id	sid	tid	token	lemma	pos
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	1	merriam	merriam	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	2	april	april	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	3	28	28	NUM
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	4	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	5	2022	2022	NUM
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	6	capstone	capstone	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	7	integration	integration	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	8	ryan	ryan	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	9	retartha	retartha	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	10	light	light	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	11	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	12	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	13	dark	dark	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	14	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	15	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	16	will	will	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	17	work	work	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	18	to	to	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	19	find	find	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	20	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	21	light	light	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	22	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	23	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	24	dark	dark	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	25	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	26	searching	search	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	27	for	for	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	28	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	29	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	30	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	31	struggle	struggle	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	32	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	33	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	34	love	love	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	35	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	36	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	37	hatred	hatred	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	1	38	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	2	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	2	2	will	will	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	2	3	surround	surround	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	2	4	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	2	5	with	with	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	2	6	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	2	7	who	who	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	2	8	uplift	uplift	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	2	9	me	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	2	10	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	2	11	leaning	lean	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	2	12	into	into	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	2	13	their	their	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	2	14	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	2	15	-	-	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	2	16	giving	give	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	2	17	love	love	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	2	18	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	3	1	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	3	2	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	3	3	have	have	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	3	4	no	no	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	3	5	one	one	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	3	6	to	to	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	3	7	lean	lean	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	3	8	on	on	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	3	9	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	3	10	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	3	11	will	will	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	3	12	give	give	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	3	13	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	3	14	struggle	struggle	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	3	15	to	to	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	3	16	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	3	17	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	3	18	he	he	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	3	19	who	who	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	3	20	has	have	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	3	21	a	a	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	3	22	plan	plan	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	3	23	greater	great	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	3	24	than	than	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	3	25	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	3	26	can	can	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	3	27	know	know	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	3	28	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	3	29	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	1	for	for	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	2	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	3	duration	duration	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	4	of	of	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	5	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	6	young	young	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	7	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	8	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	9	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	10	dreamed	dream	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	11	of	of	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	12	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	13	time	time	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	14	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	15	would	would	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	16	spend	spend	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	17	at	at	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	18	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	19	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	20	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	21	putting	put	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	22	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	23	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	24	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	25	idyllic	idyllic	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	26	college	college	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	27	experience	experience	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	28	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	29	parents	parent	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	30	lived	live	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	31	through	through	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	32	themselves	themselves	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	4	33	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	2	would	would	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	3	fall	fall	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	4	asleep	asleep	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	5	at	at	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	6	night	night	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	7	with	with	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	8	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	9	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	10	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	11	fight	fight	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	12	song	song	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	13	on	on	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	14	repeat	repeat	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	15	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	16	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	17	head	head	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	18	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	19	imagining	imagine	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	20	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	21	walks	walk	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	22	across	across	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	23	campus	campus	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	24	to	to	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	25	class	class	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	26	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	27	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	28	memories	memory	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	29	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	30	’d	’d	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	31	make	make	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	32	over	over	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	33	dinner	dinner	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	34	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	35	south	south	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	36	dining	dining	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	37	hall	hall	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	38	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	39	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	40	beautiful	beautiful	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	41	spring	spring	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	42	weather	weather	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	43	that	that	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	44	would	would	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	45	melt	melt	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	46	away	away	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	47	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	48	snow	snow	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	5	49	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	6	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	6	2	wanted	want	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	6	3	to	to	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	6	4	be	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	6	5	a	a	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	6	6	student	student	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	6	7	on	on	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	6	8	a	a	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	6	9	blanket	blanket	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	6	10	on	on	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	6	11	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	6	12	quad	quad	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	6	13	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	6	14	doing	do	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	6	15	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	6	16	reading	reading	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	6	17	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	6	18	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	6	19	sun	sun	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	6	20	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	7	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	7	2	wanted	want	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	7	3	to	to	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	7	4	throw	throw	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	7	5	a	a	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	7	6	frisbee	frisbee	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	7	7	with	with	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	7	8	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	7	9	friends	friend	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	7	10	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	7	11	laughing	laugh	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	7	12	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	7	13	giggling	giggle	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	7	14	with	with	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	7	15	one	one	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	7	16	another	another	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	7	17	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	8	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	8	2	dreamed	dream	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	8	3	up	up	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	8	4	this	this	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	8	5	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	8	6	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	8	7	taking	take	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	8	8	stories	story	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	8	9	from	from	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	8	10	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	8	11	parents	parent	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	8	12	’	’	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	8	13	experiences	experience	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	8	14	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	8	15	making	make	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	8	16	them	they	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	8	17	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	8	18	own	own	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	8	19	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	9	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	9	2	listened	listen	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	9	3	to	to	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	9	4	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	9	5	happy	happy	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	9	6	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	9	7	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	9	8	made	make	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	9	9	them	they	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	9	10	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	9	11	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	9	12	all	all	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	9	13	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	9	14	wanted	want	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	9	15	was	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	9	16	for	for	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	9	17	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	9	18	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	9	19	to	to	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	9	20	fulfill	fulfill	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	9	21	me	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	9	22	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	9	23	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	9	24	same	same	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	9	25	way	way	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	9	26	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	10	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	10	2	had	have	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	10	3	such	such	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	10	4	a	a	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	10	5	specific	specific	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	10	6	vision	vision	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	10	7	for	for	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	10	8	what	what	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	10	9	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	10	10	wanted	want	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	10	11	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	10	12	what	what	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	10	13	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	10	14	deserved	deserve	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	10	15	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	10	16	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	10	17	what	what	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	10	18	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	10	19	believed	believe	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	10	20	would	would	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	10	21	be	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	10	22	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	1	looking	look	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	2	back	back	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	3	on	on	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	4	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	5	freshman	freshman	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	6	year	year	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	7	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	8	with	with	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	9	only	only	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	10	a	a	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	11	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	12	before	before	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	13	its	its	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	14	conclusion	conclusion	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	15	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	16	it	it	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	17	is	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	18	somewhat	somewhat	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	19	comical	comical	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	20	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	21	far	far	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	22	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	23	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	24	has	have	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	25	strayed	stray	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	26	from	from	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	27	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	28	vision	vision	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	29	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	30	had	have	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	31	dreamed	dream	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	32	of	of	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	11	33	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	2	did	do	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	3	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	4	even	even	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	5	get	get	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	6	into	into	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	7	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	8	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	9	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	10	rather	rather	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	11	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	12	was	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	13	offered	offer	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	14	a	a	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	15	place	place	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	16	at	at	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	17	a	a	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	18	small	small	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	19	400	400	NUM
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	20	person	person	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	21	college	college	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	22	across	across	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	23	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	24	street	street	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	25	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	26	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	27	promised	promise	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	28	dual	dual	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	29	enrollment	enrollment	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	30	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	31	both	both	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	32	campuses	campus	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	12	33	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	13	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	13	2	was	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	13	3	barred	bar	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	13	4	from	from	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	13	5	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	13	6	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	13	7	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	13	8	experience	experience	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	13	9	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	13	10	given	give	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	13	11	admittance	admittance	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	13	12	only	only	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	13	13	sometimes	sometimes	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	13	14	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	13	15	banished	banish	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	13	16	to	to	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	13	17	feeling	feel	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	13	18	like	like	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	13	19	an	an	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	13	20	outsider	outsider	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	13	21	from	from	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	13	22	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	13	23	community	community	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	13	24	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	13	25	dreamed	dream	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	13	26	of	of	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	13	27	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	1	while	while	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	2	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	3	accepted	accept	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	4	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	5	gateway	gateway	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	6	offer	offer	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	7	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	8	tried	try	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	9	to	to	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	10	make	make	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	11	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	12	most	most	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	13	of	of	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	14	a	a	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	15	bad	bad	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	16	situation	situation	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	17	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	18	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	19	still	still	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	20	felt	feel	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	21	on	on	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	22	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	23	outside	outside	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	24	from	from	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	25	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	26	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	27	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	28	experience	experience	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	29	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	30	stripped	strip	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	31	of	of	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	32	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	33	dreams	dream	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	34	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	35	had	have	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	14	36	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	15	1	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	15	2	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	15	3	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	15	4	that	that	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	15	5	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	15	6	had	have	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	15	7	grown	grow	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	15	8	up	up	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	15	9	idealizing	idealize	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	15	10	did	do	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	15	11	not	not	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	15	12	exist	exist	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	15	13	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	15	14	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	15	15	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	15	16	suddenly	suddenly	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	15	17	felt	feel	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	15	18	ungrounded	ungrounded	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	15	19	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	15	20	confused	confused	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	15	21	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	2	was	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	3	unhappy	unhappy	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	4	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	5	lost	lost	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	6	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	7	especially	especially	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	8	so	so	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	9	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	10	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	11	compared	compare	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	12	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	13	experience	experience	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	14	to	to	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	15	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	16	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	17	friends	friend	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	18	from	from	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	19	high	high	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	20	school	school	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	21	would	would	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	22	rave	rave	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	23	about	about	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	24	their	their	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	25	colleges	college	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	26	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	27	telling	tell	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	28	me	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	29	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	30	happy	happy	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	31	they	they	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	32	were	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	33	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	34	they	they	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	35	had	have	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	36	picked	pick	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	37	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	38	right	right	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	39	school	school	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	16	40	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	17	1	as	as	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	17	2	much	much	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	17	3	as	as	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	17	4	it	it	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	17	5	pained	pain	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	17	6	me	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	17	7	to	to	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	17	8	admit	admit	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	17	9	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	17	10	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	17	11	was	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	17	12	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	17	13	happy	happy	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	17	14	;	;	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	17	15	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	17	16	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	17	17	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	17	18	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	17	19	had	have	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	17	20	imagined	imagine	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	17	21	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	17	22	worked	work	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	17	23	for	for	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	17	24	was	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	17	25	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	17	26	real	real	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	17	27	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	18	1	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	18	2	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	18	3	was	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	18	4	struck	strike	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	18	5	by	by	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	18	6	this	this	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	18	7	realization	realization	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	18	8	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	18	9	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	18	10	mindset	mindset	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	18	11	plummeted	plummet	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	18	12	quickly	quickly	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	18	13	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	19	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	19	2	spent	spend	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	19	3	much	much	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	19	4	of	of	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	19	5	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	19	6	first	first	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	19	7	semester	semester	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	19	8	feeling	feeling	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	19	9	uninvolved	uninvolved	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	19	10	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	19	11	isolated	isolated	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	19	12	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	19	13	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	19	14	depressed	depressed	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	19	15	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	2	could	could	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	3	barely	barely	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	4	force	force	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	5	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	6	to	to	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	7	get	get	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	8	out	out	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	9	of	of	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	10	bed	bed	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	11	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	12	as	as	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	13	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	14	had	have	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	15	lost	lose	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	16	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	17	passion	passion	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	18	for	for	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	19	learning	learn	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	20	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	21	for	for	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	22	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	23	school	school	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	24	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	25	shocked	shock	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	26	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	27	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	28	had	have	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	29	let	let	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	30	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	31	get	get	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	32	so	so	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	33	tied	tie	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	34	up	up	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	35	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	36	a	a	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	37	situation	situation	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	38	that	that	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	39	was	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	40	never	never	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	41	real	real	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	42	or	or	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	43	meant	mean	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	44	for	for	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	45	me	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	20	46	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	2	felt	feel	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	3	numb	numb	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	4	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	5	walking	walk	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	6	through	through	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	7	each	each	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	8	day	day	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	9	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	10	a	a	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	11	daze	daze	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	12	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	13	detached	detach	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	14	from	from	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	15	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	16	school	school	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	17	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	18	digging	dig	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	19	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	20	into	into	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	21	an	an	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	22	even	even	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	23	deeper	deep	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	24	hole	hole	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	25	than	than	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	26	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	27	had	have	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	28	started	start	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	29	out	out	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	30	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	21	31	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	1	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	2	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	3	had	have	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	4	genuinely	genuinely	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	5	been	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	6	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	7	epitome	epitome	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	8	of	of	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	9	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	10	hopes	hope	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	11	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	12	dreams	dream	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	13	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	14	as	as	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	15	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	16	spent	spend	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	17	every	every	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	18	day	day	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	19	prior	prior	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	20	living	live	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	21	with	with	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	22	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	23	anticipation	anticipation	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	24	of	of	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	25	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	26	days	day	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	27	where	where	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	28	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	29	would	would	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	30	find	find	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	31	happiness	happiness	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	32	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	33	fulfillment	fulfillment	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	22	34	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	23	1	instead	instead	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	23	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	23	3	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	23	4	was	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	23	5	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	23	6	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	23	7	first	first	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	23	8	semester	semester	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	23	9	of	of	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	23	10	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	23	11	freshman	freshman	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	23	12	year	year	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	23	13	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	23	14	feeling	feel	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	23	15	nothing	nothing	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	23	16	but	but	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	23	17	depression	depression	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	23	18	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	23	19	hatred	hatred	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	23	20	for	for	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	23	21	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	23	22	school	school	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	23	23	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	2	even	even	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	3	called	call	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	4	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	5	parents	parent	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	6	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	7	telling	tell	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	8	them	they	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	9	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	10	wanted	want	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	11	to	to	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	12	transfer	transfer	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	13	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	14	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	15	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	16	was	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	17	not	not	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	18	what	what	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	19	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	20	had	have	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	21	thought	think	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	22	it	it	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	23	would	would	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	24	be	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	25	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	26	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	27	was	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	28	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	29	happy	happy	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	30	with	with	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	31	what	what	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	32	it	it	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	33	was	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	24	34	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	25	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	25	2	went	go	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	25	3	home	home	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	25	4	on	on	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	25	5	christmas	christmas	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	25	6	break	break	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	25	7	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	25	8	filled	fill	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	25	9	out	out	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	25	10	several	several	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	25	11	transfer	transfer	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	25	12	applications	application	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	25	13	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	25	14	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	25	15	settled	settle	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	25	16	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	25	17	to	to	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	25	18	do	do	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	25	19	some	some	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	25	20	deep	deep	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	25	21	thinking	thinking	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	25	22	about	about	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	25	23	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	25	24	upcoming	upcoming	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	25	25	decision	decision	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	25	26	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	1	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	2	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	3	reflection	reflection	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	4	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	5	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	6	was	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	7	struck	strike	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	8	by	by	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	9	a	a	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	10	revelation	revelation	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	11	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	12	realizing	realize	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	13	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	14	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	15	was	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	16	not	not	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	17	unhappy	unhappy	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	18	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	19	of	of	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	20	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	21	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	22	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	23	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	24	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	25	of	of	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	26	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	27	expectations	expectation	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	28	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	29	had	have	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	30	held	hold	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	31	based	base	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	32	on	on	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	33	an	an	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	34	experience	experience	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	35	that	that	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	36	was	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	37	never	never	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	38	meant	mean	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	39	to	to	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	40	be	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	41	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	42	own	own	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	26	43	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	27	1	coming	come	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	27	2	home	home	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	27	3	showed	show	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	27	4	me	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	27	5	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	27	6	deeply	deeply	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	27	7	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	27	8	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	27	9	had	have	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	27	10	changed	change	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	27	11	me	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	27	12	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	27	13	as	as	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	27	14	family	family	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	27	15	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	27	16	friends	friend	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	27	17	remarked	remark	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	27	18	on	on	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	27	19	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	27	20	different	different	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	27	21	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	27	22	more	more	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	27	23	adult	adult	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	27	24	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	27	25	had	have	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	27	26	grown	grow	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	27	27	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	28	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	28	2	realized	realize	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	28	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	28	4	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	28	5	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	28	6	was	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	28	7	fulfilling	fulfil	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	28	8	me	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	28	9	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	28	10	just	just	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	28	11	not	not	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	28	12	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	28	13	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	28	14	ways	way	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	28	15	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	28	16	had	have	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	28	17	imagined	imagine	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	28	18	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	29	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	29	2	felt	felt	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	29	3	inspired	inspire	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	29	4	by	by	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	29	5	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	29	6	realization	realization	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	29	7	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	29	8	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	29	9	had	have	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	29	10	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	29	11	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	29	12	made	make	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	29	13	a	a	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	29	14	pact	pact	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	29	15	that	that	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	29	16	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	29	17	wrote	write	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	29	18	on	on	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	29	19	a	a	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	29	20	notecard	notecard	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	29	21	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	29	22	keep	keep	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	29	23	within	within	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	29	24	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	29	25	desk	desk	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	29	26	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	1	every	every	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	2	day	day	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	3	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	4	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	5	was	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	6	able	able	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	7	to	to	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	8	read	read	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	9	it	it	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	10	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	11	remind	remind	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	12	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	13	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	14	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	15	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	16	will	will	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	17	work	work	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	18	to	to	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	19	find	find	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	20	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	21	light	light	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	22	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	23	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	24	dark	dark	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	25	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	26	searching	search	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	27	for	for	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	28	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	29	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	30	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	31	struggle	struggle	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	32	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	33	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	34	love	love	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	35	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	36	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	37	hatred	hatred	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	30	38	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	31	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	31	2	will	will	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	31	3	surround	surround	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	31	4	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	31	5	with	with	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	31	6	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	31	7	who	who	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	31	8	uplift	uplift	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	31	9	me	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	31	10	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	31	11	leaning	lean	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	31	12	into	into	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	31	13	their	their	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	31	14	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	31	15	-	-	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	31	16	giving	give	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	31	17	love	love	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	31	18	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	32	1	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	32	2	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	32	3	have	have	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	32	4	no	no	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	32	5	one	one	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	32	6	to	to	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	32	7	lean	lean	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	32	8	on	on	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	32	9	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	32	10	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	32	11	will	will	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	32	12	give	give	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	32	13	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	32	14	struggle	struggle	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	32	15	to	to	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	32	16	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	32	17	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	32	18	he	he	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	32	19	who	who	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	32	20	has	have	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	32	21	a	a	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	32	22	plan	plan	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	32	23	greater	great	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	32	24	than	than	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	32	25	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	32	26	can	can	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	32	27	know	know	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	32	28	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	32	29	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	33	1	this	this	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	33	2	mission	mission	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	33	3	statement	statement	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	33	4	is	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	33	5	particularly	particularly	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	33	6	applicable	applicable	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	33	7	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	33	8	notre	notre	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	33	9	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	33	10	made	make	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	33	11	me	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	33	12	realize	realize	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	33	13	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	33	14	what	what	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	33	15	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	33	16	thought	think	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	33	17	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	33	18	would	would	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	33	19	value	value	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	33	20	about	about	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	33	21	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	33	22	school	school	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	33	23	is	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	33	24	not	not	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	33	25	what	what	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	33	26	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	33	27	would	would	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	33	28	’ve	’ve	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	33	29	expected	expect	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	33	30	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	2	thought	think	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	3	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	4	would	would	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	5	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	6	all	all	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	7	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	8	same	same	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	9	things	thing	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	10	as	as	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	11	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	12	parents	parent	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	13	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	14	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	15	instead	instead	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	16	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	17	experienced	experience	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	18	a	a	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	19	whole	whole	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	20	new	new	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	21	reality	reality	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	22	that	that	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	23	gave	give	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	24	me	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	25	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	26	tools	tool	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	27	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	28	needed	need	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	29	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	30	not	not	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	31	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	32	tools	tool	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	33	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	34	would	would	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	35	’ve	’ve	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	36	thought	think	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	37	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	38	’d	’d	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	39	need	need	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	34	40	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	35	1	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	35	2	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	35	3	time	time	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	35	4	at	at	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	35	5	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	35	6	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	35	7	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	35	8	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	35	9	was	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	35	10	finally	finally	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	35	11	able	able	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	35	12	to	to	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	35	13	find	find	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	35	14	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	35	15	friends	friend	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	35	16	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	35	17	had	have	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	35	18	been	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	35	19	searching	search	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	35	20	for	for	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	35	21	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	36	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	36	2	had	have	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	36	3	imagined	imagine	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	36	4	time	time	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	36	5	at	at	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	36	6	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	36	7	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	36	8	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	36	9	entire	entire	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	36	10	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	36	11	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	36	12	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	36	13	thought	think	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	36	14	about	about	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	36	15	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	36	16	development	development	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	36	17	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	36	18	would	would	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	36	19	experience	experience	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	36	20	on	on	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	36	21	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	36	22	own	own	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	36	23	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	37	1	instead	instead	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	37	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	37	3	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	37	4	was	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	37	5	shown	show	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	37	6	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	37	7	truest	true	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	37	8	form	form	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	37	9	of	of	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	37	10	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	37	11	through	through	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	37	12	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	37	13	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	37	14	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	37	15	met	meet	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	37	16	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	38	1	these	these	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	38	2	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	38	3	inspire	inspire	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	38	4	me	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	38	5	daily	daily	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	38	6	to	to	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	38	7	be	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	38	8	truthful	truthful	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	38	9	to	to	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	38	10	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	38	11	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	38	12	uplifting	uplift	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	38	13	me	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	38	14	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	38	15	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	38	16	’m	’m	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	38	17	down	down	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	38	18	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	38	19	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	38	20	showing	show	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	38	21	me	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	38	22	love	love	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	38	23	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	38	24	loyalty	loyalty	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	38	25	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	38	26	times	time	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	38	27	are	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	38	28	tough	tough	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	38	29	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	39	1	through	through	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	39	2	their	their	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	39	3	relationship	relationship	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	39	4	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	39	5	unconditional	unconditional	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	39	6	friendship	friendship	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	39	7	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	39	8	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	39	9	have	have	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	39	10	been	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	39	11	able	able	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	39	12	to	to	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	39	13	come	come	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	39	14	into	into	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	39	15	a	a	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	39	16	new	new	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	39	17	side	side	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	39	18	of	of	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	39	19	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	39	20	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	40	1	this	this	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	40	2	is	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	40	3	a	a	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	40	4	person	person	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	40	5	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	40	6	love	love	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	40	7	being	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	40	8	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	40	9	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	40	10	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	40	11	credit	credit	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	40	12	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	40	13	development	development	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	40	14	entirely	entirely	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	40	15	to	to	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	40	16	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	40	17	new	new	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	40	18	friendships	friendship	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	40	19	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	40	20	have	have	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	40	21	made	make	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	40	22	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	1	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	2	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	3	future	future	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	4	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	5	it	it	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	6	is	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	7	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	8	mission	mission	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	9	to	to	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	10	ensure	ensure	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	11	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	12	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	13	maintain	maintain	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	14	these	these	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	15	kinds	kind	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	16	of	of	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	17	friendships	friendship	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	18	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	19	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	20	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	21	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	22	ones	one	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	23	that	that	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	24	fulfill	fulfill	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	25	me	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	26	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	27	challenge	challenge	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	28	me	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	29	to	to	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	30	be	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	31	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	32	best	good	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	33	version	version	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	34	of	of	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	35	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	41	36	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	42	1	additionally	additionally	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	42	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	42	3	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	42	4	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	42	5	gave	give	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	42	6	me	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	42	7	a	a	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	42	8	new	new	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	42	9	relationship	relationship	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	42	10	with	with	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	42	11	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	42	12	that	that	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	42	13	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	42	14	never	never	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	42	15	would	would	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	42	16	’ve	’ve	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	42	17	expected	expect	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	42	18	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	1	growing	grow	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	2	up	up	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	3	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	4	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	5	had	have	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	6	a	a	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	7	relationship	relationship	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	8	with	with	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	9	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	10	;	;	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	11	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	12	went	go	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	13	to	to	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	14	church	church	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	15	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	16	catholic	catholic	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	17	school	school	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	18	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	19	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	20	prayed	pray	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	21	somewhat	somewhat	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	22	frequently	frequently	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	23	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	24	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	25	still	still	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	26	felt	feel	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	27	overall	overall	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	28	disconnected	disconnect	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	29	from	from	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	30	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	43	31	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	44	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	44	2	struggled	struggle	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	44	3	to	to	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	44	4	see	see	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	44	5	his	his	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	44	6	presence	presence	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	44	7	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	44	8	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	44	9	daily	daily	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	44	10	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	44	11	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	44	12	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	44	13	thought	think	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	44	14	his	his	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	44	15	role	role	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	44	16	was	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	44	17	overall	overall	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	44	18	irrelevant	irrelevant	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	44	19	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	45	1	however	however	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	45	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	45	3	upon	upon	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	45	4	coming	come	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	45	5	to	to	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	45	6	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	45	7	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	45	8	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	45	9	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	45	10	saw	see	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	45	11	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	45	12	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	45	13	this	this	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	45	14	place	place	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	45	15	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	45	16	its	its	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	45	17	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	45	18	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	46	1	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	46	2	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	46	3	draws	draw	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	46	4	a	a	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	46	5	community	community	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	46	6	full	full	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	46	7	of	of	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	46	8	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	46	9	who	who	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	46	10	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	46	11	their	their	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	46	12	joy	joy	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	46	13	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	46	14	celebration	celebration	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	46	15	of	of	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	46	16	differences	difference	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	46	17	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	46	18	embody	embody	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	46	19	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	46	20	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	46	21	his	his	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	46	22	message	message	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	46	23	of	of	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	46	24	inclusion	inclusion	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	46	25	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	46	26	love	love	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	46	27	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	1	while	while	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	2	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	3	first	first	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	4	felt	feel	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	5	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	6	presence	presence	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	7	of	of	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	8	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	9	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	10	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	11	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	12	to	to	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	13	be	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	14	absent	absent	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	15	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	16	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	17	now	now	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	18	can	can	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	19	lean	lean	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	20	on	on	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	21	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	22	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	23	his	his	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	24	works	work	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	25	to	to	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	26	support	support	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	27	me	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	28	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	29	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	30	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	31	lost	lost	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	32	or	or	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	33	empty	empty	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	47	34	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	1	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	2	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	3	has	have	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	4	given	give	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	5	me	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	6	that	that	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	7	gift	gift	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	8	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	9	another	another	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	10	key	key	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	11	aspect	aspect	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	12	of	of	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	13	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	14	mission	mission	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	15	statement	statement	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	16	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	17	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	18	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	19	can	can	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	20	trust	trust	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	21	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	22	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	23	to	to	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	24	lead	lead	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	25	me	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	26	out	out	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	27	of	of	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	28	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	29	dark	dark	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	30	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	31	he	he	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	32	has	have	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	33	knowledge	knowledge	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	34	of	of	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	35	a	a	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	36	plan	plan	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	37	greater	great	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	38	than	than	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	39	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	40	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	41	can	can	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	42	know	know	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	48	43	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	49	1	while	while	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	49	2	it	it	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	49	3	was	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	49	4	hard	hard	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	49	5	for	for	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	49	6	me	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	49	7	to	to	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	49	8	see	see	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	49	9	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	49	10	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	49	11	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	49	12	has	have	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	49	13	helped	help	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	49	14	me	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	49	15	grow	grow	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	49	16	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	49	17	wisdom	wisdom	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	49	18	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	49	19	joy	joy	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	49	20	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	49	21	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	49	22	hidden	hidden	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	49	23	ways	way	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	49	24	that	that	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	49	25	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	49	26	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	49	27	was	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	49	28	not	not	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	49	29	expecting	expect	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	49	30	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	50	1	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	50	2	university	university	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	50	3	shaped	shape	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	50	4	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	50	5	surprised	surprise	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	50	6	me	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	50	7	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	50	8	readjusting	readjust	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	50	9	what	what	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	50	10	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	50	11	valued	value	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	50	12	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	50	13	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	50	14	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	50	15	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	50	16	showing	show	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	50	17	me	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	50	18	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	50	19	to	to	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	50	20	live	live	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	50	21	a	a	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	50	22	well	well	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	50	23	-	-	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	50	24	lived	live	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	50	25	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	50	26	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	51	1	as	as	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	51	2	implied	imply	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	51	3	in	in	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	51	4	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	51	5	mission	mission	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	51	6	statement	statement	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	51	7	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	51	8	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	51	9	learned	learn	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	51	10	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	51	11	struggle	struggle	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	51	12	is	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	51	13	not	not	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	51	14	uncommon	uncommon	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	51	15	;	;	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	51	16	it	it	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	51	17	’s	’	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	51	18	okay	okay	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	51	19	to	to	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	51	20	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	51	21	dark	dark	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	51	22	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	51	23	alone	alone	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	51	24	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	52	1	however	however	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	52	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	52	3	it	it	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	52	4	is	be	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	52	5	more	more	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	52	6	important	important	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	52	7	to	to	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	52	8	realize	realize	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	52	9	what	what	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	52	10	can	can	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	52	11	pull	pull	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	52	12	you	you	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	52	13	out	out	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	52	14	of	of	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	52	15	that	that	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	52	16	darkness	darkness	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	52	17	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	52	18	namely	namely	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	52	19	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	52	20	love	love	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	52	21	of	of	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	52	22	friends	friend	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	52	23	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	52	24	love	love	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	52	25	of	of	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	52	26	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	52	27	lord	lord	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	52	28	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	1	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	2	dame	dame	PROPN
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	3	showed	show	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	4	me	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	5	what	what	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	6	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	7	value	value	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	8	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	9	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	10	it	it	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	11	will	will	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	12	shape	shape	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	13	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	14	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	15	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	16	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	17	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	18	little	little	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	19	reminder	reminder	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	20	i	i	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	21	wrote	write	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	22	on	on	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	23	that	that	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	24	note	note	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	25	card	card	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	26	will	will	AUX
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	27	serve	serve	VERB
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	28	as	as	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	29	a	a	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	30	mission	mission	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	31	statement	statement	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	32	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	33	not	not	PART
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	34	only	only	ADV
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	35	for	for	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	36	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	37	next	next	ADJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	38	three	three	NUM
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	39	years	year	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	40	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	41	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	42	for	for	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	43	the	the	DET
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	44	remainder	remainder	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	45	of	of	ADP
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	46	my	my	PRON
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	47	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00060-2021_09	53	48	.	.	PUNCT