id	sid	tid	token	lemma	pos
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	1	integration	integration	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	2	2	2	NUM
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	3	moreau	moreau	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	4	fye	fye	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	5	professor	professor	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	6	retartha	retartha	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	7	3	3	NUM
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	8	december	december	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	9	2021	2021	NUM
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	10	integration	integration	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	11	two	two	NUM
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	12	as	as	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	13	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	14	sit	sit	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	15	on	on	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	16	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	17	south	south	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	18	shore	shore	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	19	train	train	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	20	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	21	on	on	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	22	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	23	way	way	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	24	to	to	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	25	chicago	chicago	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	26	for	for	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	27	thanksgiving	thanksgiving	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	28	with	with	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	29	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	30	family	family	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	31	from	from	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	32	south	south	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	33	bend	bend	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	34	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	35	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	36	have	have	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	37	had	have	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	38	time	time	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	39	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	40	reflect	reflect	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	41	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	42	realize	realize	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	43	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	44	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	45	first	first	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	46	semester	semester	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	47	at	at	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	48	college	college	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	49	has	have	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	50	gifted	gift	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	51	me	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	52	with	with	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	53	opportunity	opportunity	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	54	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	55	perspective	perspective	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	56	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	57	new	new	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	58	relationships	relationship	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	59	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	60	as	as	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	61	well	well	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	62	as	as	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	63	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	64	ability	ability	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	65	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	66	discover	discover	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	67	a	a	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	68	new	new	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	69	sense	sense	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	70	of	of	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	71	self	self	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	1	72	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	1	while	while	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	2	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	3	journey	journey	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	4	from	from	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	5	salt	salt	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	6	lake	lake	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	7	city	city	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	8	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	9	utah	utah	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	10	was	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	11	anything	anything	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	12	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	13	easy	easy	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	14	in	in	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	15	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	16	beginning	beginning	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	17	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	18	learning	learn	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	19	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	20	be	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	21	independent	independent	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	22	in	in	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	23	south	south	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	24	bend	bend	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	25	has	have	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	26	enabled	enable	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	27	me	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	28	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	29	uncover	uncover	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	30	many	many	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	31	different	different	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	32	facets	facet	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	33	of	of	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	34	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	35	personality	personality	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	36	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	37	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	38	never	never	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	39	knew	know	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	40	existed	exist	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	2	41	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	3	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	3	2	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	3	3	more	more	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	3	4	confident	confident	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	3	5	in	in	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	3	6	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	3	7	person	person	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	3	8	that	that	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	3	9	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	3	10	am	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	3	11	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	3	12	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	3	13	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	3	14	am	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	3	15	learning	learn	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	3	16	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	3	17	love	love	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	3	18	all	all	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	3	19	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	3	20	many	many	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	3	21	different	different	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	3	22	parts	part	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	3	23	of	of	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	3	24	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	3	25	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	3	26	both	both	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	3	27	good	good	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	3	28	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	3	29	bad	bad	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	3	30	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	4	1	going	go	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	4	2	into	into	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	4	3	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	4	4	senior	senior	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	4	5	year	year	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	4	6	of	of	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	4	7	high	high	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	4	8	school	school	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	4	9	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	4	10	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	4	11	was	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	4	12	unsure	unsure	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	4	13	of	of	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	4	14	what	what	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	4	15	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	4	16	wanted	want	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	4	17	in	in	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	4	18	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	4	19	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	4	20	as	as	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	4	21	well	well	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	4	22	as	as	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	4	23	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	4	24	person	person	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	4	25	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	4	26	wanted	want	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	4	27	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	4	28	be	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	4	29	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	5	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	5	2	did	do	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	5	3	not	not	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	5	4	forge	forge	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	5	5	genuine	genuine	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	5	6	relationships	relationship	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	5	7	with	with	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	5	8	others	other	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	5	9	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	5	10	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	5	11	did	do	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	5	12	not	not	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	5	13	love	love	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	5	14	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	5	15	enough	enough	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	5	16	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	5	17	love	love	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	5	18	others	other	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	5	19	as	as	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	5	20	much	much	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	5	21	as	as	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	5	22	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	5	23	should	should	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	5	24	have	have	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	5	25	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	6	1	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	6	2	of	of	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	6	3	this	this	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	6	4	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	6	5	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	6	6	found	find	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	6	7	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	6	8	missing	miss	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	6	9	out	out	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	6	10	on	on	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	6	11	opportunities	opportunity	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	6	12	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	6	13	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	6	14	due	due	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	6	15	to	to	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	6	16	fear	fear	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	6	17	of	of	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	6	18	standing	stand	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	6	19	out	out	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	6	20	or	or	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	6	21	not	not	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	6	22	fitting	fitting	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	6	23	in	in	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	6	24	within	within	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	6	25	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	6	26	high	high	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	6	27	school	school	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	6	28	bubble	bubble	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	6	29	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	7	1	in	in	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	7	2	order	order	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	7	3	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	7	4	cope	cope	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	7	5	with	with	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	7	6	this	this	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	7	7	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	7	8	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	7	9	started	start	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	7	10	running	run	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	7	11	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	8	1	running	run	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	8	2	was	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	8	3	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	8	4	outlet	outlet	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	8	5	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	8	6	a	a	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	8	7	passion	passion	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	8	8	that	that	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	8	9	enabled	enable	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	8	10	me	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	8	11	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	8	12	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	8	13	free	free	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	8	14	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	8	15	untouchable	untouchable	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	8	16	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	1	whenever	whenever	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	2	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	3	ran	run	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	4	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	5	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	6	mind	mind	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	7	was	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	8	at	at	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	9	peace	peace	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	10	with	with	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	11	who	who	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	12	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	13	was	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	14	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	15	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	16	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	17	was	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	18	gifted	gift	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	19	with	with	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	20	a	a	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	21	sense	sense	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	22	of	of	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	23	clarity	clarity	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	24	that	that	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	25	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	26	was	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	27	unable	unable	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	28	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	29	see	see	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	30	in	in	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	31	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	32	everyday	everyday	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	33	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	9	34	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	10	1	after	after	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	10	2	this	this	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	10	3	discovery	discovery	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	10	4	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	10	5	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	10	6	used	use	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	10	7	this	this	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	10	8	passion	passion	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	10	9	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	10	10	help	help	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	10	11	me	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	10	12	through	through	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	10	13	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	10	14	senior	senior	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	10	15	year	year	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	10	16	of	of	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	10	17	high	high	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	10	18	school	school	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	10	19	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	2	joined	join	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	3	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	4	cross	cross	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	5	country	country	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	6	team	team	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	7	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	8	made	make	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	9	connections	connection	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	10	with	with	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	11	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	12	that	that	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	13	will	will	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	14	always	always	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	15	hold	hold	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	16	a	a	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	17	special	special	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	18	place	place	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	19	in	in	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	20	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	21	heart	heart	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	22	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	23	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	24	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	25	was	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	26	able	able	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	27	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	28	do	do	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	29	what	what	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	30	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	31	loved	love	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	32	every	every	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	33	single	single	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	34	day	day	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	35	of	of	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	36	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	37	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	11	38	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	2	finally	finally	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	3	felt	feel	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	4	like	like	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	5	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	6	was	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	7	learning	learn	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	8	about	about	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	9	who	who	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	10	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	11	was	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	12	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	13	as	as	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	14	well	well	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	15	as	as	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	16	who	who	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	17	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	18	wanted	want	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	19	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	20	be	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	21	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	22	until	until	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	23	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	24	time	time	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	25	for	for	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	26	college	college	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	27	decisions	decision	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	28	began	begin	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	29	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	30	appear	appear	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	12	31	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	13	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	13	2	am	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	13	3	not	not	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	13	4	going	go	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	13	5	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	13	6	lie	lie	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	13	7	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	13	8	until	until	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	13	9	october	october	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	13	10	of	of	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	13	11	2020	2020	NUM
reflection_00461-2021_09	13	12	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	13	13	had	have	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	13	14	never	never	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	13	15	thought	think	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	13	16	about	about	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	13	17	going	go	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	13	18	to	to	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	13	19	school	school	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	13	20	at	at	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	13	21	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	13	22	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	13	23	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	14	1	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	14	2	mom	mom	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	14	3	is	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	14	4	from	from	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	14	5	chicago	chicago	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	14	6	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	14	7	so	so	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	14	8	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	14	9	always	always	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	14	10	thought	think	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	14	11	about	about	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	14	12	going	go	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	14	13	to	to	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	14	14	school	school	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	14	15	in	in	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	14	16	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	14	17	city	city	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	14	18	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	14	19	decided	decide	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	14	20	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	14	21	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	14	22	wanted	want	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	14	23	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	14	24	tour	tour	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	14	25	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	14	26	many	many	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	14	27	different	different	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	14	28	chicago	chicago	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	14	29	schools	school	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	14	30	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	1	after	after	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	2	looking	look	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	3	at	at	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	4	loyola	loyola	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	5	chicago	chicago	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	6	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	7	northwestern	northwestern	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	8	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	9	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	10	depaul	depaul	INTJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	11	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	12	was	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	13	upset	upset	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	14	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	15	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	16	did	do	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	17	not	not	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	18	get	get	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	19	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	20	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	21	feeling	feeling	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	22	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	23	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	24	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	25	had	have	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	26	always	always	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	27	imagined	imagine	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	28	in	in	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	29	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	30	mind	mind	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	15	31	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	16	1	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	16	2	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	16	3	stepped	step	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	16	4	foot	foot	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	16	5	on	on	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	16	6	campus	campus	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	16	7	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	16	8	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	16	9	did	do	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	16	10	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	16	11	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	16	12	like	like	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	16	13	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	16	14	belonged	belong	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	16	15	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	16	16	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	16	17	worried	worry	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	16	18	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	16	19	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	16	20	attention	attention	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	16	21	was	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	16	22	focused	focus	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	16	23	in	in	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	16	24	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	16	25	wrong	wrong	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	16	26	direction	direction	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	16	27	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	17	1	that	that	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	17	2	was	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	17	3	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	17	4	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	17	5	mom	mom	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	17	6	decided	decide	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	17	7	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	17	8	introduce	introduce	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	17	9	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	17	10	idea	idea	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	17	11	of	of	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	17	12	taking	take	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	17	13	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	17	14	train	train	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	17	15	down	down	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	17	16	to	to	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	17	17	south	south	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	17	18	bend	bend	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	17	19	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	17	20	visit	visit	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	17	21	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	17	22	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	17	23	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	18	1	on	on	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	18	2	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	18	3	way	way	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	18	4	there	there	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	18	5	she	she	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	18	6	looked	look	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	18	7	at	at	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	18	8	me	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	18	9	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	18	10	said	say	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	18	11	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	18	12	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	18	13	nettie	nettie	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	18	14	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	18	15	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	18	16	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	18	17	like	like	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	18	18	this	this	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	18	19	is	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	18	20	your	your	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	18	21	place	place	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	18	22	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	18	23	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	1	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	2	we	we	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	3	arrived	arrive	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	4	in	in	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	5	south	south	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	6	bend	bend	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	7	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	8	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	9	stepped	step	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	10	foot	foot	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	11	onto	onto	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	12	campus	campus	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	13	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	14	looked	look	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	15	straight	straight	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	16	in	in	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	17	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	18	mom	mom	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	19	’s	’s	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	20	eyes	eye	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	21	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	22	said	say	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	23	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	24	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	25	this	this	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	26	is	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	27	where	where	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	28	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	29	need	need	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	30	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	31	be	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	32	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	19	33	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	20	1	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	20	2	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	20	3	became	become	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	20	4	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	20	5	dream	dream	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	20	6	school	school	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	20	7	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	20	8	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	20	9	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	20	10	place	place	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	20	11	that	that	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	20	12	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	20	13	pictured	picture	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	20	14	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	20	15	future	future	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	20	16	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	21	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	21	2	knew	know	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	21	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	21	4	this	this	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	21	5	was	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	21	6	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	21	7	place	place	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	21	8	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	21	9	needed	need	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	21	10	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	21	11	be	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	21	12	even	even	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	21	13	though	though	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	21	14	it	it	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	21	15	did	do	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	21	16	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	21	17	originally	originally	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	21	18	belong	belong	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	21	19	in	in	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	21	20	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	21	21	plans	plan	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	21	22	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	22	1	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	22	2	of	of	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	22	3	this	this	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	22	4	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	22	5	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	22	6	decided	decide	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	22	7	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	22	8	apply	apply	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	22	9	early	early	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	22	10	action	action	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	22	11	in	in	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	22	12	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	22	13	hopes	hope	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	22	14	of	of	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	22	15	getting	get	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	22	16	in	in	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	22	17	early	early	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	22	18	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	22	19	sealing	seal	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	22	20	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	22	21	deal	deal	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	22	22	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	1	after	after	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	2	getting	getting	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	3	deferred	defer	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	4	in	in	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	5	december	december	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	6	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	7	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	8	was	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	9	crushed	crush	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	10	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	11	think	think	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	12	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	13	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	14	was	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	15	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	16	going	go	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	17	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	18	end	end	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	19	up	up	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	20	at	at	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	21	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	22	place	place	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	23	that	that	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	24	felt	feel	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	25	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	26	most	most	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	27	home	home	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	28	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	29	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	30	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	31	was	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	32	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	33	going	go	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	34	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	35	give	give	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	36	up	up	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	37	that	that	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	38	easily	easily	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	23	39	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	24	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	24	2	wrote	write	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	24	3	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	24	4	letter	letter	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	24	5	of	of	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	24	6	interest	interest	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	24	7	hoping	hope	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	24	8	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	24	9	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	24	10	would	would	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	24	11	get	get	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	24	12	into	into	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	24	13	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	24	14	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	24	15	regular	regular	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	24	16	decision	decision	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	24	17	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	24	18	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	24	19	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	24	20	felt	feel	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	24	21	confident	confident	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	24	22	knowing	know	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	24	23	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	24	24	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	24	25	had	have	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	24	26	a	a	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	24	27	plan	plan	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	24	28	for	for	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	24	29	me	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	24	30	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	1	on	on	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	2	decision	decision	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	3	day	day	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	4	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	5	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	6	opened	open	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	7	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	8	computer	computer	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	9	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	10	refreshed	refresh	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	11	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	12	portal	portal	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	13	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	14	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	15	was	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	16	devastated	devastate	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	17	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	18	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	19	did	do	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	20	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	21	see	see	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	22	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	23	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	24	congratulations	congratulation	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	25	on	on	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	26	getting	get	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	27	into	into	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	28	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	29	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	30	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	31	message	message	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	32	pop	pop	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	33	up	up	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	34	on	on	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	35	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	36	screen	screen	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	25	37	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	26	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	26	2	shut	shut	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	26	3	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	26	4	computer	computer	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	26	5	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	26	6	tears	tear	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	26	7	began	begin	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	26	8	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	26	9	flow	flow	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	26	10	down	down	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	26	11	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	26	12	cheeks	cheek	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	26	13	like	like	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	26	14	a	a	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	26	15	raging	rage	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	26	16	waterfall	waterfall	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	26	17	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	27	1	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	27	2	mom	mom	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	27	3	was	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	27	4	with	with	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	27	5	me	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	27	6	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	27	7	her	her	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	27	8	words	word	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	27	9	still	still	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	27	10	echo	echo	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	27	11	in	in	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	27	12	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	27	13	mind	mind	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	27	14	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	27	15	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	27	16	wait	wait	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	27	17	nettie	nettie	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	27	18	you	you	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	27	19	did	do	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	27	20	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	27	21	get	get	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	27	22	denied	deny	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	27	23	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	27	24	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	28	1	that	that	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	28	2	was	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	28	3	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	28	4	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	28	5	decided	decide	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	28	6	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	28	7	begin	begin	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	28	8	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	28	9	gateway	gateway	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	28	10	journey	journey	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	28	11	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	29	1	after	after	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	29	2	reading	read	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	29	3	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	29	4	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	29	5	9	9	NUM
reflection_00461-2021_09	29	6	material	material	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	29	7	titled	title	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	29	8	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	29	9	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	29	10	encountering	encounter	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	29	11	dissonance	dissonance	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	29	12	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	29	13	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	29	14	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	29	15	easily	easily	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	29	16	related	relate	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	29	17	to	to	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	29	18	elizabeth	elizabeth	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	29	19	cox	cox	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	29	20	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	29	21	her	her	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	29	22	explanation	explanation	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	29	23	of	of	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	29	24	imposter	imposter	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	29	25	syndrome	syndrome	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	29	26	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	30	1	going	go	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	30	2	into	into	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	30	3	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	30	4	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	30	5	as	as	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	30	6	a	a	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	30	7	gateway	gateway	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	30	8	student	student	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	30	9	has	have	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	30	10	not	not	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	30	11	been	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	30	12	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	30	13	easiest	easy	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	30	14	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	31	1	oftentimes	oftentimes	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	31	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	31	3	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	31	4	find	find	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	31	5	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	31	6	feeling	feel	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	31	7	like	like	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	31	8	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	31	9	do	do	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	31	10	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	31	11	belong	belong	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	31	12	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	31	13	falling	fall	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	31	14	victim	victim	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	31	15	to	to	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	31	16	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	31	17	imposter	imposter	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	31	18	syndrome	syndrome	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	31	19	that	that	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	31	20	cox	cox	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	31	21	describes	describe	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	31	22	in	in	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	31	23	her	her	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	31	24	ted	ted	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	31	25	talk	talk	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	31	26	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	32	1	she	she	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	32	2	explained	explain	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	32	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	32	4	impostorism	impostorism	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	32	5	prevented	prevent	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	32	6	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	32	7	from	from	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	32	8	sharing	share	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	32	9	their	their	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	32	10	ideas	idea	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	32	11	with	with	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	32	12	others	other	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	32	13	due	due	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	32	14	to	to	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	32	15	feeling	feel	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	32	16	less	less	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	32	17	than	than	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	32	18	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	32	19	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	32	20	around	around	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	32	21	them	they	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	32	22	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	1	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	2	reflecting	reflect	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	3	on	on	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	4	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	5	first	first	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	6	semester	semester	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	7	at	at	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	8	college	college	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	9	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	10	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	11	have	have	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	12	realized	realize	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	13	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	14	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	15	am	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	16	not	not	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	17	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	18	only	only	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	19	person	person	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	20	who	who	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	21	feels	feel	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	22	this	this	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	23	way	way	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	24	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	25	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	26	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	27	should	should	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	28	not	not	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	29	let	let	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	30	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	31	feelings	feeling	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	32	get	get	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	33	in	in	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	34	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	35	way	way	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	36	of	of	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	37	expressing	express	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	38	who	who	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	39	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	40	am	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	41	as	as	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	42	well	well	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	43	as	as	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	44	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	45	beliefs	belief	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	46	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	47	opinions	opinion	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	33	48	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	1	moving	move	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	2	into	into	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	3	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	4	10	10	NUM
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	5	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	6	reading	read	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	7	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	8	article	article	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	9	about	about	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	10	teaching	teach	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	11	critical	critical	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	12	race	race	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	13	theory	theory	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	14	in	in	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	15	catholic	catholic	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	16	schools	school	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	17	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	18	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	19	realized	realize	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	20	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	21	lucky	lucky	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	22	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	23	am	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	24	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	25	be	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	26	able	able	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	27	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	28	attend	attend	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	29	a	a	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	30	catholic	catholic	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	31	university	university	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	34	32	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	1	through	through	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	2	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	3	unique	unique	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	4	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	5	lucky	lucky	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	6	opportunity	opportunity	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	7	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	8	practice	practice	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	9	catholic	catholic	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	10	social	social	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	11	teaching	teaching	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	12	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	13	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	14	am	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	15	provided	provide	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	16	with	with	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	17	a	a	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	18	powerful	powerful	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	19	resource	resource	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	20	that	that	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	21	enables	enable	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	22	me	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	23	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	24	move	move	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	25	forward	forward	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	26	changing	change	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	27	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	28	narrative	narrative	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	29	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	30	aligning	align	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	31	with	with	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	32	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	33	theological	theological	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	34	principles	principle	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	35	that	that	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	36	direct	direct	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	37	me	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	38	on	on	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	39	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	40	best	good	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	41	direction	direction	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	42	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	43	path	path	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	44	towards	towards	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	45	unity	unity	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	46	with	with	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	47	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	35	48	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	1	it	it	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	2	is	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	3	crucial	crucial	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	4	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	5	we	we	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	6	are	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	7	willing	willing	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	8	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	9	have	have	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	10	those	those	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	11	hard	hard	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	12	conversations	conversation	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	13	as	as	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	14	a	a	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	15	school	school	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	16	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	17	as	as	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	18	well	well	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	19	as	as	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	20	a	a	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	21	society	society	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	22	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	23	in	in	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	24	order	order	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	25	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	26	slowly	slowly	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	27	change	change	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	28	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	29	world	world	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	30	for	for	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	31	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	32	better	well	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	33	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	34	open	open	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	35	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	36	minds	mind	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	37	of	of	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	38	others	other	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	39	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	40	appreciate	appreciate	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	41	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	42	respect	respect	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	43	all	all	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	44	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	36	45	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	37	1	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	37	2	material	material	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	37	3	in	in	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	37	4	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	37	5	11	11	NUM
reflection_00461-2021_09	37	6	enabled	enable	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	37	7	me	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	37	8	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	37	9	realize	realize	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	37	10	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	37	11	importance	importance	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	37	12	of	of	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	37	13	community	community	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	37	14	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	1	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	2	reading	reading	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	3	stated	state	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	4	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	5	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	6	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	7	we	we	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	8	treat	treat	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	9	community	community	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	10	as	as	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	11	a	a	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	12	product	product	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	13	that	that	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	14	we	we	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	15	must	must	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	16	manufacture	manufacture	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	17	instead	instead	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	18	of	of	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	19	a	a	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	20	gift	gift	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	21	we	we	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	22	have	have	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	23	been	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	24	given	give	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	25	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	26	it	it	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	27	will	will	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	28	elude	elude	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	29	us	we	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	30	eternally	eternally	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	31	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	38	32	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	1	oftentimes	oftentimes	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	3	it	it	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	4	is	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	5	easy	easy	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	6	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	7	forget	forget	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	8	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	9	lucky	lucky	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	10	we	we	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	11	are	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	12	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	13	go	go	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	14	to	to	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	15	a	a	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	16	catholic	catholic	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	17	school	school	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	18	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	19	where	where	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	20	our	our	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	21	peers	peer	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	22	as	as	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	23	well	well	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	24	as	as	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	25	our	our	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	26	professors	professor	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	27	have	have	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	28	our	our	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	29	best	good	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	30	interests	interest	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	31	at	at	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	32	heart	heart	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	39	33	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	1	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	2	of	of	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	3	this	this	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	4	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	5	we	we	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	6	often	often	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	7	go	go	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	8	about	about	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	9	our	our	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	10	everyday	everyday	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	11	lives	life	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	12	nonchalantly	nonchalantly	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	13	trying	try	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	14	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	15	meet	meet	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	16	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	17	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	18	so	so	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	19	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	20	we	we	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	21	can	can	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	22	get	get	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	23	invited	invite	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	24	to	to	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	25	a	a	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	26	certain	certain	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	27	party	party	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	28	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	29	or	or	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	30	just	just	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	31	have	have	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	32	someone	someone	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	33	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	34	know	know	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	35	in	in	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	36	a	a	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	37	class	class	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	40	38	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	1	while	while	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	2	getting	get	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	3	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	4	know	know	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	5	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	6	this	this	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	7	way	way	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	8	is	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	9	not	not	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	10	always	always	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	11	a	a	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	12	bad	bad	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	13	thing	thing	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	14	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	15	most	most	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	16	likely	likely	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	17	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	18	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	19	relationships	relationship	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	20	will	will	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	21	not	not	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	22	be	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	23	as	as	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	24	genuine	genuine	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	25	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	26	meaningful	meaningful	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	27	due	due	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	28	to	to	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	29	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	30	fact	fact	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	31	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	32	they	they	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	33	have	have	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	34	been	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	35	derived	derive	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	36	or	or	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	37	forced	force	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	38	on	on	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	39	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	40	basis	basis	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	41	of	of	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	42	needing	need	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	43	something	something	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	44	from	from	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	45	another	another	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	41	46	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	1	if	if	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	2	we	we	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	3	can	can	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	4	go	go	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	5	about	about	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	6	our	our	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	7	everyday	everyday	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	8	lives	life	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	9	focused	focus	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	10	on	on	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	11	maintaining	maintain	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	12	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	13	establishing	establish	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	14	mutual	mutual	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	15	relationships	relationship	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	16	that	that	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	17	make	make	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	18	both	both	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	19	parties	party	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	20	better	well	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	21	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	22	then	then	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	23	one	one	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	24	can	can	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	25	create	create	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	26	a	a	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	27	genuine	genuine	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	28	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	29	lasting	lasting	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	30	connection	connection	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	31	that	that	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	32	will	will	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	33	further	further	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	34	their	their	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	35	community	community	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	36	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	37	last	last	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	38	a	a	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	39	lifetime	lifetime	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	42	40	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	1	last	last	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	3	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	4	certainly	certainly	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	5	not	not	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	6	least	least	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	7	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	8	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	9	material	material	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	10	in	in	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	11	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	12	12	12	NUM
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	13	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	14	c.s	c.s	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	15	.	.	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	16	lewis	lewis	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	17	’s	’s	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	18	screwtape	screwtape	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	19	letters	letter	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	20	enabled	enable	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	21	me	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	22	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	23	take	take	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	24	a	a	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	25	step	step	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	26	back	back	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	27	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	28	think	think	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	29	about	about	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	30	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	31	choices	choice	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	32	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	33	am	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	34	making	make	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	35	as	as	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	36	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	37	journey	journey	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	38	throughout	throughout	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	39	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	40	college	college	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	41	experience	experience	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	43	42	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	1	oftentimes	oftentimes	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	3	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	4	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	5	enemy	enemy	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	6	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	7	that	that	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	8	lewis	lewis	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	9	so	so	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	10	often	often	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	11	talks	talk	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	12	about	about	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	13	can	can	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	14	make	make	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	15	it	it	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	16	easy	easy	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	17	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	18	be	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	19	lured	lure	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	20	into	into	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	21	doing	do	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	22	something	something	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	23	at	at	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	24	a	a	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	25	party	party	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	26	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	27	giving	give	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	28	into	into	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	29	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	30	temptation	temptation	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	31	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	32	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	33	then	then	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	34	feeling	feel	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	35	abandoned	abandon	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	36	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	37	guilty	guilty	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	38	later	later	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	44	39	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	1	this	this	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	2	is	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	3	a	a	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	4	vicious	vicious	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	5	cycle	cycle	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	6	that	that	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	7	continues	continue	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	8	so	so	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	9	long	long	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	10	as	as	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	11	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	12	do	do	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	13	not	not	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	14	take	take	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	15	a	a	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	16	step	step	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	17	back	back	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	18	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	19	truly	truly	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	20	view	view	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	21	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	22	morals	moral	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	23	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	24	think	think	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	25	about	about	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	26	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	27	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	28	actions	action	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	29	have	have	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	30	consequences	consequence	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	45	31	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	1	if	if	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	2	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	3	can	can	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	4	work	work	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	5	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	6	resist	resist	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	7	temptation	temptation	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	8	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	9	growing	grow	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	10	in	in	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	11	both	both	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	12	faith	faith	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	13	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	14	hope	hope	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	15	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	16	then	then	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	17	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	18	will	will	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	19	live	live	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	20	a	a	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	21	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	22	centered	center	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	23	around	around	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	24	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	25	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	26	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	27	just	just	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	28	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	29	that	that	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	30	he	he	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	31	has	have	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	32	planned	plan	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	33	out	out	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	34	for	for	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	35	me	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	46	36	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	1	going	go	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	2	into	into	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	3	my	my	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	4	second	second	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	5	semester	semester	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	6	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	7	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	8	need	need	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	9	to	to	PART
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	10	be	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	11	grateful	grateful	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	12	for	for	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	13	where	where	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	14	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	15	am	be	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	16	at	at	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	17	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	18	remember	remember	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	19	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	20	i	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	21	belong	belong	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	22	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	23	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	24	make	make	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	25	decisions	decision	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	26	that	that	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	27	will	will	AUX
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	28	benefit	benefit	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	29	me	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	30	in	in	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	31	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	32	long	long	ADJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	33	run	run	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	34	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	35	ultimately	ultimately	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	36	leading	lead	VERB
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	37	me	i	PRON
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	38	closer	close	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	39	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	40	closer	close	ADV
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	41	on	on	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	42	the	the	DET
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	43	path	path	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	44	towards	towards	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	45	unity	unity	NOUN
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	46	with	with	ADP
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	47	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00461-2021_09	47	48	.	.	PUNCT