CHAPTER I
THE HOME OF CORNELIA MORAN
Never, in all its history, was the proud and opulent city of New York
more glad and gay than in the bright spring days of
Seventeen-Hundred-and-Ninety-One. It had put out of sight every trace
of British rule and occupancy, all its homes had been restored and
re-furnished, and its sacred places re-consecrated and adorned. Like a
young giant ready to run a race, it stood on tiptoe, eager for
adventure and discovery--sending ships to the ends of the world, and
round the world, on messages of commerce and friendship, and
encouraging with applause and rewards that wonderful spirit of
scientific invention, which was the Epic of the youthful nation. The
skies of Italy were not bluer than the skies above it; the sunshine of
Arcadia not brighter or more genial. It was a city of beautiful, and
even splendid, homes; and all the length and breadth of its streets
were shaded by trees, in whose green shadows dwelt and walked some of
the greatest men of the century.
These gracious days of Seventeen-Hundred-and-Ninety-One were also the
early days of the French Revolution, and fugitives from the French
court--princes and nobles, statesmen and generals, sufficient for a new
Iliad, loitered about the pleasant places of Broadway and Wall Street,
Broad Street, and Maiden Lane. They were received with courtesy, and
even with hospitality, although America at that date almost universally
sympathized with the French Republicans, whom they believed to be the
pioneers of political freedom on the aged side of the Atlantic. The
merchants on Exchange, the Legislators in their Council Chambers, the
working men on the wharves and streets, the loveliest women in their
homes, and walks, and drives, alike wore the red cockade. The
Marseillaise was sung with The Star Spangled Banner; and the notorious
Carmagnole could be heard every hour of the day--on stated days,
officially, at the Belvedere Club. Love for France, hatred for England,
was the spirit of the age; it effected the trend of commerce, it
dominated politics, it was the keynote of conversation wherever men and
women congregated.
Yet the most pronounced public feeling always carries with it a note of
dissent, and it was just at this day that dissenting opinion began to
make itself heard. The horrors of Avignon, and of Paris, the brutality
with which the royal family had been treated, and the abolition of all
religious ties and duties, had many and bitter opponents. The clergy
generally declared that "men had better be without liberty, than
without God," and a prominent judge had ventured to say publicly that
"Revolution was a dangerous chief justice."
In these days of wonderful hopes and fears there was, in Maiden Lane, a
very handsome residence--an old house even in the days of Washington,
for Peter Van Clyffe had built it early in the century as a bridal
present to his daughter when she married Philip Moran, a lawyer who
grew to eminence among colonial judges. The great linden trees which
shaded the garden had been planted by Van Clyffe; so also had the high
hedges of cut boxwood, and the wonderful sweet briar, which covered the
porch and framed all the windows filling the open rooms in summer time
with the airs of Paradise. On all these lovely things the old Dutchman
had stamped his memory, so that, even to the third generation, he was
remembered with an affection, that every springtime renewed.
One afternoon in April, 1791, two men were standing talking opposite to
the entrance gates of this pleasant place. They were Captain Joris Van
Heemskirk, a member of the Congress then sitting in Federal Hall, Broad
Street, and Jacobus Van Ariens, a wealthy citizen, and a deacon in the
Dutch Church. Van Heemskirk had helped to free his own country and was
now eager to force the centuries and abolish all monarchies.
Consequently, he believed in France; the tragedies she had been
enacting in the holy name of Liberty, though they had saddened, had,
hitherto, not discouraged him. He only pitied the more men who were
trying to work out their social salvation, without faith in either God
or man. But the news received that morning had almost killed his hopes
for the spread of republican ideas in Europe.
"Van Ariens," he said warmly, "this treatment of King Louis and his
family is hardly to be believed. It is too much, and too far. If King
George had been our prisoner we should have behaved towards him with
humanity. After this, no one can foresee what may happen in France."
"That is the truth, my friend," answered Van Ariens. "The good Domine
thinks that any one who can do so might also understand the
Revelations. The French have gone mad. They are tigers, sir, and I care
not whether tigers walk on four feet or on two. WE won our freedom
without massacres."
"WE had Washington and Franklin, and other good and wise leaders who
feared God and loved men."
"So I said to the Count de Moustier but one hour ago. But I did not
speak to him of the Almighty, because he is an atheist. Yet if we were
prudent and merciful it was because we are religious. When men are
irreligious, the Lord forsakes them; and if bloodshed and bankruptcy
follow it is not to be wondered at."
"That is true, Van Ariens; and it is also the policy of England to let
France destroy herself." "Well, then, if France likes the policy of
England, it is her own affair. But I am angry at France; she has
stabbed Liberty in Europe for one thousand years. A French Republic!
Bah! France is yet fit for nothing but a despotism. I wish the Assembly
had more control--"
"The Assembly!" cried Van Heemskirk scornfully. "I wish that Catherine
of Russia were now Queen of France in the place of that poor Marie
Antoinette. Catherine would make Frenchmen write a different page in
history. As to Paris, I think, then, the devil never sowed a million
crimes in more fruitful ground."
"Look now, Captain, I am but a tanner and currier, as you know, but I
have had experiences; and I do not believe in the future of a people
who are without a God and without a religion."
"Well, so it is, Van Ariens. I will now be silent, and wait for the
echo; but I fear that God has not yet said 'Let there be peace.' I saw
you last night at Mr. Hamilton's with your son and daughter. You made a
noble entrance."
"Well, then, the truth is the truth. My Arenta is worth looking at; and
as for Rem, he was not made in a day. There are generations of Zealand
sailors behind him; and, to be sure, you may see the ocean in his grey
eyes and fresh open face. God is good, who gives us boys and girls to
sit so near our hearts."
"And such a fair, free city for a home!" said Van Heemskirk as he
looked up and down the sunshiny street. "New York is not perfect, but we
love her. Right or wrong, we love her; just as we love our mother, and
our little children."
"That, also, is what the Domine says," answered Van Ariens; "and yet,
he likes not that New York favours the French so much. When Liberty has
no God, and no Sabbath day, and no heaven, and no hell, the Domine is
not in favour of Liberty. He is uneasy for the country, and for his
church; and if he could take his whole flock to heaven at once, that
would please him most of all."
"He is a good man. With you, last night, was a little maid--a great
beauty I thought her--but I knew her not. Is she then a stranger?"
"A stranger! Come, come! The little one is a very child of New York.
She is the daughter of Dr. Moran--Dr. John, as we all call him."
"Well, look now, I thought in her face there was something that went to
my heart and memory."
"And, as you know, that is his house across the street from us, and it
was his father's house, and his grandfather's house; and before that,
the Morans lived in Winckle Street; and before that, in the Lady's
Valley; so, then, when Van Clyffe built this house for them, they only
came back to their first home. Yes, it is so. The Morans have seen the
birth of this city. Who, then, can be less of a stranger in it than the
little beauty, Cornelia?"
"As you say, Van Ariens."
"And yet, in one way, she is a stranger. Such a little one she was,
when the coming of the English sent the family apart and away. To the
army went the Doctor, and there he stayed, till the war was over. Mrs.
Moran took her child, and went to her father's home in Philadelphia.
When those redcoats went away forever from New York, the Morans came
back here, but the little girl they left in the school at Bethlehem,
where those good Moravian Sisters have made her so sweet as themselves;
so pure! so honest-hearted! so clever! It was only last month she came
back to New York, and few people have seen her; and yet this is the
truth--she is the sweetest maid in Maiden Lane; though up this side,
and down that side, are some beauties--the daughters of Peter
Sylvester; and of Jacob Beckley; and of Claes Vandolsom. Oh, yes! and
many others. I speak not of my Arenta. But look now! It is the little
maid herself, that is coming down the street."
"And it is my grandson who is at her side. The rascal! He ought now to
be reading his law books in Mr. Hamilton's office. But what will you?
The race of young men with old heads on their shoulders is not yet
born--a God's mercy it is not!"
"We also have been young, Van Heemskirk."
"I forget not, my friend. My Joris sees not me, and I will not see
him." Then the two old men were silent, but their eyes were fixed on
the youth and maiden, who were slowly advancing towards them; the sun's
westering rays making a kind of glory for them to walk in.
She might have stepped out of the folded leaves of a rosebud, so lovely
was her face, framed in its dark curls, and shaded by a gypsy bonnet of
straw tied under her chin with primrose-coloured ribbons. Her dress was
of some soft, green material; and she carried in her hand a bunch of
daffodils. She was small, but exquisitely formed, and she walked with
fearlessness and distinction Yet there was around her an angelic
gravity, and that indefinable air of solitude, which she had brought
from innocent studies and long seclusion from the tumult and follies of
life.
Of all this charming womanhood the young man at her side was profoundly
conscious. He was the gallant gentleman of his day, hardly touching the
tips of her fingers, but quite ready to fall on his knees before her. A
tall, sunbrowned, military-looking young man, as handsome as a Greek
god, with eyes of heroic form; lustrous, and richly fringed; and a
beautiful mouth, at once sensitive and seductive. He was also very
finely dressed, in the best and highest mode; and he wore his sword as
if it were a part of himself. It was no more in his way than if it were
his right arm. Indeed, all his movements were full of confidence and
ease; and yet it was the vivacity, vitality, and ready response of his
face that was most attractive.
His wonderful eyes were bent upon the maid at his side; he saw no other
earthly thing. With a respectful eagerness, full of admiration, he
talked to her; and she answered his words--whatever they were--with a
smile that might have moved mountains. They passed the two old men
without any consciousness of their presence, and Van Heemskirk smiled,
and then sighed, and then said softly--
"So much youth, and beauty, and happiness! It is a benediction to have
seen it! I shall not reprove Joris at this time. But now I must go back
to Federal Hall; the question of the Capital makes me very anxious.
Every man of standing must feel so."
"And I must go to my tan pits, for it is the eye of the master that
makes the good servant. You will vote for New York, Van
Heemskirk?--that is a question I need not to ask?"
"Where else should the capital of our nation be? I think that
Philadelphia has great presumptions to propose herself against New
York:--this beautiful city between the two rivers, with the Atlantic
Ocean at her feet!"
"You say what is true, Van Heemskirk. God has made New York the
capital, and the capital she will be; and no man can prevent it. It was
only yesterday that Senator Greyson from Virginia told me that the
Southern States are against Philadelphia. She is very troublesome to
the Southern States, day by day dogging them with her schemes for
emancipation. It is the way to make us unfriends."
"I think this, Van Ariens: Philadelphia may win the vote at this time;
she has the numbers, and she has 'persuasions'; but look you! NEW YORK
HAS THE SHIPS AND THE COMMERCE, AND THE SEA WILL CROWN HER! 'The
harvest of the rivers is her revenue; and she is the mart of nations.'
That is what Domine Kunz said in the House this morning, and you may
find the words in the prophecy of Isaiah, the twenty-third chapter."
During this conversation they had forgotten all else, and when their
eyes turned to the Moran house the vision of youth and beauty had
dissolved. Van Heemskirk's grandson, Lieutenant Hyde, was hastening
towards Broadway; and the lovely Cornelia Moran was sauntering up the
garden of her home, stooping occasionally to examine the pearl-powdered
auriculas or to twine around its support some vine, straggling out of
its proper place.
Then Van Ariens hurried down to his tanning pits in the swamp; and Van
Heemskirk went thoughtfully to Broad Street; walking slowly, with his
left arm laid across his back, and his broad, calm countenance beaming
with that triumph which he foresaw for the city he loved. When he
reached Federal Hall, he stood a minute in the doorway; and with
inspired eyes looked at the splendid, moving picture; then he walked
proudly toward the Hall of Representatives, saying to himself, with
silent exultation as he went:
"The Seat of Government! Let who will, have it; New York is the
Crowning City. Her merchants shall be princes, her traffickers the
honourable of the earth; the harvest of her rivers shall be her royal
revenue, and the marts of all nations shall be in her streets."
CHAPTER II
THIS IS THE WAY OF LOVE
Cornelia lingered in the garden, because she had suddenly, and as yet
unconsciously, entered into that tender mystery, so common and so
sovereign, which we call Love. In Hyde's presence she had been suffused
with a bewildering, profound emotion, which had fallen on her as the
gentle showers fall, to make the flowers of spring. A shy happiness, a
trembling delightful feeling never known before, filled her heart. This
handsome youth, whom she had only seen twice, and in the most formal
manner, affected her as no other mortal had ever done. She was a little
afraid; something, she knew not what, of mystery and danger and
delight, was between them; and she did not feel that she could speak of
it. It seemed, indeed, as if she would need a special language to do so.
"I have met him but twice," she thought; "and it is as if I had a new,
strange, exquisite life. Ought I tell my mother? But how can I? I have
no words to explain--I do not understand--I thought it would break my
heart to leave the good Sisters and my studies, and the days so calm
and holy; and now--I do not even wish to go back. Sister Langaard told
me it would be so if I let the world come into my soul--Alas! if I
should be growing wicked!"
The thought made her start; she hastened her steps towards the large
entrance door, and as she approached it a negro in a fine livery of
blue and white threw the door wide open for her. Answering his bow with
a kind word, she turned quickly out of the hall, into a parlour full of
sunshine. A lady sat there hemstitching a damask napkin; a lady of
dainty plainness, with a face full of graven experiences and mellowed
character. Purity was the first, and the last, impression she gave. And
when her eyes were dropped this idea was emphasized by their beautiful
lids; for nowhere is the flesh so divine as in the eyelids. And Ava
Moran's eyelids were full of holy secrets; they gave the impression of
a spiritual background which was not seen, but which could be felt. As
Cornelia entered she looked up with a smile, and said, as she slightly
raised her work, "it is the last of the dozen, Cornelia."
"You make me ashamed of my idleness, mother. Have I been a long time
away?"
"Longer than was unnecessary, I think."
"I went to Embree's for the linen thread, and he had just opened some
English gauzes and lute-strings. Mrs. Willets was choosing a piece for
a new gown, for she is to dine with the President next week, and she
was so polite as to ask my opinion about the goods. Afterwards, I
walked to Wall Street with her; and coming back I met, on Broadway,
Lieutenant Hyde--and he gave me these flowers--they came from Prince's
nursery gardens--and, then, he walked home with me. Was it wrong? I
mean was it polite--I mean the proper thing to permit? I knew not how
to prevent it."
"How often have you met Lieutenant Hyde?"
"I met him for the first time last night. He was at the Sylvesters',
and I danced three times with him."
"That was too often."
"He talked with father, and father did not oppose my dancing."
"Your father thinks of nothing, now, but the Capital question. I dare
say, after he had asked Lieutenant Hyde how he felt on that subject he
never thought of the young man again. And pray what did Lieutenant Hyde
say to you this afternoon?"
"He gave me the flowers, and he told me about a beautiful opera, of
which I have never before heard. It is called Figaro. He says, in
Europe, nothing is played, or sung, or whistled, but--Figaro; that
nobody goes to any opera but--Figaro; and that I do not know the most
charming music in the world if I do not know--Figaro. He asked
permission to bring me some of the airs to-night, and I said some
civilities. I think they meant 'Yes.' Did I do wrong, mother?"
"I will say 'no,' my dear; as you have given the invitation. But to
prevent an appearance of too exclusive intimacy, write to Arenta, and
ask her and Rem to take tea with us. Balthazar will carry the note at
once."
"Mother, Arenta has bought a blue lute string. Shall I not also have a
new gown? The gauzes are very sweet and genteel, and I think Mrs. Jay
will not forget to ask me to her dance next week. Mr. Jefferson is sure
to be there, and I wish to walk a minuet with him."
"Your father does not approve of Mr. Jefferson. He has not spoken to
him since his return from France. He goes too far--IN HIS WORDS."
"But all the ladies of distinction are proud to be seen in his company;
and pray what is there against him?"
"Only his politics, Cornelia. I think New York has gone mad on that
subject. Madame Barens will not speak to her son, because he is a
Federalist; and Madame Lefferts will not speak to HER son, because he
is NOT a Federalist. Mr. Jefferson, also, is thought to favour
Philadelphia for the capital; and your father is as hot on this subject
as he was on the Constitution. My dear, you will find that society is
torn in two by politics."
"But women have nothing to do with politics."
"They have everything to do with politics. They always have had. You
are not now in a Moravian school, Cornelia; and Bethlehem is not New
York. The two places look at life from different standpoints."
"Then, as I am to live in New York, why was I sent to Bethlehem?"
"You were sent to Bethlehem to learn how to live in New York,--or in
any other place. Where have you seen Mr. Jefferson?"
"I saw him this afternoon, in Cedar Street. He wore his red coat and
breeches; and it was then I formed the audacious intention of dancing
with him. I told Mrs. Willets of it; and she said, 'Mr. Jefferson
carried the Declaration on his shoulders, and would not dare to bow;'
and then with such a queer little laugh she asked me 'if his red
breeches did not make me think of the guillotine?' I do not think Mrs.
Willets likes Mr. Jefferson very much; but, all the same, I wish to
dance once with him. I think it will be something to talk about when I
am an old woman."
"My dear one, that is so far off. Go now, and write to Arenta. Young
Mr. Hyde and Figaro will doubtless bring her here."
"I hope so; for Arenta has an agreeableness that fits every occasion."
She had been folding up, with deliberate neatness, the strings of her
bonnet, as she talked, and she rose with these words and went out of
the parlour; but she went slowly, with a kind of hesitation, as if
something had been left unsaid.
About six o'clock Arenta Van Ariens made a personal response to her
friend's message. She was all excitement and expectation. "What a
delightful surprise!" she cried. "To-day has been a day to be praised.
It has ticked itself away to wonders and astonishments. Who do you
think called on me this afternoon?"
"Tell me plainly, Arenta. I never could guess for an answer."
"No less a person than Madame Kippon. Gertrude Kippon is going to be
married! She is going to marry a French count! And madame is beside
herself with the great alliance."
"I heard my father say that Madame Kippon had 'the French disease' in a
dangerous form."
"Indeed, that is certain. She has put the Sabbath day out of her
calendar; and her daughter's marriage is to be a legal one only. I
wonder what good Dr. Kunz will say to that! As for me, I lost all
patience with madame's rigmarole of philosophies--for I am not inclined
to philosophy--and indeed I had some difficulty to keep my temper; you
know that it is occasionally quite unmanageable."
Cornelia smiled understandingly, and answered with a smile, "I hope,
however, that you did not put her to death, Arenta."
"I have, at least, buried her, as far as I am concerned. And my father
says I am not to go to the marriage; that I am not even to drink a cup
of tea with her again. If my father had been at home--or even Rem--she
would not have left our house with all her colours flying; but I am
good-natured, I have no tongue worth speaking of."
"Come, come, Arenta! I shall be indeed astonished if you did not say
one or two provoking words."
"I said only three, Cornelia. When madame finally declared--'she really
must go home,' I did answer, as sweetly as possible, 'Thank you,
madame!' That was something I could say with becoming politeness."
Cornelia was tying the scarlet ribbon which held back her flowing hair,
but she turned and looked at Arenta, and asked, "Did madame boast any
afterwards?"
"No; she went away very modestly, and I was not sorry to see the angry
surprise on her face. Gertrude Kippon a countess! Only imagine it!
Well, then, I have no doubt the Frenchman will make of
Gertrude--whatever can be made of her."
"Our drawing-rooms, and even our streets, are full of titles," said
Cornelia; "I think it is a distinction to be plain master and mistress."
"That is the truth; even this handsome dandy, Joris Hyde, is a
lieutenant."
"He was in the field two years. He told me so this afternoon. I dare
say, he has earned his title, even if he is a lieutenant."
"Don't be so highty-tighty, Cornelia. I have no objections to military
titles. They mean something; for they at least imply, that a man is
willing to fight if his country will find him a quarrel to fight in. In
fact, I rather lean to official titles of every kind."
"I have not thought of them at all."
"But I have. They affect me like the feathers in a cock's tail; of
course the bird would be as good without them, but fancy him!" and
Arenta laughed mirthfully at her supposition. "As for women," she
continued, "lady, or countess, or Marquise, what an air it gives! It
finishes a woman like a lace ruff round her neck. Every woman ought to
have a title--I mean every woman of respectability. I have a fancy to
be a marquise, and Aunt Jacobus says I look Frenchy enough. I have
heard that there is a title in the Hyde family. I must ask Aunt
Jacobus. She knows everything about everybody. Lieutenant Hyde! I do
wonder what he is coming for!"
The words dropped slowly, one by one, from her lips; and with a kind of
fateful import; but neither of the girls divined the significance of
the inquiry. Both were too intent on those last little touches to the
toilet, which make its effectiveness, to take into consideration
reflections without form; and probably, at that time, without personal
intention.
Then Arenta, having arranged her ringlets, tied her sash, and her
sandals, began to talk of her own affairs; for she was a young lady who
found it impossible to be sufficient for herself. There had been
trouble with the slaves in the Van Ariens' household, and she told
Cornelia every particular. Also, she had VERY NEAR had an offer of
marriage from George Van Berckel; and she went into explanations about
her diplomacies in avoiding it.
"Poor George!" she sighed, and then, looking up, was a trifle dismayed
at the expression upon Cornelia's face. For Cornelia was as reticent,
as Arenta was garrulous; and the girls were incomprehensible to each
other in their deepest natures, though, superficially, they were much
on the same plane, and really thought themselves to be distinctly
sympathetic friends.
"Why do you look so strangely at me, Cornelia?" asked Arenta. "Am I not
properly dressed?"
"You are perfectly dressed, Arenta. Women as fair as you are, know
instinctively how to dress." And then Arenta stood up before the mirror
and put her hand upon Cornelia's shoulder, and they both looked at the
reflection in it.
A very pretty reflection it was!--a slender girl with a round, fair
face, and a long, white throat, and sloping shoulders. Her pale brown
hair fell in ripples and curls around her until they touched a robe of
heavenly blue, and half hid a singular necklace of large
pearls:--pearls taken from some Spanish ship and strung in old
Zierikzee, and worn for centuries by the maids and dames of the house
of Van Ariens.
"It is the necklace!" said Cornelia after a pause, "It is the pearl
necklace, which gives you such an air of mystery and romance, and
changes you from an everyday maiden into an old-time princess."
"No doubt, it is the necklace," answered Arenta. "It is my Aunt
Angelica's, but she permits me to wear it. When she was young, she
called every pearl after one of her lovers; and she had a lover for
every pearl. She was near to forty years old when she married; and she
had many lovers, even then."
"It would have been better if she had married before she was near to
forty years old--that is, if she had taken a good husband."
"Perhaps that; but good husbands come not on every day in the week. I
have three beads named already--one for George Van Berckel--one for
Fred De Lancey--and one for Willie Nichols. What do you think of that?"
"I think, if you copy your Aunt Angelica, you will not marry any of
your lovers till you are forty years old. Come, let us go downstairs."
She spoke a little peremptorily--indeed, she was in the habit, quite
unconsciously of using this tone with her companion, consequently it
was not noticed by her. And it was further remarkable, that the girls
did not walk down the broad stairs together, but Cornelia went first,
and Arenta followed her. There was no intention or consideration in
this procedure; it was the natural expression of underlying qualities,
as yet not realized.
Cornelia's self-contained, independent nature was further revealed by
the erect dignity of her carriage down the centre of the stairway, one
hand slightly lifting her silk robe, the other laid against the
daffodils at her breast. Her face was happy and serene, her steps
light, and without hesitation or hurry. Arenta was a little behind her
friend. She stepped idly and irresolutely, with one hand slipping along
the baluster, and the other restlessly busy with her curls, her
ribbons, the lace that partially hid her bosom, and the pearls that
made a moonlight radiance on her snowy throat. At the foot of the
staircase Cornelia had to wait for her, and they went into the parlour
together.
Doctor Moran, Rem Van Ariens, and Lieutenant Hyde were present. The
girls had a momentary glance at the latter ere he assumed the manner he
thought suitable for youth and beauty. He was talking seriously to the
Doctor and playing with an ivory paper knife as he did so, but whatever
remark he was making he cut it in two, and stood up, pleased and
expectant, to receive Beauty so fresh and so conspicuous.
He was handsomely dressed in a dark-blue velvet coat, silver-laced, a
long white satin vest and black satin breeches. His hair was thrown
backwards and tied with the customary black ribbon, and his linen and
laces were of the finest quality. He met Cornelia as he might have met
a princess; and he flashed into Arenta's eyes a glance of admiration
which turned her senses upside down, and made her feel, for a moment or
two, as if she could hardly breathe.
Upon Arenta's brother he had not produced a pleasant impression.
Without intention, he had treated young Van Ariens with that negative
politeness which dashes a sensitive man and makes him resentfully
conscious that he has been rendered incapable of doing himself justice.
And Rem could neither define the sense of humiliation he felt, nor yet
ruffle the courteous urbanity of Hyde; though he tried in various ways
to introduce some conversation which would afford him the pleasure of
contradiction. Equally he failed to consider that his barely veiled
antagonism compelled from the Doctor, and even from Cornelia and
Arenta, attentions he might not otherwise have received. The Doctor was
indeed much annoyed that Rem did not better respect the position of
guest; while Mrs. Moran was keenly sensitive to the false note in the
evening's harmony, and anxious to atone for it by many little extra
courtesies. So Hyde easily became the hero of the hour; he was
permitted to teach the girls the charming old-world step of the Pas de
Quatre, and afterwards to sing with them merry airs from Figaro, and
sentimental airs from Lodoiska, and to make Rem's heart burn with anger
at the expression he threw into the famous ballad "My Heart and Lute"
which the trio sang twice over with great feeling.
Fortunately, some of Doctor Moran's neighbours called early in the
evening. Then whist parties were formed; and while the tables were
being arranged Cornelia found an opportunity to reason with Rem. "I
never could have believed you would behave so unlike yourself," she
said; and Rem answered bluntly--"That Englishman has insulted me ever
since he came into the room."
"He is not an Englishman," said Cornelia.
"His father is an Englishman, and the man himself was born in England.
The way he looks at me, the way he speaks to me, is insulting."
"I have seen nothing but courtesy to you, Rem."
"You have not the key to his impertinences. To-morrow, I will tell you
something about Lieutenant Hyde."
"I shall not permit you to talk evil of him. I have no wish to hear ill
reports about my acquaintances, Their behaviour is their own affair; at
any rate, it is not mine. Be good-tempered, Rem; you are to be my
partner, and we must win in every game."
But though Cornelia was all sweetness and graciousness; though Rem
played well, and Lieutenant Hyde played badly; though Rem had the
satisfaction of watching Hyde depart in his chair, while he stood with
a confident friendship by Cornelia's side, he was not satisfied. There
was an air of weariness and constraint in the room, and the little stir
of departing visitors did not hide it. Doctor Moran had been at an
unusual social tension; he was tired, and not pleased at Rem for
keeping him on the watch. Cornelia was silent. Rem then approached his
sister and said, "it is time to go home." Arenta looked at her friend;
she expected to be asked to remain, and she was offended when Cornelia
did not give her the invitation.
On the contrary, Cornelia went with her for her cloak and bonnet, and
said not a word as they trod the long stairway but "Oh dear! How warm
the evening is!"
"I expected you would ask me to stay with you, Cornelia." Arenta was
tying her bonnet strings as she made this remark, and her fingers
trembled, and her voice was full of hurt feeling.
"Rem behaved so badly, Arenta."
"I think that is not so. Did I also behave badly?"
"You were charming every moment of the evening; but Rem was on the
point of quarrelling with Lieutenant Hyde. You must have seen it. In my
father's house, this was not proper."
"I never saw Rem behave badly in my life. Suppose he does quarrel with
that dandy Englishman, Rem would not get the worst of it. I have no
fear for my brother Rem! No, indeed!"
"Bulk does not stand for much in a sword game."
"Do you mean they might fight a duel?"
"I think it is best for you to go home with Rem. Otherwise, he might,
in his present temper, find himself near Becker's; and if a man is
quarrelsome he may always get principals and seconds there. You have
told me this yourself. In the morning Rem will, I hope, be reasonable."
"I thought you and I would talk things over to-night. I like to talk
over a new pleasure."
"Dear Arenta, we shall have so much more time, to-morrow. Come
to-morrow."
But Arenta was not pleased. She left her friend with an air of
repressed injury, and afterwards made little remarks about Cornelia to
her brother, which exactly fitted his sense of wounded pride. Indeed,
they stood a few minutes in the Van Ariens' parlour to exchange their
opinions still further--
"I think Cornelia was jealous of me, Rem. That, in plain Dutch, is what
it all means. Does she imagine that I desire the attentions of a man
who is neither an American nor a Dutchman? I do not. I speak the truth
always, for I love the truth."
"Cornelia does desire them; I think that--and it makes me wretched."
"Oh, indeed, it is plain to see that she has fallen in love with that
black-eyed man of many songs and dances. Well, then, we must admit that
he danced to perfection. One may dislike the creature, and yet tell the
truth."
"Do you truly believe that Cornelia is in love with him?"
"Rem, there are things a woman observes. Cornelia is changed to-night.
She did not wish me to stay and talk about this man Hyde--she preferred
thinking about him--such reveries are suspicious. I have felt the
symptom. But, however, I may be wrong. Perhaps Cornelia was angry at
Hyde, and anxious about you--Do you think that?"
Rem would not admit any such explanation; and, indeed, Arenta only made
such suppositions to render more poignant those entirely contrary.
"Ever since she was a little girl, twelve, eleven years old, I have
loved her," said Rem; "and she knows it."
"She knows it; that is so. When I was at Bethlehem, I read her all your
letters; and many a time you spoke in them of her as your 'little
wife.' To be sure, it was a joke; but she understood that you, at
least, put your heart in it. Girls do not need to have such things
explained. Come, come, we must go to our rooms; for that is our father
I hear moving about. In a few minutes he will be angry, and then--"
She did not finish the sentence; there was no necessity; Rem knew what
unpleasantness the threat implied, and he slipped off his shoes and
stole quietly upstairs. Arenta was not disinclined to a few words if
her father wished them; so she did not hurry, though the great Flemish
clock on the stair-landing chimed eleven as she entered her room. It
was an extraordinarily late hour, but she only smiled, as she struck
her pretty fore-fingers together in time with it. She was not disposed
to curtail the day; it was her method, always, to take the full flavour
of every event that was not disagreeable.
"And, after all," she mused, "the evening was a possibility. It was a
door on the latch--I may push it open and go in--who can tell? I saw
how amazed he was at my beauty when I first entered the parlour--and he
is but a man--and a young man who likes his own way--so much is
evident." She was meanwhile unclasping her pearl necklace, and at this
point she held it in her hands taking the fourth bead between her
fingers, and smiled speculatively.
Then she heard her brother moving about the floor of the room above
her, and a shadow darkened her face. She had strong family affections,
and she was angry that Rem should be troubled by any man or woman,
living:
"I have always thought Cornelia a very saint," she muttered; "but Love
is the great revealer. I wonder if she is in love--to tell the truth,
she was past finding out. I cannot say that I saw the least sign of
it--and between me and myself, Rem was unreasonable; however, I am not
pleased that Rem felt himself to be badly used."
It was to this touch of resentment in her drifting thoughts that she
performed her last duties. She did not hurry them. "Very soon there
will be the noise of chairmen and carriages to disturb me," she
thought; "and I may as well think a little, and put my things away."
So she folded each dainty blue morocco slipper in its separate piece of
fine paper, and straightened out her ribbons, and wrapped her pale blue
robe in its holland covering, and put every comb and pin in its proper
place, all the time treading as softly as a mouse. And by and by the
street was dark and still, and her room in the most perfect order.
These things gave her the comfort of a good conscience; and she said
her prayers, and fell calmly asleep, to the flattering thought, "I
would not much wonder if, at this moment, Lieutenant Hyde is thinking
about me."
In reality, Lieutenant Hyde was at that moment in the Belvedere Club,
singing the Marseillaise, and listening to a very inflammatory speech
from the French Minister. But a couple of hours later, Arenta's
"wonder" would have touched the truth. He was then alone, and very ill
satisfied; for, after some restless reflections, he said impatiently--
"I have again made a fool of myself. I have now all kinds of unpleasant
feelings; and when I left that good Doctor's house I was well
satisfied. His daughter is an angel. I praise myself for finding that
out. She made me believe in all goodness; yes, even in patriotism! I,
that have seen it sold a dozen times! Oh, how divinely shy and proud
she is! I could not get her one step beyond the first civilities; even
my eyes failed me to-night--her calm glances killed their fire--and she
barely touched my hand, though I offered it with a respectful ardour,
she must have understood:"--then he looked admiringly at the long,
white hand and thoroughbred wrist which lay idly on the velvet cushion
of his armchair; an exquisite ruffle of lace just touched it, and his
eyes wandered from the ruffle to the velvet and silver embroidery of
his coat; and the delicate laced lawn of his cravat.
"I have the reputation of beauty," he continued; "and I am perfectly
dressed, and yet--yet--this little Beauty seemed unconscious of my
advantages. But I cannot accept failure in this case. The girl is
unparagoned. I am in love with her; sincerely in love. She fills my
thoughts, and has done so, ever since I first saw her. It is a pure
delight to think of her."
Then he rose, threw off his velvet and lace, and designedly let his
thoughts turn to Arenta. "She is pretty beyond all prettiness," he said
softly as he moved about, "She dances well, talks from hand to mouth,
and she gave me one sweet glance; and I think if she has gone so
far--she might go further." At this reflection he smiled again, and
lifting a decanter slowly poured into a goblet some amber-coloured
sherry; saying--
"I dare not yet drink to the unapproachable Cornelia; but I may at
least pour the wine to the blue-eyed goddess, with the pearl necklace,
and the golden hair;" and as he lifted the glass, a memory from some
past mirthful hour came into his remembrance; and he began to hum a
strain of the song it brought to his mind--
"Let the toast pass,
Drink to the lass
I'll warrant, she'll prove an excuse for the glass."
It was remarkable that he did not take Arenta's brother into his
speculations at all, and yet Rem Van Ariens was at that very hour
chafing restlessly and sleeplessly under insults he conceived himself
to have received, in such fashion and under such circumstances as made
reprisal impossible. In reality, however, Van Ariens had not been
intentionally wounded by Hyde. The situation was the natural result of
incipient jealousy and sensitive pride on Rem's part; and of that calm
indifference and complaisance on Hyde's part, which appeared tacitly to
assert its own superiority and expect its recognition as a matter of
course. Indeed, at their introduction, Rem had affected Hyde rather
pleasantly; and when the young Dutch gentleman's opposition became
evident, Hyde had simply ignored it. For as yet the thought of Rem as a
rival had not entered his mind.
But this is the way of Love; its filmiest threads easily spin
themselves further; and a man once entangled is bound by that unseen
chain which links the soul to its destiny.
CHAPTER III
HYDE AND ARENTA
Seldom is Love ushered into any life with any pomp of circumstance or
ceremony; there is no overture to our opera, no prologue to our play,
and the most momentous meetings occur as if by mere accident. A friend
delayed Cornelia a while on the street; and turning, she met Hyde face
to face; a moment more, or less, and the meeting had not been. Ah, but
some Power had set that moment for their meeting, and the delay had
been intended, and the consequences foreseen!
In a dim kind of way Hyde realized this fact as he sat the next day
with an open book before him. He was not reading it; he was thinking of
Cornelia--of her pure, fresh beauty; and of that adorable air of
reserve, which enhanced, even while it veiled her charms. "For her love
I could resign all adventures and prison myself in a law book," he
said, "I could forget all other beauties; in a word, I could marry, and
live in the country. Oh how exquisite she is! I lose my speech when I
think of her!"
Then he closed his book with impatience, and went to Prince's and
bought a little rush basket filled with sweet violets. Into their midst
he slipped his visiting card, and saw the boy on his way with the
flowers to Cornelia ere he was satisfied they would reach her quickly
enough. This finished, he began to consider what he should do with his
day. Study was impossible; and he could think of nothing that was
possible. "It is the most miserable thing," he muttered, "to be in
love, unless you can go to the adored one, every hour, and tell her
so,"--then turning aimlessly into Pearl Street, he saw Cornelia.
She was dressed only in a little morning gown of Indian chintz, but in
such simple toilet had still more distinctively that air of youthful
modesty which he had found so charmingly tantalizing. He hasted to her
side. He blessed his good angel for sending him such an enchanting
surprise. He said the most extravagant things, in the most truthful
manner, as he watched the blushes of pleasure come and go on her lovely
face, and saw by glimpses, under the veiling eyelids, that tender light
that never was on sea or land, but only on a woman's face when her soul
is awakening to Love.
Cornelia was going to the "Universal Store" of Gerardus Duyckinck, and
Hyde begged to go with her. He said he was used to shopping; that he
always went with his mother, and with Lady Christina Griffin, and Mrs.
White, and many others; that he had good taste, and could tell the
value of laces, and knew how to choose a piece of silk, or match the
crewels for her embroidery; and, indeed, pleaded his case so merrily,
that there was no refusing his offer. And how it happened lovers can
tell, but after the shopping was finished they found themselves walking
towards the Battery with the fresh sea wind, and the bright sunshine
and the joy of each other's presence all around them.
"Such a miraculous piece of happiness!" the young fellow ejaculated;
and his joy was so evident that Cornelia could not bear to spoil it
with any reluctances, or with half-way graciousness. She fell into his
joyous mood, and as star to star vibrates light, so his soul touched
her soul, through some finer element than ordinary life is conscious
of. A delightsome gladness was between them, and their words had such
heart gaiety, that they seemed to dance as they spoke; while the wind
blowing Cornelia's curls, and scarf, and drapery, was like a merry
playfellow.
Now Love has always something in it of the sea; and the murmur of the
tide against the pier, the hoarse voices of the sailor men, the scent
of the salt water, and all the occult unrecognized, but keenly felt
life of the ocean, were ministers to their love, and forever and ever
blended in the heart and memory of the youth and maid who had set their
early dream of each other to its potent witchery. Time went swiftly,
and suddenly Cornelia remembered that she was subject to hours and
minutes, A little fear came into her heart, and closed it, and she
said, with a troubled air, "My mother will be anxious. I had forgotten.
I must go home." So they turned northward again, and Cornelia was
silent, and the ardour of her lover was a little chilled; but yet never
before had Cornelia heard simple conversation which seemed so eloquent,
and so full of meanings--only, now and then, a few brief words; but oh!
what long, long thoughts, they carried with them!
At the gates of her home they stood a moment, and there Hyde touched
her hand, and said, "I have never, in all my life, been so happy. It
has been a walk beyond hope, and beyond expression!" And she lifted her
face, and the smile on her lips and the light in her eyes answered him.
Then the great white door shut her from his sight, and he walked
rapidly away, saying to his impetuous steps--
"An enchanting creature! An adorable girl! I have given her my heart;
and lost, is lost; and gone, is gone forever. That I am sure of. But,
by St. George! every man has his fate, and I rejoice that mine is so
sweet and fair! so sweet! so sweet! so fair!"
Cornelia trembled as she opened the parlour door, she feared to look
into her mother's face, but it was as serene as usual, and she met her
daughter's glance with one of infinite affection and some little
expectancy. This was a critical moment, and Cornelia hesitated
slightly. Some little false sprite put a ready excuse into her heart,
but she banished it at once, and with the courage of one who fears lest
they are not truthful enough, she said with a blunt directness which
put all subterfuge out of the question--
"Mother, I have been a long time, but I met Lieutenant Hyde, and we
walked down to the Battery; and I think I have stayed beyond the hour I
ought to have stayed--but the weather was so delightful."
"The weather is very delightful, and Lieutenant Hyde is very polite.
Did he speak of the violets he sent you?"
"I suppose he forgot them. Ah, there they are! How beautiful! How
fragrant! I will give them to you, mother."
"They are your own, my dear. I would not give them away."
Then Cornelia lifted them, and shyly buried her face in their beauty
and sweetness; and afterwards took the card in her hand and read
"Lieutenant George Hyde." "But, mother," she said, "Arenta called him
Joris."
"Joris is George, my dear."
"Certainly, I had forgotten. Joris is the Dutch, George is the English
form. I think I like George better."
"As you have neither right nor occasion to call him by either name, it
is of no consequence Take away your flowers and put them in water--the
young man is very extravagant, I think. Do you know that it is quite
noon, and your father will be home in a little while?"
And there was such kind intent, such a divining sympathy in the simple
words, that Cornelia's heart grew warm with pleasure; and she felt that
her mother understood, and did not much blame her. At the same time she
was glad to escape all questioning, and with the violets pressed to her
heart, and her shining eyes dropped to them, she went with some haste
to her room. There she kissed the flowers, one by one, as she put them
in the refreshing water; and then, forgetting all else, sat down and
permitted herself to enter the delicious land of Reverie. She let the
thought of Hyde repossess her; and present again and again to her
imagination his form, his face, his voice, and those long caressing
looks she had seen and felt, without seeming to be aware of them.
A short time after Cornelia came home, Doctor Moran returned from his
professional visits. As he entered the room, his wife looked at him
with a curious interest. In the first place, the tenor of her thoughts
led her to this observation. She wished to assure herself again that
the man for whom she had given up everything previously dear to her was
worthy of such sacrifice. A momentary glance satisfied her. Nature had
left the impress of her nobility on his finely-formed forehead; nothing
but truth and kindness looked from his candid eyes; and his manner, if
a little dogmatic, had also an unmistakable air of that distinction
which comes from long and honourable ancestry and a recognized
position. He had also this morning an air of unusual solemnity, and on
entering the room, he drew his wife close to his heart and kissed her
affectionately, a token of love he was not apt to give without thought,
or under every circumstance.
"You are a little earlier to day," she said. "I am glad of it."
"I have had a morning full of feeling. There is no familiarity with
Death, however often you meet him."
"And you have met Death this morning, I see that, John?"
"As soon as I went out, I heard of the death of Franklin. We have truly
been expecting the news, but who can prepare for the final 'He is
gone.' Congress will wear mourning for two months, I hear, and all good
citizens who can possibly do so will follow their example. The flags
are at half-mast, and there is sorrow everywhere."
"And yet, John, why?" asked Mrs. Moran. "Franklin has quite finished
his work; and has also seen the fruit of all his labours. Not many men
are so happy. I, for one, shall rejoice with him, and not weep for him."
"You are right, Ava. I must now tell you that Elder Semple died this
morning. He has been long sick, but the end came suddenly at last."
"The dear old man! He has been sick and sorrowful, ever since his wife
died. Were any of his sons present?"
"None of them. The two eldest have been long away. Neil was obliged to
leave New York when the Act forbidding Tory lawyers to practice was
passed. But he was not quite alone, his old friend Joris Van Heemskirk
was with him to the last moment. The love of these old men for each
other was a very beautiful thing."
"He was once rich. Did he lose everything in the war?"
"Very near all. His home was saved by Van Heemskirk, and he had a
little money 'enough to die wi'' he said one day to me; and then he
continued, 'there's compensations, Doctor, in having naething to leave.
My lads will find no bone to quarrel over.' I met a messenger coming
for me this morning, and when I went to his bedside, he said, with a
pleasant smile, 'I'll be awa' in an hour or twa now, Doctor; and then
I'll hae no mair worrying anent rebellion and democrats; I'll be under
the dominion o' the King o' kings and His throned Powers and
Principalities; and after a' this weary voting, and confiscations, and
guillotining, it will be Peace--Peace--Peace:'--and with that word on
his lips, the 'flitting' as he called it was accomplished."
"There is nothing to mourn in such a death, John."
"Indeed, no. It was just as he said 'a flitting.' And it was strange
that, standing watching what he so fitly called the 'flitting,' I
thought of some lines I have not consciously remembered for many years.
They reflect only the old Greek spirit, with its calm acceptance of
death and its untroubled resignation, but they seemed to me very
applicable to the elder's departure:
Not otherwise to the hall of Hades dim
He fares, than if some summer eventide
A Message, not unlooked for, came to him;
Bidding him rise up presently, and ride
Some few hours' journey, to a friendly home."
"There is nothing to fear in such a death."
"Nothing at all. Last week when Cornelia and I passed his house, he was
leaning on the garden gate, and he spoke pleasantly to her and told her
she was a 'bonnie lassie.' Where is Cornelia?"
"In her room. John, she went to Duyckinck's this morning for me, and
George Hyde met her again, and they took a walk together on the
Battery. It was near the noon hour when she returned."
"She told you about it?"
"Oh yes, and without inquiry."
"Very good. I must look after that young fellow." But he said the words
without much care, and Mrs. Moran was not satisfied.
"Then you do not disapprove the meeting, John?" she asked.
"Yes, I do. I disapprove of any young man meeting my daughter every
time she goes out. Cornelia is too young for lovers, and it is not
desirable that she should have attentions from young men who have no
intentions. I do not want her to be what is called a belle. Certainly
not."
"But the young men do not think her too young to be loved. I can see
that Rem Van Ariens is very fond of her."
"Rem is a very fine young man. If Cornelia was old enough to marry, I
should make no objections to Rem. He has some money. He promises to be
a good lawyer. I like the family. It is as pure Dutch as any in the
country. There is no objection to Rem Van Ariens."
"And George Hyde?"
"Has too many objectionable qualities to be worth considering."
"Such as?"
"Well, Ava, I will only name one, and one for which he is not
responsible; but yet it would be insuperable, as far as I am concerned.
His father is an Englishman of the most pronounced type, and this young
man is quite like him. I want no Englishman in my family."
"My family are of English descent."
"Thoroughly Americanized. They are longer in this country than the
Washingtons."
"There have been many Dutch marriages among the Morans."
"That is a different thing. The Dutch, as a race, have every desirable
quality. The English are natural despots. Rem was quite right last
night. I saw and felt, as much as he did, the quiet but sovereign
arrogance of young Hyde. His calm assumption of superiority was in
reality insufferable. The young man's faults are racial; they are in
the blood. Cornelia shall not have anything to do with him. Why do you
speak of such disagreeable things, Ava?"
"It is well to look forward, John."
"No. It is time enough to meet annoyances when they arrive. But this is
one not even to be thought of--to tell the last truth, Ava, I dislike
his father, General Hyde, very much indeed."
"Why?"
"I cannot tell you 'why.' Yes, I will be honest and acknowledge that he
always gives me a sense of hostility. He arrogates himself too much.
When I was in the army, a good many were angry at General Washington,
for making so close a friend of him--but Washington has much of the
same exclusive air. I hope it is no treason to say that much, for a
good deal of dignity is permissible, even peremptory, when a man fills
great positions. As for the Hydes, father and son, I would prefer to
hear no more about them. When the youth was my guest, I was civil to
him; but Arenta. You know that I have never seen her."
"That is the truth. I had forgotten. Well, then, I went to her with the
news; and she rubbed her chin, and called to her man Govert, to get a
bow of crape and put it on the front door. 'It is moral, and proper,
and respectable, Arenta,' she said, 'and I advise you to do the same.'
But then she laughed and added, 'Shall I tell you, niece, what I think
of the great men I have met? They are disagreeable, conceited
creatures; and ought, all of them, to have died before they were born;
and for my part, I am satisfied not to have had the fate to marry one
of them. As for Benjamin Franklin,' she continued, 'he was a
particularly great man, and I am particularly grateful that I never saw
him but once. I formed my opinion of him then; for I only need to see a
person once, to form an opinion--and he is dead! Well, then, every one
dies at their own time.'"
"My father says Congress goes into mourning for him."
"Does it?" asked Arenta, with indifference. "Aunt was beginning to tell
me something about him when he was in France, but I just put a stop to
talk like that, and said, 'Now, aunt, for a little of my own affairs.'
So I told her about George Berckel, and asked her if she thought I
might marry George; and she answered, 'If you are tired of easy days,
Arenta, go, and take a husband,' After a while I spoke to her about
Lieutenant Hyde, and she said, 'she had seen the little cockrel
strutting about Pearl Street.'"
"That was not a proper thing to say. Lieutenant Hyde carries himself in
the most distinguished manner."
"Well, then, that is exactly so; but Aunt Angelica has her own way of
saying things. She intended nothing unkind or disrespectful. She told
me that she had frequently danced with his father when she was a girl
and a beauty; and she added with a laugh, 'I can assure you, Arenta,
that in those days he was no saint; although he is now, I hear, the
very pink of propriety.'"
"Is not that as it should be, Arenta? We ought surely to grow better as
we grow older."
"That is not to be denied, Cornelia. Now I can tell you something worth
hearing about General Hyde."
"If it is anything wrong, or unkind, I will not listen to it, Arenta.
Have you forgotten that the good Sisters always forbid us to listen to
an evil report?"
"Then one must shut one's ears if one lives in New York. But, indeed,
it is nothing wrong--only something romantic and delightful, and quite
as good as a story book. Shall I tell you?"
"As you wish."
"As you wish."
"Then I would like to hear it."
"Listen! When Madame Hyde was Katherine Van Heemskirk, and younger than
you are, she had two lovers; one, Captain Dick Hyde, and the other a
young man called Neil Semple; and they fought a duel about her, and
nearly cut each other to pieces."
"Arenta!"
"Oh, it is the truth! It is the very truth, I assure you! And while
Hyde still lay between life and death, Miss Van Heemskirk married him;
and as soon as he was able, he carried her off at midnight to England;
and there they lived in a fine old house until the war. Then they came
back to New York, and Hyde went into the Continental army and did great
things, I suppose, for as we all knew, he was made a general. You
should have heard Aunt Angelica tell the story. She remembered the
whole affair. It was a delightful story to listen to, as we drank our
chocolate. And will you please only try to imagine it of Mrs. General
Hyde! A woman so lofty! So calm! So afar off from every impropriety
that you always feel it impossible in her presence to commit the least
bit of innocent folly. Will you imagine her as Katherine Van Heemskirk
in a short, quilted petticoat, with her hair hanging in two braids down
her back, running away at midnight with General Hyde!"
"He was her husband. She committed no fault."
"I was thinking of the quilted petticoat, and the two braids; for who
now dresses so extravagantly and so magnificently as Madame Hyde? She
has an Indian shawl that cost two hundred pounds. Aunt Angelica says
John Embree told her 'THAT much at the very least'--and as for the
General! is there any man in New York so proud, and so full of
dignity--and morality? He is in St. Paul's Chapel every Sunday, and
when you see him there, how could you imagine that he had fought
half-a-dozen duels, for half-a-dozen beauties?"
"Half-a-dozen duels! Oh, Arenta!"
"About that number--more or less--before and after the Van Heemskirk
incident. Look at him next Sunday, and then try and believe that he was
the topmost leader in all the fashionable follies, until he went to the
war. People say it is General Washington--"
"General Washington?"
"That has changed him so much. They have been a great deal together,
and I do believe the proprieties are catching. If evil is to be taken
in bad company, why not good in the presence of all that is moral and
respectable? At any rate, who is now more proper than General Hyde?
Indeed, as Aunt Angelica says, we must all pay our respects to the
Hydes, if we desire our own caps to set straight. Cornelia, shall I
tell you why you are working so close to the window this afternoon?"
"You are going to say something I would rather not hear, Arenta."
"Truth is wholesome, if not agreeable; and the truth is, you expect
Lieutenant Hyde to pass. But he will not do so. I saw him booted and
spurred, on a swift horse, going up the river road. He was bound for
Hyde Manor, I am sure. Now, Cornelia, you need not move your frame; for
no one will disturb you, and I wish to tell you some of my affairs."
"About your lovers?"
"Yes. I have met a certain French marquis, who is attached to the Count
de Moustier's embassy. I met him at intervals all last winter, and
to-day, I have a love letter from him--a real love letter--and he
desires to ask my father for my hand. I shall now have something to say
to Madame Kippon."
"But you would not marry a Frenchman? That is an impossible thought,
Arenta."
"No more so than an Englishman. In fact, Englishmen are not to be
thought of at all; while Frenchmen are the fashion. Just consider the
drawing-rooms of our great American ladies; they are full of French
nobles."
"But they are exiles, for the most part very poor, and devoted to the
idea of monarchy."
"Ah, but my Frenchman is different. He is rich, he is in the confidence
of the present French government, and he adores republican principles.
Indeed he wore at Lady Griffin's, last week, his red cap of Liberty,
and looked quite distinguished in it."
"I am astonished that Lady Griffin permitted such a spectacle. I am
sure it was a vulgar thing to do. Only the san-culottes, make such
exhibition of their private feelings."
"I think it was a very brave thing to do--and Lady Griffin, with her
English prejudices and aristocratic notions, had to tolerate it. He is
very tall and dark, and he was dressed in scarlet, with a long black
satin vest; and you may believe that the scarlet cap on his black
curling hair was very imposing."
"Imposing! How could it possibly be that? It is only associated with
mobs, and mob law--and guillotining."
"I shall not contradict you--though I could do so easily. I will say,
then, that it was very picturesque. He asked me to dance a minuet with
him, and when I did not refuse he was beside himself with pleasure and
gratitude. And after I had opened the way, several of the best ladies
in the town followed. After all, it was a matter of political opinion;
and it is against our American ideas to send any man to Jersey for his
politics. Mr. Jefferson was in red also."
"I wish to dance with Mr. Jefferson, but I now think of waiting till he
gets a new suit."
"I am sure that no one ever made a finer figure in a dance than I, in
my white satin and pearls, and the Marquis Athanase de Tounnerre in his
scarlet dress and Liberty cap. Every one regarded us. He tells me,
to-day, that the emotion I raised in his soul that hour has not been
stilled for a moment."
"Have you thought of your father? He would never consent to such a
marriage--and what will Rem say?"
"My father will storm, and speak words he should not speak; but I am
not afraid of words. Rem is more to be dreaded. He will not talk his
anger away. Yes, I should be afraid of Rem."
"But you have not really decided to accept the Marquis Tounnerre?"
"No. I have not quite decided. I like to stand between Yes and No. I
like to be entreated to marry, and then again, to be entreated NOT to
marry. I like to hesitate between the French and the Dutch. I am not in
the least sure on which side I shall finally range myself."
"Then do not decide in a hurry."
"Have I not told you I like to waver, and vacillate, and oscillate, and
make scruples? These are things a woman can do, both with privilege and
inclination. I think myself to be very clever in such ways."
"I would not care, nor dare, to venture--"
"You are a very baby yet. I am two years older than you. But indeed you
are progressing with some rapidity. What about George Hyde?"
"You said he had gone out of town."
"And I am glad of it. He will not now be insinuating himself with
violets, and compelling you to take walks with him on the Battery. Oh,
Cornelia! you see I am not to be put out of your confidence. Why did
you not tell me?"
"You have given me no opportunity; and, as you know all, why should I
say any more about it?"
"Cornelia, my dear companion, I fear you are inclined to concealment
and to reticence, qualities a young girl should not cultivate--I am now
speaking for dear Sister Maria Beroth--and I hope you will carefully
consider the advantages you will derive from cultivating a more open
disposition."
"You are making a mockery of the good Sisters; and I do not wish to
hear you commit such a great fault. Indeed, I would be pleased to
return to their peaceful care again."
"And wear the little linen cap and collar, and all the other
simplicities? Cornelia! Cornelia! You are as fond as I am of French
fashions and fripperies. Let us be honest, if we die for it. And you
may as well tell me all your little coquetries with George Hyde; for I
shall be sure to find them out. Now I am going home; for I must look
after the tea-table. But you will not be sorry, for it will leave you
free to think of--"
"Please, Arenta!"
"Very well. I will have 'considerations.' Good-bye!"
Then the door closed, and Cornelia was left alone. But the atmosphere
of the room was charged with Arenta's unrest, and a feeling of
disappointment was added to it. She suddenly realized that her lover's
absence from the city left a great vacancy. What were all the thousands
in its streets, if he was not there? She might now indeed remove her
frame from the window; if Hyde was an impossibility, there was no one
else she wished to see pass. And her heart told her the report was a
true one; she did not doubt for a moment Arenta's supposition, that he
had gone to Hyde Manor. But the thought made her lonely. Something, she
knew not what, had altered her life. She had a new strange happiness,
new hopes, new fears and new wishes; but they were not an unmixed
delight; for she was also aware of a vague trouble, a want that nothing
in her usual duties satisfied:--in a word, she had crossed the
threshold of womanhood and was no longer a girl,
"Singing alone in the morning of life,
In the happy morning of life, and May."
CHAPTER IV
THROWING THINGS INTO CONFUSION
Prudence declares that whenever a person is in that disagreeable
situation which compels him to ask "what shall I do?" that the wisest
answer is, "nothing." But such answer did not satisfy George Hyde. He
was too young, too sure of his own good fortune, too restless and
impulsive, to accept Prudence as a councillor. He might have
considered, that, hitherto, affairs had happened precisely as he wished
them; and that it would be good policy to trust to his future
opportunities. But he was so much in earnest, so honestly in love, that
he felt his doubts and anxieties could only be relieved by action.
Sympathy, at least, he must have; and he knew no man, to whom he would
willingly talk of Cornelia. The little jests and innuendoes sure to
follow his confidence would be intolerable if associated with a
creature so pure and so ingenuous.
"I will go to my mother!" he thought. And this resolution satisfied him
so well, that he carried it out at once. But it was after dark when he
reached the tall stone portals of Hyde Manor House. The ride, however,
had given him back his best self. For when we leave society and come
into the presence of Nature, we become children again; and the fictions
of thought and action assumed among men drop off like a garment. The
beauty of the pale green hills, and the flowing river, and the budding
trees, and the melody of birds singing as if they never would grow old,
were all but charming accessories and horizons to his constant pictures
of Cornelia. It was she who gave life and beauty to all he saw; for as
a rule, if men notice nature at all, it is ever through some painted
window of their own souls. Few indeed are those who hear--
"The Ancient Word,
That walked among the silent trees."
Yet Hyde was keenly conscious of some mystical sympathy between himself
and the lovely scenes through which he passed--conscious still more of
it when the sun had set and the moon rose--dim and inscrutable--over
the lonely way, and filled the narrow glen which was at the entrance to
the Manor House full of brooding power.
The great building loomed up dark and silent; there was but one light
visible. It was in his mother's usual sitting-room, and as soon as he
saw it, he began to whistle. She heard him afar off, and was at the
door to give him a welcome.
"Joris, my dear one, we were talking of you!" she cried, as he leaped
from the saddle to her arms. "So glad are we! Come in quickly! Such a
good surprise! It is our hearts' wish granted! Well, are you? Quite
well? Now, then, I am happy. Happy as can be! Look now, Richard!" she
called, as she flung the door open, and entered with the handsome,
smiling youth at her side.
In his way the father was just as much pleased. He pushed some papers
he had been busy with impatiently aside, and stood up with outstretched
hand to meet his son.
"Kate, my dear heart," he cried, "let us have something to eat. The boy
will be hungry as a hunter after his ride. And George, what brings you
home? We were just telling each other--your mother and I--that you were
in the height of the city's follies."
"Indeed, sir, there will be few follies for some days. Mr. Franklin is
dead, and the city goes into mourning."
"'Tis a fate that all must meet," said the General; "but death and
Franklin would look each other in the face as friends--He had a work to
do, he did it well, and it is finished. That is all. What other news do
you bring?"
"It is said that Mirabeau is arrested somewhere, for something. I did
not hear the particulars."
"Probably, for the very least of his crimes. Marat hates him; and Marat
represents the fury of the Revolution. The monster wished to erect
eight hundred gibbets, and hang Mirabeau first."
"And the deputies are returning to the Provinces, drunk with their own
importance. They have abolished titles, and coats of arms, and
liveries; and published a list of the names the nobles are to
assume--as if people did not know their own names. Mr. Hamilton says
'Revolution in France has gone raving mad, and converted twenty-four
millions of people into savages.'"
"I hate the French!" said the General passionately. "It is a natural
instinct with me, just as tame animals are born with an antipathy to
wild beasts. If I thought I had one drop of French blood in me, I would
let it out with a dagger."
George winced a little. He remembered that the Morans were of French
extraction; and he answered--
"After all, father, we must judge people individually. Mere race is not
much."
"George Hyde! What are you saying? RACE is everything. It is the
strongest and deepest of all human feelings. Nothing conquers its
prejudices."
"Except love. I have heard, father, that Love never asks 'of what race
art thou?' or even 'whose son, or daughter, art thou?'"
"You have heard many foolish things, George; that is one of them. Men
and women marry out of their own nationality, AT THEIR PERIL. I took my
life in my hand for your mother's love."
"She was worthy of the peril."
"God knows it."
At this moment Mrs. Hyde entered the room, her fair face alight with
love. A servant carrying a tray full of good things to eat, followed
her; and it was delightful to watch her eager happiness as she arranged
meats, and sweetmeats, in tempting order for the hungry young man. He
thoroughly enjoyed this provision for his comfort; and as he ate, he
talked to his father of those things interesting to him, answering all
questions with that complaisant positiveness of youth which decides
everything at once, and without reservation. No one understood this
better than General Hyde, but it pleased him to draw out his son's
opinions; and it also pleased him to watch the pride of the fond
mother, who evidently considered her boy a paragon of youthful judgment.
"And pray," he asked, "what can you tell me about the seat of
government? Will New York be chosen?"
"I am sure it will be Philadelphia; and, indeed, I care not. It would,
however, amuse you to hear some of the opinions on the matter; for
every one hangs his judgment on the peg of his own little interests or
likings. Young De Witt says New York wants no government departments;
that she is far too busy a city, to endure government idlers hanging
around her best streets. Doctor Rush says the government is making our
city a sink of political vice. Mr. Wolcott says honesty is the fashion
in New York. Some of the clergy think Wall Street as wicked as the most
fashionable streets in Tyre and Sodom; and the street-singers--thanks
to Mr. Freneau--have each, and all, their little audiences on the
subject. As I came up Broadway, a man was shouting a rhyme advising the
Philadelphians to 'get ready their dishcloths and brooms, and begin
scouring their knockers, and scrubbing their rooms.' Perhaps the most
sensible thing on the subject came from one of the New England
senators. He thought the seat of government ought to be 'in some
wilderness, where there would be no social attractions, where members
could go and attend strictly to business.' Upon my word, sir, the
opinions are endless in number and variety; but, in truth, Mr. Hamilton
and Mr. Morris are arranging the matter. This is without doubt. There
is to be some sort of compromise with the Southern senators, who are
promised the capital on the Potomac, finally, if they no longer oppose
the assumption of the State debts. I hear that Mr. Jefferson has been
brought to agree to this understanding. And Mr. Morris doubtless
thinks, if the government offices are once opened in Philadelphia, they
will remain there."
"And Joris, the ladies? What say they on the subject?" asked Mrs. Hyde.
"Indeed, mother, some of them are lamenting, and some looking forward
to the change. All are talking of the social deposition of the
beautiful Mrs. Bingham. 'She will have to abate herself a little before
Mrs. Washington,' I heard one lady say; while others declare, that her
association with our Republican Court will be harmonious and
advantageous; especially, as she is beloved in the home of the
President."
"OUR REPUBLICAN COURT! The definition is absurd!" said General Hyde,
with both scorn and temper. "A court pre-supposes both royalty and
nobility!"
"We have both of them intrinsically, father."
"In faith, George! you will find, that intrinsic qualities have no
social value. What people require is their external evidence."
"And their external evidence would be extremely offensive here, sir.
For my part, I think, the sneaking hankering after titles and
ceremonies, among our wealthy men and women is a very great weakness.
Every one knows that nothing would please fussy Mr. Adams better than
to be a duke, or even a lord--and he is by no means alone in such
desires."
"They may be yet realized."
"They will not, sir--not, at least, while Thomas Jefferson lives. He is
the bulldog of Democracy, and he would be at the throat of any such
pretences as soon as they were suggested."
"Very well, George! I have no objections."
"I knew, sir, that you were a thorough Democrat."
"Do not go too far, George. I love Democracy; but I hate Democrats! Now
I am sleepy, and as Mr. Jefferson is on the watch, I may go to sleep
comfortably. I will talk to you more on these subjects in the morning.
Good-night!" He put his hand on his son's shoulder, and looked with a
proud confidence into the bright face, lifted to the touch.
Then George was alone with his mother; but she was full of little
household affairs; and he could not bring into them a subject so close,
and so sacred to his heart. He listened a little wearily to her plans,
and was glad when she recollected the late hour and hurried him away to
his chamber--a large, lofty room in the front of the house, on which
she had realized all the ideas that her great love, and her really
exquisite taste suggested. He entered it with a sense of delight, and
readily surrendered himself to its dreamy air of sleep and rest. "I
will speak to my mother in the morning," he thought. "To-night, her
mind is full of other things."
But in the morning Mrs. Hyde was still more interested in "other
things." She had an architect with her, her servants were to order, her
house to look after; and George readily felt that his hour was
certainly not in the early morning. He had slept a little late, and his
mother did not approve of sleep beyond the normal hour. He saw that he
had delayed household matters, and made an environment not quite
harmonious. So he ate his breakfast rapidly, and went out to the new
stables. He expected to find the General there, and he was not
disappointed. He had, however, finished his inspection of the horses,
and he proposed a walk to the upper end of the Glen, where a great pond
was being dug for Mrs. Hyde's swans, and other aquatic birds.
There was much to interest them as they walked: men were busy draining,
and building stone walls; ploughing and sowing, and digging, and
planting. Yet, in the midst of all this busy life, George detected in
his father's manner an air of melancholy. He looked into his son's face
with affection, and pointed out to him with an apparent interest, the
improvements in progress, but George knew--though he could not have
explained why he knew--that his father's heart was not really in these
things. Presently he asked, "How goes it with your law books, George?"
"Faith, sir, I must confess, very indifferently. I have no senses that
way; and 'tis only your desire that keeps my books open. I would far
rather read my Plutarch, or write with my sword."
"Let me tell you, soberly, that it is a matter of personal interest to
you. There is now no question of the law as a profession, for since
your cousin's death your prospects have entirely changed. But consider,
George, that not only this estate, but also the estate of your
Grandfather Van Heemskirk must eventually come to you. Much of both has
been bought from confiscated properties, and it is not improbable that
claimants may arise who will cause you trouble. How necessary, then,
that you should know something of the laws affecting land and property
in this country."
"My grandfather is in trouble. I forgot to tell you last night, that
his friend, Elder Semple, is dead."
"Dead!"
"Yes, sir."
For a few minutes General Hyde remained silent; then he said with much
feeling, "Peace to the old Tory! He was once very kind to me and to my
family. Ah, George, I have again defrauded myself of a satisfaction!
For a long time I have intended to go and see him--it is now too late!
But I will return to the city with you and pay him the last respect
possible. Who told you this news?"
"I was walking on Broadway with young McAllister, and Doctor Moran
stopped us and sent word to Elder McAllister of the death of his
friend. I think, indeed, they were relatives."
"Was Doctor Moran his physician?"
"Yes, sir. A very good physician, I believe; I know, that he is a very
courteous and entertaining gentleman."
"And pray, George, how do you come by such an opinion?"
"I had the honour of spending an evening at Doctor Moran's house this
week; and if you will believe me, sir, he has a daughter that shames
every other beauty. Such bewildering loveliness! Such entrancing
freshness and purity I never saw before!"
"In love again, George. Faith, you make me ashamed of my own youth! But
this enchanting creature cannot make of her father--anything but what
he is."
"This time I am desperately, and really, in love."
"So you were with Mollie Trefuses, with Sarah Talbot, with Eliza Capel,
with Matilda Howard--and a galaxy of minor beauties."
"But it has come to this--I wish to marry Miss Moran; and I never
wished to marry any other woman."
"You have forgotten--And by Heaven! you must forget Miss Moran. She is
not to be thought of as a wife--for one moment."
"Sir, you are not so unjust as to make such a statement without giving
me a reason for it."
"Giving you a reason! My reason ought to have sprung up voluntary in
your own heart. It is an incredible thing if you are not already
familiar with it."
"Simply, sir, I profess my ignorance."
"Look around you. Look east, and west, and north, and south,--all these
rich lands were bought with your Uncle William's money. He made himself
poor, to make me rich; because, having brought me up as his heir, he
thought his marriage late in life had in a manner defrauded me. You
know that the death of his two sons has again made me the heir to the
Hyde earldom; and that after me, the succession is yours. Tell me now
what child is left to your uncle?"
"Only his daughter Annie, a girl of fourteen or fifteen years."
"What will become of her when her father dies?"
"Sir, how can I divine her future?"
"It is your duty to divine her future. Her father has no gold to leave
her--he gave it to me--and the land he cannot leave her; yet she has a
natural right, beyond either mine or yours."
"I give her my right, cheerfully."
"You cannot give it to her--unless you outlaw yourself from your native
country--strip yourself of your citizenship--declare yourself unworthy
to be a son of the land that gave you birth. Even if you perpetrated
such a civil crime, you would render no service to Annie. Your right
would simply lapse to the son of Herbert Hyde--the young man you met at
Oxford--"
"Surely, sir, we need not talk of that fellow. I have already told you
what a very sycophant he is. He licks the dust before any man of wealth
or authority; his tongue hangs down to his shoe-buckles."
"Well then, sir, what is your duty to Annie Hyde?"
"I do not conceive myself to have any special duty to Annie Hyde."
"Upon my honour, you are then perversely stupid! But it is impossible
that you do not realize what justice, honour, gratitude and generosity
demand from you! When your uncle wrote me that pitiful letter which
informed me of the death of his last son, my first thought was that his
daughter must be assured her right in the succession. There is one way
to compass this. You know what that way is.--Why do you not speak?"
"Because, sir, if I confess your evident opinion to be just, I bind
myself to carry it out, because of its justice."
"Is it not just?"
"It might be just to Annie and very unjust to me."
"No, sir. Justice is a thing absolute; it is not altered by
circumstances, especially for a circumstance so trivial as a young
man's idle fancy."
"'Tis no idle fancy. I love Cornelia Moran."
"You have already loved a score of beauties--and forgotten them."
"I have admired, and forgot. If I had loved, I should not have
forgotten. Now, I love."
"Then, sir, be a man, a noble man, and put your personal gratification
below justice, honour, and gratitude. This is the first real trial of
your life, George, are you going to play the coward in it?"
"If you could only see Miss Moran!"
"I should find it difficult to be civil to her. George, I put before
you a duty that no gentleman can by any possibility evade."
"If this arrangement is so important, why was I not told of it, ere
this?"
"It is scarcely a year since your Cousin Harry's death. Annie is not
fifteen years old. I did not wish to force matters. I intended you to
go to England next year, and I hoped that a marriage might come without
my advice or my interference. It seemed to me that Annie's position
would itself open your heart to her."
"I have no heart to give her."
"Then you must at least give her your hand. I myself proposed this
arrangement, and your uncle's pleasure and gratitude were of the most
touching kind. Further, if you will have the very truth, then know,
that under no circumstances, will I sanction a marriage with Doctor
Moran's daughter."
"You cannot possibly object to her, sir. She is perfection itself."
"I object to her in-toto. I detest Doctor Moran, personally. I know not
why, nor care wherefore. I detest him still more sincerely as a man of
French extraction. I was brought very much in contact with him for
three years, and if we had not been in camp, and under arms, I would
have challenged him a score of times. He is the most offensive of men.
He brought his race prejudices continually to the front. When Lafayette
was wounded, with some of his bragging company, nothing would do but
Doctor Moran must go with them to the hospital at Bethlehem; yes, and
stay there, until the precious marquis was out of danger. I'll swear
that he would not have done this for Washington--he would have
blustered about the poor fellows lying sick in camp. Moran talks about
being an American, and the Frenchman crops out at every corner. But HE
is neither here, nor there, in our affairs; what I wish you to remember
is, that rank has its duties as well as its privileges; and you would
be a poltroon to accept one and ignore the other. What are you going to
do?"
"I know not. I must think--"
"I am ashamed of you! In the name of all that is honourable, what is
there to think about? Have you told this Miss Moran that you love her?"
"Not in precise words. I have only seen her three or four times."
"Then, sir, you have only YOURSELF to think about. Have I a son with so
little proper feeling that he needs to think a moment when the case is
between honour and himself? George, it is high time that you set out to
travel. In the neighbourhood of your mother, and your grandparents, and
your flatterers in the city, you never get beyond the atmosphere of
your own whims and fancies. This conversation has come sooner than I
wished; but after it, there is nothing worth talking about."
"Sir, you are more cruel and unreasonable than I could believe
possible."
"The railings of a losing lover are not worth answering. Give your
anger sway, and when you are reasonable again, tell me. A man mad in
love has some title to my pity."
"And, sir, if you were any other man but my father, I would say
'Confound your pity!' I am not sensible of deserving it, except as the
result of your own unreasonable demands on me--Our conversation is
extremely unpleasant, and I desire to put an end to it. Permit me to
return to the house."
"With all my heart. But let me advise you to say nothing to your
mother, at present, on this subject:" then with an air of dejection he
added--"What is past, must go; and whatever is to come is very sure to
happen."
"Sir, nothing past, present, or future, can change me. I shall obey the
wishes of my heart, and be true to its love."
"Let me tell you, George, that Love is now grown wise. He follows
Fortune."
"Good-morning, sir."
"Let it be so. I will see you to-morrow in town. Ten to one, you will
be more reasonable then."
He stood in the centre of the roadway watching his son's angry
carriage. The poise of his head, and his rapid, uneven steps, were
symptoms the anxious father understood very well. "He is in a naked
temper, without even civil disguise," he muttered; "and I hope his own
company will satisfy him until the first fever is past. Do I not know
that to be in love is to be possessed? It is in the head--the
heart--the blood--it is indeed an uncontrollable fever! I hope, first
and foremost, that he will keep away from his mother in his present
unreason."
His mother was, however, George's first desire. He did not believe she
would sanction his sacrifice to Annie Hyde. Justice, honour, gratitude!
these were fine names of his father's invention to adorn a ceremony
which would celebrate his life-long misery, and he rebelled against
such an immolation of his youth and happiness. When he reached the
house, he found that his mother had gone to the pond to feed her swans;
and he decided to ride a little out of his way in order to see her
there. Presently he came to a spot where tall, shadowing pines
surrounded a large sheet of water, dipping their lowest branches into
it. Mrs. Hyde stood among them, and the white, stately birds were
crowding to her very feet. He reined in his horse to watch her, and
though accustomed to her beauty, he marvelled again at it. Like a
sylvan goddess she stood, divinely tall, and divinely fair; her whole
presence suffused with a heavenly serenity and happiness! Upon the soft
earth the hoofs of his horse had not been audible, but when he came
within her sight, it was wonderful to watch the transformation on her
countenance. A great love, a great joy, swept away like a gust of wind,
the peace on its surface; and a glowing, loving intelligence made her
instantly restless. She called him with sweet imperiousness, "George!
Joris! Joris! My dear one!" and he answered her with the one word ever
near, and ever dear, to a woman's heart--"MOTHER!"
"I thought you were with your father. Where have you left him?"
"In the wilderness. There is need for me to go to the city. My father
will tell you WHY. I come only to see you--to kiss you--"
"Joris, I see that you are angry. Well then, my dear one, what is it?
What has your father been saying to you?"
"He will tell you."
"SO! Whatever it is, your part I shall take. Right or wrong, your part
I shall take."
"There is nothing wrong, dear mother."
"Money, is it?"
"It is not money. My father is generous to me."
"Then, some woman it is?"
"Kiss me, mother. After all, there is no woman like unto you."
She drew close to him, and he stooped his handsome face to hers, and
kissed her many times. Her smile comforted him, for it was full of
confidence, as she said--
"Trouble not yourself, Joris. At the last, your father sees through my
eyes. Must you go? Well then, the Best of Beings go with you!"
"When are you coming to town, mother?"
"Next week. There is a dinner party at the President's, and your father
will not be absent--nor I--nor you?"
"If I am invited, I shall go, just that I may see you enter the room.
Let me tell you, that sight always fills my heart with a tumultuous
pride and love."
"A great flatterer are you, Joris!" but she lifted her face again, and
George kissed it, and then rode rapidly away.
He hardly drew rein until he reached his grandfather's house, a
handsome Dutch residence, built of yellow brick, and standing in a
garden that was, at this season, a glory of tulips and daffodils,
hyacinths and narcissus--the splendid colouring of the beds being
wonderfully increased by their borderings of clipped box. An air of
sunshiny peace was over the place, and as the upper-half of the
side-door stood open he tied his horse and went in. The ticking of the
tall house-clock was the only sound he heard at first, but as he stood
irresolute, a sweet, thin voice in an adjoining room began to sing a
hymn.
"Grandmother! Grandmother!! Grandmother!!!" he called, and before the
last appeal was echoed the old lady appeared. She came forward rapidly,
her knitting in her hand. She was singularly bright and alert, with
rosy cheeks, and snow-white hair under a snow-white cap of
clear-starched lace. A snow-white kerchief of lawn was crossed over her
breast, and the rest of her dress was so perfectly Dutch that she might
have stepped out of one of Tenier's pictures.
"Oh, my Joris!" she cried, "Joris! Joris! I am so happy to see thee.
But what, then, is the matter? Thy eyes are full of trouble."
"I will tell you, grandmother." And he sat down by her side and went
over the conversation he had had with his father. She never interrupted
him, but he knew by the rapid clicking of her knitting needles that she
was moved far beyond her usual quietude. When he ceased speaking, she
answered--
"To sell thee, Joris, is a great shame, and for nothing to sell thee is
still worse. This is what I think: Let half of the income from the
earldom go to the poor young lady, but THYSELF into the bargain, is
beyond all reason. And if with Cornelia Moran thou art in love, a good
thing it is;--so I say."
"Do you know Cornelia, grandmother?"
"Well, then, I have seen her; more than once. A great beauty I think
her; and Doctor John has Money--plenty of money--and a very good family
are the Morans. I remember his father--a very fine gentleman."
"But my father hates Doctor Moran."
"Very wicked is he to hate any one. Why, then?"
"He gave me only one reason--that his family is French."
"SO! Thy mother was Dutch. Every one cannot be English--a God's mercy
they cannot! Now, then, thy grandfather is coming; thy trouble tell to
him. Good advice he will give thee."
Senator Van Heemskirk however went first into his garden and gathering
great handfuls of white narcissus and golden daffodils, he called a
slave woman and bade her carry them to the Semple house, and lay them
in, and around, his friend's coffin. One white lily he kept in his hand
as he came towards his wife and grandson, with eyes fixed on its beauty.
"Lysbet," he said,--but he clasped George's hand as he spoke--"My
Lysbet, if in the Dead Valley of this earth grow such heavenly flowers
as this, we will not fear the grave. It is only to sleep on the breast
that gives us the lily and the rose, and the wheat, and the corn. Oh,
how sweet is this flower! It has the scent of Paradise."
He laid it gently down while he put off his fine broadcloth coat and
lace ruffles and assumed the long vest and silk skull cap, which was
his home dress; then he put it in a buttonhole of his vest, and seemed
to joy himself in its delicate fragrance. With these preliminaries
neither Joris nor Lysbet interfered; but when he had lit his long pipe
and seated himself comfortably in his chair, Lysbet said--
"Where hast thou been all this afternoon?"
"I have been sealing up my friend's desk and drawers until his sons
arrive. Very happy he looks. He is now ONE OF THOSE THAT KNOW."
"Well, then, after the long strife, 'He Rests.'"
"Men have written it. What know they about it? Rest would not be heaven
to my friend Alexander Semple. To work, to be up and doing His Will,
that would be his delight."
"I wonder, Joris, if in the next life we shall know each other?"
"My Lysbet, in this life do we know each other?"
"I think not. Here has come our dear Joris full of trouble to thee, for
his father has said such things as I could not have believed. Joris,
tell thy grandfather what they are."
And this time George, being very sure of hearty sympathy, told his tale
with great feeling--perhaps even with a little anger. His grandfather
listened patiently to the youth's impatience, but he did not answer
exactly to his expectations.
"My Joris," he said, "so hard it is to accept what goes against our
wishes. If Cornelia Moran you had not met, would your father's desires
be so impossible to you? Noble and generous would they not seem--"
"But I have seen Cornelia, and I love her."
"Two or three times you have seen her. How can you be sure that you
love her?"
"In the first hour I was sure."
"Of nothing are we quite sure. In too great a hurry are you. Miss Moran
may not love you. She may refuse ever to love you. Her mind you have
not asked. Beside this, in his family her father may not wish you. A
very proud man is Doctor John."
"Grandfather, I may be an earl some day."
"An English earl. Doctor John may not endure to think of his only child
living in that far-off country. I, myself, know how this thought can
work a father to madness. And, again, your Cousin Annie may not wish to
marry you."
"Faith, sir, I had not thought of myself as so very disagreeable."
"No. Vain and self-confident is a young man. See, then, how many things
may work this way, that way, and if wise you are you will be quiet and
wait for events. One thing, move not in your anger; it is like putting
to sea in a tempest. Now I shall just say a word or two on the other
side. If your father is so set in his mind about the Hydes, let him do
the justice to them he wishes to do; but it is not right that he should
make YOU do it for him."
"He says that only I can give Annie justice."
"But that is not good sense. When the present Earl dies, and she is
left an orphan, who shall prevent your father from adopting her as his
own daughter, and leaving her a daughter's portion of the estate? In
such case, she would be in exactly the same position as if her brother
had lived and become earl. Is not that so?"
"My dear, dear grandfather, you carry wisdom with you! Now I shall have
the pleasure to propose to my father that he do his own justice! O
wise, wise grandfather! You have made me happy to a degree!"
"Very well, but say not that I gave you such counsel. When your
father speaks to me, as he is certain to do, then I will say such and
such words to him; but my words in your mouth will be a great offence;
and very justly so, for it is hard to carry words, and carry nothing
else. Your dear mother--how is she?"
"Well and happy. She builds, and she plants, and the days are too short
for her. But my father is not so happy. I can see that he is wearied of
everything."
"Not here, is his heart. It is in England. And no longer has he great
hopes to keep him young. If of Liberty I now speak to him, he has a
smile so hopeless that both sad and angry it makes me. No faith has he
left in any man, except Washington; and I think, also, he is
disappointed that Washington was not crowned King George the First."
"I can assure you, sir, that others share his disappointment. Mr. Adams
would not object to be Duke of New York, and even little Burr would
like a lordship."
"I have heard; my ears are not dull, nor my eyes blind. But too much
out of the world lives your father; men who do so grow unfit to live in
the world. He dreams dreams impossible to us--impossible to France--and
then he says 'Liberty is a dream.' Well, well, Life also is a
dream--when we awake--"
Then he ceased speaking, and there was silence until Lysbet Van
Heemskirk said, softly, "When we awake, WE SHALL BE SATISFIED."
Van Heernskirk smiled at his wife's cheerful assurance, and continued,
"It is true, Lysbet, what you say; and even here, in our dreaming, what
satisfaction! As for me, I expect not too much. The old order and the
new order fight yet for the victory; and what passes now will be worth
talking about fifty years hence."
"It is said, grandfather, that the Dutch church is anti-Federal to a
man."
"Not true are such sayings. The church will be very like old Van
Steenwyck, who boasts of his impartiality, and who votes for the
Federals once, and for the anti-Federals once, and the third time does
not vote at all. If taken was the vote of the Church, it would be six
for the Federals and half-a-dozen for the anti-Federals."
"Mr. Burr--"
"Of Mr. Burr I will not talk. I like not his little dirty politics."
"He is very clever."
"Well, then, you have to praise him for being clever; for being honest
you cannot praise him."
"'Tis a monstrous pity that Right can only be on one side; yet
sometimes Right and Mr. Burr may happen to be on the same side."
"The right way is too straight for Aaron Burr. If into it he wanders
'tis for a wrong reason."
"My dear grandfather, how your words bite!"
"I wish not to say biting things; but Aaron Burr stands for those
politicians who turn patriotism into shopkeeping and their own
interest--men who care far more for WHO governs us than for HOW we are
governed. And what will be the end of such ways? I will tell you. We
shall have a Democracy that will be the reign of those who know the
least and talk the loudest."
At this point in the conversation Van Heemskirk was called to the door
about some business matter and George was left alone with his
grandmother. She was setting the tea-table, and her hands were full of
china; but she put the cups quickly down, and going to George's side,
said--
"Cornelia Moran spends this evening with her friend Arenta Van Ariens.
Well then, would thou like an excuse to call on Arenta?"
"Oh, grandmother! Do you indeed know Arenta? Can you send me there?"
"Since she was one month old I have known Arenta. This morning, she
came here to borrow for her Aunt Jacobus my ivory winders. Now then, I
did not wish to lend Angelica Jacobus my winders; and I said to Arenta
that 'by and by I would look for them.' Not far are they to seek; and
for thy pleasure I will get them, and thou canst take them this evening
to Arenta."
"O you dear, dear grandmother!" and he stood up, and lifted her rosy
face between his hands and kissed her.
"I am so fond of thee," she continued. "I love thee so much; and thy
pleasure is my pleasure; and I see no harm--no harm at all--in thy love
for the beautiful Cornelia. I think, with thee, she is a girl worth any
man's heart; and if thou canst win her, I, for one, will be joyful with
thee. Perhaps, though, I am a selfish old woman--it is so easy to be
selfish."
"Let me tell you, grandmother, you know not how to be selfish."
"Let me tell thee, Joris, I was thinking of myself, as well as of thee.
For while thy grandfather talked of Aaron Burr, this thought came into
my mind--if to Annie Hyde my Joris is married, he will live in England,
and I shall see him no more in this world. But if to Cornelia Moran he
is married, when his father goes to England, then here he will stay; he
will live at Hyde Manor, and I shall go to see him, and he will call
here to see me;--and then, many good days came into my thoughts. Yes,
yes, in every kind thing, in every good thing, somewhere there is hid a
little bit of our own will and way. Always, if I look with straight
eyes, I can find it." "Get me the winders, grandmother; for now you
have given me a reason to hurry."
"But why so quickly must you go?"
"Look at me! It will take me two hours to dress. I have had no
dinner--I want to think--you understand, grandmother?"
Then she went into the best parlour, and opening one of the shutters
let in sufficient light to find in the drawer of a little Chinese
cabinet some ivory winders of very curious design and workmanship. She
folded them in soft tissue paper and handed them to her grandson with a
pleasant nod; and the young man slipped them into his waistcoat pocket,
and then went hurriedly away.
He had spoken of his dinner, but though somewhat hungry, he made but a
light meal. His dress seemed to him the most vitally important thing of
the hour; and no girl choosing her first ball gown could have felt more
anxious and critical on the subject. His call was to be considered an
accidental one; and he could not therefore dress as splendidly as if it
were a ceremonious or expected visit. After much hesitation, he
selected a coat and breeches of black velvet, a pearl-coloured vest,
and cravat and ruffles of fine English bone lace. Yet when his toilet
was completed, he was dissatisfied. He felt sure more splendid apparel
set off his dark beauty to greater advantage; and yet he was equally
sure that more splendid apparel would not--on this occasion--be as
suitable.
Doubting and hoping, he reached the Van Ariens' house soon after seven
o'clock. It was not quite dark, and Jacob Van Ariens stood on the
stoop, smoking his pipe and talking to a man who had the appearance of
a workman; and who was, in fact, the foreman of his business quarters
in the Swamp.
"Good-evening, sir," said George with smiling politeness. "Is Miss Van
Ariens within?"
"Within? Yes. But company she has tonight," said the watchful father,
as he stood suspicious and immovable in the entrance.
It did not seem to George as if it would be an easy thing to pass such
a porter at the door, but he continued,
"I have come with a message to Miss Van Ariens."
"A very fine messenger!" answered Van Ariens, slightly smiling.
"A fine lady deserves a fine messenger. But, sir, if you will do my
errand for me, I am content. 'Tis from Madame Van Heemskirk--"
"SO then? That is good."
"I am George Hyde, her grandson, you know."
"Well then, I did not know. 'Tis near dark, and I see not as well as
once I did."
"I have brought from Madame Van Heemskirk some ivory winders for Madame
Jacobus."
"Come in, come in, and tell my Arenta the message thyself. I know
nothing of such things. Come in, I did not think of thee as my friend
Van Heemskirk's grandson. Welcome art thou!" and Van Ariens himself
opened the parlour door, saying, "Arenta, here is George Hyde. A
message he brings for thy Aunt Angelica."
And while these words were being uttered, George delighted his eyes
with the vision of Cornelia, who sat at a small table with some
needlework in her hand. Arenta's tatting was over her foot, and she had
to remove it in order to rise and meet Hyde. Rem sat idly fingering a
pack of playing cards and talking to Cornelia. This situation George
took in at a glance; though his sense of sight was quite satisfied when
it rested on the lovely girl who dropped her needle as he entered, for
he saw the bright flush which overspread her face and throat, and the
light of pleasure which so filled her eyes that they seemed to make her
whole face luminous.
In a few moments, Arenta's pretty enthusiasms and welcomes dissipated
all constraint, and Hyde placed his chair among the happy group and
fell easily into his most charming mood. Even Rem could not resist the
atmosphere of gaiety and real enjoyment that soon pervaded the room.
They sang, they played, they had a game at whist, and everything that
happened was in some subtle, secret way, a vehicle for Hyde's love to
express itself. Yet it was to Arenta he appeared to be most attentive;
and Rem was good-naturedly inclined to permit his sister to be
appropriated, if only he was first in the service of Cornelia.
But though Hyde's attentions were so little obvious, Cornelia was
satisfied. It would have been a poor lover who could not have said
under such circumstances "I love you" a hundred times over; and George
Hyde was not a poor lover. He had naturally the ardent confidence and
daring which delight women, and he had not passed several seasons in
the highest London society without learning all those sweet, occult
ways of making known admiration, which the presence of others renders
both necessary and possible.
About half-past nine, a negro woman came with Cornelia's cloak and
hood. George took them from Arenta's hand and folded the warm circular
round Cornelia's slight figure; and then watched her tie her pretty
pink hood, managing amid the pleasant stir of leave-taking to whisper
some words that sang all night like sweetest music in her heart. It was
Rem, however, that gave her his arm and escorted her to her own door;
and with this rightful privilege to his guest young Hyde was far too
gentlemanly and just to interfere. However, even in this moment of
seeming secondary consideration, he heard a few words which gave him a
delightful assurance of coming satisfaction. For as the two girls stood
in the hall, Arenta said--
"You will come over in the morning, Cornelia?"
"I cannot," answered Cornelia. "After breakfast, I have to go to
Richmond Hill with a message from my mother to Mrs. Adams; and though
father will drive me there I shall most likely have to walk home. But I
will come to you in the afternoon."
"Very well. Then in the morning I will go to Aunt Angelica's with the
winders. I shall then have some news to tell you in the afternoon--that
is, if the town makes us any."
And George, hearing these words, could hardly control his delight. For
he was one of Mrs. Adams' favourites, and so much at home in her house
that he could visit her at any hour of the day without a ceremonious
invitation. And it immediately struck him that his mother had often
desired to know how Mrs. Adams fed her swans, and also that she had
wished for some seeds from her laburnum trees. These things would make
a valid excuse for an early call, as Mrs. Adams might naturally suppose
he was on his way to Hyde Manor.
He took a merry leave of Arenta, and with his mind full of this plan,
went directly to his rooms. The Belvedere Club was this night,
impossible to him. After the angelic Cornelia, he could not take into
his consciousness the hideous Marat, and the savage orgies of the
French Revolution. Such a thought transference would be an impossible
profanation. Indeed, he could consider no other thing, but the
miraculous fact, that Cornelia was going to Mrs. Adams'; and that it
was quite within his power to meet her there.
"'Tis my destiny! 'Tis my happy destiny to love her!" he said softly to
himself. "Such an adorable girl! Such a ravishing beauty is not
elsewhere on this earth!" And he was not conscious of any exaggeration
in such language. Nor was there. He was young, he was rich, he had no
business to consider, no sorrow to sober him, no care of any kind to
mingle with the rapturous thoughts which his transported imagination
and his captivated heart blended with the image of Cornelia.
"I shall tell Mrs. Adams how far gone in love I am," he continued. "She
is herself set on that clever little husband of hers; and 'tis said,
theirs was a love match, beyond all speculation. I shall say to her,
'Help me, madame, to an opportunity'; and I think she will not refuse.
As for my father, I heard him this morning with as much patience as any
Christian could do; but I am resolved to marry Cornelia. I will not
give her up; not for an earldom! not for a dukedom! not for the crown
of England!"
And to these thoughts he flung off, with a kind of passion, his coat
and vest. The action was but the affirmation of his resolve, a
materialization of his will. To have used an oath in connection with
Cornelia would have offended him; but this passionate action asserted
with equal emphasis his unalterable resolve. A tender, gallant,
courageous spirit possessed him. He was carried away by the feelings it
inspired: and nobly so, for alas for that man who professes to be in
love and is not carried away by his feelings; in such case, he has no
feelings worth speaking of!
Joris Hyde allowed the sweet emotions Cornelia had inspired to have,
and to hold, and to occupy his whole being. His heart burned within
him; memories of Cornelia closed his eyes, and then filled them with
adorable visions of her pure, fresh loveliness; his pulses bounded; his
blood ran warm and free as the ethereal ichor of the gods. Sleep was a
thousand leagues away; he was so vivid, that the room felt hot; and he
flung open the casement and sat in a beatitude of blissful hopes and
imaginations.
And after midnight, when dreams fall, the moon came up over Nassau and
Cedar Streets and threw poetic glamours over the antique churches, and
grassy graveyards, and the pretty houses, covered with vines and
budding rosebushes; and this soft shadow of light calmed and charmed
him. In it, he could believe all his dreams possible. He leaned forward
and watched the silvery disc, struggling in soft, white clouds; parting
them, as with hands, when they formed in baffling, airy masses in her
way. And the heavenly traveller was not silent; she had a language he
understood; for as he watched the sweet, strong miracle, he said softly
to himself--
"It is a sign to me! It is a sign! So will I put away every baffling
hindrance between Cornelia and myself. Barriers will only be as those
vaporous clouds. I shall part them with my strong resolves--I shall--I
shall--I--" and he fell asleep with this sense of victory thrilling his
whole being. Then the moon rose higher, and soon came in broad white
bars through the window and lay on his young, handsome, smiling face,
with the same sweet radiance that in the days of the gods glorified the
beautiful shepherd, sleeping on the Ephesian plains.
CHAPTER V
TURNING OVER A NEW LEAF
When Hyde awakened, he was in that borderland between dreams and day
which we call dawn. And as the ear is the last sense to go to sleep,
and the first sense to throw off its lethargy, the voices of men
calling "Milk Ho!" and the shrill childish cries of "Sweep Ho!" were
the first intruders into that pleasant condition between sleeping and
waking, so hard for any of us to leave without a sigh of regret. These
sounds were quickly supplemented by the roll of the heavy carts which
purveyed the only water suitable for drinking and culinary purposes;
and by the sounds of wood-sawing and wood-chopping before the doors of
the adjacent houses--sounds quickly blending themselves with the
shuffling feet of the slaves cleaning the doorsteps and sidewalks, and
chattering, singing, quarrelling the while with their neighbours, or
with other early ministers to the city's domestic wants.
These noises had never before made any impression on him. "I am more
alive than ever I was in my life," he said; and he laughed gayly, and
went to the window. "It is a lovely day; and that is so much in my
favour," he added, "for if it were raining, Cornelia would not leave
the house." Then a big man, with a voice like a bull of Bashan, went
down the opposite side of the street, shouting as he went--"Milk Ho!"
and Hyde considered him. He had a heavy wooden yoke across his
shoulders; and large tin pails, full of milk, hanging from it.
"How English we are!" he exclaimed, with a touch of irony. "We have not
thrown off the yoke, by any means--at Mr. Adams', for instance, I could
believe myself in England. How exclusive is the pompous little
Minister! What respect for office! What adoration for landed gentry!
What supercilious tolerance for tradesmen! Oh, indeed, it confounds me!
But why should I trouble myself? I, who have the most adorable mistress
in the world to think about! What are the kings, presidents, ministers,
knaves of the world to me? Let Destiny shuffle them back and forth. I
am indifferent to whichever is trumps."
Then he fell into a reverie about his proposed visit to Mrs. Adams.
Last night it had appeared to him an easy and natural thing to do. He
was not so sure of his position this morning. Mr. Adams might be
present; he was punctilious in the extreme, and a call without an
invitation at that early hour might be considered an
impertinence--especially if he had no opportunity to enlighten Mrs.
Adams about his love for Miss Moran, and so ask her assistance. Then he
began to doubt whether his mother was on sufficient terms of intimacy
to warrant his speaking about the swans and laburnum seeds--in short,
the visit that had seemed so natural and proper when he first conceived
it, assumed, on reflection, an aspect of difficulty and almost of
impropriety.
But there are times when laissez-aller carries all before it, and Hyde
was in just such a mood. "I'll run the chance," he said. "I'll risk it.
I'll let things take their course." Then he began to dress, and as
doubt of any kind is best ended by action, he gathered confidence as he
did so. Fortunately, there was no hesitation this morning in his mind
about his dress. He was going to ride to Richmond Hill, and he was
quite satisfied with his riding suit. He knew that it was the next
thing to a becoming uniform. He knew that he looked well in it; and he
remembered with complaisance that it was old enough to be individual;
and new enough to be handsome and striking.
And, after all, when a man is in love, to be reasonable is often to be
cowardly. But Hyde was no coward; so then, it was not long ere he put
all fears and doubts behind him and set his musings to the assertion:
"I said to my heart, last night, that I would meet Cornelia at Richmond
Hill this morning. I will not go back on my word. Such fluctuability is
only fit for failure."
When he was dressed he went to his hotel and breakfasted there; for the
"cup of coffee" he had intended to ask of Mrs. Adams appeared, now, a
little presumptuous. In the enthusiasm of the previous night, with
Cornelia's smiles warming his imagination and her words thrilling his
heart, everything had seemed possible and natural; but last night and
this morning were different epochs. Last night, he had been better,
stronger than himself; this morning, he felt all the limitations of
social conveniences and tyrannies. Early as it was, there were many
members and senators present--eating, drinking coffee, and talking of
Franklin, or of the question of the Senate sitting with closed doors,
or of some other of the great little subjects then agitating society.
Hyde took no notice of any of these disputes until a man--evidently an
Englishman--called Franklin "a beggar-on-horseback-Yankee." Then he put
down his knife and fork, and looked steadily at the speaker, saying
with the utmost coolness and firmness--
"You are mistaken, sir. The beggar-on-horseback is generally supposed
to ride to the devil. Franklin rode to the highest posts of political
honour and to the esteem and affection of worthy men in all the
civilized world."
"I understand, I understand, sir," was the reply. "The infatuation of a
nation for some particular genius or leader is very like that of a man
for an ugly woman. When they do get their eyes opened, they wonder what
bewitched them."
"Sir, what is unreasonable is irrefutable." With these words he rose,
pushed aside his chair with a little temper, and, turning, met
Jefferson face to face. The great man smiled, and put his hand
affectionately on Hyde's shoulder. He had evidently heard the
conversation, for when he had made the usual greetings, he added--
"You spoke well, my young friend. Now, I will give you a piece of
advice--when any one abuses a great man in your presence, ask them what
kind of people, THEY admire. You will certainly be consoled." With
these words he took Hyde's chair; and Hyde, casting his eyes a moment
on this tall, loose-limbed man, whose cold blue eyes and red hair
emphasized the stern anger of his whole appearance, was well disposed
to leave the scurrilous Englishman to his power of reproof. Besides,
the badge of mourning which Jefferson wore had reminded him of his own
neglect. Probably, it was the want of this badge that had made the
stranger believe he was speaking to one who would sympathize with his
views.
So he went at once to his tailor's and procured the necessary band of
crape for his arm. But these events took time, and though he rode hard
afterwards, it was quite half-past nine when he drew rein at the door
of Richmond Hill. A slave in a fine livery was lounging there; and he
gave him his card. In a few moments the man returned with an invitation
to dismount and come into the breakfast-room. Thus far, he had suffered
himself to be carried forward by the impulse of his heart; and he still
put firmly down any wonder as to what he should say or do.
He was shown into a bright little parlour with open windows. A table,
elegantly and plentifully spread, occupied the centre of the room; and
sitting at it were the Vice-President and Mrs. Adams; and also their
only daughter, the beautiful, but not very intellectual, Mrs. Smith. It
was easy to see that the meal was really over, and that the trio had
been simply lingering over the table because of some interesting
discussion; and it was quite as easy to understand that his entrance
had put an end to the conversation. Mrs. Adams met him with genuine,
though formal, kindness; Mrs. Smith with courtesy; and the
Vice-President rose, bowed handsomely, hoped he was well, and then
after a minute's reflection said--
"We were talking about the official title proper for General
Washington. What do you think, Lieutenant? Or have you heard General
Hyde express any opinion on the subject?"
"Sir, I do not presume to understand the ceremonials of government. My
father is of the opinion, that 'The President of the United States' has
a Roman and republican simplicity, and that any addition to it would be
derogatory and childish."
"My dear young man, the eyes of the world are upon us. To give a title
to our leaders and rulers belongs to history. In the Roman republic
great conquerors assumed even distinctive titles, as well as national
ones."
"Then our Washington is superior to them. Let us be grateful that he
has not yet called himself--Americanus. I like Doctor Kunz's idea of
Washington best, but I see not how it could be put into a civil title."
"Doctor Kunz! Doctor Kunz! Oh yes, of the Dutch congregation. Pray what
is it?"
"'And there came up a lion out of Judah.' My grandfather is an elder in
that church, and he said the verse and the sermon on it lifted the
people to their feet."
"That might do very well for one side of a state seal; but it is a
proper prefix we need. I don't think we can say 'Your Majesty the
President.'"
"I should think not," replied Mrs. Adams with an air of decision.
"Chief Justice McKean thinks 'His Serene Highness the President of the
United States' is very suitable. Roger Sherman is of the opinion that
neither 'His Highness' nor 'His Excellency' are novel and dignified
enough; and General Muhlenberg says Washington himself is in favour of
'High Mightiness,' the title used by the Stadtholder of Holland."
"That would please the Dutch-Americans," said Mrs. Adams--"if a title
at all is necessary, which I confess I cannot understand. Is it to be
'High Mightiness' then?" she asked with a little laugh.
"I think not. Muhlenberg, however, has seriously offended the President
by making a joke of the proposition; and I must say, it was ill-timed
of Muhlenberg, and not what I should have expected of him."
"But what was the joke?"
"Something to the effect that if the office was certain to be held by
men as large as Washington, the title of 'High Mightiness' would not be
amiss; but that if a little man--say like Aaron Burr--should be
elected, the title would be a ridiculous one. The fact is, Muhlenberg
is against any title whatever but that of 'President of the United
States.'"
"And how will you vote, John?"
"In favour of a title. Certainly, I shall. Your Majesty is a very good
prefix. It would draw the attention of England, and show her that we
were not afraid to assume 'the majesty' of our conquest."
"And if you wish to please France," continued Mrs. Adams--"which seems
the thing in fashion--you might have the prefix 'Citizen.' 'Citizen
Washington' is not bad."
"It is execrable, Mrs. Adams; and I am ashamed that you should make it,
even as a pleasantry."
"Indeed, my friend, there is no foretelling what may be. The French
fever is rising every day. I even may be compelled to drop the
offensive 'Mistress' and call myself Citoyenne Adams. And, after all, I
do believe that the President regards his citizenship far above his
office. What say you, Lieutenant?"
"I think, madame, that fifty, one hundred, one thousand years after
this day, it will be of little importance what prefix is put before the
name of the President. He will be simply GEORGE WASHINGTON in every
heart and on every page."
"That is true," said Mrs. Adams. "Fame uses no prefixes. It is Pompey,
Julius Caesar, Pericles, Alfred, Hampden, Oliver Cromwell. Or it is a
suffix like Alexander the Great; or Richard Coeur-de-Lion. I have no
objection to Washington the Great, or Washington Coeur-de-Lion."
"Washington will do for love and for fame," continued Hyde. "The next
generation may say MR. Madison, or MR. Monroe, or MR. Jay; but they
will want neither prefix nor suffix to Washington, Jefferson,
Franklin,--and, if you permit me, sir--Adams."
The Vice-president was much pleased. He said "Pooh! Pooh!" and stood up
and stepped loftily across the hearth-rug, but the subtle compliment
went warm to his heart, and the real worth of the man's nature came
straight to the front, as he looked, under its influence, the honest,
positive, honourable gentleman that every great occasion found him to
be.
"Well, well," he answered; "heartily, and from our souls, we must do
our best, and then trust to Truth and Time, our name and our memory.
But I must now go to town--our affairs give us no holidays." And then
instantly the room was in a fuss and a flurry. No Englishman could have
made a more bustling exit; and, indeed, even in his physical aspect,
John Adams was a perfect picture of the traditional John Bull. His
natural temperament carried out this likeness: high-mettled as a
game-cock during the Revolutionary war, he was, in politics,
passionate, dogmatic and unconciliating, and in social life ceremonious
and showy as any Englishman could be.
After he had gone, Mrs. Adams proposed a walk in the lovely garden; and
Hyde hoped then to obtain a few words with her. But Mrs. Smith
accompanied them, and introduced immediately a grievance she had
evidently been previously discussing. With a provoking petulance she
told and re-told some slight which Sir John Temple had offered Mr.
Smith: adding always "Lady Temple is very civil to me; but I cannot,
and I will not, exchange visits with any lady who does not pay my
William an equal civility." Enlarging and enlarging on this text, Hyde
found no opportunity to get a word in on his own affairs; and then,
suddenly, as they turned into the main avenue, Doctor Moran and
Cornelia appeared.
Quite as suddenly, Mrs. Adams divined the motive of Hyde's early visit;
she opened her eyes wide, and looked at him with a comprehension so
clear and real that Hyde was compelled to answer, and acknowledge her
suspicion by a look and movement quite as unequivocal. Yet this
instantaneous understanding contained neither promise nor sympathy; and
he could not tell whether he had gained a friend or simply made a
confession.
Doctor Moran was evidently both astonished and annoyed. He stepped out
of his carriage and joined Mrs. Adams but kept Cornelia by his side, so
that Hyde was compelled to escort Mrs. Smith. And Cornelia, beyond a
very civil "Good-morning, sir," gave him no sign. He could watch her
slight, virginal figure, and the bend of her head in answering Mrs.
Adams gave him transient glimpses of her fair face; but there was no
message in all its changes for him. In fact, in spite of Mrs. Smith's
little rill of social complaining, he felt quite "out" of the inner
circle of the company's interests, and he was also deeply mortified at
Cornelia's apparent indifference.
When the party reached the steps before the house door, though Mrs.
Adams certainly invited him to remain, he had come to the conclusion
that he was just the one person NOT wanted at that time; yet as he had
plenty of self-command he completely hid beneath a gay and charming
manner the chagrin and disappointment that were really tormenting him.
For one moment he caught Cornelia's eyes, but his glance was too rapid
and inquisitive. She was embarrassed, and a little frightened by it;
and with a deep blush turned towards Mrs. Smith and said something
trivial about the weather and the fine view. He could not understand
this attitude. Feelings of tenderness, anger, mortification,--feelings
strong and threefold crowded his beating heart and vivid brain. He
longed to set his restless thoughts to rapid movement--to gallop--to
ejaculate--to do any foolish thing that would relieve his sense of
vexation and defeat. But until he was out of sight and hearing he rode
slowly, with the easy air of a man who was only sensitive to the beauty
of his surroundings, and thoroughly enjoying them.
He kept this pace till quite outside the precincts of Richmond Hill,
then he struck his horse with a passion that astonished the animal and
the next moment shamed himself. He stooped instantly and apologized to
the quivering creature; and was as instantly forgiven. Then he began to
talk to himself in those elliptical, unfinished sentences, which the
inner man understands, and so thoroughly finishes--"If I were not
morally sure--It is as plain as can be--How in the name of
wonder?--I'll say so much for myself--I am sorry that I went there--A
couple of uninteresting women--This for you, sir!--Whistled myself up
this morning on a fool's errand--No more! no more to save my
life!--Grant me patience--Mrs. Smith giving herself a parcel of
airs--Oh, adorable Cornelia!"
Such reflections, blended with pet names and apologies to his horse,
brought him in sight of the Van Heemskirk house, and he instantly felt
how good his grandmother's sympathy would be. He saw her at the door,
leaning over the upper-half and watching his approach.
"I knew it was thee!" she cried; "always, the clatter of thy horse's
hoofs says plainly to me, 'Grand-moth-er! grand-moth-er!
grand-moth-er!' Now, then, what is the matter with thee? Disappointed,
wert thou last night?"
"No--but this morning I have been badly used; and I am angry at it."
Then he told her all the circumstances of his visit to Richmond Hill,
and she listened patiently, as was her way with all complainers.
"In too great haste art thou," were her first words. "No worse I think
of Cornelia, because a little she draws back. To want, and to have thy
want, that has been the way with thee all thy life long. Even thy sword
and the battlefield were not denied thee; but a woman's love!--that is
to be won. Little wouldst thou value it, lightly wouldst thou hold it,
if it were thine for the wishing. Thy mother has taught thee to expect
too much."
"And my grandmother?"
"That is so. A very foolish old woman is thy grandmother. Too much she
loves thee, or she had not sent thee to Arenta's last night with her
best ivory winders."
"Oh, Arenta is a very darling! Had she been present this morning, she
had taken the starch out of all our fine talk and fine manners. We
should have chattered like the swallows about pleasant homely things;
and left title-making to graver fools."
"If, now, thou had fallen in love with Arenta, it had been a good
thing."
"If I had not seen Cornelia, I might have adored Arenta--but, then,
Arenta has already a lover."
"So? And pray who is it?"
"Of all men in the world, the gay, handsome Frenchman, Athanase
Tounnerre, a member of the French embassy. How a girl so plainly Dutch
can endure the creature confounds me."
"Stop a little. The grandmother of Arenta was French. Very well I
remember her--a girl all alive, from head to foot; never still. Thy
grandfather used to say, 'In her veins is quick-silver, not blood,'
And, too soon, she wore away her life; Arenta's mother was but a baby,
when she died."
"Ah! So it is! We are the past, as well as the present. As for myself--"
"Thou art thy father over again; only sweeter, and better--that is the
Dutch in thee--the happy, easy-going Dutch--if only thou wert not so
lazy."
"That is the English in me--the self-indulgent, masterful English. So
then, Arenta, being partly French, back to the French she goes. 'Tis
passing strange."
"Of this, art thou sure?"
"I have listened to the man. Every one has. He wears Arenta's name on
his sleeve. He drinks her health in all companies. He will talk to any
stranger he meets, for an hour at a time, about his 'fair Arenta.' I
can but wonder at the fellow. It is inconceivable to me; for though I
am passionately taken with Cornelia Moran, I hide her close in my
heart. I should want to strike any man who breathed her name. Yet it is
said of Athanase de Tounnerre that he paid a visit to every one he
knew, in order to tell them of his felicity."
"And her father? To such a marriage what will he say?"
Hyde stretched out his legs and struck them lightly with his riding
whip. Then, with a smile, he answered, "He will be proud enough in his
heart. Arenta would certainly leave him soon, and the Dutch are very
sensible to the charm of a title. His daughter, the Marquise de
Tounnerre, will be a very great woman in his eyes."
"That is the truth. I was glad for thy mother to be a lady, and go to
Court, and see the Queen. Yes, indeed! in my heart I was proud of it
'Twas about that very thing poor Janet Semple and I became unfriends."
"Indeed, it is the common failing; and at present, there is no one like
the French. I will except the President, and Mr. Adams, and Mr.
Hamilton, and say the rest of us are French mad."
"Thy grandfather, and thy grandmother too, thou may except. And as for
thy father, with a great hatred he names them."
"My father is English; and the English and French are natural and
salutary enemies. I once heard Lord Exmouth say that France was to
England all that Carthage was to Rome--the natural outlet for the
temper of a people so quarrelsome that they would fight each other if
they had not the French to fight."
"Listen! That is thy father's gallop. Far off, I know it. So early in
the morning, what is he coming for?"
"He had an intention to go to Mr. Semple's funeral."
"That is good. Thy grandfather is already gone--" and she looked so
pointedly down at her black petticoat and bodice, that Hyde answered--
"Yes; I see that you are in mourning. Is it for Mr. Franklin, or for
Mr. Semple?"
"Franklin was far off; by my fireside Alexander Semple often sat; and
at my table often he ate. Good friends were we once--good friends are
we now; for all but Love, Death buries."
At this moment General Hyde entered the room. Hurry and excitement were
in his face, though they were well controlled. He gave his hand to
Madame Van Heemskirk, saying--
"Good-morning, mother! You look well, as you always do:"--then turning
to his son and regarding the young man's easy, smiling indifference, he
said with some temper, "What the devil, George, are you doing here, so
early in the day? I have been through the town seeking
you--everywhere--even at that abominable Club, where Frenchmen and
vagabonds of all kinds congregate."
"I was at the Vice-President's, sir," answered George, with a comical
assumption of the Vice-President's manner.
"You were WHERE?"
"At Richmond Hill. I made an early call on Mrs. Adams."
Then General Hyde laughed heartily. "You swaggering dandy!" he replied.
"Did you take a bet at the Belvedere to intrude on His Loftiness? And
have you a guinea or two on supping a cup of coffee with him? Upon my
honour, you must now be nearly at the end of your follies. Mother,
where is the Colonel?"
"He has gone to Elder Semple's house. You know--"
"I know well. For a long time I have purposed to call on the old
gentleman, and what I have neglected I am now justly denied. I meant,
at least, to pay him the last respect; but even that is to-day
impossible. For I must leave for England this afternoon at five
o'clock, and I have more to do than I can well accomplish."
George leaped to his feet at these words. Nothing could have been more
unexpected; but that is the way with Destiny, her movements are ever
unforeseen and inevitable. "Sir," he cried, "what has happened?"
"Your uncle is dying--perhaps dead. I received a letter this morning
urging me to take the first packet. The North Star sails this
afternoon, and I do not wish to miss her, for she flies English
colours, and they are the only ones the Barbary pirates pretend to
respect. Now, George, you must come with me to Mr. Hamilton's office;
we have much business to arrange there; then, while I pay a farewell
visit to the President, you can purchase for me the things I shall
require for the voyage."
So far his manner had been peremptory and decided, but, suddenly, a
sweet and marvellous change occurred. He went close to Madame Van
Heemskirk, and taking both her hands, said in a voice full of those
tones that captivate women's hearts--
"Mother! mother! I bid you a loving, grateful farewell! You have ever
been to me good, and gentle, and wise--the very best of mothers. God
bless you!" Then he kissed her with a solemn tenderness, and Lysbet
understood that he believed their parting to be a final one. She sat
down, weeping, and Hyde with an authoritative motion of the head,
commanding his son's attendance, went hastily out. It was then eleven
o'clock, and there was business that kept both men hurrying here and
there until almost the last hour. It had been agreed that they were to
meet at the City Hotel at four o'clock; and soon after that hour
General Hyde joined his son. He looked weary and sad, and began
immediately to charge George concerning his mother.
"We parted with kisses and smiles this morning," he said; "and I am
glad of it; if I went back, we should both weep; and a wet parting is
not a lucky one. I leave her in your charge, George; and when I send
her word to come to England, look well to her comfort. And be sure to
come with her. Do you hear me?"
"Yes, sir."
"On no account--even if she wishes it--permit her to come alone.
Promise me."
"I promise you, sir. What is there that I would not do for my mother?
What is there I would not do to please you, sir?"
"Let me tell you, George, such words are very sweet to me. As to
yourself, I do not fear for you. It is above, and below reason, that
you should do anything to shame your kindred, living or dead--the
living indeed, you might reconcile; the dead are implacable; and their
vengeance is to be feared."
"I fear not the dead, and I love the living. The honour of Hyde is safe
in my keeping. If you have any advice to give me, sir, pray speak
plainly."
"With all my soul. I ask you, then, to play with some moderation. I ask
you to avoid any entanglement with women. I ask you to withdraw
yourself, as soon as possible, from those blusterers for French
liberty--or rather French license, robbery, and assassination--I tell
you there is going to be a fierce national fracas on the subject. Stand
by the President, and every word he says. Every word is sure to be wise
and right."
"Father, I learnt the word 'Liberty' from your lips. I drew my sword
under your command for 'Liberty.' I know not how to discard an idea
that has grown into my nature as the veining grows into the wood."
"Liberty! Yes; cherish it with your life-blood. But France has polluted
the name and outraged the idea. Neither you nor I can wish to be swept
into the common sewers, being by birth, nobles and aristocrats. Earl
Stanhope, who was heart and soul with the French Revolution while it
was a movement for liberty, has just scratched his name with his own
hand from the revolutionary Club. And Burke, who was once its most
enthusiastic defender, has now written a pamphlet which has given it,
in England, a fatal blow. This news came in my letters to-day." Then
taking out his watch, he rose, saying, "Come, it is time to go to the
ship--MY DEAR GEORGE!"
George could not speak. He clasped his father's hand, and then walked
by his side to Coffee House Slip, where the North Star was lying. There
was no time to spare, and the General was glad of it; for oh, these
last moments! Youth may prolong them, but age has lost youth's rebound,
and willingly escapes their disintegrating emotion. Before either
realized the fact, the General had crossed the narrow plank; it was
quickly withdrawn; the anchor was lifted to the chanty of "Homeward
bound boys," and the North Star, with wind and tide in her favour, was
facing the great separating ocean.
George turned from the ship in a maze. He felt as if his life had been
cut sharply asunder; at any rate, its continuity was broken, and what
other changes this change might bring it was impossible to foresee. In
any extremity, however, there is generally some duty to do; and the
doing of that duty is the first right step onward. Without reasoning on
the matter, George followed this plan. He had a letter to deliver to
his mother; it was right that it should be delivered as soon as
possible; and indeed he felt as if her voice and presence would be the
best of all comfort at that hour; so late as it was, he rode out to
Hyde Manor. His mother, with a lighted candle in her hand, opened the
door for him.
"I thought it was thy father, Joris," she said; "but what? Is there
anything wrong? Why art thou alone?"
"There is nothing wrong, dear mother. Come, I will tell you what has
happened."
Then she locked the door carefully, and followed her son into the small
parlour, where she had been sitting. He gave her his father's letter,
and assumed for her sake, the air of one who has brought good tidings.
She silently read, and folded it; and George said, "It was the most
fortunate thing, the North Star being ready for sea. Father could
hardly have had a better boat; and they started with wind and tide in
their favour. We shall hear in a few weeks from him. Are you not
pleased, mother?"
"It is too late, Joris;--twenty years too late. And I wish not to go to
England. Very unhappy was I in that cold, grey country. Very happy am I
here."
"But you must have expected this change?"
"Not until your cousin died was there any thought of such a thing. And
long before that, we had built and begun to love dearly this home. I
wish, then, it had been God's will that your cousin had not died."
"My father--"
"Ah, Joris, your father has always longed in his heart for England.
Like a weaning babe that never could be weaned was he. In many ways, he
has lately shown me that he felt himself to be a future English earl.
And thou too? Wilt thou become an Englishman? Then this fair home I
have made for thee will forget thy voice and thy footstep. Woe is me! I
have planted and planned, for whom I know not."
"You have planned and planted for your Joris. I swear to you that I
like England as little as you do. I despise the tomfoolery of courts
and ceremonies. I count an earl no better than any other honourable
gentleman. I desire most of all to marry the woman I love, and live
here in the home that reminds me of you wherever I turn. I want your
likeness on the great stairway, and in all the rooms; so that those who
may never see your face may love you; and say, 'How good she looks! How
beautiful she is!'"
"So true art thou! So loving! So dear to me! Even in England I can be
happy if I think of thee Here--filling these big rooms with good
company; riding, shooting, over thine own land, fishing in thy own
waters, telling thy boys and girls how dear grandmother had this pond
dug--this hedge planted--these woods filled with game--these streams
set with willows--these summerhouses built for pleasure. Oh, I have
thought ever as I worked, I shall leave my memory here--and here--and
here again--for never, Joris, never, dear Joris, while thou art in this
world, must thou forget me!"
"Never! Never, oh never, dear, dear mother!"
And that night they said no more. Both felt there would be plenty of
time in the future to consider whatever changes it might have in store
for them.
CHAPTER VI
AUNT ANGELICA
The first changes referred especially to Hyde's life, and were not
altogether approved by him. His pretence of reading law had to be
abandoned, for he had promised to remain at home with his mother, and
it would not therefore be possible for him to dawdle about Pearl Street
and Maiden Lane watching for Cornelia. But he had that happy and
fortunate temper that trusts to events; and also, he soon began to
realize that if circumstances alter cases, they also alter feelings.
For, looking upon Hyde Manor as the future home of himself and his
wife--and that wife, happily, Cornelia--he found it very easy to take
an almost eager interest in all that concerned its welfare and beauty.
"How good! How unselfish he is!" thought his mother. "Never before has
he been so ready to listen and so willing to please me." But, really,
the work soon became delightful to him. The passion for land and for
its improvement--the ruling passion of an Englishman--was not absent in
George; it was only latent, and the idea of home, of his own personal
home, developed it with amazing rapidity. He was soon able to make
excellent suggestions to his mother; for her ideas, beautiful enough in
the cultivation of flat surfaces, did not embody the grander
possibilities of the higher lands near the river. But George saw every
advantage, and with great ability directed his little gang of labourers
among the rocks and woody crags of the yet unplanted wilderness.
In spite of their anxiety about the General, in spite of George's
longing to see Cornelia, these early summer days, with their glory of
sunshine and shade and their miracles of growth, were very happy days;
though madame reached her happiness by putting the future quite out of
her thoughts, and George reached his by anticipating the future as the
fruition of the present. Never since his early boyhood had madame and
her son been so near and so dear to each other; for her
brother-in-law's probable death and her husband's dangerous journeying
released her from social engagements, and permitted her to spend her
time in the employments and the companionship she loved best of all.
George, while accepting for himself the same partial seclusion, had
more freedom. He rode into town three or four times every week; got the
news of the clubs and the streets; loitered about Maiden Lane and the
shopping district; and when disappointed and vexed at events went to
his Grandmother Van Heemskirk for sympathy. For, as yet, he hesitated
about naming Cornelia to his mother. He was sure she was aware of his
passion, and her reticence on the subject made him fear she was going
to advocate the fulfilment of his father's promise. And he had such a
singular delicacy about the girl he loved that he could not endure the
thought of bandying her name about in an angry discussion. Added to
this fine sense was an adoring love for his mother. She was in anxiety
enough, and would be, until she heard of her husband's safety; why,
then, should he add his anxiety to hers?
Yet he was not happy about Cornelia. Since that unfortunate morning at
Richmond Hill they had never met. If she saw him go up or down Maiden
Lane, she made no sign. Several times Arenta's face at her parlour
window had given him a passing hope; but Arenta's own love affairs were
just then at a very interesting point; and, besides, she regarded the
young Lieutenant's admiration for her friend as only one of his many
transient enthusiasms.
"If there was anything real in it," she reflected, "Cornelia would have
talked about him; and that she has never done." Then she began to
remember, with pride, the very sensible behaviour of her own lover. "My
Athanase," she reflected, "did not give me an hour's rest until we were
engaged. He insisted on talking to father about our marriage
settlements and our future--in fact, he made of love a thing possible
and practical. A lover like Joris Hyde is not, I think, very fortunate."
She did not understand that the quality of love in its finest
revelation desires, after its first sweet inception, a little period of
withdrawal--it wonders at its strange happiness--broods over it--is
fearful of disturbing emotions so exquisite--prefers the certainty of
its delicious suspense to a more definite understanding, and finds a
keen strange delight in its own poignant anxieties and hopes. These are
the birth pangs of an immortal love--of a love that knows within
itself, that it is born for Eternity, and need not to hurry the
three-score-and-ten years of time to a consummation.
Of such noble lineage was the love of Cornelia for Joris Hyde. His
gracious, beautiful youth, seemed a part of her own youth; his ardent,
tender glances had filled her heart with a sweet trouble that she did
not understand. It was the most natural thing in the world that she
should wish to be apart; that she should desire to brood over feelings
so strangely happy; and that in this very brooding they should grow to
the perfect stature of a luminous and unquenchable affection.
Joris was moved by a sentiment of the same kind, though in a lesser
degree. The masculine desire to obtain, and the delightful
consciousness that he possessed, at least, the tremendous advantage of
asking for the love he craved, roused him from the sweet torpor to
which delicious, dreamy love had inclined him.
"I have thought of Cornelia long enough," he said one delightful summer
morning; "with all my soul I now long to see her. And it is not an
impossible thing I desire. In short, there is some way to compass it."
Then a sudden, invincible persuasion of success came to him; he
believed in his own good fortune; he had a conviction that the very
stars connived with a true lover to work his will. And under this
enthusiasm he galloped into town, took his horse to a stable, and then
walked towards Maiden Lane.
In a few moments he saw Arenta Van Ariens. She was in a mist of blue
and white, with flowing curls, and fluttering ribbons; and a general
air of happiness. He placed himself directly in her path, and doffed
his beaver to the ground as she approached.
"Well, then," she cried, with an affected air of astonishment, "who
would have thought of seeing you? Your retirement is the talk of the
town."
"And pray what does the town say?"
"Some part of it says you have lost your fortune at cards; another part
says you have lost your heart and got no compensation for it. 'Tis
strange to see the folly of young people of this age," she added, with
a little pretended sigh of superior wisdom.
"As if you, also, had not lost your heart!" exclaimed Hyde.
"No, sir! I have exchanged mine for its full value. Where are you
going?"
"With you."
"In a word, no. For I am going to Aunt Angelica's."
"Upon my honour, it is to your Aunt Angelica's I desire to go most of
all!"
"Now I understand. You have found out that Cornelia Moran is going
there. Are you still harping on that string? And Cornelia never said
one word to me. I do not approve of such deceit. In my love affairs I
have always been open as the day."
"I assure you that I did NOT know Miss Moran was going there. I had not
a thought of Madame Jacobus until we met. To tell the very truth, I
came into town to look for you."
"For me? And why, pray?"
"I want to see Miss Moran. If I cannot see her, then I want to hear
about her. I thought you, of all people, could tell me the most and the
best. I assured myself that you had infinite good temper. Now, pray do
not disappoint me."
"Listen! We meet this afternoon at my aunt's, to discuss the dresses
and ceremonies proper for a very fine wedding."
"For your own wedding, in fact--Is not that so?"
"Well, then?"
"Well, then, who knows more on that subject than Joris Hyde? Was I not,
last year, at Lady Betty Somer's splendid nuptials; and at Fanny
Paget's, and the Countess of Carlisle's? Indeed, I maintain that in
such a discussion I am an absolute necessity. And I wish to know
Madame Jacobus. I have long wished to know her. Upon my honour, I think
her to be one of the most interesting women in New York!"
"I will advise you a little. Save your compliments until you can say
them to my aunt. I never carry a word to any one."
"Then take me with you, and I will repeat them to her face."
"So? Well, then, here we are, at her very door. I know not what she
will say--you must make your own excuses, sir."
As she was speaking, they ascended the white steps leading to a very
handsome brick house on the west side of Broadway. It had wide iron
piazzas and a fine shady garden at the back, sloping down to the river
bank; and had altogether, on the outside, the very similitude of a
wealthy and fashionable residence. The door was opened by a very dark
man, who was not a negro, and who was dressed in a splendid and
outlandish manner--a scarlet turban above his straight black hair, and
gold-hooped earrings, and a long coat or tunic, heavily embroidered in
strange devices.
"He was an Algerine pirate," whispered Arenta. "My Uncle Jacob brought
him here--and my aunt trusts him--I would not, not for a moment."
As soon as the front door closed, Joris perceived that he was in an
unusual house. The scents and odours of strange countries floated about
it. The hall contained many tall jars, full of pungent gums and roots;
and upon its walls the weapons of savage nations were crossed in idle
and harmless fashion. They went slowly up the highly polished stairway
into a large, low parlour, facing the vivid, everyday business drama of
Broadway; but the room itself was like an Arabian Night's dream, for
the Eastern atmosphere was supplemented by divans and sofas covered
with rare cashmere shawls, and rugs of Turkestan, and with cushions of
all kinds of oriental splendour. Strange tables of wonderful mosaic
work held ivory carvings of priceless worth; and porcelain from unknown
lands. Gods and goddesses from the yellow Gehenna of China and the
utterable idolatry of India, looked out with brute cruelty, or
sempiternal smiles from every odd corner; or gazed with a fascinating
prescience from the high chimney-piece upon all who entered.
The effect upon Hyde was instantaneous and uncanny. His Saxon-Dutch
nature was in instant revolt against influences so foreign and
unnatural. Arenta was unconsciously in sympathy with him; for she said
with a shrug of her pretty shoulders, as she looked around, "I have
always bad dreams after a visit to this room. Do these things have a
life of their own? Look at the creature on that corner shelf! What a
serene disdain is in his smile! He seems to gaze into the very depths
of your soul. I see that there is a curtain to his shrine; and I shall
take leave to draw it." With these words she went to the scornful
divinity, and shut his offending eyes behind the folds of his
gold-embroidered curtain.
Hyde watched her flitting about the strange room, and thought of a
little brown wren among the poisonous, vivid splendours of tropical
swamp flowers. So out of place the pretty, thoughtless Dutch girl
looked among the spoils of far India, and Central America, and of
Arabian and African worship and workmanship. But when the door opened,
and Madame Jacobus, with soft, gliding footsteps entered, Hyde
understood how truly the soul, if given the wherewithal, builds the
habitation it likes best. Once possessed of marvellous beauty, and yet
extraordinarily interesting, she seemed the very genius of the room and
its strange, suggestive belongings. She was unusually tall, and her
figure had kept its undulating, stately grace. Her hair, dazzlingly
white, was piled high above her ample brow, held in place with jewelled
combs and glittering pins. Her face had lost its fine oval and youthful
freshness, but who of any feeling or intelligence would not have far
preferred the worn countenance, expressing in a thousand sensitive
shades and emotions the story of her life and love? And if every other
beauty had failed, Angelica's eyes would have atoned for the loss. They
were large, softly-black, slow-moving, or again, in a moment, flashing
with the fire that lay hidden in the dark pit of the iris.
It was said that her slaves adored her, and that no man who came within
her influence had been able to resist her power--no man, perhaps, but
Captain Jacobus; and he had not resisted, he had been content to
exercise over her a power greater than her own. He had made her his
wife; he had lavished on her for ten years the spoils of the four
quarters of the world; and his worship of her had only been equalled by
her passionate attachment to him. Ten years of love, and then parting
and silence--unbroken silence. Yet she still insisted that he was
alive, and would certainly come back to her. With this faith in her
heart, she had refused to put on any symbol of loss or mourning. She
kept his fine house open, his room ready, and herself constantly
adorned for his home-coming. Society, which insists on uniformity, did
not approve of this unreasonable hope. It expected her to adopt the
garments of widowhood for a time, and then make a match in accordance
with the great fortune Captain Jacobus had left her. But Angelica
Jacobus was a law unto herself; and society was compelled to take her
with those apologizing shrugs it gives to whatever is original and
individual.
She came in with a smile of welcome. She was always pleased that her
fine home should be seen by those strange to it; and perhaps was
particularly pleased that General Hyde's son should be her visitor. And
as Joris was determined to win her favour, there was an almost
instantaneous birth of good-will.
"Let me kiss your hand, madame," said the handsome young fellow,
lifting the jewelled fingers in his own. "I have heard that my father
had once that honour. Do not put me below him;" and with the words he
touched with his warm lips the long white fingers.
Her laugh rang merrily through the dim room, and she answered--"You are
Dick Hyde's own son--nothing else. I see that"--and she drew the young
man towards the light and looked with a steady pleasure into his
smiling face as she asked--
"What brought you here this morning, sir?"
"Madame, I have heard my father speak of you; I have seen you; can you
wonder that I desired to know you? This morning I met Miss Van Ariens,
and when she said she was coming here, I found myself unable to resist
the temptation of coming with her."
"Let me tell you something, aunt. I think Lieutenant Hyde can be of
great service to us. He took part in several noble English weddings
last year, and he offers his advice in our consultation to-day."
"But where is Cornelia? I thought she would come with you."
"She will be here in a few minutes. I saw her half-an-hour ago."
"What a beautiful girl she has become!" said madame.
"She is an angel," said Hyde.
Angelica laughed. "The man who calls a woman an angel has never had any
sisters," she answered; "but, however, she has beauty enough to set
young hearts ablaze. I like the girl, and I wonder not that others do
the same."
Even as she spoke Cornelia entered. There was a little flush and hurry
on her face; but oh, how innocent and joyous it was! Quick-glancing,
sweetly smiling, she entered the musky, scented parlour, and in her
white robe and white hat stood like a lily in its light and gloom. And
when she turned to Hyde an ineffable charm and beauty illumed her
countenance. "How glad I am to see you!" she said, and the very ring of
gladness was in her voice. "And how strange that we should meet here!"
"That is so," replied Madame Jacobus. "One can never see where the
second little bird comes from."
"Am I late, madame? Surely your clock is wrong."
"My clock is never wrong, Cornelia, A Dutch clock will always go just
about so. Come, now, sit down, and let us talk of such follies as
weddings and wedding gowns."
In this conversation Hyde triumphantly redeemed his promise of
assistance. He could describe with a delightful accuracy--or
inaccuracy--the lovely toilets and pretty accessories of the high
English wedding feasts of the previous year. And in some subtle way he
threw into these descriptions such a glamour of romance, such
backgrounds of old castles and chiming bells, of noble dames glittering
with gems, and village maids scattering roses, of martial heroes, and
rejoicing lovers, all moving in an atmosphere of song and sunshine,
that the little party sat listening, entranced, with sympathetic eyes
drinking in his wonderful descriptions.
Madame Jacobus was the first to interrupt these pretty reminiscences.
"All this is very fine," she said, "but the most of it is no good for
us. The satin and the lace and even the gems, we can have; the music
can be somehow managed, and we shall not make a bad show as to love and
beauty. But castles and lords and military pomp, and old cathedrals
hung with battle flags-- Such things are not to be had here, and, in
plain truth, they are not necessary for the wedding of a simple maid
like our Arenta."
"You forget, then, that my Athanase is of almost royal descent," said
Arenta. "A very old family are the Tounnerres--older, indeed, than the
royal Capets."
"No one is to-day so poor as to envy the royal Capets; and as for an
ancient family, Captain Jacobus used to speak of his forefathers as
'the old fellows whom the flood could not wash away.' Jacobus always
put his ideas in such clear, forcible words. What I want to know is
this--where is the ceremony to be performed?"
"The civil ceremony is to be at the French Embassy," answered Arenta
with some pride.
"Is that all there is to it?"
"Aunt! How could you imagine that I should be satisfied with a civil
ceremony? My father also insists upon a religious ceremony; and my
Athanase told him he was willing to marry me in every church in
America. I am not Gertrude Kippon! No, indeed! I insist on everything
being done in a moral and respectable manner. My father spoke of Doctor
Kunz for the religious part."
"I like not Doctor Kunz," answered madame. "Bishop Provoost and the
Episcopal service is the proper thing. Doctor Kunz will be sure to say
some sharp words--his tongue is full of them--he stands too stiff--he
does not use his hands gracefully--his walk and carriage is not
dignified--and he looks at you through spectacles--and I, for one, do
not like to be looked at through spectacles. We must decide for the
Episcopal church."
"And the little trip after it," continued Arenta. "Lieutenant Hyde says
that, in England, it is now the proper thing."
"But in America it is not the proper thing. It is a rude unmannerly way
to run off with a bride. We are not red Indians, nor is the Marquis
carrying you by force from some hostile tribe. The nuptial trip is a
barbarism. I am now weary. Lieutenant, take Miss Moran and show her my
garden. I tell you, it is worth walking through; and when you have seen
the flowers, Arenta and I will give you a cup of tea."
Arenta would gladly have gone into the garden also, but her aunt
detained her. "Can you not see," she asked, "that those two are in love
with each other? Give love its hour. They do not want your company."
"And for that very reason I wish to go with them. My brother is in love
with Cornelia, and I am for Rem, and not for a stranger--also, my
father and Cornelia's father are both for Rem; and, besides, Doctor
Moran hates the Hydes. He will not let Cornelia marry the man."
"HE WILL NOT LET! When did Doctor John become omnipotent? Love laughs
at fathers, as well as at locksmiths. And if Doctor John is against
young Hyde, then I shall the more cheerfully be for him--a pleasant,
handsome youth as ever I saw, is he; and Doctor John--well, he is
neither pleasant nor handsome."
"Aunt Angelica! I am astonished at you! Every one will contradict what
you say."
"For that reason, I will maintain it. It is not my way to shout with
the multitude."
With some hesitation, yet quite carried away by Hyde's personal longing
and impulse, Cornelia went into the garden with her lover. It was a
green, shady place, full of great maple-trees and flowering vines and
shrubs, and patches of green grass. All kinds of sweet old-fashioned
flowers grew there, mingling their scent with the strawberries' perfume
and the woody odours of the ripening cherries. They were alone in this
lovely place; the high privet hedges hid them from the outside world,
and the babble and rumble of Broadway came to them only as the murmur
of noise in a dream. Speechless with joy, Hyde clasped Cornelia's
slender fingers, and they went together down the few broad low steps
which led them into the green shadows of the trees. How soft was the
grassy turf! How exquisite the westering sunlight, sifting through the
maple leaves! They looked into each other's eyes and smiled, but were
too happy to speak. For they had suddenly come into that land, which is
east of the sun, and west of the moon; that land not laid down on any
chart, but which we feel to be our rightful heritage.
Slowly, as they stepped, they came at length to a little summerhouse.
It was covered with a thick jessamin vine; and the mysterious,
languorous perfume of its starlike flowers filled the narrow
resting-place with the very atmosphere of love. They sat down there,
and in a few moments the seal was broken and Hyde's heart found out all
the sweetest words that love could speak. Cornelia trembled; she
blushed, she smiled, she suffered herself to be drawn close to his
side; and, at last, in some sweet, untranslatable way, she gave him the
assurance of her love. Then they found in delicious silence the
eloquence that words were incompetent to translate; time was forgotten,
and on earth there was once more an interlude of heavenly harmony in
which two souls became one and Paradise was regained.
Arenta's voice, petulant and not pleasant, broke the charm. With a sigh
they rose, dropped each other's hand, and went out of their heaven on
earth to meet her.
"Tea is waiting," she said, "and Rem is waiting, and my aunt is tired,
and you two have forgotten that the clock moves." Then they laughed,
and laughter is always fatal to feeling; the magical land of love was
suddenly far away, and there was the sound of china, and the heavy
tones of Rem's voice--dissatisfied, if not angry--and Arenta's lighter
fret; and they stood once more among fetishes and forms so foreign,
fabulous and fantastical, that it was difficult to pass from the land
of love, and all its pure delights, into their atmosphere.
It would have been harder but for Madame Jacobus. She understood; and
she sympathized; and there was a kindly element in her nature which
disposed her to side with the lovers. Her smile,--quick and short as a
flash of the eyes--revealed to Hyde her intention of favour, and
without one spoken word, these two knew themselves to be of the same
mind. And, in parting, she held his hand while she talked, saying at
last the very words he longed to hear--
"We shall expect you again on Thursday, Lieutenant. Everything is yet
undecided, and the work you have begun, it is right that you should
finish."
He answered only, "Thank you, madame!" but he accompanied the words
with a look which asked so much, and confessed so much, that madame
felt herself to be a silent confidante and a not unwilling accomplice.
And when she had closed the door on her guests, she acknowledged it.
"But then," she whispered, "I always did dearly love a lover; and this
promises to be a love affair that will need my help--plenty of good
honest hatred for it to combat--and wealth and rank and all sorts of
conflicting conditions to get the better of--Well, then, my help is
ready. In plain truth, I don't like such perfection as Doctor John; and
my nephew Rem is not interesting. He is sulky, and Hyde is
good-tempered, just like his father, too; and there never was a more
fascinating man than Dick Hyde. HE-HO! I remember!--I remember!--and
yet I dare say Dick has forgotten my very name--this is a marriage that
will exactly suit me--I don't care who is against it!" Then she said
softly to herself--
"REM went to Cornelia as they were about to leave, and he reminded her
that, by her permission, he had come to walk home with her.
"CORNELIA turned to Hyde, excused herself, and, cool and silent, took
her place by Rem's side.
"HYDE accepted the position with a smile, and a gracious bow, and then
joined Arenta.
"ARENTA was far less agreeable than she ought to have been; for both
she and her brother had a kind of divination. They knew, in spite of
appearances, that Rem had not got the best of Joris Hyde. I am quick in
my observations, and I know this is so. Well then, it is a very
interesting affair as it stands--and it is like to grow far more
interesting. I am not opposed to that. I shall enjoy it. Hyde and
Cornelia ought to marry--and they have my good wishes."
As for Hyde, no thought that could mar the sweetness and joy of this
fortunate hour came into his mind. Neither Rem's evident hatred, nor
Arenta's disapproval, nor yet Cornelia's silence, troubled him. He had
within his heart a talisman that made everything propitious. And he was
so joyous that the people whom he passed on the street caught happiness
from him. Men and women alike turned to look after the youth, for they
felt the virtue of his passing presence, and wondered what it might
mean. Even the necessary parting from Cornelia was only a phase of this
wonderful gladness; for Love never fails of his token, and, though
Arenta's sharp eyes could not discover it, Hyde received the silent
message that was meant for him, and for him only. That one thought made
his heart bound and falter with its exquisite delight--for him
only--for him only, was that swift but certain assurance; that
instantaneous bright flash of love that held in it all heaven and
earth, and left him, as he told himself again and again, the happiest
man in all the world.
He was hardly responsible for his actions at this hour; for when a
swift gallop brought him to the Van Heemskirk house, he quite
unconsciously struck the door some rapid, forceful blows, with his
riding whip. His grandfather opened it with an angry face.
"I thought it was thee," he said. "Now, then, in such lordly fashion,
whom didst thou summon? dog or slave, was it?"
"Oh, grandfather, I intended no harm. Did I strike so hard? Upon my
word, I meant it not."
At this moment Madame Van Heemskirk came quickly forward. She turned a
face of disapproval on her husband, and asked sharply, "Why dost thou
complain?"
"I like not my house-door struck so rudely, Lysbet. No man in all
America, but Joris Hyde, would dare to do it."
At these words Joris flung himself from his horse and clasped his
grandfather's hand. "I did wrong," he said warmly; "but I am beside
myself with happiness; and I thought of nothing but telling you. My
heart was in such a hurry that my hands forgot how to behave
themselves."
"So happy as that, art thou? Good! Come in, and tell us what has
happened to thee."
But Lysbet divined the joy in her grandson's face; and she said softly
as he seated himself at the open window where his grandfather's chair
was placed--
"It is Cornelia?"
"Yes, it is Cornelia. She loves me! The most charming girl the sun ever
shone upon loves me. It is incredible! It is amazing! I cannot believe
in my good fortune. Will you assure me it is possible? I want to hear
some one say so--and who is there but my grandfather and you? I do not
like to tell my mother, just yet. What do you say?"
"I say that thou hast chosen a good girl for a wife. God bless thee,"
answered Lysbet with great emotion.
Van Heemskirk smiled, but was silent; and Hyde stooped forward, gently
moved his long pipe away from his lips, and said, "Grandfather, speak,
You know Cornelia Moran?"
"I have seen her. With thee I saw her--walking with thee--dancing with
thee. A great beauty I thought her. Thy grandmother says she is good.
Well, then, the love of a good, beautiful girl, is something to be glad
over. Not twice in a lifetime comes such great fortune. But make up thy
mind to expect much opposition. Doctor John and thy father were ever
unfriends. Thy father has other plans for thee; Cornelia's father has
doubtless other plans for her. Few men can stand against Doctor John;
he has the word, and the way, to carry all before him. I know not how
the little Cornelia can dare to disobey him."
"She has said 'yes' to me; and, before heaven and earth, she will stand
by it."
"Say that much. And of thyself, art thou sure?"
"Why art thou throwing cold water on such sweet hopes?" said Lysbet to
her husband.
"Because, when love flames beyond duty and honour and all expediences,
Lysbet, some one a little cold water ought to throw. And THOU will not
do it. No! Rather, would thou add fuel to the flame."
"I know not what you mean, sir," said Hyde, vaguely troubled by his
grandfather's words.
"I think thou knowest well what I mean. Thy father has told thee that
thy duty and thy honour are pledged to Annie Hyde."
"I never pledged! Never!"
"But, as in thy baptism thy father made vows for thee, so also for thy
marriage he made promises. Noble birth has responsibility, as well as
privilege. For thyself alone it is not permitted thee to live, from
both the past and the future there are demands on thee."
"Grandfather, this living for the future is the curse of the English
land-owners. They enjoy not the present, for they are busy taking care
of the years they will never see. Their sons are in their way; it is
their grandsons and their great-grandsons that interest them. Why
should my father plan for my marriage? He may be Earl Hyde for twenty
years--and I hope he will. For twenty years Cornelia and I can be happy
here in America; and twenty years is a great opportunity. Everything
can happen in twenty years. Of one thing I am sure--I will marry
Cornelia Moran, even if I run away with her to the ends of the earth."
"'Run away with her.' To be sure! That is in the blood;" and the old
man looked sternly back to the days when Hyde's father ran away with
his own little daughter.
With some anger Lysbet answered his thoughts. "What art thou talking
about? What art thou thinking of? Many good men have run away with
their wives. This almighty Doctor John ran away with his wife. Did not
Ava Willing leave her father's house and her friends and her faith for
him? And did not the Quakers read her out of their Meeting for her
marriage?--and I blame them not. Doctor John was no match for Ava
Willing. More, too, if thou must look back; remember one May night,
when thou and I sat by the Collect in the moonlight, and thou gave me
this ring. What did thou say to me that night?"
"'Tis years ago, Lysbet, and If I have forgotten--"
"Forgotten! Well, then, men do forget; but they may be thankful that
God has so made women that they do NOT forget. The words thou said that
night have been singing in my heart for fifty years; and yet, if thou
must be told, some of those words were about RUNNING AWAY WITH
THEE;--for, at the first, my father liked thee not."
"Lysbet! My sweet Lysbet! I have not forgotten. For thy dear sake I
will stand by Joris, though in doing so I am sure I shall make some
unfriends."
"Good, my husband. I take leave to say that thou art doing right."
"Well, then," said Hyde, "if my grandmother stand by me, and you also,
sir; and also Madame Jacobus--"
"Madame Jacobus!" cried Lysbet.
"Yes, indeed!" answered Hyde. "'Tis to her understanding and kindness I
owe my opportunity; and she gave me, also, one look which I cannot
pretend to misunderstand--a look of clear sympathy--a look that
promised help."
"She is a clever woman," said Van Heemskirk. "If Joris has her good
will it is not to be thrown away."
"I like her not," said Lysbet. "With my grandson, with my affairs, why
should she meddle? Pray, now, what took thee, Joris, to her house? It
is full of idolatries and graven images. Doctor Kunz once wrote to her
a letter about them. He said she ought to remember the Second
Commandment. And she wrote to him a letter, and told him to trouble
himself with his own business. Much anger and shame there might have
been out of this, but Angelica Jacobus is rich, and she is generous to
the church, and to the poor; and Doctor Kunz said to the elders, 'Let
her alone, for there is a savour of righteousness in her;' and when she
heard of that, she was pleased with the Doctor, and sent him one
hundred dollars for the Indian Mission. But, Joris, she is no good to
thee. I hear many queer stories of her."
"Downright lies, all of them," replied Hyde. Then he rose, saying, "I
must ride onward. My mother will not sleep until she sees me."
"It is nearly dark," said Van Heemskirk, "and to-night thou art in the
clouds. The land and the water will be alike to thee. Rest until the
morning."
"I fear not the dark. I know the road by night or by day."
"Yet, even so, mind what I tell thee--if thou ride in the dark, be not
wiser than thy beast."
Then they walked with him to the door, and watched him leap to his
saddle and ride into the twilight trembling over the misty meadows,
trickling with dews. And a great melancholy fell over them, and they
could not resume the conversation. Joris re-lit his pipe, and Lysbet
went softly and thoughtfully about her household duties. It was one of
those hours in which Life distills for us her vague melancholy wine;
and Joris and Lysbet drank deeply of it.
The moon was in its third day, and the silent crescent has no calmer
and sweeter time; yet Joris it inclined to a sad presentiment. "In my
heart there is a fear, Lysbet," he said softly. "I think our boy has
gone a road he will dearly rue. I foresee disputing, and wounded
hearts, and lives made barren by many disappointed hopes."
"Nothing of the kind," answered Lysbet cheerfully. "Our little Joris is
so happy to-night, why wilt thou think evil for him? To think evil is
to bring evil. Out of foolishness or perchance such a great love has
not come. No, indeed! That it comes from heaven I am sure; and to
heaven I will leave its good fortune."
"Pleasant are thy hopes, Lysbet; but, too often, vain and foolish."
"Thy reasoning, is it any wiser? No. Often I have found it wrong. One
thing the years have said to me, it is this--'Lysbet put not thy
judgment in the place of Providence. If thou trust Providence, thou
hast the easy heart of a child of God; if thou trust to thine own
judgment, thou hast the troubled heart of an anxious woman.'"
CHAPTER VII
ARENTA'S MARRIAGE
For a few weeks, Hyde's belief that the very stars would connive with a
true lover seemed a reliable one. Madame Jacobus, attracted at their
first meeting to the youth, soon gave him an astonishing affection. And
yet this warm love of an old woman for youth and beauty was a very
natural one--a late development of the maternal instinct leading her
even to what seemed an abnormal preference. For she put aside her
nephew's claims with hardly a thought, and pleased herself day by day
in so managing and arranging events that Hyde and Cornelia met, as a
matter of course. Arenta was not, however, deceived; she understood
every maneuvre, but the success of her own affairs depended very much
on her aunt's cooperation and generosity, and so she could not afford,
at this time, to interfere for her brother.
"But I shall alter things a little as soon as I am married," she told
herself. "I will take care of that. At this time I must see, and hear,
and say nothing. I must act politely--for I am always polite--and
Athanase also is in favour of politeness--but I take leave to say that
Joris Hyde shall not carry so much sail when a few weeks are gone by.
So happy he looks! So pleased with himself! So sure of all he says and
does! I am angry at him all the time. Well, then, it will be a
satisfaction to abate a little the confidence of this cock-sure young
man."
Arenta's feelings were in kind and measure shared by several other
people; Doctor Moran held them in a far bitterer mood; but he,
also,--environed by circumstances he could neither alter nor
command,--was compelled to satisfy his disapproval with promises of a
future change. For the wedding of Arenta Van Ariens had assumed a great
social importance. Arenta herself had talked about the affair until all
classes were on the tiptoe of expectation. The wealthy Dutch families,
the exclusive American set, the home and foreign diplomatic circles,
were alike looking forward to the splendid ceremony, and to the great
breakfast at Peter Van Ariens' house, and to the ball which Madame
Jacobus was to give in the evening. None of the younger people had ever
been in madame's fantastic ballroom, and they were eager for this entry
into her wonderful house. For their mothers--seeing things through the
mists of Time--had, innocently enough, exaggerated the marvels of the
Chinese lanterns, the feather flowers and gorgeously plumed birds, the
cases of tropical butterflies and beetles, and the fascination of the
pagan deities, until they were ready to listen to any tale about Madame
Jacobus and to swallow it like cream.
So Doctor Moran, being physician and family friend to most of the
invited guests, had to listen to such reminiscences and anticipations
wherever he went. He knew that he could not talk against the great
public current, and that in the excited state of social feeling it
would be a kind of treason even to hint disapproval of Arenta, or of
any of her friends or doings. But he suffered. He was questioned by
some, he was enlightened by others; his opinion was asked about dresses
and ceremonies, he was constantly congratulated on his daughter's
prominence as bridesmaid, and he was sent for professionally, that he
might be talked to socially. Yet if he ventured to hint
dissatisfaction, or to express himself by a scornful "Pooh! Pooh!" he
was answered by looks of such astonishment, of such quick-springing
womanly suspicions, that he could not doubt the kind of conversation
which followed his exit:
"Do you think Doctor Moran VERY clever?"
"Most people think so."
"He is so unsympathetic. Doctor Moore knows everything Madame Jacobus
is going to have, and to do. I think doctors ought to be chatty. It is
so good for their patients to be cheered up a little."
Doctor Moran divined perfectly this taste for gossip and MEDICINAL
sympathy combined, and to administer it was, to him, more nauseous than
his own bitterest drugs. So in these days he was not a cheerful man to
live with, and Cornelia's beauty and radiant happiness affected him
very much as Hyde's pronounced satisfaction affected Arenta. One
morning, as he was returning home after a round of disagreeable visits,
he saw Cornelia and Hyde coming up Broadway together. They were
sauntering side by side in all the lazy happiness of perfect love; and
as he looked at them the sorrow of an immense disillusion filled him to
the lips. He had believed himself, as yet, to be the first and the
dearest in his child's love; but in that moment his eyes were opened,
and he felt as if he had been suddenly thrust out from it and the door
closed upon him.
He did the wisest thing possible: he went home to his wife. She heard
him ride with clattering haste into the stone court, and soon after
enter the house from the back, banging every door after him. She knew
then that something had angered him--that he was in that temper which
makes a woman cry, but which a man can only relieve by noisy or
emphatic movement of some kind. A resolute look came into her face and
she said to herself, "John has always had his own way--and my way also;
but Cornelia's way--the child must surely have something to say about
that."
"Where is Cornelia, Ava?" He asked the question with a quick glance
round the room, as if he expected to find her present.
"Cornelia is not at home to-day."
"Is she ever at home now?"
"You know that Arenta's wedding--"
"Arenta's wedding! I am tired to death of it: I have heard nothing this
morning but Arenta's wedding. Why the deuce! should my house be turned
upside down and inside out for Arenta's wedding? Women have been
married before Arenta Van Ariens, and women will be married after her.
What is all this fuss about?"
"You know--"
"Bless my soul! of course I know. I know one thing at least, that I
have just met Cornelia and that young fop George Hyde coming up the
street together, as if they two alone were in the world. They never saw
me, they could see nothing but themselves."
"Men and women have done such a thing before, John, and they will do it
again. Cornelia is a beautiful girl; it is natural that she should have
a lover."
"It is very unnatural that she should choose for her lover the son of
my worst enemy."
"I am sure you wrong General Hyde. When was he your enemy? How could he
be your enemy?"
"When was he my enemy? Ever since the first hour we met. Often he tried
to injure me with General Washington; often he accused me of showing
partiality to certain officers in the army; only last year he prevented
my election to the Senate by using all his influence in favour of Joris
Van Heemskirk. If he has not done me more injury and more injustice,
'tis because he has not had the opportunity. And you want me to give
Cornelia to his son! Yes, you do, Ava! I see it on your face. You
stretch my patience too far. Can I not see--"
"Can an angry man ever see? No, he cannot. You feed your own
suspicions, John. You might just as well link Cornelia's name with Rem
Van Ariens as with Joris Hyde. She is continually in Rem's company. He
is devoted to her. She cannot possibly misunderstand his looks and
words, she must perceive that he is her ardent lover. You might have
seen them the last three evenings sitting together at that table
preparing the invitations for the wedding breakfast and ball; arranging
the cards and favours.--So happy! So pleasantly familiar! So
confidential! I think Rem Van Ariens has as much of Cornelia's liking
as George Hyde; and perhaps neither of them have enough of it to win
her hand. All lovers do not grow to husbands."
"Thank God, they do not! But what you say about Rem is only cobweb
stuff. She is too friendly, too pleasantly familiar, I would like to
see her more shy and silent with him. Every one has already given my
daughter to Hyde, and, say what you will, common fame is seldom to
blame."
"Dinner is waiting, John, and whether you eat it or not Destiny will go
straight to her mark. Love is destiny; and the heart is its own fate.
There are those to whom we are spiritually related, and the tie is
kinder than flesh and blood. Can you, or I, count such kindred? No; but
souls see each other at a glance. Did I not know thee, John, the very
moment that we met?"
She spoke softly, with a voice sweeter than music, and her husband was
touched and calmed. He took the hand she stretched out to him and
kissed it, and she added--
"Let us be patient. Love has reasons that reason does not understand;
and if Cornelia is Hyde's by predestination, as well as by choice,
vainly we shall worry and fret; all our opposition will come to
nothing. Give Cornelia this interval, and tithe it not; in a few days
Arenta will have gone away; and as for Hyde, any hour may summon him to
join his father in England; and this summons, as it will include his
mother, he can neither evade nor put off. Then Rem will have his
opportunity."
"To be patient--to wait--to say nothing--it is to give opportunity too
much scope. I must tell that young fellow a little of my mind--"
"You must not make yourself a town's talk, John. Just now New York is
all for lovers. If you interfere between Hyde and Cornelia while it is
in this temper, every one will cry out, 'Oh, the pity of it!' and you
will be bayed into doing some mad thing or other. Do I not know you,
dear one?"
"God's precious!" and he took her in his arms, saying, "the man who
learns nothing from his wife will never learn anything from anybody.
Come, then, and we will eat our meal. I had forgotten Rem, and as you
say, Hyde may have to go to England to-morrow; putting-off has broken
up many an ill marriage."
"Time and absence against any love affair that is not destiny! And if
it be destiny, there is only submission, nothing else. But life has a
'maybe' in everything dear; a maybe that is just as likely to please us
as not."
Then Doctor John looked up with a smile. "You are right, Ava," he said
cheerfully. "I will take the maybe. Maybes have a deal to do with life.
When you come to think of it, there is not a victory of any kind
gained, nor a good deed done except on a maybe. So maybe all I fear may
pass like a summer cloud. Yet, take my word for it, there is, I think,
no maybe in Rem's chances with Cornelia."
"We shall see. I think there is."
Certainly Rem was of this opinion. The past few weeks had been very
favourable to him. In them he had been continually associated with
Cornelia, and her manner towards him had been so frankly kind and
familiar, so confidential and sympathetic, that he could not help but
contrast it with their previous intercourse, when she had appeared to
withdraw herself from all his approaches and to forbid by her retiring
manner even the courtesies to which his long acquaintance with her
entitled him.
If he had known more of women he would not have given himself any hope
on this change of attitude. It simply meant that Cornelia had arrived
at that certainty with regard to her own affections which permitted her
a more general latitude. She knew that she loved Hyde, and she knew
that Hyde loved her. They had a most complete confidence in each other;
and she was not afraid, either for his sake or her own, to give to Rem
that friendship which the circumstances warranted. That this friendship
could ever grow to love on her part was an impossible thing; and if she
thought of Rem's feelings, it was to suppose that he must understand
this position as well as she did herself.
Rem, however, was quite aware of his rival, and with the blunt
directness of his nature watched with jealous dislike, and often with
rude impatience, the familiar intercourse which his aunt's partiality
permitted Hyde. He was, indeed, often so rude that a less
sweet-tempered, a less just youth than George Hyde would have pointedly
resented many offences that he passed by with that "noble not caring"
which is often the truest courage.
Still the situation was one of great tension, and it required not only
the wise forbearance of Hyde and Cornelia, but the domineering
selfishness of Arenta and the suave clever diplomacies of Madame
Jacobus to preserve at times the merely decent conventionalities of
polite life. To keep the peace until the wedding was over--that was all
that Rem promised himself; THEN! He often gave voice to this last word,
though he had no distinct idea as to what measures he included in those
four letters.
He told himself, however, that it would be well for George Hyde to be
in England, and that if he were there, the General might be trusted to
look after the marriage of his son. For he knew that an English noble
would be of necessity bound by his caste and his connections, and that
Hyde would have to face obligations he would not be able to shirk.
"Then, then, his opportunity to win Cornelia would come!" And it was at
this point the hopeful "maybe" entered into Rem's desires and
anticipations.
But wrath covered carries fate. Every one was in some measure conscious
of this danger and glad when the wedding day approached. Even Arenta
had grown a little weary of the prolonged excitement she had provoked,
for everything had gone so well with her that she had taken the public
very much into her confidence. There had been frequent little notices
in the Gazette and Journal of the approaching day--of the wedding
presents, the wedding favours, the wedding guests, and the wedding
garments. And, as if to add the last touch of glory to the event, just
a week before Arenta's nuptials a French armed frigate came to New York
bearing despatches for the Count de Moustier; and the Marquis de
Tounnerre was selected to bear back to France the Minister's Message.
So the marriage was put forward a few days for this end, and Arenta in
the most unexpected way obtained the bridal journey which she desired;
and also with it the advantage of entering France in a semi-public and
stately manner.
"I am the luckiest girl in the world," she said to Cornelia and her
brother when this point had been decided. They were tying up
"dream-cake" for the wedding guests in madame's queer, uncanny
drawing-room as she spoke, and the words were yet on her lips when
madame entered with a sandal wood box in her hands.
"Rem," she said, "go with Cornelia into the dining-room a few minutes.
I have something to say to Arenta that concerns no one else."
As soon as they were alone madame opened the box and upon a white
velvet cushion lay the string of oriental pearls which Arenta on
certain occasions had been permitted to wear. Arenta's eyes flashed
with delight. She had longed for them to complete her wedding costume,
but having a very strong hope that her aunt would offer her this
favour, she had resolved to wait for her generosity until the last
hour. Now she was going; to receive the reward of her prudent patience,
and she said to herself, "How good it is to be discreet!" With an
intense desire and interest she looked at the beautiful beads, but
madame's face was troubled and sombre, and she said almost reluctantly--
"Arenta, I am going to make you an offer. This necklace will be yours
when I die, at any rate; but I think there is in your heart a wish to
have it now. Is this so?"
"Aunt, I should like--oh, indeed I long to wear the beads at my
marriage. I shall only be half-dressed without them."
"You shall wear the necklace. And as you are going to what is left of
the French Court, I will give it to you now, if the gift will be to
your mind."
"There is nothing that could be more to my mind, dear aunt. I would
rather have the necklace, than twice its money's worth. Thank you,
aunt. You always know what is in a young girl's heart."
"First, listen to what I say. No woman of our family has escaped
calamity of some kind, if they owned these beads. My mother lost her
husband the year she received them. My Aunt Hildegarde lost her fortune
as soon as they were hers. As for myself, on the very day they became
mine your Uncle Jacobus sailed away, and he has never come back. Are
you not afraid of such fatality?"
"No, I am not. Things just happen that way. What power can a few beads
have over human life or happiness? To say so, to think so, is
foolishness."
"I know not. Yet I have heard that both pearls and opals have the power
to attract to themselves the ill fortune of their wearers. If they
happen to be maiden pearls or gems that would be good; but would you
wish to inherit the evil fortune of all the women who have possessed
before you?"
"Poor pearls! It is they who are the unfortunates."
"Yes, but a time comes when they have taken all of misfortune they can
take; then the pearls grow black and die, really die. Yes, indeed! I
have seen dead pearls. And if the necklace were of opals, when that
time came for them the gems would lose their fire and colour, grow ashy
grey, fall apart and become dust, nothing but dust."
"Do you believe such tales, aunt? I do not. And your pearls are yet as
white as moonlight. I do not fear them. Give them to me, aunt. I snap
my fingers at such fables."
"Give them to you, I will not, Arenta; but you may take them from the
box with your own hands."
"I am delighted to take them. I have always longed for them."
"Perhaps then they longed for you, for what is another's yearns for its
owner."
Then madame left the room and Arenta lifted the box and carried it
nearer to the light. And a little shiver crept through her heart and
she closed the lid quickly and said irritably--
"It is my aunt's words. She is always speaking dark and doubtful
things. However, the pearls are mine at last!" and she carried them
with her downstairs, throwing back her head as if they were round her
white throat and--as was her way--spreading herself as she went.
All fine weddings are much alike. It was only in such accidentals as
costume that Arenta's differed from the fine weddings of to-day. There
was the same crush of gayly attired women, of men in full dress, or
military dress, or distinguished by diplomatic insignia:--the same low
flutter of silk, and stir of whispered words, and suppressed
excitement--the same eager crowd along the streets and around the
church to watch the advent of the bride and bridegroom. All of the
guests had seen them very often before, yet they too looked at the
dazzling girl in white as if they expected an entirely different
person. The murmur of pleasure, the indefinable stir of human emotion,
the solemn mystical words at the altar that were making two one, the
triumphant peal of music when they ceased, and the quick crescendo of
rising congratulation--all these things were present then, as now. And
then, as now, all these things failed to conceal from sensitive minds
that odour of human sacrifice, not to be disguised with the scent of
bridal flowers--that immolation of youth and beauty and charming
girlhood upon the altar of an unknown and an untried love.
New York was not then too busy making money to take an interest in such
a wedding, and Arenta's drive through its pleasant streets was a kind
of public invitation. For Jacob Van Ariens was one of a guild of
wealthy merchants, and they were at their shop doors to express their
sympathy by lifted hats and smiling faces; while the women looked from
every window, and the little children followed, their treble voices
heralding and acclaiming the beautiful bride. Then came the breakfast
and the health-drinking and the speech-making and the rather sadder
drive to the wharf at which lay La Belle France. And even Arenta was by
this time weary of the excitement, so that it was almost with a sense
of relief she stepped across the little carpeted gangway to her deck.
Then the anchor was lifted, the cable loosened, and with every sail set
La Belle France went dancing down the river on the tide-top to the open
sea.
Van Ariens and his son Rem turned silently away. A great and evident
depression had suddenly taken the place of their assumed satisfaction.
"I am going to the Swamp office," said Rem after a few moments'
silence, "there is something to be done there."
"That is well," answered Peter. "To my Cousin Deborah I will give some
charges about the silver, and then I will follow you."
Both men were glad to be alone. They had outworn emotion and knew
instinctively that some common duty was the best restorer. The same
feeling affected, in one way or another, all the watchers of this
destiny. Women whose household work was belated, whose children were
strayed, who had used up their nervous strength in waiting and feeling,
were now cross and inclined to belittle the affair and to be angry at
Arenta and themselves for their lost day. And men, young and old, all
went back to their ledgers and counters and manufacturing with a sense
of lassitude and dejection.
Peter had nearly reached his own house when he met Doctor Moran. The
doctor was more irritable than depressed. He looked at his friend and
said sharply, "You have a fever, Van Ariens. Go to bed and sleep."
"To work I will go. That is the best thing to do. My house has no
comfort in it. Like a milliner's or a mercer's store it has been for
many weeks. Well, then, my Cousin Deborah is at work there, and in a
little while--a little while--" He suddenly stopped and looked at the
doctor with brimming eyes. In that moment he understood that no putting
to rights could ever make his home the same. His little saucy, selfish,
but dearly loved Arenta would come there no more; and he found not one
word that could express the tide of sorrow rising in his heart. Doctor
John understood. He remained quiet, silent, clasping Van Ariens' hand
until the desolate father with a great effort blurted out--
"She is gone!--and smiling, also, she went."
"It is the curse of Adam," answered Doctor Moran bitterly--"to bring up
daughters, to love them, to toil and save and deny ourselves for them,
and then to see some strange man, of whom we have no certain knowledge,
carry them off captive to his destiny and his desires. 'Tis a thankless
portion to be a father--a bitter pleasure."
"Well, then, to be a mother is worse."
"Who can tell that? Women take for compensations things that do not
deceive a father. And, also, they have one grand promise to help them
bear loss and disappointment--the assurance of the Holy Scripture that
they shall have salvation through child-bearing. And I, who have seen
so much of family love and life, can tell you that this promise is all
many a mother has for her travail and sorrowful love."
"It is enough. Pray God that we miss not of that reward some share,"
and with a motion of adieu he turned into his house. Very thoughtfully
the Doctor went on to William Street where he had a patient,--a young
girl of about Arenta's age--very ill. A woman opened the door--a woman
weeping bitterly.
"She is gone, Doctor."
"At what hour?"
"The clock was striking three--she went smiling."
Then he bowed his head and turned away.
There was nothing more that he could do; but he remembered that Arenta
had stepped on board the La Belle France as the clock struck three, and
that she also had gone smiling to her unknown destiny.
"Two emigrants," he thought, "pilgrims of Love and Death, and both went
smiling!" An unwonted tenderness came into his heart; he thought of the
bright, lovely bride clinging so trustfully to her husband's arm, and
he voiced this gentle feeling to his wife in very sincere wishes for
the safety and happiness of the little emigrant for Love. He had a
singular reluctance to name her--he knew not why--with the other little
maid who also had left smiling at three o'clock, an emigrant for whom
Death had opened eternal vistas of delight.
"I do not know," said Mrs. Moran, "how Van Ariens could suffer his
daughter to go to a country full of turmoil and bloodshed."
"He was very unhappy to do so, Ava. But when things have gone a certain
length they have fatality. The Marquis had promised to become
eventually a citizen of this Republic, and Van Ariens had no idea in
sanctioning the marriage that his daughter would leave New York. It was
even supposed the Marquis would remain here in the Count de Moustier's
place, and the sudden turn of events which sent de Tounnerre to France
was a severe blow to Van Ariens. But what could he do?"
"He might have delayed the marriage until the return of de Tounnerre."
"Ah, Ava! you are counting without consideration. He could not have
detained Arenta against her will, and if he had, a miserable life would
have been before both of them--domestic discomfort, public queries and
suspicions, questions, doubts, offending sympathies--all the griefs and
vexations that are sure to follow a Fate that is crossed. He did the
best thing possible when he let the wilful girl go as pleasantly as he
could. Arenta needs a wide horizon."
"Is she in any danger from the state of affairs in Paris?"
"Mr. Jefferson says in no danger whatever. Our Minister is living there
in safety. Arenta will have his friendship and protection; and her
husband has many friends in the most powerful party. She will have a
brilliant visit and be very happy."
"How can she be very happy with the guillotine daily enacting such
murders?"
"She need not be present at such murders. And Mr. Jefferson may be
right, and we outsiders may make too much of circumstances that France,
and France alone, can properly estimate. He says that the God that made
iron wished not slaves to exist, and thinks there is a profound and
eternal justice in this desolation and retribution of aristocrats who
have committed unmentionable oppressions. I know not; good and evil are
so interwoven in life that every good, traced up far enough, is found
to involve evil. This is the great mystery of life. However, Ava, I am
a great believer in sequences; there are few events that break off
absolutely. In Arenta's life there will be sequences; let us hope that
they will be happy ones. Where is Cornelia?"
"I know not. She is asleep. The ball to-night is to be fairy-land and
love-land, an Arabian night's dream and a midsummer night's dream all
in one. I told her to rest, for she was weary and nervous with
expectation."
"I dare say. But what is the good of being young if it is not to expect
miracles?"
"George Hyde calls for her at eight o'clock. I shall let her sleep
until seven, give her some refreshment, and then assist her to dress."
"George Hyde! So you still believe in trusting the cat with the cream?"
"I still believe in Cornelia. Come, now, and drink a cup of tea.
To-morrow the Van Ariens' excitement will be over, and we shall have
rest."
"I think not. The town is now ready to move to Philadelphia. I hear
that Mrs. Adams is preparing to leave Richmond Hill. Washington has
already gone, and Congress is to meet in December. Even the Quakers are
intending all sorts of social festivities."
"But this will not concern us."
"It may. If George Hyde does not go very soon to England, we shall go
to Philadelphia. I wish to rid myself and Cornelia of his airs and
graces and wearisome good temper, his singing and reciting and
tringham-trangham poetry. This story has been long enough; we will turn
over and end it."
"It will be a great trial to Cornelia."
"It may, or it may not--there is Rem--Rem is your own suggestion.
However, we have all to sing the hymn of Renunciation at some time; it
is well to sing it in youth."
Mrs. Moran did not answer. When answering was likely to provoke anger,
she kept silence and talked the matter over with herself. A very wise
plan. For where shall we find a friend so intimate, so discreet, so
conciliating as self? Who can speak to us so well?--without obscurity,
without words, without passion. Yes, indeed: "I will talk to myself" is
a very significant phrase.
CHAPTER VIII
TWO PROPOSALS
The ruling idea of any mind assumes the foreground of thought; and
after Arenta's marriage the dominant desire of George Hyde was to have
his betrothal to Cornelia recognized and assured. He was in haste to
light his own nuptial torch, and afraid every day of that summons to
England which would delay the event. Hitherto, both had been satisfied
with the delicious certainty of their own hearts. To bring Love to
discussion and catechism, to talk of Love in connection with house and
money matters, to put him into bonds, however light those bonds might
be, was indeed a safe and prudent thing for their future happiness;
but, so far, the present with its sweet freedom and uncertainty had
been more charming to their imagination. Suddenly, however, Hyde felt
the danger and stress of this uncertainty and the fear of losing what
he appeared to hold so lightly.
"I may have to go away with mother at any time--I may be detained by
events I cannot help--and I have not bound Cornelia to me by any
personal recognized tie--and Rem Van Ariens will be ever near her. Oh,
indeed, this state of affairs will never do! I will write to Cornelia
this very moment and tell her I must see her father this evening. I
cannot possibly delay it longer. I have been a fool--a careless, happy
fool--too long. There is not now a day to lose. I have already wasted
more time than was reasonable over the love affairs of other people;
now I must look after my own. Safe bind, safe find; I will bind
Cornelia to me before I leave her, then I have a good right to find her
safe when I return to claim her."
While such thoughts were passing through his mind he had risen hastily
from the chair in which he had been musing. He opened his secretary and
sitting resolutely down, began a letter to Doctor Moran. He poured out
his heart and desires, and then he read what he had written. It would
not do at all. It was a love letter and not a business letter. He wrote
another, and then another. The first was too long, it left nothing in
the inkstand; the last was not to be thought of. When he had finished
reading them over, he was in a passion with himself.
"A fool in your teeth twice over, Joris Hyde!" he cried, "yes, sir,
three times, and far too good for you! Since you cannot write a decent
business letter, write, then, to the adorable Cornelia; the words will
be at your finger ends for that letter, and will slip from your pen as
if they were dancing:
"MY SWEET CORNELIA:
"I have not seen you for two days, and 'tis a miracle that I have
endured it. I can tell you, beloved, that I am much concerned about our
affairs, and now that I have begun to talk wisely I may talk a little
more without wearying you. You know that I may have to go to England
soon, and go I will not until I have asked your father what favour he
will show us. On the street, he gets out of my way as if I had the
plague. Tell me at what hour I may call and see him in his house. I
will then ask him point blank for your hand, and he is so candid that I
shall have in a word Yes or No on the matter. Do not keep me waiting
longer than seven this very night. I have a fever of anxiety, and I
shall not grow better, but worse, until I settle our engagement. Oh, my
peerless Cornelia, pearl and flower of womanhood, I speak your speech,
I think your thought; you are the noblest thing in my life, and to
remember you is to remember the hours when I was the very best and the
very happiest. Your image has become part of me, your memory is a
perfume which makes sweet my heart. I wish this moment to give you
thousands and thousands of kisses. Bid me come to you soon, very soon,
sooner than seven, if possible, for your love is my life. Send your
answer to my city lodging. I shall follow this letter and be
impatiently waiting for it. Oh, Cornelia, am I not ever and entirely
yours?
"GEORGE HYDE."
It was not more than eight o'clock in the morning when he wrote this
letter, and as soon as possible he despatched a swift messenger with it
to Cornelia. He hoped that she would receive it soon after the Doctor
had left his home for his usual round of professional visits; then she
might possibly write to him at once, and if so, he would get the letter
very soon after he reached the city.
Probably Madame Hyde divined something of the importance and tenor of a
missive sent in such a hurry of anxious love, so early in the day, but
she showed neither annoyance nor curiosity regarding it. In the first
place, she knew that opposition would only strengthen whatever resolve
her son had made; in the second place, she was conscious of a singular
restlessness of her own spirit. She was apprehending change, and she
could think of no change but that call to leave her home and her native
land which she so much dreaded. If this event happened, then the
affairs of Joris would assume an entirely different aspect. He would be
obliged to leave everything which now interested him, and he could not
live without interests; very well, then, he would be compelled to
accept such as a new Fate thrown into his new life. She had a great
faith in circumstances. She knew that in the long run every one wrote
beneath that potent word, "Your obedient servant." Circumstances would
either positively deny all her son's hopes, or they would so powerfully
aid them that opposition would be useless; and she mentally bowed
herself to an influence so powerful and perhaps so favourable.
"Joris, my dear one," she said, as they rose from the breakfast table;
"Joris, I think there is a letter from your father. To the city you
must go as soon as you can, for I have had a restless night, full of
feeling it has been."
"You should not go to bed to feel, mother. Night is the time for sleep."
"And for dreams, and for many good things to come, that come not in the
day. Yes, indeed, the nighttime of the body is the daytime of the soul."
Then Joris smiled and kissing her, said, "I am going at once. If there
is a letter I will send a quick rider with it."
"But come thyself."
"That I cannot." "But why, then?"
"To-morrow, I will tell you."
"That is well. Into thy mother's heart drop all thy joys and sorrows.
Thine are mine." And she kissed him, and he went away glad and hopeful
and full of tender love for the mother who understood him so
sympathetically. He stood up in his stirrups to wave her a last adieu,
and then he said to himself, "How fortunate I am about women! Could I
have a sweeter, lovelier mistress? No! Mother? No! Grandmother? No!
Friend? No! Cornelia, mother, grandmother, Madame Jacobus, all of them
just what I love and need, sweet souls between me and the angels."
It happened--but doubtless happened because so ordered--that the very
hour in which Joris left Hyde Manor, Peter Van Ariens received a letter
that made him very anxious. He left his office and went to see his son.
"Rem," he said, "there is now an opportunity for thee. Here has come a
letter from Boston, and some one must go there; and that too in a great
hurry. The house of Blume and Otis is likely to fail, and in it we have
some great interests. A lawyer we must have to look after them; go
thyself, and it shall be well for both of us."
"I am ready to go--that is, I can be ready in one or two days."
"There are not one or two days to spare. Gerard will take care of thy
work here. To-day is the best time of all."
"I cannot go with a happy mind to-day. I will tell you, father. I think
now my case with Cornelia will bear putting to the question. As you
know, it has been step with step between Joris Hyde and myself in that
affair, and if I go away now without securing the ground I have gained,
what can hinder Hyde from taking advantage over me? He too must go
soon, but he will try and secure his position before he leaves. To do
the same thing is my only way. I wish, then, the time to give myself
this security."
"That is fair. A man is not a man till he has won a wife. Cornelia
Moran is much to my mind. Tell her my home is thine, and she will be a
mistress dearly loved and honoured. And if a thing is to be done, there
is no time like the hour that has not struck. Go and see her now. She
was in the garden gathering asters when I left home this morning."
"I will write to her. I will tell her what is in my heart--though she
knows it well--and ask her for her love and her hand. If she is kind to
my offer she will tell me to come and see her to-night, then I can go
to Boston with a free heart and look after your money and your
business."
"If things be this way, thou art reasonable. A good wife must not be
lost for the peril of some gold sovereigns. At once write to the maid;
such letters are best done at the first thought, some prudences or some
fears may come with the second thoughts."
"I have no fear but Joris Hyde. That Englishman I hate. His calm
confidence, his smiling insolent air is intolerable."
"It is the English way. But Cornelia is American--as thou art."
"She thinks much of that, but yet--"
"Be not afraid. The brave either find, or make, a way to success. What
is in a girl's heart no man can tell, if she be cold and shy that
should not cause thee to doubt. When water is ice, who would suspect
what great heat is stored away in it? Write thy letter at once. Put thy
heart into thy pen. Not always prudent is this way, but once in a man's
life it is wisdom."
"My pen is too small for my heart."
"My opinion is that thou hast wavered too long. It is a great
foolishness to let the cherry knock against the lips too often or too
long. A pretty pastime, perhaps, to will, and not will, to dare, and
not dare; but at last the knock comes that drops the cherry--it may be
into some other mouth."
"I fear no one but that rascal, Joris Hyde."
"A rascal he is not, because the same woman he loves as thyself. Such
words weaken any cause. No wrong have I seen or known of Lieutenant
Hyde."
"I will call him a rascal, and I will give him no other title, though
his father leave him an earl."
"Now, then, I shall go. I like not ill words. Write thy letter, but put
out of thy mind all bad thoughts first. A love letter from a bitter
heart is not lucky. And of all thy wit thou wilt have great need if to
a woman thou write."
"Oh, they are intolerable, aching joys! A man who dares to love a
woman, or dares to believe in her, dares to be mad."
"Come, come! No evil must thou speak of good women, I swear that I was
never out of it yet, when I judged men as they judged women. The art of
loving a woman is the art of trusting her--yes, though the heavens
fall. Now, then, haste with thy letter. Thou may have 'Yes' to it ere
thou sleep to-night."
"And I may have 'No.'"
"To be sure, if thou think 'no.' But, even so, if thou lose the wedding
ring, the hand is still left; another ring may be found."
"'No,' would be a deathblow to me."
"It will not. While a man has meat and drink love will not starve him;
with world's business and world's pleasure an unkind love he makes
shift to forget. Bring to me word of thy good fortune this night, and
in the morning there is the Boston business. Longer it can hardly wait."
But the letter to Cornelia which Hyde found to slip off his pen like
dancing was a much more difficult matter to Rem. He wrote and
destroyed, and wrote again and destroyed, and this so often that he
finally resolved to go to Maiden Lane for his inspiration. "I may see
Cornelia in the garden, or at the window, and when I see what I desire,
surely I shall have the wit to ask for it."
So he thought, and with the thought he locked his desk and went towards
his home in Maiden Lane. He met George Hyde sauntering up the street
looking unhappy and restless, and he suspected at once that he had been
walking past Doctor Moran's house in the hope of seeing Cornelia and
had been disappointed. The thought delighted him. He was willing to
bear disappointment himself, if by doing so some of Hyde's smiling
confidence was changed to that unhappy uneasiness which he detected in
his rival's face and manner. The young men bowed to each other but did
not speak. In some occult way they divined a more positive antagonism
than they had ever before been conscious of.
"I cannot go out of the house," thought Rem, "without meeting that fop.
He is in at one door, and out at another; this way, that way, up
street, and down street--the devil take the fellow!"
"What a mere sullen creature that Rem Van Ariens is!" thought Hyde,
"and with all the good temper in the world I affirm it. I wonder what
he is on the street for at this hour! Shall I watch him? No, that would
be vile work. I will let him alone; he may as well play the ill-natured
fool on the street as in the house--better, indeed, for some one may
have a title to tell him so. But I may assure myself of one thing, when
I met him he was building castles in the future, for he was looking
straight before him; and if he had been thinking of the past, he would
have been looking down. I should not wonder if it was Cornelia that
filled his dreams. Faith, we have blockheads of all ages; but on that
road he will never overtake his thought"--then with a movement of
impatience he added,
"Why should I let him into my mind?--for he is the least welcome of all
intruders.--Good gracious! how long the minutes are! It is plain to me
that Cornelia is not at home, and my letter may not even have touched
her hands yet. How shall I endure another hour?--perhaps many hours.
Where can she have gone? Not unlikely to Madame Jacobus. Why did I not
think of this before? For who can help me to bear suspense better than
madame? I will go to her at once."
He hastened his steps and soon arrived at the well-known residence of
his friend. He was amazed as soon as the door was opened to find
preparations of the most evident kind for some change. The corded trunk
in the hall, the displaced furniture, all things he saw were full of
the sad hurry of parting. "What is the matter?" he asked in a voice of
fear.
"I am going away for a time, Joris, my good friend," answered madame,
coming out of a shrouded and darkened parlour as she spoke. She had on
her cloak and bonnet, and before Joris could ask her another question a
coach drove to the door. "I think it is a piece of good fortune," she
continued, "to see you before I go."
"But where are you going?"
"To Charleston."
"But why?"
"I am going because my sister Sabrina is sick--dying; and there is no
one so near to her as I am."
"I knew not you had a sister."
"She is the sister of my husband. So, then, she is twice my sister.
When Jacobus comes home he will thank me for going to his dear Sabrina.
But what brings you here so early? Yesterday I asked for you, and I was
told that you were waiting on your good mother."
"My mother felt sure there was a letter from father, and I came at once
to get it for her."
"Was there one?"
"There was none."
"It will come in good time. Now, I must go. I have not one moment to
lose. Good-bye, dear Joris!"
"For how long, my friend?"
"I know not. Sabrina is incurably ill. I shall stay with her till she
departs." She said these words as they went down the steps together,
and with eyes full of tears he placed her carefully in the coach and
then turned sorrowfully to his own rooms. He could not speak of his own
affairs at such a moment, and he realized that there was nothing for
him to do but wait as patiently as possible for Cornelia's answer.
In the meantime Rem was writing his proposal. He was not assisted in
the effort by any sight of his mistress. It was evident Cornelia was
not in her home, and he looked in vain for any shadow of the sweet face
that he was certain would have made his words come easily. Finally,
after many trials, he desisted with the following, though it was the
least affective of any form he had written:
To MISS MORAN,
Honoured and Beloved Friend:
Twenty times this day I have tried to write a letter worthy to come
into your hands and worthy to tell you how beyond all words I love you,
But what can I say more than that I love you? This you know. It has
been no secret to you since ever you were a little girl. Many years I
have sought your love,--pardon me if now I ask you to tell me I have
not sought in vain. To-morrow I must leave New York, and I may be away
for some time. Pray, then, give me some hope to-night to take with me.
Say but one word to make me the proudest and happiest lover in the
world. Give me the permission to come and show to your father that I am
able to maintain you in every comfort that is your right; and all my
life long I will prove to you the devotion that attests my undying
affection and gratitude. I am sick with longing for the promise of your
love. May I presume to hope so great a blessing? O dearest Cornelia, I
am, as you know well, your humble servant,             REMBRANDT VAN
ARIENS.
When he had finished this letter, he folded and sealed it, and walked
to the window with it in his hand. Then he saw Cornelia returning home
from some shopping or social errand, and hastily calling a servant,
ordered him to deliver the letter at once to Miss Moran. And as
Cornelia lingered a little among the aster beds, the man put it into
her own hands. She bowed and smiled as she accepted it, but Rem,
watching with his heart in his eyes, could see that it awakened no
special interest. She kept it unopened as she wandered among the purple
and pink, and gold and white flowers, until Mrs. Moran came to the door
to hurry her movements; then she followed her mother hastily into the
house, "Do you know how late it is, Cornelia? Dinner is nearly ready.
There is a letter on your dressing table that came by Lieutenant Hyde's
servant two or three hours ago."
"And Tobias has just brought me a letter from Rem--at least the
direction is in Rem's handwriting."
"Some farewell dance I suppose, before our dancers go to gay
Philadelphia."
"I dare say it is." She made the supposition as she went up the stairs,
and did not for a moment anticipate any more important information. As
she entered her room an imposing looking letter met her eyes--a letter
written upon the finest paper, squarely folded, and closed with a large
seal of scarlet wax carrying the Hyde arms. Poor Rem's message lost
instantly whatever interest it possessed; she let it fall from her
hand, and lifting Hyde's, opened it with that marvellous womanly
impetuosity which love teaches. Then all the sweet intimate ardour and
passionate disquietude of her lover took possession of her. In a moment
she felt all that he felt; all the ecstasy and tumult of a great
affection not sure. For this letter was the "little more" in Hyde's
love, and, oh, how much it was!
She pondered it until she was called to dinner. There was then no time
to read Rem's letter, but she broke the seal and glanced at its tenor,
and an expression of pity and annoyance came into her eyes. Hastily she
locked both letters away in a drawer of her desk, and as she did so,
smilingly said to herself, "I wonder if papers are sensitive! Shut
close together in one little drawer will they like it? I hope they will
lie peaceably and not quarrel."
Doctor Moran was not at home, nor was he expected until sundown, so
mother and daughter enjoyed together the confidence which Hyde's letter
induced. Mrs. Moran thought the young man was right, and promised, to a
certain extent, to favour his proposal. "However, Cornelia," she added,
"unless your father is perfectly agreeable and satisfied, I would not
advise you to make any engagement. Clandestine engagements come to
grief in some way or other, and if your marriage with Joris Hyde is
prearranged by THOSE who know what is best for your good, then, my
dear, it is as sure to take place as the sun is sure to rise to-morrow.
It is only waiting for the appointed hour, and you may as well wait in
a happy home as in one you make wretched by the fret and complaining
which a secret in any life is certain to produce."
Now, it is not often that a girl has to answer in one hour two such
epistles as those received by Cornelia. Yet perhaps such an event
occurs more frequently than is suspected, for Love--like other
things--has its critical moment; and when that moment arrives it finds
a voice as surely as the flower ready to bloom opens its petals. And if
there be two lovers equally sincere, both are likely to feel at the
same moment the same impetus to revelation. Besides which, Fate of any
kind seeks the unusual and the unexpected; it desires to startle, and
to force events by surprises.
The answering of these letters was naturally Cornelia's first afternoon
thought. It troubled her to remember that Joris had already been
waiting some hours for a reply, for she had no hesitation as to what
that reply should be. To write to Joris was a delightful thing, an
unusual pleasure, and she sat down, smiling, to pen the lines which she
thought would bring her much happiness, but which were doomed to bring
her a great sorrow.
MY JORIS! My dear Friend:
'Tis scarce an hour since I received your letter, but I have read it
over four times. And whatever you desire, that also is my desire; and I
am deceived as much as you, if you think I do not love you as much as I
am loved by you. You know my heart, and from you I shall never hide it;
and I think if I were asleep, I should tell you how much I love you;
for, indeed, I often dream that I do so. Come, then, this very night as
soon as you think convenient. If my father is in a suitable temper it
will be well to speak plainly to him, and I am sure that my mother will
say in our favour all that is wise.
Our love, with no recognition but our own, has been so strangely sweet
that I could be content never to alter that condition; and yet I fear
no bond, and am ready to put it all to the trial. For if our love is
not such as will uphold an engagement, it will sink of itself; and if
it is true as we believe it to be, then it may last eternally. What
more is to say I will keep for your ear, for you are enough in my heart
to know all my thoughts, and to know better than I can tell you how
dearly, how constantly, how entirely I love you.
Yours forever, CORNELIA.
Without a pause, without an erasure this letter had transcribed itself
from Cornelia's heart to the small gilt-edged note paper; but she found
it a much more difficult thing to answer the request of Rem Van Ariens.
She was angry at him for putting her in such a dilemma. She thought
that she had made plain as possible to him the fact that she was
pleased to be a companion, a friend, a sister, if he so desired, but
that love between them was not to be thought of. She had told Arenta
this many times, and she had done so because she was certain Arenta
would make this position clear to her brother. And under ordinary
circumstances Arenta would have been frank and free enough with Rem,
but while her own marriage was such an important question she was not
inclined to embarrass or shadow its arrangements by suggesting things
to Rem likely to cause disagreements when she wished all to be
harmonious and cheerful. So Arenta had encouraged, rather than dashed,
Rem's hopes, for she did not doubt that Cornelia would finally undo
very thoroughly what she had done.
"A little love experience will be a good thing for Rem," she said to
herself--"it will make a man of him; and I do hope he has more
self-respect and courage than to die of her denial."
It is easy, then, to understand how Cornelia, relying on Arenta's
usually ready advice and confidences, was sure that Rem had accepted
the friendship that was all in her power to give him, and that this
belief gave to their intercourse a frank and kindly intimacy that it
would not otherwise have obtained. This state of things was desirable
and comfortable for Arenta, and Cornelia also had found a great
satisfaction in a friendship which she trusted had fully recognized and
accepted its limitations. Now, all these pleasant moderate emotions
were stirred into uncomfortable agitation by Rem's unlooked-for and
unreasonable request. She was hurt and agitated and withal a little
sorry for Rem, and she was also in a hurry, for the letter for Joris
was waiting, as she wished to send both by the same messenger. Finally
she wrote the following words, not noticing at the time, but
remembering afterwards, what a singular soul reluctance she
experienced; how some uncertain presentiment, vague and dark and drear,
stifled her thoughts and tried to make her understand, or at least
pause. But alas! the doom that walks side by side with us, never warns;
it seems rather to stand sarcastic at our ignorance, and to watch
speculatively the cloud of trouble coming--coming on purpose because we
foolishly or carelessly call it to us.
MY DEAR AND HONOURED FRIEND:
Your letter has given me very great sorrow. You must have known for
many weeks, even months, that marriage between us was impossible. It
has always been so, it always will be so. Why could you not be content?
We have been so happy! So happy! and now you will end all. But Fortune,
though often cruel, cannot call back times that are past, and I shall
never forget our friendship. I grieve at your going away; I pray that
your absence may bring you some consolation. Do not, I beg you, attempt
to call on my father. Without explanations, I tell you very sincerely,
such a call will cause me great trouble; for you know well a girl must
trust somewhat to others' judgment in her disposal. It gives me more
pain than I can say to write in this mood, but necessity permits me no
kinder words. I want you to be sure that the wrench, the "No" here is
absolute. My dear friend, pity rather than blame me; and I will be so
unselfish as to hope you may not think so kindly of me as to be cruel
to yourself. Please to consider your letter as never written, it is the
greatest kindness you can do me; and, above all, I beg you will not
take my father into your confidence. With a sad sense of the pain my
words must cause you, I remain for all time your faithful friend and
obedient servant,
CORNELIA MORAN.
Then she rang for a lighted candle, and while waiting for its arrival
neatly folded her letters. Her white wax and seal were at hand, and she
delayed the servant until she had closed and addressed them.
"You will take Lieutenant Hyde's letter first," she said; "and make no
delay about it, for it is very important. Mr. Van Ariens' note you can
deliver as you return."
As soon as this business was quite out of her hands, she sank with a
happy sigh into a large comfortable chair; let her arms drop gently,
and closed her eyes to think over what she had done. She was quite
satisfied. She was sure that no length of reflection could have made
her decide differently. She had Hyde's letter in her bosom, and she
pressed her hand against it, and vowed to her heart that he was worthy
of her love, and that he only should have it. As for Rem, she had a
decided feeling of annoyance, almost of fear, as he entered her mind.
She was angry that he had chosen that day to urge his unwelcome suit,
and thus thrust his personality into Hyde's special hour.
"He always makes himself unwelcome," she thought, "he ever has the way
to come when he was least wanted; but Joris! Oh there is nothing I
would alter in him, even at the cost of a wish! JORIS! JORIS!" and she
let the dear name sweeten her lips, while the light of love brightened
and lengthened her eyes, and spread over her lovely face a blushing
glow.
After a while she rose up and adorned herself for her lover's visit.
And when she entered the parlor Mrs. Moran looked at her with a little
wonder. For she had put on with her loveliest gown a kind of
bewildering prettiness. There was no cloud in her eyes, only a glow of
soft dark fire. Her soul was in her face, it spoke in her bright
glances, her sweet smiles, and her light step; it softened her speech
to music, it made her altogether so delightful that her mother thought
"Fortune must give her all she wishes, she is so charming."
The tea tray was brought in at five o'clock, but Doctor Moran had not
returned, and there was in both women's hearts a little sense of
disappointment. Mrs. Moran was wondering at his unusual delay, Cornelia
feared he would be too weary and perhaps, too much interested in other
matters to permit her lover to speak. "But even so," she thought,
"Joris can come again. To-night is not the only opportunity."
It was nearly seven o'clock when the doctor came, and Cornelia was sure
her lover would not be much behind that hour; but tea time was ever a
good time to her father, he was always amiable and gracious with a cup
in his hand, and the hour after it when his pipe kept him company, was
his best hour. She told her heart that things had fallen out better
than if she had planned them so; and she was so thoughtful for the
weary man's comfort, so attentive and so amusing, that he found it easy
to respond to the happy atmosphere surrounding him. He had a score of
pleasant things to tell about the fashionable exodus to Philadelphia,
about the handsome dresses that had been shown him, and the funny
household dilemmas that had been told him. And he was much pleased
because Harry De Lancey had been a great part of the day with him, and
was very eloquent indeed about the young man's good sense and good
disposition, and the unnecessary, and almost cruel, confiscation of
property his family had suffered, for their Tory principles.
And in the midst of the De Lancey lamentation, seven o'clock struck and
Cornelia began to listen for the shutting of the garden gate, and the
sound of Hyde's step upon the flagged walk. It did not come as soon as
she hoped it would, and the minutes went slowly on until eight struck.
Then the doctor was glooming and nodding, and waking up and saying a
word or two, and relapsing again into semi-unconsciousness. She felt
that the favourable hour had passed, and now the minutes went far too
quickly. Why did he net come? With her work in her hand-making
laborious stitches by a drawn thread--she sat listening with all her
being. The street itself was strangely silent, no one passed, and the
fitful talk at the fireside seemed full of fatality; she could feel the
influence, though she did not inquire of her heart what it was, of what
it might signify.
Half-past eight! She looked up and caught her mother's eyes, and the
trouble and question in them, and the needle going through the fine
muslin, seemed to go through her heart. At nine the watching became
unbearable. She said softly "I must go to bed. I am tired;" but she put
away with her usual neatness her work, and her spools of thread, her
thimble and her scissors. Her movement in the room roused the doctor
thoroughly. He stood up, stretched his arms outward and upward, and
said "he believed he had been sleeping, and must ask their pardon for
his indifference." And then he walked to the window and looking out
added "It is a lovely night but the moon looks like storm. Oh!"--and he
turned quickly with the exclamation--"I forgot to tell you that I heard
a strange report to-day, nothing less than that General Hyde returned
on the Mary Pell this morning, bringing with him a child."
"A child!" said Mrs. Moran.
"A girl, then, a little mite of a creature. Mrs. Davy told me the
Captain carried her in his arms to the carriage which took them to Hyde
Manor."
"And how should Mrs. Davy know?"
"The Davys live next door to the Pells, and the servants of one house
carried the news to the other house. She said the General sent to his
son's lodging to see if he was in town, but he was not. It was then
only eight o'clock in the morning."
"How unlikely such a story is! Do you believe it?"
"Ask to-morrow. As for me, I neither know nor care. That is the report.
Who can tell what the Hydes will do?"
Then Cornelia said a hasty "good-night" and went to her room. She was
sick at heart; she trembled, something in her life had lost its
foot-hold, and a sudden bewildering terror--she knew not how to
explain--took possession of her. For once she forgot her habitual order
and neatness; her pretty dress was thrown heedlessly across a chair,
and she fell upon her knees weeping, and yet she could not pray.
Still the very posture and the sweet sense of help and strength it
implied, brought her the power to take into consideration such
unexpected news, and such unexplained neglect on her lover's part,
"General Hyde has returned; that much I feel certain of," she thought,
"and Joris must have left Hyde Manor about the time his father reached
New York. Joris would take the river road, being the shortest, his
father would take the highway as the best for the carriage.
Consequently, they passed each other and did not know it. Then Joris
has been sent for, and it was right and natural that he should go--but
oh, he might have written!--ten words would have been enough--It was
right he should go--but he might have written!--he might have
written!"--and she buried her face in her pillow and wept bitterly.
Alas! Alas! Love wounds as cruelly when he fails, as when he strikes;
and even when Cornelia had outworn thought and feeling, and fallen into
a sorrowful sleep, she was conscious of this failure, and her soul
sighed all night long "He might have written!"
CHAPTER IX
MISDIRECTED LETTERS
The night so unhappy to Cornelia was very much more unhappy to Hyde. He
had sent his letter to her before eleven in the morning, and if Fortune
were kind to him, he expected an answer soon after leaving Madame
Jacobus. Her departure from New York depressed him very much. She had
been the good genius of his love, but he told himself that it had now
"grown to perfection, and could, he hoped, stand in its own strength."
Restlessly he watched the hours away, now blaming, now excusing, anon
dreaming of his coming bliss, then fidgeting and fearing disappointment
from being too forward in its demanding. When noon passed, and one
o'clock struck, he rang for some refreshment; for he guessed very
accurately the reason of delay.
"Cornelia has been visiting or shopping," he thought; "and if it were
visiting, no one would part with her until the last moment; so then if
she get home by dinner-time it is as much as I can expect. I may as
well eat, and then wait in what patience I can, another hour or
two--yes, it will be two hours. I will give her two hours--for she will
be obliged to serve others before me. Well, well, patience is my
penance."
But in truth he expected the letter to be in advance of three o'clock.
"Twenty words will answer me," he thought; "yes, ten words; and she
will find or make the time to write them;" and between this hope and
the certainty of three o'clock, he worried the minutes away until three
struck. Then there was a knock at his door and he went hastily to
answer it. Balthazar stood there with the longed-for letter in his
hand. He felt first of all that he must be quite alone with it. So he
turned the key and then stood a moment to examine the outside. A letter
from Cornelia! It was a joy to see his own name written by her hand. He
kissed the superscription, and kissed the white seal, and sank into his
chair with a sigh of delight to read it.
In a few moments a change beyond all expression came over his
face--perplexity, anger, despair cruelly assailed him. It was evident
that some irreparable thing had ruined all his hopes. He was for some
moments dumb. He felt what he could not express, for a great calamity
had opened a chamber of feeling, which required new words to explain
it. This trance of grief was followed by passionate imprecations and
reproaches, wearing themselves away to an utter amazement and
incredulity. He had flung the letter to the floor, but he lifted it
again and went over the cruel words, forcing himself to read them
slowly and aloud. Every period was like a fresh sentence of death.
"'YOUR LETTER HAS GIVEN ME VERY GREAT SORROW;' let me die if that is
not what she says; 'VERY GREAT SORROW. YOU MUST HAVE KNOWN FOR WEEKS,
EVEN MONTHS, THAT MARRIAGE BETWEEN US WAS IMPOSSIBLE;' am I perfectly
in my senses? 'IT ALWAYS HAS BEEN AND ALWAYS WILL BE;' why, 'tis heart
treason of the worst kind! Can I bear it? Can I bear it? Can I bear it?
Oh Cornelia! Cornelia! 'WE HAVE BEEN SO HAPPY.' Oh it is piteous, sad.
So young, so fair, so false! and she 'GRIEVES AT MY GOING AWAY,' and
bids me on 'NO ACCOUNT CALL ON HER FATHER'--and takes pains to tell me
the 'NO IS ABSOLUTE'--and I am not to 'BLAME HER.' Oh this is the
vilest treachery! She might as well have played the coquette in speech
as writing. It is Rem Van Ariens who is at the bottom of it. May the
devil take the fellow! I shall need some heavenly power to keep my
hands off him. This is a grief beyond all griefs--I believed she loved
me so entirely. Fool! a thousand times fool! Have I not found all women
of a piece? Did not Molly Trefuses throw me over for a duke? and Sarah
Talbot tell me my love was only calf-love and had to be weaned? and
Eliza Capel regret that I was too young to guide a wife, and so marry a
cabinet minister old enough for her grandfather? Women are all just so,
not a cherry stone to choose between them--I will never wonder again at
anything a woman does--Was ever a lover so betrayed? Oh Cornelia! your
ink should have frozen in your pen, ere you wrote such words to me."
Thus his passionate grief and anger tortured him until midnight. Then
he had a high fever and a distracting headache, and, the physical
torment being the most insistent and distressing, he gave way before
it. With such agonizing tears as spring from despairing wounded love he
threw himself upon his bed, and his craving, suffering heart at length
found rest in sleep from the terrible egotism of its sorrow.
Never for one instant did he imagine this sorrow to be a mistaken and
quite unnecessary one. Indeed it was almost impossible for him to
conceive of a series of events, which though apparently accidental, had
a fatality more pronounced than anything that could have been arranged.
Not taking Rem Van Ariens seriously into his consideration, and not
fearing his rival in any way, it was beyond all his suspicions that Rem
should write to Cornelia in the same hour, and for the same purpose as
himself. He had no knowledge of Rem's intention to go to Boston, and
could not therefore imagine Cornelia "grieving" at any journey but his
own impending one to England. And that she should be forced by
circumstances to answer both Rem and himself in the same hour, and in
the very stress and hurry of her great love and anxiety should
misdirect the letters, were likelihoods outside his consciousness.
It was far otherwise with Rem. The moment he opened the letter brought
him by Cornelia's messenger, in that very moment he knew that it was
NOT his letter. He understood at once the position, and perceived that
he held in his hand an instrument, which if affairs went as he desired,
was likely to make trouble he could perchance turn to his own
advantage. The fate that had favoured him so far would doubtless go
further--if he let it alone. These thoughts sprang at once into his
reflection, but were barely entertained before nobler ones displaced
them. As a Christian gentleman he knew what he ought to do without
cavil and without delay, and he rose to follow the benignant justice of
his conscience. Into this obedience, however, there entered an
hesitation of a second of time, and that infinitesimal period was
sufficient for his evil genius.
"Why will you meddle?" it asked. "This is a very dubious matter, and
common prudence suggests a little consideration. It will be far wiser
to let Hyde take the first step. If the letter he has received is so
worded, that he knows it is your letter, it is his place to make the
transfer--and he will be sure to do it. Why should you continue the
chase? let the favoured one look after his own affairs--being a lawyer,
you may well tell yourself, that it is not your interest to move the
question."
And he hesitated and then sat down, and as there is wickedness even in
hesitating about a wicked act, Rem easily drifted from the negative to
the positive of the crime contemplated.
"I had better keep it," he mused, "and see what will come of the
keeping. All things are fair in love and war"--a stupid and slanderous
assertion, as far as love is concerned, for love that is noble and
true, will not justify anything which Christian ethics do not justify.
He suffered in this decision, suffered in his own way quite as much as
Hyde did. Cornelia had been his dream from his youth up, and Hyde had
been his aversion from the moment he first saw him. The words were not
to seek with which he expressed himself, and they were such words as do
not bear repeating. But of all revelations, the revelation of grief is
the plainest. He saw clearly in that hour that Cornelia had never loved
him, that his hopes had always been vain, and he experienced all the
bitterness of being slighted and humbled for an enemy.
After a little while he remembered that Hyde might possibly do the
thing which he had resolved not to do. Involuntarily he did Hyde this
justice, and he said to himself, "if there is anything in the letter
intended for me, which determines its ownership, Hyde will bring it. He
will understand that I have the answer to his proposal, and demand it
from me--and whether I shall feel in a mood to give it to him, will
depend on the manner in which the demand is made. If he is in one of
his lordly ways he will get no satisfaction from me. I am not apt to
give myself, nor anything I have, away; in fact it will be best not to
see him--if he holds a letter of mine he may keep it. I know its tenor
and I am not eager to know the very words in which my lady says 'No.'
HO! HO! HO!" he laughed, "I will go to the Swamp; my scented rival in
his perfumed clothing, will hardly wish the smell of the tanning pits
to come between him and his gentility."
The thought of Hyde's probable visit and this way of escaping it made
him laugh again; but it was a laughter that had that something terrible
in it which makes the laughter of the insane and drunken and cruel,
worse than the bitterest lamentation. He felt a sudden haste to escape
himself, and seizing his hat walked rapidly to his father's office.
Peter looked up as he entered, and the question in his eyes hardly
needed the simple interrogatary--
"Well then?"
"It is 'No.' I shall go to Boston early in the morning. I wish to go
over the business with Blume and Otis, and to possess myself of all
particulars."
"I have just heard that General Hyde came back this morning. He is now
the Right Honourable the Earl of Hyde, and his son is, as you know,
Lord George Hyde. Has this made a difference?"
"It has not. Let us count up what is owing to us. After all there is a
certain good in gold."
"That is the truth. I am an old man and I have seen what altitudes the
want of gold can abase, and what impossible things it makes possible.
In any adversity gold can find friends."
"I shall count every half-penny after Blume and Otis."
"Be not too strict--too far east is west. You may lose all by demanding
all."
Then the two men spent several hours in going over their accounts, and
during this time no one called on Rem and he received no message. When
he returned home he found affairs just as he had left them. "So far
good," he thought, "I will let sleeping dogs lie. Why should I set them
baying about my affairs? I will not do it"--and with this determination
in his heart he fell asleep.
But Rem's sleep was the sleep of pure matter; his soul never knew the
expansion and enlightenment and discipline of the oracles that speak in
darkness. The winged dreams had no message or comfort for him, and he
took no counsel from his pillow. His sleep was the sleep of tired flesh
and blood, and heavy as lead. But the waking from such sleep--if there
is trouble to meet--is like being awakened with a blow. He leaped to
his feet, and the thought of his loss and the shame of it, and the
horror of the dishonourable thing he had done, assailed him with a
brutal force and swiftness. He was stunned by the suddenness and the
inexorable character of his trouble. And he told himself it was "best
to run away from what he could not fight." He had no fear of Hyde's
interference so early in the morning, and once in Boston all attacks
would lose much of their hostile virulence, by the mere influence of
distance. He knew these were cowardly thoughts, but when a man knows he
is in the wrong, he does not challenge his thoughts, he excuses them.
And as soon as he was well on the road to Boston, he even began to
assume that Hyde, full of the glory of his new position, would
doubtless be well disposed to let all old affairs drop quietly "and if
so," he mused, "Cornelia will not be so dainty, and I may get 'Yes'
where I got 'No.'"
He was of course arguing from altogether wrong premises, for Hyde at
that hour was unconscious of his new dignity, and if he had been aware
of it, would have been indifferent to its small honour. He had spent a
miserable night, and a sense of almost intolerable desertion and injury
awoke with him. His soul had been in desolate places, wandering in
immense woods, vaguely apprehended as stretches of time before this
life. He had called the lost Cornelia through all their loneliness, and
answers faint as the faintest echo, had come back to that sense of
spiritual hearing attuned in other worlds than this. But sad as such
experience was, the sole effort had strengthened him. He was indeed in
better case mentally than physically.
"I must get into the fresh air," he said. "I am faint and weak. I must
have movement. I must see my mother. I will tell her everything." Then
he went to his mirror, and looked with a grim smile at its reflection.
"I have the face of a lover kicked out of doors," he continued
scornfully. He took but small pains with his toilet, and calling for
some breakfast sat down to eat it. Then for the first time in his life,
he was conscious of that soul sickness which turns from all physical
comfort; and of that singular obstruction in the throat which is the
heart's sob, and which would not suffer him to swallow.
"I am most wretched," he said mournfully; "and no trouble comes alone.
Of all the days in all the years, why should Madame Jacobus have to
take herself out of town yesterday? It is almost incredible, and she
could, and would have helped me. She would have sent for Cornelia. I
might have pleaded my cause face to face with her." Then angrily--
"Faith! can I yet care for a girl so cruel and so false? I am not to be
pitied if I do. I will go to my dear mother. Mother-love is always
sure, and always young. Whatever befalls, it keeps constant truth. I
will go to my mother."
He rode rapidly through the city and spoke to no one, but when he
reached his Grandfather Van Heemskirk's house, he saw him leaning over
the half-door smoking his pipe. He drew rein then, and the old
gentleman came to his side:
"Why art thou here?" he asked. "Is thy father, or Lady Annie sick?"
"I know nothing new. There was no letter yesterday."
"Yesterday! Surely thou must know that they are now at home? Yesterday,
very early in the morning, they landed."
"My father at home!"
"That is the truth. Where wert thou, not to know this?"
"I came to town yesterday morning. I had a great trouble. I was sick
and kept my room."
"And sick thou art now, I can see that," said Madame Van Heemskirk
coming forward--"What is the matter with thee, my Joris?"
"Cornelia has refused me. I know not how it is, that no woman will love
me. Am I so very disagreeable?"
"Thou art as handsome and as charming as can be; and it is not Cornelia
that has said 'no' to thee, it is her father. Now he will be sorry, for
thy uncle is dead and thy father is Earl Hyde, and thou thyself art a
lord."
"I care not for such things. I am a poor lord, if Cornelia be not my
lady." "I wonder they sent not after thee!"
"They would be expecting me every hour. If there had been a letter I
should have gone directly back with it, but it was beyond all
surmising, that my father should return. Grandfather, will you see
Doctor Moran for me? You can speak a word that will prevail."
"I will not, my Joris. If thy father were not here, that would be
different. He is the right man to move in the matter. Ever thou art in
too much of a hurry. Think now of thy life as a book of uncut leaves,
and do not turn a page till thou hast read it to the very last word."
"I will see Cornelia for thee," said Madame Van Heernskirk. "I will
ask the girl what she means. Very often she passes here, sometimes she
comes in. I will say to her--why did thou throw my grandson's love away
like an old shoe? Art thou not ashamed to be so light of love, for I
know well thou said to my Joris, thou loved him. And she will tell me
the truth. Yes, indeed, if into my house she comes, out of it she goes
not, until I have the why, and the wherefore."
"Do not be unkind to her, grandmother--perhaps it is not her fault--if
she had only said a few sorrowful words--Let me show you her letter."
"No," said Van Heernskirk. "One thing at a time, Joris. Now it is the
time to go and welcome thy father and thy cousin--too long has been the
delay already."
"Then good-bye! Grandmother, you will speak or me?" And she smiled and
nodded, and stood on her tiptoe while Joris stooped and kissed
her--"Fret not thyself at all. I will see Cornelia and speak for thee."
And then he kissed her again and rode away.
Very near the great entrance gates of Hyde Manor he met his father and
mother walking. Madame, the Right Honourable the Countess of Hyde, was
pointing out the many improvements she had made; and the Earl looked
pleased and happy. George threw himself off his horse with a loving
impetuosity, and his mother questioned him about his manner of spending
the previous day. "How could thou help knowing thy father had landed?"
she asked. "Was not the whole city talking of the circumstance?"
"I was not in the city, mother. I went to the post office and from
there to Madame Jacobus. She was just leaving for Charleston, and I
went with her to the boat."
"What an incredible thing! Madame Jacobus leaving New York! For what?
For why?"
"She has gone to nurse her sister-in-law, who is dying. That is of all
things the most likely--for she has a great heart."
"You say that--I know not."
"It is the truth itself. Afterwards I had my lunch and then came on a
fever and a distracting headache, and I was compelled to keep my room;
and so heard nothing at all until my grandfather told me the good news
this morning."
"Madame Kippon was on the dock and saw thy father and cousin land. The
news would be a hot coal in her mouth till she told it, and I am amazed
she did not call at thy lodging. Now go forward; when thy father and I
have been round the land, we will come to thee. Thy cousin Annie is
here."
"That confounds me. I could hardly believe it true."
"She is frail, and her physicians thought the sea voyage might give her
the vitality she needs. It was at least a chance, and she was
determined to take it. Then thy father put all his own desires behind
him, and came with her. We will talk more in a little while. I see thy
dress is untidy, and I dare say thou art hungry. Go, eat and dress, by
that time we shall be home."
But though his mother gave him a final charge "to make haste," he went
slowly. The thought of Cornelia had returned to his memory with a
sweet, strong insistence that carried all before it. He wondered what
she was doing--how she was dressed--what she was thinking--what she was
feeling---He wondered if she was suffering--if she thought he was
suffering--if she was sorry for him--He made himself as wretched as
possible, and then some voice of comfort anteceding all reasoning, told
him to be of good cheer; for if Cornelia had ever loved him, she must
love him still; and if she had only been amusing herself with his
devotion, then what folly to break his heart for a girl who had no
heart worth talking about.
Poor Cornelia! She was at that moment the most unhappy woman in New
York. She had excused the "ten words" he might have written yesterday.
She had found in the unexpected return of his father and cousin reason
sufficient for his neglect; but it was now past ten o'clock of another
day, and there was yet no word from him. Perhaps then he was coming.
She sat at her tambour frame listening till all her senses and emotions
seemed to have fled to her ear. And the ear has memory, it watches for
an accustomed sound, it will not suffer us to forget the voice, the
step of those we love. Many footsteps passed, but none stopped at the
gate; none came up the garden path, and no one lifted the knocker. The
house itself was painfully still; there was no sound but the faint
noise made by Mrs. Moran as she put down her Dobbin or her scissors.
The tension became distressing. She longed for her father--for a
caller--for any one to break this unbearable pause in life.
Yet she could not give up hope. A score of excuses came into her mind;
she was sure he would come in the afternoon. He MUST come. She read and
reread his letter. She dressed herself with delightful care and sat
down to watch for him. He came not. He sent no word, no token, and as
hour after hour slipped away, she was compelled to drop her needle.
"Mother," she said, "I am not well. I must go upstairs." She had been
holding despair at bay so many hours she could bear it no longer. For
she was so young, and this was the first time she had been yoke-fellow
with sorrow. She was amazed at her own suffering. It seemed so
impossible. It had come upon her so swiftly, so suddenly, and as yet
she was not able to seek any comfort or sympathy from God or man. For
to do so, was to admit the impossibility of things yet turning out
right; and this conclusion she would not admit; she was angry at a word
or a look that suggested such a termination.
The next morning she called Balthazar to her and closely questioned
him. It had struck her in the night, that the slave might have lost the
letter, and be afraid to confess the accident. But Balthazar's manner
and frank speech was beyond suspicion. He told her exactly what
clothing Lieutenant Hyde was wearing, how he looked, what words he
said, and then with a little hesitation took a silver crown piece from
his pocket and added "he gave it to me. When he took the letter in his
hand he looked down at it and laughed like he was very happy; and he
gave me the money for bringing it to him; that is the truth, sure, Miss
Cornelia."
She could not doubt it. There was then nothing to be done but wait in
patience for the explanation she was certain would yet come. But on
with what leaden motion the hours went by! For a few days she made a
pretence of her usual employments, but at the end of a week her
embroidery frame stood uncovered, her books were unopened her music
silent, and she declared herself unable to take her customary walk. Her
mother watched her with unspeakable sympathy, but Cornelia's grief was
dumb; it made no audible moan, and preserved an attitude which repelled
all discussion. As yet she would not acknowledge a doubt of her lover's
faith; his conduct was certainly a mystery, but she told her heart with
a passionate iteration that it would positively be cleared up.
Now and then the Doctor, or a visitor, made a remark which might have
broken this implicit trust, and probably did facilitate that end; for
it was evident from them, that Hyde was in health, and that he was
taking his share in the usual routine of daily life:--thus, one day
Mrs. Wiley while making a call said--
"I met the new Countess and the Lady Annie Hyde, and I can tell you the
new Countess is very much of a Countess. As for the Lady Annie," she
added, "she was wrapped to her nose in furs, and you could see nothing
of her but two large black eyes, that even at a distance made you feel
sad and uncomfortable. However Lord George Hyde appeared to be very
much her servant."
"There has been talk of a marriage between them," answered Mrs. Moran,
for she was anxious to put her daughter out of all question. "I should
think it would be a very proper marriage."
"Oh, indeed, 'proper marriages' seldom come off. Love marriages are the
fashion at present."
"Are they not the most proper of all?"
"On the contrary, is there anything more indiscreet? Of a thousand
couples who marry for love, hardly one will convince us that the thing
can be done, and not repented of afterwards."
"I think you are mistaken," said Mrs. Moran coldly. "Love should always
seek its match, and that is love--or nothing."
"Oh indeed! It is you are mistaken," continued Mrs. Wiley. "As the
times go, Cupid has grown to cupidity, and seeks his match in money or
station, or such things."
"Money, or station, or such things find their match in money, or
station, or such things.--They are not love."
"Well then the three may go together in this case. But the girl has an
uncanny, unworldlike face. Captain Wiley says he has seen mermaids with
the same long look in their eyes. Do you know that Rem Van Ariens has
gone to Boston?"
"We have heard so;"--and then the Doctor entered, and after the usual
formalities said, "I have just met Earl Hyde and his Countess parading
themselves in the fine carriage he brought with him, 'Tis a thousand
pities the President did not wait in New York to see the sight."
"Was Lady Annie with them?" asked Mrs. Wiley, "we were just talking
about her."
"Yes, but one forgets that she is there--or anywhere. She seems as if
she were an accident."
"And the young lord?"
"The young lord affects the democratic."
Such conversations were not uncommon, and Mrs. Moran could not with any
prudence put a sudden stop to them. They kept Cornelia full of
wondering irritation, and gradually drove the doubt into her soul--the
doubt of her lover's sincerity which was the one thing she could not
fight against. It loosened all the props of life; she ceased to
struggle and to hope. The world went on, but Cornelia's heart stood
still; and at the end of the third week things came to this--her father
looked at her keenly one morning and sent her instantly to bed. At the
last the breakdown had come in a night, but it had found all ready for
it.
"She has typhoid, or I am much mistaken," he said to the anxious
mother. "Why have you said nothing to me? How has it come about? I have
heard no complaining. To have let things go thus far without help is
dreadful--it is almost murder."
"John! John! What could I do? She could not bear me to ask after her
health. She said always that she was not sick. She would not hear of my
speaking to you. I thought it was only sorrow and heart-ache."
"Only sorrow and heart-ache. Is not that enough to call typhoid or any
other death? What is the trouble? Oh I need not ask, I know it is that
young Hyde. I feel it. I saw this trouble coming; now let me know the
whole truth."
He listened to it with angry amazement. He said he ought to have been
told at the time--he threw aside all excuses--for being a man how could
he understand why women put off, and hope, and suffer? He was sure the
rascal ought to have been brought to explanation the very first
day:--and then he broke down and wept his wife's tears, and echoed all
her piteous moan for her daughter's wronged love and breaking heart.
"What is left us now, is to try and save her dear life," said the
miserable father. "Suffering we cannot spare her. She must pass alone
through the Valley of the Shadow; but it may be she will lose this
sorrow in its dreadful paths. I have known this to happen often; for
THERE the soul has to strip itself of all encumbrances, and fight for
life, and life only."
This was the battle waged in Doctor Moran's house for many awful weeks.
The girl lay at Death's door, and her father and mother watched every
breath she drew. One day, while she was in extremity, the Doctor went
himself to the apothecary's for medicine. This medicine was his last
hope and he desired to prepare it himself. As he came out of the store
with it in his hand, Hyde looked at him with a steady imploration. He
had evidently been waiting his exit.
"Sir!" he said, "I have heard a report that I cannot, I dare not
believe."
"Believe the worst--and stand aside, sir. I have neither patience nor
words for you."
"I beseech you, sir--"
"Touch me not! Out of my sight! Broadway is not wide enough for us two,
unless you take the other side."
"Your daughter? Oh sir, have some pity!"
"My daughter is dying."
"Then sir, let me tell you, that your behaviour has been so brutal to
her, and to me, that the Almighty shows both kindness and intelligence
in taking her away:"--and with these words uttered in a blazing passion
of indignation and pity, the young lord crossed to the other side of
the street, leaving the Doctor confounded by his words and manner.
"There is something strange here," he said to himself; "the fellow may
be as bad as bad can be, but he neither looked nor spoke as if he had
wronged Cornelia. If she lives I must get to the bottom of this affair.
I should not wonder if it is the work of Dick Hyde--earl or general--as
detestable a man as ever crossed my path."
With this admission and wonder, the thought of Hyde passed from his
mind; for at that hour the issue he had to consider was one of life or
death. And although it was beyond all hope or expectation, Cornelia
came back to life; came back very slowly, but yet with a solemn calm
and a certain air of conscious dignity, as of one victorious over death
and the grave. But she was perilously delicate, and the Doctor began to
consider the dangers of her convalescence.
"Ava," he said one evening when Cornelia had been downstairs
awhile--"it will not do for the child to run the risk of meeting that
man. I see him on the street frequently. The apothecary says he comes
to his store to ask after her recovery nearly every day. He has not
given her up, I am sure of that. He spoke to me once about her, and was
outrageously impudent. There is something strange in the affair, but
how can I move in it?"
"It is impossible. Can you quarrel with a man because he has deceived
Cornelia? How cruel that would be to the child! You must bear and I
must bear. Anything must be borne, rather than set the town wondering
and talking."
"It is a terrible position. I see not how I can endure it."
"Put Cornelia before everything."
"The best plan is to remove Cornelia out of danger. Why not take her to
visit your brother Joseph? He has long desired you to do so."
"Go to Philadelphia NOW! Joseph tells me Congress is in session, and
the city gone mad over its new dignity. Nothing but balls and dinners
are thought of; even the Quakers are to be seen in the finest modes and
materials at entertainments; and Cornelia will hardly escape the fever
of fashion and social gaiety. She has many acquaintances there."
"I do not wish her to escape it. A change of human beings is as
necessary as a change of air, or diet. She has had too much of George
Hyde, and Madame Jacobus, and Rem Van Ariens."
"I hear that Rem is greatly taken with Boston, and thinks of opening an
office there."
"Very prudent of Rem. What chance has he in New York with Hamilton and
Burr, to carry off all the big prey? Make your arrangements as soon as
possible to leave New York."
"You are sure that you are right in choosing Philadelphia?"
"Yes--while Hyde is in New York. Write to your brother to-day; and as
soon as Cornelia is a little stronger, I will go with you to
Philadelphia."
"And stay with us?"
"That is not to be expected. I have too much to do here,"
CHAPTER X
LIFE TIED IN A KNOT
One morning soon after the New Year, Hyde was returning to the Manor
House from New York. It was a day to oppress thought, and tighten the
heart, and kill all hope and energy. There was a monotonous rain and a
sky like that of a past age--solemn and leaden--and the mud of the
roads was unspeakable. He was compelled to ride slowly and to feel in
its full force, as it were, the hostility of Nature. As he reached his
home the rain ceased, and a thick mist, with noiseless entrance,
pervaded all the environment; but no life, or sound of life, broke the
melancholy sense of his utter desolation.
He took the road by the lake because it was the nearest road to the
stables, where he wished to alight; but the sight of the livid water,
and of the herons standing motionless under the huge cedars by its
frozen edges, brought to speech and expression that stifled grief,
which Nature this morning had intensified, not relieved.
"Those unearthly birds!" he said petulantly, "they look as if they had
escaped the deluge by some mistake. Oh if I could forget! If I could
only forget! And now she has gone! She has gone! I shall never see her
again!" Grief feels it a kind of luxury to repeat some supreme cry of
misery, and this lamentation for his lost love had this poignant
satisfaction. He felt New York to be empty and void and dreary, and the
Manor House with its physical cheer and comfort, and its store of
affection, could not lift the stone from his heart.
In spite of the chilling mist the Earl had gone to see a neighbour
about some land and local affairs, and his mother--oblivious of the
coronet of a countess--was helping her housekeeper to make out the list
of all household property at the beginning of the year 1792. She seemed
a little annoyed at his intrusion, and recommended to him a change of
apparel. Then he smiled at his forlorn, draggled condition, and went to
his room.
Now it is a fact that in extreme dejection something good to eat, and
something nice to wear, will often restore the inner man to his normal
complacency; and when Hyde's valet had seen to his master's refreshment
in every possible way, Hyde was at least reconciled to the idea of
living a little longer. The mud-stained garments had disappeared, and
as he walked up and down the luxurious room, brightened by the blazing
oak logs, he caught reflections of his handsome person in the mirror,
and he began to be comforted. For it is not in normal youth to disdain
the smaller joys of life; and Hyde was thinking as his servant dressed
him in satin and velvet, that at least there was Annie. Annie was
always glad to see him, and he had a great respect for Annie's
opinions. Indeed during the past few weeks they had been brought into
daily companionship, they had become very good friends. So then the
absence of the Earl and the preoccupation of his mother was not beyond
comfort, if Annie was able to receive him. In spite of his grief for
Cornelia's removal from New York, he was not insensible to the pleasure
of Annie's approval. He liked to show himself to her when he knew he
could appear to advantage; and there was nothing more in this desire,
than that healthy wish for approbation that is natural to
self-respecting youth.
He heard her singing as he approached the drawing-room, and he opened
the door noiselessly and went in. If she was conscious of his entrance
she made no sign of it, and Hyde did not seem to expect it. He glanced
at her as he might have glanced at a priest by the altar, and went
softly to the fireside and sat down. At this moment she had a solemn,
saintly beauty; her small pale face was luminous with spiritual joy,
her eyes glowing with rapture, and her hands moving among the ivory
keys of the piano made enchanting melody to her inspired longing
Jerusalem the golden,
With milk and honey blest,
Beneath thy contemplation
Sink heart and voice oppressed.
O one, O only mansion,
O paradise of joy!
Where tears are ever banished
And smiles have no alloy.
O sweet and blessed country!
Shall I ever see thy face?
O sweet and blessed country!
Shall I ever win thy grace?
and as these eager impassioned words rose heavenward, it seemed to Hyde
that her innocent, longing soul was half-way out of her frail little
body. He did not in any way disturb her. She ceased when the hymn was
finished and sat still a few moments, realizing, as far as she could,
the glory which doth not yet appear. As her eyes dropped, the light
faded from her face; she smiled at Hyde, a smile that seemed to light
all the space between them. Then he stood up and she came towards him.
No wonder that strangers spoke of her as a child; she had the size and
face and figure of a child, and her look of extreme youth was much
accentuated by the simple black gown she wore, and by her carriage, for
she leaned slightly forward as she walked, her feet appearing to take
no hold upon the floor; a movement springing INTERIORLY from the soul
eagerness which dominated her. Hyde placed her in a chair before the
fire, and then drew his own chair to her side.
"Cousin," she said, "I am most glad to see you. Everybody has some work
to do to-day."
"And you, Annie?"
"In this world I have no work to do," she answered. "My soul is here
for a purchase; when I have made it I shall go home again." And Hyde
looked at her with such curious interest that she added--"I am buying
Patience."
"O indeed, that is a commodity not in the market."
"I assure you it is. I buy it daily. Once I used to wonder what for I
had come to earth. I had no strength, no beauty, nothing at all to buy
Earth's good things with. Three years ago I found out that I had come
to buy for my soul, the grace of Patience. Do you remember what an
imperious, restless, hard-to-please, hard-to-serve girl I was? Now it
is different. If people do not come on the instant I call them, I rock
my soul to rest, and say to it 'anon, anon, be quiet, soul.' If I
suffer much pain--and that is very often--I say Soul, it is His Will,
you must not cry out against it. If I do not get my own way, I say,
Soul, His Way is best; and thus, day by day, I am buying Patience."
"But it is not possible this can content you. You must have some other
hope and desire, Annie?"
"Perhaps I once had--and to-day is a good time to speak of it to you,
because now it troubles me no longer. You know what my father desired,
and what your father promised, for us both?"
"Yes. Did you desire it, Annie?"
"I do not desire it now. You were ever against it?"
"Oh Annie!--"
"It makes no matter, George. I shall never marry you."
"Do you dislike me so much?"
"I am very fond of you. You are of my race and my kindred, and I love
every soul of the Hydes that has ever tarried on this earth."
"Well then?"
"I shall marry no one. I will show you the better way. Few can walk in
it, but Doctor Roslyn says, he thinks it may be my part--my happy
part--to do so:" and as she spoke she took from the little pocket at
her side a small copy of the gospels, and it opened of its own account
at the twentieth chapter of St. Luke. "See!" she said, "and read it for
yourself, George--"
"The children of this world marry and are given in marriage. But they
which shall be accounted worthy to obtain that world, and the
resurrection from the dead, neither marry, nor are given in marriage.
"Neither can they die any more; for they are equal unto the angels, and
are the children of God, being the children of the resurrection."
[Footnote: St. Luke, chap. xx. 34-36.]
"To die no more! To be like unto the angels! To be the children of God!
This is the end and aim of my desires, to be among 'the children of
God!'"
"Dear Annie, I cannot understand this."
"Not yet. It is not your time. My soul, I think, is ages older than
yours. It takes ages of schooling to get into that class that may leave
Earth forever, and be as the angels. Even now I know, I am sure that
you are fretting and miserable for the love of some woman. For whose
love, George? Tell me."
Then Hyde plunged with headlong precipitancy into the story of his love
for Cornelia, and of the inexplicably cruel way in which it had been
brought to a close. "And yesterday," he continued with a sob in his
voice--"yesterday I heard that her father had taken her to
Philadelphia. I shall see her no more. He will marry her to Rem Van
Arenas, or to one of her Quaker cousins, and the taste is taken out of
my life, and I am only a walking misery."
"I do not believe it is Cornelia's fault."
"Here is her letter. Read it." Then Annie look the letter and after
reading it said, "If she be all you say, I will vow she wrote this in
her sleep. I should like to see her. Why do you think wrong of her?
What is love without faith in the one you love? Do you know first and
finally what true love is? It is THINKING kindly and nobly. For if we
GIVE all we have, and DO all we can do, and yet THINK unkindly, it
profits us nothing. Doctor Roslyn told me so. You remember him?"
"Your teacher?"
"My teacher, my friend, my father after the spirit. He told me that our
thoughts moulded our fate, because thought and life are one. So then,
if you really love Cornelia, you must think good of her, and then good
will come."
"If thought and life are one, Annie, if doing good, and giving good,
are nothing to thinking good, and we are to be judged by our quality of
thinking, there will be a greater score against all of us, than we can
imagine. I, for one, should not like to be brought face to face with
what I think, and have thought about people; it would be an accounting
beyond my power to settle."
"There is no accounting. If all the priests in Christendom tell you so,
believe them not. Do you think God keeps a score against you? Do you
think the future is some torture chamber, or condemned cell? Oh, how
you wrong God!"
"But we are taught, Annie, that the future must correct the past."
"True, but the future, like the present, is a school--only a school.
And the Great Master is so compassionate, so ready to help, so ready to
enlighten, so sure to make out of our foolishness some wise thing. If
we learn the lesson we came here to learn, He will say to us 'Well
done'--and then we shall go higher."
"If we do not learn it?"
"Ah then, we are turned back to try it over again! I should not like to
be turned back--would you?"
"But He will punish us for failure."
"Our earthly fathers are often impatient with us; His compassions fail
not. Oh this good God!" she cried in an ecstasy--"Oh that I knew where
I might find Him! Oh that I could come into His presence!" and her eyes
dilated, and were full of an incomparable joy, as if they were gazing
upon some glorious vision, and glad with the gladness of the angels.
Hyde looked at her with an intense interest. He wondered if this
angelic little creature had ever known the frailties and temptations of
mortal life, and she answered his thought as if he had spoken it aloud.
"Yes, cousin, I have known all temptations, and come through all
tribulations. My soul has wandered and lost its way, and been brought
back many and many a time, and bought every grace with much suffering.
But God is always present to help, while quest followed quest, and
lesson followed lesson, and goal succeeded goal; ever leaving some evil
behind, and carrying forward some of those gains which are eternal."
"If Adam had not fallen!" sighed George, "things might have been so
different."
"But the angels fell before Adam," she answered. "I wonder if Adam knew
about the fallen angels? Did he know about death before he saw Abel
dead? He was all day in the garden of Eden after eating of the fruit of
sin and death, and yet he did not put out his hand to take of the Tree
of Life. Did he know that he was already immortal? Was he--and are
we--fallen angels, working our way back to our first estate through
many trials and much suffering? Doctor Roslyn talked to me of these
things till I thought I felt wings stirring within me. Wings! Wings!
Wings to fly away and be at rest. Wings! they have been the dream of
every race and every age. Are they a memory of our past greatness, for
they haunt us, and draw us on and on, and higher and higher?--but why
do you look so troubled and reluctant?"
Before Hyde could answer, the Earl came into the room and the young man
was glad to see his father. A conversation so unusual, so suggestive
and cleaving made him unhappy. It took him up the high places that
indeed gave him a startling outlook of life, but he was not comfortable
at such altitude. He rose with something of this strange air about him,
and the Earl understood what the trend of the conversation had been.
For Annie had talked much to him on such subjects, and he had been
sensibly moved and impressed by the wisdom which the little maid had
learned from her venerable teacher. He lifted her head in passing, and
kissed her brow with that reverent affection we feel for those who
bring out what is noblest and best in our character, and who lead us
higher than our daily walk.
"My dear George," he said, "I am delighted to see you. I was afraid you
would stay in the city this dreadful weather. Is there any news?"
"A great deal, sir. I have brought you English and French papers."
"I will read them at my leisure. Give me the English news first. What
is it in substance?"
"The conquest of Mysore and Madras. Seringapatam has fallen; and Tippoo
has ceded to England one half his dominions and three millions of
pounds. The French have not now a foothold left in India, and 'Citizen
Tippoo' can no longer help the agents of the French Republic. Faith,
sir! Cornwallis has given England in the east, a compensation for what
she lost in the west."
"To make nations of free men, is the destiny of our race," replied the
Earl.
"Perhaps so; for it seems the new colony planted at Sydney Cove,
Australia, is doing wonderfully; and that would mean an English empire
in the south."
"Yet, I have just read a proclamation of the French Assembly, calling
on the people of France 'TO ANNIHILATE AT ONCE, the white, clay-footed
colossus of English power and diplomacy.' Anything else?"
"Mr. Fox and Mr. Burke are quarrelling as usual, and Mr. Pitt is making
the excesses of France the excuse for keeping back reform in England.
It is the old story. I did not care to read it. The French papers tell
their side of it. They call Burke a madman, and Pitt a monster, and the
Moniteur accuses them of having misrepresented the great French nation,
and says, 'they will soon be laid prostrate before the statue of
Liberty, from which they shall only rise to mount the scaffold, etc.,
etc.'"
"What bombastic nonsense!"
"Minister Morris is in the midst of horrors unmentionable. The other
foreign ministers have left France, and the French government is
deserted by all the world; yet Mr. Morris remains at his post, though
he was lately arrested in the street, and his house searched by armed
men."
"But this is an insult to the American nation! Why does he endure it?
He ought to return home."
"Because he will not abandon his duty in the hour of peril and
difficulty. Neither has the President given him permission to do so.
How could he desert American citizens unlawfully imprisoned, American
vessels unlawfully seized by French privateers, and American captains
detained in French ports on all kinds of pretences. I think Minister
Morris is precisely where he should be, saving the lives of American
citizens; many of whom are trembling to-day in the shadow of the
guillotine."
"It is to be hoped that Jefferson is now convinced of the execrable
nature of these brutal revolutionists."
"I can assure you, sir, he is not. He still excuses all their
abominations and says Minister Morris is a high-flying monarchy man,
and not to be taken without great allowance. I hear that Madame
Kippon's daughter, whom Mr. Morris rescued at the last hour, has
arrived in New York; and yesterday I met Mr. Van Ariens, who is
exceedingly anxious concerning his daughter, the Marquise de
Tounnerre." "Is she in danger? I thought her husband was a leader in
the new National Assembly."
"He is among the Girondists. They are giving themselves airs and making
fine speeches at present--but--"
"But what?"
"Their day will be short."
"What of the king?"
"The royal family are all prisoners in the Temple Tower. I do not dare
to read the particulars; but not a single protest against their
barbarity is made. Frenchmen who silently saw the Abbaye, the Force,
and the Carmes turned into human shambles three months ago, now hold
their peace while murders no less horrible are being slowly done in the
Temple."
"They are inconceivable monsters. Poor little Arenta! What will she do?"
"I am not very uneasy for her; she has wit enough to save her life if
put to such extremes; her father is much to be pitied; and it is
incredible, though true, that the great majority of our people are
still singing the MARSEILLAISE, though every letter of it is washed in
blood and tears."
"I am troubled about that pretty little Marquise."
"She is clever and full of resource. I have had only one letter from
her since her marriage, and it was written to the word 'glories!' She
seemed to be living in a blaze of triumph and very happy. But change is
the order of the day in France."
"Say of the hour, and you are nearer the truth."
"If Arenta is in trouble she will cry out, and call for help on every
hand. I never knew her to make a mistake where her own interests were
concerned. I told her father yesterday that it would be very difficult
to corner Arenta, and comforted him beyond my hope."
During this conversation Annie was in a reverie which it in no way
touched. She had the faculty of shutting her ears to sounds she did not
wish to take into her consciousness, and the French Revolution did not
exist for her. She was thinking all the time of her Cousin George, and
of the singular abruptness with which his love life had been cut short;
and it was this train of thought which led her--when the murmur of
voices ceased for a moment--to say impulsively:
"Uncle, it is my desire to go to Philadelphia," The Earl looked at her
with incredulity. "What nonsense, Annie!" he exclaimed. "The thing is
impossible."
"Why impossible?"
"For you, I mean. You would be very ill before the journey was
half-finished. The roads, as George will tell you, are nearly
impassable; and the weather after this fog may be intensely cold. For
you a journey to Philadelphia would be an arduous undertaking, and one
without any reasonable motive."
"Oh, indeed! Do you call George Washington an unreasonable motive? I
wish to see him. Imagine me within one hundred miles of this supreme
hero, and turning back to England without kissing his hand. I should be
laughed at--I should deserve to be laughed at."
"Yes, if the journey were an easier one."
"To be sure, the roads and the cold will be trials; but then my uncle,
you can give them to me, as God gives trials to His Beloved. He breaks
them up into small portions, and puts a night's sleep between the
portions. Can you not also do this?"
"You little Methodist!" answered the Earl, with a tender gleam in his
eyes. "I see that I shall have to give you your own way. Will you go
with us, George?"
"It will be a relief. New York is in the dumps. Little Burr having
beaten the Schuyler faction, thinks himself omnipotent; and this
quarrel between Mr. Jay and Governor Clinton keeps every one else on
the edge of ill-humour. All the dancing part of the town are gone to
Philadelphia; I have scarcely a partner left; and there is no
conversation now in New York that is not political. Burr, Schuyler,
Jay, Clinton! even the clergy have gone horse and foot into these
disputes."
"Burr has a kind of cleverness; one must admit that."
"He is under the curse of knowing everything."
"Nevertheless his opinions will not alter the axis of the earth. It is
however a dangerous thing to live in a community where politics are the
staple of talk, quarrels spring full armed from a word in such an
atmosphere."
"I have accommodated my politics, sir, to my own satisfaction; and I
make shift to answer people according to their idols. I vow, I am so
weary of the words 'honour and honesty' that they beat a tattoo on my
brain."
"When you are as old as I am, George, you will understand that these
words are the coin, with which men buy office. The corruption of
courtiers is a general article of faith, but the impudence of patriots
going to market with their honesty, beats courtly corruption to
nothing. However, let us go to Philadelphia and see the play. That is
what Annie desires."
"I desire to see Washington. I wish to see the greatest of Americans."
"Let me tell you, Annie," said the Earl, "that there never was a man in
America less American in character and habits, than Washington."
"For all that," interrupted George, "there will never come a man after
him, that will be able to rob Washington of the first place in the
hearts of the American nation."
"Nor at this day can we judge him as he deserves," added the Earl; "for
he is cramped and hustled by the crowd of nobodies around him."
"I shall look at him, and I shall know him," said Annie. "George tells
me that he is good and handsome to look at."
"On horseback," continued the Earl, "there is none like him; he is the
ideally perfect cavalier--graceful, dignified, commanding. Indeed so
superb a man comes not twice in a generation. At Monmouth, where I
commanded a division, I remember him flying along the lines, cheering
the men and restoring by his tremendous enthusiasm the fortunes of the
fight to our standard. The grandest of men! You are right, Annie, it
would be a stupidity to go back to England without seeing him."
This was the initial conversation which after some opposition, and a
little temper from madame the Countess, resulted in the Hyde family
visiting Philadelphia. It was a great trial to the Countess to leave
her own well ordered, comfortable home for apartments in an hotel; and
she was never done asserting it to be a great imprudence, as far as
Annie was concerned. But the girl was immovable, and as she was
supported by her uncle and cousin, the Countess was compelled to
acquiesce. But really she was so ready to find her pleasure in the
pleasure of those she loved, that this acquiescence was not an
unmitigated trial. She suspected the motive for her son's eager desire
for Philadelphia, and as she had abandoned without much regret the hope
of his marriage with Annie Hyde, she was far from being disinclined to
Cornelia. She had accustomed herself to the idea of Cornelia as
mistress of the beautiful home she had made. She was an American, and
madame loved her country and wished her daughter-in-law to be of
American lineage. She was aware that some trouble had come between the
lovers, and she trusted that this visit might be the ground of a
reconciliation. Without question, or plan, or even strong desire, she
felt the wisdom of making opportunities, and then leaving the
improvement of them to circumstances.
So about the beginning of February the Hydes were settled in
Philadelphia more comfortably than could have been expected. A handsome
house, handsomely furnished, had been found; and madame had brought
with her the servants necessary to care for it, and for the family's
comfort. And she was glad, when the weariness of the journey was over,
to see how naturally and pleasantly her husband and son took their
places in the gay world around them. She watched the latter constantly,
being sure she would be able to read on his face, and by his manner and
temper, whether affairs relating to Cornelia were favourable.
In a week she had come to the conclusion that he was disappointed;
which indeed was very much the case. He could hear nothing of Cornelia.
He had never once got a glimpse of her lovely countenance, and no
scrutiny had revealed to him the place of her abode. Every house
inhabited by a person of the name of Willing, had been the object of
his observation; but no form that by any possibility could be mistaken
for hers, had passed in or out of their doors. He became ashamed of
haunting particular streets, and fancied the ladies of certain houses
watched him; and that the maids and menservants chattered and
speculated about his motives.
Every day when he went out Annie gave him an assuring smile, every day
when he returned, she opened her eyes on him with the question in them
she did not care to formulate; and every day she received in an answer
an almost imperceptible negative shake of the head, that slight as it
was, said despairingly, "I have not seen her."
A month passed in this unfruitful searching misery, and Hyde was almost
hopeless. The journey appeared to be altogether a failure; and he said
to Annie, "I am to be blamed for my selfishness in permitting you to
come here. I see that you have tired yourself to death for nothing at
all."
She gave her head a resolute little shake and answered, "Wait and see.
Something is coming. You have no patience."
"I assure you, Annie, I ought to have. I have been buying it every day
since we came to this detestable place."
"The place is not to blame. Do you know that I am going to Mrs.
Washington's reception to-morrow evening? I shall see the President. He
may even speak to me; for my uncle says he appears there, only as a
private gentleman. Cousin, you are to be my cavalier if it please you;
and my uncle and aunt will attend us."
"I am devotedly at your service, Annie; and I will at least point out
to you some of the dazzling beauties of our court--the splendid Mrs.
Bingham, the Miss Allens, and Miss Chews, and the brilliant Sally
McKean."
"And the lovely Cornelia Moran?"
"She will not be there."
"My aunt says I must wear a white gown, and I shah do you all the
justice it is in my power to do."
"I am always proud of you, Annie. There is no one like you."
"Do not say that, George!" The few words were almost a cry; and she
closed her eyes, and clasped her small hands tightly.
"What have I said, Annie?"
"Nothing--nothing--only do not flatter me."
"It is the very truth."
"Let it pass?--it is nothing." She was silent afterwards, like a person
in pain; all her childlike gaiety gone; and Hyde having a full share of
a man's stupidity about matters of pure feeling, did not for one moment
suspect why his praise should give her pain. He thought her objection
must come from some religious scruple.
The next evening however he had every reason to feel proud of his
cousin. She was really an exquisite little creature; angels would have
given her all she wished, she was so charming. The touch of phantasy
and flame in her nature illumined her face, and no one could look at
her without feeling that a fervent and transparent soul gazed from
eyes, so lambent with soft spiritual fire. This impression was enhanced
by her childlike gown of white crape over soft white silk; it suggested
her sweet fretless life, and also something unknown and unseen in her
very simplicity.
Hyde, who was dressed in the very finest mode, was proud to take her on
his arm; and the Earl watched them with a fond and faithful hope that
all would soon fall out as he desired it. He could not indeed imagine a
man remaining unimpressed by a beauty so captivating to the highest
senses. "It will be as we wish," he said to his Countess as they
watched them entering the waiting coach; and she answered with that
smile of admission, which has always its reserved opinion.
Mrs. Washington's parlours were crowded when they entered them, but the
splendid throng gave the highest expression of their approval possible,
by that involuntary silence which indicates a pleased astonishment. The
Earl at once presented his niece to Mrs. Washington, and afterwards to
the President, who as a guest of Mrs. Washington was walking about the
rooms talking to the ladies present. Resplendent in purple and white
satin and the finest of laces, the august man captivated Lady Annie at
the first glance. She curtsied with inimitable grace, and would have
kissed the hand he held out to her, had he permitted the homage. For a
few minutes he remained in conversation with the party, then he went
forward, and Hyde turning with his beautiful charge, met Cornelia face
to face.
They looked at each other as two disembodied souls might meet and look
after death--reproaching, questioning, entreating, longing. Hyde
flushed and paled, and could not for his very life make the slightest
effort at recognition or speech. Not a word would come. He knew not
what word to say. Cornelia who had seen his entry was more prepared.
She gave him one long look of tender reproach as she passed, but she
made no movement of recognition. If she had said one syllable--if she
had paused one moment--if she had shown in any way the least desire for
a renewal of their acquaintance, Hyde was sure his heart would have
instantly responded. As it was, they had met and parted in a moment,
and every circumstance had been against him. For it was the most
natural thing in life, that he should, after his cousin's interview
with Washington, stoop to her words with delight and interest; and it
was equally natural for Cornelia to put the construction on his
attentions which every one else did. Then being angry at her apparent
indifference, he made these attentions still more prominent; and
Cornelia heard on every hand the confirmation of her own suspicions:
"They are to be married at Easter. What a delightful little creature!"
"They have loved each other all their lives."
"The Earl is delighted with the marriage."
"He is the most devoted of lovers."
And there was not a word of dissent from this opinion until pretty
Sally McKean said, "A fig for your prophecies! George Hyde has loved
and galloped away a score of times. I would not pay any more attention
to his proposals and promises, than I would pay to the wind that blows
where it listeth; here to-day, and somewhere else to-morrow."
To all these speculations Cornelia forced herself to listen with a calm
unalterable; and Hyde and Annie watched her from a distance. "So that
is the marvellous beauty!" said Annie.
"Is she not marvellously beautiful?" asked Hyde.
"Yes. I will say that much. But why did she look at you with so much of
reproach? What have you done to her?"
"That is it. What have I done? Or left undone?"
"Who is the gentleman with her?"
"I know not. She has many relatives here; wealthy Quakers, and some of
them doubtless of the new order, who do not disdain the frivolity of
fine clothing."
"Indeed, I assure you the Quakers were ever nice in their taste for
silks and velvets and laces. The man is handsome enough even to be her
escort. And to judge by appearances he is her devoted servant. Will you
regard them, cousin?"
"I do. Alas, I see nothing else! She is more lovely then ever."
"She is wonderfully dressed. That gown of pale blue and silver would
make any woman look like an angel?-but indeed she is lovely beyond
comparison. There are none like her in this room. It will be a thousand
pities if you lose her."
"I shall be inconsolable."
"You may have another opportunity even tonight. I see that my aunt is
approaching with a young lady, if you do not wish to make a new
acquaintance, go and try to meet Cornelia again."
"Thank you, Annie. You can tell me what I have missed afterwards."
He wandered through the parlours speaking to one and another but ever
on the watch for Cornelia. He saw her no more that night. She had
withdrawn as soon as possible after meeting Hyde, and he was so
miserably disappointed, so angry at the unpropitious circumstances
which had dominated their casual meeting, that he hardly spoke to
anyone as they returned home; and was indeed so little interested in
other affairs that he forgot until the next day to ask Annie whose
acquaintance he had rather palpably refused.
"You cannot guess who it was," said Annie in answer to his query; "so I
will make a favour of telling you. Do you remember the Rev. Mr. Darner,
rector of Downhill Market?"
"Very well. He preached very tiresome sermons."
"The young lady was his daughter Mary."
"'Tis a miracle! What is Mary Darner doing in America?"
"She is on a visit to her cousin, who is married to the Governor of
Massachusetts. He is here on some state matter, and as Miss Damer also
wished to see Washington, he brought her with him."
"Mary Damer! We went nutting together one autumn. She came often to
Hyde Court when I was a lad."
"And she promises to come often to see me when I return to England. I
wonder what we have been brought together for. There must be a reason
for a meeting so unlikely--Can it be Cornelia?"
"'Tis the most improbable of suppositions. I do not suppose she ever
saw Cornelia."
"She had not even heard of her--and yet my mind will connect them."
"You have no reason to do so; and it is beyond all likelihood. I am
sorry I went away from Mary."
"She took no notice of your desertion."
"That is, as maybe. I was a mere lad when I saw her last. Is she
passable?"
"She is extremely handsome. My aunt heard that she is to marry a Boston
gentleman of good promise and estate. I dare say it is true."
It was so true that even while they were speaking of the matter Mary
was writing these words to her betrothed: "Yesterday I met the Hydes.
You know my father has the living of Downhill Market from them, and I
had a constraint on me to be agreeable. The young Lord got out of my
way. Did he imagine I had designs on him? I look for a better man. What
fate brought us together in Philadelphia, I know not. I may see a great
deal of them in the coming summer, and then I may find out. At present
I will dismiss the Hydes. I have met pleasanter company."
Annie dismissed the subject with the same sort of impatience. It seemed
to no one a matter of any importance, and even Annie that day had none
of the penetrative insight which belongs to
"that finer atmosphere,
Where footfalls of appointed things,
Reverberant of days to be,
Are heard in forecast echoings,
Like wave beats from a viewless sea."
As for Hyde, he was shaken, confused, lifted off his feet, as it were;
but after another day had passed, he had come to one steady
resolution--HE WOULD SPEAL TO CORNELIA WHEN NEXT HE MET HER, NO MATTER
WHERE IT WAS, OR WHO WAS WITH HER. And that passionate stress of spirit
which induced this resolve, led him also to go out and seek for this
opportunity.
For nearly a week he kept this conscious, constant watch. Its insisting
sorrowful longing was like a cry from Love's watch towers, but it did
not reach the beloved one; or else she did not answer it. One bright
morning he resolved to walk through the great dry goods
stores--Whiteside's, Guest's, and the famous Mrs. Holland's, where the
beauties of the "gay Quakers" bought their choicest fabrics in foreign
chintzes, lawns, and Indian muslins. All along Front, Arch, and Walnut
Streets, the pavements were lumbered with boxes and bales of fine
imported goods, and he was getting impatient of the bustle and pushing,
when he saw Anthony Clymer approaching him. The young man was driving a
new and very spirited team, and as he with some difficulty held them,
he called to Hyde to come and drive with him. Hyde was just in the
weary mood that welcomed change, and he leaped to his friend's side,
and felt a sudden exhilaration in the rapid motion of the buoyant,
active animals. After an hour's driving they came to a famous hostelry,
and Clymer said, "Let us give ourselves lunch, and the horses bait and
a rest, then we will make them show their mettle home again."
The proposal met with a hearty response, and the young men had a
luxurious meal and more good wine than they ought to have taken. But
Hyde had at last found some one who could talk of Cornelia; rave of her
face and figure, and vow she was the topmost beauty in Philadelphia. He
listened, and finally asked where she dwelt, and learned that she was
staying with Mr. Theodore Willing, a wealthy gentleman of the strictest
Quaker principles, but whose son was one of the "feeble men or wet
Quakers" who wore powder and ruffles and dressed like a person of
fashion.
"He dangles around the bewitching Miss Moran, and gives no other man a
chance," said Clymer spitefully. "It is the talk from east to west, and
'tis said, he is so enamoured of the beauty, that he will have her, if
he buy her."
"Do you talk in your sleep? Or do you tell your dreams for truth?"
asked Hyde angrily. "'Tis not to be believed that a girl so lovely can
be bought by mere pounds sterling. A woman's heart lies not so near her
hand--God's mercy for it! or any fool might seize it."
"What are you raging at? She is not your mistress."
"Let us talk of horses--or politics--or the last play--or anything but
women. They breed quarrels, if you do but name them."
"Content. I will tell you a good story about Tom Herring,"
The story was evidently a good one, for Hyde laughed at the recital
with a noisy merriment very unusual to him. The champ and gallop of the
horses, and Clymer's vociferous enjoyment of his own wit, blended with
it; and for a moment or two Hyde was under a physical exhilaration as
intoxicating as the foam of the champagne they had been drinking. In
the height of this meretricious gaiety, a carriage, driving at a rather
rapid rate turned into the road; and Cornelia suddenly raised her eyes
to the festive young men, and then dropped them with an abrupt, even
angry expression.
Hyde became silent and speechless, and Clymer was quickly infected by
the very force and potency of his companion's agitation and distressed
surprise. He heard him mutter, "Oh this is intolerable!" and then, it
was, as if a cold sense of dislike had sprung up between them.--Both
were glad to escape the other's company, and Hyde fled to the privacy
of his own room, that he might hide there the almost unbearable chagrin
and misery this unfortunate meeting had caused him.
"Where shall I run to avoid myself?" he cried as he paced the floor in
an agony of shame. "She will never respect me again. She ought not. I
am the most wretched of lovers. Such a tom-fool to betray me as Anthony
Clymer! A man like a piece of glass, that I have seen through a dozen
times!" Then he threw himself into a chair and covered his face with
his hands, and wept tears full of anger and shameful distress.
For some days sorrow, and confusion, and distraction bound his senses;
he refused all company, would neither eat, nor sleep, nor talk, and he
looked as white and wan as a spectre. A stupid weight, a dismal sullen
stillness succeeded the storm of shame and grief; and he felt himself
to be the most forlorn of human beings. If it had been only possible to
undo things done! he would have bought the privilege with years. At
length, however, the first misery of that wretched meeting passed away,
and then he resolved to forget.
"It is all past!" he said despairingly. "She is lost to me forever! Her
memory breaks my heart! I will not remember any longer! I will forfeit
all to forgetfulness. Alas, alas, Cornelia! Though you would not
believe me, it was the perfectest love that I gave you!"
Cornelia's sorrow, though quite as profound, was different in
character. Her sex and various other considerations taught her more
restraint; but she also felt the situation to be altogether
unendurable, and after a few moments of bitterly eloquent silence, she
said--
"Mother, let us go home. I can bear this place no longer. Let us go
home to-morrow. Twice this past week I have been made to suffer more
than you can imagine. The man is apparently worthless--but I love him."
"You say 'apparently' Cornelia?"
"Oh, how can I tell? There may be excuses--compulsions--I do not know
what. I am only sure of one thing, that I love and suffer."
For despite all reason, despite even the evidence of her own eyes,
Cornelia kept a reserve. And in that pitiful last meeting, there had
been a flash from Hyde's eyes, that said to her--she knew not what of
unconquerable love and wrong and sorrow--a flash swifter than lightning
and equally potential. It had stirred into tumult and revolt all the
platitudes with which she had tried to quiet her restless heart; made
her doubtful, pitiful and uncertain of all things, even while her
lover's reckless gaiety seemed to confirm her worst suspicions. And she
felt unable to face constantly this distressing dubious questioning, so
that it was with almost irritable entreaty she said, "Let us go home,
mother."
"I have desired to do so for two weeks, Cornelia," answered Mrs. Moran.
"I think our visit has already been too long."
"My Cousin Silas has now begun to make love to me; and his mother and
sisters like it no better than I do. I hate this town with its rampant,
affected fashion and frivolities! It is all a pretence! The people are
naturally saints, and they are absurd and detestable, scheming to make
the most of both worlds--going to meeting and quoting texts--and then
playing that they are men and women of fashion. Mother, let us go home
at once. Lucinda can pack our trunks to-day, and we will leave in the
morning."
"Can we go without an escort?"
"Oh yes, we can. Lucinda will wait on us--she too is longing for New
York--and who can drive us more carefully than Cato? And my dear
mother, if Silas wants to escort us, do not permit him. Please be very
positive. I am at the end of my patience. I am like to cry out! I am so
unhappy, mother!"
"My dear, we will go home to-morrow. We can make the journey in short
stages. Do not break down now, Cornelia. It is only a little longer."
"I shall not break down--if we go home." And as the struggle to resist
sorrow proves the capacity to resist it, Cornelia kept her promise. As
they reached New York her cheerfulness increased, and when they turned
into Maiden Lane, she clapped her hands for very joy. And oh, how
delightful was the pleasant sunny street, the familiar houses, the
brisk wind blowing, the alert cheerful looking men and women that
greeted each other in passing with lively words, and bright smiles! O
how delightful the fresh brown garden, in which the crocuses were just
beginning to peep, the bright looking home, the dear father running
with glad surprise to greet them, the handsome, pleasant rooms, the
refreshing tea, the thousand small nameless joys that belong to the
little darling word "HOME."
She ran upstairs to her own dear room, laid her head on her pillow, sat
down in her favourite chair, opened her desk, let in all the sunshine
she could, and then fell with holy gratitude on her knees and thanked
God for her sweet home, and for the full cup of mercies He had given
her to drink in it.
When she went downstairs the mail had just come in, and the Doctor sat
before a desk covered with newspapers and letters. "Cornelia," he cried
in a voice full of interest, "here is a letter for you--a long letter.
It is from Paris."
"It is from Arenta!" she exclaimed, as she examined the large sheets
closed with a great splash of red wax, bearing the de Tounnerre crest.
It had indeed come from Paris, the city of dreadful slaughter, yet
Cornelia opened it with a smiling excitement, as she said again:--
"It is from Arenta!"
CHAPTER XI
WE HAVE DONE WITH TEARS AND TREASONS
"Here is a letter from Arenta!" repeated the Doctor to his wife, who
was just entering the room, "Come, Ava, and listen to what she has to
say. I have no doubt it will be interesting." Then Cornelia read aloud
the following words:
MY DEAR FRIEND CORNELIA:
If to-day I could walk down Maiden Lane, if to-day I could see you and
talk to you, I should imagine myself in heaven. For as to this city, I
think that in hell the name of "Paris" must have spread itself far and
wide. Indeed I often wonder if I am yet on the earth, or if I have gone
away in my sleep to the country of the devil and his angels. Even as I
am writing to you, my pen is shaking with terror, for I hear the
tumbrel come jolting along, and I know that it is loaded with innocent
men and women who are going to the guillotine; and I know also that it
is accompanied by a mob of dreadful creatures--mostly women--for I hear
them singing--no, screaming--in a kind of rage,
"Ca ira les aristocrates a la lanterne!"
Do you remember our learning in those happy days at Bethlehem of the
slaughter of Christians by Nero? Very well; right here in the Paris of
Marat and Robespierre, you may hear constantly the same brutal cry that
filled the Rome of the Caesars--"DEATH TO THE CHRISTIANS!" Famine,
anarchy, murder, are everywhere; and I live from moment to moment,
trembling if a step comes near me. For Athanase is imprudence itself.
His opinions will be the death of him. He will not desert the
Girondists, though Mr. Morris tells him their doom is certain. Marat is
against them, and the Jacobins--who are deliriously wicked--are against
them, and the mob of the Faubourgs is against them; and this mob is
always of one mind, always on the spot, and always hungry and ready for
anarchy and blood. Besides which, they are already accused of having
sold themselves to Mr. Pitt. Very often I have heard my dear father
talking of universal suffrage as the bulwark of liberty; well then, we
have now, and here, an universal suffrage that is neither a fraud nor a
fiction; and as Athanase says, "it is expressing itself every minute,
in the crimes of the Holy Guillotine."
And yet Paris makes a pretence of being gay and of enjoying itself. We
go to the theatre and the opera, and we dance, as it were, red,
wet-shod to the hideous strains of the Carmagnole. It is indeed a dance
of death. The other night we were at a reception given by Madame Talma
to the victorious General Dumouriez. All the Brissot party were there.
Your father will remember Brissot de Warville very well. He was greatly
petted by Mrs. Jay and the aristocracy of New York and Philadelphia.
Jefferson made a friend of him, and even Washington talked with him
about his book on our country. Then he passed himself off as a noble,
but he is really the son of an innkeeper. I had so often heard of him,
that I regarded with interest his pale face and grave, melancholy
manner. He was accompanied by Camille Desmoulins, and by Danton; the
latter a man almost terrible in his ugliness. David, the painter of
Socrates, was there; he had his hair frizzed, and was dressed
splendidly; and with him was Chenier, more tragic looking than any of
his plays. The salons were filled with flowers and beautiful women;
among them the majestic Madame Vestris, and the lovely Mademoiselle
Candeille, who was singing a song when there arose a sudden
indescribable noise, growing louder and louder, and then the cry of
MARAT! MARAT! and the "Friend of the People" entered. Now I shall spare
a few minutes to tell you, that no one has made frightful enough his
large bony face, his thin lips and his livid complexion. He wore an old
carmagnole, a dirty handkerchief twisted about his neck, leather
breeches, shoes without stockings, and a piece of red cotton round his
head, from which there hung a few locks of greasy hair. A nervous
twitching keeps him constantly moving, and he has the leprosy:--this is
well known. He walked straight to Dumouriez, who said disdainfully,
"Ah! are you the man they call Marat?" Marat immediately demanded from
him an account of military measures he had taken. They had some sharp
conversation which I did not hear, and Marat finally went away uttering
the most insulting threats, and leaving every one in a state of mortal
terror. The next day the newsboys were shouting "the discovery of a
great plot by Marat, the Friend of the People! Great meeting of
Aristocrats at Talmas, etc."
This is the kind of pleasure we have; as to religion, there is no
longer any religion. Everywhere the Almighty is spoken of as the
"soi-disant God." The monarchy is abolished, and yet so ignorant are
the leaders of the people, that when Brissot mentioned the word
Republic in Petion's house, Robespierre said with a grin, "Republic!
Republic! what's a republic?" Spying, and fear, and death penetrate
into the most private houses; above all, fear, constant fear of every
one with whom you come in contact. This feeling is so universal, that
some one has conjugated it thus--I am afraid--Thou art afraid--He is
afraid--We are afraid--You are afraid--They are afraid--For as death
has been officially declared "an endless sleep" any crime is possible;
the mob have no fear of hell, and as for the guillotine, it is their
opera and their perpetual comedy. Very soon these things must bring on
France the chastisement of the Lord; and I shall not be sorry for it.
I have told you the truth about our condition, because I have just had
a letter from my father, and he talks of leaving his business in Claus
Bergen's care, and coming here to look after me. You must convince him,
that he could do me no good whatever, and that he might do me much
harm. He is outspoken as a Zealander, and what is in his head and his
heart, would come to his lips; also, if it should come to flight, he
would embarrass me very much. Tell him not to fear; Arenta says, not to
fear. I may indeed have to take a seat in "the terrible armchair"
[Footnote: The chair in which the accused sat before the Revolutionary
Tribunal and from which they usually went to the guillotine.] but I
shall not go to the guillotine; I know that. While Minister Morris is
here I have a friend that can do all that can be done. I have had a few
letters from Rem, but they do not satisfy me. He is in love, AND NOT
WITH YOU. Will you please inform me what that means? Say to Aunt
Angelica that I am astonished at her silence; and ask our good Domine
to pray that I may soon return to a country where God reigns. Never
again do I wish to spend one minute in a place where there is no God;
for whatever they may call that place, its real name is hell. Write me
a long letter and tell me all the news of New York, and with my
respectful remembrance to your dear father and mother, I am always your
loving friend, ARENTA, MARQUISE DE TOUNNERRE.
"Poor Arenta!" said the Doctor when Cornelia had finished the wretched
epistle. "She is however showing the mettle of the race from which she
sprang. The spirit of the men who fought Alva is in her, and I think
she will be a match for Marat, if it comes to that. Suppose you go and
see Van Ariens, and give him all the comfort you can. Are you too
weary?"
"I should like to see him, I am not tired now. Home is such a good
doctor."
"I think you will find him in his house. He comes from his office very
early these days."
Cornelia crossed the street and was going to knock at the door, when
Van Ariens hastily opened it. His broad face shone with pleasure, and
when Cornelia told him her errand, he was in a hurry of loving anxiety
to hear what his child had written.
"I understand," he said, when he had heard the letter. "She is
frightened, the poor little one! but she will smile and say 'it is
nothing.' That is her way. However, I yet think I must go to her."
"Do not," urged Cornelia. "France is now at war with Holland, and you
would be recognized as a Dutchman."
"That is so. My tongue would tell tales on me; and to go--even to
heaven--by the guillotine, is not what a good man would wish. No
indeed!"
"And you may see by Arenta's letter, that she does not fear the
guillotine. Come over to-night and talk to my father and mother, and I
will tell you what I saw in Philadelphia."
"Well then, I will come."
"Is Madame Jacobus back in New York yet?"
"She is in London."
"But why in London?"
"That, I know not. Two reasons I can suppose, but which is right, or if
either be right, that is beyond my certainty."
"Is her sister-in-law dead?"
"She is dead. Her husband was an Englishman; perhaps then it is about
some property in England she has gone. If it is not that, of nothing
else can I think but Captain Jacobus. But my sister Angelica had ever
two ways--nothing at all she would say about her money or her business;
but constantly, to every one, she would talk of her husband. I think
then it is money or property that has taken her to England. For if it
had been Jacobus, to the whole town she would have told it." Then he
took both Cornelia's hands in his, and looking at her earnestly said--
"Poor Rem! Impossible is it?"
"Quite impossible, sir," she answered.
"When he got thy letter refusing his love and offer, he went to Boston.
I think he will not come back to me. I am very sorry," he said simply,
and he let her hands drop.
"I am sorry also--for your sake. I hear however that Rem is doing well
in Boston."
"Better than his hopes. Very good fortune has come to him."
"And you, sir?"
"I am not doing much at present--but Smith and Warren do less. In an
hour or two to your house I will come. There is plenty to talk about."
The next day Cornelia walked down Broadway to Madame Jacobus' house. It
was closed and desolate looking, and she sighed as she compared its old
bright spotless comfort, with its present empty forlornness. The change
typified the change in her heart and love, but ere she could entertain
the thought, her eyes fell upon the trees in the garden, full of the
pale crinkled leaves of spring, and she saw the early flowers breaking
through the dark earth, and the early shrubs bursting into white and
golden blooms. In some way they had a message for her; and she went
home with hope budding in her heart. Soon after Mrs. Moran heard her
singing at her work,
"The far east glows,
The morning wind blows fresh and free;
Should not the hour that wakes the rose
Awaken thee?
No longer sleep--
Oh listen now!
I wait and weep,
But where art thou?"
From one to another song she went, simple melodies all of them,
delightful little warblings of love, which except for their gladness
and loyalty, had nothing in them to charm.
She was a deserted maiden. Her lover had palpably and with extreme
cruelty deceived her; but she had grieved, and forgiven. And love
brings its reward, even if unrequited. Those who love, and have loved,
are the better for the revelation; for love for love's sake enriches
and blesses the lover to the very end of life. She did not forget, for
love has everlasting remembrance; and she did not wish to forget, for a
great affection is a great happiness, and the whole soul can find
shelter in it.
Neither were her days monotonous or unhappy. All the real pleasures of
life lie in narrow compass; and she found herself very often a little
hurried for want of time. She had not, it is true, the resources of the
woman of to-day--no literary, musical, social, or sporting clubs
existed for Cornelia; but she had duties and devices that made every
moment pleasant or profitable. Many hours daily were given to fine
needlework--calm quiet hours full of thought as well as work; she had
her music to practice, new books and papers to read, calls to make,
mantua makers and milliners to interview, dinners and dances and
tea-parties to attend, shopping to look after, delicate bits of darning
and mending to exercise her skill on, creams and pasties and cakes to
prepare, visitors to welcome and entertain, and many other duties which
sprang up--as extras do--unexpectedly, and yet which opened the door
for very pleasant surprises and events.
Besides which, there was her father. After her return from school she
had always driven with him to some extent; but his claim on her now was
often a little exacting. He said the fresh spring winds were good for
her, and that she stayed in the house too much, and there was no
evading the dictum that came with both parental and medical authority.
Perhaps this demand upon her time would not have been made if the Hydes
had been in New York; but Doctor Moran by frequent inquiries satisfied
himself that they were yet in Philadelphia; and for his daughter's
satisfaction he frequently said as they drove up Maiden Lane, "We will
take the Greenwich Road, there is no fear of our meeting any one we do
not wish to see." She understood the allusion, and was satisfied to
escape meetings that promised her nothing but pain.
In the month of May there occurred one of those wet spells which are so
irritating "growing weather" of course, but very tiresome to those who
felt the joy of spring escaping them. Week after week it was too damp,
or the winds were too sharp, or the roads too heavy for quick driving,
and thus the month of all months went out of the calendar with few red
letter days to brighten it. Then June came in royally, and Cornelia was
glad of the sunshine and the breeze and the rapid canter; and for a
week or two she was much out with her father. But he was now ever on
the watch, and she judged from the circumstance that the Hydes were
back in New York. Besides which, he did not any longer give her the
assurance of not meeting any one they did not wish to see.
One exquisite day as they went up Maiden Lane the Doctor said--"My
friend General Hewitt sails for England to-day, and we will go and wish
him a good voyage." So to the pier they went, and the Doctor left his
carriage, and taking Cornelia on his arm walked down to where the
English packet was lying. They were a little too late to go on board,
for the shoremen were taking away the gang-plank, and the sailors
preparing to lift the anchor; but the General stood leaning over the
side of the vessel, and exchanged some last words with his friend.
[Illustration: "SHE WAVED HIM AN ADIEU"]
While Cornelia listened, she became suddenly conscious of the powerful
magnetism of some human eye, and obeying its irresistible attraction
she saw George Hyde steadily regarding her. He stood by the side of his
father, as handsome as on that May morning when he had first looked
love into her heart. She was enthralled again by his glance, and never
for one moment thought of resisting the appeal it made to her. With a
conscious tenderness she waved him an adieu whose spirit he could not
but feel. In the same moment he lifted his hat and stood bareheaded
looking at her with a pathetic inquiry, which made her inwardly cry
out, "Oh, what does he mean?" The packet was moving--the wind filled
the blowing sails--the hoarse crying of the sailormen blended with the
"good-byes" of the passengers--and the Earl, aware of the sad and
silent parting within his sight--moved away as Cornelia again waved a
mute farewell to her lost lover. Then the Doctor touched her--
"Why do you do that?" he asked angrily.
"Because I must do it, father; I cannot help it. I desire to do it."
"I am in a hurry; let us go home."
Filling her eyes with the beauty of the splendid looking youth still
standing bareheaded watching her, seeing even such trivial things as
his long cloak thrown backward over his shoulder, his white hand
holding his lifted hat, and the wind-tossed curls of his handsome head,
she turned away with a sigh. The Doctor drove rapidly to Maiden Lane
and did not on the way speak a word; and Cornelia was glad of it. That
image of her lover standing on the moving ship watching her with his
heart in his eyes, filled her whole consciousness. Never would it be
possible for her to forget it, or to put any other image in its place.
She thanked her good angel for giving her such a comforting memory; it
seemed as if the sting had been taken out of her sorrow. Henceforward
she was resolved to love without a doubt. She would believe in Joris,
no matter what she had seen, or what she had heard. There were places
in life to which alas! truth could not come; and this might be one of
them. Though all the world blamed her lover, she would excuse him. Her
heart might ache, her eyes might weep, but in that aching heart and in
those weeping eyes, his splendid image would live in that radiant
dimness which makes the unseen face, often more real than the present
one.
Doctor Moran divined something of this resolute temper, and it made him
silent. He felt that his daughter had come to a place where she had put
reason firmly aside, and given her whole assent to the assurances of
her intuition. He had no arguments for an antagonism of this kind. What
could he say to a soul that presaged a something, and then believed it?
His instinctive sagacity told him that silence was now the part of
wisdom. But though he took her silently home he was conscious of a
great relief. His watch was over.
Now a woman's intuition is like a leopard's spring, it seizes the
truth--if it seize it at all--at the first bound; and it was by this
unaccountable mental agility Cornelia had arrived at the conviction of
her lover's fidelity. At any rate, she felt confident, that if
circumstances had compelled him to be false to her, the wrong had been
sincerely mourned; and she was able to forgive the offence that was
blotted out with tears. She reflected also, that now he was so far
away, it would be possible for her to call upon Madame Van Heemskirk,
and also upon Madame Jacobus as soon as she returned; but if Hyde had
remained in New York, these houses would necessarily be closed to her,
for he was a constant visitor at both.
She resolved therefore to call upon Madame Van Heemskirk the following
week. She expected the old lady might treat her a little formally,
perhaps even with some coldness, but she thought it worth while to test
her kindness. Joris had once told her that his grandfather and
grandmother both approved their love, and they must know of his
desertion, and also of the reason for it. Yet there was in her heart
such a reluctance to take any step that had the appearance of seeking
her lost lover, that she put off this visit day after day, finding in
the weather or in some household duty always a fair excuse for doing
so, until one morning the Doctor said at breakfast:
"Councillor De Vrees died yesterday, and there is to be a great
funeral. Every Dutchman in town will be there, and many others beside,
He has left an immense fortune."
"Who told you this?" asked Mrs. Moran.
"I met Van Heemskirk and his wife going there. Madame De Vrees is their
daughter. Now you will see great changes take place."
"What do you mean, John?"
"Madame De Vrees has long wanted to build a mansion equal to their
wealth, but the Councillor would never leave the house he built at
their marriage. Madame will now build, and her children take their
places among the great ones of the city. De Vrees was an oddity; very
few people will be sorry to lose him. He had no good quality but money,
and he was the most unhappy of men about its future disposal. I never
understood until I knew him, how wretched a thing it is to be merely
rich."
This conversation again put off Cornelia's visit, and she virtually
abandoned the idea. Then one morning Mrs. Moran said, "Cornelia, I wish
you to go to William Irvin's for some hosiery and Kendal cottons. It is
a new store down the Lane at number ninety, and I hear his cloths are
strangely cheap. Go and examine them for me."
"Very well, mother. I will also look in at Fisher's;" and it was at
Fisher's that she saw Madame Van Heemskirk. She was talking to Mr.
Henry Fisher as they advanced from the back of the store, and Cornelia
had time to observe that madame was in deep mourning, and that she had
grown older looking since she had last seen her. As they came forward
madame raised her eyes and saw Cornelia, and then hastily leaving the
merchant, she approached her.
"Good-morning, madame," said Cornelia, with a cheerful smile.
"Good-morning, miss. Step aside once with me. A few words I have to say
to you;" and as she spoke she drew Cornelia a little apart from the
crowd at the counter, and looking at her sternly, said--
"One question only--why then did you treat my grandson so badly? A
shameful thing it is to be a flirt."
"I am not a flirt, madame. And I did not treat your grandson badly. No,
indeed!"
"Yes, indeed! He told me so himself."
"He told you so?"
"He told me so. Surely he did."
"That I treated him badly?"
"Pray then what else? You let a young man love you--you let him tell
you so--you tell him 'yes, I love you' and then when he says marry me,
you say, 'no.' Such ways I call bad, very bad! Not worthy of my Joris
are you, and so then, I am glad you said 'no.'"
"I do not understand you."
"Neither did you understand my Joris--a great mistake he made--and he
did not understand you; and I do not understand such ways of the girls
of this day. They are shameless, and I am ashamed for you."
"Madame, you are very rude."
"And very false are you."
"I am not false."
"My Joris told me so. Truth itself is Joris. He would not lie. He would
not deceive."
"If your grandson told you I had deceived him, and refused to marry
him,--let it be so. I have no wish to contradict your grandson."
"That you cannot do. I am ashamed--"
"Madame, I wish you good morning;" and with these words Cornelia left
the store. Her cheeks were burning; the old lady's angry voice was in
her ears, she felt the eyes of every one in the store upon her, and she
was indignant and mortified at a meeting so inopportune. Her heart had
also received a new stab; and she had not at the moment any philosophy
to meet it. Joris had evidently told his grandmother exactly what the
old lady affirmed. She had not a doubt of that, but why? Why had he
lied about her? Was there no other way out of his entanglement with
her? She walked home in a hurry, and as soon as possible shut herself
in her room to consider this fresh wrong and injustice.
She could arrive at only one conclusion--Annie's most unexpected
appearance had happened immediately after his proposal to herself. He
was pressed for time, his grandparents would be especially likely to
embarrass him concerning her claims, and of course the quickest and
surest way to prevent questioning on the matter, was to tell them that
she had refused him. That fact would close their mouths in sympathy for
his disappointment, and there would be no further circumstances to
clear up. It was the only explanation of madame's attitude that was
possible, and she was compelled to accept it, much as it humiliated
her. And then after it had been accepted and sorrowed over, there came
back to her those deeper assurances, those soul assertions, which she
could not either examine or define, but which she felt compelled to
receive--He loves me! I feel it! It is not his fault! I must not think
wrong of him.
There was still Madame Jacobus to hope for. She was so shrewd and so
kindly, that Cornelia felt certain of her sympathy and wise advice. But
month after month passed away and madame's house remained empty and
forlorn-looking. Now and then there came short fateful letters from
Arenta, and Van Ariens--utterly miserable--visited them frequently that
he might be comforted with their assurances of his child's ability to
manage the very worst circumstances in which she could be placed.
And so the long summer days passed and the winter approached again; but
before that time Cornelia had at least attained to the wisest of all
the virtues--that calm, hushed contentment, which is only another name
for happiness--that contentment which accepts the fact that there is a
chain of causes linked to effects by an invincible necessity; and that
whatever is, could not have wisely been but so. And if this was
fatalism, it was at least a brighter thing than the languid pessimism,
which would have led her life among quicksands, to end it in wreck.
One day at the close of October she put down her needlework with a
little impatience. "I am tired of sewing, mother," she said, "and I
will walk down to the Battery and get a breath of the sea. I shall not
stay long."
On her way to the Battery she was thinking of Hyde, and of their
frequent walks together there; and for once she passed the house of
Madame Jacobus without a glance at its long-closed windows. It was
growing dark as she returned, and ere she quite reached it she was
aware of a glow of fire light and candle light from the windows. She
quickened her steps, and saw a servant well known to her standing at
the open door directing two men who were carrying in trunks and
packages. She immediately accosted him.
"Has madame returned at last, Ameer?" she asked joyfully.
"Madame has returned home," he answered. "She is weary--she is not
alone--she will not receive to-night."
"Surely not. I did not think of such a thing. Tell her only that I am
glad, and will call as soon as she can see me."
The man's manner--usually so friendly--was shy and peculiar, and
Cornelia felt saddened and disappointed. "And yet why?" she asked
herself. "Madame has but reached home--I did not wish to intrude upon
her--Ameer need not have thought so--however I am glad she is back
again"--and she walked rapidly home to the thoughts which this
unexpected arrival induced. They were hopeful thoughts,
leaning--however she directed them--towards her absent lover. She felt
sure madame would see clearly to the very bottom of what she could not
understand. She went into her mother's presence full of renewed
expectations, and met her smile with one of unusual brightness.
"Madame Jacobus is at home," said Mrs. Moran, before Cornelia could
speak. "She sent for your father just after you left the house, and I
suppose that he is still there."
"Is she sick?"
"I do not know. I fear so, for the visit is a long one."
It continued so much longer that the two ladies took their tea alone,
nor could they talk of any other subject than madame, and her most
unexpected call for Doctor Moran's services. "It was always the Dutch
Doctor Gansvoort she had before," said Mrs. Moran; "and she was ever
ready to scoff at all others, as pretenders.--I do wonder what keeps
your father so long?"
It was near ten o'clock when Doctor Moran returned, and his face was
sombre and thoughtful--the face of a man who had been listening for
hours to grave matters, and who had not been able to throw off their
physical reflection.
"Have you had tea, John?" asked Mrs. Moran.
"No. Give me a good strong cup, Ava. I am tired with listening and
feeling."
She poured it out quickly, and after he had taken the refreshing drink,
Cornelia asked--
"Is madame very ill?"
"She is wonderfully well. It is her husband."
"Captain Jacobus?"
"Who else? She has brought him home, and I doubt if she has done
wisely."
"What has happened, John? Surely you will tell us!"
"There is nothing to conceal. I have heard the whole story--a very
pitiful story--but yet like enough to end well, Madame told me that the
day after her sister-in-law's burial, James Lauder, a Scotchman who had
often sailed with Captain Jacobus, came down to Charleston to see her.
He had sought her in New York, and been directed by her lawyer to
Charleston. He declared that having had occasion to go to Guy's
Hospital in London to visit a sick comrade, he saw there Captain
Jacobus. He would not admit any doubt of his identity, but said the
Captain had forgotten his name, and everything in connection with his
past life; and was hanging about the premises by favour of the
physicians, holding their horses, and doing various little services for
them."
"Oh how well I can imagine madame's hurry and distress," said Cornelia.
"She hardly knew how to reach London quickly enough. She said thought
would have been too slow for her. But Lauder's tale proved to be true.
Her first action was to take possession of the demented man, and
surround him with every comfort. He appeared quite indifferent to her
care, and she obtained no shadow of recognition from him. She then
brought to his case all the medical skill money could procure, and in
the consultation which followed, the physicians decided to perform the
operation of trepanning."
"But why? Had he been injured, John?"
"Very badly. The hospital books showed that he had been brought there
by two sailors, who said he had been struck in a gale by a falling
mast. The wound healed, but left him mentally a wreck. The physicians
decided that the brain was suffering from pressure, and that trepanning
would relieve, if it did not cure."
"Then why was it not done at first?"
"Whose interest was it to inquire? No money was left with the injured
man. The sailors who took him to the hospital gave false names, and
address, and he received only such treatment as a pauper patient was
likely to receive. But he made friends, and was supported about the
place. Imagine now what a trial was before madame! It was a difficult
matter to perform the operation, for the patient could not be made to
understand its necessity; and he was very hard to manage. Then picture
to yourselves, the terrible strain of nursing which followed; though
madame says it was soon brightened and lightened by her husband's
recognition of her. After that event all weariness was rest, and
suffering ease; and as soon as he was able to travel both were
determined to return at once to their own home. He is yet however a
sick man, and may never quite recover a slight paralysis of the lower
limbs."
"Does he remember how he was hurt?"
"He declares his men mutinied, because instead of returning to New
York, he had taken on a cargo for the East India Company; and that the
blow was given him either by his first, or second mate. He thinks they
sailed his ship out of the Thames, for her papers were all made out,
and she was ready to drop down the river with the next tide. He vows he
will get well and find his ship and the rascals that stole her; and I
should not wonder if he does. He has will enough for anything. Madame
desires to see you, Cornelia. Can you go there with me in the morning?"
"I shall be glad to go. Madame is like no one else."
"She is not like herself at present. I think you may be a little
disappointed in her. She has but one thought, one care, one end and aim
in life--her husband."
The Doctor had judged correctly. Cornelia was disappointed from the
first moment. She was taken to the dim uncanny drawing-room by Ameer,
and left among its ill-omened gods, and odd treasure-trove for nearly
half an hour before madame came to her. The rudely graven faces, so
marvellously instinct with life, made her miserable; she fancied a
thousand mockeries and scorns in them; and no thought of Hyde, or
Arenta, or of the happy hours spent in that ill-boding room, could
charm away its sinister influence.
When madame at length came to her, she appeared like the very genius of
the place. The experiences of the past year had left traces which no
after experience would be able to obliterate. She looked ten years
older. Her wonderful dark eyes, glowing with a soft tender fire alone
remained untouched by the withering hand of anxious love. They were as
vital as ever they had been, and when Cornelia said so, she answered,
"That is because my soul dwells in them, and my soul is always young. I
have had a year, Cornelia, to crumble the body to dust; but my soul
made light of it for love's sake. Did your father tell you how much
Captain Jacobus had suffered?"
"Yes, madame."
But in spite of this assurance, madame went over the whole story in
detail, and Cornelia could not help but remember that Mr. Van Ariens
had said "about her husband she will talk constantly, and to the whole
town." For however far the conversation diverged for a moment, madame
always brought it sharply back to the one subject that interested her.
Even Arenta's peculiarly dangerous position could not detain her
thoughts and interest for many minutes.
"I am sorry for Arenta," she said; "no greater hell can there be, than
to live in constant fear. But she has the gift of a clever tongue, and
every one has not the like talent; and also if a woman with the decency
of her sex may be a scholar, Arenta has learning enough to compass the
fools who might injure her."
"Marat and Robespierre are both against her husband, and she may share
his fate."
"Marat and Robespierre!" she cried. "Both of the creatures have a
devil. I wish them to go to the guillotine together, and I would bury
them together with their faces downwards. Let them pass out of your
memory. Poor Jacobus was in a worse case than Arenta. Till I be
key-cold dead, I shall never forget my first sight of him in that
dreadful place--" and then she described again her overwhelming
emotions when she perceived he was alike apathetic to his pauper
condition, and to her love and presence. There never came a moment
during the whole visit when it was possible to speak of Hyde. Madame
seemed to have quite forgotten her liking for the handsome youth; it
had been swallowed up in her adoring affection for her restored husband.
Cornelia would not force the memory upon her. Some day she might
remember; but for a little while madame had more than enough of fresh
material for her conversation. Every one who had known Captain Jacobus
or herself, called with congratulations for their happy return; and
when Cornelia made a nearly daily visit with her father, madame had
these calls to talk over with her.
One morning, however, the long-looked-for topic was introduced. "I had
a visit from Madame Van Heemskirk yesterday afternoon," she said; "and
the dear old Senator came with her to see Captain Jacobus. While they
talked, madame told me that you had refused that handsome young fellow,
her grandson. What could you mean by such a stupidity, Miss Moran?"
Her voice had just that tone of indifference, mingled with sarcastic
disapproval, that hurt and offended Cornelia. She felt that it was not
worth while to explain herself, for madame had evidently accepted the
offended grandmother's opinion; and the memory of the young Lord was
lively enough to make her sympathize with his supposed wrong.
"I never considered you to be a flirt," she continued, "and I am
astonished. If, now, it had been Arenta, I could have understood it. I
told Madame Van Heemskirk that I had not the least doubt Doctor Moran
dictated the refusal."
"Oh, indeed," answered Cornelia, with a good deal of spirit and some
anger, "you shall not blame my father. He knew nothing whatever of Lord
Hyde's offer, until I had been subjected to such insult and wrong as
drove me to the grave's mouth. Only the mercy of God, and my father's
skill, brought me back to life."
"Yes, I think your father to be wonderfully skilful. He has done
Jacobus a great deal of good, and he now gives him hope of a perfect
recovery. Doctor Moran is a fine physician; Jacobus says so."
Cornelia remained silent. If madame did not feel interest sufficient in
her affairs to ask for the particulars of one so nearly fatal to her,
she determined not to force the subject on her. Then Jacobus rang his
bell, and madame flew to his room to see whether his want had received
proper attention. Cornelia sat still a few moments, her heart swelling,
her eyes filling with the sense of that injustice, harder to bear than
any other form of wrong. She was going away, when madame returned to
her, and something in her eyes went to the heart of the older woman.
She turned her back, with a kind but peremptory word, and taking her
hand, said--
"I have been thoughtless, Cornelia, selfish, I dare say; but I do not
wish to be so. Tell me, my dear, what has happened. Did you quarrel
with George Hyde? And pray what was it about?"
"We never had one word of any kind, but words of affection. He wrote
and asked me if he could come and see my father about our marriage, on
a certain night. I answered his letter with all the love that was in my
heart for him, and told him to come and see my father that very night.
He never came. He never sent me the least explanation. He never wrote
to me, or spoke to me again."
"Oh, but this is a different story! His grandmother told me that you
refused him."
"That is not the truth. Lady Annie Hyde came most unexpectedly that
very day, and I suppose the easiest way to stop all inquiries about
Miss Moran, was to say 'she refused me.'"
"And after Lady Annie's arrival, what happened?"
"I was absolutely deserted. That is the truth. I may as well admit it.
Perhaps you think it impossible for a young man so good-natured to
behave in a manner so cruel and dishonourable; but I assure you it is
the truth."
"My dear, I have lived to see it almost impossible to think worse of
people than they are; and if you can bear to hear more on this subject,
I will tell it to you myself."
"I can always bear the truth. If I have lost my heart, I have not lost
my head; nor will I surrender to useless grief the happiness which I
can yet make for others, and for myself."
"If what you have told me be so--and I believe it is--then I say Lord
George Hyde is an intolerable scoundrel."
"I would rather not hear him spoken of in that way."
"I ask your pardon, but I must give myself a little Christian liberty
of railing. The man is false clean through. He was evidently engaged to
Lady Annie when he first sought your love, and therefore as soon as she
came here, he deserted you. I will tell you plainly that I saw him last
summer very frequently, and he was always with her--always listening
with ears and heart to what she said--always watching her with all his
soul in his eyes--ever on the lookout to see that not a breath of wind
ruffled her soft wraps, or blew too strongly on her little white face."
"That was his way, madame. I have seen him devoting himself to you in
the same manner; yes, and to Madame Griffin, and Miss White, and a
score of other ladies--old and young. You know how good-natured he was.
When did you hear him say a wrong word of any one? even of Rem Van
Ariens who was often intolerably rude."
"Very well! I would rather have a man 'intolerably rude' like my nephew
Rem, than one like Lord Hyde who speaks well of everybody. Upon my
word, I think that is the worst kind of slander!"
"I think not."
"It is; for it takes away the reputation of good men, by making all men
alike. But this, that, or the other, I saw Lord Hyde in devoted
attendance on Lady Annie. Give him up totally. He is in his kingdom
when he has a pretty woman to make a fool of. As for marriage, these
young men who have the world, or the better part of it, they marry
where Cupidity, not Cupid leads them. Give him up entirely."
"I have done so," answered Cornelia. And then she felt a sudden anger
at herself, so much so, that as she walked home, she kept assuring her
heart with an almost passionate insistence, "I have not given him up! I
will not give him up! I believe in him yet."
Madame's advice might be wise, but there are counsels of perfection
that cannot be followed; because they are utterly at variance with that
intuitive knowledge, which the soul has of old; and which it will not
surrender; and whose wisdom it is interiorly sure of. And after this
confidence Cornelia did not go so often to madame's. Something jarred
between them. We know that a single drop taken from a glass of water
changes the water level swift as thought, and the same law is certain
in all human relations. Madame was not quite the same; something had
been taken away; the level of their friendship was changed; and when
Doctor Moran could not but perceive this fact, he said--
"Go less frequently to madame's, Cornelia. You do not enjoy your
visits; dissolve a friendship that begins to be incomplete. It is the
best plan."
CHAPTER XII
A HEART THAT WAITS
Late summer on the Norfolk Broads! And where on earth can the lover of
boats find a more charming resort? How alluring are the mysterious
entrances to these Broads! where a boat seems to make an insane dive
into a hopeless cul de sac of a ditch, and then suddenly emerges on a
wide expanse of water, teeming with pike and bream and eels; and
fringed with a border of plashy ground, full of reeds and willows and
flowering flags; and alive with water fowl.
Now close to the Manor of Hyde, the country home of Earl Hyde in
Norfolk, there was one of these delightful Broads--flat as a billiard
table, and hidden by the tall reeds which bordered it. But Annie Hyde
lying at the open window of her room in the Manor House could see its
silvery waters, and the black-sailed wherry floating on them, and the
young man sitting at the prow fishing, and idling, among the lilies and
languors of these hot summer days. Her hands were folded, her lips
moved, she was asking of some intelligence among the angels, grace and
favour for one who was dearer to her than her own life or happiness.
An aged man sat silently by her, a man of noble beauty, whose soul was
in every part of his body, expressive and impressive--a fiery particle
not always at its window, but when there, infecting and going through
observers, whether they would or not. He was dressed altogether in
black, and had fine small hands, a thin austere face and clean
sensitive lips which seemed to say, "He hath made us kings and
priests"--a man of celestial race, valuing things at their eternal, not
at their temporal worth.
There had been silence for some time between them, and he did not
appear disposed to break it; but Annie longed for him to do so, because
she had a mystical appetite for sacred things, and was never so happy
and so much at rest as when he was talking to her of them. For she
loved God, and had been led to the love of God by a kind of thirst for
God.
"Dear father," she said finally, "I have been thinking of the past
years, in which you have taught me so much."
"It is better to look forward, Annie," he answered. "The traveller to
Eternity must not continually turn back to count his steps; for if God
be leading him, no matter how dangerous or lonely the road, 'He will
pluck thy feet out of the net.'"
"Even in the valley of death?"
"'BE NOT AFRAID! NOTHING OF THEE WILL DIE!' Take these sweet
compassionate words of Jesus, as He wept by the dying bed of Joseph,
His father, into thy heart. Blessed are the homesick, Annie! for they
shall get home."
"All my life I have loved God, and His love has been over me."
"Date not God's love from thy nativity; look far, far back of it--to
the everlasting love."
"After death, I SHALL KNOW."
"Death!" he repeated, "Death that deceitful word. What is it? A dream,
that wakes us at the end of the night. This is the great saying that
men forget--Death is Life!"
"Yet life ceases."
"It does not, Annie. Death, is like the setting of the sun. The sun
never sets; life never ceases. Certain phenomena occur which deceive
us, because human vision is so feeble--we think the sun sets, and it
never ceases shining; we think our friends die, and they never cease
living."
As he spoke these words Mary Damer entered, and she laid her hand on
his shoulder and said, "My dear Doctor Roslyn, after death what then?
we are not all good--what then?"
He looked at her wistfully and answered, "I will give you one thought,
Mary, to ponder--the blessedness of heaven, is it not an eternity older
than the misery of hell? Let your soul fearlessly follow where this
fact leads it; for there is no limit to God's mercy. Do you think it is
His way to worry a wandering sheep eternally? Jesus Christ thought
better of His father. He told us that the Great Shepherd of souls
followed such sheep into the wilderness, and brought them home in His
arms, or on His shoulder, and then called on the angels of heaven to
rejoice because they were found. Find out what that parable means,
Mary. He whose name is 'Love' can teach you."
Then he rose and went away, and Mary sat down in his place, and Annie
gradually came back to the material plane of everyday life and duty.
Indeed Mary brought this element in a very decided form with her; for
she had a letter in her hand from an old lover, and she was much
excited by its advent, and eager to discuss the particulars with Annie.
"It is from Captain Seabright, who is now in Pondicherry," she
explained. "He loves me, Annie. He loved me long ago, and went to India
to make money; now he says he has enough and to spare; and he asks me
if I have forgotten."
"There is Mr. Van Ariens to consider. You have promised to marry him,
Mary. It is not hard to find the right way on this road, I think."
"Of course. I would scorn to do a dishonourable or unhandsome thing.
But is it not very strange Willie Seabright should write to me at this
time? How contradictory life is! I had also a letter from Mr. Van
Ariens by the same mail, and I shall answer them both this evening."
Then she laughed a little, and added, "I must take care and not make
the mistake an American girl made, under much the same circumstances."
"What was it?" inquired Annie languidly.
"She misdirected her letters and thus sent 'No' to the man whom of all
others, she wished to marry."
As Mary spoke a soft brightness seemed to pervade Annie's brain cells,
and she could hardly restrain the exclamation of sudden enlightenment
that rose to her lips. She raised herself slightly, and in so doing,
her eyes fell upon the tall figure of Hyde standing clearly out in the
intense, white sunshine of the Broads; and perhaps her soul may have
whispered to his soul, for he turned his face to the house, and lifted
the little red fishing cap from his head. The action stimulated to the
utmost Annie's intuitive powers.
"Mary," she said, "what a strange incident! Did you know the girl?"
"I saw her once in Philadelphia. Mr. Van Ariens told me about her. She
is the friend of his sister the Marquise de Tounnerre."
"How did Mr. Van Ariens know of such an event?"
"I suppose the Marquise told him of it."
"I am interested. Is she pretty? Who, and what is her father? Did she
lose her lover through the mistake?"
"You are more interested in this American girl, than in me. I think you
might ask a little concerning my love affair with Captain Seabright."
"I always ask you about Mr. Van Ariens. A girl cannot have two lovers,"
"But if one is gone away?"
"Then he has gone away; and that is the end of him. He must not trouble
the one who has come to stay, eh, Mary?"
"You are right, Annie. But one's first lover has always a charm above
reason; and Willie Seabright was once very dear to me."
"I am sorry for that unfortunate American girl."
"So am I. She is a great beauty. Her name is Cornelia Moran; and her
father is a famous physician in New York."
"And this beauty had two lovers?"
"Yes; an Englishman of noble birth; and an American. They both loved
her, and she loved the Englishman. They must have both asked her hand
on the same day, and she must have answered both letters in the same
hour; and the letter she intended for the man she loved, went to the
man she did not love. Presumably, the man she loved got the refusal she
intended for the other, for he never sought her society again; and Mr.
Van Ariens told me she nearly died in consequence. I know not as to
this part of the story; when I saw her in Philadelphia, she had no more
of fragility than gave delicacy to all her charms."
"And what became of the two lovers, Mary?"
"The Englishman went back to England; and the American found another
girl more kind to him."
"I wonder what made Mr. Van Ariens tell you this story?"
"He talked much of his sister, and this young lady was her chief friend
and confidante."
"When did it happen?"
"A few days after his sister's marriage."
"Then the Marquise could not know of it; and so she could not have told
her brother. However in the world could he have found out the mistake?
Do you think the girl herself found it out?"
"That is inconceivable," answered Mary. "She would have written to her
lover and explained the affair."
"Certainly. It is a very singular incident. I want to think it
over--how--did--Mr. Van Ariens--find--it--out, I wonder!"
"Perhaps the rejected lover confided in him."
"But why did not the rejected lover send the letter he received--and
which he must have known he had no right to retain--to Miss Moran, or
to the Englishman for whom it was intended? A man who could keep a
letter like that, must have some envious sneaking devil in his body. A
bad man, Mary, a bad man--the air must be unclean in any room he comes
into."
"Why Annie! How angry you are. Let us drop the subject. I really do
want to tell you something about Willie Seabright."
"What did Mr. Van Ariens say about the matter? What did he think? Why
did he tell you?"
"We were talking of the Marquise. The story came up quite naturally. I
think Mr. Van Ariens felt very sorry for Miss Moran. Of course he did.
Will you listen to Captain Seabright's letter? I had no idea it could
affect me so much."
"But you loved him once?"
"Very dearly."
"Well then, Mary, I think no one has a double in love or friendship. If
the loved one dies, or goes away, his place remains empty forever. We
have lost feelings that he, and he only, could call up."
At this point in the conversation Hyde entered, brown and wind-blown,
the scent of the sedgy water and the flowery woods about him.
"Your servant, ladies," he said gayly, "I have bream enough for a dozen
families, Mary; and I have sent a string to the rectory."
"Poor little fish!" answered Annie. "They could not cry out, or plead
with you, or beg for their lives, and because they were dumb and opened
not their mouths, they were wounded and strangled to death."
"Don't say such things, Annie. How can I enjoy my sport if you do?"
"I don't think you ought to enjoy sport which is murder. You have your
wherry to sail, is not that sport enough? I have heard you say nothing
that floats on fresh water, can beat a Norfolk wherry."
"I vow it is the truth. With her fine lines and strong sails she can
lie closer to the wind than any other craft. She is safe, and fast, and
handy to manage. Three feet of water will do her, though she be sixty
tons burden; and I will sail her where nothing but a row boat can
follow me."
"Is not that sport enough?"
"I must have something to get. I would have brought you armfuls of
flowers, but you do not like me to cut them."
"I like my flowers alive, George. You must be dull indeed if you make
no difference between the scent of growing flowers, and cut ones.
Tomorrow Mary is going to Ranforth, you must go with her, and you may
bring me some peaches from the Hall, if you please to do so."
Then Hyde and Mary had a game of battledore, and she watched them
tossing the gayly painted corks, until amid their light laughter and
merry talk she fell asleep. And when she awakened it was sunset, and
there was no one in her room but her maid. She had slept long, but in
spite of its refreshment, she had a sense of something uneasy. Then she
recalled the story Mary Damer had told her, and because she
comprehended the truth, she was instantly at rest. The whole secret was
clear as daylight to her. She knew now every turn of an event so full
of sorrow. She was positive Rem Van Ariens was himself the thief of her
cousin's love and happiness, and the bringer of grief--almost of
death--to Cornelia. All the facts she did not have, but facts are
little; intuition is everything. She said to herself, "I shall not be
long here, and before I go away, I must put right love's wrong."
She considered then what she ought to do, and gradually the plan that
pleased her best, grew distinctly just, and even-handed in her mind.
She would write to Cornelia. Her word would be indisputable. Then she
would dismiss the subject from her conversations with Mary, until
Cornelia's answer arrived; nor until that time would she say a word of
her suspicions to Hyde. In pursuance of these resolutions the following
letter to Cornelia left Hyde Manor for New York the next mail:
To Miss CORNELIA MORAN:
Because you are very dear to one of my dear kindred, and because I feel
that you are worthy of his great love, I also love you. Will you trust
me now? There has been a sad mistake. I believe I can put it right. You
must recollect the day on which George Hyde wrote asking you to fix an
hour when he could call on Doctor Moran about your marriage. Did any
other lover ask you on that day to marry him? Was that other lover Mr.
Van Ariens? Did you write to both about the same time? If so, you
misdirected your letters; and the one intended for Lord Hyde went to
Mr. Van Ariens; and the one intended for Mr. Van Ariens, went to Lord
Hyde. Now you will understand many things. I found out this mistake
through the young lady Mr. Van Ariens is intending to marry. Can you
send to me, for Lord Hyde, a copy of the letter you intended for him.
When I receive it, you may content your heart. I may never see you
again, but I would like you to remember me by this act of loving
kindness; and I wish you all the joy in your love, that I could wish
myself. The shadows will soon flee away, and when your wedding bells
ring, I shall know; and rejoice with you, and with my dear cousin.
Delay not to answer this, why should you delay your happiness? I send
you as love gifts my thoughts, desires, prayers, all that is best in
me, al! that I give to one high in my esteem, and whom I wish to place
high in my affection, This to your hand and heart, with all sincerity,
ANNIE HYDE.
When she had signed her name she was full of content, her face was
transfigured with the joy she foresaw for others, and she thought not
of her own gain, though it was great--even the riches of that divine
self-culture, that comes only through self-sacrifice. She calculated
her letter would reach Cornelia about the end of September, and she
thought how pleasantly the hope it brought, would brighten her life.
And without permitting Hyde to suspect any change in his love affair,
she very often led the conversation to Cornelia, and to the
circumstances of her life. Hyde was always willing to talk on this
subject, and thus she learned so much about Arenta, and Madame Jacobus,
and Rem Van Ariens, that the people became her familiars. Arenta
particularly interested her, and she spoke and thought continually of
the gay little Dutch girl among the human tigers of Paris. And the
thought of her ended ever in a silent prayer for her safety. "I must
ask some strong angel to go and help her," she said to Hyde, "a city
full of blood, must be a city full of evil spirits, and she will need
the wings of angels round her--like a pavilion--so when she comes into
my mind I say 'angels of deliverance go to her.' And I think she must
be in a great strait now, or I should not feel so constrained to pray
for her."
"And you believe such prayer avails for deliverance, Annie?"
"I am sure it avails. When we invoke earnestly and sincerely the help
of any higher and stronger intelligence than ourselves, the angels are
with us. They come when the heart calls them; for they are appointed to
be ministers unto those who shall inherit eternal life." And Hyde
listened silently, yet the words fell into his deepest consciousness,
and after many years brought him strength and consolation when he
needed it. Thus it is, that a good woman is a priestess standing by the
altar of the heart, thus it is, that the very noblest education any man
ever gets is what some woman--mother, wife, sister, friend--gives him.
Certainly the letter sent to Cornelia sped on its way all the more
rapidly and joyfully for the good wishes and unselfish prayers
accompanying it. The very ship might have known it was the bearer of
good tidings; for if there had been one of the mighty angels whose
charge is on the great deep at the helm of the Good Intent she could
not have gone more swiftly and surely to her haven. One morning, nearly
a week in advance of Annie's calculation, the wonderful letter was put
into Cornelia's hand. She was passing through the hall on her way to
her room, when Balthazar brought in the mail, and she took the little
white messenger without any feeling but one of curiosity concerning it.
The handwriting was strange, it was an English letter, what could it
mean?
Let any one who has loved and been parted from the beloved by some
misunderstanding, try to realize what it meant to Cornelia. She read it
through in an indescribable hurry and emotion, and then in the most
natural and womanly way, began to cry. No one could have loved her the
less for that sincere overflow of emotions she could not separate or
define, and which indeed she never tried to understand. It was only one
wonderful thought she could entertain--IT WAS NOT THE FAULT OF JORIS.
This was the assurance that turned her joyful tears into gladder
smiles, and that made her step light as a bird on the wing, as she ran
down the stairs to find her mother; for her happiness was not perfect
till she shared it with the heart that had borne her sorrow, and
carried her grief through many weary months, with her.
Oh, how glad were these two women! They were almost too glad to speak.
Sitting still was impossible to Cornelia, but as she stepped swiftly
to-and-fro across the parlour floor, she stopped frequently at her
mother's chair and kissed her. She kissed Annie's letter just as
frequently. It was such a gracious, noble letter. It was such a delight
to know that friendship so unselfish was waiting for her. It was
altogether such a marvellous thing that had come to her, that she could
not behave as a superior woman ought to have done. But then she was not
a superior woman, she was only lovable and loving, and therefore
restless and inconsequent.
In the first hours of her recovered gladness she did not even remember
Rem's great fault, nor yet her own carelessness. These things were only
accidentals, not worthy to be taken into account while the great sweet
hope that had come to her, flooded like a springtide every nook and
corner of her heart. In such a mood how easy it was to answer Annie's
letter. She recollected every word she had written to Hyde that fateful
day, and she wrote them again with a tenfold joy. She told Annie every
particular, and she forgot to say a word of reproach concerning the
dishonourable retention of her letter by Rem. "It is altogether my own
fault," she confessed.
Even when this letter was on its way to Annie she was under such
excitement that her whole body appeared to think and to feel; her
beautiful hair had an unusual freedom, as if some happy wind blew it
into exquisite unrestraint; her eyes shone like stars; her garments
fluttered; her steps were like dancing; and every now and then, a bar
or two of love music warbled in her throat. And oh with what joy the
mother watched the return of happiness to her dear child! With her own
milk she had fed her. In her own bosom she had carried and tended her.
Night and day for nearly twenty years, like a bird, she had feverishly,
prayfully, tenderly hovered over her; so there was great joy in the
Doctor's home and though he would say little, his heart grew lighter in
his wife's and daughter's cheerfulness; for the women in any house make
the moral and mental atmosphere of that house just as decidedly, as the
sunshine or rain affect the natural atmosphere outside of it.
Now it is very noticeable that when unusual events begin to happen in
any life, there is a succession of such events, and not unfrequently
they arrive in similar ways. At any rate about ten days after the
receipt of Annie's letter, Cornelia was almost equally amazed by the
receipt of another letter. It came one day about noon, and a slave of
Van Ariens brought it--a piece of paper twisted carelessly but
containing these few pregnant words:
Cornelia, dear, come to me. Bring me something to wear. I have just
arrived, saved by the skin of my teeth, and I have not a decent garment
of any kind to put on. ARENTA.
A thunderbolt from a clear sky could hardly have caused such surprise,
but Cornelia did not wait to talk about the wonder. She loaded a maid
with clothing of every description, and ran across the street to her
friend. Arerita saw her coming, and met her with a cry of joy, and as
Van Ariens was sick and trembling with the sight of his daughter, and
the tale of her sufferings, Cornelia persuaded him to go to sleep, and
leave Arenta to her care. Poor Arenta, she was ill with the privations
she had suffered, she was half-starved, and nearly without clothing,
but she did not complain much until she had been fed, and bathed, and
"dressed" as she said "like a New York woman ought to be."
"You know what trunks and trunks full of beautiful things I took away
with me, Cornelia," she complained; "Well I have not a rag left. I have
nothing left at all."
"Your husband, Arenta?"
"He was guillotined."
"Oh, my dear Arenta!"
"Guillotined. I told him to be quiet. I begged him to go over to Marat,
but no! his nobility obliged him to stand by his order and his king. So
for them, he died. Poor Athanase! He expected me to follow him, but I
could not make up my mind to the knife. Oh how terrible it was!" Then
she began to sob bitterly, and Cornelia let her talk of her sufferings
until she fell into a sleep--a sleep easy to see, still haunted by the
furies and terrors through which she had passed.
For a week Cornelia remained with her friend, and Madame Jacobus joined
them as often as possible, and gradually the half-distraught woman
recovered something of her natural spirits and resolution. In this week
she talked out all her frightful experiences in the great prison of La
Force, and was completely overwhelmed at their remembrance. But the
trouble which has been removed, soon grows far off; and Arenta quickly
took her place in her home, and resumed her old life. Of course with
many differences. She could not be the same Arenta, she had outlived
many of her illusions. She took but little interest for a while in the
life around her; her thoughts and conversation were still in Paris, and
this was evident from the fact, that during the whole week of
Cornelia's stay with her, she never once named Cornelia's love, or
life, or prospects. Rem she did talk about, but chiefly because he was
going to marry an English girl, an intention she angrily deplored.
"I am sure," she said, "Rem might have learned a lesson from my sad
fortune. What does he want to marry a foreigner for? He ought to have
prevented me from doing so, instead of following my foolish example."
"No one could have prevented you, Arenta. You would not listen even to
your father."
"Oh indeed, it was my fate. We must all submit to fate. Why did you
refuse Rem?"
"He was not my fate, Arenta."
"Well then, neither is George Hyde your fate. Aunt Jacobus has told me
some things about him. She says he is to marry his cousin. You ought to
marry Rem."
As she said these words Van Ariens, accompanied by Joris Van Heemskirk
entered the room, and Cornelia was glad to escape. She knew that Arenta
would again relate all her experiences, and she disliked to mingle them
with her renewed dreams of love and her lover.
"She will talk and talk," said Cornelia to her mother, "and then there
will be tea and chocolate and more talk, and I have heard all I wish to
hear about that dreadful city, and the demons who walk in blood."
"Arenta has made a great sensation, Cornelia," answered Mrs. Moran.
"She has received half the town. Gertrude Kippon stole quietly home and
has hardly been seen, or heard tell of."
"But mother, Arenta has far more genius than Gertrude. She has made of
her misfortunes a great drama, and wherever you go, it is of the
Marquise de Tounnerre people are talking. Senator Van Heemskirk came in
with her father as I left."
"I hope he treated you more civilly than madame did."
"He was delightful. I courtesied to him, and he lifted my hand and
kissed it, and said, 'I grew lovelier every day,' and I kissed his
cheek and said, 'I wished always to be lovely in his sight.' Then I
came home, because I would not, just yet, speak of George to him."
"Arenta would hardly have given you any opportunity. I wonder at what
hour she will release Joris Van Heemskirk!"
"It will be later than it ought to be."
Indeed it was so late that Madame Van Heemskirk had locked up her house
for the night, and was troubled at her husband's delay--even a little
cross:
"An old man like you, Joris," she said in a tone of vexation--"sitting
till nine o'clock with the last runaway from Paris; a cold you have
already, and all for a girl that threw her senses behind her, to marry
a Frenchman."
"Much she has suffered, Lysbet."
"Much she ought to suffer. And I believe not in Arenta Van Ariens'
suffering. In some way, by hook or crook, by word or deed, she would
out of any trouble work her way."
"I will sit a little by the fire, Lysbet. Sit down by me. My mind is
full of her story."
"That is it. And sleep you will not, and tomorrow sick you will be; and
anxious and tired I shall be; and who for? The Marquise de Tounnerre!
Well then, Joris, in thy old age it is late for thee to bow down to the
Marquise de Tounnerre!"
"To God Almighty only I bow down, Lysbet, and as for titles what care
of them has Jons Van Heemskirk? Think you, when God calls me He will
say 'Councillor' or 'Senator'? No, He will say 'Jons Van Heemskirk!'
and I shall answer to that name. But you know well, Lysbet, this bloody
trial of liberty in Paris touches all the world beside."
"Forgive me, Joris! A shame it is to be cross with thee, nor am I cross
even with that poor Arenta. A child, a very child she is."
"But bitter fears and suffering she has come through. Her husband was
guillotined last May, and from her home she was taken--no time to write
to a friend--no time to save anything she had, except a string of
pearls, which round her waist for many weeks, she had worn. From prison
to prison she was sent, until at last she was ordered before the
Revolutionary Tribunal. From that tribunal to the guillotine is only a
step, and she would surely have taken it but for--"
"Minister Morris?"
"No. Twenty miles outside the city, Minister Morris now lives; and no
time was there to send him word of her strait. Hungry and sick upon the
floor of her prison she was sitting, when her name was called, for bead
after bead of her pearl necklace had gone to her jailor, only for a
little black bread and a cup of milk twice a day; and this morning for
twenty-four hours she had been without food or milk."
[Illustration: "ARENTA BEFORE THE REVOLUTIONARY TRIBUNAL"]
"The poor little one! What did she do?"
"This is what she did, and blame her I will not. When in that terrible
iron armchair before those bloody judges, she says she forgot then to
be afraid. She looked at Fouquier-Tinville the public prosecutor, and
at the fifteen jurymen, and flinched not. She had no dress to help her
beauty, but she declares she never felt more beautiful, and well I can
believe it. They asked her name, and my Lysbet, think of this child's
answer! 'I am called Arenta JEFFERSON de Tounnerre,' she said; and at
the name of 'Jefferson' there were exclamations, and one of the jurymen
rose to his feet and asked excitedly, 'What is it you mean? Jefferson!
The great Jefferson! The great Thomas Jefferson! The great American who
loves France and Liberty?' 'It is the same,' she answered, and then she
sat silent, asking no favour, so wise was she, and Fouquier-Tinville
looked at the President and said--'among my friends I count this great
American!' and a juryman added, 'when I was very poor and hungry he fed
and helped me,' and he bowed to Arenta as he spoke. And after that
Fouquier-Tinville asked who would certify to her claim, and she
answered boldly, 'Minister Morris.' When questioned further she
answered, 'I adore Liberty, I believe in France, I married a Frenchman,
for Thomas Jefferson told me I was coming to a great nation and might
trust both its government and its generosity.' They asked her then if
she had been used kindly in prison, and she told them her jailor had
been to her very unkind, and that he had taken from her the pearl
necklace which was her wedding gift, and if you can believe Arenta,
they were all extremely polite to her, and gave her at once the papers
which permitted her to leave France. The next day a little money she
got from Minister Morris, but a very hard passage she had home. And
listen now, her jailor was guillotined before she left, and she
declares it was the necklace--very unfortunate beads they were, and
Madame Jacobus said when she heard of their fate, 'let them go! With
blood and death they came, it is fit they should go as they came!'
Arenta thinks as soon as Fouquier-Tinville heard of them, he doomed the
man, for she saw in his eyes that he meant to have them for himself.
Well, then, she is also sure that they will take Fouquier-Tinville to
the guillotine."
"After all, it was a lie she told, Joris."
"That is so, but I think her life was worth a few words. And Thomas
Jefferson says she was ten thousand times welcome to the protection his
name gave her. I thank my God I have never had such temptation. I will
say one thing though, Lysbet, that if coming home some night, a thief
should say to me 'your money I must have' and if in my pocket I had
some false money, as well as true money, the false money I would give
the thief and think no shame to do it. Overly righteous we must not be,
Lysbet."
"I am astonished also. I thought Arenta would cry out and that only."
"What a man or a woman will do and suffer, and how they will do and
suffer, no one knows till comes some great occasion. When the water is
ice, who could believe that it would boil, unless they had seen ice
become boiling water? All the human heart wants, is the chance."
"As men and women have in Paris to live, I wonder me, that they can
wish to live at all! Welcome to them must be death."
"So wrong are you, Lysbet. Trouble and hardship make us love life. A
zest they give to it. It is when we have too much money, too much good
food and wine, too much pleasure of all kinds, that we grow melancholy
and sad, and say all is vanity and vexation. You may see that it is
always so, if you look in the Holy Scriptures. It was not from the Jews
in exile and captivity, but from the Jews of Solomon's glory came the
only dissatisfied, hopeless words in the Bible. Yes, indeed! it is the
souls that have too much, who cry out vanity, vanity, all is vanity!
For myself, I like not the petty prudencies of Solomon. There is better
reading in Isaiah, and in the Psalms, and in the blessed Gospels."
"To-morrow, Joris, I will go and see Arenta. She is fair, and she knows
it; witty, and she knows it; of good courage, and she knows it; the
fashion, and she knows it; and when she speaks, she speaks oracles that
one must believe, even though one does not understand them. To Aurelia
Van Zandt she said, my heart will ache forever for my beloved Athanase,
and Aurelia says, that her old lover Willie Nicholls is at her feet
sitting all the day long--yet for all these things, she is a brave
woman and I will go and see her."
"Willie Nicholls is a good young man, and he is rich also; but of him I
saw nothing at all. Cornelia Moran was there and no flower of Paradise
is so sweet, so fair!"
"A very proud girl! I am glad she said 'no' to my Joris."
"Come, my Lysbet, we will now pray and sleep. There is so much NOT to
say."
CHAPTER XIII
THE NEW DAYS COME
One afternoon in the late autumn Annie was sitting watching Hyde
playing with his dog, a big mastiff of noble birth and character. The
creature sat erect with his head leaning against Hyde, and Hyde's arm
was thrown around his neck as he talked to him of their adventures on
the Broad that day. Annie's small face, though delicate and fragile
looking was full of peace, and her eyes, soft, deep and heavenly, held
thoughts that linked her with heaven.
Outside there was in the air that November feeling which chills like
the passing breath of death, the deserted garden looked sad and
closed-in, and everywhere there was a sense of the languishing end of
the year, of the fading and dropping of all living things. But in the
house Annie and Hyde and the dog sat within the circle of warmth and
light made by the blazing ash logs, and in that circle there was at
least an atmosphere of sweet content. Suddenly George looked up and his
eyes caught those of Annie watching him. "What have you been reading,
Annie?" he asked, as he stooped forward and took a thin volume from her
lap. "Why!" he cried, "'tis Paul and Virginia. Do you indeed read love
stories?"
"Yes. The mystery of a love affair pleases every one; and I think we
shall not tire of love stories till we tire of the mystery of spring,
or of primroses and daffodils. Every one I know takes their tale of
love to be quite a new tale."
"Love has been cruel to me. It has made a cloud on my life that will
help to cover me in my grave."
"You still love Cornelia?"
"I cannot cure myself of a passion so hopeless. However, as I see no
end to my unhappiness, I try to submit to what I cannot avoid. What is
the use of longing for that which I have no hope to get?"
"My uncle grows anxious for you to marry. He would be glad to see the
succession of Hyde assured."
"Oh, indeed, I have no mind to take a wife. I hear every day that some
of my acquaintance have married, I hear of none that have done worse."
"You believe nothing of what you say. My uncle was much pleased with
Sarah Capel. What did you think of the beauty?"
"Cornelia has made all other women so indifferent to me, that if I
cannot marry her, my father may dispose of me as he chooses."
"Cannot you forget Cornelia?"
"It is impossible. Every day I resolve to think of her no more, and
then I continue thinking; and every day I am more and more in love with
her. Her very name moves me beyond words."
"There is no name, George, however sweet and dear, however lovingly
spoken, whose echo does not at last grow faint."
"Cornelia will echo in my heart as long as my heart beats."
Then they were silent, and Hyde drew his dog closer and watched the
blaze among some lighter branches, which a servant had just brought in.
At his entrance he had also given Annie a letter, which she was eagerly
reading. Hyde had no speculation about it; and even when he found Annie
regarding him with her whole soul in her face, he failed to understand,
as he always had done, the noble love which had been so long and so
faithfully his--a love holding itself above endearments;
self-repressed, self-sacrificing, kept down in the inmost heart-chamber
a dignified prisoner behind very real bars. Yet he was conscious that
the letter was of more than usual interest, and when the servant had
closed the door behind him, he asked, "Whom is your letter from, Annie?
It seems to please you very much."
She leaned forward to him with the paper in her little trembling hand,
and said,
"It is from Cornelia."
"My God!" he ejaculated; and the words were fraught with such feeling,
as could have found no other vehicle of expression.
"She has sent you, dear George, a copy of the letter you ought to have
received more than two years ago. Read it."
His eyes ran rapidly over the sweet words, his face flamed, his hands
trembled, he cried out impetuously--
"But what does it mean? Am I quite in my senses? How has this letter
been delayed? Why do I get only a copy?"
"Because Mr. Van Ariens has the original."
"It is all incredible. What do you mean, Annie? Do not keep me in such
torturing suspense."
"It means that Mr. Van Ariens asked Cornelia to marry him on the same
day that you wrote to her about your marriage. She answered both
letters in the same hour, and misdirected them."
"GOD'S DEATH! How can I punish so mean a scoundrel? I will have my
letter from him, if I follow him round the world for it."
"You have your letter now. I asked Cornelia to write it again for you;
and you see she has done it gladly."
"Angel of goodness! But I will have my first letter."
"It has been in that man's keeping for more than two years. I would not
touch it. 'Twould infect a gentleman, and make of him a rascal just as
base."
"He shall write me then an apology in his own blood. I will make him do
it, at the point of my sword."
"If I were you, I would scorn to wet my sword in blood so base."
"Remember, Annie, what this darling girl suffered. For his treachery
she nearly died. I speak not of my own wrong--it is as nothing to hers."
"However, she might have been more careful."
"Annie, she was in the happy hurry of love. Your calm soul knows not
what a confusing thing that is--she made a mistake, and that sneaking
villain turned her mistake into a crime. By a God's mercy, it is found
out--but how? Annie! Annie, how much I owe you! What can I say? What
can I do?"
"Be reasonable. Mary Damer really found it out. His guilty restless
conscience forced him to tell her the story, though to be sure he put
the wrong on people he did not name. But I knew so much of the mystery
of your love sorrow, as to put the two stories together, and find them
fit. Then I wrote to Cornelia."
"How long ago?"
"About two months."
"Why then did you not give me hope ere this?"
"I would not give you hope, till hope was certain. Two years is a long
time in a girl's life. It was a possible thing for Cornelia to have
forgotten--to have changed."
"Impossible! Quite impossible! She could not forget. She could not
change. Why did you not tell me? I should have known her heart by mine
own."
"I wished to be sure," repeated Annie, a little sadly.
"Forgive me, dear Annie. But this news throws me into an unspeakable
condition. You see that I must leave for America at once."
"No. I do not see that, George."
"But if you consider--"
"I have been considering for two months. Let me decide for you now, for
you are not able to do so wisely. Write at once to Cornelia, that is
your duty as well as your pleasure. But before you go to her, there are
things indispensable to be done. Will you ask Doctor Moran for his
child, and not be able to show him that you can care for her as she
deserves to be cared for? Lawyers will not be hurried, there will be
consultations, and engrossings, and signings, and love--in your
case--will have to wait upon law."
"'Tis hard for love, and harder perhaps for anger to wait. For I am in
a passion of wrath at Van Ariens. I long to be near him. Oh what
suffering his envy and hatred have caused others!"
"And himself also. Be sure of that, or he had not tried to find some
ease in a kind of confession. Doctor Roslyn will tell you that it is an
eternal law, that wherever sin is, sorrow will answer it."
"The man is hateful to me."
"He has done a thing that makes him hateful; but perhaps for all that,
he has been so miserable about it, as to have the pity of the
Uncondemning One. I hear your father coming. I am sure you will have
his sympathy in all things."
She left the room as the Earl entered it. He was in unusually high
spirits. Some political news had delighted him, and without noticing
his son's excitement he said--
"The Commons have taken things in their own hands, George. I said they
would. They listen to the King and the Lords very respectfully, and
then obey themselves. Most of the men in the Lower House are unfit to
enter it."
"Well, sir, the Lords as a rule send them there--you have sent three of
them yourself--and unfit men in public places, suppose prior unfitness
in those who have the places to dispose of. But the government is not
interesting. I have something else, father, to think about."
"Indeed, I think the government is extremely interesting. It is very
like three horses arranged in tandem fashion--first, you know, the
King, a little out of the reach of the whip; then the Lords follow the
King, and the Commons are in the shafts, a more ignoble position, but
yet--as we see to-day, possessing a special power of upsetting the
coach."
"Father, I have very important news from America. Will you listen to
it?"
"Yes, if you will tell it to me straight, and not blunder about your
meaning." "Sir, I have just discovered that a letter sent to me more
than two years ago, has been knowingly and purposely detained from me."
"By whom?"
"A man into whose hands it fell by misdirection."
"Did the letter contain means of identifying it, as belonging to you?"
"Ample means."
"Then the man is outside your recognition. You might as well go to the
Bridewell, and seek a second among its riff-raff of scoundrels. Tell me
shortly whom it concerns."
"Miss Moran."
"Oh indeed! Are we to have that subject opened again?"
His face darkened, and George, with an impetuosity that permitted no
interruption, told the whole story. As he proceeded the Earl became
interested, then sympathetic. He looked with moist eyes at the youth so
dear to him, and saw that his heart was filled with the energy and
tenderness of his love. His handsome face, his piercingly bright eyes,
his courteous, but obstinately masterful manner, his almost boyish
passion of anger and impatience, his tall, serious figure, erect, as if
ready for opposition; even that sentiment of deadly steel, of being
impatient to toss his sheath from his sword, pleased very much the
elder man; and won both his respect and his admiration. He felt that
his son had rights all his own, and that he must cheerfully and
generously allow them.
"George," he answered, "you have won my approval. You have shown me
that you can suffer and be faithful, and the girl able to inspire such
an affection, must be worthy of it. What do you wish to do?"
"I am going to America by the next packet."
"Sit down, then we can talk without feeling that every word is a last
word, and full of hurry and therefore of unreason. You desire to see
Miss Moran without delay, that is very natural."
"Yes, sir. I am impatient also to get my letter."
"I think that of no importance."
"What would you have done in my case, and at my age, father?"
"Something extremely foolish. I should have killed the man, or been
killed by him. I hope that you have more sense. Society does not now
compel you to answer insult with murder. The noble not caring of the
spirit, is beyond the mere passion of the animal. What does Annie say?"
"Annie is an angel. I walk far below her--and I hate the man who has so
wronged--Cornelia. I think, sir, you must also hate him."
"I hate nobody. God send, that I may be treated the same. George, you
have flashed your sword only in a noble quarrel, will you now stain it
with the blood of a man below your anger or consideration? You have had
your follies, and I have smiled at them; knowing well, that a man who
has no follies in his youth, will have in his maturity no power. But
now you have come of age, not only in years but in suffering cheerfully
endured and well outlived; so I may talk to you as a man, and not
command you as a father."
"What do you wish me to do, sir?"
"I advise you to write to Miss Moran at once. Tell her you are more
anxious now to redeem your promise, than ever you were before. Say to
her that I already look upon her as a dear daughter, and am taking
immediate steps to settle upon you the American Manor, and also such
New York property as will provide for the maintenance of your family in
the state becoming your order and your expectations. Tell her that my
lawyers will go to this business to-morrow, and that as soon as the
deeds are in your hand, you will come and ask for the interview with
Doctor Moran, so long and cruelly delayed."
"My dear father! How wise and kind you are!"
"It is my desire to be so, George. You cannot, after this unfortunate
delay, go to Doctor Moran without the proofs of your ability to take
care of his daughter's future."
"How soon can this business be accomplished?"
"In about three weeks, I should think. But wait your full time, and do
not go without the credentials of your position. This three or four
weeks is necessary to bring to perfection the waiting of two years."
"I will take your advice, sir. I thank you for your generosity."
"All that I have is yours, George. And you can write to this dear girl
every day in the interim. Go now and tell her what I say. I had other
dreams for you as you know--they are over now--I have awakened."
"Dear Annie!" ejaculated George.
"Dear Annie!" replied the Earl with a sigh. "She is one of the
daughters of God, I am not worthy to call her mine; but I have sat at
her feet, and learned how to love, and how to forgive, and how to bear
disappointment. I will tell you, that when Colonel Saye insulted me
last year, and I felt for my sword and would have sent him a letter on
its point--Annie stepped before him. 'Forget, and go on, dear uncle,'
she said; and I did so with a proud, sore heart at first, but quite
cheerfully in a week or two; and at the last Hunt dinner he came to me
with open hand, and we ate and drank together, and are now firm
friends. Yet, but for Annie, one of us might be dead; and the other
flying like Cain exiled and miserable. Think of these things, George.
The good of being a son, is to be able to profit from your father's
mistakes."
They parted with a handclasp that went to both hearts, and as Hyde
passed his mother's loom, he went in, and told her all that happened to
him, She listened with a smile and a heartache. She knew now that the
time had come to say "farewell" to the boy who had made her life for
twenty-seven years. "He must marry like the rest of the world, and go
away from her," and only mothers know what supreme self-sacrifice a
pleasant acquiescence in this event implies. But she bravely put down
all the clamouring selfishness of her long sweet care and affection,
and said cheerfully--
"Very much to my liking is Cornelia Moran, She is world-like and
heaven-like, and her good heart and sweet nature every one knows. A
loving wife and a noble mother she will make, and if I must lose thee,
my Joris, there is no girl in America that I like better to have thee."
"Never will you lose me, mother."
"Ah then! that is what all sons say. The common lot, I look for nothing
better. But see now! I give thee up cheerfully. If God please, I shall
see thy sons and daughters; and thy father has been anxious about the
Hydes. He would not have a stranger here--nor would I. Our hope is in
thee and thy sweet wife, and very glad am I that thy wife is to be
Cornelia Moran."
And even after Joris had left her she smiled, though the tears dropped
down upon her work. She thought of the presents she would send her
daughter, and she told herself that Cornelia was an American, and that
she had made for her, with her own hands and brain, a lovely home
wherein HER memory must always dwell. Indeed she let her thoughts go
far forward to see, and to listen to the happy boys and girls who might
run and shout gleefully through the fair large rooms, and the sweet
shady gardens her skill and taste had ordered and planted. Thus her
generosity made her a partaker of her children's happiness, and whoever
partakes of a pleasure has his share of it, and comes into contact--not
only with the happiness--but with the other partakers of that
happiness--a divine kind of interest for generous deeds, which we may
all appropriate.
Nothing is more contagious than joy, and Hyde was now a living joy
through all the house. His voice had caught a new tone, his feet a more
buoyant step, he carried himself like a man expectant of some glorious
heritage. So eager, so ardent, so ready to be happy, he inspired every
one with his buoyant gladness of heart. He could at least talk to
Cornelia with his pen every day, yes, every hour if he desired; and if
it had been possible to transfer in a letter his own light-heartedness,
the words he wrote would have shone upon the paper.
The next morning Mary Damer called. She knew that a letter from
Cornelia was possible, and she knew also that it would really be as
fateful to herself, as to Hyde. If, as she suspected, it was Rem Van
Ariens who had detained the misdirected letter, there was only one
conceivable result as regarded herself. She, an upright, honourable
English girl, loving truth with all her heart, and despising whatever
was underhand and disloyal, had but one course to take--she must break
off her engagement with a man so far below her standard of simple
morality. She could not trust his honour, and what security has love in
a heart without honour?
So she looked anxiously at Annie as she entered, and Annie would not
keep her in suspense. "There was a letter from Miss Moran last night,"
she said. "She loves George yet. She re-wrote the unfortunate letter,
and this time it found its owner. I think he has it next his heart at
this very moment."
"I am glad of that, Annie. But who has the first letter?"
"I think you know, Mary."
"You mean Mr. Van Ariens?"
"Yes."
"Then there is no more to be said. I shall write to him as soon as
possible."
"I am sorry--"
"No, no! Be content, Annie. The right must always come right. Neither
you nor I could desire any other end, even to our own love story."
"But you must suffer."
"Not much. None of us weep if we lose what is of no value. And I have
noticed that the happiness of any one is always conditioned by the
unhappiness of some one else. Love usually builds his home out of the
wrecks of other homes. Your cousin and Cornelia will be happy, but
there are others that must suffer, that they may be so. I will go now,
Annie, because until I have written to Mr. Van Ariens, I shall not feel
free. And also, I do not wish him to come here, and in his last letter
he spoke of such an intention."
So the two letters--that of Hyde to Cornelia, and that of Mary Darner
to Van Ariens, left England for America in the same packet; and though
Mary Darner undoubtedly had some suffering and disappointment to
conquer, the fight was all within her. To her friends at the Manor she
was just the same bright, courageous girl; ready for every emergency,
and equally ready to make the most of every pleasure.
And the tone of the Manor House was now set to a key of the highest joy
and expectation. Hyde unconsciously struck the note, for he was happily
busy from morning to night about affairs relating either to his
marriage, or to his future as the head of a great household. All his
old exigent, extravagant liking for rich clothing returned to him. He
had constant visits from his London tailor, a dapper little artist, who
brought with him a profusion of rich cloth, silk and satin, and who
firmly believed that the tailor made the man. There were also endless
interviews with the family lawyer, endless readings of law papers, and
endless consultations about rights and successions, which Hyde was glad
and grateful to leave very much to his father's wisdom and generosity.
At the beginning of this happy period, Hyde had been sure that the
business of his preparations would be arranged in three weeks; a month
had appeared to be a quite unreasonable and impossible delay; but the
month passed, and it was nearly the middle of November when all things
were ready for his voyage. His mother would then have urged a
postponement until spring, but she knew that George would brook no
further delay; and she was wise enough to accept the inevitable
cheerfully. And thus by letting her will lead her, in the very road
necessity drove her, she preserved not only her liberty, but her desire.
Some of these last days were occupied in selecting from her jewels
presents for Cornelia, with webs of gold and silver tissues, and
Spitalfields silks so rich and heavy, that no mortal woman might hope
to outwear them. To these Annie added from her own store of lace, many
very valuable pieces; and the happy bridegroom was proud to see that
love was going to send him away, with both arms full for the beloved.
The best gift however came last, and it was from the Earl. It was not
gold or land, though he gave generously of both these; but one which
Hyde felt made his way straight before him, and which he knew must have
cost his father much self-abnegation. It was the following letter to
Dr. John Moran.
MY DEAR SIR:
It seems then, that our dear children love each other so well, that it
is beyond our right, even as parents, to forbid their marriage. I ask
from you, for my son, who is a humble and ardent suitor for Miss
Moran's hand, all the favour his sincere devotion to her deserves, We
have both been young, we have both loved, accept then his affection as
some atonement for any grievance or injustice you remember against
myself. Had we known each other better, we should doubtless have loved
each other better; but now that marriage will make us kin, I offer you
my hand, with all it implies of regret for the past, and of respect for
the future. Your servant to command,
RICHARD HYDE.
"It is the greatest proof of my love I can give you, George," said the
Earl, when the letter had been read; "and it is Annie you must thank
for it. She dropped the thought into my heart, and if the thought has
silently grown to these written words, it is because she had put many
other good thoughts there, and that these helped this one to come to
perfection."
"Have you noticed, father, how small and fragile-looking she is? Can
she really be slowly dying?"
"No, she is not dying; she is only going a little further away--a
little further away, every hour. Some hour she will be called, and she
will answer, and we shall see her no more--HERE. But I do not call that
dying, and if it be dying, Annie will go as calmly and simply, as if
she were fulfilling some religious rite or duty. She loves God, and she
will go to Him."
The next morning Hyde left his father's home forever. It was impossible
that such a parting should be happy. No hopes, no dreams of future joy,
could make him forget the wealth of love he was leaving. Nor did he
wish to forget. And woe to the man or woman who would buy composure and
contentment by forgetting!--by really forfeiting a portion of their
existence--by being a suicide of their own moral nature.
The day was a black winter day, with a monotonous rain and a dark sky
troubled by a ghostly wind. Inside the house the silence fell on the
heart like a weight. The Earl and Countess watched their son's carriage
turn from the door, and then looked silently into each other's face.
The Earl's lips were firmly set, and his eyes full of tears; the
Countess was weeping bitterly. He went with her to her room, and with
all his old charm and tenderness comforted her for her great loss.
At that moment Annie was forgotten, yet no one was suffering more than
she was. Hyde had knelt by her sofa, and taken her in his arms, and
covered her face with tears and kisses, and she had not been able to
oppose a parting so heart-breaking and so final. The last tears she was
ever to shed dropped from her closed eyes, as she listened to his
departing steps; and the roll of the carriage carrying him away
forever, seemed to roll over her shrinking heart. She cried out
feebly--a pitiful little shrill cry, that she hushed with a sob still
more full of anguish. Then she began to cast over her suffering soul
the balm of prayer, and prostrate with closed eyes, and hands feebly
hanging down, Doctor Roslyn found her. He did not need to ask a
question, he had long known the brave self-sacrifice that was
consecrating the child-heart suffering so sharply that day; and he said
only--
"We are made perfect through suffering, Annie."
"I know, dear father."
"And you have found before this, that the sorrow well borne is full of
strange joys--joys, whose long lasting perfumes, show that they were
grown in heaven and not on earth."
"This is the last sorrow that can come to me, father."
"And my dear Annie, you would have been a loser without it. Every grief
has its meaning, and the web of life could not be better woven, if only
love touched it."
"I have been praying, father."
"Nay, but God Himself prayed in you, while your soul waited in deep
resignation. God gave you both the resignation and the answer."
"My heart failed me at the last--then I prayed as well as I could."
"And then, visited by the NOT YOURSELF in you, your head was lifted up.
Do not be frightened at what you want. Strive for it little by little.
All that is bitter in outward things, or in interior things, all that
befalls you in the course of a day, is YOUR DAILY BREAD if you will
take it from His hand."
Then she was silent and quite still, and he sat and watched the gradual
lifting of the spirit's cloud--watched, until the pallor of her face
grew luminous with the inner light, and her wide open eyes saw, as in a
vision, things, invisible to mortal sight; but open to the spirit on
that dazzling line where mortal and immortal verge.
And as he went home, stepping slowly through the misty world, he
himself hardly knew whether he was in the body or out of it. He felt
not the dripping rain, he was not conscious of the encompassing earthly
vapours, he had passed within the veil and was worshipping
"In dazzling temples opened straight to Him,
Where One who had great lightnings for His crown
Was suddenly made present; vast and dim
Through crowded pinions of the Cherubim."
And his feet stumbled not, nor was he aware of anything around, until
the Earl met him at the park gates and touching him said reverently--
"Father, you are close to the highway. Have you seen Annie?"
"I have just left her."
"She is further from us than ever."
"Richard Hyde," he answered, "she is on her way to God, and she can
rest nothing short of that."
CHAPTER XIV
"HUSH! LOVE IS HERE!"
On the morning that Hyde sailed for America, Cornelia received the
letter he had written her on the discovery of Rem's dishonourable
conduct. So much love, so much joy, sent to her in the secret foldings
of a sheet of paper! In a hurry of delight and expectation she opened
it, and her beaming eyes ran all over the joyful words it brought
her--sweet fluttering pages, that his breath had moved, and his face
been aware of. How he would have rejoiced to see her pressing them to
her bosom, at some word of fonder memory or desire.
There was much in this letter which it was necessary her father and
mother should hear--the Earl's message to them--Hyde's own proposition
for an immediate marriage, and various necessities referring to this
event. But she was proud and happy to read words of such noble,
straightforward affection; and the Doctor was especially pleased by the
deference expressed for his wishes. When he left the house that day he
kissed his daughter with pride and tenderness, and said to Mrs. Moran--
"Ava, there will be much to get, and much to do in a short time, but
money manages all things Do not spare where it is necessary." And then
what important and interesting consultations followed! what lists of
lovely garments became imperative, which an hour before had not been
dreamed of! what discussions as to mantua makers and milliners! as to
guests and ceremonies! as to all the details of a life unknown, but
invested by love and youth, with a delightfully overwhelming importance.
Cornelia was so happy that her ordinary dress of grey camelot did not
express her; she felt constrained to add to it some bows of bright
scarlet ribbon, and then she looked round about her room, and went
through her drawers, to find something else to be a visible witness to
the light heart singing within her. And she came across some coral
combs that Madame Jacobus had given her, and felt their vivid colouring
in the shining masses of her dark hair, to be one of the right ways of
saying to herself, and all she loved, "See how happy I am!"
In the afternoon, when the shopping for the day had been accomplished,
she went to Captain Jacobus, to play with him the game of backgammon
which had become an almost daily duty, and to which the Captain
attached a great importance. Indeed, for many weeks it had been the
event of every day to him; and if he was no longer dependent on it, he
was grateful enough to acknowledge all the good it had done him. "I owe
your daughter as much as I owe you, sir," he would say to Doctor Moran,
"and I owe both of you a bigger debt than I can clear myself of."
This afternoon he looked at his visitor with a wondering speculation.
There was something in her face, and manner, and voice, he had never
before seen or heard, and madame--who watched every expression of her
husband--was easily led to the same observation. She observed Cornelia
closely, and her gay laugh especially revealed some change. It was like
the burst of bird song in early spring, and she followed the happy girl
to the front door, and called her back when she had gone down the
steps, and said, as she looked earnestly in her face--
"You have heard from Joris Hyde? I know you have!" and Cornelia nodded
her head, and blushed, and smiled, and ran away from further question.
When she reached home she found Madame Van Heemskirk sitting with her
mother, and the sweet old lady rose to meet her, and said before
Cornelia could utter a word:
"Come to me, Cornelia. This morning a letter we have had from my Joris,
and sorry am I that I did thee so much wrong."
"Madame, I have long ago forgotten it; and there was a mistake all
round," answered Cornelia, cheerfully.
"That is so--and thy mistake first of all. Hurry is misfortune; even to
be happy, it is not wise to hurry. Listen now! Joris has written to his
grandfather, and also to me, and very busy he will keep us both. His
grandfather is to look after the stables and the horses, and to buy
more horses, and to hire serving men of all kinds. And a long letter
also I have had from my daughter Katherine, and she tells me to make
her duty to thee my duty. That is my pleasure also, and I have been
talking with thy mother about the house. Now I shall go there, and a
very pleasant home I shall make it. Many things Joris will bring with
him--two new carriages and much fine furniture--and I know not what
else beside."
Then Cornelia kissed madame, and afterwards removed her bonnet; and
madame looked at her smiling. The vivid coral in her dark hair, the
modest grey dress with its knots of colour, and above all the lovely
face alight with love and hope, delighted her.
"Very pretty art thou, very pretty indeed!" she said, impulsively; and
then she added, "Many other girls are very pretty also, but my Joris
loves thee, and I am glad that it is thee, and very welcome art thou to
me, and very proud is my husband of thee. And now I must go, because
there is much to do, and little time to do it in."
For nearly a week Cornelia was too busy to take Arenta into her
consideration. She did not care to tell her about Rem's cruel and
dishonourable conduct, and she was afraid the shrewd little Marquise
would divine some change, and get the secret out of her. Indeed, Arenta
was not long in suspecting something unusual in the Doctor's
household--the number of parcels and of work people astonished her; and
she was not a little offended at Madame Van Heemskirk spending a whole
afternoon so near to her, and "never even," as she said to her father,
"turning her head this way." For Arenta had drunk a rather long draught
of popular interest, and she could not bear to believe it was
declining. Was she not the American heroine of 1793? It was almost a
want of patriotism in Madame Van Heemskirk to neglect her.
After a week had elapsed Cornelia went over one morning to see her
friend. But by this time Arenta knew everything. Her brother Rem had
been with her and confessed all to his sister. It had not been a
pleasant meeting by any means. She heard the story with indignation,
but contrived to feel that somehow Rem was not so much to blame as
Cornelia, and other people.
"You are right served," she said to her brother, "for meddling with
foreigners, and especially for mixing your love affairs up with an
English girl. Proud, haughty creatures all of them! And you are a very
fool to tell any woman such a--crime. Yes, it is a crime. I won't say
less. That girl over the way nearly died, and you would have let her
die. It was a shame. I don't love Cornelia--but it was a shame."
"The letter was addressed to me, Arenta."
"Fiddlesticks! You knew it was not yours. You knew it was Hyde's. Where
is it now?"
She asked the question in her usual dominant way, and Rem did not feel
able to resist it. He looked for a moment at the angry woman, and was
subdued by her air of authority. He opened his pocketbook and from a
receptacle in it, took the fateful letter. She seized and read it, and
then without a word, or a moment's hesitation threw it into the fire.
Rem blustered and fumed, and she stood smiling defiantly at him. "You
are like all criminals," she said; "you must keep something to accuse
yourself with. I love you too well to permit you to carry that bit of
paper about you. It has worked you harm enough. What are you going to
do? Is Miss Darner's refusal quite final?"
"Quite. It was even scornful."
"Plenty of nice girls in Boston."
"I cannot go back to Boston."
"Why then?"
"Because Mary's cousin has told the whole affair."
"Nonsense!"
"She has. I know it. Men, whom I had been friendly with, got out of my
way; women excused themselves at their homes, and did not see me on the
streets. I have no doubt all Boston is talking of the affair."
"Then come back to New York. New Yorkers attend strictly to their own
love affairs. Father will stand by you; and I will."
"Father will not. He called me a scoundrel, when I told him last night,
and advised me to go to the frontier. Joris Van Heemskirk will not
talk, but madame will chatter for him, and I could not bear to meet
Doctor Moran. As for Captain Jacobus, he would invent new words and
oaths to abuse me with, and Aunt Angelica would, of course, say amen to
all he says;--and there are others."
"Yes, there is Lord Hyde."
"Curse him! But I intended to give him his letter--now you have burnt
it."
"You intended nothing of the kind, Rem. Go away as soon as you can. I
don't want to know where you go just yet. New York is impossible, and
Boston is impossible. Father says go to the frontier, I say go South.
What you have done, you have done; and it cannot be undone; so don't
carry it about with you. And I would let women alone--they are beyond
you--go in for politics."
That day Rem lingered with his sister, seeing no one else; and in the
evening shadows he slipped quietly away. He was very wretched, for he
really loved Mary Damer, and his disappointment was bitterly keen and
humiliating. Besides which, he felt that his business efforts for two
years were forfeited, and that he had the world to begin over again.
Without a friend to wish him a Godspeed the wretched man went on board
the Southern packet, and in her dim lonely cabin sat silent and
despondent, while she fought her way through swaying curtains of rain
to the open sea. Its great complaining came up through the darkness to
him, and seemed to be the very voice of the miserable circumstances,
that had separated and estranged his life from all he loved and desired.
This sudden destruction of all her hopes for her brother distressed
Arenta. Her own marriage had been a most unfortunate one, but its
misfortunes had the importance of national tragedy. She had even
plucked honour to herself from the bloody tumbril and guillotine. But
Rem's matrimonial failure had not one redeeming quality; it was
altogether a shameful and well-deserved retribution. And she had
boasted to her friends not a little of the great marriage her brother
was soon to make, and even spoken of Miss Damer, as if a sisterly
affection already existed between them. She could anticipate very well
the smiles and shrugs, the exclamations and condolences she might have
to encounter, and she was not pleased with her brother for putting her
in a position likely to make her disagreeable to people.
But the heart of her anger was Cornelia--"but for that girl," Rem
would have married Mary Damer, and his home in Boston might have been
full of opportunities for her, as well as a desirable change when she
wearied of New York. Altogether it was a hard thing for her, as well as
a dreadful sorrow for Rem; and she could not think of Cornelia without
anger, "Just for her," she kept saying as she dressed herself with an
elaborate simplicity, "Just for her! Very much she intruded herself
into my affairs; my marriage was her opportunity with Lord Hyde, and
now all she can do is to break up poor Rem's marriage."
When Cornelia entered the Van Ariens parlour Arenta was already there.
She was dressed in a gown of the blackest and softest bombazine and
crape. It had a distinguishing want of all ornament, but it was for
that reason singularly effective against her delicate complexion and
pale golden hair. She looked offended, and hardly spoke to her old
friend, but Cornelia was prepared for some exhibition of anger. She had
not been to see Arenta for a whole week, and she did not doubt she had
been well aware of something unusual in progress. But that Rem had
accused himself did not occur to her; therefore she was hardly prepared
for the passionate accusations with which Arenta assailed her.
"I think," she said, "you have behaved disgracefully to poor Rem! You
would not have him yourself, and yet you prevent another girl--whom he
loves far better than ever he loved you--from marrying him. He has gone
away 'out of the world,' he says, and indeed I should not wonder if he
kills himself. It is most certain you have done all you can to drive
him to it."
"Arenta! I have no idea what you mean. I have not seen Rem, nor written
to Rem, for more than two years."
"Very likely, but you have written about him. You wrote to Miss Darner,
and told her Rem purposely kept a letter, which you had sent to Lord
Hyde."
"I did not write to Miss Damer. I do not know the lady. But Rem DID
keep a letter that belonged to Lord Hyde."
Then anger gave falsehood the bit and she answered, "Rem did NOT keep
any letter that belonged to Lord Hyde. Prove that he did so, before you
accuse him. You cannot."
"I unfortunately directed Lord Hyde's letter to Rem, and Rem's letter
to Lord Hyde. Rem knew that he had Lord Hyde's letter, and he should
have taken it at once to him."
"Lord Hyde had Rem's letter; he ought to have taken it at once to Rem."
"There was not a word in Rem's letter to identify it as belonging to
him."
"Then you ought to be ashamed to write love letters that would do for
any man that received them. A poor hand you must be, to blunder over
two love letters. I have had eight, and ten, at once to answer, and I
never failed to distinguish each; and while rivers run into the sea I
never shall misdirect my love letters. I do not believe Rem ever got
your letter, and I will not believe it, either now or ever. I dare be
bound, Balthazar lost it on the way. Prove to me he did not."
"Oh, indeed! I think you know better."
"Very clever is Lord Hyde to excuse himself by throwing the blame on
poor Rein. Very mean indeed to accuse him to the girl he was going to
marry. To be sure, any one with an ounce of common sense to guide them,
must see through the whole affair."
"Arenta, I have the most firm conviction of Rem's guilt, and the
greatest concern for his disappointment. I assure you I have."
"Kindly reserve your concern, Miss Moran, till Rem Van Ariens asks for
it. As for his guilt, there is no guilt in question. Even supposing
that Rem did keep Lord Hyde's letter, what then? All things are fair in
love and war, Willie Nicholls told me last night, he would keep a
hundred letters, if he thought he could win me by doing so. Any man of
sense would."
"All I blame Rem for is--"
"All I blame Rem for is, that he asked you to marry him. So much for
that! I hope if he meddles with women again, he will seek an all-round
common-sense Dutch girl, who will know how to direct her letters--or
else be content with one lover."
"Arenta, I shall go now. I have given you an opportunity to be rude and
unkind. You cannot expect me to do that again."
She watched Cornelia across the street, and then turned to the mirror,
and wound her ringlets over her fingers. "I don't care," she muttered.
"It was her fault to begin with. She tempted Rem, and he fell. Men
always fall when women tempt them; it is their nature to. I am going to
stand by Rem, right or wrong, and I only wish I could tell Mary Damer
what I think of her. She has another lover, of course she has--or she
would not have talked about her 'honour' to Rem."
To such thoughts she was raging, when Peter Van Ariens came home to
dinner, and she could not restrain them. He listened for a minute or
two, and then struck the table no gentle blow?
"In my house, Arenta," he said, "I will have no such words. What you
think, you think; but such thoughts must be shut close in your mind. In
keeping that letter, I say Rem behaved like a scoundrel; he was cruel,
and he was a coward. Because he is my son I will not excuse him. No
indeed! For that very reason, the more angry am I at such a deed. Now
then, he shall acknowledge to George Hyde and Cornelia Moran the wrong
he did them, ere in my home and my heart, he rights himself."
"Is Cornelia going to be married?"
"That is what I hear."
"To Lord Hyde?"
"That also, is what I hear."
"Well, as I am in mourning, I cannot go to the wedding; so then I am
delighted to have told her a little of my mind."
"It is a great marriage for the Doctor's daughter; a countess she will
be."
"And a marquise I am. And will you please say, if either countess or
marquise is better than mistress or madame? Thank all the powers that
be! I have learned the value of a title, and I shall change marquise
for mistress, as soon as I can do so."
"If always you had thought thus, a great deal of sorrow we had both
been spared."
"Well, then, a girl cannot get her share of wisdom, till she comes to
it. After all, I am now sorry I have quarrelled with Cornelia. In New
York and Philadelphia she will be a great woman."
"To take offence is a great folly, and to give offence is a great
folly--I know not which is the greater, Arenta."
"Oh, indeed, father," she answered, "if I am hurt and angry, I shall
take the liberty to say so. Anger that is hidden cannot be gratified;
and if people use me badly, it is my way to tell them I am aware of it.
One may be obliged to eat brown bread, but I, for one, will say it is
brown bread, and not white."
"Your own way you will take, until into some great trouble you stumble."
"And then my own way I shall take, until out of it I stumble."
"I have told Rem what he must do. Like a man he must say, 'I did wrong,
and I am sorry for it,' and so well I think of those he has wronged, as
to be sure they will answer, 'It is forgiven.'"
"And forgotten."
"That is different. To forgive freely, is what we owe to our enemy; to
forget not, is what we owe to ourselves."
"But if Rem's fault is forgiven, and not forgotten, what good will it
do him? I have seen that every one forgives much in themselves that
they find unpardonable in other people."
"In so far, Arenta, we are all at fault."
"I think it is cruel, father, to ask Rem to speak truth to his own
injury. Even the law is kinder than you, it asks no man to accuse
himself."
"Right wrongs no man. Till others move in this matter, you be quiet. If
you talk, evil words you will say; and mind this, Arenta, the evil that
comes out of your lips, into your own bosom will fall. All my life I
have seen this."
But Arenta could not be quiet. She would sow thorns, though she had to
walk unshod; and her father's advice moved her no more than a breath
moves a mountain. In the same afternoon she saw Madame Jacobus going to
Doctor Moran's, and the hour she remained there, was full of misery to
her impetuous self-adoring heart. She was sure they were talking of Rem
and herself; and as she had all their conversation to imagine, she came
to conclusions in accord with her suspicions.
But she met her aunt at the door and brought her eagerly into the
parlour. She had had no visitors that day, and was bored and restless
and longing for conversation. "I saw you go to the Doctor's an hour
ago, aunt," she said. "I hope the Captain is well."
"Jacobus is quite well, thank God and Doctor Moran--and Cornelia. I
have been looking at some of her wedding gowns. A girl so happy, and
who deserves to be so happy, I never saw. What a darling she is!"
"It is now the fashion to rave about her. I suppose they found time
enough to abuse poor Rem. And you could listen to them! I would not
have done so! No! not if listening had meant salvation for the whole
Moran family."
"You are a remarkably foolish young woman. They never named Rem. People
so happy, do not remember the bringer of sorrow. He has been shut
out--in the darkness and cold. But I heard from Madame Van Heemskirk
why Cornelia and that delightful young man were not married two years
ago. I am ashamed of Rem. I can never forgive him. He is a disgrace to
the family. And that is why I came here to-day. I wish you to make Rem
understand that he must not come near his Uncle Jacobus. When Jacobus
is angry, he will call heaven and earth and hell to help him speak his
mind, and I have nearly cured him of a habit which is so distressing to
me, and such a great wrong to his own soul. The very sight of Rem would
break every barrier down, and let a flood of words loose, that would
make him suffer afterwards. I will not have Jacobus led into such
temptation. I have not heard an oath from him for six months."
"I suppose you would never forgive Jacobus, if you did hear one?"
"That is another matter. I hope I have a heart to forgive whatever
Jacobus does, or says--he is my husband."
"It is then less wicked to blaspheme Almighty God, than to keep one of
Lord Hyde's love letters. One fault may be forgiven, the other is
unpardonable. Dear me! how religiously ignorant I am. As for my uncle
swearing--and the passions that thus express themselves--everybody
knows that anything that distantly resembles good temper, will suit
Captain Jacobus."
"You look extremely handsome when you are scornful, Arenta; but it is
not worthwhile wasting your charms on me. I am doing what I can to help
Jacobus to keep his tongue clean, and I will not have Rem lead him into
temptation. As for Rem, he is guilty of a great wrong; and he must now
do what his father told him to do--work day and night, as men work,
when a bridge is broken down. The ruin must be got out of the way, and
the bridge rebuilt, then it will be possible to open some pleasant and
profitable traffic with human beings again--not to speak of heaven."
"You are right--not to speak of heaven, I think heaven would be more
charitable. Rem will not trouble Captain Jacobus. For my part I think a
man that cannot bear temptation is very poorly reformed. If my uncle
could see Rem, and yet keep his big and little oaths under bonds, I
should believe in his clean tongue."
"Arenta, you are tormenting yourself with anger and ill-will, and above
all with jealousy. In this way you are going to miss a deal of
pleasure. I advise you not to quarrel with Cornelia. She will be a
great resource. I myself am looking forward to the delightful change
Jacobus may have at Hyde Manor. It will make a new life for him, and
also for me. This afternoon something is vexing you. I shall take no
offence. You will regret your bad temper to-morrow."
To-morrow Arenta did regret; but people do not always say they are
sorry, when they feel so. She sat in the shadow of her window curtains
and watched the almost constant stream of visitors, and messengers, and
tradespeople at Doctor Moran's house; and she longed to have her hands
among the lovely things, and to give her opinion about the delightful
events sure to make the next few weeks full of interest and pleasure.
And after she had received a letter from Rem, she resolved to humble
herself that she might be exalted.
"Rem is already fortunate, and I can't help him by fighting his battle.
Forgetfulness, is the word. For this wrong can have no victory, and to
be forgotten, is the only hope for it. Beside, Cornelia had her full
share in my happiness, and I will not let myself be defrauded of my
share in her happiness--not for a few words--no! certainly not."
This reflection a few times reiterated resulted in the following note--
MY DEAR CORNELIA:
I want to say so much, that I cannot say anything but--forgive me. I am
shaken to pieces by my dreadful sufferings, and sometimes, I do not
know what I say, even to those I love. Blame my sad fortune for my bad
words, and tell me you long to forgive me, as I long to be forgiven.
Your ARENTA.
"That will be sufficient," she reflected; "and after all, Cornelia is a
sweet girl. I am her first and dearest friend, and I am determined to
keep my place. It has made me very angry to see those Van Dien girls,
and those Sherman girls, running in and out of the Moran house as if
they owned Cornelia. Well then, if I have had to eat humble pie, I have
had my say, and that takes the bitter taste out of my mouth--and a
sensible woman must look to her future. I dare warrant, Cornelia is now
answering my letter. I dare warrant, she will forgive me very sweetly."
She spent half-an-hour in such reflections, and then Cornelia entered
with a smiling face. She would not permit Arenta to say another word of
regret; she stifled all her self-reproaches in an embrace, and she took
her back with her to her own home. And no further repentance
embarrassed Arenta. She put her ready wit, and her clever hands to a
score of belated things; and snubbed and contradicted the Van Dien and
Sherman girls into a respectful obedience to her earlier friendship,
and wider experience. Everything that she directed, or took charge of,
went with an unmistakable vigour to completion; and even Madame Van
Heemskirk was delighted with her ability, and grateful for her
assistance.
"The poor Arenta!" she said to Mrs. Moran; "very helpful she is to us,
and for her brother's fault she is not to blame. Wrong it would be to
visit it on her."
And Arenta not only felt this gracious justice for herself, she looked
much further forward, for she said to her father, "It is really for
Rem's sake I am so obliging. By and by people will say 'there is no
truth in that letter story. The Marquise is the friend of Lady Hyde;
they are like clasped hands, and that could not be so, if Rem Van
Ariens had done such a dreadful thing. It is all nonsense.' And if I
hear a word about it, I shall know how to smile, and lift my shoulders,
and kill suspicion with contempt. Yes, for Rem's sake, I have done the
best thing."
So happily the time went on, that it appeared wonderful when Christmas
was close at hand. Every preparation was then complete. The Manor House
was a very picture of splendid comfort and day by day Cornelia's
exquisite wardrobe came nearer to perfection. It was a very joy to go
into the Moran house. The mother, with a happy light upon her face,
went to-and-fro with that habitual sweet serenity, which kept the
temperature of expectant pleasure at a degree not too exhausting for
continuance. The doctor was so satisfied with affairs, that he was
often heard timing his firm, strong steps to snatches of long forgotten
military songs; and Cornelia, knowing her lover was every day coming
nearer and nearer, was just as happy as a girl loving and well beloved,
ought to be. Sorrow was all behind her, and a great joy was coming to
meet her. Until mortal love should become immortal, she could hope for
no sweeter interlude in life.
Her beauty had increased wonderfully; hope had more than renewed her
youth, and confident love had given to her face and form, a splendour
of colour and expression, that captivated everybody; though why, or
how, they never asked--she charmed, because she charmed. She was the
love, the honey, the milk of sweetest human nature.
One day the little bevy of feminine councillors looked at their work,
and pronounced all beautiful, and all finished; and then there was a
lull in the busy household, and then every one was conscious of being a
little weary; and every one also felt, that it would be well to let
heart, and brain, and fingers, and feet rest. In a few days there would
likely be another English letter, and they could then form some idea as
to when Lord Hyde would arrive. The last letter received from him had
been written in London, and the ship in which he was to sail, was
taking on her cargo, while he impatiently waited at his hotel for
notice of her being ready to lift her anchor. The doctor thought it
highly probable Hyde would follow this letter in a week, or perhaps
less.
During this restful interval, Doctor and Mrs. Moran drove out one
afternoon to Hyde Manor House. A message from Madame Van Heemskirk
asked this favour from them; she wished naturally that they should see
how exquisitely beautiful and comfortable was the home, which her Joris
had trusted her to prepare for his bride. But she did not wish Cornelia
to see it, until the bride-groom himself took her across its threshold.
"An old woman's fancy it is," she said to Mrs. Moran; "but no harm is
there in it, and not much do I like women who bustle about their
houses, and have no fancies at all."
"Nor I," answered Mrs. Moran with a merry little laugh. "Do you know,
that I told John to buy my wedding ring too wide, because I often heard
my mother say that a tight wedding ring was unlucky." Then both women
smiled, and began delightedly to look over together the stores of fine
linen and damask, which the mother of Joris had laid up for her son's
use.
It was a charming visit, and the sweet pause in the vivid life of the
past few weeks, was equally charming to Cornelia. She rested in her
room till the short daylight ended; then she went to the parlour and
drank a cup of tea, and closed the curtains, and sat down by the hearth
to wait for her father and mother. It was likely they would be a little
late, but the moon was full and the sleighing perfect, and then she was
sure they would have so much to tell her, when they did reach home.
So still was the house, so still was the little street, that she easily
went to the land of reverie, and lost herself there. She thought over
again all her life with her lover; recalled his sweet spirit, his loyal
affection, his handsome face, and enchanting manner. "Heaven has made
me so fortunate," she thought, "and now my fortune has arrived at my
wishes. Even his delay is sweet. I desire to think of him, until all
other thoughts are forgotten! Oh, what lover could be loved as I love
him!"
Then with a soft but quick movement the door flew open, she lifted her
eyes, to fill them with love's very image and vesture; and with a cry
of joy flew to meet the bliss so long afar, but now so near. "O lovely
and beloved! O my love!" Hyde cried, and then there was a twofold
silence; the very ecstasy that no mortal words can utter. The sacred
hour for which all their lives had longed, was at last dropt down to
them from heaven. Between their kisses they spoke of things remembered,
and of things to be, leaning to each other in visible sweetness, while
"Love breathed in sighs and silences
Through two blent souls, one rapturous undersong."