id sid tid token lemma pos crln-25236 1 1 december december PROPN crln-25236 1 2 2021 2021 NUM crln-25236 1 3 c&rl c&rl PROPN crln-25236 1 4 news521 news521 NOUN crln-25236 1 5 intended intend VERB crln-25236 1 6 my my PRON crln-25236 1 7 previous previous ADJ crln-25236 1 8 the the DET crln-25236 1 9 way way NOUN crln-25236 1 10 i i PRON crln-25236 1 11 see see VERB crln-25236 1 12 it it PRON crln-25236 1 13 essays essay NOUN crln-25236 1 14 entitled entitle VERB crln-25236 1 15 “ " PUNCT crln-25236 1 16 first first ADJ crln-25236 1 17 - - PUNCT crln-25236 1 18 time time NOUN crln-25236 1 19 faculty faculty NOUN crln-25236 1 20 librarian librarian NOUN crln-25236 1 21 ” " PUNCT crln-25236 1 22 to to PART crln-25236 1 23 be be AUX crln-25236 1 24 a a DET crln-25236 1 25 series series NOUN crln-25236 1 26 to to PART crln-25236 1 27 share share VERB crln-25236 1 28 my my PRON crln-25236 1 29 tenure tenure NOUN crln-25236 1 30 track track NOUN crln-25236 1 31 experiences experience NOUN crln-25236 1 32 at at ADP crln-25236 1 33 governors governor NOUN crln-25236 1 34 state state PROPN crln-25236 1 35 university university PROPN crln-25236 1 36 ( ( PUNCT crln-25236 1 37 gsu gsu NOUN crln-25236 1 38 ) ) PUNCT crln-25236 1 39 . . PUNCT crln-25236 2 1 however however ADV crln-25236 2 2 , , PUNCT crln-25236 2 3 life life NOUN crln-25236 2 4 happened happen VERB crln-25236 2 5 . . PUNCT crln-25236 3 1 external external ADJ crln-25236 3 2 forces force NOUN crln-25236 3 3 presented present VERB crln-25236 3 4 many many ADJ crln-25236 3 5 challenges challenge NOUN crln-25236 3 6 and and CCONJ crln-25236 3 7 opportunities opportunity NOUN crln-25236 3 8 for for ADP crln-25236 3 9 me i PRON crln-25236 3 10 professionally professionally ADV crln-25236 3 11 and and CCONJ crln-25236 3 12 personally personally ADV crln-25236 3 13 . . PUNCT crln-25236 4 1 teaching teaching NOUN crln-25236 4 2 and and CCONJ crln-25236 4 3 primary primary ADJ crln-25236 4 4 duties duty NOUN crln-25236 4 5 illinois illinois PROPN crln-25236 4 6 had have VERB crln-25236 4 7 no no DET crln-25236 4 8 state state NOUN crln-25236 4 9 budget budget NOUN crln-25236 4 10 during during ADP crln-25236 4 11 my my PRON crln-25236 4 12 third third ADJ crln-25236 4 13 portfolio portfolio NOUN crln-25236 4 14 year year NOUN crln-25236 4 15 , , PUNCT crln-25236 4 16 and and CCONJ crln-25236 4 17 this this PRON crln-25236 4 18 continued continue VERB crln-25236 4 19 into into ADP crln-25236 4 20 my my PRON crln-25236 4 21 fourth fourth ADJ crln-25236 4 22 . . PUNCT crln-25236 5 1 significant significant ADJ crln-25236 5 2 reductions reduction NOUN crln-25236 5 3 in in ADP crln-25236 5 4 budget budget NOUN crln-25236 5 5 allocations allocation NOUN crln-25236 5 6 meant mean VERB crln-25236 5 7 less less ADJ crln-25236 5 8 money money NOUN crln-25236 5 9 for for ADP crln-25236 5 10 the the DET crln-25236 5 11 different different ADJ crln-25236 5 12 university university NOUN crln-25236 5 13 areas area NOUN crln-25236 5 14 . . PUNCT crln-25236 6 1 the the DET crln-25236 6 2 library library NOUN crln-25236 6 3 continued continue VERB crln-25236 6 4 sustaining sustain VERB crln-25236 6 5 electronic electronic ADJ crln-25236 6 6 resources resource NOUN crln-25236 6 7 instead instead ADV crln-25236 6 8 of of ADP crln-25236 6 9 purchasing purchase VERB crln-25236 6 10 new new ADJ crln-25236 6 11 materials material NOUN crln-25236 6 12 ; ; PUNCT crln-25236 6 13 therefore therefore ADV crln-25236 6 14 , , PUNCT crln-25236 6 15 the the DET crln-25236 6 16 primary primary ADJ crln-25236 6 17 function function NOUN crln-25236 6 18 of of ADP crln-25236 6 19 technical technical ADJ crln-25236 6 20 services service NOUN crln-25236 6 21 remained remain VERB crln-25236 6 22 database database NOUN crln-25236 6 23 maintenance maintenance NOUN crln-25236 6 24 and and CCONJ crln-25236 6 25 special special ADJ crln-25236 6 26 projects project NOUN crln-25236 6 27 . . PUNCT crln-25236 7 1 the the DET crln-25236 7 2 continued continue VERB crln-25236 7 3 crisis crisis NOUN crln-25236 7 4 created create VERB crln-25236 7 5 workplace workplace NOUN crln-25236 7 6 anxiety anxiety NOUN crln-25236 7 7 with with ADP crln-25236 7 8 staff staff NOUN crln-25236 7 9 fearing fear VERB crln-25236 7 10 potential potential ADJ crln-25236 7 11 layoffs layoff NOUN crln-25236 7 12 . . PUNCT crln-25236 8 1 part part ADJ crln-25236 8 2 - - PUNCT crln-25236 8 3 time time NOUN crln-25236 8 4 reference reference NOUN crln-25236 8 5 librarians librarian NOUN crln-25236 8 6 ’ ' PUNCT crln-25236 8 7 and and CCONJ crln-25236 8 8 a a DET crln-25236 8 9 visiting visit VERB crln-25236 8 10 librarian librarian ADJ crln-25236 8 11 ’s ’s PART crln-25236 8 12 contracts contract NOUN crln-25236 8 13 were be AUX crln-25236 8 14 not not PART crln-25236 8 15 renewed renew VERB crln-25236 8 16 , , PUNCT crln-25236 8 17 and and CCONJ crln-25236 8 18 staff staff NOUN crln-25236 8 19 left leave VERB crln-25236 8 20 or or CCONJ crln-25236 8 21 retired retire VERB crln-25236 8 22 . . PUNCT crln-25236 9 1 it it PRON crln-25236 9 2 also also ADV crln-25236 9 3 sparked spark VERB crln-25236 9 4 a a DET crln-25236 9 5 hiring hiring NOUN crln-25236 9 6 freeze freeze NOUN crln-25236 9 7 so so ADV crln-25236 9 8 vacated vacate VERB crln-25236 9 9 positions position NOUN crln-25236 9 10 remained remain VERB crln-25236 9 11 unfilled unfilled ADJ crln-25236 9 12 , , PUNCT crln-25236 9 13 and and CCONJ crln-25236 9 14 existing exist VERB crln-25236 9 15 staff staff NOUN crln-25236 9 16 had have VERB crln-25236 9 17 their their PRON crln-25236 9 18 public public ADJ crln-25236 9 19 services service NOUN crln-25236 9 20 desk desk NOUN crln-25236 9 21 times time NOUN crln-25236 9 22 increased increase VERB crln-25236 9 23 . . PUNCT crln-25236 10 1 in in ADP crln-25236 10 2 my my PRON crln-25236 10 3 fourth fourth ADJ crln-25236 10 4 portfolio portfolio NOUN crln-25236 10 5 year year NOUN crln-25236 10 6 , , PUNCT crln-25236 10 7 my my PRON crln-25236 10 8 print print NOUN crln-25236 10 9 acquisitions acquisition NOUN crln-25236 10 10 person person NOUN crln-25236 10 11 moved move VERB crln-25236 10 12 to to ADP crln-25236 10 13 circulation circulation NOUN crln-25236 10 14 fulltime fulltime NOUN crln-25236 10 15 . . PUNCT crln-25236 11 1 with with ADP crln-25236 11 2 the the DET crln-25236 11 3 hiring hiring NOUN crln-25236 11 4 freeze freeze NOUN crln-25236 11 5 , , PUNCT crln-25236 11 6 one one NUM crln-25236 11 7 of of ADP crln-25236 11 8 my my PRON crln-25236 11 9 team team NOUN crln-25236 11 10 members member NOUN crln-25236 11 11 incorporated incorporate VERB crln-25236 11 12 these these DET crln-25236 11 13 duties duty NOUN crln-25236 11 14 into into ADP crln-25236 11 15 his his PRON crln-25236 11 16 job job NOUN crln-25236 11 17 . . PUNCT crln-25236 12 1 training train VERB crln-25236 12 2 him he PRON crln-25236 12 3 proved prove VERB crln-25236 12 4 difficult difficult ADJ crln-25236 12 5 with with ADP crln-25236 12 6 no no DET crln-25236 12 7 print print NOUN crln-25236 12 8 budget budget NOUN crln-25236 12 9 until until SCONJ crln-25236 12 10 a a DET crln-25236 12 11 grant grant NOUN crln-25236 12 12 gave give VERB crln-25236 12 13 him he PRON crln-25236 12 14 a a DET crln-25236 12 15 chance chance NOUN crln-25236 12 16 to to PART crln-25236 12 17 order order VERB crln-25236 12 18 materials material NOUN crln-25236 12 19 . . PUNCT crln-25236 13 1 as as ADP crln-25236 13 2 a a DET crln-25236 13 3 department department NOUN crln-25236 13 4 head head NOUN crln-25236 13 5 , , PUNCT crln-25236 13 6 i i PRON crln-25236 13 7 maintained maintain VERB crln-25236 13 8 productivity productivity NOUN crln-25236 13 9 by by ADP crln-25236 13 10 improving improve VERB crln-25236 13 11 staff staff NOUN crln-25236 13 12 skills skill NOUN crln-25236 13 13 through through ADP crln-25236 13 14 special special ADJ crln-25236 13 15 projects project NOUN crln-25236 13 16 , , PUNCT crln-25236 13 17 like like ADP crln-25236 13 18 enhancing enhance VERB crln-25236 13 19 theses thesis NOUN crln-25236 13 20 records record NOUN crln-25236 13 21 and and CCONJ crln-25236 13 22 continued continued ADJ crln-25236 13 23 collaboration collaboration NOUN crln-25236 13 24 with with ADP crln-25236 13 25 other other ADJ crln-25236 13 26 library library NOUN crln-25236 13 27 departments department NOUN crln-25236 13 28 to to PART crln-25236 13 29 withdraw withdraw VERB crln-25236 13 30 materials material NOUN crln-25236 13 31 . . PUNCT crln-25236 14 1 these these DET crln-25236 14 2 projects project NOUN crln-25236 14 3 kept keep VERB crln-25236 14 4 my my PRON crln-25236 14 5 team team NOUN crln-25236 14 6 productive productive ADJ crln-25236 14 7 and and CCONJ crln-25236 14 8 provided provide VERB crln-25236 14 9 job job NOUN crln-25236 14 10 security security NOUN crln-25236 14 11 . . PUNCT crln-25236 15 1 i i PRON crln-25236 15 2 kept keep VERB crln-25236 15 3 up up ADP crln-25236 15 4 their their PRON crln-25236 15 5 morale morale NOUN crln-25236 15 6 through through ADP crln-25236 15 7 appreciation appreciation NOUN crln-25236 15 8 by by ADP crln-25236 15 9 providing provide VERB crln-25236 15 10 food food NOUN crln-25236 15 11 or or CCONJ crln-25236 15 12 praise praise NOUN crln-25236 15 13 . . PUNCT crln-25236 16 1 a a DET crln-25236 16 2 state state NOUN crln-25236 16 3 budget budget NOUN crln-25236 16 4 improved improve VERB crln-25236 16 5 things thing NOUN crln-25236 16 6 during during ADP crln-25236 16 7 my my PRON crln-25236 16 8 fifth fifth ADJ crln-25236 16 9 and and CCONJ crln-25236 16 10 sixth sixth ADJ crln-25236 16 11 portfolio portfolio NOUN crln-25236 16 12 years year NOUN crln-25236 16 13 . . PUNCT crln-25236 17 1 with with ADP crln-25236 17 2 a a DET crln-25236 17 3 small small ADJ crln-25236 17 4 new new ADJ crln-25236 17 5 materials material NOUN crln-25236 17 6 budget budget NOUN crln-25236 17 7 , , PUNCT crln-25236 17 8 database database NOUN crln-25236 17 9 maintenance maintenance NOUN crln-25236 17 10 remained remain VERB crln-25236 17 11 our our PRON crln-25236 17 12 priority priority NOUN crln-25236 17 13 to to PART crln-25236 17 14 prepare prepare VERB crln-25236 17 15 for for ADP crln-25236 17 16 a a DET crln-25236 17 17 new new ADJ crln-25236 17 18 library library NOUN crln-25236 17 19 system system NOUN crln-25236 17 20 . . PUNCT crln-25236 18 1 two two NUM crln-25236 18 2 catalogers cataloger NOUN crln-25236 18 3 retired retire VERB crln-25236 18 4 so so ADV crln-25236 18 5 i i PRON crln-25236 18 6 created create VERB crln-25236 18 7 one one NUM crln-25236 18 8 higher high ADJ crln-25236 18 9 level level NOUN crln-25236 18 10 cataloging catalog VERB crln-25236 18 11 position position NOUN crln-25236 18 12 to to ADP crln-25236 18 13 better well ADJ crln-25236 18 14 fulfil fulfil VERB crln-25236 18 15 departmental departmental ADJ crln-25236 18 16 needs need NOUN crln-25236 18 17 . . PUNCT crln-25236 19 1 even even ADV crln-25236 19 2 with with ADP crln-25236 19 3 the the DET crln-25236 19 4 budget budget NOUN crln-25236 19 5 crisis crisis NOUN crln-25236 19 6 over over ADV crln-25236 19 7 , , PUNCT crln-25236 19 8 filling fill VERB crln-25236 19 9 it it PRON crln-25236 19 10 proved prove VERB crln-25236 19 11 difficult difficult ADJ crln-25236 19 12 . . PUNCT crln-25236 20 1 after after ADP crln-25236 20 2 two two NUM crln-25236 20 3 failed fail VERB crln-25236 20 4 searches search NOUN crln-25236 20 5 , , PUNCT crln-25236 20 6 i i PRON crln-25236 20 7 worked work VERB crln-25236 20 8 with with ADP crln-25236 20 9 human human ADJ crln-25236 20 10 resources resource NOUN crln-25236 20 11 to to PART crln-25236 20 12 update update VERB crln-25236 20 13 the the DET crln-25236 20 14 salary salary NOUN crln-25236 20 15 with with ADP crln-25236 20 16 the the DET crln-25236 20 17 state state NOUN crln-25236 20 18 , , PUNCT crln-25236 20 19 and and CCONJ crln-25236 20 20 this this PRON crln-25236 20 21 helped help VERB crln-25236 20 22 fill fill VERB crln-25236 20 23 the the DET crln-25236 20 24 position position NOUN crln-25236 20 25 . . PUNCT crln-25236 21 1 during during ADP crln-25236 21 2 these these DET crln-25236 21 3 portfolio portfolio NOUN crln-25236 21 4 years year NOUN crln-25236 21 5 , , PUNCT crln-25236 21 6 i i PRON crln-25236 21 7 had have VERB crln-25236 21 8 additional additional ADJ crln-25236 21 9 duties duty NOUN crln-25236 21 10 with with ADP crln-25236 21 11 extra extra ADJ crln-25236 21 12 desk desk NOUN crln-25236 21 13 shifts shift NOUN crln-25236 21 14 and and CCONJ crln-25236 21 15 collection collection NOUN crln-25236 21 16 development development NOUN crln-25236 21 17 due due ADP crln-25236 21 18 to to ADP crln-25236 21 19 sabbaticals sabbatical NOUN crln-25236 21 20 and and CCONJ crln-25236 21 21 losing lose VERB crln-25236 21 22 our our PRON crln-25236 21 23 visiting visit VERB crln-25236 21 24 librarian librarian NOUN crln-25236 21 25 . . PUNCT crln-25236 22 1 my my PRON crln-25236 22 2 previous previous ADJ crln-25236 22 3 work work NOUN crln-25236 22 4 experience experience NOUN crln-25236 22 5 had have VERB crln-25236 22 6 me i PRON crln-25236 22 7 temporarily temporarily ADV crln-25236 22 8 taking take VERB crln-25236 22 9 over over ADP crln-25236 22 10 oclc oclc PROPN crln-25236 22 11 interlibrary interlibrary ADJ crln-25236 22 12 loan loan NOUN crln-25236 22 13 ( ( PUNCT crln-25236 22 14 ill ill ADV crln-25236 22 15 ) ) PUNCT crln-25236 22 16 when when SCONJ crln-25236 22 17 the the DET crln-25236 22 18 person person NOUN crln-25236 22 19 died die VERB crln-25236 22 20 unexpectedly unexpectedly ADV crln-25236 22 21 . . PUNCT crln-25236 23 1 however however ADV crln-25236 23 2 , , PUNCT crln-25236 23 3 the the DET crln-25236 23 4 outdated outdated ADJ crln-25236 23 5 salary salary NOUN crln-25236 23 6 also also ADV crln-25236 23 7 impacted impact VERB crln-25236 23 8 hiring hire VERB crln-25236 23 9 for for ADP crln-25236 23 10 this this DET crln-25236 23 11 position position NOUN crln-25236 23 12 , , PUNCT crln-25236 23 13 and and CCONJ crln-25236 23 14 these these DET crln-25236 23 15 temporary temporary ADJ crln-25236 23 16 responsibilities responsibility NOUN crln-25236 23 17 lasted last VERB crln-25236 23 18 over over ADP crln-25236 23 19 a a DET crln-25236 23 20 year year NOUN crln-25236 23 21 . . PUNCT crln-25236 24 1 primary primary ADJ crln-25236 24 2 duties duty NOUN crln-25236 24 3 included include VERB crln-25236 24 4 creating create VERB crln-25236 24 5 workshops workshop NOUN crln-25236 24 6 . . PUNCT crln-25236 25 1 we we PRON crln-25236 25 2 received receive VERB crln-25236 25 3 requests request NOUN crln-25236 25 4 to to PART crln-25236 25 5 offer offer VERB crln-25236 25 6 microsoft microsoft PROPN crln-25236 25 7 access access NOUN crln-25236 25 8 workshops workshop NOUN crln-25236 25 9 , , PUNCT crln-25236 25 10 so so ADV crln-25236 25 11 i i PRON crln-25236 25 12 designed design VERB crln-25236 25 13 ones one NOUN crln-25236 25 14 that that PRON crln-25236 25 15 taught teach VERB crln-25236 25 16 access access NOUN crln-25236 25 17 basics basic NOUN crln-25236 25 18 . . PUNCT crln-25236 26 1 their their PRON crln-25236 26 2 success success NOUN crln-25236 26 3 caused cause VERB crln-25236 26 4 me i PRON crln-25236 26 5 to to PART crln-25236 26 6 create create VERB crln-25236 26 7 more more ADV crln-25236 26 8 advanced advanced ADJ crln-25236 26 9 workshops workshop NOUN crln-25236 26 10 to to PART crln-25236 26 11 offer offer VERB crln-25236 26 12 during during ADP crln-25236 26 13 my my PRON crln-25236 26 14 fifth fifth ADJ crln-25236 26 15 and and CCONJ crln-25236 26 16 sixth sixth ADJ crln-25236 26 17 years year NOUN crln-25236 26 18 . . PUNCT crln-25236 27 1 many many ADJ crln-25236 27 2 external external ADJ crln-25236 27 3 conditions condition NOUN crln-25236 27 4 outside outside ADP crln-25236 27 5 of of ADP crln-25236 27 6 my my PRON crln-25236 27 7 control control NOUN crln-25236 27 8 took take VERB crln-25236 27 9 some some DET crln-25236 27 10 forward forward ADJ crln-25236 27 11 thinking thinking NOUN crln-25236 27 12 and and CCONJ crln-25236 27 13 great great ADJ crln-25236 27 14 leadership leadership NOUN crln-25236 27 15 to to PART crln-25236 27 16 combat combat VERB crln-25236 27 17 their their PRON crln-25236 27 18 effects effect NOUN crln-25236 27 19 on on ADP crln-25236 27 20 my my PRON crln-25236 27 21 team team NOUN crln-25236 27 22 . . PUNCT crln-25236 28 1 cynthia cynthia PROPN crln-25236 28 2 a. a. PROPN crln-25236 28 3 romanowski romanowski PROPN crln-25236 28 4 first first ADJ crln-25236 28 5 - - PUNCT crln-25236 28 6 time time NOUN crln-25236 28 7 faculty faculty NOUN crln-25236 28 8 librarian librarian NOUN crln-25236 28 9 fourth fourth ADV crln-25236 28 10 through through ADP crln-25236 28 11 sixth sixth ADJ crln-25236 28 12 portfolio portfolio NOUN crln-25236 28 13 years year NOUN crln-25236 28 14 ’ ’ PART crln-25236 28 15 experiences experience NOUN crln-25236 28 16 cynthia cynthia PROPN crln-25236 28 17 a. a. PROPN crln-25236 28 18 romanowski romanowski PROPN crln-25236 28 19 is be AUX crln-25236 28 20 technical technical ADJ crln-25236 28 21 services service NOUN crln-25236 28 22 librarian librarian NOUN crln-25236 28 23 at at ADP crln-25236 28 24 governors governor NOUN crln-25236 28 25 state state PROPN crln-25236 28 26 university university PROPN crln-25236 28 27 , , PUNCT crln-25236 28 28 email email NOUN crln-25236 28 29 : : PUNCT crln-25236 28 30 cromanowski@ cromanowski@ X crln-25236 28 31 govst.edu govst.edu X crln-25236 28 32 © © ADJ crln-25236 28 33 2021 2021 NUM crln-25236 28 34 cynthia cynthia PROPN crln-25236 28 35 a. a. PROPN crln-25236 28 36 romanowski romanowski VERB crln-25236 28 37 the the DET crln-25236 28 38 way way NOUN crln-25236 28 39 i i PRON crln-25236 28 40 see see VERB crln-25236 28 41 it it PRON crln-25236 28 42 mailto mailto X crln-25236 28 43 : : PUNCT crln-25236 28 44 cromanowski%40govst.edu?subject= cromanowski%40govst.edu?subject= PROPN crln-25236 28 45 mailto mailto PROPN crln-25236 28 46 : : PUNCT crln-25236 28 47 cromanowski%40govst.edu?subject= cromanowski%40govst.edu?subject= PROPN crln-25236 28 48 mailto mailto PROPN crln-25236 28 49 : : PUNCT crln-25236 28 50 frusk%40sfsu.edu%20%20?subject= frusk%40sfsu.edu%20%20?subject= PROPN crln-25236 28 51 c&rl c&rl PROPN crln-25236 28 52 news news NOUN crln-25236 28 53 december december PROPN crln-25236 28 54 2021 2021 NUM crln-25236 28 55 522 522 NUM crln-25236 28 56 research research NOUN crln-25236 28 57 / / SYM crln-25236 28 58 creative creative ADJ crln-25236 28 59 activity activity NOUN crln-25236 28 60 it it PRON crln-25236 28 61 was be AUX crln-25236 28 62 difficult difficult ADJ crln-25236 28 63 to to PART crln-25236 28 64 focus focus VERB crln-25236 28 65 on on ADP crln-25236 28 66 research research NOUN crln-25236 28 67 as as SCONJ crln-25236 28 68 my my PRON crln-25236 28 69 primary primary ADJ crln-25236 28 70 duties duty NOUN crln-25236 28 71 took take VERB crln-25236 28 72 priority priority NOUN crln-25236 28 73 over over ADP crln-25236 28 74 my my PRON crln-25236 28 75 research research NOUN crln-25236 28 76 time time NOUN crln-25236 28 77 . . PUNCT crln-25236 29 1 publishing publish VERB crln-25236 29 2 still still ADV crln-25236 29 3 intimidated intimidate VERB crln-25236 29 4 me i PRON crln-25236 29 5 , , PUNCT crln-25236 29 6 but but CCONJ crln-25236 29 7 now now ADV crln-25236 29 8 my my PRON crln-25236 29 9 work work NOUN crln-25236 29 10 mandated mandate VERB crln-25236 29 11 peer peer NOUN crln-25236 29 12 review review NOUN crln-25236 29 13 to to PART crln-25236 29 14 meet meet VERB crln-25236 29 15 this this DET crln-25236 29 16 requirement requirement NOUN crln-25236 29 17 for for ADP crln-25236 29 18 portfolios portfolio NOUN crln-25236 29 19 four four NUM crln-25236 29 20 through through ADP crln-25236 29 21 six six NUM crln-25236 29 22 . . PUNCT crln-25236 30 1 i i PRON crln-25236 30 2 published publish VERB crln-25236 30 3 reports report NOUN crln-25236 30 4 and and CCONJ crln-25236 30 5 wrote write VERB crln-25236 30 6 my my PRON crln-25236 30 7 first first ADJ crln-25236 30 8 book book NOUN crln-25236 30 9 review review NOUN crln-25236 30 10 . . PUNCT crln-25236 31 1 i i PRON crln-25236 31 2 had have VERB crln-25236 31 3 a a DET crln-25236 31 4 paper paper NOUN crln-25236 31 5 accepted accept VERB crln-25236 31 6 for for ADP crln-25236 31 7 the the DET crln-25236 31 8 international international PROPN crln-25236 31 9 federation federation PROPN crln-25236 31 10 of of ADP crln-25236 31 11 libraries libraries PROPN crln-25236 31 12 association association NOUN crln-25236 31 13 conference conference NOUN crln-25236 31 14 and and CCONJ crln-25236 31 15 presented present VERB crln-25236 31 16 it it PRON crln-25236 31 17 at at ADP crln-25236 31 18 the the DET crln-25236 31 19 conference conference NOUN crln-25236 31 20 . . PUNCT crln-25236 32 1 i i PRON crln-25236 32 2 turned turn VERB crln-25236 32 3 the the DET crln-25236 32 4 budget budget NOUN crln-25236 32 5 crisis crisis NOUN crln-25236 32 6 into into ADP crln-25236 32 7 presentations presentation NOUN crln-25236 32 8 on on ADP crln-25236 32 9 productivity productivity NOUN crln-25236 32 10 assessment assessment NOUN crln-25236 32 11 for for ADP crln-25236 32 12 two two NUM crln-25236 32 13 different different ADJ crln-25236 32 14 conferences conference NOUN crln-25236 32 15 . . PUNCT crln-25236 33 1 i i PRON crln-25236 33 2 focused focus VERB crln-25236 33 3 on on ADP crln-25236 33 4 what what PRON crln-25236 33 5 i i PRON crln-25236 33 6 needed need VERB crln-25236 33 7 for for ADP crln-25236 33 8 this this DET crln-25236 33 9 area area NOUN crln-25236 33 10 , , PUNCT crln-25236 33 11 turning turn VERB crln-25236 33 12 negatives negative NOUN crln-25236 33 13 into into ADP crln-25236 33 14 positives positive NOUN crln-25236 33 15 . . PUNCT crln-25236 34 1 the the DET crln-25236 34 2 constant constant ADJ crln-25236 34 3 change change NOUN crln-25236 34 4 made make VERB crln-25236 34 5 it it PRON crln-25236 34 6 difficult difficult ADJ crln-25236 34 7 to to PART crln-25236 34 8 write write VERB crln-25236 34 9 because because SCONJ crln-25236 34 10 things thing NOUN crln-25236 34 11 became become VERB crln-25236 34 12 a a DET crln-25236 34 13 little little ADJ crln-25236 34 14 overwhelming overwhelming ADJ crln-25236 34 15 at at ADP crln-25236 34 16 times time NOUN crln-25236 34 17 , , PUNCT crln-25236 34 18 but but CCONJ crln-25236 34 19 i i PRON crln-25236 34 20 succeeded succeed VERB crln-25236 34 21 in in ADP crln-25236 34 22 meeting meet VERB crln-25236 34 23 the the DET crln-25236 34 24 requirements requirement NOUN crln-25236 34 25 . . PUNCT crln-25236 35 1 service service NOUN crln-25236 35 2 throughout throughout ADP crln-25236 35 3 portfolios portfolio NOUN crln-25236 35 4 four four NUM crln-25236 35 5 through through ADP crln-25236 35 6 six six NUM crln-25236 35 7 , , PUNCT crln-25236 35 8 i i PRON crln-25236 35 9 served serve VERB crln-25236 35 10 on on ADP crln-25236 35 11 various various ADJ crln-25236 35 12 committees committee NOUN crln-25236 35 13 and and CCONJ crln-25236 35 14 had have VERB crln-25236 35 15 to to PART crln-25236 35 16 show show VERB crln-25236 35 17 increased increased ADJ crln-25236 35 18 responsibility responsibility NOUN crln-25236 35 19 . . PUNCT crln-25236 36 1 as as ADP crln-25236 36 2 secretary secretary NOUN crln-25236 36 3 of of ADP crln-25236 36 4 the the DET crln-25236 36 5 university university PROPN crln-25236 36 6 curriculum curriculum NOUN crln-25236 36 7 committee committee PROPN crln-25236 36 8 ( ( PUNCT crln-25236 36 9 ucc ucc PROPN crln-25236 36 10 ) ) PUNCT crln-25236 36 11 , , PUNCT crln-25236 36 12 i i PRON crln-25236 36 13 became become VERB crln-25236 36 14 one one NUM crln-25236 36 15 of of ADP crln-25236 36 16 the the DET crln-25236 36 17 administrators administrator NOUN crln-25236 36 18 of of ADP crln-25236 36 19 the the DET crln-25236 36 20 gsu gsu PROPN crln-25236 36 21 curriculum curriculum NOUN crln-25236 36 22 proposal proposal NOUN crln-25236 36 23 system system NOUN crln-25236 36 24 , , PUNCT crln-25236 36 25 curriculog curriculog NOUN crln-25236 36 26 . . PUNCT crln-25236 37 1 i i PRON crln-25236 37 2 created create VERB crln-25236 37 3 curriculog curriculog NOUN crln-25236 37 4 workshops workshop NOUN crln-25236 37 5 to to PART crln-25236 37 6 show show VERB crln-25236 37 7 faculty faculty NOUN crln-25236 37 8 how how SCONJ crln-25236 37 9 to to PART crln-25236 37 10 submit submit VERB crln-25236 37 11 proposals proposal NOUN crln-25236 37 12 . . PUNCT crln-25236 38 1 as as ADP crln-25236 38 2 the the DET crln-25236 38 3 ucc ucc NOUN crln-25236 38 4 liaison liaison NOUN crln-25236 38 5 for for ADP crln-25236 38 6 the the DET crln-25236 38 7 general general ADJ crln-25236 38 8 education education NOUN crln-25236 38 9 committee committee NOUN crln-25236 38 10 , , PUNCT crln-25236 38 11 i i PRON crln-25236 38 12 provided provide VERB crln-25236 38 13 guidance guidance NOUN crln-25236 38 14 for for ADP crln-25236 38 15 general general ADJ crln-25236 38 16 education education NOUN crln-25236 38 17 proposals proposal NOUN crln-25236 38 18 . . PUNCT crln-25236 39 1 these these DET crln-25236 39 2 committees committee NOUN crln-25236 39 3 helped help VERB crln-25236 39 4 nonlibrary nonlibrary ADJ crln-25236 39 5 faculty faculty NOUN crln-25236 39 6 know know VERB crln-25236 39 7 me i PRON crln-25236 39 8 because because SCONJ crln-25236 39 9 my my PRON crln-25236 39 10 portfolios portfolio NOUN crln-25236 39 11 now now ADV crln-25236 39 12 went go VERB crln-25236 39 13 to to ADP crln-25236 39 14 the the DET crln-25236 39 15 university university PROPN crln-25236 39 16 personal personal ADJ crln-25236 39 17 committee committee PROPN crln-25236 39 18 . . PUNCT crln-25236 40 1 chairing chairing NOUN crln-25236 40 2 consortium consortium PROPN crln-25236 40 3 and and CCONJ crln-25236 40 4 national national ADJ crln-25236 40 5 committees committee NOUN crln-25236 40 6 allowed allow VERB crln-25236 40 7 more more ADJ crln-25236 40 8 involvement involvement NOUN crln-25236 40 9 in in ADP crln-25236 40 10 my my PRON crln-25236 40 11 profession profession NOUN crln-25236 40 12 . . PUNCT crln-25236 41 1 i i PRON crln-25236 41 2 volunteered volunteer VERB crln-25236 41 3 to to PART crln-25236 41 4 serve serve VERB crln-25236 41 5 on on ADP crln-25236 41 6 library library NOUN crln-25236 41 7 boards board NOUN crln-25236 41 8 and and CCONJ crln-25236 41 9 association association NOUN crln-25236 41 10 positions position NOUN crln-25236 41 11 to to PART crln-25236 41 12 be be AUX crln-25236 41 13 more more ADV crln-25236 41 14 impactful impactful ADJ crln-25236 41 15 . . PUNCT crln-25236 42 1 i i PRON crln-25236 42 2 was be AUX crln-25236 42 3 unsuccessful unsuccessful ADJ crln-25236 42 4 in in ADP crln-25236 42 5 these these DET crln-25236 42 6 attempts attempt NOUN crln-25236 42 7 but but CCONJ crln-25236 42 8 l l NOUN crln-25236 42 9 will will AUX crln-25236 42 10 keep keep VERB crln-25236 42 11 trying try VERB crln-25236 42 12 to to PART crln-25236 42 13 be be AUX crln-25236 42 14 more more ADV crln-25236 42 15 involved involved ADJ crln-25236 42 16 in in ADP crln-25236 42 17 those those DET crln-25236 42 18 types type NOUN crln-25236 42 19 of of ADP crln-25236 42 20 activities activity NOUN crln-25236 42 21 . . PUNCT crln-25236 43 1 this this DET crln-25236 43 2 area area NOUN crln-25236 43 3 also also ADV crln-25236 43 4 included include VERB crln-25236 43 5 search search NOUN crln-25236 43 6 committees committee NOUN crln-25236 43 7 . . PUNCT crln-25236 44 1 with with SCONJ crln-25236 44 2 the the DET crln-25236 44 3 hiring hire VERB crln-25236 44 4 freeze freeze NOUN crln-25236 44 5 lifted lift VERB crln-25236 44 6 , , PUNCT crln-25236 44 7 we we PRON crln-25236 44 8 successfully successfully ADV crln-25236 44 9 filled fill VERB crln-25236 44 10 two two NUM crln-25236 44 11 faculty faculty NOUN crln-25236 44 12 librarian librarian ADJ crln-25236 44 13 positions position NOUN crln-25236 44 14 . . PUNCT crln-25236 45 1 in in ADP crln-25236 45 2 the the DET crln-25236 45 3 middle middle NOUN crln-25236 45 4 of of ADP crln-25236 45 5 my my PRON crln-25236 45 6 sixth sixth ADJ crln-25236 45 7 year year NOUN crln-25236 45 8 , , PUNCT crln-25236 45 9 our our PRON crln-25236 45 10 library library NOUN crln-25236 45 11 dean dean PROPN crln-25236 45 12 retired retire VERB crln-25236 45 13 , , PUNCT crln-25236 45 14 and and CCONJ crln-25236 45 15 we we PRON crln-25236 45 16 had have VERB crln-25236 45 17 two two NUM crln-25236 45 18 failed fail VERB crln-25236 45 19 dean dean NOUN crln-25236 45 20 searches search NOUN crln-25236 45 21 . . PUNCT crln-25236 46 1 additionally additionally ADV crln-25236 46 2 , , PUNCT crln-25236 46 3 i i PRON crln-25236 46 4 served serve VERB crln-25236 46 5 on on ADP crln-25236 46 6 search search NOUN crln-25236 46 7 committees committee NOUN crln-25236 46 8 for for ADP crln-25236 46 9 purchasing purchase VERB crln-25236 46 10 office office NOUN crln-25236 46 11 and and CCONJ crln-25236 46 12 information information NOUN crln-25236 46 13 technology technology NOUN crln-25236 46 14 . . PUNCT crln-25236 47 1 with with ADP crln-25236 47 2 the the DET crln-25236 47 3 challenges challenge NOUN crln-25236 47 4 from from ADP crln-25236 47 5 external external ADJ crln-25236 47 6 forces force NOUN crln-25236 47 7 , , PUNCT crln-25236 47 8 i i PRON crln-25236 47 9 am be AUX crln-25236 47 10 grateful grateful ADJ crln-25236 47 11 for for ADP crln-25236 47 12 the the DET crln-25236 47 13 opportunity opportunity NOUN crln-25236 47 14 to to PART crln-25236 47 15 serve serve VERB crln-25236 47 16 . . PUNCT crln-25236 48 1 i i PRON crln-25236 48 2 value value VERB crln-25236 48 3 the the DET crln-25236 48 4 networking network VERB crln-25236 48 5 opportunities opportunity NOUN crln-25236 48 6 and and CCONJ crln-25236 48 7 hope hope NOUN crln-25236 48 8 for for ADP crln-25236 48 9 future future ADJ crln-25236 48 10 collaboration collaboration NOUN crln-25236 48 11 with with ADP crln-25236 48 12 former former ADJ crln-25236 48 13 committee committee NOUN crln-25236 48 14 colleagues colleague NOUN crln-25236 48 15 . . PUNCT crln-25236 49 1 perhaps perhaps ADV crln-25236 49 2 the the DET crln-25236 49 3 greatest great ADJ crln-25236 49 4 challenge challenge NOUN crln-25236 49 5 faced face VERB crln-25236 49 6 was be AUX crln-25236 49 7 a a DET crln-25236 49 8 personal personal ADJ crln-25236 49 9 one one NOUN crln-25236 49 10 . . PUNCT crln-25236 50 1 even even ADV crln-25236 50 2 though though SCONJ crln-25236 50 3 i i PRON crln-25236 50 4 overcame overcome VERB crln-25236 50 5 the the DET crln-25236 50 6 obstacles obstacle NOUN crln-25236 50 7 presented present VERB crln-25236 50 8 , , PUNCT crln-25236 50 9 i i PRON crln-25236 50 10 felt feel VERB crln-25236 50 11 burnt burn VERB crln-25236 50 12 out out ADP crln-25236 50 13 . . PUNCT crln-25236 51 1 during during ADP crln-25236 51 2 winter winter NOUN crln-25236 51 3 break break NOUN crln-25236 51 4 of of ADP crln-25236 51 5 2018 2018 NUM crln-25236 51 6 , , PUNCT crln-25236 51 7 i i PRON crln-25236 51 8 planned plan VERB crln-25236 51 9 to to PART crln-25236 51 10 organize organize VERB crln-25236 51 11 my my PRON crln-25236 51 12 fifth fifth ADJ crln-25236 51 13 - - PUNCT crln-25236 51 14 year year NOUN crln-25236 51 15 portfolio portfolio NOUN crln-25236 51 16 . . PUNCT crln-25236 52 1 i i PRON crln-25236 52 2 was be AUX crln-25236 52 3 told tell VERB crln-25236 52 4 that that SCONJ crln-25236 52 5 this this DET crln-25236 52 6 portfolio portfolio NOUN crln-25236 52 7 was be AUX crln-25236 52 8 when when SCONJ crln-25236 52 9 my my PRON crln-25236 52 10 contract contract NOUN crln-25236 52 11 would would AUX crln-25236 52 12 not not PART crln-25236 52 13 get get AUX crln-25236 52 14 renewed renew VERB crln-25236 52 15 if if SCONJ crln-25236 52 16 gsu gsu PROPN crln-25236 52 17 did do AUX crln-25236 52 18 not not PART crln-25236 52 19 want want VERB crln-25236 52 20 to to PART crln-25236 52 21 keep keep VERB crln-25236 52 22 me i PRON crln-25236 52 23 , , PUNCT crln-25236 52 24 creating create VERB crln-25236 52 25 added add VERB crln-25236 52 26 pressure pressure NOUN crln-25236 52 27 , , PUNCT crln-25236 52 28 but but CCONJ crln-25236 52 29 plans plan NOUN crln-25236 52 30 changed change VERB crln-25236 52 31 . . PUNCT crln-25236 53 1 while while SCONJ crln-25236 53 2 on on ADP crln-25236 53 3 break break NOUN crln-25236 53 4 , , PUNCT crln-25236 53 5 my my PRON crln-25236 53 6 life life NOUN crln-25236 53 7 felt feel VERB crln-25236 53 8 the the DET crln-25236 53 9 impact impact NOUN crln-25236 53 10 of of ADP crln-25236 53 11 a a DET crln-25236 53 12 death death NOUN crln-25236 53 13 by by ADP crln-25236 53 14 suicide suicide NOUN crln-25236 53 15 of of ADP crln-25236 53 16 which which PRON crln-25236 53 17 its its PRON crln-25236 53 18 effect effect NOUN crln-25236 53 19 continued continue VERB crln-25236 53 20 throughout throughout ADP crln-25236 53 21 my my PRON crln-25236 53 22 remaining remain VERB crln-25236 53 23 portfolio portfolio NOUN crln-25236 53 24 years year NOUN crln-25236 53 25 . . PUNCT crln-25236 54 1 my my PRON crln-25236 54 2 portfolio portfolio NOUN crln-25236 54 3 was be AUX crln-25236 54 4 the the DET crln-25236 54 5 last last ADJ crln-25236 54 6 thing thing NOUN crln-25236 54 7 on on ADP crln-25236 54 8 my my PRON crln-25236 54 9 mind mind NOUN crln-25236 54 10 , , PUNCT crln-25236 54 11 so so ADV crln-25236 54 12 i i PRON crln-25236 54 13 received receive VERB crln-25236 54 14 an an DET crln-25236 54 15 extension extension NOUN crln-25236 54 16 . . PUNCT crln-25236 55 1 on on ADP crln-25236 55 2 what what PRON crln-25236 55 3 would would AUX crln-25236 55 4 have have AUX crln-25236 55 5 been be AUX crln-25236 55 6 this this DET crln-25236 55 7 person person NOUN crln-25236 55 8 ’s ’s PART crln-25236 55 9 birthday birthday NOUN crln-25236 55 10 , , PUNCT crln-25236 55 11 i i PRON crln-25236 55 12 used use VERB crln-25236 55 13 my my PRON crln-25236 55 14 speaking speak VERB crln-25236 55 15 persona persona NOUN crln-25236 55 16 that that PRON crln-25236 55 17 i i PRON crln-25236 55 18 reserve reserve VERB crln-25236 55 19 for for ADP crln-25236 55 20 my my PRON crln-25236 55 21 presentations presentation NOUN crln-25236 55 22 , , PUNCT crln-25236 55 23 to to PART crln-25236 55 24 give give VERB crln-25236 55 25 the the DET crln-25236 55 26 eulogy eulogy NOUN crln-25236 55 27 . . PUNCT crln-25236 56 1 this this DET crln-25236 56 2 persona persona NOUN crln-25236 56 3 allowed allow VERB crln-25236 56 4 me i PRON crln-25236 56 5 to to PART crln-25236 56 6 push push VERB crln-25236 56 7 on on ADP crln-25236 56 8 no no ADV crln-25236 56 9 matter matter ADV crln-25236 56 10 how how SCONJ crln-25236 56 11 i i PRON crln-25236 56 12 felt feel VERB crln-25236 56 13 because because SCONJ crln-25236 56 14 presentations presentation NOUN crln-25236 56 15 must must AUX crln-25236 56 16 go go VERB crln-25236 56 17 on on ADP crln-25236 56 18 . . PUNCT crln-25236 57 1 when when SCONJ crln-25236 57 2 i i PRON crln-25236 57 3 returned return VERB crln-25236 57 4 to to ADP crln-25236 57 5 work work NOUN crln-25236 57 6 , , PUNCT crln-25236 57 7 few few ADJ crln-25236 57 8 co co NOUN crln-25236 57 9 - - NOUN crln-25236 57 10 workers worker NOUN crln-25236 57 11 knew know VERB crln-25236 57 12 what what PRON crln-25236 57 13 i i PRON crln-25236 57 14 had have AUX crln-25236 57 15 been be AUX crln-25236 57 16 through through ADP crln-25236 57 17 as as SCONJ crln-25236 57 18 i i PRON crln-25236 57 19 hid hide VERB crln-25236 57 20 my my PRON crln-25236 57 21 grief grief NOUN crln-25236 57 22 to to PART crln-25236 57 23 keep keep VERB crln-25236 57 24 up up ADP crln-25236 57 25 appearances appearance NOUN crln-25236 57 26 . . PUNCT crln-25236 58 1 putting put VERB crln-25236 58 2 my my PRON crln-25236 58 3 grief grief NOUN crln-25236 58 4 on on ADP crln-25236 58 5 hold hold NOUN crln-25236 58 6 , , PUNCT crln-25236 58 7 i i PRON crln-25236 58 8 powered power VERB crln-25236 58 9 through through ADP crln-25236 58 10 the the DET crln-25236 58 11 remainder remainder NOUN crln-25236 58 12 of of ADP crln-25236 58 13 the the DET crln-25236 58 14 academic academic ADJ crln-25236 58 15 year year NOUN crln-25236 58 16 and and CCONJ crln-25236 58 17 finished finish VERB crln-25236 58 18 my my PRON crln-25236 58 19 sixth sixth ADJ crln-25236 58 20 year year NOUN crln-25236 58 21 . . PUNCT crln-25236 59 1 my my PRON crln-25236 59 2 workload workload NOUN crln-25236 59 3 had have VERB crln-25236 59 4 no no DET crln-25236 59 5 room room NOUN crln-25236 59 6 for for ADP crln-25236 59 7 grieving grieve VERB crln-25236 59 8 , , PUNCT crln-25236 59 9 and and CCONJ crln-25236 59 10 i i PRON crln-25236 59 11 knew know VERB crln-25236 59 12 i i PRON crln-25236 59 13 had have VERB crln-25236 59 14 to to PART crln-25236 59 15 keep keep VERB crln-25236 59 16 going go VERB crln-25236 59 17 to to PART crln-25236 59 18 receive receive VERB crln-25236 59 19 tenure tenure NOUN crln-25236 59 20 . . PUNCT crln-25236 60 1 while while SCONJ crln-25236 60 2 awaiting await VERB crln-25236 60 3 my my PRON crln-25236 60 4 fifth fifth ADJ crln-25236 60 5 year year NOUN crln-25236 60 6 continuance continuance NOUN crln-25236 60 7 letter letter NOUN crln-25236 60 8 , , PUNCT crln-25236 60 9 another another DET crln-25236 60 10 death death NOUN crln-25236 60 11 by by ADP crln-25236 60 12 suicide suicide NOUN crln-25236 60 13 occurred occur VERB crln-25236 60 14 . . PUNCT crln-25236 61 1 at at ADP crln-25236 61 2 times time NOUN crln-25236 61 3 , , PUNCT crln-25236 61 4 everything everything PRON crln-25236 61 5 seemed seem VERB crln-25236 61 6 overwhelming overwhelming ADJ crln-25236 61 7 . . PUNCT crln-25236 62 1 i i PRON crln-25236 62 2 submitted submit VERB crln-25236 62 3 my my PRON crln-25236 62 4 sixth sixth ADJ crln-25236 62 5 - - PUNCT crln-25236 62 6 year year NOUN crln-25236 62 7 portfolio portfolio NOUN crln-25236 62 8 and and CCONJ crln-25236 62 9 successfully successfully ADV crln-25236 62 10 achieved achieve VERB crln-25236 62 11 tenure tenure NOUN crln-25236 62 12 , , PUNCT crln-25236 62 13 but but CCONJ crln-25236 62 14 delayed delay VERB crln-25236 62 15 grief grief NOUN crln-25236 62 16 and and CCONJ crln-25236 62 17 another another PRON crln-25236 62 18 near near ADP crln-25236 62 19 tragedy tragedy NOUN crln-25236 62 20 caused cause VERB crln-25236 62 21 me i PRON crln-25236 62 22 to to PART crln-25236 62 23 finally finally ADV crln-25236 62 24 take take VERB crln-25236 62 25 advantage advantage NOUN crln-25236 62 26 of of ADP crln-25236 62 27 the the DET crln-25236 62 28 employee employee NOUN crln-25236 62 29 assistance assistance NOUN crln-25236 62 30 program program NOUN crln-25236 62 31 , , PUNCT crln-25236 62 32 and and CCONJ crln-25236 62 33 this this PRON crln-25236 62 34 helped help VERB crln-25236 62 35 . . PUNCT crln-25236 63 1 as as SCONJ crln-25236 63 2 i i PRON crln-25236 63 3 embark embark VERB crln-25236 63 4 on on ADP crln-25236 63 5 my my PRON crln-25236 63 6 journey journey NOUN crln-25236 63 7 to to ADP crln-25236 63 8 full full ADJ crln-25236 63 9 professor professor NOUN crln-25236 63 10 , , PUNCT crln-25236 63 11 i i PRON crln-25236 63 12 recognize recognize VERB crln-25236 63 13 that that SCONJ crln-25236 63 14 the the DET crln-25236 63 15 last last ADJ crln-25236 63 16 three three NUM crln-25236 63 17 years year NOUN crln-25236 63 18 took take VERB crln-25236 63 19 a a DET crln-25236 63 20 tremendous tremendous ADJ crln-25236 63 21 amount amount NOUN crln-25236 63 22 of of ADP crln-25236 63 23 inner inner ADJ crln-25236 63 24 strength strength NOUN crln-25236 63 25 to to PART crln-25236 63 26 overcome overcome VERB crln-25236 63 27 the the DET crln-25236 63 28 effects effect NOUN crln-25236 63 29 that that SCONJ crln-25236 63 30 these these DET crln-25236 63 31 forces force NOUN crln-25236 63 32 had have VERB crln-25236 63 33 on on ADP crln-25236 63 34 me i PRON crln-25236 63 35 . . PUNCT crln-25236 64 1 i i PRON crln-25236 64 2 never never ADV crln-25236 64 3 thought think VERB crln-25236 64 4 life life NOUN crln-25236 64 5 would would AUX crln-25236 64 6 throw throw VERB crln-25236 64 7 so so ADV crln-25236 64 8 many many ADJ crln-25236 64 9 curve curve NOUN crln-25236 64 10 balls ball NOUN crln-25236 64 11 at at ADP crln-25236 64 12 once once ADV crln-25236 64 13 , , PUNCT crln-25236 64 14 but but CCONJ crln-25236 64 15 wonderful wonderful ADJ crln-25236 64 16 people people NOUN crln-25236 64 17 and and CCONJ crln-25236 64 18 cats cat NOUN crln-25236 64 19 were be AUX crln-25236 64 20 with with ADP crln-25236 64 21 me i PRON crln-25236 64 22 every every DET crln-25236 64 23 step step NOUN crln-25236 64 24 of of ADP crln-25236 64 25 the the DET crln-25236 64 26 way way NOUN crln-25236 64 27 , , PUNCT crln-25236 64 28 and and CCONJ crln-25236 64 29 i i PRON crln-25236 64 30 am be AUX crln-25236 64 31 grateful grateful ADJ crln-25236 64 32 . . PUNCT crln-25236 65 1 i i PRON crln-25236 65 2 share share VERB crln-25236 65 3 this this DET crln-25236 65 4 personal personal ADJ crln-25236 65 5 experience experience NOUN crln-25236 65 6 to to PART crln-25236 65 7 help help VERB crln-25236 65 8 others other NOUN crln-25236 65 9 who who PRON crln-25236 65 10 find find VERB crln-25236 65 11 themselves themselves PRON crln-25236 65 12 struggling struggle VERB crln-25236 65 13 at at ADP crln-25236 65 14 times time NOUN crln-25236 65 15 , , PUNCT crln-25236 65 16 especially especially ADV crln-25236 65 17 during during ADP crln-25236 65 18 a a DET crln-25236 65 19 global global ADJ crln-25236 65 20 pandemic pandemic NOUN crln-25236 65 21 . . PUNCT crln-25236 66 1 do do AUX crln-25236 66 2 not not PART crln-25236 66 3 wait wait VERB crln-25236 66 4 to to PART crln-25236 66 5 get get VERB crln-25236 66 6 help help NOUN crln-25236 66 7 . . PUNCT crln-25236 67 1 know know VERB crln-25236 67 2 that that SCONJ crln-25236 67 3 you you PRON crln-25236 67 4 are be AUX crln-25236 67 5 not not PART crln-25236 67 6 alone alone ADV crln-25236 67 7 , , PUNCT crln-25236 67 8 and and CCONJ crln-25236 67 9 help help VERB crln-25236 67 10 is be AUX crln-25236 67 11 always always ADV crln-25236 67 12 available available ADJ crln-25236 67 13 . . PUNCT crln-25236 68 1 you you PRON crln-25236 68 2 can can AUX crln-25236 68 3 do do VERB crln-25236 68 4 this this PRON crln-25236 68 5 . . PUNCT