id	sid	tid	token	lemma	pos
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	1	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	2	letter	letter	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	3	william	william	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	4	peeler	peeler	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	5	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	6	letter	letter	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	7	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	8	wo	will	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	9	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	10	lie	lie	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	11	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	12	this	this	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	13	is	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	14	not	not	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	15	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	16	first	first	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	17	time	time	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	18	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	19	have	have	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	20	begun	begin	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	21	writing	write	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	22	this	this	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	23	integration	integration	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	24	;	;	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	25	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	26	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	27	this	this	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	28	draft	draft	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	29	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	30	be	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	31	numbered	number	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	32	somewhere	somewhere	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	33	around	around	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	34	five	five	NUM
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	35	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	36	although	although	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	37	that	that	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	38	number	number	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	39	can	can	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	40	vary	vary	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	41	depending	depend	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	42	on	on	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	43	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	44	you	you	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	45	define	define	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	46	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	47	draft	draft	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	1	48	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	1	this	this	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	2	is	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	3	all	all	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	4	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	5	say	say	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	6	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	7	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	8	have	have	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	9	been	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	10	struggling	struggle	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	11	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	12	find	find	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	13	something	something	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	14	worth	worth	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	15	writing	write	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	16	about	about	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	17	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	18	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	19	every	every	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	20	idea	idea	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	21	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	22	tried	try	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	23	was	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	24	forced	force	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	25	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	26	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	27	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	28	all	all	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	29	honesty	honesty	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	30	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	31	half	half	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	32	-	-	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	33	fabricated	fabricate	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	2	34	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	3	1	so	so	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	3	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	3	3	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	3	4	lieu	lieu	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	3	5	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	3	6	attempting	attempt	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	3	7	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	3	8	face	face	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	3	9	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	3	10	prompt	prompt	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	3	11	directly	directly	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	3	12	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	3	13	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	3	14	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	3	15	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	3	16	should	should	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	3	17	just	just	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	3	18	do	do	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	3	19	my	my	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	3	20	best	good	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	3	21	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	3	22	explain	explain	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	3	23	from	from	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	3	24	where	where	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	3	25	this	this	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	3	26	issue	issue	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	3	27	stems	stem	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	3	28	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	4	1	for	for	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	4	2	years	year	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	4	3	before	before	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	4	4	coming	come	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	4	5	to	to	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	4	6	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	4	7	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	4	8	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	4	9	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	4	10	was	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	4	11	an	an	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	4	12	active	active	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	4	13	journalist	journalist	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	4	14	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	1	my	my	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	2	room	room	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	3	back	back	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	4	home	home	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	5	has	have	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	6	an	an	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	7	entire	entire	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	8	shelf	shelf	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	9	devoted	devote	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	10	to	to	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	11	moleskins	moleskin	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	12	filled	fill	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	13	with	with	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	14	half	half	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	15	-	-	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	16	finished	finished	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	17	poetry	poetry	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	18	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	19	whatever	whatever	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	20	insights	insight	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	21	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	22	saw	see	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	23	fit	fit	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	24	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	25	write	write	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	26	down	down	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	27	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	28	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	29	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	30	found	find	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	31	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	32	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	33	easiest	easy	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	34	way	way	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	35	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	36	process	process	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	37	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	38	deal	deal	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	39	with	with	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	40	new	new	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	41	information	information	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	42	or	or	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	43	uncertainty	uncertainty	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	44	was	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	45	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	46	write	write	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	47	about	about	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	48	it	it	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	49	:	:	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	50	often	often	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	51	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	52	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	53	form	form	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	54	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	55	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	56	poem	poem	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	57	or	or	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	58	letter	letter	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	5	59	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	1	ending	end	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	2	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	3	summer	summer	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	4	with	with	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	5	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	6	rather	rather	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	7	painful	painful	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	8	breakup	breakup	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	9	also	also	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	10	ended	end	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	11	that	that	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	12	habit	habit	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	13	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	14	as	as	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	15	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	16	act	act	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	17	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	18	pulling	pull	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	19	out	out	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	20	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	21	moleskin	moleskin	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	22	reminded	remind	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	23	me	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	24	too	too	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	25	much	much	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	26	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	27	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	28	dozens	dozen	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	29	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	30	love	love	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	31	poems	poem	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	32	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	33	had	have	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	34	written	write	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	35	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	36	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	37	past	past	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	6	38	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	2	promised	promise	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	3	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	4	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	5	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	6	would	would	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	7	begin	begin	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	8	journaling	journale	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	9	again	again	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	10	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	11	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	12	felt	feel	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	13	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	14	need	need	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	15	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	16	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	17	to	to	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	18	this	this	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	19	day	day	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	20	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	21	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	22	have	have	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	23	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	24	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	25	felt	feel	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	26	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	27	need	need	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	28	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	29	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	30	mean	mean	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	7	31	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	8	1	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	8	2	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	8	3	nine	nine	NUM
reflection_00287-2021_09	8	4	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	8	5	you	you	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	8	6	began	begin	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	8	7	class	class	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	8	8	by	by	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	8	9	asking	ask	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	8	10	everyone	everyone	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	8	11	what	what	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	8	12	was	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	8	13	shocking	shocking	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	8	14	about	about	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	8	15	their	their	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	8	16	transition	transition	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	8	17	to	to	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	8	18	college	college	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	8	19	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	8	20	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	8	21	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	8	22	struggled	struggle	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	8	23	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	8	24	come	come	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	8	25	up	up	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	8	26	with	with	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	8	27	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	8	28	satisfactory	satisfactory	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	8	29	answer	answer	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	8	30	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	9	1	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	9	2	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	9	3	end	end	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	9	4	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	9	5	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	9	6	made	make	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	9	7	something	something	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	9	8	up	up	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	9	9	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	9	10	an	an	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	9	11	answer	answer	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	9	12	which	which	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	9	13	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	9	14	do	do	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	9	15	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	9	16	even	even	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	9	17	remember	remember	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	9	18	at	at	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	9	19	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	9	20	time	time	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	9	21	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	9	22	writing	write	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	9	23	this	this	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	9	24	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	1	had	have	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	2	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	3	been	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	4	answering	answer	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	5	truthfully	truthfully	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	6	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	7	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	8	would	would	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	9	have	have	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	10	said	say	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	11	‘	'	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	12	nothing	nothing	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	13	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	14	’	'	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	15	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	16	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	17	figured	figure	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	18	that	that	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	19	would	would	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	20	make	make	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	21	me	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	22	sound	sound	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	23	vain	vain	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	24	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	25	elitist	elitist	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	26	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	27	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	28	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	29	fact	fact	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	30	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	31	answer	answer	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	32	is	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	33	honestly	honestly	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	34	my	my	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	35	greatest	great	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	36	source	source	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	37	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	38	disappointment	disappointment	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	10	39	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	1	it	it	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	2	seemed	seem	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	3	as	as	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	4	if	if	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	5	that	that	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	6	entire	entire	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	7	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	8	was	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	9	based	base	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	10	around	around	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	11	emery	emery	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	12	bergman	bergman	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	13	’s	’s	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	14	statement	statement	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	15	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	16	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	17	going	go	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	18	to	to	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	19	college	college	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	20	is	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	21	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	22	massive	massive	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	23	change	change	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	24	—	—	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	25	so	so	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	26	many	many	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	27	students	student	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	28	are	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	29	being	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	30	uprooted	uproot	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	31	from	from	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	32	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	33	familiar	familiar	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	34	comforts	comfort	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	35	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	36	their	their	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	37	homes	home	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	38	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	39	thrust	thrust	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	40	into	into	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	41	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	42	completely	completely	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	43	new	new	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	44	place,”1	place,”1	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	45	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	46	statement	statement	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	47	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	48	which	which	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	49	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	50	ca	can	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	51	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	52	relate	relate	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	53	anymore	anymore	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	11	54	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	2	was	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	3	fourteen	fourteen	NUM
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	4	years	year	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	5	old	old	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	6	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	7	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	8	moved	move	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	9	away	away	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	10	from	from	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	11	home	home	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	12	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	13	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	14	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	15	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	16	span	span	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	17	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	18	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	19	single	single	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	20	year	year	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	21	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	22	was	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	23	disowned	disown	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	24	by	by	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	25	two	two	NUM
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	26	friends	friend	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	27	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	28	had	have	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	29	known	know	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	30	since	since	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	31	birth	birth	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	32	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	33	thrust	thrust	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	34	into	into	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	35	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	36	middle	middle	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	37	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	38	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	39	family	family	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	40	-	-	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	41	wide	wide	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	42	war	war	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	43	about	about	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	44	who	who	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	45	should	should	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	46	be	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	47	blamed	blame	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	48	for	for	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	49	my	my	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	50	uncle	uncle	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	51	’s	’s	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	52	suicide	suicide	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	53	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	54	taken	take	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	55	to	to	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	56	brazil	brazil	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	57	by	by	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	58	someone	someone	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	59	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	60	had	have	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	61	met	meet	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	62	only	only	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	63	a	a	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	64	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	65	before	before	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	66	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	67	told	tell	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	68	by	by	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	69	that	that	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	70	person	person	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	71	that	that	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	72	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	73	never	never	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	74	did	do	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	75	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	76	never	never	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	77	would	would	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	78	deserve	deserve	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	79	happiness	happiness	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	80	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	81	repeatedly	repeatedly	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	82	flown	fly	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	83	back	back	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	84	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	85	forth	forth	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	86	from	from	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	87	new	new	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	88	hampshire	hampshire	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	89	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	90	maryland	maryland	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	91	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	92	order	order	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	93	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	94	visit	visit	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	95	my	my	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	96	grandfather	grandfather	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	97	on	on	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	98	his	his	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	99	deathbed	deathbed	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	100	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	101	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	102	forced	force	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	103	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	104	quit	quit	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	105	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	106	sports	sport	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	107	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	108	had	have	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	109	built	build	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	110	my	my	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	111	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	112	around	around	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	113	due	due	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	114	to	to	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	115	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	116	career	career	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	117	ending	end	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	118	injury	injury	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	12	119	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	13	1	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	13	2	it	it	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	13	3	or	or	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	13	4	not	not	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	13	5	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	13	6	that	that	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	13	7	’s	’	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	13	8	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	13	9	sparknotes	sparknote	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	13	10	version	version	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	13	11	;	;	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	13	12	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	13	13	did	do	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	13	14	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	13	15	even	even	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	13	16	mention	mention	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	13	17	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	13	18	death	death	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	13	19	threats	threat	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	13	20	from	from	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	13	21	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	13	22	stalker	stalker	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	13	23	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	1	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	2	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	3	span	span	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	4	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	5	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	6	single	single	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	7	year	year	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	8	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	9	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	10	went	go	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	11	from	from	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	12	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	13	sheltered	shelter	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	14	kid	kid	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	15	who	who	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	16	could	could	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	17	barely	barely	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	18	hold	hold	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	19	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	20	conversation	conversation	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	21	to	to	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	22	someone	someone	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	23	who	who	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	24	had	have	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	25	been	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	26	exposed	expose	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	27	to	to	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	28	far	far	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	29	more	more	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	30	than	than	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	31	his	his	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	32	fair	fair	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	33	share	share	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	34	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	35	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	36	world	world	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	37	’s	’s	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	38	ugliness	ugliness	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	14	39	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	15	1	suffice	suffice	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	15	2	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	15	3	say	say	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	15	4	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	15	5	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	15	6	was	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	15	7	forced	force	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	15	8	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	15	9	mature	mature	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	15	10	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	15	11	little	little	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	15	12	quicker	quick	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	15	13	than	than	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	15	14	expected	expect	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	15	15	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	1	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	2	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	3	span	span	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	4	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	5	that	that	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	6	year	year	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	7	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	8	changed	change	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	9	my	my	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	10	outlook	outlook	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	11	countless	countless	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	12	times	time	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	13	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	14	devoured	devour	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	15	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	16	texts	text	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	17	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	18	different	different	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	19	philosophies	philosophy	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	20	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	21	religions	religion	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	22	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	23	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	24	changed	change	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	25	my	my	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	26	core	core	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	27	beliefs	belief	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	28	about	about	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	29	as	as	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	30	often	often	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	31	as	as	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	32	one	one	NUM
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	33	changes	change	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	34	bedsheets	bedsheet	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	16	35	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	17	1	every	every	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	17	2	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	17	3	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	17	4	held	hold	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	17	5	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	17	6	revelation	revelation	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	17	7	about	about	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	17	8	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	17	9	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	17	10	my	my	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	17	11	values	value	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	17	12	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	17	13	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	17	14	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	17	15	world	world	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	17	16	around	around	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	17	17	me	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	17	18	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	1	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	2	so	so	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	3	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	4	adapted	adapt	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	5	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	6	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	7	so	so	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	8	time	time	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	9	passed	pass	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	10	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	11	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	12	so	so	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	13	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	14	world	world	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	15	returned	return	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	16	to	to	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	17	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	18	more	more	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	19	normal	normal	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	20	resting	rest	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	21	state	state	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	22	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	23	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	24	here	here	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	25	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	26	am	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	27	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	28	having	having	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	29	just	just	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	30	moved	move	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	31	into	into	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	32	college	college	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	33	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	34	surrounded	surround	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	35	by	by	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	36	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	37	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	38	awe	awe	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	39	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	40	new	new	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	41	horizons	horizon	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	42	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	43	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	44	fear	fear	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	45	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	46	new	new	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	47	obstacles	obstacle	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	48	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	49	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	50	none	none	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	51	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	52	it	it	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	53	feels	feel	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	54	new	new	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	18	55	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	2	am	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	3	surrounded	surround	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	4	by	by	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	5	peers	peer	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	6	who	who	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	7	are	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	8	experiencing	experience	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	9	daily	daily	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	10	revelations	revelation	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	11	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	12	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	13	beliefs	belief	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	14	they	they	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	15	have	have	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	16	held	hold	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	17	for	for	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	18	their	their	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	19	entire	entire	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	20	lives	life	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	21	being	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	22	tested	test	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	23	for	for	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	24	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	25	first	first	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	26	time	time	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	27	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	28	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	29	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	30	find	find	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	31	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	32	struggling	struggle	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	33	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	34	relate	relate	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	35	anymore	anymore	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	19	36	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	20	1	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	20	2	make	make	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	20	3	something	something	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	20	4	clear	clear	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	20	5	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	20	6	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	20	7	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	20	8	no	no	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	20	9	way	way	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	20	10	see	see	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	20	11	this	this	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	20	12	as	as	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	20	13	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	20	14	form	form	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	20	15	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	20	16	superiority	superiority	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	20	17	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	20	18	simply	simply	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	20	19	see	see	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	20	20	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	20	21	as	as	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	20	22	desensitized	desensitized	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	20	23	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	2	know	know	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	3	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	4	still	still	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	5	have	have	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	6	learning	learn	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	7	left	leave	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	8	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	9	do	do	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	10	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	11	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	12	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	13	understand	understand	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	14	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	15	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	16	am	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	17	nowhere	nowhere	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	18	near	near	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	19	finalized	finalize	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	20	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	21	my	my	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	22	beliefs	belief	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	23	(	(	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	24	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	25	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	26	never	never	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	27	will	will	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	28	be	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	29	)	)	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	30	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	31	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	32	it	it	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	33	is	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	34	indisputable	indisputable	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	35	fact	fact	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	36	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	37	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	38	pace	pace	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	39	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	40	revelations	revelation	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	41	slows	slows	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	42	with	with	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	43	time	time	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	44	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	45	experience	experience	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	21	46	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	1	1	1	NUM
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	2	(	(	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	3	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	4	advice	advice	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	5	from	from	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	6	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	7	formerly	formerly	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	8	lonely	lonely	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	9	college	college	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	10	student	student	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	11	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	12	by	by	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	13	emery	emery	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	14	bergmann	bergmann	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	15	moreau	moreau	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	16	fye	fye	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	17	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	18	nine	nine	NUM
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	19	)	)	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	20	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	21	best	good	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	22	way	way	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	23	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	24	have	have	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	25	ever	ever	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	26	seen	see	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	27	this	this	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	28	feeling	feeling	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	29	described	describe	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	30	is	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	31	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	32	circle	circle	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	33	mirror	mirror	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	34	transformation	transformation	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	35	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	36	my	my	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	37	favorite	favorite	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	38	show	show	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	39	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	40	all	all	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	41	time	time	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	42	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	43	one	one	NUM
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	44	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	45	could	could	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	46	honestly	honestly	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	47	see	see	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	48	being	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	49	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	50	moreau	moreau	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	51	module	module	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	52	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	53	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	54	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	55	itself	itself	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	22	56	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	1	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	2	his	his	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	3	ending	end	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	4	dialogue	dialogue	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	5	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	6	schultz	schultz	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	7	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	8	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	9	character	character	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	10	never	never	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	11	fails	fail	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	12	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	13	get	get	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	14	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	15	short	short	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	16	end	end	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	17	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	18	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	19	stick	stick	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	20	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	21	poses	pose	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	22	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	23	question	question	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	24	:	:	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	25	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	26	do	do	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	27	you	you	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	28	ever	ever	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	29	wonder	wonder	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	30	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	31	many	many	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	32	times	time	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	33	your	your	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	34	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	35	is	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	36	gon	go	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	37	na	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	38	end	end	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	23	39	?	?	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	24	1	like	like	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	24	2	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	24	3	many	many	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	24	4	times	time	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	24	5	your	your	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	24	6	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	24	7	is	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	24	8	gon	go	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	24	9	na	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	24	10	totally	totally	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	24	11	change	change	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	24	12	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	24	13	then	then	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	24	14	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	24	15	like	like	INTJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	24	16	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	24	17	start	start	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	24	18	all	all	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	24	19	over	over	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	24	20	again	again	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	24	21	?	?	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	1	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	2	you	you	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	3	’ll	’ll	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	4	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	5	like	like	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	6	what	what	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	7	happened	happen	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	8	before	before	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	9	was	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	10	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	11	real	real	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	12	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	13	what	what	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	14	’s	’s	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	15	happening	happen	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	16	now	now	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	17	is	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	18	actually	actually	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	19	…	…	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	20	”2	”2	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	21	as	as	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	22	he	he	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	23	trails	trail	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	24	off	off	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	25	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	26	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	27	play	play	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	28	ends	end	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	29	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	30	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	31	each	each	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	32	member	member	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	33	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	34	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	35	audience	audience	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	36	is	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	37	left	leave	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	38	wondering	wonder	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	39	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	40	that	that	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	41	sentence	sentence	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	42	ends	end	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	43	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	44	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	45	somehow	somehow	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	46	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	47	it	it	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	48	rarely	rarely	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	49	feels	feel	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	50	possible	possible	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	51	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	52	define	define	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	53	right	right	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	54	now	now	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	55	as	as	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	56	‘	'	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	57	real	real	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	58	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	25	59	’	'	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	1	years	year	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	2	ago	ago	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	3	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	4	it	it	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	5	felt	feel	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	6	like	like	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	7	my	my	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	8	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	9	ended	end	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	10	once	once	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	11	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	12	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	13	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	14	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	15	while	while	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	16	it	it	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	17	does	do	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	18	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	19	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	20	any	any	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	21	more	more	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	22	‘	'	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	23	real	real	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	24	’	'	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	25	now	now	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	26	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	27	it	it	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	28	does	do	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	29	have	have	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	30	an	an	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	31	air	air	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	32	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	33	permanence	permanence	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	34	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	35	find	find	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	36	unfamiliar	unfamiliar	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	26	37	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	1	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	2	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	3	thirteen	thirteen	NUM
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	4	ways	way	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	5	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	6	looking	look	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	7	at	at	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	8	community	community	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	9	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	10	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	11	it	it	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	12	was	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	13	stated	state	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	14	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	15	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	16	we	we	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	17	find	find	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	18	it	it	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	19	threatening	threaten	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	20	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	21	leaders	leader	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	22	say	say	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	23	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	24	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	25	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	26	am	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	27	not	not	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	28	going	going	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	29	tell	tell	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	30	you	you	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	31	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	32	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	33	do	do	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	34	this	this	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	35	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	36	let	let	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	37	alone	alone	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	38	do	do	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	39	it	it	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	40	for	for	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	41	you	you	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	42	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	43	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	44	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	45	am	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	46	going	go	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	47	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	48	create	create	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	49	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	50	space	space	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	51	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	52	which	which	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	53	you	you	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	54	can	can	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	55	do	do	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	56	it	it	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	57	for	for	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	58	yourselves”3	yourselves”3	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	59	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	60	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	61	author	author	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	62	assumes	assume	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	63	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	64	functioning	function	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	65	without	without	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	66	help	help	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	67	or	or	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	68	guidance	guidance	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	69	is	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	70	new	new	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	71	for	for	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	72	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	73	reader	reader	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	27	74	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	28	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	28	2	have	have	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	28	3	actually	actually	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	28	4	found	find	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	28	5	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	28	6	opposite	opposite	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	28	7	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	28	8	be	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	28	9	true	true	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	28	10	;	;	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	28	11	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	28	12	have	have	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	28	13	found	find	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	28	14	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	28	15	level	level	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	28	16	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	28	17	micromanagement	micromanagement	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	28	18	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	28	19	college	college	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	28	20	courses	course	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	28	21	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	28	22	be	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	28	23	stifling	stifle	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	28	24	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	2	have	have	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	3	found	find	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	4	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	5	constant	constant	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	6	check	check	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	7	-	-	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	8	ins	in	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	9	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	10	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	11	raising	raising	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	12	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	13	hands	hand	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	14	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	15	ask	ask	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	16	questions	question	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	17	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	18	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	19	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	20	constant	constant	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	21	statements	statement	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	22	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	23	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	24	this	this	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	25	is	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	26	all	all	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	27	new	new	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	28	to	to	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	29	you	you	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	30	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	31	so	so	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	32	we	we	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	33	’ll	’ll	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	34	walk	walk	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	35	you	you	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	36	through	through	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	37	''	''	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	38	almost	almost	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	39	surreal	surreal	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	40	after	after	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	41	living	live	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	42	alone	alone	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	43	for	for	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	44	four	four	NUM
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	45	years	year	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	46	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	47	figuring	figure	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	48	everything	everything	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	49	out	out	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	50	for	for	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	51	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	29	52	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	1	worse	bad	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	3	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	4	understand	understand	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	5	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	6	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	7	am	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	8	probably	probably	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	9	alone	alone	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	10	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	11	this	this	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	12	feeling	feeling	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	13	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	14	as	as	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	15	this	this	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	16	experience	experience	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	17	is	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	18	new	new	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	19	for	for	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	20	everyone	everyone	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	21	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	22	me	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	23	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	24	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	25	so	so	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	26	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	27	find	find	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	28	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	29	unable	unable	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	30	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	31	talk	talk	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	32	about	about	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	33	it	it	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	34	without	without	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	35	coming	come	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	36	across	across	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	37	as	as	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	38	elitist	elitist	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	39	or	or	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	40	dismissive	dismissive	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	41	;	;	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	42	which	which	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	43	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	44	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	45	must	must	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	46	admit	admit	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	47	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	48	would	would	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	49	be	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	50	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	51	fair	fair	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	52	reaction	reaction	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	30	53	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	2	am	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	3	left	leave	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	4	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	5	wonder	wonder	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	6	if	if	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	7	this	this	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	8	is	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	9	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	10	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	11	dryness	dryness	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	12	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	13	dullness	dullness	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	14	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	15	spoken	speak	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	16	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	17	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	18	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	19	screwtape	screwtape	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	20	letters.4	letters.4	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	21	is	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	22	it	it	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	23	this	this	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	24	feeling	feel	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	25	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	26	those	those	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	27	around	around	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	28	me	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	29	are	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	30	finding	find	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	31	their	their	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	32	callings	calling	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	33	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	34	their	their	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	35	passions	passion	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	36	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	37	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	38	things	thing	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	39	4	4	NUM
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	40	(	(	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	41	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	42	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	43	screwtape	screwtape	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	44	letters	letter	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	45	by	by	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	46	c.s	c.s	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	47	.	.	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	48	lewis	lewis	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	49	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	50	moreau	moreau	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	51	fye	fye	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	52	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	53	twelve	twelve	NUM
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	54	)	)	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	55	3	3	NUM
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	56	(	(	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	57	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	58	thirteen	thirteen	NUM
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	59	ways	way	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	60	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	61	looking	look	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	62	at	at	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	63	community	community	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	64	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	65	moreau	moreau	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	66	fye	fye	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	67	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	68	eleven	eleven	NUM
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	69	)	)	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	70	2	2	NUM
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	71	(	(	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	72	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	73	circle	circle	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	74	mirror	mirror	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	75	transformation	transformation	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	76	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	77	by	by	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	78	annie	annie	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	79	baker	baker	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	80	)	)	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	81	that	that	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	82	are	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	83	important	important	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	84	to	to	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	85	them	they	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	86	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	87	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	88	yet	yet	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	89	here	here	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	90	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	91	am	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	92	feeling	feel	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	93	as	as	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	94	if	if	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	95	my	my	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	96	worldview	worldview	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	97	has	have	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	98	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	99	shifted	shift	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	100	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	101	years	year	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	31	102	?	?	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	2	have	have	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	3	always	always	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	4	tended	tend	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	5	towards	towards	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	6	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	7	cynical	cynical	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	8	nature	nature	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	9	-i	-i	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	10	consider	consider	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	11	it	it	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	12	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	13	result	result	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	14	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	15	my	my	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	16	heritage	heritage	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	17	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	18	an	an	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	19	opinion	opinion	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	20	anyone	anyone	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	21	would	would	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	22	understand	understand	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	23	after	after	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	24	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	25	single	single	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	26	night	night	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	27	at	at	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	28	my	my	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	29	family	family	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	30	dinner	dinner	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	32	31	table	table	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	33	1	-but	-but	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	33	2	there	there	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	33	3	was	be	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	33	4	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	33	5	point	point	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	33	6	at	at	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	33	7	which	which	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	33	8	my	my	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	33	9	ideas	idea	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	33	10	were	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	33	11	loose	loose	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	33	12	enough	enough	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	33	13	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	33	14	every	every	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	33	15	philosophy	philosophy	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	33	16	was	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	33	17	met	meet	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	33	18	with	with	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	33	19	at	at	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	33	20	least	least	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	33	21	partial	partial	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	33	22	acceptance	acceptance	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	33	23	instead	instead	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	33	24	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	33	25	informed	informed	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	33	26	rebuttal	rebuttal	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	33	27	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	2	wonder	wonder	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	3	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	4	that	that	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	5	change	change	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	6	happened	happen	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	7	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	8	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	9	my	my	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	10	first	first	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	11	response	response	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	12	to	to	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	13	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	14	friend	friend	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	15	explaining	explain	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	16	their	their	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	17	worldview	worldview	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	18	became	became	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	19	comparing	compare	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	20	it	it	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	21	with	with	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	22	mine	mine	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	23	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	24	seeing	see	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	25	what	what	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	26	parts	part	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	27	were	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	28	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	29	right	right	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	30	shape	shape	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	31	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	32	fit	fit	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	33	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	34	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	35	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	36	used	use	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	37	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	38	just	just	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	39	try	try	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	40	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	41	accept	accept	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	42	ideas	idea	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	43	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	44	their	their	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	45	entirety	entirety	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	34	46	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	2	am	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	3	left	leave	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	4	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	5	wonder	wonder	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	6	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	7	much	much	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	8	easier	easy	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	9	this	this	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	10	would	would	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	11	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	12	if	if	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	13	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	14	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	15	all	all	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	16	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	17	that	that	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	18	time	time	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	19	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	20	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	21	had	have	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	22	found	find	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	23	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	24	single	single	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	25	system	system	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	26	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	27	belief	belief	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	28	behind	behind	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	29	which	which	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	30	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	31	could	could	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	32	throw	throw	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	33	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	34	wholeheartedly	wholeheartedly	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	35	35	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	2	find	find	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	3	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	4	influenced	influence	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	5	by	by	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	6	an	an	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	7	odd	odd	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	8	mix	mix	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	9	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	10	taoism	taoism	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	11	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	12	buddhism	buddhism	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	13	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	14	christianity	christianity	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	15	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	16	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	17	classical	classical	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	18	philosophy	philosophy	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	19	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	20	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	21	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	22	side	side	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	23	effect	effect	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	24	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	25	that	that	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	26	idea	idea	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	27	-	-	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	28	stew	stew	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	29	is	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	30	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	31	identifying	identify	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	32	with	with	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	33	any	any	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	34	individual	individual	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	35	one	one	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	36	feels	feel	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	37	impossible	impossible	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	36	38	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	1	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	2	reading	read	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	3	about	about	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	4	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	5	founders	founder	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	6	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	7	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	8	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	9	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	10	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	11	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	12	from	from	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	13	an	an	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	14	early	early	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	15	age	age	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	16	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	17	father	father	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	18	moreau	moreau	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	19	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	20	merely	merely	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	21	wanted	want	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	22	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	23	be	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	24	sent	send	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	25	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	26	like	like	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	27	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	28	first	first	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	29	apostles	apostle	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	30	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	31	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	32	spread	spread	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	33	faith	faith	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	34	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	35	jesus	jesus	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	36	christ	christ	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	37	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	38	his	his	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	39	good	good	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	40	news	news	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	41	wherever	wherever	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	42	he	he	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	43	might	might	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	44	be	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	45	most	most	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	46	useful,”5	useful,”5	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	47	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	48	wondered	wonder	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	49	if	if	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	50	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	51	would	would	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	52	ever	ever	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	53	be	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	54	able	able	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	55	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	56	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	57	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	58	something	something	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	59	surely	surely	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	60	enough	enough	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	61	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	62	‘	'	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	63	merely	merely	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	64	’	'	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	65	want	want	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	66	something	something	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	37	67	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	38	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	38	2	could	could	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	38	3	talk	talk	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	38	4	about	about	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	38	5	lofty	lofty	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	38	6	ideals	ideal	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	38	7	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	38	8	could	could	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	38	9	quote	quote	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	38	10	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	38	11	wesley	wesley	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	38	12	theological	theological	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	38	13	seminary	seminary	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	38	14	commencement	commencement	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	38	15	address	address	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	38	16	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	38	17	agree	agree	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	38	18	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	38	19	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	38	20	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	38	21	challenge	challenge	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	38	22	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	38	23	reducing	reduce	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	38	24	hatred	hatred	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	38	25	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	38	26	promoting	promote	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	38	27	love	love	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	38	28	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	39	1	this	this	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	39	2	is	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	39	3	your	your	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	39	4	calling”6	calling”6	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	39	5	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	39	6	while	while	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	39	7	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	39	8	find	find	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	39	9	some	some	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	39	10	passion	passion	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	39	11	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	39	12	this	this	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	39	13	belief	belief	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	39	14	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	39	15	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	39	16	know	know	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	39	17	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	39	18	could	could	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	39	19	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	39	20	devote	devote	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	39	21	my	my	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	39	22	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	39	23	to	to	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	39	24	that	that	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	39	25	single	single	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	39	26	cause	cause	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	39	27	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	2	find	find	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	3	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	4	idea	idea	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	5	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	6	scientific	scientific	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	7	knowledge	knowledge	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	8	important	important	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	9	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	10	thus	thus	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	11	my	my	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	12	major	major	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	13	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	14	physics	physics	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	15	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	16	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	17	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	18	do	do	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	19	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	20	think	think	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	21	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	22	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	23	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	24	it	it	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	25	strongly	strongly	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	26	enough	enough	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	27	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	28	devote	devote	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	29	my	my	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	30	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	31	to	to	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	32	it	it	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	33	either	either	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	40	34	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	2	ca	can	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	3	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	4	think	think	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	5	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	6	anything	anything	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	7	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	8	’m	’m	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	9	truly	truly	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	10	sure	sure	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	11	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	12	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	13	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	14	yet	yet	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	15	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	16	have	have	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	17	met	meet	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	18	students	student	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	19	my	my	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	20	age	age	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	21	with	with	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	22	unshakable	unshakable	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	23	faith	faith	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	24	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	25	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	26	or	or	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	27	their	their	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	28	purpose	purpose	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	29	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	30	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	31	wonder	wonder	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	32	if	if	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	33	that	that	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	34	would	would	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	35	even	even	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	36	6	6	NUM
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	37	(	(	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	38	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	39	wesley	wesley	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	40	theological	theological	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	41	seminary	seminary	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	42	2012	2012	NUM
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	43	commencement	commencement	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	44	address	address	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	45	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	46	by	by	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	47	fr	fr	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	41	48	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	42	1	john	john	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	42	2	jenkins	jenkins	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	42	3	moreau	moreau	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	42	4	fye	fye	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	42	5	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	42	6	ten	ten	NUM
reflection_00287-2021_09	42	7	)	)	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	42	8	5	5	NUM
reflection_00287-2021_09	42	9	(	(	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	42	10	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	42	11	holy	holy	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	42	12	cross	cross	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	42	13	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	42	14	christian	christian	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	42	15	education	education	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	42	16	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	42	17	moreau	moreau	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	42	18	fye	fye	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	42	19	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	42	20	twelve	twelve	NUM
reflection_00287-2021_09	42	21	)	)	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	42	22	be	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	42	23	good	good	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	42	24	for	for	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	42	25	me	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	42	26	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	43	1	after	after	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	43	2	all	all	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	43	3	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	43	4	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	43	5	have	have	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	43	6	seen	see	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	43	7	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	43	8	unshakable	unshakable	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	43	9	faith	faith	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	43	10	lead	lead	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	43	11	some	some	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	43	12	dorm	dorm	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	43	13	mates	mate	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	43	14	unquestioningly	unquestioningly	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	43	15	into	into	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	43	16	bigotry	bigotry	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	43	17	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	43	18	misinformation	misinformation	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	43	19	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	1	still	still	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	3	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	4	ca	can	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	5	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	6	help	help	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	7	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	8	think	think	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	9	it	it	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	10	would	would	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	11	be	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	12	comforting	comfort	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	13	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	14	know	know	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	15	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	16	there	there	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	17	are	be	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	18	other	other	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	19	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	20	who	who	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	21	have	have	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	22	devoted	devote	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	23	their	their	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	24	lives	life	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	25	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	26	same	same	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	27	as	as	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	28	mine	mine	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	29	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	30	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	31	find	find	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	32	camaraderie	camaraderie	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	33	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	34	affirmation	affirmation	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	44	35	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	1	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	2	another	another	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	3	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	4	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	5	maybe	maybe	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	6	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	7	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	8	for	for	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	9	now	now	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	10	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	11	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	12	think	think	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	13	mixing	mix	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	14	pieces	piece	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	15	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	16	parts	part	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	17	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	18	what	what	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	19	everyone	everyone	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	20	else	else	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	21	has	have	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	22	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	23	say	say	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	24	is	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	25	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	26	best	good	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	27	way	way	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	28	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	29	can	can	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	30	express	express	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	31	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	45	32	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	46	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	46	2	realize	realize	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	46	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	46	4	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	46	5	by	by	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	46	6	now	now	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	46	7	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	46	8	we	we	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	46	9	are	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	46	10	already	already	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	46	11	well	well	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	46	12	over	over	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	46	13	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	46	14	word	word	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	46	15	count	count	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	46	16	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	46	17	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	46	18	it	it	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	46	19	is	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	46	20	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	46	21	my	my	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	46	22	intention	intention	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	46	23	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	46	24	keep	keep	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	46	25	you	you	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	46	26	here	here	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	46	27	reading	read	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	46	28	ramblings	rambling	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	46	29	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	47	1	while	while	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	47	2	this	this	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	47	3	began	begin	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	47	4	as	as	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	47	5	an	an	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	47	6	explanation	explanation	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	47	7	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	47	8	my	my	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	47	9	writer	writer	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	47	10	's	's	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	47	11	block	block	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	47	12	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	47	13	it	it	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	47	14	could	could	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	47	15	be	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	47	16	said	say	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	47	17	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	47	18	this	this	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	47	19	letter	letter	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	47	20	fits	fit	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	47	21	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	47	22	prompt	prompt	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	47	23	after	after	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	47	24	all	all	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	47	25	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	48	1	what	what	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	48	2	have	have	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	48	3	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	48	4	encountered	encounter	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	48	5	?	?	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	49	1	apathy	apathy	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	49	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	49	3	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	49	4	normalcy	normalcy	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	49	5	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	50	1	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	50	2	lack	lack	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	50	3	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	50	4	purpose	purpose	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	50	5	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	50	6	direction	direction	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	50	7	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	50	8	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	50	9	innovation	innovation	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	50	10	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	51	1	stagnation	stagnation	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	51	2	:	:	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	51	3	now	now	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	51	4	that	that	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	51	5	’s	’	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	51	6	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	51	7	good	good	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	51	8	word	word	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	51	9	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	52	1	isolation	isolation	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	52	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	52	3	too	too	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	52	4	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	52	5	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	52	6	that	that	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	52	7	was	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	52	8	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	52	9	hardest	hard	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	52	10	word	word	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	52	11	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	52	12	add	add	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	52	13	to	to	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	52	14	this	this	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	52	15	list	list	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	52	16	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	53	1	what	what	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	53	2	will	will	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	53	3	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	53	4	do	do	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	53	5	?	?	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	54	1	well	well	INTJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	54	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	54	3	maybe	maybe	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	54	4	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	54	5	should	should	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	54	6	start	start	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	54	7	writing	write	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	54	8	again	again	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	54	9	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	55	1	about	about	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	55	2	two	two	NUM
reflection_00287-2021_09	55	3	paragraphs	paragraph	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	55	4	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	55	5	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	55	6	forgot	forget	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	55	7	this	this	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	55	8	was	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	55	9	an	an	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	55	10	assignment	assignment	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	55	11	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	55	12	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	55	13	actually	actually	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	55	14	had	have	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	55	15	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	55	16	backtrack	backtrack	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	55	17	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	55	18	add	add	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	55	19	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	55	20	quotes	quote	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	55	21	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	55	22	requirements	requirement	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	55	23	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	56	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	56	2	consider	consider	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	56	3	this	this	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	56	4	my	my	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	56	5	first	first	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	56	6	journal	journal	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	56	7	entry	entry	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	56	8	since	since	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	56	9	august	august	PROPN
reflection_00287-2021_09	56	10	14th	14th	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	56	11	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	56	12	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	56	13	hopefully	hopefully	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	56	14	it	it	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	56	15	is	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	56	16	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	56	17	first	first	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	56	18	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	56	19	many	many	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	56	20	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	57	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	57	2	do	do	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	57	3	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	57	4	think	think	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	57	5	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	57	6	would	would	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	57	7	have	have	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	57	8	admitted	admit	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	57	9	any	any	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	57	10	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	57	11	this	this	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	57	12	letter	letter	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	57	13	’s	’s	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	57	14	contents	content	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	57	15	had	have	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	57	16	it	it	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	57	17	not	not	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	57	18	been	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	57	19	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	57	20	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	57	21	written	write	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	57	22	format	format	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	57	23	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	1	so	so	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	3	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	4	summarize	summarize	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	5	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	6	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	7	would	would	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	8	consider	consider	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	9	this	this	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	10	letter	letter	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	11	an	an	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	12	admission	admission	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	13	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	14	deep	deep	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	15	seated	seat	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	16	beliefs	belief	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	17	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	18	fears	fear	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	19	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	20	followed	follow	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	21	by	by	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	22	discovery	discovery	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	23	of	of	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	24	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	25	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	26	exactly	exactly	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	27	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	28	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	29	face	face	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	30	them	they	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	58	31	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	59	1	one	one	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	59	2	could	could	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	59	3	almost	almost	ADV
reflection_00287-2021_09	59	4	call	call	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	59	5	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	59	6	a	a	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	59	7	revelation	revelation	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	59	8	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	2	used	use	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	3	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	4	sign	sign	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	5	every	every	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	6	journal	journal	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	7	entry	entry	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	8	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	9	including	include	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	10	those	those	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	11	written	write	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	12	with	with	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	13	no	no	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	14	audience	audience	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	15	in	in	ADP
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	16	mind	mind	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	17	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	18	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	19	i	i	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	20	find	find	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	21	it	it	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	22	important	important	ADJ
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	23	to	to	PART
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	24	address	address	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	25	the	the	DET
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	26	reader	reader	NOUN
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	27	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	28	whoever	whoever	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	29	they	they	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	30	may	may	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	31	be	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	60	32	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	61	1	that	that	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	61	2	being	be	AUX
reflection_00287-2021_09	61	3	said	say	VERB
reflection_00287-2021_09	61	4	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	61	5	yours	yours	PRON
reflection_00287-2021_09	61	6	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00287-2021_09	61	7	will	will	AUX