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'' CONTAINING 80MK EXTBACT3 FROM HIS CORRESPONDENCE AND JOURNAL ALSO, A BRIEF ACCOUNT OF THE EARLY, BUT HAPPY DEATH OF HIS BROTHER WILBUR: BY CONRAD VAN D TJ S E N, MINISTER OF THK QOSl'F.L, AUTHOR OF "THE INDIAN CHI.F *' "PRACTICAL THKOLOOY," "THE PRODIGY," &a, &C. TORONTO: PUBLISHED BY A. DREDGE & CO. t 1810. S,t.S V*» dI" the'offlce of tho Minister of Agr.- culture. - V 1 , » 1 ■><- ."■ .t M TO DOCTOR AND MRS. WINANS, PARENTS OF THE SUBJECTS OF THIS » [MEMOIR, THIS VOLUME 18 AFFECTIONATELY DEDICATED BY THE AUTHOR 'ft w EttEOTYPED BY ROBERTSON & COOK,- PBIWIED AND 8TE1 , THK DAILY TK.,«»RAPH VRIHTISO H.CBK. TORONTO. PREFACE. This work has not been written in view of .making any panegyrical aUusions tx) the subject of the memoir, but to glorify the Grace of God ;in a youthful, but eminont instnmient in the hands of God in saving sinners. Nor has it been written because of anything exclusive in its his- torical importance. But the author trusts that the intrinsic value of this volume will be found in its remarkable exhibition of sublime christian character. Also it is hoped that the examples and lessons of personal religion, with which it abounds, may render the work valuable to all classes of chris- tians, who may give it a perusal. It is especially recommended to the consideration of young Min- isters and Sabbath Schools, as it affords a rare ex- ample of unaffected and deep-toned piety and use- fulness of a youthful, but faithful laborer in our Lord's vineyard, who accomplished more for the salvation of souls during his brief ministeriai •career, than has been accomplished by some old *" veterans of the Cross," during a long pilgrimage. 6 PREFACE. That his example of piety, zeal, and success m the ministry may be preserved to the world, this Tolume has been written, and is now presented to the public,with the best wishes,and fervent prayers of the Author, that it may prove a blessing to many, by influencing them to imitate this pattern of youthful piety. \i in- lis to srs to CONTENTS. CHAPTEU I. A licniarkable Instance of the Power of Divine G^ac(^- - Errors in some Parents in Regard to Children being Recognized Members of the visible Church of Christ- Method by which a Mother controlled her sou 11 CHAPTER II. Karly Business Habits- Mental Culture— Paternal Exami^lo Appreciated— Piety in the Whirl of Business— Token of Brotherly Affection lj> CHAPTER III, First Attempt to Preach— Impression about Duty View of the Dazzling Splendors of Heaven 28 CHAPTER IV. Increasing Desire to bo useful— Humility leads to Happi- ness— Twenty-first Birth-day— Letter to Parents 34 CHAPTER V. Ardent Desire for the Salvation of Souls— Singular Choice of a Text— Blessings enumerated— Feeling not to be substituted for Faith 43 CHAPTER VI. Preaches before the London District Meeting— Admitted on Trial— Appointed to the Strathroy Circuit— Illness- Labored with Great Success part of the Year on Exeter Circuit 51 CHAPTER VII. Removed to Strathroy Circuit— Low State of Religion on the Circuit— Means used for a Revival— An Address • before a "Social" 5g I ta CONTKNTS. CHAPTER VIII. S«rmon8 not Pictuns— KfTcot of a Sermon on Prayer -An Overwhelming Scene at the Family Altar—Keflex In- fluence of Prayer M CHAPTKU LX. ISeoond Yenr on Strathroy Circuit-~Great Anxiety for Suc- cess in the Work — Writes to his Sister-Extract of a letter giving an Account of a "Splash in Water " .... 71 CHAPTER X. Prasperity of the Work in Rural Part:! of the Circuit — A Memorable (Quarterly Meeting — Views on Sanctifi- ration- Manner of Preparing a Sermon 78 CHAPTER XI. Manner of Conducting a Revival Lleeting — Wants of the People — A Contrast — Great Awakenings — A Con- gregation of Aged Persoas 84 CHAPTER XII. A Congregation of Roman Catholics, "Church" People, and Presbyterians — A Hard Day's Work — Conversa- tion about Hay and Oats to Oain a Sinner's Confidence 90 CHAPTER XIII. A Great Day's Labor in Exeter — A Prediction— A Flame Lighted Up — A Cloud of Mercy burst — Manner of Preaching 9i CHAPTER XIV. Ministerial Association — Strange Views of some Preachers about Revivals — Progress of the Work — A Great Love Feast — Missionary Anr»:versarics 100 CHAPTER XV. Great Revival in Ingersoll — Letter to his Brother — Self Abasement 106 C'ONTHNTH. 9 CHArTKR XVI, KflTect pro'uccd by Singing Work piogresHos- Uererouco to the Life of Stoner-Sclf Kxiiiniaation — Sermon in the Chiimber of a Dying Hrotlu'r — Partial Failure when Preaching before District -Meeting 112 CHAPTKU XVII. Brief Rt'view of Past Vear'a Labor Appointed to Ingoi-soll Circuit 119 CHAPTKll XVIll. Perseverance almost Omnipotent — Kxtract of u Loiter to Parents— Knowledge of G'otARKABLE instance of the power of Divine Grace was wonderfully manifepted in the useful life, and very brief but brilliant career of William Henry Winans, the subject of our sketch. He was the eldest son of Dr. Henry B. and Melison Winans, of Exeter, in the western part of Canada. A short account of a circumstance that occurred when he vras a bo}^, subsequently written by him- self in his Journal, does not appear to have been designed, by him, for publictition ; but as he states merely to keep in remembrance the " past mercies and blessings of the Lord so freely bestowed upon him.'* As it describes the method by which his mother controlled him when a small boy, I will give it a place in the closing part of this chaptei, hoping 12 SUCCESSFUL YOUNG EVANGELIST. I > i:u Hi that mothers who may chance to read it, may be interested and profited by a careful perusal of it. Also, it will be observed that he refers to his father's unwillingness to allow him, when only about eight years old, to have his name enrolled upon a class-book, when he so anxiously desired to become an acknowledged member of the church. This is an error into w^hich many pious Metho- dist parents have fallen. It is a pity that so many devout christians suppose that they should not influence their children to become membei*s af the visible Church of Christ until they arrive at more mature age, and become responsible for their own actions. They suppose that after their chil- dren grow up in sin, and then, repent and become converted to God, that is the right time for them to be admitted as members of the Metho- dist Church. This kind of performance they con- sider their duty, instead of influencing ther chil- dren, from infancy up, through all the stages of human life (v;hile under their control) to partake of the " Lord's Supper," and attend class meet- ings, and all other public and private means of grace, and thus train up their children in the church, and emphatically members of the Church of Christ. POWER OF DIVINE GRACE. 13 Children should be taught that the sacred pale of the Church is around them, and that, for their daily walk and conduct they are responsible to their God, to their parents, and to the Church of which they are members. Being thus instructed they will be encouraged in the use of the means to obtain, possess and enjoy, even in childhood, and in youth, that experimental religion which is essential to shield them from the snares of the " great adversary," comfort them in life, and give support in the-hour of death. The extract from his Journal, is as follows : " A short sketch of my early days to bring to memory the many wonderful dealings of the Lord to me, even from childhood, &;c. " I was born in the town of Rockford, Illinois » U. S., in the year 1840. My parents were both pious members of the Methodist Church in that part of the country. I w^as early led to the house of God, and taught in ways of righteousuess — often talked to in reference to salvation. In the year 1841, my parents moved to " Fairplay," a small towi;! in the State of Wisconsin. Here my first recollection begins. I have a remembrance of the place, its appearance, its situation, its in- habitants, &c. I can now see before me the old 1^- SUCCESSFUL YOUNG EVANGELIST. house on the hill; it was of hewn logs, height, a stoiy and a half; although not much of a residence it was the best in that place, and considered quite a house. When about five years old I was sent to school, to a little school house in the suburbs. How well I remember the first morning, and the awful horror I had of the "school master." Unfor- tunately, the man's name was "Skinner,'' this of course conveyed to my mind the idea of skinning, and as I thought, he cruelly skinned the boys alive, I suppose I got this from hearing some of the larger children comparing him to a skinner. After sundry preparations, such as cleaning, comb- ing, and many directions to be a "good boy/* thoughtfully given by my mother, I started, and managed to get to the school house, but could not enter until the teacher came out and kindly spoke ' to me, at the same time taking my hand and lead- ing me in. Only those who recollect their first days in school can imagine my feelingij. Every child stared at mc, although they had often played with me before. Oh ! how my hdart beat ; but I lived through it, and soon became much attached to the awful 'Skinner' and his school. " Fairplay was situated in the midst of a mining -^ ».vvj /k :.fr It is not to be wondered at, that infant piety is so very rare in some families, when we con- sider the general listlessness of parents in the discharge of duty to their families — duties which are verily fraught with a dreadful responsibility. It is fondly hoped that all who read these pages may be influenced to imitate the parents of this youth, in the right method of controlling and cultivating early piety in the hearts of children. .. E^LT BUSINESS HABITS. 19 r-iM,{f^-^i:^'f; - -*is ^r:^'. r,. mar,' tm r^iV-^ CHAPTER n. Ewly Business llaWta— Mental Culture— Paternal Erample Appreciated— Piety in the Whirl of Business— Token of Brotherly Affection. »- ^- ^ From childhood he was distiuguisod for being sprightly, affable, and checrfid, and possessed one of the most kind and affectionate hearts that ever throbbed in the human breast. When only eight or ten years of ar^e, he evinced an early develop- ment of mind. In his deportment he was even then like a man in minature. He was fair and comely, bright and lively; gloom never rested on his brow. Also, he was of a business-like turn of mind. When but a boy, he could transact busi- ness quicker, and more accurately than some "business men " of riper years, and much expe> rience. He had early opportunities in a common school to obtain the rudiments of an English edu- cation, and subsequently made considerable pro* ficienoy in the classics, and most of the solid branches of literature at the Normal School, in Toronto. In his studies he was more distinguished for lively, quick, sprightliness, than for slow, deep mental plodding. Judging from observation^it often appeamihat 20 SUOCESSrUL TOUNO BVANQELISl H^! ^ I 1 '■: :n Bome people i^va naturally more wayy/ard and iu- olined to go asti^y than others. Admitting this principle, William Henry did not require that de- gree of restraint that was necessary for many other youths of his ago. Ho not only possessed a warm and au aHTectioiiato heart, but a noble soul, and always maintained a character for truthfulness and sterling integrity. The tender admonitions and christian example of pious parents were highly appreciated and ob- served by him, not only in childhood and in youth but in more mature age; even up through his brief career in life, he continued to acknowledge his appreciation of paternal example and instruc- tion. Such was the warmth of hia affection, and his daily walk, and willing obedience to his parents, that he could not but be the more esteemed by them. Indeed, many have thought he was almost an idol in the family. He was also a general favorite among his associates. An artless, sweet spirited little girl, was once asked by her father, " Why it was that everybody loved her so much?** In her childlike simplicity, she replied, she "Did not know, imless it was because she loved every- body." This principle held good in his case — he was esteemed and loved by aU who knew him. .-■ii «.! '•.>■ ■iSif.* rV: UABLT PI£T7. ^K 21 Ako, he waa the subject of many prayers, and under the hallowing influence and example of pioui3 paroiita he waa converted to Qod, according to his own account, at an early age, and ever after adorned his profession by a uniform and consistent course through life. ' In the autumn of 1856, previous to his attending the Normal School, in Toronto, he was employed as a clerk in a large and respectable dry goods store in that city; but even in the whirl of busi- ness, he maintained that deep tone of piety which is the only shield for a youth surrounded by the many snares and pitfalls of ruin for the wayward, which are to be found in the metropolis of any country. - His piety was as constant as it was uniform and even when engaged in the blustering commer. cial scenes in a city store, or when subsequently pursuing his studies at the Kormal School, his mind was constantly absorbed in spiritual things. His thoughts, affections, and desires, ail seemed to go out continually after the Great Foimtain of Bliss. Keligion was his constant theme, and in it his soul took delight; even at this early part o his history, his diary abounds with exultations and praise to God, for His abounding mercy and grace. -' SUCCESSFUL yoUNa EVANGEUST. iMi! ill III one part of his diary he Hpcaks of being on- gaged in a prayer meeting with the people of God and two pernons "came forward, oue neekiiig par* don, the other Bauctitlcatioii/' and that, oa faith began to be exeruiyed, and the interebt of the meet- ing waa ribiLg, they were diaturbed by the fire onglnea which came ruahiug along the aidewalk drawn by crowda of men, ahouting fire, which nearly broke up the meeting. Then he expresses hi 3 deep regret and aurpriae, that men will run, «\rork, and -iweat, and riak their Uvea to save a houBO from burning, while they, themselves, axe oxpoaed to the fire that will never be quenched, and make no etfort to eacape, or to uae his own language, " while they, themselves, are standing on the brink of perdition, they close their eyes to the danger of their position." His sympathisdng heart began to yearn over impenitent sinners. On the next Sabbath morning he writes as follows : "Beautiful quiet morning, all through the week I have been looking and waiting impatient for thy coming, and now here I welcome thee-^' Sabbath of rest.' My pen cannot now write all the thoughts which fill my crowded mi»d; I have given roin to fancy and away she flies, ravished with the sights which lie before me, but I check its flight :""*^v >"V. 7K ■■-■:-''■ J .'I » i gon- Ood, faith meotr- e firo ewalk which )res86B Jlrun, save a 'es, are inched, is own ling on jyes to Uiizing jrs. On Iowa: leweek for thy Sabbath noughts renroin ith the ts flight ■I I "Si i HIS BENEVOLENCE. 23 to dwell on things real and aubstantial. My soul, how la it with thoe? Is thy peace made with Qod ? Search and answer honestly. Yes, for me, X believe His precious blood was shed, and now I accept the proftered gift. I do believe, even now^ and peace is mine. I praise the Qivar of all good for the knowledge I have of salvation, for this peace in my borders, for the hope — yea, the full assurance I have of a crown in heaven — to God be all the glory." ^ He seemed to breathe the devout feelings ot a heart subdued by divine grace^ and consecrated all to the service of God. Hia benevolence was equal to his unaffected piety, and quite beyond his pecuniary means. One or two instances of his generosity I wiH here no- tice : when met by a poor boy, in the streets of Toronto, asking for alms, he inquired of the boy respecting his parents, and on being told his father was lame, and his mother not able to work and that they were in distress, he requested the boy to show him where they lived. The lad replied, it was a mile from where they stood "No matter," ftaid he, "Show me the place." He followed the boy to his poverty-stricken home, and found things as had been represented. He heard their tale of i 'i! iiiiii # 1 :l ii '" : 1 , If .■< - !;| p ■,■.■■'■- -.--v \ 'V ' ' '■.■ « r ! ■'' 24 succESflPtJL romSQ svanqbust. woe, and then took the boy with him, purchased what provisions he could and sept the lad home with the bov/rUy. His life was characterised by such acts of generosity and kindness to all he found in affliction. This kind of benevolence and generosity was evinced in his Life at an early age. When only nine or ten years old, a poor woman lived near his father's; she had three small chil- dren to provide for; one of them had been a long time ill, and she was quite destitute. His parents noticed for some time he would hurry through his morning work, before going to school, and then ran in great haste in the direction where the poor woman lived. After a few weeks, the poor woman informed his parents that William Heiiry had voluntarily called on her every day for a long time, to see if she needed anything from the mar- ket ; and would bring in for her wood and water to last her through the day, and then run off to school From childhood, whenever he met with infmoQ or aged persons, they were sure to conf- mand his sympathy, attention, and respect. Every paragraph in his diary gives indications of a devout heart. He writes as follows: *'I ask thy aid, O God. To-night I give myself wholly to Thee for safe keeping — take me Lord, all I -V'-: HIS PIE1T. 25 hftve, soul, body, and spirit, only let^me be thine in time, and in eternity." . And on another occasion he exclaims, ''Every day I feel more and more the need of living near ^veiy near to God." Every day from that period of his life, to the end of his brief career, divine grace seemed to shine forth in him in soft celestial brightness, and his piety so devout and yet fer- vent, that it appeared more angelic than human He was not only a youth of deep-toned piety, but he was gentlemanly, unaffected and modest in his deportment, and possessed not only a warm and affectionate heart but a noble souL Not haughty or ostentatious ; and no sycophant, but regardles of personal applause, he was independent in spirit He was also quiet and affable, and won the favor of many by beiug affectionate to alL When but a youth he was distinguished for innocent cheer- fulness, and natural refinement of manners, and was, therefore, loved by the young and esteemed by the aged. His ardent desire for holiness of heart may be seen from the record he makes of his pursuit afte- it. Evin when his mind was necessarily engaged in the business of the store of his employer, he writes in his diary as follows : " Tuesday, 25th. — T'v ■f ■*:■■■/-■:/ SUCCESSFUL YOUNG EVANGELIST. 1 ' in I did not go to prayer-meeting this evening, aa I could not get away from the store in time ; but after all the clerks left I had a good meeting alone with my Saviour, and a profitable one too, and now in my room I still feel very happy." ~*?,rr"- ■^oon after this, when looking back upon his past life, he ad.ds — " I am still growing in grace; this week has truly been a profitable one to me; my peace aud joy flow like a river ; and when I look back and see how little re3,l experimental imd heartfelt religion I once enjoyed, I wonder I was not cast off". But bless the Lord, He opened my eyes to see where I was, and by His grac^ assisted me to make a fresh start for the kingdom, and for the last six weeks I have been endeav-!^ oring every day to make a frill surrender to Him." He was not only pious, afiable and kind to hiar associates, but his fraternal attachments were very strong. On the 27th of September, 1859, (hi» only sister's wedding day), he wrote the following lines in her album : — ;y y ai . i,f " Dear Sister — None but an affectionate brother can know the emotions caused by hearing that respected and affectionate, though familiar term, 'Sister.' To-day my thoughts are canied back to scenes of our younger days, when in childhood LETTER TO HIS SISTER P we mingled our voices in youthful glee; when we united our hearts and anticipations in the pros- pects of years of riper age, and of the subsequent hours spent in social enjoyments, Christian and fraternal communion. But those days, months, and years have passed away, and to-day I feel the time has arrived when we, for a while, perhaps forever, must part. But what a consolation to know that, though separated on earth we may meet in heaven. "I know there are otherffwho can urge stronger claims on your affections, yet I will hope to be remembered as an affectionate brother, and when far away, as you may chance to leaf this tablet of friendship, and your eye fall upon the famiKar name * Will', you may raise your heart in prayer for him who claimed you as an only sister. '*That the choicest blessings may ever fall npon you, and upon him, who has this day taken your hand, is the prayer .of your aflfectionate brother. ;^ v '* Brampton, Sept 27, 1859. "Will." f.Cli ',■'■'-• 28 SUCCESSFUL TOUNQ EVANGELIST. ' ^im'-f:--'''^'"''"^^ CHAPTER m. i * I- '• ' h \ ! i; (i ..lii ^ FixBt Attempt to Preacb— Impreasioiu about Daly— View of the Dazzling Splendors of Heaven. As PREVIOUSLT intimated, he commenced as clerk in a large dry goods store, in Toronto, where > lie continued till the business of his employer was closed, and then engaged in the store of William . Neelands, Esq., in Brampton, where he continued . till some time in 1858, and then entered the Nor- . mal School, in Toronto. No doubt there are many in Brampton who well remember his youthful, but . successful efforts in doing good. He frequently <■ went from house to house, and invited people out to prayer-meeting, and a revival of religion ensued. One of the clerks in the store in which he was employed, through lus influence, became anxious for salvation. After the business of the day was closed, they remained together in the store, with doors closed, and continued in prayer till near midnight, when the penitent's heart waa made glad, and both returned home rejoicing. On leaving the Normal School, he commenced to teach a school near the village of Exeter, in the County of Huron. The Rev. Mr. Chapman was the Superintendent of the Exeter Circuit that FIRST ATTEMPT TO PBEACH. 29 year, and under his directions and superintend- ence, he commenced his labors as a ] . , . , " This morning I spent an hour in examining my own heart*, mj'' desires and intentions, and to measur(3 all by the Bible." 4, ; ,y, The lively example of consistent piety that shone forth in the daily walk of this youth should not be lost, but imitated by professing Christians, old and young ; he was no idler ; his hours were carefully rin})roved in securing both mental and spiritual attainments; his whole aim was to do good, and by every possible acquirement and effort he endeavored to accomplish something in the vineyard of his divine Lord and Master. And now, on his birth-day, when he arrived at the age of manhood, though he had all through childhood and youth, maintained strictly moral and religious habits, he mourns over misspent hours, and resolves to improve his time more as- siduously for the salvation of souls and the» glory of God. Though he had now arrived at the age of man- tx LETTER TO PARENTS. m » nthe idby ^e ray imble loiibe 7 lining and to y that should istians, rs were ;al and to do it and ling in. ived at irough moral lisspent lore as- e» glory hood, he still is actuated by a spirit of meekness and a childlike disposition, as appears from the following letter he wrote to his paients at this time: •iv..*r:-. "Exeter, Auffiisti 2l, u^uj.. * My Dear Parents, — I cannot let this morn- ing pass without, in some measure, placing my thoughts on paper. I awoke early this morning with the idea that I am really 'twenty-one/ though I assure you I leel no particular physic.il altera- tion; I feel inwardly va,gueness, and a sense of my nothingness in trying to answer the questipn, What am 1? ,, , ^ v .,:+-fti,, "And is it possible that I am twenty-one so soon ? Oh, how time flies ! It appears only as yesterdr.y, that I vas a light-hearted boy, to-day a man, (as far as years are concerned) and in many things rx)y judgment is not much improved. I have just been examining my own heart, my will, desires a^^d intentions; I tried to nieasure myself by the Bible, but hardly dare stand the test. Oh, the depravity of the heajt; I spent much time taking a retrospective view of my life, and oh, what scenes from childhood up, circumstances which, for years, have been buried in forgetful- ness, now are laid before me ; I see my life as a 40 SUCCESSFCL YOUNG EV^INGELIST. ' ' m i; ill panorama ; the waywara steps ; the broken com- mands ; the disobeyed laws of nature ; transgress- ing the will of my parents; the attempts to de- ceive; the moments of anger; th3 di.^satisfaction of my position in life with much unthankfulness; coveting a higher situation in the world; the houra spent in idlenesa; the good resolves made and broken ; the lost opportunities of doing good ; the vows not performed ; the grieving of the Holy Spirit ; the days, weeks and months spent in a cold, heartless and careless manner. Oh, my God, what a page of wretchedness and depravity, and this has been the manner in which I have be ii v.vu- celling my debt, and what is that ? f see it in everything; my birth in a land of Christianity; always have had a sufficiency of food and raiment; nev^e • suffered from hunger or cold; supplied with all the common necessaries in life, above many more deserving than I ; never have been perse- cuted; scarcely know, from expirience, what trials or difficulties are ; blessed with good health, and kind friends, two dear brothers and an affec- tionate sister, tender artd pious parents, Vvdio have often prayed for me. For all these blessing's con- ferred upon me, how thankful should I l)c to the Lord. I feel it my duty to render to Him all my Jll LIVES BY RULE. 41 ransomed powers. I have afresh consecratod my- self to Hini for time aud eternity. At times I have prayed to be made a fit temple for the in- dwelling of the Holy Spirit. But never before so clearly understood their full meaning, £is I did this morning. " F'*.'h " Your affectionate son, *- *v^.ti|i- f,l(V *'v'^ 1' i:'^hy .:( !■ i/M3':fc-r .1..;. r.'i' %--.)i' |A,.>.s 'y\,A ii~>i'tsk -.'ki t^i'/'j': H.ij x-y.f\'- •\ 'l^::M^■ H, J 'ii-4 aH.,Xt MiUMJf _ li;,t^i«:~. --af ;vi.;4^v ,,:tJ-il*;i.V-l;i*iT i.^0.-KH 'M,(, rf v*< 1 rfi. H ir-ul /•■<-■ «'^ t>; ..^,; 4i-v 'iiii H.'~_iiUiii^i •-Vilj:;,_..j[u.!.i;».:.;UJ 1,4 - 'vH^iWi » vi» ?•(' ' i/K /''^'Ai' au: :j'tjf '■ t.. n^y,< M'i'^-ij-tS ': • Arfji! [iXil' ;J/^ f .. ;'|n»i!''Mi; ^r ' *Yf,i Svh/'^f'l'ij', vV J-t- r-,--':^ ^H-r.n%i:' fifi-H\ A.*,T<;^u;j -^.jff ?j>*;ttf^) iH;f^^ 1 j ' :^' •v i^:<4^!:\^ J-,-.- ».,.i,,-,.-4 !«^V'- i*' lu: JAiM.»"i(> MSii^::,XJti ii.m tefi:., •<1 ;, DESIRES WI.SDOM. 43 CHAPTER V. •s/tK Ardent Desire for the Salvation of Souls— Singular Choice of a Text — Blessings enumerated— Feeling not to be substituted for Faith. Having commencecl to labor as a local preacher, in addition to his duties and attention t,o his school, he states that, duiing the latter part of the last week, he was much engaged, studying and preparing for his Sabbath work, and that goirg to his appointment on Sabbath, he cried mightily to the Lord for aid. He deeply folt his need of wisdom and strength ; but feeling confident that the Lord had called him to the work, though trembling under the awful lesponsibility, and feeling it his duty to obey, he went forth trusting in the Lord, and states he verily felt the Lord present with him while he spoke to the people, but mourns on account of such a lack of power, to accompany the Word, and cany conviction to every heart. He ardently desired the salvation of souls, without any ostentation, or attempt to make a rhetorical flourish. His whole aim was to win souls to Christ, and to accomplish this, he earnestly sought for the baptism of the Holy Spirit, to prepare him for usefulness. m '.•■{■■ 44 SUCCESSFUL YOUNG EVANGELLST. '■^ He states, at first he missed his way — tha^ when he desired the power and had it not, it seemed he had supplied it by noise ! b it when he found the Spirit in power accompanied the word, he spoke in a lower tone, E^ade less noise, but the unction was there. " * ' ' On one occasion he states that, on arriving at his appointment, he found the house full. He took for his text the 52nd Psalm, and 1st verse, — " Why boasteth thou thyself in mischief, mighty man? The goodness of God endureth continu- ally " He adds, '' It was a strange text, but I could not give it up, I had chosen another sub- ject, bnt while on my knees praying, this subject came so forcibly to my mind that I gave the other up, and took this, and did the best I could with it." He then prayed that God's blessing might attend the effort. His prayer was heard, and victories were accomplished. At his outset in the work, much good attended his efforts. In his weakness he was strong in the strength of the Lord. He continued daily to sit in judgment upon himself, and call in question his motives, words and actions. In reference to which he says, — " As my life passes before me, I see it all as a BLESSINGS ENUMERATED. panoramii — my wayward steps — ^broken vowa, violated ruie^, e thankful for future blessings. . The next Sabbath morning he exclaimed, " how pleasant to the soul this hallowed day of rest;'' but reproaches himself for losing on hour in sleep longer than was absolutely U'^cessary, and resolves to economise and better improve his time in future, so as to gain one hour each day which he could add to the time set apart for self- examination and prayer. He resolved by faith to lay hold upon salvation in aV its fullness, and draw plentifully from the well of salvation, and be invigorated, refreslied and strengthened to perform every duty. On the second Sabbath after his twenty-first birthday he asks himself the (question, "And how am I prospering in the spiritual way ? " and then records his own answer — "Bless the Lord for this state of mind; I know, to-day, the bl:od of Jesus Christ cleansetli me from all sin." And then offers devout prayer that he might continuQ to advance in this wav of holiness, and ever retain the witness of this cleansing power, and be deli- vered from all the love and pollution of sin. FEELING AND FAITH. 47 ^r\t\ on -the next Sabbath morning he exclaimed " Morn of the Lord, again thou'rt hero, With light, and joy, and inward peace. iLiOrd of the mom, dispel my fear, * My soul from inward sin release." It appears he had entertained great fear of faUing into the sin of ingratitude, and frequently prayed to be saved from it. His mind had been much exercised during the week on the mode of living by faith on the Son of God. On a close examination of himself he found that he had been living and looking for feeling, instead of the exercise of faith. That in time past, when in secret devotion he had prayed for the Lord to fill him with gloiy, joy and gladness, and that he had been abundantly blessed, and some- times overwhelmed with the glory and presence of the Lord. But he now found that he had been more anxious to live in that joyful state of mind, than to gain strength by an increase of living faith in God. Or in other words, he had " spent more time, day after day, agonizing for this overpowering and joyful feeling, and hallow- ing sens tion imparted to his own soul, than he had in praying for sinners and for grace, strength of faith, and wisdom to enable him to perform I his duty in promoting the glory of God in the salvation of sinners. TfT 48 SUCCKSSFCL YOUNG EVANGKLIST, HI liifiiiil He began now to see he had Honiething to <\o. that he might be instrumental in influencing others to seek for happiness. And to bo success- ful in this, he felt the need of jnore wisdom and faith. He felt that he had something to do besides always seeking to feast his own soul on the dainties of heaven. And then resolved to "be up and doing," nnd keep awake to his duty. And while striving to keep his faith in lively exercise, and agonizing and praying for the sal- vation of otliers, he not only felt a consciousness of the favour of God for doing his duty; but besides this, he felt also, that dazzling glow of divine love in his h(*art, and ovein\'^helming joy that was unutterable, and in this way obtained a double portion, and again rejoiced, oiiitv/v, -^m He often wondered at the amazing mercy of God in condescending to t-tike up His abode in our poor hearts, once the seat of base desires, old haunts of evil passions, and unholy thoughts, and yet to be now a place for the indwellin?^ of the Holy Spirit. what a thorough scouriijg and cleansing we need, to make us lit temples for the Holy Spirit to dwell in. He rejoiced to know tl,j,t all this is the high privilege of the tine believer in Christ Jesus. In view of this, he felt —;—- n^ .aV:l DESIRES REDEMPTION. y % humbled and expressed a desire to be ever found at the l3et of his Saviour, and exclaimed " For m« He left His Father's throne above, For me He suffered grief and shame, , , For me He shed His precious Blood, , , ., , For me the Lamb of God was slain." ' • ' ' - Then he asks "And shall I be cold and luke- warm ? " He at once resolved to go or^ to greater heights and depths in the divine life. He saw a wide margin before him, and felt that to bj\sk in the love of God is like swimming in a boundless ocean that has neither bottom or shore. His love is vast as eternity, it is just like Himself, for 'God is love." . , This devoted youth was resolved never to rest ■only in the enjoyment 6f full redemption, and to be " swallowed up in God," which he conceived to imply being dissolved in love. He thanked the Lord" for the sweet joy he found in believing, And in living by faith on the Son of God. He continued to trust in the Lord for wisdom and grace to continue making advances in the divine life. His ardent desire to obtain grace to live by faith was manifest by his holy breathing in the following lines — " Preparing grace, Lord, I ask, 7^ Now from Thy fullness givej Fit me, fit me for my task. And let me in Thee lire." i^s 50 SUCCESSFUL YOUNO EVANGELIST. While engaged in teaching school, he continued to exeri an extensive influence for good over the tniiids of all placed under hia instruction, often conversing with them about spiritual tilings, and he enforced his kind precepts by his ^consistent walk as a devout and sincere Christian. His appeals at the throne of grace, for those com- mitted to his care, were fervent, and his labours as a local preac^h'. ■• were abundant. He was no idler in the vineyard, but often preached two or three times on Sabbath. Hi* rich and fervent expositions of the Word of God were not in vain, but ^iere listened to with great profit and delight. He girded himself for the holy combat, and in all devotional exercises would read, au'' speak with great jinimation. ' He was sound in theology, and his sermons practical and remarkable for usefulness. His intelligence and deep piety made him very attractive as a preacher. His sermons often appeared as the outburstings of a soul of fire* burning with fiery zeal to save souls. His heart ^ seemed to glow with a love of divine truth, which gave him a freshness of thought, and warmth of feeling, which produced a sprightliness, and a chaa'm to his pulpit efforts. . ♦. ' PREACHES HIS' TRIAL SERMON. ■3^ «. ' 1 CHAPTER Vr. Piwrcliw before the London District MeotinR— Admitted on Trial — Appointed to tli« Strathroy Circuit — Illuoss — Labored with great success part of the year on Exoter Circuit. Having beon cordially recommended ])y the Quarterly Meeting, of the Exeter Circuit, he pro- ce(?l:lod to the London District Meetlnj^* in May, 18G.S, accompanied by Mr. A. Freeman, the Re- cording Stewai'd of that circuit. He was called on to preach a trial sermon before the [jreachers of that District, and then, after examination on his Christian experience, litcjrary attiiinments, &c., he was cordially recommended to the Con- ference to enter the itiii rant work. The Con- ference that year met in Toronto, and lie was admitted on trial and appointed to the Strath- roy circuit, to travel as the junior preacher, "under the superintend an ce of the Rev. L. O. Rice. But at this time he was taken very ill, and for several weeks confined to his bed. During his illness, arrjangements were made to supply his place on the cirr lit. As soon as his health was sufficiently restored, so that he could engage in his work, (his place on the Strathroy circuit being supplied by another,) arrangements '1 m'l li .*i:' ^ SUCOEHSFUL YOST^d EVANGELIST. were made for him to labour as the third preacher on the Exeter circuit, under the superintendance of the Rev. Mr. Chapman. He expressed great gratitude to God for His goodness in restoring him to health and strength, and for His sustaining grace, to comfort and sup- port him while on a bed of affliction. He had Buffered much during his illness, though he never complained, but said he found it good to h^ afflicted. He had longed to be able to speak and again work for his divine Master, and now being restored to health, according to the arrangement of his superint^idant, he, and the Rev. Mr. Holmes — the second preacher on the circuit, en- gaged in conducting a protracted meeting, in a neighbourhood where many were unconverted, and wayward. They visited from house to house, prayed with the people, and invited them out to the meeting that evening. The work immedi- ately commenced. ' ti- ■■■y'-^-i- '"^^::'^^ -''^^ ^ ,»^> ' V ^3!;;ki The next day (Wednesday) these two young disciples continued to visit indiscriminately all the families in that locality, and prayed with them, and invited all to attend the meeting. In this way they secured a full house every evening, when they would preach a short sermon I RELIES ON THE PROMISES. 53 achcr iance >rHis engtli, d sup- e had never to V"3 ak and r being gement ?v. Mr. ;uit, en- g, in a 1 verted, o house, n out to iiamedi- young ately all ed with meeting. se every :t Bennou cm some practical subject, and urge the people to seek the Lord, The spirit of awakening went abroad throughou t the neighbourhood ; light from heaven broke in upon the people, and scores were savingly converted to God. ' ^^i'a >ii >- ..rw-.v= In opposition to the opinion of many pious but faint-hearted preachers of the Gospel, he belived that wherever and whenever the means are used, for the salvation of souls, the end xoill be attained. Observation teaches us, that wlien a preacher, with a tongue of fire, anxious to promote the glory of God, in full reliance on the promises of he Lord — " Lo I am with you," goes forth in the strength of the Redeemer, and daily visits and prays with his people, and continues to point them to the cross, they will feel its attraction, and souls imll be s.^ved. If we act our part, the work must be done. All who believe and live for a present salvation obtain it. The groat secret of success is, in living near th(- Lord. The burden of thought with him was, " How can I attain to more holiness of heart?" This he desired, that he might be useful in saving souls. He often exclaimed, " O what need have I of living near the foot of the cross !" ^ ww imt mM dX. On Wednesday, the 2oth of August, 1863, in . K'l. ^•^^:,.*im-:..-\<'i:-'A ■..'S!*5S''-:i;v- I'MH SUCCESSPIJL YOUNG EVANGELIST. W V'\ •St .. his journal he wrote thus: "Yesterday I visited thirteen families, and found my own bouI greatly blessed in the work. In the evening I preached from " Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners." The Lord was very near. We had a glorious meeting. Forty were forward, seeking salvation." .:_ :. ;, . Such were the means employed, and souls were converted, and the work continued to spread in every direction. While looking at the work before him, he said he trembled, seeing there were so many souls in that locality unsaved, and that, through his faithfulness or unfaithfulness, they may be saved or lost. He was eager to save Bouls, and exclaimed, "There must be faithful visiting, earnest prayer, and lively faith, then the work will continue to prosper." ~- .- - ;>--... In other parts of the Circuit he laboured with equal success, lie states: 'Last night I preached from the " Stony Heart,'" and we had a very good prayer meeting at the close — five penitents came forward and manifested a desire for salvation." Then he adds, " I am convinced if we perform our duty the 'ark will go forward.'" And so it proved to be, for many were brought into the fold of Christ. Sinners were saved. HIS FIRST CIRCUIT. 55 This was his first circuit, and he swept round it like a comet, lighting a flame wherever he went. In all the exercises in which he engaged, the object appeared to be holiness of heart, and the salvation of souls. He adds, "Every day in my associations, with ministers and all others, I feel the need of a baptism of the Holy Spirit. I am a wonder to myself, aware that, after all that has been done for me, I ought to be more holy. I feel this daily, and by God's grace will strive to consecrate all upon the altar of the Lord. Such were the devout aspirations of his heart, every day on the stretch for holiness, that he evi- dently appeared to continually grow in grace and usefulness. He continued to Labour on the Exeter circuit till February. : I ^y^':m^:mH .'I'i'^'" "^■i^-^wH / $6 SUCCESSFUL YCUNG EVAiTGELIST. . ^ , (.Mu vi- TC^ CHAPTEE VIT. iif i Bi'a ii '. ' ,i 1^^ . i h; 1:^1 ■^''ii ^ ■ 1 II ^ Removed to Stratkroy Circuit— Low State of Religion on the Circuit — Hea,ps used for a J^evi^al — ^4^ address before a ' "Social. ., ( ^.> r . The person who had been sent to fill his place at Strathroy failed, which rendered it necessary for him to labour on that circuit to which he had been appointed by the Conferenoe, the re» maining pait of the Conference year. f On his arrival there, in February^ he found the societies in a sad state of confusion. But he avoided taking pai't with any of the con- tending parties. He acted as a peace-maker amongst tj\e contentious, and as such he was blessed, W...^"'' ■ - v.:,^' ''"'■:=... ^-v ::■',.„;.,• fj^... In his journal he states, ^' This week has been one of much enjoyment. My peace has flowed like a river. A consciousness that I am fully the Lord's, is a source of joy." And looking forward to the approaching Sabbath, he adds, * To-morrow I hope to have a good time — a happy, prosperous day. I believe for it — especially that there may be some fruit from my feeble labours, and souls be savingly converted to God." Nothing less than the conversion of souls satis- :t V' '•■'-:;'■: A- ■!''f-. HIS ELOQUENT PREACHING. 57 fied him ; for this he laboured incessantly, and • when preaching, he would often appear so inspired and elated with the hope of success, that his countenance, glowing with bright intelligence, would appear lighted up and brightened with animation. And when under the inspiration of true devotion, and in the immediate act jf divine worship, he appeared to contract a greatness of mind that raised him above his equals ; and then he would utter forth words that seemed to roll from the furnace of a soul of fire. In the faithful discharge of duty, he sometimes became so inspired as to be at once exalted to a state veiy little lower than an angel. ..ij.,? * After his arrival in Strathroy, finding the So- ciety in such a state of contention, his mind was greatly exercised, and on the 18th day of March he wrote in his journal as follows : , i\,,inii- J * a "I have felt, since coming here, that I need much more wisdom and grace. My position is very peculiar, and sometimes trying. I have < found much need of being very watchful, lest I • bring a reproach on the caise of God, by thought- less words or actions. I wish my life to fully « accord with my profession. I intend, by the help I of the Lord, to preach plainly and pointedly to : 58 SUCCESSFUL YOUNG EVaI;GELIST. ii-i the people : and were I to preach the Gospel and then not live it, I could accomplish no good, but bring a reproach on the cause of my Divine Master, I therefore feel my need of a more full ajid entire consecration to God — the actual enjoy- ment of sanctifying power — holiness, entire holi- ness of heart. For this I am praying and be- lieving." AU the powers, affections and desires of his i, f soul, verily, appeared to be continually going out after the Lord, and every emotion of his heart, and affection of his soui, centred upon Him — the source and fountain of bliss. In reference to a full conformity to the will of God, and growth in grace, he further states, on a certain occasion — " I had chosen my text, ' According to your faith it shall be done unto you,' and while meditating upon it, I came to the state of the Christian, and thought, if according to his faith it would be done unto him, what faith have I ? and can I consist- ently urge upon my hearers to do that which I have neglected, namely, to believe for that deeper work of grace, to be whoUy sanctified, soul, body and spirit ? So I bowed before God, and wrestled and prayed, and believed, and by His grace was enabled to lay " my all" upon the altar, which WRESTLES AND PIlAYf«. sanctifieth the gift. And, by grace, was deter- mined to bind it forever upon that altar, not to be removed. Still, I felt no iinusnal sensation, nor did I at that moment realize any direct evi- dence that any special change had then been wrought. But in faith I continued to look up, believing the evidence would be given. His pro- mise then presented itself to my mind, ' He that cometh unto me I will in no wise cast out.' And I said, Lord Jesus, I come — I come, Thou wilt not. Thou canst not cast me out, for thy promise is sure, and cannot fail. While trying to believe, I at once obtained assistance — my faith increased. I could trust in the atoning blood to cleanse. All, all was consecrated upon the altar, and I could exclaim, Lord, I am wholly thine; and at that moment I was wonderfully blessed. what a heaven of bliss was let down into my soul. And now I realize that God has accepted me fully. I love God with all my heart ; more supremely than ever before. There is a change. I know it. yes, I am convinced of this fact, Jes^^ is mine, and I am His. And now there still remains a sweet inward peace, after the rapture is past, and 1 can preach as I never could before ; but all is through the aid of the Holy Spirit, all — aU is of the Lord. \ ' 00 SUCCESSFUL YOUNQ EVANGELIST. "As far as 1 know, there is nothing in my heart contrary to the will of God. I love God with all my heart, and soul, and strength. And I love his people. I love all men, but more than ever hate their sins. , . " People may call this what they please. I am the Lord's. If 'holiness,' 'Christian perfectioji/ or 'perfect love,' consists in having the heart cleansed from all poUution, and the love of sin destroyed, and all the soul beating and throbbing in perfect unison with the v/ill and word of God, and a desire to know nothing but Christ, with a full reliance on his merits, and an entire trust in him, then I have it. Bless the Lord, I will jDraise Him, 'let all the people praise Him.' And although so unworthy, I am still wonderfully favored. I have been unfaithful, yet not for- gotten. Ever, Lord, may I realize the neces- sity of trusting in and leaning upon Thee my Saviour for support, and go forward, striving for more and still more of tliis heavenly unction. The Lord helping me, so will I do.**"" -t: "i f / Such were the aspirations of a devout soul on full stretch for holiness of heart, and such the efforts to obtain all the mind that was in Christ. Then on Saturday evening he again writes in his M ■-^fii'![j,,-.i^n' HE EXHORTS TO CHRISTIAN UNITY. 61 ctiqji,' heart of sin obbing f God, with a rust in I ])raise And lerfully lot for- neces- hec my ang for unction, 'u.'- ■ ■■ ■-< ■ soul on uch the Christ. 33 in hia journal as follows: " I have been living a new life this week, not at all as before ; I seem to breathe a different atmosphere, and see through a different medium; I have stronger faith; ray cup is full." Having obtained a fresh baptism of the Holy Spirit, he undertook to make peace among the contending parties who were disturbing the peace and harmony of their societies, and, as if inspired in the cause, to make reconciliation between the contending parties after much thought and prayer on the subject. On the evening of the 20th of April he attended their "Ladies' Aid Society," and at the close he was called on to read a portion of the Holy Scriptures and pray ; he read part o^ the eleventh chapter of St. Luke, commencing at the 20th verse, and then proceeded to address them as follows — * "The words I have just read are those of Ohrist, and were we to deal as plainly and honestly with our hearers, how frequently would we be blamed ? But feeling iSiat it is our duty to so act, allow me, in love for your souls and the cause of God, to unburden my mind. -^'I had thought from the spirit T saw manifested at Bro. J. and Bro. A.'s houses, that I would not attend any more [the Ladies' Aid Society], But w^ m 62 SUCCESSFUL YOUNG EVANGELIST. after making it a subject of prayer this <3ay, I felt convinced that I should attend and do my duty ; though a heavy cross it may be. "I am glad the meeting Imxs, thus far, passed off so pleasantly this evening. But can I forget what I saw night before last, and at other times as well, since I came among you ? No ! and all .this meeting would require is a "match," and the flame would bum as furiously fis ever. " brethren, it has been a sad grief to me to observe the state of feelinor amonor the members cf the church. And it will never heal a wound by covering the diseased pa^'t with a scab, but you must probe to the seat of the disease. Here we have only the outward appearance of friend- ship, I fear, the hatred is as deep and strong as ever. This I have witnessed in the street, in the social circle, and even in the house of God. Yes, brethren, I have seen two members of our own church, here in Strathroy, rise from their knees at prayer meeting, and would not speak to each other at the door, as they met passing out. I have seen two members, nearly side by side in church, yet pass out as if they were the greatest strangers. Is this the religion of the Bible? Is ir Saviour tauefht we should spirit have ? But you say you have been wronged. I 111 ''! FORGIVENESS ENJOINED. 63 Well, that does not alter the case a whit, for if you love only those who love you, what do you more thau Lhe world ? Sinners do the same. What are we taugjit m regard to such matters f "If thou bring thy gift to the altar, and there rememberest that thy brother hath aught against thee " — mark the expression — " if he hath aught against thee," not if thou hast aught against him, " Leave there thy gift bofore the altar and go thy way ; first be reconciled to thy brother, and then come and offer thy gift." Now, you know your brother has soivicthing against you — why not be reconciled? Is such conduct acccptjiblo to God? You are here this evening, who will not meet in class with thy brother, but you will meet at the same time, in another (;lass, in the next room ! What is the difference before God ? One is just as hateful and sinful in His sight as the other. The i)rinciple is the same; and I posi- tively declare before God and you this moment, if your feelings are such as will not allow you to meet with yo:v: brother, and such as to exclude you froia i'ollou'slii;) with him here, they are such as ^vill exclude you iv )in heaven. May God have mercy on us. O brpthren, if judgment were to at the house of God, who would be ab begin at i stand ? AVho are ready for the trial. to "I 04 SUCCESSFUL YOUNO EVANGELIST. m " Now, I Hpcak not from rumor, but from what I have seen with my own eyes, and heard with my own ears. What some of you have isaid. You make your excuses to me and to others, but they are not such as will excuse you before God. And, brethren, if these things are not settled here, they will be at the bar of justice, in the day of judg- ment. Thank the Lord some of you are yet free, to you my words do not apply. But to you who indulge in feelings of enmity — for your soul's sake — for the sake of God's cause — for heaven's sake, get right, in the sight of a holy God. Fearful is your responsibility ! I go and talk to sinners, and what do they say ? — ' Look at your own church members — look at the meetings of the ' Ladies' Aid Society.' O how you tie my hands from usefulness. How can I work, when such things exist among you ? You use the 'Lord's prayer;' and I have known men offer up tliat petition when, if judged by their fruits, and God should hear and atiswer their prayer when they say, * for- give us our tre.spiusse.s as we forgive them that trespass against as,' they would be sent down to hell in a moment. I fear, if there is no change in these matters, God will visit us with heavy judgments. , , ■ yv:; FORGET AND FOliaiVE. 15 '* What I have said here, I have said to many of you personally ; and I would rather say it now to all, if they were present, and regret that all the memhers concerned are not here to-night. Nor do I think it proper to speak as I have to a mixed congregation ; nor can I get the opportunity to address those concerned, on this subject, ^ivon at a prayer meeting — for some of you I have never seen at a prayer meeting since I came to Strath- roy~which is the reason why I have taken this opportunity to speak on the subject. The Lord knows how I have felt about this matter, and how I dreaded this duty. And now allow me to say, I think both sides have erred. There is no doubt of it. We are all liable to err, but let us try to ' forget and foi^ive ;' pray in your closets about it. Ask for pardon ; plead for mercy, lest He visit us with a stroke Let us go home with 9, fresh determination to be honest with ourselves and with each other." ♦ ♦ • («.';« He spoke kindly, but pointedly, to them, and then held a prayer meeting among them, and all returned home, evidently in a better state of feel- ing, and much good was accomplished; for, not long after that, all were united in the bonds ^ christian love and friendship. <: *'*' w 60 SUCCESSFUL YOUNG EVANGELIST. fff'V^'sd i.:4t^s>i''^v.' ■:4 1. CHAPTER Vra. Sermons not PictnTcs — EfiTect of a Sennon on Prayer — An Ovet- whelming Sceue at the Family Altar— Reflex Influence % Physical exercise is necessary to increase ditP strength, and promote a healthy state of the body. In like manner, when we engage in the exercise of a high act of devotion, in spiritual life, it conduces to the strengthening of the soul, and increases spiritual health. , . • Also, belie ving-prayer has a reflex influence upon the heart of the Christian. When we come into the presence of God in sincere prayer, the self-reflection necessarily connected with that act of devotion, calling to mind His past mercies and our present unworthiness and past sins ; and then reflecting upon the grand figures by which His august character is pourtrayed before us — His moral and essential attributes — His inflexible justice and unboundea mercy, meeting in Christ; and then ; contemplation of the power of the Holy Ghost and ardent desires for the fulfilment of the great and soul-cheering promises in the Gospel, must necessarily re-act upon the soul of S!i1 70 SUCCESSFUL YOUNG EVANGELIST. tlie believer, which is one benefit derived from acts of true devotion, besides the direct answer to prayer. •- i Let infidels assert that it is absurd to suppose that by prayer Christians can change the course of nature; stiU we know that sincere prayer, ofiered in faith, produces an inflex and leflex in- fluence upon the heart of the supplicant, for by it he draws from heaven a sweet and divine life to the soul, and then breathes it back to God in an ofiering of praise and thanksgiving. Thus, by prayer, we not only strengthen every faculty and power of the soul, but also, the prayer of faith moves the hand thit upholds the universe, and gives a victory over all our spiritual foes ; even "Satan trembles when he sees rhe weakest saint upon his knees." •'"f;; J:-'M r*^. ■'f* ?;"■ '^-j -! .''•■ r .?/. i' i' I. ■*•'- fi. , ,. i>^; .^v ; ^ 'n^^ i ? ? He rejoiced that some success had attended his labors during the past year, and that during the first part of the year, while laboring on the Exeter Circuit, he had witnessed the conversion of many, very many, precious souls. ,,,»i, ^^^ .-;.;- But he adds, "Where tens have been convert-ed there might have been scores brought into the fold of Christ." He then resolved to be more holy and zealous in his Master's work, and said : "I tremble at entering upon the labors of the present year, and wonder what will be the result. Will my success, in being useful, depend on my faithfulness to God ? Father of all our mercies, Thou only knowest; not my will but thine be done; let me be useful in any sphere ifc may please Thee. '' The conversion of souls shall be the object of my life; but I feel the want of higher attainments, and will depend on the Lord for success." -u^. ^^^ ppi l\ i*: ■ GEO. E. A. WINANS, M. D. RETURN OF HIS BROTHER. It appears he was resolved to hold the promise given by our Saviour, just before he ascended to his native heavens — "Lo, I will be with- you." His appointments were in the town of Strath- roy, and also some in the adjoining neighborhood. At one time writing to his sister (Mrs. Freeman) he states: * "Bro. Barber has taken a severe cold and it has affected his lungs, so that he is not able to preach this week, but my health was never better, the Lord gives me strength for my day." At this time his brother George having returned from General Grant's army in the United States, and evidently in a decline, he further adds in his letter : — "I am sorry to hear dear George is so poorly* I wish you would be more explicit in writing about him ; how is his cough, night-sweats, appe- tite, (fee? What does he think of his own case by this time, and what is fathar's opinion of him, and why not have Dr. Carson come up froni Whitby and see him ? If the roads were not so bad, and I could leave my work, I would run up again soon, and see him ; I am glad I went up ' when I did, I enjoyed my visit very much.'' He appears to have been much concerned about pi 74 SUC0ESSrUL YOUNO EVANGELIST. the Health of his brother wl|0 had been some time a surgeon in General Grant's army, in the Ameri- can war, but had now returned with a broken constitution. Ho evidently felt deep sympathy with his afflicted brother, but his chief object was to labor for the good of souls. To show his ardent desire for the salvation of souls and his zeal ip. the great work in which he was engaged, I will here give an extract from a letter he wrote to his brother George, which also gives an indication of his deep concern for the afflicted : "My Dear Biio. George: — On my arrival home I found my juvenile class waiting for me. * * * The rest of the day was spent preparing for the Sabbat which was a good day to my soul; the next day (Monday) I commenced special services at one of our country appointments ; the roads were very bad and the nights dark and stormy, but the people came out through all, and t^uite a good number have been forward as seekers. " On Wednesday Bro. N. took me out in his buggy to the evening meeting ; on our way we had quite an adventure ; night overtook us ; the roads were so very bad it made travelling slow ; going over a swampy place we found the water ■i.:»' LETTER TO HIS BROTHER. had raised so that it appeared like a little lake, but on we went until the horse began to splash, and we found the waggon going over, when we jumped out, landing in the water ; thcrt^ we were, horse and buggy off the bridge, and both of us standing in the water, and It was so dark wo could not see the horse. Bro. N. waded to the other side of the horse, and after several unsuccessful efforts brought the buggy out, then we proceeded as well as we could ; Bro. K. stopped at a houfie on the way, and I proceeded on foot to the school house, got a local preacher to commence the meeting while I took off boots, socks, &;c., and arranged my affairs as well a« I could with wet clothes, and then addressed the people ; we had a first-rate meeting after all. " On Saturday I returned to my appointments in the town; seldom have I ever had such great liberty in preaching ; in the morning I preached on the subject of Fj^* ith, and we had some real old fashioned Methodist shouting. ^ "In the evening I preached about 'Naaman, the leper,' and at the close twelve penitents pre- sented themselves at the altar, seeking the Lord, and nearly thirty seeking for holiness of heart ; the Lord waa very near and several were ?§ SUCCESSFUL YOUNG EVANGELIST. converted to God, and others were made to re- joice in the possespion of a clean heart through faith in Christ. *' Monday evening we had a large Bible class, the whole time was spent in discussing the sub- ject of holiness, and last evening we had our usual weekly lecture, and in the absence of Bro. Barber, my Superintendent, I lectured on 'Striving to enter in,' &;c., several penitents came forward, some of whom obtained peace through believing ; they 'entered in through faith,' and returned home rejoicing. ^ - , , .l.r " To-day is one of the most stormy we have had fc^ a long time ; I cannot help contrasting the face of nature with my heart — how calm and serene is all within. 'Dear George,! wish I could step into your room and talk with you a while to-day, I do so much wish your experience to be clear — clear as noon- day. There is so much in Christ to enjoy; so much for you in your present state; no doubt you are in a state of grace, but I scfmetimes think it requires more grace to suffer the will of God, than to do his will ; you know what I mean when I Bay, look for a fulness in Jesus ; try, dear George, and throw off all indifference (we are so apt to be H CONOGRK FOB BIS BROTOEII. n sluggish in our devotions) in the exercise of faith. God may spare your life for some time yet, but if you must soon go, be determined to go under full wiil for glory ; the more here the more there ; try and trust in the Lord for all, and trust him now; your means of grace, in your weak state, are not as they otherwise might be, but you have a ready, willing Saviour near — very near you, and how willing to come to our rescue — when me open our hearts how willing to enter ! let him fully occupy — get the cleansing blood by faith applied afresh ; I well know your feelings may not be so rapturous as some others, but you need not care for that. The question is, how is your faith ? 'According to your faith be it unto you' "Dear George, I feel more anxious iJian ever for you to obtain that fulness m Christ; O press after it — press into it, and trust your Saviour ia li£s and in death, &c. " Yours affectionately, &c., "WM.H. WiNANa" I f U l' «.l^WPP«|i 78 SUCCESSFUL rOUNG EVANGELIST. • '>">*lv;-T'!f''*^ -h^-^'i' ' ' ■ *(' "Jf-^.o-w ?>jf(^t' '•*•■> 1 v^r IliH- ^ CHAPTER X. ('■f'-V* : llii^f:: n i^ Prosperity of the "Work in the Rural Parts of the Circiiit — A Memorable Quar«:erly Meeting — Views on Sanctificjation — Manner of Prepariag a Sermon. x\ -tf » -, .1 », Though he had felt somewhat discouraged on commencing his work in Strathroy, on account of the low state of religion among the members of the church ; yet now iie had the satisfaction of seeing the "Ark" begin to move. He had labored in the strength of the Lord for a few months ; and now, fruit began to appear. His special efforts to get the members of the church uniJ'-cid and waked up in the town, and revivals of reli- gion promoted throughout the other parts of the circuit, appeared to be owned and blessed of the Lord. His system of visiting and pniying with the people, proved verj^ profitable : and his style of preaching was energetic and forcible, practical, solemn, and well calculated to promote revivals. Such were the result-s of his efforts wherever he labored, for, in all cases, believers were quickened and sinners converted. Again, when writing to his sister, (Mrs. Free- man,) in reference to the state of the work in the several parts of the circuit, he adds : — A GLORIOUS QUARTERLY MEETING. 79 " The work still goes on, more than a hundred penitents have been forward seeking the Lord, and nearly all have found peace and pardon. * * " Our Quarterly meeting was a glorious one. ' We expected Brother Burch to preach for us, but he did not come, so I had to fill the * gap.* My text was, 'For Christ also hath suffered for sins,* &c. Our fellowship meeting I never saw equalled. Just think of over sixty speaking in Gospel order, one at a time, in an hour ! The young converts took the lead, and kept ic the first twenty-five minutes. I never before heard so many bear the cross for the first time. Old professors here say it was such a time as they had never before known in their day. There was no wild fire, but a deep hallowing influence of the Holy Spirit seemed to rest upon the whole congregation. One hundred and forty-one partook of the sacrament. " Notwithstanding the exceedingly bad state of the roads, the house was crowded. How good l.he Lord is to us ! We are thinking of taking this week to ' marshal our forces' foi a fresh at- tack on the cause of the enemy, and in the mean- time work on in our usual means of grace. " One pleasing feature of the work now is, the members of the church are not only seeking, but s <.. ipl ' II" s.j t SUCCESSFUL YOUNG EVANGELIST. obtaining the blessing of holiness. Last Sabbath, and during this week, I have been preaching on the subject of ' perfect love/ and purpose, by the help of the Lord, to preach two sermons more to this people, on Sanctification. I have long be- lieved it a duty, as well as a privilege, to enjoy and proclaim it, and urge others to seek for it. ^ " Never, imtil lately, did I so clearly understand the difference between justification and sanctifi cation. I had read and heard many things on the subject, but there always rested a mist about it But now I aee it as clear as noon-day; last Sabbath afternoon a clearness of ideas flashed on my mind never before enjoyed; it appears to .iiC, so plain, I ha'^'e no difficulty now in explaining it to others; I feel almost carried awa^ with it; O, it is so sweet, so beautiful, so glorious, so heavenly, and Christ like. Dear sister, make it your gi-eat point of attainment — don fc feed on husks, while there is substantial tood." * * * * A person may read and, to a considerable 'Ex- tent; understand the doctrine of sanctification, but as the things of God are understood by the spirit, it is essentially necessary that we enjoy it, in order to fully comprehend it in all its power and glory. Most people wish to see and fully compre- BENEFITS OP PASTORAL VISITATION. 81 head these things, then they will believe ; but we ' inust bdieve, then we can see the things of the gpirit, through faith they are revealed to us ; so it wa« with him — ^the " mist ' was not all removed from his mind until he experienced the blessing more fully, then he foimd no difficulty in explain- ing it to others. ' < . The battle now seems to have been set in com- plete array — the members of the church, at many of the country appointments, were seeking for holiness, and sinners were converted to God. We ofbsn complain about the apathy of our people, and ardentlj' desire to see the work of the tord revive, and sometimes wonder it does not ; but if all who stand upon the walls of Zion would take the course pursued by this young Evangelist, we would soon have a jubilee throughout the whole christian world. Nations would be bom n a day. Ministers may neglect pastoral visitations, and beg and borrow all they can from different authors, compile, arrange, and commit to memory, and then repeat elegant sermons, sincerely striving thereby to promote the glory of God, by endeavoring to keep pace with the growing intelligence of the day, and edify their heaiers with their lucid de- f 82 SUCCESSFUL YOUNG EVANGELIST. 1' 1 Wm'i , ' 'j^*. uJk» clamations, and in great sincerity strive in this way to do good and promote the glory of God ;^ but by pursuing this course they may preach a long time before they see a revival of religion among their people; such efforts may do some good and promote the cause of morality, but will not accomplish much in painting bright streaks of ah approaching millennium. In opposition to such a course this young herald of the cross, instead of depending on mere theory, he was truly practical, and after selecting his text he would examine all parallel passages of Scripture he could find, and then after availing himself of the use of commen- taries and theological dictionaries, he would form his own views on his subject, arrange, digest and mature it, and then pray over it until he felt the inspiration of it ; then, while his heart was over- flowing with the love of God, proclaimed it, and in delivering his message to sinners the words would flow as from the furnace of a soul on fircj and soon a flame was lighted up in almost every part of the circuit. /,;irr, , . . *; . i His maaner of preaching Was devout, earnest, and impassioned ; he frequently moved his audi- ence with solemn excit.ement — and seldom failed to reach the hearts of his hearers by wielding the "HIS CONVINCING ELOQUENCE. « weapons of truth upon them ; his appeals to thd unconverted to be reconciled to God, often ap- peared almost irresistible ; when he stood in the pulpit the love that was in his heart flashed from his eyes and trembled on his lips, so that those who heard him, filled with wonder, often were melted to tears. v :' ' ; Jk, j; '■. i;'rit< •• M-i/l t:' ; ■ ■( / V w ift T SUCCESSFUL yaUNG EVANQRUST. ■f;->'v--.^R; CHAPTEB XI. Ifanner of Condtxcting a Revival Meeting— Wants of the : People — ^A Contnuit— Great Awakenings — A Congregation of Aired Persons. On the 9th of July, 1864, he wrote in his Journal, and the following entry appears : * '"'^"'' "As announced, prayer meeting was held on Thursday and Friday; the Lord was very good and some 'seekers' came forward; the Sahbath was a good day to my soul; I closed the labors of the day preaching at the ' Second Line,' after the sermon seven or eight came forward as 'seekers.* Monday, i^ad the ibllowing days of the week, I haA^e spent in visiting from house to house, and preaching in the evenings ; last evening nearly thirty were at the altar of prayer seeking mercy, many obtained pardon, others are still seeking." He does not appear to have been tied to any particular system in conducting revival meetings, but was guided by circumstances, and proceeded as he thought would best promote the interest of the meeting. Sometimes he would ask if any one had a request to make ; if so, to present it, and they would make it a subject of prayer. On one occasion, one arose, an aged person, and earnestly EFFBCT OF BEVIVAL MEETINOS. » requested the prayers of preacher and people for her husband, over seventy years old, and yet unconverted. Another, a young woman recently converted, desired the prayers of the minister and congrega^ tion for her parents, who were unsaved ; and also for her brothers and sisters. . Another requested the prayers of the congrega- tion for the conversion of a neighbour, now old and yet unsaved. Several other requests, one after- another, were presented, till they numbered in all sixteen, spe- cial cases — persons to be the subjects for prayer. And in a few days after, writing in his journal in reference to the revival, he states that nearly every one of them are now seeking religion. Every eftbrt he made to promote the interest of Zion, in the conversion of souls, was crowned with a good degree of success. For this his labors were incessant ; he was " instant in season and out of season." About the 18th of July he again writes in hi* journal as follows : — " I am stronger than ever in the opinion that what Uie world needs, and really demands, is, not so Aiuch pulpit ability, as visiting pastors. Feeling convinced of my deficiency in the .;' *:■■• ■"^ I : II W' 1 1 m Hi > 1 0. ' , ' 1 ! J '1 1 If,, ' i ! H' ^51 ~ I 1 1 |: 1 i i 1 i ' ! WMhk 1 * m, SUCCESSPITL YOIJNG EVANGELIST. fbnner, I feel confident I may succeed, if faithftd, in the latter. During the last few days, when making' calls, I noticed that my conversation, if properly directed, tends more instrumentally to melt and subdue, than does my public preaching. I fain would have remained all day visiting, but I must be at home to-day a little while ; and on my way I called to see a penitent. She met me at the door weeping, and when I spoke to her about her state of mind, she wept aloud. I knelt right down and prayed with her; the burden was in some degree removed from her heart. She appeared on the right track. I have no doubt she will soon be fully blessed. ' ; . »; , xA " During our meetings the Lord has been pre- sent in all our services, frequently scores of penitents were seen weeping under the Word. I think, after all my ioars, my feeble labors were never more signally owned and blessed of the Lord than since I came to this circuit. ! what reason I have for humility and gratitude to God. I never felt my own incompetency for the great work as I do now. When among tho people I see they need my every moment in visiting, and when in my study, and wheil I think of my small attainments, I feel I need more time there. ♦ * i>!l7- MANY CONVERTED. 'M' ^^' Again he adds : " To-day I feel the Lord very- precious ; in my soul I was greatly blessed while reading His Word on my knees. I was filled with love. Praise the Lord." , . , The next Monday morning he writer : "Yester- day the weather was very warm ; my heart was also warm. The Lord was very near to assist me the whole day. At evening I was so weary I could scarcely commence the service ; but when once started I found strength given. When I read of the indefatigable labors of the first Methodist preachers, I am ashamed of my weakness. How much more work they performed than their fol- lowers now do ! May the Lord give me strength for my day, that I may labor on at His com- mand." He then adds : " Last week I visited many families, and found my soul much blessed while exhorting the people from house to house. The anxiety of the people for salvation urges me on to greater diligence. Last evening we had a glorious victory — nearly forty were forward, seeking sal- vation. Many were converted, air»d willingly gave testimony to the praise and glory of God. A back- slider said, for three months he had been "ashamed to look any one in the face, but now he was P^T 88 8T7CCES9FTL T0T7NO EVANOELISt. i *>•) .1: bleflsed — ^his backslidings healed, and he could look up like a man, and was not ashamed to look all the people in the face." The spirit of awakening spread throughout •very part of the vicinity, and hundreds flocked to the house of God. The church was so crowded, in many instances, that all could not enter. And seeing the work increasing in every direction, he appeared to feel most deeply his responsibility, and often expressed his fears of incompetence for the work. He was greatly impressed with his own weakness, and prayed earnestly that the Lord would give him wisdom, strength auvl grace necessary for the work ; and favor in the sight of the people, only so far as would tend to promote His glory. The next Monday he "writes in his joomal as follows : — *' Last week was spent in visiting and praying with the people during the day, and preaching every evening. In visiting, I found many actu- ally famishing for theWord of Life — some old and feeble, and cannot get out to meeting, others are puffed up with pride, and will not come. •' Yesterday was a busy day, but profitable to my soul. I lead three classes, preached four times, i'l" Hi 1 P(R£AOHEK TO TBtE AOBJX ^ 9 and eomlucted the prayer meeting at the close of the evening service. The house was crowded, and many Ht^ekers forwarc-, several of whom obtained peace and pardon Praise the Lord for His mani" fest goodness." He then adds : — " This afternoon, according to ann(5tmoemeiit, I preached to the aged. With one exception, they were all over sixty years old, and the majority unconverted. I never found, in one settlemefnt, so many old people grey in sin. And still they appeared careless and indifferent about their sal* vation." ^ He embraced every opportunity to do* good to the aged, as well as to the youth ; by visiting and prajring with the aged and intirm, and by meeting in class, and especially in his visits to SabbatK schools, in which he took great interest. *i^ IMAGE EVALUATION TEST TARGET (MT-3) /-'. 4 :/, % 1.0 1.25 ia|2.a ISO ■^" 21 li 2.0 1.4 u 1.6 Hiotographic Sciences Corporation 4. iV 4^ A \ ^ ^^. ?«s> 23 WEST MAIN STREET WE8STE1,N.Y. 145S0 (716) 872-4503 "i^'".. ^A. "^ T I \ I'll $Q SUCCESSFUL YOUNO EVANGELIST. ■>'-\v ■'■'S .m CHAPTER XII A Congregation of Roman Catholics, "Church'' People, and Fresbyterians — ^A Hard Day's Work— Conversation about Hay and Oats to Gain a Sinner's Confidence. On the first Sabbath in August, he had two appointments in the country and one the town. Instead of closing himself up all day on Saturday, committing to memory a good sermon or two for the Sabbath, he spent the whole day visiting from house to house, praying with the people, till near evening, and then started to go several miles to reach his first appointment on Sabbath morning. But, before he reached his destination, the sky threatening a heavy shovrer, he called at the house of an aged person, a member of the " Church of England," where he found entertainment till morning. The man of the house he found to be ninety-seven years old, and appeared quite uncon- cerned about spiritual things. He was now within a few miles of his first appointment on Sabbath morning, which was at half-past ten ; but, not willing to leave that neigh- borhood without delivering a message of mercy, he obtained permission to preach in the house where he " put up" for the night, and sent word PREACHES m THE C0T7NTBT. 91 through the neighborhood, and collected a con- gregation at eight in the morning. The house was nearly filled, and he preached to them from these words, " I beseech you, therefore, brethren by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptaWe unto God> which is your reasonable service." His congrega- tion was composed of members of the " Church of England," Presbyterians, and some Roman Catho- lics. Some had never before heard a Methodist preacher; but they found, (as was afterwards stated,) that Methodist preachers "looked and spake'' like other men. But he closely urged upon them their duty and privilege to present themselves sacrifices imto God without delay. The Holy Spirit accompanied the word, and a most solemn awe rested upon all present. After preaching at eight o'clock, he proceeded to his next appointment and preached at half-past ten, then to another country appointment and preached at two in the afternoon, and then again in the town in the evening. He had just closed a protracted meeting at an appointment on the " Second Line," where more than forty souls had been converted to God and gathered into the fold of Christ; but his eye was 6^ SUCCKSSPtrL YOXTNO EVANOISLIST. i' it lll^ ! ftpoh Stiiithtdy, over which he had mourned and pmyed for a revival ; he stated that one of the strongest desires of his soul was the revival of the work of the Lord in Strathroy; he fervently prayed for wisdom, grace and power to perform his duty to the people of that town. On Monday, the 15th of August^ he visited several families in the country, and as he was ap- proaching a house the man saw him and, to avoid him, passed through a back door and went to his field; this young preacher entered the house and prayed with the woman and her children; she had attend <^d his revival meetings, and had been con- verted and was nov/ happy in the Lord, but opposed by her husband. She informed him he was the second person that had prayed in their house since their marriage, which was about nine years; she also informed him of her husband's op- position, and said that he had declared he would ** cut the preacher's legs off if he came near him.' Anxious to bring him into a better state of mind he followed him to the field, and to gain acces and secure his confidence, instead of reproaching him for his sins, he began to talk to him about his hay and oats; at first the sinner appeared pale with rage, but after speaking kindly to him about WINS 80X713 TO CHBIST. n tjbat in which he felt most interested, such as his farm, hay, and grain, he calmed down and uttered not one unpleasant word; after a few minutes friendly conversation he left with a promise to call on him again soon. In this way he " became all things to all men," and was successful in win- ning souls to Christ; he would first gain the dn- ner's ccoifideuce and tkm talk about tiie soul 's-Wa ■ a- tr- t'^iHtp-^' It-"! t ^¥^% = -^^^ J - ^-^f ^Tl 'L^'-£4''-f!'-4^' n 1 > Mi, m SUCGESSFITL YOITNO EVANGELIST. r.i*t -; !■ ir:..i^ uJte'^'r'i^Ci: ■•*•. ;. d ?^J^ livi'^''*' ^''' .' 1 ''*^t^ CHAPTER XIII. , ., . JL Great Day's Labor in Exeter— A Prediction — A Flame Lighted Up— A Cloud of Mercy Burst — Manner of Preaching. Sabbath, the Slst day of August, was his twenty-fourth birth-day, and when retrospecting his pp. at hfe he recognised the hand of the Lord in opening up his way. The past year had been filled with care and sometimes with discourage- ments, but with great enjoyment and much suc- cess in winning souIb to Christ at nea:iy all the rural appointments in the circuit. The next week he visited his friends in Exeter, and found his brother George still declining in health ; but here he was not idle — on Sabbath morning he taught a Bible-class at nine, and after that addressed a Sabbath School and then preached At eleven; at one o'clock in the afternoon he taught another Bible-class at the school house, where he had previously taught school, after which he addressed the school children; he preached Again at half-^ast two ; the house was full, and znany were outside who could not gain admittance ; the power of Gv>d fell upon the people — sinners ;Vept ASil saint&j^oiced; then^ he again preached ANXIOUS POR A REVIVAL.., n- ■WR' JJ in the church in Exeter in the evening — the honse w&s crowded, and the word of truth was accom- panied with great power, the whole congregation appeared to be shaken as by an earthquake. " On his return to Strathroy, the next week, he seemed to be more than ever anxious for a revival of God's work in that place, and was ready to work for it ; at the close of the prayer meeting on Thursday evening, he annouDced for a prayer meeting again the next morning at half-past five, preaching at half-past seven the same morn- ing, and then pursued the old course — visiting from door to door and praying with the people : he resolved, by the grace of God, to crowd the battle till victory turned on " Israel's side." On the next Sabbath, at their prayer meeting, one " professor " obtained the blessing of " perfect love," and soon after several other members com- menced in earnest to seek the same blessing; he mourned over the cold state of members of the church, and collected them together to converse about the great diificulty in the church, on account of many members who appeared so careless and indifferent about spiritual things, and satisfied with their present attainments. He declared the work of the Lord would go on if they would go ! t m i i r\ ■'I ^ i 1 f, ; i ; t 1 '1 '1 :.l '.;■ 'u; iii- ^1' !:' M SUCOBSe^TL TOIFNG EVAMCflUOT. to work or get out of the- way; all agreed to seek holiness of heart, and he then ventured to pre- dict a copious shower at hand, and declared the church would soon see hotter days; but while preaching that day, the cloud seemed to stDlhang heavily over them, and he appeared to be plough^ ing among rocks ; some spoke of discouragements, but he said tw, God will revive his own work, and proceeded to close the exercise with a prayer meeting, and one penitent came forward — a poor miserable drunkard whom he had visited during the week; stiU he believed God would accomplish the work, and continued to declare a great revivfd "was at hand. It appeared, by faith, he saw the eyelids of a better day opening upon them, and continued his daily ^.dsitations among the people — prayed with them in their own houses every day, and in the evening would preach a short sermpp on experimental religion, then close the exercise with a prayer meeting ; soon a holy flame wi^ lighted up and seemed to pervade the whole com- munity, and while he continued to preach a risen Saviour, the work of sanctification in the heairts of believers began to progress, and als osinnevs were saved. ■.^.-,;,..,s.v^-*.,w.v.,,^^ ,si}'s&-A;:yt^;yi'm;t. Speaking of the morxung mefliixig «t bidtf-pApt r r- r:--,-^,-;- ' r A' i- ■ . "^ -■' - —}■ ■ -;-. ■ ■■ ■ ■ ■ -^ » . 1 I HIS HEART IS FTTLt OF LOVE. . m five, he said : " My soul was very happy this morning at the prayer-meeting, and more particu- larly so after returning to my room, while reading my bible on my knees." The next day, he writes. " Friday. — This is a beautiiul day, and we had the largest attendance at our morning prayer-meeting we ever had be- fore, and eight penitents were present." The arm of the Lord was made bare to save. At this meet- ing he again received a fresh baptism of the holy fire, and exclaimed, " O what a heaven ! — what a bliss ! What a fullness of love deluged my .heart." ) . "When all Thy mercies, my God, ' My rising soul surveys, Transported with the view I'm lost In wonder, love and praise." The next Sabbath evening the cloud of mercy burst. He went to the church, expecting the presence of the Lord, and a time of great power, and took for his text, " Quench not the Spirit." There was a good influence when he commenced, and, while preaching, the Holy Spirit came down upon the congregation in such a powerful manner as he had never witnessed before. He states, * The house was full of glory." Then adds, " I 16^ myself— I know I did not preach, and perhaps 98 SUCCESSFUL YOUNG EVANGELIST. ivlii the less I attempted to do so the better. When I feel that I am nothing, I am most useful. I would ever lie at my Saviour's feet." The work had now fairly commenced, and he exclaimed, " Now for the tug of war. Now for a real siege. We must conquer. Wo must be vic- torious, for our weapons are not carnal." The next evening he states, " Brother Barber preached with much power, and several fresh penitents came forward." While the work was thus rapidly progressing, he observed that the penitents wore principally from the class of persons he had visited. Some preachers cast blame on the members of' the Church when the work of God is not pros- pering ; but if they would adopt the course pur- sued by this young preacher, they would have less cause to complain about the apathy of cold professors of religion, or of the want of reforma- tion fire in the church. . , , . At the commencement of the protracted meeting in Strathroy, he singled out several as subjects of prayer, and induced other praying people to do the same, and was not a little encouraged to know that every one who was marked out as a subject for special prayer was brought into the fold« f'. U" hi SUCCESSFUL MODE OF PREACHINO. 99 before the meetiug closed, and hopefully con- verted to God. His views on the most successful mode of preaching, and the course he pursued, were to " Show the working of the Holy Spirit on the human heart — the riches of the atonement ; pre- sent the Saviour in all his offices ; plead the merit of His blood; urge for a personal interest in Christ — and to accept Him now, and cry, ' Behold the Lamb.* This gives power; it cuts right through the heart." * ♦ * « However disconnected he might appear in the eye of the critic in the arrangement of his subject, there was a pathos and an unction that accom- panied the word, and crowned liis efforts with Buccess. The secret of his success could only be traced to his consistent and uniform walk with God. He appeared to live in the suburbs of heaven, and took delight in doing his Master's will. low lect )id. ■T. If ■ _* ' ■ ■ s • < .. .■ ■; ,. •, J-. ■ - ' '. ', ;','v..,.Vv ■•?- ^■■•■ ^ .. ^iiis0' ■^^:':A'''y^\'' '■:•''• ■fvii^i -<.>}'; !.. I* !-^^^#'.'M*.: '•■*'• -y'-' uM^'lv' :'^v , ,--■ ■' V " ^^ : (ioo SUCCESSFUL YOrVQ EVANGELIST. i m-'t \ ■ 1 i 1 '11 '■i 1 i . ■ r^ i«l' CHAPTER XIV. UiDisterial Association— Strange Views of some Preachers about Revivals — Progress of the Work— A Great Love Feast- Missionary Anniversaries. In attending the " Ministerial Association," he thought it really wonderful to hear the views of some of the preachers about revival services ; some were opposed to them. One brother said, " last winter his flock, somehow, got wonderfully awakened, and must have meetings every night," and that he " told them to sho^T their energy in the good cause by attending to the usual means of (J race, and then he would see about extra ones ; that they now had all they could manage." " The result was just what might have been expected, his congregation dwindled away until he had precious few to attend his ' usual mcana of grace.'" It may not be generally known, but on close observation it will be found, that such laborers in the vineyard of our Lord are of very little use in extending the kingdom of Christ. Our successful young Evangelist did not wait till others got the torch blazing, and then run and blow and ex- e in sful the ex- PROTIUCTED MEETING AT STRATHROY. 101 claim, 0, see what a fire we have kindled! 0, how it blazes and dazzles ! and then begin to sing: "See how great a flame aspires, KiiicMcd by a spark of grace I Jesu'n love the nations firea, Sets the kingdoms ou a blaze. " He rushed into the work with all his heart and soul and scaled the lofty battlements of the enemies' strongholds with success; he was "instant in season and out of season," and a sacred flame was soon lighted up throughout every part of his circuit. At the close of the week's labor, at the pro- tracted meeting in Strathroy, he said, " The paat week has been of much good, many souls Tiave been born to God ; the meeting last night was a good one, five souls were converted, found peaco and rejoiced — pmise the Lord." Thus the work continued to progress, and the next evening it was supposed he had the largest congregation that had ever been convened on any former occasion in that town. The people ran to see what was going on, and the listening multitude appeared to hang upon his lips with breathless attention, while he urged upon them, in words of flame, the necessity of giving their : \^ tn 'i m f. ' ! « fir H -i I ' ^ ,-...,^ i iim,iJ l lH B >, 102 SUCCESSFUL YOUNG EVANGELIST. hearts to God without delay; six souls found peaco that evening, a,nd were hopefully converted to God. On the 5 th of October the quarterly meeting was held, and unexpectedly he was called on to preach, and while proclaiming Christ as the vica- rious sacrifice for our sins, the power of the Highest fell upon the people in such an overwhelming manner, that the church seemed filled with the glory 01 God; then followed the "love feast:" many of the oldest members said it was the best they had ever witnessed in Strathroy ; within an hour more than seventy bore testimony that they had experienced a change of heart, and enjoyed the favor of God. Seldom, if ever before, in that part of the country, werft so many known to speak in a love feast in so short a time ; but the most in- teresting feature of the meeting was, that the first part of the hour, set apart for bearing testimony to the goodness of God, was occupied by the in&w C07ivertis; many spoke who had never spoken in a love feast before, and more than a hundred and forty partook of the sacrament of the Lord's Sup- per ; this he called a high-day ; but while he re- joiced to see the Laly ftame spreading over every part of the circuit, he was suddenly called again w HIS ENTHUSIASM AND LABOP.S. 108 In a ind |up- re- fery rain to visit his brother George, at Exeter, dangerously ill, -where lie remained about a week. After having returned from the bedside of a dear afflicted brother, and having been much ex- posed to inclement weather, be took a severe cold, and on Sabbath morning complained of being quite iU, but a subhme and holy enthusiasm glowed in his heart, and as if in a case of life and death, he managed to get through with all his Sabbath work, attending all his appointments, as follows: prayer meeting at six in the morning; then two visits to see and nray with the sick, and then three calls on penitents to encourage them ; then met a class at nme, and preached at half-past ten, and met a class after ^*">aching ; preached at half-past two p.m. and then again at half-past four ; this day's labor completely prostrated him for a few days, but his zeal in the cause of his Master prompted him to great activity, and he performed these dut* -s from choice. He delightfully enjoyed the luxury of doing good, and willingly moved in the path of duty, and his efforts continued to be as successful as they were unremitting; his youthful spirit felt the thrilling touch of a live coal from the altar, and his burning zeal was not to be sup- pressed ; his magnanimous soul was roused up to If 'iSH;; 'I 'Km m 104 SUCCE3SFITL YOUNG EVANGELIST. 1 ..,i IP'N feel the elevation and magnitude of the great work in which he was engaged ; his labors were not only abundant on Sabbath days, but constant every day, and ou the ensuing Christmas, which he said proved to be the most profitable and happy he had witnessed, he attended prayer meeting at six in the morning ; met a class at nine ; preached at half-past ten, and met a class at noon ; then went out to the " stone road church " and preached at half-past two p.m.; met the class after preach- ing, and then preached again in the evening, and "beat up" for volunteers for the kingdom of heaven, and continued the prayer meeting for some time, when many rejoiced before the Lord. No opportunity was lost or neglected by him in win- ning souls to Christ ; he usually held a class meet- ing or ]^rayer meeting after preaching, in order to *' gather up the crumbs that nothing be lost." • , After his day's labor on Christmas, he expressed his gratitude that he felt well in body and happy in spirit, and again started for Exeter, to visit hib afflicted brother George, who was evidently in a rapid decline. Ho returned to Strathroy in time wO pre;».eh on New Year's eve, with the same sue- cesb that usually attended his labors ; many rejoiced while renewing their covenant with God^, fA divine unction seemed to accompan/^ ull his [ministrations. '^^- ■- He attended several missionary anniversaries, where he deUvered appropriate and sprightly ' addresses. It was found that he exceUed many of his age in the ministry, on the platform, aa weU as in the pulpit. At this time he received a Z special request to visit the Town of IngersoU, and liold revival services in that place. if*. «V r ! , ' > ;-j -..-^ ^i ^.,.^^_ • '4 is a. r V 'I ' ' a .7-1 i 'fi i i-;, •t.::HJI: '^liv'h''' k y ■.! .if lili CHAPTER XV. s»rt« '■Lii':'i:/!"i>iu'tiiy:i. Self Abase- ' Oiieat Reyival^in Ingersoll — Letter to his Brothei ment. Just before he started for Ingersoll, he wrote in his journal as follows : — " I have been praying for a more complete preparation for the great "Vrork before me, and especially for my " trip" to Ingersoll. O Lord, I could lie in dust and ashes at Thy feet. keep me humble, with a self- sacrificing spirit, with zeal and energy in Thy work." He had fears that none of the members in In- gersoll lived in the enjoyment of holiness of heart, but that they were mostly cold professors, and that, if they were all in a low state of religion, he might expect but little aid from that direction m carrying on a revival meeting ; but he supposed there must necessarily be a sifting time to com- fiience with ; to secure success in his work he ilways as pathetically urged the members of the Cliurch to seek for holiness of heart, as he did ifiinnei's to seek for pardon. '^ According to appointment, on the 0th of Feb^ fSfify, he arrived in Ingersollj and preached the i3&£36 evening ', btit hd appeared so sensibly to feel I' REVIVAL IN INGERSOLL. J 107 his own weakness, that he complained of his lack of faith and the apathy of the people, and mourned over the cold state of the professors of religion- - their backwardness in bearing the Cross and faith- fiilly urged them to duty. But things did not long remain in that state; he proceeded in his usual way — trusting in the Lord and visiting, and praying with the people from house to house, during tne day, and then preaching to them in the evening — urging them in the most pathetic manner to turn from their sins and accept Ohristf' as their Saviour. He did not continue in ihis way long, urging professors to seek for holiness, and the profane to' seek for pardon, till the " baptism of fire '' came ;. pure light from heaven broke in upon the people': it came like a shock of divine power ; sinners wete" saved and saints rejoiced ; cold professors wet^ quickened and many obtained the blessing ctf perfect love ; while sinners trembled and sought* the Lord,, many were converted to God, and sk spirit of awakening went abroad throughout tlid w\hole town. ■ ■ -«,..». *.. .»». ^^ ;i-i.%:^ -> ;/ Tin about one week after commencing to labof in Ligersoll, he wrote to his afflicted broths, a§ follows :^^ •t,i., M I: :l\t :| § If •I i if-* i 108 '♦* i .'■ti l-r :»'! ir I SUCCESSFUL YOUNG EVANGELIST. * ** Mr Dear Bro. George, *' The -work is going on most prosperously in IngersoJl ; the people say for ten years past they have not had a revival of any account till now ; I conceive the whole difficulty has been in the low state of religion among the professors, but many of them have been fully aroused to a sense of duty and have * buckled on their armour. " When I came here I thought I wouid write you often, but as usual, I have been very busy every day — a meeting at half-past two p.m. — preach at half-past seven in the evening, and then a prayer meeting — reading my Bible and study- ing a little in the morning, and then visiting and praying with the people the rest of the day. " Last night the altar and three double pews were filled with penitents, several of whom found peace. "I should leave for my own circuit, but the official members have made a unanimous request for me to remain Another week. . . . .- « ,^ " Last evening we had a great meeting — many were saved, and the afternoon meeting was the ^■■^ best I have attended for several months; never before has my feeble labors been so abundantly owned and blessed of God — to Him be all the glory." * * * * * ♦ # ^^B.» LETTER TO HIS MOTUEB. 109 Notwithstanding his great success in the work, and his popularity among the people, he continued meek and humble as a child. > ' .« ; ^ It appears he had remained at Ingersoll the full time allotted to him for that work, and the revival progressed rapidly, sweeping all before it, like a tide of glory; sinners felt the stroag attrac- tion of the Cross of Christ; their hearts were melted into tenderness, and scores were added to the church. ■''•" '■i*'<- r- r,v Av,y ,,-,:■ ^ .'....■■vi .'... . ' In compliance with the urgent request of the people, provision was made to supply his work on his own circuit, and he remained a while longer, and the work still progressed. . ^ r. 'v On the 18th he wrote as follows : ' "Dear Mother, — The revival in Ingersoll is progressing finely. Had we a church twice as large it would be crowded. Souls are converted at every meeting, and fresh penitents are every day coming forward, seeking the Lord. ^^ <; ' «^ ** I should leave for my own circuit to-morrow, but fear I will not be able to get away. * * " My health is wonderfully good — «,ccording to my day is my strength given me. To-day is our general fast for the revival. My soul is happy in ^he work, and happy in the Lord." &c. * * "William Henry." li 1st r I f '; -1 ' I } ^i 110 SUCCESSFUL YOUNO EVANGELIST. The work of the Lord was so extended and revived that it was marvellous in the sight of the people. In referring to it, he writes in his jour- nal as follows : •'r'^? *>,.<''•* , ^fJ^-'Sn y-\^CS^i:i^ii^'%\^ " There is a most wonderful work here in pro- gress. I don't know that for years I have seen such a general awakening, and never before saw a congregation so generally affected — so serious and so attentive. Last night the congregation was so great that we were compelled to take part of them into the basement, and hold a meeting, there, while the meeting was held in the body of the church. Many cried for mercy, and found peace. Saints on earth, and angels in heaven rejoiced." ■>:->->'. i^r\ .-^y -j.-^-^'^ .., ,..■,:.,:.•>.•:;,!.■../';. Having labored in Ligersoll three or four weeks with great success, and witnessed the conversion of scores, he returned to his own circuit, and was most cordially hailed by his people in Straihroy. Notwithstanding the great success that attended his labors, still he often felt abased and greatly humbled, on account of his own frailty, and said : — '*The more I see my own unworthiness and uselessness, the more I am humbled as in the dust; and when 1 read of Wesley, Fletcher, Bramwell, and others, 1 have need to cry, " Lord, doal ,in|^T cifiiUy with Thy unprofitable servant." , - '■fjj-ilf DOES ALL HE CAN. Ill "How their labors shame mine— preachin three or four times ahnost every day-incessant traveUing-~exposed to violence and iU treatment from wicked men. When I think of aU this, and then consider my almost useless life, I wonder that I am permitted to bear the " ark of the lord." However, I do not believe God requires of me what I cannot perform ; so that if I do aU I can, St. J*aul could have done no more." It seems he was resolved to do as weU as he could, and those who do as weU a^ they can, do weU enough. I ,'.'•'■■4' . V 1 , * • t 1 < ■ ';■*',■. ' ^ ' ' t ,-.''V'.i * , » ■ , ■ ■ ( / ■» *'" f' -* » !.'•,' ' V _.. ' L ?.: / . <•-, 1 '*' t )" i I i. ,.,, ' ■'>"•..'■ :♦., , .7 ;^ ^ * • , i, ■ '- ', 1 ''\\* ( ■'. J". '■''?i -f *i ■ 1* • . , i'' V. ' ■ ~ ' ■ .'*v: : .r ,." .' • • -r^'V • ••'^* » i 1 ,' I w » -. ,j 112 SUCCESSFUL YOUNO EVANGEUST. ^'i I ■I J 1 1 'I 1 i i.i CHAPTER XVI. Effect Produced by Singing — Work progresses— Reference to tno Life of Stoner — Helf Examination — Sermon in the Chamber of a Dying Brother — Partial Failure when Preaching before District M< eting. , Now, ON again resuming his labors in Strathroy, a divine unction still attended his efforts. On Sunday evening he preached on the subject of "Naaman, the leper," and at the close of his ser- mon the altar was crowded with penitents and professors, seeking for holiness ; and the power of God was felt among the people in a wonderful manner. Many were made happy in the Lord. He said he thought " the angels must have had a good time, rejoicing in heaven, that evening ; for if *.hey rejoice over one sinner that repenteth, what must have been their joy when so many, at one meeting, repented and turned to the Lord !" One man rose up in the congregation and said, the hymns he heard sung in the meeting, the night before, had been ringing in his ears ever since ; that in the night he awoke and found himself singing the hymn — "Turn to the Lord, and seek salvation," &c. And, that hymn had been running through his head all dav. and now he intended to turn hia DESIRES CHRISTIAN PERFECTION. 113 said, Qight iself rough rn Ifiis couise of life, seek the Lord, and strive for heaven. Another professed to have found peace while on his way, as he came near the meeting, and now rejoiced in a Saviour's love. In this way the work continued to extend and revive. Sinners were awakened, and souls converted to God where- ever he went. In referring to one neighborhood that had been remarkable for the hardness of the people, and inattention to religion, he exclaimed, " What a change* in this neighborhood, in such a short time I To God be all the glory. My soul rests upon Christ with a calm, abiding confidence. O how sweet to thus live in Christ, and know He lives in the soul. In every sense of the word, as far as possible, I wish to be a perfect Christian. I want much humility ; this grace wonderfully qualifies a minister for usefulness, and I feel so much the need of it. O for a complete losing of myself in Christ." i^^^ .. i»i*..^,.>vK .j.i' .. ,. ^r i He evidently had an ardent desire not only to be eminently useful, but to attain to the highest possible state of Christian perfection. •v'rK'*'n;%H . The severity of a Canadian winter having passed, he wrote in his journal ag follows : — " Nature presents her loveliest smile this mom- li I' i \m V. hi " h 114 SUCCESSFUL YOUNG KVANQELIST. W p/ '"< 111 i' m Ml iiit'r i ing, and speaks of spring's ai)proacli. My soul drinks in of the samo spirit and rejoices in God my Saviour. Yesterday was another high day in Zion. There appears to bo a spirit of geaeral awakening ah over the circuit. This niornin;; we had several penitents forward, seeking the Lord» at our class-meeting after preaching. And in the afternoon twenty others came forward ; and at our evening mec ' ing the Spirit of God descended upon us in a most pow^erful manner. Many soul? were converted, and saints rejoiced. " After meeting, Bro. B said his wife was in despair, and wished me to go and see her. I found her in a bad state of mind. She had been under deep conviction, and had not acknowledged it, but resisted the Spirit, and now felt forsaken, and said God had left her to herself She ap* peared greatly distressed in mind, and could liud no relief in prayer." ., .,,;....,! ;vv;'i^? It was his delight to present the cup of salva- tion to the parched lips of distressed sin-sick souls. He drew her attention to the broad invitations and heart-cheering promises presented in the Gos- pel, and then urged her claims for mercy at the throne of grace ; and she found great relief to her burdened heart, even in trying to believe in Christ. "" —'—'— -, ■ -^-f- ■.-.- ■- -,^i..^.... .>;:..^. -.~::^---'... .^...-.I ..p._.:^: stoner's views, rr? " 115 oul? •t't IsaWa- aouls. [ationtJ lo Gos- at the Itoher yye in In reading the life of Stoner,he said it appeared he had mourned more than lie nad rejoiced, and had written many bitter things against himself on account of his irailty, and natural weaknesH, which he thought was cauf*ed by some peculiarity in the constitution of his mind. In Mr. Stoner's experience, compared with his own, he observed a difference, in reference to which he said : — • » • ,. ., , " Mr. Stoner seemed to feel condemned on account of his coldness and lack of energy in preaching, but I frequently mourn over my exces- sive erergy in preaching, as though what I lack in matter I make up in noise." % But while he observed this difference in their experience, he adds, — " Bi^t Mr Stoner's views on Christian peifection are rather exalted. It almost staggers me about the enjoyment of it myself. But I know I have consecrated all upon the altar, and God accepts it. The evidence of it I even now enjoy. But there are still many things in my character I wish were otherwise. I would be more meek and child-like. O Lord, humble my" poor heart, and give me freedom from the pow=er of sin and pride." -iis 4*1^ Daring the winter he had been engaged in ■I : 116 SUCCESSFUL YOUNG EVANGELIST. holding revival meetings in different parts of his own circuit, and by special request three or foui weeks in IngersoU; besides attending several missionar}' anniversaries and constantly visiting families every day wherever he went, so that he had not been able to attend to certain rules he had markod out to observe for the improvement of his mind and advancement in religion ; but in April h:''-' ^ A heavenly influence rested down upon all pre- sent, and he subsequently stated that he never Defore had so much difficulty in governing his ii ' - m 118 SUCCESSFUL YOUNG EVANGELIST. jfvl feelings as on that occasion. His dear brother l^ing just before him, and lingering upon the verge of the tomb, and friends that surround him weep- ing in prospect of the bitter pang of separation from their dear friend, that was soon to wring their hearts with sorrow ; but the occasion was well improved while they mournfully rejoiced to- gether in prospect of all soon meeting in the realm of immortality on the other side of Jordan, there to walk the golden street of the new Jeru- salem, and for ever be with the Lord. / Brief Review of Past Year's Labor — Appointed to Ingersoll Circuit. l^':^. On taking a retrospective view of the past year, he found much to humble him and much to fill him with gratitude to God ; he had been gen- erally blessed with good health during the year and much spiritual enjoyment ; many kind and warm hearted friends ; and great peace and com- fort of mind in regard to his duty in the great work in which he was engaged ; and above all, the great success in seeing so many souls saved. During the Conference year (which was his second year in the ministry) he had held many revival meetings within the bounds of his own circuit, and one in the town of Ingersoll under the superintendence of the Rev. L. Warner, whose efficient labors aided much in carrying on the revival, where his eflforts were crowned with great success. During the meeting he attended in that place, about eighty souls were hopefully converted to God and added to the church, besides a general work of sanctification among the professors of religion, and a spirit of awakening that spread throughout almost every part oi the circuit. 1:1 P. I 120 SUCCESSFUL YOUNG EVANGELIST. On the Strathrt y circuit, to which he had been appointed, a spirit of revival had spread through every neighborhood, and upwards of one hundred and fifty were saved and united to the churchy making a total of about two hundred and thirty conversions he and his colleagues had witnessed that. year. In referring to this prosperity in the cause of God, he states that the Lord had honored him in allowing him to be present where this great work was going on; then he exclaimed : "0 what an honor ! how exalted am I ! Truly the year has been laden with blessings ; I am lost in amazement — my own deeds are not worthy of being mentioned." * * * God has enabled me by his grace to labor a little for Him ; a record of this I have kept, that on reviewing it I may guard against slothfulness in His cause ; but I am humbled in the dust and ashes, and ashamed when I compare my feeble labors with the labors of some other men in the good cause. " I have been, by God's assistance, enabled to ride on horseback over two thousand miles, and about one thousand by other conveyance ; I have been permitted to stand before the people to preach and exhort sinners to come to Christ, two hundred and forty times — averaging nearly five ¥^Z' t y i i to md Lve to FEELS HIMSELF UNPROFITABLE. 121 sermons a- week. I have made about six hundred pastoral visits, conducted one hundred and forty prayer meetings, and led about one hundred class meetings. " Sometimes, when I consider this alone, I am apt to think I have, by grace, done some little in the cause of my Master, but when I remember my short comings, and think of the labors of Wesley, Coke, Clarke, Benson, Stoner, Somerfield, and others, I am ready to fall in the dust, and reproach myself for being so unprofitable. Owhat an account I must render to God for all my feeble labors ; some have been hurried over in a dull and lifeless manner, and in too many instances how cold have been my exhortations and advice, and how faithless my prayers ! Sometimes my visits have lacked that fervor of piety that I could wish. My conversation has not been the most profitable at all times — not as become th the Gospel of Christ. My * speech has not always been with grace sea- soned with salt.' And when I remember that I should be an example to others in my walk and conversation, I have great cause for deep humilia- tion, abasement, and confession before God, for my short comings and unfaithfulness. I have allowed too many moments to go to waste — if not in idle- ness, in misspent time. t '■ '^lif*** . im I m 122 SUCCESSFUL TOUNa EVANGELIST. ill 1 > ', t'-*^ h' H I* I .4 m ' m LS hi Ji;r "I have made some progress in religion, but not what I might have done. My private devo- tions have not always been characterized by ear- nestness, such as I shouM feel when under such heavy responsibilities. I have tried not to con- nive with the world, but I fear there may have been a little pride even in daring to he fearless in trying to do good ; for there may be pride even in humility. " My poor wicked heart has been a great bur- den to me, and still how many temptations I have. I wonder, at times, if I am really in the enjoyment of perfect love. Pride creeps in, but I trust it no sooner shows its head than it is expelled. O Lord, Thou knowest my heart, I can earnestly appeal to Thee as its searcher. I hang upon Thy word." ♦ * » ♦ Such were the exercises of his mind, constantly striving to imitate his Saviour in all his imita- ble perfections. At the Conference, held in London, in June, 1865, he attended a few days, but his brother (young Dr. Winans,) was at that time sinking into the arms of death, (and did depart this Iif# in great peace on the 14th day of that month,) whttsn event called him to Exeter before the Con- ference closed. ■iiii , but levo- ■ ear- such con- have 5SS in even bur- )ns I a the , but it is I can hang antly mita- June, Dther iking this mth,) Con- ^ RETURNS TO INGERSOLL CIRCUIT. 123 At this Conference he was appointed to the IngersoU Circuit, as the second preacher, and colleague of the Eev. L. Warner, Chairman of the London District. ^ The friends in IngersoU had not forgotten the success that had attended his labors the previous winter, in that place, and hailed his appointment as an indication of another great revival amongst them. He entered upon his work on that Circuit with much trembling, but with a full assurance and trust in the Lord, tJiat He would revive His own work during the year on which he had just entered. Ard such proved to be the case. In- deed indications of spiritual prosperity appeared to follow him wherever he went. , Having returned from the new-made grave of his dear brother George, his mind was much affected, on account of the unconverted state of his only remaining brother, Wilbur, who was but young, and had always maintained a strictly moral character, was kind and obedient to his bereaved parents, but had not entirely given his heart, to God, and made no pretensions to experimental religion. William Henry, as well as his patrents, had often urged him to " remember his Creator in the days of his youth," but still he i|::'; k !•:!.: •nil' I i'l; If! I ^■.■■ly. 12ii SUCCESSFUL YOUNQ EVANGELIST. I > Ik M In. •3 I -I m - ' '4 ' ' hi contiimed to delay entering heartily into tho work of seeking salvation. ' "* His anxiety for his brother's conversion may be seen from his kind letter, written soon after he commenced his labors on the TngersoU Circuit, which reads as follows : — ;-?*;>(.!: « i (Ki..^ :> .i. « Ingersoll, July 18, 1865. "My Dear Bro. Wilbur,— Although some- what tired, for I have been writing constantly for four hours, I now improve the time, by writing you this letter. I often think of you, and wonder how you are getting on. I not only think of you, but I pray every day for you. I pray to the Lord to convert you, and make you a good, pious boy. How I would rejoice, my dear brother, to hear of your turning to the Lord. I was just about your age when I renewed my covenant with God, and commenced in good earnest to be a Christian, and I have never reoretted it. I feel more anxious about you than ever, since dear George has gone. I often think how much good you might do — how much help and comfort you might be to our dear parents, or how much trouble you may make them. To a certain extent, you are to take George's place ; soon they will look upon you as they did upon George. He would never have been what si") \'i\ LETTER TO HIS BROTHER WILBUR. 126 . he was, had he not given his lieart to God iu youth. No matter what he might have possessed, he would never have been so useful or so much esteemed and respected, and so much comforted in afflictions, and so happy in death, had he not in early life given his heart to God. -.--^^ ^.-r-.-. " I wish you could be with me on some Satur- day evening. You would find some fifty or sixty girls and boys — young men and women — in a young peoples' prayer-meeting. We n)eet and pray for each other, and for our friends. I am , sure you wouM enjoy it. Each one asks the rest to pray for some unconverted friend. Some have sisters, others have brothers, and others pareirts unconverted. Well, I put in a request. For whom do you think it was ? I told them I had a brother and sister in heaven, and all the rest ot our family, except one brother — my only brother, . were converted. I desired them to pmy for his conversion. Now, tell me, ^ ilbur, will you not pray for this also ? I know you may have a great . deal to do, and many things to trouble and vex you, but pray to God to help you to be p^od. O I am so anxious that you should be a good Chris- tian. Do try and be a pomfort to our dear parents You can be a great blessing to them; or, if you ■ ; I L ! II :i';^ ! m 126 8UCCESSPTTL YOUNO EVANGELIST. should turn out to be a bad, wicked boy, yon would prove a curse to them ; but, I believe you never will be that. " Try and meet our dear brother George and little sister Ida in heaven ; you know we all must die, my dear brother Wilbur bo ready. * * ♦ " Your affectionate brother. "William." -'' N ti^^C'i''^ ' •»• .i^W .':■ '^- .il'i'^^- *,# «' :'-i,l'''^4'¥i0fi(i^'^ • /t .. :.?iri^«::»<. ^^f^^ 4)>r " :^ . ,'!£;;•■ , rni-,fm^- K^rv-> • ^.J.. _ ■'i 'k- ■;!'?#'*;■;' "r w. r-'f^' ;.^ ■/ ^ ,.:.- . i''v.^^ -fV r:i^ \'^'' -Virr'f^w i.;^'"'^- :00^F HIS UNTIRING PERSEVERANCE^ 127 m (■■»»» . '• *iii '* 1 lit.' CHAPTER XVII f. PtTBCTefance almost Omnipotent—Extract of a Letv«r to Parents— Knowledge of God's Favor— A Field MMtiag— Attended " Fairs" — A Proclamation Delivn^. Soon after he resumed his labors on the In- gersoll Circuit he commenced a revival meeting at Mount Elgin, one of his appointments remote from the town. At first many discouragements .-sppeared in the way; during the first few days after commencing the meeting, the people con- tinued very indifferent about salvation ; but, as in all other instances, when engaged in a good cause, perseverance is almost omnipotent ; so in this case, he persevered in the use of the means — visiting and praying with all the families indiscriminately in the whole vicinity, and inviting the people to the meeting and preaching to them every evening, and then he would continue to pray, hope, wait for, and expect the power of God to accomplish the work; soon it came like an overwhelming torrent sweeping .all before it — sinners cried for mercy and professors were quickened, And. many rejoiced in God their Saviour. We may -form some idea of the state of "the work from the following letter written to his Y\ I .1. .128 SUCCESSFUL YOUNO EVANGELIST. 4-1 1 ^ parents aVthat time, and although he then enjoyed excellent health, it appears from his letter he had a presentiment that he would soon be with his departed brother in heaven : " My Dear Parents : * ♦ * Our meeting at Mount Elgin took a start last Sabbath evening, and since then it has been going on in great power. I am led to stand and look on in amazment and declare ' It is the Lord's work and marvellous in our eyes.' As near as we can judge about forty have experienced religion, and over thirty seekers are still looking for saving grace ; Bro. "Warner is away to Brockville, and I have jnany calls on every hand ; my health is excellent, I feel some- times almost overwhelmed when I think of the goodness of the Lord; I find myself growing stronger every day, and sometimes think I am not doing enough to insure health, if by laboring for the Lord it can be had ; then, I remember the laws of Nature^ and try to keep as near right a^ possible/' * * * ^ '^ . "1 think I dreath, on an average, four nights in the week of dear George ; it acts as a monitor to retouch my memory, that I am mortal and will soon be with him." ♦ • * ♦ His zeal in thtj ministry seems not to have 74. FIFTY CONVERTED. 129 ing not for the ive abated^ and his success in the work continued to increase ; a day or two after writing to his parents, in a letter to Rev. Mr. Holmes, he states, " Our meeting is still progressing favorably, about fifty have been converted up to this date — to God be all the glory." .« -^r^* ^ . ? - -^^^-r On the 8th of August he wrote in his Journal, as follow^ ^ - - ;u n "Yesterday I visited twelve families, but with- out much spiritual profit to myself; my private devotions are not so ardent as they should be ; my faith is not as strong as it was, can it be I am losing ground ? Lord save me from coldness or a lukewarm ^ate." -^^ t^^ . It appears he was never satisfied unless making proficiency in the divine life. A christian should never be satisfied with present attainments ; those who think they have grace enough have none at all. When he felt the least indication that his heart was growing cold, he at once renewed h's efforts, and looking to Christ would never rost ^vithout the fire glowing upon the altar of his licart. -' On the 14th he again writes : " Yesterday was a precious day to my soul, I had much liberty in preaching, especially in town in the evening. / ' f M PI ilii J ' p-. ri i^ h ii SK I B ^ 130 SUCCESSFUL YOUNG EVANGELIST. The Lord greatly blessed me while engaged in the opening prayer ; I preached much too long ; it seemed as though I could not cease, my heart was so fuU; may the Lord bless the wora, though offered in much weakness ; this morning, in my private devotions, the Lord wonderfully blessed me ; my way is much brighter than formerly, yet still I am so unfruitful ! But I knmv I am in Christ and He in me. Yes, all in Christ ! All through Christ. All — all with Christ ; He is my All!" Ho then exclaimed in the words of the poet : * . - " When all thy mercies, O my God, . ' My rising soul surveys, » f Transported with the view, I'm lost In wonder, love, and praise." ■tAMii-l .,fi_ The next Sabbath he preached twice in Inger- soll and once in West Oxford; three penitents came forward seeking the Lord. , In the latter part of August, by special request, he attended a field meeting on the London Circ xit ; he said during the Saturday evening and Sabbath morning he felt very much the need of an increase of faith, and that the way appeared dark before him ; but before preaching light began to break into his mind, and he felt encouraged to go forth in the strength of the Lord. In the morning he ■. .:^'- FIELD MEEFING IN LONDO!T ClRCtJIT. 131 preached from "Awake, awake, put on thy strength, Zion." The weather was fine, and the multitude hung with breatliless attention upon his hps. He then invited all to meet him in the church, to hold a prayer-meeting, preparatory to the afternoon service. At two p. m. he preached on " Wiiat must I do to be saved ?" It was sup- posed that about a thousand people were present, and great power accompanied the word. At the close, ten penitents requested the prayers of the people. Their cry was, " What must I do to be saved?" He preached again in the evening. His text was, " I beseech you therefore, brethren," &c. A general prayer-meeting was held after the preaching, and many found it good to wait on the He was also faithful in discharging his duty to the sick. He delighted in presenting the cup of salvation to the parched lips of the afflicted. And that he might be better prepared for the discharge of this duty, he felt the need of a closer walk with God, and exclaimed, " I must pray more. I see fihis clearly. I must live every day nearer to God. I must enjoy more hoUness of heart. I sometimes feel a sluggishness of soul, even when, engaged in the work of the Lord, and ask myself fi: 132 succksski:l yocno evangelist. \ ^l w the question, do I reaUy enjoy entire hobneps of heart ? Can a minister engaged in the work of saving souls feel lazy, stupid, and be useless ? And then I look at myself, and at my feeble labors, and what are they ? And what am I ? I am too much like Ephraim, who mixed himself among the people, 'like a cake not turned.'" ^) «"^'- He then prayed most fervently that the Loi^d would sweep through his soul, and destroy every thing that was not of His right hand planting. On the 27th of October he writes, — " Last night the Lord revealed Himself to us in great power, and gave me much liberty in preaching on the subject of repentance. At the close six persons presented themselves as seekers. The woik ^vas general throughout the congregation, many wept iloud in distress ; their sins proved a burden, and they desired salvation. To God be all the glory." How true it is, that those who enjoy but little grace desire but little, or none at all, and those who enjoy much ardently desire much more ; and those who profess to have enough have none at all. So it was with him ; he enioyed much, and was "enabled to drink deep of the cup of salvation, which incrersed his desire for more. His enlR,hyed ''desire was to bask in the suu.^hine of perfect love. PERFECT LOVE — REVIVALS. 133 and dwell in God ; and on this subject he oflen preached. The next day he wrote as follows : " This has been a good day in every respect. I never preach on the subject of " perfect love" but the Lord wonderfully blesses me. Twice this day I have (in weakness) urged for full salvation, and my poor soul rejoices in the Lord as a Saviour from all sin." He said he could see he had lost many blessings by not proclaiming more fre- quently the doctrine of " perfect love." Again he writes on the 13th, — " Our meetings progress finely. Our congregations crowd the house, and among the converted are many cases „,deeply interesting, and this has been to me another day of wonder," ,i He appears to have been quite surprised at the extent of the work; the showers of grace descended BO copiouidy, that it was marvellous in the sight of the people. 17% Some people pray for a revival, and if it come,. "ia^they are frightened, fearing it may be accompanied - Vwith " wild fire." They are ready to flee from it, or become so indolent, superstitious, or fearful to use the means necessary to fan up the flame, that the fire soon becomes extinct. But his efforts w ** ■• ' 134 SUCCESSFUL YOUNG EVANGELIST. *' m\ m ' m < "were to keep the fire constantly glowing; not only in the use of the ordinary means, but extra- ordinary means were used whenever in his power. He said he often felt impressed with the duly of preaching to the people in the streets, and v/hen an opportunity was presented, through timidity, he had shrunk from duoy, and felt condemned for his backwardness, and promised the Lord, by Hia grace, to dischargv^ his duty in future, if an oppor- tunity were again presented. And, on hearing of a Fair that was to be held in Tilsonburg, he saw his path of duty plainly before him, and the next day attended. On his arrival he found a large concourse of people assembled to see a person per- form on a rope' stretched across the street, from one building to anotlier. He took his position tinder the rope. Some kind friends assisted him in singing the hymn commencing — : -nr" :-^ «« liock of Ages, cleft for me, 40iH# ^ : s r.j I Let me hiilo myself iu thee ; rs. i .' - -a Lt^t the water and th" l/iood, From thy wounleil Ji hi which flow'd, i >ti Bo of sin the double cure, ; r :' t.\ Save from wrath, and make me pure." And, just as they sung tl^e last verse, the per- former appeared upon the rope. All was still till the performance was over, and then the young nro.fl/'.hftr at once announced hi«i text, " Believe on .H PREACHES AT A FAIR IN DORCHESTER. 13 of ;f ■ • [er- ItiU on the Lord Jesus Christ and thou shalt be saved." He had great liberty in preaching, and many listened to the word of life with great attention. The spirit of the Lord accompanied the word, and many were melted to tears. After preaching, he distributed religious tracts, which were thankfully received by many. On retundng hqme, he stated that he felt conscious he had discharged his duty. A few days after this, on hearing of another Fair, to be held in Dorchestar, about sixteen miles oft', he resolved to attend ; and stated that the more he prayed about it the more he felt it his duty to, go. On his way, a suitable text was sug- gested to his mind ; and on his arrival he found himself among strangers. As in the other case, a person was preparing to walk on a rope stretched across from a store, to a building on the opposite side of the street. He went to the " rope walker" and obtained his per- mission to address the multitude, before he per- formed upon the rope, and then shouted forth that he had a proclamation to pro61aim for the King of glory, and imij^ediately announced his text. One man shouted out that he ought to be shot. Others, of the baser sort, criea out, " Shoot him, shoot him ;" but he, firm to his purpose. 1S6 SUCCESSFUL YOUNG EVANGELIST. I" calmly continued to MTge upon the people their duty to turn to the Lord wit^i full purpose of heart. At first there was an effort to make trou-^' ble, and disturb the people, but soon all were quiet, and attentively listened to the word of life. Befor J he concluded his sermon, the " rope walker" apjjeared at the end of the rope, an J kindly seated himself till the proclamation was delivered, and made an announcement for preach- ing there again in the afternooi). ,^,„,. c At half-past three in the afternoon, he took his stand in his own gig, and began to sing " the Eden of love," and a very large crowd of people were soon gathered around him, when lit announced his text, " Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved." The people listened with great attention. But a miserable sinner drove his waggon up to the outer circle of the assembly, with beer, cider, &;c., and shouted aloud over his " bad drink." This did not disconcert him in the least. He continued to proclaim salvation to the people. 11 e»had great liberty in preaching, and many were deeply affected. Thus it was that he embraced every opportunity to win souls to Christ. '\\i->t r- '•■,rn?>'' ft PROSPERITY OF THE WORK.' '< 137 :.rf4 ,.L n CHAPTER XIX. r»iiij(Vqff .|i;fcJi*A*t: X iVWl l*re8p«rity of th« Work— Illness— -Resumes his Ijabor — Special Blessings Priyed For — (Jliristrais Day's Labor — Declining Health— Extract of a Letter to Ilev. Mr. Holnies. In JiovEMBER, he wfitesi, in reference to a revival meeting, he had some time before com- menced at Mount El^,^uh'v^ He recorded the case of some families he had visited during the meeting, who did not attend any place of worship ; but, after visiting and praying with them, they were induced to attend the meeting, sought the Lord, and obtained pardm and peace, ;i , * v ; . But, before this meeting was finally closed, he was taken very ill, and was conveyed to the ppr^ 8onag'3 at IngersoU, where he remained a few days, and received the kindest attention from the Rev. Mr. and Mrs. Warner, but, as soon as he was able, lie returned to his paternal home, in Exeter, and, under the skilful treatment of his father, hia health was soon a little improved ; and, though threatened with a rapid decline, he appeared ex- treoiely anxious to return to his work. His heart 138 SUCCESSFUL YOUNG EVANGELIST. 1 1 overflowed with the love of God, and he exclaimed that, on examining his own heart he found nothing contrary to love, and that ho enjoyed great peace with God. After remaining at his father's house awhile to recruit his wasted strength, he again returned to his circuit, to witness the close of the revival meeting at Mount Elgin, and during that week attended the funerals of three persons, all of whom died happy in the Lord, and had been brought to God through his instrumentality. The appoint- ment at this place, as well as on every other part of the circuit, had been well attended to by his respected superintendent, during his absence from the field ; and nov/, feeble as he was, he resumed his work on the circuit with great energy, and in closing up the revival meeting at Blount Elgin, he rejoiced to find that more than eighty souls had been converted, and brought to the "" fold." On hrablath he preached to the young people, and had g^reat liberty, and was wonderfully blessed. But, late that evening, he was taken very ill, and though he suffered much, he said, his ' min i was stayed on Christ, and that he had sweet commu- nion with God, and that he felt drawn out to pray for some speciaL blessings, wJiich he- £numerated as follows : — PRAYS FOR SPPX'UL BLESSINGS. 139 in gin, " 1. More humility. 2. More power in preaching. 3. For more vital godliness in the church throughout the circuit. 4. For the conversion of ray brother Wilbur. b. Wisdom to direct me in visiting, and especi- ally two infidels on my mind. t *' .^ 6. More knowledge of God's Word, and of His will concerning me. 7. Strength of body, (if it be the Lord's will,) that I niiiy labor on, and olfer all my works to Him." )i 'M . For a few days his health appeared to be a little improved, and on Christmas day he made this entry in his journal : — " The past year has been crowned with many rich blessings, and my life with loving kindness. * What shall I render unto the Lord for all his benefits.' Another Christmas has come, and my health, for a few days past, considerably improved. Yesterday was a high day to my soul ; especially in the afternoon, while preaching a dedicatory sermon, at Putnan:sville. Ms soul was greatly blessed. It was a feast of fat things. In the evening 1 had great hberty in preaching at Inger- soU ; and at the prayer-meeting penitents came 140 SUCCESSFUL YOUNG El'ANOELIST i^ forward, pleading for mercy, and others that I spoke to, as I paesed through the congregation, were deeply affected." On Christmas; day ho seems to have indulged a hope that his health would he restored. It was considerably improved, and though ho appeared to feel pretty well, his friends could see he was failing. His zeal carried him much beyond his bodily strength. Hi.s physical frame was evi- dently giving way, Init he continued to visit and preach with unabated zeal. It wa.s more than his meat and drink to labor for the salvation of souls. Ho made an extra effoi-t, and again visited and preached to his friends at Mount Elgin, where his example and labors will be long remembered. In IngersoU his last sermon was like thu bolts thrown among the people, and his words seemed as if coined in the heart of an angel, and rolled from the mouth of Gabriel's trumpet. The whole congregation were moved to tears, and rocked as by an earthqu-ike. Ii appeared to many as if they were in the suburbs of heaven, for the Lord ; of hosts was present, and caused a letting down of glory in their midst. It was the last sermon he ever preached, and some who hoard bim 't thought it was the best. '. r^ i ', I-- * LETTER TO RET. Mil. HOLMES. "^ 141 ■ ,^ } ..^- ^ "f .. . ..J- ... ^ „ . He was fio reduced in Htrength, and with every BymptomH of a rapid decline, that ho woh obliged to return again to his father's house. His ex- treme anxiety to continue in the work, caused him to i*eturn again to Ingersoll on the Gth of January, although unable to perform any work. . His state of health, hope of recovery, and the exercise of his mind, may be inferred from his letter to the Rev. Mr. Holmes, written at that time. " Ingersoll Parsonage, ''»; \\mi\ Jan, Gth, 1866. "My Dear Bro. Holmes. — I have just read your*s of last month, and 1 sten to reply. No doubt, before this, you have heard, through Bro. Barber, of my loss of health, and that I had returned to Exeter. I left there this morning, and am now at this place. * * m m " I have just returned from Dr.^pringer*s office. He gives it as his opinion that tube^ 3s are already formed in my left lung. My father gave the same opinion before I left home. My unfa- vorable symptoms are — bad cough, pain in the left side, fever and chills, red tongue, loss of appe- tite, dreadful night-sweats, &;c. My favorable ones are — pretty good constitution, stomach in 142 SUCCESSrUL YOUNG EVANGELIST. Ih h: m It!': i^ good order, and good spirits. I still think T may recover, but I have decided to quit work. I am obliged to do so. I can't speak without coughing. Bro. "Warner has written to the college for a supply. It is doubtful if I ^vill be able to do any work before Conference, if ever." # * * The next entry made in his journal is dated, " Exeter, Sabbath evening, January 28th, 1866.'! it reads as follows : — ^^ ...,.,^ . v -. ;? i,. ' " A. few weeks sometime.s make great changes. Since the last entry in my joTirnal I have been under the doctor's care, for disease of the lungs. I have been ver}'^ much reduced, and am still very feeble. But I have been at home, and had the kindest attention and care, and the best of treatment. u.. ^.-, ^i:^/ ..,?.:>,■?.: '^.xj^MmA:^,-: " At times I have thought perhaps my race is run, and my work done. Well, I am the Lord's, and he can dispose of me as he sees fit. Lord, prune me, or use me, as seemeth good in Thy sight. " I bless the Lord for the sweet communion I enjoy with Him. Thy mercies to me are great. Lo 1, save me from ingratitude and irrita- " I find my style of speaking and living is not as meek, humble, or kind, as I desire. My cough Si RESOLUTION OF SYMPATHY. 143 causes me to speak sometimes hastily and harshly. I need to be very watchful. My mode of doing things has greatly changed from what it was, when I was well and moving about. I feel dis- satisfied with myself since my confinement. I have not made that advancement in divine know- ledge that I should. I must read the word of God more prayerfully. I am ashamed of my ignorance." " " *..'.-■■' Being unable to preach, and confined to his room, the people in his Circuit deeply regretted the loss of his efficient and successful labors among them, and on the 29th of January conveyed to him a copy of the following resolution of their Quarterly Board : ^ ^,,,, .:..^.^^.,^:.,.,:^^ :,..., " That we improve the present meeting of the Quarterly Board to express our deep regret for the afflictions by which we are deprived of the efficient and faithful labors of Brother Winans, and that we would convey to him this expression of our sympathy and assurance of earnest prayer to God, that the consolations of divine grace mav support liim in the hour of affliction." The above resolutio.i of the Quarterly Board of the Ingersoll Circuit was accompanied by an aiTectionatc let ' i.':'^' Mr. Bowes, the Reconling ill li 144 SUCCESSFUL YOUNG EVANGELIST. ■. V- m I'S?!] m W 'I Steward, expressing their high appreciation of his virtues and successful labors on that Circuit, ^uch expressions of confidence and cordial affections from the people among whom he labored, did not fail ti> afford him many drops of cordial in bis cup of affliction. . :^i>. i j iCi .^-. ..^i isfc ..^r v In a few days after this he received a kind letter of condolence, signed by twenty-five persons at Mount Elgin, most of whom had been brought into the " fold of Christ " through his instrumen- tality, conveying to him a substantial token of christian regard and sympathy in his afflictions. Also, he received from friends in Strathroy, lettiers of condolence containing practical tokens of confidence, sympathy and tender regard. His friends could only pray for him, and seid to him tokens of their continued liberality and expressions of christian love. These repeated expressions of of supreme and deathless aftection, were gratefully received and acknowledged by him. Friends might aid in soothing his path, and add to his comfort by manifestations of that celestial affinity, that unites the hearts of saints on earth, but all this could not prevent the world receding from his view — he was on the king's highway to glory, and was soon to enter into rest. GONFINM) to HIS BOOM. nt tends his lity, [t all Ifrom tlory, CHAPTER XX. "^'''^^'I^^''^^^^^ Confined to his Room— Tokens of Christian Affection— AfiEU^tions Messengers of Mercy^Confidence in Christ — Last Moments^— Closing Seen©— Churches draped in Mourning. ,|.^,«^^ j,^^.. His MrNiSTERiAL career was limited, bnt his piety was deep and constant ; he evidently lived near the Cross, and when in health a most power- ful preacher, not cold or prosy, but inteUectually and energetically he labored for the conversion of sinners; in every sermon that he preached he hoped for seals to his ministry. '' ■"' -^ ■ ■ By his deep and unaffected piety and faithful ministrations, he left a hallowing influence where ever he went, and by his meekness and sweet spirit, he endeared himself not only to the mem- bers of his own congregation, but to christians of every denomination. The high p^teem in which he was held by all who knew him never appeared to move him, but he continued as artless and humble as a child while in health, but complained of himself for want of meekness when confined to his room with extreme illness and debility. During his illness he would sometimes enter- tain a hope that soon he would be able to again stand upon the walls of Zion; but the wise dis- 1^6 SUCCESSFUL YOUNG EVANGELtST. poser of events ordered it otherwise. During the few weeks he lingered under a rapid consumption confined to his room, and much of the time not able to sit up, he never failed to comfort and encourage his friends, and affectionately recom- mended all who visited him to seek and serve the Lord. •- -» .>,,.,,:,.,., *(. ' In him was fully exeraplied the following lines, which he had often sung : n:^ HI /^^^:'i:* Happy if with my last brearth, I may but gasp his Name 1 Preach Him to all, and cry in death, Behold, behold tho Lamb ! " [V He continued to receive tokens of tender re^rds from the numerous circle of friends who sympa- thised in his afflictions; a few days before his curtain in life dripped, he received a kind letter from the Rev. W. J. Hunter, enclosing to him a resolution adopted by the London District Meet- ing, expressing deep sympathy in his afflictions. These tokens of friendship were highly appre- ciated by him, but the kindness and sympathy ol his friends could not prolong his stay on earth when his Master called him. m He never complained of his afflictions, but looked upon them as messengers of mei"cy, to hurry him to the better world. When he looked i. t TRIUMPHS OVER THE FEAR OF DEATH. 147 but to )ked to the shore of immortality he trembled not ; the thought of death had no terror. All fear of death was removed. He had taken upon him the armor by which saints and martyrs overcome the world. He was enabled to triumph over pain and death. Every wave of affliction only wafted him nearer the shore of immortality, and his home in heaven. 'v.,*a&4*irii^. On one occasion he said, " I shall soon be with Jesus, and see my brother George." A few hours before he died, when asked if he suffered any pain, he replied, " no, no. 1 feel comfortable in soul and body." And, when asked by his mother if his hope and confidence in Christ still remained as firm as ever ; though so weak that he could scarcely articulate a word, he replied with emphasis — " Yes, yes, just the same ; tell the people for me." He wished to tell of the bound- less love of God, but was too weak to give utter- ance to his feelings of joy and comfort in prospect of soon entering into the " rest that remaineth for the people of God." His physical energies were nearly exhausted, and he ha»i no power to exult in the raptures of joy that burst upon him as the world receded from his view, and he neared the hills of immortality. But these raptures were iiki 148 SUCCESSFUL YOUNO EVA^tGELIST. I!; ': I ' ; superseded by a sweet composure of uU'od, and a placid smile upon his brow, such as could be experienced or evinced only by a soul encircled by the arms of the Redeemer, while going down into the stream of death,*)! V4«rw;a7 ' ^ Two or three hours before he departed this life, while several friends stood around his bed, he appeared quite insensible to all surrounding objects, but as the Rev. Mr. and Mrs. Sexsmith were about to leave, he reached forth his hand and said to her, " The Lord bless you, and wash you white in the blood of the Lamb :" and to him he said, in a tone that appeared almost supernal, " The Lord of hosts go with you." About half an hour before he was released from earth, re appeared a little restless, as if eager to be gone ; at which time his sister (Mrs. Freeman) who had visited him almost daily during his pro tracted illness, began to sing : — ? "■ »|-;8K?^t^ '« Jesu, Lover of my soul, '^^ Ijl'^^ij t " »i*t ^i V ■^ni^,:„L, Let me to Thy bosom fly, , .. . * . ; ,. Willie the nearer waters roll, *«*» *^*.v* »>«i*m| jy^pJ^i While the tempest stiU is high t#'l>^teji#> ♦li:^^ Afttt^ Hide me, my Saviour, hide, .^s^.^¥' J\ . Till the storm of life be past ; "*'*^- ^^*" ' '^*^'#t^ Safe into the haven guide, «4f |f^#fi%t receive my soul at last! " ^^i^ ^. % Daring the time occupied in singing that beau-/ .-*--T- t'. i' SE SLEEPS IN JESUS. 149 ''■n'''!i,. tiful hjmn, he continued calm, and appeared steadfastly looking up into heaven. She thea ,heg8ih to sing that appropriate hymn : — '<;V^ " What are these arrayed in white, Brighter than the noonday son T Foremost of the sons of light, Nearest the eternal throne ? • f These are they that boro the croas, Nobly for their Master stood ; Soffieirers in His righteoiis cause. Followers of the dying God. " , ; ^ ( ■ U' ;"";v'-' ^ While singing this last hymn he appeared anxiously waiting the arrival of the " messenger,'* and as she concluded the last verse of the hymn, ending — ^«? <* <: V ■ "He that on the throne doth reign, Them the Lamb shall always feed. With the tree of life sustain, To the living fountains lead jt^^ 4J^i ,jlm.* He shall all their sorrows chase, * . , 1, , . . All their wants at once remove, '"-9'' J^ Wipe the tears from every face, ^ ' ^**f j^vi4 »' Fillupevery soul with love." ^j r* ,i Just at that moment the messenger arrived to " bid him come," and with the last remains of his wasted strength he exclaimed, " Hallelujah, praise the Lord 1 " At that moment the curtain of life dropped, and, without a groan or struggle, on the 30th day of May, 1806, he sweetly slept in Jesus. The warrior may die like a, hero, on the field of -,•* i 150 SUCCESSFUL YOrNO EVANGELIST. ■<■■ battle, and witli firmness storm the gates of death; and the philosopher may stoically submit to the iron stroke of death, without a murmur or a groan, and fall, like the sturdy oak that submits to the axeman's blows ; but it is only the Christian who can rejoice in death. It is one thing to submit to death when we can live no longer, but it is quite another thing to triumph in death, and be able to say, " death, where is thy sting ? O grave, where is thy victory?" "Thanks be to God, which giveth us the victory, through our Lord Jesus Christ." '4i^-u^iAiM.M^^...- .^a .^j , ;jv. ' On the announcement of his death, the Wes- leyan churches throughout the three circuits he had travelled, namely, Exeter, Strathroy and In- gersoll,were draped in mourning; and appropriate seiinons were preached in memory of departed worth. ;'*' '■■ ,v;:-''^''*'r'f5V!:rt^'*i-'^'''*'i;:?.,y*«<'«' ., ' 1*-. -''"■ ^r ■ ' The occasioii of his death was improved in Ex- eter by an excellent sermon, preached by the Rev, Mr. Holmes. His mortal remains were deposited by the side of his brother George, in the cemetery, near Exeter, where their dust, together, awaits a j)ait in the " first resurrection." w j^iifc . .8#§» Jtof > r «||^^^,^ BRIEF ACCOUNT ^ , OF ■J f. * '■ ff**^-./?!'' I'l/; ■ v^'s^' THE LIFE AND HAPPY DEATH 'f '^WILBUR WINANS. ' • »• CHAPTER XXL f i^^t^^t hmi; 'i-r Kan originally Designed to Bloom in Youth — A Law Vio- '-' lated-i-Law of Mortality — A Hard Beaten Path-way to the ■, C'jean of Eternity — Journey of Life Brief — A Strange Scene — Wilbur's Health, Agility, &c. — Innocent Amusements — t! Business Habits — Gained Confidence and Ealecm— Ontward i^ Walk — Not Under Excitement, but from Sense of Duty, Senred the Lord. ', >.^u.'j-: , rif/, AL^.^it-^h- When man came from the hands of his Creator, he was perfect and immortal; theseeds of et^nal life were planted within him. It appears he was designed to bloom in everlasting youth, and flourish in splendor throughout a succession of ages. But when he jbecame a sinner, he then became also an inheritor of mortality. Since that dreadful event of man's violation of a sacred law, c ! ■ : ' ' * , ^ 152 LiF.: ve set out on our journey for eternity. There is no standing still on this hard and broad beaten path. Day and night we travel on — "Where e'er we are, what e*'er we do, we're travelling to tlie .'T;rave." Wo are forever upon the move. Our descent on the stream of life is so smooth and silent, that, notwithstanding the rapidity of our flight, we scarcely observe our motion. But» whether we mark our speed or not, we must soon arrive at the great ocean of eternity. rH <>nf ^AWrf^^ We seldom see men grow old, and then- fell asleep in death. Very few run the whole period allotted to man ; comparatively few number their " three score years and ten," or four score years, and then come to the grave, like a shenf of com fiilly ripe. So brief is the journey of life with many, that they only open their eyes upon the light, then weep and retire fr^m earth. Like the morning cloud, they pass away, leaving others la occupy their narrow space in this sphere of action* .:J, -hi^r^i rr *ioFi;-n-^r-y HIS BARLT YOUTH. 153 .1' ( •»■ And sooD^ very soon, they, too, will be gone. •* I no smiling plonsurea kuow ; I no gay deligb t.s could vi'iw. Toyleea sojourncir was I, Only bom to weep and die." lilM't' '.^■ j\..''' K How strange to see fathers building tombs for their children, or to yee the aged and feeble bear- ing the vigorous youth to the grave. Such were the circumstances connected with Wilbur Winans, the youngest and sole surviving brother of the late Rev. W. H. Winans, and O. E. A. Winans, M.D., of Exeter. These three brothers all died in early manhood, leaving their parents, and an only bister, to mourn their loss. . Wilbur was bom on the 28th May, 1862. During his childhood and youth he appeared to enjoy good health. He was unusually muscular and wiry. It is said by his acquaintances and associa-tes, that he performed some of the most astonishing feats they had ever known. These extraordinary exiiibitions of agility, suppleness, limber joints, and muscular strength, it may not be necessary here to relate, or to make any allusion, further than to state taht his exploits, though extraordinary, were youthful and innocent amusements. Hi\)ni v.fi.jpw; niLt s ifi "^ In early youth, he gave indications of a lively 154 LIFE OF WILBUR WINANS. I I; 1 ])usine88-liko turn of miud ; and, after entering luH fatlicr's drug store, hoou became the sole man- ager of the establishment, leaving all his father's time to be devoted to the practice of his profes- sion. Having obtained a good business education, and feeling a great interest, and even delight, in compounding and preparing medicines, he made considerable proficiency in that employment. By his consistent walk, affability, and strict attention to business, he gained the confidence and esteem of many ''»"Y-, V''- '■^iV-'L"^ ' \^\ H'ik^ ' Having ocen trained up under the paternal roof, and carefully watched over by pious parents, he continued to maintain a strictly moral char- acter, and seldom manifested the least disposition to be wayward, and run with the giddy multitude to d« evil. Yet, though his outward walk was fiuch as became a christian, still he made no pre- tentions to " heart-felt" or experimental religion until some time i'l February, 1868, when, in his sixteenth year, under a sense of duty to seek and serve the Lord, he endeavored to consecrate him- self a living sacrifice upon l^he altar of the Most High. It was not under any particular excite- ment, but under a deep sense of his duty, that he endeavored more than ever, to devote himself to £. HE OLOIUES IN THK CROSS. 155 Lost ite- he to the servicp of Ood. He was resolved to glory in nothing save in the cross of Christ ; he attended to the public and private means of grace, but still made no pretentions to having attained to any high state of spiritual enjoyment. But his heart seemed fixed on serving the Lord, and he professed a constant trust in the merits of Christ for salva- tion. From this period of his life, he turned away from all those frivolous amusements in which he had taken so much delight. There was an evi- dent change in his purpose and walk. He often recognized his obligations to his parents, and his two brothers, (who had before him entered into rest,) for their example and kind admonitions w direct and influence him, in the way in which he should go. .,..,. />« f ) I II 'i»?ti4'0iir|;.>!';eiio . i)4 pyoi^^mirii^ /^rf .b|Oiil mii -jv ,»*•?. ,(&oM ^j 'hi ^mhi- dfj)'^ 4»mo {f »itiT>jiiw t<»ir/fi i; the. v.^ .^Maemifi- ^>4m^- " - '" ' ■ ^^^ktMrmbm b^rrov «'ibrio ^ ' 106 LIPE OP WILBUR WINAl^S. f* I '< i f it^^ iion^i^. CHAPTER XXn. _ t :. J^$. ^««i|t.ik u^ '4^ Wilbur'B Health Declines — Deluave Convaleacence — Manife&ta* tion3 of God's Favor — Fear of Death removed — Cleansed from All Sin — Last Conflict \vith the Adversary — A Flood of Joy-~Qoodiies8 of Ood — Resignation to the Will of God- Usefulness Diuing Illness — Happy in midst of Pain and Afflictions. In the latter part of tlie summer of T868, he manife.Tted symptoms of a slight indisposition in body, but was able to continue liis business, as an apothecary, until in Septembor, when he com- menced bleeding at the lungs, by which he was brought very low. After a few days he appeared to revive a little, but still to linger and grow feeble ; in the midst of his illness he continued to look for brighter manifestations of God'-s favor and higher attainments in religion. On the 14th day of the following January, when a few friends were present enjoying a season of pra^^er, he was wonderfully blessed, the fear of death was taken from him and all his doubts removed ; pure light from heaven shone upon him ; he received a bright evidence that his heart was cleansed from all sin, for several weeks he could say, — ' " Not a cloud doth arise r^iW. t:i^:ip '^: l,i. To darken »ii/ skies, Or hide for a moment My Lord from my eyes." •»ifeJ|-* ^»*.i*- ?,'i*S-.f HAFPT IN THE LORD#tf| IfiT But he had another battle to encounter wiiJk the grand adversary who came in like a flood, and though he never lost his confidence and trust in the Lord, yet, he complained of the coldness of his heart, and a gloom that seemed to come over his mind ; but his parents prayed with him, and encouraged him to cleave to his Saviour, and expect fresh tokens of his love ; they pointed him to Calvary, and reminded him of the love of God, which is as vast as eternity and reaches to every condition of man ; soon a flood of joy and comfort enraptured his soul, and again his peace flowed like a river, When his window curtain was raised the next morning, he turned his languishing head to see the rain that was falling, acknowledged the goodness of God and showers of grace descended upon him, and was happy in the Lord ; he said he had given himself entirely unto the Lord, and ^claimed, " I am now happy, happy in His love," and then added, " The Lord is so good to me. He has given me all I desire in this world, pious and tender parents, and many kind friends, every blessing is bestowed upon me except health ; but I am in the hands of the Lord and He will do right)." In this happy state of mind he ever after continued ; it appears to have been the last con- 1 i i .hi; 1 ■■ I' 1 urn I 111 158 LIFE OF WILBUR WINANS. m flict with the adversary ; his mind was left in constant peace, the path of immortality continued to brighten before him. About this time he was much cheered and comforted by an encouraging letter he received from his friend, the Rev. J. Holmes, whom he had previously requested to preach his funeral sermon. I* '" ;:»#^'>*i^^f ■} . "i i.-,*r4 ^"t". A*-,Ksii .ft ', ■ • . . !I1^'*'S i^'^P4U'>'H .ip|"^a *•?• »-«i ^ ■? i - . !> I I *- i • Let the water and the hlood, From thy wounded side which tlow'd, Be of sin the double cure, Save from wrath and make me pure." -t'V? y_. \/. i;- While his mother, kneeling at his bed-side, sung these verses, he raised his feeble arms, and faintly clasped his hands, and endeavored to join her ; he whispered the words as she sung them, while his countenance seemed to light up with animation and joy. On Monday morning he was still unable to speak a word, but often whispered, " Glory to God ;" and, on being asked if he felt his Saviour near him, he replied, " O yes. He is so good to me — He is precious. '' His father, approaching his bed-side, said, " My son, this has been your last night to suffer." His strength was nearly gone, but he several times whispered, " Gloiy, glory, glory ;" then, he exclaimed, " Lord Jesus receive my spirit," and opened his eyes wide, which then glowed with a brilliancy such as had never before been witnessed by those who were present. At that moment the curtain of life DEPARTS^ IN PEACE. 163 sung him ;*%-, 1-side, s, and bo join them, p with le was pered, le felt He is father, lis has ength pered, I" Lord eyes such e who of life dropped, and he sweetly slept in Jesus, at the early age of seventeen years. ,rv;-,r .v; ./r His pastor, thp Rev. A. Edwards, writes to the Editor of the Christian Guardian as follows, in reference to his happy death : — ,, .. , " Wilbur Winans, of Exeter, son of Dr. H. B. and Melison A. Winans, entered the * house not made with hands, ' on the 4th of May, 1869, aged 17. My acquaintance with Wilbur extends over nearly two years. I knew him, first a stripling of comely presence, a good student, faithful in busi- ness, devotedly attached to his parents and sister, and under the influence of the solemn remem- brance of the triumphant deaths of two brothers, Dr. G. E. A. and Rev. William H. Winans. Those happy deaths, home piety, and the services of the sanctuary, made efficient by the Comforter, brought Wilbur to say, — * Thy face. Lord, will I seek.' He publicly gave himself to God, and to the Church of his intelligent love and choice. Still, the joys of his salvation were not fully obtained until consumption was loosening the * silver cord,* and breaking the * golden bowl,' then * the fullness of the blessings of the gospel qf Christ ' were vouchsafed to the sufferer. Whilst his streugth lasted, he spoke with great power to i i t '■- ■ ■■f', 'ju- Ai' t 1 k U4i LIFE OF WILBUJt WIXANS. his young companions, urging them to enter at once the * valley of decision ;' and there are some to be found in our ranks to-day who are the fruits of tlie ministrations of this dying youth. ' He sent him, like the beauteous bow, Across the passing storm to glow, Then vanish into heaven.' " ' 1 1 ■IJ' ),- ir- ~ It ^ '^7- C: ." v-^l'..^''^-'' .'.-^^^ '^-!^: »i.t'<.:,l r^v^ft .l.^,fi ,;<;-',;i ..""<.- Va, f.':i-i ,-i I i ♦■ ,- t.m .>^n--7.^ ^'^ .J.-- . , '. Mi'K .;. - S,r j,s., 'j*t:;.« i,'. w ■.'■"i- ■ !^':.t'^ '-i':,«''^ 1■'^ ■"■■ ■ ^:r'#W«Sf 'ISi^ISi '■S{^./■' :/ »>-%:'- ^^l^^*■if^■*^g-f^if^^'*^^^'■*•^^ CONCLUDING REMARKS. 165 ■ ^lO'.v'ul' j ;/;/;i'>?'>f"»s-' jU'^VvI''!; < 2n>i CHAPTER XXVI. ■i \ >%: '^tm. Strange ^loitality — Loss of a UauglikT and Three Sous — A Heart Wrunp. with Bitter Pangs— "My Lambs." There appears to have been £ometliing re- markable in the mortality of Dr. Winan's family. They had previously lost an interesting little daughter, a^ an early age, and now their three only sons who were not far divided in death, all died of an affection of the lungs. ' While in early youth they appeared ta enjoy good health, but in early manhood gave indications of a rapid decline, and suddenly passed away. George, their second son, who was considered the noblest of the "liousehold baud," was first called after the death of their little daughter. His parents had indulged the hope that he would be their support in declining years. The next that was called from their embrace \vas William Henry, their oldest son, who had always been so obedient and kind, that he never caused them grief or pain. When writhing under the blighting hand of affliction, forced to leave the ramparts of Zion and return to the paternal home, his parents' hearts were crushed with grief ; 106 CONCLUDING REMARKS. m I"' i!' Si; hut, with calm resignation, confidingly submitted to the will of their heavenly Father, knowing he is too wise to err, and too good to he unkind. They indulged in the hope that the storm of afliiction, at least for a while, had passed over, but, as unexpectedly as a peal of thunder in a serene sky, their last, and only son, withered as a leaf, and was no more. Soon after the death of Wilbur, their last son, while under the impulse of grief, and with a heart wrung with bitter pangs, Mrs. Winans wrote the following pathetic and touching lines, containing sentiments gathered from "the changed cross," arranged and beautifully adapted to the occasion, referring to each of her f-imily, in order, as they had been called away : — II MY LAMBS." 1 loved them so, That when the Elder Shepherd of the fold Came, covered with the storm, and jiale and cold, And begged for one of my sweet lambs to hold, I bade liim go. He claimed the pet, A little fondling thing, that to my breast, Clung always, either in quiet or unrest, I thought, of all my Lambs, I loved her best, And yet, and yet- "MY LAMBS." 167 >» I laid her down, In those white shrouded arms, with bitter tears ; But a still voice told that, in after years She should know naught of sorrow, grief or fears, As I had known. ♦TfO, Oo,"Icried,— For once again that Shepherd laid His hand Upon the noblest of our household baml ; Like a pale spectre, there he took his staid, Close by lii^ side. And yet how sweet The look with which he heard my passionate cry. *' Touch not this one, for him lot me die." ^J "A little while," he ^aid, with smile and sigh, Again we'll meet. Oh ! how I wept. And prayed to have him spared, with such a wild And yearning love — my noble son — my child. He, too, I gave — our flattered hope ; he smiled, And sweetly slept. And yet again, That Elder Shepherd came —my heart grew faint ; He claimed another one, with sadder plaint, — Who, bold for good, yet gentle as a saint, • , Ne'er gave me pain. Oh'! painful day. When to a parent's home for care he came ; His pallid faco with sun-lit all a-gleam — His dazzling eyes with heaven in their beam, • . , . I turned to pray. •• Is it Thy will ? Oh Father, say ? Must this first son be given ? ile's in Thy vineyard here, and when he's striven And done thy work, then take him home to heaven," 'Tisdoue! Be ^tiU. ;168 "MY LAM»W." Ho will not tftka » | . Another son, I thought, for only ono Of our ilenr boys is aimrecl to Iciin upon, Or be our mourner, wht-n this lifo i.s done. . . My heart will break. Oh ! wliat a gloom. ^^ , , I siiw him enter ; but I did not know, Midst prayers and tours, that Ho would rob me so ! Our only son— Oh, could we let him go To the cold tomb ? Oft them I miss, ' And sit and think, and wonder too, ftometimes. How blest I'll be, when in that happier clime. To rnnge tlie plains, with Jesus* friends and mine, , . ' . , <. • In holy bliss. Through the dreary day They often come fro:u glorious li^^lit to me. I cannot feel their touch, their faces see ; But, silence whispers — they do come to me — Heaven's not far awav. THE END. N t .1 " ■' Hterootyped at tho Daily Telegraph PubliKhing Ilonse, Toronto, Ont >renk. I so! lb? le. .y %k' ftwav. 5nt ■'('--