderer or weaker women. " What are you doing here ? " she said, very coldly, when she recovered her voice. " Yow refused Lord Avillion's invitations persistently ; it is not usual to approach a house after such refusals, though I am quite sure tliat he will be charmed to welcome you." Syrlin colored hotly. "I shall not trouble Lord Avillion's hospitality. I should not even have spoken to you had you not been in danger of your life." "Are you always to play the part of my Providence?" she said, coldly. " Allow me to say that I do not care fcjr such unexpected appearances, even when they are useful ; they are too dramatic." She was sensible of the injustice and the Ingratitude of the words, but she spoke them almost despite herself. If anyone saw her here, or heard of such a meeting, what could it ever appear except a rendezvous ? — a rendezvous of the most sensational and the most vulgar kind ! The romance, the impetuosity, the acknowledged ardor shown by his appearance there jarred on all the habits of her ways and thoughts : such things were beautiful in verse, or romantic prose, but not in real life, within three miles of Brakespeare and of Lady Greatorex ! Syrlin, standing beside her under the alder and larch boughs, was gazing at her with his fervent, lustrous eyes, and was so absorbed in his contemplation that he was barely conscious of the cold words which so cruelly re- ceived him. "What arc you doing here ?" slie said, impatient of his silence and his gaze. " If you do not intend to come to I \% . 6 ? ■ 4 422 position: us, why are you in these woods ? Everyone said you were shut up at Willowsleigh, writing, composing, creating, I know not what. What are you doing here, almost dis- guised ?" ** I have been here some days," replied Syrlin, abruptly. " I have seen you several times, driving with your ladies, riding with your gentlemen. I only came for that. I tell vou I should never have made myself known to voii but that you were just about to tread where the ice is as brit- tle as glass, and where I sank up to my hips this morning. You are always surrounded. I never expected to sec you like this, al«ne." "And why should you want to see me alone ? " she was about to say, when she remembered the burning words which he had spoken to her on the evening before the Lansmere ball, and which the entrance of her cousin had arrested only half-uttered. Such offence as she had felt at the song of La Reine pleurait arose in lier now, and more intensely, yet it was crossed by and fused with a sense of vague and dangerous sweetness, a sudden consciousness of all tlie heat and strength and magic which passion can lend to life. The directness of his avowals made it impossible to ignore them ; he spoke as tliough it were the most natural thing in life that he should wander, hidden thus, merely to hear the passing sound of her carriage-wheels, merely to see the passing shadow of her riding-horse ! It was absurd, it was melodramatic, it was like a hero of Hugo's, a lover of Sardou's ; it confused her, offended her, violated all her canons of good taste, of prudence, of etiquette \ and yet as she stood there in that wintry lone- liness and stillness, with those dark eyes pouring down their light upon her, she was moved as Mary Stuart had been moved by Chastelard, and learned that there were other things in life than courts and councils, calm custom and chill routine. Syrlin perceived that momentary yielding, that softened, hesitating, troubled mood, and a flood of passionate elo- quence rose to his lips and spent itself in headlong un- measured adoration. He had been many days upon these moors, living hard- ly, hiding himself from all to whom his features were fa- miliar, brought thither by that hunger of the heart to look on what it loves, which in absence eats away the peace of every true lover. The sudden and unhoped for meeting rosiT/ox, 423 with her alone by the frozen river mastered his prudence, effaced his fears of alienating her, and destroyed all his self-control. All which had been pent up in his soul through these many lonely months found expression now in that vivid and warmly colored speech which was so natural to him and of which the ardent accents seemed to change the wintry eve into a tropic day. Many had been the declarations of hopeless passion to which she had listened, often with slender patience and slight sympathy. But these had been naught beside the worship, the adoration, tiie humility, the pride, the force, the fervor of this appeal to her which poured out on her the treasures of a heart, virgin in feeling, and divine in its ideals. As she heard, her own heart was stirred to some echo of it, as a lyre long mute will sometimes answer to a mas- ter-hand. She did not seek to interrupt him ; she listened passively, her eyes gazing on the frozen grass against her feet, the color coming and going in strong emotion be- neath her transparent skin. " You are mad," she said, in a voice which trembled slightly, but was not cold or angered. " You are mad. I am nothing that you think me. What good can such folly do you ? What happiness can it bring ? " "Happiness!" he echoed. "Dearer is torture which comes from you than all the common joys of earth. I love you ; I love you ; I love you ! Do you not under- stand that it is delight enough merely to say that unre- buked to you ? " " But I do rebuke you," she murmured, while a faint soft smile hovered on her lips, which had grown pale. "You should not think thus; you should not feel thus ; I have told you it is madness." The chiding was sweet as the south wind to the car of Syrlin. It brought to him whispers of all liope, all ec- stasies, all fair fruition, as the south wind stirring in the cold of spring brings all the promise of the summer with its breath. " I live to-day, let me die to-night ! " he murmured rapt- urously. " If it be madness it is one that gods might envy. Do you know what it is for me to love you thus ? How should you know? The men of your world cannot love. When they think they love, and are repulsed, they buy a new rifle and go where they can kill wild boars or bulls. How should you know what my love is to me ? It is the mm mH 424 position: core of my heart. It is the essence of my soul. It is every ril)rc atul nerve of my being given to you. I love you as Dante Heatrice, as Petrarch L;ujra, hunihly, devoutly, ethereally ; but I love you also as the eagle loves, as the lion loves, as the man loves when he is outside the deaden- ing inlluences of the world, fiercely, blindly, idolatrously, exclusively, with rage as well as rapture !" "Hush, hush'" she said faintly; a vague fear moved her, the first fear she had ever known. Yet something like that dreamy lidling magnetism which it is said comes over those who feel the hot breath of the desert king upon their faces, came over her under the sirocco of this boundless and dauniless passi(jn. He felt his power over her, his eyes flashed fire in the gloom of the twilight, his gaze poured its magnetic forces into hers, his hand stole near her and touched limidly and reverently the furs of her dress. Alas for him! at that moment the calling of distant voices sounded on the frosty air ; her name echoed over the icy wastes and smote his ear and hers. " Go, go ! " she said breathlessly, as she shook him off. " They have missed me and arc coming after me. Go, go! Must I tell you twice ? If you are found with me here I wi?l never see you again ! You have no right to draw ridicule and misconstruction on me by your follies. The whole world is not a theatre. You must learn to remem- ber that." He grew very pale ; all the ardent, warm, melting ten- derness which had given such softness and fire to his regard died down as a leaping flame will sink and die in darkness. " You are afraid ! " he cried. All his features hardened into scorn, he loosed his hold on her and he breathed loudly and with effort ; his checked passion choked him, thrown back upon itself like a fiery horse arrested in mid-career. She turned on him with imperious command and indig- nation. ** I am afraid of nothing ; but I do not choose to be found with you here, like a gamekeeper's wife discovered in an intrigue with a gypsy. Go ! I order you, go ! If you have any honor in you — go ! " His head dropped under the sting of the last words ; with a fierce and bitter oath he turned from her, and, plunging among tlie brushwood of the river-bank, was ciuickly Inst to hei bigiit auiuug its bnnvn and tangled un- dergrowth, , i ' ros/Tjo.\. 425 The voices calling; on her name drew nearer and nearer. She paused a inoinenl. drawing a deep hnig breath to still the beating of her nerves, then she slipped her skates up'>>n her feet and went to meet the persons seeking her. '* Where have you been ? We have been frightened out of our wits !" called Lord Glastonbury, who was the fore- most of the group of gentlemen. "Whom were you talkin[v to. Lady Avillion?" cried those behind him. "We had just despaired of ever find- ing you above the ice vvlien by good fortune we heard someone speak." "It was a stray tourist," slic answered lightly. "He warned mc that the ice of the Swiftsure would not bear. You need not have come after me, my good people. I know my way home." Lord Glastonbury looked curiously at her. " It is odd weather for tourists to be abroad," lie said, curtly. "Surely in common gratitude you ofifered liim a night's rest at Brakespeare ?" "I did not think of it," she answered, indifferently. "And I am afraid I am never grateful. But I daresay he will sleep quite as soundly at the village inn." At the tea hour, when she had come down among her ladies, clad in loose flowing folds of silver tissue, the specu- lations and the mirth were great over what they termed her adventure. She herself said very little, but she looked fatigued. " Surely the wanderer was Mr. Whistler," said the Duch- ess of Queenstown, " come northward to study a symphony in black and white." " It must certainly have been an artist of some sort," said Avillion, with a slight momentary smile, and his eyp55 under their languid lids turned on his wife. " I wish / )r< had brought him in," he added. " He might have amused us." She felt a wave of warmth pass over her face and throat. And a feeling of hatred against Syrlin rose in her and em- bittered his memory. Yet when later on she took the arm of Lord Greatorex to go in to dinner she thought of him with contrition, alone and out in the snow-storms of the night, or miserably and hardly lodged in some peas- ant's cabin or some moorland alehouse. Her dinner-table, strewn with white and red roses, il- lumined by the electric light, glittering with gold statuettes and silver baskets, with its ripple of low voices and amused ■ ' >' r •1 «! ^ mm I * 43<*» POSIT! ON. laughter riroiind It, and its dozen powdered lackeys bc- liiMcl the cliairs, seemed to her an insolent, odious, osten- tatious, stupid parade. Every now and then she met her husband's eyes ; they had a mild derision, a subdued triumph in them, which scorched her like the touch of a hot iron. CHAPTER XLV. During the evening Avillion left the drawing-room for a moment and went to his own apartments. He wrote there a few words on a sheet of paper, sealed it, and bade his man send it to the head keeper. " It would really be amusing," he thought, "to have le beau t^iu'hrcux \.-\\<.Q:\\ \\\i for poaching and brought before the Bench. Alcestc before the great Unpaid would be en- chanting." But it was not an amusement in which he could indulge, for it would have startled and driven away the offender and delayed that discovery and denouement which he himself so impatiently awaited. Avillion was no sports- man, but he knew enough of sport to know that you must never alarm your quarry if you would draw near enough to bring it down. Yet he took delight in the be- lief tliat her pride had fallen, her dignity succumbed, her strength yielded to mortal frailties, and the desire to know it beyond doubt, to be able to prove and publish it, made him unscrupulous as to any means by which he could se- cure such testimony. All evil grows apace, and the acerbity of his feelings against her and his desire to be free of her obliterated in him all those principles of race and breeding which had hitherto restrained and redeemed his character. All these years he had praised and respected his wife for the prudence with which she had preserved her judgment and borne higli his name, amid flattery and provocation of every kind. But now, for the gratification of his own impulses and animosity, he was ready to disgrace his own name in her person. " Let her go and live with her comedian among his Moors and Jews," he thought, with brutal eagerness to hound out of his world the mother of his heirs. He hated Syrlin, but he hated her much more ; and his love for him- fostrroN, 437 iys bc- osten- i ; they , which )om for J wrote id bade have le i before d be en- indulge, offender rhich he I sports- hat you aw near the be- bed, her to know it, made ould se- feelings rated in lich had ) wife for udgmer.t •vocation his own his own nong his ;rness to \q hated I for him- self and for his own indulgence was greater yet tlKincitiier sentiment. In llic morning lie heard tliat his orders iiad bcoii obeyed, that searcli and inquiry iiad been made on his IuiuIl^ and tliat a foreigner, young, and apparently rich, l):ul been staying at tlie disused posl-housu on tlic moors, and had been frequently seen in the wilder and lonorKi pints of the park. The identity of the stranger willi Syrlin did not appear to have occuned to any of the men who were em- ployed in his woods and forests, but Avillion from various evidence had no doubt left in his own mind about it. '''' \. l^rande passion with a vengeance !" he thought in amaze ; not even for the Duchess do Chaiolois would he himself have stayed at a moorland post-house, with a peat fire and a flock bed, and frozen land and water all around him. He iiad no doubt whatever that the meeting by the Swift- sin-e had been an intentional one, an :r i)oiiUment inter- rupted by the accidental interference of J.oid (/iastonbury. Well, they should meet again, uninterrupted, if they liked ! He smiled, and wislied them joy of their erotics, with the mercury below zero and their iieco) dr sc'/w frozen bracken and icicle-hung bushes. All the cruelty wiiich was in his nature, long unchecked by egotism, and only covered by a polished manner, awakened and increased in him. He would have exposed and disgraced his wife with delight, and without mercy or hesitation. If his gcneraticni and his rank had permitted, he would have treated her with unsparing brutality and personal violence. As he could not do that, he gave her rope and hoped that she would hang herself. He observed on the following days that she made ex- cuse not to leave the house, or else drove some ladies in her pony sledge, and never was alone. *' This is only a blind," thought Avillion, with that sceptical shrewdness which so often overshoots its mark, and is more mistaken than simplicity. She was never unaccompanied, because she dreaded such another meeting as that beside the Swiftsure. She knew not whether Syrlin was still in the north, still on those moors, or whether, disappointed and repidsed, he had abandoned his enterprise and left the county. She had no clear memory of what she had said herself, only every syllable of his impassioned declarations re- mained engraven upon her remembrance* * ^ i\ fv\' i Mi I 42 S POSITION. it. 'S 1 ■• u**. ;i^:y! When he had left licr and had plunged into tlie black- ened and frozen undergrowth of the larch-woods which fringed the Swiftsure, Syrlin had gone on and on, forcing his way through all obstacles in his path like a horse bro- ken loose from constraint and blind with his own excite- ment. The sound of the voices of those who joined her coming to him from the distance on the icy air increased almost to delirium the fever which was upon him. He had come thither on no fixed errand, on no definite scope, merely, as he had told her, because the desire to see her again Iiad become irresistible. It was only when he had left iier that the full sense of the danger to her of his con- cealed presence on her husband's estates was borne in upon him. The last words which she had spoken showed him the greatness of his fault against her, and the risks to whicii he liad exposed her. He had all the romance of a RoUo, the fervor of a Romeo, but he had nothing of the calculation, nothing of the cruelty, of a libertine. He adored her, as, in the old dramas of history and art, men adored women ; he could never have reached the cynical egotism with which Avillion could plan and trace and compass the seduction of what he admired, with tiie patience and the circuitous approaches of an engineer lay- ing down the lines of attack wiiich are destined to reduce a city by long siege. His repentance for what he had done was as extreme as his regret and his disappointment as he went over the frozen marshes, oflcn up to his knees in breaking ice and crushing brushwood, while the long win- ter twilight slowly settled into night, and through the silence and darkness there onlv came the boom of a fam- ished bittern, the bleat of a starving otter. He wandered away from the course of the river and lost his road and all knowledge of where he 'is. He might have perished miserably in a snowdri^ , .r fallen in tiie starless gloom down into some gully ( ravine or tarn, had he not met with a sheep-dog out searching for his lost sheep. Follow- ing the dog he came to tlie fold, and to the hut of the shepherd close by ; and there he stayed until morning. With sunrise he returned to the old disused posting-house upon the Brakespeare moors where his momentary abode had been made, and wTote a letter to her into which all the soul of a poet was poured, and all the desperation of a lover who broke his heart on hers as Jose upon Carmen's. With great imprudence he gave this letter to a village POSlTIOiV. 429 boy to be carried to the Castle, and liimself took his depar- ture from the nortli, lest the mad desire to see her face and hear her voice again sliouid be stronger than iiiinself, and again compromise her by some accidenial meeting on wliich some false construction sliould be placed by others. He knew that he had no right to compromise her; not even such right, if it can be called so, as would have come from that responsive passion which would alone have made courage in such a position incumbent upon her. He was imprudent from temperament, heedless fiom scorn of con- ventionality and disdain of caution, impetuous in all moods and phases of feeling, and used from character to under- rate tlie need and the value of all hesitation to obey the dictates of passion. It was as impossible for him to com- prehend the temperament and moral atmosphere of such a woman as she was, as it would be for a native of the trop- ics to understand the winter of the poles. Beaufront had warned him long before that such a character as hers would forever remain unintelligible to him in its self- love, which yet was not selfishness, in its deference to opinion, which yet was not cowardice, in its resistance to impulse, which yet v;as not heartlessness. " You are afraid ! " he had said to her, with cruel scorn, but he knew that he had no title to make it a reproach to her if she were indeed afraid to seem what she was not, afraid to appear to have deserted those laws of custom and of duty to which she had been entirely true. The world was always with her ; a rival so potent that he could never hope to vanquisii it. He was but Chastelard ; and she, though song might charm her ear, and worship touch her heart, would, he felt, beyond all things never forget, never let him forget, that she was a queen, and he but a minstrel, a lutist, a stringer of rhymes. Meanwhile the village boy to whom he had given his letter idled on his way, bought food and marbles with the money given him, found playmates to share both, and loitered about the park snow-balling rabbits, so that an under-keeper took him rudely to task, and relieving him of the sealed envelope, sent him back to his moorland home whimpering and frigiUcned. The undcr-kceper, having had secret orders given him by his principal, carried the letter to the head-keeper, who in turn carried it to his lord's body-servant, Phillips. Avillion took it as if he thought it one of his own, being cm\ % ■1 f; m Hi 11 . f I '1 ■ »l .'»"«i^ m I ,» urn 4 ■114 %ru .1 ». r-^- ?■ !■ I 430 POSITIOX. gravely careful to keep up appearances, although he knew that Phillips was aware of the orders which the keepers had received. Alone he opened the letter and read it. The contents surprised him. There seemed no possi- bility of doubting the penitence, the hopelessness, and the unhappiness which breathed in every line. "Is it possible that he is still only a suitor dolorous and forlorn ? I thought him too experienced to waste his time in sighs to the empty air," he thought, regretful and im- patient, as he gave the letter, carefully closed, back to Phillips. " It is a letter for my lady ! You should be mon ,arc- ful," he said, severely. *' Give it to one of her women." Phillips, who was far too admirably trained not to fall in with all his master's humors, and carry out any pretence which his master liked to fabricate, made profound ex- cuses for his own negligence, and appeared wholly to have forgotten the orders which he had received a few days before. That evening, when she went to her room before dinner she found the letter lying before her mirror, and at a glance she recognized the frank and careless handwriting .which she had seen in the same manner on her table once before, when he had sent her tlie verses on the harvest- mouse. " Does he even suborn my maids ? " she thought, with a flush of anger. " Must he always believe that he is still upon the stage ?" Her pride was offended. She disliked these romantic follies, these secret melodramatic ways. " Who gave you that letter ?" she asked her attendant. The woman, who was warned by Phillips not to men- tion himself or his lord, affected, and affected admirably, astonishment and ignorance. " The letter could not have come here by itself, and no one but you or Marie has put it there," she said, unde- ceived by the maid's acting. " It is a petition, I can see. But whoever has anything to say to me can say it by post." She lighted a match and set fire to the letter, which blazed a little and then smouldered into ashes on the china tray where she had laid it to burn. She watched its de- struction with a pressure of regret at her heart. Here and there words caught her eye as the fire consiuned it, imprudent words, words full of passion and humility, en- treaty and despair. But her soul was shut to his prayers, POSITION. 431 I he knew J keepers ;ad it. tio possi- 5, and the rous and e his time 1 and iin- , back to ion ,ci re- omen." lot to fall pretence uund ex- v'hoUy to ed a few re dinner and at a idwriting ible once harvest- it, with a le is still romantic endant. to men- Imirablv, f, and no id, unde- can see. Dv post." M-, which he china id its de- Here umed it, ility, en- prayers, for her pride was more intense than her emotion. She hated to think that he brought into her life the secret and foolish intrigue of stage-passions, could approach her with the sensational and dramatic action with which in his iheatres he had wooed Marguerite, Marion Delorme, Angelique, Dona Sol, Froufrou ! Avillion said that night, as Phillips undressed him : " I hope you were careful t., send that packet of my lady's to her rooms ? " Phillips replied, with sober countenance : *' I am happy to say it was of no importance, my lord ; the women told me it was only a petition, and her ladyship burnt it un- read." *' Unread !" thought Avillion, who felt once more ex- treme surprise. Women do not burn letters unread when they come from those whom they love. But as his own inclination and habits were always to scheme, witii many involutions and affectations, he concluded, on niaturer thought, that this letter had been only a ruse ; a letter of fictitious de- spair, written to put himself off his guard, and burnt by his wife with fictitious indifference for the same purpose. The extreme finesse of his own mind, and the intricacies of his own actions, disposed him to a view of the motives and acts of others which was, in its manner, often as falla- cious and misleading as the impressions and conclusions of an optimist are in another sense. That no one ever took a straight line when they could take a curved one, seemed to him an axiom of human life and conduct. By that intuition which some women possess, and which knowledge of the world increases, she was sensible that her husband was aware of the visit of Syrlin, and she felt tiiat her guests were by some means all more or less con- scious of it likewise. Some of those who had followed her to the Swiftsure had, she imagined, recognized either his voice or his countenance. The knowledge was to the greatest extent irritating to her. Such a secret known of her seemed to drop her at once to the level of those heroines of scandalous stories whom she had always held in such cold contempt. Her heart liardened more and more against the man who had brought such misconstruction upon her, even while more and more the eloquence of his words, the magnetism of his regard, remaining in her memory, awakened in her emo- tions to which she had all her life been a stranger. * \ I I Iv"' i 432 position: Had she had the power of Mary Stuart, she would un- relentingly have sent him to the scaffold, but she would have suffered more than he when the axe would have fall- en. Syrlin, tncanvvliilc, had returned to Willowsleigh ; and in the lun^^ lonely hours which were there his chosen lot, he remembered and loolced at the verses and scene of his drama, which, perfected and polisiied, and with all his powers concentrated in it, had been finished and put away before he had gone northward. He had ceased to be able to judge of it. At one mo- ment it seemed to him that he had in it a fair title-deed to more durable fame than that which he had already won ; at another it seemed to him vacuous, senseless, mere me- tre, without a soul in it, mere empty sound which would awaken no human heart to an echo. *' And though it had all Musset's and Shelley's hearts in it, all Swinburne's melody, and all Heine's sorrow, what would she tliink of it or of me ?" he said, bitterly. '* No more tiian Mary Stuart thought of Chastelard, Francis is a scrofulous, sick boy, Darnley is a vicious fool, Bothwell is a brute ; yet all these may mate with her ; Chastelard is only a presumptuous mime and must not lift his eyes to her in public !" Certain of her words had entered into him, and stung his soul as a loaded wliip stings the flesh with its strokes. Tliey had been words in which the instinctive, uncon- querable, innate contempt of a great lady for all outside her own pale of birth and of habit had escaped her, being stronger and more enduring in her than any warmth of emotion or sympathy of thought. Though all the world could crown him as Rome crowned Petrarch, it would not make him nearer to her. The winter days and nights were long and dull and hu- mid in the valley of the Thames ; but he remained there alone, denied to all, even almost always to Auriol. He was a prey to a cruel and insatiable passion, and to a genius which conceived ideals and ambitions such as no reality on earth could satisfy. He was like Faust in the solitude of the mountain, accompanied by Mephistoph- eles, and tortured by the desire for Helen. POSITJO/V. 433 •uld un- J would ave fall- jh ; and >sen lot, le of his all his ut away 3ne mo- deed to iy won ; ere rne- 1 would earts in vv, what . "No Francis othwell istelard eyes to I stung Tokes. uncon- outside being nith of world ild not nd hu- 1 there and to 1 as no in the istoph- CHAPTER XLVI. With the early days of February, the long series of winter festivities at Brakespeare djew to a close. The Houses were to assemble in the middle of the month, and Lord Greatorex had expressed his hope to the magnates of his party that they would be in their places on the day of the opening of Parliament. Such demands on self-sac- rifice were growing numerous and onerous, but the great personages grumbled and yielded. Avillion, quoting many disquieting precedents from the administrations of Lord Shelburne and Lord North, suffered himself to be drawn to London, and Mme. de Charolois, who found England suit her health, purchased a very pretty house in a corner where the trees and water of St. James's Park made a sylvian landscape in front of the balconies. She was said to be suffering from that vague and clastic mal- ady, anaemia, and only one physician, and that a I^ondon one, had ever understood her case. It was a gentle and benevolent disease, and never impaired her beauty, inter- fered with her engagements, or prevented her taking any fatigue which pleased her ; but it was always there, ex- tremely useful and exceedingly interesting. Beaufront was away in the extreme East, yachting, no one knew precisely where, in some Chinese, Siamese, or Burmese waters, and the house in Wilton Street saw him no more, althougli its doors were open, its furniture un- covered, and the white cat was lying in its old place at its mistress's feet, in front of olive-wood fires. There is something in the routine of habit, the monot- ony of social rites and seasons, repeating themselves with the regularity of a timepiece, which is in painful and jar- ring contrast with the capricious leaps and bounds, the fateful uncertain heat and cold, the contitmal and sur- prising changes of the moods, the affections, the passions, the sorrows, the joys, of the men and women who are caught in the meshes of this external life which so con- trols and holds them, while their internal life is so varying and changeful. The machinery of society ticks on, rolls to and fro, runs on the same immovable lines, and alters neither foi lev** nor death, and men and women follow it passively, while all their souls are dissolved in the acid of grief or turbulently tossed on the waves of desire. >'k t', K U, fcl * 1 ' \ ■ ■ I; 1 I 434 r OS 1710 /v. %L When Freda Avillion descended at her own mansion, and saw all the familiar evidences of the familiar exist- ence, a weariness and sickness came over her, as it comes over the souls of tliose who return from the burial of their best beloved and see the chair, the pen, the clock, the clothes, all that the dead wore and used, all in their place, intact, untouched, the inanimate things ail strong, safe, durable, only the spirit and the heart blotted out and trampled into nothingness. Somethiiij^ of the sharpness and painfulncss of such a contrast jarred on her as she returned to this life of cere- monies, of etiquette, of entertainment, of politics, of in- cessant movement, which had once seemed to her so all- sufRcient, so all-absorbing. Nothing in it was changed ; but in her all. She put the golden yoke upon her shoulders, and trod the velvet-covered treadmill ; but that interest and illu- sion in her social labors which had once existed for her were gone forever. Her body came back, and sat and moved, and curtsied and bowed, and drove and rode ; and her face smiled, her voice spoke, her ear seemed to listen, her mind seemed to reply; but her spirit was far away, by the frozen reeds of a river, listening to the burning words of a reckless pas- sion. She remembered every word ; she recalled every ac- cent ; she could see the light and fire of his eyes pour down on her ; and these memories rarely left her. When she sat at great dinners, at long debates, through noisy divisions, at royal supper tables, in the murmur of con- versation, in the sound of orchestral or vocal music, she heard always the voice of Syrlin saying, " I love you as Dante Beatrice, as Petrarch Laura ; but I love you also as lions love, as eagles love, as men love ! " She longed for, yet she dreadeJ, the moment when she should meet him once more in the world. " Lady Avillion looks ill," someone said, in hearing of the boy Flodden, who had passed his time miserably but honorably in becoming acquainted with his great estates and his duties to and on them, hoping feverishly all the winter for invitations to Brakespeare, which were never vouchsafed to him. " I cannot have that insufferable lad here, with his ill- timed adoration," she had thought when Avillion had sug- gested asking him. POSITION. 435 " They say you are not well — I hope it is not true ! " he said, timidly, to her one night on the staircase of the House of Commons. *' Wlio says so ? " she said, angrily. ** No ; it is not in tiic least true ; and if it were true, have you studied physic that you should be entitled to ask such a question ?" " I beg your pardon," he murmured. " But I tliought y(ju (lid not look so strong as last year, and you seem not to care for things — even for these things — any more." Ho made a movement of his hand toward that body of the House where the unseen representatives of the nation were howling like hyenas, and crowing like cocks, and whooping like red Indians, the echoes of their uproar penetrating to the passages and stairways. " I certainly do not care for hideous noises, I do not re- member that I ever did," she replied, coldly, " and you will oblige me very much, my dear Lord Flodden, if you will not make my appearance the occasion for your re- marks either to myself or others." *' I beg your pardon," he said, very humbly once more, as he grew red to his eyes with mortification. " I am afraid that I am so gauche and stupid ; I offend you al- ways ; last year you were so kind to me that " " It really makes one resolve never to be kind to any- one," she said, impatiently. *' It is always brought up against one as if one's temporary good-nature gave host- ages to eternity." ''Oh ! " said Flodden, indignantly, the injustice of such a rebuke stinging into rebellion even his devoted submis- sion. " Oh ! never, never could I think such a thing ; I am awkward, and shy, and foolish, I know, but I am not so presumptuous as to " '* My dear lord," said his idol, very cruelly, " pray go and talk about yourself to some debutante ; your feelings and failings will interest any marriageable young ladv immensely, but they do not interest me in the least, and I cannot possibly stay in a very draughty stone passage to hear vou expatiate on them. Please see if my servant is below ? " Flodden went, as he was forced to go, down the remain- ing stairs to the doorway, where her footman was gazing up :U the murky skies above the Speaker's Yard, and her horses were fretting and fidgeting in the foggy and heavy night. The boy's gentle and loyal heart was wounded to the i ;H ^M 4/» POSITION. F ^ t r quick. He could make no reply to such an attack, for she told him that every expression of his feelings and opinions wearied her. He realized that he had always been absurd in her sight, and had been only not insig- nificant because his position made him of political inter- est and value. Many bitter upbraidings and sarcasms crowded to his lips, but he was a gentleman, and to a woman he could not utter even a truth which was dis- courteous. He escorted her to her carriage in silence, and drew the soft fur rug over her knees carefully, bending his head low so that she should not see the tears which had started to his eyes. But although long-suffering and chivalrous beyond tiie majority, and capable of infinite self-abnegation and devotion, he was human, and human passicms conquered him for a moment as he closed the door of the brougham, and said, with a sense that in so speaking he was unmanly and revengeful, as he should not have been : " I suppose you know that a person who had better fortune in your favor than I is lying very ill ? — in danger, even, they say ? " He saw her face change color quickly, but she remained mistress of herself. " Of whom do you speak in such a roundabout fash- ion ? Who is it you mean by your euphemism ?" "Syrlin," said Flodden, curtly ; then, without another word, fearing wholly to lose his composure if he waited to see the confession of emotion on her features, he turned away and crossed the yard rapidly ; her footman mounted the box and her carriage drove away. She had already given the order for home, as she had to change her dress for a reception. As Flodden turned away and went with a heavy heart across the Speaker's Yard, he was met, as he had been met in the previous session, by Lorraine lona, who had been dining at Mr. Peel's house. By the lamplight lona looked with interest at the young man's face, so sad, so dull, so overshadowed. " You have everything your heart can wish," he thought ; " and you are fretting your bonny life away for a woman who only thinks you a tiresome young fool." Aloud he said, as he joined Flodden : ** Come out of the bear-garden ! I was going in, but on second tlioughts I will not do so to-night. I will go home instead and re-read Pitt's life, to see once again what a \%'\ POSITION. 437 fine figure he cut in adversity, harassed by war, financial strain, and every form of distress ; while in peace and in prosperity, or what should be prosperity, these men of our time allow strikers to paralyze commerce, and conspiracies to paralyze governments, and muzzle honest dogs while they leave blackguard agitators unmuzzled. Will you come home with me?" "Tiianks, no ; yes. No, I fear I cannot," muttered Flodden, who was thinking only of his own utter misery and consuming jealousy. " Of course you have a dozen engagements, but engage- ments are oftener thrown over than kept in this impolite world." " I don't remember ; I was going somewhere," murmured the youth, looking vaguely around him at the lamps, the policemen, the courtyard. lona put his hand on Flodden's arm. "If it hold so little place in your thoughts it can scarcely be worth keeping. Come and smoke a water- pipe with me." "You are very kind," said Flodden. "I must bore you infinitely." " You do not bore me, and you need not be afraid of me ; I have no daughter whom I want you to marry. Come." Flodden, who could never resist the magnetism of this seductive solitary, went with him. " Why will you stay in this Babylon ? " said lona. " Babylon, do I say ? The name is profaned. Babylon had the glory of cloudless skies, of rushing waters, of palm-groves and rose-gardens, and wiiite roofs glittering in radiant light. Man might there be defiled, though not to such bestiality as here ; but there Nature was unde- filed — not soaked in poisoned vapors, not choked in filthy soot, not crushed under weight of bricks and iron, and lost in squalor and in horror as here ! Why do you stay here ? Is there no grove blossoming, no grass growing, no burn flowing anywhere, that you waste the loveliest years of your youth here ?" "I do not know why I stay," replied the boy. "I hate it ; but it is custom, some say it is duty. You yourself have told me to ' studv the cities and the minds of men.' " "Yes ; but you are in no state to study them. You are absorbed in your feeling for a woman." Flodden colored hotly ; but he was too honest and too \ .-if I': ■-' \ I I «l 438 POSITIOiV. i ■ simple to make a denial. **And yoii are jealous," continued lona as they passed out of the gates. " You are jealous, and jealousy is the vitriol of the soul. It is the most accursed corrosive in human nature. You arc jealous of Syrlin." "I have never given you any right to say so." '* I have no light to speak at all to you of your feelings or your actions. But I have ventured to take the right be- cause you interest me, and I am, compared with yourself, an old man, and age may presume without offence. I am grieved to see you the slave of a passion which makes you the jest of London." " No one has any cause to suspect what I have never confessed or betrayed." ** My dear Lord Flodden ! You betray, you confess, with every glance which you cast at your idol. You are ingenuous to credulity. You wear your heart on your sleeve. You are wretched, and are unaware that your wretchedness is the sport and pastime of others." Flodden withdrew his arm from his monitor's, and his face grew crimson and sullen. " I am not sensible that I am ridiculous. I cannot be more so than a man wiio makes himself notorious in a thousand eccentric and insane ways." " Syrlin is one of those to whom the world has always permitted his caprices ; and he has in a sense earned his right to adore his lady. People even say that his feelings are returned. I do not believe that they are ; because I believe that she is a woman who will never forfeit her position for any passion that any man living could inspire in her. But she has a certain sentiment for Syrlin. For you she has none. She siiows unmistakably that you weary her." " I do not intrude on her." " Perhaps not ; but the way you gaze at her is intrusion. You were a political pawn in her hands. She smiled on you to keep you away from the Opposition. As soon as you were gained over to her party you lost all interest for her. You will deem me a brute for telling yov this. But everyone has seen it except yourself." "Perhaps I have seen it too." " If you have, you should have had dignity enough to conceal your position. A man should never allow others to laugh at him. If she desired your worship — oli, then disregard the whole world, and wear your sLuckiugs cross- POSITION'. 439 ve never gartered if she tell you to do so. But she docs not notice you a whit more tliaii Olivia Malvolio." Floddeii ditl not speak ; iiis face burned as he walked on sullenly, his eyes cast down, liis mouth trembling. "Am I cruel?" said lona, in iiis softest, tenderest tones. (( I fear you will think me so, and impertinent likewise. But I cannot see your young and abundant life wasted on a chimera. Mark my words. Lady Avillion may or may not love as other women love ; but she will never sacrifice her place to her emotions. If she love Syrlin he is more to be pitied than you are, for slie will take his heart only to break it. Position will always have the foremost claim on her. Syrlin should know that, for he knows women profoundly. But he is blind for the moment, since he fervently believes that she loves him." Flodden winced as if a hot iron had touched his flesh. "She does," he said, in a low, stifled voice. " In her fasliion — possibly. But she will sacrifice him to her pride of place. While you — you in the perfection of youth, fortune, and the capabilities of happiness, throw your life away upon a woman who does not even thank you for the sacrifice." "We are not masters of our fate," murmured the boy. ** In a sense we are not ; but in a sense we are. We can weed our garden, though we cannot help the seeds let fall in it by blowing winds and flying birds. If you stay on here you will brood on your unhappy passion until you will lose all control over it, and it will lead you where it chooses. If you have courage and resolve enough to leave London now, at once, and throw yourself into the true in- terests of your life you will conquer and will, in time, out- grow it." " Never," murmured Flodden. Lorraine lona smiled. Not in derision but compassion; he knew how eternal to youth seem its passions and its pain, and how indeed eternal are they, in a sense, since they forever destroy the bloom, the dawn, the undimmed ecstasy of life. "Wliy do you not warn him, then, as well as myself?" " In the fever which Italians call pcrniciosa," replied lona, " there is a stage at which the physician and the friends go away, and close the door, for they have seen death standing at the foot of the bed and can do nothing. Syrlin is in this stage of {.\\q perniciosa. Your fever is the green sickness of youth ; it will pass." . ii f t t i 1 5 iM 440 POsrnoK I Tiiey passer! on in silence ihrouj^h llic gns-lit, dusky, noisy thoroughfares, wliile the many wheels rolled and the many feet hurried around thcin, until they reached lona's door. On the threshold his companion hesitated ; he was offended, humiliated, resentful. lona's luminous, meditative, spiritual eyes dwelt on the boy's now pale and averted face. '* Come," he said softly, and he laid his hand on Flod- den's shoulder and gently pushed him into the little en- trance hall. The lad followed him meekly. For a while lona did not .address him, but busied himself lighting his brass lamp, setting fire to the incense in the brazier, mak- ing some sherbet, speaking to his Arab boy. Then for awhile he smoked in silence. Flodden, refusing the nar- gileh placed by him, sat with his head buried in his hands, his form shrunk and drawn together as thougii he had suddenly grown old. "She loves him!" — that was the one idea dominant to his imagination, clinging to him like the claws of some wild bird. At last lona, after gaz- ing at him for some time, spoke. "I was going to Syria next week. My business here is done. I am sick of the hurly-burly, of the hypocrisy, of the everlasting strife and muddle, of the grinding tyranny of trumpery by-laws, of the coarseness and triviality of social life and its gigantic and unchallenged lies. I am thirsty for a sky without furnace-smoke, for a soil without tramway lines, for a people without a Press, for a world where there is still days undimmed and nights unbroken by the reek and the jar of 'civilization.' After a year of Europe I am sick for my Cathay. Tennyson did not know the charm of Cathay. And you ? " Flodden did not reply ; he did not move. He sat hud- dled together and miserable, without a word or a sig"» o'' reply. "You must not come to Cathay," continued I(jna. . ou have possessions and privileges ; obligations go with > /<'m. You know nothing of your own l.iiuls, of your own people. What if you learned to live on tlicni, and among them, as no one of your class ever does do nowadays ? Before you vote on the land question, study tiie soil. Before you es- pouse a party, understand a nation. Go to Brne-cden, and live there a year, two years, three. Your books by nigiit and your moors by day will teach yoii what London can- not. Have you courage to accept that lif:^ ?" Flodden was still silent. POS/T/OX. 44X \v ' ()' oU ,1, 11, and [night |i can- " Would it be too liard for yoti ? Too near to 1km- ? Too close to this wanton, vSociety, which is for ever after you, as Phrcdra was after her stepson ? Then coini* away with tne t(j the East, where you shall live on the fruits and roots of the earth, ami the water which springs from the rocks. Couie with nie for awhile, to realize lunv false, how vulgar, how trivial, how burdensome a thing science, and politics, and wealth have made of human life, (^)ine with me where you can sec the face of tlie sky as David and Isaiah saw it, where the stench and the groan of ciigities are un- heard, and the sun rises and sets in pure ether, and physi- ology has not taught man to tremble lest death should lurk in every hum of a gnat, and to live in ghastly fear with eyes fastened on his own navel. Come away with me to the East, which was the fountain of life, the cradle of religion ; come with me and I will teach you how few are the real needs of the body, how boundless is the vision of the soul. Come ! " His eyes shone, liis voice was sweet with a strange mel- ody and seduction ; he stretched out his hands to the youth, and Flodden yielded to the spell. He rose and put his hands in those of Lorraine lona. " I will come with you where you will. Whether to I3r.x- edcn or to Palestine," he said. "Only do not leave me alone. Teach me to forget myself; to live iov others." "Live first with nature," said the teacher. "She will lead you as the shepherd leads the lamb to the peace of the fold in the hills. Nature never did betray The heart that loved her ; 'tis her privilege Through all the years of this, our life, to lead From joy to joy : for she can so inform The mind that is within us, so impress Wit, greatness, and beauty, and so feed With lioly thoughts, that neitlier evil tongues, Rash judgments, nor the sneers of selfishness, Nor greetings where no kindness is, nor all The dreary intercourse of daily life, Shall e'er prevail against us, or disturb Our cheerful faith that all which we behold Is full of blessings." The very melodious voice of lona spoke the lines of the grea poet of Nature with reverent and tender utterance. "That is a noble passage," he said, more lightly, "de- spite its faulty use of the dcrnonstrjitive pronoun as a rela- p III; ;•'■ * -M( i 1,1/ ■ PtI ■i";~. P I'lr I? ^^1 \r I m^A m 5 1 442 POStTION. tive, and the (I am sure) typographical error of wit for with. Write it down on the first page of your book of life." " Stay with me," said the youth, humbly rnd brokenly. " Stay with me, or I shall blot and deface those pages. Nothing — no living creature — is true to me except the stray dog which I took from the streets ! " " I will stay with you," replied Lorraine lona. CHAPTER XLVII. " Bring me the evening papers," said Freda, as she went to her own rooms. But she looked in vain in them for the name of Syrlin ; he was no longer an idol of the hour, he had been out of sight foi* six months, and jour- nalists had in vair. rung at the gates of the avenue and forced the chain acrosj the backwater. Such things arc not forgiven by those strange awarders of tlie laurel who call themselves tlie Fourth Estate. If only Beaufront had been there ! To him alone she could have spoken. But he was away on the Indian Ar- chipelago or the Chinese rivers ; and slie could think of no one to whom she could apply for information without incurring either risk or ridicule. It was evident, by the fact that no one had mentioned this thing before her, that all her friends were aware of the interest whicli it would have for her. She had her clothes changed, "ome jewels put on, and went to a gath- ering of notable persons at Shropshire House. There are few things in life more painful than to go out into the world for the sake of hearing confirmed that fear which is harrowing our hearts in its uncertainty ; to smile and talk, and flirt and gossip, with the whole of our being strained in horrible tension to catch the fust murmur of that which we are dreading to hear, and are thirsting to refute. But she heard nothing. Even she, who knew the world so intimately, did not wholly realize its extreme heartlessness, its complete and unsparing application to its idols of the merciless law, "Out of sight, out of mind.' Syrlin was a great genius ; yes, that no one would have denied, but he had chosen to withdraw himself into soli- tude ; the world revenged itself, and effaced his name from its tablets. rosiTiOiV. 443 Only a few months before all these people who were about her had talked of nothing but of him, had crowded about him, had cited his words of gall as if they were of honey, struggled to catch his glance, to wake his smile, hung on his accents, and quarrelled for his praise ; and now he was lying in suffering, perhaps in danger, within a few miles of them, and no one of them cared ! Yet since the boy Flodden knew it. his illness must, she felt, be generally known. She saw her husband at the assembly ; it was his sister's house, and Avillion, like most proud and egotistical per- sons, was very careful to honor members of his own fam- ily in public, however much he snubbed and avoided them in private. This evening he looked morose ; he also had heard of the illness of the man whom he detested, and it caused him serious annoyance. It was not the move he wanted ; he desired events to go on more quickly, and all sickness creates an inevitable pause, checks passion, muz- zles enmity, and arrests tiie course of circumstances ; it is second only in its numbing influences to its great compan- ion, death. A man who lies on a sick bed is momentarily like a dead man, he is sacred, he cannot be molested or ar- raigned. During the evening, Avillion drew near his wife, ad- mired the hibiscus flowers with which her gown was or- namented, and said to her with his slow, derisive, indolent smile : " So le beau tinSreux is laid low in his Thames marshes. What could he expect after his mad pilgrimage to your shrine ? You should have had him openly at Brakespeare ; you could not have had any doubt of the cordiality of my hospitality even to those who rejected it." She looked him full in the eyes. " I should perhaps have doubted the motives of your hospitality." Avillion raised his eyebrows. "You have never been just to me," he said, simply, with admirably acted sincerity, so admirably acted that the doubt assailed her as to whether she had indeed been mis- taken in her condemnation and construction of him. In many ways her intelligence was superior to his, but in finesse he distanced her by many a rood ; her mind, naturally direct and candid, was no match for the intricate subterfuges and circumlocutions of his own. ■life"' "Iv 1^^-. 1 1 k ■- \ \^ 1 IP \ i ;.' jii .- ■ ■■« i 1 ; ^ 1 1 I f-rasff 444 rosiTiox. " You should certainly pay him a visit," he added. "He must have contracted this malady at that wretched little posting-house on the moors." Despite her self-control, she felt that her cheeks and tiiroat for a moment grew rose-red as the hibiscus flowers whicii she wore. She had not previously supposed that her husband had possessed any certainty of his presence at Brakespeare. Avillion did not appear to notice her emotion, he nodded with a pleasant smile and went on among the crowd, stooping his handsome head now to this lady and now to that, and so arriving with no perceptible effort or cmpresscment at Mme. de Charolois's side. Long exercise in tiiem had taught him perfection in all such polished manoeuvres. No word except from him did she hear that evening on the subject of her anxiety. It was not that people were unaware of or uninterested in it, but that no one had the audacity to speak to her of one who was generally considered in society to be more intimate with her than was acknowledged. " Why was not Beaufront here ?" she thought. She had never before appreciated the value of that honest, constant, and loyal devotion to her interests which had so often seemed to her interfering or inopportune. Auriol, whom earlier she could have asked for news of his friend, she could not now address, because since her knowledge of his pretensions to Ina d'Esterre she had treated him with the most marked coldness. Tiiose in- nocent and timid affections had found neither toleration nor compassion in her. There was, therefore, no one of whom she could ask or obtain the intelligence which it was evident was known to the town, although not to herself. " Give me the newspapers of the week," she said to her attendants when she returned home again. The journals were sought for in the rubbish-room to wliich they had been consigned, to be sold afterward as waste-paper by the servant whose perquisite they were, and were brought to her at two o'clock in the morning, when she had been at home about half an hour. Looking over them she found at last the announcement for which she sought ; the record, with no details at- tached, that Syrlin was lying ill at his house'of Willows- kMgh from rheumatic fever due to exposure to damp and cold. POSITIOX. 445 The time was so short since his sojourn on the Brake- speare moors that she had no doubt lier husband had been right in saying that the mahidy iiad been contracted there. How he must rage and fret and chafe ! poor chained lion, poor caged eagle ! She could not picture his intense life, his wild ardors, his impetuous youth, his almost omnipotent powers, thrown down on a sick bed, reduced to the impotence of illness, the helplessness of feeble and stiffened limbs, the sad, tiresome, weary dependence on the care and the pity of others. She was too wary to be misled by Avillion's careless suggestion that she should pay a visit to Willowsleigli. Even while he had momentarily made her think that siie might have done him injustice, she was on her guard against all his apparent good-humor and confidence. Her heart ached with regret and anxiety ; if siie could have taken all Syrlin's pliysical suffering upon herself she would have done so ; but to do that which would have consoled him at the cost of forfeiting her position never occurred to her as possible. He loved her greatly ; his passion awoke in her emotions to which she had been a stranger all her life ; but to compromise herself for his sake ; no, that was beyond her. It was not virtue which held her back ; it was pride. She could not give such a story to the laughter of her world ; she could not give such weakness to the irony and the enmity of her lord. In the presence of Syrlin, ui . ';r the magnetism of his intense passion, of his witching eloquence, her soul ac- knowledged his power, and her spirit soared on the wings he lent to her into an ether of sympathy and desire in which the ambitions and possessions of ordinary life were momentarily as dross and as dust. But in his absence these regained all their hold on her ; they could not con- tent her, they had ceased even to please her, but she could not resign tiiem ; they had been hers too long. The pale wintry London sun came through her windows, and found her lying sleepless on her bed ; she had not slept at all ; she could not banish the picture which fear and fancy drew for her of Syrlin suffering and helpless on his couch of pain, with his dulled eyes strained and open, and his dry lips perhaps muttering delirious phrases and useless appeals to herself. Perhaps he had not even Auriol beside him. l; i ■..1 6-) I 446 POSITION, He had chosen to dwell of late in a rigid and fantastical solitude, and friends require few incentives to withdraw tiieinselves from a joyless life. "Friendsliip!" she thought bitterly, "it is like our loves, our duties, our politics, our religions, our philan- tlnopies, everything that we profess in these days — a mere lime-serving shibboleth !" The morning had many engagements ; she took her children to the trooping of the colors before St. James's ; she received the d'Orl^ans family at luncheon ; she went to a charitable committee of which she was the head ; she took Ina d'Esterre with her to see some pictures and to hear some music ; and all these things went on for l:er as if they were parts of a panorama before which she was seated, looking on at 'hem all and having no share in anv of tliem. At luncheon the illness of Syrlin was spoken of and re- gretted by one of the French princes who was his neigh- bor. " But I suppose it is nothing serious," she said, with in- difference. " ^ should think he was very strong." " He is strong no doubt," replied her guest. " But it is with strong men that illness often goes hardest ; and he lias been used to warm climates and dry air. The snows and fogs of these isles are death to him." " Why would he stay in them ! " she said, impatiently. " He has houses elsewhere ; and all the world before him." " Each of us has all the world before him," said the gen- tleman, smiling. "But 'Beauty draws us with a single hair,' and fastens us down by it, very often in the last place on earth which is good for us." " I daresay he went out in flooded fields without fishing- boots," said the slow soft voice of Avillion from the other side of the table. Her brother was lunching there also that day. When her guests were gone she went up to him. " Fulke, go yourself down to Willowsleigh," she said suddenly. "You knew that M. de Syrlin saved my life at great risk to himself : surely we ought to make some sign " Fulke Damer looked embarrassed and sullen ; he fid- geted about a little and then replied in t!ie negative. " I couldn't do it, you know," he said, sulkily. " People talk. You made yourself conspicuous." " I ! " — her eyes flashed fire. " 1 am rendered conspicu- POSITION. mr ous," she added, " when my family persists in ignoring and insulting a person to whom I owe much." " Uther asked him down to Brakespeare and he would not go," said Damer, feebly ; he himself knew nothing of what lie was talking about, and was merely repeating in ignorance what his wife had told him to say. "In that I presume he followed his own inclinations," she answered. " There is no law that I know of to com- pel people to accept invitations." " But when they refuse them they should not hang about the place mysteriously like poachers," said her brother, with some timidity as to the result of his reply. " I agree with you that they should not," said Freda, coldly and curtly ; and she abandoned the subject. Why, oh why, she thought, with ever-increasing irritation, had he placed her and himself in a false position by that secret and insane visit to the north ! It was impossible to explain it ; it was as impossible to defend it. No doubt he had expected to be able to preserve a complete incog- nito, forgetful or ignorant of the battalions of keepers and underlings who guard even the outlying portions of English estates, and the curiosity and comments to which the arrival of a strangergives rise even in the most secluded hamlet. She understood and believed how his romantic and impassioned temperament led him in blind impulse into the wintry wastes around Brakespeare, solely, as he had said, in the desire of seeing her pass by him, of hear- ing her voice from a distance, of listening to the wlieels of the carriage which bore her : but who, even if such a thing could be said, and it could not, who would ever believe that he had been drawn thither by anything less than an assignation with herself ? She could certainly have given him up to ridicule had she been base enough for that, but she was base in nothing : she was always generous and always loyal, if seldom compassionate, and he had placed her in a position in which she was compelled to accept and suffer from appearances which were wholly false. A woman more tender of heart would have forgotten be- cause she would have forgiven that ; his offence would have been drowned in the vast ocean of his love ; but she neither pardoned nor forgot it, she was loyal to him, but she was implacable to him. He must learn, she told her- self, that slie was not one of the heroines of Dumas or of Sardtni, to be adored with lieadlong folly, and to be drawn into false positions and hidden embraces. i|- ! I iiifi '■ Us V, 1' 9 1, I %■ 1' i 1^ ■ i 1'' ^' 1 (1 fp- ^ fl' . * 'ij i 1 1 I '^M I :i S&.. 448 r OS in on: And yet a consciousness of cowardice tormented her, mixed with the intense disquiet which the thought of his certain illness, of his possible danger, awakened in her. He had not thought twice before he had flung himself between her and that howling multitude, and she was afraid of meeting the derisive smile of a polished society, the petulant censure of her own relatives ! There is nothing so painful to a courageous temper as to be driven into positions in v/hich want of courage is imperatively necessitated. The bland yet meaning regard of Avillion dared her to be courageous ; and she knew that if siie were so she would play into his hands. The days which followed were the most painful of her life. The public news of Syrlin was varied and contradictory. Some said that he was in great danger ; some that he was convalescent ; no two reports were unanimous, and the papers, their reporters being still regularly excluded from Willowsleigli, now vied with each other in creating exag- gerated and sensational accounts of his sufferings and anecdotes of the manner in which his malady had been contracted. Among all this verbiage, talked and written, she grad- ually gleaned two facts : one that his illness must have been caused by his exposure to the weather on tlie Brake- speare moors ; and the other that he was extremely ill in- deed. He hnd never been ill in his life since the seizure which had followed on his interview with his father in the forest of Elbceuf; and the present pnjstration of his strength was great in proportion to his long immunity from the woes of the body. Every moment some despatch, some note, some word overheard, some paragraph in a newspaper, might tell her the worst that she dreaded to hear ; and yet she could ask nothing, could (Xo nothing, could think of nothing, which it could satisfy iier to do or say. She felt that all her people, all her world, were waiting with cruel curiosity to see iier give any sign of anxiety or of weakness ; and that knowledge braced her to a stoical apathy, " Damnation ! I do believe tliat she does not care a straw after all!" said her husband to himself, chagrined and irritated. " What queer creatures women were," he thought. "Give them their heads and they stood stock still !— rein them in, and they threw up their heels all over the pasture." POSITIOX. 449 ted her, It of his 1 her. ; himself she was society, ;mper as urage is g regard lie knew 111 of her adictory. It he was and the dcd from ing ex ag- ings and liad been 'he grad- ust have Brake- ly ill in- e seizure ather in ion of his mm unity me word It tell her :ould ask g, which all her riosity to and that le ,t it care a ;hagrined were," he lod slock s all over CHAPTER XLVIII. One day she saw Ina d'Esterre sitting before her piano- forte with idle hands and bent head, an open letter on her lap. " Motionless before your music score ! What can be the matter ? " said Freda, as she passed her. There were tears in the girl's eyes as she raised them. " M. de Syrlin is in great danger," she said, in a low un- steady voice. " Is he ? Who tells you so ? " asked Freda, sensible oi the unnatural hardness of her own voice as she spoke. The girl blushed, and looked down upon her letter. ** Ernst says so — he is \vith him." " Ernst— who ? " "M. Auriol." " He writes to you ?" Ina d'Esterre lifted her head with pride and her eyes glowed brightly through the tears in them. "Why should he not?" she said, in firm tones. ** Why ! Because we have forbidden him ; because it is intolerable, insolent, dishonorable ; because he must not and shall not address you ; because he shall never be per- mitted to abuse his admission into our acquaintance by the injury of our children. It is our own fault ; we caress and flatter and fool these artists until they lose all remem- brance of what they are and whence they came. It is in- famous in him to address a young girl like you as though he were on an equality with you " " He is not on an equality with nic. He is far above me," said Ina, rising from her seat and holding her letter to her heart. All her shyness and docility were gone ; she was roused like a doe at bay. "Where have you learnt that jargon ?" said Lady Avil- lion, harshly. *' It is jargon. It is not reason. It is not common-sense. He is not one of us. He cannot approacli you seriously. It is therefore the iieight of dishonor for him to endeavor to entangle your ignorance." " He is incapable of dishonor," said the girl, bluntly ; all her timidity and deference melted in the fires of her indig- nation. Then her young heart misgiving her that she had been rude and presumptuous, and her long habits of admiration and obedience recovering their supremacy, she clasped her !'■ I'm iy'i. &% ul \\ liands in timid appeal and looked up wistfully into Freda Avillion's face. "Oh, Aunt Freda, he loves me and I love him. What is wanted more than that ? And we shall always be true to one another — always, always — no matter what happens in the future." Freda put her aside with an unkind gesture. " You are raving. You dream of impossibilities. There are other things in life than these follies born out of duets and propinquity. All girls have such fancies, and marry all the same someone suitnble who is found for them. You will marry Lord Woodbridge, and Auriol will marry some German Elsa or Iseulte who will interpret Wagner to his liking. He has strangely forgotten, and so have you, that you are a minor and a ward of Lord Avillion's. Give me that letter." " No," said Ina, steadily. " I will destroy it if you like ; I know every word of it." " Give it to me. I am in authority over you." Without another word the girl kissed the letter ; then tore it into little pieces. So was it safe from all curious eyes and profane hands. " Ina ! what has come to you ?" said Freda, in amaze- ment. " I do not recognize you. A child so yielding, so submissive, so dutiful. Has this man bewitched you ?" The girl made no reply. Deep anger and amazement held the elder woman dumb for a few moments ; she could not believe that such an instantaneous transformation could be wrought by a mere sentiment in so young a girl. And beneath her offence and her astonishment was a keener, crueller, more personal, more intense anxiety ; she could not see Auriol's letter or know what it said of Auriol's friend. She regretted too late that she had not been gentler with this child, had not endeavored to win her confidence and gain her sympa- thies. It was too late ; for she could not recede from the position which she had taken up ; she could not descend from her pedestal and say to the young girl, *' I am thirst- ing to hear what you know." She had derided, condemned, censured, insulted tliis innocent and harmless love. What was her own ? What title had she to upbraid so furiously a sentiment which, however misplaced, was open as the day and full of faith and courage. And was it even misplaced ? It was only the canons of an artificial world which could call it so. POSITION. 451 curious , Ina d'Esterre saw something of the troubled emotions which were agitating one wliom she had ever seen, and deemed, far above all troubles of the heart or any share in human weaknesses. All the immense affection and reverence which she had so long felt for her uncle's wife came back in a flood of tenderness over her. She knelt down at Freda's feet and laid her fair head caressingly against her arm. " Forgive me if I were rude," she murmured. " But I would brave the whole world to do honor to him. And oh, Aunt Freda, he is so unhappy. His friend is so ill." For an instant the lips of Freda Avillion trembled as she heard, and she clinched her teeth to keep back the ques- tions which she was longing to ask. But she remained mistress of herself, and withdrew gently but coldly from the girl's clinging caress. *' You will see your unwisdom, my dear, with time," she said; "meanwhile I absolutely forbid you to correspond with anyone unknown to me, and I shall take care that your correspondent is warned not to repeat such impru- dence. You are under age and under tutelage, and if he attempt to go against our wishes the law will punish him for d/tournement de mineure." With those chill and unkind words she bade the girl rise, and herself left the music-room without any softer speech or gentler glance. Ina d'Esterre, left alone, stooped for the little fragments of the torn letter and gathered them up tenderly, and put them in the bosom of her frock. Then she stood awhile with her arms leaning on the pianoforte and her chin resting upon her hands. Her young face was very res- olute. " How I pity her ! " she thought. " Oh, how I pity her! She has never loved anyone ! " The proud woman whom she pitied went to her own apart- ments with an aching and oppressed heart. All things seemed confused and clouded in a world which had once been so clear and so plain to her ; and she had a sick, pas- sionate sense that life would be forever over for her if Syrlin passed from the ranks of the living. She was piti- less to his declarations, she was intolerant of his impru- dence, she was afraid of his adoration ; but he was never- theless dearer to her than any human being had ever been. And Auriol, who wrote from his bedside, said that it was more than possible that he might not live ! If her 'Ml i-''i ,w ■'.'9 [ 1^ 452 POSITION. husband had not bade her go thither she would on the in- stant have ordered out her horses and have gone to Wil- lowsleigh. But the memory of Aviliion's smile was always with her like a rankling sliver of broken glass in a wound. Let him triumph ? Never, never, never! she said, in her soul. Let Chastelard perish unpiticd sooner than the pride of the queen be for an instant abased ! CHAPTER XLIX. The youth and the strength of Syrlin triumphed over the severity of the malady. After weeks of suffering, and still more tedious days of weakness, he was restored to health, and saw the pale spring sun find out the primroses about the roots of the old trees of Willowsleigh. ** It is good to be alive ! " he said, with revived gladness in his eyes as he looked, for the first time since his seizure, across the gray wind-blown river and the hurrying clouds of a dull soft sky. Life was pain, desire, fever, longing, but it was also hope ; he remembered the yielding sweet- ness in her rebuke, the troubled softness in her face, as she had listened to him among the frozen rushes. His illness had not impaired his beauty. In the thinness of his face his eyes looked immense ; under the transpa- rent skin the blood came and went visibly, his features were spiritualized and seemed illumined as if by some light from within. " If you do not go into warm air you will die of de- cline," said one of the men of science, who had attended on him. Syrlin shook back his clustering hair, and smiled slightly : " I am tougher than you think. But che sara, sara /" He felt as though like Orpheus he had come back from the land of death and siiadows. Only one thing had he, Orpheus-like, brought with him : his love for a woman. Neither unkindness nor neglect could destroy it in him: neither scorn nor ingratitude could slay it. All through the darkness of pain and exhaustion he had thought only of her. Awakina: to new life as the earth awoke beneath the winds of spring, he thought also only of her. And yet she had not come once ! A stronger rival than any mere mortal held her from him : the niany-tongued, posirioy. 453 1 the in- to Wil- j always wound. , in her tie pride over the and still ) liealth, js about gladness ; seizure, g clouds longing, g sweet- e, as she thinness transpa- features Dy some e of de- ittended smiled ira ! " Lck from had he, woman, in him: through ;ht only beneath val than ongued, hydra-headed, impalpable, intangible, omnipotent entity which men call the world. " But I will be stronger than the world one day : one day her whole soul shall be mine," he thought, with that indestructible trust in its own force which is the charac- teristic at once of love and of genius. Although he had bitterly upbraided her for her coldness and her calmness, he altogether failed to measure the ex- lent to which she was sufficient to herself ; the intense anxiety which ruled her, never to be pitied, never to be ridiculed, never to lose one inch of her dignity and her authority. He, like Chastelard, could not realize that to such women as she the joys of love can be but mere momentary dalli- ance ; power and dignity are their Alpha and Omega of life. He did not know, he could not ask, whether she had given him any sign of remembrance throughout these many weeks, and Auriol, who had never left him, volun- teered no information. There were many heaps of cards and unopened notes lying where they had accumulated in his antechamber. lie turned them over anxiously, but he saw nothing which spoke of her. He smiled a little bitterly. *' La Reine n'a pas plcuru ! " he muttered. ** Was I ever delirious ?" he asked of Auriol. "Did I say anything foolish or wild ? " " At times," Auriol replied, evasively. '* But I took care that no one else heard." Syrlin colored like a woman. " Forget what you heard," he said, abruptly. " I have already done so," replied Auriol. Syrlin sighed. "Dear friend, have patience with me. I owe you very much. Tell me of your own' story. Does all go well with you ? " " In a sense, yes ; but not in all." ** What do you mean ?" " I mean that my sweet child is true to me, and will I think be true. But who can be sure of the stability of a heart of eighteen ? And they forbid me all communica- tion with her." " Who do ? " " Her people. She is a ward of Lord Avillion's. It seems that the law is with iiim, Siie is a minor." "What has he said to you ?" \t 1. : 454 POSIT/ON'. "Himself nothing. He has addressed mc and menaced me through his lawyers. I am beneath his direct notice." "And she— his wife ?" "Nothing; but Ina wrote mc that T^ady Avillion takes the same side, the same view, as her husband. It is inev- itable. From their aspect of life it is entirely natural. It is even their duty to act as they do." Syrlin's fnce darkened with a stormy shadow. " It is an insult to me. You are my dearest friend." "Oh, no, you do not enter into it. They do not mean to insult anyone. They do tiicir duty as they see it to a high-born girl whose interests arc entrusted to them. They will speak very pleasantly when they meet mc, I make no doubt, and will send me a large check if I ever sing for them." "You accept an outrage as tamely as that ? " " It is not an outrage. It is an inevitable result of my own vanity in supposing that because, as you said once, I dined with them, stayed with them, laughed with them, I was ever one of them. It is the punishment we all receive and deserve when we forget that as art is only the hand- maid, so the artist is only the valet, of Society !" " Kw— say that ! " " It is not I who say it. The world says it and makes us feel it." You are too humble ; such hiunility is degradation." "It is Pot humility at all," said Auriol, with a fleeting smile. "I recognize a fact. What is the use of being blind to fact ? In myself I believe that I am the equal of Lady Ina, and I have wherewithal to maintain her in com- fort and elegance, though not in splendor. Her tastes are mine, her heart is mine. I believe that she would be happy with me. But the Avillions think otherwise. They consider me utterly infericjr to her, and if society were put to the vote it would say that they were right and I a most presumptuous fool." Syrlin said no more. His face darkened and his brows frowned. "Your heart is set on this matter?" he said, abruptly. "Your liappiness depends on it !" " Entirely," replied Auriol. He was a man of few words. " It would not matter much what I might suiifer ; but I think — I believe that she would suffer too. She has no sympathies with the world in which she lives, and her character is serious and very loyal." . . , ,, rosiTiox. 455 en need lotice." n takes is inev- liil. It nd." )t mean it to a ) them. i\ me, I f I ever t of my I once, I them, I I receive le hand- i makes on. tlecting f being qiial of in com- tastes ould be They vere put a most 2\ is brows ibruptly. vv words. ; but I ; lias no and her He turned to the music-stand on which some new scores df his own were lying, and said no more. Syrlin also was silent, but he thought " Happy arc the simple in heart whose loves are iiuioccnt as the children who will play about their knees ! " A few days later he went out into society, where he was welcomed witli enthusiasm as one rest(jred from the grave, and also as one whose invitations, and whose acceptance of invitations, were ardently coveted. Ih? knew the value of that fervent welcome, and received it with that smile which the most stupid and the least observant felt like the stinging lash of a silken whip. He knew the world as Richard the Second knew his greyhound. On the second evening of his reappearance he met Lady Avillion for the first time. He bowed low, but did not ap- proach her. She hesitated a little while, feeling that the eyes of the courtly crowd around were turned upon her ; it was at Lansmere House. Then with a gracious movement she approached him and said, with just sufficient warmth to appear natural : " I am so glad to see you among us once more. Are you wholly recovered? All the world was very anxious." Syrlin did not reply. He only bowed again very low. His features were pale and cold ; to her conscience his eyes seemed to say to her what his lips had said by the frozen reeds of the Swiftsure : " You are afraid ! " The press of a great reception separated them ; she passed on, taking the arm of a Viceroy of India. To those who had seen and heard lier, it had seemed the gracious recognition of a great lady who did not forget her debt to him. To him it seemed the intolerable inso- lence, the cynical patronage of a woman who knew that every fibre of his heart and soul were hers, yet who chose to see in him only a social inferior. An insane longing thrilled through liim to seize her in his arms, and tear her jewels off lier, and carry her away from all this world which absorbed her, as men in the lands where he was born still throw women across tlieir saddle and ride with them far and fast to a camel-hair tent of the desert. His eyes, so large, so sombre, so brilliant, with the fires of repressed passion burning through their darkness, fol- lowed her^ and drew her gaze to them and haunted lier !f!- .11' a t i 45^' rosiTioN. MiliiK i'>:iS :;■ <i'.\ with their reproach ami their scorn. An uneasy vague terror of what lie tnii^ht do, what he niiu;lit say, pursued her ; she felt lierself in the i)resi'Mce of a p(»wer wliich she nii«_;ht be powerless to h(;hl in check. All her delicate weapons, of tact, of offence, of disdain, of i"ei)ressi<Hi, which wt're sullicient to restrain the conventiijnal emo- tions of the men of her world, were im[)otent to make any impression on the fieice strong piide, and the impetuous v-ihement emotions of this nature on which civilization 'lad so little real emi)ire. "You are afraid !" Ilis tongue did not sav the words again, but she knew that his gaze said it, tliat his thoughts re|)eated it. Yes, she was; afriud ; afraid of him, afraid of herself. Lovers of fi)rmula would have called this fear virtue ; but she who treir.bled under it knew that it was nothincf better than all other fear, that is, was a cowardice and an <?i>:otism. He had risked his life for her without a mo- meat's thought ; and she had let him lie through many weeks of suiTering without even a word written or spoken from her. She felt that lu* ha<:i the right to scorn her ; and this scorn hurt her, made her shrink from herself. The beauty of his face, spiritualized and transfigured by sufT'jring, the scorn of his blazing eyes, seen suddenly and thus among a fashionable cri)wd, after long weeks of silence and separation, gained a power over her which he had never possessed before. " Is this love ?" she thought, startled, incredulous, indignant with herself, thrusting away in vain an instinct which was stronger than herself, and of which she could not comprehend the nobility or the force. Love had always seemed to her a mere emotional weak- ness or physical indulgence. Was she at heart no better, no higher, no stronger than those women of the theatre, those heroines of dramatic verse, whom she had so long despised, with whom she had so violently forbidden him to number her ? Later in that evening, at Lansmcre House, Syrlin led Ina d'Esterre aside for a moment, unobserved, to a little alcove filled with flowers at some distance from the recep- tion and ball-rooms, where the press of the greatest crowd was. " Ladv Ina," he said, abruptly, "will you have strength and (^)ui"age to h(> true to mv fri(Mi(l ?" She was '.uarLJctl, '.-\\c. colored to her eves. /'(>\//7oa: 45; (( Has he told you ?" slic said, trcmidoiisly. He 1 I.'IS told luc ;il SHU 1 Syil III. II II c will vvai it f or you for years, like Jacob. Hut yoii -you are so young, you arc in the midst of the vvcnld (;f false forms and false measures ; will you be true to hi m Yd 11 It was only (hic word, spoken very low, but she looked p in his face as she spoke, and he saw that it was a vital truth, a promise which she would never break. "That is well," he said, gently. " lie is worthy of your constancy and of your courage. Both will be tried, I fear." He paused ; tlien added, with an effort : " Lady Avillion has no sympathy with you, no forgive- ness ? " Ina shook her head. " She only sees as society w(juld see," she answered. " She docs n(;t understand. She has never cared greatly for any one." " 'riicre would l)e no possibility of changing her views ?" " Oil, no ; none. She is — she is — you kiujw, so very noble and generous and kind in many ways, but she cannot see that feeling matters, that sympatliy is happi- ness, that separation is suffering." " She is Uio gicat a lady ! " said Syrlin, bitterly. " God- desses do not need common human food. They live on the nectar of their own perfections. Listen, Lady Ina ; you know little of me, but Auritjl will tell you that what- ever faults I have - and I have many — I can be a true friend. I am his, I will be yours if I can. An affection innocent and noble like his and yours should not be bro- ken by the cloven hoof of worldly considerations. Trust me and I will do what I can." '* I do trust you, for he loves you dearly," said the girl, with simplicity and feeling. She put out her hand to Syr- lin, and he raised it reverentially to his lips. " I salute Auriol's wife," he said, gently, as he did so. At that moment Freda passed the entrance of the little room. She was conversing with Lord Greatorex, but her glance — swift, curious, angered, astonished — swept like azure lightning over the two who stood there aiiKJiig the glories of the scarlet and orange colored orchids. She did not pause, nor did she break off her conversation, but her heart leaped within her with a leap of jealousy like a lion- ess's rage. 1! I ,vtS 458 POSITION. n I. I"' J*" i.M« Tlijit child ! — who had nothing but her hazel eyes and her wiid-rose-like 'kin ! — what could he see in her? what could he say to her ? why should he kiss her hand with such emotion ? She remembered Auriol ; she supposed that they might be drawn together by that common sympathy, she recalled Syiiin's pleadings in favor of his suit, and his bitter ironies (jii the views of the world : still the sight of him beside the girl Ina was offiMisive to her — suspicious to her. Should lie who loved herself even have eyes to see or ears to hear that such a child existed ? All th acti s, all tlie tyrannies, all the exclusive- ness which accompany loi-e, when it is awakened at all in women such as she, sprang into existence in her, and were cruel, dominant, unreasoning, as such feelings ever are. Ina, when they drove homeward, felt the glacial coldness of her manner, heard the chilling tacit rebuke of her brief good-night ; but the girl believed that her displeasure was caused by the remembrance of Auriol, and asking no questions, she went to her own room in resignation, and said her prayers at her bedside with hope and confidence, begotten by the promise and the confidence of Syriin. " We shall be happy some time," she thought with all the trustfulness of youth as she fell asleep, while the wak- ing birds in the gardens of Avillion House sang little trills of song among the budding hawthorns and the brown shoots of tlie e'm-tree branches. In Lady Ina's youthful be- lief, genius was a deity, and had deity's omniscience and omnipotence. The estrangement from her of the woman whom she admired and adored was pain and sorrow to her; but it had no power to weaken her loyalty to her word, or affect her devotion to the man lo whom she held lierself betrothed. " Children are always inconstant," Freda Avillion had said, with contemptuous disbelief in the resisting forces of youth ; but Ina d'Esterre was a woman in feeling, and one of those women in whom tenderness is as long-lived as it is innocent and unselfish in its substance. Her elder, meanwhile, found no rest at all ; but wide awake heard the twittering of the birds with the impatience of insomnia, and watched the flame of her night-lamp pale in the morning sunshine with sleepless eyes. For the first time in her whole existence she was a prey to those emotions which she had always considered as the posmo.v. 459 degrading insanity of the senses, as tlie absurd violence of ill-regulated natures in .hose whom she had always im- placably ridiculed and condemned. CHAPTER L. The day after their meeting at Lansmere House Syrlin sent out invitations to all the great world of Lnndcjn and Paris for an evening {)arty at Willowsleig!; in a month's tunc. In the ccjrner of the cards was the sinirle wore Representation. It was soon rumored that the evening was lo witness tl:e representation of " Le (ilaive " in his own theatre, he himself acting in the chief role. It was known that he was the author of the drama, and th;it it was written in verse ; the nuisic of the songs in it having been composed \)\ Auriol. Curiosity was exti'jme, and expectation in- ♦ense. He had withdrawn from the stage .and from the world. The desire \.o see liim return, if but foi- a night, to both, became as unfjovcrnable as it was universal in societv. In those autumnal UK^ntlis of abscjlute seclusion which had preceded his imprudent sojourn on the Brakespeare moors, he had brought his work to the utmost Ivric and dramatic perfection, and he had prej)are(l for it all that material assistance which is necessary to place the life of a drama in action before its spectators. The first artists of Paris only needed a word from him t<j cr'uvd to his call, and his own knowledge and experience made easy to him the arrangement of all those practical details and ef- fects which no poet can afford to esteem lightly in the scenic preparation of his creation. He had foun^l the theatre of Willowslcigh prcttv, small, .and inconvenient ; he had rendered it in a few moiulis' work, Ijeautiful, spa- cious, and commodious, with an admiral)Ie auditorium and perfect acoustic eflfect. Now '.vith little time and lit- tle (effort he brought comrades of earlier davs about him, and arranged for the production of his work on his ow n staire. *' It is when it helps us thus," he said, to Auriol, "that money loses its coarseness, and becomes the nearest ap- proach wc have on earth to tlv !)lossoming of Aaron's rod, :uk1 the wings of Hcrmes's ankles." vi 4f)o ros/T/ox. t i Wfi" The wildest talcs wcro circulated ns to the fabulous sums which he had expended in niuiiiuing the work, and as to the beauty and extravagance with which this caprice was now to be carried out by him. No story was too ab- surd to be credited ; no conception too fantastic to be cited -and believed. He had come back, as it were, from the grave, and lie captured at a stroke the attention of Europe. For himself all he thought of was one woman, and for lier alone what he did was done. lie had that superb arrogance of genius which is no more vanity than the tread of the lion is the crawl of the cat ; he knew that none of those around her could give her what he could give ; he chose that she should know and feel and tremble before this power which was in him ; the whirlwind and the torrent of inspiration. He knew that his work was great ; that it was imperfect in many ways, but that it had the fire, the force, the sunrise beauties of a fresh and waking genius. It had poured out from his own life with all his passions incarnated in it ; and ren- dered as he would render it lie knew that it would thrill through the sluggish pulses of the world like an electric current. Passion has little place in the world, which is pale, and poor of spirit, and apathetic, and critical, and egotistical, and intent on formula and on minutiae ; yet it is a con- queror, a sorcerer, which even still scares the pallid cyn- ics of the world with the wind of its rushing wings and the lightning flashes of its glorious eyes. Mis play was founded on tiie tragic fate of Eleanora of Toledo at the hands of her husband, Piero dei Medici ; nothing could be less like in its terrible ferocity and naked passions to the impassive, polished, conventional routine of modern social life, and he believed rhat this divergence was so vast that it would suffice to prevent any possible parallel being instituted by his audience between the per- sonages of the Renaissance and the men and women of his own generation and soc' cy. Unconsciously he made tiie whole poem teem with al- lusions, emotions, reproaches, which were borrowed from his own feelings, and from their present position ; while upon the figure of the Medicean voluptuarv he cast all the ignominy, all the scorn, all the scathing irony, which it is possible for human langungc to convey. History does not tell us that Piero dci Medici killed his wife tor any baser rowv/o.v. 461 motiv(3 than the fury of a man paid in his own coin, and who, though faithless himself, forbids faithlessness unto himself. In the treatment of Syrlin's drama even this re- deeming tcnich vanished, for he made a vehement desire for another woman the motive which instigated the tragic vengeance taken at Caffaggiolo. Under his treatment, when the Fhjrcntine prince hurried to the midnight mur- der he ceased to be, as liistory shows him to be, the just, though brutal, executioner of a faithless wife ; he became ihe murderer of an innocent and heroic woman because her life stood between him and the gratification of an er- ratic passion. Piero dei Medici filleo the ciiief place on the canvas, and the character was portrayed with the mi- nutest as with the boldest touches ; it stood out in its ig- nominy, and egotism, and meanness, and cruelty, instinct with meaning as lago or as Cenci. Syrlin was wholly unconscious himself of how completely his own hatred had colored and vivified the portrait until it was a masterpice of art, and also the indisputable like- ness of a living man clothed in the costume of the Renais- sance. In similar manner, and with no sense of his self- betrayal, he had put himself into the character of the lover, Bernardo Antinori, until his faults, his virtues, his ardor, his disdain, his love, his hatred, were all painted in it as the artist can paint his own form and features on a panel by aid of the mirror before him. Although deep- ened and heightened to the tone and the scale of the Re- naissance tragedies, it was his and Avillion's own position, their own characters, their own motives, which were por- trayed in the play. It was alive witli a terrible force of life ; not only that life which had been lived in the city palace and the mountain fortress, but that which with every moment throbbed and thrilled in his own veins. It was the kind of error that Marlowe or Musset would have made, had either been, like him, momentarily blinded and hypnotized by the pain and the rapture of a great and all- absorbing love. Few men love thus now ; but they had loved so in the days of Bernardo Antinori ; and into th*- lifeles sforms of these dead people he poured the galvanizing breath of his own soul. Unknown to himself he had poured out in hi-:; verse all the fury of his scorn for Avillion's amours, all the fires of his indignation for the slights and insults which were put upon Avillion's wife. He felt for her what she had never 114 '^ 1^ 463 POSITIOX. I- M! I. been within leagues of feeling for herself ; he attributed to her sorrows wliich she had never even conceived in their faintest form ; he imagined that she suffered as he, liad lie been a woman, would have suffered in licr place ; and all this he incarnated in his drama, in tlie wrongs and. tiie temptations which he attributed to Elcanora of Toledo, and in the treachery and odium whicli he concentrated in the character of her lord. In that blindness which comes with every strong pas- sion, and in that naivete which accompanies all intensity of genius, he never realized that otliers would pierce the slender disguises of his fictitious characters, tliat others would see the bare steel of his dagger shining thruugh its embroidered scabbard. He never gave a thouglit to the danger of such an interpretation ; and even if he had done, he would have considered that the exceeding difference (jf situation and of scene would suffice to prevent any asso- ciation witii the Medicean tragedy of any more modern types. Secure in that erroneous belief he left free rein to the utterance of all which he felt and saw, and imagined that she felt and saw, and compensated to himself for ilie long silence and endurance imposed on him by allowing shape and substance, under the mask of dramatic illusion, to all the hatred and the devotion of his own heart. He did not permit even Auriol to see the work in its entirety ; his own self-consciousness made him sensitive over it as over the secrets of his own heart ; alone he read and re-read it, altered, improved, condensed, intensified it. adapted it to the necessities of representation as his ex- perience enabled him to do, and realized that it was good with all that pleasure in the pride of creatit)n which is so strong in the true artist and is so wholly unlike the vanity of the fool or the satisfaction of the mediocre. To one judge only did he submit it, lest his own feeling might mislead him ; it was to his old master, the once great actor, Delessaint, freest, most delicate, and most un- sparing of critics. ^'■C'est une ceuvre" said Delessaint, when he had listened to it in silence from beginning to end, and Syrlin knew then that his imagination had not deceived, nor had his powers failed him. Delessaint, who knew nothing of the personal hate and love which vibrated through the piece, was only sensible of its eloquence, its force, its admirably dramatic situations, its infinite variety of emotion, iiicident, ;uid character. POSITION. 463 "You have been a great interpreter of the creations of (jthers," he said lu his iavuritc pupil, "you will be a great creator yourself. I have always seen in you the soul of tlic poet. It IS why you were often so galled and confined by the exigencies of tiie stage, olten so insubordinate to usage and tradition. You made your career in triumph because genius has that wondrous facility which men un- derstood entirely in the Renaissance, but which they now cannot understand or forgive. But tiic stage was only an t'tape for you on the march. You are made for greater things than even the interpretation of Racine and Molierc. You arc a part yourself. Frtmis ton essor, ?nonfih. Qi ie tnenera loin.'' Syrlin sighed as he heard. Even now, his wisdom whis- pered, it would be time still to turn away from this con- ventional existence which enervated, irritated, and de- stroyed him, time still to seek that virile and natural life where solitude and meditation would soothe his spirit, and danger and simplicity would brace his nerves and strengthen those powers of the mind which he felt within him, and which are the only true consolers of sorrow. It was still time to flee from all which he contemned, ab- liorred, despised : or it would have been time had not this fatal and overwhelming passion possessed him ; had not his whole soul been set on avenging wrongs which he felt for her as she never felt them for herself, and had he not been blinded by his belief, that sooner or later she would turn to him for her solace and her vengeance. He underrated the influence of habit and position ; he over-estimated the forces of feeling and attraction ; he judged her out of his own heart, and while he saw as weakness what she considered her strength, he failed to measure its power against himself. Just such an error as led Chastelard to the scaffold, held him now in the world to which she belonged, a world which he despised and abhorred, and deemed of no more value than a handful of chaff, but which he could not bring himself to quit, because it was that in which she lived and moved and had her being. All he heard and saw of her husband's devotion to the Duchess de Charolois confirmed him in his erroneous im- pression, in his misleading hope, that offence and wounded dignity and just revenge would make her seek a champion, a redresser of her wrongs. He judged her by the fire of his own temper, by the romance of a poet's nature ; he only li y I fl ".*: 464 position; ^% rt.!, f-. ^il, lip'- vaguely and unwillingly saw that such a vindication of lierselt would only be still more offensive to her than the offence itbell. His blood was hot with the heat of Spain and Africa, his vision was colored by the enthusiasms of a mind steeped in the poetries of all climes and ages. He felt all the forces of unspent, even of untried, powers fresh within him as virgin springs in the heart of a forest. He felt that his life was only in its commencement ; that the lau- rels which he had gained were but as the crown of the neophyte, that he had the strength to compel success in fields wider and nobler tlian those in which he had hitherto been victor. But he knew also that all success, all crea- tion, all triumph would be as nought to him beside the smile of a woman : a woman whose nature he knew could never answer his, whose soul was saturated with small things, whose heart was dried by the drying breath of the world, to whom love was a madness, and genius a disease ! " Oh, accursed world ! Why did I ever approach you ?" he thought, bitterly. " Why did I ever give you my days and my nights, when the suns on the seas would have smiled on the one, and the moons on the mountains would have illumined the other ? Why did I leave Nature for the crowd ? When I was free to make my own fate, why did I not stay in the cities they call barbaric, in the peace- ful monasteries, in the hills and the deserts with men whose hand is never given to a foe, and whose bread is never broken with dishonor ? Why did I waste my youth and my heart in their wretched routine, in their gilded servitude, in their honeyed falsehood, in their sugared malignity, in their frothy vacuum ? It was not my place, not my native air ; my home should have been where the tents are set under the unsullied skies, where the horse is a friend, and the pulse and the water-spring are enough food and drink. I knew what life was ; real life, simple, bold, free ; I knew it, why did I ever forsake it ? " 1 1 ' CHAPTER LI. When Avillion saw the card of invitation to Willow- sleigh he laughed a little, good-humoredly. " It will be interesting," he said, slowly. " It is kind of him to give us a new thing." POSITIOiW 465 "You speak as if we should go," said Freda, involun- tarily and imprudently. " Of course we shall go," said her iiusband, pleasantly. " Why not ? " She was annoyed, her eyes darkened, she looked away. " Because he did not accept your — our — invitations," she replied. Avillion shrugged his shoulders. "Qh, one must never take umbrage at the caprices of genius — or of lovers — both are like the people in the Gos- pel, they know not what they do." She was silent. ** We will both of us go," he added, in his most good- natured tone. "It will be extremely interesting, exceed- ingly dramatic. Fancy a Mussct acting a Fortunio, a Mounet-Sully writing a ' Passeur ! ' Have you any idea, by the way, of what the drama is about ? h. grandc passion^ I suppose, and of course a hopeless one ?" His wife felt for one fleeting moment that slie tmder- stood the impulse which makes the ungoverned natures of the common people vent their irritation and their in- dignation in a blow. She, polished, high-bred, self-controlled, a great lady to the tips of her fingers, could only sit still, and smile a vague acquiescence, while she thrilled witii unspoken anger under the gall and wormwood of insult. " The devil take his impudence," thought Avillion as he looked down on the card, which was worded a little as princes word those invitations which are commands. "The devil take his impudence! But at least (a marche. We shall probably get to a cl'max. It would be delight- ful to send back his card and a horsewhip with it, but it would advance nothing. It would compromise me, not him." Avillion could be patient where his own malignities and interests were concerned, so that, meeting Syrlin in a club a day later, he saluted him graciously, and referred with amiable words to the intellectual and artistic pleasure to which he looked forward. Syrlin acknowledged his com- pliment briefly, and gave neither offence nor compliment in return. A little later he met Avillion's wife at a great gathering in Belgrave Square. " You will honor me at Willowsleigh ? " he said to her, coldly, and she replied as briefly : 30 .1 %\ I ■« t fi •'I ! 466 rosiTioy. f V . \ \ ^ b|^^ P^P' 1 ' '}\ ■ . 'A ' : W^Ki, " Lord Avilliori is looking forward to it with much pleasure. All the \vc;rld expects great cnjoyiueut." She had avoided any possibility of being alone with him, even in such comparative isolation as is afforded by a con- versation apart in some corridor, or boudoir, or conserva- tory of a great house when it is filled with people. A vague fear haunted her, and a faint sense of shame : the former lest he should compromise her before others, the latter because she knew that her neglect of him in his ill- ness had been ungrateful and unworthy. Her conscious- ness of the ascendancy he liad over her, of the jealousy he could arouse in her, was a humiliation to her self-respect. The memory of the weakness which had overcome her be- side the frozen reeds of the Swiftsure was with her at all times, and always she saw the gleam of ironical triumph in her husband's eyes, always she saw the soft, slow, pleas- ant smile with which he would note any such feebleness. That knowledge braced her into resistance. Never, never, never, let her suffer what she would, should Avillion have that joy for which he waited ! Never should he have the luxury of looking at her with liis courtly scorn, and mur- muring, " How are the mighty fallen ! " Other women would have deceived their own souls and told themselves that this resolve was based on duty, honor, virtue, love of children, love of God ; but she made none of these illusions to herself. She knew that the main- spring of her actions, the motive power of her conduct, was that sentiment which would never let her be humbled before her husband or her kindred. It was that sentiment which Syrlin could but dimly comprehend, and which, had he understood 't entirely, he would have utterly scorned. He could have had no sym- pathy with that perpetual consciousness which was ever with her, that the eyes of the world were forever observ- ing her, and that strength which she would have found to tear her very heart-strings asunder rather than afford food for laughter and censure to those whom she had so haught- ily dominated for so long. Avillion was ill-pleased by the slowness with which the romance unfolded itself. It irritcited and baffled him in every way to be unable to convict his wife of those sen- timents and actions which he so desired to verify. Was it, he wondered impatiently, that the chilliness of her tem- perament really held in check her impetuous and impru- dent adorer, or was it possible that both of them, by thp POS/T/O.V. 46; inp:cnijity and subtlety which arc lent to passion, were suHicicritly adroit to deceive himself whom none could de- ceive ? He regretted the temper which he had displayed about the Park riots, and was conscious that he had for once been ill-advised and childishly transparent. He should have been, he told himself, too much (jn his L;uar(l to have allowed any offence or coldness on his (nvn part to interfere with his observation of Syrlin : such obser- vation as is only to be obtained by intimacy with the per- son suspected. With all the grace and tact lor whi( h Ik; was noted, he set himself to undo this blunder, and to ap- proach Syrlin anew with that admiration and artistic svin- patliy which he had honestly felt at the beginning of ilicir accinaintance. But Syrlin was restive and reserved; and was neither to be allured nor blinded. '• Vou are so kind as to invite us ordinary mortals to your temple of the Muses, but why will you never honor ('iir common-place dwellings ?" said Avillion, in his blan- dest and sweetest tones one morning, when they met each oihor bv chance in Hyde Park. Syrlin was silent ; then he said, abruptly: " Vou have insulted me in the person of my friend." "Your friend? What friend? This is an enigma. Pray explain." '' Auriol. I hear that your men of law intimate to him that he is unworthy the hand of your niece." Avillion stared, incredulous that he could hear aright. " jMy dear sir," he said, vaguely, "common-sense is not an insult. In these matters there is a received opinion current in society. No one goes against it. That is all." "What is your objection ?" " My objection ? It is what my wife's is, what every- body's would be. It is not a matter open to discussion. I fully appreciate the accomplishments of your fiiend. But you cannot seriously suppose that I should accept him as a suitor to Lady Ina." " It is because you do not that I have said you insult him and insult me in his person." " Oil, dear, no ! There is no insult of any kind. There are received rules." " Is it his lack of fortune to which you object ? " "Oh, dear, no ! It is — you must see for yourself what it is." "Would it be the same with myself, were I Lady Inas I ■# suitor f -i -, fr IMAGE EVALUATION TEST TARGET (MT-3) 7 /, <' C^x L^< 'A 1.0 I.I *"' IIIIM IIIIM •" IM IIIIIZ2 2.0 1.8 1.25 1.4 1.6 ^ 6" — ► "/a & /a VJ <P % ^^ ^ ^;. / o;% M M Photographic Sciences Corporation 23 W: JT MAIN STREET WEBSTE!(,N.Y 14S80 (716) 872-4503 "<? ,\ ■'^ <> ■^ <> -A. ^ ;\ C^\. <^ 468 POSITION. Avillion smiled faintly. "Why will you put a painful hypothesis?" Syrlin laughed a little coldly. "The hypothesis is not painful to me. Your niece loves Auriol, and she shall be his wife sooner or later." "In that event her family — I regret to say it — but her family will certainly disown her. I do not believe such an event will occur. All girls have passing caprices. They are constantly enamoured of their music>masters." "Auriol is not a music-master." " Did I say that he was ? I am so sorry, so extremely sorry, to differ with you on any point, but upon this one I must. I am one of her guardians, and it is a question of duty. There are matters which are so obviously absurd that they should never be discussed. This is one of them." He raised his hat slightly, with a pleasant smile, and sauntered on in an opposite direction. Syrlin shook his head with an impatient gesture, like a horse which has been stung in the ear by a fly. " We receive what we merit ; Auriol was right," he muttered. '• Why do we sing to them, play to them, dance to them ; why do we let ourselves be the dupes of their fair phrases and their honeyed ways ? We are only performing animals to them. It is our fault if we are kicked out when we presume on our popularity. Why do we antic in their drawing-rooms?" On a sudden impulse he went to Avillion House, where he had never passed the gates since the day when she had refused to see him on her return from the Continent, in the past autumn. The servants recognized and admitted him ; he was ushered into her presence, where she sat writing letters in her own room. It was the first time that they had been alone since the meeting by the river. " Forgive me ! " said Syrlin, with hesitation, while his face grew very pale. Her lips trembled slightly as she answered : "You must forgive me. I did not ask for you in your illness. I — I -thought that you would understand why I did not." , \'^ " I understood." ? A passing smile, melancholy and ironic, came for a mo- ment on his lips. " I did not come here to speak of myself," he added. " I want to speak to you of Auriol." POSITION, 469 his She had not risen from her seat at her wi'dng-table ; she was sitting erect on a high, straight-backed chair of gilded leather ; her hand with its many rings lay on the table, the light from a window near fell upon her face and throat ; there was something stately and regal in her atti- tude. He stood at the other end of the table, his eyelids lowered ^to hide the fires of adoration which glowed be- neath them. " I did not come to speak of myself," he repeated. " I want to speak to you of Auriol." " It is wholly useless." Her tone was chilling, but her heart thrilled with pleas- ure ; it was only for his friend's sake that he had talked with Ina." " Why useless ?" he said, earnestly. " You speak of him as though he were a pariah. Your niece loves him, she has promised to be true to him ; you can pain them, har- ass them, keep them apart for a time, but you will not be able to divide them forever. Why torture them now ? He is my wcU-beloved friend. I am rich, as you know, I will give him half what I have and my house in Paris. They can lead simple, innocent, spiritual lives which will make the world the better for them. Why prevent or delay this because he is not, as I said once to you before, a bankrupt marquis, a drunken earl, a defaulter who is a duke's heir?" Her fingers with their shining rings beat impatiently upon the table. " All marquises are not bankrupt, all earls are not drunken. Your prejudices in one way are as great as are ours in another. It is wholly useless to speak of this mat- ter. If you gave your friend a kingdom the thing would only be made more preposterous, and remain equally im- possible. Like mates best with like. It is an old, homely English maxim, very wise. She must obey it." "And this wise axiom, madame, has following it made or marred the happiness of your own life ?" The direct question embarrassed her. He spoke gently, still suppressing all the emotions at war within him, but its demand went home to her straip^ht as a steel blade. Personalities are forbidden in social intercourse because their direct appeal is so iiard to avoid or turn aside. "I cannot allow such questions," she said, coldly. •* Neither you nor anyone has ever heard me complain of any circumstances of my life." ^•' (i A 47© rOSIT/ON. " But we know that you bear, from dignity, patience, pride, generosity, what insuhs and hurts you with every day that dawns." ** I think you exaggerate ; and, at all events, I have never made you my confidant, in any way, on any matter." He was silent ; to a frank nature, warm with unchecked feeling, and generous with chivalrous ardors, the artifice of an affected ignorance, the repulse of a simulated cold- ness, wound more deeply than the unkindcst of rebukes. "It is true," he said at last, humbly, "you have not honored me so far. But I sec what all the world sees, and like the world I may be indignant at outrage to you." "Why will you use such ^ros mots? They are not of our day. I know of no outrage. If you mean to refer to the general conduct of Lord Avillion, I have nothing to complain of, for I have long given him entire liberty. And were it otherwise his caprices could be no concern of yours." The blood reddened his forehead. " Give me only permission, and I will choke him dead like a noxious beast." She smiled, a little derisively. "Poor Uther!" she said, with a vague amusement. " He is not made for dramatic treatment ; of all men liv- ing he is the most modern. When will you remember that we are not upon the stage ?" " The passions on the stage were first copied from life, and I thought that you — you of all women — would not forgive insult ? Is the parade of his adoration of Madame de Charolois welcome to you ? " She bent and twisted in her fingers the quill pen she held. " If it were not Madame de Charolois it would be some- one else less respectable ; and it really does not matter ^o me. You will never understand. The one effort of our lives is to seem to see nothing which we do not wish to see, to avoid beyond everything else the comment, the laughter, or the pity of others. This seems to you very paltry, very false. To me it seems the natural conduct of all courageous and well-bred people. You and I look at nothing with the same eyes, nor with the same views. It is useless to argue. You view things like a cavalier of old Spain, or an Arab chief of the Sahara ; I view them as a modern unit of a conventional world, whose gods a»e ap- pearances and whose gosj>cl is commuu sense." position: 471 " These arc but words ! " " But words govern actions. You idealize me. You are wrong. I am the least idealic, I am perhaps the most self- ish of all women." He sighed heavily. Circumstances, however contrary and stubborn, the bold may hope to change, but character the gods themselves cannot alter. He realized for a moment that he might break his heart forever upon hers ; the world would al- ways be stronger with her than he. " Let us talk of other things," she said, indifferently, but not with unkindness. " Tell me of your play. What is its motive ? What is its epoch ? " He did not seem to hear her : his eyes were gazing on her with burning adoration. "That day by the river," he murmured, "I spoke to you too insolently, too violently ; all that I felt carried me away, and I know that I justly incurred your anger. Ev- ery word was truth, every word was feeble to expre«:s the force of what I sought to tell ; but I forgot that it would offend you, that it might sound like a menace and an inso- lence. I have repented it bitterly ever since. I will be whatever you dictate. I will ask nothing that you forbid. Only let me be your servant, your spaniel, your slave. I have been too rude and too arrogant to others ; but to you I will be obedient as a dog. Only let me live in the light of your presence. Only let me think that your heart, in some measure, answers mine !" She was silent some moments, while the sound of his quick and deep breathing was audible in the stillness. " You like truth. I will give it yon," she said at last, as she looked down on the writing-table before her, more agitated by his appeal than she would show. " I would not have you pursue an illusive dream. I am not insen- sible to your devotion. I owe you a noble action ; you preserved me from insult, you probably saved my life. You are not — you cannot be — wholly indifferent to me, even though I may have seemed to you heartless and thankless. But I know myself. H you compromise me in any way— in the slightest way — I shall never pardon it and I shall soon hate you. It may be selfish, it may be thankless, it may be mean ; but it is so. If you bring on me any comment from others, I shall see in you only an enemy ; I shall hate you. You have compared me to Mary Stuart ; I am like her in nothing else, but I should % lit t 472 POSITION. be like her in this, I should never forgive the greatest love if it disobeyed me." ** But if it obeyed you in the greatest as in the least ? — if it only asked leave to give all and to claim nothing ? " She hesitated ; she was moved to keen and warm emo- tions, such as had never agitated her in all her life before ; an unfamiliar weakness stole on her, sweet and insidious as the lulling charm left by opiates. ** I should be little worthy of it," she said, in an unsteady voice. "What have you said yourself? 'The world is too much with me.' It will be your rival and your enemy. I shall embitter your thoughts, waste your youth, consume your genius ; for me you will fritter away your life in fret- ting impatience of all that is around me, in ill-recompensed submission to my caprices a*^ d my discontent. Leave me, leave me, leave me, while still it is time I Keep all these beautiful exalted feelings for some tenderer and kinder heart than mine. What can I give you in return ? Noth- ing which will be worth one sigh of yours." " That is for me to judge. Such as my life is, it is yours. Yours only, yours always ; yours to be passed in heaven or in hell as you may choose." He knelt before her on a sudden impulse as he spoke, his voice was sweet as music and tremulous with feeling, his eyes gazed up at her with imploring prayer more elo- quent than all the language of the lips. The womanhood in her could not wholly resist that sor- cery of humility in one who never stooped or bent to man, yet from her would take the yoke of any slavery, however hard. She turned her gaze on him with a fleeting and tender smile. " You are unwise for yourself ! What a burden you will lay on your freedom ! But perhaps — if you ulways remem- ber — if you always obey, I may " Her voice faltered, and her hand lay for a moment in his. Why, she said in her heart, why should she live loverlcss all her life? And this man loved her as no other did, loved her supremely, indifferent to danger, submissive to unkindness, accepting all injury, seeing only on earth and in heaven but one law — her wishes and her will. When he left her and passed out into the common liglit of day, he was as one drunk with the ecstasy of hope and of triumph. He had no sight for the multitude around him, POSIT/OK 473 no consciousness that men turned and stared at him, startled, they knew not why, by the rapt il.umined dream- ing joys revealed upon his face. He knew well that he had given away his freedom and his future, that he would be no more the master of his fate ; he knew that he would serve a sovereign wlio would place her foot on his bent neck ; that he wuuld give away to her all his best gifts — his youth, his pride, his genius, his liberty — and receive in return at best only a fleeting, secret, feverish happiness. He knew that she never would, that she never could, render back to him one-thousandth part of that immense passion which he threw away upon ! er ; it was not in her nature, or her knowledge, or her power. He knew that the world would be forever a spec- tre to her sight, pale, cold, impalpable, but nearer to her than he. He knew the bondage, the tie, the sacrifice which such vows as he had now sworn to her brinof upon all men who are the loyal servants of their plighted word ; he knew that he had made her mistress of his destiny, that he had given into her hands his will, his reason, and his soul, that never again would he be free to wander as he listed and shape his future as he chose. He knew the world, and women and men, too well to be blind to the consequences of his own self-surrender. But his rapture outweighed and annihilated his wisdom. He loved, and was beloved : can a lover such as he weigh the measure of love's price ? That night he could not go into the world, not even to meet or follow her ; he remained alone with his dreams and his desires in the moonlit silence of the dew- wet April woods. These pale and level fields, these slowly budding glades, these dim, gray, gliding waters, which had seemed always to him so sad and sorrowful, now seemed lighted with a glory not of earth. " She will be yours — yours — yours " the river nuirmured, and the stars sung, the trembling moths whispered, and the wind-blown clouds cried aloud, the spring-time going with him as he moved through the dusk with the breeze- borne pollen of the woodland blossoms fragrant on his hands. " What are you doing there ? " he said in anger as he saw the figure of Auriol awaiting him in the shadows; even the presence of his dearest friend seemed to liim an un- welcome and insolent intrusion on his drenms. "I could n(jt sleep," replied Auriol, simply. " I want to I 474 FOSITJON. say something to you ; it may irritate, offend, alienate you, but I must say it, or I shall never forgive myself for my own cowardice. I should have said it long ago." "Say on tiien," replied Syrlin, with impatience, his thoughts already straying away from the speaker. " Is it wise, think you, to give that drama to the world ? " Syrlin stared at him. " Your doubt comes late; on the eve of its representa- tion." " It has come to me often earlier, but I feared to offend you. You are easily offended by any interference, or ap- parent interference, and it is difficult to give my reasons without offence." "Keep them to yourself then. That is the wiser course ! " " But — if you will hear me — there are allusions, similar- ities, invectives in that play whicii will be apparent to your audience, too apparent. Is it well to sliovv your heart, to strip your loves and hatreds naked like that to the world at large ? " Syrlin looked him coldly in the eyes. " By what right do you conclude that there are either personal passions or actual situations in my work ?" Auriol hesitated. He knew nothing for certain ; he only guessed what was suggested to him by his own observation and the words which he had heard from Syrlin in the in- coherert utterances of fever. " There are resemblances which no one can doubt," he answered. "The character of Piero dei Medici is the character of a man with whom you have already had dif- ferences, if not disputes." " The character of Piero dei Medici," said Syrlin, with violence, "is that of every libertine and liar in our time as in his. Wiioever recognizes his own features in my por- trait is welcome to do so. If he resent it, I shall be there to account to him." Auriol sighed. He had too little knowledge to have solid ground on which to base his objections ; it was rather a presentiment which troubled and weighed on him than serious reasons such as he could hope would have weight with a wayward and self-willed nature like that of his friend. Besides, the night was too near ; the preparations were too complete, the whole world of London had been invited there too publicly for the spectacle to be, at the last mo- POSITION. 475 ment, abandoned. He did not venture to urge his views by naming those whose intluencc, as he conceived, had been S(j fatal to the destiny of his friend. He knew too little; he feared to do more harm than good, and yet that instinct which is always keen in the artist's temperament nijule him apprehensive of a coming danger which was ncnc tlie less oppressive to him because it took no definite shape. Syrlin went past him without more words, and withdrew to his own chamber. The few sentences which had been already uttered had been enough to banish his dreamful peace and excite in him uneasy forebi dings. What Auriol s:uv, would others see ? Reason, that calm, sad counsellor to which so few ever hearken, told him that his friend had spoken with more wisdom than he had been aware. Reason said to him now, wiiile there was still time, to withdrav^r his tragedy from the world's hearing, to abandon under any pretence the representation of it, to take counsel with his own heartand with hers before giving its passionate verse to the chill critical comments of an indifferent society. The glory of happiness which was within him was enough ; what mattered it to him now to prove his strength in genius or art, or to reach the callous soul of his enemy by invective and by scorn ? But he was a poet as well as a lover ; he had in him the passion for his work us well as the passion for a woman. It was good in his ^ight, it would be great in the sight of the world. Fame was nothing to him, but the creator's joy in his creation was much. He longed for her to feel his power, to realize the sorcery at his command, to be witness of his suprem- acy and superiority over that world which had held her in its fetters for so long. There were passages in the drama which would avenge her on her husband for a decade of insult and infidelity. There were scenes in it wherein she would be forced to feel the empire and the excellence of those powers which she had so long regarded with indif- ference and disdain. By the pure light of the dawning day he re-read those lines in which his own heart spoke, those soliloquies in which his hate and love thrilled through the disguise of fiction. "She will understand, and he perhaps will wince under h's triple shield of vanity and arrogance. No others will see anything," he thought, reassured, as he murmured half 1 « A 47<i posrno.v. hloiid, in the first faint gleam of morning, those passages in which his own nerves had served as the chords of the llltCi For one moment more his reason spoke : it would be surest, it would be wisest, to invent any plea which might serve for the hour, and postpone the public representation of his work until her eyes had seen its text and her wish had decided its future. But the impetuous passion of the artist was too strong in him to suffer that more prudent instinct to prevail. " She loves me, and she will rejoice in my strength ; he hates me, and he will learn that words can smite still deeper than the sword," he thought, as the first rays of the sun fell across the pages of his manuscript. He looked up in the face of the day and smiled. Life wore its loveliest smile to him. CHAPTER LH. When on the following morning she drove down through the pale sunshine and the flying dust of the London thor- ouglifares to attend once more the first Drawing-Room of the year, she felt as though the whole world had changed and she with it, as though there were a new heart in her breast, a new soul in her body. She seemed millions of miles away from this social at- mosphere, which had been her only air so long ; all the familiar sights and sounds seemed strange to her, and the noise of the wheels around her seemed to come from some far distance, as noise comes in a dream. She was not a woman who ever deceived herself. She knew that the fut- ure would be filled with those perils which she had always sworn to avoid. She knew that the man who is accepted as the woman's slave grows sooner or later into her master. She knew the imperious temper and the exacting passions of the lover who promised her eternal patience and endless submission. She knew the full truth of the old adage, " chateau qui parUyfemme qui ^coute'* She knew that one day or another, a day nearer or far- ther, but inevitable, she would see that triumph in her husband's eyes, she would see that smile of satisfied ex- pectation on his lips, which she had vowed to herself a thousand times should never be allowed to come there. POSITION. 477 She was herself no more. She feit .is iMary Stuart may have felt when she had first stooped her royal head to hear the poet's vows. It hurt her pride, it bent her strength ; and yet the whole fresh world of emotion vyhich was opened by it be- fore her, the new, warm sense of the full joys of living which it brought to her, were sweeter than was the bitter- ness of her own selfdetlironement. She had loved no one in her life ; and she now loved him ; she could at last con- fess the supre.ne veracity of what she had deemed the baseless ecstasies of poets. " But they have no place in such a life as mine," she thought, with a vague terror ; and, with a repentant self- knowledge, she thought also how little she was worth all that immense devotion, all that ideal worship ! The wheels rolled, the dust flew, the vulgar and prosaic noises of Piccadilly were around her, the news-boys bawled political news of Ireland and India, the cabmen's whips flicked the broken boughs of budding lilacs, the people hurried by, the weight of her tiara pressed on her head, the facets of the diamonds in her stomacher hurt her breast, the scent of the gardenias of her bouquet oppressed her. " I am nothing that he thinks me ! " she thought, bitterly. " I am only a woman of the world with one long day of small things, and a hard jewel where my heart ought to be ! " And yet she loved him ; and a happiness such as she had never dreamed of was awake within her, and for a fleeting moment she felt that she would take off her diamonds, and lay down her tiara, and turn her back upon this foolish, fretful, cumbersome, conventional world, and go away into some fair, strange land where she could be alone with him and nature. The voice of Avillion called her back to fact and to him- self. "You are looking very well to-day, my lady," he said, pleasantly. " Would you mind my putting this window up ? There is a sharp tinge in the wind and my throat is troublesome. And would you kindly hold those gardenias a little further away? I am like the virgin in Le Rive ; the odor of voluptuous flowers is too much for my nerves." 47t POSITION, CHAPTER LIII. The same evening was the date of the representation of Le Glaive. Her courage failed her when the day arrived, and she was sorely tempted to make excuse for her absence on one of those vague, unchallengeable pleas of health which are always weapons at tiie hand of every woman. But Avil- lioii, with a persistency which he had never displayed on any similar occasion, so minutely inquired into her reasons, and put such urgency into his wishes that she should appear at Willowsleigh, that she yielded and agreed to go there. •' It would be an affaire manquie without you," said her husband, in a tone of amiable, innocent banter. " Chaste- lard would be quite capable of not appearing at all if his Queen put such an affront as her absence upcn him. Be- sides, I am sure it will be interesting, extremely interest- ing ; why should you be so anxious to miss the great dramatic event of the year ?" ** It is a long way off, and I am not perfectly well." "No?" Avillion looked at her with a smile, that smile which she dreaded. "You were looking remarkably well at the Drawing Room. You look very well to-day ; you have recovered your color. Pallor docs not become you. Oh, you must certainly come down to-night. I quite understand, the whole thing is given for you. It interests me extremely. He serves up his own heart at the banquet, as the knight did the falcon, as the gods did the boy Itys. Nothing can be more interesting." He laughed, a low pleasant laugh, such as made it im- possible to take his bantering words with any serious offence, though her blood thrilled with anger and her face flushed as she heard. " If you have such an opinion," she said, curtly, " I wonder you honor the entertainment." "Why?" said Avillion, with an innocent stare. "The eccentricities of genius are always condoned ; and a poet has full right to sacrifice anything to the Muses, his own soul if he pleases. I am only so glad that he recovered that fcvef, for it would have been such an affectir.g POS//'/i)X 47y remembrance to both of us had he died of the exposure on our Yorkshire moors." He sauntered toward the door as he spoke ; then turned back and said, in the same careless and amiable tone : " By the way, Claire de Charolois has no card ; he does not know her ; and she wishes to go. Will you fill in a blank one ? I am sure he has given you heaps of blank ones." ** You can ask him for one yourself." *' There is no time. I did not know till last night late that she cared about it. I am sure he has put dozens at your disposition. Give me one." Slie knew very well that it was only said to irritate her, to give her fully to understand the conditions on which his amiability and acquiescence were to be sc 'ired ; that it was one of many other equivalents and In miliations which she would have to accept and to cndi/rc in days to come ; that it was, in a word, a slight thin' but a conv^.n- dium of that mutual conjugal pact which would be iisnce- forth obli^'^w ry upon her, and which had a]vv;i,'s seemed to her in others so contemptible and so di?;g»acoful. A' iilion stood a moment waiting, not annoyed, not im- patient, slightly amused, conscious of his own mastery. An intensity of hatred passed through her and dwelt sombrely in her eyes for a moment, as she went to her writing-table, the same at which Syrlin had stood forty- eight hours before, and opening one of the drawers, took one of the invitation cards out of it and wrote across the blank left for the purpose the name of the Duchess de Charolois. She handed it to her husband in silence. '* So many thanks," he murmured as he took it, with a gracious inclination before her. *' By-the-by, what is the story of Ze Glaive f What is its motive ? There are many versions about the town. Of course you have read the manuscript, or had it read to you ?" " I have no idea whatever of its plot," she replied, truth- fully. ** I have not heard or seen a line of it. But I believe it is founded on some romance of Italian history." "Ah, so wise !" said Avillion, putting his card i'lto his breast pocket. " Nowadays we do not lend ourselves to dramatic treatment. There are the same passions, but they are conventionally treated ; just as there is the same anatomy in a nude figure of Michael Angelo's as there is under a suit of nincteentli century clothes, but what a dif- ference in appearance ! We cling to our clothes — to our 1 i 48o pos/r/o.v. conventional treatment — with all the force there is in us. They are so useful, and we think them even becoming. So many thanks. Au revoiry He went away with his slow, indolent gait, his graceful ease, his agreeable smile, and his wife looked after him with that hatred in her gaze which might, had he turned and seen it, have brought home to him '^^he truth that "conventional treatment" may, even in the close of the nineteenth century, be sometimes set at naught. She un- derstood very well ; the card was but a pretence, Claire de Charolois must have had her card already; it was but an item on which it pleased him to insist in that long list of concessions which he would henceforth make her sign. There is a forcible expression in French which has no equivalent in English : avaler des couleuvres. She felt as though she had swallowed many, and her proud nostrils quivered less with pain than wkh disgust and hatred. When the evening came she dressed to go to Willows leigh like all the world ; she knew that her absence would awaken remark and confusion. As she descended the staircase, to her surprise, Avillion joined her. " Allow me to go down with you," he said, pleasantly. *' Let us honor this memorable occasion by full etiquette. You have no one v/ith you ? Not even Ina?" "Can we take Ina where Auriol is? And where his music will be given ?" *' Ah, no, true ; I always forget these salad loves," he replied, good-humoredly, as he went down-stairs at her side. Throughout the long drive, made longer by the great number of carriages follo^ving the same route, he was agreeable, amusing, exquisitely polite ; the visible trouble and constraint of his wife pleased him. It would be strange, he thought, if during the course of this moment- ous evening she, or Syrlin, did not betray themselves or each other to his vigilant and penetrating eyes. The whole of society was driving toward Willowsleigh in the April night, which was mild and damp but ."ainless, with the scents of spring floating through the shadows under the stars, and lending freshness and sweetness even to the hackneyed and common-place high road. The park and gardens were illuminated ; the house was outlined with stars of light ; the terraces were lit in the old Floren- tine fashion, pages in Renaissance costume stood down the stairs with flaming torches ; within doors the stately posiTioy. 481 )ment- Ives or ,'sleigh unless, liadows ;s even je park itlined 'loren- down [stately graces of a Florentine pageant had been copied as closely as possible. The great people as they arrived were charmed and amazed. *' He knows how to do the thing," murmured Avillion, approvingly. *' If the intellectual be as good as the deco- rative part of this affair, we shall enjoy our evening." The easy amiability of the tone struck terror into his wife's heart as she heard ; whenever he was thus contented, thus willing to praise, he had always some drift of selfish purpose, some expectation of selfish success. She entered the theatre with a sick sense of alarm outweighing for the first time her natural imperious spirit. The iiouse was crowded, the assemblage the choicest which Europe could offer ; loyal people occupied the arm- chairs in the centre of the auditorium, banks and aisles, of flowers filled the air with perfume. The curtain was a beautifully painted view of the Florence of the Sei Cento ; banners bearing the arms of the Italy and the Spain of the Renaissance drooped above it. The orchestra was unseen. In its place was a parterre of blossoming roses. On the whole was shed a veiled and softened light. Pages passed noiselessly between the lines of chairs, offering to each lady a bouquet of lilies of the valley and a copy of the list of names of characters and players illuminated on vellum by a clever artist. She looked down on hers, and saw but one name, which, for her, obliterated all the others. Bernardo Antinori — Syrlin. The once small and ordinary playhouse of Willowsleigh had, under his alterations and additions, become a theatre fit for a sovereign, and he had interested himself in all its details, dreaming always of her presence in it, and of the possible pleasure which she might take in its entertain- ments and successes. When the curtain drew up, and the drama began, it was found admirable in its beauty of scene, in its splendor of decoration, in its perfection of impersonation. The most brilliant of his comrades of Franco had gladly obeyed his invitation to take part in an event of such extreme inter- est, dramatic and poetir. The greatest names of the Francpa's and Odeon were upon tiie list of his plavers, and all that exquisite intuition, perfect habitude, and admirable comprehension can do for the representation of any dra- matic work were done by them iox his. V. bulling that money or taste or art could do to enhance 31 482 POSITION. the beauty and illusion of the scene had been spared ; and the first scenic artists of the time had created for him the beautiful city of the Medici, and the austere statelinessof the Villa of Caffaggiolo, the carnival pageantries and masques, the assembling of the steel-clad condottieri, the magnifi- cent Medicean court, the public square before tlie Com- munal Palace, the tapestry- hung and frescoed chamber where Eleanora of Toledo met her death at her lord's hands. It was a year of the Renaissance revived in all its splen- dor, color, movement, tragedy, and glory ; and across the superb picture moved, as on an illuminated background, the figures of the cruel and polished voluptuary, of the lonely and lovely Spanish woman, of the lover who was at once a soldier and a poet. As the dazzling beauty of the scenes succeeded each other in harmonious sequence, tiie audience, sated, critical, hard to rouse and to please though it was, was charmed into a breathless interest and delight, while a subtle sense of coming woe, of destined danger, was felt through all the festive gayety, the poetic courtship, the revelry, the splen- dor, the music, and the wit. In no moments of his greatest triumphs had Syrlin been more supremely master of the hearts of his audience, had more entirely moved them to all the gamut of emotion at his will. His personal beauty was set forth in its utmost perfection in the costume of the Florentine youth, his dark hair cut straight across his brows, and his tall and slender form clothed in the blue and gold of the Antinori, with their badge embroidered on his breast and arm. His own verse rang from his lips, now sonorous and defiant as a silver clarion, now sweet as the south wind in summer, now tremulous with sighs which brought tears to the eyes of every woman there. To be loved thus, who would not dare the fate of Elea- nora ? was the unspoken thought of more than one who hung upon his accents. The first act, and the second, passed in uninterrupted triumph, greeted by an ecstasy of applause in which tiie coldest and most hypercritical of audiences was startled into such rapture and such homage as, when the century was young, once greeted Talma. When the curtain fell upon the close of the second act, many of his guests drew a deep breath and looked in each other's faces, startled and amazed, as though they had been POSITION. 483 visitors to some enchanted land, wafted tliither by a magi- cian's sorcery, and were now rudely awakened to find themselves once more on earth. Avillion's countenance alone was impassive, and on his brows there was a cloud ; some of the barbed sliafts of the innuendoes and rebukes had already pierced the triple armor of his vanity and pride. "Tliis mime has dared to summon me to lesson me *" he thought, in rising wrath. The face of his wife was very pale ; the dread which had been in her, faint and slight, had deepened with each syl- lable she heard as the characters and the situations of tiie play unfolded themselves. She felt as those felt of old who heard the voice of Apollo at Delphi, knowing that an inexorable fate would speak in it, and shrinking from its dread decree. Entranced at first, like all others, by the beauty of the scene and the eloquence of the verse, she had listened with gradually growing apprehension and alarm as little by little the story was revealed and the per- sonages delineated. '* Is hv-^ mad ? " she thought. " Was inspiration insanity, as the Greeks believed ? Could he wittingly satirize and censure such a man as Avillion before the whole gathered society of his world ? " She felt like one paralyzed, who watches a blow descend- ing — descending — descending — and is powerless to move, or speak, or stay the fatality of its stroke. She had to conceal all she felt, tO sit still in her chair between a duke and an ambassador, to murmur her assent to the eulogy, to beat polite applause with the sticks of her fan on the palm of her hand, to feel or to imagine that all eyes in the crowded auditorium were fastened upon her, and to wear all the while a carefully composed ex- pression which should denote strong impersonal artistic interest and hide all personal feelings. Once she glanced to where her husband sat on the other side of the theatre ; she saw by the line between his eyebrows, by the hauteur upon his features, that he saw what she saw ; his eyes met hers for an instant, and they were keen as steel. "You have known that this was to be ! " that swift, hard, accusing glance said to her in language imread by any other. The unseen orchestra was making the delicate and pro- found music of Auriol steal like an enchanted flute from a bower of palms ; the whole audience was wrapt in a mute I ff ^Hi 484 POSiriOAT. and delicate delight ; no one spoke above a whisper, the most careless, the most cultured, the least prone to emotion or to admiration, were moved to a hushed and eager ex- pectation ; the dazzling scene swam before her eyes, the weird electric lights quivered before her sight, all her awakened heart was filled with the beauty and tiie genius of the man she loved ; and yet a wave of furious rage passed through her against him. Through him, and through his mad imprudence, her name would be the fable of the whole town on the morrow ! With thickly beating pulses, and a sound like rushing water in her ears, she awaited the closing act of the drama. Perhaps, she thought, after all, what she saw and heard in it no one else would perceive; perhaps, she told herself, it was merely because her consciousness made her a coward that she imagined resemblances which only existed in her imagination. But that glance from her husband had told her that he at least saw what she saw, heard what she heard, and was awaiting the development of the action with the amazed fury of a man who had never suffered from any living being censure or rebuke. Outwardly he was calm, indifferent, attentive ; he bent hit; graceful head to Mme. de Charolois, beside whom he sat, and applauded with the rest ; but his wife knew the meaning of ttiat line bel.veen his brows, knew the meaning of the one look which he had given to her. The insult which he was pas- sively receiving was the most offensive which could have been offered, for it was an insult which, while it was inflict- ed in public, it was yet impossible in. public to resent. The music filled the air with cadences in which the des- tinies of the doomed lovers seemed foreshadowed ; the odors of the exotic flowers seemed to have poison in their sweetness ; in the murmuring voices around her she fan- cied that she detected phrases of ridicule, of sarcasm, of wonder ; in all the radiant, courtly, perfumed atmosphere there seemed to her awakened apprehensions only mockery, menace, obloquy. It was licr own world which was around her, the world of her relatives, her friends, her associates ; if they compre- hended the undercurrent of meaning with which every word of the drama seemed charged to herself, what would the morrow bring? She was avenged by it on her lord, indeed ; but like Eleanora of Toledo he would make her pay for her vengeance with her life. Courage had never failed her in her whole existence before ; but now it seemed POSITION. 485 fainting and dying in her ; passion and tragedy had been alien to her, abhorrent to her, unknown to the world in which she dwelt, and now they were loosed upon her like sleuth-hounds, beyond all escape. As her glance rapidly and secretly swept over the coun- tenances around her she thought she saw on every face a smile, she thought she heard in every murmur a word of derision. Could all the joys and all the genius on earth compensate to her for being made for one moment thus the target of a social jest ? If he had only told her, prepared her, submitted his work to her judgment, she would have forbidden its pro- duction. Oh fool that she had been, not to foresee and avert the peril ! Had not the song of the gardens of Holyrood been warning enough of the rashness, and igno- rance, and fatal candor of his love for her ? The third act began. The curtain rose upon an evening scene, and the lovely moonlight of a Florentine night shone upo.) the terraces and towers and shining river of the city. Bernardo Antinori stood in the shadow of the Hospice of the Knights of Malta, and spoke with a friend of Piero dei Medici, the abhorred and faithless lord of the woman whom he himself worshipped. The white ravs from the moon shone on his features; a noble scorn, a vehement hate, the scorn of a knight for a caitiff, the hate of a loyal soul for a treacherous nature, blazed in his eyes, and rang from his lips, as Syrlin came down the centre of the stage and stood alone, looking upon his drawn sword, and speaking to his comrade behind him of the man he loathed in verse wliich rang through the theatre like a challenge to mortal combat. Impur et inipudique, il clierclie scs amours Dans la fange du brutal et venal eoncours Des beautes se livrant i I'aniant le jflus riche j Partout ou Voluptc languit et se niche, Sur le sein satine d'une reine du nionde Ou les flancs infeconds d'une baccliante inimonde j Mais son epousc duit rester aux fonds des bois, Soumise i ses vouloirs et subissant ses lois. . II insulte son trone, il outrat^e sa cour, Ou vient se succedant la mattresse du jour, S'incliner sur sa main, mais sun orgueil fletrir, Tandis que sourianle elle di)it tout subir Sans se permettre un mot, sans jamais se Irahir, Par sa fierle dressee, et forcee de nientir, Car noblesse oblige A la fcmnie ! Quant h. lui, I 486 POSITION'. II est due, il est prince, il est pair — grand Dieu, oui ! C'est tout ce qu'on demande k des gens de sa sorte. C'est un cuistre, une brute, uns l^che, mais fju'importe? Le monde observe-t-il un blazon de si j)r6s ? De loin voit-on la boue au pied du fier cypres ? The scathing lines left his lips with a terrible meaning, a withering scorn, and forgetful of the part he played, of the mask of fiction which alone made such an utterance possible, he approached nearer to the foot-lights and looked point blank at Avillion where he sat beside Claire de Charolois. There was an instant's silence in which all the specta- tors present drew their breath with oppression, dreading what was next to come; no one there. present failed to understand the intention and the invective ; and the woman whom he had thought to honor and to avenge felt in that moment that she could have killed him with her own hands. Tlie words rang out, clear, scathing, terrible; his glance flaslied to where his enemy sat, and cliallengcd him 11 :e a spoken defiance. Tlien the action of the work continued without pause ; a crowd of citizens, soldiers, courtiers, filled the stage ; the dialogue, interrupted for an instant, was resumed, carrying on the development of the story, and leading the way by subtle and artistic degrees toward tiic catas- trophe of its close. But the insult had been given and had been received, and all the London world had seen and heard and under- stood its meaning. Avillion, for an instant, had grown livid with rage and made an involuntary movement as if to rise ; the next moment self-command and conventional habit resumed their power ; he remained in his place, giving no other sign, attentively following, or so it seemed, every incident and every phrase of each succeeding scene. His wife, very pale, but mistress of herself, appeared to do no less, although in truth she was conscious of notlung except the trumpet sound of those terrible verses which echoed in endless reverberation on her ear, and the mag- netic force of those lustrous eves which ever and again, as Syrlin came and went upon the stage, sought hers with passionate appeal. The drama, henceforth closely following history, passed POSITION. 487 h* on to its climax, where Piero dei Medici, kneeling first to ask forgiveness of heaven for his act, slew his wife with his own hand in the solitude of Caffaggiolo, while in the city below her lover perished upon the scaffold. The whole work was great : Greek in its visible ven- geance of the gods and pitiless approach of destiny ; Italian in its subtlety, its ardor, its cruelty ; Renaissance in its gorgeousness and movement ; modern in its melancholy, in its psychology, in its analysis of motive and hereditary taint. Its influence was immense, its beauty undoubted, its genius supreme ; it was a triumph of the senses, of the arts, of the intellect, of all the various forces which must combine in one perfect whole to produce a work of genius. Tiie coldest and most sated of audiences was moved by it to an ecstasy of .idmiration, to an intensity of emotion, wiiile the sense of personal meaning, the consciousness of impending peril, with which it was accompanied, height- ened the force of its sway over the minds of all who wit- nessed and who heard it. No one looked openly at Avillion : all thought of him and glanced furtively to where he sat, impassive, and apparently unmoved, leaning back in his armchair while the applause of the audience recalled Syrlin again and again and again before the curtain to receive the meed of his double triumph as actor and as poet, and the women in the ardor of their emotion rose from their seats and threw to him the bouquets from cheir hands and the flowers from their breasts. But when the auditorium began to empty and the spec- tators passed out to the adjacent gallery where the supper- tables were spread, Avillion rose, and with a murmured word in the ear of Claire de Charolois, passed rapidly round to the wings, and forced his way through the press of the actors and supernumeraries to the dressing-cham- ber where Syrlin was rapidly changing his Florentine costume for ordinary evening clothes. Avillion went straight up to him and struck him in the face with his glove. "You will meet me at St. Germains the day after to- morrow," he said, briefly. "A gentleman need not meet a comedian and a bastard, but I will do you that honor." Syrlin, who was standing stripped to his shirt, knocked him down. " Get me fresh linen," he said with a superb insolence to his servant. " This is soiled, for it has touched him ! " i r &' 488 POSITION. While other men surrounded Avillion, who was for the moment slunncn, lie dressed rapidly and hurried to join his guests and do the honors of his liouse to the royal person- ages who were present. His blood ran like tlame in his veins. He was scarcely conscious of what he did or said, though he bore himself with outward composure. His pulses thrilled with delight at having at last reached his foe. His pride burned witii rage at tiie insult he had received, and with triumph at the insult which he had given, and his eyes anxiously sought for tiie face of the woman he loved, while he thought, *' Is she glad, is she angered, does she think it well done, will she rejoice that I have avenged her ?" Witliout her praise what worth would be the homage of all Eiirojx: ? Unless she were content, what joy would there be in cither victory or vengeance ? Avillion had immediately left the house, and no one knew anytl»ing of the scene which had taken place in the dressing-room. People noticed his withdrawal from the party as a singular violation of etiquette, since the royal persons had remained to supper ; but no one asked indis- creet questions, and every one understood the offence which the soliloquy in the opening of the third act and many other passages in the play must have caused to him. The knowledge of that unexplained insult, that veiled out- rage, and their ignorance of how it would be accepted (jr avenged, lent for those present to the brilliancy ol the even- ing that charm which lies in mystery and danger. As at the banquets and pageants of the Medicean time, the dag- ger and the' axe seemed suspended by a thread above the revellers. His wife, noting his absence, invented for him an ex- cuse of sudden indisposition to the princes and princesses. She knew nothins: herself of the blow which had been given and returned, but she imagined that some great quarrel must have taken place, some terrible chastise- ment been given or received, and her lips were white as they smiled and spoke the polished babble of society. A deadly and bitter anger, great as her lord's, consumed her. She had forgotten all except the injury received ; she sat at the supper-table crushing her wrath into her own breast, burning for the time when she could pour it out in words. It seemed to her as if the entire night waned away, and yet she was compelled to remain there ; seated at the royal table to which she had been invited, forced to smile^ POSITION. 489 dng. the iile» to converse, to laugh, to listen, to keep up th.it comedy of society which she had played so long, and which was now to her so intolerable a torture. She never looked at Syrlin once. He could not tell what she felt, what she thought, what she wished. An agony of anxiety tortured him ; an agony of apprehension began to chill the exaltation and exultation in him. The royal persons remained hour after hour, amused, fascinated, unwilling to leave an entertainment which had so novel a charm for them, and in which they, like others, vaguely suspected the storm on the horizon, the death in the cup. When they at last took their departure there was tlie usual stir and change of place which follows on tlie v/ith- drawal of royalty from any entertainment. Tiiero w'cre dancing in the ball-room, a concert in the music-gallery, card-tables set in the long chamber hung with the Gobe- lins. No one was willing to leave a scene so brilliant, an evening which everyone foresaw would be so memorable. In the general animation Syrlin ventured to approach her ; his gaze was suppliant, his attitude was timid. All through the supper he had watched her with a boating heart, a quickening apprehension ; a ghastly fear began to assail him that he had offended and alienated her. "Miglit I have the honor to take you to the music- room ? " he murmured, as he bent to her. " There is a new cantata of Saint-Saens now beginning there." He paused, chilled to the bone by the indefinable expres- sion of her eyes as they glanced at him. "With pleasure," she said, as she rose and accompanied him. But midway to the concert-chamber, from which the sounds of a trio of violins came sweetly, she withdrew the touch which she had laid upon his arm. ** I have to speak to you. Come out into the air," she said, as she moved toward a bay-'window wb.ich opened on one of the garden terraces. She pushed the glass door open, and walked out on to the terrace, lighted like the gardens in the old Florentine manner, by multitudes of little lamps which shone like fire- flies among the foliage. "You will take cold; the dawn is chilly," he murmured, anxiously, while his eyes gazed down on lier with longing and suppliant passion. She took no noti'^e of his words, but went a few paces 49> posiTio^r. out into the chilly gloom ; the night was fair but cold, above the woods there was the gleam of day. Once out of the sight and hearing of others, like a lion- ess she turned upon him, her white shoulders gleaming in the lamplight, her diamonds glittering upon her head and breast and arms. " How dare you?" she said, between her clenched teeth. " How dare you ? How dare you ? " She could for the moment find no other words. He thought that she asked him how had he dared to strike her lord. '* He struck me ; I struck him," he answered, sullenly. " He has received his deserts — for once." "You struck him — when ? " He then saw that she knew nothing of the scene which bad taken place in the dressing-room. But it was too late to retract the admission, or to avoid its consequence. "Behind the scenes, in my own cabinet," he muttered. ** He insulted me first. He received what he merited." " If he struck you he did well," she said, bitterly. " It is tlie first act of his life that I admire and respect. How dared you to resent it ? You have no title to resent." "Why?" " Why ? Can you ask me why ? Because you have violated the first principles of hospitality and good faith. You have invited a guest to outrage him before his friends. You have taken advantage of his compliment to you to fling an insult in his face. Do you know anything of honor ? What would the Arabs you admire say to you ? Their worst foe is sacred when he crosses their threshold. But you — you asked us here to humiliate us before all the world, to make our name a fable in men's mouths. What are my lord's follies or faults to you ? Who bade you re- buke them ? Who will ever believe that I was isfnorant of what you meditated ? Who will ever credit that I had not read your play and did not bring my husband and Mme. de Charolois here to be subject to your outrages ? Who will ever believe that I was not your accomplice and your instigator ?" The words scourged him like whips. He stood stunned and defenceless before her. The whole extent of his of- fence flashed before him in a sudden revelation. She, cruel as women almost always are cruel when the mastery is theirs, stood under the silvery lights of the lamps, with her incomparable beauty shining in its per- ros/T/oiv. 49» fection before his eyes, her nostrils dilating, her bosom he.iving, in the intensity of a wrath for which all language seemed too pcjor. *'Only two days ago," she said ; "only two days ago I warned you that if you ever compromised me in the slight- est way, I should hate you, and you had not the common candor, the common honesty, to tell me then that you meant to disgrace me before all my world ! I knew you were rash, I knew you were blind, I knew you were often m.id ; but how could I conceive such treachery, such con- spiracy, such infamy as this ! If my lord struck you he did well ; woman though I am, \ could find it in me to strike you myself! " A quiver passed over him as she spoke ; he saw that never — never — never while her life should last would he have credence or forgiveness from her. " I did not know," he stammered, timidly, '* I did not think. I thought he would understand — that no one else would know — he has deservedf worse things than this." " What he deserves, what he does not deserve, what is either to you ? Did ever I bid you be my redresser or my champion ? " " No. But " " But your own unbridled fancy, your own intemperate imagination, led you into a thousand beliefs which had no foundation in any fact on earth ! You have genius, no doubt, but you have the madness of genius, and its per- fidy. You have made me conspicuous, odiously conspic- uous, ever since the first night I saw you. I would far sooner the mob had stoned me to death than have lived for the stare and the sneer of my world to-night." A low cry broke from him, like the cry of some noble animal slain by the hand it adores. " I will try to undo what I have done," he said, inarticu- lately. " But it was done in ignorance. Forgive me, for — for — I love you so well !" Slie looked at him with cruel, pitiless eyes of hatred. " I will never forgive you," she said, with slow and bit- ter deliberation. " I will never forgive you. And you can undo nothing you have done." All the arrogance and haughty temper which had been in her nature from her birth, and which edi" ation and po- sition had restrained from expression, broke out into vehement utterance now, when to the anger roused in her was joined the sense that she felt in her, for the man 49> POSITION. whom she tortured, the passion which she had so long de- rided and denied. She turned away to approach the house. *' Stop, for God's sake, and licar me ! " he cried, pite- ously. *' I never thought any of publicity ; I believed that he might know, that you might see, some truth in my play ; but that was all. I fancied that you would approve." "Approve? 1?" She looked over her shoulder at him, the blue of her eyes flashing with cruelty and scorn. "Approve! That my husband should be insulted be- fore all Ills family and friends ? That a woman who is my acknowledged rival shouUl think that I could stoop so low as to plot or plan with you an aflront to her ? Sur le sc'iii saline (I'linc reinc du niomlc ! Who could doubt the line was meant for her? Who could ever be brought to believe that I did not agree to, rejoice in, combine with you, all these infamies ? Do you know notliing of the common rules of honor, of society, of life ? You involve me in what must look to everyone a disgraceful conspiracy, and you do not seem even to comprehend the evil which you have done ! Cannot you imagine a little what will be said in every house this morning ? The princes themselves — all — every one — what must they think of me ? You affect loyalty and adoration, you promise obedience and consideiation, and the way you keep your vows is to degrade me in the esteem of all my world ' I will never pardon you ; I will never re- ceive you ; I will never speak to you again. I warned you that I should loathe you if you drew any slander on mv name. I blush to remember that I was weak and in- firm of purpose enough to believe for a single hour that I loved you." He put out his hand in a gesture of supplication. ** For pity's sake, spare me ! I did not know " •' You did not know ! You have lived on the stage, and you think that a gentlewoman is to be courted liice a strolling player's queen ! I am punished, justly punished. I have stooped to you, and you have abased me before all the town. Your presence is odious, your worship is degradation. You have acted like a coward and a traitor. I hate you, I hate you, I hate you ! I loathe to think that, in an hour of weakness, I was base enough to listen to your vows ! " POSIT/Oy, 493 Her whole form dilated with the intensity of her pas- sion. She was indifferent how she iiuit, how she stung, how she maddened iiini ; he was nothing to her in that moment but a slave to be scourged and hounded Irom her presence. She again turned away to enter the house ; but he caugiit '-he folds of her train in his hands. *' Stop, for God's sake, stop ! " She shook him off and passed onward without a relent- ing glance or a gentler word. He stood dumb and motionless from the intensity of his anguish, great tears gathered slowly in his eyes and fell one by one down his checks. He watched her enter the house and pass from sight ; the white clearness of daybreak was growing broader and brighter above the river, but on him the darkness of an eternal night had fallen. He stoc ^ a while where she had left him, then went slowly anu /ith uncertain feet, like a blind man, down the steps of his terrace, and into the deep, cool shadows of the blossoming woods. , CHAPTER LIV. Early in the forenoon Avillion received a letter. • A quarter of an hour after the receipt of it, he sent word to know if his wife would accord him ten minutes' audi- ence. She had not been to her bed ; she had been sleep- less, feverish, unnerved ; the day which she had seen dawn on the terrace of Willowsleigh could bring her no peace ; as yet tlie intensity of her wrath was undiminished, un- subdued ; the bitterness of her offence was unquenchable ; she loathed tlie sight of the morning ; ail over the town she knew ihat people were talking of her, some with pity, some with ridicule, some with scorn. The arrogance of her soul writhed within her as she thousrht of all the mani- fold aspects in which her friends or foes would view the scandal of the past night, all, whether in amity or enmity, being agreed to blame, to sneer, to deride, to jest, to re- joice that on the white ermine of her robes there was a stain at last. There was no repentance in her for the ferocity and the cruelty of her own words. In memory they only seemed to her too sparing, too few, too meagre. She clenched w 494 POSITION. her liands wlien she recalled them in their impotence. Slie iinder.stood now liovv Mary Stuart had bidden the axe fall. When she received the message of her lord she braced herself to pass through a cruel scene. She knew his nature ; she knew that no subtlety, ingen- uity, and brutality of vengeance on her self would content him ; and she knew also that it would be utterly hopeless ever to force him to believe in her complete innocence of any share or any foreknowledge of the insult which he had endured. She looked for no mercy at his hands. Though he could prove no guilt upon her, he would drive her from her place if fraud or force could do it. Standing on the hearth of her morning-room she awaited his entrance ; siie was cold, austere, pale, prepared to be assailed by his invective and abuse, indifferent to whatever chastisement he might inllict, ready once for all to tell him all she knew of his hidden life. VVIien he was ushered in to her, he stood a moment hesitating and troubled ; shaken for once out of his bland and cynical calm. He held an open letter in his hand, and he hesitated a moment before he spoke ; then in a harsh, hushed voice he said to her : "Madam, your lover shot himself this morning by a boat-house in his woods where arms ere kept ! He has worsted me to the last. One cannot make a dead man a co-respondent. But 1 am not his dupe or yours." Then he gave her the letter which he held ; a letter written to hin brictly, and in haste. "My Lord — I will not wait to receive my death from you ; I have done wrong, and I expiate it. Your wife has never loved me, and she knew notliing of the purport of my play. I have long left all that I possess to my friend, Auriol ; give him the hand of tiie young girl whom he loves. It is the only favor I ask of Lady Avillion." The letter was signed '* Syrlin." She read it from the first line to the last, calmly, stead- ily, without any sign of feeling ; then swaying to and fro for a moment, she fell forward senseless on her face. Avillion stood a while looking down on her in her insen- sibility with a strange look upon his countenance ; half exultation and half disappointment, half triumph and half defeat. Then he stooped and took the paper out of her clenched hand) for servants are curious, and leaving the room with y POSITION. 49S otence, the axe braced , ingen- content opelcss encc of he had rhough er from ^\ his indolent, unfnirried step, said to the footmen in the antechamber : " Her hidyship is not quite well. Send her wometi to her." Then he sauntered gently through the corridors to his own apartments. "He has outwitted me to the last, curse him !" he mur- mured, half aloud. "There is no plea for divorce to be found in these lines. What a fool to die iov her ! Oh» heavens, what a fool ! " iwaitcd i to be hatever ;ell him lered in shaken tated a d voice ff by a He has man a I letter h from afe has port of friend, om he , stead- md fro e. • insen- e ; half nd half enched m with U L'ENVOI. CoNsuELo Laurenck was alone in her drawing-room in Wilton Street. It was twilight, and when the servant had entered to light up the rooms she had told hitn to go away for half an hour. She had given herself the luxury of being de- nied to all visitors, and the unusual solitude was best ii! tunc with the faint hues, the long, deep shadows, the fragrant atmosphere. In the trees of the street the sparrows were chattering merrily before going to roost, and from the church a single drowsy bell was summoning the faithful to a week-day's evening service. The clocks in the house ticked softly one against another, and the apartment wore that mournful and expectant air which places, usually full of voices and movement, assume when they are deserted by their familiar crowds, the flowers shedding their per- fume on the empty air, and the grand pianoforte standing mute with its shut music-scores lying on its ebony case. ** I am so glad to be alone," she thought, "and yet " and yet a sense of loneliness and weariness weighed upon her. Of Beaufront she had heard nothing for months ; she only knew, as all the world knew, that he was out of Eng- land with his yacht. She was glad that she had been strong enough to continue firm in the rejection of his suit ; she was glad that weakness and selfishness had not made her blind to his interests, and that she had persisted to the end in standing between him and a sacrifice which he would have lived bitterly to repent ; but it was a glad- ness which left her heart heavy and her life dull. She had all that the world could give her in material successes 496 POSIT 1 01^. and in the pleasures of the world ; but she missed him more and more with every day that passed, and a great sense of heaviness and dejection came over her continu- ally, and she told herself sometimes sadly that she was growing old. As she sat now in the darkening twilight of the chilly summer eve, with the dreary sound of the single church- bell alone jarring on the stillness, she thought of the days of her childhood in the isles of those far away warm West Indian seas ; of the many chimes of St. Pierre swinging melodiously over the city, of the black robes of the nuns and the white robes of the choristers, and the many-col- ored banners swaying under the deep blue sky, and the negro children running with the pyramids of gorgeous blossom, and the light laughing everywhere on the spark- ling waves, and the crowded streets and the gorgeous fruits and the golden rays of the upraised Host. •* I will go back there and end my days," she thought. '* I have had enough of this world. I know it in all its fairness and in all its rottenness. I will enter some con- vent and spend my money among the poor. rr *Et inourir ne doit etre rien, Puisque vivre est si peu de chose ! ' " There was a chair opposite to her ; a long, low, loung- ing chair covered with silk embroidered by herself. It was the favorite chair of her lost friend, and he had oc- cupied it scores of times, hundreds of times, sitting there opposite to her with his collie dog at his feet. She saw the vacant seat now through a mist of tears which started to lier eyes but did not fall. Is living so slight a thing? she thought ; sometimes it was pain enough, and some- times it would seem as though it would never end. Her servant roused her from her melancholy medita- tions as lie crossed the room and murmured very diffidently in fear of liaving disobeyed her orders. " Lady Avillion asks if you receive, madame. i thought perhaps you would wish to make an exception for her." She looked up with intense surprise and vague emotion. "Lady Avillion!" she repeated, with incredulity. " Here ? Of course I am at home to her." In her intense amazement at such a visit she had but one thought ; it must augur some misfortune, some accident, some danger to Beaufront. Could less than death itself Ned him H great 'Ontinu- |she was 'e chilly church- :he days ni West [Winging |he nuns |any-col- I'lnd the Jorgeous [e spark- P'geous hought. |n all its e con- lounor- elf. It lad oc- r there !ie saw started thing ? some- ledita- iently aught 3tion. ulity. t one dent, itself POSITION. 497 bring into her presence the one person who alone of all the great world of London liad refused for eight years to cross the threshold of lier house ? She stood in the middle of the room motionless, blood- less, her heart beating to suffocation, her mind thronged with images of his possible suffering, of his possible peril. And yet why, even fur sake of his death itself, should this cold, disdainful, and exclusive woman come to the house which she had avoided for so long, as though it were a lazar-house ? In another moment Lady Avillion had entered the room. She held out her hand with the i>csture of a friend. She smiled slightly ; the smile was pale and fleet- ing, but it was kind. "I am come — " she said simply, "I am come to beg your pardon." Consuelo Laurence gazed blankly at her. She did not take her hand nor did she give her any greeting. " There is no misfortune then ? No accident to Ralph ? " she said, in a hushed and broken voice, wiiile the blood rushed back through her veins and colored her delicate cheeks. She could scarcely speak for the beating of her heart. Freda smiled again ; that brief, slight, passing smile which had no life or light in it, and yet had an infinite compassion, "Do you care so much as that ?" Absorbed as Consuelo Laurence was in her cnvn emo- tions, she was startled by the change which siic saw in the features of her visitant. It was a change nameless, im- palpable, intangible, but as great as tiie change from mid- summer to winter in a landscape. All her beautiful col- oring was gone, and her eyes had a strained, sleepless, sightless look in them painful to behold. There was no actual physical alteration, yet nothing was as it had been in her. Her proud and stately carriage was the same, and she had no physical sign of age dt illness, or even of pain, and yet all youth had gone forever out of her. Still young in years, she was forever old. She said again, with a w-eary so't of wonder in her voice, ** Do you care so much as that ? " Consuelo did not speak ; her breath came and went rapidly, she asked no other questions, nothing else seemed to her to matter. The servant was moving here and there, placing the 32 498 POSITION. various lamps ; Freda waited till he had left the room, then she said once more : "• ** I have come to beg your pardon." " There is no need for that," replied Consuelo Laurence, with gentle coldness ; "you have always had full right to your opinions, if they did me wrong." " And I iiave also come to ask you to be my cousin's wife." She spoke without warmth, mechanically, like one who recites a lesson ; siie did what she wished to do, what slie knew it was right to do, but she could not force her heart into the act, for it seemed to her that her heart was dead. Consuelo Laurence gazed at her in utter and blank amazement, She doubted her own senses. She still said nothing ; she still saw the face and form of her visitant as in a mist, and she still doubted her own hearing. " My cousin came home yesterday," continued Lady Avillion. ** I saw him this morning. I am certain that his liappiness lies witii you, and you alone. I know that you have repeatedly refused him, because you have con- sidered that sucli a marriage would be adverse to his inter- ests and unfit for his position. I do not disguise from you that I did my utmost to dissuade him from it. I have done you harm in English society and I am sorry that I did so. I have become convinced that his heart is set on making you his wife, and I know that you care for him, for he sliowed me tiie letter of refusal \vhich you wrote to liim in the autumn, and it was the letter of a very noble woman, and of a woman who loved another better than herself. He thinks that if I ask you to marry him, you will do so. Will you ? I will do my best to repair the evil I have done, and if you will become his wife you shall become also my most esteemed friend. What I say my family will say after me. You can refuse no longer now." " Give me time — let me think — you cannot be serious," said Consuelo Laurence, with an agitation which she could not control, and an incredulity which she could not con- quer, as she gazed vacantly at one who had been her enemy so many years, and now came to her as an angel of peace and of light. " I am serious, and I speak in all seriousness. I believe in you as Beaufront believes in you ; and as I know that the happiness of his future is in your hands, I beg you not to trifle with it for any mere punctilio, or apprehen- sion, or want of faith in yourself or in him. I have been rosiTiox. 499 an arrogant, foolisli, narrow egotist. 1 have misjudged the meuiungs and the values of human life. It is too late for me to change. I shall live my life out with my false gods. But you— you have a living man's heart in your hands. Keep it close to yours, and be iiappy while vou can. Then before the otiier could speak, she touched the cheek of Consuelo Laurence with her lips, in sign of per- petual amity and future kinship. "I will send Ralph to you," she said, softly; and then she went away into the twilight of ths streets ; alone with her dead love, with her empty heart, with her false gods alone forever in the midst of the gay great world ' THE END. X-", _ -. 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