Upon the spring of 2021 my life would be altered forever, this spring would bring the sudden passing of my grandmother and mother. The life I once knew crumbled right in front of my eyes. My mind entered a place of expanding materiality by transferring my feelings through the events that had transpired in my life. This led to a more in-depth examination of exactly how I was feeling during the moment: broken, lost, and weak. My goal was to harness and embody these feelings into this work.