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SADLIER ft CO.. i88s. * m i n I , 11 . 10, .JiiiiiJW i|.Ui..ltJ,,., •t*. EOME AND THE ABBEY. CHAPTER L Oao* roathlbl Mton thajr, with hMrif m h Aad ipiriU booyant m thai* itnngvn am i Now, niMk •paeUtora of tha lUrrioK Maaa^ Tkar warn, or ayapatliita muaan, aCw. NuAR the head of the Lake of Geneva, fai the prettj gar den of die inn at Vevey, in the evening of the 18th cl August, 1846, aate an Engli^ party ; who, desiring pri. vaqy, as &r as circumstanoes might permit, were in s group apart from the assembled inmates of that &Tour. ite and joyous house, and were gazing in pleased silence on the mimic ooem before them, with its ebb and flow of tide, its sands and shingles. A priest, two religious, and a female servant occupied a long bench, oversha* dowed by aoadas ; while, on the low wall which encloses the garden from the road by the lake, leaned a beautUbl girl, who, from her age and animated looks, mij^t well have borne her part in the gay dance now going forward in the principal room : and sometimes she beat time and smiled approval to the music ; but it was more ftmilinr to her and had less power over her attenticm than the new and lovely scene before her: and as she turned mut^ fyiy romid from time to time, exclaiming, "Qk^ amafmsmsasaaamssmtessismaiSi mmmmmmia^w^^n^^ii^^i^^''''' H f: 1 If • BOMI AMD TBX ABBIT. what happiness !" no one could have deemed that LQto was a supposed inoorrigibly naughty girl who, at seven teen, was as wilful and as childish as she had been at seven, and whose last onslaught on all the authorities at home hod been a determination to go with her brothers and their tutor, to fish in Norway ! After a long pause, Lilia had just exclaimed, '* Oh, beautiful nature ! made by God alone — " when her at^ tention was attracted by the discussion on the garden bench, respecting the two best modes of reaching the Mediterranean : and Lilia, as she listened, at one time wished she might glide on the now placid at ^ fiir-famed lalie before her, to the city of Geneva, thence by dili- gence to Lyons, and down the Rhone ti» Avignon— Pe trarch's Avignon, to Marseilles : then preferred, and b» came <iuite oKcited, to cross the Simplon, to identify tha Miblime scenes of tlie Alps, hitherto known only by bo<^ and prints ; — to deseend to the lovely Logo Mag* giore ;•— to be in Italy ! Oh, what delight! mi then, as ahe lamented tfaac they had brought with them no map or book of loeal refeKnbe, a youdi, who also had been loaning on the low wall aud imperceptibly lessening tha distaaoe between them, ao^ appftwohed with an eldeir frieadtand addreasliig hitaself to the two religions ladies, requested their aoo^tsBoe for the use of thdr young chai^ge, of a little work, exaotiy such as she seemed to require. TIm young stranger's addrvsa was in E^Iish, but, modestly hesitating, he recapitulated it in the most perfect aocentof his native Frendi ; and on fl» nuns ex< pressing tlwir regret that be should deprive himself a# tiba little book at the very time when it w-nild be ■» BOm AHD THB ABBIT. W BHflil to him, he replied, with the easy grace of his na* tion, that if, each time ho was reminded of his trifling loss, he could hope that some passing utility or pleasure had been given to Mademoiselle, he should be more thao rewarded. The conversation conthiuod. The youth discovered tliat the final destination o( the English party was Rome, and announced himself to be a student in the Collegio Nobile in the Eternal Qty, and expecting to return thi- ther about Novembe?, after making a tour of visits to old friends hi the Sou h of France. "So that I may hope," said he, " to see you, my reverend mothers, with your interesting charge agdn, at least at a distance, in daint Peter's, or elsewtore." Hie two young French- men then withdrew ; ejoA immediately after one of the •ttoidants at the inn took the priest adde to inform Urn that a well-known and respectable vetturino, named An- tonio di Br«i«sia, being about to return from Vevey to Genoa, would take the party on reasonable terms. Liiia, ftdl of renewed excitement, begged the senior religious, who held the newly-presented guide-book, to find the page In whidi that route was described ; and then turned to the reverend arbitrator in breathless suspense. The re- U^oufl opened the volume, but did not immediately seek the part requested. Her eye had rested on a crest and ooat of arms long since &miliar to her: a coronet sur- mounted them, and beneath was printed in italic charac- ters the itame « Comto Arthur de Gr^y." The nun, then slotdng the book, passed it to her ireligious sister, desired her to find for Lilla the pass of the Simplon, and remained absorbed in thought Thegraoefulboy who had just left m m cH s :i i *ii: I W KOMI AND TBI ABnT tbem WM then the jroung Count de Ordy, the rtmotm Utive of the French branch of that fiunily ; and his eiii.. lenoe, which had been doubted, and was • point of some importance, was now placed beyond a doubt. ITie mysterious course of Divine Providence was • wbject of meditation not new to the religious : but it is » theme inexhaustible, and on which she now continued to ponder, dweUing on details in the present case which were known to herself alone. She continued to admire the mysterious plan, that, having been forced from her religious seclusion to underUke a journey to Rome, hoping, among other secrets of her mission, to be rid of the reeponmbUity of an inheritance which, in the present state of the aurch in England, she had been compelled by her religious superiors to retain, she should, in spite of her own wishes, which led her to the quieter inn, have been overruled to pass the evening and night in the chief howl of Ae place, and to sit in the garden instead of her room, which had hitherto been her custom on the joup. ney. She had thus seen the last of the Counts de Qriy of Languedoo. She had further learned that be was a ■tudent in the college of nobles in Rome, and should be •nabled, through the testimony of the Jesuit fkthers who governed that estabUshment, to ascertain whether the young Arthur were worthy to be recognised and made the possessor of an estate which the English bi«noh of his fimUy had held since the Norman Conquest. Hie younger religious had now found the desired route in the guide-bo ' and Lilia read aloud that their journey would be by the head of the lake and celebrated piMon of ChiUon, through the valley of the Rhone to Mat- ■fe worn Am na %d, over the Simplon to Duomo d'Owolo, and b} Jm LiBgo Maggiore to Arena, Novarft and Aleasandrik to Genoa. I^y were to atart every morning at five o'okxsk, repose two hours in the heat of the day, and put up for the night at an hour, 'aore or lees, afW muuet To this they willii^{iy agreed ; and, after receiving in their qdet bower the priest's blessing, the four female travelers re- tired to thev ;«ivate devotions, and repose in tiieir rooms. The foUovring morning beheld them on their destined way at the early hour appointed ; looking forward U i <^ renewal of Gatholie privileges, above all to hearing n|UL>-^ and reoeiviqg holy Communion, before each day's jour- ney, bleseiags from which they had been debarred >trougl) the Protestant part of Switzerlaaa that lay on tatiiir route r : ' Basle to Vevey. They now said th<^ Litany of onr I^ady aloud, an.i then their rosaries in silence : tbv - '>ur^ Lilia addressing her efiUsionB of hi^piness to %hich*'ver of the party seemed the most«t leisure to attend to her , but if no one were disposed io listen, <ihe happy girl was equally contented with her own thoughts, having been •eottstomed £rom her infiuioy to be independent of the notice c^otbera. fihewas one of • large fiiaulyamooe«t whom ahe had been nearly overioolMd. Her beauty, so strikmg aud nure to strangers, wae nearly that of all her brothers ftndsisten; and tl^ to. the flaxen w light auburn hair of all «he nine ehildren, Lilia alqne presented the aontVMt of long, dark lashes to a de^ blue eye, with pencilled brows of the same dark brown, this advantage wasoottoterbAUucedinihe family estimation by her pale* nees, #)uch east her in the shade, iriien surroonded by ■Jl» ^rii^ odaiHti^ «r IheMst^partioukdy oThtr eideat rni JO KOU AND TBI ABBir. twin sisters, who were called "the Rosebuds of At Valley." These pretty R« sebuds were also very happy creatures, lliey were the eldest chUdren of their fond parents, the Beverend Edmuad SinoUir and his loving wife— occu- pants of the vicarage of Woodbridge, a hamlet situated in a beautiful valley near the town of Elverton in shire. And not only did Susan and Emma retain the first fresh affections of their parents, and the admiration of their younger brothers and sisters, but they were also tfie pets of a neighbourhood remarlcable for its sociabili- ty : and no juvenUe party was ever deemed complete unless the Rosebuds were there, dressed scrupulously •like, and undistinguishable, except by the blue or pink bow attached to the left shoulder of each since her cradle. After the Rosebuds followed two fine boys, who, their old family friend, Mr. Everard, used to say, might fitly represent those Saxon youths of whom Saint Gregory •aid, « Non Angli sed AngeU." Two years after these brothers, who had but a year's difference in their ages, came our Lilia. Two years after her followed another boy : and then, after • pause of six years, there appeared three more gu-ls, whom Mrs. Sinclair, in all the oon- sciousness of still sufficient youth and beauty, caUed her grandchildren; and who absorbed aU the tender solid, tude she could spare from the important event of intro- duoing Susan and Emma offioiaUy to the neighbourhood on their eighteenth birth-day. It cannot be a subject of surprise, that, in the midst of these contrasted, but equally absorbing cares, Mrs. Sin. •Uir should consent with satisfkotion to the offer mad* fiebuda of dM tppy creatures, id parents, the ng wife— occu- amlet situated irerton in > ma retain the bhe admiration they were also >r its sociabili. med complete i scrupulously e blue or pink ace her cradle. >y8, who, their »y, might fitly kunt Gregory u«afW these in their ages, owed another here appeared t all the oon- tty, called her tender solioL ivent of intror neighbourhood 1 the midst of res, Mrs. Sin- e offer mad* BOm AND TBC ABBKT. ll by the domestic tutor, that, as the governess co\M no* manage Miss Lilia, and she appeared happier with her brothers, he (Mr. Neston) should conduct her studies and general education. The consent of the Reverend Mr. Sinclair having been obtained, Liliaffrom the age of eleven, never entered the girls' school-room except to attend the lessons in music and drawing given by proles- Bors in the neighbourhood. The expense of these mas- ters was defrayed by the fitmily friend, Mr. Everard ; whilst the stipend of the tutor, and the youths' further career at Oxford, had been undertaken solely by their unde, the Right Reverend Dr. Sinclair, Bishop of L . The boy who had followed Lilia into the world after two years' interval, was a gentle, affectionate little fellow, who had enjoyed his six years' exclusive privileges as young< est, and had also contracted habits, from his delicate health, which prevented his being often with his brothers. He doted on his father, who doted on him, and preferred •musing himself in his fether's study, or walking with him to the poor cottages, to the more stirring and socia- ble games of the elder boys. Hence the close alliance of Frederick, Henry, Lilia, and the tutor was rarely inter- rupted. She learned "cricket," and " prisoners' bass," •nd to fish with rod «id net She also learned a few tUngs more, unnoticed by any one, till, at the age of sixteen, she was invited by Mr. Everard to take a long country walk with him, and they sate down together on A violet bank to rest themselves, and to talk of things grave or gay, as might please his " Lily of the Valley ;" for BO she had now grown to be called, fiur and neiur. « And so you love to walk b the country, Lily," sdd mm'Mmtismmi»miis>m'i'^>lts«*!*i»*««u».s Jf AONI AHO THB AVBKT. he, " instead of going with Susan and Emma to shop in Elverton 1 Well, you are right, my Lily ; God made the country, and man made the town." **Yo8," returned Lilia; "I used to think that some things in nature were too insignificant for God himself to have made, and I even agreed with Plato that God did not make chaos, but only moulded the chaotic mass to perfection. However, this year I have discarded that notion as too irrational, because, who then could have Blade the world in its chaotic state 1 Why, none less than a God. Now, there is but One God : aud this sys- tem would imply two Gods, or, as Mr. Neston calls it^ *• Duality.' " During Lilia's speech, Mr. Everard plucked a few idolets, and inhaled their perfume to prevent her from perceiving his smiles. At length he said, "And what do Fred and Harry think t" " Oh !" said she, " they have always preferred Aria- totle, because he holds that God is the creator of ideas, whioh are the noble part of us; while Plato makes ideas to be so many inferior intelligences whom God did not oreate, but found already existing : but still I like Plato best, because he holds tiut Grod is not only ui couteni- plation of his oxm Divine Essence, but is also the Provi- dence of man. And is it not oonsoling and hopeful, sur," oontmued Lilia, " to feel that God notices and protects us ? Now, Aristotle holds that, aa God is Perfection, it is a more perfect state for Him to be always in contem« plation of his own Divine Essence, and therefore not the Providence of man, although his final reward. Now, do yptt not like Plato the best 1" A ttfe BOm AXD TBI ASBXr. 19 ** Why,of two erroDeoua, beoause onrevealed systoms,** replied llr. Everard, " perhaps I agree with you ; be- cause it is a great and practical truth that the One Eter* nal Omnipotent God does condescend to be, not only the Creator of all things visible and invisible, but to be also the Providence of man. And we cannot but admire tkfi vast and sublime genius of Plato, which, unaided by Re- velation, excepting traditions imperfectly conveyed, oould grasp so muuh of the mi^ty truth of God. And what a profound and solid t]iinl(er-~what a correct ao^ laborious classifier, was Aristotle i" " Creator of all things visible and invisible !" repeated Lilia. "That was first taught by Moses. That is the Mosaic system which I prefer ; and I am therefore never tired of the country, and of examining all the details of this wonderful weation of God. But 1 should UKe to •ee some sublime scenery : real mountains'— cascades-^ mighty rivers — vast depths of forests — a storm at sei^-<- a volcanic irruption — an avalanche — and to look at the planets and at a comet through a fine telescope." '*Well," said Mr. Everard, ** perhaps in the course of your life you may see all these wonders of nature I will bring over a fine telescope the next time I come to Woodbridge, and we will have a peep at Jupiter." "CSiI thank you," eried Lilia. "And is your tele- •eope powerful enough to enable me to seci the Goorgium BtdDsl" ** Why, no ; not this portable one. We must oontmve • visit to ttte grtHUt t#leioof>« at Buroleigh |br tl«t tmi. m 14 BOm AND TBI ABBIT. •♦ And those sublime wonders which really belong to our earth, and which I oould see without a telescope," Mid Ulia, " mountaiM, forests, the seal" "Well," said the ever benevolent old gentleman, "I ■hould not wonder if, some day, Lily and I took a little tour." " Oh, what happiness !" cried she. « But this must be quite a secret," said Mr. Ererard. "Oh, yes!" said LiUa: "and it would be very dis. iKmourable to tell a secret I shall not tell even Fred and Harry." " And as we cannot immediately, nor perhaps for some months, start on this proposed little tour," said he, " you had better examine those minute wonders of natur* which are always within your reach." "Yes," said Lilia, " the wonders of the microscope- insects, shells, minerals, and flowers. I do look at them teiy often, especially the insects. Last year I did not Delieve that God made those that are noxious : I would not look at them because I thought the Devil made them ; but now I adhere to the Mosaic account ratirely, as being much the most reasonable and consistent" Mr. Ererard here observed, for the second time, tiiat Lilia never expressed herself as if bound, by Oiristian ^th, to believe the whole oontrats of the Old and New Testaments; but lialanoed the Mosaic account agunst other systems of ancient philosophers, as if die were perfectly at liberty to admit or dissent, as pleased her best He was determined to ascertain this still more alearly during the litUe tear he had piopoMd to son ASD TBI ABUT. II ber ; and which, after many hopes and delays, and fears, and secrets, and mysteries, was finally determined fitr the first of September^ to wtoia te • fortnight toWoo^ bri^aValkf. . V ..• t -■'wtiiimiiBMM^MWwH ■■■ iai Mi If aOUB Am TUB I (,•..< f CHAPTER H. V M Alif tli In mlmlo tii Ui traM A OMM bjloTcd, and itiU reiiMinbarMi fcM | Fir nora when, In lonia living connttrpart, W« ind MTiTad th* viiioa of our tMwt. Tm consent of Mr. and Mrs. Sinclair was easily obtained to the little tour proposed by Mr. Everard ; and Lilia, for the first time in her young life, being about to leav^ the neighbourhood of her birth, after Icissing and weeping at all the farewells, especially those to Fred and Harry, took her seat by the side of Mrs. Moss, the housekeeper to Mr. Everard, in his open carriage, which he drove himself, with another gentleman beside him in front. The horses were young and fresh, and could scarcely wait to have Lilia's little trunk inserted in the leathern receptacle behind : and now the last waving of handa was given — the bcrses sprang forward — Lilia smiled through her tears — ^Mrs. Moss prepared the pence for the turnpike— and nothing stopped their rapid way till the ascent of the steep hill from the valley to the downs. Here Mr. Everard turned round to see whether Lilia lookftd happy. He seemed satisfied by his rapid scrutiny, fyt be exclaimed, "Th« tMT forgot M won u ihod, tha miiihia* of tk« biMft** •* Bless her !" exclaimed Mrs. Moss, " people don't ay Qmt are goin^^ for only a fortnight's pleasuring." "Yes they do, at sixteen, my good Moas, just in tW BOm AHD THE ABMtT. 11 maimer I have quoted from the poet" Mr. Everard, then resuming his former position, said in a lower tone to the gentleman by his side, who was dressed rather peciu liarly in black, and had a countenance as noble and intelligent as it was handsome, ** If it be not against your strict rules to turn round also to look at a young lady, you will see a pair of eyes and a forehead that will remind you, Don Carlos, as they do me, of days gone by I And the mind within is also alike." But the gentleman called Don Carlos did not turn round to look at Lilia, ' and merely said, " Former ties, and former titles, enter equally into the holocaust. You promised to call me no more Don Carlos, but simply Father Duago." " Ah, true ! so I did. Well, but no one heard me ; and neither your person nor your history is known to our young companion, unless she should recognize your fiunily likeness to the present lady of Elvertdn Hall and her children." " And this young lady," sud Father Duago, ** is then the motive for the excursion to the I<akes, and of my presence on the occasion t" ** Principally so," replied Mr. Everard; "but I hod your health likewise in view; as your latr excessive studies, for which your former military life had not pro> pared you, have greatly reduced your strength." "My health is good enough," sud Father Duago. ** NcUdng done or commanded by the Society of Jesus is excessive ; and surely you are mistaken in supposing that my former military life had not prepared me fit itttdy and sedarfmi. Remember, I wm twice impit IS ■Om AND TBI ABBXT. ■oned, stiother time ocmfined to tny bed by a dtngorcMk wound ; and at all times, when duty rendered it possible, had recourse to books of a literary and serious na* ture." " Like your holy Fomider, after the siege of Pampe> luna," said Mr. Everard : "but your former life has been more innocent than that of Sidut Ignatius Loyola before his conversion, therefore you need not luidertake to become so great a penitent. You have been steady to, though unfortunate in a virtuous attachment. This has been my ourn case, and almost t may say to the same object, after the death of her mother. Well ! may God foi^ve her all the pain she has given, and is stUl giving us!" " When the heail;,'' replied Father Duago, "is firmly fixed on God tHone, no creature is capable of giving us personal pain. We feel pain or satisfaction only in refer* ebce to the outrage or glory given to Grod." " But when a friend, and more than a friend, is acting ill a way to puzzle one," said Mr. Everard, "so that one cannot foresee with any certainty whether there is not about to be a shipwreck of all that was deemed prudent, <k>nsi8tent, firm, and rational--«urely one may, and ought to feci anxious?" " Even in such a case," replied Father Duago, " the uneasiness should not be excessive. We should pray that the person in question be given fi-esh grace to enlighten, with fidelity to correspond to tiiat light, and then hope for the best. We are bound not to pass rash judgment on our intimate ftiend, just aa much, if not ihore than on a stranger." IW* BOm AHD TBI ABBir. * But do you know," Mid Mr. Ererard in s still lower lone, " that shi has left die Abbey t" "Where?" said Father Duago suddenly, but then ' Oh ! no one knows exactly," continued Mr. Ererard; " she has left off consulting nu. I suppose she had proper consent I heard — ^not from herself-^that she wanted to restore the old Benedictine rule in the Abbey, and still to retain the Active Sisters of Mercy, and to hare two communities ; and for the Contemplative nuns to live in the retired side of the Abbey next the heath — ^the solitary part; and to keep up tiie ftill choir office; and more than this, the Perpetual Adohitiofi ! Now, how is she to get subjects in this Protestant neighbourhood for so immense a community as she requires ? And why could she not be contented to remain in the active life, in her pretty little bonnet, with her straw basket, still to be seen and spoken to by her old friend 1 I am getting too old, Don Caries, I am too old both for her clumges and your sublime abstractions and disengagements. And I do not know where she is gone, either 1" added he, whip- ping the horses, contrary to all his theoiica, and whirling the carriage across the downs to Lilia's great delight The inn at which they stopped was the first whose interior Ldlia had ever seen. Here they were to rest the horses, eat their dumer, and take a walk : and this waa their daily practice during thei? tour. At dinner and supper Mr. Everard took the head of the table, with Fadier Duago seated at his right hand, whQe Mrs. Moss «te at. the bottom, with Lilla nestled close to her— the {dod W(nnan heartily enjoying her holiday and the oflbe^ W t a v; 1??- M ■Om AND TBB ABBir. (fcr which we have no English word, aud have borrow^ from our Spanish and French neighbours) — that o( duenna or ehaptrvn. Mr. Everard, who was never angry but with those he loved too much, recovered by degrees from the irritation which had driven him to this first stage nearly an hour before the appointed time; and a short nap after diimer completely restored him, for he found that while he was asleep Father Duago had said his office, and was again ready to listen to his recreative talk, and to take the part of objector, defender, or proposer, as the case might be. It had not been for bu own health that Father Duago had consented to this little tour ; neither was it to teach young Lilia Catliolicity, although he had been interested In the account given him of her theological education. n>e great, though concealed object for becoming one of the four tourists, was Mr. Everard's own aoul— Father Duago having felt the responsibility towards God, ever ainoe the renewal of their friendship, of rousing him from that morbid benevolence of creed which might have its preferences, but could condemn no rfiligious system, and that vague, easy admission of Catholic truth, which had constantly led the Catholics with whom he conversed to form the most sanguine hopes, which were as constantly disappointed. It might be an intellectual treat to listen to Mr. Everard's graphic account of religious theories, from Plato to Descartes ; but difficult would it have been at this time of his renewed intimacy with Father Duago to have won from him the condemnation of any scheme of creation, revelation, and final state o^ bliss. Father Duago had been particularly struck by this in the aolic^ BOMB Am m ABBBT. tods he ezprcMed for Lilla. He feued ehe wm under tile tuition of* Deist ; be wm desirous that Father Duago ■hould lay before her a history of Christian theology, which should malie her a good CathoUo; but when the priest ventured to penetrate into Mr. Evenurd's personal intentions, he found that to prefer the Christian Revela tion— to consider the Qiuroh in oommunion with Ronie to be the only successor to the Jewish Dispensation— to admire, to lore, and to defend her, was in the estima* dim of Mr. Everard, quite enough to stamp Urn a Ck> tholio, and save his aouL Father Duago'a ostensible task, however, was with Lilia; and that very evening h^ found an opportunity of saying to Mr. Everard in her immediate hearing,-^ ** Befwe the CSiristian Revelation, and in the remote ages of antiqui^, there were many great minds; but would* we point to the two mental giants — ^to the two names that are symbolical of human genius— of the genius of in. Bpiration and the genius of logio— we must soond the names of Plato and Aristotle." " Ah !" cried the ever ready Ifc. Everard ; " why, here is (me who will quite agree with you. Lily, give an ao> oount to Father Duago of what you remember of the Pla* tonic System, and why you prefer it to that of Aristotle." Hie unconscious Lilia recapitulated precisely, though fai a timid v<nce, and with the roses on her cheeks, the two systems of theology tought her by her tutor j and was thence led on by Fadwr Duago, assisted by Mr. Everard, to speak of what she Stgain called the ** Mosaic System," and that) on the whole, the gave It the prefefenoa. M ■OUS AMP rniE ARMr> ** You »re quire right," obHervcd the Keverand FsUmt "Pagva thought, though awiated hy the noblest nflurto of geniuH, was uiutbl« to coitooive • perfect idM of God. ITw existcnoo of God wiw auknowiwlgvd : philoMphy had ulao arrivod to its ipeculationi to a oeitain conceptioa of the unity, aimplicity, and porfijotiou of the Divina Nature : but this conception was incomplete, and mixed with grave errors. Plato and Aristotle gave each their assent, and their proofs, that there is but one God : but how reconcile this Divine unity with the eternity of uncreated matter? In fact, at the bottom of all their Iheories was to be found, not Unity, but Dualism." " Yes," said Lilia, " that is eucUy what Mr. Neaton ■ays." T^en, observing the gentleness of Father Duago'a voice and manner, she ventured to add,^ '«I am not aur. prised that the great men of antiquity were all spocnlatinf about God, because it is '^-^ most interesting subject that oau possibly occupy the mind ; and I should not oare much about the beautiful soenes I am to be taken to in this tour, if I did not believe that Moses wrote the truth, when he aaj's <ln the beginning God created the heavens and the earth.' But some «( the notions of Plato and Aristotle are very beautiful— more beautiful Uma any that you can find in Moses. I like very mueh that idea of God in the constant contemplation of his own divfaie essence. Thia is very sublime, and Mosea says notUnc ofiL" Hero was the opening which Father Duago had denrad for introducing the doctrine of the Trinity in Unky oT God. " It is sublime," said he, " and m t mora sublime than true. Plato aid Aristotle held this trath, iritb •tfitn, ftom revelations given hy 6«i<l htirtMvir tn bU chosen servtnts. If Moses does nut vxpreHkly use thess terms, he implies the idea when he reoounts th»t Qod says ' Let U» make mrni iu our own image.' Mere God speftiU m s plurality of persons, and here we first learn, what is afterwards more expUohly declared, that God, in the contemplation of his own divine essencti, hod already produced his own image — the divine reflection of Himself: so that in the one Crud there are two Persons ; and from' their mutual love and cMitemplation of each other's perfections, the two Divine Persons in on« God have produced a third Divine Person. Thus i >> ^<!temal and Almighty God's contemplation of his owu perfection has not been a Barren abstraction, but a frmtfUl production. In this sublime revelation we find all those diflksulties solved, against which the aooient philosophers struggled in vain. Instead uf their second and subordinate God, under diflerent appellations, and their system of Ideas, pre^xistent to God himMlf| and therefixe, in some sort, bis superiors, we have a system which preserves inviolate the Unity of God. These three Divine Persons must be equal in every rei^tect, for if you imagined one to be inferior to the oUier hi divine essence, you would immediately form to yourself a second God, and (l>en would cease your bounden fiuth that Uiere is but one only God." Father Duago h^ spoken very deliberately, with aa* veni pMwes, mi tjhen added, **!• this made suffideatly dear to ycail" Lilia replied, as timid yowg persons generdly nfifyt * Tes, sir ;" but after a few instants she sud, " I find it * i-n-nrnr^MTTK ■WSiF- J. I iijiUPJi juoji-mwwa M BOm AND TBI ABBST. diflknilt not to consider tliat the original God is greater than the two other Persons he has made m Himself." " It is our ftith," returned Father Duago, «* that at no time was there one only original Person, without this perfect image of himself, and the immediate production of their mutual love. So that three Persons in the same divine essence— Tri&ity in Unity, have existed from all eternity ; and, as regards theur divinity, all are equal. Remember what I observed to you just now, that directly you attempt to make different d^ees of divinity you make to yourself more Gods than one. Do not expect, however," continued Father Duago, « to find nothing difficult in the mysteries of God. The doctrine of a Trinity in Unity is above our reason ; but this you may •afely believe, that those who would escape from the difficulties of this great truth have ever involved themselves in difficulties, not only greater but inextri* eable." Lilia did not reply ; and after a few instants* silenoe, Father Duago, intent on his subject, anxious to know tha progress of her mind, and forgetting the strong fiunUy likeness which Mr. Everard had mentioned, for the first time fixed his eyes on her countenance ; but they wore inatantly dropped-r-an expression of sudden emotitm passed lus brow, and then all was calm. The deep and solemn subject of the previous discourse was not however on Ihat evening renewed, for Mrs. Moss tapped Mr. Evorard on the shoulder, observing^ **It is getting late for Miss Lilia, ■ir," and then ifttired witii her to their rooms abova. attutmaMttam^m ■MIS ASU m >d is greater Himself." >" that at no without this » production I in the same ted from all II are equal, that directly divinity you ) not expect, find nothing DCtrine of • his you may >e from tlM er inrolved but inextri* nts* silenoe, to know the trongfiunUy for the first It they wore [en 6moti<m us discourse d, for Mrs. , observing, dienifttired CHAPTER OL f»Uk, Hope, ud Lots, npoa th* wmi* Of UviBK wtten cimr, DMocnded willingly to am A Boweralact, and dwr. Mai diT«d beMatli, the root to hmt, , And bcaatie* fresh dlktlnw ; Until, pcrfteted bjr thair Mnl, The wntw^lUy roM. Tbi following morning our tuuiijsto started esriy, uA reached Liverpool to dinner ; and the next di^ tLeuial in tbi evening, where, notwithstanding Ldlia*s joy at being so near the Lialies, die did bo' 4)Tget that after their early suppor Father Duago would probably renew the conversation he had held with her on the first even* ing <«f their journey ; and he, observing that she willingly remained at the table where he was still seized, sai«|, ** You have been thinking, I feel persuaded, of Ute deep ■od awfiil subject which we ventured to approach the 9^, aning before last ; and i believe that your memory wiU prt}T« suflirieatly retentive to enable you to reoapitubtfe to me the greater part, if not all, that f advanced on th^ Mibjettt of tkreo Divine Persons in one Qodheadb" Ulia did recapitulate the whole to Father Duago's MtisfiKition, but added, " I prefer thinking that the one Chxt KHnetinii« terms himself ' Father,' sometimes ' Soot* wd nometimes ' Holy Ghost.* I find this easier." Fither Duago then said, " But your endeiWoWt lUw 2 llOtUt AKD THI AHBBT. '■■'"'■l"^"iVif¥trtlri tfiat at every candid mind, ikHild be to ascertain ■»! what is easiest, but what is tmew" Lilia then ventured to observe, **But I tbougki tkat truth was simple. Aristotle says that God is a simpto substance, because a simple substance is superior to • complex substance." Father Duago leplied, " What you have just befinra advanced, as wishing to believe, namely, that one only God is on* only Person under different names and diflfer> ent manifestations, although original to your mind, is a very ancient error, which was omidemned by the greatest Christian phUosophers of the second and third ages. In wishing to escape from the mystery of the Trinity in Unity, yon will, as I observed before, involve yourself in impossibilities. Truth is simple inasmudi as it fS a cofr tinued view of the one only Grod, and aims scdely at Him. But would you aspire to a perfect knowledge of Ckid — to a perfect grasp of truth, rest assured that by the doctrine of the Trinity alone can you mount to that sublime height Saint Paul, that vessel of election, who waa caught up into the Uiird heaven, and heard words that were not permitted to man to utter, even he attempte doI to consider it an easy matter to know God, but exolaim% *Oh the depth of the riches of the wisdom and of the knowledge of God ! How incomprehensible are his judg> mento, and how unsearchable his ways I For -min hath known the mind of the Lord!' Your soul desires to ooi^ template the Etenal in all his purity, asd die beholds a li|^ too intense to penetrate — an ocean of life, unfirthom* •ble, unlimited t All perfection is there ; aU truth, all beauty, aii wisdom, all goodness I And to God himaeif BOMS AKO nn 4Bnr. 31 •U k simple ; but to your finite mind, to your created •oul, these perfections must be complex, mysterious, •wful, insomprebensible !" " That is very profound, and very sublime," said Lilia, ••and you, sir, seem to speak with authority, and to think that I ought to believe your system." " I*, is not my system, thanks be to the Triune God !" exhumed Father Duago. "It is the Christian Revela tion, ^ven by God himselC Yes ! to satisfy those aspira. tions towards himself, which He has himself inspired. He has condescended to reveal the mystery of his essence. He has revealed to us that his Unity is a Trinity, and has commanded all men to be baptized in the name oi the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost." Lilia looked timidly round, and finding that Mrs. Moss bad left the room, she said in a low voice, •* Then I had better be baptized." " Have you never been baptized 1" said Father Duigo in the same tone. "No, sir," replied she. •• WiU you permit me," said he, •• to refer to Mr. EveN •rd respecting this most important disclosure t" •• Mr. Everard does not know about this so well as myseW;" said Lilia, "because he thLiks I was baptized with Willy when the baby was diristened ; which pap« folly intended. Willy was christened, but they had foN gotten to toll me not to be missing, and I had gone off with Harry to see the great tree felled in the sand-p^t" "But what age were you at that timel" ia^tind Fatiiar DuifiK Wt. WNW AM» TBS AimR^ **b is three yean ago," rvpUad tike: *'f wm JMft. iurteeft" Mr. Evemrd wm standing at tbe open glaaa door ot iha aittiog^oom during tlua private eonversation, telling ftfrsi.Mo«ato oemeia from tbe garden or she would catch the ihoumatism ; and their being thus engaged with each other enisled Father Duago t» put aome fiurther questions to LiUa, and to euoouiage her in her reaolution to be biqitiMd immediately, hut in great imvaey. Mrs. Moss now enterii^, soon took Lilia off to her repoee; and Father Duago, heiog left alone with Mr. Evenurd, mentioned the remarkable omission disclosed to him by Lilia, Mid that he was much struck by the fact that, in so numerous a &mily, where sooner or later it had been deemed neoeasary to save the souls of the chil- dren, she alone had been overlooked. " Aimij^ty Grod has had His designs in this," added Father Duago. ** I have bee»as rnnoh int»«sted aa you ejqweted in convers- ing with her. Her remarks are extraotdinary for so young a girl, and her disposition seema most artleaa and doaile. Whatavav asrupies of deUoaey we may have had in not prooeedii^ tae At in the oowenioii of a child wilhout the kBovdedga of her parents, they are all swept •wi^ by tha discovery of her un b i^ i tiwd state. I do not tliink that we o«^ to. proaeed ona sti^ more, at the risk <tf a life aopveaimia.' I oouldprnparethia intelligent mind hi • fev houn toraeeivethesaofMBent •f Bapti»i» I b^pe, tharofawy you will remam thraughoul to^norrow heia «t KeadaL'* Mr. Everard became agitated at the disovvaiy of tlw. Mto ttlMl iiiD nn Iwt, ma at tbe immediirto npamthm tBteDdfll. '**Hb ■eoold not dedde," he and, *'tlwt uiglit en mhu bad %«(. be done ;" and would haw aootliedlBs mind by ptalMsof lilia's beantgr, ttid the reoarda «f bygcnie day*. But mich diaoourae being totally discoaraged by his Tevereiid companion, 4ie 't&A. vefuge in the pfaOoaopUoal and reli- gious speculations of antiquity—- especially dweUing on ** Ibat most aneient doetriae, «x0ef>t tiiat of bibHeal tr»- ^ition, respecting die origin of die world, namely, die celebrated hypothesis of Emanation, wfai<di had been die fMndation of iie theology cf Vedas, and of the oode of Manou." For a dme Fathar Idaago ^iqi|ieared to listen to <ke identity dt til dungs with die god Braraa, and Brama's altwaate action and refxise ; but his thoughts were ez< olusively occupied by the soul which had now taken dia precedence HT Mr. EvenuNTs m bis spiritual solicitude, and heheard ndtUng but soimds. At lei^ he informed his dieoretic friend that he took upon himself tbe praot^ cal part of saving Lilia's soul ; that, having her own consent, which at her age was essential to the vdidity ai tbe sacrament, he would, by the grace of <3od, devote the early hours of the morrow to her immediate prepnation, and confer baptism on her at the time of day when l^y could be the most secure from inton^doo. Father Duago then inquired whedwr Mrs. Moss was to become a confidential witoeas of the sacred funcdonl This last question threw Mr. Everard into fresh agitfr diNi. " Moss," said he, **is an old church-woman— h(Mi ■toady to mfiutt b^>tism ; she wcold never be made «• aimprehaiid the |»otta aanqika whioh, durii^ I 'ft' M - Tirrr-rii w— mmbw 1 1 .;. W9 BOm Am* TBI jean after Lilis'a birth, prevented her ikther from pi*. Mnting his infant ohildrai for baptism. She would mifr judge Mr. Sinclair, and despise Lilia." "Very well," said Father Duago; "we do not want her in the least" " But how are we to get her out of the way V cried Hr. Ererard. " Cannot you give her some commission,** suggested Father Duago, "that wUl detain her from the house during half an hour ?" " Oh, I will go with her !" exclaimed the terrified Mr. Everard ;** that is, I will take her with me for half an hour's wallc ; I had better be out of the way. Neither godfather nor godmother are essential at LUia's age.** " It is well they are not," quietly observed the Reverend Father. " WeU, then," said Mr. Everard, "I wUl not disturb you any more, but talte myself off to bed. I shall be at your mass, however, please God, to-morrow morning at eight o'clock, in the ohapeL" And accordingly so he was ; but bo did not awut the termination of Father Duago'a thankh,pving aRet mass ; for he wished to avoid all further private conversation, until "this atbir of Lilia's," as he called it, should be over. The aealous Jesuit, on rising from his knees, sought the senior priest in the chapel- house, and confided to him, without revealing her name, the unbaptized state of Lilia ; requesting that some trust- worthy Catholic female should call cm the young lady •bout eleven o'clock, seemingly to pay her the polite at- tentiob of a visit ; and should remain with her after Mr. Everard and his housekeeper had started on their walk. IS . aom Axo nn Amr. ft IW iBtennediAte boun were devoted by Father Dingo to iiutruotioiu suited to the immenae gift about to b« beatowed, and in terma oongenial to the mind of the recipient. When he informed her that the aame Divuie Being, of whose perfections they had disooursed on the preceding evening, would, in the three Persona of hia easential ututy, descend on her soul in Baptism, Ulia immediately inquired, " By particles, or emanation T* "By emanation, after a wholly spiritual manner," replied Father Duago ; " and this communication of tho Divinity to your soul will leave an impression never to be effiioed: so that when free from the encumbrance of matter, your soul, ever aspiring towards the Divinity, will fly to the ccMostant oontem{>lation of his perfections, and to the embraces of his love — this bapdisni^ ^aso- tion from Himself, remaining on the soul, will be the token of your acceptance to this joy throughout eternity." ** It ia joy ! it is joy, even now in hope !" cried Lilia; ** for, if it bo happiness for God to contemplate lus own perfection,, what overwhelming joy tot me 1 And this most divine emanation will remain in my soul until it is once more absorbed, and I with it, in the divine essence." " You are nut ever to lose your individuality," said Father Duago. "Ah!" cried Lilia; "how can I be admitted to the embraces of his love, and not be absorbed and lost 1" " You were created," said Father Duago, "to tofiplj the place of some fitllen angel, who, having had the oboiise of good and evil, chose evil, and is banished from the ^ght and enjoyment of God for ever. You are aware ■out AMD TBI ABBBT. ttat, aiUnr Aetevolt and oondemtwtion ofthe fctten ■ngdls those who remained faithfal were confirmed in rtoe Mid bliss for ever ; and that, to supply the places of Uiose who werelost, Gk>d created man, leaving to him also the choice of good and evil. Yon know very well that man proved IM gaUty as the fidlen angels ; that he chose evil and lost Ids faiheritmoe, and deserved to be, lilce the rebel angels, oast out at once for ever. This would have beooi grief to the good aiq;els, who ardendy desire to see their vacant places fOled to Die greater glory of Ood, and would have been the greatest triumph to Uiose now beookne devils, who desire, in all pride, hatred, and malice, to ruin man. Idnd. Ton know well what reparation was made, and irtto repidrod the insult offered to God by the sin of Adamr « Yes," replied Ulia ; " our liord Jesus Omst died fbv dl mankind.'' " And Who is Jesus <3iri8t V* said Father Duago^ * He is the Son of God," replied Lilia. ** And how is He the Son of God t" said her Rerwoia Instructor. ** I do not know," at loigth replied Lilia. *'P«adon me," said he; "but I cannot accept that answer. Recal to your mind our conversation of lost 'night, particularly that part which related to God in the contemplation of his own perfections." The colour rushed to her cheeks, wludi it always did when die had conquered a difiiculty and gwned a truth, and she said, "Our Saviour Jesus Christ is the divine YefloMioD of all the perfection of God. He is the haaa^ Mto 4Una AMD TBI It "^'T liftte produotion of God's oontmnpUtion of Himself : He is Uie perfect image of Ood Uie FatiMr : He is the second Person of the Divine Trinity." " IVue," said Fatker Duago ; ** and therefore Ood ol God." * I have hrard and read a great deal," said Lilia, " about our Lord Jesus C3irist, and I have always loved Him very much ; not only l>ecause He has saved me from eternal death, but also because He is so good." " My dear ohUd," said Father Duago, " our hoed Jesus CSuist has died for you and for all mankind, and has willed that all should be saved : but he has left oertain oonditions — and the first of these is, Baptism, by which the sin of Adam, 43alled * Ongkul Sin,' is eiqpeUed the soul for ever." ** What would become «f my wwl if at this momeat I we^e to die f ' said Lilia. ** We mif^t h(^ that the earnest denre you bow frel to receive tUs Iifo>giviiig sacrament would b« aeo^>ted," replied Fathw Duago ; ** that you would be beptiaed in desire. But durii^ these maqgr years that your aoul laa lemained in original ain, and eoKseniueBtly in • state c< deadi,,youdo not appear to have felt much UBeanneas undl now. And supposing, wiuoh Ood fivbid, that amy* Ihuig were to prevent my oonferriag Baptism en lyon, -no«r that you ardently dasiredtAad aU is pnpared, and that having lost this opportanityyou were to neglect seekiqg Mother, I eould not hqpe that you woidd be satved. Tour soul must be purified from all sin before ehe en •he admitted to the pvesenee of the Ood 4)f all purity, and mu«: receive Ae tbee theolpgieal vurtaMof VtiAt 2* M BOMC AHD TIU AUIT. Hope, and Charity, which aooompany the deaariQg waters of Baptism.** " Does God send these three theological virtues to pre- pare th« way before Him," said LUia, " by driving out original sin and making my soul fit to receive Him I I suppose so, as God will never come in contact with sin. And are these three virtues so many inferior intelli. genoes or ideas 1" " A virtue is a quality,'* replied Father Duago, « which the soul receives, and by which she is enriched and adorned. What the sciences are to the mind, the virtues •re to the soul. Thus you rvoroeive they are not angels, but they are conveyed to our souls by angels— especially by that portion of the angelic hierarchy who are denomi- Bated 'the virtues;'—* who drive away the clouds from our miuds and Uluminate them.' You may therefore believe that three of these angelic beings wUl bring you from Almighty God, who is the centre and source of nil virtue, these three highest qualities, to enrich and adorn your soul— Faith, Hope, and Charity, tUt you may be. Meve, hope, and love aU that He has revealed by his Church and continues to reveal— and that you may do so, not as a barren theory, but vitally, that is, undoubtinglyl practically, perseveringly, beioically." " And tiHm," cried Lilia, " when these qualities brought by the angels have entered and made my soul ready for God, He will fill my soul witii his divhutyr "He will fiU your soul with his grace," said Hie Father. •• But not with his divinity— not with Himselfr $M Jiim. "What it the grace of God r '-•WWMKimi wm Bom AMD nn absbt. " Tie gi v^ »f God," Mkid Father Duiigo, " it the Tirtu* of Got? umvAyed to a soul." *«Tb« virtue of God!" repeated LUia; •* that it God." ** But only auoh portion of the virtue of God," said father Duago, '*as would be suited to the soul ot man, which is subordinate, and dares not aspire to those which are properly the attributes of Ciod. I will enumerate them to you some other day, because our present time ia ttmited : I will also, at some convenient leisure, tell you .of all the other virtues proper to man." Father Duago then spoke to Lilia of actual sin, and desired her to remain in the room where he was instmot- Dg her ; and to devote the interval of his absence to examination of her conscience, to sorrow of heart for all ker sins of thought, word, deed, or omission ; and to confession to Almighty God, his angels and saints, in a Jow tone of voice, of any transgre- sion against his holy law which recurred to her memory, imploring his mercy and pardon. •• Why will you not teach me how to go properly to confession to yourself) at the priett of GodT taid lilia. ** Because," replied Father Duago, *' the sacrament of Pennnoe is instituted for actual sin committed after baptism. The actual sin committed before baptism it Intally washed away, together with original tin, by the Iife-givl% water to die unccmsoious infant, and to the adult who, like you, desires the saoramoit ' in holy fear and love.*" He then placed in Lilia's hand a orudfiz, telling her to kita the taored wounds uf Him, true Ood Kom AKD nn ai tad true man, who had etubled her by hit death to pa4< (Irom death to life. Father Duago \tit her to obey hia directions. A fnw minutea aftor Mr. Everard had decoyed away Mn. Mom, the Catiiolio lady selected by the priest arrived ; and Lilia's private devotions being finished, the only delay was in her changing her coloured travelling dress for one of white, emblematical of the purity about to be best' >wed on her soul. On Lilia's return in her white robe to the sitting-room^ Ihe door was locked, and the sacred function oommenood. Ulia luiderstood Latin, and Father Duago spoke distinctly fid vrith Eolemnity ; she therefore could, and did appr»- - liate every subordinate rite ; but when the time arrived |>r the demand to be made, " wilt thou be baptized V and ihe had replied, " I will," the full sense of her former risk «nd her present privil^e filled her mind — the colour fttriied to her cheeks, then fled, to leave her paler than ever. She trembled with awe. Her soul was now really about to belong to the divinity — after whom she was con- tinually yearning — to the knowledge of whom she waa constantly aspiring — and now, (he virtue of Him who filled heaven and earth in his mysterious triune, was, In the element of water, to entw within and stamp on her aoul hi9 eternal posseaalon of her whole bdng. Kneel- ing beifore the priest, her hair flowing on her shoulders, he poured over her bended head the watered life, saying, ** Lilia Mary, I baptise tiiee in the name <^ the Father, •nd of the Son, and of the Holy Ghoat Amen." Olia, noTf A " member of Christ, a child of God, and fah«rik)r of (Jbfi rdngdom of hasvai^ reeeived the oanpa> iirt»T«l>ri>-fitiiwiiii KOMI AND TU (aiAPTER IV. f\ ii ! rkrawall! jiyetrijrjojr*— mrhom»,ftu«wtlll PluynwtM, and friendi belored in fondart tiM. No mon tie record of our dayi n»y tall The pnyer uaitad, or the loliaol-room priMt THROuaHOUT the little tour which had been propoaed hf Mr. Everard for the benefit of those he loved, his spirits DOW rallied, not again to flag. " Lilia'a aSair" had in« volved him in nothing, and he now sought to please and instruct her as they visited the lakes of Windermere, Derwentwater, Grassmere, and CUsMrater, with all the advantages of fine weather, good health, and good spirits. If Lilia at any instant regretted that in the month of September the cascades and mountain streams were dried up, she consoled herself the next by runmng up the dry beds of the torrents, which gave her sure footing to the very tops of the mountains. At othei times, directed by Mr. Everard, she attempted to sketdi from nature ; and, while he corrected the errors, she sang to him "Softly rise, Ob, southern breeate," and "Hark! the lark at heave&'s gate sings," his two standard favourites. lli>i« the contentment of her elder friends in Lilia's happiness continued with but one interruption; this wai! when, having ventured too daringly near the edge of a height, the ground partially gave way beneath her feet, and she was saved from destruction only b7 ner light vptit^ to firmer ground. She did not feel alanaed }■ J proposed b J id, his spirits lair" had in* a please and Windermere, with all the good spirits, he month of treams were r running up > sure footing other times, i to sketdi ■ors, she sang and "Hark! vo standard elder friends interruption: gly near the way beneath 1 only b7 ner feel alarmed taMPHWM* im - KOm AMD TBB AtBtT. §9 •t the moment of the exertion, but when her three frifloda, who were a little in advance, turned to address her, she Lad fiiinted on the turf and heath to which aha had sprung. As she had been all life and joy an instant before, no one could understand the mystery ; neither could Mrs. Moss, on whose shoulder she leaned on reviving, com* prehend her first words — ^but they were understood by the others — ^" Oh, if I had Men a v«tk ago down that precipice l" Father Duago then perceived how truly she had conceived the danger of her former state, and that spiritual emotion, not physical terror had caused her thus to taSaxt. The next day Lilia questioned her reverend instructor respecting the final state of the unbaptized, adding, "I have never known, nor did I think yesterday, of what would positively have befidlen my soul had I died with out oven the desire of baptism. I thought only of the loss of God.*' "And that was exactly the thought, and the only thought to have at that time adnutted," said Fatiiw Duago. "I feel persuaded that, you returned Him thanks when yuu recovered from your first emotion, that he had granted you a renewal of life, in which to further know, love and serve Him. Had you been suddenly kUled by fidling yesterday from the abrupt height, and as suddenly made to appear before his judgmf,nt«eat, we might ho^ie that 'jxixt. would have borne untarnished your baptismal innocence aixi 'G^raoe, as the wedding-garment without which no one can be admitted to the nuptial fei> ' . nwrefore you nust thrtber pvaj that this fnA borit. o^* MMMMMI T)iO «0M£ km nm jomn. 'life vjqr indeed prove s Mening i? you, ard that yoa may never liave cause to ragret that barren or siniul years liave followed tltis epoch of your eutUy course ; for remember, that to a baptized person is still left his choice of good or evil." " Oh 1" cried Lilia, " I never will dwose evil I" ** And y«u must further pray for graoa," said Father Duago, "not only to resist evil, bat to choose good. The w'^d is an active principle, it cannot remain dor- -mant; the heart is full of aiTections and emotions, uid •must have an object and recipient Choose God aloiie ia these your early days of umocenee: let Him be ih- only object and recipient of all the powers of your inind, wTall the afieetions of your heart, of ail the aq[>irationt> of .your souL" "I have ehosen Hhn," said Lilia; "I Imed Him bdbre I was baptised ; and now tlat I belong to Him, ••nd have reoeived his gnMse in my soul, I love Him sdll more. But I am sorry to give up a notion I have had ihese last two years— that my soul waa a pattide of his ■divinity." *' How tihen eouUL a soul ever be Umt," said Father Doago, "and given up to devib for all eternity 1 To hold that a pwti<m of the Divini^ oould become the fk.ortion of devils would be Llasphen^,— not that you •have been guilty of tliis in your speculatitnu ; and idl «rrors of Suth previous to your b^tism Lave been washed away for ever. You mnst now, however, 'oe- iieve that yctn aoul ia an act of God's creation, though mmre immediately proceedbg from Him than your hitdy } •§nt if yon hnve fUidied OeDeaia, «a I believe jou have, mmsmtz ■llllliMWMlM Kbi* A«tt Tiii Aiiii'. HI jroc must remettiber lUtalt to form our body iSod took of the dust of the earth, whidi 'he had already created ; btit to create our soal, God breathed it forth from himself: ind irhile our body after death returns to the dnst Of ihi earth until the general resurrection, the soul, if purified, returns immediatctly to ber Qreator." **iieturtur cried lalia: **that conveys a delightful Mea!" " Yet," added Father Duago, " the soul returns not to become absorbed in God, but aliraya to remain as a cUa- tbud creature.* « ''Andisftwrot^formeto Tiq(t%t,^8aid lilia, "that I can neither beoofrue absorbed in the Divinity, sor liave tile Divinity enter my auvif ^ Yon can have the Divinity enter yom* soul T cried I'bdier Duago. '** iVnd if his providence {trotecto and &. vours us during th6 remainder of our journey as H has UAerio done. I lidpe to be once niote the hunible 'hrstni- ment of his great designs of love towards yoo.^ Lilia clasped her hands, and attempted to speak, but dould not ; then covering her fiuje, she vept such gemihie tears of joy that Father Duago, bimself much aflbnted, returned God thanks for all his electing grace towards that dKMien soul,' and tlwire was a pause of some mimites in tiie convention. Ho then Inqvtired wheAer ahe were aware of the coti- dtnual miracle of God's love on all Cadiblic altars, in the most lioly sacrament of the body, blood, soul, and di. fkdty of our Lord Jesus Christ, tme God, and tirae lioignl **lkiiek,^t«plteaLDIa, '*11ikttheCadtoIic'fUth,%lA(ih 4§ mOM^ AHD TflB AMMMJ. b now my fitith, teugfat that under the appearanoeof inread was the body, and under the appearance of wine was the bleod of our Lord Jesus Christ; but I did not know that his soul and dirinity were therein concealed, lliis is too much joy !" "You will soon perceive that it could not be other- wise," siud tho Reverend Father. " In the first place, his Jicred humanity was never separated from his divinity, ven when his body, being parted from his soul by death, '<:\ in the sepulchre — and this because his Father was divine and lus Mother human. Secondly, with respect to hi* soul, you are perfectly aware that on the day of Us resurrection, his all-glorious and triumphant soul rei entered his now glorified body, to be reunited through all •temity. It is this glorified body, with its inseparable soul and divluity, that descends on our altars, and enters the breast of the devout communicant" " Oh ! when shall I have this great hmour and hapi^ nessl" cried Lilia. " If our route homeward," replied Father Duago, •* be aooording to the plan determined on last night, then I may hope that in three days this divine visitor may enter your breast." Hie plw of their route homeward spokoi of by Fa- ther Duago was adhered to ; and the intermediate thres days having been devoted to preparata<m befitting such an event, Ulia received in her innocent and loving breaa* thr^ Divinity after whom her soul panted, and who so absorbed her thou^^ts and affections that she scarcely fbU regret at quitting the more sublime scenery of the lakes, or ootioed the objects on the journey home, until mt) u mf n^- 'm m - --mn ."'r ■mMm If Min AHA Aumr. 48 "be dw reentered tbe Tdley <^ Woodbridge, when a nuh at homeaffeotioiu made her heart beat and her eyes apaiUe, aa, standing up in the carriage, she watched the running and leaping to the garden^te of aU the affectionate ohil. dren of the vicarage. On parting from the companions of his tour, just be- fore ratering the valley, Father Duago had given Mr. Everard a short list of the books desirable tor LOia,and these the latter brought her from tim« lo time during the following autumn and winter ; but no opportunity occur red of which Mr. Everard could avail himself to procure her the spiritual aids of the Church. Lilia had, by Divine Providence, lt«en long trained to solitary thought, and had noir itm powerful assistance of grace to render those thoughts full of profit The spir. itual events of her little tour to the Lakes having been rapidly condensed, and connected with scenes of novelty and excitement, Father Duago had desired her to dedU eate half-an-hour every morning to meditation and thanka. giving on the sacrament of Baptism, and halfwin-hour every evening to meditotion and thanksgiving on the sacrament of the most holy Eucharist: she was also to «xamue eadi day at nocnn, and at night, whether any sin of thought, word, or deed, had tarnished the baftismal purity of her soul ; and if so, she was to followthe pen! tential exerdses he had prescribed to her. All this was put in practice by the docile girl, who also gradually withdrew fh>m tha theological lectures of the tutor, at which hour she privately arranged with the different ■UHters to send for her to take her lessons. In other riaspeoto the sympathetic tie^ of studiea and ■^ -r PBBIB •iiiKiMMiiili MB -44 RCIMS MiD reorefttioiw continued «U ss MO*! between LBfai «sid Imt brotbera, until, in the sunnnw of the folk>wii^ year, aa .ftUeagroasing subject of interest lurose, which to IMkk .proved a Btarting4>oint to higher and better tbmga. A college friend of their tiither, who had been stajring Mine time in the neighboi»rhood, but who lived on the ■ea^xMst and amused himself with sailing a yacbt, invited the two eldest sons and their tutor to accompany hiifi Musk to his marine villa, and join a party thai edleoting to go on board his ya<^t, whiofa was liestined diat year for Norway, where lunaelf and odier amateur fiahermeB were to catch and «at aalnon. Never w«s mvitatioa more aooeptaUe, e8pe<HidIy as Ike emulation «f tiw bnv then had been <fhaa piqued by the contempt wltii which Captain Armytage had looked at thehr fisbfa^-taclde at Woodbridge, declaring «kait one Norway aakoen would dash it all away. LUia packed up lieir brothers^ trunks— was g^ they w«are going to be so happy, and begged Harry, who waa the best draughtsmfm, to brmg her bade sketches of tiiat sublime scenery. She did her best to be mi^jBammoos ; but when everything was ready to© soon, and she waa sitting between them, holding the hand of eacH, ^aad Fns deriok s«d, " How 1 wish you were going too, LSI T the contrast vividly presented-lo her mind of the joy of going, and the blank, the hmelinesa, tfie misery of not going, was too much fbr ber. She laid her head on Fred'a shoulder, and wept and sobbed, till Harry tug. gesled, "Letusaskmyfttherr* Then up sprang Lilia : " Oh, yes, dearest Harry ! tbera tl tirae-4here is nearly an hour. I will pack «p (Im • T Aim vie 4fi MNne little trunk I tooc te th» dear Lakes, and Fred and you shell tie up my books in one of the fiaiiing'hagB while I am upstairs." So off she flew, and in leas duui twmty minutes they had fetched down her trunk, had bagged the books, and all now awaited the re^>pening of dM study door, where their fiither, mother, and Oaptain Armytage were in di»> course too deep to be interrupted — the subject bein^ a request that, on hia return ftom Norway, Ckptain Army< tagc might repeat his visit, and claim the hand of the fiur Emma; having, on the preceding evening, obtained fbom hor this reference to her parents. At length, just when Mr. Eyerard had driven up to the door ** to see the boys otC," the study door opened^ and the astonished parents beheld the young Lilia all prepared to start without an invitati n; while the brothers entreated^ and detain Armyta^ smiled and bowed ; and on Mrs. Sinclair^ tellmg lilia that ladiea. were not intended in the invitation, the Captain proposed that Mrs. Sinclair and a// the daughters should set saO for Norway. But this was negatived ; and while all the fiunily col- lected, save Emma, and eadi one had something to say indicative of their' astonishment, their disapprobatiim, (heir scandal, and their terror, Mr. Everard whispered to the weephig Lilia, " I have something in store for you, diild, better than Norway.** '*0h! better than Norway!** sud she: '*how can thatber ** Yes, I tell you,** returned he, *• better than Norway." tlieii drawing the parents a little amde, be said that he % i3 ' ff BOMB An TBI ABBir. would take Lilia home to Mrs. Moaa for • day or two to unuN her, and that they might then peihaps manage another excursion, to break thu terrible parting. This proposal was a great relief to them : they returned thanks, and Lilia, scarcely knowing what was being done with her, was placed once more in Mr. Everard's carriage^ with her little trunk and her bag of books, when, just as Frederick was assuring her that they should travel in company almost as flir as Bumleigh, Mr. Everard called out from his driving-seat, "Where is the little green harp I gave Lilly in the winter 1 and the tuning-key and the box of strings?" All were fetehed; the bewildered girl, surrounded by her little possessions, and scarcely noticed but as a rid- dance, was driven off to make way for the other carriage, and only young Willy, running in from tlie garden to bid Us brothers fiurewell, called out ** Qoodl»ye, UUj," ud tea ika kft har hooM Ar •«« * mmi'mmummmm tm m^ ■Om AMD TUB «t CHAPTER V Mi A aMM«I wrtk^Mk* li tbriMd, Vptaraioff til our hoatl ftiaiidttiM i ••Onwudto Rom* !" if bow Um wiwd, Fmb •vtrr •!!• ud •TcmUUoa: * Wbt, bless my hesit and soul," exclaimed the worthy iCrs. Moss, "if hen im't Miss Lilia come back with master! Well, how you're grown, Miss. — But what's the matter! Oh, your brothers are gone to Norway! Well, pleasuring, I suppose. It is fit they should haT« tfieir turn. You must not be selfish, you know, my dear Miss Lily, and periiaps we may take a little jaunt agaia somewhere. I riwuld not object myself. Why, whers is the key of your little trunk 1" *« Oh, it is hi Fred's pocket!" excbimed Lilia; "ha pot it on his own key-iing to be safe, and I put Harry's pooketoompass into a comer of my trunk for him till we should get on dedL Poor Harry !" Here was another weeping fit ** Oh," cried Mrs. Moss, "so you expected to go with thcml But how could you go so fiv with boys and men 1 lUs ia very childish, lUsa Lilia ; and you are grown too tall and womanly for such bold amusements, lliere ! I oedare my key of the hot closet just serves to oponthe trunk ; but I can't qpare it, because of the bottles cf Madeira. HI get you a new key. Why you have had M frflsfa frodca nnoe wa went to the Likea ! I woodat jtltiitaimtmiM ^ 4ltt- Boin Ain» tn abut. tUt Mr. Everard never thinka of preMnting you with • new dress, since you we such * fcvourite, and .lie mskes you so mmny presents, one w»y or another. But me» never think of dresses unless they have had wives. Look here. Miss Ulia, my dear, here is a whole piece of fine, elear, white muslin, with a pretty little hem and tucks ready wove in th« breadths. It's wondwrfol the skill of manufacturing in these days. Well, I only mean to say, my dear, that if you will but accept this for your best evening frock, that I shall be most proud and pleased : and you don't deprive me of U at all ; for 1 bought it ik great baigvn, thinking to make new window-curtaina. Now smUe again, and say. ' yes,' and I'U have it mada lip in a twinkling." LUi»did smile, kissed Mrs. Moss, and accepted the naw dress; but could not yet banish the too endearin« t^oui^ts that were wound round the key and the compass. In the eveaing Mr. Eveiaid informed her that oe waa going to take her aoroaa the sea to Bdgium and ei>«> ^here. « But is this better than Norway r said Ulia. "Yes, it is," said he, '♦and when there you will tell meaot" The nert morning Lilia accompanied Mr. Everard to, the CMholie chi^, where, after eleven months' suspeii' sion from aU CathoUo privUegea, she once more haara MMa. She was then taken mto the parlour of the chcfel* bouse, where, after waiting a few minutes, they were Inined by the Reverend Mr, CJonway the Celebrant, fol- Vwwd bj f i«*«r »W -0|H!*«iedLBi.»«hH»PI rou with • ;lie mskei But me» ^es. Look )ce of fine, •nd tuclu the >kUl of ean toMy, your beat d pleated : bou|{ht it Ik iw-Gurtaiitf- re it made icepted the > endearinfi X and the thatneiraa a and elM^ ilia. oil wUl tdl Everard to, Ltbs' •uapeB' more heard rtheohiH>el> , they were lebrant, fol* "happi Bom Ann nn aibst. 4i thouglits are now ooming into my mind of fait year !** The ounveraation which (ullowed ooniirmed this feeling; and befbre Lilia left the chapol-boum she had arranged to make her confesaion to Father Duago on the fiillowing morning, after which she waa to receive once more the adorable Sacrament All this took place, and on the third day, Mr. Everard, finding her not only calm, but cheerful, left her to the care of Mrs. Moss, and rode over to the vicarage to announce to the parents that Lilk was a Ouristian and a Catholic, and that henceforth h« engaged to adopt her. It was with difficulty that Mr. Everard could find the amallest space in Mra. Sinolair's mind to hisert * LiUa's affiUr.** Emma's proposed marriage had brought to light an engagement of Susan's, which she had eoooealed Ae nearly two years, and aA»r upraiding and fiiinUng, Mn; Stodaur had forgiven the delinquent and her lover, a young kwyer in Elverton, and the double marriage waa to take pkoe in November. Then followed the subject of Oxford, the boys, the bishop, and the tutor; so that, although Mr. Everard had three times pronounced dM name of LUia, he was each time interrupted by, " Exoum me, Sir, but I was just going to mention, Ac," till driven at last into one of his fits of desperation, he started up, and ezchdmed, **! will not excuse you, Madam, nor 70ur cursed partiality ! Your daudit«r Lilia ImmI bead dead— •• •* Dead r shrieked Mrs. Sfaiclair. "When! Howr "Had been dead for sixteen years, and passed fiom tfeadi to life last year by odier care than yours. She waa 4«ad in origbal ain, and was then bi^tixed and mate » ■.W....,'i»4.!i.!«!W...-. •'■--'f'-. 10 •OMB AKB Tm Asnr. Cktholio ; and from this day I adopt her, eqaall} witk < other, whom 1 do not nartw. Whether she beooma • wife or a nun, she will receive her portion from w Mrs. Sinclair, who was hoping for portions a BuBon aod Emma, did not venture any reply but Uianka, and Mr. Everard sat down again, and informed her that he intended to take Ulia abroad, and to place her whera her happiness and spiritual education would be the best secured. " I shall write a few lines to Edmund," said he, *• and perhaps may ride over here again before we start" Thus ended the long-dreaded announcement to the pa. rents, now performed under such &TOurable circumstances liat it had scanjely affected any nerves but Us own. On Mr. Everard's return to his home he found Lilia kuaUy employed for Mrs. Moss in picking raspberries for preserves : but after eating a great many he sauntered on 10 an arbour, and called to Lilia to join him, which she had scarcely done when she was attracted by a be* '^d bush of blush-roses which grew at the entrance <» arbour, and to which she directed Mr. Everard - tion. " For," said she, ** have you never remarked, Sir, that it is seldom a blush-rose is perfect ; there is so oftan a worm within or a blight over it, while these seem all to have escaped 1" As lilia stooped over the ruse-buab, and then, feeling rather tired, sat kneeling beride it, in* apeoting the ftowers, Mr. Everard contemplated the plo- ture before him with the more affection and admiratkm from the dium he had now given the living flower to hia paternal care. " Lily," said he, " can you find me some points for meditation in what you have just remaiked of theUuskroser BOIL^ AMD TIB ABBBT. ii **! would muck rkttwr listen to your pointi, Sir,** replied Lilis ; " for I *m sure that you have already found them." " Why," said he, " I have always considered the bluslw rose to be as fit an emblem of innooence as the lily ; but I had not remarked, as you have done, the worm and tha blight. These we may look upon as sin within, from an evil natjrCjand sin without, from temptation; and if you will pluck a sufficient number now to make a garland fux your hair, I shall be reminded perhaps to finish the medi* tation after dinner ; for I perceive John now bringing me the crossKiountry post-bag, which will occupy me till then." Lilia immediately commenced to pluck and weave a garland of roses, buds and leaves, with the graceful and poetical taste so natural to her ; and was r<' warded fur har prompt obedience by receiving from Air. Everard, directly she had placed the garland on her head, a letter fW>m her brothers just arrived in the identical tiountry poct-bag. The principal part of the' hurried letter was ftxmi Harry, announcing the safe arrival of the pocket-compass, and a few lines firom Frederidc stating that he did not send back the key, as he conclu«!<)d the box had been opened long since, and that he * wouM keep the key for poor Lill's sake I" The postscript, whici> was dated " <m board the yacht," was "■ We are both very happy, hurrah !" therefore the tears which had started to Lilia's eyes were plded with the reflected sunshine of their happiness, and she had eoon to make her own little preparations ■gain for travelling; for the dinner was scaroely oo» M BOm AN» l-BI AMwr. duded, vni LUia ready Amp ^he expected meditatioD on the blush-roses, when Father Duaflco and another gentle* man, dressed like himself oaino on ooiiidential buaicoai to Mr. Kverard, and Lilia, after veoeiving th* Mewing of the fi>rmer, withdrew. In about aai hour Mrs. Mose wa« diisired to get everything in readiness to tmvel to Dover en the following day ; thenne to cross to Ostend, and on to Bruges by railroad. ** There," added he, ** we must port Aom oui little girl, but you need not tall her so. She is to proceed with some religious ?«dies to Rome." It was then early in August, and admirable weather for the Norway e»«urMon, but pathe? penitential, thought Mr. Everard, to travel south. '' Howrver," said he, '* it is always flresh, if not col<J, up the Rhine, which is the way they havo been advired to travel, and then I oonoluda they will cross to the Rhone at Lyons, and go down that river to Avignon, and get oa thoi Meditwranean at Mar eeilles, and not land till they reaoh Qvitn VeodUa; ao that nearly the whole way will be by water. Ilia beet method for rel^^us women. And Moss," added he, *< lind where tilia is, and kxA well at the garland she baa on her head. V you «an get auoh a one anywhera before we past, bi|y it and bring it to me." **Z>o you mean real iowern, siis or artifiGiidf* !»• ^red Mrs. Moss. " Alas V^ replied he, *• they mask be the latter, aa mora •odurii^ And tell Uly, if she has any time to qMUPe, to come to ring to me, with her little haL'p,for it is hav laal orening at Bumleigh." When arrived at Dover, Lilia for the first time bshald Aa oowb; and, kBowing nothing of the broader wmv«b ditetkMi on tlier gentle* ial buucoM I bl«Mii>g of s. MowwM rel to Dover lUcAy «od on I, M we must ull ber so. to Rome.'* able weather ntial, thought ♦said he, "it which is the len I oonoluda go down that nflM at Mar VeodiU; w IT. The beet ^" added he, garland she «e anywhere kvti&nalf" in- I ',aamofe ae to spare, to Uiihavlaat itimehslMld iroader w»vet «f thfe Adantie, gaaed hi admiration <m (iMte of the British CSiannel, and felt all the wonder and awe whieb the had expeoled fa watebing the liioHs beyond which the waters of the mighty deep dare not advance. ''The thought of God I The work of God I" she e>. dammed, and then remairuid m silence, which was inter' rupted only by a Tetiatt todie hotel fin* refresaments ; for that same evening they went en board the steamer : and tile light breew wUeh had improved the majestic appear* anoe of the sea in the earlier part of the day haviiig lulled, Lilia remained on decli during the passage, feeling B» k^oonveaienoe but hd^ger, aad alternately thinking of her brothers (also sailing on - the ocean), and of the rablime eitpMwe of wstnrs Created by the fiat of the Almif^ty! At Ortend they eat and slept; aad in the momiag; afW mans,- Mr. Everard and Lilia rejouwd Mrs. Moss at the hotel, and they entered the steam-train for Bra g e «'" i both Mrs. M«n and Lilia finding it very strange to be actually travelling by so easy a transition in another country Uian their own ; and while they were amusing each other by recounting their various in^presriocs by sea and land, Mr. Everard silmtly reeriled his earlier days of (ravel fa the Low Coontriea, and »he historical and stirring events fa whidi they had been so proline. Brugee, Liege, and Ghent he was especidly |0ad to r» visit, an<^ as he drew near the formei' city and recognised the old masses of heavy architecture, wUoh he would not have lightened by an fach, he nearly forgot the purpose of Us present tMt, and that more of emotien swaictd ^1 Tf'=- Hi kt aom AVD nu abbit. Uir. at Bruges, than ereo. oondgning the young UMm inta othnr hands. After having shown Lilia the principal ardutectural wonders of the city, he in*^ )8d her that she would that evening proceed towards Cologne on the Rhine, in com* pany and under the protection of t- iligious ladies, who, with a reverend friend and a fe. Jie servant, were going on business to Rome. "To Rome !" exclaimed Lilia, following Mr. Everard into the sitting-room of their hotel. ** But you are going also, I hope, and Mrs. Mossl" ** No," replied he ; " Moss and. I must travel hack to Old EngUmd." ** Oh !" cried Lilia, with a fresh burst of grie^ ** why am I always to be losuig and changing the friends I lovef " She under whose express care you will be," said Mr. Everard, " cannot be deemed any change from those you love," " I do not understand you," said Lilia. ** Who is this bdyr Mr Everard turned away, bnt as )ie walked up and down the room, he began to hum the air, ** Oh, no, we ne/Ver mention her." " llien I know who it is !" cried Lilia, sprinj^ towards him. " Just tell me — only tell me, if I am ri^t!" And she whispered in his ear an inaudible Mme. ** Well, well r said he, resuming his walk, " perhaps k is she." ** Hmo, oh! what happbeaal" said Lilia, the colon Bou Am raa abut. M raabiBg to her Owe. « And who oonlrired all tliisi Was it Father Duago I And am I to be actually toivel Vng up that majestic river, the Rhine— and seeing aioun tains and cascades, and ruins of castles and abbeys I— and all in the company of her I love best on earth, ex- cept Fred and Harry t Oh ! bow good of you ! How goodofGodP Mr. Everard ceased to hum the air, and drew out hia handkerchief; whidi Lilia perceiving, she remafaied hi that silence so full of timid thou^t to a young fenm when tlie smsibilities and mysteries of her elder* an> bemg partially disclosed to her. In slKtutan hour from that tipie an elderly benevolent looldng goitleman entered, who proved to be the English priest come to fetdi Lilia to the other hotel, whwe her religious relative was awaitmg her ; and Mr. Everard to •void anodier parting, told Mrs. Moss and Lilk that perhaps they might meet again at Liege or Gologne^ and then himself aocompauied the priest and LiH'i to tha hotel where she was expected. They mounted two pail's of stairs; the rev<inend ge». tieman opened a door and udterod hi LiUa, whOe ib, Everard waited outside, till hearing a once fiunUiarvoioe bid her welcome, he hurried away to his own hotel and his own room, where he locked the door fiw an hour. On the fullowing morning, havmg asoertabed that the party he wished not to meet, but to tbllow, had started on the r%'ening int^Mided, Mr. Everard took Mrs. Moss to Liege,Ghent, Brussels, Cologne, up the Rhhie to Coblenti, then back again to Cologne and Liege, where he f«mahied • fortnight— this befaig his &vourite of the Ilemiab ISBBIISI ■ I..-..^-...- — -^ ■ §$ MMn AiiB taa ▲■■». dtitSi "Rv Iw recalled aloud (a practk» to whieh Mm Mom was aocoBtomed) all the principal war atrugglea •od dougfatjT deeds of wUch Flandem had be^ the «cene :— ^ ttout burghere with their MTeral nuuterst or nsiirpen from FntDoe, England, or Spain ; the Duke of Uurgundy and his dauf^ter— the in&ipifioent Qiarles the Fiftb— the Govemess of the Netherlands— the Duke of Alv»— the Counts Maurice, Egmont and Horn, &o. He also recalled the life of St Juliana, native of liege, •od heKMBO in religion of both active and oontemfdalive jfe : be recounted her qMritual &vourt, and temporal afflictions and perseoutinos ; and endeavoured to make Jfn. Mosa comprehend and ^^ecnate the vision of the moon, with a part wanting to its full oiroumferoiee— the divine deolaraticm that this ngnified a fotival wanting to the Qiurdi— 4he recluse Eva— the difficulUes attendant on establishing the diviudy intimated festival of Corpus Christi— the diaige of novelty, of innovation; the plea tiiat Maunday Thursday was the old and suffideat day for celebrating the sacramental miracle of love — Juliana, .•b«id<med and upbraided by every one, nearly losing . courage — her exiled and wandering life — her mortal end, as a reduse, fbll of iSuth in the promises revealed — the canons of Liege— His Holiness Urban die Fourth-^t. Thomas of Aquinas, and the sublime oflSco of the most Holy Sacrament — the glorious establishment <^ the festi- val of Corpus Domini throughout the whole Churdi iu 1264, and the recf^ition of sanctity of St. Juliana. As Mr. Everaid, with a French life of St Juliana in his hand, recounted all the wise and prudent sayings ol hor petseMtors, with the fyi ocmviction that theirs was ^1^ ■■ tHMoi Am tn jMut, •r not the tHsdom of the Spirit, but thai of which it is aaid, ** Not many wiw^ not many prodent shall SDler the Ung- doni of lieaven,** the sudden remembranoe of Ids own ■entiments, arowed to Father Duago in eonnectioB with a living religious, startled and perplexed him. The oasea seemed nearly similar, exoept thMt, instead of the mighty work allotted to St Julians, his Hvhig friend, hi ODna» quenoe ot * vision in bur cell and oAst supernatural declwrations of Ood's wil], mi^t but to establish, in oM Mftired convent, the religious institute revealed to her. " Moss," said he, " I will gohome to>morrow. I mu»k tpeak to Father Dnago about an aflhir of Importaaoe, ttd must get at some papers loeked up at home." ** Very well, air,** add Mrs. Moss : " we don't tak« long |ir»fiarii!g; and I do kMp thinkiqg a good deal about Mtora preaervMk** Aoeovdingly on the following evening they left Liegtt; Mid in 1«M than t wwdc Mr. Bverard w«s looUng at his pi^toB, and Mrs. Moss at her frmtrirm, te their oM Inine at Bimdeigh. One nrgent motive to retami boihe, oooMqueAt c:. tin Htm tnrin of thought w^ jges te d to Mr. Sveraid by tlM tepeniMl of the lUb efSt JttltaM was that Faiher DuagCf, whMe eoimsds had beeome asws iary to Mm, folght ba Men dooHnaaded baek ttwtk Eaverton Hall to 8leffy< hntst} mA Hallrsl e«r«Mi r e turtJ n g lM«wwi»tot» cure a visit from him. Fathsr DMgft did, hi truth, etpeel vsary stfott m quit Brwtca, and iIm all whMi, humaidy speiddng, Oat ml^ •loB might have Immd to hfan; and was prepared toliatfa 1% if itr mrntf fat Oa tmm spktl «r • 8* ■I IIMWMW r I M BOHB AMD THE AMMKt. oreatures, wbioh hit superiors had already proved wbaa they sent him there. But those who had obtained from the Society the unusual boon of possessing at onoe a near kinsman, an accomplished scholar, and a devoted priest, were not, like him, indifferent to the change. Hie lord of the manor. General Carrington, now raised to the peer- (ige as Baron Elverton, a dormant title to which he had loi^ laid claim, bad received the private intimation that he was about to be appointed (Jovemor-Gieneral of In- dia ; and amongst his distant preparations for that ho- nourable exile, had hoped to leave his son, a youth of fourteen, under the care of his maternal unde, Father Duago, on the estate, to which he wished him to become more attached. Lady Elverton was also, if not more, disappointed. Who could supply Father Duago's place as confessor to those of the household who were to be pensioned and retiuned at the Hall during the expected five years of absence, especially her &ithful Spanish fol- lowers, who had made no progress in English? litis latter question was not so ^cult to determine, as the Society of Jesus, in the humble priest's opinion, could easily send a confessor, understanding Spaaidi, who would more than supply his place to the household : but revpeoUng his young nephew he did ponder, supplicating Heaven for li^^t to direct him ; and at the end of some days he advised Lord Elverton to place hk am at tba College of Noblemen in Rome. **In that case," said Lord Elverton, **! will take him there myself. I prefer going overlaud to bdia; anS Beatrice, and the young ladies accompanying her, have that mode quite at heart We oould also make part ot ■i ■ONE AHD TBB ABBIT. S$ the journey without tearing asunder the ties of mother and obUdren ; as, in the event of my placing Ferdinand in the Roman college, I should probably give Letitia in charge to the accomplished ladies of the Sacred Heart on Uie Pinoian. Do you think well of this arrange* ment T "Indeed I do," replied Father Duago; and the whole plan was therefore determined on by Lord Elverton to the great joy of his lady. These arrangements had taken place during Mr. Ever ard's absence in the Netherlands, and Father Duago was now recounting them at Bumleigh, with this additional information, that he had that day received the expected command to leave Elverton Hall within the month ; but that, instead of his destination being Stonyhurst, he waa to repair to Rome to conduct the studies in the " Colle* gio Nobile," in associatimi with the other pn^essed Fa- thers of the Society of Jesus. •• You knew aU this, you sly Jesuit !" cried Mr. Ever- ard ; ** so, not content with depriving me of yourself yoa have wUed away every one else to Rome." " How can that be r said Father Duago quietly, ** when the arrangements for the &mily at the Hall were eonduded List week in England, and my personal in- struotions did not arrive till this morning, and <mmo di. leotfitunRomel" *"Fbm you knew it supematunlly t" persisted Mr. ETerard, "for that ! haveoAen snspooted. And whata bredcmp is this ! Ihe Abbey~4he Hall— the Vicarage-. all loong their treasures to me in my old age I" "Ccnne then yoivself to Roma !" said Father Dttigo I umtutummt^mttuitmmMma P" ^■^^r^^Mi^j^ ! I i§ BOm AHIt Tin ABBBT. and, content with having thrown out Uus raggastion, ha pasMd through the open door into the garden, and drew forth his pocket breviary } leaving Mr. Everard hi • •tate to become more and more nervous, UU at last ha rang the bell and sent for Mrs. Mooa. ** Moss, I am not well !" " No, Sir, no more you are." " Well, Moss, what is to be done 7" "Why, Sir, there is the camphor-water— «r a oup «f 9x>d teal" " Ha I a cup of good tea— mixed green and black 1 Yes. Made fresh and quickly— water boiluig— erewn and new milk." In a few minutes Mr. Everard was stirring this iuoont. ^arable tea, and reviving bv the very fiimes. " Sit down. Moss : I have something to consult about. We eigoyed our little trip to the Low Countries, did we notr "Yes, indeed, Sir," said Mrs. Moss. « It was pleasant to go, and stUl better to come back. There is nothing like old Eiiglaud!" ** But whfit ki old England— what is life, without those one loves 1" "Very true, Sip— 'tis the heart's oontent makea the .howm fmilCk" " But my heart is not content," said he : " erefy one I loTO is going." " Bless me I not every onel" cried Mrs. Moi& " Why «j^ has Idt the Abbey ConveDtr « Well, Sir, we knew that long ag^" , «A»dUIy hat left the VicangeT sss ■fe tion,bfi id draw rd iu • , iMtlM i blackl ^— «ream winooniF iihaboHt. «,didwe ipl«aMnt Dotking ludua the aum Aim * Whj, Sir, yoa todi Iwr offyounclf I" ** And all the fiunily are going from tits Hall T ** Well, Sir, we've known that these six weeks." "And Ferdinand and Letitia are to be taken to Room I* ** Wdl, Sir, they must be placed somewhere." " And Father Duago ib ordered off also !" "Tbere are plenty more priests left in Eagland, Sir; ■od there's plenty more tea, if yoa will but take another " No, Moss, it is of no nse. What, mors tstti Oh, yas, of oourse, more tea ;-^bHt I tell yon it is wssless to fHresent me these dry motives for oomlbrk. There are Hnlcs and fibres in the heart and mind finer than the moat delicate nerves of the body ; and there are synipathette tios and mental relations imperoeptibly intwined intc- one's very existence, which are to outlive the separatiot of matter, and to adhere to the soul, both in its supericv and sensitive part, in aetata of purification and perfection.* Mrs. Moss did not remain to hear all this^ she had started off at the ** dry motive^for comfort," to tetoh the other cup of tea : which her master having concluded, he started up, saying, " Well, Moss, I also am off for Rome !" ** Very well. Sir, so I supposed. And when do you go t" ** Why in about a fortnight And will you go too 1" " Why, Sir, to speak the truth, you are cot so young ■s you have been." " Very true, Mosir." ** And nobody can deny but that you love your cup c/ •." "Most true. Moss." ** And then. Sir, who is to infiMrm you early in the mora M Horn AKD ma abut. hg viMt sort of weather it it, w that yoo may put om either the thick or thin fluinels T "Ah! well, I iee, Moee, thitt you wUl oome with me." •♦ Yee, Sir : but I mutt first tpeiJt my mind, Mr. Ever- ard. If you are to be at the expense, Sir, of tailing me to Rome, 111 have no wages. And I must further say that, without blame, I might look for the promotion of bsing considered your friend and companion, and not a ■ervant, if I go so fitr from my own country. I have saved enough, and I've had a legacy left me— and you have not a truer friend in the world than mysel£ So here's my mind. Sir." "And a very good honest mind it is," nii Mr. Ever trd : ** so you shall go on your own terms, Mrs. Moss." ** But you need not be changing. Sir, from calling mo |lahi ' Moss.' I want no formality but friendship." ** God bless you ! then, Moss, here's my frioidalip lit fvwr Aad dMs WW the compact concludad. m mm Am CHAPTER VL A yOgflMag* to BoiM, la Mtkflil y Ml*. Tk* iMea* wm ftma tynamj at hMM i Or inw Bt (!▼•■, wllk Mplatarj taan, Or wmptdtToIlM Am, at Um ApmOaft taaik An tnvdlen from Verey had now pawed throof^ tka valley of the Rhone, and had arrived at Martigni,a place of interest from its being the last town on that route be- fore the ascent of the Alps, and -containing the monaa> tery lb which reside the Abbot and invalid and oonvales* sent m mks from the celebrated one at the top of the Great St Bernard, the highest pass of the Alps. Here, to the humble church of the monastery, on the morning after their arrival, the four female travellers heard Mass and received the Holy Communion from the Reverend Abbot, and then made their thanksgiving during Iht Hass of their fellow-traveller, the Rev. Mr. Terrisoa They were then hospitably given break&st; the holy and gradous Father Abbot oonverring with them during the repast He was much interested to find religious women travelling to Rome, and invited the senior lady to a prl. ▼ate ocmforence, in which his previous interest inavased to a desire personally to benefit them. He desired her to write down <m tablets which he presented to her both her religious name and those which she had borne in the world, not <»ly that he mig^t recommend her and her cause to God, but that he might g^ve her letters of r» aom A«o nm AHonr. commendation to other religkNu houMS that would lU on her route. Great was the consolation given by the holy Abbot to the Nun whom he thus addressed in pri. vate conference, and ever-living she knew would be the grateful remembrance of his kindness, especially as the interview terminated in what she felt to be a prophetic announcement to her of the eventual suooeee of her pil- grimage to Rome. ** When all has succeeded,** added he, as he gave his partil^t benediction to them all, " write to me, that I mMf participate in your holy joy." Our travellers then bade farewell to Martigni, and b». gan the ascent of the Alps. Their first halt was at Sion, where they delivered, in the sacristy of the Jesuit's beau tifiil churdi, the first letter from the Abbot at Martigni. This letter had apparently been written to request for th» religious ladies some lines to Uie Rev. Father-General oT the Society in Rome ; for a letter to that effect was writtec and delivered to them ; and the travellers, after entreating •fresh for prayers and blessings, continued the ascent of the mountain pass, whidt they had been assured contained nothing in its admirably cut road that could alarm the most timorous. This account, however, supposed the road to be in good repair, whereas It bad been neglected Ibr years ; and the reparation which was in the act of taking place, with the old rubbish and tools of the work- men invariably placed for their own convenience <m the safe side next the rocks, forced the Vetturino to take the carriage so near the edge, that at three difierent times, to those seated next the precipice, not an inch oouM ba diacened between them and eternity. ?lfc>'n )u1d lU by the t in pri. b«the ^ Ml the rophetio her pU* gave hit ktlmaj ,andb»- I At Sion, it's beau M»rtigni. flt forth* (enerftl ot lewrittec ntreating Moentof ceatained Uurm the toeed the leglected he Mtof the work, loeoo the tiJMthe got timet, ooiddbe "(Mil lUvwand Mother," whii|>ered the jtnmger R» ligiout. ** We thtll not die,** ttid the eldei, •* nntU we heve Ail- filled our mitrion in Rome." " Ah, thityou toid in that dreadful storm fivm London to Ottend,** returned the younger Nun, " and yon were right : but may Almighty God In bis mercy furgire me all ray eins ! and our Bleteed Lady, and Guardian Angela and Patron cii^te preserve us on this narrow shelf ovir that dreadftil pit of destruction !" ** May I open my eyet now, Mr. Terrison T said Lllia. "No, no— HM>t yet. May the Lord b« meretful to oa •11 P cried he. •'Ah! Now tUi la an awflil temptfa^ of the Almighty! Vetturino, Vetturino! let at ool, man! Let ut walk, for Ood't take P But the domr, at they had proved beftre, reqnired • partioular knaflk, which aeeret the Vetturino kept to Mm- a^} and he wat at that time walkmg on the tafe side ol the horses, a little way behind them. "Miserere me Deus secundum miserioordinn tmim,* began Mr. Terrison : to which penitential paatm the Re. ligious responded ; while Lilia kept exclaiming, but in a low tone, " Great and Holy God, to whom I belong by my baptism, and who saved me on the En|^ moontah^ wre me now, if jt be Thy holy will. I believe diat in Iliy Unity is a divine adorable Trinity. I believe what- WW Thou oommandest by thy Church. I hope in The* abme. Oh, if 1 fiOl over this precipice, receive my soul. I wish to love you above all that you have created, how* ever beautilUI or good. Are we goh^ over now, Reverend Mother? Oh, Lord Jttut^ Divhw Bedtamtr, who hat ,t..,.wj-,-.m-, V.JU. --■•-'■iiirti i 'ntfru iT BOm AMD IBM ABBXT. Mved me from eternal death, receive my souli Oh! now we ara over — Oh, Jesus, Jesus !" But the crash which sounded on LiHa's acutely suffer, ing nerves was the opening the stiff door of the carriage ; for the Vetturino, or, as he invariably called himself the ' Vctturale," at length came to know if they wer« .aif^rmed. "To be sure we are !" cried Mr. Terrison, putting out both his teet, and struggling down without the steps. "Come out. Miss Lilitk. and you too, Lucy, and let the Nuns sit on this side of the carriage. And piay, Vettu^ rino, what is the use of all this space of ground next to the rocks, if you keep the carriage dose to the edge of the precipice 1" The Vetturale replied that it was useless to be moving in and out ; that they could not always keep by the rocks, on account Of the tools and rubbish ; therefore it was better to keep on in a straif^t line. "You will always find," added he, '' that the ne<irer the edge, the smootheir the road, and the horses know that; but they are so accustomed to this pass, that I trust entirely to them, and BO I would if it were midnight." Antonio was, however very good-natured, and during the next mile walked between the frightful abyss and the horses' heads ; while the Reverend Mr. Terrison and his two companions fol- lowed the carriage at some distance ; and feeling secure of their footing they were eiubltd to admire both the stupendous work of creation and the faigenious industry of man. "But we live in times," said Mr. Terrison, "wWoh make it a difficult mattet to tuiprise any (mebyenf^eep MU AHD TBI ABnn'. 67 luli Oh! «ly suffer* carriage; d hinoitelfl they wer« putting out the steps, and let the »i*y, Vettu- iind next to the edge of » be moving ly the rocks, sfore it was will always smoother they are so them, and as, however nile walked leads; while ipanions fol» teling secure ire both the ous industry son, "wMoh >7 engineer fc» AnL Twenty years ago the tunnels, or, as they oidl them, 'galleries,' which we shaU pass to-morrow, wer« eonsidored the wonders of this pass; and now we shdl probably look at them with the eyes of critics accustomed to artificial roads and tunnels of surpassing workman, ship." Heir mid^y halt was Briga, and it was early in the evening when they reached Berisa!, which ww to be their shelter for the night. Tftey visited therefore the pretty 'ittle chapel, and joined mentally in the evening Angalus and Litany of Loretto, said in German by a devout pei^ Mnt congregation. ITie neat and picturesque inn wa^ Mke the pas. of tiie Simplon, undeigoing repairs, and the hot months of July and August had been chosen, being those m which travellers were not expected. Here was not therefore sufficient accommodation for th, English party of five, and the two Religious divided tiie night in alternate watch and repose. The elder Nun was tiie first to bear tiie &tigue of sitting on an armless chair, while oUiers slept: but she drew a smaU teble near her on which she leaned. She had whispered to tite attendant peasant as she left tiie room, "What do you call tiiia nearest and highest glacier just before die window f ' and the reply had been, "TTie top of tiie Simplon." The Nun extinguished her lamp, and gazed on the ijita peak of ice, now hitensely brill lant in tiie moonlight. The wearied eyes tiien dosed, and for awhile she slept and so profoundly, that when at lengtii her uneasy pos- ture roused her, she could not comprehend tiie fiust tiiat ■he beheld— «ot tiie narrow oonfiaes and pious ornaments rf the hidden cell, but the high Alps, on her long and wv m 68 KOMC AND THV ABBKT. anxious pQgrimage to Rome. Yes I her dn«in bid bMtt of cloistral duties and united prayer; but ibe waking thought must be of lofty, lonely piRrpo«>-divofoe, for •while, from all that lovely is of pious siaterijot^ and fikir repute; and her mind found sympathy in the snUiiiM Rcene before her. She arose »nd softly opened the ease, irent to inhale the pure midnight air, on that aOUi of Augu8^ raid the eternal snows. More than ever was she now the chUd of Providence— more than ever did mystery surround her : and she seemed caught up and fijwd in an atmosphere so pure, so hij^ so rare, so desdale that, like the cold glacier before her, she might nevar again descend to the smUing sympathies, the j©ys, the mirth, the kindly look, the loving voice, the flowing tears of th« volley. Could she accept that destiny 1 Yes, if deeUa- uig yea*'8 or foiling health could assureler of a near pa*, ■ago to the city not made with hands, eternal in the heavens. But could she accept that destiny now, m tha fiill power of her health and fcculties— when the mind was in still more vigorous action, the heart m more earnest feeling than in the earlier years of her woman, hood 1 Yes, if spiritual consoUtion should abound ; if to the cold moonlight of the night's sorrow shmdd snooeed the bright sunbeams of the mom— if she eooUl bask and glisten in the celestial smile. But could i^ accept to be for life a human glaoier^into which no sun can penetfato, no dews, no showers can melt— could she aooept sncll dereliction 1 The Religious shuddered and dosed het eves. But was there a state beyond evaa this hi sirring .^d, if 90, could she aooept that state— oould she iceept tiM divine annooncement that all j^vioua fiivottra htA BOm AKB TBI ABM*. been deiuafcms— thst she had deceived heveelf aad othen •—thai her state of doreliction was not to pvxify but to punish-- that she had been the Tietim of satanio aii— bttc that having been so, not in wilfulness but in weahnesi^ her soul was saved ; and satisfied with this great boon sha was henceforth to be an icy, solitary beacon, pointed out as the great witraing to all fervent, g^ierous hearts, of hidden dangers in the mystio life t Could she accept that destiny 1 Hie shuddering was succeeded by a chill throughout her whole fWune, except the eyes, which were tortured by the glare of diat immovable point of ice before her ; but she raised them above, to the dear blue vault of Heaven, and excUunrad^ **Yeei ^for Thy g^reater glory, my Spouse, anu my Ood I" 'iVo hours on Uie following morning, winding higher and higher, brought the travellers to tiie Hospice of the Simplon, where they presoited the letter ftom the Abbot at Itartigni ; and where, previous to the ho^itable bvealu &Bt, they had the renewed consolation of Holy Mass and Communion in the noble chapel of the Hospice. The Reverend Prior, if he did not possess all the calm dignity of his Abbot at Martigni, had his own admirabla charaoteristie of openJiearted benevolence. He abow<ed his guests over all his premises, and otmdesoended to put OB for their inspection his foil Augustinian choir costuoMw In die kitchen was one of the Arifiuaed dogs of St Bw* hard's Monastery, aw goo J • specimen, in his way, of the ''passiire sublime,** as wu ^scenery around ; wd soon W formed part of • picture, in which he q>peared quite nnseiouB that he was caressed and admired. The othaiv Hid more aodte form in the pieture, wna LUK wiM» «Mr ■■ mami 'I i > I 111 ■m • l^uivt of delight, had thrown herself on her knees, had > tOMed away her bonnet, and was alternately leaning her bead on his back, or winding her arms round his neck. ** Oh," cried she, " if Fred and Harry could but see this real dog I How often have we played at being lokt in tho snow, and found by this noble creature. Under dry leaves, or hay, lay I ; Fred, being the strongest, was tlw dog, with a bottle of pretended wine round his throat ; and Harry was the monk, with his long staff and basket of provisions. Almost all the scrapes and disgraces I fell into with Miss Rigby were owing to Fred, the dog, tearing my frocks. Oh, if thoy cauld but see the real dog in his own mountains ! — just where he ought to be, the noble fellow ! 1 must send them a lock of his hair, if the Prior will let me cut one o£ Mr. Torriaon, will you translate for mel*' " Well, indeed," cried Mr. Tcrrison, " there is but one Ktep from the sublime to the ridiculous. Tt>e look of a dug's hair! A proper Protestant relic!" and he fol- lowed the Reverend Prior and the Religious through the ofiioes and outer door to Uid grassy enclosure round the Hospice, more or less covered with snow, in which, ap- pearing to be now but a rigid and peaked hillock of ioe^ was the extreme point of the Simplon. After taking a grateful farewell of the Reverend Fa> ther Prior, and depositing their mite in the poor's boi, oar travellers b^an their rapid descent of the mountaio, and by the evening had arrived at Duomo d'Osaolo. They were now fitirly in Italy, and Uiis suflSoed to oocupy Lilians thoughts. Here they received the hospitality of • sight's lodging and breakiiwt from a religiuas ooooouf ingher neck. I Bee this der dry was die throat; d basket igraces I the dog, the real [bttobe, hishur, ison, will B but one look of a d he fot lUghthe round the Mch,ap* tckof ioe, erendla* oor's boi, mouDtaiOi d'Osaola to occupy tpitality of OOOOOUf Bom ira isnr. thy devoted to good works, and fuU of the sreetest and most cordial charity. The following morning, <m leaving tN« churdi, they travelled throu^ scenes contrasted to their ymn over the Alps, as is the beautiful and verdant to the awfU and sublime, and by their resting-hour of noon were edging the lovely banks of the Lago Maggiore, where they stop- ped with a letter of recommendation from the Abbot of Martigni, at the hospitable villa of the Baroness Boloa goro. The gracious old lady received them in her bed, where, ftom extreme debility, she spent the greater part of her time. She was as much interested in her guests as the kind Abbot could have desired; and after conversing with them as \aag as her weakness would permit, she desired her Reverend Chaplain to show them the chapel and poor-school, and all that might entertain tliem till the eaJrly dinner was served. This reverend gentleman was one oi the newly formed religious congregation founded by Signor Rosmini, many of whom are xealously eni> ployed in England as missionary priests, and the female branch is also established in England under the title of ** Suters of Providence." Our travellers visited the coo. T«Dt and school of these " Pious Teachers," as all Reli> gious devoted to popular education are termed in Italy ; •nd then, after Uie repast in the villa, sat by the justly noted lake, grateftil for all the mercies that accompanied their journey, and also rendering thanks for those still ia ■tore — as the considerate old lady and her Reverend Chaplain were preparing letters for them to deliver to the Mother.6uperior of the Visitation Nuns at Arwus and to 7t utaa Am rm abbct. F'l Wmsl, the Grey Sisten of the Hoepital at Novura, which letten produced all the kindness and cordial hospitality so edi- fying to the recipients, so full of reward to the dispensers, H being declared by their Divine Spouse to be ''more Messed to give than to receive." To the highly-gifted Mid sympathising Superitwess ot the Salesians at Anma our elder Religious confided in part the object of her pil> grimage to Rome, and received in return for tlus oonfi- dence the most heartfelt wishes for her success, with the promise of a continued remembrance in her prayers. Like the Reverend Abbot at Martigni, this sweet Reli- giotts entreated that, when suooessful, the English jril- grim would write to her, that she also trng^t rejoice and retitm thanks. But it was with the Grey Sisters at Novara that Uiim was in full enjoyment. She could not yet understand (heir language, nor they hers, but she loved them directly, and they loved h«r. Every part of that admirable estab- Ushment interested her feelings ; she almost determined to be a Grey Sister, and nurse the sick and dying; and •t the parting, kissed and wept as if i^e had spent her life am<Hig8t them. Nor was Lilia tiie wily one to love and admire the Hospitiaiers of Novara ; they will ever be gvateftOly remembered by all the pilgrim pai^ lo afe «■■ gmgn aocdU ^Bten, **mor« tArona her pil> da ooufi* vithtlM prayen. set Reli- |lidi pU- joioeand AiatUlia identMid direcdy, I)lee8tab- itemtiaad Ingi and spent her tolova wUlevar aJNla AND lU ABBir Mr now CHAPTER VIL Bator th* fold, thov tluftai uaStt Tlijr mother ii blamlins Imitl . B«B to th* s^ltar of tby 4*^ Tho tlinnler it i> the oload ' ThafaithAU AaKkisw*nlBg-buk And aaxloa* eo«n» hM mad* ; Haito I for Ibf woU Ua« is tha datk Of joadar aMaitakada. * « * mti was btil^Q^e^ii^ll^ m^'^& jl^peot, muI Uiey would reach Genoa — the fkr-fiuned Grenoa ; they* would see the Miediterranean. Hie country had become l)fit and uninteresting ever since Novara — ^the Rev. tSi, Terrison longed for a rtulroa^ and Mlta found nothing fli eicterior objects to amuse her, except tlie giycefiil lioi^' dresses or ^e remate peasantis. "I find it a great relief' to tiaVe nouidre beauMd scenes to contemplate," said Sister' Bfary Agnes; the joui^gi^ I^im': " human nature is' so pione t6 look oulf^ iiutead of widiin^ aiid I am so' wektL** <* Bu^ ^Mter Agnes," said Liliq^ *" do^ M dirraBlini^ •nd b^utaful raue tiie soul tp God V* « When tiiat' is the cue,** repilied di«telr AfP^di; ibojt es^y ad4re8ui^, and believing herself heard by lalla tifmof^ "it must be profitable; and Almighty God oon- dnots sottis by such different means, that we oaii nevw i^iire to prtmounce &r ^others.** ** But even for your8#, l^r Ajj^i&^-'kiify y^ Ibv* 4 iJF i -il ■I- f !>■ I Mk 'it •i H HOUX AHD THX ABSIT. God more and more »t every fredi ^laj of Us Wfl» derful creation r - .. •. "I loved Him as much in our little cdl,'' s«d tha ynimg Nun. " And what oonld you see from your window r » I could see nothing. It was placed so high that oar Oratory was beneath it, with the crucifix, and «»»»"«■ memhrances of all that He had done for my soul. This was sufficient." " Pray, Miss LUia," said Mr. Terrison, who wm test- ing his eye^ but had not been asleep, " did it ever hap- pen to you to be taken to some show— call it * Coemo- rama,' or what you will— where you had to wait in some dull, gloomy room tUl it was your turn to have a peep, and then you could have staid there all day : it was no longer dull and gloomy 1 So it is with these good Nuns : they have each got %j)eep at something better than even the wonders of «reation ;— so Uie mystery becomes ex- plained of Why they love their cell, m which they get thia private peep oftener than elsewhere. «• Oh," cried LUia, " I ioiow what you^nean t It is the contemplation of God himself 1-his truth, hU wisdom, his goodness, his love 1 These are superior to his oreo- tlon— they are increate. They are his divine essence, which it would be sufficient for his own happiness always to contempkte: and yet He is so fWl of love that He has created man, and is his Providence. This I have been long taught by Mr. Neston, my brcthers' tutor." « He Uoght you very weU. But did he teach you no vorer »«d Mr. Terrison. « No: but my own fcther taught me In his evenfaig ttfe bkloor kher Te> . This as rMt> ferhsp' in aomd ispeep, t was no A Nuns : teven ^gettUs BOm AND TBI ABBSr. u •^Mtetions and Sunday sermons, that I can do no good, and can expect no salvation, but through our Lord Je»ua Christ." •♦ Very admirable, also,** said Mr. Terrison. " But did he teach rou no more t" " NeveJ"!* said Lilia : " therefore I blended the instruo> tions of the two in my own way ; and until last year considered the Lord Jesus Christ to be an inferior Intel* %«n«o— neither God nor man, but a most mysterioua being, full of love and goodness, and, as Mr. Neston terms Him, • the holy founder of the CSiristian system.' Last year the Reverend Qiaplain of Elverton Hall taught me that our Lord Jesus Christ was that very God whose truth, wisdom, goodness, love, and other attributes had been distinctly taught me; and that the mystery of his life on earth did not consist in his being a little more than man and alittle less than God, but m his being both in their utmost perfection. He taught me also who is the Holy Ghost, whom I had look^^d upon as an inferior intelligimce, and the beamr from God of holy thoughts, like the angels. Now I know that He is God ; and I have learned every thing respecting the angels, and their great o(»cem and interest for me. What happiness to be at length amongst them I and how glad I am that the fiillen angels chose evil, and have made room for mo, and Fred, and Harry, and Reverend Mother, and all those I love, to be bom, and go to Heaven." "You must not be glad of evil," said Mr. Terriscui, •' nor rejoice in the sin of an angel, for your own advan- tage ; but you may and ought to rejoice that Almighty I i m fi BOiu AND TBI ABBKT. God hM overruled that evil, and brought forth greatM good than if that evil had not been oommitled." •* Are you not delighted that you were boin, Mr. Ter. rtson r said Lilia. Mr. Terrison, who aU hia life had had to struggle with gnat physical depression, and dread of death, replied with a sigh, " I am bound to thank Obd for his Aree gift of life, and bound to employ it in his servioe." " You sigh, Beveroid Sir— you sigh !" cried Lilia. " But, oh, what joy to exist Geom. nothing!— to know, to love, to servo QoA ; and to have our places all prepared fbr us where we shall contemplate his perfections for everT , -•.-.- ,■■+'.'*; " If we be fiSthfiil to his grace,** said Mr. Terrison. •• But I ooncluAe you have been fiirther taught that Almighty God, wKen he created man, gave him also his ft«e dwice of good and evil, and that, like the faUen angels, he' chose evilT ^^ ^ " Ves," laui LUia. But it is uset<ws, ICr. Temson, for the Devil to pretend to make miadiieC You 8©e,tlMrt w'hen he diiose evil and tempted aw»y the otfier tog^ God crei^^ man; and when he temptoi awa^ mm^ Go4 blnueHl^ in human ^e^ came t» fetldi Jam biakj^ and make liJm haj^pier than ever 1 So I raUly wonder the Deva attempU Miy niore schemes' ajjunrt C^od:" " Vdt, M long as the world ^^^l 1*4" «»« Ur. TeA •on, " the Devil will lay Ks tw^' ti) oitolt souls; aii^ God pmnits'tliis.'* , . . , .. « Wliy ^ioes God permit it i" inc^iiired MiaL •♦Because," replied' ifi-l Twrison, "uniai tlw end d *»^E MM KOMB AITD TBI ABBBT. n time God leaves mm his ohoioe of good or eviJ. He hM repBlred, and more than rejMired^ the misdiief done wheo Adam sinned, because the human nature of man in tlie person of Jesus Christ, our Divine liedeemer, is already, since the day of his Ascension, exalted far above even Uie good angels, and this must mortify the Devil ^o the very quick. But still, man must be punished for havmg •inned— punished in the evil inclinations of his nature, •nd punished by the many temptations that surround him, even hi thhigs harmless, or even m' themseives good, be ^uae he is prone to love them too much, and to forget God— to love the gifts more than Jhe givei^to love the oreaturemore thaii the (Creator. Now.here is this Fred, •nd this Harry, whom you are always remembering and' quoting— they are very good boys, I dare say, and you do right to love them ; but I fear that you thi^ of them oftener than you do of God, anci if you thintc pf them oftener, you love them better; and if yo»i love them better ^ey are your idols, or false gods; and your de. light m the perfections of the Deity, and in the contem- plation of his attributes, are just a string of fine sen- tences which you can repeat tirom the lectures of your tutor." ■ ' .. -Oh!" cried Lilia, the blood rushing to her &ceu and the tears to her eyes, " my Fred and Harry fidse gods!" " Yes," said Mr. Terrison, « and the great doir. too. with his lock of hair !" * "' ^ " Don't mmd his Reverence, Miss LUia," whispered Lucy; "he is tryfag not to smUe behind his Oflb* book." F IT ■ 1 lit I U mOUU AlID THE ABDir. ** Reverend Mother," cried Mr. TerriscMi, "here If tUt Lucy not keeping custody of eyes ! She will never do for » Lay Sister ! she is peeping into my comer." ** Oh, Lucy," said Lilia, " 1 know that he is only joking about the dog ! But he is in earnest about Fred and Harr/ — aiid 1 cannot help thinking about thent ; and I cannot help loving them. Oh, Mr. Terrison, what aia I to do?" " Do Uiis," replied he : — ** every time you mention them, and every time that you find your thoughts much occupied with them, make an act of the love of God, saying, * My God, I desire to love thee above all crea- tures !' And then do something for your brothers' souls, >>j iMj ing, ' My God, give them grace to become great Saints.' Why, we have Saints Fabian and Sebastian, Si^ts John and Paul, Sunts Cosmas and Damian, Saints Gervase and Protuse — and why not Saints Frta and Barry f" " Yes, I wiU do exactly as you tell me," said LQia, recovering her spirits as she looked on the benevolent oountcnanoe of Mr. Terrison. ** Indeed, it will greatly vonnole me to feel that I can be really useful to them, and in a manner that brings me near to them again. As the great God is boundless, and fills all creation, they are in Him, and I am in him, even now. Besides, ws have all three been baptized, and our souls belong to Him : but if my praying for them causes God to think of them and of me at the same moment, then we are re- fleeted all three together on the mirror of the memory oi tfie Divmity, and we meet thus in God." ** Who taught you. this idea 1" said Mr. Terrison. TTrrrr^^ rfl, 'V^ >•' T^m't-'m^^ «0I» AKD TBB ABUT. H ** No one," replied LUia; ** it hH juit come into my blad. Mi^ it aUy there 1 I luppoae it majr, for God Is the creator of ideM. Thej* were not pre-existeot to him — that w«a an error of PlatoV ** This is a very odd girl !" whispered Mr. Terrison to Sister Agnes, — " at once so childish and so profound." Then addressing Lilia: " God is the creator of all things visible and invisible, therefore he ia the creator of ideas ; but God is all perfection, and truth is one of his attri- butes, therefore he creates only those ideas that are true. When you conceived that idea, on which I do not pro> uounce, of those distant on earth, if praying for each other, being reflected together on the mirror of the me- mory of God, and so being re-united, was it not in ooiw sequence of some previous metaphysical conversation bdd with some one 1" <* I think it was," replied Lilia ; " but not lately. It is nearly a year ago that Father Duago taught me the doc- trine of the Trinity in the Unity of God. He then said that God's contemplation of lus own perfection was not a barren abstraction, but a fruitfbl production, for that the perfect image of Himself was the instantaneous conse- quence. I then thought of a i|||rror, which perfectly reflects the original object ; but I knew that the perfect Image of God's perfection, being a fruitful production, was a real Divine Person, and therefore a mirror is but a v>:!y imperfect comparison; however, it has often oo- . ourred to me fur want of a better. I fbrther learned at that time that the mutual love of these two Divine Per- ■ons produced instantaneously a third Divine Person; BO that Uio Divinity has contained from all eternity thrM >l i ■ 1} HOXS AND TBS ABBKT. ■ -J. ,. . .... ', ,t . ■ ' ■ Pcvwms— «U holy, wise, and powe^ul, one as the othat —God being in three porta." •* That last expression is your own, I conclude ?" naid Mr. Terrison. "y«s," replied lalia. "When I think that God hw chosen to be in ^iree parte, I find it easier to understand the equality of his Trinity." " Perhaps the expresdon ' God w In three parts ' may be admissible,*' satd Mr. Terrison ; " but you must be careful not to say that, God is divided into three pans, <br the Church adores the holy and undivided Trinity." " To return to my praying for Fred and Harry," said Lilia : " I believe that God always remembers them, for He has not a memory that can fiul lilie a mortal's. Wbc iher I pray for them or not, they arc in the memory of God, and I am in his memory, whether I behave well qr ill J but when that thought entered my mind of our V«ing Closel; reunited in the memory of God, it gave me grea« jOy, as if we should be all throe more beloved by Him iia those moments, and therefore more distinctly repre- sented, as if in a mirror held before Him — for he would then see and love that part of us which is himself; for you know that his divine virtue flowed into our soids at our baptism, thereforf we are not only in Him, but he ia in us." " That is supposing aim ays," said Mr. Terrison, " that neither of you have forfeited that divine virtue by >:dmitting sin into your soul. Remember what we have been speaking of respecting the choice of good and evil. If, in expelling original sin, baptismal grace pr';vented the power of actual sin, every baptized person Ttrould b« jfifgaiaMm&sgmmmmmmmm God h«w inder8tan<l (arts' may u must be iree piiits, Trinity." any, ' said s tbern, for al's. Who- memory of ave wel! or if ourl'«ing e me great by Him in ctly repre- T he would imself; for )ur soiils at m, but. he ia rison, " that virtue by utt we have . and evil, prevented tn "vould b« |l|)ip AXO 1^ > W' i« MOure of eternal blisa ; whereas it is only when a penoa has died too young to have had the mental power of choosing evil, that we are warranted in believing that, >vithout the aid of wiy other sacran.tnt, his soul has returned immediately to his Create i, ^^ to his orighial destination : for,Gk>d c ;«ted the soul of man for his love and service ; and if the soul, in her free will, makes arty other choice, she ci^parts from her holy destination, and toe Devil looks out tor her to become his for over." " Oh, dreadful ! dreadful !" cried Lilia. What is to be done?" " Why, as Almighty Grod accepts the soul under two conditions only — ^innocence or penitence — ^if she have lost the .former, she must embrace (he tMev ; and may ,re8t assured that if she do so truly, humbly, generously, she will find that her pen'tential state tias woven round her the wedfling-garment, which will admit her, to ^ nuptial feast o^ the Eternal King." ** But it is better to remain innocent," said Lilia. " ¥m better," responded Mr. Terrison. " nien I will renuun innocent !" cried Lilia, quitb iui> eonscinus of the smile which curled round lilr. Ijerrison's iDOUth, wd ""' ] -sflected by Sister Agnes and Lucy. " r pronuoea A. nighty God, and Father Duago, at the Lake of Gras-r^ere, that I would never <;hoose evil !" N 'r[- a year had, however, passed since then, during wolcsh she had approached the saoreji tribunal of CoatHii- naa — twice to Father Duago, and oftentimes to the Reverend Mr. Terrison, with whom alcne now lay the knowledge of how fiur, in the sight of God, she waA atiil "the Lily of the Valley." «flw»M— aiiMiiiinw RUMR AND TCS CHAPTER Vm. ■ut than e'«r gUdad bj Ui« pan lUr-llKhti Atong the ihont of lUljr and FnnM i In all Ut« iplandaur of thoM rautheni nighti, When mamorjr and feu* ere huthed |ierehBiiee t Thon hHt enjoyed— Oh ! wonderAil ■■ rare, Soma pleennt nHHoenta In a world of care ! Artnt one more day of trsTelling, our English party entered rgain into mountain scenery ; and at length l>egao the descent into Genoa, and lieheld the Mediterranean. « Oh, is U possible !" exdumed Lilia. " Do I actually behold the classical Mediterranean, that contains ScyU» and CharibdiS; and so many — ^many remembrances ! Oh ! if— My Qod, I desire to love thee above all creatures ! — but if Fred end Harry were but here ! My God, give them grace to become great Sainta ! And the opposite coast is Africa — ^wonderful ! Another quarter of the globe, where in ancient times stood CWthage, the great xival to Rome, and still oontuning Alexandria and Hyppo, cities of the early Stunts — Cyprian, and Athana- tius, and Augustine. Oh, what happiness ! And then, for beautiful GenM itself there are historical and pioutf ixcordd, for there was the great Admiral Doria, and there was Saint Cathdrine of Genoa, with many more in «Mh class of greatness Oh I Lucy, are you not glad to see fiunous G^oa f* liuoy smiled and gave a little private nod, but sha %mM not ooinmit herself before her preaent cnjnfuaj - isMMt^^mm BOm AHO TBI ABBKT. 8» {liah party igthbegaD jiranean. > I actually una Scyllft taces! Ohl futures ! — God, pve le opposite ter of the , the great ndria and adAthana- And then, and pioutf )oria, and more in not glad i, but aha oompany by owning that she did admire very much, not only the fine winding road, and the majestic city and harbour beneath, but also the graceful attire of the Genoese women. " We have bid ferewell," said the Reverend Mr. Tor- rison, ** to Italian hospitality ; it is a virtue that belonga not to cities. At any rate, if there be such good soula in Genoa as to shelter religious pilgrims, I luiow them not; so I must be content to lodge you all with my friends Mr. and Mrs. Tea, and if you can get the top 6oor you will be quiet enough, lliey are modest and pious people." This plan was put into exeuution ; and in an hour LUia found herself perched at a giddy height overlooking the harbour, with the chained galley-slaves immediately beneath her. Here they were detained nearly a week, as the vessels did not leave the harbour till the first of September. Tlie respectful master of the house did not appea.* ; but his gentle young wife, who spoke English, brought her infimt and sat with them as often as she could spare time, seeming to delight in the repose she found in that suite of rooms, to the more stirring parts of the house. Hie magnificent Annunciata was their nearest, and constantly frequented church. There they first heard the popular "Tantem ergo" of Italy, which at that time seemed a holy oonfiision, in whidi no tune was ever to be distinguished, but which at lergth in the Roman churches, by dint of repetition, vindicated its claim to ^ ■n ancient air, and grew in their affection. Mr. Tenison took Lilia and Lucy to are the other churches and iaatL ^■■■■■■MHiiiiiliiiii iiMiiitritfiiiltitiiiifiiBil 84 nOMI AKD THB ADBBT. m tutions of the city, especiallj pointing out to them the ■cene of the active religious labours of Saint Catherine of Genoa. On the evening of the Ist of September our travellers entered the Ane vessel called the " Ercolano," and grato- fblly thanking the zealous pair, who had saved them every petty expense and annoyance from porters and boatmen, they bade farewell to Genoa by the same bright moon that had shone on the top glacier of the Simplon, but which now, sinking in the far west, only lasted to give its part- ing beams to the beautiful city, seen to its greatest efiect from the water. To the moon succeeded a starlight which left them nothing to regret — such a starlight as the younger ones of the party had never witnessed. Lilia drew near to the two Nuns, and found them repeating in a low voice, — " Htil, QnMn of Haarsn ! the oecan't Star, Ottlde of the wanderer here below ; Thrown on IlfB'i •urxe, we claim th]r eaia ; Save ai from peril and ttnm woe. MoUier of Chriit ! Star ol' U)e Sea, . * Pray tar the wanderei^— ptajr tot ma."* Lilia now sat in silence — a silence morefuU of «ijoy« Mient than the most eloquent expressions could have bestowed. She held in her hand the rosary cross sus- pended fh>m the girdle of the Religious by whom she sat — diat being whom she loved as much, though with more •we and mystery than she loved her brothers, and who at times seemed to possess the power of expelling from her memory the image of every creature but hersd£ IUb had arisen from the early halo cast around the d4n • Tmiwlatloa b/ the Bar. Dr. Lingnrd of th« " At* Maria Walla ' BOin AND TBI ABBXT l« relative, by the approval, the admiration, the imitation of that giflecl and prosperous being, by all those who surrounded and could itiluence the tender age of Lilia. Then had followed a particular notice of henel{| which had filled the heart of the neglected child with a devotion of gratitude and love so impetuous, that, when summoned from time to time to be the companion of the Recluso Lady of the Hall, Lilia would willingly leave for a week or more the studies and games of the Vicarage, to move silently through stately deserted rooms, conservatories, flower-gardens, where not a sound was heard ; and to gaze over a vast undulating park, where the deer seemed to gain courage from the silence 'around, and would often leave the sweeping branches ot the beech-tree?, and the tangled retreats of the copse-wood, to browse near the lawn, from which the park was divided only by a sunken fence. Had Lilia then been questioned w;hether she would not rather have had her brothers witb her, she TTOuld undoubtedly have answered " Yes :" but as the possibility had never occurred to her, she was as perfectly happy in her life at the Hall as in that of the Vicarage, and so easily passed from one contrasted life to the other that her identity could hardly have been recognise^. At the Vicarage, from its confined space, all was in social contact ; the Greek and Latin murmuring of the boys mingling with the sounds in an opposite direction of Ute music or dancing lessons of the girls, and nqt unfrequently of the nursery plaints or ditty ; while friendly visitors, parish business, and indigent suppliants, kept up the stir and hum of a beehive. \t the Hall it would have been more diflicult to d*soover how the numfcruus domesti<*i aiiiMi iiri jfifFMi^MliM fV ll < i M SOMB AlfD THX ABBKT. iuid retainers, and the wbole routine of life were conducted. Lil>eral charities were dispensed ; horses and carriages came to the entrance of the Hall or flower-garden, and were employed; repasts were served in the allotted apartments, and were eaten : all was in the most perfect order, the most finished taste, the most noble scale of household private government: and Uiis hidden silent working of a great machine contributed not a little to the mystery and respect with which Lilia was inspired by her visits to ' c Manor Hall. There had been great intervals between these visits. After the longest of these intervals, Lilia had not only to fe-enter her former mode of life, as companion to the Recluse Heiress^ but to acquire some new habits. She had then to kneel morning and evening by her widowed cousin in the privati? chapel — to join every week in the united prayers of the household for the repose of thesuul of a certain "Eustace de Grey,** whom Lilia but faintly remembered — ^to learn the Latin chaunts and litanies, and to listen to music of the Mass, sung with such touching emotion by the Recluse, that, young as she was, Lilia'a musical genius and feeling heart were moved to a sensi* bility she could not comprehend. Then came another pause in their intercourse. Lilia heard the unguarded speech, or the confidential whisper, and learned by degrees that the Lady of the Manor Hall, in whom were supposed to centre the two rival properties of the Carringtons and the De Greys, had left; her home to become a Nun ! — ^that her fiither had been privately married for years to a Spanish lady of high rank— that • «0D was bom tto the estate of Elverton — that the Abbey i i miir; i fTir ii rinrT|ij'pTitpirrmj''fty XOm Xm TBM ABBXT. •1 iuoted. rriage* in, and illottcd perfect iciile of I silent ittle to nspired k Tints, only to 1 to the s. She ridowed k in the [the auul faintly ies,and ouching LUia'a senn* LUia rliiaper, vHoll, Dpertiea home ivately —that a Abbey Ruin was henceforth to oontidn not only the chapel and priest's house, but also a convent of Sisters of Mercy, and to afford a religious shelter to the founder's widow as a humble Sister of the Order. It was at this period that Lilia was transferred from the governess to the tutor ; and being forbidden all inters course with a Catholic, who, though endurable as heiresa of the Manor, had proved herself extravagant mough to become a Nun, LUia only heard of her beloved cousin by accident or stealth, till, after asoertuning that aha had fulfilled her noviciate and taken the vows, and returned firom the Noviciate Convent -to the Abbey Ruin, Lilia heard no more. Thl-ee years of silence were then succeeded by the in* telligeno<^ that the awful superstition of the " Perpetual Adoration' was to be established in the Abbey Convent. After some months this rumour was negatived, and an audible whisper fell on Lilia's ear that Lady de Grey had removed from the convent — no one knew where, nor wherefore. And even now Lilia knew not " where nor wherefore ;" but, as she sat by her who had never instilled into her young mind and heart but principles of the loftiest, purest nature, and whose every action had hitherto proved that these pure and lofty principles were the guide of her life, LUia required no details nor explanati,nu ta trust, to sympatluze, to approve, to ardentiy wish suocesi to the present pUgrimage to Rome. The Reverend Mr. Terrison now drew near the little group, and seated hunself next to LUia, laying, ''Have you yet learned, Miss Lilia, to paint f "No," replied she : "Mr. Everard would not permit j^iBafJiri ff ■■ ROIII Aim THt ABBCr. me to paint until I could send him an original drawing without a fault of proportion or perspective. The lost drawing, however, did please him, and he said that after I should have bsen a few weeks in Rome, I was to request Reverend Mother to inquire for a master for me. But why. Reverend Sir, do you asltl" "Because," replied Mr. Terrison, "there are some fine effects of light and deep shadows, which the admirers of Salvator Rosa or of Rembrandt would lilte to store up m their memory. I mean those figures already seated at the empty supper-table, here on declc, with the lanterns glaring on part only of each head. Loolc ! what a fine effect is given to that Capuchin friar, and to the old man who is serving. Can you remember such effects ?" "I think I shall be able," said LUia, " for to-morrow morning I can make a memorandum of those lights and shadows with the black chalks I have in my travelling desk." "And a very good way," said Mr. Terrison. "It is the custom of the best artists to sketch off in this • chi- aro oscuro,' before hazarding the coloured picture." " But," added Lilia, « wUl you not like better. Sir, to secure the effect yourself? I can get you beautiful chalks and leather stumps to4U{^t, if I may go into the eabin with Lucy." " No, no," said Mr. Terrison, laughing ; « it is many years since I have done anything but criticise, which is easy enough." " Pray, Reverend Father," said Sister Agnes, " are we to sit at that long table, with all those strange men ?" " Yes," replied he ; " but I have arranged for you as 1 (tfd at Strasburgh, where they could not give u» a sep» sisiiai'tiaiw-r'i ^te iwfag e last after quest But some airera >reup leated iterns a fine I man orrow ts and esk." It is •chi- lir, to iutiful the kany lichia are lenT asl |aep» amm ^te taUe. We shall be at one end, you aiid your Rev- erend Mother will face each other, and a Kutuiui priest, whom I recognised on first comuig on boanl, will sit, like myself between the world ^d the cloister." After the supper, during which Lilia andJLucy, despite their hunger, took a few peeps along the table at the lights and shadows, the four female travellers retired to a square little cabin, where they said their night-prayers, and entered their respective berths to sleep or watch through a night of sunocating heat and constraint In the morning the vessel entered the port of Leghorn, waA the Religious were surprised to find that, although they h^ intended to remain all 'day in their cabin, they must encounter the&tigue and expense, Uke the rest of the passengers, of going in a boat to the quay, and of spending nearly the whole day in L^hom. l]his was at first a great winoyanoe. " We must resign ou;rselve8, however," said t}ie elder Beligioiis, "to v*at is ordered for us! There are churches, and perhaps this letter, given me by the |Eng- lish banker at Genoa, may prove useful to us. jt is od- jessed to the Rev. Father Glomi, a Monk of the same < nrder as his present Holiness Fope Gregory. I have also another itjtter to the same Religious, from our late kind friends, ll^r. and krs. pTea.!* " Yery well," said Mr. Terrison. « Jf the old >Ioi^ ttu) take care of you two Nuns all day, I shall be mudi ob%ed to him, for I have a great fancy to treat our tw« j;cung Seculars to a sigljt of Pisa." "Oh, the leaning tower of Pisa !" cried Lilia. W Smn ARD TBI ABBCT. petition of boatmen, Mr. Terrison got his little putjr skfely on sliore, aiid toolc thom to tlie liotel, wltero, at tlM bade of tlic ground-floor, the Reverend Father Gionii, the monlc of Camaldoli, had his temporary rooms. The letters were sent in to him, and, before it was supposed possible to have read them, the vivacious and afiectionate aid man entered, extending iiis open arms to them, in the long white habit of his Order. It was soon ascertained that the Rev. Mr. Terrison might set off by railroad with his two young companions to Pisa ; but fii-st they must all have break&st at Father GiomTs sole expense. Thifi treat was from his weeicly allowance sent to him during his absence from his mo- nastery : after which, witb all the eager attention and olear perception retained from his former career as a lawyer, he listened to the chief object of the elder Nun's pilp>inuige to Rome. The good old Monk took the most lively interest in her success, and spent the next two hours in writing letters for her to Rome, and in giving her a long private paper of instructions how to proceed, and whom to mterest, at the commencement of her labo- rious undertaking. Before the present dedication of him- self to God Father Giomi had been a husbuid and a fa- ther, and he took a still greater interest in the religious lady before him, from her reminding him of his only daughter, also a Religious, and Foundress, after many obstacles, of a religious institute in Genoa. After finidi ing all his writings, d^ring which he had exacted arigor- 0U8 silenoe. Father Giomi showed them a gift from His Hdiuesa of his own likeness in oameo ; and then, with the greatest simplicity, changed his ooul and scapolaf be> '■^%^: mauM AMD TH> inn. 91 eputj b,»tUie Gionii, H. The upposed . «tionate a, in the rerrison ipanions t Father I weeki/ his mo- tion and ser aa a it Nun's he most lext two n giving proceed, ler labo* k of him* indafa- religious lis only many erfinid) a rigor* romHis en, with Nilatbe* fcre them, and took them to see the prinoipil churdieii of Leghorn, and the then celebrated quarter of the Jews, who, from their restrictions elsewhere, were considered to live comparatively in a paradise in the free port o^ Leghorn. The winding up of Father Giomi's day of be> nevolenoe was, on the return of the trio from PUa, con* Hgning the four female travellers, with an effusion of tenderness, into the care of his dear friend Monsignor Lrcti, who that very evening, and by the same vessel, was returning from Leghorn by CSvita Vecchia to Rome. Monsignor accepted the special transfer of the two Beli* gious with the cordial benignity of his nature, and ever after proved that he had undertaken the charge in deed and in truth. He was, however, obliged to rejoin his own party, and our friends returned to the Ercolano as *hey came, in a little tossing boat which, from the in ' creased swell in the harbour, threatened now to dip un der the lai^ vessel, and now to leap on her deck. " Oh, this is worse than the Simplon 1" shrieked the three young ones. " I tell you what," cried Mr. Terrison, equally alarm- ed, *■ that if you young people all skip out directly we toudi the ladder, it is all over with Reverend Mother Ptads and myseli^we must inevitably dip into the wa- ter. Mary Agnes, I amaahamed of you ! We mustga out alternate sides." ** Go you out first, Sir," exclaimed Lucy : " you aiw too heavy for so small a boat" ** O, no ! do not go out first, Sir !" cried Sister Agnea^ ** you keep it steady." Sister Agnes was ri|^l : directly the Reverend Gei. '^ ^>. 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During that evening, their new friend Morsignor Lenti crossed oftentimes from his own party to converse '^•'th them, and on the following morning the two groups partially mingled, and our travellers became personally acquainted with the pious and charitable baroness Gri «oh, of whose good works they afterwards heard mul^h to Rome, and whose death, consistent with her life, took place a few months after. LiHa looked with interest at this, to her, first specimen of a Roman matron, and th^ sound fell pleasingly on her ear, when the fiaroness', in explaining that she had merely, with her husband and son, visited Leghorn, and was not a native of that place added with something of conscious dignity, "Sono lie! mana!" And now, behold them arrived in Civita Vecchia, and within the Papal States ! A few more hours, and our pilgrims will be in Rome. The last day's journey was • performed in company with a Franciscan Friar, who had eyed them with great good-will during the last two days and who reported himself to be Father Giacinto, oae ol the Confessors attached to Saint Jolm Lateran. " If you will come to that church," said he, « on any Friday, and inquire for me by my name at the sacristy, I shall be fetched to you ; and if I can be of any service you may command me.*' M they drew near to the great city, Father Giacinto ll^*^... KOm AMD TBI ABBZT. •I poinlud out to Mr. Terrison, who had not been there for some years, the progress of the re^rection of St. Paul's, which had been destroyed by fire, till Lilia, in her impa- tience to see the dome of St. Peter's, interrupted them, and the Friar promised to tell her the instant it could be discerned. In the meantime she amused herself with the lizards sporting on the scorched sand-banks of the road- side ; till, suddenly remembering all the deep and eiar- nest thoughts which must, during this last stage, be con- sentrated in the mind of her Religious Guardian, Lilia gently raised her veil, but as instantly di*opped it, and her little sentence of fond sympathy was postponed, for she felt that she could not interrupt the state of wrapt devotion which had rendered the Religious insensible to the details of the journey. " There ! Signorina," said the Friar at length, " there is our far-famed dome !" and Lilia, with an exclMnatioa of surprise, beheld in the distance, in truth a vast dome, and nothing more, as if in a desert of its own, reposing on the verdure. She felt disappointed, because she had expected to see Rome, or at any rate the temple of St. Peter's. " It is only in cons- -quence of its immense elevation," said Padre Giacinto, " that you see the dome at all fh>m this road : the entrance to Rome from Civita Vecchia is ihe least fiivourable. However, you will so &r be in- llemnified for entering Rome by the Borgo, that you will •otu^Uy pass the colonnades of St. Peter's." All this was fulfilled in another two hours ; and Lilu^ Lucy, and even Sister Agnes, loolced out of one window, (hen out of another, feeling strange sensations at beiqg ( l;i> BOMZ AND TBI AB8BT. in Borne, and actually passing St. Peter's ! Padre Oi«> olnto had now left them. ** Do you know where you are, Madam 1" said Mr. Terriscm to the ulent and immovable Religious beside him. " Perfectly," was the reply : " and if you can say Mass to-morrow, remember my necessities, and the great work to which I am called." <* I do hope to say Mass to-morrow morning," replied he, " and to say it here at the tomb of the Apostles. I am too uncertain of the time to propose your assLstiDg personally — ^but I never forget you." Hw Belifious rapliad, '*ThMiksbe toCMr* <msfm»m. ■■■.'■iia.Vi£f< MNHliii ■OU Ann TBI ABBBT. CHAPTER EL ■ Oh ! pUttrin, whjr goert tkon wMpio^ aloM^ To > lonb, where with tuOng en 1 prayer Thoa dMt honour • lOiriDe of but dnit and of feiMi The ipirit end mhU an not theie. -Oo'. go, with the bine rault of Heaven Bbov«i To make thy eanw known to the fleint ; For there, fttni the rexioni of light end of lef% He will heuken, and inooour thy plainL" ** Not »o, for the Saint o'er theie boaea and Ote iH| E'ar hoven, hii aid tc beitow Oa tlie pilgrim who honoura hia raliea, la iiw^ Their Mwl will protect hiai below." OoB travellers had entered Rome on the 8rd of SeptaV ber, the month there dedicated to commemorate tL« most precious Blood of orr Lord. On the following morning, after a Mass and Communion of Thanksgiving at the nearest church, the two Religious and their young companions bi^an, in devout silence, their p: Vimage oa foot to St Peter's tomb. The Reverend Mr. Terrisoa had comnuinded that it should not be performed bar». foot, and obedience being better than sacrifice, they added no austerities to the fittigue of so long a walk fasting, and ab-eady exhausted by their journey. And now behold them crossing the vast piazza, be* tween the two fountains, and ascending in the centre the long but easy flight of steps to the portal. A beggar pushes aside the heavy leathern curtain, but obstnioti ROHB AND mi'XTitt^i. the way, clamorous for relief. The demand seems fa- opportune, but alms, prayer, and fasting are the united means to obtain mercy: the beggar is relieved— the pilgrims entei^— they kneel-— they fall prostrate— and from the breast of the elder gush< s forth at length the long pent-up emotions of years. She felt to be in a home where not only sympathy but help would be given her ; and after some instants of irrepressible sobs and tears, she arose, and drew near the tomb — again praying with more distinct knowledge of her several necessities, and a still firmer conviction that her prayer was heard, and, through the intercession of the Holy Apostles, would be answered. The younger Nun and the two girls, who had wit- nessed with gri^f and terror an emotion so unprece- dented, and so far beyond their intrusion, silently watched till the wonted calm of their Rieligious Friend and Guide should return in prayer, and then ventured to move round the tomb and high altar, considering the vast proportions of the cathedral, but not hazardinjf to leave their central position, as it was there the ap- pointment had been made with the Reverend Mr. Terri. son to join them. In a short time he appeared, and m good spirits, having been successful in his hopes of say. iflg Mass, and having finished his thanksgiving. He was accompanied by an intimate fl-iend, one of the Canons of St. Peter's ; and the two Priests now conducted the three younger visitants to the principal monuments and mo- wtos round the church. She who continued kneeling at the Apostle's tomb mt^nbyt alone, fa aotual solitude <^p<Braon as of thought ^■11 BOm AND TBI ABBKT. vt She YTM eonscious of being once more beneath St. Peter's dome— of being surrounded by all that she had once so much admired, only as the association gave hope and courage to her soul. Yes ! she was desolate, mis. judged, persecuted, but — she was in Rome ! Yes ! she was alone • but above her was that mighty dome— firm^ vast, and exalted as her purpose. Yes, she was hidden m mystery; but, like the ever-burning lamps around her, had been the inspirations given, Qod had called her to pursue a path in which He had opened to her at times a length of way, with dearest indications of Hia will— at other times had showed her but a day's journey, and that through fog and mist, commanding things at tha time imposmble, or irreooncileable one with the other : but the Holy Ghost cannot oontradict Himself— the oonw mands of the All-wise God must be, like Hiniseli^ all. wise. These, His commands, given at various times, and seemingly in contradiction, were doubtless parts of » vast whole, the rest of which would be revealed to her in His own good time, and confirmed by His Churoh. " Oh, thou I" cried she, " who thrice fiUtered, and wert thrice forgiven I Thou, whose love was thrice demand- ed, «nd thriee confirmed ! Iliou, whose fiuth became a rock to the CSiurch, and whose hope gave her light, feed this poor lamb ! Give me, m this thy own city a guide who can discern the mysteries of God ; and for mykr>!^ obtain grace to obey, in child-like confidence, do<»lity, •nd peaee.** Nor did she pray for herself alone : fervent were bar ■upplioatiottg for spiritual guides, once given and with. dbtwB ; for Religious Superiors, once trusted and esteem- I u ROHX AMD THE AtBMT. ; for loved Sisterhood*, to be seen and heard no more ; and, as in the case of Job, wh,>se own necessitiefl were relieved after he had prayed for his friends, so, ere •he left St. Peter's tomb, did the Religious receive the Indication she had requested, concerning her spiritual Guide and Director in Rome. While thus Icneeling in supplication, an aged Canon of the cathedral drew near, holding a slip of paper in his trembling hand : he knelt beside her, and pushing the paper immediately beneath her eyes, she saw written, with a note of interrogation, •• Suor Maria Paula ?" She quiclily dn^w forth her pencil, and wrote be* Death, " Reverend issimo in Christo Padre, Si." " Ah ! beuta esse !" he exclaimed, in a subdued tone ; then added, " I have not yet said Mass — I will say it for you below in the Chapel of the Tomb, and I will send a Sacristan to tell you when I can have my turn. Do you recognise an old friend ?" "Yes, indeed!" she replied: '*! reongniae the ever kind Abete Zachcria." ** I have been a Canon here," tt^d he, " ever since the year you left us. I received the letters you sent me from time to time, till about three years ago I re- ceived no more. I have just heard of ypur being here from the English Priest who came with you. And DOW that I have to pray for your intention, tell me a little about it ?" This was briefly stated, and thb Religions remained once more alone : but before the Sxoristan came to fetch her to the Confessional of St. Peter, her Religious Sister ■nd the rest had joined her, and they all descended into gifiiifrniTiiriir' inriiifiii AOMB AMD TH> ABBIT. die oatacombs, where the Canonico Zacheria was vesting, and a Dishop was disroWng at the altar of the tomb, while the little chapel was partially changing its congre- gation. The two Religious were conducted forward by the Sacristan, who then went to uiform the Canonico that they had already communicated. The Bishop remained to hear this Mass in thanlcsgiving. Once more kneeling within the immediate precincts of the sacred fount of the Apostles Peter and Paul, one the first Vicar of Christ on earth, the other His first Mission, ary, by whose remains she liad, sixteen years before, returned her heartfelt thanksgiving for earlier mercies received, Geraldin&— in matured, if not declining yeara— brought hither once again, not only by the immediate voice of God, but by the expulsive events of His Provi- dence, now felt her heart dilate with a joy unspeakable. Again she shed tears— not with the p^ul and violent emotion of her first entrance to the Church, but with the soft flow of consolation. And yet she knew liot that, while the Mass of Canonico Zacheria was proceeding, there knelt behind her those who from that hour would prove themselves to be the instruments chosen by God to assist her ; and that in the first public act resultuig from her successful pilgrimage to Rome, the holy Prelate near her would hold the delegated power as Celebrant. The Holy Sacrifice being concluded, the two parties moved above ; and a lady dressed in deep mourmng, who appeared to head the group of pious strangers, advanced with a light and gracefiil step towards the elder Religious, «id m a manner wherein dignity, courtesy, and franknesa were mingled, requested to be permitted the happuiesa of •' , ' pir I ItO BMU Ain» nn ammet. iodudiag herself and companions in her partj, who were lust going to partake vt refreshments in the parlour of the Saorialios. This kind oflfor, so cordially given, was •8 cordialljr accepted, and tlie united group were ushered into a long narrow room, where they were served with eoflbe, toasted cake, and orangeade. The next arrange- ment was the conducting our two Religious to their Ikinies ; and this pres«ited some difficulty, fur the Reve- rend Mr. Terrison (who could, they thought, have taken charge of Lilia and Lucy) had slipped away, and their Religious Ouarduns would not desert them. However, their new friend, whom they heard adVewed as "Prin- cess," arranged that her two ladles attendant should resign Aeir seats in the carriage to the "two Reverend Mo- thers," and follow in a hired one with the young persons. This plan \mag adopted, the next ai&ir discussed iu the 0anon*8 parlour was, whether the Biriiop, whose Mass had been that morning the attraction to St Peter's, was to dhie a( the house <^ the Princess, or with the young Duchess de F and her aunt the Dowager Duchess ; his lordship protesting agamst having himself to decide BO delfasate a pmiit. In the meantime, wfaUe the Princess and the young Duchess were endeavouring each to have Uer own way without annoying the other, the mild «id benevolent Rnhop gave his benediction to tJie English p«rty, tad conversed with them fluently in their own language. At losgth the Duchess, a graceful young crea- ture, dressed somewhat as the elegant devotee described by St Jerome, came to ^m full of joy, and after kissing the hands of the two Religious, and begging their prayers, iaANrmed tha Bisht^ that she had carried her point witi 'Jte •fmmt^M «Hi ■■VWi who were BOMB AVD TBB ABBBT. m iie Princaw, and should expect the Ueufaig of his Lord ■hip's presence at the usiuJ hour, if agreeable to him. All were now ready to depart ; but where wae the Priiw oess? Most probably in the church, to which the attendant ladies had already returned : perhaps she had been a little vexed to lose the Bishop that day — at any rate she was not to be found. One of her ladies, however, had seen her kneeling before the sculptured representation of Santa Giuliana Faloonieri, but the other had descried her flitting towards the altar of La Pieta, near the entstuice of the church ; and, aa they all bent their steps that way, Litia stopped with interest to observe a Negro, respectably dressed, kneeing before the well-known seated figure of St. Peter, to Mhich they had already paid their homage of obedience by |tressing their lips and forehead to his foot Liiia was certfiio that the pow Negro had derived conso. lation in fin<]ltng St. Peter as black as himself; and no longer quBiTellod with Uie ancient sculptor for selecting » block Oi jet marble from which to chisel the Prince of the Apostles. As the elder Religious, who had advanced a little to gain a few minutes b^tre tiie altar of the mosi Holy Sacrament, was there kneeling in adoration, a lady came beside her, uttering in a low voice, in Italian, all those earnest and impassioned asjnrations towards that Mystery of Love, which soon became &miliar to tha English Nun. This Lady was the Princess, and GeraU dine ever found perfectly true what her Highness after- wards said to her attendant ladies — that die was ** alwava to be found, always ready, when really wanted !" In die portico they discovered Uw Rev. Mr. Terrison, «bo had fully hoped to make hia escape unseen, but had i I lOS mom AHD TBI ABBBT. been -jetalned by agidn meeting old aoquaintanoei, ani M much ttnnoyed to be overtaken by the party of ladiea as it woa in his good nature to be— not so much at having to encounter a Princess, as to show himself in his three- cornered Roman hut to " those two silly girls, who had already been giggling" at his buckles ; and as to be taking any more care of them in Rome, the thing was impossi> ble— the scandal would be irreparable. " No," said ho, " I am about to wash my hands entirely of them, especially Miss Lilla, whom the people are eyeing already. " But you are so old. Sir," suggested Lucy. " Nonsense, child !" said he : " nobody is old in Rome." As soon as Mr. Terrison's embarrassment was traai^ lated to the Princess, not omitting Lucy's naive consola- tion, she entered immediately into the dramatic charao> '/eristics of the scone, but entirely agreed with the Reve> rend Father, and tuld him in her most felicitous manner that she hoped to supply his place to the two young per- sons, not only that morning, but whenever an opportunity occurred. Mr. Terrison's spirits revived, and finding that the Princess, who he feared would apeak only in French, addressed him in Italian with the perfect Roman intona- tion, some sentences were exchanged to their mutual satisfoctioh, and he even submitted to have his hand kissed by all the fair strangers as he took his leave. Two carriages were now driven up to the colonnade of the Vati&. through which they were passing, and the Princess inquired whether the Reve"end Ladies would like to visit any other chcrohos before returning to ibrir Ui ItjUM AMD TUB ABBBT. lome. They declined the kind offer for't.r.i; day, and gave the address to tlie Locanda, whioh had beoouM thoir home. " Why, that is the very palano where I am promised a floor in the Spring ! If you should still be there, my Reverend Mothers, what happiness for me I I cannot have the apartments sooner, because a ' Milor Inglese* has already engaged them by letters from England. Jle has not yet arrivjd, and I hope will not linger here atler the Winter ; for the intention of the pious master of the Lxainda is that it may become a ' Pilgrim TT v jge,' espe* cutlly for Ecclesiastics. There is a private st.^^^ • ise, and • back centre-room, accessible to the whole hou^, which would make an excellent chapel. If yc" are obliged to remain some time in T'.ome, this mi£ . . lie a great con Bolation to you; but at present you are bound, cf course, to pay your devotions to the publio tiiiors and •hrines." Arrived at the palace in question, our two K^Iigious took a grateful leave of their new friend, who had not time to enter the house, being engagerl in a Novena at the church of Son't Andrea delle Fratte, the Itour for which was just at hand : so, being joined by her two ladies, this Princess, destined by Divine Providence to be, and to find, from that day a real friend for time utid eternity, was driven off to the altar where our Blessed Lady appeared to Alphonsus Ratisbon, and where the Novena in honour of her nativity was continuing. There, ts was her wont, the Princess prayed for those she had •nst hit, and turned to the spiritual advantage of the one who had the most attracted her, the already deep intei'Mt she had excited in her heart. ! I 104 ■pm AND TUI ABNX. CHAPTER X. 1.^ Tk* vivid mtmory of 4«p«itod voitt Ware (UU too dcaplj dMr uid ud • itnl^ If, hkTiag parted on UUi wmrj Mrth, W* niKht not raeogniw that wral agalm Bat now k welcome we expect ebowi Fniin that rememberad Mul, diitiMtlj mn ', Let ai bot lead like Him a lib of love, Let ui but live ■« courteontljr and pure.* Oh the following moniiiig the two ReligiouB wen admitted to their first audience of our English Cardinal, and the Senior beheld the Spiritual Director appointed her by Heaven. Yet only for awhile I Like all givou to aid on her heavenward course, this last great booa must have its limit, for already had that saintly being approached the world of spirits — already on his holy brow had fallen the rays of a life still purer, brighter than his own ! Even in this, her first interview, our Religious Pilgrim found no difficulty in giving a slight sketch of her object ii coming to Rome, and of the hopes she had ventured to form of the protection and assistance of his Eminence. Then with genuine feeling, whiAh rendered doubly graceful his habitual politeness, the Cardinal responded to the trust she reposed in him, and so inspired her heart with confidence and gratitude, that immediately was • Evety action and convanation neorded of the lamented Cardinal Aetna tiilrieUyMagtapUeal > SaWHMBM mmmMmms '•T.%5tSli'.\v.'.j.-. rt*i itt igious were ish Cardinal, >r appointed ike all givou great boou laintly being on his holy er, brighter oua Pilgrim f her object ventured to i Eminence, red doubly A responded ed her heart diately was Cardinal Aotoa BCMB ASD TB> ABBIT. 108 formed the spiritual tie, that ended not wiU) death, nor even then required essentially to dumge its sacred cha- racter. In a few days after this first interview, the Oardinal returned in form the visit of the English Religious Sisters. It was in the evening, and the Master of the Locanda conducted his Eminence into a lower reception- room, and then mounted to the top of the house to inform the Religious Ladies and Lilia of die arrival of the Cardi- nal. In the mean time, all the Ecclesiastics and Religious Men of different Orders in the " Pilgrim-House, ' in- cluding a venerable Abbot of La Trappe, in his white coul, had eagerly collected around his Eminence, so that, although it was a holy crowd, our English trio felt a little timid when th^ reached the open door of the reception' room. However, as it was knovm thai the visit was to them, they were no sooner descried than the room was cleared, and they were left to welcome in their turn their honoured guest * The chief event ift>w in prospect, to occupy tha thoughts and prayers of Lilia, was her Confirmation ; and not only did Uie two Religious Sisters devote them^ aelves to assist in tlie necessary preparation, but Mr. Terrison, who would otherwise have proceeded imme> diately to Naples, remained in Rome to instruct her, and to arrange with some Bidiop w admliister the &•• yamental rite. During this fortnight of preparation Lilia yn» favoured with great spiritual consolations, and often secretly siir^ ptised diofle with whom she conversed by the profound thiNigbts, M w«U M ardent aflbctions, whicli assembled ta 5* '*'SWP«p«.v., -.t-wr-jsw^v* iO« BOm AHD Tra ABBCr. ■>: bid welcome to the fi-esh grace to be conveyed to her •oul. Her former mode of viewing the unseen world, and of expressing her hopes and wishes still remained, which the Ileverend Mr. Terrison permitted, as Fatlwr Duago had a year before, only interrupting her meta- physical speculations when he saw that more positive truth was required. " Four Angels,*' said she, " will now descend to con- vey to my soul four more Virtues from the treasure of God's Virtues ; and are to be proper to my created soul, in order to guard and strengthen the three Virtues I received in my Baptism, of Faith, Hope, and Charity, called 'Theological.' Now I am to receive Prudence, Justice, Fortitude, and Temperance, which may well be called ' Cardinal' Virtues ; and I feel, Reverend Sir, that my soul requires them, for I am not yet fit for action L. God's service. I find that whenever I am called upon for any decision of a practical nature, I am very childish ; and I perceive that although Faith, Hope, and Love are indeedthe first and best Virtues,* yet, if we are to out- live our childhood, and to serve Qod in a manner be- coming His dignity, we require further supernatural assistance. Therefore I conclude that the reason why so macy persons blunder, and do imprudent things, is be- cause they have never been v ;?nfirmed, or have received the Sacrament unworthily." Mr. Terrison smiled, and replied, " Wemust becarefiil how we speculate on the conduct of others, or inquire into the hidden causes of their actions ; but you are quite right respecting the essential qualities of this sacrament, •od ita necessity fat all who survive thur first years of msm BOMB AHD THK ABBKT. lOV «luldhood. The Virtue of Prudence governs the intellect, Jp'.^ice governs the will, Fortitude the passions, Tempe. ranee the appetites. Each of these Virtues has two enemies, namely, its opposite and its extreme : the opj)©- aite of Prudence being Imprudence, and its extreme being Cunning ; the opposite of Justice being Injustice, and its extreme being Rigour ; the opposite of Fortitude being Cowardice, and its extreme being Audacity ; the opposite of Temperance being Intemperance, and its extreme being Insensibility." " This is very interesting," said Lilia, " even supposing that I had not a personal interest in keeping each Virtue pure and free from the two Vices which will assail her, and which, I conclude, will be in the Iceoping of that very fellen Angel whose forfeited place in Heaven I was bom and baptized to occupy, and who is always following me about with a persotml and particular envy. But all in vain, Mr. Terrison ; I never will choose dvil, but will always keep my Guardian Angel close to me." ♦' Well, I Binoerely hope you will," said he. " And now what think you of the seven gifts of the Holy Ghost, iHiich are to descend on your soul ?" "In addition 1" demanded Lilia. "Why the three Theological and the four Cardinal Virtues make seven gifts from God. What more can I want 1" " You will perceive, as I enumerate them," said Mr. Terriaon, " that these seven gifts of the Spirit are esaen- tial to arrive -at the perfection of the Christian life, be- cause they are as a flight of steps, by which we mouni to the height of sanctity. I shall enumerate them to you, liDwover, in the revew* rf the order given by the Pro ■■■I td 108 ROUI AND TUK ABDKr. piwt, for o» counted from HesTen to earth, and my affair i« to conduct you from earth to Heaven. The iir^st Htep, therefore, ia the ' Fear of God,' which arrests the soul from oflTunding Him by sin ; the second step is 'Piety,' or to obey and serve God ; the third is ' Knowledge,' which is not given wholly by inspiration, or rather I would say that the gift would lie dormant until roused by means of oral instruction or books ; the fourth step is ' Strength,' to overcome the difficulties and tempta- tions of the world, the flesh, and the Devil ; the fifth step is ' Counsel,' to weigh well and mukc choice of that which is best among good things, and to reject the evil concealed under the appearance of good by the Devil ; the sixth step is ' Understanding,' or intellectual power, by which, when the soul has steadily mounted the pre- vious steps, she is enabled to view and penetrate into the Divine Mysteries ; the seventh and last is the gift of * Wisdom,' which not only comprehends, but loves the Divine mysteries and perfections, and is, according (q Saint Bernard, the union of love and intellect." ** I hope I shall ascend these steps after my Confirnm- tion," said Lilia. " But some of these gifts of the Holy Ghost seem to be a repetition of the Virtues we have already spoken of. For instance, ' Fear of God' and ' Piety' are surely included in ' Faith,' and ' Strength' is ' Fortitude.' But," added she, after a little pause, *' I perceive a shade of difference between Strength and Fortitude : Strength may be power of the mind to over- tom«, and Fortitude power of the mind to tndure. I have as yet neither the one nor the other." *' You have made a juat distinotiop," said Mr. Terri* BOMB A>D TBI ABBST. 109 ■on ; *« ma; you also make a proper use of the power t«.» overcome your apiritual enemies, and the power to en- dure the afflictions of life ! With respect to your no- tion that, in the gift of Faith bestowed in baptism, you have already received the • Fear of God' and • Piety,' I would ask you what is Faith ]" Lilia replied, " Faith is the substance of things honied for — ^the evidence of things unseen. It is to believe all that God has revealed to His Church." "It is so," said Mr. Terrison, "and the 'Fear of God' includes the reasons why we fear Him^ncludes self-knowledge, and consequently humility : it is there- fore a distinct gift. And 'Piety' is the practical power to act according to our Faith, that we may not rest in barren theories uid speculations, but offer to God the willing labour and service of our whole life. You will, therefore, in addition to the gift of Obedienoe, included in 'Faith,' receive the gift of Humility, included in the 'Fear of God,' and the gift of Action, included in • Piety.' Observe how necessary it is that, in receiving all these rich intellectual gifts in Confirmation, the foun- dation step should be Humility." " I understand it now," said Lilia ; " and I peroeivo how true is the text, that ' the fear of the Lord is the &«. ginning of wisdom.' Fear is the lowest step, and I am gradually, by means of Piety, Knowledge, Strength, Counsel and Understanding, to ascend to Wisdom. And I suppose that the higher gifla, although received at the ■ame time with those subordinate, lie dormant longer, •nd require greater efforts of the will and afl^tions to b« soused and embraced. However, as Fortitude ai4 110 BOm AMD TBI ABBIT. Strength are to be given me, I will never be a lazy cow ard ; but will fight my way, like a good soldier, up to Wisdom, when 1 suppose I may find delightful repose and peace in the union of Love and Intellect." " That must be," replied Mr. Terrison, " exactly aO' cording to the good pleasure of God : for, although by fiiithfiilly preserving the grace of Wisdom given you in Confirmation, you will find her at length developeto the fiill extent of the gift bestowed, and so far will enjoy that peace and repose of soul which you desire ; yet you may have to hold this treasure, as it were, by the sword, and may have to fight the good spiritual combat to the very last against your subtle and invisible enemies. But she herself will help you, ' for Wisdom is more active than all active things, and reacheth everywhere by reason of her purity :' for she is a vapour of the power of Grod, and a certain, pure emanation of the glory of the Al- mighty." " Oh, how beautiful !" cried Lilia. " This is the voice of inspiration." ** Yes," said Mr. Terrison; " I quote from the Book of Wisdom, and Solomon continues, ' She is the brightness of eternal light, and the unspotted mirror of God's ma jesty, and the image of His goodness.' And, having be* gun thus to quote from inspiration, I will return no more at this time to my own mode of speech, but will pray for you thus :" — and as he rose from his chair Lilia sank on her kiioes, — " God of our Fathers ! Grod of Mercy ! sand thy Wibdora out of thy holy Heaven, and from the throne of thy majesty, that she may be with this thy handmf- ^. ; and may labour with her that abe may know vhat is acceptable -to Thee." tsetses* BOm AHD THK ABBl'^ 111 The n»t conversation which toolc place between Mr. rerriaon and Lilia was after she had approached the tri« bunal of Penance, in immediate preparation for the sa crament of Confirmation. " You n«v0r shall find matter for Absolution, Reverend Sir," said she, " for if I have never chosen or consented to evil since my Baptism, of course I shall never do so •Aer I am confirmed in Prudence, Justice, Fortitude, Temperance, and am ascending those spiritual ateps up to Wisdom." ** But you must not talk to me in this way out of Con* fession," replied he. " It is very childish ; and this is the last time I can ever permit such indiscretion. You never remark that Sister Agnes boasts in this way, or Lucy." "Is this boasting?" said Lilia. "I thought I was merely making good resolutions. All these sacramental graces are from God." " Every grace, every gift is from God," said Mr. Ter- rison; "but our fr«e-wiU, although an original grant from God, is our birthright : consequently, our faithlbl correspondence to His Grace — our avoidance and rejeo- ticm of evil— our choice of good — is rucoguiwd as meri« torious by God, and rewarded by Him as such. When, fiirthermore, God wills to rewutl with greater glory a &ithful soul. He sends such afffictions aad persecutions as shall render that choice heroic By persecutions, f include temptations, which are the greatest means by . which the choice of good is made heroic. Such choice was made by the Martyrs, Confessors, and Virgins of the Giurdi, who never boasted, but gave all the lumour Vraiae, and gl )ry to God." '^■Wr' V.rtii-' -fc**^ I- i i 112 XOm ARD TBI ABBST. They had received the gifbs of Prudence and Humi- lity," said Lilia; "and when I shall possess those Vir* tucs, 1 shall boast no more." The sacrament of Confirmation was administered to Lilia on the following moniing, in the private chapel of Cardinal Fransone, his Eminence being a Binhop, and general protector of the English in Rome. Lilia offered her blest candle to the Altar, according to Koman cus* torn, and round her brow was bound a white ribbon, to cover the Sacred Chrism, which remained as a trium- phant garland all that day. The mother of our Eutflish Cardinal — fit mother for such a son^ — was Lilia's godnio> (her ; and her faithful friend and director Mr. Terrison was the Assistant Priest at the Altar. At her Baptism •he had received the sacred name of " Mary," and now, without any choice, and in compliance solely with tho wishes of her Religious relative and Mr. Terrison, she received in addition the name of " Cecilia." In full appreciation of all she was to obtain, had Lili« knelt to receive the matter and form of that august rite, and now arose confirmed in strength — silent — full of awe •conversing with her own soul — giving welcome to all the rich treasures she had received, and fiivoured on that blest day with all the joy that an innocent soul could know, in receiving with aU His gifts, the Paraclete — tti9 Comforter — the promised Spirit of the Father — ^who waa (0 teach her, a " little one," to know and understand, to love and enjoy Himself— coequal, co-eternal with the Father and the Son in the Unity of the Trinity— God tdonble for ever. iMNn AW nw Its CHAPTER XL To manly rhw m Ctraign • hew • To boait the whnl« of Ilom* wa kbuw ' li nol (he humble rilKrim'i ;>art. Who hwi* h*r(irM«r« ia hit hcut Thb Reverend Mr. Terriaon had now to proceed to hit ultimate destination, wbiish was Naples ; and bis return being uncertain, our (bur English friends, by the desini of their Cardinal Protector, became the P«nitmts of tha English Father of the Sodety of Jchus, whose principal duirch, dedicated to that holy Name, waa dote to th« Palazso which had became their home. The two principal floors of .his palace had be<m engaged for Lord Elverton and his suite ; and our two Religious, with their young companions and ao elderly Italian maid, were on the top floor, in great quiet, good air, and the already mentioned advantage of a private staircase to the ground floor, where they had their sepa> rate door of entrance. Sister Agnes and Lucy wora actively employed during several days in arranging Ui» suite of rooms in as great monastic order as possible : the former lamenting that they had to go out for every ^iritual blessing, and the latter deeming that it would be high time to shut up when they Iwd seen all the holy wonders of Rome. Lilia, who, after ascertaining 1^1 bei little harp and portfolios had been good traveller^ Vas Assisting in the arrangements, agreed with Lucy. ittkit. I 114 BOm Ain> TBI ABBIT. ♦•Why, Sister Agnes," said she, "Rome has beeo termed a vast Monastery — there is not a part that \um not been consecrated by some sacred remembrance." " Very true," replied Sister Agnes, " and many holy Saints, women as well as men, have travelled from • still greater distance, and with far greater fatigue than I, to view these sucrcd spots and relics. I am very grate- ful to be in Rome. I feel it now, and shall feel it still more hereafter, if, please God, we get back to England, and I think it all over in our little cell." " To-morrow," 8»id Lili.i, " the Princess is going to take us three to cm and pray at several holy places. I suppose that the greatest charm to us all will be the Coliseum, for that majestic ruin is the chronicler of Pagan Rome in her haughty grandeur, and the scene of countless Christian martyrdoms. I have just been told by an English Benedictine Monk, who is sitting with Reverend Mother, that when some pious visitors to Rome, hi the time of St Gregory the Great, but before he was Pope, asked him for relics, and were disappointed, he only bade them take back some of the soil of the Coli- seum, where they were then standing : the Saint stooped down, and takmg up the earth m his hand, it gave forth blood I" « And then the aacred stairs," said Sister Agnes ; *' they must be still more precious ! I am to walk there alone with Reverend Mother: we are to ascoid them toge- ther. Oh, yes ! I do return ibaaka that, all unworthy aa I am. Divine Providenoe permits me this &vour." •♦ And then, at the church oaUed after the Holy Crom «f Jeruaaleiu," said LUia, " there * preserved thetifje<rf 1-w, JLiLui— BOm AlTD TBI ABmcr. 116 'they ^ CVoM ; and a reiy leaned gentleman, a convert, liaa declared (so Mr. Terriaon aaya) that he never witnewed ft relic more distinctly conveying proo& of authenticity.** •• Why BO?" inquired Lucy. " Because," continued Lilia, "the title of the Croaa was, you know, written by the Jews in Greek, in Utin, Mid in Hebrew. The Hebrew they have written cor. rectly, as might be expected ; they have even written the Greek correctly, having had more intercourse with the Greeks; but the Latin they have written like an Eastern language, from right to left, or, as you would »y, they have written it backwards. TTiis is precisely what Jews in those days would have done, but which would never have occurred to modem &bricators of a relic And, oh ! at that church there is also one of the Nails of the Crucifixion.— But what is the matter. Sister Agnes ?" for the young Religious, who was generally n»y, had turned pale as death. " Oh I" cried she, " how can our eyes be pure enough to contemplate such relics of His sufTeringsr " But you will like to go, surely. Sister Agnes ?" *• Yes— alone with Reverend Mother." •* But may /not come 7" said Lilia. « And ir said Lucy. *♦ If we all go together," said Sister Agnes, " 1 nupa you will not speak of learned and reasonable motives foe believing what I would lay down my life to defend, lliese details beforehand are not amiss; but while we •re viewing these most sacrod relics, which of course we diall do aa our knees, we ought to be in holy si. knee— in awe— in thanksgiving, and in the great«st sympathy with His agony and dereliction endured for lie BOMK AKO THB Ann, us!" Here Sibtcr Agues dosed ber ey««, and Lilia, fearing she was about to .ikiut, and berseif filiod with aw* and compum-tion, sank on her knees beside ber. When the young Religious revived, she tinnd Lilia alone with her, and said, " Now I must work bard at these curtains — tbey would have been finished bad 1 not tiilked." " But we were speaking of very holy things," pleaded Lilia. " Perhaps so," rejoined Suter Agnes ; " but I was not desired to speak of them, and 1 waa desired to finish tha curtains." " Then I wUl help you," cried Ulia, « and I will b« silent." She kept her promise, and the task was just concluded when Lucy returned to fetch them both to the reoeptioo- room, to receive the blessing of the venerable Canonioo 2<acheria. He was accompanied by the kind and mild Associate Cunun wuom they had seen with Mr. Terrison at St. Peter's, and with whom, from his friendship for the Princess V , they became eventually united in ties of religious connection. Dom Pietro G. doocribed her Excellency as one of whom the world was not wor- thy, and further related her history thus : — • " The Princess Z^neide V , illustrious both by birth and marriage, was the youngest of the two daughters of Prince B of the Kussion Empire, a man of high renown and still more exalted virtues. At the age of two4md-twenty, Princess Z6n^ide was niarried to her late husband Prince V ', cousin to the sucveasive Em- I of Russia, and high iu the favour of the then reifn- • Ths MIowiiw U • biognphlMl <s>d wink mw ter. tumid Lilia Drk hard at ilMd Iwd 1 [8," pleaded It I waa not ofinisk tin d I wUl b* i concluded » reoeptioQ. e CanoDioo 1 and mild r. Terrison indship for ' united in . dcooribed a not wor> M both by > daugbtera tan of high the age of ied to her Msive Em. then rei^ mmm am nn Awtmr, nr hg mnnarcb, Alexander, under whom he held poata at confidence at the Imperial Court. Thin favour continued nndor Michael and Nicholaa, and wua ahared with hia conaort the Princeaa, who waa both the beauty and the wit of the court until, by the grace of God, she renounced the Greek schism under the present Emperor Nicholaa, and they came to Rome, where her heroic example waa followed by the Prince her husband, wid by her Hist«r the Princess Mary ; who, since the death of har husband. Count W , resides with her. Owuig to the fiimily connection, the indignant Autocrut did not confis- cate the estates, but, after the death of the Prince, de> prived the widow of the personal administration of them ; it.d for a time they were ill-managed, and the revenue *iid not suflke to her immense charities. Therefore, for the Church and the poor, she has become poor : her mag' Rtikent jewels, her costly plate, carriages, pictures, ahawla, dresses — all have been sent before her to the Treasure House, where the moth doth not corrupt, nor thieves break through and steal. In the Princess Z^nd- ide V Rome has seen the equal to her saintlicft matrons — she has beheld the 'widow indeed,' tne wk dow of the early Chureh." ** And I am told," said Dom Zocheria, " that her pecu- tiiary affiurs are being at length completely adjusted." ''Yes,*' replied the Reverend narrator, "and in a Biode as consolhig to the heart, as beneficial to the purse of the Princess ! She has found duty and gene- rarity, aa she might expect, from the only diild and heir if her noble qualitaea— but it is not of Prince Alexander ^aow speak. Maoy years ago, when tJie late Priaoeaai I I i lit BOm AKD TBI ABBXr. ri heruelf were traveJing, they, found a little Englinh boy, whose father had just died, at the inn where ihey and their suite had stopped for the night : no letters or [«> pcrs indicated the destination of the deceased ; the child, but eight years old, knew nothing of his father's inten* tions : the money found was but scanty. Struck with the grief and forloni condition of the little stranger, the Princess obtained permission to adopt him, and from that hour he became the companion of Prince Alex wider, in both studies and recreation. Twenty years after, the young Chevalier Vladcmir, as he had become, was enabled to prove his gratitude. lie de parted from Rome, where, like his adopted mother, he hid become a Catholic, and fixed himself on her estates, to devote himself entirely to the restoration of the in* come into its proper channel. Since the two years the chevalier has been there," continued Dom Pietro, " his talent for accounts, and his firm though mild conduct, have nearly accomplished the desired end. Already ar« the rents arriving regularly, and we are led to hope that another year will place our illustrious friend out of all embarrassments. I have had double pleasure in recount- ing this last little history, "added he, "because the young Knight has done honour to his English parentage and birth." " I will translate all this for you. Sister Agnes," said Lilia in a low voice, " for it is very interesting and in* structive, and I think I have understood it alL" When the two Ecclesiastics had departed, it was time for our four friends to prepare for their first walk to tne Benediction, in the little church to which b attached tfaa MMi ROm AHD TBI ABBIT. 11» J Eijgli«h boy, here ihey and letters ur pa> led ; the child, father's tnteri« Struck with stranger, the lim, and frunt Prince Alex rwenty years as he had ude. lie de id mother, he n her estates, ion of the in< wo years the Pietro, " hia nild conduct, Already are [ to hope that nd out of all re in recourit- ' because the sh parentage Agnes," said sting and m. 11." !, it was time t walk to tne attached tJia Convent of the Pei^wtual Adoration, on the Quiritial. This afterwards became their daily pilgrimage, until they kept enclosure. Often as they had assisted and borne part in the holy function of the Benediction, it was the first time that either of them had witnessed the pecu- liarly touching and solemn circumstances attending that service in the little church of St. Mary Magdalen. The three younger pilgrims received each the edification and holy consolation adapted to their respective characters and necessities. Sister Agnes ardently supplicated that the time might come when she might be one amidst a mmilar Sisterhood of hidden adorers, whose floating strains vibrated in her heart ; and Lilia, kneeling in de- lighted wonderment at the joy and triumph around the altar, and the solemn stillness of the rest of the church, was also surprised and touched by the union still held between the Recluses and the congregation, amongst whom might perchance be found former friends, relations, oonfessors, joining in the chorus of the hymns. Thie would have given the usual consolation of united devo* tion had the Nuns been visible, or notoriously accessible at all times ; but ihr deeper the tender and respectfiil emotion with which were heard voices that had ceased toward!) man. Aiid what were the feelings of the Pilgrim Geraldine as she prostrated in adoration during the sacred function 1 What the aspirations of love, thanksgiving, petition, reparation, which darted upwards like flakes of fire from her glowing heart ! What the grace to have kindled that are of devotiou towards the Sacramental Presence, first given with impulse irrepressible, when, after pronouncing ji^mmMiiiMm^Mi'M^,^ - sv., ,<«,-..■ 4 ;. :i ISO ROMC ARfi TBI ARMEf. hfT Vnws as a Religions, six jesrs before, she had laid I>rostrate during the glorious Te Deum ! Then had she freely followed the inspiration given, and had fervently implored that in whatever Ckmvent she might end her days, the hidden Presence of her Spouse might be perpe- tually adored. And when, in obedience, she had aftcN wards resigned that inspiration and that hope, the vision of die Sacramental Mysteries wiUiin her cell, continuing day and night, with changes condescending to assure her confidence, proved what has often been affirmed, that in the solemn time of prostration, having vowed to be His for ever, what God then inspires He will hereafter grant Oh ! Sister Spouses in the Lord, tUs is most true. It in A precious time then for the young Nun ! Many, doubt> less, are the written and sealed petitions placed by her Sister Novices beneath the death-pall ; i»nd for their ne- eessities let her pray fervently ; but the chief cry of her heart must be for her own spiritual progress and desires. Yes, young Bride ! yield generously to the inspirationa given thee. Ask great things, for thou art wedded to a great King ! Thou art the spouse of Him whom Angels adore! Our two Religious and their companions returned homer over the Piazza di Monte Cavallo, passing the great en> trance of the Papal Palace, whence is seen to such solenm cflbct the dty below, cast in shadow at that hour with the distant dome of St. Peter's, distinctly majestic against the still glowing sky. Lilia remained in t<^l silence — a ■ilence so unusual to her when any new effect of scenery waa before her, that her Religious Guardian hoped an im- preaakm aa deep as pleaaing had been {nroduoed by tki WSfftt mi«M "n he had laid len had she d fervently ;ht end hear It be perpc^ e had after* , the TisioQ continuing assure her led, that in i to be His After grant true. It ill any, doubt- teed by her i)r their ne- r cry of her uid desires, inspirations redded to • lom Angels limed homef le great en< luch solemn lur with the stio against I silence — a ) of scenery aped aninv loedby thf nOHE AND TBX ABBEY. Ml Auction of the Benediction, lliis she had the more at heart, as Lilia, notwithstanding the awe and delight with which she received the most Holy Communion, had never seemed to respond to the regrets of Sister Agnes and Lucy at being no longer under the same roof with the Adorable Mysteries. Great, therefore, was the consolation of the Religious, when, about an hour after their return home, being then engaged in writing, she distinguished, from the room next to her own, the exact air and words of the principal hymn aung that evening at Monte Cavallo, and now given forth ita Lilia's own rich and liquid tcmes, with the touching Expression of one who could not but feel the aspirations uttered. Still, the same genius which had enabled her so immediately to retam and imitate the strain, might have led Iter to seize even the expression, especially as she hod kept the book lent her in the diurch, in vrhich the words •re Ibund thus : — ▼i Bdoio ogni noncato O vlTO Pan del CM, gtu g»et >Wt ». OmA, Caor di Maria, Vi prego a banadir I'aninuk mia. A vol ilono il mio eaore, SaaUnUao Otwu, mio Baliratora. Hie Religious, as she continued to listen, would hav* derived still greater hope in tLe true feeling of the young Tocalist, had she been aware thai. Lilia did not in general abig with expression, and that the usual charm to her hearers had been fit>m a sucoe^on of perfect sounds issuing from a young and lovely &De, Seven years had passed since Lilia had joined in the chaunto and littoiea ~vt the private chapel at the Manor Hall, aid the clear e f ! I'.i i i J ir- I. i tst BOMS AND TBI ABBIT. childish voice had developed m had then been expected The family voice of the Sinclairs, the voice which so re sembled that of the departed mother of the hearer, «ud aroused so many buried emotions, began now to subdue with feelings too human the heart of the Religious } but those were repressed and conquered, and again she prayed that the innocent Lilia might indeed " love and adore," as 3he was then protesting to do, the Divine Author of all her many gifts of nature and of grace. The Religious then returned to her writing, v/hich was first a plan of their present daily and weekly duties, to he submitted to his Eminence Cardinal Acton, at her next Audience ; and then the more laborious work of trans- mitting to paper, for his approval, those ideas which, accumulating during many years, she had confided in part to his Eminence, even in their first interview, and had been desired to state in writing, the Cardinal adding, " And then, when the spiritual aflairs are arranged, we will speak of the temporals." The simple plan of their day was soon finished — the early hours were passed in the church of the Jesuit Fathers, near their home ; the last hour, before the Ave Maria, was in the church of the Perpetual Adoration on the Quirinal ; the intermediate hours were devoted to Mtudy, needle-work, lectures, and the mid-day pr&yers. Silence was re-established, but they had their recreation, which now consisted, generally speaking, of comments <»i thechurdies and other sacred spots, to which they walked every morning directly after breakfitst, being abient from the house an hour. On Thursdays, the kind Prinoffls, in penoD or by deputy, conveyed them to thoee ihardMe rtk BOm AMD TBI ABBXT. 128 lliat were Iwyond their walk : and this was their lue during the autuiuii and winter which succeeded their arrival in Rome. Lord Elverton and suite arrived not till the springy and strangers occupied the two lower floors, with the exception of some rooms that were taken by Priests known to the Religious. This house belonged to a Religious Congregation, but had been rented hy a pioua Frenchman, for many years resident in Rome, who, having seen with concern the expense and secular habits forced on foreign Priests, and even Bishops, in the holy city, unless they could be lodged in Monasteries, was hispired to undertake the conduct of a " Pilgrim-House," and had fixed on this palace in which to commence his pious undertaking. Great was the encouragement given him, and during that autumn and winter the house was completely filled with Ecclesiastics. The cautious pro- jector now opened another wing of the palace, made a diflTerent disposition of the rooms, and the Princesses, with their chaplain, attendant ladies, and domestics, occupied a suite of rooms within the palace, notwithstanding the •xpected arrival of " Milor Inglese." "I am surprised," said Sister Agnes, "to find that »ny secular persons are admitted to this pious Pilgrim- House ; for when we were at Leghorn, Father Giomi sr-med to think it required such interest and recommen- dation to be received, and took such pains to specify who we were, that we might be immediately accommodated, Staying that we had done well to arrive so early in the ■utumn." "I had understood so, likewise," nid hor Religiottg .4i,?iK»vi»»K.H\*-.«»y-,Y:,>-, i It4 BOm Aim TBB ABBir. u fc Bister ; ** and was further confirmed in that behef by our Cnrduial, who, in forbidding me to seek rooms in any Ck>nvent, bade me l>e satisfied to be here, as combining •verything I need desire." " llien, perhaps," said Sister Agnes, " it is during the first difficulties only that secular men are to be ac!mitted , and that next year we shall have only the Princesses and their ladies, besides the Ecclesiastics." " The danger, I apprehend, is this," said the elder Re> ItgiouB : " the pious and respectable man who conducts this Pilgrim-House was formerly the master of an hotel, and former habits are difficult to throw otC Bishops and Ecclesiastics are his diief object, and he is also much gratified that Religious Women have been placed here by their Superiors ; but if he now, fVom a motive of worldly prudence, admits secular &milies, will it not be extremely difficult afterwards to forbid their entrance t We shall I" " Yes," said Sister Agnes, *' we shall stfe." Tliis lltde interchange of doubts took place just before Christmas, and was interrupted by a tap at the door. It was opened to admit the Princess, who informed them with joy that the room at the top of the bouse, to which our Religious had to ascend but a few steps, had been visited by the Cardinal-Vicar ; that he had approved ot it for a diapel, and had permitted that Mass and Holy Communion should take place there on the approaching night of Oiristmas. Heir previous misgivings made his announcement doubly oonsolhg to the Religious Bisters, and this great privilege remained to the chapel whenever the Princesses were firoaexA, belief by our Doms in any \a combining Is during the )e admitted , rincesaea and he elder Re* vho oonducta r of an hotel, Bishopa and B also much laced here by '0 of worldly be extremely t We ahaU »JU8tb8ibT« at the door, formed them ise, to which ps, had been approved ol SB and Holy approaching ivings made le Religious the chapel Rom ABO TBI Mttmn, IS* The termination of the year 1845 was celebrated in the noble and beautiful church of the Jesuits— the vene rable Pontiff Gr^ory XVL being present, with the Suored College of Cardinals, and the Sanctuary lined with the Pupils of the German College, in their crimson cassocks, holding, in addition to the already blaze of light, immense wax tapers. TTie Benediction was given by a Cardinal-Bishop; then followed the glorious Te Deum, in thanksgiving for the mercies of the past year. Hod a prophetic voice then uttered the coming eveiiti of the two following years, still greater would have been the awe and tenderness with which the Sacred Function was attended by all who valued the existing state of things — soon to be theirs no more ; while others, even then, would have been raised above the mysterious events of this life, and have felt with a venerable English Ecda- ■iastio present, who afterwards exclaimed, '^ Ah ! when I witnessed that sight, I mentally beheld the time when, after the final judgment, all on the right hand of th« Judge will togedier burst forth, as with one voice, singii^ " T« I>aaiii loudami «. Te Dominum /»»«i<stfin nr V* . i».prt-ijfl.iT,.-..-».*— t.,.. T=s^ V'> lae BOm ABD THB ABUT. CHAPTER Xn. We ehranieie the Iradal Uma, Of barnn bold, umI kaichlhoort gtf, Ob England'! AeMi, in yonthful prime, from NonMB blood, ae beat we nay. A MORI sultry day oould waroely have been known io •ny olime, than the one following the return of young Arthur de Gr^y to the Roman College. It was a few days before the Feast of the Ascension, and, although only the latter end of May, the English were escaping from the city to the villas in the environs, and the Ro- mans were commencing their mid-day repose. During the winter and early spring, the young Count had been at the Jesuits' College at Obamberry, to be nearer the Law Courts, in which his l^al friends were rescuing for him the scanty remains of a still disputed property. During those months, the Jesuit Professor a,*. the Roman College, whom Lady de Grey had been ad- vised to consult, corresponded with Count Arthur ; and now, on his arrival in Rome, directed him to pay his re spects, with an elder student, to the consecrated widow, who destined him to inherit the property she was alK>u) to resign. The two students had been directed to the pious Locanda, and advised to inquire of the porter (>n Uie first floor the means of access to the reception-room of the Religious Ladies. Accordingly they besieged the great door of tJie first floor, and, by dint of ringing, at mm a known io n of young ' was a few id, although re escaping uid the Bo- i. oung Count lerry, to be nends were ill disputed Professor a,*. id been ad- .rthur; and pay his re ited widow, ) was alK>u^ «ted to the B porter (»n $ption-roou tesieged the ringing, at lOia AHD TBB ABUT. HI length gained entrance, thou|^ the hand and arm that admitted them was ooatless, and hastily drawn behind a high screen in the first ante-room. Arthur, however, eompellod the sleepy possessor to receive his card, and obtained a promise to take it up stairs to the portress on the top floor. The young visitors were also requested with much civility, as the porter awoke to a full con- aciousness of kis duty, to walk into the inner and vacant rooms, and there await his return. The two friends dierefore proceeded through several rooms, looking at the pendant pictures, till, at the door of the large recep- tion-room, hearing some movement within, they stopped, and the elder student said, " I think we had better not venture further." At this instant, " Favorisca ! Favorisca!"* was voci. ferated in the shrillest tones from the room in question, and accordingly they entered ; but were surprised to find BO one in the room save a beautiful little girl, with as rare a specimen of beauty in a pet eastern bird perched CD her hand. "We have no business here," whispered Arthur to his firiend, for the young beauty, after repressing a joyous laugb at their first entrance, was eyeing them with timid displeasure. Considering, however, that it would be better to account for their intrusion, he said, " Gui you tell me, Afadcmoiselle, if there be any Religious Ladies in this h^use 1" " Yes," replied the child; "my own Reverend Sister lives here, with another Nun, and some more bdies." • Efoivalurt to " PImm to walk Is." IM BOm AMD TUI ABBKT. i ( ly ** Sister !" repeated Arthur, thinking of the gr«>%l dU» parity of age between the Religious to whom hitt visit was intended, and the young creature before him, whose age oould not exceed nine or ten years ; " there must he some mistalce. May I venture the request to know to whom I am speaking 1 May I hear your own name T' " I am," said she, standing still more erect, " the Hon- ourable Letitia Carrington; and when Papa goes to Heaven, my brother Ferdinand will be Lord Elverton." " He will take good care, then, to pray his Father soon out of Purgatory," said ArUmr, smiling ; but he re- pented of his levity, when he observed that the little girl looked puzzled and >ifended. At length she said, "And pray, Sir, who are you? to come into our rooms asking questions." ** I am honoured by the kind friendship of your Rev»> rend Sister," replied Arthur more gravely ; " and I bear the same name. I am the Count de Grey." " Oh !" cried Letitia. Then after a pause, "As your name is De Gr6y, I will lend you Poll to amuse you, while I go up to my Reverend Sister to tell her that you are come : — ^but you must not teach my bird any bad words." "Oh, Heaven forbid!" exclaimed Arthur, as he received die bird, which immediately cried "Feli6a notte." " Dear Poll — good Poll !" said Letitia, kissing the pet •' I have taught her that to surprise Papa ttMiight, when 1 shall give her to him to put her on the perch." She now went to a side door, which she seemed sur> prised to find looked, and hesitated for a few instants b» BOm AKO THB AUIT. 1S» fere she left the mIood by the long miite of ante-roomg and began to mount the open stain. She had reached the floor inunediatelj above, when die met her Father conducting her Mother from her prl> vate rooms to the saloon. " Letitia ! alone on thaaa public stairs !" they both exclaimed. " What courage !" said the Mother. "What disobedience I" said the Father: and thmi continued, " la this the way, Letitia Carrington, you ii»> tend to illustrate the character of dignity and reserve justly borne by the English and Spanish nations? b it thus my young daughter is to begin her career in Italy, and prove her descent from the Houses of Elverton and Mendomt" " I could not come up the private way," pleaded Leti* tia, " for the door was loclced ; and I could not remain in the saloon, because there were two gentlemen in the arte-rooms, and directly Poll heard them she screamed out " Favorisca," and they came into the great ealoon. But, indeed, it is not I that have taught her that word, but Ferdhuud, ever since he went with Papa to the an- iienoe of the English Cardinal. Is it not so. Mamma t" " It is-^t is, my sweetest love," said Lady Elverton. "You are not to bkme: — ^is she, my Lord? She could not, of course, renuun in the saloon, and the private •tairs, you hear, were not accessible," "But why is she permitted," said Lord Elverton, "to remain one instant in those reception-rooms t And where are her attendants, or her govcnMSst And what la to be done with ha now!" ■ i<>t ^^^HI gMlMI xja&gfl YtO aom AWD nn abbst. 'v! :! •• Surely she m»y return with us," suggested Lady El> ferton. " Where is Poll, my angel 1" " She is talking to the visitors," said Letitia; "and 1 have promised to go up stairs to tell my Reverend Sis- ter that a gentleman has come who says that she is a kind friend to him, and that his name is De Gr^y." " De Gr^y !" echoed Lord Elverton, aroused from his present annoyance to an awakened interest in his little daughter's tale. At that moment a head peeped out from one of the Tooms on that floor, and Letitia recognising her gover- ne»), called her to her aid, and left her fond mother's band to fiilfil her embassy. Lord Elverton passed down the stairs, but her Ladyship, though mechanically mov- ing with him as she leaned or. his arm, followed witli her' gaie the little form of Letitia, exclaiming in Spanish, ** What to a childless mother's heart can wealth or ho- nours bring 1" In the meanwhile, Poll had not only continued to TMdsh her visitors "a happy night," but had learned a new word from her present guardian, which she was repeating almost to his satistaction, when the sound of approaching fooUteps induced her again to scream " Favorisca 1" and cause a genuine smile from Lord Elverton as he entered, saying, " Can it be possible that once more I greet one who bears the name of De Gr^y T Young Arthur then advancing, briefly told his tale; and as Lord Elverton showed an evident wish to identify his connection to the De Greys of England, Arthur pro oeeded ^'> relate his &m3y pedigree, and how the De Oreyo o1 Languedoc were, in the time of Ciharlemagne, ^^mrnsm mm KOMI AND TU ABBRT. Itl reigning princes over that tmct of country ; how the el dcr bran V It became merged by alliance into a royal name, and passed to their greater inheritance from France ; that the second branch were the De Greys of England, " who," said he, " I find spell the common pre- position ** de," which only means of, ynth a large D." "And very tenacious are all our Anglo-Norman fumi lies of their great D," said Lord Elverton, " because it marks their date. They do not mind its beuig bad Trench : on the contrary, they like, in their insular pr :de, to be distinguished from any French name, however an oient or noble. By Norman," continued his Lordship, ** I intend those warriors or courtiers who followed Wil. liam of Normandy to the conquest of England. Our De Greys distinguished themselves by great valour at the battle of Hastings, and had grants of baronial lands •warded to them from the Crown, and were contented, generally speaking, to date iVom that epoch ; but th&y traced from Languedoc, and I know not where else in the fiir mists of antiquity ; so that a story goes of my old friend Sir Hugh, that, being once a little ruffled, he called the conquest ' a thing of yesterday.' " Arthur laughed, and said, "This ' thing of yesterday,' however, has changed the title of the family. You do not acknowledge our Counts to be your Earls. You do not acknowledge ua at all, except in mere courtKJsy : therefore, I should not like to booomo naturalized in England, to be the heir of your daughter Lady De Grey, 18 she so generously has intimated to me through my Preceptor of the Roman College." Lord Elverton, thcu^ he felt this announoeinent to be II 'i % Blight imprudence on the part of young Arthur, and X slight shock to himself, merely said, " You must be sa- tisfied that the Counts de Gr6y became the proud baronu of England, at Runnymede, Cressy, Poictiers, and Agin- court, and so on, till a. fair lady of the elder English raoe carried the title into a family of Earls— and so we hear no more of the doughty Barons de Grey. They may be said to have had hereditary knighthood by their valour, until their present title was created by James the First, and granted to the younger branch of the English line, now extinct by the death of Sir Eustace De Grey, my son-in law." " I have no landed inheritance left in Languedoc," said Arthur De Grey. " I have just returned from a melan- choly and yet pleasing excursion round the country over which my ancestors had the right to march as sovereigns, with banners displayed, using their own coinage, and with power over life and death. I am the last of the third and youngest branch ; but I can trace, and be traced, without a blot on my fair shield. I am Count Arthur de Gr^y, with a clear three-hundred a-year ster- ling, and my good sword when I leave the College. I wUl not live despoiled of my title, and despised in your proud England." At* this moment Poll, in a subdued tone, because not sure of her new word, said " Lilia ! Lilia !" and the flush of national resentment on Arthur's brow was suddenly changed in character. He started up, without perceiving that Lord Elverton's countenance beamed towards him, and that his prudent fellow-student was trying to ind» je Poll to say once more " Felice notte." Bu*. his excitement ■-fiiilMWIHW^^ kOMC AMD n» ABBBT. 188 hur, aud x tust be 80- }ud baronti and Agin- nglish race we hear no lay be said ilour, until First, and I line, now my son-in ledoc," said n a melan- juntry over sovereigns, )inage, and last of the ce, and be [ am Count a-year ster- CoUege. I Bed in your because not ind the flush IS suddenly t perceiving swards him, ig to ind* je ) excitement was still considered national, and produced the most kind •i.d soothing expressions from both his noble hosts. " I am not un exclusive," said Lord Elverton, " on the Bcore of nationality. I have married a Spanish lady, and might say that I hod become half Spanish, were I not conscious of nearly equal friendship and esteem for the ' preux Chevaliers' of France." Aithur and his friend now received an invitation to the reception-room above, where the Religious Ladies spoke to those with whom they had essential business^ and, as he mounted the stairs, certain more favourable ideas of England, and of the offered inheritan e, arising either fi'om Lord and Lady Elverton's kindness, or from A shadowing hope of sharing his lot in England with LUia, began to warm his heart anew towards the Kcligious, in whom he had found so unexpected a benefiictress. The reception-room was vacant, and Arthur's reviving spirits began again to flog when he found himself ad- dressed from behind a trellised partition thrown across an archway into some other room. " Let us bless the Lord !" said the Religious, in Latin. "Thanks be to God!" replied Arthur; and throwing himself on his knees, he begged hor blessing. She smilingly said, " I am no consecrated Abbess. I can only fervently pray, as I do, that Almighty Grod may bless you with a long, faithful life, and happy death." "Amen," said Artu.»r rising. "That will do as well rujy crosiercd A>>bess could give it me. And I hope, Madam, tliat you, and all the ladies, are well ?" added he, vably tiying to distinguish who were in t • 'unef yoom, ttad most cordially at that moment hati. g -Hi* __ 4' j; 1 : f ROMS itHD THC ABBST. work and gratings, luid all th^t indioaied seolusiun and restriction. " Has th» baautiful young lady who waa Tith you at Vevcy come to Rome to finish her education with the Ladies of the Sacred Heart, at Trinitii del Monti r "No," replied the Religious, "Miss Sinclair is still with us, and has long wished me to return her thanks for the useful little book you lent her — the book which told ▼'* you ere, and has fixed our future solicitude for your welfare." " I am totally unworthy of all your goodness, Mudaii " said Arthur, with renewed depression of spiriu. It seemed evident that, as ho had been expected and pre- pared for, Lilia was not to appear, and he again ^-esolved to decline the English estate. He had just read Madame de StadPs "Corunie," and a night-maie arose of stiff English ladies ui a circle, eternally drinking tea, with port-wine-drinking lords and squires, to disgust him to- wards Engliuid. " The Reverend Fathers of your G>llege will hsve in* formed you," continued the Religious Lady, " tittt the gift is not to be made unconditionally. Three years, I understand, vrill intervene beforeyouareof age. During these years — ^perhaps the most precious of your life— you must not only complete the course of studies and the classical tour proposed by these Reverend Professors, but you must also be prepared to become 'the Lord of the Manor' in its best meaning, — to become the Benefactor of the Church and of the poor, and the defender of the widow and orphan. You must reside on the estate, ex- «epting journeys of business or of pious recrei^oii, nd ROiat AHD 1HB ABBir. iu oliuiun and r who WM r education Trinitii dei lair is atill * thanks for which told do for you? spiriu. ft id and pra- kiu t-esolved od Madame ose of stiff g tea, with ;ust him to« rill hsve in* , '*t)iattfa« ree yean, I je. During your life- lies and the feasors, but LX>rd of the Benefiu)tor nder of the estate, et> reatioii, nol txceeiing rlz months. Every third year you coa reriail France. Is this too severe V* " Oh, Madam !" again exolaimei* poor Arthur, " I am too unworthy !" At this iuRtant, as he sat partly concealed by the drapery that hung on each side of the trellised archway, the door of the room in which he w^s seated was thrown open by a servant, and Lilia, dressed in white muslin, appeared, with a garland of blush-roses in her flaxen hair, and in her arms a little harp of true Erin greoL Never did the intentions of any student of the Romar College undei^go so rapid a change ! but with admirable presence of mind, instead of springing towards the vision, he remembered that to secure its reality he must accept the estate, and repeating, in a tone of exultation more than drapondenoy, " I am totally unworthy. Madam, of all your goodness," he added, ** but it shall be the endeavour of my future life to prove my gratitude T* Arthur dien darted across the room to pour forth a string of compliments to the &ir Lilia, which, although the colour rose to her cheek, she received with that oon^ descending smile whidi girls of near eighteen are wont to bestow on boys of tbeit own age, saying, " And I am very mudi pleased to see you again, Count Arthur, for you remind me of that happy evening at the Lake of Geneva." "But surely," cried Arthur, "you have had many iM^py evenings ainoel Every day, every hour of yowr Ufb ou^t to be happy !" " Why that is exactly what my Father Confessor wya," replied Lilia, lau^dng; "and aa he rnnrfuju .*r>t'. g m^^ Hi BOMB AND TBB ABBET. Bie oompliinenta, I must suppose that you learn a great deal of wisdom at your Roman College, and mean to tell me that if I do not always find hKppiness, it is be cause I do not seek it where alone it can be found ?" '' No, hideed !" said Arthur, " I never meant to intrude on y:>u wiy thing so trite. I meant that you ought to b« happy in reward for making others so, by your angelio beauty and captivation !" "ileverend Mother, are you still beret" said Lilia, approaching the trellis. " Ludoubtedly ! vn," replied the Religious. " it must be many years sinoe you heard such noD« sense," said Lilia. " And if you, Lilia," said die Religious, " now suspect these praisM to be nonsense, you will soon feel them to be so, ;^id will never make them your aim in your avowed search after happiness." "And why were you so happy that evening at Vevey 1" inquired Arthur, returning to the religious re. treat, as he observed tha^ Lilia remained there. • " I was happy at Vevey," replied Lilia, " because I had determined to be contented without my brothers, pro* vided they were happy, and to enjoy the beautifiil scenes through whidi I was passing. I bad begun to feel due on the Rhine, and then again on the terrace at Berne, where I first saw Mont Blanc ; but there were still so many touching remembrances about those boys of mine, that I cried myself to sleep every night, except the night at Vevey." ''And the nig^t at Vevey t" said Arthur eegeriy, " who did you remembw t" tm BOMI AND TBI ABBKT. w ** It was no longer who, but what," replied T<ilia; " foi remembered the blue Lake, and the gliding vessels, and my newly-formed happiness ; and at Martigni I remem- bered the Valley of the Bhonc with its first miles of beautiful foliage, the majestic chesnut-trces, the tender acacias and brilliant barberries — then the narrower pass, the cascades on each side, in every form, the awful remains of whirlwinds, and," added she, laughing, " Re- verend Mr. Terrison dropping fiist luileep, and Lucy exclaiming 'how firightful !' " "Then you did remember the •tpAo,'" said Arthur, smiling; "and did you never remember to say an 'Ave' for a poor scholar wbo ofken thought of you t" " Not in his prayers," said she ; " so he did not deserve to be remembered further than as the donor of a guide- book." At this moment a Spanish lady, whom Lilia hod thought to be already expecting her in the room, where she had found only the two students, entered to take charge of her down the stairs to Lady Elverton, who had included Lilia in her party to the Villa Boi^hese, wher6 was that evening to be held an early juvenile f%te. It was not, however, quite the time appointed to be ready, nnd the lady, seating herself, begged not to interrupt the little party ; for the elder student, thinking that a good opening had now been made to take leave, continued standing, as a hint to his friend. But, amidst the many remembrances spoken of, had Arthur at that moment been called on to remember the Roman College, ho could only have admitted a confused notion of some state-prison, attached to the church of Saint Ignatius, intc ^W^^i!''- I « i I'' BOMB ABD TIB ABBBT. which muslin frocks and green harps were not admitted. The Spanish lady now begged Lilia to sing her some little Italian hymn, for which there was just time ; and Lilia, instantly complying, struck the minor chords of the popu< lar hymn to the Madonna; but then stopped, and said, ** My little harp wants the deep bass notes for this chorus —you two Roman btudents must supply them." This they did, and all sang — •• EttIt* Maria ! Maria errira ! EvTlra Maria, • Qui te en4.» " And when may I come again, Reverend Madam V* ■aid Arthur, to whom it had suddenly occurred to take leave and wait below, that he might hand the &ir Liti* to the carriage, and perhaps be invited by Lady Elver* ton to join her party to the f&te. *' Come to see me once every month," replied the Re* ligious, "and the next time bring the legal proofs that you are the last of the Counts de Gr^y of Languedoo. These proofs, and your emblaasoned pedigree, you wrote word were in the hands of the Superior o^ the College at Chamberry. Are they now in Rome t" " They are, indeed," replied Arthur ; " if you will per. mit me I will bring them to-morrow V* •* Not till this day month," said she ;" and till tnd dfcr, m%y God bkn 7«i r HUM ittte I adnultod. some littla and Lilla, )f the popu* I, and said, this chorus sm." This Madam r red to talce le &ir Lilift Ady Elver* lied the Be> proofs that LanguedoOi , you wrote B College at ou willpeiw id till tuna AVD TBB ABnr. IH CHAPTER ZIIL I iw tbM OB tlM aoantala height Ttt* thj- n^lMtie rtaad : Thy thadow, 'gaJnit the WMtam Ught, Falli on the dweit und ! At mid^y on Ascension lliursday, 1846, was renewed the sublime scene of the Papal Benediction from the balcony of St John Lateran,— « blessing, like that from St Peter's at Easter, extending to the whole world, and conveying still more the character of universality, from the view of the vast Campagua spread before the Q^ thedral of St John, skirted by the mountain range to- wards Albano. Apart from the dense mass of carriages, and as much sheltered as the case would admit, under the straggling hedgerow-trees, between the Santa Scala and the spot where the Artillery was stationed, was a hired, but neat vehicle, half-open, and turned in the precise angle r» quired to obtain a fidl view of the still vacant balcony of the church. A venerable old gentleman, who by his small round hat was apparently not a priest, was expatiating to his sole companion on the dignity of the titular Saint of the Basilic before them : " For," said he, « what says St Bernard, 'Hie CSiurdi at Home, that Mother and Mistress of all the Qiurohes,' from which is said, ♦Peter, I have prayed for thee that thy liuth IkO not,' has been ocmseorated to bear, after the .'. jv- \ .■■■\f^ i!£^Mt^^ .'jki^-'<^"i-r'rffe'i?sl-^ 14t Bom AMD TUC ABIWr. ■■ il . f' name of tho Saviour, that of St. John the Baptist Ib buth, it is fitting that the spouse, in ascending the throne of her principality, should be accompanied by h<T most illustrious friend. Here was Peter crucified ; here was Paul beheaded ; yet the dignity remains to tho Precursor Home is crimsoned by the blood of Innumerable martyrs, yet all pre-eminence is awarded the holy Patriarch. Over all is John the greatest — universal is his prerogative: above all is he admirable. Who, in truth has ever been so gloriously announced 1 Who has ever been, from the womb of his mother, filled with the Holy Ghost, as the Gospel relates of him ? Who has leaped in the maternal womb 1 Whose nativity does the Church celebrate with pomp 1 Who sighed for the desert 1 Who lived in the manner the most sublime ? Who was the furst to teach the power and kingdom of God 1 Who baptized the King of Glory ? To whom was the Trinity first clearly manifested 1 To whom was the lilpe testimcHiy rendered by the Lord Jesus? Who has the Church similarly honoured ? John the Patriarch, indeed ! the chief and last of the Patriarchs. John the Prophet, and more than a Prophet ! since he could point out with his finger Him whose coming he announced. John the Angel, and ehosen of all angels, as the Saviour bears witness, saying; ' Behold I send my messenger before me.' John the Apostle, but the first and Prince of the Apostles, since he was the first ' Man sent from Grod.' John, Evangelist^ and first announcer of the Gospel ; a Preacher — ^preach- ing good tidings of the kingdom of Grod. John the Virgin, bright mirror of virginity — ^type of modesty- example of chastity. John the Martyr, and Uf^t of iptist. In the throne her most here was Precursor e martyrs, rch. Over erogative : ever been I, from the oat, as the e maternal ibrate with ived in the St to teach tptized the rst dearly y rendered 1 tiimilarly chief and [more than finger Him ingel, and Bw,aayutg, J<^n the », since he Evangelist, !r — ^preach* John the modesty- id li^t of "'wsaBWK'^" KOm AKI> TRC ABBtT. 141 iKartyrs, the very type of martyrdom ; the voice that ories in the desert — ^the Precursor of the Judge— the Herald of the Divine Word-— the brilliant and shining Lamp, Elias, uniting die Law and the Prophets !' " " Well ! what think you of tUs summary of all the perfections of Saint John the Baptist 1" said the principal occupant of the carriage as he dosed the small work of Saint Buonaventura, (torn which he had cited this passage of Saint Bernard. It was only yesterday that, in looking over this book again, I fell on this panegyric, and thought that instead of reading it through in a dry, cold humour, I would bring it here to read to day with proper enthu* siasm ; so that you have had the advantage as well as myself, Mrs. Moss, of filling your thoughts with this wonderfiil ' friend of God ' in the very sight of his diief monument. Well !" " Well, Sir, I have had all my life the greatest respect tbr Saint John the Baptist, and I think it very just that the first church in Rome should be dedicated to the first Christian man. But you had better now be getting out your long glasses, and kneel upon the seat, for I see the Bishops and Cardinals coming out, at last, on the bal- cony. Yes; and here come the white-feather ftns, and the Pope himself." And now the bun of expectation was hushed — the preliminary prayers were said — the cannon sounded in the distance — and the holy Gr^ry, raising his paternal arms, gave his last benediction to Rome wad to the world. " Stay where you are," said Mr. Everard to the ccaolw QUB, who, after devoutly kneeling on the turf, had re iBMmled Um box, ** I will pay you for waiting quietljr •■■■'■ '■^^" ■■■■■ 1^ • -^ s 1> bere another half hour, instead of jamming me amongrt all those other carriages." The man obeyed ; and at length, the time specified being expired, our old friend consented to being re-otm* ducted to his apartments in the Via Gregoriana, on Uie Pinoian, where, with his faithful companion, he had remained hidden from those he best loved since October in the past year. His concealment had been facilitated by two illnesses, not dangerous but tedious, during which Mrs. Moss was often obliged to leave him to the care of the kind Italian family with whom they lodged, in order to entertain him, on her return, by her characteristic accounts of all she had seen. One of the daughters of the family was always ready to aax>mpany her: Mr. Everard paid the coach-hire, and very soon Mrs. Moss, in figured black silk for "greater doubles," and plain black silk for " semiJoubles," was most practically at home, not only in St. Peter's, but in all the principal diurdies where were held the sacred functions of Cbriat mas, Epiphany, Holy Week, and Easter. But an account of the ceremonies, and her own parli •ular impressions, were not the only subjects of disoourba to the invalid. Occasionally Mrs. Moss distinguished IJlia, either with Lady Elverton or with other ladies, who were soon discovered, by listening to her prattling countrywomen near her, to be the two Russian Princesses, who had apartments in the same Locanda. Thrice she had seen the two Nuns, and then Lilia was with them. These three memorable days — ^to vimt the Sacred Crib at Santa Maria Maggiore, to ascend kneeling the Sacred Btairt during Holy Week, and to kiM the slab of the tabl* BOMB AMD TBB ABHtT. u» of the Last Supper At St. John Lateran'a,— afforded tuilv oient food for thought and convene at the different seasons in which they had occurred. But Mr. Everard had not been ill during the whole of so nuuiy months. He had started up at the Epiphany, and every day of that octave had regularly attended the various Masses of the Orientals in communion with Rome, at Sant' Andrea della Valle. He purchased several copies of the little worlc detailing the ceremonies of that week, commemorative of " the tluree Kings," and the Call of the Gentiles ; nor did he disdain the dramatic representation, at tlie altar end of Uie church, of those learned and royal magi offering their respective gifts to the infant King of Kings. On those days he caught occasional glimpses of a slight form like Lilia's, and once he was enabled unseen to watch her sountenance as she gazed on the illuminated star ; and he could trace, so he fancied, the bright and glowing aspirations of her soul. To her he hod sent, (m the eve of the Epiphany, one of the little books, but all in the same mystery: he would not direct the book himsell^ neither might Mrs. Moss direct it, " because," said he, ** Lily may have seen your hand-writing on the pots of jam at Bumleigh ;" th<*refore one of the daughters of their present home was to accomplish that task ; and accordingly Lilia received her book with as much plea- sure and wonderment as he could have desired, and was holding it open at the time he watched her. But it was now a long time since the Epiphany : only Mrs. Moss, not he, had seen her in Holy Week ascend the Scala Santa. He would not seek her now, during these ten days of retreot and prayer, befoi« Whit> rr r 'i ■ 1 144 BOMB AXD TUB ABBBT. Sunday ; but then he would mako up his mind— yoa, ht would conquer his n«rves, and spoak once more to Lily, and to that other one I . On the sacred day of the Ascension of ' ' ^« that ** other one," and her Religious Sister, ha* .ved the Papal benediction kneeling at their open windows, the moment being announced to them by the discbarge of artillery and the sound of every church-bell ; and they soon afler fell into discourse respecting that triumphant day. Then the elder Religious, giving the book she held into the hand of Sister Agnes, desired her to read aloud the comments of Saint Bernard on the great Feast of the Ascension, thus : — " My dearest Brethren, this solemnity is most glorious t It is the consummation and completion of all the rest. It is the happy cloister of the long pilgrimage of Jesus Christ, Son of the Living God. Without doubt we do most justly celebrat'^. that day of solemnity and joy, in which the super-celestial Sun, the Sun of J 'ce, mani- fested Himself to our sight : and stall grei « joy and exultation when, having rent the rock oi ... wupulchre, He appeared surrounded with happiness and consecrated the first fruits of our resurrection. But what would all tJiese feasts signify to me, if my life were limited to this earth 1 for I declare that the exile of my present exist- ence is scarcely less intolerable to me than Hell 1" Thus fiu* Saint Bernard. " As to the day of the Ascension," says Saint Buona> ▼entura, " it is truly the most solenm of all the Feasts of the Lord Jesus ; because to-day He is seated at the right hand of his Father, and takes the repose of hb BOMC AND TBI ADBKT. I4S i more to ' rd, that .ved the indowB, the liscbarge of ; and they triumphant ok she held I read aloud Feast of the Mt glorious 1 dl the rest, hge of Jesus oubt we do and joy, in 'ce, inani- < joy and „Bpulchre, consecrated at would all mited to this resent exist- elll" Thus Sunt Buona- the Feasts «ated at the epoae of hia pllgrimngc. It is also the particular Feast of all the C^ lestial iSpirits, w hy receive now joy in beholding their Ix)rd for the lirst time clothed in His humanity. On thin day also begins the first restoration of the losses which these blessed Spirits had experienced, when a third part of their angelic company fell with Lucifer. It is eqiuklly the Festival of all that multitude of illustrious Patri- archs and Prophets, and holy souls, who to-day for the fir&u time enter their supernal country."^ ~ " And therefore," added Sister Agnes, " it is very sel« fish in me to sigh when I extinguish the Paschal Candle, in token that the visible Presence of our risen Lord i' no more with us. This is indeed Hit Feast — all the rest were for us. " And this also hidudes us," said the elder Religious, " for what says our Lord t — ' It is expedient for you that I go away, for if I go not away the <^'omforter will not oome, whom I will send you — the Spirit of Truth, who will teach you aU truth.' And then the Angels:— > * This Jesus, who is taken up from you into Heaven, •hall BO nome as you have seen Him going into Heaven.* And let us remember that other precious consolation of our Lord, 'I will not leave you orphans : I go, and I oome to you, and your heart shall rejoice. Alleluia !' " In the aftemotjn of WhiNMonday, Lord Elverton as- cended from his own rooms *o those occupied by his daughter ; and entering the reception-room, rang the lit- tle bell pendant at the grating. As his Lordship had established a particular mode of sounding that little bell, DO one ever obeyed its call on those occasions but the person with whom he came expressly to converse ; and r im ROMS ARD TEC ABmnr. in a few instAnts the pioub ofleiing of their first aentenoet were made *o God, and Lord Elverton then said, " G* raldhie, I feur that the latelligcDce just brought me is t»0 '*nie. Our good old Pope is dead 1" Ai Lord Elvevton received no reply or comment, he became fearful that he had piven the mournful news too abruptly ; but was rs-assured in overhearing the softly repeated words of the " De profundis," in which he joined; and the paalm and versiole being finished, his Ix)rdiihip siud, " Will this most un^dxpested ©vent embar- mss your affiurs, my dear child 1" " I believe nut," she replied > ' unless, which God lor- bid, a Pope should be ele<5ted who cares not for Eng. land." "That is little likely," said Lord Elverton, " and my mind is much relieved. I feared that, at the best, you would find things greatly delayed by this event." " I siiall find things greatly delayed," said Ger^ldine, " if the Cardinals are compelled to remain long in con- clave ; but this first twelvemonth in Rome I devote to prayer and spiritual consultation, and am not yet ready to present my petition to the Head of the Church." "As to the detention of the Cardinals in the Conclave, there never has, is not, nor over perhaps will be a ques- tion more impossible to decide," said Lord Elvertoa " We know from history how the most reasonable calcu lations have been at fitult respecting Papal elections. Foreign and political influence, however, do not retard AS they once did : it le now tacitly understood that Ita* liana only can be choaon. But by this aoolusion of tJM BOMS AND TBI ABUT. US setitenoM Md, " Ge- ms is too nineui, he [ news too the softly which he lished, his ent embar< h God for- 4 for Eng- , "and my J best, you nt." Genldine, ong iu oon- I devote to t yet ready Hirch." le Conclave, 1 te a ques. d Elvertoa tnable oslcu il elections. ) not retard «d that Ita- .usion of th> Cardinals you lose not only your great ' friend at oourti' but also your spiritual director." " It is very true," replied Geraldine, " that our holy Cardinal is both to ue : but during these su>nmer montha I can spare everything but his promised prayers; for having given his Eminence, in separate interviews, my whole confidence respecting the proposed Religious Insti- tute, he desired me, at our last meeting, to draw up the whole in the form of Constitutions, which will occupy me to the end of the most prolonged Conclave. But can you tell me no piuticulars of the illness and death of hi? hue Holinass ?" " Nothing further," said Lord Elverton, " than that be felt a sudden chill after giving the Benediction on Ascen^ sion Day at St. John Lateran's. It does not appear that during these ten days there were any symptoms to alarm until yesterday, when the humours to which he was al> ways subject, and which bad settled in one of his legs, produced a rapid mortification. I was told half an hour ago that the Cardinals do not yet know of this great death." At this instwit the Princess entered with her chief lady oompaoion, Madune Julie, to tell the same news, and make the same inquiries respecting the inSucnoe which the death of the Holy Fi ther might have in retarding the religious affiiirs of her friend. They were accompanied by the same Canon of St. Peter**) Dom Pietrb, who had some months before made 'lim eulogium of the Princess to the English Religious ; and hi a (bw uistants Bishop Fompallier, whom they had first wen ia the Confessbuil of St 1 eter's, and wlio, with ^^■,-B7»i^i^Tw^^i»r»«w f 14S ROm AND THE ABBKT. Dom Pictro, had now become their true and kind fiicndj came up from his own rooms on the secord floor with d e same benevolent motive. Tlie Recluse returned her grateful acknowledge-^ ents, and re^issured her friends aa she had done her iuuier. In honour of the Bishop she threw open the window of he'' *'^llis, and fetched her three companions to receive h ^essing, and to listen to tiie interesting conversation that ensued. The Princess, with tears in her eyes, first coraaienced filially lamentuig the venerable Pontiff, under whom all her Gatholio years had been passed, and found consolation in recounting to her willing auditors his many virtues. Hie Bishop then spoke of the late Pope's strength of mind, force of cha- racter, and aptitude for business, which was first fiilly dis* played when Cardinal Head of the Propaganda Fide ; and Dom Pietro remarked that when God willti the elevation of a man no opposition can avail. '* Gregory," said he, *'met with human opposition at every step, from his early youth to his supreme dignity, but in vain : he became Monk, Prior, Abbot, Bishop, CB»*dirial, Pope." " And with him," said Lord Elverton, " dies not only ft wise Pope and a good man, but the last representative of principles which his bucoessor, without miraculous as- sistance, will find it impossible to maintain. The disa£ fected in the Papal States are in formidable number; the prisoners of state are a force in themselves : order and peace of mere constraint have been hitherU kept, be* cause the Pope was old, and a new election soon ex* pected. But from all that has passed under my obser* vation since this last viiit to Borne, it may be appre* bended Hat the Roman people will threaten, and ende» rour to sway li^he Conclave." 1^ fortnijiht which interrened between the death of Pope Gregory the Sixteenth and the entrance of the Cxtr* dinais into the Conclave to elect his successor, was en)> ployed in rendering the last honours due to him who was both Priest and King, and was also n^cessarilj' a time of great labour to the Cardinals ; every one who bad business of any kind to transact crowding their ante- rooms, and urging their claim to be seen and heard, and this with the more excitement and ^^rtinacity, as it was almost universally expected that th) Conclave would last some months. During that fortnight the Cardinal GranH Chamberlain directed all the funeral obsequies of the la> mented Ponti£ Gregory had died in the Vaticui, and when embalmed lay in the Sistine Chapel of ihat palace, on a simple bior clothed in the white habit of a Monk of Canuddoli. From this chapel he was, after two days, dressed in the full Pontifical robes, and removed in so- lemn procession to a side chapel in the church of St Pe> ter, where the feet could be kissed through the iron raili m Bom Atn TRi ABnv. big; aiid, ofter two more days, the solemn {nterment took place iu their vast basilic — a catafiilc, or temporary tomb, having been erected in the centre aisle just before tlie choir of the Canons. The remains of the humble and holy Pius the Eighth were removed to tire catacombs be- lov, and those of his successor in the Pontificate were placed in the funeral chamber allotted to the last de- ceased High Pontiff, which is close to the Canons' choir. These two removals were, as they always are, performed privately. On the day but one before the Condave our English Religious was admitted to the great privilege of an au- 4ienoe with her Carduial Protector. She had previously cent her respectful condolence, and now took with her, not Sister Agnes, but the Spanish lady, who from hencc- fbnii we will call Donna Candida. This excellent \ro- man often proved a great comfort to her English friend, in giving her kind services on these and other occasions ; nnd besides the advantage of looking most suitably vene- rable and respectable, possessed the still greater merits cT patience and discretion. With the impression re- ceived fiom better judges than herself, that the Cardinals were not to be seen or heard of for some months, this interview with her holy friend and director seemed a fiirewell to f he Religious, and every word of advice from him doubly precious. As usual, however, scruples had to take flight before obedience. His Eminence was not only pleased r.nd gratified that she and her companions liad witnessed the sacred ceremonies attendant on the death of the late Pope, but desired her to go herself nnd BOm AMD TBI ABBIT. \bi tkke them, to see the preparatioiis made in the Palace o( the Quirinal fur the Conclave. " Go into my cell," said his Eminence, smiling, ** thct you may aAcrwards better understand my life du: ii>g my long imprisonment, and may more constantly pray for me. The cells are drawn by lot, and mine is 41." After promising to do so, she said, "Shall I over seo Cardinal Acton again ?" " So you intend," raid his Emiii»nce playfully, " that I am to die in my pri wn ?" ** No," said she, smiling, ** but perhaps you will b* made Pope." ** Had the case been otherwise likely," said the Cardi* na], " I have made it impossible. The Conclave oould not elect the native of a heretical country." ** But your Eminence is also a Neapolitan," said she. ** That is exactly the question to which 1 refer," replied the CardinaL ** It was necessary that I should declare myself of one or the oUier country, and I declared my Bclf an Englishman." His Eminence then gave her the minutest details of the mode of election, > ' while she listened with deep interest the Reverend ..secretary en« tered, bringing to the Cardinal, among other papers, the newly issued summer quarter of the Devotion of the Forty Hours* Adoration, bound expressly fcr the Cardi nals, in crimson and gold. His Eminence, as he took the book, presented it as a farewell keepsake to his Re> ligious friend, and she, devoutly kissing it, soon after received his blessing and withdrew During the mid-day repose of the Sundiy following Ihe two Itoligious and tlioir conipiUiions were admitted Mt BOUC AMD TBB ADDKT. within the Quirinal Palace to see all the preparations fof the Conclave. The courts and first flight of stairs were strewed with the sleeping workmen, who had still some things to finish before evening. The pious Master of the Locanda, who was with the visitors, had been over tho palace on such occasions, and described everything most accurately. Hie chief scene rf interest was of course the Chapel, of so many historical recollections, and now ugain fitted up for another vivid scene of) perhaps, un- paralleled emotion. They were made to observe the dais over each Cardinal's throne, and the cord and pulley by which, when the election is made, his Eminence lowers his dais in token of submission to the new Pope, whose canopy alone remains suspended. They particularly ob- served the stove where the papers of each day are burned towards evening, the narrow iron chimney of which is protruded through the front wall of the palace, and gives the signal to those without whether the election be de. ferred or terminated. If no smoke appear the public conclude that the last day's votes are satisfactory, and the Pope elected. After silently praying in that memorable spot, our party left the Chapel of the Conclave, and passed through long suites of rooms fitted up as tempo. rary chapels, containing each, generally, three or five altars, that each Cardinal, and also their attendant eccle- liiastics, may daily oflbr the Adorable Sacrifice. The next sight was the cell " No. 41,'* which the elder Reli* gious desired, in most willing obedience, to visit It was composed of three small, but comfortable rooms, and close to tho scene of action, the Chapel : but on looking »t the title over the door, his Eminence Cardinal Michens ROm AHD TBI ABBCr. 1C8 doan of the Sacrnd College, not Cardinal Acton, was the destined occupant of that commodious cell ! How wa« that? Oh! it was because Cardinal Michera was old and heavy, and his lot had fidlen on a cell in the upper corridor, less commodious, and difficult of access. It was sufficient to the generous and self-denying Cur'Jnal Acton to know this, and the exchange of cells was made. 'Our visitors then begged to be conducted U> xle cell which his Eminence was actually to occupy, and entered it with increased respect and interest. It was just opp> site the Noviciate College of the Society of Jesus. On their return to their rooms in their present hocie they found the Princesses and Lord Elverton, who at separate times in the morning Lid conducted their parties over the Quirinal Palace, now consulting about the event of fiiat evening. " Geraldine," said Lord Elverton ; " should you not like to see the entrance of the Cardinals into the Con* clave 1 It is a solemn sight." " If they walk," replied she; "but the Princess tcUfi me that so great is the popular excitement in favour of Cardinal Michera, the Fnuiciscan Bishop of Froscoti, that their Eminences are to be conveyed in carriageii from the church of St. Silvester to the Quirinal Palace." ** Oh 1" whispered Lilia eagerly : ** which is the church ? where does it stand ? May I go 1" *' You have frequently passed it," said the Princras. " It is in the narrow end of the piazza, distant from the Palace, and attached to it is a convent occupied by Mis* sionary Priests. As I can have oocess to the raised garden opposite for myself and the ladies in my suitc^ 7* 154 ROMS AND nu ABBKT. I will include you with the permission of the Reverend Mother Paula." " Oh ! how good of your Excellency," said the delighted Lilia. " And why do the Cardinals go specially to that little church?" " The Cardinals," said Dom Pietro, " assemble in thb ehuroh of St Silvester, from its convenient position. Thoy ti.tie make their first invocation to the Holy Ghost, with other prayers, after which commences the only walii ever tok<'u by Cardinals in the open squares or streets of Rome. This rarety adds to the solemnity of the pro- cession. All are, or ought to be, in mediution on the great work they have in hand, and praying for purity of motive in their votes." At six o'clock in the evening of that Sunday, the I4th of June, 1846, the ancred College of Qirdinals assembled in the above-meut'uned church, and, after the accustomed devotions, their Eminences were driven rapidly in their respective carriages to the Quirinal Palace, uid were walled up from the public. As it had been so uni- ver=r,lly believed that the difficulty of coming oonacien- tiousl}' to a unanimous decision would prol(Hig the Con- clave to many weeks, if not months, it may be supposed that people were disposed to turn their minds to other subjects, and our Religious Pilgrim, after arranging to •ay daily with her companions one of the hymns to the Holy Ghost, had by the Tuesday evemng returned quietly to her prescribed writing, when the little bell suspended to her trellis in the parlour ringing ftnioualy, •nd without a pause, aroused her to some alarm, eap» chUly as sbo be^rd the voice of her young brother call- none AND nil adbit. mf Ing to her by every name and title she had ever po» sessed in the world or in the Convent Some aoeiden* or calamity to their father was the first thought, and hastenuig to the trellis, she exclaimed, after the usual pious greeting, " Oh, Ferdinand, what can you mean I** But the nearly breathless boy could still only repeat the words, " No smoke — ^no smoke !" " Do you really mean," said she, "that theConchive have elected the new Popel" " I do— I do," cried he, recovering his brcftlh. " We all were up at Monte Cavallo, watci.hig for the smoke of the burned votes to come forth frc:"i Cie iron funnel, as it did yesterday evening, and it was full holf-an-hour past the time before any one there could dare believe any- thing so extraordinary : but then people looked at each other, and began to nod and shrug, and rub their hands, and the Ecclesiastics began to group together; and on Papa's asking one of them if the thing were possible 1 he replied that all things were possible to the Holy Ghost, and that he fiilly believed the election was made. Then off I scampered, and have scarcely stopped till now, that I might be the first to tell you the news, the good news of a new Pope, and the poor Cardinals' release from their prison." Ferdinand received the expected thanks, and having borrowed t fim from Lilia, sat &nning himself till more news true and folse, were brought in by the difierent hinjates of the Locanda to the reception-room of the Religious. The first was that CardimU Giati was elected, for that he was the only very small CardiuaJ, and the Reverend Sacristan had not pnrvided the x» ^^ IM BOMI AND TU AOBIT. quired white soutane amall enough, and hi d sent in aU haste for one the proper size. " Oh," said some one present, " then there is still in« tercourse held between those within and those without the Palace ?" " Vc3,'* said Ferdinand, who had Icarnid all the defalla, and was now proud to show oil' his knowledge, especially to Lilia : " Yes, there ore the ' turns,' just like the strictest Monastery, loto the Sacristies, and into the kitchens, and every Cardinal l>as hit: dinner sent to him daily from his own palace, by his o~.vn servants in their state liveries. I saw our own C'.irdinal's dinner on its way to him yesterday, in a sort of palanquin. I recognised the liveries of crimson and white. But this dinner hod, like every other one, to pass through the ' turn,' into the kitchen of inspection, where every chicken or bird of any sort is cut open, to see if any letter or writing has been put inside, and all the different pastries and rolls of bread are likewise cut about, till their Eminences get each a cold and mangled dinner. And in the same way, if anything has been omitted for the use of the Chapels, the Sacristan may send for it by speaking at the ' turn;* but every thing that comes into the Sacristy js inspected in the same way, particularly if it be lined or trimmed." Madame Julie now entered, with doubts of its being Cardinal Gizzi, as Dom Pietro had informed them that the Reverend Sacristan, being obliged to provide three aizes of the Papal Soutane, must seild for whichever size Is missing, and could no more ascertain than themselves who the new Pope was, as no one in the Palace can in* trude on the secrets of the Conclave. It was expected SOm Ain> TOB ABBIT. Ill (hat the pi-oclsmation would take place early on tlio fol lowing morning, and the Princess, whose drawing-room was full of Ecclesiastics, sent her affectionate salutationa by Madame Julie, and wished to know what the Revo* rend Mothers would resolve to do 1 Lilia could contain her silent subordination no longer. "Oh I c*" course you will be present, Reverend Mo- ther," cried she ; " you mu$t go, you must witness that scene ! And even Si^^tcr Agnes longs to go. She haa just said that there is nothing lately she has wished for ■o much. Now do not pull my sleeve, Sister Agnes, for you did say so." " You may well say '»»«/»/,'" said the Religious—" • word, Lilia, I never heard from you before ; for I am under obedience to go to the Piazza on Muiite Cavallo, and to take you all. The good Master of the house knows this, and has assured me that whenever the event should take place, he would mention that we were to be present, and that the various Ecclesiastics in th^- house would surround us. I arranged this in preference to having application made for us to obtain seats in the windows of the few houses near ; because I remember well, during my sight-seeing days in Rom& some yeara ago, tue lutter and the chattering at palace-windows and what are called " reserved scats." The next person who entered the sitting-room was the <u8t-mentioned pious Conductor of the Locanda, who came to state that he had been faithful to his word ; and that the Priests and Religious Men lodging in the house, including the venerable Father from La Trappe, would, with himself, take their station around the chairs secured ,/ /■; Ji^ ,^- V IM MMn Awo vm kwitwf. for the Religious Ladies. He had only to request they would bo ready by six o'clock in the morning. ** I shall come with you, Sister, if I may," said Ferdi- nand, " and 1 will tell my father so to-night. I believe he is going to take mamma and Letitia to one of thoso ▼ery palace-windows, crammed full of ladies. I dare say they will bo very glad to know that I am safe with you, and he will join us if ho can." *' And what shall I tell the Princess ?" said Madam Julie. " Tell hor Excellency, with many thanks, the humble arrangement we have made to be in the crowd, but well protected," said the Religious. " And now, dear Ferdi- nand," added she, "you had better go down to yourovm rooms, and ask leave of your fiither to be with us, if you wish this ; because you well know he does not like that permission should bo asked for anything ju.^t at the lost moment." " Cousin Lilio," said Ferdinand, " you will want your great Roman fan to-morrow ; so I will keop it for you. You must not fan yourself at your night-pray«i% 70a Goodnight.*' mom Ain> tbb abut. CHAPTER XV. r^lk MW ths oae0, aBd Lovaww tk« Man, Both to naito with Hop* in Um Almiichtjr'i plu 0» Wednesday, the 17th of June, 1846, our Enc^ial party arose at half-paat four in the morning, were in ths «hurch of the Gesft at five, and, after remaining for Holy Moss, Communion, and Thanksgiving, returned to the Locanda to secure a light brealcfast before proceeding, with Monsieur B. for their escort, to that spot on the Piazza di Monte Cavallo, which, after mature deliberation and experience, he had judged the most lilcely to unite every advantage. The chairs immediately around them bad been secured for the Reverend Gentlemen, who had engaged to remain near the Religious Ladies; but m they did not mind making their way through the crowd, they were not yet on the appointed spot Ferdinand had to wait for his father, who wished to know exactly where his daughter was placed before he should escort Lady Elverton to her seat in Palazzo Ruspigliosi ; and not till Ferdinand's anxiety and impatience had made some havook in Lilia's &n, did he get Lord Elverton ^rly up the hill, and after some search seated on a vacant chair near the desired objects of their walk. " This isvery good," sud his Lordship, looking around him : " you will have no mm, you are quiet, and nothing can impede your view. The only penalty you must pay, k the waiting in one place; out that is scarcely any KOUS Ain> TBB ADBKT. •n&oyancc to women, above all to Nuns, have you been here ?" " Just an hour," replied his daughter. " And you will probably have to wait just two hours more," said his Lordship, smiling ; " but there will be many subjects of meditation for yourself and your little Baii t Agnes there, who must not forget to pray hard dunng these two hours." " But the election is made," said Sister Agnes ; "■ and, I suppose, miraculously." " We all priva^«ly suppose the election to be made," eaid Lord Elverton ; " but do you see the window walled up fhat usually conducts to the balcony in front of the Palace 1 Do you also observe that point of interest, Geraldine V " Yes," replied she, " I know that I am to fix my eyes on that object." " And until^" said his Lordship, " we see the point of a pick-axe protruding from within to commence the break ing through this tempoi'ary wall, we are not permitted publicly and officially to believe that the new Pope is elected." " What a moment of excitement that will be to all this tut assembling population," she observed. " And succeeded," said Lord Elverton, " by one emo- tion after another, as you will find. I have once before been present at the proclamation of the new Father ot the' Faithful, and know nothing to be compared to it, unless it may be the return of the Holy Fatlv r to the City, after banishment or imprisonment, as took place in the days of good old Pius the Seventh." ^T^ -— h. UOMX ARD THI ABBIT. lei Hew lonf two hours •re will be your little pray hard los; -and, be mode," low walled ront of the 3f interest, IX my eye« he point of. ^ the break i permitted jw Pope is B to all tUs y one omo- once before <r Father ot tared to it, itK r to the >ok place in ** And there, Sister," said Ferdinand, " cloae by th« Walled-up window, is the fvmous iron funnel, «)r chimney, which was so eagerty watched yesterday evening, but which now we care for no longer." " I must be faithful to my appointment with Beatrice," Haid his Lordship, rising ; " and I have but little hope of returning, unless I can foil in the rear of one of the Riew ligious processions on their return from the Palace. They will pass close by you. Thes>e Religious process sions go up daily to the Pulace during the Conclave, chaunting the hymn to the Holy Ghost, ' Veni Creator Spiritus,' and inquire whether the election be made. If the reply be in the negative, they return chaunting the same hymn : but, if the reply be that the new Pope is elected, then they come forth chaunting the ' Te Deum laudamus;' and the people listen eagerly to ascertain which it is the Monks on their return are chaunting." "Then we shall know the fact publicly," said the Re* ligious, " even betbre the wall is broken through ?" " If the procession, of whatever order it be, happen to arrive at an opportune moment, that is, a few instants before the proclamation on the balcony, the officials w^ithin the Palace are permitted to reveal the fact of the election. Now, farewell ! When we meet again, it will be, please God, to congratulate each other on the event of to-day." While Lord Elverton had been relating the above* mentioned details to the two Religious, the good old Master of the Locanda Itad been entertaining Lilia and Lucy in the same manner, tog'jther with several of the Fi-end) and Irish EcclesiaHticxs of hia house, who had now ■IH 16S xntx ksv xui abbst. oolleoted on tlie appointed apot, bnd to whom tlie soene WM quite novel. The Piaua was now apparentlj no densely orowded, that it would be a matter of extrema dif- ficulty, if not impossibility, for the Beligious processions to pass : but, oh ! the elasticity of a Koman crowd ! Be- hold ! an avenue imperceptibly made through the centre of the Piana, and the tirst arrived prooersion, composed of Franciscan Friars, now solemnly wending their way into the court of the Quirinal Palace. Other processions followed at the intervals of ton minutes and quarters of hours : still they returned ohaunting the same hymn of invocation, and when the last procession, composed of ihe parish priesto of Borne, in surplices and stoles, passed and repassed, still imploring instead of rejoicing, « murmnr ran thronghout the Piazsa that som- hing was the matter. Was the new Fupe ill ? Was he d^ad ? The uneasiness increased ; — when, in the midst of this disappointment and alarm, suddenly cries of joy were heard : the sounds had been distinguished, and soon ap- peared the point of the friendly pick-axe, announcing that the wall was being broken through, and theFope about to be proclaimed. In a few instants the door-wny was made, and Cardinal Miohora, Uean of the Banrud College of Cardinals, and idol of the people, preceded by the cross, and accompanied by other Cardinals and attendant priests, came forth on the balcony to announce in a dis- tinct and sonorous voice, to Rome and to the world, that Cardinal Mastai had been el<»cted Sovereign Pontiff and Ohrist's Vicar on earth under ihe name of Pius the Ninthl This announcement, this name of " Pio None," which afterwards became a talisman to win the hearto of his KOMX AHS TBB ABBKT. 18) the leene larontly mo ttremadif- )roce88ions irowd! Be- the centte , coaipo»ed ; their way procoasions quartan of le hymn of tmpomd of and «tolM, nf rejoioing, Bom- bing ashei^d? lidnt of this of joy were tnd soon ap- :)UQciogtbat iFope about jor-wny waa nrod College ieded by the nd attendant noe in a dia> i world, that I Pontiff and lit the Ninth! ?ono," which hearts of his people to an enthusiasm almost unparallelled, was in ths first instance heard with indifference, if not disappoint ment. The multitude present would have preferred him who had made the proclamation ; but he, exercisiug the influence he possessed over them, waved hid white hand- kerchief, bidding them exclaim " Viva Pio Nono !" Then for the first time was that name sounded forth on the Quirinal Hill ; the Cardinal Count Mastai had actually become their Father and their Sovereign, and the stiL pious and loyri Roman people soon felt and expressed their joy and fidelity, and became clamorous to see the Pope. In a short time their desires were gratified, Pius the Nhith appeared, and received a burst of welcome from the multitude ; while he, fiill of emotion, wept and blessed alternately. Two more interesting ceremonies took place that day, to one of which Lilia was taken, and Lucy to the other. One was the solemn passing, from the Quirinal Palace to that of the Vatican, of the new Pope in hb carriage of state — ^the other his arrival and reception at St Peter's, and his receiving the homage of the Cardinals, being seated on the altar Th's last-mentioned ceremony, whid) can be witnessed but once, was the one to which Lilia was taken by the Princesses. During the evening these kind friends accompanied tho Bishop and Dom Pietro, who came to give the Rcligioiu the various anecdotes respecting the new Pontiff, which had already spread over the city in which he had been onoe well known and beloved ; and in which it was now the emulation of all to lemember and record, not <mly hir talents and virtues, but the extraordbary fiuits of hit rtmm MMWWHUMiHMMMHUl •«« ROMS AND TDK \BBKT. :•': mny life ; and Iho Bishop requested Doin Pictro to rclaM these consecutively to the English Keligious, which he did as follows: — "The Count Mastai made his Arst studies in the Roman Seminary, where it a'bs rcmariced of him, that although of a mild and sweet vUsiiosition, he was always the leader of his companions. At the proper ago his family made interest for his being admitUid into the Royal Body Guard, which are here called ' la Guardia Nobile,' from its being composed solely of noblemen. On account of his epileptic (ita he was rejected ; and he, look- ing on this rejection as a call from God totltink of a more devout life, resolved to ent-jr the severe Order of the Passionists. Here also, on account of the same infirmity, he was rejected. Much afflicted, he went to the then reigning Pontiff, the holy Pius the Seventh, by whom he was much beloved. His Holiness de&ired him to enter the Church, and raising his hand gradually, added, ' e poi — e poi — e poi * !' One account is, that in that interview the young Count made a vow that if his fits were cured ho would enter the Church ; another version is that Pius tl»c Seventh laid his hand on his head, assuring him they would never return. These facts, however, are udmtltcd by all, that from this interview the flte entirely left him. that he continued bis studies, and became a priest full of zeal and heroic charity ; serving the hospitals, venturing into the most noisome receptacles during the raging of the cholera, and frequently carrying the sick or the dead on his shoulders cither to the hospital or for interment. The first public institution ho was placed over in Rome was the one for indigent infant, boys, called " Tatta • "^d tban—Mid then— aud tbent" •i'^mt; KOm AXO TBI ABBIT. 18« Giovanni *,' from its fbuni!er. He was tlicn sent with a Cardinal Nuncio to Americi ; then rec«lled to be made Archbishop of Spoletto ; then translated to the disaffected diocess of Imola, where he displayed his great talent for government ; then made Cardinal ; and lastly Pope. Hius has Almighty God, through early disappointment and humiliation, accomplished his designs on his servant, and notwithstanding the young nobleman's wishes — first to be a soldier, then a monk, has raised him to the highest station on the earth !" " Well ! this is most interesting," exclaimed Madtune Julie, who had entered in time to hear the wh jle his- tr ry : " and what age is oiur hero now 1" " His Holiness Pius the Ninth is just fifty-two," re- plied Dom Pietro. "Tliat is young foi a Pope," said Madame Julie; *' and the people seem enchanted to get one in apparently still the vigour of manhood. One of the servants of this house, who took care of Lucy and me in the crr'wd, ne< ver ceased repeating, with hysterical cries of joy, ' Non i vecchlo — ^non i vecchio !' "f A few days after the release from the Conclave, our Religious Pilgrim was admitted to an audience of her Lord Cardinal Protector, and, in passing through the ante-rooms, met the amiable mother of his Eminence with more care than usual on her sweet countenance, which, more youthful than his own, was generally ftill of placid content In return for the oongr&tulationa «fl^d that her son was restored to her, the reply waa^ • OaMr John I " ito ii But old-lM ia Mt oM." vm BOIU AND THS ABBKT. if. " Yes ! but he is so ill !" — and while the Religious liateninff, full of sympathy and alarm, the Cardinal apt peared, with an open letter in his hand, and, after giving her and her Spanish friend his blessing, told them to go forward to his library, and that he would soon be with them. When his Eminence re-appeared he did look hectic and still thinner ; but he rallied, and seemed pleased to speak of the choice which Heaven had made in Pius the Ninths Our Religious then relating the anxiety which the assembled people had felt on Monte Cavallo; from the great delay in proclaiming the Pope, the Car- dinal said that it had arisen from the indisposition of his Holiness, caused by the too great emotion of the pre- vious day. ^ Do you remember," said his Eminence, ** what I described to you of the three Cardinals, who each day wre chosen afresh to make the scrutiny of the votes 1" "Yes," replied the Religious, "I remember every- thing which your Eminence has been good enough to re- late to me." " On that day," continued the Cardinal, " it fell to tho lot of Cardinal Mastai^ supported by two others, to count the votes, which he did with a firm voice, mitil, his own BMne oeourrhig so often that he foirad two-thirds of tlie sufihtges to be his, he paused, and his hand shook so mueh that Cardinal Patriizi, who was one of his support- ers, held it and the papers. Cardinal Mastai then re» flised to continue reading, and proposed that the Con- clave should proceed to a fresh scrutiny ; but, by a ri> multaniH)us movement, all we other Crurdinals drew tbn flTTds which support the dais over each throne, his alone Bom AND nu ABBSr. 1«T (linai ap> er giving em to go 1 be with did look d pleased ,e in PiuB I anxiety } Cavallo,' I, the Car- aon of his ' the pro- Smincnce, inals, who Iny of tbo »er every- »ugh to re- fell to tho others, to B, luttil, his o-thirib of d shook so is support- fti then re> kt theCon- iit, by » ri> Is drew thn e, his alone remaining, and exclaimed, 'Viva il Papal' Cardinal Mastai, or rather the new Pope, then became so much agitated that we feared a rush of blood to the head. He was in a state of the greatest nervous suffering, and we ■had not a drop of cold water to give him. We altoge* ther made such a noise," added Cardinal Acton, smiling, " that it was impossible for those without not to discover that we had finished the Conclave ; yet we dared nol open the door. At length the Pope revived, and ex- claimed, ' It is the will of God,' and then added, ' Oh, holy soul of Plus the Seventh, who predicted this to me, protect me !' " When the Cardinal had finished this recital of an event '80 interesting to history and to the world, which he had given in the gracefiil and animated manner peculiar to him, he would not allow that he was fatigued, and con- tinued to speak on subjects of both public and private in- terest, concluding the interview by desiring the English Religious and her companions to be present at most if not all the ceremonies that would follow the elevation of Pius the Ninth to his present dignity. Hie first High Mass sung by the new Pope in St. Pe- ter's was the next event of interest to the Romans ; and greatly astonished were some sober English priests at the delight with which those of Rome, with their musical genius and warm hearts, first heard and applauded the sonorous tones and exquisite pathos with which this high- ly-gifted and highly-favoured Vicar of Chriht gave forth the sublime prefiioe of the Mass. Our English Pilgrim, with her companions, was that day near the high altar in Bt Peter's, hidden and attentive ; and at the close she ij 168 ROM! AMD THC ABBKT. blessed God, saying, "Behold the Pope who wiU undj^ stand and befriend me t" After the High Mass on that day, the 21st of June, 1846, Pope Pius the Ninth was solemnly crowned ou the balconj' of the portico of St. Peter's, the mitre of Bishop being removed by the Cardinal Vicar, and <m his sacred head being placed the Hars, or triple crown, ol Prophet, Priest and Kii^ I vrillunda^ BOMB AMD THB ABBBT. Lst of June, crowned on ihe mitre of r, and on Uh >le crown, ol CRAFTER XVL Not in lb* MtaeoBbt tloM, Do flaintt la Rome iboaad : ■ome IWing round the tianl tkroaa^ Wt hail on uppor gnwnd. Tbb day oefore the coronation of Pius the Nu th our old friend, Mr. Everard, exerted power over his nerves suffi* dent to mount as far as the first floor of the pious Lo- canda, and discover himself to the family of Lord EU verton. After sitting half an hour amongst them, and wondering withm himself how he could have kept away so long, it was ascertained for him that two EodesiasticB having vacated their rooms, and left Rome immediately after the proclamation of the new Pope, there would b« room for himself and a servant in the house. To this plan he consented, although he did not relinquish his apartments in the Via 6regoriaIu^ and that very night, a happy night between sleeping and waking, he was near the friends of his English life — and, oh, wonderful event ! under the same roof with that "other one," whon. he oould not yet meet or mention. Some years before Mr. Everard had had an inteiiial struggle, a struggle that cost him some weeks of illness, before he could see Lady Elverton, then Mrs. Carring- ton, filling the places of that mother and that daughter who had successively filled his heart ; but, the struggle 4nex, he loved her as the sister of Don Carlos Dua§|0, ' If- • 170 BOm ARD TBI ABBIT. wid for his sake, who had endured mnch adrersity, 1m fiirgave her the ever-increasing prosperity that Bnrround- ed her. She was a fiiithful wife, a fond mother, • pioua Catholic, gentle, graceful, and beautifiil } and tbouf^ Aa had no power to produce whatever mental stores she might possess, she was a patient, or perhaps an apparent listener to his ever-varied talk. Ferdinand and Letitia were nearly as mudi beloved for their uncle's sake as if they had possessed some blood of the Sinclairs ; and he was now sitting between them, looking at the sacred pre- sents made them since their coming to Rome, and de- bating aloud whether or not he would be one of Lady Elvcrton's escort to St. Peter's on the morrow, or go in- dependently of any one, save perhaps his good fiuthful Moss. There were other and younger ladies who gene- rally ibllowed Lady Elverton, and he began to fear that too much would be required of him. " Well r' cried he at last, " I will go with you all aa hr as St. Peter's : but I cannot be climbing np with you ladies over St. Andrew or St. Longinna. I have had that bird's-eye view once. Now I want to be close to the scene of action ; and above all, I want to watch the countenance of the Cardinals. Sharp fellowa, those Car- dinals !" On his return fi-om the holy function. Lord Elverton, who delighted in the characteristics of Mr. Everard, questioned him respecting the impression made by the countenances of their Eminences, and he replied gravely, "I think they are very holy men. There were particu- larly five or six who had just the expression which arttsta •ndeavour to give in their ideal <^ Sainto. I aaw whAt 1 nOMI AMO TBI AB*CT. ITI enity, W Bvrround ir, • p>o«" bougk *^ itorea she 1 appsreni nd Letitia I sake K t( re; »ndhe 8«eiedpre- ne, Mid do- le of Lady w, or go in- ood fiuthful g who gene- to fear that I you all aa op with you I have had Im dose to to watch tbo «, thom Car- rd ElTerton, ilr. Enrerard, made by the )lied gravely, were partiou- whioh artista I 8«w whxt 1 Mpeeted— aoutenen in tlie eye, but the whole wcnied more deep and solid and humble than 1 had prepared myself to view. Who is that perfect specimen of holy and beautiful old age — that chief or senior, as it seemed, amurif; them, who sat on the right hand of the throne, and went to and fro so often fW)m the altar to the choir 1-— tall, pale, silver-haired, with a perfect outline of fea- tures." "That," said Lord Elverton, " waaCardbial Fransone — ^ead of the Sacrod College for the Propagation of the Faith." "Ha! the Propaganda Fide. I must go there! I must ascend and descend those stairs down which so many holy missionaries have passed to martyrdom !" " Very well !" said Lord Elverton ; " I must be going soon to the Secretary on business, and we will go toge- ther up and down those stairs." " Who is the Secretary ?" demanded Mr. Everard. "Monsignor Brunclli, Archbishop of Thessalonica,** replied his Lordship, "a wonderfully clever and good man. But as there is an endless variety amongst the Saints, you will find as great a contrast as any lover of strong effect could wish, between his Eminence the Can dinal Head and his Lordship the Secretary of that im- mense moral and spiritual machine the Propaganda. Tbe Lord Cardinal Fransone all meek deliberation, Monsignor Brunelli all zealous action, and in person stout and florid ; the Cardinal in his suite of rooms abqye, still, meditative, and comparatively solitary, except to give final deoisions and sign important papers ; his Lordship in hir suite of rooms below-~whwe all ia stir^ disouaufm^ I I vm 112 mm AMD TBI ABBBT. Mid lit-portunity-gnwiting, denying, postponing, ropii tnonding, oomplimenting, accepting, wid consoling. Ill* Cardinal spending hia recreative hours, except on pub^ lie day i of reception, with his little birds, of which he has a choice variety, still In meditative solitude, until the hour arrives, which no wmther or business ever pre. vents, for being driven to the Benediction Service at the church of tlie Perpetual Adoration, the Nuns of which convent are the spiritual daughters of his Eminence." " And the recreative hours of the Archbishop Secre> tary ?" demanded Mr. Everard. " They are doubtless most exemplary," said Lord El verton ; *' but I know Moasignor Brunelli only in his public capacity, while I am fiivoured by the private friend> ahip of the holy Cardinal." " Well, I must see these two men— these two great men !" said Mr. Everard. " And should ybu not like," said his Lordship, *' to have an ihtpoduction to Cardinal Mai, that fine old Mai —the most, or one of the most learned men of his ag&— the antiquary of the Vatican — the discoverer of vast Egyptian sficrets ?" ''Yes, I must contrive a little talk with that great man.'* " And the Ihaumaturgus of huiguoges," said Lord El- verton, " the holy Cardinal of whom so many witty things have been written and said ; amongst the rest, that .be was ^elected interpreter of Babel !" « Well ! what of him T said Mr. Everard. •• Why, here is one who can give you more details than I," sud Lord Elvorton, as Mcmsignor Lenti, tha aom AWS TBI ABBIT. 178 ling, roprl. >ling. Th* )t on pub- hichhehu ), until the I ever pre« rvice at the IS of which linence.' shop Secro- lid Lord El only in his rivate friend* le two great ordship, "to fine old Mai I of his age— rerer of vast th that great said Lord El- many witty It the rest, that rd. more details lor Lenti, tha English Pilgrim's first Roman friend, entered the room to pay his compliments to the fitther before mounting two pairs of stairs higher to seek the daughter. " Mon< signor, I am endeavouring to give a slight and imperfect sitetch of our Sacred College of Cardinals to my good and learned friend here," added his Lordship, after the first compliments had been exchanged. " And how far have you proceeded, my Lord 1*' said the benevolent Prelate. " I was just about to describe the wonderfiil gift of tongues bestowed on Cardinal Mezzofante," stud Lord Elverton, " but have forgotten too much. Was it not after the battle of Marengo, that, as a humble but zealooa Missionary Priest, he found the wounded and dying of almost every country in Europe brought into the hospitals, and that, with supplication to Heaven, he took up some French or German dictionary and discovered that he learned and retained everything without eflbrt, and was then inspired to hear the confessions, and found that he could understand and exhort each one in his own tongue 1** " I believe all this to be quite correct," said Monsignor, and the virtues of the priest being equal to the wonders of the linguist, he was raised to the Cardinalate by our late Pope Gregory the Sixteenth." " Many talents can lie dormant in persons," said Mr. Everard, "until some call of necessity or charity bring* them fbf.y to the world." "Granted," said Monsignor; "history and biography have taught us this truth. But in these cases there is always to be traced in the child and the youth something of the genius of the man ; not periiaps in the hij^ t^'.f.tsifn ,^:-^ -.-■■^^..-^-^^.^-. ;.:.^aA.-2-^i.-.v^:.t..^^--.^*^.».,^^....,^->....^.^.,^ -flrtfl u lU BOMB ARO TBn ABBBT. regicnB of thongfat — ^metsphysios or mathematics — ^but ia tlioae which relate more to Uie perceptive powers, and to intercourse with man." " Yes, that ia very true," said Mr. Everard. " Saint Thomas of Aquinei, with bis vast logical head, was not discovered by hii fellow students ; but a boy who, siuUlow in other respects, shall catch and retain wortis, is the admiration of the classes. And so this holy Mezzofant^ was not one of these clever boys 1 Well, I am well pleased to o^m the mirade. I expect to find miraculous nuuiifestations everywhere in God's Church, but more especially iu Rome, and I shall visit this His servant, if permitted so to do, with awe and respect. And now, Monsignor, of all your Sacred College, to whom do you attribute the greatest sanctity ?" " Grod alone can see and judge the hearts of His sei- vants," replied Monsignor Lenti ; " nor could I indi vidually presume to place one Cardinal above another in the scale of excellence : but I do not fear to report the general feeling and voice of Rome, in saying that Girdinals Fraosoni and Acton are recognised to be her SNnts." '-' Acton !" repeated Mr. Everard much pleased ; then added with a sigh, " Well done, poor old England !" " England," said the Prelate, " has a character now to support in giving Saints to Rome. Two Cardinals luive successively borne that reputation, and a young and lovely Princess has lived and di^d amongst us, (wm an ancient and noble Euglish family, whose eminer^t sanctity was recognised in Rome by her remains being borne in triumph to the fiunily chapel in Santa Maria Maggioie. HOWC ANB TBB ABBCT. m itics — ^but !b powun, md rd. " Saint •ad, was not orlio, shallow rortis, 19 the r Mezzofante , I am well 1 miractrioua b, but more iis servant, if And now, fhom do you s of His sei- »uld I indl bove another ear to report 1 saying that led to be her pleased ; then England!" uracter now to Cardinals have uig and lovely rjm MI ancient i sanctity was iing borne in kfia Maggioie. Yoa are aware, my Lrrd, that I qieak of the Lady Guendaline Talbot, Princess Bm^ghese T ^ I should Uke to know some of tliose details," said Lord Elverton. " And 1," said the Prelate, "am nw^ bappy to giv« them." But before Mons^r t proceeded to relate those interesting d edifying Iratts in the brief life of tb^ Lady Guendaline, Lord Elverton had sent for his little daughter, that she might be edified, and perchance inspired to emulation by the recital ; and Letitia listened witii fixed attention and with glowing cheek, how the youi^ Princess, without departing from tha claims of her nmk and position, found time and opportunity, especially in the early hours of the day, to visit and console the dck and afflicted poor, gladdening their languid sight by • rare beauty sanctified in God's work, and r»«ssuring their fiiint hearts by the endearing fiuoiliarity and play- fulness of holy innocence, captivating all to the sweeti service of the Lord. Amongst many anecdotes of this loved and lovely one was her having herself fuade a dreaa for an old woman, which concealing beneath her shawl ahe carried to the poor dwelling, and in which she equipped her protegee ; when, discovering tfaM the dress had been mode too long, the Princess drew forth he? !r.>i/^'.nent8 of needlework, and kneeling on the brick ri<<oi-. porformtd that feat commonly called " running a tuck" iti the gown of tlie old woman, and achieved the work to perfuctbn. Moii^i^m^r Lcnti, as he finiishod these anecdotes, to khich all had listened with plrased attention, took hii -°~""~"" nr innnf»r»i » iMnim-iii'ii - iiitrn ROia AKD rm abbxt. leave of the fii-st floor, and began his long ascent to ths lop of the house in search of his fir^t English friends. " Well, it is clear that i cannot see her to-day, as Mon- rignor is engaging her," said Mr. Everard to himself, ■im inwardly relieved, like many i^ nervous man who thmks he shall be braver on the morrow. " I cannot see her to-day, so Til go to my room, and ascertain if my books bo oome from the Via Gregoriana." The next day he felt very well, and he determined tn ascend the stairs. He would have mounted with still greater courage had he known that on this, for him, long postponed day, the Religious he went to see was generally ttken to her private audience with his Eminence the English Cardinal ; and accordingly, when he tumeH as be tjA been directed to the wmg of the upper »'o oi , wnero was the outer door of her rooms, he felt at o"^i «> relieved and annoyed to find doors, gratugs, and curtains Ail open, or removed, and the Italian maid, sided by Lucy, giving the weekly sweepmg, to which the previous daily attentions of the broom had been but distant preparations. Mr. Everard was incapable of nourishing dislike to any class of persons, more especially if of the gentle, fair, and devout sex ; but passing irritations, and half-hours of re- sentment had, during the course of his life, been more directed towards housemaids than to any body of peo- ple who had crossed his patli, or, worse still, had put an impediment to the free access of his study. " Well !" would he say to the damsels of Bumleigh, those ' pitiless foes to a spider,' " What harm does he do to me 1 Let him and me alone in our quiet !" when on some oocasionr the 'hairy legged spinner' had dropped with hit long ROHE AMP nS ABBir. m cent to tha i friends, ay, as Mon- to himself^ i man who I cannot see rtain if nijr termined t/> d with still or him, long ras generally minence the le turned as upper i'(.*>i, felt at ont e , and curtains dedbyLucy, revious daily preparations, lislike to any mtle, fair, and If-hoursofre- e, been more body of peo- ill, had put an y. "Well!" those ' pitiless tomel Let ome occasion* with his long thread of glae from the ceiling, to ascertain, in the iipirtt of adventure, what was going on at his desk ; and now, scarcely mollified by Felicia kissing his hand, and Lucy who knew him, brandishing her feather duster with de> lighted surprise, he demanded, why did they cause that chaotic state on a Hiursday, and not on a Saturday, tha old-established day for making people miserable ? " Because, Sir," replied Lucy, " my Lady and tha others are out ; but I can make you as snug and quiet in a minute, as if you were sitting on Sunday morning with everything clean about you, in your own study comer at Rumleigh. Just step in. Sir." Mr. Everard did step across the threshold of the outer door, exclaiming, " And now the Rubicon i^ passed !" and followed Lucy through a little ante-room ^o the visitors* reception-room, where she placed an arui-chair opposite the only window that afforded a good view, brought a footstool, and took away his hat and ctick, for he had oome up from his own room equipped in due form. " And when do you expect the ladies home 1" inquired he. " Not this hour, Sir ; for, aftbr leaving the Cardinal's audience, they were to go the Thursday excursion to some distant church, witii the two PrinoeiMi-s." " Oh, I cannot wait here an hour 1" cried Mr. Everard, remembering his dignity. " I cannot waste my time up here !" •• Why, Sir," said Lucy, " surely you can fill up tha time, instead of wasting it, by meditating on the ' fouf last things ;' or you can say a third portion of the R» wary, Sir; or I can fetch you the Spiritual v>>mbatt'* I .F nt ROm AMD TBI AWBKtt " All in the Purgative way, Lucy," said he. When do you intend to, admit me to the Uluminative, and when to the Unitivel" Lucy, not well knowing what he meant, here slipped away to the completion of the active task allotted her, and our old friend sat gaiing during some minutes over terraced-topped houses, and through cupolas and domes of churehes on the range of the Vaniculum. Then be- ginning again to feel a little nervous, he rose, looked ai the pious omamento of the room, and finding the trellised partition had a door, and that on this day of vigorous cleaning that door had been left unlocked and ajar, he threw it open, found himself greatly attracted towards that inner parlour, and after an insf nt or two of doubt, saying to himself " It in no cell— it is o.>ly a parlour, h« entered, and was amongst the private pursuits, and, as he felt it, the private thoughts of the owner. In spite of his pique and disappointment at not having been coo- wlted on, or even apprised of her pUgrimage to Rome, Mr. Everard looked with the fond and p.oud remem- brance of former days on the materials which covered the worii4aWe of the Roligious-for the work was men- tal, and half a r«ain of small Roman folio, yet untouched* betokened a determined perseverance in finishing the theory of her supposed perfection. The books were in Utfai or .'-alian, with the exception of a Douay BiWe in EngUsh, and were, first, the Rule of Saint Be lediot, • oorious Venetian edition, printed for the use of the Be- nedictine dames of the Strict Observance, in 1788, witi a declaration following each chapter of what could not is the said chapter be followed by cloistered women, with none AKD THX ABBKT. nt ). Whctt ktive, and re slipped otted her, rates over nd domes Thenbe- looked ai le trellised f vigorous id ajar, be d towards > of doubt, »rlour," be , and, as he In spite of i; been cod- ) to Rome, id remem- oh covered k vras men- untoaobedt nidiing the >ks vere in my BiUe Id Bcuediot, • ) of the Be* 1798, with Doold not ia romon, with a substitutidn of more hidden duties ; then came the De> croes of the Council of Trent, in all that related to Nuns , next followed a collection of Pontifical Bulls, regarding Nuns of all orders and degrees, principally of Saint Pius the Fifth and Gr^ory the Thirteenth; while, spread open, as the work fVom which the Religious was making her present extracts, was a thick quarto, printed, but un- publi^ed, entitled " The Statutes of Saint Bruno." Mr. Everard could proceed no further : the Rule of Saint Benedict he had before seen ; but this private loan from the Cloistered Carthusians, m their own binding, might have attracted a less ardent antiquary thui was our ftiend : it was in Latin, too, which he preferred to Italian. Tlierefore, arrested, like the roaming bee, on this rich flower, Mr. Everard, being seated, leaned over its con- t^ts, and became for the hour a laborious solitary of the Chartreuse. He was too much absorbed to hear after awhile tba ■ound of footsteps, and whisperuig in the outer parlour, or to notice the entrance even of her he had come to visit, until the remembered voice aroused the echo in his heart; and forgetting that he had come expressly to upbraid her — ^forgetting every thing but his long-tried and fikithful friendship, he started up to greet her as in days gone by. But he scarcely knew what he said, or what she responded, and, sitting down together, there was a long pause — not of embarrassment, but of full, deep thou{^ and unconscious emotion. « After all," said at length Mr. Everard, " it is hij^y interesting and worthy of admiration to pdroeive that a rharacter, if of firm original stamp, oaimot change Hm ■ ■ a- nOUK ASD THE ABBBV. direction of its impulses may change-for instance, from the world to heaven, from creatures to the Creator, and greater reserve, arising from the caution of advancmg years, may prevent the free iiccess once permitted mto the recesses of that character. But an old privileged investigator cannot be totally excluded. I recognise you, Geraldine, in all that surrounds you here, to be the sanie vho at eleven years old, struck your pen through the word in an order that would have given you an inferior though easier instrument on which to commence your lessons uu the harp; and who, on the remonstrances of your governess, sprang on an ottoman in the centre of the saloon, exclaiming, ' Not what is easy and superficial, but what, through time and labour, is perfect, can alone .uit Geraldine Carrington!' I recognise you for the same who, at nineteen, said thus to your lover at parting, ' God Md my father forbid our union ! But for this prohibi- tion, home, country, all would be left for your love. IWs Mcrifice would have been deemed heroic in one placed like me ; but is far greater heroism, for my father and my fliith, to renounce your love : therefore I choose the best -the heroic best-and bid farewell for ever !' 1 recog- nise you for the same who, at three*nd-tweuty, havhig, oy the grace of God, opened yoin- eyes to the errors of that religion for which in good fiiith you had renounced your earthly love, desired that he might never know the ohwre, saying, ' This silence wUl be the test that, in be- oomi^ a Catholic, I have sought God alone !' while at die same time you refused the silence exacted of you by the noble Protestwit suitor, who made it the condition of hk plighted troth. Ireoognise you for the same, who, m aom AKD TBI ABBXT. mi ICC, from utor, and dvancing itted into »rivileged jnise you, the same rough the a inferior ence your trances of ! centre of luperiicial, can alone r the same ting, ' God lis prolubi< love. Hub one placed ner and my fle the best [' I reuog- ity, havhig, le errors of renounced )r know the that, in be- 9 r wUle at d of you by condition of ame, who, in your widowhood, believing to fuid united in your 8ol« person the riches and honours of two ancient fhmilies, trusted, like Abraham, that God would provide an heir, and left all to become a poor Sister of Mercy ; at an age, two-and-thirty, and after a life suited to your station, which made the step more heroic ; nay more — who in that supernatural hour steeled your heart against the renewed addresses of your first love, leaving him for heavenly espousals ! Therefore, Geraldine, shall I not trust you now 1 Shall I not believe that, as 1 have felt pain at every step you have made towards perfection, and that, nevertheless, I have finally understood and applauded it, so it will be in my appreciation of this your pilgrimage to Rome. The purity of your motives, thank God, I have never doubted ■, neither will I doubt but that He it with you, that same Holy Spirit, who has hitherto be- •eowed, in gradual inorease, such gifts and graoes to y out MNttt* ■piSipilfp*" IM Bom AWD nm CHAPTER XVII. WUi* othcn twine th« row of Jna* With Uljr and with •glutina, And nlM on high tho hallowod Ium With ToicM fall, to then* diTiiM I I iieuea eui aoro tiM tnin •lone, Or (Bxa on yonder eanopy, I cannot otter note of long, Nor fkee ban blittdiaR teen bIm eye I And yet my teen ere thoee of Joy, My kraiag heart pieTeuia ay lay i I (Un would every- power enploy On thii ny ftToniite holy day. it maf M^y be supposed that the step oqco ia§4* bto the rooms of the upper floor of the ** Pilgrim-House/* Mr. Everard there spent many of his leisure hours. But into the inner parlour could he enter no more, and there- fore sat, like other secular friends, on the outside of the trellised partition, in a very comfortable easy.«hair, where he was forced to content himself with hearing, more than seeing, his consecrated friend. But the sum- mer plans for avoiding the intense heat of Rome were soon to disperse all the inmates of the Locanda, save the two Religious and Lucy ; and they were delayed only by the two great Festivals of Ck>rpus Domini, and that of Sunts Peter and Paul. To the former great solemnity the Religious Sisters were to be taken, and, as at the prodanuition of the new Pope, the seat* secured for them ■ j !> ; i| . ww 'i*? ", ^y, **'? mmmmmmmmmmmm ■CMS AWD nn Awmt. tw OQCe 7D«4t im-HouM," lioun. But J, and there* tside of the easy-chair, ith hearing, tut the sum- Rome were da, save the yedonlyby and that of it solemnity d, as at the red for them were not those called " resenred," but ohdrs in va angle cf the Piaita di San Tietro; and Lord Elverton, Mr. Everard, and several Eodesiastios, with the good Master of the Locanda, sat behind and on the sides to prevent intrusion. Nothing could «ioeed the happiness of Mr. Everaid, who sat immediately behind his darling Lily and that ** other one," with his head a little advanced be. tween them. On one side of him was Lord Elverton, and <m the other an Irish Ecclesiastic, towards whom he had be«i attracted since the evoting they first met at the toblfrdliAte of the Pilgrim-House. This priest, who was a little hune, and to whom other droumstances had given a studious and meditative turn of mind, had been a fre- quent visitor to the parlour of the Religious Sisters throughout all those whiter months in wMdi Mr. Everard had nourished that loving pique, commonly called ^ riding the high horse,** which he now declared to have contained a certain diann,—** Though not so great,** ad'led he, ** as that of dismounting to sit just as I am ]• sre placed, m a state of reoondlialion, and as if Saint Juliana were hovering over my head !** « Safait Juliana !** repeated Ulia. " I>c you meac. Sir, that Sdmt who miiacnloudy received the adorable H>^st on her death-bed r « You are referring, Iflia," said her Religi. - « rdative, *<to St Oiuliana Faloonieri, whose lecture ixr,g3 \a our Pilgrim*s home." « But !,♦• aud Mr. Everard, « am VJin'dv^ rf the Juliana of eariiw date, whose life I wiQ lend or f^ yon, Uly." ) Ike first banaen <^ Urn BeUgiocs prooeadon nov iiiiiiniipm m r ., »..^w6»««#M»*-«-MJ'i*:«- T-TflBriT-*'-^-'^-^''--"' '■■■ J 1 K 184 BOm AHD TBI ABBir. appeared, and the conversation turned exclusively on tha scene before them. AA«r the diflerent Rerigious Orders had passed, the Divine Centre and object of the festival approached, and all sank on their knees. The adorable Host was borne by the Sovereign Pontiff, on the shoulders of the papal bearers, surrounded by the Court, and fol- lowed by all the cavalry-troops in Rome. The Pope's march, the last effort of Rossini's genius, sounded forth the holy triumph of the day, and Rome was in her true glory^— a glory peculiar and inimitable — alone among the nations ; a glory reflected from on high, still untarnished by the fiwt gathering fumes of political discord — auU, itill w« Ma, In crar-teTonrad Roma, Tha loiiK prooattioni through her oolomni coma t Thaaa ara har Cbriitiaa triumphi, tbU har prida, To baar tha Bod^ of tha CrucUbd. Before the departure of the two Princesses for Albano, Princess Z6n6ide took our elder Religious to a private interview with the holy and far-fkmed Abbess Macrina^ the living martyr from Poland, whose existence, after such barbarous sufferings and wounds, is miraculous. The enthusiasm excited by her arrival, and the history of her wrongs, in which enthusiasm, not piety alone, but curiosity and politics were strongly mingled, had attracted such numbers (u the apartment assigned her in the con^ vent of the Ladies of the Sacred Heart, that scarcely the popular Pope himself could have more crowded audiences. On this occasion, however, of the meeting between the Pilurrlms Macrina and Greraldine, the Prin> cess, who acted as interpreter, was alone present, to recount to the Banlian Abbeea the Sister of Mercy's Kom Aire m iBBcr. lU lively on th* pous Ordeni ' the festival lie adorable he shoulders urt, and fol- The Pope's >unded forth s in her true le among the untarnished ard — for Albano, to a private ess Macrina^ stence, after miraculous, he history of Y alone, but bad attracted r in the con- liat scarcely tre crowded the meeting le, the Prin* present, to of Mercy's object in coming to Rome. Maurina listened with the deepest interest and approval, and whilt^ Gi-raldiue felt touched and impressed by her venerable apponrance and tenderly maternal manner, she was talteii in Macrina's arms and pressed to her bosom, where she kissed the pectoral cross, the companion of all her MU^Ferings. Then Macrina, drawing forth a little rosary and cross, and a relic of Saint Rose of Viterbo, presented them to Geral- line, exhorting her to courage and prophesying success ; and finally, while Qeraldine knelt before her, Macrina, raising her arms, invoked blessings on her, giving the full and solemn Abbatial Benediction, as consecreted Abbess of the ancient Order of Saint Basil. One more holy sight renwined to be enjoyed f.,r the first time by Lilia, and also by Mr. Everard j .\ his fitithful companion, before leaving Rome for Loretto. Tliis was the illumination of the dome of St. Peter's, which, through the kindness of Monsignor Lcnti, they viewed to great advantage from a window opposite. ** And did the effect realize your expectations, Lilia 1" •aid her Religious Guardian, at their recreation on the following day. " Not at first," replied Lilia, " but afterwards I was quite bewildered with surprise and admiration." " And did the increase of brilliancy, the movement, the glory, the clothing as it were of flame upon flame, suggest any comparison to your mind 1" said the Reli> " Oh ! tell me— tell me what you thought," cried LOia, * when first you witnessed this change of illumination T* ^l thought," replied the Religious, " that I beheld th« ■■■ m rC:l. IMAGE EVALUATION TEST TARGET (MT-S) w 1.0 I.I • 5 "'"^= I 40 lii 1.8 1.25 u III 1.6 — II — III — ^ 6" ► Photographic Sciences Corporation 23 WEST MAIN STMir WIBSTER,N.Y. US80 «•» \ c\ ■4^^ \ 4 4^ i/.. & h ^ CIHM/ICMH Microfiche Series. CIHIVI/ICMH Collection de microfiches. Canadian Institute for Historical Microreproductions / Institut Canadian da microraproductions historlquas md I«» ROME AND THB ABBET. "Yes ! but ho is so ill !" — and while the Religious wat. listening, full of sympathy and alarm, the Cardinal ap- peared, \rith on open letter in his hand, and, after giving her and her Spanish friend his blessing, told thera to go forward to his library, and that he would soon be with them. When his Eminence re-appeared ho did lo(«k hectic and still thinner ; but he rallied, and seemed pleased to speak of the clioice which Heaven had made in Pius the Ninth. Our Religious then relating the anxiety which the assembled people had felt on Monte Cavallo, from the great delay in proclaiming the Pope, the Car- dinal said that it had arisen from the indisposition of his Holiness, caused by the too great emotion of the pre- vious day. " Do you remember," said his Eminence, " what I described to you of the three Cardinals, who each day are chosen afresh to make the scrutiny of tho votes ?" "Yes," replied the Religious, "I remember every, thing which your Eminence has been good enough to re- late to me." " On that day," continued the Cardinal, " it fell to tho lot of Cardinal Mastai, supported by two others, to count the votes, which he did with a firm voice, until, his own name occurring so oflen that he found two-thirds of the suflfrages to be his, he paused, and his hand shook so much that Cardinal Patriszi, who was one of his support- ers, held it and the papers. Cardinal Mastfu then re> fused to continue reading, and proposed that the Con- clave should proceed to a fresh scrutiny ; but, by a si- multaneous movement, all we other Cardinals drew tho orrds which support the dais over each throne, his alone rnr^ ROME AND TUK ABBET. 16Y reniRiiiing, and exclaimed, 'Viva il Papa!' Cardiiml Mastai, or rather the new Pope, then became so much agitated that we feured a rush of blood to the head. He was in a state of the greatest nervous suffering, and we 4iad not a drop of cold water to give him. We altoge* ther made such a noise," added Cardinal Acton, smiling, " that it was impossible lor those without not to discover that we had finished the Conclave ; yet we dared not open the door. At length the Pope revived, and ex- claimed, 'It is the will of God,' and then added, 'Oh, holy soul of Pius the Seventh, who predicted this to me, protect me !' " When the Cardinal had finished this recital of an event •so interesting to history and to the world, which he had given in the graceful and animated manner peculiar to him, he would not allow that he was fatigued, and con- tinued to speak on subjects of both public and private in- terest, concluding the interview by desiring the English Religious and her companions to be present at most if not all the ceremonies that would follow the elevation of Pius the Ninth to his present dignity. The first High Mass sung by the new Pope in St. Pe- tor's was the next event of intei est to the Romans ; and greatly astonished were some sober Enfrlish priests at the delight with which those of Rome, Mvith their musical genius and warm hearts, first heard and applauded th« sonorous tones and exquisite pathos with which this high- ly-gifted and highly-favoured Vicar of Christ gave forth the suh'ime preface of the Mass. Our English Pilgrim, with her companions, was that day near the high altar in St. Peter's, hidden and attentive ; and at the close she 'i08 ROUK AND THE ABBEY. blessed God, saying, "Behold the Pope who will und«» stand and befriend me !" After the High Mass on that day, the 2l8t of June, 1846 Pope Pius the Ninth was solemnly crowned ou the balconjr of the portico of St. Peter's, the mitre of Bishop being removed by the Cardinal Vicar, and on his sacred head being placed the Tiara, or triple crown, of Prophet, Priest and Kiqf. asf '"^r" aOMS AND THE ABBKT. 1«» CHAPTER XVJ. Not in the eatacombi •lone, Do SalnU in Rome abound : Some living round tlie tiaral tliroiM, We liail on upper ground. Tmt day oefore the coronation of Pius the Nu ih our old friend, Mr. Everard, exerted power over his nerves suiK- oient to mount as far as the first floor of the pious Lo* canda, and discover himself to the family of Lord El- verton. After sitting half an hour amongst them, and wondering within himself how he could have kept away so long, it was ascertained for him that two Ecclesiastics having vacated their rooms, and left Rome immediately after the pi-oclamation of the new Pope, there would be room for himself and a servant in the house. To this plan he consented, although he did not relinquish his apartments in the Via Gregoriana, and that very ni^ht, a happy night between sleeping and waking, he was near the friends of his English life — and, oh, wonderful event ! under the same roof with that "other one," whon, he could not yet meet or mention. Some years before Mr. Everard had had an inteioal struggle, a struggle that cost him some weeks of illness, before he could see Lady Elverton, then Mrs. Carring- ton, filling the places of that mother and that daughter who had successively filled his heart ; but, the struggle •ovei, he loved her as the sister of Don Carlos Dua^o, m "170 BOMB Ain> TBB ABBBT. Vwmt!' tnd for his sake, who had endured much adversity, ha forgave her the ever-increasing prosperitjr that sarround fd her. She was a &ithful wife, a fond mother, a pioua Catholic, gentle, graceful, and beautiful ; and though afae had no power to produce whatever mental stores she might possess, she was a patient, or perhaps an apparent listener to his ever-varied talk. Ferdinand and Letitia were nearly as much beloved for their uncle's sake as if they had possessed some blood of the Sinclairs ; and he was now sitting between them, looking at the sacred pre- sents made them since their coming to Rome, and de- bating aloud whether or not he would be one of Lady Elverton's escort to St. Peter's on the morrow, or go in- -dependently of any one, save perhaps his good ftithful Moss. There were other and younger ladies who gene- rally followed Lady Elverton, and he began to fear that too much would be required of him. " Well !" cried he at last, " I will go with you all as hr as St. Peter's : but I cannot be climbing np with you ladies over St. Andrew or St. Longinus. I have had that bird's-eye view once. Now I want to be close to the scene of action ; and above all, I want to watch tbo countenance of the Cardinals. Sharp fellows, those Car- dinals !" On his return from the holy function. Lord Elverton, who delighted in the characteristics of Mr. Everard, questioned him respecting the impression made by the countenances of their Eminences, and he replied gravely, "I think they are very holy men. There were particu- hrly five or six who had just the expression which artista mdesvour to give in their ideal of Saints. I saw wlut 1 jm ROME AND TBI ABBKT. Ill expeoted--acutenes8 in the eye, but the whole seemed more deep and solid and humble than I had prepared myself to view. Who is that perfect specimen of holy and beautiful old age— that chief or senior, as it seemed, among them, who sat on the right hand of the throne, and went to and fro so ofton from the altar to the choir ?— tall, pale, silver-haired, with a perfect outline of fea- hires." " That," said Lord Elverton, " was Cardinal Fransone —head of the Sacred College for the Propagation of the Faith." "Ha! the Propaganda Fide. I must go there ! I must ascend and descend those stairs down which so many holy missionaries have passed to martyrdom !" " Very well !" said Lord Elverton ; " I must be going soon to the Secretary on business, and we wiU go toge- ther up and down those stairs." " Who is the Secretary ?" demanded Mr. Everard. "Monaignor Brunelli, Archbishop of Thesbalonica," replied hia Lordship, "a wonderfully clever and good man. But as there is an endless variety amongst the Saints, you will find as great a contrast as any lover of strong effect could wish, between his Eminence the Car- dinal Head and his Lordship the Secretary of that imi- mense moral and spiritual machine the Propaganda. ITie Lord Cardinal Fransone all meek deliberation* Monsignor Brunelli all zealous action, and in person stout and florid ; the Cardinal in his suite of rooms abqve, still, medUative, and comparatively solitarj, except to' give final decisions and sign important papers ; his Lordship in hip suite of rooms below— where %U is stir, discussion. 119 ROm AKD TBI ABBXr. ftnd iii.portunity— -granting, denying, postponing, rcpri. manding, oomplimcnting, accepting, and consoling. Th« Cardinal spending his recreative hours, except on pub* lie day 4 of reception, with his little birds, of which he haa a choice variety, still in meditative solitude, luitil the hour arrives, which no weather or business ever pre> vents, for being driven to the Benediction Service at the church of the Perpetual Adoration, the Nuns of which convent are the spiritual dau^tcrs of his Eminence." " And the recreative hours of the Archbishop Secre- tary ?" demanded Mr. Everard. " They are doubtless most exemplary," said Lord El verton ; " but I know Monsignor Brunelli only in his public capacity, while I am &voured by the private friend* ship of the holy Cardinal." " Well, I must see these two men — these two great men !" said Mr. Everard. " And should /ou not like," said his I ordsliip, " to have an introduction to Cardinal Mai, that fine old Mai —the most, or one of the most learned men of his age— the antiquary of the Vatican — the discoverer of vast Egyptian secrets ?" "Yes, I must contrive a little talk with that great man.*' " And the Tliaumaturgus of languages," said Lord El- verton, " the holy Cardmal of whom so many witty things have been written and said ; amongst the rest, that .he was .elected interpreter of Babel !" « Well ! what of him V* said Mr. Everard. •' Why, here is one who can give you more detwils than I," said Lord Elverton, as Monsignor Lenti, th« US* BOlfK AKD THB ABBKT. 119 ig, rcprt. ng. Th« on pub. ch he has until the 8ver pre. ice at the of which lence." op Secre- L Lord El nly in his 'ate friend* two great dsWp, "to ne old Mu if his age — •er of vast that great id Lord El- many witty ^e rest, that more details r Lenti, tha English Pilgrim's first Roman friend, entered the room to pay his compliments to the father before mounting two pairs of stairs higher to seek the daughter. " Mon- signer, I am endeavouring to give a slight and imperfect sketch of our Sacred College of Cardinals to my good and learned friend here," added his Lordship, after the first compliments had been exchanged. And how far have you proceeded, my Lord ?" said the benevolent Prelate. " I was just about to describe the wonderful gift of tongues bestowed on Cardinal Mezzofante," said Lord Elverton, "but have foi^otten too much. Was it not after the battle of Marengo, that, as a humble but zealous Missionary Priest, he found the wounded and dyuig of almost every country in Europe brought into the hospitals, and that, with supplication to Heaven, he took up some French or German dictionary and discovered that he learned and retained everything without effort, and was then mspired to hear the confessions, and found that he could understand and exhort each one in his own tongue?" " I believe all thi* to be quite correct," said Monsignor, and the virtues of the priest being equal to the wonder^ of the linguist, he wau raised to the Cardinalate by our late Pope Gregory the Sixteenth." " Many talents can lie dormant in persons," said Mr. Everard, "until some call of necessity or charity bringi them forth to the worid." " Granted," said Monsignor; "history and biography have taught us this truth. But in these cases there is always to be traced in the .hild and the youth somethmg of the genius of the man ; not perhaps in the highei •aft 3l 174 ROm AHD TH> ABBtr. regicns of thought — metaphysics or mathematics — but !a those which relate more to the perceptive powers, and to intercourse with man." " Yes, that is very true," said Mr. Everard. " Saint Thom.is of Aquinas, with his vast logical head, was not discovered by his fellow students ; but a boy who, shallow in other respects, shall catch and retain words, is the admiration of the classes. And so this holy Mezzofante was not one of these clever boys 1 Well, I am veil pleased to own the miracle. I expect to find miraculous manifestations everywhere in God's Church, but more especially in Rome, and I shall visit this His servant, if permitted so to do, with awe and respect. And now, Monsignor, of all your Sacred College, to whom do you attribute the greatest sanctity 1" " God alone can see and judge the hearts of His sei- vants," replied Monsignor Lentl ; " nor could I indi vidually presume to place one Cardinal above another in the scale of excellence ; but I do not fear to report the general feeling and voice of Rome, in saying thai Cardinals Fransoui fmd Acton are recognised to be her Saints." " Acton !" repeated Mr. Everard much pleased ; then added with a sigh, " Well done, poor old England !" " England," said the Prelate, " has a character now to support in giving Saints to Rome. Two Cardinals have successively borne that reputation, and a young and lovely Princess has lived and di^d amongst us, from an ancient and noble English family, whose eminent sanctity was recognised in Rome by her remains being borne in triumph to the &mily chapel in Santa Maria Maggioie KOm AND TBI ABBKT. ifa You are aware, my Lord, that I speak of the Lady Guendaline Talbot, Princess Borgfaese ?" " 1 should like to know some of thoee detaila," said Lord Eiverton. " And 1," said the Prelate, "am most happy to giva them." But before Monsignor proceeded to relate those interesting and edifying traits in the brief life of the Lady Guendaline, Lord Eiverton had sent for his little daughter, that she might be edified, and perchance inspired to emulation by the recital ; and LetitU listened with fixed aUention an ! with glowing cheek, how the young Princess, without departing from the claims of her rank and position, found Cime and opportunity, especially in the early hours of the day, to visit and console the EJck and afflicted poor, gladdening their languid sight by a rare beauty 8aw?;ified in God's work, and re-assuring their faint hearts by the endearing familiarity and play- Ailness of holy innocence, captivating all to Uie sweet service of the Lord. Amongst many anecdotes of this loved and lovely one was her having herself made a dresa for an old woman, which concealing beneath her shawl she carried to the poor dwelling, and in which she equipped her protegee ; when, discovering that the dresa had been nruide too long, the Princess drew forth her implements of needlework, and kneeling on the brick floor, pcrfornu-d that feat commonly called " running a tuck" in the gown of the old woman, and achieved the work to perfection. Monsignor Lenti, as he finished these anecdotes, to Mrhich all had listened with pleased attention, took hia /A tm 174 ROMK AND THE ADBKT. leave of the first floor, and began his long ascent to th« top of the house in search of his first English friends. " Well, it is clear that 1 cannot see her to-day, as Mon- signor is engaging her," said Mr. Everard to himself wiu inwardly relieved, like many a nervous man who thinks he shall be braver on the morrow. "I cannot see her lo-day, so I'll go to my room, and ascertain if my books be come from the Via Gregoriana." The next day he felt very well, and he determined t/> ascend the stairs. He would have mounted with still greater courage had be known that on this, for him, long postponed day, the Religious he went to see was generally taken to her private audience with his Eminence the English Carduial ; and accordingly, when he turned as De had been directed to the wing of the upper floor, wnere was the outer d«X)r of her rooms, he felt at once relieved and annoyed to find doors, gratings, and curtains all open, or removed, and the Italian maid, aided by Lucy, giving the weekly sweeping, to which .the previous daily attentions of the bi-oom had been but distant preparations. Mr. Everard was mcapable of nourishing dislike to any class of persons, more especially if of the gentle, fair, and devout sex ; but passing irritations, and half-hours of re- sentment had, during the course of his life, been more directed towards housemaids than to any body of peo- ple who had crossed path, or, worse still, had put an impediment to the free access of his study. " Well !" would he say to the damsels of Bumleigh, those ' pitiless foes to a spider,' " Whafhorm does he do to mel Let him and me alone in our quiet !" when on some occasions the 'hairy legged spiimer' had dropped with his long ...^lllgj-.AJAiL ROm AND THE ABBXT. m thread of glue from the ceiling, to ascertain, in the Rpirit of adventure, what was going on at his desk; and now, scarcely mollified by Felicia Itissing his hand, and Lucy who knew him, brandishing her feather duster with de- lighted surprise, he demanded, why did they cause that chaotic state on a Thursday, and not on a Saturday, tha old-established day for making people miserable ? " Because, Sir," replied Lucy, " my Lady anl the others are out ; but I can make you as snug and quiet in a minute, as if you were sitting on Sunday morning ^vith everything clean about you, in your own study - > •ner at Bumleigh. Just step in. Sir." V:'. Everard did step across the threshold of the outer door, exclaiming, " And now the Rubicon iu passed !'" and followed Lucy through a little ante-ioom to the visits trs' reception-room, where she placed an arm-chair opposite the only window that afforded a good view, brought a footstool, and took away his bat and otick, fci he had come up from his own room equipped in due form. " And when do you expect the ladies home 1" inquired he. " Not this hour. Sir ; for, aflfer leaving the CardiBal's audience, they were to go the Thursday excursion to some diiAant church, with the two Princessi's." " Oh, I cannot wait here aniiour !" cried Mr. Everard, remembeiing his dignity. " I cannot waste my time up here !" '• Why, Sir," said Lucy, « surely you can fill up the time, instead of wasting it, by meditatiiig on the * fouf last things ;' or you can say a third portion of the Ro sary, Sir; or I can fetch you the Spiritual Combat 1" p 116 '4 ROm AND TBI ABBKT. " All iri the Purgative way, Lucy," said he. When do you intend to^ admit me to the Illuminative, and when to the Unitive 9" Lucy, not well knowing what he meant, here slipped away to the completion of the active tasli allotted her, and our old friend sat gazing during some minutes over terraced-topped houses, and through cupolas and domes of churches on the range of the Vaniculum. Then be- ginning again to feel a little nervous, he rose, looked at the pious ornaments of the room, and finding the trellised partition had a door, and that on this day of vigorous cleaning that door had been left unlocked and ajar, he threw it open, found himself greatly attracted towards that inner parlour, and after an instant or two of doubt, saying to himself " It is no cell — it is only a parlour," he entered, and was amongst the private pursuits, and, as he felt it, the private thoughts of the owner. In spite of his pique and disappointment at not having been con- sulted on, or even apprised of her pilgrimage to Rome, Mr. Everard looked with the fond and proud remem- brance of former days on the materials which covered the work-table of the Religious — for the work was men- tal, and half a rvam of small Roman folio, yet untouched, betokened a determined perseverance in finishing the theory of her supposed perfection. The books were in Latin or .'Allan, with the exception of a Douay Bible in English, and were, first, the Rule of Saint Benedict, a ourious Venetian edition, printed for the use of the Be* nedictine dames of the Strict Observance, in 1738, with a declaration following each chapter of what could not in the said chapter be followed by cloistered women, with ■iflitfMil ROMB AND THE ABBEY. no he. When inative, and here slipped Bllotted her, ninutes over I and domes 1. Then be- e, looked at ; the trellised of vigorous and ajar, he jted towards wo of doubt, , parlour," he its, and, as he In spite of ing been con- ige to Rome, roud remem- 'hich covered ork was men- ret untouched, finishmg the )Ooks were in k)uay Bible in at Benedict, ■ ise of the Be- in 1738, with it could not in I women, with • 8ubstituti<»n of more hidden duties ; then came the De- crees of the Council of Trent, in all that related to Nuns , next followed a collection of Pontifical Bulls, regarding Nuns of all orders and degrees, principally of Saint Pius the Fifth and Gregory the Thirteenth; while, spread open, as the work from which the Religious was making her present extracts, was a thick quarto, printed, but un- published, entitled " The Statutes of Saint Bruno." Mr. Evenird could proceed no further : the Rule of Saint Benedict he had before seen ; but this private loan from the Cloistered Carthusians, in their own binding, might have attracted a less ardent antiquary than was our ft-iend : it was in Latin, too, which he preferred to Italian. Therefore, arrested, like the roaming bee, on this rich flower, Mr. Everard, being seated, leaned over its con- tents, and became for the hour a laborious solitary of the Chartreuse. He was too much absorbed to hear after awhile tJi8° sound of footsteps, and whispering in the outer parlour, or to notice the entrance even of her he had come to visit, until the remembered voice aroused the echo in his heart; and forgetting that he had come expressly to upbraid her — forgetting every thing but his long-tried and faithful friendship, he started up to greet her as in days gone by. But he Mcarcely knew what he said, or what she responded, and, sitting down together, there was a long pause — ^not of embarrassment, but of full, deep thought, and unconscious emotion. "After all," said at length Mr. Everard, « it is highly interesting and worthy of admiration to pA-oeive that a rhoracter, if of firm original stamp, cannot change TWt w'' 180 nOME AKD THE ABBEY. direction of its impulses may change — for instance, from the world to heaven, from creatures to the Creator, and greater reserve, arising from the caution of advancing years, may prevent the free access once permitted into the recesses of that character. But an old privileged invest igator cannot be totally excluded. I recognise you, Geraldine, in all that surrounds you here, to be the same who, at eleven years old, struck your pen through the word in an order that would have given you an inferior though easier instrument on which to commence your lessons on the harp ; and who, on the remonstrances of your governess, sprang on an ottoman in the centre of the saloon, exclaiming, ' Not what is easy and superficial, Lut what, through time and labour, is perfi^ct, can alone suit Geraldine Carrington !' I recognise you for the same who, at nineteen, said thus to your lover at parting, ' God and my father forbid our union ! But for this prohibi- tion, home, country, all would be left for your love. This sacrifice would have been deemed heroic in one placed like me ; but is far greater heroism, for my father and my fitith, to renounce your love : therefore I choose the best — the heroic best — and bid farewell for ever !' I recog- nise you for the same who, at three-and-twenty, having, cy the grace of God, opened your eyes lo the errors of that religion for which in good faith you had renounced your earthly love, desired that he might never know the change, saying, * This silence will be the test that, in be- coming a Catholic, I have sought God alone !' while at the same time you refused the silence exacted of you by the noble Protestant suitor, who made it the condition of his plighted troth. I'recognise you for the same, who, in .•'1 •M HOUR AKD THE ABBKT. 181 jrour widowhood, believing to find united in your solo person the r >.es and honours of two ancient fiimilies, trusted, like Abraham, that God would provide an heir, and left all to become a poor Sister of Mercy ; at an age, two-and-thirty, and after a life suited to your station, which made the step more heroic ; nay more — M'ho in that supernatural hour steeled your heart against the renewed addresses of your first love, leaving him for heavenly espousals ! Therefore, Geraldine, shall I not trust you now 1 Shall I not believe that, as 1 have felt pain at every step you have made towards perfection, and that, nevertheless, I have finally understood and applauded it, so it will be in my appreciation of this your pilgrimage to Rome. The purity of your motives, thank God, I have never doubted ; neither will I doubt but that He ia with you, that same Holy Spirit, who has hitherto be* •towed, in gradual increase, such gifts and graces to yov2 r P H i Mi| 'W * - " ' M »P'f"»M Wn i w, i i j ttfmm»mfm 18S ROMK AND THE ABMHT CHAPTER XVU. While others twino the row of JuM With lily and with eghmtine, And rein on high the hallowed tune With voices full, to theme diviue ; 1 iwuce can move the Irein along, Or gaze on yonder canopy, I cannot utter note of long. Nor frae from blinding tear* mine eye i And yet my tean are thoie of Joy, My loving heart prevents my lay i I fain would every power employ On thli my favourite holy day. h m»jr easily be supposed that the step once roadt into the rooms of the upper floor of the " Pllgrim-Houae," Mr. Everard there spent many of his leisure hours. But into the inner parlour could he enter no more, and there- fore sat, like other secular friends, on the outside of the trellised partition, in a very comfortable easy-chair, where he was forced to content himself with hearing, more than seeing, his consecrated friend. But the sum- mer plans for avoiding the intense heat of Rome were soon to disperse all the inmates of the Lociuida, save the two Religious and Lucy ; and they were delayed only by the two great Festivals of Corpus Domini, and that of Saints Peter and Paul. To the former great solemnity the Religious Sisters were to be taken, and, as at the proclamation of the new Pope, the seats secured for them . ^-i. SOm AND THE ABBIT. 183 were not those called "reserved," but chairs in %a angl« of the Piazza dt San Pietro ; and Lord Elverton, Mr. Everard, bnd several Ecclesiastics, with the good Master of the Locanda, sat behind and on the sides to prevent intrusion. Nothing could exceed the happiness of Mr. Everard, who sat immediately behind his darling Lily and that " other one," with his head a little advanced be- tween them. On one side of him was Lord Elverton, and on'the other an Irish Ecclesiastic, towards whom he had been attracted since the evening they first met at the table^d'hote of the Pilgrim-House. This priest, who was a little lame, and to whom other circumstances bad given a studious and meditative turn of mind, had been a fre- quent visitor to the parlour of the Religious Sisters throughout all those winter months in which Mr. Everard had nourished that loving pique, commonly called ** riding the high horse," which he now declared to have contained a certain charm, — ^"Though not so great,'* added he, " as that of dismounting to sit just as I oin y ire placed, in a state of reconciliation, and as if Saint Juliana were hovering over my head !" '* Saint Juliana !" repeated Lilia. " Do you mean. Sir, that Saint rvho miraculously received the adorable Hi-tit m her death-bed t" " You are referring, Lilia," add her Religi. ji relative, **to St. Giuliana Falconieri, whose picture l:.T.g3 la our Pilgrim's house." « But I," said Mr. Everard, " am tLIn'-iiag of the Juliana of earlier date, whose life I will lend or give you, Uly." > n« first bannen of the ReligiocB prooeaiion nov 184 ROUE AND THB ABBET. appeared, and the conversation turned exclusively on th* scene before them. After the different Rengious Orders had passed, the Divine Centre and object of the festival approached, and all sank on their Icnces. The adorable Host wa.' borne by the Sovereign Pontiff", on the shoulders of the papal bearers, surrounded by the Court, and fol- lowed by all the cavalry -troops in Kome. The Pope's march, the last effort of Roe'^ini's genius, sounded forth the holy triumph of the day, and Rome was in her true glory^ — a glory peculiar and inimitable — ^alone among the naitiona ; a glory reflected from on high, still untarnished by the &st gathering fumes of political discord — 8UI1, itill we fee, in ever-AiToured Rome, The Ion); prooetiions through her coiumni come ; These ere her Cbriitiau triumphi, thla her pride, To bear the Bodjr of the CruciAed. Before the departure of the two Princesses for Albano, Princess Z^n^ide took our elder Religious to a private interview with the holy and far-famed Abbess Macrina, the living martyr from Poland, whose existence, after such barbarous sufferings unu wounds, is miraculous. The enthusiasm excited by her arrival, and the history of her wrongs, in which enthusiasm, not piety alone, but curiosity and politics were strongly mingled, had attracted such numbers to the apartment assigned her in the con- vent of I'm Ladies of the Sacred Heart, that scarcely the populir Pope himself could have more crowded audiences. On this occasion, however, of the meeting between the Pn-zrlms Macrina and Geraldine, the Prin- cess, who acted as interpreter, was alone present, to recoimt to the Basilian Abbess the Sister of Mercy 'g ROICC AND THR ARBET. 18« object in coining to Rome. Macrinn listened with the deepest interest and approval, and whilt* Giruldiuc felt touched and impressed by her venerable appenrance and tenderly maternal manner, she was taken in Macrina's arms and pressed to her bosom, where she kissed the pectoral cross, the companion of all her sufferings. Tlien Macrina, drawing forth a little rosary and cross, and a relic of Saint Rose of Viterbo, presented thenj to Geral- )ine, exhorting her to courage and prophesying success ; and finally, while Geraldine knelt before her, Macrina, raising her arms, invoked blessings on her, giving the full and solemn Abbatial Benediction, as consecreted Abbess of the ancient Order of Saint Basil. One more holy sight remained to be enjoyed i*.r the first time by Lilia, and also by Mr. Everard v .'. his faithful companion, before leaving Rome for Loretto. This was the illumination of the dome of St. Peter's, which, through the kindness of Monsignor Lenti, they viewed to great advantage from a window opposite. " And did the effect realize your expectations, Lilia 1" said her Religious Guardian, at their recreation on the following day. " Not at first," replied Lilia, " but afterwards I was quit« bewildered with surprise and admiration." " And did the increase of brilliancy, the movement, the glory, the clothing as it were of flame upon flame, suggest any comparison to your mind ?" said the Reli< gious. " Oh ! tell me— tell me what you thought," cried Lilia, " when first you witnessed this change of illumination ?" ^I thought," replied tbo Religious, " that I beheld th« r^m$fif»^±-^)-- - •/ i"*!' 166 Ron AND TBK ABBIT. already glorified tioula resuming their now glorified bodies at the general resurrection." In three days tram that time Lord and Lady Elverton, with their yoiiug son and daughter, had departed for Naples and Sorcnto ; the two Princesses to Albano ; and Mr. Everard, with Liliaand Mrs. Moss, to Loretto. Nor was the pious Locanda the onjy house to remain nearly empty in Rome. All those devoted to the occupation ol strangers were now tenantless ; and stillness — the still- ness suited to the holy city, became each week more sensibly felt and enjoyed by the English Religious Sisters, who could now take long evening walks, sit unperceived on grass-grown fragments of the classic past, and visit churches hitherto unexplored. In these recreative rambles the senior Religious could seldom indulge. She had an arduous task before her, and the devotions of each day being concluded, she drew forth from her portfolio the notes made at different times, containing the spiritual hopes of many years. That first evening of the actual commencement of her allotted task, having in the morning offered for it the intention of holy Mass and Communion, and having now recited the hynni to the Holy Ghost, a sudden glow of consolation filled her breast. She was in Rome ! She was in Rome com- manded to write the Constitutions of the Order of her long ideal preference! and kissing the feet of her cru> oifix, she wiped away her tears, and wrote " Constitu- tions of the Religious Solitaries of Jesus and Mary." Then followed chapter after chapter, the first being an in- troduction announcing the object and spirit of the Insti- tute. During the laborious months which followed, tha ■w«rrf%T*n MH ^W W W^il W i'' * r ■ jr, KOMI AND Tin ABBIT. ttn whole was written, and for the most part with r:> »/rong an impulse that the words seemed inspired. Other parts were yrritten very deliberately, revolvi g in the retro- spect the practical working of different religious theories, adopting such only as had proved likely to iuure to the propoaed Institute the greatest personal holiness and the firmest conventual peace. Some subordinate parts, about which she felt still undecided, she left, as a mere sketch, to be filled according to the advice she should receive ; and there yet remained one or two important points re- specting whidi she could not venture to write a word. In this latter case, when the usual aspirations with which die b^an each section were unanswered, she would lay down her pen, and returning to the chmvh of the Gesd, would enter either the chapel of the Madonna, or that ot Saint Francis of Assisium, and there concealed, but still having a full view of the high altar, she would implore, in the Sacramental Presence, a clearer knowledge of the will of God. At length the Institute, in its form of go- vernment and its component parts, was in its theory fin- ished. Geraldine, once a Sister of Mercy, was to become a Solitary of Jesus — a Silent Adorer of His Sacramental Presence, a choral vocalist to His praise, a meditative, studious recluse, and to associate to her devotions and employments other kindred spirits. But could she fow get the poor ? Could she forget that a voice had omjo said, "Sick, and in prison, and you visited me no*!" Behold here the mental conflict of years. Behold the vision of the Perpetual Adoration in her cell, with other celestial invitations to personal seclusion, and yet tha •i.^r » I ■ I 18t ROMR AND TIIV ABBKT. ever re '.rring 'nspirationii to dccdfl t.f charity and inn> cy ! And now the struggle is ])ast. The mvstery is solved. This new branch of the Benedictine Order con. tains, besides the usual two ranks of Choir Nun and Lay Sister, an intermediate class, to whom arc confided the " Spiritual and Corporal Works of Mercy," under the title of " Handmaids of Jesus and M»ry," Next to the holy Cardinal, the mind t hat had the most immediately grasped the whol", scope of the Institute was that of the celebrated Abb6 Gerbet, at that time chaplain to the two Russian Princesses. He had not actually left the walls of Rome, but hnd removed from the Locanda to the Princess's villa, near St. John Latcran, where, in a cool alcove formed under the ruined aqueduct of Nero, be was continuing his work entitled " Sketch of Christian Rome ;" and as he was aware that our English Pilgrim Vas still to be found in the holy city, he occasionally re> turned for a day and night to his old rooms ; and, aoU withstanding his laborious studies and weak health, would not only pass a leieure half-hour in spiritual recreation with the Religious, but still more kindly consented to the thought and responsibility of giving his comments on the manuscript she now presented to him. In about a fortnight the Abbe brought it back, saying, " I perceive. Madam, that you have, in fact, two Active bodies in your Institute, and that those who are wholly Contemplative form the middle body. In this you have, perhaps unconsciously, followed the principles laid dowTi by Saint Bernard and Saint Buonaventura, who, in treat* ing of the Active life, hold that it ought to precede the Contemplative: and again, that when the soul has been ' \ I I. ■■lii immmtammmmt^mmmmimimm BOUK AHD TBI ABBCT. IM lourishecl and strengthened by Divine love in contem* plation, she should occasionally return to action ; not, as in the earlier career of the Active life, to lay up a store of good works for herself, but to benefit others." " You mean," said the Religious, " that those holding offices of trust in their convent, must necessarily lead a mixed life, however contemplative may be the order of their vocation ]" " Yes, I do mean this," replied the Ecclesiastic. " Su« periors and officials in a convent cannot be wholly Con- templative. However secluded the position of the con* vent, however strict the enclosure, the duties entrusted must oblige them to descend from •the solitude of their preference to the action required of them. Saint Ber- nard declares that seldom did his monks leave him a sin- gle half hour to the repose of contemplation. It is, there* fore, well for the soul to have been previously occupied with God alone in solitude, or at least in the solitude of the spirit : that during some years he has lived undis- turbed by public or private concerns : and, to continue in the words of Saint Buenaventura, that he has not ' occupied himself with the temporal aflairs of his rela- tions and connections, remembermg them only in rea* eon, in piety, and compassion. Nothing of himself, for himself. The contemplative soul must cast everything rapidly behind him, and become as if insensible or dead, that he may give himself up to God alone, unless some tecessity, in spite of himself, should hinder him.' In your proposed Institute, Madam, there is such a body of blessed*Contemplatives, who, whether they have passed through the Active life in its first state, or have at ocm HI ISO BOMK AMD THE ABBKT. been called by the Divine Spouse to be alone with Him, Bro to furnish those who govern the Community, and who, in so doing, return to the Active life in ite second state. With respect to this body of Contcmplatives, I observe that you have again followed those two great masters in the spiritual life, Saints Bernard and Buona- ventura, in protecting Mary from the well-meant perse- cution of Martha ; for what says St. Bernard ?— ' Be not ■urprised if he who works, and does good, murmurs against his brother who remains in the inactivity of con- templation ;' because we find in the Gospel tliat Martha did thus with Mary. But we do not find that Mary murmured against Martha for not imiUling her conduct. Could you have believed that, in the house where the Lord is received, the voice ♦" murmuring should be beard ! Happy the House, and blessed the Community, where Martha complains of Mary ! And behold the prerogative of Mary — in every circumstance God is her advocate. ' The Pharisee is indignant with her, her sis. tor complains of her, tne disciples even murmur at her ; yet she remains silent, and Christ replies for her. Let Mary then remain in peace : let her taste how sweet is the Lord ; let her sit at the feet of Jesus in security and devotion, beholding Him, preserving her soul in His pre- Bcnce, piid receiving every word from the mouth of Him whose tenderness is lovely, and whose speech is sweet ; for grace is poured forth on His lips, His beauty sur- passeth that of the sons o<" men, and the glory even of the angels. Rejoice and give thanks, Mary, who hast chosen the better part. Blessed are the eye^whioh see what thou seest, and the ears which deserve to hear wlMt :'1^ati«^ ■iMTiiriMawiiTiBwaMii 1^^ ROME AND THE ABBKT. thou hcarest. Blessed thou who receivcst ihe Divin* whispers in the miist of that silence in which it is good for a man to expect the Lord.' This for eaii.t Bernard. And now, Madam, I will turn to a part in your Consti- tutions which, for its prudence, 1 the more csjie '..'/ ad- luired. It is a good commentary on Saint UcHiard's text, ' Let Mary then remain in peace.' " The Reverend Abbe then opening the manuscript, continued: "The part I allude to is from the chapter relating to those en- titled ' ''^e Handmaids of Jesus, or the Active Sisters of the lns> • ue.' Thus—' As these Religious Sisters are constantly employed in advising, instructing, consoling, and reproving others; commanding every respect and obedience from their auditors, and receiving on all sides applause and admiration ; let them rejoice to occupy in the Abbey no offices but those specified in the Constitu- tions, of the Almoner and Portress. Let them employ their monastic hours in renewing the purity and fervour of their vocation — in leading an interior and hic-'n life, in performing with humility the penances in chol , chap- tcr, aiid refectory. Let them delight to be no 1 -ager teachers, but listeners ; Icavuig the anxious cares cf the raistress, to become a little child in simplicity and peace.' This is a law full of prudence. Madam— this will prevent all rivalry and confusion in your Abbey." "Have you remembered. Reverend Sir," said she, " the request I made you in your last visit respecting the head of the Active Sisters, under the title of the Mother Almoner?" "I have, indeed, remembered the request with which )0n honoured me," said he. "It was to place her tat KM lot HOMK AND TBI ABBBT. you exnctl^ where she ought to be, among the officials of the Abbey ; and I assure you, Reverend Madam, I did not, attempt so important an afiair without great thought : the Mother Almoner has, in consequence, become a sort of spiritual daughter of mine — I hope she will behave ex- tremely well, and so justify my solicitude for her inter- ests ! I considered that in the Benedictine Order, on which your Institute is based — the government being that of Abbess, Prioress, Sub-Prioress, and Economist — considering that of these the Sub-Prioress, having the charge of the choir duties, is more especially the ' Mary' of the Community, and considering further that the Eco- nomist has generally the immediate government of the Lay Sisters, who are, or ought to be, subordinate to the Missionary Sisters, I placed my client, the Mother Al- moner, in quality of ' Martha,' next to ' Mary,' the Sub- Prioress. On Iool(ing again through the distribution you had made, I think I was right ; for you legislate for Choir Nuns and Lay Sisters, but introduce an active body of perhaps well-educated women into the Institute, who, having the privilege of ascending hereafter to the choir duties, ought at once to be placed above the Lay Sisters : therefore their immediate superior and representative should hold her middle place, between the represents* tive of the Choir Nuns and the representative of .'le Lay Sisters. Are you pleased with this arrangement, Ma> dam ?" " Perfectly so," replied she, " it k vkrre I supposed Reverend Sir, that you would plaM ju"t ' i 'ient' lu France, as in England, we are •s:j:'.:n'.cl t:> f .d well- bred and well-educated women in (be cUve a: A uuuloui ong the offioiala uf Slid Madam, I did 9Ut great f bought: ice, become a sort be will behave ex- :ude for her inter- dictine Order, on ;overnmcnt being and Economist — oress, having the ciallythe 'Mary' ther that the £co- )vemment of the ubordinate to the , the Mother Al- ' Mary,' the Sub- the distribution you legislate for icean active body lie Institute, who, ifter to the choir the Lay Sisters : id representative 1 the representa* itative of .'le Lay irrangement, Ma- 1::re I supposed trjr S'jont.' lu :r.cl t:> f .d well- .'.Ire a: .d uuclois KOMX AND THS ABBKT tered religious life. Not so in Italy : the different ranks in religion are preserved with the greatest care, not, of course, from worldly pride, but for the sake of conventual peace ; and all those Orders or Congregations devoted to popular instruction, or to the care of the sick, are com- posed of pious women in humble life, whose portion ia given from a fund under the disposal of certain fimction- aries, .or from endowments made by noble families. It would be difficult, therefore, to make an Italian ecclesiastic comprehend that any of our future Active Sisters could be eligible to pass into the rank of Choir Nun. I have - laid down the reasons for affording such a possibility,'* added the Religious, " in the first chapter of the Consti^ tutions — ^but, as you are looking at your watch, we will discuss this point another time. And now give me yoor parting blessing I" J/ 194 BOMB AKD '^nx ABBCK^ CHAPTER XVm. Vhen can we And • ilnila Expreiiira of the mIm* frand. When treosarad thought! reflected b* In kindred Bind on holy gnmnd t SxtrcBAL days sooner than was expect^^, the liereroul Abbe Gerbet again visited the centre of Roma, and resumed hia instrucUve conference with his English Religions friend. " Had I been able, Madam," sdd he, ** to have remained longer at my last visit, I should have asked you why you eon«dered any explanation necessary in admitting the Active members of your Institute to a trial of the Cone templative duties 1 Did we not bring good authority to prove that such is the ordinary progress of the spiritual life?" "To many minds," replied she, "some explan^Jon is' required, because any change, even from good to greater good, is looked upon as evil." " But," said he, smiling, " I trust you do not place my mind in such timorous company 1" "I could scarcely do so," said she, also smiling, « to the mind kindred with those of Montalambert and Lacor« daire. But if such be the usual spiritual process, tlia preoursive and active part of a young Catholic's inclina- tions are generally watched and analysed by her Confessor before he perm':^ her to take the actual step of entering a Convent ; and she has generally the advantage of viaiting *"%«««(- ROHX AND TBa ABBCT. 10ft and knovring iutimately the details of different Ordera 'and Congregations, so that it can be tolerably well ascer- tained before she enters her noviciate that her vocation is to persevere in the Order of her first choice. But it is not thus with the increasing body of unmarried female converts to the Faith, who have for the most part received the further grace of religious vocation. They correspond to the call — they desire to devote their whole being to God,' and their choice would often be the silent repose and peace of the cloister, did not long habits of thought still cling to them respecting the useless idle life called 'Contemplative,' and the super-eminent value of that called 'Active.' Should any such, having joined our Handmaids of Jesus, discover, after a few years' active service, that where their choice would have been, there was their true vocation, they can, with the consent oi their Superiors and Confessor, pass, without a second noviciate, to a trial of the cloistral duties." " I perceive," said the Reverend Abb^, "the distinction between the two cases provided for. I have been sup- posing a mind advancing, as I had the honour to describe to you in my last visit ; and you are also providing a remedy for a mind mistaken m its choice. TTiis is admi- rable ; and the more so that you say • t. W of the clois- tral duties, which implies that, if the true call were the Active life, and the ' mistake' were in making the^ change, the case is not hopeless. The trial will have proved the real vocation, and the mind will hereafter remam in peace amidst its active duties. And now, instead of my lK)r. rowing your manuscript again, tell me, Madaib, whether you have provided a remedy for aay mind naturally **;■ 196 ROME AND THE ABBET. gifted for action, which, mistaking a temporary reliction for a permanent change, has entered prematurely into the cloister ?" " Yes," replied she, " I will read the extract required ;" and taking up the manuscript, she read as follows : — " In like manner the Religious Solitary, until she takes the Vow of Enclosure, is at liberty to exchange her cloistral duties for those of active charity in the Institute. But should she, on the contrary, have proved her true call tc the Contemplative life, she may take the solemn and irrevocable vows of that state, and be raised to the conse- cration." " Reverend Madam," said the Abb^, " let me exhort you to be firm to what has been inspired you on this point ; for here, within the Conventual Enclosure, without change of Superiors, without publicity, without, I con- clude, any invidious reflections from the Community, the mind will have its free choice cf the means by which to offer its willing service to God." " Provided the Ecclesiastical Authorities here accept the plan," replied the Religious, " I hope never to yield this prominent quality in the Institute. But you have just spoken of ' invidious reflections' made within tho Enclosure. Were these not prohibited, there would be, indeed, no sisterly peace. Have you time to hear a rather long extract on this subject t" " I have time, and more thian inclination," replied he, " for 1 am anxious on this point of perfect mental freedom.'* The Religious then turning to the chapter in question, read as follows :— " As in Heaven the Saints, who have •erred God in contemplation or in action, live in uninter- SBSsastamm t^Sa ROm AND THK ABBBT. m rupted harmony, admiring the vocation of others, al< though they love their own the best ; so let the Contem' platives of this Religious Institute admire the vocation of their Active Sisters, remembering that it was the over* solicitude, not the occupation of Saint Martha, that was reprehended by our Lord. And let the Active Handmaids admire the vocation of our Solitaries, although they can not yet understand why Jesus has pronounced it to be pre-eminently blessed. How beautiful is the variety of every flower in the garden of mir King! Let every Religious, therefore, who is transplanted from the broad way of the world into this enclosed garden, cherish those who thrive in the calm shade of the valley grove, and also those who flourish in the open breeze of the hill-top, for they are placed where He Mrills them .to be who created them for His service and His love. The Reli> gious of this Institute must consider as most precioai tiieir Union, as Sister Spouses, in the love of their Lora Jesus Christ, and never permit the slightest interruption to this sweet harmony. No Religious is to try the temper of cr Iher, under the plea of increasing her merit, or to indulge in personal reflections, unpleasant jokes, and rude banterings : for how can she tell that her remark on her Sister may not be as ill-timed as it is ill-judged, and may not surprise h«>.r just when she is laboring under some full sorrow, and may add the last drop, till she can con< tail no more, and is driven into impatience or sullen anger by her who becomes the occasion of sin ! " The Religious are never to make joking, or unkind observations on any country, province, national customs, nok, or profession, that oould give pain to any inmate of .j2i iiii WWir' IM BOMX AND Tin ABBKT. the Abbey ; but on all occasions are to exercise selfcoiv trol, and that true politeness of the heart which is bom of humility and charity ; for all rudeness is but selfishness. It is the preference of self — of self-convenience and self indulgence, at the expense of charity, and to the destruo- tion of humility ! " Blessed is she to whom it may be said, * Thou hast _oved thy Sister as thyself, without regard to utility or recompense of any kind ; but thou hast loved her cjrdially, because thou didst desire only that she might serve God, behold God, and possess eternal life.' A true Religious in Community is loaded with the infirmities, necessities, and perversities of others. She must carry this burden of her Sisters, and so fiilfil in its perfection the precept of the Gospel, and for her reward enjoying, even in this world, peace of soul — the sweetness and repose of a good conscience, which ever lives with the Spirit of Mercy. Should a Sister commit, or omit something essential, judge her not — think it ignorance, think it involuntary, ttank it accidental. But, should the fact be too glaring for these pious suppositions, then say with Saint Buona- venturs, 'It was a violent temptation. What would have become of me had I been similarly tried V " At recreation, and all other times, the Religious will repress all idle curiosity respecting each other's former life in the world, especially on the arrival of a new inmate, Dot seeking to know the rank or fortune of her connec- tions, or whether she be bom of Catholic or Protestant parents, or whether she be a convert to the Faith. The Superiors and Confessors only will receive the entire oonfidenee of eadh Religious. The Comtaamty will also &Sm wSSS KUU AMD TRK ABBBT. \^ •bstain from making comparisons between the holy lives of Martha and Mary, such discussions being worsia than useless.. That life is best for each to which God has lo>'ing]y invited her." " And to this, Reverend Sir," continued (he Reli^ous, ^ I have further written in addition, in the chapter of the Noviciate ; but this part I prefer your kindly reading in silence." The Reverend Abbg, therefore, took the manuscript and attentively perused the part submitted to him, at the end of which he smiled. " Now, why that smile ?" said she. " Why, Madam," replied he, " I thought I knew a gooA deal about Noviciates, but you have let me faito a fe# secrets more ; and I highly approve of the mode in which you have at once secured freedom of choice, and prompt and passive obedience to the Rules attadhed to each choice. There is but one more question left still, t think, undecided — the dc^^ree of intercourse between thd Conteniplatives, the Missionaries, and the Labourers of the Institute ?" " You have given that title of ' Missionary ' only play- fully, I conclude," said the Religious ; " we do not pre- sume to adopt the term. But as it clearly expresses that we have a body of Active Sisters devoted to good works, wlio leave the Enclosure, and are readmitted — passing from the cloister to the world, and back again to the cloister, the world fur the present may remain. Now this intercourse with the word is for Jesus Christ alone, not for variety, novelty, and recreation. For His sake the Missionary Sister hsH often to pass through crowds, to i WW too HOIOB AHD TBI ABBKT. watoh by, and instruct those of a different sex, to oxer. hear, and perhaps rebuke a language of coarseness and immorality; and receives an especial grace to walk blameless through the ordeal, preserving a gentle gra- vity, a meek reserve, a modest dignity that shall attract ♦Jie good and awe the bad, teaching them that she who is divinely sent is divinely protected. Most precious will it be to that Sister to know that in that hour of care and &tigue there is a hidden Adorer in supplication for her necessities : and precious will it be to hear on her return the choral chaunt in which remembrance is made of our absent Sisters, and to be assured that she is the object of mater-<»l love, solicitude, and approval in the hearts of her Superiors. Let this suffice, except at rare intervals." " Ah !" exclaimed the JEieverend Abb^, " the Missionary and Contemplative Sisters are not to have personal in- tercourse but at distant epochs ! Are you not in this a little over-cautious? Are you not preventing useful emulation and mental enlargement, on both sides 1 But I will await your reasons." " They are these," replied she. " We desire that our Missionary Sisters should have no other thoughts than to fulfil in their vocation the spiritual and corporal works of mercy. They are to have no other cares, and the goad of solicitude is to be spared them. They are literally to take no thought for their life, what they shall eat, or what they shall drink, or wherewith they shall be clothed : they will enjoy the functions of the church or diapel, undistracted by any charge of its adornment. They will, if listeners, unite their intention tc the choir chaunt, without obligation to follow it, either vocally of L KOm AND THE ABBBT. Ml mentally ; and all this freedom from monastic obligation is that they may carry to its utmost perfection their ap. proprlated division of the Institute. Now the same un- flisturbed power to carry our vocation to perfection, wo Solitaries and Perpetual Adorers claim for ourselves. We desire to go onward to the perfection of our calling according to the means prescribed us in our holy Rule and our Constitutions ; and this is certain, that the more th4 world is shut out, so much the more does Heaven enter the consecrated cloister." " Most true," said the Reverend Abb6, "but by tho •world' you mean, of course, the spirit of the world. Now we should hope that the humble and self-denying Handmaids of Jesus and Mary would give, as well as receive edification, in the more frequent intercourse be- tween the two branches of the Institute." " But let us more clearly understand each other," sMd tiie Religious. " It is not intended to exclude a solemn and silent intercourse between the Contemplative and Active Sisters. I am alluding, as I thought you were, to the hour of recreation and conversation. The Active Sisters will have this alleviation twice a^day, the Soli- taries only on Sundays and great festivals ; and we have thought of admitting our Handmaids of Jesus and Mary only at Christmas, Easter, tiie Assumption, and Michael- mas, for this reason, that botfi parties can the better edify e«ch other by deeds, not wordt. The Missionary Sister will receive more edification by the uninterrupted order she observes in the duties of the Cloistered Nuns, than by the best chosen sentences on the hidden life; and the Choir Nun will be fcr more edified by the reporl 9* . il' tot mom AND THE ABBEf. she he«ra, through the Abbess or Prioress, of the pen^ vering 8<nl of her Missionary Sister, than bj- the most eloquent commentary on purity of intention, and the merit of gaining souls to Christ. Women can rarely be trusted with spiritual conferences, except in their owr. body corporate: and even then, these so-called con- ferences are generally passed in relating pious anec- dotes, or in repeating passages from spiritual writers : and with respect to conventual recreations, it is certain that when minds are unbent ihcj most especially re- quire to be congenial, or they do but annoy each other ; therefore, that the minds of our Solitaries may really unbend and recreate, let them not admit those of a diC ferent vocation, except on the already mentioned solem- nities, when the devotion of the season, and the sight of their highly esteemed Sisters may sufRciently recreate their minds. TTiat which can be enjoyed but rarely is highly prized, and the reverse has passed into a proverb." "But my client, the Mother Almoner," said the Abb4, smiling. " She must be admitted much oftener." " She must be admitted," replied the Religious, "not only once a month officially, to give an account of her responsible charge, but is exhorted, you will find in this manuscript, to seek the Reverend Lady Abbess for counsel and support in every emergency. The private Bisters are equally exhorted to be contented with the di- rection of the Mother Almoner ; but, with her consent given by herself, or by the advice of the Confessor, com municated by himself, each Missionary Sister can con- fer in private with the Reverend Lady Abbes% on tb« first Sunday of the month." F»'V«:m?'l« ROIIK AND TBC ABBKT. 101 « That is good," said the Abb^ ; "perhaps it is suffi. cietit : and the Abbess can by this means acquire a more Intimate knowledge of each Sister's character and feeU ings than by general meetings. And now for ' the La. bourers'— the Lay Sisters." " They are in like manner," said she, " to be satisfied with the direction in ordinary of the Dame Economist, who will every month officially give a report of her charge; but should a Lay Sister desire to speak pri- vately to her Abbess, she can do so on the day set apart for those interviews— the first Thursday of the month." "To return to my client," said the Reverend Abb6, "to whom you perceive I am very faithful: I see that ahe is eligible to be at once elected Pro-Abboss. Here is the page in the chapter of the Reverend Lady Abbess: —'The Abbess, if chosen from tlie ranks of the pro- fessed Active Sisters of the Institution, called the Hand- maids of Jesus and Mary, must not be consecrated until she have passed two years m the exercise of the Con- templative duties, especially the Perpetual Adoration and the Divine Office in Choir. During these two years she will be called "Pro-Abbess" and "Reverend Mo- ther." She cannot use the Sacred Emblems, or give the Abbatial blessing, but in every other respect she will hold the place of a duly consecrated Abbess. At the expiration of the term of probation, the Lord Bishop will either break or confirm the election.' " « Do you object," said the Religious, « to tWs possi- bility of electing one of the Active Members of the In- •tituter , , J « rot as a oontingonoy," replied he, « and guarded m 304 ROME AND TUB Al BET. it is hero ; for you have given here i\ two years' trial — • Noviciate, in fiict — to learn the mechanical part of her new duties ; and, I conclude, that unless the Chui»ter Nuns observe a Saint Gertrude or a Saint Teresa among the Active Sisters, they will not elect beyond their own immediate body 1" " No," replied she. " I merely wish that suih a pos- sibility may be, for these two reasons — First, that our Active Sisters may feel that they are daughters, not boarders in the Abbey ; and secondly, that ambition may not be a hidden motive to leave the Active for the Con- templative life, in order to be eligible to the government of the Abbey." " I see," said he, " that you have touched on the sub- ject of ambition before, at the close of the chapter on the Vow of Poverty ;*' and opening the manuscript, he read aloud : — " Let a Religious act up to what m here writ- ten, and she will perform all the obligations of her Vow of Poverty. But would she soar to a perfection above even these obligations, let her reflect and feel that, until a Religious has, by the grace of God, overcome ambition, she is not perfectly 'poor.' The enemy is most subtle in disguising a love of promotion, under various pre- tences ; but she who is in the constant habit of self-ex- amination will detect his artifices. She who is * poor in spirit' will accept or resign an ofiice without a view to self-interest or solC-'ndulgence. She is poor, — she pos- sesses nothing, — !:othi og can be hers. She knows this, iihe feels this, sho tejcuces in this. She passes from one employment, ;.uie 'office to another, as she would, on a journey, alight from one vehicle and step into the next li 0^ MSm ROMR AND THR ABBKT. 200 appointed for her. Both may be equally useful to help her on her road ; but, would it not prove injbecility o! mind to become attached to one of these vehicles, and to desire to take up her abode and make her home in it ? A Solitary of Jesus, if truly poor in spirit, seeks not the praise even of the good ; she resists that natural propcn- Mity to fill the purse of her self-love with the golden opinions of others. Novices may sometimes require .priiso ; nor would we totally withhold it from them ; but the true Spouse of Him who was despised and re- jected of men, can desire no part in their applause. Is she not dead, and her life hidden ■- Christ ? Oh ! what can she require of the shades and phantoms of a perish- able world? Sne has already weighed it in the balance, and found it wanting; and has purchased, with all she then had, that ' Pearl of great price,' and found those true riches which moth cannot corrupt, nor thieves break through and steal. The sense of which everlasting trea- Hure gives her a light and free heart to soar above uU those of time and sense, and ascend to Him who has pro mised to, and is reserving for her, the boundless riches of Heaven. Let the Religious Solitary, then, bear in luind both the exterior and interior poverty required by her vow, and let her press onward to its perfection : ge nerously renouncing, not only the riches of the world and the desire of them, but also the honour, the praise, the love of all creatures : seeking only His love and His praise who, in pronouncing those blessed who are ' pure in spirit,' has promised that even here shall commenM Vithin them the ' kingdom of Heaven t' " nmmmttit ac« BOMB AND THX ABBBT. CHAPTER XIX. Thanltt be to God that not alone To Rome, a> to our Head, *c "ome, In humble filial part : Sat that vt alao And, and feel The genial pulw to warm and heal. From her maternal Heart ! Towards the end of September in that year, 1846, our English Pilgrim, having finished her allotted task, was gladdened by the news that her holy friend and director, Cardinal Acton, had returned in better health from the country to his Palace in Rome. In a few days she was admitted to see and hear him once more— and these were happy interviews. Few were aware of his return ; the ante-rooms were empty— she was not hurried by any one— brighter hopes were before her— and his Eminence looked less ill than she had expected, and was more than ever kind, and gentle, and holy. At length the written Constitutions of the Institute were spoken of, and she was desired to bring or send them. She preferred the latter, and gave the Cardinal a fortnight wherein to peruse the manuscript before she again sought an audience. Oh that day she approached his Eminence with great timid- ity. " If," thought she, " he should treat the work with contem.f?— or wholly condemn it?— or not yet have read a line?" The two formor suppositions so much alarmed her that she began almost to hope in the latter, lill, hsA-ing received the Cardinal's blessing, and being ^ MMHIUw* «■■ ummmmmWHH*'^ ir, 1846, our id task, was sind director, ilth from the lays she was id these were return ; the Tied by any lis Eminenco as more than 1 the written ', and she was 'ed the latter, to peruse the idience. Oh I great timid« he work witli not yet have ons so much in the latter, ig, and being Igl^igg J KOlOi AWD TBC ABBnr. •Ot •eated by him, she at length ventured to raiw her eye. and perceived his Eminence was watching her emotion tod smiling with great complacency. This gave her courage. ITie Cardinal then said, "Well I of course I must think it aU very beautiful : you have proved also to have great knowledge of the Religious life and of Re- ligious Communities. There are some few things, how. ever, that must be changed." These parts were accord- tagiy all changed in obedience to his better judgment TTiey were few in number, and not amongst those writ- ten under the strong impulse described in a form^chap- ter, save one. There was one point of real importanod in the estimation of both, in which tiiey differed accord- ing to the vocation of each; the Cardinal following the Ideas of Saint Ignatius Loyola, respecting the vows^ even of the cloistered Solitaries, and our Pilgrim those of Samt Benedict. At length, after some antious and unhappy days, she wrote to his Eminence that, as she could not expect the divine blessing im the work unless it were begun and continued in obedience, she yielded iu Buderstanding as in will. Soon after this submission she ieaped her reward ; for his Eminence did not forbid her, as she had thought, to expect in the end the soleton and irrevocable vows : and now, with grateful heart, she en. joyed the further solace of hearing, through the Roman official employed, that her petition *o Uh Holiness was proceeding surely, though with Roman slowness, to its final success; and with a safe conscience she began then to share the cool walka <»ad visit the distant churches ^th her two oompanioris, from sunset to the Ave Mari* *♦ Why ! what an idle \iie you are leading now, M» t08 ROUK AHD THK AVltZr. dani," cried the Reverend Mr. Terrison, who was the first to return to Rome of the dispersed summer party. " I am only taking a deep breath," returned she, " like the poor Deacon in the long ' Ite missa est!' " " Well !" sdd he, " who would have the heart to deny you a little leisure ? Not 1 — ^particularly after bo many mouths passed at that most idle of places, Naples. How. ever, I finished the business which took me there, and of which I will give you an account some day. Sister Agnes is looking well, I dare say, if I could but sec her face, and Lucy is much improved ; but where is Miss Lilia?" " She is on her way back firom Loretto and Aasisium,'* said the Religious, " where she has been spending tuo sultry months with our old friend Mr. Everard and an elderly lady called Mrs. Moss. This pilgrimage to Lo- rei«^o has greatly interested them all ; and I am told, in the few lines which announce their return, that I u^^ to prepare myself for somethmg that will make me very happy." " Mr. Everard is bringing you a btock of blessed to- saries, bells, and crucifixes, depend on it," tsid Mr. Tor rison, " with relics of the sacred building ; but do they say nothing of Assisium 1" "Yes, indeed, they say much more about Assisium than of Loretto, which is part of the mystery ; and you may well imagine our Lilia, with her warm heart and bright mind, standing on the actual spot where stood Saint Clare when holding the sacred vessel which cou> lained the Divine Mysteries, and thus scaring away the I mms^€ warn BOm AHD TBI ABBXr. 200 I »nny of the Saracens. Have you ever visited that Bceue 1" "Yes; I used generally to go north in the summer, dunng my long life i„ Rome formerly, and have becu twice at Assisium. The tommer-iorative spot still be. longs as it ought, to the poor Qares, who in Italy arc in- variably confounded with and called Capncine (Capu- chmesses.) It is „ow a great window, opened only on joleriin occasions, to which you go, as I suppose did Saint Uare by a corridor. It is singular, after reading in the life of Saint Francis, how much he objected, in his holy poverty, to the imiovations of 'Brotlier Elias,' to find the large sleeves and handsome folds of the Conventualists ^ have taken exclusive possession of Samt Damians at Assisium. They are in black, too, and seem to have imitated .ae Benedictines: so that you find the proper -canty and patched brown habit of the Franciscans only amongst the poor Clares, at the founder's native place and first settlement." " But, at Rome, and over the rest of Italy," said she. you will find the Franciscan brown spread m the pro! portion of, I should imagine, ten or even fifteen to one of any other colour." "You see the Franciscan Friars more than you do the lidigmxs of any other Order.," replied Mr. Terrison ' J>ecuuse they are for ever on the move ; but undoubt- ' d,- they are the most numerous of any Order in the t -liu: t,. The principal church and convent of the Obser- Tnit us are here close to us, at the Ara Coeli, on the oa. p ,tol. 1 ou have often climbed those many steps, I con- / Jude, which is more than I int«nd to do again till the mi iio SOMK AMD TBK ABBET. winter. It was in iliat church, while the Friars were chanting vespers, that Gibbon first thought of writhig his ' Declint and Fall of the Roman Empire,' as 1 suppose you know." " Yes," replied she, " I did remember the circumstance "^hen I first visited thaf interesting old church, so shabby v.itN>«t and so well kept within; but that was many y i I remembered this time the churches in con< neot ■■> . > h the Ara Coeli in Rome — above all, die Holy SepulcL. .■ ia. Jerusalem, which is served by the ObSer- vantin Franciticans." " Yes," said he, " it is so. Hie Franciscans have pes* session of the holy places in Jerusalem." " Two Orders in Rome." said the Religious, " are so conspicuously prominv..^l, that all the others are but spe- cimens of what they might become, or might once have been, in a wider field for development These two Or- ders are the Jesuits and the Franciscans — the one have received their mission to preach to and i-^struct the rich, •nd the other the poor. Both are faithful and in fiill vi- gour ; so that Rome is well served." Mr. Terrison replied, " You see and judge very accu- rately. Madam, of thir.gs as they have been, and perhaps still are ; but I rather think we have a second Ganga- nelli on the Papal throne, who will fill the scale on dio popular side !" "This is <>rophecy," said she, smiluig, " into which I dare not enter ; but your mention of Pope Clement the Fourteenth recals to me the convent of his private days, •'.tached tc the church of the Holy Apostles ; and that he was an Obsenrantin Fraadssan. So is also, I think, f ! .\-7issrs:" f^'~^ r riii BOIOI AND TBI ABBBr. Sit I I Cwdind Michera, Dean of the Sacred CoUege-yef. he ia not in Franciscan brown ?" «g«— yer. be is Ji^'''" "*? ^/' ^'"''*'" ' " ''* " *>^ *•»» t'ranch -till well remembered in Engla™j,from the name being re- tamed m London of the pl««. ' Grey Frian,.' and the his beads, &C.' Ah, that Michera !" added Mr. Tci-rison «nU.ng "and that old troublesome question of the ba! W of power and the rights of the people, and the slip. pery acts of those in high office!" ^ "As the Franciscans," said the Religious, - are t<ie popular Mendicant Order, they are the repr;sentativt of the People, and it is consistent and righf in them to w«e all their claims, short of imiovation, just as it is con- ^^n^ and right in the Jesuit Order, wh^ representee «^»to^n.cy, to^m^e their claims, short of innovation, like our Houses of Lords and Commons." At this moment Lucy entered, with delight exclaiming, They are returned! Miss LUia is just behind m^' Mn Everard coming up the stairs." So it prove^ and ^"dltr?ir'r.'""''^j*'^ ftomthrunex. pected return of Mr. Torrison to Rome. « ' should not tore been *o wantmg in respect to Mr. Everard," said ^earty breathless girl, « as to run past him Lp the ■tairs, but he desired me to proceed on my way and zr':; ""« '^ "" ""^'"^ *« ^^^ y- ^-^^^^ Immediately, Reyerend Mother." I It'^J^' '^'^^^'^^ ^^^" "M Mr. Terrison, «• what Hit? Are you going to be married, Miss Lilia? You tre Iressed much more gaily tbm you were when I went On > ffaples." 21S ROMS AMD THE ABBET. "That is not the secret," replied Lilia; "and as th» Becret is not mine, although I know it, I had better per- haps not be present when Mr. Everard imparts it, and, if Revsrehd Mother pleases, I will visit dear Sister Agnes in her little room." This permission readily given, Lilia glided off by another door, just as Mr. Everard was making his slow way into the outer reception-room and shaking hands with the Reverend Mr. Terrison. " Why, you seem very much exhausted. Sir," said the latter, " by toiling up these four pairs of stairs. I believe this good lady has perched herself here on purpose to prove who are and who are not '. r friends. Is that so, Madam 1" " Oh ! it is not fatigue of body," said Mr. Everard, Beating himself in the easy chair close to the trellis, and responding " Thanks be to God" to the salutation of his Religious friend. " It is not the body — ^it is the mind. Sir ; and I am very glad to find you here, and to speak with you two alone. Have you any one with you in your parlour, Geraldine V " No one," replied she ; " you can speak in perfect con- fidence." " Well, then," said he, " I have returned to Rome a month before the intended time. My mind has become resolved on a certain point, and delay, which is soothing in some states of the mutual process, is now insufferable. I am determined to be a recognised son of the Roman Clatholic Church, by reading my recantation and abjura tlon of former protests against her ; and this, my deter mination, took place at Loretto, whither I had gone un- doubtedly by a secret disposition of Divine Providenoei ^WPlP BOia Ain> THB ABBIT. sii ftttJiough I can recal only a romantic sympathy with pilgrimages made in the middle ages to that shrine. I knew perfectly well the records of the Sacred House of Loretto— that it is the house of Nazareth — that house in which, first announced by the Angel Gabriel, the Adora- ble Trinity descended, and where those ineffable nuptials took place of the Holy Ghost with the Virgin Mary ; that Joseph there endured all the anguish of doubting her he venerated, and there received from the Angel, during his sleep, the assurance that the * Word had taken Flesh' to dwell among us. There did the Son of the Living God, Himself God and man, pass the eighteen hidden years of His human life, while Mary kept His sayuigsin her heart. And I also knew that, up to a certain date (1289), that house remained in the sight of all at "^aza- reth, and on the morrow it was seen no more ; and up to the date of that morrow no such house had ever been seen at Loretto ; and yet there it was — ^not gradually, but at once perfect, having been borne there in the night by Angels ! All this I knew historically, and I journeyed there with interest, conversing with and instructing my two companies ; but when I saw the humble dimensions of the home of Jesus Christ, I felt powerfully moved ■ and the splendour of faith that surroimds that little cot tage added to my emotion. Well did He know on what land to present that relic of His Life on earth ! Uu< doubting faith — ardent love, in every token, surrounded toe. I knelt and wept — and then I drew forth my little prayer-book and said the Litany of Loretto, for I knew it not by heart ; and I repeated with increasing hope and ^Mrmth every title of that glorious Mather to whom, ia • ' 'iitii^iiVriiiiiiiiii»»y|ftiiiife( M4; BOIU ANA ram ABBKT. • that houBe, even Jesus had been ' subject ;' and when I had said it three times, I began to converse more freely with her as the Mistress and Lady of the house, beseech' ing her to accept my abjuration of all protests against her just claims to my service and homage for ever. 1 should have made my abjuration at Loretto, but the priest there recommended me to come back to Rome, and to make it to either our English Cardinal, or to the Cardinal Head of the Propaganda Fide. So here I am, and here is my secret, Geraldine, my dearest child." Here Mr. Everard paused to receive, as truly did he, the congratulations, full of grateful joy and emotion, from the filial heart of the Religious. The Reverend Mr. Ter- rison then wished him joy with all the pious cordiality of the priest and the Iriend. In the mean time Mrs. Moss and Lucy had not foi^ottcn that the venerable old gentleman was much exhausted, and therefore the arrival of refreshments in the parlour, and the return of Lilia, was a little beneficial interruption to his strong emotions. After quaffing, however, of a certain concoction from the hands of Mrs. Moss, which was " a secret" in its way, and partaking of other viands, Mr. Everard, with renewed vigour, poured forth his abundant thoughts, and at length mentioned the subject of his future Confbssor. " I had supposed," said he to Mr. Terrison, " that my mind was xaade up respecting the Ecclesiastic I should prefer to receive my long story ; but periiaps Divine Providence, in bringing you. Sir, unexpectedly from Nt,i pies, intends that you should become my Confessor." "Oh, God bless you. Sir I" exckimed Mr. Terrison, M do not fix OB me. I hnve not for noany years heard anj^ msmsmmmaamsmism &01U AHB TBI ABBCr. tift eouAissions but from Nuns. I can raamge their little scruples for them, and explain a few of their vwions; but my net has never been let down into the open sea, and with such a great fish as you it would be sure to break !" Mr. Everard smiled, but his colour rose, and Le said "'A great fish' means a great sinner !" " Not at all. Sir. It means just a great • catch :' either a great sinner, or a great genius, or a great man in power. AH this greatness is beyond my ability. I know you, Sir, to be a very learned man, and to have rather an eccentric genius, and I know that I could not do you jus- tice. There is, however, one in Rome who will be mor« than a match for you, and to him I recommend you. Probably he is the very Ecclesiastic who first occurred to you r "My intention was, and is agam to seek the English Jesuit Father, in their church close by our Locanda," said Mr. Everard, appeased. "He is your Confessor. Geraldine?" " I am grateful to say he is," replied the Religious. « Then to-morrow, please God," said Mr. Everard, "I will make my way to that Confessional, to be hooked by that great fisher of men— not to make mv confession, however, but to speak of my abjuration, and a few other matters, preliminary to bepmung that aforesaid loqg biatory of seventy yaata," iSm i fit ■Om AND THK iBMV* CHAPTER XX. I uindi kraund th« world mty rcM^ 'Without the power to think or feel ; Better raeh mindi had (tald »t home To tend the plough or iplnnlDg-wheell While (tall of mediUtlTe power, Comparing facU with primal cauie, Whether in court, or camp, or bower, Othen piogreM without a pauie. Mr. Evbbard's Catholic proceedings were oonduoua with the same alternationa of communicativeness and mystery that previously had attended his residence in Borne. First he uttered aloud the various reasons that might preponderate in favour of his being received mto the Church by the English Cardinal, then laid down the motives that might influence him to prefer making his abjuration to the Cardinal Head of the Propagation ot the Faith ; but, after stating the case on both sides with a skai and enthusiasm that had, as he intended, excited some curiosity to know his final preference, he kept his own mysterious counsel from all but Mrs. Moss, who was to make her protest against Protestantism at the same " I wish," said he, " to make that choice of things ond positions, which may hereafter cause in the retrospect an agreeable sensation to the mind, of suitable cause and efiect, and of rational embrace of opportunity." Stil^ what that choice was remained a secret even to Lord oonduoUd veneas and esidence in •easons that sceived iiito d down the making his tpagation o( 1 sides with led, excited le kept Us >ss, who was at the same things and etrospeot an cause and dty." Still, ven to Lord KOMK AND TBK ABDKT. Elverton, when, on his return to Rome in the following month, Mr. Evcrard challenged him to fulfil his promise of taking him up those celebrated stairs at the Sacred Oollegc of the Propaganda Fide which ho hod not yet trodden." "But my appointment," said Lord Elverton, "with the Secretary is not yet fixed." " But my appointment," returned Mr. Everard, " with tho Cardinal Head is fixed, and fixed for to-morrow at eleven o'clock." " Well, then," said Lord Elverton, smiling, " if you already are on such terms with his Eminence as to have fixed a private audience, you cannot require my intro- duction, or even my presence." ♦• Yes, I do require it — I do wish it and adjure you, my Lord, by our long friendship not to refuse me this &vour," said Mr. Everard with emotion. "Why, Everard!" said his Lordship, surprised, ** what means this ? Does the mere thought of visiting the Propaganda cause this emotion, or are you purposing something ^eccentric t" •• If by eccentric," returned Mr. Everard, " you mean deviating from the centre — ^irregular, incoherent, anoma- lous — ^I am not." « Well," said Lord Elverton, " I will go with you : but if you intend to address the Cardinal in a speeeh mixed of all the languages taught in the College, or any other display of learning, I shall take French leave." " I am to make a speech," said Mr. Everard, " but it shall be such a speech as shall root you to the ground whereon you stand !" 10 1 iikr S18 ROME AND TBI ABBKT. Lord Elverton laughed, and remembering that he was too well known to be made ridiculous hy any part Mr. Everard might act, the appointment was fixed and id- hercd to, while the llcverend Mr. Terrison toolt care oi Mrs, Moss and an English friend of hers, who had mada up her mind to the same step into the one fold. ITiess two respectable females, with their Reverend Guide, were already in one of the ante-rooms leading, to the reception- room of Cardinal Fransone, when L<,4-d Elverton and Mr. Everard passed ihem, to the ante-room immediately odjoining the intended place of audience. After a few instants, the Reverend Chamberlain, who had preceded them into the private rooms of his Eminence, returned; and, throwing open the folding-doors of a deep recess they found themselves to be, witliou'- moving, in the body of the private chapel, the sanctuary of which was now displayed to them. The Cardinal then entered, not in his private soutane of black, edged with crimson, but in his state dress, with rochet and stole ; and while Lord Elverton exchanged greetings with his Eminence, Mr. Everard received the written act of abjuration of Protes. tantism, and the moment being arrived, the Cardinal standing in the centre of the altar platform, with the sur pliced Priests on each side, he {Mr. Everard), a late hit sincere confessor of the Faith, knelt on the genuflectory placed for him, and read the established Act of Faith, which admitted him into the One, fioly, Cb holio and Apostolic Church of Christ. After this followed the Conditional Baptism ; during which simple, but ample flow of water on his head, Mr. Everard's repressed emotion found vent in soothing toara. I «■!■ at he WM piirt Mr, (1 and )«!• )k care oi bad made i. These uide, were reception- crton and mediately fter a few , preceded , returned. >ep recess^ ti the body 1 was now ■ed, not in son, but in vhile Lord lence, Mr. of Protes. Cardinal ith the BUT a late b'lt Bnuflectory t of Faith, k faolio and m ; , during head, Mr. thing tflvn. i ROME AHD THK ABBBT. 811 The doubl j Ibncnon over, our old friend was most kindly addressel by the venerable Cardinal, first in a short but imprejsivo discourse, and then, being led with Lord El. verton into his Eminence's private room, a cheerful and interesl'nx conversation ensued, which had charms so great in tUt locality, and on such an occasion, that Lord Elverton, ha/ing twice mentioned the Cardinal's early dinner and mid-day repose, and fearful that China cr America might be mentioned, or the missions of Oceana, fairly bore off his friend, thi-ough all the ceremonial part- ing liows, to the head of the stairs. Here Mr. Everard remembered that to descend these stairs had once been the chief object of his visit to the Propaganda Fide. " I cannot hurry down. General," said he ; " yon may leave me — I know my way home : every time-worn and consecrated step speakj volumes !" " In that case," said Lord Elverton, " as I cannot stay to listen to a whole library of the annals of the Faith, I will take yoa at your word ; and as I shall doubtless find the carriage at the door at home, I will send it for you, or, if not at hand, I will send lago." Accordingly oH went his Lordship, but not until he had tawen Mr. Ever- ard's hand, and said, " Here, then, on thetK- stairs, I ccdially wish you joy and feel that I leave you in a coantiess company of unseen friends, to whom you ore now united in the Paith." " Could I foi^ive myself hereafter," now soliloquized Mr. Everard, " if, remembering that I had, on such a memorable day, iescended these steps without that ap. preciation of their silent sympathy with my present po. ■ition — without that grasp of all they offer me in tmd ' !l! ir 880 ROUE AND TOE ABQEY. mony of the heroic faith of the Church ! But I am not worthy to treo,d in the centre of these steps — time-worn by martyrs. I will proceed down the side. And why thus late, oh ! Theobald Everard, dost thou walk the way of the SaintiR !" Here he stopped and wept — then de- Mended c step, then stopped and wept anew — till various Ecclesiastics, detained beyond the usual hour of suspen- slon from business, passed down from Monsignor Bru< nelli's rooms, and whispered " Piange questo Vecchia« rello !" Then a young secular who was with them, sup* posing that the stranger was dispirited respecting some application made to those in power, addressed him with that affectionate zeal which struck the grateful chords in Mr. Everard's heart ; the rest drc^w round him, and it was some time before he could explain thut partly regret and contrition, partly joy and gratitude, had caused him to weep, OS he thought alone, on those memorable stairs. Then followed briefly the history of the past hour in Car- dinal Fransone's rooms, and the interest around him in* creAsed to enthusiasm. " Eh ! proprio e im santo !" cried they. . When they were obliged to pi-oceed on thoir way, the young man who hod first accosted him remained to offer bim support down the stairs, and to listen to his furtho/ Gommeuts, with the affectionate respect of a son towards 8 father ; and as congenial minds soon understand each other, Mr. Everard began to perceive that his young companion '.ras no ordinary person, and before the car riage arrived had ascertamed that he was the young C«)Mnt Giocchino Bertinelli, the same Ecclesiastical law. yer who, first introduced by Monsignor Lenti to conduct ^"^ORm IBB'"- But I am not ps — time-worn d»5. And why u walk the way wept — then de» w — till various hour of suspen. (fonsignor Bru- questo Vecchia- with them, sup. •especting some rested him with ■ateful chords in ind him, and it Uit partly regret y&d caused him emorable stairs. Mist hour in Car- around him in* uu santo Y* cried n thoir way, the ^mained to offer m to his furtho/ >f a son towards mderstand each that his young before the car was the young clesiastical law. jenti to conduct BOMB AND TBC AVBIY. the pr&ctical part of Lady da Grey's religious s(rairs,had on that very day conveyed, from his Eminence Cardinal Acton to Monsignor Brunulli, the necessary written in> formation preparatory to obtaining the official document called the Rescript of Encouragement, containing the Im nlgencps, partial and plenary, for wliich she had peti- tioned, as her fiyst step in the proposed foundation. But Signor Bertinelli did noi, of course, reveal the secrets of his religious client, however fkvourable they might be : he had merely discovered himself to Mr. Everard as em- ployed as an Advocate in the Ecclesiastical Court, and then on his way to leave important messages with a lady, Arom the Se.'^retary of the Propaganda, and from his Emi- nence the H&id of the Sacred Hites, Cardinal Ferretti, should there be yet time before " Mezzo Giorno." lago announcing the carriage just as they reached the foot of the stairs, enabled Mr. Everard to return the kindness of his new friend by proposing to conduct him sooner and with loss fatigue to the destined spot. This was accepted, and the destined 6pot proving to be die Loca&da in Pi- azza di Ara Coeli, Mr. Everard permitted Signor Berti- nelli to mount to the top floor to arrange his essential business, while he retired to the much needed repose of t.1e following two hours of the day. After the departure of Signor Bertinelli, Lord TSlver ton came to impart to his daughter the events of the morning, and much interesting communication ensued on boUi sides : fir t, the actual entrance of their valued friend, Mr. Everard mto the Church ; n<>xt, the assuranca the had just received from Cardinal Fovrctti, that th« publi<3 grant of Indulgences, according to her ^>etition i Jp ist: 22S BOMB AND THE ABDET. would be accorded as soon as all the preparatory formt ohould be complied with. " I would exhort you, Geraldine," said his Lordship. "not to be disappointed at the tediur 'hat will still taka place, did I not perceive that you have already learned Roman patience. You tell me that Cardinal F'^ • ri ha* seen the Pope (who is his cousin, you are a\ e), and that Hir, Holiness told him privately that he saw no diiB* culty whatever in promising to grant the Rescript directly it should be again petitioned for through the Cardinal Head of the Propaganda Fide ; but many months will still take place, depend on it, before you see the precious stamp of authority, which, I oondude, you will kiss as b relic r " Additional delay, and additional trouble to his Emi* nenoe Cardinal Acton," said Geraldine, " is given by the seemingly worldly documents required. I have been determined not to be discdified at anything conducted by authority in Rome, and therefore I am waiting, with what yoa term * Roman patience,' to have it satisfactoi "ly ex- plained to me why, in addition to the laudable scrutiny made into my life and conduct in the world, and my life and conduct in religion, I am to produce my long pedi- gr"3 and revive the forgotten honours of the Cariingtons and the De Greys?" "And you vrill accept no explanation from me, a worldly secular ?" said Lord Elverton, smiling. " Yes, indeed I will," returned she, "I know my dear- est Father to be one of the most acute and correct ex- plainers that I could possibly have, of the discipline ol the Church." ~--'0limii>i^immfmm)imm'^' BOUX AND TBS ABBKT. fomu rdship. il) taka learned '«;ihM e), and nodifii* lirectly Ordinal ths will trecious iss as • jsEmi* 1 by the re been cted by ,th what htiy ex- scrutiny my life ig pedi^ uigtons I mo, • r dear* Teot e»- pllne ol ** Tliis is the explanation, then, to be given," said his Lordship, " of the reasons why the Church requires these documents to prove thai you are of ancient and noble descent, and that your life, previous to your entrance into Religion, was not, only without reproach in the sight of man, but one of ease and elegance as became your birth. It is becauiie proof must be given that your change was a nacrifice, not a gain. Many persons may journey to, or rise "uf in Rome, of an ambitious or restless spirit, who having no other way to become celebrated, may be* think them to climb up to fame by means of the Church, either by founding an Order or Congregation, or by pro- phesying, going into extacies, or having visions. And • person of low birth finds it extremely difficult to get any- thing done for him in Rome, on account of the suspicion attached to his purity of motive. You will find this ex- planation a correct one, because, whatever knowledge I may pi-eviously have had on the subject, I have improved it for your sake, Geraldine. I asked an Ecclesiastic ot long-tried friendship, Canonico Zacheria, the other day, in what way I could best serve my daughter and her good cause in Rome, and the reply was, ' By being what you are — a nobleman ; and one not of new, but revived and t\nc<ent title ;* and then followed the reasons just as I liuve given tliem to you. Are you satisfied 1" " I must think first of my Father's care of me," stud Geraldine, suddenly and irrepressibly moved to tears ; and n ehdi-t silence ensued of mutual emotion. She then mid, " I am perfectly satisfied as regards myself— I am . the gninor l<y this captious wisdom ; but I cannot help dwelling with commiseration on the wounded feelings of mr SS4 BOMK AND THE ABBET. the person of humble birth, who, as you have just said, • finds it extremely difficult to get anything done for him in Rome, on account of the suspicions attached to liis purity of motive!' Can anything be more painfully ofTensive to an upright and delicate mind than suspicion of its pure intention ?" " But do you suppose," said Lord Mverton, " that people of low bi»th have all these delicate sensibilities which are the honourable torment of ' gentle blood '?" " Oh ! often, often," cried she. " I have, in my life ol a Sister of Mercy, often found in the lowliest station the purest, most delicate, and upright feelings. I believe in the power of education, of association, and, above all, ot religious principle ; but I have no fixed belief in the hereditary transmission of heroic sentiments." " Still," said Lord Elverton, " from what you have just said of the advantages of education, association, and religious teaching, you will find that elevated, honour- able and delicate feelings are the distinctive prerogatives of noble blood, although I grant you as many exceptions as you can possibly desire among the sick and dying poor whom you have visited as a Sister of Mercy. And now, my dear child," said Lord Elverton, rising, " pray for me, that I likewise may have Roman patience, for these Indian affairs drag on to a tedious length. The compliment paid to the wisdom and skill of him 1 am to succeed will detain him in Calcutta, and me in Rome, or elsewhere in Europe, till the spring, to the great aimoy- wice of those about to follow me to India, and at great additional expense to myself. However, during this in. tcrval Beatrice has her children with her, and I shall SOm AKD TBI ABBXr. S*f that lave further proved how Ferdinand likes, and is liked at his college, before I leave him. Tell me whether It was your advice which induced Lilia Sinclair to decline Leing one of Beatrice's companions to Naples 1 It was aii in* considerate invitation, m^de unknown to me, and 1 re> joiccd to find that the young lady had made choice of Assisium and Loretto." " Lilia did consult me," replied her Religious relative, ** on the three invitations made her for the summer ' vil< eggatura,* for the Russian Princesses wished her to ac- company them to Albano. I advised her to accept the offer made by Mr. Everard, to take her to Loretto and Assisium, and she instantly and cheerfully complied." " Did she impart to you," said Lord Elverton, " that Ferdinand, on the eve of our journey, besought her never to accept * that Frenuhman' — meaning yoiuig Arthur de Grey, but to wait for him ? This I heard through Donna Ouidida." ** No, indeed," replied Greraldine. " But I do not think the silence was caused by any wish for conceal* ment from me, but simply she did not understand that such a boy could be in earnest." " Do you think," continued his Loi^ship, " that Miss Sinclair intends to marry, or to become a Nun 1" " Hie opinion I have formed," replied his Daughter, "is not founded on any certain basis; I therefore think t would be premature to give it, even to you, my dear Father." Here they were agreeably interrupted by the entrance of Mr. Everard, refreshed by his repose, and fidl t4 calm and grateful thoughts, which, in hia usual felidtoua 10» m 3S6 ROm AND TBS ABBBT. muimer, he now poured forth to his 'willing and soon sole auditor, his Recluse Friend, as Lord Elverton was called away to visitors, and arrived in his own suite of rooms just in time to countermand the illuminations and band of music which Lady Elverton, in the innocent fervour of her congratulations, had arranged should celebrate Mr. Everard's blessed entrance into the Church. His Lordship, however, could not bear to witness her disap- pointment, and that of their little daughter ; therefore, with a caution not to let Mr. Everard be aware of the extent of their joy, which he would perhaps consider a reflection on his former exemplary life, the lamps were hung mid festoons of box and everlasting, and the band struck up up the Papal and Patriotic March, stall eiijoy* hag its first enthusiastic reoeption in Bome. \^ BOMC AMD TBK IBBXY. CHAPTER XXL Ah ! leare th« lily In the ihada, Bsiwath the iheltarinK thorn ; And cull the rote of lunny glad* In the fragrance of the morn. Th» November of 1846 had brought back to their win ter quarters in Rome the families of Lord Elverton and of the Princess V., just when the solemn public event was preparing of the Sovereign Pontiff " taking posses, sion" of the Head and Mother of all Churches ; and this final act of inauguration was expected to be unusually in- teresting, as the Ecclesiastical Procession was to be per- formed on horseback. It was even reported that the Pope would ride the white mule, tributary from the King of Naples ; and all balconies and windows on the line of route to Saint John Lateran were hired, or begged for, in eager competition. Lilia and Lucy were taken by different friends to view the procession ; and entertained the Religious Sisters, on their return, by their various descriptions : amongst the rest, having seen Monsignor Lenti in his purple silk hood, looking most meek, and resigned to the apparently novel circumstance of finding himself on horseback. They had also recognised other well-known faces in the various ancient costumes proper to that occasion, and greatly admired the Spanish court- dress of the Lay Assistants ; but, on the whole, the feeling with whidi Lilia reviewed the day was that of II*' 228 ROUE AND THK ABBET, disappointment ; and this feeling was still more strongly expressed by Donna Candida, who had followed Ferdi- nand to his sister's room, to tell of the day's ceremony. " I witnessed," said she, " that joyful day of the eighth of September, when you, Don Ferdinando, were out of Rome — that day when Pius the Ninth kept the Nativity of our blessed Lady in her church, called ' of the People,' Santa Maria del Pupolo, and went, as he did to-day in his state-carriage ; but ho then passed through the tri- umphal archway erected by his grateful people, and all hearts were so full of enthusiastic joy that no shouts, or music, or strewing of flowers, or waving of banners, oould satisfy their excited feeling. Now to-day there seemed to be a hidden damper on the spirits of the mul- titude — ^perhaps they were disappointed that the Cardi- nals not only did not ride, but aid not seem disposed to form part of the public procession. Many of the Car- dinals were driven by a private way to San Giovanni Laterano. "Why was this ?" " They were in a political ' brown study,' " said Fer- dinand, " and so wa« my Father. Almost all the time that Letida and 1 and Arthur were amusing ourselves in the front of the balcony in Piazza Trajana, my fiitbcr and his friends were prc^hesying e^ from the Pope's liberal sentiments and popular concessions. But how, pray, could he have done otherwise than he has done 1 As for me, I like this Pope — he is a fine fellow ! So tho more my Father sighed and groaned behind me, tha more loudly I shouted out • Viva Pio Nono !' " " Don Ferdinando," said Donna Candida, " you must not differ from your noble Father in anything, moat JS$fim^' BOM AWD TH« ABBKT. 929 aspocially in religion, politics, and matrimonial connoo- tion." " Oh f" cried Ferdinand, laughing, " I wi|] take you a* your word. Donna Candida : I vill compromise with r v lather on all three topics, and then you and he wUl find that I follow his footsteps too closely. Pray, Lilia, why would you not come to our balcony tOKlay, instead of going to a poky window with old Mr. Everard and Mrs. Moss ?" "I was invited to the wuidow," replied Lflm, «'and not to the balcony." ?• Not invited !" exclaimed Ferdinand indignantly. " There was not room— there was not room," inter- posed Donna Candida, hurriedly. "And now, Don Ferdmando, talk a little to your Reverend Sister. It was for her you desired me to come with you up here • and I will chat a little with the young people about the Spanish costumes that were so much admired today.— They were introduced, my dears, as the courtniress of all the Laity in the time of one of our Spanish Popes and, being so noble and graceful, have continued ever smce, and I suppose will continue to be worn on all state occasion8.--Don Ferdinando, you ought not to «rbisper while I am discoursing, and fc) the very person whom I am chiefly engaging. Tbk is not the etiquette in Spain and is a little too rude even for England, especially aJ your most Reverend Sister has addressed you twice." "LUia," continued Ferdinand, "is not this the even mg that my Mother expects you to join her in the ainir ing lesson V ^ ,4AA<ii ><«&• '^Itriniii If iiiU IM ROUI AND TBK ABBEY. " Yes," replied she, " and therefore I had better go to my own room, and look over the new trio." " No, no," said ho, not observing that Donna Candida had left them to give honourable notice to Lord Elverton that his son was not keeping to the conditions of his visit : " No, no, Lilia, you do not require to study and practise like other girls. Leave the music alone, and ibA me why you did not come to Naples with us 1" " Because," replied Lilia, " Reverend Mother preferred Loretto and Assisium for me." "And which would you yourself have preferred I" demanded he. "I should have preferred Naples," said Lilia; "but afterwards I was thankful, as 1 always am, to have yielded to her advice. My attraction to Naples was from the remembrance of my early classical studies with my brothers. But what have I to do now with all those fictions 1 What can equal the exquisite reality of all the records of the Saints V " You are a Saint yourself," said Ferdinand, " and you look like one 1 T * there are Saints at Naples, both living and dead, so that you could perfectly well have satisfied your devotion, and have made me happy at the same time." " Oh, yes !" said she : " since Mr. Terrison's return I have become acquainted with the histories of Saint Janu- arius. Saint Alphonsus Lignori, and above all of Samt Filomena, who, though a Greek by birth, and martyred in Rome, has chosen to be the Patron Saint of the kuig- dom of Naples." •• Wo visited her shrine at Mugnano," sud Ferdinand. iiiiiak ■■I ' ",.!" *! BOm Ain> TBI ABBir. Ml ;o to ididft iiton f bis ' and , and errod redl" « b«t ielded m the I my those all the id you both have at the stum I Janu- Sahit .rtyred eking- Uiignd. '*We saw her miraculously perfect body. She must have been the image of you." ** That is not correct," "observed Lilia, laughing ; " an Image cannot precede the original, and Saint Filomena was martyred by Diocletian in the fourth century." " Never mind verbal slips of the tongue," said Ferdi- nand : " You are very much like Saint Filomena, accord- ing to those whom you will deem better judges perhaps than myself. When we were afterwards looking at the most beautiful painting there is in Naples of the young martyr, Mr. Terrison, who accompanied us, said to my Father, ' Do you not see a great likeness to a youiig English lady we have left in Rome V and my Father re- plied ' Yes ; and to another English lady, now a Saint iu Heaven — ^the mother of my daughter Geraldine.' " *' Lilia," said the hitherto silent and unseen Religious, " you can retire now to look over the new music in your room, until you are sent for by Lady Elverton." Lilia instantly rose to obey, and Ferdinand, after telling her that he should await her return, remained alone with the Sister, who had been the ostensible motive for paying this visit She led him to speak of his college, his studios, his devotions, and finally of young Arthur de 6r6y, smiling to perceive that the two youths had duly inherited the mingled friendship and rivalry whidi had descended through generations between the* Houses of De Grey and Carrington. " Arthur and I are always together," said Ferdinand, « and yet we are always sparring. He is a better scholar than I, but then ho is three years older — so takes the Isad with no merit I am not « bit annoyed at hia i S8fl BOMB AND TBI ABBKT. eeas, or, rather, I am glad enough of it ; but thei. th* conceit of the fellow, to think he can ever marry Lily Sinclair ! lliat slip of a Frenchman, who will never be toller or stouter than he is at nineteen ! Tis quite ab- surd, is it not 1 You do not think, surely, do you, Sister, that he has any chance of being accepted ]" At this instant Lord Elverton entered, assigning for the motive of his visit that he had just seen Monsignor Vizzadelli, secretary to Cardinal Ferritti ; and although to an acute observer it might have appeared that hia Lordship had nothing new to announce in the progress of his daughter's aflairs, yet he engaged both her and his son in conversation respecting the Sacred Congregation for granting Indulgences ; then spoke of Cardinal Ostini, that fine old prince of the Church, who was then at the head of Sacred Rites and Congregations; till, at the end of half4Ui-hour, rising to depart, he offered to Ferdinand to take him to the Arcadian Academy, where he would hear specimens of the best modem Italian composition, both in prose and verse. " No, I thank you, my Lord," replied Ferdinand. " It is a heavy business with these would-be shepheids : I am more entertained at home." " But you ought abroad to seek every varied meuns of improvement," said Lord Elverton; "'for home-bred youths have ever homely wits.' I preach to you, Ferdi' nand, nothing that I have not myself practised." " Oh !" cried Ferdinand, " I do not hope ever to imitate you, my Lord, in your active and successful career. You hBTe 'aohieved greatness,' and I have 'greatness thrust llOia ARD TBI ABBKY. 238 ■pon me.' ITiore fa but one action in your whole litu to which I aspire. You married a Sinclair— so will I !" " Are you alone, my dear Gcraldine ?" said bis Lord- ship in a low voice. " I am," she replied ; "would my dear Father wish me also to withdraw ?" " No, no !" said hf>i in a louder tone, " remain to wit- ness this humorous scene of a boy, not sixteen, making his sokmn choice for life !" " I shall not always be too young," said Ferdinand, " to have my solemn choice respected ; and therefore, my Lord, I give you fair notice, that if Lilia Sinclair will have me, I shall think of no one else. You said yourself the other day, that she becantc more beautiful, because more expressive, every yeai 5 and by the time I am of age, she will be only three-and-tventy and five months." "These intermarriages," said Lord Elverton, " are silly thuigs. You are already intimately connected. What more can you wish 1 The Clurch does not sanction the marriage of cousins. Ah !" continued his Lordship, with his never-failing presence of mind, as the outer door opened, " here is your cousin Lilia with her music-scroll ; we will escort her down the stairs to the staging appoint- ment." " Cousin !" exclaimed Ferdinand, indignant at the men- tion of a difficulty which did not exist — ^" we are cousins merely by courtesy. There is no real tie of blood between us " Lilia, who had unconsciously advanced, overheard this last speech, and totally misunderstood its meaning. For the first time in her young life a grief pierced her heart, . 4wMSwdKIIIMK' ' I 884 BOHK AND TBI ABBKT. different in its nature from that which she had known in pai-ting from her brothers and in thinking on her distant home ; and she felt bewildered by the secjning unkind- hess and haughtiness of Ferdinand. She mechanically lUaoved down the stairs with Lord Elverton, whom she thought unusually arable, and began her singing lesson with many distioctions and but little zest, Aftei kind inquiries from Lady Elverton whether she we , not ill, tliH master proposed that the young lady should rest nwhilo, during a duet with himself, the MS. of v ' ich he placed before Lady Elverton. While Lilia sat alone during this performance on a distant sofa, many former and lonely thoughts recurred to her mind. She wiped away some tears which had fallen on the damask cushion on which she leaned, and began more distinctly and prao> tically to recal the. promise she had made the Reverend Mr. Terrison the day before her confirmation, that, like a good soldier, she would not lose courage in fighting the sprritual combat, but would mount steadily the mystical steps to wisdom ; and so absorbed did she become in these good resolutions, that she never perceived the departure of the singing-master, who had arranged with Lady Elverton to give a double lesson in the following- week, and was aroused only by the approach of her Ijady- ship with some aromatic remedies for a headache. On the following morning Lilia was fetched by Donna Candida to another tete-a-tete with her redly kind friend Lady Elverton. This conference was important, and in a few days its subject was entrusted to all those who hod Lilia's true interests at heart It was no less than the offer from Lord and Lady Elvertou to indude Lilia iu / imm -',miimiwmmiKumimM(MA lad known in m her distant ming unkind- mechanically n, whon. she inging lesson Aftei kind ', we; . not ill, r should rest . of V ' ich he ilia sat alone many former 1. She wiped tmask cushion ictly and prao- the Reverend ion, that, like in fighting the Y the mystical she become in perceived the arranged with the following' ih of her I^ady^ eadache. ;hed by Donna lly kind friend jortant, and in those who hod less than the adude Liliain ROMC AND IBS ^BIT. 28A Ae number of young ladies who were to accompany her Ladyship to Calcutta, and to occupy the posts of " Maids of Honour" in the Anglo-Indian Court. Two of her friends had been immediately referred to —Mr. Everard, to whom her parents had consigned her, ard Lady de Grey, under whose Immediate care she had been during the last year. ITie reply from Mr. Everard was, " Tell Lily to consult Father Duago f and as Lady da Grey had given a reply nearly to the sane punwse. namely, that she trusted Lilia would be entirely guided by the advice she should receive in the Confessicnal the open discussion of "LUia's voyage to India" was' ex- changed for a discreet silence until Father Duago and the Reverend Mr. Terrison should either agree or yield one to the oth^r respectuig the fate of their spiritual charge. What LUia herself wished remained equally a secret until, some weeks after the first mention of the subject, it was won from her by a sudden slaim on he- confidence, in the following manner : Lilia l-ad been taken during the octave of Christmas to the church of the Ara Coeli, to hear the infant preach- ere, who, having been previously trained, exhort their jlders to turn in love and penitence to the Crib of the Infimt Jesus. Having promised to give a description of these little preachers, and of the scenic representation of the "Stable of Bethlehem," to the young Letitia, Lilia on her return, remained *rith Mr. Everard in Lady Elverl la's drawing-i-oom, expecting Lord Elverton, who had given a conditional promise to his little daughter to take her on the following day. The condition was that Ulia could fiiithfuUy report that no riok would bo mcurred to il:SS!it^iii-^S*>i9^ik L ." ROMR AND THE ABBKT. Letitiii by the pious but homely crowd. Letilln. aftei eager inquiries, sat watching the door fur her Father's entrance; while Mr. Evero.d, pleased to exchang'e his own stove for Lady Elverton's open French hearth, tools his chair within the gloss screen, and put his feet on the new logs of wood, where he soon began to doze. The two youths from the Roman College n->w sauntered into the room from pious sight-seeing in the churches, and Lilia removed from Letitia to the-further end of the room, where, talcing a sheet of paper and a pencil from a table near her, she began to occupy herself in silence and apart. Arthur and Ferdinand, instead of approaching her &: usual, had become during that day's walk each on his guard against the other, and had each resolved on measures prompt and hidden. Arthur, however, drew near the table covered with drawing materials, whence Lilia had provided herself with employment, and himself began in an opposite comer to exercise a talent over which he possessed a masterly facility. At length, Letitia's governess having entered the drawing-room, Lady Elverton withdrew to her evening toilette. Ferdi- nand followed her to commence his line of tactics ; and immediately Arthur, moving softly to the table where Lilia was seated, entreated her to excluuige their sheets of drawing-paper. "This is not drawing-paper," she replied. "I have not been drawing ; I have been writing." " But would you not like to see my dr« /ring 1" said Arthur. " If it be well executed, and s sacred subject," sidd LUia. ititia. after r Father's [chang'e his icarth, took feet on the loze. The ntered into irches, and f the room, cm a table ■ilence and pproaching lik each on esolved on ever, drew >ls, whence and himself talent over At length, wing-room, te. Ferdi- actios; and able where their sheets 1. "I have ving 1" said bject," swd KOMB AHD TBI ABBKT. 287 ** It is to m« a sacred subject," said he, " and if we diiTer as to the merit of its execution, you must permit me to say that on this point you are not a fit judge." " What can it be t" said Lilia, moved to curiosity, and turning up the paper, wUch Arthur had laid with the blank side towards her. She had too quick oc eye for likenesses not to recog- nise instantly that the profile and figure were her own ; and while she doubted the intention of the drawing, an extract beneath, from a poet who has but too well known how to vary in every bewitching phrase the declaration of young earthly love, left her no longer in ignorance of Arthur de Grey's sentiments. Lilia gently placed the drawing reversed on the table agpii., at a little distance from them both. She did not wish or think it right to keep the poetry, and she did not wish or think it right to give Arthur back her picture : it did not occur to her at that moment to tear the paper, and titere was a long si- lence. At length Arthur whispered, ** Speak, Lili»— spcrk!" "I will grant your original request," said she, "which was to exchange our private papers ;" and taking Arthur's she now tore it through the centre. "That is quite useless, Lilia," said he; "I can supply Its place in half an hour." Lilia then laid her private writing before Arthur, aod •e read thus : — Oh ! I wIU ht (h« happjr brid* Of Him thr SainU adora ; NoM lower can content my piM* My hMit with riotiM itOM. iili iHIl I! Mg aom AND TOB AbttST. Thii Mrih ii M too mMn to lora, It! Uoi »ud Joy» ■»« ••»•' •• But In the BridU Court •bov«, Ther wiU k* mine for aror I Arthur laid his head on the .paper ; and Mr. Eve»»rd having been roused at length to take a turn up the room, received Letitia's little hand in his as she came to whis. per to him " Arthur is crying !" « Then tell him," said Mr. Everard,in a more audible tone, as they together approached the table, " tell him to weep for nothing but his sins; because D.vme Provi- dence has that in store for him which will prove far better and happier than what he would himself now fancy m these boyish hours. Arthur de Grey," contmued Mr. Ev. ;ard, laying his hand on the youth's shoulder, Jer- vite Dominum cum Letltia !" Arthur raised his head, and fixed his astonished gr«e on the noble and beautiful child. « Is this a prophecy?" said Lilia, as she arose to leave the room. „ . .•, . ^^ «If it prove .0," replied Mr. Everard, "it will not U the first time that a Carrington has consoled • JH .1 , .-^^^ •i'arfi HOIK AHD TBI ABBXT. 230 . Evertrd the rowm, « to wlu9> re audible tell him to ine Provi- i far better w fancy in ;inued Mr. der, "^er- lished gtao )9e to leave will not b* wled • D« CIUITEB XXIL Sit* ine th« jroathfnl heut autalnpij b? juila— " The p.-omin free, the tympatliy iiiRcei<i, The open look, the unileaigninK imlo, The geMroui Impulie and the ready tear. DcRiNo the weeks between Christmas and Lent, Lady Elverton was «' at home" on all Thursday evenings ; and these soirees were generally musical, terminating with refreshments and a lottery or a raffle. On the first of these evenings, which occurred a few days after Mr. Everard's prophetic and consoling views for Count Ar- thur de Gr6y, Lilia, having peiformed her awarded part of the trio with Lady Elverton and the Professor, retired amidst enthusiastic plaudits to sit with Letitia and the Governess, a little apart from the amateur crowd around the piano-forte. She had not been seated many instants as listener to a chorus of perfect harmony, when young Ferdinand stole behind her chair. "I know all about Ind'A," said he in a low voice ; "a fine piece of policy to t?ike yoti out of my sight and marry you to some hanger, on of the Governor-General ; but I drew it all out of my Mofcher : she cannot keep a secret ; but she is an angel for all thttt. I told her that I had a dreadful headache, and she immediately exclaimed, 'Tlien, my precious boy, marry Lily Sinclair if you cannot be happy without her !♦ So do not think of India, my b&iutifUl English Lily." :yy-^:rKTarrr^s^;v;;.-:B...:.:i^^ , ;^f»^ -',■ ■'! fl40 HOME AND THE ABBBT. " I do not think of going to India," replied Lilia ; " hoA It is not for your sake, Ferdinand, that I renounce what your Father terms ' the brilliant career that would await me ;' and it is very capricious hi you to say so haughtily one day that ' there is no real tie of blood be- tween us,' and the next to call me yoiur * beautiful Lily.' I am not your Lily." An explanation followed ; and before the final close of the chorus, which had been repeated, Lilia was assured of Feidinand's good faith. But no more conversation could continue that evening ; it was not till a fortnight after that she cnijld find an opportunity of declaring to him her vocation to be a Nun ; and it was even then the la> bour of many days' correspondence and conversations before the young and prosperous Ferdinand could be persuaded that the beautiful Lilia had made choice of a state of life which she preferred to even becoming the Lady of the Manor Hall of her childhood's admiration, to the title and riches which were so attractively displayed to her in the person of I^ady Elverton, and, more won- derful still, to the generous and devoted affection of the lover-boy. " I thank you very much, dear Ferdinand," said she, "for all your goodness to me ; I am very sorry to seem w ungratefiil ; but I am happier with all the thoughts and affections w^hich fill my heart and mind when sitting or kneeling between m/ cousin Geraldine and Sister Agnes, tlian with any motive which you can urge to make me prefer to be with you." " But, if you were forced to marry amy one, you would prefer to majrry mo ? Yoi prefer me to every one else 1 To Arthur de Gr^y, for instance 1 Only tdl me tiiis, iiiii»iiiin"iiii'li[rHiiMiii'i ilia; "Iml unce what hat would to Btiy so ' blood be- itifulLUy.* lal close of I assured of ation could Slight after ing to him hen the la> nversationa d could be choice of a coining the admiration, ,y displayed more won- ction of the I," said she, irry to seem thoughts and m sitting or lister Agnes, to make me e, you would jry one else 1 tell me titis, ROME AND THC ABBKT. Ml Lilia, and I will be silent If you were compelled to many eiUier Arthur or me, which would you chooae I Speak, I tell you, Lilia ! If you will tell me the truth, I will tease you no more ; but if you will not confide this to me, I will torment you all day long. Now just an Bwor this simple question— which of the two would you rather marry— myself or Arthur de Gr^y ?» " ITien you must never tell any one," said Lilia, " No, no ! I never will," said he. " But you must promise," said she. « I promise," said Ferdinand ; « and I never broke a promise in my life." "Then," said Lilia, «if I were obliged to marry any one, I would rather marry you." " That U right!" cried Ferdinand. "Well, now I think I can bear it better. And now tell me, LUy, why you prefer me to every one else ?" "It would be very difficult," said LUia, « to give reit. •onable moUves for my preferring you to Count Arthur, for my. reason should, give the preference to him : he is the most deserving of my esteem." _ " Well, but I am by iar the handsomest feUow," aaid Ferdinand, "and I shaU soon be as old as he, and much more manly." « ^ ^**~ "* *^ ^'^^^ insufficient reasons," replied she ; for I can see the perfection of beauty in sacred pictures : and I shall not like you better for becoming more man- Uke-quite the contrary. I feel more affection for you, because you are stUl a boy, and remind me of Fred and Harry : then, sometimes, when you are neither haughty nor impatient, you remind me very much of your uncle, Don CarloB, whom J have always called ' Father Dui^ j' ^m ! ; \' MS, SOIU AKO THS ABBrr. ■nd whenever I am reminded of that holy priest, I tiko recal the promise I made to him that I would never choose evil, but always choose good, and prefer God, who is the Sovereign Good, to all His creatures, however good and excellent. This was before 1 was oonfirmed, and since that sacrament, which bestowed on me, among other gifts of the Holy Ghost, the gift of ' Couusel,' which is the power to choose that which is best among good things, I have dcftcrmined to dedicate myself entirely to God, because the Church gives the first palm to conse* crated virginity ; secondly, to widowhood ; and last, to matrimony — all three belsg goi->d anH blessed by God. Mr. Terrison had just given me permission to make this decision, and to confide it to your saintly sister, who I hope will really become my Reverend Mother, when Lord and Lady Elverton invited me to accompany them to India, and this my resolution has become known to them and to all my friends in Rome." " Oh, Lilia !" cried Ferdinand, " how con I care for any one after you 1 I shall never forget you. I wish I could benefit you. Oh, Lilia, listen ! perhaps I can benefit both you and my sister — ^but this is a great secret— you must promise to tell no one." " You mean that I must tell no one out of confession V demanded Lilia, " because I must not receive any oonfi* dence to be withheld from Mr. Terrison." "Well, you may tell Mr. Terrison, bonajide on your knees in the Confessioual, between the Confiteor and the Absolution," said he : " but take care he does not get you to give tiie least hint of this secret at another time. And now this is it — ^but it is a long story, and will be neoo wrily made Icnger, because you know ao little of worldly. aom AMD TBC ABBBT. M9 aflbirs. You know, however, that my Father btwain* Loid Elverton about five years ago— yea ! ( waa then between ten and eleven years of age. The title was not newly created, but revived, having lain dormant during three centuries ; and the great difficulty to my Father had been, not the tracing up to the last ptwsessor of th« . title, which was clear enough, but that this last possessor, who died in 1607, was a Baroness Elverton in her own right, proving that the title, in default of a direct male heir, descended through the female line. Now, my Father knew very well that a more direct descendant than himself existed in the person of an old lady, who was most tenacious of her pedigree, and quite aware that in her lay the dormant honours of her race ; and as she powessed documents which it was most important fSjr him to see, and, if possible, to have cjopied, he paid her ueveral visits on his return from Spain, as if merely from friendly courtesy, saying that as they had no nearer rel». tions than themselves they ought to become better acquainted. My Father, knowing the disposition of his old cousin^ confined his conversation to war and politics, and never approached the topic he had at heart till Mr* Haggerstone Carruigton, for she had married and was a widow, began at length to mfonn him of all that he de- aired to know; and after ascertaining, as she thought, diat my Father was quite contented with military honours •nd manorial rights, and saw the fiil force of her claims, exclusive of himself, to the dormant Barony, she asked his assistance in laying her case before the House of Lords. My Father at first excused himself, and finally was prevailed on to ^-eoeive the important papers, and frWB Urn tiiM VofM the diplomatio relatioaa batweca ■■■i ■■ S44 ROUS AND TBI ABBBT. Iwc most consummate politicians. I wish you wmld hear my Father give his own account of how each en- dcavoured to malie use of the other, step by step, till at last it became a difficult matter how to proceed ; and I was taken up to London, and introduced to Mrs. Hagger- stone Carrington, in order to facilitate a compromise." " This does not interest or entertaui me," sa-u Lilia. " I always feel my heart quite sink at hearing of these worldly struggles. It is very wrong for baptized persons to seek all that was renounced for them in the sacrament of their baptism. What did it signify to this lady, who was a childless widow, to become Baroness Elverton ]" "Why, that is precisely what any one would aak who knew less of human nature than did my Father ; but he described most humorously the other night to Mr. Eve- rard how Mrs. Haggerstone, by the influence of hope, became younger and younger, and, by the friendly aid of the toilette, younger still, until it became obvious that she intended to marry once more, and that the wmfidential lawyer was the favoured man." " Oh ! Ferdinand," said the wearied lalia, " why do you talk about such uninteresting things 1" " You will soon discover why," said he ; "have but a little patience. I was taken to visit Mrs. Haggerstone, and she happened to take a great fancy to me. My Father then made the request that she would take the entire cliarge of me during important business which would detam him three days on the north side of London —I believe he was the whole time in Berkeley Square ; hnl, however, never mind that. I was placed under the confidential charge of Mrs. Haggerstone, and really was very well amused. lagocalledonme two or three tiowa BBflBB ROM! ANP TBI ABBBT. 245 »^y, to know whether I were happy, and, I believe, had a lodging during those three days close to the very ex- traordinary dwelling of my new friend. We went over one of our great bridges, and through a wide populous street till We stopped at the side of a small church, and passed under an archway, and through strong barred gates into a iourt, where the carriage could go no further. It was in the evening, and the whole affair seemed so gloom} , that directly I leaped down from the carriage I told I^o in Spanish that I would not stay the night there unless he slept in my room. And then, to get to that room, I had to be shown through long corridors, open on one side into another court, with a little garden in the middle full of crosses marked O.S.B., which means Order of Saint Benedict, and I was informed that I was in the ancient cloisters and cemetery of the Benedictine Dames, Buppvessed in 1 560, of whom the Abbesses had chiefly been ■elected from my family. Are you interested now, Lilia 1" " Yes, indeed," replied she. " Go on, Ferdinand." "I was then shown into a large high room of panelled wainscotting," continued Ferdinand ; " and in each panel hung a half-length portrait of the successive Abbesses: some looked grim enough. However, the supper-table was spread and well lighted, and lago remained until the lady of the cloistered mansion came in, dressed most queerly, so that I scarcely recognised her again. She embraced me, and welcomed me to the chapter-room of • London Abbey,' for so she aflirmed these old premises Lad a right to be called. And then, while I feasted on •11 sorts of dainties, she gave me the long history of the rise and fall of the Abbey, which I will tell you some •tlier time, because my chief aim is to interest you la i I I 24t HOMI AND mi ABBKT. li. the locality. After rapper Mrs. Haggerstono further informed ine that the little church at the entrance-gate belonged by right to the property, but that, in order to secure it for Catholic use, it had been ceded to a foreign embaiisy, and that we should have our night-prayers in the Nuns' private choir, which had become her chapel. Tliither we went, and a very pretty chapel she hiid made •t the altar end, but it was awfully gloomy where we knelt; and when she stuck me into a high niche, which she termed a 'stall,' I felt stifled by the ghost of some former occupant, and called out, ' lago, come here, and bring some lights !' which he told me afterwards was a most daring innovation on the routine and discipline of the house ; but nothing I did could offend her, and yet I must have tried her patience pretty well. My bed- room was called ' the Bishop's room,' and was a very handsome apartment, with folding doors opening into a deep recess, fitted up like the sanctuary of a chapel— just as the Cardinals have their private chapels here in Rome. In the morning, when lago opened the windows, a great contrast was presented to the gloom of the other side ot the house as seen by twilight. There was the old-fash- ioned garden beneath, looking as trim and neat as a monastic garden ought to look, and beyond it the gablo- ends and pinnacles of the well-preserved old Abbey, which retams its cloistral manner of looking into itself^— I suppose, to set the example of self-examination. The part of the building which contained the Nuns' cells was at right angles with the Bishop's rooms, and all their windows were turned to the south-cast, away from ob- ecrvation, into their own private garden. I was shown over the whole of those ancient premises, which are still 1 ROm AMD THI ABBlt. ^»^ In exAdllflnt repair, above all, the kitchens and refectory. There is a good orchard and also a meadow, independent of the ncoxest nursery ground, which belong to the pro- perty. I did not pay all this exact attention at the period of my first visit to Mrs. f laggcrstonc, but have bad rea- son since to make myself acquainted with all particulars, as this property is bequeathed direct to me ; and now that more than ever I am interested in this ' London Ab- bey,' 'as it was once called, I will show you the plan of the premises as they now are ; and if you like them, Lilia, I will, when I come of age, present them to my Sister and her Community for your sake, for she is founding her Institute on the Benodietine rule and government, and intends to establish the Perpetual Adoration as it is in Rome, for the public benefit as well as for the devo- tion of the Convent, which, if we can get the devotion introduced into that little church, will exactly suit the ■London Abbey. Are you pleased, Lilia '{** " I think that you have a very good heart, Ferdinand ; and I would rather have you for the Benefiictor of our Convent tlian any one else, and it will always be with a full, grateful heart I shall pray for you. I shall like whatever you like for our foundation in England ; but I l)cliuve that I^y de Grey expects to fix in the country, and I love the country best." " We shall see!" said Ferdinand. There is an old rhyming prophecy, which Mrs. Haggerstone fancied to oentre in hornelf, but which I think more applicable to Dt} sister Geraldinc. It runs thus : — " ' Oar Uradon Mibtf fleapi bcoMth the graand. Until • widowed CarringtoB tw found, Who (haU mnlack the msMive hidden (ata^ And ralie onr hoaout* tu their anoiant itata-' " mr-TM t48 BOMK AND TBB ABBBT. CHAPTERXXIIL " Chnd of the MM !" fhy fovwrad era Beholdi at length the uoniiiig t^u, Which, beaming in the eutem Bicy, Ouidei to the rock beheld efitr. Oh the 17th of January, 1847, our English Pilgrim reooived, from the most Reverend Secretary of the Propa- ganda Fide, the Bescript of Indulgences so long desired, BO ardently prayed for; and immediately calling her Sisters in Religion, they together said with grateful heejt the " Magiiificate," the 98th and 150th Psalms, the •' Ptenedictus," and the glorious « Te Deum." This Re- script of Indulgences was, as Monsignor Brunslli hira- Beli informed her, a " Rescript of Encouragement'' for the Religious Institute she was hoping to found ; and •fter Lord Elverton had perused it, he congratulated her, as did all her ecclesiastical friends, telling her that success was now a mere question of time and patience. On the following day, the Religious, accompanied by Sister Agnes, went to return her grateful acknowledg- ments to his Emmenca Cardintil Acton, who had chiefly aided -to procure this valuable Papal permission, but who would receive no thanks from our Pilgrim, saying that the success was all owing to her ' own fame and merit.' "Did that saintly being suppose," said she afterwards, " that I was, like himself, ao groimded in buciility that I could bear his praise I" ish Pilgrim >fthePrcpa- ong desired, calliog her ith grateful Ptialms, the ' This Re- runslli hira- jement'' for found; and >ngratulated ng her that id patience, npanied hy uiknowledg- I had chie% mission, hut rim, saying a fame and ," said she ;roimded in KOMB AHD TKB ABBET. 240 With thankful heart she now applied herself with renewed zeal to forward the good woik ; and about a fortnight after was occupied in writing an important letter to England, when Felicia, the Italian maid-servant, interrupted her with the notice that a tall lady in black was in the ante-room, waiting to be admitted. The Re- ligious, scarcely interrupting the rapidcou.t,o of her pen, told the servant to ask for j lady's card, luid in « few instants Felicia re~tumed, stating that the lady had en* tered the parlour, and desired her to say that she had played her cards too well to have any left, and that she hoped the Reverend Mother would not keep her long waiting, for fear her heart would leap over the gratijg! The delighted Felicia added, "Tanto allegra qu^sta Signora, proprio 6 cara cara." Making an act of patience; our Religious moved with listless step to the grating, saying the accustomed " Let us bless the Lord !" " With all my heart, you dear blessed creature !'* ex* claimed the visitor. The next words were, "Oh, Katherine !"— •• Oh, Geraldinel" Tlien, after a pause, this truly welcome Tisitor b«g«n, *♦ I have much to tell, and much to hear, my ever beloved friend. As to the much I have to tell, I should havo told it all. three vears ago, had I not found diat you were at yo':r clu, weli recognised, and most charac- ter otiv hunt aster perfection ; and as I was reading the life of r^iin' Benedict Biscop just at the time I hiAtd of your leaving the Elverton Convent, and had counted that he was at seventeen monasteries, before he JMt ss> tiafied to begin Weremouth and Jarrow, I supposed th»> 11* ,™..-....w ■a d r^-y^ SAO ROME AND THE ABBHT. your moDsstic tour vjuld include an nioiiy : howevei, it eeems Ihat you ha^e been more mrklerate, And now, why was I reading tiie life of Saint Benedict Biscop, or of any Popish Saint t Behold the reason ! I became a Popish sinner just three years ago, in our good old city of Edinbf.rgh, and packed off all my Presbyterian lU brary to sail across the Frith of Forth to an invincibly ignorant old cousin in Forfarshire. Oh ! so you are say- ing the Te Ttum, my own, ever-ardent Geraldme ! I do not know it yet by heart, so I will be silent and jom in spirit." The hallowed hymn of joy was scarcely concluded before the two friends were interrupted by the entrance of Mr. Everard ; but to interesting was this renewal of friendship to both him and Miss Graham, that, durii^ the absorbing conversation which followed, the Religious remained silently praising God in grateful tears. Other interruptions, of a less agreeable 4ind congenial nature, at length occurring. Miss Graham retired within ■the private suite of i-ooms occupied by the Religious Sisters, and renewed a scarcely remembered inendslup with the blushing and delighted Lilia, who, directly she was informed that Mis«! Graham had become a Catholic, took for granted thpt she intended to become a Nun. " What a happy party we shall be, dear Miss Graham," raid she, " all loving and serving Qod under the same roof, and hearing each other's voices only when utter* uig His praises !" " God bless the poor child P cried Miss Graham ; " what! is she never to speak?** "Oh, yes !" said Lilia, "I may speak when spdcen to by Superiors, and if they give me leave ; and I may apeak J ',. v-VwrnrtHBWWW ROMS ASD TBB ABBET. 851 to my Sister Novices at Ae daily recreations ; but when I am professed I shall have to speak only on great festi- vals at recreation." " And you are looking forward to this almost perpe- tual silence as to a great boon, you wonderful girl?" said Katherine. " Oh, but I am not to be silent in the choir ! I shall chant and sing there, and read aloud in the chapter-room luid. refectory. Surely it was among the designs of Divine Providence that I was taught Latin by my brothers' tutor, and have now acquired the proper pro- nunciation of it in Rome : for I may hope to be useful In the choir ; and I am afraid I can be useful nowhere else in the convent." After a few more comments on each side, Lilia had again inquired " How soon shall you be able to become Novice, Miss Graham 1" when the Senior Religious Sister entered the inner room ; and the warm-hearted Katherine, on seeing her without the impediment of a grating, rushed to her, saying, " What possible use can I ever be to you, my precious .Geraldine 1" "Why," said the latter, extricating herself from Katherine's fervent embrace, " if you will promise not to kiss me, I think you will make an admirable ' Mother Almoner.' " " But if the Mother Almoner may not kiss, may she talk 1" cried Miss Graham, laughing. " Pray who is this Mother Almoner 1" " You shall hear of all her qualities and duties in course of dme," replied the Religious, again silently returning thanks to God, as she looked from Katherine ,» Lili», both united with her now in &ith &a in affeo- Uifl I K S5S ROMS AND THB ABBKT. tion. " And how long have you been in Boino, Haas Katherine ?" said she. " Since last night," replied Miss Graham ; " and thia morning I resisted the temptation of going to Mass first at the Scots' Church, and drove magnanimously to St. Peter's, after which my only thought was of you. I am St present, with my own two Scotch servants and my Italian ' Minister for foreign affairs,' at a liighly-respect- able and highly-expensive hotel, under the invocation and protection of the pagan goddess of Wisdom, close by here. I was going in for a few minutes to the church opposite my windows to beg a blessing on our meeting, but finding that 'Minerva' presided lilcewise over the church, I came here first for an explanation of the mystery." " The mystery consists," replied the Religious, " in the habit, common to all nations, of abridging titles in com- mon parlance. You are living opposite the church once a pagan temple, and now entitled ' Santa Maria sopra Minerva.' As there are so many churches in Rome de- dicated to the Mother of God, it is quite necessary to distinguish them from each other ; and this title, which announces the victory of Christian truth over pagan fiction, has been abridged in all the carelessness of security, till, as you justly object, it actually seems to place church, square, and hotel under the continued pro- tection of the fabled goddess." " I have arrived in Rome," continued Miss Graham, " fully determined to probe to the bottom every appa- rent scandal, with an equal determination to find that th« hidden cause is either the frailty of poor human nature, or my own misconception of the effect ; and that, as a r ??-. ' . ' ^ ■' " ■ - '*f •mmmnmmmmm J- (iuai ' HOME Ain> THC ABBEY. 258 logical necessity, nothing evi}. can arise from the fitith of the Church." " Miss drrahaiP," said Lilia, " what made you become a Catholic r "That is a frank question, Lily," returned she, smiling. " And one," said Lilia, colouring deeply, " that perhteps I ought not to have asked. You perceive now. Miss Graham, the advantage of holy silence, which not only positively prevents intrusive questions, but promotes such a habit of prudence and recollection as insures a person, even when speaking, from, offending by the tongue. Sister Agnes possesses this holy prudence as much as Reverend Mother." " You have not offended me at all," said Miss Graham, " so need not visit on yourself and me this self-inflicted reprehension,- my humble Lily. But the history of my conversion to the Church must not be entered upou to- day. Sufficient that to-day I made known the blessed feet, and heard the words of Church thanksgiving from the lips of her I love best on earth." As the evening advanced, and those of the Carrington femily who had been dispersed now met in a sociablo oirde, with their usual intimates, in Lady Elverton's warmest drawing-room, the welcome news became known that Lady de Grey's early and dear friend. Miss Graham, had arrived in Rome — ^was actually in the house, and had become a Catholic three years before ; with the addi- tional comments, that, whereas Katherine Graham had in earlier life been too thin for her marked features, and had been often marred by too flushed a skin, she had now k maturet years, become a very fine and handsome (roman, had aucceeded to a very pretty fortune, and waa ■■ u as warm-hearted and pleasant aa ever. "Hie next act «•■ Lord Elverton's mounting, with his young son, to the upper suite of rooms, thore to welcome and congratulate Miss Graham, and to express, as he truly felt, for his daughter and himself, his joy to fcr-et her once more. ♦' Can you spare us the last half-hour of your evening?" said his Lordship : " Beatrice was too fearful of mtruding to venture up stairs; but she hopes that on your way to your carriage you will permit her to express in person her participation in our jov." Katherine did concent, and during her evening visii, which extended to an hour, became personally interested in the topic discussed with . solicitude by Mr. Everard, and with earnest sympathy by the rest of the domestic party. This was the pro- posed public presentation to his Holiness Pius the Ninth, of the body of English converts then in Rome. " A highly interesting and truly historical event," said Mr. Everard. " I would not but be present, both for the actual personal contribution of number, character, and testimony, but also for the future gratification— perhaps the greatestr— of feasting on the retrospect; that is, ru- minating on the past fact, that in the year of our Lorfl. 1847 I had been one of a -hosen band— chosen of the Spirit, which bloweth where He listetb— firom millions of honest-minded, conscientious countrymen-^chosen by extraordinary grace— chosen by free grace— chosen by incomprehensible, unfathomable love, to stand on the true Pisgah, and view the promised land !" « I believe," said Lord Elverton, "that our friend Mr. R., son of a distinguished and exemplary Bishop of the Anglican Establishment, and himself till lately a Mini* tor of the Established Church, has originated this hapny ! ; SOm AND TBB ABBST. Mi tfiought, of the English cotiTerts in Rome rcicciving in % body the benediction of the Head of the Church, before returning to their protesting and opposing country." Tlie week following this first mention of the proposed presentation to his Holiness, it was further made known that the day was fixed for the 7th of April ; and our Re- ligious Pilgrim, in order that her expected exemption from this public presentation might be, not from selA will,' but from obedience, sent to his Eminence Cardimd Acton, representing the event in question, and, iumng thus done, giving no further thought to any personi^ share in this public act, was writing, in compliance with Mr. Terrison's wishes, an abstract of the Religious Insti- tute, when a gentle but rapid tap at the door was foU lowed by the uninvited entrance of Lilia, who, sinking on her knees, could oaly just articidate the words, " Ohi Fred and Harpy !" " What of them, dear child T "In an hour — ^in an hour," gasped Litis. " Do you really mean," further inquired the Religious, ** that your brothers are arrived in Rome, and intend to visit you within an hour 1" " I do, I do—^es, they are in Rome ! Oh, my God 1 I desire to love Thee above all creatures ! — Look, here is thor letter. They are at the same hotel as Miss Gra- ham. Why have they come to Rome? Is it to pagan or to Christian Rome they have come 1 Oh, what a ^tato of doubt! but I shall know within an hour, fbr I have had the letter full five minutes, and the messenger must have been more than five minutes coming-in thre« quarters of an hour perhaps. Ah, what happiness ! My God ! give them grace to become great Saints I" BOm AMD TBK ABBXT. " I perceive," said the Religious, as she gare back di* rapidly-written letter, " that Frederick refers to a formei letter which you have never received, and which doubt less contained information interesting and important May God in His infinite Mercy give them light, and fidel Ity to that light. As you cannot now leave the hous« to go before the Adorable Sacrament in the church, go to our oratory, and entreat a blessing on this unexpected and joyful meeting." Lilia instantly obeyed; but in a very few minutes, rising from her knees, she passed rapidly to her own room, followed by Lucy ; and there, from among the many dresses presented to her, through the medium of Donna Candida and Mrs. Mosh, she drew forth her white English muslin frock and garland of blush-roses, adding round her neck a gold chain and blessed crucifix, given her at Loretto, and round her arm a rich and beautiful Spanish rosary, the gifl of Lady Elverton. This done, without replying to the various questions of Lucy, Lilia returned to the oratory and remained in prayer. The Religious, whose door had been left wide open by the agitated girl when she first went to the oratory, was sur- prised to hear her so soon leave her prayer ; but, raising her eyes as Lilia passed, immediately discerned that she was acting on some inspiration given : and this opittion was confirmed by observing the change operated in her between the first aimouncement of the arrival of her bro- thers in Rome, and that now given by the house portress, that they were actually awaiting her in the outer pwrlour of the suite of rooms. 1 1 aOlia AHD TBI AB»T. Ut CHAPTER XXIV. Amid good thingi, ah ! ever ehooM the bMt, And let the eonnoienco, imiliiiK in the brenst, ExoUlm, "Mjr all to Him who all ho* given," And upting from earth to gain an endloi MeaTaa. Fasdiriok and Henry Sinclair stood in the receptioiv parlour of their Religious relative too much absorbed in the immediately-expected interview with their sister to speak to each other. On the brow of the elder brother hung a load of thought and care. The countenance of the younger was brighter ; but his eyes showed that he bad been relieved by tears ; and at each sound his colour varied, as he watched the entrance-door. But few min- utes passed before that door was gently opened, and it seemed as though an angel of hope and light stood be- fore them. Was it 1 — could it be ?— Yes ! it was indeed their own Lilia ; and, rushing towards her, each seized a hand, and each would have kissed a cheek, but she, shrinking from the tall and manly Frederick, although Hhe pressed his hand, leaned instinctively towards the utill youthful Harry, and he only gave her the fraternal salute. " Do you not recognise me, Lily ?" said Frede- rick, now drawing her towards him and pressing her to his heart. Still there they stood all three, till Frederick placing her a cliair they took their seats beside her, each holding a hand : and Lilia recalled the day when she had thus sat between these loved brothers nearly brokeo- » '' ' ' aw IBS BOm AHD TBI ABKr. hearted at the thought of parting, and she said, " Oh, what happiness !" — Then out poured the questions, the replies, the exclamations, the recitals — all in the loving confusion of fond hearts, assured of each other's aflfection : and, " Oh, how beautiful you are grown, Lily !" — and "How tall you are, Frederick!" — and "Harry, how glad I am, you look just the same as you did when you itarted for Norway ; and I received all your letters but jhe last: and what was in that last letter? Tell me, dear Fred, why have I this great happiness t Why have you come to Rome ? Now, why does Fred look again BO grave, Harry 1 Have you come to Pagan or to Christian Rome?" "To Christian Rome," replied Frederick. " Then, oh ! dearest brother,' cried Lilia, " look not grave or tearAil ; for what says our Lord ? ' He that hath left house, or brethren, or sisters, or &ther or mo- ther, or wife or children, or lands, for my name's sake, shall receive an hundredfold, and shall possess life eveiw lasting." "True," sud Frederick, "we ought to have more courage ; God loves a cheerful giver." " Oh, you have courage. You have proved that you have courage. Have you not already left all ?" " Yes," said Harry. " And you know, LUl, that Grod, who accepted the 'all' of the Apostles, which, in a worldly view, was little enough, will accept our *a]l;* whidi for Fred was something really to resign, as the Bishop had declared him his heir ; and when he heard of Fred having realized his hopes of being a doubleKjlasa man, and making choice of the Church for a profession. .ill "Oh, how more BOm AND TBI ABBIT. 2W Hhe gave him the best living in the diocese, which is held for him, or rather was held for him by Dr. Mottleby, until he should be eligible ; and as for the 'all' of the heart, that was worse still fur poor Fred, being the eldest son at home, losing his father's confidence and his mo- ther's love." Here Lilia felt the hand that held her right hand tremble and turn cold, and she exclaimed, " Oh ! Frede- rick, does not God say, ' Can a woman forget her infant, that she should not have compassion on the son of her womb; and if she should forget, yet will /not forget thee, saith the Lord Almighty."' " Yes," said Frederick, " I have been given strength to offer up my poor • all' to God. But Harry speaks as If he had been merely a witness, and not a sufferer. This was not the case. Besides, to a generous heart it is often worse to witness than to suffer pain." " And what made you first perceive," asked Lilia, •* that there is but one Church, separated into three parts —the Church Militant, the Church Purifying, and the Cburch Triumphant." " Do you remember," replied Frederick, • that when we fancied you would get permission to go with us to Norway, there was a small packet which you kept out of your trunk, and ifrhich was not to be put into the bag of books?" " Yes," replied Lilia, " it was a precious little packet, ■o I begged it might go into a comer of your trunk. I remembered very well that you had it ; but when I sent OD the pocket o iipass to Harry, Mr. Evenird, whom I IMAGE EVALUATION TEST TARGET (MT-3) 1.0 I.I £ la 1112.0 m » . 1.25 1.4 |,.6 •• 6" ► Photographic Sciences Corporation 23 WIST MAIN STRUT WEBSTER, N.Y. 14580 (716) 872-4S03 l/. ^ CIHM/ICMH Series. CIHM/ICMH Collection de microfiches. Canadian Institute for Historical Microreproductions / Institut Canadian de microreproductions historiques ^ \/^\ ^■^ '^^ '^^ '%" .11 l i iiiii MWi ii m il 111 •iini iiT riii ■■■i i i<f— ^ 860 ROME AND THE ABBKT. consulted, told mo not to remind you of this little packef^ for that it might prove useful to you." " Well, I never remembered anything of it," continued Frederick, " till one rainy but calm day on the voyage, I went to my tnmk for some of my own books to amuse myself in the cabin, and drew forth this little packet, tied simply by a string, which I opened, and found your ' Garden of the Soul,' a book of Meditations, a Catechism, and a case of treasures, which under other circumstances you would have been sorry to have resigned. I first read the ' Garden of the Soul,' and wanted no other amusement for that day. Harry got at the case of trea> sures, and taking out a medal of the Virgin Mary, put it on a string, and, for your sake, wore it round his neck. He was virtually a Catholic before me, and full of sim- pie faith. I put off every personal application of the truth I admitted till after I had taken my. degree. Harry was a first-class man also in classics, and Mr. Neston was BO full of joy and triumph that he foi^ot the many ad* missions ho had made in our N«:?way trip : amongst others, that if he were to depart from what he called ' pure deism,' it could be only to follow up the sole Christian system whose principles could bear to be pushed to their extent. He has made his abjuration, however, standing with us, his two pupils, before the altar of our Lady of Victory, in Paris, where the celebrated Abbe Desgenettes received us into the Church, and placed our parents and family on the tablets of intercession of the Arohiconfratemity. Mr. Neston remained in Paris, aa he found immediate employment and support in a no- ble French &mily, who had applied to the Abb^ Disg^ i ^«nBH TtOMK ASD THB ABBKT 361 Mttes for 'an English Catholic tutor, and Harry and I ioumeyed on here to get the Pope's blessing, and to con- sult our Catholic cousin Lady de Grey about our futura life. Harry would like to be a soldier, and to go to k dia with Lord Elverton ; but I, who have always thought of being a clergyman, am incapable of forming a single plan, and it is this whidi prmcipally continues to fill me with anxious thought." "But why with anxious thought?" inquired Lilia. " H you have always hoped to be God's minister, the very time has come in which you may become so in deed and in truth." " Ah ! Lily," replied Frederick, " if you mean that I can now become a Catholic priest, just reflect on the di£ ference between such a life and that which I have wit- nessed from the age of reason, and have always contemplated as one day to be my own." " But, dearest Frederick," cried Lilia, " why should it be more difficult for you to be a priest than for me to become a nun 1" " You become a nun !" cried both the brothers. " TbUf Lily, who love so fondly — you, who are so beautiful, and ■o much admired, and sought for in marriage. Oh 1 it can never be 1" " You tell me," said Lilia, " that I can fondly love — ^you tell me that I am beautiful, and inspire love : all this I know. And now listen," added she, rising and lifUng her hands and eyes to Heaven, " Would that my heart could love more truly — would that it were a flame of lovei Would that my beauty were &r greater, and its influence fikGte powerftil on all 1 Ilien would I draw more soula I f-Tp- ! i I 2Q3i ROHC Am) 'iBB ABDET. to' Him who diose me, from eternity, to be purified and < adorned by all His sacramental gifts and graces, and then to become His spouse ! What mortal can compare with Him — ^the most beautiful amongst the sous of men, and yet the mighty God of Heaven and earth — King of kings, and Lord of lords ! who linows all my thoughts, and knows that 1 love Him ! Who is all truth, justice, mercy, and love — all power, all wisdom ! and who has promised to me, after this short life, a happiness beyond all that my eyes have seen, or my ears lieard, or even my heart conceived, and this for ever and ever 1 Oh, Frederick, think of the meaning of ' Eternity,' and you wUl, like mof choose God. alone to be your only joy on earth." Frederick, filled wth unexpected and increasing emo- tion, fixed his gaze on his sister^ and when she turned on him her full countenance, which, radiant with her heavenly emotion, seemed angelic, he felt subdued and won. She took both his hunds, and saidj " Will you be the priest ' of Godl" " I will — may God od help me !" returned he. " Never will you repent this choice^ even on earth,** •wd Lilia. " I believe not," said Frederick. " May God complete his ovm work." " Amen," said Harry. Another half-hour paf>«ed, aft^ vhich the brothem were greeted from behind the tri^Uis by the ralation whom ' they had come to consult, and who promised to do all in . her power to forward the wishes of each. And that evening there waa a happy family party in Lord Blver* : ROIU AND ms ABBST. 2e» txNi's rooms, which shed a renewed sunshine in the breasts of the two new converts, and gave them hope of brighter days to come. There were two persons in that family ^{roup who iuu* an equal privilege with the relations, and who welcomed Frederick and Henry Sinclair with double interest and sympathy — these were Mr. Everard and Miss Graham ; and towards the close of the evening, the four united converts had by degrees fallen into discourse so profound and absorbing, that they were long unoon* scious of the lateness of the hour, and that Lord and Lady Elverton alone remained in the room, watching diem flrom a distance with pleased attention. On the morning of the 7th of April, our Religious Pilgrim was informed that his Eminence Cardinal Acton approved of the application made to him from other quarters, that she should, as Lady de Grey — a convert whom many circumstances had made a public character —be presented with her fellow converts on that memora- ble day to His Holiness, in the Quirinal Palace. As to her own private request, to be excused so public a pre- sentation, she heard nothing in reply ; and was assured by the Ecclesiastic who conveyed to her the wishes of his Eminence, that it would be in vain to seek further explanation — the audience chambers were closed, and hiS' Eminence had retired, extremely indisposed, within his private rooms. The hour appointed for all the English, converts in Rome to assemble in the ante-room of the Papal audience chamber was four in the afternoon, and the intermediate hours were busily employed in arrange, ments according to each person's feelings and position. Lilia obtained pormissioD to put on the Postulant's habi^ if* tM ROMS AVD THE ABBIT. already blessed by Mr. Terrison, and from thst day to return no more to the dress and ornaments of the world. Katherine Graham wits making her final purchases ol crucifixes, rosaries, and medals, to be blessed by the Pope, and skirmishing without spleen, but most energeti* cally, because the word " English" and not " British" was used by every one in Rome, as if Scotland had ceased to be a nation. Mr. Everard was laying down his positive commands to Mrs. Moss to remain humbly hidden, with her friend and fellow convert, behind the group of ladies, on their own side of the Papal ante-room, and not to give any outward token that she remembered his exist* ence. " For," said he, " as there is no train of thought, or studious investigation, which you will not interrupt to talk of warmth or cold, or food or repose ; so is there every risk, but for a timely prohibition, that you would rush out upon me, with some physical dilemma, at the very instant when, having kissed the Pope's foot, I had arrested his notice and was enjoying the privilege of a few words from Christ's Vicar on earth !" Our Pilgrim was making her immediate preparation for an interview, which had had the distant preparation of many months, but which now required some additional thought, as she had every reason to believe that the kind offer of Cardinal Acton to write to Monsignor Medici, the chamberlain, had been frustrated by the illness of his Eminence, and that many things therefore would fell upon herself to state. At four o'clock, carriage after carriage was rolling •long the various streets leading to Piazza di Monte Cbvallo, and, by the half-hour after, the destined i"oom in the Quirinal Palace was filled with those privileged to mmm ROME AND THE ABBKT. M5 unite undsr that august roof. As deep emotion filled the breasts of some, anxious expectation that of others, and not a few were absorbed in classifying the crucifixes, rosaries, and medals, which they had brought to get the Papal blessing, the select crowd was a silent one, each group wliispering, and but partially mingling with other and perhaps well-known parties near them. One of the whispers was from Lilia to her brother Frederick, " Oh, look, dear Fred, how many priests ! Young, and with much apparently to offer to God, of beauty and of love !" At length the folding-doors were thrown open, and attend ed by a few of the Guardia Nobile, his Holiness Pius the Ninth stood in the midst, as a father among his children. The Pope first addressed the gentlemen who were ranged on that side of the room, and received their homage ; then, before the ladies could advance, the Eng lish Ecclesiastic appointed to conduct the presentations to his Holiness, having a few instants before intimated his wishes, drew our friends immediately forward, and the Pilgrim Geraldine was at the feet of Pius the Ninth. " Ah !" exclaimed his Holiness " a Nun — a Benedio- tiner ** After kissing in deep submission the foot of him who represents our Lord Jesus Christ," "he replied, «' Holy Father, I humbly hope to become such." " You hope to become such ?" repeated the Pope. " Of what Order are you then, my daughter ?" The history then commenced, but scarcely from her- self; the English dignitary who presented our Pilgrim recountuig everything with an accuracy and zeal which left hor nothing to add ; and she remained on her knees, IS Md ROHX AMD TRK ABBET. with her arms fulded on her breast, watching the ooftnit* nance of the Pope, who, finding that the English Nun before him was the same to whom he had alread}' granted tnu }les»cript of Encouragement, and who was openly protected by the Cardinals Fransone and Acton, stooped dowii to speak to her in a low t<HJe, granted her imme- diate and confidential request, and promised her a private audience whenever she might wish or require it. So long did his Holiness condescend to continue ^waking in this low tone, bending over her, that both private and publio audience were included in this memorable day, and it was several months before she again sought an uitenriew with this true Father, Priest, and King. As our grateful Pilgrim arose from her knees, Lilia fell prostrate to kiss the sacred feet ; and the tie o. kindred was mentioned to his Holiness, and drew from him a benevolent and approving smile. Katherine then, with her numerou-i treasures to be blest, did homage to the visible head of the Church, and after a few minutes joined her two dear friends in the distant comer to which they had retired, and where they remained all three in silent peace till a new interest arose. Pius now addressed the assembled English converts — bade them return heart- felt thanks to God for the grace of faith— assured them of the paternal feelings with which he addressed, and whould remember them ; and exhorted them to return and labour in their own country, that they might bring many others to share in the blessing they now enjoyed, and so promote the glory of their God. ♦* Well, Everard," inquired Lord Elvertrn in the tuv^ J ROm AND TBI jlBBXT. 2«T he oom\t9> igl»h Nun 1^ granted AS openly n, stooped her imme- r a private . So long ing in this and publio ay, and it I intenriew nees, Lilia the tie o. Jrew from lerine then, homage to iw minutes er to which ill three in r addressed itum heart- sured them ressed, and > return and >ring many )red, and so teg "has the event of to<lay realized your anticipa. " You should never hold the page of a book too near your eyes," replied Mr. Everard ; " everything become, confused and perplexed. So it is with events. I wilj tell you what I think of to^iay two months hence, if We are both alive." *• Well, but did you get your own talk with the Pope ?" "Yes, I did. I shall make a memorandum of it to- night but I cannot now dwell on it. i am proud of it, or rather I should be proud of it were I not quite unhinged, rhe fact is, I have been too much excited, and now Imust pay the penalty. I have a low nervous fever on me. IT] go to bed for a week. Good night, General." "Good night," returned Lord Elverton, laughing "This day week will be the 14th, when we are both eni gaged to the French Ambassador. But what excited you 80 much ?" "I saw her, after all her toils and anxieties, at the feet of him who could both appreciate and assist her. I saw the Vicar of arist bend over, and tdk low with th« daughter of Anna Maria. I thought I heaixl a voice say. ing, ' Come unto me all ye who labour and toe hmry lm> dco, and I will give you iMt.' " in the ertn- ROUK AHS Tm ABBir. y [. CHAPTER XXV. Two lovelj^ boya I fniUiif Me Ara •tnifcslInK for their Mother*! knee. And whieh her fondeit choice end pert t Bmk monnt end neitle to her heert 1 Th« official announcemr t had now arrived of the ftp- pointment of Lord Elverton to be Governor General of India, and the same private hand that had informed him of the intentions of Government now intimated that ex pcdition was desirable, and that it was hoped his Lord- ship would be in Calcutta before October. A farewell dinner was the immediate result of the Government dis- patch, not to take leave of Romans, but for the Anglo- Indians to take leave of Rome, and of those of their coun- trymen who were in Rome and on the porter's list at the Locanda. All was as much as possible in English style —all were in good spirits, and the toasts and speeches were animated and cordial. Towards the dose, however, It was proposed to give the toast of " The seventy Eng- lish converts in Rome!" which toast alone reeeived « damper, not from the one or two Protestantit present, who, with a smiling shrug of the shoulders had filled tlieir glasses, but from a worthy old Catholic, who, as indignantly as any elder brodier of any prodigal son could have desired, hoped that his Lordship would per- mit the amendment of "The body of Englibh Catholics b Rome ;" " for,'' said he, " there has bew by fiur too ROm AND TBI ABBXr. 269 nuofa ftiss made about these oonverts— enough to turn their heads. They have been all just presented to the Pope, as a great historical event ; but I trust his Holi- ness will soon give them some humUiation !" " Why so t" said another Catholic of ancient name. "Is it not the part of the Vicar of Christ to extend his arms to the sons who say ' Father, I have sinned before Heaven and before thee, &c. V Therefore I say that it is a great historical event, and so far from being an act of presumption it is an act of humiliation ; for many have joined their fellow-converts on this occasion, who have been received into the Church these fifteen or twenty years, and the step talien so quietly, that the exclamation was, ' Why, I thought you had been a Catholic all your life!'" "And that is the very way," said the first speaker, " that all people ought to conduct themselves who enter the Church. The step should be taken silently and humbly ; and the convert should live bidden, and not set up for a. hero or a heroine." " Why, that depends," said the other noble Catholic, "on the good pleasure of Divine Providence. Neither Saint Paul nor Saint Augustine were permitted to live hidden." " But at any rate," said the objector, "let the women converts keep quiet, and not pretend to be something, when they are nothing." "That, again," said the defender, "must be entirely •ocordlng to the designs of Almighty God." " Don't talk to me," cried the irritated ' elder brother,* "ofawoium convert presuming to found or revive • — * iTO BOm AND THI ABBBT. 1. I' Religious Institute, aa if thepresi^nt oonventa in England wero not good and wise enougl ! I cannot stand such impertinence !" Tliis was rather pointed. Lord Elverton raised hit eyebrows, and had just resolved that if no one took up the gauntlet tor his daughter, he must enter the lists him* self, when the same Catholic nobleman who had defended the general body of English converts, again came for- ward in this more delicate cause. " I have been per Aiittcd," said he, "to peruse the slcetch of the Institutt which the Religious Lady in question proposes to found, and find it based on the most ancient Order proper to ■ Europe. She has come to Rome 19 order to submit every part to the approval of the Church. Nothing more, I presume, need be said but this — that if that sanc- tion be obtained, we are bound as Catholics to bb')« ,-e that Almighty God has willed and has inspired the pro- posed Institute ; and, therefore, I vote that the amend< roent to the original toast be ' The seventy English con- verts now in Rome, and Lady De Grey in particular !" All glasses were filled. Lord Elverton bowed, and when the little stir of complimentary enthusiasm was over, he "proposed " The good old Catholics of England." This was most cordially received ; but Lord Elverton had been wounded, and before raising his glass he said, " The old English Catholics are a most estimable body : no one can respect them more than myself. There are, however, many Saints whom one would rather honour than live with, and, with some truly noble exceptions in' tiie present company and elsewhere, there is a crabbed' Qeta about them that contrasts striliingly with the chee^ ^ ■ i ii i m i i w i Mpwwp mjaP"^'" "'"' MOm ANw TBI ABBKT. «n ftd and confiding urbanity which Catholicity produoea in her free countries. In England, the old Catholic is, or fiuioies himself, harassed on all sides. There are 'the Irish Catholios, never doing right, — the English oonverts, always doing wrong — the Protestants— the very devil ! Is he happy in his own condensed colony 1 Why, let ua hope BO ; and now drink to his good health and better temper !" All laughed, and quatC 1 >\e wine, the ' elder brother* included, who, having coole< , logan to feel that he had already said too much, hut a young prot^ga at the other end of the tabic mow sinrtod up. ovd exclaimed, " My T.ord, when oi.- u resisting tlif> uevil all one's life, instead of yielding to him, it ib enough to make peoole orabb 'd; and it is hard t>o be scoffed at by the more prosperous I must i ay thiii, though with all respect, be- cause I am an old Catholio." " How old are you, my boy ?" said Lord Elverton. The young man made no reply, and his Lordship «tddecl, ** If I remember right, you are stated in the official list to be twenty-two this May ; therefore, my boy, do not use the term ' old Catholic' before me." "I meant no oflfence, my Lord," blundered -out the young official. " Indeed I never knew that your Lord- ship was an old convert. I understood that all your life you had been a concealed Catholic." No sooner were the words uttcrud, than the young man perceived hia filse Ktep. The blood rushed to his face— he darted to Lord Elvorton, bent one knee ; then rising, exclaimed, *• I see it's all over with me ! I've blown myself up ! Tm off ft r Civita Veochia r 1^1 : u, 2VS ROME A2)9 THE ABDET. ** Where you think," said Lord Elvertor , lr»ughing, " to pick up the largest portion of your relics ? Sit down, Frank Blunderell, in your o/c/ place, soul and body together, and talk to your next neighbour, whoever he may be, on subjects you both understand !" Young Blunderell bowed, and returned to the lower end of the long table ; but an awkward silence ensued, as if the company secretly felt that the youthful Quixote had been guilty of a sharp truth. Lord Elverton there- fore, determined, as far as he could bring himself to the condescension of an explanation, to do so, as if in the outpouring of a convivial spirit Yet a personal expla- nation, when partaking the character of vindication, is so delicate a proceeding that it is better glanced at than openly undertaken ; and Lord Elverton possessed " good taste" to the last degree of elaborate finish. Therefore, in resuming his part of chief speaker, he only implied his heroic Catholicity in the fact of his second marriage to a lady of inherited faith from the first grandees of Spain ; and reverting to his daughter's mission in Rome — " I understand," said he, " that Lady de Grey has had • highly-respectable body opposed to her : so much the better. Whether in love or war, we rre complimented by having had antagonists worthy our efforts. However, in the present instance, it would appear that the Divine King for whom my daughter has combated, has not se- lected that class termed ' highly-respectable' to be ho- noured by attending His Sacramental Presence to the great Babylon of England ; but that in these times of po> pulsr audacity, when the people are not afraid to speak evil of dignities, and God has made use of mobs to chas. ROMS AND TBK ABBET. 2la , lr»ughing, relics 1 Sit d and body whoever he the lower lice ensued, ful Quixote erton there- nself to the as if in the sonal expla- cation, is so ced at than issed " good Therefore, implied his arringe to a !S of Spain ; )me — rey has had )0 much the mplimented However, the Divine , has not se- e' to be ho- lence to the times of po< lid to speak obs to chas. tise tlie representatives bf His kingly power, He hoa ne> vertheless given this consolation to dethroned monarchs and exiled princes, to be united in the great and holy work of repairing the outrages long committed against His mysteries in London. I have never presumed, being a layman, to inquire the gradual steps by which my daughter's spiritual advisers have conducted her to the secure rock on which she now stands. I was told by some 'highly-respectable person,' last year, that she was leading a ' forlorn hope ;' to which I replied that, it the bv' sieged were her friends, the ' hope' was not ' forlorn,' but certain, and that I felt no anxiety whatever ; for she had then followed the only a jvice 1 had ever given her, which was to come to ' head-quarters !' — a soldiet's ad- vice, which, it would seem, accorded with her own inspi- rations, and she came to Rome. And now, my friends, as we must soon part, let me propose as a farewell toast, ' Brotherly union !' on which subject permit a few last words. It is to humbly advise that these distinctive tevnis be done away with of ' Old Catholic,^ and ' Con- vert,' except on such rare events as this late presenta- tion to his Holiness, or during the first year or two of initiation into the practical working of the great truth embraced. These first years we may suppose are those in which the Father clothes the younger sou in the first robe, and puts the ring on his hand and the shoes on his feet, celebrating his return with feasting, music, and dancing ; but these first symbolical ceremonies over, as the } O'lnger son entered into all the intimate and labo- lious duties of ' his father's house,' so r^ny we reasonably conclude the Catholic of later date to be ' at home' in •11 the practices as well as theory of his faith. It would ■ 12* ! f .t-j-a^jB / ^r in 194 ROMK AND THS ABDST. ever have been a thing impossible to me," contlnuad Lord Elverton, "to exact from uny man the decla- lation of the precise moment in which he thought as I did. That his opinions are the same may be most gratifying ; but as to their date ! — Why, truly, the Me- thodist and New Light would be wise compared to this extravagance. A date! why, is it on account of its being the 18th of June, 1814, that we value or do not value the great event of Waterloo? A date! Fray, can any one inform me accurately the precise day and month in which Enoch and £lias were severally caught up in the body to Heaven 1 And is Enoch, think you, as tlie first arrived by some thousands of years, be- grudging to the great prophet his entrance to that mys- terious abode, where together these ' two witnesses* await their return to earth 1 Lastly, can Catholic England suffer a greater impediment to her day of restoration, and give a greater triumph to the devil than by foster- ing this spirit of pique between those whom Almighty God has made His by ordinary grace, and those He has made His by extraordinary grace ? These few remarks thrown out, I have now only to wish to the many valued friends I leave in Europe, ' Brotherly union !' " With this last toast the ftrewell dinner-party broke up ; and on the following evenmg her Father's speech, with what had preceded it, were reported to the Religious Solitary by the Reverend Mr. Terrison, who had been present, and possessed a most accurate memory. " And now. Madam," said he, " I must tell you, in all the sin- cerity of my friendship, that I wish you would condescend to be a little more explanatory towards those who really •re your friend»— myaelf, for instanoe ; because, when 1 BOMS AND THS AB8ET. m hear you attacked, which is constantly the case, instead of implying that you are invulnerable, with all that arts tocratio dignity which may become the nobleman and the soldier, I would, as the humble priest, defend you and your cause point by point ; and this I can do very well for you, because, not only is my sacred calling of courtie respected, but God has so willed that I am a favourite ; and if I say a blunt word sometimes, I have a good- humoured face, as I have, I trust, a kind heart : and the English in Rome — Now, why do you smile at the words • English in Rome V You look exactly as if you would Bay, ' God help these good English in Rome !' " The smile brightened and expanded with the arch look of earlier days ; but the matured Geraldine only replied, **My kind Reverend friend, you require from me an account of motives and reasons, and I owe you too much respect and gratitude to refuse you this ; but you must not inquire into looks and smiles." " Well, but you will give me your confidence, I hope, In everything else," said he, " and I shall examine closely all your arguments." "Very well," replied Geraldine; "you shall play the part of ' objector ' to the utmost extent, provided that at the end of our conversation you will drop your assumed character, and give your assent to all that you really do approve : and I will give forth all I really thmk and feel, leaving to your sacerdotal discretion how much to keep fai confidence and how much to publish. And now, then, for the first point to be examined 1" " The first point," said Mr. Terriaon, " is why you have not been satisfied with the convents in England, but must be neeking novel :y and innovation in thia auda< im 87fl ROME AKD THE ABBET. cious attetn]it to found a new Order, or perhaps yon nill prefer my saying a new Branch of the old Order of Saint Benedict 1" " Becauf e," replied she, " the present Benedictine Con- vents in England have been continued, or newly estab- lished, in times of difficulty and restriction, and are not what Abbeys and Priories were in ' Ages of Faith.* The Superiors and Communities are accustomed to this contraction of all their full privileges, and being pro- fessed in this state of things, are not required to seek more. " And this ' more' that you are seeking for," said Mr. Terrison, " this attempt to unite the Contemplative and Active life under one Superior, this is not proper to the Benedictine Order, which is wholly Contemplative. Perhaps this will be looked upon by other Benedictine Superiors as most rash and visionary." " Do you suppose, Reverend Sir," replied Geraldine, " that in our ancient female abbeys nothing was done for the poor around them ? Were they never taught the Christian faith — ^never fed — ^iiever clothed 1 You cannot believe such a contradiction to history and monastic annals." " No, certainly," said he ; " the loss sustained by the poor, when monasteries were destroyed, has since been •rainly sought to be supplied by the Poor-Laws." " And you will also admit, I conclude," continued Geraldine, " that some system was adopted in the great female abbeys for the corporal and spiritual relief of the poor? That, when engaged in chaunting lauds or ves- pers in choir, the Abbess Hilda, or Ebba, did not rush out orosier in hand evety time a timid knock was heard ROUS AVD THE ABBEY. 277 «t the postern door ? The charge of ministerirg to the necessities of the poor must have been entrusted to some efficient members of the community ; and remem- ber what we have just said, that to minister to the poor in those ' Ages of Faith' was laborious. The food they received was plentiful, was ready cooked, and in winter given warm. The clothes they received were ■•eady made. The spiritual instruction was likewise given in, or close to the Abbey, because, except on pil- grimages. Religious females might not leave the Abbey precincts. All this is well known : and it would be pre- cisely like other inconsistent clamours, which, by the grace of God, did not stem me in earlier life, to hear these two facts asserted — the immense charities of the ancient Contemplative Convents, and the novelty and audacity of attempting that a modern Contemplative Convent should do the like !" " Well, but these present Reverend Mothers," urged Mr. Terrison, " and their long experience ?" "Ah! Reverend Sir," cried Geruldine, "if there be such an one who now congratulates herself, and is com- plimented by partial friends, on the wisdom, prudence, consistency, good sense, propriety, and ' long experience,' of doing nothing for the poor, the time will come when she will go to the judgment-seat of Him who loves the poor, to have it decided for ever how far may be ex- cused the self-complacency of a false conscience. And another will succeed in her place, who will have learned that, in the good old days of England, the Contemplative Convents did immensely (pr the poor, on systems and regulations suited to that state of society ; and will con- sent that a certain system and regulation suited to our ■--"Siigr' tJ- MM « 2911 BOMB AKD THB ABBET present frame-work of society be adopted, to affvird, on the one hand, to the poor around them that temporal and spiritual relief which she will feel it her duty to bestow, ^nd on the other, to prevent intrusion and confusion within the convent walls. In order to secure these bene- fits, no plan appears more practicable than that a small number of pious females be attached to, and under the protection of the Convent, who shall be the active agents for the Recluse Community. And the time will come when every Bishop, every Missionary Priest, every Mo- ther Superior, will feel that the country convent without these is incomplete." " Why do you exclusively specify the * country' con- vents k" said Mr. Terrison. " Are there no afflicted poor in great cities 1 Are there not often heart-rending cases of misery in crowded courts and alleys, exceeding all that our villages and hamlets could produce ?" " There are," replied she ; " but in crowded cities there M*e now rising, thanks be to God ! Sisters of Charity and Mercy : and if, in the immediate vicinity of the enclosed cuiiVto.1^ the Recluses might send to them their alms to distribute, either in monfey or in articles of food and clothing ; still it were preferable that every cloistered convent, even in cities, should have their two or more Oblates to take the benefactions direct ; for the Recluses may be too poor to send money to the Active Congrega- tion near them, and might be too tnuch humiliated by exposing the mere scraps of food and clothing in their power at times to bestov, which, nevertheless, are always welcome to those totally destitute." " You have just mentioned," said Mr. Terrison, " that of which I w»s about to remind you — th« poverty of °yyi* " are "that ROHK AND THB ABBBT. S?tf many of our convents : a poverty fer beyond what their vow requires, — for I need not tell one so versed in monastic knowledge, that religious poverty is the re- nouncement of a personal right over any property or po8se»«ion, but varies in degree respecting food, clothing, and other comforts, according to the rule and constitu- tions of the convent in which the vow is made. Were it not for this particular legislation, there would be no cud 'to the scruples and vagaries of all you good Nuns." « I am aware," replied Geraldine, " of the poverty of several of our convents, and also of the charity of several of our rich convents in sending relief to their Sister Spouses in Christ But this is an accidental state of things. We have no Mendicant Orders, living as such in England; rents are allowed them. The Laborious Orders have ever, on principle, relieved the poor. Where is the pious Catholic artisan who, living in the world, does not give alms of his substance 1 He then takes his skill and knowledge of his art into some laborious monas> tery, where he makes the vow a( poverty, and, as au individual act., can give alms no more. But what says Saint Benedwt i^spectJr^ Uie good works to be performed by his munkp — a chapter well known to you ? Does be not mention ' Relieve the poor, clothe the naked, visit the aiok, bury the dead, counsel the doubtful, consde the afflicted V Now, as the holy legislate adds that the placr in which all these good works are to be performed is within the cloisters of the monastery ; and the Council of Trent, and P*ipal Bull, * Pericolso,' having strictly doistered all ^l•' is, you might, were you less learned, pbjeet tu me Hy' the religious neipbers alone w^re to ]'■ ■■M (JLJi tuna AND THE ABBKT. furnish all the opportunities for fulfilling these ' uorpo. 1 and spiritual works of mercy.' But you know too wrU the Benedictine annals and their law of hospitality, njt to be aware that the poor around were also the objects of all these good works, and often filled the lower end of the refectory ; while the ' Pilgrim House' or the hospital lodged the traveller or the sick; and a part of the cemetery was allotted to thv^se who died on the monastio premises. If we cannot return to those feudal manners,- •re we to do nothing t" " But I do not think," replied Mr. Terrison, " that the present Contemplative Superioresses and Communities in England would admit that they do nothing for the poor. The Chaplain, who, by the way, is always called ' Almon« er' in France, is the established medium of benefactiors from the cloistered Nuns to the poor ; and I can at this moment recal a number of instances of our cloistered English Communities sending relief in money and rcady> made clothes to the Sisters of Charity and Mercy, to give to the distressed poor : and in the winter I believe many convents have given broth. It would not be fair to say that they do not relieve the poor." " Very well," said Geraldine, " I will accept this state of things, if you continue to wish it ; but you will then be &ir]y within the horns of a dilemma, for if the eii> closed Communities do relieve tlie poor occasionally, they admit the principle ; and we have only to ascertain whether the Reverend Chaplain, who can make neither broth nor gruel, nor baby-linen or any other clothes, and who sees these comforts are not occasionally, but con- stantly wanted, would not be thankful to be assisted by ft couple or more of piouo women, perhaps in humble life, I -^ ( ' yorpo. I w too Wf '1 itality, n-jt he objects iwer end of he hospital tart of the le monastic il manners,- I, " that the iraunities in »r the poor, sd ' Almon- lenefactiors can at this r cloistered and ready. Tcy, to give 2lieve many fair to say pt this state >u will then r if the eu- Kicasionally, to ascertain lake neither clothes, and ly, but con- assisted by humble lifdi som Aso rns abbet. £81 who have been trained to such employments, and would be his steady, persevering undcr-worlieiu. We need not pursue this last question further : it has, tbunit God, been answered abundantly by facts. But now for your di- lemma. On one hand you would prove that cloistered women do relieve the poor, thi-ough the medium of those not bound to enclosure ; and on the other, you would prove that to propose their so relieving the poor is a no* velty — an alarming excess of the imagination — great presumption — " "Enough!" cried Mr. Terrison. "The horns would toss me if I deserved it. But remember that I am merely playing the part of 'objector,* to force your ar- guments from you." " Well then," added she, " take this argument also. Are you prepared to admit that the Benedictine Order has been likely to be in greater perfection, that is in the fuller capability of fulfilling all the duties intended by its holy founder, when cramped by penal restrictions during three centuries of sectarian bigotry, that now, when, emerging from its forced obscurity, it finds no limit placed to its ancient power of development ?" " That question answers itself," said he. " You have, to my mind, sufficiently defended your cause ; and I be- lieve you consider it to be the cause of God." Geraldine paused an instant, then rising, extended her arms to Heaven, and said, so solemnly that Mr. Terrison also arose from his seat, " So truly as I believe that God called me to be a Catholiu— so truly as I believe God called me to be a Nun — so truly do I believe He has called me to be foundress of the Benedictine Solitaries and Handmaids of Jesus and Mary !" ii/ mm BOm Aim THI ABBIT. CHAPTER XXVI. I wu o'er th« earth In that itlll bowr | For deep and lolenin in its miKhtjr power T>><t voice of Ood had quelled the hum of mtB, And Mranded forth HU long myiterioui plan. Thb nioniing after her explanatory conversation witb tha Reverend Mr. Terrison, our Religious Pilgrim, after holy Mass and Communion, heard a voice within her saying, " They shall know that I have loved thee !" After some instants of awe and gratitude she endeavoured to recal the thoughts that had occupied her mind at the moment of that favour, and discovered that, having previously traced in the retrospect her painful struggles before entering the Catholic Church, and again before ci oring Religion — and having recalled the pious and beloved ob- jects, in the first instance, who had upraided her, and the pious and esteemed friends, in the second instance, who had opposed her, she was then reflecting on the constant opposition which Almighty God permitted, and even seemed to will should accompany all she did for Him ; •nd although she continued making acts of resignation, •nd humbled herself anew before Him, still she felt unusually discouraged, and even alarmed, that heads of religious houses should persecute her ; therefore, inHhat hour of desolation it was said to her, " They shall know that I have loved thee I" The deep and immoveable impressicm made on her mind, caused her hoiceforth to ■MpMMiH'HMfHftHMI II mft". BOU AMD TH> ABBST. 288 decline any more explanatory conversations, or the en> deavour in any way to conciliate those who opposed her, ftirther than by meek silence and intercessory prayer. Two exceptions only were made to this silence, and then all was left to Him until he should again by His Provi- dence present, or by His Inspirations urge, fresh labours for His love. The first exception was by letter to an English convert to the Faith ; the second was in conver- sation with an English prelate who hiformed her that her idea of training a small band of Active Sisters to dis- pense thebenefections ofthe Contemplative convent, with power, if so mspired and spirituaQy advised, to pass fW)m the Active to the Contemplative life, had already been earned into effect under the Benedictine rule, and that in Belgium alone were eight such convents. " Ah ! Mr. Terrison," cried our Pilgrim, after the de- parture of the Bishop, who was himself a Benedictine, • What is now to become of the charge of novelty and innovation ? Eight religious houses in Belgium ! where, under this very rule of Saint Benedict, this ' dangerous* WD'* ' visionary' scheme of mind has been carried on, we mi4M> suppose, for years, by means of the Oblates, who have always formed a part of the Community of the ancient Abbey." " And the dedicated children," demanded Mr. Terrison, •who have been gradually superceded by gay young pensioners? Do you remember that in the 'Ageaof Faith,' under the Benedictine rule, ihe child, with its little hand wrapped in the altar-cloth, was solemnly dedicated by its pareatfl or natural guardians to the angelic life of the cloister r 284 ROME AND THK ADBBT. i " Ah, blessed lot !" excluinied our Pilgrim, " when tbu« early dedicated, so that in ufler-years no record can in- trude to Hhudow the bright line of pure and blest remembrance." " And yet," said Miss Graham, who had just entered the rocm, " it is tliis very • pure and blest,' if you will, but restricted and monotonous life, which prevents these early dedicated, these good, circumscribed devotees from comprehending you, and which makes them all look oif ycu an the very Catiline of your day." " I do not quite think thus," replied our Geraldine, smiling, " for it has been in silence and in solitude tha& great and noble minds have conceived the most wide- spread schemes of charity. The bidden Solitary has fol- lowec* in the closest ties of thought and prayer, the distant Missionary, and dropped tears of exulting joy on the records of his martyrdom. Such was the spiritual tie between Saint Teresa and Saint Francis Xavier ; and • in these our own days, where are the Annals of the Pro- pagation of the Faith with most attention and devotion read, and read again, with many a tear and aspiration for success ? Why, in cloistered cell and chapter-room by chosen minds." "Well, but candidly speaking," said Miss Graham, •' they have perhaps no merit in this. Recluses are over fond of anecdotes ; and these Annals are very enter tainiiig." " Ah !" continued Geraldine, " I speak not of those who read but for excitement, and at the end of the year have a confused and wearied remembrance of tortured Chinesa and martyred Jesmts, and who would like a new story. SOMB AND TBI ABBIT. S88 book. Such as these listen day after day to the ' Lives of Saints* as the^r would to Fortunatus's Wishing-cap, or Aladdin's Wonderful Lamp : such are uicapable of prac> tically feeling sympathy with the thoughts and actions of past or living Saints : such are incapable of a generous appreciation of a career not their own : and such are to be found, I grant you, even in the cloister ; but they are not peculiar to, or even of more frequency in the recluse life. A contracted mind, whether ' in court or camp or grove,' will ever oppose, if it do not persecute, a scope of action it cannot grasp." " Why do you say ' mind,' and not 'heart,' " said Mr. Terrison, " in speaking of those who oppose you 1" " Because," replied Geraldine, " it is there the contrao* tion is found. These vury persons, could they but com- prehend what a Benedictine Abbey was in the old Catholic times of England, would love and promote its success." "And what vms an Abbey in the olden timet" dd> manded Katherine Graham. "It was a large warm heart," replied Geraldine; " every pulsation diffusing its life-blood through the de* pendent body ; fbll of love, full of action, full of sym- pathy for every joy or sorrow of this chequered life ; ho<ipitable to both rich and poor, a cheerful giver — a little «ri>rld created anew to the fear and love of God : sur- roupded by the world invisible in intimate communion : sounding forth in choir-song each record of the >ear ecclesiastical : receiving the responses of the peasantry •round. Each one having her allotted task or office '«lone with Grod in holy silenoe : then again uniting in i'TPP 286 KOU AKD TBI ABBET. f the general voice of praise. A refuge for the innou^t; refreshment to the weary and heavy laden ; a shelter to the penitent. The inmates obedient to the subordinate Superiors, and they obedient to their Head." "Well, and the children, the dedicated children — I must return to them," said Mr. Terrison. " The restored Abbey is not complete without them ?" " Children, especially orphans, will eventually be r^ ceived by the blessing of God," said the Religious, " but cannot be considered as forming a separate branch, or making a separate demand on the care of the Community, as they will join in all the duties of the Abbey, and never leave it, except from their own deliberate choice, or com- mand of Superiors, when arrived at years of discretion." " They will, I suppose, have some one to take especial care of them, however," said Mr. Terrison, " when they are not following the duties of the Religious, and who, according to rule, must not box their ears fur any pranks after the age of fifteen. I love to look at these young creatures, who know no more of the excitements of the world than lister Agnes does of the lives of cele- brated actresHes ; and yet who give you more sunny smiles than I have found from any child in gilded draw- ing-rooms. I make no exception in favour of the littla Sultana below, although she be surrounded by all that the world calls happiness; aiid her very name says ' gladness'." " Letitia is, however, as happy as any cluld can be in her own way," said Miss Graham ; " that is, in the way of an only child, always surrounded by grown-up per- KN19, ^M wodd not be happy amongst yonr UttU li SA^-Z. the innou^t; ; a shelter to I subordinate I children — I The restored itually be re- sligious, " but te branch, or ! Community, ley, and never loice, or com- f discretion." take especial , " when they )U8, and who, i)r any pranks ; these young xcitements of lives of cele- more sunny . gilded draw* r of the littlQ id by all that y name says liild can be in is, in the way prown-up pet- it yoar Uttto ROMK AND TBI ABBKT. sat eonvcnt girls ; she would rather play with her parrot, and invent her solitary dramas, in which she makes her personages enact a very exalted part." " I am expecting my little sister this afternoon," said the Recluse, " when you will both have an opportunity of judging how &r joy will affect the usual calm of her demeanour ; for I have prevailed on my Father to con- sult medical men here whether Letitia's health will not be imp1x>ved by a residence of some years in a still hotter climate ; reminding him also that in Calcutta there is a Community of exemplary and accomplished Religious Ladies, devoted to the instruction of young persons des- tined for the world. Last night he informed me that he had made up his mind to take Letitia to India : and I received a grateful and aiTecting visit from Lady Elverton tins morning, which was too confidential to admit the presence of Letitia." In a few minutes the expectant visitor entered, attend- ed by her Spanish duenna, her English governess, her French maid, and her Italian footman ; the latter having always been deemed necessary to clear the way for his little lady, when permitted to ascend by the public stairs to the rooms of her sister. The window of the grating was thrown open as Letitia appeared, who, advancing to it, took the hand of the Religious, which she pressed, first to her lips, then to her forehead, in silence. She then oourtesied to Miss Gr&iiam ; but took no notice of Mr. Terrison, who had pushed his chair mto the curtained re- cess and she now seemed to expect an invitation to be seated. Hiis form having been gone through, Letitia herself, then bowed permisBi<Hi to Donna Candida, MBM ''• "'" •' , ... , ' «^fc H^Wi *._,;;_^ 988 ROUK AND TBB ABBET. who bowed permission to the governess, who bowed per mission to the maid, to take each the chair which the footman had placed before he withdrew to wait m the ante-room. The preliminaries were not yet over. It would seem that Letitia could not express the feelings of her heart while her little feet dangled in the air, there- fore the maid searched and discovered a footstool, wliich she took to Donna Candida, who placed it under Letitia's feet ; and the speech of thanks composed by the gover* ness, and recited several times during the hours of anti- oipation, thus began : — " It is sweet and joyful to my heart to know that to my most reverend and illustrious sister I am indebted for the unexpected happinesr of accompanying my parents to India. I should have felt the double sorrow of their grief and my own, and remained some years an orphan. Therefore, in remembrance of the fraternal benefit I have received, and of the need I shall have of her prayers, I make a humble oflfering to my sister's convent of four gilded vases with flowers, and four gilded candlesticks for the altar." The flower-vases and candlesticks having been brought ap from below were now produced, and, as they haid been chosen by the parents, were in beautiful and appro* priate convent taste. Mr. Terriaon peeped out a little, not, as he afterwards protested to Katherine Graham, to look at the presents, but to ascertain whether, on the V>ng black lashes of I^^titia's eye, glistened a tear. " Not tt all," said Katherine; " but how could the dear child feel any emotion tSter so many rehearsals of her grati< lude and joy. She is being brought up to be completely to bowed po^ Eiir which die } wait in the ^et over. It he feelings of he air, thero- otstool, winch nder Letitia's »y the gover- liours of anti* know that to 1 indebted for g my parents rrow of their rs an orpha)i. benefit I have ler prayers, I nvent of four ndlesticks fur been brought , as they hod 111 and appro> [ out a little, le Graham, to lether, on the ktear. "Not he dear child of her grati- >e completely MWE AM) TBS XVBKT. Ml ihe higbboni lady — gracious, scU^possessed, conferring benefits, and, if receiving them, immediately acknowl- edging the compliment or the kindness by a prompt and exceeding return : and it seems to me that, tliere is but little diflference in the discipline of the convent novitiate end the high world's school-room, with respect to the self-control exacted ; and that it would be far easier for Letitia to endure the monotony and precision of the con- vent life, than for that ardent child of nature, Lilia, were she not also and pre-eminently a child of grace." " The wild gazelle on Judah's plain," said Mr. Terri- feiOB, smiling, " who is now content to put her neck into %he sweet yoke of Christ aiid bear His burden, whiofa w light." " And her convent disoipluie is not suddenly, but gr»- duaHy circumscribing her view of the world, to open the vision of Heaven. Our English Postulant in Rome is still permitted to roam to sacred spots and attend the great functions in the churches ; vid we are now all mak- ing use of the time of her postulancy to show her every- diing not yet seen. Mr. Everard is her chief conductor on these occasions ; but she is always accompanied by that good Mrb. Moss, who dresses modestly in black, and who mforms me that, ' if anything should happen to Mr. Everard,' whidi is, by the way, an odd expression we English have, ' she shall b<^ me to use my iuiluenoe with Lady de Grey to bo admitted as a confidential Lay Sis- ter in tiie Abbey.' '' During this conversation Mr. Everard had been pay- ing a long-promised visit, and on* on which he feasted in the retrospect, to the Irish Domlnioau Convent of Saint 18 KOHK AHD TBI ABBBT. Marj on Minerva, where his principal attractitnis hod been the library and the hall of the Inquisition. "When Arrived there, however, with his letter of introdoction to the holy Bislisp McF., he was so fascinated by the va- ried literature, the mild benevolence, and gracefiil cos- tume of his new Dominican friend, that he nearly forgot the original objects of his visit, and returned on tlie fol* lowing day to bestow on them his whole attciition. "A happy life," said he, thinkuig alocd that evening—" a happy life to have rendered service to God in active life, in the pastoral charge, and then, as so many Saints have done, to retire within the doistrai home of his Order ; especially in this the holy capital of Christendom, with an appointment near the Papal throne, so that, seated oa the step of his prefigured home divine, he may anticipate ta qoktade hia near tnaalatkn to its realiUea abover ictKiiis hod jn. "When odoction to by the v» raceful cos- «arly forgot on tlie ibl* ation. "A renmg — " a 1 active life, Saints have bis Order ; ndom, vitb ,t, seated oa y antidpato worn AMD TBX ABBSr 291 CHAPTER XXVIL I fUad upon the edge of tine, end view The heaTenljr'oity, end the world below | Eternity, with ell thet'i bright end tme ; Time, ihort end derit. bedeolted In eaptjr ihe<.r. It was Oil an intensely hot day that Mr. Everard fulfilled a promise to Lilia to take her with him and Mrs. Moss to see and taste of the three fountains which miraculously sprang forth at the martyrdom of St. Paul. The sacred spot is a long but pleasant drive out of Bome, and the carriage being partly covered, Lilia sat between her two friends on the sheltered seat, full of ple&sant anticipation, and little thinking tliat she was taking her last excursion with her valued guardian and friend. The church of St. Paul's was about half-way, oiid Lilia was further indulged by viewing its then finished interior, of listening with real interest to the details of the former conflagration, and of viewing whatever remains still deserved being shown to visitors, the chief of these being the decorated mosaics and fluted pillars of the Benedictine cloisters. The rest of the way to the " Three Fountains" was occu- pied by recalling with Mr. Everard their tour to the Lakes, two years before, with all its interesting circum- Btanctfi, and by comparing the difierent and often strongly oontrasted beauties of Italy and England. Then they amused themselves a little with the sports of the lizards, till they arrived at the church and oratories built on the commemorative scene of the martyrdom of Saint Paul. Lilia hac already seen the little chapel, a small distance beyond the walla of Rome, built on the spot where tiM ISBMI! w* .w^ tn KDSn AKD TBK ABBXT'. holy Apostles, Saints Peter and Paul, had parted on earth, soon to meet for ever in Heaven ; and whence St. Peter was led back within the walls of the city to be crucified, and St. Paul brought on to the pot whereon the stood. Hiis separation of the two Apostles was owing to Saint Paul having, as a native of Tarsus, the nme privileges as a Roman citizen, and consequent ex- emption from the disgraceful and public death to which Saint Peter was condemned in Rome. First she beheld where stood the block on which rested the martyr's head ; then, a few feet distant, the warm fountain which gushed forth where the sacred head fell, and followed to the cooler spring where the head rebounded, and to the cold fountain of its last rebound. The awe with which Lilia drank of these throe fountains was, like them, pure and fi-edi, firom never having been entertained with those ex- a^erated accounts which lead to disappointment ; and she returned full of gratitude to Mr. Everard for having procured her this sacred treat He was ftiU of thought. M and sileitit enjoyment during the first mile of their re- turn, but then began in his usual mode to comment on the past, and project for ^e future. " Lily," said hfe, "can anything be more foil of con- viction to theteason, as tvell as touching to the feelings, than tliese minor records of the last days, and of the martyrdoms of Saints Peter and Paul, that abound in Borne ! We have to-day followed Saint Paul ; the next time we go out together we ln»rat flee the little chap -il on the Appian Way, built over the spot where Saint Peter, flying firom the threatened martyrdom in the city, met bis Lord Jesus Christ, and exclaijned, • Lord, where go. wt thou f (DomhvB 41(0 vadisi) (6 which our Lord re BOHK AND TRS ABBXT. 2M [ parted on [ whence St. city to be )ot whereon postles was Tarsus, the sequent ox- tth to which ; she beheld rtyr's head ; hich gushed iwed to the i to the cold which Lilia n, pure and th those ex- tment; and 1 for having of thought. ) of their re- x>mment on full of oon- the feelings, , and of the ; abound in 111; the next tie <;hap-il on Saint Peter, he city, met d, where go- or Lord re- plied, ' To be crucified again in Rome.' Saint Peter, understanding that his flight would crucify the Lord afresh, immediately returned to the city, and the mode of his death being left to his own choice, he was cruc*: fied, and with his head downward, from humility, and in repentance for his flight. Did you know this story^ Lily r " I knew only that a little chapel on the way to Albano was called the ' Oomine quo vadis,'" replied Lilia. " I perceived that the Princess and her ladies were quite aware that the chapel was one of great interest, for they stopped in their conversation, made the sign of the cross, and became very recollected. I did not like to interrupt this holy silence, and therefore lost the opportunity of knowing the origin of the chapel ; for when the conver- sation was resumed, it was with such animation and en- grossed interest, that I felt too timid to intrude on it." •'Well, we will first go there," said Mr. Everard; " and we will then visit the Mammertine prison at the foot of the Capitol, which. Moss, is your &vourite Cam- pidoglio; and after viewing that great Apostle in his dungeon, we will proceed up the steep hill of his martyr* dom to S. Pietro in Montorio, the church which covers the actual spot where his cross was planted, and which hole in the rock will be shown us thiough a grating. We will get some of the dust then given us in papers by the Franciscans who serve that church; and then we will visit the church nearer our present home, San Pietro ad Vinculo, where are his chains. And finally, we will hear Mass in the subterranean chapel of his tomb in St. Pe- ter's, the great basilic — though you have already had this last treat, Lily." , T'^^'jj'iS'-&Ji:^ k-flfc-^i^ JOl BOMB AND TB' ABBKT. ** Yes,** replied Lilia ; " but my thoughts were thai day very much confused. I should, like to go again." " Very well," said he. " Talie care, Moss, that when* ever we are to he pulled up that st«ep pitch of a hill to San Pietro in Montorio, whence, by the bye, is one of the finest views of Rome, talce care we have good horses." '* I cannot take any care about the horses," pleaded Mrs. Moss. " I can only say * Ce latte V or ' Latte non 0*6', for your tea. Sir; so you had best arrange now yourself with the coachman." Hiis was accomplished, and they were just re-entering Rome when Mr. Everard complained of headache and (hintness, and was glad, on his return to the pious Locan> da, to rest on the sofa for the remainder of the evening. Mrs. Moss was not alarmed, although she suggested that he might have caught cold by going on so hot a day, for, said she, " In spite of the cloak and the comforter to prevent your feeling it strike a chill inside them build* ings, 'twas impossible not to feel it to the feet and in the breath." The next day Mr. Everard, after a feverish night, sent for the medical friend who had attended him during the winter, and who, from some experience of his constitution and long experience of the climate, was well able to investigate the symptoms of his illness. The only fact which Dr. Granada found it difficult to ascertain was the age of the patient, which now, for the first timo, he seemed anxious to know. Mr. Everard told him ho was " past sixty ;" to which Dr. Granada, bowing, replied "Sicuro !" and repeated the question to Mrs. Moss hi a low tone, in the adjoining room, through the medium of Donna Candida, the kind Spanish lady who spoke £u- ROm Ain> THB ABBXr. SM I were thai again.*' , that when* of a hill to e, is one of have good 8," pleaded ' Latte non rrange now re-entering sadache and ious Locan> the evening. ;gested that t a day, for, amforter to them build' t and in the ■ a feverish ;tended hira 'ience of his te, was well Iness. The to ascertain e first timo, told him ho ring, replied I. Moss hi a medium of } spoke £u> gllsh, and whose knowledge of Italian, a language so •Hied to her own, was suilicient for all useful purposes. Mrs. Moss stated that, " as Mr. Everard had said he was ' past sixty' now going on nine years, he must be near upon his seventieth year." Tlie medical gentleman theii told her that the complaint was, he feared, the gastric fever, and that he had but little hope of recovery. With the prpmise of returning late in the evening, and leavuig his prescription. Dr. Granada withdrew, and the heart- stricken Mrs. Moss returned to the invalid ; and that he might make the proper prepat ation of a person in danger, without becoming too much agitated, she informed him that the Doctor thought he had the Roman fever, but she had " heard tell that them fevers dragged on a long time, whether for life or death, and that, to be sure, he would ehoose whichever God chose for Wm." Mr. Everard made no reply ; but Mrs. Moss perceived by the filling of the veins on his temples that he was aware that she announced his danger, and was much aflected. She therefore began to attract his attention to the menns to be used for his recovery, and in a few minutes ho became quit< calm, and even cheerful. He thought that perhaps Moss, between her attachment to his person and anxiety for his soul, had exa^erated the Doctor's opinion ; nevertheless, he determined to send imntediately for his Father Confessor, and for th»» two EnRlish Religious ladies who had been taken from Albano to Lnrl lia, to attend the death-bed of the pious and much beloved Countess G— , the intimate friend of the rrin- Bosses. The symptoms of danger increased during the two following days, and as the religious fiiend whom Xf rs. Moss most .wished to nonsuit was still absent, she 9M ROME AKR TBI ABBICT. determined, in the evening of the fifth day, whon some alight symptoms of delirium had alarmed her, to send for Mr. Everard's early friend, Lord Elverton. Donna Can- dida, who took the message, brought back word, that had his Lordship been aware his old friend was in danger, he would have made his personal inquiries sooner, and that he hoped to visit the sick-room witlan an hour. As tho appointed time drew near Mrs. Moss and Donna Candida rejoiced the more, as Mr. Everard, who knew nothing of the intended visit, began the more to alarm them by his •ppai'oiil aberration of mind. "We ought, however, to be consoled," said DonnA Candida, " that the sick person's mind wanders on holy things ; and sure enough our blessed Lady and her holy Mother will succour him, he calls on them so often." Mrs. Moss did not reply, for she would not betray hei respected friend's secrets, and she suspected that,notwit)w standing the love and veneration which Mr. Everard bore to the most holy Virgin and to St. Anne, another image than theirs filled his mind. At length his Lordship appeared, and Mrs. Moss, preceding him to the side i^ the sick-bed, informed its restless inmate that Lord Elver ton desired to visit him. She then beckoned his Lordsljip to approach ; but Mr. Everard, who had not attended to hor words, started on seeing him, and exclaimed " Who if this?" " Lord Elverton, Sir," replied Mrs. Moss " Who is Lord Elverton 1" demanded the dying mao^ " Bless me ! don't you know ?" cried she, terrified. •• Why it is the General — General Carrington," "Oh, yes !" said he, " 1 remember now. Come herc^ General." _i ion some ) send for mna Can- , that had anger, he , and that As tho i Candida nothing of ixii by his id Donna re on holy 1 her holy Dften." betray her it,notwith. erard bore ther image Lordship the side ivf rf)rd Elve» is Lordsl)ip attended to led " Who dying man^ i, terrified. I." Come here^ _ fe y' BOIM AXO nu ABBIT. SOT Lord Elverton approached, and took the chair placed Ibr him. " General Carrington," said Mr. Everard, " answer me, Where is Anna-Maria?" " My good friend," said Lord Elverton 8<rflly, "she has long been dead." " Dead !" cried Mr. Everard. « The soul cannot die. "No," returned his Lordship; "that soul, we must trust, is in peace." " How do you know that 1" cried the sick man. " How can you answer for that ! you, who might have made her a Catholic, and did not. Was it because you did not know the truth 1 No ! It was all vile human respect ! Where is she t I say, whore is she 1 Where is the pre- cious soul of Auna-Maria Sinclair 1" Lord Elverton, most suddenly and powerfully moved, arose, and waved Ms hand to Mrs. Moss, who was leaving the room, to close the door of communication. " Everard," said he at length, " you are surely not going to belie your whole life by turning bigot in your last moments X" " General," said Mr. Everard, " I see into both worlds ! I see the brevity of time, and the ' for ever, for ever' of eternity ! I gave you up through this brief time the first love of my heart— you became the husband of Anna- Maria, and the fi^ther of her chUd— I bore it all— but eternity ! eternity l" Lord Elverton spread his handkerchief over his &ce, but this only increased the emotion of Mr. Everard, who then cried, " You have lost her, and would have lost her child, but for tiie extraordinary grace of God ! Where art thou, Anna-Maria 1" " Evemd," said Lord Elverton, " she is safe." 18* Ss08 ROMK AND THE ABBET. "How do I know that?" replied he. "Gin I taK« your word for it ? I now for the first time see the differ^ ence between the hope of human aflTection and the hope of faith. We do Itnow what becomes of Catholtts, whether they are detained in the abode of separate spiritN, or whether they enter immediately into glory, bccauM Boiils have returned from both states to instruct us ; but w' at Protestant ever re-appeared to assure us that his faith had saved him 1" " What I am about to tell you," said Lord Elverton, " I ought perhaps to have imparted to you years ago. Anna died a Catholic !" " How a Catholio ?" inquired Mr. Everard, doubtful of the sense in which this was to be received. "That title is given too loosely !" " You may here receive it," said his Lordship, "in its full and true sense. Anna abjured the errors of Pro- testantism three weeks before her death, on what would have been her death-bed, had not the false strength and spirits attendant on consumption raised her again during three deceptive weeks, full of apparent life to the last." ?' Why did I not hear this before ?" cried Mr. Everard, divided between joy at the fact and anger at its conceal ment. " Ah ! my God ! Carrington, with all your love of secresy, why, being a Catholic, did you fear to own that your wife had died one 1 Oh ! you were not openly one yourself. Very true. And your daughter, your only child, the heiress of all you possessed, had to believe that icr parents were Protestants, and to protest against all they held sacred. Does she now know the truth ? Does that bright Geraldine know that her mother died • Catholic 1 No, dba dow not t I understand it all : you Jli _4 ROUI AND TM ADBIT. 299 ^•vo let too many years glide by— you have missed too many graceful opportunities, you moral coward !" " Everard," said Lord Elverton, " many things— per- haps everything— may be forgiven a dying man. I therefore forgive you that last most offensive epithet. You had to endure much pain from me in early life, anr' I accept that pain returned to me in my old age." " And your daughter," said Mr. Everard. " Why all that hidden policy ? Why did you oblijr*^ hor to renounce her first and only real love, because a foreigner and a Catholic might not aspire to the heiress of Elverton Munor, and next presumptive claimant to the dormant Barony ; a..' then, by secretly marrying that foreigner's sister, undermine the ground beneath her feet, by giving an heir to supplant her ? Why did she not know of these events, so important to you all 1" " Geraidine l«new of these events," eaid his Lordship, "just when they could cause her no pain. She had al- ready renounced all worldly possessions in desire, before she was informed that they were he's no longer. Cmld she have lost them at a better time 1 You reproach me with having refused her to Don Carlos, and given her to De Grey, but you ought to look on me as having been the mere instrument of Divine Providence, in keeping »wo souls apart who had each great destinies to fulfil in the eternal counsels. They might have become each other's idols— they will now become great Saints." " Lord Elverton," said Mr. Everard, " you are a clever man, and a diplomatist as well as a soldier; but you cannot deceive me by this sophistry. Well do I know that you were the instrument for all you have mentioned. Well do I know Uiat God oti over-rule evil fur good— soo ROMR AND THE ABBET. but that is not to prevent you from feeling soitow for the evil of selfish duplicity towards her and towards Don Carlos. Why did you lead her to suppose herself neg- lected and forgotten by him, just at the time when, being already in Italy — ^your second wife privately here also— and the appointment arriving to the Ionian Isles, you wished to proceed to your post, and merely informed Geraldine that circumstances over which you had ho con- trol would prevent your taking her with you. What was to become of a young woman, not four-and twenty, who at that time had received no call to a religious life "i Of course she accepted him whom y«»a hod privately sent for — she accepted Eustace de Grey ; but she had not a heart to give him. This I saw during the short four years of their union ; and I saw that he also p<;rceived and felt it." "And if so," said Lord Elverton, — "if De Grey, in marrying a destined spouse of Heaven, found duty and chaste affection, and mental and spiritual congeniality, together with the satisfaction of having been the ac- cepted suitor, and of uniting two ancient families long bound in friendship, was not that sufficient happiness for Miy man 1" "I think not," said Mr. Everard. "De Grey was often wounded, and I for him, for I loved him very muoh." " Everard," said his Lordship, at length smiling, " you •re happily going amongst the spirits of the just mode perfect, where your over-sensitive feelings will be tried DO more. You will there understand that pure love which is without passion, and will also unravel the mjs> terious skein of life." " Oh, thou man of theory !" cried Mr. Everard ; " thou man twice married to th« earth's best specimens pf "g,"you BOia AND Tax ABBKT. 801 Beauty, to be preaching to me, a single man of inipeacbi able morals, about a passionless and angelical life !" " I am not preaching to you," said Lord Elverton, " I am but defending the designs of God on the heart of my daughter, and assuring you that I am quite contented to ha we been His instrument. If I have to recal and be- wail any imperfection of motive, that, my good Sir, be- longs to the confessional." " Well, 'well !" said Mr. Everard, holding out his hand, vrhich Lord Elverton took with real warmth, " I die in peace with all the world, and more than in peace with you. General : you know m^ heart! Now I wi'.l dwell only on the joy tbat our Anna-Maria has gone on the ancient road, the well-trod, the safe, the sacred road to Heaven !" " And with these happier thoughts I will leave you," ■aid his Lordship ; " for you have been, of course, more agitated by our conversation than your weak state can well bear — ^yet, I hope no harm has been done." And he opened the door of communication between the sick- room and that in which sat the faithful Mrs. Moss, stirring a restorative to be administered the instant she were allowed the opportunity. " Ha !— come in, Moss. Come jere," said Mr. Everard. " It is well, after the excitement of subjects that bristle al) my nerves, to re> pose on those of a soothing and sedative natur^-^ Tbrn are w vantwii Memo in Cornwall aloMi B}' r;v!iletr nourished, and iheltered bjr itona ; But none that I've heard of, and none I can lee, Majr eompen with the evergreen Mon of Bumleigh ! "He will sleep iifter this, I hc' \" whispered hit I<ordj>kip, smiling ; and oi'. Mrs. M % .'. assurance of the eflect tC' be expected, Lord Elverton \c4i the aiok-ropia at his friend. 109 ROIIB ANR TFOC ADBn. CHAPTER XXVffl. Ai in the Mrly morn, tram mountain Tale, The dewr miati obKore the lunny faelfhlf i ■o in thii lower world our eSbrta fail To eatch the whole of Ueaven'i myiterioiu Uckti Mr. Evkrard did sleep several hovirs, »n(l >iiwoke in • calm but very exhausted state. His Rf' yon "vl Confossor came to see him, and advised that be should receive the holy Viaticum that very evening. Ti.3 Reverend Father then closed the door on himself and his penitent, and Mrs. Moss went to acquaint Lilia, the cherished object of Mr. Everard's aflfection, that his d«ith was near. Both Lilia and Lucy were to be present at the sacred rite of that evening ; and notwithstandirtg Mrs. Moss's fears that it would make the sick man very nervous, a temporary altar, with a crucifix, lights, and sacred ornaments were brought in by the pious master of the house and his servants, as a matter not of choice, but of obligation. He also went round to every inmate to give notice that the hidden Saviour would bo borne up the great stwrs at rue •• Ave Maria ;" and accordingly, as the wam5%' )/eU ,^^ il'.-'tiV- ■oundcd, so was every door thrown open, and eo bitant with lighted taper knelt in adoration on the thrc* hold. The usual canopy of white silk was carried by a pious confraternity, bound to accompany the most holy Baorament to the dying ; and the paridi priest was the administrator, attended ly two acolytes. The dyinr; upniiiiiiinpifflnini KOm AKD TBI ABBKT. S0« BMn w&< much afiected, and although he had recognised every beloved person near him he did not speak ; but after receiving Him as his guide and support on the road to Heavtn, who was to form there his everlasting felicity, ho closed his eyes, and all quietly withdrew. The next day he rallied, and entertained himself and Mrs. Moss with conjectures and comments on his imme- Liittely-expected journey mto the next world. " Highly interesting,"' said he— partly soliloquizing, partly ad< dressing his companion — ^ highly interesting to set out from Rome, and still more interesting to meet God face to fiuse in this very room in Rome, here, as I lie — ^within u few hours — ^and to receive in this first interview my personal acceptance, as I humbly trust. I shall see Him in Hid sacred humanity as on Mount Thabor, I conclude, and being out of the body shall be better able to bear the efiiilgence of His glory than did Saint Peter. Highly interesting ! — Moss I' "Here I am, Sir!" ** Yes, of that I am sure. Moss. Take care that you have not to say, as Cardinal Wolsey said of himself and the king, 'Would that I had sened my Grod with half the zeal, &c.' Moss, I am now as dear in my reasoning Acuities as ever I was in my life, and I have a notion that bO it will be to the last moment ; but the manifebUw tion may be impeded by the weakness of the body ; and it is a very remarkable phenomenon that, just when these two old friends, who have loved and quarrelled rU their lives, like myself and the General— just when tiiey are going to part for so long a time, the^y should bodi become to stupid and uadeac.** """•"^ 104 BOMB AMD mx ABBKT, " They are very sorry to part, Sir ; and when one I'* filled with sorrow one has no heart to be clever," sigbtsd poor Mrs. Moss. " That the body should cling to the soul I can conceive," continued Mr. Everard ; " for ill,- perhaps, as the soul may ha\e treated it, yet the prospect for the deserted body until the general resurrection is but a dreary one :— first, there is a humid incrustation ; then there rises a mouldy surfiice ; from the mould is bred the worms ; they, whon they have no more to feed on, die, and all «rumble8 to dust ; therefore the beautifully-organized and pleasure-loving body may well struggle in desperatioK ; but tliat the soul ! — Who is there at the door 1 Let him in, Moss — ^I will receive souls in their bodies as long aa I can." It was the Reverend Confessor, who himself possessed as original a stamp of mind as his penitent. " Well ! what of the soul T said he, smiling. " Why, tbat the soul," continued Mr. Everard, " can so for grieve to leave the body, as to lie hidden within it just before death in that ignoble manner, is a curious fact^ which has always interested me ; and now I have a per- sonal right to dive more into the matter : yet it elude« me 1 I can neither philosophically nor practically disoo- ▼er why, at the very time when the soul is about to •prhig gloriously from the corrupt trammels of the body, ■he should apparently sink, imprisoned and subdued. Here is the mind, the soul, the spirit of Theobald Evfr .-ard, just about to have a private interview with the Creator of Heaven and earth; and yet, fiir from being more immediately fit, by tublime thoughts, ardent nOHK TBS ABBXT. Wtk bien one ii »r," sigbtid conceive," I the soul B deserted kry one :— re rises a e worms ; lie, and all anized and speratioK ; Let him as long aa . "Well! rd, " can BO n within it surious fact, have a per* i it elude* cally disoo* B about to }f the body, i subdued, obald Ev^ vr with the from being urdent «qp)> nt»m8, and heroic abnegations, here he is spending bit* last hours, partly in d|>zn)g, partly in thinking — if such deserve the name of thpught — ^what Moss has* got fur him in that blue cup ! Well, Sir ! what have you to say to this?" •• Why," replied the Reverend Father, " that it is a very good humiliation! for year intellectual pride, to find whitt a poor figure fou cut at the last! Death is a punishment^ and you jwish to find in it only more food for vanity. The sting of death is sin, and that Christ haa destroyed ; so you have a stingless death ; but still you must accept it, with ^1 its humiliating circumstances, aa a temporal punishnient justly due to your sins. You desire, it sebms, toj offer up the sacrifice of life as a homage and adoration which you owe the divine Majesty of God ; but you must further accept the more difiiculc part of self-annihilation before Him. There have been some of these triumphant deaths of intellectual pride :, there have been some of these triumphant deaths of spiritual pride. Of such triumphs beware ! for the soum of those heroes are buried in hell ! Humble yourself rather that you are not dying the truly triumphant death of a martyr or tried confessor of the faith : that you htfvo come into the fold but at the eleventh hour, and then — having accepted- your Lord Jesus Christ, with att Bin conditions, haying reconciled and prepared your Boul by His sacraments — rest humbly in peace, and never mind, or rather rejoice in being humbled by the dozing and the ''tilne oupV •Ah!" said Mr. Everard, "so I will: and tber« waa Bomething I wished which I will mentioa now. It ia m 806 ROHI ARD XHl^ iJIBIT.' this I—I have a great persuasion that I shall manifest my reason to the last : retain it I musi, as the understanding finrms part of the soul. But I may be deceived in this. Perhaps I shall drivel like an idiot, or shatter like a madman ; and i wish, if that be the case, that some one may constantly pray for me. I know that there are pious Confraternities in Rome dei<(ked to prayers for the dying, and I should like them to be engaged from this evening, if you can suggest who are to be my intCN oessorsf ** Yes," said the Reverend Fatheil " I can suggest to you the sons of Saint Camillus of L^Uis, well known to you, doubtless, in the streets of Rome by their crimson cross on the breast and shoulder. They are termed the Ministers of the Sick (Ministri degli Infermi), whose principal church is that of Saint Mai'y Magdalen. You have only to make your wish known to the good master of the house, and he will arrange everything for you im» mediately. But surely you do not wish th" intention of their prayers to be that you may keep up a dignified ap« pearance to the last? Far better that you should ' drivel ' or ' diatter,' if, conscious that you were so doing, you accepted the humiliation. I cannot perceive that you have been much flattered during your life by the incense offered to your wit and learning ; and there* fore I the more exhort you to . forget, during the few hours you have to live, that the universe contains any one but God and your own soul. Th^se good ministers of the sick will not pray, that to the last moment you may enjoy the literary and philosophioa! reputation you may have amongst your friends ; but they will doubUesi .A. BOm A5I> TBS pray for you, as they may just have done by th«» death- bed of some poor artisan, that you may feel all your own sin, weakness, and misery, depending solely on the grace and memy of God." . "In a codicil to my will," said Mr. Everard, "I have left enough to defray the expense of offering frequently the Holy Sacrifice for my soul after death, and of r&- warding the priests who do so. ' The labourer is wor- thy of his hire.' A sum is left to priests in Rome, and also to the priests at Bumleigh, in England, to whom I have been a tolerably good bene&ctor. If they do not piray me soon out of purgatory, I shall get leave to ram- ble a little about my old, long-firequented chapel, and per- haps serve Mass for the priest who neglects me, and give him a start !" " Have you anything to say in confession to the priest who is with you now ?" inquired the Reverend Father, amiling. Mr. Everard, after a little pause, replied, " It is true this may be my last opportunity ; for I feel there is but little life left in me. I cannot receive the holy Viaticum again under ten days, and before that time I shall see Him unveiled who deigned to visit me yesterday. Yet I have a great preparatory blessing still in store — ^there is Extreme Unction ! And this last sacrament, which is at cnce the crowning act of Penance and of Church In- dulgence, remitting venial sins forgotten or unicnown, supplying for defective contrition in confession of mortal sins, and destroying the very roots of evil — this I had believed sufficient, after holy Viaticum, without any more •onfcssion ]" ^^^^1^^ ^am wm ■i w 808 ROME AND mC ABBXT.. "It is svifficient," replied the Reverend Omfesftnr, Then, laying his hand on Mr. Everard'a pulse, he saici, after a few instants, " when do you expect the ntediciU man again 1" Mrs. Moss, looking at the watch, replied, " Within an nour." "Then, I think," said the Reverend Father, "that he will authorize your receiving that holy rite in the course of to-morrow. Do not foil," addressing Mrs. Moss, " to ..-uggest this to him ; for doctors seldom propose any s» crament." "I will do so. Reverend Sir," replied Mrs. Moss; " but we are very 'ritunate in our medical gentleman. Dr. Granada is next to a priest in the case of the soul, as well as being so skilful for the body." "Very well," said the Reverend Confessor; "I will row give our sick friend the blessing, and will then leave him, recommending to him first the ' blue cup,' and then the ' dozing.' " After the departure of the Jesuit Father, Mr. Everard, having quaffed of the prepared beverage, said, "Mrvs<t, have you any good news for me ?" " Yes, Sir," replied she ; " Lady de Grey and the other Nun arrived from Albano half an hour ago, while the Reverend Father was talking ; so I stepped out to them, and after some questions and answers, it was settled they should come to you after your deep." " Very well," said he ; "I will accept the artificial ro. pose to be given roe, and then I will see and speak onoe more with the daughter of Anna-Maria— with the, peiw baps, equally loved Geraldine. TeU her to «xune to me "I wiU BblB AND THI ABSXr. 89t llone ; to come to me as a Sister cS Mercy, in her littie bonnet ; and to bring something to the sick man in her Btriiw basket. Ah, may God bless her !" Here followed a gush of tears, during which Mrs. ll^Ma, colliding in the soporific given, darkened the room, and had soon the comfbrt of ascertaining that her patient wa« peacefully asleep. When the mescal friend arrived he would not permit his patient to be disturbed. He en> tered the room, felt the pnlse, and, when his eyes became accustomed to the obscurity, observed the countenance of the sleeper. Then, after listenuig to the wish of the Confessor, and the details of Mrs. Moss, through theme> dium of Donna Candida, Dr. Granada gave his opinion that the sacrament of the last Anointing should be ad- ministered early in the following day. When Mr. Everard awoke, he sent for Ms expected visitor; and while Sister Agnes remained with Mrs. Moss in the outer room, Geraldine advanced alone to the death-bed of her faithAiI and paternal friend. ** Ha !** eried he, " here you are, just as you prophesied some jears ago, to visit me on my dying bed ! Little did ei* ihar of us think that it would be in Rome ! And now I have the best news to tell you, dearest girl ! Y«u whom I loved before you saw the light ; — ^you, who are to dosw my eyes in death ; child of my only lov^-^my Anni^ MAria — listen ! — ahe died a Catholic T "Yes," replied the daughter, ''all glory and pn^ itid thainksgiving be to our God for ever!" "Yes!" edioed Mr. Everard, surprised; "yoQ Wf ye«.* Did you know it thenr "I have HailcA her tomb," nid Genldiae; "and m iiio ROHK AND TBI ABBIT. •very uetaQ is interesting to us both, I will relate M mr H a» your weak state can bear.*' " Her tomb !" cried Mr. Everard ; " why, her monn* ment is in the Protestant burial-ground." " Yes," returned Gcraldine ; " but that pretty classical eolumn never dared boast that it covered her remains. They lie in the little solitary church of Galora." *' Galora !" cried he. " I know that isolated church beyond the town, aiid amid the rich woods of Laricciit— once a Benedictine, and now a Jesuit station. Is it there ? Tell me all !— The last I heard of you from Lady Elver, ton was, that you had promised to assist at the death-bed of the Countess G., at Lariccia ; that the afflicted sons came at * Ave Maria' to fetch you from Albano — that you were accompanied by two Missionary Fathers of the Precious Blood, and one of their Religious Sisters ; that you were all unavoidably detained, and at last obliged to go in an open vehicle, though by the most splendid moon- light, and through a mile of scenery which in its way can- not be surpassed, you four Religious inside, and the two young Counts on the box with the driver — ^they weeping, and you four uniting aloud in litanies and prayers ; so that you«rere insensible to the beauties around you. I also heard how much you were touched and edified by the filial piety of the sons towards both their parents ;- that you were at the last aided by a perfect Brother of Mercy in Baron B., and that the Countess herself died aa she had lived, an example of Christian &ith, hop<>, and love, having been &voured by some striking and super natural proofs of God's predilection for her. How won- 4erful that thus you should have known Galora!" ** Yea," said she j " it is wonderful as consoling. On so V mourn AND THK ABBKT. ait Ike morning of the second day after our arrival iu Lario* eia, it lieing Sunday, vre found, from the Jesuit Father of Oalora, vho hod come at day-brealc to ascertain the state of our dying fUend, that we could be very well spared by the exempUry lady who was chief nurse, and that if we would accompany him back to his church, he would immediately hear our confessions, say Moss, and give ua holy Communion. We thankfully accppted his propu aal, and followed his footsteps at a short distance, through • half mile of wild and lovely scenery, in the refreshing ooolness of that early September morning. After Mws we remained also for Benediction; and then, full of thankfulness for the blessing both to soul and body, in this unexpected walk to Galora, I went round the freshly beautified church, where the Countess G. was to be in- terred, and in a private comer, by a side altar, read on a small slab let 'nto the pavement, the simple words, * An- na Maria. — R.LP.'* I looked with interest at the name to which so many thoughts and feelings are attached, and then observing the date, a sudden emotion filled lay heart, which began to beat violently. I knelt by the slab^ and as I recalled circumstance after circumstance attehd ing my Mother's death, I began to admit the possibility, then the hope that the name and date were not merely % ooincidence ; and I begged permission, which was granted too, to see the registrar of interments in the vaultH. There I found the fiict, the blessed fact, that my Modiar, having died a Catholic, and her precious soul having aa^ cended to Him she had ever supremely loved, her eartk \f Kotaina were laid in the consecrated vault of Galora.** i •It KaMI AND TRI ABMR; C!HAFi:£R XXDt. IMI m* aotor MM diMM. Or of flotioB'i |iow«r i Mom of thwM I dow mtmm, LUm th« dylag Mur ! Chi the following day, towards evening, the of Eirtreme Unction was administered to the dying mao, who retained the perfect use of his senses and his speech. He perceived with affectionate emotion, that all thoae he loved in Rome surrounded him ; and from time to time, especially while they were awaiting the arrival of tiie parish priest, gave forth his wonted speculations and comments on his own situation ' prospects. " Were I ten j'ears younger," said he, %ht pro6t by the new lease of life so often bestoweu . . ^ indeed, as the sudden recovery after Extreme Unction is miraculous, I do not see why a man of seventy may not equally as the man cf sixty be the object. But the Aimighty seldom works miracles contrary to His own declarations. Seventy years is the assigned age of man, m which to labour and suffer ; and all eternity is given to repose and joy. Oh, what a short span is life ! how senseless the murmuring at its evil*! how senseless the exulting at its plaudits and swv eess. God be mwciful to roe, a annerT Here Mr. Everard closed his eyes, and all remised in reepeetfol silence; but in a few instants he called out, "Moss!" I mm i.M pnii i n dying man, i his speech, all those h» me to time, rival of die ilations and "Were I by the new I the sudden lis, I do not I the man cf Idom works sventy years and suffer ; Oh, what a luring at its lits and soo- remained in toalled out, BOm AND TBI ABBXT. •II •• Here I am, L''r,' was the reply. " M088, I will not be iilligrced out, when I am dead, srith buttons and tassels, and badges of a C!onfratemity ; or put into some third Order, to which, when alive, I have never belonged. All this may piously amuse the last moments of some better souls ; but it does not attract me to be lying peeping out of a hood. I have to give an account to Qod of how I have conducted myself in my brown or blue coat as a private country gentleman of England, and so will I be buried, in the Cemetery of Saint Laurence the Martyr." He then added, " Glorious Martyr ! whose few words have been justly recorded by the Church, while my much and vain-glorious talk will be as justly cast into oblivion. Glorious Martyr! who was deemed worthy to sniFer on a slow fire ; while I am cushioned round about in pity to my weakness ! Won- derful and interesting the subordinate degrees of grace conferred, even on equally &ithftil souls. I shall soon know all. I shall know even as I am known." The parish priests and attendants here entered, and the ■sored rite of the last Anointing commenced. Mr. Everard reoei>?d it with fervent gratitude, joining in the responses, and oocHsionally uttering, in Latin or English, his admiration at the selection and composition of the prayers ; then receiving in joyful silence the Benediction, he dosed his eyes, and all quietly withdrew from the room, but his immediate and faithful attendants, Mrs. Moss and Lucy. Tlie latter remained to be the medium . of communication between Mrs. Moss and those in the House who had promised to be present when the aout should leave the body. In a short time two of the 14- i* » ^ m j i m :i»m^m'»iim'm^i 9 it i.k. < * *i'>v> '-a 'iii:i'-^^->^t~-''^ S14 KOm AHD THB ABBBT. •Ministers; of the Infinn" qidotlj entered, awl, at • further end of the room, commenced the reqncsstcd prayers, being relieved every two bo^rs by others of their Order, Mr. Everard, without «^nmg Ms eyes, smiled bis consciouwiess of their presence, and said, about nine o'clock at nigl>,t, " When any one next comes into the room, who can speak both Ei^lisb and Italian, let them tell those good Fathers to engage the powerful arm o Saint Michael the Archangel against that miscreant Lucifer and Ws aubtle tactics, for the last struggle for my soul is nigh at hand." The good woman, on hearing this, sent Ijicy instantly to fetch Lady deOrey and her Religious lister, with Lilit; and they, perceiving as they softly entered tixat death might be each instant expected, de- spatched Lucy a second time, now to inform the two young Sinclaiis, who were awaiting the snmmons in Lord ElvertonV, private study. His Lordship ascended with them, and found his daughter kneeling on oiie aide of the pillow, the two Religious Priests on the other, and Sister Agnes and Lilia lighting blewwd candles and sprinkling holy water. « Ha!" cried the dying man, " tell it to all— the devil is no poetical fiction— ^lo mere symbolical term for evil- no vapour of German mysticism. He is in tius very room!" This was repeated to the senior priest, who replied quietly, " Of course he is, but what care we !" Then dsing, and taking the holy water from Sister Agnes, he sprinkled it more fully tver and around the dying man, than threw the whole contents of the saucer into one part of the room, repeating ihe Church exorciums agwnst our '^iii-. BOHX AKD nut ABBKT. S15 arvl, St • requested ers of their res, smiled about nine » into the I, let them ful arm o «nt Lucifer my soul is ; this, sent r Religious they softly de-' m the two ons in Lord ;ended with I (tide of the , and Sister i sprinkling 1 — ^the devil tn for evil— in titis very who replied re!" Then r Agnes, he dying man, ito one part I agunst our adversary the devil, who like a roaring lion' h^' come to seiie and devour the parting aoul. For a few minutes the dying man experienced and evidenced the uneasiness which may be perceived, more or less, in every dying person p^ist the age of childhood. But at length he ■gain spoke distinctly, though more feebly, " The devil presents Iiimself, ta give me my last choice of some evil : tae evil of preisumption, the evil of indifference, or the evil of despair. But he cannot outwardly harm the dying Catholic in his bed, for he cannot touch what the Church has blessed — ^he cannot touch the sacred chrism, nor the holy water, nor venture within the radii of the blessed candle. And for the soul — he cannot touch her, if puri- fied froin sin, either by Baptismal Grace preserved, or the Grace of Penance duly received. He can only &8ten on mortal sin, which, dwelling in the soul, presents the fatal handle hy which the demon grasps and secures her for ever. Thanks be to my Divine Redeemer, m mortal sin dwells in me !" The zealous Religious by Mr. Everard's pillow bent his ear *o Lord Elverton's whispered interpretation of these words, with which he appeared much pleased ; and began, with his companion, to invoke the angels, arch angels, and all the heavenly host, to guard and conduct the soul. Mr. Everard stUl heard, and understood per- fectly ; and whenever he appeared inclined to speak the Religious Mfaiisters of the Sick paused, and all eagerly bent the ear, for his voice was now very weak, and his sight appeared impaired. He grasped, and often kissed the crucifix, bkssed f'r the hour of death by the Pope •t his late intervic '^ ar ' also one of the biased rosaries mmmtf*VSWiimtl0Ugm tie BOUB AND TSK ABBKT. n ;;;;; fh 1 I! irliich he Iiod brought from Loretto, uttering beaitifbl Aspirations of faith, contrition, gratitude, hope, and love, llien he said louder, and with efibrt, " If it be granted to me, I ' "\ still be useful to you all, whom I love !" Then after another pause, he said, " Geraldine, have ycu any message for yc other !" Hie Religious re^ ;d in a low but distinct voice, " Tell her that my prayers for her precious soul have never ceased — tell her of my joy that she died purified and strengthened by all the Sacraments of the Churclt— teli her to pray constantly for my spiritual necessitieti." " I will," said he : then added, " Do not wait till I am quite dead to close my eyes ; close them while I am oonscious. Hold up something before my eyes." Tlie Religious held up a small crucifix, telling him she did so. '* I cannot see it," said he ; " close my eyes." The Religious, rising and bending over her dying friend, obeyed his wishes, while Lord Elverton explained to the astonished EcclosiFstios that such was thb dying men's own request. Mr. Everard then said, "It is MOthing, and full of hope, to hear the bells of Rome •ounding, in solemn sweetness, my departing knell !" Those around the death-bed looked at each other, and the Reverend Mr. Terrison, who had just entered the room, advanced, bent over him, and said, " The bells you hear, my dear Sir, are rung by angels. Hie demons are dispersed — ^fear them no more. Prepare now to meet your God ! You have closed your eyes on all earthly objects ; let your ears also be turned from earth. Follow me now in these ejaculations, with your heart, if not with four lips . — ' Now, Lotd, acoording to thy good wlH, ^^^^^ BOU ARD TKB ABBXT. Sl» Aow mercy to me : command my soul to be received to peace, for Thou hast redeemed me, O God of trutU LOTd Jesus, let those sweet words sound in my ears, This day thou shalt be with me in Paradise.' Receive me, my crucified Jesus, into thy loving arms, which for rae were stretched forth on tlie cross : receive me into those embraces of thy infinite charity, and draw my soul to Thee: receive me, O Jesus, in thy mercy—receive my soul in peace." The dying man followed these slowly pronounced words in a fiunt voice ; then resting on the precious name of * salvation,' he uttered it three times ; then spoke no more ; and the two Religious Ministers of the Infirm commenced the Church prayers and litanies for the part- ing soul, during which Geraldine and Mr. Terrison ex- changed looks, and she softly redosed the eyes, which had partially opened in ^eath. In the evening following Mr. Everard's happy transit, the Reverend Mr. Terrison visited the Religious ladies in their reception-room, and was welcomed with more than usual eagerness by the tearful LUia, who began now more than at first to feel her great bereavement ; and she also had some questions to ask on that all-engrossing subject of the soul's passage from time to eternity—" to wnich," said she, « Reverend Mother promised to endea. ▼our to reply, should you not come to see us, either to^ay or to-morrow. But, thank God ! Reverend Sir, here you are to cheer and controle us." « And what are thcbe questions, Sister Lilia 1" said he "First," repUed LUia, "I wish, to know whether the' Oiuroh considers the protection of the angol guardian to ii w > i m i ii i 8^8 sous AND THE ABBXT. be ihihifficient daring the hours of darkjess, and in *^ hour of death, againsi the evil spirit and his legion ? And whether it yras on that aucount th<tt the senior Priest of Saint Camillus of Lellis dashed the holy water in that 'part of the room towards which dear Mr. Everard looked so anxiously. The guardian angel never leaves a snul, except when deiilied by mortal sin. Why, then, did not Mr. Everard's angel drive away that devil 1" " Remember," replied Mr. Terrison, "our free choice of good and evil to the last moment of our mortal life, ttemember that Almighty 6od permits the devil to Approach and teinpt us, as he approached and tempted Sesiia Ciaiat our Liord ; and reflect that as the guardian iiitgel has no will but the will of God, so he also permits the approach and the temptation of the deviL" ** I understand this," said Lilia, " and I can also under- stand that, were Satan to approach as an angel of light, his visible appearance would be a temptation ; but it was Certain liitst night that his appeiurance to the dying person was iio't seductive, but terrific, for our beloved old friend gksped and stared with horror, till, on the priest^s throw- ing the holy water, W exclaimed ' Thanks be to God !' " "Your brother Frederick," sai^ Mr. Terrison, "has been telliil^ tne that, previous to the actual appearance Jiat so alarmed the dying man, he desired prayers against tlie three temptations of presumption, indifference, and despair. These two first spiritual temptations he over- oanie, and the appearance of the evil one must have been bi anger and revenge, to torment him by terror into de- spair. This is < onstantly the case." " j^ad if," said LiUk> " ths devfl came in rage and spite^ ROMS AND TBI ABBBT. wh} was u the holy w«ter, and dot the angel, that ijent hunaway}" " We oaanot tell," replied Mr. Terrison, " how oftea the devil may have uetn ciiased away by the guardian angel, because theoonstant protection of our angels is in visible, and known only by faith. When the devil be- came visible to the dying peraoa, the priest had immo- diate recourse to the moans which the Church has ap- pointed, bec&use it was evident God then intended tha^ (he adversary sh<Hild be rejected by the fvee wall of man. When we throw the holy water, or light the blessed can- dle against. the powers of darkness, we do so by our free will ; and those sublime and prolonged prayers and es- orcisms, and benedictions given to the holy water, whidi all have not the power to repeat, nor even time, in mq- ments of distress and terror, are all oonoentrated and brought to bear dgainst our enemy, in the pure element which Qirist first saoramentalized when he descended in- to the river of Jordan." > ** And now tell me," said Lilis, whether in the last fltrfi^le ^r the possession of a soul, the devil leads on such a troop of &llen angels as would be an overmatch for the one single guardian angel without the aid of the arclmngel Michael ?'' " We might say that it would be impossible," replied Mr Terrison, " for even the whole troop of hell to ovor- ootiie one single angel confirmed in grace, because the de\il can only act by the permission of God; and He who snid to the mighty ocean, 'Thus &r shalt thou oonie and no further, aril here shall thy proud waves bb ■tiud,' thus restrains the evil power of His enemy, a»4 ■■■i ^■^^ " Wi W» MO ROilX Ain> THK ABBET. pennits not that his faithful angels should bo worsted. We are warranted in believing that Satan does bring hia whole force into action when the soul leaves the bod^' ; but, thanks be to God ! we also know that he and all his fiends tremble and take flight before their conquerors, Saint Michael and the Heavenly Host." "And now for my last question, and the one which in< teresta me so much," said Lilia. " Why did you speak so confidently. Reverend Sir, to the dying person respect- ing the bells he heard, and which he mistook for the church bells of Rome 1 Why were you so certain that they were rung by angels 1 As Satan can transform himself into an angel of light, can he not imitate holy sounds V* "Yes, he can," replied Mr. Terrison, " and I can tell you some histories about that which have fUlen under my own observation. I will also tell you some day why I knew that the sound of bells, conveyed to the ear of Mr. Everard alone, was an intimation fh>m angels that the devils were put to flight." " Some day !" exclaimed Lilia. " Why not to^lay, when our thoughts and feelings are more especially in the unseen world? Why not to-day, when your pre- sence and conversation are such a solace ?" " We shall all join in this last question," said the se- nior Religious, "and for the same reason; therefore we hope you will remain here to have your tea ; and per- haps you will prevail on Mrs. Moss to leave the honour- ed remains of our friend during the next hour, as the Re> Iigk}us Confhttemity are in exact attendance 1" " I will go and fetch her," said Mr Terrison. "I will WM nom AHD TBI ABBir. 881 jmt her on her obedience to come and sit with me here a little while. I suppose the mention of a ' cup of tea' will arouse some fresh grief; but she has a good strong mind, and is quite reconciled to her bereavement, which she may well feel is the great gain of him she loved better than herself." " And may I, Reverend Muthew, fetch Sister Agnes V* said Lilia, "to hear Mr. Terrison's histories of angelio beUsI" " Certainly," replied the Religious, " not only Sister Agnes, but Lucy may be present" In ten minutes from that time the little party were as. •embled on each side of the grating, and the Revennd Ifr. Terrisixi thus begao :— a^Mmmfmmmmm m •',.:.njs AND THI ABbiilr. CHAPTER XXZ. '1 ^■" Th« north windi howl. And iplriti Kiowl, And phuMocM tlM ft«m hoUi In looa nddnlght, A &«tAiI light, TiU Mgeli Mond thtir boU. *4 atvi 70U dl fair notice," said Mr. Torrison, " that I intend to elude any pioua curiosity respecting perscnui and localities in the history I am about to give you, be- cause, were ! to mention but one circumstance that would lead you (o know the rest, I should consider it a breach of confidence towards the parties concerned in ray nar- rative. I will, therefore, place my scene in North Wales, where it did not occur, and now begin the his- tory-." At this moment a tap was heard at the outer parlour door, and while Lilia exchumed, " Oh, how very unkind of any one to interrupt us !" Lucy, who opened it, ex< changed a few whispered questions and replies, and then led m Miss Graham, who, getting a chair for herself, and pressing the hand of Mrs. Moss, intreated Mr. Terrison to continue his narrative, and poured herself out some tea. « WeU," said Mr. Terrison, " I will do so, merely re- capitulating my pre&ce, that the supernatural fact8 are to be strictly stated, and, fh>m delicacy to living bene ftotors, persons and localities ar? 1 1 be concealed. Aboi t ten years ago I was entrusted by my Bishop with both W: BOin A8D TBS ABBKT. 82t Ipirilual ani temporal charn^ of three nuns, who were ■ent from their parent convent to make a new founda* tion of their Order in a deserted old castle in North Wales. They were three rational, experienced, middle* aged wouien, who said many devout prayers all the jow* ney, with every pious intention possible but that of pro» teodon from the sensible attacks of the devil and hit crew, which never occurred to them. Well, wo arrived safely, aid found that part of the vast building was in- habited by the. confidential fiirmer and agent of the be- nefactor, and one or two forming men. This was good as a protection, and every sound that was heard over the desolate old castle was supposed to be from these quiet men, who, however, were carefully barred out of the Nuns' quarters, and with whom they held no communi- cation. After the little stir and fatigue of the first month, these three good souls, whom I will call Sisters A. B. and C.— " "Oh! Reverend Sir," cried Lilia, "let them ^lave names. Let them be Sisters Angela, Beatrice, and Ca>- milhi.'' " With all my heart," said Mr. Terrison. "Theae three good souls lud settled as peacefully into their life, which was silent and contemplative, as if they had been in the place for years, and many little diflSculties, which had caused anxiety in the oommeneement, had been over- come, when I received the confidence of the two seniors, first in the confessional, then, by my desire, in open con- rersaUon. The jenior, • Mother Angela,' as I am to call hor, informed me that she was awak«ned every night by a rap on the small table which stood near her bed, which ■Vva^WMM 334 RUMB AND TUI ABBKT. 3Mv. fir. was accompanied by a great sensation of terror, and asked permission both to bum a light and open a door which led into the room of Sister Beatrice. I granted both re- quests. But the same day, or soon afVer, Sister Beatrice asked permission to change her room, which was near the village, to one in the more solitary part of the castle, ibr that she was totally deprived of sleep by the drunken brawls under her very w-indows. I discouraged her ro> moval from the vicinity of her Sisters, told her t< pisay for the drunken men, and that she must open her door into Mother Angela's room^-culls we could not yet call them, the sulMlivision not having been made. Those rooms were vast, and desolate from want of furniture ; every sound made an echo. Tlie next confidential inti> mation was that, not content with letting some great surly dog into the rooms through some secret doo", which ani- mal growled even under their beds, the adverse people on the premises fired off pistols and guns into their very aleoping-rooms. Just after hearing these symptoms ot great ill-will on the part of our, so called, neighbours, I met, as I frequently did, the good fiirmer on the road to the village, and he volunteered to congratulate himself his ikmily, and the neighbourhood, on the arrival of the Religious Ladies, saying that there was but one feeling respecting them, and that the villagers all felt that their prayers would work a more especial blessing to the place, as the castle was known to be haunted. That night Sister Beatrice, being already awake, heard Mother Angela send forth the most piteous moans, ati 'Jhe in- stant after heard in the centre of Mother Angela's room the growling and snarls of an immense and enraged dog. Biater Beatrice, all courage and generosity, fiew to* Mo ;in^ I iiiWi ROMS AND TBI ABBKT. 9U uid asked lor which I both ro- Beutrice was near be castlo, drunkeo d her ro rU pi»7 her door t yet call These iimiture ; ntial inti- 'eat surly rhich ani« le people lioir very >tom8 ot ibours, I 3 road to himself al of the e feeling hat their I to the 1. That Mother 'Jie in* 's room (ed dog. to' Mo ther Angela's rescue, and found her alone and agitated by great terror. She would not at first relate the cause, but afterwards told Sister Beatrice that after waking in unknown apprehensions, having dropped asleep again, aha beheld and beard a door which led from the kitchen, be> injj; forced open, and a female crawling towards her on Ler hands and knees, or rather on her Mrrists and knees <— the hands being turned and the fingers elongated be- yond nature. She felt that she beheld a damned soul, and, starting up, was repulsing her with tlie words, ♦ Oh, Mary, conceived without sin,' when she awoke, to hear Sister Beatrice express her surprise and joy that she was not found (truggling with a great dog. The following day, or soon after, a female voice over Sister Beatrice's head uttered the word ' Misery.' The next night Mo- ther Angela sat in an arm-chair by Sister Beatrice's bed- side : till twelve o'clock having passed as thoy thought an hour, for the old watch was just that hour too fiist, they blessed God for the prospect of a quiet night ; and Mo- ther Angela thought she would take a good sleep, when Sister Beatrice said, ' 1 only regret, dear Mother, thnt those drunken brawlers are now coming towards us, aiul if they affect you as they do me, you will be totally de- prived of rest. Yes, here they are, under, and even climbed up to the windows !' " " ' I hear nothing,' said Mother Angela. " • You hear nothing !' exclaimed Sister Beatrice, 'when they are shouting and yelling into the very window !' " ' They are not drunken men, they are devils !' said Mother Angela, while Sister Beatrice nearly fainted; • We cannot pray for them — ^we must pray against them, invoking our blessed Lady, the Angels, and Saints.* 128 ROMC AND rum ABBKT. "Accordingly the two nuns prayed in li. loud roirfl^ ivkUo the herd ol* devils yelled, shouted, screamed, shook the outer wall and window, and threatened at each instant to burst into the room — Mother Angela, who had the loud- est voice, following the directions of Sister Beatrice, who •lone heard them on tliat night ; for had both heard the infuriated mob they would still have passed rash judg- ment on the poor villagers, who were quietly in their beds. The devils were particulaily furious at the re* ciution of the Creed, and at that part of the Litany of Jesus which says ' From all sin — from Thy wrath — from the snares of the devil — from the spirit of im- purity — fh>m everlastuig death. Lord Jesus, deliver us.' Thus did the two parties keep up through that night, with but short intervals, till the daybreak bell of ' Angelus Domini,' which dispersed the enemy. . " In the following night Mother Angela heard the in- fernal troop, and felt convinced that she had not heard them the night before in order that both she and Sister Beatrice might know them to be what they were. Thif second night they both heard, for the first time, a bell, high in the air, but distinctly suundmg with sonorous sweetness, which drove away the demons; and firom that time the devils attacked, and the bell repulsed theau with various changes in the hour and mode of altoclc, till one night Sister Beatrice, falling asleep, saw the same woman advancing in an upright posture, with the sam« distorted hands placed conspicuously before her ; and, awaking, beheld a long flame moving rapidly to and fh> without changing its upright posture, and feeling assured that she saw a lost soul, she fled 'n tenor to Mother Angela, whom she found aw ve ana .. . ..iblirg ftom ths KOUB AMD TBI ABBir. iounds of that nocturnal monster. About tWi Ubm Bister Camilla, who liud not been previously terrified, ))ecame a sharer in the cross of her Religious Sisters. She was very musical, l^»d was at first pursued by di*. oordant sounds on a bad instrument, and the chirping of birds ; then by a sound between a pig apd a calf, and cracking a whip— but to return for the present to the angolio bell. It sometimes sounded as a warning in the same sweet tome, and in a short time we had the infernal crew at the windows and doors, sometimes to the num- ber of three hundred, one crowding on the back of ano- ther, mostly men, but also many women, screaming, quarrelling, taunting, mucking, and even laughing—Oh, how horrible was that laugh I They also made the sounds of dogs and cats and serpents. One, clear moon- light night, Mother Angela took courage to look out, but could not see this multitude. Sister Beatrice had some- times seen specimens of these devils and lost souls, ifi, large birds with human faces, difierent sorts of shadowft Itnd flames. Every evening before the night-prayer^ they went round their part of the premises, one holdinji a large blessed crucifix, another the lamp, and on^ of them the holy water, with which they marked each door an^ window, saying, ' The cross and seal of Jesus be^ tween us and all the pow^ of darkness !' or sometimefi saying, 'Betwe^ us and all that's evil!' This dqie,^ ^aoh surrounded herself with blessed and holy emblemi) and relics, firom which she received immediate tokens of warning or encouragement Mother Angela had hung the beads of the seven dolours of our Lady on a ntul ii^ her window-shutter, and these beads either waved to wd (to, or sounded before the evil spirits approached. She 828 SOltl AND THB ABBET. had lent a little bell, blessed at Loretto, to Sisttf Beatrice, and this sweet-toned little bel'. would ring h} an invisible angelic hand to console her in the night, and doubtless to scare away some near demon. It was Seldom that Sister Beatrice fled to her two Religious Sisters, who now slept in the same large room divided into cells, with a passage between them which led into her roora. She had r-eat courage for herself, but, at the least sound of distress from one of them, she was at her bedside in an instant. She removed, at their entreaties, duriiijj a few nights to the end of Mother Angela's long cell, but soon begged to return to her solitude, although the devils shook and rocked the bed under her, she beteg armed with fervent prayor, and the various tokens of heavenly protection blessed by the Church. " Sister Camilla made some remarks at that time, which have remained on my mind, and which 1 will give to you. ' I was often accused,' said she, ' when living iu the world, of morbid sensibility, because I abhorred ma- licious pleasantry and practical jokes ; and now I feel more than ever assured that it was by the spirit of God that I abhorred all that, which I now find to belonj to devils, and which they vent upon me, because of my ut- ter aversion, from rude pranks,' Sister Camilla then gave me a list of the annoyances which these imps prac tised, and which would have been laughable enough as boyish pranks, but inspired disgust and terror when known to come from the enemies of God. Still more did the horrible sound of scoffing, taunting, and upbraid- ing convey to the mind the restless malice of sin, and loss of charity for ever : and with still greater zeal did these three solitary handmaids of God ouMvate towardi I jl noUt Aim. THE ABBET. 829 aaoh other the loving fruits of the Spirit— lovo, \oy peace, long-auffering, gentleness, goodness, patience ; and like the tliree holy children, did they bless and trust Almighty God, in the furnace of this new and prolonged trial." Mr. Terrison here paused; and his eager listeners commenced their comments and their questions; the most important of which was, " Why he had not had recourse to the exorcisms of the Church, in order to expel the devils from the castle and premises V " I did both bless anu exorcise," roplied he, « from the hooka in my possession : but these e-^iorcisms were not exactly intended for the case in question, and I set off across the mountains in quest of an <dd Saint, as I knew him to be, who had been given, like Saint Anthony the Hermit, great power over the demoni^ as they had themselves conlessed. He came back with me to the castle, after the three Nuns had endured a tremendous onset, as they had expected, during my absence. Thay had also experienced an annoyance from the very first which I had forgotten lo menti .. This was, the imita- tion of each other's voices, especially that of Mother Angela, who was supposed to call ' Sister,' and if Sister Beatrice delayed, to add, ' come, my dear— qMick, quicl( !' which gave Sister Beatrice many a useless trip. Mother Angola also, whenever they said their offine, eii«h in pri- vate, was in tho habit of singing the different anth.'ms and hymns before her own little oratory, but made no rule of doing thus, and often read them in a low tone in- stead. These devils imitated her voice and the old chant so exactly, that her sisters supposed her to be singing when she was not ; and even dared to imitate tho tune ■■ lit I ^^ ..^i j pdl A ' * '" ■**- SJO BOMK ARO THE AB3KT. ■,l'.: . *♦ of the Siicrainentitl Hymns. When the trick was dis* covered, the Nuns were filled with bon'or ; but I com- Ibrted them by the assurance that devils could not pro- nounce the sacred words, and bade Mother Angela sing •way an usual, nay, more than usual, in reparation of the insult offered to the Majesty of God. The aim of these miscreants was to terrify and disgust the three Religious foundresses from awai(:ing the ai'rival of others of tlieir former Community, who, with new Postulants, were to arrive in the spring. We were now in the month oi Qctober, with fine clear weather from noon till sun- set ; but with heavy fogs in the morning, and chilly evenings, with a uolth wind that howled wonderfully tc us all, and to Sister Beatrice, who hear supematurally, was full of fiendish voices. These three servants of God were quite aware of the secret artifices of him whose sad notoriety is to be chief against God, wd whose subordi* Date captains, or slave-drivers, audibly lashed on their victims to persecute the aspirants to Heaven. They persevered in their solitude by night as by day, until, finding the health of two of them injured by the super- human exertions they made to brave the infernal spirits hi silence, I bade them accept the consolation and sup- port which human nature finds in its ov^n kind ; and they spoke or went to each other whenever they absolutely required the solace of uniting together in prayer — tor the rooms were immei:iely lofty, the divisions of the cells only seven feet high, and they could hear even a sigh or whisper, the one of the other. Thus I had left them, ■nd during my absence- the devil, not content to threw ■hadows ou the walls of the cells, of a tall man and of three females, at eepante timea^ whose lost souls were k was dis- lut I com* 1 not pro- ngela sing ition of the n of theso I Religious ra of tlieir 8, were to month of a till sun- and chilly derftilly tc maturally, otsofGod whose sad e Bubordi* i on dieir en. They day, until, the super* ■nal spirits and siip- ; and the>' absolutely sr — ^for the the cells en a sigh leil them, to threw an and of louli wer* ■^ ROm AKD TBI ABBKT. an •opposed to haunt the castle, but actually caused flames to dart from the wall which divided the cells of Mother Angela and Sister Beatrice, wlilch were seen by the former during the night, and by the latter in broad day- light The howling and infernal altercations which were at first only at the windows, were now within the castle; and the Nuns scarcely dared take the solace of mention- ing to each other what each had heard or witnessed ; be* cause, as they were invisibly watched, advantage was taken by the fiends to further terrify and disturb them. On the arrival of the good old missionary priest at the little inn in the village, we found that he preferred re* maining th^re at night to occupying the room prepared in the castle. The following morning, after we had both offered the holy sacrifice in the chapel, or rather church once attached to the castle, we took our breakfiist to* l^ether m my rooms, and he told me that in the night he was awakened by a piercing thrust into his tongue of such acute pain that he could scarcely believe that no instrument had touched'him, and that this acute thouga momentary sufiering had been produced on the nerves hy the malicious power of the devil. ' Nor was this all,* added he, ' for, while reading this morning in :iny room, awaiting the church-bell, so violent an earthquake, sc it ■e«ued, shook me and every thuig in the room, that having placed one foot on the other knee supporting a large book, I was obliged to plant both feet firmly on the ground to prevent falluig, and watched the table near me, expecting that everything on it would be shaken on the floor. So,' said he, smiling, * if the enemy treats me in this way at the inn, what would he have dime had (slept in the castle t"* • mmmmmmm wmm tst ROUC AKD THK ABBST. CHAPTER XXXI. Who my Jodge (iiKelio miulovi Or demoniac art t Who dare call it •■pontiUaa, Oodt troth to impwtt DuBiso the first part of the Reverend Mr. Ten!«m' narrative Mrs. Moss, nearly blinded by her tears, had been keeping his various cups of tea ready for him, and had lost or confused much of the history, which Miss Graham promised to recapitulate to her : but Mr. Terrison, having refreshed himself, i(ow recommenced, and, like the rest of his auditors. Mm. Moss could not but listen with interest, ifter ejaculating, « Oh, why did k» never hear 't all who would have made such wise and learned comment! !" " Hitherto," said Mr. Terrison, " there had been oir- cumstances of importance mentioned to me solely m the confessional, which I thought our experienced old priest ought to know, but which I had forgotten to ask permi* sion to state to him ; and for that reason, before we pro- ceeded to the exorcisms, I took him to visit the three Nuns, and obtained their leave to mention to him, in their presence, the various supernatural fkvours received moet abundantly at that time, some of which appeared to l»e in immediate connection with the trial they had to endurev and of which I have at present recorded only the belU We proceeded to the parlour of the Nuns, a jd they hav- )101I> Xm TBI ABBIT. 838 Tenr«m' tears, had : faim, and hich Miss .Terrison, and, like but listen he never d learned been oir> ily in the >Id priest I permi» e wepro- the three I, in theit r'ed muet to tie in endure^ he bell% hey hav- 4ig given fiill leave , I informed Father John, that from the high altar of tL? church which fronted their choir, and from the altar of th? rosary on the south side of the church, Sister Beatrice had (luring the past three months beheld in succession our blessed Lady, once holding up to view the Divine In&nt, who smUed on Sister Beatrice — «t other times holding a cross, varying in site ar^ brilliancy — Saint Catherine of Sienna, who generally held a white banner, on which was a brilliant cross— Saint Teresa, holding in one hand a beautiful little girl, pro- bably Sister Beatrice's sister who died at five years of age, and in the other a cross, the stem of which became immensely long— Saint Dominiclc — Saint John of the Cross ; — ^while at that time, from the high altar, departed priests in glory, who often mingled with the real cele- brants on the great festivals, blessed the Nuns, especially Mother Angela, who, however, never saw them : they were beheld solely by Sister Beatrice. / <ter this, as the persecution of the devils became more open and conti- nued, the heavenly communications were also more abundant, until the not beholding each day some tokou of warning or encouragement was a rarity. The pairtiug at the high altar was of the Assumption of the Blessed Virgin Mary, who, supported by the Archangels Michael and Gabriel, and surrounded by other angels, occupied the upper pai-t of the picture : the lower part was filed by the eleven Apostles, gazing on the vacated tomb </ ths blessed Virgin ; Saint Peter and Saint John being the most conspicuous in the foreground. A small brilliant cross appeared on the back of Saint Peter's neck, and a large cross in the group of the Apostles; but every other .««nii 334 ROm Airo THC ABBCr. sign was given from that time in the upper part of the painting : it would be impossible to record them a!!. The principal were the cross on the shoulder of the Arch- angel Michael, sometimes changing to, or being also on his head ; at which times the representation on the canvi^ss was obscured by the brilliancy of a real angel ; — an anchor, a sword, a cross-bow and arrows, imiomerable Migels with palms. Bishops' mitres, the benignant and joy All countenances of different departed friends and re- ligious in glory — the chief of these departed friends, who was a dignitary high in the Church, holding also a cross. But the most emphatic emblem was a crucifix, or some- times a plain cross, with cordage hanging from 1;he arms of the cross. When I finished my detail of these super- natural intimations from the altar. Father John said to the Nuns, * My dear Sisters in Christ, had I known all this, I should not have started on my journey. This trial is not only permitted, but willed by God ; and until you can write or send me word of other tokens than those now mentioned, I could not venture to begin the exorcisms. You must generously consent to be tied by cords to this cross, knowing well that He who is for you is greater than he who is against you. But as I have arranged to remained here till to-morro ir, I will return this evening and conduct your meditation, suggesting such motives for consolation as I may be inspired by God to deliver to you.' This he did ; and the Nuns consentad to endure the trial, uid no longer to expect relief firom the Church. Father John left us, and the exultation of the devils was manifested both by the sublime and the ridiculous, as his parting ferewell and blessing was m> SOliC Am TBI ABBKY. S85 irt of tbe all. The iie Arciv ig also on lecfuivi^s igel ;— on jmerable ;nant aud U and re- snds, who o a cross, or some- the arms ise super* \m said to known all ey. This and until cens thui begin the e tied by is for you as I have lU return sting such y God to sonsented ief Arom tation of e and the K was My eompauiei by the rolling of thunder and the braying of on ass in the next room, into which it is scarcely nec(«- aary to mention neither thunder nor an ass liad actuahy entiered. In about a fortnight, however, Mother Angela wrote to the Bishop, giving all her confidence to his Lordship, and in consequence of an intimation of the divine will, asking permission to have the exorcisms piri- vately made within the castle by Father John. Tlie Bishop replied in a most patenuil manner, giving the required permission, and comforting the poor Nuns by proniise of prayers, with exhorttition to be of good courage. The Bishop's letter, with Mother Angela's fresh accounts, were sent to Father John ; and it would seem that they agreed with some revelation to himself^ for he no longer refused, but came provided to use the arms of tba Church against the enemy." "Oh, I am so delighted!" exclaimed Lilia; "howl should have enjoyed being present to witness the power of the Church against the power of darlcness." ** Were the Nuns present. Sir ?" inquired Sister Agnes. " Yes, they were," said Mr. Terrison, " and the pious women who acted is Lay Sisters, and had latterly shared in' th-ir afllictibn. The place selected was the chamber oi Sister Beatrice, in which the nocturnal persecutions had increased to the greatest audacity. l%e Nuns had all three inclined to the belief that lost souls surroimded them ; this was not the belief of Father John, who con- cluded, tr^m all their replies to his questiotis, that tha demons took human forms." " Now, why did Father John so dedde t" said S'lter Aipies. gBvasasESSu SS8 MWa AKD THE ADBKT. "Becauie,** replied Mr. Terriaon, "having luywif thought, with the Nuns, that former inhabitants of the castle haunted the place, 1 desired Mother Angela to question them •( midnight thus, ' Id the name of th« adorable Trinity, I forbid you to injure me : in the namt of the adorable Trinity, I command you to tell me wht you are : in the name of the adorable Trinity, I commani you to tell me whut you want* This she did very solemnly at three intervals, but receiving no answer, I concludai as I have told you ; for the reappearance of the dead is by the sole power of God, for warning or encouragement of the living ; and when commanded in His name to speak, they are forced to obey. Hie phantoms, therefore, which multiplied in every variety around these servants of God, were caubed solely by the malice of the devil ; and the 8&me may be said of the voices, one of which in broad Scc'tch uttered the worldly name of Mother Angela ; and likewiue of the animals, barking, snarling, and hissing, and the horrible stench of brimstone and sulphur, which wss the last novelty in their list of per8ecuti<^>ns." "J should like very mudi to know, if I luay," asii. LUia, " what it was that melted Father John's heart, and ma<le him consent to the exorcisms. I suppose it was some direct intimation from Heaven that God was more merciful than himself to the poor Nuns T "And can you remember. Sir," said Sister Agnes, "all the prayers and formulary of exorcising those evi] ■pirits ?" " I will some day read to you," replied Mi. Terrison, " the principal abjurations which are <?iclaratory of the awful and supieme power of our Lord Jesus Clhrist over !!'_;■ KOMI AMD THS ABBIT. M» tfio devil, and which in His name, at which all things must bow — within, above, and below the earth, forbid that His servants shall suffer any infernal persecution. Father John performed the whole formulary directed by the Church, with entire faith that these spiritual arms would put to flight the enemy : and accordingly we after- wards rendered thanks to God that the infernal crew, although still heard without the castle, were banished Um •nolosure of the Nuns." " I have often heard my lamented friend, Mr. Everard, say," observed Mrs. Moss, "that the Protestants of Germany were the only body, separated from the Qiuroh, that had retained the truth of the active persecution and malicious acts of the devils towards Oiristians ; but he nsed to say that, because they had renounced the Catholio truth of the active agency of angels and blessed spirits, they h \d only a gloomy and terrific belief, despoiled oi ■11 oonsolation. I remember his very words, peace be to his soul ! And now. Reverend Sir, with many thanks to Lady de Grrey for inviting me here to be spiritually enter- tained out of my grief, and to you for such an interesting history, and to Miss Graham, who promises to roreat over the first part to me some day, I will return to sit by him — ^Mr. Everard, I mean — ^for the few hours still left me to do so. lis only his body, to be sure ; but who knows but what the soul may be hovering near ; for he used to say that it was no vulgar error, but a fitct, that the soul had a care for the body that was to be raised in glory and reunited to her cmce more and for ever ; and that was die reason that the tombs and relios of martyrs wd saints were so often the scene of greAt minKfles." 15 (iidniwtriiiiMir I r nOMK AND TBC ABBBT. After Mrs. Moss had left them, and that Lucy had alM retired, Miss Graham said, ** Lilia, you atiked ine on* day what made me become a Catholic 1" " Oh, Miss Graham ! dear Miss Graham," cried Lilia, ** are you indeed going to tell me 1 How delightful t" " I did not intend eyentually to disappoint you, Lilia," said Miss Graham ; " 1 merely waited ontil something like the conversation of to-day should prepare your mind for the fact, that not by long controversial disputes, not by learned books or eloquent sejmons, but by perceiving the power given to the Catholic priesthood over the ma- licious arts of Satan, was I humbled to their obedience. 1 say humbled, because, in taking a retrospective view of my then state of mind, it seems obvious that God so willed to cast down my pride. The scene of my virtual conversion took not place in Scotland, where might be supposed to exist more superstitious leaning towards the Bupernatural, especially in the Highlands : it was in • very sober part of England, where a little girl well known to me flrom her birth, having unconsciously excited the jealous rage of an old wonuun, who, like herself, was a pensioner of my cousin's fitmily, the wretdi invoked on the child the evil spirit, and she became possessed. Every succour brought by the Protestant and Dissenting clei^y and pious congregations failed ; and as a last re- source only, with some scruples and great caution, the Catholic priest of the neighbouring town was summoned to her aid. He prayed— they had done the same— but he likewise drew forth a weapon agamst Satan whick they had never used, a blessed medal of the immaculatf Mother of God, which he laid on the breast of the child. hadalM ine MM ed Lilio, itful!" B,Laia,'» imething tor mind utes, not irceiving the in»- aedience. e view of God 80 y virtual night be rards the tras in a U known sited the f, was a 'oked on ossessedt issentiug last re* ition, the mmoned me— 4int m whick maculate he child. 1 r KOm AND TBI ABBIT. 38» She opened her innocent and intelligent eyes, smiled on her mother and on me ; and from that moment the devil, Kavjng left her, never returned. In vain did the worthy Incumbent of oui parish aiRrm that a shilling would have done as well : in vain did the Dissenting ministers en- deavour to give a wholly physical solution to the instant deliverance of the child from satanio possession. I waa from that moment a Catholic in heart : no was the mo- ther of little Fanny ; and we made our abjuration, by agreement, on the same day — she to the priest just men- tioned, I in Edinburgh, to the Catholic Bishop of our Mid-Lothian, admiring the various means by which Al- mighty God sees fit to draw souls to the knowledge and acceptance of His mysteries." Aa Katherine Graham finished her little history, she received the grateful thanks of Lilia, and the assurances of the two friends already admitted to her confidence, that they rejoiced to hear it again : after which the Reve- rend Mr. Terrison was summoned to the room where lay the remains of Mr. Everard, to be present at the open- ing of the will. This will was consistent with the writer's whole life of strong adhesive attachments, and suscepti- bility, though in a subordinate degree, to kindness shown even from strangers ; and after the bulk of his fortune and landed property had been bestowed on the daughter and brothers of his early love, there followed l^acies and personal gifls and remembrances : first to Lord Elverton, tliec to his faithful Mrs. Moss, and then to so many per' sons whose names and residences were unknown to the party assembled, that Lord Elverton, afler ascertaining that his Lady and the two children of his second mar- riage wera to suooMtd onljr to a teleaoope, a broftoh, and i 840 ROME AMD TBI ABBBT. • cabinet of curiusities, quietly drew forth the last mini' ber uf our niodum " Kanibler," and took a side view of the opinions and doings of London Catholics in the 8uui> iner of 1847. He was roused, however, by a codicil tc the will, in which, after providing Lilia's portion, Mr. Evcrard declared, that if the Right Reveren'l Dr. Sin- clair disinherited his nephew and heir, Frederick, he (Mr. Everard) left the property designed for the uncle during his life, at once to the nephew. He also, in this codicil, dechired that, on coming of age, Henry Everard Sinclair, his godson, should at on<« take possession of the estate of Burnleigh and the already bequeaUied two thousand a year, whidi in the bo«ly of the will had been left to the Reverend Edmund Sinclair Uie father. He also recommended to his godion, Henry Everard Sin- clair, to marry the third daughter of the Earl of Hunger- ford, the Lady Emily Harvey, god-daughter of the wri- ter, to whom he had beqwAthed some personal gifts of value ; while he recommended tlie !<ieoond daughter. Lady Anne, to Ferdinand Oarrington : and this characteristic care of die domestic happiness of his god-children and other young friends drew a smile from all '£ut the young Henry, who, blushing and frowning, pushnd back his chair under the broad shadow of Mr. Terrison ; resolving, however, that during his first leave of absence from the country of his present destinatioi>, he would asoc>rtain whether the noble damsel were disposed to be emanci- pated from the tight tibeology of her parents, and remem- bered, as he did, their annual meetmgs ht Mr. Everard'* juvenile f^te champdtre, on the lawn at Bumloigh House. "Hie day after the interment of the justly-valued Mr Bverard, his fiuthful Moss imparted to ths English B» r BOm AXD TBI ABBBT. Wl ast minv J vlow of the Buui- lodicil tc ion, Mr. Dr. Sin^ erick, he bhe unci* K>, in this Everard ion of the thed two had been her. He rard Sin- f Hunger- ■ the wri- il gifts of ter, Lady ■acteristio dren and he young baclc hie resolving, from the aacortoin e ema7ici- d romeni- Sverard't ;h House, lued Mr igUihB* Bgiouii her Intention of retiuming immediately to 'Eng> Und, and to Bumleigh. " There be many things, my Lady,'* said she, " to arrange according to the wishes of him that's gone ; and as he has been pleased to Icart for my share all the linen and china, I will, after serving every one else for conscience salte, thun talie care of what is left me, and paolc it up for the convent against you are ready for it. Ma'am." " But who is to accompany you 1" inquired the RelU gious ; " do not hurry off till some friend, spealiing your own tongue and feeling kindly for your bereavement, ■ball be foimd." " Many tiuinks, my Lady," replied Mrs. Moss ; " but there is the same private friend, a Mrs. Bowles, who was taken into the Church the same day as I, and is ready to go wherever I go. She will stay with me at Burnleigh House, and come with me to the convent, if you be agreeable to it, my Lady." Thus was it settled ; but Mrs. Moss had still another plan to propose. " Maybe," said she, " that it would be convenient to you, my Lady, to have some place in Eng. land for persons to come to who are wishing to join you, but do not know whure you are to fix. Mr. Everard has desired that Mr. and Mrs. Sinclair, who have the place till Master Henry is of age, will not disturb me under one year from the day of his death ; so that you can write to any lady to come to me, bringing enough to cover her expenses, and I will make her as comfortable as con be, considering that the good, and wise, and clever, and pleasant owner of Burnleigh House can no more be seen m the body, and perhaps she would rather not sea bis ghost, which I am not clear about neither mysel£" 1 84S BOMI AHO TUB ABBIT. CHAPTER XXXn. Than li • word We all h*T« heard. And ndljr tail the ipell | In loTing woe, Til learned below. Where aU mait bid •• ftreweU I" Tai lamented Mr. Everard, in leaving the Pilgrim-houM of the Ara Coeli in Rome for his eternal home above, had given the signal for a general dispersion of its inmates. Hie immediate preparations for Lord Elverton's depar* ture for India w«re now completed, and a long farewell was to be given to his once only child, the recluse Geral* dine, and to his young son and heir, whose destiny bore too brilliant an appearance in his native country for him to lose the home education which would endear that country to him, and malce him be claimed and loved by that country as a thorough Englishman. Tlie last day in Rome had now arrived, and Lord Eiverton mounted to lus daughter's rooms to exchange some questions and re* plieu respecting her future homo in Italy and in England. " I have moro leisure this aftem.on/' said he, on seating himself at the grating, " than I Iiave had any day during the past month and with whom coiild I so well spend these my last hours as with you, m) dear child ? I wish also to be perfectly sssured that you are doing right ir leaving these rooms and this roof; and wish to know preoiaely, what is to be the religious tie between your m-houM ove,had inmates. s depar* farewell « Geralo ny bore for hira )ar that )ved by t day in inted to I aiid re> ingland. seating during spend I wish 'ight ir know your KOm AHD TBI ABUT. 9«t ■elf and tbe Princess V., which soems to afford her so much happiness!" ** I leave these rooms and this roof," replied the Beli- gious, " because 1 find that the character of a Pilgrim* house is fast mei^.t^g into thnt of a respectable hotel. The ^ious projector las over-houaed himself, and cannot afforu to receive only the cle:^. Your occupation of the best suite of rooms, which we were led to believe was a necessary concession to the pecuniary difficulties of the first experimental year, is to be a precedent, not as exception. We have also no hope of retaining the pri* vate staircase and entrance, or the services of the female portress. These are the expellent motives. Our motives of attraction are, the peacefiil quality of a private roof and the roof of a widow consecrated to God, who having, during some years, desired to found in Rome a branch house of the Pious Teachers, entitled ' Of the Most Pre. oioud Blood,' whose rule is to have a body of Recluses within themselves ; and knowing that our aim is to found a Rec'.dse Community, having an active body of Pious Teachers within ourselves, hat. proposed to divide a house and garden into three parts, of which one part will be for herself, the Princess Mary, and ladies of their suite." " But is there not danger of your becoming involved in a union which you cannot afterwards easily dissolve V* said Lord Elvc-rton. " I have always been perfectly candid with the Prin- cess," replied the Religioub, -' in stating that I could only accept her hospitality for a limited time ; but as she is eontent to take ita oa our own terms, I hope wo shall tarry our plans into execution. We shall have a private 844 BOMB AND THE ABBCT. di&pcl, with every possible privilege attached to it, and shall therefore at length keep enclosure, and begin tc practise the life of tho Benedictine Solitaries of Jesui and Mary." " And you have obtained permission," further inquired his Lordship, "to clothe the first Novices of the Ordot in Rome r " I have," returned she ; " his Holiness has given his full consent and benediction on our commencement in Borne, provided England be kept in view." « That is right \—all then is right 1" said Lewd Elver- ton, with cordial satisfaction. " The voice of the Pope b the voice of God ! I leave you now without anxiety, although, in my advancing years, our parlSug »ray be for ever in our mortal state ; and as I may ne^ r no .n speak thus feoe to face, let me tell my loved Geraldine that I honour her perseverance, I respect her piety, and I have » satisfied paternal feeling tlaat she wUl be among the iewels of her Saviour's crowu t" Another hour passed, at the end of which the con- ■ecrated Daughter received her Father's blessing, and ■whUe she kissed his hand, felt that his lips were pressed on her veil; and that emotion, powerful as her own, moved his aged breast to sighs, as he turned from the opened trellis to leave the room, and she heard his foot- steps no more. " How often," thought she, " has it been in the order of Divine Providence that we should part as if for ever, yet have we met again. But now I dare only make this prayer — ^may satisfied ambition cause satiety of worldly honour and applause— may all theii l^ded hoUowness be proved— may that majesticallj Qoary head wear an eternal crown 1" ) It, and bugin tc [>f Jesua inquired le Ordoi given his lement in rd Elver- the Pope t anxiety, ay Ije for ;;^in speak line that I wd I have mong the h thecon- ssing, and re pressed her own, from the 'd his foot- has it been hould part Qow I dare tion causa y all theif [lajestioRllj BOMB AHD TBI ABBIOr. 84f Her next visitor was one almost equally, though dif %rcntly, d«ar, the young Letitia, who came accompanied Ks usual, but who contrived to whisper a request to hor sister that she would, as if from herself, send away the three attendants. TWs was soon accomplished ; and Lj titia, flinging her arms around her sister's neck, with no compassion towards the starched linen guimpe, hugged and wept, and at length exclaimed, " Oh, if you were but going with «ne ! What a pity you are a Nun ! You cannot come to India ; I do not intend ever to be a Nun. Perhaps, if you ask the Pope, he will let you come with us; and you can convert all the black slaves to be Christians. Will you 1 Now do say ' yes'." "There is no time left me now to pack up ana go to India," swd the Religious, smiling. " Oh, /will wait for you !" cried Letitia, " and so will Miss Pollard. We have already seen all the ohurchea in Naples, and Papa and Mamma will be there £ week ; and you will not want a whole week to pack up your trunks. Oh, do say • yes !' " " I cannot say yes," said the Religious, " to going where Almighty God does not send me. I could not be happy, nor could I make you happy, dearest child ; for our hap> pinesH call only truly be in fulfilling the will of God." "■ Then Nuns cannot go to India 1" said Letitia, sorrow* fiiUy. " Yes, Nuns can go, and have already gone to India, because such was their mission : Gcod sent them there,* replied the Religious. " Now how could they know tiat God sent them thera," inquired Letitia, " when you must not go, sLrtw V 16* r .^jMWBiteiiirir'-f IffTmriHilf a«M S4« ROlfB AND THB ABBIT. "There are three ways, dear child," replied the Relt gioiis, " of ascertaining the adorable will of God— Direct Inspiration, Command of Superiors, and the Order c»l Divine Providence, which so disposes events that a good work can be undertaken and carried through with success. The Nuns established in Calcutta had all these proofs that their undertaking was pleasing to God ; and I hope that my little sister will become well acquainted with them." " But I cannot become a Nun," said Letitia, " because of a very particular obstacle, which is, that I intend to be married." " A very sufficient obstacle, indeed !" said her sister, smiling ; " so I must pray that you may make a good choice, and become an exemplary wife." " Papa and Mamma have already chosen for me," said Letitia; "and I have told Donna Candida and my Go- yemess; but not my maids, because it would be an indiscreet condescension : but of course I shall tell you, particularly as I am going away lor so long a t?.7ie. They have chosen Count Arthur de Gr6y, which makes me very happy, because he means to be a soldier. But most likely Mamma has already told you all this, because Count Arthur is your adopted son.— Oh, here is Donna Candida come back so very soon to fetch me ! Poor Donna Candida ! she is not going to India : how much I pity her ! But it is her own choice. She means to live and die in Rome." "Yes," said Donna Candida; "England, Spain, and India were offered me by my Lord and Lady ; but I have chosen Rome in which to pass the remnant of mj days j and if lean be of any use to Lady de Grey in the mode ROUE AND THK ABBKT. S47 J have been, she has but to command my poor services. I am to continue in this Palazzo, though all I love will have left it. But to this desertion Almighty God has accustomed me by taking from me my husband and all my eight children, and bidding me live in heart and apirit in the unseen world above. Where, then, could 1 so well exist as in Rome 1 But now. Donna Letitia, you must give your last embrace to your Reverend Sister oad ask her-blessing, for I have let you stay to the last moment." But Donna Candida had yet to wait awWle ; for the parting embrace affected both elder and younger sister, and there were keepsakes and last words to exchange, and admonitions and blessings. At length the little form of Letitia was seen no more ; and the Recluse had turned in supplication for her to the oratory, when a written request was brought from Count Arthur de Grey to pay his parting visit in half an hour. The interval that had elapsed between Arthur's disap- pointment respecting Lilia and his betrothal to Letitia, had been, as to most young Frenchmen, a dreary waste, in which his chief solace had been the gentle sympathy of Lady Elverton ; and so constantly did the young Count recur to this balm, that Lord Elverton, who at first smUed, and called him the • Fredolin,' began to look grave, and at length said, " Beatrice, is it on the eve of leaving my native land, perhaps for ever, that I am to fiitd I have married too young a wife 1" The next discovery was that Count Arthur dwelt on the prophetic speech of Mr. Everard, and feeling ihat Franoe England, and all Europe would be a blank wiUv ^■^■^ .i \^ wr m, 148 BOIUe AKD TBK ABBST. out the family of Lord Elverton, tlcsircd to go to India as one of his Lordship's aides-de^:amp, and very fortu< natel)' had received a hint from a matual friend to meib tion the yr:'"«r Letitia. Affairs being happily settled with his Lordship, Arthur de Grey imparted his happy though distant prospects to his benefactress, the Recluse, and was further comforted by her full approbation. Ilia lost visit was now paid, and his grateful tarewell was joined to promises that she should hear of him as the ' Chevalier sans peur et sans reproche.' " Lord Elvertou has asked me," said he, " whether, on coming of age, I should wish to have the English baronetcy revived in my person ; but I told his Lordship not until I had won my spurs of gallant knighthood, and had heard the words ♦ Arise, Sir Arthur de Grey !' " By noon on the following day all the Anglo-Indian party were on the road to Naples, and our Recluse and her little company were occupied in removing also from the Locanda to the monastic building taken by the Prin- cess, a third part of which, being grated from the rest of the house, she had devoted to the service of the English Religious. But they had also a house provided for them in the country, by the same zealous and pious friend, and accordingly, after making their domestic arrangement in the Vicolo degli Avignonesi for the winter, they re- moved to the pure air and lovely scenery of Albano during the summer and autumh, where, although they kept not enclosure, they enjoyed the peaceful solitude of their vocation. The church of St Paul was their morUf lug pilgrimage for the early devotions of the Missionary Fathers entitlsd ' of the Most Precious Blood,' followed ROHC AND TBS JUBBIT. 849 by II editation, Mass, and Holy Communion, with » second Mass of thanksgiving : in the evening the same walk was performed for a second meditation and adoration of the Holy Sacr&ment j after which they recreated themselves by extending their walk to the beautiful lake, where all that is lovely has assembled; and Lilia, who had never seen the lake of Nemi, termed 'L'Allegro,' wondered that this uf Albano should, in contradistinction, be called • n Penseroso,' which to the Italian mind conveys not only thoughtfiUness but melancholy. To our English group, seated on the banks of turf and wild flowers, whether they turned to Caatel Gondolfo, in its feudal strength on the more rocky elevation from the lake, or watched the silent friars wending their way fix>m tfieir own near monastery through the copsewood round the south end of the lake to their brethren on the side of Monte Corvo, or fixed their gaze on the solitary elevation of the Passionists on its summit, all conveyed an im- pression of peaceful, meditative life, apart from the frenzied stir of this nineteenth century. Here at Albano our Pilgrim received the intell^enoe erf" the death — to h-^r how great a death — of his Eminence Cardinal Acton. He had left Rome for Naples at the end of May, then crossed to Sicily, but after a short time returned to NajJes, to the College of Nobles, governed by the Jesuit Fathers, to whom he had been ever so much attached ; and there, on the 27th of June, he ex- pired, having with difficulty been made aware that he was actually dying, but receiving the intelligence as • Saint, and preserving his senses through idl the kit Mored rites of the Church. wmt-j too BOm ABD TBM ABBIT. ** Alas ! alas !" cried the bereaved Pilgrim, " It seeing irhen saying the ' De Profimdis,' that no one has ever died but Cardinal Acton !" So general was the persuasion of the holiness of his lift from boyhood, that she dreaded lest his precious soul might be detained from glory through want of suffrages ; but she recalled with consolation his Eminence having once told her, smiling, " When I die, I shall have, from the Franciscan Order alone, eleven thousand Masses offered for me, being the protector of the Franciscan Order." Towards the end of October Miss Graham paid a short visit to Albano, on her way to Naples and Sicily. She had spent that summer in the north of Italy, and pro- posed to pass the ensuing winter in some chosen spot on the bay of Naples, probably in Sorento, or Castellamare. She had been blessed with success in the conversion ot both her Scotch servants, and was in high spirits, espe> dally as John Todd, her hereditary retainer, who had been ever * weel respeckit,' had declared his intention to become one of the * Christian Brothers' in London. " In my winter nook," said she at parting, " I shall ruminate over my summer rambles, and shall also watch the course of national and political events. I do not pre* tend to be a Religious Solitary, therefore, not to mislead people by my retired life, I give out publicly that I like the world as long as it is at a distance — that is, through the medium of newspapers, reviews, and even letters, ii from chosen pens. This is the first step to withdrawing from the world — that is, the prattling, visiting; ostenta tious world, altogether." mmmit%; BOUS Ain> Tin ABBCr. asi " it 8eeiD% e has evef 39 of his lift ecioua soul f suffrages ; ooe having have, from ind Masses Franciscan paid a short licily. She y, and pro* ■sen spot on istellaniare. inversion Oi pirits, espe< T, who had intention to indon. g, <' I shaU [ also watch '. do not pre* . to mislead r that I like is, through 1 letters, ii rithdrawing ng^ ostenta Kalherine had scarcely departed when Lilia's destined Bister in the noviciate arrived from England, and ouf little party retimied to Rome, where, by degrees, they obtained to the private chapel l^neath their roof every monasiio permission. This long desired privilege of en- closure was to the two Religious, and even to Lilia, such consolation that the return to Ikigland ceased to be the constant theme of their recreation, and Rome was gra- dually loved; not only as the holy capital of Christendom, but as their home. Lilia kept the secret confided to her by Ferdinand, of his power and will to make over the ancient premises of London Abbey to his sister and her Community, not being aware that this honourable secrecy, fh>m which an interchange of letters through Mr. Tern- son would have freed her, was prolonging the suspense and load of care respecting the foundation in England, which a timely confidence would have removed f5pom the mind of her Religious relative. Hie pious and zealous Princess V. had now realized her long-cherished idea of assembling under the same roof the seven Dedications to God, which she called her ' seven-branched candlestick :'— First, Priesthood ; second. Consecrated Virginity ; third, Devput Widowdood ; fourth, Adoration; fiflh. Science; sixth, Instruction; seventh. Charity. Her pmotical arrangements were equally suo> cessAiI, and a most harmonious »ni happy household remained together during the ensuing winter of 1^7. Tlie principal source of pious recreation to our Reclusei was ftom the instructive conversation of the past and present diaphiins, the Abb^s Gerbet and Martet : the fcrmer ever feitile in his comments on the antiquitiei ■ft ass BOMB AND TBI ABBKT. and history of Christian Rome, a discourse retrospective } the latter never wearied in imparting to them his learned calculations on the sacred -names in Scripture, with hii prophetic views tor Europe, and especially for iiume. On the great festivals all the pious inmates of the mo- nastic dwelling were admitted to the enclosure of the Recluses. The two young pupils of the Abb^ Gerbet, the adopted sisters of the Duchesse de F , lovely by nature and gi-ace, sweet Evodie and Prisca, and the warm-hearted Princess Mary, and the equally zealous and afiectionate Signora Camilla, and the pious teachers (le Maestre Pie) of the Poor iSchool, and the faithful friend and economist, the reverend Director of the pious Union, Dom Pietro G., and the ever welcome, the holy Bishop Pompallier, who, being already a public charac- ter, must consent, like the cardinals and the authors, to see his name here at lull length. In these holy day meet- ings the Princess Zeneide, who had been the prime mover of the Union, was also the life of their recreation. From time to time our senior Recluse saw the worthy Donna Candida, and still accepted her services when necessity obliged her to seek her ecclesiastical superior Cardinal Fransoue, at the Sacred College of the Propa- ganda Fide. His Eminence, however, when ° not indis- posed, paid his vidits most willingly to the saloon of the Princesses, and to the enclosure of his spiritual daughters. Ihus passed the winter, when circumstances of impera- tive necessity led our Recluse to solicit Donna Candida to arrange with her own Confessor, Father Duago, to appoint an hour when the English Religious could speak to aim at the Spaaiah Confeerional in the chuich of the Jttuit Fatheire. . ■MB ▲>» TU respective } hift iearned ■e, with hia for ikume. of the mo- sure of the ib^ Gerbet, •, lovely by », and the lly zealous IS teachers ;he faithful »f the pious e, the holy )lio charao- Buthors, to yday meet- the prime recreation, the worthy rioes when il superior the Propa- not indis- loon of the daughters, of impera- na Candida Duago, to iould speak irdiof tin CHAPTER XXZin. 0«ii li ■ pllKhtad pUf rimaga, Togtthrr, yet alone j With ipiriU of the elr we ung* A battle for a throne. Take eonrage, Allow pilgrim, ■■• The mjrrladi abovok Wboea hearti, from earthly tiae aet tim, ,Now beat eternal lore ! Oim Religious Pilgrim, finding that the arrangement bad been made for her desired consultation with the Ecolesi- •Stic who alone was in possession of several fhcts iin- portant for her to know, went on the appointed morning with D<«na Candida to the church of the GesA, and was oonducted to the Spanish Confessional. After receiving the blessing, and repeating the Confiteor, she said, « Am I addressing Father Carlos Duago 1" ** You are," was the reply. " And do you know, Reverend Father, who she is who now addresses you, for this is essential before proceed- ir^fiirtherr " I do, perfectly," said he. " Are you come to me for confession, or merely to speak to me under the seal ol confession 1" " At this time I am come simply for the latter," re^ plied she. You are acquainted with all the eircunistanoes attending the restoration of Catholic privileges in the ndo^d Abbe^ of Ehrertoo. Yen know the looalitj—^he *#1'^ 7 IMAGE EVALUATION TEST TARGET (MT-3) 1.0 I.I S hi IIIO 1.8 Photographic Sciences Corporation ^■ 1.25 1.4 1^ - 6" - ». •s^ ,\ iV \\ K ^\ 23 WEST MAIN STREET WEBSTER, N.Y. 14580 (716) 872-4303 6^ ftnUm, Jt. ■«>mm»ima»mm mmm i/.. fA ^ 11 CIHM/ICMH Microfiche Series. CIHIVI/ICIVIH Collection de microfiches. Canadian Institute for Historical Microreproductions / Institut Canadian da microraproductions historiquaa J ■■M iu ROm AND THE ABBKT. wants of the place — ^you have had experience of the di» position of the Bishop. You know exteriorly the manj spiritual privileges 1 have received in connection with that neighbourhood : that it was at Elverton Hall I be- came virtually a Catholic, although, at my father's re> quest, my abjuration was made in London ; and that, although I went to Ireland for my noviciate and holy profession, yet it was to Elverton Abbey I returned to labour in the ar ive religious life. It was there I be- held in my cell the miraculous appearance of the most Holy Sacrament, and in its ample bosom can be con- tained a community sufficiently numerous to supply the Perpetual Adoration. Do you not consider these to be visible tokens by which, without seeking extraordinary manifestations of the Divine will, I may conclude the Abbey at Elverton to be the spot destined to receive the Institute now forming of the union of the Contem« plative and Active life. Yet my mind, which was made up to await a solution of many difficulties attendant on this belief, was a few days ago impressed with the su- pernatural intimation of a contrary design of Divine Providence. Which I am to consider the truth, and which the temptation, I know not. It was after Hoi/ Communion, when, returning my thanksgiving, I sud- denly knew that not the Abbey of Elverton, but the capital of England — London, was first to receive and bring to perfection the Religious Solitaries and Hand- maids of Jesus ; and this sudden knowledge I received at the moment with perfect acquiescence, calm, and efaeerJulness. The following morning after Holy Com- municn I as suddenly and distinoily knew who would be trnXiJim ROUX AND TBI IBBET. 9M / tho chief beno&ctors; and yesterday I received an in. Kmation of the reluctance of the Vicar Apostolic of the district in which Elverton is situated to be the first to protect the Institute, although his lordship will probably not object to do so when its success has been proved elsewhere." The Eeligious now paused, and Father Duago said, ** You have omitted an important part in assigning the reasons which' may preponderate in favour of the belief that you will not return to Elverton. You have omitted to state that at the time you were vainly endeavouring to promote the desire for the Perpetual Adoration in the Sisterhood established in the Abbey, one morning, when preparing to descend from your cell to the church for holy Mass and Communion, a voice spoke within you, saying, ' Leave this /-^Jbllow my graeeP You have left Elverton Abbey. You have, we may humbly hope, fol- lowed tho grace which has led you to found the proposed holy Institute ; and therefore the information you have now given me of these fresh inspirations, leads me to conclude that you will never return to the neighbourhood of your home." Tlie Religious could not for some instants reply. Filled with awe and gratitude to find her present guide ■upematurally illuminated, she at length said, "I am prepared for the sacrifice." " When Abraliam was chosen to be the Father of a new race, a peculiar people." continued Father Duago, " God did not say to him. Plant here, amid thy kindred, and in thy father's house, my chosen people ! You know well that He said to him, and He also says thus to all S66 ROME AND THE ABOET. Religious, ' Got thee forth from thine own country, and Com thy kindred, and from thy father's house, and come into a land timt I shall show thee." " All this, by God's grace, I can renounce," said she ; " but it is difficult for me to conceive why 1 have been permitted to be the instrument of so much benefit to the Abbey, and am now to leave the work incomplete." " You have done all that was required by him who was the possessor," said Father Duago. " The Abbey belonged to the De Greys, not to the Carringtons. Sir Eustace gave the preference to the Active Community who have now possession, and never contemplated any further occupation of the place by Religious Women." " And yet the Abbey, and Abbey lands," said she, " were originally given by an Arthur De Grey to the Cistercian Monks, who follow most rigidly the rule of St. Benedict. The Monks could not return because the lands which once employed them in manual labour, ac- cording to their vocation, have long since passed into other hands ; but the Nuns of the Perpetual Adoration, under that rule, might still be there established." " You must discard that ' idea," said Father Duago. " It is true that great part of the ruin remains unoccupied, but it is at once the most beautiful and the most decayed. It is valued for its picturesque effect by those who do not understand what is meant even by the Perpetual Adora- tion. You must once have been aware, but have forgot- ten, that when the corporation of the city of Elverton resigned the ruin to the descendant of its ancient posses- iiors, it was not only at a very high cost in money, but also on condition that no buildings raised within the wolli L> 1^ J. HOME AND TBI ABBKT. M Aoviii appear. This precaution does not remain a dead letter. You can recal your own disappointment, when, on your return from Ireland, you found how confined ' wei-e the dimensions of the convent erected within the Abbey walls. I have ascertained, with the purpose of conveying, if necessary, the intelligence to yoa, that the Protestant corporation will concede no more ; that the present Community are perfectly satisfied with the build- ing-space permitted them, and that it were loss of time and thought to cling to any hope of developing your In- stitute on that spot. — Almighty God," continued Fathei Duago, "has shown you great predilection, especially in having bestowed on you a spirit of renouncement, to which gift you have been faithful from an early age. Yet now, after heroic sacrifices for His love, you cling to this Abbey ruin ! There can be no real spiritual tie in this, and you must forget all else ! What can the ties of sen* timent or affection avail towards the dead, as towards the living, against the will of God !" The Religious understood the reference here made to him who lay in the vault beneath the Abbey chapel, but she relied not, and Father Duago continued, " God haa prepared you by many sacrifices to do great things for Him. Humble yourself for all your unworthiness, but do not on that account stifle the inspirations given you to plant your Religious Institute with all the dignity becom- ing its principal devotion. A time is fast approaching of great temporal calamities on Catholic nations. Whom the Lord loves He chastens. And in the midst of this ilmost universal upturning of the kingdoms of the earth, the light of His Presence will be raised in London !" -Jl. 8» ROm AND TBI ABBET. Father Duago spoke with the tone of ceitaintjr, and even of authority ; and this coincidence with the secrrt impressions received by herself brought conviction to the mind of the Religious. " Reverend Father, I accept as tiuth the inspirations confirmed by you," said :she. " One difficulty alone remains. Will the present eccle- siastical authorities m London be ever likely to compre- hend the designs of Almighty God in my regard ?" " Await here in Rome," replied the Reverend Father, "until many changes amongst the Vicars Apostolic in En- gland shall enable you to found the Institute in London." *' I have sometimes thought," said she, " that in Rome I might end my days, and that God would require of mo no more than the committing to paper the theory of the Religious Institute." " You can have no reasonable motive to indulge that thought," said Father Duago. "Seek not for much peace, but for much patience." " I have now to request you, Reverend Father," said she, " to become my extraordinary Confessor and Spl- ritual Director ! I will give you as little troubln as I can help, except that at the commencementn-that is, when I next request you to meet me here— it will be to hear my general confession." " I am not prepared immediately to accept that office,*' said he, after a pause. " Do you wish to make to me the confession of your whole life 1" "I do," replied she. " 1 cannot give you any reply at this time," said th« Reverend Father ; " I will intimate to you what I maj believe to b»* the will of God, in a few weeks." mHmmmmmsmmmmm^ .'•fsS*«x^*l said rOMS AND THE ABBET. tst " A few weeks !" repeated she ; " I may want your •nlightened counsels before then. Can you, not accept me for your penitent after you have oiTered the holy sa- crifice three days successively for that intention ?" " You must permit me," said he, " to follow in this a deliberate, not a precipitate course, leaving intervals of thought and prayer between the Masses ; while on your part (although I conclude you have already com- mended this to God) you will perhaps consent to repeat daily one of the hymns to the Holy Ghost, and offer the intention of throe Masses and Communions for thai which you propose." Then, giving his benediction. Fa- ther Duago shut the inner door of the grating, and the Religious, accompanied by Donna Candida, retired to her usual nook in the chapel of our Lady, near the high altar of the church. There she repeated the Invocation to the Holy Ghost just prescribed her : and there she returned ner heartfelt thanks to God — first, that He had vouch- safed to consecrste to Himself, and to endow with such choice graces, her earliest friend, the first object of her young, innocent afiection; and, secondly, that He had permitted them after a lapse of years to be reunited in a manner wholly spiritual. That Father Duago would finally accept the office of her Spiritual Directo"* she could not doubt. By the elevation and purity of her o^n consecrated soul she judged of his; yet, ere she finally left the spot where prostrate before the Sacra- mental Presence she had supplicated for this boon, she made an act of entire resignation, should the Reverend Father, at the end of his presci'ibed devotions, refuse, in 860 BOME AND THE ABBET. the Bpirit of total disengagement, to hear the reoorda of the past, and direct the Aiture of her spiritual career. A mouth had passed, and happily one of private peace to the English Beligious, though great were the publio agitatioaa around her, when Donna Candida, one day re- turning from confession, brought a message, purporting that if she could conveniently accompany that lady on the next confession day. Father Duago would be at lei- 6ure to hear her. The following week our Pilgrim was again kneeling in the appointed confessional ; and the Beverend Father said, "It is now unnecessary to inform you to what conclusion my mind had arrived when I seat you the message last week. This chief church of the So- cMy of Josus will be closed to-morrow afternoon, and our colleges placed under other Professors. I am to re- turn immediately to Eiverton Hall to arrange all things for the reception of a certain number of our Fathers and tDn students of the Noble College. FerJinand included, and will probably thus finish his education on his future property. Lord Eiverton had, of course, foresoeu the direction of this popular movement, and that we shoald be the first attacked : he therefore left with me papers empowering our Qeneral to make use of the Hall as a pri- vate college, on conditions to which he willingly acceded. ** When Father Duago paused the Religious said, " Publio rumors and private conjectures had reached our retirement, and partly prepared me for this an- nouncement. You expect no personal danger to-mor- row, or in leaving Bome for England ?" " None whatever at present," replied he ; " wo ara only in the lirst stage of the popular progreas." L iiliiiiiililiit^^ V^^\^rvr^':-^;^^ll^ BOm AND THE ABBKT. 861 * vf) ars "And you doubtless consider this progress, which ii» »)verfx)wcring thu will of the Pope, to be an evil ?" said she. " Yes," replied the lieverend Father, " I must consi- der it to be a great evil. We individually are to glory in our sufferings ; but when our Society is persecuted, it is the signal for a well-known train of evils. It is we who are first exiled, then the aristocracy, then royalty. We then see the shortlived display of a republic ; then anarchy, bloodshed, and civil war ! And M tliis from the false principle that power emanates from the people." " And now," said she, " that you are to leave Rome for an indefinite time, and I am to remain for an inde- finite time, and that Divine Providence, which has per- mitted twice only this interchange of speech, may never will its recurrence, and that, by the death of the Cardinal and the loss of my English Jesuit Confessor, I am left without guidance, tell me of some one who will be to me a spiritual director." " I cannot," said he — ^" I cannot propose any director to you. Almighty God will Himself direct you as He has hitherto done. Submit all inspirations to your ord^ nary Confessor and you will be safe." •* And have you yourself no parting advice to give V* demanded she. " Only this," replied Father Duago : " attempt not tc hurry Divine Providence, whose sublime march is slow to our imaginings. Be cautious of the English in Rome ; have few intimates, and no counsellors : let any conjec- tures be formed sooner than that the truth should prema- turely be known respecting the city destined to receive the Institute: cast from you tl"> goad of solicitude.: 16 i ses ROMI AND TBI ABBXT. make repeated acts of Hope in the sure promises of God. Ldfu seems long and dreary ; we desire to labour no more — we already would gather in our reward for all the iittl« nothings we have done fur God : and yet on our death- bed we would fain look back on a long, full life, having patiently awaited His good time : we would then gladly count up the adversities rather than the prosperities of life ; the hours of pain rather than those of joy ; the having severed the heart from all creatures, however good ; the having died by faith to this world, so that in spirit we can die no more." Father Duago then gave the parting benediction, adding, " Pray for me, as I will pray for you ;" and the Religious Pilgrim, on leaving that confessional, instead of approaching the high altar within the chapel of cur Lady, as was her wont, retired to the further corner of the church, by the confessional of tho English Jesuit Father, where, with her tearful compa* nion. Donna Candida, she sat beholding from her chosen spot the whole scene of that lost day of possession by the religious owners of the church and college. She expe- rieuced no external emotion, no inclination to weep or sigh. The agitation of the pious females before her con- tributed, as was usually the case with her, to calm her own feelings ; yet it had not been without some sentiment of personal regret that she had placed herself near the honoured seat of God's faithful servant, her own country* man, and hitherto Confessor, who during so many years had thence looked on that high altar, beholding the per- fection of order, zeal, and holy beauty there displayed. From the side door of the church to the vestibule of the aaoristy was an almost continued double line of Secular ROMB AMD TBB ABBET. tea. A Ecclesiastics of the higher dignities in the Church. Amongsl those our Pilgrim perceived Monsignor Lenti, going to and returning from his doily anxious inquiries. She Itnew that this estimable Prolate took precisely the same view as did Father Duago of the exile of the Jesuit lathers from Rome, as precursivo of along train of evils. But it was 'exile,' not 'suppression,' and our Pilgrim thought of the Mighty Hand, over-ruling evil for good, that for awhile suffered the dispersion of these His mis. sionary sons for the speedier conversion of nations. This was a vast thought whicsh could not be immediately grasped : much of actual evil must first take place; and, as she pondered over it, Donnn Candida, who had beej moving round the church, returned to whisper to her that they had better take ad.'anfage, with other ladies, of leaving the church at the same timS with a Bishop, who was on foot with his attendant priests, because she had been so advised by one of the lay Sacristans. This advice was immediately followed, and they remained kneeling near the side door with other ladies until the Bishop passed from the sacristy; and they followed in his train, through an ill-humoured mob, which was but thinly collected on that sido of the church, but had be. come dense before the principal entmnce and round the door of the college. That evening the drawing-room of the pious Russian Prmcess became a scene of animated discussion and all but contention. Few were the exUe's friends in that circle, where the painful remembrance of despotism had led them to mistake the reverse of wrong for right, and ■ad thrown them into the theory of ultra-liberal, if uot ■ I«4 KOMI AMLi TBI ABDKT. republican principles. Our two English Religious, with- drawn behind tiieir grating, now doubly rejoiced that th« long>aought-for privilege of encloHuro was at length thcira; for, what hod they to do with political questions and strife of parties 1 Hieir blessed calling was to cultivate the spirit ot peace and of intercessory prayer in silence, bidden and unlinown. The third day following the important conference with Father Duago, while again pondering on the foundation of the new branch of the Benedictine Order in England, and praying that some decided command of Superiora should confirm the advice of the Confessional, our Reli- gious Recluse was summoned to an audience of Cardinal Fransone, and ventured to inquire whether, in preference to fixing the perpetual adoration in the country, his Emi< cence had decided on London t The countenance, usually placid, even to coldness, was lit up, and the Cardinal even with vehemence exclaimed, " Yen! that would be a good work in expiation of all the blasphemies and sacrilege! committed against that Adorable Mystery in the city o« London. No other spot should be thought of in com ywiaua of Um capital, in comparison of Lon d on.** t , gioua, with- :ed that the Qgth theirs; sstioiis and to cultivate r in silence, 'erenco with foundation in England, f Superiors 1, our Reli- of Cardinal 1 preference y, his Emi- nee, usually rdlnal even 1 be a good d sacrileges . the city o« of in com loo.** Mm AND TB* Asunr. CHAPTER XXXIV. I'Vom lirllb of woMli ind parilM rnd* Com* to our monnuJn loUtnda. Om TTiursday the 26th of May, 1848, their Eininenoea the CardinaL Vicar and the Carduial Head of the Propv ganda Fide, having so authoriaed their delegate and re- presentative, the religious ceremony of clothing the first Novices and bestowing on them the white vtU, took place in the private chapel of the Princess Z4n6:-^e V the celebrant being the true and ze&l-us friend of our Benedictir. Solitaries, the holy Biahop Pompallier, assisted by Dom Pietro and the AbW Martet, with other priesU The political storm was loweung over ai.d ready to burst on Rome. AU the English residents and visitors had fled, with but few exceptions ; and alone, •midst the Italian, French, and Russian assistants at tlus private ceremony, stood one countrywoman, an English Protestant— her tall, &ir form, and mUd, devout expres. uon, befitting well the post she unconsciously held of representative of that world of home affections, which not alone Lilia, but her sister Novice was equally to re- nounce in grateful farewell to Protestants. This Novice, who took the name of « Mary John of the Cross," had been born of devout Catholic parents, and favoured from earliest in^cy by all the blessings of the Church, yet Divme Providence had so willed that, through all her trphan womanhood, Prot^tanta had alone appreciated, S66 BOMK AND TBX ABBB7. sympathizecl, and befriended her; so that in genuine heartfelt emotion, turning to this their pious representa- tive, she pronounced the words prescribed before entering the grated enclosure, " Farewell ! my family and friends. Receive my humble thanks for all the good you have ever done or wished to me ; which may God reward !" The following day, by the advice and through the prac- tical friendship and protection of their illustrious coun- trywoman, the Princess D., our English Religious left Rome, and passed through five-and-twenty miles of varied and beautiful scenery to a mountain-girt solitude ; where, on a rocky mound abruptly rising from a fertile and undulating valley, stood the feudal Palace of VaU inontone. Here they gratefully took possession of the part allotted them ; their chief apartment, which they called the ' community-room,' being on the eastern side of the palace, where not a sound could be heard, nor the near abode of man distinguished. Immediately below the windows was a terraced garden of artificial mould formed on the rocky mound, beneath which was the fosse, or ditch, belonging to the ancient fortifications, now dry for all warlike purposes of defence, but retaining the vivid green and the water-plants proper to its still humid state. Beyond this fosse arose the little gardens, vineyards, and orchards of the dependent town, which, probably for security, and with great picturesque effect, was thickly clustered, with no garden, and scarcely breathing-room, on the west side of the palace. These little gardens, vineyards and orchards, intermingling, as they receded ft om the palace, with meadows and groves of trees, were carried half-way up the nearer chain of mountains, wher» Miiiiii ^wS?W«?^}^T?.VV5».-^ \%I^^^^^?^7IlK^':^r^^:^y^?'*r^^^^^T^^^^^^^^!^?Lp'^T r. that in genuine * pious representa* 3ed before entering family and friends, food you have ever id reward !" 1 through the prac- r illustrious coun- lish Religious left 1-twenty miles of itain-girt solitude ; sing from a fertile lal Palace of Val- possession of the ment, which they the eastern side of leard, nor the near liately below the sial mould formed was the fosse, or tions, now dry for 'etaining the vivid » still humid state, ns, vineyards, and ich, probably for sfTect, was thickly y breathing-roora, se little gardens, , as they receded ives of trees, were nountains, wher» ItOHB AMD THB ABBK7. Ml •ver Ml aiti/icial soil could be permanently secured. Beyond these more Ofxscssible mountains arose the snow- clad Appeninea, till, within this same view, but extending towards the south, was descried the last of the Appenines, Bfiajestically erect on the side of its kindred chain, then gently sloping on its sunny way to the plains of Terra- cina. The windows of their so-called ' community-room' being in the iirst-flocr of a feudal place of strength, they formed in th^ immense thickness of the wall deep recesses, which, raised from the rest of the apartment, provided for our recluses little hermitages, in which they immediately realized the peaceful solitude of their vocation. Here Lilia, now the Novice " Mary Cecilia of Jesus," having sketched the scenery just described, and admired during many evenings the reflection on the mountains of a gorgeous sunset given from the far west, painted for 8istcr Agnes, now become "Dame Agnes," and her Reverend Mistress of Novices, the soft oil painting for the . Jture cell ; and here, in her appropriated little her- mitage, silently meditating on whatever holy subject had been proposed to her, did Sister Mary John of the Cross bring to its trrmination a tapestry work of rare beauty for the altar. To reach the iribune, or gallery pew in the church, called the ' corretto,' our Solitaries had to mount a spiral staircase, and to pass through a suite of deserted state- rooms and a gallery, which gave them a walk from ono end of the palace to the other ; and this walk being ro- poat«d for the early Masses and Communion, for High Mass, for the Canonical Hours, and for the Adoration of the most Holy Sacrament, gave them sufiicient exercise I '.,'> MH BOMS AND THE ABBET. for health, especially as in those higher rooms, unfurnished and unglazed, the mountain air and mountain views were free and exhilarating. From the corretto a small turrut- stair led into the collegiate church below, where, in a email chapel, on the Gospel side of the high altar, they received Holy Communion. The church was admirably served by the Reverend Canons, whose chant was sono- rous and well-sustained ; so that, during the privilegol months of their residence in that mountain solitude, our Recluses eiyoyed more of the sacred functions of the Cliurch than they had yet obtained even in Rome. Here, returning doily and hourly thanks for the mercies that surrounded her, our Pilgrim, in her glances towards the future, humbly prayed that the mystery which enveloped her hoped-for return to England might in God's good time be removed, and, in the many lonely, silent hours of her present life, dwelt on the landmarks of the past six- teen years, with a view to discern their purport and in- fluence on the coming evening of her life. She especially recalled the first confidence she had reposed in the la- mented Foundress and first Superior of the Sisters of Mercy, soon after her arrival, imder the protection of that venerable Religious, from the convent of her noviciate and profession m Cork, by those of Cho-leville, Limerick, TuUamore, and Carlow, to the Mother Hour? in Dublin. This confidence was the irrepressible attraction given her during her immediate retreat before profession to the august devotion of the Perpetual Devotion, followed by the inspiration, as she lay prostrate before the Divine Mysteries, having pronounced her vows, to supplicate that, in whatever convent she might end her days, this JuL uifuraished news were nail turret- vhere, in a altar, they admirably b was sono- priviiegetJ litude, our ions of the ae. Here, lercies that owards the t enveloped ]}od's good mt hours of lie past six- K)rt and in- i especially in the la- Sisters of tion of that tvtciate and Limerick, in Dublin. >n given her lion to the bllowed by the Divine supplicate rdaya^tUfl BOm AHD THB ABBIT. 868 ■ablime devotion might be established. She recalled the ■weet and cheerful look with which, in answer to this con- fidence, the Rever-".d Foundress replied, "And why not ? Why, in the Mother House of each country, where there may be the average of our present twenty-seven in the noviciat3, should there not be carried on the Adoration, and, as far as could be, perpetually !" Our Pilgrim then recalled the circumstance made knoMm to her on her ar- rival in Rome by the Missionary Fathers of the Precious Blood, who'are the Confessors of the Nuns of the Per- petual Adoration on Monte Cavallo. She recalled the declaration that on her death-bed, where she had departed fa the odour of sanctity, the late Superioress of that convent had announced, " An Englishwoman will soon arrive to found our devotion in England." Our Pilgrim, fa recalling these two circumstances, was naturally led to follow those two holy Religious m spirit to their heavenly home, and implore their aid. She possessed a print of the Roman Nun, and a relic of her habit on a printed paper of authentication ; but of her beloved friend, the Irish Nun, although she had twice taken her likeness, and had possessed many letters fa her peculiar hand-writing, bhe now had nothing, and was one evening dwellmg par. tioularly on the frequency with which these two Religious, the one a Contemplative Recluse, the other an Active Philanthropist, met fa spirit during her meditation, when Sister Agnes begged permission to mterrupt her solitude on the plea of a spiritual necessity. This confidence from Sister Agnes, told in all the humble nmplioity of her usual announcement of supernatural objects, ooinoided 16* % 870 ROIU AND THK ABBET. entirely with that unicm on which our Pilgrim Lad h quiriiigly pondered. On each side of the holy Cardinal who had been their best friend on earth, and was now often seen radiant in glory above the high altar of the church, Sister Agnes had that day marked with joy, on the Saint's right hand, tlie, to her, well-known countenance and figure of the late Superioress of the Perpetual Adoration in Rome, dressed according to her Order in the crimson scapular, and other Insignia of her vocation. On his left hand stood a taller, feirer Religious, in venerable, yet blooming age; the dress, in every detail, was that of a Sister of Mercy. Could It be the beloved and lamented Foundress of that congregation t On the following day, in heavenly cond©- Bcenslon, the sainted three re-appeared, and the blessed Catherine MacAuley, dressed in the doak and bonnet with the speckled straw-basket for the visitation of the HJok poor, appeared with characteristics of feature and oi-mplexion so marked, that Sister Agnes, who had never beheld her in life, was enabled to describe what she saw to the entire and grateful content of her who saw not, and yet believed ! This was but the beginning of almost dally announce- ments of the care, the maternal care, which these two blessed guardians took of the united Institute of the Solitaries and Handmaids of Jesus and Mary. But lei this suifice. In September the Prince and Princess of Valmontone, with their eldest child, friends, and attendants, came to occupy their usual suite of rooms in their feudal palace and the Religious Solitary » were enabled to prove to Hlil MiiliiimMHIl^^^ SOME AND TBK ABBXT. 871 flieiT sweet countrywoman and benefactress, how truly •ho had comprehended their vocation. Tne chief object of this visit to the least frequented of their numerous palaces was w perform the pilgrimage to Genezawjo, amongst the near mountains, where was a noted shrine of our Lady ; miraculous even in these days of incredu- lity, perhaps the more so on that account, for when has the maternal heart of Mary failed in hour of need ! Scarcely, had the devout Prince and Princess, with their suit's returned from Valmontone to Albano, when the Religious Solitaries received the recreative visit o** Miss Graham, who, with her servants, finding suflficicntly good roc'ms at the inn, remained several weeks in tho daily society of her beloved friend and her companions; •nd had scarcely arranged her temporary home when she lequested a sight of the Constitutions of the embryo Institute, adding, however, that when she saw the flexible obedience of those already engaged in the religious life, she much feared that for herself the blessed time waa past for ever." « And what thinks your Confessor T said the ReU- pous. " Why he does not consider the case to b» so des- perste," said Katherine, smiling. « And 1 supnose," said her friend, also smiling, " that •8 a good Catholic you consider him to be the best judge of the two r «« It is in consequence of that consideration," said . Katherine, " that I have requested to see your code of laws. If I do not like them, even in theory, why no 872 ROUS AND THE ABDET. Confessor in bis senses would ui^e me to tr; the priMV tice, and if, liking the theory, I stumble in the prao* tice, I can get up and be off again." " Not so," said the Religious ; " rather say, that if you stumble in the practice, liking the theory, it is becaus« you exact from yourself, in the spirit of — ; may I speak the words, Katherine ?" " I will speak them for you," said Miss Graham : " I exact from myself, in the spirit of spiritual pride, an instant spiritual J)erfect»--i, instead of waiting the ordi- diuary growth of grace by means adapted to my state.'* " Just K)," observed the Religious. " But,"* continued Miss Graham, " you weL Know my itter dislike of all hypocrisy ; ond I should dread adopt- ing a certain dress and maimer and routine of life, whilu I was only hoping to gain the interior spirit." " If you had the earnest desire to gain the interior spirit of the religious life," said the Nun, "you might safely adopt the dress and routine, for hypocrites never earnestly desire holiness of life." " There is but one of the vows that would become a source of scruple to me," obser-ed Kathe-ine, " and tlutt is the vow of obedience." " Take courage," replied the Religious. " Those who first unite in this, or any other foundati n, must of neces- sity be engaged at once in offices of trust, and become the confidential friends and advisers of their Superior. Hius, fiur from lamenting that the flexible years of girlhood are passed, far from lamenting the many years you have had of practical experience in the management of a hous» hold, and in benevolent er,rts for the poor, r<^oice that (f^ ROm AND THB ABBKT. 978 you can serve God with the same prudence, knowledge, and fidelity, vhich, lilce the prayers and alms of Corne- lius, lie Itad already accepted from you, being a Pro- testant^ and rewarded you with the light of faith. For your ?'istres8 of Novices I can offer you no one but my- self, assisted by Sister Agnes, and — " "Oh!" interrupted Katherine, "1 want no other! Thank Heaven ! the bugbear is over of being perpetually pursued by^ some tight little woman fiill of minutia;. Give me the thick manuscript — it seems less terrifio being in your hand-writing, my own Geraldine — I beg every monastic pardon possible! our most Reverend Mother and pro-Abbess of London Abbey." Miss Graham did not visit the Reiigious Solitary du- ring the next three days ; but on the fourth evening she brought back the manuscript of the Constitutions, saying, " Well, I have read every word ; not dipping or skipping, but regularly from the Introduction to the Conclusion, both included. First I read through all the duties of the enclosed Solitaries of the Adoration, very much as I should any history of the Angelic Hierarchy : but when I came to the duties of the Active, Sisters of the Insti- tute I felt the ground beneath my feet, for I remember my visit to the Convent of Mercy in Ireland, and so, by God's grace will I ' go and do likewise,' under your aus- p'.ces, in that great Babylon of London." Katherine Graham then wrote to the Reverend Mr. Terrison, who was staying at the English College in Rome, and with whom during the last year she had kept up an animated correspondence. After the receipt of his answer, she made no secret of her intentions to join the united IniU* I ^R' *%: S74 ROME AKO TLB ABDBT. tute in London as a Handmaid of Jesus abd Maiy The delight of Lilia may be well imagined, especially IS, in making this announcement, Katherine added, " And although for myself I prefer serving my fellow-creatures, for God's sake, in the same mode I have hitherto done, yet I do fuel, deeply feel, the value of being beneath the same roof with the adorable Mysteries, of knowuig that perpetual Adoration is with us, and of knowing also, that while I am toiling, and much cumbered with serving, you, mysterious girl, and others of your vocation, are receiving the Divine whispers of Heaven, and praying for my necessities." " I think," said Katherine, a few days after this con- versation, *' that wherever you abide in Italy you find yourselves associakid with Active Religious, and able to try the experiment of their union with you Contempla* tives. In Rome you could kneel unseen above the labours of the Pious Teacheps, and view them through your curious trap-door ; while here, from the coretto of the nalace you can see the Salesian Teachers* in the church below — ^that is, if you watch for their entrance, as I do ; for I love them all/ from the affectionate old Prioress and Sub-Prioress to the blushing little Juniors in their grotesque hoods and tight sleeves, and truly welcome them to »ur festival recreations, to enjoy their catoche- tical wrangling, and their pretty litanies and hymns." Before leavuig Valmontone to return for the winter to Naples, Katherine, who had paid a fare^^ell visit to • Beligioni Commnnitr daroted to Uio instnicliaii of poor girli, tamUA tj ■ Princeu Doria. Their ConiUtaUons tn bu«d on th* Rol* o( M rimnoiiofSubi. )» JJ HOMl AMD TBI ABBBt. 87A Rome, brought back Mr. T 48on just as the Albano Confessor of the Nuns, the Alissionary Father of the " Precious Blood," had arrived on hi "aonthly visit a little before his time. ITus meeting viitii their other Confessor and friend, M .•. Terrison, was most acceptable to all parties, for warnings had been given through the* medium of the humble and simple Sister Agnes, who without ever attempting to interpret, or even comment on what she daily beheld over the high altar of the jhurch, would recount, as she knelt beside her Superior- ess, the following prophetic signs : — The blessed Cardinal Acton sternly shaking a rod or wand towards the Palace and Rome, which both lay on the Gospel side of the altar, and pointing with the other hand, which containe<f a cross, towards Naples. The blue waters of the Mediterranean sea. The lai^e greenish waves of the ocean. The representatiaiof an aged Cardinal, in torn and ■oiled clothes, takin{ flight. A ruined church covered with ivy. A Friar, or Monk, seated, with blood flowing from the throat to the feet A Nun bound with crimson bands. His present Holiness Pius the Nintii iaking fli^t, with a military weapon in his hand. Then seen in full pontificals, with a black cloth over his &ce and head, and wringing his hands. The old ruined church full of people in confusion and iistress. Women takmg flight with dishevelled hair. Military marching in all directions. ~^'L ^ %H MOUl AND tni ADBXr. Heaps of dying and dead. An immensely thicic wall, with a breach in It These warnings, with many more, having been Mik> tnitted to both ordinary and extraordinary Confessor, and received by them as Heaven-sent, it was arranged . that Mr. Terrison, Dom Francesco, and their kind friend, the English Banker in the Corso, Rome, should all three unite to give warning to depart from the Papal States, should the progress of revolutionary principles be such as to render a longer stay at Yalmontr/ne hazardous for foreign Religious. This promise r^iycn and other aT' rangements made in distant preparation, Mise Gruham with leas concern took leave, and continued during the month of November to receive weekly letters at Naples from Rome, till at length the public events became such as to render her more painfully anxious. The once for- tified and still strong position of the feudal Palace of Valmontone being the first great halting-place from Rome on that road to Naples, made her fear that it might be- come, as it had once before been, the object of contention between hostile troops; and her anxiety reached its height when she learned that the public conveyances were prohibited from entering the Neapolitan Statea, fbllowed by the murder iu Rome of the Prime Minister, the attack on the Papal Palace, and the vioUnt deatk of tiw Abate Palms 1 "M^- — - -r nom AHD TBI AOORT. 871 CHAPTER XXXV. 1 V« mImIi hear thii awhil word, " Toaeb nM the anolnhid of tb* Lord !" \li his privato room, at the end of the long suite of aa« dience^hambera, in the Palace of the Quirinal, stood tm Sovereign Pontiff, Pius the Ninth, alone and deep in thought. In one hand his Holiness held a small flat case, once richly ornamented, but now so worn and discoloured that scarcely it seemed fit to be an offering from afar, aa yet it was to him who gazed on it intently and with re. verenoe. The various papers which had enveloped the case lay ou a table at the right hand of the Pope, which, resting on this table, still held the letter in French cha- racters that had accompanied and explained the offering yf the velvet case, and which his Holiness, again raising, read with still increasing emotion. The donor of the un- expected gift was the Bishop of Valence, in which city the exiled Pope Pius the Sixth passed the last years of his life ; and the letter ran thus : — ^" Most holy Father, the time is just at hand when you will require this relie of your prcdt'cessor Pius the Sixth, who on leaving Rome bore the adorable Host in his bosom, contained within the accompanying case. On his death-bed here at Va. lenoe, Pius the Sixth presented this companion of his exii^ to my predecessors in the see. Deign to accept and use Ihe offering now laid at your sacred feet, and bestow . / 1 919 lUna AND TBI ABBIT. your benediction on your devoted Servant ai.d Sec Ib Christ." As Pius the Ninth, again resting his hand on the taWe, stood in profound thought, a small private door c»poncd from a staircase leading from the rooms below occupied by his Confessor, and Monsignor Stella entering, received the confidence of the Pope. The following day commenced the active results of that rebellious spirit, which in its stubborn pride would &in have made a gilded puppet of the Pope : who, amid triumphal arches and bands of music, was to cede to the republican leaders all the vital principles of the tiarn. Thus Rossi fijll, and the venerable Palma ; and the sa- cred, the triply sacred dwelling of the Monarch was in- milted by outrages fi-om which his meanest subject is protected. On the evening of the 25th of November, in the drawing-room of the lady of the bavarian Ambassa- dor, the Countess of Sporre,noone but herself being pro> Bent, her husband and the Ambassador of France met and arranged the final measures for the escape of the Pope firom Rome. The Ambassadors of France and Ba- varia : but why, then, do they fix on the kingdom of Na- ples ? It is easy of access ; but is the King of Nicies • fiuthfiil son to the Pope 1 Is it to the cordial and gene, rous welcome of a home, or to the cold policy of a state- prison that Pius the Ninth is about to entrust his sacred person 1 And what means the admission of a fair asso> ciate in this hour of deep and anxious counterplot? At ten at night Count Sporre left his house with the Frendi Ambassador, Mons. d'Harcourt ; but they parted in the Piazza dei Sunta Apostoli, the lattor entering his P&Iaoo W" BOa AMD THl ABBIY. of tho French Embassy, aiid the Minister of Bavaria be- ing driven to the inner court of the Quirinal. " The hour Is rather late," said his Excellency, on entering the Papal Palace ; " but I have no choice ; my business with the Pope is too important to, be deferred :" and he pursued without molestation his course to the audience-chamber, the Major Duomo and First Lord of the Chamber being in the secret In half on hour the carriage of the French Ambassador rolled into the court of the Palace; and hit Excellency of France, leaping from the steps, began U ascend the great staircase. " It is not possible, Eec$kn' CO," said the g- » -rs; *'the hour is past." " And pray n/ oat means then the carriage of the Bav» rian Mmister being here 1" said Mons. d'Harcourt. " Oh !" said the guards, " he is just going away." " I dare you to refuse admittance to the Ambassador of France, another Ambassador being already admitted !** cried his Excellency; and the guards hesitating, ha gained the ante-rooms and entered the audience^hamber of the Pope. In about ten minutes after the admission of the French Ambassador, his Excellency of Bavaria withdrew, aiii, accompanied by an Ecclesiastic, passed through the suite of rooms and the great staircase on his return to his car riage, which still awaited him in the court. Withui the s^ntane of the accompanying priest, carefully placed or nis breast, was the ." crimson case," and in it the " Holy of Holies," fortifying, consoling, and miraculously con oealing from his enemies Hia Vicar on earth ; for thus, no othemHse metamorphosed than in the colour of his sa* urud garments, did Pope Pius the Ninth pass, not o::Ijr 880 BOMK AND THE ABBET. his household guaroj and attendants, but all the cnnoot and mischievous loiterers around the Palace gates, and, mounting the carriage of his faithful servant, was driven rapidly, not to the mansion of the Ambassador, but to the gate of Rome called Porta Maggiore, where the Ambas- sador producing his passports for himself, his fami y, and his " Chaplain," they proceeded to the travelling carriage awaiting them within a short distance, which contained the heroic wife and the little sons of the Ambassador. In the meantime his Excellency of Franco remained ift the Papal audience^:hamber in apparent discourse with his Holiness. He then came forth alone, and having gained his carriage drove home, the secret remaining un discovered. The travelling carriage on the road to the Neapolitan frontier proceeded post with such rapidity, that by the following night, through Albano, Terracina, Fondi, the holy Father and his devoted children had arrived at the Locanda in Mola di Gaeta, once Cicero's villa, overlook- ing the bay and fortress of Gaeta. At the barrier his Excellency had immediately said to the police officers, "Gentlemen, this is the Pope !" but at all the inns the greatest precaution was used, and now continued at the hotel in Mola, where the Countess had to take the lead ; a responsible post, the duties of which she fuliilled witn calm but active courage. A stage before Mola the Am bassador had vacated his seat to Cardinal Antonelli, who was to personate him ; and now the Countess proceeded to select the rooms for the different members of her & mily ; assigning as a motive for fixing on the best room for the Pope, that the " Reverend Preceptor and Chap » yiimmmi^h 1 1^ ■Om ANL THX ABBXr. 881 t all the cnnoot alace gates, and, vant, was driven isador, but to the here the Ambus- f, hisfamij, and avelling carriage which contained Ambassador, uico remained ia t discourse with one, and having et remaining un } the Neapolitan [ity, that by the cina, Fondi, tha i arrived at the villa, overlook' the barrier hia ) police officers, all the inns the wntinued at the 3 take the lead : he fuliilled witn e Mola the Am 1 Antonelli, whc itess proceeded ubers of her & 1 the best room tptor and Chi^ lain was suffering from face-ache; and besides," added the Countess, " both the Count and myself feel that we cannot take too much care of the Signor Abate in grate- ful retunt for the care he takes of our children." When the master of the Locanda saw the supposed Tutor, he was struck with respect amounting to awe, and after- wards declared to have felt the presence of some au- gust personage. His first impulse was to cease directing the servants in the arrangement of the rooms, and to himself change the coverlid of the bed destined for the Btrjuiger ; and although the Countess prudently obser/ed that the coverlid would do very well, the padrono ran to fetch one of damask that had never been in use, and Iwd it on the bed of the illustrious visitor. The Bavarian Ambassador meanwhile journeyed with speed to Naples, bearing to the King these lines from the Sovereign Pontiff :—" U Vicario di Gesft Pio Nono, al dilettissimo figlio Ferdmando SecouJo, cMede un'asilio."* Eight days before the flight of the Pope, the King of No- pies had written confidentially to his Holine> beseech- ing him to leave the city, and inviting him to enter tha kingdom. The result, therefore, of this touching appeal could not be doubted. On reaching the Hotel de Roiae, in Naples, the Bavarian Ambassador immediately requested an interview with the Papal Nuncio, who then went direct to his Majesty, notwitlistanding the lateness of the hour and by iwo o'clock in the morning three steam-vesseU were ready to depart for Gaeta ; two of them being fil' od •with troops, .,nd the third bearing the King, Queen, and • " Th* Vicar of Jama to hi* wall-beloTad ton, Fardlnand tha i|«Mli an aijrlum." i «'r- S8S BOm AND THE ABBKT. royal children, with their attendants ; also inimciiMi treasures of money, vestments, and sacred vessels ; so that the officials necessarily employed took fur granted that some rebellious plot had been discovered and that the royal family were taking flight. The ffrst meeting between the Pope and the King was midway the great staircase of the royal Palace atGaeta a meeting so affecting that more than ten minutes elapsed before either spoke, while the gentle Queen, the children, and attendant} wept around. Such were the facts related to our English Pilgrims, when by the advice of spiritual directors and the events of Rome, they left their solitude of Valmontone, and proceeded through Velletri and Terracina to the hallowed Rock of Gaeta. So little had they been able to trust the Various roports given of the flight of the Pope from Rome, that they had still remained ignorant whether his journey had been effected by land or sea. It was not a time in ordinary calculation for women to undertake a long journey ; but, although the middle of January, a burst of balmy spring weather favoured them on the morning of their departure from the feudal Palace ; so that being clad in their winter wrappings they were &iu to cast them aside, and knew no inconvenience but from heat, during their mountain route from Valmontone to Velletri ; a route that no tourist has published — ^rich it wild and varied scenery, during the early part of whici our English travellers oflen turned a grateful retrospeo tive gaze on the spot, become familiar'to them during 84 many peacefid months, never to be viewed again. A Velletri all was in expe< station for the National AssemUy ST '^' BOMI AMD THB ABBBV 38S k> be held on the following Sunday. It was then f ridny evening the 19th, and being lodged with a pious and re spectable widow, near the cathedral, the Pilgrims bent their steps to the house of God, and knelt at the variout altars in silent prayer until the Angelus Domini. A midnight they were roused by the sudden arrival of ofl> ciatls and military from Rome, the chiefs of whom with heavy tread paced the chambers above those in which lay our now sleepless travellers, the most anxious being their •lerical iriend'the Canonico B., who, knowing that Bishops and other dignitaries were to be brought to Velletri by force, if not by persuasion, began to reflect with some dismay that, being in rank the Dean of his Chapter and bis person already in Velletri, the risk was great of being detained by those miscreants, the republicans, from pur- suing his journey with the English party to Gaeta. The state of things was rendered more complicated from th* Roman company of soldiers being ordered to Terracina, the last city on the frontiers of the Papal States whither our Pilgrims were to journey that day. The venerable Canonico was also very reasonably uneasy, that, whereas their vetturino had proposed and even urged their start* ing early in the monung, he was not now to be found of heard of: and the open place between the hotel and the cathedral was full of the busy and angry hum of i mob. Dreading to attract notice, the shutters were carefully closed during the candlelight 'breakfast of the traveller^ during which the many omnibuses which contained tht Boldiers rolled away ; and soon after, it being just befbr* minrise, the vetturino himself announced that all was ready. He had purposely let the military omnibuset f 84 ROMS AND THB ABBST. gut the start, and during the early part of the day's jour- ney through the Pontine Marshes he drove briskly, be* ing sure that, as long as he kept out of sight, he was free from molestation. Towards mid-day, and as he drew near the rustic inn where his horses were wont to be re- Ipeshed, he slackened his pace, and informed the travel era that he must proceed the whole way to Terracina without resting or refreshing the poor animals, for that he could descry in the distance the whole party of mill- tary halting at the inn, that their horses were taken out of the omnibuses, and all prepared for a two houra' /est. ♦* Is there any fear of their stopping usi" said the Cano nico. To which Enrico only replied by the usual Romai . ** Chi lo sa 1" and remounting his driving-seat maintained his slow pace, till perceiving that every horse was unhar Qossed, and the men sitting or lying about in the first en joyment of their frugal dinner, he encouraged his vivv cious horses to their greatest speed, and in a short time left far behind our travellers the misguided instruments of the republic. In prudence and affection for his horses the vetturino then again slackened his pace, not fearing the few soldiers who had walked on in advance either in couples or alone. To one of these solitary soldiera some provisions from the carriage were offered, which he thuikfully accepted ; and as Lilia, who sat back, observed the still repeated signs of his gratitude, she exclaimed, " Alas, to think that so goo^ a heart, with others as warm and honest, is marching against his sacred and lawful Sovereign!" "These poor Roman soldiera," said the Beligious op IXMite, " do not believe that they are mwching in rebel ROME AND THE ABB£T. 885 lion to the Pope. They are taught, on the contrary, that Pius is in the hands of a perfidious enemy, that he is im- prisoned within the fortress of Gaeta, and that he ardently desires success to the Roman army, who are marching to his rescue. Most of the good citizens of Rome believe the same, and just as I find it expressed in a letter from oui former pious young attendant, Louisa F., which ar- rived with our last executed commissions from the Piazza Barberini : '.' Oh ! Signora mia, sono suocedute le cose troppo torribile. U nostro buono Santo Padre e andato via, e sta fra le mani del traditori." The good Canonioo sighed, and his colour rose. He had also partly believed the same ; and even should the Pope have found a home amidst his Neapolitan sons, a jealous pang would dart through the breasts of the Roman -priests, "Troppo troppo mortificati siamo not altri," said he, the tears^ris- ing to his eyes ; but immediately raismg them and his hands to Heaven, he added, with his usual meek expres- sion, " Etemo Padre ! fo vi ofiro il Sangue Preziosissimo di Oesit Cristo in isoonto dt i miei peccati, e per i bisogui della santa CSiiesV'* to which their well-known and daily taring the religious travellers replied a heartfelt ' Amen.* • " Etontl Father ! I offer 70a the moit Pracioni Blood of oar Lord J«aa Ckiiit, In upiation of all mj liiu, and for the wont* of the Hi )f Cbiuak. Amb." It 1 mm ^^ ssr liOiaC ANU TOE ASBdt CHAPTER XXXVL Hoppy the toul whtne feith in iMan To gax« BpoD the workl anteen : She, amid Henvon'i all-varying •hvr, Haa Vl'.tle choice in Uiing> baluw. Thx day's journey along the celebrated Pontine Manilies bad not been irithout interest, even in picturesque eflfect, owing to the range of mountains which broke the mono* tony of the plain ; and Sister Agnes informed Ldlia that she had at length determined on the solitude she should like to rccal in the future cell, if Lilia would kindly take the sketch for her. The sketchbook was soon cpen ir Lilia's hand, and she declared her interest in knowing what could possibly be the point of preference, apart from historical remembrance, which, after t!l the varied and striking scenery they had passed, should be found io the ' Palude Pontefice V " It is that solitary tower," said Sister Agnes, " which I have watched all day, standing so firmly on its own pedestal of a rock, at the foot of those sheltering moua» tains, and looking over this vast plain." " But," said Lilia, " to give you a picture characteiic- tic of these Pontine Marshes, I must place the Montague della Pine And the solitary tower in the distance, give a middle distance of the plain, and introduce as a fore- ground some of the trees of the forest called ' La Mao- chia,' famous for its fierce banditti. To do this I must imagine myself f-ir away to our right, and our present road will run in the r liddle dista.ice. Is the tower to ba the principal object t or shall I introduce some interest 'wg group in the foreground 1" «w*-- \. Tlb^ I ROm AND THl ABBXr. 887' " To draw profitable reflections from the picture In our cell," replied Sister Agnes, " there must be nothing dis- tracting introduced. I am called to be a Solitary, like that tower, looking over the vast plain of the world with< out changing my position or my character ; and I prefer cemparing the world to that which is flat and monoton- ous, because to me this is truth. When I read of holy penitents, who have once found the world too beautiful and enchanting, I cannot comprehend those their former feelings and temptations." "Then, Dame Agnes," said Lilia, "you have never been tempted even by the starlights of the Mediteria- nean, or the sunsets of Rome, or the moonlights of Albar 1H>, to regret that our greatest prosperity in England is to be some sheltered garden with a cloudy sky ?" " I cannot understand," said Sister Agnes, " how per- sons dedicated to God can be anxious about cliir.ate or scenery. Cannot they wait till they go to enjoy fvr ever the utmost perfection of both !" " And yet," pleaded Lilia, " holy persons dedkated t*» God have so oflen fixed themselves in beautiful Kcennry, vhat we must suppose they selected those spoln ga calcu- lated by thoir natural beauties to assist their devc-tiou. The Capuchins and the Passionists, ibr instance , can any- thing exceed the wild beauties of their chosen spots 1" " In a country so naturally beautiful as Italy," said the Reverend Mother, " these spots abound, and the more wild, so perhaps the more attainable in a pecuniary point of view ; and the degree of ^cultivation given around every convent adds to the beauty of a spot not chosen fur self gratification, but, generally speaking, the free gift of soma bene&ctor. Still less have the Religious Orders in Italy ■ought a genia! climate. It i« their birthright And r»>. ■■M , >ia AND TBB ADBKT Member, Sister Mary Cecilia, tliat the kingdom of Ooi la not without and around ua : it ia within ua ; and this beat 'sunahine of the breaat' can illumine an English, nay, even a London garden, and raise the fairest bloa- ■oms of Paradiae." *' Ah, yes !" cried Lilia, " how unfaithful it would bd of me to have any reservation in the dedication of my> self to God. Why is thia dedication called a sacrifice, and this sacrifice called a holocaust, if I am to cling to anything of earth. But here, Dame Agnes, is your sketch, finished as far as can be, considering that it is not t.c be a pencil drawing, but only to fumiah hints for an oil painting. If we remain some days at Naples, I can, with p'enr'aaion, finish the solitude of the mount&m tower." They had now arrived at Terracina, and were soon lodged in the principal inn overlooking the bay. The chief interest to the religious travellers that evening was derived from the pious admiration and enjoyment of the Lveverond Canonioo in beholding, for the first time in his lonjf life, the blue-waved Mediterranean, and they re- joiced the more in thia recreative occupation of his mind, as he was greatly apprehenaive of being in aome way molested at Terracina by the republican guard. The fr 'Homing morning being Sunday, they all attended the Canonioo's early Mass in the Cliiesa Nuova, where the (Tilley slaves formed the body of the congregation and the choir. Our travellers supposed at the time, and were right, that this new church, the nearest to the inn, had been built for these erring sons, who, under the ad- mirable discipline adopted, were retracii>g their wandeiv ing steps, and were enooun^ed by every meors to b» come honest and pious once more. The Mass even wtw 18 your v!^ ■flb^' BOm AND Tin ABDKT. as* lerved by a galley slave promoted to be cluunles^ rhongh still wearing the striped garments of disgrace. That same morning our travellers left Terracina, and passing with but I'ttle difficulty the confines, the barrier, and the different custom-house stations, were fairly in the kingdom of Naples. They were not searched nor an- noyed even at Fondi, the chief town on our way, and be- fore sunset arrived at Mola da Gaeta, a spot become ever memorable, and rich in natural beauties. Our Pilgrims were conducted to the terrace attached to their suite of rooms, whereon had stood Pius the Ninth. The room in which his Holiness had slept was unoccupied, from re- spect, but the others of the suite were assigned to our friends, and they now stood gazing on the still and deeply blue waters of Gaeta's bay, '.vith the fortress, city, and mound of the peninsula stretched in a line before them, striking in themselves, and now for ever sacred as the asylum of the exiled Pope. Below the terrace, and be- tween it and the sea, were the orange and lemon garden?, laden with their ripe and brilliant fruit ; and to the east and west the pine, the cypress, and olive groves ; while on the north arose perpendicularly a belt of sheltering rock, or second cliff, rendering Mola as fiivoured in na- tural position, as it was in classical and sacred recoiJ. The day following the arrival of our Pilgrims in Mola was devoted to the last and eventful audience in Gaeta, which had already been anticipated by letters. They were driven round the western side of the bay and along the narrow neck of land to the peninsula of Gaeta: after passing one of the drawbridges their passports were de- manded and shown, before they could proceed over the second into the strongly fortified city. When once ad* mitted within the fortifications they could perceive no umm BOm AKD TBI ABBIcr. additional moats of defence round the royal palace Ix' cepUng the gimrds— nothing that could indicate a sUte priBon opart from the city. The palace stood like the Qiiirinal, its windows looking into the square and streets. ITiey were first admitted to tho Mnggior Duomo, amost kind-henrted, active man, who recognised in them the ex- pected visitors, received them most cordially, and ap* pointed tho time of half-past eleven to be in tho Papal ante-room ; to which they were punctual, having on their habits of ceremony, namely, the black habit with train, tho white cloak, the crimson scapular, the silver crucifix ; and eomlucted by their reverend friein? ( anonioo B., who bore for thein all their oflicial papers in case that his Holiness should have forgotten them. Many prelates and ecclesiastics were assembled in the ante-rooms, who re cognised the venorable Cuionico, and engaged him in dis eourse. Of course the present position of the Church was the paramount theme, and the proud rebellion of Romans the subject of many comments. Monsignor Stella, the Pope's holy Confessor, being asked if he were a Roman, replied, " No, thank God !" and Monsignor de Medici, in some amicable discussion, called out, " No, no, I must have it my own way— I am a Roman, you know, and consequently wilful (volontario)." Had he, however, really objected to be a Roman, the noble Medici could easily have taken refuge in his Florentine descent. At length it was in order for the English Religious to enttsr the audience-room ; the Canonico advanced a few steps before them, and then, Monsignor Medici conduct- ing them forward, they were once more, and in farewell, •t tho sacred feet of Christ's Vicar on earth. After the toual prostruion and salute, they were favoured by kiss, idg the ring and hand of the Pope ; and then, being rtiU ' jUi i Mwn mJj i viijiJMm f^ '^^Tl^' ■Om AMD TBI ABBir. OTl on her kneea, the elder Pilgrim humbly preBentod th« eopy of the Rule, in folio, which bad been beautifully bound in white vellum and gold, with the Papal arms stamped in the centre. His Holiness amilingly rccoiveil it, saying, "Oh! cho galanteria," and, turning over tho first leaf, read the dedication, in which Sister Mary Agnes' name followed that of the Mother Superior's an the associated foundress. He laid his hand on her arm, saying, "Questa dunque b Suor Maria Agncse di Gesiil" Never hod the countenance of Pius the Ninth looked •o benignly beaming as during that interview : and with patemid goodness and patience, his Holiness, although he remembered the senior Religious, yet looked over all the documents previously'acoorded in Rome, and prom- ised that whatever Qirdinal Fransono should writ© for on their account should be granted. His Holiness theii kindly conversed with Lilia, and congratulated her on the Heavenly Grace vouchsafed her; and then uming to Sister Mary John of the Cross, and finding that she did not understand Italian, he exclaimed, " Ah questi In- glef.i, ecco cho restono sempre Inglesi, perch^ non vogli- ono dire un ' Miserere' che nolla lingua, loro : e come b» fatto 1ft Poverina, senza poterc dir lo 6U0 miserie 1" The Reverend Canonico then explained that in Rome Sislcr Mary John had had tho constant advantage of an Eiiglish Confessor, and that at Valmontone a Confessor understanding English had come at mtervals from Alba- no, a Missionary Father of the Precious Bloo"!, and the Pope was satisfied. His Holiness Uicn blessed with in- dulgences their spousal rings, and pectoral crucifixes, and the rosaries destined for England ; and the parting time had arrived. With true filial veneration, affection, and imotlon, the English Pilgrims again prostrated to kiss 1 Ma ROMS AND THK ABBET. for the last time, and under circnmstances of such odver •ity, the feet of Christ's Ucpresentative on Earth. Could they have yielded to those feelings they would gladly have lingered, but this might not be. They received tlM lost benediction and retired. On passing from the papal part of the palace, they met the King of Naples driving himself and an iudo-de- oamp in an open phoeton. The Religious stopped from respect, and the King bowed, exclaiming, " £cco Mon< ache !" The Queen and royal children had also arrived that day from Naples. The follovring morning, at MoU da Gaeta, the senior Religious informed her venerable fidend the Canonico B,, that instead of proceeding that day to Naples she must return with Sister Agnes and himself to Gaeta. The Canonico felt and lookevi much surprised, — ^What could she desire more than had been expressed in that last interview by the Sovereign Pon- tiff t He consented, however, and the two professed Keligious, with himself, again presented themselves to the good Maggior Duomo at the palace, and the senior Nun requested an interview with Monsignor MedicL .This could not take place till the usual hour for the pa- pal audiences ; but it would be impossible to see the Pope again ; his Holiness had caught cold, and was con- fined to his bed. " I do not request or desire to see the Pope again," said' our Pilgrim at length to Monsignor Medici; "but I omitted, in the emotion of yesterday's vterview, to ob- tain something I have inuch at heart ;" and the object was confided to Monsignor, who told her chat if she would have patience he H'ouid deliver her supplication to the Pope. Our Pilgrim had leorued patience, so had her fiuthfiil ^^ oh aivw- . Could <1 glttdljf eived tlM ICO, they 1 tude-de- >ed from !Co Mon< > arrived I at MoIa 'enerable ding that ^08 and ed much iiad been ign Pon- >roressed lelves to e senior Medici, r the pa- see the was oon- si; "but HT, to 0b> e object t if she plication -fiuthfiil BOMB AKD THI ABBIT. 399 eompanions ; besides, it was to neither very pcnitentia- to sit again quietly in the ppi'.l ante-room at Gaeta, and hear and watch so much of reul interest to the Catholic world. Again they saw Cardinal Antonelli, whose intel- lectual yet meek look, and whose humble manner of r©. cciving their respect, reminded them of the lamented Cardinal Acton ; and for the first time thoy saw the new Cardii 1— a striking contrast— whose premature presen- tation of her rescript, when Monsignor Vizzadelll, acting as second to Cordinal Ferretti, had run the risk of a mysterious failure, which a timely personal interview with his Eminence Cardinal Ferretti had averted : and silently blessing God for all the courage and perscveranc* He had vouchsafed her, she also continu'^ to pray that these gifts might endure to the end. By her side in the papal ante-room stood a Brother of tlie Christian Doo- trine, who had passed the last two years in Italy, at Soubiaco and Monte Casino, preparatory to founding, in his native diocess in France, an institute based on tb-; ancient rule of Saint Benedict. The similarity of their object in coming to Italy and to Gaeta produced an in- teresting conversation between these two Religious and the promise of mutual prayers. Our Pilgrim twice ob- aeived Monsignor Medici looking out rapidly from the Inner room to ascertain the state of hor patience ; and the next treat sent her was the discourse of the meek and holy Monsignor Stella, the Pope's G)nfe88or. Towards him the heart of the Religious I'ilgrlm had immedirtely expanded ; and she now felt, gratefViUy touched that he sought her again, and in a low tone of voice continued to advise and strengthen her. He willingly accepted lief oorid^pondence, and gave her a present reply t» a deep 11* 304 BOU ARD TBK ABBBT. and aifficolt question which had not before been snbmiti ted to him. Monsignor Stella, as a farewell gift, pre senteti her the little work entitled " L'Amore di Gesi," with some other late publications; and then, giving to both the Religious his benediction, retired into the inner room just before a message was brought to her from his Holiness, purporting that if she would send to bjm a writ- ten petition for some spiritual grant tc her convent he would accede to her first supplication, conveyed through Monsignor Medici, namely, the Pope would give her his autograph by signing her written petition. The fresh petition was then immediately drawn up fur her in the ante-room ; and m a few minutes our Pilgrim held and kissed the signature of Pius the Ninth. " Cajete die 83 Januarii, 1849, pro gratie per per Pius P.P. IX." After leaving the papal suite of rooms our English Religious was conducted to those occupied by the pious and hospitable King and Queen, who, resigning their usual state-rooms to the Pope, were domesticated with their children in a suite of low, small chambers. Tlie King, accompanied by the chief officers of his staff, met the Religious and their Reverend Ck)nductor on the great stairs, on his way to inspect the fortifications. His Majesty greeted tliem cordially, and on their observing that the Religious Institute, to which he wished all suc- cess, had met with st me contradiction and difficulty, the Kir.g replied with his wonted piety, " That only proves the mnre tiiat Grod loves you !" On being admitted to the Queen, who r"ceived them with equal kindness, the conversation was held in French, and continued for some time. Her Majesty accepted to be one of the Bene- fiictrrases of the Perpetual Adoration in London, and linmLied a present eoi-nest of hmr good-will, which oa re been snbmit ewell gift, pre more di Gesi,* then, giving to i into the inner to her from his i to hjm a writ- ler convent he iveyed through lid give her his >n. The fresh for her in the grim held and ' Cajete die 23 P. IX." I our English 1 by the pions esigning their esticated with ambers. Hie his staf^ met >r on the great icationa. His leir observing rished all suc- diffioulty, the b only proves admitted to kindness, the lued for some of the Bene< London, and ill, which on -^= -m iOUB A5D THB ABBBTv their arrival in Naples was conveyed to them by hel Maggior Dnomo, the Prince of Cessamare, and proved to be a hundred ducats. The Prince, with equally kind generosity, took entirely on himself the f^xpcnse of pr«- Bontlng to the Queen ftom the English Nuns a copy» beautifully bound, of the holy Rule of their Institute. On that last day at Gaeta, having visited the cathedral, a pUgrimage remained wWch has been but little known to even the pious tourist, and to which our English tiavellers bent their steps to render thanks for all the i:iercie8oftheday,andto do homage in awful admira- tion. This was the miraculous cleft of an entire rock at the crucifixion of the world's Redeemer. " And th-. rocks were rent from the top to the bottom ;" thus wit- ness the Evangelists; and three of these rocks stand in perpetual memorial of that tremendous death : one at Jerusalem ; one at Gaeta. In the chasm at Gaota an artificial flooring has been made of iron chains, by which the Pilgrim passes to a chapel slung over the sea. As you pass down the passage made by ihe chasm, which is about four feet wide, it is crnsy to mark that the inequa- liticFi on either side perfectly agree the one with the other. About half-way to the chapel is the impression miracu- k usly made of the hand of an unbeliever who scoffingly dashed it against the rock. In the chapel Pius the Ninth has preached a moving and eloquent discourse, granting to that shrine many privHcges. Our pllfirims were given, from a concealed pp.rt of the uiivacclous chasm, some fragments struck i/lT by the Monks attached to the chapel, who are a bninc)* of the Benediotinf> Order. With this interesting but most laborious pilgrimage, ter niinated the visit to Gaeu» ; and by the early eveniog following our travellers were in Naples. 396 ROMK AMD TOM ABBCT* CHAPTER XXXVII. To be when Ood io wilb i< itosce— k rwt s Hera ii our home, onr bowering •hellera<i neat Pelrar our imtiTe iiky, of mlwr gny, Than e'en ItaUe'i M.iles, in golden ny ; Goiter the accent of the Briton'i tongue, Kinder the welcome of oar horaeljr thmng Thus aroond duty buvo benign are giren { And barmonicf I*- ■ blend with tho«a of beaver. ', Ih Naples our English travellers, through fciie r.tcooi. mendatioii of their ever maternal friend, the Princess V,, were lodged in the private rooms of the pious widow who is the proprietor of the Russian hotel, on the bay, between the Chiaja and the port, called StrMla di Santa Lucia. In the retired part of the house assigned them tliey saw not the noted wonders of Vesuvius, nor the charms with which nature has adorned the Bay of Naples ; but, after some days of illness, they were con- ducted, for the speedier recovery of their health, to the terrace on the flat roof of the house, and there beheld bpread before them those deep blue waters, and the moth-like skifls, of white or brown, which so uncon* Bciousiy adorn them. They beheld Capri with its pecu- liar outline, and the circling range of mountains, con- taining at their base the sheltered villages of Sorrento and Castlcmarc ; and to the east the terrific mountain of infernal fumes, rising above the unmitigated whiteness of Portici. The weather had on their first arri ral been cold and stormy, but was succeeded by days of QJoud- less sunshuie, such as they had enjoyed at the lovely Mola da Gaota, and realiz«d tha idea formed of tht 1) A01f> AND THK ABBJtt,. S91 tkvoured city of Naples. Their spiritual privileges, fiw more impoi-tant, were also greater. B*.ueftth the voof of their devout hostess was a private chapel, with perinis> sion for daily Mass and CJommunion ; and in the r- ?in next to their suite lived a highly ftvoured being, a Ter- oian Nun of the strict branch cf the Franciscan Order, called, from Saint Peter of Alcantara, an Alcantarina. She, liaving rec->ived permission from her Superiors and Spiritual Directors, had taken up her abode in the house of the devout widow, and there expected to end her earthly p-^nitential course. Like the holy founder of the Franciscan Order, and several of his spiritual chil- dren. Sister Mary Francis of Jesus had received the marks of the sacred wounds ; and this great privilege privately made known to our English Pilgrims, was also, by Divine P jvidence, pennittei to be confirmed to ihem by thp testimony of their senses. To Lilia appear- ed the Sftcred Stigmat on the back of one of the Nun's hands, usually covered by mittens. To Sister Agnes, in the parting embrace, when, inexplicably to herself, she foimd that her thumb and one of her fingers had, on each side of the Alcantarina's hand, entered the miracu- lous wound. To the elder Pilgrim, when one night vfT'iring to apply leeches to the side of Maria Francesca, Uio Reverend O>nfessor, in conducting her to the siok- locrii, (iesirec^ her, when performing that act of charity, io hi hoid the Sacred Wound on the heart In the de- U La' uf administering to the sufferer our Pilgrim had fomofen this expected privilege, when the Confessor, wh'> tat near the door, called to his Penitent to be •ktddieot to his wishes, and die, immediately removing •r S08 ROUS AND TU8 ABBCT. her hand and night-dress, a long deep wound, sctruely healed, .ip|>eared on the left side of the Neapolitan Reli giouR, which the English Nun contemplated with gr»i titude and awe. The Ecclesiastical Protector of our English Reli^:ns, Cardinal Franaonc, was in Naples during the whole time of their detention there. His Eminence was lodged with ho Oratorianp of Saint Philip Neri, and at first con. fined ' lis wa by illness ; but, happily for them and for th( C revived, and first met liem at the Con- vent of uu v->:y Sisters, after a long ceremony, or rather series of ceremonies, which he performed with his wonted most edifying devotion and exactnosa, aiid which was the more striking from the chief object being a little English girl of ten years of age, who on that day made her abjuration of Protestanti- n, was conditionally bap- tized, confirmed, and admitted to her first Communion by the aged and apparently dying Saint — for so wo may fearlessly term his Eminence Cardinal Fransone. oii that day, February the 2nd, being the Purification of the Blessed Virgin Mary, Cardinal Fran x)ne delivered to the Senior English Ileligious, his official letter of recom- mendation, as Head of the Propagation of the Faith, to the Vicar Apostolic of the London District, aoooropanied by his injunction to proceed immediately to England. The poor Pilgrims desired in all obedience so to do, but fresh illness to themselves, and fresh insurreotions in Paris, detained them ; and these detentions appeared to the Senior Religious to be so evidently those of Divine Pi evidence, that she ventured to plead that belief when hit Eminence paid them a visit, partljr in anxious affe^ ■:[ % r r0? ftOHX AND THK ABIWr. 891 Hon, partly in displeasure that they still lingered on th« disturbed continent. His Eminence accepted the rea« sons humbly submitted by the Religious ; and after soma further private discourse, visited Lilia and Sister Mary John in their sick beds, and imparted to the Senior Nun that the reputation of sanctity, and the favours vouch* bafed the Alcantarina in that house had long been known to him, and that he should like much to converse with her. This commission executed, the Cardinal proceeded to the sick room of the Neapolitan Nun, afVer which, giving, as all felt it to be, his last benediction, his Emi- nence left them, and our Pilgrim ascended to the soli- tude of the high terrace, to breathe pure air, and muse alone on the mysteries that surrounded her return to her native land. It was on the 1 6th of that month of February, that Deing again, with Lilia for her companion, on that ter- race, vainly expecting the French steamer to enter the harbour from Malta, on its way to Marseilles, they dis- coursed on the kindness they had met with, and the edi- fication given them both by clergy and laity at Naples. They spoke of the two dedicated daughters of their hostess, of her young son aspiring to the Priesthood, of the hoi} Alcantarimi, and lastly of the Religious, cele- brated throughout Italy by her works, which may be called miraculous, and the almost daily communications made her by the spirits of the just made perfect, by angels, and even by the Lord of all Saints and Angels, tkia Lord Jesus Christ. To this servant of God, who la tlio Mother-Superior of a Religious Community devoted k> the instruction of poor girls, our English Pilgrinu naWMMMM X 400 ROMK AND TBS ABBXT. were already known through mutual friends, and th^ had heard Mass, received Holy Communion, and visited the Holy " Maria Louisa" the day following their ar rival in Naples. They had there seen the rooms devoted to the Princess Zeneide V. as benefactress to that Com munity, to which, a few weeks after, the two Princesses arrived from Rome, not fearing any personal danger but wishing to give a public testimony, as the Priuco and Princess of Valmontone had done, of their fidelity to the Pope, and disapproval of the ungrateful rebellion of his Roman sons. After thus discoursing with Lilio, our elder Pilgrim walked alone in thought and prayer, recalling her visit to the cathedral of Saint JanuaHu::, where are deposited the remains of Cardinal Acton ; and th" n pond ring on the various heavenly communications mado to Sister Agnes, in connection with their religious Institute ; when, as she gazed on the beautiful bay and mountains before her, there appeared, round the head- land of the Campanclla, the long desired steamer making its steady way into the bay and port. " Eccolo !" exclaimed Lilia at the same moment ; and remembering that four hours was the brief time lor final preparation, they hastened to announce the good news to their Sisters and to Miss Graham. A letter from Ferdinand Carrington awaited his sister on her return from the terrace, the contents of which were almost equally interesting to each English Pilgrim, and which commenced as follows : — " My dear Sister, — I have just received a letter from my Father, reporting well of all the travellers, especially Lctitia ; but I have not time to give you all his news, ^ -0^- KOHK ARO THE ABBKT. 401 M I have a piece of news of my own, which entirely oo- cupies my mind, and has been a secret from all but Lilia, until I was certain of having my Father's permis. sion to act as I wished. In this last letter just received he does give his consent, so hero is my news. I have been left, independently of my Father, a certain property in London, which was once monastic, and can be restor- sd to its original destination : Lilia will give you the de- tails. The old cousin who has left me this property stipulates that I become of age at eighteen, of which I want only one year, and then I can formally make over to you this London Abbey, with its gardens, &c. Should I die in tiie interval, you will step in still more easily, as you are named in Mrs. Haggerstone Carrington's will as the next in succession, for she passed over my Father without ever mentioning why she did so. Well ! I do not know that I have anything more to say, except* g that I have been staying at Sedgemoor Priory, with some other fellows of the neighbourhood, and had to make out my Catholic duty at Bumleigh as well as I could by myself, where I saw poor old Mrs. Moss, who kept me listening to long stories of old days now passed, and asked me where you were to be in England, as the time must be drawing near for your return. And tell Lilia that at Sedgemoor Lord Hungerford has three daughters, who are to be co-heiresses, and are all very pretty. The eldest is thought the handsomest, perhaps because she is to be, what they term. ' made an eldest SOL jf,' and, besides having more fortune, will be Countess of Hungerford in her own ri^ht ; but I, for my part, prefer Lady Anne, the second girl, who looks on ■■■i 1^^ X. x: .y IT 409 ROm AND THS ABBIT. f f ■ M the ground just like Lilio, sings like hor, has just tlM same figure, and showed me the other day a little cru cifix which she wears concealed in her bosom. If she had but blue eyes ! — but, however, poets have also sung of hazel, and, what is better, tradition relates that the blessed Virgin had hazel eyes. "Well, I have only to mention that Fred Sinclair passed two days here at Elverton Hall, on his way to Saint Gregory's College at Downside, for Lily has won him over to be not only a Priest, but a Benedictine Monk. I'm all tor. the Jesuits, and am very happy here with the tutors. And now good-bye to you all at pre- sent Willy Sinclair and I are great friends. " Your afiectionate brother, "FbRDWASO CARRIKQTOir.** While all were rejoicing and congratulating, the elder Religious, although deeply touched and gratified, had qualifying thoughts and fears with which die would not disturb the others. The Abbey chapel had, during many years, served a foreign mission, then had been ceded to the Vicar Apostolic and his Missionary Priests. Much, if not all, depended on a will not yet announced to her — ^the will of her new Bishop, to whom she was person- ally almost a stranger, and with whom, from her long absence in Italy, she had not yet formed the holy ties of Spiritual Father and Daughter. It was sunset when our travellers left the Bay of Na. plM : by sunrise only were they before the port of €$• ▼ita Vecchia, for they had cast anchor during some hours before Gaeta. On the fourth day of their coasting yoj' age, havug stopped before Leglu>m and Genoa, they en . >Mi«ii BOMB Airo TBI ABBBT. 40t tarod Marseilles, and proceeded partly by railway on dtt same day to Avignon, and thence without rest to Lyons. In that city all required repose, and for that purpose re* mained : yet this projected repose ended in the pilgrim* age up the steep ascent to our Lady of Fouvidres, and a visit (they dared not call it a pilgrimage) to the holy Lady of Lyons, Mademoiselle J., witli whom two happy hours were passed in seeing and hearing enough whereon to meditate ; until, on the 26th of the month, our Pil* grims entered Paris. In Lyons they had also seen the holy Bishop Pompallier, just returned from Jerusalem, who gave to three of them rosaries cut from the olive trees of Gethsemane, to which are attached such great indulgences; and also gave them the welcome intellir gence that in three weeks he hoped likewise to be in London. To be in Paris seemed to our travellers almost to bo in England ; but illness again detained them, and of so depressing and weakening a character, that the hope and zeal attached to their undertaking seemed obscured. Some pious friends wore seen, the principal churches and eccli^siastical dignitaries were visited ; but the malady hung about them, until, on the 0th of March, all being ready for their reception in London, our reviving travel- lers entered with thankfbl joy the steam-carriage for Boul<^ne and the steam-vessel for Folkestone, and in the evening of the third Saturday in Lent arrived at the ter- minus of the South-Eastern railway in the metropolis of tJKiir native land. The private carriages awaiting them, under the direction of a wellJcnown acquaintance, their fr.end Miss Graham's former servant, John Todd, soon .^««lfHM|i w ;a T i- 404 BOMB AND Till ABBIY. eonvoyed them westward, on the Houth side of tht Thames, to the destined spot whereon was gradually to be developed the vast resources of their Institute. In the first court of London Abbey two valued friondt in the priesthood, and several funuilo inmates, eaine {or ward with lights and cheerful welcome ; the two foremost bemg Mra. Moss and her friend. Our Pilgrims were conducted forward to the inner court, now restored to ita cloistral character, ond, ascending a staircase, retraced their steps through a long corridor to the private entrance to the chapel. A thick curtain was now drawn aside, and Ihey entered a beautiful and richly adorned choir, where, concealed from the pious congregation, but with a full view of the sanctuary and high alter of the chapel, they beheld themselves in the immediate) presence of the Sa- cramentol Mysteries, and in grateful rdc ration wept with joy. Wos it indeed London ! Caulc*. so exact a sem- blance of the Quarant 'Ore of Rome be really the first devotion to give them holy welcome on their return from their pilgrimage ! "Yes," said their foithfiil friend, Mr. Terrison, when, after some time spent in adoration and thanksgiving, the Pilgrims and their now Sisters gave an hour to raficsh- ment and recreation — "yes, dear ladieo, you have re- turned, by the AUwise and Allmerciful Disposer both of events and of the hearts of men, exactly on the eve of the ' Forty Hours' devotion in this our very chapel. To- morrow being the third Sunday in Lent, the adorable Sacrament will, after High Mass, bo exposed as you kave seen it to-night, but in still greater splendour. To five you welcome we, the CSuiplaina of the Abbey, hav- ^v- J r^ M>1B AXO TBB ABBIY. 406 tng already {Teparcd the altar for to-morrow, placed the Ba<Ted Host on high during one hour. Now it reposes in the tabernacle until the Adoration, being over in Spanish Place, will commence here. Yes," turning to the elder Nun, " yes, wearied Pilgrim, take your rest to-morrow in the immediate Presence of Him, who, after inspiring Buch ardent devotion towards this great mystery of love, vouchsafes to console you even here below. You have in your last letters remarked to me that your return to England suffered delays and contradictions which no one had willingly caused or could prevent ; and it would seem that Divine Providence had determined on some one particular day for your arrival in London 'Abbey : now it is all made clear to you. During your absence from England great mental advance bas been made ; fer> vour has increased ; and a vast genius holds the crosier of the London flock. Let me, in his words of exhorta- tion, continue to give you consolation. ' The Spouse of Christ, ever wishful to rival the very deathless and sleep- less watchfulness of those eyes that sparkle all over the Cherubim around the throne of God, has instituted at different periods modes of imitating the unfailing wor- ship of Heaven. In early ages she taught her Religious, bi desert and in monastery, to divide themselves into ohuirs tliat day and night kept up the praises of Ghxl in uninterrupted psalmody ; and in our days— oh, happy and heavenly thought ! — she has instituted this Perpetual Adoration of the blessed Eucharist — of Him whom ia Heaven they so worship, with us present as truly as with them. But it is not your Saviour as " the hidden man- na" of which you partake, that you have here to rover* BDoe and love ; it ia your Lord, your God, triumphant ^■■i ROUB AKO TBI ADBKT. Of er death for you, yet shrouding Ilia overpower ii.g - glory, to whom you have to pay your open and solcnin homag(> — not enshrined in His poor tabernacle, where, because unseen, He is often unhonoured ; but tnthruncd •8 in Heaven above His own altar. Lord of His own sanctuary, centre of all surrounding splendour, challeng- ing, with love, deep adoration. Around Him shall flame the hallowed tapers, by whose pure ray the Church Nymbolizcs, however feebly, the bright spirits that shine around His heavenly throne. At his feet earth shall scatter its choicest flowers, as its graceful tribute to Him, that bloomed so fair from Jesse's root. On all sides shall bo arrayed whatever of richness and splendour our poverty can collect, to adorn the chosen abode of Him who hath said, " the silver is mine, and the gold is mine," and does not disdain any token of our reverence.' " Now it is that you will prmitise that angelic worship, lost and unknown out of the Ciitholio Church, the wor- ship of pure Adoration. For, beyond her pale men may praise God or address Him, or perform other religious acts ; but they cannot know or make that special hom- age which His presence, as we possess it, inspires : when, without word spoken, or sound uttered, or act performed, the soul sinks prostrate, and annihilates itself before Him ; casts all its powers, and gifts, and brightest orna- ments as worthless oblations before His altar, and sub- jects its entire being as a victim to his sole adorable will. When first, then, you approach the place where He is solemnly worshipped, as you- humbly bend your knees aiid bow your heads, let this deep and silent adoration bs your first act. Speak not in words, forget all selfish thoughts^ repress even all eager longings of your heart\ if y ROM* AND TBI A.IBCI. 40f ■nd receive the benediction of your mighty Ia rd in so lemn rtillness ; while you, reputing yourself but du8t and oshos at His feet, a nothlngnosa before Hlm,teatler Him the homage of loyal vassala, humbled as the clay before the potter, as the creature before its God. Then raise up your eyes, those keen eyes of faith, which through the valo of sacramental elements, see, as John did, in the midst of the seven golden candlesticks, one like to the Son of Man ; yea, the adorable Jesus, the King of your souls, and there feast long your sight upon that sacred Humanity, which love hath given Him, and with it kin- dred and brotherhood, and ties of tenderest affection with you. And now speak to Him, but with outpoured souls, with the unrestrained familiarity of warmest friendship, ftce to face — ^no longer with the awful Lord, like Mosee or Elias, on Horeb, but with them and Peter and John on Thabor, where you see Him radiant with His light, but mild and inviting love. " Pray to Him now for your own salvation, and for that of tdl mankind. Pray for the exaltation of His holy Church, for the happiness and prosperity of its supreme Pastor, our dear and afflicted Pontiff. Pray for the pro- pagation of the true faith and the conversion of all in error, and especially of oitr own dear couhtry. Pray that Gjd will mercifully remove from us the scourges aiid judgments which we have deserved by our sins, and remember no longer our offences, nor tho.e of our p* rer.ts, but rather show us mercy, and qive to us His good gifts, but principally His grace, holiness of life, and perseverance in His holy service. «,\-d then, oh! never Onnk of rising from befort Hiia miJiout thankuig Hiir. Tom your hearts for tliia ■a ■■ if mft wsmmm ''iliWiiW WWWtlft <->. 408 SOlOt AND TBE ABBKT. n n«.. miraculous institution of his power and goodness, this sweetest pledge of H's love. Adore Him now again as the treasure of your souls, the food of life, ih<» living bread that cometh down from Heaven, your consoler, your Btrengthenci', your sweet hope in life and death. Speak to Him of the kindness, the self-abasement, of the immense condescension which He here exhibits ; of the untiring affection for poor man which He displays in bearing with so much coldness, ingratitude, and even sa- crilege, as this blessed memorial of His death exposes Him to ; of the still more incomprehensible excess of love wliich makes Him communicate Himself daily u) us frail and sinfid creatures, as our food, and thus brings our very hearts and souls in contact with His i iind offer Him your humble tribute of reverence and love, in reparation and atonement for those scoffs, contradictions, at d blasphemies to which He has long been and is daily subject m His adorable Sacrament, and nowhere so much as in this unbelieving land." The morning of that memorable morrow rose, when the Adorable Sacrament was placed on high, visible and in majesty over the altar of the Abbey chapel ; and the full functions of that day of rest gave to our happily re- turned Pilgrims a foretaete of that perfect rest from their earthly pilgrimage, where oil those who, with &ithful, lovJng and patient hearts have here adored in mystery, ehall rejoice in full knowledge and fruitioi arouiid tha throne of the Triune Deity for ever! Ill: not man. • WjOlir "Wfl *►-.'' T«H"WWf-'" Igi^^^BiHMBMBWBEiUT^ ir d goodness, tUs im uow agaiu as f life, ih<» living , your consoler, L life and death, ibasement, of the exhibits; of the He displays in jde, and even sa- id death exposes msible excess of Himself daily u> 1, and thus brings with Bial iVnd ence and love, in fs, contradictions, been and is daily nowhere so mudi orrow rose, when high, visible and ' chapel ; and the to our happily re- set rest from their ho, with &ithful, ored in mystery, litioi arouvid th» _J TtmrnttiaiuamteiSSiSSeglSBS^: