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Return to England - Visit to France— Return to England— Return to America- Death of his Wife- Visit to Canada-Second Mar- riage-Death Pages 170-19, i .»» i 'i TO THE READER \t» i In the ])erusal of this little vt.luine, thou wilt not find it embellished with many fine sentencesor eloquent words. The author has given to us a simple but faith- ful record of self-sacrifice and close devotion to the God he loved, served, and honored during many years of active labor and close engagement, in imitation of Him who went about doing good. In journeying so many thousand^ miles upon the American Continent, going from meeting to meeting; in crossing the billowy deep to bear the Gospel message to the European shoi -• • in tracing his footsteps over Norway's mountains, (^r seated in the little barque crossing the boisterous lakes and deep Qords, to sow the good seed and scatter words of cheer and comfort in the Norwegian heart, he thoroughly tested the faithfulness of that God, without whom not a sparrow falls to the ground unnoticed. Dear as were home associations : close and trvinf as were nature's conflicts, yet when the h ve of God viii TO THE RKADKR. expanded his soul for the .ood of his fellow men ho was willing ItshouUl waft him to the very ends of 'the •'arth for the accomplishment thereof And the IH'omises of God were literally fulfilled to him and his family : " Thy bread shall be ^iven to thee, thy water shall be sure." We have thou-^ht that these pao-es would be fraught with deep interest and encourage- ment to those whom religious duties might lead in The same footsteps; and to his many frie.ids who lovedand honored bim. whose hearts have been watered and refreshed through him as God's instrument, that this volume would be an acceptable companion. I i men, he is of the md the and his '.y water e pages jourai'c- <1 in tlie vedand 'ed and lat this MEMOIR OF JOHN L. EDDY. CHAPTER 1. Jofix L. Eddy, the subjoctof this memoir, was Ijorn at Rutland, State of Vermont, in the year 1798, at wliich time his parents were notmaking any profession of the Christian religion ; but shortly removing to the State of New York his mother embraced the truth in the love of it, and became a consis* nt and valued member of Hamburg Monthly K ng of Friends. Being engaged to walk in the light uisplnsed to h.'r from on high, she was prepared to train her numenms family in the nurture and admonition of the Loi-d. Often has the subject of this memoir been heard to give expression of grateful thanks for the pious care "she extended to him in his childhood, believing it had been as bread cast on the waters, the blessed results appear- ing after many days. Possessing a strong will and volatile disposition of mind as he approached to manhood, he wandered far m the paths of sin and disobedience; and gainirur a military company, he was soon promoted to an office amongst them. When about twenty years of age he 10 Memoir of John I. Eddy. Jica t hcaM to speak m tones of solemn warni,,,. even -y»g:. .This is tl,eia,,t time I will call 1^2^' Z vl,.eh he was brought into elose exereise of ,1m ^^ ace o ery out : .- Oh, wretehed man that I am who •shal dehver me ?" And whilst attending a series rf neetmgs held by the Baptists, he was nide a ti. '™-lf to the work andsrv™ Tht '"T"^'; although he was ren.otoly .itua J fr ,„"',. „'::^,:»;' he felt a requned of him to beeome a steady Itentf and was oft-trmes enabled to feel the refil^sh^ of heavenly good, and was permitted to iov an 5 • m tire God of his salvation' And soon ZTfrZZ feenn „m„,stakable elear.ess that the preparing itrd i#» heavenly ch he had sses of his iwg, even thee," by nind, and [ am, who sei'ies of e a hifjh Bofc feel- is people, itliodists. tioii, and rh much required friends ; twenty- ibership , in the I'd been he miry mouth, resign •d ; and looting, tender, ings of rejoice lade to ;' hand Marriage. 11 ^m of the Lord was upon him, that he might go and testify to others of the Lord's goodness and His power to save. About the twenty-fourth year of his age he was joined in marriage with Lydia Gilford, of Collins Monthly Meeting, New York, who ever proved a true helpmeet for him in the various religious exercises through which he was called to pass in after life. He ever found in her a faithfu' unsellor, and sympathis- ing friend. And when, as he apprehended, the time had come tliat his mouth should be opened in public ministry, he was not disobedient to the heavenly vision. For a time his conununications were short, and seldom uttered. In 1834 they removed to Huron County, Ohio, and became members of Alum Creek Monthly Meeting, and were numbered with the few who then constituted Greenwich particular meeting. And in the exercise of that })reeious gift he had received from the Great Head of the Church, John L. Eddy was called to pass through a lengthened series of proving dispensation ; but passing through the crowd of hindering things, and looking unto the dear Master alone for help in every needful time, he was enabled to stand and grow in grace, and in the knowledge of that blessed truth that was inexpressibly dear to him. And the evidence ot his having received a very precious gift in the ministry became so unmistakably clear to his friends, that his gift was acknowledged by Greenwich Monthly Meeting of Friends in the year of 1849. 12 Memoir of John L. Eddy. ^1349. The first service in wliich J T t? 1 1 in the oLaraeter of a m^ oi^folZZri:^'^ wa. to attend the n,eeti„g and vi.sftTot o X' fannhes eonsftuting his own Quarterly MeetL. vv th some labor with those „„* ;„ i .°™ff' *>itl' Society of Frienl >nombor.,hip with the Tlio manuscript lefore us savs ■ " W„, • ^ length of time felt drawings iZ;; „"?;"« ^7 * religious visit to Friemls and " h e ^ Zm,T "'''^° " Quarterly Meeting and a part of w" t B^ch"""' iT concern having, as I apprehended, l:^'^^ m tlie tenth niontli, LS-i9 I Jai.I if u.f ^4^^-nea, fX ;iv"d r'"" t'r """" ™''>- °f "'» ■"- ^ I icit lelievcd of a great burden." "" In the eleventh mo. of this year J r F,l l i a i- peaceful home, and went forth f^ he' ftst1?' '' embassador for Chris, and having attaded 0«d r' 7 ™^.ng,onl.,waytoAl„mCr:e.;hfCi'S '■11th mo. loth, 18«.-In the morning I visited and deeply sympathised with the fandiv of' honored Friend and Elder, David Os I^h ,3' deceased, and >s to be buried this afternoon It ten 11 hen- meetmg, which was a comfortable one and „ he afternoon attended the funeral of our valued IHnd there ben,g a large gathering on the occasion an ' soul refreshing time it was, wherein n„hi:„ T l" were borne to the truth,anL the'd" S^: 2'^ On seventh day, the 17th, he attended Goshen ...onthly meetn,g, in Logan Comrty, Ohio, and Mn! o m> [1849. 'as engaged 2I of CJirist, me of the eting, vvitli p with the "Iff for a to make a a our own 3h, and the y ripened, r monthly ineetinof, I ^ly left his ime as an )wl Creek « on fifth I visited y of oui' who iiad A-ttended ; and in id friend, 1, an(J a timonies cefuUy." Groshen findinsT 1849.] M ilatn Creek and Goshen. 13 that William Pearson, a valuable miniscer of that monthly meeting, was about to engage in a like service with his own, they joined in a visit to the meetings, and families of that monthly meeting, and held two appointed meetings within its limits,of which he gives the following account : "On seventh day I joined William Pearson in attending a meeting he had appointed in the north of Logan County, twelve miles distant from Goshen. The meeting was small, but a favored time, wherein I was enabled to relieve my mind very much to my own satisfaction, and, as far as appeared, to that of others. " On first day morning we proceeded eight miles north where we had a meeting appointed. The atten- dance was large, and a solemn meeting it appeared to be, wherein the Gospel was preached, not to any praise of the creature, but to the praise of the great name of Israel's God, who is worthy for ever." Feeling released from religious service in West Branch quarter for the present, J. L. Eddy set his face towards home. The manuscript before us continues : " On sixth day I left Carmel for Gilead. Arrived at Alum Creek on third day, at noon, where I heard that since I left home my wife had been thrown from a wagon and badly hurt, which was to me a trial of faith, as I felt called to attend Gilead and Western meetings ; and after weighing the matter and desiring to do right, I was favored to resign all into the Lord's hand, and attended those meetings, which proved to 14 Memoir of Jolui L. Eddy. (;i850 nad attended to apprehended duty. And now T rnn ail pra^t and adoration bo givon to tho Lord Jehovah !ovm Hnn ,, everlasting strength." ' for a mtletf."^'^r'P"""'Sod to remain at home Under ,Iate of third mo., «h, 18:50, he .says • under"ar?nus labors attended ii' heai'ts ^red and own my H peace, necting ; ^dge the me ; and y much ng been e states », which t to my home, 2ceived ibe all was in strong lehad labor. and a ndent nsive 1850.] Returns Home. 17 fields of religious labor began to open before his spiritual vision he was brought into close conflict of «l.irit. He knew the Shepherd's voice, and he had covenanted to follow Him ; and when the command- ment with Its parallel promise was heard: "Leave thy athcrless children, I will i,reserve them alive, and let thy widows trust in me," was to him a trial of faith We turn again to the manuscript : ''Fifth mo. 31st, 1850.-Since my return from the before-mentioned journey, I have felt the reward of peace, and my bosom has seemed to l)e filled with sheaves, m meditating upon the goodness and mercy ot God, in enabling me to fulfil that which seemed to be required at my hand. There is nothing short ot that power which has enabled the servants of the Lord, in all ages of the world, to surmount every difficulty, which could have enabled me, a mere cJnfd as I am, in the capacity of an embassador tor Christ, to have performed the labor assirmed to me, wherein I was so often made to adopt the Ian- guage : ' What ailed thee, oh thou sea, that thou fiedest and thou Jordan that thou wast driven back: ye moun- tains that ye skipt like rams, and ye little hills like iambs ? " But oh, the deep wadings of spirit ! How hath my very soul been bowed down and humbled, under the impression that further and more extended labor will be called for at my hands; and my circumstances in the wor d are such, and my means so limited, that the l^ord ordy knows how this can be brought about But 18 Memoir of Join, L. Eddy. [is.,,, tl.in«s that avo i,„p,««il,Ie with men arc possihio with my 1 fo, bo Thou my helper, my support and prosorvor my strong towor. my hoavonly fortrc, and my Xe dofonco ,n oyory tin.c of trial and contliet; and may no acknowledge that, within a few weeks pa tal ;'Bnt oh the i>lunging., into the very depths of an g ush and distress that I have had again to Ixpe ine" eneweu. In these seasons we are sometimes almost ready to doubt the reality of the opening, whfeh we spn.t but oh, saith my soul, distrust not thou that ztLrfti"^' 'r ""'^'" o^'^--" '^"f- me snares ot thy grand enemy. I lea^'witr^- ""'?'°" *'"' ^™^'-™ »''°™ Wnted at. in earth .;''^ '' all-powerful in heaven and tTbr rlbou;"-' "■" ''■ " '"^ ^"'"'^ i"st™n,ent« ood™trti:L!::eror:^tr'°— --'- " S,xth mo. 0th, 1st day-We had a large mectincr at be:s wherem I was .strengthened onee n.ore to plead ty mT/ ""^.^'r ""'^■■- "^'"S- - I t^-sH cle«e that the Lord has not foreaken n,e ; for which 1850.] Quarterly Meeting. 19 my soul hows and worsliqis l)eforo the awful i)ro.sGnce of the Lord God and the Larnl). "Sixth mo. 21. St.— Yesterday, at tln-ee o'clock, our Select Preparative Meeting was held ; only five mem- hens were present, two heing kept from meeting hy indisposition, and a hroken-heart tendering time it was, the most of us not having been members long. And I for several years having felt drawings in my mind, to pay a religious visit to Friends in some parts of the State of New York, Vermont, the Canadas and Michigan ; and the time having arrived, as I apin-e- hended, to inform Friends of the concern, and feeling that I needed all the help I could get, I informed this small meeting of the concern and asked their advice in regard to it; and my friends very feelingly and tenderly advised me to lay my concern before the monthly meeting, which I accordingly did ; and a very humbling time it was, wherein unity, sympathy and encouragement was very feelingly expressed, which caused my heart to overflow with gratitude and praise unto God, in that he condescends to the low estate of his servants, and favors them with his life-giving pre- sence, and enables them to render unto him and the Son of his love, thanksgiving and renown, now and forever." A minute was made, and the clerk was directed to furnish me with a copy of it. " Seventh mo. 1st, was held our Quarterly Meetino-, and a heavenly, heart-solacing time it was to the sin- cere-hearted amongst us, and an awakouing to the careless and unconcerned. 20 Memoir of John L. Eihhj. [1850. " There were two stranrrer Friends wJf I. , u drawn fortli to Ial)or earnostlvX f^ T T^" '''''' the tendering of n.any hea^' V^" f-f '^ ""''^ ''' ofmakin, .y propCnLt bet^e^^ "^e^ting.in which I received all tt ^"'"'^'^^ that well could be given bvr f • f '"^°"^^g«"'«nt -as directed to enl^ 'V "^^ T''' '"' '^^ ^'^^^ -eting; andlw^lTa^liCLr '^'^^'^^' ^'^ Peet as truth should onenT. ^ ^'"''"' ™>^ I^^««- desire to be preserved n H '''^' ^'^ ^^'^^^^ ^ ^"-% theperforJJ:7S;;;:j"j;;^;^^^^^ ^^-^ ^^ ^«ay be required at my hands ^ ''''^''' ^^^<^ "Eighth mo., 21st— A cU^r +^ i "any others in the caltlof dlvr?'"'' '''°™ affection and dutv v»„ w ° "'"'"SSl'' '"=hv..en thought I had bete"^ his " '^ """ *''*'•• I Lord's hand to be denote Lr^V^'^'^ "P '""> "><> -gl>t see fit; but a th s ilTf ?'.' ™^ "'*" part to cling so close to 2 Ij^f ™j ^^ ^f otionate -ou^ed. and wept, and wLtkd tm I T^ t' ' cry out; ■ Oh Lord have I n„f ™' ""^"^o *» -0. I pruy Thee, to gTvI up XV^'V*""^"'^'' Gospel's;' andthen th! word's^ „r fetdt'' '"' *''^ forcibly presented .- ■ He th»t , \, 'f "^ '^a^'ourwere "ore than Me. is not wo^ty^o M:'ld tlh M "*'"^' son or daughter more than m1 f *"" 'oveth -Weh produced an awful sensation ""*^ °^ "e ;' was enabled once more t^ say 'tto '-^^^ T ",""' ''"' ' I con,mit my all and r„„ i ' f J •'^ '"'"''■''' « Lord, y ail, and render unto Thee soul and body 4 l8.-)0.] Collins, New York. 21 to ho disposer! of as Thou secst meet.' After this conrtict and full surrender, my mind l)ccame (luieted in a g(jod de;:rrco, and am now making prcj)aration for my intended journey. The time is drawing near when I expect to take a solemn leave of my dear family and friends, and all that is most near and dear in this world, for the sake of obtaining peace of mind and laboring for the good of souls." On the 2nd of ninth mo., 1850, J. L. Eddy took a solemn leave of hi.^ wife and children, and travelin. '■'^ «pect.ti„„ -'th th„p,,,ptt of Lai'^JY '"""' ™« '"■■■ested -d of attending Fa™,XSon:S "m" '='"""'-^' the concern became soC.n .^ "''='"?' "ncl yelded, and according Zi^h '^' ^ <='«"<""«y proved a very reliev ni'^tit *' "'^ ™«'-?- I^ that I had stayed." ° ° "'■ "■"' I ™ glad the1!:tt„f;;lrrc;'t°^^"«-"--' -•""•" '"'"at Le Roy, ,„d ,„.,4°;"y M«t,ng, „„til we find "Twelfth mo 2nd— tVo meetings in LeRoy Quarter tt ™"' "'''"'' ^" "'e »veral appointed'm^e" int ZT "'"'' '""''^^ ''""« -'Siting all the famii Ti'th ' ""™?' ^™"''«- »<' '™«ting in a„ to abo^e ei"ht7 'T • "''°^""»"'- letrospectiveviewof the,e„ 1 ■*^' "'"' '" takings "« but that I have done ! '"'™' ^ ^<=° "°°1>- ™i;"redofue,andm;„/X7-'y -"at the Lord Still iournev;n„ . °''''' Peaceful." Canada Ct^^""S ^^^'--•. '« came to Farnhan, i„ [1850. trative Meet- J-ve feJt for a ^eply bowed strength to parts; yet ings I have ^> and have '> and say, spectation ^s arrested fifth day, ^ing; and :JieerfuI]y ting. It was glad 1.S51.J Farnhara and Peru. ', witJiin we find all the havin ds, and options, 'king a J noth- 5 Lord am, in 25 ^ " First day, Ist mo, 19th, 1. Sol. -Attended the meet- ing at Farnham to-day, tliere being a pretty lar-e gathermg, wherein I was concerned to labor with some who were not only the subjects, but willing votaries of that cruel old tyrant, the Devil, who rules in the hearts of the cliildren of disobedience." He writes on second day, 2()th .— " I att-.-nded their Monthly Meet- ing and in the course of the meeting I told them ti.at 1 heiieyed there was a remnant there who felt bound to the law and the testimony, with whou) I had tra- veled m spirit; and although some of the time it seemed that I could not get relief, my burden beino- so g-reat, yet before the meeting closed I was favored to feel relief, and left them with a peaceful mind "ist n.o. 22nd.--Attended Peru Preparative Meeting- - Muu.sters and Elders, and previous to answering the queries, I told them I had hoped to have enjoyed the i>re,sence of the dear Master with them; but it seemed to me there was an obstruction to the flowim- •t Sh.lohs gentle streams, and when the queries cam: o be answered m the meeting, they were marked with alack of love and unity I have had the companv 2<.n farnham to this place, about eighty miles, ^f N, and A. Hoag, both ministers. ;; 2|k.l of-^st mo.--Attended Peru Monthly Meeting. -4tl,.-Proceeded to Grand Isle, in Lake Chumplain. habitants. ^ext day, crossed the ice (about four nnles) to the Vermont shore; reached Monkton in the evening, und went to the Iiouse of Nathan C. Hoa--. ^ 2(J ^^'^^-olr of J,l,„ y^ ^,^^^^ J^nst day, -^(ith of i f Wiev« many hearts were c,„ ,f , '"'""""", and I atteac,ech„neeti„,at,;;.k2:: • '" '"" ?--». request of nim. Farr fr„„, v, *= ' "I'l"'"*"! at the '-''yHo,ay ,ot,in';, ™ , '^';-., '^''^ -"- in ■sc-t at liberty. Slie after war, ^^ ' ', "''"' ^"^ ""'<^'' te»ti„,„„y, and the trut 1' t P' ^'^''"^ '"^■•"■«' '" "•^Dth— Aff , ^ ^*-^&"*^J over all Kli- Fan. and zttl. had':!!''';'''* """""^ *"'-& '«ing Jrnwn .mitedly T„ 5""' *'"<^« ■» ""» meeting, ,-"• "-• youti,, u, cLe n n a";j;';;Tf:' '"""'■'- l-eait to the Lords serviee tl !t ^, ''«<'«'-"i"U of ^^^^'•'^^*^«tanceofforty-iivenls r "^ '" ^^^"""'^ •lay wo JuN-e Jmd this winter t "^ *^^' ^^^^^^t .•^6^ below ^ero. "'' ^^'' '^^^^'^"^y standing at '' Fourth day, ;3th of 2iid nio is^i a ^■^«l>ur^ Quarterly Meeting ni' -^'^"^— ^<^*«^i^led Fer- '-ugl^. 0. thi next; f ;a~^ ^-^^^^ «^ari.. ;"«• for worship, whici, wi j"i ' " We-giv„ig presence of tlie Lor .. T'"^ ^^'^^^ ^^^^ stream flowed forth treelv t > H '-^"^ ^^' ^^^^^^ liearts; the trutli rei^^ned n! n ''•^'^''"'^" ^^' "^^ny acr.,wBingrneetiug,andthe r''^ u*"^'^'"'^*^""' ^^ ^^s and the ,ninds of ^^l^^^^': ^^^^ ^^^ the praise, ^t seemed hard to l-art wh nthe '/•' ''^^'"^'^' ^^^^^ J ^ntn the meeting closed." ^ tJie iiifjctiug '""lion, and I ■ tlio everang, (Jiiited at the e service in ■s veiy niucii y iavuretl in 'y ^Meeting, 'lis meeting, ^laJ manner tidication of iglit iiiuder tlie Lord's fis tooic nie to Mount tile coldest ■-anding at nded Fer- it 8fcarks- iiig meet- witli tlie he gospel of many ; it vv^as e praise, ■ed, that d." 1851.] Ferrisbury and Canada. 27 AtthecloseofFonisburg Quarterly Meetiu.r J L Eddy went again to Peru, and in company with Eliza Fa,,- was for a considerahle time engaged in vi,sitin<. the meetmgs and families there. He then set his face towards Canada, and taking the meetings in course, he reaclK. Kingston on the 19th of 2nd nio., where he made the following entry in his memorandum : " As I thus journey along, I <.ften have to admire tlie wi.se and tender dealings of my Heavenly Father to me His poor and xmworthy servant-unworthy of the lea^t of tlie many favors and blessings that He is conferrin<. upon me; considering how much and in how many ways, in my earlier years, I have dishonored Him and His precious cause. And notwithstanding, my mind is often brought very low, and clothed wlth'poverty which IS as my everyday garment. Yet in His con- descending mercy. He is often pleased in meetings, and .sometimes out of meetings, to enable me to rejoice and to set up my Ebenezer, and to acknowledn-e that it is he Wa that helped me hitherto; so that^I f eTl; i: an.l again strengthened and encouraged to go on and take another step in prosecuting my Journe; " .seventh day 22nd of 2nd mo.-Procee.led to Cam- den about twenty-five miles. On the next day at- tended their meeting; it was a favored meetin! wherein the gospel stream sweetly flowed ..r^v' hearts were tendered, and Friem/were L^^ One dear .^man, at the close of the meeting, se.ned ew fH "; ' T '^'^ ^°"'' "'^^ ^^'^" ^^-- theliouse tew fnends of us, with her husband, stayed back a 28 ^lemoir of Joka I, EMj. ^^^^^-ith he, when .he knelt ana i,"" ^''''' manner supplicated that the T'T ) "" "'""'^^ ^'''^^^^ meeting, o„„,,tituti ,g A tT/aT V?"*'" '"' "- '"""ths, and traveled about tltf " f*"™' "S'" . "Ati.o„,e.oth„o.2-ti; « rB™7''"*»- m my fields to-day, I had ma„rf ° ''"''"'^' "' ^''"■k "f ."y late and arionTi 2^ !'"''" '■««»"«'="ou. 1««1 nearly all day in ,e Cw ^'^;"""' ''"'« «™- ■*'-vice; and in the ret", . f "'^ "■''™'' '" 'i'-'ths a tendency to n,ar Z7Z\^ ","""'"' """ '^J ••"U'ough in time, of we kn:,, 7^ "'""'" ^ '-"'"^J; »'>ac)e me, that lein. thnt ', ™""^" """" I'Oi- noy wa. time lo^r^d'Ct 31 "' ""^' '™= >">- i'. But when in the li T ^'""' ''■°"''' ''-■«■" fron, "•at are at tinie^atr fd/ ' n''"?"'''^^™'^- '«'.t "-i..S friends, and t e „titi "'Tf "'"' ^^•'"1"'- ".anifested on ,nany occ Jo^: "^^"^^ '^ '-'' «'«' wa, flowed freely through the „oo, ? S"'"-'' "''*"«> acknowledge that it wlrtle r '"f' ™'"™t' I '-ave to ■»arvellou,,inmy eve»th» ^ " ''°"'S» ^ ""'' it i« feith and patience to e^dtot:,:'- "■"'"'■'■ ^"' '»'■ t".uing of the Lord's I,o^ 1 „ "'"="' ^""^ "'" "ver- ^ '"-'v "and upon jiie; very broken liable her in ntly aniojig ^f 4th niu., ided aJl tJie Qting; and i bis jjoace- bsent uight miles, iiy at M'urk collections eiiig occu- iii Truth's tbat had returned ; ould per- ^^g jour- sult from ^b- bo-lit, lanj- ti^n. "iynipa- tbat was i stream bave to iikI it is 3reature Ob for o\er- 1ing abroad or in staying at home; so that I may wind up all things here below in peace, and be rl 30 Met) wir of John L. Edibj. I8.)l. eeived witluu the Pearly Cates, into t],e Holy City the Heavenly Jerusalem, there to celebrate Thv CXr\A -C^, in *J God, forever and forever. Am l)raise, O 'Cth en. As I ino. .second.— A day of conflict and sufiei my field, I had a i)r()si)ect was at \york in insf pi'e- m consideration sented of further labor abroa.l ; and ... ....„,, thereof I shed tears and was ready to cry out • 'How ;an I saj-, Lord here am I, send me ?' but my desires are to stand in humble resignation to the will of my Divme Master in all thing., who has c.iabled n.e to o-o through so many humbling and trying scenes in days that are past and gone." In 7th mo. of this year lie was liberated by Greenwich A[onthly Meetn^g, to visit in gospel love, Northern Quarterly Meeting ami the meetings consti- tutnig It, and to ai)point some meeting, out from amongst Friends. After which we find the followino- entry : ^ /'Seventh mo. 25th.-My health not good and my mind very low in the prospect before me. I have been ready to cry out : ' God of my life, who hast been with me in many trials, temptations and beset- ments in times past, be pleased to vouchsafe Tliy holy presence, to strengthen the hands that hang down and to confirm the feeble knees.' Oh, how has Satan been permitted to bufiet me ; and he would tain make me believe that it is imi-ossible for me to perform duties that have been seen in the light to be required of me. But oh Lord, wilt Thou frustrate his purpose, and for lily mercy s sake arise for my help and enable me to [LSol. City, the praise, siitt"erinth.— I have been deeply bowed down in spirit to-day, under a sense of my oTitiie unworthiness to be entrusted with holy and divine things, and the language of my heart has lieen : ' O Lord, God omnipotent, be j ceased in the plenitude of Thy power and goodness, in mercy t(j look down from Heaven, Thy holy habitation, upon a pooi- unworthy creature, who has none in Heaven noi- in all the earth, but Thee alone, to look unto for lielp and deliverance. Therefore, O Lord, as Thou knowest my sorrowings and distress of spirit, be [.leased, if consistent with •5-^ Meruoir ,>/ John L. AV/,/_y. j i,v,-o Thy holy will, to arise for my hdj, tlnr.ng], the m.rcy and inentsof Thy dear Son; and cause the light of Ihy reconciled countenance to shine forth as the sun and enable nie to say: Not my will, O God. but Thine' be done ; and unto Thee, with the Son of Thy love be all the o-lory, now and for ever. Amen ' "Eleventh nio. 8th, 1852.-A year has' almost elapsed Hince n.y last entry of this kind, and for the most part deep provmos have been my lot since I last wrote I have remained at home the greater part of the time ; have attended our Quarterly Meetings as they canu' m course, as also our Yearly Meeting, which was very large, aiul fav-<.red with the IWing presence of the Great Head of the Church. Several ministers from other Yearly Meetings were in attendance; and on several occasions they were enabled to declare the Oospel truths, ' in the demonstration of the Spiz-it, and with power; and the meeting closed under a precious covennt;'. ' O " louring the past summer, I have attended sexeral luee ings that were appointed by another Friend, some of which were highly favored seasons, wherein I found great relief ; so notwithstanding all of the trials I Jiave iiad to pass through, there have been seasons of rejoic- "^g; and I have been strengthened to believe that although we are a stripped and a peeled people, the Loid Almighty has not forsaken us, but we are still lemembered in mercy." In the tenth mo. of this year, John L. Eddy was hberated, by his Monthly Meeting., for reli.dous s.,- the iiK'rcy lirjlit of s the sun, Hit Thine y love, be ^t ela}),se(.l nost ])ait tvrote. I ihe time ; ley came was veiy e of the el's from and on lare the lirit, and ]n'ecious several id, some 1 found * I Jiave f rejoic- ^e that, pie, the ^re still ly was us scr- IS.'i.] Saitdushj, Western, and Gibdd. 33 vice within the limits of Alum Ciet'k Quarterly Meet- ing; and after visiting the families of Greenwich Meeting, he writes; "On the lOth of nth mo., lcS-,2.— I left home, and travt'lfd ahout thirty-five miles, to the neighborhood of Sandusky Meeting ; and feeling my mind engaged to visit the families of that meeting, I made two such next morning before meeting; then attemled their week-day meeting, which was a highly favored time ; the Lord's power and goodness was felt to prevail amongst us, to the comforting and sti-engthening of many, if not all present, which seemed to open the way for family visit- nig amongst them ; which service 1 engaged in after meeting, and was strengthened to believe that my being with them had a tendency to strengthen the things that remain, and are ready to die. "I then proceeded to Western. Attended their meeting, and vi.sited the families, where I found the Dear Master to be a present helper in every needful time. " At Gilead, on the 17th of 11th iiio.— At this meet- ing, being pressed in spirit, I found it necessary to t'xpose and combat with Infidelity, in its various tbrms; having to allude to Mormonism, MiUerism, Mesmerism, Phrenology, and, what seemed to be the very height of the floating imaginations of aspiring men, that of Spiritual Rappings ; all of which are calculated to draw the mind away from the simplicity there is in truth." 34 ^rannn- of J„]n> ^ ll.UJj^ ' "<' iiuanuscript sfiys • a";i!!:::;:;u;;l;:^;3'' ';:--■ -isu «.,,,,,.,, I (■•■It a clo„,l t„ ,„,oa, ■ ■■ """■'""=■ "■'"•" ™-«"s.^ ^-'«H>;:\,:..:';S:;;tt 7''' '■'''''' pectins to visff J v.u ' '" ""^ that I wa-; ex. there on the 2oth, Xe I « ' ';;"''^' ^''^'''■""^ On .event,, „a,, ,'„,,„ trOwm«kTt'r;°, ''"''"■ "ig t lel-c nn first ,1.,,. . ■ ., ^"■<-'"- Attentlul ,„eot- attendance, and altl,,.,,,^ r ' ■''' '™» a la,-gt. ^ome Ie„gt, ™d " ' ^ /T , -"""Sed to speak It had been f.,„.ht t,>e 'r,'"'' "'"""'S'' " '"■'■■'' '««k torygaine ■: the V > ""' ">-'» splendid vie- hutY,e,t ,« L' ;: ::r:,: r " "^ t'"-' •■ [1N.-)1>. ■^it fail) i lies, 'iiii,^\ Avlicn nOth • . • ^ttcn.I the Qnarterly Moetin "^^J"''^^ '" tin., to the Select Afeetln. heM ^ T 7'^ ""''^^ ^" ^^'^'^^ t-nn.. Friends there fron.'nfl '^ '''''''^^ """»'«- ,^-tl..s n-ero dedared t h r"^"'^"'^"'' ".any .ospol J'^t to speak very plain 'f ^ ""'*" = '""^ '^ ^«" to „,y ''-p^-n,a,ed\!'t^; :::;r,;^:;;^ ^^^ ^^'^'^•J^'- J had tr, brin. i„ ' I ' "'^'' ''^ this ^Ji all these nieetirKru +i t / al°°t,' fi'„,„ „,e„ti„„ J ; ™ '■' l™ people, a, 1 we„t opi-ortunities; in ^j '^'"^ ''?'"''™ »vcral family 2"'l »>"., I attended the OuL » ' ''" "'° «•> »f te.a„d Eide,^,^t Center wtr^ "'''"^ ^"'^ "'"'■- r>"blie meeting n„ ^,4 ""'""f '^"'' '■"«'™.s», and the 'o-nd forth thegiad tSnl :;r"'^ T" "'''^'^ the people. Frie«3, «ere ediH , ,"'"' '"''™""" '" «>"-.a„d 'hey .separated :iht,:awT« ""'■^ '"«- >'H«e„gers p,oeeero„ght into tenderness of spirit, and Friends parted with feelin-s tliat It was g.jod that we had been together. " After meeting, Friends pressed n.e to stay with them until the next morning; but 1 feltastron-- .haft m my mind to go to Harveysburg that evening; and 1 went accordingly, and put up with Simon JJ Har- vey, w m inforn.ed me that a young woman, a n.em- berof that meeting, had die.l t.he night before verv suddenly. On hearing thereof, 1 felt a .lesire to ... to tbe house of mourning; accordingly, S. U Harvey am I walked to the house, it being about one nule clistant ; found the father of the deceased in a lonely situation, having several years before buried his wife A number of young people came to be company for the family; we sat down with them, and soon dr<,pped into profound silence, which lasted some time ; it arose in my nund to address the mourners and others pre- sent, suitably to their condition, as 1 believe, wherein ouv minds were much tendered and contrite.! before the Lord ; and at our ,>arting, several wh.> were not of our society, expressed their gratitu.le for the favor of our coming to visit them; and I felt relieved and consoled that I had attended to what a],peared to be my duty ; and I desire that others, as well as myself may attend to the gentle movings of the Lord's Spirit ' ^remoir of J,,/,,, j^ j,^,^^^ 3S t" «... arousing tl,e earere., IdM ff" '", ^'°" ' ^^ t" n.e until tl./ewlH^''' T " ™*""g «»« inaclo«, ..earohl, TJlCw f™ ' ""^ ""'"'S^' also had to ,«„. for Xt^'";^ ;f "0 fte full ; Z'on, and encouragement ott " '"™"«"^ '° nnnded, and I left the 2 » ^"""S ""<' t«"dei- -eond day, I4th If ,;:""="; """ »1««»'' ^ »J on mth .SaiahA Liuton „ "■.J""'"<=>'«I. in company to West Branch "■ """"*'^'' °'' ^'enter Quirte, On the flillowiuff sevei.tl, i West Brauch QuaCly LeS: '''■ .^^ ^"^''"''^'^ -th the con^any of Isiae J^y ';„rf, "^'^ ^''--d ege,l to meet win, Nathan and Abta I H ™' '"■"''- 'wnse he had been so kindlv * *= ""S'"' ""''"^o "oying, a strange, i^tt 81^-^' ' r'"" J'"*"- "'teting, l,e says •-•. Tl„. r , ^'"""">t- In this >"tl' n.e, and enabled n,e atai^ f "^■^<^<""Jed to be a.ivoeate Cor his precious ™^.. .'"'"'^ f"rth as an "f «.e visits to th van"" s ?„ r "*"'" '" *^ <=»"«^ Quarter, he had an l^^Z^? ^""f "*"'»" ""« ->"-. ,x...ons, who^'Ze irS'fT""" "^ JiiftinaJly the slaves of I have mis.sed 'oil Harveys- >f go,s])el Jove I an enlarged 'i Zion; and it professors, lid attended ffering- time 'cas enlarged ^nd the full ; nourners in 'Kd tender- ed ; and on ^ company -I" Quarter, Y attended « cheered vas ])rivi- . at whose hen jour- In this ed to be I'th as an ^e course ting this g^-oup of laves of is:>.s,l ('incinnatl. 39 Jhcly expressed by some during the Quarterly 42 Memoii' of Joh7i L. Eddy. [1853. Meeting ; some of them called what I had said unsound doctrine. There appears to be many in this, and other parts of this Yearly Meeting, tliat manifest an interest in the cause of tlie Separatists of New England, lieaded by John Wilber; and are raising much opposition to that good and wholesome order that is established amongst us as a people. "First day, 14th.— Attended the meeting at Salem which was large, the forepart of which was a hard' struggling time of silence ; it appeared to me that there was a strong opposition to the flowing of the Gospel streams of life and salvation; but in the latter part of the meeting, truth prevailed, and caused a stream of love to flow, to the rejoicing of many hearts. Had an appointed meeting at Goshen, at four o'clock in the afternoon. " Second day, the loth. —Attended Springfield Select Quarterly Meeting. "Third day, the 10th._At Quarterly Meetino- for discipline, in which there appeared no opposition • and It was a comfortable meeting, and Friends rejoiced in the llowings of the Gospel love, that was shed abroad amongst us that day. Stayed with Edward Jenkins who occupies the residence of our late worthy Friend Thomas French, whose widow is still living and is alive in the truth." ^' On the 17th, he attended Salem Meeting, in course • and on the 18th, he attended Middleton Meetincr'- at this place he writes : " I am not able to set forth the conflict of spirit through which I had to pass at thi. [1853. lid unsound i, and other an interest md, Jieaded )position to established <; at Salem, as a hard, ! that there the Gospel iter part of stream of . Had an )ck in the leld Select eeting for pposition ; Is rejoiced led abroad 1 Jenkins, ly Friend ig, and is 180.3.] Carmel. 43 m course ; ieting; at forth the IS at this i meetmg; for it seemed to me that I was encompassed with enemies, ready to devour me ; and under these nnpressions, I remembered the account that we have, of our Saviour being led by the hard-hearted Jews to the brow of the hill on which their city was built, that they might cast him down headlong; but he, passin.o ^ ""''^'^ t-; and although he o'teen d V'''^ " """^'^- once more oToet his J If, ^ ^'■'^* I^"^^^^^g« t'' leeessm-y to bo diligent in hi, jLI '^ '^"""'' " :-.. to Hamburg, where Frio„d«tc Ld™ t , 'TT"' in number- but H,„ T „, i , "-duccd to but tew .-«I to bk t 1 p""'"'"^^^^^^ Albany he came to P T= '"™'*=* ^"^'o -<• Quartfrl/M:::-;'" Hetyr"-''"^ """'° ^'^»^"'> MjeUn'X; ™ :~n""''t' '^'^"f""' *-*% bers inTbl ^ail-not more than thirty mem- i m''-^W^T^ v^ *"% w [I8r)4. tined ccrti- t'tings." ed hy J J,., no., 18,54, k, on the ■i younger kvasj'oined at Iiome. I sense of iiere that '' blessed ■ a niinis- vilege to 's, yet he found it e. After G passed ' but few th tlieni 'i'lo and Stanford larterly y mem- leeting seemed le rain ihower, honest nd in- 1854.] Neiu York Year'u Mcetimj. 49 'J aking Nino Partners, Marlborough, Cornwall, and other Aleetings in the way, he came to Poughkeepsie, where, on first day morning, the 28th of .5th mo., went to meeting. " Found a goodly nund)er gatherod,to whom the Gosi)el stream flowed sweetly; and my spirit was made to })raisc the Lcjrd for his unmerited ftivor, and once more to .set up my Ebonezer, and to acknowledge that it is the Lord that hath hclj.ed me hitherto. °I have to-day entered on my fifty-eighth year, and I have had to look over my past life with sorrow that so much of my precious time has been lost, and not used to the honor and glory of God ; and strong desires and secret prayers have arisen in my mind that the i'iiw remaining days of my life may be wholly and un- reservedly devoted to the service of my Heavenly Father." ^ He then proceeded onwards to the City of New York, in order to attend the approaching Yearly Meeting Arriving there on 6th mo., first, he writes: "At ten o'clock went to the Meeting of Ministers and Elders, and again at four in the evening. I found it my place to be a silent visitor in both. " On sixth day morning the Yearly Meeting for trans- acting the affairs of the church met. I found it my place to break the silence tliereof by uttering a few sentences, in which I found peace. Seventh day, at- tended both sittings. First day, attended both meet- ings for worship ; in them I was favored with strength to attend to the openings that presented for public sei-vice. Second and third days I attended the regular 50 Memoir of John, L. Eddy. '^' to tl. tendering .i .:^;7l^ ZxT'"'"'^^'' cWd in a Holomn manner "'" '""''"■' "In the afternoon the Yearly Meotin,. 1,„1 1 „ »ess,on, and fininhcd its business T° ''"''."■""""■'■ conducted in much unitv „ , """"''"S "™ another, and clo e Id ^ 1 condosconsion one unto -twithsta^l^n lud 111'""" °' ""^""""^ ^ "■"' ''•^-S'^invieJ-of'^ten tt r'lS-'T '" ""^^ «ay in the humility of my soul T V, ! ^' "" """' have been here ■ aud T Tl , n , °'' '° '"J™'"-' "'■■" I ness, as when I'nfnt " '^™'''-''' '""' » ^"•"inS" of this jo„™ /t : Ir:;;'*'-"*' -^j » the j^pect oven to the en'd.s of the eal "™™ M-'-"! '-^-g. Sr::;raritti:L!:£^"tir^^ and..™, some ,;Si™:-its::^ ---:■«. Frii:rha .-5 ;re"z-ft° ^^^^'^ r "■'=-'-^- of, and the imn,rrtant . ' 1 '°™''''' '""■"»' there- in good ordZ ,1 TT"" """ •=*'"° '"^f"''" them pea e andtTetld-lth rrHarLr 1 T ' ^i' .>"».. service in this meeting, I b':,™ et b::;;:^ [18.54. "•th (Jay a t!V-eral had ^as favored ;in^' Gosptd laeutiiiff Id aiiotlur eting Avas one unto tiifcy; and s to pass can now ce that I 1 wiHino-- ' prospect loadino- peace to in nie to d Mary Rliodo 7 Meet- ^ittiii.r.s. bes: ' closed, 3 there- 3 them ded in much g here 1854.] Island of Nantucket. 51 tliat 1 have lieen in my proper place, and I feel to magnify the Lord God, uiy Redeemer, for Hi.s many blessings and favors." After attending a series of meetings in this vicinity, he again writes : "Although I had some hard laljor in these meetings, yet the Lord was pleased on scv(n'al occasions to enalde me, unwoi'thy as 1 am, to risi- above the fear of man, and willing to offer a living sacrifice unto Him ; and the Gospel was preached, I humbly trust, in the power of the Lord, who was pleased to be with me, dispensing strength according to my need. At New Bedford, Mass., he was com- forted and encouraged at the home of that dignified servant of the Lord, Susan Rowland. Then proceed- ing to Nantucket, he writes : "Seventh day, 1 i' 7tli mo.— Proceeded to Nan- tucket Island by steamboat, and stopped at A. B. Wing's. IVIade a call on Lydia Harvey, and another woman Friend, both widows. Had a tender opportu- nity with them, very much to the lifting uj) of my drooping mind, which had got very low, and the dear aged Friends, at the close of the opportunity, expressed much satisfaction in being once more remembei-ed by the Lord's servant, whereby their mind was strengthened to thank God and take a little courage. Although there was once two large Monthly Meetings on this Island, Friends here have been reduced to a very .mall number in the late separation caused by John Wilber. Many here identified themselves with him. '! ^ 52 if • -'''(i'tiiolr of John r i^ 1 1 "-t^ust day, attended the luoniino- .nrl . • ^ng« Iiere; but the minds of thlT ''""&' ^"^^^- ;vith t„e Jear ,„«?.!; 't4''-™'>y opportunity '■ko sitting at tl>e portals TrfV ""'' •''"' '"™1' QuarterivMeeLL , '."';: ^ ^'t™''"' Sandwich v-t,waiti„;:n,rS'ri;^''- ''■^ ''°- - mount tlie Kine's hor«. , *? , ' ™' I'n^ikgecl to alUhatoppoSit , i ,;;"'° ""'"Ph^ntly over '""1- a very "itm " ' "'' "'°""*=' ™^ brought tendered; burwrtier'?"''' '™"^' "^^ -"* di«moun and Sro>, „, .'"f T ""'''"' ^ '"'<' '<> very low place °''' ""'' ''' "' "'« Ki„g'» g,te in a el JS';tTo;^fv?"?^T'' ''"""« ^ '-'' "> "- tl'o doctrine futTe'Zf "5'' "^ '" "■''''"''"= •^ko to con,f„r th" hun "Ift ™' P""'*'"™''^ and I [1854. zoning meet- 'i'Q so raised 2t to disap- a board the ^ proceeded 3nd named icted. "We I>portunity tl as much ady to he iber. Sandwich poor ser- nleged to atly over s brought ere much I had to ?ate in a d to de- indicate its; and nb; and Divine visited md set 1854.] Salem and Button. 53 i/. my feet on, or near the spot where those wortliy ser- vants of the Lord sealed their testimony with theii lives, "Fifth day— Attended Salem Monthly Meeting, where I met my nmch loved friend, James Jones, from Maine. We dined t ether, and then wo parted iu much love. He went iiis way and I went mine for truth's sake. Here, also, at Stephen A. Chase's, Avhere we dined, I parted with my much loved companion Reuben L. Roberts. He returned homt "eeling ho had' gone as far as truth opened the way. We had labored together in nmch love and unity, and I was made willing to give him up, although it was a close trial." John L. Eddy continued his labors in these parts until the 2nd of 8th mo., when he journeyed to Newport, in order to attend Rhode Island Quarterly Meeting. He writes : " 8rd of 8th mo. — Attended the Quarterly Meet- ing for discipline, where I was enabled to declare the truth in the love of it, which was a great relief to me, for I did not get fully relieved when here before ; but now I feel clear to leave the Island. " Third day, the 8th.— Came to Providence ; called at John Meader's, and took the cars for Bolton ; reached there in time to attend the select Quarterly Meeting for discipline, where, after passing throu■-". who i iathfnl would be called to the ministry. Fifth dav returned to North Berwick, and attended the Se eTt Quarterly Mectmg The next day attended the Qua torly Meeting for discipline, wherein sevoraj tesUmo to that meetmg very solemnly approached the Throne of Grace m prayer. His name is Joel Bean A„d near the close of the meeting that worthy mother "„ Israel, Martha Header, bowed in solemn supplicltion .^he TW of Orace: both of Which hadSr™ "Seventh day 26th of 8th mo.-Took the cars for Portland; arrived there about dark. The next day [1854. the cars in fig, held at •r discipline ^ere highly 10 manifest manner; it though we the Lord mindful of re, he had mercifully the occa- ites : nd in the ere I had •; who, if ^ifth day, le Select 'he Quar- testimo- elonc-inff i Throne n. And other in plication )lemniz- cars for xt day 1854.] Portland and Falmouth. 55 'I: n 'k attended their meeting, which is small, but some others coming in made a nice little company, and I had a favored open time in declaring the truth to them. In the afternoon Joel Batty and I visited the inmates of the Alms House, and the prisoners in the jail. Ha.l a favored time in declaring the truth to these poor creatures. I then went to Little Falls, where I had a meeting in a Baptist house. Here I had to preach some close doctrine, which appeared to be well re- ceived. After meeting, went to Windham, ^nd next day to Cii co, and had a meeting in the afternoon, whei ; ad as hard labor in declaring the truth as I ren ,r to have ever had, in dealing with a spirit of Universal ism and Infidelity. It seemed to me there was no openness to receive the Word preached. I endeavored to honestly discharge my duty, and left them. The next day I returned to Windham, and attended Falmouth Select Quarterly Meeting in the afternoon. "On fifth day, 30th of 8th mo., I attended this Quarterly Meeting for discipline, which, in the part devoted to worship, was large, and I was led to declare the truth. I humbly trust in the demonstration of the Spirit, and with a degree of power, and all ended well. " 31st of 8th mo.— Had an appointed meeting at Durham at 10 o'clock a.m., and in the afternoon attended the funeral of a young woman. Both of these were seasons of favor. Friends expressed much unity and satisfaction with my labors among them, as f s 56 Memoir of John L. Eddy. [I854. vrcll as in many other places for my encouragement JNfo doubt many Friends liavc discovered that I have often been deeply bowed in spirit, and therefore were disposed to lend a hand of help ; and it has been a strength to my poor diooping mind, at times, to know that m my exercises and communications I have not been mistaken. After the funeral, went to Litchfield to the house of my very dear friends, Noah and Eliza M. Farr, she being a minister— with whom I met in Vermont a few years ago, and we traveled in religious service together in much unity of feeling. "First day, 3rd of 9th mo.-Attended Litchfield Meetmg, many besides Friends being present ; and the poor servant was favored to rise above the fear of man and to declare the truth in love, and to deal closely and faithfully with an unbelieving and caviling state and to sound forth the warning to the youth to beware of it " Ninth month, 5th.-Went to Manchester meetincr. house to attend the Select Quarterly Meeting for Fair- field Quarter. Having, since first day, been very deeply humbled, and have felt my poverty as sensibly as m any time that I have remembrance of, and in this state I went to the meeting; but the dear Master was pleased 'to make it a season not soon to be forgotten by many who were there. " Fourth day.—Attended the Quarterly Meeting at large, and the next day, instead of going on to attend Vasselborough Select Quarter, I attended a funeral of a woman Friend ; and it was a highly favored time wherein the good Master was pleased to afford strf^n-tJi' iH. ■ i'l [1854. uragement. that I have •eforo were has been a !S, to know [ have not Litchfield and Eliza ^ I met in n religious Litchfield t; and the tar of man, losely and state, and ware of it. ' meeting- J for Fair- een very s sensibly nd in this aster was gotten l)y eeting at to attend iineral of red time, . strengt;]) 1854.] Vasselhorough. to sound an alarm to the careless and unconcerned who were trifling with and trampling under foot the' mercies of God, and the faithful were comfoi-ted together. "Sixth day, 8th of 9th mo.— Attended Vassel- borough Quarterly Meeting, where I had to deal plainly with some who were getting too high-minde.l msomuch that there is danger of falling, havincr hi allude to Judas betraying his Master for money. "First day.— Attended Yasselborough Meetino- in the morning. I had taken some cold, and became hoarse, which made it hard speaking; but feeling a willingness to spend and be spent in my dear Master's service, and for the good of souls, I tried to do as well as I could, and found relief On the next day had meetmgat China Neck, and dined at the house of my very kind friend, James Jones." Before leaving his quiet home at Greenwich, John L Eddy had seen, in the visions of light, that while engaged in this lengthened journey, it would be re- quired of him to visit the Churches, not only in New York, and the New England States, but also to travel extensively in the British Provinces of New Bruns- wick and Nova Scotia; and as he has already indus- triously engaged within the States for four months and the time seemed to be drawing near when it would be right for him to leave these parts, and go still far- ther from his cherished home and all that was most dear to him in this world; he remembered the exmrises through which he had to pass, and the covenants that A. % ■'1 n 5S Memoir of John L. Eddy. [1854. lie had made previous to engaging in this service ; and he could yet cheerfully say : " Thy wiU, O God, be done;" but was brought into conflict in regard to the real call of his Divine Master, and the projjriety of his being thus separated from his family, and traveling as an embassador for the Great Head of the Church. Under date of 9th mo. 12th, he writes : " Went to Unity ; lodged at the house of William Taber, whose kindness, with that of the family, was very great to me, a poor, unworthy traveler in the precious cause ; and yet, while here, I had to pass through a deep con- flict of spirit ; my longings and concern about my family were deeper and more poignant than had been the case since I left home, and it continued with me through the night, and in the morning, very much till meeting time ; and I went to meeting in deep thought- fulness about my family, and in regard to the pro- priety of my being thus separated from them. But in this meeting I was favored with renewed evidence of my being here in the appointment and counsel of the Divine will, and my thoughts became quieted within me ; and I was made once more to resign up all into the hands of my Divine Lord and Master, who doeth all things weU ; being brought, I trust, in some mea- sure to believe, hope, and endure all things according to my limited capacity ; and to say: ' Good is the word of the Lord;' and desire that I may be strengthened to cast all my care upon Him, who careth for all His dependent children, who put their whole trust in His ever-worthy name." !rvice ; and God, be jard to the •ioty of his :'aveling as lurch. " Went to ber, whose Y great to )us cause ; deep con- about my . had been with me much till > though t- 1 the pro- i. But in ^idence of sel of the id within p all into ho doeth >me mea- iccording the word ihened to r all His st in His 1854.] Portland and Granville. 59 After attending several meetings, he parted with his <.ear Fnend, Eleazar Berbeck, and took the cars for l^rtland. He writes : "While on the cars, I had to look over my travels m this land, thus far, and went into a pretty close exammation tliereof, and felt the retrospect to be sweet peace; that hitherto the Lord has been with me, and my soul bows and worships before Him "Ninth mo., 29th, 1854.-Spent the' day in Port- and and met Stephen Jones, who is to accomj.any me to the British Provinces, he having Peace Jones, a sister to Eh Jones, with him ; she is going on a visit to her sister in Nova Scotia. Accordingly, about seven m the even-.g, we went on board the steamer « Gov- ernor, bound for St. John, New Brunswick, and arrived there the next evening about sunset, and as the steamer to Nova Scotia runs only once in the week, and had left that morning, we had to look for some other passage; and it being seventh day ui^ht we went to Isaac Woodwards, and were kindly deceived and cai'ed for. _ " First day morning, 1st of 10th mo.-After consider- ing the matter, I concluded to have some meetiuc^s appointed ; one was in the parish of Portland, and the other on the Carlton side of St. John's river; both were well attended, and the people behaved very orderly "Second day, morning, 9th of 10th mo.— At the house of James Van Blarcom, Granville, Nova Scotia spent last week, until .seventh day, at St. Jolm when we took the steamer for Annapolis, and arrived here GO Memoir of John L. Eddy. [1854. k I that evening, and were kiiully received ; Eunice Van Blarcoin being Peace Jones' sister, they accounted it a great privilege to thus meet, not hpving seen each other for two "years. Yesterday, wc attended the meeting with Friends here, where I was renewedly con- firmed that I am in my r»roper place in this foreign land; for the Lord was pleased to magnify Himself amongst us, to the tendering of many hearts, who bowed and worshipped before Him. '•' I believe it was in the ordering of Divine Provi- dence, that we were detained at St. John; for we were very desirous to attend the Half Year's Meeting, which is held here in last week, and made strong efforts to accomplish our desires, but w.re prevented; and we found it our place to have two more meetino-s there during the week, which were lai-gely attended, and gave good satisfaction generally ; solicitations were frequently made for more meetings. We had many precious opportunities in private circles, where we opened the doctrines of Friends, and circulated tracts, which were well received ; there were many inquiring minds that were anxious to foi-m an acquaintance with our principles, and, by invitation, we made several calls in families, tliat were very satisfactory." After attending the meetings of Friends in Gran- ville, and holding several appointed meetings, John L. Eddy and S. Jones set out for Pictou, a distance of two hundred miles; taking the meetings of Friends, and visiting isolated members on the way, they reached Pictou on the 18th of 10th mo. [1854. unico Vau unted it a seen each nded the redly con- i,s foreign r Himself Eirts, who ne Provi- i ; foi- we Meeting, le strong •evented ; meetings attended, ions were ad many diere we cd tracts, nquiring .nee with ; several :n Gran- John L. ;e of two ids, and reached 1854.] The I Pictou /. [ih'A. third day, and the Lord,iny Divine Master, was pleased to stand by His poor, unworthy servant tlmt day; and It ]. roved to ho a day to bo long remembered by many who were there ; and at the close of the nieetiny I waw made to rejoice that the way was now clear for me to return home, wliich I reached on the 30th of 11th I'louth, 1854, and found my dear wife and family all in good health, for which unmerited favor I desire to return the tribute of thanksgiving and |„aise to the Lord my God, who has preserved me and them in our h mg separation, for the Gospel's sake. ;' I remained at and about home, attending to and enjoymg my domestic concerns, although the drouth in this part of Ohio \vas severe during the summer of this yeai-, and there was much suffering in the land ; many cattle dying inconsequence of the shortness of keeping, and the crops from my little farm coming in so small, that we seemed to have a poor prospect for a living; but I have great cause for thankfulness of heart to Divme Providence for interposing on my behalf, for means were obtained from sources that I did not look to, and I can acknowledge on this, as on other occasions that even in temporal things I am not the worse, but t.ie better, for being faithful to the calls of my Divine Lord and Master; and I hope that none may look too much on outward circumstances when calls to religious duties are presented, for if any poor servant ever had cause to believe, I have, that where faithfulness is abode in, the Lord will furnish the necessary provision lor the performance of that which is called for at our I [1854. us j)leased rlay; and by many ng I was or me to of 11th miily all lesire to o to the ai in our : to and s drouth nmor of le land ; •tUGSS of mini,' in ict for a of heart lialf, for lot look casions, fse, but Divine )ok too eligious i^er had nes8 is o vision ' at our 1.S55.J The Yearly Meeting. 65 hands; and, sometimes, even a way will be made where there seems to be no way, for it is no less than the mighty (Jod with whom we have to do. " I have diligently attended our meeting for wor- shij) and discipline, and in order to attend our Yearly and Quarterly Meetings, ■''c ^ave to perform nmcli travel yet. Since my reiirn n.u the East, last Fall, I have been favored to i tt nd thtui all in due course, which I esteem a great fa/ r " Our Yearly Meeting o» :enth month was a very solemn and interesting one. We had many minister- ing Friends from other Yearly Meetings, and the show- ers of Gospel love that fell upon us through the instru- mentality of these was truly refreshing to the weary traveler Zitjnwards. " After my return from the Yearly Meeting, I felt drawings in my mind to visit, in Gospel love, the meet- ings in my own Quarterly Meeting. And having ob- tained the unity of Friends at home, went forth." He writes :—" Aftei- attending Gilead and Alum Creek Monthly Meetings, and the meetings constitu- ting them, he came to Goshen, on the 8th of 12th month. First day, attended Goshen meeting in the morning, and an appointed one in the evening, near Pickrell Town, foi- the colored people, which was a comfortable little rae.-ting. With the exception of second day, this week was occupied in attending meetings, within the limits of this Monthly Meetin^ including the Select Preparative and Monthly Meet ings. In all of these meetings the dear Master was I I 6G '■ '•! Memoir of John L. Eddy. [is 55 pleased to strengthen me in times of need, for surely there were times when I was brought into deep pover ty,and provmgs of spirit, and let all the praise bo given to His holy name alone "On second day, of the following week, Mahlon and Esther Pickrell took me a distance of twenty miles to see a little company of colored people, who a few years ago were emancipated from slavery. We had a meeting with them, where the truths "If the gospel were plainly declared to them, which seemed to be re- ceived by some with much thankfulness. It was an mterestmg meeting a^d, we felt well rewarded. Whilst a tending to the foregoing engagements the language of John Churchman often occurred to my mind wht when traveling abroad, met with William Brown' who inquired of him what he was doing there ? John an- swered :' I am paying up some little debts, in expec- tation that a much larger one will soon be called for at my hands. For it has often presented to my mind and I apprehend it is from the spring of life, that it wi be i-equired of me to make a pretty extensive visit within the limits of Philadelphia and Ohio Yearly Meetings, and to attend New York Yearly Meetings and a few meetings belonging thereto, which, with the view of the state of thhgs in Philadelphia Yearly Meet- ings, has produced a great shrinking in my mind with regard to the place, I am not qualified to discharge such a duty ; and I have said in my heart if I must go there I desire the qualification that is brought to view in the language of the dear Master: 'Be ye therefore wise as serpents, and harmless as doves.' I -5 [1855. 1856.] At Home. 67 " Second mo., 21st, 1856.— To-day was our Week- day Meeting, mostly in silence, entirely so on my part ; but I was deeply exercised therein, for as I sat in silence, with my mind turned inward to wait upon the Lord, the prospect of going to Philadelphia was brought afresh before me. But, oh, the deep and abid- ing struggles through which I have passed for months, in which state I have been ready to cry out, as it was to-day, when I have been brought into a degree of sub- mission, and to say, in the sincerity of my soul : ' Lord here am I, send by me ! ' "Third mo., 21st.— To-day was our Monthly Meet- ing, in which I was strengthened to lay my concern before Friends, to attend the approaching Yearly Meet- ings of Philadelphia and New York, and to visit the meetings of Philadelphia and Ohio, and a few in New York Yearly Meetings, which was very fully united with by the meeting, which was a great confirmation to me, and all within me bowed before the great I Am ; but this prospect is yet to be laid before our Quarterly Meeting, and I feel cheerfully to acquiesce in the beauti- ful economy of the Church, of the good order in regard to ministers, sj that none can impose upon Friends or others. " Fourth mo., 9th, 1856.— Our Quarterly Meeting was held on the 31st of last month, and we had the company of Moses H. Reede, from Rhode Island, and M. B. Pinkham, from Salem, Ohio, both valuable ser- vants of the Lord. My concern was fully united with, and I was much humbled before the Lord, and I was m 68 Memoir of John L. Eddy. [1856. constrained to express to my dear friends the gratitude that I felt to flow to my Heavenly Father for the blessing of unity, " The time has nearly come when I expect to leave my home, and all the tender ties that bind a husband and a father to the objects of his solicitude here on earth ; and notwithstanding the strong evidence both mwardly and outwardly that has been vouch- safed, yet my poor, trembling spirit is at times ready to shnnk from the service. 'Be pleased, O Lord to strengthen, according to Thy wonted goodness, the weakness that is in me, and enable me to do Thy will m earth as it is done in Heaven ; and surely all the praise and glory shall be ascribed unto Thee, and the Son of Thy love, through the Eternal Spirit, Amen both now and forever.' " ' John L. Eddy left home on the 12th of 4th mo 1S56, having James Jackson, of Gilead, for his com- panion; they came to Salem, Ohio, that evening, and on the next day attended meeting there and at Spring- field ; passing on, they reached the kind home of Amos and Edith Griffitli, Brownsville ; and on fourth day they attended Redstone and Westland Meetings and were favored to reach Philadelphia on the 18th of 4th mo. ; and on the following day attended the Yearly Meeting of Ministers and Elders, wherein he felt to appropriate to himself the language : ' Oh, that mine head were waters, and mine eyes a fountain of tears, that I might weep day and night for the slain of the daughter of my i)oo})le.' i: [1856. gratitude for the to leave it bind olicitude evidence L vouch- is ready Lord, to less, the 'hy will all the md the Amen, !th mo., is com- ng, and Spring- »f Amos •th day igs, and of 4th Yearly felt to t mine r tears, of the 1850.] Pldladelph'ia. 69 The manuscript says : " On second day, the 21st of 4th mo., the Yearly Meeting at large commenced, and sat some time in silence, before the opening minute was read ; and it felt to me more like the solemnity of death, than of a living, heartfelt, solemn gathering of kindred spirits, for the purpose of a united offering unto the Lord, of that worship which is due from hearts cheered by a sense of the, great love and mercy of our blessed Re deemer. " On fourth day morning, the Meeting of Ministers and Elders closed its several sittings, and, just before the concluding minute was read, I ventured to give expression to the feelings that had pervaded my mind, not only in this, but in all the sittings of the Yearly Meeting, that a solenmity was over the meeting ; and it seemed to me more as the solemnity of death, i-ather than of a life-giving hope, that cheers the true-hearted followers of our Lord and Saviour Je.sus Christ." After the Yearly Meeting, John L. Eddy writes : "First day morning, 28th of 4th mo. — Since being here, I have made many pleasant calls, and had a number of precious opportunities of religious services, to the tendering, and, I doubt not, to the strengthonino- of many minds. Some valued Friends have said they believed that I was here in the right time, which has been a comfort to me ; but how I shall get through to-day, I cannot tell, for I am in the city, and have no doubt but that trials await me ; but it is the Lord that hath helped me hitherto. Attended Twelfth-street X I* I h 70 Memoir of John L. Eddij. [iSoO meeting in the niorniug, and the Lord was pleased once more to be my helper, and to enable me to declare Mis truth to a large company; and I had especially to •speak to a state of infidelity. The meeting was a good one, and Friends were comforted in believing that revelation had not ceased; for there were some pre- sent who belong to an association designed to brine Cnristianity into dispute, and to promote Infidelity" 1 desire to ascribe all the praise to the Lord alone In the afternoon, I attended the meeting for the Northern District, which was a trial of faith to me ; I sat the meeting in silence, and, after meeting, I told a Friend they could not accuse me of preaching unsound doc- trina He replied, he was truly glad it happened so. Second day, 28th of 4th mo.-Th^s morning my companion, James Jackson, informed me hat he be- Iieved it to be best for him now to leave me ^d return home; and we accordingly informed Frieuds thereof that they might know that no disagreement existed between us, for we have traveled together in near unity ; and although it was a close trial, I endeavored to give him up cheerfully. We took the boat for New Jersey, and there we took an afi^ectionate leave he for home, and I went on that evening to Woodbury and put up at Woodstown." ' In the daily records, which John L. Eddy made of his various exercises and trials, while afctendincr Phila delphia Yearly Meeting and its constituent ^ >i- rg we find a lengthened and accurate account of - nc 3. ' - of society that then existed in that large Yga- '- iv^eet^ [1856 i pleased declare icially to g was a ^ing that ime pre- to brincf 1 fidelity. )ne. In Forth ern sat the ' Friend cd doc- med so. ing, my ; he be- return thereof, existed n near avored •r New he for y, and ide, of Phila- 3o. / 9 Ivxeet- 1856.] Woodstoivn. 71 ing; jnnovations were being introduced, and disunity prevaded to such an extent, that a separation in that body seemed inevitable. And this result was no doubt anticipated by J. L. Eddy, when he penned the ac- count. But such a separation did not take place • the storm that then so threateningly hung over that Yearly Meeting, has since, in some measure, subsided into a calm ; and at this late date, the compiler of this little volume chooses rather to throw oblivion's sabled shade over those trying records of the past, than to perpetu- ate them; consequently, only a very small part of the account is offered to the reader. Taking Salem Select and Monthly Meeting, also Greenwich Monthly Meeting, he attended the meeting at VVoodstown ; and he says : "^ "It was small, but a favored meeting, and, feelin^ hberty, I was drawn out, in much tenderness of feel^ ing, to declare the truth as it is in . . is, to some, that 1 believe were wiUing to hear, and many that were present were tendered to tears. And this meeting ended well, and we parted in much love ; and I felt to magnify and praise the great name of the Lord for His goodness and mercy to me, a poor and unworthy creature, especially unworthy of the dignified gift of a part in the ministry of the grace of God. And I desire that I may be preserved from abusing that gift • and that what I am, I may be, by the grace and 4oi' of my Heavenly Father, and may so live that all may redound to His glory. "^ ■III I 'I in II li 72 Memoir of John L. Eddy. [1856. "First day, 4th of 5th mo.~A.ttended , a^don^ld Meeting, a deeply baptizing tinie; had an apnoirfced meeting in the evening at Ne^^^ Town, near Camden where my good Mast, i was ph,aHed to open a d-or of utterance ; then passed over to Philade^Dhia that even- mg. On second day, th,.' 5th, attendee th., Quartt'riv Meeting lor this place, where I was ccn.train^Hi t^ allude to the sure and false foundation;;; and also of bmho'agatower that should reach to Heaven; that such a structure would crumble and fall to the ground ^.^"^ ^'Viuing, {.assed over to Burlington ; lodged at Williani J. Allison's, and on the three succeodin- davs I attended Chesterfield, Upper Springfiel.l, and BuV lington Monthly Meetings. At Burlington, T visited the widow of Stephen Grellet, who is in feebL> health her beloved husband having deceased not Ion . since' He was one of the Lord's valiants in his day and ven- eration, and was gathered in a good old age, like Is a shock of corn fully ripe. Went out and visited Rich- ard Mott, who is truly green in old age; stayed there all night, and returned to Burlington in the mornino- • made a few calls, which seemed to be profitable sea- sons. Took a passage in the forenoon, accompanied l)y William J. Allison, for Philadelphia ; in the afternoo,; made several calls, having the company of Rebecca Collins, Mary Whital and Sarah Smiley ; in the even- mg, returned to my lodging at M. C. Cope's, and in retirement, had a peaceful retrospect of my labors in the past week. i1 flSoG. 1850.] Wilmington and Concord. 73 " Seventh day morning-, loth of 5th mo.— In com- pany with Rebecca Collins, made rveral calls; some of these calls were to those in affliction, and I felt glad that I was privileged to mingle and share a little wAih them in their trials and sufferings, and in some to ad- minister a little balm to their afflicted spirits. In the afternoon, I again left the city, and went to Wilming- ton, DelaAvare. First day, the 11th.— Attended this meeting, both morning and evening ; that in the morn- ing was largely attended, many wlio are not members being there ; and I felt it re a solemn manner, and 1 took a tender leave of me- dc friends." i^.fter the close of the eari^ Meeting J. L Eddj- proceeded to visit some of the meetings belonging to [isod. I was ISm.] Neiv York and Philadelphia. 77 New York, and when feeling relieved he rotuined to Philadelphia, and continued his religious engagements w.^nn that Yearly Afoeting until the seventh month, 27th, when he i)OTmed the following lines : " Attended Twelfth-street Meeting, Philadelphia, and was largely drawn forth in vindication of the Christian religion, and in ex])osing infidelity, there being few except Fiiends in .c meeting. At the close of this meeting I took a solemn leave of Friends expecting to leave in the morning and journey towards Ohio; having, as I apprehend, accomplished the work that was given me to do in this part of the land; and while penning this account I am favored to feel that sweet peace that the world knows not of" Having been constantly engaged within the limits of Philadelphia and New York Yearly M. >. tings f.^r more than three months, and being now privileged to quit th. interesting field of religious service with the reward sweet peace, he for a time resumed liis labors witiun the limits of Ohio Yearly Meeting. On the 10th of 8th mo. he came to Salem, to the home of his dear friends T. and M, Pinkham; and he wrote • "Eighth mo, 11th.— Attended Springfield fc ect Quarterly Meeting, held at Damascus, where I me with Wni. Pearson, and Julian McCool, from Iowa having been acquainted with these dear Friends when their homes were in Ohio, I was rejoiced to meet with them again; we had a good meeting, and were ediiied m being together. On the next day T attended the Quarterly Meeting for business, where was dear 78 Memoir oj John L. Edilij. [i,s:,(j^ Abraham Mon, , of (Jik-ad ; he has recently buried his dear wife, and is now lierc visiting his ag.d mother and other friends ; ho bore a living testimony in the' early part of the meeting-, which oj.en.Ml the way for more, of which a pretty large share fell to my lot aa.l my labors closed in this journey with this meetiucr • and It IS truly a favor to feel that [ may now return to my family and friends, feeling that I have endea- voured to discharge my duty while out with a good degree of fidelity to my Divine Master; and shall I trust, be jn-ivileged to return with a good dera-ee'of peace. * o ^ "* " Eighth mo, 13th.-About seven in the evening, .^ot off the cars at Greenwich, where my dear wife'a^nd .several of my children met me and conveyed me home where I found all in good health, and was privileged to feel true peace of mind and thankfulness ofht^irt or having been favored to accomplish wliat seemed to be required of me. And in consideration of the great and marvelous condescension of my Heavenly father, m that he has been so good to me, and blest me with such unmerited blessings, I do desire to ascribe to His Holy name all glory, thanksgiving, and high renown, both now, and for ever. Amen "Twelfth mo., 22nd.-I have made no entry for some time, but have got along about in my usual way struggling with outward poverty ; and this has always been my lot; and most of the time I have felt spirit- ually poor, and yet there have been times and seasons when my Dear Master has condescended to behold the ' ? 18o7.] Indhtha unif Wcstcini. 79 and low estate of his poor ami unworthy servant, and so to dispose of liis abundant riches, tliat I have been nia.le to rejoice with joy unspeakable and full of glory. "In the ninth month of this year, my wife and I attended our Quarterly Meeting at Goshen, and then journeyed on to our Yearly Meeting at Richmond, Indiana, which was a highly favored annual gathering, and among other subjects that came before the Yearly Meeting was that of attaching Alum Creek Quarterly Meeting to Ohio Yearly Meeting, which was accordingly done by a very united judgment and expression of the meeting, and \\v are soon to be considered members of Ohio Yearly Meeting,and I, for one, cheerfully acquiesce in the meeting's judgment." Furnish(;d with proper credentials from his Friends at home, J. L. Eddy again left his home, on the 2u,l of 1st mo., 1857, in order to pay a general visit to the meetings of Friends in the State of Indiana ; and as his prospect embraced the greater part of the meeting that now constitutes Indiana, and Western Yearly Meetings, the field of religious labor which he had undertaken to travel over was extensive; and during the following three months he was industriously (sngaged in this field, a few of his memoranda while thus engaged are presented to the reader : "Second mo., 4th, 1857— On the three preceeding days I have attended the three Monthly Meeting^ composing Union Quarter, all favored meetings, and many hearts were made to rejoice together under a 80 Memoir of John L. Eddy. [I857. sense of the great goodness of the Lord, and His tender mercy to ns in that He is yet pleased to dispense unto His people the holy influence of His love, whereby they are pnvdeged to drink together at the one celes- tia fountain, to the refreshing of their often thirsty souls. I have of late, at times, been plunged into deep poverty and baptism of spirit, that has been a lose tria of faith ; but, blessed be the name of the Lord He has hitherto d.xivered me out of all these trials insomuch that I have abundant cause to raise the tribute of thanksgiving and praise to His great and glorious name. ^ "Second mo., Gth.-Attended the Select Meeting, for Union Quarter; it was a highly favored meeting in which many were made to drink together from Ihe one cup of divme consolation. On the next day was held the Quarterly Meeting for discipline ; and truly it was an high day, for the shout of a king was heard in he ca„,pHhe Gospel was proclaimed 'in demon- stration of the spirit and with power; and those that >vere cast down and discouraged at the trials and afflictions with which we are surrounded, and also by the buffetings of Satan, were brought to feel that the Lord had not forgotten to be gracious, but that good the tender dealings of the Lord towards me, a poor and unworthy worm of the dust, for His arm has often been made bare for my help and deliverance, for which I have abundant cause to set up my Ebenezer, and acknowledge that He hath helped me hitherto [1857. 1857.] Alum Creek and Greemvich. 81 "At Western, 2n(l mo, 1 2th.— Arrived here last e ven- ing.and haveappointed a meeting forthisafternoon; and notwithstanding I can sometimes remember past favors with a great deal of interest, but as this is the begin- ning of service in this quarter, I feel as though I were entering upon a new battlefield, and although some victories have been won, yet I know not what may be in the future, and the language of my soul is : ' May I trust in the Lord all the days of my life, that ifc may be well with me, and that God may have all the praise.' " At Newport, 3rd mo., 30th.— To-day our Quarterly Meeting is held at Alum Creek, and my heart swells with tender love and affectionate kindness to my ^ iV iV \\ ^9>' ;\ !«>• u %" ^ -assador for Christ in a strange land. " Fourth mo., 29th.— Tlio Yearly Meeting- for busi- ness commenced its sittinns, and continued fnjm day to day, until the 4th of 5th mo. ; Friends were favored to transact the Imsiness of the meeting in much con- descensi(jn and love; and these virtues were brought into recjuisition in conseiiuence of some amongst them being disposed to lay aside many of our distinc- tive usages. But there are many honest hearted friends in this Yearly Meeting, who feel deeply tried in beholding these things, with whom my soul traveled as in the deep, and with whom I feel near unity. " Glasgow, 5th mo., 9th.— After attending Dublin meeting, I jn-oceeded on to Ballinderry, and attended tliat meeting on fourth day, and dined at Jacob Green's, who has vi.sited America as a minister, but is now through intirmity confined at his home, but a])pears truly thankful for the company of his Friends. Then went to Belfast,'and took passage for this place, where we arrived this morning in time to attend their meeting. "Edinburgh, 5th mo., 15th.— To-day was held the Cieneral fleeting for Scotland for transacting the Ijusiness of the Church ; it is held twice in the year, and the hearts of many were comforted in the belief that the Lord has not forgotten to be gracious to his trusting and believing children. There are but few 116 Memoir of Johv L E as an embassador for Christ; but after sitting for a time in silent waiting upon the Lord, the fear of man wa^ taken from me ; and T was enabled to relieve my mind from the burden that rested u[»on it. "Fifth mo., 20th.— Attended two sittings of the Yearly Meetings of Ministers and Elders," through which I sat in siknice, except in giving my assent to J. Sharp's prospect of visiting L-eland. Third day ; in another sitting of this body I felt it right to liear my testimony, not only to the outward coming of Christ, but also to the inward manifestation of the spirit of Christ, which is just as necessary for us to experience now as for the people of God in any former age. " Twenty-second.— The Yearly Meeting for^business commenced ; it is a largo meeting, an'l among other subjects that came before this sitting, was the epistles from America, and the trying civciim start es that Friends are placed in on account of the (.'ivil War that is now agitating that country ; this took a deep hold of the meeting, and it resulted in ap[)ointing a com- mittee to take the subject into consideration, and if fism. scattorod mio vcr}' (lay, arifl 10 t(» Ills Friends, lole man (^ as an ■ a tinio Tian was ny mind s of tho throniifh ssent to day; in bear my f Christ, sjiirit of poriencf business ig other epistles OS that 7&r that 5ep hold a com- , and if 18G1.] J or dans. 117 way should open for it, to produce at a future nMiuv^ an address to Friends in that country, in the way of syiiipathy. Twenty-fourth. - This nioining being devoted topulj- hc worship, I went to CIraceehurch street meeting, where laanyweregathered. An. 1 my blessed Master wasj)loased to l.josen my tungue and set my cai.tive spirit free. And I was enlarged in testimony to the comforting of many hearts. Twenty-sixth, First day.— Attended meeting at I )c\ onshiro House both morning and evening, which proved i-elieving meetings to me. The prayer that often as- cended from off the alter of my heart, to my Father in heaven before leaving my native land, for strength to perform what should be required of me, has been'^won- derfully answered since my coming liere, and I have much cause to render thanksgiving and praise unto His great and glorious name, for all His wonderful works to the children of men. In the closing sitting of the Yearly Meeting I fiilt a concern to visit the Women's Meeting, wliich Friends iully united with; and accompanied by two Elders, I sat down iu this meeting, and was at length favored to preach the Gospel of Christ, comforting the heavy- hearted, strengthening the weak, and admonishing and inviting the unfaithful ones. Then bowed in prayer before the awful majesty of Heaven. " Sixth mo., 0th.— John Fell took me in his carriage to Upperside xMonthly Meeting, held this time It Jordans. It being a place of some notoriety in the 118 Memoir of John L. Eddy. [18G1. history of the Society of Friends, several very promi- nent Friends were buried here, as Win. Penn and both his wives, also several of his children ; Isaac Penning- ton and wife, Thomas Elwood and wife, and many more of the ancient worthies. Here they kept up a Monthly Meeting for many years ; but the members having been removed by death and otherwise, the meeting has been discontinued for a long time, except an occasional appointment. Several years ago. Friends concluded to hold their Monthly Meeting here in the sixth month of each year, in order to call the attention of Friends to keeping the house and premises in order. We had a good meeting, wherein the Lord was pleased to com- fort our hearts together, and refresh our spirits in the love of the Gospel of Christ. After the meeting, my feelings were very solemn as I stood by the graves of those early promulgators of the truth as it is in Jesus. " Tenth. — Went to London this morning in company with Josiah and Rachel Foster, to attend the Mornino- Meeting, where I passed through an ordeal of deep proving and fiery liaptism, which has been resting upon me for some days, and I was ready to call all in question ; and when my certificates were read my heart seemed ready to break, and I was ready to exclaim : ' Oh why did not my friends prevent me from taking this step.' But Friends were led in this meeting to travail with me, and to express much sympathy with me. One dear Friend knelt and [18G1. ly promi- and l)oth Penninof- nd many ei)t up a members wise, the le, except old their of each fiends to 7e had a to com- its in the Jting, my graves of it is in company Morning^ of deep I resting ill all in read my 'eady to ivent me i in this 3S much lelt and 1861.J London, England 111) prayed most fervently for my perservation from every harm and m a faithful performance of every duty called for at my hands of the Lord. "It was a very broken time with mo, and 1 did desire to bow in humble submission to my Heavenly Fathers will. I felt, in some measure, comforted, and tried to keep the sackcloth as much under my feet as I well could. Went to Colchester that evenin/in order to attend Essex Select Quarterly Meeting. Made a few remarks to some relief, but still felt mournful and bowed down-the Lord only know, why Retired t.> rest at night with a thankful heart, but that heart was sad^ Oh Lord forsake me not in this time of sore conflict, but be pleased in judgment to remember mercy Oh Lord Thou knowesfc my heart; Thou knowest that it was not in my own will that I left my dear wife and children to become a stran-^er in a strange land, but that I might be found doino- Thy will and obtain peace of mind. Oh Thou God of my ife be pleased, if it seems good unto Thee, to remove this burden from off my heart, and enable me once more to praise Thee on the banks of deliverance, and thine shall be the glory forever. Amen "Sixth mo., llth.-Went to the Quarterly Meeting Still wading as in the deep, mourning on my way and thus I took my seat in the meeting, and remained m tlas stripped condition for some time ; and until severa Friends had spoken, when a gleam of li^ht seemed to shine on my pathway, and the hfe arose^n my heart, and in that life a sul.ject presented, with 120 Memoir of John L. Eddy. [1861. which I stood up, and as it increased I went on, until through Divine help I was raised above all fear but the fear of God ; and an eiilargement \\a,h granted to my own admiration, so that it might be said the shout of a king was heard in the camp. " GosHKX, Ohio, N. A., Gth mo., 23rd, 1861. " My Beloved Friend, John L. Eddy, — It is with feelings of comfort that I take my pen to converse a little with thee in this way. I often think of thee, my dear Friend, in thy far distant field of labour ; sometimes imagining thee feeling stripped, poor and needy, and not meet to be called an apostle of our Lord Jesus Christ ; far from thy earthly home, and in a strange land ; and in view of these feelings I have been brought into sympathy with thee, desiring thy encouragement to move on from day to day, as thy Lord and Master may, in His condescending goodness, and unbounded wisdom, sees meet to lead and direct thee. Then I do believe, my beloved Friend, that thou will bo preserved in heights, and in depths, by sea and by land, to experience thy trust and confi- dence, being in the Lord, patiently abiding all the turnings, and over-turnings of His hand upon thee; and realize the application of this scripture language, in thy own case, to be verified ; the Lord hear thee in che day of trouble ; the name of the God of Jacob defend thee ; send thee help from the sanctuary, and strengthen thee out of Zion ; remember all thy offer- ings, and accept thy burnt sacrifices. " In much love, and fervent desires for thy preser- vation and encouragement, I bid thee an afiectiouate farewell as ever, " Thy Friend, "John Butler." [1861. 1861.J Ifsivicli. 121 Twenty-first.-In company with R. D. and Ann Alexander I went to Ipswich, and attended that Quarterly Meeting, which I sat through in suffering silence. No doubt many were much disappointed but I was rcnewedly confirmed that when the Lord l.y the key of David shuts, none can open, and I endeavoured to bow in humble submission to His will. '■' Twcnty-third.-Attended Ipswich Meeting, and was favored to clear myself of a great burden that had rested upon it. Had some very close doctrines to declare and to deal very closely with some ; and tliought I could see why I was not to delivei' the mes.sage, when so many other Friends were present at tne Quarterly Meeting. ; Norwich, sixth mo., 25th.-Attended the burial of Kdward Chandler, father of John Chandler. He was buried before Meeting, in the grounds were many of the Gurneys lie buried, among whom is Joseph John Ourney, with just a simple brown stone laid iiat on the grave, sufficient to contain his name, age and date ot his death. A few words were .spoken at the -a-ave by several Friends. We then repaired to the me^'tin..- hou.se, where I was enabled to preach Christ in hts glorious offices to a very attentive audience "Eighth mo., loth.-Attended Marnhull Meetii... l^ound two women that were members, and a man and woman that were not, that are attenders of this l.ttle meeting. We were truly comforted in makinn- them a visit, and they were encouraged to be faithfu! to apprehended duty. g J-22 Memoir of John L. Edxlij. [ISGI. " Eighth mo., 31st.— Took a walk thi.s inoruing out of town. Ascended Carnbrea Hill, an eminence that ovei-looks the country, on which is an old castle l)uilt upon some singular situated rocks ; and its antiquity is such that the time of its building is not known. It is supposed to have been built by the ancient Britons in the old feudal times. The hill is almost built of granite rock. There is one that has very curious indentations that appear to be artifically carved on the top of it. It is supposed that human victims were sacrificed here, and they built a large monument here in honor of one of the lords of the country. " Ninth mo., 3rd.— Walked this morning to see what is called Wesley's Pit, situated in the mining district, being a hollow place in the earth of a bowl-like shape, and terraced into seats from the bottom to the top and has capacity to seat two thousand persons. Here John Wesley preached to the miners, ami there was a great convincement among them; and an annual gathering is held there yet by the Methodists, where sometimes ten thousand persons assemble. " Fifth.— Being within ten miles of the Land's End of England, I concluded this morning that I would go and see it. I had a magnificent view of the clifi's of granite rock, that piled up in such romantic grandeur on to the clear blue sea. I felt to exclaim, in the lan- guage of the Psalmist : ' Great and marvelous are Thy works. Lord God Almighty ; just and true ai-e all Thy ways, thou King of Saints.' [ISGI. uliij^f out nee that itlu Imilt utiquity )W11. It BritouH built of curious d on the as vvei'e jnt here ee what district, B shape, 'he toj) Here 3 was a annual where I's End )idd go ilitfs of andeur he lan- re Thy 1\ Thy ISGl.] London. 123 " Returned to .Marazion, to attend a meutitig ai*- pointed at my request, in an old nioetino-h(juso, whicli was built by Friends in the early days of our Society- It is not large, but the people turned out and filled it to overflowing ; and it was one of those seasons wherein the ])oor messengers have much cause to be thankful ; for the Lord was pleased to preside ovei- us, and to' crown the occasion with His presence and power; and I humbly trust the gospel was preached in the dei'uon- stration of the Spirit and Avitli power, and I felt to return thanksgiving and praise to the Lord, God, and the Lamb, on bended knees, through the Eternal Spirit, and returned to my lodgings in great peace of mind.' Some of the best meetings I have had in England have been held in those old meeting-houses, where meetings have been laid down ; here the people seem hungiy for the truth and appreciate it. " London; 10th mo, ISth.— Came here from Chelteu- ham and stopped at my old quarters ; used part of seventh day in company with Henry Sterry in seeing some parts of London that I had not seen. "First day.— This morning I went to Devonshire House meeting, and felt that I had reason to believe that there were true worshippers present that were pre- pared to worship God in spirit and in truth, and with whom I deeply sympathised ; and also that there were those present who were not thus prepared, Ijoth of which states were closely spoken to. Li the afternoon I Avent to another small meeting of Friends in the city where I was soon brought into deep exercise, and for a time, 124 Memoir of John L. Eddy. [1861. no way opened for relief. At length a man stepped into the vestry and took a seat. I then felt to arise witli my exercise, and I had to deal closely with a carping, unbelieving state, and to dwell emphatically on the doctrine of future rewards and punishments. After I sat down that man asked liberty to ask a few (luestions, but was requested to wait until the meeting closed. Meeting with him after the meeting he seemed so full of .jangling that I thought best to leave him, seeing he fluttered like a wounded bird. " Second day, 14th of 10th mo.— Attended the Morn- mg Meeting of Ministers and Elders, and laid before that meeting my prospect of my soon visiting the Friends m Germany, and of attending to some other religious service thereaway, which was fully united with, and I was encouraged to prosecute the visit as way should open. At this meeting R. and S. Lindsey returned their minutes, granted to them in 1857 for religious services in North America, &c., giving a very interesting account of their journeyings and services; a precious solemnity was spread over the meetino-' Went with R. and S. Lindsey to the home of Joseph Bevan Braithwait, an5 " Minden, 10th ino.,24.— Ou last second day in con.- pany with John and Maria Cliaudler I left Chelmsford and proceeded to London, then by railroad to Dover, then by steamboat across to Calais in France. Third day by rail to Ghent in Belgium. Fourth day traveled as far as Cologne on the river Rhine in Belgium, and on fifth day reached this place, (Minden). It was'dark when we reached here, and not knowing where to find Friends, we took our lodgings at the Victoria Hotel, and being now at the place of our destination for thJ I)resent I hope to cast myself entirely on my Divine Master for strength and ability to do and endure all He may require of me, for my purification and the pro- motion of His glory in the good of the little tlock of Friends here, or the general good of my fellow-creatures in this land of strangers. " After receiving the necessary refreshments for our worn bodies we sat and read a portion of Scripture, and felt our minds to be brought undei' a solemn quiet' and I expressed my feelings a little that notwithstand- ing all my deep provings, I now felt true peace, and desired to be enabled to say : ' Thy will, God, be done.' "In journeying to this place we passed through many elegant towns, and much of the country by the way, and especially through Belgium, appear.-i to be very productive and well farmed, in many })laces in a garden-like manner, and I have never seen any country so entirely destitute of timber as Bel-num is, except our Western prairies. Poverty marks the 12fi -Vrrnuh' of John L. Eddy. [I8GI. coiinnon people to a largo extent all through the land ; they work hard to gain a scanty subsistence, and worse than this, they are groaning under the yoke of Catholicism, which, under the present usages, can never fail to bring oppression and poverty on the lower classes. " Tenth mo, 25th.— This morning, John Chandler and myself went out and found some of the Minden Friends, an.l made arrangements to proceed to-morrow directly to Pyrmont, and visit Friends there, and then return to this place ; we, this morning, made acquaintance with an elderly Friend named John Rashel ; and in the afternoon liad a religious oi)por- tunity in a family. D. Pitsmyre interpreted for us, it being the first time I ever sjioke as a minister through an interpreter ; and I think I hardly remem- ber the time when my mind was more clothed with a feeling of the heavenly presence than on sitting down m this family, and in remembering how much I had passed through in body and in mind in order to visit these dear Friends in Germany. " Seventh day, 2Gth of 10th mo.— Having chartered a cab for the journey, it being a distance of thirty miles, we departed, and reached Pyrmont that evening, and put up at an hotel, being accompanied by our very kind friend, David Pitsmyre ; I had taken cold and felt but poorly, " First day, 27th.— Felt very much indisposed this morning, but at ten Ave went to the meeting of Friends, At hich Consisted of twelve persons, old and youno-; I li [18G1. ISGl.] Returned to MinJen. 127 was soon Lrourrlit into a tender .state of mind even to the shedding of tears, imder the consideration of tlie love and mercy of our Ht^avoidy Father, in that He had enabled me to reach those distant members of our religious society, and to feel the blessed Spirit of Christ to itervade the meeting, under the influence of which John Chandler and T lioth addressed the meetinfr; and I must confess that I succeeded in speaking through an interpreter much l>etter than Thad expected. " After returning to our hotel, I felt very poorly with an attack of fever and ague, and I did not attempt to go to the afternoon meeting. Had a distressing night, which makes me feel rather gloomy ; being thus taken sick, and more than ftjur thousand miles from my dear family. There arc but a few families of Friends here, and these seem extremely glad of our visit ; and we expect to see them all in their homes. " Twenty-eighth. — This morning, I felt much better, and to-day we have beei*' engaged in family visiting, and have seen all the members of this meeting : and the Lord our Redeemer was pleased to be with us, tendering and consoling our hearts together, and ena- bling the poor messengers to deliver the testimonies given, I humbly trust, in the authority of truth. D. Pitsmyre interpreted for us very efficiently, and I returned to our hotel in the evening, v-rith ruy heart glowing with thankfulness to the Lord, for His long- suffering kindness and mercy dispensed to me, not only in days past, and all along to the present ; but especially for the lilessings of the present time. il 12S Memoir of John L EJd J. [18(J1. "Tenth mo., :>!Jtli.— I amse tlu,s uion.ing, feolino- much refrcslied, and fe.'iny that I had done what seemed to bo required of nu", in and about Pyrmont \\ e took our carriage, wliich waited for us by agree- ment, and returned to Miuden. Stopped at theVic- tona Hotel, and felt my heart fiUed witli thankfulness not only for the help I had received in the ('ischar<.e of apprehended duty, but for tlie restoration, of nty Jiealth ; and for being enabled to part with tli-xse dear isolated Friends in Pyrmont in tender. Christian love Much of our way to Pyrmont lay along the valley of the river Weser; it is a beautiful and well cultivated country, and in going there, we passed out of the King of Prussia's dominions, and through a part of the kin.- ('om of Hanover and Hesse. Pynuont belongs to the principality of Waldeck. "Thirtieth of 10th mo.— At ten this morning, we went to the usual mid-week meeting of Friends which was larger than I had expected to find ; here we were favored with the consolations of the Gospel of Christ and I was enabled to relieve my mind of its burden' through our kind interpreter ; and, v .„h other things' I encouraged the young to faithfulness in manifested duty, even should they feel called to publicly own' the Saviour in the assemblage of His people. Near the close of the meeting, a young man knelt in supplica- tion, in German ; and although I could not understand one word that he spoke, yet I was affected even to tears ; and believing that the Lord has a work for him to do, I do desire that he may be faithful. After din- IMGI. Mhiihn. 120 ner, wo made two family visits, wliuieiu iiiucli ten- derness was apparent, and i-'rateful acknowledgni..iit was expressed fur favors reeeivi;d. "Thirty-first.— We visited the Friends' School here, which Friends in England assist them in keej)inrussel8, in Belgium, and stopped for the night. " Eleventh wxu., Sth. — Notwithstanding^ I had a irood night's rest, I arose this morning feeling very low in mind, although I fuel perfectly .satisfied with my labors in Germany, etc.; but it would seem that it is something in i)rospect that cau.ses this depression, and my thoughts were turned towards my homo and country, and my soul was brought to feel very sorrow- ful, which continued with me through the day. As I rode along in tlie cars, the ])raycr of my heart was that I might be strengthened to bear all the trials and atttictions that may be permitted to come upon me, whether of a tem})oral or spiritual nature, and that these provings may tend to the refining of my spirit, so that I may become more and more fit for the Mas- ter's use ; and I do desire to say, in all sincerity of heart, ' Into thy hands, God, I connnit my all ; only be unto mo strength in weakness, riches in poverty, and a present helper in every time of need.' " Ninth. — Reached Calais, and in crossing to Dover T became very sea-sick ; l)ut this did not last very long, for we were only two hours in crossing. And here I parted wdth my very dear friends, J. and M. Chandler ; they left for London immediately, intending 132 Memoir of John L. Edchj. [1801. to reach home that eveniug; and apprehending it to be right for me to resume my religious labors in h^ngland, I awaited their First-day Meeting here On reachmg the house of James Coulter, I found letters Irom my dear family, and it was corafortiug to my often-anxious feelings to learn they were in usual liealth, except my dear daughter writes that her mother is gradually failing in her health and enei-ies and whether I shall ever see her again the Lord only knows ; but I have endeavored to give all up into His holy keeping, and left all for His sake and the Gospel's I hope my faith may not be shaken, but that I may be feyored under all of the turnings and overturnings of Mis holy hand upon me, to finish the work assigned to me in this land, to the honor and glory of His ever excellent name. Amen. " Ashford, 11th mo., 13th.-Attended their Mid-week Meeting here, which was small ; had the company of a few others, not members, and a tender, refreshino- tune. Near the close, I felt to encourage a state thai 1 apprehended is called to the work of the ministry and I observed a man present that I believed to be the one, and was informed after that he is not a mem- ber, but a pious attender of our meetings, and has believed himsolf called of the Lord to speak in the assemblies of His i.eople, but has not yet given up to the service, he seemed very much tendered. May the Lord bless him, and may He bless aud sanctify the labors of His servant this day. to the benefit of those for whom it was designed. liii ill [18G1. 18G2.] Charlbury. 133 "Ware, 12th of 12th mo.— This morning we pro- ceeded to Ware, and went to Joseph Squires', who is the only member here that is able to attend meetinirs. and goes regularly to meeting house on meeting days, and often sits alone ; there is one other, not a member, that frequently sits with him. We sat with those two ])ersons this morning, and were comforted in believing that the Lord was pleased to own us in this act of dedication. There are two aged widows belonging to this meeting, who are mostly confined to their beds by infirmity, whom we visited, and were much comforted in the prospect of their being near the Kingdom, lielieving them to be in a sweet and heavenly frame of mind, and waiting the coming of their Lord. " Twelfth mo., 27th.~Attended Plaistow meeting in the morning and Ratclifl" in the evening, in both of which I was vocally engaged in supplication, and I feel to record this evening tliat this has been a highly favored day. " Plaistow is the meeting that Ehzabeth Fry and Samuel Gurney belonged to. I went to the house where S. G. had lived. It is a moderate comfortable house for an English gentleman, it being the same that Dr. John Fathergill lived, and where he displayed so nuich taste in the cultivation of flowers, etc. "Charlbury, 1st mo., 12th, 18G2.— Went to the meetmg here this morning, where I had some hard labor both in silence and in testimony ; towards the close of the meeting liberty was experienced and I was enlarged in the feeling of Christian love, and was 134 Memoir of John L. Eddy. [18G2 also favored with the spirit of i)i-ayer, to the influence of which I yielded, and the meeting ended well. In the afternoon went to Chipping Norton, and sat with the few Friends there, which was a very laborious time both in silence and testimony, and I was not able to see the cause of my deep exercise ; the few here seem like consistent Friends ; but the way of the Lord is a great deep, and I endeavored to be honest to my feelings in the meeting ; and although this has not been as crowning a day as some, yet I hope the labor and deep travail of spirit which has been my portion may not bf without their use, if it is only to bring my own soul into greater humility, which I often feel is very needful. " Second mo., loth.— Had a highly-favored oppor- tunity this morning with the friends where we were stopping ; Wm. Brigess and a member of the family knelt in prayer, and both supplicated for the prosperity and Divine protection of the stranger chat was with them from a foreign land, and also for my safe return to my family and friends if it be the Lord's will. We then left and proceeded to Leicester ; and I have felt very low in mind this afternoon, travailing as in the deep ; a public meeting is appointed for to-morrow evening in the Temperance Hall ; the prospect is that it will be large ; it appears very formidable to me under my present state of feeling. ' Oh Lord, forsake not Thy unworthy servant under this renewed trial ; but be pleased to give strength according to the day ;' give me not over to the destroyer, but deliver my soul 1l' [1802 18G2.] Oldl cam. 135 from his snare, and in judgment remember mercy ; and under a renewed sense of Thy great goodness enable me to ascribe unto Thee all glory, thanksgivin'--, and high renown, now and forever. Amen.' Sixteenth.— A public meeting was held this evening as before hinted at, and it was large, supposed to be ten or twelve hundred there ; and blessed forever Ijc the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, strength was received from Him to preach the Gospel to that large company, in the authority and demonstration of the Spirit, and to the relief of my own mind. "Leicestershire, the county that I am now in, is the same that George Fox was born in ; but as there is no meeting near the place now, I am not likely to pass that way, otherwise I should have been glad to have seen the spot ; but I find that my jjusiness is not so much with generations that are past as with the present. " Third mo., 4th, 18G2.— One year ago this morning I took a solemn farewell of my family and Friends at home; and my mind has been very impressively carried back to that time when I parted with that mournful group which was composed of my dear wife and the greater part of my children and several dear friends, a time not soon to be forgotten. " Fifth mo., 1st.— Proceeded to Oldham to attend Marsden Monthly Meeting, where my Divine Master \\'as pleased to again appear as strength in weakness, and enable me to declare close doctrine to the people ; brought to \lew the propiiet'.-i vision of the dry bones ' 1 ! '. V 13G Memoir of John L. Eddy. [18G2, in the open valley, enlarging thereon, and applying it to the state of dry and formal professors, exhorting all such to come and embrace the truth, and walk in it by taking up ihe cross, and following the Lord Ji-sus in the way of His holy requirings. John Cowgill knelt in supplication, after which the meeting trans- acted its business in a very orderly manner. "Blessed be the Lord, Plis sustaining arm is underneath and round about to preserve my soul from fainting, and my feet from slipping ; and although the ■nemy is suffered to buffet, yet he is not suffered to prevail ; and I remain to this day a living monument of the mercy of God in Christ Jesus our Lord, and can praise His holy Name for all His mercies. " Second.— In company with J. and E. T., I visited John Bright's wife, he not being at home ; and then we called on an invalid woman Friend, with whom I was made deeply to sympathize, she being under very sore trials, almost ready to faint by the way, and I endeavored to express my exercise in the languag.; of comfort, encouraging her to trust in the mercy and providential care of our Heavenly Father. She was broken into tears and very thankful; at our parting, when Elizabeth Thaitwait told her in the presence of her brother, who sat with us, that nothing had been told only that she was an invalid,; but after we left, she told me that the invalid was dependent on her brother who had failed in business, and all that they had was soon to be sold, and the poor sufferer would be left hunieless. It was comforting to me that I had % [1802. Cow[,'ill r tiuns- 1862.] Leicestershire. 137 been enabled to sympathize with her ; and I could once more say, ' Bless the Lord, oh my soul, and all that is within me bless His holy name.' "Fifth mo., 7th.— This morning, Jane Satlethail took me to see some invalid Friends, and also to see the old Castle, a part of which was built by the Romans previous to the Christian era. A part of this ancient structure is used for holding their Courts of Law, and a part for a penitentiary and other prison pui-poses. It was here that George Fox was im- prisoned for near two years because he refused to take the oath. I was not in the part that he was confined in, it is occupied by the debtors, and my guide had not liberty to conduct me there. CHAPTER IV. The appointed time for holding London Yearly Meeting had nearly arrived, and since his return from Germany, in the eleventh mo. of 1861, John L. Eddy had not only been fervent in spirit, but he had been diligent in business ; having up to this time attended one hundred and eighty meetings of Friends, and real- izing in a degree of the heartfelt experience that the member of the living body, of which Christ Jesus is the Holy Head, are all baptized by the one Spirit into one body ; he, though a stranger as to the outward, was prepared to sit where the people sat, and not only to rejoice with the living, hoalthful members of the Church, but to weep with the sorrowing ones, to sym- pathise with the very hindormost of the flock, and to mourn for the careless and unconcerned. Though far separated from his dear family, for the Gospel's sake, how often was he cheered on his way, by an association with those who were livingly engaged for the welfare of Zion, and the enlargement of her borders. But when he visited those neighborhoods where once a Fox, a Penn, a Pemiington and a Barkley were made instrumental, in the hand of the Great Head of the Church, in gathering large congregations into 138 1SG2.] To London. 139 fom Christian fellowship ; and these were brought to accept Christ Jesus, not only as a vicarious offering for sin, but also as a Spiritual King, to rule and reign in their liearts; and yielding themselves to the guidance of the Holy Spirit, they were led by its gentle teachings, as by the still waters, into the green pastures of life and salvation, whore their souls were refreshed with hea- venly bread. And finding but a few hero who had even a name to live, and some of these having no appearance of Friends, he was made to weep as be- tween the porch and the altar, and to cry : " Spare Thy people, O Lord, and give not Thine heritage to reproach." And besides those abundant labors with his brethren in religious fellowship, he held many public meetings, where, to congregated hundreds, he was largely en- gaged to preach the Gospel of life and salvation through a crucified, risen and glorified Redeemer ; and while l)-ing thus devotedly engaged in religious service, the following beautiful lines, from his own pen, clearly set forth his spiritual exercises : " I feel a thankful heart for the many blessings and favors I am daily receiving from the Lord's hand ; and although I have again and again to go down, as into the deep, for the purification of the soul, «,nd a qualification for further service, yet the Lord is very gracious, and gives fresh supplies in every time of need. Bless His holy name." " Fifth mo., 16th.— I am holding myself ready, if the Lord will, to depart on the morrow for London, and 140 Memoir of John L. Eddy. [1.SG2. again attend the Yearly Meeting ; and if it should seem right to lay my prospect of going to Norway before the Select Meeting. "London, oth mo., lOtli. — Attended the Yearly Meeting of Ministers and Elders, which was a large and highly favored meeting ; I ventured to give ex- pression to my feelings in a very few words, feeling myself unworthy to occupy time in that dignified assembly, made up of the princes of the tribes from the various parts of this large Yearly Meeting. " Twentieth. — The Select Meeting, last evening, adjourned to ten this morning ; in this sitting, I laid my prospect of going to Norway before Friends, which drew out a large expression of unity ; and I was en- couraged to attend thereto in the ability that truth giveth. In this sitting, many hearts were baptized into the one spirit and feeling of the heavenly rela- tionship, and I felt myself a little strengthened to prosecute my religious concerns in this land of stran- gers, according to ability received from my Heavenly Father. "Fifth mo., 21st.— This morning the Yearly Meeting for discipline opened, and epistles from other Yearly Meetings, with which this corresponded, were read. Those from America all alluded to the subject of civil war, that is now raging to an alarming extent in our beloved country ; and the sufferings and trials of Friends in that country have introduced this meetin'^ into tender sympathy with them, and much sympathy [1.SG2. 1862.] London. 141 was called forth ; and I have not lately witnessed a greater solemnity to be spread over a meeting than on this occasion. " Twenty-third. — This morning was devoted to worship, and several of the meeting-houses in the city were opened for that purpose, and it is seldom that I have felt a greater desire to be hid from observation than on this occasion; but as I earnestly entreated the Lord for right direction in the matter, I was made willing to attend the meeting in Devonshire House which I did, and had some very relieving service therein. " In the afternoon another sitting of the Yearly Meeting was held, in which the subject of the ministry- was discussed. " Third day, 27th of oth mo.— This morning was set apart by the Yearly Meeting for a conference of men and women Friends. Both houses were filled, and each one supplied with a clerk ; and I was concerned to revive in the meeting an exortation of George Fox, when he admonished Friends to keep all their meet- ings in the power of God ; so I hoped this large and interesting meeting would be held under this blessed influence. Friends were engaged to encourage each other to labor more earnestly and effectually for the benefit and conversion of the poor and degraded popu- lation within their borders. There were some most excellent remarks made, and good order and decorum prevailed. If 142 Memoir of John L. Edd)j [1862. " Twenty-eighth.— This inorning was devested to worship in the .several meeting-houses of London, and I went to till old Grace Church street meeting-house, in White Heart Court, wiiero Ge.n-ge Fox preached his last sermon. The situation of Fiiends in the city is such that they no longer need this house, and they have sold it, and do not again intend to hold meetings there. I was largely engaged in this meeting hi setting forth the divine authenticity of the Holy Scrii)ture.s, pleading their inestimable value as pub- lishing to the world the religion of Jesus Christ ; and I had to set forth the clanger of that state that would have us neglect the reading of ix.o Holy Scriptures, for fear that we should depend too much upon them,' and not enough upon the teachings of the Holy Spirit! While speaking 1 was bre-ght under a sense of the powerful manifestation of truth that had been gi /en to those in the early days of our Society; and I told Friends I hoped our minds might be so affected on the present occasion, that we may never forget the last meeting held in Grace Church meeting-house. " Twenty-ninth.— There was very little to come be- fore the Yearly Meeting to-day, but the passing of the Epistles, all of which was got through within the morning sitting except the General Epistle, and that was passed as usual, at the closing sitting, which was done in a very solemn manner, after which the meet- ing closed. The meeting for Ministers and Elders then met, and a certificate was granted to me to visit Nor- way; and in this meeting 1 had to travail with some 1862.] T-o Korivay. 143 m tried iiiindH, and can again say : ' Bless the Lord my soul, and all that is within me bless His holy name.' On the two following days I procured some thing.v for my Norwegian journey ; wrote homo to my dear wife and children, and made some calls, ajid on the next day pi'oceeded to Stoke-Newington. " First day of Gth mo. — Attended the meeting at Stoke- Newington and met John Peas, of Darlington, who was well-engaged in the ministry. I also added my might, and the meeting ended well. " Sixth mo., Gth. — Attended the Meeting for suffer- ings, on which devolves to see that Friends traveling to foreign parts are suitably furnished with compan- ions, tS:c.; and John Chandler very kindly offered to ac- company me, and tarry with me a part of the time. Friends, as well as myself, being well satisfied there- with, it was agreed upon, and in the evening he called at H. Sterry's for me, and taking a solemn leave of these dear friends we proceeded to the King's Cross Station and proceeded direct to Hull, went on board the steamer Scandinavian, bound to Christiasand, where we arrived on first day evening, and put up at a hotel. Two Friends (though not members) met us on board and kindly conducted us to our quarters. There being a considerable number of passengers on board, we invited them into the cabin about noon to have a public reading of the Scriptures, and if anything further should appear to be required of us we would endeavor to attend thereto, J. C. read, and to some extent explained our views on true worship, and after Hi; if 144 Memoir of John L. Eddy. [1862. a little time of silence I felt strengthened to declare the truth to the company in a short testimony which was very relieving to my own mind, and appeared to be well received by the company. The captain, whose name is Daniel Fairburu, told us that he had conveyed several Friends to Norway, among whom was Thomas fehellito, and Eli and Sibil Jones, and he was well pleased with our meeting to-day, and I feel truly thankful that I am landed on Norwegian ground " Second day, Otli of 0th mo.~We breakfasted this morning with J. and C. Krudso:: (father and son), who were so kind to us last evening, and kindly walked around the town with us this morning, and about noon we took another steamer for Stavenger, where we arrived on the next morning, and were kindly received by Endre and Mariah Dahl. We wrote letters home, and walked about the town some and took tea with Sarah Ann Doeg, wife of Kobeit i)oeg who IS in England on a religious visit, but expects' soon to return houic. We made acquaintance with a lew other Friends, and returned to our lod-ings at Endre Dahl's. May the Lord be merciful to me a poor and unworthy servant iu a strange land. " Eleventh.~Accompanied by E. Dahl, as our inter- preter, and S. A. Doeg, who are ministers, with two other Friends to row our boat, we crossed over to an island, where several families of Friends reside and visited them m their families, and in the evening had a meeting for Friends and others of the island, which was well attended and a highly favored meeting [1862. 1802.] Norway. i.) John ChaiuUer and mjy-.sulf both spoke, throuj^-h tlie iiiterpretLT, and Sarali Ann Doeg prayed fervently in their languaj^e, and Emh-e Dahl spoke under lii.s own concern; and although I could not undei-.stand one woi'd (.f their conmumicatiou, I thought the unction «»f tlie Holy Spirit was to be felt, and my spirit said amen to their vocal utterance. Much tendtirness appeared in the families and in the meeting, and wo returned by our boat to Stavenger, and I felt that we had much to be thankful for in that the Lord had blessed the beginning of our word in this distant land, praised bo His great and glorious name forever. " Twelfth of Gth ino.—Passed the day at Stavenger, and attended their usual week day meeting. It was a good solid meeting; J. C. and myself both .spok.« through our interpreter; good attention was i)aid- After meeting we made several calls and family visits, some of them being precious seasons. Sarali Ann Doeg Avas our guide and interpreter, and the day closed in much peace. " Thirteenth. — Accompanied by Endre Dahl and three other Friends to row the boat, we proceeded on our journey up one of the fjords (pronounced fiords), about fourteen English miles, or two Norway miles, to the Island of Findo. It proved a wet day, and the sea was rough, with a head wund, which made it toil- some for them that managed the boat. " We passed the night at a friend's house, who, with a few friendly people, kept up a meeting there. We had a meeting with them, about eighty in attendance ; it was a precious opportunity. it fllll 146 Memoir of John L. Eddy. [1862. "Fourteenth._With addition of 0]e Regelstadt, the triend at whose house we stayed all nicrht we proceeded in our boat early this morning up the fiord about four Norsk miles, to Saode, where a meeting, of Fnends IS held. There they have a new meeting- house, built with the help of English Friends ; and as the people here are in low circumstances, arrangements are made to accommodate traveling Friends in the upper story of their meeting-house; and although there are seven in our company, we can be pretty comfortably accommodated here, as E. D brought provisions with him, and the Friends here are very kmd m helping to furnish us, &c. It has been hard work for our rowers to-day, as they could not use their sails but we got through in good time, and with thankful hearts, "First day, 15th of 6th mo.-We had meeting both in the morning and afternoon. That in the morning was attended by about one hundred and fifty persons^ Ihat m the evening not so large. Some that came in the morning came on foot five or six miles, and returned without staying to the evening meeting. "The Lord was pleased to bestow a rich bfessin^ upon us this day, under the influence of which the poor servants were enabled to labor for the good of souls. The Gospel was preached in some degree of authority, and great attention was paid, and some were affected even to tears. They have no one here who appears in the ministry, but in the last meetinc I was constrained to tell them that if they were faith'' [1862. gelstadt, ight, we he fjord, 3eting of neeting- ; and as gements ! in the Ithouffh i pretty brought re very in hard not use id with ig both lorninsr )ersons. same in is, and »g- 'lessinsr ch the food of free of some e here eetinof faith- 1862.] Noriiuy. 147 ful, one or more of their number would be called to this work. A dear young woman was much affected, and after meeting I learned that she had applied for membership, and I have no doubt, if she remains faith- ful, she will become very useful. May the Lord preserve her to . '^ own praise, for to Him all praise is forever due. Amen, saith my soul. " Sixteenth, 6th mo.— Took an affectionate leave of the dear Friends of this meeting, and taking our boat we returned about eight EnglL.x miles down the Qord. Then took up another fjord, nine miles to the head of it. We then left our boat, and Friends pro- cured a horse that J. Chandler and I should alternately ride upon ; and by having some of the people to pack our luggage on their backs, we proceeded over land four miles to a lake, and hiring a boat to convey us seven miles across, we there stayed all night. The next morning we hired four horses to ride upon, and a man with another horse to pack our luf^afe. On we traveled fourteen miles over a mountain road, to a place called Bailedal, where there is another meeting of Friends held. " These mountain roads can only be traveled on foot, or by single horse ; and no horse but the Noi-way pony is sufficient for the task. They will climb over the rocks almost equal to the goats. We have to-day rode over rocky heights that were fearful to behold ; and, notwithstanding Friends pressed me to keep my horse, I several times chose to dismount and walk. Several of these mountains are not yet clear of snow. If 'S 148 Memoir of John L. Eddy. [1862. In tlie valleys there are patches of ground which will produce something for the subsistance of man, but the living of these poor people is a poor one at best, and I often feel greatly to pity them. ^ " Friends in England have also assisted them here m building a meeting-house, and the chamber is fitted up with beds, &c., for the convenience of Friends who visit them ; and this is very well, for the Friends here are not prepared for entertaining company in their dwellings, and as our company consists of seven men in all, It IS a great favor to have things thus prepared at the meeting-house. " We had a meeting with the members and attenders this evening. There were about twenty in attendance and after J. Chandler had spoken, the key of David was given to me ; the good fountain was opened and the water of life flowed freely, and many hearts were made glad in the Lord. And I did regret that I could not speak to them in my own tongue ; but speaking tlirough an interpreter becomes more and more easy and familiar; and I could once more say, return unto thy rest, oh my soul, for the Lord hath dealt bounti- fully with thee; and I retired to my bed with a thankful heart, for I had got much wearied in coming over the mountains. " Eighteenth of Gth mo.-Had a good night's rest, and arose this morning much refreshed ; and looked around upon the mountains, whilst a feeling of awe rested upon my mind in remembrance of Him who created all things by the word of His power. At 11 [1862. 18G2.] Norivay, 149 o'clock we had anotlier meeting of a more general character, there beingabout fifty persons present; and it was a most crowning meeting. Endre Dald' and Ole Regelstadt both spoke, which introduced the meeting into a tender frame ; and then I felt myself engaged to minister to the people ; and so broken a meeting I do not remember to have attended, and the people were loath to separate. Blessed be the name of the Lord, who giveth us the victoj-y through our Lord Jesus Christ. " VV'e took some refreshment after meeting, and then so., ic a solemn leave of these dear Friends, who had remained with us until the time of departure, and a number of them bore us company for a considerable distance, and some came v Ith us the fourteen miles to where we hired the horses, where we arrived late in the evening with thankful hearts, inasmuch as it had been the most dangerous horse-back ride that I had ever witnessed. " Nineteenth.— We journeyed on again this morning and crossed the Seven Mile Lake, then walked four miles over the mountain to the head of the fjord where we left our boat. J. Chandler was furnished with a horse to ride over these mountains as his streno-th is not sufficient for such a walk ; but 1 have much to be thankful for, in that I am yet equal to much fatigue and exposure. We then journeyed on in our own boat and reached another settlement of Friends, and went to a Friend's house where we were kindly treated, and furnished with a good bed, which was Ill 150 Memoir of John L. Eddy. [1802. very acceptable after a hard day's work. Let all the praise be given to the great preserver of our lives both by sea and land. " Sixth ino., 20th. — There are several members and a number of attenders in this place, and we had a meeting with them to pretty good satisfaction ; and after dinner we embarked in our boat again and sailed across the fjord to see a couple of Friends who were not at the meeting on account of the wives ill health. We had a good visit with those dear friends, then pro- ceeded on our way and again called on another couple that are members and live very remote from other- Friends ; had a satisfactory visit with them, and jour- neyed on and reached O. Regelstadts, on the Island of Findo, about ten at night ; was kindly received by Iuh wife, and had a comfortable night's rest, and on the next morning had a religious opportunity with the family; then traveling on in our boat we reached Stavenger about noon, having had a quick but rough run. The wind rose high before we landed but we got in safe, for which favor I felt thankful ; and we were kindly received by Mary Dahl. At Stavenger I found newspapers, sent by Henry Sterry, of London, by whicli I learned that the Civil War in the United States is still raging to an alarming extent, the hor- rors of which are sometimes overwhelming to my mind, O awful scourge ! when will it be stayed ? When v/ill the people learn righteousness ? May the day be hastened when the swords shall be beaten into plow- shares, and the spears into prunning hooks, when they [1862. 1862.] Stavenger. 151 shall not hurt or destroy in all the Lord's holy moun- tain, nor on his footstool; but that the Prince of Peace may reign from sea to sea and from the rivers to the ends of the earth, so that the kingdoms of this world may become the kingdoms of the Lord, and of His Christ, from the rising of the sun to the going down of the same. " Sixth mo., 22nd, First day.— Attended meeting in Stavenger, both morning and evening. J. Chandler had good service in the morning, but I was silent; in the evening I spoke at considerable length, and the day ended well, for Friends were refreshed in the Lord. " Twenty-third.— This evening, we held an appointed meeting three miles from Stavenger, some Friends living in the neighborhood ; some invitation was given, and it was a large meeting ; hard labor fell to my lot, feeling bound to the service, for I was made to believe tliat one was there who was ti-ampling the mercies of God under foot, and if there was not a speedy repent- ance, it would be eternally too late. I endeavored to clear myself of the burden as well as I could, and the day closed peacefully. Several Friends from Staven- ger attended the meeting. " Twenty-fourth.— Used part of the day in writing letters, and in the afternoon, accompanied by Sarah Ann Doeg, we made several family visits, she servino- as interpreter ; and we were favored with an evidence that our Divine Master was graciously pleased to be with us, and we returned to our lodgings with thank- ful hearts. ,'t ! Hill m i ■ ». ) m -. - '- 152 Memoir of John L. Eddy. [1802. " Twenty-fifth.— Wc again left Staveuger, with men enough to manage the boat, and our kind host as interpreter, and sailed up one of the fjords to a place called Fjossim ; here there is a meeting of Friends, and on Fifth day we had a meeting with them. Stayed all^ night, and, on the way, we had a meeting at a Friend's house, then proceeded to Ravnaas ; there we had a meeting with Friends, and others ; it was held at the house of Theodore Ravnaas, where all were serious and attentive ; many were deeply affected, and Friends were comforted together in the Lord;' we parted in love. We stayed at the Friend's house all night, and early in the morning, w^e came back to Stavenger, it being the day preceding their Yearly Meeting, and Endre Dahl wished to be at home as early as he well could. " Seventh day, 28th of 6th mo.— Attended the Yearly Meeting, and was engaged in the ministry, in the part devoted to worship, and S. A. Doeg appeared in solemn prayer, and several others were vocally engaged, and it was a favored meeting ; then they began the Busi- ness Meeting, occupying but one room, and held two sittings, and all was conducted in a very orderly man- ner ; and near the close of the meeting, I told them that I felt as a learner amongst them, and that it had been a time of instruction to me. The sufferino-s of Friends, as loported this year, is much larger than usual, being near two hundred dollars of ecclesiastical demands ; and some have been imprisoned for refusing to comply with military demands. At Uds meeting. [18o2. svith men I host as 'O a place Friends, I. Stayed ing at a there we was held all were cted, and ord ; we louse all back to • Yearly home as e Yearly the part 1 solemn yed, and le Busi- leld two ly man- d them t it had rings of sr than jiastical 'efusinsr aeeting, 1862.] m. >?■?','«//. 1 .-).s there were five applications for membership, and four of these from neighborhoods that we liave recently visited. "Twenty-ninth.— Their two usual meetings were held in Stavenger to-day, being about three bundled in attendance. In the morning meeting, I was silent, although several spoke, J. C. was livingly engaged j in tlie evening I was largely engaged in the ministry, speaking through our kind interi)reter ; and, after meeting, it was concluded to hold a parting meeting, at eight o'clock this evening, which was nearly as large as those held in the day ; a good, solid meeting we had, many tender hearts greeting each other, and the L^rd was glorified. " Thirtieth of Gth mo. — Used the forenoon in writing letters. In the afternoon, went out three miles, and held a meeting at a Friend's house, which was well attended; and I scarce ever endured the buffetings of Satan more severely than here, in the foiepart of this meeting, it being suggested to me that my being here is an imposition on the people and all wrong ; but I endeavored to gather inward, and the quieting in- fluence of the Holy Si)irit seemed more and more to pervade my mind, and after O. R. had spoken, the love of Christ so prevailed in my heart that I arose to my feet, being raised above the fear of man and Satan, and R. Doeg being with us as interpreter, also stood upon his feet, and the Lord was pleased to take to Himself His gi'eat power and reign, and I have not been better satisfied in testimony since I came to this 10 154 Memoir of John L. Eddy. [1862. land. J. C. and R. D. both spoke ; and near the close Ole Regalstadt again spoke in a very impressive manner, and although I could not understand him I felt the force of his testimony, and the meeting ended well, "Seventh mo., 1st.- This afternoon, accompanied by R. Doeg and several other Friends, we went by boat to a place called Idas, and had a meeting at a Friend's house. Several testimonies were borne by those pre- sent. When the meeting closed it was near night, and the wind against us and the sea rough, so we tarried there all night, and in the morning had a smooth passage returning. At seven in the evening we held a very satisfactory meeting about one mile from Stavenger, having made a few family visits before meeting. " Seventh mo. 8rd. — Accompanied by E. Dahl and R. Doeg we took a steamer and journeyed up the coast about thirty miles to Noerstrand, where we had a meeting, there being three Friends living here,- and after meeting went by boat to Sedneland, where there is a meeting of Friends. We held an appointed meeting with them which was deeply interesting, being held at the house of a widow with four small children and very low circumstances. " Fourth. — Proceeded this morning about five miles by land and three by boat to Slagvig, and held a meeting at a Friend's house. Several Friends were engaged in the ministry, I hope to good account ; but T do not find that peace and comfort that I desired, so we 1^^2.] Norway. 1,55 and great distress with discouragement are my portion. I fear that I have offended my goo.] and gracious Master, and therefore He is withdrawing His Holy Si)irit from me, and if so what shall I°do in this strange land ? Be merciful to me, oh my God ! and let not Thy anger Lurn against Thy poor, unworthy servant, who desires to serve Thee, and to find grace to help in time of need. " Fifth of 7th mo.— Six Friends joined us this morn- ing from Slagvig, making twelve in our company. We journeyed in a boat three miles, and then were met by four others to help us over the rocks one mile, and across a lake several miles in widtli. We reached Hatel Hul, where we had a meeting with a few Friends and about fifty other persons. It was a Heavenly good meeting, and wo had much cause to bless the great and glorious name of the Lord for His blessings, for they are great. We then re-crossed the lake and were met by Friends from Stackland, where a meeting is kept. They took us about three miles over one of their rocky heights to their house in a valley, and near a fjord, where we were kindly entertained, and awaited the meeting on first day. The kindness of Friends and friendly people hei-e is very great, for it would seem that nothing is too much for them to do in order to manifest their love and Christian kindness for us, unworthy as we are ; and when I saw them coming down the rocky heights this morning to meet us at the water's edge, I was affected to tears, and I told John Chandler I would that we 150 Mehtoir of Johv L. Eddij. [1802. were worthy of this kii^hiess. And althougli I M-as yesterday brought very low aud ready to conchid(! that my being liere is all wrong, yet the Lord ])y His mighty pow.M' has plucked my feet from the miry clay, and has set them on a rock and established my goings, and has jmt a new song in my mouth, even praises to my God. "First day, (5th of the mo. —The meetings t(»- day were large ; \n the morning alx.ut two hundreil were there, and we were told that many were there who had never before attended a Friends' meeting ; and where all these people came from I could not tell, as there is little to lie seen here but barren rocks and mountains. But the people, hearing of our beino- here, came many miles, although we did not request that public notice should be given, and ^he Lord was pleased not to send them away fasting, but to bless and break the little bread among us, and to o-ive'^o the disciples, and they were strengthened to hand it to the multitude, and many testimonies were borne ; and although I could not understand those spoken in Norek, yet I believe they carried with them the savor of life. " Seventh of 7th mo. — Left our kind friends, the Stacklands, and attended by several Friends, both men and women, we proceeded six miles, a part of the way in our boat, to a Friend's house, whose name is Forbjem Arik, where we had a meeting, and our blessed Saviour was pleased to again preside over us, several of the company taking a share in the ministry, and then had a precious opportunity in the family. [LS()2. 1SG2.] Bercjen. "We here parted with those dear tVieiids, wIk. io- turiioJ home, and wc proceeded by a coiiveyauee which they call a 'carryall' to Haugesimd, and I thiidc I never nitne.ssed any kindness to excel that of those dear people. "Seventh mo., 9th. — Yesterday, at two in the afternoon, we left Haiigesund f.r Bergen, where wc arrived the same evening, and went to a hotel; and a part of to-day was ])assed in taking a view of the town, which is a thriving business place of twenty-six thousand inhabitants, beautifully situated in a valley at the head of a fjord between the mountains. There are about twenty persons here Avho profess with Friends, an] among- and over tlieso moun- tains, valleys, gorges and fjords, is, to the cyo (jf a stranger, certainly veiy grand. " Twelfth of 7th mo.— To-day, had a meeting three miles further on at a friendly man's house, where Eiidre Dahl and Robert Doeg were both avoII engaged, and near the close of the meeting I felt mipressed to sound a warning voice to a state that I ajiprehended had long been slighting mercy's voice ; and the meeting ended well. This has been a day of deep proving to me, and I have strewed my tears l)y the way ; my state has seemed to be like the children of Israel when they were brought before the Red Sea, and in their straitened feelings said to Moses : ' Was it because there were no graves in Egypt, that thou hast brought us here to die in this wilderness ? ' I have felt very poor and lonely, yet, on retiring to rest could say, it is good for me to be here. " First day, 13th.— We had a large meeting at the house where Friends usually hold their meeting and the Gospel was preached in the love of it. There seems to be a remnant here that love the truth, and are in some measure faithful to it. After meeting, we took some refreshment, and had a precious religious oppor- tunity with the greater part of the Friends here, and taking an affectionate leave of them, we started on our return and coming to Fjossin we waited for the steamer to convey us to Stavenger, and although we have taken so much time to visit these few Friends [1SG2. 1862.J ChristiaiKi. 150 for the spread of tho Gospel, wo feel that it has nt>t been labor lost. Near noon, the steamer came. We had a comfortable [mssage, reaching Stavenger in the evening. Were again kindly iveeived l)y Mariah Dahl, and retired to rest witli grateful hearts. " Seventh mo., I'jth.- -Being about to leave Staven- ger for a time, a; d John < liandler not to return here, we called a mea in.; of Friends in the evening, and many others being ;^'-o,seTiu, many truths were spoken, and I believe from .ight authority, and wo took an affectionate leave of friends, and went on board the steamer Jui)iter in order to go to Christiana, having Robert and Sarah Ann ]3oeg with us ; and on the e\ u- ning of the next day arrived at Christiansand, and went on shore, awaiting another steamer for Christi- ana, and arrived there on the 19th. Absjorn Kloster met us and conveyed us to our hotel. " First day, 20th of 7th mo. — Sat two meetings with Friends here, which were comfortable seasons, believ- ing there is an honesty of purpose in them and a ilesire to support the truth as professed by Friends. Jose])h Messers and Maiy^ his wife, she a minister from Eng- land, are staying here for a few months, and are a great strength to the meeting. I have ventured to have two public meetings here for the two succeidiug evenings ; maj the Lord be my helper. " Twenty-first. — At 7 in the evening, we went to the appointed meeting held in Friends' meeting place, where A. Kloster was largely engaged in the ministr}', and although I could not understand the language, my y |! U;0 Memoir of John L. Eddy. [1862. heart went witli him. I also spoke a little, and A. Kloster interpreted for me ; but the life did not arise as at otlier times. The meeting ended well. " Twenty-second.— Passed the day agreeably with my friends, and in the evening we went to the meet- ing in which ]\Iary Messers, R. Doeg, Absjorn Kloster, and myself, all had somcthijig to communicate. J(;hn Chandler knelt in prayer. A. Kolster I considered to be highly favored. He spoke, I believe, in the author- ity of truth to a large and veiy attentive congrega- tion, and the meeting ended well, and I feel glac? that we have lieen instrumental in making a way for A. Kolster to relieve his mind so fully to his fellow citizens. " Twenty-third.— R. Doeg and myself had expected to leave here to-day for Tromso; but R. and S. A. Doeg not feeling fully satisfied that we should leave without having another meeting, I readily consented to have my name used for the purjiose ; and the meeting was held, being large, and our speaking Friends had good service. This also proved a satis^ factory meeting, and I was glad to sit and see the work AveJl done, and I hope w^e could all return thanks to om- Father in Heavon for his mercies to us. " Fifth day, 24th of 7th mo.— R. Doeg and I went this morning to A. Kloster and O. CVsperson's, and had very precious religious opportunities ; and parting Avith the tAvo families in such love seemed to be a sU-ong conlirmation to us that our visit to Christiana had not been wrong ; and we could not but hojie that [18C2. 18G2.] Norvjay. IGl that a blessing might attend it ; and parting witli Sarali Ann Doeg and John Chandler, we traveled by rail forty miles, then by a steamer seventy miles to a place (•ailed Little Hammer, being now on our way to Tromso, far north, where a few friendly people reside. It will take a long travel by land and water to accom- plish this visit. My beloved friend, J. Chandler, re- mained with me as long as he expected to, and we })arted in much love. " Twenty-fifth of the mo.— Wo proceeded early this morning by diligence,' and traveled thirty-five miles; then had to hire ponies and carryalls, which are kept at stations. We changed occasionally, and the roads beinggood, we made seventy-five miles to-day. Stopped at a place called Maen. " Twenty-sixth.— Proceeded in our carryall at about ten miles to the stage. The roads were mostly verv good. In the course of the day we passed over the Davre Mountains, and in sight of a mountain called Sueheth, one of the highest in Norway, and covered w ith perpetual snow ; and in another direction we saw other similar mountains, but not so high, and as the sun was shining upon them they were very beautiful to behold ; and although traveling over a very great elevation, we seemed to be almost encircled by moun- tains. We stopped the night at D. " Twenty-seventh.— We were thouglitful this morn- ing in regard to using the day in a proper mannei-, and came to the conclusion to travel morning and evening, and lay by in the middle of the day ; and 162 Memoir of John L. Eddy. [1862. after traveling two stages we made an effort for a meeting, but no .suitable place could be obtained ; and after we had taken some refreshment, we took a walk in a wood, and there sat down in solemn waiting upon the Lord, who was pleased to make His promise good, that where two or three are gathered together in His name He will be there in the midst of them, for it was a time of renewing of strength, and of covenant, in which I spoke a few words ; and R. Doeg knelt in prayer, and thanksgiving to the Lord for all His mercies. We then returned to our inn, and pro- ceeded on our journey until bed-time. " Twenty-eighth.— Proceeded to-day by our usual conveyance, and reached Trondhjim, situated on one of the fjords of the North Sea. Here we are to take shipping for Tromso. Since leaving Stavenger, we have traveled three hundred and forty miles ; are thinking of having a meeting here. Trondhjim is a fine appearing city of twenty thousand inhabitants, and here is the only Roman Catholic Cathedral in Norway. " Twenty-ninth.— R Doeg went out this morning to get bills printed for a meeting this evening, to be held in a ball-room, which he had hired for the puri)ose, but tlie police would not suffer bills to be posted up witlun the limits of the city ; and we were apprehen- sive that we would not have a large meeting, but when we went to the house, we found it filled to its utmost capacity, and many that could not get in ; and the I [1862. 1862.] Boda. lO.S good word of life seemed to flow as a stream to them through the poor instrument. There weie four hundred l)ersons in attendance. " Thirtieth. — This morning went on board tlie steamer bound for Tromso. "Eighth mo., 1st. — We are still on our Avay, and my mind feels calm, which I esteem a great favor. This is a very long journey we are making in order U, visit a little remnant of the flock ; but whenever I have thought of omitting this part of my concern, 1 have not fel^ peace, and I am endeavoring to do what I apprehend my Heavenly Father requires of me. " Second of 8th mo. — We are still making progi-ess on our journey. About noon, we stopped at a place called Boda, and were privileged to take a walk, wliich was very refreshing. This is the first town that we have come to within the Arctic Circle. " I have remembered that this is the day on which Alum Creek Quarterly Meeting is held ; and I hare thought much of my dear Friends in their collective capacity, and not been without a hope that they have, at least, turned a thought to\A nrds their poor brother, who is in a far distant land, separated from those that are most dear to my heart in this world ; but when I remember that it is for Christ and the Go.spel's sake that I am here, and that nothing of an earthly nature would induce me to be thus separated from them, I feel to bow before the Eternal One, and say : ' Good is the word of the Lord who daily loadeth me with benefits.' 164 iVemoir of J<,h,i L. Eddy. [IH{\± " Second Jay, 4tlj of 8tli mo. — This evening we landed at Tromso, situated about tlie seventieth degree of north latitude, and wore kindly received by Ole Gji'^me and wife, and way A\'as made for us to lodge in the upper story of Friends' meeting-house; and thus we are nicely cared for. The season liere has been very cold and backward, so that there is no prospect of their grain ripening. We saw snow on the mountains nearly all the way for the last two or three days, and to-day we saw snow that fell last night, and the season IS not much like the first of eighth month in Ohio; and now having come a great distance to see the few dear Friends here, the prayer of my heart is that we may be directed ."According to the will of our Heavenly Father. ^ " Fifth.— We held a meeting in tl. jueeting-house at seven in the evening. A goodly n i ber gathered, and tlie meeting was held in mucii tpuetness. I tliink it may be said we had a favored meeting. I feel that we have much cause of thankfulness to our Heavejdy Father for the dispensation of His mercy and great kindness. " Si::th of 8th mo.— Still remaining af Tromso, and not being otherwise engaged, we took a boat and crossed the fjord, and then in company with Ole Ojisme we walked about thvco m-les to see some Lap- landers who are sojourning hero through the sunnaei- with their reindeer ; we went at the tii^- v ^en they had them down from the mountains fo- .• i. iifv. It was indeed a novel sight to sec four hrn.lvcJ rebideer 1862,] Lerstixmd. 165 > hnhfQ id thuH in an enclosure, and tlie men, women, and children ol two iaiiiilies, l)usily engaged in catching and milking them. We returned to our lodgings weary, but niuch enjoyed the privilege of rest. " Seventh of 8th mo.— This morning, sat with the few in this place who prof.ss with Friends, only five in number, and the Lord was pleased to favor us with a Heavenly time, in which all of my trials and mis- givings in regard to coming here were dispelled, and an undoubted evidence was granted to me that He was pleased to accept the sacrifice ; much brokenness was apparent, and the prayer of my heart is that they may be faithful to the manifestations of truth in their own hearts. " At seven in the evening, we held another pu])lic meeting, wliich, though small, Avas held to good satis- faction, and closed solenndy; and although Friends and others are desirous ti.- . we should remain here longer. Arrangements are Ijeing made for us to depart on the morrow. _ " Eighth of the mo.— This day we took an affec- tionate leave of our dear Friends at Tromso, except Ole Gjisme, wdio accompanied us to Lerstrand, four- teen miles, there being a few Friends there, and on the next day wo had a meeting with them and their neighbors, and it was a lime to be remembered, for the Lord was pleased to spread the Cfmopy of His love over us, and to cause His Word to flow through His instruments to the tendering of many hearts : ami the dear old father of the little flock" here, whose IGG Memoir of John L. Ecld> [18G2. name is Tobia,s Torlson, knelt i.i gi'eac liurniiity and brokenness. 1 felt that tlie offerinf^ was ovimed of the dear Master, and the meeting closed under a solemn covering. After taking som- refreshment, ^\'fi went to a steamboat station, where we to< k a lender leave of the dear Friends who came with us, vind I feel that 1 have much cause to say: 'Return unto thy rest, oh, my soul ! for the Lord htith dealt bountifully with thee.' " First day, VOth mo. — This morning parted with ouv kiaoe,, attended UMth difficulty ; we therefore |,as,ed on to Con^.n.e.,, whore they agreed to meet with a, Z " Fir,t ,lay, 21,t „f 9th mo,_Attended the u.,ual N mns and iontau>es; a goodly ,n„nbor of tho.,e not member, present. Although I felt to lament the departure of the father,, and n.othe,., an,l their pla ■ fllkJ. y«t the design of the Lord is to have a pee,,lo t. H,s praise in this place. The Gospel t,"am flowed f^ely t„ the .strengthening of the .c'k hands and confirmmg the feeble knees. Lvdia Majolie ■ knelt m prayer, and Daniel Brown, Fontaines I; tc-»t.mony and prayer I„ theevening, a publie ,- .ng ™. held in the village, where" I las "a lely" My Sp- -t '''"'"'^ "' ^''""'' '"''' *'- "«- ""'- tai'nJs"TV'M~,""' '" "^^^S "'^'^«" ' «t Fon. oud n^r't "'f7 ''""»^° ""^'^P--" "-' »"« cuuia not mtftrnrpf, for ma T^ i ,, Majolicr, kindly assisted ' and I luid a good tim m Isai 172 3[emoir of John L. Eddy. [ISO 2. declaring tht; truth to a very attentive audience; and it was a solid, satisfactory meeting. We then I'eturned to Congenies. "Twenty-fourth. — This morning, we find Lydia Majolier much ivlicved from her affliction. At seven this evening, we had another meeting here, and she was able to interpret for me. The meeting was owned of the Good Shepherd, and many Gospel truths were declared. The careless and the in- wish to have l^een in London tomorrow and tlie nexi day, and to have attended with tliec wliat I supi)osed would have been the last meetiuo- foi- worsliin we should ho likely to sit together ; l)ut feeling somewhat unequal to the effort, I now rehietantly give up tli attempt. Thou art about once more to cross the mighty deep, not as when coming to England with a inmd bowed under deep religious concern to visit strangers, but w-ith a mind relieved of a great weif^ht returning to thy own dear home and be' wed wife and family. Thou wilt bear with tliee, we cannot .lou]>t the sheaves of peace in tliy bosom, and the Christian' regard and true love of thy brethren and sisters in Europe will go with thee. Let me, as one of thy traveling companions, express to thee, in the words of the Psalmist, my honest desires and prayers for tliv welfare: 'The Lord hear thee in the day of trouble for thou will yet have man>- troubles, as well as blessings ;' the name of the God of Jacob defend thee ■ send thee help from the sanctuary, and strengthen' thee out of Zion ; remember all thy offering,s° and accept thy burnt sacrifices; grant thee accordimr to thine own heart, and fulfil all thy council. My dear wife joins in a feeling love to thee and thine. Once again, farewell, and believe me to remain, " Thy affectionate Friend, "John Chandler." "Second day, ISth of 5th mo.— Attended the first sitting of the meeting of Ministers and Elders of London Yearly Meeting, which was acknowledg(jd to be a favored mecUng. On third .lay, was held another .«» 1803.] London. ]70 i sittinjT of this meeting, wherein Isacac Sharp was liberated to an extension of his visit to the northern regions of Iceland, Greenland, Lal)rador, &c. Much unity \tas expressed witli him. Afterwards, I o-ave an account of my journey and service in Norway, with whicli Friends expressed satisfaction ; and they also read my returning minutes from Friends in Norway to my meetings in America; and 1 also informed the meeting that the time was near when I liclieved I should be set at liberty to return to my family and friends in America, having my passage already engaged. There was much expression of unity and satisfaction with my services in this land, and a committee was appointed to prepare a returning certificate lor me. " Fourth day, 20th of 5th mo.— Tlie Yearly :\Ii>eting at large convened, and there was a large attendance. Epistles from other Yearly Meetings were read, and in the gi-eater part of those from America, allusion was made to the devastating war that now rages in tlie United States ; and Friends were brought into such sympathy with their American Friends, that a com- mittee was appointed to prepare an epistle of love to them. " Twenty-eighth.— The closing sitting of the Yearly Meeting was held this morning, wherein ability was granted for me to leave a parting bl-3ssing witli my Friends at considerable length, and much tenderness l)ervaded the meetiug,and I felt that a great burden was about to be rolled from my shoulders. Apprehending little else will be required of me except to attend a few 180 Memoir of John L. Eddy. [1863. meetings bef(ji-e my departure. In the afternoon, attended the closing sitting oftlie meeting for Ministers and Elders, in which was made out a very full return- ing certificate, directed to my Friends at home, of my accejitahhj services in this land ; and I now feel that I can return to America, with not only Divine approval, but ako Avith that of friends generally ; and I feel to acknowledge that it is the Lord that has helped me hitherto. To-day is my birthday, completing my sixty-fifth year ; and, notwithstanding my health and strength are still good, I feel that n.-y life is drawing to its close, and I am admonished to stand prepared for the great change that awaits me. " Sixth mo., 1st. — After the reading this morning, I felt the spirit of prayer resting upon me, and I felt to pray for my dear Friends, with whom I have so long sojourned, and for their servants, and for myself and my family. Then took a solemn leave of the dear Friends with whom I had been staying, I left London with a peaceful mind, never expecting to see it more, and journeyed to Liverpool, and stopped at Charles Wilson's. " Sixth mo., 5th. — This evening, there came a large company of Friends to C. W.'s to take leave of me, and before separating, we had a highly favored oppor- tunity, in which I felt liberty to express the tender feelings of my heart towards the dear Friends assembled. Afterwards, two of the company were engaged in vocal prayer for me that I might be safely borne across the Atlantic, and be privileged to reach my own dear home in safety. 1863.] On Ship-hoard. 181 me i " Sixth month, 6th. — Before lecaving my room this morning, I opened the Bible, and my eye rested on the 93rd Psalm, which, to mo, about to embark on the unstable element, was very striking. After breakfast, I recjuested Charles Wilson to read this psalm, and a precious silence ensued, after which I took a solemn leave of Susan Wilson and her. children, and, accom- panied by Charles Wilson and Joseph Buckley, I went on board the Scotia, bound for New York. Those dear Friends soon left me, having none on board that I have any acquaintance with ; but I felt that I was setting my face toward.s_Jiome in great peace. " Thirteenth of 6th mo. — We passed Cape Kace to- day ; have had disagreeable weather the most of the time since leaving Queenstown, and there was much sea sickness among the passengers in the fore part of the week. I was one among them. T was cheered this afternoon in reading the following letter that I found in my pocket, written by JosepJi Buckley, and directed to be opened at sea. It seemed almost like meeting that dear friend again as I was tossing on the restless ocean. I am sometimes brought very low in mind, being a solitary one, with not one on board that I have been acipiaintod with." "Manchester, 6th mo., 6th, 1863.— My beloved friend, John L. Eddy, the time is at hand to say fare- well. Farewell in the Lord, probably never to meet again in mutability. In recurring to our brotherly acquaintance, and my being banded with thee in the prosecution of some part of the Gospel mission in our m 1^2, iVemoir of John L. Eddij. [186:j. land, I sliall regard it as a favor received from tlie loving hand of (jur gracious, Heavenly Father, drawing lis together in the true fellowsliip of the Gospel of out- dear Lord and Master. I know that thy baptisms hav. ^ been many as tliou has visited our Churches ; but thou hast been helped and clothed with power and Gospel authority to preach the unsearchable riches of Christ. I doubt n(jt but that thou wilt retire from this arduous and interesting field of labor, with sheaves of peace ; such peace as the great Head of the Church alone does' give to His. willing laborers. In glancing toward thy home, I trust it will be found a sweet retreat and ciuiet resting place (for body and mind) in the bosom of thy loved family. I expect ere long, if spared, thou wilt have something to do for the Churches within your own borders ; perhaps of a trying, dis- couraging character ; but be what it may, thou has learnt not a few lessons in the true school of sound divinity ; thou knowest in whom thou hast believed ; thou liast proved His faithfulness, and known Him to be near in many a time of need ; and very consolatory IS the belief that He remains unchangeably the same ; and as His jjoor, feeble ones rest their hopes and dependence on Him, He works out His glorious designs in and by them, according to the purposes of His will, to their wondering admiration and to His own praise ; for His ow-n works praise Him. " If memory keeps her seat, 1 shaU often remember thee as a brother beloved. :i Af Home. 183 ; salutation of love, I am thy 18G3.] " With a partin affectionate friend, "Joseph Buckley." " Sixth mo., IGth. — Anchored safely in New York harbor- this mornino-, and after considerable delay at the Custom House, I went to the home of my kind friends, Wm. and M. Wood ; and on the next morning left for my own home, where I safely arrived on the 18th, where I foimd all well except my dear wife, who is in poor health, and there is i)erhaps but little prospect of her recovery. In this journey, I have been absent from home two years and three mouths, having accomplished my concern, and returned in peace, and with a thankful heart. " Sixth month, 21st.— First day, attended our meeting at Greenwich, which was largely attended by Friends and others ; and T was deeply humbled and broken into tears, realizing that I was again mingling with my dear friends and neighbors, who, on that and the following first day, turned out largely ; and I ^v^as engaged in the abounding love of our God and Saviour to commemorate His {^reserving power acd goodness, and gTeat peace was the clothing of my mind. "Eleventh mo., 13th.— A long time has elapsed since I have made an entry in my diary, yet the inter- vening time has not been idly spent, but has been one of the most eventful periods of my life, having been much engaged in caring for my dear wife in her weak state. Though weak in body, she accompanied me to our Yearly Meeting, and was favored to attend all of 184 Memoir of John L. Ed(hj, [1863. its sittings, v^iy mucli to hi r satisfaction ; and we could but acknowledge that the arm of the Lord was underneath to sustain lier, blessed be His holy name for all His mercies, to us ward, they cannot be numbered in order unto Him. "I returned my certificate to the Select Yearly Meet- inor, and gave in an account of my travels in foreign lands, and the meeting concluded that there was so much interest felt ])y FriiMids generally, in the concern, that it would be right to read my returning minutes in the Yearly Meeting at large, and that I should give to this meeting such an account of my travels as I saw fit; which I felt willing to do, l)elieving there were many in the Yearly Meeting, and especially the young, whv» v.o!ild be interested by it, and a meeting was opyyiod ;br that puri)ose. I accordingly gave to them some account of my travels in Great Britain, Ireland, France, Germany and Norway, as far as I found any Friends. It proved a very interesting and solemn occasion, and the Yearly Meeting altogether was a very favored one, and many could say it was good for them to be there. " Returning from the Yearly Meeting my dear wife's health began to give way. She went no more out, and for two months had to be watched night and day. She was a great sufferer, which she bore with great patience and resignation until the 8th of the present month, when she quietly breathed her last ; and was buried in Friends' Burial Ground at Greenwich, Ohio, on the 11th of the Uth mo., 18G3. A very solemn R 1804.] At Home. KS.-) uieeting was hold un tlie occasion, Joliii Page, IVoiu Now Haiupsliire, being prrsi-nt, and bore living testi- mony ; and the desire of my heart has been tliat I may under affliction, however severe, Ixnv in submission and kiss the rod and the hand tli; Hicts the blow, and to say: ' Let God be praised " First mo., l.st, 1804. — Since my last entry I have experienced many lonely houi's in consei|uence of the removal of my dear wif(; ; but through great mercy have been favored with seasons of refreshing from tlu- presence of the Lord, and a (piiet submission to his dealings with me, and in the midst of trials to bless His \\o\y name. I feel this to be a time of rest from my mini.sterial labors, my children being very kind to me, seeming desirous, as much as in them lies, to minister to my wants in the absence of their dear mother. As the old, and to me an eventful year, has passed away I do most fervently ])ray my Heavenly Father in His mercy, through Christ my Saviour, to for- give all my past sins, and enable me more unresei- vedly to his service, to dedicate my all." About this time of close bereavement and trial he received many tokens of sympathy and love from his nearly attached friends in Europe, as also in America, which may not be out of place to insert a fe\\' of them here. " Eleventh of 1st mo., 1864.— Thy salutation of the 11th ult. was very acceptable ; and it has afforded tin- friends much satisfaction to have been thus remem- bered by thee. The recital of the privation thou hast 12 ■\ IMAGE EVALUATION TEST TARGET (MT-3) fe /. '^ W 1.0 I.I 11.25 ■-in 2.2 ti& 10 llllim l-U 11.6 dm^^ Photographic Sciences Corporation 23 WEST MAIN STREET WEBSTER, NY. 14580 (716) 872-4503 # iV iV \\