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Les diagrammes suivants iilustrent la mithode. rrata to pelure, nd n 32X 1 2 3 1 2 3 4 5 6 CLIPPED WINGS BY LOTTIE McALISTER TORONTO WILLIAM BRIGGS MoNTRKAL : O. W. COATES Halifax : S. F. HUESTIS 1899 201: Department of Agriculture. ^ '*" *'"**■• *' ^^e ^/ INTRODUCTION. We had the pleasure of reading this volume in manuscript, and were profoundly impressed with its character. It is written with brilliant literary skill, with force and vivacity, with wit and humor, and with some touches of tragic pathos. It sketches Canadian country life, life in a hospital, Methodist preachers, Quarterly Boards, and other features of special interest to Methodist readers. It is a tremendous indict- ment of the liquor traffic, and sets forth the mission and power of woman to ennoble and bless society. It is full of religion as well as of fun, is not a bit preachy, but a heartsome, wholesome book. Some of the character- sketching is as strong as anything we know. W. H. WiTHROW. Toronto, May 26, 1899. CONTENTS. CIIAPTBR I. II. III. IV. V. VI. VII. VIII. IX. X. XI. XII. XIII. XIV. XV. HlUJSDALE . The Weeks' Homestead The Clinging Vine . A Heroine's Reverie A Proposal Billy Watson . Henry Weeks . Village Gossip . Drama in a Railroad Coach Agnes's Initiation in a Eospital More Hospital Experience Some of Hillsdale's Decorations A Christmas Eve Tragedy Water into Wine • • • Death's Harvest PAOK 7 . 13 20 . 27 . 32 . 39 44 49 . 54 60 . 65 . 71 78 86 CHAPTBR \^\#i'« J. mi A a. PAOR XVI. Hillsdale's Funerals 98 XVII. Innovations . 103 XVIII. Agnks's Strange Vision . . 108 XIX. Agnes an Orphan . 119 XX. Saint Dives .... . 124 XXI. Rev. Horace Harding . 1.32 XXII. Woman Suffrage . 138 XXIII. Love . 148 XXIV. The Ubiquitous Shirt- Waist . . 153 XXV. Hillsdale Once More . 162 XXVI. The Village Joker . . 169 XXVII. Theories Exploded . 179 LiL CLIPPED WINGS. CHAPTER I. HILLSDALE. The great throbbing heart of the city, which generates the initial impulses of progress, sends them on their widening way, until the last faint ripple reaches the shores of remoteness. Though almost imperceptible to the careless eye of the age, which sees nothing but what is tangible, ponderable, visible and gustable, this last gentle undulation of an almost spent force forms a circumference which retransmits reciprocal bene- fit to its centre. The sociologist in his research for finality in the social compact reaches the husbandman in the last analysis. The whistling ploughboy turns the enriched furrows for the distant multitudes. There are some populations, however, who regard themselves as absolute and uncondi- tioned, and therefore do not recognize in the 8 CLIPPED WINGS. t I' . il I ! least the claims of the rest of creation. Hillsdale was one of the latter, and on some occasions went so far as to assert, in tones stentorian, that its heathen quite equalled those of the Soudan both in quality and quantity. Hillsdale, like a thrifty housewife, had awakened early one morning and performed all its duties, active and passive. Houses were built, a school -house was erected, a church built, and, like the rest of Christendom, counter- balanced by building a tavern. Hillsdale in afternoon dress, spotless apron, knitting in hand, was drowsing through the long afternoon, nestling at the base of a mountain which had stood socketed through dim ages, and therefore, turning a cold shoulder to the friendly advances of modem times, it was in a position to challenge innovation. One bold cliff stood out from the mountain's side, embrowned with time, barren and bleak, with outlines resembling the human face. The seamed lips silently pro- tested against the mutability of the age. A generous-hearted corporation, with commendable and usual zeal, offered to ameliorate existing conditions by an electric car service. Hillsdale strenuously and with no uncertain sound ob- jected to this thin edge of the wedge of modem- ness, and hinted mysteriously that there could HILLSDALE. 9 be but one result. This result was well under- stood to be the heels of a circumventing world kicking up a dust in its face ; besides there was the jeopardy to life and property. The roadside pasturage was valuable, and the village cow, as sacred an animal as the ancient Egyptian Apis, must not be disturbed in her leisurely flexuous ruminations. Her lowing was far in advance of the strains of martial music. Hillsdale was beyond a doubt conservative. It seemed but yesterday that Sally Jenkins* kerosene lamp frightened a whole surprise party into a stampede, which was for Sally a great saving of temper, preserves and sundry victuals. Indeed, there is to this day in some quarters lingering conscientious scruples as to the use of lucifer matches, inasmuch as they savor of the pit. The genius of the civilization was faithfully portrayed in the wise old doctor who had per- formed the duties of physician and dentist to three generations. A patient, converted to a spirit of reform by an unscientific extraction of molars, inquired indignantly why he did not introduce " them 'sthetics " into his office " like as how he had read about in The Progress." " Tut ! tut ! man, all new-fangled humbug and nonsense," replied his eminence the practitioner. 10 CLIPPED WINGS. i • r ! " I would not get the stuff before there would be something else. I am waiting for the perma- nent, the ultimate. Surely the dusty attic of oblivion is well filled with contrivances. Jonah's gourd has ever been accompanied by a worm." Poor soul ! the wheels of progress ever move onward, and make but one revolution in time and eternity. The mental vision, however, of all the inhabi- tants of Hillsdale was not bounded by the local horizon. There were those who pressed the eye of the soul against a narrow casement for the widest possible outlook. Underneath the mono- tony and quiet, subtle touches from the great ongoings of the world registered themselves in the brain and heart, from the flashes which fell on those eyes at that casement. The mother followed her boy as he struggled honorably and heroically along the crowded road of mediocrity, or perchance, if of stronger pinion, soared to fame ; and alas, too, as he fell ignominiously, to shame. In the latter cp-se it was always the wicked city, and not the boy, that bore the opprobrium. The corner tavern with the smiling landlord was rarely if ever counted in as the initiation of this graduation in igno- miny. " The children of this world are in their generation wiser than the children of light." No HILLSDALE. 11 one save the landlord saw anything but economy in the neighborly proximity of his house to the village school-house. His pump served both. " Ye blind guides which strain at a gnat and swallow a camel." In a year or so the boys took the one step from the pump to the row of armchairs on the veranda. What in the churches is the counter attraction to this seat of the scorner ? The law lays its strong hand on the street loafer with a stern " Move on," but why does it tolerate this seat of ease in his primary education ? The sty of a respectable pig which is laudably spending its days in the accumulation of adipose tissue for Gentile consumption is classed as a public nuisance when located on the main comer of a thoroughfare. To many citizens the sty is preferable to the sights, sounds and fumes emanating from this enthroned candidate for vagrancy of the hotel frontage. If these seats were seats of honor for the graduates of the bar inside, the privilege of exhibiting the finished work of the liquor traffic should be granted, but the seats are ever full to overflowing with fresh- men and sophomores. There is no room except in the gutter and the grave for the sot. Many boys left Hillsdale with the possibilities of sturdy manhood and honorable old age, but 12 CLIPPED WINGS. the seed of probabilities already sown bore the harvest of an untimely and dishonorable death. The end began when the boys sat on the hotel stoop in an armchair tilted back and with hat tilted forward. Hillsdale was destined to write a new chapter in its history. This was not brought about by steam nor electricity, nor even by a woman in mannish attire on a wheel, but because moment- ous forces, whose fountains lie at Nazareth and Calvary, in their far-reaching flow, moved the responsive soul of a young Canadian girl. CHAPTER II. THE WEEKS' HOMESTEAD. Half a mile from the village, at the end of a lane, stood the house of farmer Weeks. It was a very ordinary house that had once been painted. The front door opened directly into the parlor. Some young ladies who have been so unfortunate as to have received a liberal education, including music, art, and literature, in a three months' term at a ladies' college, have emphasized the affectation of an otherwise glori- ous generation by designating this apartment of venerable age and honored by Cupid, the recep- tion room. Opening off the parlor was the spare room. In this particular case spare, sure enough — spare in comfort, spare in furniture, spare in guests. Above were the half -story family chambers. In summer these rooms were intensely hot. It is yet a disputed point whether man or necessity arranged that they should be needed so little in 14 CLIPPED WINGS. summer. The legitimate hours for sleep in Hiram Weeks' house were from 11 p.m. to 4 a.m., with wakefulness counted in. The pole star of the man at the wheel was hard work and wormwood tea ; the family were on a forced march to a golden Klondike. Hiram accepted the concept of perpetual motion as a delusion in mechanics, but evinced signs of genius by experimentation in this direction on himself and those around him. Two passages of Scripture Hiram regarded as the " most sensi- blest " in the Bible. He did not regard the Old Testament as a millstone, and in no sense would he be classed with the higher critics. One passage was from the book of Genesis : " In the sweat of thy face thou shalt eat bread ; " the other was from the New Testament, and was always quoted without connection : " Not sloth- ful in business." Had he been more familiar with the " Word of Life " he would have found that God had made ample provision for recrea- tion in the social, domestic, and religious life of a nation which had served with rigor, but knew nothing of this experience, except as spectators and as miiiisters to the luxurious Egyptians. He who " knoweth our frame and remembereth that we are dust " made holidays a part of the religious life and ritual, and did not consider THE WEEKS HOMESTEAD. 15 every seventh day sufficient to make up the wear and tear on this triple organization of ours, but enjoined comparative rest every seven years ; and to renew the youth of the nation, to this was added the year of Jubilee. God's plan and intention for human life, even outside the charmed gates of Paradise, was change, and not monotony. The penalty, " In the sweat of thy face thou shalt eat bread," was tempered, and the Father's hand wiped the beaded face as He bade the human race look up betimes, in antici- pation, from the digging, delving and spinning, to a place where rest remaineth. Doubtless following a law of compensation, these chambers were intensely cold in winter. It was consolation enough to remember there was more money in dry cordwood than in ashes. Behind the main building was an ample kitchen. Here the real business of life was prosecuted with never-ending activity. When tired hands at last dropped their task, the little yeast germs worked their way to the breakfast pancake or the batch of bread. Here, indeed, had been ground out a large portion of the precious golden pile stored so safely in a chartered bank. That pile was a thermometer of Hiram's wife. It had to be read inversely. In the exact propor- tion it went up, she went down, physically and ''■m 16 CLIPPED WINGS. I ii It mentally. To be shut in, day after day, within four walls, on a treadmill of domestic duties, without a protest of either mind, body, or soul, or a federal rebellion of this trinity, is impossible. As men go, Hiram was not cruel -hearted. His compassion was clearly seen by the neighbors, in his public and private bemoanings of his wife's weakly condition. He would frequently remark, " She was a likely gal when I married her, and her folks were long livers and good workers, but now it tuckers her out completely to milk ten or twelve cows and feed the calves night and morning. I give her the best time I know how. I take her to all the funerals in the neighborhood and to the county fair, unless it is haying, harvesting, or seeding." It was very unfortunate that Mrs. Weeks was breaking down, but it was absolutely unavoid- able. Acre must be added to acre, and dollar to dollar. Hiram claimed to worship God in his own way, and sometimes in fine weather drove to church. Although ignorant of alliteration he was accustomed to say, " Naturally a man could not be expected to go to church when the rain and roads would take ten dollars out of the horses and harness." He was right. It is an act of grace, not nature. Hiram never thought of walking to church. When a man has worn THE weeks' homestead. 17 himself out walking miles upon miles up and down the furrows during the week, half a mile is more than a Sabbath day's journey. Besides, this was Hiram's day for having the " sciat " in his hips, and other ill-defined aches and pains. A merciful providence sent relief before daylight Monday morning, and the first to draw up tri- umphantly at the cheese factory door was our hero, smiling and hearty. Broad acres and oceans of fresh air do not insure immunity from parasitical germs of Sun- day disease recurring with exact periodicity. The inhabitants of both city and country suffer alike this epidemic, that is as mysterious in its comings and goings as the plagues of Egypt. On one of the few Sabbaths when health and weather conspired to entrap Hiram to church, he heard a sermon from the text, " Lay not up for yourselves treasures upon earth," with the stress laid on the negative. He stigmatized the speaker a fool, and to the slight extent his pocket was concerned made it an impossibility for him to do otherwise than practise his pre- cepts. In this respect Mr. Weeks was a consist- ent man. The minister knew his flock, and seldom said anything to disturb their peaceful and well-earned Sunday slumber. Hiram's usual programme was to begin his rest by closing one 2 18 CLIPPED WINGS. eye for a few moments, then he would open that one and close the other for about the same space of time, whereupon, with a little shuffle of feet, both would fly open, which was the pre- lude to shutting both in sleep. This procedure betokened to the minister that all was well. On this particular occasion, however, it was not after that sort. The minister was enforcing the truth that God regarded us as stewards ; that what He had given us was for use, and not for hoarding. The moth and rust do not get in their work on anything in use. " We thought your sermon was for us, min- ister," Hiram said at the church door. " No ! no ! " the worthy man hastened to reply, with undiscovered irony, " it was for the Hottentots." All the gospel Hiram wished to hear and practise was the gospel of hard physical toil and the accumulation of wealth thereby. He ex- pected this to be his passport to the land celes- tial. He viewed, weighed and judged everything from a monetary standpoint. A pastoral call was interpreted to mean that either the oat or potato bin was empty at the parsonage. His daughter Agnes desired to be a teacher. Her father was a school trustee, and answered her with the authority of personal knowledge : THE WEEKS HOMESTEAD. 19 " You would git only S200 a year, and you are worth more than that on the farm." Agnes had repeatedly heard the stock valued in almost the same words. True to the ruling passion of his life, Hiram had drawn opposite to his daughter's name the sign of equality, and kept mentally in view the figures he had assigned. It would have been wiser to have given Agnes time to work out this problem for herself. CHAPTER III. THE CLINGINO VINE, Mrs. Weeks was not a sentimental woman, but she had married Hiram with genuine affec- tion. Love's eyes are the eyes of the miners, which see not the obdurate ore and dross, be- cause they are dazzled by the flecks and veins of yellow gold. To other eyes Hiram's character was as unlovely as a piece of cracked common delf , but his wife's love had wrought in her a merciful optical delusion that rendered invisible a multitude of defects. Standing at the begin- ning of married life she did not shrink, although the way upwards looked steep and the steps could not all be counted — hope discovered some breathing places. When the children were grown, and the mortgage on the farm paid, she would have time to read a book now and again. A social cup of tea with the neighbors and a jaunt somewhere with her husband out of sight of Hillsdale, these simple things would be recrea- tion in a future time. THE CLINGING VINE. SI She waH quite happy in those early struggles. When Hiram made Agnes's cradle, she held the boards while he nailed them together. From some quarter she procured paint, green for the box and red for the rockers. With a little ochre she boldly designed a tree on each side, bearing a striking resemblance to the trees of a miniature Noah's Ark. Hiram suggested painting some red apples on the trees, so that she would be kept in mind of the trouble woman got into by being curious. She had only smiled at Hiram's rare wit, and was as proud of the cradle and its black-eyed occupant as any mother of her darl- ing in a bamboo, silk and lace receptacle. When her husband was to have a stumping bee, or the threshers, he would kill a sheep before daylight, and his wife never failed to dress it and have it cooked in time for the men's dinner. Then there were hot, breathless days when she stood side by side with Hiram and raked in the hay field, keeping an anxious eye on the two little toddlers in the fence corner, on a bundle of hay. Anticipation had given place to the glance of retrospection, and it saw the trod- den path dizzily steep, without the longed-for breathing places, and she was glad that by simple faith she was sure of "the rest that remaineth." CLIPPED WINGS. Mrs. Weeks was a type of what is now classed among former things as the ideal old woman. Unfortunately, ideals are generally abstract. It is hard to concrete them. They are somewhat of the nature of a will-o'-the-wisp, — they are now in the future, and then in the past. To childhood manhood is the golden age. The careworn man pays his tribute to light- hearted childhood. So now this ideal dwells fondly in the regretful memory of mankind. It is inexplicable that she was not valued as such until she had spread her hitherto unnoticed wings and was disappearing heavenward. Mrs. Weeks had been a marvellous compound of baker, seamstress, laundress, tailoress, barber, gardener, nurse, man servant, maid servant, and had found time to be a Sunday-school teacher. She had likewise the executive ability to accom- plish the duties of each of those vocations in a working day of eighteen hours. Even modern credulity is somewhat taxed to believe the para- doxical theory that this woman of former days and herculean tasks was a clinging vine. Tra- dition says she clung, and she would cling to a cold stone wall; she would cling to a rotten stump or stub, and transform them into things of beauty. She clung to the sturdy oak, but alas for her when the oak was manufactured III! THE CLINGINO VINE. into a hogshead It would have been well to liavo preserved the Hpecies by resolving society into a well-regulated hop garden, with a decent, respectable prop for each tender vine. Every effect has a cause, and an unknown Rip Van Winkle, who mistook himself for an ethnologist, on opening his eyes caught sight of an effect, when, lo ! a wiser than Solomon is here. He has discovered something new under the sun. It is a new species of the genua homo. More- over, the creature is not pleasing, and is there- fore disparagingly named the " New Woman." The discoverer, preparatory to relegating her to a national depository of specimens and dusty obliv- ion, is analyzing and classifying. Ere the self- imposed task is finished the species will have become as numerous and aggressive as our fami- liar American friend, the doryphoi'a (lecem- lineata. No one denies the effect is here. Her arrival was heralded even in Hillsdale. Everyone trans- lates her according to his own standpoint, per- sonal equation and line of vision. The dudelet, who dispensed calico and coal oil, onions and overshoes, nails and needles, behind the counter of Hillsdale's departmental store, and who was the village authority on fashionable cut and exact shade in male attire — in fact, his master i a Eh 24 CLIPPED WINGS. all but cornered the market, stocking his store with just the article — exhausted his vocabulary and ideas on the subject in the sentence, " Ah, Chawley, she thinks she knows, you know." But who is this " New Woman " ? A process of elimination may help to answer the vexing question. She cannot be the woman who has left the privacy of home for a public arena of action. In Christian countries the custom of years has placed its sanction on the brow of the woman who, in decollete dress and ablaze with diamonds, appears on the stage in a crowded theatre, the cynosure of every eye, aided by every available eyeglass, thereby giving the impression that the curves of neck and arm and the poise of the head are of more importance than voice or declamation. No self -constituted guardians of woman's domestic duties have placed themselves along her pathway to greet her with the Cerebus howl of " Home ! Home ! " The " New Woman" cannot be the woman who neglects her home for other pursuits. The butterflies of fashion, who detest babies and dote on pugs, have ever turned from home to pursue a bubble. Half a century ago Mrs. Jellyby wrote and la- bored for the Africans, while her children, lacking an application of soap and water, assumed their _* THE CLINGING VINE. 25 hue. The pride our nation takes in the Anglo- Saxon word home, and in its concretion in a materialized reality, proves conclusively that our women are homemakers. Our oldest dictionaries give us the meaning of Amazon and virago. The " New Woman " cannot be any of these classes. They are old. She is neiu. It will be conceded that the " New Woman " is the earnest-browed woman, who stands on the public platform to advocate all kinds of moral reforms. She has made her appearance upon school boards. She is a bread winner. She is agitating for the extension of the franchise so that she may be included. She proposes not only to rock the cradle for the world, but to rock the world for the cradle. From whence came this " New Woman " ? In natural sequence, even after the vagaries of the most credulous evolutionists ; the elephant does not follow the tadpole. Before the daughters were the mothers. The new is not in contradis- tinction to the old. In the mothers were stored capabilities that the chilling breath of prejudice nipped in the bud. They, nevertheless, dreamed their dreams and thought their thoughts, and realized to the full their limitations, and have bequeathed to their daughters as their birthright an accumulation of possibilities that are now iiF 1. j r\\ . }' 1 M y - •;* 1 n :iil 26 CLIPPED WINGS. escaping the bounds that said : " So far and no further." Every sphere of human action, from the throne of government and achievement to the sick-bed of the lowliest, are enlarging them- selves to admit woman. The world is an old and stupid school-boy, learning just now, slowly and awkwardly enough, the meaning of the words : " I will put enmity between thee and the woman." Satan hurled the creature at the Creator, and God sent her back with a threat which has been a pillar of cloud to the enemy, but to the woman a pillar of fire, an ennobling commission. The seed of divine prophecy, sown in the dawn of creation, is but beginning to expand into a beautiful harvest, as the rosy-hued morn- ing of the twentieth century greets the earth. All these centuries man has worked alone on the solution of public questions, moral and other- wise. Many problems remain unsolved and will continue so until he finds his true helpmeet in woman. CHAPTER IV. A HEROINE'S REVERIE. One evening in the early summer Agnes Weeks sat on her father's front door-step look- ing up into the blue dome which looked down upon landscapes that bore upon their breasts palaces, markets, huts and tombs. Day was dying down. She knew nothing of Delsartism, yet she was reverie personified. There was a natural grace in the careless attitude of the lithe, strong young figure. The dark hair was parted and rolled back primly in a style that has been in vogue at least seven times in the last fifty years. Her eyes were dark, and just now darkening with thoughts that surged up to her lips for expres- sion; but Agnes was a girl of action rather than words. What do those eyes see as they gaze immovably ? The grain was waving almost up to the door- step. Hiram Weeks did not believe in any waste land. Here was one of the places "where ;|. ,M, h 28 CLIPPED WINGS. he saved his wife's strength. He did not see any sense in women wasting their time over flowers, and wearing themselves out for nothing. His daughter preferred the waving grain and, later, the clean stubble, to the wretchedly neg- lected front yards of the neighbors. The latter reminded her of Hillsdale's graveyard. To-day was the twenty-first anniversary of her birth. No one but herself noted this fact. Her father constantly reminded his family that in four years Henry would be of age, and they must get his hundred acres out of debt. It may be this objective aim, this zenith of desire and effort by the acknowledged perversity of human nature, had driven Agnes to a subjective nadir. She was not jealous of her brother. He was her idol. In their repressed childhood she had fre- quently been charged with idleness, wastefulness, and general good-for-nothingness by the sur- reptitious manufacture of balls, fishhooks and numberless gimcracks for little Harry. Once she succeeded in framing and flying a kite, al- though it took days to secure enough of the coveted twine to fly it. To-night, as the red globe seemed to rest upon the western landscape and shoot crimson rays slantingly eastward, she had a reason for asking herself why it was that her outlook was so A HEROINE S REVERIE. 29 different from that of her brother's. She re- membered reading somewhere that the birth of a daughter was considered a calamity in China. The Chinese are heathen, and Hiram was sup- posed to be a Christian ; yet in bitterness of soul his daughter recollected him saying fre- quently how disappointed he was when she was born. Just yesterday she overheard Barnes, the farm hand, telling her mother about his wonder- ful new baby, and he added, using the doctor's exact words : " It's a boy, too. I be better off than master, I be. I've two boys, and he has only one, and a gal." With unusual gaiety, Mrs. Weeks replied she preferred one-sixth of a dozen assorted. Christian civilization is strongly tainted with the pernicious prejudices of heathendom. All around Agnes lived country girls who were helping to provide, in some instances, half a dozen able-bodied brothers with a hundred-acre farm apiece. Their share in case of marriage is a cow, some quilts and a feather bed. If, how- ever, there has been a drought, or too much rain, they cannot reasonably expect a cow. When father dies he remembers them with fifty or a hundred dollars each. On the division of one such estate the brothers suggested to the sisters that, as the male part of the family had : i^ I. ill ■ >>3 '<•! 30 CLIPPED WINGS. SO many taxes to pay, and the girls' shares being too small to be missed, the best thing the girls could do with their money was to club together and put up a monument in loving remembrance of father. One of those lucky sons entered the Christian ministry. During a visit to his native village he delivered an eloquent discourse from the text, " Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are lovely, what- soever things are of good report, if there be any virtue and if there be any praise think on these things. Those things which ye have both learned and received and heard and seen in me do, and the God of peace shall be with you." The right hand was used in impressive gesticu- lation. To the lively imagination of Agnes the left one behind him grasped the mammon of unrighteousness. Would not a well-poised per- sonality, with blood rather than ice water coursing through the veins, find itself uneasy in such a foreign environment? Weaker minds than that of Agnes, in similar surroundings, have assiduously cultivated a sub- •^^tratum of morbidness, and have spent the rest of 'ife eating the bitter fruit that ripens on the iTees of envy, revenge and hate. A HEROINE S REVERIE. 31 True greatness grips the hand and looks into the ominous face of adverse circumstances until they become friends. The seemingly cruel chisel of unkindly influ- ences is at work on Agnes's responsive character. Will the result be a moral muscle of superb fibre and proportion, or will the quality prove to be refractory and unworthy of the sculptor's tool? i •mm CHAPTER V. A PROPOSAL. Now what were those saddening reflections that engrossed the mind of Agnes and churned her brain on that summer evening. Nature was already fulfilling the promises of spring. The consciousness of this young girl realized powers lying dormant, powers which she feared would never blossom into summer nor bear an autumnal harvest. A conversation with her mother, between the washing of the dinner dishes and the prepara- tions for the early tea, had brought her face to face with an altogether new and totally depress- ing view of life. With the hope of relaxing the tired lines around her mother's mouth and eyes into a smile, Agnes had related to her what she declared to be the only bit of real fun that had ever come into her life. "Mother, what do you think happened last evening ? " Mrs. Weeks was too weary for any display of curiosity further thai^ an expectant A PROPOSAL. 33 look. Upon this slight encouragement Agnes proceeded : " When I was coming home from the store Billy Watson overtook me and invited me to ride. The basket was heavy, and I was tired with carrying down the butter and eggs, so I thanked him and got into the crazy old hurdy-gurdy of a buggj^. Billy seemed to be gazing into the basket to find, if possible, a theme of conversation, and at last remarked : * I'm thinking you do be thrifty folk at your house. A pound of tea would do you a year, with leav- ings.' I felt my cheeks burning, and bit my lips to keep from saying, ' You impudent old thing ! What is it your business whether we drink one pound or twenty pounds in a year ? ' However, I never said a word, and in the long, uncertain pause which followed I amused myself by watching the fantastic shadows cast by the pines as they were moving in the wind. " Presently a cloud crossed the moon. Billy cleared his throat and squeaked out, * Agnes, I reckon I may drive you home and sit up with you.' At first, mother, I did not realize what he meant, but when his meaning dawned upon me I shrieked with laughter. I just managed to say, * No, thank you, Mr. Watson, I do not need your services,' and then went off into another fit of laughter. When the moon shone 3 .fM 34 CLIPPED WINGS. out again, I caught sight of the old face of the mountain, and whether you believe it or not, mother, it was laughing in the moonlight. When we arrived at his gate he stopped, and there was no choice but to climb out and trudge the rest of the way with my basket." Mrs. Weeks did not even smile ; but, rather, there seemed to be tears gathering in her eyes. Billy Watson, in the vernacular of Hillsdale, had proposed marriage to Agnes. This proposal was not so much of a surprise to Mrs. Weeks as it had been to her daughter. Latterly, her husband had frequently referred to neighbor Watson as being well fixed, as possessing one of the best farms in the township, and from Hiram's point of view, therefore, the chief requisites for a husband were to be found in Billy. Was he not old, and had he not money to leave behind him ? The two men had come to a tacit understanding that Agnes was to be Watson's wife. During her absence at the store, Hiram had communi- cated to his wife the scheme he had in his mind for his daughter's future. He commenced by announcing his intention of making his will. " I think, mother, you ought to be satisfied and would be well done for with a room or two in Henry's house, and fifty dollars a year. As a matter of course it is more than any woman A PROPOSAL. 35 should spend on herself in a year ; but I suppose you will want that much. Then I have been thinking that it would be a pity, an awful pity, to split up the land. Two hundred acres all together will look dreadful pretty in a deed, so I think I shall give the farms to Henry, and give Agnes her share in money. If she gets Watson, a hundred dollars will be all she will need, and more too. Watson has grown into property just wonderful." Hiram did not entertain for a moment the thought of leaving his earthly possessions, but he wished to clinch Billy's suit, and felt elated over his deep-laid plan to force mother and daughter into a ready compliance with his insatiable greed. "What are you talking about, Hiram Weeks? " asked his wife, who up to this point had been almost uninterested in the conversation. " Watson wants Agnes to marry him, and she would be a fool to refuse him." " What Watson, Hiram ? " « * What Watson, Hiram ! ' ' What Watson ? ' Well, I never heard the like ! ' What Watson ? ' Why, Billy Watson, of course; our neighbor, William Watson." Mrs. Weeks rose. All the motherhood in her nature was aroused. With a searching look I li?:'.!! . :: . • F 1 ' " ' " ' J ,:'^| 5' :■ Kt' ' 'V' !■ ■ ' '*■ '4 1 1 '■-!'''i'' 4' < f ; ^ ' ' * t, 4 ■ i' '•/'' m mi. m 36 CLIPPED WINGS. fiiiii I I that would have found the hiding place of her husband's heart had there been any such article to hide, she said sadly : " Has it come to this, husband, that you are ready and anxious to sell even Agnes for gold ? " She left him with his thoughts. When the news reached Agnes, it had been translated from the barbarian into the softening idioms of mother language. The sting of in- justice and the gnawing of greed might be deadened somewhat, but could not be paralyzed by any such gentle means. Agnes was face to face with a crisis in her life. She did not consider Watson's proposal a moment, but what was the alternative ? Was it to spend her youth in thankless drudgery, and finally to be cast up on the shores of old age among the wreckage of useless spinsterhood ? Was her mother, also, to spend her last days beside a cheerless hearth, whose very warmth chilled because her presence was not desired ? " No ! no ! a thousand times no ! " she said aloud, to this menacing survey of the future. " For mother's sake I will attempt, and I will succeed." Her very ignorance of the world was her saviour. The necessities of life did not haunt her as an empty socketted and bloodless spectre, A PROPOSAL. 37 seeking to hold her in its rieshless, bony grip. Such visions are bred in the squalid corners of the city attic, the slums, the tenements, where herd the submerged populations of this restlet,s planet. They stalk in dark alleys, and peep through the luxurious curtains of uncertain opulence. The reach of sky and air and field and substance surrounding Agnes prevented any baneful whisperings from the grinning, ghastly jaws of the skeleton Want. She had, however, looked squarely into the face of that hydra of cruel injustice, which is supposed to lurk only in the Christless nations, and as she looked not a muscle moved. That hideous body rears its multiplied head in every land, seeking its victims amongst the weak and defenceless, who tremble and cower before its hot breath and infernal gaze. Hiram needed no nicely-adjusted balances to decide what were the righteous claims of his son and daughter upon his love and substance. The specific gravity of those claims was decided by the standard of sex. Alas for Agnes ! woman- hood in America inherits too often the legacies of fiendish, heathen injustice which is meted out to her sisters in China and India. All these forces, which tended to write this young life in the untranslatable characters of fate, slowly but !• .\i .41' i i 38 CLIPPED WINGS. surely crystallized in her a resolve to snatch the pen from the hand of destiny, and painfully, bloodily, if necessary, write into that life a purpose to which her efforts would be as con- stant as the magnetic needle to the pole. She resolved thoughtfully and without undue haste. She acted promptly. The evening had long ago kissed the flowers, the birds and bees to sleep, and slipped away unnoticed, like a light-footed nurse. Old mother Earth had rolled her tired children over into the kindly shades of night, and was soothing them into forgetfulness by the drowsy hum of her myriad insect chorus. Agnes arose. There was nothing to indicate that a crucial point in her life had been passed. The old clock ticked away, loud and self-assertive as it always had done, in the silence of the house. It might have been reflecting on Hiram by the unceasing prosecution of its vocation in life. Tabby, the cat, was purring contentedly on her appointed cushion, and the deep, even breathing of the sleeping members of the household could be heard on all sides. All the surroundings w^ore familiar, yet Agnes realized a newness of life that was not unpleasant. Before sleep closed her eyes that night she wrote a letter and addressed it to a distant city. CHAPTER VI. BILLY WATSON. Agnes had taken Watson's attention through many trifling circumstances. This quiet dark- eyed girl had never joined in the general laugh which his appearance always provoked. Hiram declared, for his part, he did not see any sense in the girls everlastingly giggling when Watson was in sight. It was not to be taken as an un- failing sign of great irreverence in the younger portion of the Sabbath congregation because Billy's arrival was too much for the feminine risibility of Hillsdale. His small figure was clad in a suit whose texture had been chosen with an eye to final perseverance. There was a vague suspicion that this suit was of the piece woven for the Israelites ere they departed for their forty years' sojourn in the wilderness, in which their garments waxed not old. Many of the particulars in the fashioning of the garments are shrouded in 'mystery. Jerusha Wells, in the days of her youth, had cut them from a pattern ' ■' .-'M^ ■«■■■'?" r^fmm 40 CLIPPED WINGS. of her own designing. This pattern was kept under lock and key, except when Jerusha herself used it behind bolted doors. It was 8 racle of contraction and expansion, as it ser i for the long and short, the stout and slight. Mary Jane Parr had had the audacity to ask for the loan of the pattern when she was trans- ferring her eldest from petticoats into the habili- ments of manhood. Jerusha was universally voted hard-hearted and totally devoid of the milk of human kindness because she labelled the trousers coat-sleeve, and the coat-sleeve trousers. Little Jimmy could no more adjust himself com- fortably to his new surroundings than a human being could to the trailing garments and palm of an angel. Billy had given Jerusha but one in- junction in regard to the suit, but the injunc- tion was absolute. She was to cut the clothes according to the cloth — no more, no less. Jerusha's versatility supplied her with the shears of economy, for which she atoned by the extravagant v^olubility with which she attacked the weakness of mankind in general, and Billy's in particular. Jerusha was now in old age and decrepitude. Her hand had lost its cunning, but her tongue did not cleave to the roof of her mouth. Even Hillsdale was too progressive for her. In these times, she said, men are leaving ii'lii- BILLY WATSON. 41 the sphere allotted to them by nature, and are taking the bread out of the mouths of poor, lone women by their sewing, washing, baking, and ironing. Meanwhile the snow and sunshine of the passing years had faded and shrunk Billy's suit ; but Billy had shown great adaptation to such trivial nnd passing occurrences by fading and shrinking with his clothes. The antiquated effect of his appearance was further heightened by the historic bowl-cut of his hair. This particular fashion of wearing the hair was not an inspiration of a tonsorial artist, nor is it named after one of earth's great ones. Alas for such travesties on human greatness ! Many wore the Garibaldi garment who did not know to what corner of the world or to what age Garibaldi, the patriot, belonged. The bowl cut was the ingenuity of expediency. The good wife, in order to describe a circle without the aid of compasses on the unshorn locks of her husband, balances on his head a bowl of proper dimensions, and forthwith pro- ceeds to cut, with a vigilant eye for the safety of her household effects rather than the comfort of the quivering human flesh, into which the general purpose shears are alternately sticking or pulling the hair out by the roots. Many persons had performed this function am I <, 50 CLIPPED WINGS. quent effect of his persistent efforts to see the last of the pie, and to what dradtic length economy could be carried, his teeth were set on edge for a week. When the village became apprised of Agnes's intention to leave Hillsdale, there was universal indignation on all sides. That anyone belong- ing to Hillsdale should take so momentous a step without first consulting the population, singly and collectively, was not only bad form, but a distinct departure from the traditions of the elders. The procedure was not to be tolerated without the sharp rebuke of popular opinion. When Hillsdale expressed its opinion in select circles of twos and threes, it seemed to have a very poor opinion of itself. Sodom was to be desired in comparison, inasmuch as there were none righteous in Hillsdale, no, not one. Mrs. Blodgett, who had been flying a signal of distress for many years from the back of her bonnet, and still was getting her own bite to eat, stood in some intangible way in the same rela- tion to Hillsdale as a hospital does to a city. It is difficult to account for the diversity of tastes and pursuits distinguishing humanity, but Mrs. Blodgett's particular calling was past compre- hension. She had made an exhaustive collection of all VILLAOE GOSSIP. 51 ■■.:( the ills whose symptoms are so suggestively advertised by the patent medicine man, and also a job lot of erratic ones whose symptoms are so indefinite as to baffle even his discriminating genius. Her body served as a museum for the collection, and the alacrity with which she moved without injuring or destroying one of them proved it to be a safe repository. Al- though she was in mourning, she was compelled to deny herself the wearing of black hose, because they did not agree with her constitution. She suffered acutely from " ulsters " in the stomach, and was so delicately sensitive to itmospheric change she never dare remove her adjustable teeth at night, although .^ le awak- ened more than once to discover them on their way to join the " ulsters." In fact she was so dreadful of an attack of " ammonia " she slept with her spectacles on the bridge of her nose, as a protection of that important feature of her anatomy against draughts. Mrs. Blodgett whis- pered into the alert ear of Hillsdale that, while Agnes's departure was her own business, yet she believed those new-fangled ways of caring for the sick was a clear case of flying into the lace of Providence. It was putting poor human skill up against the will of the Almighty. Although greatly afflicted, she never, for her I ; V, ; :'i! i^^wrm* 52 CLIPPED WINGS. part, dared to go further than boneset tea or senna. "Inscrutable Providence" was Hillsdale's popu- lar name for bacteria hiding in a dishcloth, or for the breaking down of an over-worked body. While nimble tongues were speedily wearing their new theme of conversation shabby and threadbare, both on Sabbath and week day, there were many hearts saddened by the thought of Agnes's absence. There was not a home of poverty in the village into which she had not carried rosy-cheeked apples, or big yellow pumpkins. Every sick child in those homes was surer of her visits than of those of the doctor. Garrulous Jerusha Wells declared that the numerous members of Tim Dooley's inconveniently large family had had their faces washed but twice in their lives, and Agnes had been the all-powerful cause on both occasions : once, when they had buried their faces up to their ears in a water-melon she had given them; and the sight of Agnes driving out of Hillsdale in her father's light wagon, with her trunk behind, caused such a flood of tears their faces were washed tolerably clean. In the meantime, from a thread to a shoe-latchet, in Agnes's small preparations nothing escaped the vigilance of Hillsdale. VILLAGE GOSSIP. 53 Agnes only smiled tolerantly, and a little sadly, over this exhibition of interest, for she loved Hillsdale, in spite ci its little idiosyn- cracies. CHAPTER IX. DRAMA IN A RAILROAD COACH. Number 12 carried Agnes towards a strange city and a new life. Columbus, starting on his great voyage of discovery, had no heavier drain on his imagination, as to his future ex- ploits, than had Agnes, starting out of the narrow circle in which she had been born to join in the great stream flowing cityward. The noise of the train, the strange faces coming and going, the unfamiliar landscapes flying past without any visible means of locomotion, were to this country girl like the tantalizing phan- tasms of a dream, that snap their fingers in the face of reason. The constantly changing combinations of the kaleidoscopic scenes passing before her eyes eluded every attempt of her bewildered brain at reconstruction. Her mother's kiss, the tears in Henry's eyes, and her father's unconcerned handshake, re- mained with her as the realities. She never DRAMA IN A RAILROAD COACH. 55 knew why it was she saw so vividly a certain empty nest out of which she had seen the little birds tumbling. She remembered the pathetic- ally funny little attempts at flying. She heard, ^oo, the shrill cries of alarm, and the mother bird's answer of encouragement. Just here she held up a paper as a screen against curious eyes, and made vain efforts to keep back the tears that would well up to her eyes and hang in pearly drops on her downcast lashes. On the train rushed, and to Agnes's excited imagination the engine stopped but to take breath, and while its heavy panting throbbed through all the train, the passengers took the opportunity to crowd out ; and others were still more anxious to get their vacated seats before the engine had filled its mighty lungs and was off again. On and on it rushed. Out of the heterogeneous noises around her, Agnes caught some words as distinctly as if they had been hissed into her ear purposely. Her seat was near the door, and what she heard was the soliloquy of the newsboy : " See them shake their heads before I get near them. They might at least wait until I get to them." It was as if the door of hell had swung open sud- denly and given her a glimpse of the infernal struggle for existence. The next time he passed f 1% • cm ™l!!|!; ,. 56 CLIPPED WINGS. she took out her slender purse and purchased a book. Job's captivity was turned when he prayed for his friends, and Agnes's sympathy for another carried her safely out of the bondage of self pity. Her eyes were opened to see the real drama of life with which she was surrounded. Right across from her was a couple bearing the unmistakable marks of the newly-wedded, and perfectly dead to observation, comment, or anything else but their own blissful existence. Behind them sat an elderly w^oman whose deep mourning was as noonday light compared with the overshadowing grief upon the stricken face. She hardly seemed to be conscious of the presence of the sleeping infant on her knee. Agnes surmised her eyes saw but the dead face of a daughter, framed in the outlines of a casket. In front of Agnes sat a fretful-looking woman and a timid-acting little boy. His small hands were burdened with a large bouquet. He received oft-repeated injunctions not to vary the upright position of the bouquet a hair's breadth, for fear he might crush the flowers. Agnes saw the tired little muscles were strained to accomplish the task set for them. Presently, a plaintive, almost baby voice, asked for a drink of water. ** You are never satisfied ; you are always wanting something," the mother petulantly ill DRAMA IN A RAILROAD COACH. 57 exclaimed, as she took her precious flowers and sent the child to get a drink. But the weak fingers could not manage the tap, and the mother had to give unwilling assistance. Com- ing back to their seats, the boy pleaded for a seat next the window ; but he was rudely put in his former place, given the flowers, and again reminded that he was never satisfied ; that he was always wanting something. After some weary moments, one hand relaxed its hold, sought and found in a pocket a card ; then it furtively stole up to his little cap, and imi_ tatively, but unsuccessfully, tried to adjust it in the band. A kindly voice from an adjoining seat asked the little fellow to come over. The mother glanced at the exceedingly pleasant face of the owner of the voice, and said, politely enough now, " He is never satisfied ; he is always wanting something." " Just like the rest of us," the lady laughingly rejoined, as she relieved the boy of the flowers and lifted him up next to the window, putting his ticket into his cap. Another incident, showing a pleasant contrast, was a mother, whose garments bespoke the lower walks of life, holding over her shoulder, in a pose to exhibit to the best advantage, a round- faced baby, with no nose to speak of, and a If..: m 58 CLIPPED WINGS. prodigious good-natured "goo-gooing" mouth. In the mother's gratified expression could be seen the firm belief that the coach was full of open-mouthed observers, looking with wonder and admiration at the baby's dazzling beauty. On and on and on the train rushed, as if racing for a goal. Agnes had the uneasy feeling of the occasional traveller, that at any moment it might leap the brink of an awful precipice. She realized a sense of rescue from danger when the train finally halted in seeming pandemonium under the vaulted roof of a large depot. She allowed herself to be carried with a crowd which seemed to have a common aim, and dis- covered it was concentrating its efforts to squeeze through a large iron gafce in an in- finitesimal fraction of time, as if success or failure in doing so were a matter of life and death. It was well for Agnes that an experi- enced eye was watching for the bewildered country girl. A lady, with quiet dignity of face and manner, touched her arm, and asked if she were Miss Weeks, of Hillsdale. It was Mrs. Bruce, Mrs. Weeks' cousin, who, when her sur- misal proved correct, imprinted on Agnes's fair cheek a kiss of true kinship. The sickening load of lonesomeness which sat so heavily on Agnes* young heart was lifted. DRAMA IN A RAILROAD COACH. 59 To Agnes the brilliantly illuminated streets through which the street-car was carrying her were beginning to appear endless. Then the car stopped opposite a street, at the end of which stood a large handsome building. It quite took her breath away when she discovered that this was her destination. As she was carried up three or four stories by a noiseless elevator, she realized that she was indeed in a new world. The next morning she gratefully received instructions to rest for one day before com- mencing her duties. She wrote a long letter to her mother, and employed herself the rest of the day in learning the names and observing the uses of many unfamiliar objects. Early in the evening she sank into the light, restful slumber which accompanies strength of body and health of mind. 'mm ■y- .HS.- t .'1 'l&ri CHAPTER X. iiii! m AGNES' S INITIATION IN A HOSPITAL, When Agnes had been duly initiated into the hospital routine, she sent the following letter home : "Dear Mother, — You will be anxiously awaiting some news from your runaway. I am here, and am determined to stay, although I am convinced that life in the country could be made infinitely more enjoyable than life in a city. You will want to know all the particulars, and I will begin with the rising bell, which rings at six ; but I am up long before that hour, thanks to my years of apprenticeship. " Forty minutes after, we leave our dormitory and cross the yard to the hospital, where we have all our meals, and we are not allowed to return to the dormitory until off duty. I always feel as though I had forgotten something when I go out in the morning, because I know I can't come back. " We repair at once to the diet kitchen, where we have a cup of hot coffee or milk, and a piece of bread and butter, before going to our respec- AONESS INITIATION IN A HOSPITAL. 61 tive wards. By the way, mother, do not worry about me not getting enough wholesome food to eat in the city. The food is excellent. For tea last night we had cold roast beef, salmon gar- nished with lemon, potato salad, brown and white bread, butter, fruit, cake, tea and milk. I drink two glasses of milk for both breakfast and tea — and it is good, too. We have to be on duty at five minutes to seven. " My first duty upon entering the ward is to fill the pitcher in the doctor's stand ; my next is to carry the empty bottles used for holding car- bolic acid, bichloride of mercury solutions, dis- tilled water, etc., from the lavatory to the cabi- net near the door, so as to be convenient for the office-boy. By this time the patients' breakfast bell has rung, and off I trot to the pantry to assist in filling and carrying trays. When that is over I list the clothes which were used in the ward the day before. They are washed every day by a machine. I have usually about thirty sheets, fifty towels, some pillow-slips, counter- panes, bibs, etc., to take out of a large basket, count, enter on a list and put into a bag. " We are allowed half an hour for each meal, two hours off duty each day, three on Sunday, and a half day each week. All the nurses, of course, cannot leave the wards at once, so there are two tables for each meal. I get my break- fast at eight. Upon returning to the ward after breakfast, I make beds, wash and carbolize the dishes and rubbers which have been used in the dressings, make the lavatory shine, give baths, ? -fa:! 62 CLIPPED WINGS. 'i^-'- ■ ':ll| •T'' comb hair, or do whatever is required and in my power. " Of course, there are a great many interrup- tions by the way of attending to the patients' individual wants. During the day, as I find time, I am expected to dust the ward, which is done with a cloth wet in a irolution of carbolic acid. The bedsteads are of iron, and have to be wiped all over, also the window sills, chairs and tables. On Thursday'' everything has to get, as we girls express it, * an extra lick,' as on that day the Presidential Committee make a tour of investigation, and put their fingers in all out-of- the-way places, seeking for dust. We are well superintended by officials in authority. There is the superintendent of nursing and her assistant, the afore-mentioned committee, the Executive Committee, the Monthly Visiting Committee, six or seven doctors, the hospital housekeeper, and the matron of the dormitory. " The Bible says, * No man can serve two masters, for either he will hate the one rnd love the other, or else he will hold to the one and despise the other.' This is a more perplex- ing service. Miss Jenby, the superintendent of nursing, is the one who strikes terror into the hearts of ' the probs,' as we are irreverently called. She seems very stern and forbidding at first, but improves upon acquaintance, and 1 am beginning to think she really may have a heart, although she does not by any means wear it upon her sleeve. I felt as though she might dismiss me at any moment she got her eyes on AGNESS INITIATION IN A HOSPITAL. 63 me. To be called for a short examination into the august presence of Miss Jenby, the sight of whom makes the chills run down one's spinal column, is, to say the least, very trying. "Besides officials, patients, nurses, there are in the hospital orderlies, to help care for the male patients, dining-room girls, cooks, laundry men and women to mop floors and wash dishes. The ward floors are swept twice and washed once a day. If I am accepted at the end of the month, I will be provided with two dresses, four aprons, four pairs of sleeves, and two caps ; but more are required, and I will have to make a small outlay on my own account. The caps are muslin, and not washable, and I will have to provide myself with the subsequent ones, be- sides buying my books. I have also discovered that the acceptance at the end of the first month is only provisional, and at the end of three months there will be an accepting or rejecting again. I have had to have the heels of my boots furnished with rubber heels. Many of the girls get foot-sore, but, mother mine, they have not had the training I have had. " Now, mother, do not forget to remember me to our village celebrities, Sally Jenkins, Jerusha Wells, Mrs. Blodgett, Charles Baxter — for whom I have a tender spot in my heart — the old doctor, and do not forget Billy Watson. Tell the min- ister's wife not to make herself too popular by helping the folk to paint their kitchen floors, and never again cultivate their grasping spirit by selling tide remains of a tea-meeting for chicken feed. . ■ i ■ 111 I: Pi I 64 CLIPPED WINGS. ^'■'■'•.i^i " Be careful of yourself, mother, dear ; better times are coming. Give my love to father and Harry, and ask them to think of me sometimes. '* I am, your loving daughter, " Agnes. " P.S. — We have to be in our dormitory at eight o'clock, and turn out the lights at ten." I'^i m CHAPTER XI. ■'*.! MORE HOSPITAL EXPERIENCE. Happily for Agnes, she was inured to long hours and physical endurance. Under the most favorable circumstances the position of nurse is no sinecure. A heavy demand is constantly made on one's patience, vigilance, sympathy and physical strength. Frequently a test of these (jualities is made simultaneously. In no place in the world can human nature show to greater advantage than in a hospital, and in no other place can humanity, or more properly, inhuman- ity, show up all its little meannesses more despic- ably. Masks not only conceal the features of aofors on the mimic stage, but masks are worn v' actors in the real drama of life. When they 11 from actors' faces, how hideous the linea- aients of character ! Agnes soon discovered that an hospital annual th consideration f«r the report rosy rights of hose in its employ, and in print the 4 VM ■ .vV M'il h4 '^mm 66 CLIPPED WINGS. executive are not satisfied with anything short of granting many privileges. But in some cases the practice of the executive is to tread under foot " regulations " which are found inexpedient, to speak euphemistically ; while those below are not only bound by a written code, but also by an unwritten code, only discoverable by trans- gression. She discovered, too, that the lowest in the rank of authority, as a rule, keeps that authority most on parade. The Lord can forgive his steward ten thousand talents, but that steward plays the rdle of cut-throat, and lays violent hands upon his servant, taking him by the throat, saying, " Pay me that thou owest," and in default of payment casts him into prison. She found herself the victim sometimes of petty conflict between authority and authority. Her keen eye noted the distinctions between nurses and nurses Some loved their work for the work's sake ; others did not love it, but did it conscientiously, vdth the motive of compensa- tion ; and others, having an eye for the red tape alone, kept the counterpanes clean, and filled in the chart, but cared not one whit how their patients progressed. When Agnes had been in the hospital some MORE HOSPITAL EXPERIENCE. 67 months she wrote the following letter to her mother : "Dearest Mother, — Do not get alarmed over this letter, for I intend to endure unto the end. I am on night duty in a ward that keeps four nurses busy during the day. It is nothing but a ftantic rush from one end of the ward to the other throughout the livelong night. There is so much schedule and chart work to be done, I really begrudge the time to give a poor sufferer a drink, or to adjust a limb more com- fortably. The head nurse has been candid enough to tell me I am incompetent, because I told her no one person on earth could perform, with justice to the patients, the duties devolving on me, in twelve hours. " I am craving sympathy, and know where and how to provoke it. When I go on duty I take twenty or more temperatures. At twelve I take the temperature of those wko are awake, but at four every temperature has to be taken. All this, with the medicines administered, has to be faithfully recorded, and some of the columns totalled, make the rounds with the doctor, and, it may be, give two or three hypodermics, and rub a knee for twenty minutes. The following is a fair sample of the list of dressings done in this ward in one night : Two dressings, three times, taking one-quarter of an hour ; one very particular dressing, four times, taking three- quarters of an hour ; one dressing, four times, occupying ten minutes, also requiring hot fomen- ^^4 68 CLIPPED WINGS. hi! if tationa every hour ; three more dressings, tak- ing a longer or shorter time. Solutions have to be heated every time for each of these dressings. " The above, with dozens of * incidentals' that I lack time to enumerate, such as filling water- bottles and watching for fresh symptoms, are the duties I am expected to perform faithfully. " The ward for incurables is a sad sight. Some of the patients have been here for years, waiting for death to foreclose the mortgage. " In the private wards one cannot help seeing how money is pitted against death ; but victory is not always on the side of wealth. I would not mind looking on at operations if I felt sure the result would be relief and restoration to health ; but death is so often the outcome, and, as far as my knowledge goes, the patients are never told that the end is near. " Last week the chief of staff said to a poor fellow, * A very grave operation must be per- formed within a week if life is to be saved.' This is the nearest approach I have known to dealing candidly with an all but hopeless case. I am afraid, dear mother, this institution would strike you as a godless one, so little provision is made for the religious welfare of anyone con- cerned. " I must tell you, before closing my letter, of an experience I had when on special duty. We had here what was once a woman, but is now known as a cigarette fiend. She became very noisy, so it was decided to put a ' special ' to watch her, and, unfortunately for me, I was the one chosen. MORE HOSPITAL EXPERIENCE. 69 " At seven I was brought up out of the ward where I had been working all day, and set to the task of keeping this creature in bed. I had two or three tussles with her during the evening, and I record it to my honor, that if I did not win first place, I came off second best. She seemed to be laboring under the hallucina- tion that she was a cat and I a mouse, and acted accordingly. Repeatedly I had to ring for assistance. " Then it was decided to allow her to get up and do as she pleased, providing she did not get out of the room. She sought in every conceiv- able place for cigarettes, and would twist up old rags, or anything she could find, and try to light them at the gas. I could not keep her in the room. Finally, she was given a sleeping draught. When she slept I reconnoitered, and found I was minus buttons and plus bruises. I was tempted to explain that I had not come to go in training for the gladiatorial arena, but this would have exasperated Miss Jenby. " I have written at such a length I have no time left for the usual commonplaces, but believe me to be ever your happy and loving daughter, Agnes." As a rule Agnes's arduous work was but a pre- paration for her hours of sleep. She found her life not only tolerable, but interesting. Her quick eye noted at once every detail of niceness so grateful to the sick. M jii w^'m I r:i' iliiiiib' ? 70 CLIPPED WINGS. If not to the manner born, she possessed an innate appreciation of the beautiful and the eternal fitness of things. Her self-control, un- obtrusive manner, glowing health, absolute sin- cerity, and candid, unaffected sympathy, made her a general favorite with officers and patients. i i CHAPTER XII. SOME OF HILLSDALE'S DECORATIONS. Henry Weeks had set his heart on being a clerk in a bank. He had never for a moment comprehended the profound problems of finance. The meaning of " sinking funds," " liabilities," " reserves " and all the rest of it, which occupies the minds of managers, directors and presidents, Henry had never dreamed of, let alone studied. He saw the outside, like the gilt letters on the windows, and that was all that was necessary. His cherished ambition might never have been realized had his father opposed him strongly ; but Hiram had concluded in secret that Henry would make a sorry farmer. Hiram's estimate of all other vocations was associated with thiev- ing, idleness, pride and a long list of general fraud ; yet he saw that many of those soft-fisted fellows managed to get hold of the all-important commodity, money. If Henry could do likewise he would grant him absolution. Hiram was always on the look- ;?•, ^'ai i, urn ^ ■ nil f , ■^4 ji - 'ii L ■ '■'h) 1 ■ M m ^'4 m '''iil H 72 CLIPPED WINGS. out to get a little of his money's worth out of the minister and school teacher, and took advice freely from them regarding his son's future. At length, acting on their advice, he sent Henry to a commercial college. Hiram was not given to drawing nice disfcctions in the matter of col- leges and degrees. In this he was not unique. Many men knowingly trade on ignorant credul- ity by prefixes and affixes representing, in the main, a ten dollar note. To him colleges were places where people learn a lot of stuff that is of no earthly use, and are as much alike as two peas. He therefore expressed a fervent hope that Henry would not come back gabbling Latin like a native. Henry's education in this par- ticular language was limited to the demonstra- tive pronoun hie I ejaculated in gutteral. There were other changes in the home, reflect- ing faintly but truly a life lying beyond the environment of Hillsdale. Agnes never came home without having her head packed fuller of ideas than her trunk was of clothes. As far back as she could remember she had been en- gaged in a species of civil warfare with Hills- dale's prevailing mode of house furnishing and home ornamentation. Her bed was always put into the parlor when she was discharging one of the obligations of childhood in an attack of Kii'' SOME OF HILLSDALE S DECORATIONS. 73 whooping-cough, chicken-pox, measles or other ills in the category of infantile diseases. The pattern of the wall paper haunted her through life. The fevered brain persistently attempted to unravel the mysteries of its complex design, but only succeeded in translating it into huge horned caterpillars and multiplex hideous leering faces. As for the mats on the floor, she had always quarrelled with them outright. Mrs. Weeks had neither time nor opportunity to study anat- omy, and had merely glanced at Tabby or Collie as she wrought into those mats a marvellous dissimilar resemblance to them, which was only saved from the conundrum, "What is it?" by glassy eyes that had once served to button a now cast-off garment. With evident satisfaction and a hammer Agnes would pulverize those eyes, while her baby tongue lisped, " Bad pussy, uggie pussy, tooked pussy ; uggie, uggie doggie." In one holiday she covered the walls with paper of a soft neutral tint. Later she succeeded in enlisting Hiram's purse to the extent of a car- pet which had the good manners not to intrude itself on one's notice by its loudness. Mrs. Weeks' parlor never had boasted of the motto, " Home, Sweet Home," outlined with pin-trans- fixed lady bugs, nor of an unaccountable waxen tK' .V i 1 1, 4- P^ 'in 5. ■M 74 CLIPPED WINGS. iilii|. combination of summer and autumn products, consisting of magenta strawberries, violently green apples, and colicky com. Her heart, how- ever, had hung over a green parrot worked with Berlin wool on a purple background, balancing itself on a dead bough that, like Aaron's rod, budded and blossomed quite unexpectedly with impossible scarlet flowers. Mrs, Blodgett once hinted to Mrs. Weeks that it was time Agnes was acquiring some accom- plishments, and urged the importance of hair wreaths. "Your family is small, Mrs. Weeks, and there is not much probability of your having many coflBn plates to frame, and the next best thing is hair wreaths." Mrs. Blodgett was easily first in framed coffin plates. No one knew which was provoked most by the sight of her five coffin plates, sympathy for her bereavement or jealousy of her adorn- ments. To this latter feeling, and a back-slidden state in religion, Mrs. Blodgett attributed the ambition of Hillsdale's maidens, exhibited in crude attempts to follow the beaten-brass, crazy- work, china-painting and drawn-work fads, as each, having " ennuied past all bearing " the blase denizens of the city, rather than accept the inevitable privacy of a dusty attic, beat a victori- ous retreat into the Ivjss critical atmosphere of Hillsdale. iliii SOME OF HILLSDALE S DECORATIONS. 75 But Agnes, who believed " a thing of beauty is a joy forever," would not have Hillsdale's decorations, either ancient or medieval, nor yet attempt the modern, which in ninety-nine cases out of a hundred went to swell the class of mediocrity. Now and again she brought home with her a few choice water color copies, simply framed. She took down a picture of *' Uncle Tom," in blue trousers and bright red shirt; also a picture of " The Journey of Life," repre- sented by a babe on the first step of a double set of stairs, developing into manhood with each step upward, until the full stature of manhood is attained at the stair head. Descending on the other side, he at last passes off a decrepit old man. Another picture of a tree, upon which grew many-hued circular objects, labelled apples, shared the same fate. The artist, with a sub- lime contempt for perspective and proportion, had painted, with an impartial hand, the apples of equal size and as large in circumference as the trunk of the tree. Beneath the wide spreading branches contended two figures representing Good and Evil. In the vacated spaces Agnes hung delightful bits of sky and sea and shore. To catch her father's eye was hung a picture of an old ' 1 'I il' 76 CLIPPED WINGS. plough-horse with harness on. The outlines, suggestive of patient faithfulness and weariness, but not jadedness, and, withal, rather hopeful expectancy of food, drink and rest, were in evi- dence. Hiram, not being of a literary turn, nor yet of a reflectively religious nature, had never been favorably impressed by " Uncle Tom " or " The Journey of Life," nor yet by the " Apple Tree." He, however, saw the horse, and would gaze at it with infinite satisfaction, and remark, " It's as nat'ral, as nat'ral as life. Puts me in mine of ole Bill." " Ole Bill " had been the sur- viving horse of Hiram's first span. The memory of the day when, perched on the high spring seat of a brand new wagon, glitter- ing with varnish on the freshly-painted wood, and the splendid team in front — he was for the first time owner of such an outfit — had never faded from his memory. Indeed, the event seemed to be ever more important. The time he served on the grand jury at the Quarter Sessions was only chaff" in comparison, in his conversation now and again with Billy Watson. " Ole Bill," in extreme age and decrepitude, had come to the last evening of his life, and was taken out of his stable into a field hard by, that a grave might be dug where he would fall. Next morning Barnes and Hiram looked upon SOME OF HILLSDALE S DECORATIONS. 77 a pathetic scene, which put lumps into both their throats. The noble animal, with the instinct of dying at home, had dragged himself to the stable, worked at the door until it opened, passed in, and fell just before entering his stall. ■ t^ % IMAGE EVALUATION TEST TARGET (MT-3) 1.0 II ^ ■- 1^ 1.25 ill 1.4 '/a Ss '/ ^'J" ^ v: 7 /A Photographic Sdences Corporation 33 WeST MAIN STREET WEBSTER, NY. 14580 (716) 872-4503 (/J I I 11 CHAPTER XV. DEATH'S HARVEST. Spring wept and warmed and blossomed itself into summer, and Agnes had hopes of Henry being with them until the rainbow tints of autumn touched leaf and fruit. She was grieved, however, to notice the change in her father. She would have been glad to have seen him exhibiting some of his old-time interest m money matters, but he was leaving more and more the affairs of the farm to Barnes. He was spending ever more and more of his time in Henry's room. Agnes's experienced eye detected signs and shadows of events which were foretokening their arrival. His physical resistance to the pressure of toil was weakening. He was unable to bear a continual strain of hard work. Her hands prepared every nourishing dainty the fertile brain could devise. Often her only reward was the assurance that she was a good daughter, better than he deserved. He took DEATHS HARVEST. 93 of )od )ok two journeys in that memorable spring. One was to the city where Henry had squandered his strength and substance. After the last of Henry's debts was paid, he walked up the steps of a large building with Y. M. C. A. over the door, and asked for the secretary. This gentleman knew human nature, but was somewhat puzzled with this caller, through whose unsophisticated manner shone native shrewdness. In the course of their conversation Hiram said, " It is your business, mister, to look after the young men ? " " That is what we endeavor to do." " Well, see here, mister, here is one hundred dollars of hard-earned money to help you in your work. Well, I have a boy, but — but — Good-bye ! Good-bye ! " The astonished secretary watched the figure, clad in homespun and top-boots, until it disap- peared, and then went back to his duties with a heavy heart, feeling that he might not have done all in his power to save others. The other journey was to the nearest town, where Hiram was closeted with a lawyer for some hours. One sentence will explain his errand : " I have not done the right thing by my wife and daughter ; as far as I can, I want to i ' ■ ■i>: \'.- 3 m P'fifiT" 94 CLIPPED WINGS. do SO now. Henry has spent his portion. What is left I wish to leave to them. Now, Mr. Longhead, arrange the le^al documents. You have the materials and all the necessary information." The heat of the summer was making heavy draughts on Henry's energy. Agnes proposed to take him to a cooler climate, but he pleaded not to be separated one hour from his mother and father. He had his wish. The young people of the village vied with each other in their attentions to Henry. His brilliant eyes and glowing cheeks, it appeared to them, defied the pale horse and his rider. They brought flowers in great profusion. Agnes's heart was often rejoiced with the healthy glee of the young people who came to the old home. One young girl, with a rippling bird-voice, sang sometimes an old love song, sometimes a song of home ; but oftener, far of tener, she sang of a country where there is no death — where the leaves are fadeless, where the sun never sets ! In that country there is no sorrow, nor crying, neither pain nor groans. She sang of a city like unto pure gold, whose jasper walls are built on a foundation of sapphire, chalce- donyx, emerald, sardonyx, sardius and amethyst, with its twelve gates of twelve pearls, standing death's harvest. 95 wide open by day and by night to welcome the multitude of the redeemed to the presence of Christ, who is in the midst of it. Glorious country, with its redistributed constituencies! Some in the van of earth's constituencies rele- gated to the rear, and some in the rear of earth's successes shining with dazzling splen- dor foremost among the white-robed throngs. Once Henry whispered, "Saint Agnes, it would have been a great joy, but heaven is sweeter far." She knew he had seen a vision of earthly joy, of honored manhood, of a home with all its enrapturing associations. It had vanished, and in its place was a vision like unto St. John's. At the end of June, when flowers and grass and tree and insect-life were revelling in the exuberance of material existence, Henry's spirit cast off its husk, as the quickened life in the seed bursts its bonds and rises above the clods of earth into the beautiful lily life. All day his mind had been wandering. At lucid inter- vals his eyes reflected the light that tips the eternal hills. Once Agnes asked, wistfully, if he knew her. He smiled and said, " The halo is there." He recognized the touch of his mother's faithful work-worn hand, and whispered : " The way has been dark, mother, and I feel I ih, 96 CLIPPED WINOS. lii if the cold rain. The wind chills me, but I see the lights of home ! I am just at the door ; and I am so tired, so tired ! " Hiram knelt beside the bed with his face buried in the coverlid. Henry's white transparent hand was clasped in the hardened soil-stained hand of his father. The long summer twilight was fading when Henry gave his last look of recognition. " Father, forgive ! " he murmured. " God forgive me .' " Hiram answered, in a hollow voice, that came back weirdly to his wife and daughter in the silence of the night for months afterwards. Agnes saw coming over her brother's face the shadow of the death angel's wing, and motioned to Barnes, who was in the a Ijoining room. When he reached the foot of the bed Henry was gone. Agnes's hands closed the dark eyes and straightened the limbs. As she drew Henry's hands out of Hiram's she felt her father's hands like her brother's. For a moment her self-possession nearly failed her. Habit, however, asserted itself. She set self aside, and, nerved for the emergency, thought only of her mother. Mrs. Weeks was so overcome with grief she had not noticed that her husband had not DEATH S HARVEST. 97 moved for an hour, and she allowed Agnes to lead her from the room. Agnes and Barnes then lifted Hiram on the couch, and, pending the doctor's arrival, Agnes used every means at her command to restore him to consciousness. It was in vain. On his arrival, the doctor pronounced the verdict which Agnes would not allow herself to believe : " Your father is dead ! Heart failure ! " The sentence was brief, and there was a suspicious tremble in his voice. Agnes did not faint ; she did not cry. " Mother ! Mother ! " was all she said. Mrs. Weeks had been strong so long as Henry's weakness appealed to that strength for support. She was now utterly prostrated by the double blow. The necessity for thought and action carried Agnes through the following days. Ever afterwards to her the things which are seen were temporal, but the things which are not seen were eternal. Ishe not w^4 il-- '".m Illlll CHAPTER XVI. HILLSDALE'S FUNERALS. In Hillsdale the day of a funeral was high holiday, and a good many points were strained to have the funerals on Sunday. It was defraud- ing the public of an ancestral and rightful pre- rogative to have a funeral on another day than Sunday. It was noticeable how expeditiously arrangements could be made if the decease was late in the week. It was equally observable how much time was required for the obsequies if the departure had been earlier in the week. By all means Hillsdale must have the funerals on Sunday. If one had the poor taste or bad manners to die just at a point a little too early or a little too late in the week, Hillsdale would say, " It's too bad ! " or " What a pity ! " Hillsdale's rules were after the strictest sect of the Pharisees concerning marriages, deaths, births and funerals. Wednesday was the day for mar- riages. Thursday was the day for deaths. Satur- day evening, after the scrubbing was done and HILLSDALE S FUNERALS. 99 a. bountiful supply of baking was on hand for the delectation of the elderly females, was the nicely-adjusted hour for births. Sunday, by a cast-iron rule, made so by custom, convenience and preference, was the day for a big funeral. Mr. Blodgett in the days of his flesh was wont to comfort Mrs. Blodgett in her most ailing moments with the promise of the largest Sunday funeral the neighborhood had ever seen. He had said to her he would get the best coffin money would buy in their nearest market town. Whether orthodox or not, Hillsdale was accus- tomed to say a funeral cannot turn out bad, as a wedding does sometimes, therefore the most was made of each one, and the preparations for it were not second to those for a marriage. Stem necessity, alike heedless of poverty and grief, demanded that every member of the bereaved family be clothed in the weeds of deepest mourning, with streamers Hying in the wind like a frigate under full sail. Night and day, and Sunday, needles and tongues were plied with equal assiduity. Superstition after its kind reigned supreme. The dire calamity of thirteen sitting down at the table at once was avoided by the neighbors being present in much larger numbers. Ghastly stories of seemingly dead people who had i II 1 m w ' I': 100 CLIPPED WINGS. returned to life, or who had been buried alive, went the rounds. Speculation, too, was rife as to the time the newly bereaved would stay single, and who was the one likely to step into the vacant shoes. If the bereaved were a widower, an elderly spinster would adjust her beau catchers and declare such things should not be thought of, let alone mentioned, and then fall to musing how lonely the poor dear man would bo without a wife, and what was he to do, anyway, with those mother- less children. Sometimes examples from other years would be cited — examples pro and con of second ven- tures on the sea of matrimonv. In the kitchen the stoves were run on the plan of ocean fur- naces. Stokers kept them red hot, with rising temperature. Tha workers, the neighbors, the sympathizers — all hands must be fed, and well fed. Grief in no way lessened appetite, and appetite surpassed work. In the neighborhood, preparations were only less elaborate. Earlier rising than usual was observed, to the end that the chores might be gotten out of the way. It was most desirable to get an early start that nothing be lost. Undis- guised curiosity was not only permissible but i| ;!' HILLSDALES FUNERALS. 101 tite 'ly ras be to lis- )Ut commendable, and had right of way till the last mourner left the grave. Whispered comments were in order. " She has Selina's coat on and Matilda's veil." " Matilda's veil is not much the worse of wear." " She did not need it long, but she may need it again." "Hear him cough." "There were fifty teams at the last funeral." " I don't believe there will be enough mourners to fill the centre seats." " Oh, bother, I have forgotten my handkerchief!" "You will not need it, Mr. Dadly is not a very affecting speaker. The widow is afraid he will not do justice to his subject." Presently a long concourse files from the house to the church. Eternal friendship or bitter enmity is to be the natural outcome of the ser- mon. It is not so much to bo food for the reflection of the living as eulogy of the dead that is desired by many interested. Now it so happens that very few can stand the searching light of canonization immediately upon decease. This slight reflection throws some light on the catalogue of saints. It takes time to disentangle the ignoble and leave the true. After the service the casket lid is removed, and all are invited to view the remains. Familiar friend, warlike neighbor, and passing stranger jostle each other in the procession of morbid li J I .'-f^ ill It: 102 CLIPPED WINGS. !l curiosity. Age lifts babyhood to take its first undesired or horrified look into the face of death, marred by disease and the marks of dissolution. When the supreme moments, arrive the specta- tors are almost breathless with excitement, as the mourners take a public farewell of their dead. The involuntary tears and sobs of strong men and frail women were almost counted, gauged and compared, favorably or otherwise, with other occasions of a similar kind. Ijii CHAPTER XVII. INNOVATIONS, Hillsdale had come to the eve of a new and very unpleasant sensation. Its traditions were to be set aside. Mrs. Bruce, whose husband had recently died, came to Agnes and her mother in their sore trouble. She arranged everything (juietly and perfectly. A great bunch of white lilies tied on the door spoke with lips of purity, not of death but of the fuller life. Christianity has not en- tirely driven out the emblems of a heathen phil- osophy which is dead itself. Christianity has brought in the flowers, and, by a strange contrast, places them on caskets which heathen teaching has taught us to paint black. The old friends and neighbors, as they came, were taken into the solemn chamber of death, where father and son lay side by side, proclaim- ing in the silence that the true purpose of this 104 CLIPPED WINGS. life cannot be read by the flickering torch of time, but only by the steady light of eternity. The hands which had toiled early and late lay folded at the busiest time of the year. The one for whom they had toiled needed no longer the things that perish with the using thereof. There had been no watching by the dead. At night Agnes had read to her sorrow stricken mother : " I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help." "Behold, he that keepeth thee shall neither slumber nor sleep." " The Lord shall preserve thy going out and thy coming in from this time forth, and even for evermore." The Scripture read, they knelt while Mrs. Bruce prayed, and asked amidst her petitions that God would give His beloved sleep. The funeral was a marvel of simplicity. While Agnes and her mother took a long farewell of their dead, Mrs. Bruce guarded the doors lest someone, unwittingly, might intrude on the sacredness of their grief. The service wa^s comprised of Scripture read- ings, full of assurances of immortality and promises of the resurrection, followed by a prayer breathing the petition : " Now our Lord Jesus Christ himself, and God even our Father, who hath loved us and hath given us everlast- INNOVATIONS. 105 id a rd fr, t- ing consolation and good hope through grace, comfort your hearts and stablish you in every good word and work." No mourner of the first degree followed to the grave. Hillsdale would have recovered from the shock sooner had not Agnes trespassed too far on its prejudices by appearing in church on the following Sunday clad in her usual quiet garb of black, relieved hy frills of dainty white lace. Hillsdale was as true in its allegiance to the despot fashion as any centre in the grip of the mad goddess. It was a little slow in receiv- ing and comprehending her dictum. That was the difference between the two. If Hillsdale could have received anything at a moment's notice, it would have followed the notice in- stantly, in so far as changing its ideas of beauty and fitness ; but it might take six months for the scissors and needles to work out its new ideal. What is is. A thing must either be or not be. If voluminous arm gear is perfectly lovely, it is so when the fashionable world is makinjr the awful mistake of wearing skin-tight sleeves. Our dress is now a badge of slavery. It will be a happy day when we are gowned in a national costume, even if it does classify and label us like the bottles in an apothecary shop. Jerusha Wells was very emphatic in her 106 CLIPPED WINGS. I declaration that she would rather have sewn the ends of her fingers off than to have Agnes appear arrayed as she was. Furthermore, she ventured the assertion that, " After all she was a chip of the old block." Mrs. Blodgett held a handkerchief, deeply bordered with black, to her eyes during the whole service, to conceal if possible her disap- proval. Agnes's weight of sorrow rendered her totally oblivious to criticism. She realized that her mother's feet were well nigh slipping under her heavy load, and she resolved, as far as possible, to carry her on her own wings of faith. She had gone up to the house of God prompted by the same motive which prompted David when he exclaimed, " I had fainted unless I had be- lieved to see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living." " Wait on the Lord ! be of good courage, and he shail strengthen thy heart. Wait, I say, on the Lord." It cannot be considered extraordinary that Hillsdale employed its time trying to locate the blame of this double visitation. Even the dis- ciples asked the Master: "Who did sin, this man or his parents, that he was born blind ? " It was clearly a judgment. Hillsdale forthwith filled up its list of indict- INNOVATIONS. 107 ments, and cleared its skirts of any blame in the matter, by refusing to grant to Henry and his father any endorsation as a passport to Heaven. It was conceded that a great change was to be observed in both. However, repent- ance towards God and faith in our Lord Jesus Christ was irrevocably tied to a regular pro- tracted meeting, and a tangible penitent bench. There was lack of the perception that God is not thus circumscribed to those honored means, but also has declared : " Look unto me, all ye ends of the earth, and be ye saved." II', IIW ^ 111 11 irt. ct- 1- i '^ ■!'''' T CHAPTER XVIII. AGNES'S STRANGE VISION, The double funeral was followed by strange days at the old farm. To Mrs. Weeks and Agnes it would have been more natural if all the wheels of humdrum human affairs had stood still, than for the sun to rise and run its daily journey and sink into rest, and, with its rising, set those wheels revolving and keep them going until its setting allowed them to run down. The mainspring of all the old-time activity was broken, and the key which had wound it up was missing. They could not tell which one they missed the more — the one to whom they had not been allowed to minister so much as a cup of cold water, or the one on whom they had lavished days and nights of loving ministrations. Mrs. Weeks's presence was almost ghost-like as she moved around the quiet house. Agnes was painfully conscious of the preoccupied look on her face, and the evident effort she made to AGNESS STRANGE VISION. 109 concentrate her attention on affairs pertaining to the house and farm. Agnes did not consider it wise to carry her off among strange faces and to stranger scenes, but endeavored bravely to awaken anew her interest in familiar objects. When Barnes rented the farm, Agnes retained a Jersey cow. She also built a wonderful poultry house, and insisted on her mother helping in the vegetable and flower gardens. A bed of white lilies in full bloom was superseded by bright geraniums, because Mrs. Weeks said the lilies reminded her of the funeral, and she saw nothing in their purity but a winding sheet for the dead. Agnes herself entered into all the church and social life of the village, and carried her mother with her. An active mind like hers must find expression outwardly, and Agnes's mind exercised itself in numberless ways and means for the betterment of her native place. Every eflbrt, either directly or indirectly, was aimed at Satan's stronghold, the little corner tavern. Her efforts to found a public library were met by conflicting opposition from ignorant and covetous taxpayers. One man did not want to be taxed for the gentry, who ought to buy their own books if they wanted them. Another did not see what the poor wanted mi UL|HP)|i i m no CLIPPED WINGS. with books. Billy Watson prognosticated a general stampede of the Hillsdale youth from the work of the farm to idleness and all-round destruction. It was a proud day for Agnes when her efforts were finally crowned with success, and she saw a dream materialized into a few shelves well filled with good books in bright landings. Rev. J. W. Long and his wife, in whom Mrs. Blodgett saw signs of partiality for homes possessing organs and sofas, found in Agnes a trained right hand. Mr. Long once used the localism " Saint Agnes " in addressing her. The blinding tears which came to her eyes put him upon his guard ever after. He was a man with sufficient humil- ity to see and appreciate the talents in the mem- bers of his flock. Agnes soon found her little stock of knowledge and experience a note on demand. She stood aghast when he asked her to be a medical mis- sionary ; but when he explaii?ed that he wished her services wholly for Hillsdale, she consented. As a consequence, she found herself giving talks to the Endeavor Society on the proper care of the sick ; what to do in case of accident ; anti- dotes for the diflerent poisons ; resuscitation of the apparently drowned. Such subjects at a religious meeting did not meet with universall AGNES S STRANGE VISION. Ill approval, inasmuch as many of the instructions ran counter to the traditions of the elders. Hillsdale had its own pharmacopeia, principles and practice of medicine. Whiskey and brandy for fevers, colds, and all the human ills, was the panacea. External and internal application, and always frequent doses of alcohol, was the sheet anchor. Billy Watson, tottering on his gnarled stick, hobbled over to the minister to quaver out the opinion that such talk was not the Gospel full and free. Mr. Long read for him the parable of the good Samaritan. Billy, however, having ears heard not, and observed that " Sam Martin had more money to fool away than he had. The Lord helps them that helps themselves. One of the worst things of these evil days is so much talk about the poor and neighbors." Mrs. Blodgett, fov her part, did not believe in these here Christian Devourers' Societies, but as no alarming symptoms of cannibalism came to the surface, the society was allowed to flourish. The young people were delighted with this practical departure from a mechanical routine, which some of them thought was the sum and substance of religion. Then came a day when they showed their appreciation by electing Agnes president of their society. This position opened iii rfirn 112 CLIPPED WINGS. 1 ; for her a door of Christian usefulness of which she had never dreamed. It began to open when Mrs. Long called one day to enlighten her on the duties and privileges of her office. " You are, Miss Weeks, by virtue of your office, a member of the Business Board of this church. Mr. Long is exceedingly anxious for you to take your place. I will only be too happy to accompany you next Monday if you will consent to go." After much deliberation, an 134 CLIPPED WINGS. out of difficulty. It cannot be by the power of example, as, unfortunately, natural depravity is such a drug on the market no one seems to see any fortune for himself and j .^rity in a speculation that would put a corr on this par- ticular article; consequently, everyone has his own share of this commodity on his hands. Yes, the Rev. Horace Harding said, a child by whom a mother has done her duty is amenable to a look, eating when it should eat, sleeping when it should sleep, speaking when it is spoken to ; but crying, no, never. An existence of bliss- ful ignorance, " far from the madding crowd's (of children) ignoble strife," left him in full possession of his illusions. His mission Sunday-school proved to him, conclusively, the need of the leaven of his theories. " Reverence and impudence can never lodge together in one urchin," he muttered to himself, on being asked by one of the unwashed of his school, " if he did not think God laughed when he made a monkey ? " " Oh, if mothers would only realize their responsibility ! " he ex- claimed, after spending half an hour catechising, bribing, threatening a four-year-old with the hope of extracting some scrap of Biblical know- ledge imparted by her Sunday-school teacher during the lesson, and receiving the reply, " Old 'I 1|! I'll! II of REV. HORACE HARDING. 135 Sunks told me to sit down on that seat and keep quiet." Turning to an older sister with hopes of better results, he inquired concerning the Easter lesson, " What are we to have next Sunday ? " " Eggs," was the laconic reply. He multiplied his mental and physical power a hundred fold by sending out tired women all over the city to collect money, to pray with the sick, to hunt out Sunday-school scholars, to teach in night schools, to circulate petitions, and then, by a delightfully inconsistent theory, bound her sphere within the walls of her home. In childhood we showed the splendor of copper toes arranged along a line of chalk. In womanhood we vex our souls trying to define the numberless restrictive lines drawn for us by many conflicting authorities. The Rev. Horace Harding thought it was his imperative duty to draw a line defining the length and breadth of that mysterious place, designated " woman's sphere." Unfortunately, it intersected many of the orbits autocratically described by other eminent autiiorities, and meandered in and out to fit the exigencies of his particular outlook, like an old shoe cut to accommodate bunions. He had it drawn somewhere between praying !i^ ■liil til 'If m M ^^'i: .!i^': .1.1! i ^i r^w i! 136 CLIPPED WINGS. in the prayer-meeting or singing in the choir, and standing on the platform or going to vote. He asserted it was impossible for women to distinguish the policies of the parties. Practice makes perfect, and even woman may come in time to see as a reality that which exists in the imagination alone. She nay come to see that a party calls waste and self-seeking, when out of power, what it calls necessary development of the country, natural expansion, or patriotism, when it gets an innings. Unaccountable, but true is the case, that the Rev. Horace Harding, with a band of faithful women, would hold an evangelistic service in a little hall, filled, through a personal canvass, with the lowest of those who bear God's image ; but the next day, when the hall was converted into a poll, it became, by some machination of the devil, politic, polluted. The responsible taxpayers in the neighbor- hood were transformed into beings unfit for the pure association of womankind. Then, by a beneficent magic, the evil was ex- orcised, and they were retransf erred into revered fathers, loved husbands, and respected neigh- bors. The Rev. Horace Harding could see the fine line limiting woman's province in all its ramifi- REV. HORACE HARDING. 137 cations ; but his eyes were holdeii to the startling truth, that the atmosphere through which he looked was hazy with the genius of Islam, which through an emanation, not from a Pauline epistle, but from the pit, mistakes seclusion for modesty. No original deed gives woman a monopoly of retirement from the arena of public life. As far back as the Israelitish exodus, a precedent was set for the world in the three-fold leader- ship. God said, " I sent before thee Moses, Aaron and Miriam^ History would have left unrecorded one glad paean if Deborah had been of the opinion that the head of an army was a position of martial publicity not for her. Her answer, "I shall surely go with thee," should voice the universal sentiment of womanhood to all cauKes which make for righteousness. But custom in China binds the woman's feet ; custom in India makes child widows ; custom in Chris- tendom says woman shall not vote. Custom is a great gelatinous octopus, but the clutch of its arms is dangerously tenacious. Bowing low, and worshipping at the shrine of custom, was the Rev. Horace Harding. w II F! 1,: I •in If ^11 TT CHAPTER XXII. WOMAN SUFFRAGE. Whenever the Rev. Horace Harding and Mrs. Bruce ''.1 .. verbal encounter on the subject of the enfitTuv'sement of women, which was frequently the east, Agnes listened attentively. His argum; "t^i aro '; in her the old antago- nistic feeling again:" t vi ^^lev^alency of counting might as right. Agnes possessed the rare gift of being a good listener, and Horace Harding began to flatter himself with the thought that their opinions coincided with the same exactness as the two triangles of the fourth pro- position of Euclid. He stated to his hostess, in all sincerity, he was open to conviction, and quite willing to devote any number of evenings to the dis- cussion of this important subject, if by his so doing she thought she could convince him of error in his present conclusions. Calling one evening with this laudable object in view, the maid informed him that both Mrs. Bruce and Miss Weeks were at a certain hall :M WOMAN SUFFRAGE. 139 attending a meeting of a woman's association. He immediately resolved to attend likewise and hear what these women had to say on the weighty questions claiming their attention. Oddly enough, his thoughts on the way thither were irrelevant to his avowed object. He thought, with a thrill, of the possibility of a return trip with a white womanly hand tucked confidingly on his arm. A further blissful possibility was to sit for an hour under cover of Mrs. Bruco's conversation and watch the flit- ting expressions of face which Horace Harding firmly believed he could read like an open book. He was almost sorry to find himself at the hall, so delightful had been his anticipations. He took a chair just inside the door, but quite out of sight of the speakers. He had lazily planned to take a leisurely, disinterested survey of the audience, in hope of catching a glimpse of the owner of the hand. The first sound of the speaker's voice set his heart throbbing so wildly he involuntarily glanced at his nearest neighbor to ascertain if she were cognizant of his agitation. He could scarcely believe this calm, deliberate speaker, whose evident con- viction begot conviction, was the reserved Miss Weeks, of whom he knew so little, and yet who had, during the last few weeks, exercised such an i il ill i\ ; 11 II \i '■r iffi .1. 140 CLIPPED WINGS. i>liaiiniW;19 :!!flJ unaccountable influence over him as, sleeping or waking, to be ever present in his thoughts. After another furtive look around, to make sure no one present but himself was in possession of the knowledge that the Eev. Horace Harding was sore hit in the dangerous region of the heart, he settled down to listen. The speaker was saying, " I know a woman who left a home of luxury for one which proved to be the home of a drunkard. Her husband was a lawyer, and used his position and in- fluence and vote against the cause of prohibi- tion. He died in poverty. His widow wrought as best she could, with untrained hands, to educate her boy and save her little home from the governmental tax hammer. She succeeded. To-day her boy drinks and votes. She pays the taxes and weeps. "The government, in the press and on the hustings, vociferates, * I am of the people, for the people, by the people.' It is a false statement. Our government is not as representative as it gives itself credit for being. Man fought for his vantage ground and gained it inch by inch. If by the accident of birth he found himself a son of poverty in days that are gone, he was excluded from privileges he now justly claims are but his due. However, forgetting his past, he now WOMAN SUFFRAGE. 141 asserts that 'might is right,' and, actuated by the spirit of the cowardly big boy who tyrannizes over the small boy of weaker muscle, he in- forms womankind she is of so angelic an order as to be no more of the people in the eyes of the law's franchise than an unfortunate lunatic. " Woman did not go into the bread-and-butter conflict from choice. Self-preservation is the first law of nature, and unskilled hands have no chance in the labor market. The wolf. Hunger, crouches at the door with glassy, relent- less eyes fixed on loved ones. " Neither did womanhood, organized for the defence of home, seek warfare with the liquor traffic. The aggressor is the demon Alcohol, who, bolder than the wolf Hunger, has broken the bolt, planned by God himself for protection, and entering, has taken possession and driven women and helpless children from their shelter. The electorate will neither extend to her the right to protect herself, if she so desires, with a weapon more powerful than a Maxim gun, nor will the same electorate protect her with the ballot from her worst and most insidious enemy. It is now a pitched battle, with an awakened womanhood, against the fearful odds, vested interests, appetite, custom, fossilism, ridicule, intentional misrepresentation, and lack of means I:: 1' ' , ;i I! L i ! 15 ■Ir ''i^ it r 1 142 CLIPPED WINGS. to focalize her efforts. The liquor manufacturer, wholesaler, retailer and consumer votes; she does not. " It would not be modest or wise for woman to claim the ballot because she is better than man ; nor, indeed,for any reason other than that it is her right as a responsible citizen. She is amenable to, and pays for, the making of the laws, in the framing of which she has no voice. Here is a deliverance of the Wine and Spirit News, and let us accord to it the respect due so high an authority : " ' A new argument is brought forward against giving the ballot to women. Com- posing the big end of the churches, they would be almost entirely owned by the preachers. The latter would then become the dictators of our politics, and rule the country. Candidates should be closely examined as to their views on suffrage and temperance.' " It then goes on to say : " * This is the strongest argument yet adduced against woman suffrage, and the more it is dis- seminated the less likelihood will there be of the ballot being given to female citizens. With ministerial influence at work at the polls, it would not be long before an undesirable union of Church and state ensues, public appropria- WOMAN SUFFRAGE. 143 tions for particular sects would follow, the public school would soon become a proselyting agency, and the boasted liberties of the country be seriously threatened. Woman is naturally religious, and he with whom she worships would soon be the dictator of our national policy were the suffrage extended to her.' " The speaker paused, and then with a voice deep with emotion said : " Would to God that we could claim the sympathy and support of the Christian ministry ; but the church so far has not comprehended the spirit of the Gospel towards woman, and has recorded its voice against the suffrage of women both in Church and state. " The liquor party should not repudiate so im- portant an ally to their cause of opposition to woman suffrage. Let me repeat: woman not having a voice in the legislative halls of our country, the electorate should either be true to their trust and protect her interests against the insults and injuries of a traffic acknowledged to be the greatest foe to her comfort and happiness, or, in British fair play, grant her a free field and no favors, by throwing the responsibilities of bearing those insults and injuries on her own shoulders. It is scarcely worth the effort and the precious time it would take to answer worn- out arguments against woman suffrage. There P •I u I* 4k '.M i ! 1 ;■ 150 CLIPPED WINGS. i r.:. n Sorrow was treading fast on the heels of his fondest anticipations. A letter lay on his table informing him of his mother's dangerous illness, and of her ardent desire to see him ere she closed her eyes on earthly scenes. The next day saw Horace Harding standing beside his mother's sick-bed. He had left strict and repeated instructions with his landlady to forward immediately any communications that came to his address. He gave her to understand he was expecting letters of great importance. He succeeded in arousing that good lady's curiosity to such an extent she carefully ex- amined every epistle, and kept a record of dates and post-marks, to which were appended re- marks on the handwriting. ' Looks like a man's.' " Pretty sure it ain't a woman's, an3'^ways, but you never can tell." " Women don't make their m's and w's and n's and v's all alike, as they used to." "I'd give anything to know what this one is about, but then I'm not the least bit curious." " I'll send it on as it is." Finally a very large envelope, tied with blue tape, came to hand, and Mrs. Bidgecomb solved the mystery so much to her own satisfaction that her surmises passed first into the confidence of the neighbors, and then into general circulation in the com- munity. LOVE. 151 Mr. Harding had been left a fortune by a dead uncle. Accompanied by so many winks and nods, the inheritance got an excellent send- ofF with the definite amount of ten thousand pounds ; and being in English currency, by the time it had quadrupled, included a title, estate, perquisites, etc. When Horace Harding relinquished Agnes's hand, she rushed to her room, bolted the door, threw herself on the bed, and held her burning cheeks with her hands. She tried to slacken the quickened pulsations of her heart. Did she love this man ? Her heart was sore and hungry for human love. Would she not cling to any one who spoke kindly to her of love ? She concluded at length she was not in a posi- tion to know whether she loved Horace Hard- ing supremely or not. How fickle she was proving herself to be ! She had thrown her whole heart into the new life she found in her friend's house. Had she a right to turn her back on it when she realized its vastness, and the pressing need of workers ? Mentally, she had been indulging a censorious spirit. She found fault with the tardiness of so many to deny themselves in the giving of their time to the alleviation of the sufferers. At the first temptation she was prone to go .ip-h m \w\ 111 '•'I 152 CLIPPED WINGS. f , into a pleasant home, and deny even the little aid she could afford in the desolation she had found. She remembered, now that it was too late, she should have confessed how totally she dis- agreed with many of his theories. When her usual decision of character asserted itself, she said aloud, " The present duty is all I am responsible for doing; I will live each moment as it comes." She arose, arranged her hair carefully, and gave unusual attention to all the details of her costume. There is not the slightest doubt Agnes would have been indignant at an insinuation implying she was consulting an eye she might chance to meet. It was the eye of the Rev. Horace Harding. w. !,■■ I CHAPTER XXIV. liil THE UBIQUITOUS SHIRT-WAIST. ■ii tii During the following busy days Agnes almost persuaded herself that the intervi-^w she had with the Rev. Horace Harding was an hallucina- tion of her own brain. It had been so unex- pected and abrupt. He had so completely dropped out of sight and hearing. She wondered if it were possible her heart had played her a trick. The very evening after his call she was notified that there was now a vacant place for her in the shirt-waist factory. On presenting herself the next morning, she was rather sus- piciously eyed by the forewoman. Her life of toil and experience of grief had left no perceptible mark on her appearance of physical vigor. Her personal appearance bespoke a life of wholesome food, pure air, exercise, which is so sadly lacking in many otherwise really attractive- looking girls, whose inhuman lot it is to sit at a table spread for them by the greed and infernality of our :'l :i;'l^. >W ?! m '■if I M . I 154 CLIPPED WINGS. present political economy. They eat of their own flesh, and drink their own life-blood. As a result of replying in the negative to the question whether she ever worked in a factory before, she was set at the task of sewing on buttons, at one cent a dozen, or ten cents per dozen waists. The waists on which Agnes worked were of a more fantastic cut than the usual plain waists, and required ten buttons and four stnds to fasten them. Therefore, in order to earn ten cents, Agnes sewed on one hundred and twenty buttons, and buttoned them, and also inserted forty-eight studs. The story is not yet told. Out of this enum- eration she was compelled to provide her own thread and needles. By straining every nerve to the accomplish- ment of the task, and without raising her head to rest a muscle, Agnes, in health, strength and deftness, with a reservoir of vitality on which to draw, could complete her work on one waist in ten minutes. Her pay was ten cents for one dozen waists. At night Agnes analyzed the earning power of her nimble fingers in a shirt-waist factory. The result was as follows : " I can do one waist in ten minutes, twelve waists in one hundred THE UBIQUITOUS SHIRT-WAIST. 155 and twenty minutes, or two hours. In two hours I earn ten cents, in one hour five cents. In a working day of ten hours I can earn fifty cents, minus the needles and thread. If I only had to provide the buttons and studs, the thing might be just," she said, as she sighed quietly. Then she felt the chilling breath from the mouths of gaunt spectres. The deep shadow of emaciated Want breathed into her veins its icy chill, forebodings of the inevitable rainy days and days when the work was short, as she had learned it often was. The second day the five fellow-laborers in her department recognized in her a leader, and consulted her on the advisabil- ity of striking, on the ground that the button- hole workers, in trying to save time and thread, were making the buttonholes so small it was robbing them, in that it took them so much longer to button the buttons. So the horrid struggle for existence in God's glorious world goes on. Man is engaged like the wolf, or sometimes like the fox, for susten- ance, and Christ is persecuted. " Inasmuch as ye did it unto one of the least of these my brethren ye have done it unto me." Although under strict surveillance, Agnes had succeeded in learning that the buttonhole workers received but one cent per dozen for working buttonholes, and, of course, provided their own thread. Pi^ ! ii liki il! !:■ m. 1): I I mil ill 11 'If ■ fir 156 CLIPPED WINGS. w She had no faith in the strike availing other than to call down censure on the buttonhole workers, who were more sinned against than sinning. She succeeded in showing the girls how to save time by putting the needle through the cloth and the eve ot* the button at the same time, and advised the girls not to draw the thread too tight, that by this device the buttoning would be facilitated. One white-faced girl named Jean vainly sighed, and pathetically said, " But that will take more thread." The equation of existence was so balanced for this poor girl and her comrades in this sweat factory, euphemiously named Shirt- Waist Manu- factory, that a hairs-breadth change shot a dagger into the nerves of those white slaves, whose habitat is heralded the world over as " Free America." Fortunately for Agnes's purpose, she sewed in the pressing-room. This position gave iier an opportunity to gather information from those coming in to press that she would not have had in any other department. On Saturday night Agnes returned to Mrs. Bruce's utterly exhausted. Her fingers were so tired and sore she could not use them. When the sultry days are with us, and we seek the hammock and the palm-leaf fan, the breezes. .' THE UBIQUITOUS SHIRT-WAIST. 157 the lapping waves of lake or ocean, and are con- soled in that we have a bountiful supply of shirt-waists, equalling every demand of time or place, let the following prosaic figures in Agnes's notebook haunt us with the freshness of each laundried waist: Front hems, 5c. per dozen. Back tucked, 7c. per dozen. Yoke, made and put on, 7c. per dozen. Collar, first stitching, l^c. per dozen. Turned and pressed, 2c. per dozen. Second stitching, 2^c. per dozen. Making of bands, Ic. per dozen. Turning and pressing, l^c. per dozen. Second stitching of bands, 2c. per dozen. Putting garment together and band on, 16c. per dozen. Making sleeves, including putting on laundried cufF, 14c. per dozen pairs, ^ewing in sleeves, l^c. per dozen pairs. Cuffs, first stitching, l^c. per dozen pairs. Turned and pressed, 3c. per dozen pairs. Second stitching, 2^c. per dozen pairs. Folding and putting on collar, 4c. per doz. Cost of manufacturing, from 12c. to 15c. apiece. 1;. M '•■i ;;:; If we took those garments on which has been set the price of blood, and threw them down at the feet of those from whom we purchased them, we would receive an answer which was V I In !!■ i 158 CLIPPED WINGS. given nineteen hundred years ago : " What is that to us ? See thou to that." Before leaving on Saturday evening Agnes informed the fore- woman she could not make the work pay. This august personage appeared to deem this excuse paltry and questionable. She said Agnes had not given the work a fair trial, and asked if she were going to another factory. Agnes, on con- fessing she did not contemplate doing so, was further and urgently interrogated as to her plans for the future. As with burning cheeks she wended her way through the thronged streets, she impatiently asked herself, more than once, v/hat had tempted her to end that embarrassing interview with the statement, " She intended to keep house for a gentleman." How can the greed lying behind these iniquit- ous sweating systems be definitely located and devil-exorcised ? Whose is it to bring these systems of modern days, infernal with legions of demons, to the Christ of God, that the swineherds may receive their fiendish incarnations of devildom, and be sent to the sea of oblivion for destruction ? How shall these slaves, shackled and colla as herds of Africans were driven in their gai s on those dread marches to the coast, to be packed in holds of vessels, galled in spirit, with physical THE UBIQUITOUS SHIRT-WAIST. 159 and mental life sapped, and heart crushed, be delivered ? Turning from the bewildering intricacies of human government to the kindergarten school of Pentateuch, which is the headline for nations, we find simplicity in God's personal govern- ment. " The Scriptures which are able to make thee wise unto salvation " is a Pauline assertion which is accepted by the orthodox as axiomatic and relating mainly to a futurity of well-being. Undoubtedly this is the primary meaning, but these Scriptures in which Timothy was so well instructed have comparatively little to say of the future state. To speak in modem phrase- ology, they contain the Creator's political eco- nomy. His plans for domestic and social life are contained therein, and also the consequences of man's deviation from God's statutes in those same things, and the inevitable conflict of personal interests thereby. In God's personal government, irrespective of birth, thrift or laziness, every man was provided for by a tenure of land, accompanied by a con- dition which prevented vast accumulations in the hands of a few. Everyone had a chance to work out his financial salvation on an unpreju- dic d basis. The individual lived with hope :!i|. i m '!' :\'r !r' ^ t : 160 CLIPPED WINGS. beaming on his pathway. The unjust inequali- ties of later days had no existence. To think that honest men and women, giving out all their strength willingly to their day and generation, have no other future than the almshouse, is most depressing. Christ understood well the polyhedronal nature of these same Scriptures to make wise unto salvation about all the complications of the life which now is, when He commanded us to search the Scriptures. Poor humanity, blinded in the blaze of light, going around in mid-day with a lantern, seeking the illusive pot of gold, the philosopher's stone, and turning the whole world into a blackboard on which to try and solve the problems of riches and poverty, the quality of the classes and masses ! How far has it gotten with the solution ? Comme-icing with greed, it ends with greed. The axiom, " The love of money is the root of all evil," is scarcely taken seriously, or is juggled out of its meaning at the very initiation of the inquiry. Anarchy, the stealthy blow of the assassin, starvation sweat-shops, where the living are consigned to the dimensions allotted to the dead, but in exceptional instances fresh air and owner- iff in THE UBIQUITOUS SHIRT-WAIST. 161 ship measured by miles — all demonstrate the place for this world s wisdom is the comer adorned with the dunce's cap. The fading beams of the nineteenth century reveal many schemes of the astute politician, labor leader, single taxer. Each claims in the last analysis to aim at fulfilling the second great- est commandment, to love our neighbors as our- selves ; and we are taught, too, those in the great- est need are our nearest neighbors. We love ourselves to the degree that we strive to attain the highest possible best, physically and intellec- tually. We love ourselves too well to go hungry or cold from choice. Has Christendom yet spelled out the title-page of the Gospel ? Num- ber One would sit enthroned if he were not un- poetically fighting to get into the trough of self-interest, all fours, lengthwise, and seeking life loses it. May the light of the twentieth century see the corpse of self-idolatry. *' Our little systems have their day, They have their day and cease to be ; They are but broken lights of Thee, And Thou, O Lord, art more than they. " ' It* , \W' m %': 11 :' if! 1. m >!' 'tl L CHAPTER XXV. HILLSDALE ONCE MORE. Agnes learned accidentally that Horace Hard- ing was away from home. She never thought of accounting for a feeling of pique because she had not received an intimation of the when and why of his proposed departure. Horace Harding filled in his little part of the drama by watching anxiously for a certain small note, and cogitated after his usual impul- sive habit : " A woman's mind can be likened to the pendulum of a clock. It starts out in a certain direction with a determined tick, but when it reaches a conclusion starts back on its track, and with almost brazen effrontery goes just as far in the opposite direction." It was the first time in his life he had doubted the possession of enough of the attraction of gravi- tation to bring to a blissful rest the oscillation of a woman's mind hitherto swinging in its arc unattracted. HILLSDALE ONCE MORE. 163 Agnes had now been away from Hillsdale six months, and found it imperative to return and attend to some matters of business about which Barnes had been writing. She sought out and carried with her a com- panion, in the person of Jean Hare, who was her nearest neighbor in the shirt-waist factory, and who was an orphan. Barnes met them at the station. As she drove through the village and came within sight of her desolpte home, a realization of the utter loneliness of her life would have overcome her had it not been for Jean's excla- mation of delight. Agnes thought gratefully of how satisfactorily and quickly God pays us for any act done in his name. " I am head over heels in debt to you, Miss Weeks," Jean said, as she gazed around and beheld nature in the freshness of her early summer dress, which was gloriously spangled over with the audacious dandelion. Agnes looked up at the old face of the mountain, and in its stony eyes thought she caught a glance of recognition, and on its stony lips trembling a greeting of familiarity. Jean's sentiment so exactly voiced Agnes's i';. "ri mw: ti It 164 CLIPPED WINGS. state of mind she adopted it as the form of her own thanksgiving. In the dusk of the evening she stole away to visit those graves which beckon with shadowy- hands to aching hearts far away, but which are so dumb, so deaf, so blind to the tears and caresses lavished on them by the returned wanderer. Agnes whispered many loving messages, and wept out the soreness of her heart on her mother's grave. Her grief was not selfish enough to blind her to the carefulness with which faithful Barnes had trimmed the plot. Later she felt something akin to pleasure when she observed this care was not without its influence on the condition of the surrounding: ijraves. There were many pleasant changes in the village, too. Agnes had inaugurated a crusade against the tavern. She had organized the temperance sentiment, beginning with the few whom the political shepherds could not lead, and with these behind her had personally met importunately the representatives of the law who grant the license. The determination to shut up the nefarious tavern grew. Agnes was gratified to see pasted on the door the notice "To Let." Literally ill : HILLSDALE ONCE MORE. 165 translated this meant, Let there be food, cloth- ing, plenty of dry wood finely split, turkey, roast beef, and plum pudding for Christmas, with toys for the children. Let there be lilies at Easter. Let there be happy homes. Let there be a good hope of heaven. Among other changes, the church was being made resplendent with a fresh coat of paint. Smiles and tears, provoked by the memories of the bygone years, struggled unsuccessfully to reach Agnes's lips and eyes when Billy Watson's ears as usual were cocked towards the close of the Sunday service, waiting for the historic signal of trouble in the shed. The starting of the collection plate had always been the beginning of calamity in the horse shed, whether the service was long or short. Billy, deaf as an adder, heard the inaudible, and hobbled out with surprising alacrity to save whatever might be left of ruin at the heels of his old white horse. It goes without saying, Billy's horse must have had a very penetrating vision or keen scent for the battle between his master's greed and the demand of the collection plate. Per- haps the venerable horse had so imbibed of Billy's spirit that he could find nothing so .Ut' i I I ill m ! i^ > ' il, i 166 CLIPPED WINGS. It <: offensive in the world to kick at as a contri- bution plate. One thing was sure, it was never known to kick through any other provocation. The village was in the state of excitement always attending the ministerial comings and goings of the itinerant system. Agnes was sincerely sorry to lose Mr. and Mrs. Long. They had done much to help her through the dark days of bereavement. Their influence had been very helpful to the life of the village in every good word and work. Just before their departure she called to bid them farewell. Mr. Long incidentally mentioned that the incoming minister was a bachelor. He added laughingly, " From his reputation I think his case will be a chronic one unless, Miss Weeks, you can be induced to take him in hand." That evening she received a letter from Mrs. Bruce containing the interesting news of the Rev. Horace Harding's appointment to the Hillsdale circuit. Mrs. Bruce had not been blind to Horace Harding's infatuation, and sincerely hoped Agnes would reciprocate the love of a true manly heart. Her letter contained the foUow- iL HILLSDALE ONCE MORE. 167 ing lines : "He called to inform me of his mother's death, and of his new appointment. He also inquired very anxiously for Miss Weeks, and upon learning of your absence asked for your address. As he had been telling me he had been informed from a reliable source, his new circuit was under the tutelar protection of some kind of a saint, known as Saint Agnes, whom he did not propose to allow to interfere with his work, whether saint or sinner. I thought it best to withhold your address on a slight pretext, and left him in complete ignor- ance of the personality of his saint." Agnes thought over the contents of her letter, and came to the conclusion to write the Rev. Horace Harding. The tenor of her letter was to the effect that as he was coming to a circuit where the people were somewhat finicky in their ideas of what a minister and his wife should be, and he would be none the worse for a little advice as to how to conduct himself and what to preach, the writer desired the Rev. Horace Harding to call upon her immediately on his arrival to receive his instructions. She closed with minute direction as to the location of her farm from the village. The signature could not possibly have been I: u i •; i. > 168 CLIPPED WINGS. deciphered by anyone but a Philadelphia lawyer whose imagination was of the same elastic nature as his perception of truth. Horace Harding's first impulse was to write an indignant protest. After studying the address carefully, he finally changed his mind, and resolved to beard the lioness in her den. i.-'.- CHAPTER XXVI. THE VILLAGE JOKER. Charlie Baxter, the village practical joker, boasted, and not without foundation, he could arouse the curiosity and temper of the collective female portion of Hillsdale at his pleasure. At every success he scored, his victims vowed anew not to be entangled again in his wiles. They were still smarting over their last encounter. Mrs. Jamieson's boy was trundling an old wag- gon tire gleefully down the road. Charlie called to him to bring the tire to his shop, as the tire was off his waggon. Tommy indignantly protested that his father had given him the tire. " That makes no differ- ence," said Baxter, as he took it from the boy and leaned it up against the wall of his shop ; " the tire's off my waggon." Whereupon young Tommy, knuckling his eyes and howling, sought the haven of home and the comfortings of mother. Charlie Baxter kept as keen an eye on the n i 1 '' 1' , ii , l'< ' MJI 170 CLIPPED WINGS. '1 ,V! : if ' doings of the street as an engineer does on the lines of steel and signals of danger. He saw Mrs. Jamieson's lilac sunbonnet hurry- ing on its way to Mrs. Blodgett's. Then the lilac sunbonnet and a pink sun- bonnet sought and found a blue sunbonnet. As the sunbonnets increased in numbers, colors, sizes, fashions, and proximity, the irrepressible Charlie called the attention of the neighbors and shop-loafers to what he described as a rainbow on a cloud. " * A rainbow in the morning is a sailor's warning,' so look out for a squall, for I am certain something is brewing," he added, wonderingly. The sunbonnets moved towards and concen- trated upon Charlie Baxter's shop. He determined to put a cheerful courage on, and show a bold front to the wild charge sweep- ing down headlong upon him. As it came nearer, out of a confusion of tongues he distin- guished the word Tommy. Presently he learned Tommy was a boy who never told a lie. Tommy was a poor lovely, injured, innocent lamb. In short. Tommy was, by common consent, the living embodiment of all those qualities which are so thinly diffused, in general observation, and unconcentrated like the ether, but in Tommy shining out in all the brilliancy of concentrated THE VILLAGE JOKER. 171 youthful virtues. He deigned to dwell on this restless planet for the sole reason that he lacked the wings to soar away. The first salutation was, "Good day, Mr. Baxter." To be addressed in Hillsdale by this super- fluous title was as serious a matter as to be sued for murder and lose the case. " Good day !" Charlie replied, simulating cheer- fulness, but discreetly drawing within easy reach of the door. " How did you dare to tell Tommy his father was a liar and a thief ? " gasped Mrs. Jamieson. "I told him the tire was off my waggon," Charlie stoutly affirmed. " It's not off your waggon," chimed a chorus of voices. " There is my waggon and there is the tire ; I leave you to judge if the tire is not off my waggon." He dodged into his shop and bolted the door. " Well, I never ! " the crowd ejaculated, and dispersed wondering what Charlie would be up to next. What he did next gave Agnes a heartache she never forgot. Learning the new minister was a bachelor, Charlie conceived a plan by which he hoped to Ml' 172 CLIPPED WINGS. assemble the village, to a womtin, as a reception committee. The day before Horace Harding's expected arrival he procured a blank telegraphic form, and wrote out a message purporting to be from the Rev. Horace Harding, to the effect that, accom- panied by his wife, he would (D.V.) arrive at Hillsdale the next evening. Charlie put the supposed telegram into an envelope, and ad- dressed it to the President of the Ladies' Aid, Hillsdale. He then got into his buggy, drove to the nearest town, and dropped it into the post- office. An hour later the mail-carrier was carry- ing the message back to Hillsdale. A thunderbolt out of a clear sky could not have produced a greater consternation than this message. A new minister bringing his bride, and no kind of adequate preparation made for a proper reception ! The village instantly deter- mined to show itself equal to the occasion, and was astir at daybreak. Fowl were beheaded without any preliminary examination of character. A keen competition was aroused as to who could cook the greatest number and variety of pies and cakes on so short a notice. The exhorter was appointed to give the ad- dress of welcome. By a misnomer this brother "Til THE VILLAGE JOKER. 173 was commonly known as the exhaunter. Tlie suitability of the title was self-evident, and in connnon parlance was retained. He had the peculiar trift of exhausting; in one sermon Hills- dale's Job-like stock of patience. He often said his text would be from Genesis to Revelation somewhere, more or less. He made exception of texts which involved hard pronunciations, it was observed as a rule, after the famous occasion when he had gone astray on the beggars' skins, which he had freely used to denote the cruelty of a bygone age. He was not really one of the higher critics, but had missed the term badgers, freely rendering it beggars. Brother Rogers the exhorter then spent the day looking over his collection of sermons, and at length settled down on the theme of the '* Prodigal Son." The reference to the killing of the fatted calf he considered very appropriate for the occasion. Everyone was so busy with his or her part in the programme, no one thought of sending Agnes word until late in the afternoon. Mrs. Rogers sent her girl Sally to ask for the loan of some table linen to grace the august occasion. Sally was breathless with excitement and importance when she reached her destination. Ill .•'t ii 11' m 174 CLIPPED WINGS. Little by little Agnes learned the story of the minister's coming with his bride. Agnes, remem- bering Sally's natural propensity to enlarge upon what she saw and heard, was hel])ed to overcome a faintness she felt for the first time in her life. She went into an adjoining room, kneeled down before an old-fashioned dresser, pulled out the lowest drawer, turned over with ice-cold, trembling fingers the beautiful linen which had been among her gifts to her mother, until she came to the finest. She sent Jean with it to Sally, ind went to her room to face this new experience. How it could be she did not stop to ask, but that it was so was beyond doubt. Neither did she ask herself if she loved Horace Harding. Her heart was breaking. " Oh ! that unfortunate letter. If only I had not written it ! " she moaned. " I can never stay here and see him." It was quite Jusk when she stole down stairs and told the wonder- ing Jean they must start for the city the next day. Jean could not help shedding tears of dis- appointment, but she bravely hid them from her friend. In the village disappointment also reigned. During the afternoon a long line of rigs filed out of the village to the nearest railway station. M. i i' 1 THE VILLAGE JOKER. 175 At the head was a waggon on which was a small organ to take the place of a brass band. Next in order came a single rig decked with white wedding favors for Horace Harding and his bride. Many curious eyes watched the train when it halted. Some wondered if " she " would be " tall " or " short," "stuck up" or "just ordinary." " Black or white," said Charlie Baxter, the most interested spectator of them all. As Horace Harding swung off the train, grip- sack in hand, the sight of the people warmed his heart and quickened his pulsations. His great warm heart appreciated the kindly motive prompting this reception. He remembered the Roman Christians who came out on the famous Appian Way to meet Paul, and was glad to think the spirit of fellowship and broth rhood had not left the world. His greeting was even more cordial than theirs, yet his keen perception detected a feeling of disappointment which at first puzzled him. When Sister Rogers, who was very anxious to introduce her husband on the stage of action as soon as possible, ventured to inquire where Sister Harding was, Rev. Horace Harding under- stood in a measure the situation. With a careless laugh he assured them she was coming. 176 CLIPPED WINGS. " She can receive herself then," said Mrs. Rogers in a bitter undertone. Brother Rogers was so unnerved by the absence of the blushing bride he made more than the usual number of blunders. Much to the merriment of Charlie Baxter, he referred in one place to the reverend gentleman as the fatted calf, whom they would like to have killed years and years ago had they known in time. The proposed reference to the bride, as she was absent, had to be changed on the spur of the moment, and the result, through Bro. Rogers's palpitation, was an introduction of the swine in a far country, on whose neck they fain would fall and kiss them. Tliis reference was for Mrs. Harding, and of course, as things were going, both metaphorical and ludicrous, it made a great memory for Baxter. Bro. Rogers closed by expressing the hope that the truth Bro. Harding might preach to them would not be like water on a duck's back, running in one ear and out the other. All the way back Horace Harding, as he flicked the white favors on the horse's head, mused on which one of the crowd was " she." He had picked on Mrs. Blodgett, whom Billy Watson had considerately driven over to the station aud who was badly twisted with the THE VILLAGE JOKER. 177 " roomat/ics," caused, she explained, by thought- less men trying to open up the North Pole. It was a beautiful evening in June. When the feast was over and the men had departed to do their chores, Horace Harding slipped away from the clatter of tongues and dishes to enjoy, in contrast to the closeness of the city, the wideness of sky and field. He revelled ao;ain in the memories of his boyhood. He had not gone far when he observed the road he was following must be the one leading to the home of the Saint. He had satisfied himself she was not at the supper, and his curiosity was aroused. " Why not see this ogress at once ? " he said aloud as he hastened his steps for fear the thrifty custom of early hours might prevent the interview he wished over as quickly as possible. The lingering twilight soon revealed to him a vine-clad house and a trim lawn, the atmos- phere of which was redolent with the gratifying perfume of flowers. In the shadow of a wide porch he could discern the outlines of a woman's figure. A moment later ho had grasped a soft firm hand, and was greatly puzzled by the lew- spoken salutation. " You have sent for me," he said, when for an 12 178 CLIPPED WINGS. instant Jean's light fell from a wide open window full on Agnes's tear-stained face. " Agnes ! " Both her hands were in his posses- sion. " You are not a saint, you are the spirit of mischief ! " She tried to release her hands, and forced her trembling lips to ask, " Where is your bride ? " " Here, I hope," replied the Rev. Horace Harding, joyfully kissing her lips. No one was near to supply the missing ex- planations, but the two happy lovers " knew some one had blundered." Before leaving, Horace Harding ingeniously proposed to bring his wife to Hillsdale in a day or two. " Marry in haste so as to have plenty of time to repent," Agnes gaily answered. Within a month the old stage, with every spoke in the wheels making an independent clatter, rolled up to the parsonage door. When Horace Harding handed Agnes out and introduced her as his wife, Charlie Baxter, after one moment of dismay, mentally resolved to pack up his tools and go out of the business of practical joker. CHAPTER XXVII. THEORIES EXPLODED. Some years after the events recorded in the preeedmg chapter, in a well-appointed study sat h.!d 7;. w °™'' ^'''■'^'"^ ^"^^g "^^ address headed Woman SufFrage." It was evident his enthusiasm grew with his advocacy. He would nse walk the floor, thrust his fingers through h.s ha,r, and as a good thought took to itself a definite form, smile and resume his writing. Without warning,^the door wa.s rudely thrown open, and curly-headed, black-eyed six-year-old Harry came in as if he had been projected from the mouth of a cannon. " Papa, what is a bench- show ? he shouted, with the full tones of a healthy pair of lungs. The boy held in his nand a dilapidated news- paper, and was eyeing with great interest pic- tures of prize dogs. His scholastic attainments were just sufficient sw" ^ '^'" ^'^""^'^ ^'"'^' «-''-°-^ •12 I 180 CLIPPED WINGS. " Bench-show, Harry ? " interrogated Horace Harding, suspiciously. New ideas with Harry meant new escapades. Harry's innocency of expression would have deceived a Pinkerton detective. His father furnished him with a brief ex- planation. Harry's violent slamming of the door as he retired drew from the fond parent tlic comment : " A perfect boy ! " Harry further proved his perfection by resolving to have a bench-show. Many were the animated and whispered con- sultations held with juvenile owners of dogs in the immediate neighborhood. Out of these con- sultations grew the definite plan of having a dog-show in what was known as the "double decker," a summer house built on the side of the terrace behind the parsonage. It had two apart- ments ne above and one below. " You see, we will ha^ ' plenty of benches," Harry explained to the boys. Each boy was to bring his dog. " Twelve dogs would not make a show : we must make a show of the dogs," Harry said, in a tone of superiority. It was decided furthermore that each boy was to bring along as many of his personal effects as maternal viirilaiice would allow. mrnqp" THEORIES EXPLODED. 181 '■e a las las "Papa said Mrs. Outings made a perfect show of herself in her new spring bonnet," Harry added sugoestively. Jack Jenkins remembered his father remarking one Sunday morning, the tall thing on his mother's hat was too showy for a church member. These sug-o-estions bore fruit, inasmuch as each exhibitor privately formed the determination not to be outdone in the matter of head-gear for his dog. The completed plan included a band to enliven the proceedings of the show. Tin pans were to be improvised into drums and clanging cymbals. Survivals of Christmas-day wreckage, in the form of horns and whistles, took on a new interest, and were valuable to the degree of noise they made. The combination of liiedley and chaos was melodious in the extreme to the juvenile ear. The following Saturday afternoon a miscella- neous collection of boys and dogs were gathered in the parsonage garden. To accomplish his object each boy had wrig- gled, dodged, and squeezed through difficulties which would have daunted older heads. Various Strang*' bundles })espoke a triumph of intrigue. As Sammy Wellman slipped out of the back gate, his mother observed, self-complacently, 182 CLIPPED WINGS. "Sammy was thriving better than any other child of her acquaintance. Some people do not know how to care for children ; " and she sighed over the ignorance which would have been uni- versal but for one precious exception. Now the truth was, Sammy had put on his entire outfit of trousers. His Sunday best, his seconds, and his every-day's were all on. Johnny Shaw had been baffled in securing the spring millinery, but was master of the occasion in the retreat with his grandfather's plug hat in an old musty tin pail. With com- mendable forethought he had appropriated one of his sister Jennie's hat-pins, with which he hoped to fasten the hat on the head of his Spitz do^. Safely out of sight, he stopped to experi- ment for effect. The striking resemblance be- tween Gyp so attired and the owner of the hat made Johnny chuckle immoderately. To array the dogs was no small undertaking. The dogs of the luckiest boys were attired in two pairs of trousers. Where no convenient rent accommodated the tail, one was made, with- out a thought of future reckoning. The variety of head-gear outshone the splen- dor of Easter Sunday. When fully attired, the dogs were coaxed or driven into the lower apart- ment of the summer-house. THEORIES EXPLODED. 183 A small contingent of boys were detailed to keep order among the now excited dogs. The rest were all members of the band, and with their musical instruments repaired to the upper apartment. The music was struck up with youthful vigor, and the hideous din was an- swered by a more hideous howl from below. The show had commenced in earnest, and the boys' delight was boundless. Another crescendo run produced another prolonged howl. Crash ! crash ! went liie band. Every dog fell upon his neighbor, and was worrying him for an explanation. The boys shrieked, pounded, whistled. Harry happened to spy, through a crevice in the floor, his little black-and-tan getting the worst of a fray with Sammy's skye-terrier. Each boy now championed the cause of his own dog. In the melee one dog, with a leap and a bound, cleared the terrace ; the lawn and the low fence were soon behind him. Another and another followed. Each dog, maddened by his unusual trappings, ran as for life from its pursuer. Behind the dogs panted a dozen hooting urchins. In the height of the confusion Agnes, who had been down town, rushed into her husband's study to demand an explanation of the noisy 184 CLIPPED WINGS. proceedings, and found the dignified Horace Harding rolling on the floor in a fit of uncon- trolled laughter. He had been watching the whole programme from his study window. Agnes's protesting words and looks of unmiti- gated horror but added fuel to the flame of his merriment. " That boy was born to be a leader," he man- aged to gasp. '•' To see the head-gear resolving into original chaos was comedy such as I have never seen." " Oh, Horace ! Horace ! " Agnes exclaimed, as she ran upstairs to quiet little Agnes's cries of fright. As we take our last glimpse of this happy family, we see Agnes tenderly caring for her little ones. She does look, however, with troubled eyes at the dangerous road, trap set as it is, over which their young feet will have to travel. She well understands how tempting the king- doms of this world and the glory of them are. The kingdoms of pleasure, of wealth, of fame, may be legitimate when in their proper pro- portion in relation to those things which are running parallel with eternity. If Satan had the temerity to tempt Christ to their possession by the short cut across corners, — " All these will THEORIES EXPLODED. 185 I give thee if thou wilt fall down and worship me " — HO surely will he tempt the little ones. When Mother Nature, forgetting for awhile her sternest moods, arrays herself in her gayest dress, and puts on her smiling face, Agnes and the children go to the old Hillsdale home. It has become a house beautiful indeed, because they care for someone who is in need and who is a brother or sister for Christ's sake. Horace Harding we leave busily engaged in problems set him by the boy, the father of the man. To satisfy the oft repeated and urgent request, " What is the largest number in the world ? " he had one day, in a fit of desperation, made on the boy's slate the sign of infinity. Just as the curtain falls the boy is back, holding out the slate and saying, " Just one thing more, papa. Please WTite the next lowest figure to the greatest one in the world." But it is thoughts of greater moment than these which have put the marks on this man's brow and the silver threads in his hair. He has heard the questionings which have shown the movement of the spiritual nature of his children. " Is there a floor in heaven, papa ? " " No, my child." " What does God stand on, then, papa ? " He knows that as (Edipus sought to solve the •;^. e>. IMAGE EVALUATION TEST TARGET (MT-S) 1.0 I.I l^m m ' 112 mil 2 2 1^ liS 1 2.0 III 1.8 1.25 1.4 1.6 .4 6" - ► V] <^ /2 / ^'W' ^^y y /^ Photographic Sciences Corporation 23 WEST MAIN STREET WEBSTER, NY. M580 (716) 872-4503 186 CLIPPED WINGS. i- ■r. i f. ¥>' ^' m t{ riddle of the Sphinx, in like manner will the boy, according to his standards in life, seek to solve the world's riddle of success. He is striving to set the small feet into the prints left on the shores of time by the God-man. He is warning him, as years are added to his life, that to seek the approval of man in prefer- ence to the approbation of Qod, is to bring ever- increasing sacrifices to the maw of a voracious monster who, when satiated and gorged, sleeps a digesting sleep, and wakes to hunger — a mon- ster's hunger — and issues a monster's edict. Perchance the deliverance may be favorable, and the boy will have won his cause through the utterance of public sentiment, public opinion, popular opinion. But let there be untiring vigilance in tickling the palate of this deity, with the face of a man and grimalk in body, lest some unsavory morsel offend his fickle appetite and he turn again to rend his former favorite. We bring our little book to a close, caring only to have it true to the standards of righteousness, rather than the utterance of public opinion, which can only consign it to one of two deaths. It may be that a death from a painless oblivion is to be preferred to the throes of the dual death of criticism and praise. ■I.J bo is ft is r- p- is a i- I,