CHAPTER I.



LEVITICAL.





Of late years an abundant shower of curates has fallen upon the north of

England: they lie very thick on the hills; every parish has one or more

of them; they are young enough to be very active, and ought to be doing

a great deal of good. But not of late years are we about to speak; we

are going back to the beginning of this century: late years--present

years are dusty, sunburnt, hot, arid; we will evade the noon, forget it

in siesta, pass the midday in slumber, and dream of dawn.



If you think, from this prelude, that anything like a romance is

preparing for you, reader, you never were more mistaken. Do you

anticipate sentiment, and poetry, and reverie? Do you expect passion,

and stimulus, and melodrama? Calm your expectations; reduce them to a

lowly standard. Something real, cool, and solid lies before you;

something unromantic as Monday morning, when all who have work wake with

the consciousness that they must rise and betake themselves thereto. It

is not positively affirmed that you shall not have a taste of the

exciting, perhaps towards the middle and close of the meal, but it is

resolved that the first dish set upon the table shall be one that a

Catholic--ay, even an Anglo-Catholic--might eat on Good Friday in

Passion Week: it shall be cold lentils and vinegar without oil; it shall

be unleavened bread with bitter herbs, and no roast lamb.



Of late years, I say, an abundant shower of curates has fallen upon the

north of England; but in eighteen-hundred-eleven-twelve that affluent

rain had not descended. Curates were scarce then: there was no Pastoral

Aid--no Additional Curates' Society to stretch a helping hand to

worn-out old rectors and incumbents, and give them the wherewithal to

pay a vigorous young colleague from Oxford or Cambridge. The present

successors of the apostles, disciples of Dr. Pusey and tools of the

Propaganda, were at that time being hatched under cradle-blankets, or

undergoing regeneration by nursery-baptism in wash-hand basins. You

could not have guessed by looking at any one of them that the

Italian-ironed double frills of its net-cap surrounded the brows of a

preordained, specially-sanctified successor of St. Paul, St. Peter, or

St. John; nor could you have foreseen in the folds of its long

night-gown the white surplice in which it was hereafter cruelly to

exercise the souls of its parishioners, and strangely to nonplus its

old-fashioned vicar by flourishing aloft in a pulpit the shirt-like

raiment which had never before waved higher than the reading-desk.



Yet even in those days of scarcity there were curates: the precious

plant was rare, but it might be found. A certain favoured district in

the West Riding of Yorkshire could boast three rods of Aaron blossoming

within a circuit of twenty miles. You shall see them, reader. Step into

this neat garden-house on the skirts of Whinbury, walk forward into the

little parlour. There they are at dinner. Allow me to introduce them to

you: Mr. Donne, curate of Whinbury; Mr. Malone, curate of Briarfield;

Mr. Sweeting, curate of Nunnely. These are Mr. Donne's lodgings, being

the habitation of one John Gale, a small clothier. Mr. Donne has kindly

invited his brethren to regale with him. You and I will join the party,

see what is to be seen, and hear what is to be heard. At present,

however, they are only eating; and while they eat we will talk aside.



These gentlemen are in the bloom of youth; they possess all the activity

of that interesting age--an activity which their moping old vicars would

fain turn into the channel of their pastoral duties, often expressing a

wish to see it expended in a diligent superintendence of the schools,

and in frequent visits to the sick of their respective parishes. But the

youthful Levites feel this to be dull work; they prefer lavishing their

energies on a course of proceeding which, though to other eyes it appear

more heavy with _ennui_, more cursed with monotony, than the toil of

the weaver at his loom, seems to yield them an unfailing supply of

enjoyment and occupation.



I allude to a rushing backwards and forwards, amongst themselves, to and

from their respective lodgings--not a round, but a triangle of visits,

which they keep up all the year through, in winter, spring, summer, and

autumn. Season and weather make no difference; with unintelligible zeal

they dare snow and hail, wind and rain, mire and dust, to go and dine,

or drink tea, or sup with each other. What attracts them it would be

difficult to say. It is not friendship, for whenever they meet they

quarrel. It is not religion--the thing is never named amongst them;

theology they may discuss occasionally, but piety--never. It is not the

love of eating and drinking: each might have as good a joint and

pudding, tea as potent, and toast as succulent, at his own lodgings, as

is served to him at his brother's. Mrs. Gale, Mrs. Hogg, and Mrs.

Whipp--their respective landladies--affirm that "it is just for naught

else but to give folk trouble." By "folk" the good ladies of course mean

themselves, for indeed they are kept in a continual "fry" by this system

of mutual invasion.



Mr. Donne and his guests, as I have said, are at dinner; Mrs. Gale waits

on them, but a spark of the hot kitchen fire is in her eye. She

considers that the privilege of inviting a friend to a meal

occasionally, without additional charge (a privilege included in the

terms on which she lets her lodgings), has been quite sufficiently

exercised of late. The present week is yet but at Thursday, and on

Monday Mr. Malone, the curate of Briarfield, came to breakfast and

stayed dinner; on Tuesday Mr. Malone and Mr. Sweeting of Nunnely came to

tea, remained to supper, occupied the spare bed, and favoured her with

their company to breakfast on Wednesday morning; now, on Thursday, they

are both here at dinner, and she is almost certain they will stay all

night. "C'en est trop," she would say, if she could speak French.



Mr. Sweeting is mincing the slice of roast beef on his plate, and

complaining that it is very tough; Mr. Donne says the beer is flat. Ay,

that is the worst of it: if they would only be civil Mrs. Gale wouldn't

mind it so much, if they would only seem satisfied with what they get

she wouldn't care; but "these young parsons is so high and so scornful,

they set everybody beneath their 'fit.' They treat her with less than

civility, just because she doesn't keep a servant, but does the work of

the house herself, as her mother did afore her; then they are always

speaking against Yorkshire ways and Yorkshire folk," and by that very

token Mrs. Gale does not believe one of them to be a real gentleman, or

come of gentle kin. "The old parsons is worth the whole lump of college

lads; they know what belongs to good manners, and is kind to high and

low."



"More bread!" cries Mr. Malone, in a tone which, though prolonged but to

utter two syllables, proclaims him at once a native of the land of

shamrocks and potatoes. Mrs. Gale hates Mr. Malone more than either of

the other two; but she fears him also, for he is a tall, strongly-built

personage, with real Irish legs and arms, and a face as genuinely

national--not the Milesian face, not Daniel O'Connell's style, but the

high-featured, North-American-Indian sort of visage, which belongs to a

certain class of the Irish gentry, and has a petrified and proud look,

better suited to the owner of an estate of slaves than to the landlord

of a free peasantry. Mr. Malone's father termed himself a gentleman: he

was poor and in debt, and besottedly arrogant; and his son was like him.



Mrs. Gale offered the loaf.



"Cut it, woman," said her guest; and the "woman" cut it accordingly. Had

she followed her inclinations, she would have cut the parson also; her

Yorkshire soul revolted absolutely from his manner of command.



The curates had good appetites, and though the beef was "tough," they

ate a great deal of it. They swallowed, too, a tolerable allowance of

the "flat beer," while a dish of Yorkshire pudding, and two tureens of

vegetables, disappeared like leaves before locusts. The cheese, too,

received distinguished marks of their attention; and a "spice-cake,"

which followed by way of dessert, vanished like a vision, and was no

more found. Its elegy was chanted in the kitchen by Abraham, Mrs. Gale's

son and heir, a youth of six summers; he had reckoned upon the reversion

thereof, and when his mother brought down the empty platter, he lifted

up his voice and wept sore.



The curates, meantime, sat and sipped their wine, a liquor of

unpretending vintage, moderately enjoyed. Mr. Malone, indeed, would much

rather have had whisky; but Mr. Donne, being an Englishman, did not keep

the beverage. While they sipped they argued, not on politics, nor on

philosophy, nor on literature--these topics were now, as ever, totally

without interest for them--not even on theology, practical or doctrinal,

but on minute points of ecclesiastical discipline, frivolities which

seemed empty as bubbles to all save themselves. Mr. Malone, who

contrived to secure two glasses of wine, when his brethren contented

themselves with one, waxed by degrees hilarious after his fashion; that

is, he grew a little insolent, said rude things in a hectoring tone, and

laughed clamorously at his own brilliancy.



Each of his companions became in turn his butt. Malone had a stock of

jokes at their service, which he was accustomed to serve out regularly

on convivial occasions like the present, seldom varying his wit; for

which, indeed, there was no necessity, as he never appeared to consider

himself monotonous, and did not at all care what others thought. Mr.

Donne he favoured with hints about his extreme meagreness, allusions to

his turned-up nose, cutting sarcasms on a certain threadbare chocolate

surtout which that gentleman was accustomed to sport whenever it rained

or seemed likely to rain, and criticisms on a choice set of cockney

phrases and modes of pronunciation, Mr. Donne's own property, and

certainly deserving of remark for the elegance and finish they

communicated to his style.



Mr. Sweeting was bantered about his stature--he was a little man, a mere

boy in height and breadth compared with the athletic Malone; rallied on

his musical accomplishments--he played the flute and sang hymns like a

seraph, some young ladies of his parish thought; sneered at as "the

ladies' pet;" teased about his mamma and sisters, for whom poor Mr.

Sweeting had some lingering regard, and of whom he was foolish enough

now and then to speak in the presence of the priestly Paddy, from whose

anatomy the bowels of natural affection had somehow been omitted.



The victims met these attacks each in his own way: Mr. Donne with a

stilted self-complacency and half-sullen phlegm, the sole props of his

otherwise somewhat rickety dignity; Mr. Sweeting with the indifference

of a light, easy disposition, which never professed to have any dignity

to maintain.



When Malone's raillery became rather too offensive, which it soon did,

they joined, in an attempt to turn the tables on him by asking him how

many boys had shouted "Irish Peter!" after him as he came along the road

that day (Malone's name was Peter--the Rev. Peter Augustus Malone);

requesting to be informed whether it was the mode in Ireland for

clergymen to carry loaded pistols in their pockets, and a shillelah in

their hands, when they made pastoral visits; inquiring the signification

of such words as vele, firrum, hellum, storrum (so Mr. Malone invariably

pronounced veil, firm, helm, storm), and employing such other methods of

retaliation as the innate refinement of their minds suggested.



This, of course, would not do. Malone, being neither good-natured nor

phlegmatic, was presently in a towering passion. He vociferated,

gesticulated; Donne and Sweeting laughed. He reviled them as Saxons and

snobs at the very top pitch of his high Celtic voice; they taunted him

with being the native of a conquered land. He menaced rebellion in the

name of his "counthry," vented bitter hatred against English rule; they

spoke of rags, beggary, and pestilence. The little parlour was in an

uproar; you would have thought a duel must follow such virulent abuse;

it seemed a wonder that Mr. and Mrs. Gale did not take alarm at the

noise, and send for a constable to keep the peace. But they were

accustomed to such demonstrations; they well knew that the curates never

dined or took tea together without a little exercise of the sort, and

were quite easy as to consequences, knowing that these clerical quarrels

were as harmless as they were noisy, that they resulted in nothing, and

that, on whatever terms the curates might part to-night, they would be

sure to meet the best friends in the world to-morrow morning.



As the worthy pair were sitting by their kitchen fire, listening to the

repeated and sonorous contact of Malone's fist with the mahogany plane

of the parlour table, and to the consequent start and jingle of

decanters and glasses following each assault, to the mocking laughter of

the allied English disputants, and the stuttering declamation of the

isolated Hibernian--as they thus sat, a foot was heard on the outer

door-step, and the knocker quivered to a sharp appeal.



Mr. Gale went and opened.



"Whom have you upstairs in the parlour?" asked a voice--a rather

remarkable voice, nasal in tone, abrupt in utterance.



"O Mr. Helstone, is it you, sir? I could hardly see you for the

darkness; it is so soon dark now. Will you walk in, sir?"



"I want to know first whether it is worth my while walking in. Whom have

you upstairs?"



"The curates, sir."



"What! all of them?"



"Yes, sir."



"Been dining here?"



"Yes, sir."



"That will do."



With these words a person entered--a middle-aged man, in black. He

walked straight across the kitchen to an inner door, opened it, inclined

his head forward, and stood listening. There was something to listen to,

for the noise above was just then louder than ever.



"Hey!" he ejaculated to himself; then turning to Mr. Gale--"Have you

often this sort of work?"



Mr. Gale had been a churchwarden, and was indulgent to the clergy.



"They're young, you know, sir--they're young," said he deprecatingly.



"Young! They want caning. Bad boys--bad boys! And if you were a

Dissenter, John Gale, instead of being a good Churchman, they'd do the

like--they'd expose themselves; but I'll----"



By way of finish to this sentence, he passed through the inner door,

drew it after him, and mounted the stair. Again he listened a few

minutes when he arrived at the upper room. Making entrance without

warning, he stood before the curates.



And they were silent; they were transfixed; and so was the invader.

He--a personage short of stature, but straight of port, and bearing on

broad shoulders a hawk's head, beak, and eye, the whole surmounted by a

Rehoboam, or shovel hat, which he did not seem to think it necessary to

lift or remove before the presence in which he then stood--_he_ folded

his arms on his chest and surveyed his young friends, if friends they

were, much at his leisure.



"What!" he began, delivering his words in a voice no longer nasal, but

deep--more than deep--a voice made purposely hollow and

cavernous--"what! has the miracle of Pentecost been renewed? Have the

cloven tongues come down again? Where are they? The sound filled the

whole house just now. I heard the seventeen languages in full action:

Parthians, and Medes, and Elamites, the dwellers in Mesopotamia, and in

Judea, and Cappadocia, in Pontus and Asia, Phrygia and Pamphylia, in

Egypt and in the parts of Libya about Cyrene, strangers of Rome, Jews

and proselytes, Cretes and Arabians; every one of these must have had

its representative in this room two minutes since."



"I beg your pardon, Mr. Helstone," began Mr. Donne; "take a seat, pray,

sir. Have a glass of wine?"



His civilities received no answer. The falcon in the black coat

proceeded,--



"What do I talk about the gift of tongues? Gift, indeed! I mistook the

chapter, and book, and Testament--gospel for law, Acts for Genesis, the

city of Jerusalem for the plain of Shinar. It was no gift but the

confusion of tongues which has gabbled me deaf as a post. _You_,

apostles? What! you three? Certainly not; three presumptuous Babylonish

masons--neither more nor less!"



"I assure you, sir, we were only having a little chat together over a

glass of wine after a friendly dinner--settling the Dissenters!"



"Oh! settling the Dissenters, were you? Was Malone settling the

Dissenters? It sounded to me much more like settling his co-apostles.

You were quarrelling together, making almost as much noise--you three

alone--as Moses Barraclough, the preaching tailor, and all his hearers

are making in the Methodist chapel down yonder, where they are in the

thick of a revival. I know whose fault it is.--It is yours, Malone."



"Mine, sir?"



"Yours, sir. Donne and Sweeting were quiet before you came, and would be

quiet if you were gone. I wish, when you crossed the Channel, you had

left your Irish habits behind you. Dublin student ways won't do here.

The proceedings which might pass unnoticed in a wild bog and mountain

district in Connaught will, in a decent English parish, bring disgrace

on those who indulge in them, and, what is far worse, on the sacred

institution of which they are merely the humble appendages."



There was a certain dignity in the little elderly gentleman's manner of

rebuking these youths, though it was not, perhaps, quite the dignity

most appropriate to the occasion. Mr. Helstone, standing straight as a

ramrod, looking keen as a kite, presented, despite his clerical hat,

black coat, and gaiters, more the air of a veteran officer chiding his

subalterns than of a venerable priest exhorting his sons in the faith.

Gospel mildness, apostolic benignity, never seemed to have breathed

their influence over that keen brown visage, but firmness had fixed the

features, and sagacity had carved her own lines about them.



"I met Supplehough," he continued, "plodding through the mud this wet

night, going to preach at Milldean opposition shop. As I told you, I

heard Barraclough bellowing in the midst of a conventicle like a

possessed bull; and I find _you_, gentlemen, tarrying over your

half-pint of muddy port wine, and scolding like angry old women. No

wonder Supplehough should have dipped sixteen adult converts in a

day--which he did a fortnight since; no wonder Barraclough, scamp and

hypocrite as he is, should attract all the weaver-girls in their flowers

and ribbons, to witness how much harder are his knuckles than the wooden

brim of his tub; as little wonder that _you_, when you are left to

yourselves, without your rectors--myself, and Hall, and Boultby--to back

you, should too often perform the holy service of our church to bare

walls, and read your bit of a dry discourse to the clerk, and the

organist, and the beadle. But enough of the subject. I came to see

Malone.--I have an errand unto thee, O captain!"



"What is it?" inquired Malone discontentedly. "There can be no funeral

to take at this time of day."



"Have you any arms about you?"



"Arms, sir?--yes, and legs." And he advanced the mighty members.



"Bah! weapons I mean."



"I have the pistols you gave me yourself. I never part with them. I lay

them ready cocked on a chair by my bedside at night. I have my

blackthorn."



"Very good. Will you go to Hollow's Mill?"



"What is stirring at Hollow's Mill?"



"Nothing as yet, nor perhaps will be; but Moore is alone there. He has

sent all the workmen he can trust to Stilbro'; there are only two women

left about the place. It would be a nice opportunity for any of his

well-wishers to pay him a visit, if they knew how straight the path was

made before them."



"I am none of his well-wishers, sir. I don't care for him."



"Soh! Malone, you are afraid."



"You know me better than that. If I really thought there was a chance

of a row I would go: but Moore is a strange, shy man, whom I never

pretend to understand; and for the sake of his sweet company only I

would not stir a step."



"But there _is_ a chance of a row; if a positive riot does not take

place--of which, indeed, I see no signs--yet it is unlikely this night

will pass quite tranquilly. You know Moore has resolved to have new

machinery, and he expects two wagon-loads of frames and shears from

Stilbro' this evening. Scott, the overlooker, and a few picked men are

gone to fetch them."



"They will bring them in safely and quietly enough, sir."



"Moore says so, and affirms he wants nobody. Some one, however, he must

have, if it were only to bear evidence in case anything should happen. I

call him very careless. He sits in the counting-house with the shutters

unclosed; he goes out here and there after dark, wanders right up the

hollow, down Fieldhead Lane, among the plantations, just as if he were

the darling of the neighbourhood, or--being, as he is, its

detestation--bore a 'charmed life,' as they say in tale-books. He takes

no warning from the fate of Pearson, nor from that of Armitage--shot,

one in his own house and the other on the moor."



"But he should take warning, sir, and use precautions too," interposed

Mr. Sweeting; "and I think he would if he heard what I heard the other

day."



"What did you hear, Davy?"



"You know Mike Hartley, sir?"



"The Antinomian weaver? Yes."



"When Mike has been drinking for a few weeks together, he generally

winds up by a visit to Nunnely vicarage, to tell Mr. Hall a piece of his

mind about his sermons, to denounce the horrible tendency of his

doctrine of works, and warn him that he and all his hearers are sitting

in outer darkness."



"Well, that has nothing to do with Moore."



"Besides being an Antinomian, he is a violent Jacobin and leveller,

sir."



"I know. When he is very drunk, his mind is always running on regicide.

Mike is not unacquainted with history, and it is rich to hear him going

over the list of tyrants of whom, as he says, 'the revenger of blood has

obtained satisfaction.' The fellow exults strangely in murder done on

crowned heads or on any head for political reasons. I have already

heard it hinted that he seems to have a queer hankering after Moore. Is

that what you allude to, Sweeting?"



"You use the proper term, sir. Mr. Hall thinks Mike has no personal

hatred of Moore. Mike says he even likes to talk to him and run after

him, but he has a _hankering_ that Moore should be made an example of.

He was extolling him to Mr. Hall the other day as the mill-owner with

the most brains in Yorkshire, and for that reason he affirms Moore

should be chosen as a sacrifice, an oblation of a sweet savour. Is Mike

Hartley in his right mind, do you think, sir?" inquired Sweeting simply.



"Can't tell, Davy. He may be crazed, or he may be only crafty, or

perhaps a little of both."



"He talks of seeing visions, sir."



"Ay! He is a very Ezekiel or Daniel for visions. He came just when I was

going to bed last Friday night to describe one that had been revealed to

him in Nunnely Park that very afternoon."



"Tell it, sir. What was it?" urged Sweeting.



"Davy, thou hast an enormous organ of wonder in thy cranium. Malone, you

see, has none. Neither murders nor visions interest him. See what a big

vacant Saph he looks at this moment."



"Saph! Who was Saph, sir?"



"I thought you would not know. You may find it out. It is biblical. I

know nothing more of him than his name and race; but from a boy upwards

I have always attached a personality to Saph. Depend on it he was

honest, heavy, and luckless. He met his end at Gob by the hand of

Sibbechai."



"But the vision, sir?"



"Davy, thou shalt hear. Donne is biting his nails, and Malone yawning,

so I will tell it but to thee. Mike is out of work, like many others,

unfortunately. Mr. Grame, Sir Philip Nunnely's steward, gave him a job

about the priory. According to his account, Mike was busy hedging rather

late in the afternoon, but before dark, when he heard what he thought

was a band at a distance--bugles, fifes, and the sound of a trumpet; it

came from the forest, and he wondered that there should be music there.

He looked up. All amongst the trees he saw moving objects, red, like

poppies, or white, like may-blossom. The wood was full of them; they

poured out and filled the park. He then perceived they were

soldiers--thousands and tens of thousands; but they made no more noise

than a swarm of midges on a summer evening. They formed in order, he

affirmed, and marched, regiment after regiment, across the park. He

followed them to Nunnely Common; the music still played soft and

distant. On the common he watched them go through a number of

evolutions. A man clothed in scarlet stood in the centre and directed

them. They extended, he declared, over fifty acres. They were in sight

half an hour; then they marched away quite silently. The whole time he

heard neither voice nor tread--nothing but the faint music playing a

solemn march."



"Where did they go, sir?"



"Towards Briarfield. Mike followed them. They seemed passing Fieldhead,

when a column of smoke, such as might be vomited by a park of artillery,

spread noiseless over the fields, the road, the common, and rolled, he

said, blue and dim, to his very feet. As it cleared away he looked again

for the soldiers, but they were vanished; he saw them no more. Mike,

like a wise Daniel as he is, not only rehearsed the vision but gave the

interpretation thereof. It signifies, he intimated, bloodshed and civil

conflict."



"Do you credit it, sir?" asked Sweeting.



"Do you, Davy?--But come, Malone; why are you not off?"



"I am rather surprised, sir, you did not stay with Moore yourself. You

like this kind of thing."



"So I should have done, had I not unfortunately happened to engage

Boultby to sup with me on his way home from the Bible Society meeting at

Nunnely. I promised to send you as my substitute; for which, by-the-bye,

he did not thank me. He would much rather have had me than you, Peter.

Should there be any real need of help I shall join you. The mill-bell

will give warning. Meantime, go--unless (turning suddenly to Messrs.

Sweeting and Donne)--unless Davy Sweeting or Joseph Donne prefers

going.--What do you say, gentlemen? The commission is an honourable one,

not without the seasoning of a little real peril; for the country is in

a queer state, as you all know, and Moore and his mill and his machinery

are held in sufficient odium. There are chivalric sentiments, there is

high-beating courage, under those waistcoats of yours, I doubt not.

Perhaps I am too partial to my favourite Peter. Little David shall be

the champion, or spotless Joseph.--Malone, you are but a great

floundering Saul after all, good only to lend your armour. Out with your

firearms; fetch your shillelah. It is there--in the corner."



With a significant grin Malone produced his pistols, offering one to

each of his brethren. They were not readily seized on. With graceful

modesty each gentleman retired a step from the presented weapon.



"I never touch them. I never did touch anything of the kind," said Mr.

Donne.



"I am almost a stranger to Mr. Moore," murmured Sweeting.



"If you never touched a pistol, try the feel of it now, great satrap of

Egypt. As to the little minstrel, he probably prefers encountering the

Philistines with no other weapon than his flute.--Get their hats, Peter.

They'll both of 'em go."



"No, sir; no, Mr. Helstone. My mother wouldn't like it," pleaded

Sweeting.



"And I make it a rule never to get mixed up in affairs of the kind,"

observed Donne.



Helstone smiled sardonically; Malone laughed a horse-laugh. He then

replaced his arms, took his hat and cudgel, and saying that "he never

felt more in tune for a shindy in his life, and that he wished a score

of greasy cloth-dressers might beat up Moore's quarters that night," he

made his exit, clearing the stairs at a stride or two, and making the

house shake with the bang of the front-door behind him.









CHAPTER II.



THE WAGONS.





The evening was pitch dark: star and moon were quenched in gray

rain-clouds--gray they would have been by day; by night they looked

sable. Malone was not a man given to close observation of nature; her

changes passed, for the most part, unnoticed by him. He could walk miles

on the most varying April day and never see the beautiful dallying of

earth and heaven--never mark when a sunbeam kissed the hill-tops, making

them smile clear in green light, or when a shower wept over them, hiding

their crests with the low-hanging, dishevelled tresses of a cloud. He

did not, therefore, care to contrast the sky as it now appeared--a

muffled, streaming vault, all black, save where, towards the east, the

furnaces of Stilbro' ironworks threw a tremulous lurid shimmer on the

horizon--with the same sky on an unclouded frosty night. He did not

trouble himself to ask where the constellations and the planets were

gone, or to regret the "black-blue" serenity of the air-ocean which

those white islets stud, and which another ocean, of heavier and denser

element, now rolled below and concealed. He just doggedly pursued his

way, leaning a little forward as he walked, and wearing his hat on the

back of his head, as his Irish manner was. "Tramp, tramp," he went along

the causeway, where the road boasted the privilege of such an

accommodation; "splash, splash," through the mire-filled cart ruts,

where the flags were exchanged for soft mud. He looked but for certain

landmarks--the spire of Briarfield Church; farther on, the lights of

Redhouse. This was an inn; and when he reached it, the glow of a fire

through a half-curtained window, a vision of glasses on a round table,

and of revellers on an oaken settle, had nearly drawn aside the curate

from his course. He thought longingly of a tumbler of whisky-and-water.

In a strange place he would instantly have realized the dream; but the

company assembled in that kitchen were Mr. Helstone's own parishioners;

they all knew him. He sighed, and passed on.



The highroad was now to be quitted, as the remaining distance to

Hollow's Mill might be considerably reduced by a short cut across

fields. These fields were level and monotonous. Malone took a direct

course through them, jumping hedge and wall. He passed but one building

here, and that seemed large and hall-like, though irregular. You could

see a high gable, then a long front, then a low gable, then a thick,

lofty stack of chimneys. There were some trees behind it. It was dark;

not a candle shone from any window. It was absolutely still; the rain

running from the eaves, and the rather wild but very low whistle of the

wind round the chimneys and through the boughs were the sole sounds in

its neighbourhood.



This building passed, the fields, hitherto flat, declined in a rapid

descent. Evidently a vale lay below, through which you could hear the

water run. One light glimmered in the depth. For that beacon Malone

steered.



He came to a little white house--you could see it was white even through

this dense darkness--and knocked at the door. A fresh-faced servant

opened it. By the candle she held was revealed a narrow passage,

terminating in a narrow stair. Two doors covered with crimson baize, a

strip of crimson carpet down the steps, contrasted with light-coloured

walls and white floor, made the little interior look clean and fresh.



"Mr. Moore is at home, I suppose?"



"Yes, sir, but he is not in."



"Not in! Where is he then?"



"At the mill--in the counting-house."



Here one of the crimson doors opened.



"Are the wagons come, Sarah?" asked a female voice, and a female head at

the same time was apparent. It might not be the head of a

goddess--indeed a screw of curl-paper on each side the temples quite

forbade that supposition--but neither was it the head of a Gorgon; yet

Malone seemed to take it in the latter light. Big as he was, he shrank

bashfully back into the rain at the view thereof, and saying, "I'll go

to him," hurried in seeming trepidation down a short lane, across an

obscure yard, towards a huge black mill.



The work-hours were over; the "hands" were gone. The machinery was at

rest, the mill shut up. Malone walked round it. Somewhere in its great

sooty flank he found another chink of light; he knocked at another

door, using for the purpose the thick end of his shillelah, with which

he beat a rousing tattoo. A key turned; the door unclosed.



"Is it Joe Scott? What news of the wagons, Joe?"



"No; it's myself. Mr. Helstone would send me."



"Oh! Mr. Malone." The voice in uttering this name had the slightest

possible cadence of disappointment. After a moment's pause it continued,

politely but a little formally,--



"I beg you will come in, Mr. Malone. I regret extremely Mr. Helstone

should have thought it necessary to trouble you so far. There was no

necessity--I told him so--and on such a night; but walk forwards."



Through a dark apartment, of aspect undistinguishable, Malone followed

the speaker into a light and bright room within--very light and bright

indeed it seemed to eyes which, for the last hour, had been striving to

penetrate the double darkness of night and fog; but except for its

excellent fire, and for a lamp of elegant design and vivid lustre

burning on a table, it was a very plain place. The boarded floor was

carpetless; the three or four stiff-backed, green-painted chairs seemed

once to have furnished the kitchen of some farm-house; a desk of strong,

solid formation, the table aforesaid, and some framed sheets on the

stone-coloured walls, bearing plans for building, for gardening, designs

of machinery, etc., completed the furniture of the place.



Plain as it was, it seemed to satisfy Malone, who, when he had removed

and hung up his wet surtout and hat, drew one of the rheumatic-looking

chairs to the hearth, and set his knees almost within the bars of the

red grate.



"Comfortable quarters you have here, Mr. Moore; and all snug to

yourself."



"Yes, but my sister would be glad to see you, if you would prefer

stepping into the house."



"Oh no! The ladies are best alone, I never was a lady's man. You don't

mistake me for my friend Sweeting, do you, Mr. Moore?"



"Sweeting! Which of them is that? The gentleman in the chocolate

overcoat, or the little gentleman?"



"The little one--he of Nunnely; the cavalier of the Misses Sykes, with

the whole six of whom he is in love, ha! ha!"



"Better be generally in love with all than specially with one, I should

think, in that quarter."



"But he is specially in love with one besides, for when I and Donne

urged him to make a choice amongst the fair bevy, he named--which do you

think?"



With a queer, quiet smile Mr. Moore replied, "Dora, of course, or

Harriet."



"Ha! ha! you've an excellent guess. But what made you hit on those two?"



"Because they are the tallest, the handsomest, and Dora, at least, is

the stoutest; and as your friend Mr. Sweeting is but a little slight

figure, I concluded that, according to a frequent rule in such cases, he

preferred his contrast."



"You are right; Dora it is. But he has no chance, has he, Moore?"



"What has Mr. Sweeting besides his curacy?"



This question seemed to tickle Malone amazingly. He laughed for full

three minutes before he answered it.



"What has Sweeting? Why, David has his harp, or flute, which comes to

the same thing. He has a sort of pinchbeck watch; ditto, ring; ditto,

eyeglass. That's what he has."



"How would he propose to keep Miss Sykes in gowns only?"



"Ha! ha! Excellent! I'll ask him that next time I see him. I'll roast

him for his presumption. But no doubt he expects old Christopher Sykes

would do something handsome. He is rich, is he not? They live in a large

house."



"Sykes carries on an extensive concern."



"Therefore he must be wealthy, eh?"



"Therefore he must have plenty to do with his wealth, and in these times

would be about as likely to think of drawing money from the business to

give dowries to his daughters as I should be to dream of pulling down

the cottage there, and constructing on its ruins a house as large as

Fieldhead."



"Do you know what I heard, Moore, the other day?"



"No. Perhaps that I _was_ about to effect some such change. Your

Briarfield gossips are capable of saying that or sillier things."



"That you were going to take Fieldhead on a lease (I thought it looked a

dismal place, by-the-bye, to-night, as I passed it), and that it was

your intention to settle a Miss Sykes there as mistress--to be married,

in short, ha! ha! Now, which is it? Dora, I am sure. You said she was

the handsomest."



"I wonder how often it has been settled that I was to be married since I

came to Briarfield. They have assigned me every marriageable single

woman by turns in the district. Now it was the two Misses Wynns--first

the dark, then the light one; now the red-haired Miss Armitage; then the

mature Ann Pearson. At present you throw on my shoulders all the tribe

of the Misses Sykes. On what grounds this gossip rests God knows. I

visit nowhere; I seek female society about as assiduously as you do, Mr.

Malone. If ever I go to Whinbury, it is only to give Sykes or Pearson a

call in their counting-house, where our discussions run on other topics

than matrimony, and our thoughts are occupied with other things than

courtships, establishments, dowries. The cloth we can't sell, the hands

we can't employ, the mills we can't run, the perverse course of events

generally, which we cannot alter, fill our hearts, I take it, pretty

well at present, to the tolerably complete exclusion of such figments as

love-making, etc."



"I go along with you completely, Moore. If there is one notion I hate

more than another, it is that of marriage--I mean marriage in the vulgar

weak sense, as a mere matter of sentiment--two beggarly fools agreeing

to unite their indigence by some fantastic tie of feeling. Humbug! But

an advantageous connection, such as can be formed in consonance with

dignity of views and permanency of solid interests, is not so bad--eh?"



"No," responded Moore, in an absent manner. The subject seemed to have

no interest for him; he did not pursue it. After sitting for some time

gazing at the fire with a preoccupied air, he suddenly turned his head.



"Hark!" said he. "Did you hear wheels?"



Rising, he went to the window, opened it, and listened. He soon closed

it. "It is only the sound of the wind rising," he remarked, "and the

rivulet a little swollen, rushing down the hollow. I expected those

wagons at six; it is near nine now."



"Seriously, do you suppose that the putting up of this new machinery

will bring you into danger?" inquired Malone. "Helstone seems to think

it will."



"I only wish the machines--the frames--were safe here, and lodged within

the walls of this mill. Once put up, I defy the frame-breakers. Let them

only pay me a visit and take the consequences. My mill is my castle."



"One despises such low scoundrels," observed Malone, in a profound vein

of reflection. "I almost wish a party would call upon you to-night; but

the road seemed extremely quiet as I came along. I saw nothing astir."



"You came by the Redhouse?"



"Yes."



"There would be nothing on that road. It is in the direction of Stilbro'

the risk lies."



"And you think there is risk?"



"What these fellows have done to others they may do to me. There is only

this difference: most of the manufacturers seem paralyzed when they are

attacked. Sykes, for instance, when his dressing-shop was set on fire

and burned to the ground, when the cloth was torn from his tenters and

left in shreds in the field, took no steps to discover or punish the

miscreants: he gave up as tamely as a rabbit under the jaws of a ferret.

Now I, if I know myself, should stand by my trade, my mill, and my

machinery."



"Helstone says these three are your gods; that the 'Orders in Council'

are with you another name for the seven deadly sins; that Castlereagh is

your Antichrist, and the war-party his legions."



"Yes; I abhor all these things because they ruin me. They stand in my

way. I cannot get on. I cannot execute my plans because of them. I see

myself baffled at every turn by their untoward effects."



"But you are rich and thriving, Moore?"



"I am very rich in cloth I cannot sell. You should step into my

warehouse yonder, and observe how it is piled to the roof with pieces.

Roakes and Pearson are in the same condition. America used to be their

market, but the Orders in Council have cut that off."



Malone did not seem prepared to carry on briskly a conversation of this

sort. He began to knock the heels of his boots together, and to yawn.



"And then to think," continued Mr. Moore who seemed too much taken up

with the current of his own thoughts to note the symptoms of his guest's

_ennui_--"to think that these ridiculous gossips of Whinbury and

Briarfield will keep pestering one about being married! As if there was

nothing to be done in life but to 'pay attention,' as they say, to some

young lady, and then to go to church with her, and then to start on a

bridal tour, and then to run through a round of visits, and then, I

suppose, to be 'having a family.' Oh, que le diable emporte!" He broke

off the aspiration into which he was launching with a certain energy,

and added, more calmly, "I believe women talk and think only of these

things, and they naturally fancy men's minds similarly occupied."



"Of course--of course," assented Malone; "but never mind them." And he

whistled, looked impatiently round, and seemed to feel a great want of

something. This time Moore caught and, it appeared, comprehended his

demonstrations.



"Mr. Malone," said he, "you must require refreshment after your wet

walk. I forget hospitality."



"Not at all," rejoined Malone; but he looked as if the right nail was at

last hit on the head, nevertheless. Moore rose and opened a cupboard.



"It is my fancy," said he, "to have every convenience within myself, and

not to be dependent on the feminity in the cottage yonder for every

mouthful I eat or every drop I drink. I often spend the evening and sup

here alone, and sleep with Joe Scott in the mill. Sometimes I am my own

watchman. I require little sleep, and it pleases me on a fine night to

wander for an hour or two with my musket about the hollow. Mr. Malone,

can you cook a mutton chop?"



"Try me. I've done it hundreds of times at college."



"There's a dishful, then, and there's the gridiron. Turn them quickly.

You know the secret of keeping the juices in?"



"Never fear me; you shall see. Hand a knife and fork, please."



The curate turned up his coat-cuffs, and applied himself to the cookery

with vigour. The manufacturer placed on the table plates, a loaf of

bread, a black bottle, and two tumblers. He then produced a small copper

kettle--still from the same well-stored recess, his cupboard--filled it

with water from a large stone jar in a corner, set it on the fire beside

the hissing gridiron, got lemons, sugar, and a small china punch-bowl;

but while he was brewing the punch a tap at the door called him away.



"Is it you, Sarah?"



"Yes, sir. Will you come to supper, please, sir?"



"No; I shall not be in to-night; I shall sleep in the mill. So lock the

doors, and tell your mistress to go to bed."



He returned.



"You have your household in proper order," observed Malone approvingly,

as, with his fine face ruddy as the embers over which he bent, he

assiduously turned the mutton chops. "You are not under petticoat

government, like poor Sweeting, a man--whew! how the fat spits! it has

burnt my hand--destined to be ruled by women. Now you and I,

Moore--there's a fine brown one for you, and full of gravy--you and I

will have no gray mares in our stables when we marry."



"I don't know; I never think about it. If the gray mare is handsome and

tractable, why not?"



"The chops are done. Is the punch brewed?"



"There is a glassful. Taste it. When Joe Scott and his minions return

they shall have a share of this, provided they bring home the frames

intact."



Malone waxed very exultant over the supper. He laughed aloud at trifles,

made bad jokes and applauded them himself, and, in short, grew

unmeaningly noisy. His host, on the contrary, remained quiet as before.

It is time, reader, that you should have some idea of the appearance of

this same host. I must endeavour to sketch him as he sits at table.



He is what you would probably call, at first view, rather a

strange-looking man; for he is thin, dark, sallow, very foreign of

aspect, with shadowy hair carelessly streaking his forehead. It appears

that he spends but little time at his toilet, or he would arrange it

with more taste. He seems unconscious that his features are fine, that

they have a southern symmetry, clearness, regularity in their

chiselling; nor does a spectator become aware of this advantage till he

has examined him well, for an anxious countenance and a hollow, somewhat

haggard, outline of face disturb the idea of beauty with one of care.

His eyes are large, and grave, and gray; their expression is intent and

meditative, rather searching than soft, rather thoughtful than genial.

When he parts his lips in a smile, his physiognomy is agreeable--not

that it is frank or cheerful even then, but you feel the influence of a

certain sedate charm, suggestive, whether truly or delusively, of a

considerate, perhaps a kind nature, of feelings that may wear well at

home--patient, forbearing, possibly faithful feelings. He is still

young--not more than thirty; his stature is tall, his figure slender.

His manner of speaking displeases. He has an outlandish accent, which,

notwithstanding a studied carelessness of pronunciation and diction,

grates on a British, and especially on a Yorkshire, ear.



Mr. Moore, indeed, was but half a Briton, and scarcely that. He came of

a foreign ancestry by the mother's side, and was himself born and partly

reared on a foreign soil. A hybrid in nature, it is probable he had a

hybrid's feeling on many points--patriotism for one; it is likely that

he was unapt to attach himself to parties, to sects, even to climes and

customs; it is not impossible that he had a tendency to isolate his

individual person from any community amidst which his lot might

temporarily happen to be thrown, and that he felt it to be his best

wisdom to push the interests of Robert Gérard Moore, to the exclusion of

philanthropic consideration for general interests, with which he

regarded the said Gérard Moore as in a great measure disconnected. Trade

was Mr. Moore's hereditary calling: the Gérards of Antwerp had been

merchants for two centuries back. Once they had been wealthy merchants;

but the uncertainties, the involvements, of business had come upon them;

disastrous speculations had loosened by degrees the foundations of their

credit. The house had stood on a tottering base for a dozen years; and

at last, in the shock of the French Revolution, it had rushed down a

total ruin. In its fall was involved the English and Yorkshire firm of

Moore, closely connected with the Antwerp house, and of which one of the

partners, resident in Antwerp, Robert Moore, had married Hortense

Gérard, with the prospect of his bride inheriting her father Constantine

Gérard's share in the business. She inherited, as we have seen, but his

share in the liabilities of the firm; and these liabilities, though duly

set aside by a composition with creditors, some said her son Robert

accepted, in his turn, as a legacy, and that he aspired one day to

discharge them, and to rebuild the fallen house of Gérard and Moore on a

scale at least equal to its former greatness. It was even supposed that

he took by-past circumstances much to heart; and if a childhood passed

at the side of a saturnine mother, under foreboding of coming evil, and

a manhood drenched and blighted by the pitiless descent of the storm,

could painfully impress the mind, _his_ probably was impressed in no

golden characters.



If, however, he had a great end of restoration in view, it was not in

his power to employ great means for its attainment. He was obliged to be

content with the day of small things. When he came to Yorkshire,

he--whose ancestors had owned warehouses in this seaport, and factories

in that inland town, had possessed their town-house and their

country-seat--saw no way open to him but to rent a cloth-mill in an

out-of-the-way nook of an out-of-the-way district; to take a cottage

adjoining it for his residence, and to add to his possessions, as

pasture for his horse, and space for his cloth-tenters, a few acres of

the steep, rugged land that lined the hollow through which his

mill-stream brawled. All this he held at a somewhat high rent (for these

war times were hard, and everything was dear) of the trustees of the

Fieldhead estate, then the property of a minor.



At the time this history commences, Robert Moore had lived but two years

in the district, during which period he had at least proved himself

possessed of the quality of activity. The dingy cottage was converted

into a neat, tasteful residence. Of part of the rough land he had made

garden-ground, which he cultivated with singular, even with Flemish,

exactness and care. As to the mill, which was an old structure, and

fitted up with old machinery, now become inefficient and out of date, he

had from the first evinced the strongest contempt for all its

arrangements and appointments. His aim had been to effect a radical

reform, which he had executed as fast as his very limited capital would

allow; and the narrowness of that capital, and consequent check on his

progress, was a restraint which galled his spirit sorely. Moore ever

wanted to push on. "Forward" was the device stamped upon his soul; but

poverty curbed him. Sometimes (figuratively) he foamed at the mouth when

the reins were drawn very tight.



In this state of feeling, it is not to be expected that he would

deliberate much as to whether his advance was or was not prejudicial to

others. Not being a native, nor for any length of time a resident of the

neighbourhood, he did not sufficiently care when the new inventions

threw the old workpeople out of employ. He never asked himself where

those to whom he no longer paid weekly wages found daily bread; and in

this negligence he only resembled thousands besides, on whom the

starving poor of Yorkshire seemed to have a closer claim.



The period of which I write was an overshadowed one in British history,

and especially in the history of the northern provinces. War was then

at its height. Europe was all involved therein. England, if not weary,

was worn with long resistance--yes, and half her people were weary too,

and cried out for peace on any terms. National honour was become a mere

empty name, of no value in the eyes of many, because their sight was dim

with famine; and for a morsel of meat they would have sold their

birthright.



The "Orders in Council," provoked by Napoleon's Milan and Berlin

decrees, and forbidding neutral powers to trade with France, had, by

offending America, cut off the principal market of the Yorkshire woollen

trade, and brought it consequently to the verge of ruin. Minor foreign

markets were glutted, and would receive no more. The Brazils, Portugal,

Sicily, were all overstocked by nearly two years' consumption. At this

crisis certain inventions in machinery were introduced into the staple

manufactures of the north, which, greatly reducing the number of hands

necessary to be employed, threw thousands out of work, and left them

without legitimate means of sustaining life. A bad harvest supervened.

Distress reached its climax. Endurance, overgoaded, stretched the hand

of fraternity to sedition. The throes of a sort of moral earthquake were

felt heaving under the hills of the northern counties. But, as is usual

in such cases, nobody took much notice. When a food-riot broke out in a

manufacturing town, when a gig-mill was burnt to the ground, or a

manufacturer's house was attacked, the furniture thrown into the

streets, and the family forced to flee for their lives, some local

measures were or were not taken by the local magistracy. A ringleader

was detected, or more frequently suffered to elude detection; newspaper

paragraphs were written on the subject, and there the thing stopped. As

to the sufferers, whose sole inheritance was labour, and who had lost

that inheritance--who could not get work, and consequently could not get

wages, and consequently could not get bread--they were left to suffer

on, perhaps inevitably left. It would not do to stop the progress of

invention, to damage science by discouraging its improvements; the war

could not be terminated; efficient relief could not be raised. There was

no help then; so the unemployed underwent their destiny--ate the bread

and drank the waters of affliction.



Misery generates hate. These sufferers hated the machines which they

believed took their bread from them; they hated the buildings which

contained those machines; they hated the manufacturers who owned those

buildings. In the parish of Briarfield, with which we have at present to

do, Hollow's Mill was the place held most abominable; Gérard Moore, in

his double character of semi-foreigner and thorough-going progressist,

the man most abominated. And it perhaps rather agreed with Moore's

temperament than otherwise to be generally hated, especially when he

believed the thing for which he was hated a right and an expedient

thing; and it was with a sense of warlike excitement he, on this night,

sat in his counting-house waiting the arrival of his frame-laden wagons.

Malone's coming and company were, it may be, most unwelcome to him. He

would have preferred sitting alone; for he liked a silent, sombre,

unsafe solitude. His watchman's musket would have been company enough

for him; the full-flowing beck in the den would have delivered

continuously the discourse most genial to his ear.



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With the queerest look in the world had the manufacturer for some ten

minutes been watching the Irish curate, as the latter made free with the

punch, when suddenly that steady gray eye changed, as if another vision

came between it and Malone. Moore raised his hand.



"Chut!" he said in his French fashion, as Malone made a noise with his

glass. He listened a moment, then rose, put his hat on, and went out at

the counting-house door.



The night was still, dark, and stagnant: the water yet rushed on full

and fast; its flow almost seemed a flood in the utter silence. Moore's

ear, however, caught another sound, very distant but yet dissimilar,

broken and rugged--in short, a sound of heavy wheels crunching a stony

road. He returned to the counting-house and lit a lantern, with which he

walked down the mill-yard, and proceeded to open the gates. The big

wagons were coming on; the dray-horses' huge hoofs were heard splashing

in the mud and water. Moore hailed them.



"Hey, Joe Scott! Is all right?"



Probably Joe Scott was yet at too great a distance to hear the inquiry.

He did not answer it.



"Is all right, I say?" again asked Moore, when the elephant-like

leader's nose almost touched his.



Some one jumped out from the foremost wagon into the road; a voice cried

aloud, "Ay, ay, divil; all's raight! We've smashed 'em."



And there was a run. The wagons stood still; they were now deserted.



"Joe Scott!" No Joe Scott answered. "Murgatroyd! Pighills! Sykes!" No

reply. Mr. Moore lifted his lantern and looked into the vehicles. There

was neither man nor machinery; they were empty and abandoned.



Now Mr. Moore loved his machinery. He had risked the last of his capital

on the purchase of these frames and shears which to-night had been

expected. Speculations most important to his interests depended on the

results to be wrought by them. Where were they?



The words "we've smashed 'em" rang in his ears. How did the catastrophe

affect him? By the light of the lantern he held were his features

visible, relaxing to a singular smile--the smile the man of determined

spirit wears when he reaches a juncture in his life where this

determined spirit is to feel a demand on its strength, when the strain

is to be made, and the faculty must bear or break. Yet he remained

silent, and even motionless; for at the instant he neither knew what to

say nor what to do. He placed the lantern on the ground, and stood with

his arms folded, gazing down and reflecting.



An impatient trampling of one of the horses made him presently look up.

His eye in the moment caught the gleam of something white attached to a

part of the harness. Examined by the light of the lantern this proved to

be a folded paper--a billet. It bore no address without; within was the

superscription:--



"To the Divil of Hollow's Miln."



We will not copy the rest of the orthography, which was very peculiar,

but translate it into legible English. It ran thus:--



"Your hellish machinery is shivered to smash on Stilbro' Moor, and your

men are lying bound hand and foot in a ditch by the roadside. Take this

as a warning from men that are starving, and have starving wives and

children to go home to when they have done this deed. If you get new

machines, or if you otherwise go on as you have done, you shall hear

from us again. Beware!"



"Hear from you again? Yes, I'll hear from you again, and you shall hear

from me. I'll speak to you directly. On Stilbro' Moor you shall hear

from me in a moment."



Having led the wagons within the gates, he hastened towards the cottage.

Opening the door, he spoke a few words quickly but quietly to two

females who ran to meet him in the passage. He calmed the seeming alarm

of one by a brief palliative account of what had taken place; to the

other he said, "Go into the mill, Sarah--there is the key--and ring the

mill-bell as loud as you can. Afterwards you will get another lantern

and help me to light up the front."



Returning to his horses, he unharnessed, fed, and stabled them with

equal speed and care, pausing occasionally, while so occupied, as if to

listen for the mill-bell. It clanged out presently, with irregular but

loud and alarming din. The hurried, agitated peal seemed more urgent

than if the summons had been steadily given by a practised hand. On that

still night, at that unusual hour, it was heard a long way round. The

guests in the kitchen of the Redhouse were startled by the clamour, and

declaring that "there must be summat more nor common to do at Hollow's

Miln," they called for lanterns, and hurried to the spot in a body. And

scarcely had they thronged into the yard with their gleaming lights,

when the tramp of horses was heard, and a little man in a shovel hat,

sitting erect on the back of a shaggy pony, "rode lightly in," followed

by an aide-de-camp mounted on a larger steed.



Mr. Moore, meantime, after stabling his dray-horses, had saddled his

hackney, and with the aid of Sarah, the servant, lit up his mill, whose

wide and long front now glared one great illumination, throwing a

sufficient light on the yard to obviate all fear of confusion arising

from obscurity. Already a deep hum of voices became audible. Mr. Malone

had at length issued from the counting-house, previously taking the

precaution to dip his head and face in the stone water-jug; and this

precaution, together with the sudden alarm, had nearly restored to him

the possession of those senses which the punch had partially scattered.

He stood with his hat on the back of his head, and his shillelah grasped

in his dexter fist, answering much at random the questions of the

newly-arrived party from the Redhouse. Mr. Moore now appeared, and was

immediately confronted by the shovel hat and the shaggy pony.



"Well, Moore, what is your business with us? I thought you would want us

to-night--me and the hetman here (patting his pony's neck), and Tom and

his charger. When I heard your mill-bell I could sit still no longer, so

I left Boultby to finish his supper alone. But where is the enemy? I do

not see a mask or a smutted face present; and there is not a pane of

glass broken in your windows. Have you had an attack, or do you expect

one?"



"Oh, not at all! I have neither had one nor expect one," answered Moore

coolly. "I only ordered the bell to be rung because I want two or three

neighbours to stay here in the Hollow while I and a couple or so more go

over to Stilbro' Moor."



"To Stilbro' Moor! What to do? To meet the wagons?"



"The wagons are come home an hour ago."



"Then all's right. What more would you have?"



"They came home empty; and Joe Scott and company are left on the moor,

and so are the frames. Read that scrawl."



Mr. Helstone received and perused the document of which the contents

have before been given.



"Hum! They've only served you as they serve others. But, however, the

poor fellows in the ditch will be expecting help with some impatience.

This is a wet night for such a berth. I and Tom will go with you. Malone

may stay behind and take care of the mill. What is the matter with him?

His eyes seem starting out of his head."



"He has been eating a mutton chop."



"Indeed!--Peter Augustus, be on your guard. Eat no more mutton chops

to-night. You are left here in command of these premises--an honourable

post!"



"Is anybody to stay with me?"



"As many of the present assemblage as choose.--My lads, how many of you

will remain here, and how many will go a little way with me and Mr.

Moore on the Stilbro' road, to meet some men who have been waylaid and

assaulted by frame-breakers?"



The small number of three volunteered to go; the rest preferred staying

behind. As Mr. Moore mounted his horse, the rector asked him in a low

voice whether he had locked up the mutton chops, so that Peter Augustus

could not get at them? The manufacturer nodded an affirmative, and the

rescue-party set out.









CHAPTER III.



MR. YORKE.





Cheerfulness, it would appear, is a matter which depends fully as much

on the state of things within as on the state of things without and

around us. I make this trite remark, because I happen to know that

Messrs. Helstone and Moore trotted forth from the mill-yard gates, at

the head of their very small company, in the best possible spirits. When

a ray from a lantern (the three pedestrians of the party carried each

one) fell on Mr. Moore's face, you could see an unusual, because a

lively, spark dancing in his eyes, and a new-found vivacity mantling on

his dark physiognomy; and when the rector's visage was illuminated, his

hard features were revealed all agrin and ashine with glee. Yet a

drizzling night, a somewhat perilous expedition, you would think were

not circumstances calculated to enliven those exposed to the wet and

engaged in the adventure. If any member or members of the crew who had

been at work on Stilbro' Moor had caught a view of this party, they

would have had great pleasure in shooting either of the leaders from

behind a wall: and the leaders knew this; and the fact is, being both

men of steely nerves and steady-beating hearts, were elate with the

knowledge.



I am aware, reader, and you need not remind me, that it is a dreadful

thing for a parson to be warlike; I am aware that he should be a man of

peace. I have some faint outline of an idea of what a clergyman's

mission is amongst mankind, and I remember distinctly whose servant he

is, whose message he delivers, whose example he should follow; yet, with

all this, if you are a parson-hater, you need not expect me to go along

with you every step of your dismal, downward-tending, unchristian road;

you need not expect me to join in your deep anathemas, at once so narrow

and so sweeping, in your poisonous rancour, so intense and so absurd,

against "the cloth;" to lift up my eyes and hands with a Supplehough,

or to inflate my lungs with a Barraclough, in horror and denunciation of

the diabolical rector of Briarfield.



He was not diabolical at all. The evil simply was--he had missed his

vocation. He should have been a soldier, and circumstances had made him

a priest. For the rest, he was a conscientious, hard-headed,

hard-handed, brave, stern, implacable, faithful little man; a man almost

without sympathy, ungentle, prejudiced, and rigid, but a man true to

principle, honourable, sagacious, and sincere. It seems to me, reader,

that you cannot always cut out men to fit their profession, and that you

ought not to curse them because their profession sometimes hangs on them

ungracefully. Nor will I curse Helstone, clerical Cossack as he was. Yet

he _was_ cursed, and by many of his own parishioners, as by others he

was adored--which is the frequent fate of men who show partiality in

friendship and bitterness in enmity, who are equally attached to

principles and adherent to prejudices.



Helstone and Moore being both in excellent spirits, and united for the

present in one cause, you would expect that, as they rode side by side,

they would converse amicably. Oh no! These two men, of hard, bilious

natures both, rarely came into contact but they chafed each other's

moods. Their frequent bone of contention was the war. Helstone was a

high Tory (there were Tories in those days), and Moore was a bitter

Whig--a Whig, at least, as far as opposition to the war-party was

concerned, that being the question which affected his own interest; and

only on that question did he profess any British politics at all. He

liked to infuriate Helstone by declaring his belief in the invincibility

of Bonaparte, by taunting England and Europe with the impotence of their

efforts to withstand him, and by coolly advancing the opinion that it

was as well to yield to him soon as late, since he must in the end crush

every antagonist, and reign supreme.



Helstone could not bear these sentiments. It was only on the

consideration of Moore being a sort of outcast and alien, and having but

half measure of British blood to temper the foreign gall which corroded

his veins, that he brought himself to listen to them without indulging

the wish he felt to cane the speaker. Another thing, too, somewhat

allayed his disgust--namely, a fellow-feeling for the dogged tone with

which these opinions were asserted, and a respect for the consistency

of Moore's crabbed contumacy.



As the party turned into the Stilbro' road, they met what little wind

there was; the rain dashed in their faces. Moore had been fretting his

companion previously, and now, braced up by the raw breeze, and perhaps

irritated by the sharp drizzle, he began to goad him.



"Does your Peninsular news please you still?" he asked.



"What do you mean?" was the surly demand of the rector.



"I mean, have you still faith in that Baal of a Lord Wellington?"



"And what do you mean now?"



"Do you still believe that this wooden-faced and pebble-hearted idol of

England has power to send fire down from heaven to consume the French

holocaust you want to offer up?"



"I believe Wellington will flog Bonaparte's marshals into the sea the

day it pleases him to lift his arm."



"But, my dear sir, you can't be serious in what you say. Bonaparte's

marshals are great men, who act under the guidance of an omnipotent

master-spirit. Your Wellington is the most humdrum of commonplace

martinets, whose slow, mechanical movements are further cramped by an

ignorant home government."



"Wellington is the soul of England. Wellington is the right champion of

a good cause, the fit representative of a powerful, a resolute, a

sensible, and an honest nation."



"Your good cause, as far as I understand it, is simply the restoration

of that filthy, feeble Ferdinand to a throne which he disgraced. Your

fit representative of an honest people is a dull-witted drover, acting

for a duller-witted farmer; and against these are arrayed victorious

supremacy and invincible genius."



"Against legitimacy is arrayed usurpation; against modest,

single-minded, righteous, and brave resistance to encroachment is

arrayed boastful, double-tongued, selfish, and treacherous ambition to

possess. God defend the right!"



"God often defends the powerful."



"What! I suppose the handful of Israelites standing dryshod on the

Asiatic side of the Red Sea was more powerful than the host of the

Egyptians drawn up on the African side? Were they more numerous? Were

they better appointed? Were they more mighty, in a word--eh? Don't

speak, or you'll tell a lie, Moore; you know you will. They were a poor,

overwrought band of bondsmen. Tyrants had oppressed them through four

hundred years; a feeble mixture of women and children diluted their thin

ranks; their masters, who roared to follow them through the divided

flood, were a set of pampered Ethiops, about as strong and brutal as the

lions of Libya. They were armed, horsed, and charioted; the poor Hebrew

wanderers were afoot. Few of them, it is likely, had better weapons than

their shepherds' crooks or their masons' building-tools; their meek and

mighty leader himself had only his rod. But bethink you, Robert Moore,

right was with them; the God of battles was on their side. Crime and the

lost archangel generalled the ranks of Pharaoh, and which triumphed? We

know that well. 'The Lord saved Israel that day out of the hand of the

Egyptians, and Israel saw the Egyptians dead upon the sea-shore'--yea,

'the depths covered them, they sank to the bottom as a stone.' The right

hand of the Lord became glorious in power; the right hand of the Lord

dashed in pieces the enemy!"



"You are all right; only you forget the true parallel. France is Israel,

and Napoleon is Moses. Europe, with her old overgorged empires and

rotten dynasties, is corrupt Egypt; gallant France is the Twelve Tribes,

and her fresh and vigorous Usurper the Shepherd of Horeb."



"I scorn to answer you."



Moore accordingly answered himself--at least, he subjoined to what he

had just said an additional observation in a lower voice.



"Oh, in Italy he was as great as any Moses! He was the right thing

there, fit to head and organize measures for the regeneration of

nations. It puzzles me to this day how the conqueror of Lodi should have

condescended to become an emperor, a vulgar, a stupid humbug; and still

more how a people who had once called themselves republicans should have

sunk again to the grade of mere slaves. I despise France! If England had

gone as far on the march of civilization as France did, she would hardly

have retreated so shamelessly."



"You don't mean to say that besotted imperial France is any worse than

bloody republican France?" demanded Helstone fiercely.



"I mean to say nothing, but I can think what I please, you know, Mr.

Helstone, both about France and England; and about revolutions, and

regicides, and restorations in general; and about the divine right of

kings, which you often stickle for in your sermons, and the duty of

non-resistance, and the sanity of war, and----"



Mr. Moore's sentence was here cut short by the rapid rolling up of a

gig, and its sudden stoppage in the middle of the road. Both he and the

rector had been too much occupied with their discourse to notice its

approach till it was close upon them.



"Nah, maister; did th' wagons hit home?" demanded a voice from the

vehicle.



"Can that be Joe Scott?"



"Ay, ay!" returned another voice; for the gig contained two persons, as

was seen by the glimmer of its lamp. The men with the lanterns had now

fallen into the rear, or rather, the equestrians of the rescue-party had

outridden the pedestrians. "Ay, Mr. Moore, it's Joe Scott. I'm bringing

him back to you in a bonny pickle. I fand him on the top of the moor

yonder, him and three others. What will you give me for restoring him to

you?"



"Why, my thanks, I believe; for I could better have afforded to lose a

better man. That is you, I suppose, Mr. Yorke, by your voice?"



"Ay, lad, it's me. I was coming home from Stilbro' market, and just as I

got to the middle of the moor, and was whipping on as swift as the wind

(for these, they say, are not safe times, thanks to a bad government!),

I heard a groan. I pulled up. Some would have whipt on faster; but I've

naught to fear that I know of. I don't believe there's a lad in these

parts would harm me--at least, I'd give them as good as I got if they

offered to do it. I said, 'Is there aught wrong anywhere?' ''Deed is

there,' somebody says, speaking out of the ground, like. 'What's to do?

Be sharp and tell me,' I ordered. 'Nobbut four on us ligging in a

ditch,' says Joe, as quiet as could be. I telled 'em more shame to 'em,

and bid them get up and move on, or I'd lend them a lick of the

gig-whip; for my notion was they were all fresh. 'We'd ha' done that an

hour sin', but we're teed wi' a bit o' band,' says Joe. So in a while I

got down and loosed 'em wi' my penknife; and Scott would ride wi' me, to

tell me all how it happened; and t' others are coming on as fast as

their feet will bring them."



"Well, I am greatly obliged to you, Mr. Yorke."



"Are you, my lad? You know you're not. However, here are the rest

approaching. And here, by the Lord, is another set with lights in their

pitchers, like the army of Gideon; and as we've th' parson wi',

us--good-evening, Mr. Helstone--we'se do."



Mr. Helstone returned the salutation of the individual in the gig very

stiffly indeed. That individual proceeded,--



"We're eleven strong men, and there's both horses and chariots amang us.

If we could only fall in wi' some of these starved ragamuffins of

frame-breakers we could win a grand victory. We could iv'ry one be a

Wellington--that would please ye, Mr. Helstone--and sich paragraphs as

we could contrive for t' papers! Briarfield suld be famous. But we'se

hev a column and a half i' th' _Stilbro' Courier_ ower this job, as it

is, I dare say. I'se expect no less."



"And I'll promise you no less, Mr. Yorke, for I'll write the article

myself," returned the rector.



"To be sure--sartainly! And mind ye recommend weel that them 'at brake

t' bits o' frames, and teed Joe Scott's legs wi' band, suld be hung

without benefit o' clergy. It's a hanging matter, or suld be. No doubt

o' that."



"If I judged them I'd give them short shrift!" cried Moore. "But I mean

to let them quite alone this bout, to give them rope enough, certain

that in the end they will hang themselves."



"Let them alone, will ye, Moore? Do you promise that?"



"Promise! No. All I mean to say is, I shall give myself no particular

trouble to catch them; but if one falls in my way----"



"You'll snap him up, of course. Only you would rather they would do

something worse than merely stop a wagon before you reckon with them.

Well, we'll say no more on the subject at present. Here we are at my

door, gentlemen, and I hope you and the men will step in. You will none

of you be the worse of a little refreshment."



Moore and Helstone opposed this proposition as unnecessary. It was,

however, pressed on them so courteously, and the night, besides, was so

inclement, and the gleam from the muslin-curtained windows of the house

before which they had halted looked so inviting, that at length they

yielded. Mr. Yorke, after having alighted from his gig, which he left in

charge of a man who issued from an outbuilding on his arrival, led the

way in.



It will have been remarked that Mr. Yorke varied a little in his

phraseology. Now he spoke broad Yorkshire, and anon he expressed himself

in very pure English. His manner seemed liable to equal alternations. He

could be polite and affable, and he could be blunt and rough. His

station then you could not easily determine by his speech and demeanour.

Perhaps the appearance of his residence may decide it.



The men he recommended to take the kitchen way, saying that he would

"see them served wi' summat to taste presently." The gentlemen were

ushered in at the front entrance. They found themselves in a matted

hall, lined almost to the ceiling with pictures. Through this they were

conducted to a large parlour, with a magnificent fire in the grate--the

most cheerful of rooms it appeared as a whole, and when you came to

examine details, the enlivening effect was not diminished. There was no

splendour, but there was taste everywhere, unusual taste--the taste, you

would have said, of a travelled man, a scholar, and a gentleman. A

series of Italian views decked the walls. Each of these was a specimen

of true art. A connoisseur had selected them; they were genuine and

valuable. Even by candle-light the bright clear skies, the soft

distances, with blue air quivering between the eye and the hills, the

fresh tints, and well-massed lights and shadows, charmed the view. The

subjects were all pastoral, the scenes were all sunny. There was a

guitar and some music on a sofa; there were cameos, beautiful

miniatures; a set of Grecian-looking vases on the mantelpiece; there

were books well arranged in two elegant bookcases.



Mr. Yorke bade his guests be seated. He then rang for wine. To the

servant who brought it he gave hospitable orders for the refreshment of

the men in the kitchen. The rector remained standing; he seemed not to

like his quarters; he would not touch the wine his host offered him.



"E'en as you will," remarked Mr. Yorke. "I reckon you're thinking of

Eastern customs, Mr. Helstone, and you'll not eat nor drink under my

roof, feared we suld be forced to be friends; but I am not so particular

or superstitious. You might sup the contents of that decanter, and you

might give me a bottle of the best in your own cellar, and I'd hold

myself free to oppose you at every turn still--in every vestry-meeting

and justice-meeting where we encountered one another."



"It is just what I should expect of you, Mr. Yorke."



"Does it agree wi' ye now, Mr. Helstone, to be riding out after rioters,

of a wet night, at your age?"



"It always agrees with me to be doing my duty; and in this case my duty

is a thorough pleasure. To hunt down vermin is a noble occupation, fit

for an archbishop."



"Fit for ye, at ony rate. But where's t' curate? He's happen gone to

visit some poor body in a sick gird, or he's happen hunting down vermin

in another direction."



"He is doing garrison-duty at Hollow's Mill."



"You left him a sup o' wine, I hope, Bob" (turning to Mr. Moore), "to

keep his courage up?"



He did not pause for an answer, but continued, quickly, still addressing

Moore, who had thrown himself into an old-fashioned chair by the

fireside--"Move it, Robert! Get up, my lad! That place is mine. Take the

sofa, or three other chairs, if you will, but not this. It belangs to

me, and nob'dy else."



"Why are you so particular to that chair, Mr. Yorke?" asked Moore,

lazily vacating the place in obedience to orders.



"My father war afore me, and that's all t' answer I sall gie thee; and

it's as good a reason as Mr. Helstone can give for the main feck o' his

notions."



"Moore, are you ready to go?" inquired the rector.



"Nay; Robert's not ready, or rather, I'm not ready to part wi' him. He's

an ill lad, and wants correcting."



"Why, sir? What have I done?"



"Made thyself enemies on every hand."



"What do I care for that? What difference does it make to me whether

your Yorkshire louts hate me or like me?"



"Ay, there it is. The lad is a mak' of an alien amang us. His father

would never have talked i' that way.--Go back to Antwerp, where you were

born and bred, mauvaise tête!"



"Mauvaise tête vous-même; je ne fais que mon devoir; quant à vos

lourdauds de paysans, je m'en moque!"



"En ravanche, mon garçon, nos lourdauds de paysans se moqueront de toi;

sois en certain," replied Yorke, speaking with nearly as pure a French

accent as Gérard Moore.



"C'est bon! c'est bon! Et puisque cela m'est égal, que mes amis ne s'en

inquiètent pas."



"Tes amis! Où sont-ils, tes amis?"



"Je fais écho, où sont-ils? et je suis fort aise que l'écho seul y

répond. Au diable les amis! Je me souviens encore du moment où mon père

et mes oncles Gérard appellèrent autour d'eux leurs amis, et Dieu sait

si les amis se sont empressés d'accourir à leur secours! Tenez, M.

Yorke, ce mot, ami, m'irrite trop; ne m'en parlez plus."



"Comme tu voudras."



And here Mr. Yorke held his peace; and while he sits leaning back in his

three-cornered carved oak chair, I will snatch my opportunity to sketch

the portrait of this French-speaking Yorkshire gentleman.









CHAPTER IV.



MR. YORKE (_continued_).





A Yorkshire gentleman he was, _par excellence_, in every point; about

fifty-five years old, but looking at first sight still older, for his

hair was silver white. His forehead was broad, not high; his face fresh

and hale; the harshness of the north was seen in his features, as it was

heard in his voice; every trait was thoroughly English--not a Norman

line anywhere; it was an inelegant, unclassic, unaristocratic mould of

visage. Fine people would perhaps have called it vulgar; sensible people

would have termed it characteristic; shrewd people would have delighted

in it for the pith, sagacity, intelligence, the rude yet real

originality marked in every lineament, latent in every furrow. But it

was an indocile, a scornful, and a sarcastic face--the face of a man

difficult to lead, and impossible to drive. His stature was rather tall,

and he was well made and wiry, and had a stately integrity of port;

there was not a suspicion of the clown about him anywhere.



I did not find it easy to sketch Mr. Yorke's person, but it is more

difficult to indicate his mind. If you expect to be treated to a

Perfection, reader, or even to a benevolent, philanthropic old gentleman

in him, you are mistaken. He has spoken with some sense and with some

good feeling to Mr. Moore, but you are not thence to conclude that he

always spoke and thought justly and kindly.



Mr. Yorke, in the first place, was without the organ of veneration--a

great want, and which throws a man wrong on every point where veneration

is required. Secondly, he was without the organ of comparison--a

deficiency which strips a man of sympathy; and thirdly, he had too

little of the organs of benevolence and ideality, which took the glory

and softness from his nature, and for him diminished those divine

qualities throughout the universe.



The want of veneration made him intolerant to those above him--kings and

nobles and priests, dynasties and parliaments and establishments, with

all their doings, most of their enactments, their forms, their rights,

their claims, were to him an abomination, all rubbish; he found no use

or pleasure in them, and believed it would be clear gain, and no damage

to the world, if its high places were razed, and their occupants crushed

in the fall. The want of veneration, too, made him dead at heart to the

electric delight of admiring what is admirable; it dried up a thousand

pure sources of enjoyment; it withered a thousand vivid pleasures. He

was not irreligious, though a member of no sect; but his religion could

not be that of one who knows how to venerate. He believed in God and

heaven; but his God and heaven were those of a man in whom awe,

imagination, and tenderness lack.



The weakness of his powers of comparison made him inconsistent; while he

professed some excellent general doctrines of mutual toleration and

forbearance, he cherished towards certain classes a bigoted antipathy.

He spoke of "parsons" and all who belonged to parsons, of "lords" and

the appendages of lords, with a harshness, sometimes an insolence, as

unjust as it was insufferable. He could not place himself in the

position of those he vituperated; he could not compare their errors with

their temptations, their defects with their disadvantages; he could not

realize the effect of such and such circumstances on himself similarly

situated, and he would often express the most ferocious and tyrannical

wishes regarding those who had acted, as he thought, ferociously and

tyrannically. To judge by his threats, he would have employed arbitrary,

even cruel, means to advance the cause of freedom and equality.

Equality! yes, Mr. Yorke talked about equality, but at heart he was a

proud man--very friendly to his workpeople, very good to all who were

beneath him, and submitted quietly to be beneath him, but haughty as

Beelzebub to whomsoever the world deemed (for he deemed no man) his

superior. Revolt was in his blood: he could not bear control; his

father, his grandfather before him, could not bear it, and his children

after him never could.



The want of general benevolence made him very impatient of imbecility,

and of all faults which grated on his strong, shrewd nature; it left no

check to his cutting sarcasm. As he was not merciful, he would sometimes

wound and wound again, without noticing how much he hurt, or caring how

deep he thrust.



As to the paucity of ideality in his mind, that can scarcely be called a

fault: a fine ear for music, a correct eye for colour and form, left him

the quality of taste; and who cares for imagination? Who does not think

it a rather dangerous, senseless attribute, akin to weakness, perhaps

partaking of frenzy--a disease rather than a gift of the mind?



Probably all think it so but those who possess, or fancy they possess,

it. To hear them speak, you would believe that their hearts would be

cold if that elixir did not flow about them, that their eyes would be

dim if that flame did not refine their vision, that they would be lonely

if this strange companion abandoned them. You would suppose that it

imparted some glad hope to spring, some fine charm to summer, some

tranquil joy to autumn, some consolation to winter, which you do not

feel. An illusion, of course; but the fanatics cling to their dream, and

would not give it for gold.



As Mr. Yorke did not possess poetic imagination himself, he considered

it a most superfluous quality in others. Painters and musicians he could

tolerate, and even encourage, because he could relish the results of

their art; he could see the charm of a fine picture, and feel the

pleasure of good music; but a quiet poet--whatever force struggled,

whatever fire glowed, in his breast--if he could not have played the man

in the counting-house, of the tradesman in the Piece Hall, might have

lived despised, and died scorned, under the eyes of Hiram Yorke.



And as there are many Hiram Yorkes in the world, it is well that the

true poet, quiet externally though he may be, has often a truculent

spirit under his placidity, and is full of shrewdness in his meekness,

and can measure the whole stature of those who look down on him, and

correctly ascertain the weight and value of the pursuits they disdain

him for not having followed. It is happy that he can have his own bliss,

his own society with his great friend and goddess Nature, quite

independent of those who find little pleasure in him, and in whom he

finds no pleasure at all. It is just that while the world and

circumstances often turn a dark, cold side to him--and properly, too,

because he first turns a dark, cold, careless side to them--he should be

able to maintain a festal brightness and cherishing glow in his bosom,

which makes all bright and genial for him; while strangers, perhaps,

deem his existence a Polar winter never gladdened by a sun. The true

poet is not one whit to be pitied, and he is apt to laugh in his sleeve

when any misguided sympathizer whines over his wrongs. Even when

utilitarians sit in judgment on him, and pronounce him and his art

useless, he hears the sentence with such a hard derision, such a broad,

deep, comprehensive, and merciless contempt of the unhappy Pharisees who

pronounce it, that he is rather to be chidden than condoled with. These,

however, are not Mr. Yorke's reflections, and it is with Mr. Yorke we

have at present to do.



I have told you some of his faults, reader: as to his good points, he

was one of the most honourable and capable men in Yorkshire; even those

who disliked him were forced to respect him. He was much beloved by the

poor, because he was thoroughly kind and very fatherly to them. To his

workmen he was considerate and cordial. When he dismissed them from an

occupation, he would try to set them on to something else, or, if that

was impossible, help them to remove with their families to a district

where work might possibly be had. It must also be remarked that if, as

sometimes chanced, any individual amongst his "hands" showed signs of

insubordination, Yorke--who, like many who abhor being controlled, knew

how to control with vigour--had the secret of crushing rebellion in the

germ, of eradicating it like a bad weed, so that it never spread or

developed within the sphere of his authority. Such being the happy state

of his own affairs, he felt himself at liberty to speak with the utmost

severity of those who were differently situated, to ascribe whatever was

unpleasant in their position entirely to their own fault, to sever

himself from the masters, and advocate freely the cause of the

operatives.



Mr. Yorke's family was the first and oldest in the district; and he,

though not the wealthiest, was one of the most influential men. His

education had been good. In his youth, before the French Revolution, he

had travelled on the Continent. He was an adept in the French and

Italian languages. During a two years' sojourn in Italy he had collected

many good paintings and tasteful rarities, with which his residence was

now adorned. His manners, when he liked, were those of a finished

gentleman of the old school; his conversation, when he was disposed to

please, was singularly interesting and original; and if he usually

expressed himself in the Yorkshire dialect, it was because he chose to

do so, preferring his native Doric to a more refined vocabulary, "A

Yorkshire burr," he affirmed, "was as much better than a cockney's lisp

as a bull's bellow than a raton's squeak."



Mr. Yorke knew every one, and was known by every one, for miles round;

yet his intimate acquaintances were very few. Himself thoroughly

original, he had no taste for what was ordinary: a racy, rough

character, high or low, ever found acceptance with him; a refined,

insipid personage, however exalted in station, was his aversion. He

would spend an hour any time in talking freely with a shrewd workman of

his own, or with some queer, sagacious old woman amongst his cottagers,

when he would have grudged a moment to a commonplace fine gentleman or

to the most fashionable and elegant, if frivolous, lady. His preferences

on these points he carried to an extreme, forgetting that there may be

amiable and even admirable characters amongst those who cannot be

original. Yet he made exceptions to his own rule. There was a certain

order of mind, plain, ingenuous, neglecting refinement, almost devoid of

intellectuality, and quite incapable of appreciating what was

intellectual in him, but which, at the same time, never felt disgust at

his rudeness, was not easily wounded by his sarcasm, did not closely

analyze his sayings, doings, or opinions, with which he was peculiarly

at ease, and, consequently, which he peculiarly preferred. He was lord

amongst such characters. They, while submitting implicitly to his

influence, never acknowledged, because they never reflected on, his

superiority; they were quite tractable, therefore, without running the

smallest danger of being servile; and their unthinking, easy, artless

insensibility was as acceptable, because as convenient, to Mr. Yorke as

that of the chair he sat on, or of the floor he trod.



It will have been observed that he was not quite uncordial with Mr.

Moore. He had two or three reasons for entertaining a faint partiality

to that gentleman. It may sound odd, but the first of these was that

Moore spoke English with a foreign, and French with a perfectly pure,

accent; and that his dark, thin face, with its fine though rather wasted

lines, had a most anti-British and anti-Yorkshire look. These points

seem frivolous, unlikely to influence a character like Yorke's; but the

fact is they recalled old, perhaps pleasurable, associations--they

brought back his travelling, his youthful days. He had seen, amidst

Italian cities and scenes, faces like Moore's; he had heard, in Parisian

cafés and theatres, voices like his. He was young then, and when he

looked at and listened to the alien, he seemed young again.



Secondly, he had known Moore's father, and had had dealings with him.

That was a more substantial, though by no means a more agreeable tie;

for as his firm had been connected with Moore's in business, it had

also, in some measure, been implicated in its losses.



Thirdly, he had found Robert himself a sharp man of business. He saw

reason to anticipate that he would, in the end, by one means or another,

make money; and he respected both his resolution and acuteness--perhaps,

also, his hardness. A fourth circumstance which drew them together was

that of Mr. Yorke being one of the guardians of the minor on whose

estate Hollow's Mill was situated; consequently Moore, in the course of

his alterations and improvements, had frequent occasion to consult him.



As to the other guest now present in Mr. Yorke's parlour, Mr. Helstone,

between him and his host there existed a double antipathy--the antipathy

of nature and that of circumstances. The free-thinker hated the

formalist; the lover of liberty detested the disciplinarian. Besides, it

was said that in former years they had been rival suitors of the same

lady.



Mr. Yorke, as a general rule, was, when young, noted for his preference

of sprightly and dashing women: a showy shape and air, a lively wit, a

ready tongue, chiefly seemed to attract him. He never, however, proposed

to any of these brilliant belles whose society he sought; and all at

once he seriously fell in love with and eagerly wooed a girl who

presented a complete contrast to those he had hitherto noticed--a girl

with the face of a Madonna; a girl of living marble--stillness

personified. No matter that, when he spoke to her, she only answered him

in monosyllables; no matter that his sighs seemed unheard, that his

glances were unreturned, that she never responded to his opinions,

rarely smiled at his jests, paid him no respect and no attention; no

matter that she seemed the opposite of everything feminine he had ever

in his whole life been known to admire. For him Mary Cave was perfect,

because somehow, for some reason--no doubt he had a reason--he loved

her.



Mr. Helstone, at that time curate of Briarfield, loved Mary too--or, at

any rate, he fancied her. Several others admired her, for she was

beautiful as a monumental angel; but the clergyman was preferred for his

office's sake--that office probably investing him with some of the

illusion necessary to allure to the commission of matrimony, and which

Miss Cave did not find in any of the young wool-staplers, her other

adorers. Mr. Helstone neither had, nor professed to have, Mr. Yorke's

absorbing passion for her. He had none of the humble reverence which

seemed to subdue most of her suitors; he saw her more as she really was

than the rest did. He was, consequently, more master of her and himself.

She accepted him at the first offer, and they were married.



Nature never intended Mr. Helstone to make a very good husband,

especially to a quiet wife. He thought so long as a woman was silent

nothing ailed her, and she wanted nothing. If she did not complain of

solitude, solitude, however continued, could not be irksome to her. If

she did not talk and put herself forward, express a partiality for this,

an aversion to that, she had no partialities or aversions, and it was

useless to consult her tastes. He made no pretence of comprehending

women, or comparing them with men. They were a different, probably a

very inferior, order of existence. A wife could not be her husband's

companion, much less his confidante, much less his stay. _His_ wife,

after a year or two, was of no great importance to him in any shape; and

when she one day, as he thought, suddenly--for he had scarcely noticed

her decline--but, as others thought, gradually, took her leave of him

and of life, and there was only a still, beautiful-featured mould of

clay left, cold and white, in the conjugal couch, he felt his

bereavement--who shall say how little? Yet, perhaps, more than he seemed

to feel it; for he was not a man from whom grief easily wrung tears.



His dry-eyed and sober mourning scandalized an old housekeeper, and

likewise a female attendant, who had waited upon Mrs. Helstone in her

sickness, and who, perhaps, had had opportunities of learning more of

the deceased lady's nature, of her capacity for feeling and loving, than

her husband knew. They gossiped together over the corpse, related

anecdotes, with embellishments of her lingering decline, and its real or

supposed cause. In short, they worked each other up to some indignation

against the austere little man, who sat examining papers in an adjoining

room, unconscious of what opprobrium he was the object.



Mrs. Helstone was hardly under the sod when rumours began to be rife in

the neighbourhood that she had died of a broken heart. These magnified

quickly into reports of hard usage, and, finally, details of harsh

treatment on the part of her husband--reports grossly untrue, but not

the less eagerly received on that account. Mr. Yorke heard them, partly

believed them. Already, of course, he had no friendly feeling to his

successful rival. Though himself a married man now, and united to a

woman who seemed a complete contrast to Mary Cave in all respects, he

could not forget the great disappointment of his life; and when he heard

that what would have been so precious to him had been neglected, perhaps

abused, by another, he conceived for that other a rooted and bitter

animosity.



Of the nature and strength of this animosity Mr. Helstone was but half

aware. He neither knew how much Yorke had loved Mary Cave, what he had

felt on losing her, nor was he conscious of the calumnies concerning his

treatment of her, familiar to every ear in the neighbourhood but his

own. He believed political and religious differences alone separated him

and Mr. Yorke. Had he known how the case really stood, he would hardly

have been induced by any persuasion to cross his former rival's

threshold.



       *       *       *       *       *



Mr. Yorke did not resume his lecture of Robert Moore. The conversation

ere long recommenced in a more general form, though still in a somewhat

disputative tone. The unquiet state of the country, the various

depredations lately committed on mill-property in the district, supplied

abundant matter for disagreement, especially as each of the three

gentlemen present differed more or less in his views on these subjects.

Mr. Helstone thought the masters aggrieved, the workpeople unreasonable;

he condemned sweepingly the widespread spirit of disaffection against

constituted authorities, the growing indisposition to bear with patience

evils he regarded as inevitable. The cures he prescribed were vigorous

government interference, strict magisterial vigilance; when necessary,

prompt military coercion.



Mr. Yorke wished to know whether this interference, vigilance, and

coercion would feed those who were hungry, give work to those who wanted

work, and whom no man would hire. He scouted the idea of inevitable

evils. He said public patience was a camel, on whose back the last atom

that could be borne had already been laid, and that resistance was now a

duty; the widespread spirit of disaffection against constituted

authorities he regarded as the most promising sign of the times; the

masters, he allowed, were truly aggrieved, but their main grievances had

been heaped on them by a "corrupt, base, and bloody" government (these

were Mr. Yorke's epithets). Madmen like Pitt, demons like Castlereagh,

mischievous idiots like Perceval, were the tyrants, the curses of the

country, the destroyers of her trade. It was their infatuated

perseverance in an unjustifiable, a hopeless, a ruinous war, which had

brought the nation to its present pass. It was their monstrously

oppressive taxation, it was the infamous "Orders in Council"--the

originators of which deserved impeachment and the scaffold, if ever

public men did--that hung a millstone about England's neck.



"But where was the use of talking?" he demanded. "What chance was there

of reason being heard in a land that was king-ridden, priest-ridden,

peer-ridden; where a lunatic was the nominal monarch, an unprincipled

debauchee the real ruler; where such an insult to common sense as

hereditary legislators was tolerated; where such a humbug as a bench of

bishops, such an arrogant abuse as a pampered, persecuting established

church was endured and venerated; where a standing army was maintained,

and a host of lazy parsons and their pauper families were kept on the

fat of the land?"



Mr. Helstone, rising up and putting on his shovel-hat, observed in

reply, "that in the course of his life he had met with two or three

instances where sentiments of this sort had been very bravely maintained

so long as health, strength, and worldly prosperity had been the allies

of him who professed them; but there came a time," he said, "to all men,

'when the keepers of the house should tremble; when they should be

afraid of that which is high, and fear should be in the way;' and that

time was the test of the advocate of anarchy and rebellion, the enemy of

religion and order. Ere now," he affirmed, "he had been called upon to

read those prayers our church has provided for the sick by the miserable

dying-bed of one of her most rancorous foes; he had seen such a one

stricken with remorse, solicitous to discover a place for repentance,

and unable to find any, though he sought it carefully with tears. He

must forewarn Mr. Yorke that blasphemy against God and the king was a

deadly sin, and that there was such a thing as 'judgment to come.'"



Mr. Yorke "believed fully that there was such a thing as judgment to

come. If it were otherwise, it would be difficult to imagine how all the

scoundrels who seemed triumphant in this world, who broke innocent

hearts with impunity, abused unmerited privileges, were a scandal to

honourable callings, took the bread out of the mouths of the poor,

browbeat the humble, and truckled meanly to the rich and proud, were to

be properly paid off in such coin as they had earned. But," he added,

"whenever he got low-spirited about such-like goings-on, and their

seeming success in this mucky lump of a planet, he just reached down t'

owd book" (pointing to a great Bible in the bookcase), "opened it like

at a chance, and he was sure to light of a verse blazing wi' a blue

brimstone low that set all straight. He knew," he said, "where some folk

war bound for, just as weel as if an angel wi' great white wings had

come in ower t' door-stone and told him."



"Sir," said Mr. Helstone, collecting all his dignity--"sir, the great

knowledge of man is to know himself, and the bourne whither his own

steps tend."



"Ay, ay. You'll recollect, Mr. Helstone, that Ignorance was carried away

from the very gates of heaven, borne through the air, and thrust in at a

door in the side of the hill which led down to hell."



"Nor have I forgotten, Mr. Yorke, that Vain-Confidence, not seeing the

way before him, fell into a deep pit, which was on purpose there made by

the prince of the grounds, to catch vainglorious fools withal, and was

dashed to pieces with his fall."



"Now," interposed Mr. Moore, who had hitherto sat a silent but amused

spectator of this worldly combat, and whose indifference to the party

politics of the day, as well as to the gossip of the neighbourhood, made

him an impartial, if apathetic, judge of the merits of such an

encounter, "you have both sufficiently blackballed each other, and

proved how cordially you detest each other, and how wicked you think

each other. For my part, my hate is still running in such a strong

current against the fellows who have broken my frames that I have none

to spare for my private acquaintance, and still less for such a vague

thing as a sect or a government. But really, gentlemen, you both seem

very bad by your own showing--worse than ever I suspected you to be.--I

dare not stay all night with a rebel and blasphemer like you, Yorke; and

I hardly dare ride home with a cruel and tyrannical ecclesiastic like

Mr. Helstone."



"I am going, however, Mr. Moore," said the rector sternly. "Come with me

or not, as you please."



"Nay, he shall not have the choice; he _shall_ go with you," responded

Yorke. "It's midnight, and past; and I'll have nob'dy staying up i' my

house any longer. Ye mun all go."



He rang the bell.



"Deb," said he to the servant who answered it, "clear them folk out o'

t' kitchen, and lock t' doors, and be off to bed.--Here is your way,

gentlemen," he continued to his guests; and, lighting them through the

passage, he fairly put them out at his front door.



They met their party hurrying out pell-mell by the back way. Their

horses stood at the gate; they mounted, and rode off, Moore laughing at

their abrupt dismissal, Helstone deeply indignant thereat.









CHAPTER V.



HOLLOW'S COTTAGE.





Moore's good spirits were still with him when he rose next morning. He

and Joe Scott had both spent the night in the mill, availing themselves

of certain sleeping accommodations producible from recesses in the front

and back counting-houses. The master, always an early riser, was up

somewhat sooner even than usual. He awoke his man by singing a French

song as he made his toilet.



"Ye're not custen dahn, then, maister?" cried Joe.



"Not a stiver, mon garçon--which means, my lad. Get up, and we'll take a

turn through the mill before the hands come in, and I'll explain my

future plans. We'll have the machinery yet, Joseph. You never heard of

Bruce, perhaps?"



"And th' arrand (spider)? Yes, but I hev. I've read th' history o'

Scotland, and happen knaw as mich on't as ye; and I understand ye to

mean to say ye'll persevere."



"I do."



"Is there mony o' your mak' i' your country?" inquired Joe, as he folded

up his temporary bed, and put it away.



"In my country! Which is my country?"



"Why, France--isn't it?"



"Not it, indeed! The circumstance of the French having seized Antwerp,

where I was born, does not make me a Frenchman."



"Holland, then?"



"I am not a Dutchman. Now you are confounding Antwerp with Amsterdam."



"Flanders?"



"I scorn the insinuation, Joe! I a Flamand! Have I a Flemish face--the

clumsy nose standing out, the mean forehead falling back, the pale blue

eyes 'à fleur de tête'? Am I all body and no legs, like a Flamand? But

you don't know what they are like, those Netherlanders. Joe, I'm an

Anversois. My mother was an Anversoise, though she came of French

lineage, which is the reason I speak French."



"But your father war Yorkshire, which maks ye a bit Yorkshire too; and

onybody may see ye're akin to us, ye're so keen o' making brass, and

getting forrards."



"Joe, you're an impudent dog; but I've always been accustomed to a

boorish sort of insolence from my youth up. The 'classe ouvrière'--that

is, the working people in Belgium--bear themselves brutally towards

their employers; and by _brutally_, Joe, I mean _brutalement_--which,

perhaps, when properly translated, should be _roughly_."



"We allus speak our minds i' this country; and them young parsons and

grand folk fro' London is shocked at wer 'incivility;' and we like weel

enough to gi'e 'em summat to be shocked at, 'cause it's sport to us to

watch 'em turn up the whites o' their een, and spreed out their bits o'

hands, like as they're flayed wi' bogards, and then to hear 'em say,

nipping off their words short like, 'Dear! dear! Whet seveges! How very

corse!'"



"You _are_ savages, Joe. You don't suppose you're civilized, do you?"



"Middling, middling, maister. I reckon 'at us manufacturing lads i' th'

north is a deal more intelligent, and knaws a deal more nor th' farming

folk i' th' south. Trade sharpens wer wits; and them that's mechanics

like me is forced to think. Ye know, what wi' looking after machinery

and sich like, I've getten into that way that when I see an effect, I

look straight out for a cause, and I oft lig hold on't to purpose; and

then I like reading, and I'm curious to knaw what them that reckons to

govern us aims to do for us and wi' us. And there's many 'cuter nor me;

there's many a one amang them greasy chaps 'at smells o' oil, and amang

them dyers wi' blue and black skins, that has a long head, and that can

tell what a fooil of a law is, as well as ye or old Yorke, and a deal

better nor soft uns like Christopher Sykes o' Whinbury, and greet

hectoring nowts like yond' Irish Peter, Helstone's curate."



"You think yourself a clever fellow, I know, Scott."



"Ay! I'm fairish. I can tell cheese fro' chalk, and I'm varry weel aware

that I've improved sich opportunities as I have had, a deal better nor

some 'at reckons to be aboon me; but there's thousands i' Yorkshire

that's as good as me, and a two-three that's better."



"You're a great man--you're a sublime fellow; but you're a prig, a

conceited noodle with it all, Joe! You need not to think that because

you've picked up a little knowledge of practical mathematics, and

because you have found some scantling of the elements of chemistry at

the bottom of a dyeing vat, that therefore you're a neglected man of

science; and you need not to suppose that because the course of trade

does not always run smooth, and you, and such as you, are sometimes

short of work and of bread, that therefore your class are martyrs, and

that the whole form of government under which you live is wrong. And,

moreover, you need not for a moment to insinuate that the virtues have

taken refuge in cottages and wholly abandoned slated houses. Let me tell

you, I particularly abominate that sort of trash, because I know so well

that human nature is human nature everywhere, whether under tile or

thatch, and that in every specimen of human nature that breathes, vice

and virtue are ever found blended, in smaller or greater proportions,

and that the proportion is not determined by station. I have seen

villains who were rich, and I have seen villains who were poor, and I

have seen villains who were neither rich nor poor, but who had realized

Agar's wish, and lived in fair and modest competency. The clock is going

to strike six. Away with you, Joe, and ring the mill bell."



It was now the middle of the month of February; by six o'clock therefore

dawn was just beginning to steal on night, to penetrate with a pale ray

its brown obscurity, and give a demi-translucence to its opaque shadows.

Pale enough that ray was on this particular morning: no colour tinged

the east, no flush warmed it. To see what a heavy lid day slowly lifted,

what a wan glance she flung along the hills, you would have thought the

sun's fire quenched in last night's floods. The breath of this morning

was chill as its aspect; a raw wind stirred the mass of night-cloud, and

showed, as it slowly rose, leaving a colourless, silver-gleaming ring

all round the horizon, not blue sky, but a stratum of paler vapour

beyond. It had ceased to rain, but the earth was sodden, and the pools

and rivulets were full.



The mill-windows were alight, the bell still rung loud, and now the

little children came running in, in too great a hurry, let us hope, to

feel very much nipped by the inclement air; and indeed, by contrast,

perhaps the morning appeared rather favourable to them than otherwise,

for they had often come to their work that winter through snow-storms,

through heavy rain, through hard frost.



Mr. Moore stood at the entrance to watch them pass. He counted them as

they went by. To those who came rather late he said a word of reprimand,

which was a little more sharply repeated by Joe Scott when the lingerers

reached the work-rooms. Neither master nor overlooker spoke savagely.

They were not savage men either of them, though it appeared both were

rigid, for they fined a delinquent who came considerably too late. Mr.

Moore made him pay his penny down ere he entered, and informed him that

the next repetition of the fault would cost him twopence.



Rules, no doubt, are necessary in such cases, and coarse and cruel

masters will make coarse and cruel rules, which, at the time we treat of

at least, they used sometimes to enforce tyrannically; but though I

describe imperfect characters (every character in this book will be

found to be more or less imperfect, my pen refusing to draw anything in

the model line), I have not undertaken to handle degraded or utterly

infamous ones. Child-torturers, slave masters and drivers, I consign to

the hands of jailers. The novelist may be excused from sullying his page

with the record of their deeds.



Instead, then, of harrowing up my reader's soul and delighting his organ

of wonder with effective descriptions of stripes and scourgings, I am

happy to be able to inform him that neither Mr. Moore nor his overlooker

ever struck a child in their mill. Joe had, indeed, once very severely

flogged a son of his own for telling a lie and persisting in it; but,

like his employer, he was too phlegmatic, too calm, as well as too

reasonable a man, to make corporal chastisement other than the exception

to his treatment of the young.



Mr. Moore haunted his mill, his mill-yard, his dye-house, and his

warehouse till the sickly dawn strengthened into day. The sun even

rose--at least a white disc, clear, tintless, and almost chill-looking

as ice, peeped over the dark crest of a hill, changed to silver the

livid edge of the cloud above it, and looked solemnly down the whole

length of the den, or narrow dale, to whose strait bounds we are at

present limited. It was eight o'clock; the mill lights were all

extinguished; the signal was given for breakfast; the children, released

for half an hour from toil, betook themselves to the little tin cans

which held their coffee, and to the small baskets which contained their

allowance of bread. Let us hope they have enough to eat; it would be a

pity were it otherwise.



And now at last Mr. Moore quitted the mill-yard, and bent his steps to

his dwelling-house. It was only a short distance from the factory, but

the hedge and high bank on each side of the lane which conducted to it

seemed to give it something of the appearance and feeling of seclusion.

It was a small, whitewashed place, with a green porch over the door;

scanty brown stalks showed in the garden soil near this porch, and

likewise beneath the windows--stalks budless and flowerless now, but

giving dim prediction of trained and blooming creepers for summer days.

A grass plat and borders fronted the cottage. The borders presented only

black mould yet, except where, in sheltered nooks, the first shoots of

snowdrop or crocus peeped, green as emerald, from the earth. The spring

was late; it had been a severe and prolonged winter; the last deep snow

had but just disappeared before yesterday's rains; on the hills, indeed,

white remnants of it yet gleamed, flecking the hollows and crowning the

peaks; the lawn was not verdant, but bleached, as was the grass on the

bank, and under the hedge in the lane. Three trees, gracefully grouped,

rose beside the cottage. They were not lofty, but having no rivals near,

they looked well and imposing where they grew. Such was Mr. Moore's

home--a snug nest for content and contemplation, but one within which

the wings of action and ambition could not long lie folded.



Its air of modest comfort seemed to possess no particular attraction for

its owner. Instead of entering the house at once he fetched a spade from

a little shed and began to work in the garden. For about a quarter of an

hour he dug on uninterrupted. At length, however, a window opened, and a

female voice called to him,--



"Eh, bien! Tu ne déjeûnes pas ce matin?"



The answer, and the rest of the conversation, was in French; but as this

is an English book, I shall translate it into English.



"Is breakfast ready, Hortense?"



"Certainly; it has been ready half an hour."



"Then I am ready too. I have a canine hunger."



He threw down his spade, and entered the house. The narrow passage

conducted him to a small parlour, where a breakfast of coffee and bread

and butter, with the somewhat un-English accompaniment of stewed pears,

was spread on the table. Over these viands presided the lady who had

spoken from the window. I must describe her before I go any farther.



She seemed a little older than Mr. Moore--perhaps she was thirty-five,

tall, and proportionately stout; she had very black hair, for the

present twisted up in curl-papers, a high colour in her cheeks, a small

nose, a pair of little black eyes. The lower part of her face was large

in proportion to the upper; her forehead was small and rather

corrugated; she had a fretful though not an ill-natured expression of

countenance; there was something in her whole appearance one felt

inclined to be half provoked with and half amused at. The strangest

point was her dress--a stuff petticoat and a striped cotton camisole.

The petticoat was short, displaying well a pair of feet and ankles which

left much to be desired in the article of symmetry.



You will think I have depicted a remarkable slattern, reader. Not at

all. Hortense Moore (she was Mr. Moore's sister) was a very orderly,

economical person. The petticoat, camisole, and curl-papers were her

morning costume, in which, of forenoons, she had always been accustomed

to "go her household ways" in her own country. She did not choose to

adopt English fashions because she was obliged to live in England; she

adhered to her old Belgian modes, quite satisfied that there was a merit

in so doing.



Mademoiselle had an excellent opinion of herself--an opinion not wholly

undeserved, for she possessed some good and sterling qualities; but she

rather over-estimated the kind and degree of these qualities, and quite

left out of the account sundry little defects which accompanied them.

You could never have persuaded her that she was a prejudiced and

narrow-minded person, that she was too susceptible on the subject of her

own dignity and importance, and too apt to take offence about trifles;

yet all this was true. However, where her claims to distinction were not

opposed, and where her prejudices were not offended, she could be kind

and friendly enough. To her two brothers (for there was another Gérard

Moore besides Robert) she was very much attached. As the sole remaining

representatives of their decayed family, the persons of both were almost

sacred in her eyes. Of Louis, however, she knew less than of Robert. He

had been sent to England when a mere boy, and had received his education

at an English school. His education not being such as to adapt him for

trade, perhaps, too, his natural bent not inclining him to mercantile

pursuits, he had, when the blight of hereditary prospects rendered it

necessary for him to push his own fortune, adopted the very arduous and

very modest career of a teacher. He had been usher in a school, and was

said now to be tutor in a private family. Hortense, when she mentioned

Louis, described him as having what she called "des moyens," but as

being too backward and quiet. Her praise of Robert was in a different

strain, less qualified: she was very proud of him; she regarded him as

the greatest man in Europe; all he said and did was remarkable in her

eyes, and she expected others to behold him from the same point of view;

nothing could be more irrational, monstrous, and infamous than

opposition from any quarter to Robert, unless it were opposition to

herself.



Accordingly, as soon as the said Robert was seated at the

breakfast-table, and she had helped him to a portion of stewed pears,

and cut him a good-sized Belgian tartine, she began to pour out a flood

of amazement and horror at the transaction of last night, the

destruction of the frames.



"Quelle idée! to destroy them. Quelle action honteuse! On voyait bien

que les ouvriers de ce pays étaient à la fois betes et méchants. C'était

absolument comme les domestiques anglais, les servantes surtout: rien

d'insupportable comme cette Sara, par exemple!"



"She looks clean and industrious," Mr. Moore remarked.



"Looks! I don't know how she looks, and I do not say that she is

altogether dirty or idle, mais elle est d'une insolence! She disputed

with me a quarter of an hour yesterday about the cooking of the beef;

she said I boiled it to rags, that English people would never be able to

eat such a dish as our bouilli, that the bouillon was no better than

greasy warm water, and as to the choucroute, she affirms she cannot

touch it! That barrel we have in the cellar--delightfully prepared by my

own hands--she termed a tub of hog-wash, which means food for pigs. I am

harassed with the girl, and yet I cannot part with her lest I should get

a worse. You are in the same position with your workmen, pauvre cher

frère!"



"I am afraid you are not very happy in England, Hortense."



"It is my duty to be happy where you are, brother; but otherwise there

are certainly a thousand things which make me regret our native town.

All the world here appears to me ill-bred (mal-élevé). I find my habits

considered ridiculous. If a girl out of your mill chances to come into

the kitchen and find me in my jupon and camisole preparing dinner (for

you know I cannot trust Sarah to cook a single dish), she sneers. If I

accept an invitation out to tea, which I have done once or twice, I

perceive I am put quite into the background; I have not that attention

paid me which decidedly is my due. Of what an excellent family are the

Gérards, as we know, and the Moores also! They have a right to claim a

certain respect, and to feel wounded when it is withheld from them. In

Antwerp I was always treated with distinction; here, one would think

that when I open my lips in company I speak English with a ridiculous

accent, whereas I am quite assured that I pronounce it perfectly."



"Hortense, in Antwerp we were known rich; in England we were never known

but poor."



"Precisely, and thus mercenary are mankind. Again, dear brother, last

Sunday, if you recollect, was very wet; accordingly I went to church in

my neat black sabots, objects one would not indeed wear in a fashionable

city, but which in the country I have ever been accustomed to use for

walking in dirty roads. Believe me, as I paced up the aisle, composed

and tranquil, as I am always, four ladies, and as many gentlemen,

laughed and hid their faces behind their prayer-books."



"Well, well! don't put on the sabots again. I told you before I thought

they were not quite the thing for this country."



"But, brother, they are not common sabots, such as the peasantry wear. I

tell you, they are sabots noirs, très propres, très convenables. At Mons

and Leuze--cities not very far removed from the elegant capital of

Brussels--it is very seldom that the respectable people wear anything

else for walking in winter. Let any one try to wade the mud of the

Flemish chaussées in a pair of Paris brodequins, on m'en dirait des

nouvelles!"



"Never mind Mons and Leuze and the Flemish chaussées; do at Rome as the

Romans do. And as to the camisole and jupon, I am not quite sure about

them either. I never see an English lady dressed in such garments. Ask

Caroline Helstone."



"Caroline! _I_ ask Caroline? _I_ consult her about my dress? It is _she_

who on all points should consult _me_. She is a child."



"She is eighteen, or at least seventeen--old enough to know all about

gowns, petticoats, and chaussures."



"Do not spoil Caroline, I entreat you, brother. Do not make her of more

consequence than she ought to be. At present she is modest and

unassuming: let us keep her so."



"With all my heart. Is she coming this morning?"



"She will come at ten, as usual, to take her French lesson."



"You don't find that she sneers at you, do you?"



"She does not. She appreciates me better than any one else here; but

then she has more intimate opportunities of knowing me. She sees that I

have education, intelligence, manner, principles--all, in short, which

belongs to a person well born and well bred."



"Are you at all fond of her?"



"For _fond_ I cannot say. I am not one who is prone to take violent

fancies, and, consequently, my friendship is the more to be depended on.

I have a regard for her as my relative; her position also inspires

interest, and her conduct as my pupil has hitherto been such as rather

to enhance than diminish the attachment that springs from other causes."



"She behaves pretty well at lessons?"



"To _me_ she behaves very well; but you are conscious, brother, that I

have a manner calculated to repel over-familiarity, to win esteem, and

to command respect. Yet, possessed of penetration, I perceive clearly

that Caroline is not perfect, that there is much to be desired in her."



"Give me a last cup of coffee, and while I am drinking it amuse me with

an account of her faults."



"Dear brother, I am happy to see you eat your breakfast with relish,

after the fatiguing night you have passed. Caroline, then, is defective;

but with my forming hand and almost motherly care she may improve. There

is about her an occasional something--a reserve, I think--which I do not

quite like, because it is not sufficiently girlish and submissive; and

there are glimpses of an unsettled hurry in her nature, which put me

out. Yet she is usually most tranquil, too dejected and thoughtful

indeed sometimes. In time, I doubt not, I shall make her uniformly

sedate and decorous, without being unaccountably pensive. I ever

disapprove what is not intelligible."



"I don't understand your account in the least. What do you mean by

'unsettled hurries,' for instance?"



"An example will, perhaps, be the most satisfactory explanation. I

sometimes, you are aware, make her read French poetry by way of

practice in pronunciation. She has in the course of her lessons gone

through much of Corneille and Racine, in a very steady, sober spirit,

such as I approve. Occasionally she showed, indeed, a degree of languor

in the perusal of those esteemed authors, partaking rather of apathy

than sobriety; and apathy is what I cannot tolerate in those who have

the benefit of my instructions--besides, one should not be apathetic in

studying standard works. The other day I put into her hands a volume of

short fugitive pieces. I sent her to the window to learn one by heart,

and when I looked up I saw her turning the leaves over impatiently, and

curling her lip, absolutely with scorn, as she surveyed the little poems

cursorily. I chid her. 'Ma cousine,' said she, 'tout cela m'ennuie à la

mort.' I told her this was improper language. 'Dieu!' she exclaimed, 'il

n'y a donc pas deux lignes de poësie dans toute la littérature

française?' I inquired what she meant. She begged my pardon with proper

submission. Ere long she was still. I saw her smiling to herself over

the book. She began to learn assiduously. In half an hour she came and

stood before me, presented the volume, folded her hands, as I always

require her to do, and commenced the repetition of that short thing by

Chénier, 'La Jeune Captive.' If you had heard the manner in which she

went through this, and in which she uttered a few incoherent comments

when she had done, you would have known what I meant by the phrase

'unsettled hurry.' One would have thought Chénier was more moving than

all Racine and all Corneille. You, brother, who have so much sagacity,

will discern that this disproportionate preference argues an

ill-regulated mind; but she is fortunate in her preceptress. I will give

her a system, a method of thought, a set of opinions; I will give her

the perfect control and guidance of her feelings."



"Be sure you do, Hortense. Here she comes. That was her shadow passed

the window, I believe."



"Ah! truly. She is too early--half an hour before her time.--My child,

what brings you here before I have breakfasted?"



This question was addressed to an individual who now entered the room, a

young girl, wrapped in a winter mantle, the folds of which were gathered

with some grace round an apparently slender figure.



"I came in haste to see how you were, Hortense, and how Robert was too.

I was sure you would be both grieved by what happened last night. I did

not hear till this morning. My uncle told me at breakfast."



"Ah! it is unspeakable. You sympathize with us? Your uncle sympathizes

with us?"



"My uncle is very angry--but he was with Robert, I believe, was he

not?--Did he not go with you to Stilbro' Moor?"



"Yes, we set out in very martial style, Caroline; but the prisoners we

went to rescue met us half-way."



"Of course nobody was hurt?"



"Why, no; only Joe Scott's wrists were a little galled with being

pinioned too tightly behind his back."



"You were not there? You were not with the wagons when they were

attacked?"



"No. One seldom has the fortune to be present at occurrences at which

one would particularly wish to assist."



"Where are you going this morning? I saw Murgatroyd saddling your horse

in the yard."



"To Whinbury. It is market day."



"Mr. Yorke is going too. I met him in his gig. Come home with him."



"Why?"



"Two are better than one, and nobody dislikes Mr. Yorke--at least, poor

people do not dislike him."



"Therefore he would be a protection to me, who am hated?"



"Who are _misunderstood_. That, probably, is the word. Shall you be

late?--Will he be late, Cousin Hortense?"



"It is too probable. He has often much business to transact at Whinbury.

Have you brought your exercise-book, child?"



"Yes.--What time will you return, Robert?"



"I generally return at seven. Do you wish me to be at home earlier?"



"Try rather to be back by six. It is not absolutely dark at six now, but

by seven daylight is quite gone."



"And what danger is to be apprehended, Caroline, when daylight _is_

gone? What peril do you conceive comes as the companion of darkness for

me?"



"I am not sure that I can define my fears, but we all have a certain

anxiety at present about our friends. My uncle calls these times

dangerous. He says, too, that mill-owners are unpopular."



"And I am one of the most unpopular? Is not that the fact? You are

reluctant to speak out plainly, but at heart you think me liable to

Pearson's fate, who was shot at--not, indeed, from behind a hedge, but

in his own house, through his staircase window, as he was going to bed."



"Anne Pearson showed me the bullet in the chamber-door," remarked

Caroline gravely, as she folded her mantle and arranged it and her muff

on a side-table. "You know," she continued, "there is a hedge all the

way along the road from here to Whinbury, and there are the Fieldhead

plantations to pass; but you will be back by six--or before?"



"Certainly he will," affirmed Hortense. "And now, my child, prepare your

lessons for repetition, while I put the peas to soak for the purée at

dinner."



With this direction she left the room.



"You suspect I have many enemies, then, Caroline," said Mr. Moore, "and

doubtless you know me to be destitute of friends?"



"Not destitute, Robert. There is your sister, your brother Louis, whom I

have never seen; there is Mr. Yorke, and there is my uncle--besides, of

course, many more."



Robert smiled. "You would be puzzled to name your 'many more,'" said he.

"But show me your exercise-book. What extreme pains you take with the

writing! My sister, I suppose, exacts this care. She wants to form you

in all things after the model of a Flemish school-girl. What life are

you destined for, Caroline? What will you do with your French, drawing,

and other accomplishments, when they are acquired?"



"You may well say, when they are acquired; for, as you are aware, till

Hortense began to teach me, I knew precious little. As to the life I am

destined for, I cannot tell. I suppose to keep my uncle's house

till----" She hesitated.



"Till what? Till he dies?"



"No. How harsh to say that! I never think of his dying. He is only

fifty-five. But till--in short, till events offer other occupations for

me."



"A remarkably vague prospect! Are you content with it?"



"I used to be, formerly. Children, you know, have little reflection, or

rather their reflections run on ideal themes. There are moments _now_

when I am not quite satisfied."



"Why?"



"I am making no money--earning nothing."



"You come to the point, Lina. You too, then, wish to make money?"



"I do. I should like an occupation; and if I were a boy, it would not be

so difficult to find one. I see such an easy, pleasant way of learning a

business, and making my way in life."



"Go on. Let us hear what way."



"I could be apprenticed to your trade--the cloth-trade. I could learn it

of you, as we are distant relations. I would do the counting-house work,

keep the books, and write the letters, while you went to market. I know

you greatly desire to be rich, in order to pay your father's debts;

perhaps I could help you to get rich."



"Help _me_? You should think of yourself."



"I do think of myself; but must one for ever think only of oneself?"



"Of whom else do I think? Of whom else _dare_ I think? The poor ought to

have no large sympathies; it is their duty to be narrow."



"No, Robert----"



"Yes, Caroline. Poverty is necessarily selfish, contracted, grovelling,

anxious. Now and then a poor man's heart, when certain beams and dews

visit it, may smell like the budding vegetation in yonder garden on this

spring day, may feel ripe to evolve in foliage, perhaps blossom; but he

must not encourage the pleasant impulse; he must invoke Prudence to

check it, with that frosty breath of hers, which is as nipping as any

north wind."



"No cottage would be happy then."



"When I speak of poverty, I do not so much mean the natural, habitual

poverty of the working-man, as the embarrassed penury of the man in

debt. My grub-worm is always a straitened, struggling, care-worn

tradesman."



"Cherish hope, not anxiety. Certain ideas have become too fixed in your

mind. It may be presumptuous to say it, but I have the impression that

there is something wrong in your notions of the best means of attaining

happiness, as there is in----" Second hesitation.



"I am all ear, Caroline."



"In (courage! let me speak the truth)--in your manner--mind, I say only

_manner_--to these Yorkshire workpeople."



"You have often wanted to tell me that, have you not?"



"Yes; often--very often."



"The faults of my manner are, I think, only negative. I am not proud.

What has a man in my position to be proud of? I am only taciturn,

phlegmatic, and joyless."



"As if your living cloth-dressers were all machines like your frames and

shears. In your own house you seem different."



"To those of my own house I am no alien, which I am to these English

clowns. I might act the benevolent with them, but acting is not my

_forte_. I find them irrational, perverse; they hinder me when I long to

hurry forward. In treating them justly I fulfil my whole duty towards

them."



"You don't expect them to love you, of course?"



"Nor wish it."



"Ah!" said the monitress, shaking her head and heaving a deep sigh. With

this ejaculation, indicative that she perceived a screw to be loose

somewhere, but that it was out of her reach to set it right, she bent

over her grammar, and sought the rule and exercise for the day.



"I suppose I am not an affectionate man, Caroline. The attachment of a

very few suffices me."



"If you please, Robert, will you mend me a pen or two before you go?"



"First let me rule your book, for you always contrive to draw the lines

aslant. There now. And now for the pens. You like a fine one, I think?"



"Such as you generally make for me and Hortense; not your own broad

points."



"If I were of Louis's calling I might stay at home and dedicate this

morning to you and your studies, whereas I must spend it in Skyes's

wool-warehouse."



"You will be making money."



"More likely losing it."



As he finished mending the pens, a horse, saddled and bridled, was

brought up to the garden-gate.



"There, Fred is ready for me; I must go. I'll take one look to see what

the spring has done in the south border, too, first."



He quitted the room, and went out into the garden ground behind the

mill. A sweet fringe of young verdure and opening flowers--snowdrop,

crocus, even primrose--bloomed in the sunshine under the hot wall of the

factory. Moore plucked here and there a blossom and leaf, till he had

collected a little bouquet. He returned to the parlour, pilfered a

thread of silk from his sister's work-basket, tied the flowers, and laid

them on Caroline's desk.



"Now, good-morning."



"Thank you, Robert. It is pretty; it looks, as it lies there, like

sparkles of sunshine and blue sky. Good-morning."



He went to the door, stopped, opened his lips as if to speak, said

nothing, and moved on. He passed through the wicket, and mounted his

horse. In a second he had flung himself from his saddle again,

transferred the reins to Murgatroyd, and re-entered the cottage.



"I forgot my gloves," he said, appearing to take something from the

side-table; then, as an impromptu thought, he remarked, "You have no

binding engagement at home perhaps, Caroline?"



"I never have. Some children's socks, which Mrs. Ramsden has ordered, to

knit for the Jew's basket; but they will keep."



"Jew's basket be--sold! Never was utensil better named. Anything more

Jewish than it--its contents and their prices--cannot be conceived. But

I see something, a very tiny curl, at the corners of your lip, which

tells me that you know its merits as well as I do. Forget the Jew's

basket, then, and spend the day here as a change. Your uncle won't break

his heart at your absence?"



She smiled. "No."



"The old Cossack! I dare say not," muttered Moore.



"Then stay and dine with Hortense; she will be glad of your company. I

shall return in good time. We will have a little reading in the evening.

The moon rises at half-past eight, and I will walk up to the rectory

with you at nine. Do you agree?"



She nodded her head, and her eyes lit up.



Moore lingered yet two minutes. He bent over Caroline's desk and glanced

at her grammar, he fingered her pen, he lifted her bouquet and played

with it; his horse stamped impatient; Fred Murgatroyd hemmed and coughed

at the gate, as if he wondered what in the world his master was doing.

"Good-morning," again said Moore, and finally vanished.



Hortense, coming in ten minutes after, found, to her surprise, that

Caroline had not yet commenced her exercise.









CHAPTER VI.



CORIOLANUS.





Mademoiselle Moore had that morning a somewhat absent-minded pupil.

Caroline forgot, again and again, the explanations which were given to

her. However, she still bore with unclouded mood the chidings her

inattention brought upon her. Sitting in the sunshine near the window,

she seemed to receive with its warmth a kind influence, which made her

both happy and good. Thus disposed, she looked her best, and her best

was a pleasing vision.



To her had not been denied the gift of beauty. It was not absolutely

necessary to know her in order to like her; she was fair enough to

please, even at the first view. Her shape suited her age: it was

girlish, light, and pliant; every curve was neat, every limb

proportionate; her face was expressive and gentle; her eyes were

handsome, and gifted at times with a winning beam that stole into the

heart, with a language that spoke softly to the affections. Her mouth

was very pretty; she had a delicate skin, and a fine flow of brown hair,

which she knew how to arrange with taste; curls became her, and she

possessed them in picturesque profusion. Her style of dress announced

taste in the wearer--very unobtrusive in fashion, far from costly in

material, but suitable in colour to the fair complexion with which it

contrasted, and in make to the slight form which it draped. Her present

winter garb was of merino--the same soft shade of brown as her hair; the

little collar round her neck lay over a pink ribbon, and was fastened

with a pink knot. She wore no other decoration.



So much for Caroline Helstone's appearance. As to her character or

intellect, if she had any, they must speak for themselves in due time.



Her connections are soon explained. She was the child of parents

separated soon after her birth, in consequence of disagreement of

disposition. Her mother was the half-sister of Mr. Moore's father; thus,

though there was no mixture of blood, she was, in a distant sense, the

cousin of Robert, Louis, and Hortense. Her father was the brother of Mr.

Helstone--a man of the character friends desire not to recall, after

death has once settled all earthly accounts. He had rendered his wife

unhappy. The reports which were known to be true concerning him had

given an air of probability to those which were falsely circulated

respecting his better-principled brother. Caroline had never known her

mother, as she was taken from her in infancy, and had not since seen

her; her father died comparatively young, and her uncle, the rector, had

for some years been her sole guardian. He was not, as we are aware, much

adapted, either by nature or habits, to have the charge of a young girl.

He had taken little trouble about her education; probably he would have

taken none if she, finding herself neglected, had not grown anxious on

her own account, and asked, every now and then, for a little attention,

and for the means of acquiring such amount of knowledge as could not be

dispensed with. Still, she had a depressing feeling that she was

inferior, that her attainments were fewer than were usually possessed by

girls of her age and station; and very glad was she to avail herself of

the kind offer made by her cousin Hortense, soon after the arrival of

the latter at Hollow's Mill, to teach her French and fine needle-work.

Mdlle. Moore, for her part, delighted in the task, because it gave her

importance; she liked to lord it a little over a docile yet quick pupil.

She took Caroline precisely at her own estimate, as an

irregularly-taught, even ignorant girl; and when she found that she made

rapid and eager progress, it was to no talent, no application, in the

scholar she ascribed the improvement, but entirely to her own superior

method of teaching. When she found that Caroline, unskilled in routine,

had a knowledge of her own, desultory but varied, the discovery caused

her no surprise, for she still imagined that from her conversation had

the girl unawares gleaned these treasures. She thought it even when

forced to feel that her pupil knew much on subjects whereof she knew

little. The idea was not logical, but Hortense had perfect faith in it.



Mademoiselle, who prided herself on possessing "un esprit positif," and

on entertaining a decided preference for dry studies, kept her young

cousin to the same as closely as she could. She worked her unrelentingly

at the grammar of the French language, assigning her, as the most

improving exercise she could devise, interminable "analyses logiques."

These "analyses" were by no means a source of particular pleasure to

Caroline; she thought she could have learned French just as well without

them, and grudged excessively the time spent in pondering over

"propositions, principales, et incidents;" in deciding the "incidente

determinative," and the "incidente applicative;" in examining whether

the proposition was "pleine," "elliptique," or "implicite." Sometimes

she lost herself in the maze, and when so lost she would, now and then

(while Hortense was rummaging her drawers upstairs--an unaccountable

occupation in which she spent a large portion of each day, arranging,

disarranging, rearranging, and counter-arranging), carry her book to

Robert in the counting-house, and get the rough place made smooth by his

aid. Mr. Moore possessed a clear, tranquil brain of his own. Almost as

soon as he looked at Caroline's little difficulties they seemed to

dissolve beneath his eye. In two minutes he would explain all, in two

words give the key to the puzzle. She thought if Hortense could only

teach like him, how much faster she might learn! Repaying him by an

admiring and grateful smile, rather shed at his feet than lifted to his

face, she would leave the mill reluctantly to go back to the cottage,

and then, while she completed the exercise, or worked out the sum (for

Mdlle. Moore taught her arithmetic too), she would wish nature had made

her a boy instead of a girl, that she might ask Robert to let her be his

clerk, and sit with him in the counting-house, instead of sitting with

Hortense in the parlour.



Occasionally--but this happened very rarely--she spent the evening at

Hollow's Cottage. Sometimes during these visits Moore was away attending

a market; sometimes he was gone to Mr. Yorke's; often he was engaged

with a male visitor in another room; but sometimes, too, he was at home,

disengaged, free to talk with Caroline. When this was the case, the

evening hours passed on wings of light; they were gone before they were

counted. There was no room in England so pleasant as that small parlour

when the three cousins occupied it. Hortense, when she was not teaching,

or scolding, or cooking, was far from ill-humoured; it was her custom to

relax towards evening, and to be kind to her young English kinswoman.

There was a means, too, of rendering her delightful, by inducing her to

take her guitar and sing and play. She then became quite good-natured.

And as she played with skill, and had a well-toned voice, it was not

disagreeable to listen to her. It would have been absolutely agreeable,

except that her formal and self-important character modulated her

strains, as it impressed her manners and moulded her countenance.



Mr. Moore, released from the business yoke, was, if not lively himself,

a willing spectator of Caroline's liveliness, a complacent listener to

her talk, a ready respondent to her questions. He was something

agreeable to sit near, to hover round, to address and look at. Sometimes

he was better than this--almost animated, quite gentle and friendly.



The drawback was that by the next morning he was sure to be frozen up

again; and however much he seemed, in his quiet way, to enjoy these

social evenings, he rarely contrived their recurrence. This circumstance

puzzled the inexperienced head of his cousin. "If I had a means of

happiness at my command," she thought, "I would employ that means often.

I would keep it bright with use, and not let it lie for weeks aside,

till it gets rusty."



Yet she was careful not to put in practice her own theory. Much as she

liked an evening visit to the cottage, she never paid one unasked.

Often, indeed, when pressed by Hortense to come, she would refuse,

because Robert did not second, or but slightly seconded the request.

This morning was the first time he had ever, of his own unprompted will,

given her an invitation; and then he had spoken so kindly that in

hearing him she had received a sense of happiness sufficient to keep her

glad for the whole day.



The morning passed as usual. Mademoiselle, ever breathlessly busy, spent

it in bustling from kitchen to parlour, now scolding Sarah, now looking

over Caroline's exercise or hearing her repetition-lesson. However

faultlessly these tasks were achieved, she never commended: it was a

maxim with her that praise is inconsistent with a teacher's dignity, and

that blame, in more or less unqualified measure, is indispensable to it.

She thought incessant reprimand, severe or slight, quite necessary to

the maintenance of her authority; and if no possible error was to be

found in the lesson, it was the pupil's carriage, or air, or dress, or

mien, which required correction.



The usual affray took place about the dinner, which meal, when Sarah at

last brought it into the room, she almost flung upon the table, with a

look that expressed quite plainly, "I never dished such stuff i' my life

afore; it's not fit for dogs." Notwithstanding Sarah's scorn, it was a

savoury repast enough. The soup was a sort of purée of dried peas, which

mademoiselle had prepared amidst bitter lamentations that in this

desolate country of England no haricot beans were to be had. Then came a

dish of meat--nature unknown, but supposed to be

miscellaneous--singularly chopped up with crumbs of bread, seasoned

uniquely though not unpleasantly, and baked in a mould--a queer but by

no means unpalatable dish. Greens, oddly bruised, formed the

accompanying vegetable; and a pâté of fruit, conserved after a recipe

devised by Madame Gérard Moore's "grand'mère," and from the taste of

which it appeared probable that "mélasse" had been substituted for

sugar, completed the dinner.



Caroline had no objection to this Belgian cookery--indeed she rather

liked it for a change; and it was well she did so, for had she evinced

any disrelish thereof, such manifestation would have injured her in

mademoiselle's good graces for ever; a positive crime might have been

more easily pardoned than a symptom of distaste for the foreign

comestibles.



Soon after dinner Caroline coaxed her governess-cousin upstairs to

dress. This man�uvre required management. To have hinted that the

jupon, camisole, and curl-papers were odious objects, or indeed other

than quite meritorious points, would have been a felony. Any premature

attempt to urge their disappearance was therefore unwise, and would be

likely to issue in the persevering wear of them during the whole day.

Carefully avoiding rocks and quicksands, however, the pupil, on pretence

of requiring a change of scene, contrived to get the teacher aloft; and,

once in the bedroom, she persuaded her that it was not worth while

returning thither, and that she might as well make her toilet now; and

while mademoiselle delivered a solemn homily on her own surpassing merit

in disregarding all frivolities of fashion, Caroline denuded her of the

camisole, invested her with a decent gown, arranged her collar, hair,

etc., and made her quite presentable. But Hortense would put the

finishing touches herself, and these finishing touches consisted in a

thick handkerchief tied round the throat, and a large, servant-like

black apron, which spoiled everything. On no account would mademoiselle

have appeared in her own house without the thick handkerchief and the

voluminous apron. The first was a positive matter of morality--it was

quite improper not to wear a fichu; the second was the ensign of a good

housewife--she appeared to think that by means of it she somehow

effected a large saving in her brother's income. She had, with her own

hands, made and presented to Caroline similar equipments; and the only

serious quarrel they had ever had, and which still left a soreness in

the elder cousin's soul, had arisen from the refusal of the younger one

to accept of and profit by these elegant presents.



"I wear a high dress and a collar," said Caroline, "and I should feel

suffocated with a handkerchief in addition; and my short aprons do quite

as well as that very long one. I would rather make no change."



Yet Hortense, by dint of perseverance, would probably have compelled her

to make a change, had not Mr. Moore chanced to overhear a dispute on the

subject, and decided that Caroline's little aprons would suffice, and

that, in his opinion, as she was still but a child, she might for the

present dispense with the fichu, especially as her curls were long, and

almost touched her shoulders.



There was no appeal against Robert's opinion, therefore his sister was

compelled to yield; but she disapproved entirely of the piquant neatness

of Caroline's costume, and the ladylike grace of her appearance.

Something more solid and homely she would have considered "beaucoup plus

convenable."



The afternoon was devoted to sewing. Mademoiselle, like most Belgian

ladies, was specially skilful with her needle. She by no means thought

it waste of time to devote unnumbered hours to fine embroidery,

sight-destroying lace-work, marvellous netting and knitting, and, above

all, to most elaborate stocking-mending. She would give a day to the

mending of two holes in a stocking any time, and think her "mission"

nobly fulfilled when she had accomplished it. It was another of

Caroline's troubles to be condemned to learn this foreign style of

darning, which was done stitch by stitch, so as exactly to imitate the

fabric of the stocking itself--a wearifu' process, but considered by

Hortense Gérard, and by her ancestresses before her for long generations

back, as one of the first "duties of a woman." She herself had had a

needle, cotton, and a fearfully torn stocking put into her hand while

she yet wore a child's coif on her little black head; her "hauts faits"

in the darning line had been exhibited to company ere she was six years

old; and when she first discovered that Caroline was profoundly ignorant

of this most essential of attainments, she could have wept with pity

over her miserably-neglected youth.



No time did she lose in seeking up a hopeless pair of hose, of which the

heels were entirely gone, and in setting the ignorant English girl to

repair the deficiency. This task had been commenced two years ago, and

Caroline had the stockings in her work-bag yet. She did a few rows every

day, by way of penance for the expiation of her sins. They were a

grievous burden to her; she would much have liked to put them in the

fire; and once Mr. Moore, who had observed her sitting and sighing over

them, had proposed a private incremation in the counting-house; but to

this proposal Caroline knew it would have been impolitic to accede--the

result could only be a fresh pair of hose, probably in worse condition.

She adhered, therefore, to the ills she knew.



All the afternoon the two ladies sat and sewed, till the eyes and

fingers, and even the spirits of one of them, were weary. The sky since

dinner had darkened; it had begun to rain again, to pour fast. Secret

fears began to steal on Caroline that Robert would be persuaded by Mr.

Sykes or Mr. Yorke to remain at Whinbury till it cleared, and of that

there appeared no present chance. Five o'clock struck, and time stole

on; still the clouds streamed. A sighing wind whispered in the

roof-trees of the cottage; day seemed already closing; the parlour fire

shed on the clear hearth a glow ruddy as at twilight.



"It will not be fair till the moon rises," pronounced Mademoiselle

Moore, "consequently I feel assured that my brother will not return till

then. Indeed I should be sorry if he did. We will have coffee. It would

be vain to wait for him."



"I am tired. May I leave my work now, cousin?"



"You may, since it grows too dark to see to do it well. Fold it up; put

it carefully in your bag; then step into the kitchen and desire Sarah to

bring in the goûter, or tea, as you call it."



"But it has not yet struck six. He may still come."



"He will not, I tell you. I can calculate his movements. I understand my

brother."



Suspense is irksome, disappointment bitter. All the world has, some

time or other, felt that. Caroline, obedient to orders, passed into the

kitchen. Sarah was making a dress for herself at the table.



"You are to bring in coffee," said the young lady in a spiritless tone;

and then she leaned her arm and head against the kitchen mantelpiece,

and hung listlessly over the fire.



"How low you seem, miss! But it's all because your cousin keeps you so

close to work. It's a shame!"



"Nothing of the kind, Sarah," was the brief reply.



"Oh! but I know it is. You're fit to cry just this minute, for nothing

else but because you've sat still the whole day. It would make a kitten

dull to be mewed up so."



"Sarah, does your master often come home early from market when it is

wet?"



"Never, hardly; but just to-day, for some reason, he has made a

difference."



"What do you mean?"



"He is come. I am certain I saw Murgatroyd lead his horse into the yard

by the back-way, when I went to get some water at the pump five minutes

since. He was in the counting-house with Joe Scott, I believe."



"You are mistaken."



"What should I be mistaken for? I know his horse surely?"



"But you did not see himself?"



"I heard him speak, though. He was saying something to Joe Scott about

having settled all concerning ways and means, and that there would be a

new set of frames in the mill before another week passed, and that this

time he would get four soldiers from Stilbro' barracks to guard the

wagon."



"Sarah, are you making a gown?"



"Yes. Is it a handsome one?"



"Beautiful! Get the coffee ready. I'll finish cutting out that sleeve

for you, and I'll give you some trimming for it. I have some narrow

satin ribbon of a colour that will just match it."



"You're very kind, miss."



"Be quick; there's a good girl. But first put your master's shoes on the

hearth: he will take his boots off when he comes in. I hear him; he is

coming."



"Miss, you are cutting the stuff wrong."



"So I am; but it is only a snip. There is no harm done."



The kitchen door opened; Mr. Moore entered, very wet and cold. Caroline

half turned from her dressmaking occupation, but renewed it for a

moment, as if to gain a minute's time for some purpose. Bent over the

dress, her face was hidden; there was an attempt to settle her features

and veil their expression, which failed. When she at last met Mr. Moore,

her countenance beamed.



"We had ceased to expect you. They asserted you would not come," she

said.



"But I promised to return soon. _You_ expected me, I suppose?"



"No, Robert; I dared not when it rained so fast. And you are wet and

chilled. Change everything. If you took cold, I should--we should blame

ourselves in some measure."



"I am not wet through: my riding-coat is waterproof. Dry shoes are all I

require. There--the fire is pleasant after facing the cold wind and rain

for a few miles."



He stood on the kitchen hearth; Caroline stood beside him. Mr. Moore,

while enjoying the genial glow, kept his eyes directed towards the

glittering brasses on the shelf above. Chancing for an instant to look

down, his glance rested on an uplifted face, flushed, smiling, happy,

shaded with silky curls, lit with fine eyes. Sarah was gone into the

parlour with the tray; a lecture from her mistress detained her there.

Moore placed his hand a moment on his young cousin's shoulder, stooped,

and left a kiss on her forehead.



"Oh!" said she, as if the action had unsealed her lips, "I was miserable

when I thought you would not come. I am almost too happy now. Are you

happy, Robert? Do you like to come home?"



"I think I do--to-night, at least."



"Are you certain you are not fretting about your frames, and your

business, and the war?"



"Not just now."



"Are you positive you don't feel Hollow's Cottage too small for you, and

narrow, and dismal?"



"At this moment, no."



"Can you affirm that you are not bitter at heart because rich and great

people forget you?"



"No more questions. You are mistaken if you think I am anxious to curry

favour with rich and great people. I only want means--a position--a

career."



"Which your own talent and goodness shall win you. You were made to be

great; you _shall_ be great."



"I wonder now, if you spoke honestly out of your heart, what recipe you

would give me for acquiring this same greatness; but I know it--better

than you know it yourself. Would it be efficacious? Would it work?

Yes--poverty, misery, bankruptcy. Oh, life is not what you think it,

Lina!"



"But you are what I think you."



"I am not."



"You are better, then?"



"Far worse."



"No; far better. I know you are good."



"How do you know it?"



"You look so, and I feel you _are_ so."



"Where do you feel it?"



"In my heart."



"Ah! You judge me with your heart, Lina: you should judge me with your

head."



"I do; and then I am quite proud of you. Robert, you cannot tell all my

thoughts about you."



Mr. Moore's dark face mustered colour; his lips smiled, and yet were

compressed; his eyes laughed, and yet he resolutely knit his brow.



"Think meanly of me, Lina," said he. "Men, in general, are a sort of

scum, very different to anything of which you have an idea. I make no

pretension to be better than my fellows."



"If you did, I should not esteem you so much. It is because you are

modest that I have such confidence in your merit."



"Are you flattering me?" he demanded, turning sharply upon her, and

searching her face with an eye of acute penetration.



"No," she said softly, laughing at his sudden quickness. She seemed to

think it unnecessary to proffer any eager disavowal of the charge.



"You don't care whether I think you flatter me or not?"



"No."



"You are so secure of your own intentions?"



"I suppose so."



"What are they, Caroline?"



"Only to ease my mind by expressing for once part of what I think, and

then to make you better satisfied with yourself."



"By assuring me that my kinswoman is my sincere friend?"



"Just so. I am your sincere friend, Robert."



"And I am--what chance and change shall make me, Lina."



"Not my enemy, however?"



The answer was cut short by Sarah and her mistress entering the kitchen

together in some commotion. They had been improving the time which Mr.

Moore and Miss Helstone had spent in dialogue by a short dispute on the

subject of "café au lait," which Sarah said was the queerest mess she

ever saw, and a waste of God's good gifts, as it was "the nature of

coffee to be boiled in water," and which mademoiselle affirmed to be "un

breuvage royal," a thousand times too good for the mean person who

objected to it.



The former occupants of the kitchen now withdrew into the parlour.

Before Hortense followed them thither, Caroline had only time again to

question, "Not my enemy, Robert?" And Moore, Quaker-like, had replied

with another query, "Could I be?" And then, seating himself at the

table, had settled Caroline at his side.



Caroline scarcely heard mademoiselle's explosion of wrath when she

rejoined them; the long declamation about the "conduite indigne de cette

méchante créature" sounded in her ear as confusedly as the agitated

rattling of the china. Robert laughed a little at it, in very subdued

sort, and then, politely and calmly entreating his sister to be

tranquil, assured her that if it would yield her any satisfaction, she

should have her choice of an attendant amongst all the girls in his

mill. Only he feared they would scarcely suit her, as they were most of

them, he was informed, completely ignorant of household work; and pert

and self-willed as Sarah was, she was, perhaps, no worse than the

majority of the women of her class.



Mademoiselle admitted the truth of this conjecture: according to her,

"ces paysannes anglaises étaient tout insupportables." What would she

not give for some "bonne cuisinière anversoise," with the high cap,

short petticoat, and decent sabots proper to her class--something

better, indeed, than an insolent coquette in a flounced gown, and

absolutely without cap! (For Sarah, it appears, did not partake the

opinion of St. Paul that "it is a shame for a woman to go with her head

uncovered;" but, holding rather a contrary doctrine, resolutely refused

to imprison in linen or muslin the plentiful tresses of her yellow hair,

which it was her wont to fasten up smartly with a comb behind, and on

Sundays to wear curled in front.)



"Shall I try and get you an Antwerp girl?" asked Mr. Moore, who, stern

in public, was on the whole very kind in private.



"Merci du cadeau!" was the answer. "An Antwerp girl would not stay here

ten days, sneered at as she would be by all the young coquines in your

factory;" then softening, "You are very good, dear brother--excuse my

petulance--but truly my domestic trials are severe, yet they are

probably my destiny; for I recollect that our revered mother experienced

similar sufferings, though she had the choice of all the best servants

in Antwerp. Domestics are in all countries a spoiled and unruly set."



Mr. Moore had also certain reminiscences about the trials of his revered

mother. A good mother she had been to him, and he honoured her memory;

but he recollected that she kept a hot kitchen of it in Antwerp, just as

his faithful sister did here in England. Thus, therefore, he let the

subject drop, and when the coffee-service was removed, proceeded to

console Hortense by fetching her music-book and guitar; and having

arranged the ribbon of the instrument round her neck with a quiet

fraternal kindness he knew to be all-powerful in soothing her most

ruffled moods, he asked her to give him some of their mother's favourite

songs.



Nothing refines like affection. Family jarring vulgarizes; family union

elevates. Hortense, pleased with her brother, and grateful to him,

looked, as she touched her guitar, almost graceful, almost handsome; her

everyday fretful look was gone for a moment, and was replaced by a

"sourire plein de bonté." She sang the songs he asked for, with feeling;

they reminded her of a parent to whom she had been truly attached; they

reminded her of her young days. She observed, too, that Caroline

listened with naïve interest; this augmented her good-humour; and the

exclamation at the close of the song, "I wish I could sing and play like

Hortense!" achieved the business, and rendered her charming for the

evening.



It is true a little lecture to Caroline followed, on the vanity of

_wishing_ and the duty of _trying_. "As Rome," it was suggested, "had

not been built in a day, so neither had Mademoiselle Gérard Moore's

education been completed in a week, or by merely _wishing_ to be clever.

It was effort that had accomplished that great work. She was ever

remarkable for her perseverance, for her industry. Her masters had

remarked that it was as delightful as it was uncommon to find so much

talent united with so much solidity, and so on." Once on the theme of

her own merits, mademoiselle was fluent.



Cradled at last in blissful self-complacency, she took her knitting, and

sat down tranquil. Drawn curtains, a clear fire, a softly-shining lamp,

gave now to the little parlour its best, its evening charm. It is

probable that the three there present felt this charm. They all looked

happy.



"What shall we do now, Caroline?" asked Mr. Moore, returning to his seat

beside his cousin.



"What shall we do, Robert?" repeated she playfully. "You decide."



"Not play at chess?"



"No."



"Nor draughts, nor backgammon?"



"No, no; we both hate silent games that only keep one's hands employed,

don't we?"



"I believe we do. Then shall we talk scandal?"



"About whom? Are we sufficiently interested in anybody to take a

pleasure in pulling their character to pieces?"



"A question that comes to the point. For my part, unamiable as it

sounds, I must say no."



"And I too. But it is strange, though we want no third--fourth, I mean

(she hastily and with contrition glanced at Hortense), living person

among us--so selfish we are in our happiness--though we don't want to

think of the present existing world, it would be pleasant to go back to

the past, to hear people that have slept for generations in graves that

are perhaps no longer graves now, but gardens and fields, speak to us

and tell us their thoughts, and impart their ideas."



"Who shall be the speaker? What language shall he utter? French?"



"Your French forefathers don't speak so sweetly, nor so solemnly, nor so

impressively as your English ancestors, Robert. To-night you shall be

entirely English. You shall read an English book."



"An old English book?"



"Yes, an old English book--one that you like; and I will choose a part

of it that is toned quite in harmony with something in you. It shall

waken your nature, fill your mind with music; it shall pass like a

skilful hand over your heart, and make its strings sound. Your heart is

a lyre, Robert; but the lot of your life has not been a minstrel to

sweep it, and it is often silent. Let glorious William come near and

touch it. You will see how he will draw the English power and melody out

of its chords."



"I must read Shakespeare?"



"You must have his spirit before you; you must hear his voice with your

mind's ear; you must take some of his soul into yours."



"With a view to making me better? Is it to operate like a sermon?"



"It is to stir you, to give you new sensations. It is to make you feel

your life strongly--not only your virtues, but your vicious, perverse

points."



"Dieu! que dit-elle?" cried Hortense, who hitherto had been counting

stitches in her knitting, and had not much attended to what was said,

but whose ear these two strong words caught with a tweak.



"Never mind her, sister; let her talk. Now just let her say anything she

pleases to-night. She likes to come down hard upon your brother

sometimes. It amuses me, so let her alone."



Caroline, who, mounted on a chair, had been rummaging the bookcase,

returned with a book.



"Here's Shakespeare," she said, "and there's 'Coriolanus.' Now, read,

and discover by the feelings the reading will give you at once how low

and how high you are."



"Come, then, sit near me, and correct when I mispronounce."



"I am to be the teacher then, and you my pupil?"



"Ainsi, soit-il!"



"And Shakespeare is our science, since we are going to study?"



"It appears so."



"And you are not going to be French, and sceptical, and sneering? You

are not going to think it a sign of wisdom to refuse to admire?"



"I don't know."



"If you do, Robert, I'll take Shakespeare away; and I'll shrivel up

within myself, and put on my bonnet and go home."



"Sit down. Here I begin."



"One minute, if you please, brother," interrupted mademoiselle. "When

the gentleman of a family reads, the ladies should always

sew.--Caroline, dear child, take your embroidery. You may get three

sprigs done to-night."



Caroline looked dismayed. "I can't see by lamp-light; my eyes are tired,

and I can't do two things well at once. If I sew, I cannot listen; if I

listen, I cannot sew."



"Fi, donc! Quel enfantillage!" began Hortense. Mr. Moore, as usual,

suavely interposed.



"Permit her to neglect the embroidery for this evening. I wish her whole

attention to be fixed on my accent; and to ensure this, she must follow

the reading with her eyes--she must look at the book."



He placed it between them, reposed his arm on the back of Caroline's

chair, and thus began to read.



The very first scene in "Coriolanus" came with smart relish to his

intellectual palate, and still as he read he warmed. He delivered the

haughty speech of Caius Marcius to the starving citizens with unction;

he did not say he thought his irrational pride right, but he seemed to

feel it so. Caroline looked up at him with a singular smile.



"There's a vicious point hit already," she said. "You sympathize with

that proud patrician who does not sympathize with his famished

fellow-men, and insults them. There, go on." He proceeded. The warlike

portions did not rouse him much; he said all that was out of date, or

should be; the spirit displayed was barbarous; yet the encounter

single-handed between Marcius and Tullus Aufidius he delighted in. As he

advanced, he forgot to criticise; it was evident he appreciated the

power, the truth of each portion; and, stepping out of the narrow line

of private prejudices, began to revel in the large picture of human

nature, to feel the reality stamped upon the characters who were

speaking from that page before him.



He did not read the comic scenes well; and Caroline, taking the book out

of his hand, read these parts for him. From her he seemed to enjoy them,

and indeed she gave them with a spirit no one could have expected of

her, with a pithy expression with which she seemed gifted on the spot,

and for that brief moment only. It may be remarked, in passing, that the

general character of her conversation that evening, whether serious or

sprightly, grave or gay, was as of something untaught, unstudied,

intuitive, fitful--when once gone, no more to be reproduced as it had

been than the glancing ray of the meteor, than the tints of the dew-gem,

than the colour or form of the sunset cloud, than the fleeting and

glittering ripple varying the flow of a rivulet.



Coriolanus in glory, Coriolanus in disaster, Coriolanus banished,

followed like giant shades one after the other. Before the vision of the

banished man Moore's spirit seemed to pause. He stood on the hearth of

Aufidius's hall, facing the image of greatness fallen, but greater than

ever in that low estate. He saw "the grim appearance," the dark face

"bearing command in it," "the noble vessel with its tackle torn." With

the revenge of Caius Marcius, Moore perfectly sympathized; he was not

scandalized by it; and again Caroline whispered, "There I see another

glimpse of brotherhood in error."



The march on Rome, the mother's supplication, the long resistance, the

final yielding of bad passions to good, which ever must be the case in a

nature worthy the epithet of noble, the rage of Aufidius at what he

considered his ally's weakness, the death of Coriolanus, the final

sorrow of his great enemy--all scenes made of condensed truth and

strength--came on in succession and carried with them in their deep,

fast flow the heart and mind of reader and listener.



"Now, have you felt Shakespeare?" asked Caroline, some ten minutes after

her cousin had closed the book.



"I think so."



"And have you felt anything in Coriolanus like you?"



"Perhaps I have."



"Was he not faulty as well as great?"



Moore nodded.



"And what was his fault? What made him hated by the citizens? What

caused him to be banished by his countrymen?"



"What do you think it was?"



"I ask again--



                      'Whether was it pride,

    Which out of daily fortune ever taints

    The happy man? whether defect of judgment,

    To fail in the disposing of those chances

    Which he was lord of? or whether nature,

    Not to be other than one thing, not moving

    From the casque to the cushion, but commanding peace

    Even with the same austerity and garb

    As he controlled the war?'"



"Well, answer yourself, Sphinx."



"It was a spice of all; and you must not be proud to your workpeople;

you must not neglect chances of soothing them; and you must not be of an

inflexible nature, uttering a request as austerely as if it were a

command."



"That is the moral you tack to the play. What puts such notions into

your head?"



"A wish for your good, a care for your safety, dear Robert, and a fear,

caused by many things which I have heard lately, that you will come to

harm."



"Who tells you these things?"



"I hear my uncle talk about you. He praises your hard spirit, your

determined cast of mind, your scorn of low enemies, your resolution not

'to truckle to the mob,' as he says."



"And would you have me truckle to them?"



"No, not for the world. I never wish you to lower yourself; but somehow

I cannot help thinking it unjust to include all poor working-people

under the general and insulting name of 'the mob,' and continually to

think of them and treat them haughtily."



"You are a little democrat, Caroline. If your uncle knew, what would he

say?"



"I rarely talk to my uncle, as you know, and never about such things. He

thinks everything but sewing and cooking above women's comprehension,

and out of their line."



"And do you fancy you comprehend the subjects on which you advise me?"



"As far as they concern you, I comprehend them. I know it would be

better for you to be loved by your workpeople than to be hated by them,

and I am sure that kindness is more likely to win their regard than

pride. If you were proud and cold to me and Hortense, should we love

you? When you are cold to me, as you _are_ sometimes, can I venture to

be affectionate in return?"



"Now, Lina, I've had my lesson both in languages and ethics, with a

touch on politics; it is your turn. Hortense tells me you were much

taken by a little piece of poetry you learned the other day, a piece by

poor André Chénier--'La Jeune Captive.' Do you remember it still?"



"I think so."



"Repeat it, then. Take your time and mind your accent; especially let us

have no English _u_'s."



Caroline, beginning in a low, rather tremulous voice, but gaining

courage as she proceeded, repeated the sweet verses of Chénier. The last

three stanzas she rehearsed well.



    "Mon beau voyage encore est si loin de sa fin!

     Je pars, et des ormeaux qui bordent le chemin

       J'ai passé le premiers à peine.

     Au banquet de la vie à peine commencé,

     Un instant seulement mes lèvres ont pressé

       La coupe en mes mains encore pleine.



    "Je ne suis qu'au printemps--je veux voir la moisson;

     Et comme le soleil, de saison en saison,

       Je veux achever mon année,

     Brillante sur ma tige, et l'honneur du jardin

     Je n'ai vu luire encore que les feux du matin,

       Je veux achever ma journée!"



Moore listened at first with his eyes cast down, but soon he furtively

raised them. Leaning back in his chair he could watch Caroline without

her perceiving where his gaze was fixed. Her cheek had a colour, her

eyes a light, her countenance an expression this evening which would

have made even plain features striking; but there was not the grievous

defect of plainness to pardon in her case. The sunshine was not shed on

rough barrenness; it fell on soft bloom. Each lineament was turned with

grace; the whole aspect was pleasing. At the present moment--animated,

interested, touched--she might be called beautiful. Such a face was

calculated to awaken not only the calm sentiment of esteem, the distant

one of admiration, but some feeling more tender, genial,

intimate--friendship, perhaps, affection, interest. When she had

finished, she turned to Moore, and met his eye.



"Is that pretty well repeated?" she inquired, smiling like any happy,

docile child.



"I really don't know."



"Why don't you know? Have you not listened?"



"Yes--and looked. You are fond of poetry, Lina?"



"When I meet with _real_ poetry, I cannot rest till I have learned it by

heart, and so made it partly mine."



Mr. Moore now sat silent for several minutes. It struck nine o'clock.

Sarah entered, and said that Mr. Helstone's servant was come for Miss

Caroline.



"Then the evening is gone already," she observed, "and it will be long,

I suppose, before I pass another here."



Hortense had been for some time nodding over her knitting; fallen into a

doze now, she made no response to the remark.



"You would have no objection to come here oftener of an evening?"

inquired Robert, as he took her folded mantle from the side-table, where

it still lay, and carefully wrapped it round her.



"I like to come here; but I have no desire to be intrusive. I am not

hinting to be asked; you must understand that."



"Oh! I understand thee, child. You sometimes lecture me for wishing to

be rich, Lina; but if I _were_ rich, you should live here always--at any

rate, you should live with me wherever my habitation might be."



"That would be pleasant; and if you were poor--ever so poor--it would

still be pleasant. Good-night, Robert."



"I promised to walk with you up to the rectory."



"I know you did; but I thought you had forgotten, and I hardly knew how

to remind you, though I wished to do it. But would you like to go? It is

a cold night, and as Fanny is come, there is no necessity----"



"Here is your muff; don't wake Hortense--come."



The half mile to the rectory was soon traversed. They parted in the

garden without kiss, scarcely with a pressure of hands; yet Robert sent

his cousin in excited and joyously troubled. He had been singularly kind

to her that day--not in phrase, compliment, profession, but in manner,

in look, and in soft and friendly tones.



For himself, he came home grave, almost morose. As he stood leaning on

his own yard-gate, musing in the watery moonlight all alone, the hushed,

dark mill before him, the hill-environed hollow round, he exclaimed,

abruptly,--



"This won't do! There's weakness--there's downright ruin in all this.

However," he added, dropping his voice, "the frenzy is quite temporary.

I know it very well; I have had it before. It will be gone to-morrow."









CHAPTER VII.



The Curates at Tea.





Caroline Helstone was just eighteen years old, and at eighteen the true

narrative of life is yet to be commenced. Before that time we sit

listening to a tale, a marvellous fiction, delightful sometimes, and sad

sometimes, almost always unreal. Before that time our world is heroic,

its inhabitants half-divine or semi-demon; its scenes are dream-scenes;

darker woods and stranger hills, brighter skies, more dangerous waters,

sweeter flowers, more tempting fruits, wider plains, drearier deserts,

sunnier fields than are found in nature, overspread our enchanted globe.

What a moon we gaze on before that time! How the trembling of our hearts

at her aspect bears witness to its unutterable beauty! As to our sun, it

is a burning heaven--the world of gods.



At that time, at eighteen, drawing near the confines of illusive, void

dreams, Elf-land lies behind us, the shores of Reality rise in front.

These shores are yet distant; they look so blue, soft, gentle, we long

to reach them. In sunshine we see a greenness beneath the azure, as of

spring meadows; we catch glimpses of silver lines, and imagine the roll

of living waters. Could we but reach this land, we think to hunger and

thirst no more; whereas many a wilderness, and often the flood of death,

or some stream of sorrow as cold and almost as black as death, is to be

crossed ere true bliss can be tasted. Every joy that life gives must be

earned ere it is secured; and how hardly earned, those only know who

have wrestled for great prizes. The heart's blood must gem with red

beads the brow of the combatant, before the wreath of victory rustles

over it.



At eighteen we are not aware of this. Hope, when she smiles on us, and

promises happiness to-morrow, is implicitly believed; Love, when he

comes wandering like a lost angel to our door, is at once admitted,

welcomed, embraced. His quiver is not seen; if his arrows penetrate,

their wound is like a thrill of new life. There are no fears of poison,

none of the barb which no leech's hand can extract. That perilous

passion--an agony ever in some of its phases; with many, an agony

throughout--is believed to be an unqualified good. In short, at eighteen

the school of experience is to be entered, and her humbling, crushing,

grinding, but yet purifying and invigorating lessons are yet to be

learned.



Alas, Experience! No other mentor has so wasted and frozen a face as

yours, none wears a robe so black, none bears a rod so heavy, none with

hand so inexorable draws the novice so sternly to his task, and forces

him with authority so resistless to its acquirement. It is by your

instructions alone that man or woman can ever find a safe track through

life's wilds; without it, how they stumble, how they stray! On what

forbidden grounds do they intrude, down what dread declivities are they

hurled!



Caroline, having been convoyed home by Robert, had no wish to pass what

remained of the evening with her uncle. The room in which he sat was

very sacred ground to her; she seldom intruded on it; and to-night she

kept aloof till the bell rang for prayers. Part of the evening church

service was the form of worship observed in Mr. Helstone's household. He

read it in his usual nasal voice, clear, loud, and monotonous. The rite

over, his niece, according to her wont, stepped up to him.



"Good-night, uncle."



"Hey! You've been gadding abroad all day--visiting, dining out, and what

not!"



"Only at the cottage."



"And have you learned your lessons?"



"Yes."



"And made a shirt?"



"Only part of one."



"Well, that will do. Stick to the needle, learn shirt-making and

gown-making and piecrust-making, and you'll be a clever woman some day.

Go to bed now. I'm busy with a pamphlet here."



Presently the niece was enclosed in her small bedroom, the door bolted,

her white dressing-gown assumed, her long hair loosened and falling

thick, soft, and wavy to her waist; and as, resting from the task of

combing it out, she leaned her check on her hand and fixed her eyes on

the carpet, before her rose, and close around her drew, the visions we

see at eighteen years.



Her thoughts were speaking with her, speaking pleasantly, as it seemed,

for she smiled as she listened. She looked pretty meditating thus; but a

brighter thing than she was in that apartment--the spirit of youthful

Hope. According to this flattering prophet, she was to know

disappointment, to feel chill no more; she had entered on the dawn of a

summer day--no false dawn, but the true spring of morning--and her sun

would quickly rise. Impossible for her now to suspect that she was the

sport of delusion; her expectations seemed warranted, the foundation on

which they rested appeared solid.



"When people love, the next step is they marry," was her argument. "Now,

I love Robert, and I feel sure that Robert loves me. I have thought so

many a time before; to-day I _felt_ it. When I looked up at him after

repeating Chénier's poem, his eyes (what handsome eyes he has!) sent the

truth through my heart. Sometimes I am afraid to speak to him, lest I

should be too frank, lest I should seem forward--for I have more than

once regretted bitterly overflowing, superfluous words, and feared I had

said more than he expected me to say, and that he would disapprove what

he might deem my indiscretion; now, to-night I could have ventured to

express any thought, he was so indulgent. How kind he was as we walked

up the lane! He does not flatter or say foolish things; his love-making

(friendship, I mean; of course I don't yet account him my lover, but I

hope he will be so some day) is not like what we read of in books,--it

is far better--original, quiet, manly, sincere. I _do_ like him; I would

be an excellent wife to him if he did marry me; I would tell him of his

faults (for he has a few faults), but I would study his comfort, and

cherish him, and do my best to make him happy. Now, I am sure he will

not be cold to-morrow. I feel almost certain that to-morrow evening he

will either come here, or ask me to go there."



She recommenced combing her hair, long as a mermaid's. Turning her head

as she arranged it she saw her own face and form in the glass. Such

reflections are soberizing to plain people: their own eyes are not

enchanted with the image; they are confident then that the eyes of

others can see in it no fascination. But the fair must naturally draw

other conclusions: the picture is charming, and must charm. Caroline saw

a shape, a head, that, daguerreotyped in that attitude and with that

expression, would have been lovely. She could not choose but derive

from the spectacle confirmation to her hopes. It was then in

undiminished gladness she sought her couch.



And in undiminished gladness she rose the next day. As she entered her

uncle's breakfast-room, and with soft cheerfulness wished him

good-morning, even that little man of bronze himself thought, for an

instant, his niece was growing "a fine girl." Generally she was quiet

and timid with him--very docile, but not communicative; this morning,

however, she found many things to say. Slight topics alone might be

discussed between them; for with a woman--a girl--Mr. Helstone would

touch on no other. She had taken an early walk in the garden, and she

told him what flowers were beginning to spring there; she inquired when

the gardener was to come and trim the borders; she informed him that

certain starlings were beginning to build their nests in the

church-tower (Briarfield church was close to Briarfield rectory); she

wondered the tolling of the bells in the belfry did not scare them.



Mr. Helstone opined that "they were like other fools who had just

paired--insensible to inconvenience just for the moment." Caroline, made

perhaps a little too courageous by her temporary good spirits, here

hazarded a remark of a kind she had never before ventured to make on

observations dropped by her revered relative.



"Uncle," said she, "whenever you speak of marriage you speak of it

scornfully. Do you think people shouldn't marry?"



"It is decidedly the wisest plan to remain single, especially for

women."



"Are all marriages unhappy?"



"Millions of marriages are unhappy. If everybody confessed the truth,

perhaps all are more or less so."



"You are always vexed when you are asked to come and marry a couple.

Why?"



"Because one does not like to act as accessory to the commission of a

piece of pure folly."



Mr. Helstone spoke so readily, he seemed rather glad of the opportunity

to give his niece a piece of his mind on this point. Emboldened by the

impunity which had hitherto attended her questions, she went a little

further.



"But why," said she, "should it be pure folly? If two people like each

other, why shouldn't they consent to live together?"



"They tire of each other--they tire of each other in a month. A

yokefellow is not a companion; he or she is a fellow-sufferer."



It was by no means naïve simplicity which inspired Caroline's next

remark; it was a sense of antipathy to such opinions, and of displeasure

at him who held them.



"One would think you had never been married, uncle. One would think you

were an old bachelor."



"Practically, I am so."



"But you have been married. Why were you so inconsistent as to marry?"



"Every man is mad once or twice in his life."



"So you tired of my aunt, and my aunt of you, and you were miserable

together?"



Mr. Helstone pushed out his cynical lip, wrinkled his brown forehead,

and gave an inarticulate grunt.



"Did she not suit you? Was she not good-tempered? Did you not get used

to her? Were you not sorry when she died?"



"Caroline," said Mr. Helstone, bringing his hand slowly down to within

an inch or two of the table, and then smiting it suddenly on the

mahogany, "understand this: it is vulgar and puerile to confound

generals with particulars. In every case there is the rule and there are

the exceptions. Your questions are stupid and babyish. Ring the bell, if

you have done breakfast."



The breakfast was taken away, and that meal over, it was the general

custom of uncle and niece to separate, and not to meet again till

dinner; but to-day the niece, instead of quitting the room, went to the

window-seat, and sat down there. Mr. Helstone looked round uneasily once

or twice, as if he wished her away; but she was gazing from the window,

and did not seem to mind him: so he continued the perusal of his morning

paper--a particularly interesting one it chanced to be, as new movements

had just taken place in the Peninsula, and certain columns of the

journal were rich in long dispatches from General Lord Wellington. He

little knew, meantime, what thoughts were busy in his niece's

mind--thoughts the conversation of the past half-hour had revived but

not generated; tumultuous were they now, as disturbed bees in a hive,

but it was years since they had first made their cells in her brain.



She was reviewing his character, his disposition, repeating his

sentiments on marriage. Many a time had she reviewed them before, and

sounded the gulf between her own mind and his; and then, on the other

side of the wide and deep chasm, she had seen, and she now saw, another

figure standing beside her uncle's--a strange shape, dim, sinister,

scarcely earthly--the half-remembered image of her own father, James

Helstone, Matthewson Helstone's brother.



Rumours had reached her ear of what that father's character was; old

servants had dropped hints; she knew, too, that he was not a good man,

and that he was never kind to her. She recollected--a dark recollection

it was--some weeks that she had spent with him in a great town

somewhere, when she had had no maid to dress her or take care of her;

when she had been shut up, day and night, in a high garret-room, without

a carpet, with a bare uncurtained bed, and scarcely any other furniture;

when he went out early every morning, and often forgot to return and

give her her dinner during the day, and at night, when he came back, was

like a madman, furious, terrible, or--still more painful--like an idiot,

imbecile, senseless. She knew she had fallen ill in this place, and that

one night, when she was very sick he had come raving into the room, and

said he would kill her, for she was a burden to him. Her screams had

brought aid; and from the moment she was then rescued from him she had

never seen him, except as a dead man in his coffin.



That was her father. Also she had a mother, though Mr. Helstone never

spoke to her of that mother, though she could not remember having seen

her; but that she was alive she knew. This mother was then the

drunkard's wife. What had _their_ marriage been? Caroline, turning from

the lattice, whence she had been watching the starlings (though without

seeing them), in a low voice, and with a sad, bitter tone, thus broke

the silence of the room,--



"You term marriage miserable, I suppose, from what you saw of my father

and mother's. If my mother suffered what I suffered when I was with

papa, she must have had a dreadful life."



Mr. Helstone, thus addressed, wheeled about in his chair, and looked

over his spectacles at his niece. He was taken aback.



Her father and mother! What had put it into her head to mention her

father and mother, of whom he had never, during the twelve years she had

lived with him, spoken to her? That the thoughts were self-matured, that

she had any recollections or speculations about her parents, he could

not fancy.



"Your father and mother? Who has been talking to you about them?"



"Nobody; but I remember something of what papa was, and I pity mamma.

Where is she?"



This "Where is she?" had been on Caroline's lips hundreds of times

before, but till now she had never uttered it.



"I hardly know," returned Mr. Helstone; "I was little acquainted with

her. I have not heard from her for years: but wherever she is, she

thinks nothing of you; she never inquires about you. I have reason to

believe she does not wish to see you. Come, it is school-time. You go to

your cousin at ten, don't you? The clock has struck."



Perhaps Caroline would have said more; but Fanny, coming in, informed

her master that the churchwardens wanted to speak to him in the vestry.

He hastened to join them, and his niece presently set out for the

cottage.



The road from the rectory to Hollow's Mill inclined downwards; she ran,

therefore, almost all the way. Exercise, the fresh air, the thought of

seeing Robert, at least of being on his premises, in his vicinage,

revived her somewhat depressed spirits quickly. Arriving in sight of the

white house, and within hearing of the thundering mill and its rushing

watercourse, the first thing she saw was Moore at his garden gate. There

he stood, in his belted Holland blouse, a light cap covering his head,

which undress costume suited him. He was looking down the lane, not in

the direction of his cousin's approach. She stopped, withdrawing a

little behind a willow, and studied his appearance.



"He has not his peer," she thought. "He is as handsome as he is

intelligent. What a keen eye he has! What clearly-cut, spirited

features--thin and serious, but graceful! I do like his face, I do like

his aspect, I do like him so much--better than any of those shuffling

curates, for instance--better than anybody; bonny Robert!"



She sought "bonny Robert's" presence speedily. For his part, when she

challenged his sight, I believe he would have passed from before her

eyes like a phantom, if he could; but being a tall fact, and no fiction,

he was obliged to stand the greeting. He made it brief. It was

cousin-like, brother-like, friend-like, anything but lover-like. The

nameless charm of last night had left his manner: he was no longer the

same man: or, at any rate, the same heart did not beat in his breast.

Rude disappointment, sharp cross! At first the eager girl would not

believe in the change, though she saw and felt it. It was difficult to

withdraw her hand from his, till he had bestowed at least something like

a kind pressure; it was difficult to turn her eyes from his eyes, till

his looks had expressed something more and fonder than that cool

welcome.



A lover masculine so disappointed can speak and urge explanation, a

lover feminine can say nothing; if she did, the result would be shame

and anguish, inward remorse for self-treachery. Nature would brand such

demonstration as a rebellion against her instincts, and would

vindictively repay it afterwards by the thunderbolt of self-contempt

smiting suddenly in secret. Take the matter as you find it: ask no

questions, utter no remonstrances; it is your best wisdom. You expected

bread, and you have got a stone: break your teeth on it, and don't

shriek because the nerves are martyrized; do not doubt that your mental

stomach--if you have such a thing--is strong as an ostrich's; the stone

will digest. You held out your hand for an egg, and fate put into it a

scorpion. Show no consternation: close your fingers firmly upon the

gift; let it sting through your palm. Never mind; in time, after your

hand and arm have swelled and quivered long with torture, the squeezed

scorpion will die, and you will have learned the great lesson how to

endure without a sob. For the whole remnant of your life, if you survive

the test--some, it is said, die under it--you will be stronger, wiser,

less sensitive. This you are not aware of, perhaps, at the time, and so

cannot borrow courage of that hope. Nature, however, as has been

intimated, is an excellent friend in such cases, sealing the lips,

interdicting utterance, commanding a placid dissimulation--a

dissimulation often wearing an easy and gay mien at first, settling down

to sorrow and paleness in time, then passing away, and leaving a

convenient stoicism, not the less fortifying because it is half-bitter.



Half-bitter! Is that wrong? No; it should be bitter: bitterness is

strength--it is a tonic. Sweet, mild force following acute suffering you

find nowhere; to talk of it is delusion. There may be apathetic

exhaustion after the rack. If energy remains, it will be rather a

dangerous energy--deadly when confronted with injustice.



Who has read the ballad of "Puir Mary Lee"--that old Scotch ballad,

written I know not in what generation nor by what hand? Mary had been

ill-used--probably in being made to believe that truth which was

falsehood. She is not complaining, but she is sitting alone in the

snowstorm, and you hear her thoughts. They are not the thoughts of a

model heroine under her circumstances, but they are those of a

deeply-feeling, strongly-resentful peasant-girl. Anguish has driven her

from the ingle-nook of home to the white-shrouded and icy hills.

Crouched under the "cauld drift," she recalls every image of

horror--"the yellow-wymed ask," "the hairy adder," "the auld moon-bowing

tyke," "the ghaist at e'en,", "the sour bullister," "the milk on the

taed's back." She hates these, but "waur she hates Robin-a-Ree."



    "Oh, ance I lived happily by yon bonny burn--

       The warld was in love wi' me;

     But now I maun sit 'neath the cauld drift and mourn,

       And curse black Robin-a-Ree!



    "Then whudder awa, thou bitter biting blast,

       And sough through the scrunty tree,

     And smoor me up in the snaw fu' fast,

       And n'er let the sun me see!



    "Oh, never melt awa, thou wreath o' snaw,

       That's sae kind in graving me;

     But hide me frae the scorn and guffaw

       O' villains like Robin-a-Ree!"



But what has been said in the last page or two is not germane to

Caroline Helstone's feelings, or to the state of things between her and

Robert Moore. Robert had done her no wrong; he had told her no lie; it

was she that was to blame, if any one was. What bitterness her mind

distilled should and would be poured on her own head. She had loved

without being asked to love--a natural, sometimes an inevitable chance,

but big with misery.



Robert, indeed, had sometimes seemed to be fond of her; but why? Because

she had made herself so pleasing to him, he could not, in spite of all

his efforts, help testifying a state of feeling his judgment did not

approve nor his will sanction. He was about to withdraw decidedly from

intimate communication with her, because he did not choose to have his

affections inextricably entangled, nor to be drawn, despite his reason,

into a marriage he believed imprudent. Now, what was she to do? To give

way to her feelings, or to vanquish them? To pursue him, or to turn

upon herself? If she is weak, she will try the first expedient--will

lose his esteem and win his aversion; if she has sense, she will be her

own governor, and resolve to subdue and bring under guidance the

disturbed realm of her emotions. She will determine to look on life

steadily, as it is; to begin to learn its severe truths seriously, and

to study its knotty problems closely, conscientiously.



It appeared she had a little sense, for she quitted Robert quietly,

without complaint or question, without the alteration of a muscle or the

shedding of a tear, betook herself to her studies under Hortense as

usual, and at dinner-time went home without lingering.



When she had dined, and found herself in the rectory drawing-room alone,

having left her uncle over his temperate glass of port wine, the

difficulty that occurred to and embarrassed her was, "How am I to get

through this day?"



Last night she had hoped it would be spent as yesterday was, that the

evening would be again passed with happiness and Robert. She had learned

her mistake this morning; and yet she could not settle down, convinced

that no chance would occur to recall her to Hollow's Cottage, or to

bring Moore again into her society.



He had walked up after tea more than once to pass an hour with her

uncle. The door-bell had rung, his voice had been heard in the passage

just at twilight, when she little expected such a pleasure; and this had

happened twice after he had treated her with peculiar reserve; and

though he rarely talked to her in her uncle's presence, he had looked at

her relentingly as he sat opposite her work-table during his stay. The

few words he had spoken to her were comforting; his manner on bidding

her good-night was genial. Now, he might come this evening, said False

Hope. She almost knew it was False Hope which breathed the whisper, and

yet she listened.



She tried to read--her thoughts wandered; she tried to sew--every stitch

she put in was an _ennui_, the occupation was insufferably tedious; she

opened her desk and attempted to write a French composition--she wrote

nothing but mistakes.



Suddenly the door-bell sharply rang; her heart leaped; she sprang to the

drawing-room door, opened it softly, peeped through the aperture. Fanny

was admitting a visitor--a gentleman--a tall man--just the height of

Robert. For one second she thought it was Robert--for one second she

exulted; but the voice asking for Mr. Helstone undeceived her. That

voice was an Irish voice, consequently not Moore's, but the

curate's--Malone's. He was ushered into the dining-room, where,

doubtless, he speedily helped his rector to empty the decanters.



It was a fact to be noted, that at whatever house in Briarfield,

Whinbury, or Nunnely one curate dropped in to a meal--dinner or tea, as,

the case might be--another presently followed, often two more. Not that

they gave each other the rendezvous, but they were usually all on the

run at the same time; and when Donne, for instance, sought Malone at his

lodgings and found him not, he inquired whither he had posted, and

having learned of the landlady his destination, hastened with all speed

after him. The same causes operated in the same way with Sweeting. Thus

it chanced on that afternoon that Caroline's ears were three times

tortured with the ringing of the bell and the advent of undesired

guests; for Donne followed Malone, and Sweeting followed Donne; and more

wine was ordered up from the cellar into the dining-room (for though old

Helstone chid the inferior priesthood when he found them "carousing," as

he called it, in their own tents, yet at his hierarchical table he ever

liked to treat them to a glass of his best), and through the closed

doors Caroline heard their boyish laughter, and the vacant cackle of

their voices. Her fear was lest they should stay to tea, for she had no

pleasure in making tea for that particular trio. What distinctions

people draw! These three were men--young men--educated men, like Moore;

yet, for her, how great the difference! Their society was a bore--his a

delight.



Not only was she destined to be favoured with their clerical company,

but Fortune was at this moment bringing her four other guests--lady

guests, all packed in a pony-phaeton now rolling somewhat heavily along

the road from Whinbury: an elderly lady and three of her buxom daughters

were coming to see her "in a friendly way," as the custom of that

neighbourhood was. Yes, a fourth time the bell clanged. Fanny brought

the present announcement to the drawing-room,--



"Mrs. Sykes and the three Misses Sykes."



When Caroline was going to receive company, her habit was to wring her

hands very nervously, to flush a little, and come forward hurriedly yet

hesitatingly, wishing herself meantime at Jericho. She was, at such

crises, sadly deficient in finished manner, though she had once been at

school a year. Accordingly, on this occasion, her small white hands

sadly maltreated each other, while she stood up, waiting the entrance of

Mrs. Sykes.



In stalked that lady, a tall, bilious gentlewoman, who made an ample and

not altogether insincere profession of piety, and was greatly given to

hospitality towards the clergy. In sailed her three daughters, a showy

trio, being all three well-grown, and more or less handsome.



In English country ladies there is this point to be remarked. Whether

young or old, pretty or plain, dull or sprightly, they all (or almost

all) have a certain expression stamped on their features, which seems to

say, "I know--I do not boast of it, but I _know_ that I am the standard

of what is proper; let every one therefore whom I approach, or who

approaches me, keep a sharp lookout, for wherein they differ from me--be

the same in dress, manner, opinion, principle, or practice--therein they

are wrong."



Mrs. and Misses Sykes, far from being exceptions to this observation,

were pointed illustrations of its truth. Miss Mary--a well-looked,

well-meant, and, on the whole, well-dispositioned girl--wore her

complacency with some state, though without harshness. Miss Harriet--a

beauty--carried it more overbearingly; she looked high and cold. Miss

Hannah, who was conceited, dashing, pushing, flourished hers consciously

and openly. The mother evinced it with the gravity proper to her age and

religious fame.



The reception was got through somehow. Caroline "was glad to see them"

(an unmitigated fib), hoped they were well, hoped Mrs. Sykes's cough was

better (Mrs. Sykes had had a cough for the last twenty years), hoped the

Misses Sykes had left their sisters at home well; to which inquiry the

Misses Sykes, sitting on three chairs opposite the music-stool, whereon

Caroline had undesignedly come to anchor, after wavering for some

seconds between it and a large arm-chair, into which she at length

recollected she ought to induct Mrs. Sykes--and indeed that lady saved

her the trouble by depositing herself therein--the Misses Sykes replied

to Caroline by one simultaneous bow, very majestic and mighty awful. A

pause followed. This bow was of a character to ensure silence for the

next five minutes, and it did. Mrs. Sykes then inquired after Mr.

Helstone, and whether he had had any return of rheumatism, and whether

preaching twice on a Sunday fatigued him, and if he was capable of

taking a full service now; and on being assured he was, she and all her

daughters, combining in chorus, expressed their opinion that he was "a

wonderful man of his years."



Pause second.



Miss Mary, getting up the steam in her turn, asked whether Caroline had

attended the Bible Society meeting which had been held at Nunnely last

Thursday night. The negative answer which truth compelled Caroline to

utter--for last Thursday evening she had been sitting at home, reading a

novel which Robert had lent her--elicited a simultaneous expression of

surprise from the lips of the four ladies.



"We were all there," said Miss Mary--"mamma and all of us. We even

persuaded papa to go. Hannah would insist upon it. But he fell asleep

while Mr. Langweilig, the German Moravian minister, was speaking. I felt

quite ashamed, he nodded so."



"And there was Dr. Broadbent," cried Hannah--"such a beautiful speaker!

You couldn't expect it of him, for he is almost a vulgar-looking man."



"But such a dear man," interrupted Mary.



"And such a good man, such a useful man," added her mother.



"Only like a butcher in appearance," interposed the fair, proud Harriet.

"I couldn't bear to look at him. I listened with my eyes shut."



Miss Helstone felt her ignorance and incompetency. Not having seen Dr.

Broadbent, she could not give her opinion. Pause third came on. During

its continuance, Caroline was feeling at her heart's core what a

dreaming fool she was, what an unpractical life she led, how little

fitness there was in her for ordinary intercourse with the ordinary

world. She was feeling how exclusively she had attached herself to the

white cottage in the Hollow, how in the existence of one inmate of that

cottage she had pent all her universe. She was sensible that this would

not do, and that some day she would be forced to make an alteration. It

could not be said that she exactly wished to resemble the ladies before

her, but she wished to become superior to her present self, so as to

feel less scared by their dignity.



The sole means she found of reviving the flagging discourse was by

asking them if they would all stay to tea; and a cruel struggle it cost

her to perform this piece of civility. Mrs. Sykes had begun, "We are

much obliged to you, but----" when in came Fanny once more.



"The gentlemen will stay the evening, ma'am," was the message she

brought from Mr. Helstone.



"What gentlemen have you?" now inquired Mrs. Sykes. Their names were

specified; she and her daughters interchanged glances. The curates were

not to them what they were to Caroline. Mr. Sweeting was quite a

favourite with them; even Mr. Malone rather so, because he was a

clergyman. "Really, since you have company already, I think we will

stay," remarked Mrs. Sykes. "We shall be quite a pleasant little party.

I always like to meet the clergy."



And now Caroline had to usher them upstairs, to help them to unshawl,

smooth their hair, and make themselves smart; to reconduct them to the

drawing-room, to distribute amongst them books of engravings, or odd

things purchased from the Jew-basket. She was obliged to be a purchaser,

though she was but a slack contributor; and if she had possessed plenty

of money, she would rather, when it was brought to the rectory--an awful

incubus!--have purchased the whole stock than contributed a single

pin-cushion.



It ought perhaps to be explained in passing, for the benefit of those

who are not _au fait_ to the mysteries of the "Jew-basket" and

"missionary-basket," that these _meubles_ are willow repositories, of

the capacity of a good-sized family clothes-basket, dedicated to the

purpose of conveying from house to house a monster collection of

pin-cushions, needle-books, card-racks, workbags, articles of infant

wear, etc., etc., etc., made by the willing or reluctant hands of the

Christian ladies of a parish, and sold perforce to the heathenish

gentlemen thereof, at prices unblushingly exorbitant. The proceeds of

such compulsory sales are applied to the conversion of the Jews, the

seeking up of the ten missing tribes, or to the regeneration of the

interesting coloured population of the globe. Each lady contributor

takes it in her turn to keep the basket a month, to sew for it, and to

foist off its contents on a shrinking male public. An exciting time it

is when that turn comes round. Some active-minded woman, with a good

trading spirit, like it, and enjoy exceedingly the fun of making

hard-handed worsted-spinners cash up, to the tune of four or five

hundred per cent. above cost price, for articles quite useless to them;

other feebler souls object to it, and would rather see the prince of

darkness himself at their door any morning than that phantom basket,

brought with "Mrs. Rouse's compliments; and please, ma'am, she says it's

your turn now."



Miss Helstone's duties of hostess performed, more anxiously than

cheerily, she betook herself to the kitchen, to hold a brief

privy-council with Fanny and Eliza about the tea.



"What a lot on 'em!" cried Eliza, who was cook. "And I put off the

baking to-day because I thought there would be bread plenty to fit while

morning. We shall never have enow."



"Are there any tea-cakes?" asked the young mistress.



"Only three and a loaf. I wish these fine folk would stay at home till

they're asked; and I want to finish trimming my hat" (bonnet she meant).



"Then," suggested Caroline, to whom the importance of the emergency gave

a certain energy, "Fanny must run down to Briarfield and buy some

muffins and crumpets and some biscuits. And don't be cross, Eliza; we

can't help it now."



"And which tea-things are we to have?"



"Oh, the best, I suppose. I'll get out the silver service." And she ran

upstairs to the plate-closet, and presently brought down teapot,

cream-ewer, and sugar-basin.



"And mun we have th' urn?"



"Yes; and now get it ready as quickly as you can, for the sooner we have

tea over the sooner they will go--at least, I hope so. Heigh-ho! I wish

they were gone," she sighed, as she returned to the drawing-room.

"Still," she thought, as she paused at the door ere opening it, "if

Robert would but come even now how bright all would be! How

comparatively easy the task of amusing these people if he were present!

There would be an interest in hearing him talk (though he never says

much in company) and in talking in his presence. There can be no

interest in hearing any of them, or in speaking to them. How they will

gabble when the curates come in, and how weary I shall grow with

listening to them! But I suppose I am a selfish fool. These are very

respectable gentlefolks. I ought, no doubt, to be proud of their

countenance. I don't say they are not as good as I am--far from it--but

they are different from me."



She went in.



Yorkshire people in those days took their tea round the table, sitting

well into it, with their knees duly introduced under the mahogany. It

was essential to have a multitude of plates of bread and butter, varied

in sorts and plentiful in quantity. It was thought proper, too, that on

the centre plate should stand a glass dish of marmalade. Among the

viands was expected to be found a small assortment of cheesecakes and

tarts. If there was also a plate of thin slices of pink ham garnished

with green parsley, so much the better.



Eliza, the rector's cook, fortunately knew her business as provider. She

had been put out of humour a little at first, when the invaders came so

unexpectedly in such strength; but it appeared that she regained her

cheerfulness with action, for in due time the tea was spread forth in

handsome style, and neither ham, tarts, nor marmalade were wanting among

its accompaniments.



The curates, summoned to this bounteous repast, entered joyous; but at

once, on seeing the ladies, of whose presence they had not been

forewarned, they came to a stand in the doorway. Malone headed the

party; he stopped short and fell back, almost capsizing Donne, who was

behind him. Donne, staggering three paces in retreat, sent little

Sweeting into the arms of old Helstone, who brought up the rear. There

was some expostulation, some tittering. Malone was desired to mind what

he was about, and urged to push forward, which at last he did, though

colouring to the top of his peaked forehead a bluish purple. Helstone,

advancing, set the shy curates aside, welcomed all his fair guests,

shook hands and passed a jest with each, and seated himself snugly

between the lovely Harriet and the dashing Hannah. Miss Mary he

requested to move to the seat opposite to him, that he might see her if

he couldn't be near her. Perfectly easy and gallant, in his way, were

his manners always to young ladies, and most popular was he amongst

them; yet at heart he neither respected nor liked the sex, and such of

them as circumstances had brought into intimate relation with him had

ever feared rather than loved him.



The curates were left to shift for themselves. Sweeting, who was the

least embarrassed of the three, took refuge beside Mrs. Sykes, who, he

knew, was almost as fond of him as if he had been her son. Donne, after

making his general bow with a grace all his own, and saying in a high,

pragmatical voice, "How d'ye do, Miss Helstone?" dropped into a seat at

Caroline's elbow, to her unmitigated annoyance, for she had a peculiar

antipathy to Donne, on account of his stultified and immovable

self-conceit and his incurable narrowness of mind. Malone, grinning most

unmeaningly, inducted himself into the corresponding seat on the other

side. She was thus blessed in a pair of supporters, neither of whom, she

knew, would be of any mortal use, whether for keeping up the

conversation, handing cups, circulating the muffins, or even lifting the

plate from the slop-basin. Little Sweeting, small and boyish as he was,

would have been worth twenty of them.



Malone, though a ceaseless talker when there were only men present, was

usually tongue-tied in the presence of ladies. Three phrases, however,

he had ready cut and dried, which he never failed to produce:--



1stly. "Have you had a walk to-day, Miss Helstone?"



2ndly. "Have you seen your cousin Moore lately?"



3rdly. "Does your class at the Sunday school keep up its number?"



These three questions being put and responded to, between Caroline and

Malone reigned silence.



With Donne it was otherwise; he was troublesome, exasperating. He had a

stock of small-talk on hand, at once the most trite and perverse that

can well be imagined--abuse of the people of Briarfield; of the natives

of Yorkshire generally; complaints of the want of high society; of the

backward state of civilization in these districts; murmurings against

the disrespectful conduct of the lower orders in the north toward their

betters; silly ridicule of the manner of living in these parts--the want

of style, the absence of elegance, as if he, Donne, had been accustomed

to very great doings indeed, an insinuation which his somewhat underbred

manner and aspect failed to bear out. These strictures, he seemed to

think, must raise him in the estimation of Miss Helstone or of any other

lady who heard him; whereas with her, at least, they brought him to a

level below contempt, though sometimes, indeed, they incensed her; for,

a Yorkshire girl herself, she hated to hear Yorkshire abused by such a

pitiful prater; and when wrought up to a certain pitch, she would turn

and say something of which neither the matter nor the manner recommended

her to Mr. Donne's good-will. She would tell him it was no proof of

refinement to be ever scolding others for vulgarity, and no sign of a

good pastor to be eternally censuring his flock. She would ask him what

he had entered the church for, since he complained there were only

cottages to visit, and poor people to preach to--whether he had been

ordained to the ministry merely to wear soft clothing and sit in king's

houses. These questions were considered by all the curates as, to the

last degree, audacious and impious.



Tea was a long time in progress; all the guests gabbled as their hostess

had expected they would. Mr. Helstone, being in excellent spirits--when,

indeed, was he ever otherwise in society, attractive female society? it

being only with the one lady of his own family that he maintained a grim

taciturnity--kept up a brilliant flow of easy prattle with his

right-hand and left-hand neighbours, and even with his _vis-à-vis_, Miss

Mary; though, as Mary was the most sensible, the least coquettish, of

the three, to her the elderly widower was the least attentive. At heart

he could not abide sense in women. He liked to see them as silly, as

light-headed, as vain, as open to ridicule as possible, because they

were then in reality what he held them to be, and wished them to

be--inferior, toys to play with, to amuse a vacant hour, and to be

thrown away.



Hannah was his favourite. Harriet, though beautiful, egotistical, and

self-satisfied, was not quite weak enough for him. She had some genuine

self-respect amidst much false pride, and if she did not talk like an

oracle, neither would she babble like one crazy; she would not permit

herself to be treated quite as a doll, a child, a plaything; she

expected to be bent to like a queen.



Hannah, on the contrary, demanded no respect, only flattery. If her

admirers only _told_ her that she was an angel, she would let them

_treat_ her like an idiot. So very credulous and frivolous was she, so

very silly did she become when besieged with attention, flattered and

admired to the proper degree, that there were moments when Helstone

actually felt tempted to commit matrimony a second time, and to try the

experiment of taking her for his second helpmeet; but fortunately the

salutary recollection of the _ennuis_ of his first marriage, the

impression still left on him of the weight of the millstone he had once

worn round his neck, the fixity of his feelings respecting the

insufferable evils of conjugal existence, operated as a check to his

tenderness, suppressed the sigh heaving his old iron lungs, and

restrained him from whispering to Hannah proposals it would have been

high fun and great satisfaction to her to hear.



It is probable she would have married him if he had asked her; her

parents would have quite approved the match. To them his fifty-five

years, his bend-leather heart, could have presented no obstacles; and as

he was a rector, held an excellent living, occupied a good house, and

was supposed even to have private property (though in that the world was

mistaken; every penny of the £5,000 inherited by him from his father had

been devoted to the building and endowing of a new church at his native

village in Lancashire--for he could show a lordly munificence when he

pleased, and if the end was to his liking, never hesitated about making

a grand sacrifice to attain it)--her parents, I say, would have

delivered Hannah over to his lovingkindness and his tender mercies

without one scruple; and the second Mrs. Helstone, inverting the natural

order of insect existence, would have fluttered through the honeymoon a

bright, admired butterfly, and crawled the rest of her days a sordid,

trampled worm.



Little Mr. Sweeting, seated between Mrs. Sykes and Miss Mary, both of

whom were very kind to him, and having a dish of tarts before him, and

marmalade and crumpet upon his plate, looked and felt more content than

any monarch. He was fond of all the Misses Sykes; they were all fond of

him. He thought them magnificent girls, quite proper to mate with one of

his inches. If he had a cause of regret at this blissful moment, it was

that Miss Dora happened to be absent--Dora being the one whom he

secretly hoped one day to call Mrs. David Sweeting, with whom he dreamt

of taking stately walks, leading her like an empress through the village

of Nunnely; and an empress she would have been, if size could make an

empress. She was vast, ponderous. Seen from behind, she had the air of a

very stout lady of forty; but withal she possessed a good face, and no

unkindly character.



The meal at last drew to a close. It would have been over long ago if

Mr. Donne had not persisted in sitting with his cup half full of cold

tea before him, long after the rest had finished and after he himself

had discussed such allowance of viands as he felt competent to

swallow--long, indeed, after signs of impatience had been manifested

all round the board, till chairs were pushed back, till the talk

flagged, till silence fell. Vainly did Caroline inquire repeatedly if he

would have another cup, if he would take a little hot tea, as that must

be cold, etc.; he would neither drink it nor leave it. He seemed to

think that this isolated position of his gave him somehow a certain

importance, that it was dignified and stately to be the last, that it

was grand to keep all the others waiting. So long did he linger, that

the very urn died; it ceased to hiss. At length, however, the old rector

himself, who had hitherto been too pleasantly engaged with Hannah to

care for the delay, got impatient.



"For whom are we waiting?" he asked.



"For me, I believe," returned Donne complacently, appearing to think it

much to his credit that a party should thus be kept dependent on his

movements.



"Tut!" cried Helstone. Then standing up, "Let us return thanks," said

he; which he did forthwith, and all quitted the table. Donne, nothing

abashed, still sat ten minutes quite alone, whereupon Mr. Helstone rang

the bell for the things to be removed. The curate at length saw himself

forced to empty his cup, and to relinquish the _rôle_ which, he thought,

had given him such a felicitous distinction, drawing upon him such

flattering general notice.



And now, in the natural course of events (Caroline, knowing how it would

be, had opened the piano, and produced music-books in readiness), music

was asked for. This was Mr. Sweeting's chance for showing off. He was

eager to commence. He undertook, therefore, the arduous task of

persuading the young ladies to favour the company with an air--a song.

_Con amore_ he went through the whole business of begging, praying,

resisting excuses, explaining away difficulties, and at last succeeded

in persuading Miss Harriet to allow herself to be led to the instrument.

Then out came the pieces of his flute (he always carried them in his

pocket, as unfailingly as he carried his handkerchief). They were

screwed and arranged, Malone and Donne meanwhile herding together and

sneering at him, which the little man, glancing over his shoulder, saw,

but did not heed at all. He was persuaded their sarcasm all arose from

envy. They could not accompany the ladies as he could; he was about to

enjoy a triumph over them.



The triumph began. Malone, much chagrined at hearing him pipe up in most

superior style, determined to earn distinction too, if possible, and

all at once assuming the character of a swain (which character he had

endeavoured to enact once or twice before, but in which he had not

hitherto met with the success he doubtless opined his merits deserved),

approached a sofa on which Miss Helstone was seated, and depositing his

great Irish frame near her, tried his hand (or rather tongue) at a fine

speech or two, accompanied by grins the most extraordinary and

incomprehensible. In the course of his efforts to render himself

agreeable, he contrived to possess himself of the two long sofa cushions

and a square one; with which, after rolling them about for some time

with strange gestures, he managed to erect a sort of barrier between

himself and the object of his attentions. Caroline, quite willing that

they should be sundered, soon devised an excuse for stepping over to the

opposite side of the room, and taking up a position beside Mrs. Sykes,

of which good lady she entreated some instruction in a new stitch in

ornamental knitting, a favour readily granted; and thus Peter Augustus

was thrown out.



Very sullenly did his countenance lower when he saw himself

abandoned--left entirely to his own resources, on a large sofa, with the

charge of three small cushions on his hands. The fact was, he felt

disposed seriously to cultivate acquaintance with Miss Helstone, because

he thought, in common with others, that her uncle possessed money, and

concluded that, since he had no children, he would probably leave it to

his niece. Gérard Moore was better instructed on this point: he had seen

the neat church that owed its origin to the rector's zeal and cash, and

more than once, in his inmost soul, had cursed an expensive caprice

which crossed his wishes.



The evening seemed long to one person in that room. Caroline at

intervals dropped her knitting on her lap, and gave herself up to a sort

of brain-lethargy--closing her eyes and depressing her head--caused by

what seemed to her the unmeaning hum around her,--the inharmonious,

tasteless rattle of the piano keys, the squeaking and gasping notes of

the flute, the laughter and mirth of her uncle, and Hannah, and Mary,

she could not tell whence originating, for she heard nothing comic or

gleeful in their discourse; and more than all, by the interminable

gossip of Mrs. Sykes murmured close at her ear, gossip which rang the

changes on four subjects--her own health and that of the various

members of her family; the missionary and Jew baskets and their

contents; the late meeting at Nunnely, and one which was expected to

come off next week at Whinbury.



Tired at length to exhaustion, she embraced the opportunity of Mr.

Sweeting coming up to speak to Mrs. Sykes to slip quietly out of the

apartment, and seek a moment's respite in solitude. She repaired to the

dining-room, where the clear but now low remnant of a fire still burned

in the grate. The place was empty and quiet, glasses and decanters were

cleared from the table, the chairs were put back in their places, all

was orderly. Caroline sank into her uncle's large easy-chair, half shut

her eyes, and rested herself--rested at least her limbs, her senses, her

hearing, her vision--weary with listening to nothing, and gazing on

vacancy. As to her mind, that flew directly to the Hollow. It stood on

the threshold of the parlour there, then it passed to the

counting-house, and wondered which spot was blessed by the presence of

Robert. It so happened that neither locality had that honour; for Robert

was half a mile away from both, and much nearer to Caroline than her

deadened spirit suspected. He was at this moment crossing the

churchyard, approaching the rectory garden-gate--not, however, coming to

see his cousin, but intent solely on communicating a brief piece of

intelligence to the rector.



Yes, Caroline; you hear the wire of the bell vibrate; it rings again for

the fifth time this afternoon. You start, and you are certain now that

this must be he of whom you dream. Why you are so certain you cannot

explain to yourself, but you know it. You lean forward, listening

eagerly as Fanny opens the door. Right! That is _the_ voice--low, with

the slight foreign accent, but so sweet, as you fancy. You half rise.

"Fanny will tell him Mr. Helstone is with company, and then he will go

away." Oh! she cannot let him go. In spite of herself, in spite of her

reason, she walks half across the room; she stands ready to dart out in

case the step should retreat; but he enters the passage. "Since your

master is engaged," he says, "just show me into the dining-room. Bring

me pen and ink. I will write a short note and leave it for him."



Now, having caught these words, and hearing him advance, Caroline, if

there was a door within the dining-room, would glide through it and

disappear. She feels caught, hemmed in; she dreads her unexpected

presence may annoy him. A second since she would have flown to him;

that second past, she would flee from him. She cannot. There is no way

of escape. The dining-room has but one door, through which now enters

her cousin. The look of troubled surprise she expected to see in his

face has appeared there, has shocked her, and is gone. She has stammered

a sort of apology:--



"I only left the drawing-room a minute for a little quiet."



There was something so diffident and downcast in the air and tone with

which she said this, any one might perceive that some saddening change

had lately passed over her prospects, and that the faculty of cheerful

self-possession had left her. Mr. Moore, probably, remembered how she

had formerly been accustomed to meet him with gentle ardour and hopeful

confidence. He must have seen how the check of this morning had

operated. Here was an opportunity for carrying out his new system with

effect, if he chose to improve it. Perhaps he found it easier to

practise that system in broad daylight, in his mill-yard, amidst busy

occupations, than in a quiet parlour, disengaged, at the hour of

eventide. Fanny lit the candles, which before had stood unlit on the

table, brought writing materials, and left the room. Caroline was about

to follow her. Moore, to act consistently, should have let her go;

whereas he stood in the doorway, and, holding out his hand, gently kept

her back. He did not ask her to stay, but he would not let her go.



"Shall I tell my uncle you are here?" asked she, still in the same

subdued voice.



"No; I can say to you all I had to say to him. You will be my

messenger?"



"Yes, Robert."



"Then you may just inform him that I have got a clue to the identity of

one, at least, of the men who broke my frames; that he belongs to the

same gang who attacked Sykes and Pearson's dressing-shop, and that I

hope to have him in custody to-morrow. You can remember that?"



"Oh yes!" These two monosyllables were uttered in a sadder tone than

ever; and as she said them she shook her head slightly and sighed. "Will

you prosecute him?"



"Doubtless."



"No, Robert."



"And why no, Caroline?"



"Because it will set all the neighbourhood against you more than ever."



"That is no reason why I should not do my duty, and defend my property.

This fellow is a great scoundrel, and ought to be incapacitated from

perpetrating further mischief."



"But his accomplices will take revenge on you. You do not know how the

people of this country bear malice. It is the boast of some of them that

they can keep a stone in their pocket seven years, turn it at the end of

that time, keep it seven years longer, and hurl it and hit their mark

'at last.'"



Moore laughed.



"A most pithy vaunt," said he--"one that redounds vastly to the credit

of your dear Yorkshire friends. But don't fear for me, Lina. I am on my

guard against these lamb-like compatriots of yours. Don't make yourself

uneasy about me."



"How can I help it? You are my cousin. If anything happened----" She

stopped.



"Nothing will happen, Lina. To speak in your own language, there is a

Providence above all--is there not?"



"Yes, dear Robert. May He guard you!"



"And if prayers have efficacy, yours will benefit me. You pray for me

sometimes?"



"Not _sometimes_, Robert. You, and Louis, and Hortense are _always_

remembered."



"So I have often imagined. It has occurred to me when, weary and vexed,

I have myself gone to bed like a heathen, that another had asked

forgiveness for my day, and safety for my night. I don't suppose such

vicarial piety will avail much, but the petitions come out of a sincere

breast, from innocent lips. They should be acceptable as Abel's

offering; and doubtless would be, if the object deserved them."



"Annihilate that doubt. It is groundless."



"When a man has been brought up only to make money, and lives to make

it, and for nothing else, and scarcely breathes any other air than that

of mills and markets, it seems odd to utter his name in a prayer, or to

mix his idea with anything divine; and very strange it seems that a

good, pure heart should take him in and harbour him, as if he had any

claim to that sort of nest. If I could guide that benignant heart, I

believe I should counsel it to exclude one who does not profess to have

any higher aim in life than that of patching up his broken fortune, and

wiping clean from his _bourgeois_ scutcheon the foul stain of

bankruptcy."



The hint, though conveyed thus tenderly and modestly (as Caroline

thought), was felt keenly and comprehended clearly.



"Indeed, I only think--or I _will only_ think--of you as my cousin," was

the quick answer. "I am beginning to understand things better than I

did, Robert, when you first came to England--better than I did a week, a

day ago. I know it is your duty to try to get on, and that it won't do

for you to be romantic; but in future you must not misunderstand me if I

seem friendly. You misunderstood me this morning, did you not?"



"What made you think so?"



"Your look--your manner."



"But look at me now----"



"Oh! you are different now. At present I dare speak to you."



"Yet I am the same, except that I have left the tradesman behind me in

the Hollow. Your kinsman alone stands before you."



"My cousin Robert--not Mr. Moore."



"Not a bit of Mr. Moore. Caroline----"



Here the company was heard rising in the other room. The door was

opened; the pony-carriage was ordered; shawls and bonnets were demanded;

Mr. Helstone called for his niece.



"I must go, Robert."



"Yes, you must go, or they will come in and find us here; and I, rather

than meet all that host in the passage, will take my departure through

the window. Luckily it opens like a door. One minute only--put down the

candle an instant--good-night. I kiss you because we are cousins, and,

being cousins, one--two--three kisses are allowable. Caroline,

good-night."









CHAPTER VIII.



NOAH AND MOSES.





The next day Moore had risen before the sun, and had taken a ride to

Whinbury and back ere his sister had made the café au lait or cut the

tartines for his breakfast. What business he transacted there he kept to

himself. Hortense asked no questions: it was not her wont to comment on

his movements, nor his to render an account of them. The secrets of

business--complicated and often dismal mysteries--were buried in his

breast, and never came out of their sepulchre save now and then to scare

Joe Scott, or give a start to some foreign correspondent. Indeed, a

general habit of reserve on whatever was important seemed bred in his

mercantile blood.



Breakfast over, he went to his counting-house. Henry, Joe Scott's boy,

brought in the letters and the daily papers; Moore seated himself at his

desk, broke the seals of the documents, and glanced them over. They were

all short, but not, it seemed, sweet--probably rather sour, on the

contrary, for as Moore laid down the last, his nostrils emitted a

derisive and defiant snuff, and though he burst into no soliloquy, there

was a glance in his eye which seemed to invoke the devil, and lay

charges on him to sweep the whole concern to Gehenna. However, having

chosen a pen and stripped away the feathered top in a brief spasm of

finger-fury (only finger-fury--his face was placid), he dashed off a

batch of answers, sealed them, and then went out and walked through the

mill. On coming back he sat down to read his newspaper.



The contents seemed not absorbingly interesting; he more than once laid

it across his knee, folded his arms, and gazed into the fire; he

occasionally turned his head towards the window; he looked at intervals

at his watch; in short, his mind appeared preoccupied. Perhaps he was

thinking of the beauty of the weather--for it was a fine and mild

morning for the season--and wishing to be out in the fields enjoying

it. The door of his counting-house stood wide open. The breeze and

sunshine entered freely; but the first visitant brought no spring

perfume on its wings, only an occasional sulphur-puff from the

soot-thick column of smoke rushing sable from the gaunt mill-chimney.



A dark-blue apparition (that of Joe Scott, fresh from a dyeing vat)

appeared momentarily at the open door, uttered the words "He's comed,

sir," and vanished.



Mr. Moore raised not his eyes from the paper. A large man,

broad-shouldered and massive-limbed, clad in fustian garments and gray

worsted stockings, entered, who was received with a nod, and desired to

take a seat, which he did, making the remark, as he removed his hat (a

very bad one), stowed it away under his chair, and wiped his forehead

with a spotted cotton handkerchief extracted from the hat-crown, that it

was "raight dahn warm for Febewerry." Mr. Moore assented--at least he

uttered some slight sound, which, though inarticulate, might pass for an

assent. The visitor now carefully deposited in the corner beside him an

official-looking staff which he bore in his hand; this done, he

whistled, probably by way of appearing at his ease.



"You have what is necessary, I suppose?" said Mr. Moore.



"Ay, ay! all's right."



He renewed his whistling, Mr. Moore his reading. The paper apparently

had become more interesting. Presently, however, he turned to his

cupboard, which was within reach of his long arm, opened it without

rising, took out a black bottle--the same he had produced for Malone's

benefit--a tumbler, and a jug, placed them on the table, and said to his

guest,--



"Help yourself; there's water in that jar in the corner."



"I dunnut knaw that there's mich need, for all a body is dry (thirsty)

in a morning," said the fustian gentleman, rising and doing as

requested.



"Will you tak naught yourseln, Mr. Moore?" he inquired, as with skilled

hand he mixed a portion, and having tested it by a deep draught, sank

back satisfied and bland in his seat. Moore, chary of words, replied by

a negative movement and murmur.



"Yah'd as good," continued his visitor; "it 'uld set ye up wald a sup o'

this stuff. Uncommon good hollands. Ye get it fro' furrin parts, I'se

think?"



"Ay!"



"Tak my advice and try a glass on't. Them lads 'at's coming 'll keep ye

talking, nob'dy knows how long. Ye'll need propping."



"Have you seen Mr. Sykes this morning?" inquired Moore.



"I seed him a hauf an hour--nay, happen a quarter of an hour sin', just

afore I set off. He said he aimed to come here, and I sudn't wonder but

ye'll have old Helstone too. I seed 'em saddling his little nag as I

passed at back o' t' rectory."



The speaker was a true prophet, for the trot of a little nag's hoofs

was, five minutes after, heard in the yard. It stopped, and a well-known

nasal voice cried aloud, "Boy" (probably addressing Harry Scott, who

usually hung about the premises from 9 a.m. to 5 p.m.), "take my horse

and lead him into the stable."



Helstone came in marching nimbly and erect, looking browner, keener, and

livelier than usual.



"Beautiful morning, Moore. How do, my boy? Ha! whom have we here?"

(turning to the personage with the staff). "Sugden! What! you're going

to work directly? On my word, you lose no time. But I come to ask

explanations. Your message was delivered to me. Are you sure you are on

the right scent? How do you mean to set about the business? Have you got

a warrant?"



"Sugden has."



"Then you are going to seek him now? I'll accompany you."



"You will be spared that trouble, sir; he is coming to seek me. I'm just

now sitting in state waiting his arrival."



"And who is it? One of my parishioners?"



Joe Scott had entered unobserved. He now stood, a most sinister phantom,

half his person being dyed of the deepest tint of indigo, leaning on the

desk. His master's answer to the rector's question was a smile. Joe took

the word. Putting on a quiet but pawky look, he said,--



"It's a friend of yours, Mr. Helstone, a gentleman you often speak of."



"Indeed! His name, Joe? You look well this morning."



"Only the Rev. Moses Barraclough; t' tub orator you call him sometimes,

I think."



"Ah!" said the rector, taking out his snuff-box, and administering to

himself a very long pinch--"ah! couldn't have supposed it. Why, the

pious man never was a workman of yours, Moore. He's a tailor by trade."



"And so much the worse grudge I owe him, for interfering and setting my

discarded men against me."



"And Moses was actually present at the battle of Stilbro' Moor? He went

there, wooden leg and all?"



"Ay, sir," said Joe; "he went there on horseback, that his leg mightn't

be noticed. He was the captain, and wore a mask. The rest only had their

faces blackened."



"And how was he found out?"



"I'll tell you, sir," said Joe. "T' maister's not so fond of talking.

I've no objections. He courted Sarah, Mr. Moore's sarvant lass, and so

it seems she would have nothing to say to him; she either didn't like

his wooden leg or she'd some notion about his being a hypocrite. Happen

(for women is queer hands; we may say that amang werseln when there's

none of 'em nigh) she'd have encouraged him, in spite of his leg and his

deceit, just to pass time like. I've known some on 'em do as mich, and

some o' t' bonniest and mimmest-looking, too--ay, I've seen clean, trim

young things, that looked as denty and pure as daisies, and wi' time a

body fun' 'em out to be nowt but stinging, venomed nettles."



"Joe's a sensible fellow," interjected Helstone.



"Howsiver, Sarah had another string to her bow. Fred Murgatroyd, one of

our lads, is for her; and as women judge men by their faces--and Fred

has a middling face, while Moses is none so handsome, as we all

knaw--the lass took on wi' Fred. A two-three months sin', Murgatroyd and

Moses chanced to meet one Sunday night; they'd both come lurking about

these premises wi' the notion of counselling Sarah to tak a bit of a

walk wi' them. They fell out, had a tussle, and Fred was worsted, for

he's young and small, and Barraclough, for all he has only one leg, is

almost as strong as Sugden there--indeed, anybody that hears him roaring

at a revival or a love-feast may be sure he's no weakling."



"Joe, you're insupportable," here broke in Mr. Moore. "You spin out your

explanation as Moses spins out his sermons. The long and short of it is,

Murgatroyd was jealous of Barraclough; and last night, as he and a

friend took shelter in a barn from a shower, they heard and saw Moses

conferring with some associates within. From their discourse it was

plain he had been the leader, not only at Stilbro' Moor, but in the

attack on Sykes's property. Moreover they planned a deputation to wait

on me this morning, which the tailor is to head, and which, in the most

religious and peaceful spirit, is to entreat me to put the accursed

thing out of my tent. I rode over to Whinbury this morning, got a

constable and a warrant, and I am now waiting to give my friend the

reception he deserves. Here, meantime, comes Sykes. Mr. Helstone, you

must spirit him up. He feels timid at the thoughts of prosecuting."



A gig was heard to roll into the yard. Mr. Sykes entered--a tall stout

man of about fifty, comely of feature, but feeble of physiognomy. He

looked anxious.



"Have they been? Are they gone? Have you got him? Is it over?" he asked.



"Not yet," returned Moore with phlegm. "We are waiting for them."



"They'll not come; it's near noon. Better give it up. It will excite bad

feeling--make a stir--cause perhaps fatal consequences."



"_You_ need not appear," said Moore. "I shall meet them in the yard when

they come; _you_ can stay here."



"But my name must be seen in the law proceedings. A wife and family, Mr.

Moore--a wife and family make a man cautious."



Moore looked disgusted. "Give way, if you please," said he; "leave me to

myself. I have no objection to act alone; only be assured you will not

find safety in submission. Your partner Pearson gave way, and conceded,

and forbore. Well, that did not prevent them from attempting to shoot

him in his own house."



"My dear sir, take a little wine and water," recommended Mr. Helstone.

The wine and water was hollands and water, as Mr. Sykes discovered when

he had compounded and swallowed a brimming tumbler thereof. It

transfigured him in two minutes, brought the colour back to his face,

and made him at least _word_-valiant. He now announced that he hoped he

was above being trampled on by the common people; he was determined to

endure the insolence of the working-classes no longer; he had considered

of it, and made up his mind to go all lengths; if money and spirit could

put down these rioters, they should be put down; Mr. Moore might do as

he liked, but _he_--Christie Sykes--would spend his last penny in law

before he would be beaten; he'd settle them, or he'd see.



"Take another glass," urged Moore.



Mr. Sykes didn't mind if he did. This was a cold morning (Sugden had

found it a warm one); it was necessary to be careful at this season of

the year--it was proper to take something to keep the damp out; he had a

little cough already (here he coughed in attestation of the fact);

something of this sort (lifting the black bottle) was excellent, taken

medicinally (he poured the physic into his tumbler); he didn't make a

practice of drinking spirits in a morning, but occasionally it really

was prudent to take precautions.



"Quite prudent, and take them by all means," urged the host.



Mr. Sykes now addressed Mr. Helstone, who stood on the hearth, his

shovel-hat on his head, watching him significantly with his little, keen

eyes.



"You, sir, as a clergyman," said he, "may feel it disagreeable to be

present amidst scenes of hurry and flurry, and, I may say, peril. I dare

say your nerves won't stand it. You're a man of peace, sir; but we

manufacturers, living in the world, and always in turmoil, get quite

belligerent. Really, there's an ardour excited by the thoughts of danger

that makes my heart pant. When Mrs. Sykes is afraid of the house being

attacked and broke open--as she is every night--I get quite excited. I

couldn't describe to you, sir, my feelings. Really, if anybody was to

come--thieves or anything--I believe I should enjoy it, such is my

spirit."



The hardest of laughs, though brief and low, and by no means insulting,

was the response of the rector. Moore would have pressed upon the heroic

mill-owner a third tumbler, but the clergyman, who never transgressed,

nor would suffer others in his presence to transgress, the bounds of

decorum, checked him.



"Enough is as good as a feast, is it not, Mr. Sykes?" he said; and Mr.

Sykes assented, and then sat and watched Joe Scott remove the bottle at

a sign from Helstone, with a self-satisfied simper on his lips and a

regretful glisten in his eye. Moore looked as if he should have liked to

fool him to the top of his bent. What would a certain young kinswoman of

his have said could she have seen her dear, good, great Robert--her

Coriolanus--just now? Would she have acknowledged in that mischievous,

sardonic visage the same face to which she had looked up with such love,

which had bent over her with such gentleness last night? Was that the

man who had spent so quiet an evening with his sister and his cousin--so

suave to one, so tender to the other--reading Shakespeare and listening

to Chénier?



Yes, it was the same man, only seen on a different side--a side Caroline

had not yet fairly beheld, though perhaps she had enough sagacity

faintly to suspect its existence. Well, Caroline had, doubtless, her

defective side too. She was human. She must, then, have been very

imperfect; and had she seen Moore on his very worst side, she would

probably have said this to herself and excused him. Love can excuse

anything except meanness; but meanness kills love, cripples even natural

affection; without esteem true love cannot exist. Moore, with all his

faults, might be esteemed; for he had no moral scrofula in his mind, no

hopeless polluting taint--such, for instance, as that of falsehood;

neither was he the slave of his appetites. The active life to which he

had been born and bred had given him something else to do than to join

the futile chase of the pleasure-hunter. He was a man undegraded, the

disciple of reason, _not_ the votary of sense. The same might be said of

old Helstone. Neither of these two would look, think, or speak a lie;

for neither of them had the wretched black bottle, which had just been

put away, any charms. Both might boast a valid claim to the proud title

of "lord of the creation," for no animal vice was lord of them; they

looked and were superior beings to poor Sykes.



A sort of gathering and trampling sound was heard in the yard, and then

a pause. Moore walked to the window; Helstone followed. Both stood on

one side, the tall junior behind the under-sized senior, looking forth

carefully, so that they might not be visible from without. Their sole

comment on what they saw was a cynical smile flashed into each other's

stern eyes.



A flourishing oratorical cough was now heard, followed by the

interjection "Whisht!" designed, as it seemed, to still the hum of

several voices. Moore opened his casement an inch or two to admit sound

more freely.



"Joseph Scott," began a snuffling voice--Scott was standing sentinel at

the counting-house door--"might we inquire if your master be within, and

is to be spoken to?"



"He's within, ay," said Joe nonchalantly.



"Would you then, if _you_ please" (emphasis on "you"), "have the

goodness to tell _him_ that twelve gentlemen wants to see him."



"He'd happen ax what for," suggested Joe. "I mught as weel tell him that

at t' same time."



"For a purpose," was the answer. Joe entered.



"Please, sir, there's twelve gentlemen wants to see ye, 'for a

purpose.'"



"Good, Joe; I'm their man.--Sugden, come when I whistle."



Moore went out, chuckling dryly. He advanced into the yard, one hand in

his pocket, the other in his waistcoat, his cap brim over his eyes,

shading in some measure their deep dancing ray of scorn. Twelve men

waited in the yard, some in their shirt-sleeves, some in blue aprons.

Two figured conspicuously in the van of the party. One, a little dapper

strutting man with a turned-up nose; the other a broad-shouldered

fellow, distinguished no less by his demure face and cat like, trustless

eyes than by a wooden leg and stout crutch. There was a kind of leer

about his lips; he seemed laughing in his sleeve at some person or

thing; his whole air was anything but that of a true man.



"Good-morning, Mr. Barraclough," said Moore debonairly, for him.



"Peace be unto you!" was the answer, Mr. Barraclough entirely closing

his naturally half-shut eyes as he delivered it.



"I'm obliged to you. Peace is an excellent thing; there's nothing I more

wish for myself. But that is not all you have to say to me, I suppose? I

imagine peace is not your purpose?"



"As to our purpose," began Barraclough, "it's one that may sound strange

and perhaps foolish to ears like yours, for the childer of this world is

wiser in their generation than the childer of light."



"To the point, if you please, and let me hear what it is."



"Ye'se hear, sir. If I cannot get it off, there's eleven behint can help

me. It is a grand purpose, and" (changing his voice from a half-sneer to

a whine) "it's the Looard's own purpose, and that's better."



"Do you want a subscription to a new Ranter's chapel, Mr. Barraclough?

Unless your errand be something of that sort, I cannot see what you have

to do with it."



"I hadn't that duty on my mind, sir; but as Providence has led ye to

mention the subject, I'll make it i' my way to tak ony trifle ye may

have to spare; the smallest contribution will be acceptable."



With that he doffed his hat, and held it out as a begging-box, a brazen

grin at the same time crossing his countenance.



"If I gave you sixpence you would drink it."



Barraclough uplifted the palms of his hands and the whites of his eyes,

evincing in the gesture a mere burlesque of hypocrisy.



"You seem a fine fellow," said Moore, quite coolly and dryly; "you don't

care for showing me that you are a double-dyed hypocrite, that your

trade is fraud. You expect indeed to make me laugh at the cleverness

with which you play your coarsely farcical part, while at the same time

you think you are deceiving the men behind you."



Moses' countenance lowered. He saw he had gone too far. He was going to

answer, when the second leader, impatient of being hitherto kept in the

background, stepped forward. This man did not look like a traitor,

though he had an exceedingly self-confident and conceited air.



"Mr. Moore," commenced he, speaking also in his throat and nose, and

enunciating each word very slowly, as if with a view to giving his

audience time to appreciate fully the uncommon elegance of the

phraseology, "it might, perhaps, justly be said that reason rather than

peace is our purpose. We come, in the first place, to request you to

hear reason; and should _you_ refuse, it is my duty to warn _you_, in

very decided terms, that measures will be had resort to" (he meant

recourse) "which will probably terminate in--in bringing _you_ to a

sense of the unwisdom, of the--the foolishness which seems to guide and

guard your proceedings as a tradesman in this manufacturing part of the

country. Hem! Sir, I would beg to allude that as a furriner, coming from

a distant coast, another quarter and hemisphere of this globe, thrown,

as I may say, a perfect outcast on these shores--the cliffs of

Albion--you have not that understanding of huz and wer ways which might

conduce to the benefit of the working-classes. If, to come at once to

partic'lars, you'd consider to give up this here miln, and go without

further protractions straight home to where you belong, it 'ud happen be

as well. I can see naught ageean such a plan.--What hev ye to say

tull't, lads?" turning round to the other members of the deputation,

who responded unanimously, "Hear, hear!"



"Brayvo, Noah o' Tim's!" murmured Joe Scott, who stood behind Mr. Moore.

"Moses'll niver beat that. Cliffs o' Albion, and t' other hemisphere! My

certy! Did ye come fro' th' Antarctic Zone, maister? Moses is dished."



Moses, however, refused to be dished. He thought he would try again.

Casting a somewhat ireful glance at "Noah o' Tim's," he launched out in

his turn; and now he spoke in a serious tone, relinquishing the sarcasm

which he found had not answered.



"Or iver you set up the pole o' your tent amang us, Mr. Moore, we lived

i' peace and quietness--yea, I may say, in all loving-kindness. I am not

myself an aged person as yet, but I can remember as far back as maybe

some twenty year, when hand-labour were encouraged and respected, and no

mischief-maker had ventured to introduce these here machines which is so

pernicious. Now, I'm not a cloth-dresser myself, but by trade a tailor.

Howsiver, my heart is of a softish nature. I'm a very feeling man, and

when I see my brethren oppressed, like my great namesake of old, I stand

up for 'em; for which intent I this day speak with you face to face, and

advises you to part wi' your infernal machinery, and tak on more hands."



"What if I don't follow your advice, Mr. Barraclough?"



"The Looard pardon you! The Looard soften your heart, sir!"



"Are you in connection with the Wesleyans now, Mr. Barraclough?"



"Praise God! Bless His name! I'm a joined Methody!"



"Which in no respect prevents you from being at the same time a drunkard

and a swindler. I saw you one night a week ago laid dead-drunk by the

roadside, as I returned from Stilbro' market; and while you preach

peace, you make it the business of your life to stir up dissension. You

no more sympathize with the poor who are in distress than you sympathize

with me. You incite them to outrage for bad purposes of your own; so

does the individual called Noah of Tim's. You two are restless,

meddling, impudent scoundrels, whose chief motive-principle is a selfish

ambition, as dangerous as it is puerile. The persons behind you are some

of them honest though misguided men; but you two I count altogether

bad."



Barraclough was going to speak.



"Silence! You have had your say, and now I will have mine. As to being

dictated to by you, or any Jack, Jem, or Jonathan on earth, I shall not

suffer it for a moment. You desire me to quit the country; you request

me to part with my machinery. In case I refuse, you threaten me. I _do_

refuse--point-blank! Here I stay, and by this mill I stand, and into it

will I convey the best machinery inventors can furnish. What will you

do? The utmost you _can_ do--and this you will never _dare_ to do--is to

burn down my mill, destroy its contents, and shoot me. What then?

Suppose that building was a ruin and I was a corpse--what then, you lads

behind these two scamps? Would that stop invention or exhaust science?

Not for the fraction of a second of time! Another and better gig-mill

would rise on the ruins of this, and perhaps a more enterprising owner

come in my place. Hear me! I'll make my cloth as I please, and according

to the best lights I have. In its manufacture I will employ what means I

choose. Whoever, after hearing this, shall dare to interfere with me may

just take the consequences. An example shall prove I'm in earnest."



He whistled shrill and loud. Sugden, his staff and warrant, came on the

scene.



Moore turned sharply to Barraclough. "You were at Stilbro'," said he; "I

have proof of that. You were on the moor, you wore a mask, you knocked

down one of my men with your own hand--you! a preacher of the

gospel!--Sugden, arrest him!"



Moses was captured. There was a cry and a rush to rescue, but the right

hand which all this while had lain hidden in Moore's breast,

reappearing, held out a pistol.



"Both barrels are loaded," said he. "I'm quite determined! Keep off!"



Stepping backwards, facing the foe as he went, he guarded his prey to

the counting-house. He ordered Joe Scott to pass in with Sugden and the

prisoner, and to bolt the door inside. For himself, he walked backwards

and forwards along the front of the mill, looking meditatively on the

ground, his hand hanging carelessly by his side, but still holding the

pistol. The eleven remaining deputies watched him some time, talking

under their breath to each other. At length one of them approached. This

man looked very different from either of the two who had previously

spoken; he was hard-favoured, but modest and manly-looking.



"I've not much faith i' Moses Barraclough," said he, "and I would speak

a word to you myseln, Mr. Moore. It's out o' no ill-will that I'm here,

for my part; it's just to mak a effort to get things straightened, for

they're sorely a-crooked. Ye see we're ill off--varry ill off; wer

families is poor and pined. We're thrown out o' work wi' these frames;

we can get nought to do; we can earn nought. What is to be done? Mun we

say, wisht! and lig us down and dee? Nay; I've no grand words at my

tongue's end, Mr. Moore, but I feel that it wad be a low principle for a

reasonable man to starve to death like a dumb cratur. I willn't do't.

I'm not for shedding blood: I'd neither kill a man nor hurt a man; and

I'm not for pulling down mills and breaking machines--for, as ye say,

that way o' going on'll niver stop invention; but I'll talk--I'll mak as

big a din as ever I can. Invention may be all right, but I know it isn't

right for poor folks to starve. Them that governs mun find a way to help

us; they mun make fresh orderations. Ye'll say that's hard to do. So

mich louder mun we shout out then, for so much slacker will t'

Parliament-men be to set on to a tough job."



"Worry the Parliament-men as much as you please," said Moore; "but to

worry the mill-owners is absurd, and I for one won't stand it."



"Ye're a raight hard un!" returned the workman. "Willn't ye gie us a bit

o' time? Willn't ye consent to mak your changes rather more slowly?"



"Am I the whole body of clothiers in Yorkshire? Answer me that."



"Ye're yourseln."



"And only myself. And if I stopped by the way an instant, while others

are rushing on, I should be trodden down. If I did as you wish me to do,

I should be bankrupt in a month; and would my bankruptcy put bread into

your hungry children's mouths? William Farren, neither to your dictation

nor to that of any other will I submit. Talk to me no more about

machinery. I will have my own way. I shall get new frames in to-morrow.

If you broke these, I would still get more. _I'll never give in._"



Here the mill-bell rang twelve o'clock. It was the dinner-hour. Moore

abruptly turned from the deputation and re-entered his counting-house.



His last words had left a bad, harsh impression; he, at least, had

"failed in the disposing of a chance he was lord of." By speaking kindly

to William Farren--who was a very honest man, without envy or hatred of

those more happily circumstanced than himself, thinking it no hardship

and no injustice to be forced to live by labour, disposed to be

honourably content if he could but get work to do--Moore might have made

a friend. It seemed wonderful how he could turn from such a man without

a conciliatory or a sympathizing expression. The poor fellow's face

looked haggard with want; he had the aspect of a man who had not known

what it was to live in comfort and plenty for weeks, perhaps months,

past, and yet there was no ferocity, no malignity in his countenance; it

was worn, dejected, austere, but still patient. How could Moore leave

him thus, with the words, "I'll never give in," and not a whisper of

good-will, or hope, or aid?



Farren, as he went home to his cottage--once, in better times, a decent,

clean, pleasant place, but now, though still clean, very dreary, because

so poor--asked himself this question. He concluded that the foreign

mill-owner was a selfish, an unfeeling, and, he thought, too, a foolish

man. It appeared to him that emigration, had he only the means to

emigrate, would be preferable to service under such a master. He felt

much cast down--almost hopeless.



On his entrance his wife served out, in orderly sort, such dinner as she

had to give him and the bairns. It was only porridge, and too little of

that. Some of the younger children asked for more when they had done

their portion--an application which disturbed William much. While his

wife quieted them as well as she could, he left his seat and went to the

door. He whistled a cheery stave, which did not, however, prevent a

broad drop or two (much more like the "first of a thunder-shower" than

those which oozed from the wound of the gladiator) from gathering on the

lids of his gray eyes, and plashing thence to the threshold. He cleared

his vision with his sleeve, and the melting mood over, a very stern one

followed.



He still stood brooding in silence, when a gentleman in black came up--a

clergyman, it might be seen at once, but neither Helstone, nor Malone,

nor Donne, nor Sweeting. He might be forty years old; he was

plain-looking, dark-complexioned, and already rather gray-haired. He

stooped a little in walking. His countenance, as he came on, wore an

abstracted and somewhat doleful air; but in approaching Farren he looked

up, and then a hearty expression illuminated the preoccupied, serious

face.



"Is it you, William? How are you?" he asked.



"Middling, Mr. Hall. How are _ye_? Will ye step in and rest ye?"



Mr. Hall, whose name the reader has seen mentioned before (and who,

indeed, was vicar of Nunnely, of which parish Farren was a native, and

from whence he had removed but three years ago to reside in Briarfield,

for the convenience of being near Hollow's Mill, where he had obtained

work), entered the cottage, and having greeted the good-wife and the

children, sat down. He proceeded to talk very cheerfully about the

length of time that had elapsed since the family quitted his parish, the

changes which had occurred since; he answered questions touching his

sister Margaret, who was inquired after with much interest; he asked

questions in his turn, and at last, glancing hastily and anxiously round

through his spectacles (he wore spectacles, for he was short-sighted) at

the bare room, and at the meagre and wan faces of the circle about

him--for the children had come round his knee, and the father and mother

stood before him--he said abruptly,--



"And how are you all? How do you get on?"



Mr. Hall, be it remarked, though an accomplished scholar, not only spoke

with a strong northern accent, but, on occasion, used freely

north-country expressions.



"We get on poorly," said William; "we're all out of work. I've selled

most o' t' household stuff, as ye may see; and what we're to do next,

God knows."



"Has Mr. Moore turned you off?"



"He has turned us off; and I've sich an opinion of him now that I think

if he'd tak me on again to-morrow I wouldn't work for him."



"It is not like you to say so, William."



"I know it isn't; but I'm getting different to mysel'; I feel I am

changing. I wadn't heed if t' bairns and t' wife had enough to live on;

but they're pinched--they're pined----"



"Well, my lad, and so are you; I see you are. These are grievous times;

I see suffering wherever I turn. William, sit down. Grace, sit down. Let

us talk it over."



And in order the better to talk it over, Mr. Hall lifted the least of

the children on to his knee, and placed his hand on the head of the

next least; but when the small things began to chatter to him he bade

them "Whisht!" and fixing his eyes on the grate, he regarded the handful

of embers which burned there very gravely.



"Sad times," he said, "and they last long. It is the will of God. His

will be done. But He tries us to the utmost."



Again he reflected.



"You've no money, William, and you've nothing you could sell to raise a

small sum?"



"No. I've selled t' chest o' drawers, and t' clock, and t' bit of a

mahogany stand, and t' wife's bonny tea-tray and set o' cheeney 'at she

brought for a portion when we were wed."



"And if somebody lent you a pound or two, could you make any good use of

it? Could you get into a new way of doing something?"



Farren did not answer, but his wife said quickly, "Ay, I'm sure he

could, sir. He's a very contriving chap is our William. If he'd two or

three pounds he could begin selling stuff."



"Could you, William?"



"Please God," returned William deliberately, "I could buy groceries, and

bits o' tapes, and thread, and what I thought would sell, and I could

begin hawking at first."



"And you know, sir," interposed Grace, "you're sure William would

neither drink, nor idle, nor waste, in any way. He's my husband, and I

shouldn't praise him; but I _will_ say there's not a soberer, honester

man i' England nor he is."



"Well, I'll speak to one or two friends, and I think I can promise to

let him have £5 in a day or two--as a loan, ye mind, not a gift. He must

pay it back."



"I understand, sir. I'm quite agreeable to that."



"Meantime, there's a few shillings for you, Grace, just to keep the pot

boiling till custom comes.--Now, bairns, stand up in a row and say your

catechism, while your mother goes and buys some dinner; for you've not

had much to-day, I'll be bound.--You begin, Ben. What is your name?"



Mr. Hall stayed till Grace came back; then he hastily took his leave,

shaking hands with both Farren and his wife. Just at the door he said to

them a few brief but very earnest words of religious consolation and

exhortation. With a mutual "God bless you, sir!" "God bless you, my

friends!" they separated.









CHAPTER IX.



BRIARMAINS.





Messrs. Helstone and Sykes began to be extremely jocose and

congratulatory with Mr. Moore when he returned to them after dismissing

the deputation. He was so quiet, however, under their compliments upon

his firmness, etc., and wore a countenance so like a still, dark day,

equally beamless and breezeless, that the rector, after glancing

shrewdly into his eyes, buttoned up his felicitations with his coat, and

said to Sykes, whose senses were not acute enough to enable him to

discover unassisted where his presence and conversation were a nuisance,

"Come, sir; your road and mine lie partly together. Had we not better

bear each other company? We'll bid Moore good-morning, and leave him to

the happy fancies he seems disposed to indulge."



"And where is Sugden?" demanded Moore, looking up.



"Ah, ha!" cried Helstone. "I've not been quite idle while you were busy.

I've been helping you a little; I flatter myself not injudiciously. I

thought it better not to lose time; so, while you were parleying with

that down-looking gentleman--Farren I think his name is--I opened this

back window, shouted to Murgatroyd, who was in the stable, to bring Mr.

Sykes's gig round; then I smuggled Sugden and brother Moses--wooden leg

and all--through the aperture, and saw them mount the gig (always with

our good friend Sykes's permission, of course). Sugden took the

reins--he drives like Jehu--and in another quarter of an hour

Barraclough will be safe in Stilbro' jail."



"Very good; thank you," said Moore; "and good-morning, gentlemen," he

added, and so politely conducted them to the door, and saw them clear of

his premises.



He was a taciturn, serious man the rest of the day. He did not even

bandy a repartee with Joe Scott, who, for his part, said to his master

only just what was absolutely necessary to the progress of business,

but looked at him a good deal out of the corners of his eyes, frequently

came to poke the counting-house fire for him, and once, as he was

locking up for the day (the mill was then working short time, owing to

the slackness of trade), observed that it was a grand evening, and he

"could wish Mr. Moore to take a bit of a walk up th' Hollow. It would do

him good."



At this recommendation Mr. Moore burst into a short laugh, and after

demanding of Joe what all this solicitude meant, and whether he took him

for a woman or a child, seized the keys from his hand, and shoved him by

the shoulders out of his presence. He called him back, however, ere he

had reached the yard-gate.



"Joe, do you know those Farrens? They are not well off, I suppose?"



"They cannot be well off, sir, when they've not had work as a three

month. Ye'd see yoursel' 'at William's sorely changed--fair paired.

They've selled most o' t' stuff out o' th' house."



"He was not a bad workman?"



"Ye never had a better, sir, sin' ye began trade."



"And decent people--the whole family?"



"Niver dacenter. Th' wife's a raight cant body, and as clean--ye mught

eat your porridge off th' house floor. They're sorely comed down. I wish

William could get a job as gardener or summat i' that way; he

understands gardening weel. He once lived wi' a Scotchman that tached

him the mysteries o' that craft, as they say."



"Now, then, you can go, Joe. You need not stand there staring at me."



"Ye've no orders to give, sir?"



"None, but for you to take yourself off."



Which Joe did accordingly.



       *       *       *       *       *



Spring evenings are often cold and raw, and though this had been a fine

day, warm even in the morning and meridian sunshine, the air chilled at

sunset, the ground crisped, and ere dusk a hoar frost was insidiously

stealing over growing grass and unfolding bud. It whitened the pavement

in front of Briarmains (Mr. Yorke's residence), and made silent havoc

among the tender plants in his garden, and on the mossy level of his

lawn. As to that great tree, strong-trunked and broad-armed, which

guarded the gable nearest the road, it seemed to defy a spring-night

frost to harm its still bare boughs; and so did the leafless grove of

walnut-trees rising tall behind the house.



In the dusk of the moonless if starry night, lights from windows shone

vividly. This was no dark or lonely scene, nor even a silent one.

Briarmains stood near the highway. It was rather an old place, and had

been built ere that highway was cut, and when a lane winding up through

fields was the only path conducting to it. Briarfield lay scarce a mile

off; its hum was heard, its glare distinctly seen. Briar Chapel, a

large, new, raw Wesleyan place of worship, rose but a hundred yards

distant; and as there was even now a prayer-meeting being held within

its walls, the illumination of its windows cast a bright reflection on

the road, while a hymn of a most extraordinary description, such as a

very Quaker might feel himself moved by the Spirit to dance to, roused

cheerily all the echoes of the vicinage. The words were distinctly

audible by snatches. Here is a quotation or two from different strains;

for the singers passed jauntily from hymn to hymn and from tune to tune,

with an ease and buoyancy all their own:--



    "Oh! who can explain

       This struggle for life,

     This travail and pain,

       This trembling and strife?

     Plague, earthquake, and famine,

       And tumult and war,

     The wonderful coming

       Of Jesus declare!



    "For every fight

       Is dreadful and loud:

     The warrior's delight

       Is slaughter and blood,

     His foes overturning,

       Till all shall expire:

     And this is with burning,

       And fuel, and fire!"



Here followed an interval of clamorous prayer, accompanied by fearful

groans. A shout of "I've found liberty!" "Doad o' Bill's has fun'

liberty!" rang from the chapel, and out all the assembly broke again.



    "What a mercy is this!

      What a heaven of bliss!

    How unspeakably happy am I!

      Gathered into the fold,

      With Thy people enrolled,

    With Thy people to live and to die!



    "Oh, the goodness of God

      In employing a clod

    His tribute of glory to raise;

      His standard to bear,

      And with triumph declare

    His unspeakable riches of grace!



    "Oh, the fathomless love

      That has deigned to approve

    And prosper the work of my hands.

      With my pastoral crook

      I went over the brook,

    And behold I am spread into bands!



    "Who, I ask in amaze,

      Hath begotten me these?

    And inquire from what quarter they came.

      My full heart it replies,

      They are born from the skies,

    And gives glory to God and the Lamb!"



The stanza which followed this, after another and longer interregnum of

shouts, yells, ejaculations, frantic cries, agonized groans, seemed to

cap the climax of noise and zeal.



    "Sleeping on the brink of sin,

     Tophet gaped to take us in;

     Mercy to our rescue flew,

     Broke the snare, and brought us through.



    "Here, as in a lion's den,

     Undevoured we still remain,

     Pass secure the watery flood,

     Hanging on the arm of God.



    "Here----"



(Terrible, most distracting to the ear, was the strained shout in which

the last stanza was given.)



    "Here we raise our voices higher,

     Shout in the refiner's fire,

     Clap our hands amidst the flame,

     Glory give to Jesus' name!"



The roof of the chapel did _not_ fly off, which speaks volumes in praise

of its solid slating.



But if Briar Chapel seemed alive, so also did Briarmains, though

certainly the mansion appeared to enjoy a quieter phase of existence

than the temple. Some of its windows too were aglow; the lower casements

opened upon the lawn; curtains concealed the interior, and partly

obscured the ray of the candles which lit it, but they did not entirely

muffle the sound of voice and laughter. We are privileged to enter that

front door, and to penetrate to the domestic sanctum.



It is not the presence of company which makes Mr. Yorke's habitation

lively, for there is none within it save his own family, and they are

assembled in that farthest room to the right, the back parlour.



This is the usual sitting-room of an evening. Those windows would be

seen by daylight to be of brilliantly-stained glass, purple and amber

the predominant hues, glittering round a gravely-tinted medallion in the

centre of each, representing the suave head of William Shakespeare, and

the serene one of John Milton. Some Canadian views hung on the

walls--green forest and blue water scenery--and in the midst of them

blazes a night-eruption of Vesuvius; very ardently it glows, contrasted

with the cool foam and azure of cataracts, and the dusky depths of

woods.



The fire illuminating this room, reader, is such as, if you be a

southern, you do not often see burning on the hearth of a private

apartment. It is a clear, hot coal fire, heaped high in the ample

chimney. Mr. Yorke _will_ have such fires even in warm summer weather.

He sits beside it with a book in his hand, a little round stand at his

elbow supporting a candle; but he is not reading--he is watching his

children. Opposite to him sits his lady--a personage whom I might

describe minutely, but I feel no vocation to the task. I see her,

though, very plainly before me--a large woman of the gravest aspect,

care on her front and on her shoulders, but not overwhelming, inevitable

care, rather the sort of voluntary, exemplary cloud and burden people

ever carry who deem it their duty to be gloomy. Ah, well-a-day! Mrs.

Yorke had that notion, and grave as Saturn she was, morning, noon, and,

night; and hard things she thought if any unhappy wight--especially of

the female sex--who dared in her presence to show the light of a gay

heart on a sunny countenance. In her estimation, to be mirthful was to

be profane, to be cheerful was to be frivolous. She drew no

distinctions. Yet she was a very good wife, a very careful mother,

looked after her children unceasingly, was sincerely attached to her

husband; only the worst of it was, if she could have had her will, she

would not have permitted him to have any friend in the world beside

herself. All his relations were insupportable to her, and she kept them

at arm's length.



Mr. Yorke and she agreed perfectly well, yet he was naturally a social,

hospitable man, an advocate for family unity; and in his youth, as has

been said, he liked none but lively, cheerful women. Why he chose her,

how they contrived to suit each other, is a problem puzzling enough, but

which might soon be solved if one had time to go into the analysis of

the case. Suffice it here to say that Yorke had a shadowy side as well

as a sunny side to his character, and that his shadowy side found

sympathy and affinity in the whole of his wife's uniformly overcast

nature. For the rest, she was a strong-minded woman; never said a weak

or a trite thing; took stern, democratic views of society, and rather

cynical ones of human nature; considered herself perfect and safe, and

the rest of the world all wrong. Her main fault was a brooding, eternal,

immitigable suspicion of all men, things, creeds, and parties; this

suspicion was a mist before her eyes, a false guide in her path,

wherever she looked, wherever she turned.



It may be supposed that the children of such a pair were not likely to

turn out quite ordinary, commonplace beings; and they were not. You see

six of them, reader. The youngest is a baby on the mother's knee. It is

all her own yet, and that one she has not yet begun to doubt, suspect,

condemn; it derives its sustenance from her, it hangs on her, it clings

to her, it loves her above everything else in the world. She is sure of

that, because, as it lives by her, it cannot be otherwise, therefore she

loves it.



The two next are girls, Rose and Jessy; they are both now at their

father's knee; they seldom go near their mother, except when obliged to

do so. Rose, the elder, is twelve years old; she is like her father--the

most like him of the whole group--but it is a granite head copied in

ivory; all is softened in colour and line. Yorke himself has a harsh

face--his daughter's is not harsh, neither is it quite pretty; it is

simple, childlike in feature; the round cheeks bloom: as to the gray

eyes, they are otherwise than childlike; a serious soul lights them--a

young soul yet, but it will mature, if the body lives; and neither

father nor mother have a spirit to compare with it. Partaking of the

essence of each, it will one day be better than either--stronger, much

purer, more aspiring. Rose is a still, sometimes a stubborn, girl now.

Her mother wants to make of her such a woman as she is herself--a woman

of dark and dreary duties; and Rose has a mind full-set, thick-sown with

the germs of ideas her mother never knew. It is agony to her often to

have these ideas trampled on and repressed. She has never rebelled yet;

but if hard driven, she will rebel one day, and then it will be once for

all. Rose loves her father: her father does not rule her with a rod of

iron; he is good to her. He sometimes fears she will not live, so bright

are the sparks of intelligence which, at moments, flash from her glance

and gleam in her language. This idea makes him often sadly tender to

her.



He has no idea that little Jessy will die young, she is so gay and

chattering, arch, original even now; passionate when provoked, but most

affectionate if caressed; by turns gentle and rattling; exacting, yet

generous; fearless--of her mother, for instance, whose irrationally hard

and strict rule she has often defied--yet reliant on any who will help

her. Jessy, with her little piquant face, engaging prattle, and winning

ways, is made to be a pet, and her father's pet she accordingly is. It

is odd that the doll should resemble her mother feature by feature, as

Rose resembles her father, and yet the physiognomy--how different!



Mr. Yorke, if a magic mirror were now held before you, and if therein

were shown you your two daughters as they will be twenty years from this

night, what would you think? The magic mirror is here: you shall learn

their destinies--and first that of your little life, Jessy.



Do you know this place? No, you never saw it; but you recognize the

nature of these trees, this foliage--the cypress, the willow, the yew.

Stone crosses like these are not unfamiliar to you, nor are these dim

garlands of everlasting flowers. Here is the place--green sod and a gray

marble headstone. Jessy sleeps below. She lived through an April day;

much loved was she, much loving. She often, in her brief life, shed

tears, she had frequent sorrows; she smiled between, gladdening whatever

saw her. Her death was tranquil and happy in Rose's guardian arms, for

Rose had been her stay and defence through many trials. The dying and

the watching English girls were at that hour alone in a foreign

country, and the soil of that country gave Jessy a grave.



Now, behold Rose two years later. The crosses and garlands looked

strange, but the hills and woods of this landscape look still stranger.

This, indeed, is far from England; remote must be the shores which wear

that wild, luxuriant aspect. This is some virgin solitude. Unknown birds

flutter round the skirts of that forest; no European river this, on

whose banks Rose sits thinking. The little quiet Yorkshire girl is a

lonely emigrant in some region of the southern hemisphere. Will she ever

come back?



The three eldest of the family are all boys--Matthew, Mark, and Martin.

They are seated together in that corner, engaged in some game. Observe

their three heads: much alike at a first glance; at a second, different;

at a third, contrasted. Dark-haired, dark-eyed, red-cheeked are the

whole trio; small English features they all possess; all own a blended

resemblance to sire and mother; and yet a distinctive physiognomy, mark

of a separate character, belongs to each.



I shall not say much about Matthew, the first-born of the house, though

it is impossible to avoid gazing at him long, and conjecturing what

qualities that visage hides or indicates. He is no plain-looking boy:

that jet-black hair, white brow, high-coloured cheek, those quick, dark

eyes, are good points in their way. How is it that, look as long as you

will, there is but one object in the room, and that the most sinister,

to which Matthew's face seems to bear an affinity, and of which, ever

and anon, it reminds you strangely--the eruption of Vesuvius? Flame and

shadow seem the component parts of that lad's soul--no daylight in it,

and no sunshine, and no pure, cool moonbeam ever shone there. He has an

English frame, but, apparently, not an English mind--you would say, an

Italian stiletto in a sheath of British workmanship. He is crossed in

the game--look at his scowl. Mr. Yorke sees it, and what does he say? In

a low voice he pleads, "Mark and Martin, don't anger your brother." And

this is ever the tone adopted by both parents. Theoretically, they decry

partiality--no rights of primogeniture are to be allowed in that house;

but Matthew is never to be vexed, never to be opposed; they avert

provocation from him as assiduously as they would avert fire from a

barrel of gunpowder. "Concede, conciliate," is their motto wherever he

is concerned. The republicans are fast making a tyrant of their own

flesh and blood. This the younger scions know and feel, and at heart

they all rebel against the injustice. They cannot read their parents'

motives; they only see the difference of treatment. The dragon's teeth

are already sown amongst Mr. Yorke's young olive-branches; discord will

one day be the harvest.



Mark is a bonny-looking boy, the most regular-featured of the family. He

is exceedingly calm; his smile is shrewd; he can say the driest, most

cutting things in the quietest of tones. Despite his tranquillity, a

somewhat heavy brow speaks temper, and reminds you that the smoothest

waters are not always the safest. Besides, he is too still, unmoved,

phlegmatic, to be happy. Life will never have much joy in it for Mark.

By the time he is five-and-twenty he will wonder why people ever laugh,

and think all fools who seem merry. Poetry will not exist for Mark,

either in literature or in life; its best effusions will sound to him

mere rant and jargon. Enthusiasm will be his aversion and contempt. Mark

will have no youth; while he looks juvenile and blooming, he will be

already middle-aged in mind. His body is now fourteen years of age, but

his soul is already thirty.



Martin, the youngest of the three, owns another nature. Life may, or may

not, be brief for him, but it will certainly be brilliant. He will pass

through all its illusions, half believe in them, wholly enjoy them, then

outlive them. That boy is not handsome--not so handsome as either of his

brothers. He is plain; there is a husk upon him, a dry shell, and he

will wear it till he is near twenty, then he will put it off. About that

period he will make himself handsome. He will wear uncouth manners till

that age, perhaps homely garments; but the chrysalis will retain the

power of transfiguring itself into the butterfly, and such

transfiguration will, in due season, take place. For a space he will be

vain, probably a downright puppy, eager for pleasure and desirous of

admiration, athirst, too, for knowledge. He will want all that the world

can give him, both of enjoyment and lore; he will, perhaps, take deep

draughts at each fount. That thirst satisfied, what next? I know not.

Martin might be a remarkable man. Whether he will or not, the seer is

powerless to predict: on that subject there has been no open vision.



Take Mr. Yorke's family in the aggregate: there is as much mental power

in those six young heads, as much originality, as much activity and

vigour of brain, as--divided amongst half a dozen commonplace

broods--would give to each rather more than an average amount of sense

and capacity. Mr. Yorke knows this, and is proud of his race. Yorkshire

has such families here and there amongst her hills and wolds--peculiar,

racy, vigorous; of good blood and strong brain; turbulent somewhat in

the pride of their strength, and intractable in the force of their

native powers; wanting polish, wanting consideration, wanting docility,

but sound, spirited, and true-bred as the eagle on the cliff or the

steed in the steppe.



A low tap is heard at the parlour door; the boys have been making such a

noise over their game, and little Jessy, besides, has been singing so

sweet a Scotch song to her father--who delights in Scotch and Italian

songs, and has taught his musical little daughter some of the best--that

the ring at the outer door was not observed.



"Come in," says Mrs. Yorke, in that conscientiously constrained and

solemnized voice of hers, which ever modulates itself to a funereal

dreariness of tone, though the subject it is exercised upon be but to

give orders for the making of a pudding in the kitchen, to bid the boys

hang up their caps in the hall, or to call the girls to their

sewing--"come in!" And in came Robert Moore.



Moore's habitual gravity, as well as his abstemiousness (for the case of

spirit decanters is never ordered up when he pays an evening visit), has

so far recommended him to Mrs. Yorke that she has not yet made him the

subject of private animadversions with her husband; she has not yet

found out that he is hampered by a secret intrigue which prevents him

from marrying, or that he is a wolf in sheep's clothing--discoveries

which she made at an early date after marriage concerning most of her

husband's bachelor friends, and excluded them from her board

accordingly; which part of her conduct, indeed, might be said to have

its just and sensible as well as its harsh side.



"Well, is it you?" she says to Mr. Moore, as he comes up to her and

gives his hand. "What are you roving about at this time of night for?

You should be at home."



"Can a single man be said to have a home, madam?" he asks.



"Pooh!" says Mrs. Yorke, who despises conventional smoothness quite as

much as her husband does, and practises it as little, and whose plain

speaking on all occasions is carried to a point calculated, sometimes,

to awaken admiration, but oftener alarm--"pooh! you need not talk

nonsense to me; a single man can have a home if he likes. Pray, does not

your sister make a home for you?"



"Not she," joined in Mr. Yorke. "Hortense is an honest lass. But when I

was Robert's age I had five or six sisters, all as decent and proper as

she is; but you see, Hesther, for all that it did not hinder me from

looking out for a wife."



"And sorely he has repented marrying me," added Mrs. Yorke, who liked

occasionally to crack a dry jest against matrimony, even though it

should be at her own expense. "He has repented it in sackcloth and

ashes, Robert Moore, as you may well believe when you see his

punishment" (here she pointed to her children). "Who would burden

themselves with such a set of great, rough lads as those, if they could

help it? It is not only bringing them into the world, though that is bad

enough, but they are all to feed, to clothe, to rear, to settle in life.

Young sir, when you feel tempted to marry, think of our four sons and

two daughters, and look twice before you leap."



"I am not tempted now, at any rate. I think these are not times for

marrying or giving in marriage."



A lugubrious sentiment of this sort was sure to obtain Mrs. Yorke's

approbation. She nodded and groaned acquiescence; but in a minute she

said, "I make little account of the wisdom of a Solomon of your age; it

will be upset by the first fancy that crosses you. Meantime, sit down,

sir. You can talk, I suppose, as well sitting as standing?"



This was her way of inviting her guest to take a chair. He had no sooner

obeyed her than little Jessy jumped from her father's knee and ran into

Mr. Moore's arms, which were very promptly held out to receive her.



"You talk of marrying him," said she to her mother, quite indignantly,

as she was lifted lightly to his knee, "and he is married now, or as

good. He promised that I should be his wife last summer, the first time

he saw me in my new white frock and blue sash. Didn't he, father?"

(These children were not accustomed to say papa and mamma; their mother

would allow no such "namby-pamby.")



"Ay, my little lassie, he promised; I'll bear witness. But make him say

it over again now, Jessy. Such as he are only false loons."



"He is not false. He is too bonny to be false," said Jessy, looking up

to her tall sweetheart with the fullest confidence in his faith.



"Bonny!" cried Mr. Yorke. "That's the reason that he should be, and

proof that he is, a scoundrel."



"But he looks too sorrowful to be false," here interposed a quiet voice

from behind the father's chair. "If he was always laughing, I should

think he forgot promises soon, but Mr. Moore never laughs."



"Your sentimental buck is the greatest cheat of all, Rose," remarked Mr.

Yorke.



"He's not sentimental," said Rose.



Mr. Moore turned to her with a little surprise, smiling at the same

time.



"How do you know I am not sentimental, Rose?"



"Because I heard a lady say you were not."



"Voilà, qui devient intéressant!" exclaimed Mr. Yorke, hitching his

chair nearer the fire. "A lady! That has quite a romantic twang. We must

guess who it is.--Rosy, whisper the name low to your father. Don't let

_him_ hear."



"Rose, don't be too forward to talk," here interrupted Mrs. Yorke, in

her usual kill-joy fashion, "nor Jessy either. It becomes all children,

especially girls, to be silent in the presence of their elders."



"Why have we tongues, then?" asked Jessy pertly; while Rose only looked

at her mother with an expression that seemed to say she should take that

maxim in and think it over at her leisure. After two minutes' grave

deliberation, she asked, "And why especially girls, mother?"



"Firstly, because I say so; and secondly, because discretion and reserve

are a girl's best wisdom."



"My dear madam," observed Moore, "what you say is excellent--it reminds

me, indeed, of my dear sister's observations; but really it is not

applicable to these little ones. Let Rose and Jessy talk to me freely,

or my chief pleasure in coming here is gone. I like their prattle; it

does me good."



"Does it not?" asked Jessy. "More good than if the rough lads came round

you.--You call them rough, mother, yourself."



"Yes, mignonne, a thousand times more good. I have rough lads enough

about me all day long, poulet."



"There are plenty of people," continued she, "who take notice of the

boys. All my uncles and aunts seem to think their nephews better than

their nieces, and when gentlemen come here to dine, it is always

Matthew, and Mark, and Martin that are talked to, and never Rose and me.

Mr. Moore is _our_ friend, and we'll keep him.--But mind, Rose, he's not

so much your friend as he is mine. He is my _particular acquaintance_;

remember that!" And she held up her small hand with an admonitory

gesture.



Rose was quite accustomed to be admonished by that small hand. Her will

daily bent itself to that of the impetuous little Jessy. She was guided,

overruled by Jessy in a thousand things. On all occasions of show and

pleasure Jessy took the lead, and Rose fell quietly into the background;

whereas, when the disagreeables of life--its work and privations--were

in question, Rose instinctively took upon her, in addition to her own

share, what she could of her sister's. Jessy had already settled it in

her mind that she, when she was old enough, was to be married; Rose, she

decided, must be an old maid, to live with her, look after her children,

keep her house. This state of things is not uncommon between two

sisters, where one is plain and the other pretty; but in this case, if

there _was_ a difference in external appearance, Rose had the advantage:

her face was more regular-featured than that of the piquant little

Jessy. Jessy, however, was destined to possess, along with sprightly

intelligence and vivacious feeling, the gift of fascination, the power

to charm when, where, and whom she would. Rose was to have a fine,

generous soul, a noble intellect profoundly cultivated, a heart as true

as steel, but the manner to attract was not to be hers.



"Now, Rose, tell me the name of this lady who denied that I was

sentimental," urged Mr. Moore.



Rose had no idea of tantalization, or she would have held him a while in

doubt. She answered briefly, "I can't. I don't know her name."



"Describe her to me. What was she like? Where did you see her?"



"When Jessy and I went to spend the day at Whinbury with Kate and Susan

Pearson, who were just come home from school, there was a party at Mrs.

Pearson's, and some grown-up ladies were sitting in a corner of the

drawing-room talking about you."



"Did you know none of them?"



"Hannah, and Harriet, and Dora, and Mary Sykes."



"Good. Were they abusing me, Rosy?"



"Some of them were. They called you a misanthrope. I remember the word.

I looked for it in the dictionary when I came home. It means a

man-hater."



"What besides?"



"Hannah Sykes said you were a solemn puppy."



"Better!" cried Mr. Yorke, laughing. "Oh, excellent! Hannah! that's the

one with the red hair--a fine girl, but half-witted."



"She has wit enough for me, it appears," said Moore. "A solemn puppy,

indeed! Well, Rose, go on."



"Miss Pearson said she believed there was a good deal of affectation

about you, and that with your dark hair and pale face you looked to her

like some sort of a sentimental noodle."



Again Mr. Yorke laughed. Mrs. Yorke even joined in this time. "You see

in what esteem you are held behind your back," said she; "yet I believe

_that_ Miss Pearson would like to catch you. She set her cap at you when

you first came into the country, old as she is."



"And who contradicted her, Rosy?" inquired Moore.



"A lady whom I don't know, because she never visits here, though I see

her every Sunday at church. She sits in the pew near the pulpit. I

generally look at her, instead of looking at my prayer-book, for she is

like a picture in our dining-room, that woman with the dove in her

hand--at least she has eyes like it, and a nose too, a straight nose,

that makes all her face look, somehow, what I call clear."



"And you don't know her!" exclaimed Jessy, in a tone of exceeding

surprise. "That's so like Rose. Mr. Moore, I often wonder in what sort

of a world my sister lives. I am sure she does not live all her time in

this. One is continually finding out that she is quite ignorant of some

little matter which everybody else knows. To think of her going solemnly

to church every Sunday, and looking all service-time at one particular

person, and never so much as asking that person's name. She means

Caroline Helstone, the rector's niece. I remember all about it. Miss

Helstone was quite angry with Anne Pearson. She said, 'Robert Moore is

neither affected nor sentimental; you mistake his character utterly, or

rather not one of you here knows anything about it.' Now, shall I tell

you what she is like? I can tell what people are like, and how they are

dressed, better than Rose can."



"Let us hear."



"She is nice; she is fair; she has a pretty white slender throat; she

has long curls, not stiff ones--they hang loose and soft, their colour

is brown but not dark; she speaks quietly, with a clear tone; she never

makes a bustle in moving; she often wears a gray silk dress; she is neat

all over--her gowns, and her shoes, and her gloves always fit her. She

is what I call a lady, and when I am as tall as she is, I mean to be

like her. Shall I suit you if I am? Will you really marry me?"



Moore stroked Jessy's hair. For a minute he seemed as if he would draw

her nearer to him, but instead he put her a little farther off.



"Oh! you won't have me? You push me away."



"Why, Jessy, you care nothing about me. You never come to see me now at

the Hollow."



"Because you don't ask me."



Hereupon Mr. Moore gave both the little girls an invitation to pay him a

visit next day, promising that, as he was going to Stilbro' in the

morning, he would buy them each a present, of what nature he would not

then declare, but they must come and see. Jessy was about to reply, when

one of the boys unexpectedly broke in,--



"I know that Miss Helstone you have all been palavering about. She's an

ugly girl. I hate her. I hate all womenites. I wonder what they were

made for."



"Martin!" said his father, for Martin it was. The lad only answered by

turning his cynical young face, half-arch, half-truculent, towards the

paternal chair. "Martin, my lad, thou'rt a swaggering whelp now; thou

wilt some day be an outrageous puppy. But stick to those sentiments of

thine. See, I'll write down the words now i' my pocket-book." (The

senior took out a morocco-covered book, and deliberately wrote therein.)

"Ten years hence, Martin, if thou and I be both alive at that day, I'll

remind thee of that speech."



"I'll say the same then. I mean always to hate women. They're such

dolls; they do nothing but dress themselves finely, and go swimming

about to be admired. I'll never marry. I'll be a bachelor."



"Stick to it! stick to it!--Hesther" (addressing his wife), "I was like

him when I was his age--a regular misogamist; and, behold! by the time I

was three-and-twenty--being then a tourist in France and Italy, and the

Lord knows where--I curled my hair every night before I went to bed, and

wore a ring i' my ear, and would have worn one i' my nose if it had been

the fashion, and all that I might make myself pleasing and charming to

the ladies. Martin will do the like."



"Will I? Never! I've more sense. What a guy you were, father! As to

dressing, I make this vow: I'll never dress more finely than as you see

me at present.--Mr. Moore, I'm clad in blue cloth from top to toe, and

they laugh at me, and call me sailor at the grammar-school. I laugh

louder at them, and say they are all magpies and parrots, with their

coats one colour, and their waistcoats another, and their trousers a

third. I'll always wear blue cloth, and nothing but blue cloth. It is

beneath a human being's dignity to dress himself in parti-coloured

garments."



"Ten years hence, Martin, no tailor's shop will have choice of colours

varied enough for thy exacting taste; no perfumer's stores essences

exquisite enough for thy fastidious senses."



Martin looked disdain, but vouchsafed no further reply. Meantime Mark,

who for some minutes had been rummaging amongst a pile of books on a

side-table, took the word. He spoke in a peculiarly slow, quiet voice,

and with an expression of still irony in his face not easy to describe.



"Mr. Moore," said he, "you think perhaps it was a compliment on Miss

Caroline Helstone's part to say you were not sentimental. I thought you

appeared confused when my sisters told you the words, as if you felt

flattered. You turned red, just like a certain vain little lad at our

school, who always thinks proper to blush when he gets a rise in the

class. For your benefit, Mr. Moore, I've been looking up the word

'sentimental' in the dictionary, and I find it to mean 'tinctured with

sentiment.' On examining further, 'sentiment' is explained to be

thought, idea, notion. A sentimental man, then, is one who has thoughts,

ideas, notions; an unsentimental man is one destitute of thought, idea,

or notion."



And Mark stopped. He did not smile, he did not look round for

admiration. He had said his say, and was silent.



"Ma foi! mon ami," observed Mr. Moore to Yorke, "ce sont vraiment des

enfants terribles, que les vôtres!"



Rose, who had been listening attentively to Mark's speech, replied to

him, "There are different kinds of thoughts, ideas, and notions," said

she, "good and bad. Sentimental must refer to the bad, or Miss Helstone

must have taken it in that sense, for she was not blaming Mr. Moore; she

was defending him."



"That's my kind little advocate!" said Moore, taking Rose's hand.



"She was defending him," repeated Rose, "as I should have done had I

been in her place, for the other ladies seemed to speak spitefully."



"Ladies always do speak spitefully," observed Martin. "It is the nature

of womenites to be spiteful."



Matthew now, for the first time, opened his lips. "What a fool Martin

is, to be always gabbling about what he does not understand!"



"It is my privilege, as a freeman, to gabble on whatever subject I

like," responded Martin.



"You use it, or rather abuse it, to such an extent," rejoined the elder

brother, "that you prove you ought to have been a slave."



"A slave! a slave! That to a Yorke, and from a Yorke! This fellow," he

added, standing up at the table, and pointing across it to

Matthew--"this fellow forgets, what every cottier in Briarfield knows,

that all born of our house have that arched instep under which water can

flow--proof that there has not been a slave of the blood for three

hundred years."



"Mountebank!" said Matthew.



"Lads, be silent!" exclaimed Mr. Yorke.--"Martin, you are a

mischief-maker. There would have been no disturbance but for you."



"Indeed! Is that correct? Did I begin, or did Matthew? Had I spoken to

him when he accused me of gabbling like a fool?"



"A presumptuous fool!" repeated Matthew.



Here Mrs. Yorke commenced rocking herself--rather a portentous movement

with her, as it was occasionally followed, especially when Matthew was

worsted in a conflict, by a fit of hysterics.



"I don't see why I should bear insolence from Matthew Yorke, or what

right he has to use bad language to me," observed Martin.



"He has no right, my lad; but forgive your brother until

seventy-and-seven times," said Mr. Yorke soothingly.



"Always alike, and theory and practice always adverse!" murmured Martin

as he turned to leave the room.



"Where art thou going, my son?" asked the father.



"Somewhere where I shall be safe from insult, if in this house I can

find any such place."



Matthew laughed very insolently. Martin threw a strange look at him, and

trembled through all his slight lad's frame; but he restrained himself.



"I suppose there is no objection to my withdrawing?" he inquired.



"No. Go, my lad; but remember not to bear malice."



Martin went, and Matthew sent another insolent laugh after him. Rose,

lifting her fair head from Moore's shoulder, against which, for a

moment, it had been resting, said, as she directed a steady gaze to

Matthew, "Martin is grieved, and you are glad; but I would rather be

Martin than you. I dislike your nature."



Here Mr. Moore, by way of averting, or at least escaping, a scene--which

a sob from Mrs. Yorke warned him was likely to come on--rose, and

putting Jessy off his knee, he kissed her and Rose, reminding them, at

the same time, to be sure and come to the Hollow in good time to-morrow

afternoon; then, having taken leave of his hostess, he said to Mr.

Yorke, "May I speak a word with you?" and was followed by him from the

room. Their brief conference took place in the hall.



"Have you employment for a good workman?" asked Moore.



"A nonsense question in these times, when you know that every master has

many good workmen to whom he cannot give full employment."



"You must oblige me by taking on this man, if possible."



"My lad, I can take on no more hands to oblige all England."



"It does not signify; I must find him a place somewhere."



"Who is he?"



"William Farren."



"I know William. A right-down honest man is William."



"He has been out of work three months. He has a large family. We are

sure they cannot live without wages. He was one of the deputation of

cloth-dressers who came to me this morning to complain and threaten.

William did not threaten. He only asked me to give them rather more

time--to make my changes more slowly. You know I cannot do that:

straitened on all sides as I am, I have nothing for it but to push on. I

thought it would be idle to palaver long with them. I sent them away,

after arresting a rascal amongst them, whom I hope to transport--a

fellow who preaches at the chapel yonder sometimes."



"Not Moses Barraclough?"



"Yes."



"Ah! you've arrested him? Good! Then out of a scoundrel you're going to

make a martyr. You've done a wise thing."



"I've done a right thing. Well, the short and the long of it is, I'm

determined to get Farren a place, and I reckon on you to give him one."



"This is cool, however!" exclaimed Mr. Yorke. "What right have you to

reckon on me to provide for your dismissed workmen? What do I know about

your Farrens and your Williams? I've heard he's an honest man, but am I

to support all the honest men in Yorkshire? You may say that would be no

great charge to undertake; but great or little, I'll none of it."



"Come, Mr. Yorke, what can you find for him to do?"



"_I_ find! You'll make me use language I'm not accustomed to use. I wish

you would go home. Here is the door; set off."



Moore sat down on one of the hall chairs.



"You can't give him work in your mill--good; but you have land. Find him

some occupation on your land, Mr. Yorke."



"Bob, I thought you cared nothing about our _lourdauds de paysans_. I

don't understand this change."



"I do. The fellow spoke to me nothing but truth and sense. I answered

him just as roughly as I did the rest, who jabbered mere gibberish. I

couldn't make distinctions there and then. His appearance told what he

had gone through lately clearer than his words; but where is the use of

explaining? Let him have work."



"Let him have it yourself. If you are so very much in earnest, strain a

point."



"If there was a point left in my affairs to strain, I would strain it

till it cracked again; but I received letters this morning which showed

me pretty clearly where I stand, and it is not far off the end of the

plank. My foreign market, at any rate, is gorged. If there is no

change--if there dawns no prospect of peace--if the Orders in Council

are not, at least, suspended, so as to open our way in the West--I do

not know where I am to turn. I see no more light than if I were sealed

in a rock, so that for me to pretend to offer a man a livelihood would

be to do a dishonest thing."



"Come, let us take a turn on the front. It is a starlight night," said

Mr. Yorke.



They passed out, closing the front door after them, and side by side

paced the frost-white pavement to and fro.



"Settle about Farren at once," urged Mr. Moore. "You have large

fruit-gardens at Yorke Mills. He is a good gardener. Give him work

there."



"Well, so be it. I'll send for him to-morrow, and we'll see. And now, my

lad, you're concerned about the condition of your affairs?"



"Yes, a second failure--which I may delay, but which, at this moment, I

see no way finally to avert--would blight the name of Moore completely;

and you are aware I had fine intentions of paying off every debt and

re-establishing the old firm on its former basis."



"You want capital--that's all you want."



"Yes; but you might as well say that breath is all a dead man wants to

live."



"I know--I know capital is not to be had for the asking; and if you were

a married man, and had a family, like me, I should think your case

pretty nigh desperate; but the young and unencumbered have chances

peculiar to themselves. I hear gossip now and then about your being on

the eve of marriage with this miss and that; but I suppose it is none of

it true?"



"You may well suppose that. I think I am not in a position to be

dreaming of marriage. Marriage! I cannot bear the word; it sounds so

silly and utopian. I have settled it decidedly that marriage and love

are superfluities, intended only for the rich, who live at ease, and

have no need to take thought for the morrow; or desperations--the last

and reckless joy of the deeply wretched, who never hope to rise out of

the slough of their utter poverty."



"I should not think so if I were circumstanced as you are. I should

think I could very likely get a wife with a few thousands, who would

suit both me and my affairs."



"I wonder where?"



"Would you try if you had a chance?"



"I don't know. It depends on--in short, it depends on many things."



"Would you take an old woman?"



"I'd rather break stones on the road."



"So would I. Would you take an ugly one?"



"Bah! I hate ugliness and delight in beauty. My eyes and heart, Yorke,

take pleasure in a sweet, young, fair face, as they are repelled by a

grim, rugged, meagre one. Soft delicate lines and hues please, harsh

ones prejudice me. I won't have an ugly wife."



"Not if she were rich?"



"Not if she were dressed in gems. I could not love--I could not fancy--I

could not endure her. My taste must have satisfaction, or disgust would

break out in despotism, or worse--freeze to utter iciness."



"What! Bob, if you married an honest, good-natured, and wealthy lass,

though a little hard-favoured, couldn't you put up with the high

cheek-bones, the rather wide mouth, and reddish hair?"



"I'll never try, I tell you. Grace at least I _will_ have, and youth and

symmetry--yes, and what I call beauty."



"And poverty, and a nursery full of bairns you can neither clothe nor

feed, and very soon an anxious, faded mother; and then bankruptcy,

discredit--a life-long struggle."



"Let me alone, Yorke."



"If you are romantic, Robert, and especially if you are already in love,

it is of no use talking."



"I am not romantic. I am stripped of romance as bare as the white

tenters in that field are of cloth."



"Always use such figures of speech, lad; I can understand them. And

there is no love affair to disturb your judgment?"



"I thought I had said enough on that subject before. Love for me?

Stuff!"



"Well, then, if you are sound both in heart and head, there is no

reason why you should not profit by a good chance if it offers;

therefore, wait and see."



"You are quite oracular, Yorke."



"I think I am a bit i' that line. I promise ye naught and I advise ye

naught; but I bid ye keep your heart up, and be guided by

circumstances."



"My namesake the physician's almanac could not speak more guardedly."



"In the meantime, I care naught about ye, Robert Moore: ye are nothing

akin to me or mine, and whether ye lose or find a fortune it maks no

difference to me. Go home, now. It has stricken ten. Miss Hortense will

be wondering where ye are."









CHAPTER X.



OLD MAIDS.





Time wore on, and spring matured. The surface of England began to look

pleasant: her fields grew green, her hills fresh, her gardens blooming;

but at heart she was no better. Still her poor were wretched, still

their employers were harassed. Commerce, in some of its branches, seemed

threatened with paralysis, for the war continued; England's blood was

shed and her wealth lavished--all, it seemed, to attain most inadequate

ends. Some tidings there were indeed occasionally of successes in the

Peninsula, but these came in slowly; long intervals occurred between, in

which no note was heard but the insolent self-felicitations of Bonaparte

on his continued triumphs. Those who suffered from the results of the

war felt this tedious, and, as they thought, hopeless struggle against

what their fears or their interests taught them to regard as an

invincible power, most insufferable. They demanded peace on any terms.

Men like Yorke and Moore--and there were thousands whom the war placed

where it placed them, shuddering on the verge of bankruptcy--insisted on

peace with the energy of desperation.



They held meetings, they made speeches, they got up petitions to extort

this boon; on what terms it was made they cared not.



All men, taken singly, are more or less selfish; and taken in bodies,

they are intensely so. The British merchant is no exception to this

rule: the mercantile classes illustrate it strikingly. These classes

certainly think too exclusively of making money; they are too oblivious

of every national consideration but that of extending England's--that

is, their own--commerce. Chivalrous feeling, disinterestedness, pride in

honour, is too dead in their hearts. A land ruled by them alone would

too often make ignominious submission--not at all from the motives

Christ teaches, but rather from those Mammon instils. During the late

war, the tradesmen of England would have endured buffets from the

French on the right cheek and on the left; their cloak they would have

given to Napoleon, and then have politely offered him their coat also,

nor would they have withheld their waistcoat if urged; they would have

prayed permission only to retain their one other garment, for the sake

of the purse in its pocket. Not one spark of spirit, not one symptom of

resistance, would they have shown till the hand of the Corsican bandit

had grasped that beloved purse; _then_, perhaps, transfigured at once

into British bulldogs, they would have sprung at the robber's throat,

and there they would have fastened, and there hung, inveterate,

insatiable, till the treasure had been restored. Tradesmen, when they

speak against war, always profess to hate it because it is a bloody and

barbarous proceeding. You would think, to hear them talk, that they are

peculiarly civilized--especially gentle and kindly of disposition to

their fellow-men. This is not the case. Many of them are extremely

narrow and cold-hearted; have no good feeling for any class but their

own; are distant, even hostile, to all others; call them useless; seem

to question their right to exist; seem to grudge them the very air they

breathe, and to think the circumstance of their eating, drinking, and

living in decent houses quite unjustifiable. They do not know what

others do in the way of helping, pleasing, or teaching their race; they

will not trouble themselves to inquire. Whoever is not in trade is

accused of eating the bread of idleness, of passing a useless existence.

Long may it be ere England really becomes a nation of shop-keepers!



We have already said that Moore was no self-sacrificing patriot, and we

have also explained what circumstances rendered him specially prone to

confine his attention and efforts to the furtherance of his individual

interest; accordingly, when he felt himself urged a second time to the

brink of ruin, none struggled harder than he against the influences

which would have thrust him over. What he _could_ do towards stirring

agitation in the north against the war he did, and he instigated others

whose money and connections gave them more power than he possessed.

Sometimes, by flashes, he felt there was little reason in the demands

his party made on Government. When he heard of all Europe threatened by

Bonaparte, and of all Europe arming to resist him; when he saw Russia

menaced, and beheld Russia rising, incensed and stern, to defend her

frozen soil, her wild provinces of serfs, her dark native despotism,

from the tread, the yoke, the tyranny of a foreign victor--he knew that

England, a free realm, could not _then_ depute her sons to make

concessions and propose terms to the unjust, grasping French leader.

When news came from time to time of the movements of that MAN then

representing England in the Peninsula, of his advance from success to

success--that advance so deliberate but so unswerving, so circumspect

but so certain, so "unhasting" but so "unresting;" when he read Lord

Wellington's own dispatches in the columns of the newspapers, documents

written by modesty to the dictation of truth--Moore confessed at heart

that a power was with the troops of Britain, of that vigilant, enduring,

genuine, unostentatious sort, which must win victory to the side it led,

in the end. In the end! But that end, he thought, was yet far off; and

meantime he, Moore, as an individual, would be crushed, his hopes ground

to dust. It was himself he had to care for, his hopes he had to pursue;

and he would fulfil his destiny.



He fulfilled it so vigorously that ere long he came to a decisive

rupture with his old Tory friend the rector. They quarrelled at a public

meeting, and afterwards exchanged some pungent letters in the

newspapers. Mr. Helstone denounced Moore as a Jacobin, ceased to see

him, would not even speak to him when they met. He intimated also to his

niece, very distinctly, that her communications with Hollow's Cottage

must for the present cease; she must give up taking French lessons. The

language, he observed, was a bad and frivolous one at the best, and most

of the works it boasted were bad and frivolous, highly injurious in

their tendency to weak female minds. He wondered (he remarked

parenthetically) what noodle first made it the fashion to teach women

French. Nothing was more improper for them. It was like feeding a

rickety child on chalk and water gruel. Caroline must give it up, and

give up her cousins too. They were dangerous people.



Mr. Helstone quite expected opposition to this order; he expected tears.

Seldom did he trouble himself about Caroline's movements, but a vague

idea possessed him that she was fond of going to Hollow's Cottage; also

he suspected that she liked Robert Moore's occasional presence at the

rectory. The Cossack had perceived that whereas if Malone stepped in of

an evening to make himself sociable and charming, by pinching the ears

of an aged black cat, which usually shared with Miss Helstone's feet the

accommodation of her footstool, or by borrowing a fowling-piece, and

banging away at a tool shed door in the garden while enough of daylight

remained to show that conspicuous mark, keeping the passage and

sitting-room doors meantime uncomfortably open for the convenience of

running in and out to announce his failures and successes with noisy

_brusquerie_--he had observed that under such entertaining circumstances

Caroline had a trick of disappearing, tripping noiselessly upstairs, and

remaining invisible till called down to supper. On the other hand, when

Robert Moore was the guest, though he elicited no vivacities from the

cat, did nothing to it, indeed, beyond occasionally coaxing it from the

stool to his knee, and there letting it purr, climb to his shoulder, and

rub its head against his cheek; though there was no ear-splitting

cracking off of firearms, no diffusion of sulphurous gunpowder perfume,

no noise, no boasting during his stay--that still Caroline sat in the

room, and seemed to find wondrous content in the stitching of Jew-basket

pin-cushions and the knitting of missionary-basket socks.



She was very quiet, and Robert paid her little attention, scarcely ever

addressing his discourse to her; but Mr. Helstone, not being one of

those elderly gentlemen who are easily blinded--on the contrary, finding

himself on all occasions extremely wide-awake--had watched them when

they bade each other good-night. He had just seen their eyes meet

once--only once. Some natures would have taken pleasure in the glance

then surprised, because there was no harm and some delight in it. It was

by no means a glance of mutual intelligence, for mutual love secrets

existed not between them. There was nothing then of craft and

concealment to offend: only Mr. Moore's eyes, looking into Caroline's,

felt they were clear and gentle; and Caroline's eyes, encountering Mr.

Moore's, confessed they were manly and searching. Each acknowledged the

charm in his or her own way. Moore smiled slightly, and Caroline

coloured as slightly. Mr. Helstone could, on the spot, have rated them

both. They annoyed him. Why? Impossible to say. If you had asked him

what Moore merited at that moment, he would have said a "horsewhip;" if

you had inquired into Caroline's deserts, he would have adjudged her a

box on the ear; if you had further demanded the reason of such

chastisements, he would have stormed against flirtation and

love-making, and vowed he would have no such folly going on under his

roof.



These private considerations, combined with political reasons, fixed his

resolution of separating the cousins. He announced his will to Caroline

one evening as she was sitting at work near the drawing-room window. Her

face was turned towards him, and the light fell full upon it. It had

struck him a few minutes before that she was looking paler and quieter

than she used to look. It had not escaped him either that Robert Moore's

name had never, for some three weeks past, dropped from her lips; nor

during the same space of time had that personage made his appearance at

the rectory. Some suspicion of clandestine meetings haunted his mind.

Having but an indifferent opinion of women, he always suspected them. He

thought they needed constant watching. It was in a tone dryly

significant he desired her to cease her daily visits to the Hollow. He

expected a start, a look of depreciation. The start he saw, but it was a

very slight one; no look whatever was directed to him.



"Do you hear me?" he asked.



"Yes, uncle."



"Of course you mean to attend to what I say?"



"Yes, certainly."



"And there must be no letter-scribbling to your cousin Hortense--no

intercourse whatever. I do not approve of the principles of the family.

They are Jacobinical."



"Very well," said Caroline quietly. She acquiesced then. There was no

vexed flushing of the face, no gathering tears; the shadowy

thoughtfulness which had covered her features ere Mr. Helstone spoke

remained undisturbed; she was obedient.



Yes, perfectly; because the mandate coincided with her own previous

judgment; because it was now become pain to her to go to Hollow's

Cottage; nothing met her there but disappointment. Hope and love had

quitted that little tenement, for Robert seemed to have deserted its

precincts. Whenever she asked after him--which she very seldom did,

since the mere utterance of his name made her face grow hot--the answer

was, he was from home, or he was quite taken up with business. Hortense

feared he was killing himself by application. He scarcely ever took a

meal in the house; he lived in the counting-house.



At church only Caroline had the chance of seeing him, and there she

rarely looked at him. It was both too much pain and too much pleasure

to look--it excited too much emotion; and that it was all wasted emotion

she had learned well to comprehend.



Once, on a dark, wet Sunday, when there were few people at church, and

when especially certain ladies were absent, of whose observant faculties

and tomahawk tongues Caroline stood in awe, she had allowed her eye to

seek Robert's pew, and to rest awhile on its occupant. He was there

alone. Hortense had been kept at home by prudent considerations relative

to the rain and a new spring _chapeau_. During the sermon he sat with

folded arms and eyes cast down, looking very sad and abstracted. When

depressed, the very hue of his face seemed more dusk than when he

smiled, and to-day cheek and forehead wore their most tintless and sober

olive. By instinct Caroline knew, as she examined that clouded

countenance, that his thoughts were running in no familiar or kindly

channel; that they were far away, not merely from her, but from all

which she could comprehend, or in which she could sympathize. Nothing

that they had ever talked of together was now in his mind: he was wrapt

from her by interests and responsibilities in which it was deemed such

as she could have no part.



Caroline meditated in her own way on the subject; speculated on his

feelings, on his life, on his fears, on his fate; mused over the mystery

of "business," tried to comprehend more about it than had ever been told

her--to understand its perplexities, liabilities, duties, exactions;

endeavoured to realize the state of mind of a "man of business," to

enter into it, feel what he would feel, aspire to what he would aspire.

Her earnest wish was to see things as they were, and not to be romantic.

By dint of effort she contrived to get a glimpse of the light of truth

here and there, and hoped that scant ray might suffice to guide her.



"Different, indeed," she concluded, "is Robert's mental condition to

mine. I think only of him; he has no room, no leisure, to think of me.

The feeling called love is and has been for two years the predominant

emotion of my heart--always there, always awake, always astir. Quite

other feelings absorb his reflections and govern his faculties. He is

rising now, going to leave the church, for service is over. Will he turn

his head towards this pew? No, not once. He has not one look for me.

That is hard. A kind glance would have made me happy till to-morrow. I

have not got it; he would not give it; he is gone. Strange that grief

should now almost choke me, because another human being's eye has failed

to greet mine."



That Sunday evening, Mr. Malone coming, as usual, to pass it with his

rector, Caroline withdrew after tea to her chamber. Fanny, knowing her

habits, had lit her a cheerful little fire, as the weather was so gusty

and chill. Closeted there, silent and solitary, what could she do but

think? She noiselessly paced to and fro the carpeted floor, her head

drooped, her hands folded. It was irksome to sit; the current of

reflection ran rapidly through her mind; to-night she was mutely

excited.



Mute was the room, mute the house. The double door of the study muffled

the voices of the gentlemen. The servants were quiet in the kitchen,

engaged with books their young mistress had lent them--books which she

had told them were "fit for Sunday reading." And she herself had another

of the same sort open on the table, but she could not read it. Its

theology was incomprehensible to her, and her own mind was too busy,

teeming, wandering, to listen to the language of another mind.



Then, too, her imagination was full of pictures--images of Moore, scenes

where he and she had been together; winter fireside sketches; a glowing

landscape of a hot summer afternoon passed with him in the bosom of

Nunnely Wood; divine vignettes of mild spring or mellow autumn moments,

when she had sat at his side in Hollow's Copse, listening to the call of

the May cuckoo, or sharing the September treasure of nuts and ripe

blackberries--a wild dessert which it was her morning's pleasure to

collect in a little basket, and cover with green leaves and fresh

blossoms, and her afternoon's delight to administer to Moore, berry by

berry, and nut by nut, like a bird feeding its fledgling.



Robert's features and form were with her; the sound of his voice was

quite distinct in her ear; his few caresses seemed renewed. But these

joys, being hollow, were, ere long, crushed in. The pictures faded, the

voice failed, the visionary clasp melted chill from her hand, and where

the warm seal of lips had made impress on her forehead, it felt now as

if a sleety rain-drop had fallen. She returned from an enchanted region

to the real world: for Nunnely Wood in June she saw her narrow chamber;

for the songs of birds in alleys she heard the rain on her casement; for

the sigh of the south wind came the sob of the mournful east; and for

Moore's manly companionship she had the thin illusion of her own dim

shadow on the wall. Turning from the pale phantom which reflected

herself in its outline, and her reverie in the drooped attitude of its

dim head and colourless tresses, she sat down--inaction would suit the

frame of mind into which she was now declining--she said to herself, "I

have to live, perhaps, till seventy years. As far as I know, I have good

health; half a century of existence may lie before me. How am I to

occupy it? What am I to do to fill the interval of time which spreads

between me and the grave?"



She reflected.



"I shall not be married, it appears," she continued. "I suppose, as

Robert does not care for me, I shall never have a husband to love, nor

little children to take care of. Till lately I had reckoned securely on

the duties and affections of wife and mother to occupy my existence. I

considered, somehow, as a matter of course, that I was growing up to the

ordinary destiny, and never troubled myself to seek any other; but now I

perceive plainly I may have been mistaken. Probably I shall be an old

maid. I shall live to see Robert married to some one else, some rich

lady. I shall never marry. What was I created for, I wonder? Where is my

place in the world?"



She mused again.



"Ah! I see," she pursued presently; "that is the question which most old

maids are puzzled to solve. Other people solve it for them by saying,

'Your place is to do good to others, to be helpful whenever help is

wanted.' That is right in some measure, and a very convenient doctrine

for the people who hold it; but I perceive that certain sets of human

beings are very apt to maintain that other sets should give up their

lives to them and their service, and then they requite them by praise;

they call them devoted and virtuous. Is this enough? Is it to live? Is

there not a terrible hollowness, mockery, want, craving, in that

existence which is given away to others, for want of something of your

own to bestow it on? I suspect there is. Does virtue lie in abnegation

of self? I do not believe it. Undue humility makes tyranny; weak

concession creates selfishness. The Romish religion especially teaches

renunciation of self, submission to others, and nowhere are found so

many grasping tyrants as in the ranks of the Romish priesthood. Each

human being has his share of rights. I suspect it would conduce to the

happiness and welfare of all if each knew his allotment, and held to it

as tenaciously as the martyr to his creed. Queer thoughts these that

surge in my mind. Are they right thoughts? I am not certain.



"Well, life is short at the best. Seventy years, they say, pass like a

vapour, like a dream when one awaketh; and every path trod by human feet

terminates in one bourne--the grave, the little chink in the surface of

this great globe, the furrow where the mighty husbandman with the scythe

deposits the seed he has shaken from the ripe stem; and there it falls,

decays, and thence it springs again, when the world has rolled round a

few times more. So much for the body. The soul meantime wings its long

flight upward, folds its wings on the brink of the sea of fire and

glass, and gazing down through the burning clearness, finds there

mirrored the vision of the Christian's triple Godhead--the sovereign

Father, the mediating Son, the Creator Spirit. Such words, at least,

have been chosen to express what is inexpressible, to describe what

baffles description. The soul's real hereafter who shall guess?"



Her fire was decayed to its last cinder; Malone had departed; and now

the study bell rang for prayers.



The next day Caroline had to spend altogether alone, her uncle being

gone to dine with his friend Dr. Boultby, vicar of Whinbury. The whole

time she was talking inwardly in the same strain--looking forwards,

asking what she was to do with life. Fanny, as she passed in and out of

the room occasionally, intent on housemaid errands, perceived that her

young mistress sat very still. She was always in the same place, always

bent industriously over a piece of work. She did not lift her head to

speak to Fanny, as her custom was; and when the latter remarked that the

day was fine, and she ought to take a walk, she only said, "It is cold."



"You are very diligent at that sewing, Miss Caroline," continued the

girl, approaching her little table.



"I am tired of it, Fanny."



"Then why do you go on with it? Put it down. Read, or do something to

amuse you."



"It is solitary in this house, Fanny. Don't you think so?"



"I don't find it so, miss. Me and Eliza are company for one another; but

you are quite too still. You should visit more. Now, be persuaded: go

upstairs and dress yourself smart, and go and take tea, in a friendly

way, with Miss Mann or Miss Ainley. I am certain either of those ladies

would be delighted to see you."



"But their houses are dismal: they are both old maids. I am certain old

maids are a very unhappy race."



"Not they, miss. They can't be unhappy; they take such care of

themselves. They are all selfish."



"Miss Ainley is not selfish, Fanny. She is always doing good. How

devotedly kind she was to her step-mother as long as the old lady lived;

and now when she is quite alone in the world, without brother or sister,

or any one to care for her, how charitable she is to the poor, as far as

her means permit! Still nobody thinks much of her, or has pleasure in

going to see her; and how gentlemen always sneer at her!"



"They shouldn't, miss. I believe she is a good woman. But gentlemen

think only of ladies' looks."



"I'll go and see her," exclaimed Caroline, starting up; "and if she asks

me to stay to tea, I'll stay. How wrong it is to neglect people because

they are not pretty, and young, and merry! And I will certainly call to

see Miss Mann too. She may not be amiable, but what has made her

unamiable? What has life been to her?"



Fanny helped Miss Helstone to put away her work, and afterwards assisted

her to dress.



"_You_'ll not be an old maid, Miss Caroline," she said, as she tied the

sash of her brown silk frock, having previously smoothed her soft, full,

and shining curls; "there are no signs of an old maid about you."



Caroline looked at the little mirror before her, and she thought there

were some signs. She could see that she was altered within the last

month; that the hues of her complexion were paler, her eyes changed--a

wan shade seemed to circle them; her countenance was dejected--she was

not, in short, so pretty or so fresh as she used to be. She distantly

hinted this to Fanny, from whom she got no direct answer, only a remark

that people did vary in their looks, but that at her age a little

falling away signified nothing; she would soon come round again, and be

plumper and rosier than ever. Having given this assurance, Fanny showed

singular zeal in wrapping her up in warm shawls and handkerchiefs, till

Caroline, nearly smothered with the weight, was fain to resist further

additions.



She paid her visits--first to Miss Mann, for this was the most difficult

point. Miss Mann was certainly not quite a lovable person. Till now,

Caroline had always unhesitatingly declared she disliked her, and more

than once she had joined her cousin Robert in laughing at some of her

peculiarities. Moore was not habitually given to sarcasm, especially on

anything humbler or weaker than himself; but he had once or twice

happened to be in the room when Miss Mann had made a call on his sister,

and after listening to her conversation and viewing her features for a

time, he had gone out into the garden where his little cousin was

tending some of his favourite flowers, and while standing near and

watching her he had amused himself with comparing fair youth, delicate

and attractive, with shrivelled eld, livid and loveless, and in

jestingly repeating to a smiling girl the vinegar discourse of a

cankered old maid. Once on such an occasion Caroline had said to him,

looking up from the luxuriant creeper she was binding to its frame, "Ah!

Robert, you do not like old maids. I, too, should come under the lash of

your sarcasm if I were an old maid."



"You an old maid!" he had replied. "A piquant notion suggested by lips

of that tint and form. I can fancy you, though, at forty, quietly

dressed, pale and sunk, but still with that straight nose, white

forehead, and those soft eyes. I suppose, too, you will keep your voice,

which has another 'timbre' than that hard, deep organ of Miss Mann's.

Courage, Cary! Even at fifty you will not be repulsive."



"Miss Mann did not make herself, or tune her voice, Robert."



"Nature made her in the mood in which she makes her briars and thorns;

whereas for the creation of some women she reserves the May morning

hours, when with light and dew she wooes the primrose from the turf and

the lily from the wood-moss."



       *       *       *       *       *



Ushered into Miss Mann's little parlour, Caroline found her, as she

always found her, surrounded by perfect neatness, cleanliness, and

comfort (after all, is it not a virtue in old maids that solitude rarely

makes them negligent or disorderly?)--no dust on her polished furniture,

none on her carpet, fresh flowers in the vase on her table, a bright

fire in the grate. She herself sat primly and somewhat grimly-tidy in a

cushioned rocking-chair, her hands busied with some knitting. This was

her favourite work, as it required the least exertion. She scarcely rose

as Caroline entered. To avoid excitement was one of Miss Mann's aims in

life. She had been composing herself ever since she came down in the

morning, and had just attained a certain lethargic state of tranquillity

when the visitor's knock at the door startled her, and undid her day's

work. She was scarcely pleased, therefore, to see Miss Helstone. She

received her with reserve, bade her be seated with austerity, and when

she got her placed opposite, she fixed her with her eye.



This was no ordinary doom--to be fixed with Miss Mann's eye. Robert

Moore had undergone it once, and had never forgotten the circumstance.



He considered it quite equal to anything Medusa could do. He professed

to doubt whether, since that infliction, his flesh had been quite what

it was before--whether there was not something stony in its texture. The

gaze had had such an effect on him as to drive him promptly from the

apartment and house; it had even sent him straightway up to the rectory,

where he had appeared in Caroline's presence with a very queer face, and

amazed her by demanding a cousinly salute on the spot, to rectify a

damage that had been done him.



Certainly Miss Mann had a formidable eye for one of the softer sex. It

was prominent, and showed a great deal of the white, and looked as

steadily, as unwinkingly, at you as if it were a steel ball soldered in

her head; and when, while looking, she began to talk in an indescribably

dry, monotonous tone--a tone without vibration or inflection--you felt

as if a graven image of some bad spirit were addressing you. But it was

all a figment of fancy, a matter of surface. Miss Mann's goblin grimness

scarcely went deeper than the angel sweetness of hundreds of beauties.

She was a perfectly honest, conscientious woman, who had performed

duties in her day from whose severe anguish many a human Peri,

gazelle-eyed, silken-tressed, and silver-tongued, would have shrunk

appalled. She had passed alone through protracted scenes of suffering,

exercised rigid self-denial, made large sacrifices of time, money,

health for those who had repaid her only by ingratitude, and now her

main--almost her sole--fault was that she was censorious.



Censorious she certainly was. Caroline had not sat five minutes ere her

hostess, still keeping her under the spell of that dread and Gorgon

gaze, began flaying alive certain of the families in the neighbourhood.

She went to work at this business in a singularly cool, deliberate

manner, like some surgeon practising with his scalpel on a lifeless

subject. She made few distinctions; she allowed scarcely any one to be

good; she dissected impartially almost all her acquaintance. If her

auditress ventured now and then to put in a palliative word she set it

aside with a certain disdain. Still, though thus pitiless in moral

anatomy, she was no scandal-monger. She never disseminated really

malignant or dangerous reports. It was not her heart so much as her

temper that was wrong.



Caroline made this discovery for the first time to-day, and moved

thereby to regret divers unjust judgments she had more than once passed

on the crabbed old maid, she began to talk to her softly, not in

sympathizing words, but with a sympathizing voice. The loneliness of her

condition struck her visitor in a new light, as did also the character

of her ugliness--a bloodless pallor of complexion, and deeply worn lines

of feature. The girl pitied the solitary and afflicted woman; her looks

told what she felt. A sweet countenance is never so sweet as when the

moved heart animates it with compassionate tenderness. Miss Mann, seeing

such a countenance raised to her, was touched in her turn. She

acknowledged her sense of the interest thus unexpectedly shown in her,

who usually met with only coldness and ridicule, by replying to her

candidly. Communicative on her own affairs she usually was not, because

no one cared to listen to her; but to-day she became so, and her

confidante shed tears as she heard her speak, for she told of cruel,

slow-wasting, obstinate sufferings. Well might she be corpse-like; well

might she look grim, and never smile; well might she wish to avoid

excitement, to gain and retain composure! Caroline, when she knew all,

acknowledged that Miss Mann was rather to be admired for fortitude than

blamed for moroseness. Reader! when you behold an aspect for whose

constant gloom and frown you cannot account, whose unvarying cloud

exasperates you by its apparent causelessness, be sure that there is a

canker somewhere, and a canker not the less deeply corroding because

concealed.



Miss Mann felt that she was understood partly, and wished to be

understood further; for, however old, plain, humble, desolate, afflicted

we may be, so long as our hearts preserve the feeblest spark of life,

they preserve also, shivering near that pale ember, a starved, ghostly

longing for appreciation and affection. To this extenuated spectre,

perhaps, a crumb is not thrown once a year, but when ahungered and

athirst to famine--when all humanity has forgotten the dying tenant of a

decaying house--Divine mercy remembers the mourner, and a shower of

manna falls for lips that earthly nutriment is to pass no more. Biblical

promises, heard first in health, but then unheeded, come whispering to

the couch of sickness; it is felt that a pitying God watches what all

mankind have forsaken. The tender compassion of Jesus is recalled and

relied on; the faded eye, gazing beyond time, sees a home, a friend, a

refuge in eternity.



Miss Mann, drawn on by the still attention of her listener, proceeded to

allude to circumstances in her past life. She spoke like one who tells

the truth--simply, and with a certain reserve; she did not boast, nor

did she exaggerate. Caroline found that the old maid had been a most

devoted daughter and sister, an unwearied watcher by lingering

deathbeds; that to prolonged and unrelaxing attendance on the sick the

malady that now poisoned her own life owed its origin; that to one

wretched relative she had been a support and succour in the depths of

self-earned degradation, and that it was still her hand which kept him

from utter destitution. Miss Helstone stayed the whole evening, omitting

to pay her other intended visit; and when she left Miss Mann it was with

the determination to try in future to excuse her faults; never again to

make light of her peculiarities or to laugh at her plainness; and, above

all things, not to neglect her, but to come once a week, and to offer

her, from one human heart at least, the homage of affection and respect.

She felt she could now sincerely give her a small tribute of each

feeling.



Caroline, on her return, told Fanny she was very glad she had gone out,

as she felt much better for the visit. The next day she failed not to

seek Miss Ainley. This lady was in narrower circumstances than Miss

Mann, and her dwelling was more humble. It was, however, if possible,

yet more exquisitely clean, though the decayed gentlewoman could not

afford to keep a servant, but waited on herself, and had only the

occasional assistance of a little girl who lived in a cottage near.



Not only was Miss Ainley poorer, but she was even plainer than the other

old maid. In her first youth she must have been ugly; now, at the age of

fifty, she was _very_ ugly. At first sight, all but peculiarly

well-disciplined minds were apt to turn from her with annoyance, to

conceive against her a prejudice, simply on the ground of her

unattractive look. Then she was prim in dress and manner; she looked,

spoke, and moved the complete old maid.



Her welcome to Caroline was formal, even in its kindness--for it was

kind; but Miss Helstone excused this. She knew something of the

benevolence of the heart which beat under that starched kerchief; all

the neighbourhood--at least all the female neighbourhood--knew something

of it. No one spoke against Miss Ainley except lively young gentlemen

and inconsiderate old ones, who declared her hideous.



Caroline was soon at home in that tiny parlour. A kind hand took from

her her shawl and bonnet, and installed her in the most comfortable seat

near the fire. The young and the antiquated woman were presently deep in

kindly conversation, and soon Caroline became aware of the power a most

serene, unselfish, and benignant mind could exercise over those to whom

it was developed. She talked never of herself, always of others. Their

faults she passed over. Her theme was their wants, which she sought to

supply; their sufferings, which she longed to alleviate. She was

religious, a professor of religion--what some would call "a saint;" and

she referred to religion often in sanctioned phrase--in phrase which

those who possess a perception of the ridiculous, without owning the

power of exactly testing and truly judging character, would certainly

have esteemed a proper subject for satire, a matter for mimicry and

laughter. They would have been hugely mistaken for their pains.

Sincerity is never ludicrous; it is always respectable. Whether

truth--be it religious or moral truth--speak eloquently and in

well-chosen language or not, its voice should be heard with reverence.

Let those who cannot nicely, and with certainty, discern the difference

between the tones of hypocrisy and those of sincerity, never presume to

laugh at all, lest they should have the miserable misfortune to laugh in

the wrong place, and commit impiety when they think they are achieving

wit.



Not from Miss Ainley's own lips did Caroline hear of her good works, but

she knew much of them nevertheless. Her beneficence was the familiar

topic of the poor in Briarfield. They were not works of almsgiving. The

old maid was too poor to give much, though she straitened herself to

privation that she might contribute her mite when needful. They were the

works of a Sister of Charity--far more difficult to perform than those

of a Lady Bountiful. She would watch by any sick-bed; she seemed to fear

no disease. She would nurse the poorest whom none else would nurse. She

was serene, humble, kind, and equable through everything.



For this goodness she got but little reward in this life. Many of the

poor became so accustomed to her services that they hardly thanked her

for them. The rich heard them mentioned with wonder, but were silent,

from a sense of shame at the difference between her sacrifices and their

own. Many ladies, however, respected her deeply. They could not help it.

One gentleman--one only--gave her his friendship and perfect confidence.

This was Mr. Hall, the vicar of Nunnely. He said, and said truly, that

her life came nearer the life of Christ than that of any other human

being he had ever met with. You must not think, reader, that in

sketching Miss Ainley's character I depict a figment of imagination. No.

We seek the originals of such portraits in real life only.



Miss Helstone studied well the mind and heart now revealed to her. She

found no high intellect to admire--the old maid was merely sensible--but

she discovered so much goodness, so much usefulness, so much mildness,

patience, truth, that she bent her own mind before Miss Ainley's in

reverence. What was her love of nature, what was her sense of beauty,

what were her more varied and fervent emotions, what was her deeper

power of thought, what her wider capacity to comprehend, compared to the

practical excellence of this good woman? Momently, they seemed only

beautiful forms of selfish delight; mentally, she trod them under foot.



It is true she still felt with pain that the life which made Miss Ainley

happy could not make her happy. Pure and active as it was, in her heart

she deemed it deeply dreary, because it was so loveless--to her ideas,

so forlorn. Yet, doubtless, she reflected, it needed only habit to make

it practicable and agreeable to any one. It was despicable, she felt, to

pine sentimentally, to cherish secret griefs, vain memories, to be

inert, to waste youth in aching languor, to grow old doing nothing.



"I will bestir myself," was her resolution, "and try to be wise if I

cannot be good."



She proceeded to make inquiry of Miss Ainley if she could help her in

anything. Miss Ainley, glad of an assistant, told her that she could,

and indicated some poor families in Briarfield that it was desirable she

should visit, giving her likewise, at her further request, some work to

do for certain poor women who had many children, and who were unskilled

in using the needle for themselves.



Caroline went home, laid her plans, and took a resolve not to swerve

from them. She allotted a certain portion of her time for her various

studies, and a certain portion for doing anything Miss Ainley might

direct her to do. The remainder was to be spent in exercise; not a

moment was to be left for the indulgence of such fevered thoughts as had

poisoned last Sunday evening.



To do her justice, she executed her plans conscientiously,

perseveringly. It was very hard work at first--it was even hard work to

the end--but it helped her to stem and keep down anguish; it forced her

to be employed; it forbade her to brood; and gleams of satisfaction

chequered her gray life here and there when she found she had done good,

imparted pleasure, or allayed suffering.



Yet I must speak truth. These efforts brought her neither health of body

nor continued peace of mind. With them all she wasted, grew more joyless

and more wan; with them all her memory kept harping on the name of

Robert Moore; an elegy over the past still rung constantly in her ear; a

funereal inward cry haunted and harassed her; the heaviness of a broken

spirit, and of pining and palsying faculties, settled slow on her

buoyant youth. Winter seemed conquering her spring; the mind's soil and

its treasures were freezing gradually to barren stagnation.









CHAPTER XI.



FIELDHEAD.





Yet Caroline refused tamely to succumb. She had native strength in her

girl's heart, and she used it. Men and women never struggle so hard as

when they struggle alone, without witness, counsellor, or confidant,

unencouraged, unadvised, and unpitied.



Miss Helstone was in this position. Her sufferings were her only spur,

and being very real and sharp, they roused her spirit keenly. Bent on

victory over a mortal pain, she did her best to quell it. Never had she

been seen so busy, so studious, and, above all, so active. She took

walks in all weathers, long walks in solitary directions. Day by day she

came back in the evening, pale and wearied-looking, yet seemingly not

fatigued; for still, as soon as she had thrown off her bonnet and shawl,

she would, instead of resting, begin to pace her apartment. Sometimes

she would not sit down till she was literally faint. She said she did

this to tire herself well, that she might sleep soundly at night. But if

that was her aim it was unattained; for at night, when others slumbered,

she was tossing on her pillow, or sitting at the foot of her couch in

the darkness, forgetful, apparently, of the necessity of seeking repose.

Often, unhappy girl! she was crying--crying in a sort of intolerable

despair, which, when it rushed over her, smote down her strength, and

reduced her to childlike helplessness.



When thus prostrate, temptations besieged her. Weak suggestions

whispered in her weary heart to write to Robert, and say that she was

unhappy because she was forbidden to see him and Hortense, and that she

feared he would withdraw his friendship (not love) from her, and forget

her entirely, and begging him to remember her, and sometimes to write to

her. One or two such letters she actually indited, but she never sent

them: shame and good sense forbade.



At last the life she led reached the point when it seemed she could bear

it no longer, that she must seek and find a change somehow, or her heart

and head would fail under the pressure which strained them. She longed

to leave Briarfield, to go to some very distant place. She longed for

something else--the deep, secret, anxious yearning to discover and know

her mother strengthened daily; but with the desire was coupled a doubt,

a dread--if she knew her, could she love her? There was cause for

hesitation, for apprehension on this point. Never in her life had she

heard that mother praised; whoever mentioned her mentioned her coolly.

Her uncle seemed to regard his sister-in-law with a sort of tacit

antipathy; an old servant, who had lived with Mrs. James Helstone for a

short time after her marriage, whenever she referred to her former

mistress, spoke with chilling reserve--sometimes she called her "queer,"

sometimes she said she did not understand her. These expressions were

ice to the daughter's heart; they suggested the conclusion that it was

perhaps better never to know her parent than to know her and not like

her.



But one project could she frame whose execution seemed likely to bring

her a hope of relief: it was to take a situation, to be a governess; she

could do nothing else. A little incident brought her to the point, when

she found courage to break her design to her uncle.



Her long and late walks lay always, as has been said, on lonely roads;

but in whatever direction she had rambled--whether along the drear

skirts of Stilbro' Moor or over the sunny stretch of Nunnely Common--her

homeward path was still so contrived as to lead her near the Hollow. She

rarely descended the den, but she visited its brink at twilight almost

as regularly as the stars rose over the hillcrests. Her resting-place

was at a certain stile under a certain old thorn. Thence she could look

down on the cottage, the mill, the dewy garden-ground, the still, deep

dam; thence was visible the well-known counting-house window, from whose

panes at a fixed hour shot, suddenly bright, the ray of the well-known

lamp. Her errand was to watch for this ray, her reward to catch it,

sometimes sparkling bright in clear air, sometimes shimmering dim

through mist, and anon flashing broken between slant lines of rain--for

she came in all weathers.



There were nights when it failed to appear. She knew then that Robert

was from home, and went away doubly sad; whereas its kindling rendered

her elate, as though she saw in it the promise of some indefinite hope.

If, while she gazed, a shadow bent between the light and lattice, her

heart leaped. That eclipse was Robert; she had seen him. She would

return home comforted, carrying in her mind a clearer vision of his

aspect, a distincter recollection of his voice, his smile, his bearing;

and blent with these impressions was often a sweet persuasion that, if

she could get near him, his heart might welcome her presence yet, that

at this moment he might be willing to extend his hand and draw her to

him, and shelter her at his side as he used to do. That night, though

she might weep as usual, she would fancy her tears less scalding; the

pillow they watered seemed a little softer; the temples pressed to that

pillow ached less.



The shortest path from the Hollow to the rectory wound near a certain

mansion, the same under whose lone walls Malone passed on that

night-journey mentioned in an early chapter of this work--the old and

tenantless dwelling yclept Fieldhead. Tenantless by the proprietor it

had been for ten years, but it was no ruin. Mr. Yorke had seen it kept

in good repair, and an old gardener and his wife had lived in it,

cultivated the grounds, and maintained the house in habitable condition.



If Fieldhead had few other merits as a building, it might at least be

termed picturesque. Its regular architecture, and the gray and mossy

colouring communicated by time, gave it a just claim to this epithet.

The old latticed windows, the stone porch, the walls, the roof, the

chimney-stacks, were rich in crayon touches and sepia lights and shades.

The trees behind were fine, bold, and spreading; the cedar on the lawn

in front was grand; and the granite urns on the garden wall, the fretted

arch of the gateway, were, for an artist, as the very desire of the eye.



One mild May evening Caroline, passing near about moonrise, and feeling,

though weary, unwilling yet to go home, where there was only the bed of

thorns and the night of grief to anticipate, sat down on the mossy

ground near the gate, and gazed through towards cedar and mansion. It

was a still night--calm, dewy, cloudless; the gables, turned to the

west, reflected the clear amber of the horizon they faced; the oaks

behind were black; the cedar was blacker. Under its dense, raven boughs

a glimpse of sky opened gravely blue. It was full of the moon, which

looked solemnly and mildly down on Caroline from beneath that sombre

canopy.



She felt this night and prospect mournfully lovely. She wished she could

be happy; she wished she could know inward peace; she wondered

Providence had no pity on her, and would not help or console her.

Recollections of happy trysts of lovers, commemorated in old ballads,

returned on her mind; she thought such tryst in such scene would be

blissful. Where now was Robert? she asked. Not at the Hollow; she had

watched for his lamp long, and had not seen it. She questioned within

herself whether she and Moore were ever destined to meet and speak

again. Suddenly the door within the stone porch of the hall opened, and

two men came out--one elderly and white-headed, the other young,

dark-haired, and tall. They passed across the lawn, out through a portal

in the garden wall. Caroline saw them cross the road, pass the stile,

descend the fields; she saw them disappear. Robert Moore had passed

before her with his friend Mr. Yorke. Neither had seen her.



The apparition had been transient--scarce seen ere gone; but its

electric passage left her veins kindled, her soul insurgent. It found

her despairing, it left her desperate--two different states.



"Oh, had he but been alone! had he but seen me!" was her cry. "He would

have said something. He would have given me his hand. He _does_, he

_must_, love me a little. He would have shown some token of affection.

In his eye, on his lips, I should have read comfort; but the chance is

lost. The wind, the cloud's shadow, does not pass more silently, more

emptily than he. I have been mocked, and Heaven is cruel!"



Thus, in the utter sickness of longing and disappointment, she went

home.



The next morning at breakfast, where she appeared white-cheeked and

miserable-looking as one who had seen a ghost, she inquired of Mr.

Helstone, "Have you any objection, uncle, to my inquiring for a

situation in a family?"



Her uncle, ignorant as the table supporting his coffee-cup of all his

niece had undergone and was undergoing, scarcely believed his ears.



"What whim now?" he asked. "Are you bewitched? What can you mean?"



"I am not well, and need a change," she said.



He examined her. He discovered she had _experienced_ a change, at any

rate. Without his being aware of it, the rose had dwindled and faded to

a mere snowdrop; bloom had vanished, flesh wasted; she sat before him

drooping, colourless, and thin. But for the soft expression of her brown

eyes, the delicate lines of her features, and the flowing abundance of

her hair, she would no longer have possessed a claim to the epithet

pretty.



"What on earth is the matter with you?" he asked. "What is wrong? How

are you ailing?"



No answer; only the brown eyes filled, the faintly-tinted lips trembled.



"Look out for a situation, indeed! For what situation are you fit? What

have you been doing with yourself? You are not well."



"I should be well if I went from home."



"These women are incomprehensible. They have the strangest knack of

startling you with unpleasant surprises. To-day you see them bouncing,

buxom, red as cherries, and round as apples; to-morrow they exhibit

themselves effete as dead weeds, blanched and broken down. And the

reason of it all? That's the puzzle. She has her meals, her liberty, a

good house to live in, and good clothes to wear, as usual. A while since

that sufficed to keep her handsome and cheery, and there she sits now a

poor, little, pale, puling chit enough. Provoking! Then comes the

question, What is to be done? I suppose I must send for advice. Will you

have a doctor, child?"



"No, uncle, I don't want one. A doctor could do me no good. I merely

want change of air and scene."



"Well, if that be the caprice, it shall be gratified. You shall go to a

watering-place. I don't mind the expense. Fanny shall accompany you."



"But, uncle, some day I must do something for myself; I have no fortune.

I had better begin now."



"While I live, you shall not turn out as a governess, Caroline. I will

not have it said that my niece is a governess."



"But the later in life one makes a change of that sort, uncle, the more

difficult and painful it is. I should wish to get accustomed to the yoke

before any habits of ease and independence are formed."



"I beg you will not harass me, Caroline. I mean to provide for you. I

have always meant to provide for you. I will purchase an annuity. Bless

me! I am but fifty-five; my health and constitution are excellent.

There is plenty of time to save and take measures. Don't make yourself

anxious respecting the future. Is that what frets you?"



"No, uncle; but I long for a change."



He laughed. "There speaks the woman!" cried he, "the very woman! A

change! a change! Always fantastical and whimsical! Well, it's in her

sex."



"But it is not fantasy and whim, uncle."



"What is it then?"



"Necessity, I think. I feel weaker than formerly. I believe I should

have more to do."



"Admirable! She feels weak, and _therefore_ she should be set to hard

labour--'clair comme le jour,' as Moore--confound Moore! You shall go to

Cliff Bridge; and there are two guineas to buy a new frock. Come, Cary,

never fear. We'll find balm in Gilead."



"Uncle, I wish you were less generous and more----"



"More what?"



Sympathizing was the word on Caroline's lips, but it was not uttered.

She checked herself in time. Her uncle would indeed have laughed if that

namby-pamby word had escaped her. Finding her silent, he said, "The fact

is, you don't know precisely what you want."



"Only to be a governess."



"Pooh! mere nonsense! I'll not hear of governessing. Don't mention it

again. It is rather too feminine a fancy. I have finished breakfast.

Ring the bell. Put all crotchets out of your head, and run away and

amuse yourself."



"What with? My doll?" asked Caroline to herself as she quitted the room.



A week or two passed; her bodily and mental health neither grew worse

nor better. She was now precisely in that state when, if her

constitution had contained the seeds of consumption, decline, or slow

fever, those diseases would have been rapidly developed, and would soon

have carried her quietly from the world. People never die of love or

grief alone, though some die of inherent maladies which the tortures of

those passions prematurely force into destructive action. The sound by

nature undergo these tortures, and are racked, shaken, shattered; their

beauty and bloom perish, but life remains untouched. They are brought to

a certain point of dilapidation; they are reduced to pallor, debility,

and emaciation. People think, as they see them gliding languidly about,

that they will soon withdraw to sick-beds, perish there, and cease from

among the healthy and happy. This does not happen. They live on; and

though they cannot regain youth and gaiety, they may regain strength and

serenity. The blossom which the March wind nips, but fails to sweep

away, may survive to hang a withered apple on the tree late into autumn:

having braved the last frosts of spring, it may also brave the first of

winter.



Every one noticed the change in Miss Helstone's appearance, and most

people said she was going to die. She never thought so herself. She felt

in no dying case; she had neither pain nor sickness. Her appetite was

diminished; she knew the reason. It was because she wept so much at

night. Her strength was lessened; she could account for it. Sleep was

coy and hard to be won; dreams were distressing and baleful. In the far

future she still seemed to anticipate a time when this passage of misery

should be got over, and when she should once more be calm, though

perhaps never again happy.



Meanwhile her uncle urged her to visit, to comply with the frequent

invitations of their acquaintance. This she evaded doing. She could not

be cheerful in company; she felt she was observed there with more

curiosity than sympathy. Old ladies were always offering her their

advice, recommending this or that nostrum; young ladies looked at her in

a way she understood, and from which she shrank. Their eyes said they

knew she had been "disappointed," as custom phrases it; by whom, they

were not certain.



Commonplace young ladies can be quite as hard as commonplace young

gentlemen--quite as worldly and selfish. Those who suffer should always

avoid them. Grief and calamity they despise; they seem to regard them as

the judgments of God on the lowly. With them, to "love" is merely to

contrive a scheme for achieving a good match; to be "disappointed" is to

have their scheme seen through and frustrated. They think the feelings

and projects of others on the subject of love similar to their own, and

judge them accordingly.



All this Caroline knew, partly by instinct, partly by observation. She

regulated her conduct by her knowledge, keeping her pale face and wasted

figure as much out of sight as she could. Living thus in complete

seclusion, she ceased to receive intelligence of the little transactions

of the neighbourhood.



One morning her uncle came into the parlour, where she sat endeavouring

to find some pleasure in painting a little group of wild flowers,

gathered under a hedge at the top of the Hollow fields, and said to her

in his abrupt manner, "Come, child, you are always stooping over

palette, or book, or sampler; leave that tinting work. By-the-bye, do

you put your pencil to your lips when you paint?"



"Sometimes, uncle, when I forget."



"Then it is that which is poisoning you. The paints are deleterious,

child. There is white lead and red lead, and verdigris, and gamboge, and

twenty other poisons in those colour cakes. Lock them up! lock them up!

Get your bonnet on. I want you to make a call with me."



"With _you_, uncle?"



This question was asked in a tone of surprise. She was not accustomed to

make calls with her uncle. She never rode or walked out with him on any

occasion.



"Quick! quick! I am always busy, you know. I have no time to lose."



She hurriedly gathered up her materials, asking, meantime, where they

were going.



"To Fieldhead."



"Fieldhead! What! to see old James Booth, the gardener? Is he ill?"



"We are going to see Miss Shirley Keeldar."



"Miss Keeldar! Is she coming to Yorkshire? Is she at Fieldhead?"



"She is. She has been there a week. I met her at a party last

night--that party to which you would not go. I was pleased with her. I

choose that you shall make her acquaintance. It will do you good."



"She is now come of age, I suppose?"



"She is come of age, and will reside for a time on her property. I

lectured her on the subject; I showed her her duty. She is not

intractable. She is rather a fine girl; she will teach you what it is to

have a sprightly spirit. Nothing lackadaisical about _her_."



"I don't think she will want to see me, or to have me introduced to her.

What good can I do her? How can I amuse her?"



"Pshaw! Put your bonnet on."



"Is she proud, uncle?"



"Don't know. You hardly imagine she would show her pride to me, I

suppose? A chit like that would scarcely presume to give herself airs

with the rector of her parish, however rich she might be."



"No. But how did she behave to other people?"



"Didn't observe. She holds her head high, and probably can be saucy

enough where she dare. She wouldn't be a woman otherwise. There! Away

now for your bonnet at once!"



Not naturally very confident, a failure of physical strength and a

depression of spirits had not tended to increase Caroline's presence of

mind and ease of manner, or to give her additional courage to face

strangers, and she quailed, in spite of self-remonstrance, as she and

her uncle walked up the broad, paved approach leading from the gateway

of Fieldhead to its porch. She followed Mr. Helstone reluctantly through

that porch into the sombre old vestibule beyond.



Very sombre it was--long, vast, and dark; one latticed window lit it but

dimly. The wide old chimney contained now no fire, for the present warm

weather needed it not; it was filled instead with willow-boughs. The

gallery on high, opposite the entrance, was seen but in outline, so

shadowy became this hall towards its ceiling. Carved stags' heads, with

real antlers, looked down grotesquely from the walls. This was neither a

grand nor a comfortable house; within as without it was antique,

rambling, and incommodious. A property of a thousand a year belonged to

it, which property had descended, for lack of male heirs, on a female.

There were mercantile families in the district boasting twice the

income, but the Keeldars, by virtue of their antiquity, and their

distinction of lords of the manor, took the precedence of all.



Mr. and Miss Helstone were ushered into a parlour. Of course, as was to

be expected in such a Gothic old barrack, this parlour was lined with

oak: fine, dark, glossy panels compassed the walls gloomily and grandly.

Very handsome, reader, these shining brown panels are, very mellow in

colouring and tasteful in effect, but--if you know what a "spring clean"

is--very execrable and inhuman. Whoever, having the bowels of humanity,

has seen servants scrubbing at these polished wooden walls with

beeswaxed cloths on a warm May day must allow that they are "intolerable

and not to be endured;" and I cannot but secretly applaud the benevolent

barbarian who had painted another and larger apartment of Fieldhead--the

drawing-room, to wit, formerly also an oak-room--of a delicate pinky

white, thereby earning for himself the character of a Hun, but mightily

enhancing the cheerfulness of that portion of his abode, and saving

future housemaids a world of toil.



The brown-panelled parlour was furnished all in old style, and with real

old furniture. On each side of the high mantelpiece stood two antique

chairs of oak, solid as silvan thrones, and in one of these sat a lady.

But if this were Miss Keeldar, she must have come of age at least some

twenty years ago. She was of matronly form, and though she wore no cap,

and possessed hair of quite an undimmed auburn, shading small and

naturally young-looking features, she had no youthful aspect, nor

apparently the wish to assume it. You could have wished her attire of a

newer fashion. In a well-cut, well-made gown hers would have been no

uncomely presence. It puzzled you to guess why a garment of handsome

materials should be arranged in such scanty folds, and devised after

such an obsolete mode. You felt disposed to set down the wearer as

somewhat eccentric at once.



This lady received the visitors with a mixture of ceremony and

diffidence quite English. No middle-aged matron who was not an

Englishwoman _could_ evince precisely the same manner--a manner so

uncertain of herself, of her own merits, of her power to please, and yet

so anxious to be proper, and, if possible, rather agreeable than

otherwise. In the present instance, however, more embarrassment was

shown than is usual even with diffident Englishwomen. Miss Helstone felt

this, sympathized with the stranger, and knowing by experience what was

good for the timid, took a seat quietly near her, and began to talk to

her with a gentle ease, communicated for the moment by the presence of

one less self-possessed than herself.



She and this lady would, if alone, have at once got on extremely well

together. The lady had the clearest voice imaginable--infinitely softer

and more tuneful than could have been reasonably expected from forty

years--and a form decidedly inclined to _embonpoint_. This voice

Caroline liked; it atoned for the formal, if correct, accent and

language. The lady would soon have discovered she liked it and her, and

in ten minutes they would have been friends. But Mr. Helstone stood on

the rug looking at them both, looking especially at the strange lady

with his sarcastic, keen eye, that clearly expressed impatience of her

chilly ceremony, and annoyance at her want of _aplomb_. His hard gaze

and rasping voice discomfited the lady more and more. She tried,

however, to get up little speeches about the weather, the aspect of the

country, etc.; but the impracticable Mr. Helstone presently found

himself somewhat deaf. Whatever she said he affected not to hear

distinctly, and she was obliged to go over each elaborately-constructed

nothing twice. The effort soon became too much for her. She was just

rising in a perplexed flutter, nervously murmuring that she knew not

what detained Miss Keeldar, that she would go and look for her, when

Miss Keeldar saved her the trouble by appearing. It was to be presumed

at least that she who now came in through a glass door from the garden

owned that name.



There is real grace in ease of manner, and so old Helstone felt when an

erect, slight girl walked up to him, retaining with her left hand her

little silk apron full of flowers, and, giving him her right hand, said

pleasantly, "I knew you would come to see me, though you _do_ think Mr.

Yorke has made me a Jacobin. Good-morning."



"But we'll not have you a Jacobin," returned he. "No, Miss Shirley; they

shall not steal the flower of my parish from me. Now that you are

amongst us, you shall be my pupil in politics and religion; I'll teach

you sound doctrine on both points."



"Mrs. Pryor has anticipated you," she replied, turning to the elder

lady. "Mrs. Pryor, you know, was my governess, and is still my friend;

and of all the high and rigid Tories she is queen; of all the stanch

churchwomen she is chief. I have been well drilled both in theology and

history, I assure you, Mr. Helstone."



The rector immediately bowed very low to Mrs. Pryor, and expressed

himself obliged to her.



The ex-governess disclaimed skill either in political or religious

controversy, explained that she thought such matters little adapted for

female minds, but avowed herself in general terms the advocate of order

and loyalty, and, of course, truly attached to the Establishment. She

added she was ever averse to change under any circumstances, and

something scarcely audible about the extreme danger of being too ready

to take up new ideas closed her sentence.



"Miss Keeldar thinks as you think, I hope, madam."



"Difference of age and difference of temperament occasion difference of

sentiment," was the reply. "It can scarcely be expected that the eager

and young should hold the opinions of the cool and middle-aged."



"Oh! oh! we are independent; we think for ourselves!" cried Mr.

Helstone. "We are a little Jacobin, for anything I know--a little

freethinker, in good earnest. Let us have a confession of faith on the

spot."



And he took the heiress's two hands--causing her to let fall her whole

cargo of flowers--and seated her by him on the sofa.



"Say your creed," he ordered.



"The Apostles' Creed?"



"Yes."



She said it like a child.



"Now for St. Athanasius's. That's the test!"



"Let me gather up my flowers. Here is Tartar coming; he will tread upon

them."



Tartar was a rather large, strong, and fierce-looking dog, very ugly,

being of a breed between mastiff and bulldog, who at this moment entered

through the glass door, and posting directly to the rug, snuffed the

fresh flowers scattered there. He seemed to scorn them as food; but

probably thinking their velvety petals might be convenient as litter, he

was turning round preparatory to depositing his tawny bulk upon them,

when Miss Helstone and Miss Keeldar simultaneously stooped to the

rescue.



"Thank you," said the heiress, as she again held out her little apron

for Caroline to heap the blossoms into it. "Is this your daughter, Mr.

Helstone?" she asked.



"My niece Caroline."



Miss Keeldar shook hands with her, and then looked at her. Caroline also

looked at her hostess.



Shirley Keeldar (she had no Christian name but Shirley: her parents, who

had wished to have a son, finding that, after eight years of marriage,

Providence had granted them only a daughter, bestowed on her the same

masculine family cognomen they would have bestowed on a boy, if with a

boy they had been blessed)--Shirley Keeldar was no ugly heiress. She was

agreeable to the eye. Her height and shape were not unlike Miss

Helstone's; perhaps in stature she might have the advantage by an inch

or two. She was gracefully made, and her face, too, possessed a charm as

well described by the word grace as any other. It was pale naturally,

but intelligent, and of varied expression. She was not a blonde, like

Caroline. Clear and dark were the characteristics of her aspect as to

colour. Her face and brow were clear, her eyes of the darkest gray (no

green lights in them--transparent, pure, neutral gray), and her hair of

the darkest brown. Her features were distinguished--by which I do not

mean that they were high, bony, and Roman, being indeed rather small and

slightly marked than otherwise, but only that they were, to use a few

French words, "fins, gracieux, spirituels"--mobile they were and

speaking; but their changes were not to be understood nor their language

interpreted all at once. She examined Caroline seriously, inclining her

head a little to one side, with a thoughtful air.



"You see she is only a feeble chick," observed Mr. Helstone.



"She looks young--younger than I.--How old are you?" she inquired in a

manner that would have been patronizing if it had not been extremely

solemn and simple.



"Eighteen years and six months."



"And I am twenty-one."



She said no more. She had now placed her flowers on the table, and was

busied in arranging them.



"And St. Athanasius's Creed?" urged the rector. "You believe it all,

don't you?"



"I can't remember it quite all. I will give you a nosegay, Mr. Helstone,

when I have given your niece one."



She had selected a little bouquet of one brilliant and two or three

delicate flowers, relieved by a spray of dark verdure. She tied it with

silk from her work-box, and placed it on Caroline's lap; and then she

put her hands behind her, and stood bending slightly towards her guest,

still regarding her, in the attitude and with something of the aspect of

a grave but gallant little cavalier. This temporary expression of face

was aided by the style in which she wore her hair, parted on one temple,

and brushed in a glossy sweep above the forehead, whence it fell in

curls that looked natural, so free were their wavy undulations.



"Are you tired with your walk?" she inquired.



"No--not in the least. It is but a short distance--but a mile."



"You look pale.--Is she always so pale?" she asked, turning to the

rector.



"She used to be as rosy as the reddest of your flowers."



"Why is she altered? What has made her pale? Has she been ill?"



"She tells me she wants a change."



"She ought to have one. You ought to give her one. You should send her

to the sea-coast."



"I will, ere summer is over. Meantime, I intend her to make acquaintance

with you, if you have no objection."



"I am sure Miss Keeldar will have no objection," here observed Mrs.

Pryor. "I think I may take it upon me to say that Miss Helstone's

frequent presence at Fieldhead will be esteemed a favour."



"You speak my sentiments precisely, ma'am," said Shirley, "and I thank

you for anticipating me.--Let me tell you," she continued, turning again

to Caroline, "that you also ought to thank my governess. It is not every

one she would welcome as she has welcomed you. You are distinguished

more than you think. This morning, as soon as you are gone, I shall ask

Mrs. Pryor's opinion of you. I am apt to rely on her judgment of

character, for hitherto I have found it wondrous accurate. Already I

foresee a favourable answer to my inquiries.--Do I not guess rightly,

Mrs. Pryor?"



"My dear, you said but now you would ask my opinion when Miss Helstone

was gone. I am scarcely likely to give it in her presence."



"No; and perhaps it will be long enough before I obtain it.--I am

sometimes sadly tantalized, Mr. Helstone, by Mrs. Pryor's extreme

caution. Her judgments ought to be correct when they come, for they are

often as tardy of delivery as a Lord Chancellor's. On some people's

characters I cannot get her to pronounce a sentence, entreat as I may."



Mrs. Pryor here smiled.



"Yes," said her pupil, "I know what that smile means. You are thinking

of my gentleman-tenant.--Do you know Mr. Moore of the Hollow?" she asked

Mr. Helstone.



"Ay! ay! Your tenant--so he is. You have seen a good deal of him, no

doubt, since you came?"



"I have been obliged to see him. There was business to transact.

Business! Really the word makes me conscious I am indeed no longer a

girl, but quite a woman and something more. I am an esquire! Shirley

Keeldar, Esquire, ought to be my style and title. They gave me a man's

name; I hold a man's position. It is enough to inspire me with a touch

of manhood; and when I see such people as that stately

Anglo-Belgian--that Gérard Moore--before me, gravely talking to me of

business, really I feel quite gentlemanlike. You must choose me for your

churchwarden, Mr. Helstone, the next time you elect new ones. They ought

to make me a magistrate and a captain of yeomanry. Tony Lumpkin's mother

was a colonel, and his aunt a justice of the peace. Why shouldn't I be?"



"With all my heart. If you choose to get up a requisition on the

subject, I promise to head the list of signatures with my name. But you

were speaking of Moore?"



"Ah! yes. I find it a little difficult to understand Mr. Moore, to know

what to think of him, whether to like him or not. He seems a tenant of

whom any proprietor might be proud--and proud of him I am, in that

sense; but as a neighbour, what is he? Again and again I have entreated

Mrs. Pryor to say what she thinks of him, but she still evades returning

a direct answer. I hope you will be less oracular, Mr. Helstone, and

pronounce at once. Do you like him?"



"Not at all, just now. His name is entirely blotted from my good books."



"What is the matter? What has he done?"



"My uncle and he disagree on politics," interposed the low voice of

Caroline. She had better not have spoken just then. Having scarcely

joined in the conversation before, it was not apropos to do it now. She

felt this with nervous acuteness as soon as she had spoken, and coloured

to the eyes.



"What are Moore's politics?" inquired Shirley.



"Those of a tradesman," returned the rector--"narrow, selfish, and

unpatriotic. The man is eternally writing and speaking against the

continuance of the war. I have no patience with him."



"The war hurts his trade. I remember he remarked that only yesterday.

But what other objection have you to him?"



"That is enough."



"He looks the gentleman, in my sense of the term," pursued Shirley, "and

it pleases me to think he is such."



Caroline rent the Tyrian petals of the one brilliant flower in her

bouquet, and answered in distinct tones, "Decidedly he is." Shirley,

hearing this courageous affirmation, flashed an arch, searching glance

at the speaker from her deep, expressive eyes.



"_You_ are his friend, at any rate," she said. "You defend him in his

absence."



"I am both his friend and his relative," was the prompt reply. "Robert

Moore is my cousin."



"Oh, then, you can tell me all about him. Just give me a sketch of his

character."



Insuperable embarrassment seized Caroline when this demand was made. She

could not, and did not, attempt to comply with it. Her silence was

immediately covered by Mrs. Pryor, who proceeded to address sundry

questions to Mr. Helstone regarding a family or two in the

neighbourhood, with whose connections in the south she said she was

acquainted. Shirley soon withdrew her gaze from Miss Helstone's face.

She did not renew her interrogations, but returning to her flowers,

proceeded to choose a nosegay for the rector. She presented it to him as

he took leave, and received the homage of a salute on the hand in

return.



"Be sure you wear it for my sake," said she.



"Next my heart, of course," responded Helstone.--"Mrs. Pryor, take care

of this future magistrate, this churchwarden in perspective, this

captain of yeomanry, this young squire of Briarfield, in a word. Don't

let him exert himself too much; don't let him break his neck in hunting;

especially, let him mind how he rides down that dangerous hill near the

Hollow."



"I like a descent," said Shirley; "I like to clear it rapidly; and

especially I like that romantic Hollow with all my heart."



"Romantic, with a mill in it?"



"Romantic with a mill in it. The old mill and the white cottage are each

admirable in its way."



"And the counting-house, Mr. Keeldar?"



"The counting-house is better than my bloom-coloured drawing-room. I

adore the counting-house."



"And the trade? The cloth, the greasy wool, the polluting dyeing-vats?"



"The trade is to be thoroughly respected."



"And the tradesman is a hero? Good!"



"I am glad to hear you say so. I thought the tradesman looked heroic."



Mischief, spirit, and glee sparkled all over her face as she thus

bandied words with the old Cossack, who almost equally enjoyed the tilt.



"Captain Keeldar, you have no mercantile blood in your veins. Why are

you so fond of trade?"



"Because I am a mill-owner, of course. Half my income comes from the

works in that Hollow."



"Don't enter into partnership--that's all."



"You've put it into my head! you've put it into my head!" she exclaimed,

with a joyous laugh. "It will never get out. Thank you." And waving her

hand, white as a lily and fine as a fairy's, she vanished within the

porch, while the rector and his niece passed out through the arched

gateway.









CHAPTER XII.



SHIRLEY AND CAROLINE.





Shirley showed she had been sincere in saying she should be glad of

Caroline's society, by frequently seeking it; and, indeed, if she had

not sought it, she would not have had it, for Miss Helstone was slow to

make fresh acquaintance. She was always held back by the idea that

people could not want her, that she could not amuse them; and a

brilliant, happy, youthful creature like the heiress of Fieldhead seemed

to her too completely independent of society so uninteresting as hers

ever to find it really welcome.



Shirley might be brilliant, and probably happy likewise, but no one is

independent of genial society; and though in about a month she had made

the acquaintance of most of the families round, and was on quite free

and easy terms with all the Misses Sykes, and all the Misses Pearson,

and the two superlative Misses Wynne of Walden Hall, yet, it appeared,

she found none amongst them very genial: she fraternized with none of

them, to use her own words. If she had had the bliss to be really

Shirley Keeldar, Esq., lord of the manor of Briarfield, there was not a

single fair one in this and the two neighbouring parishes whom she

should have felt disposed to request to become Mrs. Keeldar, lady of the

manor. This declaration she made to Mrs. Pryor, who received it very

quietly, as she did most of her pupil's off-hand speeches, responding,

"My dear, do not allow that habit of alluding to yourself as a gentleman

to be confirmed. It is a strange one. Those who do not know you, hearing

you speak thus, would think you affected masculine manners."



Shirley never laughed at her former governess; even the little

formalities and harmless peculiarities of that lady were respectable in

her eyes. Had it been otherwise, she would have proved herself a weak

character at once; for it is only the weak who make a butt of quiet

worth. Therefore she took her remonstrance in silence. She stood

quietly near the window, looking at the grand cedar on her lawn

watching a bird on one of its lower boughs. Presently she began to

chirrup to the bird; soon her chirrup grew clearer; ere long she was

whistling; the whistle struck into a tune, and very sweetly and deftly

it was executed.



"My dear!" expostulated Mrs. Pryor.



"Was I whistling?" said Shirley. "I forgot. I beg your pardon, ma'am. I

had resolved to take care not to whistle before you."



"But, Miss Keeldar, where did you learn to whistle? You must have got

the habit since you came down into Yorkshire. I never knew you guilty of

it before."



"Oh! I learned to whistle a long while ago."



"Who taught you?"



"No one. I took it up by listening, and I had laid it down again. But

lately, yesterday evening, as I was coming up our lane, I heard a

gentleman whistling that very tune in the field on the other side of the

hedge, and that reminded me."



"What gentleman was it?"



"We have only one gentleman in this region, ma'am, and that is Mr.

Moore--at least he is the only gentleman who is not gray-haired. My two

venerable favourites, Mr. Helstone and Mr. Yorke, it is true, are fine

old beaus, infinitely better than any of the stupid young ones."



Mrs. Pryor was silent.



"You do not like Mr. Helstone, ma'am?"



"My dear, Mr. Helstone's office secures him from criticism."



"You generally contrive to leave the room when he is announced."



"Do you walk out this morning, my dear?"



"Yes, I shall go to the rectory, and seek and find Caroline Helstone,

and make her take some exercise. She shall have a breezy walk over

Nunnely Common."



"If you go in that direction, my dear, have the goodness to remind Miss

Helstone to wrap up well, as there is a fresh wind, and she appears to

me to require care."



"You shall be minutely obeyed, Mrs. Pryor. Meantime, will you not

accompany us yourself?"



"No, my love; I should be a restraint upon you. I am stout, and cannot

walk so quickly as you would wish to do."



Shirley easily persuaded Caroline to go with her, and when they were

fairly out on the quiet road, traversing the extensive and solitary

sweep of Nunnely Common, she as easily drew her into conversation. The

first feelings of diffidence overcome, Caroline soon felt glad to talk

with Miss Keeldar. The very first interchange of slight observations

sufficed to give each an idea of what the other was. Shirley said she

liked the green sweep of the common turf, and, better still, the heath

on its ridges, for the heath reminded her of moors. She had seen moors

when she was travelling on the borders near Scotland. She remembered

particularly a district traversed one long afternoon, on a sultry but

sunless day in summer. They journeyed from noon till sunset, over what

seemed a boundless waste of deep heath, and nothing had they seen but

wild sheep, nothing heard but the cries of wild birds.



"I know how the heath would look on such a day," said Caroline;

"purple-black--a deeper shade of the sky-tint, and that would be livid."



"Yes, quite livid, with brassy edges to the clouds, and here and there a

white gleam, more ghastly than the lurid tinge, which, as you looked at

it, you momentarily expected would kindle into blinding lightning."



"Did it thunder?"



"It muttered distant peals, but the storm did not break till evening,

after we had reached our inn--that inn being an isolated house at the

foot of a range of mountains."



"Did you watch the clouds come down over the mountains?"



"I did. I stood at the window an hour watching them. The hills seemed

rolled in a sullen mist, and when the rain fell in whitening sheets,

suddenly they were blotted from the prospect; they were washed from the

world."



"I have seen such storms in hilly districts in Yorkshire; and at their

riotous climax, while the sky was all cataract, the earth all flood, I

have remembered the Deluge."



"It is singularly reviving after such hurricanes to feel calm return,

and from the opening clouds to receive a consolatory gleam, softly

testifying that the sun is not quenched."



"Miss Keeldar, just stand still now, and look down at Nunnely dale and

wood."



They both halted on the green brow of the common. They looked down on

the deep valley robed in May raiment; on varied meads, some pearled with

daisies, and some golden with king-cups. To-day all this young verdure

smiled clear in sunlight; transparent emerald and amber gleams played

over it. On Nunnwood--the sole remnant of antique British forest in a

region whose lowlands were once all silvan chase, as its highlands were

breast-deep heather--slept the shadow of a cloud; the distant hills were

dappled, the horizon was shaded and tinted like mother-of-pearl; silvery

blues, soft purples, evanescent greens and rose-shades, all melting into

fleeces of white cloud, pure as azury snow, allured the eye as with a

remote glimpse of heaven's foundations. The air blowing on the brow was

fresh, and sweet, and bracing.



"Our England is a bonny island," said Shirley, "and Yorkshire is one of

her bonniest nooks."



"You are a Yorkshire girl too?"



"I am--Yorkshire in blood and birth. Five generations of my race sleep

under the aisles of Briarfield Church. I drew my first breath in the old

black hall behind us."



Hereupon Caroline presented her hand, which was accordingly taken and

shaken. "We are compatriots," said she.



"Yes," agreed Shirley, with a grave nod.



"And that," asked Miss Keeldar, pointing to the forest--"that is

Nunnwood?"



"It is."



"Were you ever there?"



"Many a time."



"In the heart of it?"



"Yes."



"What is it like?"



"It is like an encampment of forest sons of Anak. The trees are huge and

old. When you stand at their roots, the summits seem in another region.

The trunks remain still and firm as pillars, while the boughs sway to

every breeze. In the deepest calm their leaves are never quite hushed,

and in high wind a flood rushes, a sea thunders above you."



"Was it not one of Robin Hood's haunts?"



"Yes, and there are mementos of him still existing. To penetrate into

Nunnwood, Miss Keeldar, is to go far back into the dim days of old. Can

you see a break in the forest, about the centre?"



"Yes, distinctly."



"That break is a dell--a deep, hollow cup, lined with turf as green and

short as the sod of this common. The very oldest of the trees, gnarled

mighty oaks, crowd about the brink of this dell. In the bottom lie the

ruins of a nunnery."



"We will go--you and I alone, Caroline--to that wood, early some fine

summer morning, and spend a long day there. We can take pencils and

sketch-books, and any interesting reading book we like; and of course we

shall take something to eat. I have two little baskets, in which Mrs.

Gill, my housekeeper, might pack our provisions, and we could each carry

our own. It would not tire you too much to walk so far?"



"Oh no; especially if we rested the whole day in the wood. And I know

all the pleasantest spots. I know where we could get nuts in nutting

time; I know where wild strawberries abound; I know certain lonely,

quite untrodden glades, carpeted with strange mosses, some yellow as if

gilded, some a sober gray, some gem-green. I know groups of trees that

ravish the eye with their perfect, picture-like effects--rude oak,

delicate birch, glossy beech, clustered in contrast; and ash trees

stately as Saul, standing isolated; and superannuated wood-giants clad

in bright shrouds of ivy. Miss Keeldar, I could guide you."



"You would be dull with me alone?"



"I should not. I think we should suit; and what third person is there

whose presence would not spoil our pleasure?"



"Indeed, I know of none about our own ages--no lady at least; and as to

gentlemen----"



"An excursion becomes quite a different thing when there are gentlemen

of the party," interrupted Caroline.



"I agree with you--quite a different thing to what we were proposing."



"We were going simply to see the old trees, the old ruins; to pass a day

in old times, surrounded by olden silence, and above all by quietude."



"You are right; and the presence of gentlemen dispels the last charm, I

think. If they are of the wrong sort, like your Malones, and your young

Sykes, and Wynnes, irritation takes the place of serenity. If they are

of the right sort, there is still a change; I can hardly tell what

change--one easy to feel, difficult to describe."



"We forget Nature, _imprimis_."



"And then Nature forgets us, covers her vast calm brow with a dim veil,

conceals her face, and withdraws the peaceful joy with which, if we had

been content to worship her only, she would have filled our hearts."



"What does she give us instead?"



"More elation and more anxiety; an excitement that steals the hours away

fast, and a trouble that ruffles their course."



"Our power of being happy lies a good deal in ourselves, I believe,"

remarked Caroline sagely. "I have gone to Nunnwood with a large

party--all the curates and some other gentry of these parts, together

with sundry ladies--and I found the affair insufferably tedious and

absurd; and I have gone quite alone, or accompanied but by Fanny, who

sat in the woodman's hut and sewed, or talked to the goodwife, while I

roamed about and made sketches, or read; and I have enjoyed much

happiness of a quiet kind all day long. But that was when I was

young--two years ago."



"Did you ever go with your cousin, Robert Moore?"



"Yes; once."



"What sort of a companion is he on these occasions?"



"A cousin, you know, is different to a stranger."



"I am aware of that; but cousins, if they are stupid, are still more

insupportable than strangers, because you cannot so easily keep them at

a distance. But your cousin is not stupid?"



"No; but----"



"Well?"



"If the company of fools irritates, as you say, the society of clever

men leaves its own peculiar pain also. Where the goodness or talent of

your friend is beyond and above all doubt, your own worthiness to be his

associate often becomes a matter of question."



"Oh! there I cannot follow you. That crotchet is not one I should choose

to entertain for an instant. I consider myself not unworthy to be the

associate of the best of them--of gentlemen, I mean--though that is

saying a great deal. Where they are good, they are very good, I believe.

Your uncle, by-the-bye, is not a bad specimen of the elderly gentleman.

I am always glad to see his brown, keen, sensible old face, either in my

own house or any other. Are you fond of him? Is he kind to you? Now,

speak the truth."



"He has brought me up from childhood, I doubt not, precisely as he would

have brought up his own daughter, if he had had one; and that is

kindness. But I am not fond of him. I would rather be out of his

presence than in it."



"Strange, when he has the art of making himself so agreeable."



"Yes, in company; but he is stern and silent at home. As he puts away

his cane and shovel-hat in the rectory hall, so he locks his liveliness

in his book-case and study-desk: the knitted brow and brief word for the

fireside; the smile, the jest, the witty sally for society."



"Is he tyrannical?"



"Not in the least. He is neither tyrannical nor hypocritical. He is

simply a man who is rather liberal than good-natured, rather brilliant

than genial, rather scrupulously equitable than truly just--if you can

understand such superfine distinctions."



"Oh yes! Good-nature implies indulgence, which he has not; geniality,

warmth of heart, which he does not own; and genuine justice is the

offspring of sympathy and considerateness, of which, I can well

conceive, my bronzed old friend is quite innocent."



"I often wonder, Shirley, whether most men resemble my uncle in their

domestic relations; whether it is necessary to be new and unfamiliar to

them in order to seem agreeable or estimable in their eyes; and whether

it is impossible to their natures to retain a constant interest and

affection for those they see every day."



"I don't know. I can't clear up your doubts. I ponder over similar ones

myself sometimes. But, to tell you a secret, if I were convinced that

they are necessarily and universally different from us--fickle, soon

petrifying, unsympathizing--I would never marry. I should not like to

find out that what I loved did not love me, that it was weary of me, and

that whatever effort I might make to please would hereafter be worse

than useless, since it was inevitably in its nature to change and become

indifferent. That discovery once made, what should I long for? To go

away, to remove from a presence where my society gave no pleasure."



"But you could not if you were married."



"No, I could not. There it is. I could never be my own mistress more. A

terrible thought! It suffocates me! Nothing irks me like the idea of

being a burden and a bore--an inevitable burden, a ceaseless bore! Now,

when I feel my company superfluous, I can comfortably fold my

independence round me like a mantle, and drop my pride like a veil, and

withdraw to solitude. If married, that could not be."



"I wonder we don't all make up our minds to remain single," said

Caroline. "We should if we listened to the wisdom of experience. My

uncle always speaks of marriage as a burden; and I believe whenever he

hears of a man being married he invariably regards him as a fool, or, at

any rate, as doing a foolish thing."



"But, Caroline, men are not all like your uncle. Surely not. I hope

not."



She paused and mused.



"I suppose we each find an exception in the one we love, till we _are_

married," suggested Caroline.



"I suppose so. And this exception we believe to be of sterling

materials. We fancy it like ourselves; we imagine a sense of harmony. We

think his voice gives the softest, truest promise of a heart that will

never harden against us; we read in his eyes that faithful

feeling--affection. I don't think we should trust to what they call

passion at all, Caroline. I believe it is a mere fire of dry sticks,

blazing up and vanishing. But we watch him, and see him kind to animals,

to little children, to poor people. He is kind to us likewise, good,

considerate. He does not flatter women, but he is patient with them, and

he seems to be easy in their presence, and to find their company genial.

He likes them not only for vain and selfish reasons, but as _we_ like

him--because we like him. Then we observe that he is just, that he

always speaks the truth, that he is conscientious. We feel joy and peace

when he comes into a room; we feel sadness and trouble when he leaves

it. We know that this man has been a kind son, that he is a kind

brother. Will any one dare to tell me that he will not be a kind

husband?"



"My uncle would affirm it unhesitatingly. 'He will be sick of you in a

month,' he would say."



"Mrs. Pryor would seriously intimate the same."



"Mrs. Yorke and Miss Mann would darkly suggest ditto."



"If they are true oracles, it is good never to fall in love."



"Very good, if you can avoid it."



"I choose to doubt their truth."



"I am afraid that proves you are already caught."



"Not I. But if I were, do you know what soothsayers I would consult?"



"Let me hear."



"Neither man nor woman, elderly nor young: the little Irish beggar that

comes barefoot to my door; the mouse that steals out of the cranny in

the wainscot; the bird that in frost and snow pecks at my window for a

crumb; the dog that licks my hand and sits beside my knee."



"Did you ever see any one who was kind to such things?"



"Did you ever see any one whom such things seemed instinctively to

follow, like, rely on?"



"We have a black cat and an old dog at the rectory. I know somebody to

whose knee that black cat loves to climb, against whose shoulder and

cheek it likes to purr. The old dog always comes out of his kennel and

wags his tail, and whines affectionately when somebody passes."



"And what does that somebody do?"



"He quietly strokes the cat, and lets her sit while he conveniently can;

and when he must disturb her by rising, he puts her softly down, and

never flings her from him roughly. He always whistles to the dog and

gives him a caress."



"Does he? It is not Robert?"



"But it is Robert."



"Handsome fellow!" said Shirley, with enthusiasm. Her eyes sparkled.



"Is he not handsome? Has he not fine eyes and well-cut features, and a

clear, princely forehead?"



"He has all that, Caroline. Bless him! he is both graceful and good."



"I was sure you would see that he was. When I first looked at your face

I knew you would."



"I was well inclined to him before I saw him. I liked him when I did see

him. I admire him now. There is charm in beauty for itself, Caroline;

when it is blent with goodness, there is a powerful charm."



"When mind is added, Shirley?"



"Who can resist it?"



"Remember my uncle, Mesdames Pryor, Yorke, and Mann."



"Remember the croaking of the frogs of Egypt. He is a noble being. I

tell you when they _are_ good they are the lords of the creation--they

are the sons of God. Moulded in their Maker's image, the minutest spark

of His spirit lifts them almost above mortality. Indisputably, a great,

good, handsome man is the first of created things."



"Above us?"



"I would scorn to contend for empire with him--I would scorn it. Shall

my left hand dispute for precedence with my right? Shall my heart

quarrel with my pulse? Shall my veins be jealous of the blood which

fills them?"



"Men and women, husbands and wives, quarrel horribly, Shirley."



"Poor things! Poor, fallen, degenerate things! God made them for another

lot, for other feelings."



"But are we men's equals, or are we not?"



"Nothing ever charms me more than when I meet my superior--one who makes

me sincerely feel that he is my superior."



"Did you ever meet him?"



"I should be glad to see him any day. The higher above me, so much the

better. It degrades to stoop; it is glorious to look up. What frets me

is, that when I try to esteem, I am baffled; when religiously inclined,

there are but false gods to adore. I disdain to be a pagan."



"Miss Keeldar, will you come in? We are here at the rectory gates."



"Not to-day, but to-morrow I shall fetch you to spend the evening with

me. Caroline Helstone, if you really are what at present to me you seem,

you and I will suit. I have never in my whole life been able to talk to

a young lady as I have talked to you this morning. Kiss me--and

good-bye."



       *       *       *       *       *



Mrs. Pryor seemed as well disposed to cultivate Caroline's acquaintance

as Shirley. She, who went nowhere else, called on an early day at the

rectory. She came in the afternoon, when the rector happened to be out.

It was rather a close day; the heat of the weather had flushed her, and

she seemed fluttered too by the circumstance of entering a strange

house, for it appeared her habits were most retiring and secluded. When

Miss Helstone went to her in the dining-room she found her seated on the

sofa, trembling, fanning herself with her handkerchief, and seeming to

contend with a nervous discomposure that threatened to become

hysterical.



Caroline marvelled somewhat at this unusual want of self-command in a

lady of her years, and also at the lack of real strength in one who

appeared almost robust--for Mrs. Pryor hastened to allege the fatigue of

her walk, the heat of the sun, etc., as reasons for her temporary

indisposition; and still as, with more hurry than coherence, she again

and again enumerated these causes of exhaustion, Caroline gently sought

to relieve her by opening her shawl and removing her bonnet. Attentions

of this sort Mrs. Pryor would not have accepted from every one. In

general she recoiled from touch or close approach with a mixture of

embarrassment and coldness far from flattering to those who offered her

aid. To Miss Helstone's little light hand, however, she yielded

tractably, and seemed soothed by its contact. In a few minutes she

ceased to tremble, and grew quiet and tranquil.



Her usual manner being resumed, she proceeded to talk of ordinary

topics. In a miscellaneous company Mrs. Pryor rarely opened her lips,

or, if obliged to speak, she spoke under restraint, and consequently not

well; in dialogue she was a good converser. Her language, always a

little formal, was well chosen; her sentiments were just; her

information was varied and correct. Caroline felt it pleasant to listen

to her, more pleasant than she could have anticipated.



On the wall opposite the sofa where they sat hung three pictures--the

centre one, above the mantelpiece, that of a lady; the two others, male

portraits.



"That is a beautiful face," said Mrs. Pryor, interrupting a brief pause

which had followed half an hour's animated conversation. "The features

may be termed perfect; no statuary's chisel could improve them. It is a

portrait from the life, I presume?"



"It is a portrait of Mrs. Helstone."



"Of Mrs. Matthewson Helstone? Of your uncle's wife?"



"It is, and is said to be a good likeness. Before her marriage she was

accounted the beauty of the district."



"I should say she merited the distinction. What accuracy in all the

lineaments! It is, however, a passive face. The original could not have

been what is generally termed 'a woman of spirit.'"



"I believe she was a remarkably still, silent person."



"One would scarcely have expected, my dear, that your uncle's choice

should have fallen on a partner of that description. Is he not fond of

being amused by lively chat?"



"In company he is. But he always says he could never do with a talking

wife. He must have quiet at home. You go out to gossip, he affirms; you

come home to read and reflect."



"Mrs. Matthewson lived but a few years after her marriage, I think I

have heard?"



"About five years."



"Well, my dear," pursued Mrs. Pryor, rising to go, "I trust it is

understood that you will frequently come to Fieldhead. I hope you will.

You must feel lonely here, having no female relative in the house; you

must necessarily pass much of your time in solitude."



"I am inured to it. I have grown up by myself. May I arrange your shawl

for you?"



Mrs. Pryor submitted to be assisted.



"Should you chance to require help in your studies," she said, "you may

command me."



Caroline expressed her sense of such kindness.



"I hope to have frequent conversations with you. I should wish to be of

use to you."



Again Miss Helstone returned thanks. She thought what a kind heart was

hidden under her visitor's seeming chilliness. Observing that Mrs. Pryor

again glanced with an air of interest towards the portraits, as she

walked down the room, Caroline casually explained: "The likeness that

hangs near the window, you will see, is my uncle, taken twenty years

ago; the other, to the left of the mantelpiece, is his brother James, my

father."



"They resemble each other in some measure," said Mrs. Pryor; "yet a

difference of character may be traced in the different mould of the brow

and mouth."



"What difference?" inquired Caroline, accompanying her to the door.

"James Helstone--that is, my father--is generally considered the

best-looking of the two. Strangers, I remark, always exclaim, 'What a

handsome man!' Do you think his picture handsome, Mrs. Pryor?"



"It is much softer or finer featured than that of your uncle."



"But where or what is the difference of character to which you alluded?

Tell me. I wish to see if you guess right."



"My dear, your uncle is a man of principle. His forehead and his lips

are firm, and his eye is steady."



"Well, and the other? Do not be afraid of offending me. I always like

the truth."



"Do you like the truth? It is well for you. Adhere to that

preference--never swerve thence. The other, my dear, if he had been

living now, would probably have furnished little support to his

daughter. It is, however, a graceful head--taken in youth, I should

think. My dear" (turning abruptly), "you acknowledge an inestimable

value in principle?"



"I am sure no character can have true worth without it."



"You feel what you say? You have considered the subject?"



"Often. Circumstances early forced it upon my attention."



"The lesson was not lost, then, though it came so prematurely. I suppose

the soil is not light nor stony, otherwise seed falling in that season

never would have borne fruit. My dear, do not stand in the air of the

door; you will take cold. Good-afternoon."



Miss Helstone's new acquaintance soon became of value to her: their

society was acknowledged a privilege. She found she would have been in

error indeed to have let slip this chance of relief, to have neglected

to avail herself of this happy change. A turn was thereby given to her

thoughts; a new channel was opened for them, which, diverting a few of

them at least from the one direction in which all had hitherto tended,

abated the impetuosity of their rush, and lessened the force of their

pressure on one worn-down point.



Soon she was content to spend whole days at Fieldhead, doing by turns

whatever Shirley or Mrs. Pryor wished her to do; and now one would claim

her, now the other. Nothing could be less demonstrative than the

friendship of the elder lady, but also nothing could be more vigilant,

assiduous, untiring. I have intimated that she was a peculiar personage,

and in nothing was her peculiarity more shown than in the nature of the

interest she evinced for Caroline. She watched all her movements; she

seemed as if she would have guarded all her steps. It gave her pleasure

to be applied to by Miss Helstone for advice and assistance. She yielded

her aid, when asked, with such quiet yet obvious enjoyment that Caroline

ere long took delight in depending on her.



Shirley Keeldar's complete docility with Mrs. Pryor had at first

surprised Miss Helstone, and not less the fact of the reserved

ex-governess being so much at home and at ease in the residence of her

young pupil, where she filled with such quiet independency a very

dependent post; but she soon found that it needed but to know both

ladies to comprehend fully the enigma. Every one, it seemed to her, must

like, must love, must prize Mrs. Pryor when they knew her. No matter

that she perseveringly wore old-fashioned gowns; that her speech was

formal and her manner cool; that she had twenty little ways such as

nobody else had: she was still such a stay, such a counsellor, so

truthful, so kind in her way, that, in Caroline's idea, none once

accustomed to her presence could easily afford to dispense with it.



As to dependency or humiliation, Caroline did not feel it in her

intercourse with Shirley, and why should Mrs. Pryor? The heiress was

rich--very rich--compared with her new friend: one possessed a clear

thousand a year, the other not a penny; and yet there was a safe sense

of equality experienced in her society, never known in that of the

ordinary Briarfield and Whinbury gentry.



The reason was, Shirley's head ran on other things than money and

position. She was glad to be independent as to property; by fits she was

even elated at the notion of being lady of the manor, and having tenants

and an estate. She was especially tickled with an agreeable complacency

when reminded of "all that property" down in the Hollow, "comprising an

excellent cloth-mill, dyehouse, warehouse, together with the messuage,

gardens, and outbuildings, termed Hollow's Cottage;" but her exultation

being quite undisguised was singularly inoffensive; and, for her serious

thoughts, they tended elsewhere. To admire the great, reverence the

good, and be joyous with the genial, was very much the bent of Shirley's

soul: she mused, therefore, on the means of following this bent far

oftener than she pondered on her social superiority.



In Caroline Miss Keeldar had first taken an interest because she was

quiet, retiring, looked delicate, and seemed as if she needed some one

to take care of her. Her predilection increased greatly when she

discovered that her own way of thinking and talking was understood and

responded to by this new acquaintance. She had hardly expected it. Miss

Helstone, she fancied, had too pretty a face, manners and voice too

soft, to be anything out of the common way in mind and attainments; and

she very much wondered to see the gentle features light up archly to the

reveille of a dry sally or two risked by herself; and more did she

wonder to discover the self-won knowledge treasured, and the untaught

speculations working in that girlish, curl-veiled head. Caroline's

instinct of taste, too, was like her own. Such books as Miss Keeldar had

read with the most pleasure were Miss Helstone's delight also. They held

many aversions too in common, and could have the comfort of laughing

together over works of false sentimentality and pompous pretension.



Few, Shirley conceived, men or women have the right taste in poetry, the

right sense for discriminating between what is real and what is false.

She had again and again heard very clever people pronounce this or that

passage, in this or that versifier, altogether admirable, which, when

she read, her soul refused to acknowledge as anything but cant,

flourish, and tinsel, or at the best elaborate wordiness, curious,

clever, learned, perhaps, haply even tinged with the fascinating hues of

fancy, but, God knows, as different from real poetry as the gorgeous and

massy vase of mosaic is from the little cup of pure metal; or, to give

the reader a choice of similes, as the milliner's artificial wreath is

from the fresh-gathered lily of the field.



Caroline, she found, felt the value of the true ore, and knew the

deception of the flashy dross. The minds of the two girls being toned in

harmony often chimed very sweetly together.



One evening they chanced to be alone in the oak-parlour. They had passed

a long wet day together without _ennui_. It was now on the edge of dark;

candles were not yet brought in; both, as twilight deepened, grew

meditative and silent. A western wind roared high round the hall,

driving wild clouds and stormy rain up from the far-remote ocean; all

was tempest outside the antique lattices, all deep peace within. Shirley

sat at the window, watching the rack in heaven, the mist on earth,

listening to certain notes of the gale that plained like restless

spirits--notes which, had she not been so young, gay, and healthy, would

have swept her trembling nerves like some omen, some anticipatory dirge.

In this her prime of existence and bloom of beauty they but subdued

vivacity to pensiveness. Snatches of sweet ballads haunted her ear; now

and then she sang a stanza. Her accents obeyed the fitful impulse of the

wind; they swelled as its gusts rushed on, and died as they wandered

away. Caroline, withdrawn to the farthest and darkest end of the room,

her figure just discernible by the ruby shine of the flameless fire,

was pacing to and fro, muttering to herself fragments of well-remembered

poetry. She spoke very low, but Shirley heard her; and while singing

softly, she listened. This was the strain:--



    "Obscurest night involved the sky,

       The Atlantic billows roared,

     When such a destined wretch as I,

       Washed headlong from on board,

     Of friends, of hope, of all bereft,

     His floating home for ever left."



Here the fragment stopped, because Shirley's song, erewhile somewhat

full and thrilling, had become delicately faint.



"Go on," said she.



"Then you go on too. I was only repeating 'The Castaway.'"



"I know. If you can remember it all, say it all."



And as it was nearly dark, and, after all, Miss Keeldar was no

formidable auditor, Caroline went through it. She went through it as she

should have gone through it. The wild sea, the drowning mariner, the

reluctant ship swept on in the storm, you heard were realized by her;

and more vividly was realized the heart of the poet, who did not weep

for "The Castaway," but who, in an hour of tearless anguish, traced a

semblance to his own God-abandoned misery in the fate of that

man-forsaken sailor, and cried from the depths where he struggled,--



    "No voice divine the storm allayed,

       No light propitious shone,

     When, snatched from all effectual aid,

       We perished--each alone!

     But I beneath a rougher sea,

     And whelmed in deeper gulfs than he."



"I hope William Cowper is safe and calm in heaven now," said Caroline.



"Do you pity what he suffered on earth?" asked Miss Keeldar.



"Pity him, Shirley? What can I do else? He was nearly broken-hearted

when he wrote that poem, and it almost breaks one's heart to read it.

But he found relief in writing it--I know he did; and that gift of

poetry--the most divine bestowed on man--was, I believe, granted to

allay emotions when their strength threatens harm. It seems to me,

Shirley, that nobody should write poetry to exhibit intellect or

attainment. Who cares for that sort of poetry? Who cares for

learning--who cares for fine words in poetry? And who does not care for

feeling--real feeling--however simply, even rudely expressed?"



"It seems you care for it, at all events; and certainly, in hearing that

poem, one discovers that Cowper was under an impulse strong as that of

the wind which drove the ship--an impulse which, while it would not

suffer him to stop to add ornament to a single stanza, filled him with

force to achieve the whole with consummate perfection. You managed to

recite it with a steady voice, Caroline. I wonder thereat."



"Cowper's hand did not tremble in writing the lines. Why should my voice

falter in repeating them? Depend on it, Shirley, no tear blistered the

manuscript of 'The Castaway.' I hear in it no sob of sorrow, only the

cry of despair; but, that cry uttered, I believe the deadly spasm passed

from his heart, that he wept abundantly, and was comforted."



Shirley resumed her ballad minstrelsy. Stopping short, she remarked ere

long, "One could have loved Cowper, if it were only for the sake of

having the privilege of comforting him."



"You never would have loved Cowper," rejoined Caroline promptly. "He was

not made to be loved by woman."



"What do you mean?"



"What I say. I know there is a kind of natures in the world--and very

noble, elevated natures too--whom love never comes near. You might have

sought Cowper with the intention of loving him, and you would have

looked at him, pitied him, and left him, forced away by a sense of the

impossible, the incongruous, as the crew were borne from their drowning

comrade by 'the furious blast.'"



"You may be right. Who told you this?"



"And what I say of Cowper, I should say of Rousseau. Was Rousseau ever

loved? He loved passionately; but was his passion ever returned? I am

certain, never. And if there were any female Cowpers and Rousseaus, I

should assert the same of them."



"Who told you this, I ask? Did Moore?"



"Why should anybody have told me? Have I not an instinct? Can I not

divine by analogy? Moore never talked to me either about Cowper, or

Rousseau, or love. The voice we hear in solitude told me all I know on

these subjects."



"Do you like characters of the Rousseau order, Caroline?"



"Not at all, as a whole. I sympathize intensely with certain qualities

they possess. Certain divine sparks in their nature dazzle my eyes, and

make my soul glow. Then, again, I scorn them. They are made of clay and

gold. The refuse and the ore make a mass of weakness: taken altogether,

I feel them unnatural, unhealthy, repulsive."



"I dare say I should be more tolerant of a Rousseau than you would,

Cary. Submissive and contemplative yourself, you like the stern and the

practical. By the way, you must miss that Cousin Robert of yours very

much, now that you and he never meet."



"I do."



"And he must miss you?"



"That he does not."



"I cannot imagine," pursued Shirley, who had lately got a habit of

introducing Moore's name into the conversation, even when it seemed to

have no business there--"I cannot imagine but that he was fond of you,

since he took so much notice of you, talked to you, and taught you so

much."



"He never was fond of me; he never professed to be fond of me. He took

pains to prove that he only just tolerated me."



Caroline, determined not to err on the flattering side in estimating her

cousin's regard for her, always now habitually thought of it and

mentioned it in the most scanty measure. She had her own reasons for

being less sanguine than ever in hopeful views of the future, less

indulgent to pleasurable retrospections of the past.



"Of course, then," observed Miss Keeldar, "you only just tolerated him

in return?"



"Shirley, men and women are so different; they are in such a different

position. Women have so few things to think about, men so many. You may

have a friendship for a man, while he is almost indifferent to you. Much

of what cheers your life may be dependent on him, while not a feeling or

interest of moment in his eyes may have reference to you. Robert used to

be in the habit of going to London, sometimes for a week or a fortnight

together. Well, while he was away, I found his absence a void. There

was something wanting; Briarfield was duller. Of course, I had my usual

occupations; still I missed him. As I sat by myself in the evenings, I

used to feel a strange certainty of conviction I cannot describe, that

if a magician or a genius had, at that moment, offered me Prince Ali's

tube (you remember it in the 'Arabian Nights'?), and if, with its aid, I

had been enabled to take a view of Robert--to see where he was, how

occupied--I should have learned, in a startling manner, the width of the

chasm which gaped between such as he and such as I. I knew that, however

my thoughts might adhere to him, his were effectually sundered from me."



"Caroline," demanded Miss Keeldar abruptly, "don't you wish you had a

profession--a trade?"



"I wish it fifty times a day. As it is, I often wonder what I came into

the world for. I long to have something absorbing and compulsory to fill

my head and hands and to occupy my thoughts."



"Can labour alone make a human being happy?"



"No; but it can give varieties of pain, and prevent us from breaking our

hearts with a single tyrant master-torture. Besides, successful labour

has its recompense; a vacant, weary, lonely, hopeless life has none."



"But hard labour and learned professions, they say, make women

masculine, coarse, unwomanly."



"And what does it signify whether unmarried and never-to-be-married

women are unattractive and inelegant or not? Provided only they are

decent, decorous, and neat, it is enough. The utmost which ought to be

required of old maids, in the way of appearance, is that they should not

absolutely offend men's eyes as they pass them in the street; for the

rest, they should be allowed, without too much scorn, to be as absorbed,

grave, plain-looking, and plain-dressed as they please."



"You might be an old maid yourself, Caroline, you speak so earnestly."



"I shall be one. It is my destiny. I will never marry a Malone or a

Sykes; and no one else will ever marry me."



Here fell a long pause. Shirley broke it. Again the name by which she

seemed bewitched was almost the first on her lips.



"Lina--did not Moore call you Lina sometimes?"



"Yes. It is sometimes used as the abbreviation of Caroline in his native

country."



"Well, Lina, do you remember my one day noticing an inequality in your

hair--a curl wanting on that right side--and your telling me that it was

Robert's fault, as he had once cut therefrom a long lock?"



"Yes."



"If he is, and always was, as indifferent to you as you say, why did he

steal your hair?"



"I don't know--yes, I do. It was my doing, not his. Everything of that

sort always was my doing. He was going from home--to London, as usual;

and the night before he went, I had found in his sister's workbox a lock

of black hair--a short, round curl. Hortense told me it was her

brother's, and a keepsake. He was sitting near the table. I looked at

his head. He has plenty of hair; on the temples were many such round

curls. I thought he could spare me one. I knew I should like to have it,

and I asked for it. He said, on condition that he might have his choice

of a tress from my head. So he got one of my long locks of hair, and I

got one of his short ones. I keep his, but I dare say he has lost mine.

It was my doing, and one of those silly deeds it distresses the heart

and sets the face on fire to think of; one of those small but sharp

recollections that return, lacerating your self-respect like tiny

penknives, and forcing from your lips, as you sit alone, sudden,

insane-sounding interjections."



"Caroline!"



"I _do_ think myself a fool, Shirley, in some respects; I _do_ despise

myself. But I said I would not make you my confessor, for you cannot

reciprocate foible for foible; you are not weak. How steadily you watch

me now! Turn aside your clear, strong, she-eagle eye; it is an insult to

fix it on me thus."



"What a study of character you are--weak, certainly, but not in the

sense you think!--Come in!"



This was said in answer to a tap at the door. Miss Keeldar happened to

be near it at the moment, Caroline at the other end of the room. She saw

a note put into Shirley's hands, and heard the words, "From Mr. Moore,

ma'am."



"Bring candles," said Miss Keeldar.



Caroline sat expectant.



"A communication on business," said the heiress; but when candles were

brought, she neither opened nor read it. The rector's Fanny was

presently announced, and the rector's niece went home.









CHAPTER XIII.



FURTHER COMMUNICATIONS ON BUSINESS.





In Shirley's nature prevailed at times an easy indolence. There were

periods when she took delight in perfect vacancy of hand and

eye--moments when her thoughts, her simple existence, the fact of the

world being around and heaven above her, seemed to yield her such

fullness of happiness that she did not need to lift a finger to increase

the joy. Often, after an active morning, she would spend a sunny

afternoon in lying stirless on the turf, at the foot of some tree of

friendly umbrage. No society did she need but that of Caroline, and it

sufficed if she were within call; no spectacle did she ask but that of

the deep blue sky, and such cloudlets as sailed afar and aloft across

its span; no sound but that of the bee's hum, the leaf's whisper. Her

sole book in such hours was the dim chronicle of memory or the sibyl

page of anticipation. From her young eyes fell on each volume a glorious

light to read by; round her lips at moments played a smile which

revealed glimpses of the tale or prophecy. It was not sad, not dark.

Fate had been benign to the blissful dreamer, and promised to favour her

yet again. In her past were sweet passages, in her future rosy hopes.



Yet one day when Caroline drew near to rouse her, thinking she had lain

long enough, behold, as she looked down, Shirley's cheek was wet as if

with dew; those fine eyes of hers shone humid and brimming.



"Shirley, why do _you_ cry?" asked Caroline, involuntarily laying stress

on _you_.



Miss Keeldar smiled, and turned her picturesque head towards the

questioner. "Because it pleases me mightily to cry," she said. "My heart

is both sad and glad. But why, you good, patient child--why do you not

bear me company? I only weep tears, delightful and soon wiped away; you

might weep gall, if you choose."



"Why should I weep gall?"



"Mateless, solitary bird!" was the only answer.



"And are not you too mateless, Shirley?"



"At heart--no."



"Oh! who nestles there, Shirley?"



But Shirley only laughed gaily at this question, and alertly started up.



"I have dreamed," she said, "a mere day-dream--certainly bright,

probably baseless!"



       *       *       *       *       *



Miss Helstone was by this time free enough from illusions: she took a

sufficiently grave view of the future, and fancied she knew pretty well

how her own destiny and that of some others were tending. Yet old

associations retained their influence over her, and it was these and the

power of habit which still frequently drew her of an evening to the

field-style and the old thorn overlooking the Hollow.



One night, the night after the incident of the note, she had been at her

usual post, watching for her beacon--watching vainly: that evening no

lamp was lit. She waited till the rising of certain constellations

warned her of lateness and signed her away. In passing Fieldhead, on her

return, its moonlight beauty attracted her glance, and stayed her step

an instant. Tree and hall rose peaceful under the night sky and clear

full orb; pearly paleness gilded the building; mellow brown gloom

bosomed it round; shadows of deep green brooded above its oak-wreathed

roof. The broad pavement in front shone pale also; it gleamed as if some

spell had transformed the dark granite to glistering Parian. On the

silvery space slept two sable shadows, thrown sharply defined from two

human figures. These figures when first seen were motionless and mute;

presently they moved in harmonious step, and spoke low in harmonious

key. Earnest was the gaze that scrutinized them as they emerged from

behind the trunk of the cedar. "Is it Mrs. Pryor and Shirley?"



Certainly it is Shirley. Who else has a shape so lithe, and proud, and

graceful? And her face, too, is visible--her countenance careless and

pensive, and musing and mirthful, and mocking and tender. Not fearing

the dew, she has not covered her head; her curls are free--they veil her

neck and caress her shoulder with their tendril rings. An ornament of

gold gleams through the half-closed folds of the scarf she has wrapped

across her bust, and a large bright gem glitters on the white hand

which confines it. Yes, that is Shirley.



Her companion then is, of course, Mrs. Pryor?



Yes, if Mrs. Pryor owns six feet of stature, and if she has changed her

decent widow's weeds for masculine disguise. The figure walking at Miss

Keeldar's side is a man--a tall, young, stately man; it is her tenant,

Robert Moore.



The pair speak softly; their words are not distinguishable. To remain a

moment to gaze is not to be an eavesdropper; and as the moon shines so

clearly and their countenances are so distinctly apparent, who can

resist the attraction of such interest? Caroline, it seems, cannot, for

she lingers.



There was a time when, on summer nights, Moore had been wont to walk

with his cousin, as he was now walking with the heiress. Often had she

gone up the Hollow with him after sunset, to scent the freshness of the

earth, where a growth of fragrant herbage carpeted a certain narrow

terrace, edging a deep ravine, from whose rifted gloom was heard a sound

like the spirit of the lonely watercourse, moaning amongst its wet

stones, and between its weedy banks, and under its dark bower of alders.



"But I used to be closer to him," thought Caroline. "He felt no

obligation to treat me with homage; I needed only kindness. He used to

hold my hand; he does not touch hers. And yet Shirley is not proud where

she loves. There is no haughtiness in her aspect now, only a little in

her port--what is natural to and inseparable from her, what she retains

in her most careless as in her most guarded moments. Robert must think,

as I think, that he is at this instant looking down on a fine face; and

he must think it with a man's brain, not with mine. She has such

generous yet soft fire in her eyes. She smiles--what makes her smile so

sweet? I saw that Robert felt its beauty, and he must have felt it with

his man's heart, not with my dim woman's perceptions. They look to me

like two great happy spirits. Yonder silvered pavement reminds me of

that white shore we believe to be beyond the death-flood. They have

reached it; they walk there united. And what am I, standing here in

shadow, shrinking into concealment, my mind darker than my hiding-place?

I am one of this world, no spirit--a poor doomed mortal, who asks, in

ignorance and hopelessness, wherefore she was born, to what end she

lives; whose mind for ever runs on the question, how she shall at last

encounter, and by whom be sustained through death.



"This is the worst passage I have come to yet; still I was quite

prepared for it. I gave Robert up, and gave him up to Shirley, the first

day I heard she was come, the first moment I saw her--rich, youthful,

and lovely. She has him now. He is her lover. She is his darling. She

will be far more his darling yet when they are married. The more Robert

knows of Shirley the more his soul will cleave to her. They will both be

happy, and I do not grudge them their bliss; but I groan under my own

misery. Some of my suffering is very acute. Truly I ought not to have

been born; they should have smothered me at the first cry."



Here, Shirley stepping aside to gather a dewy flower, she and her

companion turned into a path that lay nearer the gate. Some of their

conversation became audible. Caroline would not stay to listen. She

passed away noiselessly, and the moonlight kissed the wall which her

shadow had dimmed. The reader is privileged to remain, and try what he

can make of the discourse.



"I cannot conceive why nature did not give you a bulldog's head, for you

have all a bulldog's tenacity," said Shirley.



"Not a flattering idea. Am I so ignoble?"



"And something also you have of the same animal's silent ways of going

about its work. You give no warning; you come noiselessly behind, seize

fast, and hold on."



"This is guess-work. You have witnessed no such feat on my part. In your

presence I have been no bulldog."



"Your very silence indicates your race. How little you talk in general,

yet how deeply you scheme! You are far-seeing; you are calculating."



"I know the ways of these people. I have gathered information of their

intentions. My note last night informed you that Barraclough's trial had

ended in his conviction and sentence to transportation. His associates

will plot vengeance. I shall lay my plans so as to counteract or at

least be prepared for theirs--that is all. Having now given you as clear

an explanation as I can, am I to understand that for what I propose

doing I have your approbation?"



"I shall stand by you so long as you remain on the defensive. Yes."



"Good! Without any aid--even opposed or disapproved by you--I believe I

should have acted precisely as I now intend to act, but in another

spirit. I now feel satisfied. On the whole, I relish the position."



"I dare say you do. That is evident. You relish the work which lies

before you still better than you would relish the execution of a

government order for army-cloth."



"I certainly feel it congenial."



"So would old Helstone. It is true there is a shade of difference in

your motives--many shades, perhaps. Shall I speak to Mr. Helstone? I

will, if you like."



"Act as you please. Your judgment, Miss Keeldar, will guide you

accurately. I could rely on it myself in a more difficult crisis. But I

should inform you Mr. Helstone is somewhat prejudiced against me at

present."



"I am aware--I have heard all about your differences. Depend upon it,

they will melt away. He cannot resist the temptation of an alliance

under present circumstances."



"I should be glad to have him; he is of true metal."



"I think so also."



"An old blade, and rusty somewhat, but the edge and temper still

excellent."



"Well, you shall have him, Mr. Moore--that is, if I can win him."



"Whom can you not win?"



"Perhaps not the rector; but I will make the effort."



"Effort! He will yield for a word--a smile."



"By no means. It will cost me several cups of tea, some toast and cake,

and an ample measure of remonstrances, expostulations, and persuasions.

It grows rather chill."



"I perceive you shiver. Am I acting wrongly to detain you here? Yet it

is so calm--I even feel it warm--and society such as yours is a pleasure

to me so rare. If you were wrapped in a thicker shawl----"



"I might stay longer, and forget how late it is, which would chagrin

Mrs. Pryor. We keep early and regular hours at Fieldhead, Mr. Moore; and

so, I am sure, does your sister at the cottage."



"Yes; but Hortense and I have an understanding the most convenient in

the world, that we shall each do as we please."



"How do you please to do?"



"Three nights in the week I sleep in the mill--but I require little

rest--and when it is moonlight and mild I often haunt the Hollow till

daybreak."



"When I was a very little girl, Mr. Moore, my nurse used to tell me

tales of fairies being seen in that Hollow. That was before my father

built the mill, when it was a perfectly solitary ravine. You will be

falling under enchantment."



"I fear it is done," said Moore, in a low voice.



"But there are worse things than fairies to be guarded against," pursued

Miss Keeldar.



"Things more perilous," he subjoined.



"Far more so. For instance, how would you like to meet Michael Hartley,

that mad Calvinist and Jacobin weaver? They say he is addicted to

poaching, and often goes abroad at night with his gun."



"I have already had the luck to meet him. We held a long argument

together one night. A strange little incident it was; I liked it."



"Liked it? I admire your taste! Michael is not sane. Where did you meet

him?"



"In the deepest, shadiest spot in the glen, where the water runs low,

under brushwood. We sat down near that plank bridge. It was moonlight,

but clouded, and very windy. We had a talk."



"On politics?"



"And religion. I think the moon was at the full, and Michael was as near

crazed as possible. He uttered strange blasphemy in his Antinomian

fashion."



"Excuse me, but I think you must have been nearly as mad as he, to sit

listening to him."



"There is a wild interest in his ravings. The man would be half a poet,

if he were not wholly a maniac; and perhaps a prophet, if he were not a

profligate. He solemnly informed me that hell was foreordained my

inevitable portion; that he read the mark of the beast on my brow; that

I had been an outcast from the beginning. God's vengeance, he said, was

preparing for me, and affirmed that in a vision of the night he had

beheld the manner and the instrument of my doom. I wanted to know

further, but he left me with these words, 'The end is not yet.'"



"Have you ever seen him since?"



"About a month afterwards, in returning from market, I encountered him

and Moses Barraclough, both in an advanced stage of inebriation. They

were praying in frantic sort at the roadside. They accosted me as Satan,

bid me avaunt, and clamoured to be delivered from temptation. Again, but

a few days ago, Michael took the trouble of appearing at the

counting-house door, hatless, in his shirt-sleeves--his coat and castor

having been detained at the public-house in pledge. He delivered himself

of the comfortable message that he could wish Mr. Moore to set his house

in order, as his soul was likely shortly to be required of him."



"Do you make light of these things?"



"The poor man had been drinking for weeks, and was in a state bordering

on delirium tremens."



"What then? He is the more likely to attempt the fulfilment of his own

prophecies."



"It would not do to permit incidents of this sort to affect one's

nerves."



"Mr. Moore, go home!"



"So soon?"



"Pass straight down the fields, not round by the lade and plantations."



"It is early yet."



"It is late. For my part, I am going in. Will you promise me not to

wander in the Hollow to-night?"



"If you wish it."



"I do wish it. May I ask whether you consider life valueless?"



"By no means. On the contrary, of late I regard my life as invaluable."



"Of late?"



"Existence is neither aimless nor hopeless to me now, and it was both

three months ago. I was then drowning, and rather wished the operation

over. All at once a hand was stretched to me--such a delicate hand I

scarcely dared trust it; its strength, however, has rescued me from

ruin."



"Are you really rescued?"



"For the time. Your assistance has given me another chance."



"Live to make the best of it. Don't offer yourself as a target to

Michael Hartley; and good-night!"



       *       *       *       *       *



Miss Helstone was under a promise to spend the evening of the next day

at Fieldhead. She kept her promise. Some gloomy hours had she spent in

the interval. Most of the time had been passed shut up in her own

apartment, only issuing from it, indeed, to join her uncle at meals, and

anticipating inquiries from Fanny by telling her that she was busy

altering a dress, and preferred sewing upstairs, to avoid interruption.



She did sew. She plied her needle continuously, ceaselessly, but her

brain worked faster than her fingers. Again, and more intensely than

ever, she desired a fixed occupation, no matter how onerous, how

irksome. Her uncle must be once more entreated, but first she would

consult Mrs. Pryor. Her head laboured to frame projects as diligently as

her hands to plait and stitch the thin texture of the muslin summer

dress spread on the little white couch at the foot of which she sat. Now

and then, while thus doubly occupied, a tear would fill her eyes and

fall on her busy hands; but this sign of emotion was rare and quickly

effaced. The sharp pang passed; the dimness cleared from her vision. She

would re-thread her needle, rearrange tuck and trimming, and work on.



Late in the afternoon she dressed herself. She reached Fieldhead, and

appeared in the oak parlour just as tea was brought in. Shirley asked

her why she came so late.



"Because I have been making my dress," said she. "These fine sunny days

began to make me ashamed of my winter merino, so I have furbished up a

lighter garment."



"In which you look as I like to see you," said Shirley. "You are a

lady-like little person, Caroline.--Is she not, Mrs. Pryor?"



Mrs. Pryor never paid compliments, and seldom indulged in remarks,

favourable or otherwise, on personal appearance. On the present occasion

she only swept Caroline's curls from her cheek as she took a seat near

her, caressed the oval outline, and observed, "You get somewhat thin, my

love, and somewhat pale. Do you sleep well? your eyes have a languid

look." And she gazed at her anxiously.



"I sometimes dream melancholy dreams," answered Caroline; "and if I lie

awake for an hour or two in the night, I am continually thinking of the

rectory as a dreary old place. You know it is very near the churchyard.

The back part of the house is extremely ancient, and it is said that the

out-kitchens there were once enclosed in the churchyard, and that there

are graves under them. I rather long to leave the rectory."



"My dear, you are surely not superstitious?"



"No, Mrs. Pryor; but I think I grow what is called nervous. I see things

under a darker aspect than I used to do. I have fears I never used to

have--not of ghosts, but of omens and disastrous events; and I have an

inexpressible weight on my mind which I would give the world to shake

off, and I cannot do it."



"Strange!" cried Shirley. "I never feel so." Mrs. Pryor said nothing.



"Fine weather, pleasant days, pleasant scenes, are powerless to give me

pleasure," continued Caroline. "Calm evenings are not calm to me.

Moonlight, which I used to think mild, now only looks mournful. Is this

weakness of mind, Mrs. Pryor, or what is it? I cannot help it. I often

struggle against it. I reason; but reason and effort make no

difference."



"You should take more exercise," said Mrs. Pryor.



"Exercise! I exercise sufficiently. I exercise till I am ready to drop."



"My dear, you should go from home."



"Mrs. Pryor, I should like to go from home, but not on any purposeless

excursion or visit. I wish to be a governess, as you have been. It would

oblige me greatly if you would speak to my uncle on the subject."



"Nonsense!" broke in Shirley. "What an idea! Be a governess! Better be a

slave at once. Where is the necessity of it? Why should you dream of

such a painful step?"



"My dear," said Mrs. Pryor, "you are very young to be a governess, and

not sufficiently robust. The duties a governess undertakes are often

severe."



"And I believe I want severe duties to occupy me."



"Occupy you!" cried Shirley. "When are you idle? I never saw a more

industrious girl than you. You are always at work. Come," she

continued--"come and sit by my side, and take some tea to refresh you.

You don't care much for my friendship, then, that you wish to leave me?"



"Indeed I do, Shirley; and I don't wish to leave you. I shall never find

another friend so dear."



At which words Miss Keeldar put her hand into Caroline's with an

impulsively affectionate movement, which was well seconded by the

expression of her face.



"If you think so, you had better make much of me," she said, "and not

run away from me. I hate to part with those to whom I am become

attached. Mrs. Pryor there sometimes talks of leaving me, and says I

might make a more advantageous connection than herself. I should as soon

think of exchanging an old-fashioned mother for something modish and

stylish. As for you--why, I began to flatter myself we were thoroughly

friends; that you liked Shirley almost as well as Shirley likes you, and

she does not stint her regard."



"I _do_ like Shirley. I like her more and more every day. But that does

not make me strong or happy."



"And would it make you strong or happy to go and live as a dependent

amongst utter strangers? It would not. And the experiment must not be

tried; I tell you it would fail. It is not in your nature to bear the

desolate life governesses generally lead; you would fall ill. I won't

hear of it."



And Miss Keeldar paused, having uttered this prohibition very decidedly.

Soon she recommenced, still looking somewhat _courroucée_, "Why, it is

my daily pleasure now to look out for the little cottage bonnet and the

silk scarf glancing through the trees in the lane, and to know that my

quiet, shrewd, thoughtful companion and monitress is coming back to me;

that I shall have her sitting in the room to look at, to talk to or to

let alone, as she and I please. This may be a selfish sort of

language--I know it is--but it is the language which naturally rises to

my lips, therefore I utter it."



"I would write to you, Shirley."



"And what are letters? Only a sort of _pis aller_. Drink some tea,

Caroline. Eat something--you eat nothing. Laugh and be cheerful, and

stay at home."



Miss Helstone shook her head and sighed. She felt what difficulty she

would have to persuade any one to assist or sanction her in making that

change in her life which she believed desirable. Might she only follow

her own judgment, she thought she should be able to find perhaps a harsh

but an effectual cure for her sufferings. But this judgment, founded on

circumstances she could fully explain to none, least of all to Shirley,

seemed, in all eyes but her own, incomprehensible and fantastic, and

was opposed accordingly.



There really was no present pecuniary need for her to leave a

comfortable home and "take a situation;" and there was every probability

that her uncle might, in some way, permanently provide for her. So her

friends thought, and, as far as their lights enabled them to see, they

reasoned correctly; but of Caroline's strange sufferings, which she

desired so eagerly to overcome or escape, they had no idea, of her

racked nights and dismal days no suspicion. It was at once impossible

and hopeless to explain; to wait and endure was her only plan. Many that

want food and clothing have cheerier lives and brighter prospects than

she had; many, harassed by poverty, are in a strait less afflictive.



"Now, is your mind quieted?" inquired Shirley. "Will you consent to stay

at home?"



"I shall not leave it against the approbation of my friends," was the

reply; "but I think in time they will be obliged to think as I do."



During this conversation Mrs. Pryor looked far from easy. Her extreme

habitual reserve would rarely permit her to talk freely or to

interrogate others closely. She could think a multitude of questions she

never ventured to put, give advice in her mind which her tongue never

delivered. Had she been alone with Caroline, she might possibly have

said something to the point: Miss Keeldar's presence, accustomed as she

was to it, sealed her lips. Now, as on a thousand other occasions,

inexplicable nervous scruples kept her back from interfering. She merely

showed her concern for Miss Helstone in an indirect way, by asking her

if the fire made her too warm, placing a screen between her chair and

the hearth, closing a window whence she imagined a draught proceeded,

and often and restlessly glancing at her. Shirley resumed: "Having

destroyed your plan," she said, "which I hope I have done, I shall

construct a new one of my own. Every summer I make an excursion. This

season I propose spending two months either at the Scotch lochs or the

English lakes--that is, I shall go there provided you consent to

accompany me. If you refuse, I shall not stir a foot."



"You are very good, Shirley."



"I would be very good if you would let me. I have every disposition to

be good. It is my misfortune and habit, I know, to think of myself

paramount to anybody else; but who is not like me in that respect?

However, when Captain Keeldar is made comfortable, accommodated with all

he wants, including a sensible, genial comrade, it gives him a thorough

pleasure to devote his spare efforts to making that comrade happy. And

should we not be happy, Caroline, in the Highlands? We will go to the

Highlands. We will, if you can bear a sea-voyage, go to the Isles--the

Hebrides, the Shetland, the Orkney Islands. Would you not like that? I

see you would.--Mrs. Pryor, I call you to witness. Her face is all

sunshine at the bare mention of it."



"I should like it much," returned Caroline, to whom, indeed, the notion

of such a tour was not only pleasant, but gloriously reviving. Shirley

rubbed her hands.



"Come; I can bestow a benefit," she exclaimed. "I can do a good deed

with my cash. My thousand a year is not merely a matter of dirty

bank-notes and jaundiced guineas (let me speak respectfully of both,

though, for I adore them), but, it may be, health to the drooping,

strength to the weak, consolation to the sad. I was determined to make

something of it better than a fine old house to live in, than satin

gowns to wear, better than deference from acquaintance and homage from

the poor. Here is to begin. This summer, Caroline, Mrs. Pryor and I go

out into the North Atlantic, beyond the Shetland, perhaps to the Faroe

Isles. We will see seals in Suderoe, and, doubtless, mermaids in

Stromoe.--Caroline is laughing, Mrs. Pryor. _I_ made her laugh; _I_ have

done her good."



"I shall like to go, Shirley," again said Miss Helstone. "I long to hear

the sound of waves--ocean-waves--and to see them as I have imagined them

in dreams, like tossing banks of green light, strewed with vanishing and

reappearing wreaths of foam, whiter than lilies. I shall delight to pass

the shores of those lone rock-islets where the sea-birds live and breed

unmolested. We shall be on the track of the old Scandinavians--of the

Norsemen. We shall almost see the shores of Norway. This is a very vague

delight that I feel, communicated by your proposal, but it _is_ a

delight."



"Will you think of Fitful Head now when you lie awake at night, of gulls

shrieking round it, and waves tumbling in upon it, rather than of the

graves under the rectory back-kitchen?"



"I will try; and instead of musing about remnants of shrouds, and

fragments of coffins, and human bones and mould, I will fancy seals

lying in the sunshine on solitary shores, where neither fisherman nor

hunter ever come; of rock crevices full of pearly eggs bedded in

seaweed; of unscared birds covering white sands in happy flocks."



"And what will become of that inexpressible weight you said you had on

your mind?"



"I will try to forget it in speculation on the sway of the whole great

deep above a herd of whales rushing through the livid and liquid thunder

down from the frozen zone--a hundred of them, perhaps, wallowing,

flashing, rolling in the wake of a patriarch bull, huge enough to have

been spawned before the Flood, such a creature as poor Smart had in his

mind when he said,--



    'Strong against tides, the enormous whale

       Emerges as he goes.'"



"I hope our bark will meet with no such shoal, or herd as you term it,

Caroline. (I suppose you fancy the sea-mammoths pasturing about the

bases of the 'everlasting hills,' devouring strange provender in the

vast valleys through and above which sea-billows roll.) I should not

like to be capsized by the patriarch bull."



"I suppose you expect to see mermaids, Shirley?"



"One of them, at any rate--I do not bargain for less--and she is to

appear in some such fashion as this. I am to be walking by myself on

deck, rather late of an August evening, watching and being watched by a

full harvest moon. Something is to rise white on the surface of the sea,

over which that moon mounts silent and hangs glorious. The object

glitters and sinks. It rises again. I think I hear it cry with an

articulate voice; I call you up from the cabin; I show you an image,

fair as alabaster, emerging from the dim wave. We both see the long

hair, the lifted and foam-white arm, the oval mirror brilliant as a

star. It glides nearer; a human face is plainly visible--a face in the

style of yours--whose straight, pure (excuse the word, it is

appropriate)--whose straight, pure lineaments paleness does not

disfigure. It looks at us, but not with your eyes. I see a preternatural

lure in its wily glance. It beckons. Were we men, we should spring at

the sign--the cold billow would be dared for the sake of the colder

enchantress; being women, we stand safe, though not dreadless. She

comprehends our unmoved gaze; she feels herself powerless; anger crosses

her front; she cannot charm, but she will appal us; she rises high, and

glides all revealed on the dark wave-ridge. Temptress-terror! monstrous

likeness of ourselves! Are you not glad, Caroline, when at last, and

with a wild shriek, she dives?"



"But, Shirley, she is not like us. We are neither temptresses, nor

terrors, nor monsters."



"Some of our kind, it is said, are all three. There are men who ascribe

to 'woman,' in general, such attributes."



"My dears," here interrupted Mrs. Pryor, "does it not strike you that

your conversation for the last ten minutes has been rather fanciful?"



"But there is no harm in our fancies; is there, ma'am?"



"We are aware that mermaids do not exist; why speak of them as if they

did? How can you find interest in speaking of a nonentity?"



"I don't know," said Shirley.



"My dear, I think there is an arrival. I heard a step in the lane while

you were talking; and is not that the garden-gate which creaks?"



Shirley stepped to the window.



"Yes, there is some one," said she, turning quietly away; and as she

resumed her seat a sensitive flush animated her face, while a trembling

ray at once kindled and softened her eye. She raised her hand to her

chin, cast her gaze down, and seemed to think as she waited.



The servant announced Mr. Moore, and Shirley turned round when Mr. Moore

appeared at the door. His figure seemed very tall as he entered, and

stood in contrast with the three ladies, none of whom could boast a

stature much beyond the average. He was looking well, better than he had

been known to look for the past twelve months. A sort of renewed youth

glowed in his eye and colour, and an invigorated hope and settled

purpose sustained his bearing. Firmness his countenance still indicated,

but not austerity. It looked as cheerful as it was earnest.



"I am just returned from Stilbro'," he said to Miss Keeldar, as he

greeted her; "and I thought I would call to impart to you the result of

my mission."



"You did right not to keep me in suspense," she said, "and your visit is

well timed. Sit down. We have not finished tea. Are you English enough

to relish tea, or do you faithfully adhere to coffee?"



Moore accepted tea.



"I am learning to be a naturalized Englishman," said he; "my foreign

habits are leaving me one by one."



And now he paid his respects to Mrs. Pryor, and paid them well, with a

grave modesty that became his age compared with hers. Then he looked at

Caroline--not, however, for the first time: his glance had fallen upon

her before. He bent towards her as she sat, gave her his hand, and asked

her how she was. The light from the window did not fall upon Miss

Helstone; her back was turned towards it. A quiet though rather low

reply, a still demeanour, and the friendly protection of early twilight

kept out of view each traitorous symptom. None could affirm that she had

trembled or blushed, that her heart had quaked or her nerves thrilled;

none could prove emotion; a greeting showing less effusion was never

interchanged. Moore took the empty chair near her, opposite Miss

Keeldar. He had placed himself well. His neighbour, screened by the very

closeness of his vicinage from his scrutiny, and sheltered further by

the dusk which deepened each moment, soon regained not merely _seeming_

but _real_ mastery of the feelings which had started into insurrection

at the first announcement of his name.



He addressed his conversation to Miss Keeldar.



"I went to the barracks," he said, "and had an interview with Colonel

Ryde. He approved my plans, and promised the aid I wanted. Indeed, he

offered a more numerous force than I require--half a dozen will suffice.

I don't intend to be swamped by redcoats. They are needed for appearance

rather than anything else. My main reliance is on my own civilians."



"And on their captain," interposed Shirley.



"What, Captain Keeldar?" inquired Moore, slightly smiling, and not

lifting his eyes. The tone of raillery in which he said this was very

respectful and suppressed.



"No," returned Shirley, answering the smile; "Captain Gérard Moore, who

trusts much to the prowess of his own right arm, I believe."



"Furnished with his counting-house ruler," added Moore. Resuming his

usual gravity, he went on: "I received by this evening's post a note

from the Home Secretary in answer to mine. It appears they are uneasy at

the state of matters here in the north; they especially condemn the

supineness and pusillanimity of the mill-owners. They say, as I have

always said, that inaction, under present circumstances, is criminal,

and that cowardice is cruelty, since both can only encourage disorder,

and lead finally to sanguinary outbreaks. There is the note--I brought

it for your perusal; and there is a batch of newspapers, containing

further accounts of proceedings in Nottingham, Manchester, and

elsewhere."



He produced letters and journals, and laid them before Miss Keeldar.

While she perused them he took his tea quietly; but though his tongue

was still, his observant faculties seemed by no means off duty. Mrs.

Pryor, sitting in the background, did not come within the range of his

glance, but the two younger ladies had the full benefit thereof.



Miss Keeldar, placed directly opposite, was seen without effort. She was

the object his eyes, when lifted, naturally met first; and as what

remained of daylight--the gilding of the west--was upon her, her shape

rose in relief from the dark panelling behind. Shirley's clear cheek was

tinted yet with the colour which had risen into it a few minutes since.

The dark lashes of her eyes looking down as she read, the dusk yet

delicate line of her eyebrows, the almost sable gloss of her curls, made

her heightened complexion look fine as the bloom of a red wild flower by

contrast. There was natural grace in her attitude, and there was

artistic effect in the ample and shining folds of her silk dress--an

attire simply fashioned, but almost splendid from the shifting

brightness of its dye, warp and woof being of tints deep and changing as

the hue on a pheasant's neck. A glancing bracelet on her arm produced

the contrast of gold and ivory. There was something brilliant in the

whole picture. It is to be supposed that Moore thought so, as his eye

dwelt long on it, but he seldom permitted his feelings or his opinions

to exhibit themselves in his face. His temperament boasted a certain

amount of phlegm, and he preferred an undemonstrative, not ungentle, but

serious aspect to any other.



He could not, by looking straight before him, see Caroline, as she was

close at his side. It was necessary, therefore, to man�uvre a little to

get her well within the range of his observation. He leaned back in his

chair, and looked down on her. In Miss Helstone neither he nor any one

else could discover brilliancy. Sitting in the shade, without flowers

or ornaments, her attire the modest muslin dress, colourless but for its

narrow stripe of pale azure, her complexion unflushed, unexcited, the

very brownness of her hair and eyes invisible by this faint light, she

was, compared with the heiress, as a graceful pencil sketch compared

with a vivid painting. Since Robert had seen her last a great change had

been wrought in her. Whether he perceived it might not be ascertained.

He said nothing to that effect.



"How is Hortense?" asked Caroline softly.



"Very well; but she complains of being unemployed. She misses you."



"Tell her that I miss her, and that I write and read a portion of French

every day."



"She will ask if you sent your love; she is always particular on that

point. You know she likes attention."



"My best love--my very best. And say to her that whenever she has time

to write me a little note I shall be glad to hear from her."



"What if I forget? I am not the surest messenger of compliments."



"No, don't forget, Robert. It is no compliment; it is in good earnest."



"And must, therefore, be delivered punctually."



"If you please."



"Hortense will be ready to shed tears. She is tenderhearted on the

subject of her pupil; yet she reproaches you sometimes for obeying your

uncle's injunctions too literally. Affection, like love, will be unjust

now and then."



And Caroline made no answer to this observation; for indeed her heart

was troubled, and to her eyes she would have raised her handkerchief if

she had dared. If she had dared, too, she would have declared how the

very flowers in the garden of Hollow's Cottage were dear to her; how the

little parlour of that house was her earthly paradise; how she longed to

return to it, as much almost as the first woman, in her exile, must have

longed to revisit Eden. Not daring, however, to say these things, she

held her peace; she sat quiet at Robert's side, waiting for him to say

something more. It was long since this proximity had been hers--long

since his voice had addressed her; could she, with any show of

probability, even of possibility, have imagined that the meeting gave

him pleasure, to her it would have given deep bliss. Yet, even in doubt

that it pleased, in dread that it might annoy him, she received the

boon of the meeting as an imprisoned bird would the admission of

sunshine to its cage. It was of no use arguing, contending against the

sense of present happiness; to be near Robert was to be revived.



Miss Keeldar laid down the papers.



"And are you glad or sad for all these menacing tidings?" she inquired

of her tenant.



"Not precisely either; but I certainly am instructed. I see that our

only plan is to be firm. I see that efficient preparation and a resolute

attitude are the best means of averting bloodshed."



He then inquired if she had observed some particular paragraph, to which

she replied in the negative, and he rose to show it to her. He continued

the conversation standing before her. From the tenor of what he said, it

appeared evident that they both apprehended disturbances in the

neighbourhood of Briarfield, though in what form they expected them to

break out was not specified. Neither Caroline nor Mrs. Pryor asked

questions. The subject did not appear to be regarded as one ripe for

free discussion; therefore the lady and her tenant were suffered to keep

details to themselves, unimportuned by the curiosity of their listeners.



Miss Keeldar, in speaking to Mr. Moore, took a tone at once animated and

dignified, confidential and self-respecting. When, however, the candles

were brought in, and the fire was stirred up, and the fullness of light

thus produced rendered the expression of her countenance legible, you

could see that she was all interest, life, and earnestness. There was

nothing coquettish in her demeanour; whatever she felt for Moore she

felt it seriously. And serious, too, were his feelings, and settled were

his views, apparently, for he made no petty effort to attract, dazzle,

or impress. He contrived, notwithstanding, to command a little; because

the deeper voice, however mildly modulated, the somewhat harder mind,

now and then, though involuntarily and unintentionally, bore down by

some peremptory phrase or tone the mellow accents and susceptible, if

high, nature of Shirley. Miss Keeldar looked happy in conversing with

him, and her joy seemed twofold--a joy of the past and present, of

memory and of hope.



What I have just said are Caroline's ideas of the pair. She felt what

has just been described. In thus feeling she tried not to suffer, but

suffered sharply nevertheless. She suffered, indeed, miserably. A few

minutes before her famished heart had tasted a drop and crumb of

nourishment, that, if freely given, would have brought back abundance of

life where life was failing; but the generous feast was snatched from

her, spread before another, and she remained but a bystander at the

banquet.



The clock struck nine; it was Caroline's time for going home. She

gathered up her work, put the embroidery, the scissors, the thimble into

her bag. She bade Mrs. Pryor a quiet good-night, receiving from that

lady a warmer pressure of the hand than usual. She stepped up to Miss

Keeldar.



"Good-night, Shirley!"



Shirley started up. "What! so soon? Are you going already?"



"It is past nine."



"I never heard the clock. You will come again to-morrow, and you will be

happy to-night, will you not? Remember our plans."



"Yes," said Caroline; "I have not forgotten."



Her mind misgave her that neither those plans nor any other could

permanently restore her mental tranquillity. She turned to Robert, who

stood close behind her. As he looked up, the light of the candles on the

mantelpiece fell full on her face. All its paleness, all its change, all

its forlorn meaning were clearly revealed. Robert had good eyes, and

might have seen it if he would; whether he did see it, nothing

indicated.



"Good-night!" she said, shaking like a leaf, offering her thin hand

hastily, anxious to part from him quickly.



"You are going home?" he asked, not touching her hand.



"Yes."



"Is Fanny come for you?"



"Yes."



"I may as well accompany you a step of the way; not up to the rectory,

though, lest my old friend Helstone should shoot me from the window."



He laughed, and took his hat. Caroline spoke of unnecessary trouble; he

told her to put on her bonnet and shawl. She was quickly ready, and they

were soon both in the open air. Moore drew her hand under his arm, just

in his old manner--that manner which she ever felt to be so kind.



"You may run on, Fanny," he said to the housemaid; "we shall overtake

you." And when the girl had got a little in advance, he enclosed

Caroline's hand in his, and said he was glad to find she was a familiar

guest at Fieldhead. He hoped her intimacy with Miss Keeldar would

continue; such society would be both pleasant and improving.



Caroline replied that she liked Shirley.



"And there is no doubt the liking is mutual," said Moore. "If she

professes friendship, be certain she is sincere. She cannot feign; she

scorns hypocrisy. And, Caroline, are we never to see you at Hollow's

Cottage again?"



"I suppose not, unless my uncle should change his mind."



"Are you much alone now?"



"Yes, a good deal. I have little pleasure in any society but Miss

Keeldar's."



"Have you been quite well lately?"



"Quite."



"You must take care of yourself. Be sure not to neglect exercise. Do you

know I fancied you somewhat altered--a little fallen away, and pale. Is

your uncle kind to you?"



"Yes; he is just as he always is."



"Not too tender, that is to say--not too protective and attentive. And

what ails you, then? Tell me, Lina."



"Nothing, Robert." But her voice faltered.



"That is to say, nothing that you will tell me. I am not to be taken

into confidence. Separation is then quite to estrange us, is it?"



"I do not know. Sometimes I almost fear it is."



"But it ought not to have that effect. 'Should auld acquaintance be

forgot, and days o' lang syne?'"



"Robert, I don't forget."



"It is two months, I should think, Caroline, since you were at the

cottage."



"Since I was _within_ it--yes."



"Have you ever passed that way in your walk?"



"I have come to the top of the fields sometimes of an evening and looked

down. Once I saw Hortense in the garden watering her flowers, and I know

at what time you light your lamp in the counting-house. I have waited

for it to shine out now and then, and I have seen you bend between it

and the window. I knew it was you; I could almost trace the outline of

your form."



"I wonder I never encountered you. I occasionally walk to the top of the

Hollow's fields after sunset."



"I know you do. I had almost spoken to you one night, you passed so near

me."



"Did I? I passed near you, and did not see you! Was I alone?"



"I saw you twice, and neither time were you alone."



"Who was my companion? Probably nothing but Joe Scott, or my own shadow

by moonlight."



"No; neither Joe Scott nor your shadow, Robert. The first time you were

with Mr. Yorke; and the second time what you call your shadow was a

shape with a white forehead and dark curls, and a sparkling necklace

round its neck. But I only just got a glimpse of you and that fairy

shadow; I did not wait to hear you converse."



"It appears you walk invisible. I noticed a ring on your hand this

evening; can it be the ring of Gyges? Henceforth, when sitting in the

counting-house by myself, perhaps at dead of night, I shall permit

myself to imagine that Caroline may be leaning over my shoulder reading

with me from the same book, or sitting at my side engaged in her own

particular task, and now and then raising her unseen eyes to my face to

read there my thoughts."



"You need fear no such infliction. I do not come near you; I only stand

afar off, watching what may become of you."



"When I walk out along the hedgerows in the evening after the mill is

shut, or at night when I take the watchman's place, I shall fancy the

flutter of every little bird over its nest, the rustle of every leaf, a

movement made by you; tree-shadows will take your shape; in the white

sprays of hawthorn I shall imagine glimpses of you. Lina, you will haunt

me."



"I will never be where you would not wish me to be, nor see nor hear

what you would wish unseen and unheard."



"I shall see you in my very mill in broad daylight. Indeed, I have seen

you there once. But a week ago I was standing at the top of one of my

long rooms; girls were working at the other end, and amongst half a

dozen of them, moving to and fro, I seemed to see a figure resembling

yours. It was some effect of doubtful light or shade, or of dazzling

sunbeam. I walked up to this group. What I sought had glided away; I

found myself between two buxom lasses in pinafores."



"I shall not follow you into your mill, Robert, unless you call me

there."



"Nor is that the only occasion on which imagination has played me a

trick. One night, when I came home late from market, I walked into the

cottage parlour thinking to find Hortense; but instead of her I thought

I found you. There was no candle in the room; my sister had taken the

light upstairs with her. The window-blind was not drawn, and broad

moonbeams poured through the panes. There you were, Lina, at the

casement, shrinking a little to one side in an attitude not unusual with

you. You were dressed in white, as I have seen you dressed at an evening

party. For half a second your fresh, living face seemed turned towards

me, looking at me; for half a second my idea was to go and take your

hand, to chide you for your long absence, and welcome your present

visit. Two steps forward broke the spell. The drapery of the dress

changed outline; the tints of the complexion dissolved, and were

formless. Positively, as I reached the spot, there was nothing left but

the sweep of a white muslin curtain, and a balsam plant in a flower-pot,

covered with a flush of bloom. 'Sic transit,' et cetera."



"It was not my wraith, then? I almost thought it was."



"No; only gauze, crockery, and pink blossom--a sample of earthly

illusions."



"I wonder you have time for such illusions, occupied as your mind must

be."



"So do I. But I find in myself, Lina, two natures--one for the world and

business, and one for home and leisure. Gérard Moore is a hard dog,

brought up to mill and market; the person you call your cousin Robert is

sometimes a dreamer, who lives elsewhere than in Cloth-hall and

counting-house."



"Your two natures agree with you. I think you are looking in good

spirits and health. You have quite lost that harassed air which it often

pained one to see in your face a few months ago."



"Do you observe that? Certainly I am disentangled of some difficulties.

I have got clear of some shoals, and have more sea-room."



"And, with a fair wind, you may now hope to make a prosperous voyage?"



"I may _hope_ it--yes--but hope is deceptive. There is no controlling

wind or wave. Gusts and swells perpetually trouble the mariner's

course; he dare not dismiss from his mind the expectation of tempest."



"But you are ready for a breeze; you are a good seaman, an able

commander. You are a skilful pilot, Robert; you will weather the storm."



"My kinswoman always thinks the best of me, but I will take her words

for a propitious omen. I will consider that in meeting her to-night I

have met with one of those birds whose appearance is to the sailor the

harbinger of good luck."



"A poor harbinger of good luck is she who can do nothing, who has no

power. I feel my incapacity. It is of no use saying I have the will to

serve you when I cannot prove it. Yet I have that will. I wish you

success. I wish you high fortune and true happiness."



"When did you ever wish me anything else? What is Fanny waiting for? I

told her to walk on. Oh! we have reached the churchyard. Then we are to

part here, I suppose. We might have sat a few minutes in the church

porch, if the girl had not been with us. It is so fine a night, so

summer-mild and still, I have no particular wish to return yet to the

Hollow."



"But we cannot sit in the porch now, Robert."



Caroline said this because Moore was turning her round towards it.



"Perhaps not. But tell Fanny to go in. Say we are coming. A few minutes

will make no difference."



The church clock struck ten.



"My uncle will be coming out to take his usual sentinel round, and he

always surveys the church and churchyard."



"And if he does? If it were not for Fanny, who knows we are here, I

should find pleasure in dodging and eluding him. We could be under the

east window when he is at the porch; as he came round to the north side

we could wheel off to the south; we might at a pinch hide behind some of

the monuments. That tall erection of the Wynnes would screen us

completely."



"Robert, what good spirits you have! Go! go!" added Caroline hastily. "I

hear the front door----"



"I don't want to go; on the contrary, I want to stay."



"You know my uncle will be terribly angry. He forbade me to see you

because you are a Jacobin."



"A queer Jacobin!"



"Go, Robert, he is coming; I hear him cough."



"Diable! It is strange--what a pertinacious wish I feel to stay!"



"You remember what he did to Fanny's--" began Caroline, and stopped

abruptly short. "Sweetheart" was the word that ought to have followed,

but she could not utter it. It seemed calculated to suggest ideas she

had no intention to suggest--ideas delusive and disturbing. Moore was

less scrupulous. "Fanny's sweetheart?" he said at once. "He gave him a

shower-bath under the pump, did he not? He'd do as much for me, I dare

say, with pleasure. I should like to provoke the old Turk--not, however,

against you. But he would make a distinction between a cousin and a

lover, would he not?"



"Oh, he would not think of you in that way, of course not; his quarrel

with you is entirely political. Yet I should not like the breach to be

widened, and he is so testy. Here he is at the garden gate. For your own

sake and mine, Robert, go!"



The beseeching words were aided by a beseeching gesture and a more

beseeching look. Moore covered her clasped hands an instant with his,

answered her upward by a downward gaze, said "Good-night!" and went.



Caroline was in a moment at the kitchen door behind Fanny. The shadow of

the shovel-hat at that very instant fell on a moonlit tomb. The rector

emerged, erect as a cane, from his garden, and proceeded in slow march,

his hands behind him, down the cemetery. Moore was almost caught. He had

to "dodge" after all, to coast round the church, and finally to bend his

tall form behind the Wynnes' ambitious monument. There he was forced to

hide full ten minutes, kneeling with one knee on the turf, his hat off,

his curls bare to the dew, his dark eye shining, and his lips parted

with inward laughter at his position; for the rector meantime stood

coolly star-gazing, and taking snuff within three feet of him.



It happened, however, that Mr. Helstone had no suspicion whatever on his

mind; for being usually but vaguely informed of his niece's movements,

not thinking it worth while to follow them closely, he was not aware

that she had been out at all that day, and imagined her then occupied

with book or work in her chamber--where, indeed, she was by this time,

though not absorbed in the tranquil employment he ascribed to her, but

standing at her window with fast-throbbing heart, peeping anxiously from

behind the blind, watching for her uncle to re-enter and her cousin to

escape. And at last she was gratified. She heard Mr. Helstone come in;

she saw Robert stride the tombs and vault the wall; she then went down

to prayers. When she returned to her chamber, it was to meet the memory

of Robert. Slumber's visitation was long averted. Long she sat at her

lattice, long gazed down on the old garden and older church, on the

tombs laid out all gray and calm, and clear in moonlight. She followed

the steps of the night, on its pathway of stars, far into the "wee sma'

hours ayont the twal'." She was with Moore, in spirit, the whole time;

she was at his side; she heard his voice; she gave her hand into his

hand; it rested warm in his fingers. When the church clock struck, when

any other sound stirred, when a little mouse familiar to her chamber--an

intruder for which she would never permit Fanny to lay a trap--came

rattling amongst the links of her locket-chain, her one ring, and

another trinket or two on the toilet-table, to nibble a bit of biscuit

laid ready for it, she looked up, recalled momentarily to the real. Then

she said half aloud, as if deprecating the accusation of some unseen and

unheard monitor, "I am not cherishing love dreams; I am only thinking

because I cannot sleep. Of course, I know he will marry Shirley."



With returning silence, with the lull of the chime, and the retreat of

her small untamed and unknown _protégé_, she still resumed the dream,

nestling to the vision's side--listening to, conversing with it. It

paled at last. As dawn approached, the setting stars and breaking day

dimmed the creation of fancy; the wakened song of birds hushed her

whispers. The tale full of fire, quick with interest, borne away by the

morning wind, became a vague murmur. The shape that, seen in a moonbeam,

lived, had a pulse, had movement, wore health's glow and youth's

freshness, turned cold and ghostly gray, confronted with the red of

sunrise. It wasted. She was left solitary at last. She crept to her

couch, chill and dejected.









CHAPTER XIV.



SHIRLEY SEEKS TO BE SAVED BY WORKS.





"Of course, I know he will marry Shirley," were her first words when she

rose in the morning. "And he ought to marry her. She can help him," she

added firmly. "But I shall be forgotten when they _are_ married," was

the cruel succeeding thought. "Oh! I shall be wholly forgotten! And

what--_what_ shall I do when Robert is taken quite from me? Where shall

I turn? _My_ Robert! I wish I could justly call him mine. But I am

poverty and incapacity; Shirley is wealth and power. And she is beauty

too, and love. I cannot deny it. This is no sordid suit. She loves

him--not with inferior feelings. She loves, or _will_ love, as he must

feel proud to be loved. Not a valid objection can be made. Let them be

married, then. But afterwards I shall be nothing to him. As for being

his sister, and all that stuff, I despise it. I will either be all or

nothing to a man like Robert; no feeble shuffling or false cant is

endurable. Once let that pair be united, and I will certainly leave

them. As for lingering about, playing the hypocrite, and pretending to

calm sentiments of friendship, when my soul will be wrung with other

feelings, I shall not descend to such degradation. As little could I

fill the place of their mutual friend as that of their deadly foe; as

little could I stand between them as trample over them. Robert is a

first-rate man--in my eyes. I _have_ loved, _do_ love, and _must___ love

him. I would be his wife if I could; as I cannot, I must go where I

shall never see him. There is but one alternative--to cleave to him as

if I were a part of him, or to be sundered from him wide as the two

poles of a sphere.--Sunder me then, Providence. Part us speedily."



Some such aspirations as these were again working in her mind late in

the afternoon, when the apparition of one of the personages haunting her

thoughts passed the parlour window. Miss Keeldar sauntered slowly by,

her gait, her countenance, wearing that mixture of wistfulness and

carelessness which, when quiescent, was the wonted cast of her look and

character of her bearing. When animated, the carelessness quite

vanished, the wistfulness became blent with a genial gaiety, seasoning

the laugh, the smile, the glance, with a unique flavour of sentiment, so

that mirth from her never resembled "the crackling of thorns under a

pot."



"What do you mean by not coming to see me this afternoon, as you

promised?" was her address to Caroline as she entered the room.



"I was not in the humour," replied Miss Helstone, very truly.



Shirley had already fixed on her a penetrating eye.



"No," she said; "I see you are not in the humour for loving me. You are

in one of your sunless, inclement moods, when one feels a

fellow-creature's presence is not welcome to you. You have such moods.

Are you aware of it?"



"Do you mean to stay long, Shirley?"



"Yes. I am come to have my tea, and must have it before I go. I shall

take the liberty, then, of removing my bonnet, without being asked."



And this she did, and then stood on the rug with her hands behind her.



"A pretty expression you have in your countenance," she went on, still

gazing keenly, though not inimically--rather indeed pityingly--at

Caroline. "Wonderfully self-supported you look, you solitude-seeking,

wounded deer. Are you afraid Shirley will worry you if she discovers

that you are hurt, and that you bleed?"



"I never do fear Shirley."



"But sometimes you dislike her; often you avoid her. Shirley can feel

when she is slighted and shunned. If you had not walked home in the

company you did last night, you would have been a different girl to-day.

What time did you reach the rectory?"



"By ten."



"Humph! You took three-quarters of an hour to walk a mile. Was it you,

or Moore, who lingered so?"



"Shirley, you talk nonsense."



"_He_ talked nonsense--that I doubt not; or he looked it, which is a

thousand times worse. I see the reflection of his eyes on your forehead

at this moment. I feel disposed to call him out, if I could only get a

trustworthy second. I feel desperately irritated. I felt so last night,

and have felt it all day."



"You don't ask me why," she proceeded, after a pause, "you little

silent, over-modest thing; and you don't deserve that I should pour out

my secrets into your lap without an invitation. Upon my word, I could

have found it in my heart to have dogged Moore yesterday evening with

dire intent. I have pistols, and can use them."



"Stuff, Shirley! Which would you have shot--me or Robert?"



"Neither, perhaps. Perhaps myself--more likely a bat or a tree-bough. He

is a puppy, your cousin--a quiet, serious, sensible, judicious,

ambitious puppy. I see him standing before me, talking his half-stern,

half-gentle talk, bearing me down (as I am very conscious he does) with

his fixity of purpose, etc.; and then--I have no patience with him!"



Miss Keeldar started off on a rapid walk through the room, repeating

energetically that she had no patience with men in general, and with her

tenant in particular.



"You are mistaken," urged Caroline, in some anxiety. "Robert is no puppy

or male flirt; I can vouch for that."



"_You_ vouch for it! Do you think I'll take your word on the subject?

There is no one's testimony I would not credit sooner than yours. To

advance Moore's fortune you would cut off your right hand."



"But not tell lies. And if I speak the truth, I must assure you that he

was just civil to me last night--that was all."



"I never asked what he was. I can guess. I saw him from the window take

your hand in his long fingers, just as he went out at my gate."



"That is nothing. I am not a stranger, you know. I am an old

acquaintance, and his cousin."



"I feel indignant, and that is the long and short of the matter,"

responded Miss Keeldar. "All my comfort," she added presently, "is

broken up by his man�uvres. He keeps intruding between you and me.

Without him we should be good friends; but that six feet of puppyhood

makes a perpetually-recurring eclipse of our friendship. Again and again

he crosses and obscures the disc I want always to see clear; ever and

anon he renders me to you a mere bore and nuisance."



"No, Shirley, no."



"He does. You did not want my society this afternoon, and I feel it

hard. You are naturally somewhat reserved, but I am a social personage,

who cannot live alone. If we were but left unmolested, I have that

regard for you that I could bear you in my presence for ever, and not

for the fraction of a second do I ever wish to be rid of you. You cannot

say as much respecting me."



"Shirley, I can say anything you wish. Shirley, I like you."



"You will wish me at Jericho to-morrow, Lina."



"I shall not. I am every day growing more accustomed to--fonder of you.

You know I am too English to get up a vehement friendship all at once;

but you are so much better than common--you are so different to

every-day young ladies--I esteem you, I value you; you are never a

burden to me--never. Do you believe what I say?"



"Partly," replied Miss Keeldar, smiling rather incredulously; "but you

are a peculiar personage. Quiet as you look, there is both a force and a

depth somewhere within not easily reached or appreciated. Then you

certainly are not happy."



"And unhappy people are rarely good. Is that what you mean?"



"Not at all. I mean rather that unhappy people are often preoccupied,

and not in the mood for discoursing with companions of my nature.

Moreover, there is a sort of unhappiness which not only depresses, but

corrodes; and that, I fear, is your portion. Will pity do you any good,

Lina? If it will, take some from Shirley; she offers largely, and

warrants the article genuine."



"Shirley, I never had a sister--you never had a sister; but it flashes

on me at this moment how sisters feel towards each other--affection

twined with their life, which no shocks of feeling can uproot, which

little quarrels only trample an instant, that it may spring more freshly

when the pressure is removed; affection that no passion can ultimately

outrival, with which even love itself cannot do more than compete in

force and truth. Love hurts us so, Shirley. It is so tormenting, so

racking, and it burns away our strength with its flame. In affection is

no pain and no fire, only sustenance and balm. I am supported and

soothed when you--that is, _you only_--are near, Shirley. Do you

believe me now?"



"I am always easy of belief when the creed pleases me. We really are

friends, then, Lina, in spite of the black eclipse?"



"We really are," returned the other, drawing Shirley towards her, and

making her sit down, "chance what may."



"Come, then; we will talk of something else than the Troubler." But at

this moment the rector came in, and the "something else" of which Miss

Keeldar was about to talk was not again alluded to till the moment of

her departure. She then delayed a few minutes in the passage to say,

"Caroline, I wish to tell you that I have a great weight on my mind; my

conscience is quite uneasy as if I had committed, or was going to

commit, a crime. It is not my _private_ conscience, you must understand,

but my landed-proprietor and lord-of-the-manor conscience. I have got

into the clutch of an eagle with iron talons. I have fallen under a

stern influence, which I scarcely approve, but cannot resist. Something

will be done ere long, I fear, which it by no means pleases me to think

of. To ease my mind, and to prevent harm as far as I can, I mean to

enter on a series of good works. Don't be surprised, therefore, if you

see me all at once turn outrageously charitable. I have no idea how to

begin, but you must give me some advice. We will talk more on the

subject to-morrow; and just ask that excellent person, Miss Ainley, to

step up to Fieldhead. I have some notion of putting myself under her

tuition. Won't she have a precious pupil? Drop a hint to her, Lina,

that, though a well-meaning, I am rather a neglected character, and then

she will feel less scandalized at my ignorance about clothing societies

and such things."



On the morrow Caroline found Shirley sitting gravely at her desk, with

an account-book, a bundle of banknotes, and a well-filled purse before

her. She was looking mighty serious, but a little puzzled. She said she

had been "casting an eye" over the weekly expenditure in housekeeping at

the hall, trying to find out where she could retrench; that she had also

just given audience to Mrs. Gill, the cook, and had sent that person

away with a notion that her (Shirley's) brain was certainly crazed. "I

have lectured her on the duty of being careful," said she, "in a way

quite new to her. So eloquent was I on the text of economy that I

surprised myself; for, you see, it is altogether a fresh idea. I never

thought, much less spoke, on the subject till lately. But it is all

theory; for when I came to the practical part I could retrench nothing.

I had not firmness to take off a single pound of butter, or to prosecute

to any clear result an inquest into the destiny of either dripping,

lard, bread, cold meat, or other kitchen perquisite whatever. I know we

never get up illuminations at Fieldhead, but I could not ask the meaning

of sundry quite unaccountable pounds of candles. We do not wash for the

parish, yet I viewed in silence items of soap and bleaching-powder

calculated to satisfy the solicitude of the most anxious inquirer after

our position in reference to those articles. Carnivorous I am not, nor

is Mrs. Pryor, nor is Mrs. Gill herself, yet I only hemmed and opened my

eyes a little wide when I saw butchers' bills whose figures seemed to

prove that fact--falsehood, I mean. Caroline, you may laugh at me, but

you can't change me. I am a poltroon on certain points; I feel it. There

is a base alloy of moral cowardice in my composition. I blushed and hung

my head before Mrs. Gill, when she ought to have been faltering

confessions to me. I found it impossible to get up the spirit even to

hint, much less to prove, to her that she was a cheat. I have no calm

dignity, no true courage about me."



"Shirley, what fit of self-injustice is this? My uncle, who is not given

to speak well of women, says there are not ten thousand men in England

as genuinely fearless as you."



"I am fearless, physically; I am never nervous about danger. I was not

startled from self-possession when Mr. Wynne's great red bull rose with

a bellow before my face, as I was crossing the cowslip lea alone,

stooped his begrimed, sullen head, and made a run at me; but I was

afraid of seeing Mrs. Gill brought to shame and confusion of face. You

have twice--ten times--my strength of mind on certain subjects,

Caroline. You, whom no persuasion can induce to pass a bull, however

quiet he looks, would have firmly shown my housekeeper she had done

wrong; then you would have gently and wisely admonished her; and at

last, I dare say, provided she had seemed penitent, you would have very

sweetly forgiven her. Of this conduct I am incapable. However, in spite

of exaggerated imposition, I still find we live within our means. I have

money in hand, and I really must do some good with it. The Briarfield

poor are badly off; they must be helped. What ought I to do, think you,

Lina? Had I not better distribute the cash at once?"



"No, indeed, Shirley; you will not manage properly. I have often noticed

that your only notion of charity is to give shillings and half-crowns in

a careless, free-handed sort of way, which is liable to continual abuse.

You must have a prime minister, or you will get yourself into a series

of scrapes. You suggested Miss Ainley yourself; to Miss Ainley I will

apply. And, meantime, promise to keep quiet, and not begin throwing away

your money. What a great deal you have, Shirley! You must feel very rich

with all that?"



"Yes; I feel of consequence. It is not an immense sum, but I feel

responsible for its disposal; and really this responsibility weighs on

my mind more heavily than I could have expected. They say that there are

some families almost starving to death in Briarfield. Some of my own

cottagers are in wretched circumstances. I must and will help them."



"Some people say we shouldn't give alms to the poor, Shirley."



"They are great fools for their pains. For those who are not hungry, it

is easy to palaver about the degradation of charity, and so on: but they

forget the brevity of life, as well as its bitterness. We have none of

us long to live. Let us help each other through seasons of want and woe

as well as we can, without heeding in the least the scruples of vain

philosophy."



"But you do help others, Shirley. You give a great deal as it is."



"Not enough. I must give more, or, I tell you, my brother's blood will

some day be crying to Heaven against me. For, after all, if political

incendiaries come here to kindle conflagration in the neighbourhood, and

my property is attacked, I shall defend it like a tigress--I know I

shall. Let me listen to Mercy as long as she is near me. Her voice once

drowned by the shout of ruffian defiance, and I shall be full of

impulses to resist and quell. If once the poor gather and rise in the

form of the mob, I shall turn against them as an aristocrat; if they

bully me, I must defy: if they attack, I must resist, and I will."



"You talk like Robert."



"I feel like Robert, only more fierily. Let them meddle with Robert, or

Robert's mill, or Robert's interests, and I shall hate them. At present

I am no patrician, nor do I regard the poor around me as plebeians; but

if once they violently wrong me or mine, and then presume to dictate to

us, I shall quite forget pity for their wretchedness and respect for

their poverty, in scorn of their ignorance and wrath at their

insolence."



"Shirley, how your eyes flash!"



"Because my soul burns. Would you, any more than me, let Robert be borne

down by numbers?"



"If I had your power to aid Robert, I would use it as you mean to use

it. If I could be such a friend to him as you can be, I would stand by

him, as you mean to stand by him, till death."



"And now, Lina, though your eyes don't flash, they glow. You drop your

lids; but I saw a kindled spark. However, it is not yet come to

fighting. What I want to do is to _prevent_ mischief. I cannot forget,

either day or night, that these embittered feelings of the poor against

the rich have been generated in suffering: they would neither hate nor

envy us if they did not deem us so much happier than themselves. To

allay this suffering, and thereby lessen this hate, let me, out of my

abundance, give abundantly; and that the donation may go farther, let it

be made wisely. To that intent, we must introduce some clear, calm,

practical sense into our councils. So go and fetch Miss Ainley."



Without another word Caroline put on her bonnet and departed. It may,

perhaps, appear strange that neither she nor Shirley thought of

consulting Mrs. Pryor on their scheme; but they were wise in abstaining.

To have consulted her--and this they knew by instinct--would only have

been to involve her in painful embarrassment. She was far better

informed, better read, a deeper thinker than Miss Ainley, but of

administrative energy, of executive activity, she had none. She would

subscribe her own modest mite to a charitable object willingly--secret

almsgiving suited her; but in public plans, on a large scale, she could

take no part; as to originating them, that was out of the question. This

Shirley knew, and therefore she did not trouble Mrs. Pryor by unavailing

conferences, which could only remind her of her own deficiencies, and do

no good.



It was a bright day for Miss Ainley when she was summoned to Fieldhead

to deliberate on projects so congenial to her; when she was seated with

all honour and deference at a table with paper, pen, ink, and--what was

best of all--cash before her, and requested to draw up a regular plan

for administering relief to the destitute poor of Briarfield. She, who

knew them all, had studied their wants, had again and again felt in what

way they might best be succoured, could the means of succour only be

found, was fully competent to the undertaking, and a meek exultation

gladdened her kind heart as she felt herself able to answer clearly and

promptly the eager questions put by the two young girls, as she showed

them in her answers how much and what serviceable knowledge she had

acquired of the condition of her fellow-creatures around her.



Shirley placed at her disposal £300, and at sight of the money Miss

Ainley's eyes filled with joyful tears; for she already saw the hungry

fed, the naked clothed, the sick comforted thereby. She quickly drew up

a simple, sensible plan for its expenditure; and she assured them

brighter times would now come round, for she doubted not the lady of

Fieldhead's example would be followed by others. She should try to get

additional subscriptions, and to form a fund; but first she must consult

the clergy. Yes, on that point she was peremptory. Mr. Helstone, Dr.

Boultby, Mr. Hall, _must_ be consulted (for not only must Briarfield be

relieved, but Whinbury and Nunnely). It would, she averred, be

presumption in her to take a single step unauthorized by them.



The clergy were sacred beings in Miss Ainley's eyes; no matter what

might be the insignificance of the individual, his station made him

holy. The very curates--who, in their trivial arrogance, were hardly

worthy to tie her patten-strings, or carry her cotton umbrella, or check

woollen shawl--she, in her pure, sincere enthusiasm, looked upon as

sucking saints. No matter how clearly their little vices and enormous

absurdities were pointed out to her, she could not see them; she was

blind to ecclesiastical defects; the white surplice covered a multitude

of sins.



Shirley, knowing this harmless infatuation on the part of her

recently-chosen prime minister, stipulated expressly that the curates

were to have no voice in the disposal of the money, that their meddling

fingers were not to be inserted into the pie. The rectors, of course,

must be paramount, and they might be trusted. They had some experience,

some sagacity, and Mr. Hall, at least, had sympathy and loving-kindness

for his fellow-men; but as for the youth under them, they must be set

aside, kept down, and taught that subordination and silence best became

their years and capacity.



It was with some horror Miss Ainley heard this language. Caroline,

however, interposing with a mild word or two in praise of Mr Sweeting,

calmed her again. Sweeting was, indeed, her own favourite. She

endeavoured to respect Messrs. Malone and Donne, but the slices of

sponge-cake and glasses of cowslip or primrose wine she had at different

times administered to Sweeting, when he came to see her in her little

cottage, were ever offered with sentiments of truly motherly regard. The

same innocuous collation she had once presented to Malone; but that

personage evinced such open scorn of the offering, she had never

ventured to renew it. To Donne she always served the treat, and was

happy to see his approbation of it proved beyond a doubt by the fact of

his usually eating two pieces of cake, and putting a third in his

pocket.



Indefatigable in her exertions where good was to be done, Miss Ainley

would immediately have set out on a walk of ten miles round to the three

rectors, in order to show her plan, and humbly solicit their approval;

but Miss Keeldar interdicted this, and proposed, as an amendment, to

collect the clergy in a small select reunion that evening at Fieldhead.

Miss Ainley was to meet them, and the plan was to be discussed in full

privy council.



Shirley managed to get the senior priesthood together accordingly, and

before the old maid's arrival, she had, further, talked all the

gentlemen into the most charming mood imaginable. She herself had taken

in hand Dr. Boultby and Mr. Helstone. The first was a stubborn old

Welshman, hot, opinionated, and obstinate, but withal a man who did a

great deal of good, though not without making some noise about it. The

latter we know. She had rather a friendly feeling for both, especially

for old Helstone; and it cost her no trouble to be quite delightful to

them. She took them round the garden; she gathered them flowers; she was

like a kind daughter to them. Mr. Hall she left to Caroline--or rather,

it was to Caroline's care Mr. Hall consigned himself.



He generally sought Caroline in every party where she and he happened to

be. He was not in general a lady's man, though all ladies liked him;

something of a book-worm he was, near-sighted, spectacled, now and then

abstracted. To old ladies he was kind as a son. To men of every

occupation and grade he was acceptable. The truth, simplicity, frankness

of his manners, the nobleness of his integrity, the reality and

elevation of his piety, won him friends in every grade. His poor clerk

and sexton delighted in him; the noble patron of his living esteemed him

highly. It was only with young, handsome, fashionable, and stylish

ladies he felt a little shy. Being himself a plain man--plain in aspect,

plain in manners, plain in speech--he seemed to fear their dash,

elegance, and airs. But Miss Helstone had neither dash nor airs, and her

native elegance was of a very quiet order--quiet as the beauty of a

ground-loving hedge-flower. He was a fluent, cheerful, agreeable talker.

Caroline could talk too in a _tête-à-tête_. She liked Mr. Hall to come

and take the seat next her in a party, and thus secure her from Peter

Augustus Malone, Joseph Donne, or John Sykes; and Mr. Hall never failed

to avail himself of this privilege when he possibly could. Such

preference shown by a single gentleman to a single lady would certainly,

in ordinary cases, have set in motion the tongues of the gossips; but

Cyril Hall was forty-five years old, slightly bald, and slightly gray,

and nobody ever said or thought he was likely to be married to Miss

Helstone. Nor did he think so himself. He was wedded already to his

books and his parish. His kind sister Margaret, spectacled and learned

like himself, made him happy in his single state; he considered it too

late to change. Besides, he had known Caroline as a pretty little girl.

She had sat on his knee many a time; he had bought her toys and given

her books; he felt that her friendship for him was mixed with a sort of

filial respect; he could not have brought himself to attempt to give

another colour to her sentiments, and his serene mind could glass a fair

image without feeling its depths troubled by the reflection.



When Miss Ainley arrived, she was made kindly welcome by every one. Mrs.

Pryor and Margaret Hall made room for her on the sofa between them; and

when the three were seated, they formed a trio which the gay and

thoughtless would have scorned, indeed, as quite worthless and

unattractive--a middle-aged widow and two plain, spectacled old

maids--yet which had its own quiet value, as many a suffering and

friendless human being knew.



Shirley opened the business and showed the plan.



"I know the hand which drew up that," said Mr. Hall, glancing at Miss

Ainley, and smiling benignantly. His approbation was won at once.

Boultby heard and deliberated with bent brow and protruded under lip.

His consent he considered too weighty to be given in a hurry. Helstone

glanced sharply round with an alert, suspicious expression, as if he

apprehended that female craft was at work, and that something in

petticoats was somehow trying underhand to acquire too much influence,

and make itself of too much importance. Shirley caught and comprehended

the expression. "This scheme is nothing," said she carelessly. "It is

only an outline--a mere suggestion. You, gentlemen, are requested to

draw up rules of your own."



And she directly fetched her writing-case, smiling queerly to herself as

she bent over the table where it stood. She produced a sheet of paper, a

new pen, drew an arm-chair to the table, and presenting her hand to old

Helstone, begged permission to install him in it. For a minute he was a

little stiff, and stood wrinkling his copper-coloured forehead

strangely. At last he muttered, "Well, you are neither my wife nor my

daughter, so I'll be led for once; but mind--I know I _am_ led. Your

little female man�uvres don't blind me."



"Oh!" said Shirley, dipping the pen in the ink, and putting it into his

hand, "you must regard me as Captain Keeldar to-day. This is quite a

gentleman's affair--yours and mine entirely, doctor" (so she had dubbed

the rector). "The ladies there are only to be our aides-de-camp, and at

their peril they speak, till we have settled the whole business."



He smiled a little grimly, and began to write. He soon interrupted

himself to ask questions, and consult his brethren, disdainfully lifting

his glance over the curly heads of the two girls and the demure caps of

the elder ladies, to meet the winking glasses and gray pates of the

priests. In the discussion which ensued, all three gentlemen, to their

infinite credit, showed a thorough acquaintance with the poor of their

parishes--an even minute knowledge of their separate wants. Each rector

knew where clothing was needed, where food would be most acceptable,

where money could be bestowed with a probability of it being judiciously

laid out. Wherever their memories fell short, Miss Ainley or Miss Hall,

if applied to, could help them out; but both ladies took care not to

speak unless spoken to. Neither of them wanted to be foremost, but each

sincerely desired to be useful; and useful the clergy consented to make

them--with which boon they were content.



Shirley stood behind the rectors, leaning over their shoulders now and

then to glance at the rules drawn up and the list of cases making out,

listening to all they said, and still at intervals smiling her queer

smile--a smile not ill-natured, but significant--too significant to be

generally thought amiable. Men rarely like such of their fellows as read

their inward nature too clearly and truly. It is good for women,

especially, to be endowed with a soft blindness; to have mild, dim eyes,

that never penetrate below the surface of things--that take all for what

it seems. Thousands, knowing this, keep their eyelids drooped on system;

but the most downcast glance has its loophole, through which it can, on

occasion, take its sentinel-survey of life. I remember once seeing a

pair of blue eyes, that were usually thought sleepy, secretly on the

alert, and I knew by their expression--an expression which chilled my

blood, it was in that quarter so wondrously unexpected--that for years

they had been accustomed to silent soul-reading. The world called the

owner of these blue eyes _bonne petite femme_ (she was not an

Englishwoman). I learned her nature afterwards--got it off by

heart--studied it in its farthest, most hidden recesses. She was the

finest, deepest, subtlest schemer in Europe.



When all was at length settled to Miss Keeldar's mind, and the clergy

had entered so fully into the spirit of her plans as to head the

subscription-list with their signatures for £50 each, she ordered supper

to be served, having previously directed Mrs. Gill to exercise her

utmost skill in the preparation of this repast. Mr. Hall was no _bon

vivant_--he was naturally an abstemious man, indifferent to luxury; but

Boultby and Helstone both liked good cookery. The _recherché_ supper

consequently put them into excellent humour. They did justice to it,

though in a gentlemanly way--not in the mode Mr. Donne would have done

had he been present. A glass of fine wine was likewise tasted, with

discerning though most decorous relish. Captain Keeldar was complimented

on his taste; the compliment charmed him. It had been his aim to gratify

and satisfy his priestly guests. He had succeeded, and was radiant with

glee.









CHAPTER XV.



MR. DONNE'S EXODUS.





The next day Shirley expressed to Caroline how delighted she felt that

the little party had gone off so well.



"I rather like to entertain a circle of gentlemen," said she. "It is

amusing to observe how they enjoy a judiciously concocted repast. For

ourselves, you see, these choice wines and these scientific dishes are

of no importance to us; but gentlemen seem to retain something of the

_naïveté_ of children about food, and one likes to please them--that is,

when they show the becoming, decent self-government of our admirable

rectors. I watch Moore sometimes, to try and discover how he can be

pleased; but he has not that child's simplicity about him. Did you ever

find out his accessible point, Caroline? you have seen more of him than

I."



"It is not, at any rate, that of my uncle and Dr. Boultby," returned

Caroline, smiling. She always felt a sort of shy pleasure in following

Miss Keeldar's lead respecting the discussion of her cousin's character.

Left to herself, she would never have touched on the subject; but when

invited, the temptation of talking about him of whom she was ever

thinking was irresistible. "But," she added, "I really don't know what

it is, for I never watched Robert in my life but my scrutiny was

presently baffled by finding he was watching me."



"There it is!" exclaimed Shirley. "You can't fix your eyes on him but

his presently flash on you. He is never off his guard. He won't give you

an advantage. Even when he does not look at you, his thoughts seem to be

busy amongst your own thoughts, tracing your words and actions to their

source, contemplating your motives at his ease. Oh! I know that sort of

character, or something in the same style. It is one that piques me

singularly. How does it affect you?"



This question was a specimen of one of Shirley's sharp, sudden turns.

Caroline used to be fluttered by them at first, but she had now got into

the way of parrying these home-thrusts like a little Quakeress.



"Pique you? In what way does it pique you?" she said.



"Here he comes!" suddenly exclaimed Shirley, breaking off, starting up

and running to the window. "Here comes a diversion. I never told you of

a superb conquest I have made lately--made at those parties to which I

can never persuade you to accompany me; and the thing has been done

without effort or intention on my part--that I aver. There is the

bell--and, by all that's delicious! there are two of them. Do they never

hunt, then, except in couples? You may have one, Lina, and you may take

your choice. I hope I am generous enough. Listen to Tartar!"



The black-muzzled, tawny dog, a glimpse of which was seen in the chapter

which first introduced its mistress to the reader, here gave tongue in

the hall, amidst whose hollow space the deep bark resounded formidably.

A growl more terrible than the bark, menacing as muttered thunder,

succeeded.



"Listen!" again cried Shirley, laughing. "You would think that the

prelude to a bloody onslaught. They will be frightened. They don't know

old Tartar as I do. They are not aware his uproars are all sound and

fury, signifying nothing!"



Some bustle was heard. "Down, sir, down!" exclaimed a high-toned,

imperious voice, and then came a crack of a cane or whip. Immediately

there was a yell--a scutter--a run--a positive tumult.



"O Malone, Malone!"



"Down! down! down!" cried the high voice.



"He really is worrying them!" exclaimed Shirley. "They have struck him.

A blow is what he is not used to, and will not take."



Out she ran. A gentleman was fleeing up the oak staircase, making for

refuge in the gallery or chambers in hot haste; another was backing fast

to the stairfoot, wildly flourishing a knotty stick, at the same time

reiterating, "Down! down! down!" while the tawny dog bayed, bellowed,

howled at him, and a group of servants came bundling from the kitchen.

The dog made a spring; the second gentleman turned tail and rushed after

his comrade. The first was already safe in a bedroom; he held the door

against his fellow--nothing so merciless as terror. But the other

fugitive struggled hard; the door was about to yield to his strength.



"Gentlemen," was uttered in Miss Keeldar's silvery but vibrating tones,

"spare my locks, if you please. Calm yourselves! Come down! Look at

Tartar; he won't harm a cat."



She was caressing the said Tartar. He lay crouched at her feet, his fore

paws stretched out, his tail still in threatening agitation, his

nostrils snorting, his bulldog eyes conscious of a dull fire. He was an

honest, phlegmatic, stupid, but stubborn canine character. He loved his

mistress and John--the man who fed him--but was mostly indifferent to

the rest of the world. Quiet enough he was, unless struck or threatened

with a stick, and that put a demon into him at once.



"Mr. Malone, how do you do?" continued Shirley, lifting up her mirth-lit

face to the gallery. "That is not the way to the oak parlour; that is

Mrs. Pryor's apartment. Request your friend Mr. Donne to evacuate. I

shall have the greatest pleasure in receiving him in a lower room."



"Ha! ha!" cried Malone, in hollow laughter, quitting the door, and

leaning over the massive balustrade. "Really that animal alarmed Donne.

He is a little timid," he proceeded, stiffening himself, and walking

trimly to the stairhead. "I thought it better to follow, in order to

reassure him."



"It appears you did. Well, come down, if you please.--John" (turning to

her manservant), "go upstairs and liberate Mr. Donne.--Take care, Mr.

Malone; the stairs are slippery."



In truth they were, being of polished oak. The caution came a little

late for Malone. He had slipped already in his stately descent, and was

only saved from falling by a clutch at the banisters, which made the

whole structure creak again.



Tartar seemed to think the visitor's descent effected with unwarranted

_éclat_, and accordingly he growled once more. Malone, however, was no

coward. The spring of the dog had taken him by surprise, but he passed

him now in suppressed fury rather than fear. If a look could have

strangled Tartar, he would have breathed no more. Forgetting politeness

in his sullen rage, Malone pushed into the parlour before Miss Keeldar.

He glanced at Miss Helstone; he could scarcely bring himself to bend to

her. He glared on both the ladies. He looked as if, had either of them

been his wife, he would have made a glorious husband at the moment. In

each hand he seemed as if he would have liked to clutch one and gripe

her to death.



However, Shirley took pity. She ceased to laugh; and Caroline was too

true a lady to smile even at any one under mortification. Tartar was

dismissed; Peter Augustus was soothed--for Shirley had looks and tones

that might soothe a very bull. He had sense to feel that, since he could

not challenge the owner of the dog, he had better be civil. And civil he

tried to be; and his attempts being well received, he grew presently

_very_ civil and quite himself again. He had come, indeed, for the

express purpose of making himself charming and fascinating. Rough

portents had met him on his first admission to Fieldhead; but that

passage got over, charming and fascinating he resolved to be. Like

March, having come in like a lion, he purposed to go out like a lamb.



For the sake of air, as it appeared, or perhaps for that of ready exit

in case of some new emergency arising, he took his seat,--not on the

sofa, where Miss Keeldar offered him enthronization, nor yet near the

fireside, to which Caroline, by a friendly sign, gently invited him, but

on a chair close to the door. Being no longer sullen or furious, he

grew, after his fashion, constrained and embarrassed. He talked to the

ladies by fits and starts, choosing for topics whatever was most

intensely commonplace. He sighed deeply, significantly, at the close of

every sentence; he sighed in each pause; he sighed ere he opened his

mouth. At last, finding it desirable to add ease to his other charms, he

drew forth to aid him an ample silk pocket-handkerchief. This was to be

the graceful toy with which his unoccupied hands were to trifle. He went

to work with a certain energy. He folded the red-and-yellow square

cornerwise; he whipped it open with a waft; again he folded it in

narrower compass; he made of it a handsome band. To what purpose would

he proceed to apply the ligature? Would he wrap it about his throat--his

head? Should it be a comforter or a turban? Neither. Peter Augustus had

an inventive, an original genius. He was about to show the ladies graces

of action possessing at least the charm of novelty. He sat on the chair

with his athletic Irish legs crossed, and these legs, in that attitude,

he circled with the bandana and bound firmly together. It was evident

he felt this device to be worth an encore; he repeated it more than

once. The second performance sent Shirley to the window, to laugh her

silent but irrepressible laugh unseen; it turned Caroline's head aside,

that her long curls might screen the smile mantling on her features.

Miss Helstone, indeed, was amused by more than one point in Peter's

demeanour. She was edified at the complete though abrupt diversion of

his homage from herself to the heiress. The £5,000 he supposed her

likely one day to inherit were not to be weighed in the balance against

Miss Keeldar's estate and hall. He took no pains to conceal his

calculations and tactics. He pretended to no gradual change of views; he

wheeled about at once. The pursuit of the lesser fortune was openly

relinquished for that of the greater. On what grounds he expected to

succeed in his chase himself best knew; certainly not by skilful

management.



From the length of time that elapsed, it appeared that John had some

difficulty in persuading Mr. Donne to descend. At length, however, that

gentleman appeared; nor, as he presented himself at the oak-parlour

door, did he seem in the slightest degree ashamed or confused--not a

whit. Donne, indeed, was of that coldly phlegmatic, immovably

complacent, densely self-satisfied nature which is insensible to shame.

He had never blushed in his life; no humiliation could abash him; his

nerves were not capable of sensation enough to stir his life and make

colour mount to his cheek; he had no fire in his blood and no modesty in

his soul; he was a frontless, arrogant, decorous slip of the

commonplace--conceited, inane, insipid; and this gentleman had a notion

of wooing Miss Keeldar! He knew no more, however, how to set about the

business than if he had been an image carved in wood. He had no idea of

a taste to be pleased, a heart to be reached in courtship. His notion

was, when he should have formally visited her a few times, to write a

letter proposing marriage. Then he calculated she would accept him for

love of his office; then they would be married; then he should be master

of Fieldhead; and he should live very comfortably, have servants at his

command, eat and drink of the best, and be a great man. You would not

have suspected his intentions when he addressed his intended bride in an

impertinent, injured tone--"A very dangerous dog that, Miss Keeldar. I

wonder you should keep such an animal."



"Do you, Mr. Donne? Perhaps you will wonder more when I tell you I am

very fond of him."



"I should say you are not serious in the assertion. Can't fancy a lady

fond of that brute--'tis so ugly--a mere carter's dog. Pray hang him."



"Hang what I am fond of!"



"And purchase in his stead some sweetly pooty pug or poodle--something

appropriate to the fair sex. Ladies generally like lap-dogs."



"Perhaps I am an exception."



"Oh, you can't be, you know. All ladies are alike in those matters. That

is universally allowed."



"Tartar frightened you terribly, Mr. Donne. I hope you won't take any

harm."



"That I shall, no doubt. He gave me a turn I shall not soon forget. When

I _sor_ him" (such was Mr. Donne's pronunciation) "about to spring, I

thought I should have fainted."



"Perhaps you did faint in the bedroom; you were a long time there."



"No; I bore up that I might hold the door fast. I was determined not to

let any one enter. I thought I would keep a barrier between me and the

enemy."



"But what if your friend Mr. Malone had been worried?"



"Malone must take care of himself. Your man persuaded me to come out at

last by saying the dog was chained up in his kennel. If I had not been

assured of this, I would have remained all day in the chamber. But what

is that? I declare the man has told a falsehood! The dog is there!"



And indeed Tartar walked past the glass door opening to the garden,

stiff, tawny, and black-muzzled as ever. He still seemed in bad humour.

He was growling again, and whistling a half-strangled whistle, being an

inheritance from the bulldog side of his ancestry.



"There are other visitors coming," observed Shirley, with that provoking

coolness which the owners of formidable-looking dogs are apt to show

while their animals are all bristle and bay. Tartar sprang down the

pavement towards the gate, bellowing _avec explosion_. His mistress

quietly opened the glass door, and stepped out chirruping to him. His

bellow was already silenced, and he was lifting up his huge, blunt,

stupid head to the new callers to be patted.



"What! Tartar, Tartar!" said a cheery, rather boyish voice, "don't you

know us? Good-morning, old boy!"



And little Mr. Sweeting, whose conscious good nature made him

comparatively fearless of man, woman, child, or brute, came through the

gate, caressing the guardian. His vicar, Mr. Hall, followed. He had no

fear of Tartar either, and Tartar had no ill-will to him. He snuffed

both the gentlemen round, and then, as if concluding that they were

harmless, and might be allowed to pass, he withdrew to the sunny front

of the hall, leaving the archway free. Mr. Sweeting followed, and would

have played with him; but Tartar took no notice of his caresses. It was

only his mistress's hand whose touch gave him pleasure; to all others he

showed himself obstinately insensible.



Shirley advanced to meet Messrs. Hall and Sweeting, shaking hands with

them cordially. They were come to tell her of certain successes they had

achieved that morning in applications for subscriptions to the fund. Mr.

Hall's eyes beamed benignantly through his spectacles, his plain face

looked positively handsome with goodness; and when Caroline, seeing who

was come, ran out to meet him, and put both her hands into his, he gazed

down on her with a gentle, serene, affectionate expression that gave him

the aspect of a smiling Melanchthon.



Instead of re-entering the house, they strayed through the garden, the

ladies walking one on each side of Mr. Hall. It was a breezy sunny day;

the air freshened the girls' cheeks and gracefully dishevelled their

ringlets. Both of them looked pretty--one gay. Mr. Hall spoke oftenest

to his brilliant companion, looked most frequently at the quiet one.

Miss Keeldar gathered handfuls of the profusely blooming flowers whose

perfume filled the enclosure. She gave some to Caroline, telling her to

choose a nosegay for Mr. Hall; and with her lap filled with delicate and

splendid blossoms, Caroline sat down on the steps of a summer-house. The

vicar stood near her, leaning on his cane.



Shirley, who could not be inhospitable, now called out the neglected

pair in the oak parlour. She convoyed Donne past his dread enemy Tartar,

who, with his nose on his fore paws, lay snoring under the meridian sun.

Donne was not grateful--he never _was_ grateful for kindness and

attention--but he was glad of the safeguard. Miss Keeldar, desirous of

being impartial, offered the curates flowers. They accepted them with

native awkwardness. Malone seemed specially at a loss, when a bouquet

filled one hand, while his shillelah occupied the other. Donne's "Thank

you!" was rich to hear. It was the most fatuous and arrogant of sounds,

implying that he considered this offering a homage to his merits, and an

attempt on the part of the heiress to ingratiate herself into his

priceless affections. Sweeting alone received the posy like a smart,

sensible little man, as he was, putting it gallantly and nattily into

his buttonhole.



As a reward for his good manners, Miss Keeldar, beckoning him apart,

gave him some commission, which made his eyes sparkle with glee. Away he

flew, round by the courtyard to the kitchen. No need to give him

directions; he was always at home everywhere. Ere long he reappeared,

carrying a round table, which he placed under the cedar; then he

collected six garden-chairs from various nooks and bowers in the

grounds, and placed them in a circle. The parlour-maid--Miss Keeldar

kept no footman--came out, bearing a napkin-covered tray. Sweeting's

nimble fingers aided in disposing glasses, plates, knives, and forks; he

assisted her too in setting forth a neat luncheon, consisting of cold

chicken, ham, and tarts.



This sort of impromptu regale it was Shirley's delight to offer any

chance guests; and nothing pleased her better than to have an alert,

obliging little friend, like Sweeting, to run about her hand, cheerily

receive and briskly execute her hospitable hints. David and she were on

the best terms in the world; and his devotion to the heiress was quite

disinterested, since it prejudiced in nothing his faithful allegiance to

the magnificent Dora Sykes.



The repast turned out a very merry one. Donne and Malone, indeed,

contributed but little to its vivacity, the chief part they played in it

being what concerned the knife, fork, and wine-glass; but where four

such natures as Mr. Hall, David Sweeting, Shirley, and Caroline were

assembled in health and amity, on a green lawn, under a sunny sky,

amidst a wilderness of flowers, there could not be ungenial dullness.



In the course of conversation Mr. Hall reminded the ladies that

Whitsuntide was approaching, when the grand united Sunday-school

tea-drinking and procession of the three parishes of Briarfield,

Whinbury, and Nunnely were to take place. Caroline, he knew, would be at

her post as teacher, he said, and he hoped Miss Keeldar would not be

wanting. He hoped she would make her first public appearance amongst

them at that time. Shirley was not the person to miss an occasion of

this sort. She liked festive excitement, a gathering of happiness, a

concentration and combination of pleasant details, a throng of glad

faces, a muster of elated hearts. She told Mr. Hall they might count on

her with security. She did not know what she would have to do, but they

might dispose of her as they pleased.



"And," said Caroline, "you will promise to come to my table, and to sit

near me, Mr. Hall?"



"I shall not fail, _Deo volente_," said he.--"I have occupied the place

on her right hand at these monster tea-drinkings for the last six

years," he proceeded, turning to Miss Keeldar. "They made her a

Sunday-school teacher when she was a little girl of twelve. She is not

particularly self-confident by nature, as you may have observed; and the

first time she had to 'take a tray,' as the phrase is, and make tea in

public, there was some piteous trembling and flushing. I observed the

speechless panic, the cups shaking in the little hand, and the

overflowing teapot filled too full from the urn. I came to her aid, took

a seat near her, managed the urn and the slop-basin, and in fact made

the tea for her like any old woman."



"I was very grateful to you," interposed Caroline.



"You were. You told me so with an earnest sincerity that repaid me well,

inasmuch as it was not like the majority of little ladies of twelve,

whom you may help and caress for ever without their evincing any quicker

sense of the kindness done and meant than if they were made of wax and

wood instead of flesh and nerves.--She kept close to me, Miss Keeldar,

the rest of the evening, walking with me over the grounds where the

children were playing; she followed me into the vestry when all were

summoned into church; she would, I believe, have mounted with me to the

pulpit, had I not taken the previous precaution of conducting her to the

rectory pew."



"And he has been my friend ever since," said Caroline.



"And always sat at her table, near her tray, and handed the cups--that

is the extent of my services. The next thing I do for her will be to

marry her some day to some curate or mill-owner.--But mind, Caroline, I

shall inquire about the bridegroom's character; and if he is not a

gentleman likely to render happy the little girl who walked with me

hand in hand over Nunnely Common, I will not officiate. So take care."



"The caution is useless. I am not going to be married. I shall live

single, like your sister Margaret, Mr. Hall."



"Very well. You might do worse. Margaret is not unhappy. She has her

books for a pleasure, and her brother for a care, and is content. If

ever you want a home, if the day should come when Briarfield rectory is

yours no longer, come to Nunnely vicarage. Should the old maid and

bachelor be still living, they will make you tenderly welcome."



"There are your flowers. Now," said Caroline, who had kept the nosegay

she had selected for him till this moment, "_you_ don't care for a

bouquet, but you must give it to Margaret; only--to be sentimental for

once--keep that little forget-me-not, which is a wild flower I gathered

from the grass; and--to be still more sentimental--let me take two or

three of the blue blossoms and put them in my souvenir."



And she took out a small book with enamelled cover and silver clasp,

wherein, having opened it, she inserted the flowers, writing round them

in pencil, "To be kept for the sake of the Rev. Cyril Hall, my friend.

May --, 18--."



The Rev. Cyril Hall, on his part, also placed a sprig in safety between

the leaves of a pocket Testament. He only wrote on the margin,

"Caroline."



"Now," said he, smiling, "I trust we are romantic enough. Miss Keeldar,"

he continued (the curates, by-the-bye, during this conversation, were

too much occupied with their own jokes to notice what passed at the

other end of the table), "I hope you are laughing at this trait of

'_exaltation_' in the old gray-headed vicar; but the fact is, I am so

used to comply with the requests of this young friend of yours, I don't

know how to refuse her when she tells me to do anything. You would say

it is not much in my way to traffic with flowers and forget-me-nots;

but, you see, when requested to be sentimental, I am obedient."



"He is naturally rather sentimental," remarked Caroline. "Margaret told

me so, and I know what pleases him."



"That you should be good and happy? Yes; that is one of my greatest

pleasures. May God long preserve to you the blessings of peace and

innocence! By which phrase I mean _comparative_ innocence; for in His

sight, I am well aware, _none_ are pure. What to our human perceptions

looks spotless as we fancy angels, is to Him but frailty, needing the

blood of His Son to cleanse, and the strength of His Spirit to sustain.

Let us each and all cherish humility--I, as you, my young friends; and

we may well do it when we look into our own hearts, and see there

temptations, inconsistencies, propensities, even we blush to recognize.

And it is not youth, nor good looks, nor grace, nor any gentle outside

charm which makes either beauty or goodness in God's eyes.--Young

ladies, when your mirror or men's tongues flatter you, remember that, in

the sight of her Maker, Mary Ann Ainley--a woman whom neither glass nor

lips have ever panegyrized--is fairer and better than either of you. She

is indeed," he added, after a pause--"she is indeed. You young things,

wrapt up in yourselves and in earthly hopes, scarcely live as Christ

lived. Perhaps you cannot do it yet, while existence is so sweet and

earth so smiling to you; it would be too much to expect. She, with meek

heart and due reverence, treads close in her Redeemer's steps."



Here the harsh voice of Donne broke in on the mild tones of Mr. Hall.

"Ahem!" he began, clearing his throat evidently for a speech of some

importance--"ahem! Miss Keeldar, your attention an instant, if you

please."



"Well," said Shirley nonchalantly, "what is it? I listen. All of me is

ear that is not eye."



"I hope part of you is hand also," returned Donne, in his vulgarly

presumptuous and familiar style, "and part purse. It is to the hand and

purse I propose to appeal. I came here this morning with a view to beg

of you----"



"You should have gone to Mrs. Gill; she is my almoner."



"To beg of you a subscription to a school. I and Dr. Boultby intend to

erect one in the hamlet of Ecclefigg, which is under our vicarage of

Whinbury. The Baptists have got possession of it. They have a chapel

there, and we want to dispute the ground."



"But I have nothing to do with Ecclefigg. I possess no property there."



"What does that signify? You're a churchwoman, ain't you?"



"Admirable creature!" muttered Shirley, under her breath. "Exquisite

address! Fine style! What raptures he excites in me!" Then aloud, "I am

a churchwoman, certainly."



"Then you can't refuse to contribute in this case. The population of

Ecclefigg are a parcel of brutes; we want to civilize them."



"Who is to be the missionary?"



"Myself, probably."



"You won't fail through lack of sympathy with your flock."



"I hope not--I expect success; but we must have money. There is the

paper. Pray give a handsome sum."



When asked for money, Shirley rarely held back. She put down her name

for £5. After the £300 she had lately given, and the many smaller sums

she was giving constantly, it was as much as she could at present

afford. Donne looked at it, declared the subscription "shabby," and

clamorously demanded more. Miss Keeldar flushed up with some indignation

and more astonishment.



"At present I shall give no more," said she.



"Not give more! Why, I expected you to head the list with a cool

hundred. With your property, you should never put down a signature for

less."



She was silent.



"In the south," went on Donne, "a lady with a thousand a year would be

ashamed to give five pounds for a public object."



Shirley, so rarely haughty, looked so now. Her slight frame became

nerved; her distinguished face quickened with scorn.



"Strange remarks?" said she--"most inconsiderate! Reproach in return for

bounty is misplaced."



"Bounty! Do you call five pounds bounty?"



"I do; and bounty which, had I not given it to Dr. Boultby's intended

school, of the erection of which I approve, and in no sort to his

curate, who seems ill-advised in his manner of applying for, or rather

extorting, subscriptions--bounty, I repeat, which, but for this

consideration, I should instantly reclaim."



Donne was thick-skinned. He did not feel all or half that the tone, air,

glance of the speaker expressed. He knew not on what ground he stood.



"Wretched place this Yorkshire," he went on. "I could never have formed

an idea_r_ of the country had I not seen it. And the people--rich and

poor--what a set! How _corse_ and uncultivated! They would be scouted in

the south."



Shirley leaned forwards on the table, her nostrils dilating a little,

her taper fingers interlaced and compressing each other hard.



"The rich," pursued the infatuated and unconscious Donne, "are a parcel

of misers, never living as persons with their incomes ought to live. You

scarsley"--(you must excuse Mr. Donne's pronunciation, reader; it was

very choice; he considered it genteel, and prided himself on his

southern accent; northern ears received with singular sensations his

utterance of certain words)--"you scarsley ever see a fam'ly where a

propa carriage or a reg'la butla is kep; and as to the poor--just look

at them when they come crowding about the church doors on the occasion

of a marriage or a funeral, clattering in clogs; the men in their

shirt-sleeves and wool-combers' aprons, the women in mob-caps and

bed-gowns. They positively deserve that one should turn a mad cow in

amongst them to rout their rabble-ranks. He-he! what fun it would be!"



"There! you have reached the climax," said Shirley quietly. "You have

reached the climax," she repeated, turning her glowing glance towards

him. "You cannot go beyond it, and," she added with emphasis, "you

_shall_ not, in my house."



Up she rose--nobody could control her now, for she was

exasperated--straight she walked to her garden gates, wide she flung

them open.



"Walk through," she said austerely, "and pretty quickly, and set foot on

this pavement no more."



Donne was astounded. He had thought all the time he was showing himself

off to high advantage, as a lofty-souled person of the first "ton;" he

imagined he was producing a crushing impression. Had he not expressed

disdain of everything in Yorkshire? What more conclusive proof could be

given that he was better than anything there? And yet here was he about

to be turned like a dog out of a Yorkshire garden! Where, under such

circumstances, was the "concatenation accordingly"?



"Rid me of you instantly--instantly!" reiterated Shirley, as he

lingered.



"Madam--a clergyman! turn out a clergyman!"



"Off! Were you an archbishop you have proved yourself no gentleman, and

must go. Quick!"



She was quite resolved. There was no trifling with her. Besides, Tartar

was again rising; he perceived symptoms of a commotion; he manifested a

disposition to join in. There was evidently nothing for it but to go,

and Donne made his exodus, the heiress sweeping him a deep curtsy as she

closed the gates on him.



"How dare the pompous priest abuse his flock! How dare the lisping

cockney revile Yorkshire!" was her sole observation on the circumstance,

as she returned to the table.



Ere long the little party broke up; Miss Keeldar's ruffled and darkened

brow, curled lip, and incensed eye gave no invitation to further social

enjoyment.









CHAPTER XVI.



WHITSUNTIDE.





The fund prospered. By dint of Miss Keeldar's example, the three

rectors' vigorous exertions, and the efficient though quiet aid of their

spinster and spectacled lieutenants, Mary Ann Ainley and Margaret Hall,

a handsome sum was raised; and this being judiciously managed, served

for the present greatly to alleviate the distress of the unemployed

poor. The neighbourhood seemed to grow calmer. For a fortnight past no

cloth had been destroyed; no outrage on mill or mansion had been

committed in the three parishes. Shirley was sanguine that the evil she

wished to avert was almost escaped, that the threatened storm was

passing over. With the approach of summer she felt certain that trade

would improve--it always did; and then this weary war could not last for

ever; peace must return one day. With peace, what an impulse would be

given to commerce!



Such was the usual tenor of her observations to her tenant, Gérard

Moore, whenever she met him where they could converse; and Moore would

listen very quietly--too quietly to satisfy her. She would then by her

impatient glance demand something more from him--some explanation, or at

least some additional remark. Smiling in his way, with that expression

which gave a remarkable cast of sweetness to his mouth, while his brow

remained grave, he would answer to the effect that himself too trusted

in the finite nature of the war; that it was indeed on that ground the

anchor of his hopes was fixed; thereon his speculations depended. "For

you are aware," he would continue, "that I now work Hollow's Mill

entirely on speculation. I sell nothing; there is no market for my

goods. I manufacture for a future day. I make myself ready to take

advantage of the first opening that shall occur. Three months ago this

was impossible to me; I had exhausted both credit and capital. You well

know who came to my rescue, from what hand I received the loan which

saved me. It is on the strength of that loan I am enabled to continue

the bold game which, a while since, I feared I should never play more.

Total ruin I know will follow loss, and I am aware that gain is

doubtful; but I am quite cheerful. So long as I can be active, so long

as I can strive, so long, in short, as my hands are not tied, it is

impossible for me to be depressed. One year--nay, but six months--of the

reign of the olive, and I am safe; for, as you say, peace will give an

impulse to commerce. In this you are right; but as to the restored

tranquillity of the neighbourhood, as to the permanent good effect of

your charitable fund, I doubt. Eleemosynary relief never yet

tranquillized the working-classes--it never made them grateful; it is

not in human nature that it should. I suppose, were all things ordered

aright, they ought not to be in a position to need that humiliating

relief; and this they feel. We should feel it were we so placed.

Besides, to whom should they be grateful? To you, to the clergy perhaps,

but not to us mill-owners. They hate us worse than ever. Then the

disaffected here are in correspondence with the disaffected elsewhere.

Nottingham is one of their headquarters, Manchester another, Birmingham

a third. The subalterns receive orders from their chiefs; they are in a

good state of discipline; no blow is struck without mature deliberation.

In sultry weather you have seen the sky threaten thunder day by day, and

yet night after night the clouds have cleared, and the sun has set

quietly; but the danger was not gone--it was only delayed. The

long-threatening storm is sure to break at last. There is analogy

between the moral and physical atmosphere."



"Well, Mr. Moore" (so these conferences always ended), "take care of

yourself. If you think that I have ever done you any good, reward me by

promising to take care of yourself."



"I do; I will take close and watchful care. I wish to live, not to die.

The future opens like Eden before me; and still, when I look deep into

the shades of my paradise, I see a vision that I like better than seraph

or cherub glide across remote vistas."



"Do you? Pray, what vision?"



"I see----"



The maid came bustling in with the tea-things.



The early part of that May, as we have seen, was fine; the middle was

wet; but in the last week, at change of moon, it cleared again. A fresh

wind swept off the silver-white, deep-piled rain-clouds, bearing them,

mass on mass, to the eastern horizon, on whose verge they dwindled, and

behind whose rim they disappeared, leaving the vault behind all pure

blue space, ready for the reign of the summer sun. That sun rose broad

on Whitsuntide. The gathering of the schools was signalized by splendid

weather.



Whit-Tuesday was the great day, in preparation for which the two large

schoolrooms of Briarfield, built by the present rector, chiefly at his

own expense, were cleaned out, whitewashed, repainted, and decorated

with flowers and evergreens--some from the rectory garden, two cartloads

from Fieldhead, and a wheel-barrowful from the more stingy domain of De

Walden, the residence of Mr. Wynne. In these schoolrooms twenty tables,

each calculated to accommodate twenty guests, were laid out, surrounded

with benches, and covered with white cloths. Above them were suspended

at least some twenty cages, containing as many canaries, according to a

fancy of the district, specially cherished by Mr. Helstone's clerk, who

delighted in the piercing song of these birds, and knew that amidst

confusion of tongues they always carolled loudest. These tables, be it

understood, were not spread for the twelve hundred scholars to be

assembled from the three parishes, but only for the patrons and teachers

of the schools. The children's feast was to be spread in the open air.

At one o'clock the troops were to come in; at two they were to be

marshalled; till four they were to parade the parish; then came the

feast, and afterwards the meeting, with music and speechifying in the

church.



Why Briarfield was chosen for the point of rendezvous--the scene of the

_fête_--should be explained. It was not because it was the largest or

most populous parish--Whinbury far outdid it in that respect; nor

because it was the oldest, antique as were the hoary church and

rectory--Nunnely's low-roofed temple and mossy parsonage, buried both in

coeval oaks, outstanding sentinels of Nunnwood, were older still. It was

simply because Mr. Helstone willed it so, and Mr. Helstone's will was

stronger than that of Boultby or Hall; the former _could_ not, the

latter _would_ not, dispute a point of precedence with their resolute

and imperious brother. They let him lead and rule.



This notable anniversary had always hitherto been a trying day to

Caroline Helstone, because it dragged her perforce into public,

compelling her to face all that was wealthy, respectable, influential in

the neighbourhood; in whose presence, but for the kind countenance of

Mr. Hall, she would have appeared unsupported. Obliged to be

conspicuous; obliged to walk at the head of her regiment as the rector's

niece, and first teacher of the first class; obliged to make tea at the

first table for a mixed multitude of ladies and gentlemen, and to do all

this without the countenance of mother, aunt, or other chaperon--she,

meantime, being a nervous person, who mortally feared publicity--it will

be comprehended that, under these circumstances, she trembled at the

approach of Whitsuntide.



But this year Shirley was to be with her, and that changed the aspect of

the trial singularly--it changed it utterly. It was a trial no

longer--it was almost an enjoyment. Miss Keeldar was better in her

single self than a host of ordinary friends. Quite self-possessed, and

always spirited and easy; conscious of her social importance, yet never

presuming upon it--it would be enough to give one courage only to look

at her. The only fear was lest the heiress should not be punctual to

tryst. She often had a careless way of lingering behind time, and

Caroline knew her uncle would not wait a second for any one. At the

moment of the church clock tolling two, the bells would clash out and

the march begin. She must look after Shirley, then, in this matter, or

her expected companion would fail her.



Whit-Tuesday saw her rise almost with the sun. She, Fanny, and Eliza

were busy the whole morning arranging the rectory parlours in first-rate

company order, and setting out a collation of cooling

refreshments--wine, fruit, cakes--on the dining-room sideboard. Then she

had to dress in her freshest and fairest attire of white muslin: the

perfect fineness of the day and the solemnity of the occasion warranted,

and even exacted, such costume. Her new sash--a birthday present from

Margaret Hall, which she had reason to believe Cyril himself had bought,

and in return for which she had indeed given him a set of cambric bands

in a handsome case--was tied by the dexterous fingers of Fanny, who took

no little pleasure in arraying her fair young mistress for the occasion.

Her simple bonnet had been trimmed to correspond with her sash; her

pretty but inexpensive scarf of white crape suited her dress. When ready

she formed a picture, not bright enough to dazzle, but fair enough to

interest; not brilliantly striking, but very delicately pleasing--a

picture in which sweetness of tint, purity of air, and grace of mien

atoned for the absence of rich colouring and magnificent contour. What

her brown eye and clear forehead showed of her mind was in keeping with

her dress and face--modest, gentle, and, though pensive, harmonious. It

appeared that neither lamb nor dove need fear her, but would welcome

rather, in her look of simplicity and softness, a sympathy with their

own natures, or with the natures we ascribe to them.



After all, she was an imperfect, faulty human being, fair enough of

form, hue, and array, but, as Cyril Hall said, neither so good nor so

great as the withered Miss Ainley, now putting on her best black gown

and Quaker drab shawl and bonnet in her own narrow cottage chamber.



Away Caroline went, across some very sequestered fields and through some

quite hidden lanes, to Fieldhead. She glided quickly under the green

hedges and across the greener leas. There was no dust, no moisture, to

soil the hem of her stainless garment, or to damp her slender sandal.

After the late rains all was clean, and under the present glowing sun

all was dry. She walked fearlessly, then, on daisy and turf, and through

thick plantations; she reached Fieldhead, and penetrated to Miss

Keeldar's dressing-room.



It was well she had come, or Shirley would have been too late. Instead

of making ready with all speed, she lay stretched on a couch, absorbed

in reading. Mrs. Pryor stood near, vainly urging her to rise and dress.

Caroline wasted no words. She immediately took the book from her, and

with her own hands commenced the business of disrobing and rerobing her.

Shirley, indolent with the heat, and gay with her youth and pleasurable

nature, wanted to talk, laugh, and linger; but Caroline, intent on being

in time, persevered in dressing her as fast as fingers could fasten

strings or insert pins. At length, as she united a final row of hooks

and eyes, she found leisure to chide her, saying she was very naughty to

be so unpunctual, that she looked even now the picture of incorrigible

carelessness; and so Shirley did, but a very lovely picture of that

tiresome quality.



She presented quite a contrast to Caroline. There was style in every

fold of her dress and every line of her figure. The rich silk suited her

better than a simpler costume; the deep embroidered scarf became her.

She wore it negligently but gracefully. The wreath on her bonnet

crowned her well. The attention to fashion, the tasteful appliance of

ornament in each portion of her dress, were quite in place with her. All

this suited her, like the frank light in her eyes, the rallying smile

about her lips, like her shaft-straight carriage and lightsome step.

Caroline took her hand when she was dressed, hurried her downstairs, out

of doors; and thus they sped through the fields, laughing as they went,

and looking very much like a snow-white dove and gem-tinted bird of

paradise joined in social flight.



Thanks to Miss Helstone's promptitude, they arrived in good time. While

yet trees hid the church, they heard the bell tolling a measured but

urgent summons for all to assemble. The trooping in of numbers, the

trampling of many steps and murmuring of many voices, were likewise

audible. From a rising ground, they presently saw, on the Whinbury road,

the Whinbury school approaching. It numbered five hundred souls. The

rector and curate, Boultby and Donne, headed it--the former looming

large in full canonicals, walking as became a beneficed priest, under

the canopy of a shovel-hat, with the dignity of an ample corporation,

the embellishment of the squarest and vastest of black coats, and the

support of the stoutest of gold-headed canes. As the doctor walked, he

now and then slightly flourished his cane, and inclined his shovel-hat

with a dogmatical wag towards his aide-de-camp. That

aide-de-camp--Donne, to wit--narrow as the line of his shape was,

compared to the broad bulk of his principal, contrived, notwithstanding,

to look every inch a curate. All about him was pragmatical and

self-complacent, from his turned-up nose and elevated chin to his

clerical black gaiters, his somewhat short, strapless trousers, and his

square-toed shoes.



Walk on, Mr. Donne! You have undergone scrutiny. You think you look

well. Whether the white and purple figures watching you from yonder hill

think so is another question.



These figures come running down when the regiment has marched by. The

churchyard is full of children and teachers, all in their very best

holiday attire; and, distressed as is the district, bad as are the

times, it is wonderful to see how respectably, how handsomely even, they

have contrived to clothe themselves. That British love of decency will

work miracles. The poverty which reduces an Irish girl to rags is

impotent to rob the English girl of the neat wardrobe she knows

necessary to her self-respect. Besides, the lady of the manor--that

Shirley, now gazing with pleasure on this well-dressed and happy-looking

crowd--has really done them good. Her seasonable bounty consoled many a

poor family against the coming holiday, and supplied many a child with a

new frock or bonnet for the occasion. She knows it, and is elate with

the consciousness--glad that her money, example, and influence have

really, substantially, benefited those around her. She cannot be

charitable like Miss Ainley: it is not in her nature. It relieves her to

feel that there is another way of being charitable, practicable for

other characters, and under other circumstances.



Caroline, too, is pleased, for she also has done good in her small

way--robbed herself of more than one dress, ribbon, or collar she could

ill spare, to aid in fitting out the scholars of her class; and as she

could not give money, she has followed Miss Ainley's example in giving

her time and her industry to sew for the children.



Not only is the churchyard full, but the rectory garden is also

thronged. Pairs and parties of ladies and gentlemen are seen walking

amongst the waving lilacs and laburnums. The house also is occupied: at

the wide-open parlour windows gay groups are standing. These are the

patrons and teachers, who are to swell the procession. In the parson's

croft, behind the rectory, are the musicians of the three parish bands,

with their instruments. Fanny and Eliza, in the smartest of caps and

gowns, and the whitest of aprons, move amongst them, serving out quarts

of ale, whereof a stock was brewed very sound and strong some weeks

since by the rector's orders, and under his special superintendence.

Whatever he had a hand in must be managed handsomely. "Shabby doings" of

any description were not endured under his sanction. From the erection

of a public building, a church, school, or court-house, to the cooking

of a dinner, he still advocated the lordly, liberal, and effective. Miss

Keeldar was like him in this respect, and they mutually approved each

other's arrangements.



Caroline and Shirley were soon in the midst of the company. The former

met them very easily for her. Instead of sitting down in a retired

corner, or stealing away to her own room till the procession should be

marshalled, according to her wont, she moved through the three

parlours, conversed and smiled, absolutely spoke once or twice ere she

was spoken to, and, in short, seemed a new creature. It was Shirley's

presence which thus transformed her; the view of Miss Keeldar's air and

manner did her a world of good. Shirley had no fear of her kind, no

tendency to shrink from, to avoid it. All human beings--men, women, or

children--whom low breeding or coarse presumption did not render

positively offensive, were welcome enough to her--some much more so than

others, of course; but, generally speaking, till a man had indisputably

proved himself bad and a nuisance, Shirley was willing to think him good

and an acquisition, and to treat him accordingly. This disposition made

her a general favourite, for it robbed her very raillery of its sting,

and gave her serious or smiling conversation a happy charm; nor did it

diminish the value of her intimate friendship, which was a distinct

thing from this social benevolence--depending, indeed, on quite a

different part of her character. Miss Helstone was the choice of her

affection and intellect; the Misses Pearson, Sykes, Wynne, etc., etc.,

only the profiteers by her good-nature and vivacity.



Donne happened to come into the drawing-room while Shirley, sitting on

the sofa, formed the centre of a tolerably wide circle. She had already

forgotten her exasperation against him, and she bowed and smiled

good-humouredly. The disposition of the man was then seen. He knew

neither how to decline the advance with dignity, as one whose just pride

has been wounded, nor how to meet it with frankness, as one who is glad

to forget and forgive. His punishment had impressed him with no sense of

shame, and he did not experience that feeling on encountering his

chastiser. He was not vigorous enough in evil to be actively

malignant--he merely passed by sheepishly with a rated, scowling look.

Nothing could ever again reconcile him to his enemy; while no passion of

resentment, for even sharper and more ignominious inflictions, could his

lymphatic nature know.



"He was not worth a scene!" said Shirley to Caroline. "What a fool I

was! To revenge on poor Donne his silly spite at Yorkshire is something

like crushing a gnat for attacking the hide of a rhinoceros. Had I been

a gentleman, I believe I should have helped him off the premises by dint

of physical force. I am glad now I only employed the moral weapon. But

he must come near me no more. I don't like him. He irritates me. There

is not even amusement to be had out of him. Malone is better sport."



It seemed as if Malone wished to justify the preference, for the words

were scarcely out of the speaker's mouth when Peter Augustus came up,

all in _grande tenue_, gloved and scented, with his hair oiled and

brushed to perfection, and bearing in one hand a huge bunch of

cabbage-roses, five or six in full blow. These he presented to the

heiress with a grace to which the most cunning pencil could do but

defective justice. And who, after this, could dare to say that Peter was

not a lady's man? He had gathered and he had given flowers; he had

offered a sentimental, a poetic tribute at the shrine of Love or Mammon.

Hercules holding the distaff was but a faint type of Peter bearing the

roses. He must have thought this himself, for he seemed amazed at what

he had done. He backed without a word; he was going away with a husky

chuckle of self-satisfaction; then he bethought himself to stop and

turn, to ascertain by ocular testimony that he really had presented a

bouquet. Yes, there were the six red cabbages on the purple satin lap, a

very white hand, with some gold rings on the fingers, slightly holding

them together, and streaming ringlets, half hiding a laughing face,

drooped over them. Only _half_ hiding! Peter saw the laugh; it was

unmistakable. He was made a joke of; his gallantry, his chivalry, were

the subject of a jest for a petticoat--for two petticoats: Miss Helstone

too was smiling. Moreover, he felt he was seen through, and Peter grew

black as a thunder-cloud. When Shirley looked up, a fell eye was

fastened on her. Malone, at least, had energy enough in hate. She saw it

in his glance.



"Peter _is_ worth a scene, and shall have it, if he likes, one day," she

whispered to her friend.



And now--solemn and sombre as to their colour, though bland enough as to

their faces--appeared at the dining-room door the three rectors. They

had hitherto been busy in the church, and were now coming to take some

little refreshment for the body, ere the march commenced. The large

morocco-covered easy-chair had been left vacant for Dr. Boultby. He was

put into it, and Caroline, obeying the instigations of Shirley, who told

her now was the time to play the hostess, hastened to hand to her

uncle's vast, revered, and, on the whole, worthy friend, a glass of

wine and a plate of macaroons. Boultby's churchwardens, patrons of the

Sunday school both, as he insisted on their being, were already beside

him; Mrs. Sykes and the other ladies of his congregation were on his

right hand and on his left, expressing their hopes that he was not

fatigued, their fears that the day would be too warm for him. Mrs.

Boultby, who held an opinion that when her lord dropped asleep after a

good dinner his face became as the face of an angel, was bending over

him, tenderly wiping some perspiration, real or imaginary, from his

brow. Boultby, in short, was in his glory, and in a round, sound _voix

de poitrine_ he rumbled out thanks for attentions and assurances of his

tolerable health. Of Caroline he took no manner of notice as she came

near, save to accept what she offered. He did not see her--he never did

see her; he hardly knew that such a person existed. He saw the

macaroons, however, and being fond of sweets, possessed himself of a

small handful thereof. The wine Mrs. Boultby insisted on mingling with

hot water, and qualifying with sugar and nutmeg.



Mr. Hall stood near an open window, breathing the fresh air and scent of

flowers, and talking like a brother to Miss Ainley. To him Caroline

turned her attention with pleasure. "What should she bring him? He must

not help himself--he must be served by her." And she provided herself

with a little salver, that she might offer him variety. Margaret Hall

joined them; so did Miss Keeldar. The four ladies stood round their

favourite pastor. They also had an idea that they looked on the face of

an earthly angel. Cyril Hall was their pope, infallible to them as Dr.

Thomas Boultby to his admirers. A throng, too, enclosed the rector of

Briarfield--twenty or more pressed round him; and no parson was ever

more potent in a circle than old Helstone. The curates, herding together

after their manner, made a constellation of three lesser planets. Divers

young ladies watched them afar off, but ventured not nigh.



Mr. Helstone produced his watch. "Ten minutes to two," he announced

aloud. "Time for all to fall into line. Come." He seized his shovel-hat

and marched away. All rose and followed _en masse_.



The twelve hundred children were drawn up in three bodies of four

hundred souls each; in the rear of each regiment was stationed a band;

between every twenty there was an interval, wherein Helstone posted the

teachers in pairs. To the van of the armies he summoned,--



"Grace Boultby and Mary Sykes lead out Whinbury.



"Margaret Hall and Mary Ann Ainley conduct Nunnely.



"Caroline Helstone and Shirley Keeldar head Briarfield."



Then again he gave command,--



"Mr. Donne to Whinbury; Mr. Sweeting to Nunnely; Mr. Malone to

Briarfield."



And these gentlemen stepped up before the lady-generals.



The rectors passed to the full front; the parish clerks fell to the

extreme rear. Helstone lifted his shovel-hat. In an instant out clashed

the eight bells in the tower, loud swelled the sounding bands, flute

spoke and clarion answered, deep rolled the drums, and away they

marched.



The broad white road unrolled before the long procession, the sun and

sky surveyed it cloudless, the wind tossed the tree boughs above it, and

the twelve hundred children and one hundred and forty adults of which it

was composed trod on in time and tune, with gay faces and glad hearts.

It was a joyous scene, and a scene to do good. It was a day of happiness

for rich and poor--the work, first of God, and then of the clergy. Let

England's priests have their due. They are a faulty set in some

respects, being only of common flesh and blood like us all; but the land

would be badly off without them. Britain would miss her church, if that

church fell. God save it! God also reform it!









CHAPTER XVII.



THE SCHOOL FEAST.





Not on combat bent, nor of foemen in search, was this priest-led and

woman-officered company; yet their music played martial tunes, and, to

judge by the eyes and carriage of some--Miss Keeldar, for

instance--these sounds awoke, if not a martial, yet a longing spirit.

Old Helstone, turning by chance, looked into her face; and he laughed,

and she laughed at him.



"There is no battle in prospect," he said; "our country does not want us

to fight for it. No foe or tyrant is questioning or threatening our

liberty. There is nothing to be done. We are only taking a walk. Keep

your hand on the reins, captain, and slack the fire of that spirit. It

is not wanted, the more's the pity."



"Take your own advice, doctor," was Shirley's response. To Caroline she

murmured, "I'll borrow of imagination what reality will not give me. We

are not soldiers--bloodshed is not my desire--or if we are, we are

soldiers of the Cross. Time has rolled back some hundreds of years, and

we are bound on a pilgrimage to Palestine. But no; that is too

visionary. I need a sterner dream. We are Lowlanders of Scotland,

following a Covenanting captain up into the hills to hold a meeting out

of the reach of persecuting troopers. We know that battle may follow

prayer; and as we believe that in the worst issue of battle heaven must

be our reward, we are ready and willing to redden the peat-moss with our

blood. That music stirs my soul; it wakens all my life; it makes my

heart beat--not with its temperate daily pulse, but with a new,

thrilling vigour. I almost long for danger--for a faith, a land, or at

least a lover to defend."



"Look, Shirley!" interrupted Caroline. "What is that red speck above

Stilbro' Brow? You have keener sight than I. Just turn your eagle eye to

it."



Miss Keeldar looked. "I see," she said; then added presently, "there is

a line of red. They are soldiers--cavalry soldiers," she subjoined

quickly. "They ride fast. There are six of them. They will pass us. No;

they have turned off to the right. They saw our procession, and avoid it

by making a circuit. Where are they going?"



"Perhaps they are only exercising their horses."



"Perhaps so. We see them no more now."



Mr. Helstone here spoke.



"We shall pass through Royd Lane, to reach Nunnely Common by a short

cut," said he.



And into the straits of Royd Lane they accordingly defiled. It was very

narrow--so narrow that only two could walk abreast without falling into

the ditch which ran along each side. They had gained the middle of it,

when excitement became obvious in the clerical commanders. Boultby's

spectacles and Helstone's Rehoboam were agitated; the curates nudged

each other; Mr. Hall turned to the ladies and smiled.



"What is the matter?" was the demand.



He pointed with his staff to the end of the lane before them. Lo and

behold! another, an opposition, procession was there entering, headed

also by men in black, and followed also, as they could now hear, by

music.



"Is it our double?" asked Shirley, "our manifold wraith? Here is a card

turned up."



"If you wanted a battle, you are likely to get one--at least of looks,"

whispered Caroline, laughing.



"They shall not pass us!" cried the curates unanimously; "we'll not give

way!"



"Give way!" retorted Helstone sternly, turning round; "who talks of

giving way? You, boys, mind what you are about. The ladies, I know, will

be firm. I can trust them. There is not a churchwoman here but will

stand her ground against these folks, for the honour of the

Establishment.--What does Miss Keeldar say?"



"She asks what is it."



"The Dissenting and Methodist schools, the Baptists, Independents, and

Wesleyans, joined in unholy alliance, and turning purposely into this

lane with the intention of obstructing our march and driving us back."



"Bad manners!" said Shirley, "and I hate bad manners. Of course, they

must have a lesson."



"A lesson in politeness," suggested Mr. Hall, who was ever for peace;

"not an example of rudeness."



Old Helstone moved on. Quickening his step, he marched some yards in

advance of his company. He had nearly reached the other sable leaders,

when he who appeared to act as the hostile commander-in-chief--a large,

greasy man, with black hair combed flat on his forehead--called a halt.

The procession paused. He drew forth a hymn book, gave out a verse, set

a tune, and they all struck up the most dolorous of canticles.



Helstone signed to his bands. They clashed out with all the power of

brass. He desired them to play "Rule, Britannia!" and ordered the

children to join in vocally, which they did with enthusiastic spirit.

The enemy was sung and stormed down, his psalm quelled. As far as noise

went, he was conquered.



"Now, follow me!" exclaimed Helstone; "not at a run, but at a firm,

smart pace. Be steady, every child and woman of you. Keep together. Hold

on by each other's skirts, if necessary."



And he strode on with such a determined and deliberate gait, and was,

besides, so well seconded by his scholars and teachers, who did exactly

as he told them, neither running nor faltering, but marching with cool,

solid impetus--the curates, too, being compelled to do the same, as they

were between two fires, Helstone and Miss Keeldar, both of whom watched

any deviation with lynx-eyed vigilance, and were ready, the one with his

cane, the other with her parasol, to rebuke the slightest breach of

orders, the least independent or irregular demonstration--that the body

of Dissenters were first amazed, then alarmed, then borne down and

pressed back, and at last forced to turn tail and leave the outlet from

Royd Lane free. Boultby suffered in the onslaught, but Helstone and

Malone, between them, held him up, and brought him through the business,

whole in limb, though sorely tried in wind.



The fat Dissenter who had given out the hymn was left sitting in the

ditch. He was a spirit merchant by trade, a leader of the

Nonconformists, and, it was said, drank more water in that one afternoon

than he had swallowed for a twelvemonth before. Mr. Hall had taken care

of Caroline, and Caroline of him. He and Miss Ainley made their own

quiet comments to each other afterwards on the incident. Miss Keeldar

and Mr. Helstone shook hands heartily when they had fairly got the whole

party through the lane. The curates began to exult, but Mr. Helstone

presently put the curb on their innocent spirits. He remarked that they

never had sense to know what to say, and had better hold their tongues;

and he reminded them that the business was none of their managing.



About half-past three the procession turned back, and at four once more

regained the starting-place. Long lines of benches were arranged in the

close-shorn fields round the school. There the children were seated, and

huge baskets, covered up with white cloths, and great smoking tin

vessels were brought out. Ere the distribution of good things commenced,

a brief grace was pronounced by Mr. Hall and sung by the children. Their

young voices sounded melodious, even touching, in the open air. Large

currant buns and hot, well-sweetened tea were then administered in the

proper spirit of liberality. No stinting was permitted on this day, at

least; the rule for each child's allowance being that it was to have

about twice as much as it could possibly eat, thus leaving a reserve to

be carried home for such as age, sickness, or other impediment prevented

from coming to the feast. Buns and beer circulated, meantime, amongst

the musicians and church-singers; afterwards the benches were removed,

and they were left to unbend their spirits in licensed play.



A bell summoned the teachers, patrons, and patronesses to the

schoolroom. Miss Keeldar, Miss Helstone, and many other ladies were

already there, glancing over the arrangement of their separate trays and

tables. Most of the female servants of the neighbourhood, together with

the clerks', the singers', and the musicians' wives, had been pressed

into the service of the day as waiters. Each vied with the other in

smartness and daintiness of dress, and many handsome forms were seen

amongst the younger ones. About half a score were cutting bread and

butter, another half-score supplying hot water, brought from the coppers

of the rector's kitchen. The profusion of flowers and evergreens

decorating the white walls, the show of silver teapots and bright

porcelain on the tables, the active figures, blithe faces, gay dresses

flitting about everywhere, formed altogether a refreshing and lively

spectacle. Everybody talked, not very loudly, but merrily, and the

canary birds sang shrill in their high-hung cages.



Caroline, as the rector's niece, took her place at one of the three

first tables; Mrs. Boultby and Margaret Hall officiated at the others.

At these tables the _élite_ of the company were to be entertained,

strict rules of equality not being more in fashion at Briarfield than

elsewhere. Miss Helstone removed her bonnet and scarf, that she might be

less oppressed with the heat. Her long curls, falling on her neck,

served almost in place of a veil; and for the rest, her muslin dress was

fashioned modestly as a nun's robe, enabling her thus to dispense with

the encumbrance of a shawl.



The room was filling. Mr. Hall had taken his post beside Caroline, who

now, as she rearranged the cups and spoons before her, whispered to him

in a low voice remarks on the events of the day. He looked a little

grave about what had taken place in Royd Lane, and she tried to smile

him out of his seriousness. Miss Keeldar sat near--for a wonder, neither

laughing nor talking; on the contrary, very still, and gazing round her

vigilantly. She seemed afraid lest some intruder should take a seat she

apparently wished to reserve next her own. Ever and anon she spread her

satin dress over an undue portion of the bench, or laid her gloves or

her embroidered handkerchief upon it. Caroline noticed this _manège_ at

last, and asked her what friend she expected. Shirley bent towards her,

almost touched her ear with her rosy lips, and whispered with a musical

softness that often characterized her tones when what she said tended

even remotely to stir some sweet secret source of feeling in her heart,

"I expect Mr. Moore. I saw him last night, and I made him promise to

come with his sister, and to sit at our table. He won't fail me, I feel

certain; but I apprehend his coming too late, and being separated from

us. Here is a fresh batch arriving; every place will be taken.

Provoking!"



In fact, Mr. Wynne the magistrate, his wife, his son, and his two

daughters now entered in high state. They were Briarfield gentry. Of

course their place was at the first table, and being conducted thither,

they filled up the whole remaining space. For Miss Keeldar's comfort,

Mr. Sam Wynne inducted himself into the very vacancy she had kept for

Moore, planting himself solidly on her gown, her gloves, and her

handkerchief. Mr. Sam was one of the objects of her aversion, and the

more so because he showed serious symptoms of an aim at her hand. The

old gentleman, too, had publicly declared that the Fieldhead estate and

the De Walden estate were delightfully _contagious_--a malapropism which

rumour had not failed to repeat to Shirley.



Caroline's ears yet rung with that thrilling whisper, "I expect Mr.

Moore," her heart yet beat and her cheek yet glowed with it, when a note

from the organ pealed above the confused hum of the place. Dr. Boultby,

Mr. Helstone, and Mr. Hall rose, so did all present, and grace was sung

to the accompaniment of the music; and then tea began. She was kept too

busy with her office for a while to have leisure for looking round, but

the last cup being filled, she threw a restless glance over the room.

There were some ladies and several gentlemen standing about yet

unaccommodated with seats. Amidst a group she recognized her spinster

friend, Miss Mann, whom the fine weather had tempted, or some urgent

friend had persuaded, to leave her drear solitude for one hour of social

enjoyment. Miss Mann looked tired of standing; a lady in a yellow bonnet

brought her a chair. Caroline knew well that _chapeau en satin jaune_;

she knew the black hair, and the kindly though rather opinionated and

froward-looking face under it; she knew that _robe de soie noire_, she

knew even that _schall gris de lin_; she knew, in short, Hortense Moore,

and she wanted to jump up and run to her and kiss her--to give her one

embrace for her own sake and two for her brother's. She half rose,

indeed, with a smothered exclamation, and perhaps--for the impulse was

very strong--she would have run across the room and actually saluted

her; but a hand replaced her in her seat, and a voice behind her

whispered, "Wait till after tea, Lina, and then I'll bring her to you."



And when she _could_ look up she did, and there was Robert himself close

behind, smiling at her eagerness, looking better than she had ever seen

him look--looking, indeed, to her partial eyes, so very handsome that

she dared not trust herself to hazard a second glance; for his image

struck on her vision with painful brightness, and pictured itself on her

memory as vividly as if there daguerreotyped by a pencil of keen

lightning.



He moved on, and spoke to Miss Keeldar. Shirley, irritated by some

unwelcome attentions from Sam Wynne, and by the fact of that gentleman

being still seated on her gloves and handkerchief--and probably, also,

by Moore's want of punctuality--was by no means in good humour. She

first shrugged her shoulders at him, and then she said a bitter word or

two about his "insupportable tardiness." Moore neither apologized nor

retorted. He stood near her quietly, as if waiting to see whether she

would recover her temper; which she did in little more than three

minutes, indicating the change by offering him her hand. Moore took it

with a smile, half-corrective, half-grateful. The slightest possible

shake of the head delicately marked the former quality; it is probable a

gentle pressure indicated the latter.



"You may sit where you can now, Mr. Moore," said Shirley, also smiling.

"You see there is not an inch of room for you here; but I discern plenty

of space at Mrs. Boultby's table, between Miss Armitage and Miss

Birtwhistle. Go! John Sykes will be your _vis-à-vis_, and you will sit

with your back towards us."



Moore, however, preferred lingering about where he was. He now and then

took a turn down the long room, pausing in his walk to interchange

greetings with other gentlemen in his own placeless predicament; but

still he came back to the magnet, Shirley, bringing with him, each time

he returned, observations it was necessary to whisper in her ear.



Meantime poor Sam Wynne looked far from comfortable. His fair neighbour,

judging from her movements, appeared in a mood the most unquiet and

unaccommodating. She would not sit still two seconds. She was hot; she

fanned herself; complained of want of air and space. She remarked that,

in her opinion, when people had finished their tea they ought to leave

the tables, and announced distinctly that she expected to faint if the

present state of things continued. Mr. Sam offered to accompany her into

the open air; just the way to give her her death of cold, she alleged.

In short, his post became untenable; and having swallowed his quantum of

tea, he judged it expedient to evacuate.



Moore should have been at hand, whereas he was quite at the other

extremity of the room, deep in conference with Christopher Sykes. A

large corn-factor, Timothy Ramsden, Esq., happened to be nearer; and

feeling himself tired of standing, he advanced to fill the vacant seat.

Shirley's expedients did not fail her. A sweep of her scarf upset her

teacup: its contents were shared between the bench and her own satin

dress. Of course, it became necessary to call a waiter to remedy the

mischief. Mr. Ramsden, a stout, puffy gentleman, as large in person as

he was in property, held aloof from the consequent commotion. Shirley,

usually almost culpably indifferent to slight accidents affecting dress,

etc., now made a commotion that might have become the most delicate and

nervous of her sex. Mr. Ramsden opened his mouth, withdrew slowly, and,

as Miss Keeldar again intimated her intention to "give way" and swoon on

the spot, he turned on his heel, and beat a heavy retreat.



Moore at last returned. Calmly surveying the bustle, and somewhat

quizzically scanning Shirley's enigmatical-looking countenance, he

remarked that in truth this was the hottest end of the room, that he

found a climate there calculated to agree with none but cool

temperaments like his own; and putting the waiters, the napkins, the

satin robe--the whole turmoil, in short--to one side, he installed

himself where destiny evidently decreed he should sit. Shirley subsided;

her features altered their lines; the raised knit brow and inexplicable

curve of the mouth became straight again; wilfulness and roguery gave

place to other expressions; and all the angular movements with which she

had vexed the soul of Sam Wynne were conjured to rest as by a charm.

Still no gracious glance was cast on Moore. On the contrary, he was

accused of giving her a world of trouble, and roundly charged with being

the cause of depriving her of the esteem of Mr. Ramsden and the

invaluable friendship of Mr. Samuel Wynne.



"Wouldn't have offended either gentleman for the world," she averred. "I

have always been accustomed to treat both with the most respectful

consideration, and there, owing to you, how they have been used! I shall

not be happy till I have made it up. I never am happy till I am friends

with my neighbours. So to-morrow I must make a pilgrimage to Royd

corn-mill, soothe the miller, and praise the grain; and next day I must

call at De Walden--where I hate to go--and carry in my reticule half an

oatcake to give to Mr. Sam's favourite pointers."



"You know the surest path to the heart of each swain, I doubt not," said

Moore quietly. He looked very content to have at last secured his

present place; but he made no fine speech expressive of gratification,

and offered no apology for the trouble he had given. His phlegm became

him wonderfully. It made him look handsomer, he was so composed; it made

his vicinage pleasant, it was so peace-restoring. You would not have

thought, to look at him, that he was a poor, struggling man seated

beside a rich woman; the calm of equality stilled his aspect; perhaps

that calm, too, reigned in his soul. Now and then, from the way in which

he looked down on Miss Keeldar as he addressed her, you would have

fancied his station towered above hers as much as his stature did.

Almost stern lights sometimes crossed his brow and gleamed in his eyes.

Their conversation had become animated, though it was confined to a low

key; she was urging him with questions--evidently he refused to her

curiosity all the gratification it demanded. She sought his eye once

with hers. You read, in its soft yet eager expression, that it solicited

clearer replies. Moore smiled pleasantly, but his lips continued sealed.

Then she was piqued, and turned away; but he recalled her attention in

two minutes. He seemed making promises, which he soothed her into

accepting in lieu of information.



It appeared that the heat of the room did not suit Miss Helstone. She

grew paler and paler as the process of tea-making was protracted. The

moment thanks were returned she quitted the table, and hastened to

follow her cousin Hortense, who, with Miss Mann, had already sought the

open air. Robert Moore had risen when she did--perhaps he meant to speak

to her; but there was yet a parting word to exchange with Miss Keeldar,

and while it was being uttered Caroline had vanished.



Hortense received her former pupil with a demeanour of more dignity than

warmth. She had been seriously offended by Mr. Helstone's proceedings,

and had all along considered Caroline to blame in obeying her uncle too

literally.



"You are a very great stranger," she said austerely, as her pupil held

and pressed her hand. The pupil knew her too well to remonstrate or

complain of coldness. She let the punctilious whim pass, sure that her

natural _bonté_ (I use this French word because it expresses just what I

mean--neither goodness nor good-nature, but something between the two)

would presently get the upper hand. It did. Hortense had no sooner

examined her face well, and observed the change its somewhat wasted

features betrayed, than her mien softened. Kissing her on both cheeks,

she asked anxiously after her health. Caroline answered gaily. It would,

however, have been her lot to undergo a long cross-examination, followed

by an endless lecture on this head, had not Miss Mann called off the

attention of the questioner by requesting to be conducted home. The poor

invalid was already fatigued. Her weariness made her cross--too cross

almost to speak to Caroline; and besides, that young person's white

dress and lively look were displeasing in the eyes of Miss Mann. The

everyday garb of brown stuff or gray gingham, and the everyday air of

melancholy, suited the solitary spinster better; she would hardly know

her young friend to-night, and quitted her with a cool nod. Hortense

having promised to accompany her home, they departed together.



Caroline now looked round for Shirley. She saw the rainbow scarf and

purple dress in the centre of a throng of ladies, all well known to

herself, but all of the order whom she systematically avoided whenever

avoidance was possible. Shyer at some moments than at others, she felt

just now no courage at all to join this company. She could not, however,

stand alone where all others went in pairs or parties; so she approached

a group of her own scholars, great girls, or rather young women, who

were standing watching some hundreds of the younger children playing at

blind-man's buff.



Miss Helstone knew these girls liked her, yet she was shy even with them

out of school. They were not more in awe of her than she of them. She

drew near them now, rather to find protection in their company than to

patronize them with her presence. By some instinct they knew her

weakness, and with natural politeness they respected it. Her knowledge

commanded their esteem when she taught them; her gentleness attracted

their regard; and because she was what they considered wise and good

when _on_ duty, they kindly overlooked her evident timidity when off.

They did not take advantage of it. Peasant girls as they were, they had

too much of our own English sensibility to be guilty of the coarse

error. They stood round her still, civil, friendly, receiving her slight

smiles and rather hurried efforts to converse with a good feeling and

good breeding--the last quality being the result of the first--which

soon set her at her ease.



Mr. Sam Wynne coming up with great haste, to insist on the elder girls

joining in the game as well as the younger ones, Caroline was again left

alone. She was meditating a quiet retreat to the house, when Shirley,

perceiving from afar her isolation, hastened to her side.



"Let us go to the top of the fields," she said. "I know you don't like

crowds, Caroline."



"But it will be depriving you of a pleasure, Shirley, to take you from

all these fine people, who court your society so assiduously, and to

whom you can, without art or effort, make yourself so pleasant."



"Not quite without effort; I am already tired of the exertion. It is but

insipid, barren work, talking and laughing with the good gentlefolks of

Briarfield. I have been looking out for your white dress for the last

ten minutes. I like to watch those I love in a crowd, and to compare

them with others. I have thus compared you. You resemble none of the

rest, Lina. There are some prettier faces than yours here. You are not a

model beauty like Harriet Sykes, for instance--beside her your person

appears almost insignificant--but you look agreeable, you look

reflective, you look what I call interesting."



"Hush, Shirley! you flatter me."



"I don't wonder that your scholars like you."



"Nonsense, Shirley! Talk of something else."



"We will talk of Moore, then, and we will watch him. I see him even

now."



"Where?" And as Caroline asked the question she looked not over the

fields, but into Miss Keeldar's eyes, as was her wont whenever Shirley

mentioned any object she descried afar. Her friend had quicker vision

than herself, and Caroline seemed to think that the secret of her eagle

acuteness might be read in her dark gray irides, or rather, perhaps, she

only sought guidance by the direction of those discriminating and

brilliant spheres.



"There is Moore," said Shirley, pointing right across the wide field

where a thousand children were playing, and now nearly a thousand adult

spectators walking about. "There--can you miss the tall stature and

straight port? He looks amidst the set that surround him like Eliab

amongst humbler shepherds--like Saul in a war-council; and a war-council

it is, if I am not mistaken."



"Why so, Shirley?" asked Caroline, whose eye had at last caught the

object it sought. "Robert is just now speaking to my uncle, and they are

shaking hands. They are then reconciled."



"Reconciled not without good reason, depend on it--making common cause

against some common foe. And why, think you, are Messrs. Wynne and

Sykes, and Armitage and Ramsden, gathered in such a close circle round

them? And why is Malone beckoned to join them? Where _he_ is summoned,

be sure a strong arm is needed."



Shirley, as she watched, grew restless; her eyes flashed.



"They won't trust me," she said. "That is always the way when it comes

to the point."



"What about?"



"Cannot you feel? There is some mystery afloat; some event is expected;

some preparation is to be made, I am certain. I saw it all in Mr.

Moore's manner this evening. He was excited, yet hard."



"Hard to _you_, Shirley?"



"Yes, to _me_. He often is hard to me. We seldom converse _tête-à-tête_

but I am made to feel that the basis of his character is not of eider

down."



"Yet he seemed to talk to you softly."



"Did he not? Very gentle tones and quiet manner. Yet the man is

peremptory and secret: his secrecy vexes me."



"Yes, Robert is secret."



"Which he has scarcely a right to be with me, especially as he commenced

by giving me his confidence. Having done nothing to forfeit that

confidence, it ought not to be withdrawn; but I suppose I am not

considered iron-souled enough to be trusted in a crisis."



"He fears, probably, to occasion you uneasiness."



"An unnecessary precaution. I am of elastic materials, not soon crushed.

He ought to know that. But the man is proud. He has his faults, say what

you will, Lina. Observe how engaged that group appear. They do not know

we are watching them."



"If we keep on the alert, Shirley, we shall perhaps find the clue to

their secret."



"There will be some unusual movements ere long--perhaps to-morrow,

possibly to-night. But my eyes and ears are wide open. Mr. Moore, you

shall be under surveillance. Be you vigilant also, Lina."



"I will. Robert is going; I saw him turn. I believe he noticed us. They

are shaking hands."



"Shaking hands, with emphasis," added Shirley, "as if they were

ratifying some solemn league and covenant."



They saw Robert quit the group, pass through a gate, and disappear.



"And he has not bid us good-bye," murmured Caroline.



Scarcely had the words escaped her lips when she tried by a smile to

deny the confession of disappointment they seemed to imply. An unbidden

suffusion for one moment both softened and brightened her eyes.



"Oh, that is soon remedied!" exclaimed Shirley: "we'll _make_ him bid us

good-bye."



"_Make_ him! That is not the same thing," was the answer.



"It _shall_ be the same thing."



"But he is gone; you can't overtake him."



"I know a shorter way than that he has taken. We will intercept him."



"But, Shirley, I would rather not go."



Caroline said this as Miss Keeldar seized her arm and hurried her down

the fields. It was vain to contend. Nothing was so wilful as Shirley

when she took a whim into her head. Caroline found herself out of sight

of the crowd almost before she was aware, and ushered into a narrow

shady spot, embowered above with hawthorns, and enamelled under foot

with daisies. She took no notice of the evening sun chequering the turf,

nor was she sensible of the pure incense exhaling at this hour from tree

and plant; she only heard the wicket opening at one end, and knew Robert

was approaching. The long sprays of the hawthorns, shooting out before

them, served as a screen. They saw him before he observed them. At a

glance Caroline perceived that his social hilarity was gone; he had left

it behind him in the joy-echoing fields round the school. What remained

now was his dark, quiet, business countenance. As Shirley had said, a

certain hardness characterized his air, while his eye was excited, but

austere. So much the worse timed was the present freak of Shirley's. If

he had looked disposed for holiday mirth, it would not have mattered

much; but now----



"I told you not to come," said Caroline, somewhat bitterly, to her

friend. She seemed truly perturbed. To be intruded on Robert thus,

against her will and his expectation, and when he evidently would rather

not be delayed, keenly annoyed her. It did not annoy Miss Keeldar in the

least. She stepped forward and faced her tenant, barring his way. "You

omitted to bid us good-bye," she said.



"Omitted to bid you good-bye! Where did you come from? Are you fairies?

I left two like you, one in purple and one in white, standing at the top

of a bank, four fields off, but a minute ago."



"You left us there and find us here. We have been watching you, and

shall watch you still. You must be questioned one day, but not now. At

present all you have to do is to say good-night, and then pass."



Moore glanced from one to the other without unbending his aspect. "Days

of fête have their privileges, and so have days of hazard," observed he

gravely.



"Come, don't moralize. Say good-night, and pass," urged Shirley.



"Must I say good-night to you, Miss Keeldar?"



"Yes, and to Caroline likewise. It is nothing new, I hope. You have bid

us both good-night before."



He took her hand, held it in one of his, and covered it with the other.

He looked down at her gravely, kindly, yet commandingly. The heiress

could not make this man her subject. In his gaze on her bright face

there was no servility, hardly homage; but there were interest and

affection, heightened by another feeling. Something in his tone when he

spoke, as well as in his words, marked that last sentiment to be

gratitude.



"Your debtor bids you good-night! May you rest safely and serenely till

morning."



"And you, Mr. Moore--what are you going to do? What have you been saying

to Mr. Helstone, with whom I saw you shake hands? Why did all those

gentlemen gather round you? Put away reserve for once. Be frank with

me."



"Who can resist you? I will be frank. To-morrow, if there is anything to

relate, you shall hear it."



"Just now," pleaded Shirley; "don't procrastinate."



"But I could only tell half a tale. And my time is limited; I have not a

moment to spare. Hereafter I will make amends for delay by candour."



"But are you going home?"



"Yes."



"Not to leave it any more to-night?"



"Certainly not. At present, farewell to both of you."



He would have taken Caroline's hand and joined it in the same clasp in

which he held Shirley's, but somehow it was not ready for him. She had

withdrawn a few steps apart. Her answer to Moore's adieu was only a

slight bend of the head and a gentle, serious smile. He sought no more

cordial token. Again he said "Farewell," and quitted them both.



"There! it is over," said Shirley when he was gone. "We have made him

bid us good-night, and yet not lost ground in his esteem, I think,

Cary."



"I hope not," was the brief reply.



"I consider you very timid and undemonstrative," remarked Miss Keeldar.

"Why did you not give Moore your hand when he offered you his? He is

your cousin; you like him. Are you ashamed to let him perceive your

affection?"



"He perceives all of it that interests him. No need to make a display of

feeling."



"You are laconic; you would be stoical if you could. Is love, in your

eyes, a crime, Caroline?"



"Love a crime! No, Shirley; love is a divine virtue. But why drag that

word into the conversation? It is singularly irrelevant."



"Good!" pronounced Shirley.



The two girls paced the green lane in silence. Caroline first resumed.



"Obtrusiveness is a crime, forwardness is a crime, and both disgust; but

love! no purest angel need blush to love. And when I see or hear either

man or woman couple shame with love, I know their minds are coarse,

their associations debased. Many who think themselves refined ladies and

gentlemen, and on whose lips the word 'vulgarity' is for ever hovering,

cannot mention 'love' without betraying their own innate and imbecile

degradation. It is a low feeling in their estimation, connected only

with low ideas for them."



"You describe three-fourths of the world, Caroline."



"They are cold--they are cowardly--they are stupid on the subject,

Shirley! They never loved--they never were loved!"



"Thou art right, Lina. And in their dense ignorance they blaspheme

living fire, seraph-brought from a divine altar."



"They confound it with sparks mounting from Tophet."



The sudden and joyous clash of bells here stopped the dialogue by

summoning all to the church.









CHAPTER XVIII.



WHICH THE GENTEEL READER IS RECOMMENDED TO SKIP, LOW PERSONS BEING HERE

INTRODUCED.





The evening was still and warm; close and sultry it even promised to

become. Round the descending sun the clouds glowed purple; summer tints,

rather Indian than English, suffused the horizon, and cast rosy

reflections on hillside, house-front, tree-bole, on winding road and

undulating pasture-ground. The two girls came down from the fields

slowly. By the time they reached the churchyard the bells were hushed;

the multitudes were gathered into the church. The whole scene was

solitary.



"How pleasant and calm it is!" said Caroline.



"And how hot it will be in the church!" responded Shirley. "And what a

dreary long speech Dr. Boultby will make! And how the curates will

hammer over their prepared orations! For my part, I would rather not

enter."



"But my uncle will be angry if he observes our absence."



"I will bear the brunt of his wrath; he will not devour me. I shall be

sorry to miss his pungent speech. I know it will be all sense for the

church, and all causticity for schism. He'll not forget the battle of

Royd Lane. I shall be sorry also to deprive you of Mr. Hall's sincere

friendly homily, with all its racy Yorkshireisms; but here I must stay.

The gray church and grayer tombs look divine with this crimson gleam on

them. Nature is now at her evening prayers; she is kneeling before those

red hills. I see her prostrate on the great steps of her altar, praying

for a fair night for mariners at sea, for travellers in deserts, for

lambs on moors, and unfledged birds in woods. Caroline, I see her, and I

will tell you what she is like. She is like what Eve was when she and

Adam stood alone on earth."



"And that is not Milton's Eve, Shirley."



"Milton's Eve! Milton's Eve! I repeat. No, by the pure Mother of God,

she is not! Cary, we are alone; we may speak what we think. Milton was

great; but was he good? His brain was right; how was his heart? He saw

heaven; he looked down on hell. He saw Satan, and Sin his daughter, and

Death their horrible offspring. Angels serried before him their

battalions; the long lines of adamantine shields flashed back on his

blind eyeballs the unutterable splendour of heaven. Devils gathered

their legions in his sight; their dim, discrowned, and tarnished armies

passed rank and file before him. Milton tried to see the first woman;

but, Cary, he saw her not."



"You are bold to say so, Shirley."



"Not more bold than faithful. It was his cook that he saw; or it was

Mrs. Gill, as I have seen her, making custards, in the heat of summer,

in the cool dairy, with rose-trees and nasturtiums about the latticed

window, preparing a cold collation for the rectors--preserves and

'dulcet creams;' puzzled 'what choice to choose for delicacy best; what

order so contrived as not to mix tastes, not well-joined, inelegant, but

bring taste after taste, upheld with kindliest change.'"



"All very well too, Shirley."



"I would beg to remind him that the first men of the earth were Titans,

and that Eve was their mother; from her sprang Saturn, Hyperion,

Oceanus; she bore Prometheus----"



"Pagan that you are! what does that signify?"



"I say, there were giants on the earth in those days--giants that strove

to scale heaven. The first woman's breast that heaved with life on this

world yielded the daring which could contend with Omnipotence, the

strength which could bear a thousand years of bondage, the vitality

which could feed that vulture death through uncounted ages, the

unexhausted life and uncorrupted excellence, sisters to immortality,

which, after millenniums of crimes, struggles, and woes, could conceive

and bring forth a Messiah. The first woman was heaven-born. Vast was the

heart whence gushed the well-spring of the blood of nations, and grand

the undegenerate head where rested the consort-crown of creation."



"She coveted an apple, and was cheated by a snake; but you have got such

a hash of Scripture and mythology into your head that there is no making

any sense of you. You have not yet told me what you saw kneeling on

those hills."



"I saw--I now see--a woman-Titan. Her robe of blue air spreads to the

outskirts of the heath, where yonder flock is grazing; a veil white as

an avalanche sweeps from her head to her feet, and arabesques of

lightning flame on its borders. Under her breast I see her zone, purple

like that horizon; through its blush shines the star of evening. Her

steady eyes I cannot picture. They are clear, they are deep as lakes,

they are lifted and full of worship, they tremble with the softness of

love and the lustre of prayer. Her forehead has the expanse of a cloud,

and is paler than the early moon, risen long before dark gathers. She

reclines her bosom on the ridge of Stilbro' Moor; her mighty hands are

joined beneath it. So kneeling, face to face she speaks with God. That

Eve is Jehovah's daughter, as Adam was His son."



"She is very vague and visionary. Come, Shirley, we ought to go into

church."



"Caroline, I will not; I will stay out here with my mother Eve, in these

days called Nature. I love her--undying, mighty being! Heaven may have

faded from her brow when she fell in paradise, but all that is glorious

on earth shines there still. She is taking me to her bosom, and showing

me her heart. Hush, Caroline! You will see her and feel as I do, if we

are both silent."



"I will humour your whim; but you will begin talking again ere ten

minutes are over."



Miss Keeldar, on whom the soft excitement of the warm summer evening

seemed working with unwonted power, leaned against an upright headstone;

she fixed her eyes on the deep-burning west, and sank into a pleasurable

trance. Caroline, going a little apart, paced to and fro beneath the

rectory garden wall, dreaming too in her way. Shirley had mentioned the

word "mother." That word suggested to Caroline's imagination not the

mighty and mystical parent of Shirley's visions, but a gentle human

form--the form she ascribed to her own mother, unknown, unloved, but not

unlonged for.



"Oh that the day would come when she would remember her child! Oh that I

might know her, and knowing, love her!"



Such was her aspiration.



The longing of her childhood filled her soul again. The desire which

many a night had kept her awake in her crib, and which fear of its

fallacy had of late years almost extinguished, relit suddenly, and

glowed warm in her heart, that her mother might come some happy day,

and send for her to her presence, look upon her fondly with loving eyes,

and say to her tenderly, in a sweet voice, "Caroline, my child, I have a

home for you; you shall live with me. All the love you have needed, and

not tasted, from infancy, I have saved for you carefully. Come; it shall

cherish you now."



A noise on the road roused Caroline from her filial hopes, and Shirley

from her Titan visions. They listened, and heard the tramp of horses.

They looked, and saw a glitter through the trees. They caught through

the foliage glimpses of martial scarlet; helm shone, plume waved. Silent

and orderly, six soldiers rode softly by.



"The same we saw this afternoon," whispered Shirley. "They have been

halting somewhere till now. They wish to be as little noticed as

possible, and are seeking their rendezvous at this quiet hour, while the

people are at church. Did I not say we should see unusual things ere

long?"



Scarcely were sight and sound of the soldiers lost, when another and

somewhat different disturbance broke the night-hush--a child's impatient

scream. They looked. A man issued from the church, carrying in his arms

an infant--a robust, ruddy little boy of some two years old--roaring

with all the power of his lungs. He had probably just awaked from a

church-sleep. Two little girls, of nine and ten, followed. The influence

of the fresh air, and the attraction of some flowers gathered from a

grave, soon quieted the child. The man sat down with him, dandling him

on his knee as tenderly as any woman; the two little girls took their

places one on each side.



"Good-evening, William," said Shirley, after due scrutiny of the man. He

had seen her before, and apparently was waiting to be recognized. He now

took off his hat, and grinned a smile of pleasure. He was a

rough-headed, hard-featured personage, not old, but very weather-beaten.

His attire was decent and clean; that of his children singularly neat.

It was our old friend Farren. The young ladies approached him.



"You are not going into the church?" he inquired, gazing at them

complacently, yet with a mixture of bashfulness in his look--a sentiment

not by any means the result of awe of their station, but only of

appreciation of their elegance and youth. Before gentlemen--such as

Moore or Helstone, for instance--William was often a little dogged;

with proud or insolent ladies, too, he was quite unmanageable, sometimes

very resentful; but he was most sensible of, most tractable to,

good-humour and civility. His nature--a stubborn one--was repelled by

inflexibility in other natures; for which reason he had never been able

to like his former master, Moore; and unconscious of that gentleman's

good opinion of himself, and of the service he had secretly rendered him

in recommending him as gardener to Mr. Yorke, and by this means to other

families in the neighbourhood, he continued to harbour a grudge against

his austerity. Latterly he had often worked at Fieldhead. Miss Keeldar's

frank, hospitable manners were perfectly charming to him. Caroline he

had known from her childhood; unconsciously she was his ideal of a lady.

Her gentle mien, step, gestures, her grace of person and attire, moved

some artist-fibres about his peasant heart. He had a pleasure in looking

at her, as he had in examining rare flowers or in seeing pleasant

landscapes. Both the ladies liked William; it was their delight to lend

him books, to give him plants; and they preferred his conversation far

before that of many coarse, hard, pretentious people immeasurably higher

in station.



"Who was speaking, William, when you came out?" asked Shirley.



"A gentleman ye set a deal of store on, Miss Shirley--Mr. Donne."



"You look knowing, William. How did you find out my regard for Mr.

Donne?"



"Ay, Miss Shirley, there's a gleg light i' your een sometimes which

betrays you. You look raight down scornful sometimes when Mr. Donne is

by."



"Do you like him yourself, William?"



"Me? I'm stalled o' t' curates, and so is t' wife. They've no manners.

They talk to poor folk fair as if they thought they were beneath them.

They're allus magnifying their office. It is a pity but their office

could magnify them; but it does nought o' t' soart. I fair hate pride."



"But you are proud in your own way yourself," interposed Caroline. "You

are what you call house-proud: you like to have everything handsome

about you. Sometimes you look as if you were almost too proud to take

your wages. When you were out of work, you were too proud to get

anything on credit. But for your children, I believe you would rather

have starved than gone to the shops without money; and when I wanted to

give you something, what a difficulty I had in making you take it!"



"It is partly true, Miss Caroline. Ony day I'd rather give than take,

especially from sich as ye. Look at t' difference between us. Ye're a

little, young, slender lass, and I'm a great strong man; I'm rather more

nor twice your age. It is not _my_ part, then, I think, to tak fro'

_ye_--to be under obligations (as they say) to _ye_. And that day ye

came to our house, and called me to t' door, and offered me five

shillings, which I doubt ye could ill spare--for ye've no fortin', I

know--that day I war fair a rebel, a radical, an insurrectionist; and

_ye_ made me so. I thought it shameful that, willing and able as I was

to work, I suld be i' such a condition that a young cratur about the age

o' my own eldest lass suld think it needful to come and offer me her bit

o' brass."



"I suppose you were angry with me, William?"



"I almost was, in a way. But I forgave ye varry soon. Ye meant well. Ay,

_I am_ proud, and so are _ye_; but your pride and mine is t' raight

mak--what we call i' Yorkshire clean pride--such as Mr. Malone and Mr.

Donne knows nought about. Theirs is mucky pride. Now, I shall teach my

lasses to be as proud as Miss Shirley there, and my lads to be as proud

as myseln; but I dare ony o' 'em to be like t' curates. I'd lick little

Michael if I seed him show any signs o' that feeling."



"What is the difference, William?"



"Ye know t' difference weel enow, but ye want me to get a gate o'

talking. Mr. Malone and Mr. Donne is almost too proud to do aught for

theirseln; _we_ are almost too proud to let anybody do aught for us. T'

curates can hardly bide to speak a civil word to them they think beneath

them; _we_ can hardly bide to tak an uncivil word fro' them that thinks

themseln aboon us."



"Now, William, be humble enough to tell me truly how you are getting on

in the world. Are you well off?"



"Miss Shirley, I am varry well off. Since I got into t' gardening line,

wi' Mr. Yorke's help, and since Mr. Hall (another o' t' raight sort)

helped my wife to set up a bit of a shop, I've nought to complain of. My

family has plenty to eat and plenty to wear. My pride makes me find

means to have an odd pound now and then against rainy days; for I think

I'd die afore I'd come to t' parish; and me and mine is content. But t'

neighbours is poor yet. I see a great deal of distress."



"And, consequently, there is still discontent, I suppose?" inquired Miss

Keeldar.



"_Consequently_--ye say right--_consequently_. In course, starving folk

cannot be satisfied or settled folk. The country's not in a safe

condition--I'll say so mich!"



"But what can be done? What more can I do, for instance?"



"Do? Ye can do not mich, poor young lass! Ye've gi'en your brass; ye've

done well. If ye could transport your tenant, Mr. Moore, to Botany Bay,

ye'd happen do better. Folks hate him."



"William, for shame!" exclaimed Caroline warmly. "If folks _do_ hate

him, it is to their disgrace, not his. Mr. Moore himself hates nobody.

He only wants to do his duty, and maintain his rights. You are wrong to

talk so."



"I talk as I think. He has a cold, unfeeling heart, yond' Moore."



"But," interposed Shirley, "supposing Moore was driven from the country,

and his mill razed to the ground, would people have more work?"



"They'd have less. I know that, and they know that; and there is many an

honest lad driven desperate by the certainty that whichever way he turns

he cannot better himself; and there is dishonest men plenty to guide

them to the devil, scoundrels that reckons to be the 'people's friends,'

and that knows nought about the people, and is as insincere as Lucifer.

I've lived aboon forty year in the world, and I believe that 'the

people' will never have any true friends but theirseln and them two or

three good folk i' different stations that is friends to all the world.

Human natur', taking it i' th' lump, is nought but selfishness. It is

but excessive few, it is but just an exception here and there, now and

then, sich as ye two young uns and me, that, being in a different

sphere, can understand t' one t' other, and be friends wi'out

slavishness o' one hand or pride o' t' other. Them that reckons to be

friends to a lower class than their own fro' political motives is never

to be trusted; they always try to make their inferiors tools. For my own

part, I will neither be patronized nor misled for no man's pleasure.

I've had overtures made to me lately that I saw were treacherous, and I

flung 'em back i' the faces o' them that offered 'em."



"You won't tell us what overtures?"



"I will not. It would do no good. It would mak no difference. Them they

concerned can look after theirseln."



"Ay, we'se look after werseln," said another voice. Joe Scott had

sauntered forth from the church to get a breath of fresh air, and there

he stood.



"I'll warrant _ye_, Joe," observed William, smiling.



"And I'll warrant my maister," was the answer.--"Young ladies,"

continued Joe, assuming a lordly air, "ye'd better go into th' house."



"I wonder what for?" inquired Shirley, to whom the overlooker's somewhat

pragmatical manners were familiar, and who was often at war with him;

for Joe, holding supercilious theories about women in general, resented

greatly, in his secret soul, the fact of his master and his master's

mill being, in a manner, under petticoat government, and had felt as

wormwood and gall certain business visits of the heiress to the Hollow's

counting-house.



"Because there is nought agate that fits women to be consarned in."



"Indeed! There is prayer and preaching agate in that church. Are we not

concerned in that?"



"Ye have been present neither at the prayer nor preaching, ma'am, if I

have observed aright. What I alluded to was politics. William Farren

here was touching on that subject, if I'm not mista'en."



"Well, what then? Politics are our habitual study, Joe. Do you know I

see a newspaper every day, and two of a Sunday?"



"I should think you'll read the marriages, probably, miss, and the

murders, and the accidents, and sich like?"



"I read the leading articles, Joe, and the foreign intelligence, and I

look over the market prices. In short, I read just what gentlemen read."



Joe looked as if he thought this talk was like the chattering of a pie.

He replied to it by a disdainful silence.



"Joe," continued Miss Keeldar, "I never yet could ascertain properly

whether you are a Whig or a Tory. Pray, which party has the honour of

your alliance?"



"It is rayther difficult to explain where you are sure not to be

understood," was Joe's haughty response; "but as to being a Tory, I'd as

soon be an old woman, or a young one, which is a more flimsier article

still. It is the Tories that carries on the war and ruins trade; and if

I be of any party--though political parties is all nonsense--I'm of

that which is most favourable to peace, and, by consequence, to the

mercantile interests of this here land."



"So am I, Joe," replied Shirley, who had rather a pleasure in teasing

the overlooker, by persisting in talking on subjects with which he

opined she, as a woman, had no right to meddle--"partly, at least. I

have rather a leaning to the agricultural interest, too; as good reason

is, seeing that I don't desire England to be under the feet of France,

and that if a share of my income comes from Hollow's Mill, a larger

share comes from the landed estate around it. It would not do to take

any measures injurious to the farmers, Joe, I think?"



"The dews at this hour is unwholesome for females," observed Joe.



"If you make that remark out of interest in me, I have merely to assure

you that I am impervious to cold. I should not mind taking my turn to

watch the mill one of these summer nights, armed with your musket, Joe."



Joe Scott's chin was always rather prominent. He poked it out, at this

speech, some inches farther than usual.



"But--to go back to my sheep," she proceeded--"clothier and mill-owner

as I am, besides farmer, I cannot get out of my head a certain idea that

we manufacturers and persons of business are sometimes a little--a _very

little_--selfish and short-sighted in our views, and rather _too_

regardless of human suffering, rather heartless in our pursuit of gain.

Don't you agree with me, Joe?"



"I cannot argue where I cannot be comprehended," was again the answer.



"Man of mystery! Your master will argue with me sometimes, Joe. He is

not so stiff as you are."



"Maybe not. We've all our own ways."



"Joe, do you seriously think all the wisdom in the world is lodged in

male skulls?"



"I think that women are a kittle and a froward generation; and I've a

great respect for the doctrines delivered in the second chapter of St.

Paul's first Epistle to Timothy."



"What doctrines, Joe?"



"'Let the woman learn in silence, with all subjection. I suffer not a

woman to teach, nor to usurp authority over the man, but to be in

silence. For Adam was first formed, then Eve.'"



"What has that to do with the business?" interjected Shirley. "That

smacks of rights of primogeniture. I'll bring it up to Mr. Yorke the

first time he inveighs against those rights."



"And," continued Joe Scott, "Adam was not deceived, but the woman being

deceived was in the transgression."



"More shame to Adam to sin with his eyes open!" cried Miss Keeldar. "To

confess the honest truth, Joe, I never was easy in my mind concerning

that chapter. It puzzles me."



"It is very plain, miss. He that runs may read."



"He may read it in his own fashion," remarked Caroline, now joining in

the dialogue for the first time. "You allow the right of private

judgment, I suppose, Joe?"



"My certy, that I do! I allow and claim it for every line of the holy

Book."



"Women may exercise it as well as men?"



"Nay. Women is to take their husbands' opinion, both in politics and

religion. It's wholesomest for them."



"Oh! oh!" exclaimed both Shirley and Caroline.



"To be sure; no doubt on't," persisted the stubborn overlooker.



"Consider yourself groaned down, and cried shame over, for such a stupid

observation," said Miss Keeldar. "You might as well say men are to take

the opinions of their priests without examination. Of what value would a

religion so adopted be? It would be mere blind, besotted superstition."



"And what is _your_ reading, Miss Helstone, o' these words o' St.

Paul's?"



"Hem! I--I account for them in this way. He wrote that chapter for a

particular congregation of Christians, under peculiar circumstances; and

besides, I dare say, if I could read the original Greek, I should find

that many of the words have been wrongly translated, perhaps

misapprehended altogether. It would be possible, I doubt not, with a

little ingenuity, to give the passage quite a contrary turn--to make it

say, 'Let the woman speak out whenever she sees fit to make an

objection.' 'It is permitted to a woman to teach and to exercise

authority as much as may be. Man, meantime, cannot do better than hold

his peace;' and so on."



"That willn't wash, miss."



"I dare say it will. My notions are dyed in faster colours than yours,

Joe. Mr. Scott, you are a thoroughly dogmatical person, and always

were. I like William better than you."



"Joe is well enough in his own house," said Shirley. "I have seen him as

quiet as a lamb at home. There is not a better nor a kinder husband in

Briarfield. He does not dogmatize to his wife."



"My wife is a hard-working, plain woman; time and trouble has ta'en all

the conceit out of her. But that is not the case with you, young misses.

And then you reckon to have so much knowledge; and i' my thoughts it's

only superficial sort o' vanities you're acquainted with. I can

tell--happen a year sin'--one day Miss Caroline coming into our

counting-house when I war packing up summat behind t' great desk, and

she didn't see me, and she brought a slate wi' a sum on it to t'

maister. It war only a bit of a sum in practice, that our Harry would

have settled i' two minutes. She couldn't do it. Mr. Moore had to show

her how. And when he did show her, she couldn't understand him."



"Nonsense, Joe!"



"Nay, it's no nonsense. And Miss Shirley there reckons to hearken to t'

maister when he's talking ower trade, so attentive like, as if she

followed him word for word, and all war as clear as a lady's

looking-glass to her een; and all t' while she's peeping and peeping out

o' t' window to see if t' mare stands quiet; and then looking at a bit

of a splash on her riding-skirt; and then glancing glegly round at wer

counting-house cobwebs and dust, and thinking what mucky folk we are,

and what a grand ride she'll have just i' now ower Nunnely Common. She

hears no more o' Mr. Moore's talk nor if he spake Hebrew."



"Joe, you are a real slanderer. I would give you your answer, only the

people are coming out of church. We must leave you. Man of prejudice,

good-bye.--William, good-bye.--Children, come up to Fieldhead to-morrow,

and you shall choose what you like best out of Mrs. Gill's store-room."









CHAPTER XIX.



A SUMMER NIGHT.





The hour was now that of dusk. A clear air favoured the kindling of the

stars.



"There will be just light enough to show me the way home," said Miss

Keeldar, as she prepared to take leave of Caroline at the rectory garden

door.



"You must not go alone, Shirley; Fanny shall accompany you."



"That she shall not. Of what need I be afraid in my own parish? I would

walk from Fieldhead to the church any fine midsummer night, three hours

later than this, for the mere pleasure of seeing the stars and the

chance of meeting a fairy."



"But just wait till the crowd is cleared away."



"Agreed. There are the five Misses Armitage streaming by. Here comes

Mrs. Sykes's phaeton, Mr. Wynne's close carriage, Mrs. Birtwhistle's

car. I don't wish to go through the ceremony of bidding them all

good-bye, so we will step into the garden and take shelter amongst the

laburnums for an instant."



The rectors, their curates, and their churchwardens now issued from the

church porch. There was a great confabulation, shaking of hands,

congratulation on speeches, recommendation to be careful of the night

air, etc. By degrees the throng dispersed, the carriages drove off. Miss

Keeldar was just emerging from her flowery refuge when Mr. Helstone

entered the garden and met her.



"Oh, I want you!" he said. "I was afraid you were already

gone.--Caroline, come here."



Caroline came, expecting, as Shirley did, a lecture on not having been

visible at church. Other subjects, however, occupied the rector's mind.



"I shall not sleep at home to-night," he continued. "I have just met

with an old friend, and promised to accompany him. I shall return

probably about noon to-morrow. Thomas, the clerk, is engaged, and I

cannot get him to sleep in the house, as I usually do when I am absent

for a night. Now----"



"Now," interrupted Shirley, "you want me as a gentleman--the first

gentleman in Briarfield, in short--to supply your place, be master of

the rectory and guardian of your niece and maids while you are away?"



"Exactly, captain. I thought the post would suit you. Will you favour

Caroline so far as to be her guest for one night? Will you stay here

instead of going back to Fieldhead?"



"And what will Mrs. Pryor do? she expects me home."



"I will send her word. Come, make up your mind to stay. It grows late;

the dew falls heavily. You and Caroline will enjoy each other's society,

I doubt not."



"I promise you, then, to stay with Caroline," replied Shirley. "As you

say, we shall enjoy each other's society. We will not be separated

to-night. Now, rejoin your old friend, and fear nothing for us."



"If there should chance to be any disturbance in the night, captain; if

you should hear the picking of a lock, the cutting out of a pane of

glass, a stealthy tread of steps about the house (and I need not fear to

tell _you_, who bear a well-tempered, mettlesome heart under your girl's

ribbon sash, that such little incidents are very possible in the present

time), what would you do?"



"Don't know; faint, perhaps--fall down, and have to be picked up again.

But, doctor, if you assign me the post of honour, you must give me arms.

What weapons are there in your stronghold?"



"You could not wield a sword?"



"No; I could manage the carving-knife better."



"You will find a good one in the dining-room sideboard--a lady's knife,

light to handle, and as sharp-pointed as a poniard."



"It will suit Caroline. But you must give me a brace of pistols. I know

you have pistols."



"I have two pairs. One pair I can place at your disposal. You will find

them suspended over the mantelpiece of my study in cloth cases."



"Loaded?"



"Yes, but not on the cock. Cock them before you go to bed. It is paying

you a great compliment, captain, to lend you these. Were you one of the

awkward squad you should not have them."



"I will take care. You need delay no longer, Mr. Helstone. You may go

now.--He is gracious to me to lend me his pistols," she remarked, as the

rector passed out at the garden gate. "But come, Lina," she continued,

"let us go in and have some supper. I was too much vexed at tea with the

vicinage of Mr. Sam Wynne to be able to eat, and now I am really

hungry."



Entering the house, they repaired to the darkened dining-room, through

the open windows of which apartment stole the evening air, bearing the

perfume of flowers from the garden, the very distant sound of

far-retreating steps from the road, and a soft, vague murmur whose

origin Caroline explained by the remark, uttered as she stood listening

at the casement, "Shirley, I hear the beck in the Hollow."



Then she rang the bell, asked for a candle and some bread and milk--Miss

Keeldar's usual supper and her own. Fanny, when she brought in the tray,

would have closed the windows and the shutters, but was requested to

desist for the present. The twilight was too calm, its breath too balmy

to be yet excluded. They took their meal in silence. Caroline rose once

to remove to the window-sill a glass of flowers which stood on the

sideboard, the exhalation from the blossoms being somewhat too powerful

for the sultry room. In returning she half opened a drawer, and took

from it something that glittered clear and keen in her hand.



"You assigned this to me, then, Shirley, did you? It is bright,

keen-edged, finely tapered; it is dangerous-looking. I never yet felt

the impulse which could move me to direct this against a

fellow-creature. It is difficult to fancy that circumstances could nerve

my arm to strike home with this long knife."



"I should hate to do it," replied Shirley, "but I think I could do it,

if goaded by certain exigencies which I can imagine." And Miss Keeldar

quietly sipped her glass of new milk, looking somewhat thoughtful and a

little pale; though, indeed, when did she not look pale? She was never

florid.



The milk sipped and the bread eaten, Fanny was again summoned. She and

Eliza were recommended to go to bed, which they were quite willing to

do, being weary of the day's exertions, of much cutting of currant-buns,

and filling of urns and teapots, and running backwards and forwards

with trays. Ere long the maids' chamber door was heard to close.

Caroline took a candle and went quietly all over the house, seeing that

every window was fast and every door barred. She did not even evade the

haunted back kitchen nor the vault-like cellars. These visited, she

returned.



"There is neither spirit nor flesh in the house at present," she said,

"which should not be there. It is now near eleven o'clock, fully

bedtime; yet I would rather sit up a little longer, if you do not

object, Shirley. Here," she continued, "I have brought the brace of

pistols from my uncle's study. You may examine them at your leisure."



She placed them on the table before her friend.



"Why would you rather sit up longer?" asked Miss Keeldar, taking up the

firearms, examining them, and again laying them down.



"Because I have a strange, excited feeling in my heart."



"So have I."



"Is this state of sleeplessness and restlessness caused by something

electrical in the air, I wonder?"



"No; the sky is clear, the stars numberless. It is a fine night."



"But very still. I hear the water fret over its stony bed in Hollow's

Copse as distinctly as if it ran below the churchyard wall."



"I am glad it is so still a night. A moaning wind or rushing rain would

vex me to fever just now."



"Why, Shirley?"



"Because it would baffle my efforts to listen."



"Do you listen towards the Hollow?"



"Yes; it is the only quarter whence we can hear a sound just now."



"The only one, Shirley."



They both sat near the window, and both leaned their arms on the sill,

and both inclined their heads towards the open lattice. They saw each

other's young faces by the starlight and that dim June twilight which

does not wholly fade from the west till dawn begins to break in the

east.



"Mr. Helstone thinks we have no idea which way he is gone," murmured

Miss Keeldar, "nor on what errand, nor with what expectations, nor how

prepared. But I guess much; do not you?"



"I guess something."



"All those gentlemen--your cousin Moore included--think that you and I

are now asleep in our beds, unconscious."



"Caring nothing about them--hoping and fearing nothing for them," added

Caroline.



Both kept silent for full half an hour. The night was silent too; only

the church clock measured its course by quarters. Some words were

interchanged about the chill of the air. They wrapped their scarves

closer round them, resumed their bonnets, which they had removed, and

again watched.



Towards midnight the teasing, monotonous bark of the house-dog disturbed

the quietude of their vigil. Caroline rose, and made her way noiselessly

through the dark passages to the kitchen, intending to appease him with

a piece of bread. She succeeded. On returning to the dining-room she

found it all dark, Miss Keeldar having extinguished the candle. The

outline of her shape was visible near the still open window, leaning

out. Miss Helstone asked no questions; she stole to her side. The dog

recommenced barking furiously. Suddenly he stopped, and seemed to

listen. The occupants of the dining-room listened too, and not merely

now to the flow of the mill-stream. There was a nearer, though a

muffled, sound on the road below the churchyard--a measured, beating,

approaching sound--a dull tramp of marching feet.



It drew near. Those who listened by degrees comprehended its extent. It

was not the tread of two, nor of a dozen, nor of a score of men; it was

the tread of hundreds. They could see nothing; the high shrubs of the

garden formed a leafy screen between them and the road. To hear,

however, was not enough, and this they felt as the troop trod forwards,

and seemed actually passing the rectory. They felt it more when a human

voice--though that voice spoke but one word--broke the hush of the

night.



"Halt!"



A halt followed. The march was arrested. Then came a low conference, of

which no word was distinguishable from the dining-room.



"We _must_ hear this," said Shirley.



She turned, took her pistols from the table, silently passed out through

the middle window of the dining-room, which was, in fact, a glass door,

stole down the walk to the garden wall, and stood listening under the

lilacs. Caroline would not have quitted the house had she been alone,

but where Shirley went she would go. She glanced at the weapon on the

sideboard, but left it behind her, and presently stood at her friend's

side. They dared not look over the wall, for fear of being seen; they

were obliged to crouch behind it. They heard these words,--



"It looks a rambling old building. Who lives in it besides the damned

parson?"



"Only three women--his niece and two servants."



"Do you know where they sleep?"



"The lasses behind; the niece in a front room."



"And Helstone?"



"Yonder is his chamber. He was burning a light, but I see none now."



"Where would you get in?"



"If I were ordered to do his job--and he desarves it--I'd try yond' long

window; it opens to the dining-room. I could grope my way upstairs, and

I know his chamber."



"How would you manage about the women folk?"



"Let 'em alone except they shrieked, and then I'd soon quieten 'em. I

could wish to find the old chap asleep. If he waked, he'd be dangerous."



"Has he arms?"



"Firearms, allus--and allus loadened."



"Then you're a fool to stop us here. A shot would give the alarm. Moore

would be on us before we could turn round. We should miss our main

object."



"You might go on, I tell you. I'd engage Helstone alone."



A pause. One of the party dropped some weapon, which rang on the stone

causeway. At this sound the rectory dog barked again

furiously--fiercely.



"That spoils all!" said the voice. "He'll awake. A noise like that might

rouse the dead. You did not say there was a dog. Damn you! Forward!"



Forward they went--tramp, tramp--with mustering, manifold, slow-filing

tread. They were gone.



Shirley stood erect, looked over the wall, along the road.



"Not a soul remains," she said.



She stood and mused. "Thank God!" was the next observation.



Caroline repeated the ejaculation--not in so steady a tone. She was

trembling much. Her heart was beating fast and thick; her face was cold,

her forehead damp.



"Thank God for us!" she reiterated. "But what will happen elsewhere?

They have passed us by that they may make sure of others."



"They have done well," returned Shirley, with composure. "The others

will defend themselves. They can do it. They are prepared for them. With

us it is otherwise. My finger was on the trigger of this pistol. I was

quite ready to give that man, if he had entered, such a greeting as he

little calculated on; but behind him followed three hundred. I had

neither three hundred hands nor three hundred weapons. I could not have

effectually protected either you, myself, or the two poor women asleep

under that roof. Therefore I again earnestly thank God for insult and

peril escaped."



After a second pause she continued: "What is it my duty and wisdom to do

next? Not to stay here inactive, I am glad to say, but, of course, to

walk over to the Hollow."



"To the Hollow, Shirley?"



"To the Hollow. Will you go with me?"



"Where those men are gone?"



"They have taken the highway; we should not encounter them. The road

over the fields is as safe, silent, and solitary as a path through the

air would be. Will you go?"



"Yes," was the answer, given mechanically, not because the speaker

wished or was prepared to go, or, indeed, was otherwise than scared at

the prospect of going, but because she felt she could not abandon

Shirley.



"Then we must fasten up these windows, and leave all as secure as we can

behind us. Do you know what we are going for, Cary?"



"Yes--no--because you wish it."



"Is that all? And are you so obedient to a mere caprice of mine? What a

docile wife you would make to a stern husband! The moon's face is not

whiter than yours at this moment, and the aspen at the gate does not

tremble more than your busy fingers; and so, tractable and

terror-struck, and dismayed and devoted, you would follow me into the

thick of real danger! Cary, let me give your fidelity a motive. We are

going for Moore's sake--to see if we can be of use to him, to make an

effort to warn him of what is coming."



"To be sure! I am a blind, weak fool, and you are acute and sensible,

Shirley. I will go with you; I will gladly go with you!"



"I do not doubt it. You would die blindly and meekly for me, but you

would intelligently and gladly die for Moore. But, in truth, there is no

question of death to-night; we run no risk at all."



Caroline rapidly closed shutter and lattice. "Do not fear that I shall

not have breath to run as fast as you can possibly run, Shirley. Take my

hand. Let us go straight across the fields."



"But you cannot climb walls?"



"To-night I can."



"You are afraid of hedges, and the beck which we shall be forced to

cross?"



"I can cross it."



They started; they ran. Many a wall checked but did not baffle them.

Shirley was surefooted and agile; she could spring like a deer when she

chose. Caroline, more timid and less dexterous, fell once or twice, and

bruised herself; but she rose again directly, saying she was not hurt. A

quickset hedge bounded the last field; they lost time in seeking a gap

in it. The aperture, when found, was narrow, but they worked their way

through. The long hair, the tender skin, the silks and the muslins

suffered; but what was chiefly regretted was the impediment this

difficulty had caused to speed. On the other side they met the beck,

flowing deep in a rough bed. At this point a narrow plank formed the

only bridge across it. Shirley had trodden the plank successfully and

fearlessly many a time before; Caroline had never yet dared to risk the

transit.



"I will carry you across," said Miss Keeldar. "You are light, and I am

not weak. Let me try."



"If I fall in, you may fish me out," was the answer, as a grateful

squeeze compressed her hand. Caroline, without pausing, trod forward on

the trembling plank as if it were a continuation of the firm turf.

Shirley, who followed, did not cross it more resolutely or safely. In

their present humour, on their present errand, a strong and foaming

channel would have been a barrier to neither. At the moment they were

above the control either of fire or water. All Stilbro' Moor, alight and

aglow with bonfires, would not have stopped them, nor would Calder or

Aire thundering in flood. Yet one sound made them pause. Scarce had

they set foot on the solid opposite bank when a shot split the air from

the north. One second elapsed. Further off burst a like note in the

south. Within the space of three minutes similar signals boomed in the

east and west.



"I thought we were dead at the first explosion," observed Shirley,

drawing a long breath. "I felt myself hit in the temples, and I

concluded your heart was pierced; but the reiterated voice was an

explanation. Those are signals--it is their way--the attack must be

near. We should have had wings. Our feet have not borne us swiftly

enough."



A portion of the copse was now to clear. When they emerged from it the

mill lay just below them. They could look down upon the buildings, the

yard; they could see the road beyond. And the first glance in that

direction told Shirley she was right in her conjecture. They were

already too late to give warning. It had taken more time than they

calculated on to overcome the various obstacles which embarrassed the

short cut across the fields.



The road, which should have been white, was dark with a moving mass. The

rioters were assembled in front of the closed yard gates, and a single

figure stood within, apparently addressing them. The mill itself was

perfectly black and still. There was neither life, light, nor motion

around it.



"Surely he is prepared. Surely that is not Moore meeting them alone?"

whispered Shirley.



"It is. We must go to him. I _will_ go to him."



"_That_ you will not."



"Why did I come, then? I came only for him. I shall join him."



"Fortunately it is out of your power. There is no entrance to the yard."



"There _is_ a small entrance at the back, besides the gates in front. It

opens by a secret method which I know. I will try it."



"Not with my leave."



Miss Keeldar clasped her round the waist with both arms and held her

back. "Not one step shall you stir," she went on authoritatively. "At

this moment Moore would be both shocked and embarrassed if he saw either

you or me. Men never want women near them in time of real danger."



"I would not trouble--I would help him," was the reply.



"How?--by inspiring him with heroism? Pooh! these are not the days of

chivalry. It is not a tilt at a tournament we are going to behold, but a

struggle about money, and food, and life."



"It is natural that I should be at his side."



"As queen of his heart? His mill is his lady-love, Cary! Backed by his

factory and his frames, he has all the encouragement he wants or can

know. It is not for love or beauty, but for ledger and broadcloth, he is

going to break a spear. Don't be sentimental; Robert is not so."



"I _could_ help him; I _will_ seek him."



"Off then--I let you go--seek Moore. You'll not find him."



She loosened her hold. Caroline sped like levelled shaft from bent bow;

after her rang a jesting, gibing laugh. "Look well there is no mistake!"

was the warning given.



But there _was_ a mistake. Miss Helstone paused, hesitated, gazed. The

figure had suddenly retreated from the gate, and was running back

hastily to the mill.



"Make haste, Lina!" cried Shirley; "meet him before he enters."



Caroline slowly returned. "It is not Robert," she said. "It has neither

his height, form, nor bearing."



"I saw it was not Robert when I let you go. How could you imagine it? It

is a shabby little figure of a private soldier; they had posted him as

sentinel. He is safe in the mill now. I saw the door open and admit him.

My mind grows easier. Robert is prepared. Our warning would have been

superfluous; and now I am thankful we came too late to give it. It has

saved us the trouble of a scene. How fine to have entered the

counting-house _toute éperdue_, and to have found oneself in presence of

Messrs. Armitage and Ramsden smoking, Malone swaggering, your uncle

sneering, Mr. Sykes sipping a cordial, and Moore himself in his cold

man-of-business vein! I am glad we missed it all."



"I wonder if there are many in the mill, Shirley!"



"Plenty to defend it. The soldiers we have twice seen to-day were going

there, no doubt, and the group we noticed surrounding your cousin in the

fields will be with him."



"What are they doing now, Shirley? What is that noise?"



"Hatchets and crowbars against the yard gates. They are forcing them.

Are you afraid?"



"No; but my heart throbs fast. I have a difficulty in standing. I will

sit down. Do you feel unmoved?"



"Hardly that; but I am glad I came. We shall see what transpires with

our own eyes. We are here on the spot, and none know it. Instead of

amazing the curate, the clothier, and the corn-dealer with a romantic

rush on the stage, we stand alone with the friendly night, its mute

stars, and these whispering trees, whose report our friends will not

come to gather."



"Shirley, Shirley, the gates are down! That crash was like the felling

of great trees. Now they are pouring through. They will break down the

mill doors as they have broken the gate. What can Robert do against so

many? Would to God I were a little nearer him--could hear him

speak--could speak to him! With my will--my longing to serve him--I

could not be a useless burden in his way; I could be turned to some

account."



"They come on!" cried Shirley. "How steadily they march in! There is

discipline in their ranks. I will not say there is courage--hundreds

against tens are no proof of that quality--but" (she dropped her voice)

"there is suffering and desperation enough amongst them. These goads

will urge them forwards."



"Forwards against Robert; and they hate him. Shirley, is there much

danger they will win the day?"



"We shall see. Moore and Helstone are of 'earth's first blood'--no

bunglers--no cravens----"



A crash--smash--shiver--stopped their whispers. A simultaneously hurled

volley of stones had saluted the broad front of the mill, with all its

windows; and now every pane of every lattice lay in shattered and

pounded fragments. A yell followed this demonstration--a rioters'

yell--a north-of-England, a Yorkshire, a West-Riding, a

West-Riding-clothing-district-of-Yorkshire rioters' yell.



You never heard that sound, perhaps, reader? So much the better for your

ears--perhaps for your heart, since, if it rends the air in hate to

yourself, or to the men or principles you approve, the interests to

which you wish well, wrath wakens to the cry of hate; the lion shakes

his mane, and rises to the howl of the hyena; caste stands up, ireful

against caste; and the indignant, wronged spirit of the middle rank

bears down in zeal and scorn on the famished and furious mass of the

operative class. It is difficult to be tolerant, difficult to be just,

in such moments.



Caroline rose; Shirley put her arm round her: they stood together as

still as the straight stems of two trees. That yell was a long one, and

when it ceased the night was yet full of the swaying and murmuring of a

crowd.



"What next?" was the question of the listeners. Nothing came yet. The

mill remained mute as a mausoleum.



"He _cannot_ be alone!" whispered Caroline.



"I would stake all I have that he is as little alone as he is alarmed,"

responded Shirley.



Shots were discharged by the rioters. Had the defenders waited for this

signal? It seemed so. The hitherto inert and passive mill woke; fire

flashed from its empty window-frames; a volley of musketry pealed sharp

through the Hollow.



"Moore speaks at last!" said Shirley, "and he seems to have the gift of

tongues. That was not a single voice."



"He has been forbearing. No one can accuse him of rashness," alleged

Caroline. "Their discharge preceded his. They broke his gates and his

windows. They fired at his garrison before he repelled them."



What was going on now? It seemed difficult, in the darkness, to

distinguish; but something terrible, a still-renewing tumult, was

obvious--fierce attacks, desperate repulses. The mill-yard, the mill

itself, was full of battle movement. There was scarcely any cessation

now of the discharge of firearms; and there was struggling, rushing,

trampling, and shouting between. The aim of the assailants seemed to be

to enter the mill, that of the defenders to beat them off. They heard

the rebel leader cry, "To the back, lads!" They heard a voice retort,

"Come round; we will meet you."



"To the counting-house!" was the order again.



"Welcome! we shall have you there!" was the response. And accordingly

the fiercest blaze that had yet glowed, the loudest rattle that had yet

been heard, burst from the counting-house front when the mass of rioters

rushed up to it.



The voice that had spoken was Moore's own voice. They could tell by its

tones that his soul was now warm with the conflict; they could guess

that the fighting animal was roused in every one of those men there

struggling together, and was for the time quite paramount above the

rational human being.



Both the girls felt their faces glow and their pulses throb; both knew

they would do no good by rushing down into the _mêlée_. They desired

neither to deal nor to receive blows; but they could not have run

away--Caroline no more than Shirley; they could not have fainted; they

could not have taken their eyes from the dim, terrible scene--from the

mass of cloud, of smoke, the musket-lightning--for the world.



"How and when would it end?" was the demand throbbing in their throbbing

pulses. "Would a juncture arise in which they could be useful?" was what

they waited to see; for though Shirley put off their too-late arrival

with a jest, and was ever ready to satirize her own or any other

person's enthusiasm, she would have given a farm of her best land for a

chance of rendering good service.



The chance was not vouchsafed her; the looked-for juncture never came.

It was not likely. Moore had expected this attack for days, perhaps

weeks; he was prepared for it at every point. He had fortified and

garrisoned his mill, which in itself was a strong building. He was a

cool, brave man; he stood to the defence with unflinching firmness.

Those who were with him caught his spirit, and copied his demeanour. The

rioters had never been so met before. At other mills they had attacked

they had found no resistance; an organized, resolute defence was what

they never dreamed of encountering. When their leaders saw the steady

fire kept up from the mill, witnessed the composure and determination of

its owner, heard themselves coolly defied and invited on to death, and

beheld their men falling wounded round them, they felt that nothing was

to be done here. In haste they mustered their forces, drew them away

from the building. A roll was called over, in which the men answered to

figures instead of names. They dispersed wide over the fields, leaving

silence and ruin behind them. The attack, from its commencement to its

termination, had not occupied an hour.



Day was by this time approaching; the west was dim, the east beginning

to gleam. It would have seemed that the girls who had watched this

conflict would now wish to hasten to the victors, on whose side all

their interest had been enlisted; but they only very cautiously

approached the now battered mill, and when suddenly a number of soldiers

and gentlemen appeared at the great door opening into the yard, they

quickly stepped aside into a shed, the deposit of old iron and timber,

whence they could see without being seen.



It was no cheering spectacle. These premises were now a mere blot of

desolation on the fresh front of the summer dawn. All the copse up the

Hollow was shady and dewy, the hill at its head was green; but just

here, in the centre of the sweet glen, Discord, broken loose in the

night from control, had beaten the ground with his stamping hoofs, and

left it waste and pulverized. The mill yawned all ruinous with unglazed

frames; the yard was thickly bestrewn with stones and brickbats; and

close under the mill, with the glittering fragments of the shattered

windows, muskets and other weapons lay here and there. More than one

deep crimson stain was visible on the gravel, a human body lay quiet on

its face near the gates, and five or six wounded men writhed and moaned

in the bloody dust.



Miss Keeldar's countenance changed at this view. It was the after-taste

of the battle, death and pain replacing excitement and exertion. It was

the blackness the bright fire leaves when its blaze is sunk, its warmth

failed, and its glow faded.



"This is what I wished to prevent," she said, in a voice whose cadence

betrayed the altered impulse of her heart.



"But you could not prevent it; you did your best--it was in vain," said

Caroline comfortingly. "Don't grieve, Shirley."



"I am sorry for those poor fellows," was the answer, while the spark in

her glance dissolved to dew. "Are any within the mill hurt, I wonder? Is

that your uncle?"



"It is, and there is Mr. Malone; and, O Shirley, there is Robert!"



"Well" (resuming her former tone), "don't squeeze your fingers quite

into my hand. I see. There is nothing wonderful in that. We knew he, at

least, was here, whoever might be absent."



"He is coming here towards us, Shirley!"



"Towards the pump, that is to say, for the purpose of washing his hands

and his forehead, which has got a scratch, I perceive."



"He bleeds, Shirley. Don't hold me. I must go."



"Not a step."



"He is hurt, Shirley!"



"Fiddlestick!"



"But I _must_ go to him. I wish to go so much. I cannot bear to be

restrained."



"What for?"



"To speak to him, to ask how he is, and what I can do for him."



"To tease and annoy him; to make a spectacle of yourself and him before

those soldiers, Mr. Malone, your uncle, et cetera. Would he like it,

think you? Would you like to remember it a week hence?"



"Am I always to be curbed and kept down?" demanded Caroline, a little

passionately.



"For his sake, yes; and still more for your own. I tell you, if you

showed yourself now you would repent it an hour hence, and so would

Robert."



"You think he would not like it, Shirley?"



"Far less than he would like our stopping him to say good-night, which

you were so sore about."



"But that was all play; there was no danger."



"And this is serious work; he must be unmolested."



"I only wish to go to him because he is my cousin--you understand?"



"I quite understand. But now, watch him. He has bathed his forehead, and

the blood has ceased trickling. His hurt is really a mere graze; I can

see it from hence. He is going to look after the wounded men."



Accordingly Mr. Moore and Mr. Helstone went round the yard, examining

each prostrate form. They then gave directions to have the wounded taken

up and carried into the mill. This duty being performed, Joe Scott was

ordered to saddle his master's horse and Mr. Helstone's pony, and the

two gentlemen rode away full gallop, to seek surgical aid in different

directions.



Caroline was not yet pacified.



"Shirley, Shirley, I should have liked to speak one word to him before

he went," she murmured, while the tears gathered glittering in her eyes.



"Why do you cry, Lina?" asked Miss Keeldar a little sternly. "You ought

to be glad instead of sorry. Robert has escaped any serious harm; he is

victorious; he has been cool and brave in combat; he is now considerate

in triumph. Is this a time--are these causes for weeping?"



"You do not know what I have in my heart," pleaded the other--"what

pain, what distraction--nor whence it arises. I can understand that you

should exult in Robert's greatness and goodness; so do I, in one sense,

but in another I feel _so_ miserable. I am too far removed from him. I

used to be nearer. Let me alone, Shirley. Do let me cry a few minutes;

it relieves me."



Miss Keeldar, feeling her tremble in every limb, ceased to expostulate

with her. She went out of the shed, and left her to weep in peace. It

was the best plan. In a few minutes Caroline rejoined her, much calmer.

She said, with her natural, docile, gentle manner, "Come, Shirley, we

will go home now. I promise not to try to see Robert again till he asks

for me. I never will try to push myself on him. I thank you for

restraining me just now."



"I did it with a good intention," returned Miss Keeldar.



"Now, dear Lina," she continued, "let us turn our faces to the cool

morning breeze, and walk very quietly back to the rectory. We will steal

in as we stole out. None shall know where we have been or what we have

seen to-night; neither taunt nor misconstruction can consequently molest

us. To-morrow we will see Robert, and be of good cheer; but I will say

no more, lest I should begin to cry too. I seem hard towards you, but I

am not so."









CHAPTER XX.



TO-MORROW.





The two girls met no living soul on their way back to the rectory. They

let themselves in noiselessly; they stole upstairs unheard--the breaking

morning gave them what light they needed. Shirley sought her couch

immediately; and though the room was strange--for she had never slept at

the rectory before--and though the recent scene was one unparalleled for

excitement and terror by any it had hitherto been her lot to witness,

yet scarce was her head laid on the pillow ere a deep, refreshing sleep

closed her eyes and calmed her senses.



Perfect health was Shirley's enviable portion. Though warm-hearted and

sympathetic, she was not nervous; powerful emotions could rouse and sway

without exhausting her spirit. The tempest troubled and shook her while

it lasted, but it left her elasticity unbent, and her freshness quite

unblighted. As every day brought her stimulating emotion, so every night

yielded her recreating rest. Caroline now watched her sleeping, and read

the serenity of her mind in the beauty of her happy countenance.



For herself, being of a different temperament, she could not sleep. The

commonplace excitement of the tea-drinking and school-gathering would

alone have sufficed to make her restless all night; the effect of the

terrible drama which had just been enacted before her eyes was not

likely to quit her for days. It was vain even to try to retain a

recumbent posture; she sat up by Shirley's side, counting the slow

minutes, and watching the June sun mount the heavens.



Life wastes fast in such vigils as Caroline had of late but too often

kept--vigils during which the mind, having no pleasant food to nourish

it, no manna of hope, no hived-honey of joyous memories, tries to live

on the meagre diet of wishes, and failing to derive thence either

delight or support, and feeling itself ready to perish with craving

want, turns to philosophy, to resolution, to resignation; calls on all

these gods for aid, calls vainly--is unheard, unhelped, and languishes.



Caroline was a Christian; therefore in trouble she framed many a prayer

after the Christian creed, preferred it with deep earnestness, begged

for patience, strength, relief. This world, however, we all know, is the

scene of trial and probation; and, for any favourable result her

petitions had yet wrought, it seemed to her that they were unheard and

unaccepted. She believed, sometimes, that God had turned His face from

her. At moments she was a Calvinist, and, sinking into the gulf of

religious despair, she saw darkening over her the doom of reprobation.



Most people have had a period or periods in their lives when they have

felt thus forsaken--when, having long hoped against hope, and still seen

the day of fruition deferred, their hearts have truly sickened within

them. This is a terrible hour, but it is often that darkest point which

precedes the rise of day--that turn of the year when the icy January

wind carries over the waste at once the dirge of departing winter and

the prophecy of coming spring. The perishing birds, however, cannot thus

understand the blast before which they shiver; and as little can the

suffering soul recognize, in the climax of its affliction, the dawn of

its deliverance. Yet, let whoever grieves still cling fast to love and

faith in God. God will never deceive, never finally desert him. "Whom He

loveth, He chasteneth." These words are true, and should not be

forgotten.



The household was astir at last; the servants were up; the shutters were

opened below. Caroline, as she quitted the couch, which had been but a

thorny one to her, felt that revival of spirits which the return of day,

of action, gives to all but the wholly despairing or actually dying. She

dressed herself, as usual, carefully, trying so to arrange her hair and

attire that nothing of the forlornness she felt at heart should be

visible externally. She looked as fresh as Shirley when both were

dressed, only that Miss Keeldar's eyes were lively, and Miss Helstone's

languid.



"To-day I shall have much to say to Moore," were Shirley's first words;

and you could see in her face that life was full of interest,

expectation, and occupation for her. "He will have to undergo

cross-examination," she added. "I dare say he thinks he has outwitted me

cleverly. And this is the way men deal with women--still concealing

danger from them--thinking, I suppose, to spare them pain. They

imagined we little knew where they were to-night. We _know_ they little

conjectured where we were. Men, I believe, fancy women's minds something

like those of children. Now, that is a mistake."



This was said as she stood at the glass, training her naturally waved

hair into curls, by twining it round her fingers. She took up the theme

again five minutes after, as Caroline fastened her dress and clasped her

girdle.



"If men could see us as we really are, they would be a little amazed;

but the cleverest, the acutest men are often under an illusion about

women. They do not read them in a true light; they misapprehend them,

both for good and evil. Their good woman is a queer thing, half doll,

half angel; their bad woman almost always a fiend. Then to hear them

fall into ecstasies with each other's creations--worshipping the heroine

of such a poem, novel, drama--thinking it fine, divine! Fine and divine

it may be, but often quite artificial--false as the rose in my best

bonnet there. If I spoke all I think on this point, if I gave my real

opinion of some first-rate female characters in first-rate works, where

should I be? Dead under a cairn of avenging stones in half an hour."



"Shirley, you chatter so, I can't fasten you. Be still. And, after all,

authors' heroines are almost as good as authoresses' heroes."



"Not at all. Women read men more truly than men read women. I'll prove

that in a magazine paper some day when I've time; only it will never be

inserted. It will be 'declined with thanks,' and left for me at the

publisher's."



"To be sure. You could not write cleverly enough. You don't know enough.

You are not learned, Shirley."



"God knows I can't contradict you, Cary; I'm as ignorant as a stone.

There's one comfort, however: you are not much better."



They descended to breakfast.



"I wonder how Mrs. Pryor and Hortense Moore have passed the night," said

Caroline, as she made the coffee. "Selfish being that I am, I never

thought of either of them till just now. They will have heard all the

tumult, Fieldhead and the cottage are so near; and Hortense is timid in

such matters--so, no doubt, is Mrs. Pryor."



"Take my word for it, Lina, Moore will have contrived to get his sister

out of the way. She went home with Miss Mann. He will have quartered

her there for the night. As to Mrs. Pryor, I own I am uneasy about her;

but in another half-hour we will be with her."



By this time the news of what had happened at the Hollow was spread all

over the neighbourhood. Fanny, who had been to Fieldhead to fetch the

milk, returned in panting haste with tidings that there had been a

battle in the night at Mr. Moore's mill, and that some said twenty men

were killed. Eliza, during Fanny's absence, had been apprised by the

butcher's boy that the mill was burnt to the ground. Both women rushed

into the parlour to announce these terrible facts to the ladies,

terminating their clear and accurate narrative by the assertion that

they were sure master must have been in it all. He and Thomas, the

clerk, they were confident, must have gone last night to join Mr. Moore

and the soldiers. Mr. Malone, too, had not been heard of at his lodgings

since yesterday afternoon; and Joe Scott's wife and family were in the

greatest distress, wondering what had become of their head.



Scarcely was this information imparted when a knock at the kitchen door

announced the Fieldhead errand-boy, arrived in hot haste, bearing a

billet from Mrs. Pryor. It was hurriedly written, and urged Miss Keeldar

to return directly, as the neighbourhood and the house seemed likely to

be all in confusion, and orders would have to be given which the

mistress of the hall alone could regulate. In a postscript it was

entreated that Miss Helstone might not be left alone at the rectory. She

had better, it was suggested, accompany Miss Keeldar.



"There are not two opinions on that head," said Shirley, as she tied on

her own bonnet, and then ran to fetch Caroline's.



"But what will Fanny and Eliza do? And if my uncle returns?"



"Your uncle will not return yet; he has other fish to fry. He will be

galloping backwards and forwards from Briarfield to Stilbro' all day,

rousing the magistrates in the court-house and the officers at the

barracks; and Fanny and Eliza can have in Joe Scott's and the clerk's

wives to bear them company. Besides, of course, there is no real danger

to be apprehended now. Weeks will elapse before the rioters can again

rally, or plan any other attempt; and I am much mistaken if Moore and

Mr. Helstone will not take advantage of last night's outbreak to quell

them altogether. They will frighten the authorities of Stilbro' into

energetic measures. I only hope they will not be too severe--not pursue

the discomfited too relentlessly."



"Robert will not be cruel. We saw that last night," said Caroline.



"But he will be hard," retorted Shirley; "and so will your uncle."



As they hurried along the meadow and plantation path to Fieldhead, they

saw the distant highway already alive with an unwonted flow of

equestrians and pedestrians, tending in the direction of the usually

solitary Hollow. On reaching the hall, they found the backyard gates

open, and the court and kitchen seemed crowded with excited

milk-fetchers--men, women, and children--whom Mrs. Gill, the

housekeeper, appeared vainly persuading to take their milk-cans and

depart. (It _is_, or _was_, by-the-bye, the custom in the north of

England for the cottagers on a country squire's estate to receive their

supplies of milk and butter from the dairy of the manor house, on whose

pastures a herd of milch kine was usually fed for the convenience of the

neighbourhood. Miss Keeldar owned such a herd--all deep-dewlapped,

Craven cows, reared on the sweet herbage and clear waters of bonny

Airedale; and very proud she was of their sleek aspect and high

condition.) Seeing now the state of matters, and that it was desirable

to effect a clearance of the premises, Shirley stepped in amongst the

gossiping groups. She bade them good-morning with a certain frank,

tranquil ease--the natural characteristic of her manner when she

addressed numbers, especially if those numbers belonged to the

working-class; she was cooler amongst her equals, and rather proud to

those above her. She then asked them if they had all got their milk

measured out; and understanding that they had, she further observed that

she "wondered what they were waiting for, then."



"We're just talking a bit over this battle there has been at your mill,

mistress," replied a man.



"Talking a bit! Just like you!" said Shirley. "It is a queer thing all

the world is so fond of _talking_ over events. You _talk_ if anybody

dies suddenly; you _talk_ if a fire breaks out; you _talk_ if a

mill-owner fails; you _talk_ if he's murdered. What good does your

talking do?"



There is nothing the lower orders like better than a little downright

good-humoured rating. Flattery they scorn very much; honest abuse they

enjoy. They call it speaking plainly, and take a sincere delight in

being the objects thereof. The homely harshness of Miss Keeldar's

salutation won her the ear of the whole throng in a second.



"We're no war nor some 'at is aboon us, are we?" asked a man, smiling.



"Nor a whit better. You that should be models of industry are just as

gossip-loving as the idle. Fine, rich people that have nothing to do may

be partly excused for trifling their time away; you who have to earn

your bread with the sweat of your brow are quite inexcusable."



"That's queer, mistress. Suld we never have a holiday because we work

hard?"



"_Never_," was the prompt answer; "unless," added the "mistress," with a

smile that half belied the severity of her speech--"unless you knew how

to make a better use of it than to get together over rum and tea if you

are women, or over beer and pipes if you are men, and _talk_ scandal at

your neighbours' expense. Come, friends," she added, changing at once

from bluntness to courtesy, "oblige me by taking your cans and going

home. I expect several persons to call to-day, and it will be

inconvenient to have the avenues to the house crowded."



Yorkshire people are as yielding to persuasion as they are stubborn

against compulsion. The yard was clear in five minutes.



"Thank you, and good-bye to you, friends," said Shirley, as she closed

the gates on a quiet court.



Now, let me hear the most refined of cockneys presume to find fault with

Yorkshire manners. Taken as they ought to be, the majority of the lads

and lasses of the West Riding are gentlemen and ladies, every inch of

them. It is only against the weak affectation and futile pomposity of a

would-be aristocrat they turn mutinous.



Entering by the back way, the young ladies passed through the kitchen

(or _house_, as the inner kitchen is called) to the hall. Mrs. Pryor

came running down the oak staircase to meet them. She was all unnerved;

her naturally sanguine complexion was pale; her usually placid, though

timid, blue eye was wandering, unsettled, alarmed. She did not, however,

break out into any exclamations, or hurried narrative of what had

happened. Her predominant feeling had been in the course of the night,

and was now this morning, a sense of dissatisfaction with herself that

she could not feel firmer, cooler, more equal to the demands of the

occasion.



"You are aware," she began with a trembling voice, and yet the most

conscientious anxiety to avoid exaggeration in what she was about to

say, "that a body of rioters has attacked Mr. Moore's mill to-night. We

heard the firing and confusion very plainly here; we none of us slept.

It was a sad night. The house has been in great bustle all the morning

with people coming and going. The servants have applied to me for orders

and directions, which I really did not feel warranted in giving. Mr.

Moore has, I believe, sent up for refreshments for the soldiers and

others engaged in the defence, for some conveniences also for the

wounded. I could not undertake the responsibility of giving orders or

taking measures. I fear delay may have been injurious in some instances;

but this is not my house. You were absent, my dear Miss Keeldar. What

could I do?"



"Were no refreshments sent?" asked Shirley, while her countenance,

hitherto so clear, propitious, and quiet, even while she was rating the

milk-fetchers, suddenly turned dark and warm.



"I think not, my dear."



"And nothing for the wounded--no linen, no wine, no bedding?"



"I think not. I cannot tell what Mrs. Gill did; but it seemed impossible

to me, at the moment, to venture to dispose of your property by sending

supplies to soldiers. Provisions for a company of soldiers sounds

formidable. How many there are I did not ask; but I could not think of

allowing them to pillage the house, as it were. I intended to do what

was right, yet I did not see the case quite clearly, I own."



"It lies in a nutshell, notwithstanding. These soldiers have risked

their lives in defence of my property: I suppose they have a right to my

gratitude. The wounded are our fellow-creatures: I suppose we should aid

them.--Mrs. Gill!"



She turned, and called in a voice more clear than soft. It rang through

the thick oak of the hall and kitchen doors more effectually than a

bell's summons. Mrs. Gill, who was deep in bread-making, came with hands

and apron in culinary case, not having dared to stop to rub the dough

from the one or to shake the flour from the other. Her mistress had

never called a servant in that voice save once before, and that was when

she had seen from the window Tartar in full tug with two carriers' dogs,

each of them a match for him in size, if not in courage, and their

masters standing by, encouraging their animals, while hers was

unbefriended. Then indeed she had summoned John as if the Day of

Judgment were at hand. Nor had she waited for the said John's coming,

but had walked out into the lane bonnetless, and after informing the

carriers that she held them far less of men than the three brutes

whirling and worrying in the dust before them, had put her hands round

the thick neck of the largest of the curs, and given her whole strength

to the essay of choking it from Tartar's torn and bleeding eye, just

above and below which organ the vengeful fangs were inserted. Five or

six men were presently on the spot to help her, but she never thanked

one of them. "They might have come before if their will had been good,"

she said. She had not a word for anybody during the rest of the day, but

sat near the hall fire till evening watching and tending Tartar, who lay

all gory, stiff, and swelled on a mat at her feet. She wept furtively

over him sometimes, and murmured the softest words of pity and

endearment, in tones whose music the old, scarred, canine warrior

acknowledged by licking her hand or her sandal alternately with his own

red wounds. As to John, his lady turned a cold shoulder on him for a

week afterwards.



Mrs. Gill, remembering this little episode, came "all of a tremble," as

she said herself. In a firm, brief voice Miss Keeldar proceeded to put

questions and give orders. That at such a time Fieldhead should have

evinced the inhospitality of a miser's hovel stung her haughty spirit to

the quick; and the revolt of its pride was seen in the heaving of her

heart, stirred stormily under the lace and silk which veiled it.



"How long is it since that message came from the mill?"



"Not an hour yet, ma'am," answered the housekeeper soothingly.



"Not an hour! You might almost as well have said not a day. They will

have applied elsewhere by this time. Send a man instantly down to tell

them that everything this house contains is at Mr. Moore's, Mr.

Helstone's, and the soldiers' service. Do that first."



While the order was being executed, Shirley moved away from her friends,

and stood at the hall-window, silent, unapproachable. When Mrs. Gill

came back, she turned. The purple flush which painful excitement kindles

on a pale cheek glowed on hers; the spark which displeasure lights in a

dark eye fired her glance.



"Let the contents of the larder and the wine-cellar be brought up, put

into the hay-carts, and driven down to the Hollow. If there does not

happen to be much bread or much meat in the house, go to the butcher and

baker, and desire them to send what they have. But I will see for

myself."



She moved off.



"All will be right soon; she will get over it in an hour," whispered

Caroline to Mrs. Pryor. "Go upstairs, dear madam," she added

affectionately, "and try to be as calm and easy as you can. The truth

is, Shirley will blame herself more than you before the day is over."



By dint of a few more gentle assurances and persuasions, Miss Helstone

contrived to soothe the agitated lady. Having accompanied her to her

apartment, and promised to rejoin her there when things were settled,

Caroline left her to see, as she said, "if she could be useful." She

presently found that she could be very useful; for the retinue of

servants at Fieldhead was by no means numerous, and just now their

mistress found plenty of occupation for all the hands at her command,

and for her own also. The delicate good-nature and dexterous activity

which Caroline brought to the aid of the housekeeper and maids--all

somewhat scared by their lady's unwonted mood--did a world of good at

once; it helped the assistants and appeased the directress. A chance

glance and smile from Caroline moved Shirley to an answering smile

directly. The former was carrying a heavy basket up the cellar stairs.



"This is a shame!" cried Shirley, running to her. "It will strain your

arm."



She took it from her, and herself bore it out into the yard. The cloud

of temper was dispelled when she came back; the flash in her eye was

melted; the shade on her forehead vanished. She resumed her usual

cheerful and cordial manner to those about her, tempering her revived

spirits with a little of the softness of shame at her previous unjust

anger.



She was still superintending the lading of the cart, when a gentleman

entered the yard and approached her ere she was aware of his presence.



"I hope I see Miss Keeldar well this morning?" he said, examining with

rather significant scrutiny her still flushed face.



She gave him a look, and then again bent to her employment without

reply. A pleasant enough smile played on her lips, but she hid it. The

gentleman repeated his salutation, stooping, that it might reach her ear

with more facility.



"Well enough, if she be good enough," was the answer; "and so is Mr.

Moore too, I dare say. To speak truth, I am not anxious about him; some

slight mischance would be only his just due. His conduct has been--we

will say _strange_ just now, till we have time to characterize it by a

more exact epithet. Meantime, may I ask what brings him here?"



"Mr. Helstone and I have just received your message that everything at

Fieldhead was at our service. We judged, by the unlimited wording of the

gracious intimation, that you would be giving yourself too much trouble.

I perceive our conjecture was correct. We are not a regiment,

remember--only about half a dozen soldiers and as many civilians. Allow

me to retrench something from these too abundant supplies."



Miss Keeldar blushed, while she laughed at her own over-eager generosity

and most disproportionate calculations. Moore laughed too, very quietly

though; and as quietly he ordered basket after basket to be taken from

the cart, and remanded vessel after vessel to the cellar.



"The rector must hear of this," he said; "he will make a good story of

it. What an excellent army contractor Miss Keeldar would have been!"

Again he laughed, adding, "It is precisely as I conjectured."



"You ought to be thankful," said Shirley, "and not mock me. What could I

do? How could I gauge your appetites or number your band? For aught I

knew, there might have been fifty of you at least to victual. You told

me nothing; and then an application to provision soldiers naturally

suggests large ideas."



"It appears so," remarked Moore, levelling another of his keen, quiet

glances at the discomfited Shirley.--"Now," he continued, addressing the

carter, "I think you may take what remains to the Hollow. Your load will

be somewhat lighter than the one Miss Keeldar destined you to carry."



As the vehicle rumbled out of the yard, Shirley, rallying her spirits,

demanded what had become of the wounded.



"There was not a single man hurt on our side," was the answer.



"You were hurt yourself, on the temples," interposed a quick, low

voice--that of Caroline, who, having withdrawn within the shade of the

door, and behind the large person of Mrs. Gill, had till now escaped

Moore's notice. When she spoke, his eye searched the obscurity of her

retreat.



"Are you much hurt?" she inquired.



"As you might scratch your finger with a needle in sewing."



"Lift your hair and let us see."



He took his hat off, and did as he was bid, disclosing only a narrow

slip of court-plaster. Caroline indicated, by a slight movement of the

head, that she was satisfied, and disappeared within the clear obscure

of the interior.



"How did she know I was hurt?" asked Moore.



"By rumour, no doubt. But it is too good in her to trouble herself about

you. For my part, it was of your victims I was thinking when I inquired

after the wounded. What damage have your opponents sustained?"



"One of the rioters, or victims as you call them, was killed, and six

were hurt."



"What have you done with them?"



"What you will perfectly approve. Medical aid was procured immediately;

and as soon as we can get a couple of covered wagons and some clean

straw, they will be removed to Stilbro'."



"Straw! You must have beds and bedding. I will send my wagon directly,

properly furnished; and Mr. Yorke, I am sure, will send his."



"You guess correctly; he has volunteered already. And Mrs. Yorke--who,

like you, seems disposed to regard the rioters as martyrs, and me, and

especially Mr. Helstone, as murderers--is at this moment, I believe,

most assiduously engaged in fitting it up with feather-beds, pillows,

bolsters, blankets, etc. The _victims_ lack no attentions, I promise

you. Mr. Hall, your favourite parson, has been with them ever since six

o'clock, exhorting them, praying with them, and even waiting on them

like any nurse; and Caroline's good friend, Miss Ainley, that _very_

plain old maid, sent in a stock of lint and linen, something in the

proportion of another lady's allowance of beef and wine."



"That will do. Where is your sister?"



"Well cared for. I had her securely domiciled with Miss Mann. This very

morning the two set out for Wormwood Wells [a noted watering-place],

and will stay there some weeks."



"So Mr. Helstone domiciled me at the rectory! Mighty clever you

gentlemen think you are! I make you heartily welcome to the idea, and

hope its savour, as you chew the cud of reflection upon it, gives you

pleasure. Acute and astute, why are you not also omniscient? How is it

that events transpire, under your very noses, of which you have no

suspicion? It should be so, otherwise the exquisite gratification of

outmanoeuvring you would be unknown. Ah, friend, you may search my

countenance, but you cannot read it."



Moore, indeed, looked as if he could not.



"You think me a dangerous specimen of my sex. Don't you now?"



"A peculiar one, at least."



"But Caroline--is she peculiar?"



"In her way--yes."



"Her way! What is her way?"



"You know her as well as I do."



"And knowing her, I assert that she is neither eccentric nor difficult

of control. Is she?"



"That depends----"



"However, there is nothing masculine about _her_?"



"Why lay such emphasis on _her_? Do you consider her a contrast, in that

respect, to yourself?"



"You do, no doubt; but that does not signify. Caroline is neither

masculine, nor of what they call the spirited order of women."



"I have seen her flash out."



"So have I, but not with manly fire. It was a short, vivid, trembling

glow, that shot up, shone, vanished----"



"And left her scared at her own daring. You describe others besides

Caroline."



"The point I wish to establish is, that Miss Helstone, though gentle,

tractable, and candid enough, is still perfectly capable of defying even

Mr. Moore's penetration."



"What have you and she been doing?" asked Moore suddenly.



"Have you had any breakfast?"



"What is your mutual mystery?"



"If you are hungry, Mrs. Gill will give you something to eat here. Step

into the oak parlour, and ring the bell. You will be served as if at an

inn; or, if you like better, go back to the Hollow."



"The alternative is not open to me; I _must_ go back. Good-morning. The

first leisure I have I will see you again."









CHAPTER XXI.



MRS. PRYOR.





While Shirley was talking with Moore, Caroline rejoined Mrs. Pryor

upstairs. She found that lady deeply depressed. She would not say that

Miss Keeldar's hastiness had hurt her feelings, but it was evident an

inward wound galled her. To any but a congenial nature she would have

seemed insensible to the quiet, tender attentions by which Miss Helstone

sought to impart solace; but Caroline knew that, unmoved or slightly

moved as she looked, she felt, valued, and was healed by them.



"I am deficient in self-confidence and decision," she said at last. "I

always have been deficient in those qualities. Yet I think Miss Keeldar

should have known my character well enough by this time to be aware that

I always feel an even painful solicitude to do right, to act for the

best. The unusual nature of the demand on my judgment puzzled me,

especially following the alarms of the night. I could not venture to act

promptly for another; but I trust no serious harm will result from my

lapse of firmness."



A gentle knock was here heard at the door. It was half opened.



"Caroline, come here," said a low voice.



Miss Helstone went out. There stood Shirley in the gallery, looking

contrite, ashamed, sorry as any repentant child.



"How is Mrs. Pryor?" she asked.



"Rather out of spirits," said Caroline.



"I have behaved very shamefully, very ungenerously, very ungratefully to

her," said Shirley. "How insolent in me to turn on her thus for what,

after all, was no fault--only an excess of conscientiousness on her

part. But I regret my error most sincerely. Tell her so, and ask if she

will forgive me."



Caroline discharged the errand with heartfelt pleasure. Mrs. Pryor rose,

came to the door. She did not like scenes; she dreaded them as all

timid people do. She said falteringly, "Come in, my dear."



Shirley did come in with some impetuosity. She threw her arms round her

governess, and while she kissed her heartily she said, "You know you

_must_ forgive me, Mrs. Pryor. I could not get on at all if there was a

misunderstanding between you and me."



"I have nothing to forgive," was the reply. "We will pass it over now,

if you please. The final result of the incident is that it proves more

plainly than ever how unequal I am to certain crises."



And that was the painful feeling which _would_ remain on Mrs. Pryor's

mind. No effort of Shirley's or Caroline's could efface it thence. She

could forgive her offending pupil, not her innocent self.



Miss Keeldar, doomed to be in constant request during the morning, was

presently summoned downstairs again. The rector called first. A lively

welcome and livelier reprimand were at his service. He expected both,

and, being in high spirits, took them in equally good part.



In the course of his brief visit he quite forgot to ask after his niece;

the riot, the rioters, the mill, the magistrates, the heiress, absorbed

all his thoughts to the exclusion of family ties. He alluded to the part

himself and curate had taken in the defence of the Hollow.



"The vials of pharisaical wrath will be emptied on our heads for our

share in this business," he said; "but I defy every calumniator. I was

there only to support the law, to play my part as a man and a Briton;

which characters I deem quite compatible with those of the priest and

Levite, in their highest sense. Your tenant Moore," he went on, "has won

my approbation. A cooler commander I would not wish to see, nor a more

determined. Besides, the man has shown sound judgment and good

sense--first, in being thoroughly prepared for the event which has taken

place; and subsequently, when his well-concerted plans had secured him

success, in knowing how to use without abusing his victory. Some of the

magistrates are now well frightened, and, like all cowards, show a

tendency to be cruel. Moore restrains them with admirable prudence. He

has hitherto been very unpopular in the neighbourhood; but, mark my

words, the tide of opinion will now take a turn in his favour. People

will find out that they have not appreciated him, and will hasten to

remedy their error; and he, when he perceives the public disposed to

acknowledge his merits, will show a more gracious mien than that with

which he has hitherto favoured us."



Mr. Helstone was about to add to this speech some half-jesting,

half-serious warnings to Miss Keeldar on the subject of her rumoured

partiality for her talented tenant, when a ring at the door, announcing

another caller, checked his raillery; and as that other caller appeared

in the form of a white-haired elderly gentleman, with a rather truculent

countenance and disdainful eye--in short, our old acquaintance, and the

rector's old enemy, Mr. Yorke--the priest and Levite seized his hat, and

with the briefest of adieus to Miss Keeldar and the sternest of nods to

her guest took an abrupt leave.



Mr. Yorke was in no mild mood, and in no measured terms did he express

his opinion on the transaction of the night. Moore, the magistrates, the

soldiers, the mob leaders, each and all came in for a share of his

invectives; but he reserved his strongest epithets--and real racy

Yorkshire Doric adjectives they were--for the benefit of the fighting

parsons, the "sanguinary, demoniac" rector and curate. According to him,

the cup of ecclesiastical guilt was now full indeed.



"The church," he said, "was in a bonny pickle now. It was time it came

down when parsons took to swaggering amang soldiers, blazing away wi'

bullet and gunpowder, taking the lives of far honester men than

themselves."



"What would Moore have done if nobody had helped him?" asked Shirley.



"Drunk as he'd brewed, eaten as he'd baked."



"Which means you would have left him by himself to face that mob. Good!

He has plenty of courage, but the greatest amount of gallantry that ever

garrisoned one human breast could scarce avail against two hundred."



"He had the soldiers, those poor slaves who hire out their own blood and

spill other folk's for money."



"You abuse soldiers almost as much as you abuse clergymen. All who wear

red coats are national refuse in your eyes, and all who wear black are

national swindlers. Mr. Moore, according to you, did wrong to get

military aid, and he did still worse to accept of any other aid. Your

way of talking amounts to this: he should have abandoned his mill and

his life to the rage of a set of misguided madmen, and Mr. Helstone and

every other gentleman in the parish should have looked on, and seen the

building razed and its owner slaughtered, and never stirred a finger to

save either."



"If Moore had behaved to his men from the beginning as a master ought to

behave, they never would have entertained their present feelings towards

him."



"Easy for you to talk," exclaimed Miss Keeldar, who was beginning to wax

warm in her tenant's cause--"you, whose family have lived at Briarmains

for six generations, to whose person the people have been accustomed for

fifty years, who know all their ways, prejudices, and preferences--easy,

indeed, for _you_ to act so as to avoid offending them. But Mr. Moore

came a stranger into the district; he came here poor and friendless,

with nothing but his own energies to back him, nothing but his honour,

his talent, and his industry to make his way for him. A monstrous crime

indeed that, under such circumstances, he could not popularize his

naturally grave, quiet manners all at once; could not be jocular, and

free, and cordial with a strange peasantry, as you are with your

fellow-townsmen! An unpardonable transgression that when he introduced

improvements he did not go about the business in quite the most politic

way, did not graduate his changes as delicately as a rich capitalist

might have done! For errors of this sort is he to be the victim of mob

outrage? Is he to be denied even the privilege of defending himself? Are

those who have the hearts of men in their breasts (and Mr. Helstone, say

what you will of him, has such a heart) to be reviled like malefactors

because they stand by him, because they venture to espouse the cause of

one against two hundred?"



"Come, come now, be cool," said Mr. Yorke, smiling at the earnestness

with which Shirley multiplied her rapid questions.



"Cool! Must I listen coolly to downright nonsense--to dangerous

nonsense? No. I like you very well, Mr. Yorke, as you know, but I

thoroughly dislike some of your principles. All that cant--excuse me,

but I repeat the word--all that _cant_ about soldiers and parsons is

most offensive in my ears. All ridiculous, irrational crying up of one

class, whether the same be aristocrat or democrat--all howling down of

another class, whether clerical or military--all exacting injustice to

individuals, whether monarch or mendicant--is really sickening to me;

all arraying of ranks against ranks, all party hatreds, all tyrannies

disguised as liberties, I reject and wash my hands of. _You_ think you

are a philanthropist; _you_ think you are an advocate of liberty; but I

will tell you this--Mr. Hall, the parson of Nunnely, is a better friend

both of man and freedom than Hiram Yorke, the reformer of Briarfield."



From a man Mr. Yorke would not have borne this language very patiently,

nor would he have endured it from some women; but he accounted Shirley

both honest and pretty, and her plain-spoken ire amused him. Besides, he

took a secret pleasure in hearing her defend her tenant, for we have

already intimated he had Robert Moore's interest very much at heart.

Moreover, if he wished to avenge himself for her severity, he knew the

means lay in his power: a word, he believed, would suffice to tame and

silence her, to cover her frank forehead with the rosy shadow of shame,

and veil the glow of her eye under down-drooped lid and lash.



"What more hast thou to say?" he inquired, as she paused, rather, it

appeared, to take breath than because her subject or her zeal was

exhausted.



"Say, Mr. Yorke!" was the answer, the speaker meantime walking fast from

wall to wall of the oak parlour--"say? I have a great deal to say, if I

could get it out in lucid order, which I never _can_ do. I have to say

that your views, and those of most extreme politicians, are such as none

but men in an irresponsible position _can_ advocate; that they are

purely opposition views, meant only to be talked about, and never

intended to be acted on. Make you Prime Minister of England to-morrow,

and you would have to abandon them. You abuse Moore for defending his

mill. Had you been in Moore's place you could not with honour or sense

have acted otherwise than he acted. You abuse Mr. Helstone for

everything he does. Mr. Helstone has his faults; he sometimes does

wrong, but oftener right. Were you ordained vicar of Briarfield, you

would find it no easy task to sustain all the active schemes for the

benefit of the parish planned and persevered in by your predecessor. I

wonder people cannot judge more fairly of each other and themselves.

When I hear Messrs. Malone and Donne chatter about the authority of the

church, the dignity and claims of the priesthood, the deference due to

them as clergymen; when I hear the outbreaks of their small spite

against Dissenters; when I witness their silly, narrow jealousies and

assumptions; when their palaver about forms, and traditions, and

superstitions is sounding in my ear; when I behold their insolent

carriage to the poor, their often base servility to the rich--I think

the Establishment is indeed in a poor way, and both she and her sons

appear in the utmost need of reformation. Turning away distressed from

minster tower and village spire--ay, as distressed as a churchwarden who

feels the exigence of white-wash and has not wherewithal to purchase

lime--I recall your senseless sarcasms on the 'fat bishops,' the

'pampered parsons,' 'old mother church,' etc. I remember your strictures

on all who differ from you, your sweeping condemnation of classes and

individuals, without the slightest allowance made for circumstances or

temptations; and then, Mr. Yorke, doubt clutches my inmost heart as to

whether men exist clement, reasonable, and just enough to be entrusted

with the task of reform. I don't believe _you_ are of the number."



"You have an ill opinion of me, Miss Shirley. You never told me so much

of your mind before."



"I never had an opening. But I have sat on Jessy's stool by your chair

in the back-parlour at Briarmains, for evenings together, listening

excitedly to your talk, half admiring what you said, and half rebelling

against it. I think you a fine old Yorkshireman, sir. I am proud to have

been born in the same county and parish as yourself. Truthful, upright,

independent you are, as a rock based below seas; but also you are harsh,

rude, narrow, and merciless."



"Not to the poor, lass, nor to the meek of the earth; only to the proud

and high-minded."



"And what right have you, sir, to make such distinctions? A prouder, a

higher-minded man than yourself does not exist. You find it easy to

speak comfortably to your inferiors; you are too haughty, too ambitious,

too jealous to be civil to those above you. But you are all alike.

Helstone also is proud and prejudiced. Moore, though juster and more

considerate than either you or the rector, is still haughty, stern, and,

in a public sense, selfish. It is well there are such men as Mr. Hall to

be found occasionally--men of large and kind hearts, who can love their

whole race, who can forgive others for being richer, more prosperous, or

more powerful than they are. Such men may have less originality, less

force of character than you, but they are better friends to mankind."



"And when is it to be?" said Mr. Yorke, now rising.



"When is what to be?"



"The wedding."



"Whose wedding?"



"Only that of Robert Gérard Moore, Esq., of Hollow's Cottage, with Miss

Keeldar, daughter and heiress of the late Charles Cave Keeldar of

Fieldhead Hall."



Shirley gazed at the questioner with rising colour. But the light in her

eye was not faltering; it shone steadily--yes, it burned deeply.



"That is your revenge," she said slowly; then added, "Would it be a bad

match, unworthy of the late Charles Cave Keeldar's representative?"



"My lass, Moore is a gentleman; his blood is pure and ancient as mine or

thine."



"And we two set store by ancient blood? We have family pride, though one

of us at least is a republican?"



Yorke bowed as he stood before her. His lips were mute, but his eye

confessed the impeachment. Yes, he had family pride; you saw it in his

whole bearing.



"Moore _is_ a gentleman," echoed Shirley, lifting her head with glad

grace. She checked herself. Words seemed crowding to her tongue. She

would not give them utterance; but her look spoke much at the moment.

What, Yorke tried to read, but could not. The language was there,

visible, but untranslatable--a poem, a fervid lyric, in an unknown

tongue. It was not a plain story, however, no simple gush of feeling, no

ordinary love-confession--that was obvious. It was something other,

deeper, more intricate than he guessed at. He felt his revenge had not

struck home. He felt that Shirley triumphed. She held him at fault,

baffled, puzzled. _She_ enjoyed the moment, not _he_.



"And if Moore _is_ a gentleman, you _can_ be only a lady; therefore----"



"Therefore there would be no inequality in our union."



"None."



"Thank you for your approbation. Will you give me away when I relinquish

the name of Keeldar for that of Moore?"



Mr. Yorke, instead of replying, gazed at her much puzzled. He could not

divine what her look signified--whether she spoke in earnest or in jest.

There were purpose and feeling, banter and scoff, playing, mingled, on

her mobile lineaments.



"I don't understand thee," he said, turning away.



She laughed. "Take courage, sir; you are not singular in your ignorance.

But I suppose if Moore understands me that will do, will it not?"



"Moore may settle his own matters henceforward for me; I'll neither

meddle nor make with them further."



A new thought crossed her. Her countenance changed magically. With a

sudden darkening of the eye and austere fixing of the features she

demanded, "Have you been asked to interfere? Are you questioning me as

another's proxy?"



"The Lord save us! Whoever weds thee must look about him! Keep all your

questions for Robert; I'll answer no more on 'em. Good-day, lassie!"



       *       *       *       *       *



The day being fine, or at least fair--for soft clouds curtained the sun,

and a dim but not chill or waterish haze slept blue on the

hills--Caroline, while Shirley was engaged with her callers, had

persuaded Mrs. Pryor to assume her bonnet and summer shawl, and to take

a walk with her up towards the narrow end of the Hollow.



Here the opposing sides of the glen, approaching each other and becoming

clothed with brushwood and stunted oaks, formed a wooded ravine, at the

bottom of which ran the mill-stream, in broken, unquiet course,

struggling with many stones, chafing against rugged banks, fretting with

gnarled tree-roots, foaming, gurgling, battling as it went. Here, when

you had wandered half a mile from the mill, you found a sense of deep

solitude--found it in the shade of unmolested trees, received it in the

singing of many birds, for which that shade made a home. This was no

trodden way. The freshness of the wood flowers attested that foot of man

seldom pressed them; the abounding wild roses looked as if they budded,

bloomed, and faded under the watch of solitude, as if in a sultan's

harem. Here you saw the sweet azure of blue-bells, and recognized in

pearl-white blossoms, spangling the grass, a humble type of some starlit

spot in space.



Mrs. Pryor liked a quiet walk. She ever shunned high-roads, and sought

byways and lonely lanes. One companion she preferred to total solitude,

for in solitude she was nervous; a vague fear of annoying encounters

broke the enjoyment of quite lonely rambles. But she feared nothing with

Caroline. When once she got away from human habitations, and entered

the still demesne of nature accompanied by this one youthful friend, a

propitious change seemed to steal over her mind and beam in her

countenance. When with Caroline--and Caroline only--her heart, you would

have said, shook off a burden, her brow put aside a veil, her spirits

too escaped from a restraint. With her she was cheerful; with her, at

times, she was tender; to her she would impart her knowledge, reveal

glimpses of her experience, give her opportunities for guessing what

life she had lived, what cultivation her mind had received, of what

calibre was her intelligence, how and where her feelings were

vulnerable.



To-day, for instance, as they walked along, Mrs. Pryor talked to her

companion about the various birds singing in the trees, discriminated

their species, and said something about their habits and peculiarities.

English natural history seemed familiar to her. All the wild flowers

round their path were recognized by her; tiny plants springing near

stones and peeping out of chinks in old walls--plants such as Caroline

had scarcely noticed before--received a name and an intimation of their

properties. It appeared that she had minutely studied the botany of

English fields and woods. Having reached the head of the ravine, they

sat down together on a ledge of gray and mossy rock jutting from the

base of a steep green hill which towered above them. She looked round

her, and spoke of the neighbourhood as she had once before seen it long

ago. She alluded to its changes, and compared its aspect with that of

other parts of England, revealing in quiet, unconscious touches of

description a sense of the picturesque, an appreciation of the beautiful

or commonplace, a power of comparing the wild with the cultured, the

grand with the tame, that gave to her discourse a graphic charm as

pleasant as it was unpretending.



The sort of reverent pleasure with which Caroline listened--so sincere,

so quiet, yet so evident--stirred the elder lady's faculties to gentle

animation. Rarely, probably, had she, with her chill, repellent outside,

her diffident mien, and incommunicative habits, known what it was to

excite in one whom she herself could love feelings of earnest affection

and admiring esteem. Delightful, doubtless, was the consciousness that a

young girl towards whom it seemed, judging by the moved expression of

her eyes and features, her heart turned with almost a fond impulse,

looked up to her as an instructor, and clung to her as a friend. With a

somewhat more marked accent of interest than she often permitted herself

to use, she said, as she bent towards her youthful companion, and put

aside from her forehead a pale brown curl which had strayed from the

confining comb, "I do hope this sweet air blowing from the hill will do

you good, my dear Caroline. I wish I could see something more of colour

in these cheeks; but perhaps you were never florid?"



"I had red cheeks once," returned Miss Helstone, smiling. "I remember a

year--two years ago--when I used to look in the glass, I saw a different

face there to what I see now--rounder and rosier. But when we are

young," added the girl of eighteen, "our minds are careless and our

lives easy."



"Do you," continued Mrs. Pryor, mastering by an effort that tyrant

timidity which made it difficult for her, even under present

circumstances, to attempt the scrutiny of another's heart--"do you, at

your age, fret yourself with cares for the future? Believe me, you had

better not. Let the morrow take thought for the things of itself."



"True, dear madam. It is not over the future I pine. The evil of the day

is sometimes oppressive--too oppressive--and I long to escape it."



"That is--the evil of the day--that is--your uncle perhaps is not--you

find it difficult to understand--he does not appreciate----"



Mrs. Pryor could not complete her broken sentences; she could not manage

to put the question whether Mr. Helstone was too harsh with his niece.

But Caroline comprehended.



"Oh, that is nothing," she replied. "My uncle and I get on very well. We

never quarrel--I don't call him harsh--he never scolds me. Sometimes I

wish somebody in the world loved me, but I cannot say that I

particularly wish him to have more affection for me than he has. As a

child, I should perhaps have felt the want of attention, only the

servants were very kind to me; but when people are long indifferent to

us, we grow indifferent to their indifference. It is my uncle's way not

to care for women and girls, unless they be ladies that he meets in

company. He could not alter, and I have no wish that he should alter, as

far as I am concerned. I believe it would merely annoy and frighten me

were he to be affectionate towards me now. But you know, Mrs. Pryor, it

is scarcely _living_ to measure time as I do at the rectory. The hours

pass, and I get them over somehow, but I do not _live_. I endure

existence, but I rarely enjoy it. Since Miss Keeldar and you came I have

been--I was going to say happier, but that would be untrue." She paused.



"How untrue? You are fond of Miss Keeldar, are you not, my dear?"



"Very fond of Shirley. I both like and admire her. But I am painfully

circumstanced. For a reason I cannot explain I want to go away from this

place, and to forget it."



"You told me before you wished to be a governess; but, my dear, if you

remember, I did not encourage the idea. I have been a governess myself

great part of my life. In Miss Keeldar's acquaintance I esteem myself

most fortunate. Her talents and her really sweet disposition have

rendered my office easy to me; but when I was young, before I married,

my trials were severe, poignant. I should not like a---- I should not

like you to endure similar ones. It was my lot to enter a family of

considerable pretensions to good birth and mental superiority, and the

members of which also believed that 'on them was perceptible' an unusual

endowment of the 'Christian graces;' that all their hearts were

regenerate, and their spirits in a peculiar state of discipline. I was

early given to understand that 'as I was not their equal,' so I could

not expect 'to have their sympathy.' It was in no sort concealed from me

that I was held a 'burden and a restraint in society.' The gentlemen, I

found, regarded me as a 'tabooed woman,' to whom 'they were interdicted

from granting the usual privileges of the sex,' and yet 'who annoyed

them by frequently crossing their path.' The ladies too made it plain

that they thought me 'a bore.' The servants, it was signified, 'detested

me;' _why_, I could never clearly comprehend. My pupils, I was told,

'however much they might love me, and how deep soever the interest I

might take in them, could not be my friends.' It was intimated that I

must 'live alone, and never transgress the invisible but rigid line

which established the difference between me and my employers.' My life

in this house was sedentary, solitary, constrained, joyless, toilsome.

The dreadful crushing of the animal spirits, the ever-prevailing sense

of friendlessness and homelessness consequent on this state of things

began ere long to produce mortal effects on my constitution. I sickened.

The lady of the house told me coolly I was the victim of 'wounded

vanity.' She hinted that if I did not make an effort to quell my

'ungodly discontent,' to cease 'murmuring against God's appointment,'

and to cultivate the profound humility befitting my station, my mind

would very likely 'go to pieces' on the rock that wrecked most of my

sisterhood--morbid self-esteem--and that I should die an inmate of a

lunatic asylum.



"I said nothing to Mrs. Hardman--it would have been useless; but to her

eldest daughter I one day dropped a few observations, which were

answered thus. There were hardships, she allowed, in the position of a

governess. 'Doubtless they had their trials; but,' she averred, with a

manner it makes me smile now to recall--'but it must be so. _She_' (Miss

H.) 'had neither view, hope, nor _wish_ to see these things remedied;

for in the inherent constitution of English habits, feelings, and

prejudices there was no possibility that they should be. Governesses,'

she observed, 'must ever be kept in a sort of isolation. It is the only

means of maintaining that distance which the reserve of English manners

and the decorum of English families exact.'



"I remember I sighed as Miss Hardman quitted my bedside. She caught the

sound, and turning, said severely, 'I fear, Miss Grey, you have

inherited in fullest measure the worst sin of our fallen nature--the sin

of pride. You are proud, and therefore you are ungrateful too. Mamma

pays you a handsome salary, and if you had average sense you would

thankfully put up with much that is fatiguing to do and irksome to bear,

since it is so well made worth your while.'



"Miss Hardman, my love, was a very strong-minded young lady, of most

distinguished talents. The aristocracy are decidedly a very superior

class, you know, both physically, and morally, and mentally; as a high

Tory I acknowledge that. I could not describe the dignity of her voice

and mien as she addressed me thus; still, I fear she was selfish, my

dear. I would never wish to speak ill of my superiors in rank, but I

think she was a little selfish."



"I remember," continued Mrs. Pryor, after a pause, "another of Miss H.'s

observations, which she would utter with quite a grand air. 'WE,' she

would say--'WE need the imprudences, extravagances, mistakes, and crimes

of a certain number of fathers to sow the seed from which WE reap the

harvest of governesses. The daughters of trades-people, however well

educated, must necessarily be underbred, and as such unfit to be

inmates of OUR dwellings, or guardians of OUR children's minds and

persons. WE shall ever prefer to place those about OUR offspring who

have been born and bred with somewhat of the same refinement as

OURSELVES.'"



"Miss Hardman must have thought herself something better than her

fellow-creatures, ma'am, since she held that their calamities, and even

crimes, were necessary to minister to her convenience. You say she was

religious. Her religion must have been that of the Pharisee who thanked

God that he was not as other men are, nor even as that publican."



"My dear, we will not discuss the point. I should be the last person to

wish to instil into your mind any feeling of dissatisfaction with your

lot in life, or any sentiment of envy or insubordination towards your

superiors. Implicit submission to authorities, scrupulous deference to

our betters (under which term I, of course, include the higher classes

of society), are, in my opinion, indispensable to the well-being of

every community. All I mean to say, my dear, is that you had better not

attempt to be a governess, as the duties of the position would be too

severe for your constitution. Not one word of disrespect would I breathe

towards either Mrs. or Miss Hardman; only, recalling my own experience,

I cannot but feel that, were you to fall under auspices such as theirs,

you would contend a while courageously with your doom, then you would

pine and grow too weak for your work; you would come home--if you still

had a home--broken down. Those languishing years would follow of which

none but the invalid and her immediate friends feel the heart-sickness

and know the burden. Consumption or decline would close the chapter.

Such is the history of many a life. I would not have it yours. My dear,

we will now walk about a little, if you please."



They both rose, and slowly paced a green natural terrace bordering the

chasm.



"My dear," ere long again began Mrs. Pryor, a sort of timid, embarrassed

abruptness marking her manner as she spoke, "the young, especially those

to whom nature has been favourable, often--frequently--anticipate--look

forward to--to marriage as the end, the goal of their hopes."



And she stopped. Caroline came to her relief with promptitude, showing a

great deal more self-possession and courage than herself on the

formidable topic now broached.



"They do, and naturally," she replied, with a calm emphasis that

startled Mrs. Pryor. "They look forward to marriage with some one they

love as the brightest, the only bright destiny that can await them. Are

they wrong?"



"Oh, my dear!" exclaimed Mrs. Pryor, clasping her hands; and again she

paused. Caroline turned a searching, an eager eye on the face of her

friend: that face was much agitated. "My dear," she murmured, "life is

an illusion."



"But not love! Love is real--the most real, the most lasting, the

sweetest and yet the bitterest thing we know."



"My dear, it is very bitter. It is said to be strong--strong as death!

Most of the cheats of existence are strong. As to their sweetness,

nothing is so transitory; its date is a moment, the twinkling of an eye.

The sting remains for ever. It may perish with the dawn of eternity, but

it tortures through time into its deepest night."



"Yes, it tortures through time," agreed Caroline, "except when it is

mutual love."



"Mutual love! My dear, romances are pernicious. You do not read them, I

hope?"



"Sometimes--whenever I can get them, indeed. But romance-writers might

know nothing of love, judging by the way in which they treat of it."



"Nothing whatever, my dear," assented Mrs. Pryor eagerly, "nor of

marriage; and the false pictures they give of those subjects cannot be

too strongly condemned. They are not like reality. They show you only

the green, tempting surface of the marsh, and give not one faithful or

truthful hint of the slough underneath."



"But it is not always slough," objected Caroline. "There are happy

marriages. Where affection is reciprocal and sincere, and minds are

harmonious, marriage _must_ be happy."



"It is never wholly happy. Two people can never literally be as one.

There is, perhaps, a possibility of content under peculiar

circumstances, such as are seldom combined; but it is as well not to run

the risk--you may make fatal mistakes. Be satisfied, my dear. Let all

the single be satisfied with their freedom."



"You echo my uncle's words!" exclaimed Caroline, in a tone of dismay.

"You speak like Mrs. Yorke in her most gloomy moments, like Miss Mann

when she is most sourly and hypochondriacally disposed. This is

terrible!"



"No, it is only true. O child, you have only lived the pleasant morning

time of life; the hot, weary noon, the sad evening, the sunless night,

are yet to come for you. Mr. Helstone, you say, talks as I talk; and I

wonder how Mrs. Matthewson Helstone would have talked had she been

living. She died! she died!"



"And, alas! my own mother and father----" exclaimed Caroline, struck by

a sombre recollection.



"What of them?"



"Did I never tell you that they were separated?"



"I have heard it."



"They must, then, have been very miserable."



"You see all _facts_ go to prove what I say."



"In this case there ought to be no such thing as marriage."



"There ought, my dear, were it only to prove that this life is a mere

state of probation, wherein neither rest nor recompense is to be

vouchsafed."



"But your own marriage, Mrs. Pryor?"



Mrs. Pryor shrank and shuddered as if a rude finger had pressed a naked

nerve. Caroline felt she had touched what would not bear the slightest

contact.



"My marriage was unhappy," said the lady, summoning courage at last;

"but yet----" She hesitated.



"But yet," suggested Caroline, "not immitigably wretched?"



"Not in its results, at least. No," she added, in a softer tone; "God

mingles something of the balm of mercy even in vials of the most

corrosive woe. He can so turn events that from the very same blind, rash

act whence sprang the curse of half our life may flow the blessing of

the remainder. Then I am of a peculiar disposition--I own that--far from

facile, without address, in some points eccentric. I ought never to have

married. Mine is not the nature easily to find a duplicate or likely to

assimilate with a contrast. I was quite aware of my own ineligibility;

and if I had not been so miserable as a governess, I never should have

married; and then----"



Caroline's eyes asked her to proceed. They entreated her to break the

thick cloud of despair which her previous words had seemed to spread

over life.



"And then, my dear, Mr.--that is, the gentleman I married--was, perhaps,

rather an exceptional than an average character. I hope, at least, the

experience of few has been such as mine was, or that few have felt their

sufferings as I felt mine. They nearly shook my mind; relief was so

hopeless, redress so unattainable. But, my dear, I do not wish to

dishearten; I only wish to warn you, and to prove that the single should

not be too anxious to change their state, as they may change for the

worse."



"Thank you, my dear madam. I quite understand your kind intentions, but

there is no fear of my falling into the error to which you allude. I, at

least, have no thoughts of marriage, and for that reason I want to make

myself a position by some other means."



"My dear, listen to me. On what I am going to say I have carefully

deliberated, having, indeed, revolved the subject in my thoughts ever

since you first mentioned your wish to obtain a situation. You know I at

present reside with Miss Keeldar in the capacity of companion. Should

she marry (and that she _will_ marry ere long many circumstances induce

me to conclude), I shall cease to be necessary to her in that capacity.

I must tell you that I possess a small independency, arising partly from

my own savings, and partly from a legacy left me some years since.

Whenever I leave Fieldhead I shall take a house of my own. I could not

endure to live in solitude. I have no relations whom I care to invite to

close intimacy; for, as you must have observed, and as I have already

avowed, my habits and tastes have their peculiarities. To you, my dear,

I need not say I am attached; with you I am happier than I have ever

been with any living thing" (this was said with marked emphasis). "Your

society I should esteem a very dear privilege--an inestimable privilege,

a comfort, a blessing. You shall come to me, then. Caroline, do you

refuse me? I hope you can love me?"



And with these two abrupt questions she stopped.



"Indeed, I _do_ love you," was the reply. "I should like to live with

you. But you are too kind."



"All I have," went on Mrs. Pryor, "I would leave to you. You should be

provided for. But never again say I am _too kind_. You pierce my heart,

child!"



"But, my dear madam--this generosity--I have no claim----"



"Hush! you must not talk about it. There are some things we cannot bear

to hear. Oh! it is late to begin, but I may yet live a few years. I can

never wipe out the past, but perhaps a brief space in the future may

yet be mine."



Mrs. Pryor seemed deeply agitated. Large tears trembled in her eyes and

rolled down her cheeks. Caroline kissed her, in her gentle, caressing

way, saying softly, "I love you dearly. Don't cry."



But the lady's whole frame seemed shaken. She sat down, bent her head to

her knee, and wept aloud. Nothing could console her till the inward

storm had had its way. At last the agony subsided of itself.



"Poor thing!" she murmured, returning Caroline's kiss, "poor lonely

lamb! But come," she added abruptly--"come; we must go home."



For a short distance Mrs. Pryor walked very fast. By degrees, however,

she calmed down to her wonted manner, fell into her usual characteristic

pace--a peculiar one, like all her movements--and by the time they

reached Fieldhead she had re-entered into herself. The outside was, as

usual, still and shy.









CHAPTER XXII.



TWO LIVES.





Only half of Moore's activity and resolution had been seen in his

defence of the mill; he showed the other half (and a terrible half it

was) in the indefatigable, the relentless assiduity with which he

pursued the leaders of the riot. The mob, the mere followers, he let

alone. Perhaps an innate sense of justice told him that men misled by

false counsel and goaded by privations are not fit objects of vengeance,

and that he who would visit an even violent act on the bent head of

suffering is a tyrant, not a judge. At all events, though he knew many

of the number, having recognized them during the latter part of the

attack when day began to dawn, he let them daily pass him on street and

road without notice or threat.



The leaders he did not know. They were strangers--emissaries from the

large towns. Most of these were not members of the operative class. They

were chiefly "down-draughts," bankrupts, men always in debt and often in

drink, men who had nothing to lose, and much, in the way of character,

cash, and cleanliness, to gain. These persons Moore hunted like any

sleuth-hound, and well he liked the occupation. Its excitement was of a

kind pleasant to his nature. He liked it better than making cloth.



His horse must have hated these times, for it was ridden both hard and

often. He almost lived on the road, and the fresh air was as welcome to

his lungs as the policeman's quest to his mood; he preferred it to the

steam of dye-houses. The magistrates of the district must have dreaded

him. They were slow, timid men; he liked both to frighten and to rouse

them. He liked to force them to betray a certain fear, which made them

alike falter in resolve and recoil in action--the fear, simply, of

assassination. This, indeed, was the dread which had hitherto hampered

every manufacturer and almost every public man in the district. Helstone

alone had ever repelled it. The old Cossack knew well he might be shot.

He knew there was risk; but such death had for his nerves no terrors. It

would have been his chosen, might he have had a choice.



Moore likewise knew his danger. The result was an unquenchable scorn of

the quarter whence such danger was to be apprehended. The consciousness

that he hunted assassins was the spur in his high-mettled temper's

flank. As for fear, he was too proud, too hard-natured (if you will),

too phlegmatic a man to fear. Many a time he rode belated over the

moors, moonlit or moonless as the case might be, with feelings far more

elate, faculties far better refreshed, than when safety and stagnation

environed him in the counting-house. Four was the number of the leaders

to be accounted for. Two, in the course of a fortnight, were brought to

bay near Stilbro'; the remaining two it was necessary to seek farther

off. Their haunts were supposed to lie near Birmingham.



Meantime the clothier did not neglect his battered mill. Its reparation

was esteemed a light task, carpenters' and glaziers' work alone being

needed. The rioters not having succeeded in effecting an entrance, his

grim metal darlings--the machines--had escaped damage.



Whether during this busy life--whether while stern justice and exacting

business claimed his energies and harassed his thoughts--he now and then

gave one moment, dedicated one effort, to keep alive gentler fires than

those which smoulder in the fane of Nemesis, it was not easy to

discover. He seldom went near Fieldhead; if he did, his visits were

brief. If he called at the rectory, it was only to hold conferences with

the rector in his study. He maintained his rigid course very steadily.

Meantime the history of the year continued troubled. There was no lull

in the tempest of war; her long hurricane still swept the Continent.

There was not the faintest sign of serene weather, no opening amid "the

clouds of battle-dust and smoke," no fall of pure dews genial to the

olive, no cessation of the red rain which nourishes the baleful and

glorious laurel. Meantime, Ruin had her sappers and miners at work under

Moore's feet, and whether he rode or walked, whether he only crossed his

counting-house hearth or galloped over sullen Rushedge, he was aware of

a hollow echo, and felt the ground shake to his tread.



While the summer thus passed with Moore, how did it lapse with Shirley

and Caroline? Let us first visit the heiress. How does she look? Like a

love-lorn maiden, pale and pining for a neglectful swain? Does she sit

the day long bent over some sedentary task? Has she for ever a book in

her hand, or sewing on her knee, and eyes only for that, and words for

nothing, and thoughts unspoken?



By no means. Shirley is all right. If her wistful cast of physiognomy is

not gone, no more is her careless smile. She keeps her dark old

manor-house light and bright with her cheery presence. The gallery and

the low-ceiled chambers that open into it have learned lively echoes

from her voice; the dim entrance-hall, with its one window, has grown

pleasantly accustomed to the frequent rustle of a silk dress, as its

wearer sweeps across from room to room, now carrying flowers to the

barbarous peach-bloom salon, now entering the dining-room to open its

casements and let in the scent of mignonette and sweet-briar, anon

bringing plants from the staircase window to place in the sun at the

open porch door.



She takes her sewing occasionally; but, by some fatality, she is doomed

never to sit steadily at it for above five minutes at a time. Her

thimble is scarcely fitted on, her needle scarce threaded, when a sudden

thought calls her upstairs. Perhaps she goes to seek some

just-then-remembered old ivory-backed needle-book or older china-topped

work-box, quite unneeded, but which seems at the moment indispensable;

perhaps to arrange her hair, or a drawer which she recollects to have

seen that morning in a state of curious confusion; perhaps only to take

a peep from a particular window at a particular view, whence Briarfield

church and rectory are visible, pleasantly bowered in trees. She has

scarcely returned, and again taken up the slip of cambric or square of

half-wrought canvas, when Tartar's bold scrape and strangled whistle are

heard at the porch door, and she must run to open it for him. It is a

hot day; he comes in panting; she must convoy him to the kitchen, and

see with her own eyes that his water-bowl is replenished. Through the

open kitchen door the court is visible, all sunny and gay, and peopled

with turkeys and their poults, peahens and their chicks, pearl-flecked

Guinea-fowls, and a bright variety of pure white, and purple-necked, and

blue and cinnamon plumed pigeons. Irresistible spectacle to Shirley! She

runs to the pantry for a roll, and she stands on the door step

scattering crumbs. Around her throng her eager, plump, happy feathered

vassals. John is about the stables, and John must be talked to, and her

mare looked at. She is still petting and patting it when the cows come

in to be milked. This is important; Shirley must stay and take a review

of them all. There are perhaps some little calves, some little

new-yeaned lambs--it may be twins, whose mothers have rejected them.

Miss Keeldar must be introduced to them by John, must permit herself the

treat of feeding them with her own hand, under the direction of her

careful foreman. Meantime John moots doubtful questions about the

farming of certain "crofts," and "ings," and "holmes," and his mistress

is necessitated to fetch her garden-hat--a gipsy straw--and accompany

him, over stile and along hedgerow, to hear the conclusion of the whole

agricultural matter on the spot, and with the said "crofts," "ings," and

"holms" under her eye. Bright afternoon thus wears into soft evening,

and she comes home to a late tea, and after tea she never sews.



After tea Shirley reads, and she is just about as tenacious of her book

as she is lax of her needle. Her study is the rug, her seat a footstool,

or perhaps only the carpet at Mrs. Pryor's feet: there she always

learned her lessons when a child, and old habits have a strong power

over her. The tawny and lionlike bulk of Tartar is ever stretched beside

her, his negro muzzle laid on his fore paws--straight, strong, and

shapely as the limbs of an Alpine wolf. One hand of the mistress

generally reposes on the loving serf's rude head, because if she takes

it away he groans and is discontented. Shirley's mind is given to her

book. She lifts not her eyes; she neither stirs nor speaks--unless,

indeed, it be to return a brief respectful answer to Mrs. Pryor, who

addresses deprecatory phrases to her now and then.



"My dear, you had better not have that great dog so near you; he is

crushing the border of your dress."



"Oh, it is only muslin. I can put a clean one on to-morrow."



"My dear, I wish you could acquire the habit of sitting to a table when

you read."



"I will try, ma'am, some time; but it is so comfortable to do as one has

always been accustomed to do."



"My dear, let me beg of you to put that book down. You are trying your

eyes by the doubtful firelight."



"No, ma'am, not at all; my eyes are never tired."



At last, however, a pale light falls on the page from the window. She

looks; the moon is up. She closes the volume, rises, and walks through

the room. Her book has perhaps been a good one; it has refreshed,

refilled, rewarmed her heart; it has set her brain astir, furnished her

mind with pictures. The still parlour, the clean hearth, the window

opening on the twilight sky, and showing its "sweet regent," new throned

and glorious, suffice to make earth an Eden, life a poem, for Shirley. A

still, deep, inborn delight glows in her young veins, unmingled,

untroubled, not to be reached or ravished by human agency, because by no

human agency bestowed--the pure gift of God to His creature, the free

dower of Nature to her child. This joy gives her experience of a

genii-life. Buoyant, by green steps, by glad hills, all verdure and

light, she reaches a station scarcely lower than that whence angels

looked down on the dreamer of Bethel, and her eye seeks, and her soul

possesses, the vision of life as she wishes it. No, not as she wishes

it; she has not time to wish. The swift glory spreads out, sweeping and

kindling, and multiplies its splendours faster than Thought can effect

his combinations, faster than Aspiration can utter her longings. Shirley

says nothing while the trance is upon her--she is quite mute; but if

Mrs. Pryor speaks to her now, she goes out quietly, and continues her

walk upstairs in the dim gallery.



If Shirley were not an indolent, a reckless, an ignorant being, she

would take a pen at such moments, or at least while the recollection of

such moments was yet fresh on her spirit. She would seize, she would fix

the apparition, tell the vision revealed. Had she a little more of the

organ of acquisitiveness in her head, a little more of the love of

property in her nature, she would take a good-sized sheet of paper and

write plainly out, in her own queer but clear and legible hand, the

story that has been narrated, the song that has been sung to her, and

thus possess what she was enabled to create. But indolent she is,

reckless she is, and most ignorant; for she does not know her dreams are

rare, her feelings peculiar. She does not know, has never known, and

will die without knowing, the full value of that spring whose bright

fresh bubbling in her heart keeps it green.



Shirley takes life easily. Is not that fact written in her eye? In her

good-tempered moments is it not as full of lazy softness as in her brief

fits of anger it is fulgent with quick-flashing fire? Her nature is in

her eye. So long as she is calm, indolence, indulgence, humour, and

tenderness possess that large gray sphere; incense her, a red ray

pierces the dew, it quickens instantly to flame.



Ere the month of July was past, Miss Keeldar would probably have started

with Caroline on that northern tour they had planned; but just at that

epoch an invasion befell Fieldhead. A genteel foraging party besieged

Shirley in her castle, and compelled her to surrender at discretion. An

uncle, an aunt, and two cousins from the south--a Mr., Mrs., and two

Misses Sympson, of Sympson Grove, ----shire--came down upon her in

state. The laws of hospitality obliged her to give in, which she did

with a facility which somewhat surprised Caroline, who knew her to be

prompt in action and fertile in expedient where a victory was to be

gained for her will. Miss Helstone even asked her how it was she

submitted so readily. She answered, old feelings had their power; she

had passed two years of her early youth at Sympson Grove.



"How did she like her relatives?"



She had nothing in common with them, she replied. Little Harry Sympson,

indeed, the sole son of the family, was very unlike his sisters, and of

him she had formerly been fond; but he was not coming to Yorkshire--at

least not yet.



The next Sunday the Fieldhead pew in Briarfield Church appeared peopled

with a prim, trim, fidgety, elderly gentleman, who shifted his

spectacles, and changed his position every three minutes; a patient,

placid-looking elderly lady in brown satin; and two pattern young

ladies, in pattern attire, with pattern deportment. Shirley had the air

of a black swan or a white crow in the midst of this party, and very

forlorn was her aspect. Having brought her into respectable society, we

will leave her there a while, and look after Miss Helstone.



Separated from Miss Keeldar for the present, as she could not seek her

in the midst of her fine relatives, scared away from Fieldhead by the

visiting commotion which the new arrivals occasioned in the

neighbourhood, Caroline was limited once more to the gray rectory, the

solitary morning walk in remote by-paths, the long, lonely afternoon

sitting in a quiet parlour which the sun forsook at noon, or in the

garden alcove where it shone bright, yet sad, on the ripening red

currants trained over the trellis, and on the fair monthly roses

entwined between, and through them fell chequered on Caroline sitting in

her white summer dress, still as a garden statue. There she read old

books, taken from her uncle's library. The Greek and Latin were of no

use to her, and its collection of light literature was chiefly contained

on a shelf which had belonged to her aunt Mary--some venerable Lady's

Magazines, that had once performed a sea-voyage with their owner, and

undergone a storm, and whose pages were stained with salt water; some

mad Methodist Magazines, full of miracles and apparitions, of

preternatural warnings, ominous dreams, and frenzied fanaticism; the

equally mad letters of Mrs. Elizabeth Rowe from the Dead to the Living;

a few old English classics. From these faded flowers Caroline had in her

childhood extracted the honey; they were tasteless to her now. By way of

change, and also of doing good, she would sew--make garments for the

poor, according to good Miss Ainley's direction. Sometimes, as she felt

and saw her tears fall slowly on her work, she would wonder how the

excellent woman who had cut it out and arranged it for her managed to be

so equably serene in _her_ solitude.



"I never find Miss Ainley oppressed with despondency or lost in grief,"

she thought; "yet her cottage is a still, dim little place, and she is

without a bright hope or near friend in the world. I remember, though,

she told me once she had tutored her thoughts to tend upwards to heaven.

She allowed there was, and ever had been, little enjoyment in this world

for her, and she looks, I suppose, to the bliss of the world to come. So

do nuns, with their close cell, their iron lamp, their robe strait as a

shroud, their bed narrow as a coffin. She says often she has no fear of

death--no dread of the grave; no more, doubtless, had St. Simeon

Stylites, lifted up terrible on his wild column in the wilderness; no

more has the Hindu votary stretched on his couch of iron spikes. Both

these having violated nature, their natural likings and antipathies are

reversed; they grow altogether morbid. I do fear death as yet, but I

believe it is because I am young. Poor Miss Ainley would cling closer to

life if life had more charms for her. God surely did not create us and

cause us to live with the sole end of wishing always to die. I believe

in my heart we were intended to prize life and enjoy it so long as we

retain it. Existence never was originally meant to be that useless,

blank, pale, slow-trailing thing it often becomes to many, and is

becoming to me among the rest.



"Nobody," she went on--"nobody in particular is to blame, that I can

see, for the state in which things are; and I cannot tell, however much

I puzzle over it, how they are to be altered for the better; but I feel

there is something wrong somewhere. I believe single women should have

more to do--better chances of interesting and profitable occupation than

they possess now. And when I speak thus I have no impression that I

displease God by my words; that I am either impious or impatient,

irreligious or sacrilegious. My consolation is, indeed, that God hears

many a groan, and compassionates much grief which man stops his ears

against, or frowns on with impotent contempt. I say _impotent_, for I

observe that to such grievances as society cannot readily cure it

usually forbids utterance, on pain of its scorn, this scorn being only a

sort of tinselled cloak to its deformed weakness. People hate to be

reminded of ills they are unable or unwilling to remedy. Such reminder,

in forcing on them a sense of their own incapacity, or a more painful

sense of an obligation to make some unpleasant effort, troubles their

ease and shakes their self-complacency. Old maids, like the houseless

and unemployed poor, should not ask for a place and an occupation in the

world; the demand disturbs the happy and rich--it disturbs parents. Look

at the numerous families of girls in this neighbourhood--the Armitages,

the Birtwhistles, the Sykeses. The brothers of these girls are every one

in business or in professions; they have something to do. Their sisters

have no earthly employment but household work and sewing, no earthly

pleasure but an unprofitable visiting, and no hope, in all their life to

come, of anything better. This stagnant state of things makes them

decline in health. They are never well, and their minds and views shrink

to wondrous narrowness. The great wish, the sole aim of every one of

them is to be married, but the majority will never marry; they will die

as they now live. They scheme, they plot, they dress to ensnare

husbands. The gentlemen turn them into ridicule; they don't want them;

they hold them very cheap. They say--I have heard them say it with

sneering laughs many a time--the matrimonial market is overstocked.

Fathers say so likewise, and are angry with their daughters when they

observe their man�uvres--they order them to stay at home. What do they

expect them to do at home? If you ask, they would answer, sew and cook.

They expect them to do this, and this only, contentedly, regularly,

uncomplainingly, all their lives long, as if they had no germs of

faculties for anything else--a doctrine as reasonable to hold as it

would be that the fathers have no faculties but for eating what their

daughters cook or for wearing what they sew. Could men live so

themselves? Would they not be very weary? And when there came no relief

to their weariness, but only reproaches at its slightest manifestation,

would not their weariness ferment in time to frenzy? Lucretia, spinning

at midnight in the midst of her maidens, and Solomon's virtuous woman

are often quoted as patterns of what 'the sex,' as they say, ought to

be. I don't know. Lucretia, I dare say, was a most worthy sort of

person, much like my cousin Hortense Moore; but she kept her servants up

very late. I should not have liked to be amongst the number of the

maidens. Hortense would just work me and Sarah in that fashion, if she

could, and neither of us would bear it. The 'virtuous woman,' again, had

her household up in the very middle of the night; she 'got breakfast

over,' as Mrs. Sykes says, before one o'clock a.m.; but _she_ had

something more to do than spin and give out portions. She was a

manufacturer--she made fine linen and sold it; she was an

agriculturist--she bought estates and planted vineyards. _That_ woman

was a manager. She was what the matrons hereabouts call 'a clever

woman.' On the whole, I like her a good deal better than Lucretia; but I

don't believe either Mr. Armitage or Mr. Sykes could have got the

advantage of her in a bargain. Yet I like her. 'Strength and honour were

her clothing; the heart of her husband safely trusted in her. She opened

her mouth with wisdom; in her tongue was the law of kindness; her

children rose up and called her blessed; her husband also praised her.'

King of Israel! your model of a woman is a worthy model! But are we, in

these days, brought up to be like her? Men of Yorkshire! do your

daughters reach this royal standard? Can they reach it? Can you help

them to reach it? Can you give them a field in which their faculties may

be exercised and grow? Men of England! look at your poor girls, many of

them fading around you, dropping off in consumption or decline; or, what

is worse, degenerating to sour old maids--envious, back-biting,

wretched, because life is a desert to them; or, what is worst of all,

reduced to strive, by scarce modest coquetry and debasing artifice, to

gain that position and consideration by marriage which to celibacy is

denied. Fathers! cannot you alter these things? Perhaps not all at once;

but consider the matter well when it is brought before you, receive it

as a theme worthy of thought; do not dismiss it with an idle jest or an

unmanly insult. You would wish to be proud of your daughters, and not to

blush for them; then seek for them an interest and an occupation which

shall raise them above the flirt, the man�uvrer, the mischief-making

tale-bearer. Keep your girls' minds narrow and fettered; they will still

be a plague and a care, sometimes a disgrace to you. Cultivate

them--give them scope and work; they will be your gayest companions in

health, your tenderest nurses in sickness, your most faithful prop in

age."









CHAPTER XXIII.



AN EVENING OUT.





One fine summer day that Caroline had spent entirely alone (her uncle

being at Whinbury), and whose long, bright, noiseless, breezeless,

cloudless hours (how many they seemed since sunrise!) had been to her as

desolate as if they had gone over her head in the shadowless and

trackless wastes of Sahara, instead of in the blooming garden of an

English home, she was sitting in the alcove--her task of work on her

knee, her fingers assiduously plying the needle, her eyes following and

regulating their movements, her brain working restlessly--when Fanny

came to the door, looked round over the lawn and borders, and not seeing

her whom she sought, called out, "Miss Caroline!"



A low voice answered "Fanny!" It issued from the alcove, and thither

Fanny hastened, a note in her hand, which she delivered to fingers that

hardly seemed to have nerve to hold it. Miss Helstone did not ask whence

it came, and she did not look at it; she let it drop amongst the folds

of her work.



"Joe Scott's son, Harry, brought it," said Fanny.



The girl was no enchantress, and knew no magic spell; yet what she said

took almost magical effect on her young mistress. She lifted her head

with the quick motion of revived sensation; she shot, not a languid, but

a lifelike, questioning glance at Fanny.



"Harry Scott! who sent him?"



"He came from the Hollow."



The dropped note was snatched up eagerly, the seal was broken--it was

read in two seconds. An affectionate billet from Hortense, informing her

young cousin that she was returned from Wormwood Wells; that she was

alone to-day, as Robert was gone to Whinbury market; that nothing would

give her greater pleasure than to have Caroline's company to tea, and

the good lady added, she was quite sure such a change would be most

acceptable and beneficial to Caroline, who must be sadly at a loss both

for safe guidance and improving society since the misunderstanding

between Robert and Mr. Helstone had occasioned a separation from her

"meilleure amie, Hortense Gérard Moore." In a postscript she was urged

to put on her bonnet and run down directly.



Caroline did not need the injunction. Glad was she to lay by the brown

holland child's slip she was trimming with braid for the Jew's basket,

to hasten upstairs, cover her curls with her straw bonnet, and throw

round her shoulders the black silk scarf, whose simple drapery suited as

well her shape as its dark hue set off the purity of her dress and the

fairness of her face; glad was she to escape for a few hours the

solitude, the sadness, the nightmare of her life; glad to run down the

green lane sloping to the Hollow, to scent the fragrance of hedge

flowers sweeter than the perfume of moss-rose or lily. True, she knew

Robert was not at the cottage; but it was delight to go where he had

lately been. So long, so totally separated from him, merely to see his

home, to enter the room where he had that morning sat, felt like a

reunion. As such it revived her; and then Illusion was again following

her in Peri mask. The soft agitation of wings caressed her cheek, and

the air, breathing from the blue summer sky, bore a voice which

whispered, "Robert may come home while you are in his house, and then,

at least, you may look in his face--at least you may give him your hand;

perhaps, for a minute, you may sit beside him."



"Silence!" was her austere response; but she loved the comforter and the

consolation.



Miss Moore probably caught from the window the gleam and flutter of

Caroline's white attire through the branchy garden shrubs, for she

advanced from the cottage porch to meet her. Straight, unbending,

phlegmatic as usual, she came on. No haste or ecstasy was ever permitted

to disorder the dignity of _her_ movements; but she smiled, well pleased

to mark the delight of her pupil, to feel her kiss and the gentle,

genial strain of her embrace. She led her tenderly in, half deceived and

wholly flattered. Half deceived! had it not been so she would in all

probability have put her to the wicket, and shut her out. Had she known

clearly to whose account the chief share of this childlike joy was to be

placed, Hortense would most likely have felt both shocked and incensed.

Sisters do not like young ladies to fall in love with their brothers.

It seems, if not presumptuous, silly, weak, a delusion, an absurd

mistake. _They_ do not love these gentlemen--whatever sisterly affection

they may cherish towards them--and that others should, repels them with

a sense of crude romance. The first movement, in short, excited by such

discovery (as with many parents on finding their children to be in love)

is one of mixed impatience and contempt. Reason--if they be rational

people--corrects the false feeling in time; but if they be irrational,

it is never corrected, and the daughter or sister-in-law is disliked to

the end.



"You would expect to find me alone, from what I said in my note,"

observed Miss Moore, as she conducted Caroline towards the parlour; "but

it was written this morning: since dinner, company has come in."



And opening the door she made visible an ample spread of crimson skirts

overflowing the elbow-chair at the fireside, and above them, presiding

with dignity, a cap more awful than a crown. That cap had never come to

the cottage under a bonnet; no, it had been brought in a vast bag, or

rather a middle-sized balloon of black silk, held wide with whalebone.

The screed, or frill of the cap, stood a quarter of a yard broad round

the face of the wearer. The ribbon, flourishing in puffs and bows about

the head, was of the sort called love-ribbon. There was a good deal of

it, I may say, a very great deal. Mrs. Yorke wore the cap--it became

her; she wore the gown also--it suited her no less.



That great lady was come in a friendly way to take tea with Miss Moore.

It was almost as great and as rare a favour as if the queen were to go

uninvited to share pot-luck with one of her subjects. A higher mark of

distinction she could not show--she who in general scorned visiting and

tea-drinking, and held cheap and stigmatized as "gossips" every maid and

matron of the vicinage.



There was no mistake, however; Miss Moore _was_ a favourite with her.

She had evinced the fact more than once--evinced it by stopping to speak

to her in the churchyard on Sundays; by inviting her, almost hospitably,

to come to Briarmains; evinced it to-day by the grand condescension of a

personal visit. Her reasons for the preference, as assigned by herself,

were that Miss Moore was a woman of steady deportment, without the least

levity of conversation or carriage; also that, being a foreigner, she

must feel the want of a friend to countenance her. She might have added

that her plain aspect, homely, precise dress, and phlegmatic,

unattractive manner were to her so many additional recommendations. It

is certain, at least, that ladies remarkable for the opposite qualities

of beauty, lively bearing, and elegant taste in attire were not often

favoured with her approbation. Whatever gentlemen are apt to admire in

women, Mrs. Yorke condemned; and what they overlook or despise, she

patronized.



Caroline advanced to the mighty matron with some sense of diffidence.

She knew little of Mrs. Yorke, and, as a parson's niece, was doubtful

what sort of a reception she might get. She got a very cool one, and was

glad to hide her discomfiture by turning away to take off her bonnet.

Nor, upon sitting down, was she displeased to be immediately accosted by

a little personage in a blue frock and sash, who started up like some

fairy from the side of the great dame's chair, where she had been

sitting on a footstool, screened from view by the folds of the wide red

gown, and running to Miss Helstone, unceremoniously threw her arms round

her neck and demanded a kiss.



"My mother is not civil to you," said the petitioner, as she received

and repaid a smiling salute, "and Rose there takes no notice of you; it

is their way. If, instead of you, a white angel, with a crown of stars,

had come into the room, mother would nod stiffly, and Rose never lift

her head at all; but I will be your friend--I have always liked you."



"Jessie, curb that tongue of yours, and repress your forwardness!" said

Mrs. Yorke.



"But, mother, you are so frozen!" expostulated Jessie. "Miss Helstone

has never done you any harm; why can't you be kind to her? You sit so

stiff, and look so cold, and speak so dry--what for? That's just the

fashion in which you treat Miss Shirley Keeldar and every other young

lady who comes to our house. And Rose there is such an aut--aut--I have

forgotten the word, but it means a machine in the shape of a human

being. However, between you, you will drive every soul away from

Briarmains; Martin often says so."



"I am an automaton? Good! Let me alone, then," said Rose, speaking from

a corner where she was sitting on the carpet at the foot of a bookcase,

with a volume spread open on her knee.--"Miss Helstone, how do you do?"

she added, directing a brief glance to the person addressed, and then

again casting down her gray, remarkable eyes on the book and returning

to the study of its pages.



Caroline stole a quiet gaze towards her, dwelling on her young, absorbed

countenance, and observing a certain unconscious movement of the mouth

as she read--a movement full of character. Caroline had tact, and she

had fine instinct. She felt that Rose Yorke was a peculiar child--one of

the unique; she knew how to treat her. Approaching quietly, she knelt on

the carpet at her side, and looked over her little shoulder at her book.

It was a romance of Mrs. Radcliffe's--"The Italian."



Caroline read on with her, making no remark. Presently Rose showed her

the attention of asking, ere she turned the leaf, "Are you ready?"



Caroline only nodded.



"Do you like it?" inquired Rose ere long.



"Long since, when I read it as a child, I was wonderfully taken with

it."



"Why?"



"It seemed to open with such promise--such foreboding of a most strange

tale to be unfolded."



"And in reading it you feel as if you were far away from England--really

in Italy--under another sort of sky--that blue sky of the south which

travellers describe."



"You are sensible of that, Rose?"



"It makes me long to travel, Miss Helstone."



"When you are a woman, perhaps, you may be able to gratify your wish."



"I mean to make a way to do so, if one is not made for me. I cannot live

always in Briarfield. The whole world is not very large compared with

creation. I must see the outside of our own round planet, at least."



"How much of its outside?"



"First this hemisphere where we live; then the other. I am resolved that

my life shall be a life. Not a black trance like the toad's, buried in

marble; nor a long, slow death like yours in Briarfield rectory."



"Like mine! what can you mean, child?"



"Might you not as well be tediously dying as for ever shut up in that

glebe-house--a place that, when I pass it, always reminds me of a

windowed grave? I never see any movement about the door. I never hear a

sound from the wall. I believe smoke never issues from the chimneys.

What do you do there?"



"I sew, I read, I learn lessons."



"Are you happy?"



"Should I be happy wandering alone in strange countries as you wish to

do?"



"Much happier, even if you did nothing but wander. Remember, however,

that I shall have an object in view; but if you only went on and on,

like some enchanted lady in a fairy tale, you might be happier than now.

In a day's wandering you would pass many a hill, wood, and watercourse,

each perpetually altering in aspect as the sun shone out or was

overcast; as the weather was wet or fair, dark or bright. Nothing

changes in Briarfield rectory. The plaster of the parlour ceilings, the

paper on the walls, the curtains, carpets, chairs, are still the same."



"Is change necessary to happiness?"



"Yes."



"Is it synonymous with it?"



"I don't know; but I feel monotony and death to be almost the same."



Here Jessie spoke.



"Isn't she mad?" she asked.



"But, Rose," pursued Caroline, "I fear a wanderer's life, for me at

least, would end like that tale you are reading--in disappointment,

vanity, and vexation of spirit."



"Does 'The Italian' so end?"



"I thought so when I read it."



"Better to try all things and find all empty than to try nothing and

leave your life a blank. To do this is to commit the sin of him who

buried his talent in a napkin--despicable sluggard!"



"Rose," observed Mrs. Yorke, "solid satisfaction is only to be realized

by doing one's duty."



"Right, mother! And if my Master has given me ten talents, my duty is to

trade with them, and make them ten talents more. Not in the dust of

household drawers shall the coin be interred. I will _not_ deposit it in

a broken-spouted teapot, and shut it up in a china closet among

tea-things. I will _not_ commit it to your work-table to be smothered in

piles of woollen hose. I will _not_ prison it in the linen press to find

shrouds among the sheets. And least of all, mother" (she got up from the

floor)--"least of all will I hide it in a tureen of cold potatoes, to be

ranged with bread, butter, pastry, and ham on the shelves of the

larder."



She stopped, then went on, "Mother, the Lord who gave each of us our

talents will come home some day, and will demand from all an account.

The teapot, the old stocking-foot, the linen rag, the willow-pattern

tureen will yield up their barren deposit in many a house. Suffer your

daughters, at least, to put their money to the exchangers, that they may

be enabled at the Master's coming to pay Him His own with usury."



"Rose, did you bring your sampler with you, as I told you?"



"Yes, mother."



"Sit down, and do a line of marking."



Rose sat down promptly, and wrought according to orders. After a busy

pause of ten minutes, her mother asked, "Do you think yourself oppressed

now--a victim?"



"No, mother."



"Yet, as far as I understood your tirade, it was a protest against all

womanly and domestic employment."



"You misunderstood it, mother. I should be sorry not to learn to sew.

You do right to teach me, and to make me work."



"Even to the mending of your brothers' stockings and the making of

sheets?"



"Yes."



"Where is the use of ranting and spouting about it, then?"



"Am I to do nothing but that? I will do that, and then I will do more.

Now, mother, I have said my say. I am twelve years old at present, and

not till I am sixteen will I speak again about talents. For four years I

bind myself an industrious apprentice to all you can teach me."



"You see what my daughters are, Miss Helstone," observed Mrs. Yorke;

"how precociously wise in their own conceits! 'I would rather this, I

prefer that'--such is Jessie's cuckoo song; while Rose utters the bolder

cry, 'I _will_, and I will _not_!'"



"I render a reason, mother; besides, if my cry is bold, it is only heard

once in a twelvemonth. About each birthday the spirit moves me to

deliver one oracle respecting my own instruction and management. I utter

it and leave it; it is for you, mother, to listen or not."



"I would advise all young ladies," pursued Mrs. Yorke, "to study the

characters of such children as they chance to meet with before they

marry and have any of their own to consider well how they would like

the responsibility of guiding the careless, the labour of persuading the

stubborn, the constant burden and task of training the best."



"But with love it need not be so very difficult," interposed Caroline.

"Mothers love their children most dearly--almost better than they love

themselves."



"Fine talk! very sentimental! There is the rough, practical part of life

yet to come for you, young miss."



"But, Mrs. Yorke, if I take a little baby into my arms--any poor woman's

infant, for instance--I feel that I love that helpless thing quite

peculiarly, though I am not its mother. I could do almost anything for

it willingly, if it were delivered over entirely to my care--if it were

quite dependent on me."



"You _feel_! Yes, yes! I dare say, now. You are led a great deal by your

_feelings_, and you think yourself a very sensitive personage, no doubt.

Are you aware that, with all these romantic ideas, you have managed to

train your features into an habitually lackadaisical expression, better

suited to a novel-heroine than to a woman who is to make her way in the

real world by dint of common sense?"



"No; I am not at all aware of that, Mrs. Yorke."



"Look in the glass just behind you. Compare the face you see there with

that of any early-rising, hard-working milkmaid."



"My face is a pale one, but it is _not_ sentimental; and most milkmaids,

however red and robust they may be, are more stupid and less practically

fitted to make their way in the world than I am. I think more, and more

correctly, than milkmaids in general do; consequently, where they would

often, for want of reflection, act weakly, I, by dint of reflection,

should act judiciously."



"Oh no! you would be influenced by your feelings; you would be guided by

impulse."



"Of course I should often be influenced by my feelings. They were given

me to that end. Whom my feelings teach me to love I _must_ and _shall_

love; and I hope, if ever I have a husband and children, my feelings

will induce me to love them. I hope, in that case, all my impulses will

be strong in compelling me to love."



Caroline had a pleasure in saying this with emphasis; she had a pleasure

in daring to say it in Mrs. Yorke's presence. She did not care what

unjust sarcasm might be hurled at her in reply. She flushed, not with

anger but excitement, when the ungenial matron answered coolly, "Don't

waste your dramatic effects. That was well said--it was quite fine; but

it is lost on two women--an old wife and an old maid. There should have

been a disengaged gentleman present.--Is Mr. Robert nowhere hid behind

the curtains, do you think, Miss Moore?"



Hortense, who during the chief part of the conversation had been in the

kitchen superintending the preparations for tea, did not yet quite

comprehend the drift of the discourse. She answered, with a puzzled air,

that Robert was at Whinbury. Mrs. Yorke laughed her own peculiar short

laugh.



"Straightforward Miss Moore!" said she patronizingly. "It is like you to

understand my question so literally and answer it so simply. _Your_ mind

comprehends nothing of intrigue. Strange things might go on around you

without your being the wiser; you are not of the class the world calls

sharp-witted."



These equivocal compliments did not seem to please Hortense. She drew

herself up, puckered her black eyebrows, but still looked puzzled.



"I have ever been noted for sagacity and discernment from childhood,"

she returned; for, indeed, on the possession of these qualities she

peculiarly piqued herself.



"You never plotted to win a husband, I'll be bound," pursued Mrs. Yorke;

"and you have not the benefit of previous experience to aid you in

discovering when others plot."



Caroline felt this kind language where the benevolent speaker intended

she should feel it--in her very heart. She could not even parry the

shafts; she was defenceless for the present. To answer would have been

to avow that the cap fitted. Mrs. Yorke, looking at her as she sat with

troubled, downcast eyes, and cheek burning painfully, and figure

expressing in its bent attitude and unconscious tremor all the

humiliation and chagrin she experienced, felt the sufferer was fair

game. The strange woman had a natural antipathy to a shrinking,

sensitive character--a nervous temperament; nor was a pretty, delicate,

and youthful face a passport to her affections. It was seldom she met

with all these obnoxious qualities combined in one individual; still

more seldom she found that individual at her mercy, under circumstances

in which she could crush her well. She happened this afternoon to be

specially bilious and morose--as much disposed to gore as any vicious

"mother of the herd." Lowering her large head she made a new charge.



"Your cousin Hortense is an excellent sister, Miss Helstone. Such ladies

as come to try their life's luck here at Hollow's Cottage may, by a very

little clever female artifice, cajole the mistress of the house, and

have the game all in their own hands. You are fond of your cousin's

society, I dare say, miss?"



"Of which cousin's?"



"Oh, of the lady's, _of course_."



"Hortense is, and always has been, most kind to me."



"Every sister with an eligible single brother is considered most kind by

her spinster friends."



"Mrs. Yorke," said Caroline, lifting her eyes slowly, their blue orbs at

the same time clearing from trouble, and shining steady and full, while

the glow of shame left her cheek, and its hue turned pale and

settled--"Mrs. Yorke, may I ask what you mean?"



"To give you a lesson on the cultivation of rectitude, to disgust you

with craft and false sentiment."



"Do I need this lesson?"



"Most young ladies of the present day need it. You are quite a modern

young lady--morbid, delicate, professing to like retirement; which

implies, I suppose, that you find little worthy of your sympathies in

the ordinary world. The ordinary world--every-day honest folks--are

better than you think them, much better than any bookish, romancing chit

of a girl can be who hardly ever puts her nose over her uncle the

parson's garden wall."



"Consequently of whom you know nothing. Excuse me--indeed, it does not

matter whether you excuse me or not--you have attacked me without

provocation; I shall defend myself without apology. Of my relations with

my two cousins you are ignorant. In a fit of ill-humour you have

attempted to poison them by gratuitous insinuations, which are far more

crafty and false than anything with which you can justly charge me. That

I happen to be pale, and sometimes to look diffident, is no business of

yours; that I am fond of books, and indisposed for common gossip, is

still less your business; that I am a 'romancing chit of a girl' is a

mere conjecture on your part. I never romanced to you nor to anybody you

know. That I am the parson's niece is not a crime, though you may be

narrow-minded enough to think it so. You dislike me. You have no just

reason for disliking me; therefore keep the expression of your aversion

to yourself. If at any time in future you evince it annoyingly, I shall

answer even less scrupulously than I have done now."



She ceased, and sat in white and still excitement. She had spoken in the

clearest of tones, neither fast nor loud; but her silver accents

thrilled the ear. The speed of the current in her veins was just then as

swift as it was viewless.



Mrs. Yorke was not irritated at the reproof, worded with a severity so

simple, dictated by a pride so quiet. Turning coolly to Miss Moore, she

said, nodding her cap approvingly, "She has spirit in her, after

all.--Always speak as honestly as you have done just now," she

continued, "and you'll do."



"I repel a recommendation so offensive," was the answer, delivered in

the same pure key, with the same clear look. "I reject counsel poisoned

by insinuation. It is my right to speak as I think proper; nothing binds

me to converse as you dictate. So far from always speaking as I have

done just now, I shall never address any one in a tone so stern or in

language so harsh, unless in answer to unprovoked insult."



"Mother, you have found your match," pronounced little Jessie, whom the

scene appeared greatly to edify. Rose had heard the whole with an

unmoved face. She now said, "No; Miss Helstone is not my mother's match,

for she allows herself to be vexed. My mother would wear her out in a

few weeks. Shirley Keeldar manages better.--Mother, you have never hurt

Miss Keeldar's feelings yet. She wears armour under her silk dress that

you cannot penetrate."



Mrs. Yorke often complained that her children were mutinous. It was

strange that with all her strictness, with all her "strong-mindedness,"

she could gain no command over them. A look from their father had more

influence with them than a lecture from her.



Miss Moore--to whom the position of witness to an altercation in which

she took no part was highly displeasing, as being an unimportant

secondary post--now rallying her dignity, prepared to utter a discourse

which was to prove both parties in the wrong, and to make it clear to

each disputant that she had reason to be ashamed of herself, and ought

to submit humbly to the superior sense of the individual then addressing

her. Fortunately for her audience, she had not harangued above ten

minutes when Sarah's entrance with the tea-tray called her attention,

first to the fact of that damsel having a gilt comb in her hair and a

red necklace round her throat, and secondly, and subsequently to a

pointed remonstrance, to the duty of making tea. After the meal Rose

restored her to good-humour by bringing her guitar and asking for a

song, and afterwards engaging her in an intelligent and sharp

cross-examination about guitar-playing and music in general.



Jessie, meantime, directed her assiduities to Caroline. Sitting on a

stool at her feet, she talked to her, first about religion and then

about politics. Jessie was accustomed at home to drink in a great deal

of what her father said on these subjects, and afterwards in company to

retail, with more wit and fluency than consistency or discretion, his

opinions, antipathies, and preferences. She rated Caroline soundly for

being a member of the Established Church, and for having an uncle a

clergyman. She informed her that she lived on the country, and ought to

work for her living honestly, instead of passing a useless life, and

eating the bread of idleness in the shape of tithes. Thence Jessie

passed to a review of the ministry at that time in office, and a

consideration of its deserts. She made familiar mention of the names of

Lord Castlereagh and Mr. Perceval. Each of these personages she adorned

with a character that might have separately suited Moloch and Belial.

She denounced the war as wholesale murder, and Lord Wellington as a

"hired butcher."



Her auditress listened with exceeding edification. Jessie had something

of the genius of humour in her nature. It was inexpressibly comic to

hear her repeating her sire's denunciations in his nervous northern

Doric; as hearty a little Jacobin as ever pent a free mutinous spirit in

a muslin frock and sash. Not malignant by nature, her language was not

so bitter as it was racy, and the expressive little face gave a piquancy

to every phrase which held a beholder's interest captive.



Caroline chid her when she abused Lord Wellington; but she listened

delighted to a subsequent tirade against the Prince Regent. Jessie

quickly read, in the sparkle of her hearer's eye and the laughter

hovering round her lips, that at last she had hit on a topic that

pleased. Many a time had she heard the fat "Adonis of fifty" discussed

at her father's breakfast-table, and she now gave Mr. Yorke's comments

on the theme--genuine as uttered by his Yorkshire lips.



But, Jessie, I will write about you no more. This is an autumn evening,

wet and wild. There is only one cloud in the sky, but it curtains it

from pole to pole. The wind cannot rest; it hurries sobbing over hills

of sullen outline, colourless with twilight and mist. Rain has beat all

day on that church tower. It rises dark from the stony enclosure of its

graveyard. The nettles, the long grass, and the tombs all drip with wet.

This evening reminds me too forcibly of another evening some years

ago--a howling, rainy autumn evening too--when certain who had that day

performed a pilgrimage to a grave new-made in a heretic cemetery sat

near a wood fire on the hearth of a foreign dwelling. They were merry

and social, but they each knew that a gap, never to be filled, had been

made in their circle. They knew they had lost something whose absence

could never be quite atoned for so long as they lived; and they knew

that heavy falling rain was soaking into the wet earth which covered

their lost darling, and that the sad, sighing gale was mourning above

her buried head. The fire warmed them; life and friendship yet blessed

them; but Jessie lay cold, coffined, solitary--only the sod screening

her from the storm.



       *       *       *       *       *



Mrs. Yorke folded up her knitting, cut short the music lesson and the

lecture on politics, and concluded her visit to the cottage, at an hour

early enough to ensure her return to Briarmains before the blush of

sunset should quite have faded in heaven, or the path up the fields have

become thoroughly moist with evening dew.



The lady and her daughters being gone, Caroline felt that she also ought

to resume her scarf, kiss her cousin's cheek, and trip away homeward. If

she lingered much later dusk would draw on, and Fanny would be put to

the trouble of coming to fetch her. It was both baking and ironing day

at the rectory, she remembered--Fanny would be busy. Still, she could

not quit her seat at the little parlour window. From no point of view

could the west look so lovely as from that lattice with the garland of

jessamine round it, whose white stars and green leaves seemed now but

gray pencil outlines--graceful in form, but colourless in tint--against

the gold incarnadined of a summer evening--against the fire-tinged blue

of an August sky at eight o'clock p.m.



Caroline looked at the wicket-gate, beside which holly-oaks spired up

tall. She looked at the close hedge of privet and laurel fencing in the

garden; her eyes longed to see something more than the shrubs before

they turned from that limited prospect. They longed to see a human

figure, of a certain mould and height, pass the hedge and enter the

gate. A human figure she at last saw--nay, two. Frederick Murgatroyd

went by, carrying a pail of water; Joe Scott followed, dangling on his

forefinger the keys of the mill. They were going to lock up mill and

stables for the night, and then betake themselves home.



"So must I," thought Caroline, as she half rose and sighed.



"This is all folly--heart-breaking folly," she added. "In the first

place, though I should stay till dark there will be no arrival; because

I feel in my heart, Fate has written it down in to-day's page of her

eternal book, that I am not to have the pleasure I long for. In the

second place, if he stepped in this moment, my presence here would be a

chagrin to him, and the consciousness that it must be so would turn half

my blood to ice. His hand would, perhaps, be loose and chill if I put

mine into it; his eye would be clouded if I sought its beam. I should

look up for that kindling, something I have seen in past days, when my

face, or my language, or my disposition had at some happy moment pleased

him; I should discover only darkness. I had better go home."



She took her bonnet from the table where it lay, and was just fastening

the ribbon, when Hortense, directing her attention to a splendid bouquet

of flowers in a glass on the same table, mentioned that Miss Keeldar had

sent them that morning from Fieldhead; and went on to comment on the

guests that lady was at present entertaining, on the bustling life she

had lately been leading; adding divers conjectures that she did not very

well like it, and much wonderment that a person who was so fond of her

own way as the heiress did not find some means of sooner getting rid of

this _cortége_ of relatives.



"But they say she actually will not let Mr. Sympson and his family go,"

she added. "They wanted much to return to the south last week, to be

ready for the reception of the only son, who is expected home from a

tour. She insists that her cousin Henry shall come and join his friends

here in Yorkshire. I dare say she partly does it to oblige Robert and

myself."



"How to oblige Robert and you?" inquired Caroline.



"Why, my child, you are dull. Don't you know--you must often have

heard----"



"Please, ma'am," said Sarah, opening the door, "the preserves that you

told me to boil in treacle--the congfiters, as you call them--is all

burnt to the pan."



"Les confitures! Elles sont brûlées? Ah, quelle négligence coupable!

Coquine de cuisinière, fille insupportable!"



And mademoiselle, hastily taking from a drawer a large linen apron, and

tying it over her black apron, rushed _éperdue_ into the kitchen,

whence, to speak truth, exhaled an odour of calcined sweets rather

strong than savoury.



The mistress and maid had been in full feud the whole day, on the

subject of preserving certain black cherries, hard as marbles, sour as

sloes. Sarah held that sugar was the only orthodox condiment to be used

in that process; mademoiselle maintained--and proved it by the practice

and experience of her mother, grandmother, and great-grandmother--that

treacle, "mélasse," was infinitely preferable. She had committed an

imprudence in leaving Sarah in charge of the preserving-pan, for her

want of sympathy in the nature of its contents had induced a degree of

carelessness in watching their confection, whereof the result was--dark

and cindery ruin. Hubbub followed; high upbraiding, and sobs rather loud

than deep or real.



Caroline, once more turning to the little mirror, was shading her

ringlets from her cheek to smooth them under her cottage bonnet, certain

that it would not only be useless but unpleasant to stay longer, when,

on the sudden opening of the back-door, there fell an abrupt calm in the

kitchen. The tongues were checked, pulled up as with bit and bridle.

"Was it--was it--Robert?" He often--almost always--entered by the

kitchen way on his return from market. No; it was only Joe Scott, who,

having hemmed significantly thrice--every hem being meant as a lofty

rebuke to the squabbling womankind--said, "Now, I thowt I heerd a

crack?"



None answered.



"And," he continued pragmatically, "as t' maister's comed, and as he'll

enter through this hoyle, I _con_sidered it desirable to step in and let

ye know. A household o' women is nivver fit to be comed on wi'out

warning. Here he is.--Walk forrard, sir. They war playing up queerly,

but I think I've quietened 'em."



Another person, it was now audible, entered. Joe Scott proceeded with

his rebukes.



"What d'ye mean by being all i' darkness? Sarah, thou quean, canst t'

not light a candle? It war sundown an hour syne. He'll brak his shins

agean some o' yer pots, and tables, and stuff.--Tak tent o' this

baking-bowl, sir; they've set it i' yer way, fair as if they did it i'

malice."



To Joe's observations succeeded a confused sort of pause, which

Caroline, though she was listening with both her ears, could not

understand. It was very brief. A cry broke it--a sound of surprise,

followed by the sound of a kiss; ejaculations, but half articulate,

succeeded.



"Mon Dieu! mon Dieu! Est-ce que je m'y attendais?" were the words

chiefly to be distinguished.



"Et tu te portes toujours bien, bonne s�ur?" inquired another

voice--Robert's, certainly.



Caroline was puzzled. Obeying an impulse the wisdom of which she had not

time to question, she escaped from the little parlour, by way of leaving

the coast clear, and running upstairs took up a position at the head of

the banisters, whence she could make further observations ere presenting

herself. It was considerably past sunset now; dusk filled the passage,

yet not such deep dusk but that she could presently see Robert and

Hortense traverse it.



"Caroline! Caroline!" called Hortense, a moment afterwards, "venez voir

mon frère!"



"Strange," commented Miss Helstone, "passing strange! What does this

unwonted excitement about such an every-day occurrence as a return from

market portend? She has not lost her senses, has she? Surely the burnt

treacle has not crazed her?"



She descended in a subdued flutter. Yet more was she fluttered when

Hortense seized her hand at the parlour door, and leading her to Robert,

who stood in bodily presence, tall and dark against the one window,

presented her with a mixture of agitation and formality, as though they

had been utter strangers, and this was their first mutual introduction.



Increasing puzzle! He bowed rather awkwardly, and turning from her with

a stranger's embarrassment, he met the doubtful light from the window.

It fell on his face, and the enigma of the dream (a dream it seemed)

was at its height. She saw a visage like and unlike--Robert, and no

Robert.



"What is the matter?" said Caroline. "Is my sight wrong? Is it my

cousin?"



"Certainly it is your cousin," asserted Hortense.



Then who was this now coming through the passage--now entering the room?

Caroline, looking round, met a new Robert--the real Robert, as she felt

at once.



"Well," said he, smiling at her questioning, astonished face, "which is

which?"



"Ah, this is _you_!" was the answer.



He laughed. "I believe it is _me_. And do you know who _he_ is? You

never saw him before, but you have heard of him."



She had gathered her senses now.



"It _can_ be only one person--your brother, since it is so like you; my

other cousin, Louis."



"Clever little �dipus! you would have baffled the Sphinx! But now, see

us together.--Change places; change again, to confuse her, Louis.--Which

is the old love now, Lina?"



"As if it were possible to make a mistake when you speak! You should

have told Hortense to ask. But you are not so much alike. It is only

your height, your figure, and complexion that are so similar."



"And I am Robert, am I not?" asked the newcomer, making a first effort

to overcome what seemed his natural shyness.



Caroline shook her head gently. A soft, expressive ray from her eye

beamed on the real Robert. It said much.



She was not permitted to quit her cousins soon. Robert himself was

peremptory in obliging her to remain. Glad, simple, and affable in her

demeanour (glad for this night, at least), in light, bright spirits for

the time, she was too pleasant an addition to the cottage circle to be

willingly parted with by any of them. Louis seemed naturally rather a

grave, still, retiring man; but the Caroline of this evening, which was

not (as you know, reader) the Caroline of every day, thawed his reserve,

and cheered his gravity soon. He sat near her and talked to her. She

already knew his vocation was that of tuition. She learned now he had

for some years been the tutor of Mr. Sympson's son; that he had been

travelling with him, and had accompanied him to the north. She inquired

if he liked his post, but got a look in reply which did not invite or

license further question. The look woke Caroline's ready sympathy. She

thought it a very sad expression to pass over so sensible a face as

Louis's; for he _had_ a sensible face, though not handsome, she

considered, when seen near Robert's. She turned to make the comparison.

Robert was leaning against the wall, a little behind her, turning over

the leaves of a book of engravings, and probably listening, at the same

time, to the dialogue between her and Louis.



"How could I think them alike?" she asked herself. "I see now it is

Hortense Louis resembles, not Robert."



And this was in part true. He had the shorter nose and longer upper lip

of his sister rather than the fine traits of his brother. He had her

mould of mouth and chin--all less decisive, accurate, and clear than

those of the young mill-owner. His air, though deliberate and

reflective, could scarcely be called prompt and acute. You felt, in

sitting near and looking up at him, that a slower and probably a more

benignant nature than that of the elder Moore shed calm on your

impressions.



Robert--perhaps aware that Caroline's glance had wandered towards and

dwelt upon him, though he had neither met nor answered it--put down the

book of engravings, and approaching, took a seat at her side. She

resumed her conversation with Louis, but while she talked to him her

thoughts were elsewhere. Her heart beat on the side from which her face

was half averted. She acknowledged a steady, manly, kindly air in Louis;

but she bent before the secret power of Robert. To be so near

him--though he was silent, though he did not touch so much as her

scarf-fringe or the white hem of her dress--affected her like a spell.

Had she been obliged to speak to him _only_, it would have quelled, but,

at liberty to address another, it excited her. Her discourse flowed

freely; it was gay, playful, eloquent. The indulgent look and placid

manner of her auditor encouraged her to ease; the sober pleasure

expressed by his smile drew out all that was brilliant in her nature.

She felt that this evening she appeared to advantage, and as Robert was

a spectator, the consciousness contented her. Had he been called away,

collapse would at once have succeeded stimulus.



But her enjoyment was not long to shine full-orbed; a cloud soon crossed

it.



Hortense, who for some time had been on the move ordering supper, and

was now clearing the little table of some books, etc., to make room for

the tray, called Robert's attention to the glass of flowers, the carmine

and snow and gold of whose petals looked radiant indeed by candlelight.



"They came from Fieldhead," she said, "intended as a gift to you, no

doubt. We know who is the favourite there; not I, I'm sure."



It was a wonder to hear Hortense jest--a sign that her spirits were at

high-water mark indeed.



"We are to understand, then, that Robert is the favourite?" observed

Louis.



"Mon cher," replied Hortense, "Robert--c'est tout ce qu'il y a de plus

précieux au monde; à côté de lui le reste du genre humain n'est que du

rebut.--N'ai-je pas raison, mon enfant?" she added, appealing to

Caroline.



Caroline was obliged to reply, "Yes," and her beacon was quenched. Her

star withdrew as she spoke.



"Et toi, Robert?" inquired Louis.



"When you shall have an opportunity, ask herself," was the quiet answer.

Whether he reddened or paled Caroline did not examine. She discovered

that it was late, and she must go home. Home she would go; not even

Robert could detain her now.









CHAPTER XXIV.



THE VALLEY OF THE SHADOW OF DEATH.





The future sometimes seems to sob a low warning of the events it is

bringing us, like some gathering though yet remote storm, which, in

tones of the wind, in flushings of the firmament, in clouds strangely

torn, announces a blast strong to strew the sea with wrecks; or

commissioned to bring in fog the yellow taint of pestilence covering

white Western isles with the poisoned exhalations of the East, dimming

the lattices of English homes with the breath of Indian plague. At other

times this future bursts suddenly, as if a rock had rent, and in it a

grave had opened, whence issues the body of one that slept. Ere you are

aware you stand face to face with a shrouded and unthought-of

calamity--a new Lazarus.



Caroline Helstone went home from Hollow's Cottage in good health, as she

imagined. On waking the next morning she felt oppressed with unwonted

languor. At breakfast, at each meal of the following day, she missed all

sense of appetite. Palatable food was as ashes and sawdust to her.



"Am I ill?" she asked, and looked at herself in the glass. Her eyes were

bright, their pupils dilated, her cheeks seemed rosier, and fuller than

usual. "I look well; why can I not eat?"



She felt a pulse beat fast in her temples; she felt, too, her brain in

strange activity. Her spirits were raised; hundreds of busy and broken

but brilliant thoughts engaged her mind. A glow rested on them, such as

tinged her complexion.



Now followed a hot, parched, thirsty, restless night. Towards morning

one terrible dream seized her like a tiger; when she woke, she felt and

knew she was ill.



How she had caught the fever (fever it was) she could not tell. Probably

in her late walk home, some sweet, poisoned breeze, redolent of

honey-dew and miasma, had passed into her lungs and veins, and finding

there already a fever of mental excitement, and a languor of long

conflict and habitual sadness, had fanned the spark to flame, and left a

well-lit fire behind it.



It seemed, however, but a gentle fire. After two hot days and worried

nights, there was no violence in the symptoms, and neither her uncle,

nor Fanny, nor the doctor, nor Miss Keeldar, when she called, had any

fear for her. A few days would restore her, every one believed.



The few days passed, and--though it was still thought it could not long

delay--the revival had not begun. Mrs. Pryor, who had visited her

daily--being present in her chamber one morning when she had been ill a

fortnight--watched her very narrowly for some minutes. She took her hand

and placed her finger on her wrist; then, quietly leaving the chamber,

she went to Mr. Helstone's study. With him she remained closeted a long

time--half the morning. On returning to her sick young friend, she laid

aside shawl and bonnet. She stood awhile at the bedside, one hand placed

in the other, gently rocking herself to and fro, in an attitude and with

a movement habitual to her. At last she said, "I have sent Fanny to

Fieldhead to fetch a few things for me, such as I shall want during a

short stay here. It is my wish to remain with you till you are better.

Your uncle kindly permits my attendance. Will it to yourself be

acceptable, Caroline?"



"I am sorry you should take such needless trouble. I do not feel very

ill, but I cannot refuse resolutely. It will be such comfort to know you

are in the house, to see you sometimes in the room; but don't confine

yourself on my account, dear Mrs. Pryor. Fanny nurses me very well."



Mrs. Pryor, bending over the pale little sufferer, was now smoothing the

hair under her cap, and gently raising her pillow. As she performed

these offices, Caroline, smiling, lifted her face to kiss her.



"Are you free from pain? Are you tolerably at ease?" was inquired in a

low, earnest voice, as the self-elected nurse yielded to the caress.



"I think I am almost happy."



"You wish to drink? Your lips are parched."



She held a glass filled with some cooling beverage to her mouth.



"Have you eaten anything to-day, Caroline?"



"I cannot eat."



"But soon your appetite will return; it _must_ return--that is, I pray

God it may."



In laying her again on the couch, she encircled her in her arms; and

while so doing, by a movement which seemed scarcely voluntary, she drew

her to her heart, and held her close gathered an instant.



"I shall hardly wish to get well, that I may keep you always," said

Caroline.



Mrs. Pryor did not smile at this speech. Over her features ran a tremor,

which for some minutes she was absorbed in repressing.



"You are more used to Fanny than to me," she remarked ere long. "I

should think my attendance must seem strange, officious?"



"No; quite natural, and very soothing. You must have been accustomed to

wait on sick people, ma'am. You move about the room so softly, and you

speak so quietly, and touch me so gently."



"I am dexterous in nothing, my dear. You will often find me awkward, but

never negligent."



Negligent, indeed, she was not. From that hour Fanny and Eliza became

ciphers in the sick-room. Mrs. Pryor made it her domain; she performed

all its duties; she lived in it day and night. The patient

remonstrated--faintly, however, from the first, and not at all ere long.

Loneliness and gloom were now banished from her bedside; protection and

solace sat there instead. She and her nurse coalesced in wondrous union.

Caroline was usually pained to require or receive much attendance. Mrs.

Pryor, under ordinary circumstances, had neither the habit nor the art

of performing little offices of service; but all now passed with such

ease, so naturally, that the patient was as willing to be cherished as

the nurse was bent on cherishing; no sign of weariness in the latter

ever reminded the former that she ought to be anxious. There was, in

fact, no very hard duty to perform; but a hireling might have found it

hard.



With all this care it seemed strange the sick girl did not get well; yet

such was the case. She wasted like any snow-wreath in thaw; she faded

like any flower in drought. Miss Keeldar, on whose thoughts danger or

death seldom intruded, had at first entertained no fears at all for her

friend; but seeing her change and sink from time to time when she paid

her visits, alarm clutched her heart. She went to Mr. Helstone and

expressed herself with so much energy that that gentleman was at last

obliged, however unwillingly, to admit the idea that his niece was ill

of something more than a migraine; and when Mrs. Pryor came and quietly

demanded a physician, he said she might send for two if she liked. One

came, but that one was an oracle. He delivered a dark saying of which

the future was to solve the mystery, wrote some prescriptions, gave some

directions--the whole with an air of crushing authority--pocketed his

fee, and went. Probably he knew well enough he could do no good, but

didn't like to say so.



Still, no rumour of serious illness got wind in the neighbourhood. At

Hollow's Cottage it was thought that Caroline had only a severe cold,

she having written a note to Hortense to that effect; and mademoiselle

contented herself with sending two pots of currant jam, a recipe for a

tisane, and a note of advice.



Mrs. Yorke being told that a physician had been summoned, sneered at the

hypochondriac fancies of the rich and idle, who, she said, having

nothing but themselves to think about, must needs send for a doctor if

only so much as their little finger ached.



The "rich and idle," represented in the person of Caroline, were

meantime falling fast into a condition of prostration, whose quickly

consummated debility puzzled all who witnessed it except one; for that

one alone reflected how liable is the undermined structure to sink in

sudden ruin.



Sick people often have fancies inscrutable to ordinary attendants, and

Caroline had one which even her tender nurse could not at first explain.

On a certain day in the week, at a certain hour, she would--whether

worse or better--entreat to be taken up and dressed, and suffered to sit

in her chair near the window. This station she would retain till noon

was past. Whatever degree of exhaustion or debility her wan aspect

betrayed, she still softly put off all persuasion to seek repose until

the church clock had duly tolled midday. The twelve strokes sounded, she

grew docile, and would meekly lie down. Returned to the couch, she

usually buried her face deep in the pillow, and drew the coverlets close

round her, as if to shut out the world and sun, of which she was tired.

More than once, as she thus lay, a slight convulsion shook the sick-bed,

and a faint sob broke the silence round it. These things were not

unnoted by Mrs. Pryor.



One Tuesday morning, as usual, she had asked leave to rise, and now she

sat wrapped in her white dressing-gown, leaning forward in the

easy-chair, gazing steadily and patiently from the lattice. Mrs. Pryor

was seated a little behind, knitting as it seemed, but, in truth,

watching her. A change crossed her pale, mournful brow, animating its

languor; a light shot into her faded eyes, reviving their lustre; she

half rose and looked earnestly out. Mrs. Pryor, drawing softly near,

glanced over her shoulder. From this window was visible the churchyard,

beyond it the road; and there, riding sharply by, appeared a horseman.

The figure was not yet too remote for recognition. Mrs. Pryor had long

sight; she knew Mr. Moore. Just as an intercepting rising ground

concealed him from view, the clock struck twelve.



"May I lie down again?" asked Caroline.



Her nurse assisted her to bed. Having laid her down and drawn the

curtain, she stood listening near. The little couch trembled, the

suppressed sob stirred the air. A contraction as of anguish altered Mrs.

Pryor's features; she wrung her hands; half a groan escaped her lips.

She now remembered that Tuesday was Whinbury market day. Mr. Moore must

always pass the rectory on his way thither, just ere noon of that day.



Caroline wore continually round her neck a slender braid of silk,

attached to which was some trinket. Mrs. Pryor had seen the bit of gold

glisten, but had not yet obtained a fair view of it. Her patient never

parted with it. When dressed it was hidden in her bosom; as she lay in

bed she always held it in her hand. That Tuesday afternoon the transient

doze--more like lethargy than sleep--which sometimes abridged the long

days, had stolen over her. The weather was hot. While turning in febrile

restlessness, she had pushed the coverlets a little aside. Mrs. Pryor

bent to replace them. The small, wasted hand, lying nerveless on the

sick girl's breast, clasped as usual her jealously-guarded treasure.

Those fingers whose attenuation it gave pain to see were now relaxed in

sleep. Mrs. Pryor gently disengaged the braid, drawing out a tiny

locket--a slight thing it was, such as it suited her small purse to

purchase. Under its crystal face appeared a curl of black hair, too

short and crisp to have been severed from a female head.



Some agitated movement occasioned a twitch of the silken chain. The

sleeper started and woke. Her thoughts were usually now somewhat

scattered on waking, her look generally wandering. Half rising, as if

in terror, she exclaimed, "Don't take it from me, Robert! Don't! It is

my last comfort; let me keep it. I never tell any one whose hair it is;

I never show it."



Mrs. Pryor had already disappeared behind the curtain. Reclining far

back in a deep arm-chair by the bedside, she was withdrawn from view.

Caroline looked abroad into the chamber; she thought it empty. As her

stray ideas returned slowly, each folding its weak wings on the mind's

sad shore, like birds exhausted, beholding void, and perceiving silence

round her, she believed herself alone. Collected she was not yet;

perhaps healthy self-possession and self-control were to be hers no

more; perhaps that world the strong and prosperous live in had already

rolled from beneath her feet for ever. So, at least, it often seemed to

herself. In health she had never been accustomed to think aloud, but now

words escaped her lips unawares.



"Oh, I _should_ see him once more before all is over! Heaven _might_

favour me thus far!" she cried. "God grant me a little comfort before I

die!" was her humble petition.



"But he will not know I am ill till I am gone, and he will come when

they have laid me out, and I am senseless, cold, and stiff.



"What can my departed soul feel then? Can it see or know what happens to

the clay? Can spirits, through any medium, communicate with living

flesh? Can the dead at all revisit those they leave? Can they come in

the elements? Will wind, water, fire, lend me a path to Moore?



"Is it for nothing the wind sounds almost articulately sometimes--sings

as I have lately heard it sing at night--or passes the casement sobbing,

as if for sorrow to come? Does nothing, then, haunt it, nothing inspire

it?



"Why, it suggested to me words one night; it poured a strain which I

could have written down, only I was appalled, and dared not rise to seek

pencil and paper by the dim watch-light.



"What is that electricity they speak of, whose changes make us well or

ill, whose lack or excess blasts, whose even balance revives? What are

all those influences that are about us in the atmosphere, that keep

playing over our nerves like fingers on stringed instruments, and call

forth now a sweet note, and now a wail--now an exultant swell, and anon

the saddest cadence?



"_Where is_ the other world? In _what_ will another life consist? Why do

I ask? Have I not cause to think that the hour is hasting but too fast

when the veil must be rent for me? Do I not know the Grand Mystery is

likely to burst prematurely on me? Great Spirit, in whose goodness I

confide, whom, as my Father, I have petitioned night and morning from

early infancy, help the weak creation of Thy hands! Sustain me through

the ordeal I dread and must undergo! Give me strength! Give me patience!

Give me--oh, _give me_ FAITH!"



She fell back on her pillow. Mrs. Pryor found means to steal quietly

from the room. She re-entered it soon after, apparently as composed as

if she had really not overheard this strange soliloquy.



The next day several callers came. It had become known that Miss

Helstone was worse. Mr. Hall and his sister Margaret arrived. Both,

after they had been in the sickroom, quitted it in tears; they had found

the patient more altered than they expected. Hortense Moore came.

Caroline seemed stimulated by her presence. She assured her, smiling,

she was not dangerously ill; she talked to her in a low voice, but

cheerfully. During her stay, excitement kept up the flush of her

complexion; she looked better.



"How is Mr. Robert?" asked Mrs. Pryor, as Hortense was preparing to take

leave.



"He was very well when he left."



"Left! Is he gone from home?"



It was then explained that some police intelligence about the rioters of

whom he was in pursuit had, that morning, called him away to Birmingham,

and probably a fortnight might elapse ere he returned.



"He is not aware that Miss Helstone is very ill?"



"Oh no! He thought, like me, that she had only a bad cold."



After this visit, Mrs. Pryor took care not to approach Caroline's couch

for above an hour. She heard her weep, and dared not look on her tears.



As evening closed in, she brought her some tea. Caroline, opening her

eyes from a moment's slumber, viewed her nurse with an unrecognizing

glance.



"I smelt the honeysuckles in the glen this summer morning," she said,

"as I stood at the counting-house window."



Strange words like these from pallid lips pierce a loving listener's

heart more poignantly than steel. They sound romantic, perhaps, in

books; in real life they are harrowing.



"My darling, do you know me?" said Mrs. Pryor.



"I went in to call Robert to breakfast. I have been with him in the

garden. He asked me to go. A heavy dew has refreshed the flowers. The

peaches are ripening."



"My darling! my darling!" again and again repeated the nurse.



"I thought it was daylight--long after sunrise. It looks dark. Is the

moon now set?"



That moon, lately risen, was gazing full and mild upon her. Floating in

deep blue space, it watched her unclouded.



"Then it is not morning? I am not at the cottage? Who is this? I see a

shape at my bedside."



"It is myself--it is your friend--your nurse--your---- Lean your head on

my shoulder. Collect yourself." In a lower tone--"O God, take pity! Give

_her_ life, and _me_ strength! Send me courage! Teach me words!"



Some minutes passed in silence. The patient lay mute and passive in the

trembling arms, on the throbbing bosom of the nurse.



"I am better now," whispered Caroline at last, "much better. I feel

where I am. This is Mrs. Pryor near me. I was dreaming. I talk when I

wake up from dreams; people often do in illness. How fast your heart

beats, ma'am! Do not be afraid."



"It is not fear, child--only a little anxiety, which will pass. I have

brought you some tea, Cary. Your uncle made it himself. You know he says

he can make a better cup of tea than any housewife can. Taste it. He is

concerned to hear that you eat so little; he would be glad if you had a

better appetite."



"I am thirsty. Let me drink."



She drank eagerly.



"What o'clock is it, ma'am?" she asked.



"Past nine."



"Not later? Oh! I have yet a long night before me. But the tea has made

me strong. I will sit up."



Mrs. Pryor raised her, and arranged her pillows.



"Thank Heaven! I am not always equally miserable, and ill, and hopeless.

The afternoon has been bad since Hortense went; perhaps the evening may

be better. It is a fine night, I think? The moon shines clear."



"Very fine--a perfect summer night. The old church-tower gleams white

almost as silver."



"And does the churchyard look peaceful?"



"Yes, and the garden also. Dew glistens on the foliage."



"Can you see many long weeds and nettles amongst the graves? or do they

look turfy and flowery?"



"I see closed daisy-heads gleaming like pearls on some mounds. Thomas

has mown down the dock-leaves and rank grass, and cleared all away."



"I always like that to be done; it soothes one's mind to see the place

in order. And, I dare say, within the church just now that moonlight

shines as softly as in my room. It will fall through the east window

full on the Helstone monument. When I close my eyes I seem to see poor

papa's epitaph in black letters on the white marble. There is plenty of

room for other inscriptions underneath."



"William Farren came to look after your flowers this morning. He was

afraid, now you cannot tend them yourself, they would be neglected. He

has taken two of your favourite plants home to nurse for you."



"If I were to make a will, I would leave William all my plants; Shirley

my trinkets--except one, which must not be taken off my neck; and you,

ma'am, my books." After a pause--"Mrs. Pryor, I feel a longing wish for

something."



"For what, Caroline?"



"You know I always delight to hear you sing. Sing me a hymn just now.

Sing that hymn which begins,--



    'Our God, our help in ages past,

       Our hope for years to come,

     Our shelter from the stormy blast,

       Our refuge, haven, home!'"



Mrs. Pryor at once complied.



No wonder Caroline liked to hear her sing. Her voice, even in speaking,

was sweet and silver clear; in song it was almost divine. Neither flute

nor dulcimer has tones so pure. But the tone was secondary, compared to

the expression which trembled through--a tender vibration from a feeling

heart.



The servants in the kitchen, hearing the strain, stole to the stair-foot

to listen. Even old Helstone, as he walked in the garden, pondering over

the unaccountable and feeble nature of women, stood still amongst his

borders to catch the mournful melody more distinctly. Why it reminded

him of his forgotten dead wife, he could not tell; nor why it made him

more concerned than he had hitherto been for Caroline's fading girlhood.

He was glad to recollect that he had promised to pay Wynne, the

magistrate, a visit that evening. Low spirits and gloomy thoughts were

very much his aversion. When they attacked him he usually found means to

make them march in double-quick time. The hymn followed him faintly as

he crossed the fields. He hastened his customary sharp pace, that he

might get beyond its reach.



    "Thy word commands our flesh to dust,--

       'Return, ye sons of men;'

     All nations rose from earth at first,

       And turn to earth again.



    "A thousand ages in Thy sight

       Are like an evening gone--

     Short as the watch that ends the night

       Before the rising sun.



    "Time, like an ever-rolling stream,

       Bears all its sons away;

     They fly, forgotten, as a dream

       Dies at the opening day.



    "Like flowery fields, the nations stand,

       Fresh in the morning light;

     The flowers beneath the mower's hand

       Lie withering ere 'tis night.



    "Our God, our help in ages past,

       Our hope for years to come,

     Be Thou our guard while troubles last--

       O Father, be our home!"



"Now sing a song--a Scottish song," suggested Caroline, when the hymn

was over--"'Ye banks and braes o' bonnie Doon.'"



Again Mrs. Pryor obeyed, or essayed to obey. At the close of the first

stanza she stopped. She could get no further. Her full heart flowed

over.



"You are weeping at the pathos of the air. Come here, and I will comfort

you," said Caroline, in a pitying accent. Mrs. Pryor came. She sat down

on the edge of her patient's bed, and allowed the wasted arms to

encircle her.



"You often soothe me; let me soothe you," murmured the young girl,

kissing her cheek. "I hope," she added, "it is not for me you weep?"



No answer followed.



"Do you think I shall not get better? I do not feel _very_ ill--only

weak."



"But your mind, Caroline--your mind is crushed. Your heart is almost

broken; you have been so neglected, so repulsed, left so desolate."



"I believe grief is, and always has been, my worst ailment. I sometimes

think if an abundant gush of happiness came on me I could revive yet."



"Do you wish to live?"



"I have no object in life."



"You love me, Caroline?"



"Very much--very truly--inexpressibly sometimes. Just now I feel as if I

could almost grow to your heart."



"I will return directly, dear," remarked Mrs. Pryor, as she laid

Caroline down.



Quitting her, she glided to the door, softly turned the key in the lock,

ascertained that it was fast, and came back. She bent over her. She

threw back the curtain to admit the moonlight more freely. She gazed

intently on her face.



"Then, if you love me," said she, speaking quickly, with an altered

voice; "if you feel as if, to use your own words, you could 'grow to my

heart,' it will be neither shock nor pain for you to know that _that_

heart is the source whence yours was filled; that from _my_ veins issued

the tide which flows in _yours_; that you are _mine_--my daughter--my

own child."



"Mrs. Pryor----"



"My own child!"



"That is--that means--you have adopted me?"



"It means that, if I have given you nothing else, I at least gave you

life; that I bore you, nursed you; that I am your true mother. No other

woman can claim the title; it is _mine_."



"But Mrs. James Helstone--but my father's wife, whom I do not remember

ever to have seen, she is my mother?"



"She _is_ your mother. James Helstone was _my_ husband. I say you are

_mine_. I have proved it. I thought perhaps you were all his, which

would have been a cruel dispensation for me. I find it is _not_ so. God

permitted me to be the parent of my child's mind. It belongs to me; it

is my property--my _right_. These features are James's own. He had a

fine face when he was young, and not altered by error. Papa, my darling,

gave you your blue eyes and soft brown hair; he gave you the oval of

your face and the regularity of your lineaments--the outside _he_

conferred; but the heart and the brain are _mine_. The germs are from

_me_, and they are improved, they are developed to excellence. I esteem

and approve my child as highly as I do most fondly love her."



"Is what I hear true? Is it no dream?"



"I wish it were as true that the substance and colour of health were

restored to your cheek."



"My own mother! is she one I can be so fond of as I can of you? People

generally did not like her--so I have been given to understand."



"They told you that? Well, your mother now tells you that, not having

the gift to please people generally, for their approbation she does not

care. Her thoughts are centred in her child. Does that child welcome or

reject her?"



"But if you _are_ my mother, the world is all changed to me. Surely I

can live. I should like to recover----"



"You _must_ recover. You drew life and strength from my breast when you

were a tiny, fair infant, over whose blue eyes I used to weep, fearing I

beheld in your very beauty the sign of qualities that had entered my

heart like iron, and pierced through my soul like a sword. Daughter! we

have been long parted; I return now to cherish you again."



She held her to her bosom; she cradled her in her arms; she rocked her

softly, as if lulling a young child to sleep.



"My mother--my own mother!"



The offspring nestled to the parent; that parent, feeling the endearment

and hearing the appeal, gathered her closer still. She covered her with

noiseless kisses; she murmured love over her, like a cushat fostering

its young.



There was silence in the room for a long while.



       *       *       *       *       *



"Does my uncle know?"



"Your uncle knows. I told him when I first came to stay with you here."



"Did you recognize me when we first met at Fieldhead?"



"How could it be otherwise? Mr. and Miss Helstone being announced, I was

prepared to see my child."



"It was that, then, which moved you. I saw you disturbed."



"You saw nothing, Caroline; I can cover my feelings. You can never tell

what an age of strange sensation I lived, during the two minutes that

elapsed between the report of your name and your entrance. You can never

tell how your look, mien, carriage, shook me."



"Why? Were you disappointed?"



"What will she be like? I had asked myself; and when I saw what you were

like, I could have dropped."



"Mamma, why?"



"I trembled in your presence. I said, I will never own her; she shall

never know me."



"But I said and did nothing remarkable. I felt a little diffident at the

thought of an introduction to strangers--that was all."



"I soon saw you were diffident. That was the first thing which reassured

me. Had you been rustic, clownish, awkward, I should have been content."



"You puzzle me."



"I had reason to dread a fair outside, to mistrust a popular bearing, to

shudder before distinction, grace, and courtesy. Beauty and affability

had come in my way when I was recluse, desolate, young, and ignorant--a

toil-worn governess perishing of uncheered labour, breaking down before

her time. These, Caroline, when they smiled on me, I mistook for angels.

I followed them home; and when into their hands I had given without

reserve my whole chance of future happiness, it was my lot to witness a

transfiguration on the domestic hearth--to see the white mask lifted,

the bright disguise put away, and opposite me sat down---- O God, I

_have_ suffered!"



She sank on the pillow.



"I _have_ suffered! None saw--none knew. There was no sympathy, no

redemption, no redress!"



"Take comfort, mother. It is over now."



"It is over, and not fruitlessly. I tried to keep the word of His

patience. He kept me in the days of my anguish. I was afraid with

terror--I was troubled. Through great tribulation He brought me through

to a salvation revealed in this last time. My fear had torment; He has

cast it out. He has given me in its stead perfect love. But,

Caroline----"



Thus she invoked her daughter after a pause.



"Mother!"



"I charge you, when you next look on your father's monument, to respect

the name chiselled there. To you he did only good. On you he conferred

his whole treasure of beauties, nor added to them one dark defect. All

_you_ derived from him is excellent. You owe him gratitude. Leave,

between him and me, the settlement of our mutual account. Meddle not.

God is the arbiter. This world's laws never came near us--never! They

were powerless as a rotten bulrush to protect me--impotent as idiot

babblings to restrain him! As you said, it is all over now; the grave

lies between us. There he sleeps, in that church. To his dust I say this

night, what I have never said before, 'James, slumber peacefully! See!

your terrible debt is cancelled! Look! I wipe out the long, black

account with my own hand! James, your child atones. This living likeness

of you--this thing with your perfect features--this one good gift you

gave me has nestled affectionately to my heart, and tenderly called me

"mother." Husband, rest forgiven!'"



"Dearest mother, that is right! Can papa's spirit hear us? Is he

comforted to know that we still love him?"



"I said nothing of love. I spoke of forgiveness. Mind the truth, child;

I said nothing of love! On the threshold of eternity, should he be there

to see me enter, will I maintain that."



"O mother, you must have suffered!"



"O child, the human heart _can_ suffer! It can hold more tears than the

ocean holds waters. We never know how deep, how wide it is, till misery

begins to unbind her clouds, and fill it with rushing blackness."



"Mother, forget."



"Forget!" she said, with the strangest spectre of a laugh. "The north

pole will rush to the south, and the headlands of Europe be locked into

the bays of Australia ere I forget."



"Hush, mother! Rest! Be at peace!"



And the child lulled the parent, as the parent had erst lulled the

child. At last Mrs. Pryor wept. She then grew calmer. She resumed those

tender cares agitation had for a moment suspended. Replacing her

daughter on the couch, she smoothed the pillow and spread the sheet. The

soft hair whose locks were loosened she rearranged, the damp brow she

refreshed with a cool, fragrant essence.



"Mamma, let them bring a candle, that I may see you; and tell my uncle

to come into this room by-and-by. I want to hear him say that I am your

daughter. And, mamma, take your supper here. Don't leave me for one

minute to-night."



"O Caroline, it is well you are gentle! You will say to me, Go, and I

shall go; Come, and I shall come; Do this, and I shall do it. You

inherit a certain manner as well as certain features. It will always be

'mamma' prefacing a mandate--softly spoken, though, from you, thank God!

Well," she added, under her breath, "he spoke softly too, once, like a

flute breathing tenderness; and then, when the world was not by to

listen, discords that split the nerves and curdled the blood--sounds to

inspire insanity."



"It seems so natural, mamma, to ask you for this and that. I shall want

nobody but you to be near me, or to do anything for me. But do not let

me be troublesome. Check me if I encroach."



"You must not depend on me to check you; you must keep guard over

yourself. I have little moral courage; the want of it is my bane. It is

that which has made me an unnatural parent--which has kept me apart from

my child during the ten years which have elapsed since my husband's

death left me at liberty to claim her. It was that which first unnerved

my arms and permitted the infant I might have retained a while longer to

be snatched prematurely from their embrace."



"How, mamma?"



"I let you go as a babe, because you were pretty, and I feared your

loveliness, deeming it the stamp of perversity. They sent me your

portrait, taken at eight years old; that portrait confirmed my fears.

Had it shown me a sunburnt little rustic--a heavy, blunt-featured,

commonplace child--I should have hastened to claim you; but there, under

the silver paper, I saw blooming the delicacy of an aristocratic

flower--'little lady' was written on every trait. I had too recently

crawled from under the yoke of the fine gentleman--escaped galled,

crushed, paralyzed, dying--to dare to encounter his still finer and most

fairy-like representative. My sweet little lady overwhelmed me with

dismay; her air of native elegance froze my very marrow. In my

experience I had not met with truth, modesty, good principle as the

concomitants of beauty. A form so straight and fine, I argued, must

conceal a mind warped and cruel. I had little faith in the power of

education to rectify such a mind; or rather, I entirely misdoubted my

own ability to influence it. Caroline, I dared not undertake to rear

you. I resolved to leave you in your uncle's hands. Matthewson Helstone

I knew, if an austere, was an upright man. He and all the world thought

hardly of me for my strange, unmotherly resolve, and I deserved to be

misjudged."



"Mamma, why did you call yourself Mrs. Pryor?"



"It was a name in my mother's family. I adopted it that I might live

unmolested. My married name recalled too vividly my married life; I

could not bear it. Besides, threats were uttered of forcing me to return

to bondage. It could not be. Rather a bier for a bed, the grave for a

home. My new name sheltered me. I resumed under its screen my old

occupation of teaching. At first it scarcely procured me the means of

sustaining life; but how savoury was hunger when I fasted in peace! How

safe seemed the darkness and chill of an unkindled hearth when no lurid

reflection from terror crimsoned its desolation! How serene was

solitude, when I feared not the irruption of violence and vice!"



"But, mamma, you have been in this neighbourhood before. How did it

happen that when you reappeared here with Miss Keeldar you were not

recognized?"



"I only paid a short visit, as a bride, twenty years ago, and then I was

very different to what I am now--slender, almost as slender as my

daughter is at this day. My complexion, my very features are changed; my

hair, my style of dress--everything is altered. You cannot fancy me a

slim young person, attired in scanty drapery of white muslin, with bare

arms, bracelets and necklace of beads, and hair disposed in round

Grecian curls above my forehead?"



"You must, indeed, have been different. Mamma, I heard the front door

open. If it is my uncle coming in, just ask him to step upstairs, and

let me hear his assurance that I am truly awake and collected, and not

dreaming or delirious."



The rector, of his own accord, was mounting the stairs, and Mrs. Pryor

summoned him to his niece's apartment.



"She's not worse, I hope?" he inquired hastily.



"I think her better. She is disposed to converse; she seems stronger."



"Good!" said he, brushing quickly into the room.--"Ha, Cary! how do? Did

you drink my cup of tea? I made it for you just as I like it myself."



"I drank it every drop, uncle. It did me good; it has made me quite

alive. I have a wish for company, so I begged Mrs. Pryor to call you

in."



The respected ecclesiastic looked pleased, and yet embarrassed. He was

willing enough to bestow his company on his sick niece for ten minutes,

since it was her whim to wish it; but what means to employ for her

entertainment he knew not. He hemmed--he fidgeted.



"You'll be up in a trice," he observed, by way of saying something. "The

little weakness will soon pass off; and then you must drink port wine--a

pipe, if you can--and eat game and oysters. I'll get them for you, if

they are to be had anywhere. Bless me! we'll make you as strong as

Samson before we're done with you."



"Who is that lady, uncle, standing beside you at the bed-foot?"



"Good God!" he ejaculated. "She's not wandering, is she, ma'am?"



Mrs. Pryor smiled.



"I am wandering in a pleasant world," said Caroline, in a soft, happy

voice, "and I want you to tell me whether it is real or visionary. What

lady is that? Give her a name, uncle."



"We must have Dr. Rile again, ma'am; or better still, MacTurk. He's less

of a humbug. Thomas must saddle the pony and go for him."



"No; I don't want a doctor. Mamma shall be my only physician. Now, do

you understand, uncle?"



Mr. Helstone pushed up his spectacles from his nose to his forehead,

handled his snuff-box, and administered to himself a portion of the

contents. Thus fortified, he answered briefly, "I see daylight. You've

told her then, ma'am?"



"And is it _true_?" demanded Caroline, rising on her pillow. "Is she

_really_ my mother?"



"You won't cry, or make any scene, or turn hysterical, if I answer Yes?"



"Cry! I'd cry if you said _No_. It would be terrible to be disappointed

now. But give her a name. How do you call her?"



"I call this stout lady in a quaint black dress, who looks young enough

to wear much smarter raiment, if she would--I call her Agnes Helstone.

She married my brother James, and is his widow."



"And my mother?"



"What a little sceptic it is! Look at her small face, Mrs. Pryor,

scarcely larger than the palm of my hand, alive with acuteness and

eagerness." To Caroline--"She had the trouble of bringing you into the

world at any rate. Mind you show your duty to her by quickly getting

well, and repairing the waste of these cheeks.--Heigh-ho! she used to be

plump. What she has done with it all I can't, for the life of me,

divine."



"If _wishing_ to get well will help me, I shall not be long sick. This

morning I had no reason and no strength to wish it."



Fanny here tapped at the door, and said that supper was ready.



"Uncle, if you please, you may send me a little bit of supper--anything

you like, from your own plate. That is wiser than going into hysterics,

is it not?"



"It is spoken like a sage, Cary. See if I don't cater for you

judiciously. When women are sensible, and, above all, intelligible, I

can get on with them. It is only the vague, superfine sensations, and

extremely wire-drawn notions, that put me about. Let a woman ask me to

give her an edible or a wearable--be the same a roc's egg or the

breastplate of Aaron, a share of St. John's locusts and honey or the

leathern girdle about his loins--I can, at least, understand the demand;

but when they pine for they know not what--sympathy, sentiment, some of

these indefinite abstractions--I can't do it; I don't know it; I haven't

got it.--Madam, accept my arm."



Mrs. Pryor signified that she should stay with her daughter that

evening. Helstone, accordingly, left them together. He soon returned,

bringing a plate in his own consecrated hand.



"This is chicken," he said, "but we'll have partridge to-morrow.--Lift

her up, and put a shawl over her. On my word, I understand

nursing.--Now, here is the very same little silver fork you used when

you first came to the rectory. That strikes me as being what you may

call a happy thought--a delicate attention. Take it, Cary, and munch

away cleverly."



Caroline did her best. Her uncle frowned to see that her powers were so

limited. He prophesied, however, great things for the future; and as she

praised the morsel he had brought, and smiled gratefully in his face, he

stooped over her pillow, kissed her, and said, with a broken, rugged

accent, "Good-night, bairnie! God bless thee!"



Caroline enjoyed such peaceful rest that night, circled by her mother's

arms, and pillowed on her breast, that she forgot to wish for any other

stay; and though more than one feverish dream came to her in slumber,

yet, when she woke up panting, so happy and contented a feeling returned

with returning consciousness that her agitation was soothed almost as

soon as felt.



As to the mother, she spent the night like Jacob at Peniel. Till break

of day she wrestled with God in earnest prayer.









CHAPTER XXV.



THE WEST WIND BLOWS.





Not always do those who dare such divine conflict prevail. Night after

night the sweat of agony may burst dark on the forehead; the supplicant

may cry for mercy with that soundless voice the soul utters when its

appeal is to the Invisible. "Spare my beloved," it may implore. "Heal my

life's life. Rend not from me what long affection entwines with my whole

nature. God of heaven, bend, hear, be clement!" And after this cry and

strife the sun may rise and see him worsted. That opening morn, which

used to salute him with the whisper of zephyrs, the carol of skylarks,

may breathe, as its first accents, from the dear lips which colour and

heat have quitted, "Oh! I have had a suffering night. This morning I am

worse. I have tried to rise. I cannot. Dreams I am unused to have

troubled me."



Then the watcher approaches the patient's pillow, and sees a new and

strange moulding of the familiar features, feels at once that the

insufferable moment draws nigh, knows that it is God's will his idol

shall be broken, and bends his head, and subdues his soul to the

sentence he cannot avert and scarce can bear.



Happy Mrs. Pryor! She was still praying, unconscious that the summer sun

hung above the hills, when her child softly woke in her arms. No

piteous, unconscious moaning--sound which so wastes our strength that,

even if we have sworn to be firm, a rush of unconquerable tears sweeps

away the oath--preceded her waking. No space of deaf apathy followed.

The first words spoken were not those of one becoming estranged from

this world, and already permitted to stray at times into realms foreign

to the living. Caroline evidently remembered with clearness what had

happened.



"Mamma, I have slept _so_ well. I only dreamed and woke twice."



Mrs. Pryor rose with a start, that her daughter might not see the joyful

tears called into her eyes by that affectionate word "mamma," and the

welcome assurance that followed it.



For many days the mother dared rejoice only with trembling. That first

revival seemed like the flicker of a dying lamp. If the flame streamed

up bright one moment, the next it sank dim in the socket. Exhaustion

followed close on excitement.



There was always a touching endeavour to _appear_ better, but too often

ability refused to second will; too often the attempt to bear up failed.

The effort to eat, to talk, to look cheerful, was unsuccessful. Many an

hour passed during which Mrs. Pryor feared that the chords of life could

never more be strengthened, though the time of their breaking might be

deferred.



During this space the mother and daughter seemed left almost alone in

the neighbourhood. It was the close of August; the weather was

fine--that is to say, it was very dry and very dusty, for an arid wind

had been blowing from the east this month past; very cloudless, too,

though a pale haze, stationary in the atmosphere, seemed to rob of all

depth of tone the blue of heaven, of all freshness the verdure of earth,

and of all glow the light of day. Almost every family in Briarfield was

absent on an excursion. Miss Keeldar and her friends were at the

seaside; so were Mrs. Yorke's household. Mr. Hall and Louis Moore,

between whom a spontaneous intimacy seemed to have arisen--the result,

probably, of harmony of views and temperament--were gone "up north" on a

pedestrian excursion to the Lakes. Even Hortense, who would fain have

stayed at home and aided Mrs. Pryor in nursing Caroline, had been so

earnestly entreated by Miss Mann to accompany her once more to Wormwood

Wells, in the hope of alleviating sufferings greatly aggravated by the

insalubrious weather, that she felt obliged to comply; indeed, it was

not in her nature to refuse a request that at once appealed to her

goodness of heart, and, by a confession of dependency, flattered her

_amour propre_. As for Robert, from Birmingham he had gone on to London,

where he still sojourned.



So long as the breath of Asiatic deserts parched Caroline's lips and

fevered her veins, her physical convalescence could not keep pace with

her returning mental tranquillity; but there came a day when the wind

ceased to sob at the eastern gable of the rectory, and at the oriel

window of the church. A little cloud like a man's hand arose in the

west; gusts from the same quarter drove it on and spread it wide; wet

and tempest prevailed a while. When that was over the sun broke out

genially, heaven regained its azure, and earth its green; the livid

cholera-tint had vanished from the face of nature; the hills rose clear

round the horizon, absolved from that pale malaria-haze.



Caroline's youth could now be of some avail to her, and so could her

mother's nurture. Both, crowned by God's blessing, sent in the pure west

wind blowing soft as fresh through the ever-open chamber lattice,

rekindled her long-languishing energies. At last Mrs. Pryor saw that it

was permitted to hope: a genuine, material convalescence had commenced.

It was not merely Caroline's smile which was brighter, or her spirits

which were cheered, but a certain look had passed from her face and

eye--a look dread and indescribable, but which will easily be recalled

by those who have watched the couch of dangerous disease. Long before

the emaciated outlines of her aspect began to fill, or its departed

colour to return, a more subtle change took place; all grew softer and

warmer. Instead of a marble mask and glassy eye, Mrs. Pryor saw laid on

the pillow a face pale and wasted enough, perhaps more haggard than the

other appearance, but less awful; for it was a sick, living girl, not a

mere white mould or rigid piece of statuary.



Now, too, she was not always petitioning to drink. The words, "I am _so_

thirsty," ceased to be her plaint. Sometimes, when she had swallowed a

morsel, she would say it had revived her. All descriptions of food were

no longer equally distasteful; she could be induced, sometimes, to

indicate a preference. With what trembling pleasure and anxious care did

not her nurse prepare what was selected! How she watched her as she

partook of it!



Nourishment brought strength. She could sit up. Then she longed to

breathe the fresh air, to revisit her flowers, to see how the fruit had

ripened. Her uncle, always liberal, had bought a garden-chair for her

express use. He carried her down in his own arms, and placed her in it

himself, and William Farren was there to wheel her round the walks, to

show her what he had done amongst her plants, to take her directions for

further work.



William and she found plenty to talk about. They had a dozen topics in

common--interesting to them, unimportant to the rest of the world. They

took a similar interest in animals, birds, insects, and plants; they

held similar doctrines about humanity to the lower creation, and had a

similar turn for minute observation on points of natural history. The

nest and proceedings of some ground-bees, which had burrowed in the turf

under an old cherry-tree, was one subject of interest; the haunts of

certain hedge-sparrows, and the welfare of certain pearly eggs and

callow fledglings, another.



Had _Chambers's Journal_ existed in those days, it would certainly have

formed Miss Helstone's and Farren's favourite periodical. She would have

subscribed for it, and to him each number would duly have been lent;

both would have put implicit faith and found great savour in its

marvellous anecdotes of animal sagacity.



This is a digression, but it suffices to explain why Caroline would have

no other hand than William's to guide her chair, and why his society and

conversation sufficed to give interest to her garden-airings.



Mrs. Pryor, walking near, wondered how her daughter could be so much at

ease with a "man of the people." _She_ found it impossible to speak to

him otherwise than stiffly. She felt as if a great gulf lay between her

caste and his, and that to cross it or meet him half-way would be to

degrade herself. She gently asked Caroline, "Are you not afraid, my

dear, to converse with that person so unreservedly? He may presume, and

become troublesomely garrulous."



"William presume, mamma? You don't know him. He never presumes. He is

altogether too proud and sensitive to do so. William has very fine

feelings."



And Mrs. Pryor smiled sceptically at the naïve notion of that

rough-handed, rough-headed, fustian-clad clown having "fine feelings."



Farren, for his part, showed Mrs. Pryor only a very sulky brow. He knew

when he was misjudged, and was apt to turn unmanageable with such as

failed to give him his due.



The evening restored Caroline entirely to her mother, and Mrs. Pryor

liked the evening; for then, alone with her daughter, no human shadow

came between her and what she loved. During the day she would have her

stiff demeanour and cool moments, as was her wont. Between her and Mr.

Helstone a very respectful but most rigidly ceremonious intercourse was

kept up. Anything like familiarity would have bred contempt at once in

one or both these personages; but by dint of strict civility and

well-maintained distance they got on very smoothly.



Towards the servants Mrs. Pryor's bearing was not uncourteous, but shy,

freezing, ungenial. Perhaps it was diffidence rather than pride which

made her appear so haughty; but, as was to be expected, Fanny and Eliza

failed to make the distinction, and she was unpopular with them

accordingly. She felt the effect produced; it rendered her at times

dissatisfied with herself for faults she could not help, and with all

else dejected, chill, and taciturn.



This mood changed to Caroline's influence, and to that influence alone.

The dependent fondness of her nursling, the natural affection of her

child, came over her suavely. Her frost fell away, her rigidity unbent;

she grew smiling and pliant. Not that Caroline made any wordy profession

of love--that would ill have suited Mrs. Pryor; she would have read

therein the proof of insincerity--but she hung on her with easy

dependence; she confided in her with fearless reliance. These things

contented the mother's heart.



She liked to hear her daughter say, "Mamma, do this;" "Please, mamma,

fetch me that;" "Mamma, read to me;" "Sing a little, mamma."



Nobody else--not one living thing--had ever so claimed her services, so

looked for help at her hand. Other people were always more or less

reserved and stiff with her, as she was reserved and stiff with them;

other people betrayed consciousness of and annoyance at her weak points.

Caroline no more showed such wounding sagacity or reproachful

sensitiveness now than she had done when a suckling of three months old.



Yet Caroline could find fault. Blind to the constitutional defects that

were incurable, she had her eyes wide open to the acquired habits that

were susceptible of remedy. On certain points she would quite artlessly

lecture her parent; and that parent, instead of being hurt, felt a

sensation of pleasure in discovering that the girl _dared_ lecture her,

that she was so much at home with her.



"Mamma, I am determined you shall not wear that old gown any more. Its

fashion is not becoming; it is too strait in the skirt. You shall put on

your black silk every afternoon. In that you look nice; it suits you.

And you shall have a black satin dress for Sundays--a real satin, not a

satinet or any of the shams. And, mamma, when you get the new one, mind

you must wear it."



"My dear, I thought of the black silk serving me as a best dress for

many years yet, and I wished to buy you several things."



"Nonsense, mamma. My uncle gives me cash to get what I want. You know he

is generous enough; and I have set my heart on seeing you in a black

satin. Get it soon, and let it be made by a dressmaker of my

recommending. Let me choose the pattern. You always want to disguise

yourself like a grandmother. You would persuade one that you are old and

ugly. Not at all! On the contrary, when well dressed and cheerful you

are very comely indeed; your smile is so pleasant, your teeth are so

white, your hair is still such a pretty light colour. And then you speak

like a young lady, with such a clear, fine tone, and you sing better

than any young lady I ever heard. Why do you wear such dresses and

bonnets, mamma, such as nobody else ever wears?"



"Does it annoy you, Caroline?"



"Very much; it vexes me even. People say you are miserly; and yet you

are not, for you give liberally to the poor and to religious

societies--though your gifts are conveyed so secretly and quietly that

they are known to few except the receivers. But I will be your

lady's-maid myself. When I get a little stronger I will set to work, and

you must be good, mamma, and do as I bid you."



And Caroline, sitting near her mother, rearranged her muslin

handkerchief and resmoothed her hair.



"My own mamma," then she went on, as if pleasing herself with the

thought of their relationship, "who belongs to me, and to whom I belong!

I am a rich girl now. I have something I can love well, and not be

afraid of loving. Mamma, who gave you this little brooch? Let me unpin

it and look at it."



Mrs. Pryor, who usually shrank from meddling fingers and near approach,

allowed the license complacently.



"Did papa give you this, mamma?"



"My sister gave it me--my only sister, Cary. Would that your Aunt

Caroline had lived to see her niece!"



"Have you nothing of papa's--no trinket, no gift of his?"



"I have one thing."



"That you prize?"



"That I prize."



"Valuable and pretty?"



"Invaluable and sweet to me."



"Show it, mamma. Is it here or at Fieldhead?"



"It is talking to me now, leaning on me. Its arms are round me."



"Ah, mamma, you mean your teasing daughter, who will never let you

alone; who, when you go into your room, cannot help running to seek for

you; who follows you upstairs and down, like a dog."



"Whose features still give me such a strange thrill sometimes. I half

fear your fair looks yet, child."



"You don't; you can't. Mamma, I am sorry papa was not good. I do so wish

he had been. Wickedness spoils and poisons all pleasant things. It kills

love. If you and I thought each other wicked, we could not love each

other, could we?"



"And if we could not trust each other, Cary?"



"How miserable we should be! Mother, before I knew you I had an

apprehension that you were not good--that I could not esteem you. That

dread damped my wish to see you. And now my heart is elate because I

find you perfect--almost; kind, clever, nice. Your sole fault is that

you are old-fashioned, and of that I shall cure you. Mamma, put your

work down; read to me. I like your southern accent; it is so pure, so

soft. It has no rugged burr, no nasal twang, such as almost every one's

voice here in the north has. My uncle and Mr. Hall say that you are a

fine reader, mamma. Mr. Hall said he never heard any lady read with such

propriety of expression or purity of accent."



"I wish I could reciprocate the compliment, Cary; but, really, the first

time I heard your truly excellent friend read and preach I could not

understand his broad northern tongue."



"Could you understand me, mamma? Did I seem to speak roughly?"



"No. I almost wished you had, as I wished you had looked unpolished.

Your father, Caroline, naturally spoke well, quite otherwise than your

worthy uncle--correctly, gently, smoothly. You inherit the gift."



"Poor papa! When he was so agreeable, why was he not good?"



"Why he was _as_ he was--and happily of that you, child, can form no

conception--I cannot tell. It is a deep mystery. The key is in the hands

of his Maker. There I leave it."



"Mamma, you will keep stitching, stitching away. Put down the sewing; I

am an enemy to it. It cumbers your lap, and I want it for my head; it

engages your eyes, and I want them for a book. Here is your

favourite--Cowper."



These importunities were the mother's pleasure. If ever she delayed

compliance, it was only to hear them repeated, and to enjoy her child's

soft, half-playful, half-petulant urgency. And then, when she yielded,

Caroline would say archly, "You will spoil me, mamma. I always thought I

should like to be spoiled, and I find it very sweet." So did Mrs.

Pryor.









CHAPTER XXVI.



OLD COPY-BOOKS.





By the time the Fieldhead party returned to Briarfield Caroline was

nearly well. Miss Keeldar, who had received news by post of her friend's

convalescence, hardly suffered an hour to elapse between her arrival at

home and her first call at the rectory.



A shower of rain was falling gently, yet fast, on the late flowers and

russet autumn shrubs, when the garden wicket was heard to swing open,

and Shirley's well-known form passed the window. On her entrance her

feelings were evinced in her own peculiar fashion. When deeply moved by

serious fears or joys she was not garrulous. The strong emotion was

rarely suffered to influence her tongue, and even her eye refused it

more than a furtive and fitful conquest. She took Caroline in her arms,

gave her one look, one kiss, then said, "You are better."



And a minute after, "I see you are safe now; but take care. God grant

your health may be called on to sustain no more shocks!"



She proceeded to talk fluently about the journey. In the midst of

vivacious discourse her eye still wandered to Caroline. There spoke in

its light a deep solicitude, some trouble, and some amaze.



"She may be better," it said, "but how weak she still is! What peril she

has come through!"



Suddenly her glance reverted to Mrs. Pryor. It pierced her through.



"When will my governess return to me?" she asked.



"May I tell her all?" demanded Caroline of her mother. Leave being

signified by a gesture, Shirley was presently enlightened on what had

happened in her absence.



"Very good," was the cool comment--"very good! But it is no news to me."



"What! did you know?"



"I guessed long since the whole business. I have heard somewhat of Mrs.

Pryor's history--not from herself, but from others. With every detail of

Mr. James Helstone's career and character I was acquainted. An

afternoon's sitting and conversation with Miss Mann had rendered me

familiar therewith; also he is one of Mrs. Yorke's warning examples--one

of the blood-red lights she hangs out to scare young ladies from

matrimony. I believe I should have been sceptical about the truth of the

portrait traced by such fingers--both these ladies take a dark pleasure

in offering to view the dark side of life--but I questioned Mr. Yorke on

the subject, and he said, 'Shirley, my woman, if you want to know aught

about yond' James Helstone, I can only say he was a man-tiger. He was

handsome, dissolute, soft, treacherous, courteous, cruel----' Don't cry,

Cary; we'll say no more about it."



"I am not crying, Shirley; or if I am, it is nothing. Go on; you are no

friend if you withhold from me the truth. I hate that false plan of

disguising, mutilating the truth."



"Fortunately I have said pretty nearly all that I have to say, except

that your uncle himself confirmed Mr. Yorke's words; for he too scorns a

lie, and deals in none of those conventional subterfuges that are

shabbier than lies."



"But papa is dead; they should let him alone now."



"They should; and we _will_ let him alone. Cry away, Cary; it will do

you good. It is wrong to check natural tears. Besides, I choose to

please myself by sharing an idea that at this moment beams in your

mother's eye while she looks at you. Every drop blots out a sin. Weep!

your tears have the virtue which the rivers of Damascus lacked. Like

Jordan, they can cleanse a leprous memory."



"Madam," she continued, addressing Mrs. Pryor, "did you think I could be

daily in the habit of seeing you and your daughter together--marking

your marvellous similarity in many points, observing (pardon me) your

irrepressible emotions in the presence and still more in the absence of

your child--and not form my own conjectures? I formed them, and they are

literally correct. I shall begin to think myself shrewd."



"And you said nothing?" observed Caroline, who soon regained the quiet

control of her feelings.



"Nothing. I had no warrant to breathe a word on the subject. _My_

business it was not; I abstained from making it such."



"You guessed so deep a secret, and did not hint that you guessed it?"



"Is that so difficult?"



"It is not like you."



"How do you know?"



"You are not reserved; you are frankly communicative."



"I may be communicative, yet know where to stop. In showing my treasure

I may withhold a gem or two--a curious, unbought graven stone--an amulet

of whose mystic glitter I rarely permit even myself a glimpse.

Good-day."



Caroline thus seemed to get a view of Shirley's character under a novel

aspect. Ere long the prospect was renewed; it opened upon her.



No sooner had she regained sufficient strength to bear a change of

scene--the excitement of a little society--than Miss Keeldar sued daily

for her presence at Fieldhead. Whether Shirley had become wearied of her

honoured relatives is not known. She did not say she was; but she

claimed and retained Caroline with an eagerness which proved that an

addition to that worshipful company was not unwelcome.



The Sympsons were church people. Of course the rector's niece was

received by them with courtesy. Mr. Sympson proved to be a man of

spotless respectability, worrying temper, pious principles, and worldly

views; his lady was a very good woman--patient, kind, well-bred. She had

been brought up on a narrow system of views, starved on a few

prejudices--a mere handful of bitter herbs; a few preferences, soaked

till their natural flavour was extracted, and with no seasoning added in

the cooking; some excellent principles, made up in a stiff raised crust

of bigotry difficult to digest. Far too submissive was she to complain

of this diet or to ask for a crumb beyond it.



The daughters were an example to their sex. They were tall, with a Roman

nose apiece. They had been educated faultlessly. All they did was well

done. History and the most solid books had cultivated their minds.

Principles and opinions they possessed which could not be mended. More

exactly-regulated lives, feelings, manners, habits, it would have been

difficult to find anywhere. They knew by heart a certain

young-ladies'-schoolroom code of laws on language, demeanour, etc.;

themselves never deviated from its curious little pragmatical

provisions, and they regarded with secret whispered horror all

deviations in others. The Abomination of Desolation was no mystery to

them; they had discovered that unutterable Thing in the characteristic

others call Originality. Quick were they to recognize the signs of this

evil; and wherever they saw its trace--whether in look, word, or deed;

whether they read it in the fresh, vigorous style of a book, or listened

to it in interesting, unhackneyed, pure, expressive language--they

shuddered, they recoiled. Danger was above their heads, peril about

their steps. What was this strange thing? Being unintelligible it must

be bad. Let it be denounced and chained up.



Henry Sympson, the only son and youngest child of the family, was a boy

of fifteen. He generally kept with his tutor. When he left him, he

sought his cousin Shirley. This boy differed from his sisters. He was

little, lame, and pale; his large eyes shone somewhat languidly in a wan

orbit. They were, indeed, usually rather dim, but they were capable of

illumination. At times they could not only shine, but blaze. Inward

emotion could likewise give colour to his cheek and decision to his

crippled movements. Henry's mother loved him; she thought his

peculiarities were a mark of election. He was not like other children,

she allowed. She believed him regenerate--a new Samuel--called of God

from his birth. He was to be a clergyman. Mr. and the Misses Sympson,

not understanding the youth, let him much alone. Shirley made him her

pet, and he made Shirley his playmate.



In the midst of this family circle, or rather outside it, moved the

tutor--the satellite.



Yes, Louis Moore was a satellite of the house of Sympson--connected, yet

apart; ever attendant, ever distant. Each member of that correct family

treated him with proper dignity. The father was austerely civil,

sometimes irritable; the mother, being a kind woman, was attentive, but

formal; the daughters saw in him an abstraction, not a man. It seemed,

by their manner, that their brother's tutor did not live for them. They

were learned; so was he--but not for them. They were accomplished; he

had talents too, imperceptible to their senses. The most spirited sketch

from his fingers was a blank to their eyes; the most original

observation from his lips fell unheard on their ears. Nothing could

exceed the propriety of their behaviour.



I should have said nothing could have equalled it; but I remember a fact

which strangely astonished Caroline Helstone. It was--to discover that

her cousin had absolutely _no_ sympathizing friend at Fieldhead; that to

Miss Keeldar he was as much a mere teacher, as little a gentleman, as

little a man, as to the estimable Misses Sympson.



What had befallen the kind-hearted Shirley that she should be so

indifferent to the dreary position of a fellow-creature thus isolated

under her roof? She was not, perhaps, haughty to him, but she never

noticed him--she let him alone. He came and went, spoke or was silent,

and she rarely recognized his existence.



As to Louis Moore himself, he had the air of a man used to this life,

and who had made up his mind to bear it for a time. His faculties seemed

walled up in him, and were unmurmuring in their captivity. He never

laughed; he seldom smiled; he was uncomplaining. He fulfilled the round

of his duties scrupulously. His pupil loved him; he asked nothing more

than civility from the rest of the world. It even appeared that he would

accept nothing more--in that abode at least; for when his cousin

Caroline made gentle overtures of friendship, he did not encourage

them--he rather avoided than sought her. One living thing alone, besides

his pale, crippled scholar, he fondled in the house, and that was the

ruffianly Tartar, who, sullen and impracticable to others, acquired a

singular partiality for him--a partiality so marked that sometimes, when

Moore, summoned to a meal, entered the room and sat down unwelcomed,

Tartar would rise from his lair at Shirley's feet and betake himself to

the taciturn tutor. Once--but once--she noticed the desertion, and

holding out her white hand, and speaking softly, tried to coax him back.

Tartar looked, slavered, and sighed, as his manner was, but yet

disregarded the invitation, and coolly settled himself on his haunches

at Louis Moore's side. That gentleman drew the dog's big, black-muzzled

head on to his knee, patted him, and smiled one little smile to himself.



An acute observer might have remarked, in the course of the same

evening, that after Tartar had resumed his allegiance to Shirley, and

was once more couched near her footstool, the audacious tutor by one

word and gesture fascinated him again. He pricked up his ears at the

word; he started erect at the gesture, and came, with head lovingly

depressed, to receive the expected caress. As it was given, the

significant smile again rippled across Moore's quiet face.



       *       *       *       *       *



"Shirley," said Caroline one day, as they two were sitting alone in the

summer-house, "did you know that my cousin Louis was tutor in your

uncle's family before the Sympsons came down here?"



Shirley's reply was not so prompt as her responses usually were, but at

last she answered, "Yes--of course; I knew it well."



"I thought you must have been aware of the circumstance."



"Well! what then?"



"It puzzles me to guess how it chanced that you never mentioned it to

me."



"Why should it puzzle you?"



"It seems odd. I cannot account for it. You talk a great deal--you talk

freely. How was that circumstance never touched on?"



"Because it never was," and Shirley laughed.



"You are a singular being!" observed her friend. "I thought I knew you

quite well; I begin to find myself mistaken. You were silent as the

grave about Mrs. Pryor, and now again here is another secret. But why

you made it a secret is the mystery to me."



"I never made it a secret; I had no reason for so doing. If you had

asked me who Henry's tutor was, I would have told you. Besides, I

thought you knew."



"I am puzzled about more things than one in this matter. You don't like

poor Louis. Why? Are you impatient at what you perhaps consider his

_servile_ position? Do you wish that Robert's brother were more highly

placed?"



"Robert's brother, indeed!" was the exclamation, uttered in a tone like

the accents of scorn; and with a movement of proud impatience Shirley

snatched a rose from a branch peeping through the open lattice.



"Yes," repeated Caroline, with mild firmness, "Robert's brother. He _is_

thus closely related to Gérard Moore of the Hollow, though nature has

not given him features so handsome or an air so noble as his kinsman;

but his blood is as good, and he is as much a gentleman were he free."



"Wise, humble, pious Caroline!" exclaimed Shirley ironically. "Men and

angels, hear her! We should not despise plain features, nor a laborious

yet honest occupation, should we? Look at the subject of your panegyric.

He is there in the garden," she continued, pointing through an aperture

in the clustering creepers; and by that aperture Louis Moore was

visible, coming slowly down the walk.



"He is not ugly, Shirley," pleaded Caroline; "he is not ignoble. He is

sad; silence seals his mind. But I believe him to be intelligent; and be

certain, if he had not something very commendable in his disposition,

Mr. Hall would never seek his society as he does."



Shirley laughed; she laughed again, each time with a slightly sarcastic

sound. "Well, well," was her comment. "On the plea of the man being

Cyril Hall's friend and Robert Moore's brother, we'll just tolerate his

existence; won't we, Cary? You believe him to be intelligent, do you?

Not quite an idiot--eh? Something commendable in his disposition!--_id

est_, not an absolute ruffian. Good! Your representations have weight

with me; and to prove that they have, should he come this way I will

speak to him."



He approached the summer-house. Unconscious that it was tenanted, he sat

down on the step. Tartar, now his customary companion, had followed him,

and he couched across his feet.



"Old boy!" said Louis, pulling his tawny ear, or rather the mutilated

remains of that organ, torn and chewed in a hundred battles, "the autumn

sun shines as pleasantly on us as on the fairest and richest. This

garden is none of ours, but we enjoy its greenness and perfume, don't

we?"



He sat silent, still caressing Tartar, who slobbered with exceeding

affection. A faint twittering commenced among the trees round. Something

fluttered down as light as leaves. They were little birds, which,

lighting on the sward at shy distance, hopped as if expectant.



"The small brown elves actually remember that I fed them the other day,"

again soliloquized Louis. "They want some more biscuit. To-day I forgot

to save a fragment. Eager little sprites, I have not a crumb for you."



He put his hand in his pocket and drew it out empty.



"A want easily supplied," whispered the listening Miss Keeldar.



She took from her reticule a morsel of sweet-cake; for that repository

was never destitute of something available to throw to the chickens,

young ducks, or sparrows. She crumbled it, and bending over his

shoulder, put the crumbs into his hand.



"There," said she--"there is a providence for the improvident."



"This September afternoon is pleasant," observed Louis Moore, as, not at

all discomposed, he calmly cast the crumbs on to the grass.



"Even for you?"



"As pleasant for me as for any monarch."



"You take a sort of harsh, solitary triumph in drawing pleasure out of

the elements and the inanimate and lower animate creation."



"Solitary, but not harsh. With animals I feel I am Adam's son, the heir

of him to whom dominion was given over 'every living thing that moveth

upon the earth.' Your dog likes and follows me. When I go into that

yard, the pigeons from your dovecot flutter at my feet. Your mare in the

stable knows me as well as it knows you, and obeys me better."



"And my roses smell sweet to you, and my trees give you shade."



"And," continued Louis, "no caprice can withdraw these pleasures from

me; they are _mine_."



He walked off. Tartar followed him, as if in duty and affection bound,

and Shirley remained standing on the summer-house step. Caroline saw her

face as she looked after the rude tutor. It was pale, as if her pride

bled inwardly.



"You see," remarked Caroline apologetically, "his feelings are so often

hurt it makes him morose."



"You see," retorted Shirley, with ire, "he is a topic on which you and I

shall quarrel if we discuss it often; so drop it henceforward and for

ever."



"I suppose he has more than once behaved in this way," thought Caroline

to herself, "and that renders Shirley so distant to him. Yet I wonder

she cannot make allowance for character and circumstances. I wonder the

general modesty, manliness, sincerity of his nature do not plead with

her in his behalf. She is not often so inconsiderate, so irritable."



       *       *       *       *       *



The verbal testimony of two friends of Caroline's to her cousin's

character augmented her favourable opinion of him. William Farren, whose

cottage he had visited in company with Mr. Hall, pronounced him a "real

gentleman;" there was not such another in Briarfield.

He--William--"could do aught for that man. And then to see how t' bairns

liked him, and how t' wife took to him first minute she saw him. He

never went into a house but t' childer wor about him directly. Them

little things wor like as if they'd a keener sense nor grown-up folks i'

finding our folk's natures."



Mr. Hall, in answer to a question of Miss Helstone's as to what he

thought of Louis Moore, replied promptly that he was the best fellow he

had met with since he left Cambridge.



"But he is so grave," objected Caroline.



"Grave! the finest company in the world! Full of odd, quiet,

out-of-the-way humour. Never enjoyed an excursion so much in my life as

the one I took with him to the Lakes. His understanding and tastes are

so superior, it does a man good to be within their influence; and as to

his temper and nature, I call them fine."



"At Fieldhead he looks gloomy, and, I believe, has the character of

being misanthropical."



"Oh! I fancy he is rather out of place there--in a false position. The

Sympsons are most estimable people, but not the folks to comprehend him.

They think a great deal about form and ceremony, which are quite out of

Louis's way."



"I don't think Miss Keeldar likes him."



"She doesn't know him--she doesn't know him; otherwise she has sense

enough to do justice to his merits."



"Well, I suppose she doesn't know him," mused Caroline to herself, and

by this hypothesis she endeavoured to account for what seemed else

unaccountable. But such simple solution of the difficulty was not left

her long. She was obliged to refuse Miss Keeldar even this negative

excuse for her prejudice.



One day she chanced to be in the schoolroom with Henry Sympson, whose

amiable and affectionate disposition had quickly recommended him to her

regard. The boy was busied about some mechanical contrivance; his

lameness made him fond of sedentary occupation. He began to ransack his

tutor's desk for a piece of wax or twine necessary to his work. Moore

happened to be absent. Mr. Hall, indeed, had called for him to take a

long walk. Henry could not immediately find the object of his search. He

rummaged compartment after compartment; and at last, opening an inner

drawer, he came upon--not a ball of cord or a lump of beeswax, but a

little bundle of small marble-coloured cahiers, tied with tape. Henry

looked at them. "What rubbish Mr. Moore stores up in his desk!" he

said. "I hope he won't keep my old exercises so carefully."



"What is it?"



"Old copy-books."



He threw the bundle to Caroline. The packet looked so neat externally

her curiosity was excited to see its contents.



"If they are only copy-books, I suppose I may open them?"



"Oh yes, quite freely. Mr. Moore's desk is half mine--for he lets me

keep all sorts of things in it--and I give you leave."



On scrutiny they proved to be French compositions, written in a hand

peculiar but compact, and exquisitely clean and clear. The writing was

recognizable. She scarcely needed the further evidence of the name

signed at the close of each theme to tell her whose they were. Yet that

name astonished her--"Shirley Keeldar, Sympson Grove, ----shire" (a

southern county), and a date four years back.



She tied up the packet, and held it in her hand, meditating over it. She

half felt as if, in opening it, she had violated a confidence.



"They are Shirley's, you see," said Henry carelessly.



"Did _you_ give them to Mr. Moore? She wrote them with Mrs. Pryor, I

suppose?"



"She wrote them in my schoolroom at Sympson Grove, when she lived with

us there. Mr. Moore taught her French; it is his native language."



"I know. Was she a good pupil, Henry?"



"She was a wild, laughing thing, but pleasant to have in the room. She

made lesson-time charming. She learned fast--you could hardly tell when

or how. French was nothing to her. She spoke it quick, quick--as quick

as Mr. Moore himself."



"Was she obedient? Did she give trouble?"



"She gave plenty of trouble, in a way. She was giddy, but I liked her.

I'm desperately fond of Shirley."



"_Desperately_ fond--you small simpleton! You don't know what you say."



"I _am desperately_ fond of her. She is the light of my eyes. I said so

to Mr. Moore last night."



"He would reprove you for speaking with exaggeration."



"He didn't. He never reproves and reproves, as girls' governesses do. He

was reading, and he only smiled into his book, and said that if Miss

Keeldar was no more than that, she was less than he took her to be; for

I was but a dim-eyed, short-sighted little chap. I'm afraid I am a poor

unfortunate, Miss Caroline Helstone. I am a cripple, you know."



"Never mind, Henry, you are a very nice little fellow; and if God has

not given you health and strength, He has given you a good disposition

and an excellent heart and brain."



"I shall be despised. I sometimes think both Shirley and you despise

me."



"Listen, Henry. Generally, I don't like schoolboys. I have a great

horror of them. They seem to me little ruffians, who take an unnatural

delight in killing and tormenting birds, and insects, and kittens, and

whatever is weaker than themselves. But you are so different I am quite

fond of you. You have almost as much sense as a man (far more, God wot,"

she muttered to herself, "than many men); you are fond of reading, and

you can talk sensibly about what you read."



"I _am_ fond of reading. I know I have sense, and I know I have

feeling."



Miss Keeldar here entered.



"Henry," she said, "I have brought your lunch here. I shall prepare it

for you myself."



She placed on the table a glass of new milk, a plate of something which

looked not unlike leather, and a utensil which resembled a

toasting-fork.



"What are you two about," she continued, "ransacking Mr. Moore's desk?"



"Looking at your old copy-books," returned Caroline.



"My old copy-books?"



"French exercise-books. Look here! They must be held precious; they are

kept carefully."



She showed the bundle. Shirley snatched it up. "Did not know one was in

existence," she said. "I thought the whole lot had long since lit the

kitchen fire, or curled the maid's hair at Sympson Grove.--What made you

keep them, Henry?"



"It is not my doing. I should not have thought of it. It never entered

my head to suppose copy-books of value. Mr. Moore put them by in the

inner drawer of his desk. Perhaps he forgot them."



"C'est cela. He forgot them, no doubt," echoed Shirley. "They are

extremely well written," she observed complacently.



"What a giddy girl you were, Shirley, in those days! I remember you so

well. A slim, light creature whom, though you were so tall, I could lift

off the floor. I see you with your long, countless curls on your

shoulders, and your streaming sash. You used to make Mr. Moore

lively--that is, at first. I believe you grieved him after a while."



Shirley turned the closely-written pages and said nothing. Presently she

observed, "That was written one winter afternoon. It was a description

of a snow scene."



"I remember," said Henry. "Mr. Moore, when he read it, cried, 'Voilà le

Français gagné!' He said it was well done. Afterwards you made him draw,

in sepia, the landscape you described."



"You have not forgotten, then, Hal?"



"Not at all. We were all scolded that day for not coming down to tea

when called. I can remember my tutor sitting at his easel, and you

standing behind him, holding the candle, and watching him draw the snowy

cliff, the pine, the deer couched under it, and the half-moon hung

above."



"Where are his drawings, Harry? Caroline should see them."



"In his portfolio. But it is padlocked; he has the key."



"Ask him for it when he comes in."



"You should ask him, Shirley. You are shy of him now. You are grown a

proud lady to him; I notice that."



"Shirley, you are a real enigma," whispered Caroline in her ear. "What

queer discoveries I make day by day now!--I who thought I had your

confidence. Inexplicable creature! even this boy reproves you."



"I have forgotten 'auld lang syne,' you see, Harry," said Miss Keeldar,

answering young Sympson, and not heeding Caroline.



"Which you never should have done. You don't deserve to be a man's

morning star if you have so short a memory."



"A man's morning star, indeed! and by 'a man' is meant your worshipful

self, I suppose? Come, drink your new milk while it is warm."



The young cripple rose and limped towards the fire; he had left his

crutch near the mantelpiece.



"My poor lame darling!" murmured Shirley, in her softest voice, aiding

him.



"Whether do you like me or Mr. Sam Wynne best, Shirley?" inquired the

boy, as she settled him in an arm-chair.



"O Harry, Sam Wynne is my aversion; you are my pet."



"Me or Mr. Malone?"



"You again, a thousand times."



"Yet they are great whiskered fellows, six feet high each."



"Whereas, as long as you live, Harry, you will never be anything more

than a little pale lameter."



"Yes, I know."



"You need not be sorrowful. Have I not often told you who was almost as

little, as pale, as suffering as you, and yet potent as a giant and

brave as a lion?"



"Admiral Horatio?"



"Admiral Horatio, Viscount Nelson, and Duke of Bronte; great at heart as

a Titan; gallant and heroic as all the world and age of chivalry; leader

of the might of England; commander of her strength on the deep; hurler

of her thunder over the flood."



"A great man. But I am not warlike, Shirley; and yet my mind is so

restless I burn day and night--for what I can hardly tell--to be--to

do--to suffer, I think."



"Harry, it is your mind, which is stronger and older than your frame,

that troubles you. It is a captive; it lies in physical bondage. But it

will work its own redemption yet. Study carefully not only books but the

world. You love nature; love her without fear. Be patient--wait the

course of time. You will not be a soldier or a sailor, Henry; but if you

live you will be--listen to my prophecy--you will be an author, perhaps

a poet."



"An author! It is a flash--a flash of light to me! I will--I _will_!

I'll write a book that I may dedicate it to you."



"You will write it that you may give your soul its natural release.

Bless me! what am I saying? more than I understand, I believe, or can

make good. Here, Hal--here is your toasted oatcake; eat and live!"



"Willingly!" here cried a voice outside the open window. "I know that

fragrance of meal bread. Miss Keeldar, may I come in and partake?"



"Mr. Hall"--it was Mr. Hall, and with him was Louis Moore, returned from

their walk--"there is a proper luncheon laid out in the dining-room and

there are proper people seated round it. You may join that society and

share that fare if you please; but if your ill-regulated tastes lead you

to prefer ill-regulated proceedings, step in here, and do as we do."



"I approve the perfume, and therefore shall suffer myself to be led by

the nose," returned Mr. Hall, who presently entered, accompanied by

Louis Moore. That gentleman's eye fell on his desk, pillaged.



"Burglars!" said he.--"Henry, you merit the ferule."



"Give it to Shirley and Caroline; they did it," was alleged, with more

attention to effect than truth.



"Traitor and false witness!" cried both the girls. "We never laid hands

on a thing, except in the spirit of laudable inquiry!"



"Exactly so," said Moore, with his rare smile. "And what have you

ferreted out, in your 'spirit of laudable inquiry'?"



He perceived the inner drawer open.



"This is empty," said he. "Who has taken----"



"Here, here!" Caroline hastened to say, and she restored the little

packet to its place. He shut it up; he locked it in with a small key

attached to his watch-guard; he restored the other papers to order,

closed the repository, and sat down without further remark.



"I thought you would have scolded much more, sir," said Henry. "The

girls deserve reprimand."



"I leave them to their own consciences."



"It accuses them of crimes intended as well as perpetrated, sir. If I

had not been here, they would have treated your portfolio as they have

done your desk; but I told them it was padlocked."



"And will you have lunch with us?" here interposed Shirley, addressing

Moore, and desirous, as it seemed, to turn the conversation.



"Certainly, if I may."



"You will be restricted to new milk and Yorkshire oatcake."



"Va--pour le lait frais!" said Louis. "But for your oatcake!" and he

made a grimace.



"He cannot eat it," said Henry. "He thinks it is like bran, raised with

sour yeast."



"Come, then; by special dispensation we will allow him a few cracknels,

but nothing less homely."



The hostess rang the bell and gave her frugal orders, which were

presently executed. She herself measured out the milk, and distributed

the bread round the cosy circle now enclosing the bright little

schoolroom fire. She then took the post of toaster-general; and kneeling

on the rug, fork in hand, fulfilled her office with dexterity. Mr. Hall,

who relished any homely innovation on ordinary usages, and to whom the

husky oatcake was from custom suave as manna, seemed in his best

spirits. He talked and laughed gleefully--now with Caroline, whom he had

fixed by his side, now with Shirley, and again with Louis Moore. And

Louis met him in congenial spirit. He did not laugh much, but he uttered

in the quietest tone the wittiest things. Gravely spoken sentences,

marked by unexpected turns and a quite fresh flavour and poignancy, fell

easily from his lips. He proved himself to be--what Mr. Hall had said he

was--excellent company. Caroline marvelled at his humour, but still more

at his entire self-possession. Nobody there present seemed to impose on

him a sensation of unpleasant restraint. Nobody seemed a bore--a

check--a chill to him; and yet there was the cool and lofty Miss Keeldar

kneeling before the fire, almost at his feet.



But Shirley was cool and lofty no longer, at least not at this moment.

She appeared unconscious of the humility of her present position; or if

conscious, it was only to taste a charm in its lowliness. It did not

revolt her pride that the group to whom she voluntarily officiated as

handmaid should include her cousin's tutor. It did not scare her that

while she handed the bread and milk to the rest, she had to offer it to

him also; and Moore took his portion from her hand as calmly as if he

had been her equal.



"You are overheated now," he said, when she had retained the fork for

some time; "let me relieve you."



And he took it from her with a sort of quiet authority, to which she

submitted passively, neither resisting him nor thanking him.



"I should like to see your pictures, Louis," said Caroline, when the

sumptuous luncheon was discussed.--"Would not you, Mr. Hall?"



"To please you, I should; but, for my own part, I have cut him as an

artist. I had enough of him in that capacity in Cumberland and

Westmoreland. Many a wetting we got amongst the mountains because he

would persist in sitting on a camp-stool, catching effects of

rain-clouds, gathering mists, fitful sunbeams, and what not."



"Here is the portfolio," said Henry, bringing it in one hand and leaning

on his crutch with the other.



Louis took it, but he still sat as if he wanted another to speak. It

seemed as if he would not open it unless the proud Shirley deigned to

show herself interested in the exhibition.



"He makes us wait to whet our curiosity," she said.



"You understand opening it," observed Louis, giving her the key. "You

spoiled the lock for me once; try now."



He held it. She opened it, and, monopolizing the contents, had the first

view of every sketch herself. She enjoyed the treat--if treat it

were--in silence, without a single comment. Moore stood behind her chair

and looked over her shoulder, and when she had done and the others were

still gazing, he left his post and paced through the room.



A carriage was heard in the lane--the gate-bell rang. Shirley started.



"There are callers," she said, "and I shall be summoned to the room. A

pretty figure--as they say--I am to receive company. I and Henry have

been in the garden gathering fruit half the morning. Oh for rest under

my own vine and my own fig-tree! Happy is the slave-wife of the Indian

chief, in that she has no drawing-room duty to perform, but can sit at

ease weaving mats, and stringing beads, and peacefully flattening her

pickaninny's head in an unmolested corner of her wigwam. I'll emigrate

to the western woods."



Louis Moore laughed.



"To marry a White Cloud or a Big Buffalo, and after wedlock to devote

yourself to the tender task of digging your lord's maize-field while he

smokes his pipe or drinks fire-water."



Shirley seemed about to reply, but here the schoolroom door unclosed,

admitting Mr. Sympson. That personage stood aghast when he saw the group

around the fire.



"I thought you alone, Miss Keeldar," he said. "I find quite a party."



And evidently from his shocked, scandalized air, had he not recognized

in one of the party a clergyman, he would have delivered an extempore

philippic on the extraordinary habits of his niece: respect for the

cloth arrested him.



"I merely wished to announce," he proceeded coldly, "that the family

from De Walden Hall, Mr., Mrs., the Misses, and Mr. Sam Wynne, are in

the drawing-room." And he bowed and withdrew.



"The family from De Walden Hall! Couldn't be a worse set," murmured

Shirley.



She sat still, looking a little contumacious, and very much indisposed

to stir. She was flushed with the fire. Her dark hair had been more than

once dishevelled by the morning wind that day. Her attire was a light,

neatly fitting, but amply flowing dress of muslin; the shawl she had

worn in the garden was still draped in a careless fold round her.

Indolent, wilful, picturesque, and singularly pretty was her

aspect--prettier than usual, as if some soft inward emotion, stirred who

knows how, had given new bloom and expression to her features.



"Shirley, Shirley, you ought to go," whispered Caroline.



"I wonder why?"



She lifted her eyes, and saw in the glass over the fireplace both Mr.

Hall and Louis Moore gazing at her gravely.



"If," she said, with a yielding smile--"if a majority of the present

company maintain that the De Walden Hall people have claims on my

civility, I will subdue my inclinations to my duty. Let those who think

I ought to go hold up their hands."



Again consulting the mirror, it reflected an unanimous vote against her.



"You must go," said Mr. Hall, "and behave courteously too. You owe many

duties to society. It is not permitted you to please only yourself."



Louis Moore assented with a low "Hear, hear!"



Caroline, approaching her, smoothed her wavy curls, gave to her attire a

less artistic and more domestic grace, and Shirley was put out of the

room, protesting still, by a pouting lip, against her dismissal.



"There is a curious charm about her," observed Mr. Hall, when she was

gone. "And now," he added, "I must away; for Sweeting is off to see his

mother, and there are two funerals."



"Henry, get your books; it is lesson-time," said Moore, sitting down to

his desk.



"A curious charm!" repeated the pupil, when he and his master were left

alone. "True. Is she not a kind of white witch?" he asked.



"Of whom are you speaking, sir?"



"Of my cousin Shirley."



"No irrelevant questions; study in silence."



Mr. Moore looked and spoke sternly--sourly. Henry knew this mood. It was

a rare one with his tutor; but when it came he had an awe of it. He

obeyed.









CHAPTER XXVII.



THE FIRST BLUESTOCKING.





Miss Keeldar and her uncle had characters that would not harmonize, that

never had harmonized. He was irritable, and she was spirited. He was

despotic, and she liked freedom. He was worldly, and she, perhaps,

romantic.



Not without purpose had he come down to Yorkshire. His mission was

clear, and he intended to discharge it conscientiously. He anxiously

desired to have his niece married, to make for her a suitable match,

give her in charge to a proper husband, and wash his hands of her for

ever.



The misfortune was, from infancy upwards, Shirley and he had disagreed

on the meaning of the words "suitable" and "proper." She never yet had

accepted his definition; and it was doubtful whether, in the most

important step of her life, she would consent to accept it.



The trial soon came.



Mr. Wynne proposed in form for his son, Samuel Fawthrop Wynne.



"Decidedly suitable! most proper!" pronounced Mr. Sympson. "A fine

unencumbered estate, real substance, good connections. _It must be

done!_"



He sent for his niece to the oak parlour; he shut himself up there with

her alone; he communicated the offer; he gave his opinion; he claimed

her consent.



It was withheld.



"No; I shall not marry Samuel Fawthrop Wynne."



"I ask why. I must have a reason. In all respects he is more than worthy

of you."



She stood on the hearth. She was pale as the white marble slab and

cornice behind her; her eyes flashed large, dilated, unsmiling.



"And _I_ ask in what sense that young man is worthy of _me_?"



"He has twice your money, twice your common sense, equal connections,

equal respectability."



"Had he my money counted fivescore times I would take no vow to love

him."



"Please to state your objections."



"He has run a course of despicable, commonplace profligacy. Accept that

as the first reason why I spurn him."



"Miss Keeldar, you shock me!"



"That conduct alone sinks him in a gulf of immeasurable inferiority. His

intellect reaches no standard I can esteem: there is a second

stumbling-block. His views are narrow, his feelings are blunt, his

tastes are coarse, his manners vulgar."



"The man is a respectable, wealthy man! To refuse him is presumption on

your part."



"I refuse point-blank! Cease to annoy me with the subject; I forbid it!"



"Is it your intention ever to marry; or do you prefer celibacy?"



"I deny your right to claim an answer to that question."



"May I ask if you expect some man of title--some peer of the realm--to

demand your hand?"



"I doubt if the peer breathes on whom I would confer it."



"Were there insanity in the family, I should believe you mad. Your

eccentricity and conceit touch the verge of frenzy."



"Perhaps, ere I have finished, you will see me over-leap it."



"I anticipate no less. Frantic and impracticable girl! Take warning! I

dare you to sully our name by a _mésalliance_!"



"_Our_ name! Am _I_ called Sympson?"



"God be thanked that you are not! But be on your guard; I will not be

trifled with!"



"What, in the name of common law and common sense, would you or could

you do if my pleasure led me to a choice you disapproved?"



"Take care! take care!" warning her with voice and hand that trembled

alike.



"Why? What shadow of power have _you_ over me? Why should I fear you?"



"Take care, madam!"



"Scrupulous care I will take, Mr. Sympson. Before I marry I am resolved

to esteem--to admire--to _love_."



"Preposterous stuff! indecorous, unwomanly!"



"To love with my whole heart. I know I speak in an unknown tongue; but I

feel indifferent whether I am comprehended or not."



"And if this love of yours should fall on a beggar?"



"On a beggar it will never fall. Mendicancy is not estimable."



"On a low clerk, a play-actor, a play-writer, or--or----"



"Take courage, Mr. Sympson! Or what?"



"Any literary scrub, or shabby, whining artist."



"For the scrubby, shabby, whining I have no taste; for literature and

the arts I have. And there I wonder how your Fawthrop Wynne would suit

me. He cannot write a note without orthographical errors; he reads only

a sporting paper; he was the booby of Stilbro' grammar school!"



"Unladylike language! Great God! to what will she come?" He lifted hands

and eyes.



"Never to the altar of Hymen with Sam Wynne."



"To what will she come? Why are not the laws more stringent, that I

might compel her to hear reason?"



"Console yourself, uncle. Were Britain a serfdom and you the Czar, you

could not _compel_ me to this step. _I_ will write to Mr. Wynne. Give

yourself no further trouble on the subject."



       *       *       *       *       *



Fortune is proverbially called changeful, yet her caprice often takes

the form of repeating again and again a similar stroke of luck in the

same quarter. It appeared that Miss Keeldar--or her fortune--had by this

time made a sensation in the district, and produced an impression in

quarters by her unthought of. No less than three offers followed Mr.

Wynne's, all more or less eligible. All were in succession pressed on

her by her uncle, and all in succession she refused. Yet amongst them

was more than one gentleman of unexceptionable character as well as

ample wealth. Many besides her uncle asked what she meant, and whom she

expected to entrap, that she was so insolently fastidious.



At last the gossips thought they had found the key to her conduct, and

her uncle was sure of it; and what is more, the discovery showed his

niece to him in quite a new light, and he changed his whole deportment

to her accordingly.



Fieldhead had of late been fast growing too hot to hold them both. The

suave aunt could not reconcile them; the daughters froze at the view of

their quarrels. Gertrude and Isabella whispered by the hour together in

their dressing-room, and became chilled with decorous dread if they

chanced to be left alone with their audacious cousin. But, as I have

said, a change supervened. Mr. Sympson was appeased and his family

tranquillized.



The village of Nunnely has been alluded to--its old church, its forest,

its monastic ruins. It had also its hall, called the priory--an older, a

larger, a more lordly abode than any Briarfield or Whinbury owned; and

what is more, it had its man of title--its baronet, which neither

Briarfield nor Whinbury could boast. This possession--its proudest and

most prized--had for years been nominal only. The present baronet, a

young man hitherto resident in a distant province, was unknown on his

Yorkshire estate.



During Miss Keeldar's stay at the fashionable watering-place of

Cliffbridge, she and her friends had met with and been introduced to Sir

Philip Nunnely. They encountered him again and again on the sands, the

cliffs, in the various walks, sometimes at the public balls of the

place. He seemed solitary. His manner was very unpretending--too simple

to be termed affable; rather timid than proud. He did not _condescend_

to their society; he seemed _glad_ of it.



With any unaffected individual Shirley could easily and quickly cement

an acquaintance. She walked and talked with Sir Philip; she, her aunt,

and cousins sometimes took a sail in his yacht. She liked him because

she found him kind and modest, and was charmed to feel she had the power

to amuse him.



One slight drawback there was--where is the friendship without it?--Sir

Philip had a literary turn. He wrote poetry--sonnets, stanzas, ballads.

Perhaps Miss Keeldar thought him a little too fond of reading and

reciting these compositions; perhaps she wished the rhyme had possessed

more accuracy, the measure more music, the tropes more freshness, the

inspiration more fire. At any rate, she always winced when he recurred

to the subject of his poems, and usually did her best to divert the

conversation into another channel.



He would beguile her to take moonlight walks with him on the bridge, for

the sole purpose, as it seemed, of pouring into her ear the longest of

his ballads. He would lead her away to sequestered rustic seats, whence

the rush of the surf to the sands was heard soft and soothing; and when

he had her all to himself, and the sea lay before them, and the scented

shade of gardens spread round, and the tall shelter of cliffs rose

behind them, he would pull out his last batch of sonnets, and read them

in a voice tremulous with emotion. He did not seem to know that though

they might be rhyme they were not poetry. It appeared, by Shirley's

downcast eye and disturbed face, that she knew it, and felt heartily

mortified by the single foible of this good and amiable gentleman.



Often she tried, as gently as might be, to wean him from this fanatic

worship of the Muses. It was his monomania; on all ordinary subjects he

was sensible enough, and fain was she to engage him in ordinary topics.

He questioned her sometimes about his place at Nunnely; she was but too

happy to answer his interrogatories at length. She never wearied of

describing the antique priory, the wild silvan park, the hoary church

and hamlet; nor did she fail to counsel him to come down and gather his

tenantry about him in his ancestral halls.



Somewhat to her surprise, Sir Philip followed her advice to the letter,

and actually, towards the close of September, arrived at the priory.



He soon made a call at Fieldhead, and his first visit was not his last.

He said--when he had achieved the round of the neighbourhood--that under

no roof had he found such pleasant shelter as beneath the massive oak

beams of the gray manor-house of Briarfield; a cramped, modest dwelling

enough compared with his own, but he liked it.



Presently it did not suffice to sit with Shirley in her panelled

parlour, where others came and went, and where he could rarely find a

quiet moment to show her the latest production of his fertile muse; he

must have her out amongst the pleasant pastures, and lead her by the

still waters. _Tête-à-tête_ ramblings she shunned, so he made parties

for her to his own grounds, his glorious forest; to remoter

scenes--woods severed by the Wharfe, vales watered by the Aire.



Such assiduity covered Miss Keeldar with distinction. Her uncle's

prophetic soul anticipated a splendid future. He already scented the

time afar off when, with nonchalant air, and left foot nursed on his

right knee, he should be able to make dashingly-familiar allusion to his

"nephew the baronet." Now his niece dawned upon him no longer "a mad

girl," but a "most sensible woman." He termed her, in confidential

dialogues with Mrs. Sympson, "a truly superior person; peculiar, but

very clever." He treated her with exceeding deference; rose reverently

to open and shut doors for her; reddened his face and gave himself

headaches with stooping to pick up gloves, handkerchiefs, and other

loose property, whereof Shirley usually held but insecure tenure. He

would cut mysterious jokes about the superiority of woman's wit over

man's wisdom; commence obscure apologies for the blundering mistake he

had committed respecting the generalship, the tactics, of "a personage

not a hundred miles from Fieldhead." In short, he seemed elate as any

"midden-cock on pattens."



His niece viewed his man�uvres and received his innuendoes with phlegm;

apparently she did not above half comprehend to what aim they tended.

When plainly charged with being the preferred of the baronet, she said

she believed he did like her, and for her part she liked him. She had

never thought a man of rank--the only son of a proud, fond mother, the

only brother of doting sisters--could have so much goodness, and, on the

whole, so much sense.



Time proved, indeed, that Sir Philip liked her. Perhaps he had found in

her that "curious charm" noticed by Mr. Hall. He sought her presence

more and more, and at last with a frequency that attested it had become

to him an indispensable stimulus. About this time strange feelings

hovered round Fieldhead; restless hopes and haggard anxieties haunted

some of its rooms. There was an unquiet wandering of some of the inmates

among the still fields round the mansion; there was a sense of

expectancy that kept the nerves strained.



One thing seemed clear: Sir Philip was not a man to be despised. He was

amiable; if not highly intellectual, he was intelligent. Miss Keeldar

could not affirm of him, what she had so bitterly affirmed of Sam Wynne,

that his feelings were blunt, his tastes coarse, and his manners vulgar.

There was sensibility in his nature; there was a very real, if not a

very discriminating, love of the arts; there was the English gentleman

in all his deportment. As to his lineage and wealth, both were, of

course, far beyond her claims.



His appearance had at first elicited some laughing though not

ill-natured remarks from the merry Shirley. It was boyish. His features

were plain and slight, his hair sandy, his stature insignificant. But

she soon checked her sarcasm on this point; she would even fire up if

any one else made uncomplimentary allusion thereto. He had "a pleasing

countenance," she affirmed; "and there was that in his heart which was

better than three Roman noses, than the locks of Absalom or the

proportions of Saul." A spare and rare shaft she still reserved for his

unfortunate poetic propensity; but even here she would tolerate no irony

save her own.



In short, matters had reached a point which seemed fully to warrant an

observation made about this time by Mr. Yorke to the tutor, Louis.



"Yond' brother Robert of yours seems to me to be either a fool or a

madman. Two months ago I could have sworn he had the game all in his own

hands; and there he runs the country, and quarters himself up in London

for weeks together, and by the time he comes back he'll find himself

checkmated. Louis, 'there is a tide in the affairs of men, which, taken

at the flood, leads on to fortune, but, once let slip, never returns

again.' I'd write to Robert, if I were you, and remind him of that."



"Robert had views on Miss Keeldar?" inquired Louis, as if the idea was

new to him.



"Views I suggested to him myself, and views he might have realized, for

she liked him."



"As a neighbour?"



"As more than that. I have seen her change countenance and colour at the

mere mention of his name. Write to the lad, I say, and tell him to come

home. He is a finer gentleman than this bit of a baronet, after all."



"Does it not strike you, Mr. Yorke, that for a mere penniless adventurer

to aspire to a rich woman's hand is presumptuous--contemptible?"



"Oh, if you are for high notions and double-refined sentiment, I've

naught to say. I'm a plain, practical man myself, and if Robert is

willing to give up that royal prize to a lad-rival--a puling slip of

aristocracy--I am quite agreeable. At _his_ age, in _his_ place, with

_his_ inducements, I would have acted differently. Neither baronet, nor

duke, nor prince should have snatched my sweetheart from me without a

struggle. But you tutors are such solemn chaps; it is almost like

speaking to a parson to consult with you."



       *       *       *       *       *



Flattered and fawned upon as Shirley was just now, it appeared she was

not absolutely spoiled--that her better nature did not quite leave her.

Universal report had indeed ceased to couple her name with that of

Moore, and this silence seemed sanctioned by her own apparent oblivion

of the absentee; but that she had not _quite_ forgotten him--that she

still regarded him, if not with love, yet with interest--seemed proved

by the increased attention which at this juncture of affairs a sudden

attack of illness induced her to show that tutor-brother of Robert's, to

whom she habitually bore herself with strange alternations of cool

reserve and docile respect--now sweeping past him in all the dignity of

the moneyed heiress and prospective Lady Nunnely, and anon accosting him

as abashed school-girls are wont to accost their stern professors;

bridling her neck of ivory and curling her lip of carmine, if he

encountered her glance, one minute, and the next submitting to the grave

rebuke of his eye with as much contrition as if he had the power to

inflict penalties in case of contumacy.



Louis Moore had perhaps caught the fever, which for a few days laid him

low, in one of the poor cottages of the district, which he, his lame

pupil, and Mr. Hall were in the habit of visiting together. At any rate

he sickened, and after opposing to the malady a taciturn resistance for

a day or two, was obliged to keep his chamber.



He lay tossing on his thorny bed one evening, Henry, who would not quit

him, watching faithfully beside him, when a tap--too light to be that of

Mrs. Gill or the housemaid--summoned young Sympson to the door.



"How is Mr. Moore to-night?" asked a low voice from the dark gallery.



"Come in and see him yourself."



"Is he asleep?"



"I wish he could sleep. Come and speak to him, Shirley."



"He would not like it."



But the speaker stepped in, and Henry, seeing her hesitate on the

threshold, took her hand and drew her to the couch.



The shaded light showed Miss Keeldar's form but imperfectly; yet it

revealed her in elegant attire. There was a party assembled below,

including Sir Philip Nunnely; the ladies were now in the drawing-room,

and their hostess had stolen from them to visit Henry's tutor. Her pure

white dress, her fair arms and neck, the trembling chainlet of gold

circling her throat and quivering on her breast, glistened strangely

amid the obscurity of the sickroom. Her mien was chastened and pensive.

She spoke gently.



"Mr. Moore, how are you to-night?"



"I have not been very ill, and am now better."



"I heard that you complained of thirst. I have brought you some grapes;

can you taste one?"



"No; but I thank you for remembering me."



"Just one."



From the rich cluster that filled a small basket held in her hand she

severed a berry and offered it to his lips. He shook his head, and

turned aside his flushed face.



"But what, then, can I bring you instead? You have no wish for fruit;

yet I see that your lips are parched. What beverage do you prefer?"



"Mrs. Gill supplies me with toast-and-water. I like it best."



Silence fell for some minutes.



"Do you suffer?--have you pain?"



"Very little."



"What made you ill?"



Silence.



"I wonder what caused this fever? To what do you attribute it?"



"Miasma, perhaps--malaria. This is autumn, a season fertile in fevers."



"I hear you often visit the sick in Briarfield, and Nunnely too, with

Mr. Hall. You should be on your guard; temerity is not wise."



"That reminds me, Miss Keeldar, that perhaps you had better not enter

this chamber or come near this couch. I do not believe my illness is

infectious. I scarcely fear"--with a sort of smile--"_you_ will take it;

but why should you run even the shadow of a risk? Leave me."



"Patience, I will go soon; but I should like to do something for you

before I depart--any little service----"



"They will miss you below."



"No; the gentlemen are still at table."



"They will not linger long. Sir Philip Nunnely is no wine-bibber, and I

hear him just now pass from the dining-room to the drawing-room."



"It is a servant."



"It is Sir Philip; I know his step."



"Your hearing is acute."



"It is never dull, and the sense seems sharpened at present. Sir Philip

was here to tea last night. I heard you sing to him some song which he

had brought you. I heard him, when he took his departure at eleven

o'clock, call you out on to the pavement, to look at the evening star."



"You must be nervously sensitive."



"I heard him kiss your hand."



"Impossible!"



"No: my chamber is over the hall, the window just above the front door;

the sash was a little raised, for I felt feverish. You stood ten minutes

with him on the steps. I heard your discourse, every word, and I heard

the salute.--Henry, give me some water."



"Let me give it him."



But he half rose to take the glass from young Sympson, and declined her

attendance.



"And can I do nothing?"



"Nothing; for you cannot guarantee me a night's peaceful rest, and it is

all I at present want."



"You do not sleep well?"



"Sleep has left me."



"Yet you said you were not very ill?"



"I am often sleepless when in high health."



"If I had power, I would lap you in the most placid slumber--quite deep

and hushed, without a dream."



"Blank annihilation! I do not ask that."



"With dreams of all you most desire."



"Monstrous delusions! The sleep would be delirium, the waking death."



"Your wishes are not so chimerical; you are no visionary."



"Miss Keeldar, I suppose you think so; but my character is not, perhaps,

quite as legible to you as a page of the last new novel might be."



"That is possible. But this sleep--I _should_ like to woo it to your

pillow, to win for you its favour. If I took a book and sat down and

read some pages? I can well spare half an hour."



"Thank you, but I will not detain you."



"I would read softly."



"It would not do. I am too feverish and excitable to bear a soft,

cooing, vibrating voice close at my ear. You had better leave me."



"Well, I will go."



"And no good-night?"



"Yes, sir, yes. Mr. Moore, good-night." (Exit Shirley.)



"Henry, my boy, go to bed now; it is time you had some repose."



"Sir, it would please me to watch at your bedside all night."



"Nothing less called for. I am getting better. There, go."



"Give me your blessing, sir."



"God bless you, my best pupil!"



"You never call me your dearest pupil!"



"No, nor ever shall."



       *       *       *       *       *



Possibly Miss Keeldar resented her former teacher's rejection of her

courtesy. It is certain she did not repeat the offer of it. Often as her

light step traversed the gallery in the course of a day, it did not

again pause at his door; nor did her "cooing, vibrating voice" disturb a

second time the hush of the sickroom. A sickroom, indeed, it soon ceased

to be; Mr. Moore's good constitution quickly triumphed over his

indisposition. In a few days he shook it off, and resumed his duties as

tutor.



That "auld lang syne" had still its authority both with preceptor and

scholar was proved by the manner in which he sometimes promptly passed

the distance she usually maintained between them, and put down her high

reserve with a firm, quiet hand.



One afternoon the Sympson family were gone out to take a carriage

airing. Shirley, never sorry to snatch a reprieve from their society,

had remained behind, detained by business, as she said. The business--a

little letter-writing--was soon dispatched after the yard gates had

closed on the carriage; Miss Keeldar betook herself to the garden.



It was a peaceful autumn day. The gilding of the Indian summer mellowed

the pastures far and wide. The russet woods stood ripe to be stripped,

but were yet full of leaf. The purple of heath-bloom, faded but not

withered, tinged the hills. The beck wandered down to the Hollow,

through a silent district; no wind followed its course or haunted its

woody borders. Fieldhead gardens bore the seal of gentle decay. On the

walks, swept that morning, yellow leaves had fluttered down again. Its

time of flowers, and even of fruits, was over; but a scantling of

apples enriched the trees. Only a blossom here and there expanded pale

and delicate amidst a knot of faded leaves.



These single flowers--the last of their race--Shirley culled as she

wandered thoughtfully amongst the beds. She was fastening into her

girdle a hueless and scentless nosegay, when Henry Sympson called to her

as he came limping from the house.



"Shirley, Mr. Moore would be glad to see you in the schoolroom and to

hear you read a little French, if you have no more urgent occupation."



The messenger delivered his commission very simply, as if it were a mere

matter of course.



"Did Mr. Moore tell you to say that?"



"Certainly; why not? And now, do come, and let us once more be as we

were at Sympson Grove. We used to have pleasant school-hours in those

days."



Miss Keeldar perhaps thought that circumstances were changed since then;

however, she made no remark, but after a little reflection quietly

followed Henry.



Entering the schoolroom, she inclined her head with a decent obeisance,

as had been her wont in former times. She removed her bonnet, and hung

it up beside Henry's cap. Louis Moore sat at his desk, turning the

leaves of a book, open before him, and marking passages with his pencil.

He just moved, in acknowledgment of her curtsy, but did not rise.



"You proposed to read to me a few nights ago," said he. "I could not

hear you then. My attention is now at your service. A little renewed

practice in French may not be unprofitable. Your accent, I have

observed, begins to rust."



"What book shall I take?"



"Here are the posthumous works of St. Pierre. Read a few pages of the

'Fragments de l'Amazone.'"



She accepted the chair which he had placed in readiness near his own;

the volume lay on his desk--there was but one between them; her sweeping

curls dropped so low as to hide the page from him.



"Put back your hair," he said.



For one moment Shirley looked not quite certain whether she would obey

the request or disregard it. A flicker of her eye beamed furtive on the

professor's face. Perhaps if he had been looking at her harshly or

timidly, or if one undecided line had marked his countenance, she would

have rebelled, and the lesson had ended there and then; but he was only

awaiting her compliance--as calm as marble, and as cool. She threw the

veil of tresses behind her ear. It was well her face owned an agreeable

outline, and that her cheek possessed the polish and the roundness of

early youth, or, thus robbed of a softening shade, the contours might

have lost their grace. But what mattered that in the present society?

Neither Calypso nor Eucharis cared to fascinate Mentor.



She began to read. The language had become strange to her tongue; it

faltered; the lecture flowed unevenly, impeded by hurried breath, broken

by Anglicized tones. She stopped.



"I can't do it. Read me a paragraph, if you please, Mr. Moore."



What _he_ read _she_ repeated. She caught his accent in three minutes.



"Très bien," was the approving comment at the close of the piece.



"C'est presque le Français rattrapé, n'est-ce pas?"



"You could not write French as you once could, I dare say?"



"Oh no! I should make strange work of my concords now."



"You could not compose the _devoir_ of 'La Première Femme Savante'?"



"Do you still remember that rubbish?"



"Every line."



"I doubt you."



"I will engage to repeat it word for word."



"You would stop short at the first line."



"Challenge me to the experiment."



"I challenge you."



He proceeded to recite the following. He gave it in French, but we must

translate, on pain of being unintelligible to some readers.



       *       *       *       *       *



    "And it came to pass, when men began to multiply on the face of

       the earth, and daughters were born unto them, that the sons

       of God saw the daughters of men that they were fair; and they

       took them wives of all which they chose."



This was in the dawn of time, before the morning stars were set, and

while they yet sang together.



The epoch is so remote, the mists and dewy gray of matin twilight veil

it with so vague an obscurity, that all distinct feature of custom, all

clear line of locality, evade perception and baffle research. It must

suffice to know that the world then existed; that men peopled it; that

man's nature, with its passions, sympathies, pains, and pleasures,

informed the planet and gave it soul.



A certain tribe colonized a certain spot on the globe; of what race this

tribe--unknown; in what region that spot--untold. We usually think of

the East when we refer to transactions of that date; but who shall

declare that there was no life in the West, the South, the North? What

is to disprove that this tribe, instead of camping under palm groves in

Asia, wandered beneath island oak woods rooted in our own seas of

Europe?



It is no sandy plain, nor any circumscribed and scant oasis I seem to

realize. A forest valley, with rocky sides and brown profundity of

shade, formed by tree crowding on tree, descends deep before me. Here,

indeed, dwell human beings, but so few, and in alleys so thick branched

and overarched, they are neither heard nor seen. Are they savage?

Doubtless. They live by the crook and the bow; half shepherds, half

hunters, their flocks wander wild as their prey. Are they happy? No, not

more happy than we are at this day. Are they good? No, not better than

ourselves. Their nature is our nature--human both. There is one in this

tribe too often miserable--a child bereaved of both parents. None cares

for this child. She is fed sometimes, but oftener forgotten. A hut

rarely receives her; the hollow tree and chill cavern are her home.

Forsaken, lost, and wandering, she lives more with the wild beast and

bird than with her own kind. Hunger and cold are her comrades; sadness

hovers over, and solitude besets her round. Unheeded and unvalued, she

should die; but she both lives and grows. The green wilderness nurses

her, and becomes to her a mother; feeds her on juicy berry, on

saccharine root and nut.



There is something in the air of this clime which fosters life kindly.

There must be something, too, in its dews which heals with sovereign

balm. Its gentle seasons exaggerate no passion, no sense; its

temperature tends to harmony; its breezes, you would say, bring down

from heaven the germ of pure thought and purer feeling. Not grotesquely

fantastic are the forms of cliff and foliage, not violently vivid the

colouring of flower and bird. In all the grandeur of these forests

there is repose; in all their freshness there is tenderness.



The gentle charm vouchsafed to flower and tree, bestowed on deer and

dove, has not been denied to the human nursling. All solitary, she has

sprung up straight and graceful. Nature cast her features in a fine

mould; they have matured in their pure, accurate first lines, unaltered

by the shocks of disease. No fierce dry blast has dealt rudely with the

surface of her frame; no burning sun has crisped or withered her

tresses. Her form gleams ivory-white through the trees; her hair flows

plenteous, long, and glossy; her eyes, not dazzled by vertical fires,

beam in the shade large and open, and full and dewy. Above those eyes,

when the breeze bares her forehead, shines an expanse fair and ample--a

clear, candid page, whereon knowledge, should knowledge ever come, might

write a golden record. You see in the desolate young savage nothing

vicious or vacant. She haunts the wood harmless and thoughtful, though

of what one so untaught can think it is not easy to divine.



On the evening of one summer day, before the Flood, being utterly

alone--for she had lost all trace of her tribe, who had wandered leagues

away, she knew not where--she went up from the vale, to watch Day take

leave and Night arrive. A crag overspread by a tree was her station. The

oak roots, turfed and mossed, gave a seat; the oak boughs, thick-leaved,

wove a canopy.



Slow and grand the Day withdrew, passing in purple fire, and parting to

the farewell of a wild, low chorus from the woodlands. Then Night

entered, quiet as death. The wind fell, the birds ceased singing. Now

every nest held happy mates, and hart and hind slumbered blissfully safe

in their lair.



The girl sat, her body still, her soul astir; occupied, however, rather

in feeling than in thinking, in wishing than hoping, in imagining than

projecting. She felt the world, the sky, the night, boundlessly mighty.

Of all things herself seemed to herself the centre--a small, forgotten

atom of life, a spark of soul, emitted inadvertent from the great

creative source, and now burning unmarked to waste in the heart of a

black hollow. She asked, was she thus to burn out and perish, her living

light doing no good, never seen, never needed--a star in an else

starless firmament, which nor shepherd, nor wanderer, nor sage, nor

priest tracked as a guide or read as a prophecy? Could this be, she

demanded, when the flame of her intelligence burned so vivid; when her

life beat so true, and real, and potent; when something within her

stirred disquieted, and restlessly asserted a God-given strength, for

which it insisted she should find exercise?



She gazed abroad on Heaven and Evening. Heaven and Evening gazed back on

her. She bent down, searching bank, hill, river, spread dim below. All

she questioned responded by oracles. She heard--she was impressed; but

she could not understand. Above her head she raised her hands joined

together.



"Guidance--help--comfort--come!" was her cry.



There was no voice, nor any that answered.



She waited, kneeling, steadfastly looking up. Yonder sky was sealed; the

solemn stars shone alien and remote.



At last one overstretched chord of her agony slacked; she thought

Something above relented; she felt as if Something far round drew

nigher; she heard as if Silence spoke. There was no language, no word,

only a tone.



Again--a fine, full, lofty tone, a deep, soft sound, like a storm

whispering, made twilight undulate.



Once more, profounder, nearer, clearer, it rolled harmonious.



Yet again--a distinct voice passed between Heaven and Earth.



"Eva!"



If Eva were not this woman's name, she had none. She rose. "Here am I."



"Eva!"



"O Night (it can be but Night that speaks), I am here!"



The voice, descending, reached Earth.



"Eva!"



"Lord," she cried, "behold thine handmaid!"



She had her religion--all tribes held some creed.



"I come--a Comforter!"



"Lord, come quickly!"



The Evening flushed full of hope; the Air panted; the Moon--rising

before--ascended large, but her light showed no shape.



"Lean towards me, Eva. Enter my arms; repose thus."



"Thus I lean, O Invisible but felt! And what art thou?"



"Eva, I have brought a living draught from heaven. Daughter of Man,

drink of my cup!"



"I drink: it is as if sweetest dew visited my lips in a full current. My

arid heart revives; my affliction is lightened; my strait and struggle

are gone. And the night changes! the wood, the hill, the moon, the wide

sky--all change!"



"All change, and for ever. I take from thy vision darkness; I loosen

from thy faculties fetters! I level in thy path obstacles; I with my

presence fill vacancy. I claim as mine the lost atom of life. I take to

myself the spark of soul--burning heretofore forgotten!"



"O take me! O claim me! This is a god."



"This is a son of God--one who feels himself in the portion of life that

stirs you. He is suffered to reclaim his own, and so to foster and aid

that it shall not perish hopeless."



"A son of God! Am I indeed chosen?"



"Thou only in this land. I saw thee that thou wert fair; I knew thee

that thou wert mine. To me it is given to rescue, to sustain, to cherish

mine own. Acknowledge in me that Seraph on earth named Genius."



"My glorious Bridegroom! true Dayspring from on high! All I would have

at last I possess. I receive a revelation. The dark hint, the obscure

whisper, which have haunted me from childhood, are interpreted. Thou art

He I sought. Godborn, take me, thy bride!"



"Unhumbled, I can take what is mine. Did I not give from the altar the

very flame which lit Eva's being? Come again into the heaven whence thou

wert sent."



That Presence, invisible but mighty, gathered her in like a lamb to the

fold; that voice, soft but all-pervading, vibrated through her heart

like music. Her eye received no image; and yet a sense visited her

vision and her brain as of the serenity of stainless air, the power of

sovereign seas, the majesty of marching stars, the energy of colliding

elements, the rooted endurance of hills wide based, and, above all, as

of the lustre of heroic beauty rushing victorious on the Night,

vanquishing its shadows like a diviner sun.



Such was the bridal hour of Genius and Humanity. Who shall rehearse the

tale of their after-union? Who shall depict its bliss and bale? Who

shall tell how He between whom and the Woman God put enmity forged

deadly plots to break the bond or defile its purity? Who shall record

the long strife between Serpent and Seraph:--How still the Father of

Lies insinuated evil into good, pride into wisdom, grossness into glory,

pain into bliss, poison into passion? How the "dreadless Angel" defied,

resisted, and repelled? How again and again he refined the polluted cup,

exalted the debased emotion, rectified the perverted impulse, detected

the lurking venom, baffled the frontless temptation--purified,

justified, watched, and withstood? How, by his patience, by his

strength, by that unutterable excellence he held from God--his

Origin--this faithful Seraph fought for Humanity a good fight through

time; and, when Time's course closed, and Death was encountered at the

end, barring with fleshless arm the portals of Eternity, how Genius

still held close his dying bride, sustained her through the agony of the

passage, bore her triumphant into his own home, Heaven; restored her,

redeemed, to Jehovah, her Maker; and at last, before Angel and

Archangel, crowned her with the crown of Immortality?



Who shall of these things write the chronicle?



       *       *       *       *       *



"I never could correct that composition," observed Shirley, as Moore

concluded. "Your censor-pencil scored it with condemnatory lines, whose

signification I strove vainly to fathom."



She had taken a crayon from the tutor's desk, and was drawing little

leaves, fragments of pillars, broken crosses, on the margin of the book.



"French may be half forgotten, but the habits of the French lesson are

retained, I see," said Louis. "My books would now, as erst, be unsafe

with you. My newly-bound St. Pierre would soon be like my Racine--Miss

Keeldar, her mark, traced on every page."



Shirley dropped her crayon as if it burned her fingers.



"Tell me what were the faults of that _devoir_?" she asked. "Were they

grammatical errors, or did you object to the substance?"



"I never said that the lines I drew were indications of faults at all.

You would have it that such was the case, and I refrained from

contradiction."



"What else did they denote?"



"No matter now."



"Mr. Moore," cried Henry, "make Shirley repeat some of the pieces she

used to say so well by heart."



"If I ask for any, it will be 'Le Cheval Dompté,'" said Moore, trimming

with his penknife the pencil Miss Keeldar had worn to a stump.



She turned aside her head; the neck, the clear cheek, forsaken by their

natural veil, were seen to flush warm.



"Ah! she has not forgotten, you see, sir," said Henry, exultant. "She

knows how naughty she was."



A smile, which Shirley would not permit to expand, made her lip tremble;

she bent her face, and hid it half with her arms, half in her curls,

which, as she stooped, fell loose again. "Certainly I was a rebel," she

answered.



"A rebel!" repeated Henry. "Yes; you and papa had quarrelled terribly,

and you set both him and mamma, and Mrs. Pryor, and everybody, at

defiance. You said he had insulted you----"



"He _had_ insulted me," interposed Shirley.



"And you wanted to leave Sympson Grove directly. You packed your things

up, and papa threw them out of your trunk; mamma cried, Mrs. Pryor

cried; they both stood wringing their hands begging you to be patient;

and you knelt on the floor with your things and your up-turned box

before you, looking, Shirley, looking--why, in one of _your_ passions.

Your features, in such passions, are not distorted; they are fixed, but

quite beautiful. You scarcely look angry, only resolute, and in a

certain haste; yet one feels that at such times an obstacle cast across

your path would be split as with lightning. Papa lost heart, and called

Mr. Moore."



"Enough, Henry."



"No, it is not enough. I hardly know how Mr. Moore managed, except that

I recollect he suggested to papa that agitation would bring on his gout;

and then he spoke quietly to the ladies, and got them away; and

afterwards he said to you, Miss Shirley, that it was of no use talking

or lecturing now, but that the tea-things were just brought into the

schoolroom, and he was very thirsty, and he would be glad if you would

leave your packing for the present and come and make a cup of tea for

him and me. You came; you would not talk at first, but soon you softened

and grew cheerful. Mr. Moore began to tell us about the Continent, the

war, and Bonaparte--subjects we were both fond of listening to. After

tea he said we should neither of us leave him that evening; he would not

let us stray out of his sight, lest we should again get into mischief.

We sat one on each side of him. We were so happy. I never passed so

pleasant an evening. The next day he gave you, missy, a lecture of an

hour, and wound it up by marking you a piece to learn in Bossuet as a

punishment-lesson--'Le Cheval Dompté.' You learned it instead of packing

up, Shirley. We heard no more of your running away. Mr. Moore used to

tease you on the subject for a year afterwards."



"She never said a lesson with greater spirit," subjoined Moore. "She

then, for the first time, gave me the treat of hearing my native tongue

spoken without accent by an English girl."



"She was as sweet as summer cherries for a month afterwards," struck in

Henry: "a good hearty quarrel always left Shirley's temper better than

it found it."



"You talk of me as if I were not present," observed Miss Keeldar, who

had not yet lifted her face.



"Are you sure you _are_ present?" asked Moore. "There have been moments

since my arrival here when I have been tempted to inquire of the lady of

Fieldhead if she knew what had become of my former pupil."



"She is here now."



"I see her, and humble enough; but I would neither advise Harry nor

others to believe too implicitly in the humility which one moment can

hide its blushing face like a modest little child, and the next lift it

pale and lofty as a marble Juno."



"One man in times of old, it is said, imparted vitality to the statue he

had chiselled; others may have the contrary gift of turning life to

stone."



Moore paused on this observation before he replied to it. His look, at

once struck and meditative, said, "A strange phrase; what may it mean?"

He turned it over in his mind, with thought deep and slow, as some

German pondering metaphysics.



"You mean," he said at last, "that some men inspire repugnance, and so

chill the kind heart."



"Ingenious!" responded Shirley. "If the interpretation pleases you, you

are welcome to hold it valid. _I_ don't care."



And with that she raised her head, lofty in look and statue-like in hue,

as Louis had described it.



"Behold the metamorphosis!" he said; "scarce imagined ere it is

realized: a lowly nymph develops to an inaccessible goddess. But Henry

must not be disappointed of his recitation, and Olympia will deign to

oblige him. Let us begin."



"I have forgotten the very first line."



"Which I have not. _My_ memory, if a slow, is a retentive one. I acquire

deliberately both knowledge and liking. The acquisition grows into my

brain, and the sentiment into my breast; and it is not as the

rapid-springing produce which, having no root in itself, flourishes

verdurous enough for a time, but too soon falls withered away.

Attention, Henry! Miss Keeldar consents to favour you. 'Voyez ce cheval

ardent et impétueux,' so it commences."



Miss Keeldar did consent to make the effort; but she soon stopped.



"Unless I heard the whole repeated I cannot continue it," she said.



"Yet it was quickly learned--'soon gained, soon gone,'" moralized the

tutor. He recited the passage deliberately, accurately, with slow,

impressive emphasis.



Shirley, by degrees, inclined her ear as he went on. Her face, before

turned from him, _re_turned towards him. When he ceased, she took the

word up as if from his lips; she took his very tone; she seized his very

accent; she delivered the periods as he had delivered them; she

reproduced his manner, his pronunciation, his expression.



It was now her turn to petition.



"Recall 'Le Songe d'Athalie,'" she entreated, "and say it."



He said it for her. She took it from him; she found lively excitement in

the pleasure of making his language her own. She asked for further

indulgence; all the old school pieces were revived, and with them

Shirley's old school days.



He had gone through some of the best passages of Racine and Corneille,

and then had heard the echo of his own deep tones in the girl's voice,

that modulated itself faithfully on his. "Le chêne et le Roseau," that

most beautiful of La Fontaine's fables, had been recited, well recited,

by the tutor, and the pupil had animatedly availed herself of the

lesson. Perhaps a simultaneous feeling seized them now, that their

enthusiasm had kindled to a glow, which the slight fuel of French poetry

no longer sufficed to feed; perhaps they longed for a trunk of English

oak to be thrown as a Yule log to the devouring flame. Moore observed,

"And these are our best pieces! And we have nothing more dramatic,

nervous, natural!"



And then he smiled and was silent. His whole nature seemed serenely

alight. He stood on the hearth, leaning his elbow on the mantelpiece,

musing not unblissfully.



Twilight was closing on the diminished autumn day. The schoolroom

windows--darkened with creeping plants, from which no high October winds

had as yet swept the sere foliage--admitted scarce a gleam of sky; but

the fire gave light enough to talk by.



And now Louis Moore addressed his pupil in French, and she answered at

first with laughing hesitation and in broken phrase. Moore encouraged

while he corrected her. Henry joined in the lesson; the two scholars

stood opposite the master, their arms round each other's waists. Tartar,

who long since had craved and obtained admission, sat sagely in the

centre of the rug, staring at the blaze which burst fitful from morsels

of coal among the red cinders. The group were happy enough, but--



    "Pleasures are like poppies spread;

     You seize the flower--its bloom is shed."



The dull, rumbling sound of wheels was heard on the pavement in the

yard.



"It is the carriage returned," said Shirley; "and dinner must be just

ready, and I am not dressed."



A servant came in with Mr. Moore's candle and tea; for the tutor and his

pupil usually dined at luncheon time.



"Mr. Sympson and the ladies are returned," she said, "and Sir Philip

Nunnely is with them."



"How you did start, and how your hand trembled, Shirley!" said Henry,

when the maid had closed the shutter and was gone. "But I know

why--don't you, Mr. Moore? I know what papa intends. He is a little ugly

man, that Sir Philip. I wish he had not come. I wish sisters and all of

them had stayed at De Walden Hall to dine.--Shirley should once more

have made tea for you and me, Mr. Moore, and we would have had a happy

evening of it."



Moore was locking up his desk and putting away his St. Pierre. "That was

_your_ plan, was it, my boy?"



"Don't you approve it, sir?"



"I approve nothing utopian. Look Life in its iron face; stare Reality

out of its brassy countenance. Make the tea, Henry; I shall be back in a

minute."



He left the room; so did Shirley, by another door.









CHAPTER XXVIII.



PH�BE.





Shirley probably got on pleasantly with Sir Philip that evening, for the

next morning she came down in one of her best moods.



"Who will take a walk with me?" she asked, after breakfast. "Isabella

and Gertrude, will you?"



So rare was such an invitation from Miss Keeldar to her female cousins

that they hesitated before they accepted it. Their mamma, however,

signifying acquiescence in the project, they fetched their bonnets, and

the trio set out.



It did not suit these three young persons to be thrown much together.

Miss Keeldar liked the society of few ladies; indeed, she had a cordial

pleasure in that of none except Mrs. Pryor and Caroline Helstone. She

was civil, kind, attentive even to her cousins; but still she usually

had little to say to them. In the sunny mood of this particular morning,

she contrived to entertain even the Misses Sympson. Without deviating

from her wonted rule of discussing with them only ordinary themes, she

imparted to these themes an extraordinary interest; the sparkle of her

spirit glanced along her phrases.



What made her so joyous? All the cause must have been in herself. The

day was not bright. It was dim--a pale, waning autumn day. The walks

through the dun woods were damp; the atmosphere was heavy, the sky

overcast; and yet it seemed that in Shirley's heart lived all the light

and azure of Italy, as all its fervour laughed in her gray English eye.



Some directions necessary to be given to her foreman, John, delayed her

behind her cousins as they neared Fieldhead on their return. Perhaps an

interval of twenty minutes elapsed between her separation from them and

her re-entrance into the house. In the meantime she had spoken to John,

and then she had lingered in the lane at the gate. A summons to

luncheon called her in. She excused herself from the meal, and went

upstairs.



"Is not Shirley coming to luncheon?" asked Isabella. "She said she was

hungry."



An hour after, as she did not quit her chamber, one of her cousins went

to seek her there. She was found sitting at the foot of the bed, her

head resting on her hand; she looked quite pale, very thoughtful, almost

sad.



"You are not ill?" was the question put.



"A little sick," replied Miss Keeldar.



Certainly she was not a little changed from what she had been two hours

before.



This change, accounted for only by those three words, explained no

otherwise; this change--whencesoever springing, effected in a brief ten

minutes--passed like no light summer cloud. She talked when she joined

her friends at dinner, talked as usual. She remained with them during

the evening. When again questioned respecting her health, she declared

herself perfectly recovered. It had been a mere passing faintness, a

momentary sensation, not worth a thought; yet it was felt there was a

difference in Shirley.



The next day--the day, the week, the fortnight after--this new and

peculiar shadow lingered on the countenance, in the manner of Miss

Keeldar. A strange quietude settled over her look, her movements, her

very voice. The alteration was not so marked as to court or permit

frequent questioning, yet it _was_ there, and it would not pass away. It

hung over her like a cloud which no breeze could stir or disperse. Soon

it became evident that to notice this change was to annoy her. First she

shrank from remark; and, if persisted in, she, with her own peculiar

_hauteur_, repelled it. "Was she ill?" The reply came with decision.



"I _am not_."



"Did anything weigh on her mind? Had anything happened to affect her

spirits?"



She scornfully ridiculed the idea. "What did they mean by spirits? She

had no spirits, black or white, blue or gray, to affect."



"Something must be the matter--she was so altered."



"She supposed she had a right to alter at her ease. She knew she was

plainer. If it suited her to grow ugly, why need others fret themselves

on the subject?"



"There must be a cause for the change. What was it?"



She peremptorily requested to be let alone.



Then she would make every effort to appear quite gay, and she seemed

indignant at herself that she could not perfectly succeed. Brief

self-spurning epithets burst from her lips when alone. "Fool! coward!"

she would term herself. "Poltroon!" she would say, "if you must tremble,

tremble in secret! Quail where no eye sees you!"



"How dare you," she would ask herself--"how dare you show your weakness

and betray your imbecile anxieties? Shake them off; rise above them. If

you cannot do this, hide them."



And to hide them she did her best. She once more became resolutely

lively in company. When weary of effort and forced to relax, she sought

solitude--not the solitude of her chamber (she refused to mope, shut up

between four walls), but that wilder solitude which lies out of doors,

and which she could chase, mounted on Zoë, her mare. She took long rides

of half a day. Her uncle disapproved, but he dared not remonstrate. It

was never pleasant to face Shirley's anger, even when she was healthy

and gay; but now that her face showed thin, and her large eye looked

hollow, there was something in the darkening of that face and kindling

of that eye which touched as well as alarmed.



To all comparative strangers who, unconscious of the alterations in her

spirits, commented on the alteration in her looks, she had one reply,--



"I am perfectly well; I have not an ailment."



And health, indeed, she must have had, to be able to bear the exposure

to the weather she now encountered. Wet or fair, calm or storm, she took

her daily ride over Stilbro' Moor, Tartar keeping up at her side, with

his wolf-like gallop, long and untiring.



Twice, three times, the eyes of gossips--those eyes which are

everywhere, in the closet and on the hill-top--noticed that instead of

turning on Rushedge, the top ridge of Stilbro' Moor, she rode forwards

all the way to the town. Scouts were not wanting to mark her destination

there. It was ascertained that she alighted at the door of one Mr.

Pearson Hall, a solicitor, related to the vicar of Nunnely. This

gentleman and his ancestors had been the agents of the Keeldar family

for generations back. Some people affirmed that Miss Keeldar was become

involved in business speculations connected with Hollow's Mill--that she

had lost money, and was constrained to mortgage her land. Others

conjectured that she was going to be married, and that the settlements

were preparing.



       *       *       *       *       *



Mr. Moore and Henry Sympson were together in the schoolroom. The tutor

was waiting for a lesson which the pupil seemed busy in preparing.



"Henry, make haste. The afternoon is getting on."



"Is it, sir?"



"Certainly. Are you nearly ready with that lesson?"



"No."



"Not _nearly_ ready?"



"I have not construed a line."



Mr. Moore looked up. The boy's tone was rather peculiar.



"The task presents no difficulties, Henry; or, if it does, bring them to

me. We will work together."



"Mr. Moore, I can do no work."



"My boy, you are ill."



"Sir, I am not worse in bodily health than usual, but my heart is full."



"Shut the book. Come hither, Harry. Come to the fireside."



Harry limped forward. His tutor placed him in a chair; his lips were

quivering, his eyes brimming. He laid his crutch on the floor, bent down

his head, and wept.



"This distress is not occasioned by physical pain, you say, Harry? You

have a grief; tell it me."



"Sir, I have such a grief as I never had before. I wish it could be

relieved in some way; I can hardly bear it."



"Who knows but, if we talk it over, we may relieve it? What is the

cause? Whom does it concern?"



"The cause, sir, is Shirley; it concerns Shirley."



"Does it? You think her changed?"



"All who know her think her changed--you too, Mr. Moore."



"Not seriously--no. I see no alteration but such as a favourable turn

might repair in a few weeks; besides, her own word must go for

something: she says she is well."



"There it is, sir. As long as she maintained she was well, I believed

her. When I was sad out of her sight, I soon recovered spirits in her

presence. Now----"



"Well, Harry, now. Has she said anything to you? You and she were

together in the garden two hours this morning. I saw her talking, and

you listening. Now, my dear Harry, if Miss Keeldar has said she is ill,

and enjoined you to keep her secret, do not obey her. For her life's

sake, avow everything. Speak, my boy."



"_She_ say she is ill! I believe, sir, if she were dying, she would

smile, and aver, 'Nothing ails me.'"



"What have you learned then? What new circumstance?"



"I have learned that she has just made her will."



"Made her will?"



The tutor and pupil were silent.



"She told you that?" asked Moore, when some minutes had elapsed.



"She told me quite cheerfully, not as an ominous circumstance, which I

felt it to be. She said I was the only person besides her solicitor,

Pearson Hall, and Mr. Helstone and Mr. Yorke, who knew anything about

it; and to me, she intimated, she wished specially to explain its

provisions."



"Go on, Harry."



"'Because,' she said, looking down on me with her beautiful eyes--oh!

they _are_ beautiful, Mr. Moore! I love them! I love her! She is my

star! Heaven must not claim her! She is lovely in this world, and fitted

for this world. Shirley is not an angel; she is a woman, and she shall

live with men. Seraphs shall not have her! Mr. Moore, if one of the

'sons of God,' with wings wide and bright as the sky, blue and sounding

as the sea, having seen that she was fair, descended to claim her, his

claim should be withstood--withstood by me--boy and cripple as I am."



"Henry Sympson, go on, when I tell you."



"'Because,' she said, 'if I made no will, and died before you, Harry,

all my property would go to you; and I do not intend that it should be

so, though your father would like it. But you,' she said, 'will have his

whole estate, which is large--larger than Fieldhead. Your sisters will

have nothing; so I have left them some money, though I do not love them,

both together, half so much as I love one lock of your fair hair.' She

said these words, and she called me her 'darling,' and let me kiss her.

She went on to tell me that she had left Caroline Helstone some money

too; that this manor house, with its furniture and books, she had

bequeathed to me, as she did not choose to take the old family place

from her own blood; and that all the rest of her property, amounting to

about twelve thousand pounds, exclusive of the legacies to my sisters

and Miss Helstone, she had willed, not to me, seeing I was already rich,

but to a good man, who would make the best use of it that any human

being could do--a man, she said, that was both gentle and brave, strong

and merciful--a man that might not profess to be pious, but she knew he

had the secret of religion pure and undefiled before God. The spirit of

love and peace was with him. He visited the fatherless and widows in

their affliction, and kept himself unspotted from the world. Then she

asked, 'Do you approve what I have done, Harry?' I could not answer. My

tears choked me, as they do now."



Mr. Moore allowed his pupil a moment to contend with and master his

emotion. He then demanded, "What else did she say?"



"When I had signified my full consent to the conditions of her will, she

told me I was a generous boy, and she was proud of me. 'And now,' she

added, 'in case anything should happen, you will know what to say to

Malice when she comes whispering hard things in your ear, insinuating

that Shirley has wronged you, that she did not love you. You will know

that I _did_ love you, Harry; that no sister could have loved you

better--my own treasure.' Mr. Moore, sir, when I remember her voice, and

recall her look, my heart beats as if it would break its strings. She

_may_ go to heaven before me--if God commands it, she _must_; but the

rest of my life--and my life will not be long, I am glad of that

now--shall be a straight, quick, thoughtful journey in the path her step

has pressed. I thought to enter the vault of the Keeldars before her.

Should it be otherwise, lay my coffin by Shirley's side."



Moore answered him with a weighty calm, that offered a strange contrast

to the boy's perturbed enthusiasm.



"You are wrong, both of you--you harm each other. If youth once falls

under the influence of a shadowy terror, it imagines there will never be

full sunlight again; its first calamity it fancies will last a lifetime.

What more did she say? Anything more?"



"We settled one or two family points between ourselves."



"I should rather like to know what----"



"But, Mr. Moore, you smile. _I_ could not smile to see Shirley in such a

mood."



"My boy, I am neither nervous, nor poetic, nor inexperienced. I see

things as they are; you don't as yet. Tell me these family points."



"Only, sir, she asked me whether I considered myself most of a Keeldar

or a Sympson; and I answered I was Keeldar to the core of the heart and

to the marrow of the bones. She said she was glad of it; for, besides

her, I was the only Keeldar left in England. And then we agreed on some

matters."



"Well?"



"Well, sir, that if I lived to inherit my father's estate, and her

house, I was to take the name of Keeldar, and to make Fieldhead my

residence. Henry Shirley Keeldar I said I would be called; and I will.

Her name and her manor house are ages old, and Sympson and Sympson Grove

are of yesterday."



"Come, you are neither of you going to heaven yet. I have the best hopes

of you both, with your proud distinctions--a pair of half-fledged

eaglets. Now, what is your inference from all you have told me? Put it

into words."



"That Shirley thinks she is going to die."



"She referred to her health?"



"Not once; but I assure you she is wasting. Her hands are grown quite

thin, and so is her cheek."



"Does she ever complain to your mother or sisters?"



"Never. She laughs at them when they question her. Mr. Moore, she is a

strange being, so fair and girlish--not a man-like woman at all, not an

Amazon, and yet lifting her head above both help and sympathy."



"Do you know where she is now, Henry? Is she in the house, or riding

out?"



"Surely not out, sir. It rains fast."



"True; which, however, is no guarantee that she is not at this moment

cantering over Rushedge. Of late she has never permitted weather to be a

hindrance to her rides."



"You remember, Mr. Moore, how wet and stormy it was last Wednesday--so

wild, indeed, that she would not permit Zoë to be saddled? Yet the blast

she thought too tempestuous for her mare she herself faced on foot; that

afternoon she walked nearly as far as Nunnely. I asked her, when she

came in, if she was not afraid of taking cold. 'Not I,' she said. 'It

would be too much good luck for me. I don't know, Harry, but the best

thing that could happen to me would be to take a good cold and fever,

and so pass off like other Christians.' She is reckless, you see, sir."



"Reckless indeed! Go and find out where she is, and if you can get an

opportunity of speaking to her without attracting attention, request her

to come here a minute."



"Yes, sir."



He snatched his crutch, and started up to go.



"Harry!"



He returned.



"Do not deliver the message formally. Word it as, in former days, you

would have worded an ordinary summons to the schoolroom."



"I see, sir. She will be more likely to obey."



"And, Harry----"



"Sir?"



"I will call you when I want you. Till then, you are dispensed from

lessons."



He departed. Mr. Moore, left alone, rose from his desk.



"I can be very cool and very supercilious with Henry," he said. "I can

seem to make light of his apprehensions, and look down _du haut de ma

grandeur_ on his youthful ardour. To _him_ I can speak as if, in my

eyes, they were both children. Let me see if I can keep up the same rôle

with her. I have known the moment when I seemed about to forget it, when

Confusion and Submission seemed about to crush me with their soft

tyranny, when my tongue faltered, and I have almost let the mantle drop,

and stood in her presence, not master--no--but something else. I trust I

shall never so play the fool. It is well for a Sir Philip Nunnely to

redden when he meets her eye. He may permit himself the indulgence of

submission. He may even, without disgrace, suffer his hand to tremble

when it touches hers; but if one of her farmers were to show himself

susceptible and sentimental, he would merely prove his need of a strait

waistcoat. So far I have always done very well. She has sat near me, and

I have not shaken--more than my desk. I have encountered her looks and

smiles like--why, like a tutor, as I am. Her hand I never yet

touched--never underwent that test. Her farmer or her footman I am

not--no serf nor servant of hers have I ever been; but I am poor, and it

behoves me to look to my self-respect--not to compromise an inch of it.

What did she mean by that allusion to the cold people who petrify flesh

to marble? It pleased me--I hardly know why; I would not permit myself

to inquire. I never do indulge in scrutiny either of her language or

countenance; for if I did, I should sometimes forget common sense and

believe in romance. A strange, secret ecstasy steals through my veins at

moments. I'll not encourage--I'll not remember it. I am resolved, as

long as may be, to retain the right to say with Paul, 'I am not mad, but

speak forth the words of truth and soberness.'"



He paused, listening.



"Will she come, or will she not come?" he inquired. "How will she take

the message? Naïvely or disdainfully? Like a child or like a queen? Both

characters are in her nature.



"If she comes, what shall I say to her? How account, firstly, for the

freedom of the request? Shall I apologize to her? I could in all

humility; but would an apology tend to place us in the positions we

ought relatively to occupy in this matter? I _must_ keep up the

professor, otherwise---- I hear a door."



He waited. Many minutes passed.



"She will refuse me. Henry is entreating her to come; she declines. My

petition is presumption in her eyes. Let her _only_ come, I can teach

her to the contrary. I would rather she were a little perverse; it will

steel me. I prefer her cuirassed in pride, armed with a taunt. Her scorn

startles me from my dreams; I stand up myself. A sarcasm from her eyes

or lips puts strength into every nerve and sinew I have. Some step

approaches, and not Henry's."



The door unclosed; Miss Keeldar came in. The message, it appeared, had

found her at her needle; she brought her work in her hand. That day she

had not been riding out; she had evidently passed it quietly. She wore

her neat indoor dress and silk apron. This was no Thalestris from the

fields, but a quiet domestic character from the fireside. Mr. Moore had

her at advantage. He should have addressed her at once in solemn

accents, and with rigid mien. Perhaps he would, had she looked saucy;

but her air never showed less of _crânerie_. A soft kind of youthful

shyness depressed her eyelid and mantled on her cheek. The tutor stood

silent.



She made a full stop between the door and his desk.



"Did you want me, sir?" she asked.



"I ventured, Miss Keeldar, to send for you--that is, to ask an interview

of a few minutes."



She waited; she plied her needle.



"Well, sir" (not lifting her eyes), "what about?"



"Be seated first. The subject I would broach is one of some moment.

Perhaps I have hardly a right to approach it. It is possible I ought to

frame an apology; it is possible no apology can excuse me. The liberty I

have taken arises from a conversation with Henry. The boy is unhappy

about your health; all your friends are unhappy on that subject. It is

of your health I would speak."



"I am quite well," she said briefly.



"Yet changed."



"That matters to none but myself. We all change."



"Will you sit down? Formerly, Miss Keeldar, I had some influence with

you: have I any now? May I feel that what I am saying is not accounted

positive presumption?"



"Let me read some French, Mr. Moore, or I will even take a spell at the

Latin grammar, and let us proclaim a truce to all sanitary discussions."



"No, no. It is time there were discussions."



"Discuss away, then, but do not choose me for your text. I am a healthy

subject."



"Do you not think it wrong to affirm and reaffirm what is substantially

untrue?"



"I say I am well. I have neither cough, pain, nor fever."



"Is there no equivocation in that assertion? Is it the direct truth?"



"The direct truth."



Louis Moore looked at her earnestly.



"I can myself," he said, "trace no indications of actual disease. But

why, then, are you altered?"



"_Am_ I altered?"



"We will try. We will seek a proof."



"How?"



"I ask, in the first place, do you sleep as you used to?"



"I do not; but it is not because I am ill."



"Have you the appetite you once had?"



"No; but it is not because I am ill."



"You remember this little ring fastened to my watch-chain? It was my

mother's, and is too small to pass the joint of my little finger. You

have many a time sportively purloined it. It fitted your fore-finger.

Try now."



She permitted the test. The ring dropped from the wasted little hand.

Louis picked it up, and reattached it to the chain. An uneasy flush

coloured his brow. Shirley again said, "It is not because I am ill."



"Not only have you lost sleep, appetite, and flesh," proceeded Moore,

"but your spirits are always at ebb. Besides, there is a nervous alarm

in your eye, a nervous disquiet in your manner. These peculiarities were

not formerly yours."



"Mr. Moore, we will pause here. You have exactly hit it. I am nervous.

Now, talk of something else. What wet weather we have--steady, pouring

rain!"



"_You_ nervous? Yes; and if Miss Keeldar is nervous, it is not without a

cause. Let me reach it. Let me look nearer. The ailment is not physical.

I have suspected that. It came in one moment. I know the day. I noticed

the change. Your pain is mental."



"Not at all. It is nothing so dignified--merely nervous. Oh! dismiss the

topic."



"When it is exhausted; not till then. Nervous alarms should always be

communicated, that they may be dissipated. I wish I had the gift of

persuasion, and could incline you to speak willingly. I believe

confession, in your case, would be half equivalent to cure."



"No," said Shirley abruptly. "I wish that were at all probable; but I am

afraid it is not."



She suspended her work a moment. She was now seated. Resting her elbow

on the table, she leaned her head on her hand. Mr. Moore looked as if he

felt he had at last gained some footing in this difficult path. She was

serious, and in her wish was implied an important admission; after that

she could no longer affirm that _nothing_ ailed her.



The tutor allowed her some minutes for repose and reflection ere he

returned to the charge. Once his lips moved to speak, but he thought

better of it, and prolonged the pause. Shirley lifted her eye to his.

Had he betrayed injudicious emotion, perhaps obstinate persistence in

silence would have been the result; but he looked calm, strong,

trustworthy.



"I had better tell _you_ than my aunt," she said, "or than my cousins,

or my uncle. They would all make such a bustle, and it is that very

bustle I dread--the alarm, the flurry, the _éclat_. In short, I never

liked to be the centre of a small domestic whirlpool. You can bear a

little shock--eh?"



"A great one, if necessary."



Not a muscle of the man's frame moved, and yet his large heart beat fast

in his deep chest. What was she going to tell him? Was irremediable

mischief done?



"Had I thought it right to go to you, I would never have made a secret

of the matter one moment," she continued. "I would have told you at

once, and asked advice."



"Why was it not right to come to me?"



"It might be _right_--I do not mean that; but I could not do it. I

seemed to have no title to trouble you. The mishap concerned me only. I

wanted to keep it to myself, and people will not let me. I tell you, I

hate to be an object of worrying attention, or a theme for village

gossip. Besides, it may pass away without result--God knows!"



Moore, though tortured with suspense, did not demand a quick

explanation. He suffered neither gesture, glance, nor word to betray

impatience. His tranquillity tranquillized Shirley; his confidence

reassured her.



"Great effects may spring from trivial causes," she remarked, as she

loosened a bracelet from her wrist. Then, unfastening her sleeve, and

partially turning it up, "Look here, Mr. Moore."



She showed a mark in her white arm--rather a deep though healed-up

indentation--something between a burn and a cut.



"I would not show that to any one in Briarfield but you, because you can

take it quietly."



"Certainly there is nothing in the little mark to shock. Its history

will explain."



"Small as it is, it has taken my sleep away, and made me nervous, thin,

and foolish; because, on account of that little mark, I am obliged to

look forward to a possibility that has its terrors."



The sleeve was readjusted, the bracelet replaced.



"Do you know that you try me?" he said, smiling. "I am a patient sort of

man, but my pulse is quickening."



"Whatever happens, you will befriend me, Mr. Moore? You will give me the

benefit of your self-possession, and not leave me at the mercy of

agitated cowards?"



"I make no promise now. Tell me the tale, and then exact what pledge you

will."



"It is a very short tale. I took a walk with Isabella and Gertrude one

day, about three weeks ago. They reached home before me; I stayed behind

to speak to John. After leaving him, I pleased myself with lingering in

the lane, where all was very still and shady. I was tired of chattering

to the girls, and in no hurry to rejoin them. As I stood leaning against

the gate-pillar, thinking some very happy thoughts about my future

life--for that morning I imagined that events were beginning to turn as

I had long wished them to turn----"



"Ah! Nunnely had been with her the evening before!" thought Moore

parenthetically.



"I heard a panting sound; a dog came running up the lane. I know most of

the dogs in this neighbourhood. It was Ph�be, one of Mr. Sam Wynne's

pointers. The poor creature ran with her head down, her tongue hanging

out; she looked as if bruised and beaten all over. I called her. I meant

to coax her into the house and give her some water and dinner. I felt

sure she had been ill-used. Mr. Sam often flogs his pointers cruelly.

She was too flurried to know me; and when I attempted to pat her head,

she turned and snatched at my arm. She bit it so as to draw blood, then

ran panting on. Directly after, Mr. Wynne's keeper came up, carrying a

gun. He asked if I had seen a dog. I told him I had seen Ph�be.



"'You had better chain up Tartar, ma'am,' he said, 'and tell your people

to keep within the house. I am after Ph�be to shoot her, and the groom

is gone another way. She is raging mad.'"



Mr. Moore leaned back in his chair and folded his arms across his chest.

Miss Keeldar resumed her square of silk canvas, and continued the

creation of a wreath of Parmese violets.



"And you told no one, sought no help, no cure? You would not come to

me?"



"I got as far as the schoolroom door; there my courage failed. I

preferred to cushion the matter."



"Why? What can I demand better in this world than to be of use to you?"



"I had no claim."



"Monstrous! And you did nothing?"



"Yes. I walked straight into the laundry, where they are ironing most of

the week, now that I have so many guests in the house. While the maid

was busy crimping or starching, I took an Italian iron from the fire,

and applied the light scarlet glowing tip to my arm. I bored it well

in. It cauterized the little wound. Then I went upstairs."



"I dare say you never once groaned?"



"I am sure I don't know. I was very miserable--not firm or tranquil at

all, I think. There was no calm in my mind."



"There was calm in your person. I remember listening the whole time we

sat at luncheon, to hear if you moved in the room above. All was quiet."



"I was sitting at the foot of the bed, wishing Ph�be had not bitten

me."



"And alone. You like solitude."



"Pardon me."



"You disdain sympathy."



"Do I, Mr. Moore?"



"With your powerful mind you must feel independent of help, of advice,

of society."



"So be it, since it pleases you."



She smiled. She pursued her embroidery carefully and quickly, but her

eyelash twinkled, and then it glittered, and then a drop fell.



Mr. Moore leaned forward on his desk, moved his chair, altered his

attitude.



"If it is not so," he asked, with a peculiar, mellow change in his

voice, "how is it, then?"



"I don't know."



"You do know, but you won't speak. All must be locked up in yourself."



"Because it is not worth sharing."



"Because nobody can give the high price you require for your confidence.

Nobody is rich enough to purchase it. Nobody has the honour, the

intellect, the power you demand in your adviser. There is not a shoulder

in England on which you would rest your hand for support, far less a

bosom which you would permit to pillow your head. Of course you must

live alone."



"I _can_ live alone, if need be. But the question is not how to live,

but how to die alone. That strikes me in a more grisly light."



"You apprehend the effects of the virus? You anticipate an indefinitely

threatening, dreadful doom?"



She bowed.



"You are very nervous and womanish."



"You complimented me two minutes since on my powerful mind."



"You are very womanish. If the whole affair were coolly examined and

discussed, I feel assured it would turn out that there is no danger of

your dying at all."



"Amen! I am very willing to live, if it please God. I have felt life

sweet."



"How can it be otherwise than sweet with your endowments and nature? Do

you truly expect that you will be seized with hydrophobia, and die

raving mad?"



"I _expect_ it, and have _feared_ it. Just now I fear nothing."



"Nor do I, on your account. I doubt whether the smallest particle of

virus mingled with your blood; and if it did, let me assure you that,

young, healthy, faultlessly sound as you are, no harm will ensue. For

the rest, I shall inquire whether the dog was really mad. I hold she was

not mad."



"Tell nobody that she bit me."



"Why should I, when I believe the bite innocuous as a cut of this

penknife? Make yourself easy. _I_ am easy, though I value your life as

much as I do my own chance of happiness in eternity. Look up."



"Why, Mr. Moore?"



"I wish to see if you are cheered. Put your work down; raise your head."



"There----"



"Look at me. Thank you. And is the cloud broken?"



"I fear nothing."



"Is your mind restored to its own natural sunny clime?"



"I am very content; but I want your promise."



"Dictate."



"You know, in case the worst I _have_ feared should happen, they will

smother me. You need not smile. They will; they always do. My uncle will

be full of horror, weakness, precipitation; and that is the only

expedient which will suggest itself to him. Nobody in the house will be

self-possessed but you. Now promise to befriend me--to keep Mr. Sympson

away from me, not to let Henry come near, lest I should hurt him.

Mind--_mind_ that you take care of yourself too. But I shall not injure

you; I know I shall not. Lock the chamber door against the surgeons;

turn them out if they get in. Let neither the young nor the old MacTurk

lay a finger on me; nor Mr. Greaves, their colleague; and lastly, if I

give trouble, with your own hand administer to me a strong

narcotic--such a sure dose of laudanum as shall leave no mistake.

_Promise to do this._"



Moore left his desk, and permitted himself the recreation of one or two

turns through the room. Stopping behind Shirley's chair, he bent over

her, and said, in a low, emphatic voice, "I promise all you ask--without

comment, without reservation."



"If female help is needed, call in my housekeeper, Mrs. Gill. Let her

lay me out if I die. She is attached to me. She wronged me again and

again, and again and again I forgave her. She now loves me, and would

not defraud me of a pin. Confidence has made her honest; forbearance has

made her kind-hearted. At this day I can trust both her integrity, her

courage, and her affection. Call her; but keep my good aunt and my timid

cousins away. Once more, promise."



"I promise."



"That is good in you," she said, looking up at him as he bent over her,

and smiling.



"Is it good? Does it comfort?"



"Very much."



"I will be with you--I and Mrs. Gill only--in any, in every extremity

where calm and fidelity are needed. No rash or coward hand shall

meddle."



"Yet you think me childish?"



"I do."



"Ah! you despise me."



"Do we despise children?"



"In fact, I am neither so strong, nor have I such pride in my strength,

as people think, Mr. Moore; nor am I so regardless of sympathy. But when

I have any grief, I fear to impart it to those I love, lest it should

pain them; and to those whom I view with indifference I cannot

condescend to complain. After all, you should not taunt me with being

childish, for if you were as unhappy as I have been for the last three

weeks, you too would want some friend."



"We all want a friend, do we not?"



"All of us that have anything good in our natures."



"Well, you have Caroline Helstone."



"Yes. And you have Mr. Hall."



"Yes. Mrs. Pryor is a wise, good woman. She can counsel you when you

need counsel."



"For your part, you have your brother Robert."



"For any right-hand defections, there is the Rev. Matthewson Helstone,

M.A., to lean upon; for any left-hand fallings-off there is Hiram Yorke,

Esq. Both elders pay you homage."



"I never saw Mrs. Yorke so motherly to any young man as she is to you. I

don't know how you have won her heart, but she is more tender to you

than she is to her own sons. You have, besides, your sister Hortense."



"It appears we are both well provided."



"It appears so."



"How thankful we ought to be!"



"Yes."



"How contented!"



"Yes."



"For my part, I am almost contented just now, and very thankful.

Gratitude is a divine emotion. It fills the heart, but not to bursting;

it warms it, but not to fever. I like to taste leisurely of bliss.

Devoured in haste, I do not know its flavour."



Still leaning on the back of Miss Keeldar's chair, Moore watched the

rapid motion of her fingers, as the green and purple garland grew

beneath them. After a prolonged pause, he again asked, "Is the shadow

_quite_ gone?"



"Wholly. As I _was_ two hours since, and as I _am_ now, are two

different states of existence. I believe, Mr. Moore, griefs and fears

nursed in silence grow like Titan infants."



"You will cherish such feelings no more in silence?"



"Not if I dare speak."



"In using the word '_dare_,' to whom do you allude?"



"To you."



"How is it applicable to me?"



"On account of your austerity and shyness."



"Why am I austere and shy?"



"Because you are proud."



"Why am I proud?"



"I should like to know. Will you be good enough to tell me?"



"Perhaps, because I am poor, for one reason. Poverty and pride often go

together."



"That is such a nice reason. I should be charmed to discover another

that would pair with it. Mate that turtle, Mr. Moore."



"Immediately. What do you think of marrying to sober Poverty many-tinted

Caprice?"



"Are you capricious?"



"_You_ are."



"A libel. I am steady as a rock, fixed as the polar star."



"I look out at some early hour of the day, and see a fine, perfect

rainbow, bright with promise, gloriously spanning the beclouded welkin

of life. An hour afterwards I look again: half the arch is gone, and the

rest is faded. Still later, the stern sky denies that it ever wore so

benign a symbol of hope."



"Well, Mr. Moore, you should contend against these changeful humours.

They are your besetting sin. One never knows where to have you."



"Miss Keeldar, I had once, for two years, a pupil who grew very dear to

me. Henry is dear, but she was dearer. Henry never gives me trouble;

she--well, she did. I think she vexed me twenty-three hours out of the

twenty-four----"



"She was never with you above three hours, or at the most six at a

time."



"She sometimes spilled the draught from my cup, and stole the food from

my plate; and when she had kept me unfed for a day (and that did not

suit me, for I am a man accustomed to take my meals with reasonable

relish, and to ascribe due importance to the rational enjoyment of

creature comforts)----"



"I know you do. I can tell what sort of dinners you like best--perfectly

well. I know precisely the dishes you prefer----"



"She robbed these dishes of flavour, and made a fool of me besides. I

like to sleep well. In my quiet days, when I was my own man, I never

quarrelled with the night for being long, nor cursed my bed for its

thorns. She changed all this."



"Mr. Moore----"



"And having taken from me peace of mind and ease of life, she took from

me herself--quite coolly, just as if, when she was gone, the world would

be all the same to me. I knew I should see her again at some time. At

the end of two years, it fell out that we encountered again under her

own roof, where she was mistress. How do you think she bore herself

towards me, Miss Keeldar?"



"Like one who had profited well by lessons learned from yourself."



"She received me haughtily. She meted out a wide space between us, and

kept me aloof by the reserved gesture, the rare and alienated glance,

the word calmly civil."



"She was an excellent pupil! Having seen you distant, she at once

learned to withdraw. Pray, sir, admire in her _hauteur_ a careful

improvement on your own coolness."



"Conscience, and honour, and the most despotic necessity dragged me

apart from her, and kept me sundered with ponderous fetters. She was

free: she might have been clement."



"Never free to compromise her self-respect, to seek where she had been

shunned."



"Then she was inconsistent; she tantalized as before. When I thought I

had made up my mind to seeing in her only a lofty stranger, she would

suddenly show me such a glimpse of loving simplicity--she would warm me

with such a beam of reviving sympathy, she would gladden an hour with

converse so gentle, gay, and kindly--that I could no more shut my heart

on her image than I could close that door against her presence. Explain

why she distressed me so."



"She could not bear to be quite outcast; and then she would sometimes

get a notion into her head, on a cold, wet day, that the schoolroom was

no cheerful place, and feel it incumbent on her to go and see if you and

Henry kept up a good fire; and once there, she liked to stay."



"But she should not be changeful. If she came at all, she should come

oftener."



"There is such a thing as intrusion."



"To-morrow you will not be as you are to-day."



"I don't know. Will you?"



"I am not mad, most noble Berenice! We may give one day to dreaming, but

the next we must awake; and I shall awake to purpose the morning you are

married to Sir Philip Nunnely. The fire shines on you and me, and shows

us very clearly in the glass, Miss Keeldar; and I have been gazing on

the picture all the time I have been talking. Look up! What a difference

between your head and mine! I look old for thirty!"



"You are so grave; you have such a square brow; and your face is sallow.

I never regard you as a young man, nor as Robert's junior."



"Don't you? I thought not. Imagine Robert's clear-cut, handsome face

looking over my shoulder. Does not the apparition make vividly manifest

the obtuse mould of my heavy traits? There!" (he started), "I have been

expecting that wire to vibrate this last half-hour."



The dinner-bell rang, and Shirley rose.



"Mr. Moore," she said, as she gathered up her silks, "have you heard

from your brother lately? Do you know what he means by staying in town

so long? Does he talk of returning?"



"He talks of returning; but what has caused his long absence I cannot

tell. To speak the truth, I thought none in Yorkshire knew better than

yourself why he was reluctant to come home."



A crimson shadow passed across Miss Keeldar's cheek.



"Write to him and urge him to come," she said. "I know there has been no

impolicy in protracting his absence thus far. It is good to let the mill

stand, while trade is so bad; but he must not abandon the county."



"I am aware," said Louis, "that he had an interview with you the evening

before he left, and I saw him quit Fieldhead afterwards. I read his

countenance, or _tried_ to read it. He turned from me. I divined that he

would be long away. Some fine, slight fingers have a wondrous knack at

pulverizing a man's brittle pride. I suppose Robert put too much trust

in his manly beauty and native gentlemanhood. Those are better off who,

being destitute of advantage, cannot cherish delusion. But I will write,

and say you advise his return."



"Do not say _I_ advise his return, but that his return is advisable."



The second bell rang, and Miss Keeldar obeyed its call.









CHAPTER XXIX.



LOUIS MOORE.





Louis Moore was used to a quiet life. Being a quiet man, he endured it

better than most men would. Having a large world of his own in his own

head and heart, he tolerated confinement to a small, still corner of the

real world very patiently.



How hushed is Fieldhead this evening! All but Moore--Miss Keeldar, the

whole family of the Sympsons, even Henry--are gone to Nunnely. Sir

Philip would have them come; he wished to make them acquainted with his

mother and sisters, who are now at the priory. Kind gentleman as the

baronet is, he asked the tutor too; but the tutor would much sooner have

made an appointment with the ghost of the Earl of Huntingdon to meet

him, and a shadowy ring of his merry men, under the canopy of the

thickest, blackest, oldest oak in Nunnely Forest. Yes, he would rather

have appointed tryst with a phantom abbess, or mist-pale nun, among the

wet and weedy relics of that ruined sanctuary of theirs, mouldering in

the core of the wood. Louis Moore longs to have something near him

to-night; but not the boy-baronet, nor his benevolent but stern mother,

nor his patrician sisters, nor one soul of the Sympsons.



This night is not calm; the equinox still struggles in its storms. The

wild rains of the day are abated; the great single cloud disparts and

rolls away from heaven, not passing and leaving a sea all sapphire, but

tossed buoyant before a continued, long-sounding, high-rushing moonlight

tempest. The moon reigns glorious, glad of the gale, as glad as if she

gave herself to his fierce caress with love. No Endymion will watch for

his goddess to-night. There are no flocks out on the mountains; and it

is well, for to-night she welcomes �olus.



Moore, sitting in the schoolroom, heard the storm roar round the other

gable and along the hall-front. This end was sheltered. He wanted no

shelter; he desired no subdued sounds or screened position.



"All the parlours are empty," said he. "I am sick at heart of this

cell."



He left it, and went where the casements, larger and freer than the

branch-screened lattice of his own apartment, admitted unimpeded the

dark-blue, the silver-fleeced, the stirring and sweeping vision of the

autumn night-sky. He carried no candle; unneeded was lamp or fire. The

broad and clear though cloud-crossed and fluctuating beam of the moon

shone on every floor and wall.



Moore wanders through all the rooms. He seems following a phantom from

parlour to parlour. In the oak room he stops. This is not chill, and

polished, and fireless like the _salon_. The hearth is hot and ruddy;

the cinders tinkle in the intense heat of their clear glow; near the rug

is a little work-table, a desk upon it, a chair near it.



Does the vision Moore has tracked occupy that chair? You would think so,

could you see him standing before it. There is as much interest now in

his eye, and as much significance in his face, as if in this household

solitude he had found a living companion, and was going to speak to it.



He makes discoveries. A bag--a small satin bag--hangs on the chair-back.

The desk is open, the keys are in the lock. A pretty seal, a silver pen,

a crimson berry or two of ripe fruit on a green leaf, a small, clean,

delicate glove--these trifles at once decorate and disarrange the stand

they strew. Order forbids details in a picture--she puts them tidily

away; but details give charm.



Moore spoke.



"Her mark," he said. "Here she has been--careless, attractive

thing!--called away in haste, doubtless, and forgetting to return and

put all to rights. Why does she leave fascination in her footprints?

Whence did she acquire the gift to be heedless and never offend? There

is always something to chide in her, and the reprimand never settles in

displeasure on the heart, but, for her lover or her husband, when it had

trickled a while in words, would naturally melt from his lips in a kiss.

Better pass half an hour in remonstrating with her than a day in

admiring or praising any other woman alive. Am I muttering?

soliloquizing? Stop that."



He did stop it. He stood thinking, and then he made an arrangement for

his evening's comfort.



He dropped the curtains over the broad window and regal moon. He shut

out sovereign and court and starry armies; he added fuel to the hot but

fast-wasting fire; he lit a candle, of which there were a pair on the

table; he placed another chair opposite that near the workstand; and

then he sat down. His next movement was to take from his pocket a small,

thick book of blank paper, to produce a pencil, and to begin to write in

a cramp, compact hand. Come near, by all means, reader. Do not be shy.

Stoop over his shoulder fearlessly, and read as he scribbles.



"It is nine o'clock; the carriage will not return before eleven, I am

certain. Freedom is mine till then; till then I may occupy her room, sit

opposite her chair, rest my elbow on her table, have her little

mementoes about me.



"I used rather to like Solitude--to fancy her a somewhat quiet and

serious, yet fair nymph; an Oread, descending to me from lone

mountain-passes, something of the blue mist of hills in her array and of

their chill breeze in her breath, but much also of their solemn beauty

in her mien. I once could court her serenely, and imagine my heart

easier when I held her to it--all mute, but majestic.



"Since that day I called S. to me in the schoolroom, and she came and

sat so near my side; since she opened the trouble of her mind to me,

asked my protection, appealed to my strength--since that hour I abhor

Solitude. Cold abstraction, fleshless skeleton, daughter, mother, and

mate of Death!



"It is pleasant to write about what is near and dear as the core of my

heart. None can deprive me of this little book, and through this pencil

I can say to it what I will--say what I dare utter to nothing

living--say what I dare not _think_ aloud.



"We have scarcely encountered each other since that evening. Once, when

I was alone in the drawing-room, seeking a book of Henry's, she entered,

dressed for a concert at Stilbro'. Shyness--_her_ shyness, not

mine--drew a silver veil between us. Much cant have I heard and read

about 'maiden modesty,' but, properly used, and not hackneyed, the words

are good and appropriate words. As she passed to the window, after

tacitly but gracefully recognizing me, I could call her nothing in my

own mind save 'stainless virgin.' To my perception, a delicate

splendour robed her, and the modesty of girlhood was her halo. I may be

the most fatuous, as I am one of the plainest, of men, but in truth that

shyness of hers touched me exquisitely; it flattered my finest

sensations. I looked a stupid block, I dare say. I was alive with a life

of Paradise, as she turned _her_ glance from _my_ glance, and softly

averted her head to hide the suffusion of her cheek.



"I know this is the talk of a dreamer--of a rapt, romantic lunatic. I

_do_ dream. I _will_ dream now and then; and if she has inspired romance

into my prosaic composition, how can I help it?



"What a child she is sometimes! What an unsophisticated, untaught thing!

I see her now looking up into my face, and entreating me to prevent them

from smothering her, and to be sure and give her a strong narcotic. I

see her confessing that she was not so self-sufficing, so independent of

sympathy, as people thought. I see the secret tear drop quietly from her

eyelash. She said I thought her childish, and I did. She imagined I

despised her. Despised her! It was unutterably sweet to feel myself at

once near her and above her--to be conscious of a natural right and

power to sustain her, as a husband should sustain his wife.



"I worship her perfections; but it is her faults, or at least her

foibles, that bring her near to me, that nestle her to my heart, that

fold her about with my love, and that for a most selfish but

deeply-natural reason. These faults are the steps by which I mount to

ascendency over her. If she rose a trimmed, artificial mound, without

inequality, what vantage would she offer the foot? It is the natural

hill, with its mossy breaks and hollows, whose slope invites ascent,

whose summit it is pleasure to gain.



"To leave metaphor. It delights my eye to look on her. She suits me. If

I were a king and she the housemaid that swept my palace-stairs, across

all that space between us my eye would recognize her qualities; a true

pulse would beat for her in my heart, though an unspanned gulf made

acquaintance impossible. If I were a gentleman, and she waited on me as

a servant, I could not help liking that Shirley. Take from her her

education; take her ornaments, her sumptuous dress, all extrinsic

advantages; take all grace, but such as the symmetry of her form renders

inevitable; present her to me at a cottage door, in a stuff gown; let

her offer me there a draught of water, with that smile, with that warm

good-will with which she now dispenses manorial hospitality--I should

like her. I should wish to stay an hour; I should linger to talk with

that rustic. I should not feel as I _now_ do; I should find in her

nothing divine; but whenever I met the young peasant, it would be with

pleasure; whenever I left her, it would be with regret.



"How culpably careless in her to leave her desk open, where I know she

has money! In the lock hang the keys of all her repositories, of her

very jewel-casket. There is a purse in that little satin bag; I see the

tassel of silver beads hanging out. That spectacle would provoke my

brother Robert. All her little failings would, I know, be a source of

irritation to him. If they vex me it is a most pleasurable vexation. I

delight to find her at fault; and were I always resident with her, I am

aware she would be no niggard in thus ministering to my enjoyment. She

would just give me something to do, to rectify--a theme for my tutor

lectures. I never lecture Henry, never feel disposed to do so. If he

does wrong--and that is very seldom, dear, excellent lad!--a word

suffices. Often I do no more than shake my head. But the moment her

_minois mutin_ meets my eye, expostulatory words crowd to my lips. From

a taciturn man I believe she would transform me into a talker. Whence

comes the delight I take in that talk? It puzzles myself sometimes. The

more _crâne, malin, taquin_ is her mood, consequently the clearer

occasion she gives me for disapprobation, the more I seek her, the

better I like her. She is never wilder than when equipped in her habit

and hat, never less manageable than when she and Zoë come in fiery from

a race with the wind on the hills; and I confess it--to this mute page I

may confess it--I have waited an hour in the court for the chance of

witnessing her return, and for the dearer chance of receiving her in my

arms from the saddle. I have noticed (again it is to this page only I

would make the remark) that she will never permit any man but myself to

render her that assistance. I have seen her politely decline Sir Philip

Nunnely's aid. She is always mighty gentle with her young baronet,

mighty tender for his feelings, forsooth, and of his very thin-skinned

_amour propre_. I have marked her haughtily reject Sam Wynne's. Now I

know--my heart knows it, for it has felt it--that she resigns herself to

me unreluctantly. Is she conscious how my strength rejoices to serve

her? I myself am not her slave--I declare it--but my faculties gather

to her beauty, like the genii to the glisten of the lamp. All my

knowledge, all my prudence, all my calm, and all my power stand in her

presence humbly waiting a task. How glad they are when a mandate comes!

What joy they take in the toils she assigns! Does she know it?



"I have called her careless. It is remarkable that her carelessness

never compromises her refinement. Indeed, through this very loophole of

character, the reality, depth, genuineness of that refinement may be

ascertained. A whole garment sometimes covers meagreness and

malformation; through a rent sleeve a fair round arm may be revealed. I

have seen and handled many of her possessions, because they are

frequently astray. I never saw anything that did not proclaim the

lady--nothing sordid, nothing soiled. In one sense she is as scrupulous

as, in another, she is unthinking. As a peasant girl, she would go ever

trim and cleanly. Look at the pure kid of this little glove, at the

fresh, unsullied satin of the bag.



"What a difference there is between S. and that pearl C. H.! Caroline, I

fancy, is the soul of conscientious punctuality and nice exactitude. She

would precisely suit the domestic habits of a certain fastidious kinsman

of mine--so delicate, dexterous, quaint, quick, quiet--all done to a

minute, all arranged to a strawbreadth. She would suit Robert. But what

could _I_ do with anything so nearly faultless? _She_ is my equal, poor

as myself. She is certainly pretty: a little Raffaelle head

hers--Raffaelle in feature, quite English in expression, all insular

grace and purity; but where is there anything to alter, anything to

endure, anything to reprimand, to be anxious about? There she is, a lily

of the valley, untinted, needing no tint. What change could improve her?

What pencil dare to paint? _My_ sweetheart, if I ever have one, must

bear nearer affinity to the rose--a sweet, lively delight guarded with

prickly peril. _My_ wife, if I ever marry, must stir my great frame with

a sting now and then; she must furnish use to her husband's vast mass of

patience. I was not made so enduring to be mated with a lamb; I should

find more congenial responsibility in the charge of a young lioness or

leopardess. I like few things sweet but what are likewise pungent--few

things bright but what are likewise hot. I like the summer day, whose

sun makes fruit blush and corn blanch. Beauty is never so beautiful as

when, if I tease it, it wreathes back on me with spirit. Fascination is

never so imperial as when, roused and half ireful, she threatens

transformation to fierceness. I fear I should tire of the mute,

monotonous innocence of the lamb; I should ere long feel as burdensome

the nestling dove which never stirred in my bosom; but my patience would

exult in stilling the flutterings and training the energies of the

restless merlin. In managing the wild instincts of the scarce manageable

_bête fauve_ my powers would revel.



"O my pupil! O Peri! too mutinous for heaven, too innocent for hell,

never shall I do more than see, and worship, and wish for thee. Alas!

knowing I could make thee happy, will it be my doom to see thee

possessed by those who have not that power?



"However kindly the hand, if it is feeble, it cannot bend Shirley; and

she must be bent. It cannot curb her; and she must be curbed.



"Beware, Sir Philip Nunnely! I never see you walking or sitting at her

side, and observe her lips compressed, or her brow knit, in resolute

endurance of some trait of your character which she neither admires nor

likes, in determined toleration of some weakness she believes atoned for

by a virtue, but which annoys her despite that belief; I never mark the

grave glow of her face, the unsmiling sparkle of her eye, the slight

recoil of her whole frame when you draw a little too near, and gaze a

little too expressively, and whisper a little too warmly--I never

witness these things but I think of the fable of Semele reversed.



"It is not the daughter of Cadmus I see, nor do I realize her fatal

longing to look on Jove in the majesty of his god-head. It is a priest

of Juno that stands before me, watching late and lone at a shrine in an

Argive temple. For years of solitary ministry he has lived on dreams.

There is divine madness upon him. He loves the idol he serves, and prays

day and night that his frenzy may be fed, and that the Ox-eyed may smile

on her votary. She has heard; she will be propitious. All Argos

slumbers. The doors of the temple are shut; the priest waits at the

altar.



"A shock of heaven and earth is felt--not by the slumbering city, only

by that lonely watcher, brave and unshaken in his fanaticism. In the

midst of silence, with no preluding sound, he is wrapped in sudden

light. Through the roof, through the rent, wide-yawning, vast,

white-blazing blue of heaven above, pours a wondrous descent, dread as

the downrushing of stars. He has what he asked. Withdraw--forbear to

look--I am blinded. I hear in that fane an unspeakable sound. Would that

I could not hear it! I see an insufferable glory burning terribly

between the pillars. Gods be merciful and quench it!



"A pious Argive enters to make an early offering in the cool dawn of

morning. There was thunder in the night; the bolt fell here. The shrine

is shivered, the marble pavement round split and blackened. Saturnia's

statue rises chaste, grand, untouched; at her feet piled ashes lie pale.

No priest remains; he who watched will be seen no more.



       *       *       *       *       *



"There is the carriage! Let me lock up the desk and pocket the keys. She

will be seeking them to-morrow; she will have to come to me. I hear her:

'Mr. Moore, have you seen my keys?'



"So she will say, in her clear voice, speaking with reluctance, looking

ashamed, conscious that this is the twentieth time of asking. I will

tantalize her, keep her with me, expecting, doubting; and when I _do_

restore them, it shall not be without a lecture. Here is the bag, too,

and the purse; the glove--pen--seal. She shall wring them all out of me

slowly and separately--only by confession, penitence, entreaty. I never

can touch her hand, or a ringlet of her head, or a ribbon of her dress,

but I will make privileges for myself. Every feature of her face, her

bright eyes, her lips, shall go through each change they know, for my

pleasure--display each exquisite variety of glance and curve, to

delight, thrill, perhaps more hopelessly to enchain me. If I must be her

slave, I will not lose my freedom for nothing."



He locked the desk, pocketed all the property, and went.









CHAPTER XXX.



RUSHEDGE--A CONFESSIONAL.





Everybody said it was high time for Mr. Moore to return home. All

Briarfield wondered at his strange absence, and Whinbury and Nunnely

brought each its separate contribution of amazement.



Was it known why he stayed away? Yes. It was known twenty--forty times

over, there being at least forty plausible reasons adduced to account

for the unaccountable circumstance. Business it was not--_that_ the

gossips agreed. He had achieved the business on which he departed long

ago. His four ringleaders he had soon scented out and run down. He had

attended their trial, heard their conviction and sentence, and seen them

safely shipped prior to transportation.



This was known at Briarfield. The newspapers had reported it. The

_Stilbro' Courier_ had given every particular, with amplifications. None

applauded his perseverance or hailed his success, though the mill-owners

were glad of it, trusting that the terrors of law vindicated would

henceforward paralyze the sinister valour of disaffection. Disaffection,

however, was still heard muttering to himself. He swore ominous oaths

over the drugged beer of alehouses, and drank strange toasts in fiery

British gin.



One report affirmed that Moore _dared_ not come to Yorkshire; he knew

his life was not worth an hour's purchase if he did.



"I'll tell him that," said Mr. Yorke, when his foreman mentioned the

rumour; "and if _that_ does not bring him home full gallop, nothing

will."



Either that or some other motive prevailed at last to recall him. He

announced to Joe Scott the day he should arrive at Stilbro', desiring

his hackney to be sent to the George for his accommodation; and Joe

Scott having informed Mr. Yorke, that gentleman made it in his way to

meet him.



It was market-day. Moore arrived in time to take his usual place at the

market dinner. As something of a stranger, and as a man of note and

action, the assembled manufacturers received him with a certain

distinction. Some, who in public would scarcely have dared to

acknowledge his acquaintance, lest a little of the hate and vengeance

laid up in store for him should perchance have fallen on them, in

private hailed him as in some sort their champion. When the wine had

circulated, their respect would have kindled to enthusiasm had not

Moore's unshaken nonchalance held it in a damp, low, smouldering state.



Mr. Yorke, the permanent president of these dinners, witnessed his young

friend's bearing with exceeding complacency. If one thing could stir his

temper or excite his contempt more than another, it was to see a man

befooled by flattery or elate with popularity. If one thing smoothed,

soothed, and charmed him especially, it was the spectacle of a public

character incapable of relishing his publicity--_incapable_, I say.

Disdain would but have incensed; it was indifference that appeased his

rough spirit.



Robert, leaning back in his chair, quiet and almost surly, while the

clothiers and blanket-makers vaunted his prowess and rehearsed his

deeds--many of them interspersing their flatteries with coarse

invectives against the operative class--was a delectable sight for Mr.

Yorke. His heart tingled with the pleasing conviction that these gross

eulogiums shamed Moore deeply, and made him half scorn himself and his

work. On abuse, on reproach, on calumny, it is easy to smile; but

painful indeed is the panegyric of those we contemn. Often had Moore

gazed with a brilliant countenance over howling crowds from a hostile

hustings. He had breasted the storm of unpopularity with gallant bearing

and soul elate; but he drooped his head under the half-bred tradesmen's

praise, and shrank chagrined before their congratulations.



Yorke could not help asking him how he liked his supporters, and whether

he did not think they did honour to his cause. "But it is a pity, lad,"

he added, "that you did not hang these four samples of the unwashed. If

you had managed _that_ feat, the gentry here would have riven the horses

out of the coach, yoked to a score of asses, and drawn you into Stilbro'

like a conquering general."



Moore soon forsook the wine, broke from the party, and took the road.

In less than five minutes Mr. Yorke followed him. They rode out of

Stilbro' together.



It was early to go home, but yet it was late in the day. The last ray of

the sun had already faded from the cloud-edges, and the October night

was casting over the moorlands the shadow of her approach.



Mr. Yorke, moderately exhilarated with his moderate libations, and not

displeased to see young Moore again in Yorkshire, and to have him for

his comrade during the long ride home, took the discourse much to

himself. He touched briefly, but scoffingly, on the trials and the

conviction; he passed thence to the gossip of the neighbourhood, and ere

long he attacked Moore on his own personal concerns.



"Bob, I believe you are worsted, and you deserve it. All was smooth.

Fortune had fallen in love with you. She had decreed you the first prize

in her wheel--twenty thousand pounds; she only required that you should

hold your hand out and take it. And what did you do? You called for a

horse and rode a-hunting to Warwickshire. Your sweetheart--Fortune, I

mean--was perfectly indulgent. She said, 'I'll excuse him; he's young.'

She waited, like 'Patience on a monument,' till the chase was over and

the vermin-prey run down. She expected you would come back then, and be

a good lad. You might still have had her first prize.



"It capped her beyond expression, and me too, to find that, instead of

thundering home in a breakneck gallop and laying your assize laurels at

her feet, you coolly took coach up to London. What you have done there

Satan knows; nothing in this world, I believe, but sat and sulked. Your

face was never lily fair, but it is olive green now. You're not as bonny

as you were, man."



"And who is to have this prize you talk so much about?"



"Only a baronet; that is all. I have not a doubt in my own mind you've

lost her. She will be Lady Nunnely before Christmas."



"Hem! Quite probable."



"But she need not to have been. Fool of a lad! I swear you might have

had her."



"By what token, Mr. Yorke?"



"By every token--by the light of her eyes, the red of her cheeks. Red

they grew when your name was mentioned, though of custom they are pale."



"My chance is quite over, I suppose?"



"It ought to be. But try; it is worth trying. I call this Sir Philip

milk and water. And then he writes verses, they say--tags rhymes. _You_

are above that, Bob, at all events."



"Would you advise me to propose, late as it is, Mr. Yorke--at the

eleventh hour?"



"You can but make the experiment, Robert. If she has a fancy for

you--and, on my conscience, I believe she has or had--she will forgive

much. But, my lad, you are laughing. Is it at me? You had better grin at

your own perverseness. I see, however, you laugh at the wrong side of

your mouth. You have as sour a look at this moment as one need wish to

see."



"I have so quarrelled with myself, Yorke. I have so kicked against the

pricks, and struggled in a strait waistcoat, and dislocated my wrists

with wrenching them in handcuffs, and battered my hard head by driving

it against a harder wall."



"Ha! I'm glad to hear that. Sharp exercise yon! I hope it has done you

good--ta'en some of the self-conceit out of you?"



"Self-conceit? What is it? Self-respect, self-tolerance even, what are

they? Do you sell the articles? Do you know anybody who does? Give an

indication. They would find in me a liberal chapman. I would part with

my last guinea this minute to buy."



"Is it so with you, Robert? I find that spicy. I like a man to speak his

mind. What has gone wrong?"



"The machinery of all my nature; the whole enginery of this human mill;

the boiler, which I take to be the heart, is fit to burst."



"That suld be putten i' print; it's striking. It's almost blank verse.

Ye'll be jingling into poetry just e'now. If the afflatus comes, give

way, Robert. Never heed me; I'll bear it this whet [time]."



"Hideous, abhorrent, base blunder! You may commit in a moment what you

will rue for years--what life cannot cancel."



"Lad, go on. I call it pie, nuts, sugar-candy. I like the taste

uncommonly. Go on. It will do you good to talk. The moor is before us

now, and there is no life for many a mile round."



"I _will_ talk. I am not ashamed to tell. There is a sort of wild cat in

my breast, and I choose that you shall hear how it can yell."



"To me it is music. What grand voices you and Louis have! When Louis

sings--tones off like a soft, deep bell--I've felt myself tremble again.

The night is still. It listens. It is just leaning down to you, like a

black priest to a blacker penitent. Confess, lad. Smooth naught down. Be

candid as a convicted, justified, sanctified Methody at an experience

meeting. Make yourself as wicked as Beelzebub. It will ease your mind."



"As mean as Mammon, you would say. Yorke, if I got off horseback and

laid myself down across the road, would you have the goodness to gallop

over me, backwards and forwards, about twenty times?"



"Wi' all the pleasure in life, if there were no such thing as a

coroner's inquest."



"Hiram Yorke, I certainly believed she loved me. I have seen her eyes

sparkle radiantly when she has found me out in a crowd; she has flushed

up crimson when she has offered me her hand, and said, 'How do you do,

Mr. Moore?'



"My name had a magical influence over her. When others uttered it she

changed countenance--I know she did. She pronounced it herself in the

most musical of her many musical tones. She was cordial to me; she took

an interest in me; she was anxious about me; she wished me well; she

sought, she seized every opportunity to benefit me. I considered,

paused, watched, weighed, wondered. I could come to but one

conclusion--this is love.



"I looked at her, Yorke. I saw in her youth and a species of beauty. I

saw power in her. Her wealth offered me the redemption of my honour and

my standing. I owed her gratitude. She had aided me substantially and

effectually by a loan of five thousand pounds. Could I remember these

things? Could I believe she loved me? Could I hear wisdom urge me to

marry her, and disregard every dear advantage, disbelieve every

flattering suggestion, disdain every well-weighed counsel, turn and

leave her? Young, graceful, gracious--my benefactress, attached to me,

enamoured of me. I used to say so to myself; dwell on the word; mouth it

over and over again; swell over it with a pleasant, pompous complacency,

with an admiration dedicated entirely to myself, and unimpaired even by

esteem for her; indeed I smiled in deep secrecy at her _naïveté_ and

simplicity in being the first to love, and to show it. That whip of

yours seems to have a good heavy handle, Yorke; you can swing it about

your head and knock me out of the saddle, if you choose. I should rather

relish a loundering whack."



"Tak patience, Robert, till the moon rises and I can see you. Speak

plain out--did you love her or not? I could like to know. I feel

curious."



"Sir--sir--I say--she is very pretty, in her own style, and very

attractive. She has a look, at times, of a thing made out of fire and

air, at which I stand and marvel, without a thought of clasping and

kissing it. I felt in her a powerful magnet to my interest and vanity. I

never felt as if nature meant her to be my other and better self. When a

question on that head rushed upon me, I flung it off, saying brutally I

should be rich with her and ruined without her--vowing I would be

practical, and not romantic."



"A very sensible resolve. What mischief came of it, Bob?"



"With this sensible resolve I walked up to Fieldhead one night last

August. It was the very eve of my departure for Birmingham; for, you

see, I wanted to secure Fortune's splendid prize. I had previously

dispatched a note requesting a private interview. I found her at home,

and alone.



"She received me without embarrassment, for she thought I came on

business. _I_ was embarrassed enough, but determined. I hardly know how

I got the operation over; but I went to work in a hard, firm

fashion--frightful enough, I dare say. I sternly offered myself--my fine

person--with my debts, of course, as a settlement.



"It vexed me, it kindled my ire, to find that she neither blushed,

trembled, nor looked down. She responded, 'I doubt whether I have

understood you, Mr. Moore.'



"And I had to go over the whole proposal twice, and word it as plainly

as A B C, before she would fully take it in. And then, what did she do?

Instead of faltering a sweet Yes, or maintaining a soft, confused

silence (which would have been as good), she started up, walked twice

fast through the room, in the way that _she_ only does, and no other

woman, and ejaculated, 'God bless me!'



"Yorke, I stood on the hearth, backed by the mantelpiece; against it I

leaned, and prepared for anything--everything. I knew my doom, and I

knew myself. There was no misunderstanding her aspect and voice. She

stopped and looked at me.



"'God bless me!' she piteously repeated, in that shocked, indignant, yet

saddened accent. 'You have made a strange proposal--strange from _you_;

and if you knew how strangely you worded it and looked it, you would be

startled at yourself. You spoke like a brigand who demanded my purse

rather than like a lover who asked my heart.'



"A queer sentence, was it not, Yorke? And I knew, as she uttered it, it

was true as queer. Her words were a mirror in which I saw myself.



"I looked at her, dumb and wolfish. She at once enraged and shamed me.



"'Gérard Moore, you know you don't love Shirley Keeldar.' I might have

broken out into false swearing--vowed that I did love her; but I could

not lie in her pure face. I could not perjure myself in her truthful

presence. Besides, such hollow oaths would have been vain as void. She

would no more have believed me than she would have believed the ghost of

Judas, had he broken from the night and stood before her. Her female

heart had finer perceptions than to be cheated into mistaking my

half-coarse, half-cold admiration for true-throbbing, manly love.



"What next happened? you will say, Mr. Yorke.



"Why, she sat down in the window-seat and cried. She cried passionately.

Her eyes not only rained but lightened. They flashed, open, large, dark,

haughty, upon me. They said, 'You have pained me; you have outraged me;

you have deceived me.'



"She added words soon to looks.



"'I _did_ respect--I _did_ admire--I _did_ like you,' she said--'yes, as

much as if you were my brother; and _you--you_ want to make a

speculation of me. You would immolate me to that mill, your Moloch!'



"I had the common sense to abstain from any word of excuse, any attempt

at palliation. I stood to be scorned.



"Sold to the devil for the time being, I was certainly infatuated. When

I did speak, what do you think I said?



"'Whatever my own feelings were, I was persuaded _you_ loved _me_, Miss

Keeldar.'



"Beautiful, was it not? She sat quite confounded. 'Is it Robert Moore

that speaks?' I heard her mutter. 'Is it a man--or something lower?'



"'Do you mean,' she asked aloud--'do you mean you thought I loved you as

we love those we wish to marry?'



"It _was_ my meaning, and I said so.



"'You conceived an idea obnoxious to a woman's feelings,' was her

answer. 'You have announced it in a fashion revolting to a woman's soul.

You insinuate that all the frank kindness I have shown you has been a

complicated, a bold, and an immodest man�uvre to ensnare a husband. You

imply that at last you come here out of pity to offer me your hand,

because I have courted you. Let me say this: Your sight is jaundiced;

you have seen wrong. Your mind is warped; you have judged wrong. Your

tongue betrays you; you now speak wrong. I never loved you. Be at rest

there. My heart is as pure of passion for you as yours is barren of

affection for me.'



"I hope I was answered, Yorke?



"'I seem to be a blind, besotted sort of person,' was my remark.



"'_Loved_ you!' she cried. 'Why, I have been as frank with you as a

sister--never shunned you, never feared you. You cannot,' she affirmed

triumphantly--'you cannot make me tremble with your coming, nor

accelerate my pulse by your influence.'



"I alleged that often, when she spoke to me, she blushed, and that the

sound of my name moved her.



"'Not for _your_ sake!' she declared briefly. I urged explanation, but

could get none.



"'When I sat beside you at the school feast, did you think I loved you

then? When I stopped you in Maythorn Lane, did you think I loved you

then? When I called on you in the counting-house, when I walked with you

on the pavement, did you think I loved you then?'



"So she questioned me; and I said I did.



"By the Lord! Yorke, she rose, she grew tall, she expanded and refined

almost to flame. There was a trembling all through her, as in live coal

when its vivid vermilion is hottest.



"'That is to say that you have the worst opinion of me; that you deny me

the possession of all I value most. That is to say that I am a traitor

to all my sisters; that I have acted as no woman can act without

degrading herself and her sex; that I have sought where the incorrupt of

my kind naturally scorn and abhor to seek.' She and I were silent for

many a minute. 'Lucifer, Star of the Morning,' she went on, 'thou art

fallen! You, once high in my esteem, are hurled down; you, once intimate

in my friendship, are cast out. Go!'



"I went not. I had heard her voice tremble, seen her lip quiver. I knew

another storm of tears would fall, and then I believed some calm and

some sunshine must come, and I would wait for it.



"As fast, but more quietly than before, the warm rain streamed down.

There was another sound in her weeping--a softer, more regretful sound.

While I watched, her eyes lifted to me a gaze more reproachful than

haughty, more mournful than incensed.



"'O Moore!' said she. It was worse than 'Et tu, Brute!'



"I relieved myself by what should have been a sigh, but it became a

groan. A sense of Cain-like desolation made my breast ache.



"'There has been error in what I have done,' I said, 'and it has won me

bitter wages, which I will go and spend far from her who gave them.'



"I took my hat. All the time I could not have borne to depart so, and I

believed she would not let me. Nor would she but for the mortal pang I

had given her pride, that cowed her compassion and kept her silent.



"I was obliged to turn back of my own accord when I reached the door, to

approach her, and to say, 'Forgive me.'



"'I could, if there was not myself to forgive too,' was her reply; 'but

to mislead a sagacious man so far I must have done wrong.'



"I broke out suddenly with some declamation I do not remember. I know

that it was sincere, and that my wish and aim were to absolve her to

herself. In fact, in her case self-accusation was a chimera.



"At last she extended her hand. For the first time I wished to take her

in my arms and kiss her. I _did_ kiss her hand many times.



"'Some day we shall be friends again,' she said, 'when you have had time

to read my actions and motives in a true light, and not so horribly to

misinterpret them. Time may give you the right key to all. Then,

perhaps, you will comprehend me, and then we shall be reconciled.'



"Farewell drops rolled slow down her cheeks. She wiped them away.



"'I am sorry for what has happened--deeply sorry,' she sobbed. So was I,

God knows! Thus were we severed."



"A queer tale!" commented Mr. Yorke.



"I'll do it no more," vowed his companion; "never more will I mention

marriage to a woman unless I feel love. Henceforth credit and commerce

may take care of themselves. Bankruptcy may come when it lists. I have

done with slavish fear of disaster. I mean to work diligently, wait

patiently, bear steadily. Let the worst come, I will take my axe and an

emigrant's berth, and go out with Louis to the West; he and I have

settled it. No woman shall ever again look at me as Miss Keeldar looked,

ever again feel towards me as Miss Keeldar felt. In no woman's presence

will I ever again stand at once such a fool and such a knave, such a

brute and such a puppy."



"Tut!" said the imperturbable Yorke, "you make too much of it; but

still, I say, I am capped. Firstly, that she did not love you; and

secondly, that you did not love her. You are both young; you are both

handsome; you are both well enough for wit and even for temper--take you

on the right side. What ailed you that you could not agree?"



"We never _have_ been, never _could_ be _at home_ with each other,

Yorke. Admire each other as we might at a distance, still we jarred when

we came very near. I have sat at one side of a room and observed her at

the other, perhaps in an excited, genial moment, when she had some of

her favourites round her--her old beaux, for instance, yourself and

Helstone, with whom she is so playful, pleasant, and eloquent. I have

watched her when she was most natural, most lively, and most lovely; my

judgment has pronounced her beautiful. Beautiful she is at times, when

her mood and her array partake of the splendid. I have drawn a little

nearer, feeling that our terms of acquaintance gave me the right of

approach. I have joined the circle round her seat, caught her eye, and

mastered her attention; then we have conversed; and others, thinking me,

perhaps, peculiarly privileged, have withdrawn by degrees, and left us

alone. Were we happy thus left? For myself, I must say No. Always a

feeling of constraint came over me; always I was disposed to be stern

and strange. We talked politics and business. No soft sense of domestic

intimacy ever opened our hearts, or thawed our language and made it flow

easy and limpid. If we had confidences, they were confidences of the

counting-house, not of the heart. Nothing in her cherished affection in

me, made me better, gentler; she only stirred my brain and whetted my

acuteness. She never crept into my heart or influenced its pulse; and

for this good reason, no doubt, because I had not the secret of making

her love me."



"Well, lad, it is a queer thing. I might laugh at thee, and reckon to

despise thy refinements; but as it is dark night and we are by

ourselves, I don't mind telling thee that thy talk brings back a glimpse

of my own past life. Twenty-five years ago I tried to persuade a

beautiful woman to love me, and she would not. I had not the key to her

nature; she was a stone wall to me, doorless and windowless."



"But you loved _her_, Yorke; you worshipped Mary Cave. Your conduct,

after all, was that of a man--never of a fortune-hunter."



"Ay, I _did_ love her; but then she was beautiful as the moon we do

_not_ see to-night. There is naught like her in these days. Miss

Helstone, maybe, has a look of her, but nobody else."



"Who has a look of her?"



"That black-coated tyrant's niece--that quiet, delicate Miss Helstone.

Many a time I have put on my spectacles to look at the lassie in church,

because she has gentle blue een, wi' long lashes; and when she sits in

shadow, and is very still and very pale, and is, happen, about to fall

asleep wi' the length of the sermon and the heat of the biggin', she is

as like one of Canova's marbles as aught else."



"Was Mary Cave in that style?"



"Far grander!--less lass-like and flesh-like. You wondered why she

hadn't wings and a crown. She was a stately, peaceful angel was my

Mary."



"And you could not persuade her to love you?"



"Not with all I could do, though I prayed Heaven many a time, on my

bended knees, to help me."



"Mary Cave was not what you think her, Yorke. I have seen her picture at

the rectory. She is no angel, but a fair, regular-featured,

taciturn-looking woman--rather too white and lifeless for my taste. But,

supposing she had been something better than she was----"



"Robert," interrupted Yorke, "I could fell you off your horse at this

moment. However, I'll hold my hand. Reason tells me you are right and I

am wrong. I know well enough that the passion I still have is only the

remnant of an illusion. If Miss Cave had possessed either feeling or

sense, she could not have been so perfectly impassible to my regard as

she showed herself; she must have preferred me to that copper-faced

despot."



"Supposing, Yorke, she had been educated (no women were educated in

those days); supposing she had possessed a thoughtful, original mind, a

love of knowledge, a wish for information, which she took an artless

delight in receiving from your lips, and having measured out to her by

your hand; supposing her conversation, when she sat at your side, was

fertile, varied, imbued with a picturesque grace and genial interest,

quiet flowing but clear and bounteous; supposing that when you stood

near her by chance, or when you sat near her by design, comfort at once

became your atmosphere, and content your element; supposing that

whenever her face was under your gaze, or her idea filled your thoughts,

you gradually ceased to be hard and anxious, and pure affection, love of

home, thirst for sweet discourse, unselfish longing to protect and

cherish, replaced the sordid, cankering calculations of your trade;

supposing, with all this, that many a time, when you had been so happy

as to possess your Mary's little hand, you had felt it tremble as you

held it, just as a warm little bird trembles when you take it from its

nest; supposing you had noticed her shrink into the background on your

entrance into a room, yet if you sought her in her retreat she welcomed

you with the sweetest smile that ever lit a fair virgin face, and only

turned her eyes from the encounter of your own lest their clearness

should reveal too much; supposing, in short, your Mary had been not

cold, but modest; not vacant, but reflective; not obtuse, but sensitive;

not inane, but innocent; not prudish, but pure,--would you have left her

to court another woman for her wealth?"



Mr. Yorke raised his hat, wiped his forehead with his handkerchief.



"The moon is up," was his first not quite relevant remark, pointing with

his whip across the moor. "There she is, rising into the haze, staring

at us wi' a strange red glower. She is no more silver than old

Helstone's brow is ivory. What does she mean by leaning her cheek on

Rushedge i' that way, and looking at us wi' a scowl and a menace?"



"Yorke, if Mary had loved you silently yet faithfully, chastely yet

fervently, as you would wish your wife to love, would you have left

her?"



"Robert!"--he lifted his arm, he held it suspended, and paused--"Robert!

this is a queer world, and men are made of the queerest dregs that

Chaos churned up in her ferment. I might swear sounding oaths--oaths

that would make the poachers think there was a bittern booming in

Bilberry Moss--that, in the case you put, death only should have parted

me from Mary. But I have lived in the world fifty-five years; I have

been forced to study human nature; and, to speak a dark truth, the odds

are, if Mary had loved and not scorned me, if I had been secure of her

affection, certain of her constancy, been irritated by no doubts, stung

by no humiliations--the odds are" (he let his hand fall heavy on the

saddle)--"the odds are I should have left her!"



They rode side by side in silence. Ere either spoke again they were on

the other side of Rushedge. Briarfield lights starred the purple skirt

of the moor. Robert, being the youngest, and having less of the past to

absorb him than his comrade, recommenced first.



"I believe--I daily find it proved--that we can get nothing in this

world worth keeping, not so much as a principle or a conviction, except

out of purifying flame or through strengthening peril. We err, we fall,

we are humbled; then we walk more carefully. We greedily eat and drink

poison out of the gilded cup of vice or from the beggar's wallet of

avarice. We are sickened, degraded; everything good in us rebels against

us; our souls rise bitterly indignant against our bodies; there is a

period of civil war; if the soul has strength, it conquers and rules

thereafter."



"What art thou going to do now, Robert? What are thy plans?"



"For my private plans, I'll keep them to myself--which is very easy, as

at present I have none. No private life is permitted a man in my

position--a man in debt. For my public plans, my views are a little

altered. While I was in Birmingham I looked a little into reality,

considered closely and at their source the causes of the present

troubles of this country. I did the same in London. Unknown, I could go

where I pleased, mix with whom I would. I went where there was want of

food, of fuel, of clothing; where there was no occupation and no hope. I

saw some, with naturally elevated tendencies and good feelings, kept

down amongst sordid privations and harassing griefs. I saw many

originally low, and to whom lack of education left scarcely anything but

animal wants, disappointed in those wants, ahungered, athirst, and

desperate as famished animals. I saw what taught my brain a new lesson,

and filled my breast with fresh feelings. I have no intention to profess

more softness or sentiment than I have hitherto professed; mutiny and

ambition I regard as I have always regarded them. I should resist a

riotous mob just as heretofore; I should open on the scent of a runaway

ringleader as eagerly as ever, and run him down as relentlessly, and

follow him up to condign punishment as rigorously; but I should do it

now chiefly for the sake and the security of those he misled. Something

there is to look to, Yorke, beyond a man's personal interest, beyond the

advancement of well-laid schemes, beyond even the discharge of

dishonouring debts. To respect himself, a man must believe he renders

justice to his fellow-men. Unless I am more considerate to ignorance,

more forbearing to suffering, than I have hitherto been, I shall scorn

myself as grossly unjust.--What now?" he said, addressing his horse,

which, hearing the ripple of water, and feeling thirsty, turned to a

wayside trough, where the moonbeam was playing in a crystal eddy.



"Yorke," pursued Moore, "ride on; I must let him drink."



Yorke accordingly rode slowly forwards, occupying himself as he advanced

in discriminating, amongst the many lights now spangling the distance,

those of Briarmains. Stilbro' Moor was left behind; plantations rose

dusk on either hand; they were descending the hill; below them lay the

valley with its populous parish: they felt already at home.



Surrounded no longer by heath, it was not startling to Mr. Yorke to see

a hat rise, and to hear a voice speak behind the wall. The words,

however, were peculiar.



"When the wicked perisheth there is shouting," it said; and added, "As

the whirlwind passeth, so is the wicked no more" (with a deeper growl):

"terrors take hold of him as waters; hell is naked before him. He shall

die without knowledge."



A fierce flash and sharp crack violated the calm of night. Yorke, ere he

turned, knew the four convicts of Birmingham were avenged.









CHAPTER XXXI.



UNCLE AND NIECE.





The die was cast. Sir Philip Nunnely knew it; Shirley knew it; Mr.

Sympson knew it. That evening, when all the Fieldhead family dined at

Nunnely Priory, decided the business.



Two or three things conduced to bring the baronet to a point. He had

observed that Miss Keeldar looked pensive and delicate. This new phase

in her demeanour smote him on his weak or poetic side. A spontaneous

sonnet brewed in his brain; and while it was still working there, one of

his sisters persuaded his lady-love to sit down to the piano and sing a

ballad--one of Sir Philip's own ballads. It was the least elaborate, the

least affected--out of all comparison the best of his numerous efforts.



It chanced that Shirley, the moment before, had been gazing from a

window down on the park. She had seen that stormy moonlight which "le

Professeur Louis" was perhaps at the same instant contemplating from her

own oak-parlour lattice; she had seen the isolated trees of the

domain--broad, strong, spreading oaks, and high-towering heroic

beeches--wrestling with the gale. Her ear had caught the full roar of

the forest lower down; the swift rushing of clouds, the moon, to the

eye, hasting swifter still, had crossed her vision. She turned from

sight and sound--touched, if not rapt; wakened, if not inspired.



She sang, as requested. There was much about love in the

ballad--faithful love that refused to abandon its object; love that

disaster could not shake; love that in calamity waxed fonder, in poverty

clung closer. The words were set to a fine old air; in themselves they

were simple and sweet. Perhaps, when read, they wanted force; when

_well_ sung, they wanted nothing. Shirley sang them well. She breathed

into the feeling softness; she poured round the passion force. Her voice

was fine that evening, its expression dramatic. She impressed all, and

charmed one.



On leaving the instrument she went to the fire, and sat down on a

seat--semi-stool, semi-cushion. The ladies were round her; none of them

spoke. The Misses Sympson and the Misses Nunnely looked upon her as

quiet poultry might look on an egret, an ibis, or any other strange

fowl. What made her sing so? _They_ never sang so. Was it _proper_ to

sing with such expression, with such originality--so unlike a

school-girl? Decidedly not. It was strange, it was unusual. What was

_strange_ must be _wrong_; what was _unusual_ must be _improper_.

Shirley was judged.



Moreover, old Lady Nunnely eyed her stonily from her great chair by the

fireside. Her gaze said, "This woman is not of mine or my daughters'

kind. I object to her as my son's wife."



Her son, catching the look, read its meaning. He grew alarmed. What he

so wished to win there was danger he might lose. He must make haste.



The room they were in had once been a picture-gallery. Sir Philip's

father--Sir Monckton--had converted it into a saloon; but still it had a

shadowy, long-withdrawing look. A deep recess with a window--a recess

that held one couch, one table, and a fairy cabinet--formed a room

within a room. Two persons standing there might interchange a dialogue,

and, so it were neither long nor loud, none be the wiser.



Sir Philip induced two of his sisters to perpetrate a duet. He gave

occupation to the Misses Sympson. The elder ladies were conversing

together. He was pleased to remark that meantime Shirley rose to look at

the pictures. He had a tale to tell about one ancestress, whose dark

beauty seemed as that of a flower of the south. He joined her, and began

to tell it.



There were mementoes of the same lady in the cabinet adorning the

recess; and while Shirley was stooping to examine the missal and the

rosary on the inlaid shelf, and while the Misses Nunnely indulged in a

prolonged screech, guiltless of expression, pure of originality,

perfectly conventional and absolutely unmeaning, Sir Philip stooped too,

and whispered a few hurried sentences. At first Miss Keeldar was struck

so still you might have fancied that whisper a charm which had changed

her to a statue; but she presently looked up and answered. They parted.

Miss Keeldar returned to the fire, and resumed her seat. The baronet

gazed after her, then went and stood behind his sisters. Mr.

Sympson--Mr. Sympson only--had marked the pantomime.



That gentleman drew his own conclusions. Had he been as acute as he was

meddling, as profound as he was prying, he might have found that in Sir

Philip's face whereby to correct his inference. Ever shallow, hasty, and

positive, he went home quite cock-a-hoop.



He was not a man that kept secrets well. When elate on a subject, he

could not avoid talking about it. The next morning, having occasion to

employ his son's tutor as his secretary, he must needs announce to him,

in mouthing accents, and with much flimsy pomp of manner, that he had

better hold himself prepared for a return to the south at an early day,

as the important business which had detained him (Mr. Sympson) so long

in Yorkshire was now on the eve of fortunate completion. His anxious and

laborious efforts were likely, at last, to be crowned with the happiest

success. A truly eligible addition was about to be made to the family

connections.



"In Sir Philip Nunnely?" Louis Moore conjectured.



Whereupon Mr. Sympson treated himself simultaneously to a pinch of snuff

and a chuckling laugh, checked only by a sudden choke of dignity, and an

order to the tutor to proceed with business.



For a day or two Mr. Sympson continued as bland as oil, but also he

seemed to sit on pins, and his gait, when he walked, emulated that of a

hen treading a hot girdle. He was for ever looking out of the window and

listening for chariot-wheels. Bluebeard's wife--Sisera's mother--were

nothing to him. He waited when the matter should be opened in form, when

himself should be consulted, when lawyers should be summoned, when

settlement discussions and all the delicious worldly fuss should

pompously begin.



At last there came a letter. He himself handed it to Miss Keeldar out of

the bag. He knew the handwriting; he knew the crest on the seal. He did

not see it opened and read, for Shirley took it to her own room; nor did

he see it answered, for she wrote her reply shut up, and was very long

about it--the best part of a day. He questioned her whether it was

answered; she responded, "Yes."



Again he waited--waited in silence, absolutely not daring to speak, kept

mute by something in Shirley's face--a very awful something--inscrutable

to him as the writing on the wall to Belshazzar. He was moved more than

once to call Daniel, in the person of Louis Moore, and to ask an

interpretation; but his dignity forbade the familiarity. Daniel himself,

perhaps, had his own private difficulties connected with that baffling

bit of translation; he looked like a student for whom grammars are blank

and dictionaries dumb.



       *       *       *       *       *



Mr. Sympson had been out, to while away an anxious hour in the society

of his friends at De Walden Hall. He returned a little sooner than was

expected. His family and Miss Keeldar were assembled in the oak parlour.

Addressing the latter, he requested her to step with him into another

room. He wished to have with her a "_strictly_ private interview."



She rose, asking no questions and professing no surprise.



"Very well, sir," she said, in the tone of a determined person who is

informed that the dentist is come to extract that large double tooth of

his, from which he has suffered such a purgatory this month past. She

left her sewing and her thimble in the window-seat, and followed her

uncle where he led.



Shut into the drawing-room, the pair took seats, each in an arm-chair,

placed opposite, a few yards between them.



"I have been to De Walden Hall," said Mr. Sympson. He paused. Miss

Keeldar's eyes were on the pretty white-and-green carpet. _That_

information required no response. She gave none.



"I have learned," he went on slowly--"I have learned a circumstance

which surprises me."



Resting her cheek on her forefinger, she waited to be told _what_

circumstance.



"It seems that Nunnely Priory is shut up--that the family are gone back

to their place in ----shire. It seems that the baronet--that the

baronet--that Sir Philip himself has accompanied his mother and

sisters."



"Indeed!" said Shirley.



"May I ask if you share the amazement with which I received this news?"



"No, sir."



"_Is_ it news to you?"



"Yes, sir."



"I mean--I mean," pursued Mr. Sympson, now fidgeting in his chair,

quitting his hitherto brief and tolerably clear phraseology, and

returning to his customary wordy, confused, irritable style--"I mean to

have a _thorough_ explanation. I will _not_ be put off. I--I--shall

_insist_ on being heard, and on--on having my own way. My questions

_must_ be answered. I will have clear, satisfactory replies. I am not to

be trifled with. (Silence.)



"It is a strange and an extraordinary thing--a very singular--a most odd

thing! I thought all was right, knew no other; and there--the family are

gone!"



"I suppose, sir, they had a right to go."



"_Sir Philip is gone!_" (with emphasis).



Shirley raised her brows. "_Bon voyage!_" said she.



"This will not do; this must be altered, ma'am."



He drew his chair forward; he pushed it back; he looked perfectly

incensed, and perfectly helpless.



"Come, come now, uncle," expostulated Shirley, "do not begin to fret and

fume, or we shall make no sense of the business. Ask me what you want to

know. I am as willing to come to an explanation as you. I promise you

truthful replies."



"I want--I demand to know, Miss Keeldar, whether Sir Philip has made you

an offer?"



"He has."



"You avow it?"



"I avow it. But now, go on. Consider that point settled."



"He made you an offer that night we dined at the priory?"



"It is enough to say that he made it. Go on."



"He proposed in the recess--in the room that used to be a

picture-gallery--that Sir Monckton converted into it saloon?"



No answer.



"You were both examining a cabinet. I saw it all. My sagacity was not at

fault--it never is. Subsequently you received a letter from him. On what

subject--of what nature were the contents?"



"No matter."



"Ma'am, is that the way in which you speak to me?"



Shirley's foot tapped quick on the carpet.



"There you sit, silent and sullen--_you_ who promised truthful replies."



"Sir, I have answered you thus far. Proceed."



"I should like to see that letter."



"You _cannot_ see it."



"I _must_ and _shall_, ma'am; I am your guardian."



"Having ceased to be a ward, I have no guardian."



"Ungrateful being! Reared by me as my own daughter----"



"Once more, uncle, have the kindness to keep to the point. Let us both

remain cool. For my part, I do not wish to get into a passion; but, you

know, once drive me beyond certain bounds, I care little what I say--I

am not then soon checked. Listen! You have asked me whether Sir Philip

made me an offer. That question is answered. What do you wish to know

next?"



"I desire to know whether you accepted or refused him, and know it I

will."



"Certainly, you ought to know it. I refused him."



"Refused him! You--_you_, Shirley Keeldar, _refused_ Sir Philip

Nunnely?"



"I did."



The poor gentleman bounced from his chair, and first rushed and then

trotted through the room.



"There it is! There it is! There it is!"



"Sincerely speaking, I am sorry, uncle, you are so disappointed."



Concession, contrition, never do any good with some people. Instead of

softening and conciliating, they but embolden and harden them. Of that

number was Mr. Sympson.



"_I_ disappointed? What is it to me? Have _I_ an interest in it? You

would insinuate, perhaps, that I have motives?"



"Most people have motives of some sort for their actions."



"She accuses me to my face! I, that have been a parent to her, she

charges with bad motives!"



"_Bad_ motives I did not say."



"And now you prevaricate; you have no principles!"



"Uncle, you tire me. I want to go away."



"Go you shall not! I will be answered. What are your intentions, Miss

Keeldar?"



"In what respect?"



"In respect of matrimony?"



"To be quiet, and to do just as I please."



"Just as you please! The words are to the last degree indecorous."



"Mr. Sympson, I advise you not to become insulting. You know I will not

bear that."



"You read French. Your mind is poisoned with French novels. You have

imbibed French principles."



"The ground you are treading now returns a mighty hollow sound under

your feet. Beware!"



"It will end in infamy, sooner or later. I have foreseen it all along."



"Do you assert, sir, that something in which _I_ am concerned will end

in infamy?"



"That it will--that it will. You said just now you would act as you

please. You acknowledge no rules--no limitations."



"Silly stuff, and vulgar as silly!"



"Regardless of decorum, you are prepared to fly in the face of

propriety."



"You tire me, uncle."



"What, madam--_what_ could be your reasons for refusing Sir Philip?"



"At last there is another sensible question; I shall be glad to reply to

it. Sir Philip is too young for me. I regard him as a boy. All his

relations--his mother especially--would be annoyed if he married me.

Such a step would embroil him with them. I am not his equal in the

world's estimation."



"Is that all?"



"Our dispositions are not compatible."



"Why, a more amiable gentleman never breathed."



"He is very amiable--very excellent--truly estimable; but _not my

master_--not in one point. I could not trust myself with his happiness.

I would not undertake the keeping of it for thousands. I will accept no

hand which cannot hold me in check."



"I thought you liked to do as you please. You are vastly inconsistent."



"When I promise to obey, it shall be under the conviction that I can

keep that promise. I could not obey a youth like Sir Philip. Besides, he

would never command me. He would expect me always to rule--to guide--and

I have no taste whatever for the office."



"_You_ no taste for swaggering, and subduing, and ordering, and ruling?"



"Not my husband; only my uncle."



"Where is the difference?"



"There _is_ a slight difference--that is certain. And I know full well

any man who wishes to live in decent comfort with me as a husband must

be able to control me."



"I wish you had a real tyrant."



"A tyrant would not hold me for a day, not for an hour. I would

rebel--break from him--defy him."



"Are you not enough to bewilder one's brain with your

self-contradiction?"



"It is evident I bewilder your brain."



"You talk of Sir Philip being young. He is two-and-twenty."



"My husband must be thirty, with the sense of forty."



"You had better pick out some old man--some white-headed or bald-headed

swain."



"No, thank you."



"You could lead some doting fool; you might pin him to your apron."



"I might do that with a boy; but it is not my vocation. Did I not say I

prefer a _master_--one in whose presence I shall feel obliged and

disposed to be good; one whose control my impatient temper must

acknowledge; a man whose approbation can reward, whose displeasure

punish me; a man I shall feel it impossible not to love, and very

possible to fear?"



"What is there to hinder you from doing all this with Sir Philip? He is

a baronet--a man of rank, property, connections far above yours. If you

talk of intellect, he is a poet--he writes verses; which you, I take it,

cannot do, with all your cleverness."



"Neither his title, wealth, pedigree, nor poetry avail to invest him

with the power I describe. These are feather-weights; they want ballast.

A measure of sound, solid, practical sense would have stood him in

better stead with me."



"You and Henry rave about poetry! You used to catch fire like tinder on

the subject when you were a girl."



"O uncle, there is nothing really valuable in this world, there is

nothing glorious in the world to come that is not poetry!"



"Marry a poet, then, in God's name!"



"Show him me, and I will."



"Sir Philip."



"Not at all. You are almost as good a poet as he."



"Madam, you are wandering from the point."



"Indeed, uncle, I wanted to do so, and I shall be glad to lead you away

with me. Do not let us get out of temper with each other; it is not

worth while."



"Out of temper, Miss Keeldar! I should be glad to know who is out of

temper."



"_I_ am not, yet."



"If you mean to insinuate that _I_ am, I consider that you are guilty of

impertinence."



"You will be soon, if you go on at that rate."



"There it is! With your pert tongue you would try the patience of a

Job."



"I know I should."



"No levity, miss! This is not a laughing matter. It is an affair I am

resolved to probe thoroughly, convinced that there is mischief at the

bottom. You described just now, with far too much freedom for your years

and sex, the sort of individual you would prefer as a husband. Pray, did

you paint from the life?"



Shirley opened her lips, but instead of speaking she only glowed

rose-red.



"I shall have an answer to that question," affirmed Mr. Sympson,

assuming vast courage and consequence on the strength of this symptom of

confusion.



"It was an historical picture, uncle, from several originals."



"Several originals! Bless my heart!"



"I have been in love several times."



"This is cynical."



"With heroes of many nations."



"What next----"



"And philosophers."



"She is mad----"



"Don't ring the bell, uncle; you will alarm my aunt."



"Your poor dear aunt, what a niece has she!"



"Once I loved Socrates."



"Pooh! no trifling, ma'am."



"I admired Themistocles, Leonidas, Epaminondas."



"Miss Keeldar----"



"To pass over a few centuries, Washington was a plain man, but I liked

him; but to speak of the actual present----"



"Ah! the actual present."



"To quit crude schoolgirl fancies, and come to realities."



"Realities! That is the test to which you shall be brought, ma'am."



"To avow before what altar I now kneel--to reveal the present idol of my

soul----"



"You will make haste about it, if you please. It is near luncheon time,

and confess _you shall_."



"Confess I must. My heart is full of the secret. It must be spoken. I

only wish you were Mr. Helstone instead of Mr. Sympson; you would

sympathize with me better."



"Madam, it is a question of common sense and common prudence, not of

sympathy and sentiment, and so on. Did you say it was Mr. Helstone?"



"Not precisely, but as near as may be; they are rather alike."



"I will know the name; I will have particulars."



"They positively _are_ rather alike. Their very faces are not

dissimilar--a pair of human falcons--and dry, direct, decided both. But

my hero is the mightier of the two. His mind has the clearness of the

deep sea, the patience of its rocks, the force of its billows."



"Rant and fustian!"



"I dare say he can be harsh as a saw-edge and gruff as a hungry raven."



"Miss Keeldar, does the person reside in Briarfield? Answer me that."



"Uncle, I am going to tell you; his name is trembling on my tongue."



"Speak, girl!"



"That was well said, uncle. 'Speak, girl!' It is quite tragic. England

has howled savagely against this man, uncle, and she will one day roar

exultingly over him. He has been unscared by the howl, and he will be

unelated by the shout."



"I said she was mad. She is."



"This country will change and change again in her demeanour to him; he

will never change in his duty to her. Come, cease to chafe, uncle, I'll

tell you his name."



"You shall tell me, or----"



"Listen! Arthur Wellesley, Lord Wellington."



Mr. Sympson rose up furious. He bounced out of the room, but immediately

bounced back again, shut the door, and resumed his seat.



"Ma'am, you _shall_ tell me _this_. Will your principles permit you to

marry a man without money--a man below you?"



"Never a man below me."



(In a high voice.) "Will you, Miss Keeldar, marry a poor man?"



"What right have you, Mr. Sympson, to ask me?"



"I insist upon knowing."



"You don't go the way to know."



"My family respectability shall not be compromised."



"A good resolution; keep it."



"Madam, it is _you_ who shall keep it."



"Impossible, sir, since I form no part of your family."



"Do you disown us?"



"I disdain your dictatorship."



"Whom _will_ you marry, Miss Keeldar?"



"Not Mr. Sam Wynne, because I scorn him; not Sir Philip Nunnely, because

I _only_ esteem him."



"Whom have you in your eye?"



"Four rejected candidates."



"Such obstinacy could not be unless you were under improper influence."



"What do you mean? There are certain phrases potent to make my blood

boil. Improper influence! What old woman's cackle is that?"



"Are you a young lady?"



"I am a thousand times better: I am an honest woman, and as such I will

be treated."



"Do you know" (leaning mysteriously forward, and speaking with ghastly

solemnity)--"do you know the whole neighbourhood teems with rumours

respecting you and a bankrupt tenant of yours, the foreigner Moore?"



"Does it?"



"It does. Your name is in every mouth."



"It honours the lips it crosses, and I wish to the gods it may purify

them."



"Is it _that_ person who has power to influence you?"



"Beyond any whose cause you have advocated."



"Is it he you will marry?"



"He is handsome, and manly, and commanding."



"You declare it to my face! The Flemish knave! the low trader!"



"He is talented, and venturous, and resolute. Prince is on his brow, and

ruler in his bearing."



"She glories in it! She conceals nothing! No shame, no fear!"



"When we speak the name of Moore, shame should be forgotten and fear

discarded. The Moores know only honour and courage."



"I say she is mad."



"You have taunted me till my blood is up; you have worried me till I

turn again."



"That Moore is the brother of my son's tutor. Would you let the usher

call you sister?"



Bright and broad shone Shirley's eye as she fixed it on her questioner

now.



"No, no; not for a province of possession, not for a century of life."



"You cannot separate the husband from his family."



"What then?"



"Mr. Louis Moore's sister you will be."



"Mr. Sympson, I am sick at heart with all this weak trash; I will bear

no more. Your thoughts are not my thoughts, your aims are not my aims,

your gods are not my gods. We do not view things in the same light; we

do not measure them by the same standard; we hardly speak in the same

tongue. Let us part."



"It is not," she resumed, much excited--"it is not that I hate you; you

are a good sort of man. Perhaps you mean well in your way. But we cannot

suit; we are ever at variance. You annoy me with small meddling, with

petty tyranny; you exasperate my temper, and make and keep me

passionate. As to your small maxims, your narrow rules, your little

prejudices, aversions, dogmas, bundle them off. Mr. Sympson, go, offer

them a sacrifice to the deity you worship; I'll none of them. I wash my

hands of the lot. I walk by another creed, light, faith, and hope than

you."



"Another creed! I believe she is an infidel."



"An infidel to _your_ religion, an atheist to _your_ god."



"_An--atheist!!!_"



"Your god, sir, is the world. In my eyes you too, if not an infidel, are

an idolater. I conceive that you ignorantly worship; in all things you

appear to me too superstitious. Sir, your god, your great Bel, your

fish-tailed Dagon, rises before me as a demon. You, and such as you,

have raised him to a throne, put on him a crown, given him a sceptre.

Behold how hideously he governs! See him busied at the work he likes

best--making marriages. He binds the young to the old, the strong to the

imbecile. He stretches out the arm of Mezentius, and fetters the dead to

the living. In his realm there is hatred--secret hatred; there is

disgust--unspoken disgust; there is treachery--family treachery; there

is vice--deep, deadly domestic vice. In his dominions children grow

unloving between parents who have never loved; infants are nursed on

deception from their very birth; they are reared in an atmosphere

corrupt with lies. Your god rules at the bridal of kings; look at your

royal dynasties! Your deity is the deity of foreign aristocracies;

analyze the blue blood of Spain! Your god is the Hymen of France; what

is French domestic life? All that surrounds him hastens to decay; all

declines and degenerates under his sceptre. _Your_ god is a masked

Death."



"This language is terrible! My daughters and you must associate no

longer, Miss Keeldar; there is danger in such companionship. Had I known

you a little earlier--but, extraordinary as I thought you, I could not

have believed----"



"Now, sir, do you begin to be aware that it is useless to scheme for me;

that in doing so you but sow the wind to reap the whirlwind? I sweep

your cobweb projects from my path, that I may pass on unsullied. I am

anchored on a resolve you cannot shake. My heart, my conscience shall

dispose of my hand--_they only_. Know this at last."



Mr. Sympson was becoming a little bewildered.



"Never heard such language!" he muttered again and again; "never was so

addressed in my life--never was so used!"



"You are quite confused, sir. You had better withdraw, or I will."



He rose hastily. "We must leave this place; they must pack up at once."



"Do not hurry my aunt and cousins; give them time."



"No more intercourse; she's not proper."



He made his way to the door. He came back for his handkerchief. He

dropped his snuff-box, leaving the contents scattered on the carpet; he

stumbled out. Tartar lay outside across the mat; Mr. Sympson almost fell

over him. In the climax of his exasperation he hurled an oath at the dog

and a coarse epithet at his mistress.



"Poor Mr. Sympson! he is both feeble and vulgar," said Shirley to

herself. "My head aches, and I am tired," she added; and leaning her

head upon a cushion, she softly subsided from excitement to repose. One,

entering the room a quarter of an hour afterwards, found her asleep.

When Shirley had been agitated, she generally took this natural

refreshment; it would come at her call.



The intruder paused in her unconscious presence, and said, "Miss

Keeldar."



Perhaps his voice harmonized with some dream into which she was passing.

It did not startle, it hardly roused her. Without opening her eyes, she

but turned her head a little, so that her cheek and profile, before

hidden by her arm, became visible. She looked rosy, happy, half smiling,

but her eyelashes were wet. She had wept in slumber; or perhaps, before

dropping asleep, a few natural tears had fallen after she had heard that

epithet. No man--no woman--is always strong, always able to bear up

against the unjust opinion, the vilifying word. Calumny, even from the

mouth of a fool, will sometimes cut into unguarded feelings. Shirley

looked like a child that had been naughty and punished, but was now

forgiven and at rest.



"Miss Keeldar," again said the voice. This time it woke her. She looked

up, and saw at her side Louis Moore--not close at her side, but

standing, with arrested step, two or three yards from her.



"O Mr. Moore!" she said. "I was afraid it was my uncle again: he and I

have quarrelled."



"Mr. Sympson should let you alone," was the reply. "Can he not see that

you are as yet far from strong?"



"I assure you he did not find me weak. I did not cry when he was here."



"He is about to evacuate Fieldhead--so he says. He is now giving orders

to his family. He has been in the schoolroom issuing commands in a

manner which, I suppose, was a continuation of that with which he has

harassed you."



"Are you and Henry to go?"



"I believe, as far as Henry is concerned, that was the tenor of his

scarcely intelligible directions; but he may change all to-morrow. He is

just in that mood when you cannot depend on his consistency for two

consecutive hours. I doubt whether he will leave you for weeks yet. To

myself he addressed some words which will require a little attention and

comment by-and-by, when I have time to bestow on them. At the moment he

came in I was busied with a note I had got from Mr. Yorke--so fully

busied that I cut short the interview with him somewhat abruptly. I left

him raving. Here is the note. I wish you to see it. It refers to my

brother Robert." And he looked at Shirley.



"I shall be glad to hear news of him. Is he coming home?"



"He is come. He is in Yorkshire. Mr. Yorke went yesterday to Stilbro' to

meet him."



"Mr. Moore, something is wrong----"



"Did my voice tremble? He is now at Briarmains, and I am going to see

him."



"What has occurred?"



"If you turn so pale I shall be sorry I have spoken. It might have been

worse. Robert is not dead, but much hurt."



"O sir, it is you who are pale. Sit down near me."



"Read the note. Let me open it."



Miss Keeldar read the note. It briefly signified that last night Robert

Moore had been shot at from behind the wall of Milldean plantation, at

the foot of the Brow; that he was wounded severely, but it was hoped not

fatally. Of the assassin, or assassins, nothing was known; they had

escaped. "No doubt," Mr. Yorke observed, "it was done in revenge. It was

a pity ill-will had ever been raised; but that could not be helped now."



"He is my only brother," said Louis, as Shirley returned the note. "I

cannot hear unmoved that ruffians have laid in wait for him, and shot

him down, like some wild beast from behind a wall."



"Be comforted; be hopeful. He will get better--I know he will."



Shirley, solicitous to soothe, held her hand over Mr. Moore's as it lay

on the arm of the chair. She just touched it lightly, scarce palpably.



"Well, give me your hand," he said. "It will be for the first time; it

is in a moment of calamity. Give it me."



Awaiting neither consent nor refusal, he took what he asked.



"I am going to Briarmains now," he went on. "I want you to step over to

the rectory and tell Caroline Helstone what has happened. Will you do

this? She will hear it best from you."



"Immediately," said Shirley, with docile promptitude. "Ought I to say

that there is no danger?"



"Say so."



"You will come back soon, and let me know more?"



"I will either come or write."



"Trust me for watching over Caroline. I will communicate with your

sister too; but doubtless she is already with Robert?"



"Doubtless, or will be soon. Good-morning now."



"You will bear up, come what may."



"We shall see that."



Shirley's fingers were obliged to withdraw from the tutor's. Louis was

obliged to relinquish that hand folded, clasped, hidden in his own.



"I thought I should have had to support her," he said, as he walked

towards Briarmains, "and it is she who has made me strong. That look of

pity, that gentle touch! No down was ever softer, no elixir more potent!

It lay like a snowflake; it thrilled like lightning. A thousand times I

have longed to possess that hand--to have it in mine. I _have_ possessed

it; for five minutes I held it. Her fingers and mine can never be

strangers more. Having met once they must meet again."









CHAPTER XXXII.



THE SCHOOLBOY AND THE WOOD-NYMPH.





Briarmains being nearer than the Hollow, Mr. Yorke had conveyed his

young comrade there. He had seen him laid in the best bed of the house,

as carefully as if he had been one of his own sons. The sight of his

blood, welling from the treacherously inflicted wound, made him indeed

the son of the Yorkshire gentleman's heart. The spectacle of the sudden

event, of the tall, straight shape prostrated in its pride across the

road, of the fine southern head laid low in the dust, of that youth in

prime flung at once before him pallid, lifeless, helpless--this was the

very combination of circumstances to win for the victim Mr. Yorke's

liveliest interest.



No other hand was there to raise--to aid, no other voice to question

kindly, no other brain to concert measures; he had to do it all himself.

This utter dependence of the speechless, bleeding youth (as a youth he

regarded him) on his benevolence secured that benevolence most

effectually. Well did Mr. Yorke like to have power, and to use it. He

had now between his hands power over a fellow-creature's life. It suited

him.



No less perfectly did it suit his saturnine better half. The incident

was quite in her way and to her taste. Some women would have been

terror-struck to see a gory man brought in over their threshold, and

laid down in their hall in the "howe of the night." There, you would

suppose, was subject-matter for hysterics. No. Mrs. Yorke went into

hysterics when Jessie would not leave the garden to come to her

knitting, or when Martin proposed starting for Australia, with a view to

realize freedom and escape the tyranny of Matthew; but an attempted

murder near her door--a half-murdered man in her best bed--set her

straight, cheered her spirits, gave her cap the dash of a turban.



Mrs. Yorke was just the woman who, while rendering miserable the

drudging life of a simple maid-servant, would nurse like a heroine a

hospital full of plague patients. She almost loved Moore. Her tough

heart almost yearned towards him when she found him committed to her

charge--left in her arms, as dependent on her as her youngest-born in

the cradle. Had she seen a domestic or one of her daughters give him a

draught of water or smooth his pillow, she would have boxed the

intruder's ears. She chased Jessie and Rose from the upper realm of the

house; she forbade the housemaids to set their foot in it.



Now, if the accident had happened at the rectory gates, and old Helstone

had taken in the martyr, neither Yorke nor his wife would have pitied

him. They would have adjudged him right served for his tyranny and

meddling. As it was, he became, for the present, the apple of their eye.



Strange! Louis Moore was permitted to come--to sit down on the edge of

the bed and lean over the pillow; to hold his brother's hand, and press

his pale forehead with his fraternal lips; and Mrs. Yorke bore it well.

She suffered him to stay half the day there; she once suffered him to

sit up all night in the chamber; she rose herself at five o'clock of a

wet November morning, and with her own hands lit the kitchen fire, and

made the brothers a breakfast, and served it to them herself.

Majestically arrayed in a boundless flannel wrapper, a shawl, and her

nightcap, she sat and watched them eat, as complacently as a hen beholds

her chickens feed. Yet she gave the cook warning that day for venturing

to make and carry up to Mr. Moore a basin of sago-gruel; and the

housemaid lost her favour because, when Mr. Louis was departing, she

brought him his surtout aired from the kitchen, and, like a "forward

piece" as she was, helped him on with it, and accepted in return a

smile, a "Thank you, my girl," and a shilling. Two ladies called one

day, pale and anxious, and begged earnestly, humbly, to be allowed to

see Mr. Moore one instant. Mrs. Yorke hardened her heart, and sent them

packing--not without opprobrium.



But how was it when Hortense Moore came? Not so bad as might have been

expected. The whole family of the Moores really seemed to suit Mrs.

Yorke so as no other family had ever suited her. Hortense and she

possessed an exhaustless mutual theme of conversation in the corrupt

propensities of servants. Their views of this class were similar; they

watched them with the same suspicion, and judged them with the same

severity. Hortense, too, from the very first showed no manner of

jealousy of Mrs. Yorke's attentions to Robert--she let her keep the post

of nurse with little interference; and, for herself, found ceaseless

occupation in fidgeting about the house, holding the kitchen under

surveillance, reporting what passed there, and, in short, making herself

generally useful. Visitors they both of them agreed in excluding

sedulously from the sickroom. They held the young mill-owner captive,

and hardly let the air breathe or the sun shine on him.



Mr. MacTurk, the surgeon to whom Moore's case had been committed,

pronounced his wound of a dangerous, but, he trusted, not of a hopeless

character. At first he wished to place with him a nurse of his own

selection; but this neither Mrs. Yorke nor Hortense would hear of. They

promised faithful observance of directions. He was left, therefore, for

the present in their hands.



Doubtless they executed the trust to the best of their ability; but

something got wrong. The bandages were displaced or tampered with; great

loss of blood followed. MacTurk, being summoned, came with steed afoam.

He was one of those surgeons whom it is dangerous to vex--abrupt in his

best moods, in his worst savage. On seeing Moore's state he relieved his

feelings by a little flowery language, with which it is not necessary to

strew the present page. A bouquet or two of the choicest blossoms fell

on the unperturbed head of one Mr. Graves, a stony young assistant he

usually carried about with him; with a second nosegay he gifted another

young gentleman in his train--an interesting fac-simile of himself,

being indeed his own son; but the full _corbeille_ of blushing bloom

fell to the lot of meddling womankind, _en masse_.



For the best part of one winter night himself and satellites were busied

about Moore. There at his bedside, shut up alone with him in his

chamber, they wrought and wrangled over his exhausted frame. They three

were on one side of the bed, and Death on the other. The conflict was

sharp; it lasted till day broke, when the balance between the

belligerents seemed so equal that both parties might have claimed the

victory.



At dawn Graves and young MacTurk were left in charge of the patient,

while the senior went himself in search of additional strength, and

secured it in the person of Mrs. Horsfall, the best nurse on his staff.

To this woman he gave Moore in charge, with the sternest injunctions

respecting the responsibility laid on her shoulders. She took this

responsibility stolidly, as she did also the easy-chair at the bedhead.

That moment she began her reign.



Mrs. Horsfall had one virtue--orders received from MacTurk she obeyed to

the letter. The ten commandments were less binding in her eyes than her

surgeon's dictum. In other respects she was no woman, but a dragon.

Hortense Moore fell effaced before her; Mrs. Yorke withdrew--crushed;

yet both these women were personages of some dignity in their own

estimation, and of some bulk in the estimation of others. Perfectly

cowed by the breadth, the height, the bone, and the brawn of Mrs.

Horsfall, they retreated to the back parlour. She, for her part, sat

upstairs when she liked, and downstairs when she preferred it. She took

her dram three times a day, and her pipe of tobacco four times.



As to Moore, no one now ventured to inquire about him. Mrs. Horsfall had

him at dry-nurse. It was she who was to do for him, and the general

conjecture now ran that she did for him accordingly.



Morning and evening MacTurk came to see him. His case, thus complicated

by a new mischance, was become one of interest in the surgeon's eyes. He

regarded him as a damaged piece of clockwork, which it would be

creditable to his skill to set agoing again. Graves and young

MacTurk--Moore's sole other visitors--contemplated him in the light in

which they were wont to contemplate the occupant for the time being of

the dissecting-room at Stilbro' Infirmary.



Robert Moore had a pleasant time of it--in pain, in danger, too weak to

move, almost too weak to speak, a sort of giantess his keeper, the three

surgeons his sole society. Thus he lay through the diminishing days and

lengthening nights of the whole drear month of November.



In the commencement of his captivity Moore used feebly to resist Mrs.

Horsfall. He hated the sight of her rough bulk, and dreaded the contact

of her hard hands; but she taught him docility in a trice. She made no

account whatever of his six feet, his manly thews and sinews; she turned

him in his bed as another woman would have turned a babe in its cradle.

When he was good she addressed him as "my dear" and "honey," and when he

was bad she sometimes shook him. Did he attempt to speak when MacTurk

was there, she lifted her hand and bade him "Hush!" like a nurse

checking a forward child. If she had not smoked, if she had not taken

gin, it would have been better, he thought; but she did both. Once, in

her absence, he intimated to MacTurk that "that woman was a

dram-drinker."



"Pooh! my dear sir, they are all so," was the reply he got for his

pains. "But Horsfall has this virtue," added the surgeon--"drunk or

sober, she always remembers to obey _me_."



       *       *       *       *       *



At length the latter autumn passed; its fogs, its rains withdrew from

England their mourning and their tears; its winds swept on to sigh over

lands far away. Behind November came deep winter--clearness, stillness,

frost accompanying.



A calm day had settled into a crystalline evening. The world wore a

North Pole colouring; all its lights and tints looked like the

_reflets_[A] of white, or violet, or pale green gems. The hills wore a

lilac blue; the setting sun had purple in its red; the sky was ice, all

silvered azure; when the stars rose, they were of white crystal, not

gold; gray, or cerulean, or faint emerald hues--cool, pure, and

transparent--tinged the mass of the landscape.



    [A] Find me an English word as good, reader, and I will gladly

        dispense with the French word. "Reflections" won't do.



What is this by itself in a wood no longer green, no longer even russet,

a wood neutral tint--this dark blue moving object? Why, it is a

schoolboy--a Briarfield grammar-school boy--who has left his companions,

now trudging home by the highroad, and is seeking a certain tree, with a

certain mossy mound at its root, convenient as a seat. Why is he

lingering here? The air is cold and the time wears late. He sits down.

What is he thinking about? Does he feel the chaste charm Nature wears

to-night? A pearl-white moon smiles through the gray trees; does he care

for her smile?



Impossible to say; for he is silent, and his countenance does not speak.

As yet it is no mirror to reflect sensation, but rather a mask to

conceal it. This boy is a stripling of fifteen--slight, and tall of his

years. In his face there is as little of amenity as of servility, his

eye seems prepared to note any incipient attempt to control or overreach

him, and the rest of his features indicate faculties alert for

resistance. Wise ushers avoid unnecessary interference with that lad.

To break him in by severity would be a useless attempt; to win him by

flattery would be an effort worse than useless. He is best let alone.

Time will educate and experience train him.



Professedly Martin Yorke (it is a young Yorke, of course) tramples on

the name of poetry. Talk sentiment to him, and you would be answered by

sarcasm. Here he is, wandering alone, waiting duteously on Nature, while

she unfolds a page of stern, of silent, and of solemn poetry beneath his

attentive gaze.



Being seated, he takes from his satchel a book--not the Latin grammar,

but a contraband volume of fairy tales. There will be light enough yet

for an hour to serve his keen young vision. Besides, the moon waits on

him; her beam, dim and vague as yet, fills the glade where he sits.



He reads. He is led into a solitary mountain region; all round him is

rude and desolate, shapeless, and almost colourless. He hears bells

tinkle on the wind. Forth-riding from the formless folds of the mist

dawns on him the brightest vision--a green-robed lady, on a snow-white

palfrey. He sees her dress, her gems, and her steed. She arrests him

with some mysterious question. He is spell-bound, and must follow her

into fairyland.



A second legend bears him to the sea-shore. There tumbles in a strong

tide, boiling at the base of dizzy cliffs. It rains and blows. A reef of

rocks, black and rough, stretches far into the sea. All along, and

among, and above these crags dash and flash, sweep and leap, swells,

wreaths, drifts of snowy spray. Some lone wanderer is out on these

rocks, treading with cautious step the wet, wild seaweed; glancing down

into hollows where the brine lies fathoms deep and emerald clear, and

seeing there wilder and stranger and huger vegetation than is found on

land, with treasure of shells--some green, some purple, some

pearly--clustered in the curls of the snaky plants. He hears a cry.

Looking up and forward, he sees, at the bleak point of the reef, a tall,

pale thing--shaped like man, but made of spray--transparent, tremulous,

awful. It stands not alone. They are all human figures that wanton in

the rocks--a crowd of foam-women--a band of white, evanescent Nereids.



Hush! Shut the book; hide it in the satchel. Martin hears a tread. He

listens. No--yes. Once more the dead leaves, lightly crushed, rustle on

the wood path. Martin watches; the trees part, and a woman issues

forth.



She is a lady dressed in dark silk, a veil covering her face. Martin

never met a lady in this wood before--nor any female, save, now and

then, a village girl come to gather nuts. To-night the apparition does

not displease him. He observes, as she approaches, that she is neither

old nor plain, but, on the contrary, very youthful; and, but that he now

recognizes her for one whom he has often wilfully pronounced ugly, he

would deem that he discovered traits of beauty behind the thin gauze of

that veil.



She passes him and says nothing. He knew she would. All women are proud

monkeys, and he knows no more conceited doll than that Caroline

Helstone. The thought is hardly hatched in his mind when the lady

retraces those two steps she had got beyond him, and raising her veil,

reposes her glance on his face, while she softly asks, "Are you one of

Mr. Yorke's sons?"



No human evidence would ever have been able to persuade Martin Yorke

that he blushed when thus addressed; yet blush he did, to the ears.



"I am," he said bluntly, and encouraged himself to wonder,

superciliously, what would come next.



"You are Martin, I think?" was the observation that followed.



It could not have been more felicitous. It was a simple sentence--very

artlessly, a little timidly, pronounced; but it chimed in harmony to the

youth's nature. It stilled him like a note of music.



Martin had a keen sense of his personality; he felt it right and

sensible that the girl should discriminate him from his brothers. Like

his father, he hated ceremony. It was acceptable to hear a lady address

him as "Martin," and not Mr. Martin or Master Martin, which form would

have lost her his good graces for ever. Worse, if possible, than

ceremony was the other extreme of slipshod familiarity. The slight tone

of bashfulness, the scarcely perceptible hesitation, was considered

perfectly in place.



"I am Martin," he said.



"Are your father and mother well?" (it was lucky she did not say _papa_

and _mamma_; that would have undone all); "and Rose and Jessie?"



"I suppose so."



"My cousin Hortense is still at Briarmains?"



"Oh yes."



Martin gave a comic half-smile and demi-groan. The half-smile was

responded to by the lady, who could guess in what sort of odour Hortense

was likely to be held by the young Yorkes.



"Does your mother like her?"



"They suit so well about the servants they can't help liking each

other."



"It is cold to-night."



"Why are you out so late?"



"I lost my way in this wood."



Now, indeed, Martin allowed himself a refreshing laugh of scorn.



"Lost your way in the mighty forest of Briarmains! You deserve never

more to find it."



"I never was here before, and I believe I am trespassing now. You might

inform against me if you chose, Martin, and have me fined. It is your

father's wood."



"I should think I knew that. But since you are so simple as to lose your

way, I will guide you out."



"You need not. I have got into the track now. I shall be right. Martin"

(a little quickly), "how is Mr. Moore?"



Martin had heard certain rumours; it struck him that it might be amusing

to make an experiment.



"Going to die. Nothing can save him. All hope flung overboard!"



She put her veil aside. She looked into his eyes, and said, "To die!"



"To die. All along of the women, my mother and the rest. They did

something about his bandages that finished everything. He would have got

better but for them. I am sure they should be arrested, cribbed, tried,

and brought in for Botany Bay, at the very least."



The questioner, perhaps, did nor hear this judgment. She stood

motionless. In two minutes, without another word, she moved forwards; no

good-night, no further inquiry. This was not amusing, nor what Martin

had calculated on. He expected something dramatic and demonstrative. It

was hardly worth while to frighten the girl if she would not entertain

him in return. He called, "Miss Helstone!"



She did not hear or turn. He hastened after and overtook her.



"Come; are you uneasy about what I said?"



"You know nothing about death, Martin; you are too young for me to talk

to concerning such a thing."



"Did you believe me? It's all flummery! Moore eats like three men. They

are always making sago or tapioca or something good for him. I never go

into the kitchen but there is a saucepan on the fire, cooking him some

dainty. I think I will play the old soldier, and be fed on the fat of

the land like him."



"Martin! Martin!" Here her voice trembled, and she stopped.



"It is exceedingly wrong of you, Martin. You have almost killed me."



Again she stopped. She leaned against a tree, trembling, shuddering, and

as pale as death.



Martin contemplated her with inexpressible curiosity. In one sense it

was, as he would have expressed it, "nuts" to him to see this. It told

him so much, and he was beginning to have a great relish for discovering

secrets. In another sense it reminded him of what he had once felt when

he had heard a blackbird lamenting for her nestlings, which Matthew had

crushed with a stone, and that was not a pleasant feeling. Unable to

find anything very appropriate to _say_ in order to comfort her, he

began to cast about in his mind what he could _do_. He smiled. The lad's

smile gave wondrous transparency to his physiognomy.



"Eureka!" he cried. "I'll set all straight by-and-by. You are better

now, Miss Caroline. Walk forward," he urged.



Not reflecting that it would be more difficult for Miss Helstone than

for himself to climb a wall or penetrate a hedge, he piloted her by a

short cut which led to no gate. The consequence was he had to help her

over some formidable obstacles, and while he railed at her for

helplessness, he perfectly liked to feel himself of use.



"Martin, before we separate, assure me seriously, and on your word of

honour, that Mr. Moore is better."



"How very much you think of that Moore!"



"No--but--many of his friends may ask me, and I wish to be able to give

an authentic answer."



"You may tell them he is well enough, only idle. You may tell them that

he takes mutton chops for dinner, and the best of arrowroot for supper.

I intercepted a basin myself one night on its way upstairs, and ate half

of it."



"And who waits on him, Martin? who nurses him?"



"Nurses him? The great baby! Why, a woman as round and big as our

largest water-butt--a rough, hard-favoured old girl. I make no doubt

she leads him a rich life. Nobody else is let near him. He is chiefly in

the dark. It is my belief she knocks him about terribly in that chamber.

I listen at the wall sometimes when I am in bed, and I think I hear her

thumping him. You should see her fist. She could hold half a dozen hands

like yours in her one palm. After all, notwithstanding the chops and

jellies he gets, I would not be in his shoes. In fact, it is my private

opinion that she eats most of what goes up on the tray to Mr. Moore. I

wish she may not be starving him."



Profound silence and meditation on Caroline's part, and a sly

watchfulness on Martin's.



"You never see him, I suppose, Martin?"



"I? No. I don't care to see him, for my own part."



Silence again.



"Did not you come to our house once with Mrs. Pryor, about five weeks

since, to ask after him?" again inquired Martin.



"Yes."



"I dare say you wished to be shown upstairs?"



"We _did_ wish it. We entreated it; but your mother declined."



"Ay! she declined. I heard it all. She treated you as it is her pleasure

to treat visitors now and then. She behaved to you rudely and harshly."



"She was not kind; for you know, Martin, we are relations, and it is

natural we should take an interest in Mr. Moore. But here we must part;

we are at your father's gate."



"Very well, what of that? I shall walk home with you."



"They will miss you, and wonder where you are."



"Let them. I can take care of myself, I suppose."



Martin knew that he had already incurred the penalty of a lecture, and

dry bread for his tea. No matter; the evening had furnished him with an

adventure. It was better than muffins and toast.



He walked home with Caroline. On the way he promised to see Mr. Moore,

in spite of the dragon who guarded his chamber, and appointed an hour on

the next day when Caroline was to come to Briarmains Wood and get

tidings of him. He would meet her at a certain tree. The scheme led to

nothing; still he liked it.



Having reached home, the dry bread and the lecture were duly

administered to him, and he was dismissed to bed at an early hour. He

accepted his punishment with the toughest stoicism.



Ere ascending to his chamber he paid a secret visit to the dining-room,

a still, cold, stately apartment, seldom used, for the family

customarily dined in the back parlour. He stood before the mantelpiece,

and lifted his candle to two pictures hung above--female heads: one, a

type of serene beauty, happy and innocent; the other, more lovely, but

forlorn and desperate.



"She looked like _that_," he said, gazing on the latter sketch, "when

she sobbed, turned white, and leaned against the tree."



"I suppose," he pursued, when he was in his room, and seated on the edge

of his pallet-bed--"I suppose she is what they call '_in love_'--yes,

_in love_ with that long thing in the next chamber. Whisht! is that

Horsfall clattering him? I wonder he does not yell out. It really sounds

as if she had fallen on him tooth and nail; but I suppose she is making

the bed. I saw her at it once. She hit into the mattresses as if she was

boxing. It is queer, Zillah (they call her Zillah)--Zillah Horsfall is a

woman, and Caroline Helstone is a woman; they are two individuals of the

same species--not much alike though. Is she a pretty girl, that

Caroline? I suspect she is; very nice to look at--something so clear in

her face, so soft in her eyes. I approve of her looking at me; it does

me good. She has long eyelashes. Their shadow seems to rest where she

gazes, and to instil peace and thought. If she behaves well, and

continues to suit me as she has suited me to-day, I may do her a good

turn. I rather relish the notion of circumventing my mother and that

ogress old Horsfall. Not that I like humouring Moore; but whatever I do

I'll be paid for, and in coin of my own choosing. I know what reward I

will claim--one displeasing to Moore, and agreeable to myself."



He turned into bed.









CHAPTER XXXIII.



MARTIN'S TACTICS.





It was necessary to the arrangement of Martin's plan that he should stay

at home that day. Accordingly, he found no appetite for breakfast, and

just about school-time took a severe pain about his heart, which

rendered it advisable that, instead of setting out to the grammar school

with Mark, he should succeed to his father's arm-chair by the fireside,

and also to his morning paper. This point being satisfactorily settled,

and Mark being gone to Mr. Summer's class, and Matthew and Mr. Yorke

withdrawn to the counting-house, three other exploits--nay,

four--remained to be achieved.



The first of these was to realize the breakfast he had not yet tasted,

and with which his appetite of fifteen could ill afford to dispense; the

second, third, fourth, to get his mother, Miss Moore, and Mrs. Horsfall

successfully out of the way before four o'clock that afternoon.



The first was, for the present, the most pressing, since the work before

him demanded an amount of energy which the present empty condition of

his youthful stomach did not seem likely to supply.



Martin knew the way to the larder, and knowing this way he took it. The

servants were in the kitchen, breakfasting solemnly with closed doors;

his mother and Miss Moore were airing themselves on the lawn, and

discussing the closed doors aforesaid. Martin, safe in the larder, made

fastidious selection from its stores. His breakfast had been delayed; he

was determined it should be _recherché_. It appeared to him that a

variety on his usual somewhat insipid fare of bread and milk was both

desirable and advisable; the savoury and the salutary he thought might

be combined. There was store of rosy apples laid in straw upon a shelf;

he picked out three. There was pastry upon a dish; he selected an

apricot puff and a damson tart. On the plain household bread his eye

did not dwell; but he surveyed with favour some currant tea-cakes, and

condescended to make choice of one. Thanks to his clasp-knife, he was

able to appropriate a wing of fowl and a slice of ham; a cantlet of cold

custard-pudding he thought would harmonize with these articles; and

having made this final addition to his booty, he at length sallied forth

into the hall.



He was already half-way across--three steps more would have anchored him

in the harbour of the back parlour--when the front door opened, and

there stood Matthew. Better far had it been the Old Gentleman, in full

equipage of horns, hoofs, and tail.



Matthew, sceptic and scoffer, had already failed to subscribe a prompt

belief in that pain about the heart. He had muttered some words, amongst

which the phrase "shamming Abraham" had been very distinctly audible,

and the succession to the armchair and newspaper had appeared to affect

him with mental spasms. The spectacle now before him--the apples, the

tarts, the tea-cakes, the fowl, ham, and pudding--offered evidence but

too well calculated to inflate his opinion of his own sagacity.



Martin paused _interdit_ one minute, one instant; the next he knew his

ground, and pronounced all well. With the true perspicacity _des âmes

élites_, he at once saw how this at first sight untoward event might be

turned to excellent account. He saw how it might be so handled as to

secure the accomplishment of his second task--namely, the disposal of

his mother. He knew that a collision between him and Matthew always

suggested to Mrs. Yorke the propriety of a fit of hysterics. He further

knew that, on the principle of calm succeeding to storm, after a morning

of hysterics his mother was sure to indulge in an afternoon of bed. This

would accommodate him perfectly.



The collision duly took place in the hall. A dry laugh, an insulting

sneer, a contemptuous taunt, met by a nonchalant but most cutting reply,

were the signals. They rushed at it. Martin, who usually made little

noise on these occasions, made a great deal now. In flew the servants,

Mrs. Yorke, Miss Moore. No female hand could separate them. Mr. Yorke

was summoned.



"Sons," said he, "one of you must leave my roof if this occurs again. I

will have no Cain and Abel strife here."



Martin now allowed himself to be taken off. He had been hurt; he was the

youngest and slightest. He was quite cool, in no passion; he even

smiled, content that the most difficult part of the labour he had set

himself was over.



Once he seemed to flag in the course of the morning.



"It is not worth while to bother myself for that Caroline," he remarked.

But a quarter of an hour afterwards he was again in the dining-room,

looking at the head with dishevelled tresses, and eyes turbid with

despair.



"Yes," he said, "I made her sob, shudder, almost faint. I'll see her

smile before I've done with her; besides, I want to outwit all these

womenites."



Directly after dinner Mrs. Yorke fulfilled her son's calculation by

withdrawing to her chamber. Now for Hortense.



That lady was just comfortably settled to stocking-mending in the back

parlour, when Martin--laying down a book which, stretched on the sofa

(he was still indisposed, according to his own account), he had been

perusing in all the voluptuous ease of a yet callow pacha--lazily

introduced some discourse about Sarah, the maid at the Hollow. In the

course of much verbal meandering he insinuated information that this

damsel was said to have three suitors--Frederic Murgatroyd, Jeremiah

Pighills, and John-of-Mally's-of-Hannah's-of-Deb's; and that Miss Mann

had affirmed she knew for a fact that, now the girl was left in sole

charge of the cottage, she often had her swains to meals, and

entertained them with the best the house afforded.



It needed no more. Hortense could not have lived another hour without

betaking herself to the scene of these nefarious transactions, and

inspecting the state of matters in person. Mrs. Horsfall remained.



Martin, master of the field now, extracted from his mother's work-basket

a bunch of keys; with these he opened the sideboard cupboard, produced

thence a black bottle and a small glass, placed them on the table,

nimbly mounted the stairs, made for Mr. Moore's door, tapped; the nurse

opened.



"If you please, ma'am, you are invited to step into the back parlour and

take some refreshment. You will not be disturbed; the family are out."



He watched her down; he watched her in; himself shut the door. He knew

she was safe.



The hard work was done; now for the pleasure. He snatched his cap, and

away for the wood.



It was yet but half-past three. It had been a fine morning, but the sky

looked dark now. It was beginning to snow; the wind blew cold; the wood

looked dismal, the old tree grim. Yet Martin approved the shadow on his

path. He found a charm in the spectral aspect of the doddered oak.



He had to wait. To and fro he walked, while the flakes fell faster; and

the wind, which at first had but moaned, pitifully howled.



"She is long in coming," he muttered, as he glanced along the narrow

track. "I wonder," he subjoined, "what I wish to see her so much for?

She is not coming for me. But I have power over her, and I want her to

come that I may use that power."



He continued his walk.



"Now," he resumed, when a further period had elapsed, "if she fails to

come, I shall hate and scorn her."



It struck four. He heard the church clock far away. A step so quick, so

light, that, but for the rustling of leaves, it would scarcely have

sounded on the wood-walk, checked his impatience. The wind blew fiercely

now, and the thickening white storm waxed bewildering; but on she came,

and not dismayed.



"Well, Martin," she said eagerly, "how is he?"



"It is queer how she thinks of _him_," reflected Martin. "The blinding

snow and bitter cold are nothing to her, I believe; yet she is but a

'chitty-faced creature,' as my mother would say. I could find in my

heart to wish I had a cloak to wrap her in."



Thus meditating to himself, he neglected to answer Miss Helstone.



"You have seen him?"



"No."



"Oh! you promised you would."



"I mean to do better by you than that. Didn't I say _I_ don't care to

see him?"



"But now it will be so long before I get to know any thing certain about

him, and I am sick of waiting. Martin, _do_ see him, and give him

Caroline Helstone's regards, and say she wished to know how he was, and

if anything could be done for his comfort."



"I won't."



"You are changed. You were so friendly last night."



"Come, we must not stand in this wood; it is too cold."



"But before I go promise me to come again to-morrow with news."



"No such thing. I am much too delicate to make and keep such

appointments in the winter season. If you knew what a pain I had in my

chest this morning, and how I went without breakfast, and was knocked

down besides, you'd feel the impropriety of bringing me here in the

snow. Come, I say."



"Are you really delicate, Martin?"



"Don't I look so?"



"You have rosy cheeks."



"That's hectic. Will you come--or you won't?"



"Where?"



"With me. I was a fool not to bring a cloak. I would have made you

cosy."



"You are going home; my nearest road lies in the opposite direction."



"Put your arm through mine; I'll take care of you."



"But the wall--the hedge--it is such hard work climbing, and you are too

slender and young to help me without hurting yourself."



"You shall go through the gate."



"But----"



"But, but--will you trust me or not?"



She looked into his face.



"I think I will. Anything rather than return as anxious as I came."



"I can't answer for that. This, however, I promise you: be ruled by me,

and you shall see Moore yourself."



"See him myself?"



"Yourself."



"But, dear Martin, does he know?"



"Ah! I'm dear now. No, he doesn't know."



"And your mother and the others?"



"All is right."



Caroline fell into a long, silent fit of musing, but still she walked on

with her guide. They came in sight of Briarmains.



"Have you made up your mind?" he asked.



She was silent.



"Decide; we are just on the spot. I _won't_ see him--that I tell

you--except to announce your arrival."



"Martin, you are a strange boy, and this is a strange step; but all I

feel _is_ and _has_ been, for a long time, strange. I will see him."



"Having said that, you will neither hesitate nor retract?"



"No."



"Here we are, then. Do not be afraid of passing the parlour window; no

one will see you. My father and Matthew are at the mill, Mark is at

school, the servants are in the back kitchen, Miss Moore is at the

cottage, my mother in her bed, and Mrs. Horsfall in paradise. Observe--I

need not ring. I open the door; the hall is empty, the staircase quiet;

so is the gallery. The whole house and all its inhabitants are under a

spell, which I will not break till you are gone."



"Martin, I trust you."



"You never said a better word. Let me take your shawl. I will shake off

the snow and dry it for you. You are cold and wet. Never mind; there is

a fire upstairs. Are you ready?"



"Yes."



"Follow me."



He left his shoes on the mat, mounted the stair unshod. Caroline stole

after, with noiseless step. There was a gallery, and there was a

passage; at the end of that passage Martin paused before a door and

tapped. He had to tap twice--thrice. A voice, known to one listener, at

last said, "Come in."



The boy entered briskly.



"Mr. Moore, a lady called to inquire after you. None of the women were

about. It is washing-day, and the maids are over the crown of the head

in soap-suds in the back kitchen, so I asked her to step up."



"Up here, sir?"



"Up here, sir; but if you object, she shall go down again."



"Is this a place or am I a person to bring a lady to, you absurd lad?"



"No; so I'll take her off."



"Martin, you will stay here. Who is she?"



"Your grandmother from that château on the Scheldt Miss Moore talks

about."



"Martin," said the softest whisper at the door, "don't be foolish."



"Is she there?" inquired Moore hastily. He had caught an imperfect

sound.



"She is there, fit to faint. She is standing on the mat, shocked at your

want of filial affection."



"Martin, you are an evil cross between an imp and a page. What is she

like?"



"More like me than you; for she is young and beautiful."



"You are to show her forward. Do you hear?"



"Come, Miss Caroline."



"Miss Caroline!" repeated Moore.



And when Miss Caroline entered she was encountered in the middle of the

chamber by a tall, thin, wasted figure, who took both her hands.



"I give you a quarter of an hour," said Martin, as he withdrew, "no

more. Say what you have to say in that time. Till it is past I will wait

in the gallery; nothing shall approach; I'll see you safe away. Should

you persist in staying longer, I leave you to your fate."



He shut the door. In the gallery he was as elate as a king. He had never

been engaged in an adventure he liked so well, for no adventure had ever

invested him with so much importance or inspired him with so much

interest.



"You are come at last," said the meagre man, gazing on his visitress

with hollow eyes.



"Did you expect me before?"



"For a month, near two months, we have been very near; and I have been

in sad pain, and danger, and misery, Cary."



"I could not come."



"Couldn't you? But the rectory and Briarmains are very near--not two

miles apart."



There was pain and there was pleasure in the girl's face as she listened

to these implied reproaches. It was sweet, it was bitter to defend

herself.



"When I say I could not come, I mean I could not see you; for I came

with mamma the very day we heard what had happened. Mr. MacTurk then

told us it was impossible to admit any stranger."



"But afterwards--every fine afternoon these many weeks past I have

waited and listened. Something here, Cary"--laying his hand on his

breast--"told me it was impossible but that you should think of me. Not

that I merit thought; but we are old acquaintance--we are cousins."



"I came again, Robert; mamma and I came again."



"Did you? Come, that is worth hearing. Since you came again, we will sit

down and talk about it."



They sat down. Caroline drew her chair up to his. The air was now dark

with snow; an Iceland blast was driving it wildly. This pair neither

heard the long "wuthering" rush, nor saw the white burden it drifted.

Each seemed conscious but of one thing--the presence of the other.



"So mamma and you came again?"



"And Mrs. Yorke did treat us strangely. We asked to see you. 'No,' said

she, 'not in my house. I am at present responsible for his life; it

shall not be forfeited for half an hour's idle gossip.' But I must not

tell you all she said; it was very disagreeable. However, we came yet

again--mamma, Miss Keeldar, and I. This time we thought we should

conquer, as we were three against one, and Shirley was on our side. But

Mrs. Yorke opened such a battery."



Moore smiled. "What did she say?"



"Things that astonished us. Shirley laughed at last; I cried; mamma was

seriously annoyed. We were all three driven from the field. Since that

time I have only walked once a day past the house, just for the

satisfaction of looking up at your window, which I could distinguish by

the drawn curtains. I really dared not come in."



"I _have_ wished for you, Caroline."



"I did not know that; I never dreamt one instant that you thought of me.

If I had but most distantly imagined such a possibility----"



"Mrs. Yorke would still have beaten you."



"She would not. Stratagem should have been tried, if persuasion failed.

I would have come to the kitchen door; the servants should have let me

in, and I would have walked straight upstairs. In fact, it was far more

the fear of intrusion--the fear of yourself--that baffled me than the

fear of Mrs. Yorke."



"Only last night I despaired of ever seeing you again. Weakness has

wrought terrible depression in me--terrible depression."



"And you sit alone?"



"Worse than alone."



"But you must be getting better, since you can leave your bed?"



"I doubt whether I shall live. I see nothing for it, after such

exhaustion, but decline."



"You--you shall go home to the Hollow."



"Dreariness would accompany, nothing cheerful come near me."



"I _will_ alter this. This _shall_ be altered, were there ten Mrs.

Yorkes to do battle with."



"Cary, you make me smile."



"Do smile; smile again. Shall I tell you what I should like?"



"Tell me anything--only keep talking. I am Saul; but for music I should

perish."



"I should like you to be brought to the rectory, and given to me and

mamma."



"A precious gift! I have not laughed since they shot me till now."



"Do you suffer pain, Robert?"



"Not so much pain now; but I am hopelessly weak, and the state of my

mind is inexpressible--dark, barren, impotent. Do you not read it all in

my face? I look a mere ghost."



"Altered; yet I should have known you anywhere. But I understand your

feelings; I experienced something like it. Since we met, I too have been

very ill."



"_Very_ ill?"



"I thought I should die. The tale of my life seemed told. Every night,

just at midnight, I used to wake from awful dreams; and the book lay

open before me at the last page, where was written 'Finis.' I had

strange feelings."



"You speak my experience."



"I believed I should never see you again; and I grew so thin--as thin as

you are now. I could do nothing for myself--neither rise nor lie down;

and I could not eat. Yet you see I am better."



"Comforter--sad as sweet. I am too feeble to say what I feel; but while

you speak I _do_ feel."



"Here I am at your side, where I thought never more to be. Here I speak

to you. I see you listen to me willingly--look at me kindly. Did I count

on that? I despaired."



Moore sighed--a sigh so deep it was nearly a groan. He covered his eyes

with his hand.



"May I be spared to make some atonement."



Such was his prayer.



"And for what?"



"We will not touch on it now, Cary; unmanned as I am, I have not the

power to cope with such a topic. Was Mrs. Pryor with you during your

illness?"



"Yes"--Caroline smiled brightly--"you know she is mamma?"



"I have heard--Hortense told me; but that tale too I will receive from

yourself. Does she add to your happiness?"



"What! mamma? She is _dear_ to me; _how_ dear I cannot say. I was

altogether weary, and she held me up."



"I deserve to hear that in a moment when I can scarce lift my hand to my

head. I deserve it."



"It is no reproach against you."



"It is a coal of fire heaped on my head; and so is every word you

address to me, and every look that lights your sweet face. Come still

nearer, Lina; and give me your hand--if my thin fingers do not scare

you."



She took those thin fingers between her two little hands; she bent her

head _et les effleura de ses lèvres_. (I put that in French because the

word _effleurer_ is an exquisite word.) Moore was much moved. A large

tear or two coursed down his hollow cheek.



"I'll keep these things in my heart, Cary; that kiss I will put by, and

you shall hear of it again one day."



"Come out!" cried Martin, opening the door--"come away; you have had

twenty minutes instead of a quarter of an hour."



"She will not stir yet, you hempseed."



"I dare not stay longer, Robert."



"Can you promise to return?"



"No, she can't," responded Martin. "The thing mustn't become customary.

I can't be troubled. It's very well for once; I'll not have it

repeated."



"_You_'ll not have it repeated."



"Hush! don't vex him; we could not have met to-day but for him. But I

will come again, if it is your wish that I should come."



"It _is_ my wish--my _one_ wish--almost the only wish I can feel."



"Come this minute. My mother has coughed, got up, set her feet on the

floor. Let her only catch you on the stairs, Miss Caroline. You're not

to bid him good-bye"--stepping between her and Moore--"you are to

march."



"My shawl, Martin."



"I have it. I'll put it on for you when you are in the hall."



He made them part. He would suffer no farewell but what could be

expressed in looks. He half carried Caroline down the stairs. In the

hall he wrapped her shawl round her, and, but that his mother's tread

then creaked in the gallery, and but that a sentiment of diffidence--the

proper, natural, therefore the noble impulse of his boy's heart--held

him back, he would have claimed his reward; he would have said, "Now,

Miss Caroline, for all this give me one kiss." But ere the words had

passed his lips she was across the snowy road, rather skimming than

wading the drifts.



"She is my debtor, and I _will_ be paid."



He flattered himself that it was opportunity, not audacity, which had

failed him. He misjudged the quality of his own nature, and held it for

something lower than it was.









CHAPTER XXXIV.



CASE OF DOMESTIC PERSECUTION--REMARKABLE INSTANCE OF PIOUS PERSEVERANCE

IN THE DISCHARGE OF RELIGIOUS DUTIES.





Martin, having known the taste of excitement, wanted a second draught;

having felt the dignity of power, he loathed to relinquish it. Miss

Helstone--that girl he had always called ugly, and whose face was now

perpetually before his eyes, by day and by night, in dark and in

sunshine--had once come within his sphere. It fretted him to think the

visit might never be repeated.



Though a schoolboy he was no ordinary schoolboy; he was destined to grow

up an original. At a few years' later date he took great pains to pare

and polish himself down to the pattern of the rest of the world, but he

never succeeded; an unique stamp marked him always. He now sat idle at

his desk in the grammar school, casting about in his mind for the means

of adding another chapter to his commenced romance. He did not yet know

how many commenced life-romances are doomed never to get beyond the

first, or at most the second chapter. His Saturday half-holiday he spent

in the wood with his book of fairy legends, and that other unwritten

book of his imagination.



Martin harboured an irreligious reluctance to see the approach of

Sunday. His father and mother, while disclaiming community with the

Establishment, failed not duly, once on the sacred day, to fill their

large pew in Briarfield Church with the whole of their blooming family.

Theoretically, Mr. Yorke placed all sects and churches on a level. Mrs.

Yorke awarded the palm to Moravians and Quakers, on account of that

crown of humility by these worthies worn. Neither of them were ever

known, however, to set foot in a conventicle.



Martin, I say, disliked Sunday, because the morning service was long,

and the sermon usually little to his taste. This Saturday afternoon,

however, his woodland musings disclosed to him a new-found charm in the

coming day.



It proved a day of deep snow--so deep that Mrs. Yorke during breakfast

announced her conviction that the children, both boys and girls, would

be better at home; and her decision that, instead of going to church,

they should sit silent for two hours in the back parlour, while Rose and

Martin alternately read a succession of sermons--John Wesley's

"Sermons." John Wesley, being a reformer and an agitator, had a place

both in her own and her husband's favour.



"Rose will do as she pleases," said Martin, not looking up from the book

which, according to his custom then and in after-life, he was studying

over his bread and milk.



"Rose will do as she is told, and Martin too," observed the mother.



"I am going to church."



So her son replied, with the ineffable quietude of a true Yorke, who

knows his will and means to have it, and who, if pushed to the wall,

will let himself be crushed to death, provided no way of escape can be

found, but will never capitulate.



"It is not fit weather," said the father.



No answer. The youth read studiously; he slowly broke his bread and

sipped his milk.



"Martin hates to go to church, but he hates still more to obey," said

Mrs. Yorke.



"I suppose I am influenced by pure perverseness?"



"Yes, you are."



"Mother, _I am not_."



"By what, then, are you influenced?"



"By a complication of motives, the intricacies of which I should as soon

think of explaining to you as I should of turning myself inside out to

exhibit the internal machinery of my frame."



"Hear Martin! hear him!" cried Mr. Yorke. "I must see and have this lad

of mine brought up to the bar. Nature meant him to live by his tongue.

Hesther, your third son must certainly be a lawyer; he has the

stock-in-trade--brass, self-conceit, and words--words--words."



"Some bread, Rose, if you please," requested Martin, with intense

gravity, serenity, phlegm. The boy had naturally a low, plaintive voice,

which in his "dour moods" rose scarcely above a lady's whisper. The more

inflexibly stubborn the humour, the softer, the sadder the tone. He

rang the bell, and gently asked for his walking-shoes.



"But, Martin," urged his sire, "there is drift all the way; a man could

hardly wade through it. However, lad," he continued, seeing that the boy

rose as the church bell began to toll, "this is a case wherein I would

by no means balk the obdurate chap of his will. Go to church by all

means. There is a pitiless wind, and a sharp, frozen sleet, besides the

depth under foot. Go out into it, since thou prefers it to a warm

fireside."



Martin quietly assumed his cloak, comforter, and cap, and deliberately

went out.



"My father has more sense than my mother," he pronounced. "How women

miss it! They drive the nail into the flesh, thinking they are hammering

away at insensate stone."



He reached church early.



"Now, if the weather frightens her (and it is a real December tempest),

or if that Mrs. Pryor objects to her going out, and I should miss her

after all, it will vex me; but, tempest or tornado, hail or ice, she

_ought_ to come, and if she has a mind worthy of her eyes and features

she _will_ come. She will be here for the chance of seeing me, as I am

here for the chance of seeing her. She will want to get a word

respecting her confounded sweetheart, as I want to get another flavour

of what I think the essence of life--a taste of existence, with the

spirit preserved in it, and not evaporated. Adventure is to stagnation

what champagne is to flat porter."



He looked round. The church was cold, silent, empty, but for one old

woman. As the chimes subsided and the single bell tolled slowly, another

and another elderly parishioner came dropping in, and took a humble

station in the free sittings. It is always the frailest, the oldest, and

the poorest that brave the worst weather, to prove and maintain their

constancy to dear old mother church. This wild morning not one affluent

family attended, not one carriage party appeared--all the lined and

cushioned pews were empty; only on the bare oaken seats sat ranged the

gray-haired elders and feeble paupers.



"I'll scorn her if she doesn't come," muttered Martin, shortly and

savagely, to himself. The rector's shovel-hat had passed the porch. Mr.

Helstone and his clerk were in the vestry.



The bells ceased--the reading-desk was filled--the doors were

closed--the service commenced. Void stood the rectory pew--she was not

there. Martin scorned her.



"Worthless thing! vapid thing! commonplace humbug! Like all other

girls--weakly, selfish, shallow!"



Such was Martin's liturgy.



"She is not like our picture. Her eyes are not large and expressive; her

nose is not straight, delicate, Hellenic; her mouth has not that charm I

thought it had, which I imagined could beguile me of sullenness in my

worst moods. What is she? A thread-paper, a doll, a toy, a _girl_, in

short."



So absorbed was the young cynic he forgot to rise from his knees at the

proper place, and was still in an exemplary attitude of devotion when,

the litany over, the first hymn was given out. To be so caught did not

contribute to soothe him. He started up red (for he was as sensitive to

ridicule as any girl). To make the matter worse, the church door had

reopened, and the aisles were filling: patter, patter, patter, a hundred

little feet trotted in. It was the Sunday scholars. According to

Briarfield winter custom, these children had till now been kept where

there was a warm stove, and only led into church just before the

communion and sermon.



The little ones were settled first, and at last, when the boys and the

younger girls were all arranged--when the organ was swelling high, and

the choir and congregation were rising to uplift a spiritual song--a

tall class of young women came quietly in, closing the procession. Their

teacher, having seen them seated, passed into the rectory pew. The

French-gray cloak and small beaver bonnet were known to Martin; it was

the very costume his eyes had ached to catch. Miss Helstone had not

suffered the storm to prove an impediment. After all, she was come to

church. Martin probably whispered his satisfaction to his hymn book; at

any rate, he therewith hid his face two minutes.



Satisfied or not, he had time to get very angry with her again before

the sermon was over. She had never once looked his way; at least he had

not been so lucky as to encounter a glance.



"If," he said--"if she takes no notice of me, if she shows I am not in

her thoughts, I shall have a worse, a meaner opinion of her than ever.

Most despicable would it be to come for the sake of those sheep-faced

Sunday scholars, and not for my sake or that long skeleton Moore's."



The sermon found an end; the benediction was pronounced; the

congregation dispersed. She had not been near him.



Now, indeed, as Martin set his face homeward, he felt that the sleet was

sharp and the east wind cold.



His nearest way lay through some fields. It was a dangerous, because an

untrodden way. He did not care; he would take it. Near the second stile

rose a clump of trees. Was that an umbrella waiting there? Yes, an

umbrella, held with evident difficulty against the blast; behind it

fluttered a French-gray cloak. Martin grinned as he toiled up the steep,

encumbered field, difficult to the foot as a slope in the upper realms

of Etna. There was an inimitable look in his face when, having gained

the stile, he seated himself coolly thereupon, and thus opened a

conference which, for his own part, he was willing to prolong

indefinitely.



"I think you had better strike a bargain. Exchange me for Mrs. Pryor."



"I was not sure whether you would come this way, Martin, but I thought I

would run the chance. There is no such thing as getting a quiet word

spoken in the church or churchyard."



"Will you agree?--make over Mrs. Pryor to my mother, and put me in her

skirts?"



"As if I could understand you! What puts Mrs. Pryor into your head?"



"You call her 'mamma,' don't you?"



"She _is_ my mamma."



"Not possible--or so inefficient, so careless a mamma; I should make a

five times better one. You _may_ laugh. I have no objection to see you

laugh. Your teeth--I hate ugly teeth; but yours are as pretty as a pearl

necklace, and a necklace of which the pearls are very fair, even, and

well matched too."



"Martin, what now? I thought the Yorkes never paid compliments?"



"They have not done till this generation; but I feel as if it were my

vocation to turn out a new variety of the Yorke species. I am rather

tired of my own ancestors. We have traditions going back for four

ages--tales of Hiram, which was the son of Hiram, which was the son of

Samuel, which was the son of John, which was the son of Zerubbabel

Yorke. All, from Zerubbabel down to the last Hiram, were such as you see

my father. Before that there was a Godfrey. We have his picture; it

hangs in Moore's bedroom; it is like me. Of his character we know

nothing; but I am sure it was different to his descendants. He has long,

curling dark hair; he is carefully and cavalierly dressed. Having said

that he is like me, I need not add that he is handsome."



"You are not handsome, Martin."



"No; but wait awhile--just let me take my time. I mean to begin from

this day to cultivate, to polish, and we shall see."



"You are a very strange, a very unaccountable boy, Martin. But don't

imagine you ever will be handsome; you cannot."



"I mean to try. But we were talking about Mrs. Pryor. She must be the

most unnatural mamma in existence, coolly to let her daughter come out

in this weather. Mine was in such a rage because I would go to church;

she was fit to fling the kitchen brush after me."



"Mamma was very much concerned about me; but I am afraid I was

obstinate. I _would_ go."



"To see me?"



"Exactly; I thought of nothing else. I greatly feared the snow would

hinder you from coming. You don't know how pleased I was to see you all

by yourself in the pew."



"_I_ came to fulfil my duty, and set the parish a good example. And so

you were obstinate, were you? I should like to see you obstinate, I

should. Wouldn't I have you in good discipline if I owned you? Let me

take the umbrella."



"I can't stay two minutes; our dinner will be ready."



"And so will ours; and we have always a hot dinner on Sundays. Roast

goose to-day, with apple-pie and rice-pudding. I always contrive to know

the bill of fare. Well, I like these things uncommonly; but I'll make

the sacrifice, if you will."



"We have a cold dinner. My uncle will allow no unnecessary cooking on

the Sabbath. But I must return; the house would be in commotion if I

failed to appear."



"So will Briarmains, bless you! I think I hear my father sending out the

overlooker and five of the dyers, to look in six directions for the body

of his prodigal son in the snow; and my mother repenting her of her

many misdeeds towards me, now I am gone."



"Martin, how is Mr. Moore?"



"_That_ is what you came for, just to say that word."



"Come, tell me quickly."



"Hang him! he is no worse; but as ill-used as ever--mewed up, kept in

solitary confinement. They mean to make either an idiot or a maniac of

him, and take out a commission of lunacy. Horsfall starves him; you saw

how thin he was."



"You were very good the other day, Martin."



"What day? I am always good--a model."



"When will you be so good again?"



"I see what you are after; but you'll not wheedle me--I am no

cat's-paw."



"But it must be done. It is quite a right thing, and a necessary thing."



"How you encroach! Remember, I managed the matter of my own free will

before."



"And you will again."



"I won't. The business gave me far too much trouble. I like my ease."



"Mr. Moore wishes to see me, Martin, and I wish to see him."



"I dare say" (coolly).



"It is too bad of your mother to exclude his friends."



"Tell her so."



"His own relations."



"Come and blow her up."



"You know that would advance nothing. Well, I shall stick to my point.

See him I will. If you won't help me, I'll manage without help."



"Do; there is nothing like self-reliance, self-dependence."



"I have no time to reason with you now; but I consider you provoking.

Good-morning."



Away she went, the umbrella shut, for she could not carry it against the

wind.



"She is not vapid; she is not shallow," said Martin. "I shall like to

watch, and mark how she will work her way without help. If the storm

were not of snow, but of fire--such as came refreshingly down on the

cities of the plain--she would go through it to procure five minutes'

speech of that Moore. Now, I consider I have had a pleasant morning.

The disappointments got time on; the fears and fits of anger only made

that short discourse pleasanter, when it came at last. She expected to

coax me at once. She'll not manage that in one effort. She shall come

again, again, and yet again. It would please me to put her in a

passion--to make her cry. I want to discover how far she will go--what

she will do and dare--to get her will. It seems strange and new to find

one human being thinking so much about another as she thinks about

Moore. But it is time to go home; my appetite tells me the hour. Won't I

walk into that goose? and we'll try whether Matthew or I shall get the

largest cut of the apple-pie to-day."









CHAPTER XXXV.



WHEREIN MATTERS MAKE SOME PROGRESS, BUT NOT MUCH.





Martin had planned well. He had laid out a dexterously concerted scheme

for his private amusement. But older and wiser schemers than he are

often doomed to see their finest-spun projects swept to annihilation by

the sudden broom of Fate, that fell housewife whose red arm none can

control. In the present instance this broom was manufactured out of the

tough fibres of Moore's own stubborn purpose, bound tight with his will.

He was now resuming his strength, and making strange head against Mrs.

Horsfall. Each morning he amazed that matron with a fresh astonishment.

First he discharged her from her valet duties; he would dress himself.

Then he refused the coffee she brought him; he would breakfast with the

family. Lastly, he forbade her his chamber. On the same day, amidst the

outcries of all the women in the place, he put his head out of doors.

The morning after, he followed Mr. Yorke to his counting-house, and

requested an envoy to fetch a chaise from the Red House Inn. He was

resolved, he said, to return home to the Hollow that very afternoon. Mr.

Yorke, instead of opposing, aided and abetted him. The chaise was sent

for, though Mrs. Yorke declared the step would be his death. It came.

Moore, little disposed to speak, made his purse do duty for his tongue.

He expressed his gratitude to the servants and to Mrs. Horsfall by the

chink of his coin. The latter personage approved and understood this

language perfectly; it made amends for all previous contumacy. She and

her patient parted the best friends in the world.



The kitchen visited and soothed, Moore betook himself to the parlour. He

had Mrs. Yorke to appease; not quite so easy a task as the pacification

of her housemaids. There she sat plunged in sullen dudgeon, the

gloomiest speculations on the depths of man's ingratitude absorbing her

thoughts. He drew near and bent over her; she was obliged to look up,

if it were only to bid him "avaunt." There was beauty still in his pale,

wasted features; there was earnestness and a sort of sweetness--for he

was smiling--in his hollow eyes.



"Good-bye!" he said, and as he spoke the smile glittered and melted. He

had no iron mastery of his sensations now; a trifling emotion made

itself apparent in his present weak state.



"And what are you going to leave us for?" she asked. "We will keep you,

and do anything in the world for you, if you will only stay till you are

stronger."



"Good-bye!" he again said; and added, "You have been a mother to me;

give your wilful son one embrace."



Like a foreigner, as he was, he offered her first one cheek, then the

other. She kissed him.



"What a trouble--what a burden I have been to you!" he muttered.



"You are the worst trouble now, headstrong youth!" was the answer. "I

wonder who is to nurse you at Hollow's Cottage? Your sister Hortense

knows no more about such matters than a child."



"Thank God! for I have had nursing enough to last me my life."



Here the little girls came in--Jessie crying, Rose quiet but grave.

Moore took them out into the hall to soothe, pet, and kiss them. He knew

it was not in their mother's nature to bear to see any living thing

caressed but herself. She would have felt annoyed had he fondled a

kitten in her presence.



The boys were standing about the chaise as Moore entered it; but for

them he had no farewell. To Mr. Yorke he only said, "You have a good

riddance of me. That was an unlucky shot for you, Yorke; it turned

Briarmains into an hospital. Come and see me at the cottage soon."



He drew up the glass; the chaise rolled away. In half an hour he

alighted at his own garden wicket. Having paid the driver and dismissed

the vehicle, he leaned on that wicket an instant, at once to rest and to

muse.



"Six months ago I passed out at this gate," said he, "a proud, angry,

disappointed man. I come back sadder and wiser; weakly enough, but not

worried. A cold, gray, yet quiet world lies round--a world where, if I

hope little, I fear nothing. All slavish terrors of embarrassment have

left me. Let the worst come, I can work, as Joe Scott does, for an

honourable living; in such doom I yet see some hardship but no

degradation. Formerly, pecuniary ruin was equivalent in my eyes to

personal dishonour. It is not so now; I know the difference. Ruin _is_

an evil, but one for which I am prepared; the day of whose coming I

know, for I have calculated. I can yet put it off six months--not an

hour longer. If things by that time alter, which is not probable; if

fetters, which now seem indissoluble, should be loosened from our trade

(of all things the most unlikely to happen), I might conquer in this

long struggle yet--I might--good God! what might I not do? But the

thought is a brief madness; let me see things with sane eyes. Ruin will

come, lay her axe to my fortune's roots, and hew them down. I shall

snatch a sapling, I shall cross the sea, and plant it in American woods.

Louis will go with me. Will none but Louis go? I cannot tell--I have no

right to ask."



He entered the house.



It was afternoon, twilight yet out of doors--starless and moonless

twilight; for though keenly freezing with a dry, black frost, heaven

wore a mask of clouds congealed and fast locked. The mill-dam too was

frozen. The Hollow was very still. Indoors it was already dark. Sarah

had lit a good fire in the parlour; she was preparing tea in the

kitchen.



"Hortense," said Moore, as his sister bustled up to help him off with

his cloak, "I am pleased to come home."



Hortense did not feel the peculiar novelty of this expression coming

from her brother, who had never before called the cottage his home, and

to whom its narrow limits had always heretofore seemed rather

restrictive than protective. Still, whatever contributed to his

happiness pleased her, and she expressed herself to that effect.



He sat down, but soon rose again. He went to the window; he came back to

the fire.



"Hortense!"



"Mon frère?"



"This little parlour looks very clean and pleasant--unusually bright,

somehow."



"It is true, brother; I have had the whole house thoroughly and

scrupulously cleaned in your absence."



"Sister, I think on this first day of your return home you ought to have

a friend or so to tea, if it were only to see how fresh and spruce you

have made the little place."



"True, brother. If it were not late I might send for Miss Mann."



"So you might; but it really is too late to disturb that good lady, and

the evening is much too cold for her to come out."



"How thoughtful in you, dear Gérard! We must put it off till another

day."



"I want some one to-day, dear sister--some quiet guest, who would tire

neither of us."



"Miss Ainley?"



"An excellent person, they say; but she lives too far off. Tell Harry

Scott to step up to the rectory with a request from you that Caroline

Helstone should come and spend the evening with you."



"Would it not be better to-morrow, dear brother?"



"I should like her to see the place as it is just now; its brilliant

cleanliness and perfect neatness are so much to your credit."



"It might benefit her in the way of example."



"It might and must; she ought to come."



He went into the kitchen.



"Sarah, delay tea half an hour." He then commissioned her to dispatch

Harry Scott to the rectory, giving her a twisted note hastily scribbled

in pencil by himself, and addressed "Miss Helstone."



Scarcely had Sarah time to get impatient under the fear of damage to her

toast already prepared when the messenger returned, and with him the

invited guest.



She entered through the kitchen, quietly tripped up Sarah's stairs to

take off her bonnet and furs, and came down as quietly, with her

beautiful curls nicely smoothed, her graceful merino dress and delicate

collar all trim and spotless, her gay little work-bag in her hand. She

lingered to exchange a few kindly words with Sarah, and to look at the

new tortoise-shell kitten basking on the kitchen hearth, and to speak to

the canary-bird, which a sudden blaze from the fire had startled on its

perch; and then she betook herself to the parlour.



The gentle salutation, the friendly welcome, were interchanged in such

tranquil sort as befitted cousins meeting; a sense of pleasure, subtle

and quiet as a perfume, diffused itself through the room; the

newly-kindled lamp burnt up bright; the tray and the singing urn were

brought in.



"I am pleased to come home," repeated Mr. Moore.



They assembled round the table. Hortense chiefly talked. She

congratulated Caroline on the evident improvement in her health. Her

colour and her plump cheeks were returning, she remarked. It was true.

There was an obvious change in Miss Helstone. All about her seemed

elastic; depression, fear, forlornness, were withdrawn. No longer

crushed, and saddened, and slow, and drooping, she looked like one who

had tasted the cordial of heart's ease, and been lifted on the wing of

hope.



After tea Hortense went upstairs. She had not rummaged her drawers for a

month past, and the impulse to perform that operation was now become

resistless. During her absence the talk passed into Caroline's hands.

She took it up with ease; she fell into her best tone of conversation. A

pleasing facility and elegance of language gave fresh charm to familiar

topics; a new music in the always soft voice gently surprised and

pleasingly captivated the listener; unwonted shades and lights of

expression elevated the young countenance with character, and kindled it

with animation.



"Caroline, you look as if you had heard good tidings," said Moore, after

earnestly gazing at her for some minutes.



"Do I?"



"I sent for you this evening that I might be cheered; but you cheer me

more than I had calculated."



"I am glad of that. And I _really_ cheer you?"



"You look brightly, move buoyantly, speak musically."



"It is pleasant to be here again."



"Truly it is pleasant; I feel it so. And to see health on your cheek and

hope in your eye is pleasant, Cary; but what is this hope, and what is

the source of this sunshine I perceive about you?"



"For one thing, I am happy in mamma. I love her so much, and she loves

me. Long and tenderly she nursed me. Now, when her care has made me

well, I can occupy myself for and with her all the day. I say it is my

turn to attend to her; and I _do_ attend to her. I am her waiting-woman

as well as her child. I like--you would laugh if you knew what pleasure

I have in making dresses and sewing for her. She looks so nice now,

Robert; I will not let her be old-fashioned. And then, she is charming

to talk to--full of wisdom, ripe in judgment, rich in information,

exhaustless in stores her observant faculties have quietly amassed.

Every day that I live with her I like her better, I esteem her more

highly, I love her more tenderly."



"_That_ for one thing, then, Cary. You talk in such a way about 'mamma'

it is enough to make one jealous of the old lady."



"She is not old, Robert."



"Of the young lady, then."



"She does not pretend to be young."



"Well, of the matron. But you said 'mamma's' affection was _one_ thing

that made you happy; now for the other thing."



"I am glad you are better."



"What besides?"



"I am glad we are friends."



"You and I?"



"Yes. I once thought we never should be."



"Cary, some day I mean to tell you a thing about myself that is not to

my credit, and consequently will not please you."



"Ah, don't! I cannot bear to think ill of you."



"And I cannot bear that you should think better of me than I deserve."



"Well, but I half know your 'thing;' indeed, I believe I know all about

it."



"You do not."



"I believe I do."



"Whom does it concern besides me?"



She coloured; she hesitated; she was silent.



"Speak, Cary! Whom does it concern?"



She tried to utter a name, and could not.



"Tell me; there is none present but ourselves. Be frank."



"But if I guess wrong?"



"I will forgive. Whisper, Cary."



He bent his ear to her lips. Still she would not, or could not, speak

clearly to the point. Seeing that Moore waited and was resolved to hear

something, she at last said, "Miss Keeldar spent a day at the rectory

about a week since. The evening came on very wintry, and we persuaded

her to stay all night."



"And you and she curled your hair together?"



"How do you know that?"



"And then you chattered, and she told you----"



"It was not at curling-hair time, so you are not as wise as you think;

and, besides, she didn't tell me."



"You slept together afterwards?"



"We occupied the same room and bed. We did not sleep much; we talked the

whole night through."



"I'll be sworn you did! And then it all came out--_tant pis_. I would

rather you had heard it from myself."



"You are quite wrong. She did not tell me what you suspect--she is not

the person to proclaim such things; but yet I inferred something from

parts of her discourse. I gathered more from rumour, and I made out the

rest by instinct."



"But if she did not tell you that I wanted to marry her for the sake of

her money, and that she refused me indignantly and scornfully (you need

neither start nor blush; nor yet need you prick your trembling fingers

with your needle. That is the plain truth, whether you like it or

not)--if such was not the subject of her august confidences, on what

point did they turn? You say you talked the whole night through; what

about?"



"About things we never thoroughly discussed before, intimate friends as

we have been; but you hardly expect I should tell you?"



"Yes, yes, Cary; you will tell me. You said we were friends, and friends

should always confide in each other."



"But you are sure you won't repeat it?"



"Quite sure."



"Not to Louis?"



"Not even to Louis. What does Louis care for young ladies' secrets?"



"Robert, Shirley is a curious, magnanimous being."



"I dare say. I can imagine there are both odd points and grand points

about her."



"I have found her chary in showing her feelings; but when they rush out,

river-like, and pass full and powerful before you--almost without leave

from her--you gaze, wonder; you admire, and--I think--love her."



"You saw this spectacle?"



"Yes; at dead of night, when all the house was silent, and starlight and

the cold reflection from the snow glimmered in our chamber, then I saw

Shirley's heart."



"Her heart's core? Do you think she showed you that?"



"Her heart's core."



"And how was it?"



"Like a shrine, for it was holy; like snow, for it was pure; like

flame, for it was warm; like death, for it was strong."



"Can she love? tell me that."



"What think you?"



"She has loved none that have loved her yet."



"Who are those that have loved her?"



He named a list of gentlemen, closing with Sir Philip Nunnely.



"She has loved none of these."



"Yet some of them were worthy of a woman's affection."



"Of some women's, but not of Shirley's."



"Is she better than others of her sex?"



"She is peculiar, and more dangerous to take as a wife--rashly."



"I can imagine that."



"She spoke of you----"



"Oh, she did! I thought you denied it."



"She did not speak in the way you fancy; but I asked her, and I would

make her tell me what she thought of you, or rather how she felt towards

you. I wanted to know; I had long wanted to know."



"So had I; but let us hear. She thinks meanly, she feels contemptuously,

doubtless?"



"She thinks of you almost as highly as a woman can think of a man. You

know she can be eloquent. I yet feel in fancy the glow of the language

in which her opinion was conveyed."



"But how does she feel?"



"Till you shocked her (she said you had shocked her, but she would not

tell me how) she felt as a sister feels towards a brother of whom she is

at once fond and proud."



"I'll shock her no more, Cary, for the shock rebounded on myself till I

staggered again. But that comparison about sister and brother is all

nonsense. She is too rich and proud to entertain fraternal sentiments

for me."



"You don't know her, Robert; and, somehow, I fancy now (I had other

ideas formerly) that you cannot know her. You and she are not so

constructed as to be able thoroughly to understand each other."



"It may be so. I esteem her, I admire her; and yet my impressions

concerning her are harsh--perhaps uncharitable. I believe, for instance,

that she is incapable of love----"



"Shirley incapable of love!"



"That she will never marry. I imagine her jealous of compromising her

pride, of relinquishing her power, of sharing her property."



"Shirley has hurt your _amour propre_."



"She did hurt it; though I had not an emotion of tenderness, nor a spark

of passion for her."



"Then, Robert, it was very wicked in you to want to marry her."



"And very mean, my little pastor, my pretty priestess. I never wanted to

kiss Miss Keeldar in my life, though she has fine lips, scarlet and

round as ripe cherries; or, if I did wish it, it was the mere desire of

the eye."



"I doubt, now, whether you are speaking the truth. The grapes or the

cherries are sour--'hung too high.'"



"She has a pretty figure, a pretty face, beautiful hair. I acknowledge

all her charms and feel none of them, or only feel them in a way she

would disdain. I suppose I was truly tempted by the mere gilding of the

bait. Caroline, what a noble fellow your Robert is--great, good,

disinterested, and then so pure!"



"But not perfect. He made a great blunder once, and we will hear no more

about it."



"And shall we think no more about it, Cary? Shall we not despise him in

our heart--gentle but just, compassionate but upright?"



"Never! We will remember that with what measure we mete it shall be

measured unto us, and so we will give no scorn, only affection."



"Which won't satisfy, I warn you of that. Something besides

affection--something far stronger, sweeter, warmer--will be demanded one

day. Is it there to give?"



Caroline was moved, much moved.



"Be calm, Lina," said Moore soothingly. "I have no intention, because I

have no right, to perturb your mind now, nor for months to come. Don't

look as if you would leave me. We will make no more agitating allusions;

we will resume our gossip. Do not tremble; look me in the face. See what

a poor, pale, grim phantom I am--more pitiable than formidable."



She looked shyly. "There is something formidable still, pale as you

are," she said, as her eye fell under his.



"To return to Shirley," pursued Moore: "is it your opinion that she is

ever likely to marry?"



"She loves."



"Platonically--theoretically--all humbug!"



"She loves what I call sincerely."



"Did she say so?"



"I cannot affirm that she said so. No such confession as 'I love this

man or that' passed her lips."



"I thought not."



"But the feeling made its way in spite of her, and I saw it. She spoke

of one man in a strain not to be misunderstood. Her voice alone was

sufficient testimony. Having wrung from her an opinion on your

character, I demanded a second opinion of--another person about whom I

had my conjectures, though they were the most tangled and puzzled

conjectures in the world. I would _make_ her speak. I shook her, I chid

her, I pinched her fingers when she tried to put me off with gibes and

jests in her queer provoking way, and at last out it came. The voice, I

say, was enough; hardly raised above a whisper, and yet such a soft

vehemence in its tones. There was no confession, no confidence, in the

matter. To these things she cannot condescend; but I am sure that man's

happiness is dear to her as her own life."



"Who is it?"



"I charged her with the fact. She did not deny, she did not avow, but

looked at me. I saw her eyes by the snow-gleam. It was quite enough. I

triumphed over her mercilessly."



"What right had _you_ to triumph? Do you mean to say _you_ are fancy

free?"



"Whatever _I_ am, Shirley is a bondswoman. Lioness, she has found her

captor. Mistress she may be of all round her, but her own mistress she

is not."



"So you exulted at recognizing a fellow-slave in one so fair and

imperial?"



"I did; Robert, you say right, in one so fair and imperial."



"You confess it--a _fellow_-slave?"



"I confess nothing; but I say that haughty Shirley is no more free than

was Hagar."



"And who, pray, is the Abraham, the hero of a patriarch who has achieved

such a conquest?"



"You still speak scornfully, and cynically, and sorely; but I will make

you change your note before I have done with you."



"We will see that. Can she marry this Cupidon?"



"Cupidon! he is just about as much a Cupidon as you are a Cyclops."



"Can she marry him?"



"You will see."



"I want to know his name, Cary."



"Guess it."



"Is it any one in this neighbourhood?"



"Yes, in Briarfield parish."



"Then it is some person unworthy of her. I don't know a soul in

Briarfield parish her equal."



"Guess."



"Impossible. I suppose she is under a delusion, and will plunge into

some absurdity, after all."



Caroline smiled.



"Do _you_ approve the choice?" asked Moore.



"Quite, _quite_."



"Then I _am_ puzzled; for the head which owns this bounteous fall of

hazel curls is an excellent little thinking machine, most accurate in

its working. It boasts a correct, steady judgment, inherited from

'mamma,' I suppose."



"And I _quite_ approve, and mamma was charmed."



"'Mamma' charmed--Mrs. Pryor! It can't be romantic, then?"



"It _is_ romantic, but it is also right."



"Tell me, Cary--tell me out of pity; I am too weak to be tantalized."



"You shall be tantalized--it will do you no harm; you are not so weak as

you pretend."



"I have twice this evening had some thoughts of falling on the floor at

your feet."



"You had better not. I shall decline to help you up."



"And worshipping you downright. My mother was a Roman Catholic. You look

like the loveliest of her pictures of the Virgin. I think I will embrace

her faith and kneel and adore."



"Robert, Robert, sit still; don't be absurd. I will go to Hortense if

you commit extravagances."



"You have stolen my senses. Just now nothing will come into my mind but

_les litanies de la sainte Vièrge. Rose céleste, reine des anges_!"



"_Tour d'ivoire, maison d'or_--is not that the jargon? Well, sit down

quietly, and guess your riddle."



"But 'mamma' charmed--there's the puzzle."



"I'll tell you what mamma said when I told her. 'Depend upon it, my

dear, such a choice will make the happiness of Miss Keeldar's life.'"



"I'll guess once, and no more. It is old Helstone. She is going to be

your aunt."



"I'll tell my uncle; I'll tell Shirley!" cried Caroline, laughing

gleefully. "Guess again, Robert; your blunders are charming."



"It is the parson--Hall."



"Indeed, no; he is mine, if you please."



"Yours! Ay, the whole generation of women in Briarfield seem to have

made an idol of that priest. I wonder why; he is bald, sand-blind,

gray-haired."



"Fanny will be here to fetch me before you have solved the riddle, if

you don't make haste."



"I'll guess no more--I am tired; and then I don't care. Miss Keeldar may

marry _le grand Turc_ for me."



"Must I whisper?"



"That you must, and quickly. Here comes Hortense; come near, a little

nearer, my own Lina. I care for the whisper more than the words."



She whispered. Robert gave a start, a flash of the eye, a brief laugh.

Miss Moore entered, and Sarah followed behind, with information that

Fanny was come. The hour of converse was over.



Robert found a moment to exchange a few more whispered sentences. He was

waiting at the foot of the staircase as Caroline descended after putting

on her shawl.



"Must I call Shirley a noble creature now?" he asked.



"If you wish to speak the truth, certainly."



"Must I forgive her?"



"Forgive her? Naughty Robert! Was she in the wrong, or were you?"



"Must I at length love her downright, Cary?"



Caroline looked keenly up, and made a movement towards him, something

between the loving and the petulant.



"Only give the word, and I'll try to obey you."



"Indeed, you must not love her; the bare idea is perverse."



"But then she is handsome, peculiarly handsome. Hers is a beauty that

grows on you. You think her but graceful when you first see her; you

discover her to be beautiful when you have known her for a year."



"It is not you who are to say these things. Now, Robert, be good."



"O Cary, I have no love to give. Were the goddess of beauty to woo me, I

could not meet her advances. There is no heart which I can call mine in

this breast."



"So much the better; you are a great deal safer without. Good-night."



"Why must you always go, Lina, at the very instant when I most want you

to stay?"



"Because you most wish to retain when you are most certain to lose."



"Listen; one other word. Take care of your own heart--do you hear me?"



"There is no danger."



"I am not convinced of that. The Platonic parson, for instance."



"Who--Malone?"



"Cyril Hall. I owe more than one twinge of jealousy to that quarter."



"As to you, you have been flirting with Miss Mann. She showed me the

other day a plant you had given her.--Fanny, I am ready."









CHAPTER XXXVI.



WRITTEN IN THE SCHOOLROOM.





Louis Moore's doubts respecting the immediate evacuation of Fieldhead by

Mr. Sympson turned out to be perfectly well founded. The very next day

after the grand quarrel about Sir Philip Nunnely a sort of

reconciliation was patched up between uncle and niece. Shirley, who

could never find it in her heart to be or to seem inhospitable (except

in the single instance of Mr. Donne), begged the whole party to stay a

little longer. She begged in such earnest it was evident she wished it

for some reason. They took her at her word. Indeed, the uncle could not

bring himself to leave her quite unwatched--at full liberty to marry

Robert Moore as soon as that gentleman should be able (Mr. Sympson

piously prayed this might never be the case) to reassert his supposed

pretensions to her hand. They all stayed.



In his first rage against all the house of Moore, Mr. Sympson had so

conducted himself towards Mr. Louis that that gentleman--patient of

labour or suffering, but intolerant of coarse insolence--had promptly

resigned his post, and could now be induced to resume and retain it only

till such time as the family should quit Yorkshire. Mrs. Sympson's

entreaties prevailed with him thus far; his own attachment to his pupil

constituted an additional motive for concession; and probably he had a

third motive, stronger than either of the other two. Probably he would

have found it very hard indeed to leave Fieldhead just now.



Things went on for some time pretty smoothly. Miss Keeldar's health was

re-established; her spirits resumed their flow. Moore had found means to

relieve her from every nervous apprehension; and, indeed, from the

moment of giving him her confidence, every fear seemed to have taken

wing. Her heart became as lightsome, her manner as careless, as those of

a little child, that, thoughtless of its own life or death, trusts all

responsibility to its parents. He and William Farren--through whose

medium he made inquiries concerning the state of Ph�be--agreed in

asserting that the dog was not mad, that it was only ill-usage which had

driven her from home; for it was proved that her master was in the

frequent habit of chastising her violently. Their assertion might or

might not be true. The groom and gamekeeper affirmed to the

contrary--both asserting that, if hers was not a clear case of

hydrophobia, there was no such disease. But to this evidence Louis Moore

turned an incredulous ear. He reported to Shirley only what was

encouraging. She believed him; and, right or wrong, it is certain that

in her case the bite proved innocuous.



November passed; December came. The Sympsons were now really departing.

It was incumbent on them to be at home by Christmas. Their packages were

preparing; they were to leave in a few days. One winter evening, during

the last week of their stay, Louis Moore again took out his little blank

book, and discoursed with it as follows:--



       *       *       *       *       *



"She is lovelier than ever. Since that little cloud was dispelled all

the temporary waste and wanness have vanished. It was marvellous to see

how soon the magical energy of youth raised her elastic and revived her

blooming.



"After breakfast this morning, when I had seen her, and listened to her,

and, so to speak, felt her, in every sentient atom of my frame, I passed

from her sunny presence into the chill drawing-room. Taking up a little

gilt volume, I found it to contain a selection of lyrics. I read a poem

or two; whether the spell was in me or in the verse I know not, but my

heart filled genially, my pulse rose. I glowed, notwithstanding the

frost air. I, too, am young as yet. Though she said she never considered

me young, I am barely thirty. There are moments when life, for no other

reason than my own youth, beams with sweet hues upon me.



"It was time to go to the schoolroom. I went. That same schoolroom is

rather pleasant in a morning. The sun then shines through the low

lattice; the books are in order; there are no papers strewn about; the

fire is clear and clean; no cinders have fallen, no ashes accumulated. I

found Henry there, and he had brought with him Miss Keeldar. They were

together.



"I said she was lovelier than ever. She is. A fine rose, not deep but

delicate, opens on her cheek. Her eye, always dark, clear, and speaking,

utters now a language I cannot render; it is the utterance, seen not

heard, through which angels must have communed when there was 'silence

in heaven.' Her hair was always dusk as night and fine as silk, her neck

was always fair, flexible, polished; but both have now a new charm. The

tresses are soft as shadow, the shoulders they fall on wear a goddess

grace. Once I only _saw_ her beauty, now I _feel_ it.



"Henry was repeating his lesson to her before bringing it to me. One of

her hands was occupied with the book; he held the other. That boy gets

more than his share of privileges; he dares caress and is caressed. What

indulgence and compassion she shows him! Too much. If this went on,

Henry in a few years, when his soul was formed, would offer it on her

altar, as I have offered mine.



"I saw her eyelid flitter when I came in, but she did not look up; _now_

she hardly ever gives me a glance. She seems to grow silent too; to _me_

she rarely speaks, and when I am present, she says little to others. In

my gloomy moments I attribute this change to indifference, aversion,

what not? In my sunny intervals I give it another meaning. I say, were I

her equal, I could find in this shyness coyness, and in that coyness

love. As it is, dare I look for it? What could I do with it if found?



"This morning I dared at least contrive an hour's communion for her and

me; I dared not only _wish_ but _will_ an interview with her. I dared

summon solitude to guard us. Very decidedly I called Henry to the door.

Without hesitation I said, 'Go where you will, my boy; but, till I call

you, return not here.'



"Henry, I could see, did not like his dismissal. That boy is young, but

a thinker; his meditative eye shines on me strangely sometimes. He half

feels what links me to Shirley; he half guesses that there is a dearer

delight in the reserve with which I am treated than in all the

endearments he is allowed. The young, lame, half-grown lion would growl

at me now and then, because I have tamed his lioness and am her keeper,

did not the habit of discipline and the instinct of affection hold him

subdued. Go, Henry; you must learn to take your share of the bitter of

life with all of Adam's race that have gone before or will come after

you. Your destiny can be no exception to the common lot; be grateful

that your love is overlooked thus early, before it can claim any

affinity to passion. An hour's fret, a pang of envy, suffice to express

what you feel. Jealousy hot as the sun above the line, rage destructive

as the tropic storm, the clime of your sensations ignores--as yet.



"I took my usual seat at the desk, quite in my usual way. I am blessed

in that power to cover all inward ebullition with outward calm. No one

who looks at my slow face can guess the vortex sometimes whirling in my

heart, and engulfing thought and wrecking prudence. Pleasant is it to

have the gift to proceed peacefully and powerfully in your course

without alarming by one eccentric movement. It was not my present

intention to utter one word of love to her, or to reveal one glimpse of

the fire in which I wasted. Presumptuous I never have been; presumptuous

I never will be. Rather than even _seem_ selfish and interested, I would

resolutely rise, gird my loins, part and leave her, and seek, on the

other side of the globe, a new life, cold and barren as the rock the

salt tide daily washes. My design this morning was to take of her a near

scrutiny--to read a line in the page of her heart. Before I left I

determined to know _what_ I was leaving.



"I had some quills to make into pens. Most men's hands would have

trembled when their hearts were so stirred; mine went to work steadily,

and my voice, when I called it into exercise, was firm.



"'This day week you will be alone at Fieldhead, Miss Keeldar.'



"'Yes: I rather think my uncle's intention to go is a settled one now.'



"'He leaves you dissatisfied.'



"'He is not pleased with me.'



"'He departs as he came--no better for his journey. This is mortifying.'



"'I trust the failure of his plans will take from him all inclination to

lay new ones.'



"'In his way Mr. Sympson honestly wished you well. All he has done or

intended to do he believed to be for the best.'



"'You are kind to undertake the defence of a man who has permitted

himself to treat you with so much insolence.'



"'I never feel shocked at, or bear malice for, what is spoken in

character; and most perfectly in character was that vulgar and violent

onset against me, when he had quitted you worsted.'



"'You cease now to be Henry's tutor?'



"'I shall be parted from Henry for a while (if he and I live we shall

meet again somehow, for we love each other) and be ousted from the bosom

of the Sympson family for ever. Happily this change does not leave me

stranded; it but hurries into premature execution designs long formed.'



"'No change finds you off your guard. I was sure, in your calm way, you

would be prepared for sudden mutation. I always think you stand in the

world like a solitary but watchful, thoughtful archer in a wood. And the

quiver on your shoulder holds more arrows than one; your bow is provided

with a second string. Such too is your brother's wont. You two might go

forth homeless hunters to the loneliest western wilds; all would be well

with you. The hewn tree would make you a hut, the cleared forest yield

you fields from its stripped bosom, the buffalo would feel your

rifle-shot, and with lowered horns and hump pay homage at your feet.'



"'And any Indian tribe of Blackfeet or Flatheads would afford us a

bride, perhaps?'



"'No' (hesitating), 'I think not. The savage is sordid. I think--that

is, I _hope_--you would neither of you share your hearth with that to

which you could not give your heart.'



"'What suggested the wild West to your mind, Miss Keeldar? Have you been

with me in spirit when I did not see you? Have you entered into my

day-dreams, and beheld my brain labouring at its scheme of a future?'



"She had separated a slip of paper for lighting tapers--a spill, as it

is called--into fragments. She threw morsel by morsel into the fire, and

stood pensively watching them consume. She did not speak.



"'How did you learn what you seem to know about my intentions?'



"'I know nothing. I am only discovering them now. I spoke at hazard.'



"'Your hazard sounds like divination. A tutor I will never be again;

never take a pupil after Henry and yourself; not again will I sit

habitually at another man's table--no more be the appendage of a family.

I am now a man of thirty; I have never been free since I was a boy of

ten. I have such a thirst for freedom, such a deep passion to know her

and call her mine, such a day-desire and night-longing to win her and

possess her, I will not refuse to cross the Atlantic for her sake; her I

will follow deep into virgin woods. Mine it shall not be to accept a

savage girl as a slave--she could not be a wife. I know no white woman

whom I love that would accompany me; but I am certain Liberty will await

me, sitting under a pine. When I call her she will come to my loghouse,

and she shall fill my arms.'



"She could not hear me speak so unmoved, and she _was_ moved. It was

right--I meant to move her. She could not answer me, nor could she look

at me. I should have been sorry if she could have done either. Her cheek

glowed as if a crimson flower through whose petals the sun shone had

cast its light upon it. On the white lid and dark lashes of her downcast

eye trembled all that is graceful in the sense of half-painful,

half-pleasing shame.



"Soon she controlled her emotion, and took all her feelings under

command. I saw she had felt insurrection, and was waking to empire. She

sat down. There was that in her face which I could read. It said, I see

the line which is my limit; nothing shall make me pass it. I feel--I

know how far I may reveal my feelings, and when I must clasp the volume.

I have advanced to a certain distance, as far as the true and sovereign

and undegraded nature of my kind permits; now here I stand rooted. My

heart may break if it is baffled; let it break. It shall never dishonour

me; it shall never dishonour my sisterhood in me. Suffering before

degradation! death before treachery!



"I, for my part, said, 'If she were poor, I would be at her feet; if she

were lowly, I would take her in my arms. Her gold and her station are

two griffins that guard her on each side. Love looks and longs, and

dares not; Passion hovers round, and is kept at bay; Truth and Devotion

are scared. There is nothing to lose in winning her, no sacrifice to

make. It is all clear gain, and therefore unimaginably difficult.'



"Difficult or not, something must be done, something must be said. I

could not, and would not, sit silent with all that beauty modestly mute

in my presence. I spoke thus, and still I spoke with calm. Quiet as my

words were, I could hear they fell in a tone distinct, round, and deep.



"'Still, I know I shall be strangely placed with that mountain nymph

Liberty. She is, I suspect, akin to that Solitude which I once wooed,

and from which I now seek a divorce. These Oreads are peculiar. They

come upon you with an unearthly charm, like some starlight evening; they

inspire a wild but not warm delight; their beauty is the beauty of

spirits; their grace is not the grace of life, but of seasons or scenes

in nature. Theirs is the dewy bloom of morning, the languid flush of

evening, the peace of the moon, the changefulness of clouds. I want and

will have something different. This elfish splendour looks chill to my

vision, and feels frozen to my touch. I am not a poet; I cannot live

with abstractions. You, Miss Keeldar, have sometimes, in your laughing

satire, called me a material philosopher, and implied that I live

sufficiently for the substantial. Certainly I feel material from head to

foot; and glorious as Nature is, and deeply as I worship her with the

solid powers of a solid heart, I would rather behold her through the

soft human eyes of a loved and lovely wife than through the wild orbs of

the highest goddess of Olympus.'



"'Juno could not cook a buffalo steak as you like it,' said she.



"'She could not; but I will tell you who could--some young, penniless,

friendless orphan girl. I wish I could find such a one--pretty enough

for me to love, with something of the mind and heart suited to my taste;

not uneducated--honest and modest. I care nothing for attainments, but I

would fain have the germ of those sweet natural powers which nothing

acquired can rival; any temper Fate wills--I can manage the hottest. To

such a creature as this I should like to be first tutor and then

husband. I would teach her my language, my habits and my principles, and

then I would reward her with my love.'



"'_Reward_ her, lord of the creation--_reward_ her!'" ejaculated she,

with a curled lip.



"'And be repaid a thousandfold.'



"'If she willed it, monseigneur.'



"'And she _should_ will it.'



"'You have stipulated for any temper Fate wills. Compulsion is flint and

a blow to the metal of some souls.'



"'And love the spark it elicits.'



"'Who cares for the love that is but a spark--seen, flown upward, and

gone?'



"'I must find my orphan girl. Tell me how, Miss Keeldar.'



"'Advertise; and be sure you add, when you describe the qualifications,

she must be a good plain cook.'



"'I must find her; and when I do find her I shall marry her.'



"'Not you!' and her voice took a sudden accent of peculiar scorn.



"I liked this. I had roused her from the pensive mood in which I had

first found her. I would stir her further.



"'Why doubt it?'



"'_You_ marry!'



"'Yes, of course; nothing more evident than that I can and shall.'



"'The contrary is evident, Mr. Moore.'



"She charmed me in this mood--waxing disdainful, half insulting; pride,

temper, derision, blent in her large fine eye, that had just now the

look of a merlin's.



"'Favour me with your reasons for such an opinion, Miss Keeldar.'



"'How will _you_ manage to marry, I wonder?'



"'I shall manage it with ease and speed when I find the proper person.'



"'Accept celibacy!' (and she made a gesture with her hand as if she gave

me something) 'take it as your doom!'



"'No; you cannot give what I already have. Celibacy has been mine for

thirty years. If you wish to offer me a gift, a parting present, a

keepsake, you must change the boon.'



"'Take worse, then!'



"'How--what?'



"I now felt, and looked, and spoke eagerly. I was unwise to quit my

sheet-anchor of calm even for an instant; it deprived me of an advantage

and transferred it to her. The little spark of temper dissolved in

sarcasm, and eddied over her countenance in the ripples of a mocking

smile.



"'Take a wife that has paid you court to save your modesty, and thrust

herself upon you to spare your scruples.'



"'Only show me where.'



"'Any stout widow that has had a few husbands already, and can manage

these things.'



"'She must not be rich, then. Oh these riches!'



"'Never would you have gathered the produce of the gold-bearing garden.

You have not courage to confront the sleepless dragon; you have not

craft to borrow the aid of Atlas.'



"'You look hot and haughty.'



"'And you far haughtier. Yours is the monstrous pride which counterfeits

humility.'



"'I am a dependant; I know my place.'



"'I am a woman; I know mine.'



"'I am poor; I must be proud.'



"'I have received ordinances, and own obligations stringent as yours.'



"We had reached a critical point now, and we halted and looked at each

other. _She_ would not give in, I felt. Beyond this I neither felt nor

saw. A few moments yet were mine. The end was coming--I heard its

rush--but not come. I would dally, wait, talk, and when impulse urged I

would act. I am never in a hurry; I never was in a hurry in my whole

life. Hasty people drink the nectar of existence scalding hot; I taste

it cool as dew. I proceeded: 'Apparently, Miss Keeldar, you are as

little likely to marry as myself. I know you have refused three--nay,

four--advantageous offers, and, I believe, a fifth. Have you rejected

Sir Philip Nunnely?'



"I put this question suddenly and promptly.



"'Did you think I should take him?'



"'I thought you might.'



"'On what grounds, may I ask?'



"'Conformity of rank, age, pleasing contrast of temper--for _he_ is mild

and amiable--harmony of intellectual tastes.'



"'A beautiful sentence! Let us take it to pieces. "Conformity of rank."

He is quite above me. Compare my grange with his palace, if you please.

I am disdained by his kith and kin. "Suitability of age." We were born

in the same year; consequently he is still a boy, while I am a

woman--ten years his senior to all intents and purposes. "Contrast of

temper." Mild and amiable, is he; I--what? Tell me.'



"'Sister of the spotted, bright, quick, fiery leopard.'



"'And you would mate me with a kid--the millennium being yet millions of

centuries from mankind; being yet, indeed, an archangel high in the

seventh heaven, uncommissioned to descend? Unjust barbarian! "Harmony of

intellectual tastes." He is fond of poetry, and I hate it----'



"'Do you? That is news.'



"'I absolutely shudder at the sight of metre or at the sound of rhyme

whenever I am at the priory or Sir Philip at Fieldhead. Harmony,

indeed! When did I whip up syllabub sonnets or string stanzas fragile as

fragments of glass? and when did I betray a belief that those

penny-beads were genuine brilliants?'



"'You might have the satisfaction of leading him to a higher standard,

of improving his tastes.'



"'Leading and improving! teaching and tutoring! bearing and forbearing!

Pah! my husband is not to be my baby. I am not to set him his daily

lesson and see that he learns it, and give him a sugar-plum if he is

good, and a patient, pensive, pathetic lecture if he is bad. But it is

like a tutor to talk of the "satisfaction of teaching." I suppose _you_

think it the finest employment in the world. I don't. I reject it.

Improving a husband! No. I shall insist upon my husband improving me, or

else we part.'



"'God knows it is needed!'



"'What do you mean by that, Mr. Moore?'



"'What I say. Improvement is imperatively needed.'



"'If you were a woman you would school _monsieur, votre mari_,

charmingly. It would just suit you; schooling is your vocation.'



"'May I ask whether, in your present just and gentle mood, you mean to

taunt me with being a tutor?'



"'Yes, bitterly; and with anything else you please--any defect of which

you are painfully conscious.'



"'With being poor, for instance?'



"'Of course; that will sting you. You are sore about your poverty; you

brood over that.'



"'With having nothing but a very plain person to offer the woman who may

master my heart?'



"'Exactly. You have a habit of calling yourself plain. You are sensitive

about the cut of your features because they are not quite on an Apollo

pattern. You abase them more than is needful, in the faint hope that

others may say a word in their behalf--which won't happen. Your face is

nothing to boast of, certainly--not a pretty line nor a pretty tint to

be found therein.'



"'Compare it with your own.'



"'It looks like a god of Egypt--a great sand-buried stone head; or

rather I will compare it to nothing so lofty. It looks like Tartar. You

are my mastiff's cousin. I think you as much like him as a man can be

like a dog.'



"'Tartar is your dear companion. In summer, when you rise early, and

run out into the fields to wet your feet with the dew, and freshen your

cheek and uncurl your hair with the breeze, you always call him to

follow you. You call him sometimes with a whistle that you learned from

me. In the solitude of your wood, when you think nobody but Tartar is

listening, you whistle the very tunes you imitated from my lips, or sing

the very songs you have caught up by ear from my voice. I do not ask

whence flows the feeling which you pour into these songs, for I know it

flows out of your heart, Miss Keeldar. In the winter evenings Tartar

lies at your feet. You suffer him to rest his head on your perfumed lap;

you let him couch on the borders of your satin raiment. His rough hide

is familiar with the contact of your hand. I once saw you kiss him on

that snow-white beauty spot which stars his broad forehead. It is

dangerous to say I am like Tartar; it suggests to me a claim to be

treated like Tartar.'



"'Perhaps, sir, you can extort as much from your penniless and

friendless young orphan girl, when you find her.'



"'Oh could I find her such as I image her! Something to tame first, and

teach afterwards; to break in, and then to fondle. To lift the destitute

proud thing out of poverty; to establish power over and then to be

indulgent to the capricious moods that never were influenced and never

indulged before; to see her alternately irritated and subdued about

twelve times in the twenty-four hours; and perhaps, eventually, when her

training was accomplished, to behold her the exemplary and patient

mother of about a dozen children, only now and then lending little Louis

a cordial cuff by way of paying the interest of the vast debt she owes

his father. Oh' (I went on), 'my orphan girl would give me many a kiss;

she would watch on the threshold for my coming home of an evening; she

would run into my arms; she would keep my hearth as bright as she would

make it warm. God bless the sweet idea! Find her I must.'



"Her eyes emitted an eager flash, her lips opened; but she reclosed

them, and impetuously turned away.



"'Tell me, tell me where she is, Miss Keeldar!'



"Another movement, all haughtiness and fire and impulse.



"'I must know. You _can_ tell me; you _shall_ tell me.'



"'I _never will_.'



"She turned to leave me. Could I now let her part as she had always

parted from me? No. I had gone too far not to finish; I had come too

near the end not to drive home to it. All the encumbrance of doubt, all

the rubbish of indecision, must be removed at once, and the plain truth

must be ascertained. She must take her part, and tell me what it was; I

must take mine and adhere to it.



"'A minute, madam,' I said, keeping my hand on the door-handle before I

opened it. 'We have had a long conversation this morning, but the last

word has not been spoken yet. It is yours to speak it.'



"'May I pass?'



"'No; I guard the door. I would almost rather die than let you leave me

just now, without speaking the word I demand.'



"'What dare you expect me to say?'



"'What I am dying and perishing to hear; what I _must_ and _will_ hear;

what you dare not now suppress.'



"'Mr. Moore, I hardly know what you mean. You are not like yourself.'



"I suppose I hardly was like my usual self, for I scared her--that I

could see. It was right: she must be scared to be won.



"'You _do_ know what I mean, and for the first time I stand before you

_myself_. I have flung off the tutor, and beg to introduce you to the

man. And remember, he is a gentleman.'



"She trembled. She put her hand to mine as if to remove it from the

lock. She might as well have tried to loosen, by her soft touch, metal

welded to metal. She felt she was powerless, and receded; and again she

trembled.



"What change I underwent I cannot explain, but out of her emotion passed

into me a new spirit. I neither was crushed nor elated by her lands and

gold; I thought not of them, cared not for them. They were

nothing--dross that could not dismay me. I saw only herself--her young

beautiful form, the grace, the majesty, the modesty of her girlhood.



"'My pupil,' I said.



"'My master,' was the low answer.



"'I have a thing to tell you.'



"She waited with declined brow and ringlets drooped.



"'I have to tell you that for four years you have been growing into

your tutor's heart, and that you are rooted there now. I have to declare

that you have bewitched me, in spite of sense, and experience, and

difference of station and estate. You have so looked, and spoken, and

moved; so shown me your faults and your virtues--beauties rather, they

are hardly so stern as virtues--that I love you--love you with my life

and strength. It is out now.'



"She sought what to say, but could not find a word. She tried to rally,

but vainly. I passionately repeated that I loved her.



"'Well, Mr. Moore, what then?' was the answer I got, uttered in a tone

that would have been petulant if it had not faltered.



"'Have you nothing to say to me? Have you no love for me?'



"'A little bit.'



"'I am not to be tortured. I will not even play at present.'



"'I don't want to play; I want to go.'



"'I wonder you dare speak of going at this moment. _You_ go! What! with

my heart in your hand, to lay it on your toilet and pierce it with your

pins? From my presence you do not stir, out of my reach you do not

stray, till I receive a hostage--pledge for pledge--your heart for

mine.'



"'The thing you want is mislaid--lost some time since. Let me go and

seek it.'



"'Declare that it is where your keys often are--in my possession.'



"'You ought to know. And where are my keys, Mr. Moore? Indeed and truly

I have lost them again; and Mrs. Gill wants some money, and I have none,

except this sixpence.'



"She took the coin out of her apron pocket, and showed it in her palm. I

could have trifled with her, but it would not do; life and death were at

stake. Mastering at once the sixpence and the hand that held it, I

demanded, 'Am I to die without you, or am I to live for you?'



"'Do as you please. Far be it from me to dictate your choice.'



"'You shall tell me with your own lips whether you doom me to exile or

call me to hope.'



"'Go; I can bear to be left.'



"'Perhaps I too _can_ bear to leave you. But reply, Shirley, my pupil,

my sovereign--reply.'



"'Die without me if you will; live for me if you dare.'



"'I am not afraid of you, my leopardess. I _dare_ live for and with you,

from this hour till my death. Now, then, I have you. You are mine. I

will never let you go. Wherever my home be, I have chosen my wife. If I

stay in England, in England you will stay; if I cross the Atlantic, you

will cross it also. Our lives are riveted, our lots intertwined.'



"'And are we equal, then, sir? are we equal at last?'



"'You are younger, frailer, feebler, more ignorant than I.'



"'Will you be good to me, and never tyrannize?'



"'Will you let me breathe, and not bewilder me? You must not smile at

present. The world swims and changes round me. The sun is a dizzying

scarlet blaze, the sky a violet vortex whirling over me.'



"I am a strong man, but I staggered as I spoke. All creation was

exaggerated. Colour grew more vivid, motion more rapid, life itself more

vital. I hardly saw her for a moment, but I heard her voice--pitilessly

sweet. She would not subdue one of her charms in compassion. Perhaps she

did not know what I felt.



"'You name me leopardess. Remember, the leopardess is tameless,' said

she.



"'Tame or fierce, wild or subdued, you are _mine_.'



"'I am glad I know my keeper and am used to him. Only his voice will I

follow; only his hand shall manage me; only at his feet will I repose.'



"I took her back to her seat, and sat down by her side. I wanted to hear

her speak again. I could never have enough of her voice and her words.



"'How much do you love me?' I asked.



"'Ah! you know. I will not gratify you--I will not flatter.'



"'I don't know half enough; my heart craves to be fed. If you knew how

hungry and ferocious it is, you would hasten to stay it with a kind word

or two.'



"'Poor Tartar!' said she, touching and patting my hand--'poor fellow,

stalwart friend, Shirley's pet and favourite, lie down!'



"'But I will not lie down till I am fed with one sweet word.'



"And at last she gave it.



"'Dear Louis, be faithful to me; never leave me. I don't care for life

unless I may pass it at your side.'



"'Something more.'



"She gave me a change; it was not her way to offer the same dish twice.



"'Sir,' she said, starting up, 'at your peril you ever again name such

sordid things as money, or poverty, or inequality. It will be absolutely

dangerous to torment me with these maddening scruples. I defy you to do

it.'



"My face grew hot. I did once more wish I were not so poor or she were

not so rich. She saw the transient misery; and then, indeed, she

caressed me. Blent with torment, I experienced rapture.



"'Mr. Moore,' said she, looking up with a sweet, open, earnest

countenance, 'teach me and help me to be good. I do not ask you to take

off my shoulders all the cares and duties of property, but I ask you to

share the burden, and to show me how to sustain my part well. Your

judgment is well balanced, your heart is kind, your principles are

sound. I know you are wise; I feel you are benevolent; I believe you are

conscientious. Be my companion through life; be my guide where I am

ignorant; be my master where I am faulty; be my friend always!'



"'So help me God, I will!'"



       *       *       *       *       *



Yet again a passage from the blank book if you like, reader; if you

don't like it, pass it over:--



"The Sympsons are gone, but not before discovery and explanation. My

manner must have betrayed something, or my looks. I was quiet, but I

forgot to be guarded sometimes. I stayed longer in the room than usual;

I could not bear to be out of her presence; I returned to it, and basked

in it, like Tartar in the sun. If she left the oak parlour,

instinctively I rose and left it too. She chid me for this procedure

more than once. I did it with a vague, blundering idea of getting a word

with her in the hall or elsewhere. Yesterday towards dusk I had her to

myself for five minutes by the hall fire. We stood side by side; she was

railing at me, and I was enjoying the sound of her voice. The young

ladies passed, and looked at us; we did not separate. Ere long they

repassed, and again looked. Mrs. Sympson came; we did not move. Mr.

Sympson opened the dining-room door. Shirley flashed him back full

payment for his spying gaze. She curled her lip and tossed her tresses.

The glance she gave was at once explanatory and defiant. It said: 'I

like Mr. Moore's society, and I dare you to find fault with my taste.'



"I asked, 'Do you mean him to understand how matters are?'



"'I do,' said she; 'but I leave the development to chance. There will be

a scene. I neither invite it nor fear it; only, you must be present, for

I am inexpressibly tired of facing him solus. I don't like to see him in

a rage. He then puts off all his fine proprieties and conventional

disguises, and the real human being below is what you would call

_commun, plat, bas--vilain et un peu méchant_. His ideas are not clean,

Mr. Moore; they want scouring with soft soap and fuller's earth. I

think, if he could add his imagination to the contents of Mrs. Gill's

bucking-basket, and let her boil it in her copper, with rain-water and

bleaching-powder (I hope you think me a tolerable laundress), it would

do him incalculable good.'



"This morning, fancying I heard her descend somewhat early, I was down

instantly. I had not been deceived. There she was, busy at work in the

breakfast-parlour, of which the housemaid was completing the arrangement

and dusting. She had risen betimes to finish some little keepsake she

intended for Henry. I got only a cool reception, which I accepted till

the girl was gone, taking my book to the window-seat very quietly. Even

when we were alone I was slow to disturb her. To sit with her in sight

was happiness, and the proper happiness, for early morning--serene,

incomplete, but progressive. Had I been obtrusive, I knew I should have

encountered rebuff. 'Not at home to suitors' was written on her brow.

Therefore I read on, stole now and then a look, watched her countenance

soften and open as she felt I respected her mood, and enjoyed the gentle

content of the moment.



"The distance between us shrank, and the light hoar-frost thawed

insensibly. Ere an hour elapsed I was at her side, watching her sew,

gathering her sweet smiles and her merry words, which fell for me

abundantly. We sat, as we had a right to sit, side by side; my arm

rested on her chair; I was near enough to count the stitches of her

work, and to discern the eye of her needle. The door suddenly opened.



"I believe, if I had just then started from her, she would have

despised me. Thanks to the phlegm of my nature, I rarely start. When I

am well-off, _bien_, comfortable, I am not soon stirred. _Bien_ I

was--_très bien_--consequently immutable. No muscle moved. I hardly

looked to the door.



"'Good-morning, uncle,' said she, addressing that personage, who paused

on the threshold in a state of petrifaction.



"'Have you been long downstairs, Miss Keeldar, and alone with Mr.

Moore?'



"'Yes, a very long time. We both came down early; it was scarcely

light.'



"'The proceeding is improper----'



"'It was at first, I was rather cross, and not civil; but you will

perceive that we are now friends.'



"'I perceive more than you would wish me to perceive.'



"'Hardly, sir,' said I; 'we have no disguises. Will you permit me to

intimate that any further observations you have to make may as well be

addressed to me? Henceforward I stand between Miss Keeldar and all

annoyance.'



"'_You!_ What have _you_ to do with Miss Keeldar?'



"'To protect, watch over, serve her.'



"'You, sir--you, the tutor?'



"'Not one word of insult, sir,' interposed she; 'not one syllable of

disrespect to Mr. Moore in this house.'



"'Do you take his part?'



"'_His_ part? oh yes!'



"She turned to me with a sudden fond movement, which I met by circling

her with my arm. She and I both rose.



"'Good Ged!' was the cry from the morning-gown standing quivering at the

door. _Ged_, I think, must be the cognomen of Mr. Sympson's Lares. When

hard pressed he always invokes this idol.



"'Come forward, uncle; you shall hear all.--Tell him all, Louis.'



"'I dare him to speak--the beggar! the knave! the specious hypocrite!

the vile, insinuating, infamous menial!--Stand apart from my niece, sir.

Let her go!'



"She clung to me with energy. 'I am near my future husband,' she said.

'Who dares touch him or me?'



"'Her husband!' He raised and spread his hands. He dropped into a seat.



"'A while ago you wanted much to know whom I meant to marry. My

intention was then formed, but not mature for communication. Now it is

ripe, sun-mellowed, perfect. Take the crimson peach--take Louis Moore!'



"'But' (savagely) 'you _shall not_ have him; he _shall not_ have you.'



"'I would die before I would have another. I would die if I might not

have him.'



"He uttered words with which this page shall never be polluted.



"She turned white as death; she shook all over; she lost her strength. I

laid her down on the sofa; just looked to ascertain that she had not

fainted--of which, with a divine smile, she assured me. I kissed her;

and then, if I were to perish, I cannot give a clear account of what

happened in the course of the next five minutes. She has since--through

tears, laughter, and trembling--told me that I turned terrible, and gave

myself to the demon. She says I left her, made one bound across the

room; that Mr. Sympson vanished through the door as if shot from a

cannon. I also vanished, and she heard Mrs. Gill scream.



"Mrs. Gill was still screaming when I came to my senses. I was then in

another apartment--the oak parlour, I think. I held Sympson before me

crushed into a chair, and my hand was on his cravat. His eyes rolled in

his head; I was strangling him, I think. The housekeeper stood wringing

her hands, entreating me to desist. I desisted that moment, and felt at

once as cool as stone. But I told Mrs. Gill to fetch the Red-House Inn

chaise instantly, and informed Mr. Sympson he must depart from Fieldhead

the instant it came. Though half frightened out of his wits, he declared

he would not. Repeating the former order, I added a commission to fetch

a constable. I said, 'You _shall_ go, by fair means or foul.'



"He threatened prosecution; I cared for nothing. I had stood over him

once before, not quite so fiercely as now, but full as austerely. It was

one night when burglars attempted the house at Sympson Grove, and in his

wretched cowardice he would have given a vain alarm, without daring to

offer defence. I had then been obliged to protect his family and his

abode by mastering himself--and I had succeeded. I now remained with him

till the chaise came. I marshalled him to it, he scolding all the way.

He was terribly bewildered, as well as enraged. He would have resisted

me, but knew not how. He called for his wife and daughters to come. I

said they should follow him as soon as they could prepare. The smoke,

the fume, the fret of his demeanour was inexpressible, but it was a fury

incapable of producing a deed. That man, properly handled, must ever

remain impotent. I know he will never touch me with the law. I know his

wife, over whom he tyrannizes in trifles, guides him in matters of

importance. I have long since earned her undying mother's gratitude by

my devotion to her boy. In some of Henry's ailments I have nursed

him--better, she said, than any woman could nurse. She will never forget

that. She and her daughters quitted me to-day, in mute wrath and

consternation; but she respects me. When Henry clung to my neck as I

lifted him into the carriage and placed him by her side, when I arranged

her own wrapping to make her warm, though she turned her head from me, I

saw the tears start to her eyes. She will but the more zealously

advocate my cause because she has left me in anger. I am glad of

this--not for my own sake, but for that of my life and idol--my

Shirley."



Once again he writes, a week after:--"I am now at Stilbro'. I have taken

up my temporary abode with a friend--a professional man, in whose

business I can be useful. Every day I ride over to Fieldhead. How long

will it be before I can call that place my home, and its mistress mine?

I am not easy, not tranquil; I am tantalized, sometimes tortured. To see

her now, one would think she had never pressed her cheek to my shoulder,

or clung to me with tenderness or trust. I feel unsafe; she renders me

miserable. I am shunned when I visit her; she withdraws from my reach.

Once this day I lifted her face, resolved to get a full look down her

deep, dark eyes. Difficult to describe what I read there! Pantheress!

beautiful forest-born! wily, tameless, peerless nature! She gnaws her

chain; I see the white teeth working at the steel! She has dreams of her

wild woods and pinings after virgin freedom. I wish Sympson would come

again, and oblige her again to entwine her arms about me. I wish there

was danger she should lose me, as there is risk I shall lose her. No;

final loss I do not fear, but long delay----



"It is now night--midnight. I have spent the afternoon and evening at

Fieldhead. Some hours ago she passed me, coming down the oak staircase

to the hall. She did not know I was standing in the twilight, near the

staircase window, looking at the frost-bright constellations. How

closely she glided against the banisters! How shyly shone her large eyes

upon me! How evanescent, fugitive, fitful she looked--slim and swift as

a northern streamer!



"I followed her into the drawing-room. Mrs. Pryor and Caroline Helstone

were both there; she has summoned them to bear her company awhile. In

her white evening dress, with her long hair flowing full and wavy, with

her noiseless step, her pale cheek, her eye full of night and lightning,

she looked, I thought, spirit-like--a thing made of an element, the

child of a breeze and a flame, the daughter of ray and raindrop--a thing

never to be overtaken, arrested, fixed. I wished I could avoid following

her with my gaze as she moved here and there, but it was impossible. I

talked with the other ladies as well as I could, but still I looked at

her. She was very silent; I think she never spoke to me--not even when

she offered me tea. It happened that she was called out a minute by Mrs.

Gill. I passed into the moonlit hall, with the design of getting a word

as she returned; nor in this did I fail.



"'Miss Keeldar, stay one instant,' said I, meeting her.



"'Why? the hall is too cold.'



"'It is not cold for me; at my side it should not be cold for you.'



"'But I shiver.'



"'With fear, I believe. What makes you fear me? You are quiet and

distant. Why?'



"'I may well fear what looks like a great dark goblin meeting me in the

moonlight.'



"'_Do not--do not_ pass! Stay with me awhile. Let us exchange a few

quiet words. It is three days since I spoke to you alone. Such changes

are cruel.'



"'I have no wish to be cruel,' she responded, softly enough. Indeed

there was softness in her whole deportment--in her face, in her voice;

but there was also reserve, and an air fleeting, evanishing, intangible.



"'You certainly give me pain,' said I. 'It is hardly a week since you

called me your future husband and treated me as such. Now I am once more

the tutor for you. I am addressed as Mr. Moore and sir. Your lips have

forgotten Louis.'



"'No, Louis, no. It is an easy, liquid name--not soon forgotten.'



"'Be cordial to Louis, then; approach him--let him approach.'



"'I _am_ cordial,' said she, hovering aloof like a white shadow.



"'Your voice is very sweet and very low,' I answered, quietly advancing.

'You seem subdued, but still startled.'



"'No--quite calm, and afraid of nothing,' she assured me.



"'Of nothing but your votary.'



"I bent a knee to the flags at her feet.



"'You see I am in a new world, Mr. Moore. I don't know myself; I don't

know you. But rise. When you do so I feel troubled and disturbed.'



"I obeyed. It would not have suited me to retain that attitude long. I

courted serenity and confidence for her, and not vainly. She trusted and

clung to me again.



"'Now, Shirley,' I said, 'you can conceive I am far from happy in my

present uncertain, unsettled state.'



"'Oh yes, you _are_ happy!' she cried hastily. 'You don't know how happy

you are. Any change will be for the worse.'



"'Happy or not, I cannot bear to go on so much longer. You are too

generous to require it.'



"'Be reasonable, Louis; be patient! I like you because you are patient.'



"'Like me no longer, then; love me instead. Fix our marriage day; think

of it to-night, and decide.'



"She breathed a murmur, inarticulate yet expressive; darted, or melted,

from my arms--and I lost her."









CHAPTER XXXVII.



THE WINDING-UP.





Yes, reader, we must settle accounts now. I have only briefly to narrate

the final fates of some of the personages whose acquaintance we have

made in this narrative, and then you and I must shake hands, and for the

present separate.



Let us turn to the curates--to the much-loved, though long-neglected.

Come forward, modest merit! Malone, I see, promptly answers the

invocation. He knows his own description when he hears it.



No, Peter Augustus; we can have nothing to say to you. It won't do.

Impossible to trust ourselves with the touching tale of your deeds and

destinies. Are you not aware, Peter, that a discriminating public has

its crotchets; that the unvarnished truth does not answer; that plain

facts will not digest? Do you not know that the squeak of the real pig

is no more relished now than it was in days of yore? Were I to give the

catastrophe of your life and conversation, the public would sweep off in

shrieking hysterics, and there would be a wild cry for sal-volatile and

burnt feathers. "Impossible!" would be pronounced here; "untrue!" would

be responded there; "inartistic!" would be solemnly decided. Note well.

Whenever you present the actual, simple truth, it is, somehow, always

denounced as a lie--they disown it, cast it off, throw it on the parish;

whereas the product of your own imagination, the mere figment, the sheer

fiction, is adopted, petted, termed pretty, proper, sweetly natural--the

little, spurious wretch gets all the comfits, the honest, lawful

bantling all the cuffs. Such is the way of the world, Peter; and as you

are the legitimate urchin, rude, unwashed, and naughty, you must stand

down.



Make way for Mr. Sweeting.



Here he comes, with his lady on his arm--the most splendid and the

weightiest woman in Yorkshire--Mrs. Sweeting, formerly Miss Dora Sykes.

They were married under the happiest auspices, Mr. Sweeting having been

just inducted to a comfortable living, and Mr. Sykes being in

circumstances to give Dora a handsome portion. They lived long and

happily together, beloved by their parishioners and by a numerous circle

of friends.



There! I think the varnish has been put on very nicely.



Advance, Mr. Donne.



This gentleman turned out admirably--far better than either you or I

could possibly have expected, reader. He, too, married a most sensible,

quiet, lady-like little woman. The match was the making of him. He

became an exemplary domestic character, and a truly active parish priest

(as a pastor he, to his dying day, conscientiously refused to act). The

outside of the cup and platter he burnished up with the best

polishing-powder; the furniture of the altar and temple he looked after

with the zeal of an upholsterer, the care of a cabinet-maker. His little

school, his little church, his little parsonage, all owed their erection

to him; and they did him credit. Each was a model in its way. If

uniformity and taste in architecture had been the same thing as

consistency and earnestness in religion, what a shepherd of a Christian

flock Mr. Donne would have made! There was one art in the mastery of

which nothing mortal ever surpassed Mr. Donne: it was that of begging.

By his own unassisted efforts he begged all the money for all his

erections. In this matter he had a grasp of plan, a scope of action

quite unique. He begged of high and low--of the shoeless cottage brat

and the coroneted duke. He sent out begging-letters far and wide--to old

Queen Charlotte, to the princesses her daughters, to her sons the royal

dukes, to the Prince Regent, to Lord Castlereagh, to every member of the

ministry then in office; and, what is more remarkable, he screwed

something out of every one of these personages. It is on record that he

got five pounds from the close-fisted old lady Queen Charlotte, and two

guineas from the royal profligate her eldest son. When Mr. Donne set out

on begging expeditions, he armed himself in a complete suit of brazen

mail. That you had given a hundred pounds yesterday was with him no

reason why you should not give two hundred to-day. He would tell you so

to your face, and, ten to one, get the money out of you. People gave to

get rid of him. After all, he did some good with the cash. He was

useful in his day and generation.



Perhaps I ought to remark that on the premature and sudden vanishing of

Mr. Malone from the stage of Briarfield parish (you cannot know how it

happened, reader; your curiosity must be robbed to pay your elegant love

of the pretty and pleasing), there came as his successor another Irish

curate, Mr. Macarthey. I am happy to be able to inform you, _with

truth_, that this gentleman did as much credit to his country as Malone

had done it discredit. He proved himself as decent, decorous, and

conscientious as Peter was rampant, boisterous, and---- This last

epithet I choose to suppress, because it would let the cat out of the

bag. He laboured faithfully in the parish. The schools, both Sunday and

day schools, flourished under his sway like green bay trees. Being

human, of course he had his faults. These, however, were proper,

steady-going, clerical faults--what many would call virtues. The

circumstance of finding himself invited to tea with a Dissenter would

unhinge him for a week. The spectacle of a Quaker wearing his hat in the

church, the thought of an unbaptized fellow-creature being interred with

Christian rites--these things could make strange havoc in Mr.

Macarthey's physical and mental economy. Otherwise he was sane and

rational, diligent and charitable.



I doubt not a justice-loving public will have remarked, ere this, that I

have thus far shown a criminal remissness in pursuing, catching, and

bringing to condign punishment the would-be assassin of Mr. Robert

Moore. Here was a fine opening to lead my willing readers a dance, at

once decorous and exciting--a dance of law and gospel, of the dungeon,

the dock, and the "dead-thraw." You might have liked it, reader, but _I_

should not. I and my subject would presently have quarrelled, and then I

should have broken down. I was happy to find that facts perfectly

exonerated me from the attempt. The murderer was never punished, for the

good reason that he was never caught--the result of the further

circumstance that he was never pursued. The magistrates made a

shuffling, as if they were going to rise and do valiant things; but

since Moore himself, instead of urging and leading them as heretofore,

lay still on his little cottage-couch, laughing in his sleeve, and

sneering with every feature of his pale, foreign face, they considered

better of it, and after fulfilling certain indispensable forms,

prudently resolved to let the matter quietly drop, which they did.



Mr. Moore knew who had shot him, and all Briarfield knew. It was no

other than Michael Hartley, the half-crazed weaver once before alluded

to, a frantic Antinomian in religion, and a mad leveller in politics.

The poor soul died of delirium tremens a year after the attempt on

Moore, and Robert gave his wretched widow a guinea to bury him.



       *       *       *       *       *



The winter is over and gone; spring has followed with beamy and shadowy,

with flowery and showery flight. We are now in the heart of summer--in

mid-June--the June of 1812.



It is burning weather. The air is deep azure and red gold. It fits the

time; it fits the age; it fits the present spirit of the nations. The

nineteenth century wantons in its giant adolescence; the Titan boy

uproots mountains in his game, and hurls rocks in his wild sport. This

summer Bonaparte is in the saddle; he and his host scour Russian

deserts. He has with him Frenchmen and Poles, Italians and children of

the Rhine, six hundred thousand strong. He marches on old Moscow. Under

old Moscow's walls the rude Cossack waits him. Barbarian stoic! he waits

without fear of the boundless ruin rolling on. He puts his trust in a

snow-cloud; the wilderness, the wind, and the hail-storm are his refuge;

his allies are the elements--air, fire, water. And what are these? Three

terrible archangels ever stationed before the throne of Jehovah. They

stand clothed in white, girdled with golden girdles; they uplift vials,

brimming with the wrath of God. Their time is the day of vengeance;

their signal, the word of the Lord of hosts, "thundering with the voice

of His excellency."



"Hast thou entered into the treasures of the snow? or hast thou seen the

treasures of the hail, which I have reserved against the time of

trouble, against the day of battle and war?



"Go your ways. Pour out the vials of the wrath of God upon the earth."



It is done. The earth is scorched with fire; the sea becomes "as the

blood of a dead man;" the islands flee away; the mountains are not

found.



In this year, Lord Wellington assumed the reins in Spain. They made him

generalissimo, for their own salvation's sake. In this year he took

Badajos, he fought the field of Vittoria, he captured Pampeluna, he

stormed San Sebastian; in this year he won Salamanca.



Men of Manchester, I beg your pardon for this slight _résumé_ of warlike

facts, but it is of no consequence. Lord Wellington is, for you, only a

decayed old gentleman now. I rather think some of you have called him a

"dotard;" you have taunted him with his age and the loss of his physical

vigour. What fine heroes you are yourselves! Men like you have a right

to trample on what is mortal in a demigod. Scoff at your ease; your

scorn can never break his grand old heart.



But come, friends, whether Quakers or cotton-printers, let us hold a

peace-congress, and let out our venom quietly. We have been talking with

unseemly zeal about bloody battles and butchering generals; we arrive

now at a triumph in your line. On the 18th of June 1812 the Orders in

Council were repealed, and the blockaded ports thrown open. You know

very well--such of you as are old enough to remember--you made Yorkshire

and Lancashire shake with your shout on that occasion. The ringers

cracked a bell in Briarfield belfry; it is dissonant to this day. The

Association of Merchants and Manufacturers dined together at Stilbro',

and one and all went home in such a plight as their wives would never

wish to witness more. Liverpool started and snorted like a river-horse

roused amongst his reeds by thunder. Some of the American merchants felt

threatenings of apoplexy, and had themselves bled--all, like wise men,

at this first moment of prosperity, prepared to rush into the bowels of

speculation, and to delve new difficulties, in whose depths they might

lose themselves at some future day. Stocks which had been accumulating

for years now went off in a moment, in the twinkling of an eye.

Warehouses were lightened, ships were laden; work abounded, wages rose;

the good time seemed come. These prospects might be delusive, but they

were brilliant--to some they were even true. At that epoch, in that

single month of June, many a solid fortune was realized.



       *       *       *       *       *



When a whole province rejoices, the humblest of its inhabitants tastes a

festal feeling; the sound of public bells rouses the most secluded

abode, as if with a call to be gay. And so Caroline Helstone thought,

when she dressed herself more carefully than usual on the day of this

trading triumph, and went, attired in her neatest muslin, to spend the

afternoon at Fieldhead, there to superintend certain millinery

preparations for a great event, the last appeal in these matters being

reserved for her unimpeachable taste. She decided on the wreath, the

veil, the dress to be worn at the altar. She chose various robes and

fashions for more ordinary occasions, without much reference to the

bride's opinion--that lady, indeed, being in a somewhat impracticable

mood.



Louis had presaged difficulties, and he had found them--in fact, his

mistress had shown herself exquisitely provoking, putting off her

marriage day by day, week by week, month by month, at first coaxing him

with soft pretences of procrastination, and in the end rousing his whole

deliberate but determined nature to revolt against her tyranny, at once

so sweet and so intolerable.



It had needed a sort of tempest-shock to bring her to the point; but

there she was at last, fettered to a fixed day. There she lay, conquered

by love, and bound with a vow.



Thus vanquished and restricted, she pined, like any other chained

denizen of deserts. Her captor alone could cheer her; his society only

could make amends for the lost privilege of liberty. In his absence she

sat or wandered alone, spoke little, and ate less.



She furthered no preparations for her nuptials; Louis was himself

obliged to direct all arrangements. He was virtually master of Fieldhead

weeks before he became so nominally--the least presumptuous, the kindest

master that ever was, but with his lady absolute. She abdicated without

a word or a struggle. "Go to Mr. Moore, ask Mr. Moore," was her answer

when applied to for orders. Never was wooer of wealthy bride so

thoroughly absolved from the subaltern part, so inevitably compelled to

assume a paramount character.



In all this Miss Keeldar partly yielded to her disposition; but a remark

she made a year afterwards proved that she partly also acted on system.

"Louis," she said, "would never have learned to rule if she had not

ceased to govern. The incapacity of the sovereign had developed the

powers of the premier."



It had been intended that Miss Helstone should act as bridesmaid at the

approaching nuptials, but Fortune had destined her another part.



She came home in time to water her plants. She had performed this little

task. The last flower attended to was a rose-tree, which bloomed in a

quiet green nook at the back of the house. This plant had received the

refreshing shower; she was now resting a minute. Near the wall stood a

fragment of sculptured stone--a monkish relic--once, perhaps, the base

of a cross. She mounted it, that she might better command the view. She

had still the watering pot in one hand; with the other her pretty dress

was held lightly aside, to avoid trickling drops. She gazed over the

wall, along some lonely fields; beyond three dusk trees, rising side by

side against the sky; beyond a solitary thorn at the head of a solitary

lane far off. She surveyed the dusk moors, where bonfires were kindling.

The summer evening was warm; the bell-music was joyous; the blue smoke

of the fires looked soft, their red flame bright. Above them, in the sky

whence the sun had vanished, twinkled a silver point--the star of love.



Caroline was not unhappy that evening--far otherwise; but as she gazed

she sighed, and as she sighed a hand circled her, and rested quietly on

her waist. Caroline thought she knew who had drawn near; she received

the touch unstartled.



"I am looking at Venus, mamma. See, she is beautiful. How white her

lustre is, compared with the deep red of the bonfires!"



The answer was a closer caress; and Caroline turned, and looked, not

into Mrs. Pryor's matron face, but up at a dark manly visage. She

dropped her watering-pot and stepped down from the pedestal.



"I have been sitting with 'mamma' an hour," said the intruder. "I have

had a long conversation with her. Where, meantime, have you been?"



"To Fieldhead. Shirley is as naughty as ever, Robert. She will neither

say Yes nor No to any question put. She sits alone. I cannot tell

whether she is melancholy or nonchalant. If you rouse her or scold her,

she gives you a look, half wistful, half reckless, which sends you away

as queer and crazed as herself. What Louis will make of her, I cannot

tell. For my part, if I were a gentleman, I think I would not dare

undertake her."



"Never mind them. They were cut out for each other. Louis, strange to

say, likes her all the better for these freaks. He will manage her, if

any one can. She tries him, however. He has had a stormy courtship for

such a calm character; but you see it all ends in victory for him.

Caroline, I have sought you to ask an audience. Why are those bells

ringing?"



"For the repeal of your terrible law--the Orders you hate so much. You

are pleased, are you not?"



"Yesterday evening at this time I was packing some books for a

sea-voyage. They were the only possessions, except some clothes, seeds,

roots, and tools, which I felt free to take with me to Canada. I was

going to leave you."



"To leave me? To leave _me_?"



Her little fingers fastened on his arm; she spoke and looked affrighted.



"Not now--not now. Examine my face--yes, look at me well. Is the despair

of parting legible thereon?"



She looked into an illuminated countenance, whose characters were all

beaming, though the page itself was dusk. This face, potent in the

majesty of its traits, shed down on her hope, fondness, delight.



"Will the repeal do you good--_much_ good, _immediate_ good?" she

inquired.



"The repeal of the Orders in Council saves me. Now I shall not turn

bankrupt; now I shall not give up business; now I shall not leave

England; now I shall be no longer poor; now I can pay my debts; now all

the cloth I have in my warehouses will be taken off my hands, and

commissions given me for much more. This day lays for my fortunes a

broad, firm foundation, on which, for the first time in my life, I can

securely build."



Caroline devoured his words; she held his hand in hers; she drew a long

breath.



"You are saved? Your heavy difficulties are lifted?"



"They are lifted. I breathe. I can act."



"At last! Oh, Providence is kind! Thank Him, Robert."



"I do thank Providence."



"And I also, for your sake!" She looked up devoutly.



"Now I can take more workmen, give better wages, lay wiser and more

liberal plans, do some good, be less selfish. _Now_, Caroline, I can

have a house--a home which I can truly call mine--and _now_----"



He paused, for his deep voice was checked.



"And _now_," he resumed--"now I can think of marriage, _now_ I can seek

a wife."



This was no moment for her to speak. She did not speak.



"Will Caroline, who meekly hopes to be forgiven as she forgives--will

she pardon all I have made her suffer, all that long pain I have

wickedly caused her, all that sickness of body and mind she owed to me?

Will she forget what she knows of my poor ambition, my sordid schemes?

Will she let me expiate these things? Will she suffer me to prove that,

as I once deserted cruelly, trifled wantonly, injured basely, I can now

love faithfully, cherish fondly, treasure tenderly?"



His hand was in Caroline's still; a gentle pressure answered him.



"Is Caroline mine?"



"Caroline is yours."



"I will prize her. The sense of her value is here, in my heart; the

necessity for her society is blended with my life. Not more jealous

shall I be of the blood whose flow moves my pulses than of her happiness

and well-being."



"I love you, too, Robert, and will take faithful care of you."



"Will you take faithful care of me? Faithful care! As if that rose

should promise to shelter from tempest this hard gray stone! But she

_will_ care for me, in her way. These hands will be the gentle

ministrants of every comfort I can taste. I know the being I seek to

entwine with my own will bring me a solace, a charity, a purity, to

which, of myself, I am a stranger."



Suddenly Caroline was troubled; her lip quivered.



"What flutters my dove?" asked Moore, as she nestled to and then

uneasily shrank from him.



"Poor mamma! I am all mamma has. Must I leave her?"



"Do you know, I thought of that difficulty. I and 'mamma' have discussed

it."



"Tell me what you wish, what you would like, and I will consider if it

is possible to consent. But I cannot desert her, even for you. I cannot

break her heart, even for your sake."



"She was faithful when I was false--was she not? I never came near your

sick-bed, and she watched it ceaselessly."



"What must I do? Anything but leave her."



"At my wish you never shall leave her."



"She may live very near us?"



"With us--only she will have her own rooms and servant. For this she

stipulates herself."



"You know she has an income, that, with her habits, makes her quite

independent?"



"She told me that, with a gentle pride that reminded me of somebody

else."



"She is not at all interfering, and incapable of gossip."



"I know her, Cary. But if, instead of being the personification of

reserve and discretion, she were something quite opposite, I should not

fear her."



"Yet she will be your mother-in-law?" The speaker gave an arch little

nod. Moore smiled.



"Louis and I are not of the order of men who fear their mothers-in-law,

Cary. Our foes never have been, nor will be, those of our own household.

I doubt not my mother-in-law will make much of me."



"That she will--in her quiet way, you know. She is not demonstrative;

and when you see her silent, or even cool, you must not fancy her

displeased; it is only a manner she has. Be sure to let me interpret for

her whenever she puzzles you; always believe my account of the matter,

Robert."



"Oh, implicitly! Jesting apart, I feel that she and I will suit--_on ne

peut mieux_. Hortense, you know, is exquisitely susceptible--in our

French sense of the word--and not, perhaps, always reasonable in her

requirements; yet, dear, honest girl, I never painfully wounded her

feelings or had a serious quarrel with her in my life."



"No; you are most generously considerate, indeed, most tenderly

indulgent to her; and you will be considerate with mamma. You are a

gentleman all through, Robert, to the bone, and nowhere so perfect a

gentleman as at your own fireside."



"A eulogium I like; it is very sweet. I am well pleased my Caroline

should view me in this light."



"Mamma just thinks of you as I do."



"Not quite, I hope?"



"She does not want to marry you--don't be vain; but she said to me the

other day, 'My dear, Mr. Moore has pleasing manners; he is one of the

few gentlemen I have seen who combine politeness with an air of

sincerity.'"



"'Mamma' is rather a misanthropist, is she not? Not the best opinion of

the sterner sex?"



"She forbears to judge them as a whole, but she has her exceptions whom

she admires--Louis and Mr. Hall, and, of late, yourself. She did not

like you once; I knew that, because she would never speak of you. But,

Robert----"



"Well, what now? What is the new thought?"



"You have not seen my uncle yet?"



"I have. 'Mamma' called him into the room. He consents conditionally. If

I prove that I can keep a wife, I may have her; and I _can_ keep her

better than he thinks--better than I choose to boast."



"If you get rich you will do good with your money, Robert?"



"I _will_ do good; you shall tell me how. Indeed, I have some schemes of

my own, which you and I will talk about on our own hearth one day. I

have seen the necessity of doing good; I have learned the downright

folly of being selfish. Caroline, I foresee what I will now foretell.

This war _must_ ere long draw to a close. Trade is likely to prosper for

some years to come. There may be a brief misunderstanding between

England and America, but that will not last. What would you think if,

one day--perhaps ere another ten years elapse--Louis and I divide

Briarfield parish betwixt us? Louis, at any rate, is certain of power

and property. He will not bury his talents. He is a benevolent fellow,

and has, besides, an intellect of his own of no trifling calibre. His

mind is slow but strong. It must work. It may work deliberately, but it

will work well. He will be made magistrate of the district--Shirley says

he shall. She would proceed impetuously and prematurely to obtain for

him this dignity, if he would let her, but he will not. As usual, he

will be in no haste. Ere he has been master of Fieldhead a year all the

district will feel his quiet influence, and acknowledge his unassuming

superiority. A magistrate is wanted; they will, in time, invest him with

the office voluntarily and unreluctantly. Everybody admires his future

wife, and everybody will, in time, like him. He is of the _pâte_

generally approved, _bon comme le pain_--daily bread for the most

fastidious, good for the infant and the aged, nourishing for the poor,

wholesome for the rich. Shirley, in spite of her whims and oddities, her

dodges and delays, has an infatuated fondness for him. She will one day

see him as universally beloved as even _she_ could wish. He will also be

universally esteemed, considered, consulted, depended on--too much so.

His advice will be always judicious, his help always good-natured. Ere

long both will be in inconvenient request. He will have to impose

restrictions. As for me, if I succeed as I intend to do, my success will

add to his and Shirley's income. I can double the value of their mill

property. I can line yonder barren Hollow with lines of cottages and

rows of cottage-gardens----"



"Robert! And root up the copse?"



"The copse shall be firewood ere five years elapse. The beautiful wild

ravine shall be a smooth descent; the green natural terrace shall be a

paved street. There shall be cottages in the dark ravine, and cottages

on the lonely slopes. The rough pebbled track shall be an even, firm,

broad, black, sooty road, bedded with the cinders from my mill; and my

mill, Caroline--my mill shall fill its present yard."



"Horrible! You will change our blue hill-country air into the Stilbro'

smoke atmosphere."



"I will pour the waters of Pactolus through the valley of Briarfield."



"I like the beck a thousand times better."



"I will get an Act for enclosing Nunnely Common, and parcelling it out

into farms."



"Stilbro' Moor, however, defies you, thank Heaven! What can you grow in

Bilberry Moss? What will flourish on Rushedge?"



"Caroline, the houseless, the starving, the unemployed shall come to

Hollow's Mill from far and near; and Joe Scott shall give them work, and

Louis Moore, Esq., shall let them a tenement, and Mrs. Gill shall mete

them a portion till the first pay-day."



She smiled up in his face.



"Such a Sunday school as you will have, Cary! such collections as you

will get! such a day school as you and Shirley and Miss Ainley will have

to manage between you! The mill shall find salaries for a master and

mistress, and the squire or the clothier shall give a treat once a

quarter."



She mutely offered a kiss--an offer taken unfair advantage of, to the

extortion of about a hundred kisses.



"Extravagant day-dreams," said Moore, with a sigh and smile, "yet

perhaps we may realize some of them. Meantime, the dew is falling. Mrs.

Moore, I shall take you in."



       *       *       *       *       *



It is August. The bells clash out again, not only through Yorkshire, but

through England. From Spain the voice of a trumpet has sounded long; it

now waxes louder and louder; it proclaims Salamanca won. This night is

Briarfield to be illuminated. On this day the Fieldhead tenantry dine

together; the Hollow's Mill workpeople will be assembled for a like

festal purpose; the schools have a grand treat. This morning there were

two marriages solemnized in Briarfield church--Louis Gérard Moore, Esq.,

late of Antwerp, to Shirley, daughter of the late Charles Cave Keeldar,

Esq., of Fieldhead; Robert Gérard Moore, Esq., of Hollow's Mill, to

Caroline, niece of the Rev. Matthewson Helstone, M.A., rector of

Briarfield.



The ceremony, in the first instance, was performed by Mr. Helstone,

Hiram Yorke, Esq., of Briarmains, giving the bride away. In the second

instance, Mr. Hall, vicar of Nunnely, officiated. Amongst the bridal

train the two most noticeable personages were the youthful bridesmen,

Henry Sympson and Martin Yorke.



I suppose Robert Moore's prophecies were, partially at least, fulfilled.

The other day I passed up the Hollow, which tradition says was once

green, and lone, and wild; and there I saw the manufacturer's day-dreams

embodied in substantial stone and brick and ashes--the cinder-black

highway, the cottages, and the cottage gardens; there I saw a mighty

mill, and a chimney ambitious as the tower of Babel. I told my old

housekeeper when I came home where I had been.



"Ay," said she, "this world has queer changes. I can remember the old

mill being built--the very first it was in all the district; and then I

can remember it being pulled down, and going with my lake-lasses

[companions] to see the foundation-stone of the new one laid. The two

Mr. Moores made a great stir about it. They were there, and a deal of

fine folk besides, and both their ladies; very bonny and grand they

looked. But Mrs. Louis was the grandest; she always wore such handsome

dresses. Mrs. Robert was quieter like. Mrs. Louis smiled when she

talked. She had a real, happy, glad, good-natured look; but she had een

that pierced a body through. There is no such ladies nowadays."



"What was the Hollow like then, Martha?"



"Different to what it is now; but I can tell of it clean different

again, when there was neither mill, nor cot, nor hall, except Fieldhead,

within two miles of it. I can tell, one summer evening, fifty years

syne, my mother coming running in just at the edge of dark, almost

fleyed out of her wits, saying she had seen a fairish [fairy] in

Fieldhead Hollow; and that was the last fairish that ever was seen on

this countryside (though they've been heard within these forty years). A

lonesome spot it was, and a bonny spot, full of oak trees and nut trees.

It is altered now."



The story is told. I think I now see the judicious reader putting on his

spectacles to look for the moral. It would be an insult to his sagacity

to offer directions. I only say, God speed him in the quest!





THE END.