id sid tid token lemma pos reflection_00287-2021_09 1 1 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 1 2 letter letter NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 1 3 william william PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 1 4 peeler peeler PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 1 5 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 1 6 letter letter NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 1 7 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 1 8 wo will AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 1 9 n’t not PART reflection_00287-2021_09 1 10 lie lie VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 1 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 1 12 this this PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 1 13 is be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 1 14 not not PART reflection_00287-2021_09 1 15 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 1 16 first first ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 1 17 time time NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 1 18 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 1 19 have have AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 1 20 begun begin VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 1 21 writing write VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 1 22 this this DET reflection_00287-2021_09 1 23 integration integration NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 1 24 ; ; PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 1 25 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 1 26 believe believe VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 1 27 this this DET reflection_00287-2021_09 1 28 draft draft NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 1 29 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 1 30 be be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 1 31 numbered number VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 1 32 somewhere somewhere ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 1 33 around around ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 1 34 five five NUM reflection_00287-2021_09 1 35 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 1 36 although although SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 1 37 that that DET reflection_00287-2021_09 1 38 number number NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 1 39 can can AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 1 40 vary vary VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 1 41 depending depend VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 1 42 on on ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 1 43 how how SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 1 44 you you PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 1 45 define define VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 1 46 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 1 47 draft draft NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 1 48 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 2 1 this this PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 2 2 is be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 2 3 all all PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 2 4 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 2 5 say say VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 2 6 that that SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 2 7 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 2 8 have have AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 2 9 been be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 2 10 struggling struggle VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 2 11 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 2 12 find find VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 2 13 something something PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 2 14 worth worth ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 2 15 writing write VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 2 16 about about ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 2 17 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 2 18 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 2 19 every every DET reflection_00287-2021_09 2 20 idea idea NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 2 21 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 2 22 tried try VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 2 23 was be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 2 24 forced force VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 2 25 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 2 26 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 2 27 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 2 28 all all DET reflection_00287-2021_09 2 29 honesty honesty NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 2 30 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 2 31 half half ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 2 32 - - PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 2 33 fabricated fabricate VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 2 34 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 3 1 so so ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 3 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 3 3 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 3 4 lieu lieu NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 3 5 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 3 6 attempting attempt VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 3 7 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 3 8 face face VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 3 9 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 3 10 prompt prompt NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 3 11 directly directly ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 3 12 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 3 13 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 3 14 believe believe VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 3 15 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 3 16 should should AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 3 17 just just ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 3 18 do do VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 3 19 my my PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 3 20 best good ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 3 21 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 3 22 explain explain VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 3 23 from from ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 3 24 where where SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 3 25 this this DET reflection_00287-2021_09 3 26 issue issue NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 3 27 stems stem VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 3 28 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 4 1 for for ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 4 2 years year NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 4 3 before before ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 4 4 coming come VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 4 5 to to ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 4 6 notre notre PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 4 7 dame dame NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 4 8 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 4 9 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 4 10 was be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 4 11 an an DET reflection_00287-2021_09 4 12 active active ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 4 13 journalist journalist NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 4 14 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 5 1 my my PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 5 2 room room NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 5 3 back back ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 5 4 home home ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 5 5 has have VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 5 6 an an DET reflection_00287-2021_09 5 7 entire entire ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 5 8 shelf shelf NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 5 9 devoted devote VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 5 10 to to ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 5 11 moleskins moleskin NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 5 12 filled fill VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 5 13 with with ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 5 14 half half ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 5 15 - - PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 5 16 finished finished ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 5 17 poetry poetry NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 5 18 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 5 19 whatever whatever DET reflection_00287-2021_09 5 20 insights insight NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 5 21 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 5 22 saw see VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 5 23 fit fit ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 5 24 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 5 25 write write VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 5 26 down down ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 5 27 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 5 28 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 5 29 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 5 30 found find VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 5 31 that that SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 5 32 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 5 33 easiest easy ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 5 34 way way NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 5 35 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 5 36 process process VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 5 37 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 5 38 deal deal VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 5 39 with with ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 5 40 new new ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 5 41 information information NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 5 42 or or CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 5 43 uncertainty uncertainty NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 5 44 was be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 5 45 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 5 46 write write VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 5 47 about about ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 5 48 it it PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 5 49 : : PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 5 50 often often ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 5 51 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 5 52 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 5 53 form form NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 5 54 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 5 55 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 5 56 poem poem NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 5 57 or or CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 5 58 letter letter NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 5 59 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 6 1 ending end VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 6 2 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 6 3 summer summer NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 6 4 with with ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 6 5 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 6 6 rather rather ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 6 7 painful painful ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 6 8 breakup breakup NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 6 9 also also ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 6 10 ended end VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 6 11 that that DET reflection_00287-2021_09 6 12 habit habit NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 6 13 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 6 14 as as SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 6 15 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 6 16 act act NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 6 17 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 6 18 pulling pull VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 6 19 out out ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 6 20 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 6 21 moleskin moleskin NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 6 22 reminded remind VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 6 23 me i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 6 24 too too ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 6 25 much much ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 6 26 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 6 27 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 6 28 dozens dozen NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 6 29 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 6 30 love love NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 6 31 poems poem NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 6 32 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 6 33 had have AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 6 34 written write VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 6 35 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 6 36 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 6 37 past past NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 6 38 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 7 1 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 7 2 promised promise VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 7 3 myself myself PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 7 4 that that SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 7 5 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 7 6 would would AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 7 7 begin begin VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 7 8 journaling journale VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 7 9 again again ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 7 10 when when SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 7 11 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 7 12 felt feel VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 7 13 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 7 14 need need NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 7 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 7 16 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 7 17 to to ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 7 18 this this DET reflection_00287-2021_09 7 19 day day NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 7 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 7 21 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 7 22 have have AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 7 23 n’t not PART reflection_00287-2021_09 7 24 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 7 25 felt feel VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 7 26 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 7 27 need need NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 7 28 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 7 29 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 7 30 mean mean VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 7 31 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 8 1 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 8 2 week week NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 8 3 nine nine NUM reflection_00287-2021_09 8 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 8 5 you you PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 8 6 began begin VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 8 7 class class NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 8 8 by by ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 8 9 asking ask VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 8 10 everyone everyone PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 8 11 what what PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 8 12 was be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 8 13 shocking shocking ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 8 14 about about ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 8 15 their their PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 8 16 transition transition NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 8 17 to to ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 8 18 college college NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 8 19 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 8 20 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 8 21 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 8 22 struggled struggle VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 8 23 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 8 24 come come VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 8 25 up up ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 8 26 with with ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 8 27 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 8 28 satisfactory satisfactory ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 8 29 answer answer NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 8 30 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 9 1 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 9 2 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 9 3 end end NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 9 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 9 5 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 9 6 made make VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 9 7 something something PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 9 8 up up ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 9 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 9 10 an an DET reflection_00287-2021_09 9 11 answer answer NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 9 12 which which PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 9 13 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 9 14 do do AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 9 15 n’t not PART reflection_00287-2021_09 9 16 even even ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 9 17 remember remember VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 9 18 at at ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 9 19 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 9 20 time time NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 9 21 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 9 22 writing write VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 9 23 this this PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 9 24 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 10 1 had have AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 10 2 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 10 3 been be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 10 4 answering answer VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 10 5 truthfully truthfully ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 10 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 10 7 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 10 8 would would AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 10 9 have have AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 10 10 said say VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 10 11 ‘ ' PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 10 12 nothing nothing PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 10 13 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 10 14 ’ ' PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 10 15 but but CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 10 16 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 10 17 figured figure VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 10 18 that that PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 10 19 would would AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 10 20 make make VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 10 21 me i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 10 22 sound sound VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 10 23 vain vain ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 10 24 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 10 25 elitist elitist ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 10 26 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 10 27 when when SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 10 28 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 10 29 fact fact NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 10 30 that that SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 10 31 answer answer NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 10 32 is be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 10 33 honestly honestly ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 10 34 my my PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 10 35 greatest great ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 10 36 source source NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 10 37 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 10 38 disappointment disappointment NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 10 39 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 11 1 it it PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 11 2 seemed seem VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 11 3 as as SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 11 4 if if SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 11 5 that that DET reflection_00287-2021_09 11 6 entire entire ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 11 7 week week NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 11 8 was be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 11 9 based base VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 11 10 around around ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 11 11 emery emery PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 11 12 bergman bergman PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 11 13 ’s ’s PART reflection_00287-2021_09 11 14 statement statement NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 11 15 that that SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 11 16 “ " PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 11 17 going go VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 11 18 to to ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 11 19 college college NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 11 20 is be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 11 21 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 11 22 massive massive ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 11 23 change change NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 11 24 — — PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 11 25 so so ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 11 26 many many ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 11 27 students student NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 11 28 are be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 11 29 being be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 11 30 uprooted uproot VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 11 31 from from ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 11 32 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 11 33 familiar familiar ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 11 34 comforts comfort NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 11 35 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 11 36 their their PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 11 37 homes home NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 11 38 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 11 39 thrust thrust VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 11 40 into into ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 11 41 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 11 42 completely completely ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 11 43 new new ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 11 44 place,”1 place,”1 NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 11 45 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 11 46 statement statement NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 11 47 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 11 48 which which PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 11 49 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 11 50 ca can AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 11 51 n’t not PART reflection_00287-2021_09 11 52 relate relate VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 11 53 anymore anymore ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 11 54 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 12 1 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 12 2 was be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 12 3 fourteen fourteen NUM reflection_00287-2021_09 12 4 years year NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 12 5 old old ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 12 6 when when SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 12 7 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 12 8 moved move VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 12 9 away away ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 12 10 from from ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 12 11 home home NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 12 12 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 12 13 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 12 14 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 12 15 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 12 16 span span NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 12 17 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 12 18 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 12 19 single single ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 12 20 year year NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 12 21 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 12 22 was be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 12 23 disowned disown VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 12 24 by by ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 12 25 two two NUM reflection_00287-2021_09 12 26 friends friend NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 12 27 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 12 28 had have AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 12 29 known know VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 12 30 since since SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 12 31 birth birth NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 12 32 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 12 33 thrust thrust VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 12 34 into into ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 12 35 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 12 36 middle middle NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 12 37 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 12 38 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 12 39 family family NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 12 40 - - PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 12 41 wide wide ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 12 42 war war NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 12 43 about about ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 12 44 who who PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 12 45 should should AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 12 46 be be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 12 47 blamed blame VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 12 48 for for ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 12 49 my my PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 12 50 uncle uncle NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 12 51 ’s ’s PART reflection_00287-2021_09 12 52 suicide suicide NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 12 53 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 12 54 taken take VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 12 55 to to ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 12 56 brazil brazil PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 12 57 by by ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 12 58 someone someone PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 12 59 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 12 60 had have AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 12 61 met meet VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 12 62 only only ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 12 63 a a PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 12 64 week week NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 12 65 before before ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 12 66 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 12 67 told tell VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 12 68 by by ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 12 69 that that DET reflection_00287-2021_09 12 70 person person NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 12 71 that that PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 12 72 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 12 73 never never ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 12 74 did do VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 12 75 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 12 76 never never ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 12 77 would would AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 12 78 deserve deserve VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 12 79 happiness happiness NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 12 80 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 12 81 repeatedly repeatedly ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 12 82 flown fly VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 12 83 back back ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 12 84 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 12 85 forth forth ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 12 86 from from ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 12 87 new new PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 12 88 hampshire hampshire PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 12 89 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 12 90 maryland maryland PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 12 91 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 12 92 order order NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 12 93 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 12 94 visit visit VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 12 95 my my PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 12 96 grandfather grandfather NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 12 97 on on ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 12 98 his his PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 12 99 deathbed deathbed NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 12 100 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 12 101 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 12 102 forced force VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 12 103 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 12 104 quit quit VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 12 105 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 12 106 sports sport NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 12 107 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 12 108 had have AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 12 109 built build VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 12 110 my my PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 12 111 life life NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 12 112 around around ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 12 113 due due ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 12 114 to to ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 12 115 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 12 116 career career NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 12 117 ending end VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 12 118 injury injury NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 12 119 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 13 1 believe believe VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 13 2 it it PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 13 3 or or CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 13 4 not not PART reflection_00287-2021_09 13 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 13 6 that that PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 13 7 ’s ’ VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 13 8 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 13 9 sparknotes sparknote NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 13 10 version version NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 13 11 ; ; PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 13 12 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 13 13 did do AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 13 14 n’t not PART reflection_00287-2021_09 13 15 even even ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 13 16 mention mention VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 13 17 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 13 18 death death NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 13 19 threats threat NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 13 20 from from ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 13 21 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 13 22 stalker stalker NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 13 23 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 14 1 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 14 2 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 14 3 span span NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 14 4 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 14 5 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 14 6 single single ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 14 7 year year NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 14 8 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 14 9 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 14 10 went go VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 14 11 from from ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 14 12 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 14 13 sheltered shelter VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 14 14 kid kid NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 14 15 who who PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 14 16 could could AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 14 17 barely barely ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 14 18 hold hold VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 14 19 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 14 20 conversation conversation NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 14 21 to to ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 14 22 someone someone PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 14 23 who who PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 14 24 had have AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 14 25 been be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 14 26 exposed expose VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 14 27 to to ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 14 28 far far ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 14 29 more more ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 14 30 than than ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 14 31 his his PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 14 32 fair fair ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 14 33 share share NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 14 34 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 14 35 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 14 36 world world NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 14 37 ’s ’s PART reflection_00287-2021_09 14 38 ugliness ugliness NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 14 39 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 15 1 suffice suffice VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 15 2 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 15 3 say say VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 15 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 15 5 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 15 6 was be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 15 7 forced force VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 15 8 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 15 9 mature mature VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 15 10 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 15 11 little little ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 15 12 quicker quick ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 15 13 than than SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 15 14 expected expect VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 15 15 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 16 1 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 16 2 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 16 3 span span NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 16 4 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 16 5 that that DET reflection_00287-2021_09 16 6 year year NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 16 7 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 16 8 changed change VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 16 9 my my PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 16 10 outlook outlook NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 16 11 countless countless ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 16 12 times time NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 16 13 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 16 14 devoured devour VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 16 15 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 16 16 texts text NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 16 17 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 16 18 different different ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 16 19 philosophies philosophy NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 16 20 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 16 21 religions religion NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 16 22 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 16 23 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 16 24 changed change VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 16 25 my my PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 16 26 core core NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 16 27 beliefs belief NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 16 28 about about ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 16 29 as as ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 16 30 often often ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 16 31 as as ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 16 32 one one NUM reflection_00287-2021_09 16 33 changes change NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 16 34 bedsheets bedsheet NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 16 35 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 17 1 every every DET reflection_00287-2021_09 17 2 week week NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 17 3 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 17 4 held hold VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 17 5 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 17 6 revelation revelation NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 17 7 about about ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 17 8 myself myself PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 17 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 17 10 my my PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 17 11 values value NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 17 12 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 17 13 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 17 14 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 17 15 world world NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 17 16 around around ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 17 17 me i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 17 18 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 18 1 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 18 2 so so ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 18 3 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 18 4 adapted adapt VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 18 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 18 6 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 18 7 so so ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 18 8 time time NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 18 9 passed pass VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 18 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 18 11 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 18 12 so so ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 18 13 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 18 14 world world NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 18 15 returned return VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 18 16 to to ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 18 17 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 18 18 more more ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 18 19 normal normal ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 18 20 resting rest VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 18 21 state state NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 18 22 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 18 23 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 18 24 here here ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 18 25 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 18 26 am be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 18 27 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 18 28 having having AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 18 29 just just ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 18 30 moved move VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 18 31 into into ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 18 32 college college NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 18 33 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 18 34 surrounded surround VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 18 35 by by ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 18 36 people people NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 18 37 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 18 38 awe awe NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 18 39 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 18 40 new new ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 18 41 horizons horizon NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 18 42 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 18 43 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 18 44 fear fear NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 18 45 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 18 46 new new ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 18 47 obstacles obstacle NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 18 48 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 18 49 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 18 50 none none NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 18 51 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 18 52 it it PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 18 53 feels feel VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 18 54 new new ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 18 55 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 19 1 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 19 2 am be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 19 3 surrounded surround VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 19 4 by by ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 19 5 peers peer NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 19 6 who who PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 19 7 are be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 19 8 experiencing experience VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 19 9 daily daily ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 19 10 revelations revelation NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 19 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 19 12 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 19 13 beliefs belief NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 19 14 they they PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 19 15 have have AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 19 16 held hold VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 19 17 for for ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 19 18 their their PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 19 19 entire entire ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 19 20 lives life NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 19 21 being be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 19 22 tested test VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 19 23 for for ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 19 24 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 19 25 first first ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 19 26 time time NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 19 27 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 19 28 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 19 29 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 19 30 find find VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 19 31 myself myself PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 19 32 struggling struggle VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 19 33 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 19 34 relate relate VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 19 35 anymore anymore ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 19 36 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 20 1 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 20 2 make make VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 20 3 something something PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 20 4 clear clear ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 20 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 20 6 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 20 7 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 20 8 no no DET reflection_00287-2021_09 20 9 way way NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 20 10 see see VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 20 11 this this PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 20 12 as as ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 20 13 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 20 14 form form NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 20 15 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 20 16 superiority superiority NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 20 17 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 20 18 simply simply ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 20 19 see see VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 20 20 myself myself PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 20 21 as as ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 20 22 desensitized desensitized ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 20 23 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 21 1 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 21 2 know know VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 21 3 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 21 4 still still ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 21 5 have have AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 21 6 learning learn VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 21 7 left leave VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 21 8 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 21 9 do do VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 21 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 21 11 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 21 12 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 21 13 understand understand VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 21 14 that that SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 21 15 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 21 16 am be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 21 17 nowhere nowhere ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 21 18 near near ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 21 19 finalized finalize VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 21 20 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 21 21 my my PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 21 22 beliefs belief NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 21 23 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 21 24 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 21 25 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 21 26 never never ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 21 27 will will AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 21 28 be be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 21 29 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 21 30 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 21 31 but but CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 21 32 it it PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 21 33 is be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 21 34 indisputable indisputable ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 21 35 fact fact NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 21 36 that that SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 21 37 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 21 38 pace pace NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 21 39 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 21 40 revelations revelation NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 21 41 slows slows ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 21 42 with with ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 21 43 time time NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 21 44 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 21 45 experience experience NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 21 46 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 22 1 1 1 NUM reflection_00287-2021_09 22 2 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 22 3 “ " PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 22 4 advice advice NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 22 5 from from ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 22 6 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 22 7 formerly formerly ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 22 8 lonely lonely ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 22 9 college college NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 22 10 student student NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 22 11 ” " PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 22 12 by by ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 22 13 emery emery PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 22 14 bergmann bergmann PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 22 15 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 22 16 fye fye PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 22 17 week week NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 22 18 nine nine NUM reflection_00287-2021_09 22 19 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 22 20 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 22 21 best good ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 22 22 way way NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 22 23 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 22 24 have have AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 22 25 ever ever ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 22 26 seen see VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 22 27 this this DET reflection_00287-2021_09 22 28 feeling feeling NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 22 29 described describe VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 22 30 is be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 22 31 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 22 32 circle circle NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 22 33 mirror mirror NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 22 34 transformation transformation NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 22 35 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 22 36 my my PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 22 37 favorite favorite ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 22 38 show show NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 22 39 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 22 40 all all DET reflection_00287-2021_09 22 41 time time NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 22 42 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 22 43 one one NUM reflection_00287-2021_09 22 44 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 22 45 could could AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 22 46 honestly honestly ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 22 47 see see VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 22 48 being be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 22 49 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 22 50 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 22 51 module module NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 22 52 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 22 53 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 22 54 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 22 55 itself itself PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 22 56 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 23 1 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 23 2 his his PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 23 3 ending end VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 23 4 dialogue dialogue NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 23 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 23 6 schultz schultz PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 23 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 23 8 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 23 9 character character NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 23 10 never never ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 23 11 fails fail VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 23 12 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 23 13 get get VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 23 14 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 23 15 short short ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 23 16 end end NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 23 17 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 23 18 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 23 19 stick stick NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 23 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 23 21 poses pose VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 23 22 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 23 23 question question NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 23 24 : : PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 23 25 “ " PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 23 26 do do AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 23 27 you you PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 23 28 ever ever ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 23 29 wonder wonder VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 23 30 how how SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 23 31 many many ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 23 32 times time NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 23 33 your your PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 23 34 life life NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 23 35 is be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 23 36 gon go VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 23 37 na to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 23 38 end end VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 23 39 ? ? PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 24 1 like like ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 24 2 how how SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 24 3 many many ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 24 4 times time NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 24 5 your your PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 24 6 life life NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 24 7 is be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 24 8 gon go VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 24 9 na to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 24 10 totally totally ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 24 11 change change VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 24 12 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 24 13 then then ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 24 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 24 15 like like INTJ reflection_00287-2021_09 24 16 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 24 17 start start VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 24 18 all all ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 24 19 over over ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 24 20 again again ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 24 21 ? ? PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 25 1 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 25 2 you you PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 25 3 ’ll ’ll AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 25 4 feel feel VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 25 5 like like ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 25 6 what what PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 25 7 happened happen VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 25 8 before before ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 25 9 was be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 25 10 n’t not PART reflection_00287-2021_09 25 11 real real ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 25 12 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 25 13 what what PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 25 14 ’s ’s AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 25 15 happening happen VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 25 16 now now ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 25 17 is be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 25 18 actually actually ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 25 19 … … PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 25 20 ”2 ”2 ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 25 21 as as SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 25 22 he he PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 25 23 trails trail VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 25 24 off off ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 25 25 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 25 26 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 25 27 play play NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 25 28 ends end VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 25 29 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 25 30 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 25 31 each each DET reflection_00287-2021_09 25 32 member member NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 25 33 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 25 34 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 25 35 audience audience NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 25 36 is be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 25 37 left leave VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 25 38 wondering wonder VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 25 39 how how SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 25 40 that that DET reflection_00287-2021_09 25 41 sentence sentence NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 25 42 ends end VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 25 43 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 25 44 because because SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 25 45 somehow somehow ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 25 46 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 25 47 it it PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 25 48 rarely rarely ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 25 49 feels feel VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 25 50 possible possible ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 25 51 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 25 52 define define VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 25 53 right right ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 25 54 now now ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 25 55 as as ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 25 56 ‘ ' PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 25 57 real real ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 25 58 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 25 59 ’ ' PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 26 1 years year NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 26 2 ago ago ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 26 3 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 26 4 it it PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 26 5 felt feel VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 26 6 like like SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 26 7 my my PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 26 8 life life NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 26 9 ended end VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 26 10 once once ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 26 11 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 26 12 week week NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 26 13 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 26 14 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 26 15 while while SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 26 16 it it PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 26 17 does do AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 26 18 n’t not PART reflection_00287-2021_09 26 19 feel feel VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 26 20 any any DET reflection_00287-2021_09 26 21 more more ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 26 22 ‘ ' PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 26 23 real real ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 26 24 ’ ' PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 26 25 now now ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 26 26 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 26 27 it it PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 26 28 does do AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 26 29 have have VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 26 30 an an DET reflection_00287-2021_09 26 31 air air NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 26 32 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 26 33 permanence permanence NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 26 34 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 26 35 find find VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 26 36 unfamiliar unfamiliar ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 26 37 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 27 1 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 27 2 “ " PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 27 3 thirteen thirteen NUM reflection_00287-2021_09 27 4 ways way NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 27 5 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 27 6 looking look VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 27 7 at at ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 27 8 community community NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 27 9 ” " PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 27 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 27 11 it it PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 27 12 was be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 27 13 stated state VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 27 14 that that SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 27 15 “ " PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 27 16 we we PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 27 17 find find VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 27 18 it it PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 27 19 threatening threaten VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 27 20 when when SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 27 21 leaders leader NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 27 22 say say VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 27 23 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 27 24 “ " PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 27 25 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 27 26 am be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 27 27 not not PART reflection_00287-2021_09 27 28 going going AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 27 29 tell tell VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 27 30 you you PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 27 31 how how SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 27 32 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 27 33 do do VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 27 34 this this PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 27 35 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 27 36 let let VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 27 37 alone alone ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 27 38 do do VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 27 39 it it PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 27 40 for for ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 27 41 you you PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 27 42 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 27 43 but but CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 27 44 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 27 45 am be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 27 46 going go VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 27 47 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 27 48 create create VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 27 49 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 27 50 space space NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 27 51 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 27 52 which which PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 27 53 you you PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 27 54 can can AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 27 55 do do VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 27 56 it it PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 27 57 for for ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 27 58 yourselves”3 yourselves”3 PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 27 59 because because SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 27 60 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 27 61 author author NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 27 62 assumes assume VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 27 63 that that SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 27 64 functioning function VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 27 65 without without ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 27 66 help help NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 27 67 or or CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 27 68 guidance guidance NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 27 69 is be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 27 70 new new ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 27 71 for for ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 27 72 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 27 73 reader reader NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 27 74 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 28 1 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 28 2 have have AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 28 3 actually actually ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 28 4 found find VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 28 5 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 28 6 opposite opposite NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 28 7 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 28 8 be be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 28 9 true true ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 28 10 ; ; PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 28 11 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 28 12 have have AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 28 13 found find VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 28 14 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 28 15 level level NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 28 16 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 28 17 micromanagement micromanagement NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 28 18 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 28 19 college college NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 28 20 courses course NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 28 21 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 28 22 be be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 28 23 stifling stifle VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 28 24 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 29 1 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 29 2 have have AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 29 3 found find VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 29 4 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 29 5 constant constant ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 29 6 check check NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 29 7 - - PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 29 8 ins in NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 29 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 29 10 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 29 11 raising raising NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 29 12 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 29 13 hands hand NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 29 14 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 29 15 ask ask VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 29 16 questions question NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 29 17 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 29 18 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 29 19 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 29 20 constant constant ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 29 21 statements statement NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 29 22 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 29 23 “ " PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 29 24 this this PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 29 25 is be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 29 26 all all PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 29 27 new new ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 29 28 to to ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 29 29 you you PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 29 30 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 29 31 so so SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 29 32 we we PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 29 33 ’ll ’ll AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 29 34 walk walk VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 29 35 you you PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 29 36 through through ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 29 37 '' '' PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 29 38 almost almost ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 29 39 surreal surreal ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 29 40 after after ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 29 41 living live VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 29 42 alone alone ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 29 43 for for ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 29 44 four four NUM reflection_00287-2021_09 29 45 years year NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 29 46 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 29 47 figuring figure VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 29 48 everything everything PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 29 49 out out ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 29 50 for for ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 29 51 myself myself PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 29 52 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 30 1 worse bad ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 30 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 30 3 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 30 4 understand understand VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 30 5 that that SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 30 6 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 30 7 am be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 30 8 probably probably ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 30 9 alone alone ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 30 10 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 30 11 this this DET reflection_00287-2021_09 30 12 feeling feeling NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 30 13 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 30 14 as as SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 30 15 this this DET reflection_00287-2021_09 30 16 experience experience NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 30 17 is be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 30 18 new new ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 30 19 for for ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 30 20 everyone everyone PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 30 21 but but CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 30 22 me i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 30 23 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 30 24 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 30 25 so so ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 30 26 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 30 27 find find VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 30 28 myself myself PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 30 29 unable unable ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 30 30 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 30 31 talk talk VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 30 32 about about ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 30 33 it it PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 30 34 without without ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 30 35 coming come VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 30 36 across across ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 30 37 as as ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 30 38 elitist elitist ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 30 39 or or CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 30 40 dismissive dismissive ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 30 41 ; ; PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 30 42 which which PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 30 43 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 30 44 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 30 45 must must AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 30 46 admit admit VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 30 47 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 30 48 would would AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 30 49 be be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 30 50 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 30 51 fair fair ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 30 52 reaction reaction NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 30 53 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 31 1 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 31 2 am be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 31 3 left leave VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 31 4 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 31 5 wonder wonder VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 31 6 if if SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 31 7 this this PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 31 8 is be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 31 9 “ " PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 31 10 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 31 11 dryness dryness NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 31 12 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 31 13 dullness dullness NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 31 14 ” " PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 31 15 spoken speak VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 31 16 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 31 17 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 31 18 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 31 19 screwtape screwtape NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 31 20 letters.4 letters.4 ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 31 21 is be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 31 22 it it PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 31 23 this this PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 31 24 feeling feel VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 31 25 that that SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 31 26 those those PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 31 27 around around ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 31 28 me i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 31 29 are be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 31 30 finding find VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 31 31 their their PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 31 32 callings calling NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 31 33 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 31 34 their their PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 31 35 passions passion NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 31 36 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 31 37 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 31 38 things thing NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 31 39 4 4 NUM reflection_00287-2021_09 31 40 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 31 41 “ " PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 31 42 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 31 43 screwtape screwtape ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 31 44 letters letter NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 31 45 by by ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 31 46 c.s c.s PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 31 47 . . PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 31 48 lewis lewis PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 31 49 ” " PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 31 50 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 31 51 fye fye NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 31 52 week week NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 31 53 twelve twelve NUM reflection_00287-2021_09 31 54 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 31 55 3 3 NUM reflection_00287-2021_09 31 56 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 31 57 “ " PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 31 58 thirteen thirteen NUM reflection_00287-2021_09 31 59 ways way NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 31 60 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 31 61 looking look VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 31 62 at at ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 31 63 community community NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 31 64 ” " PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 31 65 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 31 66 fye fye NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 31 67 week week NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 31 68 eleven eleven NUM reflection_00287-2021_09 31 69 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 31 70 2 2 NUM reflection_00287-2021_09 31 71 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 31 72 “ " PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 31 73 circle circle PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 31 74 mirror mirror NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 31 75 transformation transformation NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 31 76 ” " PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 31 77 by by ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 31 78 annie annie PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 31 79 baker baker PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 31 80 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 31 81 that that PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 31 82 are be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 31 83 important important ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 31 84 to to ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 31 85 them they PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 31 86 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 31 87 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 31 88 yet yet ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 31 89 here here ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 31 90 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 31 91 am be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 31 92 feeling feel VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 31 93 as as SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 31 94 if if SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 31 95 my my PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 31 96 worldview worldview NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 31 97 has have AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 31 98 n’t not PART reflection_00287-2021_09 31 99 shifted shift VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 31 100 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 31 101 years year NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 31 102 ? ? PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 32 1 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 32 2 have have AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 32 3 always always ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 32 4 tended tend VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 32 5 towards towards ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 32 6 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 32 7 cynical cynical ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 32 8 nature nature NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 32 9 -i -i PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 32 10 consider consider VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 32 11 it it PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 32 12 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 32 13 result result NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 32 14 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 32 15 my my PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 32 16 heritage heritage NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 32 17 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 32 18 an an DET reflection_00287-2021_09 32 19 opinion opinion NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 32 20 anyone anyone PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 32 21 would would AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 32 22 understand understand VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 32 23 after after ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 32 24 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 32 25 single single ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 32 26 night night NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 32 27 at at ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 32 28 my my PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 32 29 family family NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 32 30 dinner dinner NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 32 31 table table NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 33 1 -but -but CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 33 2 there there PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 33 3 was be VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 33 4 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 33 5 point point NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 33 6 at at ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 33 7 which which PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 33 8 my my PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 33 9 ideas idea NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 33 10 were be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 33 11 loose loose ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 33 12 enough enough ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 33 13 that that SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 33 14 every every DET reflection_00287-2021_09 33 15 philosophy philosophy NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 33 16 was be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 33 17 met meet VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 33 18 with with ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 33 19 at at ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 33 20 least least ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 33 21 partial partial ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 33 22 acceptance acceptance NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 33 23 instead instead ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 33 24 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 33 25 informed informed ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 33 26 rebuttal rebuttal NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 33 27 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 34 1 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 34 2 wonder wonder VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 34 3 when when SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 34 4 that that DET reflection_00287-2021_09 34 5 change change NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 34 6 happened happen VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 34 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 34 8 when when SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 34 9 my my PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 34 10 first first ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 34 11 response response NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 34 12 to to ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 34 13 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 34 14 friend friend NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 34 15 explaining explain VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 34 16 their their PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 34 17 worldview worldview NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 34 18 became became AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 34 19 comparing compare VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 34 20 it it PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 34 21 with with ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 34 22 mine mine PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 34 23 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 34 24 seeing see VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 34 25 what what PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 34 26 parts part NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 34 27 were be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 34 28 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 34 29 right right ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 34 30 shape shape NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 34 31 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 34 32 fit fit VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 34 33 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 34 34 when when SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 34 35 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 34 36 used use VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 34 37 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 34 38 just just ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 34 39 try try VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 34 40 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 34 41 accept accept VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 34 42 ideas idea NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 34 43 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 34 44 their their PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 34 45 entirety entirety NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 34 46 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 35 1 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 35 2 am be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 35 3 left leave VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 35 4 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 35 5 wonder wonder VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 35 6 how how SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 35 7 much much ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 35 8 easier easy ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 35 9 this this PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 35 10 would would AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 35 11 feel feel VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 35 12 if if SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 35 13 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 35 14 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 35 15 all all PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 35 16 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 35 17 that that DET reflection_00287-2021_09 35 18 time time NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 35 19 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 35 20 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 35 21 had have AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 35 22 found find VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 35 23 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 35 24 single single ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 35 25 system system NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 35 26 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 35 27 belief belief NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 35 28 behind behind ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 35 29 which which PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 35 30 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 35 31 could could AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 35 32 throw throw VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 35 33 myself myself PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 35 34 wholeheartedly wholeheartedly ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 35 35 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 36 1 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 36 2 find find VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 36 3 myself myself PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 36 4 influenced influence VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 36 5 by by ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 36 6 an an DET reflection_00287-2021_09 36 7 odd odd ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 36 8 mix mix NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 36 9 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 36 10 taoism taoism NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 36 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 36 12 buddhism buddhism NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 36 13 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 36 14 christianity christianity NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 36 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 36 16 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 36 17 classical classical ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 36 18 philosophy philosophy NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 36 19 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 36 20 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 36 21 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 36 22 side side NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 36 23 effect effect NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 36 24 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 36 25 that that DET reflection_00287-2021_09 36 26 idea idea NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 36 27 - - PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 36 28 stew stew NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 36 29 is be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 36 30 that that SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 36 31 identifying identify VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 36 32 with with ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 36 33 any any DET reflection_00287-2021_09 36 34 individual individual ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 36 35 one one NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 36 36 feels feel VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 36 37 impossible impossible ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 36 38 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 37 1 when when SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 37 2 reading read VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 37 3 about about ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 37 4 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 37 5 founders founder NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 37 6 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 37 7 notre notre PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 37 8 dame dame NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 37 9 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 37 10 how how SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 37 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 37 12 from from ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 37 13 an an DET reflection_00287-2021_09 37 14 early early ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 37 15 age age NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 37 16 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 37 17 father father NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 37 18 moreau moreau ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 37 19 “ " PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 37 20 merely merely ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 37 21 wanted want VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 37 22 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 37 23 be be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 37 24 sent send VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 37 25 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 37 26 like like ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 37 27 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 37 28 first first ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 37 29 apostles apostle NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 37 30 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 37 31 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 37 32 spread spread VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 37 33 faith faith NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 37 34 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 37 35 jesus jesus PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 37 36 christ christ PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 37 37 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 37 38 his his PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 37 39 good good ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 37 40 news news NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 37 41 wherever wherever SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 37 42 he he PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 37 43 might might AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 37 44 be be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 37 45 most most ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 37 46 useful,”5 useful,”5 ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 37 47 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 37 48 wondered wonder VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 37 49 if if SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 37 50 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 37 51 would would AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 37 52 ever ever ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 37 53 be be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 37 54 able able ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 37 55 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 37 56 believe believe VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 37 57 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 37 58 something something PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 37 59 surely surely ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 37 60 enough enough ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 37 61 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 37 62 ‘ ' PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 37 63 merely merely ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 37 64 ’ ' PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 37 65 want want VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 37 66 something something PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 37 67 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 38 1 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 38 2 could could AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 38 3 talk talk VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 38 4 about about ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 38 5 lofty lofty ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 38 6 ideals ideal NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 38 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 38 8 could could AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 38 9 quote quote VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 38 10 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 38 11 wesley wesley PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 38 12 theological theological PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 38 13 seminary seminary ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 38 14 commencement commencement NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 38 15 address address NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 38 16 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 38 17 agree agree VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 38 18 that that SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 38 19 “ " PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 38 20 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 38 21 challenge challenge NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 38 22 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 38 23 reducing reduce VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 38 24 hatred hatred NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 38 25 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 38 26 promoting promote VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 38 27 love love NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 38 28 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 39 1 this this PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 39 2 is be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 39 3 your your PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 39 4 calling”6 calling”6 PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 39 5 but but CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 39 6 while while SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 39 7 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 39 8 find find VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 39 9 some some DET reflection_00287-2021_09 39 10 passion passion NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 39 11 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 39 12 this this DET reflection_00287-2021_09 39 13 belief belief NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 39 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 39 15 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 39 16 know know VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 39 17 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 39 18 could could AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 39 19 n’t not PART reflection_00287-2021_09 39 20 devote devote VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 39 21 my my PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 39 22 life life NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 39 23 to to ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 39 24 that that DET reflection_00287-2021_09 39 25 single single ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 39 26 cause cause NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 39 27 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 40 1 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 40 2 find find VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 40 3 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 40 4 idea idea NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 40 5 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 40 6 scientific scientific ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 40 7 knowledge knowledge NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 40 8 important important ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 40 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 40 10 thus thus ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 40 11 my my PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 40 12 major major ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 40 13 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 40 14 physics physics NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 40 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 40 16 but but CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 40 17 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 40 18 do do AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 40 19 n’t not PART reflection_00287-2021_09 40 20 think think VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 40 21 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 40 22 believe believe VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 40 23 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 40 24 it it PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 40 25 strongly strongly ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 40 26 enough enough ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 40 27 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 40 28 devote devote VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 40 29 my my PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 40 30 life life NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 40 31 to to ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 40 32 it it PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 40 33 either either ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 40 34 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 41 1 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 41 2 ca can AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 41 3 n’t not PART reflection_00287-2021_09 41 4 think think VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 41 5 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 41 6 anything anything PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 41 7 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 41 8 ’m ’m VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 41 9 truly truly ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 41 10 sure sure ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 41 11 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 41 12 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 41 13 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 41 14 yet yet ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 41 15 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 41 16 have have AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 41 17 met meet VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 41 18 students student NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 41 19 my my PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 41 20 age age NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 41 21 with with ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 41 22 unshakable unshakable ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 41 23 faith faith NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 41 24 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 41 25 god god PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 41 26 or or CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 41 27 their their PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 41 28 purpose purpose NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 41 29 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 41 30 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 41 31 wonder wonder VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 41 32 if if SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 41 33 that that PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 41 34 would would AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 41 35 even even ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 41 36 6 6 NUM reflection_00287-2021_09 41 37 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 41 38 “ " PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 41 39 wesley wesley PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 41 40 theological theological PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 41 41 seminary seminary ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 41 42 2012 2012 NUM reflection_00287-2021_09 41 43 commencement commencement NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 41 44 address address NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 41 45 ” " PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 41 46 by by ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 41 47 fr fr PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 41 48 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 42 1 john john PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 42 2 jenkins jenkins PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 42 3 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 42 4 fye fye PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 42 5 week week NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 42 6 ten ten NUM reflection_00287-2021_09 42 7 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 42 8 5 5 NUM reflection_00287-2021_09 42 9 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 42 10 “ " PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 42 11 holy holy PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 42 12 cross cross PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 42 13 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 42 14 christian christian ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 42 15 education education NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 42 16 ” " PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 42 17 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 42 18 fye fye NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 42 19 week week NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 42 20 twelve twelve NUM reflection_00287-2021_09 42 21 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 42 22 be be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 42 23 good good ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 42 24 for for ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 42 25 me i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 42 26 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 43 1 after after ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 43 2 all all ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 43 3 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 43 4 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 43 5 have have AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 43 6 seen see VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 43 7 that that SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 43 8 unshakable unshakable ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 43 9 faith faith NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 43 10 lead lead VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 43 11 some some DET reflection_00287-2021_09 43 12 dorm dorm NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 43 13 mates mate NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 43 14 unquestioningly unquestioningly ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 43 15 into into ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 43 16 bigotry bigotry NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 43 17 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 43 18 misinformation misinformation NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 43 19 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 44 1 still still ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 44 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 44 3 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 44 4 ca can AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 44 5 n’t not PART reflection_00287-2021_09 44 6 help help VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 44 7 but but CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 44 8 think think VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 44 9 it it PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 44 10 would would AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 44 11 be be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 44 12 comforting comfort VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 44 13 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 44 14 know know VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 44 15 that that SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 44 16 there there PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 44 17 are be VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 44 18 other other ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 44 19 people people NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 44 20 who who PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 44 21 have have AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 44 22 devoted devote VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 44 23 their their PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 44 24 lives life NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 44 25 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 44 26 same same ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 44 27 as as ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 44 28 mine mine PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 44 29 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 44 30 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 44 31 find find VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 44 32 camaraderie camaraderie NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 44 33 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 44 34 affirmation affirmation NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 44 35 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 45 1 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 45 2 another another DET reflection_00287-2021_09 45 3 life life NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 45 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 45 5 maybe maybe ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 45 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 45 7 but but CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 45 8 for for ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 45 9 now now ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 45 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 45 11 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 45 12 think think VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 45 13 mixing mix VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 45 14 pieces piece NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 45 15 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 45 16 parts part NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 45 17 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 45 18 what what PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 45 19 everyone everyone PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 45 20 else else ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 45 21 has have AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 45 22 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 45 23 say say VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 45 24 is be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 45 25 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 45 26 best good ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 45 27 way way NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 45 28 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 45 29 can can AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 45 30 express express VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 45 31 myself myself PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 45 32 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 46 1 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 46 2 realize realize VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 46 3 that that SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 46 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 46 5 by by ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 46 6 now now ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 46 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 46 8 we we PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 46 9 are be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 46 10 already already ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 46 11 well well ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 46 12 over over ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 46 13 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 46 14 word word NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 46 15 count count NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 46 16 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 46 17 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 46 18 it it PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 46 19 is be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 46 20 n’t not PART reflection_00287-2021_09 46 21 my my PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 46 22 intention intention NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 46 23 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 46 24 keep keep VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 46 25 you you PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 46 26 here here ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 46 27 reading read VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 46 28 ramblings rambling NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 46 29 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 47 1 while while SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 47 2 this this PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 47 3 began begin VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 47 4 as as ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 47 5 an an DET reflection_00287-2021_09 47 6 explanation explanation NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 47 7 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 47 8 my my PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 47 9 writer writer NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 47 10 's 's PART reflection_00287-2021_09 47 11 block block NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 47 12 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 47 13 it it PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 47 14 could could AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 47 15 be be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 47 16 said say VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 47 17 that that SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 47 18 this this DET reflection_00287-2021_09 47 19 letter letter NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 47 20 fits fit VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 47 21 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 47 22 prompt prompt NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 47 23 after after ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 47 24 all all ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 47 25 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 48 1 what what PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 48 2 have have AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 48 3 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 48 4 encountered encounter VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 48 5 ? ? PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 49 1 apathy apathy NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 49 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 49 3 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 49 4 normalcy normalcy NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 49 5 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 50 1 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 50 2 lack lack NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 50 3 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 50 4 purpose purpose NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 50 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 50 6 direction direction NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 50 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 50 8 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 50 9 innovation innovation NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 50 10 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 51 1 stagnation stagnation NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 51 2 : : PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 51 3 now now ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 51 4 that that PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 51 5 ’s ’ VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 51 6 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 51 7 good good ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 51 8 word word NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 51 9 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 52 1 isolation isolation NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 52 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 52 3 too too ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 52 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 52 5 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 52 6 that that PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 52 7 was be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 52 8 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 52 9 hardest hard ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 52 10 word word NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 52 11 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 52 12 add add VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 52 13 to to ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 52 14 this this DET reflection_00287-2021_09 52 15 list list NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 52 16 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 53 1 what what PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 53 2 will will AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 53 3 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 53 4 do do VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 53 5 ? ? PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 54 1 well well INTJ reflection_00287-2021_09 54 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 54 3 maybe maybe ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 54 4 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 54 5 should should AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 54 6 start start VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 54 7 writing write VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 54 8 again again ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 54 9 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 55 1 about about ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 55 2 two two NUM reflection_00287-2021_09 55 3 paragraphs paragraph NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 55 4 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 55 5 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 55 6 forgot forget VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 55 7 this this PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 55 8 was be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 55 9 an an DET reflection_00287-2021_09 55 10 assignment assignment NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 55 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 55 12 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 55 13 actually actually ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 55 14 had have VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 55 15 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 55 16 backtrack backtrack VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 55 17 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 55 18 add add VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 55 19 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 55 20 quotes quote NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 55 21 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 55 22 requirements requirement NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 55 23 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 56 1 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 56 2 consider consider VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 56 3 this this DET reflection_00287-2021_09 56 4 my my PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 56 5 first first ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 56 6 journal journal NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 56 7 entry entry NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 56 8 since since SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 56 9 august august PROPN reflection_00287-2021_09 56 10 14th 14th NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 56 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 56 12 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 56 13 hopefully hopefully ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 56 14 it it PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 56 15 is be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 56 16 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 56 17 first first ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 56 18 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 56 19 many many ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 56 20 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 57 1 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 57 2 do do AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 57 3 n’t not PART reflection_00287-2021_09 57 4 think think VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 57 5 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 57 6 would would AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 57 7 have have AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 57 8 admitted admit VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 57 9 any any PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 57 10 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 57 11 this this DET reflection_00287-2021_09 57 12 letter letter NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 57 13 ’s ’s PART reflection_00287-2021_09 57 14 contents content NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 57 15 had have AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 57 16 it it PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 57 17 not not PART reflection_00287-2021_09 57 18 been be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 57 19 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 57 20 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 57 21 written write VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 57 22 format format NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 57 23 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 58 1 so so ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 58 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 58 3 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 58 4 summarize summarize VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 58 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 58 6 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 58 7 would would AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 58 8 consider consider VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 58 9 this this DET reflection_00287-2021_09 58 10 letter letter NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 58 11 an an DET reflection_00287-2021_09 58 12 admission admission NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 58 13 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 58 14 deep deep ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 58 15 seated seat VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 58 16 beliefs belief NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 58 17 and and CCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 58 18 fears fear NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 58 19 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 58 20 followed follow VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 58 21 by by ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 58 22 discovery discovery NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 58 23 of of ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 58 24 how how SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 58 25 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 58 26 exactly exactly ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 58 27 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 58 28 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 58 29 face face VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 58 30 them they PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 58 31 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 59 1 one one PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 59 2 could could AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 59 3 almost almost ADV reflection_00287-2021_09 59 4 call call VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 59 5 that that SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 59 6 a a DET reflection_00287-2021_09 59 7 revelation revelation NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 59 8 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 60 1 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 60 2 used use VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 60 3 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 60 4 sign sign VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 60 5 every every DET reflection_00287-2021_09 60 6 journal journal NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 60 7 entry entry NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 60 8 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 60 9 including include VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 60 10 those those PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 60 11 written write VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 60 12 with with ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 60 13 no no DET reflection_00287-2021_09 60 14 audience audience NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 60 15 in in ADP reflection_00287-2021_09 60 16 mind mind NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 60 17 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 60 18 because because SCONJ reflection_00287-2021_09 60 19 i i PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 60 20 find find VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 60 21 it it PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 60 22 important important ADJ reflection_00287-2021_09 60 23 to to PART reflection_00287-2021_09 60 24 address address VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 60 25 the the DET reflection_00287-2021_09 60 26 reader reader NOUN reflection_00287-2021_09 60 27 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 60 28 whoever whoever PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 60 29 they they PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 60 30 may may AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 60 31 be be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 60 32 . . PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 61 1 that that PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 61 2 being be AUX reflection_00287-2021_09 61 3 said say VERB reflection_00287-2021_09 61 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 61 5 yours yours PRON reflection_00287-2021_09 61 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00287-2021_09 61 7 will will AUX