id sid tid token lemma pos reflection_00611-2021_09 1 1 integration integration NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 1 2 2 2 NUM reflection_00611-2021_09 1 3 : : PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 1 4 ryan ryan PROPN reflection_00611-2021_09 1 5 retartha retartha PROPN reflection_00611-2021_09 1 6 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 1 7 fye fye NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 2 1 3 3 NUM reflection_00611-2021_09 2 2 december december PROPN reflection_00611-2021_09 2 3 2021 2021 NUM reflection_00611-2021_09 2 4 hopeless hopeless ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 2 5 hope hope NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 2 6 being be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 2 7 at at ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 2 8 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 2 9 university university PROPN reflection_00611-2021_09 2 10 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 2 11 notre notre PROPN reflection_00611-2021_09 2 12 dame dame NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 2 13 has have AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 2 14 taught teach VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 2 15 me i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 2 16 many many ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 2 17 things thing NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 2 18 in in ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 2 19 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 2 20 couple couple NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 2 21 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 2 22 months month NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 2 23 that that PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 2 24 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 2 25 have have AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 2 26 been be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 2 27 here here ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 2 28 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 2 29 but but CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 2 30 perhaps perhaps ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 2 31 one one NUM reflection_00611-2021_09 2 32 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 2 33 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 2 34 most most ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 2 35 important important ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 2 36 things thing NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 2 37 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 2 38 have have AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 2 39 learned learn VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 2 40 here here ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 2 41 is be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 2 42 to to PART reflection_00611-2021_09 2 43 simply simply ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 2 44 be be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 2 45 alone alone ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 2 46 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 3 1 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 3 2 have have AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 3 3 always always ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 3 4 been be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 3 5 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 3 6 person person NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 3 7 unable unable ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 3 8 to to PART reflection_00611-2021_09 3 9 go go VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 3 10 anywhere anywhere ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 3 11 or or CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 3 12 do do VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 3 13 anything anything PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 3 14 without without ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 3 15 having have VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 3 16 someone someone PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 3 17 accompany accompany VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 3 18 me i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 3 19 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 4 1 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 4 2 simply simply ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 4 3 hated hate VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 4 4 going go VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 4 5 anywhere anywhere ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 4 6 alone alone ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 4 7 or or CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 4 8 doing do VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 4 9 anything anything PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 4 10 alone alone ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 4 11 because because SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 4 12 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 4 13 thought think VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 4 14 it it PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 4 15 was be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 4 16 awkward awkward ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 5 1 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 5 2 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 5 3 did do AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 5 4 n’t not PART reflection_00611-2021_09 5 5 want want VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 5 6 to to PART reflection_00611-2021_09 5 7 be be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 5 8 seen see VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 5 9 as as ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 5 10 a a DET reflection_00611-2021_09 5 11 loner loner NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 5 12 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 6 1 at at ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 6 2 notre notre PROPN reflection_00611-2021_09 6 3 dame dame NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 6 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 6 5 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 6 6 have have AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 6 7 had have VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 6 8 to to PART reflection_00611-2021_09 6 9 ask ask VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 6 10 myself myself PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 6 11 why why SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 6 12 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 6 13 am be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 6 14 afraid afraid ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 6 15 to to PART reflection_00611-2021_09 6 16 be be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 6 17 alone alone ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 6 18 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 6 19 why why SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 6 20 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 6 21 appear appear VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 6 22 to to PART reflection_00611-2021_09 6 23 care care VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 6 24 so so ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 6 25 much much ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 6 26 about about ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 6 27 what what PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 6 28 other other ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 6 29 people people NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 6 30 think think VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 6 31 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 6 32 me i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 6 33 when when SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 6 34 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 6 35 previously previously ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 6 36 did do AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 6 37 n’t not PART reflection_00611-2021_09 6 38 struggle struggle VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 6 39 with with ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 6 40 it it PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 6 41 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 7 1 my my PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 7 2 reluctance reluctance NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 7 3 to to PART reflection_00611-2021_09 7 4 be be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 7 5 alone alone ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 7 6 anywhere anywhere ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 7 7 definitely definitely ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 7 8 stems stem VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 7 9 from from ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 7 10 a a DET reflection_00611-2021_09 7 11 place place NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 7 12 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 7 13 insecurity insecurity NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 7 14 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 8 1 when when SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 8 2 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 8 3 got get VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 8 4 to to ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 8 5 college college NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 8 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 8 7 my my PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 8 8 personal personal ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 8 9 growth growth NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 8 10 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 8 11 self self NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 8 12 - - PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 8 13 esteem esteem NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 8 14 deteriorated deteriorate VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 8 15 as as SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 8 16 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 8 17 struggled struggle VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 8 18 with with ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 8 19 friends friend NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 8 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 8 21 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 8 22 gateway gateway NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 8 23 program program NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 8 24 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 8 25 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 8 26 navigating navigate VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 8 27 feelings feeling NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 8 28 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 8 29 insufficiency insufficiency NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 8 30 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 8 31 worthlessness worthlessness NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 8 32 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 9 1 it it PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 9 2 got get VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 9 3 to to ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 9 4 a a DET reflection_00611-2021_09 9 5 point point NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 9 6 where where SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 9 7 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 9 8 wanted want VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 9 9 to to PART reflection_00611-2021_09 9 10 give give VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 9 11 up up ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 9 12 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 9 13 disappear disappear ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 9 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 9 15 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 9 16 never never ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 9 17 step step VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 9 18 foot foot NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 9 19 on on ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 9 20 campus campus NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 9 21 again again ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 9 22 ; ; PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 9 23 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 9 24 hated hate VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 9 25 it it PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 9 26 all all PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 9 27 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 10 1 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 10 2 had have AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 10 3 heard hear VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 10 4 so so ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 10 5 many many ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 10 6 great great ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 10 7 things thing NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 10 8 about about ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 10 9 college college NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 10 10 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 10 11 found find VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 10 12 myself myself PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 10 13 in in ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 10 14 a a DET reflection_00611-2021_09 10 15 deep deep ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 10 16 hole hole NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 10 17 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 10 18 despair despair NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 10 19 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 10 20 awaiting await VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 10 21 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 10 22 next next ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 10 23 break break NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 10 24 or or CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 10 25 time time NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 10 26 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 10 27 could could AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 10 28 go go VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 10 29 home home ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 10 30 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 11 1 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 11 2 felt feel VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 11 3 broken broken ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 11 4 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 11 5 lost lose VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 11 6 in in ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 11 7 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 11 8 huge huge ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 11 9 concept concept NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 11 10 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 11 11 college college NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 11 12 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 11 13 which which PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 11 14 is be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 11 15 why why SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 11 16 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 11 17 knew know VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 11 18 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 11 19 needed need VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 11 20 to to PART reflection_00611-2021_09 11 21 seek seek VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 11 22 ways way NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 11 23 to to PART reflection_00611-2021_09 11 24 establish establish VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 11 25 community community NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 11 26 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 11 27 where where SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 11 28 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 11 29 felt feel VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 11 30 most most ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 11 31 at at ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 11 32 home home NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 11 33 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 12 1 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 12 2 women woman NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 12 3 using use VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 12 4 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 12 5 kintsugi kintsugi PROPN reflection_00611-2021_09 12 6 art art NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 12 7 as as ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 12 8 an an DET reflection_00611-2021_09 12 9 outlet outlet NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 12 10 was be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 12 11 a a DET reflection_00611-2021_09 12 12 great great ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 12 13 reminder reminder NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 12 14 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 12 15 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 12 16 need need NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 12 17 for for ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 12 18 outlets outlet NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 12 19 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 12 20 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 12 21 beauty beauty NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 12 22 in in ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 12 23 learning learn VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 12 24 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 12 25 growing grow VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 12 26 from from ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 12 27 brokenness brokenness NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 12 28 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 12 29 “ " PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 12 30 women woman NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 12 31 find find VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 12 32 healing healing NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 12 33 through through ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 12 34 kintsugi kintsugi PROPN reflection_00611-2021_09 12 35 workshop workshop PROPN reflection_00611-2021_09 12 36 ” " PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 12 37 by by ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 12 38 grotto grotto NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 12 39 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 12 40 fye fye NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 12 41 week week NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 12 42 ten ten NUM reflection_00611-2021_09 12 43 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 12 44 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 13 1 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 13 2 point point NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 13 3 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 13 4 was be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 13 5 at at ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 13 6 was be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 13 7 definitely definitely ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 13 8 one one NUM reflection_00611-2021_09 13 9 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 13 10 my my PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 13 11 lowest low ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 13 12 while while NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 13 13 at at ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 13 14 college college NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 13 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 13 16 but but CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 14 1 https://grottonetwork.com/make-an-impact/heal/find-healing-through-kintsugi-art/ https://grottonetwork.com/make-an-impact/heal/find-healing-through-kintsugi-art/ INTJ reflection_00611-2021_09 14 2 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 14 3 would would AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 14 4 consider consider VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 14 5 myself myself PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 14 6 still still ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 14 7 in in ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 14 8 healing healing NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 14 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 14 10 as as SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 14 11 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 14 12 become become VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 14 13 okay okay ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 14 14 with with ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 14 15 being be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 14 16 alone alone ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 14 17 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 14 18 valuing value VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 14 19 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 14 20 quality quality NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 14 21 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 14 22 my my PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 14 23 friendships friendship NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 14 24 over over ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 14 25 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 14 26 quantity quantity NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 14 27 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 15 1 while while SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 15 2 in in ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 15 3 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 15 4 midst midst NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 15 5 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 15 6 this this PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 15 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 15 8 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 15 9 did do VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 15 10 my my PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 15 11 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 15 12 assignment assignment NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 15 13 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 15 14 was be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 15 15 shocked shocked ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 15 16 to to PART reflection_00611-2021_09 15 17 see see VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 15 18 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 15 19 theme theme NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 15 20 dedicated dedicate VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 15 21 entirely entirely ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 15 22 to to ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 15 23 what what PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 15 24 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 15 25 was be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 15 26 going go VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 15 27 through through ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 15 28 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 15 29 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 15 30 extremely extremely ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 15 31 resonated resonate VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 15 32 with with ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 15 33 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 15 34 advice advice NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 15 35 to to ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 15 36 lonely lonely ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 15 37 college college NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 15 38 students student NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 15 39 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 15 40 “ " PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 15 41 advice advice NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 15 42 from from ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 15 43 a a DET reflection_00611-2021_09 15 44 formerly formerly ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 15 45 lonely lonely ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 15 46 college college NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 15 47 student student NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 15 48 ” " PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 15 49 by by ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 15 50 emery emery PROPN reflection_00611-2021_09 15 51 bergmann bergmann PROPN reflection_00611-2021_09 15 52 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 15 53 fye fye PROPN reflection_00611-2021_09 15 54 week week NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 15 55 nine nine NUM reflection_00611-2021_09 15 56 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 15 57 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 16 1 it it PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 16 2 reminded remind VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 16 3 me i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 16 4 that that SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 16 5 as as ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 16 6 cliche cliche ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 16 7 as as SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 16 8 it it PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 16 9 sounds sound VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 16 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 16 11 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 16 12 truly truly ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 16 13 was be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 16 14 n’t not PART reflection_00611-2021_09 16 15 alone alone ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 16 16 in in ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 16 17 my my PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 16 18 feelings feeling NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 16 19 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 16 20 insufficiency insufficiency NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 16 21 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 16 22 loneliness loneliness NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 16 23 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 17 1 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 17 2 knew know VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 17 3 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 17 4 was be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 17 5 n’t not PART reflection_00611-2021_09 17 6 alone alone ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 17 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 17 8 especially especially ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 17 9 in in ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 17 10 regards regard NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 17 11 to to ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 17 12 my my PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 17 13 faith faith NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 17 14 in in ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 17 15 god god PROPN reflection_00611-2021_09 17 16 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 17 17 which which PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 17 18 led lead VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 17 19 me i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 17 20 to to PART reflection_00611-2021_09 17 21 realize realize VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 17 22 how how SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 17 23 high high ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 17 24 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 17 25 had have AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 17 26 set set VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 17 27 expectations expectation NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 17 28 for for ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 17 29 my my PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 17 30 freshman freshman NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 17 31 year year NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 17 32 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 18 1 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 18 2 found find VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 18 3 myself myself PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 18 4 questioning question VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 18 5 why why SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 18 6 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 18 7 was be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 18 8 constantly constantly ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 18 9 let let VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 18 10 down down ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 18 11 in in ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 18 12 various various ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 18 13 facets facet NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 18 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 18 15 why why SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 18 16 was be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 18 17 n’t not PART reflection_00611-2021_09 18 18 that that ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 18 19 enough enough ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 18 20 for for ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 18 21 me i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 18 22 or or CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 18 23 why why SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 18 24 did do AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 18 25 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 18 26 expect expect VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 18 27 that that PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 18 28 to to PART reflection_00611-2021_09 18 29 be be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 18 30 perfect perfect ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 18 31 ? ? PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 19 1 it it PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 19 2 became become VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 19 3 very very ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 19 4 clear clear ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 19 5 to to ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 19 6 me i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 19 7 that that SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 19 8 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 19 9 was be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 19 10 expecting expect VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 19 11 more more ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 19 12 than than SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 19 13 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 19 14 should should AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 19 15 ’ve ’ve VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 19 16 from from ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 19 17 my my PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 19 18 first first ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 19 19 semester semester NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 19 20 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 20 1 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 20 2 do do AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 20 3 n’t not PART reflection_00611-2021_09 20 4 regret regret VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 20 5 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 20 6 high high ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 20 7 expectations expectation NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 20 8 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 20 9 placed place VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 20 10 because because SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 20 11 they they PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 20 12 ultimately ultimately ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 20 13 helped help VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 20 14 me i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 20 15 transition transition NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 20 16 to to ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 20 17 college college NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 20 18 easier easy ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 20 19 as as SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 20 20 they they PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 20 21 served serve VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 20 22 like like ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 20 23 a a DET reflection_00611-2021_09 20 24 security security NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 20 25 blanket blanket NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 20 26 during during ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 20 27 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 20 28 transition transition NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 20 29 season season NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 20 30 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 21 1 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 21 2 was be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 21 3 initially initially ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 21 4 uncertain uncertain ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 21 5 about about ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 21 6 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 21 7 way way NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 21 8 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 21 9 would would AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 21 10 acclimate acclimate VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 21 11 to to ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 21 12 college college NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 21 13 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 21 14 especially especially ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 21 15 because because SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 21 16 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 21 17 'm be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 21 18 not not PART reflection_00611-2021_09 21 19 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 21 20 type type NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 21 21 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 21 22 person person NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 21 23 who who PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 21 24 enjoys enjoy VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 21 25 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 21 26 typical typical ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 21 27 party party NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 21 28 scene scene NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 21 29 at at ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 21 30 college college NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 21 31 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 22 1 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 22 2 still still ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 22 3 went go VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 22 4 to to ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 22 5 a a DET reflection_00611-2021_09 22 6 few few ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 22 7 because because SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 22 8 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 22 9 wanted want VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 22 10 to to PART reflection_00611-2021_09 22 11 step step VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 22 12 out out ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 22 13 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 22 14 my my PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 22 15 comfort comfort NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 22 16 zone zone NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 22 17 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 22 18 but but CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 22 19 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 22 20 learned learn VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 22 21 to to PART reflection_00611-2021_09 22 22 appreciate appreciate VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 22 23 my my PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 22 24 values value NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 22 25 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 22 26 faith faith NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 22 27 system system NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 22 28 for for ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 22 29 what what PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 22 30 they they PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 22 31 are be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 22 32 because because SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 22 33 they they PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 22 34 stand stand VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 22 35 more more ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 22 36 firm firm ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 22 37 than than ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 22 38 an an DET reflection_00611-2021_09 22 39 inconsistent inconsistent ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 22 40 party party NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 22 41 scene scene NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 22 42 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 23 1 as as SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 23 2 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 23 3 continue continue VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 23 4 to to PART reflection_00611-2021_09 23 5 venture venture VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 23 6 through through ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 23 7 notre notre PROPN reflection_00611-2021_09 23 8 dame dame NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 23 9 life life NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 23 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 23 11 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 23 12 will will AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 23 13 continue continue VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 23 14 to to PART reflection_00611-2021_09 23 15 place place VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 23 16 higher high ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 23 17 significance significance NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 23 18 on on ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 23 19 my my PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 23 20 own own ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 23 21 belief belief NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 23 22 system system NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 23 23 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 23 24 remember remember VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 23 25 that that SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 23 26 regardless regardless ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 23 27 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 23 28 how how SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 23 29 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 23 30 feel feel VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 23 31 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 23 32 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 23 33 am be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 23 34 not not PART reflection_00611-2021_09 23 35 alone alone ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 23 36 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 23 37 am be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 23 38 right right ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 23 39 where where SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 23 40 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 23 41 am be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 23 42 meant mean VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 23 43 to to PART reflection_00611-2021_09 23 44 be be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 23 45 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 24 1 my my PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 24 2 feeling feeling NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 24 3 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 24 4 belonging belong VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 24 5 here here ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 24 6 has have AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 24 7 been be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 24 8 challenged challenge VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 24 9 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 24 10 what what PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 24 11 was be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 24 12 once once ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 24 13 very very ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 24 14 clear clear ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 24 15 about about ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 24 16 how how SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 24 17 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 24 18 would would AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 24 19 feel feel VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 24 20 at at ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 24 21 notre notre PROPN reflection_00611-2021_09 24 22 dame dame NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 24 23 became become VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 24 24 blurred blur VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 24 25 quickly quickly ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 24 26 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 25 1 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 25 2 knew know VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 25 3 that that SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 25 4 being be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 25 5 in in ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 25 6 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 25 7 gateway gateway NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 25 8 program program NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 25 9 would would AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 25 10 allow allow VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 25 11 for for ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 25 12 a a DET reflection_00611-2021_09 25 13 different different ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 25 14 notre notre PROPN reflection_00611-2021_09 25 15 dame dame NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 25 16 experience experience NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 25 17 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 25 18 but but CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 25 19 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 25 20 was be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 25 21 told tell VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 25 22 that that SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 25 23 us us PROPN reflection_00611-2021_09 25 24 gateways gateways PROPN reflection_00611-2021_09 25 25 would would AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 25 26 be be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 25 27 very very ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 25 28 close close ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 25 29 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 25 30 that that SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 25 31 there there PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 25 32 would would AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 25 33 be be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 25 34 a a DET reflection_00611-2021_09 25 35 great great ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 25 36 sense sense NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 25 37 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 25 38 community community NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 25 39 between between ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 25 40 all all PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 25 41 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 25 42 us we PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 25 43 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 26 1 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 26 2 went go VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 26 3 https://www.nytimes.com/2018/10/09/well/family/advice-from-a-formerly-lonely-college-student.html https://www.nytimes.com/2018/10/09/well/family/advice-from-a-formerly-lonely-college-student.html NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 26 4 in in ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 26 5 expecting expect VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 26 6 something something PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 26 7 different different ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 26 8 than than ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 26 9 what what PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 26 10 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 26 11 faced face VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 26 12 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 26 13 which which PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 26 14 now now ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 26 15 makes make VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 26 16 me i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 26 17 question question VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 26 18 what what PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 26 19 my my PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 26 20 own own ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 26 21 definition definition NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 26 22 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 26 23 community community NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 26 24 was be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 26 25 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 27 1 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 27 2 had have VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 27 3 extremely extremely ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 27 4 high high ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 27 5 expectations expectation NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 27 6 for for ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 27 7 it it PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 27 8 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 27 9 was be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 27 10 hoping hope VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 27 11 everyone everyone PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 27 12 would would AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 27 13 be be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 27 14 best good ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 27 15 friends friend NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 27 16 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 27 17 very very ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 27 18 tight tight ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 27 19 - - PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 27 20 knit knit VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 27 21 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 28 1 while while SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 28 2 this this PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 28 3 is be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 28 4 mostly mostly ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 28 5 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 28 6 case case NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 28 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 28 8 it it PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 28 9 is be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 28 10 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 28 11 case case NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 28 12 for for ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 28 13 certain certain ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 28 14 people people NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 28 15 within within ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 28 16 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 28 17 cohort cohort NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 28 18 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 28 19 not not PART reflection_00611-2021_09 28 20 for for ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 28 21 everyone everyone PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 28 22 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 29 1 because because SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 29 2 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 29 3 expected expect VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 29 4 a a DET reflection_00611-2021_09 29 5 significant significant ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 29 6 amount amount NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 29 7 from from ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 29 8 a a DET reflection_00611-2021_09 29 9 small small ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 29 10 group group NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 29 11 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 29 12 complete complete ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 29 13 strangers stranger NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 29 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 29 15 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 29 16 had have VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 29 17 to to PART reflection_00611-2021_09 29 18 realize realize VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 29 19 that that DET reflection_00611-2021_09 29 20 community community NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 29 21 is be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 29 22 not not PART reflection_00611-2021_09 29 23 dependent dependent ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 29 24 on on ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 29 25 how how SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 29 26 close close ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 29 27 people people NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 29 28 are be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 29 29 with with ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 29 30 each each DET reflection_00611-2021_09 29 31 other other ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 29 32 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 30 1 especially especially ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 30 2 in in ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 30 3 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 30 4 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 30 5 material material NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 30 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 30 7 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 30 8 began begin VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 30 9 to to PART reflection_00611-2021_09 30 10 appreciate appreciate VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 30 11 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 30 12 way way NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 30 13 that that PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 30 14 it it PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 30 15 described describe VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 30 16 a a DET reflection_00611-2021_09 30 17 community community NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 30 18 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 30 19 helping help VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 30 20 me i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 30 21 understand understand VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 30 22 that that SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 30 23 a a DET reflection_00611-2021_09 30 24 true true ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 30 25 community community NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 30 26 embraces embrace VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 30 27 its its PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 30 28 differences difference NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 30 29 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 30 30 does do AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 30 31 not not PART reflection_00611-2021_09 30 32 need need VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 30 33 extensive extensive ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 30 34 intimacy intimacy NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 30 35 to to PART reflection_00611-2021_09 30 36 succeed succeed VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 30 37 in in ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 30 38 its its PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 30 39 purpose purpose NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 30 40 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 30 41 bringing bring VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 30 42 together together ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 30 43 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 30 44 “ " PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 30 45 thirteen thirteen NUM reflection_00611-2021_09 30 46 ways way NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 30 47 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 30 48 looking look VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 30 49 at at ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 30 50 community community NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 30 51 ” " PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 30 52 by by ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 30 53 parker parker PROPN reflection_00611-2021_09 30 54 j. j. PROPN reflection_00611-2021_09 30 55 palmer palmer PROPN reflection_00611-2021_09 30 56 moreau moreau PROPN reflection_00611-2021_09 30 57 fye fye PROPN reflection_00611-2021_09 30 58 week week NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 30 59 eleven eleven NUM reflection_00611-2021_09 30 60 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 30 61 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 31 1 although although SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 31 2 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 31 3 gateway gateway NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 31 4 community community NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 31 5 was be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 31 6 not not PART reflection_00611-2021_09 31 7 exactly exactly ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 31 8 what what PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 31 9 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 31 10 expected expect VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 31 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 31 12 there there PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 31 13 is be VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 31 14 clarity clarity NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 31 15 in in ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 31 16 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 31 17 realization realization NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 31 18 that that SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 31 19 although although SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 31 20 we we PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 31 21 are be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 31 22 n't not PART reflection_00611-2021_09 31 23 all all ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 31 24 alike alike ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 31 25 or or CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 31 26 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 31 27 closest close ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 31 28 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 31 29 friends friend NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 31 30 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 31 31 we we PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 31 32 are be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 31 33 all all PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 31 34 facing face VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 31 35 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 31 36 difficult difficult ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 31 37 challenges challenge NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 31 38 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 31 39 our our PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 31 40 year year NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 31 41 together together ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 31 42 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 31 43 will will AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 31 44 always always ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 31 45 be be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 31 46 bonded bond VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 31 47 by by ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 31 48 our our PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 31 49 unique unique ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 31 50 notre notre PROPN reflection_00611-2021_09 31 51 dame dame NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 31 52 experience experience NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 31 53 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 32 1 through through ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 32 2 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 32 3 myriad myriad NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 32 4 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 32 5 unorganized unorganized ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 32 6 events event NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 32 7 within within ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 32 8 my my PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 32 9 first first ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 32 10 three three NUM reflection_00611-2021_09 32 11 months month NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 32 12 at at ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 32 13 college college NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 32 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 32 15 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 32 16 have have AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 32 17 clung cling VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 32 18 to to ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 32 19 my my PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 32 20 faith faith NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 32 21 as as ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 32 22 my my PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 32 23 sense sense NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 32 24 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 32 25 hope hope NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 32 26 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 33 1 there there PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 33 2 were be VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 33 3 many many ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 33 4 moments moment NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 33 5 where where SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 33 6 all all PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 33 7 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 33 8 could could AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 33 9 do do VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 33 10 was be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 33 11 have have VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 33 12 hope hope NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 33 13 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 33 14 trust trust VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 33 15 that that SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 33 16 god god PROPN reflection_00611-2021_09 33 17 had have VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 33 18 me i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 33 19 right right ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 33 20 where where SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 33 21 he he PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 33 22 wanted want VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 33 23 me i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 33 24 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 33 25 which which PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 33 26 was be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 33 27 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 33 28 only only ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 33 29 sense sense NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 33 30 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 33 31 comfort comfort NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 33 32 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 33 33 have have VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 33 34 during during ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 33 35 moments moment NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 33 36 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 33 37 insufficiency insufficiency NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 33 38 or or CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 33 39 loneliness loneliness NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 33 40 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 34 1 it it PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 34 2 may may AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 34 3 be be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 34 4 hard hard ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 34 5 for for SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 34 6 some some PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 34 7 to to PART reflection_00611-2021_09 34 8 understand understand VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 34 9 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 34 10 hope hope NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 34 11 that that PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 34 12 is be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 34 13 exhibited exhibit VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 34 14 while while SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 34 15 being be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 34 16 a a DET reflection_00611-2021_09 34 17 person person NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 34 18 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 34 19 faith faith NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 34 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 34 21 but but CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 34 22 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 34 23 know know VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 34 24 that that SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 34 25 my my PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 34 26 sense sense NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 34 27 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 34 28 hope hope NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 34 29 comes come VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 34 30 from from ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 34 31 faith faith NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 34 32 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 34 33 ultimately ultimately ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 34 34 keeps keep VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 34 35 me i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 34 36 sane sane ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 34 37 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 35 1 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 35 2 feel feel VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 35 3 that that SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 35 4 as as ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 35 5 humans human NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 35 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 35 7 having have VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 35 8 hope hope NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 35 9 is be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 35 10 a a DET reflection_00611-2021_09 35 11 coping cope VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 35 12 mechanism mechanism NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 35 13 in in ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 35 14 a a DET reflection_00611-2021_09 35 15 way way NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 35 16 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 36 1 in in ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 36 2 moments moment NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 36 3 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 36 4 despair despair NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 36 5 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 36 6 trouble trouble NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 36 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 36 8 we we PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 36 9 resort resort VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 36 10 to to ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 36 11 hoping hope VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 36 12 for for ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 36 13 a a DET reflection_00611-2021_09 36 14 better well ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 36 15 tomorrow tomorrow NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 36 16 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 36 17 for for ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 36 18 situations situation NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 36 19 to to PART reflection_00611-2021_09 36 20 improve improve VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 36 21 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 37 1 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 37 2 found find VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 37 3 that that SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 37 4 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 37 5 screwtape screwtape ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 37 6 letters letter NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 37 7 was be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 37 8 interesting interesting ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 37 9 because because SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 37 10 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 37 11 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 37 12 unique unique ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 37 13 perspective perspective NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 37 14 from from ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 37 15 a a DET reflection_00611-2021_09 37 16 demon demon NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 37 17 that that PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 37 18 knows know VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 37 19 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 37 20 patterns pattern NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 37 21 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 37 22 humans human NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 37 23 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 37 24 which which PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 37 25 includes include VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 37 26 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 37 27 inherent inherent ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 37 28 sense sense NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 37 29 of of ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 37 30 hope hope NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 37 31 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 37 32 “ " PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 37 33 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 37 34 screwtape screwtape NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 37 35 letters letter NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 37 36 ” " PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 37 37 by by ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 37 38 c.s c.s PROPN reflection_00611-2021_09 37 39 . . PROPN reflection_00611-2021_09 37 40 lewis lewis PROPN reflection_00611-2021_09 37 41 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 37 42 fye fye PROPN reflection_00611-2021_09 37 43 week week NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 37 44 twelve twelve NUM reflection_00611-2021_09 37 45 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 37 46 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 38 1 having have VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 38 2 hope hope NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 38 3 has have AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 38 4 helped help VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 38 5 me i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 38 6 deal deal VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 38 7 with with ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 38 8 loneliness loneliness NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 38 9 as as SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 38 10 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 38 11 knew know VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 38 12 things thing NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 38 13 would would AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 38 14 get get VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 38 15 better well ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 38 16 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 39 1 http://couragerenewal.org/parker/writings/13-ways-of-looking-at-community/ http://couragerenewal.org/parker/writings/13-ways-of-looking-at-community/ INTJ reflection_00611-2021_09 40 1 http://couragerenewal.org/parker/writings/13-ways-of-looking-at-community/ http://couragerenewal.org/parker/writings/13-ways-of-looking-at-community/ INTJ reflection_00611-2021_09 41 1 https://canvas.nd.edu/courses/28317/modules/items/106352 https://canvas.nd.edu/courses/28317/modules/items/106352 ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 41 2 having have VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 41 3 hope hope NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 41 4 has have AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 41 5 helped help VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 41 6 me i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 41 7 look look VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 41 8 beyond beyond ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 41 9 present present ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 41 10 moments moment NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 41 11 into into ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 41 12 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 41 13 beauty beauty NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 41 14 within within ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 41 15 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 41 16 future future NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 41 17 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 42 1 you you PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 42 2 can can AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 42 3 never never ADV reflection_00611-2021_09 42 4 go go VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 42 5 wrong wrong ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 42 6 with with ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 42 7 hope hope NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 42 8 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 42 9 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 42 10 continue continue VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 42 11 to to PART reflection_00611-2021_09 42 12 hope hope VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 42 13 for for SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 42 14 many many ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 42 15 things thing NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 42 16 to to PART reflection_00611-2021_09 42 17 come come VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 42 18 throughout throughout ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 42 19 my my PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 42 20 college college NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 42 21 experience experience NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 42 22 . . PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 43 1 although although SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 43 2 it it PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 43 3 has have AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 43 4 been be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 43 5 a a DET reflection_00611-2021_09 43 6 difficult difficult ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 43 7 journey journey NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 43 8 to to ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 43 9 this this DET reflection_00611-2021_09 43 10 point point NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 43 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00611-2021_09 43 12 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 43 13 am be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 43 14 thankful thankful ADJ reflection_00611-2021_09 43 15 for for ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 43 16 every every DET reflection_00611-2021_09 43 17 hill hill NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 43 18 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 43 19 valley valley NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 43 20 along along ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 43 21 the the DET reflection_00611-2021_09 43 22 way way NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 43 23 because because SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 43 24 they they PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 43 25 have have AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 43 26 led lead VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 43 27 me i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 43 28 to to ADP reflection_00611-2021_09 43 29 where where SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 43 30 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 43 31 am be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 43 32 today today NOUN reflection_00611-2021_09 43 33 and and CCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 43 34 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 43 35 love love VERB reflection_00611-2021_09 43 36 where where SCONJ reflection_00611-2021_09 43 37 i i PRON reflection_00611-2021_09 43 38 am be AUX reflection_00611-2021_09 43 39 . . PUNCT