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Ellen is Grateful 48 CHAPTER IX. Happy Together 54 I 1 K»l THE ROMANCE OF A BACK STREET. CHAPTER I. JOHN DAX. I HE fancy repository in Gibbon Street, Lambeth, was no ephemeral affair — none of your fly-away businesses sub- ject to strange accidents, defalcant tenants and missing keys, at those embarrassing quarters of the year when the land- lord wants his rent. Meagre and poor to look at, " Morison's Repository " had evidently been a good one to go, if the board between the first-floor windows could be relied on for veracity, the business having been established in the year of our lx)rd one thousand seven hundred and ninety-eight No one doubted the fact in Gibbon Street ; the oldest inhabitant had no recol- lection of any name save Morison over the little square win- dows of the shop, where business was far from brisk, despite the date of its first start, and the claims of old associations which it asserted over all new comers to the neighbourhood. There were i;wo Morisons left to manage the shop at the date our story opens — two pale-faced young women, who would have been pretty in another sphere, with a fancy reposii The Romance of a Back Street, tory off their minds, and a struggle to keep afloat in the world less perceptibly manifest. Morison's Repository could not be doing well down that shadowy back street, where grim facts were more patent to the locality than fancy goods ; there was little in the window . "I see," repeated Ellen. " The perlice — the police — ^would have bagged the lot ; it would have gone to the Crown, or something, if it had been found along with the notes ; and what good would the money have done anybody then ? '* " This is shallow reasoning, John," said Ellen ; " the news- paper would have betrayed you, too, and told us the whole story." " You never read the paper." A Double Confession, 19 ney '' We should have heard it from our neighbours." " I should not have given my own name."; "Well, well," said Ellen Morison, resuming her needlework, " the notes were not stolen, and you have come back for your money." She arose as if with the intention of fetching it, when John Dax leaped across the counter and seized her by the arm. " No, no 1 God forbid ! " he cried ; " sit down, please, whilst I tell you the rest of my mind. She's not looking up ; she's brooding over the fire just as I have seen her a score of times before, and does not know that anybody's here." " What is there more to say about her ? " asked Ellen, sitting down again, thus adjured. " Something much worse, you'll think, I dare say," he said ; " but I can't help it. It's on my mind, I say again ; and I want to tell you, to begin with." " Well ? " asked Ellen, as he paused. " I've kept away six months in order to learn to read and write in earnest, and be less like the wreck of a chap I was," he said frankly, " in order to be fit to be your friend and hers — es- pecially hers. You've been a couple of angels to me, and I want to make a kind of a return with that money for both of you, for I shall never want it." "Thank you, John, but we are never likely to take it," was the proud reply. . . wimmmm wpa 20 TAe Romance of a Back Street. I ■' " I want you not to think of that at present," he said, " to let it wait there for me, then, till I come to fetch it. But I want to tell you, outright, now, how I love your sister — how I have been loving her for years and years — right on, by God, without a break ! " It was a strangely excited face now that glared across at Ellen Morison — it was full of pathos and passion, and a terrible anxiety. " Why do you tell me this ? " cried Ellen Morison, in a now harsh voice. She was excited herself, and scarcely heeded his wild looks. ** Because you can help me — because you can tell me if she is liked by anyone else — if there will ever be a chance of her learning to like me — not now, of course not ! — if I may come here as a friend at first, a humble friend, teaching hisself to be worthy of her by degrees — if she would mind my coming, not knowing that I liked her yet — not guessing at it for an in- stant." '' Would you come if there was no chance for you? " asked Ellen. " No," he said, after a pause, " I fancy not. Then I should be glad to hook it, for good." ** There is not a chance," affirmed Miss Morison, severely ; " and you are a poor fool to think there is." " I didn't think there was," muttered John Dax, hanging down I 4^ Double Confession, 21 his head ; « I didn't dream of it hardly— but I thought I'd ask." '' Ask for yourself, and see what she will say," said Ellen. " No, no ; I can believe you," said John, shrinking at the suggestion. « God bless her, why should I trouble her ? But if some day you will say to her " « Don't take my word for anything," cried Ellen, as excited as himself; " don't tell me what to say-don't ask me to speak to her. She and I have not spoken to each other for three years / " •jir i\...:i^ tsx: CHAPTER IV. CAST DOWN. OHN DAX was completely prostrated by Ellen Mori- son's avowal. His strength for a while suddenly de- serted him, and he relapsed into the old cane-bottomed chair, wrung his hands ♦logether piteously, and glared at her who had bewildered h:m by a strange and awful statement. What could it mean ? What terrible secret did it portend ? — Beneath the everyday exterior of this monotonous business, the placid surface of what had ever seemed to him, two gentle, patient, uneventful lives, what deadly grievance, or cruel ill- feeling had prevailed ? V He was in a dream, and stupefied by all its wonderments. What mystery of the past, what irreparable wrong, could have held those two young women in silence for three years, living and working together, and sleeping under the same roof, u*iJ yet never exchanging a word with one another ? " For three years," he faltered forth at last, " and you two not speaking all the time ! " Cast Down, 23 «' Mori- |r de- :hair, who end? ness, ntle, 1 ill- ;nts. lave ving yet two We have grown used to the position — it is not painful to either of us now." " But will you teU me " "John, I cannot tell you anything more," said Ellen, firmly ; *' I have betrayed too much already. You are never likely to know what has estranged my sister from me, or me from her, and why we hate each other very bitterly." " No, no — don't say that — it is not possible — you two ! " he exclaimed. "Ask her presently, if you will. Hear what she says — repeat to her what I have told you," said Ellen Morison excitedly again, " and then tell her your own story if you dare." John felt already that he dared not, that in the past life of Mary Morison lay the barrier to any confession of the wild dream that he had had, and to any hope which he had formed. It would have been wiser if he had not told the elder sister — if his avowal had not, as it were, wrung forth the secret which these two silent women had jealousy guarded from the world : he thought he would have been happier to have lived on in ignorance of so terrible a truth. He rose and walked towards the door in a dream-like fashion, as though the vision lasted still that had oppressed him. This wcis not real life yet — the stem reality of all his after-time. At the threshold he turned, for the sweet pale face of Mary was looking towards him from the half-open door leading into the 33= "^ 24 The Romance of a Back Street, little parlour — he felt that she had left her work and was nearer him, before he had glanced round. She remembered him, too, and that was marvellous, considering how Ellen had been per- plexed at the first sight of him. She oame towards him at once with hands extended, and a faint smile of welcome flickering at her lips. " Surely it is our old friend John Dax," she cried, " and he has not deserted us for good I " * " Not for good, Miss Mary " stammered the man. " I thought I would come and have a look at the old shop, just for once !" he added. " For once ! " she repeated, wonderingly. " Yes — I am going away presently — not yet," he said with a great effort. " Well, it was kind of you to think of us, John." " As if I was likely to forget you, and your sister," he said, [" as if I haven't been telling her already how I remember the goodness of you both when I was without a friend in the world." " We could not help you much," said Mary, " but I hope we did our best." •* You saved me," said John Dax. " Oh ! no — you saved yourself — with heaven's help," answered Mary, warmly. This was unlike a girl who could bear malice in her heart, and live for years in enmity with her sister — surely it was Ellen's fault that the great difference had arisen, and existed. Mary $\ 's ry Cast Down. 25 ^.^ $\ was a woman all gentleness and sympathy. Why had he acted so rashly in the first moments of his return and ^told Mary's enemy the great secret, the great ambition of his life ? Looking at Mary Morison, he felt that he could not lightly surrender his one hope, or believe in all that Ellen had told him. He would wait and watch for awhile — no one understood his real character yet — the shadow of the streets was still upon him. Mary Morison talked to him as to an old friend, rather than an old servant ; she heard the little story he had already related to his sister, with the exception of the money in trust upstairs, and that he was silent concerning, and Ellen stole away and lef>. them together. The elder sister offered him his chance to speak* his opportimity to learn the truth for himself, but he would not avail himself of it. He was afi-aid to ask any questions bearing on the past, or appertaining to the future — he had not the courage to risk so much again. To tell all that was in his heart, was to shut away "this dear face for ever from him; he could come no more after his mad avowal of attachment. He would be more discreet , he would be content with seeing her for awhile, and letting time plead for or against him j under any circumstances it was beyond his strength to say good-bye. He thanked her for past kindness, as he had thanked her sister Ellen, but he hinted not at the romance which had brought him to Gibbon Street. He expressed a wish to look in at the Gibbon Street shop now and then, and talk of old times, to ask her ad- 26 The Romance of a Back Street vice, and her sister's, as to his future course in life, and she said that she should be glad to see him when he was disposed to visit them. He went away almost happy with that assurance, until all that Ellen Morison had told him rose up like a wall between him and his dream-land. In his own room in the Waterloo Road — he had never been far away from them — he was not sanguine of results, and his spirits sank to zero at the misty prospect lying beyond that day. 1 •«i» •^'r aid to ice, irall the -he the CHAPTER V. A TIME OF TRIAL. yjrlATIENCE was one of the rare virtues of our common- «=€>' place hero. He had borne much in the old days without a murmur ; in the time of his prosperity, and with a new ordeal to face, he was still the same uncomplaining individual He was a man content to wait after all ; for six months he had had the courage to keep away from Gibbon Street, for six months more he played the part of humble friend, and bided his time, although in the first impulse of his despair he had told Ellen Morison that he could not come there. True, he had another mission in life at first, and this kept him strong. If he were unrewarded by a sign of affection, still he was Mary's friend, in a way, and there came no one else to Gib- bon Street ; and the new task that he had set himself was to help towards a better understanding between the two sisters, and to endeavour by degrees, and by some common object of interest, to draw those two together who had drifted so strangely and awfully apart. It was a giant's task, and beyond his strength, buc he did not learn that readily. He had faith in his 28 The Romance of a Dock Street, powers in this direction, and the more he saw of the sisters Morison, the less he could believe in their unforgiving natures, or deep-seated wrongs. Either sister apart was gentle and affable, with the rare art of saying kind words in a kind fashion ; little acts of neighbourly attention, of friendly service to folk poorer than themselves, told of earnest, thoughtful, charitable women, as forcibly as in the time when John Dax was poor. How was it possible that to each other these two should remain obdurate as fate ? Poor John was not a philosopher, or a man of any degree of depth j his little efforts to make them friends were exceedingly transparent, his futile appeals on trivial matters from one to another, when by some chance they were together, were very plain, and at times awkward, and finally they brought the schemer into trouble. It was Mary Morison who faced him with reproof on this occasion. The days were drawing out towards the summer then, and John Dax called once or twice a week. " I have seen for S' ;me time, John, that you are acquainted with a secret which my sister and I had hoped to hide from most people," she said to him one evening \ " will you tell me why you interfere ? " " You do not speak ; I cannot understand how so long a. quarrel as this can last," he answered readily. " You will not blame me, Miss Mary, for trying in my humble way to end it ? " Why should you ? " she inquired. i( A Time of Trial, 29 " It ain't natural ; you and Miss Ellen should be the best of friends." '' It is unnatural, John, but it is not to be prevented. Do not interfere between us, please, or " She paused and looked steadily at the young man, who said — " Or wht^t, Miss Mary ? Don't be hard with me." " Or it will be my place and hers to ask you not to come near us again — to keep away for good. For the good," she added a moment afterwards, " of the three of us." John was crestfallen. He could do no more after this. His own position, wherein he fairly hoped at times he had advanced a little, was in jeopardy, and he could not afford to be dismissed unceremoniously, and for ever, from her presence. If he could only save her from the misery of this isolation by taking her to himself — if she would step some day from the eternal silence and gloom of that dreadful house — it had become dreadful to him now, knowing the ill-feeling that was in it — and let him devote his life to making hers more happy than it possibly could be in her home. If she would only pity him — and herself ! Loving Mary Morison very truly, if very madly, it became natural on his part to distrust by degrees the elder sister, and to fancy that he redd in Ellen's thoughtful gaze at him, a growing dislike towards himself. He had sided indirectly with Mary ; he had disregarded the advice of EU^n ; he was there as often as excuses could take him to the house ; he could not believe in any faults 30 The Romance of a Back Street. of the younger sister bringing about the cause of offence or distrust ; in his place, and despite his effort, there was no stand to be taken on the neutral ground. Love held the scales, and turned the balance in Mary's favour. " How long is this to last ? " Ellen asked of him one day. "Is what to last?" rejoined John, for the want of a better reply at the moment. " This wasting of your life," was the sharp explanation proffered. " Until I know the truth concerning her." " And yourself, you mean ? " "Yes." :. _, '■( ■ -■■--•■■>' :-..,.-• "It is very plain to see, but you come here with closed eyes," she said ; " it is as I told you in the winter time, and when you took no warning." " I will hear all from your sister — ^let her give me my answer in good time." " I am not likely to interfere between you ; but you are not sane, John Dax, to dream on in this wilful fashion." " It is not to be helped now," John said, moodily. And it was not. He had erected his idol — it had been his task from the days of his vagabondage, when Mary Morison was first kind to him, and when it collapsed it would crush him. John Dax was not idle during his term of faithful service ; in acquiring money he had learned tl^e value of it, and the neces- sity of storing it He was not living wholly on his means ; he A Time of Trial. 31 had found employment, if not any great degree of pay, at a book- binder's, where he was slowly and laboriously, being somewhat dull of application, learning the craft. It would come in handy some day, when Mary had learned to like him, he thought at times, in the few sanguine moments which he had, and to which a kinder word or a brighter smile than ordinary, would give birth. She blushed crimson, and tinned her head from him at times too — he was sure of that. Six months passed completely, and it was summer time beyond the murky precincts of Gibbon Street, when Mary was missing from her customary post. The place behind the counter was occupied by Ellen Morison, but the gas was turned low in the parlour when the long daylight had gone, and there was no one now at work within. John noticed this on the first visit, and it was so uncommon an occur- rence — so out of the common track of the dullness of life at the repository, that he said quietly, even nervously — "Where's Miss Mary?" The face of the elder sister took a deeper shade of gloom as she answered, reluctantly — " She is unwell to-day." " Not very unwell ?" he asked. ■ •: " " No ; not very, I hope." John was not content with these laconic replies, but was com- pelled to accept them. He went away in a moody and dissatis- fied condition, and the next morning he passed round by Gibbon 32 The Romance of a Back Street. Street on his way to business. The house was open, but there was no one in the shop or parlour, and he sat down and waited with shaking hands and quivering lips for some one to appear. His passion had taken a strong hold upon him now, and he was a very child in his excitement. He did not know how weak he was ; he hardly knew how deep had become his reverence for Mary Morison, until there seemed some hidden danger threaten- ing her. Presently Ellen came down stairs very pale and stern, and stared with surprise at John's early visit. " I could not go to work until I knew how your sister was," he said humbly and apologetically. " She is no better," was the answer. ** Has a doctor been sent for ? " "Yes." " What does he say ? what does he think?" asked John. " He says she is very weak and low." " Pray have further advice — let me — " " She is in good hands — she will have the best attention," Ellen replied gravely. John Dax reappeared in the evening once more — and once more had to wait in the deserted shop wherein the absence of its owner made but little difference to the business. He had some- thing on his mind now which he wished to unburthen to Ellen Morison, and had been brooding upon it all day. It had stood r ^~ummu^mmmmmmimtBm^v«*i'«iM\\ A Time of Trial. 33 between him and any honest application, to work, and, at all hazards, he must say it. When Ellen came down stairs at last, she said quietly, as if she had expected to find him waiting there — " She is no better, John." It was the same information as he had received from her in the morning, but it foreboded sadder news to him. " No better," he cried, " and you so calm as this ! " " Hush I hush !" she said, as an expression of pain flitted across her face ; " it is my duty to be calm." " Is she in any danger ?" " God knows ! " sh6 replied. " The doctor tells me there is nothing to fear at present." ''At present/ Then—" • ' . She laid her hand upon his arm by way of caution." " You are too loud-voiced, John, and the sick-room is only a few stairs above us. She is sleeping now — don't wake her for the world.'' " I beg pardon — I am very sorry," he said, in his new confused way, " but you know — oh ! you can guess how her illness troubles me. )> " Yes," she said, " looking at him sorrowfully, " it is not hard • to guess. But do you think I have no trouble, too ?" " Oh ! yes, you must have now, for all these long years of injustice towards her.'* ! 34 The, Romance of a Back Street. " You are foolish and cruel," Ellen returned, half-angrily ; " how do you know I have been unjust? " " You told me." " It is she, poor woman, who — but there, I cannot explain to you. You must not talk of it at a time like this." " You are kinder in your heart towards her — she is lying ill, dangerously ill — you speak to her now ? " "She does not speak to me," was the reply; "to hear my voice is to aggravate her fever." " She shall not lie like this neglected. Who is the doctor ? — let me seek him out — let me tell him — " " Nothing of our lives, or of our enmity, if enmity it be now," she said, interrupting him. " John Dax, you must not interfere. Leave her to me and to God." She put her hands to her face and murmured some low words, as of prayer, before she took them down again ; and John Dax had it not in his heart to distrust any more then. It was only in the streets, which he paced that night till a late hour, that the old doubts came back with tenfold force, that he thought down all the manifestations of the elder sister's grief, and read from the blurred pages of his heated brain a wild history of neglect and apathy — possibly revenge. He must interfere ; he must warn some one of Ellen Morison and of the old feud between her and her sister ; he must not remain passive, with the woman whom he loved in danger, and that other woman, who surely hated her, A Time of Trial, 35 M her only nurse. His distrust was weakeLjd again by the calm force of Ellen Morison's demeanour, when, more white and haggard than herself, he faced her the next morning. Before he could ask the question she had answered him, and for the third time with the old heart-crushing words — "She is no better ! " "She is dying," John Dax raved, "and you are keeping it from >i me. " No, no— there is hope — great hope j I pray," said Ellen, " don't think that, my poor, weak fellow." " Why do you leave her to herself— that is to yourself— when kind words, kind looks, are wanted to keep her brave and strong ?" he cried. " Great heaven ! to think I can do nothing — that she is lying there without a friend." " I am the best friend she has in the world, perhaps," she murmured. ' : ' . . " " It is not true — it can't be true," cried John ; " you have quarrelled with her, she never hears your voice." " It would not benefit her now," said Ellen, wildly. "You are wrong." " No, I am right, she does not know who I am, or where she is ; she is delirious." John wnmg his hands in his despair. He would have raved forth again in his grief had not Ellen's hand, as on the first day of tribulation, rested on his arm and checked him. 36 The Romance of a Back Street. " I asked you yesterday to leave her to me and to God," she said very sternly. " I demand it to-day as my right. You must not come again to unnerve me ; if you are thus childish, you had better keep away, for her sake." John was awed by her manner — once again the belief that he had misjudged her stole to his mind — once again when he was away from her all the doubts returned. By these doubts beset he sought out the doctor who attended at the sick house and harassed him with many questions, troubling him with injunc- tions as to secrecy as regarded his visit, and puzzling that worthy, but small practitioner, very much. " She is in a critical state," he said, when closely pressed by John Dax's inquiries, " but in no immediate danger. She may rally suddenly from the fever, even, for she is young." " Is she well nursed — well cared for ? " " She has her own sister, who watches night and day. Ellen Morison is killing herself with over nursing." " Tell her so, please- » " I have told her so already, but it is no use." John Dax groaned. " Are you in any way related to my patient ? " the doctor asked, curiously. " No, sir." " Ah ! a sweetheart perhaps," he said, with an effort to "^ put a cheerful tone upon the subject of discourse, "if so, A Time of Trial. 17 I hope I may give you permission to see her in a day or two." " No, sir, not a sweetheart," he answered mournfully, " but if I might only see her — only be sure- it And then he came to a full stop, lest he should do Ellen Morison an irreparable injury by his doubts of her. There was innate heroism in this weak fellow's character — he was distrust- ful, but he would not injure her by a word whilst there were only his own doubts to fight against. The next day there was the same soul-depressing news, but on the day that followed there came hope. " She is a little better." On the day following that she was conscious, but very weak. It was the weakness now which Mary had to fight against, the doctor had said only a few minutes ago, and from that she might sink if great care were not exercised. John waited for the doctor, who told him the same facts, regarding him very curiously and critically meanwhile. On the third day of better news Ellen Morison came down and faced him with the old grave aspect. "Not worse?" he cried, in new alarm. " No, not worse." "Better then?" "I hope so." ** The doctor has been ? " 38 The Romance of a Back Street. " Yes. He tells me that Mary is very anxious to see you." " To see me ! " exclaimed John ; " she has thought of me then— spoken of me ? " " Yes. Will you go up stairs and see her ? Can I trust you to be calm; whatever she says ? " " You can." " Her Ibt may be in your hands, remember, but she will see you now." " I am so glad of th?a ! " " Ah ! do not be mistaken in this hour, for the truth is very near to you." " Do you know what she is going to say then?" he asked. " Yes, I think I do." John looked inquiringly at her, but she pointed to the narrow stairs on the right pf the parlour, and he went up them with a faltering step and a heart that beat wildly with surprise, fear, and f even joy. }} me yovL CHAPTER VI. see CONFESSION. ery 3W a bd i '.vr' ^^pOHN DAX went softly into the room where the one romance of his life was sinking fast away. Surely sinking from life, as well as from romance, was the wan and wasted figure lying there, with two great anxious eyes regarding him very wistfully as he entered. " Oh 1 poor Mary," murmured the man as he advanced with noiseless step to the bedside, where she seemed to vanish for awhile in the thick mist which rose before him. There was a silence of some moments, for John was mastering his emotion and growing brave by slow degrees. He had pro- mised Ellen Morison that he would not break down, and was fighting hard to keep his word. It would disturb Mary, too, and that was of more importance than any promise he had made. Presently Mary spoke, and in so faint a whisper that he had to lower his head to catch her words. " You must not mind me asking you to my room, John," she said, " but it is hard to guess when I may be downstairs again. 40 The Romance of a Back Street, I have been anxious about you for some time — very, very anxious to tell you something." " I am listening," said John, " don't hurry. There is plenty of time." He sat r'own by the bedside and laid his hand for an instant on htr arm, vvhich was too weak to stir beneath his gentle pres- sure. The misc rose up before his eyes again, and his heart beat very fast. W?p she going to tell him that she had read his secret — h w})o ' adnade no sign of his affection, and had been always grave, aiu:i >?Vnt; and subservient, like the poor waif whom her ch ::.Tit> hacJ njed to love long years ago ? Was she going to pity hiKi, cxnti say good-bye ? Was she going to tell him that with health and strength returning she might even learn to love him in good time, and that he must take heart and grieve for her no longer ? Had the feud ended between the sisters, as at such time as this it should have done, and had Ellen told her of his passion ? Was he as near the truth, as she was nigh unto death, in that hour ? " You seem to have been my friend so long, John," she con- tinued) " to be the only one left to me." " You are very kind to say so, Mary. May I call you Mary now ? " ** If you will," she answered ; " if you wish it." " Yes, I wish it," he murmured ; " and if it is no offence to you," he added anxiously, " for after all — I — ." Confession. 41 " You are the one friend I have," she repeated ; " when I came back from all those dreadful dreams, I thought of you first as one on whom I could rely." " God bless you for that" " I knew you would aid me, and not be tco severe with me." " I am glad to help, of course," replied John, somewhat bewildered. " I cannot ask Ellen — you know I dare not speak to her," she said in a more excited whisper. " Not now ! will she not speak even in this hour ? " asked John; "well—." " Hush ; not her fault, but mine," said she, interrupting him. " I am weighed down by an awful oath which I dare not, will not break. There is no help for it, unless you help me." " Is it in my power ? " " I pray it is — I think it is," she answered. " Ah ! there is no happier task you can set me Mary," he cried. " You were always warm-hearted, John — kind, unselfish, faith- ful," murmured Mary ; " The little good I ever brought to your life will be repaid a hundred-fold to-day." " What can I do ? " " You must put your hand on mine again, and promise to forgive the poor, weak girl lying here before you. That is the beginning, John, of— of all that is to come ! " 42 The Romance of a Back Street, She was very feverish and nervous again. In the excitement she struggled hard to raise her voice, and he hastened to assure her and to calm her. " I promise to do everything, Mary, but you know, you must know I have nothing to forgive," he cried ; '* great Heaven what have you ever been to me, but the one blessing of my life.'* "A man different from yourself might learn to curse me, John." • "No— no." " For I have been very weak and guilty, and it is my crime that has helped to lay me low," she replied. " I — I discovered, long ago, that there was money in that parcel which you left in trust to me — and I ha\^e spent it all ! — given it all away to bring back hope to me. Pity me, forgive me. I could not live on in my misery any longer." lent lure mst ven fe." me. me ed, ; in on 1 CHAPTER VII. THE CRUEL TRUTH. EARY MORISON'S avowal was a revelation unlooked for by John Dax, but he bore it with equanimity. He was startled, even thunderstruck for an instant by the confes- sion of the sick girl, but not a muscle of his countenance be- trayed him. " Is that all?" he said cheerfully; "why it was yours ! — it was always intended for you, Mary." For him and her if they should ever marry — for her if he should die — for her at any time even if distress were near and money wanted, and surely it had been wanted at a time of need, for her hand to touch it without consulting him. He could not blame her ; could not express even surprise lest she should think he was sorry, and if it could make her happy, or set her mind at rest to say that it was freely hers, why let him say it readily. He did not grudge her the possession of it, " For me — that money," she said wonderingly. 44 The Romance of a Back Street. *' Yes, for you. What did I want with it, when you were struggling on here ? " " You did not say so." " I thought you understood it ? " " If I had it might have saved me many weeks of mental torture, John," she said; "and— why should I have had the money?" " You were kind to me in the old days." " Ah, so was Ellen." " Lut not with your kindness. There — say no more about it," he urged, " your cheeks are red— this is putting you out — I won't listen." " John, I must tell you all," she cried, " I shall never rest till you know my miserable story." " Cannot your sister Ellen tell me as well as you ? " asked John. " Yes — presently ; part of the story, not all. She does not know about the money." " We have explained all that, Mary." " Not why I took it — why I robbed you." " It was not robbery — but go on, my poor girl." " Why Ellen and I for years have stood apart, she will tell you in good time — what a cruel jealousy arose — what bitter quarrels — misunderstandings, for we were both in love with him." "With him/^' repeated John in his amazement. The Cruel Truth 45 1 were nental id the ibout lit— I rest iked not ell ter 11 " But I loved him best though latest — I did not know, to begin with, that I was breaking Ellen's heart to love him, and to let him love me back — but I think it broke when he liked me," Mary continued. " She turned upon us then — she sepa- rated us — she set my poor father and mother against him — even me, for a while, and in despair he enlisted for a soldier. Then my heart broke too, I think sometimes " — " This is the story your sister should tell me — not you," said John Dax, very moodily ; " for God's sake spare yourself." ^ " And me," he might have added in that hour of his bitterest discomfiture. "Well, well, you guess now why Ellen and I can never speak. When I discovered it was by her means he had been led to doubt me, I swore to Heaven that I would not speak to her in all my life again, till he came back to me. It was wrong — but I have kept my word — I may die keeping it. It is best perhaps to face my Maker without a lie upon my lips." " You will live, don't talk like this," said John Dax. " I may live if he comes back to me. Oh ! John, I love him so dearly — he is the one hope of my life — he is true to me still I would be at peace with Ellen — and for this, and more than this I have been working on for years, with Ellen aiding me, in silence." " I do not make out " he began in his old confused man- ner, when she commenced anew — 46 The Romatue of a Back Street. I " Let me finish, please, before my voice gives way," she en- treated ^ " Yes, Ellen and I have been working on for years to pur- chase his discharge, and we have been always balked at the eleventh hour. It has been impossible to save— . have tried hard, and we have been always poor I He seemed beyond all hope when the regiment was ordered to India, until the dis- covery and the temptation of your money came to me — not Ellen — never to her, who had outlived all love for him. I schemed on — I wrote to the Commander-in-chief's office — I studied all the rules by which he might be rescued ; finally? in desperation, with your money, John — forgive me or>re again — I bought his liberty — his passage home — and he his way to me at last." She had forgotten her fault in the thought of his return. John Dax could see that by the light upon her face. Ah ! woman is weak. " When will he return ? " asked John, in a hoarse voice. " Soon, I hope," she whispered, *• very soon." There was a long pause ; the confession had been made, and John Dax had offered all the absolution in his power. But he did not move away at once from the bedside ; he sat there like a man stupefied by the revelation which had been made, and which had cut down every fair green shoot of promise his own folly had allowed to spring up. He had served long, and waited w " It was a little surprise of mine/' he said, with a short laugh. " A surprise, indeed — and you have known Mary's love story all this while, and S3rmpathized with her, and helped her, and forgotten your own poor foolish dreams, and yet^^ " John interrupted her second train of thought. " I have not known everything very clearly until to-day," he said ; " there was a little mystery — not much — and Miss Mary has set that right at laf t. As for Alec " — ^he spoke as if he had known his rival, and been interested in him for years, and his manner of recital helped to deceive his listener, *' althoueh I shall be glad to see him back for your sister's sake, I think I shall be gladder for yours. " What do you mean ? " " His coming will end the long quarrel, won't it ? She flushed crimson, and wrung her hands together. ^' She was never to speak to me till he came back again," she murmured, " and he is on his way. Yes," she added, gravely, " for that one reason I shall be glad to see him." " I thought you would ; you dc n't bear malice now ?*' " Malice ! " she repeated, quickly, " do you think I then she paused and looked at John, attentively, and substi- tuted another question for the one that remained half-finished on her lips. " Has Mary told you the story of our quarrel ? " '' Most of it ; she said you would tell me the rest." »>» » Ellen is Grateful 51 »> '< How I loVed Ale