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KERCHIEFS TO HUNT SOULS
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BOOK 1.
CHAPTER I.
Flowers are lovely, love is flower-like,
Friendship is a sheltering tree." — Coleridge.
" Good-evening, Miss Pembroke," said Harry
Alexander, as he clasped her hand in both of his
in a semi-brotherly way, adding, as if apologiz-
ing for his visit, " I called this evening chiefly on
Hilda's account. Are you still determined to
break up your school at Easter?"
" Yes, quite determined."
" Tell me, can nothing I say cause you to
rescind that resolution ? "
" No, nothing ; my plans are all made."
*' And if you go abroad, what shall I do with
Hilda?"
"Oh, there are plenty of schools quite as good
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" But not plenty of Dorothy Pembrokes," he
pleaded.
" Nonsense ! " she exclainried blushing, then
quickly added, " Oh, Harry, why did you come
to-night ? You know I wrote you not to ; this
continual discussion is unsettling me."
" I believe you did say something to that effect
in your note, but confess, now, you did not for
an instant suppose that I would obey you, in fact
you would have been very much disappointed if I
had Don't interrupt me, please ; I know what
would say — that Mrs. Grundy will talk, that you
have a hard time of it at the best, that if I
am a true friend I'll not make it harder for
you. Yes, you have a deuced hard time of it, I
admit. But don't you think you are getting a
little morbid over it, Dora ; that you are posing for
more of a martyr than you have any right to?"
" There, Harry, that shows how completely you
misjudge me ; / posing for a martyr? I am so gay
and careless most people think I have no heart."
" It may seem so to the chance acquaintance
who sees no further than the surface, but I flatter
myself that I am an old enough friend to read
between the -lines, and also to overlook the in-
civility of my hostess in not asking me to be
seated."
Dorothy laughed, but made no reply, wondering
what would happen next.
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Her companion took off his gloves and over-
coat with that exaggerated show of composure
which is often the accompaniment of suppressed
emotion ; then, turning down the light and draw-
ing an easy-chair to the open fire, he seated him-
self, and after nursing his leg (his favorite attitude)
for some time in silence, finally said in a master-
ful sort of way, " What do you have that beastly
electricity for, Dora ? This is something like —
firelight is conducive to conversation. Sit down
and let us talk this out. Do you know I felt
much as I should fancy one of those impudent
interviewers would feel standing there in the
garish light, with you opposite me, with one hand
on the door, as much as to say, ' When are you
going, sir ? ' "
" You'd make a capital interviewer, Harry,
You don't take hints, do you ?"
" Not from you, little woman."
" I verily believe you'll make me marry you
yet in spite of myself."
" Oh ? " he exclaimed interrogatively.
" What do you mean by oh ? " Dorothy asked.
" Anything you like."
"But I don't like it at all."
"Oh!"
" There it is again ! " she cried, with some little
irritation. " I verily believe you say it to tease
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" Pardon me, Dora, I was not aware of any
hidden meaning in the exclamation. Why do you
object to it ? You use it constantly yourself."
" Yes, I know ; but my oh is not like your oh ;
it is a harmless little exclamation ; yours means
volumes. I always feel sat upon. You utter it,
do you not, when I have said something that your
majesty does not consider worthy of a better
answer ? " she asked, with a challenge in her
lovely eyes,
" It may be I have usee it so unintentionally ;
certainly what you last said merited no better
reply. You do not for a moment believe, Doro-
thy, I would have you marry me feeling as you
now do. Nevertheless I wish I could make you
see things as I see them, and give up this foolish
idea of going to Europe with scarcely a shilling
in your pocket."
** Oh, must we go over the pros and cons
again ? " objected Dorothy with a sigh, as she
sank into a chair beside him.
" Yes, we must ; there are a number of things I
did not think of in our talk the other day that I
should like to discuss now, for you are a reason-
able little woman, and may see things in a dif-
ferent light this evening."
" You are intolerable, Harry ! You treat me
like a child that does not know its own mind — nic^
Dorothea Pembroke, spinster, and principal for
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the last five years of a young ladies' boarding
school."
" Yes, there's the rub, Dora ; a greater bundle of
inconsistencies I never met before. Why did you
not add advocate for woman suffrage and emanci-
pation, for equal opportunities for smoking, drink-
ing, flirting and loving, boating, muscular Chris-
tianity, high-church sisterhoods, Salvation Army
parades, and Christian Science? My only wonder
is that you have stuck to teaching and have not
taken an M. D. degree."
" I wish I were a doctor or even a nurse, 1 can
do nothing but teach ; but I love that dearly, and
only wish it paid better," she added with a sigh.
" And I am very glad it does not, for if you
made a fortune by teaching I should give up all
hope, Dorothy. Now you like, or rather once
liked, to have a friend diop in from time to time,
to whom you could whisperyour woes ; the worst
of it is that, womanlike, after getting me all
worked up to do my level best to help you, you
turn round and tell me you had rather not be
helped. Hard lines, I must say.
*' Oh ! Harry, let me tell you what I call the
worst of it ; it is that one can't have a platonic
friend to confide in without his falling in love
with her.
" Pardon me, Dora, but I never fell in love with
you.
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" I know it, and that is worser than the worst ;
you ask me to marry you, and in the same breath
say you do not love me."
" No, truly, I do not love you with that mawk-
ish sentimentality that covers a multitude of sins
in a love-match. I tried it once and it was not
a success, I can assure you. The awakening was
terrible. The thing called ' Love, with a capital
L/ has had its day ; it is time it was derogated to
the shades, and marriages of inclination and knowl-
edge, guided by reason, set up in its place. It is
to the emotional love-matches that we are indebted
for the idiots, epileptics, and criminals. Why
should we not educate the affections, as we do
the intellect ? The propagation of the human
race has been a bungle : it is time we looked into
the subject a little, and gave it at least as much
care and thought as we do to horse-raising. Surely
you, Dorothy, with your advanced ideas, do not
disagree with me in this?"
" No, not with my intellect, but with my heart
I do. Harry, there is something within me that
tells me that the love that bards and troubadours
immortalized in verse and song is not dead, but
only hiding in this matter-of-fact age. I believe
that I am but the incomplete half of an immortal
being, and that in heaven, though they neither
marry nor are given in marriage, two affinities in
this world will be joined in one glorious and im-
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mortal entity there. I feel my incompleteness
here more than I can express; all my aspirations
seem to fall short of the mark. I shall wait till
I meet my affinity before I marry. *
" And suppose you never find your affinity,
what then ? "
" Then I shall never marry," she calmly re-
joined. " Marriage, thank goodness, is not the
aim and end of woman's life in this nineteenth
century."
Harry shrugged his shoulders.
" I cannot imagine how you have kept green all
this romance in the worry and trouble, the wear
and tear, of daily life ; one would hardly expect
it in a woman of your age ; it is truly refreshing,
and would not discredit a girl of sixteen. With
such sentiments I can well believe that my offer
of a home, friendship, and intellectual companion-
ship would be spurned."
" Do not be severe, please ; I have not spurned
your friendship ; in fact I count upon it, for you
know you are my one and only friend. • Don't
expect me to marry you, and do not be angry
with me because I cannot. I do not want a hus-
band, but I do want a friend. God knows I ap-
preciate your friendship ; life would not be the
same without it ; don't withhold it, please ? "
As she spoke Dorothy raised her large eyes and
looked into his face with such a wistful, tender,
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pleading look that Harry felt himself a brute with-
out knowing why, and hastened to assure her he
would always be her friend, was not angry in
the least, only wanted her to marry him because
he was her friend, had made an awful muss of
the whole thing, hoped she'd forget all about it
and let him run in in the friendly way he had been
wont to do, before she set them all agog with this
idea of going abroad. To this Dorothy gladly
assented, and after some trivial conversation
Harry rose to gj, promising to call again in a day
or two and bring a lot of guide-books with him
which he would take great pleasure in going over
with her; in fact he would do everything in his
power to help her off, anything to prove his
friendship.
It seemed as if he could not tear himself away,
for at the front door he hesitated, then turned
and retraced his steps to the drawing-room to beg
her forgiveness if he had spoken strongly, and to
assure her it was only her happiness he the ^ght of.
When he was really gone, Dorothy felt very
forlorn and iorsaken, and not a bit happy in
having her own way. " Bother ! " she mused,
" I can't help thinking of him ; he takes pos-
session of my thoughts in much the same way as
he does of my room. He's big, but it is not that
alone ; I've had just as big men here often who
did not take up half the place he does ; the secret
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is he's imposing and masterful ; there are not
many men like him in the world ; he's not a bit
egotistical. Fancy his coming back to beg my
pardon for what he had said ! I do treat him abom-
inably ; I wish I loved him well enough to marry
him, but I don't ; the trouble is he loves every-
body, and the man I give my heart to must love
me, and me only, passionately. Harry is an aw-
fully good friend though : how tender he is to
children and animals ! I suppose that's why he
is so good to me ; he is sorry for me, pities me.
Well, I do not mind it ; I only wish he loved me
too ; it seems all right to accept things, even
sacrifices, from him. Poor dear fellow ! I wonder
why he married Hilda's mother; I must get him
to tell me some time." Then putting the chairs
back in their places, and arranging the room for
the next day, she lit the little candle on the hall-
table, and softly stole upstairs to bed.
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" Un bon ami vaut mieux qu'un parent." — French proverb. '■
" If you be what I think you, some sweet dream,
I would but ask you to fulfil yourself." — Tennyson. i'
Old winter in Canada was dying hard. Lamb-
like indeed March had entered, and now, the
31st, the Hon was rampant in all its fury. The
next morning's paper announced " that such a
blizzard as swept over the town in the last twenty-
four hours had never been seen or heard of be-
fore in the memory of the oldest inhabitant."
True or not, all day long the storm had raged,
and as night set in it was still moaning and sigh-
ing like a naughty child crying itself to sleep.
By every door and window, crack and cranny,
the bitter cold crept into the hovels of the poor,
killing the old and feeble, chilling the sick and
puny, and making desperate the unemployed and
starving. Very different was it with the wealthy,
those whom kind Providence had apparently taken
under especial protection. The cold anJ storm
outside served but to heighten for :hem the
pleasure of warm fires and other creature comforts
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within. Especially was such the case in Dorothy
Pembroke's little sanctum ; her cosy drawing-room,
in a glow of warmth and color, seemed cosier than
ever on such a night.
The room had originally been square, with big
closets on each side of the old-fashioned chimney ;
these had been pulled down, and the right-hand
recess, in which was a window, had been filled with
ferns, palms, and tropical plants, where her pet
birds, Dick and Jacko, might with a slight stretch
of imagination fancy themselves in their native
haunts. The recess on the left had been con-
verted into a cosy corner, a luxuriously uphol-
stered seat extending round the three sides, above
which were shelves and brackets filled with curios,
costly bibelots, and quaint old china, reminding
one of a shrine, the red light in the bronze and
crystal lamp carrying out the illusion as it hung
between the portieres that partially screened the
alcove from the rest of the apartment. Door,
window, and mantle draperies were of old-rose
plush ; the square rug almost covering th& highly
polished floor was gray, with crushed roees strewn
here and there, as if blown from the wreath
that formed the border. A large Turkish divan
and luxurious easy-chair were covered in cretonne,
straw and fancy chairs were either in gray or rose ;
in fact the prevailing tone of the room was gray
and rose dashed with yellow, the last conspicu-
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ous in the fire-irons, fender, and brass poles
above doors and windows. Great logs were roar-
ing and crackling in the wide chimney ; the flames,
leaping and jumping, now lighting up this corner,
now that, were the only light in the room save
the little red one before the alcove. On the
right of the fireplace stood the cretonne easy-
chair, with open arms as if expecting an occu-
pant ; on the left was the divan, its head towards
the cosy corner ; and between it and the door
opposite was a screen in gold and white. Tables
were scattered about ad libitum^ some filled with
books and photos, some with flowers and bric-a-
brac ; a large double-decker, with cups, saucers,
tea-caddy, thin bread and butter — in short, all the
accessories of a tea-table — stood near the head
of the couch.
Curled up on the sofa, almost buried in in-
numerable pillows of liberty silk, reclined the
divinity of the place. She was in keeping with
her surroundings; but how describe her?
Diderot advises those who would paint in
writing a woman, " to dip their pen in the rain-
bow, and brush the paper with a butterfly's wing."
Very poetical but hardly practical, except as a
reminder of the light and delicate touch required
when woman is the theme. Dorothy was of
medium height, slight and delicately formed,
small head, low forehead, dark-brown hair worn
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high, straight nose, small, determined mouth. In
repose she was pretty, animated she was superb.
It was her eyes people said that made the differ-
ence, and at the same time many did not admire
them. They were blue framed in black, not only
by the long, curling lashes, but by the blue veins
which came prominently to the surface on the
under lid extending back to the temples ; not
what the French call cern^, and we sometimes term
" set with dirty fingers," but something utterly
injefinable. People never knew how to interpret
those eyes. They were naturally almond-shaped,
and Dorothy commonly looked out of them side-
ways, but if she did not understand the question
at issue, or wished to reprove, she raised her lids
and seemed to be looking you through and
through with two round inquiring orbs that re-
vealed nothing but wonder on the part of the
possessor. Dora was quite unconscious of how
she looked at such times or affected others,
though she knew the look was peculiar from having
been repeatedly reproved for it in childhood.
More than once her father had said to her, " Don't
look at me in that way ; you hear what I say ;
lower your eyes ; " and on one occasion at school
she had so annoyed her mistress by it that she
sent the child to her room for the day, promising
to punish her severely if she ever looked at her
in that way again.
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day, from having spent the greater part of it be-
fore the glass trying to recall the offending look,
but without success, so gave it up. Just now
these eyes are very soft and dreamy, as she lies
there in the firelight sleepily watching the antics
of her little black-and-tan dog as he tries to de-
molish a large yellow-satin bow tied to the leg of
a white enamelled milking-stool, heaped high with
the latest magazines and novels. " Won't it come,
Mahdi? Never say die, my boy! Rats — rats
is the word ! " she cried, egging him on.
Incited to desperation Mahdi gave a hard pull, a
long pull, and a pull altogether, which brought
ribbon, stool^ books, and Mahdi with them, tum-
bling down pell-mell.
The latter, determined to be revenged upon
something, rushed at one of the dainty ruffled
sofa-pillows and was tossing it madly as if it were
a real rat and not one stuffed with feathers, when
a sharp ring was heard at the door. Mahdi gave
a disgusted little bark, and a parting shake at the
cushion, then walked off, turned round three times,
and curled himself up on the great black-fur rug
in front of the fire, very much as his mistress did
on the sofa. The resemblance went so far in this
instance that each shut an eye and made believe
to be asleep, when Harry Alexander, laden with
guide-books, parted the portieres. Often as he
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had been in that room before, its comfort and
beauty never so impressed him as now. The
warmth and harmony were bewitching ; he feared
to breathe lest he should break the spell. He felt
so earthy, so out of place in this enchanted spot ;
and yet there were few drawing-rooms on this
mundane sphere where Harry Alexander would
not have been welcome. His handsome, smooth-
shaven, boyish face was an open-sesame wherever
he went. He was a great six-footer, with a round
head well set above his square shoulders, a deep
chest, tender gray-blue eyes, firm mouth which
often smiled, rarely laughed. Repressed energy
was evident in every feature and every movement.
A stranger's first impression upon seeing him was,
how clean he looked ! — his complexion being that
fresh pink that Englishmen frequently have,
suggesting the idea of frequent bathing, nay more,
scrubbing with soap and lufer.
As Harry lingered, hesitating to intrude upon
the scene before him, Dorothy sprang up, ex-
claiming joyfully " O Harry, is it you ? I'm no end
glad you have come ; I felt so lonely in this storm,
not a soul but cook and Jenkins to speak to."
** Poor child ! But don't let me disturb you ; lie
down again, I beg of you ; you can't think how nice
you looked there. At first I thought no one was in
the room ; then I saw you. These half-lights are
bewitching. Your room is a poem, and you in your
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pretty tea-gown are in harmony with it. I trust
I'm not Discord? " he exchiimed in his low, deep
voice, that was almost a caress, so perfect was the
modulation. " Were you asleep?"
" Hardly ! I'm awfully glad to se j you. Do you
know, I'd given you up — I was afraid you were
snow-bound ; you were plucky to venture ; didn't
you find the drifts deep?"
"Oh, rather ; it will be a week before the horses
can get to town ; I came in on snow-shoes."
" Fancy ! You must be done up after a ten-mile
walk in such a storm, and with those books too."
" Yes, it's beastly weather, but I'll put up at the
Brunswick for the night. And do you know you
are so jolly comfortable here it pays a fellow for
tramping it."
" Do sit down ; here's your sleepy hollow wait-
ing for you at the fireside. I'll brew you some
bohea."
" And did you really think of me, Dorothy, when
you placed it there? "
" Yes, really ; only don't be too proud, for it was
avec malice, for fear you might choose to sit on the
sofa with me, which is quite too small for two, un-
less I banish some of the cushions."
" Far be it from me to be so presumptuous. I
have long ago resigned all idea of sharing your
throne, Dorothy, though I hope to induce you
some day to come down to my level. But fancy
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such a sybarite as you to be talking of giving this
all up and going out alone into the cold world !
Joking apart, I see your furniture is advertised.
So you are to have a sale, and scatter your house-
hold goods among the unwashed?"
" Yes, after Easter ; but I shall not sacrifice my
penates ; none of my presents are to be sold. And
that reminds me, Harry ; I was going to ask you if
you would mind giving them house-room while I
was away." • • a
" Willingly," he said ; then quickly added, " But
why have an auction at all ? I want a house in
town. I'll buy your things just as they stand,
and you'll find them all in their places whenever
you come back. Isn't that a good idea ? "
" Good gracious, no ! it would be a perfect
farce ; I might as well borrow the money from you
first hand, and be done with it."
" I wish to heaven you would , won't you let me
lend it to you, Dorothy ? — don't shake your head
and look so severe ; I'm not asking you to marry
me."
"Oh! the same chapter over again with a new
heading. Must I repeat, Harry, that I will not
barter my liberty for filthy lucre; in other words,
sell myself for creature comforns ? "
"You are a very independent woman for a
pretty one, Dorothy. I always thought beauty and
dependence inseparable in woman, till I met you."
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" Well, I am not a beauty, and you thought
wrong, as you often do when you think of us. It
is amazing how illogical men are when they dis-
cuss women. You are ages behind the times, my
boy ! You must know that silliness is not the
fashion nowadays ; every woman wants to be
thought clever, even if she is not. I suppose
strong-mindedness is a bugbear to some men, and
may account for my having had my share of ad-
mirers but never a lover. I am like an old bach-
elor beau of ours, who when we asked him why
he never married, said he could lead the horses
to water, but could not make them drink. I'm
not strong-minded, Harry ; I only make believe
to be. As you say, I have been badly brought up
on romantic literature ; one of the first novels I
ever read was ' the Heir of Redcliffe * ; and my
ideal happiness is to have for lover one who will
go through fire and water for my sake."
" In other words," Harry grimly said, " anyone
willing to blow out his own brains or some fan-
cied rival's for your sake. I thought better of you,
Dorothy, but you are like the rest of your sex."
" Thanks for the compliment, Harry, but feel-
ings of that kind are not confined exclusively to
my sex, I can assure you ; I want to feel the love
that makes a man forget family, fortune, fame,
everything, to marry some ignorant girl far beneath
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"You arc pursuinfj an ignis fatuuSyY^ox^', it
makes me furious when I think how that poor
word Love'x'^ twisted and tortured; it is the most
elastic term in our language. We have love of
God, paternal and maternal love, love for our
brothers and sisters, relations and friends, for our
neighbors, and even for our enemies; and the one
word ^i express it all, from the love of the Creator
to thac which ends in marriage. Friendship is
quite as noble a sentiment, and has often sur-
passed the love of man for woman, yet you and
those who think as you do are shocked at the idea
of marrying for friendship. The fact is, the amount
of paganism that we have preserved side by side
with Christianity is appalling, and in no one thing
is this coquetting with the vague more observable
than in the marriages sanctioned by so-called Chris-
tians. Shakespeare, Byron, Shelley, and Burns,
men whose lives were far from good, have become
our high priests of love. Quite recently I saw in
a goody book, * Love can be happy anywhere ' ;
to prove which Byron's words were quoted :
" ' O that the desert were my dwelling-place,
With one fair spirit for my minister.
That I might all forget the human race, ' .' '
And hating no one, love but only her.' • /
" Fancy poor Mrs. Byron's feelings upon reading
those lines — such mawkish sentiment ! Why,
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then, didn't he go to the desert with his fifth or
sixth inamorata ? There was nothing to hinder
him. Song, which is but an interpretation of
love, has from time immemorial associated wine
and woman. Happily, within the last few years,
there has been a revulsion against the adoration
of wine. Bacchanalian orgies are now tabooed,
and it is quite time to depose Love. Venus, with
her blind son, has reigned long enough ; let us
set up the daughter of Uranus in her place. In
literature the most fearful immorality is often
inculcated ; love is made a cloak to cover a mul-
titude of sins. Mallory says of Guinevere in
* Morte d'Arthur,' ' that while she lived she was
a good lover, and, therefore, she had a good end *
— a profane travesty of our Saviour's words in
commendation of Mary Magdalen : * In that
she loved much, much is forgiven.' No, child,
the phantom you are seeking is not love at all,
but passion, which we possess — some more, some
less, according to the grossness of our nature — in
common with the brute. Fortunately there are
beings in the world refined and spiritual who
love with their mind, soul, heart, and strength,
without passion or even a breath of sensuality."
" And there are some men," said Dorothy a
little irrelevantly and mischievously, " who, if
they are proof against Cupid's wiles, yet let their
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must be famishing after your long tramp ; let
us fortify or fiftify the inner man ; diWil, h propos
dc riot, what would you do, Harry, if you
were in a desert with your wife, and without a
cook, and with nothing to eat ? "
** As far as I can judge, considering the short
time I have to decide upon such a momentous
question, I should conclude. Miss Pembroke, as
there was no food, and we in a desert, that it
was a matter of congratulation that the cook
was not with us."
Dorothy burst out laughing: "Oh, I say! I
put it badly ; what I mean is, what would you
do if you were in a desert with your ladylove
and both were hungry ? You wouldn't send her
off alone to look for food, Byron-like, to minister
to your wants."
" No, certainly not ; I would go with her."
Then divining from a quick, impatient shrug
that Dorothy gave, that he had not answered
satisfactorily, Harry quickly added : " But I
wouldn't let my wife minister to me ; I would
do the foraging and take her with me, where I
suppose she would prefer to be than alone in the
desert — But I cannot see what you are driving
at, Dorothy." « ;: .
" Only this : that I want you to forage for me now
in a desert kitchen and pantry. Cook's laid up
with a cold, and Jenkins is sitting with her — and
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I don't want to call her — and I'm starving — and
I'm sure you must be."
" Spare me any more reasons ; I accept the quest
gladly ; but will not my ladylove come with her
knight ? "
" No, I don't like such adventures after dark
— early associations, you know. Once when I was
young and childish, I was sent to bed without
my supper, and in the night I awoke famishing;
stealthily stealing down stairs I sought the pantiy,
and was just spreading some jam on a great bit
of bread when a mouse ran across the floor ; to say
that I screamed is a mild way of putting it ; I only
know that the household gathered at the spot like
the clans at the sound of the pibroch, and that
I spent the next day in bed, to duly impress me
with the horror of midnight marauding. So indeli-
bly has the lesson been inculcated that I lose all
self-respect and feel branded with the mark of
robber and burglar when I enter my own pantry
after dark."
" From your vivid description of the dangers
awaiting me, I feel very much as I imagine Don
Quixote must have felt before the battle of the
windmills. With your kind permission, lady mine,
I shall take Mahdi with me, and this trusty shovel
in my hand, if you will gird the poker and tongs
to my thigh."
So saying, Harry set forth in search of ad-
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venture, returning ten minutes later with a heap-
ing tray, which he was about to place on a
little ottoman, when Dorothy called out :
" Not there, not there, Sir Knight ; " so on he
moved to a pretty chair without arms ; but again
she called out, " Oh ! that is my very best chair ;
not there."
" What am I to do with the tray ? — hold it for
the rest of the evening?" he naively asked.
" No ; if you were only a good butler, now, and
not a sham knight, you would know that you
should bring in a table before you bring in a tray.
You may take it out and see if you can do better
next time."
A few minutes later Harry again presented
himself, this time with a small five-o'clock table,
which he placed near the fire, and upon which he
arranged the tray in the most approved butler's
style, quite to Dorothy's approbation.
** Well, what's your plunder ? " she inquired,
" anything worth the risk ? "
" I must confess, Dorothy, that I found kitch-
en and pantry swept and garnished, but there
was booty in the sideboard ; see — half a chicken
pie, jam, biscuits, cheese; not to mention a bottle
of stout. In the kitchen I captured a toasting-
fork, and am now going to prepare you a dish fit
for the gods."
Whereupon Mr. Alexander, sitting with kn. *^s
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crossed, as Lord Buddha sits, began the mys-
teries of one of those dishes that men who
have any fancy for the cuHnary art dehght in.
By the way, there are four things in that line which
a mascuHne flatters himself he can prepare better
than any woman, to wit : a salad, a curry, a
punch, and a welsh rabbit ; and Harry was not
above the weakness of his sex in this respect — it
was a welsh rabbit that he was about to enter into
competition with the ambrosia of the gods.
" Prenez garde, audacious mortal ; remember
that Marsyas, who challenged Apollo, was flayed
alive."
" Fortunately * Vengeance divine to punish sin
moves slow.' "
" Yes, but the slower its pace the surer its
blow."
" Think you not the Lares will be propitiated
if I cast a liberal portion into the fire ? "
After an hour or more of this light chaff
Dorothy said :
" And now I want to hear about yourself.
You remember you promised to tell me when you
married Hilda's mother. Won't you keep your
promise now, Harry ? "
'* If you want the details you shall have them.
It is a sad, everyday story, though," he added
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*'As every body hath its shadow, so every sin hath its punish-
ment."
It took a few minutes to settle themselves into
the position of narrator and listener. Perhaps
Harry purposely delayed the self-imposed task of
revivifying the past, but, finally, having assumed
the position so often affected by young English-
men, of doubling himself up like a half-open jack-
knife, his elbows resting upon his knees, and his
hands toying with whatever was nearest — this
time a large silver paper-cutter — he began :
" I hate talking about myself, Dorothy, but here
goes. I want you to know everything ; if I am
prosy, stop me. To begin at th ? beginning. It
was my last year at Cambridge. I was one of the
Varsity eight, and as happy a young dare-devil lad
as you could find between John o'Groats House
and Land's End. I lodged with Mrs. Anstruther,
a sad, woe-begone woman, the widow of an army
chaplain who I afterwards lea.ned had drunk
himself to death, after cutting up generally.
I saw little of my landlady ; knew she had a
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daughter at school in London, but hardly gave
her a thought, when, one morning in rushing
downstairs, I ran against, almost knocking down,
one of the most beautiful young girls I had till
then ever seen. Perhaps it is just as well to
qualify this by confessing that my acquaintance
with young girls up to that time had been rather
limited, having neither sister nor girl cousins to
compare with this vision of golden hair, blue eyes,
and pink-and-white complexion. It was a case
of love at first sight ; literally blind love, for we
fell in love with each other as we fell into each
other's arms.
" Before the week was ended we had plighted
our troth. My people, as you may imagine, were
opposed to our union, and did their utmost to
bring me to reason. My governor was awfully
cut up about it, as he had set his heart upon my
going into politics — wanted me to stand for the
borough and that sort of thing. Finally he yielded
so far as to say that if we would postpone our
marriage for two years, I being only twenty-one,
and Maude not quite eighteen, he would consent
to an engagement. But I was madly, passionately
in love, which I then thought excuse enough for
setting aside all feelings but our own. A month
from the day I first saw Maude we were secretly
married. I willingly threw overboard father,
mother, brother, friends, and fortune for my be-
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loved ; I was insanely in love — with what ? With
an idea, a phantom, a creation of my own brain,
with a sensation. Had I been a poet I should
have written sonnets to my beloved's mouth, eyes,
cheeks, and hair ; rash youth that I was, I nailed
my .arguments by quoting Scripture to prove my-
self in the right. I wrote the mother, upon her
mildly suggesting that my passion might cool
in time : * Many waters cannot quench love,
neither can the floods drown it ; if a man would
give all the substance of his house for love,
it would utterly be contemned.' My father car-
ried out his threat to cut me off with the pro-
verbial shilling; but I snapped my fingers at pov-
erty, longing for the chance to prove my love by
working for my beloved. It was not as easy as I
imagined. I succeeded finally in getting some
boys to coach, which was not a competency by
any means. Maude was very young and inex-
perienced ; she knew nothing of housekeeping ;
and the old story repeated itself — as poverty was
creeping in at the door, love was flying out at
the window. Then Hilda was born ; forsomc time
previous Maude had been keeping up her strength
with stimulants ; I paid little attention to it,
thinking it only a temporary depression that
would pass off when she got stronger. But, alas !
it was an inherited taste, and soon became con-
firmed. Even this did not cool my passion or
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rouse me to the horror of perpetuating beings
weighted with so perilous an heredity. Another
little girl was born, whom the good God merci-
fully recalled almost as soon as given. Things
kept going from bad to worse. Six years of
penury followed our marriage ; when things were
at their lowest the post brought one morning
a letter from my father's solicitor informing me
that, by my mother's death, I had succeeded to
her property. I at once wrote the governor, but
he took no notice of the letter. However, our rec-
tor wrote me, at the mother's dying request, of
her forgiveness, though I fear, from what he
said, she never got over my marriage and subse-
quent estrangement. It was then that my con-
duct, as selfish and blamable, appeared to me in
its true light. I was now independent, thanks to
my dear mother, and determined to devote my
life to my wife and child. I left Cambridge and
took my family to Chenehurst, my place in the
the country. What a proud father I was when
my son was born a few months after ! how many
plans I made ! True, he was a puny, sickly little
fellow, with a big head ; but we engaged a farmer's
wife, a healthy, strapping woman, for foster-
mother, and hoped for the best. He soon began
to pick up, only the head was always too heavy
for the body. Our village doctor advised consulting
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Harry's voice trembled, then a gulp, and he
broke down altogether. As he stooped to pick
up the paper-knife that had fallen from his
hand, Dorothy, almost as much moved as he,
glided from the sofa, and, drawing up a little
stool, sat down close beside him. He, how-
ever, was so carried away by his reminiscences
that for the moment he almost forgot his com-
panion, and it was only when she took his hand
and pressed it that he noticed how pale and tear-
ful she was.
. " Forgive me, Dorothy ; I can't talk of it coolly
yet, it is too recent — but I'm a brute to harrow
your feelings, child ; you have enough troubles
of your own to bear."
** Oh ! don't mind me," she whispered ; " I'm
only sorry I asked you to tell me; don't go on,
dear, I can imagine the rest — your little boy died
too ! "
** Would to heaven he had ! No, Dorothy, the
physician confirmed our worst fears ; my son is a
hopeless idiot, and lives still in an asylum."
" Oh, how dreadful ! Is there no hope ? "
" None in this world. I thought I felt my
mother's death, but it was nothing to this. I had
married in haste; I was indeed snting at
leisure." After a pause he went on : .
" Some one has said that the threshold of love
and hate join. I trust I never had hate in my
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heart for Maude ; but such a loathing and aver-
sion came over me that, Cain-like, I cried unto
the Lord, ' My punishment is greater than I can
bear.' I still had my daughter ; for her sake I re-
mained at Chenehurst. I forbade the use or en-
trance of all intoxicants into the house, but as my
mother-in-law was living with us, it was next to
impossible to keep them out. But enough of these
details; suffice it to say that I might have still
been there but for an accident. One day Hilda
was taken suddenly ill. I hastened to fetch the
physician, leaving the child in her mother's care.
The doctor being from home, I was detained
longer than I expected. When we returned
mother and child were lying side by side on the
bed in a drunken sleep. It was the last straw —
they must be separated. Should I send the
former to a home, or the latter to a school ?
Neither. I gave Maude Chenehurst and an in-
come to keep it up as long as she remained there ;
once leave it, and she forfeited all. I snatched
my child like a brand from the burning, and
sought oblivion in Canada. You know the rest,
Dora. Kind Providence sent you in my path.
My farm has been an occupation, but it is you
who have kept me in touch with God and man,
and prevented my losing all faith in womankind.
Hilda, too, loves you dearly ; you are her model ;
to be Hke Miss Pembroke is her ambition. If I
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did not know you myself, I should love you,
Dorothy, for what you have done for my child."
" When did your wife die, Harry ? "
" Some two years after I came out here. Poor
girl I Only twenty-six, and such a life \ — blighted
by the sins of her fathers. Do you wonder,
Dora, that it is like another death to me to have
you go away ? Stay ; you say you want a life-
work : here it is all cut out for you ; let my
child be your child, help me to bring her up to be
a noble Christian woman. Don't you love Hilda?
Don't you care what becomes of her ? "
" You know that I do love her dearly, and since
you have told me of your past life I have a dif-
ferent feeling for you, Harry, from what I had
before ; a sort of love akin to pity. Now, I know
you would not have me marry you for pity ; but
did it ever strike you that your courtship (it
would be a misnomer to call it love-making) has
been carried on in an odd sort of way to capti-
vate a young woman's fancy ? "
" Yes, hardly according to the romantic school,
I must confess. I suppose I am too old and
serious — why, I am ten years your senior, Dor-
othy, and a widower at that. Yes, my attach-
ment for you is certainly peculiar ; sometimes I
feel it is semi-brotherly or even semi-fatherly,
I often find myself thinking of and planning your
future as if you were an elder sister of Hilda's.
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world, child, you are so romantic, so pretty, so
unsuspicious. My idea when I asked you to
marry me was like what I suppose Monsieur Rc-
camier's must have been when he married Made-
moiselle Bernard — your happiness was my one
thought ; but I suppose such a union could not
take place out of F* ranee. That reminds me that
I hccird some news of you the other day — some-
thing you never told me."
" News of me ? Why, I tell you everything ;
you are my father confessor."
" Truly? Perhaps you forgot this time. When
I was dining at the Bishop's last Tuesday Mrs.
Mann-^fs told me that when they were home last
they saw a lot of your aunt. Lady Vincent, who
said she was going to write and ask you to visit
her, as she had set her heart on marrying you
to an old East Indian friend of theirs who was
returning to England for a wife — and the good
of his liver. You did not tell me, Dorothy, that
you were going to visit your mother's people at
home."
" Neither am I. My aunt did ask me, but I
shall give them a wide berth. They treated
mamma abominably, and can't say hard enough
things against my father, which I wouldn't stand,
you may be sure. Lady Vincent is a born match-
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daughters much to her satisfaction, and now
wants to try her hand upon me; but she'd find
I'm made of different stuff. Fancy how my inde-
pendent notions would shock her! I should not
be in the house a day before I should be talking
of my school and pupils. I must gang my ain
gait."
" In that case the Indian nabob has not much
of a chance, I fear."
" Not a ghost!" and the girl's merry laugh rang
out loud and clear. '* You don't catch me throw-
ing over such a dear, good-looking boy as you
for a yellow, weazened-up East Indian. You
were not jealous, were you, Hal ? "
" Not a particle ; and now one parting bit of
advice and I'm gone. I know you will be true
as steel to your conscience and principles of right,
Dora, but don't marry any man with the quix-
otic idea of reforming him ; remember, what a
man Is before marriage he will, in all likelihood,
be after ; if he has sown wild oats he — and others,
too, unfortunately — must reap them. No man
that has a past to bury can keep it below ground ;
the revenant will be constantly obtruding itself ;
he cannot lay it. You spoke just now of marry-
ing me for pity ; marry no man out of pity."
" I don't intend to if I know myself. And now,
dear Harry, I am going to ask a favor of you
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you give me a year to take my fling in ? It is not
likely I shall come across a lover in Europe ; they
do not marry portionless girls there, and with
change of scene and people, my views may change
too ; I may then see things as you do."
" You want me to wait a year for you — is that
it, Dora ? I shall never marry if I do not marry
you. I shall be yours, whether you marry me or
another ; in good report or in evil, in health or in
sickness, so God help me. Take your wander-
jahre ; whenever you return you will find me in
waiting. The Lord watch between thee and me
when we are absent one from another," he re-
peated in a husky voice as he clasped her hand in
both of his, his favorite and only caress.
With a murmured " Amen," Dora bowed her
head and kissed his hand. It was the first time a
kiss ever passed between them, and she had been
the one to proffer it.
Quickly withdrawing his hands, and letting
hers fall, he said, in a tremulous voice :
" Don't do that again, Dora, either to me or to
any other man."
He made no attempt to return the caress, and
hurriedly took his leave.
As the door closed, Dorothy made a rush to-
wards it as if she would call him back, then stopped
irresolute, finally turned and threw herself on the
sofa in a passion of tears.
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"Of what use?" she murmured; "it would
only be the same thing over again, the same
arguments for and against, that IVe argued
with myself for the last year. I must have
something more than friendship ; I must have
love. I never have had it, not even the father-
and-mother love that most girls have ; with me
it has been give, give. I've hosts of friends,
but the moment any of them is called away by
self-love or ambition, I am sacrificed. Even the
pupils that I love best, and do most for, cheerfully
say good-bye when the holidays come, never giv-
ing a thought to me whom they leave alone and
loveless. Why is it that I never inspire love, only
admiration — I who so long for it that I some-
times think that I would willingly, Faust-like,
barter my soul for it ? I know that I'm pretty ; if
my glass did not tell me so, I've had compliments
enough to turn most girls' heads. It was only last
week Mrs. Newhall wrote begging me to give the
famous English painter who is out here a sitting
for the Madonna in his great picture. How little
Mrs. Newhall understands me if she thinks to
flatter me in that way ! Fancy a strange man
looking me over as if I were a wax doll, or even
worse — one of those wretched models — and finally
deciding that my nose was the hundredth part of
an inch too short, or my forehead the thousandth
part of an inch too high, for his ideal Madonna.
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Bah ! I wonder what sort of a Magdalen I should
make? Why did not Harry kiss me when he
went ? I half hoped he would, for I like him and
might love him if he would only let me, but he
is so awfully conscientious and frightfully honest
with me. Why need he constantly reiterate that
he does not love me better than his child, only
differently ? I don't want him to love me better ;
of course he ought to love Hilda, she is a dear
little thing and I love her too ; but all the same
I want him to love me to distraction."
Musing thus, quite unconscious of time and
place, Dorothy lay with her head buried in the
cushions till the gray dawn struggling in at the
eastern window warned her that night had flown.
" ' Pack clouds away and welcome day, with
night we banish sorrow,' " she philosophically re-
peated, as she sought her room to bathe and dress
for another day's battle. " I don't regret one bit
what Fve done ; I would do the same if I had to do
it over again."
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CHAPTER IV.
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" Love is merely a madness, and I tell you deserves as well a
dark house and a whip as madmen do ; and the reason why they
are not punished and cured, ijs, that the lunacy is so ordinary that
the whippers are in love too." — Shakespeare.
Few women in this world were so completely-
isolated by -^es of circumstances, while dwell-
ing in the midst of their fellow-beings, as was
Dorothy Pembroke. Not that she was without
relations and friends ; it was rather the isolation
of a crowd, where everybody is eager about his
own business, and pays slight attention to yours.
Drop out of the ranks, and somebody near fills
the gap. The Rev. Venus Pembroke, Dorothy's
father, was an Anglican clergyman of the ex-
treme low party. Tall, florid, sandy hair, and
mutton-chop whiskers, cold blue eyes behind gold
spectacles, high forehead, the effect heightened
by hi? receding hair; big hands, big feet, white
teeth, and unctuous smile ; the sort of man well
content with himself and his surroundings, his
whole appearance seems to say, as he slowly rubs
his hands : " The Lord has been very good to me.
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fits." Naturally such a man magnified his office,
and took as a matter of course the homage of the
women-folk surrounding him. One slave at least
he must have ; when a child it was his mother,
after that it was his wife. His God was the Bible ;
he literally worshipped every word in it from
cover to cover. A St. Augustine man, shortly
after his ordination he was sent out to Canada,
leading with him, after the manner of St. Peter
and the other apostles, a dear sister, a little Eng-
lish daisy, orphan and heiress, whom, after he had
induced her to sell all and lay it at his feet, he
married. She was of no account in the parish
except to point a moral as a model wife, submit-
ting herself unto her husband as unto the Lord.
She hung upon his words as if he were the mouth-
piece of the Almighty, and his utterances divine ;
learning in silence with all subjection, and believ-
ing that woman shall be saved in childbearing if
she continue in faith and charity and holiness,
healthiness with sobriety.
Twenty summers of this domestic bliss min-
gled with twenty winters of discontent, and the
child-wife, grown gray in the service, was released
from the bondage and called up higher, leaving
ten little slaves in her place. Dorothy, the eldest
girl, did her best to fill the void ; helped the chil-
dren with their lessons, looked after their clothes,
superintended the housekeeping, kept the ac-
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counts, paid visits, and made a point of being
nicely dressed for dinner and at liberty in the
evening to amuse her father; all without a word
of thanks from him. Why should she not do it ?
Was she not eighteen — older than her mother was
when she married ? and she had done it. He for-
got that it had come upon the latter gradually,
and that it was the last straw that had killed her.
However, Dorothy had a good constitution and
great vitality, and was sustained by a feeling that
if things did not go well, her father could easily
get another housekeeper from among the many
women who were making his slippers and pinballs ;
so, without a murmur, she renounced all thought
of marriage for herself, and willingly gave up the
best years of her young life to him and the chil-
dren. Just as things seemed to be getting easier
— the boys at school or in business for themselves,
and she free to indulge in a few day-dreams — she
was rudely recalled to earth by her father inform-
ing her of his contemplated wedlock with a
young woman some years her junior. Naturally
she remonstrated, and was told that if she did not
like it she might go ; and go she did. Tw ..i;y-four
hours from then she was sitting homeless and
friendless in a train bound for Guysborough.
What should she do? She had talents and
ability, but, unfortunately, no specialty ; in nothing
was she proficient. Her father was opposed to the
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modern idea of higher education for women ; he
gloried in being conservative, and expatiated both
in and out of the pulpit upon the beauty of gentle,
clinging females after St. Paul's model ; women
who dare not express an opinion until they have
first ascertained their father's or their husband's ;
forgetting that, at the last day, no woman can
shield herself behind such flimsy Chinese ram-
parts ; each will then have to answer for herself,
whether she stands or falls. Dorothy had plenty
of energy, and without stopping to dwell upon the
justice or injustice of her position, she set to work
and opened a school ; with what success you may
judge when I tell you that to-day, just five years
from the opening, in looking over the bill of sale
of her effects, she finds that when all debts are
paid she will be the fortunate possessor of a hun-
dred pounds, with which to cross the Atlantic and
make a new start in the Old World ; not a fortune
by any means, but more than she had when she
left her father's house. Who says that woman is
not bold, desperately bold ?
During these five years Dorothy went but sel-
dom into society. Though an acknowledged
beauty she cared little for social success ; was
rather what is known as a one-idead woman.
Whatever work she engaged in for the time being,
she pursued to the exclusion of all others ; then she
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thoughts alternated between the grave and serious
questions of the day — science, religion, and morals
— and romantic speculations about love and mar-
riage. One seldom meets with a person more
susceptible to extraneous influence than Dorothy-
Pembroke ; she was like a highly strung musical
instrument responsive to every touch. Whether
it be heavenly symphony or discord must depend
upon the master hand that plays. She liked work
when it was brain-work, and longed to make money
to give away ; but was too quixotic for a business
woman, and it was owing mainly to Harry Alex-
ander's kindness and liberality that she had got
on as well as she had. The latter she admired
exceedingly, but marry him upon the terms he
proposed — those of esteem and respect for each
other's character — she could not think of for a
moment. Was it a relic of her father's con-
servatism and orthodoxy, or was it religious fanat-
icism mingled with romance, inherited from her
mother, that made her such a devout believer in
old-fashioned love? Surely the love matches she
had had anything to do with had turned out very
prosaic, to say the least ; but, like all the children
of Eve, she would try for herself. She thought,
" I am not clever, but I am full of great and
noble aspirations. If I may not be great myself,
I might inspire others. " Her passionate nature
yearned for something more than friendship.
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CHAPTER V.
One goes abroad for merchandise and trading,
Another stays to keep his country from invading,
A third is coming home with rich and wealthy lading ;
Hallo, my fancy, whither wilt thou go ? — Old Poem.
A MONTH later Dorothy was standing on the
deck of a fast Atlantic steamer, bound for Liver-
pool, watching with quivering lip and aching
heart the slowly receding shore ; but she was a
brave woman, and dashed away the tears and
buried the past by concentrating her thoughts
upon the present. " What a goose I am ! ready
to cry from sheer sentiment, when I have been
longing for years to go to Europe, and now that
I have cut the Gordian knot and have fairly
started, I am actually growing chicken-hearted.
I'm ashamed of you, Dorothy Pembroke! How
many women would give their eyes if they stood
in your shoes, the wide world before them, and
not even a husband to say them nay. It was good
of Harry to come all that way to bid me bon
voyage ; I was not a little surprised to see him on
the steamer, with Hilda and her old nurse. And
how well he managed it too, asking me to do
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him the favor of taking Peperel over as my maid ;
that she was going home to visit her people, but
for me to keep her until I went to the Continent,
for she knew England well and might be of use
to me. I must say, though, I was a little startled
when the others left, and he didn't budge. I was
afraid he was going to cross with us, and then of
course I should have ended by marrying him.
Yes, I must say it was a relief when he explained
he was going back in the pilot-boat — dear old
fellow ! he's a true friend ; I know I'm not half
grateful enough. Did I thank him, I wonder, for
all those magazines, flowers, and fruit, and this
comfortable chair and wraps? I'm afraid I for-
got it. Well, if he meant that I should think of
him during the voyage he has certainly succeeded."
Her fellow-passengers were the usual lot of
Canadians one meets with on the Dominion line ;
merchants going for goods, children returning
to school, and military men with their families
going home on leave. Fortunately there were an
unusual number of Americans on board ; these
interested Dorothy more than her compatriots
did. They were in three distinct parties. The
larger one, composed of some eight or nine
cultured, wide-awake, up-to-date men and women,
evidently upon pleasure bent, were so cosmopol-
itan in appearance, that they had been some days
at sea before Dorothy found out they were from
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New York. Tlicn there was a charming New
England bride and groom taking a honeymoon
trip to the Old World. Lastly, a party of three,
a young man and two pretty girls, evidently his
sisters. Dorothy saw at a glance that they were
a type of Americans she had never met before ;
they amused her not a little by their utter disre-
gard of etiquette, utterly ignoring the society
lines of demarcation, leaping with a bound the
walls and intrenchments behind which some of
the Americans and English on board had taken
refuge. They had constituted themselves self-
appointed masters of ceremony ; this they
adroitly managed by making themselves indis-
pensable to their fellow-passengers. It was impos-
sible to snub them ; they were irresistible, and their
resources inexhaustible ; they had sweets for the
children, smelling-salts or camphor for the sick,
wraps and rugs for the chilly, the latest novel or
last ship gossip for the ddsooiivr^: The amount of
information they collected concerning their fel-
low-passengers was enormous ; what they did not
know they presumed or calculated upon. Most
of the introductions that took place on board
were through their agency.
As Dorothy sat watching the disappearing
pilot-boat, like a speck in the distance, the young-
est, a pretty girl with Titian red hair, accosted
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I reckon this is the first time you've crossed
the Athintic Ocean ?"
"Indeed! Why?"
Without heeding Dorothy's modest question,
she continued : " Was that elegant gentleman
who went back in the pilot-boat your husband ? "
"Why?" Dorothy a second time repeated.
" Oh, for no reason ; only we — that is Le Baron
and I — had a bet on it. I said he was ; Le Baron
says he knows you're not married, or at least
you're not the mother of that big girl with him ;
while Hannah Jane says you're quite old enough
to be, only that individual was too attentive by
half for a husband. We asked your friend over
there who you were, but couldn't get a word out
of her. Is she deaf, or don't she know English? "
" Yes, Peperel speaks English ; but she is Welsh,
and I fancy she does not understand the Amer-
ican language."
" La sakes ! that's too thin ; why, it's the same
as English. Now, you don't perceive any differ-
ence in my way of talking, do you ? "
' " Oh, yes, an immense difference."
" Do tell ! I want to know ! Why, Hannah Jane
and I have been cultivating English for the past
two years; we know all the English slang. Han-
nah Jane is an awful hand at it. She's gotten a
little book in which she writes down every new
English word she comes across. But wait till you
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converse with Lc Baron — there's no mistaking
him for an EnfrUshmaii ; he talks to kill. He
;^racluated at Harvard this year. I was at
the commencement, and had an awful jolly
time ; he ought to have done it two years ago,
but he went in so hard for sports, that par says
all his schooling was knocked out of him. He's
a perfect Anglomaniac, as all the swell fellows
at Harvard are. What's your intention going
abroad? We've all different objects. Le Baron
wants to see the world. I'm going in for art. I
dote upon art and artists ; mar says I have a per-
fect cult for them. Now Hannah Jane is going
to hunt up our genealogy; you know we're the
Browns of Chicago — the Le Baron-Browns.
Hannah Jane has three books about us in her
trunk in our stateroom. I told her she didn't
want to bring them, for she had gotten them all
at the end of her tongue ; but she thought she'd
keep 'em there handy in case she met any swell
people on the steamer who would like to see
them. If you would like she will lend them to you
with pleasure. I ain't English enough myself to
enjoy reading long lists of names ; Hannah Jane
says it is a cultivated taste, unless you're born
blue blood, and I'm not. I agree with par, it
doesn't amount to a row of pins if you haven't
money, and we've any amount of that — enough to
catch any foreign lord we like,"
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" How docs it happen your father is a baron ?
I thought there were no titles in the United
States," inquired Dorothy, as much for something
to say as out of curiosity.
" Law ! 'taint a title we have ; we weren't always
Le Baron-Brown, but when par made his pile,
mar said we must have an aristocratic handle to
our name. You know it's all the fashion in
America now ; all the Smiths are River-Smiths,
Oak-Smiths, and Montgomery-Smiths. Marsays
during the war all the swell women were Mrs.
Generals and Mrs. Colonels. I know in New
York a Mrs. Street-Commissioner Jones, and a
Mrs. President Brown, and a Mrs. Rev. Canon
Briggs. But Hannah Jane says this is not good
form in England. It was she that thought of Le
Baron. Don't you think it a perfectly scrump-
tious name ? Par won't adopt it ; he says John
Brown is good enough for him ; but mar has it
on her cards, and so have we. Hannah Jane is
Miss Le Baron-Brown, and I'm Miss Sally Le
Baron-Brown. Hannah Jane is going to change
her first name when she gets to England ; she has
changed it so often now that I never can remem-
ber what she has decided upon. Last year she
was Dagmar. Before we left home it was Gwen-
doline, as more English, you know, till some one
told her that it had gone quite out of fashion on
the other side, so she decided to wait and ask
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them at the herald's office, when she buys our
coat-of-arms."
" And you call her by the old name, Hannah
Jane, pending the decision?" Dorothy, not a little
amused, inquired.
" Yes, it seems more natural-like. She wants
me to change mine, too, but I'm like par, I'm con-
servative. I've got heaps o' friends who wouldn't
know Sally Brown by any other name. Holloa!
there's my brother ; I expect he wants me. Le
Baron, come over here and let me introduce you
to — I can't for the life of me remember what you
told me your name was ? "
" I do not think I told you," Dorothy said
quietly, with an amused smile.
" Now I want to know," Sally exclaimed.
" Well, what is it? Introduce yourself! I guess
I'd better be going."
Dorothy hesitated some seccxJo, the whole
thing was so strange to her. Sally Brown, as-
tonished, inquired,
" What's the matter ? You ain't ashamed of
your name, are you ? It don't take me that long
to tell mine."
" I'm called — that is, my name is — Miss Pem-
broke."
" Miss ; there ! I knew you weren't married.
But I must go right away and help Hannah Jane
fix up the stateroom or she'll be tearing mad, so
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with my brother."
The young man drew a camp-chair to her side,
saying, as he seated himself, " You're well pro-
vided with literature, I see. Let me cut the leaves
of this magazine for you ? it's a great bore to
have to do it one's self."
" Do you find it so ? I, on the contrary, enjoy
it ; you are sure then to have the first reading ; but
then," she added with a smile, " it gives a young
man an opportunity of making himself useful."
'* Yes, indeed," he replied ; " that's an idea ;
besides, it's the fashion — rather a slow one for we
go-ahead ArriCricans, but it's English, you know."
After a pause he asked, " Ever been across the
big pond before ? "
" I beg your pardon, but I do not understand."
"Oh, I guess you call it the Atlantic Ocean;
we out West often speak of it in that way. I
am from Chicago, you know. Ever been there ?
You're not American, I bet ; but we'll get on
first-rate together, for all that. I'm awfully fond
of everything English, especially pretty girls.
They call me the Anglomaniac at home, and I
try to live up to the name, I can tell you. I'm a
pretty considerable talker, as you'll find out be-
fore our voyage is over. You are a bit sad at
leaving that fellow who came off with us, but I'll
cheer you up."
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And so he ran on for full half an hour ; no
knowing when he would have stopped — it never
occurring to him that strangers might not be so
much interested in his private life and surround-
ings as he himself was — had not Sally called out
that they were all tuckered out and wanted him
to come and help fix the things. He was a pretty
boy, blond like his sisters, apparently of German
extraction. All three were great talkers, but with
this difference, the women were more self-assert-
ing, more intense ; the kind of people who ex-
press their opinions unasked for, with an air of
superior wisdom and authority that is most ex-
asperating, making you wish that you might never
see the like again. The young man was rather
refreshing from his naivete ; he talked because he
had to, from the fulness of his heart.
Dorothy and he passed many a pleasant hour
together ; in fact they would have become good
friends but for his sisters, who acted as if they feared
she might run off with him. At first Dorothy
thought of seriously alarming them with a flirtation,
but decided, upon second thoughts, that Le Baron
was too good to make a plaything of to spite his
sisters, and she snubbed him oftener than she
otherwise would have done.
Dorothy herself was an object of daily curi-
osity to her idle fellow-passengers, whom her
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tance. She was beautiful, all agreed, though
always with a but reservation in assenting. Her
figure was good, but she was too short, or it was
owing to that perfectly fitting tailor suit that she
wore. Then some said her features were too per-
fect ; monotonous in fact ; her teeth so even they
must be artificial ; her dark-brown hair too heavy
for her oval face ; that was why she held her head
so high. " It must be uncomfortable to be
dragged back in that way, like a horse with a
check-rein," one woman remarked. Her eyes of
course did not escape comment ; the men for the
most part found them beautiful, and raved over
her little baby stare. The women found this
stare bold, and thought her very affected when she
kept her eyes veiled under her long black lashes.
On the whole Dorothy enjoyed the voyage, it
was all so new and strange to her, who had passed
her life until now in a little provincial town. But
all things come to an end, and one fine day in June
they sailed up the Mersey to the Liverpool docks,
where Dorothy and her fellow-passengers parted
— for no one knew where ; at least they were very
much surprised when any of them chanced to
meet again.
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CHAPTER VI.
"Elle est fraiwnti et jolie. Ses regards sont pleins de feu 1
Ses paroles charmantes 1 Elle est una prison
Oil j'ai enferm^ mon coeur." — Breton Song.
How strange it seemed to Dorothy as she
stepped from a second-class carriage on to the
platform of the^'^^r^' St. Lazare to find herself in
Paris. She had to pinch herself from time to
time to realize it, to make sure she was awake,
not dreaming. She had remained but a week in
London, and then hastened on to Paris ; for, as
we know, her resources were limited, and she
wanted to be at work and at the same time im-
proving her French. She had the address of an
English boarding-house, and drove directly there ;
it was filled with Russian princesses, swell English,
German counts, and such like. Dorothy took a
room for a week, telling the landlady she wanted
to get into a French family in order to acquire the
language. How cool and charming the room
assigned to her was, with its polished floo nd
mirrors, and delicate pink-and-white cretonne
hangings upon wall, windows, and bed ! it suited
so perfectly her aesthetic tastes. Oh, why could
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she not stay there ? Why must her inclinations
and her purse be always at war?
The next morning, after the luxury of a roll
and a cup of delicious French coffee in bed,
Dorothy dressed for an exploring expedition —
toe ' lupid to venture upon taking a tram or bus.
A fiacre on every occasion was beyond her
means ; she must walk, and trust to her bump of
locality to find her way back. The day was clear
and bright, and everything was so fresh and beau-
tiful about her that she felt impelled to dress in
unison with her surroundings, so she donned an
exquisite visiting costume — her one extravagance
while in London — a lovely, tender, apple-green
cashmere and silk frock, black-lace hat with cream
roses, black parixsol with deep chiffon flounce, long,
black undressed suede gloves, and black ostrich
boa. Stopping in the drawing-room on her way
out to ask the time of lunch. Miss Grocer, her
landlady, expressed not a little surprise that she
was going to walk and shop in that costume.
" My dear, you're much too beautiful to go out
alone ! " her face showing unbounded admiration
as she spoke.
*' Oh, never fear ; I can take care of myself."
"Alas! but you do not know Frenchmen."
" Neither do they know me," Dorothy answered
merrily.
" If you will wait till after lunch I will go with
you myself ; or will you not take a maid ? "
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" Not for the world," Dorothy gayly replied ;
and off she started in high spirits, partly owing
to the ozone of Paris, and partly to a don't-care
feeling she had.
Miss Grocer's house was only a few steps from
Pont d'Alma, so Dorothy went directly to the
river, knowing 'f she kept that in view she must
eventually find her way back. On, on, she
wandered, taking no heed of time, making various
digressions to the right and left, to get a nearer
view of some building that she recognized from
photographs she had seen in bygone days. She
was standing lost in wonder in front of Notre
Dame de Paris, when she became aware that two
men she had met quite an hour previously, were
standing staring at her ; she instantly turned, and
walked quickly to the bridge leading to the right
bank of the Seine. She felt them behind her ; she
knew they were following her. She quickened
her pace ; so did they. She almost flew, but it
was of no avail ; just before she reached Pont
Henri Quatre they overtook her, one, a tall,
distinguished, military-looking man of thirty or
thereabouts, coming upon the right ; the younger,
slighter and dudish, joining her on left. She was
not frightened ; it was broad daylight ; but it was
awkward, to say the least. What would happen
next ?
" Voilh ! " the man on the right said, looking
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across her, to the man on left, " comme elle
est jo lie ! "
Then the man on the left answered the man
on the right, " Oui, die est crdnevient Jolie, elle
est trh gentilley
Upon which the man on the right, looking
her impudently in the face, said : " Man Dieii I
elle est super he ! "
Though this exclamatory dialogue was kept up
for several moments, the first two sentences were
all that Dorothy's ear, unaccustomed to colloquial
French, could grasp. But they were enough.
Drawing herself up and stepping back a little so
as to face her tormentors, she favored them with
one of her curious, innocent glances, and said
with dignity,
" Messieurs, je suis Anglaise.''
The effect either of the look or of the word
** Anglaise*' was magical. The two men raised
their hats, murmured " Pardon, mademoiselle,'''
and beat a hasty retreat.
After their departure Dorothy hastened back
to the pension ; her victory was so complete and
the reaction so great, that she would have given
worlds for a good laugh, or even a good cry. Two
things, though, she made up her mind about : first,
that it would never do to go out alone in Paris
dressed fashionably ; and second, that not a word
of this would she breathe to her fellow-boarders.
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CHAPTER VII.
" Alas for my sheep which have no shepherd!
wandering in the night with none to guide them ; bleating blindly
toward the knife of Death." — Edwin Arnold.
The next time Dorothy went out alone she wore
her tailor-made travelling dress and felt hat, and
although it was impossible to hide her beauty, it
was not of the showy kind ; and much to her
relief she passed on unnoticed in the crowd.
Though Dorothy had come abroad without a
single letter of introduction she had provided her-
self with a few addresses which she thought might
be useful to her; one was that of a lady con-
nected with the McCall mission. This morning
she called upon her to ask if she knew of a French
pension where she could board cheaply and im-
prove herself in French until she found an engage-
ment. Not knowing of any suitable place Miss
Jackson told her she would accompany her to
Miss P *s Governess* Home, where she would
probably get all the information desired. A few
minutes 'walk brought them to the house, a large
six-story corner building of gray stone, similar in
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architecture to the houses in the neighborhood,
only a little shabbier in appearance. Dorothy
was amazed to see the vestibule frescoed with
colored texts of Scripture.
** What are these for?" she asked.
" Oh, the foundress is a very religious woman,
and wishes everyone to know the house was given
her in answer to prayer ; you see over the door
are the words, 'Asked of God in l8 — ,' and be-
neath, 'Given in i8 — '."
" Yes, but why proclaim it thus? I thought
every good gift came from the Lord," Dorothy
questioned.
" True, but these poor French people don't know
that. They never read the Bible ; their priests
would excommunicate them if they did. They
will see and read these texts, and perhaps the Word
may sink into their hearts, grow, and bear fruit."
" But the texts are English ; the poor French
cannot read them."
This was a poser for Miss Jackson, but she rose
to the occasion. After considering a moment she
said : " Mair cultivated, educated French people
come here in search of governesses — they can read
them."
" Rather a case of casting pearls before swine,"
Dorothy suggested.
" At all events the young Englishwomen who
come here, and for whom the house was given,
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can read them and find comfort, and I assure you
many are in need of that."
•• I shall not argue the point, Miss Jackson ; if
it is a consolation for you or them to stand pray-
ing or reading at the corners of the streets, to be
seen of men — tastes differ. I did not leave my
Bible at home when I came to France, so shall
seek the solitude of my own closet when I need
consolation."
Perhaps this was hardly the kind of thanks
Miss Jackson expected from Dorothy, or she
found her far too strong-minded a young woman
to convert to her way of thinking. Whatever
it was, she bade her a hasty good-day, telling
her she would have no trouble in finding her
way home if she always kept the Arc de Tri-
omphe in view.
After this rubbing the wrong way, so to
speak, everything was not coulair de rose to
Dorothy that morning, and consequently when
the door was opened the entry appeared very dark,
and she thought the stairs, scrubbed English fash-
ion, not polished in the French, which the con-
cierge directed her to take to the office on the
third floor, very uninviting. The little waiting-
room into which she was shown was desolation it-
self : three cane chairs, a wardrobe, a couch covered
with an ugly woollen stuff ; on the wall a large,
round clock that did not go, and some illuminated
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texts ; a small marble mantel had also texts and
a lot of odds and ends upon it ; on a centre-
table were old semi-religious magazines and tracts,
a great bundle of which were also piled up in one
of the corners, evidently awaiting a donation in
the shape of a bookcase. ,
Dorothy had abundant opportunity to take
this all in, as she had a long time to wait be-
fore she was summoned to the office, a compara-
tively pretty room with Turkey rug on the floor,
comfortable chairs, bookshelves, an office desk,
etc. A lady sitting behind the desk looked at
her inquiringly as she entered, but said nothing.
" Miss P , I suppose? " Dorothy inquired.
•* No, Miss P is not here."
" When may I see her ? "
" She is in England just now, soliciting subscrip-
tions for her Home. I'm Miss Starr, in charge
here ; can I do anything for you ? "
" Thanks. I called for some addresses of good,
inexpensive pensions. I have also been told peo-
ple apply here for English governesses. I should
very much like a position. Have you one that I
could fill?"
As she said this, Dorothy saw distinctly a
difference in the manner of the lady superintend-
ent ; it had been inquisitively cold before, now
it became freezingly businesslike.
" What do you teach ? "
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" English."
" Nothing else ? " her rising inflection showing
surprise.
••Nothing,"
" I am afraid you will have difficulty in getting
placed. A governess is expected nowadays to be
able to teach music, piano, and violin, if not sing-
ing, Latin, German, French, drawing — in fact,
everything a young lady should know."
" Then I shall be nowhere," Dorothy sighed.
"You can put your name on our books if you
wish ; we may hear of a summer engagement as
companion that you could fill, for you are very
ladylike in appearance."
Had Dorothy been a man she would have
answered : " Damn your impudence ! " As she
was a woman she contented herself by looking
her surprise and saying :
"Thanks; ladies seem rare here, so perhaps I
shall not be a drug in the market. And now will
you kindly give me a list of pensions where I
can board and get my French up while awaiting
an engagement ? "
" We might take you in here."
" Thanks ; but I should prefer going to a ladies*
boarding-house."
The superintendent looked at her inquiringly,
as if to ask if she had any covert meaning in that
remark ; but Dorothy's face was thoroughly non-
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committal, and Miss Starr, thinking it better not
to notice the snub, answered that though they
did take in servants looking for places, they had
governesses as well.
This was even worse than Dorothy had imagined,
so she hastily bade good-morning, after leaving
her present address and a few cents for postal-
cards, in case anyone should happen to want " a
young person without accomplishments, but who
looked ladylike," As she descended the stairs she
made up her mind that it would be only a dernier
ressort that would force her to seek an asylum in
that house.
Once again in the street she consulted her
note-book, taking the addresses as they came.
It was weary work ; had she known the town bet-
ter she could have done it in half the time. She
was continually doubling upon her steps, often,
after an hour's search in one direction, finding that
the next address was just where she had started
from. Then, too, most of ih.e petites pensions are
ati cinqicibme or au sixtlnie ^tage, and nothing is
more fatiguing to strangers than this everlasting
climbing heavenward. The only lifts in Paris are
in the new buildings, where the English or Amer-
icans live. Finally, as she was toiling up to a sixth
floor, stopping to take breath on a landing, her
eye was attracted by a visiting card, tacked at
the four corners, as is the custom with dressmakers
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and others of the working class in Paris,
card bore the inscription :
This
Madame Rhor.
Pension de Famille.
As this was only mi quairicmc, she rang, think-
ing she would at least see what Madame Rohr
was like ; and when a pretty little woman pre-
sented herself, who told her that her husband was
employed at the Louvre, she immediately decided
to look no further. In fact, she had become so
suspicious of all French manages, from what she
had heard of them at Miss Grocer's, that it seemed
to augur wonderful things for this pension that
there was a master living, and the landlady not a
widow, as two-thirds of the others had called
themselves. Then the little woman chattered like
a magpie, from whici. Dorothy argued she should
learn French very quickly. Madame Rohr said
she had been in England, and knew just how
English people lived and what they wanted.
Dorothy remarked that Rohr was a German
name.
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my husband was from Lorraine ; many proper
names there and in Alsace are German."
Finally board and a pretty little room were
secured by paying a week in advance as denier a
Dieu.
It was with a rather faint heart, I must confess,
that Dorothy descended to the rez de ehaiissde.
Now that all was settled she knew how sorry she
was to quit the luxurious quarters in which she was
then installed for a little French pension. Why
was she not rich ? She felt so lonely at the
thought that her eyes filled with tears, but she
bravely winked them back, and held a mental
dialogue with herself, as people who are much
alone are in the habit of doing. Why should she
be low-spirited ? Was she not in Paris, the para-
dise of Americans ? Whatever happened, it was
all in the way of adventure, and she would have
no end of things to tell when she returned.
As she was then crossing Pare Monceau, and
comparatively alone, she began to whistle softly
to keep up her courage, *' My Wife's Dead and I'll
Get Another One." What was her horror to
hear, as it were, an echo behind her ! But this time
it was a false alarm ; it was only the pretty boy
whom they had dubbed Anglomaniac on shij)-
board that had caught her whistling.
"Oh, Mr. Brown ! " she exclaimed," I am awfully
glad to see you."
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" Well, now, this is a bit of luck, Miss Pembroke.
But who would have imagined you going about
Europe Blondel-like, singing and whistling ? But
come, tell us now, who's your Cceur dc Lion ? Oh,
that's a secret ! What will you bet I don't find
out some day? But weren't you real mean,
though, to give me the slip when I was looking
after the baggage at Liverpool ? I was down-
right mad with you. I told my sisters this very
day that I'd find you if you were in Paris, and
here you are right off."
" And what did your sisters say to that ? "
" Oh, that's a secret, which I shall keep till you
tell me where you are living."
" Agreed; you tell me what they said, and I'll
give you my address ; is that a bargain ? "
" Yes ; it wasn't complimentary, though."
" No matter ; what was it? "
** Well, here goes ; they said they guessed you
were putting up at some cheap boarding-house in
some part of the city you were ashamed of, or
you would not have been so close about it."
" Your sisters have more discernment than I
gave them credit for. And did you agree with
them?"
" I didn't agree or disagree. I told them that
it didn't matter where you went ; if it were good
enough for you, it was good enough for me."
" Brave boy ! I am going to put your courage to
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the test. It is almost dinner time ; will you forego
the delicacies awaiting you at your hotel, and
take a crust with me in my humble pension ? "
" Lead the way, Beatrice, and I will follow
even if it be to the nether circle."
A walk of some ten minutes brought them to
the beautiful house. Avenue Trocadero, that
Dorothy was temporarily occupying.
" Here we are," she said, turning into the
courtyard. " I hope this may not prove to you
the gates of Inferno."
" Oh, I say, this ain't your boarding-house? It's
a powerful sight prettier than where we are."
" Truly ? then you are not ashamed to be seen
coming in here? "
" Great Scott ! Miss Pembroke, why do you
take a fellow down so ? You know I'd rather be
with you in a hovel than"
The rest of the sentence was interrupted by
Dorothy throwing open the door of the little re
ception-room, and asking him to wait there a few
moments, while she took off her hat and informed
the landlady that she had brought a friend in to
dinner.
If Le Baron was impressed by the size and char-
acter of the house at which Dorothy was stopping,
the,quiet elegance of the dinner capped the climax.
He unreservedly expressed his admiration, like
the genuine boy he was, quite forgetting that he
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was posing for a nil-admirari Englishman abroad.
This little burst of enthusiasm on his part was
very refreshing after the cold reception Dorothy
had experienced that morning. It went straight
to her heart, and she allowed him to call her
"Miss Dorothy" unrebuked, and was even in-
duced to promise she would go with him and his
sisters to Versailles on the morrow, if he would
dispense with the courier, and let her act as guide.
Accordingly it was arranged that they should go
by rail from the gare Mont Parnasse.
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CHAPTER VIII.
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" He'll win you with a laughing lure,
Deep in your heart he'll make his home ;
All other loves you'll then abjure.
He'll haunt your house from base to dome
And sap your soul, this gay flaneur;
Make life a jest as light as foam." — Vesprit Moqueur.
Early the next morning the Misses Le Baron-
Brown and their brother called for Dorothy in a
cab. A ten minutes' drive brought them to the
station in ample time to secure four places in the
imperial of a second-class carriage, where, the
seats being arranged on the American plan, it is
often difficult to find accommodation for a party
all together. In the excitement of getting off,
Dorothy paid little attention to the other occu-
pants, taking it for granted that they were stran-
gers. The day was perfect, and the glimpses
caught of the country through which they were
rushing most tantalizingly lovely. They were
all in high spirits, " bound to have a good time,"
as Sally expressed it. Though Dorothy had
studied her Baedeker religiously the evening be-
fore, she was not at all certain how many stations
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they ought to pass before coming to Versailles.
Upon telling her compa»iions in English that she
would ask the guide the next time they stopped,
she was not a little surprised when a gentleman
behind her said :
" Nc vous ddrangcz pas, inadeinoiscUc. I am going
to Versailles, and will tell you when we get there."
Upon turning to express her thanks, she
found herself confronted by the handsome,
laughing face of the elder of the two men who
had spoken to her the other morning, the one
she designated to herself as *'/r gai inoqueur."
Though a good deal confused at the unexpected
encounter, Dorothy preserved enough self-control
to thank him and explain to her companions that
she was embarrassed at being addressed by a
stranger, and in a strange language, at the same
time telling them what he said.
Arriving at Versailles the gai moquetir was as
good as his word, in fact a good bit gooder, for
he not only told them they were at their destina-
tion, but handed the ladles down, then coolly
walked along by their side,quite taking them under
his protection, much to the ** Misses Le Baron-
Brown's " delight and to their brother's disgust.
As he spoke in French they did not understand
a word he said: neither did they see that his con-
versation was all directed to Dorothy, for the latter
kept close beside them, and showed not the slight-
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est sign of taking their escort's remarks to herself ;
in fact she was too occupied with plans to extricate
them all from the situation to think of suitable
French in which to reply to him. All at once her
eye lit upon a fiacre passing at a foot-pace, and she
nodded. Cabby, on the lookout for passengers,
drew up with a " Via, madauicr and in less time
than it takes to tell, they were all in the cab, minus
Monsieur le Fran^ais, who, not at all disconcerted,
said ''An rcimr,' with a significant glance at Dor-
othy, raised his hat with exaggerated politeness,
held it in his hand as they drove away, then strolled
off in an opposite direction, humming the refrain
of " Le Fiacre," Yvette Guilbert's song that all
Paris was singing then :
" Un fiacre allait trottinant,
Cahin, calial
Hu dia ! Hop la I
Un fiacre allait trottinant,
Jaune avec un cocher blanc."
"Well, I never! You're just too mean to live
to pack us into this hack like a bundle of dry-
goods, while that elegant Frenchman was in the
midst of talking," said Miss Brown. " Law ! he's
a downright masher."
" Anyhow, you might have given us time to have
thanked him for his kindness, even if you
wouldn't introduce us," Sally chimed in with.
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" I low could I introduce you when I didn't
know him myself? " laughed Dorothy.
"Well, I'm sure he would have introduced him-
self if you'd have given him a chance; he was
awfully smitten with us, I know by the way he
looked."
" My dear Miss Brorvn, I did what I thought
hest. It is not customary in England and France,
hatever it may be in America, for ladies to ac-
cept the escort of men who have not been proper-
ly introduced."
" Well, I must say you are mighty particular
about us, though I declare you weren't so
squeamish yourself when you took up with Le
Baron; was she, Sally?"
Le Baron, who was on the box with the driver,
turned at the sound of his name, and divining
from the high tones of his sisters' voices that
something was wrong, called out: "What's the
row ? Who's taking my name in vain ? As for
that Frenchman, hang him ! I would very soon
have sent him about his business if Miss Pem-
broke had not."
This effectually silenced the insurgents, who
were not long in regaining their habitual good
humor. The rest of the day passed happily
without incident, and had it not been for fear of
her dc^/e noir unexpectedly turning up, Dorothy
would have enjoyed it immensely. As they
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strolled from room to room of that vast palace, it
was impossible to give more than a passing glance
at most of the sculptures and pictures in the ten-
mile walk; but from time to time they paused to
examine one of Winterhalter's portraits or Da-
vid's and Horace Vernet's famous historical scenes.
In memory of Marie Antoinette, they beheaded
themselves upon entering her apartments : then,
more fortunate than she, resumed their heads
again, and went on their way unchallenged. At
the Restaurant de la Chasse they had a jolly
little lunch ; af^ier which they drove through
the park to the Trianons, Swiss Village, and Thea-
tre where Marie Antoinette had played three
days previous to being led back to Paris by the
mob.
Dorothy bade the Browns good-bye at the Paris
station, and upon Le Baron saying that he would
call the next day, she maliciously answered :
" No, I cannot permit it ; our acquaintance,
though pleasant, is only a travelling one ; as your
sisters informed me to-day, we have never been
properly introduced."
With this parting shot she jumped into a pass-
ing tram and vanished.
Young Brown's first thought was to jump in
after her; then he remembered that his sisters were
quite helpless, not understanding French ; so he
made the best of the situation, and consoled him-
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self with the thought that he had her address
now, and would call next day, nolens volcns, and
lay his heart and money at her feet, which last
bait he was mortally sure would be irresistible.
His sisters, however, did not get off scot-free ; he
gave them a good talking to about interfering in
his affairs, and wound up by telling them he was
boss, and that if they were going to fly off the
handle and kick up a row every time he flirted
with a pretty girl, he'd pack them right off home.
Alas ! man proposes, etc. When next he called
at Avenue Trocadero the bird had flown — where
no one knew.
When Dorothy found herself chez Madame
Rohr, rue Poisson, she had a hearty laugh over
her little ruse at young Brown's expense ; then
set herself to master the French tongue.
For a week or two she was very happy ; the
strangeness of her surroundings was delightful ;
she realized for the first time that she was in a
foreign country. Seldom going out — wishing to
avoid the Browns and the "■ gai vioquciir" — her
health and spirits suffered. She also found that
speaking French was not the easy thing she
fancied it would be, even though she was in a
French house, from the fact that all the family
wished to improve the opportunity of her being
there to learn English. Mistress and maid were
continually inquiring, ** How you call that in Eng-
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Hsh ? " and were not in tlic least abashed at her tcll-
inj^them she was there to study French and not
to teach English. They had always some com-
pliment ready, such as, " Only oui, mademoiselle^
voiis park:: Fran^ais trbs bien. How say you
trt:s Men in English ? "
This got to be rather wearisome at last. Le
Dimanche du Grand Prix was over ; society had
fled ; the streets were deserted ; and as the summer
advanced her little apartment became so hot and
stuffy that Dorothy was glad to accept an an pair
that came in her way. It was a school at St. Ger-
main, where an English teacher was required for
some pupils who did not go home for the holi-
days.
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CHAPTER IX.
" He looked at her as a lover can ;
She looked at him as one who awakes.
The past was a sleep, and her life began."
— Robert Browning.
With October the tide turned. Once more
the world of fashion rolled Paris-ward, carrying
Dorothy with it. Again she found herself
stranded in the little apartment, rue Poisson, where
she would be obliged to remain until she could
find something to do. It was weary work going
the rounds of the agencies day after day. Doro-
thy had to summon up all the courage and de-
termination she possessed to stoop to it. She
compromised matters, however, by giving herself
an outing every alternate day. She had yet to
visit what the French call " Lcs niomiments de
Parish She had leisure now ; why not take
advantage of it? Her four months' residence in
France had given her confidence. No fear of
meeting either the Browns or the ^^ gai mo-
queiir " — her " revcnant" as she mentally called
him for want of a better name — should keep her
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prisoner. If the latter presented himself again,
she would face him and fight it out.
Dorothy had not long to wait ; an encounter
was nearer than she anticipated. It was a glorious
autumn morning ; she had left home earlier than
usual, in high spirits, for a second itinerary in the
Quartier Latin, loitering en route among the
tempting old books displayed '^n the parapets of
the river, as was her habit when parsing along
the quais. Suddenly something made her turn
her head. There, directly behind her, stood the
Frenchman just as she had seen him last at Ver-
sailles, hat in hand, his curly chestnut hair blown
by the wind, and his black eyes dancing with mer-
riment. He bowed with the air of an eighteenth-
century beau, hand on heart, as he wished her good
morning ; then, without waiting for an answer,
added, with all the nonchalance of an old friend :
** I've been expecting you, mademoiselle ;
you need not look about for a way of escape. I
shall not let you go this time ; you must pay for the
shabby trick you played me at Versailles. I sup-
pose you think you checkmated me, ma chcrc ?
Not a bit of it. I was about to bid you au rcvoir
when you all tumbled into that cab in such a
hurry. Alon Dicu ! I had no chance at all ; that
young dude stuck like a burr to you, et puis, those
Yankee girls meant to make a dead set at me.
There were too many chaperons by three ; a flirta-
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ti'on with a French schoolgirl would have been
easier than with you under such circumstances.
En passant y perhaps you would like to get into a
fiacre now ; if so I will call one with pleasure. It
is just the day for a drive in the Bois ; I shall en-
joy it immensely with you, ma belle. What a
pity you have not on that stunning toilette that
I first introduced myself to ! You were a per-
fect picture that day, mademoiselle ; come now,
confess you have never worn it since, be-
cause Paul Caro and I spoke to you. If you'll
wear it again, I'll take precious good care, I
promise you, that no other fellow follows our
example. You know you belong to me by right
of discovery. Psyche."
During this tirade Dorothy's feelings can be bet-
ter imagined than described ; they were of a most
conflicting character ; she seemed to herself to be
walking in a dream. H - could she get rid of
this man, who seemed to have constituted himself
her protector, nolens volens ? She must be firm ;
it would not do to mince matters; so looking him
full in the face she said haughtily :
" I do not know, monsieur, by what right you
intrude upon me in this way ; it is most unwar-
rantable ; I am neither 'voire belle' nor 'voire
ch^re ;' how dare you follow and address "
All at once she became confused ; her heart
jumped to her mouth and choked her. She
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realized that she was looking at him, and yet
could not turn away ; his black eyes fixed on hers
magnetized her ; she saw before her, d'nn ccup
d'ccil, a pure oval face, short curly locks, Grecian
brow, nose, chin ; the long moustache, turning
upward — what the French call " en croc " — served
to heighten his insouciant smile. It was a charm-
ing tout ensemble ; how could she snub him ? She
felt a sudden revulsion of feeling rising that
made her thoroughly ashamed of her gibing ; and
though she knew that his look was more intimate
and inquisitive than he had yet dared, she had no
strength nor wish to resist it. There was a pause
— one could have heard their hearts beat — which
the gai moqueur broke :
" I was sure I should meet you on the borders
of the Seine, Psyche."
Her manner was totally changed, though still
on the defensive, as she replied :
" Indeed ! But tell me, monsieur, do you haunt
the Seine? Have you been condemned to
wander a hundred years on its banks, like the
disembodied souls by the waters of Avcrnus?"
" Yes, mademoiselle, I have been condemned
to wander ghost-like here, but only until I can
induce some lovely spirit-maid, also wandering on
its banks, to leave it with me. Will you come,
mademoiselle, and set me free? Mine has \ \
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Dorothy glanced up at the roguish face as it bent
down to hers, then burst into a gale of laughter,
in which he joined. " I am bound for the Pan-
theon and Luxembourg. I suppose if I told you,
monsieur, that I preferred to go alone, it Avould
make no difference ; you'd please yourself."
"Yes, I think I should; you don't know me
yet, mademoiselle. Just give me a chance to
show you what a capital cicerone I can be ; I am
certain you will miss me afterwards if you ever
have to go alone."
There was a moment's silence, during which
Dorothy thought, ''CoiUe que cofitc, I'll enjoy
myself to-day ; there's no harm in it. Life is not
all work; whv rnay I not gather the few flowers
that grow in my path ? When I try to put him
down, I'm heartily ashamed of my rudeness, his
reply is always so brilliant and disarming."
Off they started in search of the beautiful, with
all the abandon of children lei loose from school.
After doing the Pantheon and St. Etienne her
companion proposed their taking d(feiiner to-
gether at a famous restaurant Boulevard St. Michel.
Dorothy hesitated ; should she draw the line
here? " No, why should I ? the question is, what
is right? not what will Mrs. Grundy say? I shall
go the whole figure to-day." After a rccJicrcJu*
lunch — salad mayonnaise and champagne of the
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Her companion proved an excellent guide, better
even than his word. He vitalized everything.
There was not a picture in the galleries, a room
in th^ palace, nor a nook in the gardens of which
he had not an anecdote to tell. It was ecstasy to
listen to him ; even his audacity and wilfulness were
fascinating. Dorothy was completely captivated
by the devotion of her mysterious companion,
concerning whose identity she had not the faintest
notion — who he was, whether prince or beggar.
He told her nothing about himself. They lived in
the present or in the far past, which he re-created
and peopled for her in his original manner.
As he called her Psyche, she retorted by dubbing
him Mercure ; the name suited him so well, she
thought ; if the cestus of Venus is still in existence
he surely must have it ; his beauty, grace and
eloquence are irresistible.
The latter part of the afternoon, as they were
retracing their steps towards the river, Dorothy
said, " Many thanks, monsieur, for a charming day.
I almost think I prefer this side of the Seine to
the one I live on."
" Yes, you have Ic Paris chic sur la rive droit,
ntais la rive gauche est du rote dii coeur^' he replied.
"And now, monsieur, will you do me the favor
to say good-bye when I take the boat at the
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** With pleasure, mademoiselle, if you will grant
me another rendezvous.'
" Pardon, monsieur, I have not yet given you
one; it was quite an accident, our meeting. I do
not fancy it will happen again, as I am seeking
an engagement as governess, and if unsuccessful,
I shall return to England."
" Don't think me impertinent, mademoiselle, if
I ask why you came to France? "
" I do not know. I came abroad to see the
world, and drifted here, I suppose ; it was
chance "
" Are you sure, mademoiselle, it was not Fate ? **
" Are they not the same ? "
"By no means; they are very different. I do
not think you will leave Paris, Psyche ; Fate
holds you fast in her meshes."
" If such is the case, I fear it will be useless to
struggle against it. All the same I shall be care-
ful not to put inclinations in the place of Fate,"
Dorothy replied ; then added, " I shall not soon
forget to-day's escapade ; fancy our having spent
it together — two strangers, not even knowing each
other's names !
" Pardon ! I know yours. Miss Pembroke."
" Why, how did you learn it, and I not yours ?
Surely I did not tell you ? "
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" Allow me to introduce myself. I am only a
poor devil of an artist who will be charmed at
receiving a visit from Miss Pembroke and her
friends at his atelier any day she may name."
Dorothy took the card and read :
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then handed it back without comment.
" Now that you know who I am you will give
me a rendezvous, Psyche ? " he urged.
" No, monsieur ; your telling me your name does
not alter the case ; how do I know that you are
not a gambler, an adventurer, maybe a second
Pranzini ? "
The last words had their effect ; raising his hat
he abruptly left her — then, as if'thinking better of
it, stood a moment twirling his moustache, finally
turned, came close up to her, saying in his softest
tones :
"I forgive you, mademoiselle; I brought
that insult upon myself; my rnly excuse is that
all is fair in love and war. That proverb, you know,
holds good in England as well as in France ; in
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fact all the world over. But," drawing himself
up proudly, " I am neither a gambler nor an ad-
venturer. Mademoiselle, do I look like one ? "
She glanced up — their eyes met, his full of
bravado, hers full of trouble. Throwing back
her beautiful head she answered defiantly :
" How can I tell? I do not know what adven-
turers look like ; the papers say Pranzini was very
handsome ; at all events he was always hanging
about the stations and hotels in search of rich
Americans. I felt so sorry for the poor silly girl he
finally entrapped. You French ridiculed her let-
ters. I thought them most pathetic, especially the
one in which she said she hoped he would soon
come to America, as she hated to have him exposed
to the temptations of wicked Paris. She was a lit-
tle fool, but she believed in him. What a narrow
escape she had ! Had he once got to America
they would have been married immediately. I
shudder to think of the awakening."
" Do I understand that mademoiselle is paying
me the compliment of supposing I may be another
such monster ? "
" Hardly, monsieur. 1 mentioned Pranzini only
to show the risks English and American girls run
in Paris, and how careful they should be. No
French mother would allow her daughter to pick
up an acquaintance on the street as I have met
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she pleaded, looking him full in the face with her
honest eyes.
" No, mademoiselle, she would not ; but Amer-
ican and English girls are so differently brought
up, the same rules do not apply to them. A
French girl is a baby until she marries. Such a
thing as one in your station of life travelling alone
would be unprecedented, her supporting her-
self in a foreign land unheard of ; her parents
would never agree to it, no matter how much she
wished it."
" Yes, I know it, and I can readily believe we
must strike the foreigners as being very odd,
going our independent gait. However, it is quite
the correct thing in England. Woman's rights,
coeducation, and equal opportunities with men
are what we are striving for. The modern Eng-
lish girl wishes to make her way in the world on
the same lines that her brother does ; she thinks
a workless life a worthless life."
" Ah, mademoiselle, you English and Ameri-
can women are very clever, vidk\ what you call
' strong-minded ; ' not unlike the prc'cieiiscs of
Moli^re's time, but not lovable. I admire beauti-
ful Anglo-Saxon blondes, but at a distance ; they
are like the beer of their country, made expressly
for the phlegmatic Teuton ; it suits him so well
he will forsake all else and drink only of it. Au
contraire, in la belle France men sip and coquet
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with women as with wine ; some are like the vin
ordi)iairi\ a necessity; some like Jiurgundy, a de-
h'ght ; some Hke champagne, intoxicating ; some,
lielas ! like can de vie, maddening ; it is V esprit
Franqais that works the mischief."
"Your diagnosis, to say the least, is original,
monsieur ; how have you classified me ? "
" You, mademoiselle, are English, viais pas
projioncL^e ; you are Celtic, not Saxon; clever, but
not indie ; you \idMQ plus d' esprit than your com-
patriots.*
" Thanks, monsieur, for your complimentary
opinion. It was Rousseau, I think, who said,
* L esprit est la viaiiie des Fran^ais.'
" Peut-etre ; I never heard it before, viais vraie-
ment, cest tin mot juste. But, mademoiselle, you'll
give me a rendezvous. Ayez pitid de moi, a poor
artist who never did anything yet worth expos-
ing. Now that I have seen you my head is filled
with visions of what may be, if you will only give
me a sitting. My atelier is V Impasse Hi'lhie. I
know your friend. Mademoiselle Sally Brown ; she
will escort you.
" How kind ! so you have picked up an ac-
quaintance with her also ? — only I beg of you do
not call her my friend."
" Is she not ? she claims you as one of hers.
We have met several times ; she is studying with
Courtois, you know."
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" No, I did not know it ; but here is my boat.
Good-bye, Count de Gallerand," slie said, hastily
shalcing hands.
''Ah rcvoir, mademoiselle," he cried, as the
boat left the pier.
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CHAPTER X.
"Our national mind and purpose are to be amused and to
keep the mob quietly at work while we amuse ourselves; and the
necessity of this amusement is fastening upon us as a feverous
disease of parched throat and wandering eyes — senseless, disso-
lute, merciless." — Ruskin.
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A DAY or two after her outing with Count de
Gallcrand, who should Dorothy meet in the Fau-
bourg St. Honor^ but Sally Brown. She did not
recognize her at first, she was so changed ; gowned
in the most ultra-English aesthetic fashion, all
" greenery-yallery ; " her pretty red hair frizzed
and standing out like a nimbus around her head.
" It may be artistic, but it is not becoming,"
Dorothy thought.
Miss Brown's quarters being close by, she
insisted upon dragging Dorothy in to look at
them.
"We are a nice crowd, just to my liking.
I'm on my own hook, you know ; we have a
superdangulous old time of it, I can tell you.
There are six in the house, four girls and two
men, all artists — but here's my atelier."
Since so many drawing-rooms are modelled after
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the ideal studio nowadays — in fact, turned into old-
curiosity shops, for the display of cracked china,
worm-eaten tapestries, Japanese hangings, ei^ht-
day clocks, cathedral chairs, and spinninj^-wheels,
tricked out like prize oxen at Easter, with flowers
and ribbons in every conceivable shade — Dorothy
was not much impressed by the litter of choice
nothings — art muslins, artificial plants, painted
sabots and plaques, with pencil drawings and char-
coal sketches pinned against the wall or scattered
on the tables — that filled Sally's studio. In one
corner was a gorgeously attired figure to which
Dorothy bowed, much to Sally's delight, when
the latter introduced her mannikin as " Miss
Peggy Wood." Taking it all in all it was strange
that anyone calling herself an artist could display
so little of the artistic in the arrangement of her
person and room. A nearer inspection, however,
showed many little peculiarities .of adornment
that had not yet found their way into London
orthodox drawing-rooms ; for instance, the black
and white sketches of the human form divine in
every conceivable and to her inconceivable at-
titude.
" What have you these horrid monstrosities
hung on your walls for, Miss Brown ? "
" Oh, these are my studies from life."
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" Why not ? it is all in the way of business."
•* I must say it is simply disgusting; how could
you get courage to look at the creatures, much
less draw them ? — not even a girdle about their
loins ! And then fancy having the masters —
Courtois or G^rome, for instance — criticizing your
work !
** Oh, it is nothing when once you are used to
it ; besides, the model does sport a girdle about
his loins ; only most of the girls, I among the
number, prefer the fig-leaf."
** I would advise you to take pattern of Mother
Eve, and sew several together," suggested
Dorothy.
" I declare, ma chire, you are as bad as mar ;
she actually objected to la belle Jardiniere be-
cause the child was naked. And let me tell you
what she said of the Venus de Milo, it was so
original — that she would have liked it better if
some of the red velvet that was hanging upon the
walls had been made into a gown and hung upon
her shoulders." '. ,
Dorothy laughed ; that was a little too prudish
even for her. Dorothy's appreciation of the joke
so delighted Sally that she condescendingly said :
" Oh, you'll come round all right in time, my
dear. And now, since you have got over your can-
tankerousness, I'll show you my picture gallery ; "
saying which she opened a large portfolio, and
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displayed a number of sketches — counterparts, it
seemed to Dorothy, of those on the wall.
" How do these differ from those I have seen ?
and why are they derogated to the seclusion of
a portfolio?" • i
"Oh, these are family portraits, don't you know,
ma cherey ' Les vaillants de lagrande arm^c de I art ! '
I've not many; in fact, only begun my collection.
Look here; this is my chef d'cciivre ; 'tis Bonnat's
* Job.' Don't you think Hector Hanoteau would
be charmed to see his head on anything so classi-
cal ? Voilh mes trots mousquet aires ! Tony Fleury,
Van Beers, and a dare-devil friend of theirs and
mine. Don't Munkacsy make a sweet Mephis-
topheles ? But look here ; " and she held before
Dorothy's astonished gaze a portrait of Count de
Gallerand in the character of Faust.
" How did you get that ? He surely never sat
to you ? " Dorothy cried.
"He's a regular masher, isn't he? — *a royal
gommeux,' as they say at the atelier. All the
girls are quite gone over him, and whenever he
puts in an appearance, my ! don't we let every-
. thing else go bang, and sketch him ! I walk behind
the band — do you catch on ? They say my pic-
ture is the best ; I suppose because I see more of
him than the others," Sally simpered ; she did
not add that it was always to inquire about Miss
Pembroke that he stopped to talk to her ; and
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Dorothy thought, *' Good heavens ! what can he
sec to ad.Tiire in Miss Brown ? I thought him
fastidious, but it seems he will flirt with anyone
in petticoats." It also flashed upon her that
Sally had insisted upon this visit for the sole pur-
pose of finding out about Count de Gallerand ;
so she made up her mind not to mention him,
and changed the subject by asking after her sister
and brother.
" Why did Miss Brown leave you ? " she in-
quired.
" For the best of reasons ; I was only too glad
to get rid of her ; she was a perfect marplot.
Mar wanted her to stay with me when she knew
I was set upon remaining here, but I wouldn't
have her. She was always preaching etiquette ;
thought it bad form to ride on the top of street cars ;
was always talking pedigrees ; had that book of the
Browns that she showed you always to the fore ;
and as for Burke's * Peerage,' she read it far more
religiously than she read her Bible. No matter
how nice English people might be, she refused to
know them if their names were not in the * Peer-
age.* You see, she'd come abroad for the express
purpose of catching a lord. Her head has been
quite turned, unfortunately, since the English
nobility are running after our girls for their
money ; and I bet you there are not many have
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actually overheard par tell a man he'd give any-
one who'd marry one of his daughters five million
dollars on the wedding day."
" And what did the man say to that ? " Dorothy
laughingly inquired.
" Why, he jumped at it, and said he'd take us
both. But it takes two to make a bargain, I
guess. We'd something to say to that. Well,
as I was remarking, I shipped Hannah Jane off.
She's now in England having a perfectly elegant
time. You see, she saw in the Queen that a
lady of the real aristocfiicy, Baroness Hamilton,
would be glad to chaperon in societ)- and intro-
duce at court any pretty young American lady
with money; it was a chance, and Hannah Jane
snapped at it. Mar writes she hopes she'll catch
a lord soon, for she's spending a heap. I guess
our money must be running the establishment ;
if so, the baroness will take good care not to kill
the hen that lays the golden eggs. Goodness !
but ain't it slow work fishing for lords ! And, my !
wasn't Hannah Jane mad because you and I.e
Baron were spoons ! I always stood up for you,
but she said she would never consent to he»-
brother marrying beneath him. Le Baron was
cut up mighty bad when you gave him the slip.
Wherever did you hide? Between ourselves, my
dear, I think that was half the reason he went
home. You needn't mind Hannah ; if she does
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marry a lord, she'll take precious good care to
ep out of our way ; and par and mar won't ob-
ject worth a cent ; they say they want their chil-
dren to please themselves, as they did. But, say,
won't you write to Le ^aron and fix it up with
him?"
" I could not think of it. Miss Brown. I may
call you Sally, may I not ? "
** Of course you may ; I presume we are enough
acquainted for that. But, say, why won't you
write him ? "
" For many reasons," Dorothy replied. " First,
I am not in love with your brother, and, secondly,
I have no wish to change my lot. I am as much
in love with my profession as you are with yours."
" Why, I want to know ! can one be in love
with teaching as with art ? I never thought of
that before."
" Certainly ; I am quite as much in love with the
intellectual part of my work as you, I fancy, are
with yours, or rather, Ics maitrcs are with theirs."
" How strange it never struck me ths ' way be-
fore ! One hears so often of musicians, sculptors,
painters making a mistress of their art, but
never a teacher." • .
" True, I acknowledge it is the fashion to talk
in that way, I suppose because the professions
you name are the beaux arts. But teaching is
equally worthy of consideration, for it is one of
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the arts libdraux, where intelligence occupies the
highest plane."
"Indeed! but I am no hand at argufying;
you are much too brainy for me ; I only wish Le
Baron were here, he's real clever and a crack
discusser."
" But you are not alone here, Sally, are you ? "
Dorothy asked.
** No, thank goodness ! not now ; I've an old
chum with me. When Le Baron and Hannah Jane
left me, a year ago, I wrote mar to send over Ger-
tie Smith. Her par's not rich like ours, and she has
to do something for herself, and she has a perfect
talent for painting ; and I thought if mar would
pay her passage, she'd come ; but when mar told
her I was drawing from the nude and she would
have to, too, if she studied in Paris, my jiminy !
didn't she flatly refuse to come ? — said she'd give up
art sooner. Well, you bet I know a thing or two ;
so I wrote mar to say nothing, but jest get her
that place in a hospital she was crazy after. You
see, she thought she had a vocation that way.
Well, mar did jest as I said, and it worked like a
charm, so when we made the same offer this year
Gertie jumped at it. She doesn't mind the models
now one bit more than I. I tell you there is noth-
ing like getting used to seeing people without
clothes, my dear. Every nude woman is a Venus."
" Perhaps you will be setting the fashion of
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going disrobed yourself some day," Dorothy sar-
castically said ; but the sarcasm was lost upon
Sally, who simply replied :
" Oh, dear, no ; I draw the line there. I love
fancy dry-goods and stylish gowns like this one
too well ever to give them up. Gertie goes in
strong for dress reform — divided skirts and all
those highfalutin notions, I can tell you. Then,
too, we girls often sit for each other. But what
arc you standing for, dear? I'm just going to
ring for a pitcher of hot water to make some tea
with ; you'll not be so mean as to go before it's
made ; I have it every afternoon h V Anglaise.'"
Dorothy accepted a cup, and shortly after
took her leave, when a bevy of frowsy heads and
lanky robes burst in upon her hostess.
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CHAPTER XI.
"Nature's rule is not the righteous, but the strong shall inherit
the land; find something weaker and kill it and take possession
of its little vineyar'^., and no Nahoth's curse shall follow you, but
you shall thrive." — C, Kingsley.
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Dorothy was beginning to think it was useless
for her to try to get anything through the agents,
she and they were so antagonistic. There are two
kinds of agencies in Paris: those kept by men and
those kept by women. The latter are preferable ;
the former, although more businesslike, are more
brutal ; as an example of the latter class let us take
one on rue Miromesnil. An dcuxicme is a door
with a little brass knob in the centre, above which
are the words ^^Entrcz sans sonncr,'' which hav-
ing done, you find yourself in a small square ante-
room, so filled with women that you are obliged
to stand several minutes before securing a seat.
While waiting your turn you have ample time to
take an inventory of the room, which is very well
furnished, and is ornamented with placques and
pictures not too bad in their way. The occupants,
like yourself, are looking for work. One can often
judge by their toilettes what their social position is,
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and what they arc wilhng to take. Here is the
tall, well-dressed girl furnished with an Oxford or
Cambridge diploma ; she scorns everything but a
well-paid governess's place. Next her is a lady-
like woman on the shady side of thirty, who, find-
ing that a knowledge of conversational French
is a necessity if she would keep her situation in
England, asks only a place '' an pair'' in some
good family. It is not until her savings are almost
gone that she realizes that no private family in
France wants a governess on mutual terms as in
England. Apartments of the '' pet its manages"
are too small to give up a room to the governess ;
they prefer one to come by the hour. Le grand
inondc in large apartments would rather pay their
teachers. Near the door is seated a poor girl
whom Dorothy has met in all the bureaus. She
has been in Paris for years, knows all the routine,
has once or twice fallen upon her feet, but not for
long ; each autumn sees her back again, besieging
the agencies, poorer and more dilapidated than
the season before. Now she is willing to do any.
thing, even to take a nursery-maid's place, provid-
ed you call it gouvcrnante or nursery governess.
By the way, you can do anything but go into a
shop ; once do that you can never, if it is known,
teach or governess again.
But all the applicants are not as pitiable as
these last. Those showy, overdressed girls with
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golden hair can hardly want teachers' situations ;
perhaps they have come to cnj^a^e some one to
^ivc them lessons. Oh, no, they would not be in
this room if that were the case ; those seeking
teachers are shown into the salon, luxurious in
mirrors and rugs. Neither do they take their turn
with the applicants that are admitted directly into
the iniiLM- sanctum. These girls are on the look-
out for something easy, as companions to orphans
or housekeepers to widowers ; they must live, and
money they must have, but they do not like hard
work. They are the kind that end by going into
shops, oftenest the perfumery or flower shops, if
they do nothing worse.
But Dorothy's turn has come. Madame does not
keep her clients long ; good-day and good-bye are
almost in the same breath. " Anything for me ? "
is the usual salutation after the first visit, when
the name and address and the franc for paper
and stamps arc taken in case of writing. The
government forbids a fee being charged before a
situation is secured, but there are many ways of
getting over this ; for instance, by asking you to
subscribe ten or twenty francs for an educational
journal where you can advertise gratis. " No,
nothing to-day," is the invariable response to the
ninety-and-nlne. Occasionally you hear high
words, threats of telling the police, which gener-
ally end in a list of two or three places being
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given. This quells the storm for a time, but the
insurgent is really not much better off than be-
fore, the same list having been given out more
than once that day from every agency in Paris.
The proprietor of the bureau, Madame Carotte,
an old woman of seventy or over, dressed like a
young girl, her head crowned with a light wig,
looked up as Dorothy was admitted, and said, " I
did not expect to see you here again."
"Indeed! pray why not?"
" I thought you'd be quite too high and mighty
to take anything I fiad to offer, after refusing
to go c/icz Madame Richard, an old St. Germain
family."
" I did not refuse to go, I only told Madame
Richard when she asked for my testimonials, that
I would exchange references with her. How
could I know that she was of an old St. Germain
family ? She certainly does not live in that
quarter, and there was nothing to indicate it in
her apartment. You never mentioned it, but it is
of no consequence ; had you done so, I should
have asked her all the same for references, for I
shall never enter any family as governess that I
know nothing about."
" Eh bicn ! mademoiselle, I have nothing that
will suit you. Bon jour '^
*' If Madame Richard is a sample of your
patrons, you certainly have not ; good-morning."
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I am sure to do it. I'll paint you in every con-
ceivable character ; I long to begin. Which shall
it be first ? Jeanne d'Arc hearing voices and see-
ing visions, or an Assomption ? Do you know
you are the living, breathing image of Murillo's
at the Louvre? Et puis, you might take lessons
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in painting of me. I am sure you will succeed,
with your artistic taste, vion amic. Allans I we will
visit the galleries by day and the theaires by
night "
" Not another word ; leave me, sir," cried Doro-
thy, coloring with indignation as the meaning of
her companion's words flashed upon her. " I'm a
fool to have given you the opportunity to insult
me ; once and for all, Comte de Gallerand, I
despise you. And, by the way, let me mention
that, although alone in Paris, I am not without
friends should I choose to v rite or telegraph. I
have a tried, faithful one who would leave every-
thing at a moment's notice to hasten to my assist-
ance. Neither am I without money ; I have only
to call at Baring Brothers to draw what I wish.
It is a whim, a fad, English peculiarity, whatever
you choose to call it, that I am now in Paris sup-
porting myself. But here is my pension ; I shall bid
you good-day — not mi rcvoir, but farewell. And
please remember, Comte de Gallerand, I shall not
permit this intimacy to go i.ny farther. If you
persist in it I shall apply to the British consul for
protection."
** Man Dicu ! mademoiselle, you are cold ; you
are always on the defensive ; you think me insin-
cere, unscrupulous ; you have no right to do so, I
never gave you any cause. There is no one in
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Mais ! it shall be adicii this time ; if you insist I'll
not obtrude my society upon you any lon^^er.
I'm not a biagucur, neither do I try to appear
good h V Anglaise ; we call a spade a spade in
France. You have sent me off ; I shall not break
my heart, I'll wait. You'll ask me yet to come
back."
" It will be a long day ere I do that, monsieur,"
she haughtily replied.
" Pciit-ctrc, but come it will — nay, mark my
words, the time will come when you will sue for
my protection with more persistence than I have
to-day sued for a kind word and look from you."
" God forbid such a calamity ; but should it
happen, say, what would you do — remind me of
this and be revenged ? "
" Mademoiselle, what would not love do for its
beloved ? " he replied, stooping so low over her that
she felt as if clasped in his arms, though he did not
even touch her ; then standing erect he bowed, in
his gay chevalier manner, smiled his beautiful,
polished smile, wished her adieu, and was gone.
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CHAPTER XII.
" We live in deeds, not years ; in thoughts, not breaths ; in feel-
ings, not in figures on a dial.
We should count time by heart-throbs. He most lives
Who thinks most, feels the noblest, acts the best." — Bailey.
Dorothy was not many minutes in mounting
the stairs to the little apartment au qiiatrihne.
Telling the maid who opened the door that she
had a headache, and did not wish to be disturbed
until the next morning, she hurried to her room,
turned the key, threw herself upon the bed,
and had a good cry. At last with a long-drawn
sigh she set to work to calmly review the events
of the day. How could she solve her difficulties?
How could she extricate herself from the toils she
felt were closing around her? She was without
money, and must get work. There was not a
person in that great city to whom she could go.
Oh, if the rich only knew how much she needed
work, would they not give it to her? But they
did not, and they would not know. She might
call at their homes, and if the servant admitted
her, and she told them how much she wanted
it, they would not believe her ; they could not
realize it any more than the queen who, when
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told that the people were starving for bread, ex-
claimed, " Why, then, do they not eat cake ? "
She, Dorothy, would be told that she did not look
like an object of charity ; that there were societies
for helping the poor, bureaus where work was
given out, to which they subscribed annually.
Then they would wonder what had brought her
to this pass. Some would even insult her by
offering her a shilling, telling her if the worst
came to the worst to apply to the Church, or the
British Embassy, to be sent home. Little did
they know of the many daily applying, of the
many daily turned away ; neither would they
consider as to whether she would be better off
in England ; they only knew she would be out of
sight, where it would be somebody else's duty to
look after her.
Dorothy knew it would be useless to apply to
her own people in America, so she never gave
them a thought. Her one care was to keep from
thinking of them, to try to forget their existence,
as they to all appearance had hers. However, she
found upon comparing her lot with that of many
girls around her that she was better off than they,
for she had one true friend, and they were quite
alone. Had the time come for her to write or
cable to Harry Alexander, as she had promised
him to do when in difficulty? No, no; not yet;
that would be acknowledging herself beaten. She
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would be bound to mudoir, octagonal in shape, with
two large windows overlooking the park. A private
staircase led to her bed and dressing-rooms, which
were above the two rooms last mentioned. All
were handsomely furnished in the French fashion
— polished floors, rugs, innumerable mirrors, plants
and flowers everywhere, the furniture of each
room blending in color with the hangings on the
wall, and the boudoir being a mass of shrimp silk,
the bedroom white cretonne with pmk rosebuds.
Everything was fresh and gay, what the French call
riant, though somewhat too loud and garish to
suit Dorothy's quiet taste. One side of the dining-
room was filled with books, which she promised
herself the pleasure of dipping into on the first
opportunity.
The princess had come to the door to welcome
her, and was even kinder, more motherly and
gushing than at their first interview ; her delight
seemed genuine at the pleasure she was sure
Dorothy would take at the new toilets she had
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pleased she would have been careful not to show
indifference, and put a damper upon the princess's
enthusiasm. As it was, she tried on, one after
another, the various hats and frocks, like the most
obedient French daughter, making believe to her-
self she was only sixteen, not twenty-eight. The
princess's fcuimc dc chainbri\ Marie, who helped
her off and on with the garments, was Russian,
and as she spoke French badly, her mistress con-
versed with her in her native tongue. Naturally,
Dorothy did not understand a word of what they
said, but there was no mistaking their expression
of admiration ; it was almost ludicrous, as they
clasped their hands in ecstasy over each successive
costume. When she was arrayed in a white-silk
dinner dress the princess cried, " Vous i^tcs ravis-
sante, suprrbe," etc., and Marie smoothed, patted,
and pawed her over as if she were a little kitten.
On the whole, Dorothy was quite content with
herself, as she surveyed her graceful figure in the
long triple mirror. " Fine dresses make fine
birds," she confessed.
Having understood that she was to wear black,
she was not a little relieved and delighted to find
that out of the half-dozen toilets the princess
had ordered, only two were of that sombre hue,
one a delicate lace, the other a rich black velvet
walking dress, trimmed with fur. They all fitted
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like a glove, and Dorothy, who had seldom worn
white before, on account of its costliness, was very
much surprised to see how becoming it was to her.
As she stood there the thought came, " If Hany
s;;w me now, would he love me as I want to be
1 ived — passionately ? "
Setting aside the black velvet costume, a large
white hat, white fur boa and muff, the princess
asked her if she would wear them that afternoon
when they drove in the Bois — which she did,
feeling somewhat though, when dressed, as if, in
taking the princess's livery, she had lost her own
individuality ; that she, Dorothy Pembroke, who
had made such a point of having her liberty, was
vanquished, annihilated. " I wonder what Harry
Alexander would say to all this ? " the thought kept
continually repeating itself ; which set her conjec-
turing. Was this only a fad of the princess's, this
wanting her to dress in black and white? or was
she making a tool of her for some reason ? Then
she recalled the black horses and carriage, the sable
livery of coachman and groom, the mourning habil-
iments of the princess and son. No, it could not
be that. Perhaps gay colors would be out of
place here, and the lesthetic taste or fine sense
of propriety of the princess shocked ; at all events,
it was an innocent whim, and why should she not
fall in with it ?
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lazy, luxurious life she was leading, but it suited
Dorothy. She needed a breathing-space. Thus
far she had lived at high pressure, and it is just as
well now and then to let off a little jteam, pause,
and think in the race of life. •
The princess continued to be the same good-
natured enthusiast she had shown herself at first.
Dorothy seldom saw her except at their daily
drive ; then she talked a good deal, and on several
occasions gave Dorothy glimpses of her past life.
She was French,of humble origin, Prince Nesvitsky
having fallen in love with her when she was singing
in opera at St. Petersburg. His family had never
acknowledged her, and she had no living relations
of her own ; which facts accounted for much that
had perplexed Dorothy, notably that she had so
few women, and such troops of men, friends. She
kept her promise of asking Dorothy to dinner
when she had distinguished guests. The company
often included men well known in the world,
such as General Boulanger — but, though the
opportunity is tempting to introduce each one in
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This little note made Dorothy very happy ; she
felt that she had been instrumental in helping the
artist to attain a lofty ideal. She went to bed
that night with a lighter heart than she had yet
felt since coming to Paris.
Early next morning, without even waiting for
her petit dqcuncr, Dorothy slipped out of the
house for a stroll in the neighboring park, as she
had been in the habit of doing every fine day
since the spring had come. Pare Monceau was
so fresh and lovely in its tender green at that early
hour — but I shall not describe it, for nowadays
everyone has been in Paris, and knows it ; in fact,
the barbarians from other lands have taken pos-
session of it, and converted it into a playground
for their children and a meeting-place for nursery-
maids during the greater part of the day. For-
tunately the vulgar crowd have not yet desecrated
the early morn nor dewy eve ; at either hour it is
delicious. Dorothy often congratulated herself
upon the Hotel Nesvitsky being so near. In
imagination she would fancy it a royal domain
once more, the scene of fetes, revels, and duels, as
in the days of Philippe Egalit^. Sometimes, if
Alexis were with her, she would talk to him and
give him lessons in botany in imitation of Madame
de Genlis and her pupil, the little Dauphin. Some-
times, if she were feeling lonely or sentimentally
inclined, she would visit the little moss-grown
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monument in memory of the poor young stranger,
who, after being beaten to death, was buried there.
This morning, however, Dorothy was not in one
of her sentimental, dreamy moods, but on the con-
trary very wide awake, quite ready for a race witii
Henri Quatre and his fat minister should they
appearand challenge her. As neither did, she was
having a brisk walk all by herself. Glancing by
chance down the street as she passed the southern
entrance, whom should she see but Count de Gal-
lerand coming towards her on horseback. " He
does not ride like an Englishman, not like Marry,"
she thought, with British prejudice, as she re-
turned his bow ; " nevertheless he's awfully hand-
some," she admitted, as he dismounted, passed his
arm through his bridle, and walked at her side.
'^ Bon jour y madcuioisclle ; conune vons ctcs ma-
tinalcy
" The tip of the mornin' to yourself, monsieur,**
she gayly answered. " Let me congratulate you
upon your new decoration. You'll be no end swell
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'^ Merciy mademoiselle ; I owe it all to you,
Psyche," he said, with one of his soft glances.
" And how did you find the salon ? "
" Oh, I enjoyed it immensely."
'* And our French school of painting, what do
you think of that, mademoiselle ? "
" That it is undeniably the first in the world ;
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the technique is admirable ; you are certainly
masters of the art ; but at the same time there
were comparatively few of the pictures I cared
for ; they were too realistic. I am not only
ashamed but weary of this display of indecorous
nudity ; I would apply to them Ingres' advice to
his pupils when passing before Rubens' pictures
at the Louvre : * Salucz, messieurs, inais neregardez
pas: "
" You are very severe upon our modern school.
I had no idea you were such a purist in art ; why,
even in England your greatest artists, Watts, for
instance, paint tho nude."
" Yes, unhappily, in imitation of your school ;
but Watts is not by a long way a Sir Frederick
Leighton or a Burne Jones. Happily this realism
in art is a comparatively new thing with us, for it
is a upas-like exotic, an outcome of an effete civil-
ization. History repeats itself ; licentiousness, vo-
luptuousness, and shamelessness have always been
the outward signs of moral an^ spiritual decay in
man and nations. Still, it is sad to see a young
republic with all the vices of a worn-out people.
When I think of Canova's ' Venus Victrix,' for
which Pauline Bonaparte sat. Napoleon's fall is
easily accounted for. The empire was built on a
rotten foundation."
" Eh bieu ! mademoiselle, if we are more real-
istic in art, you bear off the palm in literature."
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"I cannot agree with you there, monsieur ; we
have no realistic writers Hke Zola; our literature
is far purer than yours. That which is called
emancipated, and to which you refer, I fancy,
comes under quite another head ; it is written
with a purpose and an object ; that purpose is to
counteract this very depravity of the age that wc
are now discussing. This cry of our women for
emancipation, for equality of opportunity, is
ridiculed in the press by men who would like to
laugh it down ; but the reform is sadly needed,
and will come sooner or later. Woman suffrage
and labor problems are the only questions which
can rouse enthusiasm in the masses."
" Hcurciiscincnt our women have not caught
the inaladicy
" French women do not feel the need yet.
Your married women have always had more
liberty intellectually and politically than ours;
for years their salons have been a power in
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" MalJieurcuscmcnt voiis avea raisoit, mademoi-
Sillc ; fortunately the republic has shown its wis-
dom by not encouraging these political salons.
There is always intrigue when woman isconsulted.
She showed her hand in the Wilson scandal ;
who but a woman would have thought of that
traffic in decorations?"
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heart and hand."
" I adore women, mademoiselle, with the excep-
tion of the Louise Michel type. Heaven defend
me from political and strong-minded women !
La politique sans Ics fcmnies.''
" You say that because you know nothing
about us. Neither you nor any other foreigner,
monsieur, can understand the position of woman
in England and America to-day ; she has been
kept so long in the background, hedged in by
rules and conventionalities, that when once a
break is made, she rushes in pell-mell, carrying
all, both good and bad, before her, like a mighty
river overflowing its banks. Modern thought is
revolutionizing church and state in England.
Why should woman be exempt from the spirit of
the age ? She can only be kept from the trend
by living in another age ; or," she added, mis-
chievously, " man might try what he can do by
shutting her up in a harem. But here we are at
the hotel, and as I have letters to write I shall
be compelled to end my dissertation and bid you
good-morning. You did not know before that I
was such an advocate for woman's rights, eh,
monsieur?" she archly said, as she ran laughing
into the courtyard ; but \\\q. grandc parte closed of
its own accord ere Count de Gallerand's reply
could reach her.
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Seizing her hand he carried it to his hps, in tlic
graceful, courtly way he knew so well how to do ;
then, looking in her face with a soft, languishing
glance, he whispererl in her ear a torrent of deli-
cious compliments. Laughing at her blushes and
her expostulations, he began humming one of
Yvette Guilbert's popular songs, waltzed two or
three times around the room, and finally snapping
his fingers like castanets above his head, danced
himself out of the door, throwing kisses from his
finger-tips as he made his exit. It was thus he
got rid of anything serious.
Dorothy felt almost happy again, his mercurial
lightheartedness was so contagious. Yes, he cer-
tainly had a wonderful effect upon her. " What
an enigma he is ! " mused Dorothy. " One mo-
ment a gay, romping, spoilt child, provocative of
laughter ; the next a good, dutiful, loving son ; and
now he has exhibited another side of his char-
acter. Who would have expected from him
such sound common sense, such a just conception
of things, as he has shown this evening ? Though
audacious and frivolous in some moods, he think-
eth no evil, and is certainly very lovely in others.
It is the unexpected that always happens. I
seem to have lived an eternity in the last hour.
How angry I was at first, with what I then thought
righteous anger ! and now I feel as lamblike as
possible, and all on account of a few words com-
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he could do anything he liketl with me if he
kept that mood up long enough."
While musing thus Dorothy was oppressed, in
spite of herself, by a foreboding of impending
calamity. " My last night here ! Is there no rest
for me in this world ? Am I like the Wandering
Jew, and poor Joe, to be forever moving on ?
Why have I such an intense appreciation of the
beautiful, such a passionate longing for pleasure
and love, if they are always to remain unsatisfied ?
I suppose it's my cross, which I shall have to bear
till I pass through the waters of Lethe and lay it
down in the land where the weary are at rest."
Tired, both mentally and bodily, she sought her
bed, but could not sleep ; her brain was far too
excited for that, so she lay wide awake revolving
plans for the future, and suffering a hundred deaths
in imagination. ** Is it well to be so acutely sus-
ceptible to imaginary pain, I wonder? Are not
those poor wretches happier than I, who are not
blessed with an imagination, who cannot realize
they are to die, even when the axe is gleaming
aboi^e their heads? How clearly is this apathy
illustrated in the case of that poor man who in the
early morning, after a rainy night, being led across
the prison yard to the scaffold, turned out of his
pathway for a puddle. He always caught cold,
he said, if he wet his feet." After a time her
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tliou^rhts went back to Canada, and to JIarry
Alexander, witli liis calm, noble face, without a
spark of passion, but, oh ! so tender, so lo.ing, so
faithful. " Dear, ^njod fellow ! " she thought, " I'll
write and t^ll him ail."
This calmed her, and she dropped off to sleep
as the dawn crept in at the window.
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CHAPTER XX.
"Culture, whicn, smooth, the whole world licks, also unto the
Devil sticics. The days of that old Northern phantom now are
over. Where canst thou horns and tail and claws discover ?
And as regards the foot, which I can't spare in truth, 't would
only make the people shun me. Therefore I've worn, like many
a spindly youth, false calves these many years upon me." — GoetJie.
Dorothy rose at her customary hour the
next morning, and tried to occupy herself as usual
with books and work until the princess should be
visible, but very unsuccessful were all her efforts ;
she was nervous, and though quite determined as
to the finale, she was coward enough to wish to
postpone the coming interview. Her common
sense, however, told her nothii.^ was to be gained
by that, and a few minutes before twelve she
tapped, with beating heart, at the door of the
princess's boudoir. Upon the occupant calling
" Entrez^'' she opened the door so hesitatingly
and appeared so embarrassed that the princess im-
mediately saw something was wrong.
"What is it, mon petit cJiatf' she sympathiz-
ingly asked, in her motherly way ; which so thor-
oughly upset Dorothy that she burst into tears,
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and some minutes elapsed before she could com-
mand her voice sufficiently to say:
" I must leave you, madame."
Had Dorothy's face not been hidden iri her
hands, she would have seen the flush of anger and
pain that crimsoned the brow, neck, and hands
even, of the princess. There was a hush of a few
seconds ; then she asked, in a voice that tried to
be calm :
'^ Pottrqitoiy ma cJicric ? are you not content?
What has happened ? Is Alexis naughty, or
Daniel impertinent ? "
" No, dear madame, Daniel is most attentive,
and Alexis is one of the best lads that ever lived ;
but — oh ! madame, how can I explain it ? I'm
afraid you will not understand me, but I know
now why — why all these men come to your
house, and I cannot stay in it. I should never
have come, or I should have made inquiries before
coming. Don't think I am blaming you, dear
madame; I know it is all my own fault ; but you
looked so kind and motherly, and I was so inex-
perienced in such things, I had not the faintest
idea that there were houses like yours in fashion-
able neighborhoods. I must go; please don't ask
me to stay, and don't think me ungrateful. I
love you dearly, madame, and will remember you
in my prayers to the end of my life."
"If you feel, mademoiselle, that you cannot be
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happy with me, I shall not urge you to remain. I
only wish you to do what you think best for your-
self. I love you more than I have ever loved any
other woman, and it would give me a great deal
of pleasure if you would stay here with me and
my son. I felt drawn to you that day when I saw
you in rue Miromesnil ; your face was so sad it
touched even my hard heart. If I could tell you
all "
" Oh, pray do not," Dorothy hastily exclaimed,
thinking she was going to tell her something of
her past life, and fearing she might be touched by
it and overpersuaded to remain.
*' No, mademoiselle, not to-day ; you may want
to hear it another time. And now may I ask
you who has enlightened you as to your sur-
roundings ? "
" I accidentally overheard last evening some
words between Don Estoracho and Count de Gal-
lerand, whereupon I sent for the latter and de-
manded the truth."
" Davie ! you are not going away with the count,
mademoiselle?" the princess quickly exclaimed.
" Oh dear, no ; what made you fancy that?"
" Parce que I know how much he admires you ;
in fact, he is (\w'\ic fol de vous ; but never, mon en-
fant, go with him anywhere except as his ivife;
promise me that."
" I have no intention of going anywhere with
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him, wife or otherwise; he may be silly over me,
but I am not so about him."
** E/i bini ! he is a charming boy ; I had quite
set my heart upon your marrying yourself to him.
He can't marry himself to a portionless woman,
you know, and I was just arranging to give you a
dot. You will stay with me, ma chcre, and let me
carry out my little plan, will you not? "
" Thanks, madame, but your plan is altogether
too French to chime in with my English notions
of happiness. I shall bid farewell to Count de
Gallerand at the same time with yourself. I am
going to-day to a governess's home, where I shall
be safe from the gay world."
''Ah cicl ! You go to that terrible place,
mademoiselle. They say to me it is worse than
a convent. You are too young and beautiful to
shut yourself out of the world."
" My chief reason for going, madame, is that
it costs little to live there."
** But, moil amic, you will not be very poor ;
you have been with me nearly a year and have
not touched a sou of your salary. I shall pay
you this, and you will also allow me to continue
the same until you find a congenial occupation."
" You are mojt kind, dear madame, but I must
leave here poor as I came ; I cannot accept even
the beautiful dresses and presents you have
heaped upon me."
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^^ Ma foi ! I do not understand you, madennoi-
selle ; you are much more difficult than the church,
for it takes what I give it without a grimace."
" Perhaps the Roman Church does ; I know
their motto is * The end justifies the means.' "
''Mais j>7, not only the Catholic Church, but
the Protestant Church is just as glad to take all I
give it, and ask no questions. When that little
Anglican church was building on Avenue de
TAlma I sent them a liberal contribution, I am
no bigot, and give, when I have it, to both Jew
and Gentile — no matter who, provided it does
good."
" No one knows better than I, madame, how
generous and kind you are to all, especially the
poor and suffering ; and though I cannot accept
your money, I shall take with pleasure all the
love you can spare me. Indeed, you have been
very good to mc ; believe me, I shall never forget
it."
After a few more words Dorothy went to her
room to prepare for her departure. The latter
part of the afternoon she rang for Daniel to help
cord her boxes. He seemed astonished at the
request and asked if mademoiselle were going
away. Upon being answered in the affirmative,
his countenance assumed that expression the
French call fui, as he remarked, " Perhaps made-
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When the cab was at the door and Dorothy
ready to go, the princess came to bid her a
last farewell. Her face was flushed and swollen,
her eyes were red from weeping. This so touched
Dorothy that, instead of extending her hand for
her to shake, she threw herself weeping into her
arms. The princess clasped her tightly, kissed
her on both cheeks, h la Fran^aisc, then drawing
from her finger a magnificent ring, said :
" Mademoiselle, you will not refuse this ; it is
worthy of you. It was given me by a good man,
in memory of his son that I saved from ruin at
Monte Carlo. Will you wear it always as a sou-
venir of a friend who will watch over you as long
as she is in this world ? Alas ! inon pauvrc enfant
will sorrow for you, mademoiselle, when he returns
from school this afternoon and hears that you
are gone. Had you stayed, who knows what you
might have done for Alexis and me ? But I sup-
pose it was too much to expect of you to occupy
yourself with us. We are not worth sacrificing
name and position for," she added, in a broken
voice.
Ere Dorothy found words to reply, she was
gone.
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CHAPTER XXI.
«»****#* " who
Compound for sins they are inclined to,
By damning those they have no mind to." — Hndibras.
A FEW minutes' drive brought her to the
" Home." What's in a name? Oh! with what a
desohitc, woe-begone feeling Dorothy entered the
much-betexted vestibule, and mounted the much-
worn and scrubbed staircase to the office in the
second story ! Miss Starr was there behind the
desk, looking exactly as she did the year before.
Dorothy told her story in a few words, and asked
protection until she found something to do. Miss
Starr gazed at her with the same cold, far-away,
unsympathetic look that she had gazed at her the
first time. In fact, she betrayed so little conscious-
ness of her presence and understanding of her
request, that Dorothy had a feeling that perhaps
she had not heard her ; so, when Miss Starr
absented, she said, to make sure the latter fully
comprehended her, " You understand, Miss Starr,
w'.i.Tt l:i;id of a house I came from ? "
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been expecting you would call upon us to get you
out of it."
" I only wish / had known what the house was
before going there," Dorothy rejoined ; then she
descended to the conciergerie to direct that her
boxes be taken to the room assigned to her in the
fifth story.
Poor girl ! she was not even to have the luxury
of a room to herself, there being only some half-
dozen simple ones in the mansard, and these bein^
eagerly seized upon by the permanent boarders.
The one Dorothy was to occupy was long and
narrow; French windows opposite the door ; two
little corner washstands on either side of the
window; three corner shelves above each; two
iron bedsteads with white counterpanes ; a strip
of carpet in front of each ; two curtain wardrobes,
one on either side of the door ; a small mantel
with a glass above it ; texts and rules hung here
I'lnd there upon the walls — and you have an in-
ventory of the chamber for which Dorothy had
voluntarily exchanged her last beautiful apart-
ments. Everything was scrupulously clean, and
Dorothy thought herself content, buoyed up by
that complacency or self-satisfaction one experi-
ences when makincT a mart\'r of one's self.
Suddenly there burst into the room without
the least ceremony a short, stout, flaxen-haired
girl, of about twenty or thereabouts, neither pretty
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nor ugly, chiefly noticeable for her pink-and-white
complexion, large mouth, and protruding teeth.
The latter feature is thought by foreigners to be
characteristic of P^nglishwomen. The intruder
introduced herself in the following free-and-easy
fashion :
" Oh ! pardon ; I did not know anybody was
here. When did you come? I see by your
boxes you are Miss Pembroke. I am Alice Jef-
freys, as you will see by mine, if you will take the
trouble to lift that drapery and inspect them. I'm
your room-mate, and it gives me no end of pleas-
ure to welcome a fellow-sufferer to my den and
extend the hospitality of the house to a country-
woman. I suppose you came here as a dernier
ressort ; they all do. It ought to be called a
refuge, not a home. I am governessing, though
I i\o not disdain turning my hand to whatever
turns up. What's your specialty?"
" Nothing," Dorothy replied.
" Well, what are you looking for? "
*' Lessons, if I can find them."
" Then you are governessing too ! You'll find
no end of companionship in that line. I'll in-
troduce you to the nice ones ; the others will
introduce themselves fast enough. By the way,
wouldn't you like a dish of tea? It's only a little
after five, anrl it won't be too bad yet. It always
stands till six under the cosy."
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an age since I have tasted such tea as we have at
home."
" Well, you'll not find better tea in Paris than
we have here. They get it over from England in
chests. Come along ; no need to dress or put on
frills ; you look awfully sweet — far too nice for
the place. Most of the girls pack up their good
clothes while they are here, and wear old duds.
One moment, though, before we go down ; here's
a piece of advice from an old stager ; I'll give it
gratis, and you can take it for what it is worth.
Don't you tell all you know. They'll ply you
with questions, pump you dry, if you will let
them, and twist the answers to suit themselves,
so that they'll know more of your business than
you do yourself before the evening is over."
" Who will ? Who are * they ' ? "
" Why, the old cats and dogs. But hush — sh —
sh — here we are ;" and pushing open a door Miss
Jeffreys introduced her companion into a room
on the first floor, exactly corresponding in length,
height, breadth, mantel, window, and door, to
their bedroom on the fifth.
On the floor was a square of green carpet, upon
which stood a long table covered with a red cloth.
At the end of the table was a tray holding the
tea-service ; one of the boarders, an old-fashioned
gentlewoman with gray curls and cap, officiated.
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Here were gathered as many women, of all sizes
and ages, as the room could hold, an overplus
having taken refuge in a small a. 'joining room,
which Dorothy afterwards found war. commonly
used for studying or writing in, the babel in the
larger room making it quite impossible to even
read there. A steamer-chair took the place of
sofa, and on it a young woman lay stretched at
full length.
The tea was delicious, quite up to Miss Jeffreys'
encomium ; but for the bread, which was in great
slices in a willow basket, there was no butter.
One of the girls present had a small bit wrapped
in white paper, evidently just bought, which she
shared with her particular chums.
Dorothy drank her tea standing, then beat a
hasty retreat before the catechists had well mus-
tered their forces. There had been a slight skir-
mish, however, such as, " Did you come from
England last night?" "How long have you
been in France ? " " Do you intend remaining
here?" "Are you studying or teaching?" etc.,
etc. — all of which questions Dorothy, being on her
guard, skilfully parried. Miss Jeffreys soon fol-
lowed her upstairs, and helped her stow away her
boxes and arrange pictures and ornaments on the
walls and mantelpiece.
Dorothy Pembroke was one of those women
who immediately stamp their surroundings with
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their own personality. Ilcr intimate friends fre-
quently made sucli remarks as " Dorothy's been
here ; just look at that sofa ; no one else piles the
cushions up in that way ; " or " That's Dorothy's
hat ; anybody else would look like a guy in it ;
it's just Dorothy all over." It was not the trifles
she scattered about the room that gave the home-
like appearance, but the arrangement, the know-
ing where to place them to the best advantage.
"Oh, don't for the life of you move thit text!"
cried her companion ; " it is a capital crime here
to commute the sentence passed upon those un-
fortunate sinners; the higher powers have decided
that hang they must until not a vestige is left.
Should any one take them down she certainly
would be hanged in their place. The law of the
house is, ' An eye for an eye, and a tooth for a
tooth,' I would have you know."
Dorothy laughingly yielded, but adroitly
evaded the letter of the law by hanging her
pictures over some and draping others.
At seven the dinner-gong sounded. The
dining-room, a large apartment divided by cur-
tains into two parts, was in the basement. While
the governesses and students were having their
dinner in one compartment, the servants, who are
also admitted to the house while out of situations,
were having tea in the other. There was little
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ubiquitous texts. The dinner was what one
might expect from the small sum asked for board ;
it was the usual English lower middle-class one :
soup, a roast — the joints being cut on the table,
not quite enough of them — potatoes, and cabbage ;
the third course a hot substantial pudding. The
service was fairly good, and all beautifully clean.
Those only had napkins who provided them.
It was all very strange to Dorothy, and she felt
more alone than she had ever done in her life
before, sitting at that long table, surrounded by
some forty strangers, all women, and all intent,
like herself, upon one object — to get a living, or
at least make both ends meet. As she looked at
them, Dorothy thought she could detect, as a
ruling passion, the love of money, the haste to be
rich, in many of their faces ; and she wondered how
soon her countenance would show it, and if she
would ever so far forget herself in her eagerness,
hurry, and greed as they did ; this last trait was
very observable in several. The meat was carved
at the ends of the table by the housekeeper and
one of the ladies in charge ; when a sufficient
quantity was on a plaie it was sent, presumably,
to the person farthest from. the carver, but as the
plate was passed from one to the other, it was
carefully scrutinized, and if thought to be a par-
ticularly nice cut was detained by the one who
fancied it.
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Dinner over, all who could, crowded into the
little sitting-room to gossip until prayers at nine;
the others went directly to their rooms, Dorothy
among the latter, and as she was tired she turned
into bed, but was far too excited to sleep. When
Miss Jeffreys crept softly in about half-past nine,
Dorothy called out, *' Pray light your candles ;
I'm awake."
"I'm no end glad you are, for I want to
talk. But my! ain't you a brave one? Fancy
going to bed before prayers, and the first night
too ! "
" Why not, if I am tired ? " Dorothy ques-
tioned.
" Oh, being tired is no excuse at all ; prayers
should refresh you if you are in a state of grace,
my dear."
" Well, I'm afraid I am far from being in such
a state. But tell me, does everybody go to
prayers, sick or well ? Are none exempt ? "
" Oh, there are some naughty, bad girls like
your humble servant who don't go oftener than
they can help ; but they are in disgrace. Just let
me give you a word in season ; you'll never be
a favorite with the powers that be if you don't
religiously attend prayers."
'* Oh, if that's all the penalty, I shall only go
when I feel in the praying mood."
''Tant pis pour vous ! But, I say, if you could
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only have heard the cats and dogs discuss you
to-night ! it was as good as a play. Do you care
to hear what they said ? "
" No, it can't be of any consequence ; not one
of thorn knows me."
"That's just what I told Julia Mitchell, but
there are a lot of them who think they know
you, the old cats ! "
'* Why do you call them cats?"
" Because they are. We are a menagerie, a
collection of animals who have sought refuge in
an ark ; but the cats, dogs, and pigs predominate.
Mark my words, and when you know us, see if
I have not analyzed them scientifically. The
cats are those who live here always — have the
single rooms in the garret. They don't care a fig
for anybody ; it's the place that attracts them.
You should hear them purr just like cats around
the housekeeper and superintendent for the tid-
bits ; it's all cupboard love, and I can see throUj;h
it. The dogs are more numerous ; I belong to
that order: they come and go, and are always
barking, growling, and snarling; they growl when
they leave, and growl when they come back ; the
most of them are curs ; it is seldom that a
thoroughbred finds his way here, and when he
does he doesn't stay long; he is not used to
being chained. The pigs I will leave you to find
out for yourself; they are a distinct species.
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Don't confound them with the foxes or geese, of
which we have a plentiful "
"A truce, a truce, Miss Jeffreys; you have
given me quite enough for one dose. Who
would imagine, to look at you, that such a fresh,
blooming exterior "
" It's the life, and the struggle to live ; it's an
eye-opener, I can tell you. But here goes the
light ; we have to be economical of candles ; this
is mine, you can buy the next one. The inmates,
you know, provide their own lights. Good-night.
Be sure you're up in time for prayers to-morrow
morning, if you want to get on here."
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CHAPTER XXII.
" Alone I — that worn-out word,
So idly spoken, and so coldly heard ;
Yet all that poets sing and grief hath known
Of hopes laid waste, knells in that word — A lone 1 "
—B. Lytton.
After an early breakfast next morning, Doro-
thy set out to visit the educational bureaus again,
with the exception of Madame Garotte's, which
she gave a wide berth. She returned to the
" Home " late in the afternoon, utterly worn out
and disheartened, sick with fatigue and faint with
hunger, for she had taken no lunch. She found
they knew at almost every agency that she had
been living for the past year with the Princess
Nesvitsky; she found, too, that they thought i one
the less of her for it, most treating her with more
civility than upon her previous visits, as if they
thought her of some consequence now. Others
asked her openly why she left the princess, and
thought her a fool for her scruples, assuring her
she would never find anything better to do now
that she had once lived in such a house. Several
advised her to try for a soubrette's place on the
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Stage, but not one little word of encouragement
to do right did any of them give her. There
were but two courses open to her, either to marry
Count de Gallerand, or to go back to America
and Harry Alexander. Her heart dictated
the first, her reason the second. For some time
past her mental state had been one of defiance
at Count de Gallerand's attitude towards her;
her very susceptibility to his influence she used
as an argument against him ; called it per-
sonal magnetism that fascinated her with him,
as the little bird is fascinated by the cat.
Once out of reach of his eye, and her reason
asserted itself again. She was forever debating
with herself against herself. Sometimes a fierce
battle raged within her, which, when terminated,
left her exhausted but unconquered. She acknowl-
edged to herself that he was the most bewitch-
ing of Mercurys, eloquence included, qualities
adorable in a lover ; but she had her doubts if
they were the most desirable in a husband. In
their last interview, however, she had seen another
side of his character; he had shown her he had a
heart. She no longer feared his playing with her
affections, but thought she would be perfectly
happy if he loved her as she did him. She was
continually contrasting him with Harry Alex-
ander. " How different the two men are ! " she
would muse. " Some one has said that delicacy
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in man is the instrument which most effectively
gains a woman's heart ; that is not my idea.
Harry has it in a high degree, but it docs not
draw me in the way audacity and force do ; the
latter, however misdirected, has a great charm for
me. What a model husband Harry would make
if one could only give up all romance and settle
down to be a Joan to his Darby ! "•
The upshot of all this was that she wrote that
night the following letter to Harry Alexander :
" English Home, Paris.
"My dear, dear Old Boy:
*' I must say that you have kept with exem-
plary exactitude the promise I extorted from you
of not writing to me until I first wrote you ; I
don't fancy you find it so difficult, after all. En
passant, perhaps you would like to know that I
am alive. But, joking apart, Harry, I am only
half alive ; I am homesick and heartsick ; I have
made a terrible fiasco of everything over here.
Don't you want mc back again ? I'll take a small
house and teach Hilda, just as I did in the old
happy days before love came in to disturb the
harmony. You know, Harry, you are the very
best, in fact, the only friend I have in the world.
I used to tell you everything, dear father confes-
sor ; I am going to confess now. Fate has thrown
in my way a man who admires me, I know ; he
has not yet asked me to marry him, but I am
certain he is only waiting for a chance, and I
want you to take me away before he gets it. I am
very brave when I am out of his sight, but I am
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just like putty when I am with him ; and now,
Harry, thou[^h I love this man well enough to die
for him, 1 do not trust him well enough to marry
him. Why is it that I trust you so implicitly as
the soul of honor, but do not love you, while him
I love, but do not trust ? Is it because he has
not the faintest notions of religion — is a free-
thinker, like the majority of men in Europe? Of
course, he is too gentlemanly to scoff, and too
lazy to argue ; but he is innocent of all belief or
theories ; his motto seems to be, ' Let us live and
eat, for to-morrow we die.' By the way, my
opinion of human nature has not risen since
coming abroad. Do you remember how you used
to chaff me about beinj^ a sceptic ? I am quite
cured now of any tendcni v that way. I see only
too clearly what individual:-; and nations would
become without Cliri.tiiinity ; nothing else can
take its place ; there is no other adequate motive
to check the impulses of unbridled passions. It
is a trite saying, often repeated, that the Catholic
Church has had its day ; whether that be so or
not, it has done a noble work in the past in check-
ing man's criminal nature and curbing his passions.
What the philosopher's world without God would
be I often wonder. I know you will write me,
Hal, as soon as you read this. I shall count the
days impatiently until I get your answer. I sorely
need some friendly aid to keep my good resolu-
tions. Please give my love and the enclosed note
to Hilda. Good-bye. With a heart full of love
for yourself, my dear Harry,
" Believe me now, as of old,
" Your sincere and not luif^ratcfu/ friend,
" Dorothy Pembroke."
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Her letter written, she gave it to Miss Jeffreys,
who offered to post it, with a letter of her own,
at the tobacconist's around the corner, and then,
as it would be a month at least before she could
get an answer, Dorothy decided to think no more
about it.
Day succeeded day with unvarying monotony
at the " Home," where the power of making one
feel physically and mentally wretched was unsur-
passed. Dorothy had all her life until now lived
very much upon flattery ; she had always been
attended by some satellite willing to do her least
behest. This had got to be second nature, the
atmosphere in which she moved and breathed ;
she expected it, was wretched without it.
In the " Home " she had no friends among the
boarders except her room-mate and the gentle
lady who had poured out tea on the day of her
arrival. Alice Jeffreys called the latter an old
tabby, the mother of all the other cats, but
Dorothy didn't agree with her. Mrs. Henry was
of a good English county family; her father,
a colonel in the artillery. She had seen a great
deal of the world, and moved in the best society
when young ; had been presented at court, both at
St. James and the Tuileries. Now a widow, poor,
and long past sixty, she was earning her daily
bread as a music-teacher; and with it all was the
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pitied her from the bottom of her heart, and loved
her from the very first moment she saw her. The
hking was mutual ; Mrs. Henry made much of
her, and mothered her in her sweet way.
Dorothy's one enjoyment at the •' Home" was to
sit an hour or two with her and hear her talk of
bygone days.
A Uttle incident happened about this time
that gave her a secret pleasure, at the same time
that it annoyed her. An iron balcony extended
around the fifth story of the home, as was also
the case with all the houses in the neighborhood.
Dorothy's window opened out upon the balcony,
and one morning, as she was standing idly there,
she was startled by a bright light passing over
her; she fancied it came from a mirror some one
in the street was carrying, but as it remained
stationary she was not long in tracing the light to
the opposite house. Looking up, she encountered
Count de Gallerand's roguish face, as he stood on
a balcony, turning a glass to attract her attention.
He joined her that day when she went out, and
told her he had taken rooms across the street for
the sole purpose of seeing her. The meshes of
Fate were drawing closer and closer, and Dorothy
prayed all the harder for strength to hold out
until she got an answer to her letter ; but, alas!
this mental anxiety proved too much for her, and
a few days after she was too ill to rise. The doctor
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called in prescribed quiet and rest ; so she was
moved into the sanitarium, a comfortable room
next her own, where she could be by herself, and
waited upon by a nurse attached to the " Home."
It was slow work, and quite a month before
Dorothy felt anything like her old energy return.
But she did not regret her illness ; there were
many things revealed to her then little dreamed
of before. One was the kindness underlying the
most repellent exteriors. Count de Gallerand
had evidently heard of her illness, for not a day
passed without flowers and fruit being left at the
conciergerie for her. Seven weeks, and not a
word had she heard from Harry. Could it be
possible that he was going to give her up — leave
her to her fate and Count de Gallerand? It
looked very like it. " If he forsakes me, I have
not a friend in the world," she sorrowfully thought.
" I wonder if God is teaching me to leave it all,
with childlike trustfulness, to Him ? I have made
myself ill by worrying ; I shall try hereafter to
be perfectly passive, and to feel that whatever
happens is best. My life need not be null and
void just because things have not turned out as I
hoped, and my life all I planned."
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CHAPTER XXIII.
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" When sorrows come, they come not single spies, but in bat-
talions." — Sluikesfeare.
" Cet animal est tres mechant ;
Qiiand on I'attaqiie, il se defend."
•* I HOPE you are glad to .see me, for I am going
to sit with you until dinner-time," exclaimed Alice
Jeffreys, as she entered Dorothy's room with a five
o'clock cup of tea and a large slice of bread in her
hand.
" Dear Miss Jeffreys, you know you are always
welcome," Do othy answered ; " and to assure yc .1
of my sincerity, here is some jam, which will make
your bread more palatable."
" Thanks. I suppose I should not have this tea
here ; you know we are not allowed to bring it
upstairs, but I thought I'd run the risk for once.
I'm savage to-day, and if I don't talk it off with
you, I shall have to quarrel with some one and let
off steam in that way. I'm what the Irish call
'blue-mouldering for want of a bating.' "
Dorothy soon found from her caustic remarks
about the Ark and the Animals that Alice was
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indeed in a truculent mood, and at length, feeling
that her ''talk'' had gone quite far enough, and
that her n silence might be taken for consent,
expostulated :
" Why, Miss Jeffreys, are you so down upon the
others in the house? They have been no end
kind to me since I've been laid up."
" Have they? Well, Tm glad of it. I'm horrid,
I know, and unreasonable. I hate myself, so why
shouldn't they hate me? The fact is, we are all
jealous of each other ; that is why every one's hand
is against every other one's ; it's the house and
the life that make us so ; worry and work, work
and worry, week in, week out, and never a bit of
pleasure. Oh, Miss Pembroke, you can't think
how I long for a change ! " she cried, as she flung
herself on her knees, burying her head in the
cushions of Dorothy's couch, and sobbing as if her
heart would break.
'* What is it, dear? Tell me all about it," the
latter soothingly asked, as she softly stroked her
pretty hair.
After a little Alice became sufficiently calm to
reply between her sobs : " Oh ! there's nothing to
tell — it will be all the same a hundred years hence.
I'm a fool, I know ; but to-day's my birthday. It
seems such a farce. Why was I born ? No one
wanted me then, no one wants me now. Most
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no one ever gives me anything. I never went to a
party in my life, never had a game of tennis, nor
skated, nor rowed, nor did anything that other
girls of my age do. Oh ! I long so for a little fun
and pleasure ; I'm only twenty-three to-day, and I
feel like sixty. I've taught ever since I was six-
teen, and never once had a holiday. I've been no
end of times without work, but the anxiety is so
terrible then, one can't amuse oneself with a light
heart ; one is too poor to do it innocently."
** Poor child, I am so sorry for you ! " whispered
Dorothy. " Are you an orphan ? "
" No ; I might just as well be, though. My
father was a captain in the army. I can just
remember him ; he was awfully handsome. I have
a photograph I'll show you, taken in his court-
dress the day he was presented. They say when
he was young he was wild ; at any rate he ran off
with mamma, who was a dancer and all the rage
at the time. He sold out soon after, and when I
was about seven they went to the Cape, leaving
me at school. I nev^er saw him again ; he died
some six years after. Poor daddy ! had he lived
I should have gone to the Cape too. His letters
were so sweet and full of love ; he was always
writing that he longed to see his 'wee Alice,' and
was going to send for his ' little girlie * to come
out ; but he never did. I was awfully cut up when
he died ; there was nothing left me then to
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look forward to, I was so tired of the school and
they of me. Then mamma came home with my
brothers, but she was wretchedly poor and could
not take me out of school. She met by chance
one of her old admirers, a manager of a travelling
company, and married again, and, as I had no
dramatic talent, of course he did not want to be
bothered with me, so I was packed off to a school
in Germany as pupil-teacher, giving English in
exchange for music. There I remained until I
was nineteen ; since then I have been governess-
ing pretty nearly all over the world, and, oh ! I'm
so heartily sick of it," she cried, with a fresh burst
of tears. " It is so little I want, I think God
might give it to me. I don't wish to be rich, for
I am afraid I might become mean and proud and
selfish like the rest, but just for a few pounds to
spend in lawful pleasure. I've planned out over
and over again what I would do with it."
" Well, what would you do first if you had it
now ? " Dorothy inquired.
" Buy enough butter to go round for a week,"
Alice answered, without a moment's hesitation.
" Oh, Miss Pembroke, you have no idea how I
loathe this place , it takes all the spirit out of me.
I detest the charities of the rich ; money is the
standard by which you are measured ; if you are
poor, they think you have no fine feelings, are not
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privacy, give you gratuitous advice upon things
you know mucii more about than they."
" We need not mind that, Alice dear, for we
are in good company ; artists, musicians, and
writers all have to put up with this ignorant
criticism from tyros in their art."
** Well, I do mind their insolence ; fancy our
not having a key to our bedroom doors here, but
always at the mercy of any inquisitive visitor
who may like to see how ' the inmates live ' ; it is
insupportable. I do not consider this boasted
charity a charity at all. We pay enough for all
we get. It reminds me of a story I heard told
of a man who lived not far from where I was at
school. It seems that vessels were frequently
wrecked on the coast near by, and when the poor,
half-famished mariners came to his house he in-
variably gave them a meal of hot boiled potatoes,
urging them to eat ; then, when they were full to
repletion, he insisted upon their eating up all the
skins they had left, so that nothing should be
wasted. ' You have eaten to please yourselves,
now you must eat to please me,' he would de-
clare. Was it not brutal ? and is it not a good
example of much of the refinement in what is
called charity ? "
" But tell me, don't you sometimes have parties
here ? " inquired Dorothy. " I know they have at
the Girls' Friendly Lodges."
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borrow it ; not one of those who are so free with
their advice would lend me a penny should I ask
it. 'WiQ '■ mont-de-pit't^' \'s, the best friend I have
in the world, and at times I've been so low that I
had nothing left to take there ; all the books and
clothes I had, except those on my back, were in
pawn. Now I must tell you what upset me to-
day. Some one at the house told me that English
residents here often applied to Mrs. Mothersell,
the rector's wife, so I thought I'd call on her and
try my luck. Good gracious ! didn't she put me
through my p's and q's ! A Cambridge exam, is
nothing to it, for she catechised me as to my be-
lief into the bargain. The first part I passed cred-
itably, but the last was a fearful set-down when
I told her I diJ not attend any church regularly.
The upshot of it all was that, as I had no fixed
religious belief, she did not consider me a proper
person to have the charge of children, and could
not conscientiously recommend me."
" And what did you say to that ? " Dorothy
inquired.
"Oh, I told her that if I did not get something
to do I should starve; upon which she said, 'You
must go home.' ' But,' I objected, ' I have no
home.' * I understood you to say you have a
mother living ; she should provide for you,' Mrs.
Mothersell said. 'Perhaps she should, but unfor-
tunately she does not ; she has married again, and
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has nothing of her own,* I replied. ' At all
events, you cannot stay here ; Paris is no place
for you. I see that the gayety and attractions
have taken a strong hold upon you. Mr. Mother-
sell has access to funds provided by charitable
Englishmen in Paris to send British subjects, out
of work, back to England ; I will give you a
third-class ticket.' * But what shall I do when
I get back to England ? Every door is barred
against the poor and friendless. If I were going
to a situation it would be another thing,' I boldly
objected. ' Oh, I daresay you will get on well
enough after you get there,' she answered, then
added : * You know the ropes far better than I do.
There are many charitable ladies in London who
would interest themselves in your case if you
made it known, I have not a doubt. By the way,
there is a great demand at present for servants ;
why not take a housemaid's place?' 'I would
rather throw myself into the Seine first,' I hastily
exclaimed. ' Well, then, throw yourself into the
Seine if you feel that you are in a fit state to
die,' she coolly rejoined, then pulled the bell-rope,
saying, as she looked at her watch, * I must beg
you to excuse me, Miss Jeffreys; I have an ap-
pointment at a missionary meeting this morning.'
' Certainly ! I am only sorry I have taken any of
your valuable time, Mrs. Mothersell.' * Not at
all ; my time is at the disposal of suffering
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humanity. Are you quite determined to remain
in Paris ? * ' Quite,' I said, as I bade her good-
day. Now do you wonder. Miss Pembroke, that
I am sick and disgusted with Hfe on this, my
twenty-third birthday ? "
" No, dear Alice," Dorothy repHed, in a choked
voice, as she wiped the tears from her eyes. " And
did Mrs. Mothersell really tell you to throw your-
self into the river if you felt yourself in a fit state
to die? It is too heartless to be credible ; you
must have misunderstood her."
" I wish to heaven I had ; I only remember it
too well ; every word was burnt as if with a hot
iron into my brain and heart. Queen-Mary-like,
it will be found there upon my death. It has
wholly crushed and killed any germ of faith I
may have had in me. I have tried to do right
and live a pure, moral life thus far ; why I have
I don't know ; certainly not because honesty is
enjoined upon us as the best policy by religious
people, nor from any dread of hell-fire with which
the clergy threaten the ignorant, but because I
had rather do right. But I'll throw up the sponge
now ; it's no use trying. Some Christians believe
that there are people born into this world damned ;
I'm afraid I'm one."
" Oh ! don't say that, dear ; it is too horrible to
utter. I am so sorry for you ; but struggle on a
little longer ; something is sure to turn up for the
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better ; the darkest cloud, you know, has a silver
lining."
'* Bah ! that's all gammon ; nothing good will ever
come to me," Alice fiercely exclaimed. " There
have been no end of women in this house who
buoyed themselves up with that delusion when
they were young ; but it never came ; luck never
changed .^r them. Now that they are old and
gray-headed they float themselves with the hope
of a better time in the next world, when they,
Lazarus-like, will have the good things, and
the Dives will be taking their turn at the evil,
and seeing how they like it."
" And don't you believe that, Alice ? — not exact-
ly as you have put it, but that if we do well, and
suffer in this world for the love of Christ, we
shall have our reward hereafter ? "
" No, not I ; I have not a particle of supersti-
tion in my composition, I'm happy to say.
Daddy didn't believe in it either; and as for
mamma, one would hardly accuse her of being
religious. One thing, though, I must say ; they
were not hypocrites; they neither played with relig-
ion nor used it as a cloak to cover wickedness with.
Papa stipulated when he left me at school that
I should not be taken to church except when I
liked. Don't think daddy was not good, though.
I have a letter from him written just a month
before his death, which is full of good advice, and
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which has kept me no end of times from wrong.
I wish I were sweet and amiable ; I know I have
a horrid temper and growl at everything; I'm
just like those men who, when things go wrong
with them, if their wives won't stand a beating,
kick their dogs in spite, and vent their ill-humor
upon poor dumb creatures, who turn and lick
the hands of those who gave the blow. I detest
such a nature, but, alas ! it is mine, and that is
why I am always saying si.ch hateful things of
others. I'm a brute that nobody loves "
" No, you are nothing of the sort ; you are a
dear, good girl, and I love you, and it is only a
habit you have got into of saying sarcastic things.
I can easily see how it grew upon you ; at first
they were harmless, and you were flattered when
people laughed at your smart and clever sayings ;
by and by they became bitter and had a sting in
them, and you made enemies. Was it not so ? "
" No, it is because I am what I am ; I've dis-
sected myself bit by bit. I believe in heredity,
don't you ? I've my father's love of sports, and
his artistic and fastidious tastes for pictures, music,
and nice people, combined with my mother's in-
dependence, communism, and hate of aristocracy,
increased, I fancy, from my father's people never
having acknowledged her. It's curious, though,
how this anarchism crops out in me. For days
at a time I am lawless and utterly reckless of con-
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sequences, dreaming and longing to make myself
the heroine of some political adventure. For in-
stance, this last week I have not dared to pass
that broker's on Faubourg St. IIonor6 where the
notes and gold are heaped up in the window, the
temptation to break the glass and scatter them
among the poor has been so great. I know it is
not reasonable, and that if it were done the poor
would be no better off ; yet it haunts me and
I am constantly dwelling upon it and planning
how I can accomplish it without detection.
But you will be horrified. Miss Pembroke, if I
lay my soul bare in this way."
" No, indeed, I shall not ; I'm not a swell, but
a struggling fellow-creature like yourself who can
feel for all suffering humanity. If it is a comfort
to you to unburden yourself to me, pray do; our
troubles often are mere ghosts that vanish when
confronted by the light of day. Have you any
other grievances ? "
*' Oh ! heaps ; it would take a month, a year, to
air them all. I'm just going to inflict one more
on you, and then I must skedaddle. To go back
to Mrs. Mothersell ; don't you think it imperti-
nent of these would-be charitable people to pro-
pose to us lady teachers, who are highly educated
and often of better families than they, that we
should give up our profession, at which we have
studied and labored for years, to make ourselves
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proficient as, and become servants, household
drudges ? Now, in some houses it often happens
that, if we are pretty and attractive, nothing but
our position being above the domestics keeps
us from insult from the master and his men
friends. What would become of us were we serv-
ants, heaven only knows. The truth is that such
people want to get brain work with their manual,
and to pay only for the latter. I know lots of
people who get their nursery maids to teach their
children, and who boast of the pittance they pay
for so much work."
" Yes, it's a crying shame," said Dorothy ex-
citedly ; " it should be stopped — the frightful
pressure that is brought to bear upon so many
governesses to make them Jacks-of-all-trades and
maids-of-all-work."
" Then fancy," continued Alice, " ladies having
to eat and associate with the vulgar, uneducated
men-servants, and having to sleep in the garret,
as all the domestics in Paris do ; it is revolting.
Those people cannot realize what they are pro-
posing to us ; it is only their own comfort and
ease they are consulting, not ours ; they arc
shrewd enough to know they will be better served
by educated, reasoning gentlewomen than by
the ignorant peasant class now employed. It
should be universally acknowledged and accepted
that every professional woman-teacher is a lady,
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just as it is taken for granted that every officer in
tile army and navy is a gentleman ; if tliat were
tile case wc should be better paid, and there would
not be half the suffering there now is. Reforms
are needed badly enough, but not the kind the idle
class or churches preach ; they are on the wrong
tack cheapening us. We who are struggling
against the tide know of what little use to us
the modern Christian is; we ask for bread, and
they give us a stone ; they damn with faint praise
every effort we make for the bettering of the race.
Wiio but they have kept the gin-palaces in full
hl.ist with their talk of ' a little wine for the
stomach's sake.* What rot it is to preach con-
version and soul-saving to poor starving wretches
who would do anything for food or drink! It's
the old story, ' Recant,* * Abjure your idols,' then
we'll see what we will do for you. The poor devil
recants — and dies all the same. If you don't
drown, we shall have to burn you for a witch.'*
" Dear Alice, I don't like to hear you talk in
that bitter, uncompromising way. I know it is
very hard to be generous and trusting when one
is suffering from what we imagine is the fault
of others, but we are too apt to be on the alert
to discover wrong. I admit with sorrow that
reforms are needed in all classes of society."
" Yes,'* Alice eagerly assented, " the reform that
I want must come from the people. Wouldn*t
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t like to be the apostle of that doctrine, to dis-
seminate. If I had enough m(jney, I'd start to-
morrow on a crusade to working-women ; nothing
can be done without organization. If we could
only hang together we could carry the world. It's
this distrust of each other that does the mischief.
How can wc expect the men io fight for us? iJut
of all the crazy things I've yet heard of women
doing, the craziest is what that Yankee girl is
about, coining to London selling flowers, sweep-
ing crossings, and going out to service. I know
nothing about the first two, but if she doesn't
know more of them than she does about house-
maids, she had better shut up, at least not write
to the papers. Of course she found it delightful,
as she did not have to do it ; besides, it was not
the drudgery to her it would be to us. Americans
do not mind doing housework ; the greater part
keep but one servant — ' help ' she is called in New
England — and in consequence have to do a lot
themselves. I've seen ladies over there doing
their own washing, ironing and cooking, and think-
ing it no hardship either ! It's all in the way
one is brought up ; those who are not intellectual
naturally prefer manual to brain work. Then this
American girl is not dependent upon what she
earns (that's the rub with us), but can leave a sit-
uation whenever she likes; in fact, she knows just
as much of what the real hardships of a servant's
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life for a sensitive, refined woman would be as the
society swells who dress up in fancy costumes, and
have a stall at a bazaar, know of the hardships of a
shop-girl's existence. As you say, the rich are
always theorizing, telling us to do this and not to
do that, with as much sense as the critics who
tell the artists how to paint or the sculptors how
to model, the musicians how to play and the
authors how to write, the actors how to act and
young housekeepers how to keep house on ^loo
a year, or go around the world on ^50. But good
gracious! there's the dressing-bell! I hope I've
not tired you to death ; it is awfully good of you
to listen to mc ! I feel ever so much better for
letting ofT steam ; it has been kept pent up so
long I thought I should burst."
" Growl to me as often as you like ; I too feel
better for being taken out of myself. It does not
do to brood alone over one's trials. And now,
Alice dear — I am not going to preach — may I tell
you my experience? It is that though trouble
and tribulation were, I thought, almost unbearable
at the time, I have been glad of them afterwards,
when, with the help of God, I have been victorious.
It is a truism that our Heavenly Father never
seems so near us as when sorrow touches us."
" That may be your experience ; you come of a
religious stock: mine is quite different. When
I'm in sorrow it's the devil that puts in an appear-
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ance. Don't shake your head ; it's so. As I said
before, it's all in the blood ; we are not responsible
for the idiosyncrasies of our parents. You believe
all • I believe nothing ; keep your illusions if you
can. If I ever had any, they have f^ovvn ages ago.
There is but one ruling motive in this world, and
that is Personal Interest ; it is like a game at
football ; woe to the one upon whom the others
fall. Oh, dear ! I wish I were married and out of
this nunnery. If I only had a husband and little
children, and some place of my own that was a
real ' home,' I'd not mind how poor I was. I'd
work like a galley-slave to keep the pot boiling.
Say, do you think I'll ever be married? — is there
a chance for me in this world? I'd marry any
one who asked me — I was going to say a darkey,
but I wouldn't; I'll draw the line there; but I'd
marry a Turk or a Moor — or how would it do to
advertise? There ! you are shocked ; I knew you
would be."
" No, I am not shocked," Dorothy replied, with
a tender smile. " I understand you too well to
take you seriously ; your tongue is a very unruly
member ; if you do not put a bridle on it I am
afraid it will run away with you some day. As
for advertising for a husband, or answering any
of those matrimonial advertisements, do not
think of it for one moment. In this last decade
of the nineteenth century, marriage is not the
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aim and object of a woman's life, I am happy to
say. Are you aware that it is quite the fashion
for two or three society girls who have money, to
ckib together and set up a bachelor establishment
like the men ?"
** Yes, I kno'v all that, and it is one of the most
detestable fashions of our time ! These girls,
born without natural affections, happening to
have lots of pelf, can with impunity keep bach-
elor's hall — do just as they like. They flirt and
play at love, but are never caught — not they ;
they are far too selfish to love anything — man,
woman or child ; their hearts are as dry as sum-
mer dust. Egoists of the first water, what right
have they to probe the feelings of poor girls ? —
girls so hungry and thirsty for love that they give
themselves body and soul for a kiss. What right
have they to go, with their dry eyes, into the
rescue Homes and preach to women there, when
they have not a conception of the temptation
brought to bear upon these poor creatures ? No,
let them go to the fast society men and try their
powers of persuasion on them, and stop this fear-
ful traffic in white slaves. Which of the two,
Miss Pembroke, do you think the best woman,
she who marries for position and a home, who
never felt a spark of love and never wished for a
little child of her own, and who, when it comes,
does not welcome it, but is sorry to have the
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trouble of looking after it, so gives it out to
nurse, then leaves it with servants until it is old
enough to put at boarding-school — anything to
get rid of the responsibility of motherhood ; or
she who hungers and thirsts after love to such a
degree that she yields to the first villain who
tempts her, and when her baby comes, rejoices
because a child is born into the world, and that
she is a mother — no matter how ? My instincts tell
me that, if anything in the world is divine, it is
motherhood. You, with your orthodox bringing-
up, believe in the commonly received idea of the
immortality of the soul, I suppose?"
" Most emphatically, yes ! You evidently do
not, from your inquiry."
" No, not in the immortality of the individual
soul. I hold with those wdio believe our life is
continued in the life of our children, just as the
grain of wheat is carried en in the plant of the
following year."
" That is rather hard upon those who do not
marry or have no children," Dorothy objected.
" Well, everybody would many and have chil-
dren if they felt as I do ; but is not that the
obvious deduction from St. Paul's simile ? "
" It is quite a novel one, I think."
" Well, to go back, you have never visited a
Refuge, I suppose ? The love that some of those
poor girls show for their children is most touch-
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ing ; often it is strong enough to make them love
the miserable, cowardly father, who forsook them
in their time of need. I often go in to see them,
and the crccJics too. I love children dearly ;
such pets as some of them are ! I never pass a
baby, no matter how dirty it is, without wishing
it were mine, to wash and dress and hug and kiss.
I'd welcome a baker's dozen. Lawless love
rather than loveless marriage is my motto."
" No, don't say that, Alice ; it is too"
" Oh, I'll take the scolding another time, dear
Miss Pembroke ; I forgot all about dinner, and
here is your tray, with all the delicacies of the
season on it, I hope. Bonne appetite
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CHAPTER XXIV.
"But hark you, Kate : Whither I go, thither shall you go too ;
To-day will I set forth, to-morrow you.
Will this content you, Kate ?
" It must of force." — Shakespeare.
It was the 14th of July, the Republican fete,
the anniversary of the taking of the Bastille.
How much that word recalls! It had been a
very hot day, and was now a very hot evening.
Everyone in the house, not excepting nurse, had
gone out to see Paris illuminated, special permis-
sion having been granted those who wished to
stay out until eleven. Dorothy alone remained
within doors. Although pronounced quite well
again by her physician, and resuming once more
her usual occupations, she did not feel quite up
to this unusual exertion ; so, after changing her
dinner dress for a loose white wrapper, she drew
the sofa up to the open French window and set-
tled herself comfortably among the pillows in
such a way that she could see the rockets, Roman
candles, and flashes of electric light thrown froir.
the tower Eiffel, to the best advantage. How
long she lay there she never knew. She remem-
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beied hearing the clock on the neigliboring Greek
church strike nine, then must have fallen asleep
— \vhen suddenly she became conscious that
she was cold, and trembling like a leaf. With
a supreme effort she sat up and looked
around her. The room was in shadow ; could it
be only a nightmare, a dream ? But no, it was
too real. She had an indefinable feeling of fear;
something had touched her; someone was in her
room. Too frightened to call, she held her breath
and tried to overcome her nervous tremor by rea-
soning, but with little success. At last she sum-
moned up courage enough to make a spring for
the door. Before she reached it she was caught,
and she fell, almost fainting, into the arms of
Count de Gallerand. Though too dark to see
his face, she knew in an instant it was he.
" Enfin te voila, ma hien-aim(fc" he whispered,
as he drew her close to him.
For a few moments Dorothy lay, panting and
exhausted from excitement, in his arms ; then,
struggling to free herself, she gasped, " Oh ! Count
de Gallerand, where did you come from ? and
how in the world did you get here ? "
*' By the balcony, ma mie ; nothing simpler. I
came to-night. Psyche, on purpose to tell you it's
no use trying; I have not touched a brush since
you were taken ill ; I can do nothing if you are
not near to inspire and encourage me."
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" I fancied you were out of town, monsieur."
" So I have been, off and on ; 7/i(r mere insists
upon my passing the greater part of the summer
with her at the chateau, but this year I can't
put through more than a day or two at a
time without running up to Paris to see how you
are doing. Wasn't I in luck when I found
rooms vacant in the house next to this on the
same floor with my darling? Et puis, any time I
can step from one balcony to the other, every
evening if you like. Psyche."
" No, no ! monsieur ; I beg of you not to do it
again. Besides, you must not stop a moment
longer now ; some one will be sure to see us."
" No, they won't ; we are quite safe ; I planned
this little surprise weeks ago when I was across
the street, and I'm not going to be frightened
out of it by any imaginary dangers. To-night I
watched la grande porte open and shut, and saw
every living creature leave the house, even the old
dragon who guards you, ma c/itrc, and I intend
remaining until they return."
" Oh ! Count de Gallerand, you really must not.
Mon cher ami, if you love me as you say you do,
you'll not get me into trouble with the people
here. Please — please go ! do you not see I am
much too frightened to enjoy your visit?" Doro-
thy pleaded.
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percd, as he once more put his arms around her
and drew her to his side. '* I've made a friend of
tlie concieryje, and he has promised to whistle
when the others return or there is danger ahead,
so let us be happy while we may and enjoy the
present. It is too lovely a night to remain in-
doors ; come out on the balcony and rehearse
that famous scene in ' Romeo and Juliet.*
You can't object to that ; it is English, you
know," he said, with the characteristic mock-
ing laugh that Dorothy knew so well, and was
powerless to resist. '* There now, this is happi-
ness — heavenly, ncst-cc pas Y " he exclaimed, as he
bent his head and kissed her. " Don't you love
me. Psyche ; won't you live with me and let me
be your protector and take care of you, rather
than lead this wretched, lonely life you are now
doing? "
There was a moment of silence, then Dorothy
spoke: "I am not sure I understand you, mon-
sieur. Do you mean to ask me if I will marry
you ?
" Unfortunately that is just what I cannot do.
Hang it ! a fellow cannot be married in France
without the consent of his parents. Now, la con-
tesse ni^re won't give her consent. I've been urg-
ing her for the last three months, mais elle ne veut
rien entendre, inaman ; she declares she would
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"In that case lean be nothin<^ more to you,
Count dc Gallerand, than I now am," Dorothy
coldly said, at the same time freeing herself from
his embrace, and turning as if to leave him.
" Mon Dieu ! don't go. Psyche, till I finish ; I
want to explain," he cried, snatching one of her
hands to detain her. "Just listen a moment!
You English have no idea how we are brought up
to respect our parents* wishes in regard to mar-
riage. With you, if two young people love each
other, that is sufficient for them to get married
and make a home for themselves when and where
they like ; they are ever after independent of their
parents. With us in France it is quite different ;
we live in a patriarchal way, usually three gener-
ations in one establishment, as the greater part
of the young couples live with their parents, either
on one side or the other. Eh Men ! mavian has
set her heart upon my building up the fortunes
of our family by un marriage d'argent. C'est
ri(Ue fixe de ma mhre for me to marry a rich par-
tie ; tu comprends? It is the only one she will
welcome at the chateau."
" I understand all perfectly, monsieur ; it is
quite right and very laudable that you should
obey your mother."
" Oh ! hang it all ! you don't mean that ; I'm
not obeying my mother because it is right, only I
detest having a row. If you love me, couldn't
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you be happy with me without diaggint!^ me to
churcli or before the civil authorities, Psyche? I
myself am librc pcnscur, and no number of nup-
tial benedictions or amount of ceremony would
make the union more sacred or binding for me. I
will swear to you, Psyche, the day you give your-
self to me, to love you, and /^// only, to my life's
end. Won't you trust to my word and my honor ?
I hate ;ulesand that sort of thing. Bind me down
before a priest or a justice of the peace, and six
to one be for ; a month's over I'll be trying to
undo the knot. Et puiSy as a Protestant, you do
not regard marriage as a sacrament ; what dif-
ference in the world does it make to you if a
minister or a magistrate mumble a few words over
us ? You can read all the good advice in the
prayer-book, and I'll worship you with my body
and endow you with all my worldly goods with-
out extorting any promise of obedience from you
in return, via chi'rc. Come, let us swear to be
true to one another. You'll not be the first
Englishwoman who has done it ; par example,
George Eliot set aside all ceremonies, and made a
true love match, and she was acknowledged by all
the world. Can't you trust me, dearest ? Don't
you love me? "
" Yes, I love you only too well for my own peace
of mind ; you have my heart in spite of myself ;
but I cannot trust alone either to my love or
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yours. I can consent to live with you, monsieur,
only as your legal wife.''
" Mon Dicu ! I do not believe you know what
love is, you are so cold and calculating. Jc s/n's
bite sot to love you so passionately ; you are like
the rest of your compatriots — marriage before all,
and in spite of all. It always spoilt ' Romeo and
Juliet ' for me — took all the romance out of it —
when they ran off to Friar Laurence and got mar-
ried ; they were so selfish. Now, French lovers,
carried away by their feelings, might be indiscreet
and bring trouble on themselves, end probably by
dying in each other's arms, but they would respect
the wishes of their parents and not get married."
" I see only too clearly, monsieur, that our
ideas on this subject are widely different ; fortu-
nately 1 have been brought up to consider that
marriage, if not a sacrament, is essential, not only
to individual happiness, but to that of society at
large. By the way, your allusion to George Eliot
just now, mon ami, was rather unfortunate. Far
from being acknowledged by all the world, she
w^as tabooed by ' respectable society,' and felt the
slight keenly all through her after life. Yes, as
you say, ' marriage before all ' ; and do you know,
I can hardly imagine an Englishman talking to
me as you are now doing, Count de Gallerand."
" Vraintcnt ? Jiclas ! It is all a matter of educa-
tion that makes things right or wrong to most of
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US. Wliat is vice in Europe is virtue in Asia, and
Tur versa; what tlic Roman Cluirch forbids is
often permitted in the Protestant, and made com-
pulsory in the Greek; what is allowed in Scotland
is often criminal in England. Morality chanj^jes
with the country and climate ; your compatriots,
for the most part, are different beings at home
from what they are in Paris. I have any number
of Dr. Jekyllsand Mr. Hydes amonj; my acquaint-
ances, both men and women. Nothin^j is fixed
inmorals; there is a lot of cant, which one is
supposed to believe; but who lives up to it? "
" Not many, I am afraid," Dorothy sighed.
At the beginning of the discussion she had
withdrawn her hand from the count's and stood
erect and still, with folded arms, her back against
the window-frame, as if by her attitude to give
force to her words ; meanwhile her companion
paced up and down the balcony in intense excite-
ment. Suddenly he stopped, horrified at the sad,
pale face that confronted him, which a flash of
electric light made almost ghastly. Coming up
to her in his impetuous way,
'' Mon Dicii ! " he exclaimed, as he once more
drew her to him, " don't look like that. Psyche !
It is just that expression I caught and fixed in
your portrait. I can't stand it. Do smile and
laugh. I'll do anything you want, only don't fix me
with those great eyes. Jc f adore ; il 7iy a plus
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pour moi (V autre fcmtnc. You love mc, nest-ce
pas f Tu as 77/ comuic jc suis fidelc."
" For how long, pray ? Nothing to boast of
— a week, a month perhaps."
" Forever and forever. Do try mc, Psyche ; I
swear ril be faithful and true to you all my life
long ! " he pleaded.
" It's a mystery to me why you should care for
me at all, monsieur ; I must be very different from
your ideal wife. What was there about me that
first attracted you ? Why do you love me ? "
'' Jc ne sais pas, moi. I love you because I can't
help myself. Love reasons without reason, you
know. Mais — voyons ! " He mused, looking at her
critically. " What first attracted me were vos beaux
ycux — et puis, your pretty little English accent
when you said, ' Je suis Anglaisc ; ' et que de chic,
que de chic, dans /a simplicity de vos costumes. The
first day I saw you I said, ' l^oilh unc qui sait
shabiller.' ATais, mon amie, what made yoa
think you were not my ideal ? You are pre-
cisely my ideal ; oui, exactement mon type. II niefaut
unc petite fcmme originate, gaicjolie, tres-jolie, quon
regarde dans la rue, et quon lorgne au spectacle^'
he explained, lapsing into French, as was his wont
when excited. " Et puis, with such a wife one can
amuse one's self; surtout I want to continue as
long as possible ma vie de garqon. There now, I
think I deserve a reward for that long dissertation
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upon my feelings ; it is not often I analyze them.
I did it to please you, Psyche ; won't you in
return do something for me ? "
** If I can ; well, what is it?"
" Only to swear to love me and no one else, as
long as you live."
" I will willingly do that, for, as I told you
before, I love no one else in tlie world as I love
you, Count de Gallerand."
'■'■Ah del! don't call me Count de Gallerand."
" Well, what would you like me to call you ? "
" Why, Gaston, of course ; that's my name."
" But you do not call me Dorothy."
" No, for the simple reason that I cannot pro-
nounce it ; that th is trcs difficile — too much for
me," he laughingly admitted. " Then Psyche
suits you so well ; you remember, I told you that
you were always Psyche for me. Call me Mer-
cure, as you sometimes do, or any other name you
like, only not Count de Gallerand, I beg of you ;
it is too formal for ma petite fianede to use.
Now, for the oath you have promised to give
me, put your hands in mine thus and say, ' I will
love you, and you only, as long as I live."
Dorothy gave the desired promise, and sealed
it with a kiss, then added :
" You must know once and for all, Gaston, that
though I love you dearly — well enough to suffer
and die for you — I cannot live with you except as
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your legal wife, and that our acquaintance must
end here. Let me vanish quietly ; let me go, my
friend ! "
'^ Jamais ! jamais ! If that is your final de-
cision I must lay siege to la contcssc mere again ;
if she only saw you I am sure she would consent,
til es si belle. Voilii man programme ! To-day is
Tuesday ; if I take the early train to-morrow I
can be back in Paris by Friday night. Mais, if
maman will not consent, what do you say to our
being married in England, Psyche? I could go
over ostensibly to visit an old friend, an artist
living in St. John's Wood, and you could join me
there. I suppose marriage before a Justice of
the Peace would satisfy all your scruples, men
amte ?
*' I suppose it will have to do, if you object to
a wedding in church."
" Tiens ! You see how it is ; I detest ceremony
of all kind ; the only ritual that could appeal to
me is the Roman Catholic ; I have been taught
to look upon the ofifice in your Protestant
churches as a mere farce — the letter without the
spirit."
" Well, I'll think of it, Gaston, while you arc
at the chateau. And now that I have given that
promise, you won't mind going."
** Indeed I will mind going very much ; I've
not said half I meant to,"
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" But, you really must not, dear ; I know you
love me too well to get me into trouble with the
people here."
'"'- N ayes pas pciir, ma mie ; I'll not run any
risks where you are concerned. The concierge
has not whistled yet, and he has promised to
warn me."
" Oh ! he may have forgotten to do so ; do go
now ; I am sure I heard steps and voices in the
hall, and — there's the whistle ! " she cried, spring-
ing up and pushing him from her.
Again Count de Gallerand clasped her in his
arms and passionately kissed her forehead, eyes,
and mouth, as he whispered, " Enfin te voilh h
mot, ma bien-ainider
" For heaven's sake, leave me ! " Dorothy
pleaded, as she struggled to free herself.
" Out, toiit de suite, tout de suite. Attendee un
moment ; I shall be on this balcony Friday even-
ing as the clock is striking eleven, and will tell
you what luck I have with maman ; comprenez-
vous /
" No, no, not here ; you must not come again ;
do go now, please ; " then, losing all self-control,
she pushed him from her with both hands so
violently that she tottered and almost lost her
balance.
A moment later Count de Gallerand was sing-
ing with his usual airy lightness on the neighbor-
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ing balcony, and Dorothy v/as standing trembling
^ylth emotion in her own room, his words ->
taimcje faime,je /W^r.," ringing in her' ears,
and causing her heart to beat and her cheeks to
flush. - Oh ! I can love-but can I trust ? "
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"And there are hungry hearts that break,
Of mothers sick in sweater's den,
And maidens fair, but sometimes weak,
And serpents watching ; Soul, what then ?
" Well, let them perish ; it is Fate ;
For each the future has in store
His destiny of love or hate,
Of shame, his portion, and no more." — D. McCaig.
As might be expected, Dorothy passed a white
night. Fearing that her erratic and audacious
neighbor-lover might take it into his head to pay
her another visit, she carefully closed and fastened
her windows ; but, in spite of all precautions, she
was constantly, through the night, starting up in
fear and trembling that some one was in her room.
Fortunately the nights are short in summer, and
she had not many hours to wait ere the sun
peeped in at her window ; then she arose and
dressed, with joy in her heart, and the feeling of
love and charity for all the world that a contented
and happy mind often gives the pos.sessor. She
had not arrived at any decision during the night
as to what answer she would give Count de
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Gallcrand ; that troubled her but little ; it was
enough to love and be loved as she had so longed
to be. She would leave the decision with a higher
power. Coming up from breakfast, a housemaid
met her on the stairs with a request from Miss
Starr, bej^ging her to step into the office for a
few moments, which she immediately complied
with.
The directress, seated in her usual place behind
the desk, frigidly returned Dorothy's salutation,
and said :
*' I sent for you, Miss Pembroke, to tell you
that you cannot remain in the Home after to-
day."
" Not remain here? I do not understand. Miss
Starr. What do you mean ? " Dorothy stammered.
" Exactly what I said ; I can hardly make my
words plainer. It is my painful duty to inform
you that we cannot keep you here any longer."
" Why not, may I inquire ? "
" It is hardly worth while to enter into particu-
lars. You know better than I do how persistently
ever since coming here you have set at defiance
all our rules. Your shameless flirtation with the
artist over the way has been observed and noted.
Not wishing to do anything in haste, we deferred
speakmg to you about it in hopes that your illness
might lead you to see the evil of your way ; but
alas ! I fear you are an old and hardened offender.
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Your assignation on the balcony last night has
capped the climax : it was very cleverly planned,
but you were seen and watched."
" Pardon, Miss Starr, but indeed it was not
planned at all ; I am awfully sorry it happened.
Count de Gallerand quite took me by surprise. I
thought him out of town, miles away, and had
not the faintest idea he was next door."
** Your excuses are excellent, but I have heard
similar ones before. I am not disappointed in
you ; I expected just such a finale, knowing you
had been living with that notorious cocottc, Princess
Nesvitsky. Some of the inmates have complained
of your being in the Home, but I explained to
them that I had taken you in only on trial, as
you told me you wanted to lead a new life ; but I
fear you have been in bad company too long."
" Excuse me, but the princess is not a bad
woman, and I did not come here to lead a new
life, but in hopes of finding protection and en-
couragement to lead the life I have been brought
up in. I was very happy at Hotel Nesvitsky,
only, when I found out what was going on there,
I could not remain."
" Oh ! I understand perfe«.tly ; spare me a
repetition."
" Since coming here, God knows I have done
nothing I need be ashamed of."
" Take care. Miss Pembroke ; do not call upon
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God as a witness ; remember the fate of Ananias
and Sapphira. However, it is useless to continue
this conversation ; decidedly, you cannot remain
here after to-day."
" But where shall I go ? " Dorothy asked, with
tears in her eyes.
" Oh ! there are plenty of places ; you have
been in pensions before coming to us ; why not
go back to one of them if they will take you ? "
" Oh ! they will take me only too gladly ; but
it is incomprehensible to me how you dare turn
me out into the street as you are doing. How
do you know but that I may be without money
enough to move and pay a week's board in ad-
vance ? Anywhere else, in such a case, would be
to go to the bad or to kill myself. I was under
the impression that these self-styled Homes pro-
fessed to ' mother ' girls, and shelter them from
the evil influences of great cities."
*' So we do ; good girls will always find a home
with us, but not such as you ; this is not a re-
formatory."
" I do not know what you mean, Miss Starr,
when you say girls such as I, for I'm very like
other girls, I fanc)% neither better nor worse, but
striving, with God's help, to overcome the world,
the flesh, and the devil ; only I am weak and
sorely need temporal help just now. Will you
not give it to me ? I have no one I can go to ! "
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Dorothy entreated, with sobs, as the tears rolled
down her cheeks.
" This conversation, Miss Pembroke, is very
painful to me ; it is of no use to prolong it. I
am only doing my duty; you cannot deny that
you received a visit from a man in your bedroom
last night ; you must leave here for the sake of
the others."
"If that is the case, I can only say that this
house is a great fraud ; why, it is only girls who
are in trouble that need protection ; the others
can take care of themselves!" Dorothy exclaimed,
with flashing eyes and flaming cheeks, as she
turned to leave the room.
" Stay one moment," Miss Starr called, as the
former was opening the door; "allow me to pre-
sent you with these ; they may prove a word in
season," handing her several tracts with a sweet,
forgiving smile.
" Excuse me, Miss Starr, it is a case of throw-
ing pearls before swine ; keep them for the good
gnis.
vMniost beside herself with indignation, Dorothy
ran upstairs two steps at a time, never stopping,
as her usual custom was, to take breath on the
landings, but making straight for her room, where
she found a childish relief in giving vent to her
anger by slamming the door and making a noise
generally, as she pulled her boxes about. Every
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now and tlien she would stand and stamp her
foot in impotent rage at such injustice, liy and
by she became absorbed in lier packini,r; licr ex-
citement subsided, only the tears still kept wellinj^
up in her eyes and rolling down her cheeks as
fast as she wiped them away.
In this subdued mood she faced her situation.
Some women in like circumstances would have
become bitter and cynical; not so Dorothy. In
spite of all she was not really unhappy ; deep
down in her heart something kept whispering :
" The end of all will be that I shall marry Gaston ;
it is my fate; why should I struggle longer? A
mission is now before me; evidently God means
through me to educate, to elevate, to ennoble
him. If my love is selfish I can do nothing to
develop this higher life, he will never be great.
I must remember this and use my beauty that he
raves over only as an instrument to inspire him
to noble exertion. That Gaston could be a great
artist if he would, is certain ; he has it in him ; it
only needs to be drawn out. His Psyche clearly
shows that, in its delicate portrait of spiritual,
through material beauty. Oh ! what a heavenly
task it would be not only to show him higher
paths in life, but walk therein beside him ! "
As the clock struck twelve Dorothy and her
boxes were, like poor Joe, " on the move" again.
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CHAPTER XXVI.
" I yield to Thee, O God I and to Thy judgment. Thine am I,
heavenly Father; save me! save me! Ye angels and ye hosts
of saints, surround, protect me." — Goethe.
" Nothing, almost, sees miracles — but misery." — Shakespeare.
It was in a little Jiotcl pension. Avenue Marceau,
that Dorothy sought an asylum when turned adrift
from the Home. After unpacking and tidying
up her room, a certain restlessness goaded her to
seek relief in the open air, where the noise and
bustle of the streets diverted her. For the first
time since coming abroad she was feeling home-
sick, and her thoughts kept constantly reverting
to Harry Alexander. Why had he never an-
swered her letter? What could his silence mean?
Did he really love her selfishly, and want her for
himself? and, in spite of all his protestations that
he only wished her to consult her own happiness,
could it be that he was jealous and annoyed that
she should prefer a foreigner to him ? " Oh ! "
she thought, " the best of men are inconsistent
when a woman is in the case ; they never know
how to take us. Well, I gave him a chance ; he
has not taken it. If he had written me a good,
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loving letter, no knowing what might have hap-
pened. I suppose it's all for the bei:t ; no use
crying over spilt milk."
Reason as she would she was no nearer her
decision as to what answer she should give Count
de Gallerand. Every morning she rose with the
hope in her heart and the wish on her lips that
something extraordinary would happen to decide
her. The more passionately she loved him and
wanted to be with him, the more religiously she
deemed herself bound to avoid him until she was
sure it was right. Heretofore she had visited
most of the churches in Paris out of curiosity.
Now, restless with trouble, she made a second
pilgrimage to them, in hope of consolation. Un-
like the Protestant places of worship that are
closed and locked except upon stated occasions,
the Catholic churches are always open, inviting
the passer-by to enter.
At this time nothing harmonized so well with her
mood as meditation in one of these sacred edifices.
She delighted to linger in the little side chapel
dedicated to the Virgin, not to pray to her —
she was too deeply imbued with Protestant
views to do that — but to confide in her, to
open her heart to her, as she imagined she
would have done to her own mother had she
been alive and near her. She often thought
what a comfort and joy it would be, after
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pouring out lur trouble and being consoled
with a good niotlierl)- hug and kiss, to pray her
prayer once more at her mother's knee as she had
done when a little child — as that could never
again be. Was not the dear Saviour's mother at
her Son's right hand to sympathize with and
intercede for her and all the motherless children
in the world ? The thought soothed and com-
forted her. Sometimes, when in extreme doubt
or mental depression, she would throw herself in
prayer at the very foot of the cross, remaining
there until her Lord seemed to descend, come
towards her, bend over her, and by lightening her
burden, draw her away from earth nearer Him and
heaven. Thus little by little she got into the
habit of praying to this visible Christ. Had she
been a Roman Catholic she \vould, in like circum-
stances, have gone to her confessor and confided
in him.
Such was her mood when, walking along rue
St. Honor^, she strolled into St. Roch, passed
through the church, back of the high altar, then
on and on until she came to the little chapel
where the beautiful and touching Calvary is.
The last time Dorothy had visited it was on Good
Friday, when the rocks had blossomed like a
garden with the floral gifts of the faithful. Now
they were bare and chilling, yet Dorothy never
felt her Lord nearer to her. She gazed long at
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the sacred image, then knelt aiul prayed, not to
the Christ before her on the cross, nor even to
her Saviour in heaven, but to her Friend and
Brother, He who liad lived on earth and had
known sorrow and suffering like herself, who,
being acquainted with grief, could feel for her.
Oh that He would show her some spiritual mani-
festation, give some sign that He heard her!
she prayed. Count dc Gallerand would return
that night; what answer should she make? " I
will not rise from my knees until some token is
vouchsafed me," she resolved. Communing thus,
hours passed unheeded by the suppliant, when
she was startled by a voice saying to her, " Tolle
it lege.'' Who spoke? what could it mean?
She glanced around; there were only three others
in the little chapel with her, and neither of the
three had spoken. As she pondered on the un-
familiar words she timidly raised her eyes to the
Christ above her, when lo ! He bent towards
her a face of more than mortal tenderness, and
His lips surely moved as a second time the words
" Toilc et lege'' sounded in her ears. Suddenly it
flashed upon her that they were the very same
as St. Augustine had heard years and years
before. " Yes, I shall find my answer in the Holy
Scripture, as he did."
Trembling with strange joy she rose from her
knees, quickly left thq church by a side door, an^
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directed her steps to a Bible depository not far
off. En route she recalled the legend. " It was in
the epistles cf St. Paul he found his answer; I'll
look for mine there also. What I want to be
sure about is, if it would be right for me to marry
Count de Gallerand in opposition to his mother,
and if I do, will God be with us and give us
His blessing. Whatever the answer may be I
shall unhesitatingly abide by it. I have no pa-
tience with anyone who is always shilly-shallying,
who says he will do a thing, then is scared to carry
it out.
On entering the shop Dorothy asked permission
to consult a pa'^sage in the New Testament. The
Bible being handed to her she opened it (with a
prayer on her lips for guidance), as nearly as she
could judge, at St. Paul's Epistles, then, placing
her hand upon the page, read where her finger
pointed : '* For this cause shall a man leave his
father and his mother, and shall be joined unto
his wife, and they two shall be one flesh." Ephe-
sians v. 31. Reverently closing the Sacred Book
she left the shop with a feeling of awe, as if she
had seen a vision. " My way is clear now ; noth-
ing could be simpler. God has heard my petition
and answered it in a wonderful and miraculous
manner."
On reaching home she found the expected
letter from Count de Gallerand awaiting her. It
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was merely a note asking for a rendezvous, hav-
ing much to say that he could not write. In
spite of all his persuasions, his mother was still
obdurate, but he was fully determined upon tak-
ing the trip to England if Psyche would agree.
This letter she immediately answered, giving her
new address and permission to call upon her when
he would.
That evening Count de Gallerand presented
himself, and was made very happy, not only by
one of the most cordial and gracious welcomes
imaginable, but by Dorothy's consent to join him
in London.
A fortnight from that day Dorothy Pembroke
left Paris never to return.
It was the Comtesse de Gallerand who came
back.
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END OF BOOK I.
BOOK 11.
" All things transitory
But as symbols are sent;
Earth's insufficiency
Here grows to event;
The Indescribable
Here it is done ;
The Woman-Soul leadeth us
Upward and on 1 " — Goethe.
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CHAPTER I.
" Friendship hath passed me like a ship at sea,
And I have seen no more of it."
" What pleasure hast thou of thy changeless bliss ?
Nay, if love lasted, there were joy in this ;
But life's way is the wind's way ; all thtjse things
Are but brief voices, breathed on shiftinj strings."
— Edwin Arnold.
It is the month of June in Switzerland. Al-
most two years have passed since Dorothy Pem-
broke and Gaston de Gallerand were joined to-
gether in holy matrimony in the little parlor of a
Presbyterian manse in St. John's Wood, London.
Married life bad not proved to be exactly what
Dorothy had pictured it. Count de Gallerand
was always the same fils dc Gaulois, vain, frivo-
lous, fickle, fascinating, spiritucl, and what the
French call '' curicux ;'' and, unfortunately,
Dorothy's influence over him had not been as
powerful as she had hoped for.
They returned to Paris shortly after their mar-
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riage, taking a cottage at Asnieres, where Dorothy
might have been very happy had she not felt her-
self in a false position, which her inexperience
of the world had prevented her anticipating.
Though not expecting recognition from Count de
Gallerand's mother and family, she supposed her
marriage would be acknowledged by the world
generally, and was astonished to find, from words
dropped here and there, that she was thought no
better than her neighbors — women living openly
with fast men, as their mistresses. When she
found that Asni6res was for the most part a
colony of such irregular households, she deter-
mined to keep aloof from them as far as possible,
and at the same time make herself indispensable
to her husband. As a means to this end, she
took lessons from him in painting, and soon
evinced a decided talent for landscape, which, to
her delight, enabled her to aid him by painting in
his backgrounds, a detail that he detested. Then,
becoming the most docile of models, she posed
in any character he wished without a murmur,
though it was something she detested. Also,
remembering what Count de Gallerand had said
about his ideal wife being one who knew how to
dress, one that they stared at in the streets and
ogled at the play — in a word, the observed of all
observers — she dressed picturesquely to please
him, often copying some old picture. Sometimes
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it was Madame R^camicr, sometimes Madame le
Brun, again a Greel< girl or Roman matron, or
even a Japanese lady, that Count de Gallerand
found awaiting him on his return from the city.
One thing, however, delighted him more than all
else — it was the admiration her skating attracted.
The winter was an unusually cold one, and the
ponds in the Bois de Boulogne were frozen over
for several weeks. Dorothy immediately became
a marked woman, distinguished among all the
other foreigners for her graceful figure-skating,
which she had learned when a child in Canada.
But, alas ! in spite of this posing, and dressing,
and smoking, and skating, to please her husband,
Dorothy felt that she was not quite the comrade
he had expected ; she was too serious.
In the spring, after the closing of the salon
where Count de Gallerand had exhibited the
Jeanne D'Arc he had dreamed of for so long
and worked at so diligently under the influence
of Psyche, they turned their backs upon Asni^res
for a holiday among the Alps. The six months
spent there were the happiest in Dorothy's life.
They were a dream of delight. Unhappily, like
all dreams, there was an awakening. While in
Switzerland, Dorothy adopted the costume of the
Canton de Vaud, as being both convenient and
becoming, with its white blouse, black bodice,
bright red skirt, white apron trimmed with lace,
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and black mitts to elbow, the whole crowned by a
dainty straw hat with a funny little knob at the
top, around which was twisted a red cord and
tassel. Count de Gallerand likewise dressed h la
paysan Suissi\ and a pretty and jolly pair they
were as they danced rather than walked over the
mountains with knapsacks on their backs and
alpenstocks in their hands. All extra luggage
was sent on ahead by post.
During these happy months — too happy to
last ! — Gaston de Gallerand showed himself to be
" the imperishable child," with never a thought
of the morrow. The influence of his animal
spirits and elastic temperament was contagious.
Dorothy and he ran races up and down the moun-
tain paths, gathered huge nosegays of wild
flowers only to throw away ; sometimes they
would decorate each other with garlands, their
uncovered heads crowned with flowers, reminding
one of the fauns and nymphs of other days when
the world was young.
*' The man who wrote * Cc qiiil y a de mieitx
dans rhovnne ccst le cJiicn ' must have known you,
mon aini^' Dorothy remarked one day to her
husband, as she joined him at the foot of a steep
declivity, where he lay stretched on the grass
awaiting her ; he had been amusing himself all
the afternoon by running in advance, reminding
one of a dog gambolling with its mistress.
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" Very likely; I often fancy I must have been
a dog or a goat in the transmigration state."
" How long, think you, will this careless happi-
ness last for us, Gaston ? "
** TouJourSy toujours ; why should it not ? "
" But winter comes even here, Mercure"
^^Ticns! Don't lecture, Psyche; that is always
a chilling blast ! " he cried, with a shrug.
November found them at the Glacier du
Rhone ; a few days later they crossed the Sim-
plon into Italy, where they spent the winter
studying art.
This life suited Dorothy perfectly, but Count de
Gallerand suffered most terribly from nostalgia ;
like most of his compatriots, he could live
nowhere for any length of time out of Paris; the
boulevards, the theatres, the cafes, the clubs, were
an integral part of his being.
" It's all very well to take a trip somewhere in
summer," he said ; " it makes you appreciate the
beauties and attractions r >" Paris all the more
when you return. But ive are not tourists, we
are exiles."
Thoroughly did he echo Madame de Stael's
sentiment that she ' would willingly give Mont
Blanc and Lake Leman — in a word, all the beau-
ties of Switzerland — for the little stream of rue
du Bac."
So when his picture (a group of three martyrs
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in tlic Coliseum, conspicuously a ^n'rl with the
face of his wife, that he so delighted to paint in
every mood, now rapt and glorified by a beatific
vision of the world to come) was finished, Dorothy
insisted upon his leaving her, and going alone to
Paris. She was afraid that, should she accompany
him, she might have to remain in France, as their
funds were very low just then ; and she instinc-
tively shrank from another experience such as she
had gone through at Asni^res, for a new interest in
the near future, with its increase of responsibility,
was hers now, and believing as she did in heredity,
prenatal influences, and environment, she was
determined that her child should have every ad
vantage of that kind that she could give it.
There could be no doubt of the love she bore
her husband. His highest whim was respected
and obeyed as law, though he frequently laughed
at and chaffed her for her old-fashioned Bible
notions of woman's duty. With him there was no
question of who was master ; they were partners
and equals, quite at liberty each to go his or
her own way. Dorothy was spoiling him ; she
never obtruded an opinion nor showed any of
that independence which had attracted him before
her marriage. Once and once only she took him
to task for trifling away his time — he had not
touched a brush during their six months in Switz-
erland — but she regretted that she had done so,
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when he replied with one of liis j^ayest laughs:
" Don't scold me, man aniii ; it's no use ; you
have taken me as I am, and you must make the
best of your bargain ; you cannot make me over.
Why do you want to do it? I'm always good-
natured, ready to amuse everybody as well as
myself ; don't, I pray, make me feel that I must
always be on my good behavior with you,
Psyche."
The last of April, after seeing Dorothy installed
in the suburbs of Geneva in a little villa overlook-
ing the lake. Count de Gallerand turned his back
on Switzerland. Once again in France, his old
habits and friends, particularly his mother, soon
regained their former hold upon him. His brief
letters to his wife showed this only too clearly.
Day by day Dorothy felt him slipping further
and further away from her, and the countess's
grasp growing stronger and stronger upon him.
What should she do ? Should she accept her
husband's easy-going philosophy of life and con-
duct, and not mind what happened, only be
happy, give up everything for peace ? she asked
herself. Money was a necessity with Gaston de
Gallerand ; he was generous to a fault, and could
not economize if he would. He also resented
economy in his wife ; nothing annoyed him more
than to see her badly dressed. One chief source
of discomfort during their winter in Rome was
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want of fiiiuls. Dorothy had been unusually
successful in getting purchasers for her sketches,
but her husband so disliked her selling them
that she never alluded to the subject before him.
However, since his departure she had negotiated
with a picture-dealer in Paris, and had been ever
since steadily adding to her little bark account
at Geneva. She would say to herself with a
smile, as she made a deposit, ** For my baby."
Though Dorothy really loved her husband
more intensely even than when she married him,
she thought it wiser, taking all into consideration,
to have him out of the way just at that time, for
he was, or pretended to be, ridiculously jealous
of the " little interloper," as he called it, and
talked incessantly of Jean Jacques Rousseau
having sent all his children to foundling hospitals,
declaring that the state, Sparta-like, should take
care of the children, and that a woman had
enough to do to look after and amuse he/ hus-
band. Can we wonder that Dorothy urged a
change of scene, in hopes of a change of senti-
ment ?
The latter came, but not exactly such a one
as she had hoped. For some time past he had
more than hinted at schemes of his mother's
to marry him to the daughter of a rich merchant.
Dorothy paid as little attention to this as she
had to his jealousy, thinking the idea preposter-
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ous, as they had been Ic^'ally married in England,
only regretting she could not be with him, and
bitterly repenting that she had allowed him to
leave her side. She would have joined him now,
but he was staying with his mother at the cha-
teau. She made up her mind, however, that,
come what would, she would go to Paris in the
autumn, as soon as the little stranger was old
enough to be taken. " Daddy doesn't want you,
poor little thing, but mammy will make a nice
warm nest for you ; and when he sees what a
dear little birdie she's captured, he'll want to steal
it ; but she won't let little birdie go then — no,
not she."
Though Count de Gallerand wrote almost every
day, his letters brought nothing but anguish to
Dorothy. They were all in the following strain :
" You know, Psyche, you will always be my one
love ; you are all right, you are married after the
English law. Unfortunately, that law does not
hold good in France ; et puis, mavian will not
admit that we are seriously married ; she is con-
stantly urging me to have ' un intcricur' {cest son
mot) ' of my own.' She has gone so far that she
has chosen a partic for me. You need not be
jealous, Dion amie ; Mademoiselle Jeanne Mouton
is a fright of the peg-top kind — little waist, bulging
shoulders and hips. Eh Men ! via femvie ador^e,
won't you consent to my going through the
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ceremony? It will not make her one bit more
my wife, for you are that, and a man cannot have
two in this country, though, by the way, I can't
see why you so object, for morganatic marriages
are quite the thing in Protestant countries. I
believe they were instituted by Luther and Me-
lancthon. If there is any wrong it is I who am
culpable, not you. Oh, Psyche ! why is it we are
poor and have to resort to such repulsive means
to get money ? I told madame, the mother of
mademoiselle, that I could not love her daughter ;
she replied, h la Mademoiselle de Blois, that her
daughter did not want me to love her, but to
marry her. Won't you consent to that, Psyche?
If you will not, I'll give it up ; but if you really
love me, I think you will not sacrifice me to an
idea; I'll be just as loyal to you, my wife, after
this fiasco as before ; and I shall content every-
body, and they will leave us in peace. Then I
shall be rich, and when the scarecrow is installed
in the little ' intcriciir ' we will have a charming
little extericur, and be as happy as we were
those six months in Switzerland."
Such for weeks past had been the burden of
his letters, and Dorothy had wasted paper, time,
words, in trying to convince him that it did not
rest with her to give him his liberty. " God
knows, my dear husband, I love you well enough
to prefer your happiness to mine — to sacrifice
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myself, but not my child ; I cannot commit that
crime," she wrote. Dorothy had many a strug-
gle with herself before she could accept the exist-
ing state of affairs. Count de Gallerand's heart-
less project to marry again was at first inexplica-
ble to her, but after a careful analysis of his char-
acter her wonder was that he had been faithful to
her as long as he had. She loved him to distrac-
tion and could not bear to give him up ; she was so
proud of his personal beauty and of his talents that
she hated to admit for a moment that she had
no moral hold upon him, that the communion
of soul she had longed for was impossible with
one lacking that godlike attribute. It was with
shame she acknowledged that she could only ap-
peal to and touch him through the senses ; that all
his fascination and attraction was superficial ; that
he had no depth, no conscience, no infinite with-
in him, no moral sense of right or wrong. Never-
theless he was courageous and daring — knew no
fear; death, even, had no terror for him; he
could neither grasp nor realize it. The fell de-
stroyer pictured as a grinning skeleton dragging
off some unwilling victim he would declare was
only a phantom that churchmen of the Middle
Ages had conjured up to frighten the silly and
superstitious with C'est fini. It has had its day.
" The Angel of Death, did we but know it, is our
best friend ; he ends all troubles, decides many a
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dilemma. To-day it is happiness for us to live;
to-morrow it may be happiness for us to die."
Enfant gdtS that he was, when he could not have
what he wanted, his favorite threat was to kill
himself. Strange as it may seem, Dorothy had
often heard him declare Ihis before their marriage
without even a shudder, much less horror. In
fact, was it not the correct thing for lovers to de-
clare they would rather die than be separated ?
Was that not the sequel to all the great historic
love dramas?
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CHAPTER II.
" Love was to her impassioned soul,
Not, as with others, a mere part
Of its existence, but the whole.
The very life-breath of her heart. "
When Dorothy was not at her easel she would
sit for hours on the veranda of her cottage, watch-
ing the wondrously blue waters of Lake Leman,
dotted here and there with little boats rigged
with the picturesque lateen sail. But far more
beautiful even than the water were the snow-
capped mountains, their tops reaching unto the
clouds, yea beyond the clouds to the very heaven
of heavens. There she would sit and think and
dream for hours, all the while sewing on some tiny
frock or slip, trying to bury her present troubles
in recalling the marvelous works of art she had
seen in Rome, or flooding her soul with the
beautiful panorama that a greater than Michael
Angelo or Raphael was now unfolding before her
eyes. From nature she turned to nature's God.
Meditating on the great mystery of life about to
be revealed to her, Dorothy forgot herself in the
future of her child. Thus she strove to meet
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with resignation whatever was in store for her,
but when at last the blow came, it fell like a
thunderbolt, almost depriving her of reason and
life. Dorothy was so well-balanced, with such
depths of tenderness and unselfishness, such hu-
mility and heroism, and such trust in God, that
it would have been almost impossible for her to
become the victim of any one passion, least of all of
that sensual passion miscalled love. " Why," she
would query, " this rending asunder of soul and
body ? My heart is large enough to take in both
my husband and my child ; each has its place ;
both are dear, and which the dearer I cannot
tell. One thing I am determined upon, neither
shall be sacrificed for the other."
But this waiting-time had for Dorothy, as for
every other woman, days of physical and moral
depression, hours of grave anxiety and dread of
the unknown, when it took all the faith, hope, and
love she possessed to sustain her.
In Paris when in trouble Dorothy had, as we
have seen, sought God in the beautiful Catholic
churches; in Switzerland she looked for Him up-
on the mountain-tops, pictured Him enthroned
upon Mont Blanc; there she turned her eyes in
prayer.
It was on a beautiful June day that the fatal
blow v/as dealt. The blue waters of Lake Gene-
va sparkled and danced like countless jewels in
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the morning sun ; the cloud palaces and cathe-
drals were lovelier and more real than ever before,
Dorothy thought, as she threw open the window
and welcomed her mountain with the words of
the Psalmist, " I will lift mine eyes unto the hills,
from whence cometh my help, O Lord." She
was still musing when she caught sight of the
postman. Hastening to meet him he handed
her a letter, the address of which was in her hus-
band's characteristic scrawl. Hurriedly tearing
it open she cast her eyes over the first page,
quickly turned the leaf, and seeing at a glance the
spirit in which the letter had been written, she
crushed it in her hand as she exclaimed with an
hysteric laugh : " Going to be married ! It's a lie !
Never — never without my consent ! I'm his wife
— he's mine — he does not love this woman ; he is
selling himself for money, but he'll have to
choose between us, money or Psyche. Ha ! ha !
ha! which shall it be? He loves only me ; that
woman shall not have him ; I'll go to Paris — to
the church, if need be — and stop it."
This miserable, hysterical state did not last
long. "With a supreme effort she calmed her-
self, feeling instinctively that it would require
a steady brain to battle for name and fame and
honor. Dorothy was no weak woman to give
way to crying, and sighing, and wringing of the
hands at such a crisis ; on the contrary, it was in
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action she sought rehef, so she immediately set
to work packing, preparatory to taking the train
that evening for Paris. Besides calling at her
banker's, there was a great deal to be done.
Many things which she did not need immediately
had to be boxed ready for transportation when
sent for.
But she was in that intense state that is above
and beyond fatigue ; in fact, she felt exhilaration
in drawing upon and testing her bodily strength,
hoping she might become so tired that she would
find relief in sleep, and escape in that way from
her thoughts. But, alas ! she was never more
awake in her life than she was that night in the
train. As hour after hour dragged its weary
length, she debated with herself, arraigning her
past life, turn upon turn condemning, condoning,
blaming, excusing. From time to time she
furtively took something from her pocket, pre-
sumably her purse or ticket ; but no, it was only
a little dagger with a jewelled hilt that she drew
from its sheath, looked at, and caressed so stealth-
ily. It was a gift from her husband the past win-
ter while in Rome, and she had used it constant-
ly since as a paper cutter. In emptying the con-
tents of her writing-table that morning she had
slipped the dagger into her pocket almost uncon-
sciously. And all night long the same refrain,
" Going to be married on Thursday," kept ring-
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ing in her ears. ** He wanted me to pose for
Charlotte Corday," she laughed scornfully.
On arriving at Paris Dorothy drove directly to
her old quarters, Avenue Marceau. She moved
as if in a dream ; she saw nothing, heard nothing
but the same old words, " Going to be married on
Thursday," repeating themselves over and over
again. " Yes, I'm going to Paris to be Charlotte
Corday," she would laugh, as she fondled the little
jewelled dirk.
After bathing and drinking a cup of strong cof-
fee (she was much too excited to eat) she ordered
a cab and drove to Madame Vidal's on rue de la
Paix, as she wished to make a few additions to
her toilette before calling upon Madame Mouton,
as she intended doing that afternoon. After com-
pleting her purchases — a dainty capote and black-
lace cape then in fashion — while crossing the pave-
ment to her carriage, she paused a moment, wait-
ing for a break in the stream of foot-passengers.
Just then two shop-girls (their black dresses and
uncovered heads proclaimed them such) were
passing. The nearer of them looked up, and
Dorothy, instantly recognizing Alice Jeffreys,
instinctively kid her hand on her arm to detain
her, exclaiming : " Alice, is it you ? I did not ex-
pect to see you here. How does it happen you
are in a shop ? "
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all I've heard, Miss Pembroke," she retorted, with
a toss of her head.
Dorothy, deeply wounded by the coarse
answer, flushed, let her hand drop, and was
turning away, when she remembered sadly that
Alice had cause to think lightly of her, and
that the present was > time to stand upon her
dignity, so she replie . *vith an appealing glance
in her lovely eyes, now filled with unshed
tears :
"Come and lunch with me to-morrow; I'm
at the hotel pension. Avenue Marceau, where I
boarded two years ago."
Late that same day she slowly and carefully
dressed herself with all the fastidious elegance of
a Parisienne, that her husband liked, but feeling
all the time numb and lifeless, as if she were some
one else and not herself. Again taking a cab she
directed the man to drive to Madame Mouton's,
rue Chauss^ d'Antin. During the drive she drew
out the little dagger more than once, fondled and
talked to it — was it because Count de Gallerand
had given it to her that she caressed it so fondly ?
She was not admitted at Madame Mouton's, ivJiy
may be easily imagined. Nevertheless it was a
cruel disappointment to Dorothy, who had built so
much upon seeing Madame Mouton, and convinc-
ing her of the legality of her marriage when she
showed the marriage certificate. The only thing
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left for her to do now was to write, and this she did
immediately upon her return to the pension, send-
ing her letter, with a copy of the certificate en-
closed, by a private messenger, with instructions
to wait for an answer. In the course of an hour
the letter sent was returned unopened.
What should she do now? Everything was
thwarting her. She felt like a caged lion beating
itself against the bars. Should she go to her hus-
band and beg him not to leave her? No, never!
She was almost beside herself with a sense of his
injustice, at what he was making her suffer; if she
coaxed him back, for how long would it be — a
year, a week, a day? She dared not think, she
would go mad if she did ; she must stifle thought
again in action. Hastily throwing on her
travelling cloak she sought the open air. She
never knew what direction she took, nor was she
conscious of any definite purpose, but she walked
mechanically on, on, until at length it dawned
upon her that she was in I'lmpasse H^l^ne, in front
of Count de Gallerand's studio. Though late, the
grandc portc-cocJicre was still open. In that
Bohemian quarter, artists are not particular about
such trifles, nor concierges suspicious, for people
in the guise of models go in and out at all hours,
day and night.
Dorothy mechanically turned into the court-
yard, then stealthily mounted the stairs, listened
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a moment in the passage, selected a key from her
bunch, and noiselessly unlocked the studio door.
The gas in the court sufficiently lighted the room
to enable her to grope her way to the glass
closets dividing the atelier from the bedroom.
Into one of these she glided, crouching down and
hiding like a thief or murderer, listening with
bated breath — waiting — for what ? — her husband's
return ? — what then ? She never knew. From time
to time the sound of footsteps on the stairs or in
the passage made her almost rigid with excite-
ment, and stopped for the moment the monoto-
nous refrain hammering without mercy upon her
brain — " Going to be married on Thursday ; " then
she would feel for her little dagger, unsheathe it,
fondle it — but as the steps passed on, she would
murmur piteously : "I'm not Charlotte Corday,
cette Jiystcrique dc la passion politique. My God !
my God ! this is driving me mad."
It was long after the clock struck two when
steps in the passage really stopped at the studio
door, the key turned in the lock, and Count
de Gallerand entered — but not alone. Some one
was with him whom Dorothy recognized, as soon
as the lamp was lit, to be Faul Caro. The latter
was saying as the door opened :
" But where have you been all the evening, mon
ami? I've been here at least a dozen times look-
ing for you ; the boys intended making a night of
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it ; surely you've not been cftc.': votrc fiana'e until
this hour."
"Hardly; I left Madame Mouton's directly
Lfter dinner. I've been killing time since."
**y<' coniprcnds — bidding a last fond adieu to the
friends of your youth."
''Pas du tout; I did that years ago, when I
married."
" Married ! mon Dun ! you arc not a widower,
Gaston ? "
'' Non, plait h Dicn, but I'm a married man.
I thought you knew. I married Miss Pembroke
in England."
" I knew you were living together, when I was
ordered to Africa, but I thought it a liaison —
nothing more serious than that."
" Ma foi ! ccst vrai ; we were married all right
in England, but unfortunately for Psyche it does
not hold good in France, and I'm going through
the farce again to-morrow to please manian."
" I suppose she's lost her good looks, Tund, par
consequence, all hold upon you, mon gar^on. I
always thought her beauty too ideal to last after
marriage."
*' No, she's as beautiful as ever — superbe — and
I am as much in love with her as ever. Mal-
heureusement, one can't live on love. C'est net.
La comtesse mbre holds the purse-strings, and
there's no chance left me but to sacrifice myself
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on hymen's altar ^> unc partic trcs convc7iahIe.
Ticiis ! (lid I ever show you the first portrait I
made of her? Void ! " saying which he took up
the lamp and proceeded to the further corner of
the atelier, where the picture stood on an easel.
As their backs were towards her, Dorothy did
not catch what they said while lookinj^ at it.
As they returned. Monsieur Caro inquired :
"llow can you throw overboard anyone so
lovely as that for a fright — pardon me — like
Mademoiselle Mouton?"
" E/i ! inon Dicit ! I'm not throwing her over.
Besides, she'll never forsake me ; she loves me too
well to live without me ; she adores me ; en tin
inoty Paul, she's too good for me ; she's an angel.
C\'st vrai, cest vrai ; jc nc snis quun sot"
" Prcncz garde" said Paul, as he wrung his
friend's hand in yiiiYtxng/' prenea garele, nion ami,
that you do not exchange this angel for a devil."
After his friend's departure, Count deGallerand
stood for fully ten minutes in front of Dorothy's
portrait — a long time for such a mercurial and
emotional nature as his — then carefully re-cover-
ing the picture and turning it to the wall, he
hastily prepared for bed, and in a short time
Dorothy knew by his regular breathing he was
fast asleep. Stealing cautiously on tiptoe from
her hiding-place, she fell on her knees by the side
of the bed ; the little vcilleiise, in its red glass
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sliadc, cast a dim, soft li^lit around. How beauti-
ful her husband was, she thou^dit. as he lay there
with one arm under his head like a tired child
exhausted with play ; he seemed to her the em-
bodiment of youth, beauty, and perfect health.
Oh, how she loved him !
" I cannot, will not give him to another ; I'll
kill him first," she hissed between her teeth ; then
she drew the little da^^ger from her bosom, un-
sheathed it, looked at it, talked to it, ran her
fingers along the edge, breathed on it, polished it
with her cloak, then — raised it. A slight noise
startled her ; the dagger dropped from her hand.
Hardly daring to breathe, she glanced furtively
round. After a time her courage returned, she
picked the dirk up and hastily thrust it back into
her bosom. " I thought some one was here ! "
she gasped, as she sank once more on her knees
by the bedside.
Some One was there ; the Eye tliat neither
slumbereth nor sleepeth was watching over her.
This incident had changed the current of her
thoughts — life hangs on such a chance ; the spirit
of Charlotte Corday, that hysterical murderess,
had departed, and her own good angel was once
more in the ascendant. Dorothy was in that
highly emotional state that the slightest thing
turns from hate to love, from laughter to tears.
Count de Gallerand petulantly flung out his
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arms, smiled in his sleep, and murmured " Psyche,
Psyche, ma biai-aivu'e ! " These simple words
touched her heart as nothing else could have
done. She broke down completely, burying her
head in the bedclothes in an uncontrollable
fit of weeping — the first tears she had shed
since getting his letter. Finally, warned by
voices in the corridor and courtyard that the
world was up, she stifled her sobs, dried her eyes,
and cautiously rose, stopping long enough, how-
ever, in the atelier to write a few words.
** He may yet give up this mad project and
come back to me when he knows of my vigil near
him last night," she thought, as she placed her
little note conspicuously open on the writing-
desk. Then, softly opening and shutting the
door, she ran quickly downstairs, through the
courtyard, up ITmpasse Hel^ne, into Avenue de
Clichy. It was quite two miles to Avenue Mar-
ceau, but she would not take a tram or cab, a
rushed ahead, looking neither to the right hand
nor to the left, her mind in a whirl of humiliation,
self-accusation, and contrition. She was calm
now, but it was the calm of despair. " Thank
God, I did not do it ! " she cried ; " one moment
more and I should have been " At length
she began to be conscious of physical weariness ;
she had neither eaten nor slept for thirty-six
hours ; how interminable the blocks appeared !
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She was completely exhausted when at last she
reached the pension, and had just strength enougli
left to crawl upstairs and stagger blindly to her
room, where she threw herself, without undress-
ing, upon the bed, and immediately sank into the
heavy sleep of exhaustion.
Alice Jeffreys had not seen Dorothy since the
day she left the Home until they met on rue de
la Paix. These two years had been anything but
happy ones to the former; in them she had
changed from a fresh, blooming young girl with
flaxen locks, into a stout, red-faced, full-bosomed
young woman, with bleached golden-red hair.
She, too, had suffered terribly. Plain girls have
their temptations as well as pretty ones. The
generally accepted idea that ugly girls redeem
their plainness by being invariably clever, intel-
lectual, or good is fallacious. As a rule they
are ambitious, and easily led astray by flattery.
Jealous and envious of their more highly-favored
sisters, often they feign goodness and piety, con-
demning balls and parties because they believe
they themselves do not shine there. Ugly Mag-
dalens are far commoner than beauties. Alice,
on the contrary, instead of imposing her virtues
upon others, admitted that she was bad, and, as if
in revenge, railed at goodness, religion, and the
powers that be ; nevertheless, in her heart she
was true, loyal, loving. Hardly had she answered
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Dorothy the day before, ere she was sincerely
ashamed of her words, and eagerly longed to-day
to beg her forgiveness.
When she entered the room at noon and found
la Comtesse de Gallerand lying there, tossing
restlessly and muttering incoherently, she was
deeply moved, having read that morning in the
Petit Journal an account of Count de Gallerand's
intended marriage with Mademoiselle Mouton at
St. Philippe du Roule. She immediately took in
the situation ; an hotel was no place to be ill in ;
she would consult a physician about moving her.
But before doing so she decided, with her good
common-sense, that it would be better to get an
idea, if possible, of the state of Dorothy's finances.
Finding a bunch of keys on the dressing-table,
she opened the various boxes and valises, in one
of which she found la Comtesse de Gallerand's
bank-book and a thousand francs in notes, which
decided Alice upon removing her immediately tc
a little private hospital, rue des Acacias, if the
doctor agreed.
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CHAPTER III.
"You may take sarza to open the liver, steel to open the
spleen, flower of sulphur for the lungs, castorcum for the brain ;
but no receipt opencth the heart but a true friend, to whom you
impart griefs, joys, fears, hopes, suspicions, counsels, and what-
soever lieth upon the heart to oppress it, in a kind of civil
shrift, or confession." — Bacon.
There is no need to dwell upon Dorothy's long
illness and slow recovery. Suffice it to say that
for weeks her life hung suspended, as it were, be-
tween this world and the next. When the fever
left, a torpor seized her body and mind, which in
turn gave place, as she regained consciousness, to
a confused sense of some great calamity. Her de-
pression was terrible ; even her faith in God was
shaken ; those about her feared for her reason.
She implored the doctor to put her out of her
misery — to end her life. Nothing roused her, not
even her child, if she realized indeed that it was
her own. She showed no interest in it ; she was
heartsick, with that peculiar feeling that comes
to us when someone djarly loved and trusted
forsakes us. Where should she turn — to whom —
for help ? Powerless to move, incapable of think-
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ing, this had been Dorothy's state for weeks;
then she took to counting the flowers on the
cretonne curtains, and one day she feebly enquired
"What o'clock is it?"
" Deux heurcs inoins Ic quart, madame la
comtesse," the nurse answered, glancing at the
little clock on the mantel.
" Only that ; comme ccst long!" Dorothy wearily
sighed, much to the nurse's delight, who knew
she must be getting better.
The next day the ticking became intolerable ;
she could stand it no longer, and begged to have the
clock removed ; then she showed some curiosity
about herself, and asked Mademoiselle Grimelund,
her attendant, where she was, and how she came
there. When told that Miss Jeffreys had brought
her, she expressed a wish to see Alice when she
called again, as they said she was in the habit of
doing every day.
Dorothy, who was lying on the sofa, looked up
with a winning smile of welcome as Alice entered
her room that evening.
** Mademoiselle Grimelund told me to come
right in; I hope I'm not intruding," she said,
apologetically.
" Far from it ; I asked for you," Dorothy
gently replied, at the same time wearily shutting
her eyes as if too tired to speak.
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from her visitor. Not only the change in AHce's
personal appearance shocked her, but the timbre
of her voice affected her unpleasantly ; it had
lost all the sweet Irish warmth of tone that it
formerly had, and was now, though low, harsh
and bold, v/ith a want of restraint about it that is
characteristic of a certain class of women.
As Alice stood there, looking down upon the
pale, deathlike face, from which all traces of
passion had departed, leaving only a pathetic
sadness, tears filled her eyes and choked her
voice. " How heavenly she is ! not a bit goody-
goody, either. Truly some are refined by suffer-
ing — but not all — or is it the kind of suffering, I
wonder?" Stooping, she took one of Dorothy's
little thin, transparent hands in hers and covered
it with burning kisses. The sight of the red,
flushed face and swollen lids touched Dorothy
more th; t she could express in words. She
silently drew Alice down beside her, put her arm
around her neck, and kissed her lovingly and ten-
derly with soft kisses, such as a mother gives to
a wayward child. When Alice took her leave
shortly after, it was with a firm resolve to lead
henceforth another life — to live worthy of
Dorothy's friendship, and to look at things
from her standpoint. Dorothy, too, felt bet-
ter for Alice's visit ; it had taken her out of
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herself, and shown her that she was not the only
one in trouble in the world ; the sympathy she
gave reacted upon herself.
A few days after, when Alice came, Dorothy
was feeling so much better that she insisted upon
having a long talk.
" Yes," Alice said, in answer to one of her en-
quiries — " yes, I've gone to the bad ; there's no
use mincing matters. After you left, things got
worse ; there was no one I cared for at the Home,
and not a living creature on the face of the earth
cared what became of Alice Jeffreys. Chance
threw in my way a young artist, or rather
threw me in his, for he decidedly got the best of
it. Well, he wanted me to sit for a picture he
was painting ; I was flattered, thinking it would
be nice to have my portrait in the salon. En
passant, the work was not accepted. Besides, it
was an easy way to earn a few francs, better than
wearing one's shoes out in walking lessons. At
first I sat for the face only, then for the neck and
shoulders, only decollete (' as at a ball,' he urged) ;
but gradually the chemise dropped lowei and
lower, and at last, hardly without my knowing
how or when it happened, I was a model for
everything. Aprcs cela, it was all up with me ; a
kiss finished the business, and made me a slave
to the meanest wretch that ever breathed the
breath of life."
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"Poor child! Where is he now?" Dorothy
asked, with ready sympathy.
" In his own country. Coward ! he was in
mortal terror of me ; I don't think he'll dare to
show his face here again."
"And how did you get into a shop, dear?"
" Oh ! I had the influenza badly, was taken to
the hospital Beau-jon, and while there got
friendly with a young shop-girl in the next bed
to mine ; when I came out she found me a place."
" And do you like it better than teaching?"
" Hardly ! it was Hobson's choice ; I couldn't
go out governessing any longer ; no one would
have me."
" I am so sorry, dear ; can I do anything for
you
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" No, nothing ; only say you forgive me for
saying such a nasty thing to you that day when
you spoke to me on the rue de la Paix — and you
so sweet. Ah ! Madame de Gallerand, you can't
imagine how bad I felt about it when I found
you ill ; I shall never forgive myself."
" Don't think of it again, I beg of you ;
that did not cause my illness. Mademoiselle
Grimelund has told me how kind you have been ;
it was you, she says, who got me in here."
" Yes, I did what I could, but that was not
much, except indirectly ; I wrote a note to the
Princess Nesvitsky."
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" What made you think of writing to the prin-
cess? Who told you that she knew me?"
" Oh, I knew a great deal more about you, dear
madame, than you imar^ined. You had not been
at the Home a day before Count de Gallerand
struck up an acquaintance with me (all on your
account), but I was bete enough to feel flattered.
Silly fool that I was, I allowed myself to become
his tool ; it was through me he knew where your
room was, and when you were indoors and when
out. Believe me, though, I never knowingly did
you any harm ; in fact, I loved and admired you
too much for that ; I really thought I was doing
you a kindness in forwarding your love-affair. Do
you remember the discussions we used to have
about marriage, and how you used to laugh at me
because I stood up for matchmakers and said I
thought it would be a real charity if some good
matron would only occupy herself in mating a few
of us governesses?"
" Yes, I remember perfectly," sighed Dorothy ;
" are you of the same opinion still? "
" Indeed I am. Under the existing state of
things, if, as two-thirds at least of the human race
profess to think, marriage is the aim and object
of life — what we were created for — why don't they
give those girls who want to marry an opportunity,
and not put every possible obstacle in their way ?
Even servants have a better chance ; the house-
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maid may keep company with the butler, coach-
man, or groom ; the governess alone is a social
pariah ; the domestics are beneath her, the sons
of the house are above her; she alone has no
' followers,' no evening out. It's downright
tyranny, I declare."
" You are incorrigible, Alice."
'* Yes, experience has not changed, only con-
firmed, my former opinion. But, to go back, I
did for you, dear madamc, just what I would have
liked some one to do for me. Count de Gallerand
was most discreet and divulged no secrets ; but I
was on the alert, and from words dropped by your-
self and others was soon an roura /it with your life
in Paris. One day, some six months after your
marriage, I bought a Sunday Soldi to look at the
advertisements. Now, what did my eye light
upon, the first thing, but the Princess Ncsvitsky's
name in connection with a sensational account of
a row at the Hotel Pare Monceau. I got the
papers daily for some time after, but little more
appeared ; you see, it was tacitly allowed by the
authorities to drop, there being too many of the
gilded society youths implicated. Hotel Nesvitsky
was, as you know, a jolly joint, and the resort of
a jolly crew, where a jolly lot of iouis and napo-
leons changed hands in a jolly short time ; in a
word, it was an ideal gambling palace, where names
and doings were perfectly safe, and reputations
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religiously guarded. On this particular night a
dare-devil young lieutenant in the navy, having
lost heavily, accused one of the guests — a prince,
playing at the same table as himself — of cheating.
Under ordinary circumstances a duel would have
settled matters most amicably; unfortunately a
prince cannot accept a challenge from a com-
moner, and the lieutenant would accept no one
as substitute. Insults and blows were exchanged,
glasses broken, tables and chairs overturned ; then,
as if to cap the climax, Don Estoracho, who had
been doing his utmost to reconcile the belliger-
ents, suddenly dropped down dead."
" How terrible ! And the poor princess, what
did she do then ? Did it not almost kill her ? "
Dorothy inquired.
" It would have killed any common woman,
socially, if not bodily, but the princess is not a
common woman, consequently came out of it mar-
vellously well. It seems she had made to herself
friends of the mammon of unrighteousness, who
testified to her many amiable qualities; there was
a feeling, I am told, that she had been mastered
in some underhand way by Don Estoracho, and
her liberation was hailed with delight. I must
say public opinion seems to me very one-sided,
and society's code of laws very extraordinary."
"In what respect ? "
** Why, gambling is hedged in with all sorts of
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rules ; fair play where your pocket is the question
— be honorable in money matters — honor even
among thieves; but in affairs of the heart, where
only a woman is at stake, cheat and hoodwink — all
is fair. He honest, the world says, in everything
but love. However, to all appearance, the prin-
cess was deeply touched by Don Kstoracho's death
and sincerely mourned him ; at all events she
gave up her hote/ and shut herself up in a chateau
somewhere in Calvados. When you see her,
madame, you will notice a great change ; she, too,
has suffered."
•' Yes," murmured Dorothy, " few in this world
are exempt from sorrow. I sometimes think it is
only those who are without the higher soul who
are perfectly happy, thoroughly contented with
life ; they, like the brutes, have their portion in
this world ; there is no future state for them, only
annihilation. How easy to bear are troubles of
the body in comparison with those of the soul !
It is the soul too that vivifies and glorifies the
body."
" If at our birth the Giver of life breathes into
each of us a soul (the breath of life), and we do
not cultivate it, but refuse it, what do you think
becomes of it ? " Alice asked.
" I have often wondered and pondered long
upon that. It may be it is given to some
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in which they were first placed — '■fly * is the word
used in Scripture. Whether God makes a new
body for that soul, or whether some favored few
are given a twofold spirit, I know not, I dare not
say. All sin is hateful, but how terrible are the
sins against the soul ! They are the most subtle
of all sins, the very ones the devil takes upon
himself to propagate and protect ; it was the sin
of our first parents ; it is the .sin of which the ser-
pent is the sign. When the devil, that old serpent,
appeared to Eve, what did he say ? ' Ye shall not
surely die;' and what has the Lord promised
these poor hunted creatures ? Listen, dear, and
take heart : * I will let the souls go, even the souls
that ye hunt to make them fly. ' "
*' After all, my writing to the princess was a
happy thought ; if she had been your mother she
could not have been more devoted. She has spent
hours here every day since your little baby was
born ; it was she who had it baptized. She said,
mademoiselle was ' si ddvote^ she was sure she
would wish it."
** So he has been baptized ? Poor little waif !
what name did they give him ? " Dorothy in-
quired.
"Gaston Henri."
•' Why did they call him Henry ? "
" It was I suggested it," Alice hesitatingly ad-
mitted. Then she added, '* Dear rnadame, I have a
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confession to make ; I was not going to bother you
witii it until you were quite veil, but as we are
on the subject now, here goes. Do you remem-
ber giving me a letter to post a few days after
you came to the Home? Well, I never posted
it; Count de Gallerand waylaid me on my way to
the box and wheedled the letter from me; said he
was going to the general postoffice, and would
drop it in there. At first I would not give it to
him ; then he asked to look at the address, and
would not give it back ; this impressed the ad-
dress upon me, and on my return I wrote it down
in my note-book. I told Princess Nesvitsky, and
she advised my writing Mr. Alexander and telling
him the facts, which I did. You know, I sup-
pose, he is in Paris ? He came on immediately
after getting my letter. He was awfully cut up
about your illness."
" Was he? " Dorothy asked, in a choked voice,
as her eyes filled with tears. She, who had suf-
fered neglect so patiently and uncomplainingly,
could not hear of this simple act of friendship
without emotion.
" There, I've talked quite enough for one even-
ing. I'm not a very good nurse, I fear," Alice
said sadly, as she shook up and arranged the sofa
pillows ; " have I tired you to death ? "
" On the contrary, you have cheered me up
amazingly. I feel quite like another creature."
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" Perhaps, then, you will let mc fetch your dear
little baby to say good-night before I go ? Please
do ; he's such a darling. We all love him dearly.
Oh ! what would I not give if he were mine."
Dorothy assented, and Alice rushed off for
" baby." In a few minutes she returned with an
animated bundle of lace and cambric in her arms,
closely followed by a superb nourrice^ gorgeous
in apron, cape, cap, and ribbons. Dorothy could
hardly believe that the beautiful little creature
that Alice was hugging and kissing was her very
own, but when she took it in her arms and it
looked at her with its great serious eyes, all the
mother instinct in her awoke, and she clasped
it to her bosom in ecstasy.
From that day forward her child was seldom
out of her sight.
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CHAPTER IV.
" Ainsi tous deux fuyaient les cruautes du sort,
L'enfdiit dans le sommeil, et rhomme dans la mort."
— Mussi-t.
It is again September, a year to the day from
that on which Dorothy first clasped her child to
her heart. During this time Harry Alexander
(now Sir Harry, and living in England, since his
elder brother had been thrown from his horse and
killed on the hunting-field) had offered every
inducement he could think of to get Dorothy to
leave France ; but she preferred to accept tem-
porarily the urgent invitation of the princess to
make her home with her. The latter, deeply
affected by Don Estoracho's sad death from apo-
plexy or heart-failure, had given up her hotel in
Paris, put her son at school in England, and set-
tled down to be Lady Bountiful in a small village
in Normandy. This quiet life suited Dorothy
perfectly, and she might have been comparatively
happy with her boy had it not been for the con-
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man she still called husband might take it into his
head to do next. He was seldom for an instant
out of her thoughts, though his name never
passed her lips ; indeed, he was tacitly ignored by
the little company of people who still befriended
her.
A day came, however, when Dorothy received
a letter by the post, which terribly upset her.
The princess, divining easily from whom it came,
ordered the mail-bag to be brought to her in
future, and was careful that no more letters from
the count should reach his wife, taking it upon
herself to return them unopened. At last these
became so frequent that she wrote to Sir Harry
for advice. He immediately came over to France,
hoping to persuade Dorothy to return with him
to England, and there to procure a legal separa-
tion ; but Dorothy gave Sir Harry to understand,
in a few words, that she did not consider Count
de Gallerand less her husband because he ha^ '
gone through the farce of a second marriage with
the woman he was now living with ; and should
he ask her, his own wife, to come back to him,
she would do so.
Affairs were in this state when the count pre-
sented himself «n person at the chateau. The
princess had instructed her maUre (ThStcl (our
old friend Daniel) what to do in such an emer-
gency, and Count de Gallerand was refused admis-
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yet without sin. We know that He had love for
His mother and His friends, varying in degree ;
one love for Lazarus, another for Martha, a
stronger for Mary. The love that He bestowed
upon John was not given to the others, and yet
never once is it hinted that He had that love that
His great prototype David and King Solomon
were so lavish with, the sexual love of woman,
the passion we laud and magnify to such a degree
that some goody people would lift up their hands
in holy horror should you tell them you did not
believe in it, but in marriage of mutual respect
and mutual aid. Human nature is the same now
that it was three thousand years ago. We still
say to the prophets : ' Speak unto us smooth
things ' ; old women still hunt souls with ker-
chiefs '
" Yes," Dorothy sighed, " but, unfortunately,
the putting of kerchiefs on heads is not confined
to old women ; most of the' hunting' in this nine-
teenth century is done by men, * to slay the souls
that should not die, and to save the souls alive
that should not live.' I am afraid I asked too
much of life ; it was impossible to realize it. I
often think of Gaston's lovely picture of * Psyche,'
or * Life in Death.' It seems truly as if nothing
but sorrow and death will open women's eyes ;
we have so long been deceived, flattered, and
hoodwinked that, like the slaves, we glory in our
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years and more since the temple veil was rent,
and we were admitted on a footing with man to
the Hoi} f Holies, it is hard to realize that we
have made so little progress. But a change is
coming. The Lord hath spoken: 'Your ker-
chiefs also will I tear.' "
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