id sid tid token lemma pos reflection_00065-2021_09 1 1 1 1 X reflection_00065-2021_09 1 2 . . PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 2 1 the the DET reflection_00065-2021_09 2 2 focus focus NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 2 3 question question NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 2 4 of of ADP reflection_00065-2021_09 2 5 the the DET reflection_00065-2021_09 2 6 semester semester NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 2 7 that that PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 2 8 is be AUX reflection_00065-2021_09 2 9 most most ADV reflection_00065-2021_09 2 10 relevant relevant ADJ reflection_00065-2021_09 2 11 to to ADP reflection_00065-2021_09 2 12 my my PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 2 13 own own ADJ reflection_00065-2021_09 2 14 life life NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 2 15 is be AUX reflection_00065-2021_09 2 16 “ " PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 2 17 how how SCONJ reflection_00065-2021_09 2 18 do do AUX reflection_00065-2021_09 2 19 i i PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 2 20 live live VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 2 21 and and CCONJ reflection_00065-2021_09 2 22 grow grow VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 2 23 in in ADP reflection_00065-2021_09 2 24 hope hope NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 2 25 ? ? PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 2 26 ” " PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 3 1 all all DET reflection_00065-2021_09 3 2 my my PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 3 3 life life NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 3 4 i i PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 3 5 have have AUX reflection_00065-2021_09 3 6 worried worry VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 3 7 about about ADP reflection_00065-2021_09 3 8 the the DET reflection_00065-2021_09 3 9 future future NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 3 10 . . PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 4 1 my my PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 4 2 life life NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 4 3 has have AUX reflection_00065-2021_09 4 4 all all PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 4 5 been be AUX reflection_00065-2021_09 4 6 a a DET reflection_00065-2021_09 4 7 culmination culmination NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 4 8 of of ADP reflection_00065-2021_09 4 9 hard hard ADJ reflection_00065-2021_09 4 10 work work NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 4 11 and and CCONJ reflection_00065-2021_09 4 12 dedication dedication NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 4 13 just just ADV reflection_00065-2021_09 4 14 to to PART reflection_00065-2021_09 4 15 get get VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 4 16 into into ADP reflection_00065-2021_09 4 17 the the DET reflection_00065-2021_09 4 18 school school NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 4 19 of of ADP reflection_00065-2021_09 4 20 my my PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 4 21 dreams dream NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 4 22 . . PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 5 1 now now ADV reflection_00065-2021_09 5 2 that that SCONJ reflection_00065-2021_09 5 3 i i PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 5 4 am be AUX reflection_00065-2021_09 5 5 here here ADV reflection_00065-2021_09 5 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 5 7 i i PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 5 8 need need VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 5 9 to to PART reflection_00065-2021_09 5 10 learn learn VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 5 11 to to PART reflection_00065-2021_09 5 12 live live VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 5 13 in in ADP reflection_00065-2021_09 5 14 the the DET reflection_00065-2021_09 5 15 moment moment NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 5 16 , , PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 5 17 and and CCONJ reflection_00065-2021_09 5 18 not not PART reflection_00065-2021_09 5 19 stress stress VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 5 20 so so ADV reflection_00065-2021_09 5 21 much much ADV reflection_00065-2021_09 5 22 about about ADP reflection_00065-2021_09 5 23 what what PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 5 24 is be AUX reflection_00065-2021_09 5 25 going go VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 5 26 to to PART reflection_00065-2021_09 5 27 happen happen VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 5 28 four four NUM reflection_00065-2021_09 5 29 years year NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 5 30 from from ADP reflection_00065-2021_09 5 31 now now ADV reflection_00065-2021_09 5 32 . . PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 6 1 i i PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 6 2 hope hope VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 6 3 to to PART reflection_00065-2021_09 6 4 make make VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 6 5 the the DET reflection_00065-2021_09 6 6 most most ADJ reflection_00065-2021_09 6 7 of of ADP reflection_00065-2021_09 6 8 my my PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 6 9 college college NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 6 10 experience experience NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 6 11 while while SCONJ reflection_00065-2021_09 6 12 i i PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 6 13 still still ADV reflection_00065-2021_09 6 14 can can AUX reflection_00065-2021_09 6 15 . . PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 7 1 2 2 X reflection_00065-2021_09 7 2 . . X reflection_00065-2021_09 7 3 question question NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 7 4 : : PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 7 5 how how SCONJ reflection_00065-2021_09 7 6 can can AUX reflection_00065-2021_09 7 7 i i PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 7 8 not not PART reflection_00065-2021_09 7 9 only only ADV reflection_00065-2021_09 7 10 acknowledge acknowledge VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 7 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 7 12 but but CCONJ reflection_00065-2021_09 7 13 also also ADV reflection_00065-2021_09 7 14 embrace embrace VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 7 15 my my PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 7 16 vulnerabilities vulnerability NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 7 17 ? ? PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 8 1 quote quote INTJ reflection_00065-2021_09 8 2 : : PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 8 3 “ " PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 8 4 we we PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 8 5 ca can AUX reflection_00065-2021_09 8 6 n't not PART reflection_00065-2021_09 8 7 selectively selectively ADV reflection_00065-2021_09 8 8 numb numb VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 8 9 our our PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 8 10 emotions emotion NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 8 11 . . PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 8 12 ” " PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 9 1 this this DET reflection_00065-2021_09 9 2 quote quote NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 9 3 references reference VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 9 4 the the DET reflection_00065-2021_09 9 5 differences difference NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 9 6 between between ADP reflection_00065-2021_09 9 7 our our PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 9 8 physical physical ADJ reflection_00065-2021_09 9 9 and and CCONJ reflection_00065-2021_09 9 10 emotional emotional ADJ reflection_00065-2021_09 9 11 vulnerabilities vulnerability NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 9 12 . . PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 10 1 as as ADP reflection_00065-2021_09 10 2 a a DET reflection_00065-2021_09 10 3 society society NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 10 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 10 5 we we PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 10 6 try try VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 10 7 to to PART reflection_00065-2021_09 10 8 avoid avoid VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 10 9 our our PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 10 10 own own ADJ reflection_00065-2021_09 10 11 struggles struggle NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 10 12 as as ADV reflection_00065-2021_09 10 13 much much ADV reflection_00065-2021_09 10 14 as as ADP reflection_00065-2021_09 10 15 possible possible ADJ reflection_00065-2021_09 10 16 . . PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 11 1 whether whether SCONJ reflection_00065-2021_09 11 2 it it PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 11 3 is be AUX reflection_00065-2021_09 11 4 drinking drink VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 11 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 11 6 binge binge NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 11 7 eating eating NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 11 8 , , PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 11 9 exercising exercise VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 11 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 11 11 or or CCONJ reflection_00065-2021_09 11 12 any any DET reflection_00065-2021_09 11 13 other other ADJ reflection_00065-2021_09 11 14 form form NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 11 15 of of ADP reflection_00065-2021_09 11 16 coping cope VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 11 17 , , PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 11 18 we we PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 11 19 tend tend VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 11 20 to to PART reflection_00065-2021_09 11 21 try try VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 11 22 to to PART reflection_00065-2021_09 11 23 numb numb VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 11 24 any any DET reflection_00065-2021_09 11 25 sort sort NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 11 26 of of ADP reflection_00065-2021_09 11 27 pain pain NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 11 28 we we PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 11 29 have have VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 11 30 . . PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 12 1 while while SCONJ reflection_00065-2021_09 12 2 medicine medicine NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 12 3 can can AUX reflection_00065-2021_09 12 4 heal heal VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 12 5 injuries injury NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 12 6 or or CCONJ reflection_00065-2021_09 12 7 illnesses illness NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 12 8 we we PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 12 9 have have VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 12 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 12 11 it it PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 12 12 is be AUX reflection_00065-2021_09 12 13 much much ADV reflection_00065-2021_09 12 14 more more ADV reflection_00065-2021_09 12 15 difficult difficult ADJ reflection_00065-2021_09 12 16 to to PART reflection_00065-2021_09 12 17 avoid avoid VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 12 18 our our PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 12 19 emotional emotional ADJ reflection_00065-2021_09 12 20 vulnerability vulnerability NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 12 21 . . PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 13 1 comment comment NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 13 2 : : PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 13 3 every every DET reflection_00065-2021_09 13 4 person person NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 13 5 has have VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 13 6 their their PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 13 7 own own ADJ reflection_00065-2021_09 13 8 vulnerability vulnerability NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 13 9 . . PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 14 1 this this DET reflection_00065-2021_09 14 2 vulnerability vulnerability NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 14 3 may may AUX reflection_00065-2021_09 14 4 be be AUX reflection_00065-2021_09 14 5 a a DET reflection_00065-2021_09 14 6 mental mental ADJ reflection_00065-2021_09 14 7 battle battle NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 14 8 with with ADP reflection_00065-2021_09 14 9 themself themself PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 14 10 or or CCONJ reflection_00065-2021_09 14 11 the the DET reflection_00065-2021_09 14 12 world world NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 14 13 around around ADP reflection_00065-2021_09 14 14 them they PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 14 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 14 16 an an DET reflection_00065-2021_09 14 17 insecurity insecurity NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 14 18 , , PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 14 19 or or CCONJ reflection_00065-2021_09 14 20 an an DET reflection_00065-2021_09 14 21 infinite infinite ADJ reflection_00065-2021_09 14 22 number number NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 14 23 of of ADP reflection_00065-2021_09 14 24 other other ADJ reflection_00065-2021_09 14 25 possibilities possibility NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 14 26 . . PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 15 1 however however ADV reflection_00065-2021_09 15 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 15 3 the the DET reflection_00065-2021_09 15 4 takeaway takeaway NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 15 5 is be AUX reflection_00065-2021_09 15 6 we we PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 15 7 are be AUX reflection_00065-2021_09 15 8 all all ADV reflection_00065-2021_09 15 9 flawed flawed ADJ reflection_00065-2021_09 15 10 . . PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 16 1 in in ADP reflection_00065-2021_09 16 2 my my PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 16 3 experience experience NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 16 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 16 5 acknowledging acknowledge VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 16 6 this this DET reflection_00065-2021_09 16 7 fact fact NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 16 8 helps help VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 16 9 immensely immensely ADV reflection_00065-2021_09 16 10 with with ADP reflection_00065-2021_09 16 11 easing ease VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 16 12 the the DET reflection_00065-2021_09 16 13 emotional emotional ADJ reflection_00065-2021_09 16 14 pain pain NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 16 15 vulnerability vulnerability NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 16 16 may may AUX reflection_00065-2021_09 16 17 cause cause VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 16 18 . . PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 17 1 although although SCONJ reflection_00065-2021_09 17 2 the the DET reflection_00065-2021_09 17 3 process process NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 17 4 may may AUX reflection_00065-2021_09 17 5 be be AUX reflection_00065-2021_09 17 6 difficult difficult ADJ reflection_00065-2021_09 17 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 17 8 there there PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 17 9 is be VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 17 10 a a DET reflection_00065-2021_09 17 11 sort sort NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 17 12 of of ADP reflection_00065-2021_09 17 13 healing healing NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 17 14 that that PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 17 15 comes come VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 17 16 out out ADP reflection_00065-2021_09 17 17 of of ADP reflection_00065-2021_09 17 18 acknowledging acknowledge VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 17 19 weakness weakness NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 17 20 . . PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 18 1 much much ADJ reflection_00065-2021_09 18 2 like like ADP reflection_00065-2021_09 18 3 physical physical ADJ reflection_00065-2021_09 18 4 therapy therapy NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 18 5 or or CCONJ reflection_00065-2021_09 18 6 rehabilitation rehabilitation NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 18 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 18 8 the the DET reflection_00065-2021_09 18 9 road road NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 18 10 to to ADP reflection_00065-2021_09 18 11 healing healing NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 18 12 is be AUX reflection_00065-2021_09 18 13 not not PART reflection_00065-2021_09 18 14 an an DET reflection_00065-2021_09 18 15 easy easy ADJ reflection_00065-2021_09 18 16 one one NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 18 17 . . PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 19 1 just just ADV reflection_00065-2021_09 19 2 as as SCONJ reflection_00065-2021_09 19 3 it it PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 19 4 takes take VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 19 5 breaking break VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 19 6 down down ADP reflection_00065-2021_09 19 7 muscles muscle NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 19 8 to to PART reflection_00065-2021_09 19 9 grow grow VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 19 10 them they PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 19 11 again again ADV reflection_00065-2021_09 19 12 , , PUNCT reflection_00065-2021_09 19 13 we we PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 19 14 must must AUX reflection_00065-2021_09 19 15 break break VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 19 16 down down ADP reflection_00065-2021_09 19 17 our our PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 19 18 struggles struggle NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 19 19 all all DET reflection_00065-2021_09 19 20 the the DET reflection_00065-2021_09 19 21 way way NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 19 22 to to ADP reflection_00065-2021_09 19 23 the the DET reflection_00065-2021_09 19 24 roots root NOUN reflection_00065-2021_09 19 25 before before SCONJ reflection_00065-2021_09 19 26 we we PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 19 27 are be AUX reflection_00065-2021_09 19 28 truly truly ADV reflection_00065-2021_09 19 29 able able ADJ reflection_00065-2021_09 19 30 to to PART reflection_00065-2021_09 19 31 build build VERB reflection_00065-2021_09 19 32 ourselves ourselves PRON reflection_00065-2021_09 19 33 up up ADP reflection_00065-2021_09 19 34 again again ADV reflection_00065-2021_09 19 35 . . PUNCT