id	sid	tid	token	lemma	pos
reflection_00011-2021_09	1	1	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	1	2	’s	’s	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	1	3	plan	plan	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	1	4	:	:	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	1	5	the	the	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	1	6	struggle	struggle	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	1	7	of	of	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	1	8	comparison	comparison	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	1	9	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	1	10	hopelessness	hopelessness	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	1	11	root	root	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	1	12	belief	belief	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	1	13	1	1	NUM
reflection_00011-2021_09	1	14	:	:	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	1	15	comparison	comparison	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	1	16	can	can	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	1	17	be	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	1	18	combatted	combat	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	1	19	with	with	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	1	20	mindfulness	mindfulness	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	1	21	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	1	transitioning	transition	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	2	to	to	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	3	college	college	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	4	is	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	5	different	different	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	6	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	7	more	more	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	8	or	or	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	9	less	less	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	10	difficult	difficult	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	11	for	for	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	12	nearly	nearly	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	13	every	every	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	14	individual	individual	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	15	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	16	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	17	for	for	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	18	me	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	19	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	20	it	it	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	21	was	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	22	especially	especially	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	23	challenging	challenging	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	24	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	25	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	26	came	come	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	27	in	in	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	28	with	with	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	29	too	too	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	30	many	many	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	31	expectations	expectation	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	2	32	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	2	thought	think	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	4	it	it	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	5	would	would	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	6	be	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	7	a	a	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	8	piece	piece	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	9	of	of	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	10	cake	cake	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	11	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	12	apply	apply	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	13	for	for	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	14	summer	summer	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	15	programs	program	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	16	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	17	balance	balance	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	18	a	a	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	19	social	social	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	20	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	21	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	22	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	23	get	get	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	24	involved	involve	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	25	with	with	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	26	clubs	club	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	27	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	28	was	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	29	going	go	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	30	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	31	commit	commit	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	32	to	to	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	33	right	right	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	34	off	off	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	35	the	the	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	36	bat	bat	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	3	37	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	1	however	however	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	3	as	as	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	4	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	5	actually	actually	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	6	sat	sit	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	7	down	down	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	8	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	9	write	write	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	10	those	those	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	11	long	long	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	12	application	application	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	13	essays	essay	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	14	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	15	planned	plan	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	16	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	17	outfits	outfit	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	18	for	for	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	19	the	the	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	20	next	next	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	21	football	football	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	22	game	game	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	23	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	24	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	25	club	club	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	26	-	-	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	27	hopped	hop	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	28	-a	-a	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	29	bit	bit	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	30	confused	confused	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	31	in	in	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	32	regards	regard	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	33	to	to	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	34	what	what	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	35	clubs	club	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	36	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	37	’m	’m	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	38	actually	actually	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	39	interested	interested	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	40	in	in	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	41	joining	join	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	42	-i	-i	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	43	realized	realize	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	44	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	45	these	these	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	46	immediate	immediate	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	47	expectations	expectation	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	48	were	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	49	definitely	definitely	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	50	not	not	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	51	the	the	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	52	case	case	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	4	53	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	5	1	often	often	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	5	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	5	3	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	5	4	experienced	experience	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	5	5	what	what	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	5	6	bergmann	bergmann	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	5	7	did	do	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	5	8	in	in	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	5	9	the	the	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	5	10	sense	sense	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	5	11	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	5	12	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	5	13	also	also	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	5	14	spent	spend	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	5	15	time	time	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	5	16	on	on	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	5	17	social	social	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	5	18	media	medium	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	5	19	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	5	20	compare	compare	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	5	21	what	what	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	5	22	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	5	23	college	college	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	5	24	experience	experience	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	5	25	looked	look	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	5	26	like	like	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	5	27	to	to	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	5	28	others	other	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	5	29	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	2	wasted	waste	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	3	so	so	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	4	much	much	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	5	time	time	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	6	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	7	determining	determine	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	8	whether	whether	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	9	their	their	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	10	college	college	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	11	looked	look	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	12	like	like	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	13	more	more	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	14	fun	fun	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	15	than	than	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	16	[	[	X
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	17	mine	mine	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	18	]	]	X
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	19	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	20	if	if	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	21	they	they	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	22	had	have	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	23	made	make	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	24	more	more	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	25	friends	friend	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	26	than	than	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	27	[	[	X
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	28	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	29	]	]	X
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	30	had	have	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	31	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	32	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	33	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	34	they	they	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	35	were	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	36	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	37	just	just	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	38	meaningless	meaningless	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	39	justifications	justification	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	40	for	for	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	41	[	[	X
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	42	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	43	]	]	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	44	unhappiness	unhappiness	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	45	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	46	(	(	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	47	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	48	advice	advice	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	49	from	from	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	50	a	a	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	51	formerly	formerly	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	52	lonely	lonely	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	53	college	college	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	54	student	student	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	55	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	56	by	by	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	57	emery	emery	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	58	bergmann	bergmann	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	59	moreau	moreau	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	60	fye	fye	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	61	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	62	9	9	NUM
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	63	)	)	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	6	64	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	1	despite	despite	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	2	the	the	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	3	advice	advice	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	4	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	5	received	receive	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	6	from	from	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	7	upperclassmen	upperclassman	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	8	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	9	avoid	avoid	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	10	this	this	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	11	mindset	mindset	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	12	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	13	express	express	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	14	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	15	feelings	feeling	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	16	of	of	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	17	disappointment	disappointment	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	18	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	19	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	20	still	still	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	21	compared	compare	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	22	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	23	experience	experience	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	24	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	25	struggles	struggle	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	26	as	as	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	27	a	a	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	28	freshman	freshman	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	29	to	to	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	30	others	other	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	31	’	'	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	7	32	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	8	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	8	2	had	have	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	8	3	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	8	4	actually	actually	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	8	5	see	see	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	8	6	the	the	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	8	7	negative	negative	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	8	8	impacts	impact	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	8	9	of	of	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	8	10	expectations	expectation	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	8	11	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	8	12	comparison	comparison	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	8	13	weigh	weigh	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	8	14	down	down	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	8	15	on	on	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	8	16	me	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	8	17	before	before	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	8	18	actually	actually	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	8	19	taking	take	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	8	20	steps	step	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	8	21	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	8	22	stop	stop	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	8	23	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	8	24	negative	negative	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	8	25	behavior	behavior	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	8	26	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	9	1	however	however	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	9	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	9	3	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	9	4	also	also	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	9	5	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	9	6	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	9	7	learning	learn	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	9	8	this	this	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	9	9	lesson	lesson	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	9	10	the	the	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	9	11	hard	hard	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	9	12	way	way	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	9	13	strengthened	strengthen	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	9	14	me	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	9	15	in	in	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	9	16	the	the	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	9	17	best	good	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	9	18	way	way	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	9	19	possible	possible	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	9	20	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	1	kirsten	kirsten	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	2	states	state	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	3	through	through	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	4	her	her	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	5	kintsugi	kintsugi	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	6	workshop	workshop	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	7	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	8	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	9	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	10	want	want	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	11	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	12	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	13	also	also	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	14	know	know	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	15	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	16	their	their	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	17	hearts	heart	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	18	are	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	19	breakable	breakable	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	20	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	21	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	22	it	it	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	23	’s	’	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	24	a	a	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	25	very	very	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	26	good	good	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	27	thing	thing	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	28	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	29	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	30	it	it	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	31	’s	’	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	32	worth	worth	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	33	celebrating	celebrate	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	34	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	35	it	it	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	36	allows	allow	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	37	you	you	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	38	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	39	grow	grow	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	40	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	41	expand	expand	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	42	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	43	(	(	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	44	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	45	women	woman	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	46	find	find	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	47	healing	healing	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	48	through	through	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	49	kinstugi	kinstugi	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	50	workshop	workshop	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	51	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	52	by	by	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	53	the	the	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	54	grotto	grotto	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	55	moreau	moreau	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	56	fye	fye	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	57	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	58	10	10	NUM
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	59	)	)	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	10	60	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	1	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	2	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	3	experienced	experience	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	4	the	the	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	5	heartbreak	heartbreak	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	6	of	of	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	7	comparing	compare	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	8	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	9	to	to	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	10	others	other	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	11	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	12	all	all	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	13	the	the	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	14	unground	unground	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	15	expectations	expectation	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	16	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	17	had	have	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	18	formed	form	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	19	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	20	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	21	realized	realize	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	22	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	23	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	24	heart	heart	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	25	was	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	26	indeed	indeed	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	27	mendable	mendable	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	28	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	29	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	30	all	all	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	31	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	32	had	have	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	33	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	34	do	do	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	35	was	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	36	have	have	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	37	a	a	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	38	more	more	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	39	rational	rational	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	40	mindset	mindset	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	11	41	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	1	yes	yes	INTJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	3	perhaps	perhaps	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	4	forming	form	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	5	expectations	expectation	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	6	is	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	7	not	not	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	8	something	something	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	9	that	that	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	10	you	you	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	11	can	can	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	12	consciously	consciously	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	13	prevent	prevent	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	14	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	15	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	16	the	the	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	17	more	more	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	18	cognizant	cognizant	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	19	you	you	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	20	are	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	21	of	of	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	22	your	your	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	23	expectations	expectation	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	24	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	25	irrational	irrational	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	26	thoughts	thought	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	27	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	28	the	the	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	29	better	well	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	30	you	you	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	31	are	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	32	at	at	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	33	appreciating	appreciate	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	34	the	the	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	35	present	present	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	36	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	37	focusing	focus	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	38	on	on	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	39	yourself	yourself	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	12	40	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	1	by	by	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	2	the	the	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	3	end	end	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	4	of	of	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	5	freshman	freshman	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	6	year	year	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	7	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	8	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	9	anticipate	anticipate	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	10	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	11	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	12	might	might	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	13	still	still	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	14	struggle	struggle	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	15	with	with	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	16	a	a	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	17	comparison	comparison	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	18	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	19	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	20	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	21	would	would	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	22	like	like	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	23	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	24	be	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	25	able	able	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	26	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	27	say	say	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	28	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	29	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	30	no	no	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	31	longer	long	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	32	see	see	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	33	social	social	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	34	media	medium	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	35	as	as	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	36	a	a	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	37	tool	tool	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	38	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	39	compare	compare	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	40	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	41	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	42	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	43	experiences	experience	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	44	to	to	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	45	others	other	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	46	;	;	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	47	rather	rather	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	48	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	49	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	50	would	would	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	51	like	like	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	52	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	53	use	use	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	54	it	it	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	55	solely	solely	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	56	as	as	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	57	a	a	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	58	tool	tool	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	59	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	60	share	share	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	61	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	62	experiences	experience	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	63	with	with	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	64	those	those	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	65	that	that	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	66	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	67	love	love	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	68	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	69	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	70	see	see	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	71	the	the	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	72	lives	life	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	73	of	of	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	74	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	75	friends	friend	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	76	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	77	family	family	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	78	evolve	evolve	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	79	while	while	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	80	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	81	do	do	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	82	so	so	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	13	83	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	2	will	will	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	3	make	make	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	4	it	it	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	5	a	a	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	6	goal	goal	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	7	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	8	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	9	every	every	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	10	time	time	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	11	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	12	open	open	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	13	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	14	social	social	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	15	media	medium	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	16	apps	app	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	17	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	18	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	19	mindfully	mindfully	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	20	ask	ask	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	21	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	22	if	if	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	23	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	24	am	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	25	using	use	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	26	it	it	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	27	for	for	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	28	the	the	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	29	sole	sole	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	30	purpose	purpose	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	31	of	of	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	32	comparison	comparison	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	33	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	34	if	if	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	35	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	36	am	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	37	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	38	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	39	change	change	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	40	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	41	behavior	behavior	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	42	immediately	immediately	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	14	43	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	15	1	just	just	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	15	2	like	like	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	15	3	harnessing	harness	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	15	4	intuitive	intuitive	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	15	5	eating	eating	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	15	6	or	or	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	15	7	meditation	meditation	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	15	8	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	15	9	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	15	10	plan	plan	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	15	11	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	15	12	have	have	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	15	13	more	more	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	15	14	self	self	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	15	15	-	-	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	15	16	control	control	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	15	17	in	in	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	15	18	this	this	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	15	19	aspect	aspect	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	15	20	of	of	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	15	21	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	15	22	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	15	23	through	through	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	15	24	mindfulness	mindfulness	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	15	25	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	16	1	root	root	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	16	2	belief	belief	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	16	3	2	2	NUM
reflection_00011-2021_09	16	4	:	:	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	16	5	hopeless	hopeless	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	16	6	brings	bring	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	16	7	about	about	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	16	8	dark	dark	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	16	9	periods	period	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	16	10	in	in	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	16	11	one	one	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	16	12	’s	’s	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	16	13	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	16	14	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	16	15	can	can	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	16	16	be	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	16	17	prevented	prevent	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	16	18	by	by	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	16	19	trusting	trust	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	16	20	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	16	21	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	17	1	stepping	step	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	17	2	onto	onto	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	17	3	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	17	4	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	17	5	’s	’s	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	17	6	campus	campus	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	17	7	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	17	8	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	17	9	arguably	arguably	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	17	10	even	even	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	17	11	during	during	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	17	12	the	the	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	17	13	summer	summer	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	17	14	beforehand	beforehand	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	17	15	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	17	16	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	17	17	already	already	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	17	18	knew	know	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	17	19	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	17	20	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	17	21	was	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	17	22	quite	quite	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	17	23	burnt	burn	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	17	24	out	out	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	17	25	from	from	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	17	26	high	high	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	17	27	school	school	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	17	28	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	1	perhaps	perhaps	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	2	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	3	would	would	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	4	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	5	have	have	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	6	been	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	7	burnt	burn	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	8	out	out	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	9	if	if	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	10	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	11	had	have	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	12	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	13	experienced	experience	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	14	distance	distance	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	15	learning	learning	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	16	;	;	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	17	however	however	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	18	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	19	the	the	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	20	obscene	obscene	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	21	workload	workload	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	22	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	23	teachers	teacher	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	24	gave	give	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	25	despite	despite	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	26	students	student	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	27	’	’	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	28	mental	mental	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	29	drain	drain	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	30	from	from	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	31	being	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	32	in	in	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	33	class	class	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	34	on	on	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	35	zoom	zoom	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	36	all	all	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	37	day	day	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	38	did	do	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	39	not	not	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	40	help	help	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	41	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	42	senioritis	senioritis	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	18	43	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	19	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	19	2	started	start	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	19	3	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	19	4	resent	resent	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	19	5	school	school	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	19	6	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	19	7	forgot	forget	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	19	8	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	19	9	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	19	10	take	take	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	19	11	fulfilling	fulfilling	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	19	12	breaks	break	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	19	13	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	20	1	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	20	2	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	20	3	came	come	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	20	4	to	to	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	20	5	campus	campus	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	20	6	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	20	7	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	20	8	roommate	roommate	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	20	9	told	tell	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	20	10	me	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	20	11	she	she	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	20	12	did	do	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	20	13	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	20	14	even	even	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	20	15	experience	experience	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	20	16	distance	distance	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	20	17	learning	learning	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	20	18	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	20	19	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	20	20	say	say	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	20	21	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	20	22	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	20	23	envied	envy	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	20	24	her	she	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	20	25	would	would	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	20	26	be	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	20	27	an	an	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	20	28	understatement	understatement	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	20	29	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	21	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	21	2	was	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	21	3	so	so	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	21	4	envious	envious	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	21	5	of	of	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	21	6	her	she	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	21	7	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	21	8	she	she	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	21	9	obviously	obviously	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	21	10	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	21	11	in	in	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	21	12	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	21	13	view	view	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	21	14	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	21	15	had	have	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	21	16	a	a	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	21	17	much	much	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	21	18	easier	easy	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	21	19	high	high	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	21	20	school	school	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	21	21	experience	experience	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	21	22	than	than	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	21	23	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	21	24	did	do	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	21	25	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	22	1	what	what	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	22	2	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	22	3	did	do	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	22	4	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	22	5	recognize	recognize	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	22	6	at	at	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	22	7	the	the	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	22	8	time	time	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	22	9	was	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	22	10	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	22	11	it	it	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	22	12	’s	’	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	22	13	unfair	unfair	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	22	14	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	22	15	judge	judge	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	22	16	someone	someone	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	22	17	’s	’s	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	22	18	experience	experience	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	22	19	through	through	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	22	20	comparison	comparison	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	22	21	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	1	according	accord	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	2	to	to	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	3	the	the	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	4	klau	klau	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	5	center	center	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	6	archive	archive	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	7	on	on	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	8	race	race	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	9	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	10	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	11	each	each	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	12	story	story	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	13	is	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	14	a	a	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	15	part	part	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	16	of	of	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	17	a	a	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	18	bigger	big	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	19	story	story	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	20	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	21	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	22	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	23	it	it	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	24	is	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	25	incredibly	incredibly	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	26	unfair	unfair	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	27	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	28	assume	assume	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	29	one	one	NUM
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	30	had	have	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	31	a	a	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	32	better	well	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	33	experience	experience	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	34	than	than	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	35	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	36	solely	solely	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	37	based	base	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	38	on	on	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	39	one	one	NUM
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	40	factor	factor	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	23	41	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	24	1	(	(	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	24	2	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	24	3	with	with	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	24	4	voices	voice	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	24	5	true	true	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	24	6	snapshot	snapshot	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	24	7	summary	summary	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	24	8	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	24	9	by	by	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	24	10	klau	klau	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	24	11	center	center	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	24	12	archive	archive	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	24	13	on	on	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	24	14	race	race	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	24	15	moreau	moreau	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	24	16	fye	fye	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	24	17	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	24	18	11	11	NUM
reflection_00011-2021_09	24	19	)	)	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	24	20	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	25	1	this	this	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	25	2	one	one	NUM
reflection_00011-2021_09	25	3	factor	factor	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	25	4	in	in	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	25	5	her	her	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	25	6	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	25	7	did	do	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	25	8	not	not	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	25	9	reflect	reflect	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	25	10	the	the	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	25	11	hardships	hardship	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	25	12	she	she	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	25	13	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	25	14	her	her	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	25	15	family	family	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	25	16	might	might	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	25	17	have	have	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	25	18	gone	go	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	25	19	through	through	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	25	20	during	during	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	25	21	quarantine	quarantine	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	25	22	whether	whether	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	25	23	it	it	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	25	24	be	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	25	25	an	an	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	25	26	economic	economic	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	25	27	or	or	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	25	28	social	social	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	25	29	hardship	hardship	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	25	30	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	1	all	all	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	2	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	3	can	can	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	4	do	do	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	5	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	6	or	or	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	7	what	what	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	8	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	9	should	should	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	10	have	have	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	11	done	do	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	12	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	13	during	during	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	14	quarantine	quarantine	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	15	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	16	avoid	avoid	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	17	burnout	burnout	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	18	was	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	19	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	20	practice	practice	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	21	some	some	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	22	kind	kind	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	23	of	of	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	24	hope	hope	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	25	in	in	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	26	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	27	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	28	whether	whether	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	29	it	it	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	30	be	be	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	31	through	through	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	32	journaling	journale	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	33	or	or	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	34	confiding	confide	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	35	in	in	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	36	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	37	friends	friend	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	38	about	about	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	39	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	40	personal	personal	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	41	struggles	struggle	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	42	instead	instead	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	43	of	of	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	44	feeling	feel	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	45	justified	justified	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	46	for	for	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	47	despising	despise	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	48	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	49	quarantined	quarantined	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	50	situation	situation	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	51	by	by	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	52	comparing	compare	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	53	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	54	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	55	to	to	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	56	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	57	friends	friend	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	58	’	’	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	59	lives	life	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	60	which	which	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	61	were	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	62	seemingly	seemingly	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	63	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	64	not	not	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	65	justifiably	justifiably	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	66	better	well	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	26	67	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	27	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	27	2	should	should	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	27	3	have	have	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	27	4	also	also	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	27	5	recognized	recognize	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	27	6	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	27	7	fr	fr	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	27	8	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	1	king	king	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	2	was	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	3	right	right	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	4	in	in	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	5	saying	say	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	6	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	7	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	8	in	in	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	9	both	both	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	10	light	light	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	11	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	12	shadow	shadow	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	13	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	14	the	the	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	15	cross	cross	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	16	is	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	17	christ	christ	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	18	’s	’s	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	19	gift	gift	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	20	to	to	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	21	us	we	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	22	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	23	our	our	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	24	only	only	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	25	hope	hope	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	26	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	27	(	(	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	28	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	29	hope	hope	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	30	holy	holy	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	31	cross	cross	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	32	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	33	christian	christian	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	34	education	education	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	35	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	36	by	by	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	37	fr	fr	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	28	38	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	29	1	james	james	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	29	2	b.	b.	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	29	3	king	king	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	29	4	moreau	moreau	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	29	5	fye	fye	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	29	6	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	29	7	12	12	NUM
reflection_00011-2021_09	29	8	)	)	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	29	9	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	30	1	not	not	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	30	2	only	only	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	30	3	do	do	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	30	4	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	30	5	have	have	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	30	6	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	30	7	have	have	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	30	8	hope	hope	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	30	9	for	for	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	30	10	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	30	11	future	future	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	30	12	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	30	13	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	30	14	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	30	15	also	also	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	30	16	have	have	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	30	17	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	30	18	have	have	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	30	19	hope	hope	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	30	20	for	for	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	30	21	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	30	22	’s	’s	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	30	23	plan	plan	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	30	24	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	30	25	purpose	purpose	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	30	26	for	for	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	30	27	me	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	30	28	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	2	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	4	having	have	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	5	hope	hope	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	6	in	in	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	7	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	8	own	own	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	9	future	future	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	10	is	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	11	uncertain	uncertain	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	12	as	as	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	13	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	14	hopes	hope	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	15	will	will	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	16	always	always	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	17	be	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	18	rooted	root	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	19	in	in	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	20	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	21	personal	personal	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	22	desires	desire	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	23	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	24	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	25	trusting	trust	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	26	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	27	with	with	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	28	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	29	future	future	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	30	is	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	31	the	the	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	32	most	most	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	33	realistic	realistic	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	34	expectation	expectation	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	35	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	36	have	have	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	31	37	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	32	1	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	32	2	’s	’s	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	32	3	will	will	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	32	4	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	32	5	as	as	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	32	6	long	long	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	32	7	as	as	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	32	8	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	32	9	trust	trust	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	32	10	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	32	11	pray	pray	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	32	12	to	to	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	32	13	him	he	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	32	14	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	32	15	is	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	32	16	bound	bind	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	32	17	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	32	18	come	come	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	32	19	true	true	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	32	20	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	1	by	by	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	2	developing	develop	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	3	a	a	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	4	relationship	relationship	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	5	with	with	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	6	him	he	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	7	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	8	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	9	will	will	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	10	no	no	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	11	longer	long	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	12	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	13	anxieties	anxiety	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	14	about	about	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	15	the	the	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	16	future	future	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	17	or	or	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	18	whether	whether	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	19	or	or	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	20	not	not	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	21	another	another	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	22	dark	dark	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	23	age	age	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	24	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	25	like	like	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	26	quarantine	quarantine	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	27	will	will	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	28	enter	enter	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	29	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	30	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	33	31	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	34	1	with	with	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	34	2	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	34	3	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	34	4	everything	everything	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	34	5	will	will	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	34	6	come	come	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	34	7	intro	intro	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	34	8	fruition	fruition	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	34	9	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	34	10	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	34	11	that	that	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	34	12	is	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	34	13	what	what	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	34	14	will	will	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	34	15	strive	strive	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	34	16	me	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	34	17	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	34	18	push	push	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	34	19	through	through	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	34	20	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	2	had	have	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	3	a	a	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	4	phone	phone	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	5	converstaiotn	converstaiotn	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	6	with	with	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	7	a	a	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	8	priest	priest	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	9	from	from	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	10	back	back	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	11	home	home	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	12	about	about	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	13	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	14	inner	inner	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	15	struggles	struggle	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	16	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	17	resentments	resentment	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	18	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	19	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	20	he	he	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	21	told	tell	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	22	me	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	23	something	something	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	24	simple	simple	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	25	:	:	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	26	everyday	everyday	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	27	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	28	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	29	should	should	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	30	spend	spend	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	31	10	10	NUM
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	32	minutes	minute	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	33	just	just	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	34	talking	talk	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	35	to	to	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	36	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	35	37	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	1	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	2	further	far	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	3	prevent	prevent	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	4	the	the	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	5	negative	negative	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	6	effects	effect	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	7	of	of	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	8	these	these	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	9	dark	dark	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	10	periods	period	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	11	in	in	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	12	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	13	lifeand	lifeand	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	14	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	15	instill	instill	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	16	hope	hope	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	17	in	in	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	18	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	19	heart	heart	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	20	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	21	continue	continue	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	22	pushing	push	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	23	through	through	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	24	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	25	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	26	will	will	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	27	make	make	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	28	it	it	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	29	a	a	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	30	goal	goal	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	31	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	32	spend	spend	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	33	at	at	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	34	least	least	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	35	10	10	NUM
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	36	minutes	minute	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	37	a	a	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	38	day	day	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	39	with	with	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	40	him	he	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	36	41	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	1	it	it	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	2	could	could	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	3	be	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	4	on	on	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	5	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	6	walk	walk	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	7	to	to	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	8	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	9	first	first	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	10	class	class	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	11	or	or	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	12	maybe	maybe	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	13	by	by	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	14	even	even	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	15	visiting	visit	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	16	the	the	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	17	grotto	grotto	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	18	at	at	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	19	night	night	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	20	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	21	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	22	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	23	will	will	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	24	strive	strive	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	25	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	26	be	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	27	mindful	mindful	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	28	of	of	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	29	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	30	trust	trust	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	31	in	in	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	32	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	33	’s	’s	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	34	plan	plan	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	35	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	36	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	37	intentionally	intentionally	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	38	dedicate	dedicate	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	39	those	those	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	40	10	10	NUM
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	41	minutes	minute	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	42	entirely	entirely	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	43	to	to	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	44	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	45	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	46	it	it	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	47	is	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	48	his	his	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	49	purpose	purpose	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	50	which	which	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	51	will	will	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	52	push	push	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	53	me	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	54	through	through	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	55	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	56	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	57	not	not	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	58	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	59	own	own	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	60	whims	whim	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	37	61	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	38	1	this	this	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	38	2	semester	semester	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	38	3	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	38	4	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	38	5	have	have	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	38	6	encountered	encounter	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	38	7	comparison	comparison	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	38	8	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	38	9	hopelessness	hopelessness	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	38	10	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	38	11	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	38	12	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	38	13	plan	plan	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	38	14	on	on	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	38	15	responding	respond	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	38	16	with	with	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	38	17	mindfulness	mindfulness	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	38	18	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	38	19	trust	trust	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	38	20	in	in	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	38	21	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	38	22	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	2	plan	plan	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	3	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	4	continue	continue	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	5	growing	grow	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	6	until	until	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	7	the	the	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	8	end	end	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	9	of	of	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	10	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	11	first	first	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	12	year	year	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	13	by	by	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	14	using	use	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	15	social	social	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	16	media	medium	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	17	as	as	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	18	a	a	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	19	tool	tool	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	20	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	21	share	share	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	22	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	23	experiences	experience	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	24	rather	rather	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	25	than	than	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	26	compare	compare	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	27	them	they	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	28	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	29	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	30	dedicate	dedicate	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	31	time	time	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	32	to	to	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	33	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	34	every	every	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	35	day	day	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	39	36	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	1	one	one	NUM
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	2	day	day	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	3	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	4	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	5	will	will	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	6	fully	fully	ADV
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	7	entrust	entrust	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	8	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	9	experiences	experience	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	10	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	11	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	12	struggle	struggle	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	13	to	to	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	14	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	15	knowing	know	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	16	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	17	all	all	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	18	is	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	19	according	accord	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	20	to	to	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	21	his	his	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	22	plan	plan	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	23	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	24	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	25	in	in	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	26	order	order	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	27	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	28	reach	reach	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	29	that	that	DET
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	30	day	day	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	31	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	32	i	i	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	33	must	must	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	34	be	be	AUX
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	35	cognizant	cognizant	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	36	of	of	ADP
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	37	my	my	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	38	struggles	struggle	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	39	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	40	make	make	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	41	definite	definite	ADJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	42	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	43	repeated	repeat	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	44	steps	step	NOUN
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	45	to	to	PART
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	46	reach	reach	VERB
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	47	him	he	PRON
reflection_00011-2021_09	40	48	.	.	PUNCT