id sid tid token lemma pos reflection_00206-2022_03 1 1 integration integration NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 1 2 three three NUM reflection_00206-2022_03 1 3 final final ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 1 4 gillespie gillespie PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 1 5 1 1 NUM reflection_00206-2022_03 1 6 victoria victoria PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 1 7 j. j. PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 1 8 gillespie gillespie PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 1 9 professor professor PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 1 10 bryan bryan PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 1 11 reaume reaume PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 1 12 moreau moreau ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 1 13 first first ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 1 14 year year NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 1 15 experience experience NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 1 16 4 4 NUM reflection_00206-2022_03 1 17 march march PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 1 18 2022 2022 NUM reflection_00206-2022_03 1 19 the the DET reflection_00206-2022_03 1 20 memory memory NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 1 21 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 1 22 a a DET reflection_00206-2022_03 1 23 creator creator NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 1 24 here here ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 1 25 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 1 26 stand stand VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 1 27 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 1 28 at at ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 1 29 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 1 30 own own ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 1 31 funeral funeral NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 1 32 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 1 33 watching watch VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 1 34 the the DET reflection_00206-2022_03 1 35 solemn solemn ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 1 36 faces face NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 1 37 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 1 38 everyone everyone PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 1 39 who who PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 1 40 decided decide VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 1 41 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 1 42 attend attend VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 1 43 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 2 1 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 2 2 want want VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 2 3 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 2 4 tell tell VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 2 5 everyone everyone PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 2 6 that that SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 2 7 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 2 8 love love VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 2 9 them they PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 2 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 2 11 but but CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 2 12 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 2 13 know know VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 2 14 they they PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 2 15 can can AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 2 16 not not PART reflection_00206-2022_03 2 17 hear hear VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 2 18 me i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 2 19 since since SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 2 20 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 2 21 am be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 2 22 in in ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 2 23 the the DET reflection_00206-2022_03 2 24 afterlife afterlife NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 2 25 now now ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 2 26 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 3 1 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 3 2 hear hear VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 3 3 whispers whisper NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 3 4 about about ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 3 5 how how SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 3 6 creative creative ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 3 7 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 3 8 was be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 3 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 3 10 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 3 11 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 3 12 can can AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 3 13 now now ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 3 14 rest rest VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 3 15 peacefully peacefully ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 3 16 knowing know VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 3 17 that that SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 3 18 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 3 19 creations creation NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 3 20 are be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 3 21 what what PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 3 22 people people NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 3 23 remember remember VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 3 24 the the DET reflection_00206-2022_03 3 25 most most ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 3 26 about about ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 3 27 me i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 3 28 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 4 1 creation creation NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 4 2 was be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 4 3 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 4 4 ultimate ultimate ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 4 5 goal goal NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 4 6 in in ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 4 7 life life NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 4 8 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 5 1 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 5 2 wanted want VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 5 3 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 5 4 create create VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 5 5 art art NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 5 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 5 7 something something PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 5 8 that that PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 5 9 others other NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 5 10 could could AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 5 11 enjoy enjoy VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 5 12 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 6 1 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 6 2 wanted want VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 6 3 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 6 4 create create VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 6 5 a a DET reflection_00206-2022_03 6 6 great great ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 6 7 environment environment NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 6 8 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 6 9 one one NUM reflection_00206-2022_03 6 10 who who PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 6 11 welcomed welcome VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 6 12 everyone everyone PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 6 13 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 6 14 felt feel VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 6 15 secure secure ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 6 16 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 7 1 most most ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 7 2 importantly importantly ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 7 3 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 7 4 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 7 5 wanted want VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 7 6 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 7 7 create create VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 7 8 the the DET reflection_00206-2022_03 7 9 best good ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 7 10 version version NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 7 11 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 7 12 myself myself PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 7 13 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 7 14 so so SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 7 15 that that SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 7 16 when when SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 7 17 this this DET reflection_00206-2022_03 7 18 time time NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 7 19 came come VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 7 20 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 7 21 would would AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 7 22 leave leave VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 7 23 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 7 24 loved loved ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 7 25 one one NUM reflection_00206-2022_03 7 26 without without ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 7 27 regret regret NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 7 28 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 8 1 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 8 2 spent spend VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 8 3 a a DET reflection_00206-2022_03 8 4 long long ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 8 5 time time NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 8 6 during during ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 8 7 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 8 8 life life NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 8 9 thinking think VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 8 10 about about ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 8 11 if if SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 8 12 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 8 13 encountered encounter VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 8 14 myself myself PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 8 15 in in ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 8 16 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 8 17 daily daily ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 8 18 life life NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 8 19 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 8 20 how how SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 8 21 would would AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 8 22 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 8 23 feel feel VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 8 24 ? ? PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 9 1 would would AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 9 2 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 9 3 get get VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 9 4 along along ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 9 5 with with ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 9 6 myself myself PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 9 7 ? ? PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 10 1 for for ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 10 2 a a DET reflection_00206-2022_03 10 3 long long ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 10 4 time time NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 10 5 it it PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 10 6 was be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 10 7 hard hard ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 10 8 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 10 9 think think VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 10 10 positively positively ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 10 11 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 10 12 myself myself PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 10 13 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 10 14 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 10 15 thought think VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 10 16 that that PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 10 17 did do AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 10 18 not not PART reflection_00206-2022_03 10 19 matter matter VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 10 20 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 11 1 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 11 2 thought think VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 11 3 the the DET reflection_00206-2022_03 11 4 relationship relationship NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 11 5 between between ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 11 6 me i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 11 7 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 11 8 myself myself PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 11 9 was be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 11 10 insignificant insignificant ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 11 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 11 12 until until SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 11 13 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 11 14 came come VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 11 15 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 11 16 learn learn VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 11 17 that that SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 11 18 that that PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 11 19 was be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 11 20 the the DET reflection_00206-2022_03 11 21 most most ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 11 22 important important ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 11 23 relationship relationship NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 11 24 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 11 25 all all PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 11 26 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 12 1 usually usually ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 12 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 12 3 eulogies eulogy NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 12 4 are be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 12 5 meant mean VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 12 6 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 12 7 invite invite VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 12 8 others other NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 12 9 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 12 10 share share VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 12 11 their their PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 12 12 thoughts thought NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 12 13 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 12 14 feelings feeling NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 12 15 towards towards ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 12 16 one one NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 12 17 ’s ’s PART reflection_00206-2022_03 12 18 former former ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 12 19 life life NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 12 20 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 13 1 however however ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 13 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 13 3 this this DET reflection_00206-2022_03 13 4 eulogy eulogy NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 13 5 is be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 13 6 personal personal ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 13 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 13 8 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 13 9 want want VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 13 10 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 13 11 reflect reflect VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 13 12 on on ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 13 13 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 13 14 memories memory NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 13 15 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 13 16 how how SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 13 17 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 13 18 ’m ’m AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 13 19 going go VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 13 20 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 13 21 be be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 13 22 remembered remember VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 13 23 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 14 1 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 14 2 childhood childhood NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 14 3 was be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 14 4 so so ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 14 5 long long ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 14 6 ago ago ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 14 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 14 8 yet yet CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 14 9 it it PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 14 10 set set VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 14 11 the the DET reflection_00206-2022_03 14 12 tone tone NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 14 13 for for ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 14 14 the the DET reflection_00206-2022_03 14 15 rest rest NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 14 16 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 14 17 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 14 18 life life NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 14 19 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 15 1 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 15 2 struggles struggle NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 15 3 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 15 4 personal personal ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 15 5 battles battle NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 15 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 15 7 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 15 8 challenges challenge VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 15 9 all all DET reflection_00206-2022_03 15 10 trace trace NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 15 11 back back ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 15 12 to to ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 15 13 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 15 14 childhood childhood NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 15 15 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 16 1 surrounded surround VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 16 2 by by ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 16 3 instability instability NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 16 4 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 16 5 insecurity insecurity NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 16 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 16 7 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 16 8 dreamt dream VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 16 9 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 16 10 a a DET reflection_00206-2022_03 16 11 life life NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 16 12 where where SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 16 13 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 16 14 had have VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 16 15 complete complete ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 16 16 control control NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 16 17 over over ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 16 18 myself myself PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 16 19 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 16 20 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 16 21 circumstances circumstance NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 16 22 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 17 1 at at ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 17 2 a a DET reflection_00206-2022_03 17 3 very very ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 17 4 young young ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 17 5 age age NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 17 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 17 7 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 17 8 started start VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 17 9 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 17 10 put put VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 17 11 so so ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 17 12 much much ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 17 13 pressure pressure NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 17 14 on on ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 17 15 myself myself PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 17 16 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 18 1 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 18 2 thought think VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 18 3 that that SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 18 4 one one NUM reflection_00206-2022_03 18 5 wrong wrong ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 18 6 move move NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 18 7 mailto:breaume@nd.edu mailto:breaume@nd.edu PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 18 8 gillespie gillespie PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 18 9 2 2 NUM reflection_00206-2022_03 18 10 could could AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 18 11 mess mess VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 18 12 up up ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 18 13 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 18 14 entire entire ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 18 15 life life NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 18 16 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 19 1 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 19 2 became become VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 19 3 very very ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 19 4 introspective introspective ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 19 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 19 6 overthinking overthinke VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 19 7 all all PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 19 8 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 19 9 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 19 10 actions action NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 19 11 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 19 12 reactions reaction NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 19 13 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 19 14 which which PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 19 15 caused cause VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 19 16 me i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 19 17 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 19 18 experience experience VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 19 19 a a DET reflection_00206-2022_03 19 20 lot lot NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 19 21 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 19 22 stress stress NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 19 23 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 19 24 anxiety anxiety NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 19 25 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 20 1 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 20 2 would would AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 20 3 try try VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 20 4 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 20 5 search search VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 20 6 within within ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 20 7 myself myself PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 20 8 for for ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 20 9 the the DET reflection_00206-2022_03 20 10 answers answer NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 20 11 to to ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 20 12 all all PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 20 13 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 20 14 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 20 15 problems problem NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 20 16 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 21 1 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 21 2 would would AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 21 3 constantly constantly ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 21 4 question question VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 21 5 myself myself PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 21 6 : : PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 21 7 “ " PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 21 8 why why SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 21 9 is be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 21 10 life life NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 21 11 so so ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 21 12 hard hard ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 21 13 ? ? PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 21 14 ” " PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 22 1 “ " PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 22 2 why why SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 22 3 ca can AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 22 4 n’t not PART reflection_00206-2022_03 22 5 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 22 6 be be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 22 7 happy happy ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 22 8 like like ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 22 9 everyone everyone PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 22 10 else else ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 22 11 ? ? PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 22 12 ” " PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 23 1 it it PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 23 2 only only ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 23 3 led lead VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 23 4 to to ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 23 5 a a DET reflection_00206-2022_03 23 6 spiral spiral NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 23 7 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 23 8 negative negative ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 23 9 thoughts thought NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 23 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 23 11 creating create VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 23 12 problems problem NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 23 13 without without ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 23 14 solutions solution NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 23 15 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 24 1 as as SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 24 2 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 24 3 matured mature VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 24 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 24 5 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 24 6 learned learn VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 24 7 that that SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 24 8 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 24 9 should should AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 24 10 ask ask VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 24 11 “ " PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 24 12 what what PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 24 13 ” " PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 24 14 instead instead ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 24 15 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 24 16 “ " PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 24 17 why why SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 24 18 ” " PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 24 19 more more ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 24 20 often often ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 24 21 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 24 22 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 24 23 it it PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 24 24 helped help VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 24 25 me i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 24 26 acknowledge acknowledge VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 24 27 the the DET reflection_00206-2022_03 24 28 things thing NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 24 29 that that PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 24 30 were be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 24 31 within within ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 24 32 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 24 33 sphere sphere NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 24 34 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 24 35 influence influence NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 24 36 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 24 37 “ " PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 24 38 the the DET reflection_00206-2022_03 24 39 right right ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 24 40 way way NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 24 41 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 24 42 be be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 24 43 introspective introspective ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 24 44 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 24 45 yes yes INTJ reflection_00206-2022_03 24 46 there there PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 24 47 ’s ’ VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 24 48 a a DET reflection_00206-2022_03 24 49 wrong wrong ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 24 50 way way NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 24 51 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 24 52 ” " PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 25 1 by by ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 25 2 tasha tasha PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 25 3 eurich eurich PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 25 4 phd phd PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 25 5 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 25 6 fye fye NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 25 7 week week NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 25 8 six six NUM reflection_00206-2022_03 25 9 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 25 10 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 26 1 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 26 2 realized realize VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 26 3 that that SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 26 4 it it PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 26 5 was be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 26 6 unrealistic unrealistic ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 26 7 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 26 8 try try VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 26 9 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 26 10 control control VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 26 11 everything everything PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 26 12 within within ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 26 13 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 26 14 life life NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 26 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 26 16 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 26 17 it it PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 26 18 helped help VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 26 19 me i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 26 20 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 26 21 have have VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 26 22 a a DET reflection_00206-2022_03 26 23 more more ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 26 24 positive positive ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 26 25 opinion opinion NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 26 26 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 26 27 myself myself PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 26 28 since since SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 26 29 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 26 30 stopped stop VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 26 31 blaming blame VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 26 32 myself myself PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 26 33 for for ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 26 34 things thing NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 26 35 that that PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 26 36 were be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 26 37 outside outside ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 26 38 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 26 39 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 26 40 control control NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 26 41 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 27 1 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 27 2 began begin VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 27 3 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 27 4 engage engage VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 27 5 in in ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 27 6 positive positive ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 27 7 self self NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 27 8 - - PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 27 9 talk talk NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 27 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 27 11 which which PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 27 12 made make VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 27 13 reflection reflection NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 27 14 a a DET reflection_00206-2022_03 27 15 more more ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 27 16 enjoyable enjoyable ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 27 17 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 27 18 beneficial beneficial ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 27 19 experience experience NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 27 20 overall overall ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 27 21 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 28 1 time time NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 28 2 began begin VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 28 3 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 28 4 slow slow VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 28 5 down down ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 28 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 28 7 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 28 8 life life NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 28 9 was be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 28 10 no no ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 28 11 longer long ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 28 12 about about ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 28 13 producing produce VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 28 14 perfection perfection NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 28 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 28 16 but but CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 28 17 finding find VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 28 18 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 28 19 own own ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 28 20 personal personal ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 28 21 fulfillment fulfillment NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 28 22 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 29 1 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 29 2 used use VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 29 3 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 29 4 think think VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 29 5 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 29 6 every every DET reflection_00206-2022_03 29 7 day day NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 29 8 in in ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 29 9 relation relation NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 29 10 to to ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 29 11 the the DET reflection_00206-2022_03 29 12 next next ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 29 13 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 29 14 but but CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 29 15 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 29 16 tried try VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 29 17 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 29 18 live live VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 29 19 the the DET reflection_00206-2022_03 29 20 majority majority NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 29 21 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 29 22 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 29 23 life life NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 29 24 in in ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 29 25 the the DET reflection_00206-2022_03 29 26 present present NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 29 27 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 29 28 “ " PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 29 29 why why SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 29 30 we we PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 29 31 need need VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 29 32 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 29 33 slow slow VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 29 34 down down ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 29 35 our our PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 29 36 lives life NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 29 37 ” " PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 29 38 by by ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 29 39 pico pico NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 29 40 iyer iyer NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 29 41 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 29 42 fye fye PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 29 43 week week NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 29 44 one one NUM reflection_00206-2022_03 29 45 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 29 46 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 30 1 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 30 2 found find VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 30 3 a a DET reflection_00206-2022_03 30 4 love love NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 30 5 for for ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 30 6 art art NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 30 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 30 8 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 30 9 enjoyed enjoy VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 30 10 sharing share VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 30 11 it it PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 30 12 with with ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 30 13 others other NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 30 14 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 31 1 drawing draw VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 31 2 was be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 31 3 one one NUM reflection_00206-2022_03 31 4 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 31 5 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 31 6 favorite favorite ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 31 7 pastimes pastime NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 31 8 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 31 9 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 31 10 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 31 11 wanted want VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 31 12 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 31 13 find find VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 31 14 a a DET reflection_00206-2022_03 31 15 way way NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 31 16 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 31 17 share share VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 31 18 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 31 19 drawings drawing NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 31 20 with with ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 31 21 others other NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 31 22 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 32 1 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 32 2 never never ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 32 3 understood understand VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 32 4 the the DET reflection_00206-2022_03 32 5 notion notion NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 32 6 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 32 7 settling settle VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 32 8 with with ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 32 9 one one NUM reflection_00206-2022_03 32 10 career career NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 32 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 32 12 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 32 13 could could AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 32 14 never never ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 32 15 find find VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 32 16 happiness happiness NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 32 17 staying stay VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 32 18 in in ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 32 19 one one NUM reflection_00206-2022_03 32 20 place place NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 32 21 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 33 1 by by ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 33 2 the the DET reflection_00206-2022_03 33 3 end end NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 33 4 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 33 5 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 33 6 life life NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 33 7 graphic graphic ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 33 8 designer designer NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 33 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 33 10 illustrator illustrator NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 33 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 33 12 animator animator NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 33 13 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 33 14 video video NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 33 15 game game NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 33 16 designer designer NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 33 17 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 33 18 graphic graphic ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 33 19 novelist novelist NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 33 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 33 21 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 33 22 freelance freelance NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 33 23 artist artist NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 33 24 were be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 33 25 all all PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 33 26 titles title NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 33 27 under under ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 33 28 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 33 29 name name NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 33 30 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 34 1 all all PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 34 2 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 34 3 these these DET reflection_00206-2022_03 34 4 occupations occupation NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 34 5 gave give VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 34 6 me i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 34 7 the the DET reflection_00206-2022_03 34 8 opportunity opportunity NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 34 9 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 34 10 creative creative ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 34 11 freedom freedom NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 34 12 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 34 13 share share VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 34 14 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 34 15 ideas idea NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 34 16 with with ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 34 17 the the DET reflection_00206-2022_03 34 18 world world NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 34 19 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 34 20 a a DET reflection_00206-2022_03 34 21 source source NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 34 22 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 34 23 joy joy NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 34 24 that that PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 34 25 no no DET reflection_00206-2022_03 34 26 other other ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 34 27 industry industry NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 34 28 could could AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 34 29 give give VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 34 30 me i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 34 31 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 34 32 “ " PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 34 33 navigating navigate VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 34 34 your your PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 34 35 career career NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 34 36 journey journey NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 34 37 ” " PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 34 38 meruelo meruelo PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 34 39 family family NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 34 40 center center NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 34 41 for for ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 34 42 career career NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 34 43 development development NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 34 44 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 34 45 fye fye NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 34 46 week week NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 34 47 four four NUM reflection_00206-2022_03 34 48 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 34 49 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 35 1 standing stand VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 35 2 before before ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 35 3 me i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 35 4 are be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 35 5 people people NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 35 6 who who PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 35 7 mourn mourn VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 35 8 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 35 9 https://ideas.ted.com/the-right-way-to-be-introspective-yes-theres-a-wrong-way/ https://ideas.ted.com/the-right-way-to-be-introspective-yes-theres-a-wrong-way/ PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 35 10 https://ideas.ted.com/why-we-need-a-secular-sabbath/ https://ideas.ted.com/why-we-need-a-secular-sabbath/ PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 35 11 https://undergradcareers.nd.edu/navigating-your-career-journey---moreau/ https://undergradcareers.nd.edu/navigating-your-career-journey---moreau/ X reflection_00206-2022_03 35 12 gillespie gillespie PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 35 13 3 3 NUM reflection_00206-2022_03 35 14 absence absence NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 35 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 35 16 but but CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 35 17 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 35 18 hope hope VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 35 19 they they PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 35 20 always always ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 35 21 feel feel VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 35 22 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 35 23 presence presence NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 35 24 through through ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 35 25 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 35 26 work work NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 35 27 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 36 1 people people NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 36 2 would would AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 36 3 always always ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 36 4 tell tell VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 36 5 me i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 36 6 that that SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 36 7 they they PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 36 8 could could AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 36 9 tell tell VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 36 10 when when SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 36 11 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 36 12 had have VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 36 13 a a DET reflection_00206-2022_03 36 14 role role NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 36 15 in in ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 36 16 creating create VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 36 17 something something PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 36 18 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 36 19 that that SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 36 20 those those DET reflection_00206-2022_03 36 21 words word NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 36 22 always always ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 36 23 put put VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 36 24 a a DET reflection_00206-2022_03 36 25 smile smile NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 36 26 on on ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 36 27 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 36 28 face face NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 36 29 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 37 1 oddly oddly ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 37 2 enough enough ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 37 3 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 37 4 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 37 5 artwork artwork NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 37 6 always always ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 37 7 reminded remind VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 37 8 me i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 37 9 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 37 10 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 37 11 death death NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 37 12 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 38 1 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 38 2 would would AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 38 3 often often ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 38 4 think think VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 38 5 about about ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 38 6 what what PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 38 7 part part NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 38 8 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 38 9 me i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 38 10 will will AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 38 11 live live VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 38 12 on on ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 38 13 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 38 14 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 38 15 how how SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 38 16 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 38 17 could could AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 38 18 surround surround VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 38 19 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 38 20 legacy legacy NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 38 21 in in ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 38 22 positivity positivity NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 38 23 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 39 1 after after SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 39 2 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 39 3 finished finish VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 39 4 school school NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 39 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 39 6 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 39 7 spent spend VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 39 8 the the DET reflection_00206-2022_03 39 9 best good ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 39 10 part part NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 39 11 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 39 12 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 39 13 life life NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 39 14 creating create VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 39 15 up up ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 39 16 until until ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 39 17 the the DET reflection_00206-2022_03 39 18 day day NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 39 19 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 39 20 died die VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 39 21 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 40 1 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 40 2 was be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 40 3 well well ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 40 4 aware aware ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 40 5 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 40 6 the the DET reflection_00206-2022_03 40 7 limited limited ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 40 8 time time NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 40 9 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 40 10 had have VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 40 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 40 12 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 40 13 treated treat VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 40 14 every every DET reflection_00206-2022_03 40 15 art art NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 40 16 piece piece NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 40 17 as as SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 40 18 if if SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 40 19 it it PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 40 20 was be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 40 21 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 40 22 last last ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 40 23 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 40 24 “ " PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 40 25 meet meet VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 40 26 the the DET reflection_00206-2022_03 40 27 nun nun NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 40 28 who who PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 40 29 wants want VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 40 30 you you PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 40 31 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 40 32 remember remember VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 40 33 you you PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 40 34 will will AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 40 35 die die VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 40 36 ” " PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 40 37 by by ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 40 38 ruth ruth PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 40 39 graham graham PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 40 40 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 40 41 fye fye PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 40 42 week week NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 40 43 three three NUM reflection_00206-2022_03 40 44 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 40 45 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 41 1 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 41 2 framed frame VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 41 3 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 41 4 life life NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 41 5 around around ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 41 6 those those PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 41 7 who who PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 41 8 had have VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 41 9 amazing amazing ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 41 10 legacies legacy NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 41 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 41 12 a a DET reflection_00206-2022_03 41 13 strong strong ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 41 14 influence influence NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 41 15 on on ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 41 16 me i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 41 17 was be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 41 18 theodore theodore PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 41 19 hesburgh hesburgh PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 41 20 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 42 1 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 42 2 was be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 42 3 n’t not PART reflection_00206-2022_03 42 4 very very ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 42 5 religious religious ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 42 6 myself myself PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 42 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 42 8 but but CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 42 9 that that PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 42 10 was be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 42 11 a a DET reflection_00206-2022_03 42 12 man man NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 42 13 who who PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 42 14 truly truly ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 42 15 did do VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 42 16 his his PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 42 17 best good ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 42 18 until until ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 42 19 the the DET reflection_00206-2022_03 42 20 end end NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 42 21 ; ; PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 42 22 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 42 23 wanted want VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 42 24 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 42 25 be be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 42 26 as as ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 42 27 influential influential ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 42 28 as as ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 42 29 him he PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 42 30 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 42 31 “ " PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 42 32 hesburgh hesburgh PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 42 33 ” " PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 42 34 by by ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 42 35 jerry jerry PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 42 36 barca barca PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 42 37 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 42 38 christine christine PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 42 39 o’malley o’malley PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 42 40 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 42 41 fye fye NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 42 42 week week NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 42 43 two two NUM reflection_00206-2022_03 42 44 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 42 45 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 43 1 when when SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 43 2 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 43 3 knew know VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 43 4 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 43 5 life life NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 43 6 was be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 43 7 coming come VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 43 8 to to ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 43 9 an an DET reflection_00206-2022_03 43 10 end end NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 43 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 43 12 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 43 13 was be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 43 14 not not PART reflection_00206-2022_03 43 15 sure sure ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 43 16 if if SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 43 17 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 43 18 had have AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 43 19 succeeded succeed VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 43 20 in in ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 43 21 having have VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 43 22 a a DET reflection_00206-2022_03 43 23 positive positive ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 43 24 impact impact NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 43 25 on on ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 43 26 those those PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 43 27 around around ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 43 28 me i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 43 29 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 44 1 however however ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 44 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 44 3 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 44 4 look look VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 44 5 around around ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 44 6 this this DET reflection_00206-2022_03 44 7 room room NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 44 8 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 44 9 see see VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 44 10 the the DET reflection_00206-2022_03 44 11 amount amount NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 44 12 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 44 13 people people NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 44 14 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 44 15 reached reach VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 44 16 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 44 17 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 44 18 know know VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 44 19 that that SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 44 20 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 44 21 have have VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 44 22 a a DET reflection_00206-2022_03 44 23 reason reason NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 44 24 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 44 25 feel feel VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 44 26 proud proud ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 44 27 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 44 28 myself myself PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 44 29 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 45 1 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 45 2 family family NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 45 3 decided decide VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 45 4 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 45 5 put put VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 45 6 up up ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 45 7 one one NUM reflection_00206-2022_03 45 8 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 45 9 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 45 10 self self NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 45 11 - - PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 45 12 portraits portrait NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 45 13 instead instead ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 45 14 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 45 15 a a DET reflection_00206-2022_03 45 16 photograph photograph NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 45 17 near near ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 45 18 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 45 19 casket casket NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 45 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 45 21 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 45 22 it it PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 45 23 makes make VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 45 24 me i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 45 25 happy happy ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 45 26 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 45 27 see see VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 45 28 just just ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 45 29 how how SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 45 30 important important ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 45 31 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 45 32 artwork artwork NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 45 33 is be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 45 34 to to ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 45 35 others other NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 45 36 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 46 1 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 46 2 think think VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 46 3 about about ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 46 4 how how SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 46 5 easy easy ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 46 6 it it PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 46 7 is be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 46 8 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 46 9 make make VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 46 10 these these DET reflection_00206-2022_03 46 11 statements statement NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 46 12 now now ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 46 13 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 46 14 how how SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 46 15 “ " PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 46 16 proud proud ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 46 17 ” " PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 46 18 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 46 19 am be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 46 20 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 46 21 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 46 22 life life NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 46 23 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 47 1 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 47 2 remember remember VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 47 3 for for ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 47 4 a a DET reflection_00206-2022_03 47 5 long long ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 47 6 time time NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 47 7 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 47 8 found find VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 47 9 it it PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 47 10 hard hard ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 47 11 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 47 12 talk talk VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 47 13 about about ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 47 14 myself myself PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 47 15 positively positively ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 47 16 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 47 17 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 47 18 struggled struggle VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 47 19 with with ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 47 20 confidence confidence NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 47 21 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 48 1 simply simply ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 48 2 having have VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 48 3 the the DET reflection_00206-2022_03 48 4 ability ability NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 48 5 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 48 6 be be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 48 7 at at ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 48 8 ease ease NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 48 9 with with ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 48 10 how how SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 48 11 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 48 12 life life NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 48 13 has have AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 48 14 ended end VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 48 15 is be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 48 16 a a DET reflection_00206-2022_03 48 17 sign sign NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 48 18 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 48 19 how how SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 48 20 much much ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 48 21 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 48 22 soul soul NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 48 23 grew grow VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 48 24 throughout throughout ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 48 25 the the DET reflection_00206-2022_03 48 26 years year NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 48 27 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 49 1 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 49 2 had have VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 49 3 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 49 4 learn learn VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 49 5 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 49 6 take take VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 49 7 down down ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 49 8 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 49 9 barriers barrier NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 49 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 49 11 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 49 12 let let VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 49 13 people people NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 49 14 into into ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 49 15 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 49 16 “ " PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 49 17 jurisdiction jurisdiction NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 49 18 ” " PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 49 19 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 49 20 chapter chapter NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 49 21 8 8 NUM reflection_00206-2022_03 49 22 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 49 23 “ " PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 49 24 tattoos tattoo NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 49 25 on on ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 49 26 the the DET reflection_00206-2022_03 49 27 heart heart NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 49 28 ” " PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 49 29 by by ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 49 30 greg greg PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 49 31 boyle boyle PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 49 32 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 49 33 fye fye PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 49 34 week week NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 49 35 seven seven NUM reflection_00206-2022_03 49 36 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 49 37 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 50 1 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 50 2 was be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 50 3 so so ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 50 4 guarded guard VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 50 5 for for ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 50 6 a a DET reflection_00206-2022_03 50 7 long long ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 50 8 time time NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 50 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 50 10 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 50 11 coming come VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 50 12 to to ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 50 13 peace peace NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 50 14 with with ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 50 15 the the DET reflection_00206-2022_03 50 16 feelings feeling NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 50 17 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 50 18 had have VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 50 19 toward toward ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 50 20 myself myself PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 50 21 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 50 22 others other NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 50 23 was be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 50 24 what what PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 50 25 allowed allow VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 50 26 me i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 50 27 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 50 28 lead lead VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 50 29 a a DET reflection_00206-2022_03 50 30 life life NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 50 31 worthy worthy ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 50 32 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 50 33 praise praise NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 50 34 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 51 1 one one NUM reflection_00206-2022_03 51 2 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 51 3 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 51 4 most most ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 51 5 influential influential ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 51 6 memories memory NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 51 7 that that PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 51 8 made make VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 51 9 me i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 51 10 begin begin VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 51 11 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 51 12 be be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 51 13 more more ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 51 14 kind kind ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 51 15 towards towards ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 51 16 myself myself PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 51 17 was be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 51 18 a a DET reflection_00206-2022_03 51 19 conversation conversation NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 51 20 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 51 21 https://www.nytimes.com/2021/05/14/us/memento-mori-nun.html https://www.nytimes.com/2021/05/14/us/memento-mori-nun.html VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 51 22 https://www.nytimes.com/2021/05/14/us/memento-mori-nun.html https://www.nytimes.com/2021/05/14/us/memento-mori-nun.html PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 52 1 https://notredame.hosted.panopto.com/panopto/pages/viewer.aspx?id=10159379-7eca-4549-8581-ab9500c9ecd9 https://notredame.hosted.panopto.com/panopto/pages/viewer.aspx?id=10159379-7eca-4549-8581-ab9500c9ecd9 NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 52 2 https://canvas.nd.edu/courses/40299/files/523820/download?download_frd=1 https://canvas.nd.edu/courses/40299/files/523820/download?download_frd=1 X reflection_00206-2022_03 52 3 gillespie gillespie PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 52 4 4 4 PROPN reflection_00206-2022_03 52 5 had have VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 52 6 late late ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 52 7 at at ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 52 8 night night NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 52 9 with with ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 52 10 some some DET reflection_00206-2022_03 52 11 friends friend NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 52 12 back back ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 52 13 in in ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 52 14 college college NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 52 15 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 52 16 conversation conversation NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 52 17 with with ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 52 18 friends friend NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 52 19 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 52 20 fye fye NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 52 21 week week NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 52 22 five five NUM reflection_00206-2022_03 52 23 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 52 24 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 53 1 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 53 2 told tell VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 53 3 them they PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 53 4 about about ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 53 5 how how SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 53 6 critical critical ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 53 7 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 53 8 was be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 53 9 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 53 10 myself myself PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 53 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 53 12 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 53 13 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 53 14 stress stress NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 53 15 around around ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 53 16 not not PART reflection_00206-2022_03 53 17 being be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 53 18 good good ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 53 19 enough enough ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 53 20 for for ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 53 21 anyone anyone PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 53 22 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 53 23 or or CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 53 24 anything anything PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 53 25 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 53 26 seek seek VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 53 27 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 53 28 do do VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 53 29 in in ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 53 30 life life NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 53 31 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 54 1 seeing see VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 54 2 that that SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 54 3 they they PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 54 4 still still ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 54 5 had have VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 54 6 a a DET reflection_00206-2022_03 54 7 deep deep ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 54 8 appreciation appreciation NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 54 9 for for ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 54 10 everything everything PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 54 11 that that PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 54 12 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 54 13 did do VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 54 14 despite despite SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 54 15 the the DET reflection_00206-2022_03 54 16 flaws flaw NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 54 17 that that PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 54 18 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 54 19 mentally mentally ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 54 20 fixated fixate VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 54 21 on on ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 54 22 motivated motivate VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 54 23 me i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 54 24 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 54 25 have have VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 54 26 a a DET reflection_00206-2022_03 54 27 better well ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 54 28 self self NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 54 29 - - PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 54 30 image image NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 54 31 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 55 1 those those DET reflection_00206-2022_03 55 2 five five NUM reflection_00206-2022_03 55 3 friends friend NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 55 4 are be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 55 5 sitting sit VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 55 6 in in ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 55 7 this this DET reflection_00206-2022_03 55 8 funeral funeral NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 55 9 service service NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 55 10 today today NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 55 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 55 12 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 55 13 hearing hear VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 55 14 their their PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 55 15 eulogies eulogy NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 55 16 put put VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 55 17 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 55 18 soul soul NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 55 19 more more ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 55 20 at at ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 55 21 ease ease NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 55 22 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 56 1 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 56 2 know know VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 56 3 nobody nobody PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 56 4 here here ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 56 5 at at ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 56 6 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 56 7 funeral funeral NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 56 8 will will AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 56 9 hear hear VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 56 10 me i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 56 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 56 12 but but CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 56 13 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 56 14 want want VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 56 15 them they PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 56 16 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 56 17 know know VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 56 18 that that SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 56 19 their their PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 56 20 love love NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 56 21 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 56 22 support support NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 56 23 for for ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 56 24 me i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 56 25 allows allow VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 56 26 me i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 56 27 to to PART reflection_00206-2022_03 56 28 rest rest VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 56 29 in in ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 56 30 peace peace NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 56 31 . . PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 57 1 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 57 2 created create VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 57 3 a a DET reflection_00206-2022_03 57 4 life life NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 57 5 that that PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 57 6 was be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 57 7 full full ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 57 8 of of ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 57 9 love love NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 57 10 and and CCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 57 11 positivity positivity NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 57 12 , , PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 57 13 now now ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 57 14 i i PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 57 15 can can AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 57 16 go go VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 57 17 into into ADP reflection_00206-2022_03 57 18 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 57 19 eternal eternal ADJ reflection_00206-2022_03 57 20 rest rest NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 57 21 knowing know VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 57 22 that that SCONJ reflection_00206-2022_03 57 23 my my PRON reflection_00206-2022_03 57 24 life life NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 57 25 was be AUX reflection_00206-2022_03 57 26 a a DET reflection_00206-2022_03 57 27 life life NOUN reflection_00206-2022_03 57 28 well well ADV reflection_00206-2022_03 57 29 - - PUNCT reflection_00206-2022_03 57 30 lived live VERB reflection_00206-2022_03 57 31 . . 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