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SOMETHING ABOUT VICTORIA A STUDENT OF LOVE AFFAIRS THINGS NOT TO BE NOTICED DESTINY IN A PINAFORE JUST WHAT WOULD HAPPEN OF A POLITICAL APPOINTMENT . AN ACT OF ABDICATION KING AT A PRICE I PROMISE NOT TO LAUGH PLEASURE TAKES LEAVE TO PROTEST THE HAIR-DRESSER WAITS A CHASE OF TWO PHANTOMS . DECIDEDLY MEDI/EVAL WILLIAM ADOLPHUS HITS THE MARK GREAT PROMOTIONS AN INTERESTING PARALLEL E ART OF FALLING SOFT PAOB 1 • . 1 • . 10 19 29 40 SI 62 • 72 • . 8a 93 104 . IIS . 127 . 138 • ISO . 162 • 173 184 . 196 . 208 • » 219 vni CONTENTS criAP. XXII. ITT Pl'TO, VESTIS FIO XXIII. A PARADOX OF SENSIBILITY XXIV. WHAT A Ql-ESTION XXV. A SMACK OF REPETITION XXVI. THE SECRET OF THE COUNTESS XXVII. OF GRAZES ON THE KNEE XXVm. AS BEDERHOF ARRANGED PAOK. • • 23' ^^ • • 244 • 256 ■ 4 . 268 i . 381 • 294 i' • 306 ■^ ..Jil THE KING'S MIRROR CHAPTER I. A PIOUS HYPERBOLE Before my coronation there was no event in childhood that impressed itself on my memory with marked or singular distinction. My father's death, the result of a chill contracted during a hunting excursion, meant no more to me than a week of rooms gloomy and games forbidden; the decease of King Augustin. my uncle appeared at the first instant of even less importance.' I recollect the news coming. The King, having been always in frail health, had never married ; seeing dearly but not far, he was a sad man : the fate that struck down his brother increased his natural melancholy • he became almost a recluse, withdrew himself from the capital to a retired residence, and henceforward was htt e more than a name in which Prince von Hammer- feldt conducted the business of the country. Now and then my mother visited him ; once she brought back to me a letter from him, little of which I understood then although I have since read often the touching words of his message. When he died, there was thS same gloom as when my father left us; but it seemed to me that I was treated a little differently; the servants stared at me, my mother would look long at me with a half-admiring half-amused expression, and Victoria et me have all her toys. In Baroness von Krakenstein (or Krak, as we called her) alone there \vas no differ- THE KING'S MIRROR ence ; yet the explanation came fr,- seems to a child like a bird without wings • but a ;.. . \.ith..u wings is a favourite device of states- man.s'.ip. The i»;i. ?er did not '.iand even here. My kingship lo ■e A BIRD WITHOUT WINGS II not only lacked the positive advanta^'cs with whirh youthful ima^M-nation (aided by the Archbishop'^ pi(,„s hypci hole) had endowed it ; it became in my eyes the grrat and fertile source of all my discomfort, the parent of every flistasteful obligation, the ground on which all chosen pleasures were refused. It was ever " Kings cannot do this," or " Kings must do that, ' and the " this was always sweet, the " that " repellent ; in Krak's hands monarchy became a cross between a treadmill and a strait-waistcoat. "What's the use of being a king?" I dared ',""'=h to%ut ing' my irt:ss''^fafer^.Ta7'aTr'?^'^. '' '^^^"'- my people." ^* ^ "" '''"^ ^°'' ^he good of She drew a long breath and whispered in English (I A BIRD WITHOUT WINGS 13 did not understand then, but the sound of the words stayed with me), " Poor little mite ! " Then she said— " But don't you have a lovely time ? " I felt that I was becoming rather red, and I knew that the tears were not far from my eyes " No," said I, " not very." " Why not ? " " They— they don't let me do any of the thin^^s I want to." ** "You shall do anything you want to here" she whispered. I was very much surprised to see that her bright eyes had grown a little clouded. "We've no kings in my country," she said, takini-- my hand in hers. ** "Oh, I wish I'd been born there," said I; then we looked at one another for a minute, and I put out mv arms and took hold of her, and drew her face near mine With a little gulp in her throat she sprang up caught me in her arms, kissed me a dozen times/ and threw herself into the big chair with me on her knees Now I was crying, and yet half laughing; so I believe was she. We did not say very much more to one another Soon I stopped crying ; she looked at me, and we both laughed. " What babies we are, Your Majesty ! " said she r.." ■^n%"^\^^^ ^^^ ^^ ^^ ^ ^'"^e more, mightn't they ? It s all Krak, you know. Mother wouldn't be half so bad without Krak." " Oh, my dear, and is Krak so horrid ? " "Horrid," said I, with grave emphasis. ihe Countess kissed me again. "You'll grow up soon," she said. Somehow the assurance comforted me more from her lips than from Victoria s. " Will you be nice to me when you grow "I shall always be very very fond of you," said I. She laughed a funny little laugh, and then sighed. n God sends me a little son, I hope he '11 be like 'u. she whispered, with her cheek against mine won't be a '-■--" --• ' ^ , » . . you •s> said 1 with a sigh of envy. 14 THE KING'S MIRROR " You poor dear ! " cooed she. Then came my mothers clear high-bred voice fust outs.de the door, descanting on the beluty of the Count's parterres and orangery. A swift warning glance flew from me to my hostess. I scampered off my perch and t^r^H^::!^^''''' -^^''"^ '- the^-tran^: o'f "Don't tell mother," I whispered urgently. " Not a word ! " ^ ^ " Whatever they do to you ? " " No, whatever they do to me ! " My mother was in the room, the Count holding the irhe",^'' '"^ '^°""^ '' '' '^' P---d through. ? Inttr^ T '*''^°" "^" ^°' ^ "^°"^^"t; then she tiarned to the Countess and expressed all proper admiration of the gardens the house, and the whole demesn^. ended ^^^ Augustin has been a good boy?" she M.r?''^ ?'"^ ^'^u ^^^," ""^'y S°°^' madame," returned the Countess. Then she looked in an inquir ng way at her husband, as though she did not quite know wSe he were nght or not, and with a bright blush added mlZZT^"^ ^^M^r '""^^ "^"'" ^^"^^ day, madame?" My mother smiled quite graciously « wJ^^nTl"'^ ^^^""^ ""^ °"^ °^ th^ invitation," she said We will both come, won't we, Augustin ? " Yes, please, mother," said I, relapsed into shyness and m great fear lest our doings should be discover^ed T J ^? u"^^^ .",°'^'" commanded the Princess. I should have hked to kiss the Countess again but such an ac would have risked a betrayal. Our adieu was made m proper form, the CountesLccompany ing us to the door. There we left her curtseying, while hi Count handed my mother into the carriage I looked round, and the Countess blew me a surreptitious S When we had dnven a little way. my mother said : Do you like the Countess von Sempach?" Yes, very much." " She was kind to you ? " " Very, mother." A BIRD WITHOUT WINGS IS "Then why have you been crying, Augustin?" " I haven't been crying," said I. The He was needful to my compact with the Countess; my honour was rooted in dishonour. " Yes, you have," said she, but not quite in the ac- cusing tones that generally marked the detection of falsehood. She seemed to look at me more in curiosity than in anger. Then she bent down towards me. "What did you talk about?" she asked. " Nothing very particular, mother. She asked me if "4 I liked being king." " And what did you say ? " " I said I liked it pretty well." My mother made no answer. I stole a look at her handsome clean-cut features; she was frowning a little. " I didn't tell her much," said I, aiming at propitia- tion. "Much of what?" came sharply, but not unkindly. Yet the question posed me. "Oh, I don't know!" I murmured forlornly; and I was surprised when she turned and kissed me, saying— " We all love you, Augustin ; but you have to be king, and you must learn how." " Yes," I assented. The thing was quite inevitable ; I knew that. Silence followed for a little while. Then mv mother said : •' " When you 're ten you shall have a tutor, and your own servants, Augustin." Hastily I counted the months. There were nine; but what did the proposal mean ? Was I to be a free man then ? " And we women will leave you alone," my mother went on She kissed me again, adding, "You don't like us, do you } ' "I like you, mother," I said gravely, "at least gene- rally—not when you let Kr— the Baroness " " Never mmd the Baroness," she interrupted. Then - -!t her arm round my neck and asked me in a she I6 THE KING'S MIRROR !>, very low voice, "You didn't like the Countess better than me, did you, Augustin ? " " N— no, mother," said I, but I was an unaccomplished hypocrite, and my mother turned away. My thoughts were not on her, but on the prospect her words had opened to me. "Do you mean that the Baroness won't be mv governess any more?" " Yes. You '11 have a governor, a tutor." " And shall I ? " " I '11 tell you all about it soon, dear." The rest of our drive was in silence. My mind was tull to overflowing of impressions, hopes, and wonders ; my mothers gaze was fixed on the windows of the carnage. We reached home, and together went up to the school- room. It was not tea-time yet, and lesson-books were on the table. Krak sat beside it, grave, grim, and grey. Victoria was opposite to her. Victoria was crying Past experience enlightened me ; I knew exactly what had happened ; Victoria had a delightfully unimpressionable soul ; no rebuke from Krak brought her to tears ; Krak had been rapping her knuckles, and her tears were an Honest tribute to pain, with no nonsense of merely wounded sensibility about them. My mother went up and whispered to Krak. Krak had, of course, risen, and stood now listening with a heavy frown. My mothe.- drew herself up proudly; she seemed to brace herself tor an effort; I heard nothing except "I think you should consult me," but our quick children's eyes ap- prehended the meaning of the scene. Krak was being bearded. There was no doubt of it; for presently Krak bowed her head in a jerky unwilling nod and walked out of the room. My mother stood still for a moment with a vivid red colour in her cheeks. Then she walked across to Victoria, lifted one of her hands trom the table, and kissed it. ''You 're going to have tea with me to-dav, children " said she, "and we'll play games afterwards.' AuL;ustin shall play at not being a king." ;l -ssBsaan SOBHI A BIRD WITHOUT WINGS 17 M i vyell the tea we had and the games that 'n we all played at being what we were I remember followed, wherei not, and for an evening cheated fate of its dues. My mother was merriest, for over Victoria and myself there hung a veil of unreality, a consciousness that indeed we played and set aside for an hour only the obstinate claims of the actual. But we were all merry; and when we parted— for my mother had a dinner-party— we both kissed her heartily; me she kissed often. I thought that she wanted to ask me again whether I liked the Countess better than her, but was afraid to risk the question. What I wanted to say was that I hked none better if she would be always what she was this evening ; but I found no skill adequate to a declaration of affection so conditional. It would be to make a market of my kisses, and I had not yet come to the age for such bargains. Then we were left alone, Victoria and I, to sit to- gether for a while in the dusk ; and, sitting there, we totted up that day's gains. They were uncertain, yet seemed great. All that had passed I told \-:ctoria save what in loyalty to my Countess I might not • Victoria imparted to me the story of the knuckle- rapping. For her an added joy lay in the fact that on this occasion, if ever, she had deserved the affliction ; she had been gloriously naughty, and gloried in it now; did not her sinfulness enhance the significance of this revolution ? So carried away were we by our triumph that novv again, after a long interval, we allowed our imagination to paint royalty in glowing colours, and cur Arabian Nights and fairy tales seemed at last not altogether cunningly wrought deceptions. When we ftad gone to bed. again we met, I creeping into her room and rousing her to ask whether in truth a new age had come and the yoke of Krak been broken from ott our backs. Victoria sat up in bed and discussed the Tess n"" f ^'a ,^°' J"^ '^^ ^^^ sanguine, for herself evtr so'lnnJ '^' QK^' ^^^y ^° °" worrying the girls for TtJ^jTS'r ?^^ '"'^"^ '^P y^""- knuckles any more," 1 suggested, fastenmg on a certain and tangible advan- i8 THE KING'S MIRROR tage Victoria agreed that in all likelihood her knuckles would henceforth be inviolate ; and she did not deny such gain as lay there. Thus in the end I won her to cheerfulness, and we parted merril)., declaring to one another that we were free; and I knew that in some way the pretty American Countess had lent a hand to knocking off our chains. Free! A wonderful word that, whether you use it ot a child, a man, a state, a world, a universe! That evening we seemed free. In after-days I received from old Hammerfeldt (a great statesman, as history will one day allow) some lectures on the Httle pregnant, powerful, empty word. He had some right to speak of freedom he had seen It fought for by Napoleon, praised by Talleyrand, bought by Castlereagh, interpreted by Metternich. Should he not then k?ow what it was, its value Its potency, and its sweetness, why men died for It, and delicate women who loved them cheered them on? Once also in later years a beautiful woman cried to me, with vyhite arms outstretched, that to be free was life, was all in all, the heart's one satisfaction. Her I pressed, seeking to know wherein lay the attraction and allurement that fired her to such extravagance. And I told her what the Prince had said to me half-way through his pinch of snuff. ^ " ' Sire,' said he, ' to become free— what is it ? It is to change your master.' " The lady let her arms fall to her side, reflected a moment, smiled, and said— " The Prince was no fool, sire." As the result of this day that I have described, I had become free. I had changed my master. CourTte^s^ "°^' ^°^^'^^^' P^y ^">' "^^^e visits to the iH i her knuckles did not deny I won her to laring to one that in some int a hand to 3r you use it verse ! That received from story will one ant, powerful, c of freedom ; , praised by terpreted by lat it was, its men died for heered them woman cried 3 be free was tion. Her I ttraction and jance. And me half-way it? It is to , reflected a ribed, I had ■isits to the ■H I CHAPTER HI. •' SOME SECRET OPINIONS arnvvW Th ^''i^^' ^^"^ t'^H^ed-of tutor had not was God who.n ^d>:^,^ h";' ^^lu^-^runt" ' rniir. 19 20 THE KING'S MIRROR I' ,1 I knew from her face that I mi-ht die, but, so far as I can recall my mood, I was more curious about the effect of such an event on her and on Victoria than concerning Its import to myself. I asked her once what would happen if I died ; would Victoria be queen ? She for- bade me to ask the question, but I pressed it, and she answered hastily, "Yes, yes, but you won't die, Au<,nistin; you shan't die." 1 was not allowed to see very^much of Victoria, but a day or two afterwards she sat with me alone for a little while, and I told her she wcnild be queen if I died. " No. Mother would kill me," she said with absolute conviction, in no resentment or fear, but in a simi)le certitude. "Why? Because you didn't bring me in when I rot wet ? " f' fa "Yes— if you died of it," nodded Victoria. " I don't believe it," 1 said boldly. " Why shouldn't she like you to be queen ? " " She 'd hate it," said Victoria. " She doesn't hate me being king." " You 're a boy." I wondered dimly then, and I have wonflered since (hardly with more knowledge), what truth or whether any lay behind my sister's words; she believed that, apart from any unjust blame for my misfortune, her mother would not willingly see her queen. Yet why not? I have a son, and would be glad to lay down my burden and kiss his hand as he sat on the throne. Are all fathers such as I ? Nay, and are all mothers such as mine? 1 know not ; and if there be any position that opens a man's mind to the Socratic wisdom of knowing his own ignorance it is that in which my life has been spent. But it can hardly be that the curious veiled opposition which from about this time began to exist between my mother and m)' sister was altogether singular. It was a feeling not inconsistent with duty, with punctilious observance, not even with love; but there was in it a sort of jealousy, of assertion and counter- a.ssertion. It seemed to me, as I became older, to have lit, so far as I xnit the effect ill! concerning : what would 2n ? She for- -'cl it, an(j she die, Au<,nistin; ee ver)' much e sat with nie she would be with absolute : in a simple in when I got ■ia. Jhy shouldn't )ndered since h or whether believed that, isfortune, her :n. Yet why lay down my throne. Are )thers such as position that a of knowing life has been urious veiled 2gan to exist IS altogether It with duty, th love ; but 1 and counter- )lder, to have SOME SECRET OPIXIONS 21 roots deeper than any accidental occurrence or environ- ment, and, so far as I came near to the difficult analysis to spring from the relation of one woman who was sl()wly but surely being forced to lay dcnvn what she had prized most in her womanhood and another who slowly but surely also, became aware that hers was the prize in her turn, and thrust forward a tentative hand to grasn 1 . If am at all right in this notion, then it is plain that feelings slight and faint, although not non-evistent m ordinary homes might be intensified in su<:h a laniily as ours, and that a new and great impulse would have been imparted to them by such an artificial accentuation' of the mevitable as must have resulted had I died and my sister been called to the first place. Among 'men tiie cause for such an antagonism is far less ijowerful • advancing years take less from us and often bring uhat to older eyes is a good recompense for lost youth and seems to youth itself more precious than any of its' own possessions. Our em,)ire, never so brilliant as a woman's in Its prime, is of stuff more durable and less shaken by the wind of limes fluttering garment as he passes by My confessor came to see me sometimes. He was an eminent divine nominated to his post by Hammerfeldt •^eward, I believe, for some political usefulness. I do not think he saw far into a child's heart, or perhaps I was not like most children. He was always comfortino- me, telling me not to be afraid, that God was mercifuf. Christ fu 1 of love, and the Saints praying for me. Now was not in the least afraid ; I was verj curious about dcath-I had never seen it-but I was, as I have said '^Zt7l'T ''''°"f '^^ ^^'"■''^ ^ ■'^'^^"'^ ^^^^'^ behind. I wanted to know what would be done when I was dead and where I was to be buried. Would they fire the ceodo'n ofP'"^",f" 'T^'' ^ ^'^ "°t •■'■- to the con! ception of myself not knowing anything of what they did. I thought I should be there somehow, looking on from heaven ; and I think that I rather ;njoyed the t'hatKould b'n " r^ ^f -^^"^-^ ^ I hSl^rdo h o^tV. 'r^'ilhi I! ^^^^.T^^ ^-^tt-^tion in heaven iu ^ ! . ""jv-v-i. ui iiuii.li aiiei on that day at least. I hinted sometliin ig of what was a THE Kr\r/S MIRROR ■ f w r I passinj,r fn my miiul to the confessor. He did not appear to follow the drift of my thoii<,dits. He told nie a^^aiii that I had been a f^^ood boy, and that now. if I prayed and was sorry for my faults, I should be hapi)y and should please God. This did not touch the point that eiii^an-ed my attention. I tried wiiether mv mother c(,uld help me, and I was surprised when the tears started into her eyes, and she bade mc, almost rnu«.jhly, to be (juiet. However when Victoria came we tall«-d it all over. Victoria cried a little, but she was quite clear as to her own position in the procession, and we hail rather an animated dispute about it. She said also tliat someone in heaven would hold me, and we differed a^ain as to the celestial personaj^^e in whose lap I was to sit. I am afraid that here our inia<,nnations were as- sisted b)' the picture of the Holy Family in the chapel of the Schloss. ^ Not the least tiresome incident of ti.i.-> time was that Krak felt it her duty to display affection. I do not mean to assert that Krak was not and had not been all alon^i^ fond of me, but in ordinary .seasons to feel affection was with Krak no reason at all for displaying it. I do more justice to Krak now ; then I did not appreciate the change in her demeanour. On questioning Victoria, I found that Krak's .softness did not extend beyond the limits of my sickroom; she had indeed ceased the knuckle-rapping, but in its place she curtailed Victoria's liberty and kept her no.se to the grindstone pitilessly. Why should caresses be confined to the sick, and kindness be bought only at the price of threatened death? I was inclined to refuse to kiss Krak, but my mother made such a point of compliance that I yielded reluctantly. In days of health Krak had exacted, morning and evening, a formal and perfunctory peck ; if I gave her no more now she looked aggrieved, and my mother distressed. Had Krak been pos.sessed by a real penitence, I would have opened my arms to her, but I was fully aware that her mood was not this ; she merely wanted to know that I bore no malice for just discipline, and it went to my heart even apparently to I R lie did not s. I Ic told inc that now, if I lould be happy tonch the point thcr my mother >vhen the tears lUmost roiiuhl}-, inc we talked it was (]uite clear 'n. and we IkuI e said also that id wc differed >se lap I was to itions were as- y in the chapel i time was tliat I do not mean been all alon^i^ d affection \\as it. I do more appreciate the )ning Victoria, nd beyond the ed ceased the ailed Victoria's tone pitilessly. the sick, and of threatened Krak, but my that I yielded had exacted, "unctory peck ; iggrieved, and possessed by ly arms to her, not this ; she malice for just apparently to SOMR SFXRKT OPIXIOXS 23 concede this position. There seemed to me somtthintr a little unfii.r m her proceedings ; they were attempts to obtain from me admissions that I should have re- pudiated scornfully in hours of health. I knew that concessions now would prejudice my future liberty In days to come (supposing I recovered) my hostility to Krak would be met by " Remember how kind she was to you when you were ill." or "Oh, Augustin, you didn't say that of the Baroness when she brought you irranes m your illness." I had plenty of grapes, 'xiiere are few things which human nature resents more than a theft of Its grievances. I was polite to Krak. but I lodged a protest with my mother and confided a passionate repudiation of any treaty to Victoria's sympathetic ear. Victoria was all for me ; my mother was stern for a moment, and then, smiling faintly told me to try to sli;ep. ^ After several months I took a decided and rapid turn towards recovery. This, I think, was the moment in which I realised most keenly the fictitious importance which my position imparted to me. The fashion of everybody s face was changed ; mother, doctors, nurses servants, all wore an air of victory. When I wa.s carried out on to the terrace at Artenberg, rows of smihng people clapped their hands. I felt that I had done something very meritorious in getting better, and I hoped secretly that they would give me Just as fine a procession as though I had died. Victoria got hold of a newspaper and, before she was detected and silenreu, read me a sentence: " ^ly ^^}\ favourable news of the King's health a great vye.ght is lifted from the heart of "the country Ihere is not a house that will not be glad to-day." I was pleased at this, although rather surprised. Takin- thought with myself, I concluded that, although kingsh"S and de ir'e? 'ff '^ T'^'' '">' P^'^^^ elpectaS and desires, yet it must be a more important thing even in these days than I had come to 'suppose. I put a question to my mother, pointing at one of the^gar! 24 TIIK KING'S MIRROR \^ 1 she » ■ Je:;:^; t'tSv' ™d'-" ^' """'^r'' =""» •» •"■•".•• Hut a momen? ,to "s f '"■""'' »""■•">-•" ^•'"•^e. quction.s. I .member nirl" ,'"'^, '""/'^k fo„lish -ally fe,, ai^,u"m;'i;;crm^'[i,;Lis,:" "'"^'= ""• '>-^ -^i- nearly ali .ll^j^ry ren .,n„:^r'' '° ^^. ^'^ shared i„ the induience of tl,k , ",''• ^"^''"■'•■' we agreed that thert^^uid' be'^oSiU' t"'.';';™''! for never rrettiriL^ nnitp u-..Il , •^"'"^"i'.'^^ ^" "^ ^'i>' ■"/ you?" " "°"^ ^'^^e women, do "Only you, and Victoria, and " I hesitated. «fc said I, "ulilch d sons to him," afritaced voice. >t ask foolish r face for some :e out how she Styrlan dis- J to do very mc. Victoria I remember 'g to be said v^ quite well felt this point ) go back to of tutors and had a long out from the • ': her smile beaune less bHl^lI; '^ "^'^"'' "'>' '""^'^-•- '""' " I W ■\r'"'''~^ "'"'' "'^t "'"'"-k'otten her." J murmured " X|), darlin-" said my mother. my m,. hers to.nperamcnt, i„te„sincd no ., h't bV h^ "ii„Mi DO mattcis of nii|jort,iiicc. She femil rr,.,« another wo.nan just what she feared fr ,,n I lam ne rA. ^reat^st'-'S rir'oV'T,'' t'^-'^ ^^^'™'' '° h" ■" < h |n:;s,rxt.t!:,^,^^^,;;^4^^.,;:;-s^- mnid, he ,s able to recollect only with an effort th.f im;<.rran : T.ftzz.i'r "'T '"'^ °'™ small bov »t A, k i *"•"* observations as a Cv ve"y well , ™ .rV*"" .'=™" "^ '^ '"'^" boy I not be nted „ t te SehT" v" ^'="'P"='' »°'"'' m..her guarded '.he'!;L'fSou.f:n,:r ■''"=■ ^>' ■•n lh\"\n.l:r reCTed t'^l^s.^a'd'^^'xy'^^^^,' Tl o7i„C?r'-''?f ',' --ed":;?:j'e'e,y^a'r"brl„,t Hueresung a^ d,at wherein Victoria had held first 26 THE KING'S MIRROR ft place while I looked down, a highly satisfied spectator. inTfh fi^"; K ""'^^ ^^^^^" y^""'' °'^ "°^^' and perhaps just the first bloom was wearing off the wonder of the world, l^or recompense, but not in full requital, I was more awake to the meaning of things around me, and 1 fear much more awake to the importance of myself August.n Now I appropriated the cheers at vvhich before had marvelled, and approved the enthusiasm that had before amused me. My mother greeted these signs m me ; smce I was to leave the women she would now have me a man as soon as might be; besides she had a woman s natural impatience for my full growth Ihey love us most as babies, when they are Providence to us ; least as boys, when we make light of them ■ more again when as men we return to rule and be ruled bartenng slavery in one matter for dominion in another, and workmg out the equilibrium of power. l^ut a ter my procession in the cathedral, when I was g.vmg thanks for rescue from a death that had never been terrible and now seemed remote and impossible. 1 saw nny Countess. She was nearly opposite to me ; her husband was not with her: he was on guard in the nave with his regiment. I wanted to make some sign to her, but I had been told that everybody would be ooking at me. When I was crowned, "everybody" had meant Krak, and I had feared no other eye I was more self-conscious now. I was particularly alert that my mother should observe nothing. But the Countess and I exchanged a glance; she nodded cautiously ; almost immediately afterwards I saw her Z^^fuJi7^'-^ u '^''"^'? ^^^^ ^'"^^^ to talk to her. tell her that I liked being a king rather better, and give her the glad tidings that the dominion of Krak had ended • but I got no chance of doing anything of the sort, being carried away without coming nearer to her. Victoria was in very low spirits that evening. It had suddenly come upon her that she was to be left to endure Krak al alone. Victoria and I were not some- how as closely knit together as we had been ; she was now thirteen, growing a tall girl, and I was but a little SOME SECRET OPIXIOXS id spectator, and perhaps mder of the pital, I was ind me, and 3 of myself, 's at which enthusiasm "eeted these 1 she would besides she full growth. Providence : of them ; ule and be lominion in power, kvhen I was had never impossible, iite to me ; uard in the some sign '■ would be iverybody " ler eye. I jlarly alert But the le nodded I saw her to her, tell id give her lad ended ; sort, being g. It had be left to not some- I ; she was Hit a little 27 boy. Yet our relations were not. I imaoitie. quite what they would have been between brother and sister of such relative ages in an ordinary case. The authority which elder sisters may be seen so readily to ape and assume was never claimed by Victoria; my mother would not have endured such presumption for a moment. I think Victoria regarded me as a singularly Ignorant person, who yet, by fortune's freak, was in- vested with a strange importance and the prospect at least of great and indefinite power. She therefore took a good deal of pains to make me understand her point of view, and to convert me to her opinions. Her present argument was that she also ought to be re- lieved from Krak. • "u^^^K V^^ mother's governess till mother was eighteen,' I reminded her. "Awful!" groaned poor Victoria. ''Ill fact mother's never got rid of Krak at all." Oh, that s different. I shouldn't in the least mind keeping krak as my daughter's governess," said Victoria. 1 hat would be rather fun." "It would be very cruel, considering what Krak does " 1 objected. Dim hintings of the grown-up state were in Victoria ; she looked a little doubtful. ' "It wouldn't matter when she was quite young" she concluded. " But I 'm nearly fourteen. ^ Au|ustin! fifteen ?" ^ *° '^""^ ^'^^ ""'''^^ '^^^" ^ '"^ " No." said I. I had a wholesome dread of straining the I'rerogative. ^ " Then when I 'm sixteen ? " resilesfly"'^ '^^ ''^'^^ ^ '^^ S°^ *° ^° ^^^^ '*," said I Victoria became huffy. said. If I was -king, I should like to do things for ve-xaliin ""^ ''''"' ^"^''°'''' ^^^ P°"^^^ '" "^"^^ " Well, perhaps I '11 try some day." said I reluctantly. ft ^ 28 THE KING'S MIRROR "Oh, you dear boy ! " cried Victoria, and she immedi- ately gave me three kisses. I was certainly on my way to learn the secret of popularity. In my experience Victoria's conception of the kmgly office is a very common one, and Victoria's conduct in view of a refusal to forward her views and of a consent, extremely typical. For Victoria took no account of my labours, or of the probable trouble I should undergo, or of the snub I should incur. She called me a dear boy, gave me three kisses, and went off to bed m much better spirits. And all the while my own secret opmion was that Krak was rather good for Victoria. It has generally been my secret opinion that people had no business to receive the things which they have asked me to give to or procure for them. When the merits are good the King's help is unnecessary. 11 f! 1 i i i 1 ! f 1 i he immecli e secret of iiception of \ Victoria's views, and ria took no trouble I ncur. She nd went off while my ;r good for Jinion that which they m. When ssary. CHAPTER IV. TWO OF MY MAKERS Physically my parents' child, with my father's tall stature and my mothers clean-cut features, intellectually was more son to Hammerfeldt than to anyone else. I ro.n the day when my brain be-an to develop, his was the preponderatmg mfluence. I had a governi;, a good soldier Genera von Vohrenlorf; I had masters ; Aad fTr tnT . '\l''"'u "^""'^ P'-c^ently (he for a time bade n r!.n M^^^ ^''^ ^ !^'"'^' supremacy); but above them ^hl'p oM "^ "^e and controlling them, was this remark- able o d man. A this tune he was seventy years old • he had been a soldier till thircy, since then a diplomatist' and poht.can. I do not think in all things as Hammer- feldt thought ; tune moves, and each man's mind ha^ts own cast; but I will make no claim to originality at the cost of deprecating what I learnt from him He was a solitary man ; once he had taken a wife ; she left h m after two years ; he used to talk about her as though sh^ had died at the date when she ran away, without bitter- ne.ss, w.th an indulgent kindness, with a full reccgnit on o her many ments. Those who did not know thfstory condn'.^P-P°f.^ '^^' '^"^ ^'^^y ^'^^^ ^t'" '■" i'aris. His re"arded n. ' ""^''Z ''^' ^'^^'^'>' cl^^'-^cteristic. He regarded passions and emotions as things altogether outs.de and mdependent of the rational man. "t dr power could not be denied in their own sphere and season -he admitted that they must be felt-raw feeling thou'hror^r"''; ^^^ '""^' ^^^^ ^'^'^>' should aS thought or dommate action. In others they were his opportunity, m himself a lu.xury that had never been dangerous, or an ailment that\vas troublesome but 29 30 THE KING'S MIRROR m r i tl P never fatal. He was hard on a blunder ; as a necessary presupposition to effective neijotiiition or business he recognised a binding code of honour ; he has frequently told me he did not understand the theological conception of sin. He had eaten of our salt and was cur servant ; thus he would readily have died for us; but he prayed pardon if we asked him to beh'eve in us. "Conduct," he said once, " is the outcome of selfishness limited by self-conceit." It was his way so to put things as to strip them of friendly decent covering; had he said self- interest limited by self-respect, the axiom would have been more accepted and less quoted. A superficial person u.sed to exclaim to me, "And yet he is so kind! " A man without ideals finds kindness the easiest thing in the world. In truth he was kind, and in a con- fidential sort of way that seemed to chuckle and wink, .saying nVe 're rogues together; then I must lend you a hand." But he could be ruthless also, displaying a curious aloofness from his fellow-men and an uncon- sciousness of any suffering he might inflict that left mere cruelty far behind. If I were making an automa- ton king, I would model my machine on the lines of Hammerfeldt. He had no belief in a future life, but would sometimes trifle whimsically with the theory of a transmigration of souls ; he traced all beliefs in im- mortality to the longing of those who were unfortunate here (and who did not think himself so?) for a recom- pense (a revenge he called it) hereafter, and declared transmigration to be at once the most ingenious and the most picturesque embodiment of this yearning. He played billiards extremely well, and excused his skill on the ground that he was compelled to pass the time while foreign diplomatists and his own colleagues were making up their minds. I do not think that he ever hesita*:ed as to what he had best do. He was of an extremely placid and happy temper. As may be anticipated from what I have said, he regarded no man as utterly lost unless he were completely under the influence of a woman. Yet it was by Hammerfeldt's will that Geoffrc> Owen m necessary isiness he frequently :onception r servant ; he prayed Conduct," i mi ted by as to strip said self- ould have superficial he is so he easiest in a con- and wink, lend you playing a n uncon- that left I automa- i lines of : life, but theory of fs in im- ifortunate a recom- declarcd s and the ing. He his skill the time ues were : he ever as of an may be irded no ly under c) Owen 4 J TWO OF MY MAKERS 31 became my daily companion and familiar friend Voh ; renlorf visited me o.ice or twice a week, and exercised a perfunctory supermtendence. I had. of course, many masters who came and went at appointed hours. Owen hved w.th me both at Forstadt and at Artenberg A th.s t.me he was twenty-five ; he excelled my own adult stature and walked with the free grace of a well bred Kngl.sh gentleman. His dark hair grew thick risinr fro,, his forehead in a wave ; his face 14 longtd 1 i,f ;ujd a shght moustache veiled a humorous tender mo h' There was about the man a pervading sympathy Te desire to be friends was the first characteristic of s manner ; he was talkative, eager, enthusiastic. If a mm were good it seemed to Owen but natural ; if he we " a rogue my tutor would set it down to any hing'-n tl e world save h.s own fault. Everybody could be mended . everybody else would try. Thus he brought ^ZIT °n' T'"''^''"" "^'■'''^'">' ^^"••t and soaety 1 e h ?N [?/'' ""^ ^''"^•"^"■^ '^°P^ ^"d '^""I'-i" aspiration that had blown over Oxford. Surely this was a strwe choice of Hammerfeldt's! Was it made in ignorance of the man, or with some idea that my mind should be opened to every variety of thought, or in a carcTess ancJ thTo'^''^" "•'" '"«"S"^e wis beyond shaking and that Owen s spirit would beat hopelessly against ^he^cage and never reach mine in its'prison of tm- A boy that would not have worshipped such a n ,1 Ztrf? ""r" ""^' ""'^^ --^-^ heaTt and fire lltt '"'" ^''i ^° -'"" '^ ^^ ^°"'d --ide ; he rode well When he came he could not fence; in ^ix months he was a good hand with the foils ; phy ical fhL^ eemed as unknown to him as mental inertia. Thf re was ,'0 strain and no cant about him; he smoked hard drank n ell after exertion, with pleasure always. He delighted r.race ul ':5^,'""^'^^\^haffing her Styrian ideas ^th a graceful deference that made her smile Victori;! adored him openly, and Krak did not understand whv ? wirt^ fitt'of hi^'r '^ 'T""'''' ^^^-' SurVanS nas me tirst of his slaves. It would be tedious to I - r m :,t 32 THE KING'S MIRROR anybody except myself to trace the gradual procuress of our four years' intimacy and friendslnp, of my four years' training and enliglitenment Shall I summarise it and say that Owen taught me that there were folks outside palaces, and that the greatness of a station, even as of a man, stood not in the multitude of the things that it possessed ? The summary is cold and colourless ; it smacks of duty, of obligations unwillingly remem- bered, of selfish {)leasures reluctantly forgone. As I became old enough to do more than listen entranced to his stories, it seemed to me that to be such a man as he was and, not knowing that he himself was, admired, could be no duty, but only a happy dream. There has been in my family, here and there, a vein of fancy or of mysticism, turning sometimes to religious fervour, again sometimes to soldierly enthusiasm and a knight-errantry in arms, the ruin and despair of cool statesmanship. On this element Owen's teaching laid hold and bent it to a more modern shape. I would not be a monk or a Bayard, but would serve humanity, holding my throne a naked trust, whence all but I might reap benefit, whereon I must sit burdened with the sorrows of all ; and thus to be burdened was my joy. With some boys no example could have made such ideas acceptable, or ga' ad anything but scornful wonder for them; in me they struck answering chords, and as I rambled in the woods at Artenberg already in my mind I was the Perfect King. Where would such a mood have led ? Where would it have ended ? What at the last would have been my state and fame } On my fifteenth birthday Prince von Hammerfeldt, now in his seventy-fifth )'ear, came from Forstadt to Artenberg to offer me congratulations. Though a boy may have such thoughts as I have tried to describe, for the most part he would be flogged to death sooner than utter them ; to the Prince above all men an instinct bade me be silent. But Owen rose readily to the old man's skilful fly; he did not lecture the Minister nor preach to him, but answered his questions i if f iial procuress of my four summarise it i were folks station, even »f the things d colourless ; igly remem- Tone. As I entranced to ;h a man as ^as, admired, There has f fancy or of ervour, again ight-crrantry uuiship. On I bent it to a monk or a g my throne reap benefit, rrows of all ; ;h some boys Lcceptable, or them ; in me imbled in the d I was the ^^here would tave been my ^ammerfeldt, Forstadt to rhough a boy I to describe, death sooner all men an rose readily t lecture the his questions TWO OF MY MAKERS y^ simply and from the heart, without show and without disguise. Old Hammerfcldt's face grew into a network of amused and tolerant wrinkles. ■; My dear Mr. Owen," said he, " I heard all this forty —fifty— years ago. Is it not that Tean Jacques has crossed the Channel, turning more sickly on the way?" Owen smiled. Mine was the face that grew red in resentment, mine the tongue that burned to answer him. " I know what you mean, sir," laughed Owen. " Still doesn't the world go forward ? " "I see no signs of it," replied Hammcrfeldt with a pinch of snuff, "unless it be progress to teach ro-ues who aren t worth a snap to prate of their worth. Well" It is pretty enough in you to think as you think What says the King to it?" He turned to me with a courteous smile, but with an unceremoniously intent gaze in his eyes. I had no answer ready ; I was still excited "I have tried to interest the King in these lines of thought," said Owen. "Ah, yes, very proper," assented Hammerfeldt, his eyes still set on my face. "We must have more talk about the matter. Princess Heinrich awaits me now " Owen and I were left together. He was smiling, but rather sadly ; yet he laughed outright when I, carried beyond boyish shame by my indignation, broke into a tirade and threw back at him something of what he had taught me. Suddenly he interrupted me ^il V ?° ^°'' ^ \''''' ''" ^^^ '■'^'er and have one stlder ' iT"';/ . ^' !?'^' •^>"'^g his hand on my today" ^^' "°^ "^^"^ "' ^"y "^°^^ The afternoon dwells in my memory. In mv belief Owen s quick mind had read something of the Prince's purpose; for he was more demonstrative of affection W flTt T;;^- "' '"f "^^^ ^° ^>'^ '"^ ^^'th a pitiful love that puzzled me ; and he began to talk (this also , was rare with him) of my special Vsition, hoi I must be apart from other men, and to speculate in seeming I if '4 34 THE KING'S MIRROR il V idleness on what a place such as mine would be to him and make of him. All this came between our spurts of rowing or amongst our talk of sport or of flowers as we lay at rest under the bank. ^ " If there were two kings here, as there were in Sparta ! " I cried longingly, "There were Ephors too," he reminded me, and we laughed. Hammerfeldt was our Ephor. There was a banquet that night. I sat at the head of the table, with my mother opposite and Hammerfeldt at her right hand. The Prince gave my health after dinner, and passed on to a warm and eloquent eulogy on those who had trained me. In the course of it he dwelt pointedly on the obligation under which Geoffrey Owen had laid me, and of the debt all the nation owed to one who had inspired its king with a liberal culture and a zeal for humanity. I could have clapped my hands in delight. I looked at Owen, who sat far down the table. His gaze was on Hammerfeldt, and his lips were parted in a smile. I did not understand his smile, but it persisted all through the Prince's graceful testimony to his services. It was not like him to smile with that touch of satire when he was praised. But I saw him only for an instant before I went to bed, and others were with us, so that I could ask no explanation. The next morning I rose early, and in glee, for I was to go hunting. Owen did not accompany me ; he was, I understood, to confer with Hammerfeldt. My jovial governor Vohrenlorf had charge of me. A merry day we had, and good sport; it was late when we came home, and my anxious mother awaited me in the hall with dry slippers. She had a meal spread for me, and herself came to share it. Never had I seen her so tender or so gentle. I had a splendid hunger, and fell to, babbling of my skill with the gun between hearty mouthfuls. " I wish Owen had been there," I said. My mother nodded, but made no answer. •• Is the Prince gone ? " I asked. ''1 4 TWO OF MY MAKERS Id be to him ;n our spurts of flowers as lere were in me, and we : at the head Hammerfeldt health after quent eulo<^y urse of it he lich Geoffrey nation owed beral culture clapped my sat far down and his lips derstand his ice's graceful like him to was praised, e I went to :ould ask no ee, for I was me ; he was, . My jovial \ merry day en we came J in the hall for me, and seen her so ger, and fell ween hearty 35 wn3?' ''^ '•] .'^^'•e^^till. He stayed in case you should want to see him, Augustin " --"luuia m> chair back. "But I was glad he talked like thif about Owen last night. I think I'll go and see ff Owen s m h.s room." I rose and started towards the "Augustin, Mr. Owen is not in his room '» said mv mother m a strangely timid voice ^ I turned with a start, for I was sensitive to everv change of tone in her voice. ^"^'^'ve to every " Do you know where he is ? " I asked He IS gone," said she. I did not ask where, nor whether he would return I sat down and looked at her- she c'^rr^^ =rn .u i hair back from my forehead." ^dtisst^'r^r^'''^' "^ hdn if T^V^"^ ^'"'^ """^^y" '^^ ^aid. ■ "I couldn't '"^ ^^z:. iz^X"^ -' '^ '- ---• J\hy, yes, at least old Hammerfeldt would not run anger uniting to make me sore and deToTate^ Th? seemed a great gap made in my life ; my delrest cori panion was gone, the source of all that mcS htVf fancy and filled my mind dried up But before fl,';]^ Eet^frhand^" T ^~°^ ^n thrdoorTay ask^ng^ i"the^"ling^vTurdt teTj.%; '^ ^ turned an inquiring elance nn rZ t T" ^^ "'°^^^'" and choked dovvn I fob that wTf • ^"""^t^ "^^ ^^^^ ence and formam'v " H^R^ TS""} 'ceremonial defer- r 36 THE KING'S MIRROR i 1 I made him no answer. " A kin<,r, sire," he went on, " =;hoii!fl sip at all cups and dram none, know all theories and embrace none, learn horn all men and be bound to none. He may be a pupil, but not a disciple; a hearer, but always a critic; a friend, never a devotee." I felt my mother's hand resting on my shoulder ; I sat still, looking in the Prince's eyes. " Mr. Owen has done his work well," he went on, " but his work is done. Do you ask, sire, why he is gone? I will give you an answer. I, Prince von Hammerfeldt, would have Augustin and not Geoffrey for my master and my country's." " Enough for to-night, Prince. Leave him now," my mother urged in a whisper. The Prince bent his head slightly, but remained where he stood for a moment longer. '^Ihen he bowled very low to me, and drew back a step, still facing me. My mother prompted me with what I suppose was the proper formula. " You are convinced of the Prince's -isdorn and devo- tion in everything, aren't you, Augustin?" she said " Yes," said I. " Will Mr. Owen write to me ? " " When Your Majesty is older. Your Majesty will, of co'jrse, use your own pleasure as to your correspondence " returned Hammerfeldt. He waited a moment longer, and then drew back further to the door, " Speak to the Prince, Augustin," said my mother. " I am very grateful to the Prince for his care of me," said I. Hammerfeldt came quickly up to me and kissed my hand. " I would make you a true king, sire," said he and with that he le'^t us. So they took my friend from me, and not all the kindness with which I was loaded in the time following his loss lightened the grief of it. Presently I came to understand better the meaning of these things, and to see that the King might have no friend ; for his friend must be an enemy to others, perhaps even to the King ■ • *i»-«i*»M«t.^»iiMh«- ■ ' TWO OF MY MAKERS > at all cups ibrace none, I f c may be :ays a critic; shoulder ; I cnt on, " but is [^one ? I aminerfcklt, r my master m now," my amcd where bowed very ig me. My )se was the n and devo- !ie said. me?" esty will, of spondence," drew back mother. :are of me," I kissed my ■e," said he, not all the le following ' I came to ngs, and to - his friend o the King 3; himself. Sliall I now blame Mammcrfcldt? I do n^^ I lost him. There m.sf^! ^ ^ '"''^""'''' '" ^^'^^'^'^ them cut udtT the sword l"° "''''^ ^^^^'^ ^^ ^'^''^ -should be bo no more [oh "' '""? ^" ^'^'"' ^^^^ grief a,fd bve n aT th7 I rii l""'' 1 °"« ^g^i-' f I 1^ 1^ V V: il 38 THE KING'S MIRROR Geoffrey Owen I saw but once again. I had written twice to him, and received respectful, friendly, brief answers. Ikit the sword had passed thrcnigh his heart also; he did not respond to my invitation, nor show a desire to renew our intimacy. J'erhaps he was afraid to run the risk ; in truth, even while I ur<,^cd iiim. I was half afraid myself. Had he come again, it would not have been as it had been between us. V^ery likely we both in our hearts preferred to rest in memories, not to spoil our thoughts by disappointment, to be always to one another just what we had been as we rowed together that last afternoon at Artcnberg, when the dim shadow of parting did no more than deepen our affection and touch it to a profounder tenderness. And that time when I saw him again? I was driving through the gates of an English palace, encircled by a brilliant troop of soldiers, cheered by an interested good-humoured throng. Far back in their ranks, but standing out above all heads, I saw his face, paler and thinner, more gentle even and kindly. He wore a soft hat crushed over his forehead ; as I passed he lifted and waved it, smiling his old smile at me. I waved my hand, leaning forward eagerly ; but I could not stop the procession. As soon as I was w^ithiii I sent an equerry to seek him, armed with a description that he could not mistake. But Geoffrey Owen was nowhere to be found, he had not awaited my me senger. Having signalled a friend's greeting across the gulf between us, he was gone, I could have found him, for I knew that he dwelt in London, wo. mg; writing, awakening hope in many, fear in some, thought in all. liut I would not seek him out, nor compel him to come to me, since he would not of his own accord. So he went his way, I mine, and I have seen him no more. Yet ever on my birthday I drain a cup to him, and none knows to whom the King drinks a full glass silently. It is my libation on a friendship's grave. Perhaps it would support an interpretation more subtle. For when I stood between Owen and Hamnicifeldt, torn this way and that, uncertain whom I should follow through life. '% lad written iidly, brief h his heart , nor show was afraid jcd him. I 11, it would V^ery hkcly memories, lent, to be )een as we berg, when lan dee[)en idcrness. ivas drivin[^ icirclcd by interested ranks, but :, paler and wore a soft d he hfted . I waved lid not stop I sent an on that he as nowhere 2r. Haviiij^ between us, knew that ening hope [ would not 3 me, since nt his way, ''et ever on lone knows ntly. It is ps it would or when I rn this way hrough life, TWO OF MY I\TAKI':rs 39 was not I the humble transitory theatre of a fireat and secuar struK^dc? It seems to me that then the Ideal and the Actual joined in battle over me- Hector ancl Achdles, and I the bod>- of I'atroclus ! Alas, poor body! Greatly the combatants desire it, little they reck of the rouj^hness it suffers in their struLnde ' The Spirit and the World-am I over-fanciful if I seem t.. see them incarnated in Geoffrey Owen and old Mammer- teldt? And victory was with the World. Yet the conquered also have before now left their mark on lands which they could not hold. ^^mmm--^ CHAPTER V. SOMETHING ABOUT VICTORIA I FEEL that I give involuntarily a darker colour to my life than the truth warrants. When we sit down and reflect we are apt to become the prey of a curious delusion ; pain seems to us the only reality, pleasure a phantasm or a dream. Yet such reality as pain has, pleasure shares, and we are in no closer touch with eternal truth when we have headaches (or heartaches) than when we are free from these afflictions. I wonder sometimes whether a false idea of dignity does not mislead us. Would we all pose as martyrs? It is nonsense; for most of us life is a tolerable enough business— if we would not think too much about it. We need not pride ourselves on our griefs ; it seems as though joy were the higher state because it is the less self-conscious and rests in fuller harmony with the great order that encircles us. As I grew older I gained a new and abiding source of pleasure in the contemplation and study of my sister Victoria. I have anticipated matters a little in telling of my tutor's departure ; I must hark back and pick up the thread of Victoria's history from the time when I was hard on thirteen and she near fifteen— the time when she had implored me to rid her of Krak. I had hated Krak with that healthy full-blooded antipathy vyhose faculty one seems to lose in later years. It is a tiresome thing to be driven by experience to the discovery of some good in everybody ; your fine black fades to neutral grey; often I regret the delightfully partial views of earlier days. And so many people succeed in preserving them to a green and untutored 40 SOMETHING ABOUT VICTORIA 4, them. Perhan«; h,^r ^; -,. ^^'"^ *'^oni suckinj^ for her long after it hai^rJn oft^ed o m^* ^7^''"=^ childhood imposed tnTictoria?ullvT',"'" ^'"'"^ °f countenanced the measurf Tit ^-^ "^ as nature greeted n,y hint. STayed^"fv;cto"wI ^a^ 'i 't"^" For my part, since it was inev able tha K r ,V f "u have run ma™' vt^o,iT7^'"^,Z^" '" '^'™>' ' should srberet:,rpt"" •"'= ^-^ '°' » "• ^^^ '"i t^ pens^oneTbuT'S'nr kirwtrni '"L^'-'l ^"'f'>'. tribute of a tear sumHtd J • y'^'"'" gave her the membered heJ^'ausesTr exultation '%s'*^'^ ^''\'^- memory, and she was ou^r^geo^ y w^^'l" ^^ A *"' era began; the buffer was gonV'-T/'rother S 42 THE KING'S MIRROR I* ! Victoria were face and face. And in a year as Victoria said in two or tliree as my mother allowed, Victoria would be grown up. I was myself most unwillingly, a cause of annoyance to Victoria and a pretext for her repression. Import- ance flowed in on me unasked, unearned. To speak in homely fashion, she was always "a bad second," and none save herself attributed to her the normal status or privileges of an elder sister. Her wrath was not visited on me, but on those who exalted me so unduly; even vvhile she resented my position she was not, as I have shown, above using it for her own ends ; this adapta- bility was not due to guile; she forgot one mood when another came, and compromised her pretensions in the ettort to compass her desires. Princess Heinrich seized on the inconsistency, and pointed it out to her daughter with an exasperating lucidity. ^ " You are ready enough to remember that Augustin is king when you want anything from him," she would observe. "You forget it only when you are asked to give way to him." Victoria would make no reply— the Krak traditions endured to prevent an answer to rebukes— but when we were alone she used to remark, "I should think an iceberg s rather like mother. Only one needn't live with icebergs." Quite suddenly, as it seemed, it occurred to Victoria that she was pretty. She lost no time in advertising the discovery through the medium of a thousand nevv tricks and graces ; a determined assault on the aflbctions ot all the men about us, from the lords-in-waiting down to the stablemen— an assault that ignored existing domestic ties or pre-engaged affections— was the next move in her campaign. When she was extremely angry with her mother she would say, " How odious it must be not to be young any more ! " I thought that there was sometimes a wistful look in my mother's eyes ; was she thinking of Krak, Krak in far-off Styria ? Perhaps, for once, when Victoria was hitting covertly at Krak my mother remarked in a very cold voice-' I i I V c t o h \ si n a1 P d: SOMETHING AROUT VICTORIA 43 "You remember your punishments, you don't re- member your offences, Victoria" n^liZl"^ linger long on these small matters, for I find mo.e interest and mcitement to analysis in the attitude relations vv th men; but I must pass over a year of veiled conflict, and come to that incident whklHs the sahen point in Victoria's girlish history. I coincided U en and my pre-occupation with that event diverted Slfel^" iust r '^' ''''''' '^^^Ses of Victoria's afS'. (and he idd ""' ^''^^'", "P '" ^^^^ °^^" ^^^^^'^ ention^ but ^ "^^"X Precedents to fortify her con- lention but .,.y mothers eyes still wantiP<^ a vear socliTv vr;r '■'" ^''"•''^ '""I ^^°"'^ b- launched S flank ^of ^he H? ^^\"'^^^^^ P^'-force, but turned the hould be bv nn'^^ ^y ""^"""- '^^' the home life P enaxe for^f. T 1 ^^"' ^T" ^^^ '^^ ^o work to Si ' ^ P^^^"' comedy or tragedy I knew not £' "fCeT "T T'^^ ^^^^^- O"^ -arest neigh- Dour at Artenberg dwelt across the river in the oic turesque old castle of VValdenweiter ; he was a youic man of twenty-two at this time, handsome ple^asanf and ready for amusement. His father being dead Frederick was his own master-that is to sav he S no master. Victoria fell in love with h U The Baron It seemed, was not disinclined for a romance u ith ".' pretty pnncess ; perhaps he thought thatTth ,g eriou^ would come of it, and that it was'a pleasant enoSgh way of passing a summer; or, perhaps, being but tvvenv two, he did not think at all, Lless to musS c^fthedTpt of the blue in Victoria s eyes, and the comely Hnesf her figure as she rowed on the river. To sW tru^ Victoria gave him small time for reflection ^ ' As 1 ani convinced, before he had well considered the situation he had fallen into the habit of attendL . Zt'TLi.i:J''''^T' °' ''' ^tream^ about" a m'i, dDoye Artenberg. Victoria never went out unarrnm panied, and never came back unaccompanied ('vv^I discovered afterwards that the trustc/ old boatrna^ P. T'ii r :■ h 44 THE KING'S MIRROR I ■ ' >ji could be bougnt off with the price of beer, and used to disembark and seek an ale-house so soon as the back- water was reached. The meeting over, Victoria would return m high spirits, displaying too an unusual affection towards my mother, either as a blind, or through remorse or (as I mchne to think) through an amiability born of triumph ; there was at times even a touch of commisera- tion in her manner, and more than once she spoke to me, in a tone of philosophical speculation, on the useless- ness of endeavouring to repress natural feelings and the futility of reating as children persons who were already grown up. This mood lasted some time so long, I suppose, as the stolen delight of doing the thing was more prominent than the delight in the thing itself A month passed and brought a change. Now she was silent, absent, pensive, very kind to me, more genuinely submissive and dutiful to her mother. The first force of my blow had left me, for Owen had been gone now some months ; I began to observe my sister carefully. To my amazement she, formerly the most heedless of creatures knew in an instant that she was watched. She drew off from me, setting a distance between us ; my answer was to withdraw my companionship, since only thus could I convince her that I had no desire to spy. I had not guessed the truth, and my mother had no inkling of it. Princess Heinrich's ignorance may seem strange, but I ha -e often observed that persons of a masterful temper are rather easy to delude ; they have such difficulty in conceiving that they can be disobeyed as to become ready subjects for hoodwinking; I recollect old Hammerfeldt saying to me, " In public affairs, sire, always expect disobedience, but be chary of rewardin^r obedience." My mother adooted the second half of thS - maxim but disregarded the fiVst. She always expected obedience ; Victoria knew it and built on her knowled're a confident hope of impunity in deceit. '^ Now on what harsh word have I stumbled? For deceit savours of meanness. Let me amend and seek the chanty, the neutral tolerance, of some such word as concealment. For things good and things bad may be SOMETHING ABOUT VICTORIA 45 '^^ttt^n^^^^^^^^ ^h-^,d ^-no. and things flutterings of hearts °^p'^^' ^^^'•^ts of State and the I found her cry in^. Ic?'" ^'^"'r^ conceahxient. the terrace unde^a lud^crn^;f ^T^ ^'°"" "' ^ ^^'•ner of away, Augustin." ""'>^ "'^^' she answered. "Do go an;thing"2l^^-"^ ^^ ^^^^'" -'^ I- "Only if you want "No. It'fZ^'j:^ IZ''-" f^^^'^ -th a sudden flush. ^-"...rieiftr-^-^:^;^ th^s^3T^;t:^^'---^^ anybody any. I wtnt fv^aT'^;' .'^'■'k "'■^^^ ^'■^^'^r'a- and had sought out Victor^ /"'^'"^ ""^'y ^°"^^y "^y-^elf. ever I went and walkeH^.^ Z ^°"^Pa"y ^ sake. How- nVer. It was cTe^r t^ vlZrlZV'' '^' ^^^^ °- ^^e apparently I could do no h nJ f u"°' '"^nt me, and found myUf able to do verv^mu'ch f ' ^ ^^^ "^^^'• those who did not deservIJo T °'' f^^P^^' ^^^^Pt them. Perhaps poor Victol H • l"^t'^'"^ ^°"^ ^^r aware of her demerits then r'^"'"^' ^"^ ' ^^^ not my old reflection : "don't s".. fl ??f.^^^^ ^° ^^^ '"^^er l^ T ""^^' ^^^ '^ At last came the crTsh A rf.f^ °^ "^'^ ^'^"'^y- of habit and impunfty the trefrh "^^ carelessness born under the tempLbn of a '.M^'^^ boatman savoir/,->e wh^en charged itt ^tlT ^^' ^''^'t ^''^ ^^ enough, and -lor^ ^-^ , offence— here wa= more uzan enough. I recollect being %n f M U I* I, <( 46 THE KING'S MIRROR i m. summoned to my mother's room late one evening, just about my bedtime. I went and found her alone with Victoria. The Princess sat in her great arm-chair ; Victoria was leaning against the wall when I entered ; her handkerchief was crushed in one hand, the other hand clenched by her side. "Augustin," said the Princess, "Victoria and I go to Biarritz to-morrow." Victoria's quick breathing was her only comment. My mother told me in brief, curt, offensive phrases that Victoria had been carrying on a flirtation with our opposite neighbour. I have no doubt that I looked surprised. " You may well wonder ! " cried my mother. "If she could not remember what she was herself, she might have remembered that the King was h( brother." " I 've done nothing " Victoria began. " Hold your tongue," said my mother. "If you were in Styria, instead of here, you'd be locked up in your own room for a month on bread and water ; yes, you may think yourself lucky that I only take you to Biarritz." " Styria ! " said Victoria with a very bitter smile. "If I were in Styria I should be beheaded, I daresay, or — or knouted, or something. Oh, I know what Styria means ! Krak taught me that." " I wish the Baroness was here," observed the Princess. "\ou'd tell her to beat me, I suppose?" flashed out my sister. "If you were three years younger " began my mother with perfect outward composure. Victoria interrupted her passionately "Oh, never mind my age. and beat me ! " she cried, Iphigenia. To this day I am of opinion that she ran a risk in giving this invitation ; it was well on the cards that the Princess might have accepted it. Indeed had it been Styria— but it was not Styria. My mother turned to me with a cold smile. I 'm a child still ! Come assuming the air of an 111 the SOMETHING ABOUT VICTORIA 47 Pe-cution, and talks t "^Cl^ I'l^-T ^l^J. Augltt^:fof^°J ,"?.■=''■ '"^ ^°-P'^"-^- •• What can knoi-^^" °'''"™^ "y ™°*er. "But although I "Oh, you've forgotten," cried Victoria scornfiilW For a moment my mother flu^h^H i ^' all account, that Vi^toTia did not repeat he'r „^"^- °" invitation now On fi,^ 1 repeat ner previous at Princess HdnrSh u ""^'^'y^ '"^^" '^^ had looked ^ushe^d^Js-trrS-Tdl- _^ ; You Ve the king I " she cried. •• Protect me, protect toItar'2'°t"let 'e'i»?hr"' ■"'-'■- ' -med read on Victoria's "commendatir'Jh? "'''^''- ' '""' r^er^ b:crse"the;°^rt L*ed' ^'"'^ "^. -' ^^ ^n^e'Sl ^f '^ r — "n'oXt-o™ -ff f t"fi,r h^^^^^^^^^^^^ Ho„„., the Why, you don't want to marrv hfm ? " t 1 • much embarra<;<5Prl nf k • [^ "" '^ ^ exclanned, would not hear of sucht marriage as ihL." '"^ i- /*^ :'!' ill 5 .' i .r» 48 THE KING'S MIRROR i i' I'i "Do you want to marry him?" I asked Victoria, chiefly, I confess, in curiosity. I had risen— or fallen— m some degree to my position, and it seemed strange to me that my sister should wish to marry this Baron Fritz. ^ " I— I love him, Augustin," groaned Victoria. "She knows it's impossible, as well as you do," said my mother. " She doesn't really want to do it." Victoria cried quietly, but made no .cply or protest. I was bewildered ; I did not understand then how we may passionately desire a thing which we would not do, and may snatch at the opposition of others as an excuse alike for refusal and for tears. Looking back, I do not thmk, had we set Victoria free in the boat and put the sculls in her hands, that she would have rowed over to Waldenweiter. But did she, then, deserve no pity? Perhaps she deserved more ; for not tvv o weak creatures like the Princess (I crave her pardon) and myself stood between her and her wishes, but she herself— the being that she had been fashioned into, her whole life, her nature, and her heart, as our state had made them. If our soul be our prison, and ourself the gaoler, in vain shall we plan escape or offer bribes for freedom ; where- soever we go we carry the walls with us, and if death, then death alone can unlock the gates. The scene grew quieter. Victoria rose, and threw herself into a chair in a vvcar^- puzzled desolation ; my rnother sat quite still, with eyes intent on the floor, and lips close shut. A sense of awkwardness grew strong on me ; I wanted to get out of the room. They would not fight any more now ; they would be very distant to one another ; and, moreover, it seemed clear that Vic- toria did not propose to marry Baron Fritz. But what about poor Baron Fritz ? I approached my mother, and whispered a question. She answered me aloud. "I have written to Prince von Hammerfeldt. A letter from him will, I have no doubt, be enough to ensure us against further impertinence." Victoria dabbed her eyes, but no protest; came from her. _ ^ I SOMETHING ABOUT VICTORIA 49 Pany me." Her ^oice 00k aTn "?) ■"^''''' ^" ^^^«'"- your wishes may persuade h^ A "■°">'- "Possibly cannot." "^ Persuade her. A-igustin, if mine dis^Syl"'^^'' "" head suddenly, and s.fd very My mother smiled bitterlv" \h ^ enough the imph-cit decIaratTon 'of ""^^^-^tood well her to me the shiftin/of ane'.a.Ke''''F' ' "^P""' ^''^"^ savv the absurdity of puttfn^a ho,!- 1 '^''''^'''^>' ^^^^ '^^ such a position; but I knot ^hTr"?/^' ''•^'^^^" '"to stronglj.. ^ ^"°^^ that I felt it much more I lldoasyoutellme, Augustin" It -S^y'Sdlhr^^^^^^^^ ^^'-^ -^ -ther. very pleasant one but I did noV?'?"l/'°"^^ "°t be a that side of the question I Z f /'^''.^^ *° ^"ter into "^"'l^t;:?d"lT,^ '' ^"Sof ^theT£ ^^'^ -^-"- to , 7-y wel 'k^J^u"tfn^^ I. J^er feet. She was 3/^1'] ^rlr 7.^°",^' ^"^ '^^ ''ose to stately as she walked Lh? ^l''^' ^"^ ^°°J oUiers boots for him." He reS.d ''""T^ °" ^he affection and pity r hVrf ^ u '^. ""^ ^^'^h iningled ^e pauvre pe,i/J. tL po pr/^"''^ ^^'-" ^Peaking o own that from the nstant^mv h^I V^'' ''^' ^° much my Smce he attributed to^e^o acrn''""' °"' '° ^^Pt'-'^te^ officious or persistent in his^fS , '^"^^'^>'' ^^ w^s not duty; in fact he left ^ne very muchTo' "''^ ""' ^^^ °" To my mother he was noHf? h ."?^ °'^" ^^vices. Victoria, declaring That sh. ^"^ "^^^ ' ^^^ adored French; his great\atred was for'H '"""''^K °^ ^eing he accused of embodying the d^^?"'?''^?^'' ^^^^'^ Hammerfeldt was awafe of M. r r °^ ^eutonism. with them, while he Iristed b !^,f«^''"§^^ ^"^ P^^yed body about me. He did nnf l -"P^'l^e more than any- to the Frenchman and I dS^^^^^^'^-vy attached I wL did nut mtend that he should CI i i- li ; . 52 THE KING'S MIRROR I "I I s il iP n iV learn. I had received a sharp lesson with rejjard to parading n'y preferences. It was through liaptiste that I ' ?ard of Baron Fritz's side of the case, for Baptiste was friendly with I*'ritz's servants. The Baron, it appeared, was in despair. "They watch him when he walks by the river," declarcil Baptiste with a gesture in which dismay and satisfaction ucre curiously blended. "Poor fellow!" said I, leaning back in the stern of the boat. To be in such a state on Victoria's account was odd and deplorable. Baptiste laid down the sculls and leant forward smiling. " It is nothing, sire," said he. " It must happen now and again to all of us. M. le Baron will soon be well. Meanwhile he is — oh, miserable!" " Is he all alone there?" I asked. " Absolutely, sire. Me will .see nobody." I looked up at Waldenweiter. " He has not even his mother with him," said Baptiste ; the remark, as Baptiste delivered it, was impertinent, and yet so intangibly impertinent as to afford no handle for reproof. He meant that the Baron was free from an aggravation ; he said that he lacked a consolation. " Shall I go and see him ? " I asked. In truth I was rather curious about him ; it was a pleasure to me to break out of my own surroundings, " What would the Prince say ? " said Baptiste. "He need not know. Row ashore there." " You must not go, sire. It would be known, and they would say " Baptiste's shrug was eloquent. . " Do they always talk about everything one does?" " Certainly, sire, it is your privilege," smiled my servant. " But I think he might come to you. That could be managed ; not in the Schloss, but in the wood, quite privately. I can contrive it." Baptiste did contrive it, and Baron Fritz came. I was now just too old to scorn love, just too young to sympatli se fully with it. There is that age in a boy's t V n A STUDENT Ol' r.OVK AFFAIRS 53 curiously at FVit, he u^^ 'f 1 '.™«"i"n- I i"..k«l that he was not n'n ,!r i ™"' "'"^ '"^- ■ Perccive.l only to sp"rt''ri;:- ' " ?-.>'rrf.,"i'f"'"'v;-°'-' romance, but in him it L.. ir ""^^l»"ig of Owen's to embrace tie uZcVaf f-'^^'V^' ""t open wide He thanked me Jo re^eivinV h'.r^' ^"'"'"T"' ""^^ "^''>'- and artificial fashion 1 Jond V'' ^ rather elaborate cau.dU Victoria\ nncy iVe Vnt"' °"^^' ^'^''^^ ^^^^ '^^d robust for him He L'.r n f P'''?'"'-'"^ •'^^■">^^'^' too very poetica lasts • h> ,?, " .''^'r'^" "^ ^^'^ '" •'^«'^-' Dianl and i' lymt^^^ ^'"^' "^P"<-'try about into Latin versesTirl .>! '''''' .^''^" '"'''^^^' ^^ ^urn it soi'l. Me spoke of h? '^^"tunent fell cold on my ^thou,ir!Jt ;[ici^: ^^i^S^^^^^^^^ m'^ht, his whole life was tho > • '. '^fP'^" '^''''^ not mention Victoria's n J. i '-'nccss's ; but he did air of mystery as flu M .'• . '''"'^ "^^•*" ^^'th an •' '■^'/' as tnoujrh snies iirl-<>,l .'^ ii 7 There was nobody savt? IV. k J , " ^''"^ '^"°^'^- guard this secret meetino-^ T ' ''"'^"^' •'^^'"^'">^ ^o cigarette, and lit LTvseff- I h^K ''^" ^^^'^'■"" ^ tl.ough still surreptit.ouTly ' '"'' ^"^^"" ^'^^ ^^^^it, sugg^stV'' '''"' '^'"°"" ^'^-^'d be a row?" I " Tell me of her ! " he cried >< i .u ■ I did not want to tell h ?^'.k 1 1^ '" ^""^^^ "ricf?" h- to tell me about! im elf A 1"'°""'.^ "^"^^^ stood this. I am bound to v tlfat IT ^%^5 ""^"'- once. I sat lookintr ^f k; ' l^l ^'f ^''atified me at feelings; all a once ho l.,, ^^^ile he described his on him. ''^ ^"'"'-'^ ^"^ discovered my gaze " Go on," said I. to^R: grrnd,?nd"he tSt'ol^ r"^ ^^^^ ^^" which he had allowed to loou ^ H ^' '^ u ''^^'^''^ me a strange bov • hnf h/. m ^ *^^'-esay he thought «< Vr- - ^ V ^•' ^ "^ ^°"'^ "ot very w^l! sav so lou don t understand it?" he asked ^ )• / S4 THE KING'S MIRROR " Partly," I answered, " We never had any hope," said he, almost luxuriously. "But you enjoyed it very much?" I suggested; I was quite grave about it in my mind, as well as in my face. " Ah ! " sighed he softly. " And now it 's all over ! " '* I see her no more. I think of her. She thinks of me." " Perhaps," said I meditatively. I was wondering .whether they did not think more about themselves. "Didn't you think you might manage it?" " Alas, no. Sorrow was always in our joy." " What are you going to do now ? " " What is there for me to do ? " he asked despairingly. " Sometimes I think that I cannot endure to live." " Baptiste told me that they watched you when you walked by the river." He turned to me with a very interested expression of face. " Do they really ? " he asked. " So Baptiste said." "I promised her that, whatever happened, I would do nothing rash," said he. " What would her feelings be?" "We should all be very much distressed," said I, in my best Court manner. " Ah, the world, the world ! " sighed Baron Fritz. Then with an air of great courage he went on : " Yet how am I so different from her?" " I think you are very much alike," said I. " But she is — a Princess ! " I felt that he was laying a sort of responsibility on me. I could not help Victoria being a Princess.' He laughed bitterly ; I seemed to be put on my defence. " I think it just «s absurd as you do," I hastened to say. " Absurd ! " he e-hoed. " I didn't say that I thought it absurd. Would not Your Majesty rather say tragic ? A STUDENT OF LOVE AFFAIRS 55 pay"L7?ce"'= ""S^' P™^"' P-'ce-sses-our hearts degree to Z' LZ't^^^^tll Xge'th^r^ tL" 7 my s Jn Sn': s7atund „ Tnd vi'f'roTs "^h^lr °' perh^. detected the beginni,,,. "^r.^-, L^o'^/ tC " MeaEe^'^'"v /• """^'^^'""'' '•^^'^- ""easily. " rf ?r I T'^ ^"'^ '' ^"^^" J ^ m"«t master .> " it s the only thing to do " "a^ier i.. "And she " j_^;;Oh, she'll get over it," I assured him, nodding my age st,ll so impressionable, should have been of ,h^ shallow and somewhat artificial character betaved h^ the romance of my sister and Baron Fritz S!,l ^ su?orife°d"^^"'' '°"S'"S '° ^'^"^^ P"ver over Ten" fn^'-TnlrtTon^r/pSlfll-^'^'r --^ "h^; conscious fellow, huggfnTlfil^ wl™l' d'dcKtL" [^ the picturesqueness of his misff.rfnnl "Hf'^'^""^^. >« left on my ,iind was tha thTre "as a Ji'd"?°"r nonsense about the matter %..-. ^^ "^^^^ °^ my opinion. ' ^^P^'^^e strengthened yJl ^^^ ^u""' P^''^^"' ^''^'" ^^ said with a shruo- " hnt Tt? sZ. ' ^^"^'"^-^^-••ty of the Germans VVhati deiug^e'?f^,^t t^d" ^T^'Jtr'^r 'f ^ IS not like that in his little affaiis." ^^ henchman ill i' "I pui] i.tl 56 THE KING'S MIRROR h * I) i..T <> Hi " What does a Frenchman do, Baptiste ? " I had the curiousity to ask. " Ah," laughed Baptiste, " if I told Your Majesty now, you would not care to visit Paris ; and I long to go to Paris with Your Majesty," I did not pursue the subject. I was conscious of a disenchantment, begun by Victoria, continued by the Baron. The reaction made in favour of my mother. I acknowledged the wisdom of her firmness and an excuse for her anger. I realised her causes for annoy- ance and shame, and saw the hoUowness of the lovers' pleas. I had thought the Princess very hard; I was now inclined to think that she had shown as much self-control as could be expected from her. Rather to my own surprise I found myself extending this more favourable judgment of her to other matters, entering with a new sympathy into her disposition, and even forgiving some harsh things which I had never pardoned. The idea suggested itself to my mind that even the rigours of the Styrian discipline had a rational relation to the position which the victims of it were destined to fill. She might be right in supposing that we could not be allowed the indulgence accorded to the common run of children. We were destined for a special purpose, and, if we were not made of a special clay, yet we must be fashioned into a special shape. It is hard to dis- entangle the influence of one event from that exerted by another. Perhaps the loss of Owen, and the conse- quently increased influence of Hammerfeldt over my life and thoughts, had as much to do with my new feelings as Victoria's love afiair ; but in any case I date from this time a fresh development of myself I was growing into my kingship, beginning to realise the' conception of it, and to fill up \hat conception in my own mind. This moment was of importance to me ; for it marked the beginning of a period during which this idea of my position was very dominant and coloured all I did or thought. I did not change my opinion as to the discomfort of the post; but its importance, its sacredness, and its paramount claims grew larger and A STUDENT OF LOVE AFFAIRS 57 have been in some respects a ^lifLt ' '.tf of^ dn ' he els anv^hr'""' '""="'=^""'1 effort to ujieve tbJt world ^ '^ ^''■"=P' '"'"'^'="' '" "'<= ':™'=^e of the HarorTtill'''''"!? P""''^"f ?'■'=•''■'"'■'= drove the love-lorn vSt' on "tn""?'' ''="' ""= "••"'^'"^'•■^ !>-■■«' '« tl e Pri Kess a^H V *^, ^■'■"^'" '°"''; ""'' ''" ""■<='-' '""'"h-^ .hene;:3:crr;^^^^^^^^ rsH^'TaTar^^ om,neern,g nature tl,at answers any obfecCto iti ve;ur:d%:X?est ^'" "^'^ '^ "^ ^^'^ -°^^--?" I " Mother behaved odiously," she declared " I ron never forg.ve her the way she treated me " " 1 he grievance then had shifted its rround • not whaf the Pnncess had done, but the manner in which she had t^A rf ? "^'^ ^^^ ^^^^^ ^"d ^"-ont of her offence It that m.;r^' acquaintance with the world to recognise that matters were not improved hu thi^ rh^'Z T may come to recognise th'at common sc^'e.fas'^Uh W 1.1 f 58 THE KING'S MIRROR II the enemy; vanity at once takes refuge in the con- viction that his awkwardness, rudeness, or cruelty in advancing his case was responsible for all the trouble. " If she had been kind, I should have seen it all directly," said Victoria. And in this it may very well be that Victoria was not altogether wrong. The position was, however, inconsistent with even moderate comfort. There was a way of ending it, obvious, I suppose, to everybody save myself, but seeming rather startling to my youthful mind. In six mont'r; now Victoria would be eighteen, and eighteen is a marriageable age. Victoria must be married ; my mother and Hammerfeldt went husband-hunting. As soon as I heard of the scheme I was ready with brotherly sympathy, and even cherished the idea of interposing a hitherto untritJ royal veto on such premature haste and cruel forcing of a girl's inclination. Victoria received my advances with visible surprise. Did I suppose, sha asked, that she was so happy at home as to shrink from marriage? Would not such a step be rather an emanc'- pation than a banishment? (I paraphrase and condense her observation.) Did I not perceive that she must hai! the prospect with relief? I was to know that her mother and herself were at one on this matter ; she was obliged for my kindness, but thought that I need not concern myself in the matter. Considerably relieved, not less puzzled, with a picture of Victoria sobbing and the baron walking (well watched) by the river's brink, I withdrew from my sister's presence. It occurred to me that to take a husband in order to escape from a mother was a peculiar step ; I have since seen reason to suppose that it is more common than I imagined. The history of my private life is (to speak broadly) the record of the reaction of my public capacity on my personal position ; the effect of this reaction has been almost uniformly unfortunate. The case of Victoria f marriage affords a good instance. It might have been that here at least I should be suffered to play a fraternal and grateful part. My fate and Hammerfeldt ruled otherwise. There were two persons who suggested 111 A STUDENT OF LOVE AFFAIRS sO themselves as suitable mates for my sister; one was the re.gnmg king of a country which I need not name, he other was Pnnce William Adolphus of Alt-Gronen- stahl a pnnce of considerable wealth and unexception- abe descent but not in the direct succession to a throne, nor hkely to occupy a prominent position in Europe, me Ht'L w "''"^'" ^"•t^/^'-given fortune (or perhaps me either) for not making her a queen in the first n .r''^ ' .'k^ '''''^ ''''^''' *" '^P^''' the error. She came to me and begged me to exert my influence in behalf of favoi^rnt' '"^ ''!' understood through his adv .ers to ayour the suggestion. I was most happy to second her wishes, although entirely sceptical as to the value of my assistance. I recollect very well the interview that follovved between Hammerfeldt and myself; throughou cando^rdi r''^ r '" r"' -^P^^'^'^g ^^'th abs^olute candour, disclosing to me the whole question, and as- the' fl!^^' Y°"; Majesty," said he. " the Princess is heir to union oT'the^ ^"'' '■"'"'^'^ representations that the union of the two countries in one hand could not be contemplated by the Powers. Now you, sire, are youno you are and must be for some > ,rs unmarried Hfe'is uncertain and (Here he looke'd at me steadfi;) you physicians are of opinion that certain seeds of weakness sown by your severe illness, have not yet been eradicated from your constitution. It is necessary for me to ofiS these observations to Your Majesty." The old man's eyes were very kind " ' V^ ^n '"'^'^t' ^^'''" ^^'"^ *• " Go on." We all trust that you may live through a long rci^rn and that your son may reign after you^ It is ?nd3' the only strong wish that I have left in a world 'which ' been T^kT^ "^^^^ ''J'^'' ^^"^ ^^e other possibility ha been set before us and we cannot ignore it " .brom that moment I myself never ignored it. It was suggested that Princess Victoria should ^oTTAi^T 'tl' f "'^'^^^"•°"- I "--d not rem nd \ our Riajcsty that the result would be to make your 6o THE KINGS MIRROR 1 • I; i] 1.^;;-, ?'*ii m ^ cousin Prince Ferdinand heir-fjresumptive. I dosire to speak with all respect of the Prince, but his succession would be an unmixed calamity." The Prince took a pmch of snuff. Ferdinand was very liberal in his theorii-s , -nd equally so, m a rather different sense, in his mode of life. I thought for a moment. " I shouldn't like the succession to go out of .uir branch," said [. " 1 was sure r.f it, sire," he said, bowing. " It vouM break your moDvr's heart and mine." ^ 1 was greatly troullcd. What of my ready incon- siderate promise u, Viccoria? And apart from I'le promise I would nic ht eag(-rly have helped her to ii.;r way. I had folt severely the lack of confidence and affection that had recently come about between v^ i I was hiingry for her love, and hoped to buy it of her gratitude. I believe old Hammerfeldt's keen eyes saw all that passed in my thoughts. The Styrian teaching had left its mark on my mind, as had the Styrian discipline on my soul. "God did not make you king for your own pleasure," Krak used to say with that mstmctive knowledge of the Deity which marks those who train the young. No, nor for my sister's, nor even that 1 might conciliate my sister's love. Nay, again, nor even that I might make my sister happy. For none of these ends did I sit where I sat. But I felt very forlorn and sad as I looked at the old Prince. " Victoria will be very angry," said I. " I wanted to please her so much." "The Princess has her duties, and will reco"-nise yours," he answered. ^ " Of course, if I die it '11 be all right. But if I live she'll say I did it just out of ill-nature." The old man rose from his chair, laying his snuff-bo: on the table by him. He came up to me and he), out both his hands; I put mine into them, and look ! up into his face. It wa^ T.oved by a most rare enn'-.u 1 had never seen him hi ais before. "Sire," said he in a low tone, "do not think ' t A STUDENT OF LOVE AFFAIRS 6, that loves you as he1nv^5 ,7 ' 7^'''' '^ "" °l'' '"•«" father; and yoZ leZlo IZ f'" ''"'^ •P''' Sr^"''' down and kissed me'^oXthe heek ff ' k "", '=='" for''h:'ri'ro;vn"ay^'h:r''c '°''^^' ^^^J""-' ^"' canity, sister! And ahs n„nrTT'"'u"'*''™^ ' Alas, poo again ! ' ' P°" '"'°""=''' >'™S'-y to be friends ■U\ 211 i (•p chaptf:r VII. 'it THINGS NOT TO BE NOTICED I HAVE not the heart to set down what passed between my sister and myself when I broke to her the news that I must be against her. Impulsive in all her moods, and uncroverned in her emotions, she displayed much bitterness and an anger that her disappointment may excuse. I have little doubt that I, on my part, was formal, priggish, perhaps absurd ; all these faults she charged me with. You cannot put great ideas in a boy's head without puffing him up ; I was doing at cost to myself what I was convinced was my duty; it is only too likely that I gave myself some airs during the performance. Might I not be pardoned if I talked a little big about my position ? The price I was paying for it was big enough. It touched me most nearly when she accused me of jealousy, but I set it down only to her present rage. I was tempted to soften her by dwelling on my own precarious health, but I am glad that an instinct for fair play made me leave that weapon unused. She grew calm at last, and rose to her feet with a pale face. " I have tried to do right," said I. " I shall not forget what you have done," she retorted as she walked out of the room. I have been much alone in my life— alone in spirit, I mean, for that is the only loneliness that has power to hurt a man— but never so much as during the year that elapsed before Victoria's marriage was celebrated. Save for Hammerfeldt, whose engagements did not allow him to be much in my company, and to whom it was pos- sible to open one's heart only rarely, I had nobody with 62 THINGS NOT TO m NOTICED e^ she^y^lclccfVoreSlv^io fu'"' -""^ •"^P^'^^'"' ^'though secret on Victoria's side ^n the^a^'^^'^u ^^^ >'^^ '" y.ctona had been for meetinl th^f '' ""^ ^^"^ marriage, by renouncing her suTcesSi i'"''"^" fepresentatives hear of that, but was fo^deW?^^ mother would not she had declared, could really co'^ FT'"'- ^^^^hing, [eldt overbore her with Knn, i .""^ ^^'^'"- Hammer- leavmg her defeated buronv^i'ir^^ ^"^ experience, and disappointed. She vac c^are? ^°"^'"^ed, sullen against me overtly, but nSer nf^ , " '? ^^^^ '^^^^ or to aid me. She withd ew 11'^ ''""^ '° ^^^^''^''t favoured Victoria sijentlv ^M, u "" "eutrality that ■espou^^e her cause. Tl^' ?^'^7/,^ '^ ""f^^ed openly to together again, leaving me ^orotn' ''^"^^^me closer prospect of independence rec^H I T# '^^^^ "ear temporary control my mother , "^ ^'"^""^ to a her share in her daiZjeA dT.. '•"'°''^ gentle from part I took refuge more and m^P"'"'?""^- ^^' "ly sport. *> "^""'^ ^"d more m books and my Amusement is fho ofi-ers,and even in tWs ZafJ^Hm '°f °'"''°" '^^' hTe The love-lorn Baron had retuTnedT l^f^ "^^ ^^^'o'ng- wrote to Hammerfeldt "^f^"'"^*^ to Waldenweiter ; he -/used it ; the T:rTre:LrtZ'T ' '""^ ^^^'"- be married ; I can imagh e the ^rTm ^ -7^' ^'^^"^ to the old man withdrew hie ^k- /"" '"^'^^ with which home with his wit T^ stS'n"- 7""^ ^^^^ --' alliance between my nio her .nd '^- ^'"^'^^ ^^^ "^w very difficult for my mother no^M . ^^ "l'^'' '' ^^^^ «« detected a taunt even n silence T^^' ""^ ^'^^'^'-'^ no rupture, the Baron was n^!" ^"^^'^.^'^r there was peeking distraction, madr it mv k"'""''°"^^ ' but I. hjmas often as he Ventured I f^^-^^u'"^'' ^° Pursue him once and insisted on • ° ^" ''^^t. I overtook -nd being introducS .^tfrott? '° ^^^^enweS She knew nothing ah ■ c the ^f?; ^/°""^ Baroness, at not being invited to Artenber.' ^tJI' '^'^'^ ^urt thorns during the whole in tervff,' I^^ ^^'■°" ^^^^ on because he must be lool^";'"^;,^^;; ^^ - much « ^ *"^' m my eyes, as 64 THE V ikROR Hi I ^ because he did not desire to seem light of love in his wife's. Unhappily, however, about this time a pamplilet was secretly printed and circulated, givin;^ a tolerably accurate account of the whole affair. The wrath in "exalted quarters" may be imagin. ' i iuanaged to procure (through Baptiste) a copy of this publication and read it with much entertainment. Victoria, in spite of her anger, borrowed it from me. It is within my knowledge that the Baroness received a copy from an unknown friend, and that the Baron, being thus driven into a lorner, admitted that the Princess had at one time di; tinguished him by some attentions— and could he be rude ■• Now, curiously enough, the report that got about on our bank of the river was that there was no foundation at all for the assertions of the pamphlet, except in a foolish and ill-mannerec' persecution to which the Princess had, during a short period, been subjected. After this there could be no question of any invitation passing from Artenberg to VValden- weiter. The subject dropped; the printer made some little scandal and a pocket-full of money, and persons who, like myself, knew the facts and rould appreciate the behaviour of the lovers gained con- siderable amusement. My second source of diversion w. , found in my future brother-in-law, Willi m Ad iphus ff Alt- Gronenstahl. He was, in himself, a thoroughly heavy fellow, although admirably good-natured and, I believe, a practical and compete* '. - »ldier. He was tall, iark, and even at this time inclining to stoutncs; he became afterwards exceedingly corpulent. He did not at first promise amusement, but a rather maisJous humour found much in him, owing to the ' ^um'^^ ance that the poor fellow was acquainted with tl' icj. iations touch- ing the marriage first suggested i Victoria, and was fully aware that he himself was in his lady's eyes only a pis-aller. His dignity might have refused such a situation ; but in the first instance he had been hardly more of a free agent than Victoria herself, and later on, as though he were determined to deprive himself of all TlnxGS NOT TO mc NOTICED c, flcrcnce, he proceofJ.vl fr. r n capricious but very at Lt L^^'sf "/"''^J" ^"^'^ ^^'^'^ '"v^ ---eludes arniKscncU at thlm T'^^''^^^^' ^^'^'^ P^'"Pl- sy«npathies are a vcrv ri^"- 1, ''"''''' "^^t. ^or u- c|e ^v'th his conficleno^ iiid dnl? . •^''"-'."''' l^^"«ured ,ne JJ^ed to consult me a mol' .1 '■' ^'f'^^. ^° Artenber,' best propitiate his de ty and u ' "', '° 'f^^ '^^' "^'^^^^^ that other alhance whfch h' ''" ^'J- ^'^^^-^ts frSm prospective brilJiancc ^ '"^ ^^''P^^^^ ^^'^ in its to';^t^,;f^'^^\^:f-'t t. manage," he used to say fcvv years, Au^Justin " '^"°'' '"'^'■^' ^^out them in a him; ^.e vvr'^^n ;:':^,,l^^^the least fonder of ;n the stir , he Znt^' ru'''''^ ^"^ excited things to do and talk aS' J}^'^ '^^'^ ^« many prominence and pubhcitv a^ ' k""^ '° "^"^^ desirable she had less tinie fo nu Jn" . S^,^ afifair. that of h,m was passin^over L^'"^'^'',^'^- The shock With the rest of itTbut^ ' w ''^' ^f"'"^^ '"to focus least fonder of him.' I ktVill T ^'•'?'"'"^^ '" ^he years; with them he knew no^l r' •'"'\°"' ^^^ ^^^^ be a mere accident who r 1.1 ""^ '^- ^^ seems to truth, who impervious "^'^''''' '" ^e pervious to molztTii^o:; ;rot':;r;'f "v^^ ^-^ ^^'"-am passed on. Tlicre is but one hiciH ' YT''^ '^^ ^ime flamnig against the grev of thaT'"^^"^ ^^^^ ^^ands out. 66 THE KING'S MIRROR Kil Wi H h could even rise to my Let, Victoria— the door slammed behind her — had thrown herself on her knees before me. She was in her ni^dit-dress, bare-footed, her hair loose and tumbled on her shoulders ; it seemed as though she h.id sprung up from her bed and run to me. She caught my arms in her hands, and laid her face on my knees ; she said nothing, but sobbed violently with a terrible gasping rapidity. "My God, what's the matter?" said I. For a moment there was no answer ; then her voice came, interrupted and half choked by constant sobs. " I can't do it, I cnii't do it. For God's sake, don't make me do it." " Do what ? " I asked. Her sobs alone answered me, and their answer was enough. I sat there helpless and still, the nervous tight clutching of her hands pinning my arms to my side. " You 're the king, you 're the king," she moaned. Yes, I was the king ; even then I smiled. " You don't know," she went on, and now she raised her face streaming with tears. " You don't know — how can you know what it is ? Help mc, help me, Augustin." The thing had come on me with utter suddenness, the tranquillity of my quiet room had been rudely rent by the invasion. I was, in an instant, face to face with a strange dim tragedy, the like of which I had never known, the stress of which I could never fully know. But all the tenderness that I had for her, my love for her beauty, and the yearning for comradeship that she herself had choked rose in me ; I bent my head till my lips rested on her hair, crjnng, "Don't, darling, don't." She sprang up, throwing her arms about my neck, and looking round the room as though there were something that she feared ; then she sat on my knee and nestled close to me. She had ceased to >ob now, but it was worse to me to see her face strained in silent agony and her eyes wept dry of tears. THINGS NOT TO BK NOTICED C; ?» I l^i-edTc.^" ^:^^;'t f >••"' »-, you,.. ,„,,, ,, ■t was .s«x.et to me 1 , Hii i ,?"? ?"■ '"-■'• "-""Wu. but to my arms. After a h?. i f "',"= ''■■"' ""' ^om jj 'h^, t"g of troube rcvelledU sf 'f'' '''•■•''™" "» ft'l with closed eyes then .'°" «'^^" "ot- her eyes aga/n, sigh p/and m ^ "'''^' ""^' ^^^^ ^'^^^^ -sently she Jay vcrv Sf ,? ""^^'"^ restlessly. Pre- -^J-P. Hovv lont^iai siVorl"'l'"r'^" '^'^^^^'S like came to me? ^ tormented herself befo?e she no^if';:;:;7\,^3 '"' "^ ^^'-'-'^^^ -'^-n '-t. Now position. She .slouffnot"al,7"^'' "^ P--^ -X I would do. I did not knl bu 'thl^^H •" "l'"" ^^^^ should not be. But althon:.h r ^''. "- ""^^ ^""eaded did not stir ; she wis 15 ^^. ^ '''^^ '" this fever I Jong as she\vou,dFo2 '".?'"'"'■ ^'' ^'^ '•^^■^^'a there in my arms ; I grew sdff anH '" ^""'" ^'^'^ ^^X I did not move. At ifst I k i ^"^.^^'^y weary, but she slept. ^^'' ^ Relieve that m very truth quJrte\td\h; tlf^^^^^^^^^ struck midnight, and the should say to mv n^nthi I ^^'^ rehearsed what I I had dreUt iZ Tht'/ht' ,"'f, ^^ ^^--erfddt so closely that we codd nfver .i ^'iV'^' ""^ "^- now we knew one another and for^r."^"/' ^P""'"' ^hat superficial in the other existeH Z ""^ °/ "" ^^hat was away by the flood of fuU svmo.rh, ""Tu ^"' ''''' '''^P^ the world if need be ! '>^"'P'^^hy. She and I against A shiver ran through her- .h^ , . Wide and wider, looking round the ^ ^^' ^^'^ - f-r, but in sort of "wrdef HeTgaTe resfel IJ 6S THE KING'S MIRROR an instant on my face, she drew her arm from round my neck and rose to her feet, pushing away my arm. There she stood for a moment with a strange, fretful, ashamed look on her face. She tossed her head[ flmging her hair back behind her shoulders. I had taken her hand and still held it, now she drew it also away. " What must you think of me ? " she said. " Good gracious, I 'm in my nightgown." She walked across to the looking-glass and stood opposite to it. " What a fright I look ! " she said. " How long have I been here ? " ^ " I don't know ; more than an hour." " It was horrid in bed to-night," she said in a half- embarrassed yet half-absent way. " I got thinking about— about all sorts of things, and I was frightened." The change in her mood sealed my lips. "I hope mother hasn't noticed that my room's em^3vy. No, of course not; she must be in bed long ago. Will you take me back to my room. Augustin?" • ^ " Yes," said I. She came up to me, looked at me for a moment, then bent down to me as I sat in my chair and kissed my forehead. " You 're a dear boy," she said. " Was I quite mad ? " "I meant what I said," I declared, as I stood up. "I mean it still." "Ah," said she, flinging her hands out, "poor Augustin, you mean it still! Take me along the corridor, dear, I 'm afraid to go alone." Sometimes I blame myself that I submitted to the second mood as completely as I had responded to the first ; bul I was staggered by the change, and the old sense of distance scattered for an hour was envelop- ing me again. One protest I tr»ade. "Are we to do nothing, then.?" I asked in a low whisper. low THINGS NOT TO BE NOTICED 69 "We're to go to our beds like n-ood rhHrlr^n " -j she with a mournful h'ttlc smile "r..^ , ' ^^'^ mine." ^"^- ^ome, take me to I' I must see you in the mornincr " in the morninj?? Well wp'llco^ /- Now she was Sr^rent 1;^! w , ^T^' ^^'^^• But first she made rtn'lJr a 1^^^^^^ ""f' -^- her feet were verv r^M i ? P^ir of my slippers; i« against my hand as I V^'h ' .""t ""=>- f'='' '''<= on the slippe" for her %! '"'? , ""^^ '" P"'""S my arm Td w" went ^o^edS Th' 'T'^ "'^''^'^ rr„Sn"*°-'— -'" 'stVlid wfpSel '^^r^oo^.^^.Xdea';^,-'' - ," she I opened my lips to speal; to her again. her st:n™„'gT,' tt 'mid^n; ST'-"'''^'- *--" ' >'='■' door I wa,id X m nmlK^ r"-, p^'-^ide tl,e about and getting huo bed 'then^U ""^ '"■""'"- returned to my otn room ' ' """ ''""='; ' tol;,:e;Tur,r^"-Lrd™Z;"a,l 'tfc" »"^ EiStar'---iSS5 shfs,;;: "i"tre the''t'te^•?'^"^ °' '"y '— . 'f them. """^ '" fragments and burnt we'n'trt ?nto ;hf:aTde°n''"Ai" '"= "°™'-"S when 1 terrace-my mo.L'-r't^ril' 'nd WilLrXioTl''^ ^ r^.^^^'As ':"^;;;i:^^"H^ ^f ■-S Tn^Se^^S'^r:; n>orlgA^ndVised'on''rm'rro,i:arwatk"To^ day I went up to them M,r rJr.Z ^ ^ ' ^^^ in an e.ce„e,S ^<^^';:^\^XZZ"il^^:^Vl,^^ I /' Lt I ^. f n 70 THE KING'S MIRROR and happy Victoria was a little pale but very vivacious. She darted a quick look at iiie and crSd out the moment I had kissed ^ny mother : We re settling the bridesmaids ! You 're lust in time to help, Augustin." •" '" VVe "settled" the bridesmaids. J hardly knew opefa'tL'^ V^-""' ^^ ^^>' ^"-^^ thi;^1mVrta" operation. Victoria was very kind to her ^ana^ receiving his suggestions witl/ positive graclou^fess ■ he became radiant under this treatment. When oui^ task ^as done, Victoria passed her arm through h declaring that she wanted a stroll in the woocls • as they went by me she laid her hand lightly 'and affect onately on my arm, looking me full in the f^ the while. I understood ; for good or evil my lips we5e My mother looked after the betrothed couple as thev Suirr ' ^°°'^' '' "^^-^^^-'^ fine^high-b'rS^ h^nnv"" T ^^"""^'r m''' '^^ ^^ ^^^^' " ^^ ■'^ce Victoria so f^^^P^'r^r ''''''' ^^'■''"^ ^^ °"^ ^'■'"e that she'd never take to It. Of course we had other hopes " fuT u ^f^^^o/ds were a hit at me. I ignored them • that battle had been fought, the victory vvon and p^d for by me in handsome fashion ^ "Has she taken to it.?" I asked as carelessly as I could. But m)^ mother's eyes turned keenly on ie Have you any reason for thinking she hasn't?" came in quick question. "d-snti' " No," I answered. The sun was shining and Princess Heinrich opened - her parasol very leisurely. She rose to her feet and Stood there for a moment. Then in a smooth evTn '' Mvl 7^ ^-Jl.'-easonable voice, she remarked ' My dear Augustin, from time to time all girls have fancies We mothers know that it doesn't d^o to pay any attention to them. They soon go if they '^e^le^ alone We shall meet at dinner. I hope?" ^ doibtfur^^ respectfully, but perhaps I looked a little THINGS NOT TO BE NOTICED 7, at Fo'St. '""' '''' "■"' '"""'■'-•<' '" ^^'"'"™ Adolphus II In Hi mI I! U '• \ I I CHAPTER VIII. DESTINY IN A PINAFORE TiiF foreign tour I undertook in my eighteenth veir ' ^k'^!; f ^^''^'^^"^'y. or even more tha^i suffic LntTv clescr,bed by the accomplished and court ype^'f Vohrenlorfs secretary. I travelled as the Count of Artenberg under my governors guidance and sTv! in iome ways more, in some respects less thin Zr.1 young men on their travels are^ Til:el tc'. see Oi;i Hammerfeldt recommended for my eadine the I^nghsh letters of Lord Chesterfield to his son ^and ? -stud.ed them vvith some profit, much amusement and an occasional burst of impatience ; I believe "iktTn ^a^t:1^r '• '"^'^ ^^- ^t-^hope had hi her o attached too little importance to, and not attained trit'?t":r^''V"''^^ ^'^^'^ -^ conce^Unt was the lifes breath of his statescraft, and "the traces" help a man to hide everything 1- ideals emotions ra'irf^ction'Uthrp"' '' 'T' ^^^^ ^-" anlmmLre sativ,taction to the Prince, on leav ng the world at a rit.^ age to feel that nobody had ever been ure that t J^J JhltTh '"^ ^r = 'T^'' "^ ^°"''-^^' the fools who tS that they understood everybody. As far as my private life is concerned, one incident only on this expedition is of moment. We paid a vk" ' to my father's cousins, the Bartensteins, who^pos^es ed a smgularly charming place in Tirol. The Du ke w' s moderately rich, very able, and very indolent He was a connoisseur in music and the arts. His wife mv cousin Elizabeth, was a very good-naturedWoman o^f seven or eight and thirty, nofed for her dairy ^idLd of out-of-door pursuits; her devotion to the.fe last had d DESTINY IN A PINAFORE 73 w^aSieate: "ZtZTto^T.l -.her reddened and long halt • and .^vo . k r ^ ^ '''''''^' ^" unusually simile y'ness^^? mv/n'Vv ^'''''r^ ^ ^^^^^^^^^^ a When a secret l.^f T w Y"'^^"'^'"^-^ demeanour effort was ?o draw evP.h'/'*''''^"'^''^'^ ^^"-^^ ^PP^-'ent its existence ^'^^, ^f >^body's attention to the fact of and le t h'm to seetho ^'T"'^ ^ u'^'^'^^^ "" questions, knewTlLf I i! T,y^^ '" '^'■'^ over-boiling mv'sterv I quTJr'g t' tfo e I'l^ad'f ^""'.^^°" eLugl.;"r.vas it became 'obWous that tZ" "^"^ 1?^ "^>' ''^'^'^^'--^ suppose that itTs^ot a to^iherT/''' ''^^'\'.''>^- ' a youth of eighteet^ fee nf h m Jlf """^^ *'''"^ ^«'' think himself one^Ut become f?! "" "'^"' ''^''"^^ ^« power and attrirtfon Ir 1 "">" conscious of the shown a chUd of h'iv. T""'"' ^^ "^^^^s. to be that in six years' Hmi h ''"''n T^"" ^° understand his wife Tlfe position I ""'r' ^' ''^^y ^° become I suppose is cuHo . ' 1 '^ "?^ ^'^ uncommon as of dcScHption. '"°"S^ '° J"^^'^>^ ^ ^^^^' words quickly markinrr hi;, T u .'''''''^- ^^^a rolled " brough up " a^ Z %ofnf\^^ tnumphant cries. She crumpted state hi u ,^ '^ ''°P^ '" a" excessively S' £ir' at:x^ et^V'%1""- T^^^^^ into Lglets belZd Sh i ^?''^^^''' ^^^^ tormented with soSf :ppS:"ensior''' ^"°'^' ^^ "^'>^ ^-^^ f-- ^^ bplendid ! she ans verr d ^ ^''^P^-^ ^° ^^^^^ exercise. The air of Bartenstein was not the air of Artenberg. A milder climate reigned. There Wa no Styrian di.scipline for Elsa. I "believe that in all hL tha't'l''^ "' her parents' instance only one an7l w:Lto.r""^^^ ''-'''''• ^°"^'" ^^^'-^^^h "She's a baby still," said Cousin Elizabeth presently, but I assure you that she has begun to develip." 1 here s no hurry, is there ? " " No. You know, I think you 're too old for your age, /iugustin. I suppose it was inevitable " fifteen T'^' T^^^^^' !" "'^">' ^^'^>^'^ ^han I had at fifteen, the gates of the world were opening and •'And she has the sweetest disposition. So lovinjr ' " said Cousin Elizabeth. ^ ' . The ^nt^A ^"? ^"ything appropriate to answer. Ihe next day found me fully, although delicately one'^Th. n^' "'"''""• J' ^^^^^^^ ^° -- - ^tranlfe one The Duke was guarded in his hints, and profuse of declarations that it was too soon to think of a y- thing. Good Cousin Elizabeth strove to conceal hlr eagerness and repress the haste born of it by similar but more cumsy speeches. I spoke openlj on 1 q subject to Vohrenlorf, r / ' "i^ I" DESTINY IN A PINAFORE 75 yclr^!' hT^erndccrn? ••'^^"" ^ •^"' >'-' have six "And she vvnUrow up '' '" ^ood-naturcd consolation. anl^d^^L/^L^;;,^ ^^'"^ ^'->'^' «^ course," I . orl:i;i^^'^;^^,^^^ot^n.o an appearance current of my thmiJh Is \nd .l" ^ '"K^"''''^ ^'^ ^'^^ aj;e will readHy co Uemph^^^^ m.'""'- "^ ,'^°>' °^ '"^ ten years his .^.lio • f ''e^., .^f'^'^f ^^'If^? ^ ^voman younger than him^r^ir 1 ^5 ^° ^ ^^'^^^ •'^'-^ years did not purT f Tnte I^'fcfh "'^^ ^'' ' strenirtliof familvnr^n' ^''''" '''^^" tutored in the had b^en brXt i rj^^^^^ the force of destiny had no doubt at a I Hv'i- - '''''""''' occasions. I part of a del be a?e phn ""^1^' '" ^^^'"tenstein uas my meeting with Elsf had .if ^'T^ '"'^^ <^ontrived character ; he kn^vv that II '1 "''"^ knowledge of my became ai it ve e domi Hec/h"'^ ^''T' '" '^>^ "^'"^^ expel. I discovered n^f ''""^'' ^"^ ^^'^''"e hard to Prmce von Hamf^ertldir suggestion' '° "^ ^^"^ ^^ seef treir'^f?.^ur:^bSL'rrn? T T'^^'' '^'^ childhood, but thev have nn^K ''''' ^"^ unmitigated before th^m. I was a once "^ ""T"^ °^ ''^'''' ^^'as my humour was touched ^^1^'"^ ^"^ distressed; shortened. Fven in ?.. ' . r^'/^ ' ^^^""« seemed other little girl now nl "°^ P'"" '^ ^^'^"Id be some down baifks' \nl"4Pa -on^vr''' ^^^"^^ ^"^ -"'"I leap over the yea s rnH h 1 T. T* "^'^-^^'c ^"0"gh to I .stuck in the'pres^nt and w "^ ''if- ''^''^, transformed, ^sive of a child s^een ?hm,K?h ^^''^"."^'^ally apprehen- but unchanged ^la^^^J,^''^'''^^'''^ ^^^'^' larger. fate ? And>or it I mu;t wdtfill T""'' . ^^'^' '^'' "^Y who had smiled on me nJ J ^^ Perfected beauties with them g ew o W - a^v^ . ^^ '° °'^^"'" "^^"' -"d I felt myself ludicrousi;^;educed' to%T'' ^"'^^^ "'^• 1""^- boy, who had outgrown hTsclotl- ^''''' ' ^ no nearer to ^^ man. cJotlie.s, and yet was ' ,;" li 7(> THE KING'S MIRROR My trouble was, perhaps unreasonably, aggravated by the fact that Elsa did not take to me. Tdid my best to be pleasant; I made her several gifts. She accepted my offerings, but was not bought by them ; myself she considered dull. I had not the flow of animal spirits that appeals .so strongly to children. I played with her. but her young keenness detected the cloven hoof of duty. She told me I need not play unless I hked. Cousin Elizabeth apologised for me; Elsa was gentle, but did not change her opinion. The passage of years, 1 reflected, would increase in me all that the child found least to her taste. I was, as I have said, unable to picture her with tastes changed. Rut a failure of imagination may occasionally issue in pani- doxical Tightness, for the imagination relies on the common run of events which the peculiar case may chance to contradict. As a fact, I do not think that Elsa ever did change greatly. I began to be sorry for her as well as for myself. Considered as an outlook in life, as the governing factor in a human beings existence, I did not seem to myself brilliant or even satisfactory. I had at this time remarkable forecasts of feelings that were in later years to be my almost daily companions. "And what shall your husband be like, Elsa?" asked the Duke, as his little daughter sat on his knee and he played with her ringlets. I was sitting by, and the Duke's eyes twinkled dis- creetly. The child looked across to me and studied my appearance for some few^ moments. Then she gave ils a simple but completely lucid description of a gentle- man differing from myself in all outward characteristics and in all such inward traits as Elsa's experience and vocabulary enabled her to touch upon. I learnt later that she took hints from a tall grenadier who sometimes stood sentry at the castle. At the moment it seemed as though her ideal were well enough delineated by the P'^t"J"e of my opposite. The Duke laughed, and I laughed also ; Elsa was very grave and business-like in dehning her requirements. Her inclinations have never I I DESTINY IN A PINAFORE ;; wife h'' wife 3';;;'' °^ "'"'••'»''>• C"^'-* L-'-^e said hi., ui my tuncl, or some such mancL'uvrp «nf t ^ portrait "'''"■ '° '■•'•'^^""■laWe with Elsa's ^00)^ "wLni'ralllo""^,™''"'"" T"' '=°"-''" Kl''>^='b"l>. vvnen It s all so— all no more tlian an idea!" sootWng'iV" """"''' '*"-■'" '■"''"■■' '"' "•'""' "'" =»'■<' ' " You 're not angry ? " .surd?ty ""'' ' ^'^ ""'y ''"'''^"^'' >"•* ^ sense of ab- sh?r w',^rhern:;^el^LTrd'et' ir°""- "I'm t.iin and sallow, and hook-nosed and I r=„'f i^fs^'said l't"'"?K' '" "J""^ way.and I^caVrflV mind "vl IS he «scription of her ideal in my , „....,,^ m^ocif, was neither embai ijsed nor ki r 78 THE KING'S MIRROR m^ h i Sd ,1'S,™^!,;'"" '"'""'^•'' S-V.y -,f her fuce ''I don't know,' she said meditatively. stato fT' f ;^'/""^.[^ ^'^'-^^ ^''"^ beset one of my station, I do not plead guilty to any excessive de-rcc of vainglory. I u;as flattered that the child hesi atecl ^^ 1 hen you like me rather ? " J asked. Yes— rather." She paused, and then added • " If I Au^usfi„r ' ^'■°""' "^ '"-"• ^'-o-ldnt'tcoili^ " Yes." I assured her. "I should think that's rather nice, isn't it?" bur^^f "conTd'enr'"'" '"" '^^'""^^ '^''^'' -'^' ' '" ^ "S;ni"l t^^inl t^hS'li^f'^t-'^HS^T^'"^ ^"""''^^ confident; even at that age as I W Xc^^e^d'^h: knew very well what she liked. For my pTrt I .-J^^em .n Js thn/7'"^'^ n^' ''■^•^*' ""'■^>' ^^^^"^-^ andVater avvake : ings that I would -lot cut short her guileless visions- moreover, to generalise from one's self^is he mo t fatal foolishness, even while it is the most inevitable me r m?,st 'i.n?''""'"?^"''' °^ "^>' ^■'•^'t Elsa treated me 1 must not say with more affection, but certainly with more attention. She was interested in me Ih.d become to her a source of possibilities, dm to vision but gorgeous to imagination. I knevv so well he images that floated before a childish mind, able to c^a' at them, only half able to grasp them I had been through this stage. It is odd to reflect that I was in 5n unlike but almost equally great delusion myself ha tT^fbut" fE? '"^"^-.derate enjoyment from my pos - tion, but I had conceived an exagrerated idea of ,fc power and influence on the worldTnd 'mant'd Of this mistake I vvas then unconscious ; I smiled to thin^c that Elsa could play at being a queen, the doll he bolster, the dog, or whatever else niight chance to come handy acting the regal ro/e in my plSce. I do ^ot novv altogether quarrel with my substitutes. The hour of departure came. I have a vivid recol- in a DESTINY IN A PINAFORE 7,^ lection of Cousin KlixabetlVs overwhelm, -nrr f-,.f • u was so anxious that I should not exn r'S ,1 ' "^^ I'lk' or moortinrp ,>r fi, ^^^^'J^crate the mean- mSde.that'Xo' rcccede^i,r?,f'''°" "'*'' ^'^'^ ^"^^ the exclusion of even-thi,^^ o'"^ "?, """^ with it, ,„ tried in vain to 4>» S f !*'■ . •, ^'"^ '^"'^'' ''""'"g few moments, .uk, gave me lli.s word 'f?ld™ ;' "= '°' " saidle .."t^h""'''^ "'^™'n""'' "™»="-^'= f" Sx year, " I promised wi,rf< '"' '""'-^'-""k'^. you know." ' HeSed^'fmyphra e't;; d"! '" /'"""i^'e doubles. I think he shared tl,e«irt f ""' '''fP""= "^ J"»"''-->-"- such things s'Sd be .,rml"fT^,^;dl ' !'>'■ '''' nectbn with El^a A ,^^ talked about in con- daughte oncTafter ^er ,n H ''^^i' '^"' ^^'^'''""^ ^'^^"t his and chosen Spriest. ''"■ ''"•' "'''''^''''^ '' husband . My visit to my cousins was the last stno-o ^f 'thro™];- to"^ Kort!;d,^ ■^"-e/ohrenloIln^fT^.tia station by a larTe ;nd ,1 th/"-?'",'' ■■" ""= '^""'■'y n^other wL at A^tenbe g.t "rf 1'': ^oTT ^ eveninj?, but HammPrfr.lHf l ? j *° J"^'" '^c'' that SentleSen attacl'd to the cJuT I wt'T' ^""l"^. "''= to introspection and seI^Lp°rsemeu not"," K '' «"'" that my experiences had eiven me T ift, ''I ""^^ hood ; mv shvness «••,= L„Vi ^ , ' . '"™rds man- a kind o'{ mSn rereZ'n'or'!^Lr'''''^fv'^>' greeting Hammerfe: 1 'eceS ,he Some „^ f company w.th a composed courtesy of which ?hlp ^ approva was i orv minifp«t rl • , ™ Prince s as these are >vor h^of ecord .nA""°T' '^""''°'" ""* they surround a3, as it t^e "ame"""" °"'^ "','"=" really material c;,' u ' • • , ' ' '^"^^ -^^nie incident A\ n (I fi: IMAGE EVALUATION TEST TARGET (MT-3) fe & {./ ^ A. ,■^4 i< -^ 1.0 I.I 1:; — £ 1^ 12.0 12.2 IL25 ill 1.4 im 1.6 Hiotographic Sciences Corporation 23 WEST MAIN STREET WEBSTER, N.Y. 14S80 (716) 872-4503 V <^ <^ '# ^v- ,.v* ,v .% ^ ^ €^. i/x ^ So I'i r THK KING'S MIRROR responding to appropriate observations. Sudden! v I found the Count von Sempach before me. His name brought back my mind in an instant from its wander- mgs. The Countess was recalled very vividly ^o my recollection ; I asked after her ; Sempach, much grati- fi^l. pointed to a row of ladies who (the occasion bein^r official) stood somewhat in the background. There she was, now in the iiiaturity of her remarkable beauty seeming to me the embodiment of perfect accomplish- ment. I saluted her with marked graciousness • fifty heads turned instantly from me towards her. ' She blushed very slightly and curtseyed very low. Sempach murmured gratification ; Hammerfeldt smiled. I was vaguely conscious of a subdued sensation rurnincr all through the company, but my mind was occupied with the contrast between this finished woman and the little girl I had left behind. From feeling old, too old, sad and knowing for poor little Elsa, I was suddenly trans- ported into an oppressive consciousness of youth and rawness. Involuntarily I drew myself up to my full height and assumed the best air of dignity that was at my command. So posed, I crossed the station to my carriage between Hammerfeldt and Vohrenlorf "Your time has nut been wasted," old Hammerfeldt whispered to me. " You are ready now to take up what 1 am more than ready to lay down." I started slightly; I had for the moment forgotten tliat the Council of Regency was now discharged of its office, and that I was to assume the full burden of my responsibilities. I had looked forward to this time with- eagerness and ambition. But a man's emotions at a given moment are very seldom what he has expected them to be. Some foreign thought intrudes and pre- dominates ; something accidental supplants what has seemed so appropriate and certain. While I travelled down to Artenberg that evening, with Vohrenlorf oppo- site to me (Vohrenlorf who himself was about to lay down his functions), the assumption of full r.ower was not what occupied my mind. I was engrossed with thoughts of Elsa, with fancies about my Countess with DESTINY IN A PINAFOKF gi Bartenstein«/ He d d!.n, r;""" T'"^". '''' ''""'^ ^^'^'i the the head, bu ,\ t now ' ""n " '' '''" "'"'' "'"^'''^^tly on of all I felt tla hs i . '^ ^■^^.'''' ^'''''' luminary CHAPTER IX. JUST WHAT WOULD HAPPEN Soon after my return my mother and I went into residence at Forstadt. My time was divided between masterin<,r my public duties under Hammerfeldt's tuition and pla>-in<,r a prominent part in the gaieties of the capital. Just now I was on cordial, if not exactly intimate, terms with the Princess. She appeared to have resigned herself to Hammerfeldt's preponderating influence in political affairs, and to accept in compensa- tion the office of mentor and >,uide in all social matters. I was happy in the establishment of a modus vivcndi which left me tolerably free from the harassing trifles of ceremcjnial and etiquette. To Hammerfeldt's in- structions I listened with avidity and showed a defer- ence which did not forbid secre' .icism. He worked me hard ; the truth is (and i' ..s not then nidden either from him or from me) that his strength was failing; age had not bent, but it threatened to break him ; the time was short in which he could hope to be b)' my side, binding his principles and rivetting his methods on me. He was too shrewd not to detect in me a curiosity of intellect that only the strongest and deepest prepossessions could restrain ; these it was his untiring effort to create in my mind and to buttress till they were impregnable. To some extent he attained his object, but his success was limited and his teach- ing affected by what I can only call a modernness of temperament in me, which no force of tradition wholly destroyed or stifled. That many things must be treated as beyond question was the fruit of iiis maxims ; it is a 82 i JUST WHAT WOULD HAl'PExV 83 positjr.n u'hich I have never been able to ad.mt ; with Jne the acid of doubt bit into every axiom. I took p c-asure in the society and ar-unients of the Liberal pohtiuans and journalists who be-an to frecjuent tiie Unirt as soon as a rumour of my inclinations stjread he'T?. ' 'J"V' ''^r';'bject of a contention be ween I c Ri.ht and the> Left, between Conservative and .cc .r'itl r'>"^"';;^ ^ '"''•''>■ V ""''^^"'^ i'^'^'y '^'^ nickname acc< rded to ,t by the enemy, between the Reaction and tile Jvevolution. Doubtless all this will find an accomplished, and poss.bly an impartial, historian. Its significance for these personal memoirs is due chiefiy to the accidental ho ^^'f>f^''''^^' '^y '"^ther was the social centre of 1 c orthodox party and m that capacit>- .^.ue solid aid to Hammcrfeldt, the unorthodox gathered round the Countess von Sempach. Her husband was considered no more than a good soldier, a man of high rank and i devoted husband ; by her own talents and charm thi's remarkable woman, although a foreigner, had achieved or huself a position of great influence. She renewed the glories of the political srr/ou in Forstadt ; but she never talked politics. Eminent men discussed deetj secrets a.th one another in her rooms. She was content to please their taste without straining their int.>llects or seeking to rival them in argument. By the abdication of a doubtful claim she reigned absolute in her own dominion. It was from studying her that I first learnt both how far reaching is the inspiration of a woman's personality, and how it gathers and conserves streiv-th by remaining within its own boundaries and refushi- alien conquests The men of the Princess's party, froin Hammerfeldt downwards, were sometimes impatient of her suggestions and attempted control ; the Countess's friends were never aware that the>- received suggestic.ns and imagined themselves to exercise control I think that the old Prince was almost alone in penetrating the secret of the real power his charming enemy exer'cised and the extent of it. They were very cordial to one ^Ij 84 THE KING'S MIRROR V t i'i ' w 'J " Mcirl.-unc," he said to her once, "you might convince me of an\thint,r if 1 were not too old." "Why Prince," she cried, "you are not goinrr to pretend that your mind has grown old ? " "No, Countess, my feelings," he replied with a smile. Her answer was a blush. This was told to me by Wetter, a young and very brilhant journalist who had once given me lessons in l)hil..sophy, and with whom I maintained a friendship in spite of his ultra-radical politics. He reminded me now anc then of Geoffrey Owen, but his enthusiasm was of a drier sort ; not humanity, but the abstract idea of progress inspired him ; not the abolition of individual suflenng, but the perfecting of his logical conceptions in the sphere of politics was his stimulating hope. And there was in him a strong alloy of personal ambition and a stronger of personal passion. Rather to my surprise Hammerfeldt showed no uneasiness at my friendship with him ; I joked once on the subject and he answered • V\ etter appeals only to your intellect, sire. There I am not afraid now." His answer, denying one apprehension, hinted another It will cause no surprise that I had renewed an old acquaintance with the Countess, and had been present at a dinner in her house. More than this, I fell into the habit of attending her reception on Wednesdays ; on tins night all parties were welcome, and the gatherin-r was b\- way of being strictly non-political. Strictly noiv political also were the calls that I made in the dusk of the evening, when she would recall our earlier meetino-.s our glances exchanged, our thoughts of one another, and lead me to talk of my boyhood. These things did not appeal only to the intellect of a youth of eighteen or nineteen when they proceeded from the lips of a beauti- uil and brilliant woman of twenty-ei'^ht. I approach a very common occuTrence ; but in my case Its progress and result were specially modified and conditioned. There was the political aspect, loomin- strLam and floatetl donn the current Ym I „.-. never altogetlier forgetful nor blind to hat id ,1 in the very street r-.ll,J I "friccs. aje, perhaps even •ship nor The Kin,? k '^'' ."'^^ ^'^"' ^^'"-'^ f'-'^'^d- No?e entL'n^ Mid r7'' ^u' "T ^^■'^-^ infatuation, of myself "" altoc^^cther the external view tu-ilHit'-'"'rh "'"'"^ ''.^^ '^" '^'•^ ""^ ^>v-eni>^? in the varied meanino-s Sh<> l-nri f,j i . '-/>-■' s" luii ot "f5^' one naci to cl me ffi fm i.i/-! i k„ i not irone • shp Imnf K-.^i i r -" ' ^"" ' nad nn».f fi ' II ^'^^'" -'^"f^' ^^^"^^ '-ne Lflance of ro .'h:;r';e s' "th^^s e" "4"""'"-! 'i'' "^ "- '^'- talk no m,>re to ne tl"^-" 1. "".V^"" .""" ^I"-" »""l'l no business to ,"v' I „. ' '"' f ""'^'"""' »"'<^'-- I h^d seized me. Id ^ ot k w ItT'^ f''"^ '^" V"P"I^'= uoL Know what i hoped nor why that • 86 THE KING'S MIRROR li If ill 4," IS f If moment broke the s.Icnce which I hari imposed on mv- self Hut I tul.l her about the hule. fair, chubby child at the Castle of Bartenstein. I watched her closely, but her ev-es never strayed from her shoe-tip. Well she had never said a word that showed anx- concern' in such a matter; even I had done little more than look and hint and come. ''It's as if they meant me to marry Tote,'' I ended. 1 ote was the pet name b>' which we called her own eijj[ht years-(jld dau^ditcr. The Countess broke her wilful silence, but did not chaii_t,^e the direction of her e>'es. "If Tote were of the proper station," she said ironically, "shed be just ri-ht for you by the time you re both grown-up." " And you 'd be mother-in-law ? " _ " I should be too old to plague you. I should just sit m my corner in the sun." " The sun is alwa}-s in your corner." "Don't be .so complimentary," she said with a sudden twi ching of her hps, " I shall have to stand up and curtsey, and I don't want tcx Besides you oughtn't to know how to say things like that, ought you, C-esar?" Ca^.sar was my-shall I .say pet-name ?-u.sed when vvc were alone or with Count Max only, in a playful satire. ^ •'^ A silence followed for some time. At last she glanced towards me. ** '' Not gone yet ? " said she, raising her brows. " What will the Princess .say.?" "I go when I please," said I, resenting the question as I was meant to resent it. " Yes. Certainly not when I please." Our eyes met now ; suddenly she blushed, and then interposed the screen between herself and me A glorious thrill of youthful triumph ran through me • she had paid her first tribute to my manhood in that bh.sh ; the offering was small, but, for its significance, Irankincense and myrrh to me. "I thought you came to talk about Wetter's Bill," she IKJt JUST WHAT WOULD HAPPEN 87 suj^^estcd presently in a voice lower than her usual '' The deuce take Wi>tter's Hill," said I I am very interested in it." "Just now?" Demnci tile screen. " Hammerfeldt hates it," said I courier- '''" '"'' ''"'"' ''• ^••"'" ^^ '-^-'-^''"^t us, of " Why of course ? " ;; You always do as the Prince tells you, don't you ?" ^^ Unless somebody more powerful f.rbids me " \\ ho IS more powerful— except Cesar himself?" 1 made no answer, but I rose and crossin- the ru- stood by her I remember the look and the feel of ^ room very well ; she lay back in a low chair upholstered >n blue ; the firelight, forbidden her face, played on the hand that held the screen, flushin.,. its white^to red. I h' leapt and fell. I was in a tumult of excitement and timidity shook.'"''' ^°''''"'^"' ^^^" ^'^"''' ' " ^ ^'^^^' ^"^ ""y ^°»<^^ " Don't call yourself Caesar " "Why not?" camebwT^' "" "'°'^''''^'''y hesitation before the answer " Because you mustn't laugh at yourself I may laugh at you, but you mustn't yourself" ^ derlr/h^.f "^"^f ""l "r ''°'"^'' '^'^ '""^' ^'^^ ^^'•^"ge ^diffi- dence that mfected even a speech so full of her gay bravery. A moment later she added a reason for her command. "You 're so absurd that you mustn't laugh at yourself. soon rH^^'' ^°" 'u7 ''"'^y '""-^''' or-come again soon— other people will laugh at you." To this day I do not know whether she meant to crive a genuine warning, or to strike a chord that should sound I H\ V •Hi 88 TIIK KING'S MIRROR II ThVv^h!- ;^""7'"^^' "f them lai.^rh, ,,|,,t ,-, .-^ ^,, ^^p IhL ( .IK- a-.^h ' ''^ '">' I'^'^'-'-baticn. The lineal ch.um slic ha( for nu" was f<. rl- ». ->ii i i . - n,«nlc. «-,l „.ut he- m,„nc.„ts „f fai„,„c's Vc ' 'J itt ills:: .r iri.:f ''!;,;r' *"v~''^^^ affa,C'a^l!;i',:i!r,X-''^^ -^■«'' '-«'->« ^'"1. but now tinuccl "' ^°" '^■''■''■'' ™'=-»'=veral times," I con- dey,ce was a triumph I began to lau^h "^ '"''" .hnU ' r '"T"--'' ^^^ a"'^'' ""= when°" I added "I shall confess that it was ten years ago." ' ' she'STadf h^ irflnir'" Z '"""^T"'^ «'»'- ^ trap, arnused at hting re;;''c:S in'lt '■"n'ot'fX th 'e"plarioT'f"r^'T"'' "°' ^°''°"y con\i;;l A ^ inte,rr'::r;w;ich^ it'Cr^^^^red^tpl' :,^t !■ flu.hc<;a«:j::i;,;;.::^^l';;.;;y" - "era,,,! s„,i,e„. N". no, never mind; .-.t least, not M-ni.rht" ™ ■.i.^fu> o.'.: "u.;izr"^ ""i^'-'. """' — n.,t „ ■• 1 kn„r„,, ! V "Sn':'" T"""T '■" '- «ll'l"«- that Khc„ I I.,' i\ "-■ '-•"'•■'■'"••"I- -I -f... s„,„etin^/,;rLm;:;:,, t':<,:j\^;';' -"''■•■''>■■ ' -UaU;.'^:; t.' t;,''-;;;,:,'!': ''''»;8ht tltat had c.,n,e .„ in- t..rned (ui ?t™oh "?■"'"' '™ "f ''' '■"J"^'ice. I ■■"M'Mlsive Ldncss I ' .T"'',' '"T «■>',"' '"■■'■ ^■^"■l'''- I'l- s. She et me hod' 'r">' ''""''" ■•""' -rasped drew them a™™' ^ 1^ , ''e'r.,;: ""J'^'^l'l ■""' "'"' " Von Vo f^ ^ y^ rather a forcer au"h - ^ Kun awa/; neUtitf^J'^r m/Cra,;!)'- " Voiir wrinkles!" -a^ to m " ; n;?' ^'" °'' '~™ • ^y "-^ '™- y™ >e sen1:rfh;r''be!:rt,ttcar„r'' ^'°«' <■"'"« "e. A new already be ore 1^^/:™:°;" "Jo ' >'" '^'-'••""y^ "-aKedy, possible. Hceanse i?«:;,",^t vetTere'"""-' '■","' """ aKSerated its .learness bicans^e i, ^ "ear she ex- turned aua,- from it l.Tj j u "'■" ""-'vHable I seein,, her ti,e ? VVho a e hersdf ^u T"!""'^"' my youth ? htrself, as she looked on l'X°"'" ^°"" ^ "W and udv?" I asl-.-d l,., i ■ Voi; sr.^1.1 . ;*. 11 '^ ■' ' asked, lai 'Nnnf^ VV hat s the moral ? " said I She laughed uneasily. twi;ting the screen i„ her 90 THK KING'S MFRROR 'is thf.. T"' *"'\'""'^^^!"^ :'^^' '••"■^^•'' 'i^''- ^yt-s tc, mine, and as iiiev (li()i)|)c(| a^r.-iin she wIiisiuTotl : " A short hfo and a merry oik- ?" My hand flcu- ..ut t., her aK^-u•n ; she took it, and. after a lan^dimK^ k^ana- curtsc-yed leu- over it, as thon^h in iny turn ''■'' ' "'" '""'""^ ''^*''^' ■■'•^^' '•'^^'^^'^^•^' '" ■nul lh:!"\^''' "I^l-^vell by to-morrow," .she murmured, .ind ^danced ostentatiously at the clock. " May I come to-morrow ? " " I never invite you." "Shall you be here?" ^" It 's not one of my receiving da\-s." "I like a ^'ood chance better than a poor certaintv At least there will be nobody else here " ^^"'^'»t> • " Max, perhaps." " I don't think .so." C.tsar? No, I don't want to know. I believe it was impertment. Are you r^oinj,r ? " u ua.s '' Ves," .said I, "when I have kissed \-our hand" She said nothinjr, but held it out to'me. She' smiled but there .seemed to me to be pain in her eyes ' pres.sed her hand to my lips and went out without hafrcry' half's.^h.'" ^'"^ ^^'^ ^ ^"'''^"^ ''"'^^ -""^' I left the house quicky and silently; no servant was summoned to escort me. I walked a rc^v yards along the street to where Wetter lived. My carria-e was ^!^ % T", ^''' '"^^ "' ^^^"^^^•"'■'^ = '^ ^^'^ "ot y^t arrived. To be known to visit Wetter was to accept the blame of a smaller indiscretion as the price of hiding a greater. The deput>- was at home, writing m hi.s study ; he received mc with an admirable uif- consciousness of where I had come from. I was still in a state of excitement, and was glad to sit .smokin*>- quietly while his animated Huent talk ran on. He w 1" " wth ;;'"! "??'""' ^T''-^'"^"^' -^-^ provis!;ns o rue With the air of desiring that I should understand JUST WHAT WOULD IIArncv g, its^pirit and aim, a,ul „f LdnK "illi,,^, tlu-n to I,-„. not a member of any party." ALijcs.) i. He l.u,^.hcci ,n h,s turn, ..pc-nly and merrii;. more than ITammcrfclclfs " ^ '"^' '">' "^"^^'^ ''"^>- carrier' U'',r''""' ""I '^"■^"^•"^-^' the arriva. ..f my I, .f ^^ "-'^^^^ ^.-scortetl me t.. it ^ Ml promise not to mention the Hill jf von '11 oLnui_> picasuie. \et he knew that the sitintinn ,.f d"w„ Hammerfciclfs |„„vcr a,„l obtai, a n^^ii^jV 1 i' was not far to .seek. The Counte ^ i l. r ',,"1 the'tht IheVel ','' ;!'• thrift''" A,,'' ti '''!"'-' '" against it al, , „as fo.e.an.ed Z^U^r^jT K^Zl V h ,K ■? r'""?- ■ "'" *<=^'-' ™s m..re, and here c.ts^h^„;;:,r'(^Lt^^;:jrhrpaTr'^i ::sxt' .-r h^i^f ^"^>' ■»"''^'-- b„?:s z^™' hi; the longing for that' inti™ate^ovc of \v,S.1„f i,;^",;!^,' 92 THE KING'S MIRROR pvcn me so l.ttlc. Was I to her also only something to be used ,n the game of politics, a tool that she, S defter too , must shape and point before it could be oi use? I tried to say this to myself and to make a barrier of the knowled-e. Hut was it all the truth ? Remembennn; her eyes and tones, her words and liesitations, I could not accept it for the whole truth. 1 here was more, what more I knew not. Even if there liad been no more I was fallin- so deep into the gulf of passion tha. it crossed my mind to take while I gave and. If I were to be used, to exact my hire. In a tumult of these thoughts, embracing now what in the next moment I rejected, revolting in a sudden fear trom the plan which just before seemed so attractive 1 passed the evening and the night. For I had taken up that mixed heritage of good and evil, of pain and power, that goes by the name of manhood ; and when a new heir enters on his inheritance there is a time before he can order it. CHAPTER X. OF A POLITICAL APPOINTMENT a1>d1,lt:;:b':.'?h"^l"™; 'Tr^^' ""= "-'Victoria I could ni.ke . obic t'o ' ,H, '° ^^ "' ^'™'« "»''• that I slioulcl be .S f„ ' r "'^«?'* Henirich observed enjoy the compS.^itl" :f^\^;f ^^^ohu" f ""'" Wetters and such riff Tff"^/^'''" '"^^ countesses and The weakness of the PHn. ' '^ ^''^''"'■'^ "^ ''"^"^^"^^^ strife between her anri r^ ''^^2' 'f ""'"'"^^ ^Pen Liberal notions whThTbeSv'^d"^" '° "^ ^"'"^ ' «"y crsit^Xts^t'^ofT^^^^^^^^^^ retarded W,at he CO. fdnot^t'' "t^' l'^'=l"^<:k«i and 93 94 THE KING'S MIRROR " A most charming woman indeed," said he. " In fact too charming a woman," I understood him, and began to defend myself " I 'm not in love with the Countess," I said ; " but I give her my confidence, Prince." He shook his head, smiled, and took a pinch of snuff glancing at me humorously. ' " Reverse it," he suggested. " Be in love with her, but don t give her your confidence. You '11 find it safer and also more pleasant that way." My confidence might affect high matters, my love he regarded as a passing fever. He did not belong to an age of strict morality in private life, and his bent of mind was utterly opposed to considering an intrigue with a wcmian of the Countess's attractions as a serious crime in a young man of my position. " Hate her," was my mother's impossible exhortation. " Love her but don't trust her," vv 's the Prince's subtle counsel.' He passed at once from the subject, content with the seed that he had sown. There was much in him and in his teaching which one would defend to-day at some cost of reputation ; but I never left him without a heightened and enhanced sense of my position and my obligations. If you will, he lowered the man to exalt the kin""-; this was of a piece with all his wily compromises. ** ' Victoria arrived, and her husband. William Adolphus's attitude was less apologetic than it had been before marriage ; he had made Victoria mother to a fine baby and claimed the just credit. He was jovial, familiar,' and, if I may so express myself, brotherly to the last degree. Happily, howe\'er, he interpreted his more assured position as enabling him to choose his own friends and his own pursuits ; these were not mine, and in con.sequence I was little troubled with his com- pany. A.S an ally to my mother he was a passive failure; his wife was worse than inactive. Victoria's conduct displayed the height of unwisdom. She de- nounced the Countess to my face, and besought my mother to omit the Sempachs from her list of acquaint- ances. Fortunately the Princess had been dissuaded but I OF A POLITICAL APPOINTMENT 95 to mc Not the h."' r P'''"^'>^ ''^ "" disadvantage u op a Hint of my com ne door was shut she send'b''fL'rL:^V,;,rf,te^^"- '^-ides^ always gomg out ff you hadn't prevented m " ' ^ '''• ' ™' bo wit "'"' "'"' ""' '■■''' ^ '"""''"'" '^''> I. reiuctlu"':;;!.:''' ""= '°' ■'" "'^"'■"- "^-^ ''-'<« -'o a wcckV'^hS.' ''■■"' '" ■^"^ ^-^ '^"'= »™-"S f"r a 96 THE KING'S MIRROR ' Sit down; so will I. Nd, M.ix has been f^nviny nie " No ; nor come either? " " Yes, of course, that 's it. in your old place, over there, a beautiful bracelet." "That 's very kind of Max." She Kl.-mced at me with challennrin^,^ witchery /Xml 1 ye promi.sed to wear it every day-never to be without .t Doesn't it look well ? " She held up her sTin "^ T '''' '"^''K ;'"'' J"'^^'^''-' -^I^'-^'-'^'^'^' "" the white skin as tlie sleeve of her gown fell back I pa.d to Max's bracelet and the arm which wore it the ineed of looks, not of words. •' I 've been afraid to come," I said Ms there anythin' cowardly, Ca-sar " I could do nothing." "You never can, it seems to me." She fixed on mc eyes hat she had made quite grave and invested with a cntjcali)' discrnnmating regard. " But I 'm very pleased to see you. Oh, and I forgot-of course I 'm vo^T" """'""^ '°°- ^'"^ ''^''"''y' ^^••-^'"ing what On an impulse of chagrin at the style of her re- ception or of curiosity, or of bitterness, I spoke the thought of my mind. ^ vt luu " yt)u never forget it for a moment," I said « I for- get It, not you." She covered a start of surprise by a hasty and pretty l.ttle yawn, bu her eyes were inquisitive, almost apprehensive. After a moment she picked up her olcl weapon, the fire-screen, and hid her face from the eyes downwards. But the eyes were set on me, and nou i? seemed, m reproach. min-!m?red. ^^''"'' ^^'^^' ^ ''"'''^''' ^°" '^^'^^ ^^ ^"'" '^^ bel'ide^s!^"' '"''"^ ^°" ^° ^""'^^^ '^- ^"' ^ ''^ something "Yes, a poor boy with a cruel mother-and a rude OF A POLITICAL AFPOINTIMKNT 97 It-' said to me?" ^"'^'^ ^ t^'l y^u what Y cs/ Majesty."' f."'"'"? v.iin of my innucnce ovct His fcicifs ,n„c,c.,y ,„• he;:,':;".;' . ,i™T,fi'"-'- "-""- Comphmentin'r ,ne? v<.« ""K '>i it. not havin^x done vou Lv iV '''^'1^'^ ''^^ was-on couldnt!" ^ """^ '''^''"^- Why? Because I ;; Vou wouldn't vyish to, Countess?" sJ;!:^;tood^tS\r^::,^^^^'^^«'Ca.ar." greater because tfeinedtsln^^^^^^^ 'f *'^ '''""" ^'^^^ "No, I don't mean h f-' r °^'^' ^^"" '"'-^^^t. I'-^ter. "But I should!-^' st? T"""""^ ''^ "^^'^^^^^ catching up a little chiir ..? , ''''' "^''''' ^" "^e and, elbow. "Ah hovv I 1 V m'^''''." "" '*' ^^'^'^e to my bad a little power i''Th •'''" '^ ^""^^ ^^^ ^hink j[ -she added. "You need nX '" "t T ''"^'^'"^^ '""^^^P^^ just to please me Cx^sar''^ Pretend-pretend a little My wK' ;^^r 'irai^ c f^i^r t ^-"^- ^ " delicate, rough not Jentle urJr^ 'I^'"'' ^'''^ ^^^ been I was no match for her n l^'"^- '■^^^^'' ^^^n implorin^x. mistress, but I cHd n^Vde pLv^'Thr'^''^' ^' ^^^ as though she distrustedTven he^kllT^u "'''^'°"^' ready parries. I was but Vho Vn ." ^^'"'''^^ ^nd nature betrays the sec ets of ^ ^- ' ^"^ 'sometimes broke out in a new at Sck L ?'"''r ^^ ^"^^^"'^ '^^ attack. ^"^^''' °^ a "ew bne of the general she' lllT'' ^he p'rhS -^^^T/r';"'^ -dependence ? " th.„k..oreofyou. They^Xt H^^-lS^, ^l^ 98 THE KING'S MIRROR thcln^'"" "°'''~"' ^'"^ """^ IVincess Hcinrich between " I thought they said that you " "I! Do they? Perhaps! They know so little. If th^ knew anything they couldn't say that" To be told they gossiped of her influence seemed to .hZru'"""'!!' ^°; ^^^'^i'^'' '■'^Sret was that the talk should be all untrue and she in fact impotent. She stirred me to declare that power was hers and I her servant. It seemed to me that to accept her leading- rotv.rH 'lu'"' P^^^""'^i inspiration and a boundless rexvard. Was Hammerfeldt my schoolmaster? I was not blind to the share that vanity had in her mood nor to ambitions part in it, but I saw also and exulted in her tenderness. All these impulses in her I was now [n'^ft K"f • ' ^ ^J'° ^^^ ""y ^^"ity-a boy's vanity m a tiibute wrung from a woman. And, beyond this passion was strong in me. ^ ' She went on in real or affected petulance : Can they point to anything I have done? Are anv appointments made to please me? Are my friends trJ^T"^ ' ^^'^^' T ^" ""^ '" '^' ^«Jd' ^"d like?; to stay there aren't they. Caesar? Oh, you're very nV'fi... p^: '^ '"^''''^- ^ ^'''^ y°": "°b«^ly "eed know mnL^fii /°" ^•''^ !l°^^'"S because that would make talk and gossip. The Prince has taught you welL Yes, you 're very prudent." She paused, "and stood looking at me with a contemptuous smile on her hps ; then she broke into a pitying little laugh. " Poor boy 'said she. "It's a shame" to scold you. You cant help it." ^ It is easy enough now to say that all this was cunningly thought of and cunningly phrased. Yet It was not al cunning ; or rather it was the primitive unmeditated cunning that nature gives to usi the in- stinctive weapon to which the woman flew in her need horv^rfH:;^: rt'<,!r,-.:?o:f • ""^-^-^ '-''■-'■' brief 'a"d' te." "" ' " "'' '• '" "^ ^»^''^"°" • "- i: If roor You /as OF A POLITICAL APPQLNTMENt ,, , "Ask? Must I ask? WVll r n I .1 show somelKMv, how ^-ou w 1 1 h ! ' ^'^'^^ >'''" '^^"1'''' f -c not outcast.;, riff-n ff • V pV '' ^'7j '''''' "^- ^''^^^ uv lepers ! Do it how v ,' lih ''' ^^•'^'"'''^'^ ^'^"'^ ^'■'^- from among us-I S ' a 1 'r"" *'^">''^"^'>' >'"^' '■';7': ^°"fi^'-ncc.' Why and vveVe honest, some of ;;s"'^ ""' ''^'^^^'^ l^'-^'i^'^^'^e"; said ''' '" ^ ^°^^ '" t'^'-^ world, some of you," I 4 ~riS.S^L.^'^ ""'^ ^'^^■^' ^-' ^--d her Then do it C-psqr" ^i, • i "The l4rEmba tr w" fu/'^''^" -^eriousness- Her face became^udr on r "^""^ '^^^'^y X^" ? " clasped towards me ' ''"'' ^''^^ l^^ld them "J(r^S^^^^''^>^°--'n"^He cried. sh:rb:se[ir'Ks^^;!^;jji-- you afraid it'll make Hamme Sldf ' ^''""^^'^y^' Are the Princess and your sis oHh V''/''"^^''>'- ^'a.icy them!" She droDnod h • "''''' ^ '''''^" 'ovc to see for me. C.4ar/' ^^ ^"' ^°''^ ^^ ^'^"^ added. " Do i? " Who should have it ? " Choosf imetdy g;;^d'°;!^j=" '™S - he's „„e of us. all." ^ toocl, ,,ncl then you can defy them fervent a vvelcome/wrfnhm 11 H •'""^^'1'/''^ '''''^' '^ would be at the cos^ Tr u ^'""- ^^ ^ ^''^J 't, 't perhaps of his services he J.^'IT'r^''^'^''' ^^>"fi^'ence an open rebuff And' I kSin't'' ,!° ""^"''^ -^^ ^"o 1 Knew m my heart that the 100 THE KING'S MIRROR specious justifications were unsound ; I should not act because of them, the)- were the merest pretext. I should give what she asked to her. Should I not be -ivin- her my honour also, that public honour which I had learnt to hold so hij,di? "I can't promise to-day; you must let me think." I pleaded. ' I was prepared for another outburst of petulance, for accusations of timidity, of indifference, again of willing- ness to take and unwillingness to give. But she sat still, looking at me intently, and presently laid her hand in mine. " Yes, think," she said with a sigh I bent down and kissed the hand' that lay in mine Then she raised it, and held her arm up before me. Max s bracelet ! ' she said, sighing again and smiling. Then she rose to her feet, and walking to the hearth stood ooking down into the fire. I did not join her «n^L ZT 'r '''''• ^"'' ^ '«"S ^^^i'c "Cither of us' spoke. At last I rose slowly. She heard the move- ment and turned her head. "I will come again to- morrow," I said Th^n^ T"""^ ^f^l ^°''. ^ ,"^^'^ent, regarding me intently. Then she walked quickly across to me, holding out her hands. As I took them she laughed nervously. I did not speak, but I looked into her eyes, and then, as I pressed her hands, I kissed her cheek. The nervous laugh came again, but she said nothing. I left her standing there and went out. I walked home alone through the lighted streets. It has always been, and is still, my custom to walk about freely and unattended. This evening the friendly greet- ings of those who chanced to recognise me in the -lare fh . I'TJ''' '""^'^ pleasant to me. I remember thinking that all these good folk would be grieved if they knew what was going on in the young King's mind, how he was torn hither and thither, his only joy a cr me and the guarding of his honour become a^ sacrifice tl a linH f !?°r if '^^. ^°' ^'^ '^''''Sth. There was one kmd-faced fellow in particular, whom I noticed drink- 11 ii learnt ^"ig OF A POLITICAL APPOINTMENT ,or "Iff a g^lass at a cafd. He tonk- nff u- u . ■'^ cheery "God bless Your M.; ! ' ^^^ ^" '^^ ^^'t'^ liked to sit dou'n by him a, dell ^ ,/ ,'^^^'^"'^' '^••^^•- had been young, and he lo oh T '"' ''^'''''' ^'- ' ''-^ I had nobody whom cou I u T'^ '''''^ ^'"'■^•■'^"y- renumber ever seeim^ his in * "u ''• ^ ^'<'"^ him still asonewhTmf.; ^ 1 "J'^^''^'"' ^"* ^ ^hink „f circssheappe^^^'S:^^:^,^-^-^ .y his feldt'tt 'S^'^-: t :lf n^-^^^i^l^ Hannner- from comin- He W h '^ -n^ '^■^'^"■'^^"^' himself to his bed. ''The busht f'"" n ''''"' '""^' ^^''-^^ ^""^ned on to remark hat r^t m" sZ M^'^i ''' •^^^'^'' ^^'^ --'t Ije question of thj P^l^l^^^;^^ H^I,S"th'^'"^ four names as possible selections -il H, ^^''-'^' "'' were well-known and decidS adh-tn, '"'fu!"'''"^'""^^^' was readinjr his letter uh ^^heients of his own. I came in. f hey hac iL i '^ T v^'^'!" ""^'^ ^'^t'^'"'''^ but on -akin/in^uirS^wc^ l^:StT'r^'^^ serious. I sentat nnr„ t„ : .'"'omod that it uas ii(,t his note to tte Pri™e.s ''""■' "" ''™- '""' ''""'''^'^ the Prince and are thoro-M ^"'" '""'""^ ""<'" views." thoroughly acquainted with his A^"^,."V"' ■"'■".'=?" I asked, smih-ng. 'ootd°at trstjr^' °" "^ '"°*"'^ f-<^ ^ ■^'- convinced, she wouW S..,, i'" i"^Sment l,aving been hostilities. Here as n „f ."'"I"''' '° ^"""^ her info left to my dear Vfctoria wl^ "''■"k"'"'':'--.'^™'-'^'^ "'•'» usual readiness ' ''° 'embraced it with her ■ro;;^:;[i;"'' '^-^"^ '*^ »y of themP- she asked n^ySt^^l^'L,^:^:^^—"^ looked into "i 102 THE KING'S MIRROR "Or is it the Countess? Haven't tlic>' made enoiirrh love to the Countess, or too much, or what ? " "My dear Victoria," I said, "you must make allow- ances. 1 he Countess is the prettiest woman in Torstadt. My sister curtseyed with an ironical smile. "I mean, of course," I added, "since William Adolphus carried you off to Gronenstahl." My mother interrupted this little quarrel. " I 'm sure you '11 be guided by the Prince's judtrment " she observed. Victoria was not to be quenched. " And not by the beauty of the prettiest woman in Forstarlt. And she added, " The creature 's as plebeian as she can be. As a rule I was ready enough to spar with my sister; to-night I had not the spirit. To-night, moreover, she whom as a rule I could treat with good-humoured nidilference, had power to wound. The least weighty of people speaking the truth cannot be wholly 'dis- regarded. I prejDared to go to my room, remarking : ,/. „ ^"^"■•'^^' ^ -^'^'^'^ discuss the matter with the 1 rmce. Again Victoria rushed to the fray. "You mean that it's not our business?" she asked with a toss of her head. I was goaded beyond endurance, and it was not their busmess. Princess Heinrich might find some excuse m her familiarity with public affkirs, Victoria at least could urge no such plea. "I am always glad of my mother's advice, Victoria " said I, and with a bow I left them. As I went out 'l heard Victoria cry, " It 's all that hateful woman ' " Naturally the thing appeared to me then in a different light from that in which I can see it now I cannot now think that my mother and sister were wrong to be anxious, disturbed, alarmed, even angry with the lady who occasioned them such discomfort A young man under the infuence of an older woman is no doubt a legitimate occasion for the fears and efforts OF A POLITICAL AITOINTMKXT ,o,, of his female relatives F lv,,-„ i , not in protest aSnst the r H T-'"'^'":' '''^'''' ^'^^">' ^'^^^^ •'^'■"knilarly unfort^u t. m ''"'''''• '^^'^ ^" '^'^'^^v the ^^ '^--^t they felt C^^^ .'" f]^^^^ they .nacie ujiatwasprobably K^- •hle^./lf"^^^ ""^ ^c, bla.ne they over-reached^hem ilve anc S. ^"' '^l ''T ^'''''■ !"y nifatuation, as they hoped but rH, ""^ '^ ''''''^•^^ *^" -natcd my IK.ssbn toa'^ciuX.cole^'"^^ ^ ^'^^'^ '^^^ ^^" J^-T Cheeks, and on er . Ti T^' '">' •^'"^■^ ^"-^"-^'^ '-Iplcss lau^h/the h. S. h t' LS:^,^?';^ "-vou^' not concjuer, expressed -i X.,^ I, '1 ^''''>' '^'^^^ could while she bnive it nrt "i ^'V^^ ^"''"^ '''-•'• ^'ven ti^is folly and this '^h'nTlnrts'"" "^ ^"."'"^^ «^ ^vlth their bitterness Hnt "'"^ '^'^''""^^^ '^'l ""^ l-tter man's bio d th L v Zl 'r'^""' '"^^^ -'^' beaten down by the iol ■ ft LTI ' r^'."^' '''''''^ "^w •soared up into my hjrrVon /iT' 'M^ ^•'?^ ^'^^'" '"^"d l^i'Rlicd at and tried to rule ^\ ^7 ' ,?u ,^">' ^'^^^ at me. She lau.^hed thus no m o ^ "vt^rL^'^^f'.^^^^ she had not called me T-pJ-^r T i \ r ^ ^^^"""^"^ '^er ance save in that lau 'h ^^ffh '" ''"'^ ^"""^' "" ^'tter- was surrender. ^ ' "^ ^^'''' ""^^^'^Se of that laugh I CHAPTER XI. AN ACT OF ABDICATION The night brought me h'ttle rest and no wisdom As though Its own strength were not enough, my passion sought and found an ally in a defiant obstinacy which now made me desirous of doing what the Countess asked for its own sake as well as for hers. Heiu'r tliffi- dent I sought a mask in violence. I wanted to^ssert myself, to show the women that I was not to be driven and Hammerfeldt that I was not to be led. Neither their brusque insistence nor his suave and dexterous suggestions sh(juld control me or prevent me from exer- cising my own will. A distorted view of my position caused me to find its essence in the power of doin-r as I hked, and its dignity in disregarding wholesome advice because I objected to the manner in which it was tendered. This mood, ready and natural enough in youth, was an instrument of which my passion made effective use ; I pictured the consternation of my ad- visers with hardly less pleasure than the delight o'f her whom I sought to serve. My sense of responsibility was dulled and deadened ; I ha:l rather do wrong than do nothing, cause harm than be the cause of n< thino- that men should blame me ratlv.'r fluiu . A canvu., my actions or fail to attribute to me any initiative, i felt somehow that the blame would lie with my counsellors • they had undertaken to guide and control me. If they failed they, more than I, must answer for the failure. Sophistry of this kind passes well enough with one who vants excuses, and may even array itself in a cloak of plausibility ; it was strong in my mind by virtue of the stronn . '-3entment from which it sprang, and the strong 104 om. As ' passion :y, which Countess uv^ (iiffi- to assert e driven, Neither exteroiis )m cxer- position dohv^ as e advice it was ough in 'n made my ad- t oT her nsibiUty ng tlian rif thing, /uos my I felt isellors ; If they failure. )ne who :loak of i of the : strong I AN ACT OF ABDICAIION 105 atly to which its forces were joined. Passion and self sw th ^"""^fV^^^i'^ l^n>UKht to acknowledge n. s ay, those who had hitherto ruled .ny hfe w. u ,| ?• o quest to V;:^^'H■"'"^^^^ ""^^' emancipation a.,?^ both ih. ;fJ : ^ ''-" ^'T^ ''^ ^^'^'"^''^ ' ^V'^'^ to gain a n. K ^ "'^ empire, when I should become indee a '; yk. both m my own palace and in her heart a k ng our previous conversation, but he mann^^^^^ u;as even unusually stiff and distant. think t a he me mattei she became curt and disagreeab e I i.-fr her, more than ever determined on my^ co s I 1,1 glad to escape an interview with Victoria and .va now free to keep my appointment with Wette . I aad pro .mtTers"tl"df^ "*'' > ^^^>■'"^^^ '''^' ' ^ad oni or Uvo mattus to d scuss. Kven in my obstinacy and excite ment I remamed shrewd enough to see die ad' VnH ^,^ I'ThS ""'■^'^;' "'^'^ -ll-sounding're^onf 't e my c ise in h n T'^^'^'^Y^ eloquence would dre s my case m better colours than I could contrive for myself It UKittered little to me how weH he knew tin arguments were needed, not to convince mAelbt;o m^'tt was ^I'o "^ ^' ^'°"- '"'''' °^^^^--^^ a?.d cHti/LiS me. It uas also my mtention to obtain from him th^ name of two or three of his friends who alar from tt p^^t m'tr:" 'T";'^, ^^"'^'-^^'^^ ^« ^^'^^ thi Xi .Tf tnc post m the event of their nomination It was no shock, but rather a piquant titiUation of ■'I - #1 J - •'•- •■ f- — "o^&''' ''°" '^ he suitable i" " AN ACT OF ABDICATION 107 th.^h^''^ "''^ ^r?^^"-' ^° ''^''Sue that with me. He knew ' I? WM^ ''r '""^^ '" "^^'^^ ^ should h-sten inrl f u m K T-""^^^' ^°"''^' ^^' t'^^'^t conclusion, my friends you/dTclbn '*^^^^P""^^^' '' ^^^ ^^•^' " ^"^ - --t accept . There was much to like in Wetter Men are nnf n::x\^r tr"^ ^'^^- ^^^ -"bitiJ^^iiX.^ uicrey because they are given to intri^rue selfish merejy because they ask places for themselves ' There bnM Trr' ""^ T''"^ ^'^'^ "°t in itself a good th n- but very different from rottenness. Wetter uWale.n and convinced partisan, and an ardent behev^r in h m? afeth^holm"' '^!f '•'" ^"■"' ''^"^' '^ h'^ hand couTd take the helm, would win ; this was his attitude and \t excused some want of scruple both in promoth CM '" '"k"""S^ '° ''' h'-^ «^^" effecti^supV t But he was a big man, of a well-developed Sre ofZt' J'X^^''''.' ""^ ^"-^^ ^"-"'^ --"t. full of force' nave made at all a good ambassador ; and he woulr MlTZ%:t '° ,'' "",'^'"^ '^^ "«^ -" into debt ^' Max von Sempach, on the other hand, would fill the knew thf'"''.^'^,' '['^''''^^' "°^ brillian r; Wettr Con ,'f ' ^""^ ^^^ ^^'* ^^^^^ to the mendon of the ko i rr',^ ^^^^"t appearance without depr v n^ t of Its harmlessness. He named a suitable but n Soon 7'":^-" Pf^^°" '^ "^^ m.possible Soon after the meal I left him, telling him that I c fl r me T'l?- 'T' ^"' '''' -^-^' -" -i^^- to call tor me at his house at five o'clock Tumimr than on ^.tTl^Z. '^'JZ :VZ^'^°1 1 sought her love, no more oppressctl uitl, the sense to encourage. There was the dawninir of triumnh in m> neart, an assurance of victory, and the fiercedehght '<,f Ml ti l\ ;f I I io8 THE KING'S MIRROR ^- in a determination come to at great cost and to be held may be at greater still. In 111 these feelings mS always, there were for me the fresh nP>..rffe:' ^Y^^y, youth and the venturous joy c^^ew ^^^^^^^^^ "^"^^^ °^ her'^^ldlein.r iTr' ''if^'T,'^^^ -rSe ; Th'was not ncr old sell nor I to her what I had been. There wis -i stramed. almost frightened look in her eves a hnv vo.ced "Augustin" replacing her bantW "Cx-a '' not a n,aide,/of n,eet age for'S,e and fe'her: iffor^n Embassy." '''"" "'* '^''""■" '^'"^ '■ " He wants the ; fancy that she knew his desire; her hand cre^^H mine, but she did not speai<. pressed I'm ' he recommended Max," I went on. Max ! I-or a moment her face was full of terror wJt.:?"^ '° "?'."'™ '^'"^ broke into a mTe Welters adv.ce was plain to her also. •■ He l-mm-'; Y' ""i"? ""= """" " '■"^ '"■m-'^elf." said I. Mai. ^z^^::z t:°"'' ''"' ' s"«-'=°y- "- " Do I ? " she murmured. I rose and stood before her. " It is yours to give, not mine" sairl T " "n^ it to Wetter?" ' ^ ^' ^° y°" S'^c As she looked up at me her eyes filled with teirs wh. le her lips curved in a timid smile ' « I^s''n^/'^^I*''°"^'? r" '" -^^* '"t° •' " she said, von W ?. "" housa.Klth part of what I would do for you. Wetter shall have it then— or Max ? " not be^Mlx:^ '" '''' ''"'"^ ' ''"'' '^"' '°^^^ '^^ ^^'^^^ '^ -^^ould "Then Wetter," and I fell on one knee bv her whispering. " The King gives it to his Queen." ' 3 be held, s, mighty : rush of e. i was not ;re was a ; a low- ' Ca.-sar." d her to :d sh'ght, timidity sh( was If for an - a man, o prove mts the pressed f terror L smile. said I. y than 3U give I tears, d. do for should y her, AN ACT OF ABDICATION 109 They'll be unkind to you " '' i\^H.^^r".? ^'"n' '"" '^ >'"" ''" J<'"^J to me." ^^^^I,am not ashamed. What is it to me what they " You don't care ? " ^^■For nothing in tl,e world but you and to be with t.u-lw h?*i™'z.;'?hfe:rd= :7thc '"r'v,""' •^'-- face on the cushion in ?, ,° ''°'* •■"''' '''"' '"■■'• . .did n^o," iz^^u r^i g^"oVi;:f 4- '7 '^ ••Why do you cry, darh-ng?" I whispered. you' l''- be "rlli'"'.*;,";' ''^,S°°'V^"'' "°"=' ^"'>~-"^ C^fn.'""^---- ro% rT^='-- cata'^r:'^ u';raU°d;STere;L'^^™^"'=- ^^^ ^^^ 'But ft 's so absurd." she protested. •■ Augustin lots etrSjrIsI 1':T-- '' ^™ ^ ^"' -= -y ™-" « r^u^^ ^° ^'°" ^''^" 't absurd ? " denly-..''berus'e ^1^"'"^,^''" "??'' "'" "= «"d- feri Yt tK. uJ!;ffi.'.'*™f ,' >e tried so hard. I can't 1, 5,„^ ,^a3fc ttusura. i do love you," ' i f >'l| II -..r 1/ no THE KING'S MIRROR i m Here was her prepossession all the while-that the h.ng would seem absurd, not that there was sunt I can see now why her mind fix-ed on this poi t s ic was, n. truth speaking not to me who was there by' ht me as was, but to the man who should be ; she ,^ea ed not only with herself, but with my future self nw' he mature man to think of her witl. tenderne a'Xf with a laugh, mterceding with what should one div h. my memory of her. Ah. my dear, that p-Ver of yours IS answered I do not laugh as I write.^ kt yo", I could never have laughed ; and if I set out to force a augh even at myself I fall to thinking of what 'u vvere, and again I do not laugh. Then What s it th.l he world outside must have laughed wi ha very slTf conscous wisdom? Its laughter was nothin' ' to us then, and to-day is to me as nothing. Is it not% Iwavs ready to weep at a farce and laugh at a trageSy ? "^^ .1. 1 y ./?" ve nobody else," she went on softly "I shouldn t have dared if you 'd had anybody e\se\onl X7 ^.°", !'^"^'-^'^ber.?_you had nobody, and yoS ked me to kiss you. I believe I began to love vou l^Zk o"'^'" ' '^'^""^^ ^'^'"'^ •^^^ -^^h some :;.^an uould love you some day. l^ut I didn't think I should " How much you love me ? " "No, no. You'll see my wrinkles. See if I do thf. you can't look at my face." And putdng her a ns round my neck she hid her face ^ I was strangely tongue-tied, or, perhaps, not strangely for there comes a time when the eyes sa^ all that tlie^e to m^ey^s.'"^' *° ^^^- "^^ P'-dingsLre inlnstr "Oh, I know you think so now!" she murmured But you won't go on thinking so-and I shall '^ She raised her head and looked at me; now a mile of nZ^s^Z^r '"T '''''■ "•^^^' ^"^ y-^ d' ?>"nk so dXht ' Vn 'f H- 'r '" ''"'"" '^''^ ^°^^'^'''' but full of aelight. You do think so now," and again she hid her face from me. But I knew that the triurnVhad enteied 2— that the IS SMI in it. point ; she lerc b}' her, 'he pleaded 2lf, prayiht^ 2SS and not )ne day be 2r of yours At you I to force a what >'ou : is it that very self- I'ng to us lot always ly? oftly. " I se. Long and you love you le woman I I should d, or— or I do this her arms trangely; hat there n answer urmured. 11." She smile of think so It full of i hid her 1 entered AN ACT OF ABDICATION „! when we were together there wasHSl.i . together; agreement in all that we rave ^u\hF.' , ^" that we abandoned Doubts' ind I ''" f"'P'"''' ^" though they had never been Th '^""^^les were as Embassy I WeS"-""" ^°" ^'■'- ""■"^■' And the resMs'^'ru^e"'""^ '' "''"'''= >'°" '"<='" ''h'^ "i«l. 'if the "It is VVetter's. Do vou know «/V„o tu . body may know how I am you?s ^ ^' ^'"■" ""'■>- .. I K .Tu "''"^'' =™" *c perilous fame I oflerert I hould be proud of it." sh'e said, with head erS ^o, no nobody shall breathe a l..ff ^1^^^- name." I exclaimed^■^ a sudSf ur^ o ' fcehu' -^'t'T Will swear that you had nothins; to do with if ,hS hate h,m. that you never men Honed i' "' ""' ^^^ .. K ^r "?-^i y?" '*'= " '*'''= "hispered. ' If I did that, I should say to all Forstadt ,!,.► there s no woman in the world like you" ' "'=" even'^raid'Trt m:U'"'° '" •"'"'»^'' ' ^'» '-.en't We had been sitting together. Again I Ml „„ „,„ l•^^ ^^'^^^ ^"" ^f half-vvay throZi a vh i I et ^ ■""''", •'^"''^'""^>' ''^"^ed to believe that he real if^ "^^ ' '''^'"^" ""''^'^'^ •^'''' the only subs?ance "■"' ^""^ '^''' J^'^^^''^^^^^"^ "ot ably^°"'youT.n't \TlT'','^'''l' "^^^^^"^'>' --^ ■"•'•t- stamm'ered .^r'n,Ve^dfw^;^'''"^?f^^ ^^ °"^^'" ^ Is he really dying ? " ^' '"^'- ^ ^'^^^ "^^ ^^''^h you. "So they say." "Hammerfeldt dvinffi Vf>c t 'ii ^^ I turned to the Countess wi."''' '"'^ y^""" way to the door He loo 'd h^ "' ''''' ? "^^ ^'''^- morrow, soin^ time ioln^or'ol™'"' '»"" ^"" • '°- believcd T'" ""'"^ ""=• '="' ''^'•'"y ^'^ 'hough sl,e did not occur to me \-k !^ I °''g'"/'=°"'='=='l""="' times. ' '^""'^'' her hand two or three "Shall you find hi.-n a\u,^:," i specujation^more than S qt'ion. "^ ""™"^^^' '" I don t know. Good-bie." "fn; "■!;' ^'"i=;,t '' ""• Comfalong"'^ "" ' «" "'^ I m ready ; 1 ']| foUow j-ou " /IS 1 reached the door I turned c:i,„ , . . she had .at down ^^:^,^ ^^TJ^Sl^^ I I i .i; I; at r^1i£M^m^i,JSt irUf-iS u-.^; ^ ■.'/ m 114 THE KING'S MIRROR gazing fixedly at the llames. I have had that picture ot her often in my mind. Wetter led me downstairs and out into the street at a rapid pace. 1 followed him, trying to gather myself together and think coherently. Too sudden a change paral>'ses ; the mind must have time for readjustment. Hammerfeldt was and had always been so large a figure and a presence so important in my life; I could only whisper to myself, " He's dying ; it's his breathing ; he can't get his breath." We went in by the back door as we had arranged, and gained the study. " Quick ! " whispered Wetter. " Remember you werj in here. Don't make any excuses about delay. Or put it on me ; say I hesitated to rouse you." I listened little to all that he said, and paid small heed to the precautions that his wariness suggested. " I hope he won't be dead when you get there,'|^ he added as we started for the hall. " Here 's your hat." I caught at the word " dead." "If he's dead " I repeated aimlessly. "If he's dead, Wetter " Then for an instant he turned to me, his face full of expression, his eyes keen and eager. He shrugged his shoulders. " He 's an old man," said he. " We must alj die. And if he's dead " " Well, Wetter, well ? " " Well, then you 're king at last." With this he opened the door of my carriage and stood holding it. I looked him full in the face before I stepped in. He did not flinch ; he nodded his head and smiled. " You 're king at last," he seemed to say again. ■!■' ''ii icturc ot reet at a r myself I chans^e ustment. : a figure Lild only ling ; he god, and /ou werj Or put lall heed here," he r hat." "If he's :e full of gged his lie. And iage and ; before I head and in. CHAPTER XII. KING AT A PRICE bed • fh.. nn.- . ' '^^ "'-^ ^^^^ 'i"fJ 'lo other ucii , inc nurses were oorfr-iit^ ft, . i i. portraits, the Prince's fr-.t. ''T^'"'' '''''^ i,™,M h? ^ alteration of features and title the picture u ould have served to commemorate the denti, I. .,1 , r a manual on the management of men. I listen vPth an expression of deep attention and respectful 'nZfn touch which no doubt is dramat c H e o/hi.^f; ^ ^ ga.mg intently at me, on whom the'] u^^^TdT n"? at the dymg man whose course is run Lool- in"?; 7 work as a whole, I am ,u.t in the le"t ^^i^S tl at ? -sr-?iLSTi;i:--d^^H- Now for reality. An old man strug.rlino- hn,-d fnr K i ¥ !l6 THE KING'S MIRROR ii ill 111 ^l" of an. impotent desire to speak ; these came first. Then the doctors j^athered round, looked, whispered, went away. 1 rose and walked twice across the room ; coming back I stood and looked at him. Still he knew mt. Suddenly his hand mtned towards me. I bent my head till m) ear was within three inches of his lips ; I could hear nothing. 1 saw a doctor standing by, watch in hand ; he was timing the breath that grew slower and slower. "Will he speak i^" 1 asked in a whispei ; a shake of the head answered me. 1 looked again into his e)-es ; now he seemed to sf)eak to me. My fact grew hot and red ; but 1 did not speak to him. Vet I stroked his haiicK and there was a gleam of under- standing in his eyes. A moment later his eyes closed ; the gasps became slowei and slower. 1 raised my head and looked across at the doctor. His watch had a gold front protecting the gla.ss ; he shut the front on the face with a click. Very likely there wcr,- no proper materials for a picture here ; the sentiment, the historical interest, the situation would all have been defective. Men die in so very much the same way, and in so very much the same way men watch them dying. Death is the triumph of the physical. I must not complain that the painter imported some sentiment. In twenty minutes I was back again in my carriage, being driven home rapidly. My dinner was ready and Baptiste in attendance. " Ah, he is dead ? " said Baptiste, as he fashioned my napkin into a more perfect shape. " Yes, Baptiste, he 's dead," said I. " Bring me some slippers." "Your Majesty will not dress?" "A smoking jacket," said I. While I ate my dinner Baptiste chattered about the Prince. There was a kindly humanity in the man that gave a whimsical tenderness to what he said. " Ah, now, M. le Prince knew the world well. And where is he gone ? Well, at least he will not be disappointed ! To die at eighty ! It is only to go to j t. Then ed, went c room ; Still he s me. I cs of his ulin^r by, lat grew ced in a 1 looked me. My im. Vet •f undcr- 5 closed ; my head id a gold the face l.s for a ,Test, the :lie in so mch the triumph 3 painter carriage, ^ady and ?" said e perfect ring me bout the nan that 11. And not be to go to K/.VG AT A TRICE „- and the company." '^ ^" '''"'- yourself j^^fl^thePnncessexpressedauish toscemeP'- M^^iS^^mJ'tll^^J" ^;^;:: 1^^^^^^^^ I-id, I^tHls ^-cn,s/ She u-a " reatlv att- I "'.T '"; '"'"^'^ ''V'^' 't 'I'^^lily." lie adc vl n ■ n \" '''^'''''^ ^'^^' l^rincc very Iieart of my m,il er !, - vV '. '7 ■■'^'"" '■'^■-"^'^' '"" tliL« Victoria u-as c y ;^ l' ,^f n'"' '^^,^^^-^^>- ^« Victoria, but her lips setin^'c^^ t/ci^;;;;; : ^>- -- dry, me to liis., them. " cio^cn-jsi. Ii„tl, mvitcd dabbing h J eU™ ''" ""'"'"' '"'"■" ^'^'^"' Victoria, mother ''''= '"'' ^""^ ''^^'' >-"^ ""'y K'mde," said ,„y de.'th:'"^l=to„v;"i;,'„[,"'|;' '° •■^" "^out Han,merfeldfs my mother listeni^^^'i',':'',,-;::;;^'""!"''-'"--'^ com.ncnts, ••'i^re''!";.'"''"''''''--,'''''" ' "'^l«l renecthely. Victoria ' " ^'^ "'"=" >■'■" S°' th--- news i.^. asked ' I°ut'' '■".l"-''' ■''''^•" ' ^"^"■'••■■ecl quietly ■ ..ng^;i:^^r;tU^d'-Lt-— — " Ti e 'i™,,?" ■ 't r"''"= ";^' ' " -y -°"'-- -K-ed. listen to a ythin., th T7'''--S '' r'" ""' '" '^ »'«>= to anything of ^orta.te ' ""='" ''''' '''"'^' "°' -™' to Vict^rlS'vi^o'a'dibtXipeP" '' "-"'-^^^'■' - nre^sin"""l'»:, ''"''t =" "'"*' ^""> => d-pa.>m.. ex tresston. I a„, unwdhng to do either her or my'sistS Ml I '1 I, ii8 Till-: KING'S MIRROR r ! an injustice, but I woikIlmccI then how much tlunii^ht they were ^iviiiLj to the old friend we had lost. It seemed to ine that the)' thou^flit little of the man ue knew, the man himself; not grief, but fear was dominant in them. Welter's sa>'in[4, " You're kinj; at last," came into my mind. Perhaps their mood was intelligible enough and did not want e.xcuse. They had seen in llammerfeldt my schoolmaster; his hand was gone, and could no longer guide or restrain me. To one a son, to the (jther a younger brother, by both I was counted ini .ipable of standing alone or choosing my own path, llammerfeldt was gone; Wetter remained; the Countess von Sempach remained. There was the new position. The Prince's death then might well be to them so great a calamity as to lose its rank amcjng sorrows, regrets for the past be ousted by terror for the future, and the loss of an ally obliterate grief for a friend. " But you know his wishes and his view.s," said my mother. " I hope that they will have an increased sacred ness for you now." "He may be looking down on you from heaven," added Victoria, folding her handkerchief so as to get a dry part uppermost. I could not resist this provocation : I smiled. "If it is so, Victoria," I remarked, "nobody will be more surprised than the Prince himself.' Victoria was very much offended. She conceived herself to have added an effective touch : I ridiculed her. "You might at least pretend to have a little decent feeling," she cried. " Come, come, my dear, don't let 's squabble over him before he 's cold," said I, rising. " Have you any- thing else to say to me, mother? ' At this instant my brother-in-law entered. He smelt very strongly of tobacco, but wore an e.xpression of premeditated misery. He came up to me, holding out his hand. " Good evening," said I. " Poor Hammerfeldt ! " he murmured. " Poor Ham- '"" - very fond „f ,„e, ,„„ •, „,,.,, if.l^^^.'l't),-;"™ ;;K.nv d,,,,', be f.,„h-sh, AuKustin," she implored *v II. u s beiiicaven-does he realisation of h.sl'.nii;," .? .t^ied'J^ffillSiri'J-"^ ""^ moment ?;L";;:td'" ^t; r° - ."ri ^'^''■' ^'™-' ">= I / I 120 THE KING'S MIRROR Countess and Wetter were in mental image no less plain. I rose and pulled up the blinds ; the night had begun to pass from black to grey ; for a moment I pictured the Prince, not looking down from heaven, but wandering somewhere in such a dim cold twilight. The message that his eyes had given me became very clear to me. It had turned my cheek red ; it sent an excitement through me now. It would not go easily into words, but, as I .sought to frame it, that other speech came back to me— the speech of the Prince's enemy. Wetter had said, " You 're king at last." What el.se had Hammerfeldt meant to say? Nothing else. That was his message also. From both it came, the same reminder, the same exhortation. The living man and the dead joined their voices in this brief appeal. It did not need my mother's despair or Victoria's petulance to lend it point. I was amazed to find how it came home to me. Now I perceived how, up to this time, my life had been centred in Hammerfeldt. I was obeying him or disobeying, accepting his views or questioning them, docile or rebellious ; when I rebelled, I rebelled for the pleasure of it, for the excitement it gave, the spice of daring, the air of independence, for curiosity, to .see how he would take it, what saying he would utter, what resource of persuasion or argu- ment he would invoke. It was strange to think that now if I obeyed I should not gratify, if I disobeyed I could make him uneasy no more. If I went right, there was none to reap credit ; if I went wrong, none who should have controlled me better ; none to say, " You are wise, sire " ; none to smile as he said, " We must all learn wisdom, sire." It was very strange to be without old Hammerfeldt. "You're a king at last." By Wetter's verdict and by the Prince's own, his death made me in very truth king. So they said; what did the)' think? Wetter's thought was, " Here is a king, a king to be shaped and used." I read Wetter's thought well enough. But the old man's ? His was a plea, a hope, a prayer. " Be king." A sudden flash of feeling came upon me — Too late! no less e night moment heaven, twilight, me very sent an o easily It other Prince's It last." Nothing it came, le living f appeal, ''ictoria's ind how 3 to this . I was 'iews or rebelled, sment it 2nce, for t saying or argu- ink that isobeyed nt right, ng, none ; to say, id, "We range to t and by Jth king. thought id used." the old ^e king." "oo late ! KING AT A I'RICE For I had gone to his bedside fresh fiv..u >.v,n, abdication. It mattered nothing at whose bidd with what eager obed 121 ence I had taken off the crow ■om signing my ing or n. ossession and my trust. I night, My soyereignt)' was my p ..,..,... „_ „ ,. had laid It down. In those dim hours of the ni-nt when men die (so they sa>), passion is cold, the blood chill, and we fall prey to the cruelties of truth, then 1 knew to what I had put m)^ hand, why Wetter exulted, why Hammerfeldt's eyes spoke one unspoken prayer. It was not that Wetter went Ambassador, but that he went not of my will, by my act, or out of my mind; he went b)' another's will, that other on whose head I had put m}- crown. not altogether of that mind. For then my trust seemed very great almost holy, armed with majesty ; I had not learnt the little real power that lay in it. To-day if I threw away my cTown, I should not exaggerate the value of my sacrifice. 1 hen it seemed that I gave a great thino- and great was my betrayal. Therefore I could not rest for the thought of what I had put my hand to, chafed at Wetter s words that sounded now like a taunt and seemed again to sec old Hammerfeldt dying an'd to flush red 111 shame before the utterance of ^his e\-es Ihe Prince had served his masters, his country, and "the cause that he held right. Wetter, if he served himself served hi.s prmciples also. What and whom did I serve '". il^^r"^ ^^''''\ } '''''' ''^''''^ ^'' ^l'^-' I ^"^'l^l answer only that I served her whose image rose now before me But when I turned to her for comfort she accused, and did not delight. I am aware that my feelings will probablv- appear exaggerated to those not brought up in the habit of thought nor subjected to the influences which had ruled my mind. I give them for what they are worth At this moment the effect of the contrast between my position and my desires was a struggle of peculiar seventy— one of the battles of my life. Irony was not to be wanting, comedy claimed her accustomed share. The interview which I have already ^'ri J' 'h rn u ■ 1) i; 122 THE KING'S MIRROR li ii set down might seem enough to have satisfied my sister. It was not; after I had breakfasted Victoria sent VViUiam Adolphus to me. I am inclined now and then to think that there is, after all, something mystic in the status of husbandhood, some super- natural endowment that in the wife's eyes attaches to her own man, however little she values him, at however low a rate she sets his natural qualities. How other- wise could Victoria (whose defect was more in temper than in perception) send William Adolphus to talk to me ? He came ; the role of the man of the world was his choice. " I'm a bit older than you, you know," he began ; then he laughed, and said that women were all very well in their places. I must not suppose that he was a Puritan. Heavens, I supposed nothing about him ! I knew he was a fool, and rested in that sufificient knowledge. The Countess, he said, was a damned pretty woman. "We shan't quarrel about that, any- how," he added, with the sort of laugh that I had so often seen poor old Hammerfeldt wince at. Bu- come now, did I mean to ? Well, I knew what he meant didn't I? " My dear William Adolphus," said I, "I am so infinitely obliged to you. Vou have made rae see the matter in quite a new light. It's surprising what a talk with a man of the world does for one. I am very young, of course." "Oh, you'll learn. You're no fool," said William Adolphus " I suppose Victoria doesn't know you 've come ? " He turned rather red, and, like a fool, lied where he need not, out of pride, not policy. " No ; I came off my own bat," he answered. " You have done me a great service." " My dear fellow ! " beamed he with the broadest of smiles. "Now Hammerfeldt 's gone, I thought a friendly word or two would not come amiss." Hammerfeldt was dead ; now came William Adolphus. // tiy a pas dhonnuc ticccssaire. KING AT A PRICK 123 ^^ ''O^,''^"''-''? y"" ^an do nothin- abrupt," he continued. iiut 1 should think you might gradually ' " I understand you absolutely," said I, rising to my "What I mean is " " My dear fellow, not another word is needed.'' "You don't mind if I mention to Victoria that I nave ? " '.'< Li"' ,'' '." t'^^ evening papers, if you like," said I. Ha, ha! he laughed. "That wouldn't be a bad joke, would It? ■' ^^ What a man ! With his little bit of stock wisdom. You can do nothing abruptly"! Nothing abruptly' 1 must not check m)-self abruptly on the edge of the precipice, but go quietly down half-way to the gulf, and tiien come up again ! If I were ever to do anythin<^ it must be done abruptly— now, to-day ; while the strength \vas on me, while there was still a force, fresh and vigorous to match the other great force that drew me on. And across this consciousness cams a queer littl'^ remorse for not having rescued Victoria from this hus- band whom she sent to teach me. When Baptiste brought me lunch I was laughing. That afternoon the thought of Geoffrey Owen was much with me. Perhaps I summoned it first in a sort ot appeal against Hammerfeldt. But I knew in my heart that the two could not be antagonists hero. Geoffrey would wish me to show favour, or at least impartiality, towards Liberal opinions ; for the sake of such a manifestation he might overlook certain objec- tions and acquiesce in my giving the Embassy to Wetter. But with what face would he hear an honest statement of the case— that Wetter was to have the li^mbassy because Lie King desired to please Countess yon Sempach? I smiled drearily as I imagined his incredulous indignation. No; everybody was against me saints and sages, Geoffrey and Hammerfeldt, women and men; even the fools gave no countenance to my folly. William Adolpluis thought that I might gradually ! ^ \\i\ I! el f 124 THE KING'S MJRROR >i I 'I* I • At five o'clock I sent for Wetter. He came with remarkable promptness. He was visibly excited, and could hardly force himself to spend a moment on the lormal and proper expressions of regret for the Prince's death He seemed to be watching me closely and eagerly. I made him sit down, and gave him a cigar. I had meant to approach the matter with a diplomatic deviousness. I had over-rated my skill and self-control. Wetter made me feel young and awkward. I was like a schoolboy forced to confess the neglect of his task and speakmg in fear of the cane. Ignoring the reserve that had marked our former conversation, I blurted out • " I can't send you to Paris." The man's face went white, but he controlled himself " Your Majesty knows that I did not ask for it " he said with considerable dignity. ' " I know ; but you wanted it." He looked straight at me ; he was very pale. "Truly, yes," he said. "I wanted it; since Your P,Tajesty is plain, I '11 be plain too." " Why did you want it ? Why are you pale. Wetter ?" He put his cigar in his mouth and smoked fiercely but did not answer. "You must have wanted it," I said, "or you wouldn't have tried to get it in that way." '- My God, I did want it." "Why?" "If I can't have it, what matter?' He rose to his feet and bowed. " Good-bye, sire," said he. Then he gave a curious laugh. '^ Moriturus te saliUo," he added laughing still. " What 's the matter, man ? " I cried, springing up and catching him by the arm. " I haven't a shilling in the world ; my creditors are in full chase; I'm posted for a card debt at the club. If I had this I could borrow. Good God, you promised it to her ! " " Yes, I promised it to her." " Have you seen her again?" " No. I must." I i I ame with ;ited, and nt on the e Prince's )sely and 1 a cigar, iplomatic f-control. was hke his task, e reserve rted out : I himself. )r it," he ce Your Vetter?" fiercely, wouldn't e to his rhcn he ; added, <; up and tors are he club, romised KING AT A PRICE 125 " To whom will you give it ? " " I don't know. Not to von " "Why not?" ^ ' " You 're not fit for it" He took out his handkerchief and wiped his forehead " Zr "''''' ^>f ^°^ '' yesterday." L said. ' 1 won t argue it. "As you please, sire," said he with a shrus? and he seemed to pull himself together. He rose a^;d "tood before me with a smile on his lips. I sat down, took a piece of paper, wrote a draft lTn7\tl7Tl ""''^^^'' --' P-^'-cl it across to' " Vou mean-you mean ? " he stammered. My ransom," said I. " Mine ! " he cried. "No, it i^s mine, the price of my freedom." ''I^ 's . 1n^ r""" "^ ^T' '■" ^ ^^"^ ^l^^t trembled. thoJsand'm^rk:.''"""^' '^^ ''''■ " ""^^'y ^ ""-^^^ " My name is good for that." SDeaH-/r''Tl ""'.'".?" face, opening his lips but not speakmg. Then he thrust out his hand to me. I took It ;^ I was as much moved as he. " Don't tempt me again," I -'d r.l"^ f'W"^ "^y, ^"""^ '^^""^ ^"^ fiercely ; wh-n he relea.sed it I waved it towards the door. I could trust myself no more. He turned to go; but I called t o h i m "Don't say anything to her. I must see her " He faced me with an agitated look. •'What for.?" he asked I made hi^m no answer, but lay back in my chair He upTn his7at "' "^^ '"'^ "'^^ ^^^^'^^'^'^ ^ 1^°'"^ •' I '11 pay you back," he said. " I don't want the money." "And I don't mean the money. In fact, I 'm h.d -t paymg money back. Why have you done it .? " " i}, ^•■v' 126 THE KING'S MIRROR M. i ' !i " I have done it for myself, not for you. You owe me nothing. My honour \va.s pawned, and I have redeemed it. I was bound ; I am free." His eyes were fixed intently on me with a sort of wonder, but I motioned him again to the door. He obeyed me witliout another word ; after a bow he turned and went out. I rose, and having walked to the window looked down into the street. I saw him cross- ing the roadway with a slow step and bent head. He was going towards his club, not to his house. I st(K)d watching him till he turned round a corner and dis- appeared. Then I drew a long breath and returned to my chair. 1 had hardl)' seated mx'scif when Baptiste came in with a note. It was from the Countess. "Aren't you coming to-day?" That was all. " There is no answer," I said, and l^aptiste left me. For I must carry the answer my.self ; and the answer must be, " Yes, to-day ; but not to-morrow." There was doubtless some extravagance in my con- ception of the situation, and I have not sought to conceal or modify it. It seemed to me that I could play my part only at the cost of what was dearest to me in the world. Money had .served with Wetter ; it would not serve here. My heart must pay, my heart and hers. I remember that I sat in my chair murmur- ing again and again, " To-day, but not to-morrow." f Hi Li Vou owe 1 I have a sort of oor. He bow he sd to the m cross- ;ad. He I StCK)d and dis- urned to Baptiste Jountess. "t me. e answer my con- 3ught to I could dearest Wetter ; my heart murmur- iw." CHAPTER XHI. I PROMISE NOT TO LAUGH I TAKE it that generally when middle age looks back fsnir^H "''""'''' Y'^'^^ P^^^'°" becomes less Terce mo'r'rnor^il h" "''^^^'' ^'^^ --^ -^- -^■^' At forty the fedings ^ot^ :: :^r^U:;''tX ceptio,f^rser \^,^ ^-^'.^-"■^' the dreams/thral' ovetut" at the m '^^^'""'^^ °^ P-.-ess^of my^ fi. r3ni 1 u "''""^'' °^ 't-' c"d. ^•'^I<'ng myself in- to re-di?cover%h° °^ ^°\"''' ''""'^'"S almost^'n vain thon Jh r ^c T""^ that moved me then. Yet was fhi v"r^ ^""^ '^ "^^^•"' ^ '^-"o^v dimly whaf it' was that high strange, noble, ludicrous ideal of mv office which so laid hold on me as to scatter msio^'^ forces and wrest me from the arms of her TloJed I cannot now so think of my kingship, so magnify its . m' S' '??"'^'" that it matters so greatly" t^ t e world ho.v I H„d it „, ,,,,, ^^^^^^^ ^^^ -tly to tl e myself I come to the conclusion (though it may seem ho' Id nornl^'"'""^, ''''I "^ ^ '''^'^ ---^ cou^not or snould not, do now what I did then. I suppose that it pa:^::i^rr''-''' ^l^'^- ^ weakenincf ^^mS Ln parallel with a lowering of ideal, that makes us. as we 127 II 'I ^^Wff^^ww^^^ m. h 128 THE KING'S MIRROR y. M V ii i grow older, think ourselves so much wiser and know ourselves to be so little bettor. I had charged Wetter to say nothing to the Countess, but he disobeyed me. He had been to her and told her all that passed between us. I knew this the moment I entered her room. Her agitated nervous air showed me that she had been informed of the with- drawal of my gift, was aware that the Embassy was no longer hers to give to Wetter or another, and was wondering helplessly what the meaning of the change might be. To her, as to Wetter, the death of Hammer- feldt must have seemed the removal of an impediment ; only through the curious processes of my own mind did it raise an obstacle insurmountable. She had liked the Prince, but feared him ; she imagined my feelings to have been the same, and perhaps in his lifetime they were. Then should not I, who had been brought to defy him living, more readily disregard him dead ? But against her knowledge of me and her quick wit no preconception could hold out long. She was by me in a moment, asking : " What has happened ? What 's wrong, Augustin ? " I '^ad pictured myself describing to her what I felt, making her understand, sympathise, and, even while she grieved, approve. The notion was so strong in me that I did not doubt of finding words for it— words eloquent of its force and dignity. But before her simple im- pulsive question I was dumb. A wave of shyness swept over me ; not even to her could I divulge my thoughts, not even from her risk the smile of ridicule or the blankness of non - apprehension. I became wretchedly certain that I should be only absurd and priggish, that she would not believe me, would see only excuse and hypocrisy in what I said. It was so difficult also not to seem to accuse her, to charge her with grasping at what I had freely offered, with having, as the phrase runs, designs on me, with wishing to take power where she had been impelled to bestow love. She pressed me with more questions, but still I found no answer. m 'i wS88Si/^ ' ''''OMISF. XOT TO lAUGU ,,, can't A,",'t' 'Vic'Ck.miT '■"''"-'"'', '" ■^'•inimcrin!;. "I " I A.ii't k,„„v 'm^; r^ asked ,,uickiy. somebody f,„. „„.,,, II-' ' "'"' «""L'body; I must fin^ ^"^^^^ by her. face dovvn\o mine. ^ '°""^ ^^"•' "^^^1^ '-^"^ drew her that^°' "°' ""'" ^ ^^'^^'^Pered passionately. "It's not re^I^Jr',:;;^!^,^"^^- --y ^-f • --l presently sheclutchecrm^^h^ndt loSy^"'^^^^^ "^ ^^P^' -^^ ^^YoudoWeme.P'-shemurmJ.;^^^ drJt;;c'';j:;t;:;:;>^^,,:i^t'o.youdothisP'' s.. Then a sudden hnVrh . ^ "^ '" "" bewildered way of you" '"^ ' '" ^'"''^°"' l»"-ty, " ' was not thinking t 4 ! ill !f/J' 130 THE KING'S MIRROR \l i ifjji " DDii't ! " she cr^cfl, for she did not bch'evr me. " What do I care? I cared once; I don't care now." " It wasn't because of you," I repeated obstinately. " Then tell me, tell me ! Because I believe you still love rne." I made shift to tell her, but my stumbling words be- littled the great conception : I could not find the phrases that alone might coiwey the truth to her ; but I held on, trying to say something of what I meant. " I never tried to interfere," she broke in once. " I made you interfere, I myself," was my lame answer ; and the rest I said was as lame. " I don't understand," she murmured forlornly and petulantly. "Oh, I suppose I see what you mean in a way; but I don't believe it. I don't see why you should feel like that about it. Do men feel like that? Women don't." '" I can't help it," I pleaded, pressing her hand. She drew it away gently. " And what will it n ;an ? ' she asked. " Am I never to see you ? " "Often, often, I hope, but " " I 'm not to talk to you about — ibout important things, things we both care about?" I felt the absurdity of such a position. The abstract made concrete is so often made absurd. " Then you won't come often ; you won't care about coming." Something in her thoughts made her flush suddenly. She met my eyes and took courage. "You asked a good deal of me," she said. I made no answer ; she understood my silence. She rose, leaving me on my knees. I threw myself on the sofa and she went to the hearthrug. She knew that what I had asked of her I asked no more. There was a long silence between us. At last she spoke in a very low voice. " It 's only a little sooner than it must have been," she said. " And I — I suppose I must be glad that it's come home to me now instead of — later. I dare- say you'll be glad of that too, Augustin." ' PROMISE NOT TO LAUGH ,3, moment. "VVccan'JTr -r ^'''^''' '^^'t the next " I don't know -' ^^ °" "' '^""^'^'"g had happened ' ^'^It^a;Vo.^rs^^^ only a little sooner/ ^ ' >^"" "^"'^^ be. It's She turned her harl^ f« «, • ■•nto the fire. I was try ncr S '"'' '^'^l' '"^''^-'""g down realise how it wou?d bJ b?twecn"urh ^^^^"-^-"> to 'n the real, we must now dwein-n fL '' ^T'^ '^'^^^ another. I was wc,ndcr L how f *'^^, ""''^^1 with one not show that I loved her \ow I l ' m'? ""^^^ ^^' ^"d be true to my idol thp^.n 1-''°"^^ ^°^^ ^er and yet ^^uddenly she ^oke w thour^?/ °" ^^^^,l8^°verned ^e. ;; Whom shalf y^u' sSt Ss P^" °^ ^'^^^"^ ^^ ^^d" I don t know. I haven't settled." " Onl Ma"x "S^l wh.^'"^ ^Ise-besides himselfP" « H;,Hn'f L ' ^^'^'^ ^ dreary au^h .»in"h1™ firf^,^ifi- -"d M-' That is, if ^ou a bittent'-tut :'m™' r!'''^""^ l'- petulance by without tu?nin^ 'o^nd "" '"'" ^'>= ^^'^ again, still "Send Max." ..^^e-,„ the way ,^u sa^^' t d ^l' C S '/o': "Vou would gfO with him?" 1^1- " Of course." exclaimed. " For five years ? " thirty-four. There will Vn^?Tr, ^''''- ' ^'wll be are to treat one anothe wh™ I ''""u^ f ''°"' '"'«' ^e looked they filled with tears' "^ '" ^^^ ^yes. As I tl I I ^ 132 Till-: KING'S MIRROR " My dear, my dear," she said, raisitifj her arms and scttiiifT her hands on my shoulders, " I have never forgotten that I was a fool. Yes, once, for a few moments yesterda\'. I shall remember at Paris what a fool I was, and I shan't forget it when I come back. Only I wish it didn't break one's heart to be a fool." " I won't let you ^o ; I won't send him. I can't." " Will it be better to have it happen here {Gradually before my eyes ever)- day? I should kill myself I couldn't bear it. I should see you finding out, changing, forgetting, laughing. Oh, what a miserable woman I am ! " She turned away suddenly and flung herself into an arm-chair. " Why did you do it ? " she cried. " Why did you ? " " I loved you." " Yes, yes, yes. That 's the absurdity, the horrible absurdity. And I loved you, and I love you. Isn't it funny ? " She laughed h)'sterically. " How funny we shall think it soon ! When I come back from Paris ! No, before then! We shall laugh about -it!" She broke into sobs, hiding her face in her hands. " I shall never laugh about it," I said. " Shan't you ? " she asked, looking up and gazing intently at me. Then she rose and came towards me. " No, I don't think you will. Don't, dear. But I don t think )ou will. You won't laugh about it, will you? You won't laugh, Cesar ? " I bent lo' • and kissed her hand. I broken dowi. had I tried to speak. As head from her hand, she kissed my brow, wiped her eyes, saying : "You'll send Max to Paris? You promised me tliis Embassy. You shall be good and great and indepen- dent, and all you say you mean to be and must be, afterwards. But you promised me this Embassy. W^ell, I ask your promise of you. I ask it for Max." "You would go Rw: V from me?" "Yes. I want to grow old away from you. I ask the Embassy for Max." should ha\c I raised my Then she J I I'ROMFSK \0T TO LAUGH to!ne:Sin'"^' ""^^'"^' ""^'-'^'-'- She came near voic^'-Vdl:;" 'S; '1:^ 1^ ^^'^' ?" ^ '-^' --toady and not to C^^^^^ ^| >'"^' '^ J/'^^ to let mc J, j;;^. .iven .0. a^;;v;. - ra--- - ,[ -^ "It breaks my heart" ^^ i oil— you mean it ? " "With all my heart and soul." Ihen so be it." X^lt^'" a,ain, and there ::^^i:ncJ'oJ;^'^^l "|^"\'"°»«^'^ll^ve^ro.P'' .she asked, answered" ''"^^ "^^'^^ ^ ^ "-nth, I suppose," I r<>^^ <|uicklv and turned h, I ' i^"'' ' "^^"'P- ^he she asked. ^ ^^" ^^"" ^t,out it now?" "Ves— ir it must be so." "G''od\ve^"TV' F'"" ^'■^•^"' ''-• J^^-^"^! to me saying ^ Jd-bye. The door opened anrl \Tnv o ^'"S- came i,. Bero,-e he could' "ee"/ ™L'. ^j; .^"^-P-h -day?' "''^' ''° ^°" """^ bring.s thf Ki„g here Max professed him..oir .f . >,.„_ to "We've been Max professed himself at a loss. He s come about you," she said talkmg about you " ''• V ;l 1.1 134 THE KING'S MIRROR m "What?" cried Max. "Are you going to send Wetter to Paris, sire?" "No," said I. "Not Wetter. He doesn't want it now, and anyhow he's not fit for it." " He doesn't want it ? Oh, but he does ! " " Max, you mustn't contradict the King. But one of our people is to have it. Guess who it is ! " He shrugged his shoulders. " I don't know who it is if it's not Wetter." " It 's you," she said. " Isn't it, sire ? " " If he likes it," said I. " Do you like it ? " "Like it!" he exclaimed. "Oh, but I can't believe it ! Something of the sort has bten the dream of my life." " It is yours if you will have it," said I. "And the dream of your life will come true," she said. " Fancy that ! I didn't know it ever happened." And she glanced at me. "Yes, the dream of his life shall come true," said I. " You 're very fit for it, and 1 'm very glad to give it to one of your side." " The King belongs to no party," said, she. She paused and added, "And to no person. He stands apart and alone." I hardly heeded Max's profuse thanks and honest open exultation. " It's too good to be true," said he. This has always seemed to me a strange little scene between us three. The accepted conventions of emotion required that it should raise in me and in her a feeling of remorse ; for Max was so honest, so simple, so ex- clusively given over to gratitude. So far as I recollect, however, I had no such feeling, and I do not think that the Countess differed from me in this respect. I was envious of him, not because he took her with him (for he did not take her love), but simply because he had got something he liked, was very pleased, and in a good temper with the world and himself The dream of his life, as he declared impetuously, was fulfilled. The dream of ours was shattered flow were we to reproach r PROMISE NOT TO LAUGH 135 It would have been the ourselves on his account? yuixotry of conscience comfortable ^""' '° """"= ^im a little less He]L^,;yH?::'Lttz;'i',''^^ ■■'■ -' --' ail my good™iZt.ywI,t;\-^;;;,.:l»" »'^°- off before Max, " ' ''"°" '^°" '° "'™k Your Majesty," said ^^"iS^^o^^U:;-^^ -no it fo. I looked up „.^th a liJtte Zt '"^'"'^ "'" -'^y »•■■ „ 'suppose they will, ' said I. "Ti;"',^?"i'" '"' hanrfsomeiy abused." cons^tousl^as^f ;o,t.7-'' ' ^^'''^^-^^ »'™-' """ smiling. ^ '""'"•'' ^"°'*'' '° the Countess, and '«"r nolldcd-^ri^ir^'^^'i^f " .ff'^' ^- ^ p':?^- i:r^- i»^ 'nii-JitTaE r I mseT' 'i;'^ " y '?'''" -id *<= "' a low voice Max":w'°n7it sSmedr^^r^' ""= '"'"^ '" "^'t the situat^had acted H»J ' r ',".'" J^^ '"-""J' '^at looked down from Sennas vt',^' '"■'"'"'• '^ ^^ suggested), would be amused tt The inf P«^'"'-f>='q"'=ly on my action ■ it wni.lrl . ;f 1 ■ u '"terpretation put great sacrifice that I h^H '"','^""™,'- "<=" to see the teaching twiSed'tto a"ep Son^'ofhis'''""" °' }'' they would sav l-^Cltt-J^.-irmo^.^-^ThS Z* '"^- ige to hear uhen the f}< I ure uf the Countess was ma 136 THE KING'S MIRROR 4+ <■'! Still fresh before my eyes, and the sound of her sobs rang yet in my cars. I shrugged my shoulders. 1 here are harder things to bear than a little abuse and a little gossip. I can't help it if they don't under- stand the grounds of my action." ♦•It's .so soon after the Prince's death," said Max. 1 he thing could not be dela)-ed ; it had to be done at once," said I. I moved towards her to take my leave. She was standing close by her husbands side ; her face was still m shadow. "We shall have so much to do before we go," she said, "that we can hope to see very little more of' Your Majesty. " Yes," broke in Ma.x, " we must go down and arrange everything on the estate ; we 're going to be away for so long. -^ "Oh, but I shall hope to see you again. You must come and say good-bye to me. Now I must leave you. " Good-bye, and again thank you," she said She came with me to the door, and down the stairs. Max walked in front, and went on to open the door and see that my carriage was in readiness. For an instant 1 clasped her hand. "I shan't see you again," she whispered. "Good- bye. I left her standing on the lowest step, her head proud y erect and a smile on her lips. It was as she said, 1 did not see her again; for they went to the country the next day, and when Max came to take a formal leave of me she excused herself on the score of mdisposition. To complete the picture I ought to describe the wrath of those who had formed Hammerfeldt's e^aour- age, the gleeful satisfaction of the opposing party the articles in the journals, the speculations, guesses,' and assertions as to my reasons, temper, intention, and expressions. I should paint also my mother's mingled annoyance and relief, vexation that I favoured the I PROMISE NOT TO LAUGH j^; effectual divingla; d f hin " 'f ^^^^'''^'^^'i'^ent and in- throw ],-crht on so ^5- ' ''">'t!i'"ff that mi^rht Adolphu.;^ Ua se selfTo,nnr°"-' a matter ; VViniam l^is advice, acco mptk^rh'.^ "''"'^^ '" •"^>' ^°"°^^''"^^ of my havii^jj' tl,o : hUt nor. ^ ' Patromsincr rebuke'^or All thescVoc feoD e nf h''^ '"^ \'" '^ '^ abruptly." and filled Hich ci3s o?H '-^^^^^^ ^heir little pafts of the meani <. of ti e nh F^' ""^ ''^^'•' °^^ ^ '^'^'as the importance of to ' ^^ ''"'^ ^^'"""' '''''' ^'-^timate of their Placef hfrnf concen;;''''"" '^"'^^'>' ''^" '^"-^ ■'^to superfluous; alU-e^eS'T /'' n' ^'^'r ""^ ^^"^ ^^-^ sciousness to 1 d hte„ th " ' "^^^ '''^'■'^■^^^' '" ""^^o"- and to frame tic tr .V K '-""''K' ^"^ P"'"' ^'^^^ ^«'^^^ly. incongruous seuln^'l^ J^IM j; '^^Jf r^^^'^' '^^^'^ mana^rer takes no ,l.u-nsolnve'iH:f ^'^": ' ^" -^^''^S-^- nor to lead us tlm,n''N '''^,'^;^'^ thmgs m harmony. emotions to tl'dlTof^'^S ?"f ^^-^^'-^^-^P-"^ from our si-ht all • t h- T''"^"' "^^'' ^" Danish of the piece it the, V ' T'^ k '^''^^^''^ ^^''^'^ ^'^^ Pathos juxtapositions, by sur-^s^''^' ^^ 'T'''''' ^>' ■^^'"^"'^'^^ audiel.ce folio vh^sS^M'^'S'' ''^^^^' "^^^">' «^ the pleasure, reckin- notT, ' "f^^^^■^'".^^ chssatis.'action or his play. ^ "°^'^"'^^ ^^''^^'^'^^•- ^^'^ applaud or dam.i to Paris. Did yo, look :i f ""^^ ^ountess was ^one -erfeldtP ^^ct'orla \Tou<^^t";o uXl'^ ''^^- not the boy's work ^^K.n ii ^^ '-"• ^'^'^'i. ^^'as done? ^ ^'^ absurdly, extravagantly, bravely CHAPTER XIV. PLEASURE TAKES LEAVE TO PROl EST tiS i! W. I' 'During the months that followed the departure of the Sempachs I engaged myself busily in public affairs, in the endeavour to gain better acquaintance with the difficult trade which was mine. I do not throw off impressions lightly, and I was disinclined for gaiety, or for more society than the obligations of my position demanded. My mother approv'ed of my zeal ; a con- vinced partisan, she enjoyed that happy confidence in her own views which makes people certain that every- body can study their opinions only to embrace them. Attention is the sole preliminary to conversion. I will not speak further of this matter here than to say that I was doomed to disappoint Princess Heinrich in this respect. I am glad of it. The world moves, and although it is very difficult for persons so artificially situated as I have been to move with it, yet we can and must move after it, lumbering along in its wake more or less slowly and awkwardly. We 'hold on this tenure; if we do not perform it— well, we end in countr)'-houses in England. It was, I suppose, owing to these occupation.s that I failed to notice the relations between Victoria and her husband until they had reached a rather acute crisis. Either from a desire to reinforce the number of my guardian angels, or mcrel\- because they found them- selves very comfortable, the pair had taken up a practi- cally permanent residence with me. I was very glad to have them, and assigned them a handsome set of apart- ments quite at the other end of the house. Here they '38 PLEASURF, PROTESTS ,39 Victoria at Iea?t 3 5l- E?""°." °^ '""''^ ''-'arfers. Wle ioungfe ?ife n CO, i'n"''""T P"''^'"'^' '«' ■->" liis stoutness incJeip?! ^°"'"=1"f."':= "■■ S'cvv indolent; ■nerely bectu e T bdieve fta" ,°t" h",^ P"'™"', ''^'"i' ^'StKKt"^3^^^P^- to satisfy this instinct in hcfes a dTs^ il "" ''"?'= she'pd^atr ;';rorr,;t;ts'"'nd'^;i?e'=^ l^^^r ^ Adolphus would ,,ot ha e bee i^ th ''"•^' T' '^J"'""" disturbed by it He had =n I 1 smallest degree by a co„,pirte want ohma^ nltl^^'-rh '"'? f'"" ever, she began to treit I m -IL Un\app,\y^ how- contempt, aLwed Wm to™,e c ' .:"tra;"hf '"^ "'''-" did not satisfv her «r^;..;f l-'^'^<;'^<- tiiat his company and showed tefrretr?"'' ."jental requirernent^ choose hisown ass cht ^'^?'V"'""^8: that he should friends bored him and ;,vf^?"'-T^^ '^'^'■' ^'^' "''f'^'s afforded him He devo ' l ^T'''''''^ P'efcrences dogs, and his ho^^sfrt^'X^r^^:^ ^C r^ s=! ^irs^ .s^^ ^^r /'l^^ ^" was no quit; o JeH O. r J '^''" '"^'■^^'^^^ ^'■■''^^'=%. Adolphus came tbl\r^ ? ,''• '^'^ ^^^'^'^ «^ ^^''"'■'"^ and ilimself^;^lSd;rha^^r^ '^^^^^" ^'^ ^^'^ stamped "thtSl^es^^'oTcl'T^' "^^ P''^^'^ ^- '^-e Coralie Man^on ' s'ewas b^^^^^.^" "^ """^^'->' ^'-" one v\as by no means ,so great a 140 THE KING'S MIRROR It 'It force in my life as was the Countess von Sempach, but she remains a singularly vivid image before my eyes liorn heaven knew where, and of parents whom I doubt whether she herself could name, seeming to hail from t_ie borderland of Italy and France, a daughter of the Riviera, she had strayed and tumbled through a youth of which she would speak in moments of expansion I, however, need say nothing of it When I saw her first she was playing a small part in a light opera at l^ordstadt. A few weeks later she had assumed leading ro/es, and was the idol of the young men. She was then about twenty-three, tall, dark, of full figure doomed to a brevity of beauty, but at the moment magnificence itself Every intellectual gift she ap- peared to lack, except a strangely persistent resoluti-)n of purpose and ar admirably lucid conceotion of her own interest. She .vas not in the least brilliant or even amusing in general conversation. She worshipped her own beauty ; she owed to it all she was, and paid the debt with a defiant assertion of its supremacy. None could contradict her. She was very lazy as regards physical exertion, extremely fond of eating and drink- mg a careful manager of her money. All this sounds and was, very unattractive On the other side of the account may be put a certain simplicity, an indolent kindness a desire to make folks comfortable, and (what I liked m(j.st) a mental honesty which caused her to assess both herself and other people with a nearness to her and their real value that was at times absolutely startling. It seemed as though a person, otherwise neither clever nor of signally high character, had been gifted with a clairvoyance which allowed her to read hearts, and a relentless fine sincerity that forced her to declare what she read to all who cared to listen to her Whatever she did or did not in that queer life of hers' she never flattered man or woman, and fashioned no false image of herself William Adolphus made her the rage, so strangely things fall out. He went five nights running to see her. Next week came a new piece, with Coral ie in the pach, but my eyes. 1 I doubt lail from ^r of the a youth cpansion. saw her opera at i leadiniT She was 1 figure, moment she ap- isoluti.jn n of her : or even )ped her paid the . None regards d drink- sounds, 2 of the indolent id (what her to rness to solutely iherwise ad been to read 1 her to to her. of hers, ned no rangely to see -* in the TLEASURE PROTESTS 14, box''A;\vaJ"a'Sc""'"^ '''' '^''' ^- '-- *- his mounted mto the seventh heaven H J A brother- l\ 142 THE KING'S MIRROR If J "I ought to speak to hur, I suppose?" I said to Varvilliers at last. " A thousand pardons for engrossing Your Majesty ! " he cried. " Yes, I think you should." William Adolphus" voice flowed on in the account of a match between one of his horses and one of somebody elses. I turned t follow Varvilliers' advice; rather to my surprise, 1 found Coralie's eves fixed on me with an appearance of faint amusement. She began to address me without waiting for me to say anything. _ " Why do you listen to what Varvilliers says about me mstead of finding out about me yourself?" she asked. "How do you know he talked of you, mademoiselle ? " She shrugged her shoulders and returned to her salad. VVilliam . .dolphus asked her a question ; she nodded without looking up from the salad. I began to eat my salad. ** "It's a good salad," I observed, after a few mouthfuls. Very, said Coral ie ; she turned her great eyes on me "And, vion Bieu, what a rare thing!" she added vvith a sigh. Probably she would expect a touch of gallantry. " The perfection of everything is rare," said I, looking pointedly in her face. She put up her hand, lightly fingered the curls on her forehead, smiled at me; and turned ac, in to her salad. I laughed. She looked up again quickly. ^ "You laugh at me?" she asked, not resentfully, but with an air of frank inquiry. " No, at the human race, mademoiselle. It is we. not you, who excite laughter." She regarded me with apparent curiosity, and gradually began to smile. "Why?" she asked, just showing her level white teeth. " You haven't learnt yet ? " William Adolphus began to speak to her. You would have sworn she had a deaf ear that side. She had finished her salad and sat turned towards me If a very white shoulder could at all console my brother-in- law, he had an admirable view of one. Apparently he said to ITJ-ASUKK I>ROTr:STS ,43 " Shall wc smoke ? I have eaten enough." ^^ With all my heart," I ansuered. in fact he has eaten too much," observed Coralie by no nicans ,n an "aside." "He ind I- ve both e't too much. He is fat already. I shall be" you are talkative to-ni-lit, mademoiselle" snirl Varv.lhers. who was offering, ifer a ci,-aret"e. "' "^ to."iht^!S:^ted"' " ^"""^^^^ ^""^^^"^ --^h ^^"<'ng delpair ''""^ "°' '"'' "'^^'''- " •^^ ^'■'■^^ i" affected eat nw broS' !''''f "^ ''^'' '' ^^°"'^ ''> "^^^^^^^ me to bo vJto /h' ,^^^ ^^"^^ then spoil his sport, was s1,°,i ' ^'-^^^ ^"^. ^'•"-^d over to where witte was staiicling. Near him was a aracter, I think. 144 TIIK KING'S MIRROR I M " Heavens, no!" cried he. "Come, I see MonseiVneur all alone ! " " You are right," s.iici Coralie. "Go and talk to him. Ihe King and I will talk." They went off, Wetter laughing, '/arvilliers still a little ruffled b\ his encounter. Coralie passed her arm through mine and led me to a sofa. I iiad recovered my composure, was interested, and amused. "IJriande," she .aid sudilcnly, "is always deploring my stupidity. ' How will you get on.' she says, ' without wit? Men are ruled by wit though they are won by faces.' So she says. Well, I don't know. Wit is not in my line." She looked at me half questioningly half defiantly. _" I perceive no deficiency in the qualitv, mademoiselle," said I. " Then you have not known witt\- women," she re- torted tranquilly. " But 1 am not altogether dull. 1 am not like Monseigneur there." " My brother-in-law ? " " So I am told." As she said this she looked again at me and began to laugh. I laughed also. But I could not very well discuss William Adolphus with her. "Whatman do you desire to rule with this wit?" I asked. "One can't tell when it might be useful," said she, with a barely perceptible smile. " Surely Leauty is more powerful ? " "With Monseigneur?" " Oh, never mind Monseigneur." " But not with men of another kind." " Some men are not to be ruled bv any means" " You think so ? " ' " Take Wetter now ? " " I would give him a week's resistance." " Varvilliers ? " " A day." I did not put the third question, but I looked at her with a smile. She saw my meaning, of course, but she PI-EASURIC rROTIvSTS ,45 since s!,e nouici „t i t J ., '"-"? ?'""'«'' "' I"--''. "'"I. •"Ifc" with marked in.lTffc.n'llcc " *•' """"""^ "^^ said'l"'" "'■''■^ »■''"' '" ''^'>^- "••"I-- y™>- acquaintance," I am''a':;t?rni^t:;;:r"'- "^°" ■•'- "^-^"'b *at ofdefyin" su^fe 1,^!,^ T 'V''" P'^'^ "„„ld be capable power to secure for her '" "'^ vo|'^:]s;^;!re:S!^,-S'- ^'- ■»''<= h,-. ,,„, Was my brother-in-law unwillhg?" " He° v'arproS^f|:;';:^*:f,'""^■" '-«-<- Varvmiers. to'halec'^me?.?"'^"^'-'' '°' ™^- ' ="PP°^= ' ""ghtn't bhe certainly interesterl me " mans quick uit overtook my thoughts. 146 THE KING'S MIRROR " If you wish to rescue the Trince from clanger, sire," he said, lauj^hin^s "you can't do better than come often." " It seems to me that I 'm in danger of quarrelling either with my sister or with my brother-in-law." " If I were you, 1 should feel myself in a danger more delightful." "But why not yourself equally, Vicomte? Aren't you in love with her ? " "Not I," he answered, with a I uigh and a shake of his head. "But why not?" I asked, laughing also. " Can you ask ? There is but one possible reason for a man's not being in love with Coralie Mansoni." " Tell me it, Vicomte." " Because he has been, sire." " A good safeguard, but of no use to me." " Why, no, not at present," answered VarvilHers. The carriage drew up at his lodgings. I was not inclined for sleep, and readily acceded to his request that I should pay him a visit. Having dismissed the carriage (I was but a little way from my own house), I mounted the stairs and found myself in a very snug room. He put me in an armchair and gave me a cigar. We talked long and intimately as the hours of the night rolled on. He spoke, half in reminiscence, half in merry rhapsody, of the joys of living, the delight of throwing the reins on the neck of youth. As I looked at his trim figure, his handsome face, merry eyes, and dashing air, all that he said seemed very reasonable and very right ; there was a good defence for it at the bar of nature's tribunal. It was honest too, free from cant, affectation, and pretence; it was a recognition of facts, and enlisted truth on its side. It needed no arguing, and he gave it none ; the spirit that inspired also vindicated it. I could not help re- calling the agonies and struggles which my passion for the Countess von Sempach had occasioned me. At first I thought that I would tell him about this affair, >ut I found myself ashamed. And I was ashamed I'LKASL'RK l'k()Ti:.STS ,47 eves woiilri fi..;.,i 1 • ^i«-huji. imt the merry reality I d. ' n- u.sire m\ l "'' °f '">' '^'^"^'"'^^ ^ '" fr, ♦!, ' ^'^•^"^^ 'I'm to klUMV the trutll I rlnn.r 2z;sir;l" ivr- before harl T k«« u / . ^^'-i^e sucn tliat never uciorc nad 1 been brounrht nto confTri- u ifK • -i emperanjent or a similar pm"., ^ Wh '. hey w ^e' I frif f„ I '"' " »li"lesomeness ; the objections «?;;.r3,? -s •••■"5 .■•■'.". «f"„„L"' SL^ £.9 J.,g p;.i|2«E3 - -ont.a.tcd with tnc laughing philosophy of his own i 148 THE KING'S MIRROR I? country. At the end he apologised for tall