id sid tid token lemma pos j9601z44135 1 1 the the DET j9601z44135 1 2 pacific pacific PROPN j9601z44135 1 3 end end NOUN j9601z44135 1 4 centers center NOUN j9601z44135 1 5 around around ADP j9601z44135 1 6 a a DET j9601z44135 1 7 young young ADJ j9601z44135 1 8 man man NOUN j9601z44135 1 9 who who PRON j9601z44135 1 10 returns return VERB j9601z44135 1 11 to to ADP j9601z44135 1 12 his his PRON j9601z44135 1 13 hometown hometown NOUN j9601z44135 1 14 and and CCONJ j9601z44135 1 15 grapples grapple NOUN j9601z44135 1 16 with with ADP j9601z44135 1 17 the the DET j9601z44135 1 18 aftermath aftermath NOUN j9601z44135 1 19 of of ADP j9601z44135 1 20 his his PRON j9601z44135 1 21 first first ADJ j9601z44135 1 22 same same ADJ j9601z44135 1 23 - - PUNCT j9601z44135 1 24 sex sex NOUN j9601z44135 1 25 relationship relationship NOUN j9601z44135 1 26 . . PUNCT j9601z44135 2 1 the the DET j9601z44135 2 2 novel novel NOUN j9601z44135 2 3 employs employ VERB j9601z44135 2 4 parallel parallel ADJ j9601z44135 2 5 timelines timeline NOUN j9601z44135 2 6 to to PART j9601z44135 2 7 delve delve VERB j9601z44135 2 8 into into ADP j9601z44135 2 9 complex complex ADJ j9601z44135 2 10 issues issue NOUN j9601z44135 2 11 related relate VERB j9601z44135 2 12 to to ADP j9601z44135 2 13 love love NOUN j9601z44135 2 14 , , PUNCT j9601z44135 2 15 sexuality sexuality NOUN j9601z44135 2 16 , , PUNCT j9601z44135 2 17 memory memory NOUN j9601z44135 2 18 , , PUNCT j9601z44135 2 19 family family NOUN j9601z44135 2 20 , , PUNCT j9601z44135 2 21 trauma trauma NOUN j9601z44135 2 22 , , PUNCT j9601z44135 2 23 and and CCONJ j9601z44135 2 24 healing.the healing.the DET j9601z44135 2 25 protagonist protagonist NOUN j9601z44135 2 26 , , PUNCT j9601z44135 2 27 caleb caleb NOUN j9601z44135 2 28 , , PUNCT j9601z44135 2 29 is be AUX j9601z44135 2 30 confronted confront VERB j9601z44135 2 31 with with ADP j9601z44135 2 32 his his PRON j9601z44135 2 33 past past NOUN j9601z44135 2 34 as as SCONJ j9601z44135 2 35 he he PRON j9601z44135 2 36 returns return VERB j9601z44135 2 37 to to ADP j9601z44135 2 38 his his PRON j9601z44135 2 39 hometown hometown NOUN j9601z44135 2 40 after after ADP j9601z44135 2 41 several several ADJ j9601z44135 2 42 years year NOUN j9601z44135 2 43 of of ADP j9601z44135 2 44 being be AUX j9601z44135 2 45 away away ADV j9601z44135 2 46 . . PUNCT j9601z44135 3 1 through through ADP j9601z44135 3 2 vivid vivid ADJ j9601z44135 3 3 and and CCONJ j9601z44135 3 4 introspective introspective ADJ j9601z44135 3 5 storytelling storytelling NOUN j9601z44135 3 6 in in ADP j9601z44135 3 7 the the DET j9601z44135 3 8 second second ADJ j9601z44135 3 9 person person NOUN j9601z44135 3 10 , , PUNCT j9601z44135 3 11 the the DET j9601z44135 3 12 novel novel NOUN j9601z44135 3 13 delves delve VERB j9601z44135 3 14 into into ADP j9601z44135 3 15 caleb caleb NOUN j9601z44135 3 16 's 's PART j9601z44135 3 17 inner inner ADJ j9601z44135 3 18 journey journey NOUN j9601z44135 3 19 as as SCONJ j9601z44135 3 20 he he PRON j9601z44135 3 21 navigates navigate VERB j9601z44135 3 22 the the DET j9601z44135 3 23 emotional emotional ADJ j9601z44135 3 24 fallout fallout NOUN j9601z44135 3 25 of of ADP j9601z44135 3 26 this this DET j9601z44135 3 27 relationship relationship NOUN j9601z44135 3 28 that that PRON j9601z44135 3 29 ended end VERB j9601z44135 3 30 in in ADP j9601z44135 3 31 heartbreak heartbreak NOUN j9601z44135 3 32 . . PUNCT j9601z44135 4 1 the the DET j9601z44135 4 2 parallel parallel ADJ j9601z44135 4 3 timelines timelines PROPN j9601z44135 4 4 interweave interweave VERB j9601z44135 4 5 caleb caleb NOUN j9601z44135 4 6 's 's PART j9601z44135 4 7 past past ADJ j9601z44135 4 8 and and CCONJ j9601z44135 4 9 present present ADJ j9601z44135 4 10 experiences experience NOUN j9601z44135 4 11 , , PUNCT j9601z44135 4 12 allowing allow VERB j9601z44135 4 13 readers reader NOUN j9601z44135 4 14 to to PART j9601z44135 4 15 witness witness VERB j9601z44135 4 16 his his PRON j9601z44135 4 17 growth growth NOUN j9601z44135 4 18 and and CCONJ j9601z44135 4 19 self self NOUN j9601z44135 4 20 - - PUNCT j9601z44135 4 21 discovery discovery NOUN j9601z44135 4 22 in in ADP j9601z44135 4 23 a a DET j9601z44135 4 24 non non ADJ j9601z44135 4 25 - - ADJ j9601z44135 4 26 linear linear ADJ j9601z44135 4 27 manner.the manner.the DET j9601z44135 4 28 novel novel NOUN j9601z44135 4 29 delves delve VERB j9601z44135 4 30 into into ADP j9601z44135 4 31 caleb caleb PROPN j9601z44135 4 32 's 's PART j9601z44135 4 33 struggles struggle NOUN j9601z44135 4 34 with with ADP j9601z44135 4 35 societal societal ADJ j9601z44135 4 36 expectations expectation NOUN j9601z44135 4 37 , , PUNCT j9601z44135 4 38 internalized internalized ADJ j9601z44135 4 39 homophobia homophobia NOUN j9601z44135 4 40 , , PUNCT j9601z44135 4 41 and and CCONJ j9601z44135 4 42 the the DET j9601z44135 4 43 impact impact NOUN j9601z44135 4 44 of of ADP j9601z44135 4 45 his his PRON j9601z44135 4 46 first first ADJ j9601z44135 4 47 love love NOUN j9601z44135 4 48 on on ADP j9601z44135 4 49 his his PRON j9601z44135 4 50 sense sense NOUN j9601z44135 4 51 of of ADP j9601z44135 4 52 self self NOUN j9601z44135 4 53 . . PUNCT j9601z44135 5 1 it it PRON j9601z44135 5 2 also also ADV j9601z44135 5 3 explores explore VERB j9601z44135 5 4 the the DET j9601z44135 5 5 complexities complexity NOUN j9601z44135 5 6 of of ADP j9601z44135 5 7 memory memory NOUN j9601z44135 5 8 and and CCONJ j9601z44135 5 9 how how SCONJ j9601z44135 5 10 our our PRON j9601z44135 5 11 perceptions perception NOUN j9601z44135 5 12 of of ADP j9601z44135 5 13 past past ADJ j9601z44135 5 14 events event NOUN j9601z44135 5 15 can can AUX j9601z44135 5 16 evolve evolve VERB j9601z44135 5 17 over over ADP j9601z44135 5 18 time time NOUN j9601z44135 5 19 . . PUNCT j9601z44135 6 1 caleb caleb PROPN j9601z44135 6 2 's 's PART j9601z44135 6 3 relationships relationship NOUN j9601z44135 6 4 with with ADP j9601z44135 6 5 family family NOUN j9601z44135 6 6 and and CCONJ j9601z44135 6 7 friends friend NOUN j9601z44135 6 8 are be AUX j9601z44135 6 9 also also ADV j9601z44135 6 10 examined examine VERB j9601z44135 6 11 , , PUNCT j9601z44135 6 12 as as SCONJ j9601z44135 6 13 he he PRON j9601z44135 6 14 confronts confront VERB j9601z44135 6 15 their their PRON j9601z44135 6 16 reactions reaction NOUN j9601z44135 6 17 to to ADP j9601z44135 6 18 his his PRON j9601z44135 6 19 sexuality sexuality NOUN j9601z44135 6 20 and and CCONJ j9601z44135 6 21 grapples grapple NOUN j9601z44135 6 22 with with ADP j9601z44135 6 23 the the DET j9601z44135 6 24 desire desire NOUN j9601z44135 6 25 for for ADP j9601z44135 6 26 acceptance acceptance NOUN j9601z44135 6 27 and and CCONJ j9601z44135 6 28 understanding.furthermore understanding.furthermore PROPN j9601z44135 6 29 , , PUNCT j9601z44135 6 30 the the DET j9601z44135 6 31 novel novel NOUN j9601z44135 6 32 delves delve VERB j9601z44135 6 33 into into ADP j9601z44135 6 34 the the DET j9601z44135 6 35 themes theme NOUN j9601z44135 6 36 of of ADP j9601z44135 6 37 trauma trauma NOUN j9601z44135 6 38 and and CCONJ j9601z44135 6 39 healing healing NOUN j9601z44135 6 40 , , PUNCT j9601z44135 6 41 as as SCONJ j9601z44135 6 42 caleb caleb NOUN j9601z44135 6 43 confronts confront VERB j9601z44135 6 44 his his PRON j9601z44135 6 45 emotional emotional ADJ j9601z44135 6 46 wounds wound NOUN j9601z44135 6 47 and and CCONJ j9601z44135 6 48 learns learn VERB j9601z44135 6 49 to to PART j9601z44135 6 50 reconcile reconcile VERB j9601z44135 6 51 with with ADP j9601z44135 6 52 his his PRON j9601z44135 6 53 past past NOUN j9601z44135 6 54 . . PUNCT j9601z44135 7 1 through through ADP j9601z44135 7 2 self self NOUN j9601z44135 7 3 - - PUNCT j9601z44135 7 4 reflection reflection NOUN j9601z44135 7 5 and and CCONJ j9601z44135 7 6 introspection introspection NOUN j9601z44135 7 7 , , PUNCT j9601z44135 7 8 caleb caleb NOUN j9601z44135 7 9 embarks embark VERB j9601z44135 7 10 on on ADP j9601z44135 7 11 a a DET j9601z44135 7 12 journey journey NOUN j9601z44135 7 13 of of ADP j9601z44135 7 14 self self NOUN j9601z44135 7 15 - - PUNCT j9601z44135 7 16 acceptance acceptance NOUN j9601z44135 7 17 , , PUNCT j9601z44135 7 18 forgiveness forgiveness NOUN j9601z44135 7 19 , , PUNCT j9601z44135 7 20 and and CCONJ j9601z44135 7 21 healing healing NOUN j9601z44135 7 22 . . PUNCT